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width: 55%" id="figure-3"> +<img style="display: block; width: 100%" alt="images/cover.jpg" src="images/cover.jpg" width="100%"/> +</div> +<div class="center line-block noindent outermost x-large"> +<div class="line">A Novel</div> +<div class="line">By</div> +<div class="line">Will N. Harben</div> +</div> +<div class="center line-block noindent outermost x-large"> +<div class="line">Author of</div> +<div class="line">"Abner Daniel" "Pole Baker"</div> +<div class="line">"The Georgians" etc.</div> +<div class="line"> </div> +<div class="line">New York and London</div> +<div class="line">Harper & Brothers Publishers</div> +<div class="line">1906</div> +<div class="line"> </div> +<div class="line">Copyright, 1906, by <span class="small-caps">Harper & Brothers</span>.</div> +<div class="line"> </div> +<div class="line"><em class="italics">All rights reserved.</em></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +<div class="line">Published September, 1906.</div> +</div> +<hr class="docutils"/> +<div class="center line-block noindent outermost x-large"> +<div class="line">To</div> +<div class="line">William Dean Howells</div> +</div> +<hr class="docutils"/> +<div class="align-center auto-scaled figure" style="margin-left: 30%; width: 40%" id="figure-4"> +<img style="display: block; width: 100%" alt="'I RECKON IT WAS THE DIVINE INTENTION FOR ME AND YOU TO HAVE THIS SECRET BETWEEN US'" src="images/illus1.jpg" width="100%"/> +<div class="caption italics"> +'I RECKON IT WAS THE DIVINE INTENTION FOR ME AND YOU TO HAVE THIS SECRET BETWEEN US'</div> +</div> +<hr class="docutils"/> +<div class="contents level-2 section" id="id1"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title">CONTENTS</h2> +<ul class="compact simple toc-list"> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#i" id="id2">I</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#ii" id="id3">II</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#iii" id="id4">III</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#iv" id="id5">IV</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#v" id="id6">V</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#vi" id="id7">VI</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#vii" id="id8">VII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#viii" id="id9">VIII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#ix" id="id10">IX</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#x" id="id11">X</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xi" id="id12">XI</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xii" id="id13">XII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xiii" id="id14">XIII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xiv" id="id15">XIV</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xv" id="id16">XV</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xvi" id="id17">XVI</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xvii" id="id18">XVII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xviii" id="id19">XVIII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xix" id="id20">XIX</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xx" id="id21">XX</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxi" id="id22">XXI</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxii" id="id23">XXII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxiii" id="id24">XXIII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxiv" id="id25">XXIV</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxv" id="id26">XXV</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxvi" id="id27">XXVI</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxvii" id="id28">XXVII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxviii" id="id29">XXVIII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxix" id="id30">XXIX</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxx" id="id31">XXX</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxxi" id="id32">XXXI</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxxii" id="id33">XXXII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxxiii" id="id34">XXXIII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxxiv" id="id35">XXXIV</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxxv" id="id36">XXXV</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxxvi" id="id37">XXXVI</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxxvii" id="id38">XXXVII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxxviii" id="id39">XXXVIII</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xxxix" id="id40">XXXIX</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xl" id="id41">XL</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xli" id="id42">XLI</a></span></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><span class="first"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#xlii" id="id43">XLII</a></span></li> +</ul> +</div> +<hr class="docutils"/> +<p class="center pfirst x-large">Ann Boyd</p> +<div class="level-2 section" id="i"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id2">I</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">Ann Boyd Stood at the open door of +her corn-house, a square, one-storied +hut made of the trunks of young pine-trees, +the bark of which, being worm-eaten, +was crumbling from the smooth +hard-wood. She had a tin pail on her arm, and was +selecting "nubbins" for her cow from the great +heap of husked corn which, like a mound of golden +nuggets, lay within. The strong-jawed animal could +crunch the dwarfed ears, grain and corn together, +when they were stirred into a mush made of wheat-bran +and dish-water.</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Boyd, although past fifty, showed certain +signs of having been a good-looking woman. Her +features were regular, but her once slight and erect +figure was now heavy, and bent as if from toil. +Her hair, which in her youth had been a luxuriant +golden brown, was now thinner and liberally streaked +with gray. From her eyes deep wrinkles diverged, +and the corners of her firm mouth were +drawn downward. Her face, even in repose, wore +an almost constant frown, and this habit had deeply +gashed her forehead with lines that deepened when +she was angry.</p> +<p class="pnext">With her pail on her arm, she was turning back +towards her cottage, which stood about a hundred +yards to the right, beneath the shade of two giant +oaks, when she heard her name called from the +main-travelled road, which led past her farm, on +to Darley, ten miles away.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, it's you, Mrs. Waycroft!" she exclaimed, +without change of countenance, as the head and +shoulders of a neighbor appeared above the rail-fence. +"I couldn't imagine who it was calling me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, it was me," the woman said, as Mrs. Boyd +reached the fence and rested her pail on the top +rail. "I hain't seed you since I seed you at church, +Sunday. I tried to get over yesterday, but was too +busy with one thing and another."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon you have had your hands full planting +cotton," said Mrs. Boyd. "I didn't expect you; besides, +I've had all I could do in my own field."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, my boys have been hard at it," said Mrs. +Waycroft. "I don't go to the field myself, like you +do. I reckon I ain't hardy enough, but keeping +things for them to eat and the house in order takes +all my time."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon," said Mrs. Boyd, studying the woman's +face closely under the faded black poke-bonnet—"I +reckon you've got something to tell me. You generally +have. I wish I could not care a snap of the +finger what folks say, but I'm only a natural woman. +I want to hear things sometimes when I know they +will make me so mad that I won't eat a bite for +days."</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Waycroft looked down at the ground. +"Well," she began, "I reckon you know thar +would be considerable talk after what happened +at meeting Sunday. You know a thing like that +naturally <em class="italics">would</em> stir up a quiet community like +this."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, when I think of it I can see there would +be enough said, but I'm used to being the chief +subject of idle talk. I've had twenty odd years +of it, Mary Waycroft, though this public row was +rather unexpected. I didn't look for abuse from +the very pulpit in God's house, if it <em class="italics">is</em> His. I +didn't know you were there. I didn't know a +friendly soul was nigh."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I was there clean through from the opening +hymn. A bolt from heaven on a sunny day +couldn't have astonished me more than I was when +you come in and walked straight up the middle +aisle, and sat down just as if you'd been coming +there regular for all them years. I reckon you +had your own private reasons for making the +break."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I did." The wrinkled mouth of the +speaker twitched nervously. "I'd been thinking +it out, Mrs. Waycroft, for a long time and trying +to pray over it, and at last I come to the conclusion +that if I didn't go to church like the rest, +it was an open admission that I acknowledged +myself worse than others, and so I determined to +go—I determined to go if it killed me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And to think you was rewarded that way!" +answered Mrs. Waycroft; "it's a shame! Ann +Boyd, it's a dirty shame!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"It will be a long time before I darken a church +door again," said Mrs. Boyd. "If I'm ever seen +there it will be after I'm dead and they take me +there feet foremost to preach over my body. I +didn't look around, but I knew they were all whispering +about me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You never saw the like in your life, Ann," the +visitor said. "Heads were bumping together to +the damagement of new spring hats, and everybody +was asking what it meant. Some said that, +after meeting, you was going up and give your +hand to Brother Bazemore and ask him to take +you back, as a member, but he evidently didn't +think you had a purpose like that, or he wouldn't +have opened up on you as he did. Of course, +everybody thar knowed he was hitting at you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, they all knew, and he had no reason +for thinking I wanted to ask any favor, for he +knows too well what I think of him. He hates the +ground I walk on. He has been openly against +me ever since he come to my house and asked me +to let the Sunday-school picnic at my spring and +in my grove. I reckon I gave it to him pretty +heavy that day, for all I'd been hearing about +what he had had to say of me had made me mad. +I let him get out his proposal as politely as such +a sneaking man could, and then I showed him +where I stood. Here, Mrs. Waycroft, I've been +treated like a dog and an outcast by every member +of his church for the last twenty years, called +the vilest names a woman ever bore by his so-called +Christian gang, and then, when they want +something I've got—something that nobody else +can furnish quite as suitable for their purpose—why +he saunters over to my house holding the skirts +of his long coat as if afraid of contamination, and +calmly demands the use of my property—property +that I've slaved in the hot sun and sleet and rain +to pay for with hard work. Oh, I was mad! You +see, that was too much, and I reckon he never in +all his life got such a tongue-lashing. When I came +in last Sunday and sat down, I saw his eyes flash, +and knew if he got half an excuse he would let out +on me. I was sorry I'd come then, but there was +no backing out after I'd got there."</p> +<p class="pnext">"When he took his text I knew he meant it for +you," said the other woman. "I have never seen +a madder man in the pulpit, never in my life. +While he was talking, he never once looked at +you, though he knew everybody else was doing +nothing else. Then I seed you rise to your feet. +He stopped to take a drink from his goblet, and +you could 'a' heard a pin fall, it was so still. I +reckon the rest thought like I did, that you was +going right up to him and pull his hair or slap his +jaws. You looked like you hardly knowed what +you was doing, and, for one, I tuck a free breath +when you walked straight out of the house. What +you did was exactly right, as most fair-minded +folks will admit, though I'm here to tell you, my +friend, that you won't find fair-minded folks very +plentiful hereabouts. The fair-minded ones are +over there in that graveyard."</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Boyd stroked her quivering lips with her +hard, brown hand, and said, softly: "I wasn't +going to sit there and listen to any more of it. I'd +thrown aside pride and principle and gone to do +my duty to my religion, as I saw it, and thought +maybe some of them—one or two, at least—would +meet me part of the way, but I couldn't listen to +a two hours' tirade about me and my—my misfortune. +If I'd stayed any longer, I'd have spoken +back to him, and that would have been exactly +what he and some of the rest would have wanted, +for then they could have made a case against me +in court for disturbing public worship, and imposed +a heavy fine. They can't bear to think +that, in spite of all their persecution, I've gone +ahead and paid my debts and prospered in a way +that they never could do with all their sanctimony."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was silence for a moment. A gentle +breeze stirred the leaves of the trees and the blades +of long grass beside the road. There was a far-away +tinkling of cow and sheep bells in the lush-green +pastures which stretched out towards the +frowning mountain against which the setting sun +was levelling its rays.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You say you haven't seen anybody since Sunday," +remarked the loitering woman, in restrained, +tentative tones.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I've been right here. Why did you ask +me that?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, you see, Ann," was the slow answer, +"talking at the rate Bazemore was to your face, +don't you think it would be natural for him to—to +sort o' rub it on even heavier behind your back, +after you got up that way and went out so sudden."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I never thought of it, but I can see now that +it would be just like him." Mrs. Boyd took a deep +breath and lowered her pail to the ground. "Yes," +she went on, reflectively, as she drew herself up +again and leaned on the fence, "I reckon he got +good and mad when I got up and left."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh!" The other woman smiled. "He was +so mad he could hardly speak. He fairly gulped, +his eyes flashed, and he was as white as a bunch +of cotton. He poured out another goblet of water +that he had no idea of drinking, and his hand +shook so much that the glass tinkled like a bell +against the mouth of the pitcher. You must have +got as far as the hitching-rack before his fury +busted out. I reckon what he said was the most +unbecoming thing that a stout, able-bodied man +ever hurled at a defenceless woman's back."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was another pause. Mrs. Boyd's expectant +face was as hard as stone; her dark-gray +eyes were two burning fires in their shadowy +orbits.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What did he say?" she asked. "You might +as well tell me."</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Waycroft avoided her companion's fierce +stare. "He looked down at the place where you +sat, Ann, right steady for a minute, then he said: +'I'm glad that woman had the common decency +to sit on a seat by herself while she was here; but +I hope when meeting is over that some of you +brethren will take the bench out in the woods and +burn it. I'll pay for a new one out of my own +pocket.'"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh!" The exclamation seemed wrung from her +when off her guard, and Mrs. Boyd clutched the +rail of the fence so tightly that her strong nails +sunk into the soft wood. "He said <em class="italics">that</em>! He +said that <em class="italics">about me</em>!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, and he ought to have been ashamed of +himself," said Mrs. Waycroft; "and if he had been +anything else than a preacher, surely some of the +men there—men you have befriended—would not +have set still and let it pass."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But they <em class="italics">did</em> let it pass," said Mrs. Boyd, bitterly; +"they did let it pass, one and all."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, nobody would dare, in this section, to +criticise a preacher," said the other. "What any +little, spindle-legged parson says goes the same +as the word of God out here in the backwoods. +I'd have left the church myself, but I knowed +you'd want to hear what was said; besides, they +all know I'm your friend."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, they all know you are the only white +woman that ever comes near me. But what else +did he say?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, he had lots to say. He said he hadn't +mentioned no names, but it was always the hit dog +that yelped, and that you had made yourself a +target by leaving as you did. He went on to say +that, in his opinion, all that was proved at court +against you away back there was just. He said +some folks misunderstood Scripture when it come +to deal with your sort and stripe. He said some +argued that a church door ought always to be +wide open to any sinner whatsoever, but that in +your daily conduct of holding every coin so tight +that the eagle on it squeals, and in giving nothing +to send the Bible to the heathens, and being +eternally at strife with your neighbors, you had +showed, he said, that no good influence could be +brought to bear on you, and that people who was +really trying to live upright lives ought to shun +you like they would a catching disease. He +'lowed you'd had the same Christian chance in +your bringing-up, and a better education than +most gals, and had deliberately throwed it all up +and gone your headstrong way. In his opinion, +it would be wrong to condone your past, and tell +folks you stood an equal chance with the rising +generation fetched up under the rod and Biblical +injunction by parents who knowed what lasting +scars the fires of sin could burn in a living soul. +He said the community had treated you right, in +sloughing away from you, ever since you was found +out, because you had never showed a minute's open +repentance. You'd helt your head, he thought, +if possible, higher than ever, and in not receiving +the social sanction of your neighbors, it looked like +you was determined to become the richest woman +in the state for no other reason than to prove that +wrong prospered."</p> +<p class="pnext">The speaker paused in her recital. The listener, +her face set and dark with fury, glanced towards +the cottage. "Come in," she said, huskily; "people +might pass along and know what we are talking +about, and, somehow, I don't want to give +them that satisfaction."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's a fact," said Mrs. Waycroft; "they say +I fetch you every bit of gossip, anyway. A few +have quit speaking to me. Bazemore would himself, +if he didn't look to me once a month for my +contribution. I hope what I've told you won't +upset you, Ann, but you always say you want to +know what's going on. It struck me that the +whole congregation was about the most heartless +body of human beings I ever saw packed together +in one bunch."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I want you to tell me one other thing," said +Mrs. Boyd, tensely, as they were entering the front +doorway of the cottage—"was Jane Hemingway +there?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, by a large majority. I forgot to tell +you about her. I had my eyes on her, too, for I +knowed it would tickle her nigh to death, and it +did. When you left she actually giggled out loud +and turned back an' whispered to the Mayfield +girls. Her old, yellow face fairly shone, she was +that glad, and when Bazemore went on talking +about you and burning that bench, she fairly +doubled up, with her handkerchief clapped over +her mouth."</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Boyd drew a stiff-backed chair from beneath +the dining-table and pushed it towards her guest. +"There is not in hell itself, Mary Waycroft, a +hatred stronger than I feel right now for that +woman. She is a fiend in human shape. That +miserable creature has hounded me every minute +since we were girls together. As God is my judge, +I believe I could kill her and not suffer remorse. +There was a time when my disposition was as sweet +and gentle as any girl's, but she changed it. She +has made me what I am. She is responsible for it +all. I might have gone on—after my—my misfortune, +and lived in some sort of harmony with my +kind if it hadn't been for her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know that," said the other woman, as she sat +down and folded her cloth bonnet in her thin hands. +"I really believe you'd have been a different woman, +as you say, after—after your trouble if she had +let you alone."</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Boyd seated herself in another chair near +the open door, and looked out at a flock of chickens +and ducks which had gathered at the step and were +noisily clamoring for food.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I saw two things that made my blood boil as +I was leaving the church," said she. "I saw Abe +Longley, who has been using my pasture for his +cattle free of charge for the last ten years. I caught +sight of his face, and it made me mad to think he'd +sit there and never say a word in defence of the +woman he'd been using all that time; and then I +saw George Wilson, just as indifferent, near the door, +when I've been favoring him and his shabby store +with all my trade when I could have done better +by going on to Darley. I reckon neither of those +two men said the slightest thing when Bazemore +advised the—the burning of the bench I'd sat +on."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh no, of course not!" said Mrs. Waycroft, +"nobody said a word. They wouldn't have dared, +Ann."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, they will both hear from me," said Mrs. +Boyd, "and in a way that they won't forget soon. +I tell you, Mary Waycroft, this thing has reached +a climax. That burning bench is going to be my +war-torch. They say I've been at strife with my +neighbors all along; well, they'll see now. I struggled +and struggled with pride to get up to the point +of going to church again, and that's the reception I +got."</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's a pity to entertain hard feelings, but I +don't blame you a single bit," said Mrs. Waycroft, +sympathetically. "As I look at it, you have done +all you can to live in harmony, and they simply +won't have it. They might be different if it wasn't +for that meddlesome old Jane Hemingway. She +keeps them stirred up. She and her daughter is +half starving to death, while you—" Mrs. Waycroft +glanced round the room at the warm rag +carpet of many colors, at the neat fire-screen made +of newspaper pictures pasted on a crude frame of +wood, and, higher, to the mantel-piece, whose sole +ornament was a Seth Thomas clock, with the Tower +of London in glaring colors on the glass door—"while +you don't ask anybody any odds. Instead +of starving, gold dollars seem to roll up to your +door of their own accord and fall in a heap. They +tell me even that cotton factory which you invested +in, and which Mrs. Hemingway said had busted and +gone up the spout, is really doing well."</p> +<p class="pnext">"The stock has doubled in value," said Mrs. +Boyd, simply. "I don't know how to account for +my making money. I reckon it's simply good +judgment and a habit of throwing nothing away. +The factory got to a pretty low ebb, and the people +lost faith in it, and were offering their stock at half-price. +My judgment told me it would pull through +as soon as times improved, and I bought an interest +in it at a low figure. I was right; it proved to be +a fine investment."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I was sorter sorry for Virginia Hemingway, +Sunday," said Mrs. Waycroft. "When her mother +was making such an exhibition of herself in gloating +over the way you was treated, the poor girl +looked like she was ashamed, and pulled Jane's +apron like she was trying to keep her quiet. I +reckon you hain't got nothing against the girl, +Ann?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Nothing except that she is that devilish woman's +offspring," said Mrs. Boyd. "It's hard to dislike +her; she's pretty—by all odds the prettiest and +sweetest-looking young woman in this county. +Her mother in her prime never saw the day she +was anything like her. They say Virginia isn't +much of a hand to gossip and abuse folks. I +reckon her mother's ways have disgusted her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon that's it," said the other woman, as +she rose to go. "I know I love to look at her; +she does my old eyes good. At meeting I sometimes +gaze steady at her for several minutes on a +stretch. Sitting beside that hard, crabbed old +thing, the girl certainly does look out of place. +She deserves a better fate than to be tied to such +a woman. I reckon she'll be picked up pretty soon +by some of these young men—that is, if Jane will +give her any sort of showing. Jane is so suspicious +of folks that she hardly lets Virginia out of her +sight. Well, I must be going. Since my husband's +death I've had my hands full on the farm; he did +a lots to help out, even about the kitchen. Good-bye. +I can see what I've said has made a change +in you, Ann. I never saw you look quite so different."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, the whole thing has kind o' jerked me +round," replied Mrs. Boyd. "I've taken entirely +too much off of these people—let them run over me +dry-shod; but I'll show them a thing or two. They +won't let me live in peace, and now they can try +the other thing." And Ann Boyd stood in the +doorway and watched the visitor trudge slowly +away.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes," she mused, as she looked out into the +falling dusk, "they are trying to drive me to the +wall with their sneers and lashing tongues. But +I'll show them that a worm can turn."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="ii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id3">II</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">The next morning, after a frugal breakfast +of milk and cornmeal pancake, +prepared over an open fireplace on +live coals, which reddened her cheeks +and bare arms, Mrs. Boyd pinned up +her skirts till their edges hung on a level with the +tops of her coarse, calf-skin shoes. She then climbed +over the brier-grown rail-fence with the agility of +a hunter and waded through the high, dew-soaked +weeds and grass in the direction of the rising sun. +The meadow was like a rolling green sea settling +down to calmness after a storm. Here and there +a tuft of dewy broom-sedge held up to her vision +a sheaf of green hung with sparkling diamonds, +emeralds, and rubies, and far ahead ran a crystal +creek in and out among gracefully drooping willows +and erect young reeds.</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's his brindle heifer now," the trudging +woman said, harshly. "And over beyond the hay-stack +and cotton-shed is his muley cow and calf. +Huh, I reckon I'll make them strike a lively trot! +It will be some time before they get grass as rich +as mine inside of them to furnish milk and butter +for Abe Longley and his sanctimonious lay-out."</p> +<p class="pnext">Slowly walking around the animals, she finally +got them together and drove them from her pasture +to the small road which ran along the foot of the +mountain towards their owner's farm-house, the +gray roof of which rose above the leafy trees in the +distance. To drive the animals out, she had found +it necessary to lower a panel of her fence, and she +was replacing the rails laboriously, one by one, +when she heard a voice from the woodland on the +mountain-side, a tract of unproductive land owned +by the man whose cows she was ejecting. It was +Abe Longley himself, and in some surprise he hurried +down the rugged steep, a woodman's axe on +his shoulder. He was a gaunt, slender man, gray +and grizzled, past sixty years of age, with a tuft of +stiff beard on his chin, which gave his otherwise +smooth-shaven face a forbidding expression.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Hold on thar, Sister Boyd!" he called out, cheerily, +though he seemed evidently to be trying to +keep from betraying the impatience he evidently +felt. "You must be getting nigh-sighted in yore +old age. As shore as you are a foot high them's +my cattle, an' not yourn. Why, I knowed my +brindle from clean up at my wood-pile, a full quarter +from here. I seed yore mistake an' hollered +then, but I reckon you are gettin' deef as well as +blind. I driv' 'em in not twenty minutes ago, as I +come on to do my cuttin'."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know you did, Abe Longley," and Mrs. +Boyd stooped to grasp and raise the last rail and +carefully put it in place; "I know they are yours. +My eyesight's good enough. I know good and well +they are yours, and that is the very reason I made +them hump themselves to get off of my property."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But—but," and the farmer, thoroughly puzzled, lowered +his glittering axe and stared wonderingly—"but +you know, Sister Boyd, that you told +me with your own mouth that, being as I'd traded +off my own pasture-land to Dixon for my strip o' +wheat in the bottom, that I was at liberty to use +yourn how and when I liked, and, now—why, I'll +be dad-blamed if I understand you one bit."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I understand what I'm about, Abe Longley, +if you don't!" retorted the owner of the land. +"I <em class="italics">did</em> say you could pasture on it, but I didn't say +you could for all time and eternity; and I now give +you due notice if I ever see any four-footed animal +of yours inside of my fences I'll run them out with +an ounce of buckshot in their hides."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, well, well!" Longley cried, at the end of his +resources, as he leaned on his smooth axe-handle +with one hand and clutched his beard with the +other. "I don't know what to make of yore conduct. +I can't do without the use of your land. +There hain't a bit that I could rent or buy for love +or money on either side of me for miles around. +When folks find a man's in need of land, they stick +the price up clean out of sight. I was tellin' Sue +the other day that we was in luck havin' sech a +neighbor—one that would do so much to help a +body in a plight."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I'm very good and kind," sneered Mrs. +Boyd, her sharp eyes ablaze with indignation, "and +last Sunday in meeting you and a lot of other able-bodied +men sat still and let that foul-mouthed +Bazemore say that even the wooden bench I sat +on ought to be taken out and burned for the public +good. You sat there and listened to <em class="italics">that</em>, and when +he was through you got up and sung the doxology +and bowed your head while that makeshift of a +preacher called down God's benediction on you. If +you think I'm going to keep a pasture for such a +man as you to fatten your stock on, you need a +guardian to look after you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see," Longley exclaimed, a crestfallen look +on him. "You are goin' to blame us all for what +he said, and you are mad at everybody that heard +it. But you are dead wrong, Ann Boyd—dead +wrong. You can't make over public opinion, and +you'd 'a' been better off years ago if you hadn't +been so busy trying to do it, whether or no. Folks +would let you alone if you'd 'a' showed a more repentant +sperit, and not held your head so high and +been so spiteful. I reckon the most o' your trouble—that +is, the reason it's lasted so long, is due to the +women-folks more than the men of the community, +anyhow. You see, it sorter rubs women's wool the +wrong way to see about the only prosperity a body +can see in the entire county falling at the feet of the +one—well, the one least expected to have sech +things—the one, I mought say, who hadn't lived +exactly up to the <em class="italics">best</em> precepts."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't go to men like you for my precepts," +the woman hurled at him, "and I haven't got any +time for palavering. All I want to do is to give +you due notice not to trespass on my land, and I've +done that plain enough, I reckon."</p> +<p class="pnext">Abe Longley's thin face showed anger that was even +stronger than his avarice; he stepped nearer to her, +his eyes flashing, his wide upper-lip twitching nervously. +"Do you know," he said, "that's its purty +foolhardy of you to take up a fight like that agin a +whole community. You know you hain't agoin' +to make a softer bed to lie on. You know, if you +find fault with me fer not denouncin' Bazemore, +you may as well find fault with every living soul +that was under reach o' his voice, fer nobody budged +or said a word in yore defence."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm taking up a fight with no one," the woman +said, firmly. "They can listen to what they want +to listen to. The only thing I'm going to do in +future is to see that no person uses me for profit +and then willingly sees me spat upon. That's all +I've got to say to you." And, turning, she walked +away, leaving him standing as if rooted among his +trees on the brown mountain-side.</p> +<p class="pnext">"He'll go home and tell his wife, and she'll gad +about an' fire the whole community against me," +Mrs. Boyd mused; "but I don't care. I'll have my +rights if I die for it."</p> +<p class="pnext">An hour later, in another dress and a freshly +washed and ironed gingham bonnet, she fed her +chickens from a pan of wet cornmeal dough, locked +up her house carefully, fastening down the window-sashes +on the inside by placing sticks above the +movable ones, and trudged down the road to George +Wilson's country-store at the crossing of the roads +which led respectively to Springtown, hard-by on +one side, and Darley, farther away on the other.</p> +<p class="pnext">The store was a long, frame building which had +once been whitewashed, but was now only a fuzzy, +weather-beaten gray. As was usual in such structures, +the front walls of planks rose higher than the +pointed roof, and held large and elaborate lettering +which might be read quite a distance away. Thereon +the young store-keeper made the questionable +statement that a better price for produce was given +at his establishment than at Darley, where high rent, +taxes, and clerk-hire had to be paid, and, moreover, +that his goods were sold cheaper because, unlike the +town dealers, he lived on the products from his +own farm and employed no help. In front of the +store, convenient alike to both roads, stood a rustic +hitching-rack made of unbarked oaken poles into +which railway spikes had been driven, and on which +horseshoes had been nailed to hold the reins of any +customer's mount. On the ample porch of the +store stood a new machine for the hulling of pease, +several ploughs, and a red-painted device for the +dropping and covering of seed-corn. On the walls +within hung various pieces of tin-ware and harnesses +and saddles, and the two rows of shelving held a +good assortment of general merchandise.</p> +<p class="pnext">As Mrs. Boyd entered the store, Wilson, a blond +young man with an ample mustache, stood behind +the counter talking to an Atlanta drummer who +had driven out from Darley to sell the store-keeper +some dry-goods and notions, and he did not come +to her at once, but delayed to see the drummer +make an entry in his order-book; then he advanced +to her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Excuse me, Mrs. Boyd," he smiled. "I am ordering +some new prints for you ladies, and I wanted +to see that he got the number of bolts down right. +This is early for you to be out, isn't it? It's been +many a day since I've seen you pass this way before +dinner. I took a sort of liberty with you yesterday, +knowing how good-natured you are. Dave +Prixon was going your way with his empty wagon, +and, as I was about to run low on your favorite +brand of flour, I sent you a barrel and put it on +your account at the old price. I thought you'd +keep it. You may have some yet on hand, but this +will come handy when you get out."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I don't intend to keep it," replied the +woman, under her bonnet, and her voice sounded +harsh and crisp. "I haven't touched it. It's out +in the yard where Prixon dumped it. If it was to +rain on it I reckon it would mildew. It wouldn't +be my loss. I didn't order it put there."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, Mrs. Boyd!" and Wilson's tone and surprised +glance at the drummer caused that dapper +young man to prick up his ears and move nearer; +"why, it's the best brand I handle, and you said +the last gave you particular satisfaction, so I naturally—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I don't want it; I didn't order it, and I +don't intend to have you nor no one else unloading +stuff in my front yard whenever you take a notion +and want to make money by the transaction. Deduct +that from my bill, and tell me what I owe you. +I want to settle in full."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But—but—" Wilson had never seemed to the +commercial traveller to be so much disturbed; he +was actually pale, and his long hands, which rested +on the smooth surface of the counter, were trembling—"but +I don't understand," he floundered. +"It's only the middle of the month, Mrs. Boyd, and +I never run up accounts till the end. You are not +going <em class="italics">off</em>, are you?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh no," and the woman pushed back her bonnet +and eyed him almost fiercely, "you needn't any +of you think that. I'm going to stay right on here; +but I'll tell you what I am going to do, George +Wilson—I'm going to buy my supplies in the future +at Darley. You see, since this talk of burning the +very bench I sit on in the house of God, which you +and your ilk set and listen to, why—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Mrs. Boyd," he broke in, "now don't go +and blame me for what Brother Bazemore said +when he was—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"<em class="italics">Brother</em> Bazemore!" The woman flared up and +brought her clinched hand down on the counter. +"I'll never as long as I live let a dollar of my money +pass into the hands of a man who calls that man +brother. You sat still and raised no protest against +what he said, and that ends business between us +for all time. There is no use talking about it. +Make out my account, and don't keep me standing +here to be stared at like I was a curiosity in a side-show."</p> +<p class="pnext">"All right, Mrs. Boyd; I'm sorry," faltered Wilson, +with a glance at the drummer, who, feeling that +he had been alluded to, moved discreetly across +the room and leaned against the opposite counter. +"I'll go back to the desk and make it out."</p> +<p class="pnext">She stood motionless where he had left her till +he came back with her account in his hand, then +from a leather bag she counted out the money and +paid it to him. The further faint, half-fearful +apologies which Wilson ventured on making seemed +to fall on closed ears, and, with the receipted bill in +her bag, she strode from the house. He followed +her to the door and stood looking after her as she +angrily trudged back towards her farm.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, well," he sighed, as the drummer came +to his elbow and stared at him wonderingly, "there +goes the best and most profitable customer I've +had since I began selling goods. It's made me sick +at heart, Masters. I don't see how I can do without +her, and yet I don't blame her one bit—not a +bit, so help me God."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="iii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id4">III</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">Wilson turned, and with a frown went +moodily back to his desk and sat down +on the high stool, gloomily eying the +page in a ledger which he had just +consulted.</p> +<p class="pnext">"By George, that woman's a corker," said the +drummer, sociably, as he came back and stood near +the long wood-stove. "Of course, I don't know +what it's all about, but she's her own boss, I'll stake +good money on that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She's about the sharpest and in many ways +the strongest woman in the state," said the store-keeper, +with a sigh. "Good Lord, Masters, she's +been my main-stay ever since I opened this shack, +and now to think because that loud-mouthed Bazemore, +who expects me to pay a good part of his +salary, takes a notion to rip her up the back in +meeting, why—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see!" cried the drummer—"I understand +it now. I heard about that at Darley. So <em class="italics">she's</em> +the woman! Well, I'm glad <em class="italics">I</em> got a good look at +her. I see a lot of queer things in going about over +the country, but I don't think I ever ran across just +her sort."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She's had a devil of a life, Masters, from the +time she was a blooming, pretty young girl till now +that she is at war with everybody within miles of +her. She's always been a study to me. She's treated +me more like a son than anything else—doing everything +in her power to help me along, buying, by +George, things sometimes that I knew she didn't +need because it would help me out, and now, because +I didn't get up in meeting last Sunday and call that +man down she holds me accountable. I don't know +but what she's right. Why should I take her hard-earned +money and sit still and allow her to be +abused? She's simply got pride, and lots of it, and +it's bad hurt."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But what was it all about?" the drummer inquired.</p> +<p class="pnext">"The start of it was away back when she was a +girl, as I said," began the store-keeper. "You've +heard of Colonel Preston Chester, our biggest planter, +who lives a mile from here—old-time chap, fighter +of duels, officer in the army, and all that?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, I've seen him; in fact, I was at college +at the State University with his son Langdon. He +was a terrible fellow—very wild and reckless, full +half the time, and playing poker every night. He +was never known to pay a debt, even to his best +friends."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Langdon is a chip off of the old block," said +Wilson. "His father was just like him when he +was a young man. Between you and me, the +Colonel never had a conscience; old as he now is, he +will sit and laugh about his pranks right in the +presence of his son. It's no wonder the boy turned +out like he did. Well, away back when this Mrs. +Boyd was a young and pretty girl, the daughter of +honest, hard-working people, who owned a little +farm back of his place, he took an idle fancy to her. +I'm telling you now what has gradually leaked out +in one way and another since. He evidently won +her entire confidence, made her believe he was going +to marry her, and, as he was a dashing young fellow, +she must have fallen in love with him. Nobody +knows how that was, but one thing is sure, and that +is that he was seen about with her almost constantly +for a whole year, and then he stopped off suddenly. +The report went out that he'd made up his mind to +get married to a young woman in Alabama who had +a lot of money, and he did go off and bring home +the present Mrs. Chester, Langdon's mother. Well, +old-timers say young Ann Boyd took it hard, stayed +close in at home and wasn't seen out for a couple of +years. Then she come out again, and they say she +was better-looking than ever and a great deal more +serious and sensible. Joe Boyd was a young farmer +those days, and a sort of dandy, and he fell dead in +love with her and hung about her day and night, +never seeming willing to let her out of his sight. +Several other fellows, they say, was after her, but +she seemed to like Joe the best, but nothing he'd +do or say would make her accept him. I can see +through it now, looking back on what has since +leaked out, but nobody understood it then, for she +had evidently got over her attachment for Colonel +Chester, and Joe was a promising fellow, strong, +good-looking, and a great beau and flirt among +women, half a dozen being in love with him, but +Ann simply wouldn't take him, and it was the talk +of the whole county. He was simply desperate +folks say, going about boring everybody he met +with his love affair. Finally her mother and father +and all her friends got after her to marry Joe, and +she gave in. And then folks wondered more than +ever why she'd delayed, for she was more in love +with her husband than anybody had any reason to +expect. They were happy, too. A child was born, +a little girl, and that seemed to make them happier. +Then Mrs. Boyd's mother and father died, and she +came into the farm, and the Boyds were comfortable +in every way. Then what do you think happened?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I've been wondering all along," the drummer +laughed. "I can see you're holding something up +your sleeve."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, this happened. Colonel Chester's wife +was, even then, a homely woman, about as old as +he was, and not at all attractive aside from her +money, and marrying hadn't made him any the +less devilish. They say he saw Mrs. Boyd at meeting +one day and hardly took his eyes off of her +during preaching. She had developed into about +the most stunning-looking woman anywhere about, +and knew how to dress, which was something Mrs. +Chester, with all her chances, had never seemed to +get onto. Well, that was the start of it, and from +that day on Chester seemed to have nothing on +his mind but the good looks of his old sweetheart. +Folks saw him on his horse riding about where he +could get to meet her, and then it got reported that +he was actually forcing himself on her to such an +extent that Joe Boyd was worked up over it, aided +by the eternal gab of all the women in the section."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Did Colonel Chester's wife get onto it?" the +drummer wanted to know.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It don't seem like she did," answered Wilson. +"She was away visiting her folks in the South most +of the time, with Langdon, who was a baby then, +and it may be that she didn't care. Some folks +thought she was weak-minded; she never seemed +to have any will of her own, but left the Colonel to +manage her affairs without a word."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, go on with your story," urged the drummer.</p> +<p class="pnext">"There isn't much more to tell about the poor +woman," continued Wilson. "As I said, Chester +got to forcing himself on her, and I reckon she didn't +want to tell her husband what she was trying to +forget for fear of a shooting scrape, in which Joe +would get the worst of it; but this happened: Joe +was off at court in Darley and sent word home to +his wife that he was to be held all night on a jury. +The man that took the message rode home alongside +of Chester and told him about it. Well, I +reckon, all hell broke out in Chester that night. +He was a drinking man, and he tanked up, and, as +his wife was away, he had plenty of liberty. Well, +he simply went over to Joe Boyd's house and went +in. It was about ten o'clock. My honest conviction +is, no matter what others think, that she +tried her level best to make him leave without +rousing the neighborhood, but he wouldn't go, but +sat there in the dark with his coat off, telling her he +loved her more than her husband did, and that he +never had loved his wife, and that he was crazy +for her, and the like. How long this went on, with +her imploring and praying to him to go, I don't +know; but, at any rate, they both heard the gate-latch +click and Joe Boyd come right up the gravel-walk. +I reckon the poor woman was scared clean +out of her senses, for she made no outcry, and +Chester went to a window, his coat on his arm, and +was climbing out when Joe, who couldn't get in at +the front door and was making for the one in the +rear, met him face to face."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Great goodness!" ejaculated the commercial +traveller.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, you bet, the devil was to pay," went on +the store-keeper, grimly. "Chester was mad and +reckless, and, being hot with liquor, and regarding +Boyd as far beneath him socially, instead of making +satisfactory explanations, they say he simply swore +at Boyd and stalked away. Dumfounded, Boyd went +inside to his miserable wife and demanded an explanation. +She has since learned how to use her +wits with the best in the land, but she was young +then, and so, by her silence, she made matters worse +for herself. He forced her to explain, and, seeing +no other way out of the affair, she decided to throw +herself on his mercy and make a clean breast of +things her and her family had kept back all that +time. Well, sir, she confessed to what had happened +away back before Chester had deserted her, +no doubt telling a straight story of her absolute +purity and faithfulness to Boyd after marriage. +Poor old Joe! He wasn't a fighting man, and, instead +of following Chester and demanding satisfaction, +he stayed at home that night, no doubt +suffering the agony of the damned and trying to +make up his mind to believe in his wife and to stand +by her. As it looks now, he evidently decided to +make the best of it, and might have succeeded, but +somehow it got out about Chester being caught +there, and that started gossip so hot that her life +and his became almost unbearable. It might have +died a natural death in time, but Mrs. Boyd had +an enemy, Mrs. Jane Hemingway, who had been +one of the girls who was in love with Joe Boyd. It +seems that she never had got over Joe's marrying +another woman, and when she heard this scandal +she nagged and teased Joe about his babyishness in +being willing to believe his wife, and told him so +many lies that Boyd finally quit staying at home, +sulking about in the mountains, and making trips +away till he finally applied for a divorce. Ignorant +and inexperienced as she was, and proud, Mrs. +Boyd made no defence, and the whole thing went +his way with very little publicity. But the hardest +part for her to bear was when, having the court's +decree to take charge of his child, Boyd came and +took it away."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Good gracious! that was tough, wasn't it?" exclaimed +the drummer.</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's what it was, and they say it fairly upset +her mind. They expected her to fight like a tiger +for her young, but at the time they came for it she +only seemed stupefied. The little girl was only +three years old, but they say Ann came in the room +and said she was going to ask the child if it was +willing to leave her, and they say she calmly put +the question, and the baby, not knowing what she +meant, said, 'Yes.' Then they say Ann talked to it +as if it were a grown person, and told her to go, that +she'd never give her a thought in the future, and +never wanted to lay eyes on her again."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That was pitiful, wasn't it?" said Masters. "By +George, we don't dream of what is going on in the +hearts of men and women we meet face to face every +day. And that's what started her in the life she's +since led."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, she lived in her house like a hermit, never +going out unless she absolutely had to. She had +an old-fashioned loom in a shed-room adjoining +her house, and night and day people passing along +the road could hear her thumping away on it. She +kept a lot of fine sheep, feeding and shearing them +herself, and out of the wool she wove a certain kind +of jean cloth which she sold at a fancy figure. I've +seen wagon-loads of it pass along the road billed to +a big house in Atlanta. This went on for several +years, and then it was noticed that she was accumulating +money. She was buying all the land she +could around her house, as if to force folks as far +from her as possible, and she turned the soil to a +good purpose, for she knew how to work it. She +hired negroes for cash, when others were paying in +old clothes and scraps, and, as she went to the field +with them and worked in the sun and rain like a +man, she got more out of her planting than the +average farmer."</p> +<p class="pnext">"So she's really well off?" said the drummer.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Got more than almost anybody else in the +county," said Wilson. "She's got stocks in all +sorts of things, and owns houses on the main street +in Darley, which she keeps well rented. It seems +like, not having anything else to amuse her, she +turned her big brain to economy and money-making, +and I've always thought she did it to hit back at +the community. You see, the more she makes, the +more her less fortunate neighbors dislike her, and +she loves to get even as far as possible."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And has she had no associates at all?" Masters +wanted to know.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, yes, there is one woman, a Mrs. Waycroft, +who has always been intimate with her. She is the +only—I started to say she was the only one, but +there was a poor mountain fellow, Luke King, a +barefoot boy who had a fine character, a big brain +on him, and no education. His parents were poor, +and did little for him. They say Mrs. Boyd sort of +took pity on him and used to buy books and papers +for him, and that she really taught him to read and +write. She sent him off to school, and got him on +his feet till he was able to find work in a newspaper +office over at Canton, where he became a boss typesetter. +I've always thought that her misfortune +had never quite killed her natural impulses, for she +certainly got fond of that fellow. I had an exhibition +of both his regard and hers right here at the +store. He'd come in to buy something or other, +and was waiting about the stove one cold winter +day, when a big mountain chap made a light remark +about Mrs. Boyd. He was a head taller than +Luke King was, but the boy sprang at him like a +panther and knocked the fellow down. They had +the bloodiest fight I ever saw, and it was several +minutes before they could be separated. Luke had +damaged the chap pretty badly, but he was able +to stand, while the boy keeled over in a dead faint +on the floor, bruised inside some way. The big fellow, +fearing arrest, mounted his horse and went +away, and several of us were doing what we could +with cold water and whiskey to bring the boy around +when who should come in but Ann herself. She +was passing the store, and some one told her about +it. People who think she has no heart and is as +cold as stone ought to have seen her that day. In +all my life I never saw such a terrible face on a +human being. I was actually afraid of her. She +was all fury and all tenderness combined. She looked +down at him in all his blood and bruises and +white face, and got down on her knees by him. I +saw a great big sob rise up in her, although her back +was to me, and shake her from head to foot, and +then she was still, simply stroking back his damp, +tangled hair. 'My poor boy,' I heard her say, 'you +can't fight my battles. God Himself has failed to +do that, but I won't forget this—never—never!'"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Lord, that was strong!" said Masters. "She +must be wonderful!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"She is more wonderful than her narrow-minded +enemies dream of," returned the store-keeper. +"You see, it's her pride that keeps her from showing +her fine feelings, and it's her secluded life that makes +them misunderstand her. Well, she brought her +wagon and took the boy away. That was another +queer thing," Wilson added. "She evidently had +started to take him to her house, for she drove as +far as the gate and then stopped there to study a +moment, and finally turned round and drove him +to the poor cabin his folks lived in. You see, she +was afraid that even that would cause talk, and it +would. Old Jane Hemingway would have fed on +that morsel for months, as unreasonable as it would +have been. Ann sent a doctor, though, and every +delicacy the market afforded, and the boy was soon +out. It wasn't long afterwards that Luke King +went to college at Knoxville, and now he's away in +the West somewhere. His mother, after his father's +death, married a trifling fellow, Mark Bruce, and +that brought on some dispute between her and her +son, who had tried to keep her from marrying such +a man. They say Luke told her if she did marry +Bruce he'd go away and never even write home, +and so far, they say, he has kept his word. Nobody +knows where he is or what he's doing unless +it is Mrs. Boyd, and she never talks. I can't keep +from thinking he's done well, though, for he had a +big head on him and a lot of determination."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And this Mrs. Hemingway, her enemy," said +the drummer, tentatively, "you say she was evidently +the woman's rival at one time. But it +seems she married some one else."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, she suddenly accepted Tom Hemingway, +an old bachelor, who had been trying to marry +her for a long time. Most people thought she did +it to hide her feelings when Joe Boyd got married. +She treated Tom like a dog, making him do everything +she wanted, and he was daft about her till he +died, just a couple of weeks after his child was born, +who, by-the-way, has grown up to be the prettiest +girl in all the country, and that's another feature +in the story," the store-keeper smiled. "You see, +Mrs. Boyd looks upon old Jane as the prime cause +of her losing her <em class="italics">own</em> child, and I understand she +hates the girl as much as she does her mother."</p> +<p class="pnext">A man had come into the store and stood leaning +against a show-case on the side devoted to groceries.</p> +<p class="pnext">"There's a customer," said the drummer; "don't +let me keep you, old man; you know you've got to +look at my samples some time to-day."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'll go see what he wants," said Wilson, +"and then I'll look through your line, though I don't +feel a bit like it, after losing the best regular customer +I have."</p> +<p class="pnext">The drummer had opened his sample-case on the +desk when Wilson came back.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You say the woman's husband took the child +away," remarked the drummer; "did he go far?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"They first settled away out in Texas," replied +Wilson, "but Joe Boyd, not having his wife's wonderful +head to guide him, failed at farming there, +and only about three years ago he came back to +this country and bought a little piece of land over +in Gilmer—the county that joins this one."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, so near as that! Then perhaps she has +seen her daughter and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh no, they've never met," said Wilson, as he +took a sample pair of men's suspenders from the +case and tested the elastic by stretching it between +his hands. "I know that for certain. She was in +here one morning waiting for one of her teams to +pass to take her to Darley, when a peddler opened +his pack of tin-ware and tried to sell her some pieces +I was out of. He heard me call her by name, and, +to be agreeable, he asked her if she was any kin +to Joe Boyd and his daughter, over in Gilmer. I +could have choked the fool for his stupidity. I +tried to catch his eye to warn him, but he was intent +on selling her a bill, and took no notice of anything +else. I saw her stare at him steady for a second +or two, then she seemed to swallow something, and +said, 'No, they are no kin of mine.' And then what +did the skunk do but try to make capital out of +that. 'Well, you may be glad,' he said, 'that they +are no kin, for they are as near the ragged edge as +any folks I ever ran across.' He went on to say he +stayed overnight at Boyd's cabin and that they +had hardly anything but streak-o'-lean-streak-o'-fat +meat and corn-bread to offer him, and that +the girl had the worst temper he'd ever seen. Mrs. +Boyd, I reckon, to hide her face, was looking at +some of the fellow's pans, and he seemed to think +he was on the right line, and so he kept talking. Old +Joe, he said, had struck him as a good-natured, lazy +sort of come-easy-go-easy mountaineer, but the girl +looked stuck up, like she thought she was some better +than appearances would indicate. He said she was +a tall, gawky sort of girl, with no good looks to brag +of, and he couldn't for the life of him see what she +had to make her so proud.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I wondered what Mrs. Boyd was going to do, +but she was equal to that emergency, as she always +has been in everything. She held one of his pans +up in the light and tilted her bonnet back on her +head, I thought, to let me see she wasn't hiding anything, +and said, as unconcerned as if he'd never +mentioned a delicate subject. 'Look here,' she said, +thumping the bottom of the pan with her finger, +'if you expect to do any business with <em class="italics">me</em> you'll +have to bring copper-bottom ware to me. I don't +buy shoddy stuff from any one. These pans will +rust through in two months. I'll take half a dozen, +but I'm only doing it to pay you for the time spent +on me. It is a bad investment for any one to buy +cheap, stamped ware.'"</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="iv"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id5">IV</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">Mrs. Jane Hemingway, Ann +Boyd's long and persistent enemy, sat +in the passage which connected the +two parts of her house, a big, earthernware +churn between her sharp knees, +firmly raising and lowering the bespattered dasher +with her bony hands. She was a woman past fifty; +her neck was long and slender, and the cords under +the parchment-like skin had a way of tightening, +like ropes in the seams of a tent, when she swallowed +or spoke. Her dark, smoothly brushed hair was +done up in the tightest of balls behind her head, +and her brown eyes were easily kindled to suspicion, +fear, or anger.</p> +<p class="pnext">Her brother-in-law, Sam Hemingway, called +"Hem" by his intimates, slouched in from the +broad glare of the mid-day sun and threw his coat +on a chair. Then he went to the shelf behind the +widow, and, pouring some water into a tin pan from +a pail, he noisily bathed his perspiring face and big, +red hands. As he was drying himself on the towel +which hung on a wooden roller on the weather-boarding +of the wall, Virginia Hemingway, his niece, +came in from the field bringing a pail of freshly +gathered dewberries. In appearance she was all +that George Wilson had claimed for her. Slightly +past eighteen, she had a wonderful complexion, a +fine, graceful figure, big, dreamy, hazel eyes, and +golden-brown hair, and, which was rare in one of her +station, she was tastily dressed. She smiled as she +showed her uncle the berries and playfully "tickled" +him under the chin.</p> +<p class="pnext">"See there!" she chuckled.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Pies?" he said, with an unctuous grin, as he +peered down into her pail.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I thought of you while I was gathering them," +she nodded. "I'm going to try to make them just +as you like them, with red, candied bars criss-crossing."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Nothing in the pie-line can hold a candle to the +dewberry unless it's the cherry," he chuckled. "The +stones of the cherries sorter hold a fellow back, but +I manage to make out. I et a pie once over at +Darley without a stone in it, and you bet your life +it was a daisy."</p> +<p class="pnext">He went into his room for his tobacco, and Virginia +sat down to stem her berries. He returned +in a moment, leaning in the doorway, drawing lazily +at his pipe. The widow glanced up at him, and +rested her dasher on the bottom of the churn.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon folks are still talking about Ann Boyd +and her flouncing out of meeting like she did," the +widow remarked. "Well, that <em class="italics">was</em> funny, but +what was the old thing to do? It would take a +more brazen-faced woman than she is, if such a +thing exists, to sit still and hear all he said."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, they are still hammering at the poor creature's +back," said Sam, "and that's one thing I +can't understand, nuther. She's got dead loads of +money—in fact, she's independent of the whole +capoodle of you women. Now, why don't she kick +the dust o' this spot off of her heels an' go away +whar she can be respected, an', by gosh! be let alone +<em class="italics">one</em> minute 'fore she dies. They say she's the +smartest woman in the state, but that don't show +it—living on here whar you women kin throw a +rock at her every time she raises her head above +low ground."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I've wondered why she don't go off, too," the +widow said, as she peered down at the floating +lumps of yellow butter in the snowy depths of her +vessel, and deftly twirled her dasher in her fingers +to make them "gather"; "but, Sam, haven't you +heard that persons always want to be on the spot +where they went wrong? I think she's that way. +And when the facts leaked out on her, and her husband +repudiated her and took the child away, she +determined to stay here and live it down. But +instead of calling humility and submission to her +aid, she turned in to stinting and starving to make +money, and now she flaunts her prosperity in our +faces, as if <em class="italics">that</em> is going to make folks believe any +more in her. Money's too easily made in evil ways +for Christian people to bow before it, and possessions +ain't going to keep such men as Brother +Bazemore from calling her down whenever she puts +on her gaudy finery and struts out to meeting. It +was a bold thing for her to do, anyway, after berating +him as she did when he went to her to get +the use of her grove for the picnic."</p> +<p class="pnext">"They say she didn't know Bazemore was to +preach that day," said Sam. "She'd heard that +the presiding elder was due here, and I'm of the +opinion that she took that opportunity to show you +all she wasn't afraid to appear in public."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia Hemingway threw a handful of berry-stems +out into the sunshine in the yard. "She's a +queer woman," she said, innocently, "like a character +in a novel, and, somehow, I don't believe she +is as bad as people make her out. I never told +either of you, but I met her yesterday down on the +road."</p> +<p class="pnext">"<em class="italics">You</em> met her!" cried Mrs. Hemingway, aghast.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, she was going home from her sugar-mill +with her apron full of fresh eggs that she'd found +down at her hay-stacks, and just as she got close to +me her dress got caught on a snag and she couldn't +get it loose. I stopped and unfastened it, and she +actually thanked me, though, since I was born, I've +never seen such a queer expression on a human face. +She was white and red and dark as a thunder-cloud +all at once. It looked like she hated me, but was +trying to be polite for what I'd done."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You had no business touching her dirty skirt," +the widow flared up. "The next thing you know +it will go out that you and her are thick. It would +literally ruin a young girl to be associated with a +woman of that stamp. What on earth could have +possessed you to—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, come off!" Sam laughed. "Why, you +know you've always taught Virgie to be considerate +of old folks, and she was just doing what she +ought to have done for any old nigger mammy."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I looked at it that way," said the girl, "and I'm +not sorry, for I don't want her to think I hate her, +for I don't. I think she has had a hard life, and I +wish it were in my power to help her out of her +trouble."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Virginia, what are you talking about?" cried +Mrs. Hemingway. "The idea of your standing up +for that woman, when—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, Luke King used to defend her," Virginia +broke in, impulsively, "and before he went away +you used to admit he was the finest young man in +the county. I've seen him almost shed tears when +he'd tell about what she'd done for him, and how +tender-hearted and kind she was."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Tender-hearted nothing!" snapped Mrs. Hemingway, +under a deep frown. "Luke King was the +only person that went about her, and she tried +to work on his sympathies for some purpose or +other. Besides, nobody knows what ever become +of him; he may have gone to the dogs by this time; +it looks like somebody would have heard of him if +he had come to any good in the five years he's been +away."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Somehow, I think she knows where he is," +Virginia said, thoughtfully, as she rose to put her +berries away.</p> +<p class="pnext">When she had gone, Sam laughed softly. "It's +a wonder to me that Virgie don't know whar Luke +is, <em class="italics">herself</em>," he said. "I 'lowed once that the fellow +liked her powerful; but I reckon he thought she +was too young, or didn't want to take the matter +further when he was as poor as Job's turkey and +had no sort of outlook ahead."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I sort o' thought that, too," the widow admitted, +"but I didn't want Virginia to encourage +him when he was accepting so much from that +woman."</p> +<p class="pnext">Sam laughed again as he knocked the ashes from +his pipe and cleaned the bowl with the tip of his +finger. "Well, '<em class="italics">that woman</em>,' as you call her, is a +power in the land that hates her," he said. "She +knows how to hit back from her fortress in that old +farm-house. George Wilson knows what it means +not to stand by her in public, so does Abe Longley, +that has to drive his cattle to grass two miles over +the mountains. Jim Johnston, who was dead sure +of renting her northeast field again next year, has +been served with a notice to vacate, and now, if +the latest news can be depended on, she's hit a +broad lick at half the farmers in the valley, and, +while I'm a sufferer with the balance, I don't blame +her one bit. I'd 'a' done the same pine-blank +thing years ago if I'd stood in her shoes."</p> +<p class="pnext">"What's she done <em class="italics">now</em>?" asked the woman at the +churn, leaning forward eagerly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Done? Why, she says she's tired o' footing +almost the entire wheat-threshing bill for twenty +measly little farmers. You know she's been standing +her part of the expenses to get the Empire Company +to send their steam thresher here, and her contribution +amounted to more than half. She's decided, +by hunky, to plant corn and cotton exclusively next +year, and so notified the Empire Company. They +can't afford to come unless she sows wheat, and +they sent a man clean from Atlanta to argue the +matter with her, but she says she's her own boss, +an' us farmers who has land fittin' for nothing +but wheat is going to get badly left in the lurch. +Oh, Bazemore opened the battle agin her, and +you-uns echoed the war-cry, an' the battle is good +on. I'll go without flour biscuits and pie-crust, +but the fight will be interesting. The Confed' soldiers +made a purty good out along about '61, an' +they done it barefooted an' on hard-tack an' water. +If you folks are bent on devilling the hide off of the +most influential woman in our midst, just because +her foot got caught in the hem of her skirt an' +tripped her up when she was a thoughtless young +girl, I reckon us men will have to look on an' say +nothing."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She <em class="italics">did</em> slip up, as you say," remarked the +widow, "and she's been a raging devil ever since."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ay! an' who made her one? Tell me that." +Sam laughed. "You may not want to hear it, +Jane, but some folks hint that you was at the bottom +of it—some think lazy Joe Boyd would have +stayed on in that comfortable boat, with a firm +hand like hern at the rudder, if you hadn't ding-donged +at him and told tales to him till he had to +pull out."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh! They say that, do they?" The widow +frowned as she turned and looked straight at him. +"Well, let 'em. What do I care? I didn't want +to see as good-hearted a man as he was hoodwinked."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon not," Sam said, significantly, and he +walked out of the passage down towards the barn. +"Huh!" he mused, as he strode along crumbling +leaf-tobacco of his own growing and filling his pipe. +"I come as nigh as pease tellin' the old woman +some'n' else folks say, an' that is that she was purty +nigh daft about Joe Boyd, once upon a time, and +that dashing Ann cut her out as clean as a whistle. +I'll bet that 'ud make my sister-in-law so dern hot +she'd blister from head to foot."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="v"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id6">V</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">That afternoon Jane Hemingway went +out to the barn-yard. For years +she had cultivated a habit of going +thither, obviously to look after certain +hens that nested there, but in reality, +though she would not have admitted it even +to herself, she went because from that coign of +vantage she could look across her enemy's fertile +acres right into the lone woman's doorway and +sometimes catch a glimpse of Ann at work. There +was one unpleasant contingency that she sometimes +allowed her mind to dwell upon, and that was that +Joe Boyd and his now grown daughter might, inasmuch +as Ann's wealth and power were increasing +in direct ratio to the diminution of their own, eventually +sue for pardon and return. That had become +Jane's nightmare, riding her night and day, and she +was not going to let any living soul know the +malicious things she had done and said to thwart +it. Vaguely she regarded the possible coming-back +of the father and daughter as her own undoing. +She knew the pulse of the community well enough +to understand that nothing could happen which +would so soon end the war against Ann Boyd as +such a reconciliation. Yes, it would amount to her +own undoing, for people were like sheep, and the +moment one ran to Ann Boyd's side in approval, all +would flock around her, and it would only be natural +for them to turn against the one woman who had +been the primal cause of the separation.</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane was at the bars looking out on a little, seldom-used +road which ran between her land and +Ann's, when her attention was caught by a man +with a leather hand-bag strapped on his shoulders +trudging towards her. He was a stranger, and +his dusty boots and trousers showed that he had +walked a long distance. As he drew near he took +off his straw hat and bowed very humbly, allowing +his burden to swing round in front of him till he +had eased it down on the turf at his feet.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Good-evening, madam," he said. "I'd like to +show you something if you've got the time to spare. +I've made so many mountain folks happy, and at +such a small outlay, that I tell you they are glad +to have me come around again. This is a new beat +to me, but I felt it my duty to widen out some in +the cause of human suffering."</p> +<p class="pnext">"What is it you've got?" Jane asked, smiling at +his manner of speaking, as he deftly unlocked his +valise and opened it out before her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's a godsend, and that's no joke," said the +peddler. "I've got a household liniment here at a +quarter for a four-ounce flask that no family can +afford to be without. You may think I'm just talking +because it's my business, but, madam, do you +know that the regular druggists all about over this +country are in a combine not to sell stuff that will +keep people in good trim? And why? you may +ask me. Why? Because, I say, that it would kill +the'r business. Go to one, I dare you, or to a doctor +in regular practice, and they will mix up chalk +and sweetened water and tell you you've got a +serious internal complaint, and to keep coming day +after day till your pile is exhausted, and then they +may tell you the truth and ask you to let 'em alone. +I couldn't begin, madam—I don't know your name—I +say I couldn't begin to tell you the wonderful +cures this liniment has worked all over this part of +the state."</p> +<p class="pnext">"What is it good for?" Jane Hemingway's face +had grown suddenly serious. The conversation had +caused her thoughts to revert to a certain secret +fear she had entertained for several months.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh—good for?—excuse me, but you make me +laugh," the peddler said, as he held a bottle of the +dark fluid up before her; "it's good for so many +things that I could hardly get through telling you +between now and sundown. It's good for anything +that harms the blood, skin, or muscles. It's even +good for the stomach, although I don't advise it +taken internally, for when it's rubbed on the outside +of folks they have perfect digestions; but what +it is best for is sprains, lameness, or any skin or +blood eruption. Do you know, madam, that you'd +never hear of so many cancers and tumors, that are +dragging weary folks to early graves hereabouts, if +this medicine had been used in time?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Cancer?" The widow's voice had fallen, and +she looked towards Ann Boyd's house, and then +more furtively over her shoulder towards her own, +as if to be sure of not being observed. "That's +what I've always wondered at, how is anybody to +know whether a—a thing is a cancer or not without +going to a doctor, and, as you say, even <em class="italics">then</em> they +may not tell you the truth? Mrs. Twiggs, over the +mountain, was never let know she had her cancer +till a few months before it carried her off. The +family and the doctor never told her the truth. +The doctor said it couldn't be cured, and to know +would only make the poor thing brood over it and +be miserable."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's it, now," said the medicine-vender; "but +if it had been taken at the start and rubbed vigorously +night and morning, it would have melted +away under this fluid like dirt under lye-soap and +warm water. Madam, a cancer is nothing more +nor less than bad circulation at a certain point +where blood stands till it becomes foul and putrefies. +I can—excuse me if I seem bold, but long +experience in handling men and women has learnt +me to understand human nature. Most people who +are afraid they've got cancers generally show it +on their faces, an' I'll bet my hat and walk bareheaded +to the nighest store to get another that you +are troubled on that line—a little bit, anyway."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane made no denial, though her thin face worked +as she strove adequately to meet his blunt assertion. +"As I said just now"—she swallowed, and +avoided his covetous glance—"how is a person +really to <em class="italics">know</em>?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's a mighty easy matter for <em class="italics">me</em> to tell," said +the peddler, and he spoke most reassuringly. "Just +you let me take a look at the spot, if it's no trouble +to you, and I may save you a good many sleepless +nights. You are a nervous, broody sort of a woman yourself, +and I can see by your face that you've +let this matter bother you a lots."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You think you could tell if you—you looked at +it?" Jane asked, tremulously.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, if I didn't it would be the first case I +ever diagnosed improperly. Couldn't we go in the +house?"</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane hesitated. "I think I'd rather my folks +didn't know—that is, of course, if it <em class="italics">is</em> one. My +brother-in-law is a great hand to talk, and I'd rather +it wasn't noised about. If there's one thing in the +world I don't like it's the pity and the curiosity of +other folks as to just about how long I'm going to +hold out."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I've seed a lots o' folks like you." The peddler +smiled. "But, if you don't mind tellin', where's +the thing located?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's on my breast," Jane gulped, undecidedly, +and then, the first bridge having been crossed, she +unbuttoned her dress at the neck with fumbling +fingers and pulled it down. "Maybe you can see +as well here as anywhere."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, never was a better light for the business," +said the vender, and he leaned forward, his +eyes fixed sharply on the spot exposed between +the widow's bony fingers. For a moment he said +nothing. The woman's yellow breast lay flat and +motionless. She scarcely breathed; her features +were fixed by grim, fearful expectancy. He looked +away from her, and then stooped to his pack to get +a larger bottle. "I'm glad I happened to strike +you just when I did, madam," he said. "Thar +ain't no mistaking the charactericstics of a cancer +when it's in its first stages. That's certainly what +you've got, but I'm telling you God's holy truth +when I say that by regular application and rubbing +this stuff in for a month, night and morning, that +thing will melt away like mist before a hot sun."</p> +<p class="pnext">"So it really <em class="italics">is</em> one!" Jane breathed, despondently.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, it's a little baby one, madam, but this will +nip it in the bud and save your life. It will take +the dollar size, but you know it's worth it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, I'll take it," Jane panted. "Put it +there in the fence-corner among the weeds, and I'll +come out to-night and get it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"All right," and the flask tinkled against a stone +as it slid into its snug hiding-place among the +Jamestown weeds nestling close to the rotting rails.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Here's your money. I reckon we'd better not +stand here." And Jane gave it to him with quivering +fingers. He folded the bill carefully, thrust +it into a greasy wallet, and stooped to close his +bag and throw the strap over his shoulder.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Now I'm going on to the next house," he said. +"They tell me a curious sort of human specimen +lives over thar—old Ann Boyd. Do you know, +madam, I heard of that woman's tantrums at +Springtown night before last, and at Barley yesterday. +Looks like you folks hain't got much else to +do but poke at her like a turtle on its back. Well, +she must be a character! I made up my mind I'd +take a peep at 'er. You know a travelling physician +like I am can get at folks that sort o' hide from the +general run."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane Hemingway's heart sank. Why had it not +occurred to her that he might go on to Ann Boyd's +and actually reveal her affliction? Such men +had no honor or professional reputation to defend. +Suddenly she was chilled from head to foot by the +thought that the peddler might even boast of her +patronage to secure that of her neighbor—that was +quite the method of all such persons. It was on +her tongue actually to ask him not to go to Ann +Boyd's house at all, but her better judgment told +her that such a request would unduly rouse the +man's curiosity, so she offered a feeble compromise.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Look here," she said, "I want it understood between +us that—that you are to tell nobody about +me—about my trouble. That woman over there +is at outs with all her neighbors, and—and she'd +only be glad to—"</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane saw her error too late. It appeared to her +now in the bland twinkle of amused curiosity in the +stranger's face.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I understand—I understand; you needn't be +afraid of me," the man said, entirely too lightly, +Jane thought, for such a grave matter, and he +pushed back the brim of his hat and turned. "Remember +the directions, madam, a good brisk rubbing +with a flannel rag—red if you've got it—soaked +in the medicine, twice a day. Good-evening; +I'll be off. I've got to strike some house whar +they will let me stay all night. I know that old +hag won't keep me, from all I hear."</p> +<p class="pnext">The widow leaned despondently against the fence +and watched him as he ploughed his way through +the tall grass and weeds of the intervening marsh +towards Ann Boyd's house. The assurance that the +spot on her breast was an incipient cancer was bad +enough without the added fear that her old enemy +would possibly gloat over her misfortune. She remained +there till she saw the vender approach Ann's +door. For a moment she entertained the mild hope +that he would be repulsed, but he was not.</p> +<p class="pnext">She saw Ann's portly form framed in the doorway +for an instant, and then the peddler opened +the gate and went into the house. Heavy of heart, +the grim watcher remained at the fence for half an +hour, and then the medicine-vender came out and +wended his way along the dusty road towards Wilson's +store.</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane went into the house and sat down wearily. +Virginia was sewing at a western window, and +glanced at her in surprise.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What's the matter, mother?" she inquired, solicitously.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't know as there is anything wrong," answered +Jane, "but I am sort o' weak. My knees +shake and I feel kind o' chilly. Sometimes, Virginia, +I think maybe I won't last long."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's perfectly absurd," said the girl. "Don't +you remember what Dr. Evans said last winter when +he was talking about the constitutions of people? +He said you belonged to the thin, wiry, raw-boned +kind that never die, but simply stay on and dry up +till they are finally blown away."</p> +<p class="pnext">"He's not a graduated doctor," said Jane, gloomily. +"He doesn't know everything."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="vi"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id7">VI</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">A week from that day, one sultry +afternoon near sunset, a tall mountaineer, +very poorly clad, and his wife +came past Wilson's store. They paused +to purchase a five-cent plug of tobacco, +and then walked slowly along the road in a dust +that rose as lightly as down at the slightest foot-fall, +till they reached Ann Boyd's house.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll stay out here at the gate," the man said. +"You'll have to do all the talking. As Willard said, +she will do more for Luke King's mother than she +would for anybody else, and you remember how she +backed the boy up in his objections to me as a +step-daddy."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'll do what I can," the woman said, plaintively. +"You stay here behind the bushes. I +don't blame you for not wanting to ask a favor of +her, after all she said when we were married. She +may spit in my face—they say she's so cantankerous."</p> +<p class="pnext">Seating himself on a flat stone, the man cut the +corner off of his tobacco-plug and began to chew it, +while his wife, a woman about sixty-five years of +age, and somewhat enfeebled, opened the gate and +went in. Mrs. Boyd answered the gentle rap and +appeared at the door.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Howdy do, Mrs. Boyd," the caller began. "I +reckon old age hasn't changed me so you won't +know me, although it's been ten years since me 'n' +you met. I'm Mrs. Mark Bruce, that used to be +Mrs. King. I'm Luke's mother, Mrs. Boyd."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I knew you when you and Mark Bruce turned +the bend in the road a quarter of a mile away," said +Ann, sharply, "but, the Lord knows, I didn't think +you'd have the cheek to open my front gate and +stalk right into my yard after all you've said and +done against me."</p> +<p class="pnext">The eyes of the visitor fell to her worn shoe, +through which her bare toes were protruding. "I +had no idea I'd ever do such a thing myself until +about two hours ago," she said, firmly; "but folks +will do a lots, in a pinch, that they won't ordinarily. +You may think I've come to beg you to tell me if +you know where Luke is, but I hain't. Of course, +I'd like to know—any mother would—but he said +he'd never darken a door that his step-father went +through, and I told 'im, I did, that he could go, and +I'd never ask about 'im. Some say you get letters +from him. I don't know—that, I reckon, is your +business."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You didn't come to inquire about your boy, +then?" Ann said, curiously, "and yet here you are."</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's about your law-suit with Gus Willard that +I've come, Ann. He told you, it seems, that he +was going to fight it to the bitter end, and he <em class="italics">did</em> +call in a lawyer, but the lawyer told him thar was no +two ways about it. If his mill-pond backed water +on your land to the extent of covering five acres, +why, you could make him shet the mill up, even if +he lost all his custom. Gus sees different now, like +most of us when our substance is about to take wings +and fly off. He sees now that you've been powerful +indulgent all them years in letting him back water +on your property to its heavy damagement, and he +says, moreover, that, to save his neck from the +halter, he cayn't blame you fer the action. He +says he <em class="italics">did</em> uphold Brother Bazemore in what he +said about burning the bench that was consecrated +till you besmirched it, and he admits he talked it +here an' yan considerably. He said, an' Gus was +mighty nigh shedding tears, in the sad plight he's +in, that you had the whip in hand now, and that +his back was bare, an' ef you chose to lay on the +lash, why, he was powerless, for, said he, he struck +the fust lick at you, but he was doin' it, he thought, +for the benefit of the community."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But," and the eyes of Ann Boyd flashed ominously, +"what have <em class="italics">you</em> come for? Not, surely, to +stand in my door and preach to me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh no, Ann, that hain't it," said the caller, +calmly. "You see, Gus is at the end of his tether; +he's in an awful fix with his wife and gals in tears, +and he's plumb desperate. He says you hain't the +kind of woman to be bent one way or another by +begging—that is, when you are a-dealing with folks +that have been out open agin you; but now, as it +stands, this thing is agoing to damage me and +Mark awfully, fer Mark gets five dollars a month for +helping about the mill on grinding days, and when +the mill shets down he'll be plumb out of a job."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see!" and Ann Boyd smiled impulsively.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, that's the way of it," went on Mrs. Bruce, +"and so Gus, about two hours ago, come over to +our cabin with what he called his only hope, and +that was for me to come and tell you about Mark's +job, and how helpless we'll be when it's gone, and +that—well, Ann, to put it in Gus's own words, he +said you wouldn't see Luke King's mother suffer +as I will have to suffer, for, Ann, we are having the +hardest time to get along in the world. I was at +meeting that day, and I thought what Bazemore +said was purty hard on any woman, but I was mad +at you, and so I set and listened. I'm no coward. +If you do this thing you'll do it of your own accord. +I cayn't get down on my knees to you, and I won't."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see." Ann's face was serious. She looked +past the woman down the dust-clouded road along +which a man was driving a herd of sheep. "I don't +want you on your knees to me, Cynthia Bruce. I +want simple justice. I was doing the best I could +when Bazemore and the community began to drive +me to the wall, then I determined to have my rights—that's +all; I'll have my legal rights for a while and +see what impression it will make on you all. You +can tell Gus Willard that I will give him till the first +of July to drain the water from my land, and if he +doesn't do it he will regret it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's all you'll say, then?" said the woman at +the step.</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's all I'll say."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I reckon you are right, Ann Boyd. I +sorter begin to see what you've been put to all on +account of that one false step away back when, I +reckon, like all gals, you was jest l'arnin' what life +was. Well, as that's over and done with, I wonder +if you would mind telling me if you know anything +about Luke. Me 'n' him split purty wide before he +left, and I try to be unconcerned about him, but I +cayn't. I lie awake at night thinking about him. +You see, all the rest of my children are around me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll say this much," said Ann, in a softened tone, +"and that is that he is well and doing well, but I +don't feel at liberty to say more."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, it's a comfort to know <em class="italics">that</em> much," said +Mrs. Bruce, softly. "And it's nothing but just to +you for me to say that it's due to you. The education +you paid fer is what gave him his start in life, +and I'll always be grateful to you fer it. It was +something I never could have given him, and something +none of the rest of my children got."</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Boyd stood motionless in the door, her eyes +on the backs of the pathetic pair as they trudged +slowly homeward, the red sunset like a world in +conflagration beyond them.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, she's the boy's mother," she mused, "and +the day will come when Luke will be glad I helped +her, as he would if he could see the poor thing now. +Gus Willard is no mean judge of human nature. +I'll let him stew awhile, but the mill may run on. +I can't fight <em class="italics">everybody</em>. Gus Willard is my enemy, +but he's open and above-board."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="vii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id8">VII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">One morning about the first of May, +Virginia Hemingway went to Wilson's +store to purchase some sewing-thread +she needed. The long, narrow +room was crowded with farmers and +mountaineers, and Wilson had called in several +neighbors to help him show and sell his wares. +Langdon Chester was there, a fine double-barrelled +shot-gun and fishing-rod under his arm, wearing a +slouch hat and hunter's suit, his handsome face well +tanned by exposure to the sun in the field and on +the banks of the mountain streams. He was buying +a reel and a metallic fly that worked with a +spring and was set like a trap. Fred Masters was +there, lounging about behind the counters, and now +and then "making a sale" of some small article +from the shelves or show-cases. He had opened his +big sample trunks at the hotel in Springtown, half +a mile distant, and a buggy and pair of horses were +at the door, with which he intended to transport the +store-keeper to his sample-room as soon as business +became quieter. Seeing the store so crowded, Virginia +only looked in at the door and walked across +the street and sat down in Mrs. Wilson's sitting-room +to rest and wait for a better opportunity to get +what she had come for.</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon Chester had recognized an old school-mate +in the drummer, but he seemed not to care to +show marked cordiality. However, the travelling +man was no stickler for formality. He came from +behind the counter and cordially slapped Langdon +on the shoulder. "How are you, old chap?" he +asked; "still rusticating on the old man's bounty, +eh? When you left college you were going into the +law, and soar like an eagle with the worm of Liberty +in its beak skyward through the balmy air of politics, +by the aid of all the 'pulls' of influential kin and +money, but here you are as easy-going as of old."</p> +<p class="pnext">"It was the only thing open to me," Chester said, +with a flush of vexation. "You see, my father's +getting old, Masters, and the management of our big +place here was rather too much for him, and so—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see!" And the drummer gave his old +friend a playful thumb-thrust in the ribs. "And +so you are helping him out with that gun and +rod? Well, that's <em class="italics">one</em> way of doing business, but +it is far from my method—the method that is +forced on me, my boy. When you get to a town +on the four-o'clock afternoon train and have to +get five sample trunks from the train to a hotel, +scrap like the devil over who gets to use the best +sample-room, finally buy your way in through +porters as rascally as you are, then unpack, see +the best man in town, sell him, or lose your job, +pack again, trunks to excess-baggage scales—more +cash and tips, and lies as to weight—and you +roll away at midnight and try to nap sitting bolt-upright +in the smoker—well, I say, you won't find +that sort of thing in the gun-and-fishing-pole line. +It's the sort of work, Chester, that will make you +wish you were dead. Good Lord, I don't blame you +one bit. In England they would call you one of the +gentry, and, being an only son, you could tie up +with an heiress and so on to a green old age of high +respectability; but as for me, well, I had to dig, +and I went in for it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I had no idea you would ever become a drummer," +Langdon said, as he admired his friend's attire. +Such tasty ties, shirts, and bits of jewelry +that Masters wore, and such well brushed and +pressed clothes were rarely seen in the country, and +Langdon still had the good ideas of dress he had +brought from college, and this was one extravagance +his father cheerfully allowed him.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It seemed the best thing for me," smiled the +drummer. "I have a cousin who is a big stockholder +in my house, and he got the job for me. I've +been told several times by other members of the +firm that I'd have been fired long ago but for that +family pull. I've made several mistakes, sold men +who were rotten to the core, and caused the house +to lose money in several instances, and, well—poker, +old man. Do you still play?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Not often, out here," said Langdon; "this is +about the narrowest, church-going community you +ever struck. I suppose you have a good deal of fun +travelling about."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, fun enough, of its kind." Masters +laughed. "Like a sailor in every port, a drummer +tries to have a sweetheart in every town. It makes +life endurable; sometimes the dear little things meet +you at the train with sweet-smelling flowers and +embroidered neckties so long that you have to cut +off the ends or double them. Have a cigar—they +don't cost me a red cent; expense account stretches +like elastic, you know. My house kicked once +against my drinking and cigar entries, and I said, +all right, I'd sign the pledge and they could tie a +blue ribbon on me, if they said the word, but that +half my trade, I'd discovered, never could see prices +right except through smoke and over a bottle. +Then, what do you think? Old man Creighton, +head of the firm, deacon in a swell joss-house in +Atlanta, winked, drew a long face, and said: 'You'll +have to give the boy <em class="italics">some</em> freedom, I reckon. We +are in this thing to pull it through, boys, and sometimes +we may have to fight fire with fire or be left +stranded.'"</p> +<p class="pnext">"He's an up-to-date old fellow," Chester laughed. +"I've seen him. He owns some fine horses. When +a man does that he's apt to be progressive, no matter +how many times he says his prayers a day."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, for an old duck, Creighton keeps at the +head of the procession. I can generally get him to +help me out when I get in a tight. He thinks I'm +a good salesman. Once, by the skin of my teeth, +I sold the champion bill in the history of the house. +A new firm was setting up in business in Augusta, +and I stocked three floors for them. It tickled old +man Creighton nearly to death, for they say he +walked the floor all night when the thing was hanging +fire. There was a pile of profit in it, and it +meant more, even, than the mere sale, for Nashville, +Memphis, New Orleans, and Louisville men were as +thick as flies on the spot. When I wired the news +in the firm did a clog-dance in the office, and they +were all at the train to meet me, with plug-hats on, +and raised sand generally. Old Creighton drew me +off to one side and wanted to know how I did it. I +told him it was just a trick of mine, and tried to +let it go at that, but he pushed me close, and I +finally told him the truth. It came about over a +game of poker I was playing with the head of the +new firm. If I lost I was to pay him a hundred +dollars. If he lost I was to get the order. He lost. +I think I learned that 'palming' trick from you."</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon laughed impulsively as he lighted the +drummer's cigar. "And what did the old man say +to that?" he inquired.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It almost floored him." Masters smiled. "He +laid his hand on my shoulder. His face was as +serious as I've seen it when he was praying in the +amen corner at church, but the old duck's eyes were +blazing. 'Fred,' he said, 'I want you to promise +me to let that one thing alone—but, good gracious, +if Memphis had sold that bill it would have hurt us +awfully!'"</p> +<p class="pnext">"You were always fond of the girls," Chester remarked +as he smoked. "Well, out here in the +country is no place for them."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No place for them! Huh, that's <em class="italics">your</em> idea, is it? +Well, let me tell you, Chester, I saw on the road as +I came on just now simply the prettiest, daintiest, +and most graceful creature I ever laid my eyes on. +I've seen them all, too, and, by George, she simply +took the rag off the bush. Slender, beautifully +formed, willowy, small feet and hands, high instep, +big, dreamy eyes, and light-brown hair touched with +gold. She came out of a farm-house, walking like a +young queen, about half a mile back. I made Ike +drive slowly and tried to get her to look at me, but +she only raised her eyes once."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Virginia Hemingway," Chester said, coldly. +"Yes, she's pretty. There's no doubt about that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You know her, then?" said the drummer, eagerly. +"Say, old man, introduce a fellow."</p> +<p class="pnext">Chester's face hardened. The light of cordiality +died out of his eyes. There was a significant +twitching of his lips round his cigar. "I really +don't see how I could," he said, after an awkward +pause, during which his eyes were averted. "You +see, Masters, she's quite young, and it happens that +her mother—a lonely old widow—is rather suspicious +of men in general, and I seem to have displeased +her in some way. You see, all these folks, +as a rule, go regularly to meeting, and as I don't +go often, why—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see," the drummer said. "But let me +tell you, old chap, suspicious mother or what not, +I'd see something of that little beauty if I lived here. +Gee whiz! she'd make a Fifth Avenue dress and +Easter hat ashamed of themselves anywhere but +on her. Look here, Chester, I've always had a +sneaking idea that sooner or later I'd be hit deep +at first sight by some woman, and I'll be hanged +if I know but what that's the matter with me right +now. I've seen so many women, first and last, +here and there, always in the giddy set, that I +reckon if I ever marry I'd rather risk some pure-minded +little country girl. Do you know, town +girls simply know too much to be interesting. By +George, I simply feel like I'd be perfectly happy +with a little wife like the girl I saw this morning. +I wish you could fix it so I could meet her this trip, +or my next."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I—I simply can't do it, Masters." There was +a rising flush of vexation in the young planter's face +as he knocked the ashes from his cigar into a nail-keg +on the floor. "I don't know her well enough, +in the first place, and then, in the next, as I said, +her mother is awfully narrow and particular. She +scarcely allows the girl out of sight; if you once +saw old Jane Hemingway you'd not fancy making +love before her eyes."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I reckon Wilson knows the girl, doesn't +he?" the drummer said.</p> +<p class="pnext">Chester hesitated, a cold, steady gleam of the +displeasure he was trying to hide flashed in his +eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't know that he knows her well enough for +<em class="italics">that</em>," he replied. "The people round here think +I'm tough enough, but you drummers—huh! some +of them look on you as the very advance agents of +destruction."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's a fact," Masters sighed, "the profession +is getting a black eye in the rural districts. They +think we are as bad as show people. By George, +there she is now!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, that's her," and the young planter glanced +towards the front doorway through which Virginia +Hemingway was entering. So fixed was the +drummer's admiring gaze upon the pretty creature, +that he failed to notice that his companion had +quietly slipped towards the rear of the store. Chester +stood for a moment in the back doorway, and then +stepped down outside and made his way into the +wood near by. The drummer sauntered behind +the counter towards the front, till he was near the +show-case at which the girl was making her purchase, +and there he stood, allowing the fire of his +cigar to die out as he watched her, while Wilson +was exhibiting to her a drawer full of thread for her +to select from.</p> +<p class="pnext">"By all that's good and holy, she simply caps the +stack!" Masters said to himself; "and to think that +these galoots out here in the woods are not onto it. +She'd set Peachtree Street on fire. I'm going to +meet that girl if I have to put on old clothes and +work for day wages in her mother's cornfield. +Great goodness! here I am, a hardened ladies' man, +feeling cold from head to foot on a hot day like this. +I'm hit, by George, I'm hit! Freddy, old boy, this +is the thing you read about in books. I wonder +if—"</p> +<p class="pnext">But she was gone. She had tripped out into the +sunshine. He saw the yellow light fall on her +abundant hair and turn it into a blaze of gold. As +if dreaming, he went to the door and stood looking +after her as she moved away on the dusty road.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see you are killing time." It was George Wilson +at his elbow. "I'll be through here and with +you in a minute. My crowd is thinning out now. +That's the way it comes—all in a rush; like a mill-dam +broke loose."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I'm in no hurry, Wilson," said Masters, his +gaze bent upon the bushes behind which Virginia +had just disappeared. "Say, now, old man, don't +say you won't do it; the fact is, I want to be introduced +to that girl—the little daisy you sold the +thread to. By glory, she is the prettiest little +thing I ever saw."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Virginia Hemingway!" said the store-keeper. +"Yes, she's a regular beauty, and the gentlest, +sweetest little trick in seven states. Well, Masters, +I'll be straight with you. It's this way. You see, +she really <em class="italics">is</em> full grown, and old enough to receive +company, I reckon, but her mother, the old woman +I told you about who hates Ann Boyd so thoroughly—well, +she doesn't seem to realize that Virginia is +coming on, and so she won't consent to any of the +boys going near her. But old Jane can't make nature +over. Girls will be girls, and if you put too +tight a rein on them they will learn to slip the halter, +or some chap will teach them to take the bit +in their teeth."</p> +<p class="pnext">A man came to Wilson holding a sample of syrup +on a piece of wrapping-paper, to which he had applied +his tongue. "What's this here brand worth?" +he asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Sixty-five—best golden drip," was Wilson's +reply. "Fill your jug yourself; I'll take your word +for it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"All right, you make a ticket of it—jug holds two +gallons," said the customer, and he turned away.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Say, Wilson, just a minute," cried the drummer; +"do you mean that she—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, look here now," said the store-keeper. "I +don't mean any reflection against that sweet girl, +but it has become a sort of established habit among +girls here in the mountains, when their folks hold +them down too much, for them to meet fellows on +the sly, out walking and the like. Virginia, as I +started to say, is full of natural life. She knows +she's pretty, and she wouldn't be a woman if she +didn't want to be told so—though, to be so good-looking, +she is really the most sensible girl I know."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You mean she has her fancies, then," said Masters, +in a tone of disappointment.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't say she has." Wilson had an uneasy +glance on a group of women bending over some +bolts of calico, one of whom was chewing a sample +clipped from a piece to see if it would fade. "But—between +me and you now—Langdon Chester has +for the last three months been laying for her. I see +he's slipped away; I'd bet my hat he saw her just +now, and has made a break for some point on the +road where he can speak to her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Chester? Why, the rascal pretended to me just +now that he hardly knew her."</p> +<p class="pnext">Wilson smiled knowingly. "That's his way. He +is as sly as they make 'em. His daddy was before +him. When it comes to dealing with women who +strike their fancy they know exactly what they are +doing. But Langdon has struck flint-rock in that +little girl. He, no doubt, is flirting with all his +might, but she'll have him on his knees before he's +through with it. A pair of eyes like hers would +burn up every mean thought in a man."</p> +<p class="pnext">The drummer sighed, a deep frown on his brow. +"You don't know him as well as I do," he said. "I +knew him at college. George, that little trick +ought not to be under such a fellow's influence +I'm just a travelling man, but—well—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, what are you going to do about it—even +if there <em class="italics">is</em> any danger?" said Wilson. "Get a drink +in him, and Langdon, like his father, will fight at +the drop of a hat. Conscience? He hasn't any. +I sometimes wonder why the Almighty made them +like they are, and other men so different, for it is only +the men who are not bothered by conscience that +have any fun in this life. One of the Chesters could +drive a light-hearted woman to suicide and sleep +like a log the night she was buried. Haven't I +heard the old man laugh about Ann Boyd, and all +she's been through? Huh! But I'm not afraid of +that little girl's fate. She will take care of herself, +and don't you forget it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'm sorry for her," said Masters, "and +I'm going to try to meet her. I'm tough, George—I'll +play a game of cards and bet on a horse, and say +light things to a pretty girl when she throws down +the bars—but I draw the line at downright rascality. +Once in a while I think of home and my own folks."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Now you are a-talking." And Wilson hurried +away to a woman who sat in a chair holding a bolt +of calico in her arms, as if it were her first-born +child and the other women were open kidnappers.</p> +<p class="pnext">Masters stood motionless in the doorway, his eyes +on the dusty road that stretched on towards Jane +Hemingway's house.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, she's in bad, <em class="italics">bad</em> hands," he said; "and +she is the first—I really believe she's the first that +ever hit me this hard."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="viii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id9">VIII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">At dusk that day Ann Boyd went out +to search for a missing cow. She +crossed the greater part of her stretch +of meadow-land in the foggy shadows, +and finally found the animal mired to +the knees in a black bog hidden from view by the +high growth of bulrushes. Then came the task of +releasing the patient creature, and Ann carried rails +from the nearest fence, placing them in such a way +that the cow finally secured a substantial footing +and gladly sped homeward to her imprisoned calf. +Then, to escape the labor of again passing through +the clinging vines and high grass of the marsh, Ann +took the nearest way to the main road leading from +the store on to Jane Hemingway's cottage. She +had just reached the little meeting-house, and a hot +flush of anger at the memory of the insult passed +upon her there was surging over her, when, happening +to glance towards the graveyard in the rear of +the building, she saw Virginia Hemingway and +Langdon Chester, quite with the air of lovers, slowly +walking homeward along a path which, if more +rugged, led more directly towards the girl's home. +Ann Boyd started and then stared; she could hardly +credit the evidence of her sight—Virginia Hemingway +and the scapegrace son of that man, of all +men, together!</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, ha!" she exclaimed, under her breath, and, +falling back into the bushes which bordered the +roadside, she stood tingling from head to foot with +a new and unexpected sensation, her eager eyes on +the loitering pair. "So <em class="italics">that's</em> it, is it? The young +scamp has picked <em class="italics">her</em> out, devil that he is by blood +and birth. Well, I might have known it. Who +could know better than me what a new generation +of that cursed stock would be up to? Right now +he's the living image of what his father was at the +same age. He's lying to her, too, with tongue, +eyes, voice, and very bend of body. Great God, +isn't she pretty? I never, in my best day, saw the +minute that I could have held a candle to her, and +yet they all said—but that makes no difference. I +wonder why I never thought before that he'd pick +her out. As much as I hate her mammy, and her, +too, I must acknowledge she's sweet-looking. She's +pure-minded, too—as pure of thought as I was away +back there when I wore my hair in a plait. But +that man will crush your purity, you little, blind +kitten, crush it like a fresh violet under a horse's +hoof; <em class="italics">he'll</em> teach you what life is. That's the business +the Chesters are good at. But, look! I do +believe she's holding off from him." Ann crept onward +through the bushes to keep pace with the +couple, now and then stretching her neck or rising +to her full height on tiptoe.</p> +<p class="pnext">"He hasn't been on her track very long," she +mused, "but he has won the biggest part of his +battle—he's got her to meet him privately. A +sight of this would lay her old mammy out stiff +as a board, but she'll be kept in the dark. That +scamp will see to that part of the affair. But +she'll know in the end. Somebody will tell her the +truth. Maybe the girl will herself, when the awful, +lonely pinch comes and there is no other friend +in sight. <em class="italics">Then</em>, Jane Hemingway, it will all come +home to you. Then you'll look back on the long, +blood-hound hunt you've given another woman in +the same plight. The Almighty is doing it. He's +working it out for Jane Hemingway's life-portion. +The girl is the very apple of her eye; she has often +said she was the image of herself, and that, as her +own marriage and life had come to nothing, she was +going to see to it that her only child's path was +strewn with roses. Well, Langdon Chester is strewing +the roses thick enough. Ha, ha, ha!" the peering +woman chuckled. "Jane can come along an' +pick 'em up when they are withered and crumble +like powder at the slightest touch. Now I really +will have something to occupy me. I'll watch this +thing take root, and bud, and leave, and bloom, and +die. Maybe I'll be the first to carry the news to +headquarters. I'd love it more than anything this +life could give me. I'd like to shake the truth in +Jane Hemingway's old, blinking eyes and see her +unable to believe it. I'd like to stand shaking it +in her teeth till she knew it was so, and then I honestly +believe I'd fall right down in front of her and roll +over and over laughing. To think that I, maybe <em class="italics">I</em> +will be able to flaunt the very thing in her face +that she has all these years held over me—the very +thing, even to its being a son of the very scoundrel +that actually bent over the cradle of my girlhood +and blinded me with the lies that lit up his face."</p> +<p class="pnext">A few yards away the pair had paused. Chester +had taken the girl's hand and was gently stroking +it as it lay restlessly in his big palm. For a moment +Ann lost sight of them, for she was stealthily creeping +behind the low, hanging boughs of the bushes +to get nearer. She found herself presently behind +a big bowlder. She no longer saw the couple, but +could hear their voices quite distinctly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You won't even let me hold your hand," she +heard him say. "You make me miserable, Virginia. +When I am at home alone, I get to thinking over +your coldness and indifference, and it nearly drives +me crazy. Why did you jerk your hand away so +quickly just now?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't see what you were talking to a drummer +about me for, in a public place like that," the girl +answered, in pouting tones.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, it was this way, Virginia—now don't be +silly!" protested Chester. "You see, this Masters +and I were at college together, and rather intimate, +and down at the store we were standing talking +when you came in the front to buy something. He +said he thought you were really the prettiest girl +he had ever seen, and he was begging me to introduce +him to you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Introduce him!" Virginia snapped. "I don't +want to know him. And so you stood there talking +about me!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"It was only a minute, Virginia, and I couldn't +help it," Chester declared. "I didn't think you'd +care to know him, but I had to treat him decently. +I told him how particular your mother was, and +that I couldn't manage it. Oh, he's simply daft +about you. He passed you on the road this morning, +and hasn't been able to talk about anything +since. But who could blame him, Virginia? You +can form no idea of how pretty you are in the eyes +of other people. Frankly, in a big gathering of +women you'd create a sensation. You've got what +every society woman in the country would die to +have, perfect beauty of face and form, and the most +remarkable part about it is your absolute unconsciousness +of it all. I've seen good-looking women +in the best sets in Augusta and Savannah and +Atlanta, but they all seem to be actually making +up before your very eyes. Do you know, it actually +makes me sick to see a woman all rigged out in a +satin gown so stiff that it looks like she's encased +in some metallic painted thing that moves on rollers. +It's beauty unadorned that you've got, and it's the +real thing."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't want to talk about myself eternally," +said Virginia, rather sharply, the eavesdropper +thought, "and I don't see why you seem to think +I do. When you are sensible and talk to me about +what we have both read and thought, I like you +better."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, you want me to be a sort of Luke King, who +put all sorts of fancies in your head when you were +too young to know what they meant. You'd better +let those dreams alone, Virginia, and get down to +everyday facts. My love for you is a reality. It's +a big force in my life. I find myself thinking about +you and your coldness from early morning till late +at night. Last Monday you were to come to the +Henry Spring, and I was there long before the time, +and stayed in agony of suspense for four hours, but +I had my walk for nothing."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I couldn't come," Ann Boyd heard the sweet +voice say. "Mother gave me some work to do, +and I had no excuse; besides, I don't like to deceive +her. She's harsh and severe, but I don't like to do +anything she would disapprove of."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You don't really care much for me," said Langdon—"that +is the whole thing in a nutshell."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia was silent, and Ann Boyd bit her lip +and clinched her hands tightly. The very words +and tone of enforced reproach came back to her +across the rolling surf of time. She was for a moment +lost in retrospection. The young girl behind +the bushes seemed suddenly to be herself, her companion +the dashing young Preston Chester, the +prince of planters and slave-holders. Langdon's insistent +voice brought back the present.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You don't care for me, you know you don't," +he was saying. "You were simply born with all +your beauty and sweetness to drag me down to +despair. You make me desperate with your maddening +reserve and icy coldness, when all this hot +fire is raging in me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's what makes me afraid of you," Virginia +said, softly. "I admit I like to be with you, my +life is so lonely, but you always say such extravagant +things and want to—to catch hold of me, and +kiss me, and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, how can I help myself, when you are what +you are?" Chester exclaimed, with a laugh. "I +don't want to act a lie to you, and stand and court +you like a long-faced Methodist parson, who begins +and ends his love-making with prayer. Life is too +beautiful and lovely to turn it into a funeral service +from beginning to end. Let's be happy, little +girl; let's laugh and be merry and thank our stars +we are alive."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I won't thank my stars if I don't go on home." +And Virginia laughed sweetly for the first time.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I suppose we had better walk on," Langdon +admitted, "but I'm not going out into the +open road with you till I've had that kiss. No, +you needn't pull away, dear—I'm going to have +it."</p> +<p class="pnext">The grim eavesdropper heard Virginia sharply +protesting; there was a struggle, a tiny, smothered +scream, and then something waked in the breast of +Ann Boyd that lifted her above her sordid self. It +was the enraged impulse to dart forward and with +her strong, toil-hardened hands clutch the young +man by the throat and drag him down to the ground +and hold him there till the flames she knew so well +had gone out of his face. Something like a prayer +sprang to her lips—a prayer for help, and then, in a +flush of shame, the slow-gained habit of years came +back to her; she was taking another view—this time +down a darkened vista.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's no business of mine," she muttered. "It's +only the way things are evened up. After all, +where would be the justice in one woman suffering +from a thing for a lifetime and another going scot +free, and that one, too, the daughter of the one person +that has deliberately made a life miserable? +No, siree! My pretty child, take care of yourself, +I'm not your mother. If she would let me alone +for one minute, maybe her eyes would be open to +her own interests."</p> +<p class="pnext">Laughing pleasantly over having obtained his +kiss by sheer force, Langdon, holding Virginia's reluctant +hand, led her out into an open space, and +the watcher caught a plain view of the girl's profile, +and the sight twisted her thoughts into quite another +channel. For a moment she stood as if rooted +to the ground behind the bushes which had shielded +her. "That girl is going to be a hard one to fool," +she muttered. "I can see that from her high forehead +and firm chin. Now, it really <em class="italics">would</em> be a joke +on me if—if Jane Hemingway's offspring was to +avoid the pitfall I fell into, with all the head I've +got. Then, I reckon, Jane <em class="italics">could</em> talk; that, I reckon, +would prove her right in so bitterly denouncing me; +but will the girl stand the pressure? If she intends +to, she's made a bad beginning. Meeting a chap +like that on the sly isn't the best way to be rid of +him, nor that kiss; which she let him have without +a scratch or loss of a hair on his side, is another bad +indication. Well, the game's on. Me 'n' Jane is on +the track neck to neck with the wire and bandstand +ahead. If the angels are watching this sport, +them in the highest seats may shed tears, but it will +be fun to the other sort. I'm reckless. I don't +much care which side I amuse; the whole thing +come up of its own accord, and the Lord of Creation +hasn't done as much for my spiritual condition as +the Prince of Darkness. I may be a she-devil, but +I was made one by circumstances as naturally as a +foul weed is made to grow high and strong by the +manure around its root. And yet, I reckon, there +must be <em class="italics">some</em> dregs of good left in my cup, for I felt +like strangling that scamp a minute ago. But that +may have been because I forgot and thought he was +his daddy, and the girl was me on the brink of that +chasm twenty years wide and deeper than the mystery +of the grave of mankind. I don't know much, +but I know I'm going to fight Jane Hemingway as +long as I live. I know I'm going to do that, for +I know she will keep her nose to my trail, and I +wouldn't be human if I didn't hit back."</p> +<p class="pnext">The lovers had moved on; their voices were growing +faint in the shadowy distance. The gray dusk +had fallen in almost palpable folds over the landscape. +The nearest mountain was lost like the sight +of land at sea. She walked on to her cow that was +standing bellowing to her calf in the stable-lot. +Laying her hand on the animal's back, Ann said: +"I'm not going to milch you to-night, Sooky; I'm +going to let your baby have all he wants if it fills +him till he can't walk. I'm going to be better to +you—you poor, dumb brute—than I am to Jane +Hemingway."</p> +<p class="pnext">Lowering the time-worn and smooth bars, she let +the cow in to her young, and then, closing the opening, +she went into her kitchen and sat down before +the fire and pushed out her water-soaked feet to the +flames to dry them.</p> +<p class="pnext">In an iron pot having an ash-covered lid was a +piece of corn-pone stamped with the imprint of her +fingers, and on some smouldering coals was a skillet +containing some curled strips of fried bacon. These +things Ann put upon a tin plate, and, holding it in +her lap, she began to eat her supper. She was normal +and healthy, and therefore her excitement had +not subdued her appetite. She ate as with hearty +enjoyment, her mind busy with what she had heard +and seen.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, old lady!" she chuckled, "you can laugh +fit to split your sides when a loud-mouthed preacher +talks in public about burning benches, but your +laugh is likely to come back in an echo as hollow as +a voice from the grave. If this thing ends as I want +it to end, I'll be with you, Jane, as you've managed +to be with me all these years."</p> +<p class="pnext">Till far in the night Ann sat nursing her new +treasure and viewing it in all its possible forms, +till, growing drowsy, from a long day of fatigue, +she undressed herself, and, putting on a dingy +gray night-gown, she crept into her big feather-bed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It all depends on the girl," was her last reflection +before sleep bore her off. "She isn't a bit stronger +than I was at about the same age, and I'll bet the +Chester power isn't a whit weaker than it was. +Well, time will tell."</p> +<p class="pnext">Late in the night she was waked by a strange +dream, and, to throw it out of mind, she rose and +walked out into the entry and took a drink of water +from the gourd. She had dreamed that Virginia +had come to her bedraggled and torn, and had cried +on her shoulder, and begged her for help and protection. +In the dream she had pressed the girl's +tear-wet face against her own and kissed her, and +said: "I know what you feel, my child, for I've been +through it from end to end; but if the whole world +turns against you, come here to me and we'll live +together—the young and old of the queerest fate +known to womankind."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ugh!" Ann ejaculated, with a shudder. "I +wonder what's the matter with me." She went +back to bed, lay down and drew her feet up under +the sheets and shuddered. "To think I'd have a +dream of that sort, and about <em class="italics">that woman's</em> child!"</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="ix"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id10">IX</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">It was the first Sunday in June. Mrs. +Waycroft came along the stony hill-side +road that slanted gently down +from her house to Ann Boyd's. It +was a dry, breezeless morning under +an unclouded sun, and but for the earliness of the +hour it would have been hot.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I was just wondering," she said to Ann, whom +she found in the back-yard lowering a pail of butter +into the well to keep it cool—"I was just wondering +if you'd heard that a new man is to preach to-day. +He's a Mr. Calhoun, from Marietta, a pretty good +talker, I've heard."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I didn't know it," said Ann, as she let the +hemp rope slowly glide through her fingers, till, +with a soft sound, the pail struck the dark surface +of the water forty feet below. "How am I to hear +such things? Through the whole week, unless you +happen along, I only have a pack of negroes about +me, and they have their own meetings and shindigs +to go to."</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Waycroft put her hand on the smooth, +wooden windlass and peered down into the well. +"This is a better place, Ann, to keep milk and butter +cool than a spring-house, if you can just make +folks careful about letting the bucket down. I got +my well filled with milk from a busted jug once, +when one of the hands, in a big hurry, pushed the +bucket in and let it fall to the water."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Nobody draws water here but me," said Ann. +She had fixed her friend with a steady, penetrating +stare. She was silent for a moment, then she said, +abruptly: "You've got something else to say besides +that about the new preacher; I have got so +I read you like a book. I watched you coming along +the road. I could see you over the roof of the house +when you was high up in the edge of the timber, +and I knew by your step you had something unusual +on your mind. Besides, you know good and +well that I'd never darken the door of that house +again, not if forty new preachers held forth there. +No, you didn't come all the way here so early for +that."</p> +<p class="pnext">The other woman smiled sheepishly under her +gingham bonnet.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm not going to meeting myself," she said, +"and I reckon I was just talking to hear myself run +on. I'm that away, you know."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You might learn not to beat the Old Nick around +a stump with a woman like me," said Ann, firmly. +"You know I go straight at a thing. I've found +that it pays in business and everything else."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, then, I've come to tell you that I'm going +over to Gilmer to-morrow to see my brother and his +wife."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, you say you are!" Ann showed surprise +against her will. "Gilmer?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, you see, Ann, they've been after me for a +long time, writing letters and sending word, so now +that my crop is laid by I've not really got a good +excuse to delay; seems like everything tends to pull +me that way whether or no, for Pete McQuill is going +over in the morning with an empty wagon, and, as +he's coming back Thursday, why, it will just suit. +I wouldn't want to stay longer than that."</p> +<p class="pnext">The two women stood staring at each other in silence +for a moment, then Ann shrugged her powerful +shoulders and averted her eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"That wasn't <em class="italics">all</em> you come to say," she said, almost +tremulously.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, it wasn't, Ann; I admit it wasn't <em class="italics">all</em>—not +quite all."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was another silence. Ann fastened the end +of the rope to a strong nail driven in the wood-work +about the well with firm, steady fingers, then she +sighed deeply.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You see, Ann," Mrs. Waycroft gathered courage +to say, "your husband and Nettie live about +half a mile or three-quarters from brother's, and I +didn't know but what you—I didn't know but +what I might accidentally run across them."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann's face was hard as stone. Her eyes, resting +on the far-off blue mountains and foot-hills, flashed +like spiritual fires. It was at such moments that the +weaker woman feared her, and Mrs. Waycroft's glance +was almost apologetic. However, Ann spoke first.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You may as well tell me, Mary Waycroft," she +faltered, "exactly what you had in mind. I know +you are a friend. You are a friend if there ever was +one to a friendless woman. What was you thinking +about? Don't be afraid to tell me. You could +not hurt my feelings to save your life."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, then, I will be plain, Ann," returned the +widow. "I have queer thoughts about you sometimes, +and last night I laid awake longer than usual +and got to thinking about the vast and good blessings +I have had in my children, and from that I got +to thinking about you and the only baby you ever +had."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh! you needn't bother about <em class="italics">that</em>," said Ann, +her lips quivering. "I reckon I don't need sympathy +in that direction."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I <em class="italics">did</em> bother; I couldn't help it, Ann; for, +you see, it seems to me that a misunderstanding +is up between you and Nettie, anyway. She's a +grown girl now, and I reckon she can hardly remember +you; but I have heard, Ann, that she's never +had the things a girl of her age naturally craves. +She's got her beaus over there, too, so folks tell me, +and wants to appear well; but Joe Boyd never was +able to give her anything she needs. You see, Ann, +I just sorter put myself in your place, as I laid there +thinking, and it struck me that if I had as much +substance as you have, and was as free to give to +the needy as you are, that, even if the law <em class="italics">had</em> +turned my child over to another to provide for, that +I'd love powerful to do more for it than he was able, +showing to the girl, and everybody else, that the +court didn't know what it was about. And, Ann, +in that way I'd feel that I was doing my duty in +spite of laws or narrow public opinion."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann Boyd's features were working, a soft flush +had come into her tanned cheeks, her hard mouth +had become more flexible.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I've thought of that ten thousand times," she +said, huskily, "but I have never seen the time I +could quite come down to it. Mary, it's a sort of +pride that I never can overcome. I feel peculiar +about Net—about the girl, anyway. It seems to +me like she died away back there in her baby-clothes, +with her playthings—her big rag-doll and +tin kitchen—and that I almost hate the strange, +grown-up person she's become away off from me. +As God is my Judge, Mary Waycroft, I believe I +could meet her face to face and not feel—feel like +she was any near kin of mine, I can't see no reason +in this way of feeling. I know she had nothing to +do with what took place, but she represents Joe +Boyd's part of the thing, and she's lost her place in +my heart. If she could have grown up here with +me it would have been different, but—" Ann went +no further. She stood looking over the landscape, +her hand clutching her strong chin. There was an +awkward silence. Some of Ann's chickens came up +to her very skirt, chirping and springing open-mouthed +to her kindly hand for food. She gently +and absent-mindedly waved her apron up and down +and drove them away.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I understand all that," said Mrs. Waycroft; +"but I believe you feel that way just because you've +got in the habit of it. I really believe you ought +to let me"—the speaker caught her breath—"ought +to just let me tell Nettie, when I see her, +about what I know you to be at heart, away down +under what the outside world thinks. And you +ought to let me say that if her young heart yearns +for anything her pa can't afford to buy, that I know +you'd be glad, out of your bounty, to give it to her. +I really believe it would open the girl's eyes and +heart to you. I believe she'd not only accept your +aid, but she'd be plumb happy over it, as any other +girl in the same fix would be."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Do you think that, Mary? Do you think she'd +take anything—a single thing from my hands?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I do, Ann, as the Lord is my Creator, I do; any +natural girl would be only too glad. Young women +hungering for nice things to put on along with +other girls ain't as particular as some hide-bound +old people. Then I'll bet she didn't know what it +was all about, anyway."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a flush in Ann's strong neck and face +to the very roots of her hair. She leaned against +the windlass and folded her bare arms. "Between +me and you, as intimate friends, Mary Waycroft, +I'd rather actually load that girl down with things +to have and wear than to have anything on the +face of this earth. I'd get on the train myself and +go clean to Atlanta and lay myself out. What she +had to wear would be the talk of the country for +miles around. I'd do it to give the lie to the court +that said she'd be in better hands than in mine +when she went away with Joe Boyd. Oh, I'd do +it fast enough, but there's no way. She wouldn't +propose it, nor I wouldn't for my life. I wouldn't +run the risk of being refused; that would actually +humble me to the dust. No, I couldn't risk +that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I believe, Ann, that I could do it for you in such +a way that——"</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, nobody could do it; it isn't to be done!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I started to say, Ann, that I believed I could +kind o' hint around and find out how the land lies +without using your name at all."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann Boyd held her breath; her face became fixed +in suspense. She leaned forward, her great eyes +staring eagerly at her neighbor.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Do you think you could do that?" she asked, +finally, after a lengthy pause. "Do you think you +could do it without letting either of them know I +was—was willing?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I believe I could, and you may let it rest +right here. You needn't either consent or refuse, +Ann, but I'll be back here about twelve o'clock +Thursday, and I'll tell you what takes place."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll leave the whole thing in your hands," said +Ann, and she moved towards the rear door of her +house. "Now"—and her tone was more joyful than +it had been for years—"come in and sit down."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I can't; I must hurry on back home," said +the visitor. "I must get ready to go; Pete wants to +make an early start."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You know you'll have plenty of time all this +evening to stuff things in that carpet-bag of yours." +Ann laughed, and her friend remarked that it was +the first smile and joke she had heard from Ann +Boyd since their girlhood together.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I will go in, then," said Mrs. Waycroft. +"I love to see you the way you are now, Ann. It +does my heart good."</p> +<p class="pnext">But the mood was gone. Ann was serious again. +They sat in the sitting-room chatting till the people +who had been to meeting began to return homeward +along the dusty road. Among them, in Sam Hemingway's +spring wagon, with its wabbling wheels +and ragged oil-cloth top, were Jane and her daughter +Virginia, neither of whom looked towards the cottage +as they passed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see Virginia's got a new hat," commented Mrs. +Waycroft. "Her mother raked and scraped to get +it; her credit's none too good. I hear she's in debt +up to her eyes. Every stick of timber and animal +down to her litter of pigs—even the farm tools—is +under mortgage to money-lenders that won't stand +no foolishness when pay-day comes. I saw two of +'em, myself, looking over her crop the other day +and shaking their heads at the sight of the puny +corn and cotton this dry spell. But she'd have the +hat for Virginia if it took the roof from over her +head. Her very soul's bound up in that girl. +Looks like she thinks Virginia's better clay than +common folks. They say she won't let her go with +the Halcomb girls because their aunt had that talk +about her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She's no better nor no worse, I reckon," said +Ann, "than the general run of girls."</p> +<p class="pnext">"There goes Langdon Chester on his prancing +horse," said Mrs. Waycroft. "Oh, my! that <em class="italics">was</em> +a bow! He took off his hat to Virginia and bent +clean down to his horse's mane. If she'd been a +queen he couldn't have been more gallant. For all +the world, like his father used to be to high and low. +I'll bet that tickled Jane. I can see her rear herself +back, even from here. I wonder if she's fool +enough to think, rascal as he is, that Langdon +Chester would want to marry a girl like Virginia +just for her good looks."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, he'll never marry her," Ann said, positively, +and her face was hard, her eyes set in a queer stare +at her neighbor. "He isn't the marrying sort. If +he ever marries, he'll do it to feather his nest."</p> +<p class="pnext">The visitor rose to go, and Ann walked with her +out to the gate. Mrs. Waycroft was wondering if +she would, of her own accord, bring up the subject +of their recent talk, but she did not. With her +hand on the gate, she said, however, in a non-committal +tone:</p> +<p class="pnext">"When did you say you'd be back?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Thursday, at twelve o'clock, or thereabouts," +was the ready reply.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, take good care of yourself," said Ann. +"That will be a long, hot ride over a rough road +there and back."</p> +<p class="pnext">Going into her kitchen, Ann, with her roughly +shod foot, kicked some live embers on the hearth +under the pot and kettle containing her dinner, +bending to examine the boiling string-beans and +hunch of salt pork.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't feel a bit like eating," she mused, +"but I reckon my appetite will come after I calm +down. Let's see now. I've got two whole days to +wait before she gets back, and then the Lord above +only knows what the news will be. Seems to me +sorter like I'm on trial again. Nettie was too +young to appear for or against me before, but now +she's on the stand. Yes, she's the judge, jury, and +all the rest put together. I almost wish I hadn't +let Mary Waycroft see I was willing. It may make +me look like a weak, begging fool, and that's something +I've avoided all these years. But the game +is worth the risk, humiliating as it may turn out. +To be able to do something for my own flesh and +blood would give me the first joy I've had in many +a year. Lord, Lord, maybe she will consent, and +then I'll get some good out of all the means I've +been piling up. Homely as they say she is, I'd +like to fairly load her down till her finery would be +the talk of the county, and shiftless Joe Boyd 'ud +blush to see her rustle out in public. Maybe—I say +<em class="italics">maybe</em>—nobody really knows what a woman will do—but +maybe she'll just up and declare to him that +she's coming back to me, where other things will +match her outfit. Come back! how odd!—come +back here where she used to toddle about and play +with her tricks and toys, on the floor and in the yard. +That would be a glorious vindication, and then—I +don't know, but maybe I'd learn to love her. I'm +sure I'd feel grateful for it—even—even if it was +my money and nothing else that brought her to +me."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="x"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id11">X</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">To Ann Boyd the period between Mrs. +Waycroft's departure and return was +long and fraught with conflicting +emotions. Strange, half-defined new +hopes fluttered into existence like +young birds in air that was too chill, and this state +of mind was succeeded by qualms of doubt and +fear not unlike the misgivings which had preceded +the child's birth; for it had been during that time +of detachment from her little world that Ann's life +secret had assumed its gravest and most threatening +aspect. And if she had not loved the child +quite as much after it came as might have seemed +natural, she sometimes ascribed the shortcoming +to that morbid period which had been filled with +lurking shadows and constantly whispered threats +rather than the assurances of a blessed maternity.</p> +<p class="pnext">Yes, the lone woman reflected, her kind neighbor +had taken a reasonable view of the situation. And +she tried valiantly to hold this pacifying thought +over herself as she sat at her rattling and pounding +loom, or in her walks of daily inspection over her +fields and to her storage-houses, where her negro +hands were at work. Yes, Nettie would naturally +crave the benefits she could confer, and, to still +darker promptings, Ann told herself, time after +time, that, being plain-looking, the girl would all the +more readily reach out for embellishments which +would ameliorate that defect. Yes, it was not unlikely +that she would want the things offered too +much to heed the malicious and jealous advice of a +shiftless father who thought only of his own pride +and comfort. And while Ann was on this rack of +disquietude over the outcome of Mrs. Waycroft's +visit, there was in her heart a new and almost unusual +absence of active hatred for the neighbors +who had offended her. Old Abe Longley came by +the second day after Mrs. Waycroft's departure. +He was filled with the augmented venom of their +last contact. His eyes flashed and the yellow +tobacco-juice escaped from his mouth and trickled +down his quivering chin as he informed her that +he had secured from a good, law-abiding Christian +woman the use of all the pasture-land he needed, +and that she could keep hers for the devils' imps +to play pranks on at night to her order. For just +one instant her blood boiled, and then the thought +of Mrs. Waycroft and her grave and spiritual mission +cooled her from head to foot. She stared at +the old man blankly for an instant, and then, without +a word, turned into her house, leaving him astounded +and considerably taken aback. That same +day from her doorway she saw old Mrs. Bruce, +Luke King's mother, slowly shambling along the +road, and she went out and leaned on her gate till +Mrs. Bruce was near, then she said, "Mrs. Bruce, +I've got something to tell you."</p> +<p class="pnext">The pedestrian paused and then turned in her +course and came closer.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You've heard from my boy?" she said, eagerly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, not since I saw you that day," said Ann. +"But he's all right, Mrs. Bruce, as I told you, and +prospering. I didn't come out to speak of him. +I've decided to drop that law-suit against Gus Willard. +He can keep his pond where it is and run his +mill on."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, you don't mean it, surely you don't mean +it, Ann!" the old woman cried. "Why, Gus was +just back from Darley last night and said your +lawyers said thar was to be no hitch in the proceedings; +but, of course, if <em class="italics">you</em> say so, why—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I <em class="italics">do</em> say so," said Ann, in a tone which +sounded strange and compromising even to herself. +"I <em class="italics">do</em> say so; I don't want your husband to lose his +job. Luke wouldn't like for you to suffer, either, +Mrs. Bruce."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then I'll go at once and tell Willard," said the +older woman. "He'll be powerful glad, Ann, and +maybe he will think as I do, an' as Luke always +contended against everybody, that you had a lots o' +good away down inside of you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Tell him what you want to," Ann answered, +and she returned to her house.</p> +<p class="pnext">On the morning she was expecting Mrs. Waycroft +to return, Ann rose even before daybreak, +lighting an abundant supply of pine kindling-wood +to drive away the moist darkness, and bustling about +the house to kill time. It was the greatest crisis of +her rugged life; not even the day she was wedded +to Joe Boyd could equal it in impending gravity. +She was on trial for her life; the jury had been in +retirement two days and nights carefully weighing +the evidence for and against the probability of a +simple, untutored country girl's acceptance of certain +luxuries dear to a woman's heart, and would +shortly render a verdict.</p> +<p class="pnext">"She will," Ann said once, as she put her ground +coffee into the tin pot to boil on the coals—"she will +if she's like the ordinary girl; she won't if she's as +stubborn as Joe or as proud as I am. But if she +does—oh! if she does, won't I love to pick out the +things! She shall have the best in the land, and +she can wear them and keep them in the log-cabin +her father's giving her till she will be willing to come +here to this comfortable house and take the best +room for herself. I don't know that I'd ever feel +natural with a strange young woman about, but I'd +go through it. If she didn't want to stay all the +time, I'd sell factory stock or town lots and give +her the means to travel on. She could go out and +see the world and improve like Luke King's done. +I'd send her to school if she has the turn and isn't +past the age. It would be a great vindication for +me. Folks could say her shiftless father took her +off when she was too young to decide for herself, but +when she got old enough to know black from white, +and right from wrong, she obeyed her heart's promptings. +But what am I thinking about, when right +at this minute she may—?" Ann shrugged her +shoulders as she turned from the cheerful fire and +looked out on her fields enfolded in the misty robe +of early morning. Above the dun mountain in the +east the sky was growing yellow. Ann suddenly +grew despondent and heaved a deep sigh.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Even if she <em class="italics">did</em> come here in the end, and I tried +to do all I could," she mused, "Jane Hemingway +would begin on her and make it unpleasant. She'd +manage to keep all civilization away from the girl, +and nobody couldn't stand that. No, I reckon the +jig's up with me. I'm only floundering in a frying-pan +that will cook me to a cinder in the end. This +life's given me the power of making money, but it's +yellow dross, and I hate it. It isn't the means to +any end for me unless—unless—unless my dau—unless +she <em class="italics">does</em> take Mrs. Waycroft's offer. Yes, +she may—the girl actually may! And in that case +she and I could run away from Jane Hemingway—clean +off to some new place."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann turned back to the fireplace and filled her +big delft cup to the brim with strong coffee, and, +blowing upon it to cool it, she gulped it down.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Let's see"—her musings ran on apace—"milching +the three cows and feeding the cattle and horses +and pigs and chickens will take an hour. I could +stretch it out to that by mixing the feed-stuff for +to-morrow. Then I could go to the loom and weave +up all my yarn; that would be another hour. Then +I might walk down to the sugar-mill and see if they +are getting it fixed for use when the sorgum's ripe, +but all that wouldn't throw it later than ten o'clock +at latest, and there would still be two hours. Pete +McQuill is easy on horses; he'll drive slow—a regular +snail's pace; it will be twelve when he gets to +the store, and then the fool may stop to buy something +before he brings her on."</p> +<p class="pnext">The old-fashioned clock on the mantel-piece indicated +that it was half-past eleven when Ann had +done everything about the house and farm she could +think of laying her hands to, and she was about to +sit down in the shade of an apple-tree in the yard +when she suddenly drew herself up under the inspiration +of an idea. Why not start down the road +to meet the wagon? No, that would not do. Even +to such a close friend as Mrs. Waycroft she could +not make such an obvious confession of the impatience +which was devouring her. But, and she +put the after-thought into action, she would go to +the farthest corner of her own land, where her +premises touched the main road, and that was fully +half a mile. She walked to that point across her +own fields rather than run the chance of meeting +any one on the road, though the way over ploughed +ground, bog, fen, and through riotous growth of +thistle and clinging briers was anything but an +easy one. Reaching the point to which she had +directed her steps, and taking a hasty survey of +the road leading gradually up the mountain, she +leaned despondently on her rail-fence.</p> +<p class="pnext">"She won't, she won't—the girl won't!" she +sighed. "I feel down in my heart of hearts that +she won't. Joe Boyd won't let her; he'd see how +ridiculous it would make him appear, and he'd +die rather than give in, and yet Mary Waycroft +knows something about human nature, and she said—Mary +said—"</p> +<p class="pnext">Far up the road there was a rumble of wheels. +Pete McQuill would let his horses go rapidly down-hill, +and that, perhaps, was his wagon. It was. +She recognized the gaunt, underfed white-and-bay +pair through the trees on the mountain-side. Then +Ann became all activity. She discovered that one +of the rails of the panel of fence near by had quite +rotted away, leaving an opening wide enough to +admit of the passage of a small pig. To repair such +a break she usually took a sound rail from some +portion of the fence that was high enough to spare +it, and this she now did, and was diligently at work +when the wagon finally reached her. She did not +look up, although she plainly heard Mrs. Waycroft's +voice as she asked McQuill to stop.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You might as well let me out here," the widow +said. "I'll walk back with Mrs. Boyd."</p> +<p class="pnext">The wagon was lumbering on its way when Ann +turned her set face, down which drops of perspiration +were rolling, towards her approaching friend.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You caught me hard at it." She tried to smile +casually. "Do you know patching fence is the +toughest work on a farm—harder 'n splitting rails, +that men complain so much about."</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's a man's work, Ann, and a big, strong one's, +too. You ought never to tax your strength like +that. You don't mean to tell me you lifted that +stack of rails to put in the new one."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, but what's that?" Ann smiled. "I shouldered +a hundred-and-fifty-pound sack of salt the +other day, and it was as hard as a block of stone. +I'm used to anything. But I'm through now. +Let's walk on home and have a bite to eat."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You don't seem to care much whether—" +Mrs. Waycroft paused and started again. "You +haven't forgotten what I said I'd try to find out +over there, have you, Ann?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Me? Oh no, but I reckon I'm about pegged out +with all I've done this morning. Don't I look tired?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"You don't looked tired—you look worried, Ann. +I know you; you needn't try to hide your feelings +from me. We are both women. When you are +suffering the most you beat about the bush more +than any other time. That's why this is going to +be so hard for me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's going to be <em class="italics">hard</em> for you, then?" Ann's +impulsive voice sounded hollow; her face had suddenly +grown pale. "I know what <em class="italics">that</em> means. It +means that Joe set his foot down against me and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I wish I could tell you all, every blessed word, +Ann, but you've already had too much trouble in +this life, and I feel like I was such a big, ignorant +fool to get this thing up and make such a mess of it."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann climbed over the fence and stood in the +road beside her companion. Her face was twisted +awry by some force bound up within her. She +laid her big, toil-worn hand on Mrs. Waycroft's +shoulder.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Now, looky here," she said, harshly. "I'm +going to hear every word and know everything that +took place. You must not leave out one single +item. I've got the right to know it all, and I will. +Now, you start in."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I hardly know how, Ann," the other woman +faltered. "I didn't know folks in this world could +have so little human pity or forgiveness."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You go ahead, do you hear me? You blaze +away. I can stand under fire. I'm no kitten. Go +ahead, I tell you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, Ann, I met Joe and Nettie day before yesterday +at bush-arbor meeting. Joe was there, and +looked slouchier and more downhearted than he +ever did in his life, and Nettie was there with the +young man she is about to marry—a tall, serious-faced, +parson-like young man, a Mr. Lawson. Well, +after meeting, while he was off feeding his horse, I +made a break and got the girl by herself. Well, +Ann, from all I could gather, she—well, she didn't +look at it favorably."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Stop!" Ann cried, peremptorily, "I don't want +any shirking. I want to hear actually every word +she said. This thing may never come up between +you and me again while the sun shines, and I want +the truth. You are not toting fair. I want the +facts—<em class="italics">every word the girl said</em>, every look, every +bat of the eye, every sneer. I'm prepared. You +talk plain—<em class="italics">plain</em>, I tell you!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see I'll <em class="italics">have</em> to," sighed Mrs. Waycroft, her eyes +averted from the awful stare in Ann's eyes. "The +truth is, Ann, Nettie's been thinking all her life, +till just about a month ago, that you were—dead. +Joe Boyd told her you was dead and buried, and +got all the neighbors to keep the truth from her. +It leaked out when she got engaged to young Lawson; +his folks, Ann, they are as hide-bound and +narrow as the worst hard-shell Baptists here—his +folks raised objections and tried to break it off."</p> +<p class="pnext">"On account of me?" said Ann, under her breath.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, they tried to break it off," evaded Mrs. +Waycroft, "and, in all the trouble over it, Nettie +found out the facts—Joe finally told her. They +say, Ann, that it brought her down to a sick-bed. +She's a queer sort of selfish girl, that had always +held her head too high, and the discovery went hard +with her. Then, Ann, the meanest thing that was +ever done by a human being took place. Jane +Hemingway was over there visiting a preacher's +wife she used to know, and she set in circulation the +blackest lie that was ever afloat. Ann, she told over +there that all your means—all the land and money +you have made by hard toil, big brain, and saving—come +to you underhand."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Underhand?" Ann exclaimed. "What did she +mean by that, pray? What could the old she-cat +mean by—"</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Waycroft drew her sun-bonnet down over +her eyes. She took a deep breath. "Ann, she's a +<em class="italics">terrible</em> woman. I used to think maybe you went +too far in hating her so much, but I don't blame +you now one bit. On the way over the mountain, I +looked all the circumstances over, and actually made +up my mind that you'd almost be justified in killing +her, law or no law. Ann, she circulated a report +over there that all you own in the world was +given to you by Colonel Chester."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ugh! Oh, my God!" Ann groaned like a strong +man in sudden pain; and then, with her face hidden +by her poke-bonnet, she trudged heavily along by +her companion in total silence.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I've told you the worst now," Mrs. Waycroft +said. "Nettie had heard all that, and so had Lawson. +His folks finally agreed to raise no objections +to the match if she'd never mention your name. +Naturally, when I told her about what I thought +<em class="italics">maybe</em>—you understand, <em class="italics">maybe</em>—you'd be willing to +do she was actually scared. She cried pitifully, and +begged me never to allow you to bother her. She +said—I told you she looked like a selfish creature—that +if the Lawsons were to find out that you'd +been sending her messages it might spoil all. I +told her it was all a lie of Jane Hemingway's making +out of whole cloth, but the silly girl wouldn't +listen. I thought she was going to have a spasm."</p> +<p class="pnext">They had reached the gate, and, with a firm, +steady hand, Ann opened it and held it ajar for her +guest to enter before her.</p> +<p class="pnext">They trudged along the gravel walk, bordered +with uneven stones, to the porch and went in. On +entering the house Ann always took off her bonnet. +She seemed to forget its existence now.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I hate that woman," Mrs. Waycroft heard +her mutter, "and if the Lord doesn't furnish me +with some way of getting even I'll die a miserable +death. I could willingly see her writhe on a bed +of live coals. No hell could be hot enough for that +woman." Ann paused suddenly at the door, and +gazed across the green expanse towards Jane's +house. Mrs. Waycroft heard her utter a sudden, +harsh laugh. "And I think I see her punishment +on the way. I see it—I see it!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"What is it you say you see?" the visitor asked, +curiously.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, nothing!" Ann said, and she sat down +heavily in her chair and tightly locked her calloused +hands in front of her.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xi"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id12">XI</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">The continuous dry weather during +the month of June had caused many +springs and a few wells to become dry, +and the women of that section found +it difficult to get sufficient soft water +for the washing of clothes. Mrs. Hemingway, +whose own well was fed from a vein of limestone +water too hard to be of much use in that way, remembered +a certain rock-bottom pool in a shaded +nook at the foot of the rugged hill back of her +house where at all times of the year a quantity of +soft, clear water was to be found; so thither, with +a great bundle of household linen tied up in a sheet, +she went one morning shortly after breakfast.</p> +<p class="pnext">Her secret ailment had not seemed to improve +under the constant application of the peddler's +medicine, and, as her doubts of ultimate recovery +increased correspondingly, her strength seemed to +wane. Hence she paused many times on the way +to the pool to rest. Finally arriving at the spot +and lowering her burden, she met a great and irritating +surprise, for, bending over a tub at the +edge of the pool, and quite in command of the only +desirable space for the placing of tubs and the +sunning of articles, was Ann Boyd. Their eyes met +in a stare of indecision like that of two wild animals +meeting in a forest, and there was a moment's preliminary +silence. It was broken by an angry outburst +from the new-comer. "Huh!" she grunted, +"you here?"</p> +<p class="pnext">It was quickly echoed by a satisfied laugh from +the depths of Ann's sun-bonnet. "You bet, old +lady, I've beat you to the tank. You've toted your +load here for nothing. You might go down-stream +a few miles and find a hole good enough for your +few dirty rags. I've used about all this up. It's +getting too muddy to do any good, but I've got +about all I want."</p> +<p class="pnext">"This land isn't yours," Jane Hemingway asserted, +almost frothing at the mouth. "It belongs +to Jim Sansom."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Jim may hold deeds to it," Ann laughed again, +"but he's too poor to fence it in. I reckon it's +public property, or you wouldn't have lugged that +dirty load all the way through the broiling sun on +that weak back of yours."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane Hemingway stood panting over her big +snowball. She had nothing to say. She could not +find a use for her tongue. Through her long siege of +underhand warfare against the woman at the tub +she had wisely avoided a direct clash with Ann's +eye, tongue, or muscle. She was more afraid of those +things to-day than she had ever been. A chill of +strange terror had gone through her, too, at the +mention of her weak back. That the peddler had +told Ann about the cancer she now felt was more +likely than ever. Without a word, Jane bent to lift +her bundle, but her enemy, dashing the water from +her big, crinkled hands, had advanced towards her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You just wait a minute," Ann said, sharply, her +great eyes flashing, her hands resting on her stocky +hips. "I've got something to say to you, and I'm +glad to get this chance. What I've got to hurl in +your death-marked face, Jane Hemingway, isn't +for other ears. It's for your own rotting soul. Now, +you listen!"</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane Hemingway gasped. "Death-marked face," +the root of her paralyzed tongue seemed to articulate +to the wolf-pack of fears within her. Her thin +legs began to shake, and, to disguise the weakness +from her antagonist's lynx eyes, she sank down upon +her bundle. It yielded even to her slight weight, +and her sharp knees rose to a level with her chin.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't want to talk to you," she managed to +say, almost in a tone of appeal.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I know that, you trifling hussy, but I do +to you, Jane Hemingway. I'm going to tell you +what you are. You are worse than a thief—than +a negro thief that steals corn from a crib at night, +or meat from a smoke-house. You are a low-lived, +plotting liar. For years you have railed out against +my character. I was a bad woman because I admitted +my one fault of girlhood, but you married a +man and went to bed with him that you didn't love +a speck. You did that to try to hide a real love for +another man who was another woman's legal husband. +Are you listening?—I say, are you <em class="italics">listening</em>?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I'm listening," faltered Jane Hemingway, +her face hidden under her bonnet.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, you'd better. When I had my first great +trouble, God is witness to the fact that I thought I +loved the young scamp who brought it about. I +<em class="italics">thought</em> I loved him, anyway. That's all the excuse +I had for not listening to advice of older people. +I wasn't old enough to know right from wrong, and, +like lots of other young girls, I was bull-headed. My +mother never was strict with me, and nobody else was +interested in me enough to learn me self-protection. +I've since then been through college in that line, and +such low, snaky agents of hell as you are were my +professors. No wonder you have hounded me all +these years. You loved Joe Boyd with all the soul +you had away back there, and you happened to be +the sort that couldn't stand refusal. So when you +met him that day on the road, and he told you he +was on the way to ask me the twentieth time to be +his wife, you followed him a mile and fell on his +neck and threatened suicide, and begged and cried +and screamed so that the wheat-cutting gang at +Judmore's wondered if somebody's house was afire. +But he told you a few things about what he thought +of me, and they have rankled with you through +your honeymoon with an unloved husband, through +your period of childbirth, and now as you lean over +your grave. Bad woman that you are, you married +a man you had no respect for to hide your disappointment +in another direction. You are decent +in name only. Thank God, my own conscience is +clear. I've been wronged all my life more than I +ever wronged beast or man. I had trouble; but I +did no wrong according to my dim lights. But you—you +with one man's baby on your breast went on +hounding the wife of another who had won what +you couldn't get. You, I reckon, love Joe Boyd to +this day, and will the rest of your life. I reckon +you thought when he left me that he would marry +you, but no man cares for a woman that cries after +him. You even went over there to Gilmer a month +or so ago to try to attract his attention with new +finery bought on a credit, and you even made up to +the daughter that was stolen from me, but I have it +from good authority that neither one of them wanted +to have anything to do with you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"There's not a bit of truth in that," said the +weaker woman, in feeble self-defence. She would +have said some of the things she was always saying +to others but for fear that, driven further, the strong +woman might actually resort to violence. No, there +was nothing for Jane Hemingway to do but to listen.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I don't care what you deny," Ann hurled +at her. "I know what I'm talking about." Then +Ann's rage led her to say something which, in calmer +mood, she would, for reasons of her own, not have +even hinted at. "Look here, Jane," she went on, +bending down and touching the shrinking shoulder +of her enemy, "in all your life you never heard me +accused of making false predictions. When I say +a thing, folks know that I know what I'm talking +about and look for it to happen. So now I say, +positively, that I'm going to get even with you. +Hell and all its inmates have been at your back for +a score of years, but God—Providence, the law of +nature, or whatever it is that rights wrong—is bound +to prevail, and you are going to face a misfortune—a +certain sort of misfortune—that I know all about. +I reckon I'm making a fool of myself in preparing +you for it, but I'm so glad it's coming that I've got +to tell it to somebody. When the grim time comes +I want you to remember that you brought it on +yourself."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann ceased speaking and stood all of a quiver +before the crouching creature. Jane Hemingway's +blood, at best sluggish of action, turned cold. +With her face hidden by her bonnet, she sat staring +at the ground. All her remaining strength seemed +to have left her. She well knew what Ann meant. +The peddler had told her secret—had even revealed +more of the truth than he had to her. Discovering +that Ann hated her, he had gone into grim and minute +particulars over her affliction. He had told Ann +the cancer was fatal, that the quack lotion he had +sold would only keep the patient from using a better +remedy or resorting to the surgeon's knife. In any +case, her fate was sealed, else Ann would not be so +positive about it.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see I hit you all right that pop, madam!" Ann +chuckled. "Well, you will wait the day in fear and +trembling that is to be my sunrise of joy. Now, +pick up your duds and go home. I want you out of +my sight."</p> +<p class="pnext">Like a subject under hypnotic suggestion, Jane +Hemingway, afraid of Ann, and yet more afraid of +impending fate, rose to her feet. Ann had turned +back to her tub and bent over it. Jane felt a feeble +impulse to make some defiant retort, but could not +rouse her bound tongue to action. In her helplessness +and fear she hated her enemy more than ever +before, but could find no adequate way of showing it. +The sun had risen higher and its rays beat fiercely +down on her thin back, as she managed to shoulder +her bundle and move homeward.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id13">XII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">She had scarcely turned the bend in +the path, and was barely out of Ann's +view, when she had to lower her bundle +and rest. Seated on a moss-grown +stone near the dry bed of the stream +which had fed Ann's pool before the drought, she +found herself taking the most morbid view of her +condition. The delicate roots of the livid growth +on her breast seemed to be insidiously burrowing +more deeply towards her heart than ever before. +Ah, what a fool she had been at such a crisis to listen +to an idle tramp, who had not only given her a +stone when she had paid for bread, but had revealed +her secret to the one person she had wished to keep +it from! But she essayed to convince herself that all +hope was not gone, and the very warning Ann had +angrily uttered might be turned to advantage. She +would now be open about her trouble, since Ann +knew it, anyway, and perhaps medical skill might +help her, even yet, to triumph. Under that faint +inspiration she shouldered her burden and crept +slowly homeward.</p> +<p class="pnext">Reaching her cottage, she dropped the ball of +clothes at the door and went into the sitting-room, +where Virginia sat complacently sewing at a window +on the shaded side of the house. The girl had only a +few moments before washed her long, luxuriant hair, +and it hung loose and beautiful in the warm air. +She was merrily singing a song, and hardly looked at +her mother as she paused near her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Hush, for God's sake, hush!" Jane groaned. +"Don't you see I'm unable to stand?"</p> +<p class="pnext">In sheer astonishment Virginia turned her head +and noticed her mother's pale, long-drawn face. +"What is it, mother, are you sick?"</p> +<p class="pnext">By way of reply the old woman sank into one of +the hide-bottomed chairs near the open doorway +and groaned again. Quickly rising, and full of +grave concern, the girl advanced to her. Standing +over the bowed form, she looked out through the +doorway and saw the bundle of clothes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You don't mean to tell me, mother, that you +have carried that load all about looking for water +to wash in!" she exclaimed, aghast.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I took them to the rock-pool and back; but +that ain't it," came from between Jane's scrawny +hands, which were now spread over her face. "I +am strong enough bodily, still, but I met Ann Boyd +down there. She had all the place there was, and +had muddied up the water. Virginia, she knows +about that spot on my breast that the medicine +peddler said was a cancer. She wormed it out of +him. He told her more than he did me. He told +her it would soon drag me to the grave. It's a great +deal worse than it was before I began to rub his +stuff on it. He's a quack. I was a fool not to go +to a regular doctor right at the start."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You think, then, that it really <em class="italics">is</em> a cancer?" +gasped the girl, and she turned pale.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I have no doubt of it now, from the way it +looks and from the way that woman gloated over +me. She declared she knew all about it, and that +nothing on earth had made her so glad. I want to +see Dr. Evans. I wish you'd run over to his house +and have him come."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But he's not a regular doctor," protested the +girl, mildly. "They say he is not allowed to practise, +and that he only uses remedies of his own +making. The physicians at Darley were talking of +having him arrested not long ago."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I know all that," Jane said, petulantly, +"but that's because he cured one or two after they +had been given up by licensed doctors. He knows +a lots, and he will tell me, anyway, whether I've +got a cancer or not. He knows what they are. He +told Mrs. Hiram Snodgrass what her tumor was, +and under his advice she went to Atlanta and had +it cut out, and saved her life when two doctors was +telling her it was nothing but a blood eruption that +would pass off. You know he is good-hearted."</p> +<p class="pnext">With a troubled nod, Virginia admitted that this +was true. Her sweet mouth was drawn down in +pained concern, a stare of horror lay in her big, +gentle eyes. "I'll go bring him," she promised. +"I saw him pass with a bag of meal from the mill +just now."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, tell him not to say anything about it," +Jane cautioned her. "Evidently Ann Boyd has not +talked about it much, and I don't want it to be all +over the neighborhood. I despise pity. I'm not +used to it. If it gets out, the tongues of these busy-bodies +would run me stark crazy. They would +roost here like a swarm of buzzards over a dying +horse."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia returned in about half an hour, accompanied +by a gray-headed and full-whiskered man of +about seventy years of age, who had any other than +the look of even a country doctor. He wore no +coat, and his rough shirt was without button from +his hairy neck to the waistband of his patched and +baggy trousers. His fat hands were too much +calloused by labor in the field and forest, and by +digging for roots and herbs, to have felt the pulse +of anything more delicate than an ox, and under +less grave circumstances his assumed air of the regular +visiting physician would have had its comic +side.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Virginia tells me you are a little upset to-day," +he said, easily, after he had gone to the water-bucket +and taken a long, slow drink from the gourd. +He sat down in a chair near the widow, and laid his +straw hat upon the floor, from which it was promptly +removed by Virginia to one of the beds. "Let +me take a look at your tongue."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll do no such of a thing," retorted Jane, most +flatly. "There is nothing wrong with my stomach. +I am afraid I've got a cancer on my breast, and I +want to make sure."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You don't say!" Evans exclaimed. "Well, it +wouldn't surprise me. I see 'em mighty often these +days. Well, you'd better let me look at it. Stand +thar in the door so I can get a good light. I'm wearing +my wife's specks. I don't know whar I laid mine, +but I hope I'll get 'em back. I only paid twenty-five +cents for 'em in Darley, and yet three of my +neighbors has taken such a liking to 'em that I've +been offered as high as three dollars for 'em, and +they are only steel rims and are sorter shackly at +the hinges at that. Every time Gus Willard wants +to write a letter he sends over for my specks and +lays his aside. I reckon he thinks I'll get tired +sendin' back for 'em and get me another pair. Now, +that's right"—Mrs. Hemingway had taken a +stand in one of the rear doors and unbuttoned her +dress. Despite her stoicism, she found herself holding +her breath in fear and suspense as to what his +opinion would be. Virginia, pale and with a fainting +sensation, sat on the edge of the nearest bed, +her shapely hands tightly clasped in her lap. She +saw Dr. Evans bend close to her mother's breast +and touch and press the livid spot.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Do you feel that?" he asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, and it hurts some when you do that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"How long have you had it thar?" he paused +in his examination to ask, peering over the rims of +his spectacles.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I noticed it first about a year ago, but thought +nothing much about it," she answered.</p> +<p class="pnext">"And never showed it to nobody?" he said, reprovingly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I let a peddler, who had stuff to sell, see it awhile +back." There was a touch of shame in Jane's face. +"He said his medicine would make it slough off, +but—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Slough nothing! That trifling skunk!" Evans +cried. "Why, he's the biggest fake unhung! He +sold that same stuff over the mountain to bald-headed +men to make hair grow. Huh, I say! they +talk about handling <em class="italics">me</em> by law, and kicking <em class="italics">me</em> out +of the country on account of my knowledge and +skill, and let chaps like him scour the country from +end to end for its last cent. What the devil gets +into you women? Here you've let this thing go on +sinking its fangs deeper and deeper in your breast, +and only fertilizing it by the treatment he was giving +you. Are you hankering for a change of air? +Thar was Mrs. Telworthy, that let her liver run on +till she was as yaller as a pumpkin with jaundice +before she'd come to me. I give 'er two bottles of +my purifier, and she could eat a barbecued ox in +a month."</p> +<p class="pnext">"What do you think I ought to do about this?" +asked Jane; and Virginia, with strange qualms at +heart, thought that her mother had put it that +way to avoid asking if the worst was really to be +faced.</p> +<p class="pnext">Evans stroked his bushy beard wisely. "Do +about it?" he repeated, as he went back to his chair, +leaving the patient to button her dress with stiff, +fumbling fingers. "I mought put you on a course +of my blood purifier and wait developments, and, +Sister Hemingway, if I was like the regular run +of doctors, with their own discoveries on the market, +I'd do it in the interest of science, but I'm not +going to take the resk on my shoulders. A man +who gives domestic remedies like mine is on safe +ground when he's treating ordinary diseases, but +I reckon a medical board would decide that this was +a case for a good, steady knife. Now, I reckon +you'd better get on the train and take a run down +to Atlanta and put yourself under Dr. Putnam, who +is noted far and wide as the best cancer expert in +the land."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then—then that's what it is?" faltered Mrs. +Hemingway.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, that's what you've got, all right +enough," said Evans, "and the thing now is to +uproot it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"How—how much would it be likely to cost?" +the widow asked, her troubled glance on Virginia's +horror-stricken face.</p> +<p class="pnext">"That depends," mused Evans. "I've sent Putnam +a number of cases, and he would, I think, make +you a special widow-rate, being as you and me live +so nigh each other. At a rough guess, I'd say that +everything—board and room and nurse, treatment, +medicines, and attention—would set you back a hundred +dollars."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But where am I to get that much money?" Jane +said, despondently.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, thar you have me," Evans laughed. "I +reckon you know your resources better than anybody +else, but you'll have to rake it up some way. +You ain't ready to die yet. Callihan has a mortgage +on your land, hain't he?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, and on my crop not yet gathered," Jane +sighed; "he even included every old hoe and axe +and piece of harness, and the cow and calf, and every +chair and knife and fork and cracked plate in the +house."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well," and Evans rose and reached for his hat, +"as I say, you'll have to get up the money; it will +be the best investment you could make."</p> +<p class="pnext">When he had left, Virginia, horror-stricken, sat +staring at her mother, a terrible fear in her face and +eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then it really <em class="italics">is</em> a cancer?" she gasped.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I was afraid it was all along," said Jane. +"You see, the peddler said so plainly, and he told +Ann Boyd about it. Virginia, she didn't know I knew +how bad it was, for she hinted at some awful end +that was to overtake me, as if it would be news to me. +Daughter, I'm going to try my level best to throw +this thing off. I always had a fear of death. My +mother had before me; she was a Christian woman, +and was prepared, if anybody was, and yet she died +in agony. She laid in bed and begged for help with +her last breath. But my case is worse than hers, +for my one foe in this life is watching over me like +a hawk. Oh, I can't stand it! You must help me +study up some way to raise that money. If it was +in sight, I'd feel better. Doctors can do wonders +these days, and I'll go to that big one if I possibly +can."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xiii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id14">XIII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">One afternoon, about a week later, as +Ann Boyd sat in her weaving-room +twisting bunches of carded wool into +yarn on her old spinning-wheel, the +whir of which on her busy days could +be heard by persons passing along the road in front +of her gate, a shadow fell on her floor, and, looking +up, she saw a tall, handsome young man in the doorway, +holding his hat in one hand, a valise in the +other. He said nothing, but only stood smiling, as if +in hearty enjoyment of the surprise he was giving her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Luke King!" she exclaimed. "You, of all people +on the face of the earth!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, Aunt Ann"—he had always addressed +her in that way—"here I am, like a bad coin, always +turning up."</p> +<p class="pnext">The yellow bunches of wool fell to the floor as +she rose up and held out her hand.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You know I'm glad to see you, my boy," she +said, "but I wasn't expecting you; I don't know +as I ever looked for you to come back here again, +where you've had such a hard time of it. When +you wrote me you was the chief editor of a paying +paper out there, I said to myself that you'd never +care to work here in the mountains, where there is +so little to be made by a brainy man."</p> +<p class="pnext">"If I were to tell you the main thing that brought +me back you'd certainly scold me," he laughed; +"but I never hid a fault from you, Aunt Ann. The +truth is, good, old-fashioned home-sickness is at the +bottom of it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Homesickness, for <em class="italics">this</em>?" Ann sneered contemptuously, +as she waved her hand broadly—"homesick +for the hard bed you had at your step-father's, +in a pine-pole cabin, with a mud chimney +and windows without glass, when you've been +the equal, out there, of the highest and best in the +land, and among folks that could and would appreciate +your talents and energy and were able to pay +cash for it at the highest market-price?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"You don't understand, Aunt Ann." He flushed +sensitively under her stare of disapproval as he +sat down in a chair near her wheel. "Maybe you +never did understand me thoroughly. I always had +a big stock of sentiment that I couldn't entirely +kill. Aunt Ann, all my life away has only made me +love these old mountains, hills, and valleys more +than ever, and, finally, when a good opportunity +presented itself, as—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, you are just like the rest, after all. I'd hoped +to the contrary," Ann sighed. "But don't think +I'm not glad to see you, Luke." Her voice shook +slightly. "God knows I've prayed for a sight of +the one face among all these here in the mountains +that seemed to respect me, but there was another +side to the matter. I wanted to feel, Luke, that I +had done you some actual good in the world—that +the education I helped you to get was going to lift +you high above the average man. When you wrote +about all your good-luck out there, the big salary, +the interest the stockholders had given you in the +paper that bid fair to make a pile of money, and +stood so high in political influence, I was delighted; +but, Luke, if a sentimental longing for these heartless +red hills and their narrow, hide-bound inhabitants +has caused you actually to throw up—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, it's really not so bad as that," King hastened +to say. "The truth is—though I really <em class="italics">was</em> +trying to keep from bragging about my good-fortune +before I'd had a chance to ask after your health—the +truth is, Aunt Ann, it's business that really +brings me back, though I confess it was partly for +sentimental reasons that I decided on the change. +It's this way: A company has been formed in Atlanta +to run a daily paper on somewhat similar lines to +the one we had in the West, and the promoters of +it, it seems, have been watching my work, and that +sort of thing, and so, only a few days ago, they +wrote offering me a good salary to assume chief +charge and management of the new paper. At +first I declined, in a deliberate letter, but they +wouldn't have it that way—they telegraphed me +that they would not listen to a refusal, and offered +me the same financial interest as the one I held."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, they did, eh?" Ann's eye for business was +gleaming. "They offered you as good as you had?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Better, as it has turned out, Aunt Ann," said +King, modestly, "for when my associates out there +read the proposition, they said it was my duty to +myself to accept, and with that they took my stock +off my hands. They paid me ten thousand dollars +in cash, Aunt Ann. I've got that much ready +money and a position that is likely to be even better +than the one I had. So, you see, all my home-sickness—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ten thousand dollars!" Ann cried, her strong +face full of gratification. "Ten thousand dollars +for my sturdy mountain-boy! Ah, that will open +the eyes of some of these indolent know-it-all louts +who said the money spent on your education was +thrown in the fire. You are all right, Luke. I'm +a judge of human stock as well as cattle and horses. +If you'd been a light fellow you'd have dropped me +when you began to rise out there; but you didn't. +Your letters have been about the only solace I've +had here in all my loneliness and strife, and here +you are to see me as soon as you come—that is, I +reckon, you haven't been here many days."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I got to Darley at two o'clock to-day," King +smiled, affectionately. "I took the hack to Springtown +and left my trunk there, to walk here. I +haven't seen mother yet, Aunt Ann. I had to see +you first."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are a good boy, Luke," Ann said, with +feeling, as was indicated by her husky voice and +the softening of her features. "So you <em class="italics">are</em> going +to see your mother?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I'm going to see her, Aunt Ann. For several +years I have felt resentment about her marrying +as she did, but, do you know, I think success and +good-fortune make one forgiving. Somehow, with +all my joy over my good-luck, I feel like I'd like to +shake even lazy old Mark Bruce by the hand and +tell him I am willing to let by-gones be by-gones. +Then, if I could, I'd like to help him and my mother +and step-brother and step-sisters in some material +way."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh! I don't know about that," Ann frowned. +"Help given to them sort is certainly throwed away; +besides, what's yours is yours, and if you started in +to distribute help you'll be ridden to death. No, +go to see them if you <em class="italics">have</em> to, but don't let them +wheedle your justly earned money out of you. They +don't deserve it, Luke."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, well, we'll see about it," King laughed, +lightly. "You know old Bruce may kick me out +of the house, and if mother stood to him in it +again"—King's eyes were flashing, his lip was +drawn tight—"I guess I'd never go back any more, +Aunt Ann."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Old Mark would never send you away if he +thought you had money," Ann said, cynically. "If +I was you I'd not let them know about that. You +see, you could keep them in the dark easily enough, +for I've told them absolutely nothing except that +you were getting along fairly well."</p> +<p class="pnext">King smiled. "They never would think I had +much to judge by this suit of clothes," he said. "It +is an old knockabout rig I had to splash around in +the mud in while out hunting, and I put it on this +morning—well, just because I did not want to come +back among all my poor relatives and friends +dressed up as I have been doing in the city, Aunt +Ann," he laughed, as if making sport of himself. +"I've got a silk high-hat as slick as goose-grease, +and a long jimswinger coat, and pants that are always +ironed as sharp as a knife-blade in front. I +took your advice and decided that a good appearance +went a long way, but I don't really think I +overdid it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm glad you didn't put on style in coming +back, anyway," Ann said, proudly. "It wouldn't +have looked well in you; but you did right to dress +like the best where you were, and it had something—a +lots, I imagine—to do with your big success. +If you want to go in and win in any undertaking, +don't think failure for one minute, and the trouble +is that shabby clothes are a continual reminder of +poverty. Make folks believe at the outset that +you are of the best, and then <em class="italics">be</em> the best."</p> +<p class="pnext">King was looking down thoughtfully. "There +is one trouble," he said, "in making a good appearance, +and that comes from the ideas of some as to +what sort of man or woman is the best. Before I +left Seattle, Aunt Ann, my associates gave me a +big dinner at the club—a sort of good-bye affair to +drink to my future, you know—and some of the +most distinguished men in the state were there, +men prominent in the business and political world. +And that night, Aunt Ann"—King had flushed +slightly and his voice faltered—"that night a well-meaning +man, a sort of society leader, in his toast +to me plainly referred to me as a scion of the old +Southern aristocracy, and he did it in just such a +way as to make it appear to those who knew otherwise +that I would be sailing under false colors if +I did not correct the impression. He had made +a beautiful talk about our old colonial homes, our +slaves in livery, our beautiful women, who invariably +graced the courts of Europe, and concluded +by saying that it was no wonder I had succeeded +where many other men with fewer hereditary influences +to back them had failed."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, you <em class="italics">were</em> in a fix!" Ann said. "That is, it +was awkward for you, who I know to be almost too +sincere for your own good."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I couldn't let it pass, Aunt Ann—I simply +couldn't let all those men leave that table under +a wrong impression. I hardly know what I said +when I replied, but it seemed to be the right thing, +for they all applauded me. I told him I did not +belong to what was generally understood to be the +old aristocracy of the South, but to what I considered +the new. I told them about our log-cabin +aristocracy, Aunt Ann, here in these blue mountains, +for which my soul was famished. I told them of +the sturdy, hard-working, half-starved mountaineers +and their scratching, with dull tools, a bare existence +out of this rocky soil. I told them of my bleak +and barren boyhood, my heart-burnings at home, +when my mother married again, the nights I'd +spent at study in the light of pine-knots that filled +the house with smoke. Then I told them about the +grandest woman God ever brought to life. I told +them about you, Aunt Ann. I gave no names, +went into no painful particulars, but I talked about +what you had done for me, and how you've been +persecuted and misunderstood, till I could hardly +hold back the tears from my eyes."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, hush, Luke," Ann said, huskily—"hush +up!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I may now, but I couldn't that night," +said King. "I got started, and it came out of me +like a flood. I said things about you that night +that I've thought for years, but which you never +would let me say to you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Hush, Luke, hush—you are a good boy, but +you mustn't—" Ann's voice broke, and she placed +her hand to her eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"There was a celebrated novelist there," King +went on, "and after dinner he came over to me and +held out his hand. He was old and white-haired, +and his face was full of tender, poetic emotion. 'If +you ever meet your benefactress again,' he said, +'tell her I'd give half my life to know her. If I'd +known her I could write a book that would be immortal.'"</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a pause. Ann seemed to be trying to +crush out some obstruction to deliberate utterance +in her big, throbbing throat.</p> +<p class="pnext">"If he knew my life just as it has been," she said, +finally—"if he knew it all—all that I've been through, +all I've thought through it all, from the time I was +an innocent, laughing girl 'till now, as an old woman, +I'm fighting a battle of hate with every living soul +within miles of me—if he knew all <em class="italics">that</em>, he could +write a book, and it would be a big one. But it +wouldn't help humanity, Luke. My hate's mine, +and the devil's. It's not for folks born lucky and +happy. Some folks seem put on earth for love. +I'm put here for hate and for joy over the misfortune +of my enemies."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You know many things, Aunt Ann," King said, +softly, "and you are older than I am, but you can't +see the end of it all as clearly as I do."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You think not, my boy?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, Aunt Ann; I have learned that nothing +exists on earth except to produce ultimate good. +The vilest crime, indirectly, is productive of good. +I confidently expect to see the day that you will +simply rise one step higher in your remarkable +life and learn to love your enemies. Then you'll +be understood by them all as I understand you, for +they will then look into your heart, your <em class="italics">real</em> heart, +as I've looked into it ever since you took pity on the +friendless, barefoot boy that I was and lifted me +out of my degradation and breathed the breath +of hope into my despondent body. And when that +day comes—mark it as my prediction—you will +slay the ill-will of your enemies with a glance from +your eye, and they will fall conquered at your feet."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh!" Ann muttered, "you say that because +you are just looking at the surface of things. You +see, I know a lots that you don't. Things have +gone on here and are still going on that nothing +earthly could stop."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's it, Aunt Ann," Luke King said, seriously—"it +won't be anything earthly. It will be <em class="italics">heavenly</em>, +and when the bolt falls you will acknowledge I am +right. Now, I must go. It will be about dark +when I get to my step-father's."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann walked with him to the gate, and as she +closed it after him she held out her hand. It was +quivering. "You are a good boy, Luke," she said, +"but you don't know one hundredth part of what +they've said and done since you left. I never wrote +you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't care what they've done or said out of +their shallow heads and cramped lives," King +laughed—"they won't be able to affect your greater +existence. You'll slay it all, Aunt Ann, with forgiveness—yes, +and pity. You'll see the day you'll +pity them rather than hate them."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't believe it, Luke," Ann said, her lips set +firmly, and she turned back into the house. Standing +in the doorway, she watched him trudge along +the road, carrying his valise easily in his hand and +swinging it lightly to and fro.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What a funny idea!" she mused. "Me forgive +Jane Hemingway! The boy talks that way because +he's young and full of dreams, and don't know +any better. If he was going through what I am he'd +hate the whole world and every living thing in it."</p> +<p class="pnext">She saw him pause, turn, and put his valise down +on the side of the road. He was coming back, and +she went to meet him at the gate. He came up +with a smile.</p> +<p class="pnext">"The thought's just struck me," he said, "that +you'd be the best adviser in the world as to what I +ought to invest my ten thousand in. You never +have made a mistake in money matters that I ever +heard of, Aunt Ann; but maybe you'd rather not +talk about my affairs."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't know why," she said, as she leaned over +the gate. "I'll bet that money of yours will worry +me some, for young folks these days have no caution +in such matters. Ten thousand dollars—why, +that is exactly the price—" She paused, her face +full of sudden excitement.</p> +<p class="pnext">"The price of what, Aunt Ann?" he asked, wonderingly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, the price of the Dickerson farm. It's +up for sale. Jerry Dickerson has been wanting to +leave here for the last three years, and every year +he's been putting a lower and lower price on his +big farm and comfortable house and every improvement. +His brother's gone in the wholesale grocery +business in Chattanooga, and he wants to join +him. The property is worth double the money. I +wouldn't like to advise you, Luke, but I'd rather +see your money in that place than anything else. +It would be a guarantee of an income to you as +long as you lived."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know the place, and it's a beauty," King said, +"and I'll run over there and look at it to-morrow, +and if it's still to be had I may rake it in. Think +of me owning one of the best plantations in the valley—<em class="italics">me</em>, +Aunt Ann, your barefoot, adopted son."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann's head was hanging low as she walked back +to the cottage door.</p> +<p class="pnext">"'Adopted son,'" she repeated, tenderly. "As +God is my Judge, I—I believe he's the only creature +alive on this broad earth that I love. Yes, I +love that boy. What strange, sweet ideas he has +picked up! Well, I hope he'll always be able to +keep them. I had plenty of them away back at +his age. My unsullied faith in mankind was the +tool that dug the grave of my happiness. Poor, +blind boy! he may be on the same road. He may +see the day that all he believes in now will crumble +into bitter powder at his touch. I wonder if God +can really be <em class="italics">all</em>-powerful. It seems strange that +what is said to be the highest good in this life is +doing exactly what He, Himself, has failed to do—to +keep His own creatures from suffering. That +really <em class="italics">is</em> odd."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xiv"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id15">XIV</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">Luke King was hot, damp with perspiration, +and covered with the red +dust of the mountain road when he +reached the four-roomed cabin of his +step-father among the stunted pines +and gnarled wild cedars.</p> +<p class="pnext">Old Mark Bruce sat out in front of the door. He +wore no shoes nor coat, and his hickory shirt and +trousers had been patched many times. His gray +hair was long, sunburned, and dyed with the soil, +and the corrugated skin of his cheeks and neck was +covered with long hairs. As his step-son came into +view from behind the pine-pole pig-pen, the old +man uttered a grunt of surprise that brought to +the doorway two young women in unadorned home-spun +dresses, and a tall, lank young man in his shirt-sleeves. +It was growing dark, and they all failed +to recognize the new-comer.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I suppose you have forgotten me," King said, +as he put his valise on a wash-bench by a tub of +suds and a piggin of lye-soap.</p> +<p class="pnext">"By Jacks, it's Luke King!" After that ejaculation +of the old man he and the others stared speechlessly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, that's who I am," continued King. "How +do you do, Jake?" (to the tall young man in the +doorway). "We might as well shake hands for the +sake of old times. You girls have grown into +women since I left. I've stayed away a long time +and seen a lot of the world, but I've always wanted +to get back. Where is mother?"</p> +<p class="pnext">Neither of the girls could summon up the courage +to answer, and, as they gave him their stiff +hands, they seemed under stress of great embarrassment.</p> +<p class="pnext">"She's poorly," said the old man, inhospitably +keeping his seat. "She's had a hurtin' in 'er side +from usin' that thar battlin' stick too much on dirty +clothes, hoein' corn an' one thing an' another, an' a +cold settled on her chest. Mary, go tell yore ma +her son's turned up at last. Huh, all of us, except +her, thought you was dead an' under ground! She's +always contended you was alive an' had a job somers +that was payin' enough to feed an' clothe you. +How's times been a-servin' you?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Pretty well." King removed his valise from +the bench and took its place wearily.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Is that so? Things is worse than ever here. +Whar have you been hangin' out?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Seattle was the last place," King answered. +"I've worked in several towns since I left here."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh, about as I expected! An' I reckon you +hain't got much to show fer it except what you got +on yore back an' in that carpet-bag."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's about all."</p> +<p class="pnext">"What you been followin'?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Doing newspaper work," replied the young man, +coloring.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I 'lowed you might keep at that. You used to +git a dollar a day at Canton, I remember. Married?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"No."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Hain't able to support a woman, I reckon. +Well, you've showed a great lot o' good sense thar; +a feller of the wishy-washy, drift-about sort, like +you, can sorter manage to shift fer hisself ef he +hain't hampered by a pack o' children an' a sick +woman."</p> +<p class="pnext">At this juncture Mary returned. She flushed as +she caught King's expectant glance. She spoke to +her father.</p> +<p class="pnext">"She said tell 'im to come in thar."</p> +<p class="pnext">Luke went into the front room and turned thence +into a small chamber adjoining. It was windowless +and dark, the only light filtering indirectly through +the front room. On a low, narrow bed, beneath a +ladder leading to a trap-door above, lay a woman.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Here I am, Luke," she cried out, warningly. +"Don't stumble over that pan o' water. I've been +takin' a hot mustard foot-bath to try and get my +blood warm. I have chilly spells every day about +this time. La me! How you take me by surprise! +I've prayed for little else in many a year, an' was +just about to give up. I took a little hope from +some'n' old Ann Boyd said one day about you bein' +well an' employed somers out West, but then I met +Jane Hemingway, an' she give me the blues. She +'lowed that old Ann just pretended you was doin' +well to convince folks she'd made no mistake in +sendin' you to school. But, thank God, here you +are alive, anyway."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I'm as sound as a new dollar, mother." +His foot came in contact with a three-legged stool +in the darkness, and he recognized it as an old +friend and drew it to the head of her bed and sat +down. He took one of her hard, thin hands and +bent over her. Should he kiss her? She had not +taught him to do so as a child, and he had never +done it later in his youth, not even when he had left +home, but he had been out in the world and grown +wiser. He had seen other men kiss their mothers, +and his heart had ached. With his hand on her +hard, withered cheek he turned her face towards +him and pressed his lips to hers. She was much +surprised, and drew herself from him instinctively, +and wiped her mouth with a corner of the coverlet, +but he knew she was pleased.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, Luke!" she said, quickly, "what on earth +do you mean? Have you gone plumb crazy?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I wanted to kiss you, that's all," he said, awkwardly. +They were both silent for a moment, then +she spoke, tremblingly: "You always was womanish +and tender-like; it don't harm anybody, though; +none o' the rest in this family are that way. But, +my stars! I can't tell a bit how you look in this +pitch-dark. Mary! oh, Mary!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"What you want, ma?" The nearness of the +speaker in the adjoining room betrayed the fact +that she had been listening.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I can't see my hand before me," answered +the old woman. "I wish you'd fetch a light here. +You'll find a stub of a candle in the clock under the +turpentine-bottle. I hid it thar so as to have some'n' +to read the Book with Sunday night if any preacher +happened to drop in to hold family worship."</p> +<p class="pnext">The girl lighted the bit of tallow-dip and braced +it upright in a cracked teacup with some bits of +stone. She brought it in, placed it on a dry-goods +box filled with cotton-seed and ears of corn, and +shambled out. King's heart sank as he looked +around him in the dim light. The room was only +a lean-to shed walled with slabs driven into the +ground and floored with puncheons. The bedstead +was a crude, wooden frame supported by perpendicular +saplings fastened to floor and rafters. The +irregular cracks in the wall were filled with mud, +rags, and newspapers. Bunches of dried herbs, +roots, and red peppers hung above his head, and +piles of clothing, earth-dyed and worn to shreds, +and agricultural implements lay about indiscriminately. +Disturbed by the light, a hen flew from +her nest behind a dismantled cloth-loom, and with +a loud cackling ran out at the door. There was a +square cat-hole in the wall, and through it a lank, +half-starved cat crawled and came purring and rubbing +against the young man's ankle.</p> +<p class="pnext">The old woman shaded her eyes and gazed at him +eagerly. "You hain't altered so overly much," +she observed, "'cept your skin looks mighty fair +fer a man, and yore hands feel soft."</p> +<p class="pnext">Then she lowered her voice into a cautious whisper, +and glanced furtively towards the door. "You +favor your father—I don't mean Mark, but your +own daddy. You are as like him as can be. He +helt his head that away, an' had yore habit o' being +gentle with women-folks. You've got his high temper, +too. La me! that last night you was at home, +an' Mark cussed you an' kicked yore writin'-paper +in the fire, I didn't sleep a wink. I thought you'd +gone off to borrow a gun. It was almost a relief to +know you'd left, kase I seed you an' him couldn't +git along. Your father was a different sort of a +man, Luke, and sometimes I miss 'im sharp. He +loved books an' study like you do. He had good +blood in 'im; his father was a teacher an' circuit-rider. +I don't know why I married Mark, unless +it was kase I was afraid of bein' sent to the poor-farm, +but, la me! this is about as bad."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a low whimper in her voice, and the +lines about her mouth had tightened. King's breast +heaved, and he suddenly put out his hand and began +to stroke her thin, gray hair. A strange, restful +feeling stole over him. The spell was on her, +too; she closed her eyes and a satisfied smile lighted +her wan face. Then her lips began to quiver, and +she quickly turned her face from him.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm a simpleton," she sobbed, "but I can't help +it. Nobody hain't petted me nor tuck on over me +a bit since your pa died. I never treated you right, +neither, Luke. I ort never to 'a' let Mark run over +you like he did."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Never mind that," King said. "He and I have +already made friends; but you must not lie in this +dingy hole; you need medicine, and good, warm +food."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I'm goin' to git up," she answered, lightly. +"I'm not sick, Luke. I jest laid down awhile to +rest. I have to do this nearly every evening. I +must git the house straight. Mary an' Jane hain't +no hands at house-work 'thout I stand right over +'em, an' Jake an' his pa is continually a-fussing. I +feel stronger already. If you'll go in t'other room +I'll rise. They'll never fix you nothin' to eat nor +nowhar to sleep. I reckon you'll have to lie with +Jake like you used to, till I can fix better. Things +has been in an awful mess since I got so porely."</p> +<p class="pnext">He went into the front room. The old man had +brought his hand-bag in. He had placed it in a +chair and opened it and was coolly inspecting the +contents in the firelight. Jake and the two girls +stood looking on. King stared at the old man, but +the latter did not seem at all abashed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh," he said, "you seem to be about as well +stocked with little tricks as a notion peddler—five +or six pair o' striped socks and no end o' collars; +them things folded under the shirts looks like another +suit o' clothes. I reckon you have had a +good job if you carry two outfits around. Though +I <em class="italics">have</em> heard of printin'-men that went off owin' +accounts here an' yan."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I paid what I owed before I left," King said, +with an effort at lightness as he closed the valise +and put it into a corner.</p> +<p class="pnext">In a few minutes his mother came in. She blew +out the candle, and as she crossed to the mantel-piece +she carefully extinguished the smoking wick +with her fingers. The change in her was more +noticeable to her son than it had been when she +was reclining. She looked very frail in her faded +black cotton gown. Somehow, bent as she was, she +seemed shorter than of old, more cowed and hopeless. +Her shoes were worn through, and her bare +feet showed through the holes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Mary," she asked, "have you put on the supper?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes'm, but it hain't tuck up yet." The girl went +into the next room, which was used at once for +cooking and dining, and her mother followed her. +In a few minutes the old woman came to the door.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Walk out, all of you," she said, wearily. "Luke, +it seems funny to make company of you, but somehow +I can't treat you like the rest. You'll have to +make out with what is set before you, though hog-meat +is mighty scarce this year. Just at fattenin'-time +our pigs took the cholera an' six laid down in +the swamp in one day and died. Pork is fetchin' +fifteen cents a pound in town, and mighty few will +sell on a credit."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xv"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id16">XV</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">After supper King left his mother and +step-sisters removing the dishes from +the table and went out. He was +sickened to the depths of his sensitive +soul by the sordid meal he had just +seen the family partake of with evident relish, as if +it were of unusual occurrence. And he was angry +with himself, too, for feeling so, when such a life +had been their lot so long.</p> +<p class="pnext">He crossed the little brook that ran on a bed of +brown stone behind the cabin, and leaned against +the rail-fence which surrounded the pine-pole corn-crib. +He could easily leave them in their squalor +and ignorance and return to the great, intellectual +world—the world which read his editorials and followed +his precepts, the key-note of which had always +been the love of man for man as the greatest +force in the universe—but, after all, would that not +stamp him with the brand he most despised—hypocrisy? +A pretty preacher, he, of such fine-spun +theories, while his own mother and her step-children +were burrowing in the soil like eyeless animals, and +he living on the fat of the land along with the wealth +and power of the country!</p> +<p class="pnext">The cabin door shone out, a square of red light +against the blackness of the hill and the silent, +serried pines beyond. He heard Jake whistling a +tune he had whistled long ago, when they had +worked Mark Bruce's crop side by side, and the +spasmodic creaking of the puncheons as the family +moved about within.</p> +<p class="pnext">A figure appeared in the doorway. It was his +mother, and she was coming to search for him.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Here I am, mother!" he cried out, gently, as +she advanced through the darkness; "look out and +don't get your feet wet."</p> +<p class="pnext">She chuckled childishly as she stepped across the +brook on the largest stones. When she reached him +she put her hand on his arm and laughed: "La me, +boy, a little wet won't hurt me—I'm used to a good +soakin' mighty nigh every drenchin' rain. I slept +with a stream of it tricklin' through the roof on my +back one night, an' I've milched the cows in that +thar lot when the mire was shoe-mouth deep in +January. I 'lowed I'd find you out here. You +used to be a mighty hand to sneak off to yoreself +to study, and you are still that away. But you are +different in some things, too. You don't talk our +way exactly, an' I reckon that's what aggravates +Mark. He was goin' on jest now about yore stuck-up +way o' eatin with yore pocket-handkerchief +spread out in yore lap."</p> +<p class="pnext">King looked past her at the full moon rising above +the trees on the mountain-top.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Mother," said he, abruptly, and he put his arm +impulsively around her neck, and his eyes filled—"mother, +I can't stay here but a few days. I have +work to do in Atlanta. Your health is bad, and +you are not comfortable; the others are strong and +can stand it, but you can't. Come down there with +me for a while, anyway. I'll put you under a +doctor and bring back your health."</p> +<p class="pnext">She looked up into his eyes steadily for a moment, +then she slapped him playfully on the breast +and drew away from him. "How foolish you talk +fer a grown-up man!" she laughed; "why, you +know I can't leave Mark and the children. He'd +go stark crazy 'thout me around to grumble at, an' +then the rest ud be without my advice an' counsel. +La me, what makes you think I ain't comfortable? +This cabin is a sight better 'n the last one we had, +an' drier an' a heap warmer inside when fire-wood +kin be got. Hard times like these now is likely to +come at any time an' anywhar. It strikes rich an' +pore alike. Thar's Dickerson offerin' that fine old +farm, with all the improvements, fer a mere song to +raise money to go into business whar he kin hope to +pay out o' debt. They say now that the place—lock, +stock, and barrel—kin be had fer ten thousand. Why, +when you was a boy he would have refused twenty. +Now, ef we-all had it instead o' him, Mark an' Jake +could make it pay like rips, fer they are hard workers."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You think they could, mother?" His heart +bounded suddenly, and he stood staring thoughtfully +into her eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Pay?—of course they could. Fellers that could +keep a roof over a family's head on what they've +had to back 'em could get rich on a place like that. +But, la me, what's the use o' pore folks thinkin' +about the property o' the rich an' lucky? It's like +dreamin' you are a queen at night an' wakin' up +in hunger an' rags."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I remember the farm and the old house very +well," King remarked, reflectively, the queer light +still in his earnest eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"The <em class="italics">old</em> one! Huh, Dickerson got on a splurge +the year you left, an' built a grand new one with +some money from his wife's estate. He turned the +old one into a big barn an' stable an' gin. You +must see the new house 'fore you go away, Luke. +It's jest splendid, with green blinds to the winders, +a fancy spring-house with a tin rooster on top +that p'ints the way the wind blows, and on high +stilts like thar's a big tank and a windmill to keep +the house supplied with water. I hain't never been +in it, but they say they've got wash-tubs long +enough to lie down in handy to every sleepin'-room, +and no end of fancy contraptions."</p> +<p class="pnext">"We'd better go in, mother," he said, abruptly. +"You'll catch your death of cold out here in the +dew."</p> +<p class="pnext">She laughed as they walked back to the cabin, +side by side. A thick smoke and its unpleasant odor +met them at the door.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's Mark burnin' rags inside to oust the mosquitoes +so he kin sleep," she explained. "They are +wuss this year than I ever seed 'em. Seems like the +general starvation has tackled them, too, fer they +look like they will eat a body up whether or no. +Jake an' the gals grease their faces with lamp-oil +when they have any, but I jest kiver up my head +with a rag an' never know they are about. I +reckon we'd better go to bed. Jake has fixed him +a pallet on the fodder in the loft, so you kin lie by +yoreself. He's been jowerin' at his pa ever since +supper about treatin' you so bad. I thought once +they'd come to blows."</p> +<p class="pnext">The next morning, after breakfast, Jake threw a +bag of shelled corn on the back of his mare, and, +mounting upon it as if it were a saddle, he started +off down the valley to the mill, and his father shouldered +an axe and went up on the hill to cut wood.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Whar you going?" Mrs. Bruce asked, as she followed +Luke to the door.</p> +<p class="pnext">His eyes fell to the ground. "I thought," he answered, +"that I'd walk over to the Dickerson farm +and take a look at the improvements. I used to +hunt over that land."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, whatever you do, be sure you get back +to dinner," she said. "Me an' Jane took a torch +last night after you went to bed an' blinded a hen +on the roost and pulled her down; I'm goin' to make +you an' old-time chicken-pie like you used to love +on Christmas."</p> +<p class="pnext">Half a mile up the road, which ran along the +side of the hill from which the slow, reverberating +clap, clap of Mark Bruce's axe came on the still air, +King came into view of the rich, level lands of the +Dickerson plantation. He stood in the shade of +a tall poplar and looked thoughtfully at the lush +green meadows, the well-tilled fields of corn, cotton, +and sorghum, and the large, two-storied house, with +its dormer-windows, tall, fluted columns, and broad +verandas—at the well-arranged out-houses, barns, +and stables, and the white-gravelled drives and +walks from the house to the main road. Then he +turned and looked back at the cabin—the home of +his nearest kin.</p> +<p class="pnext">The house was hardly discernible in the gray +morning mist that lingered over the little vale in +which it stood. He saw Jake, far away, riding along, +in and out, among the sassafras and sumach bushes +that bordered a worn-out wheat-field, his long legs +dangling at the sides of the mare. There was a +bent, blurred figure at the wood-pile in the yard; +it was his mother or one of the girls.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Poor souls!" he exclaimed; "they have been in +a dreary tread-mill all their lives, and have never +known the joy of one gratified ambition. If only I +could conquer my own selfish desires, I could lay +before them that which they never dreamed of possessing—a +glorious taste of genuine happiness. It +would take my last dollar of ready money, but I'd +still have my interest in the new paper and this +brain and will of mine. Aunt Ann would never see +it my way, and she might throw me over for doing +it, but why shouldn't I? Why shouldn't I do it +when my very soul cries out for it? Why have I +been preaching this thing all this time and making +converts right and left if I am to draw back the first +time a real opportunity confronts me? It may +be to test my mettle. Yes, that's what it is. I've +got to do one or the other—keep the money—or +give it to them."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xvi"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id17">XVI</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">King turned towards the Dickerson place +and walked on, a great weight of indecision +on him. He had always held +up Ann Boyd as his highest human +example. She would laugh the idea +to scorn—the idea of putting old Mark Bruce and +his "lay-out" into such a home and circumstances; +and yet, estimable as she was in many things, still +she was not a free woman. She showed that by her +slavery to the deepest hatred that ever burned in +a human breast. No, it was plain to the young +philosopher that in some things, at least, she was +no guide for him. Rather might it not eventually +result in the hate-hardened woman's learning +brighter walks of life from him, young as he was? +And yet, he told himself, the money was his, not +theirs, and few really succeeded in life who gave +away their substance.</p> +<p class="pnext">The road led him past Jane Hemingway's cottage, +and at the fence, in the barn-yard, he saw Virginia. +He saw her, bareheaded, with her wonderful +hair and exquisite profile and curve of neck, shoulder, +and breast, before she was aware of his approach, +and the view brought him to a stand behind +some bushes which quite hid him from her +view.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It is Virginia—it must be—yes, it is Virginia!" +he said, ecstatically. "She has become what I +knew she would become, the loveliest woman in the +world; she is exactly as I have fancied her all +these years—proud, erect—and her eyes, oh! I +must look into her eyes again! Ah, now I know +what brought me home! Now I know why I was +not content away. Yes, this was the cause—Virginia—my +little friend and pupil—Virginia!"</p> +<p class="pnext">She had turned her head, and with the startled +look of a wild young fawn on the point of running +away, she stood staring at him.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Have you entirely forgotten me, Virginia?" he +asked, advancing almost with instinctive caution +towards her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh no, now I know you," she said, with, he +thought, quite the girlish smile he had taken with +him in his roaming, and she leaned over the fence +and gave him her hand. He felt it pulsing warmly +in his, and a storm of feeling—the accumulation of +years—rushed over him as he looked into the eyes +he had never forgotten, and marvelled over their +wonderful lights and shadows. It was all he could +do to steady his voice when he next spoke.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It has been several years since I saw you," he +said, quite aimlessly. "In fact, you were a little +girl then, Virginia, and now you are a woman, a +full-grown woman—just think of that! But why +are you looking at me so steadily from head to +foot?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I—I can hardly realize that it really is you," +Virginia said. "You see, Luke—Mr. King, I mean—I +thought you were—really, I thought you were +dead. My mother has said it many times. She +quite believed it, for some reason or other."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She <em class="italics">wanted</em> to believe it, Virginia, with all respect +to your mother. She hates Aunt Ann—Mrs. +Boyd, you know—and it seems she almost hoped +I'd never amount to anything, since it was Mrs. +Boyd's means that gave me my education."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, that's the way it must have been," admitted +the girl, "and it seems strange for you to be +here when I have thought I'd perhaps never see +you again."</p> +<p class="pnext">"So you really thought I was done for?" he said, +trying to assume a calmness he was far from feeling +under the titillating spell her beauty and sweet, +musical voice had cast over him.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, mother often declared it was so, and then—" +She broke off, her color rising slightly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"And, then, Virginia—?" he reminded her, eagerly.</p> +<p class="pnext">She looked him frankly in the eyes; it was the +old, fearless, childlike glance that had told him +long ago of her strong, inherent nobility of character.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I really thought if you <em class="italics">had</em> been alive +you'd have come back to your mother. You would +have written, anyway. She's been in a pitiful condition, +Mr. King."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know it now, Virginia," he said, his cheeks +hot with shame. "I'm afraid you'll never understand +how a sane man could have acted as I have, +but I went away furious with her and her husband, +and I never allowed my mind to dwell in tenderness +on her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That was no excuse," the girl said, still firmly, +though her eyes were averted. "She had a right +to marry again, and, if you and her husband couldn't +get along together, that did not release you from +your duty to see that she was given ordinary comfort. +I've seen her walk by here and stop to rest, +when it looked like she could hardly drag one foot +after another. The thought came to me once that +she was starving to give what she had to eat to the +others."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You needn't tell me about it," he faltered, the +flames of his shame mounting high in his face—"I +stayed there last night. I saw enough to drag my +soul out of my body. Don't form hasty judgment +yet, Virginia. You shall see that I'll do my duty +now. I'll work my hands to the bone."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'm glad to hear you talk that way," the +girl answered. "It would make her so happy to +have help from you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Your ideas of filial duty were always beautiful, +Virginia," he said, his admiring eyes feasting on her +face. "I remember once—I shall never forget it—it +was the day you let me wade across the creek +with you in my arms. You said you were too big +to be carried, but you were as light as a feather. +I could have carried you that way all day and never +been tired. It was then that you told me in all +sincerity that you would really die for your mother's +sake. It seemed a strangely unselfish thing for a +little girl to say, but I believe now that you'd do it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, in my eyes it is the first, almost the <em class="italics">whole</em> +of one's duty in life," Virginia replied. "I hardly +have a moment's happiness now, owing to my mother's +failing health."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I was sorry to hear she was afflicted," said +King. "She's up and about, though, I believe."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, but she is suffering more than mere bodily +pain. She has her trouble on her mind night and +day. She's afraid to die, Luke. That's queer to +me. Even at my age I'd not be afraid, and she is +old, and really ought not to care. I'd think she +would have had enough of life, such as it has been +from the beginning till now, full of strife, anger, and +envy. I hear her calling me now, and I must go in. +Come see her, won't you?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, very soon," King said, as she turned away. +He stood at the fence and watched her as she moved +gracefully over the grass to the gate near the cottage. +At the door she turned and smiled upon +him, and then was gone.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I now know why I came back," he said. +"It was Virginia—little Virginia—that brought me. +Oh, God, isn't she beautiful—isn't she strong of +character and noble? Away back there when she +wore short dresses she believed in me. Once" (he +caught his breath) "I seemed to see the dawn of +love in her eyes, but it has died away. She has out-grown +it. She thought me dead; she didn't want +to think me alive and capable of neglecting my +mother. Well, she shall see. She, too, looks on +me as an idle drift-about; in due time she shall +know I am more serious than that. But I must go +slowly; if I am too impulsive I may spoil all my +chances, and, Luke King, if that woman does not +become your wife you will be a failure—a dead +failure at everything to which you lay your hands, +for you'd never be able to put your heart into anything +again—you couldn't, for it's hers for all time +and eternity."</p> +<p class="pnext">It was dusk when he returned to his mother's +cabin. Jake sat on his warm bag of meal just inside +the door. Old Mark had taken off his shoes, +and sat under a persimmon-tree "cooling off" and +yelling impatiently at his wife to "hurry up supper."</p> +<p class="pnext">When she heard Luke had returned, she came to +the door where he sat talking to Jake. "We didn't +know what had become of you," she said, as she +emerged from the cabin, bending her head to pass +through the low doorway.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I got interested in looking over the Dickerson +farm," he replied, "and before I realized it the sun +was almost down."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, it don't matter; I saved you a piece of pie; +I'm just warming it over now. I'll bet you didn't +get a bite o' dinner."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I did. The fact is, Dickerson remembered +me, and made me go to dinner with him; but I'm +ready to eat again."</p> +<p class="pnext">As they were rising from the table a few minutes +later, King said, in a rather constrained tone, "I've +got something to say to you all, and I may as well +do it now."</p> +<p class="pnext">With much clatter they dragged their chairs after +him to the front room and sat down with awkward +ceremony—the sort of dignified quiet that usually +governed them during the visit of some strolling +preacher or benighted peddler. They stared with +ever-increasing wonder as he placed his own chair in +front of them. Old Mark seemed embarrassed by +the formality of the proceedings, and endeavored to +relieve himself by assuming indifference. He coughed +conspicuously and hitched his chair back till it leaned +against the door-jamb.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a queer, boyish tremor in Luke King's +voice when he began to speak, and it vibrated there +till he had finished.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Since I went away from you," he began, his +eyes on the floor, "I have studied hard and closely +applied myself to a profession, and, though I've +wandered about a good deal, I've made it pay +pretty well. I'm not rich, now, but I'm worth +more than you think I am. In big cities the sort +of talent I happen to have brings a sort of market-price, +and I have profited by my calling. You +have never had any luck, and you have worked hard +and deserve more than has fallen to your lot. You'd +never be able to make anything on this poor land, +even if you could buy your supplies as low as those +who pay cash, but you have not had the ready +money at any time, and the merchants have swindled +you on every deal you've made with them. The +Dickerson plantation is the sort of place you really +need. It is worth double the price he asked for +it. I happened to have the money to spare, and I +bought it to-day while I was over there."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a profound silence in the room. The +occupants of the row of chairs stared at him with +widening eyes, mute and motionless. A sudden +breeze came in at the door and turned the oblong +flame of the candle on the mantel towards the wall, +and caused black ropes of smoke from the pine-knots +in the chimney to curl out into the room like +pyrotechnic snakes. Mrs. Bruce bent forward and +peered into King's motionless face and smiled and +slyly winked, then she glanced at the serious faces +of the others, and broke into a childish laugh of +genuine merriment.</p> +<p class="pnext">"La me! ef you-uns ain't settin' thar with +mouths open like bull-frogs swallowin' down ever'thing +that boy says, as ef it was so much law an' +gospel."</p> +<p class="pnext">But none of them entered her mood; indeed, they +gave her not so much as a glance. Without replying +to her, King rose and took the candle from the +mantel-piece. He stood it on the table and laid a +folded document beside it. "There's the deed," +he said. "It's made out to mother as long as she +lives, and to fall eventually to her step-daughters +and step-son, Jake."</p> +<p class="pnext">He left the paper on the table and went back to +his chair. An awkward silence ensued. It was +broken by old Mark. He coughed and threw his +tobacco-quid out at the door, and, smiling to hide +his half-sceptical agitation, he moved to the table. +His gaunt back was to them, and his grizzled face +went out of view when he bent to hold the paper +in the light.</p> +<p class="pnext">"By Jacks, that's what it is!" he blurted out. +"There's no shenanigan about it. The Dickerson +place is Mariar Habersham Bruce's, ef <em class="italics">I</em> kin read +writin'."</p> +<p class="pnext">With a great clatter of heavy shoes and tilted chairs +falling back into place, they rose and gathered about +him, leaving their benefactor submerged in their +combined shadow. Each took the paper, examined +it in reverent silence, and then slowly fell back, +leaving the document on the table. Mark Bruce +started aimlessly towards the next room, but finally +turned to the front door, where he stood irresolute, +staring out at the night-wrapped mountain road. +Mrs. Bruce looked at Luke helplessly and went into +the next room, and, exchanging glances of dumb +wonder with each other, the girls followed. Jake +noticed that the wind was blowing the document +from the table, and he rescued it and silently offered +it to his step-brother.</p> +<p class="pnext">King motioned it from him. "Give it to mother," +he said. "She'll take care of it; besides, it's been +recorded at the court-house. By-the-way, Dickerson +will get out at once; the transfer includes all +the furniture, and the crops, which are in a good +condition."</p> +<p class="pnext">King had Jake's bed to himself again that night. +For hours he lay awake listening to the insistent +drone of conversation from the family, which had +gathered under the apple-trees in front of the cabin. +About eleven o'clock some one came softly into his +room. The moon had risen, and its beams fell in +at the open door and through a window with a sliding +wooden shutter. It was Mrs. Bruce, and she +was moving with catlike caution.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Is that you, mother?" he asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">For an instant she was so much startled at finding +him awake that she made no reply. Then she +stammered: "Oh, I was tryin' so hard not to wake +you! I jest wanted to make shore yore bed was +comfortable. We put new straw in the tick to-day, +and sometimes new beds lie lumpy and uneven."</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's all right," he assured her. "I wasn't asleep, +anyway."</p> +<p class="pnext">He could feel her still trembling in excitement as +she sat down on the edge of the bed. "I reckon +you couldn't sleep, nuther," she said. "Thar hain't +a shut eye in this cabin. They've all laid down, an' +laid down, an' got up over an' over." She laughed +softly and twisted her hands nervously in her lap. +"We are all that excited we don't know which end +of us is up. Why, Luke, boy, it will be the talk of +the whole county, and it'll be a big feather in old +Ann Boyd's cap—you goin' off an' makin' money +so fast after she give you your schoolin', an' they +all predicted it ud come to no good end. Sech +luck hain't fell to any family as pore as we are sence +I kin remember. I don't know as I ever heard o' +such a thing in my life. La me, it ud make you +split your sides laughin' to set out thar an' listen +to all the plans them children are a-makin'. But +Mark, he has the least to say of all, an', Luke, as +happy as I am, I'm sorter sorry fer that pore old +fellow. He feels bad about the way he's always +treated you, an' run down yore kind o' work. He's +too back'ard an' shamefaced to ax yore pardon, an' +in a sheepish sort of a way, jest now, he hinted he'd +like fer me to plaster it over fer 'im. He's a good +man, Luke, but he's gittin' old an' childish, an' has +been hounded to death by debt an' circumstances."</p> +<p class="pnext">"He's all right," King said, strangely moved. +"Tell him I have not the slightest ill-will against +him, an' I hope he'll get along well on the new place."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Somehow you keep talkin' like you don't intend +to stay long," she said, tentatively.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know, but I sha'n't be far away," he replied. +"I can run up from my work in Atlanta every now +and then, and it would be great to rest up on a farm +among home folks, here in the mountains."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'll be glad of that," Mrs. Bruce said, +plaintively. "I have got sorter used to my step-children, +but they ain't the same as a body's own +flesh and blood. I'm proud of you, Luke," she +added, tremulously. "After all my fears that +you'd not come to much, you've turned out to be +my main-stay. You'll be a great man before you +die. Anybody that kin make an' throw away ten +thousand dollars as easy as you have, ain't no small +potato as men go these days. I reckon the trouble +with us all is that none of us had brains enough to +comprehend what yore aims was. But Ann Boyd +did. She's the most wonderful woman that ever +lived in this part of the country, anyhow—kicked +an' shoved about, hated an' hatin', an' yet ever' now +an' then hittin' the nail square on the head an' +doin' somethin' big an' grand—something Christ-like +an' holy—like what she done when she with-drawed +her suit agin Gus Willard, simply because +it would throw Mark out of a job to go on with it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, she's a good woman, mother."</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Bruce went out, so that her son might go to +sleep, but he slept very little. All night, at intervals, +the buzz of low voices and sudden outbursts +of merriment reached him and found soothing lodgment +in his satisfied soul. Then, too, he was revelling +in the memory of Virginia Hemingway's eyes +and voice, and a dazzling hope that his meeting +with her had inspired.</p> +<p class="pnext">His mother stole softly into his room towards +the break of day. This time it was to bring an old +shawl, full of holes and worn to shreds, which she +cautiously spread over him, for the mountain air +had grown cool. She thought him asleep, but as +she was turning away he caught her hand and drew +her down and kissed her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, Luke!" she exclaimed; "don't be foolish! +What's got in you? I—" But her voice had grown +husky, and her words died away in an irrepressible +sob. She did not stir for an instant, then she put +her arms round his neck and kissed him.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xvii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id18">XVII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">It was in the latter part of August. +Breezes with just a touch of autumnal +crispness bore down from the mountain-sides, +clipping from their stems +the first dead and dying leaves, and +swept on across Ann Boyd's level cotton-fields, where +she was at work at the head of a score of cotton-pickers—negro +men, boys, women, and girls. There +were certain social reasons why the unemployed poor +white females would not labor under this strange +woman, though they needed her ready money as +badly as the blacks, and that, too, was a constant +thorn in the flesh of Ann's pride. She could afford +to pay well for work, inasmuch as her planting +and harvesting were invariably profitable. She had +good agricultural judgment, and she used it. Even +her cotton picking would average up better to the +acre than any other farmer's, for she saw to it that +her workers put in good time and left no white, +fluttering scrap on stalk, leaf, or bole to attract the +birds looking for linings for their winter's nests. +When her black band had left a portion of her field, +it was as if a forest fire had swept over it, leaving it +brown and bare. The negroes were always ready +to work for her, for the best of them were never +criticised for having done so. The most fault-finding +of her enemies had even been glad of the +opportunity to call attention to the fact that only +negroes would sink so low as to toil by her side. But +the blacks didn't care, and in their taciturn fidelity +they never said aught against her. As a rule, the +colored people had contempt for the "pore white +trash," and reverenced the ex-slave-holder and his +family; but Ann Boyd was neither one nor the +other. She was rich, and therefore powerful—a +creature to be measured by no existing standards. +When they worked for their old owners and others of +the same impoverished class, they were asked to +take in payment old clothing, meat—and not the +choicest—from the smoke-house, and grain from +the barn, or a questionable order to some store-keeper +who, being dubious about the planter's account +himself, usually charged double in self-protection. +But on Ann's place it was different. At +the end of each day, hard, jingling cash was laid into +their ready palms, and it was symbolic of the freedom +which years before had been talked about so +much, but which somehow had appeared in name +only. Yes, Ann Boyd was different. Coming in +closer contact with her than the whites, they knew +her better and felt her inherent worth. They always +addressed her as "Miss Ann," and as "Miss +Ann" she was known among them far and near—a +queer, powerful individuality about whose private +life—having naught to lose or gain by it—they +never gossiped.</p> +<p class="pnext">On the present day, when the sun dipped below +the mountain-top, Ann raised the cow's horn, which +she always wore at her belt, and blew a resounding +blast upon it. This was the signal that the day's +toil was ended, and yet so faithful were her black +allies that each tried to complete the row he happened +to be on before he brought in his bag. The +crop for the year was good over all that portion of +the state, and the newspapers, which Ann read +carefully by candle-light at night, were saying that, +owing to the little cotton being produced in other +parts of the South, the price was going to be high. +And that meant that Ann Boyd would be a "holder" +in the market—not needing ready money, her bales +would remain in a warehouse in Darley till the highest +price had been reached in the long-headed woman's +judgment, which in this, too, was always good—so +good, in fact, that the Darley cotton speculators +were often guided by it to their advantage.</p> +<p class="pnext">The gathering-bags all in the cotton-house, Ann +locked the rusty padlock, paid the toilers from her +leather bag, and trudged home to her well-earned +supper. When that was prepared and eaten, she +moved her chair to the front porch and sat down; +but the air was cool to unpleasantness, and she +moved back into the gracious warmth of the big, +open fire. All the afternoon her heart had thrilled +over a report that Jane Hemingway's small cotton +crop was being hastily and carelessly gathered and +sold at the present low price by the man who held +a mortgage on it. It pleased Ann to think that +Jane would later hear of her own high receipts and +be stung by it. Then, too, she had heard that Jane +was more and more concerned about her bodily +affliction and the inability to receive proper treatment. +Yes, Jane was getting payment for what +she had done in such an underhanded way, and Ann +was glad of it.</p> +<p class="pnext">Other things had not gone to please Ann of late. +She had tried her best to be in sympathy with Luke +King's action in paying out his last dollar of ready +money for a farm for his family, whom she heartily +despised for their treatment of her, but she could +not see it from the young man's sanguine and cheerful +stand-point. She had seen the Bruce family +driving by in one of the old-fashioned vehicles the +Dickersons had owned, and the sight had seemed +ludicrous to her. "The boy will never amount to +anything," she said. "He'll be poor all his life. +He'll let anybody impose on him." And yet she +loved him with a strange, insistent affection she +could hardly understand. Even when she had bitterly +upbraided him for that amazing act of impulsive +generosity, as he sat in her doorway the +next morning, and she saw the youthful blaze of +enthusiasm in his eyes as he essayed to justify his +course by the theories of life which had guided him +in his professional career—even then an impulse +was tugging at her heart to listen and believe the +things he was so ardently declaring would free her +from her bondage to hate and avarice. She could +have kissed him as she might have kissed a happy, +misguided son, and yet her coldness, her severity, +she argued, was to be for his ultimate good. He had +sent her copies of his new paper, with his editorials +proudly marked in blue pencil. They were all in +the same altruistic vein, and, strange to say, the extracts +printed from leading journals all over the +South in regard to his work were full of hearty +approval. He had become a great factor for good +in the world. He was one man who had the unfaltering +courage of his convictions. Ann laughed +to herself as she recalled all she had said to him +that day. No wonder that he had thrown it off +with a smile and a playful kiss, when such high +authorities were backing him up. True, he might +live in such a way as never to need the money which +had been her weapon of defence, and he might +finally rise to a sort of penniless greatness. Besides, +his life was one thing, hers another. No great calamity +had come to him in youth, such as she had +known and so grimly fought; no persistent enemy +was following his track with the scent and bay of +a blood-hound, night and day seeking to rend him +to pieces.</p> +<p class="pnext">These reflections were suddenly disturbed by a +most unusual sound at that time of night. It was +the sharp click of the iron gate-latch. Ann's heart +sprang to her throat and seemed to be held there +by taut suspense. She stood up, her hand on the +mantel-piece, bending her ears for further sounds. +Then she heard a heavy, even tread approaching. +How could it be? And yet, though a score of years +had sped since it had fallen on her ears, she knew +it well. "It can't be!" she gasped. "It's somebody +else that happens to walk like him; he'd never +dare to—"</p> +<p class="pnext">The step had reached the porch. The sagging +floor bent and creaked. It was Joe Boyd. She +knew it now full well, for no one else would have paused +like that before rapping. There was silence. The +visitor was actually feeling for the door-latch. It +was like Joe Boyd, after years of absence, to have +thought to enter her house as of old without +the formality of announcing himself. He tried the +latch; the door was fast. He paused another moment, +then rapped firmly and loudly. Ann stood +motionless, her face pale and set almost in a grimace +of expectancy. Then Boyd stalked heavily to +the window at the end of the porch; she saw his +bushy head and beard against the small square of +glass. As one walking in sleep, Ann stepped close +to the window, and through the glass their eyes +met in the first visual greeting since he had gone +away.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Open the door, Ann," he said, simply. "I want +to see you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh, you <em class="italics">do</em>, do you?" she cried. "Well, you +march yourself through that gate an' come round +here in daytime. I see myself opening up at night +for you or anybody else."</p> +<p class="pnext">He pressed his face closer to the glass. His +breath spread moisture upon it, and he raised his +hands on either side of his head that he might more +clearly see within.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I want to see you, Ann," he repeated, simply. +"I've been riding since dinner, and just got here; +my hoss is lame."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh!" she sniffed. "I tell you, Joe Boyd, I'll +not—" She went no further. Something in his +aging features tied her tongue. He had really altered +remarkably; his face was full of lines cut +since she had seen him. His beard had grown +rough and bristly, as had his heavy eyebrows. How +little was he now like the once popular beau of +the country-side who had been considered the best +"catch" among young farmers! No, she had not +thought of him as such a wreck, such an impersonation +of utter failure, and even resignation to it.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon you'd better open the door an' let me +in, Ann," he said. "I won't bother you long. I've +just a few words to say. It's not about me. It's +about Nettie."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, it's about the child!" Ann breathed more +freely. "Well, wait a minute, till I make a light."</p> +<p class="pnext">He saw her go to the mantel-piece and get a candle +and bend over the fire. There was a sudden flare +of bluish flame as the dripping tallow became ignited +in the hot ashes, then she straightened up and +placed the light on a table. She moved slowly to +the door and opened it. They stood face to face. +He started—as if from the habit of general greeting—to +hold out his rough hand, but changed his mind +and rubbed it awkwardly against his thigh as his +dumb stare clung to hers.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes," he began, doggedly, "it's about Nettie." +He had started to close the door after him, but, +grasping the shutter firmly, Ann pushed it back +against the wall.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Let the door stand open," she said, harshly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh," he grunted, stupidly, "I didn't know but +somebody passin' along the road might—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, let 'em pass and look in, too," Ann retorted. +"I'd a sight rather they'd pass and see +you here in open candle-light than to have the door +of my house closed with us two behind it. Huh!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well," he said, a blear in his big, weary eyes, +"you know best, I reckon. I admit I don't go deep +into such matters. It's sorter funny to see you so +particular, though, and with—with <em class="italics">me</em>."</p> +<p class="pnext">He walked to the fire and mechanically held out +his hands to the warmth. Then, with his back to +the red glow, he stood awkwardly, his eyes on the +floor. After a pause, he said, suddenly: "If you +don't mind, Ann, I'd rather set down. I'm tired to +death, nearly, from that blasted long ride. Coming +down-hill for five or six miles on a slow, stiff-jointed +hoss is heavy on a man as old as I am."</p> +<p class="pnext">She reached behind her and gave him a chair, but +refused to sit down herself, standing near him as he +sank into the chair; and, quite in his old way, she +noticed he thrust out his pitifully ill-shod feet to +the flames and clasped his hair-grown hands in his +lap—that, too, in the old way, but with added +feebleness.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You said it was about the child," Ann reminded +him. "Ain't she well?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, she's well an' hearty," Boyd made +haste to reply. "I reckon you may think it's odd +fer me to ride away over here, but, Ann, I'm a man +that feels like I want to do my full duty if I can in +this life, and I've been bothering a lots here lately—a +lots. I've lost sleep over a certain delicate matter, +but nothing I kin do seems to help me out. +It's a thing, you see, that I couldn't well ask advice +on, and so I had to tussle with it in private. Finally +I thought I'd just ride over and lay the whole thing +before you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, what is it?" Ann asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's about the hardest thing to talk about that +I ever tried to approach," Boyd said, with lowered +glance, "but I reckon I'll have to get it out and be +done with it, one way or another. You see, Ann, +when the law gave me the custody of the child I +was a younger man, with more outlook and health +and management, in the judgment of the court, than +I've got now, and I thought that what I couldn't +do for my own flesh and blood nobody else could, +and so I took her off."</p> +<p class="pnext">"<em class="italics">Yes, you took her off!</em>" Ann straightened up, +and a sneer touched her set features; there was a +sarcastic, almost triumphant cry of vindictiveness in +her tone.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I thought all that," Boyd continued. "And +I meant well, but miscalculated my own capacity +and endurance. Instead of making money hand +over hand as folks said almost any man could do +out West, I sunk all I put in. We come back this +way then, and I located in Gilmer, thinking I'd do +better on soil I understood, and among the kind o' +folks and religion I was used to, but it's been down-hill +work ever since then. When Nettie was little +it didn't seem like so much was demanded, but now, +Ann, she's like all the balance o' young women of +her age. She wants things like the rest around her, +an' she pines for them, an' sulks, and—and makes +me feel awful. It's a powerful hard matter for me +to dress her like some o' the rest about us, and she's +the proudest thing that ever wore shoe-leather."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see!" said Ann. "She's going about, too, +with—she's bein' courted by some feller or other."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, Sam Lawson, over there, a likely young +chap, has taken a big fancy to her, and he's good +enough, too, but I reckon a little under the influence +of his daddy, who is a hard-shell Baptist, a man that +believes in sanctification and talks it all the time. +Well, to come down to it, things between Nettie +and Sam is sorter hanging fire, and Nettie's nearly +crazy for fear it will fall through. And that's why, +right now, I screwed up to the point of coming to +see you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You thought I could help her out in her courting?" +Ann sneered, and yet beneath her sneer lay +an almost eager curiosity.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, not that exactly"—Joe Boyd spread out +his rough fingers very wide to embrace as much of +his dust-coated beard as possible; he pulled downward +on a rope of it, and let his shifting glance rest +on the fire—"not that exactly, Ann."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, then, I don't understand, Joe Boyd," Ann +said; "and let me tell you that no matter what sort +of young thing I was when we lived together, I'm +now a <em class="italics">business</em> woman, and a <em class="italics">successful</em> one, and I +have a habit of not beating about the bush. I talk +straight and make others do the same. Business is +business, and life is short."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'll talk as straight as I can," Boyd swallowed. +"You see, as I say, old Lawson is a narrow, +grasping kind of a man, and he can't bear the idea +of his only boy not coming into something, even +if it's very little, and I happen to know that he's +been expecting my little farm over there to fall to +Nettie."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, <em class="italics">won't</em> it?" Ann demanded.</p> +<p class="pnext">Boyd lowered his shaggy head. There was a +piteous flicker of despair in the lashes of the eyes +Ann had once loved so well.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's mortgaged to the hilt, Ann," he gulped, +"and next Wednesday if I can't pay down five +hundred to Carson in Darley, it will go under the +hammer. That will bust Nettie's love business all +to flinders. Old Lawson's got Sam under his thumb, +and he'll call it off. Nettie knows all about it. +She's no fool for a girl of her age; she found out +about the debt; she hardly sleeps a wink, but mopes +about with red eyes all day long. I thought I had +trouble away back when me 'n' you—away back +there, you know—but I was younger then, and this +sorter seems to be <em class="italics">my</em> fault."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann fell to quivering with excitement as she +reached for a chair and leaned upon it, her stout +knee in the seat, her strong, bare arms resting on +the back.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Right here I want to ask you one question, Joe +Boyd, before we go a step further. Did Mary Waycroft +make a proposal to Nettie—did Mary Waycroft +hint to Nettie that maybe I'd be willing to +help her along in some substantial way?"</p> +<p class="pnext">The farmer raised a pair of shifting eyes to the +piercing orbs above him, and then looked down.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I believe she did something of the sort, Ann," he +said, reluctantly, "but, you see—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see nothing but <em class="italics">this</em>," Ann threw into the gap +left by his sheer inability to proceed—"I see nothing +but the fact that my proposition scared her nearly +to death. She was afraid it would get out that she +was having something to do with me, and now, if I +do rescue this land from public sale, I must keep +in the background, not even let her know where +the money is coming from."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I didn't say <em class="italics">that</em>," Boyd said, heavily stricken +by the combined force of her tone and words. "The—the +whole thing's for <em class="italics">you</em> to decide on. I've tussled +with it till I'm sick and tired. I wouldn't +have come over if I hadn't thought it was my +bounden duty to lay it before you. The situation +has growed up unforeseen out of my trouble and +yours. If you want the girl's land to go under +hammer and bust up her marriage, that's all right. +I won't cry about it, for I'm at the end of my rope. +You see, law or no law, she's yore natural flesh and +blood, jest as she is mine, an' she wasn't—the girl +wasn't responsible fer what you an' me tuck a notion +to do away back there. The report is out +generally that everything you touch somehow turns +to gold—that you are rolling in money. That's +the reason I thought it was my duty—by God, +Ann Lincoln"—his eyes were flashing with something +like the fire which had blazed in them when +he had gone away in his health and prime—"I +wouldn't ask you for a red cent, for myself, not if +I was dying for a mouthful of something to eat. +I'm doing this because it seems right according +to my poor lights. The child's happiness is at +stake; you can look at it as you want to and act +as you see fit."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann bit her lip; a shudder passed over her strong +frame from head to foot. She lowered her big head +to her hands. "Sometimes," she groaned, "I wish +I could actually curse God for the unfairness of my +lot. The hardest things that ever fell to the fate of +any human being have been mine. In agony, Jesus +Christ prayed, they say, to let His cup pass if +possible. <em class="italics">His</em> cup! What <em class="italics">was</em> His cup? Just death—that's +all; but <em class="italics">this</em> is a million times worse than +death—this here crucifixion of pride—this here +forcing me to help and protect people who deny me, +who shiver at a hint of my approach, yelling 'Unclean, +unclean!' like the lepers outside the city +gates—beyond the walls that encompass accepted +humanity. Joe Boyd"—she raised her face and +stared at him—"you don't no more know me +than you know the stars above your head. I am +no more the silly girl that you married than I am +some one else. I learned the lesson of life away +back there when you left in that wagon with the +child of my breast. I have fought a long battle, +and I'm still fighting. To me, with all my experience, +you—you poor little thing—are a baby of a +man. You had a wife who, if she <em class="italics">does</em> say it, had +the brain of a dozen such men as you are, and yet +you listened to the talk of a weak, jealous, disappointed +woman and came and dared to wipe your +feet on me, spit in my face, and drag my name into +the mire of public court. I made no defence then—I +don't make any now. I'll never make any. My +life shall be my defence before God, and Him only. +I wish it could be a lesson to all young women who +are led into misfortune such as mine. To every +unfortunate girl I'd say, 'Never marry a man too +weak to understand and appreciate you.' I loved +you, Joe Boyd, as much as a woman ever loved a +man, but it was like the love of a strong man for a +weak, dependent woman. Somehow I gloried in your +big, hulking helplessness. What I have since done in +the management of affairs I wanted to do for you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I know all that, Ann, but this is no time or +place to—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"But it's <em class="italics">got</em> to be the time and place," she retorted, +shaking a stiff finger in his face. "I want +to show you one side of this matter. I won't mention +names, but a man, an old man, come to me one +day. He set there on my door-step and told me +about his life of his own free will and accord, because +he'd heard of mine, and wanted to comfort +me. He'd just buried his wife—a woman he'd +lived with for thirty-odd years, and big tears rolled +down his cheeks while he was talking. He said he +was going to tell me what he'd never told a living +soul. He said away back, when he was young, he +loved his wife and courted her. He saw that she +loved him, but she kept holding off and wouldn't +give in till he was nearly distracted; then he said +her mother come to him and told him what the +trouble was. It was because the girl had had bad +luck like I did. She loved him and wanted to +make him a good wife, but was afraid it would be +wrong. He said he told the girl's mother that it +made no difference to him, and that he then and +there promised never on this earth to mention it to +her, and he never did. She was the woman he +lived with for a third of a century in holy wedlock, +and who he couldn't speak of without shedding tears. +Now, Joe Boyd, here's my point—the only difference +I can see in that woman's conduct and mine is that +I would have told you, but I didn't think you was +the kind of a man to tell a thing like that to. I +didn't think you was strong enough, as a man, but +I thought your happiness and mine depended on +our marriage, and so after you had dogged my steps +for years I consented. So you see, if—if, I say—you +had gone and let the old matter drop, you +wouldn't have been in the plight you are now, and +our child would have had more of the things she +needed."</p> +<p class="pnext">"There are two sides to it," Boyd said, raising a +sullen glance to her impassioned face. "And that +reminds me of an old man I knew about. He was +the best husband that ever walked the earth. He +loved his wife and children, and when he was seventytwo +years of age he used to totter about with his +grandchildren all day long, loving them, with his +whole heart. Then one day proof was handed him—actual +proof—that not a speck of his blood flowed +in their veins. He was hugging one of the little +ones in his arms when he heard the truth. Ann, it +killed him. That's t'other side. You nor me can't +handle a matter as big and endless as that is. The +Lord God of the universe is handling ours. We can +talk and plan, but most of us, in a pinch, will do as +generations before us have done in sech delicate +matters."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I suppose so." Ann's lips were white; there was +a wild, hunted look in her great, staring eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I tried to reason myself out of the action I +finally took," Boyd went on, deliberately, "but +there was nothing else to do. I was bothered nigh +to death. The thing was running me stark crazy. +I had to chop it off, and I'm frank to say, even at +this late day, that I don't see how I could have done +otherwise. But I didn't come here to fetch all this +up. It was just the other matter, and the belief +that it was my duty to give you a chance to act on +it as you saw fit."</p> +<p class="pnext">"If her wedding depends on it, the farm must be +saved," Ann said, quietly. "I give away money +to others, why shouldn't I to—to her? I'll get a +blank and write a check for the money."</p> +<p class="pnext">He lowered his head, staring at the flames. +"That's for you to decide," he muttered. "When +the debt is paid the land shall be deeded to her. +I'll die rather than borrow on it again."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann went to the clock on the mantel-piece and +took down a pad of blank checks and a pen and bottle +of ink. Placing them on the table, she sat down +and began to write with a steady hand and a firm +tilt of her head to one side.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Hold on!" Boyd said, turning his slow glance +upon her. "Excuse me, but there's one thing we +haven't thought of."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann looked up from the paper questioningly. +"What is that?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, you see, I reckon I'd have to get that +check cashed somewhere, Ann, and as it will have +your name on it, why, you see, in a country where +everybody knows everybody else's business—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I understand," Ann broke in—"they would know +I had a hand in it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, they would know that, of course, if I made +use of that particular check."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann Boyd rested her massive jaw on her hand in +such a way as to hide her face from his view. She +was still and silent for a minute, then she rose, and, +going to the fire, she bent to the flame of a pine-knot +and destroyed the slip of paper.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't <em class="italics">usually</em> keep that much money about the +house," she said, looking down on him, "but I happen +to have some hidden away. Go out and get +your horse ready and I'll bring it to you at the +fence."</p> +<p class="pnext">He obeyed, rising stiffly from his chair and reaching +for his worn slouch hat.</p> +<p class="pnext">He was standing holding his bony horse by the +rein when she came out a few minutes later and +gave him a roll of bills wrapped in a piece of cloth.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Here it is," she said. "You came after it under +a sense of duty, and I am sending it the same way. +I may be made out of odd material, but I don't care +one single thing about the girl. If you had come +and told me she was dead, I don't think I'd have +felt one bit different. It might have made me a +little curious to know which of us was going next—you, +me, or her—that's all. Good-bye, Joe Boyd."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Good-bye, Ann," he grunted, as he mounted his +horse. "I'll see that this matter goes through +right."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xviii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id19">XVIII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">Colonel Preston Chester and +his son Langdon were at breakfast two +days after this. The dining-room of +the old mansion was a long, narrow +chamber on the first floor, connected +with the brick kitchen outside by a wooden passage, +roofed, latticed at both sides, and vine-grown. The +dining-room had several wide windows which opened +on a level with the floor of the side veranda. Strong +coffee, hot biscuits, and birds delicately browned +were brought in by a turbaned black woman, who +had once been a slave in the family, and then she +discreetly retired.</p> +<p class="pnext">The old gentleman, white-haired, pink and clear +of complexion, and wearing a flowing mustache +and an imperial, which he nervously clutched and +twisted in his soft fingers, was not in a good humor.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Here I am ready to go to Savannah, as I promised, +to pay a visit and bring your mother back," +he fumed, "and now find that you have taxed my +credit at the bank so heavily with your blasted idleness +and poker debts that they actually gave me a +lecture about my financial condition. But I've certainly +headed you off, sir. I left positive orders +that no check of yours is to be honored during my +absence."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You did that, father? Why—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Of course I did it. I can't put up with your +extravagance and damnable habits, and I don't intend +to."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But, father, I've heard you say you cost your +parents on an average of four thousand dollars a +year before you got married, and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't begin that twaddle over again," roared +the Colonel in his coffee-cup. "What my father +did for me in those easy times has nothing to do +with our condition in the present day. Besides, it +was the custom of the times to live high, while now +it's coming to be a disgrace to be idle or to have +luxuries. We've got to work like the rest at something +or other. Here's that Luke King back from +the West with enough money to install his whole +gang of white trash in one of the best places in the +entire river valley, and is conducting a paper in +Atlanta that everybody is talking about. Why, +blast it all, I heard Governor Crawford say at the +Capital City Club the other day that if he—mind +you, the governor of the State—if he could get +King's influence he would be re-elected sure. Think +of that, when I put a fortune into your education. +You are doing nothing for your name, while he's +climbing like that on the poor chances he had."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, he had education, such as he needed," +Langdon replied, with a retaliatory glance at his +father. "Ann Boyd sent him to school, you know."</p> +<p class="pnext">The old man's eyes wavered; he drank from his +cup silently, and then carefully wiped his mustache +on his napkin. It was not the first time Langdon +had dared to pronounce the woman's name in his +presence, and it looked as if the Colonel dreaded +further allusions.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I've got to make the trip to Savannah," +he said, still avoiding his son's glance, and trying to +keep up his attitude of cold reproof. He was becoming +convinced that Langdon was acquiring a +most disagreeable habit of justifying his own wild +conduct by what he had heard of his father's past, +and this was decidedly irritating to the planter, +who found enough to reproach himself with in reflecting +upon what he had gone through without +being held accountable for another career which +looked quite as bad in the bud and might bear even +worse fruit.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I think myself, all jokes aside, that you +ought to go," Langdon said. "I'll do the best I +can to keep things straight here. The hunting will +be good, and I can manage to kill time. You'll +want to take along some spending money, father. +Those old chums of yours down there will draw you +into a poker game sure."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll cut that out, I reckon"—the Colonel smiled +in spite of himself. Langdon was such a copy of +what he had been at the same age that it seemed, +under stress of certain memories, almost wrong to +reprove him. "No, I've sworn off from cards, and +that's one thing I want you to let alone. I don't +want to hear of your having any more of those +all-night carouses here, leaving bullet-holes in your +grandfather's portrait, as you and your dissolute +gang did the last time I was away. It's a wonder +to me you and those fellows didn't burn the house +down."</p> +<p class="pnext">At this juncture Langdon was glad to see the +overseer of the plantation on the veranda, and the +Colonel went out to give him some instructions.</p> +<p class="pnext">Two nights later, when he had seen his father off +at the door and turned back into the great, partly +lighted house, Langdon set about thinking how he +could spend the evening and rid himself of the +abiding sense of loneliness that had beset him. He +might stroll over to Wilson's store, but the farmers +he met there would be far from congenial, for he +was not popular with many of them, and unless he +could meet, which was unlikely at night, some +drummer who would play poker freely with the +funds of the house he represented against Langdon's +ready promises to pay, his walk would be fruitless. +No, he would not go to the store, he decided; and +still he was in no mood, at so early an hour, for the +solitude of his room or the antiquated library, from +the shelves of which frowned the puritanical books +of his Presbyterian ancestors. Irresolute, he had +wandered to the front veranda again, and as he +stood looking eastward he espied, through the trees +across the fields and meadows, a light. It was Jane +Hemingway's kitchen candle, and the young man's +pulse beat more rapidly as he gazed at it. He +had occasionally seen Virginia outside the house of +evenings, and had stolen chats with her. Perhaps +he might have such luck again. In any case, nothing +would be lost in trying, and the walk would kill +time. Besides, he was sure the girl was beginning +to like him; she now trusted him more, and seemed +always willing to talk to him. She believed he +loved her; who could doubt it when he himself had +been surprised at his tenderness and flights of eloquence +when inspired by her rare beauty and sweetness? +Sometimes he believed that his feeling for +the beautiful, trustful girl was a love that would +endure, but when he reflected on the difference in +their stations in life he had grave and unmanly +doubts. As he walked along the road, the light of +Jane's candle, like the glow of a fire-fly, intermittently +appearing and disappearing ahead of him through +the interstices of the trees and foliage, the memory +of the gossip about his father and Ann Boyd flashed +unpleasantly upon him. Was he, after all, following +his parent's early bent? Was family history repeating +itself? But when the worst was said about +that affair, who had been seriously injured? Certainly +not the easy-going Colonel, surely not the +sturdy pariah herself, who had, somehow, turned +her enforced isolation to such purpose that she was +rich in the world's goods and to all appearances +cared not a rap for public opinion.</p> +<hr class="docutils"/> +<p class="pfirst">That day had been the gloomiest in Virginia's +life. Early in the morning Jane had gone to Darley +for the twentieth time to try to borrow the +money with which to defray her expenses to Atlanta. +She had failed again, and came home at dusk absolutely +dejected.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's all up with me!" she groaned, as she sank +heavily into a chair in front of the cheerful fire +Virginia had in readiness, and pushed her worn +shoes out to the flames. "I went from one old +friend to another, telling them my condition, but +they seemed actually afraid of me, treating me almost +like a stranger. They all told tales of need, +although they seemed to have plenty of everything. +Judge Crane met me in Main Street and told me I +could appeal to the county fund and get on the +pauper list, but without offering to help me; he said +he knew I'd almost rather die than fall so low. No, +I'll not do that, Virginia. That's what would tickle +Ann Boyd and some others powerfully."</p> +<p class="pnext">With lagging steps and a heart like lead, Virginia +went about preparing the simple meal. Her mother +ate only hot buttered toast with boiled milk on it +to soften it for her toothless gums, but the fair cook +scarcely touched food at all. Her mother's grewsome +affliction was in the sensitive girl's mind all +through each successive day, and even at night her +sleep was broken by intermittent dreams of this +or that opportunity to raise the coveted money. +Sometimes it was the jovial face of a crude, penniless +neighbor who laughed carelessly as he handed +her a cumbersome roll of bank-bills; again she would +find a great heap of gold glittering in the sun, only +to wake with her delicate fingers tightly clasped on +nothing at all—to wake that she might lie and listen +to Jane's sighs and moans as the old woman crouched +over the ash-buried coals to light a tallow-dip to +look, for the thousandth time, at the angry threat +of fate upon her withered breast.</p> +<p class="pnext">To-night, greatly wearied by her long ride and being +on her feet so long, Jane went to bed early, and, +when she was alone, Virginia, with a mental depression +that had become almost physical pain, went out +and sat on the front door-step in the moonlight. That +very day a plan of her own in regard to the raising +of the money had fallen to earth. She had heard +of the munificent gift Luke King had made to his +mother, and she determined that she would go to +him, lay the case before him, and pledge herself to +toil for him in any capacity till he was repaid; but +when she had gone as far in the direction of the +newly purchased farm as the Hincock Spring, she +met Mary Bruce in a new dress and hat, and indirectly +discovered that King had given up his last +dollar of ready money to secure the property for his +people. No, she would not take her own filial +troubles to a young man who was so nobly battling +with his own. At any other moment she might +have had time to admire King's sacrifice, but her +mind was too full of her own depressing problem to +give thought to that of another. Her sharp reproof +to him for his neglect of his mother during his absence +in the West flitted through her memory, and +at a less troubled moment she would have seen how +ridiculously unjust her childish words must have +sounded.</p> +<p class="pnext">As she sat, weighted down with these things, she +heard a step down the road. It was slow and +leisured, if not deliberately cautious. It was accompanied +by a persistent spark of fire which flitted +always on a straight line, in view and out, among +the low bushes growing close to the fence along the +roadside. A moment later a handsome face in the +flare of a burning cigar appeared, smiling confidently +at the gate. It was Langdon Chester.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Come out here," he said, in a soft, guarded +voice. "I want to see you."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia rose, listened to ascertain if her mother +was still asleep, and then, drawing her light shawl +about her shoulders, she went to the fence. He +reached over the gate and took her hand and pressed +it warmly. "I was awfully afraid I'd not see you," +he said. "I've failed so many times. My father +left to-day, and I am very lonely in that big house +with not a soul nearer than the negro-quarter."</p> +<p class="pnext">"It must be lonely," Virginia said, trying to be +pleasant and to throw off her despondency.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Your mother went to town to-day, didn't she?" +Chester pursued, still holding the hand which showed +an indifferent inclination to quit his clasp. "I +think I saw her coming back. Did she get what +she went for?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, she failed utterly," Virginia sighed. "I +don't know what to do. She's suffering awfully—not +in bodily pain, you know, for there is none at +all, but in the constant and morbid fear of death. +It is an awful thing to be face to face, day after day, +night after night, with a mother who is in such +agony. I never dreamed such a fate could be in +store for any young girl. It is actually driving me +crazy."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, yes," Langdon said, hesitatingly. "I want +to tell you something. I had a talk with my father +about her just before he left. I've worried over it, +too, little girl. Folks may run me down, you know, +but I've got real feelings; and so, as a last resort, as +I say, I told him about it. He's hard up himself, +as you may know, along with our heavy family expenses, +and interest on debts, and taxes, but I managed +to put it in such a way as to get him interested, +and he's promised to let me have the money +provided he can make a certain deal down at Savannah. +But he says it must be kept absolutely +quiet, you understand. If he sends me this money, +you must not speak of it to any one—the old man +is very peculiar."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia's heart bounded, the hot blood of a dazzling +new hope pulsed madly in her veins. The +tensity of her hand in his warm clasp relaxed; her +eyes, into which his own passionate ones were melting, +held kindling fires of gratitude and trust.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, oh, oh!" she cried, "if he only <em class="italics">would</em>!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, there is a splendid chance of his doing it," +Langdon said. "I was awfully afraid to mention +the subject to him, you know, for fear that he would +suspect my interest was wholly due to you, but it +happens that he has never seen us together, and so +he thought it was simply my sympathy for one of +our neighbors. I had to do something, Virginia. +I couldn't stay idle when my beautiful little sweetheart +was in such downright trouble."</p> +<p class="pnext">With a furtive glance towards the house and up +and down the road, Langdon drew her towards him. +Just one instant she resisted, and then, for the first +time in her life, she allowed him to kiss her without +open protest. She remained thus close to him, +permitting him to stroke her soft, rounded cheeks +gently. Never before were two persons impelled +by diverse forces so closely united.</p> +<p class="pnext">"When do you—you think your father will +write?" she asked, her voice low, her soul almost +shrieking in joy.</p> +<p class="pnext">"That depends," said Chester. "You see, he +may not get at the matter <em class="italics">the very day</em> he arrives +in Savannah, for he is a great old codger to let +matters slide in the background while he is meeting +old friends. But, little girl, I don't intend to let it +slip out of his mind. I'll drop him a line and urge +him to fix it up if possible. That, I think, will bring +him around. Your mother is sound asleep," he +added, seductively; "let's walk a little way down +the road. I sha'n't keep you long. I feel awfully +happy with you all to myself."</p> +<p class="pnext">She raised no objection as he unfastened the +latch of the gate with deft, noiseless fingers and, +smiling playfully, drew her after him and silently +closed the opening.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Now, this is more like it," he said. "Lovers +should have the starry skies above them and open +fields about. Forget your mother a little while, +Virginia. It will all come out right, and you and +I will be the happiest people in the world. Great +Heavens! how perfectly lovely you are in the moonlight! +You look like a statue of Venus waking to life."</p> +<p class="pnext">They had reached the brook which rippled on +brown stones across the road at the foot of the +slight rise on which the cottage stood, when they +saw some one approaching. It was Ann Boyd driving +her cow home, her heavy skirts pinned up half-way +to her stout knees. With one sharp, steady +stare at them, Ann, without greeting of any kind, +lowered her bare, dew-damp head and trudged on.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's that miserly old hag, Ann Boyd," Langdon +said, lightly. "I don't like her any more than she +does me. I reckon that old woman has circulated +more lies about me than all the rest of the country +put together."</p> +<p class="pnext">At the first sight of Ann, Virginia had withdrawn +her hand from Langdon's arm and passionate clasp +of fingers, but the action had not escaped Ann's +lynx eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's coming, thank God, it's coming as fast as a +dog can trot!" she chuckled as she plodded along +after her waddling cow. "Now, Jane Hemingway, +you'll have something else to bother about besides +your blasted cancer—something that will cut your +pride as deep as that does your selfish flesh. It +won't fail to come, either. Don't I know the +Chester method? Huh, if I don't, it isn't known. +With his head bent that way, and holding her hand +with hand and arm both at once, he might have been +his father over again. Huh, I felt like tearing his +eyes out, just now—the young beast! I felt like +she was me, and the old brink was yawning again +right at my feet. Huh, I felt that way about Jane +Hemingway's daughter—that's the oddest thing of +all! But she <em class="italics">is</em> beautiful; she's the prettiest thing +I ever saw in all my life. No wonder he is after +her; she's the greatest prize for a Chester in Georgia. +Jane's asleep right now, but she'll wake before +long and she'll wonder with all her wounded +pride how God ever let her close her eyes. Yes, +my revenge is on the way. I see the light its +blaze has cast on ahead. It may be Old Nick's +torch—what do I care? He can wave it, wave it, +wave it!"</p> +<p class="pnext">She increased her step till she overtook her cow. +Laying her hand on the animal's back, she gently +patted it. "Go on home to your calf, you hussy," +she laughed. "The young of even <em class="italics">your</em> sort is safer, +according to the plan that guides the world, than +Jane Hemingway's. She's felt so safe, too, that +she's made it her prime object in life to devil a person +for exactly what's coming under her own roof—<em class="italics">exactly +to a gnat's heel</em>!"</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xix"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id20">XIX</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">One evening, about four days later, +Mrs. Waycroft hurried in to see Ann. +The sharp-sighted woman, as she +nodded indifferently to the visitor, and +continued her work of raking live coals +under a three-legged pot on the hearth, saw that +Mrs. Waycroft was the fluttering bearer of news of +some sort, but she made no show of being ready to +listen to it. The widow, however, had come to be +heard, she had come for the sheer enjoyment of +recital.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ann," she panted, "let that oven alone and listen +to me. I've got about the biggest piece of news +that has come your way in many a long day."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You say you have?" Ann's brass-handled poker +rang as she gave a parting thrust at a burning +chunk, and struck the leg of the pot.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, and I dropped on to it by the barest accident. +About an hour after sunset to-day, I was +in the graveyard, sitting over Jennie's grave, and +planning how to place the new stones. I looked at +the spot where I'd been sitting afterwards, and saw +that it was well sheltered with thick vines. I was +completely covered from the sight of anybody passing +along the road. Well, as I was sitting there +kind o' tired from my work and the walk, I heard a +man's voice and a woman's. It was Langdon +Chester and Virginia Hemingway. He seemed to +be doing most of the talking, and since God made +me, I never heard such tender love-making since I +was born. I knew I had no business to listen, but +I just couldn't help it. It took me back to the +time I was a girl and used to imagine that some +fine young man was coming to talk to me that way +and offer me a happy home and all heart could desire. +I never dreamed such tender words could fall +from a man's tongue. I tried to see Virginia's face, +but couldn't. He went on to say that his folks was +to know nothing at present about him and her, but +that everything would finally be satisfactorily arranged."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh, I reckon so!" Ann ejaculated, off her usual +guard, and then she lapsed into discreet silence again.</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I got on to the biggest secret of all," Mrs. +Waycroft continued. "It seems that Langdon has +been talking in a roundabout way to his father +about Jane's sad plight, and that Colonel Chester +had agreed to send the money for the operation from +Savannah."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh! he's got no money to give away," slipped +again from Ann's too facile lips, "and if he <em class="italics">did</em> have +it, he wouldn't—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, that may be, or it may not," said Mrs. +Waycroft; "but Langdon said he wasn't going to +wait for the check. He said a man in Darley had +been bantering him for a long time to buy his fine +horse, Prince, and as he didn't care to keep the +animal, he had sent him by one of the negroes on +the place this morning."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, he did that!" Ann panted. She carefully +leaned the poker against the jamb of the fireplace +and sat staring, her rugged face working under +stress of deep and far-reaching thought.</p> +<p class="pnext">"So I heard him say as plainly as you and me +are talking right now. He said the negro couldn't +possibly make the transfer and get back with the +money till about ten o'clock to-night. And that, +to me, Ann—just between us two, was the oddest +thing of all. For he was begging her to slip away +from home at that hour and come to his house for +the money, so she could surprise her ma with it the +first thing in the morning."</p> +<p class="pnext">"He was, was he? huh!" Ann rose and went to +the door and looked out. There she stood stroking +her set face with a steady hand. She was tingling +with excitement and trying to hide it. Then she +turned back and bent low to look at the coals +under her pot. "Well, I reckon she was willing +to grant a little favor like that under the circumstances."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She had to be begged powerful," said the visitor. +"I never in all my life heard such pleading. Part +of the time he'd scold her and reproach her with not +caring for him like he did for her. Then he'd accuse +her of being suspicious of him, even when he was +trying his level best to help her out of trouble. +Finally, he got to talking about how folks died, slow-like, +from cancers, and what her real duty was to +her mother. It was then that she give in. I know +she did, though I didn't hear what she said, for he +laughed out sudden, and gladlike, and I heard him +kiss her and begin over again, about how happy +they were going to be and the like. I reckon, Ann, +he really <em class="italics">does</em> mean to marry her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon so," Ann said. "I reckon so. Such +things have been known to happen."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, we'll wait and see what comes of it," said +Mrs. Waycroft. "Anyway, Jane will get her cancer-money, +and that's all she cares for. They say she's +in agony day and night, driving Virginia distracted. +I'm sorry for that pore little thing. I don't like her +mammy, for treating you as she has so long and +persistent, but I can't hold Virginia accountable."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann shrugged her broad shoulders. There was +a twinkling light of dawning triumph in each of her +non-committal eyes, and unwonted color in her +cheeks, all of which escaped the widow's notice.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, that wasn't the end," she said, tentatively.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I couldn't hear any more, Ann. They walked +on. I stood up and watched them as they went on +through the bushes, arm in arm, towards her home. +I'm sure he loves her. Anybody would know it that +heard him talk; besides she is pretty—you know +that, Ann. She is the most beautiful girl I have +ever seen anywhere. They looked fine, too, walking +side by side. They say he's a spendthrift and +got bad habits, but maybe his folks will be glad to +have him settle down with such a sensible girl if she +is poor. She'll keep him straight. I'd rather nothing +is said about where Jane's money is coming from, +Ann. That seems to be their secret, and I have no +right to circulate it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll not talk it," Ann said. "It will be safe +with me."</p> +<p class="pnext">When the widow had left, Ann became a changed +creature in outward appearance. She stood on the +porch till her guest had disappeared in the dusk, and +then she paced the floor of her sitting-room in a +spasm of ecstasy, now and then shaken by a hearty +laugh.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see through him," she chuckled. "He is trying +to ease his dirty conscience by paying money +down. It's a slick trick—on a par with a promise +to marry. He's telling his filthy soul that he's saving +her mother's life. The girl's as blind as a bat—the +average woman can only see one thing at a time; +she's simply bent on getting that money, and thinks +of nothing else. But, Jane Hemingway—old lady—I've +got you where I want you at last. It won't be +long before your forked tongue will be tied fast in a +knot. You can't keep on after me publicly for +what is in your own dirty flesh. And when you +know the truth you'll know, too, that it all come +about to save your worthless life. You'll get down +on your knees then and beg the Lord to have +mercy on you. Maybe you'll remember all you've +done against me from your girl-days till now as you +set with your legs dangling in the grave. Folks will +shun your house, too, unless you rid it of contagion. +But you <em class="italics">bet I'll</em> call. I'll send in <em class="italics">my</em> card. Me'n' +you'll be on a level then, and we'll owe it to the +self-same high and mighty source."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann suddenly felt a desire for the open air, as if +the very walls of her house checked the pleasurable +out-pourings of her triumph, and she went outside +and strode up and down in the yard, fairly aflame +with joy. All at once she paused; she was confronting +the sudden fear that she might be fired by +a false hope. Virginia, it was true, had agreed to +go to Chester's at the appointed hour, but might +she not, in calmer moments, when removed from +Langdon's persistent influence, think better of it +and stay at home? Ah, yes, there was the chance +that the girl might fail to keep the appointment, +and then—</p> +<p class="pnext">Cold from head to foot, Ann went back into the +cottage and stood before the fire looking at the +clock. It was fifteen minutes of ten, and ten was +the hour. Why not make sure of the outcome? +Why not, indeed? It was a good idea, and would +save her days and days of suspense.</p> +<p class="pnext">Going out, Ann trudged across the dewy meadow, +her coarse skirt clutched in her hands till she stood +in one of the brier-grown fence-corners near the +main road. Here, quite hidden from the open view +of any one passing, by the shade of a young mulberry-tree, +whose boughs hung over her like the ribs +of an umbrella, she stood and waited. She must +have been there ten minutes or more, her tense gaze +on the road leading to Jane Hemingway's cottage, +when she was sure she heard soft footsteps coming +towards her. Yes, it was some one, but could it +be—? It was a woman's figure; she could see that +already, and, yes, there could be no mistake now—it +<em class="italics">was</em> Virginia. There was no one in the neighborhood +quite so slight, light of foot, and erect. Ann +suddenly crouched down till she could peer between +the lower rails of the fence. She held her breath +while the girl was passing, then she clasped her +hands over her knees and chuckled. "It's <em class="italics">her</em>!" +she whispered. "It's her, and she's headed for +everlasting doom if ever a creature walked into a +net of damnation."</p> +<p class="pnext">When Virginia was thirty or forty yards away, +Ann cautiously climbed over the fence, almost +swearing in impatience as she pulled her skirts from +the detaining clutch of thorns, briers, and splinters, +and with her head down she followed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll make dead sure," she said, between pressed +lips. "This is a matter I don't want to have a +shadow of a doubt about."</p> +<p class="pnext">Presently, the long, white palings comprising the +front fence at the Chesters' appeared into view, and +the dark, moving figure of the girl outlined against +it could be seen more clearly.</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia moved onward till she had reached the +gate. The smooth, steel latch clicked; there was +a rip of darkness in the ribbon of white; the hinges +creaked; the gate closed with a slam, as if it had +slipped from nerveless fingers, and the tall boxwood +bordering the walk to the door of the old +house swallowed Virginia from the sight of her grim +pursuer.</p> +<p class="pnext">"That will do me," Ann chuckled, as she turned +back, warm with content in every vein. On her +rapid walk to her house she allowed her fancy to +play upon scores of situations in which the happening +of that night would bring dire humiliation and +shame to her enemy. Ann well knew what was +coming; she had only to hold the album of her +own life open and let the breeze of chance turn the +pages to view what Jane Hemingway was to look +upon later.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xx"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id21">XX</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">Ann had just closed her gate, and was +turning towards her door, when she +heard a sound on the porch, and a +man stepped down into the yard. It +was Luke King.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, hello, Aunt Ann!" he cried out, cheerily. +"Been driving hogs out of your field I'll bet. You +need me here with my dog Pomp, who used to be +such a dandy at that job."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, it's you, Luke!" Ann cried, trying to collect +herself, after the start he had given her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I didn't mean to come at this hour of night, +but as I was riding by just now, on my way home +to see my mother, who is not exactly well, I noticed +your door open, and not seeing you in sight, I hitched +my horse up the road a piece and came back and +watched at the gate. Then not hearing any sound, +and knowing you never go to bed with your door +open, I went in. Then you bet I <em class="italics">was</em> scared. +Things do once in a while happen here in the mountains, +and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, well, nothing was the matter with me," +Ann smiled. "Besides, I can take care of myself."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know that, too," he said. "I'm glad to get +this chance to talk to you. I understand that +mother is not as ill as they thought she was, and +I'll have to catch the first train back to Atlanta in +the morning. I'm doing pretty well down there, +Aunt Ann."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know it, Luke, and I'm glad," Ann said, her +mind still on the things she had just witnessed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"But you haven't yet forgiven me for giving my +people that farm. I can see that by your manner."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I thought it was foolish," she replied.</p> +<p class="pnext">"But that's because you simply don't know all +about it, Aunt Ann," he insisted. "I don't want +to make you mad again; but really I would do that +thing over again and again. It has helped me more +than anything I ever did. You see, you've been +thinking on one line all your life and, of late years, +I have been on quite another. You are a great +woman, Aunt Ann, but you still believe that the +only way to fight is to hit back. You have been +hitting back for years, and may keep on at it for a +while, but you'll see the truth one of these days, +and you'll actually love your neighbors—even your +vilest enemies. You'll come to see—your big brain +will simply <em class="italics">have</em> to grasp it—that your retaliation, +being obedient to bad life-laws, is as blamable as +the antagonism of your enemies. The time will +come when your very suffering will be the medium +through which you will view and pity their sordid +narrowness. Then you'll appear to them in their +long darkness as a blazing light; they will look up +to you as a thing divine; they will fall blinded at +your feet; they will see your soul as it has always +been, pure white and dazzlingly bright, and look +upon you as the very impersonation of—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh, don't be a fool!" Ann sank on the edge +of the porch, her eyes fixed angrily on the ground. +"You are ignorant of what you are talking about—as +ignorant as a new-born baby. You are a silly +dreamer, boy. Your life is an easy, flowery one, +and you can't look into a dark, rugged one like +mine. If God is at the head of all things, he put +evil here as well as the good, and to-night I'm +thankful for the evil. I'm tasting it, I tell you, and +it's sweet, sweet, sweet!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, I know," King sighed. "You are trying +to make yourself believe you are glad Mrs. Hemingway +is in such agony over her affliction."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I didn't say anything about her affliction." +Ann stared half fearfully into his honest face.</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I know you well enough to see that's what +you are driving at." King sat down beside her, +and for a moment rested his hand on her shoulder. +"But it's got to end. It shall not go on. I am +talking to you, Aunt Ann, with the voice of the +New Thought that is sweeping the face of the world +to-day—only that mountain in the east and that one +in the west have dammed its flow and kept it from +this benighted valley. I did not intend yet to tell +you the great overwhelming secret of my life, but I +want to do it to-night. You love me as a son. I +know that, and I love you as a mother. You are +in a corner—in the tightest place you've ever been +in in all your life. I'm going to ask you to do +something for my sake that will tear your very +soul out by the roots. You'll have to grant my +wish or refuse—if you refuse, I shall be miserable +for life."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Luke, what's the matter with you?" Ann +shook his hand from its resting-place on his shoulder, +and with bated breath leaned towards him.</p> +<p class="pnext">King was silent for a moment, his brows drawn +together, his head lowered, his strong, manly hands +clasped between his knees. A buggy passed along +the road. In it sat Fred Masters and another man. +Both were smoking and talking loudly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, listen, and don't break in, Aunt Ann," +King said, in a calm, steady voice. "I'm going to +tell you something you don't yet know. I'm going +to tell you of my first and only great love."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, is <em class="italics">that</em> it?" Ann took a deep breath of relief. +"You've been roped in down there already, +eh? Well, I thought that would come, my boy, +with the papers full of you and your work."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Wait, I told you not to break in," he said. "I +don't believe I'm a shallow man. To me the right +kind of love is as eternal as the stars, and every bit +as majestic. Mine, Aunt Ann, began years ago, +here in the mountains, on the banks of these streams, +in the shadow of these green hills. I loved her when +she was a child. I went far off and met women of +all sorts and ranks, and in their blank faces I always +saw the soulful features of my child sweetheart. I +came back here—<em class="italics">here</em>, do you understand, to find +her the loveliest full-grown human flower that ever +bloomed in God's spiritual sunshine."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You mean—great God, you mean—? Look here, +Luke King." Ann drew her body erect, her eyes +were flashing fire. "Don't tell me it is Virginia +Hemingway. Don't, don't—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's who it is, and no one else this side of +heaven!" he cried, in an impassioned voice. "That's +who it is, and if I lose her—if I lose her my life will +be a total failure. I could never rise above it, +<em class="italics">never</em>!"</p> +<p class="pnext">Their eyes met in a long, steady stare.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You love that girl!" Ann gasped; "<em class="italics">that girl!</em>"</p> +<p class="pnext">"With all my soul and body," he answered, fervidly. +"Life, work, success, power, nothing under +high heaven can knock it out of me. She has got +to be mine, and you must never interfere, either. +I love you as a son loves his mother, and you must +not take her from me. You must do more—you +must help me. I've never asked many things of +you. I ask only this one—give her to me, help me +to win her. That's all. Now we understand each +other. She's the whole world to me. She's young; +she may be thoughtless; her final character is just +forming; but she is destined to be the grandest, +loveliest woman on the face of the earth. She is to +be my wife, Aunt Ann—<em class="italics">my wife</em>!"</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann's head sank till her massive brow touched +her crossed arms; he could see that she was quivering +from head to foot. There was a long pause, +then the woman looked up, faint defiance struggling +in her face.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You <em class="italics">are</em> a fool," she said. "A great, big, whimpering +fool of a man. She's the only one, eh? Jane +Hemingway's daughter is an angel on earth, above +all the rest. Huh! and just because of her pretty +face and slim body and high head. Huh, oh, you +<em class="italics">are</em> a fool—an idiot, if there ever was one!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Stop, talk sense, if you <em class="italics">will</em> talk," he said, sternly, +his eyes flashing. "Don't begin to run her down. +I won't stand it. I know what she is. I know she +was made for me!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"She's not a whit better than the average," Ann +retorted, her fierce eyes fixed on his face. "She's +as weak as any of the rest. Do you know—do you +know—" Ann looked away from him. "Do you +know Langdon Chester has his eye on her, that he +is following her everywhere, meeting her unbeknownst +to her old mammy?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I know that, too," King surprised her with +the statement; "and between you and me, that as +much as my mother's sickness made me lay down +my work and come up here to-night. It is the +crisis of my whole life. She is at the turning-point +of hers, just as you were at yours when you were +a young and happy girl. She might listen to him, +and love him; it is as natural for her to believe in +a well-acted lie, as it is for her to be good and pure. +Listen and don't get mad—the grandest woman I +ever knew once trusted in falseness, and suffered. +Virginia might, too; she might enter the life-darkness +that you were led into by sheer faith in mankind, +and have a life of sorrow before her. But if +it should happen, Aunt Ann, my career in the right +way would end."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You wouldn't let a—a thing like that—" Ann +began, anxiously, "a thing like that ruin your whole +life, when—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Wouldn't I? You don't know me. These two +hands would be dyed to the bone with the slow +death-blood of a certain human being, and I would +go to the gallows with both a smile and a curse. +That's why it's my crisis. I don't know how far it +has gone. I only know that I want to save her +from—yes, from what you've been through, and +lay my life and energy at her feet."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Jane Hemingway's <em class="italics">daughter</em>!" Ann Boyd groaned.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, Jane Hemingway's daughter. You hate +her, I know, with the unreasonable hatred that +comes from despising her mother, but you've got +to help me, Aunt Ann. You put me where I am, +in education and standing, and you must not see +me pulled down."</p> +<p class="pnext">"How could I help you, even—even—oh, you +don't know, you don't know that at this very +minute—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, he may be with her right now, for all +I know," King broke in, passionately. "He may +be pouring his lies into her confiding ear at this very +minute, as you say, but Fate would not be cruel +enough to let them harm her. You must see her, +Aunt Ann. For my sake, you must see her. You +will know what to say. One word from you would +open her eyes, when from me it would be an offence. +She would know that you knew; it would shock her +to her very soul, but it would—if she's actually in +danger—save her; I know her well enough for that; +it would save her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are asking too much of me, Luke," Ann +groaned, almost in piteous appeal. "I can't do it—I +just <em class="italics">can't</em>!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, you will," King said. "You have got a +grand soul asleep under that crust of sordid hatred +and enmity, and it will awake, now that I have laid +bare my heart. You, knowing the grim penalty of +a false step in a woman's life, will not sit idle and +see one of the gentlest of your kind blindly take it. +You can't, and you won't. You'll save her for me. +You'll save me, too—save me from the fate of a +murderer."</p> +<p class="pnext">He stood up. "I'm going now," he finished. "I +must hurry on home. I won't have time to see you +in the morning before I leave, but you now know +what I am living for. I am living only for Virginia +Hemingway. Men and women are made for each +other, we were made for each other. She may +fancy she cares for that man, but she doesn't, Aunt +Ann, any more than you now care for—but I won't +say it. Good-bye. You are angry now, but you +will get over it, and—and, you will stand by me, +and by her."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxi"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id22">XXI</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">Left alone, still crouching on her door-step, +Ann, with fixed eyes and a face +like carved stone, watched him move +away in the soft moonlight, the very +embodiment of youth and faith. She +twisted her cold hands between her knees and +moaned. What was the matter with her, anyway? +Was it possible that the recent raging fires of her +life's triumph were already smouldering embers, +half covered with the ashes of cowardly indecision? +Was she to sit quaking like that because a mere +youth wanted his toy? Was she not entitled to +the sweet spoils of victory, after her long struggle +and defence? Yes, but Virginia! After all, what +had the innocent, sweet-natured girl to do with the +grim battle? Never, in all Ann had heard of the +constant gossip against her, had one word come +from Virginia. Once, years ago, Ann recalled a +remark of Mrs. Waycroft that the girl had tried to +keep her mother from speaking so harshly of the +lone brunt of general reproach, and yet Virginia +was at that very moment treading the crumbling +edge of the self-same precipice over which Ann had +toppled.</p> +<p class="pnext">The lone woman rose stiffly and went into the +house to go to bed—to go to bed—to sleep! with +all that battle of emotion in her soul and brain. +The clock steadily ticking and throwing its round, +brass pendulum from side to side caught her eye. +It was too dark to see the hands, so she lighted a +tallow-dip, and with the fixed stare of a dying person +she peered into the clock's face. Half-past ten! +Yes, there was perhaps time for the rescue. If she +were to get to Chester's in time, her judgment of +woman's nature told her one word from her would +complete the rescue—the rescue of Jane Hemingway's +child—Jane's chief hope and flag of virtue +that she would still wave defiantly in her eyes. +Without undressing—why, she could not have explained—Ann +threw herself on her bed and buried +her face in the pillow, clutching it with tense, +angry hands.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, what's the matter with me?" she groaned. +"Why did that fool boy come here to-night, telling +me that it would bring him to the gallows stained +to the bone with the dye of hell, and that <em class="italics">I</em> must +keep her in the right road—me? Huh, me keep a +girl in the right track, so they can keep on saying +I'm the only scab on the body of the community? +I won't; by all the powers above and below, <em class="italics">I won't</em>! +She can look out for herself, even if it <em class="italics">does</em> ruin an +idiot of a man and pull him—It really <em class="italics">would</em> ruin +him, though. Maybe it would ruin <em class="italics">me</em>. Maybe +he's right and I ought to make a life business of +saving others from what I've been through—saving +even my enemies. Christ said it; there is no doubt +about that. He said it. He never had to go +through with what I have, though, for He was free +from the desire to fight, but He meant that one thing, +as the one great law of life—<em class="italics">the only law of life</em>! +Oh, God, I must do something! I must either save +the girl or let it go on. I don't know which to +do, as God is my creator, I don't actually know +which to do. I don't—I don't—I don't—really—know—which—I +<em class="italics">want</em> to do. That's it—I don't +know which I <em class="italics">want</em> to do. I'm simply crazy to-night. +I've never felt this way before. I've always +been able to tell whether I wanted, or didn't +want, a thing, but now—"</p> +<p class="pnext">She turned over on her side. Then she sat up, +staring at the clock. Next she put her feet on the +floor and stood erect. "I won't," she said, between +set teeth. "I won't. Before God, and all the imps +of hell I'll not meddle with it. It's Jane Hemingway's +business to look after her silly girl, and not +mine."</p> +<p class="pnext">She went again to the porch and stood staring +out into the white moonlight. The steady beat of +the hoofs of Luke King's horse, dying out on the +still night, came to her. Dear, dear boy! he did +love the girl and he never would be the same again—never. +It would mean his downfall from the glorious +heights he had climbed. He would grapple as +a wild beast with the despoiler, and, as he said, go +willingly to his own end? Yes, that was Luke King; +he had preached of the rugged road to heaven, he +would take the easier way to hell, and laugh in his +despair at the whole thing as a joke of fate.</p> +<p class="pnext">Before she knew it, Ann found herself out at her +gate. Forces within her raised her hand to the +latch and pushed her body through.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll not meddle," she said, and yet she moved on +down the road. She met no one, heard nothing +save the dismal croakings of the frogs in the marshes. +On she went, increasing her speed at every step. +Yes, she realized now that she must try to save the +girl, for Virginia had done her no personal injury. +No, she must abide another time and seek some +other means for revenge against the mother. Chance +would offer something. Why, the cancer—why +hadn't she thought of that? Wasn't that enough +for any human being to bear? Yes, Jane would get +her reward. It was fast on the road. And for +Luke's sake—for the sake of the brave, good-hearted, +struggling boy, she would try to save his +sweetheart. Yes, that seemed inevitable. The +long, white fence of the Chester place suddenly cut +across her view. Near the centre Ann descried the +tall, imitation stone gate-posts, spanned at the top +by a white crescent, and towards this portal she +sped, breathing through her big nostrils like a laboring +ox.</p> +<p class="pnext">Reaching the gate and opening it, she saw a +buggy and a pair of horses hitched near the door. +Ann paused among the boxwood bushes and stared +in perplexity. What could it mean? she asked herself. +Had Colonel Chester suddenly returned home, or +was Langdon recklessly planning to flee the country +with the thoughtless girl? Mystified, Ann trudged +up the gravelled walk, seeing no one, till she stood +on the veranda steps. The big, old-fashioned +drawing-room on the right of the dark entrance-hall +was lighted up. Loud, masculine laughter and +bacchanalian voices burst through the half-open +windows. Ann went up the steps and peered in +at one of them, keeping her body well back in the +shadow. There were three men within—two drummers, +one of whom was Fred Masters, and Langdon +Chester. The latter, calm and collected, and yet +with a look of suppressed fury on his face, was reluctantly +serving whiskey from an ancient cut-glass +decanter. Ann saw that he was on the verge of an +angry outburst, and began to speculate on the +cause. Ah! she had an idea, and it thrilled her +through and through. Quietly retracing her steps +to the lawn, she inspected the exterior of the great, +rambling structure. She was now sure that the +visit of the men had come in the nature of an unwelcome +surprise to the young master of the house, +and she found herself suddenly clinging to the +warm hope that the accident might have saved the +girl.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, God, let it be so!" Ann heard herself actually +praying. "Give the poor young thing a chance to +escape what I've been through!"</p> +<p class="pnext">But where was the object of her quest? Surely, +Virginia had not gone back home, else Ann would +have met her on the way. Looking long and steadily +at the house, Ann suddenly descried a dim light +burning up-stairs in the front room on the left-hand +side of the upper hall. Instinct told her that she +ought to search there, and, going back to the house, +the determined rescuer crossed the veranda, walked +boldly through the open doorway, and tiptoed to +the foot of the broad, winding stairway. Loud +laughter, the clinking of glasses, and blatant voices +raised in harsh college-songs burst upon her. The +yawning space through which the stairs reached +upward was dark, but with a steady hand on the +smooth walnut balustrade, Ann mounted higher +and higher with absolutely fearless tread. She had +just gained the first landing, and stood there encompassed +in darkness, when the door of the drawing-room +was suddenly wrenched open and Langdon +and Masters, in each other's arms, playfully +struggled into view.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You really must go now, boys," Chester was +saying, in a persuasive voice. "I don't want to be +inhospitable, you know, but I have that important +work to do, and it must be done to-night. It is a +serious legal matter, and I promised to mail the +papers to my father the first thing in the morning."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Papers nothing!" Masters cried, in a drink-muffled +tone. "This is the first time I ever honored +your old ancestral shack with my presence, +and I won't be sent off like a tramp from the door. +Besides, you are not open and above-board—you +never were so at college. That was your great forte, +freezing your friends out of asking questions where +your private devilment was concerned. That, and +the reputation of your family for fighting duels, +kept the whole school afraid of you. On my honor, +Dick," he called out to the man in the drawing-room, +"I tell you I'm sure I saw a woman with +him on the steps of the veranda as we drove up. +He had hold of her hand and was pulling her into +the hall."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, don't be absurd," Ann heard Chester say, +with a smooth, guarded laugh. "Get in your rig, +boys, and drive back to the hotel. I'll see you in +the morning."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Get in the rig nothing!" Masters laughed. "We +are going to spend the night here, aren't we, Dick?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"You bet; that's what I came for," a voice replied +from within. "But let him go do his work, Fred. +You and I can finish the game, and empty his decanter. +You can't walk off with my money and +not give me a chance to win it back."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, yes, that's a bang-up idea," Masters laughed, +and he pushed Chester by main force back into the +light. "You go burn the midnight oil, old man, +and I'll make this tenderfoot telegraph his house +for more expense money."</p> +<p class="pnext">With a thunderous slam, the door was closed. +Loud voices in hot argument came from the room, +and then there was silence. Chester had evidently +given up in despair of getting rid of his guests. +Ann moved on up the steps. In the room on the +left the light was still burning, she could see a pencil +of it under the door-shutter. To this she groped +and softly rapped, bending her ear to the key-hole +to listen. There was no sound within. Ann rapped +again, more loudly, her hand on the latch. She +listened again, and this time she was sure she heard +a low moan. Turning the bolt, she found the door +locked, but at the same instant noticed that the key +had been left in the door on the outside. Turning +the key, Ann opened the door, went in, and softly +closed the opening after her. A lamp, turned low, +stood on the mantel-piece, and in its light she saw a +crouching figure in a chair. It was Virginia, her +face covered with her hand, moaning piteously.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Let me go home, for God's sake, let me go home!" +she cried, without looking up. "You said I was +to get the money, if I came only to the door, and +now—oh, oh!" The girl buried her face still deeper +in her apron and sobbed.</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann, an almost repulsive grimace on her impassive +face, stood over her and looked about the +quaintly furnished room with its quiet puritanical +luxury of space, at the massive mahogany centre-table, +with carved legs and dragon-heads supporting +the polished top, the high-posted bed and rich, +old, faded canopy, the white counterpane and pillows +looking like freshly fallen snow.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Thank God," Ann said, aloud.</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia heard, sat as if stunned for an instant, +and then with a stare of bewilderment looked up.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh!" she gasped. "I thought it was—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know, huh, child! nobody could know better +than I do. Don't ask me what I come here for. I +don't know any better than you do, but I come, and +I'm going to get you out of it—that is, if I'm in +time to do any good at all. Oh, you understand +me, Virginia Hemingway. If I'm in time, you'll +march out of here with me, if not, God knows you +might as well stay here as anywhere else."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Mrs. Boyd, how can you ask me such an +awful—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, then, I won't!" Ann said, more softly. +"Besides, I can see the truth in your young face. +The Almighty has put lights in the eyes of women +that only one thing can put out. Yours are still +burning."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia rose to her feet and clutched Ann's +strong arm convulsively.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, if you only knew <em class="italics">why</em> I came, you'd not have +the heart to think me absolutely bad. Mrs. Boyd, +as God is my Judge, I came because he—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"You needn't bother to tell me anything about +it," Ann grunted, with a shrug of her shoulders. "I +know why you come; if I hadn't suspicioned the +truth I'd have let you alone, but I ain't going to +tell you why I come. I come, that's all. I come, +and if we are going to get out of here without a +scandal we've got to be slick about it. Those devils +are still carousing down there. Let's go now while +the parlor door is shut."</p> +<p class="pnext">They had reached the threshold of the chamber +when Virginia drew back suddenly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"He told me not to dare to go that way!" she +cried. "He said I'd be seen if I did. He locked +me in, Mrs. Boyd—<em class="italics">he</em> locked the door!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know that, too," Ann retorted, impatiently. +"Didn't I have to turn the key to get in? But we've +<em class="italics">got</em> to go this way. We've got to go down them +steps like I come, and past the room where they +are holding high carnival. We've got to chance it, +but we must be quick about it. We haven't time +to stand here talking."</p> +<p class="pnext">She turned the carved brass knob and drew the +shutter towards her. At the same instant she +shrank back into Virginia's arms, for the drawing-room +door was wrenched open, and Masters's voice +rang out loudly in the great hall.</p> +<p class="pnext">"We will see where he bunks, won't we, Dick? +By George, the idea of an old college-chum refusing +to let a man see his house! I want to look at the +photographs you used to stick up on the walls, you +sly dog! Oh, you've got them yet! You don't +throw beauties like them away when they cost a +dollar apiece."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Go back to your game, boys!" Langdon commanded, +with desperate coolness. "I'll show you +the house after a while. Finish your game!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"The cold-blooded scoundrel!" Ann exclaimed, +under her breath. "Not a drop has passed his lips +to-night, as much as he likes a dram." She closed +the door gently and stood looking about the room. +On the edge of the mantel-piece she saw something +that gleamed in the dim lamplight, and she went +to it. It was a loaded revolver.</p> +<p class="pnext">"He threatened you with this, didn't he?" Ann +asked, holding it before her with the easy clasp of +an expert.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, he didn't do that," Virginia faltered, "but +he told me if—if I made a noise and attracted their +attention and caused exposure, he'd kill himself. +Oh, Mrs. Boyd, I didn't mean to come here to this +room at first. I swear I didn't. He begged me to +come as far as the front door to get the money the +man had brought back from Darley, then—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then those drunken fools drove up, and he persuaded +you to hide here," Ann interrupted, her +mind evidently on something else. "Oh, I understand; +they played into his hands without knowing +it, and it's my private opinion that they saved you, +silly child. You can't tell me anything about men +full of the fire of hell. You'd 'a' gone out of this +house at break of day with every bit of self-respect +wrung out of you like water out of a rag. You'd +'a' done that, if I hadn't come."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Mrs. Boyd—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't oh Mrs. Boyd me!" Ann snapped out. "I +know what I'm talking about. That isn't the point. +The point is getting out to the road without a row +and a scandal that will ring half-way round the +world. Let a couple of foul-mouthed drummers +know a thing like this, and they would actually +pay to advertise it in the papers. I tell you, child—"</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann broke off to listen. The door of the drawing-room +seemed to be opened again, and as quickly +closed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Come on." Ann held the revolver before her. +"We've got to make a break for freedom. This +ain't no place for a pure young woman. You've +got what the highfaluting society gang at Darley +would call a chaperon, but she isn't exactly of the +first water, according to the way such things are +usually graded. Seems like she's able to teach you +tricks to-night."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia caught Ann's arm. "You are not going +to shoot—" she began, nervously.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Not unless I <em class="italics">have</em> to," Ann said. "But only +hell knows what two drunken men and a cold, calculating +devil of that brand will do in a pinch. I'll +see you down them steps, and out into God's moonlight, +if I have to drag you over enough corpses to +make a corduroy road. I know how to shoot. I +killed a squirrel once in a high tree with a pistol. +Come on; they happen to be quiet right now."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann opened the door and led the quaking girl +across the upper corridor to the stairs, and they +began to grope down the steps, Ann's revolver +harshly scratching as it slid along the railing. The +voices in the drawing-room, as they neared the door, +grew more boisterous. There was a spasmodic and +abortive effort at song on the part of Masters, a +dash of a deck of playing-cards on the floor, angry +swearing, and the calm remonstrance of the master +of the house. Down the steps the two women went +till the drawing-room door was passed. Then the +veranda was gained, and the wide lawn and gravelled +walks stretched out invitingly in the moonlight.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Thank God," Ann muttered, as if to herself. +"Now come on, let's hustle out into the shelter of +the woods."</p> +<p class="pnext">Speeding down the walk, hand-in-hand, they +passed through the gate and reached the road. +"Slick as goose-grease," Ann chuckled. "Now we +are plumb safe—as safe as we'd be anywhere in the +world."</p> +<p class="pnext">Drawing Virginia into the shadow of the trees +bordering the road, she continued, more deliberately: +"I could take you through the woods and across +my meadows and fields, but it's a rough way at +night, and it won't be necessary. We can take the +main road and dodge out of the way if we hear anybody +coming."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm not afraid now," Virginia sighed. "I'm +not thinking about that. I'm only worried about +what you think—what you think, Mrs. Boyd."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Never you mind what <em class="italics">I</em> think, child," Ann said, +quietly. "God knows I never would blame you +like other folks, for I know a thing or two about +life. I've learned my lesson."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia laid her hand firmly on Ann's strong +one. "He promised me the money to have mother's +operation performed. Oh, I couldn't let the chance +escape, Mrs. Boyd—it meant so much to the poor +woman. You have no idea what torture she is in. +He wouldn't give it to me unless—unless I went all +the way to his house for it. I hardly knew why, +but—yes, I <em class="italics">knew</em>—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's right," Ann broke in, "it won't do any +good to tell a story about it. You knew what he +wanted; any girl of your age with common-sense +would know."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I knew," Virginia confessed again, her head +hanging, "but it was the only chance to get the +money, and I thought I'd risk it. I <em class="italics">did</em> risk it, and +have come away empty-handed. I'm safe, but my +poor mother—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Put that woman out of it for one minute, for +God's sake!" Ann hurled at her. "And right here +I want it understood I didn't leave a warm bed +to-night to do her a favor. I done it, that's all +there is about it, but keep her out of it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"All right," the girl gave in. "I don't want to +make you mad after what you have done, but I +owe it to myself to show you that I was thinking +only of her. I am not bad at heart, Mrs. Boyd. I +wanted to save my mother's life."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And you never thought of yourself, poor child!" +slipped impulsively from Ann's firm lips. "Yes, +yes, I believe that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I thought only of her, till I found myself locked +there in his room and remembered what, in my +excitement, I had promised him. I promised him, +Mrs. Boyd, to make no outcry, and—and—" Virginia +raised her hands to her face. "I promised, +on my word of honor, to wait there till he came +back. When you knocked on the door I thought +it was he, and when you opened it and came in and +stood above me, I thought it was all over. Instead, +it was you, and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"And here we are out in the open air," Ann said, +shifting the revolver to the other hand. She suddenly +fixed her eyes on Virginia's thin-clad shoulders. +"You didn't come here a cool night like this +without something around you, did you?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I—oh, I've left my shawl!" the girl cried. +"He took it from me, and kept it. He said it +was to bind me to my promise to stay till he got +back."</p> +<p class="pnext">"The scoundrel!—the wily scamp!" Ann muttered. +"Well, there is only one thing about it, child. I'm +going back after that shawl. I wouldn't leave a +thing like that in the hands of a young devil beat +in his game; he'd make use of it. You go on home. +I'll get your shawl by some hook or crook. You +run over to my house on the sly to-morrow morning +and I'll give it back to you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But, Mrs. Boyd, I—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Do as I tell you," the elder woman commanded, +"and see that you keep this thing from Jane Hemingway. +I don't want her to know the part I've taken +to-night. Seems to me I'd rather die. What I've +done, I've done, but it isn't for her to know. I've +helped her daughter out of trouble, but the fight is +still on between me and her, and don't you forget +it. Now, go on; don't stand there and argue +with me. Go on, I tell you. What you standing +there like a sign-post with the boards knocked +off for? Go on home. I'm going back for that +shawl."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia hesitated for a moment, and then, without +speaking again, and with her head hanging down, +she turned homeward.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id23">XXII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">As Ann Boyd reached the veranda, on +her return to the house, loud and +angry voices came from the parlor +through an open window.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Blast you, I believe it <em class="italics">was</em> some +woman," she heard Masters say in a maudlin tone, +"and that's why you are so anxious to hurry us +away. Oh, I'm onto you. George Wilson told +me you were hanging round the girl you refused to +introduce me to, and for all I know—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's no business of yours," Chester retorted, +in a tone of sudden fury. "I've stood this about +as long as I'm going to, Masters, even if you are +drunk and don't know what you are about. Peterkin, +you'd better take your friend home; my house +is not a bar-room, and my affairs are my own. I +want that understood."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Look here, Masters," a new voice broke in, "you +<em class="italics">are</em> going too far, and I'm not going to stand for it. +Chester's right. When you are full you are the +most unreasonable man alive. This is my turnout +at the door—come on, or I'll leave you to walk to +Springtown."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'll go all right," threatened Masters, "but +I am not done yet. I'll see you again, my boy. +What they used to say in college is true; you won't +tote fair. You are for number one every time, and +would sacrifice a friend for your own interests at the +drop of a hat."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Take him on, take him on!" cried Chester.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I'm going all right!" growled Masters. +"And I'm not drunk either. My judgment of you +is sober-headed enough. You—"</p> +<p class="pnext">They were coming through the hall to gain the +door, and Ann quickly concealed herself behind one +of the tall Corinthian columns that supported the +massive, projecting roof of the veranda. She was +standing well in the shadow when Masters, drawn +forcibly by his friend, staggered limply out and +down the steps. Langdon followed to the edge of +the veranda, and stood there, frowning sullenly in +the light from the window. He was pale and haggard, +his lip quivering in the rage he was trying to +control as he watched Peterkin half lifting and almost +roughly shoving Masters into the vehicle.</p> +<p class="pnext">"The puppy!" Ann heard him muttering. "I +ought to have slapped his meddlesome mouth."</p> +<p class="pnext">Several minutes passed. Ann scarcely dared to +breathe freely, so close was she to the young planter. +Masters was now in the buggy, leaning forward, his +head lolling over the dashboard, and Peterkin was +getting in beside him. The next moment the impatient +horses had turned around and were off down +the drive in a brisk trot.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I ought to have kicked the meddling devil +out and been done with it!" Ann heard Langdon +say. "She, no doubt, has heard all the racket and +been scared to death all this time, poor little thing!"</p> +<p class="pnext">Chester was on the point of turning into the hall +when a step sounded at the corner of the house +nearest the negro quarter, and a short, portly figure +emerged into the light.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Marse Langdon, you dar?" a voice sounded.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, Aunt Maria." The young planter spoke +with ill-disguised impatience. "What is it?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Nothin', Marse Langdon, 'cep' dem rapscallions +kept me awake, an' I heard you stormin' out at um. +I tol' yo' pa, Marse Langdon, ef dey was any mo' +night carouses while he was gone I'd let 'im know, +but I ain't gwine mention dis, kase I done see how +hard you tried to oust dat low white trash widout +a row. You acted de plumb gentleman, Marse +Langdon. Is de anything I kin do fer you, Marse +Langdon?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, Aunt Maria." Chester's tone betrayed impatience +even with the consideration of the faithful +servant. "No, I don't want a thing. I'm going +to bed. I've got a headache. If any one should +call to-night, which is not likely at this hour, send +them away. I sha'n't get up."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann was now fearful lest in turning he would discover +her presence before the negro had withdrawn, +and, seeing her opportunity while his attention was +still on the road, from which the trotting of the departing +horses came in a steady beat of hoofs, she +noiselessly glided into the big hall through the open +door and stood against a wall in the darkness.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Now, I reckon, they will let me alone!" she +heard Chester say, as he came into the hall and +turned into the parlor. The next instant he had +blown out the tall prismed lamp, lowered a window, +and come out to close and lock the front door.</p> +<p class="pnext">His hand was on the big brass handle when, in a calm +voice, Ann addressed him:</p> +<p class="pnext">"I want a word with you, Mr. Chester," she said, +and she moved towards him, the revolver hanging +at her side.</p> +<p class="pnext">She heard him gasp, and he stood as if paralyzed +in the moonbeams which fell through the open doorway +and the side-lights of frosted glass.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Who are you?" he managed to articulate.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, you know me, I reckon, Mr. Chester. I'm +Ann Boyd. I want to see you on a little private +business, just between you and me, you know. It +needn't go any further."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Ann Boyd!" he exclaimed, and the thought +ran through his bewildered brain that she had mistaken +him for his father, and that he was accidentally +running upon evidence of an intercourse between +the two that he had thought was a thing of the +past. "But, Mrs. Boyd," he said, "you've made +a mistake. My father is away; he left for Savannah—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I didn't want to see your father," Ann snarled, +angrily. "My business is with you, my fine young +man, and nobody else."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Me?" he gasped, in growing surprise. "Me?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, you. I've come back for Virginia Hemingway's +shawl. She says you kept it. Just between +you and me," she went on, "I don't intend to +leave a thing like that in the hands of a man of your +stamp to hold over the poor girl and intimidate her +with."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You say—you say—" He seemed unable to +formulate expression for his abject astonishment, +and he left the door and aimlessly moved to the +railing of the stairs and stood facing her. His eyes +now fell on the revolver in her hand, and the sight +of it increased his wondering perturbation.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I said I wanted her shawl," Ann repeated, firmly, +"and I don't see no reason why I should stand here +all night to get it. You know what you did with it. +Hand it to me!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Her shawl?" he muttered, still staring at her +wide-eyed and bewildered, and wondering if this +might not be some trap the vindictive recluse was +setting for him.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see," Ann laughed—"you think the poor, +frail thing is still up there locked in that room; but +she ain't. I saw her coming this way to-night, and, +happening to know what you wanted her for, I +come after her. You was busy with them galoots +in the parlor, and I didn't care to bother you, so I +went up and fetched her down without waiting to +send in a card. She's in her bed by this time, poor +little thing! And I come back for the shawl. I +wasn't afraid of you, even without this gun that I +found in your room. Thank God, the girl's as pure +as she was the day she drew milk from her mother's +breast, and I'll see to it that you won't never bother +her again. This night you have sunk lower than +man ever sunk—even them in your own family. +You tried everything hell could invent, and when +you failed you went to heaven for your bribes. +You knew how she loved her wretched old hag of a +mammy and what she wanted the money for. Some +sensible folks argue that there isn't no such place +as a hell. I tell you, Langdon Chester, there <em class="italics">is</em> one, +and it's full to running over—packed to the brink—with +your sort. For your own low and selfish +gratification you'd consign that beautiful flower of +a girl to a long life of misery. You dirty scamp, +I'm a good mind to—Look here, get me that +shawl! You'll make me mad in a minute." She +suddenly advanced towards him, the revolver raised +half threateningly, and he shrank back in alarm.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't, don't point that thing at me!" he cried. +"I don't want trouble with you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, you get that shawl then, and be quick +about it."</p> +<p class="pnext">He put a foot on the lower step of the stairs. +"It's up at the door of the room," he said, doggedly. +"I dropped it there just for a joke. I was only +teasing her. I—I know she's a good girl. She—she +knew I was going to give it back to her. I was +afraid she'd get frightened and run down before +those men, and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"And your hellish cake would be dough!" Ann +sneered. "Oh, I see, but that isn't getting the +shawl."</p> +<p class="pnext">He took another slow step, his eyes upon her +face, and paused.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are trying to make it out worse than it is," +he said, at the end of his resources. "I promised +to give her the money, which I had locked in the +desk in the library for safe-keeping, and asked her +to come get it. She and I were on the steps when +those men drove up. I begged her to run up-stairs +to that room. I—I locked the door to—to keep +them out more than for—for any other reason."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, I know you did, Langdon Chester, and +you took her shawl for the same reason and made +the poor, helpless, scared thing agree to wait for you. +A good scamp pleases me powerful, but you are too +good a sample for any use. Get the shawl."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't want to be misunderstood," Chester said, +in an all but conciliatory tone, as he took a slow, +upward step.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, you bet there's no danger of me not understanding +you," Ann sneered. "Get that shawl."</p> +<p class="pnext">Without another word he groped up the dark +steps. Ann heard him walking about on the floor +above, striking matches and uttering exclamations +of anger. Presently she heard him coming. When +half-way down the stairs he paused and threw the +shawl to her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"There it is," he said, sullenly. "Leave my revolver +on the steps."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann caught the shawl, which, like some winged +thing, swooped down through the darkness, and the +next instant she had lowered the hammer of the +revolver and laid it on the lowest step of the stairs.</p> +<p class="pnext">"All right, it's an even swap," she chuckled—"your +gun for our shawl. Now go to your bed and +sleep on this. It's my opinion that, bad as you are, +young man, I've done you a favor to-night."</p> +<p class="pnext">"There's one thing I'll try to find out," he summoned +up retaliatory courage to say, "and that is +why you are bothering yourself so much about the +daughter of a woman you are doing all you can to +injure."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann laughed from the door as she crossed the +threshold, the shawl under her arm. "It will do +you good to study on that problem," she said. +"You find that out, and I'll pay you well for the +answer. I don't know that myself."</p> +<p class="pnext">From the window of his room above, Langdon +watched her as she passed through the gate and disappeared +on the lonely road.</p> +<p class="pnext">"She won't tell it," he decided. "She'll keep +quiet, unless it is her plan to hold it over Jane +Hemingway. That may be it—and yet if that is +so, why didn't she—wait?"</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxiii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id24">XXIII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">The sun had just risen the next morning, +and its long, red streamers were +kindling iridescent fires in the jewels +of dew on the dying grass of the fields. +White mists, like tenderly caressing +clouds, hung along the rocky sides of the mountains. +Ann Boyd, her eyes heavy from unwonted loss of +sleep, was at the barn feeding her horses when she +saw Virginia coming across the meadows. "She +wants her shawl, poor thing!" Ann mused. "I'll +go get it."</p> +<p class="pnext">She went back into the house and brought it out +just as the beautiful girl reached the barn-yard +fence and stood there wordless, timid, and staring. +"You see, I kept my word," the elder woman +said, with an effort at a smile. "Here is your shawl." +Virginia reached out for it. She said nothing, +simply folding the shawl on her arm and staring +into Ann's eyes with a woe-begone expression. She +had lost her usual color, and there were black rings +round her wonderful eyes that gave them more +depth and seeming mystery than ever.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I hope your mother wasn't awake last night +when you got back," Ann said.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, she wasn't—she was sound asleep," Virginia +said, without change of expression. It was as +if, in her utter depression, she had lost all individuality.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then she don't know," Ann put in.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, she don't suspect, Mrs. Boyd. If she did, +she'd die, and so would I."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I don't see as she is likely to know—<em class="italics">ever</em>, +as long as she lives," Ann said, in a crude attempt +at comfort-giving.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I fancied you'd <em class="italics">want</em> her to know," said the +girl, looking at Ann frankly. "After I thought it +over, I came to the conclusion that maybe you did +it all so you could tell her. I see no other reason +for—for you being so—so good to—to me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I don't know as I've been good to anybody." +Ann's color was rising in spite of her cold +exterior. "But we won't talk about that. Though +I'll tell you one thing, child, and that is that I'll +never tell this to a living soul. Nobody but you +and me an' that trifling scamp will ever know it. +Now, will <em class="italics">that</em> do you any good? It's the same, +you see, as if it had never really taken place."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But it <em class="italics">did</em> take place!" Virginia said, despondently.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, but you don't know when you are in +luck," Ann said, grimly. "In things like that a +miss is as good as a mile. Study my life awhile, +and you'll fall down on your knees and thank God +for His mercy. Huh, child, don't be silly! I know +when a young and good-looking girl that has gone +a step too far is fortunate. Look here—changing +the subject—I saw your mammy standing in the +back door just now. Does she know you left the +house?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I came to look for the cow," said Virginia.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then she don't suspicion where you are at," +said Ann. "Now, you see, she may have noticed +that you walked off without a shawl, and you'd +better not wear one home. Leave it with me and +come over for it some time in the day when she +won't miss you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I think I'd better take it back," Virginia replied. +"She wears it herself sometimes and might miss it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see!" Ann's brows ran together reflectively. +"Well, I'll tell you. Tote it under your arm +till you get near the house, and then drop it somewhere +in the weeds or behind the ash-hopper, and +go out and get it when she ain't looking."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll do that, then," the girl said, wearily. "I +was thinking, Mrs. Boyd, that not once last night +did I remember to thank you for—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, don't thank <em class="italics">me</em>, child!" Had Ann been a +close observer of her own idiosyncrasies, her unwary +softness of tone and gentleness to a daughter of her +sworn enemy would have surprised her. "Don't +thank me," she repeated. "Thank God for letting +you escape the lot of others just as young and +unsuspecting as you ever were. I don't deserve +credit for what I done last night. In fact, between +you and me, I tried my level best not to interfere. +Why I finally gave in I don't know, but I done it, +and that's all there is to it. I done it. I got started +and couldn't stop. But I want to talk to you. +Come in the house a minute. It won't take long. +Jane—your mother—will think the cow has strayed +off, but there stands the cow in the edge of the +swamp. Come on."</p> +<p class="pnext">Dumbly, Virginia followed into the house and +sank into a chair, holding her shapely hands in her +lap, her wealth of golden-brown hair massed on her +head and exquisite neck. Ann shambled in her +untied, dew-wet shoes to the fireplace and poured +out a cup of coffee from a tin pot on the coals.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Drink this," she said. "If what I hear is true, +you don't get any too much to eat and drink over +your way."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia took it and sipped it daintily, but with +evident relish.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see you take to that," Ann said, unconscious +of the genuine, motherly delight she was betraying. +"Here, child, I'll tell you what I want you to do. +These spiced sausages of mine, dry as powder in the +corn-shuck, are the best and sweetest flavored that +ever you stuck a tooth in. They fry in their own +grease almost as soon as they hit a hot pan when +they are sliced thin."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh no, I thank you," Virginia protested; "I +really couldn't."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I know you <em class="italics">can</em>," Ann insisted, as she cut +down from a rafter overhead one of the sausages +and deftly sliced it in a pan already hot on the coals. +"You needn't tell me you ain't hungry. I can see +it in your face. Besides, do you know it's a strange +fact that a woman will eat just the same in trouble +as out, while a man's appetite is gone the minute +he's worried?"</p> +<p class="pnext">The girl made no further protest, and Ann soon +brought some hot slices of the aromatic food, with +nicely browned toast, and placed them in a plate in +her lap. "How funny all this seems!" Ann ran on.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Here I am feeding you up and feeling sorry for +you when only last night I—well, I've got to talk +to you, and I'm going to get it over with. I'll have +to speak of the part of my life that has been the cud +for every idle woman in these mountains to chaw +on for many, many years, but I'm going to do it, +so you will know better what you escaped last night; +but, first of all, I want to ask you a straight question, +and I don't mean no harm nor to be meddling where +I have no business. I want to know if you love this +Langdon Chester as—well, as you've always fancied +you'd love the man you became a wife to."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a moment's hesitation on the part of +the girl. Her cheeks took on color; she broke a +bit of the sausage with her fork, but did not raise +it to her lips.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm asking you a simple, plain question," Ann +reminded her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I don't," Virginia answered, haltingly;—"that +is, not now, not—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, I see!" the old woman cried. "The feeling +died just as soon as you saw straight down into +his real nature, just as soon as you saw that he'd +treat you like a slave, that he'd abuse you, beat you, +lock you up, if necessary—in fact, do anything a +brute would do to gain his aims."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm afraid, now, that I never really loved him," +Virginia said, a catch in her voice.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Humph!" Ann ejaculated. "I see. Then you +went all the way over that lonely road to his house +with just one thought in your mind, and that was +to get that money for your mother."</p> +<p class="pnext">"As God is my Judge, Mrs. Boyd, that's all I went +for," Virginia said, her earnest eyes staring steadily +at her companion.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'm glad it was that way," Ann mused. +"There was a time when I thought you were a +silly girl whose head could easily be turned, but +I've been hearing fine things about you, and I see +you are made of good, solid, womanly stuff. Now, +I want to tell you the whole truth, and then, if you +want to consider me a friend and a well-wisher, all +right. I'm no better-hearted than the average +mortal woman. The truth is, Virginia Hemingway, +I hate your mother as much as one human being +can hate another this side of the bad place. She's +been a thorn in my side the biggest part of my life. +Away back when I was about your age, I got into +just such a tight as you was in last night. For a +long time afterwards I was nearly crazy, but when +the prime cause of my trouble went off and married +I begun to try to live again. I fell in love with a +real good-natured, honest man. I wanted him to +know the truth, but I never knew how to tell him, +and so I kept holding off. He was a great beau +among the girls of that day, making love to all of +them, your mother among the rest. Finally, I give +in. I couldn't resist his begging, my friends advised +it, and me and him was married. That was +the beginning of your mammy's enmity. It kept +up, and when the truth about me finally leaked out +she saw to it that my husband would not overlook +the past—she saw to it that I was despised, kicked, +and sneered at by the community—and my husband +left with my only child. I sent up a daily prayer to +be furnished with the means for revenge, but it +didn't do any good, and then I got to begging the +devil for what the Lord had refused. That seemed +to work better, for one day a hint came to me that +Langdon Chester was on your trail. That gave me +the first glimpse of hope of solid revenge I'd had. +I kept my eyes and ears open day and night. I saw +your doom coming—I lived over what I'd been +through, and the thought that you were to go +through it was as sweet to me as honey in the comb. +Finally the climax arrived. I saw you on the way +to his house last night, and understood what it +meant. I was squatting down behind a fence at +the side of the road. I saw you pass, and followed +you clean to the gate, and then turned back, at +every step exulting over my triumph. The very +sky overhead was ablaze with the fire of your fall +to my level. But at my gate I was halted suddenly. +Virginia—to go back a bit—there is a certain young +man in this world that I reckon is the only human +being that I love. I love him, I reckon, because he +always seemed to love me, and believe me better +than I am, and, more than that, he was the only +person that ever pointed out a higher life to me. He +was the poor boy that I educated, and who went off +and done well, and has just come back to this +country."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Luke King!" Virginia exclaimed, softly, and +then she impulsively placed her hand on her lips +and sat staring at the speaker, almost breathlessly +alert.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, Luke King," said Ann, with feeling. +"Strange to say, he has always said the day would +come when I'd rise above hatred and revenge; he +has learned some queer things in the West. Well, +last night when I met him he said he'd come up to +see his mother, who he heard was a little sick, but +he finally admitted that her sickness wasn't all +that fetched him. He said he was worried. He +was more downhearted than I ever saw him before. +Virginia Hemingway, he said he was worried about +<em class="italics">you</em>."</p> +<p class="pnext">"About <em class="italics">me</em>? Oh no," Virginia gasped.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, about you," Ann went on. "The poor +fellow sat down on the door-step and laid bare his +whole young heart to me. He'd loved you, he said, +ever since you was a little girl. He'd taken your +sweet face off with him on that long stay, and it +had been with him constantly. It was on your +account he yielded to the temptation to locate in +Georgia again, and when he come back and saw +you a full-grown woman he told me he felt that +you and he were intended for one another. He said +he knew your beautiful character. He said he'd +been afraid to mention it to you, seeing you didn't +feel the same way, and he thought it would be wiser +to let it rest awhile; but then he learned that Langdon +Chester was going with you, and he got worried. +He was afraid that Langdon wouldn't tote +fair with you. I may as well tell you the truth, +Virginia. I never was so mad in all my life, for +there I was right at that minute gloating over your +ruin. I was feeling that way while he was telling +me, with tears in his eyes and voice, that if—if +harm came to a hair of your bonny head he'd kill +Langdon Chester in cold blood, and go to the gallows +with a smile on his lips. He didn't know +anything wrong, he was just afraid—that was all, +just afraid—and he begged me—just think of it, +<em class="italics">me</em>, who was right then hot with joy over your +plight—he begged me to see you some day soon +and try to get you to care for him. I was so mad +I couldn't speak, and he went off, his last word being +that he knew I wouldn't fail him."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Mrs. Boyd, I can't stand this!" Virginia +bowed her head and began to sob. "He was always +a good friend, but I never dreamed that he cared for +me that way, and now he thinks that I—thinks +that I—oh!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well," Ann went on, disregarding the interruption, +"I was left to tussle with the biggest situation +of my life. I tried to fight it. I laid down +to sleep, but rolled and tossed, unable to close my +eyes, till at last, as God is my Judge, something inside +of me—a big and swelling something I'd never +felt before—picked me up and made me go to that +house. You know the rest. Instead of standing +by in triumph and seeing the child of my enemy +swept away by my fate, I was praying God to +save her. I don't know what to make of my conduct, +even now. Last night, when I come back to +my house, I seemed all afire with feelings like none +I ever had. As the Lord is my holy Guide, I felt +like I wished I'd comforted you more—wished I'd +taken you in my poor old arms there in the moonlight +and held you to my breast, like I wish somebody +had done me away back there before that +dark chasm opened in front of me. I'm talking to +you now as I never dreamt I could talk to a female, +much less a daughter of Jane Hemingway; but I +can't help it. You are Luke's chosen sweetheart, +and to cast a slur on you for what took place last +night would be to blight my own eternal chances of +salvation; for, God bless your gentle little soul, you +went there blinded by your mother's suffering, an +excuse I couldn't make. No, there's just one thing +about it. Luke is right. You are a good, noble +girl, and you've had your cross to bear, and I want +to see you get what I missed—a long, happy life of +love and usefulness in this world. You will get it +with Luke, for he is the grandest character I ever +knew or heard about. I don't know but what right +now it is his influence that's making me whirl about +this odd way. I don't know what to make of it. +As much as I hate your mother, I almost feel like +I could let her stand and abuse me to my face and +not talk back. Now, dry your eyes and finish that +sausage. I reckon I hain't the virago and spitfire +you've been taught to think I am. Most of us are +better on the inside than out. Stop—stop now! +crying won't do any good."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I can't help it," Virginia sobbed. "You are so +good to me, and to think that it was from my mother +that you got all your abuse."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, never mind about that," Ann said, laying +her hand almost with shamefaced stealth on the +girl's head and looking towards the swamp through +the open door. "I see your cow is heading for home +on her own accord. Follow her. This is our secret; +nobody need know but us two. Your mammy +would have you put in a house of detention if she +knew it. Slip over and see me again when her +back is turned. Lord, Lord, I wonder why I never +thought about pitying you all along, instead of +actually hating you for no fault of yours!"</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia rose, put the plate on the table, and, with +her face full of emotion, she impulsively put her +arms around Ann's neck.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are the best woman on earth," she said, +huskily, "and I love you—I can't help it. I love +you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I reckon you don't do <em class="italics">that</em>," Ann said, coloring +to the roots of her heavy hair. "That wouldn't +be possible."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I <em class="italics">do</em>, I tell you, I <em class="italics">do</em>," Virginia said again, +"and I'll never do an unwomanly thing again in my +life. But I don't want to meet Luke King again. +I couldn't after what has happened."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, you let that take care of itself," Ann said, +accompanying Virginia to the door.</p> +<p class="pnext">She stood there, her red hands folded under her +apron, and watched the girl move slowly across the +meadow after the plodding cow.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What a pretty trick!" Ann mused. "And to +think she'd actually put her arms round my old +neck and hug me, and say she—oh, that was odd, +very, very odd! I don't seem to be my own boss +any longer."</p> +<p class="pnext">An hour later, as she stood in her front porch +cutting the dying vines from the strings which held +them upward, she saw Mrs. Waycroft hastening +along the road towards her. "There, I clean forgot +that woman," Ann said, her brow wrinkled. +"She's plumb full of what she heard that scamp +saying to Virginia at the graveyard. I'll have to +switch her off the track some way, the Lord only +knows how, but off she goes, if I have to lie to my +best friend till I'm black in the face."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I've been wanting to get over all morning," the +visitor said, as she opened the gate and hurried in. +"I had my breakfast two hours ago, but Sally Hinds +and her two children dropped in and detained me. +They pretended they wanted to talk about the next +preaching, but it was really to get something to eat. +The littlest one actually sopped the gravy from the +frying-pan with a piece of bread-crust. I wanted +to slip out last night and come over here to watch +the road to see if Virginia Hemingway kept her +promise, but just about that hour Jim Dilk—he +lives in my yard, you know—he had a spasm, and +we all thought he was going to die."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I reckon," Ann said, carelessly, as she +pulled at a rotten piece of twine supporting a dead +vine, and broke it from its nail under the eaves of +the porch—"I reckon you'd 'a' had your trip for +nothing, and maybe feel as sneaking about it as I +confess I do."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Sneaking?" echoed Mrs. Waycroft.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, the truth is, I was mean enough, Mary, to +hold watch on the road in that chill night air, and +got nothing but a twitch of rheumatism in my leg +as a reward. The truth is, Virginia Hemingway is +all right. She wanted that money bad enough, but +it was just on old Jane's account, and she wasn't +going to be led into sech a trap as that. I reckon +Langdon Chester was doing most of the talking when +you saw them together. She may be flirting a +little with him, as most any natural young girl +would, but, just between me 'n' you—now, see that +this goes no further, Mary—there is a big, big case +up between Virginia and Luke King."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You <em class="italics">don't say</em>! How did you drop onto that?" +gasped Mrs. Waycroft.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I don't feel at liberty exactly to tell how +I got onto it," Ann said, pulling at another piece +of twine; "but it will get out before long. Luke +has been in love with her ever since she wore short +dresses."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh, that <em class="italics">is</em> a surprise!" said Mrs. Waycroft. +"Well, she is fortunate, Ann. He's a fine young +man."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxiv"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id25">XXIV</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">Towards sunset that afternoon, as Ann +was returning from her cotton-house, +she came upon Virginia in a thicket +on the roadside picking up pieces of +fallen tree-branches for fire-wood. Ann +had approached from the rear, and Virginia was +unaware of her nearness. To the old woman's surprise, +the girl's eyes were red from weeping, and +there was a droop of utter despondency on her as +she moved about, her apron full of sticks, her +glance on the ground. Ann hesitated for a minute, +and then stepped across the stunted grass and +touched her on the arm.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What's the matter <em class="italics">now</em>, child?" she asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">The girl turned suddenly and flushed to the roots +of her hair, but she made no response.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What's gone wrong?" Ann pursued, anxiously. +"Don't tell me your mother has found out +about—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh no, it's not that," Virginia said, wiping her +eyes with her disengaged hand. "It's not that. +I'm just miserable, Mrs. Boyd, that's all—thoroughly +miserable. You mustn't think I'm like this all the +time, for I'm not. I've been cheerful at home all +day—as cheerful as I could be under the circumstances; +but, being alone out here for the first time, +I got to thinking about my mother, and the sadness +of it all was too much for me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She hain't worse, is she?" Ann asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Not that anybody could see, Mrs. Boyd," the +girl replied; "but the cancer must be worse. Two +doctors from Springtown, who were riding by, +stopped to ask for a drink of water, and my uncle +told them about mother's trouble. It looked like +they just wanted to see it out of professional curiosity, +for when they heard we had no money and were +deeply in debt they didn't offer any advice. But +they looked very much surprised when they made +an examination, and it was plain that they didn't +think she had much chance. My mother was watching +their faces, and knew what they thought, and +when they had gone away she fairly collapsed. I +never heard such pitiful moaning in all my life. +She is more afraid of death than any one I ever saw, +and she just threw herself on her bed and prayed for +mercy. Oh, it was awful! awful! Then my uncle +came in and said the doctors had said the specialist +in Atlanta could really cure her, if she had the +means to get the treatment, and that made her +more desperate. From praying she turned almost +to cursing in despair. My uncle is usually indifferent +about most matters, but the whole thing almost +made him sick. He went out to the side of the +house to keep from hearing her cries. Some of his +friends came along the road and joked with him, but +he never spoke to them. He told me there was +a young doctor at Darley who was willing to +operate on her, but that he would be doing it +only as an experiment, and that nobody but +the Atlanta specialist would be safe in such a +case."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And the cost, if I understood right," said Ann—"the +cost, first and last, would foot up to about a +hundred dollars."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, that's what it would take," Virginia sighed.</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann's brow was furrowed; her eyes flashed reminiscently. +"She ought to have been laying by something +all along," she said, "instead of making it +her life business to harass and pull down a person +that never did her no harm."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't say anything against her!" Virginia flared +up. "If you do, I shall be sorry I said what I did +this morning. You have been kind to me, but not +to her, and she is my mother, who is now lying at +the point of death begging for help that never will +come."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann stared steadily, and then her lashes began to +flicker. "I don't know but I think more of you for +giving me that whack, my girl," she said, simply. +"I deserve it. I've got no right on earth to abuse +a mother to her only child, much less a mother in +the fix yours is in. No, I went too far, my child. +You are not in the fight between me and her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You ought to be ashamed to be in it, when she's +down," said Virginia, warmly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I <em class="italics">am</em>," Ann admitted. "I <em class="italics">am</em>. Come on +to my gate with me. I want to talk to you. There +is a lot of loose wood lying about up there, and you +are welcome to all you pick up; so you won't be +losing time."</p> +<p class="pnext">With her apron drawn close up under her shapely +chin, her eyes still red and her cheeks damp, Virginia +obeyed. If she had been watching her companion +closely, she might have wondered over the strange +expression of Ann's face. Now and then, as she +trudged along, kicking up the back part of her heavy +linsey skirt in her sturdy strides, a shudder would +pass over her and a weighty sigh of indecision escape +her big chest.</p> +<p class="pnext">"To think this would come to me!" she muttered +once. "<em class="italics">Me!</em> God knows it looks like my work +t'other night was far enough out of my regular +track without—huh!"</p> +<p class="pnext">Reaching the gate, she told Virginia to wait a +minute at the fence till she went into the house. +She was gone several minutes, during which time +the wondering girl heard her moving about within; +then she appeared in the doorway, almost pale, a +frown on her strong face.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Look here, child," she said, coming out and +leaning her big, bare elbows on the top rail of the +fence, "I've thought this all over and over till my +head spins like a top, and I can see but one way for +your mother to get out of her trouble. I'm the +greatest believer you ever run across of every human +being doing his or her <em class="italics">full</em> duty in every case. Now, +strange as it may sound, I left my home last night +and deliberately made it my special business to step +in between you and the only chance of getting the +money your mother stands in need of. I thought +I was doing what was right, and I still believe I was, +as far as it went, but I was on the point of making +a botched job of it. I'd get mighty few thanks, I +reckon, for saving you from the clutches of that +scamp if I left your mother to die in torment of +body and soul. So, as I say, there ain't but one +way out of it."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann paused; she was holding something tightly +clasped in her hand, and not looking at Virginia.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm sure I don't know what you mean," the girl +said, wonderingly. "If you see any way out, it is +more than I can."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, your mother's got to go to Atlanta," Ann +said, sheepishly; "and, as I see it, there isn't but +one person whose duty it is to put up the cash for +it, <em class="italics">and that person is me</em>."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You? Oh no, Mrs. Boyd!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I know better, child. The duty has come +on me like a load of bricks dumped from a wagon. +The whole thing has driven me slap-dab in a corner. +I know when I'm whipped—that's one of the things +that has helped me along in a moneyed way in this +life—it was always knowing when to let up. I've +got to wave the white flag in this battle till my +enemy's on her feet, then the war may go on. +But"—Ann opened her hand and displayed the +bills she was holding—"take this money home with +you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Mrs. Boyd, I couldn't think of—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, don't think about it; take it on, and don't +argue with a woman older than you are, and who +knows better when and how a thing has to be +done."</p> +<p class="pnext">Most reluctantly Virginia allowed Ann to press +the money into her unwilling hand. "But remember +this," Ann said, firmly: "Jane Hemingway +must never know where you got it—never! Do +you understand? It looks like I can stand most +anything better than letting that woman know I +put up money on this; besides, bad off as she is, +she'd peg out before she'd let me help her."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia's face was now aflame with joy. "I tell +you what I'll do," she said. "I'll accept it as a +loan, and I'll pay it back some day if I have to +work my hands to the bone."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, you can do as you like about that," Ann +said. "The only thing I absolutely insist on is +that she isn't told who sent it. It wouldn't be hard +to keep her in the dark; if you'll promise me right +here, on your word, not to tell, then you can say you +gave your sacred promise to that effect, and that +would settle it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'll do that," Virginia finally agreed. "I +know I can do that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"All right," Ann said. "It may set the old +thing to guessing powerful, and she may bore you +to tell, promise or no promise, but she'll never +suspicion <em class="italics">me</em>—never while the sun shines from the +sky."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, she won't suspect you," Virginia admitted, +and with a grateful, backward look she moved +away.</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann stood leaning against the fence, her eyes on +the receding figure as the girl moved along the sunlit +road towards the dun cottage in the shadow of +the mountain.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon I'm a born idiot," she said; "but there +wasn't no other way out of it—no other under the +sun. I got my foot in it when I laid in wait watching +for the girl to walk into that trap. If I hadn't +been so eager for that, I could have left Jane Hemingway +to her fate. Good Lord, if this goes on, +I'll soon be bowing and scraping at that old hag's +feet—<em class="italics">me!</em> huh! when it's been <em class="italics">her</em> all this time that +has been at the bottom of the devilment."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxv"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id26">XXV</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">During this talk Jane Hemingway +had gone out to the fence to speak to +Dr. Evans, who had passed along the +road, a side of bacon on his left shoulder, +and she came back, and with a +low groan sat down. Sam Hemingway, who sat +near the fire, shrugged his shoulders and sniffed. +"You are making too much of a hullabaloo over it," +he said. "I've been thinking about the matter a +lots, and I've come to the final conclusion that +you are going it entirely too heavy, considering the +balance of us. Every man, woman, and child, born +and unborn, is predestinated to die, and them that +meet their fate graceful-like are the right sort. +Seeing you takin' on after them doctors left actually +turned <em class="italics">me</em> sick at the stomach, and that ain't +right. I'll be sick enough when my own time comes, +I reckon, without having to go through separate +spells for all my kin by marriage every time they +have a little eruption break out on them. Then +here's Virginia having her bright young life blighted +when it ought to be all sunshine and roses, if I may +be allowed to quote the poets. I'll bet when you +was a young girl your cheeks wasn't kept wet as +a dish-rag by a complaining mother. No, what +you've got to do, Sister Jane, is to pucker up courage +and face the music—be resigned."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Resigned! I say, resigned!" was the rebellious +reply—"I say, resigned! with a slow thing like this +eating away at my vitals and nothing under high +heaven to make it let go. You can talk, sitting +there with a pipe in your mouth, and every limb +sound, and a long life ahead of you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But you are openly disobeying Biblical injunction," +said Sam, knocking his exhausted pipe on +the heel of his shoe. "You are kicking agin the +pricks. All of us have to die, and you are raising +a racket because your turn is somewhere in sight. +You are kicking agin something that's as natural +as a child coming into the world. Besides, you are +going back on what you preach. You are eternally +telling folks there's a life in front of us that beats +this one all hollow, and, now that Providence has +really blessed you by giving you a chance to sorter +peep ahead at the pearly gates, you are actually +balking worse than a mean mule. I say you ought +to give me and Virginia a rest. If you can't possibly +raise the scads to pay for having the thing cut +out, then pucker up and grin and bear it. Folks +will think a sight more of you. Being a baby at +both ends of life is foolish—there ain't nobody +willing to do the nursing the second time."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I want you to hush all that drivel, Sam," the +widow retorted. "I reckon folks are different. +Some are born with a natural dread of death, and +it was always in my family. I stood over my mother +and watched her breathe her last, and it went awfully +hard with her. She begged and begged for +somebody to save her, even sitting up in bed while +all the neighbors were crouched about crying and +praying, and yelled out to them to stop that and do +something. We'd called in every doctor for forty +miles about, and she had somehow heard of a young +one away off, and she was calling out his name when +she fell back and died."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, she must have had some load on her mind +that she wasn't ready to dump at the throne," said +Sam, without a hint of humor in his drawling voice. +"I've always understood your folks, in the woman +line at least, was unforgiving. They say forgiveness +is the softest pillow to expire on. I dunno, +I've never tried it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm miserable, simply miserable!" groaned Jane. +"Dr. Evans has just been to Darley. He promised +to see if any of my old friends would lend me the +money, but he says nobody had a cent to spare."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Folks never have cash for an investment of that +sort," answered Sam. "I fetched up your case to +old Milward Dedham at the store the other day. +He'd just sold five thousand acres of wild mountain +land to a Boston man for the timber that was +on it, and was puffed up powerful. I thought if +ever a man would be prepared to help a friend he +would. 'La me, Sam,' said he, 'you are wasting +time trying to keep a woman from pegging out +when wheat's off ten cents a bushel. Any woman +ought to be happy lying in a grave that is paid +for sech times as these.'"</p> +<p class="pnext">The widow was really not listening to Sam's talk. +With her bony elbows on her knee, her hand intuitively +resting on the painless and yet insistent +seat of her trouble, she rocked back and forth, sighing +and moaning. There was a clicking of the gate-latch, +a step on the gravelled walk, and Virginia, +flushed from exercise in the cool air, came in and +emptied her apron in the chimney corner, from which +her uncle lazily dragged his feet. He leaned forward +and critically scanned the heap of wood.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You've got some good, rich, kindling pine there, +Virginia," he drawled out. "But you needn't +bother after to-day, though. I'll have my wagon +back from the shop to-morrow, and Simpson has +promised to lend me his yoke of oxen, and let me +haul some logs from his hill. Most of it is good, +seasoned red oak, and when it gets started to burning +it pops like a pack of fire-crackers."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia said nothing. Save for the firelight, +which was a red glow from live coals, rather than +any sort of flame, the big room was dark, and her +mother took no notice of her, but Sam had his +eyes on her over his left shoulder.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Your mother has been keeping up the same old +song and dance," he said, dryly; "so much so +that she's clean forgot living folks want to eat at +stated times. I reckon you'll have to make the +bread and fry what bacon is left on that strip of +skin."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia said nothing to him, for her glance was +steadily resting on her mother's despondent form. +"Mother," she said, in a faltering, almost frightened +tone, for she had been accustomed to no sort of +deception in her life, and the part she was to play +was a most repellent one—"mother, I've got something +to tell you, and I hardly know how to do it. +Down the road just a while ago I met a friend—a +person who told me—the person told me—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, what did the person tell you?" Sam asked, +as both he and the bowed wreck at the fire stared +through the red glow.</p> +<p class="pnext">"The person wants to help you out of trouble, +mother, and gave me the hundred dollars you need. +Before I got it I had to give my sacred word of +honor that I'd never let even you know who sent +it. I hardly knew what to do, but I thought perhaps +I ought to—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"What? You mean—oh, Virginia, you don't +mean—" Jane began, as she rose stiffly, her scrawny +hand on the mantel-piece, and took a step towards +her almost shrinking daughter.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Here's the money, mother," Virginia said, holding +out the roll of bills, now damp and packed close +together by her warm, tense fingers. "That's all +I am allowed to tell you. I had to promise not to +let you know who sent it."</p> +<p class="pnext">As if electrified from death to life, Jane Hemingway +sprang forward and took the money into her +quivering fingers. "A light, Sam!" she cried. +"Make a light, and let me see. If the child's plumb +crazy I want to know it, and have it over with. +Oh, my Lord! Don't fool me, Virginia. Don't +raise my hopes with any trick anybody wants to +play."</p> +<p class="pnext">With far more activity than was his by birth, +Sam stood up, secured a tallow candle from the +mantel-piece, and bent over the coals.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Crazy?" he said. "I <em class="italics">know</em> the girl's crazy, if +she says there's any human being left on the earth +after Noah's flood who gives away money without +taking a receipt for it—to say nothing of a double, +iron-clad mortgage."</p> +<p class="pnext">"It looks and feels like money!" panted the widow. +"Hurry up with the light. I wonder if my +prayer has been heard at last."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Hearing it and answering are two different +things; the whole neighborhood has <em class="italics">heard</em> it often +enough," growled Sam, as he fumed impatiently +over the hot coals, fairly hidden in a stifling cloud +of tallow-smoke.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Here's a match," said Virginia, who had found +one near the clock, and she struck it on the top of +one of the dog-irons, and applied it to the dripping +wick. At the same instant the hot tallow in the +coals and ashes burst into flame, lighting up every +corner and crevice of the great, ill-furnished room. +Sam, holding the candle, bent over Jane's hands +as they nervously fumbled the money.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ten-dollar bills!" she cried. "Oh, count 'em, +Sam! I can't. They stick together, she's wadded +'em so tight."</p> +<p class="pnext">With almost painful deliberation Sam counted +the money, licking his rough thumb as he raised +each bill.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's a hundred dollars all right enough," he +said, turning the roll over to his sister-in-law. +"The only thing that's worrying me is who's had +sech a sudden enlargement of the heart in this +section."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Virginia, who gave you this money?" Mrs. +Hemingway asked, her face abeam, her eyes gleaming +with joy.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I told you I was bound by a promise not to tell +you or anybody else," Virginia awkwardly replied, +as she avoided their combined stare.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I smell a great big dead rat under the barn!" +Sam laughed. "I'd bet my Sunday-go-to-meeting +hat I know who sent it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You do?" exclaimed the widow. "Who do you +think it was, Sam?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, the only chap around about here that +seems to have wads of cash to throw at cats," Sam +laughed. "He pitched one solid roll amounting to +ten thousand at his starving family awhile back. +Of course, he did this, too. He always <em class="italics">did</em> have +a hankering for Virginia, anyway. Hain't I seen +them two—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"He didn't send it!" Virginia said, impulsively. +"There! I didn't intend to set you guessing, and +after this I'll never answer one way or the other. +I didn't know whether I ought to take it on those +conditions or not, but I couldn't see mother suffering +when this would help her so much."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, God knows I'm glad you took it," said Jane, +slowly, "even if I'm never to know. I'm sure it was +a friend, for nobody but a friend would care that +much to help me out of trouble."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You bet it was a friend," said Sam, "unless it +was some thief trying to get rid of some marked +bills he's hooked some'r's. Now, Virginia, for the +love of the Lord, get something ready to eat. +For a family with a hundred dollars in hand, +we are the nighest starvation of any I ever heard +of."</p> +<p class="pnext">While the girl was busy preparing the cornmeal +dough in a wooden bread-tray, her mother walked +about excitedly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll go to Darley in the hack in the morning," +she said, "and right on to Atlanta on the evening +train. I feel better already. Dr. Evans says I +won't suffer a particle of pain, and will come back +weighing more and with a better appetite."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I believe I'd not put myself out to improve +on mine," said Sam, "unless this person who +is so flush with boodle wants to keep up the good +work. Dern if I don't believe I'll grow <em class="italics">me</em> a cancer, +and talk about it till folks pay me to hush."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxvi"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id27">XXVI</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">It was one fairly warm evening, three +days after Jane had left for Atlanta. +Virginia had given Sam his supper, +and he had strolled off down to the +store with his pipe. Then, with a +light shawl over her shoulders, the girl sat in the +bright moonlight on the porch. She had not been +there long when she saw a man on a horse in the +road reining in at the gate. Even before he dismounted +she had recognized him. It was Luke +King. Hardly knowing why she did so, she sprang +up and was on the point of disappearing in the +house, when, in a calm voice, he called out to her:</p> +<p class="pnext">"Wait, Virginia! Don't run. I have a message +for you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"For me?" she faltered, and with unaccountable +misgivings she stood still.</p> +<p class="pnext">Throwing the bridle-rein over the gate-post, he +entered the yard and came towards her, his big +felt-hat held easily in his hand, his fine head showing +to wonderful advantage in the moonlight.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You started to run," he laughed. "You needn't +deny it. I saw you, and you knew who it was, too. +Just think of my little friend dodging whenever she +sees me. Well, I can't help that. It must be natural. +You were always timid with me, Virginia."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Won't you come in and have a chair?" she returned. +"Mother has gone away to Atlanta, and +there is no one at home but my uncle and me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I knew she was down there," King said, feasting +his hungry and yet gentle and all-seeing eyes on +her. "That's what I stopped to speak to you +about. She sent you a message."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, you saw her, then!" Virginia said, more at +ease.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I happened to be at the big Union car-shed +when her train came in, and saw her in the crowd. +The poor woman didn't know which way to turn, +and I really believe she was afraid she'd get lost +or stolen, or something as bad. When she saw me +she gave a glad scream and fairly tumbled into my +arms. She told me where she wanted to go, and I +got a cab and saw her safe to the doctor's."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, that was very good of you!" Virginia said. +"I'm so glad you met her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She was in splendid spirits, too, when I last +saw her," King went on. "I dropped in there this +morning before I left, so that I could bring you the +latest news. She was very jolly, laughing and joking +about everything. The doctor had not had +time to make an examination, but he has a way of +causing his patients to look on the bright side. +He told her she had nothing really serious to fear, +and it took a big load off her mind."</p> +<p class="pnext">They were now in the house, and Virginia had +lighted a candle and he had taken a seat near the +open door.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Doctors have a way of pretending to be cheerful, +even before very serious operations, haven't +they?" she asked, as she sat down not far from +him.</p> +<p class="pnext">She saw him hesitate, as if in consideration of +her feelings, and then he said, "Yes, I believe that, +too, Virginia; still, he is a wonderful man, and if +any one can do your mother good he can."</p> +<p class="pnext">"If <em class="italics">anybody</em> can?—yes," she sighed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You mustn't get blue," he said, consolingly; +"and yet how can you well help it, here almost by +yourself, with your mother away under such sad +circumstances?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Your own mother was not quite well recently," +Virginia said, considerately. "I hope she is no +worse."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, she's on her feet again," he laughed, "as +lively as a cricket, moving about bossing that big +place."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, I thought, seeing you back so—so soon," +the girl stammered; "I thought that you had perhaps +heard—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"That she was sick again? Oh no!" he exclaimed, +and then he saw her drift and paused, and, +flushed and embarrassed, sat staring at the floor.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You didn't—surely you didn't come all the way +here to—to tell me about my mother!" Virginia +cried, "when you have important work to do down +there?"</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a moment's hesitation on his part; +then he raised his head and looked frankly into her +eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What's the use of denying it?" he said. "I +don't believe in deception, even in small things. It +never does any good. I <em class="italics">did</em> have work to do down +there, but I couldn't go on with it, Virginia, while +you were here brooding as you are over your +mother's condition. So I stayed at my desk till +the north-bound train was ready to pull out. Then +I made a break for it, catching the last car as it +whizzed past the crossing near the office. The +train was delayed on the way up, and after I got +to Darley I was afraid I couldn't get a horse at the +stable and get here before you were in bed; but you +see I made it. Sam Hicks will blow me up about +the lather his mare is in. I haven't long to stay +here, either, for I must get back to Darley to catch +the ten-forty. I'll reach the office about four in +the morning, if I can get the conductor to slow up +in the Atlanta switch-yard for me to hop off at the +crossing."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And you did all that simply to tell me about my +mother?" Virginia said. "Why, she could have +written."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, but seeing some one right from the spot is +more satisfying," he said, with embarrassed lightness. +"I wanted to tell you how she was, and I'm +glad, whether you are or not."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm glad to hear from her," said Virginia. "It +is only because I did not want to put you to so +much trouble."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't bother about that, Virginia. I'd gladly +do it every night in the week to keep you from +worrying. Do you remember the day, long ago, +that I came to you down at the creek and told you +I was dissatisfied with things here, and was going +away off to begin the battle of life in earnest?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I remember," Virginia answered, almost +oblivious of the clinging, invisible current which +seemed to be sweeping them together.</p> +<p class="pnext">He drew a deep breath, as if to take in courage for +what he had to say, and then went on:</p> +<p class="pnext">"You were only a little girl then, hardly thirteen, +and yet to me, Virginia, you were a woman capable +of the deepest feeling. I never shall forget how you +rebuked me about leaving my mother in anger. You +looked at me as straight and frank as starbeams, +and told me you'd not desert your mother in her +old age for all the world. I never forgot what you +said and just the way you said it, and through all +my turbulent life out West your lecture was constantly +before me. I was angry at my mother, but +finally I got to looking at her marriage differently, +and then I began to want to see her and to do my +filial duty as you were doing yours. That was +one reason I came back here. The other was because—Virginia, +it was because I wanted to see +<em class="italics">you</em>."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, don't, don't begin—" but Virginia's protest +died away in her pulsing throat. She lowered +her head and covered her hot face with her hands.</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I have begun, and I must go on," he said. +"Out West I met hundreds of attractive women, +but I could never look upon them as other men did +because of the—the picture of you stamped on my +brain. I was not hearing a word about you, but +you were becoming exactly what I knew you would +become; and when I saw you out there in the barn-yard +that first day after I got back, my whole being +caught fire, and it's blazing yet—it will blaze as +long as there is a breath of my life left to fan it. +For me there can be but one wife, little girl, +and if she fails me I'll go unmarried to my +grave."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, don't! don't!" Virginia sobbed, her tones +muffled by her hands pressed tightly over her face. +"You don't know me. I'm not what you think I +am. I'm only a poor, helpless, troubled—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't! don't!" he broke in, fearfully—"don't decide +against me hastily! I know—God knows I +am unworthy of you, and if you don't feel as I do +you will never link your young life to mine. Sometimes +I fear that your shrinking from me as you +often do is evidence against my hopes. Oh, dear, +little girl, am I a fool? Am I a crazy idiot asking +you for what you can't possibly give?"</p> +<p class="pnext">A sob which she was trying to suppress shook her +from head to foot, and she rose and stepped to the +door and stood there looking out on the moonlit road, +where his impatient horse was pawing the earth +and neighing. There was silence. King leaned forward, +his elbows on his knees, his strong fingers +locked like prongs of steel in front of him, his face +deep cut with the chisel of anxiety. For several +minutes he stared thus at her white profile struck +into sharp clearness by the combined light from +without and within.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see it all," he groaned. "I've lost. While I +was away out there treasuring your memory and +seeing your face night after night, day after day—holding +you close, pulling these rugged old mountains +about you for protection, you were not—you +were not—I was simply not in your thoughts."</p> +<p class="pnext">Then she turned towards him. She seemed to +have grown older and stronger since he began speaking +so earnestly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You must not think of me that way any longer," +she sighed. "You mustn't neglect your work to +come to see me, either."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You will never be my wife, then, Virginia?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I could never be that, Luke—no, not that—never +on earth."</p> +<p class="pnext">He shrank together as if in sudden, sharp physical +pain, and then he rose to his full height and reached +for his hat, which she had placed on the table. His +heavy-soled boots creaked on the rough floor; he +tipped his chair over, and it would have fallen had +he not awkwardly caught it and restored it to its +place.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You have a good reason, I am sure of that," +he said, huskily.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, yes, I—I have a reason." Her stiff lips +made answer. "We are not for each other, Luke. +If you've been thinking so, so long, as you say, it +is because you were trying to make me fit your +ideal, but I am not that in reality. I tell you I'm +only a poor, suffering girl, full of faults and +weaknesses, at times not knowing which way to +turn."</p> +<p class="pnext">He had reached the door, and he stepped out into +the moonlight, his massive head still bare. He +shook back his heavy hair in a determined gesture +of supreme faith and denial and said: "I know you +better than you know yourself, because I know better +than you do how to compare you to other women. +I want you, Virginia, just as you are, with +every sweet fault about you. I want you with a +soul that actually bleeds for you, but you say it +must not be, and you know best."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, it can't possibly be," Virginia said, almost +fiercely. "It can never be while life lasts. You +and I are as wide apart as the farthest ends of the +earth."</p> +<p class="pnext">He bowed his head and stood silent for a moment, +then he sighed as he looked at her again. "I've +thought about life a good deal, Virginia," he said, +"and I've almost come to the conclusion that a +great tragedy must tear the soul of every person +destined for spiritual growth. This may be my +tragedy, Virginia; I know something of the tragedy +that lifted Ann Boyd to the skies, but her neighbors +don't see it. They are still beating the material +husk from which her big soul has risen."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know what she is," Virginia declared. "I'm +happy to be one who knows her as she is—the +grandest woman in the world."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm glad to hear you say that," King said. "I +knew if anybody did her justice it would be you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"If I don't know how to sympathize with her, no +one does," said the girl, with a bitterness of tone he +could not fathom. "She's wonderful; she's glorious. +It would be worth while to suffer anything +to reach what she has reached."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I didn't come to talk of her, good as she +has been to me," King said, gloomily. "I must +get back to the grind and whir of that big building. +I shall not come up again for some time. I have an +idea I know what your reason is, but it would drive +me crazy even to think about it."</p> +<p class="pnext">She started suddenly, and then stared steadily at +him. In the white moonlight she looked like a +drooping figure carved out of stone, even to every +fold of her simple dress and wave of her glorious +hair.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You think you know!" she whispered.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I think so, and the pronunciation of a single +name would prove it, but I shall not let it pass my +lips to-night. It's my tragedy, Virginia."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And mine," she said to herself, but to him it +seemed that she made no response at all, and after +a moment's pause he turned away.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Good-bye," he said, from the gate.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Good-bye, Luke," she said, impulsively.</p> +<p class="pnext">But at the sound of his name he whirled and came +back, his brow dyed with red, his tender eyes flashing. +"I'll tell you one other thing, and then I'll +go," he said, tremulously. "Out West, one night, +after a big ball which had bored the life out of me—in +fact, I had only gone because it was a coming-out +affair of the daughter of a wealthy friend of mine. +In the smoking-room of the big hotel which had +been rented for the occasion I had a long talk with +a middle-aged bachelor, a man of the world, whom +I knew well. He told me his story. In his younger +days he had been in love with a girl back East, +and his love was returned, but he wanted to see +more of life and the world, and was not ready to +settle down, and so he left her. After years spent +in an exciting business and social life, and never +meeting any one else that he could care for, a sudden +longing came over him to hear from his old +sweetheart. He had no sooner thought of it than +his old desires came back like a storm, and he could +not even wait to hear from her. He packed up +hastily, took the train, and went back home. He +got to the village only two days after she had married +another man. The poor old chap almost cried +when he told me about it. Then, in my sympathy +for him, I told him of my feeling for a little girl back +here, and he earnestly begged me not to wait another +day. It was that talk with him that helped +me to make up my mind to come home. But, you +see, I am too late, as he was too late. Poor old +Duncan! He'd dislike to hear of my failure. But +I've lost out, too. Now, I'll go sure. Good-bye, +Virginia. I hope you will be happy. I'm going to +pray for that."</p> +<p class="pnext">Leaning against the door-jamb, she saw him pass +through the gateway, unhitch his restive horse, and +swing himself heavily into the saddle, still holding +his hat in his hand. Then he galloped away—away +in the still moonlight, the—to her—peaceful, +mocking moonlight.</p> +<p class="pnext">"He thinks he knows," she muttered, "but he +doesn't dream the <em class="italics">whole</em> truth. If he did he would +no longer think that way of me. What am I, anyway? +He was loving me with that great, infinite +soul while I was listening to the idle simpering of a +fool. Ah, Luke King shall never know the truth! +I'd rather lie dead before him than to see that wondrous +light die out of his great, trusting eyes."</p> +<p class="pnext">She heard Sam coming down the road, and through +the silvery gauze of night she saw the red flare of +his pipe. She turned into her own room and sat +down on the bed, her little, high-instepped feet on +the floor, her hands clasped between her knees.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxvii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id28">XXVII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">The events which took place at Chesters' +that adventurous night had a remarkable +effect on the young master of the +place. After Ann Boyd had left him +he restlessly paced the floor of the +long veranda. Blind fury and unsatisfied passion +held him in their clutch and drove him to and fro +like a caged and angry lion. The vials of his first +wrath were poured on the heads of his meddlesome +guests, who had so unceremoniously thrust themselves +upon him at such an inopportune moment, +and from them his more poignant resentment was +finally shifted to the woman whom for years he, +with the rest of the community, had contemptuously +regarded as the partner in his father's early +indiscretions. That she—such a character—should +suddenly rise to remind him of his duty to his manhood, +and even enforce it under his own roof, was +the most humiliating happening of his whole life.</p> +<p class="pnext">These hot reflections and secret plans for revenge +finally died away and were followed by a +state of mind that, at its lowest ebb, amounted to +a racking despair he had never known. Something +told him that Ann Boyd had spoken grim truth +when she had said that Virginia would never again +fall under his influence, and certainly no woman +had ever before so completely absorbed him. Up +to this moment it had been chiefly her rare beauty +and sweetness of nature that had charmed him, but +now he began to realize the grandeur of her character +and the depths to which her troubles had +stirred his sympathies. As he recalled, word by +word, all that had passed between them in regard +to her nocturnal visit, he was forced to acknowledge +that it was only through her absorbing desire to +save her mother that she, abetted by her very +purity of mind, had been blindly led into danger. +He flushed and shuddered under the lash of the +thought that he, himself, had constituted that +danger.</p> +<p class="pnext">He went to bed, but scarcely closed his eyes during +the remainder of the night, and the next morning +was up before the cook had made the fires in the +kitchen range. He hardly knew what he would do, +but he determined to see Virginia at the earliest +opportunity and make an honest and respectful +attempt to regain her confidence. He would give +her the money she so badly needed—give it to her +without restrictions, and trust to her gratitude to +restore her faith in him. He spent all that morning, +after eating a hasty breakfast, on a near-by +wooded hill-side, from which elevation he had a fair +view of Jane Hemingway's cottage. He saw Virginia +come from the house in search of the cow, +and with his heart in his mouth he was preparing +to descend to meet her, when, to his consternation, +he saw that she had joined Ann Boyd at the barn-yard +of the latter, and then he saw the two go into +Ann's house together. This augured ill for him, +his fears whispered, and he remained at his post +among the trees till the girl came out of the house +and hastened homeward. For the next two days +he hung about Jane Hemingway's cottage with +no other thought in mind than seeing Virginia. +Once from the hill-side he saw her as she was returning +from Wilson's store, and he made all haste +to descend, hoping to intercept her before she +reached home, but he was just a moment too late. +She was on the road a hundred yards ahead of him, +and, seeing him, she quickened her step. He walked +faster, calling out to her appealingly to stop, but +she did not pause or look back again. Then he saw +a wagon filled with men and women approaching +on the way to market, and, knowing that such unseemly +haste on his part and hers would excite +comment, he paused at the roadside and allowed her +to pursue her way unmolested. The next day being +Sunday, he dressed himself with unusual care, keenly +conscious, as he looked in the mirror, that his +visage presented a haggard, careworn aspect that +was anything but becoming. His eyes had the +fixed, almost bloodshot stare of an habitual drunkard +in the last nervous stages of downward progress. +His usually pliant hair, as if surcharged with +electricity, seemed to defy comb and brush, and +stood awry; his clothes hung awkwardly; his quivering +fingers refused to put the deft touch to his +tie which had been his pride. At the last moment +he discovered that his boots had not been blacked +by the negro boy who waited on him every morning. +He did this himself very badly, and then +started out to church, not riding, for the reason that +he hoped Virginia would be there, and that he +might have the excuse of being afoot to join her +and walk homeward with her. But she was not +there, and he sat through Bazemore's long-winded +discourse, hardly conscious that the minister, flattered +by his unwonted presence, glanced at him +proudly all through the service.</p> +<p class="pnext">So it was that one thing and another happened +to prevent his seeing Virginia till one morning at +Wilson's store he heard that Jane Hemingway had, +in some mysterious way, gotten the money she +needed and had already gone to Atlanta. He suffered +a slight shock over the knowledge that Virginia +would now not need the funds he had been +keeping for her, but this was conquered by the +thought that he could go straight to the cottage, +now that the girl's grim-faced guardian was away. +So he proceeded at once to do this. As he approached +the gate, a thrill of gratification passed +over him, for he observed that Sam Hemingway +was out at the barn, some distance from the house. +As he was entering the gate and softly closing it +after him, Virginia appeared in the doorway. Their +eyes met. He saw her turn pale and stand alert +and undecided, her head up like that of a young +deer startled in a quiet forest. It flashed upon him, +to his satisfaction, that she would instinctively retreat +into the house, and that he could follow and +there, unmolested even by a chance passer-by, say +all he wanted to say, and say it, too, in the old +fashion which had once so potently—if only temporarily—influenced +her. But with a flash of wisdom +and precaution, for which he had not given +her credit, she seemed to realize the barriers beyond +her and quickly stepped out into the porch, where +coldly and even sternly she waited for him to +speak.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Virginia," he said, taking off his hat and humbly +sweeping it towards the ground, "I have been moving +heaven and earth to get to see you alone." He +glanced furtively down the road, and then added: +"Let's go into the house. I've got something important +to say to you."</p> +<p class="pnext">Still staring straight at him, she moved forward +till she leaned against the railing of the porch. "I +sha'n't do it," she said, firmly. "If I've been silly +once, that is no reason I'll be so always. There is +nothing you can say to me that can't be spoken +here in the open sunlight."</p> +<p class="pnext">Her words and tone struck him like a material +missile well-aimed and deliberately hurled. There +was a dignity and firm finality in her bearing which +he felt could not be met with his old shallow suavity +and seductive flattery. From credulous childhood +she seemed, in that brief period, to have grown into +wise maturity. If she had been beautiful in his +eyes before, she was now, in her frigid remoteness, +in her thorough detachment from their former intimacy, +far more than that.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I meant no harm," he found himself articulating, +almost in utter bewilderment. "I only +thought that somebody passing might—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Might see me with you?" she flashed out, with +sudden anger. "What do I care? I came out here +just now and gave a tramp something to eat. If +they see you here, I suppose it won't be the first +time a girl has been seen talking to a man in front +of her own home."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I didn't mean to offend you," he stammered, at +the end of his resources; "but I've been utterly +miserable, Virginia."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh! is that so?" she sneered.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I have. I feel awfully bad about what took +place. I wanted to give you that money for your +mother, and that night when I finally got rid of +those meddlesome devils and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"In the name of Heaven, stop!" Virginia cried. +"I simply will not stand here and talk about that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I have the money still," he said, feebly. +"You kept your word in coming for it, and I want +to keep mine."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I wouldn't touch a cent of it to save my life," +she hurled at him. "If my mother lay before my +eyes dying in agony and your money would save +her, I wouldn't have it. I wouldn't take it to save +my soul from perdition."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are making it very hard for me," he said, +desperately; and then, with a frankness she could +not have looked for even from his coarsest side, +he went on passionately: "I'm only a man, Virginia—a +human being, full of love, admiration, and—passion. +Young as you are, I can't blame you, and, +still you <em class="italics">did</em> encourage me. You know you did. +I'm nearly insane over it all. I want you, Virginia. +These meetings with you, and the things you have let +me say to you, if you have said nothing yourself, +have lifted me to the very sky. I simply cannot bear +up under your present actions, knowing that that old +woman has been talking against me. I am willing +to do anything on earth to set myself right. I admire +you more than I ever dreamed I could admire +a woman, and my love for you is like a torrent that +nothing can dam. I must have you, Virginia. The +whole thing has gone too far. You ought to have +thought of this before you agreed to come to my +house alone at night, when you knew I was—when +you knew I had every reason to expect that you—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Stop!" she cried, with white lips and eyes flashing. +"You are a coward, as well as a scoundrel! +You are daring to threaten me. You have made +me hate myself. As for you, I despise you as I +would a loathsome reptile. I hate you! I detest +you! I wake up in the night screaming in terror, +fancying that I'm again in that awful room, locked +in like a slave, a prisoner subject to your will—waiting +for you to bid good-night to your drunken +friends—locked in by your hand to wait there in +an agony of death. Love you? I hate you! I +hate the very low-browed emptiness of your face. +I hate my mother for the selfish fear of death which +blinded me to my own rights as a woman. Oh, +God, I want to die and be done with it!"</p> +<p class="pnext">She suddenly covered her impassioned face with +her hands and shook convulsively from head to +foot.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Virginia, don't, don't make a mountain out +of a molehill," he began, with a leaning towards his +old, seductive persuasiveness. "There is nothing to +feel so badly about. You know that Ann Boyd +got there before I—I—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's all <em class="italics">you</em> know about it," she said, uncovering +eyes that flashed like lightning. "When I +went there, with no interest in you further than a +silly love of your honeyed words and <em class="italics">to get your +money</em>, I did what I'll never wipe from my memory."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Virginia"—he tried to assume a light laugh—"this +whole thing has turned your head. You will +feel differently about it later when your mother +comes back sound and well. Ann Boyd is not +going to tell what took place, and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"And you and I will have a secret of that nature +between us!" she broke in, furiously. "That's got +to blacken my memory, and be always before me! +You are going to know <em class="italics">that</em> of me when—when, yes, +I'll say it—when another man whose shoes you are +unworthy to wipe believes me to be as free from +contact with evil as a new-born baby."</p> +<p class="pnext">Chester drew his brows together in sudden suspicion.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are referring to Luke King!" he snapped +out. "Look here, Virginia, don't make this matter +any more serious than it is. I will not have a man +like that held up to me as a paragon. I have heard +that he used to hang around you when you were +little, before he went off and came back so puffed +up with his accomplishments, and I understand he +has been to see you recently, but I won't stand his +meddling in my affairs."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You needn't be afraid," Virginia said, with a bitterness +he could not fathom. "There is nothing +between Luke King and myself—absolutely nothing. +You may rest sure that I'd never receive the +attentions of a man of his stamp after what has +passed between me and a man of your—" She +paused.</p> +<p class="pnext">He was now white with rage. His lower lip hung +and twitched nervously.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are a little devil!" he cried. "You know +you are driving me crazy. But I will not be thrown +over. Do you understand? I am not going to give +you up."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't know how you will help yourself," she +said, moving back towards the door. "I certainly +shall never, of my own free will, see you alone again. +What I've done, I've done, but I don't intend to +have it thrown into my face day after day."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Look here, Virginia," he began, but she had +walked erectly into the house and abruptly closed +the door. He stood undecided for a moment, and +then, crestfallen, he turned away.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxviii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id29">XXVIII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">One bright, crisp morning a few days +later, after her uncle had ridden his +old horse, in clanking, trace-chain harness, +off to his field to do some ploughing, +Virginia stole out unnoticed and +went over to Ann Boyd's. The door of the farm-house +stood open, and in the sitting-room the +girl saw Ann seated near a window hemming a +sheet.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see from your face that you've had more +news," the old woman said, as she smiled in greeting. +"Sit down and tell me about it. I'm on +this job and want to get through with it before I +put it down."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I got a letter this morning," Virginia complied, +"from a woman down there who said she was my +mother's nurse. The operation was very successful, +and she is doing remarkably well. The surgeon +says she will have no more trouble with her affliction. +It was only on the surface and was taken +just in time."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, just in time!" Ann held the sheet in her +tense hands for a moment, and then crushed it into +her capacious lap. "Then <em class="italics">she's</em> all right."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, she is all right, Mrs. Boyd. In fact, the +doctor says she will soon be able to come home. +The simple treatment can be continued here under +their directions till she is thoroughly restored."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was silence. Ann's face looked as hard as +stone. She seemed to be trying to conquer some +rising emotion, for she coughed, cleared her throat, +and swallowed. Her heavy brows were drawn together, +and the muscles of her big neck stood up +under her tanned skin like tent-cords drawn taut +from pole to stake.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I may as well tell you one particular thing and +be done with it," she suddenly gulped. "I don't +believe in deception of any sort whatever. I hate +your mother as much as I could hate anything or +anybody. I want it understood between us now +on the spot that I done what I did for <em class="italics">you</em>, not for +her. It may be Old Nick in me that makes me feel +this way at such a time, but, you see, I understand +her well enough to know she will come back primed +and cocked for the old battle. The fear of death +didn't alter her in her feelings towards me, and, now +that she's on her feet, she will be worse than ever. +It's purty tough to have to think that I put her in +such good fighting trim, but I did it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I am afraid you are right about her future attitude," +Virginia sighed, "and that was one reason +I did not want help to come through you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That makes no odds now," Ann said, stoically. +"What's done is done. I'm in the hands of two +powers—good and evil—and here lately I never +know, when I get out of bed in the morning, +whether I'm going to feel the cool breath of one or +the hot blast of the other. For months I had but +one desire, and that was to see you, you poor, +innocent child, breathing the fumes of the hell I sunk +into; and just as my hopes were about to be realized +the other power caught me up like a swollen river +and swept me right the other way. Luke King +really caused it. Child, since God made the world +He never put among human beings a man with +a finer soul. That poor, barefoot mountain boy +that I picked up and sent off to school has come +back—like Joseph that was dropped in a pit—a +king among men. Under the lash of his inspired +tongue I had to rise from my mire of hatred and +do my duty. I might not have been strong enough +in the right way if—if I hadn't loved him so much, +and if he hadn't told me, poor boy, with tears in +his eyes and voice, that you were the only woman +in the world for him, and that his career would be +wrecked if he lost you. I let him leave me without +making promises. I was mad and miserable +because I was about to be thwarted. But when he +was gone I got to thinking it over, and finally I +couldn't help myself, and acted. I determined, if +possible, to pull you back from the brink you stood +on and give you to him, that you might live the life +that I missed."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia sank into a chair. She was flushed from +her white, rounded neck to the roots of her hair.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I didn't deserve it!" she cried. "I have +remained silent when my mother was heaping abuse +upon you. I made no effort to do you justice +when your enemies were crying you down. Oh, +Mrs. Boyd, you are the best and most unselfish +woman that ever lived."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I am not that," Ann declared, firmly. "I'm +just like the general run of women, weak and wishy-washy, +with dry powder in my make-up that anybody +can touch a match to. There is no counting +on what I'll do next. Right now I feel like being +your stanch friend, but I really don't know but +what, if your mammy hemmed me in a corner, I'd +even throw up to her what you did that night. I say +I don't know what notion might strike me. She +can, with one word or look of hers, start perdition's +fire in me. I don't know any more than a cat what +made me go contrary to my plans that night. It +wasn't in a thousand miles of what I wanted to +do, and having Jane Hemingway come back here +with a sound body and tongue of fire isn't what I +saved money to pay for. If forgiveness is to be +the white garment of the next life, mine will be as +black as logwood dye."</p> +<p class="pnext">"The pretty part of it all is that you don't know +yourself as you really are," Virginia said, almost +smiling in her enthusiasm. "Since I've seen the +beautiful side of your character I've come almost +to understand the eternal wisdom even in human +ills. But for your hatred of my mother, your kindness +to me would not be so wonderful. For a long +time I had only my mother to love, but now, Mrs. +Boyd, somehow, I have not had as great anxiety +about her down there as I thought I would have. +Really, my heart has been divided between you two. +Mrs. Boyd, I love you. I can't help it—I love you."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann suddenly raised her sheet and folded it in her +lap. Her face had softened; there was a wonderful +spiritual radiance in her eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's powerful good and sweet of you to—to talk +that way to a poor, despised outcast like I am. I +can't remember many good things being said about +me, and when you say you feel that way towards +me, why—well, it's sweet of you—that's all, it's +sweet and kind of you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You have <em class="italics">made</em> me love you," Virginia said, +simply. "I could not help myself."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann looked straight at the girl from her moist, +beaming eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'm a very odd woman, child, and I want to +tell you what I regard as the oddest thing about +me. You say you feel kind towards me, and, and—love +me a little. Well, ever since that night in that +young scamp's room, when I came on you, crouched +down there in your misery and fear, looking so +much like I must 'a' looked at one time away back +when not a spark of hope flashed in my black sky—ever +since I saw you that way, helpless as a fresh +violet in the track of a grazing bull, I have felt a +yearning to draw you up against this old storm-beaten +breast of mine and rock you to sleep. That's +odd, but that isn't the odd thing I was driving at, +and it is this, Virginia—I don't care a snap of my +finger about my <em class="italics">own</em> child. Think of that. If I +was to hear of her death to-night it wouldn't be +any more to me than the news of the death of any +stranger."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That <em class="italics">is</em> queer," said Virginia, thoughtfully.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, it's only nature working, I reckon," Ann +said. "I loved her as a baby—in a natural way, I +suppose—but when she went off from me, and by +her going helped—child though she was—to stamp +the brand on me that has been like the mark of a +convict on my brow ever since—when she went off, +I say, I hardened my heart towards her, and day +after day I kept it hard till now she couldn't soften +it. Maybe if I was to see her in trouble like you +were in, my heart would go out to her; but she's +independent of me; the only thing I've ever heard +of her is that she cries and shudders at the mention +of my name. She shudders at it, and she'll +go down to her grave shuddering at it. She'll teach +her children not to mention me. No, I'll never love +her, and that's why it seems odd for me to feel like +I do about you. Heaven knows, it seems like a +dream when I remember that you are Jane Hemingway's +child and the chief pride of her hard life. +As for my own girl, she's full grown now, and has +her natural plans and aspirations, and is afraid my +record will blight them. I don't even know how +she looks, but I have in mind a tall, stiff-necked, +bony girl inclined to awkwardness, selfish, grasping, +and unusually proud. But I can love as well as +hate, though I've done more hating in my life than +loving. There was a time I thought the very seeds +of love had dried up in me, but about that time I +picked up Luke King. Even as a boy he seemed +to look deep into the problems of life, and was sorry +for me. Somehow me and him got to talking over +my trouble as if he'd been a woman, and he always +stood to me and pitied me and called me tender +names. You see, nobody at his home understood +him, and he had his troubles, too, so we naturally +drifted together like a mother and son pulled towards +one another by the oddest freak of circumstances +that ever came in two lives. We used to +sit here in this room and talk of the deepest questions +that ever puzzled the human brain. Our +reason told us the infinite plan of the universe must +be good, but we couldn't make it tally with the +heavy end of it we had to tote. He was rebellious +against circumstances and his lazy old step-father's +conduct towards him, and he finally kicked over +the traces and went West. Well, he had his eyes +open out there, and came back with the blaze of +spiritual glory in his manly face. He started in to +practise what he was preaching, too. He yanked +out of his pocket the last dollar of his savings and +forked it over to the last people on earth to deserve +it. That made me so mad I couldn't speak to him +for a while, but now I'm forced to admit that +the sacrifice hasn't harmed him in the least. He's +plunging ahead down there in the most wonderful +way, and content—well, content but just for one +thing. I reckon you know what that is?"</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann paused. Virginia was looking out through +the open doorway, a flush creeping over her sensitive +face. She started to speak, but the words +hung in her throat, and she only coughed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, you know as well as I do," Ann went on, +gently. "He come over here the other night after +he left your house. He hitched his horse at the +gate and come in and sat down. I saw something +serious had happened, and as he was not due here, +and was overwhelmed with business in Atlanta, I +thought he had met with money trouble. I made +up my mind then and there, too, that I'd back him +to the extent of every thimbleful of land and every +splinter of timber in my possession; but it wasn't +money he wanted. It was something else. He sat +there in the moonlight that was shining through +the door, with his head on his breast plumb full of +despair. I finally got it out of him. You'd refused +him outright. You'd decided that you could +get on without the love and life-devotion of the +grandest man that ever lived. I was thoroughly mad +at you then. I come in an inch of turning plumb +against you, but I didn't. I fought for you as I'd +have fought for myself away back in my girlhood. +I did it, although I could have spanked you good +for making him so miserable."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You know why I refused him," Virginia said, +in a low voice. "You, of all persons, will know that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't know as I do," Ann said, with a probing +expression in her eyes. "I don't know, unless, +after all, you have a leaning for that young scamp, +who has no more real honor than a convict in his +stripes. Women are that way, except in very rare +cases. The bigger the scoundrel and the meaner +he treats them the more they want him. If it's +that, I am not going to upbraid you. Upbraiding +folks for obeying the laws of nature is the greatest +loss of wind possible. If you really love that scamp, +no power under high heaven will turn you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Love him? I loathe him!" burst passionately +from Virginia's lips.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then what under the sun made you treat Luke +King as you did?" asked Ann, almost sternly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Because I could not marry him," said the girl, +firmly. "I'd rather die than accept the love and +devotion of a man as noble as he is after—after—oh, +you know what I mean!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see—I see," Ann said, her brows meeting. +"There comes another law of nature. I reckon if +you feel that way, any argument I'd put up would +fall on deaf ears."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I could never accept his love and confidence +without telling him all that took place that night, +and I'd kill myself rather than have him know," +declared the girl.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, <em class="italics">that's</em> the trouble!" Ann exclaimed. "Well, +I hope all that will wear away in time. It's fortunate +that you are not loved by a narrow fool, my +child. Luke King has seen a lots of the world in +his young life."</p> +<p class="pnext">"He has not seen enough of the world to make +him overlook a thing of that kind, and you know +it," Virginia sighed. "I really believe the higher a +man becomes spiritually the higher his ideal of a +woman is. I know what he thinks of me now, but +I don't know what he would think if he knew the +whole truth. He must never be told that, Mrs. +Boyd. God knows I am grateful to you for +all you have done, but you must not tell him +that."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann put down her sheet and went to the fireplace, +and with the tip of her coarse, gaping shoe +she pushed some burning embers under a three-legged +pot on the stone hearth. With her tongs she +lifted the iron lid and looked at a corn-pone browning +within, and then she replaced it. Her brow was +deeply wrinkled.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You told me everything that happened that +night, if I remember right," she said, tentatively. +"In fact, I know you did."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia said nothing; her thoughts seemed elsewhere.</p> +<p class="pnext">Leaning the tongs against the fireplace, Ann came +forward and bent over her almost excitedly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Look here, child," she said, "you told me that—that +I got there in time. You told me—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I told you all I thought was necessary for you +to understand the situation," said Virginia, her eyes +downcast, "but I didn't tell you all I'd have to tell +Luke King—to be his wife."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You say you didn't." Ann sat down heavily in +her chair. "Then be plain with me; what under +the sun did you leave out?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I left out the fact that I was crazy that night," +said Virginia. "I read in a book once that a woman +is so constituted that she can't see reason in anything +which does not coincide with her desires. I +saw only one thing that night that was worth considering. +I saw only the awful suffering of my +mother and the chance to put an end to it by getting +hold of that man's money. Do you understand +now? I went there for that purpose. I'd +have laid down my life for it. When those men +came he urged me to run and hide in his room, as +he and I stood on the veranda, and it was not fear +of exposure that drove me up the stairs holding +to his hand. It was the almost appalling fear that +the promised money would slip through my fingers +if I didn't obey him to the letter. And when he +whispered, with his hot breath in my ear, there in +his room, as his friends were loudly knocking at +the door below, that he would rid himself of them +and come back, and asked me if I'd wait, I said +yes, as I would, have said it to God in heaven. +Then he asked me if it was '<em class="italics">a promise</em>,' and I said +yes again. Then he asked me, Mrs. Boyd, he asked +me—"</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia's voice died out. She fell to quivering +from head to foot.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, well, go on!" Ann said, under her breath. +"Go on. What did he ask you?"</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia hesitated for another minute, then, with +her face red with shame, she said: "He asked me to +prove it by—kissing him—kissing him of my own +free will. I hesitated, I think. Yes, I hesitated, +but I heard the steps of the men in the hall below +at the foot of the stairs. I thought of the money, +Mrs. Boyd, and I kissed him."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You did?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes. I did—there, <em class="italics">in his room</em>!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'm glad you told me that," Ann breathed, +deeply. "I think I understand it better now. I +understand how you feel."</p> +<p class="pnext">"So you see, all that's what I'd have to tell Luke +King," Virginia said; "and I'll never do it—never +on this earth. I want him always to think of me +as he does right now."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann locked her big hands in her lap and bent +forward.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see my greatest trouble is going to lie with +you," she said. "You are conscientious. Millions +of women have kept worse things than that from +their husbands and never lost a wink of sleep over +them, but you seem to be of a different stripe. I +think Luke King is too grand a man to hold that +against you, under all the circumstances. I think +so, but I don't know men any better than they know +women, and I'm not going to urge you one way or +the other. I thought my easy-going husband would +do me justice, but he couldn't have done it to save +his neck from the loop. In my opinion there never +will be any happy unions between men and women +till men quit thinking so much about the weakness +of women's <em class="italics">bodies</em> and so little of the strength of +their <em class="italics">souls</em>. The view you had that night of the +dark valley of a living death, and your escape from +it, has lifted you into a purity undreamt of by the +average woman. If Luke King's able to comprehend +that, he may get him a wife on the open mountain-top; +if not, he can find her in the bushes at the foot. +He'll obey his natural law, as you and I will ours."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxix"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id30">XXIX</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">In dire dread of facing the anger of his +father, who was expected back from +Savannah, for having sold the horse +which the Colonel himself was fond of +riding, and being in the lowest dregs +of despondency and chagrin over the humiliating +turn his affair with Virginia had taken, Langdon +Chester packed his travelling-bag and hurried off to +Atlanta.</p> +<p class="pnext">There he had a middle-aged bachelor cousin, +Chester Sively, who was as fair an example as one +could well find of the antebellum Southern man of +the world carried forward into a new generation +and a more active and progressive environment. +Fortunately for him, he had inherited a considerable +fortune, and he was enabled to live in somewhat the +same ease as had his aristocratic forebears. He had +a luxurious suite of rooms in one of the old-fashioned +houses in Peachtree Street, where he always welcomed +Langdon as his guest, in return for the hospitality +of the latter during the hunting season on +the plantation.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Another row with the head of the house?" he +smiled, as he rose from his easy-chair at a smoking-table +to shake hands with the new arrival, who, +hot and dusty, had alighted from a rickety cab, +driven by a sleepy negro in a battered silk top-hat, +and sauntered in, looking anything but cheerful.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why did you think that?" Langdon asked, after +the negro had put down his bag and gone.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why? Oh, because it has been brewing for a +long time, old chap," Sively smiled; "and because +it is as natural for old people to want to curb the +young as it is for them to forget their own youth. +When I was up there last, Uncle Pres could scarcely +talk of anything but your numerous escapades."</p> +<p class="pnext">"We didn't actually have the <em class="italics">row</em>," Langdon +sighed, "but it would have come if I hadn't lit out +before he got back from Savannah. The truth is"—the +visitor dropped his eyes—"he has allowed me +almost no pocket-money of late, and, getting in a +tight place—debts, you know, and one thing and +another—I let my best horse go at a sacrifice the +other day. Father likes to ride him, and he's going +to raise sand about it. Oh, I couldn't stand it, and +so I came away. It will blow over, you know, but +it will do so quicker if I'm here and he's there. +Besides, he is always nagging me about having no +profession or regular business, and if I see a fair +opening down here, I'm really going to work."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You'll never do it in this world." Sively laughed, +and his dark eyes flashed merrily as he pulled at his +well-trained mustache. "You can no more do that +sort of thing than a cat-fish can hop about in a +bird-cage. In an office or bank you'd simply pine +away and die. Your ancestors lived in the open +air, with other people to work for them, and you are +simply too near that period to do otherwise. I +know, my boy, because I've tried to work. If I +didn't have private interests that pin me down to +a sort of routine, I'd be as helpless as you are."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are right, I reckon." Langdon reached +out to the copper bowl on the table and took a +cigar. "I know, somehow, that the few business +openings I have heard of now and then have simply +sickened me. When I get as much city life as is +good for me down here, I like to run back to the +mountains. Up there I can take my pipe and gun +and dog and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"And enjoy life right; you bet you can," Sively +said, enthusiastically. "Well, after all, it's six of +one and half a dozen of the other. My life isn't all +it's cracked up to be by men who say they are +yearning for it. Between you and me, I feel like +a defunct something or other when I hear these +thoroughly up-to-date chaps talking at the club +about their big enterprises which they are making +go by the very skin of their teeth. Why, I know +one fellow under thirty who has got every electric +car-line in the city tied to the tips of his fingers. +I know another who is about to get Northern backing +for a new railroad from here to Asheville, which +he started on nothing but a scrap of club writing-paper +one afternoon over a bottle of beer. Then +there is that darned chap from up your way, Luke +King. He's a corker. He had little education, I +am told, and sprang from the lowest cracker stock, +but he's the sensation of the hour down here."</p> +<p class="pnext">"He's doing well, then," Langdon said, a touch of +anger in his tone as he recalled Virginia's reference +to King on their last meeting.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well? You'd think so. Half the capitalists in +Atlanta are daft about him. They call him a great +political, financial, and moral force, with a brain as +big as Abraham Lincoln's. I was an idiot. I had +a chance to get in on the ground-floor when that +paper of his started, but I was wise—I was knowing. +When I heard the manager of the thing was +the son of one of your father's old tenants, I pulled +down one corner of my eye and turned him over to +my financial rivals. You bet I see my mistake now. +The stock is worth two for one, and not a scrap on +the market at that. Do you know what the directors +did the other day? When folks do it for you +or me we will feel flattered. They insured his life +for one hundred thousand dollars, because if he +were to die the enterprise wouldn't have a leg to +stand on. You see, it's all in his big brain. I suppose +you know something about his boyhood?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes," Langdon said, testily; "we were near +the same age, and met now and then, but, you know, +at that time our house was so full of visitors that I +had little chance to see much of people in the neighborhood, +and then he went West."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, yes," said Sively, "and that's where his +boom started. They are circulating some odd stories +on him down here, but I take them all with +a grain of salt. They say he sold out his Western +interests for a good sum and gave every red cent +of it to his poor old mother and step-father."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's a fact," said Langdon. "I happen to +know that it is absolutely true. When he got back +he found his folks in a pretty bad shape, and he +bought a good farm for them."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I call that a brave thing," said the older +man—"a thing I couldn't do to save my neck from +the halter. No wonder his editorials have stirred +up the reading public; he means what he says. +He's the most conspicuous man in Atlanta to-day. +But, say, you want to go to your room, and I'm +keeping you. Go in and make yourself comfortable. +I may not get to see much of you for two or +three days. I have to run out of town with some +men from Boston who are with me in a deal for some +coal and iron land, but I'll see you when I return."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I can get along all right, thanks," Langdon +said, as Pomp, Sively's negro man-servant, came for +his bag in obedience to his master's ring.</p> +<p class="pnext">Three days later, on his return to town from a +trip to the country, Sively, not seeing anything of +his guest, asked Pomp where he was.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't know whar he is now, boss," the negro +said, dryly. "I haint seed 'im since dis mawnin', +when he got out o' bed an' had me shave 'im up +an' bresh his clothes. I tell you, Marse Sively, dat +man's doin' powerful funny. He's certainly gone +wrong somehow."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, what do you mean?" the bachelor asked, +in alarm. "He looked all right when he got here."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh, I don't know what ails 'im, suh," the +negro grunted, "but I kin see he's actin' curious. +Dat fust mawnin' when I went in his room to clean +up an' make de baid I come in easy like to keep fum +wakin' 'im, but, bless you, he was already up, standin' +at de window lookin' out in de street an' actually +groanin' to hisse'f like some'n' was wrong wid his +insides. I axed 'im what was de matter, an' if he +wants me to telephone fer de doctor, but he lit in +to cussin' me at sech a rate dat I seed it wasn't any +ailment o' de flesh, anyway. He ordered me to go +to de café fer his breakfast, an' I fetched 'im what he +always did fancy—fried chicken, eggs on toast, an' +coffee wid whipped cream—but, bless you, he let +'em get stone cold on de table, an' wouldn't touch +a thing but what was in yo' decanter."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You don't tell me," Sively said, anxiously. +"What has he been doing of evenings? Did he go +to the Kimball House dance? I had Colville send +him tickets. The Williamsons asked him to their +card-party, too. Did he go?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Not a step," Pomp replied. "He had me lay +out his claw-hammer coat an' get it pressed at +de tailor-shop dat fust night, and stirred around +considerable, wid several drinks in 'im. He even +had me clean his patent-leather pumps and ordered +a cab fum de stable. Said he wasn't goin' to ride in +one o' dem rickety street hacks wid numbers on 'em +an' disgrace you. But, suh, de cab come an' I had +everything out clean on de baid even to a fresh +tube-rose for his button-hole. He sat around +smokin' and runnin' fer de decanter ever' now and +den, but wouldn't take off a rag of his old clothes, +an' kept walkin' de flo', fust to de winder an' den +back to de lounge, whar he'd throw hisse'f down at +full length an' roll an' toss like he had de cramps. +I went to 'im, I did, at ten o'clock, an' told 'im he +was gwine to miss de grand promenade an' let all +de rest of 'em fill up de ladies' cards, but he stared +at me, suh, like he didn't know what I was talkin' +about, an' den he come to his senses, an' told me he +wasn't goin' to no dance. He went to de window +an' ordered de cab off. De next mawnin' he had +all his nice dress-suit stuffed in a wad in his valise. +It was a sight, I'm here to tell you, an' he was settin' +on de baid smoking. He said he'd had enough +o' dis town, an' believed he'd take de train home; +but he didn't, suh. De next night I was sho' +oneasy, an' I watched 'im de best I could widout +makin' 'im mad. He et a bite o' de supper I fetched +'im, and den, atter dark, he started out on foot. I +followed 'im, kase I 'lowed you'd want me to ef you +was here."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, of course," Sively said; "and where did he +go?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Nowhar, suh—dat is, he didn't stop a single +place. He just walked and walked everywhar and +anywhar. It didn't make no odds to him, jest so +he was movin' his laigs. He must 'a' covered five +good miles in de most zigzag travellin' you ever +seed—went clean to de gate o' de Exposition +grounds, an' den back, an' plumb round de Capitol +and out Washington Street, wid me on his scent +like a blood-hound after a runaway nigger; but +dar wasn't much danger o' me bein' seen, fer he +didn't look round. Well, he finally turned an' +come home an' tumbled in baid about two in de +mawnin'. Yesterday de Williamson ladies an' deir +maw driv' up to de do' an' axed about 'im. Dey +said he was down on de list fer dinner at dey house, +an', as he didn't come or send no word, dey 'lowed +he was laid up sick. De lawd knows, I didn't know +what to tell 'em. I've got myse'f in trouble befo' +now lyin' fer white men widout knowin' what I was +lyin' about, an' I let dat chance slide, an' told 'em +I didn't know a blessed thing about it. Dey driv' +off in a big huff; all three dey backs was as straight +as a ironin'-board."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Have you any idea where he is now?" Sively +inquired, anxiously.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I think he's over at de club, suh. De waiters +in de café told me dat he makes a habit o' loungin' +round de back smokin'-room by hisse'f."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Drinking?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, suh—dat is, not any mo'n he kin tote. He +walks straight enough, it jest seems like it's some'n' +wrong in his mind, Marse Sively," and Pomp touched +his black brow significantly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well," Sively said, after a moment's reflection, +"order the horses and trap. If I can find him I'll +take him out to the Driving Club. I'm glad I got +back. I'll take him in hand. Between me and +you, Pomp, I think he's had bad news from his +father. I'm afraid my uncle has really laid down +the law to him, cut off his spending-money, or something +of the kind."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxx"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id31">XXX</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">In the darkest corner of the quietest +room in the club, Sively found his +cousin gloomily smoking a cigar, a bottle +of brandy on a table near him, +and a copy of Luke King's paper on +the floor at his feet. As he looked up his eyes had +a shifting glare in them, and there was an air of +utter dejection on him, though, on recognizing his +cousin, he made a valiant effort to appear at ease.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, you are back, are you?" he said, awkwardly, +flicking the ashes of his cigar over a tray.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, just in, old boy, and I've got my horses +out for a spin to the Driving Club. Come along. +The whole town is out on wheels; the afternoon is +perfect. The idea of your sitting cooped up here, in +smoke thick enough to cut with an axe, when you +ought to be filling your lungs with ozone and enjoying +life!"</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon hesitated, but it was evident that he +could formulate no reasonable excuse for declining +the invitation, and so he reluctantly gave in. "Let +me get my hat," he said, and together they strolled +down the wide entrance-hall to the hat-rack.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I felt rather uneasy when I missed you at my +rooms," Sively remarked, as they were approaching +the trap at the door. "Pomp could give no account +of you, and I didn't know but what you'd skipped +out for home. Have a good time while I was away?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, yes," Chester answered, as he got into +the vehicle and began to adjust the lap-robes about +him. "I got along all right. You see, old man, +I'm sort of getting on the social retired-list. Living +in the country, where we have few formalities, has +turned me somewhat against your teas, dinners, and +dances. I never go without feeling out of it somehow. +You Atlanta men seem to know how to combine +business and society pretty well; but, having +no business when I'm here, I get sick of doing the +other thing exclusively."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, I see," said Sively, who was too deeply +versed in human nature to be misled.</p> +<p class="pnext">As they sped along the smooth asphalt pavement +of Peachtree Street, dodging trolley-cars and passing +or meeting open vehicles filled with pleasure-seekers, +Sively's hat and arm were in continual +motion bowing to friends and acquaintances. The +conversation languished. Sively found it very difficult +to keep it going as he noted the deep lines of +care which marked his cousin's face. He was quite +sure something of a very serious nature had happened +to Langdon, and his sympathies were deeply +stirred.</p> +<p class="pnext">After twenty minutes' brisk driving, they reached +the club-house and entered the throng of fashionably +dressed men and women distributed about at the +numerous refreshment-tables under the trees. The +club was on a slight elevation, and below them +stretched the beautiful greensward of the extensive +Exposition grounds. Several of the liveried servants, +recognizing Sively, approached and offered +chairs at their respective tables, but, sensing his +cousin's desire not to be thrown with others, he led +the way through the laughing and chattering assemblage +to a quiet table in a little smoking-room +quite in the rear of the building.</p> +<p class="pnext">"There," he smiled, "this will suit you better, +I know."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I think it will, if it's all the same to you," +Chester admitted, with a breath of relief. "The +Lord only knows what I'd talk about out there in +that chattering gang."</p> +<p class="pnext">Sively ordered cigars, and, when the waiter had +gone for them, he said, lightly: "No more liquor for +you to-day, my boy. You hold your own all right, +but you are too nervous to take any more."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Nervous? Do you think so? Do I look it?" +Chester asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, a little," said Sively. He was taking +a bunch of cigars from the waiter, and, when he had +signed his name to the accompanying slip of paper, +he said, "Harry, pull the door to after you, and see +that we are not disturbed."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Certainly, sir."</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon, with widening eyes, watched the negro +as he went out and closed the door, then he glanced +at his cousin inquiringly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I want to be alone with you, my boy," Sively +said, with ill-assumed ease. "You can trust me, +you know, and—well, the truth is, my boy, I want +to know what you are in trouble about."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Me? Good gracious!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, don't begin that!" Sively said, firmly, as he +struck a match and held it to the end of his cigar. +"I won't stand it. You can't keep your feelings +from me. At first, when Pomp told me about your +not going out to those affairs when I was away, I +thought your father had thrown you over for good +and all, but it isn't that. My uncle couldn't do it, +anyway. You are in trouble, my boy; what is it?"</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon flushed and stared defiantly across the +table into the fixed eyes of his cousin for a moment, +and then he looked down.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, my father is all right," he said. "He's +found out about the horse, but he didn't take it so +very hard. In fact, he went to Darley and bought +him back for only a slight advance on what I sold +him for. He is worried about me, and writes for +me to come on home."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then, as I supposed, it is <em class="italics">not</em> your father," said +Sively.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a pause. Langdon, with bloodless +fingers, nervously broke his cigar half in two. He +took another and listlessly struck a match, only to +let its flame expire without using it.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What's the trouble, my boy?" pursued Sively. +"I want to befriend you if I can. I'm older than +you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I <em class="italics">am</em> in trouble," Langdon said, simply. +Then, in a low tone, and with frequent pauses, +he told all about his acquaintance with Virginia. +Once started, he left out no detail, extending his +confidence till it had included a humble confession +even of his humiliation by Ann Boyd and the girl's +bitter words of contempt a few days later. "Then +I had to come away," Langdon finished, with a sigh +that was a whispered groan. "I couldn't stand it. +I thought the change, the life and excitement down +here, would make me forget, but it's worse than +ever. I'm in hell, old man—a regular hell."</p> +<p class="pnext">Sively leaned back in his chair. There was an +expression of supreme disgust about his sensitive +nose and mouth, and his eyes burned with indignant, +spirit-fed fires.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Great God!" he exclaimed; "and it was <em class="italics">that</em> girl—that +particular one—Jane Hemingway's daughter!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"You've seen her, then?" Langdon said, in +awakening surprise.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Seen her? Great Heavens, of course, I've seen +her, and, now that I know all this, her sweet, young +face will never go out of my mind—never as long +as life is in me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't exactly see—I don't understand—" +Langdon began, but his cousin interrupted him.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I had a talk with her one day," he said, feelingly. +"I had been hunting with your gun and dogs, and +stopped at her mother's house to get a drink of +water. Virginia was the only one at home, and she +brought it to me in the little porch. I've met +thousands of women, Langdon, but her beauty, +grace, intelligence, and dazzling purity affected me +as I never was before. I am old enough to be her +father, but do you know what I thought as I sat +there and talked to her? I thought that I'd give +every dollar I had for the love and faith of such a +girl—to leave this rotten existence here and settle +down there in the mountains to earn my living by +the sweat of my brow. It was almost the only silly +dream I ever had, but it was soon over. A thousand +times since that day, in the midst of all this +false show and glitter, my mind has gone back to +that wonderful girl. She'd read books I'd never +had time to open, and talked about them as freely +and naturally as I would about things of everyday +life. No doubt she was famished for what all +women, good or bad, love—the admiration of men—and +so she listened eagerly to your slick tongue. +Oh, I know what you said, and exactly how you +said it. You've inherited that gift, my boy, but +you've inherited something—perhaps from your +mother—something that your father never had in +his make-up—you've inherited a capacity for remorse, +self-contempt, the throes of an outraged +conscience. I'm a man of the world—I don't go to +church, I play cards, I race horses, I've gone all +the gaits—but I know there is something in most +men which turns their souls sick when they consciously +commit crime. <em class="italics">Crime!</em>—yes, that's it—don't stop +me. I used a strong word, but it must go. There +are men who would ten thousand times rather shoot +a strong, able-bodied man dead in his tracks than +beguile a young girl to the brink of doom (of all +ways) as you did—blinding her to her own danger +by the holy desire to save her mother's life, pulling +her as it were by her very torn and bleeding heart-strings. +God!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, don't—don't make it any worse than it is!" +Langdon groaned. "What's done's done, and, if +I'm down in the blackest depths of despair over it, +what's the use to kick me? I'm helpless. Do you +know what I actually thought of doing this morning? +I actually lay in bed and planned my escape. +I wanted to turn on the gas, but I knew +it would never do its work in that big, airy room."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, don't be a fool, Langdon!" Sively said, +suddenly pulled around. "Never think of such a +thing again. When a man that <em class="italics">is</em> a man does a +wrong, there is only one thing for him to do, and +that is to set it right."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Set it right? But how?" Langdon cried, almost +eagerly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, there are several ways to make a stab +at it, anyway," Sively said; "and that is better than +wiping your feet on a gentle creature and then going +off and smoking a gas-pipe. What I want to +know is this: do you <em class="italics">love</em> that girl, really and +genuinely <em class="italics">love</em> her?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, I think I do," said Langdon; "in fact, I +now <em class="italics">know</em> it; if I didn't, why should I be here miserable +enough to die about what has happened and +her later treatment of me?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I couldn't take your diagnosis of your particular +malady." Sively puffed thoughtfully at his +cigar. "You'd be the last person, really, that could +decide on that. There are some men in the world who +can't tell the difference between love and passion, +and they are led to the altar by one as often as the +other. But the passion-led man has walked through +the pink gates of hell. When his temporary desire +has been fed, he'll look into the face of his bride +with absolute loathing and contempt. She'll be +too pure, as a rule, to understand the chasm between +them, but she will know that for her, at +least, marriage is a failure. Now, if I thought you +really loved that pretty girl—if I thought you really +were man enough to devote the rest of your days to +blotting from her memory the black events of that +night; if I thought you'd go to her with the hot +blood of hell out of your veins, and devote yourself +to winning her just as some young man on her own +social level would do, paying her open and respectful +attentions, declaring your honorable intentions +to her relatives and friends—if I thought you were +man enough to do that, in spite of the opposition +of your father and mother, then I'd glory in your +spunk, and I'd think more of you, my poor boy, +than I ever have in all my life."</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon leaned forward. He had felt his cousin's +contemptuous words less for the hope they embodied. +"Then you think if I did that, she might—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't know what <em class="italics">she'd</em> do," Sively broke in. +"I only know that when you finally saw her after +that night and made no declarations of honorable +intentions, that you simply emphasized the cold-blooded +insult of what had already happened. She +saw in your following her up only a desire to repeat +the conduct which had so nearly entrapped her. +My boy, I am not a mean judge of women, and I +am afraid you have simply lost that girl forever. +She has lowered herself, as she perhaps looks at it, +in the eyes of another woman—the one who saved +her—and her young eyes have been torn open to +things she was too pure and unsuspecting even to +dream of. However, all her life she has heard of +the misfortune of this Mrs. Boyd, and she now realizes +only too vividly what she has escaped. It +might take you years to restore her confidence—to +prove to her that you love her for herself alone, but +if I stood in your shoes I'd do it if it took me a +lifetime. She is worth it, my boy. In fact, I'm +afraid she is—now pardon me for being so blunt—but +I'm afraid she is superior to you in intellect. +She struck me as being a most wonderful woman +for her age. Given opportunity, she'd perhaps out-strip +you. It is strange that she has had so little +attention paid to her. Has she never had an admirer +before?"</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon exhaled a deep breath before replying. +"That is something I've been worried about," he +admitted. "From little things she has dropped +I imagine this same Luke King used to be very +fond of her before he left for the West. They have +met since he got back, and I'm afraid she—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Good gracious! that puts another face on the +business," said Sively. "I don't mean any disparagement +to you, but if—if there ever was any +understanding between them, and he has come back +such a success, why, it isn't unlikely that you'd +have a rival worth giving attention to. A man of +that sort rarely ever makes a mistake in marrying. +If he is after that girl, you've got an interesting +fight ahead of you—that is, if you intend to buck +against him. Now, I see, I've made you mad."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Do you think I'd let a man of his birth and +rearing thwart me?" Langdon cried—"a mountain +cracker, a clodhopper, an uncouth, unrefined—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Stop! you are going too far," said Sively, quickly. +"Our old idea that refinement can only come +from silk-lined cradles is about exploded. It seems +to me that refinement is as natural as a love of art, +music, or poetry. And not only has that chap got +refinement of a decided sort, but he's got a certain +sort of pride that makes him step clean over a reverence +for our defunct traditions. When he meets +a scion of the old aristocracy his clear eye doesn't +waver as he stares steadily into the face as if to see +if the old régime has left a fragment of brains there +worth inspecting. Oh, he gets along all right in +society! The Holts had him at the club reception +and dinner the other night, and our best women +were actually <em class="italics">asking</em> to be introduced to him, +and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"But why are you telling all this stuff to me?" +Langdon thundered, as he rose angrily to signify +that he was ready to go.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why do I?" Sively said, pacifically. "Because +you've simply got to know the genuine strength of +your rival, if he <em class="italics">is</em> that, and you have to cross +swords with him. If the fellow really intends to +win that girl, he will perhaps display a power in +the undertaking that you never saw. I'd as soon +fight a buzz-saw with bare hands as to tackle him +in a fight for a woman's love. Oh, I've got started, +my boy, and I'll have to reel it all off, and be done +with it. There is one thing you may get mad and +jealous enough to do—that is, in case you are this +fellow King's rival—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"What do you mean? What did you start to +say?" Langdon glared down at his cousin.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, you might—I say might—fall low enough +to try to use the poor girl's little indiscretion against +her. But if you do, my boy, I'll go back on you. +I'll do it as sure as there is a God in heaven. I +wish you luck with her, but it all depends on you. +If you will be a man, you may be happy in the end, +get a beautiful, trusting wife, and wipe the mire off +your soul which is making you so miserable. Go +straight home and set about it in the right way. +Begin with a humble proposal of marriage. That +will show your intentions at the outset. Now, let's +get out in the open air."</p> +<p class="pnext">They walked through the gay throng again to the +carriage, and as they were getting in Langdon said, +almost cheerfully: "I'm going to take your advice. +I know I love her, honestly and truly, for I want +her with every nerve in my body. I haven't slept +a single night through since the thing happened. +I've simply been crazy."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, the whole thing lies with you," said Sively. +"The girl must have cared <em class="italics">something</em> for you at one +time, and you must recover your lost place in her +estimation. A humble proposal of marriage will, +in my judgment, soften her more than anything else. +It will be balm to her wounded pride, too, and you +may win. You've got a fair chance. Most poor +mountain girls would be flattered by the opportunity +to marry a man above them in social position, and +she may be that way. Be a man, and pay no attention +to your father's objections. When the proper +time comes, I'll talk to him."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxxi"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id32">XXXI</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">After leaving Atlanta, with only her +normal strength and flesh to regain, +Jane Hemingway returned to her +mountain home in most excellent spirits. +She had heartily enjoyed her stay, +and was quite in her best mood before the eager +group of neighbors who gathered at her cottage the +afternoon of her return.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What <em class="italics">I</em> can't understand," remarked old Mrs. +Penuckle, "is why you don't say more about the +cutting. Why, the knife wasn't going into <em class="italics">me</em> at +all, and yet on the day I thought the doctors would +be at work on you I couldn't eat my dinner. I went +around shuddering, fancying I could feel the blade +rake, rake through my vitals. Wasn't you awfully +afraid?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Bless your soul, no!" Jane laughed merrily. +"There wasn't a bit more of a quiver on me than +there is right now. We was all talking in a funny +sort of way and passing jokes to the last minute +before they gave me ether. They gave it to me +in a tin thing full of cotton that they clapped over +my mouth and nose. I had to laugh, I remember, +for, just as he got ready, Dr. Putnam said, with his sly +grin, 'Look here, I'm going to muzzle you, old lady, +so you can't talk any more about your neighbors.'"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, he certainly give you a bliff there without +knowing it," remarked Sam Hemingway, dryly. +"But he's a fool if he thinks a tin thing full o' drugs +would do that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, go on and tell us about the cutting," said +Mrs. Penuckle, wholly oblivious of Sam's sarcasm. +"That's what <em class="italics">I</em> come to hear about."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I reckon getting under that ether was the +toughest part of the job," Jane smiled. "I took +one deep whiff of it, and I give you my word I +thought the pesky stuff had burnt the lining out of +my windpipe. But Dr. Putnam told me he'd give +it to me more gradual, and he did. It still burnt +some, but it begun to get easy, and I drifted off +into the pleasantest sleep, I reckon, I ever had. +When I come to and found nobody in the room but +a girl in a white apron and a granny's cap, I was +afraid they had decided not to operate, and, when I +asked her if there'd been any hitch, she smiled and +said it was all over, and I wouldn't have nothing to +do but lie still and pick up."</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's wonderful how fine they've got things down +these days," commented Sam. "Ten years ago folks +looked on an operation like that as next to a funeral, +but it's been about the only picnic Jane's had since +she was flying around with the boys."</p> +<p class="pnext">The subject of this jest joined the others in a +good-natured laugh. "There was just one thing on +my mind to bother me," she said, somewhat more +seriously, "and that was wondering who gave that +money to Virginia. Naturally a thing like that +would pester a person, especially where it was such +a big benefit. I've been at Virginia to tell me, or +give me some hint so I could find out myself, but +the poor child looks awfully embarrassed, and keeps +reminding me of her promise. I reckon there isn't +but one thing to do, and that is to let it rest."</p> +<p class="pnext">"There's only one person round here that's <em class="italics">got</em> +any spare money," said Sam Hemingway, quite +with a straight face, "and it happens, too, that +she'd like to have a thing like that done."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, who do you mean, Sam?" His sister-in-law +fell into his trap, as she sat staring at him +blandly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, it's Ann Boyd—old Sister Ann. She'd pay +for a job like that on the bare chance of the saw-bones +making a miss-lick and cutting too deep, or +blood-pizen settin' in."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't mention that woman's name to me!" Jane +said, angrily. "You know it makes me mad, and +that's why you do it. I tried to keep a humble and +contrite heart in me down there; but, folks, I'm +going to confess to you all that the chief joy I felt +in getting my health back was on account of that +woman's disappointment. I never mentioned it till +now, but that meddlesome old hag actually knew +about my ailment long before I let it out to a soul. +Like a fool, I bought some fake medicine from a +tramp peddler one day, and let him examine me. +He went straight over to Ann Boyd's and told her. +Oh, I know he did, for she met me at the wash-hole, +during the hot spell, when water was scarce, and +actually gloated over my coming misfortune. She +wouldn't say what the ill-luck was, but I knew what +she was talking about and where she got her information."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I never thought that old wench was as black as +she was painted," Sam declared, with as much firmness +as he could command in the presence of so +much femininity. "If this had been a community +of men, instead of three-fourths the other sort, she'd +have been reinstated long before this. I'll bet, if +the Scriptural injunction for the innocent to cast +the first stone was obeyed, there wouldn't be no +hail-storm o' rocks in this neighborhood."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, she would just suit a lot of men!" Jane said, +in a tone which indicated the very lowest estimation +of her brother-in-law's opinion. "It takes women +to size up women. I want to meet the old thing now, +just to show her that I'm still alive and kicking."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane had this opportunity sooner than she expected. +Dr. Putnam had enjoined upon her a certain +amount of physical exercise, and so one afternoon, +shortly after getting back, she walked slowly +down to Wilson's store. It was on her return +homeward, while passing a portion of Ann's pasture, +where the latter, with pencil and paper in hand, was +laying out some ditches for drainage, that she saw +her opportunity.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Now, if she don't turn and run, I'll get a whack +at her," she chuckled. "It will literally kill the old +thing to see me walking so spry."</p> +<p class="pnext">Thereupon, in advancing, Jane quickened her step, +putting a sort of jaunty swing to her whole gaunt +frame. With only the worm fence and its rough +clothing of wild vines and briers between them, the +women met face to face. There was a strange, +unaggressive wavering in Ann's eyes, but her enemy +did not heed it.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah ha!" she cried. "I reckon this is some surprise +to you, Ann Boyd! I reckon you won't brag +about being such a wonderful health prophet now! +I was told down in Atlanta—by <em class="italics">experts</em>, mind you—that +my heart and lungs were as sound as a dollar, +and that, counting on the long lives of my folks on +both sides, I'm good for fifty years yet."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh! I never gave any opinion on how long +you'd live, that I know of," Ann said, sharply.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You didn't, heigh? You didn't, that day at the +wash-place when you stood over me and shook your +finger in my face and said you knew what my trouble +was, and was waiting to see it get me down? Now, +I reckon you remember!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't remember saying one word about your +cancer, if that's what you are talking about," Ann +sniffed. "I couldn't 'a' said anything about it, for +I didn't know you had it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Now, I know <em class="italics">that's</em> not so; you are just trying +to take backwater, because you are beat. That +peddler that examined me and sold me a bottle of +medicine went right to your house, and you pumped +him dry as to my condition."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh! he said you just had a stiff arm," said Ann. +"I wasn't alluding to that at all."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You say you wasn't, then what was you talking +about? I'd like to know."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, that's for me to know and you to find +out," Ann said, goaded to anger. "I don't have to +tell you all I know and think. Now, you go on +about your business, Jane Hemingway, and let me +alone."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll never let you alone as long as there's a +breath left in my body," Jane snarled. "You know +what you are; you are a disgrace to the county. +You are a close-fisted, bad woman—as bad as they +make them. You ought to be drummed out of the +community, and you would be, too, if you didn't +have so much ill-gotten gains laid up."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a pause, for Jane was out of breath. +Ann leaned over the fence, crushing her sheet of +paper in her tense fingers. "I'll tell you something," +she said, her face white, her eyes flashing +like those of a powerful beast goaded to desperation +by an animal too small and agile to reach—"I'll tell +you one thing. For reasons of my own I've tried +to listen to certain spiritual advice about loving +enemies. Jesus Christ laid the law down, but He +lived before you was born, Jane Hemingway. +There isn't an angel at God's throne to-day that +could love you. I'd as soon try to love a hissing +rattlesnake, standing coiled in my path, as such a +dried-up bundle of devilment as you are. Could I +hit back at you now? <em class="italics">Could</em> I? Huh! I could tell +you something, you old fool, that would humble you +in the dust at my feet and make you crawl home with +your nose to the earth like a whipped dog. And I +reckon I'm a fool not to do it, when you are pushing +me this way. You come to gloat over me because +your rotten body feels a little bit stronger than it +did. I could make you forget your dirty carcass. +I could make you so sick at the soul you'd vomit a +prayer for mercy every minute the rest of your life. +But I won't do it, as mad as I am. I'll not do it. +You go your way, and I'll go mine."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane Hemingway stared wildly. The light of triumph +had died out in her thin, superstitious face. +She leaned, as if for needed support, on the fence +only a few feet from her enemy. Superstition was +her weakest point, and it was only natural now for +her to fall under its spell. She recalled Ann's fierce +words prophesying some mysterious calamity which +was to overtake her, and placed them beside the +words she had just had hurled at her, and their combined +effect was deadening.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You think you know lots," she found herself +saying, mechanically.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I know what I <em class="italics">know</em>!" Ann retorted, still +furious. "You go on about your business. You'd +better let me alone, woman. Some day I may fasten +these two hands around that scrawny neck of yours +and shake some decency into you."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane shrank back instinctively. She was less influenced, +however, by the threat of bodily harm than +by the sinister hint, now looming large in her imagination, +that had preceded it. Ann was moving +away, and she soon found herself left alone with +thoughts which made any but agreeable companions.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What can the woman mean?" she muttered, as +she slowly pursued her way. "Maybe she's just +doing that to worry me. But no, she was in earnest—dead +in earnest—both times. She never says things +haphazard; she's no fool, either. It must be something +simply awful or she wouldn't mention it just +that way. Now, I'm going to let <em class="italics">this</em> take hold of +me and worry me night and day like the cancer +did."</p> +<p class="pnext">She paused and stood in the road panting, her +hand, by force of habit, resting on her breast. Looking +across the meadow, she saw Ann Boyd sturdily +trudging homeward through the waist-high bulrushes. +The slanting rays of the sun struck the +broad back of the hardy outcast and illumined the +brown cotton-land which stretched on beyond her +to the foot of the mountain. Jane Hemingway +caught her breath and moved on homeward, pondering +over the mystery which was now running rife in +her throbbing brain. Yes, it was undoubtedly something +terrible—but what? That was the question—what?</p> +<p class="pnext">Reaching home, she was met at the door by Virginia, +who came forward solicitously to take her +shawl. A big log-fire, burning in the wide chimney +of the sitting-room, lighted it up with a red glow. +Jane sank into her favorite chair, listlessly holding +in her hands the small parcel of green coffee she had +bought at the store.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Let me have it," Virginia said. "I must parch +it and grind it for supper. The coffee is all out."</p> +<p class="pnext">As the girl moved away with the parcel, Jane's +eyes followed her. "Should she tell her daughter +what had taken place?" she asked herself. Perhaps +a younger, fresher mind could unravel the grave +puzzle. But how could she bring up the matter +without betraying the fact that she had been the +aggressor? No, she must simply nurse her new +fears in secret for a while and hope for—well, what +could she hope for, anyway? She lowered her head, +her sharp elbows on her knees, and stared into the +fire. Surely fate was against her, and it was never +intended for her to get the best of Ann Boyd in +any encounter. Through all her illness she had been +buoyed up by the triumphant picture of Ann Boyd's +chagrin at seeing her sound of body again, and this +had been the result. Instead of humiliating Ann, +Ann had filled her quaking soul with a thousand +intangible, rapidly augmenting fears. The cloud of +impending disaster stretched black and lowering +across Jane Hemingway's horizon.</p> +<p class="pnext">Sam came in with a bundle of roots in his arms, +and laid them carefully on a shelf. "I've dug me +some sassafras of the good, red variety," he said, +over his shoulder, to her. "You folks that want to +can spend money at drug stores, but in the fall of +the year, if I drink plenty of sassafras tea instead +of coffee, it thins my blood and puts me in apple-pie +order. But I reckon you don't want <em class="italics">your</em> blood any +thinner than them doctors left it. Right now you +look as flabby and limber as a wet rag. What ails +you, <em class="italics">anyway</em>?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon I walked too far, right at the start," +Jane managed to fish from her confused mind. "I'm +going to be more careful in the future."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, you'd better," Sam opined. "You may +not find folks as ready to invest in your burial outfit +as they was to prevent you from needing one."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxxii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id33">XXXII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">The following morning, in her neatest +dress and white sun-bonnet, Virginia +walked to Wilson's store to buy some +sewing-thread. She was on her way +back, and was traversing the most sequestered +part of the road, where a brook of clear +mountain water ran rippling by, and an abundance +of willows and reeds hid the spot from view of any +one approaching, when she was startled by Langdon +Chester suddenly appearing before her from behind +a big, moss-grown bowlder.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't run, Virginia—for God's sake don't run!" +he said, humbly. "I simply <em class="italics">must</em> speak to you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I told you I didn't want to meet you again," +Virginia answered, sternly. "Why won't you leave +me alone? If I've acted the fool and lowered myself +in my estimation for all the rest of my life, that +ought to be enough. It is as much as I can stand. +You've simply got to stop following me up."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You don't understand, Virginia," he pleaded. +"You admit you feel different since that night; +grant the same to me. I've passed through absolute +torment. I thought, after you talked to me +so angrily the last time I saw you, that I could forget +it if I left. I went to Atlanta, but I suffered +worse than ever down there. I was on the verge +of suicide. You see, I learned how dear you had +become to me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Bosh! I don't believe a word of it!" Virginia retorted, +her eyes flashing, though her face was deathly +pale. "I don't believe any man could really care +for a girl and treat her as you did me that night. +God knows I did wrong—a wrong that will never +be undone, but I did it for the sake of my suffering +mother. That's the only thing I have to lessen my +self-contempt, and that is little; but you—you—oh, +I don't want to talk to you! I want to blot it all—everything +about it—from my mind."</p> +<p class="pnext">"But you haven't heard me through," he said, +advancing a step nearer to her, his face ablaze with +admiration and unsatisfied passion. "I find that +I simply can't live without you, and as for what +happened that awful night, I've come to wipe it +out in the most substantial way a self-respecting +man can. I've come to ask you to marry me, +Virginia—to be my wife."</p> +<p class="pnext">"To be your wife!" she gasped. "Me—you—<em class="italics">we</em> +marry—you and I? Live together, as—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, dear, that's what I mean. I know you are +a good, pure girl, and I am simply miserable without +you. No human being could imagine the depth +of my love. It has simply driven me crazy, along +with the way you have acted lately. My father +and mother may object, but it's got to be done, +and it will all blow over. Now, Virginia, what will +you say? I leave it all to you. You may name +the place and time—I'm your slave from now on. +Your wonderful grace and beauty have simply +captured me. I'll do the best I can to hold up my +end of the thing. My cousin, Chester Sively, is a +good sort of chap, and, to be frank, when he saw +how miserable I was down there, he drew it out of +me. I told him my folks would object and make +it hot for me, but that I could not live without you, +and he advised me to come straight home and propose +to you. You see, he thought perhaps I had +offended you in not making my intentions plainer +at the start, and that when you knew how I felt +you would not be so hard on me. Now, you are +not going to be, are you, little girl? After all those +delicious walks we used to have, and the things +you have at least let me believe, I know you won't +go back on me. Oh, we'll have a glorious time! +Chester will advance me some money, I am sure, +and we'll take a trip. We'll sail from Savannah +to New York and stay away, by George, till the old +folks come to their senses. I admit I was wrong +in all that miserable business. I ought to have +given you that money and not made you come for +it, but being a mad fool like that once doesn't +prove I can't turn over a new leaf. Now, you try +me."</p> +<p class="pnext">He advanced towards her, his hand extended to +clasp hers, but she suddenly drew back.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I couldn't think of marrying you," she said, +almost under her breath. "I couldn't under any +possible circumstances."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Virginia, you don't mean that!" he cried, +crestfallen. "You are still mad about being—being +frightened that night, and that old hag finding out +about it. No woman would relish having another +come up at just such an awkward moment and get +her vile old head full of all sorts of unfair notions. +But this, you see—you are old enough to see that +marriage actually puts everything straight, even to +the bare possibility of anything ever leaking out. +That's why I think you will act sensibly."</p> +<p class="pnext">To his surprise, Virginia, without looking at him, +covered her face with her hands. He saw her pretty +shoulders rise as if she had smothered a sob. Hoping +that she was moved by the humility and earnestness +of his appeal, he caught one of her hands gently +and started to pull it from her face. But, to his +surprise, she shrank back and stared straight and +defiantly in his eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's the way <em class="italics">you</em> look at it!" she cried, indignantly. +"You think I hopelessly compromised +myself by what I did, and that I'll have to tie myself +to you for life in consequence; but I won't. +I'd rather die. I couldn't live with you. I hate +you! I detest you! I hate and detest you because +you've made me detest myself. To think that I +have to stand here listening to a proposal in—in +the humiliating way you make it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Look here, Virginia, you are going too far!" he +cried, white with the dawning realization of defeat +and quivering in every limb. "You are no fool, if +you <em class="italics">are</em> only a girl, and you know that a man in—well, +in my position, will not take a thing like this +calmly. I've been desperate, and I hardly knew +what I was about, but this—I can't stand this, Virginia."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I couldn't marry you," she answered. +"If you were a king and I a poor beggar, I wouldn't +agree to be your wife. I'd never marry a man I +did not thoroughly respect, and I don't respect you +a bit. In fact, knowing you has only shown me +how fine and noble, by contrast, other men are. +Since this thing happened, one man—" She suddenly +paused. Her impulse had led her too far. +He glared at her for an instant, and then suddenly +grasped her hand and held it in such a tight, brutal +clasp that she writhed in pain, but he held onto it, +twisting it in his unconscious fury.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know who you mean," he said. "I see it all +now. You have seen Luke King, and he has been +saying sweet things to you. Ann Boyd is his friend, +too, and she hates me. But look here, if you think +I will stand having a man of that stamp defeat me, +you don't know me. You don't know the lengths +a Chester will go to gain a point. I see it all. +You've been different of late. You used to like +him, and he has been talking to you since he got +back. It will certainly be a dark day for him when +he dares to step between me and my plans."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are going entirely too fast," Virginia said, +grown suddenly cautious. "There's nothing, absolutely +nothing, between Luke King and myself, and, +moreover, there never will be."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You may tell that to a bigger fool than I am," +Chester fumed. "I know there is something between +you two, and, frankly, trouble is brewing for +him. He may write his long-winded sermons about +loving mankind, and bask in the praise of the sentimental +idiots who dote on him, but I'll draw him +back to practical things. I'll bring him down to +the good, old-fashioned way of settling matters between +men."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, it's cowardly of you to keep me here by +brute force," Virginia said, finally wresting her +hand from his clasp and beginning to walk onward. +"I've said there is nothing between him and me, +and I shall not repeat it. If you want to raise a +fuss over it, you will only make yourself ridiculous."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'll look after <em class="italics">that</em> part of it," he cried, +beside himself with rage. "No mountain razor-back +stripe of man like he is can lord it over me, +simply because the scum of creation is backing up +his shallow ideas with money. <em class="italics">I'll</em> open his eyes."</p> +<p class="pnext">And Langdon Chester, too angry and disappointed +to be ashamed of himself, stood still and allowed +her to go on her way. A boy driving a drove of +mules turned the bend of the road, and Chester +stepped aside, but when they had passed he stood +still and watched Virginia as she slowly pursued +her way.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Great God, how am I to stand it?" he groaned. +"I want her! I want her! I'd work for her. I'd +slave for her. I'd do anything under high heaven +to be able to call her my own—all my own! My +God, isn't she beautiful? That mouth, that proud +poise of head, that neck and breast and form! +Were there ever such eyes set in a human head +before—such a maddening lip, such a—oh, I +can't stand it! I wasn't made for defeat like this. +Marry her? I'd marry her if it impoverished every +member of my family. I'd marry her if the honeymoon +ended in my death. At any rate, I would +have lived awhile. Does Luke King intend to marry +her? Of course he does—he has <em class="italics">seen</em> her; but <em class="italics">shall</em> +he? No, there is one thing certain, and that is that +I could never live and know that she was receiving +another man's embraces. I'd kill him if it damned +me eternally. And yet I've played my last and biggest +card. She won't marry me. She would <em class="italics">once</em>, +but she won't <em class="italics">now</em>. Yes, I'm facing a big, serious +thing, but I'll face it. If he tries to get her, the +world will simply be too small for both of us to +live in together."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxxiii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id34">XXXIII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">The following morning, after spending +a restless, troublous night in reflecting +over the protestations and threats +of Langdon Chester, Virginia went frequently +to the rear door of the house +and looked out towards Ann Boyd's domicile in +the hope of seeing her new friend. It was a cool, +bleak day. The skies were veiled in thin, low-hanging, +gray clouds which seemed burdened with +snow, and sharp gusts of wind bore the smoke from +the chimney down to the earth and around the +house in lingering, bluish wisps. Finally her fitful +watch met its reward, and she saw Ann emerge +from her house and trudge down towards the cotton-field +between the two farms. Hastily looking into +the kitchen, and seeing that her mother was busily +engaged mashing some boiled sweet-potatoes into +a pulpy mixture of sugar, butter, and spices, with +which to make some pies, Virginia slipped out of +the house and into the cow-lot. Here she paused +for a moment, her glance on the doorway through +which she had passed, and then, seeing that her +leaving had not attracted her mother's attention, +she climbed over the rail-fence and entered the +dense thicket near by. Through this tangle of +vines, bushes, and briers she slowly made her way, +until, suddenly, the long, regular rows of Ann's +dead cotton-stalks, with their empty boles and +withered leaves, stretched out before her. And +there stood Ann, crumbling a sample of the gray +soil in her big, red hand. She heard Virginia's approach +over the dry twigs of the wood, and looked +up.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, it's you!" she exclaimed. "I didn't know +but what it was another catamount that had got +out of its beat up in the mountains and strayed +down into civilization."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I happened to see you leave your house and +come this way," Virginia said, somewhat embarrassed, +"and so I—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I came down here to take one more look +at this field and make up my mind whether to have +it turned under for wheat or try its strength on +cotton again. There was a lots of fertilizer put on +this crop, child. I can always tell by the feel of +the dirt. That's the ruination of farming interests +in the South. It's the get-a-crop-quick plan that +has no solid foundation. An industrious German +or Irishman can make more off of an acre than we +can off of ten, and be adding value to the property +each year. But did you want to see me about—anything +particular?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"It seems like I'm born to have trouble," Virginia +answered, with heightening color and a studious +avoidance of the old woman's keen glance.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see; I reckon your mother—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, it's not about her," Virginia interrupted. +"In fact, it's something that I could not confide in +her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, you go ahead and tell me about it," Ann +said, consolingly, as she threw the sample of soil +down and wiped her hand on her apron. "I think +it's powerful odd the way things have turned +around, anyway. Only a few days ago if anybody +had told me I'd ever be half-way friendly with a +daughter of Jane Hemingway, I'd have thought +they was clean off their base. I'm trying to act +the impartial friend to you, child, but I don't know +that I can. The trouble is, my flesh is too weak. +It's only fair to tell you that I come in the breadth +of a hair the other day of betraying you outright +to your mammy. She met me down the road and +drove me too far. She caught me off my guard and +came at me in her old, catlike way, spitting and +snarling—a thing I'm not proof against. She was +gloating over me. I'm ashamed to say it to a sweet, +trusting face like yours, but she came charging on +me at such a rate that she drove away my best intentions +and made me plumb forget what I was +trying to do for you."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann hung her head for a moment, almost sheepishly +kicking a cotton-stalk from its mellow hill +with the toe of her shoe.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't bother about that," Virginia said, sweetly. +"I know how she can exasperate any one."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'm satisfied I won't do to trust in the +capacity of a friend, anyway," Ann said, frankly. +"I reckon I would be safe with anybody but that +woman. There is no use telling you what I said, +but I come in an inch of giving you plumb away. +I come that nigh injuring a pure, helpless little +thing like you are to hit her one sousing lick. As +it was, I think I cowed her considerable. She's +superstitious, and she broods as much over an +imaginary trouble as a real one. The Lord knows +I've been busy enough in my life tackling the +genuine thing."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I wanted to tell you," Virginia said, "that ever +since Langdon Chester got back from Atlanta he +has been trying to meet me, and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"The dirty scamp!" Ann broke in, angrily. "I +told him if he ever dared to—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Wait a minute, Mrs. Boyd!" Virginia put out +her hand and touched the old woman's arm. "He +seems awfully upset over what has happened. I +never saw any one change so completely. He looked +very thin, his eyes were bloodshot, and he shook +all over like a man who has been on a long spree. +Mrs. Boyd, he came—and I'm sure he was serious—to +ask me to marry him."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Marry him? Why, child, you don't mean <em class="italics">that</em>—surely +you don't mean—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I only know what he said," Virginia declared. +"He says he is absolutely miserable over it all and +wants me to marry him. His cousin, Chester Sively, +advised him to propose to me, and he did. He says +he loves me, and that nothing else will satisfy him."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, well, well!" Ann exclaimed, as her great, +astonished eyes bore down on Virginia's face. "I +thought he was a chip off of the old block, but maybe +he's got a little streak of good in him, and yet, let +me study a minute. Let's walk on down to the +spring. I want to see if it doesn't need a new gum—the +old one is about rotted out. Well, well, well!"</p> +<p class="pnext">They strolled along the fence, side by side, neither +speaking till the spring was reached. There was a +rustic bench near by, and Ann sat down on it, putting +out her hand and drawing the girl to a seat at +her side.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, there may be a streak of good," she went +on. "And yet that may be just another phase of +bad. You must be very careful, child. You have +no idea how beautiful you are. He may mean what +he says, all right enough, but maybe he isn't being +led by the best motive. I know men, I reckon, about +as well as any other woman of my age. Now, you +see, it may be like this: Langdon Chester brought +to his aid all the <em class="italics">foul</em> means he could command to +carry his point and failed. Maybe, now, he's just +reckless enough and his pride is cut deep enough to +make him resort to fair means rather than be plumb +beat to a finish. If that's so, marrying him would +be a very risky thing, for as soon as his evil fires +smouldered he'd leave you high and dry. He'd convince +himself he'd married below his standard, and +go to the dogs—or some other woman. Sometimes +I think there isn't no real love, like we read about +in story-books. I believe a man or a woman will +love their own offspring in a solid, self-sacrificing +way, but the sort of love that makes a continuous +happy dream of marriage is powerful rare. It's +generally one-sided and like a damp fire that takes +a lot of fanning and fresh kindling-wood to keep +going. But what did you tell him, I wonder?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, I refused him," Virginia answered.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You did? You don't tell me! And how did his +high and mighty lordship take that, I wonder?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"It made him awfully mad. He almost swore at +me, and took hold of my hand roughly. Then, from +something I happened to say, he imagined that I +was in love with—with some one else, and he made +awful threats of what he might do."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ah, I see, I see, I see!" Ann muttered, as if to +herself, her slow, thoughtful glance on her broad +lands, which stretched out through the murky atmosphere. +"It's wonderful how much your life is like +mine used to be. The other night, lying in bed, I +got to studying over it all, and it suddenly flashed +on me that maybe it is the divine intention that I +was to travel that rough road so I'd know how to +lead you, that was to come on later, over the pits +I stumbled in. And with that thought I felt a +strange sort of peaceful contentment come over me. +You see, I'm nearly always in a struggle against +my inclination to treat Jane Hemingway's daughter +half decent, and such thoughts as those kind o' ease +my pride. If the Lord is making me pity you and +like you, maybe it's the devil that is trying to pull +me the other way. That's why I'm afraid I won't +do to trust, wavering about like I am. In this fight +I haven't the slightest idea which influence is going +to win in the end. In a tight pinch I may be +tempted to use our very friendship to get even with +your mammy. When she faces me with that confident +look in her eye and that hateful curl to her lip, +I loose my grip on all that's worth a red cent in me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You couldn't do a wrong thing to save your +life," said Virginia, putting out her hand and taking +that of her companion.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't you bet too high stakes on that," Ann +replied, deeply touched. "I'm no saint. Right +now I'm at daggers' points with nearly every neighbor +I've got, and even my own child over the mountain. +How I ever got this way with you is a mystery +to me. You certainly were the last one I'd 'a' lifted +a finger to help, but now—well, well—I reckon I'd +worry a lots if you met with any further misfortune. +But you are keeping back something, child. Did +Langdon Chester seem to think that other '<em class="italics">somebody</em>' +could possibly be Luke King?"</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia flushed and nodded. "He seemed to +think so, Mrs. Boyd."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann sighed. She was still holding Virginia's hand, +and she now began timidly to caress it as it lay on +her knee.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't like the way it's turned out a bit," she +said. "The Chester stock can't stand being balked +in anything; they couldn't bear to be beat in love +by a poor, self-made man like Luke, and great, big +trouble may be brewing. Langdon might push a +row on him. Luke is writing all sorts of things +against the evil of war and fighting and the like, but +under pressure he'd resent an insult. I'd hate to +see him plumb mad. Then, again, Langdon might +sink low enough to actually throw that imprudence +of yours at him. If he did, that would be a match +to powder. If Luke was a preacher and stood in +the pulpit calling up mourners, he'd step down and +act on that sort of an invitation. Virginia, if ever +a man loved a woman, he loves you. His love is one +of the exceptions to the rule I was talking about just +now, and it seems to me that, no matter how you +treat a man like that other scamp, you won't have +a right to refuse Luke King. The truth is, I'm afraid +he never could stand it. He's set his great, big, gentle +soul on having you for his helpmeet, and I don't +believe you will let any silly notion ruin it all. +He's got brain enough to tackle the biggest human +problems and settle them, but he'll never give his +heart out but once."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia withdrew her hand and swept it across +her face, as if to brush away the flush upon it.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I can never be his wife," she faltered. She +paused, turned her face away, and said, in a low tone: +"I am not good enough. I deliberately flirted with +Langdon Chester. I used to love to have him say +sweet things to me, and I led him on. I've no excuse +to make. If I had been good enough to be the +wife of a man like Luke King, I'd never have been +caught in that trap, even to save my mother, for if +I'd acted differently he'd never have done what he +did. It's all my fault. If Langdon Chester is upset +and bent on trouble, I'm the cause of it. If it results +in unhappiness to the—to the noblest and +best man I ever knew, it will all be my fault. You +needn't try to comfort me, Mrs. Boyd. I tell you I'd +rather die than have Luke King know all that has +happened, and God knows I'd never be his wife +otherwise. So that is the end of it."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann was silent for several minutes, then she said: +"I feel like you are wrong somehow, and yet I don't +exactly know how to make you see it my way. We +must both study over it. It's a problem, and no +little one. There is one thing certain: I'll never +advise you to start married life on deception of any +kind. I tried that, with the best intentions, and +it was the worst investment I ever made."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxxiv"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id35">XXXIV</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">During this conversation Sam Hemingway +had returned to the house +from his field. He had an armful of +white, silky, inside leaves of cornhusks +closely packed together, and these he +submerged in a washtub full of water, in the back-yard, +placing stones on them to hold them down.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What are you about now?" his sister-in-law +asked, as she appeared in the doorway of the +kitchen.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Now, what could a body be about when he's +wetting a passle of shucks?" he answered, dryly. +"I'm going to make me some stout horse-collars +for spring ploughing. There ain't but one other +thing a body could make out of wet shucks, and +that's foot-mats for town folks to wipe their feet +on. Foot-mats are a dead waste of money, for if +fewer mats was used, women would have to do more +sweeping and not get time to stand around the post-office +watching men as much as they do. I reckon +it's the way old daddy Time has of shifting women's +work onto men's shoulders. I'll bet my hat that +new-fangled churn that fellow passed with yesterday +was invented by a man out o' pure pity for +his sex."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I was wondering where Virginia went to," Jane +said, as if she had not heard his philosophical utterances. +"I've been all round the house looking for +her, even to the barn, but she's disappeared entirely."</p> +<p class="pnext">Sam shrugged his shoulders significantly. He +placed the last stone on the submerged husks and +drew himself up erect. "I was just studying," he +drawled out, "whether it ud actually do to tell you +where she is at this minute. I'd decided I'd better +not, and go on and finish this work. From what I +know about your odd disposition, I'd expect one of +two solitary things: I'd expect to see you keel over +in a dead faint or stand stock-still in your tracks +and burn to a cinder from internal fires."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Sam, what do you mean?" The widow, in no +little alarm, came towards him, her eyes fixed +steadily on his.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I reckon you might as well know and be +done with it," he said, "though you'll be sure to let +them pies burn afterwards. Jane, your only child +is right now a-sitting on the bench at the gum spring, +side by side with Ann Boyd. In fact, as well as I +could see from the rise I was on in my potato-patch, +I'd 'a' took my oath that they was holding hands +like two sweethearts."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't believe a word of it," Jane gasped, turning +pale. "It might have been Virginia with somebody +else, but not <em class="italics">that</em> woman."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I wouldn't mistake Ann Boyd's solid shape and +blue linsey frock ten miles off," was the cold comfort +Sam dispensed in his next remark. "If you +doubt what I say, and will agree not to jump on +Ann and get yourself drawed up at court for assault +and battery, with intent to <em class="italics">get killed</em>, you may go +look for yourself. If you'll slip through the thicket, +you can come up on 'em unbeknownst."</p> +<p class="pnext">With a very grave look on her emaciated face, +Jane Hemingway, without wrap for her thin shoulders +or covering for her gray head, strode across +the yard and into the bushes. Almost holding her +breath in dire suspense and with a superstitious +fear of she knew not what, she sped through the +wood, briers and thorn-bushes clutching at her +skirt and wild grape-vines striking her abreast and +detaining her. Presently she was near enough to +the spring to hear voices, but was, as yet, unable to +see who was speaking. Then she became fearful +lest the dry twigs with which the ground was strewn, +in breaking under her feet, would betray her presence, +and she began, with the desperate caution of +a convict escaping from prison, to select her way, +carefully stepping from one patch of green moss to +another. A few paces ahead of her there was a +group of tall pines, and the earth beneath their +skeleton boughs was a veritable bed of soft, brown +needles. She soon gained this favorable point of +progress, and sped onward as noiselessly as the gentle +breeze overhead. Suddenly, through the bushes, +she caught a gleam of color, and recognized the +dark-blue skirt Ann Boyd wore so constantly, and—her +heart stood still, for, massed against it, was +the light gray of Virginia's dress. Ah, there could +be no shadow of a doubt now. Sam was right, and +with bowed head and crouching form Jane gave bewildered +ear to words which caused her blood to +stand still in her veins.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I've thought a lots about it, child," she +heard Ann saying. "I can't make it out at all, +but I really love you more than I do my own +daughter. I reckon it was the divine intention for +me and you to have this secret between us, and pity +one another like we do. I can't help it, but when +you tell me you love me and think I'm good and +the best friend you've got on earth, why, it is the +sweetest sound that ever fell on human ear."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a pause. Jane Hemingway held her +breath; her very soul hung on the silence. Then, +as if from the dun skies above the shaft descended, +as if dropped from the lips of the Avenging Angel. +It was the child of her own breast uttering sounds +as inexplicable, as damning to her hopes, as if the +gentle, tractable girl had approached her bed in the +dead hours of night and said: "Mother, I've come to +kill you. There is no way out of it. I must take +your life. I am stronger than you. You must submit. +Ann Boyd has willed it so. Mother, I am +Retribution!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I do love you, with all my heart," were the +words Jane heard. "I can't help it. You have been +kinder to me, more considerate of my feelings, than +my own mother. But I will make amends for all +her cruelty towards you. I'll love you always. I'll +go to my grave loving you. You are the best woman +that ever lived. Suffering has raised you to the +skies. I have never kissed you. Let me now—<em class="italics">do, +do</em> let me!"</p> +<p class="pnext">As if in a horrible dream, Jane Hemingway +turned back homeward. Without knowing why, +she still moved with the same breathless caution. +Hers was a dead soul dragging a body vitalized +only by sheer animal instinct to escape torture. To +escape it? No, it was there ahead—it was here, +encompassing her like a net, yonder, behind, everywhere, +and it would stretch out to the end of time. +She told her benumbed consciousness that she saw +it all now. It was not the cancer and its deadly +effect that Ann had held over her that hot day at +the wash-place. No wonder that Ann had not told +her all, for that would have marred her comprehensive +and relentless plans. Ann's subtle plot had +been to rob her enemy of the respect and love of +her only child. Jane had succeeded in tearing from +Ann Boyd's arms her only offspring, and Ann, with +the cunning of her great, indefatigable brain, had +devised this subtle revenge and carried it through. +She had won over to herself the love and respect, +even reverence, of her enemy's child. It had been +going on in secret for a long time, and even now the +truth was out only by sheer accident. Jane Hemingway +groaned aloud in agony and self-pity as, +with her gray head down, she groped homeward. +What was there to do now? Nothing! She was +learning her final grim lesson in the realization that +she was no possible match for her rival. How well +she now recalled the fierce words Ann had hurled +at her only a few days since: "Could I hit back at +you now? Could I? Huh! I could tell you something, +Jane Hemingway, that would humble you +to the dust and make you crawl home with your +nose to the earth like a whipped dog." Ah, it +was true, only too true! Humbled? It was more +than that. Pride, hope, even resentment, was gone. +She now cowered before her enemy as she had so +recently before death itself. For once she keenly +felt her own supreme littleness and stood in absolute +awe of the mighty personality she had been so +long and audaciously combating.</p> +<p class="pnext">Reaching the fence which bounded her own property, +Jane got over it with difficulty. She seemed +to have lost all physical strength. She saw Sam +behind the house, under the spreading, leafless +boughs of an apple-tree, repairing a break in the +ash-hopper. She could not have explained what +impulse prompted it, but she paused in front of +him, speaking in a tone he had never heard from +her before. "Sam," she said, a stare like the glaze +of death in her eyes, "don't you mention this to +my child; do you hear me? Don't you tell Virginia +what we've found out. If you do you'll get your +foot into something you'll be sorry for. Do you +hear me, man? This is my business—<em class="italics">mine</em>, and not +a thing for you to treat lightly. If you know what's +good for you, you'll take my hint and not meddle."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I never!" Sam exclaimed. "Good Lord, +woman, what have them two folks done to you +down there. I never saw you look so plumb flabbergasted +in my life."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Never you mind about that," Jane said. "You +remember what I said and don't meddle with what +doesn't concern you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, she kin bet I won't," Sam mused, as he +stood looking after her, as she disappeared through +the doorway into the kitchen. "This is one of the +times, I reckon, that I'll take her advice. Some'n' +big has taken place, or is about to take place, if I'm +any judge."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane sank into a chair in the kitchen and softly +groaned as she cast her slow eyes about her. Here +all seemed sheer mockery. Every mute object in +the room uttered a cry against her. The big, open +fireplace, with its pots and kettles, the cupboard, +the cleanly polished table, with the row of hot pies +Sam had rescued from the coals and placed there to +cool, the churn, the milk and butter-jars and pans, +the pepper-pods hanging to the smoked rafters +overhead—all these things, which had to do with +mere subsistence, seemed suddenly out of place +among the things which really counted. Suddenly +Jane had a faint thrill of hope, as a thought, like a +stray gleam of light penetrating a dark chamber, +came to her. Perhaps, when Virginia was told that +Ann Boyd had only used her as a tool in a gigantic +and subtle scheme of revenge against her own flesh +and blood, the girl would turn back to her own. +Perhaps, but it was not likely. Ann Boyd had +never failed in any deliberate undertaking. She +would not now, and, for aught Jane knew to the +contrary, Virginia might be as confirmed already +in her enmity as the older woman, and had long +been a dutiful and observant spy. It was horrible, +but—yes, Jane was willing to admit that it was fair. +The worm had turned, and its sting was equal to +the concentrated pain of all Ann Boyd's years of +isolated sufferings.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxxv"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id36">XXXV</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">In about half an hour Virginia returned +home. She passed Sam under the +apple-tree, where he now had a big +pot full of shelled corn and lye over +an incipient fire preparing to make +whole-grained hominy, and hastened into the kitchen, +where Jane sat bowed before the fire.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Is there anything I can do, mother?" she inquired.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a pause. Mrs. Hemingway did not +look up. In some surprise, Virginia repeated her +question, and then Jane said, calmly and deliberately:</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes; there is something you can do. You can +get out of my sight, and <em class="italics">keep</em> out of it. When I +want anything from you, I'll call on you."</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia paused, dumfounded, and then passed +out into the yard and approached her uncle.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Can you tell me," she asked, "if anything has +gone wrong with mother?"</p> +<p class="pnext">Sam gave her one swift glance from beneath his +tattered, tent-shaped wool-hat, and then, with his +paddle, he began to stir the corn and lye in the pot.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon," he said, after a momentary struggle +over a desire to tell the plain truth instead of prevaricating, +"if you don't know that woman by this +time, Virgie, it's your own fault. I'm sure I don't +try to keep up with her tantrums and sudden notions. +That woman's died forty-seven times in her life, and +been laid out and buried ten. Maybe she's been +tasting them pies she was cooking, and got crooked. +You let a body's liver be at all sluggish and get a +wad o' sweet-potato dough lodged inside of 'em, +and they'll have a sort of jim-jams not brought on +by liquor. I reckon she'll cough it down after +a while. If I was you, though, I'd let her alone."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane was, indeed, acting strangely. Refusing to +sit down to the mid-day meal with them, as was +her invariable custom, she put on her bonnet and +shawl and, without a word of explanation, set off in +the direction of Wilson's store. She was gone till +dusk, and then came in with a slow step, passed +through the sitting-room, where Sam had made a +cheerful fire, and went on to her own room in the +rear of the house. Virginia rose to follow her solicitously, +but Sam put out a detaining hand, shifting +his pipe into the corner of his mouth.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'd let her alone if I was in your place," he said. +"Let her go to bed and sleep. She'll get up all +right in the morning."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I only wanted to see if there was anything I +could do for her," Virginia said, in a troubled tone. +"Do you suppose it is a relapse she is having? +Perhaps she has discovered that the cancer is coming +back. The fear of that would kill her, actually +kill her."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't think that's it," said Sam, impulsively; +"the truth is, Virginia, she—" He pulled himself up. +"But maybe that <em class="italics">is</em> it. Anyway, I'd let her alone."</p> +<p class="pnext">Darkness came down. Virginia spread the cloth +in the big kitchen and put the plates and dishes in +their places, and then slipped to the door of her +mother's room. It was dark and still.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Supper is on the table, mother," she said; "do +you want anything?"</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a sudden creaking of the bed-slats, a +pause, then, in a sullen, husky voice, Jane answered, +"No, I <em class="italics">don't</em>; you leave me alone!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"All right, mother; I'm sorry to have disturbed +you. Good-night."</p> +<p class="pnext">Sam and his niece ate alone in the big room by +the wavering light of the fire. The wind had risen +on the mountain-top, and roared across the fields. +It sang dolefully in the pines near by, whistled +shrilly under the eaves of the house, and scurried +through the open passage outside. After the meal +was over, Sam smoked a pipe and thumped off to +bed, carrying his shoes in his hand. Virginia buried +the remains of the big back-log in the hot ashes, and +in the darkness crept into her own room, adjoining +that of her mother, and went to bed.</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane Hemingway was not sleeping; she had no +hope of a respite of that sort. She would have +doubted that she ever could close her eyes in tranquillity +till some settlement of the life-crushing +matter was reached. What was to be done? Only +one expedient had offered itself during her aimless +walk to the store, where she purchased a spool of +cotton thread she did not need, and during her slow +return along the road and the further hours of +solitude in her darkened chamber, and that expedient +offered no balm for her gashed and torn pride. +She could appeal to the law to protect her innocent +daughter from the designing wiles of a woman of +such a reputation as Ann Boyd bore, but, alas! even +Ann might have foreseen that ruse and counted on +its more deeply stirring Virginia's sympathies and +adding to her faith. Why she had not at once +denounced her child for her filial faithlessness she +could not have explained, unless it was the superstitious +dread of having Virginia's infidelity reconfirmed. +Of course, she must fight. Yes, she'd have +to do that to the end, although her shrewd enemy +had already beaten her life-pulse dead in her veins +and left her without a hope of adequate retaliation. +Going to law meant also that it was her first public +acknowledgment of her enemy's prowess, and it +meant, too, the wide-spread and humiliating advertisement +of the fact that Virginia had died to her +and been born to the breast of her rival; but even +that must be borne.</p> +<p class="pnext">These morose reflections were broken, near midnight, +by a step in the passage outside. The door +was opened softly, and Virginia, in her night-robe, +came in quietly and approached the bed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know you are not asleep, mother," she said, +tremulously. "I've heard you rolling and tossing +ever since I went to bed."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane stared from her hot pillow for an instant, +and then slowly propped herself up on her gaunt, +quivering elbow. "You are not asleep either, it +seems," she said, hollowly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I couldn't for thinking about you," Virginia +replied, gently, as she sat down on the foot of the +bed.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You couldn't, huh! I say!" Jane sneered. +"Huh, <em class="italics">you</em>! It's a pity about you!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I have reason to worry," Virginia said. "You +know the doctors told you particularly not to get +depressed and downhearted while you are recovering +your strength."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh! what do they mean by prescribing things +that can't be reached under the sun? They are +idiots to think I could have peace of mind after +finding out what I did this morning. I once had a +cancer in the flesh; I've got one now in my heart, +where no knife on earth can reach it."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a pause. The eyes of the mother and +daughter met in the half-darkness of the room. +There was a lull in the whistling of the wind outside. +Under the floor a hen with a brood of chickens was +clucking uneasily and flapping her wings in the effort +to keep her brood warm. Across the passage came +the rasping sound of Sam's snoring, as unconscious +of tragedy as he had been in his cradle, and yet its +creeping shadow lay over his placid features, its +bated breath filled the air he was breathing. Virginia +leaned forward wonderingly, her lips parted +and set in anxiety.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are thinking about the debt on the farm?" +she ventured. "If that's it, mother, remember—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"The debt on this paltry shack and few acres of +rocky land? Huh! if that was all I had to complain +about I'd bounce out of this bed and shout for joy. +Oh, Lord, have mercy on me!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then, mother, what—" Virginia drew herself +up with a start. Her mother, it now struck her, +had said her trouble was due to a discovery she had +made that morning. What else could it be than +that her mother had accidentally seen her in company +with Ann Boyd? Yes, that was it, and Virginia +hastily told herself that some satisfying explanation +must be made, some plausible and pacifying +reason must be forthcoming that would allay +her mother's anger, but it was hard to lie, in open +words, as she had been doing in act. The gentle girl +shuddered before the impending ordeal and clinched +her hands in her lap. Yes, it was hard to lie, and +yet the truth—the <em class="italics">whole</em> truth—was impossible.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Mother," she began, "you see—I suppose I'll +have to confess to you that Mrs. Boyd and I—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't blacken your soul with lies!" her mother +hurled at her, furiously. "I slipped up in a few +feet of you both at the spring and saw you kissing +her, and heard you tell her you loved her more than +anybody in the world, and that she'd treated you +better than I ever did, and that she was the best +woman that ever lived. Explain all that, if you +can, but don't set there and lie to me who gave you +what life you've got, and toiled and stinted and +worked my hands to the bone to raise, you and let +you hold your own with others. If there's a speck +of truth in you, don't deny what I saw with my own +eyes and heard with my two ears."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I'll not deny it, then," Virginia said. She rose +and moved to the small-paned window and stood +with her face turned away. "I have met Mrs. Boyd +several times and talked to her. I don't think she +has ever had justice done her by you and her neighbors; +she is not rightly understood, and, feeling that +you have been all along the chief influence against +her, and have always kept her early trouble stirred +up, I felt like being her friend as well as I could, +and at the same time remain true to you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, you poor, poor little sniffling idiot!" Jane +said, as she drew her thin legs out from the coverings +and rested her feet on the floor and leaned forward. +"All this time you've been thinking, in your grand +way, that you were doing a kindness to her, when +she was just using you as a tool, to devil me. Huh! +didn't she throw it up to me once at the wash-place +where she and I met? She told me to my teeth that +something was coming that would bring my face to +the earth in shame. I thought she knew about the +cancer, and was gloating over it; but she wasn't +speaking of that, for when I came back from Atlanta, +sound and whole, she hurled her hints at me again. +She said she knew nothing about the cancer at that +time, but that she still knew something that would +make me slink from the faces of men and women +like a whipped hound. I discovered what she meant +to-day. She meant that because my testimony had +something to do with Joe Boyd's leaving with <em class="italics">her</em> +child, she had won over <em class="italics">mine</em> to herself. That's been +her mean and sneaking plot all this time, in which +she has been decoying you from a respectable roof +and making you her easy tool—the tool with which +she expected to stab at my pride and humble me +in the eyes of everybody."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Mother, stop!" Virginia turned and sat down +again on the bed. "That woman shall not have another—not +one other—<em class="italics">false</em> charge piled up around +her. God knows I don't see how I can tell you <em class="italics">all</em> +the truth, but it is due to her now. It will more +than justify her, and that's my duty. Listen, and +don't interrupt me. I want to go straight through +this, and when I have finished you may turn from +me and force me to go to her for a home. You +have never dreamed that I could do what I am about +to confess I did. I am not going to excuse myself, +either. What I did, I did. The shame of it, now +that I see clearly, is killing me. No, stop! Let +me go on. I have been receiving the attentions of +Langdon Chester in secret. After the first time +you saw us together and objected so strongly, I +told him not to come to the house again; but, like +many another silly girl, I was hungry for admiration, +and met him elsewhere. I loved to hear the nice +things he said, although I didn't always believe +them. He—he tried to induce me to do a number +of imprudent things, which, somehow, I was able +to refuse, as they concerned my own pleasure alone; +but then you began to worry about the money to +go to Atlanta on. Day by day you grew more +and more despondent and desperate as every effort +failed, and one day, when you were down at the +lowest ebb of hope, he told me that he—do you +understand, mother?—Langdon Chester told me +that he thought he could get up the money, but +that no one must know that he—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, my God, don't, don't, don't!" Jane groaned. +"Don't tell me that you—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Stop! let me go on," Virginia said, in a low, +desperate tone. "I'm going to tell the whole horrible +thing and be done with it forever. He said +he had sent his best horse to Darley to sell it, and +that the man would be back about ten o'clock at +night with the money. He told me, mother, that +he wanted me to slip away from home after you +went to sleep and come there for the money. I +didn't hesitate long. I wanted to save your life. +I agreed. I might have failed to go after I parted +with him if I'd had time to reflect, but when I came +in to supper you were more desperate than ever. +You went to your room praying and moaning, and +kept it up till you dropped asleep only a few minutes +before the appointed time. Well, I slipped +away and—<em class="italics">went</em>."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, God have mercy on me—mercy, mercy, +mercy!" Jane groaned. "You went there to that +man!"</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia nodded mutely and then continued her +recital. Jane Hemingway's knees bent under her +as she stood holding to the bedpost, and she slowly +sank to the floor a few feet away. With a low, +moaning sound like a suffering dumb brute, she +crawled on her hands and knees to her daughter +and mutely clutched the girl's cold, bare ankles. +"You say he locked you in his <em class="italics">bedroom</em>!" she said, +in a rasping whisper. "<em class="italics">Locked</em> you—actually <em class="italics">locked</em> +you in! Oh, Lord have mercy!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then, after a long wait," the girl went on, "in +which I was praying only for the money, mother—the +money to save your life and put you out of +agony—I heard steps, first on the stairs and then +at the door. Somebody touched the latch. The +door held fast. Then the key was turned, and as +I sat there with covered face, now with the dread +of death upon me for the first time, somebody came +in and stood over me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"The scoundrel! The beast!" Jane's hands slipped +from their hold on the girl's ankles and fell; her +head and shoulders sank till her brow touched the +floor.</p> +<p class="pnext">"A hand was laid on my head," Virginia went on. +"I heard a voice—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"The fiend from hell!" Jane raised her haggard +face and glaring eyes. "Don't, don't tell me that +he dared to—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"It was Mrs. Boyd, mother—Ann Boyd," said +Virginia.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ann Boyd!" Jane groaned. "I see it now; <em class="italics">she</em> +was at the bottom of it; it was all <em class="italics">her</em> doing. <em class="italics">That</em> +was her plot. Ah, God, I see it now!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are mistaken," the girl said. "She had +accidentally overheard my agreement to go there, +and came for no other reason than to save me, +mother—to save me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"To save you?" Jane raised herself on her two +hands like a four-footed animal looking up from +its food. "Save your" she repeated, with the helpless +glare of insanity in her blearing eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, to save me. She was acting on impulse, +an impulse for good that she was even then fighting +against. When she heard of that appointment she +actually gloated over it, but, mother, she found herself +unequal to it. As the time which had been set +drew near, she plunged out into the night and got +there only a few minutes before—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"In time—oh, my God, did you say <em class="italics">in time</em>?" +Jane gasped, again clutching her daughter's ankles +and holding desperately to them.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, in time to save me from all but the life-long +consciousness of my awful indiscretion. She brought +me away, and after that how could I be other than +a grateful friend to such a noble creature?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"In time—oh, my God, in <em class="italics">time</em>!" Jane exclaimed, +as she sat erect on the floor and tossed her scant +hair, which, like a wisp of tow, hung down her cheek. +Then she got up stiffly and moved back to the bed +as aimlessly as if she were wandering in her sleep.</p> +<p class="pnext">"There is no use in my saying more, mother." +Virginia rose and turned to the door. "I'm going +back to my room. You can think it all over and +do as you please with me. I deserve punishment, +and I'm willing to take it."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane stared at her from her hollow eyes for a +moment, then she said: "Yes, go! I never want to +see you again; Ann Boyd saved you, but she is now +gloating over <em class="italics">me</em>. She'll call it heaping coals of +fire on my head; she'll brag to me and others of +what she's done, and of what I owe her. Oh, I +know that woman! You've escaped one thing, but +have made me face another worse than death. Go +on away—get clear out of my sight. If you don't +I'll say something to you that you will remember +all your life."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Very well, mother." Virginia moved to the +door. Her hand was on the latch, when, with a +startled gasp, her mother called out:</p> +<p class="pnext">"Stop!—stop! For God's sake don't you dare to +tell me that I went to Atlanta and bought back my +life with that young scoundrel's money; if you do, +as God is my Judge, I'll strike you dead where you +stand."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I refused to take it," Virginia said. "He +came to me afterwards and begged me to accept +it, but I refused."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then how under the sun—" Jane began, but +went no further.</p> +<p class="pnext">Virginia turned in the doorway and stood still; +a look of resigned despair was on her. "You may +as well know <em class="italics">all</em> the truth," she said. "I promised +not to tell, but you really ought to know this, too. +Mother, Ann Boyd, gave me the money. The woman +you are still hounding and hating earned the +money by the sweat of her brow that saved your +life."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Ann Boyd! Oh, my God, and to think you can +stand there and tell me that! Get out of my sight. +You have acted the fool all along, and humiliated me +in the dust by your conduct. You are no child of +mine. It was all a plot—a dirty, low plot. She has +used you. She has used me. She is laughing at us +both right now. Oh, I know her! Get out of my +sight or I'll forget myself and—go, I tell you!"</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxxvi"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id37">XXXVI</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">The next morning Jane did not come +out to breakfast. Virginia had it ready +on the table and went to her mother's +room to call her. There was no response. +Opening the door, she saw +Jane, fully dressed, standing at the window looking +out, but she refused to speak when gently informed +that breakfast was ready. Then Virginia went back +to the kitchen, and, arranging some delicacies, a cup +of coffee, and other things on a tray, she took it in +and left it on her mother's table and retired, closing +the door after her.</p> +<p class="pnext">For a week Jane refused to leave her room or +speak to her daughter. Three times a day Virginia +took her mother's food to her, always finding the +window-shade drawn and the chamber dark.</p> +<p class="pnext">One morning, about this time, Virginia happened +to see Ann in her peanut-patch, a rich spot of ground +below the old woman's barn-yard, and, seeing that +she would be quite unobserved, she put on her bonnet +and shawl and joined Ann, who, with a long, +narrow hoe, was carefully digging the peanuts from +the hills, and pulling them out by the brown, frost-bitten +vines, and shaking the earth from their roots +and leaving them to dry and season in the open air.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I never saw goobers to beat these," Ann said, +proudly, as she held up a weighty bunch. "I reckon +this patch will turn out a good hundred bushel. I +hit it just right; they tell me in town that they are +bringing a fine price. I've been wondering what +was the matter with you, child. You've been keeping +powerful close in-doors."</p> +<p class="pnext">Then, as Ann leaned on her smooth hoe-handle, +Virginia told her frankly all that had taken place, +leaving out nothing, and ending with her mother's +self-incarceration and sullen mood.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well," Ann exclaimed, her brow ruffled with +pained perplexity, "I hardly know what to say in +the matter. I don't blame you for letting out the +whole business after you once got started. That +was just natural. But don't worry about her. +She'll pull through; she's tough as whitleather; her +trouble's not of the body, but the mind. I know; +I've been through enough of it. Mark my prophecy, +she'll come out one of these days feeling better. +She'll crawl out of her darkness like a butterfly from +its dead and useless husk. She'll see clearer out in +the open light when once she strikes it. Look here, +child. I don't want to look like a sniffling fool after +all the hard rubs I've had in this life to toughen me, +but I'm a changed woman. Reading Luke's wonderful +articles every week, and remembering the +things the boy has said to me off and on, had something +to do with it, I reckon, and then this experience +of yours on top of it all helped. Yes, I'm +altered; I'm altered and against my natural inclination. +That very woman is <em class="italics">the</em> one particular human +thorn in my flesh, and yet, yet, child, as the Lord +is my Master, I mighty nigh feel sorry for her. I +mighty nigh pity the poor, old, sin-slashed creature +housed up there in solitary darkness with her bleeding +pride and envy and hate. I pity her now, I +reckon, because the way this has turned out hurts +her more than any open fight she could have with +me. I'd 'a' died long ago under all the slush and +mire that was dabbed on me if I hadn't amused +myself making money. I didn't have the social +standing of some of these folks, but I had the hard +cash, and the clink of my coin has been almost as +loud as their taunts. But your ma—she's had very +little substance all along, and that little has been +dwindling day by day, till she finds herself without +a dollar and owing her very life to a woman she +hates. Yes, her lot is a hard one, and I'm sorry +for her. I pity your mammy, child."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxxvii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id38">XXXVII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">For two weeks longer Jane Hemingway, +to the inexplicable sorrow of her +gentle and mystified daughter, kept +the seclusion of her room. The curtains +of the single window looking out +on the yard in the rear were constantly drawn, +and, though the girl sometimes listened attentively +with her ear to the wall, she heard no sound to +indicate that her mother ever moved from her bed +or her chair at the fireplace, where she sat enveloped +in blankets. She had allowed Virginia to push a +plate containing her meals three times a day through +the door, but the things were promptly received into +the darkness and only sullen silence was the invariable +response to the frequent inquiries the girl made.</p> +<p class="pnext">One morning Sam stopped his niece in the yard +near the well, a droll, half-amused expression on his +face. "Do you know," he said, "that I believe I'd +'a' made a bang-up detective if I'd given time to it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Do you think so?" Virginia said, absently.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I do," he replied. "Now, I'm going to +give you an instance of what a body can discover +by sticking two and two together and nosing around +till you are plumb sure you know what a certain +thing means. Now, you are a woman—not an old +one, but a woman all the same—and they are supposed +to see what's at the ends of their noses and a +heap beyond, but when it comes to detective work +they are not in it. I reckon it's because they won't +look for what they don't want to see, and to make a +good detective a body must pry into everything that +is in sight. Well, to come down to the case in hand, +you've been sticking grub through that crack in the +door to your mammy, who put herself in limbo +several weeks ago, but in all that time you haven't +seen the color of her cheeks to know whether the +fare is fattening her or thinning her down to the +bone. In fact, you nor me, on the outside, hain't +supposed to know a blasted thing about what's going +on in there. But—and there's where detective +work comes in—one morning—it was day before +yesterday, to be accurate—I took notice that all the +stray cats and ducks and chickens had quit basking +on the sunny side of the house and was staying +around your mammy's window. Now, thinks I, +that's odd; that's not according to the general run; +so I set in to watching, and what do you reckon? +I found out that all them Noah's Ark passengers, +of the two and four footed sort, had assembled there +to get their meals. Your mammy was regularly +throwing out the dainty grub you fixed for her. I +laid in wait nigh the window this morning and saw +her empty the plate. I went close and took a look. +She had just nibbled a bit or two, like the pecking +of a sparrow, out of the centre of the bread-slices, +but she hadn't touched the eggs nor the streak-o'-lean-streak-o'-fat +you thought she set such store by. +Good Lord, Virgie, don't you think the thing's gone +far enough—having a drove of cats fed on the +fat o' the land, when me and you are living on +scraps?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Uncle"—Virginia's startled eyes bore down on +him suddenly—"what does it mean?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Mean? Why, that there'll be a passle of cats +on this place too fat to walk, while me 'n' you'll be +too lean to cast a shadow if we stood side by side in +the sun."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, uncle, do you suppose she is worse?" Virginia +asked, in deep concern.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't know," Sam said, seriously, "my Pinkerton +job ended with the discovery of them cat +banquets, but I've about reached <em class="italics">one</em> opinion."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And what is that?" the girl asked, anxiously, +as she bent towards her uncle.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, I think maybe she's so mad and set back +by all that's happened that she's trying to starve +herself to death to get even."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, uncle, don't say that!" Virginia cried—"don't! +don't!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, then, you study it out," he said. "It's +too much for me."</p> +<p class="pnext">That morning Virginia quietly slipped over to +Ann Boyd's and confided the new phase of the situation +to her sympathetic friend, but Ann could not +account for Jane's strange conduct, and Virginia +returned home no wiser than she had left. However, +at the fence she met Sam. His face was aglow +with excitement.</p> +<p class="pnext">"What you reckon?" he said. "The bird has +flown."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Mother, you mean?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, she's skipped clean out. It was this way: +Pete Denslow drove past about twenty minutes +ago in his empty two-horse wagon, and I hollered +out to him and asked him where-away. He pulled +up at the gate and said he was going over the +mountain to Gilmer after a load of ginseng to fetch +back to Darley. Well, sir, no sooner had he said +that than your mammy piped up from her dungeon, +where she stood listening at a crack, and said, said +she, sorter sheepish-like: 'Sam, ask him if he will +let me go with him; I promised to go see Sally Maud +Pincher over there the first time any wagon was +passing, and I want to go.' Well, I told Pete, and +he looked at the sun and wanted to know how long +it would take her to get ready. She heard him, and +yelled out from the door that she'd be out in five +minutes, and, bless you, she was on the seat beside +him in less time in her best clothes and carpet-bag +in hand. She was as white in the face as a convict +out taking a sunning, and her gingham looked like +it was hanging from a hook on her neck, she was +that thin. She never said a word to me as she +went by. At first I thought she was plumb crazy, +but she had the clearest eye in her head I ever saw, +and she was chattering away to Pete about the +weather as if he was an unmarried man and she was +on the carpet."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, uncle, what do you think it means?" Virginia +sighed, deeply worried.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, I think it's a fine sign, myself," said Sam. +"I'm not as good a judge of women as I am of mules—though +a body ought to know as much of one as +the other—but I think she's perhaps been wanting +to get a breath of fresh air for some time and +didn't like to acknowledge she was tired of cave-life. +Over there at Pincher's, you see, she can slide +back into her old ways without attracting attention +by it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And she didn't leave a word of directions to me?" +the girl said, sadly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Not a word," was the droll reply. "I didn't +say good-bye to her myself. To tell the truth, I +had noticed that she'd forgot to put up a snack for +her and Pete to eat on the way, and I was afraid +she might remember it at the last minute and take +what little there was left for you and me."</p> +<p class="pnext">But Jane evidently had something to attend to +before paying her promised visit to Sally Maud +Pincher, for on their arrival at the village of Ellijay, +the seat of the adjoining county, she asked her +obliging conveyer to put her down at the hotel, +where she intended to spend the night. It was +then about five o'clock in the afternoon, and she +went into the little office, which looked like a parlor +in a farm-house, and registered her name and was +given a room with a sky-blue door and ceiling and +whitewashed walls, at the head of the stairs. She +sat after that at the window, looking out upon the +dreary street and the lonely, red-clay road leading +up the mountain, till it grew dark. She went down +to the dining-room when the great brass bell was +rung by a negro boy who shook it vigorously as he +walked through the hall and around the house, +but she had no appetite—the long, jolting journey +over the rough road had weakened rather than +stimulated her faint physical needs, and so she took +only a glass of milk, into which she had dropped a +few morsels of bread, eating the mixture with a +spoon like a child.</p> +<p class="pnext">"If I'm going to do this thing," she mused, as +she sat on her bed in her night-dress and twisted her +hair in a knot, "the quicker it's over the better. +When I left home it seemed easy enough, but now +it's awful—simply awful!"</p> +<p class="pnext">She slept soundly from sheer fatigue, and was up +the next morning and dressed before the hotel cook, +an old woman, had made a fire in the range. She +walked down-stairs into the empty hall and out on +the front veranda, but saw no one. The ground +was white with frost and the mountain air was crisp +and cutting, but it seemed to have put color into +her cheeks. Going through the office, where she +saw no one, she went into the dining-room just as +the cook was coming in from the adjoining kitchen.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Good-morning," Jane said. "I've got about +four miles to walk, and, as I've lately been down +sick in bed, I want to sorter take it slow and get an +early start. I paid my bill before I went to bed +last night, including breakfast, and if you could +give me a slice of bread-and-butter and a cup of +coffee that will be all I want."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I can get them ready in a minute," said +the woman, "but I'd hate to do a four-mile walk +on as little as that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I've been sort of dieting myself," Jane said, +perhaps recalling her past bounty to the cats and +chickens at the window of her room, "and I don't +need much."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, all right," said the cook, spreading a napkin +at one end of a long table; "you set down here +and I'll supply you in a few minutes. The landlord +leaves me in charge here till he gets up. He's +a late sleeper; he was out last night at the trial of +the moonshiners. You say you paid for breakfast +in your bill. I think it's a shame. If he wasn't so +easy to make mad, I'd go shake him up and get some +of your money back. I don't happen to tote the +key to the cash-drawer. I reckon you paid seventy-five +cents for supper, bed, and breakfast—'s., b., and +b.,' we call it for short—and you are entitled to a +full round—meat, eggs, fish (in season), batter-cakes +or waffles, whichever it is. Our waffle-irons are split +right half in two, and we just give batter-cakes +now; but folks know the brand clean to Darley. +You ought to see the judge tackle 'em during court +week; him and the district-attorney had a race the +other night to see which could eat the most. I had +three pans running, and such a smoke of burning +lard in the kitchen you couldn't have seen a white +cat in an inch of your nose. The whole jury and +a lots of witnesses under guard of the sheriff was +allowed to look on. The judge beat. The lawyer +got so full he couldn't talk, and that was the signal +to call a halt. I was glad, for old Mrs. Macklin was +waiting in the kitchen to try to hear if there was +any chance to save her son, who was being tried +for killing that feller in the brick-yard last summer. +Ever' time I'd come in for fresh cakes she'd look +up sorter pitiful-like to see if I'd heard anything. +They'd already agreed to send 'im up for life, but +I didn't know it. Yes, you ought to have a quarter +of that money back, <em class="italics">anyway</em>. Unless a knife and +fork is used, I make a habit, when it's left to me, +not to charge a cent, and you don't look like you +are overly flush."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, but I'm satisfied as it is," Jane said, as she +finished her bread and milk. "I didn't expect to +get it for any less."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxxviii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id39">XXXVIII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">A few minutes later, with her flabby +carpet-bag on her sharp hip, Jane +fared forth on the mountain road, +which led farther eastward. She walked +slowly and with increased effort, +for the high altitude seemed to affect her respiration, +and, light as it was, the carpet-bag became +cumbersome and she had to pause frequently to +rest.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, if I'm going to do it, I'll have to plunge in +and do it, and be done with the matter," she kept +saying. "I reckon it isn't the first time such a +thing has been heard of." She passed several humble +mountain houses, built of logs, on the way, but +stopped at none of them. The sun was near the +zenith when she came to a double log-cabin standing +back on a plot of newly cleared land a hundred yards +from the rocky road. A tall, plain-looking girl, with +a hard, unsympathetic face, stood in the doorway, +and she stepped down to the ground and quieted a +snarling dog which was chained to a stake driven +into the earth.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon you are Nettie Boyd, ain't you?" Jane +said.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I used to be," the young woman answered. "I +married a Lawson—Sam Lawson—awhile back."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh yes, I forgot that. I'd heard it, too, of +course, but it slipped my memory. I'm a Hemingway, +from over in Murray County—Jane Hemingway. +I used to be acquainted with your pa. +Is he handy?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, he was here just a minute ago," Ann Boyd's +daughter answered. "He's around at his hay-stack +pulling down some roughness for the cow. Go in +and take a seat and I'll call him. Lay your bonnet +on the bed and make yourself at home."</p> +<p class="pnext">Jane went into the cabin, the walls of which were +unlined, being only the bare logs with the bark on +them. The cracks where the logs failed to fit closely +together were filled with the red clay from the hills +around. There was not a picture in sight, not an +ornament on the crude board shelf over the rugged +mud-and-stone fireplace. From wooden pegs driven +in auger-holes in the walls hung the young bride's +meagre finery, in company with what was evidently +her husband's best suit of clothes and hat. Beneath +them, on the floor, stood a pair of new woman's shoes, +dwarfed by contrast to a heavier and larger masculine +pair. Jane sat down, rolling her bonnet in her +stiff fingers. The chair she sat on was evidently of +home make, for the rockers were unevenly sawed, +and, on the unplaned boards of the floor, it had +a joggling, noisy motion when in use. There were +two beds in the room, made of rough, pine planks. +The coverings of the beds were not in order and the +pillows were soiled.</p> +<p class="pnext">"If she'd 'a' stayed on with Ann she would 'a' +made a better house-keeper than that," Jane mused. +"She's a sight, too, with her hair uncombed and +dress so untidy so soon after the honeymoon. I +can see now that her and Ann never would get on +together. Anybody could take one look at that +girl and see she's selfish. I wonder what that fellow +ever saw in her?"</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a sound of voices outside. With a +start, Jane drew herself erect. The carpet-bag on +her knees threatened to fall, and she lowered it to +the floor. Her ordeal was before her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, howdy do?"</p> +<p class="pnext">Joe Boyd, in tattered shirt, trousers patched upon +patches, and gaping shoes through which his bare +toes showed, stood in the doorway. That the old +beau and the once most popular young man of the +country-side could stand looking like that before her, +even after the lapse of all those trying years, and +not feel abashed, was one of the inexplicable things +that rushed through Jane Hemingway's benumbed +brain. That she, herself, could be looking at the +very husk of the ideal of manhood she had held all +those years and not cry out in actual pain over the +pitiful evidences of his collapse from his high estate +was another thing she marvelled over. Joe Boyd! +Could it actually be he? Could those gaunt, talon-nailed +members, with their parchment-like skin, be +the hands she used to think so shapely? Could +those splaying feet be the feet that had tripped more +lightly in the Virginia Reel than those of any other +man for miles around? Could those furtive, harsh-glancing +eyes be the deep, dreamy ones in which +she had once seen the mirage of her every girlish +hope? Could that rasping tone come from the voice +whose never diminishing echo had rung in her ears +through all those years of hiding her secret from +the man she had married out of "spite," through +all her long tooth-in-flesh fight with the rival who +had temporarily won and held him?</p> +<p class="pnext">She rose and gave him her hand, and the two +stood facing each other, she speechless, he thoroughly +at his indolent ease.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I reckon, Jane, old girl," he laughed, as he +wiped a trickling stream of tobacco-juice from the +corner of his sagging mouth, "that you are the very +last human being I ever expected to lay eyes on +again. I swear I wouldn't 'a' known you from +Adam's cat if Nettie hadn't told me who it was. +My, how thin you look, and all bent over!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I'm changed, and you are too, Joe," she +said, as, with a stiff hand beneath her, she sought +the chair again.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes"—he went to the doorway and spat voluminously +out into the yard, and came back swinging a +chair as lightly in his hand as if it had been a baseball +bat with which he was playing—"yes, I reckon +I am altered considerable; a body's more apt to +see changes in others than in himself. I was just +thinking the other day about them old times. La +me! how much fun we all did have, but it didn't +last—it didn't last."</p> +<p class="pnext">He sat down, leaning forward and clasping his +dry-palmed hands with a sound like the rubbing +together of two pieces of paper. There was an +awkward silence. Nettie Lawson came to the door +and glanced in inquiringly, and then went away. +They heard her calling her chickens some distance +from the cabin.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, I wouldn't have recognized you if I'd met +you alone in the big road," he said, "nor you +wouldn't me, I reckon."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Joe"—she was looking about the room—"somehow +I had an idea that you were in—in a little +better circumstances than—than you seem to be in +now."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, that wouldn't be hard to imagine, anyway," +he said, with an intonation like a sigh, if it +wasn't one. "If a body couldn't imagine a better +fix for a man to be in than I am in, they'd better +quit. Lord, Lord, I reckon I ought to be dead +ashamed to meet you in this condition when you +knew me away back in them palmy days, but, Jane, +I really believe I've sunk below that sort of a feeling. +You know I used to cut a wide swath when I had +plenty of money and friends, but what's the use of +crying over spilt milk? This is all there is left of +me. I managed to marry Nettie off to a feller good +enough in his way. I thought he was a fine catch, +but I don't know. I was under the impression that +his folks had some money to give him to sorter start +the two out, but it seems they didn't have, and was +looking for a stake themselves. Since they married +he just stays round here, contented and about as +shiftless as anybody could be. I thought, for instance, +that he never got in debt, but a store-keeper +in town told me the other day that he owed him for +the very duds he was married in."</p> +<p class="pnext">"That's bad, that's powerful bad," Jane said, +sympathetically. Then a fixed look took possession +of her eyes, and her fingers tightened on her bonnet +in her lap, as she plunged towards the thing with +which she was burdened. "Joe," she continued, +"I've come all the way over the mountain in my +delicate health to see you about a particular matter. +God knows it's the hardest thing I ever contemplated, +but there is no other way out of it."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I think I know what you are going to say," +he answered, avoiding her eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You do, Joe?" she exclaimed. "Oh no, surely, +you can't know that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I think I can make a good guess," he said, +awkwardly twirling his fingers round and round. +"You see, I always make a habit, when I happen to +meet anybody from over your way, of asking about +old acquaintances, and I heard some time back that +you was in deep trouble. They said you had some +high-priced doctoring to do in Atlanta, and that you +was going from old friend to old friend for what little +help they could give. I'm going to see what I can +do towards it myself, since you've taken such a long +trip, though, Jane, to tell you the truth, I haven't +actually seen a ten-cent piece in a month. I've gone +without tobacco when I thought the desire for it +would run me distracted. So—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I didn't come for help—Lord, Lord, I only wish +it was that, Joe. I've already had the operation, +and I'm recovering. I've come over here, Joe, to +make an awful confession."</p> +<p class="pnext">"A—a—what?" he said.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a pause. Jane Hemingway unrolled +her bonnet and put it on, pulling the hood down over +her line of vision.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Joe, I've come to tell you that I've been a bad +woman; I've been a bad, sinning woman since away +back there when you married Ann. Things you +used to say to me, I reckon, turned my silly head. +You remember when you took me to camp-meeting +that night, and we sat through meeting out in the +buggy under the trees. I reckon, if it was all to +do over you wouldn't have said so much. I reckon +you wouldn't if you'd known you were planting a +seed that was going to fructify and bear the fruit +of hate and enmity that would never rot; but, for all +I know, you may have been saying the same things +to other girls who knew better how to take them +than I did."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Jane, I was a fool them days," Joe Boyd +broke in, with an actual flush of shame in his tanned +face.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, never mind about that," Jane went on, +with a fresher determination under his own admission. +"I reckon I let it take too strong a hold on +me. I never could give up easy, and when you got +to going with Ann, and she was so much prettier +and more sprightly than me, it worked against my +nature. It hardened me, I reckon. I married soon +after you did, but I won't tell about that; he's dead +and gone. I had my child—that was all, except—except +my hate for Ann. I couldn't stand to see +you and her so happy together, and you both were +making money and I was losing what I had. Then, +Joe, we all heard about—we all learned Ann's secret."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't—for the love of mercy—don't fetch that +up!" Boyd groaned.</p> +<p class="pnext">"But I <em class="italics">have</em> to, Joe," Jane persisted, softly. "At +first I was the happiest woman that the devil ever +delighted by flashing a lying promise with his fire +on a wall. I thought you were going to scorn her, +but I saw that day I met you at the meeting-house +that you were inclined to condone the past, and +that drove me wild; so I—" Jane choked up and +paused.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I remember that day," Joe Boyd said, with a +deep breath. "I'll never forget it as long as I live, +for what you said dropped me back into the bottomless +pit of despair. I'd been trying to think she'd +been straight with me <em class="italics">since</em> we married, but when +you—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"What I told you that morning, Joe, was a cold, +deliberate lie!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"A—a—" he stammered. "No, no, you don't +mean that—you can't mean—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Every—single—thing—I—told—you—that—day—was—a—lie!" +Jane said, with an emphatic +pause between each word.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I can't understand. I don't see—really, Jane, +you can't mean that what you said about Chester's +going there day after day when my back was turned, +and that you saw them together in the woods below +your house that day when I was—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Everything I told you was a lie from the devil, +out of the very fumes of hell," Jane said, pulling +off her bonnet and looking him squarely in the face. +"A lie—a lie, Joe."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, my God!" Boyd cried. "And I, all these +years I have—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"You've been believing what I said. But I'm +not through yet. I've been in a dark room fasting +and praying for a month to overcome my evil +inclination not to speak the truth, and I finally +conquered, so I'm going to tell the whole thing. +Joe, Ann Boyd is the best woman God ever let live. +She was as true as steel to you from the day she +married till now. I have been after her day and +night, never giving her a moment's rest from my +persecutions, and how do you reckon she retaliated? +She paid me back by actually saving my worthless +life and trying to keep me from knowing who did it. +She did something else. She did me the greatest +favor one woman could possibly do another. I +don't intend to say what that particular thing was, +but she must have the credit. Now I'm through. +I'm going back home."</p> +<p class="pnext">Boyd drew his ill-clad feet towards him. He +spread out his two arms wide and held them so, +steadily. "Look at me—just look at me," he said. +"Woman, before you go back, take one good look +at me. You come to me—a mere frazil of what I +once was—when there is no hope of ever regaining +my youth and self-respect—and tell me—oh, my +God!—tell me that I believed <em class="italics">you</em> instead of <em class="italics">her</em>! +She said, with tears in her eyes, on her knees before +me, that that first mistake was all, and I told her +she lied <em class="italics">in her throat</em>, and left her, dragging from +her clinging arms the child of her breast, bringing it +up and raising it to what you see she is. And now +you come literally peeping into my open coffin and +telling <em class="italics">this</em> to my dead face. Great God, woman, +before Heaven I feel like striking you where you set, +soaked in repentance though you are. All these +misspent years I've been your cowardly tool, and +her—her—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I deserve it—talk on!" Jane Hemingway said, +as she rose and clutched her carpet-bag and held it +tremblingly.</p> +<p class="pnext">But Joe Boyd's innate gentleness had been one +of the qualities many women loved, and even before +the cowering creature who had wrecked his life he +melted in manly pity.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No," he said, stretching out his hand with something +like one of his old gestures—"no, I'm going +too far, Jane. We are all obedient to natural laws, +as Ann used to say. Your laws have made you do +just as you have, and so have mine. Away back +there in the joy-time of youth my laws made me +say too much to you. As you say, I planted the +seed. I did; I planted the seed that bore all the +fruit; I planted it when I kissed you, Jane, and said +them things to you that night which I forgot the +next day. Ann could have made something out of +me better than this. As long as I had her to manage +me, I did well. You see what I am now."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes, I see; and I'm as sorry as I know how to +be." Jane sighed as she passed out into the open +sunlight. "I'm going home, Joe. I may never lay +eyes on you again in this life. If you can say anything +to make me feel better, I'd be thankful."</p> +<p class="pnext">"There isn't anything, except what I said just +now about our natural laws, Jane," he said, as he +stood shading his eyes from the glare of the sun. +"Sometimes I think that nobody hain't to blame +for nothing they do, and that all of this temporary +muddle is just the different ways human beings have +of struggling on to a better world beyond this."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I thought maybe you might, in so many words, +say plain out that you'd forgive me, Joe." She had +turned her face towards the road she was to travel, +and her once harsh lip was quivering like that of a +weeping child.</p> +<p class="pnext">"The natural law would come in there, too," +Boyd sighed. "Forgiveness, of the right sort, don't +spring to the heart in such a case as this like a flash +of powder in the pan. If I'm to forgive, I will in +due time, I reckon; but right now, Jane, I feel too +weak and tired, even for that—too weak and heartsick +and undone."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'm going to pray for it, Joe," she said, as +she started away. "Good-bye. May the Lord +above bless you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Good-bye, Jane; do the best you can," he said, +"and I'll try to do the same."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xxxix"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id40">XXXIX</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">The following Sunday afternoon Mrs. +Waycroft hastened over to Ann Boyd's. +She walked very rapidly across the +fields and through the woods rather +than by the longer main road. She +found Ann in her best dress seated in her dining-room +reading Luke King's paper, which had come +the day before. She looked up and smiled and +nodded to the visitor.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I just wish you'd listen to this," she said, enthusiastically. +"And when you've heard it, if you +don't think that boy is a genius you'll miss it by a +big jump. On my word, such editorials as this will +do more good than all the preaching in Christendom. +I've read it four times. Sit down and listen."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, you've got to listen to me," said the visitor. +"That can wait; it's down in black and white, while +mine is fairly busting me wide open. Ann, do you +know what took place at meeting this morning?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, no, how could I? You know I said I'd +never darken that door again, after that low-lived +coward—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Stop, Ann, and listen!" Mrs. Waycroft panted, +as she sank into a chair and leaned forward. "You +know I go seldom myself, but by some chance I went +this morning. I always feel like doing the best I +can towards the end of a year. Well, I had hardly +got my seat and Brother Bazemore had just got up +to make some announcements, when who should +come in but Jane Hemingway. Instead of stopping +at her usual place, nigh the stove, she walked +clean up to the altar-railing and stood as stiff as a +post, gazing at the preacher. He was busy with +his notes and didn't see her at first, though every +eye in the house was fixed on her in wonder, for she +was as white as a sheet, and so thin and weak that +it looked like the lightest wind would blow her +away. 'Brother Bazemore,' she said, loud enough +to be heard, in her shrill voice, clean out to the +horse-rack, 'I want to say something, and I want +to say it out before all of you.'"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Huh!" Ann grunted—"huh!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, he looked good surprised," Mrs. Waycroft +went on, "but you know he's kind o' resentful if +folks don't show consideration for his convenience, +so he looked down at her over his specks and said:</p> +<p class="pnext">"'Well, sister, I reckon the best time for that +will be after preaching, and then them that want +to stay can do so and feel that they got what they +waited for.'</p> +<p class="pnext">"'But I can't wait,' said she. 'What I've got to +say must be said now, while I'm plumb in the notion. +If I waited I might back out, and I don't want to +do it.'</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, he give in; and, Ann, she turned around +facing us all and took off her bonnet and swung it +about like a flag. She was as nigh dead in looks as +any corpse I ever saw. And since you was born, +Ann, you never heard the like. Folks was so interested +that they stared as if their eyes was popping +out of their sockets. She said she'd come to confess +to crime—that's the way she put it—<em class="italics">crime!</em> +She said she'd been passing for half a lifetime in +this community as a Christian woman, when in actuality +she had been linked body and soul to the +devil. Right there she gulped and stood with her +old head down; then she looked at us like a crazy +person and went on. She said away back when she +was a girl she'd been jealous of a certain girl, and +that she'd hounded that girl through a long life. +She had made it her particular business to stir up +strife against that woman by toting lies from one +person to another. She turned sort o' sideways to +the preacher and said: 'Brother Bazemore, what I +told you Ann Boyd said about you that time was +all made up—a lie out of whole cloth. I told you +that to make you denounce her in public, and you +did. I kept telling her neighbors things to make 'em +hate her, and they did. I told her husband a whole +string of deliberate lies that made him leave her +and take her child away. I spent half my life at +this thing, to have it end like this: Men and women, +the woman that I was doing all that against was the +one who came up with the money that saved my +worthless life and tried to hide it from me and the +rest of the world. She not only done that, but she +done me even a greater favor. I won't say what +that was, but nobody but an angel from heaven, +robed in the flesh of earth, could have done that, +for it was the very thing she had every right to want +to see visited on me. That act would have paid me +back in my own coin, and she wanted to count out +the money, but she was too much of heaven to go +through it. Instead of striking at me, she saved +me suffering that would have dragged me to the +dust in shame. I've come here to say all this because +I want to do her justice, if I can, while the +breath of life is in me. I've just got back from +Gilmer, where I went and met the man whose life +I wrecked—her husband. I told him the truth, +hoping that I could do him some good in atonement, +but the poor, worn-out man seemed too utterly +crushed to forgive me.'"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Joe—she went to Joe!" Ann gasped, finding her +voice. "Now, I reckon, he believes me. And to +think that Jane Hemingway would say all that—do +all that! It don't seem reasonable. But you +say she actually—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Of course she did," broke in the narrator. "And +when she was through she marched straight down +the middle aisle and stalked outside. Half the folks +got up and went to the windows and watched her +tottering along the road; and then Brother Bazemore +called 'em back and made 'em sit down. He +said, in his cold-blooded way, hemming and hawing, +that the whole community had been too severe, and +that the best way to get the thing settled and +smooth-running again was to agree on some sort +of public testimonial. Ann, I reckon fully ten men +yelled out that they would second the motion. I +never in all my life saw such excitement. Folks +was actually crying, and this one and that one was +telling kind things you had done to them. Then +they all got around me, Ann, and they made a lots +over me, saying I was the only one who had acted +right, and that I must ask you to forgive them. +That was the motion Bazemore put and carried by +a vote of rising. Half of them was so anxious to +have their votes counted that they climbed up on +the benches and waved their hats and bonnets and +shawls, and yelled out, 'Here! here!' Bazemore +dismissed without preaching; it looked like he +thought nothing he could say, in any regular line, +would count in such a tumult. And after meeting +dozens of 'em slid up to me and snatched my hands +and told me to speak a good word for them; they +kept it up even after I'd got outside, some of 'em +walking part of the way with me and sending messages. +Wait till I catch my breath, and I'll tell you +who spoke and what each one said, as well as I +can."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Never mind," said Ann, an absent look in her +strong face. "I believe I'd rather not hear any +more of it; it don't make one bit of difference one +way or another."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, Ann, surely you won't entertain hard feelings, +now that they all feel so bad. If you could +only 'a' been there, you would—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, it isn't that," Ann sighed, and with her +closed hand she pounded her heavy knee restlessly. +"You see, Mary—oh, I don't know—but, well, I can't +possibly be any way but the way the Lord made me, +and to save my life I can't feel grateful. They all +just seem to me like a lot of spoilt children that +laugh or cry over whatever comes up. Somehow a +testimonial from a congregation like that, after a +lifetime of beating me and covering me with slime, +seems more like an insult than a compliment. They +think they can besmirch the best part of my life, +and then rub it off in a minute with good intentions +and a few words. Why, it was the same sort of +whim that made them all follow Jane Hemingway +like sheep after a leader. I don't hate 'em, you +understand, but what they do or say simply don't +alter my feelings a speck. I have known all along +that I had the right kind of—character, and to +listen to their sniffling testimony on the subject +would seem to me like—well, like insulting my own +womanhood."</p> +<p class="pnext">"You are a powerful strange creature, Ann," Mrs. +Waycroft said, reflectively, "but, I reckon, if you +hadn't been that way you wouldn't be such a +wonderful woman in so many ways. I was holding +something back for the last, but I reckon you'll sniff +at that more than what I've already told you. +Ann, when I got home, and had just set down to +eat a snack before running over to you, who should +come to my back gate and call me out except Jane +herself. She stood leaning against the fence like +the walk had nearly done her up, and she refused +to come in and set down. She said she wanted me +to do her a favor. She said she knew I was at meeting +and heard what she said, but that she wanted +me to come to you for her. As God is my final +Judge, I never felt such pity for a poor rotten shred +of humanity in all my life. She looked like she was +trying to cry, but was too dry inside to do anything +but wheeze; her very eyes seemed to be literally +on fire; she looked like a crazy person talking +rationally. She said she wanted me to tell you +how sorry and broke up she was, that she'd pay +back that hundred dollars if she had to deed away +her dead body to some medical college. She said +she could do anything on earth to make amends +<em class="italics">except</em> go to you face to face and apologize—she'd +walk from door to door all over the country, she +said, and tell her tale of shame, but she couldn't +say it to you. She said she had tried for weeks to +do it, but she knew she'd never have the moral +strength."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She talked that way?" Ann said, looking steadily +out into the sunshine through the open doorway.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes; and I reckon you have as little patience +with her message as you have with the balance," +said the visitor.</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, she's different, Mary," Ann declared. "Jane +Hemingway is another proposition altogether. She's +fought a long, fierce fight, and God Almighty's +forces have whipped her clean out. She was a +worthy foe, and I respect her more now than I ever +did. She was different from the rest. <em class="italics">She</em> had a +cause. <em class="italics">She</em> had something to fight about. She +loved Joe Boyd with all the heart she ever had, and +when I married him she couldn't—simply couldn't—let +it rest. She held on like a bull-dog with his +teeth clamped to bone. She's beat; I won't wait +for her to come to me; I may take a notion and +go to her."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xl"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id41">XL</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">It was a crisp, clear day in December. +Langdon Chester had gone to Darley +to attend to the banking of a considerable +amount of money which his +father had received for cotton on the +market. It happened to be the one day in the year +in which the town was visited by a mammoth circus, +and the streets were overflowing with mountain +people eager to witness the grand street-parade, +the balloon ascension, the side-shows, and, lastly, +the chief performance under the big tent. From +the quaint old Johnston House, along Main Street +to the grain warehouses and the throbbing and +wheezing cotton compress, half a mile distant, the +street was filled with people afoot, in carts, wagons, +and buggies, or on horseback. All this joy and +activity made little impression on Langdon Chester. +His face was thin and sallow, and he was extremely +nervous. His last conversation with Virginia and +her positive refusal to consider his proposal of marriage +had left him without a hope and more desperate +than his best friend could have imagined possible +to a man of his supposedly callous temperament. +And a strange fatality seemed to be dogging his +footsteps and linking him to the matter which he +had valiantly attempted to lay aside, for everywhere +he went he heard laudatory remarks about Luke +King and his marvellous success and strength of +character. In the group of lawyers seated in the +warm sunshine in front of Trabue's little one-storied +brick office on the street leading to the court-house, +it was a topic of more interest than any gossip about +the circus. It was Squire Tomlinson's opinion, and +he had been to the legislature in Atlanta, and associated +intimately with politicians from all sections +of the state, that King was a man who, if he wished +it, could become the governor of Georgia as easy as +falling off a log, or even a senator of the United +States. The common people wanted him, the squire +declared; they had worshipped him ever since his +first editorial war-whoop against the oppression of +the political ring, the all-devouring trusts, and the +corrupt Northern money-power. The squire, blunt +man that he was, caught sight of Langdon among +his listeners and playfully made an illustration out +of him. "There's a chap, gentlemen, the son of a +good old friend of mine. Now, what did money, +aristocratic parentage, family brains, and military +honors do for him? He was sent to the best college +in the state, with plenty of spending-money at his +command, and is still hanging onto the strap of his +daddy's pocket-book—satisfied like we all were in the +good old days when each of us had a little nigger +to come and put on our shoes for us and bring hot +coffee and waffles to the bed after we'd tripped the +merry toe on somebody's farm all night. Oh, you +needn't frown, Langdon; you know it's the truth. +He's still a chip off the old block, gentlemen, while +his barefoot neighbor, a scion of po' white stock, +cooked his brain before a cabin pine-knot fire in +studying, like Abe Lincoln did, and finally went +forth to conquer the world, and <em class="italics">is</em> conquering it as +fast as a dog can trot. It's enough, gentlemen, to +make us all take our boys from school, give 'em a +good paddling, and put 'em at hard toil in the +field."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Thank you for the implied compliment, Squire," +Langdon said, angrily. "You are frank enough +about it, anyway."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Now, there, you see," the squire exclaimed, regretfully. +"I've gone and rubbed him the wrong +way, and I meant nothing in the world by it."</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon bowed and smiled his acceptance of the +apology, though a scowl was on his face as he +turned to walk down the street. From the conversation +he had learned that King was expected +up that day to visit his family, and a sickening +shock came to him with the thought that it really +was to see Virginia that he was coming. Yes, he +was now sure that it had been King's attentions to +the girl which had turned her against him—that +and the powerful influence of Ann Boyd.</p> +<p class="pnext">These thoughts were too much for him. He went +into Asque's bar, at the hotel, called for whiskey, +and remained there for hours.</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon was in the spacious office of the Johnston +House when the evening train from Atlanta came +into the old-fashioned brick car-shed at the door, +and King alighted. His hand-bag was at once +snatched by an admiring negro porter, and the by-standers +crowded around him to shake hands. +Langdon stood in the office a moment later, his +brain benumbed with drink and jealous fury, and +saw his rival literally received into the open arms +of another eager group. Smothering an oath, the +young planter leaned against the cigar-case quite +near the register, over which the clerk stood triumphantly +calling to King to honor the house by +writing the name of the state's future governor. +King had the pen in his hand, when, glancing up, +he recognized Langdon, whom he had not seen since +his return from the West.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, how are you, Chester?" he said, cordially.</p> +<p class="pnext">Langdon stared. His brain seemed pressed downward +by some weight. The by-standers saw a +strange, half-insane glare in his unsteady eyes, but +he said nothing.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, surely you remember me," Luke exclaimed, +in honest surprise. "King's my name—Luke King. +It's true I have not met you for several years, +but—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, it's King, is it?" Langdon said, calmly and +with the edge of a sneer on his white, determined +lip. "I didn't know if you were sure <em class="italics">what</em> it was. +So many of your sort spring up like flies in hot +weather that one can't tell much about your parentage, +except on the maternal side."</p> +<p class="pnext">There was momentous silence. The crowded +room held its breath in sheer astonishment. King +stared at his antagonist for an instant, hoping +against hope that he had misunderstood. Then he +took a deep breath. "That's a queer thing for one +man to say to another," he said, fixing Chester with +a steady stare. "Are you aware that a remark like +that might reflect on the honor of my mother?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't care who it reflects on," retorted Chester. +"You can take it any way you wish, if you have got +enough backbone."</p> +<p class="pnext">As quick as a flash King's right arm went out +and his massive fist landed squarely between Chester's +eyes. The blow was so strong that the young +planter reeled back into the crowd, instinctively +pressing his hands to his face. King was ready to +strike again, but some of his friends stopped him +and pushed him back against the counter. Others +in the crowd forcibly drew his maddened antagonist +away, and further trouble was averted.</p> +<p class="pnext">With a hand that was strangely steady, King +registered his name with the pen the clerk was +extending to him.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Let it drop, King," the clerk said. "He's so +drunk he hardly knows what he's doing. He seems +to have it in for you, for some reason or other. It +looks like jealousy to me. They were devilling him +over at Trabue's office awhile ago about his failure +and your big success. Let it pass this time. He'll +be ashamed of himself as soon as his liquor dies +out."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Thank you, Jim," King replied. "I'll let it rest, +if he is satisfied with what he's already had."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Going out home to-night?" the clerk asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">"If I can get a turnout at the stable," King +answered.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You will have to take a room here, then," the +clerk smiled, "for everything is out at the livery. +I know, because two travelling men who had a date +with George Wilson over there are tied up here."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then I'll stay and go out in the morning," said +King. "I'm tired, anyway, and that is a hard ride +at night."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, take the advice of a friend and steer clear +of Chester right now," said the clerk. "He's a devil +when he's worked up and drinking. Really, he's +dangerous."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I know that, but I'll not run from him," said +King. "I thought my fighting day was over, but +there are some things I can't take."</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xli"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id42">XLI</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">It was dusk the following evening. +Virginia was at the cow-lot when her +uncle came lazily up the road from +the store and joined her. "Well," he +drawled out, as he thrust his hands into +his pocket for his pipe, "I reckon I'm onto a piece +o' news that you and your mother, nor nobody else +this side o' Wilson's shebang, knows about. Mrs. +Snodgrass has just arrived by hack from Darley, +where she attended the circus and tried to get a +job to beat that talking-machine they had in the +side-show. It seems that this neighborhood has +furnished the material for more excitement over +there than the whole exhibition, animals and all."</p> +<p class="pnext">"How is that, uncle?" Virginia asked, absent-mindedly.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Why, it seems that a row has been on tap between +Langdon Chester and Luke King for, lo, these +many months, anyway, and yesterday, when the +population of Darley turned out in as full force to +meet Luke King as they did the circus parade, why +it was too much for Chester's blood. He kept drinking +and drinking till he hardly knew which end of +him was up, and then he met Luke at the Johnston +House face to face. Mrs. Snod says Langdon evidently +laid his plans so there would have to be a +fight in any case, so he up and slandered that good +old mammy of King's."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, uncle, and they fought?" Virginia, pale and +trembling, gasped as she leaned for support on the +fence.</p> +<p class="pnext">"You bet they did. Mrs. Snod says the vile +slander had no sooner left Chester's lips than King +let drive at him right between the eyes. That +knocked Langdon out of the ring for a while, and +his friends took him to a room to wash him off, for +he was bleeding like a stuck pig. King was to come +out here last night, but Mrs. Snod says he was +afraid Chester would think he was running from +the field, and so he stayed on at the hotel. Then, +this morning early, the two of them come together +on the street in front of the bank building. Mrs. +Snod says Chester drawed first and got Luke covered +before he could say Jack Robinson, and then fired. +Several shots were exchanged, but the third brought +King to his knees. They say he's done for, Virginia. +He wasn't dead to-day at twelve, but the doctors +said he couldn't live an hour. They say he was +bleeding so terrible inside that they was afraid to +move him. I'm here to tell you, Virgie, that I used +to like that chap; and when he got to coming to +see you, and I could see that he meant business, I +was in hopes you and him would make a deal, but +then you up and bluffed him off so positive that I +never could see what it meant. Why, he was about +the most promising young man I ever—But look +here, child, what's ailing you?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Nothing, uncle," Virginia said; and, with her +head down, she turned away. Looking after her for +a moment in slow wonder, Sam went on into the +farm-house, bent on telling the startling news to his +sister-in-law. As for Virginia, she walked on through +the gathering dusk towards Ann Boyd's house. +"Dead, dying!" she said, with a low moan. "It +has come at last."</p> +<p class="pnext">Farther across the meadow she trudged, unconscious +of the existence of her physical self. At a +little stream which she had to cross on stepping-stones +she paused and moaned again. Dead—actually +dead! Luke King, the young man whom the +whole of his state was praising, had been shot down +like a dog. No matter what might be the current +report as to the cause of the meeting, young as she +was she knew it to be the outcome of Langdon Chester's +passion—the fruition of his mad threat to her. +Yes, he had made good his word.</p> +<p class="pnext">Approaching Ann's house, she entered the gate +just as Mrs. Boyd came to the door and stood smiling +knowingly at her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Virginia," she called out, cheerily, "what you +reckon I've got here? You could make a million +guesses and then be wide of the mark."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Mrs. Boyd!" Virginia groaned, as she tottered +to the step and raised her eyes to the old woman's +face, "you haven't heard the news. Luke is dead!"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Dead?" Ann laughed out impulsively. "Oh no, +I reckon not. Come in and take a chair by the +fire; you've got your feet wet with the dew."</p> +<p class="pnext">"He's dead, he's dead, I tell you!" Virginia +stood still, her white and rigid face upturned. +"Langdon Chester, the contemptible coward, shot +him at Darley this morning."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, <em class="italics">that's</em> it, is it?" A knowing look came into +Ann Boyd's face. She stroked an impulsive smile +from her facile lips, but Virginia still saw its light in +the twinkling eyes above the broad, red hand. "You +say he's dead? Well, well, that accounts for something +I was wondering about just now. You know +I am not much of a hand to believe in spiritual +manifestations like table-raising folks do, but I'll +give you my word, Virginia, that for the last hour +and a half I'd 'a' sworn Luke King <em class="italics">himself</em> was right +here in the house. Just now I heard something like +him walking across the floor. It seemed to me he +went out to the shelf and took a drink of water. +I'll bet it's Luke's spirit hanging about trying to +tell me good-bye—that is, if he really <em class="italics">was</em> shot, as +you say." Ann smiled again and turned her face +towards the inside of the room, and called out: +"Say, Ghost of Luke King, if you are in my house +right now you'd better lie low and listen. This silly +girl is talking so wild the first thing you know she +will be saying she don't love Langdon Chester."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Love him? what's the matter with you?" Virginia +panted. "I hate him. You know I detest +him. I'll kill him. Do you hear me? I'll kill him +as sure as I ever meet him face to face."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann stared at the girl for a moment, her face oddly +beaming, then she looked back into the room again. +"Do you hear that, Mr. Ghost? She now says she'll +kill Langdon Chester on sight. She says that after +sending <em class="italics">you</em> about your business for no reason in the +world. You listen good. Maybe she'll be saying +after a while that she loved you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I <em class="italics">did</em> love him. God knows I loved him!" Virginia +cried. "I loved him with every bit of my soul +and body. I've loved him, worshipped him, adored +him ever since I was a child and he was so good to +me. He was the noblest man that ever lived, and +now a dirty, sneaking coward has slipped up on him +and shot him down in cold blood. If I ever meet +that man, as God is my Judge, I'll—" With a sob +that was almost a shriek Virginia sank to the door-step +and lay there, quivering convulsively.</p> +<p class="pnext">A vast change swept over Ann Boyd. Her big +face filled with the still blood of deep emotion. She +heaved a sigh, and, turning towards the interior of +the room, she said, huskily:</p> +<p class="pnext">"Come on, Luke; don't tease the poor little thing. +I wouldn't have carried it so far if I could have got +it out of her any other way. She's yours, dear boy—heart, +soul, and body."</p> +<p class="pnext">Hearing these words, Virginia raised her head in +wonder, just as Luke King emerged from the house. +He bent over her, and tenderly raised her up. He +was drawing her closer to him, his fine face aflame +with tender passion, when Virginia held him firmly +from her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Don't! don't!" she said. "If you knew—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I've told him everything, Virginia," Ann broke +in. "I had to. I couldn't see my dear boy suffering +like he was, when—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"You know—" Virginia began, aghast, "you +know—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"About you and Chester?" King said, with a light +laugh. "Yes, I know all about it, and it made me +think you the grandest, most self-sacrificing little +girl in all the world. So you thought I was dead? +That was all gossip. It was only a quarrel that +amounted to nothing. I understand, now that he +is sober, that Chester is heartily ashamed of himself."</p> +<p class="pnext">Half an hour afterwards Ann stood at the gate +and saw them walking together towards Virginia's +home. She watched them till they were lost from +her sight in the dusk, then she went back into the +house. She stood over the low fire for a moment, +then said: "I won't get any supper ready. I +couldn't eat a bite. Meat and bread couldn't shove +this lump out of my throat. It's pretty, pretty, +pretty to see those two together that way. I believe +they have got the sort of thing the Almighty +really meant love to be. I know <em class="italics">I</em> never got that +kind, though, as a girl, I dreamt of nothing else—nothing +from morning till night but that one thing, +and yet here I am this way—<em class="italics">this way</em>!"</p> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="xlii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id43">XLII</a></h2> +<p class="pfirst">The next morning the weather was as +balmy as spring. Ann had taken all +the coverings from her beds and hung +them along the fence to catch the +purifying rays of the sun. Her rag-carpet +was stretched out on the ground ready to be +beaten. She was occupied in sweeping the bare +floor of her sitting-room when a shadow fell across +the threshold. Looking up, she saw a tall, lean +man, very ill-clad, his tattered hat in hand, his +shoes broken at the toes and showing the wearer's +bare feet.</p> +<p class="pnext">"It's me, Ann," Boyd said. "I couldn't stay +away any longer. I hope you won't drive me off, +anyway, before I've got out what I come to say."</p> +<p class="pnext">She turned pale as she leaned her broom against +the wall and began to roll her sleeves down her fat +arms towards her wrists. "Well, I wasn't looking +for you," she managed to say.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I reckon not, Ann," he returned, a certain wistful +expression in his voice and strangely softened face; +"but I had to come. As I say—I had to come and +speak to you, anyway."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, take a chair," she said, awkwardly. "I've +got the windows up to let the dust drive out, and +I'll close them. It's powerful draughty. I don't +feel it, working like I am, but you might, coming in +from the outside."</p> +<p class="pnext">He advanced to one of the straight-backed chairs +which he remembered so well, and laid an unsteady +hand on it, but he did not draw it towards him nor +sit down. Instead, his great, hungry eyes followed +her movements, as she bustled from one window to +another, like those of a patient, offending dog.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, why don't you sit down?" She had turned +back to him, and stood eying his poor aspect with +strange misgivings and pity. In her comfort and +luxury, he, with his evidences of poverty and despair, +struck a strangely discordant note.</p> +<p class="pnext">He drew the chair nearer, and with quivering +knees she saw him sink into it, with firmness at the +beginning and then with the sudden collapse of an +invalid. She went to a window and looked out. +Not seeing his horse hitched near by, she came back +to him.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Where did you hitch?" she asked, her voice losing +firmness.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I didn't have no horse," he said; "I walked, +Ann. Lawson was hauling wood with the horse. +He wouldn't have let me take it, anyway. He's got +awfully contrary here lately. Me 'n' him don't get +along at all."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Do you mean to tell me—do you mean to tell +me you walked all that way, in them shoes without +bottoms, and—and you looking like you've just got +up from a long sick spell?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I made it all right, Ann, stopping to rest on the +way." A touch of color seemed to have risen into +his wan cheeks. "I had to come to-day—as I did +awhile back—to do my duty, as I saw it. In fact, +this seems even more my duty. Ann, Jane Hemingway +came over to Gilmer awhile back. She +come straight to my house, and, my God, Ann, she +come and told me she'd been at the bottom of all +our trouble. She set right in and acknowledged +that she lied; she said she'd been lying all along +for spite, because she hated you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"And loved you," Ann interposed, quickly. "Yes, +she came back here, so I've been told, and stood up +in meeting and said she'd been to see you, and she +confessed it all in public. I can't find it in my heart +to be hard with her, Joe. She was only obeying her +laws of nature, as you have obeyed yours and I +have mine, and—and as our offspring is now obeying +hers. Tell me the straight truth, Joe. I reckon +Nettie still feels strange towards me."</p> +<p class="pnext">Joe Boyd's mild eyes wavered and sought the fire +beyond the toes of his ragged shoes.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Tell me the truth, Joe," Ann demanded. "I'm +entitled to that, anyway."</p> +<p class="pnext">"She's always been a queer creature," Boyd faltered, +evasively, without looking up, and she saw +him nervously laving his bony hands in the sheer, +unsuggestive emptiness about him. "But you +mustn't think it's just <em class="italics">you</em> she's against, Ann. +She's plumb gone back on me, too. The money you +furnished cleared the place of debt and bought her +wedding outfit, and she got her man; but not long +back she found out where the means come from, +and—"</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann's lips tightened in the pause that ensued. +Her face was set like a grotesque mask of stone. +She leaned over the fire and pushed a fallen ember +back under the steaming logs with a poker.</p> +<p class="pnext">"She couldn't stomach that, I reckon?" Ann said, +in assumed calmness.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, it made her mad at me. I won't tell you +all she done or said, Ann. It wouldn't do no good. +I'm responsible for what she is, I reckon. She might +have growed up different if she'd had the watchful +care of—of a mother. What she is, is what any +female will become under the care of a shiftless man +like I am."</p> +<p class="pnext">"No, you are wrong, Joe," Ann said. "Why it +is so I don't intend to explain, but Nettie would +have been like she is under all circumstances. +Money and plenty of everything might have glazed +her character over, but down at bottom she'd have +been what she is. Adversity generally brings out +all the good that's in a person; the reason it hasn't +fetched it out in her is because it isn't there, nor +never has been. You say you and her don't get +on well?"</p> +<p class="pnext">"Not now," he said. "She just as good as driv +me from home yesterday. She told me point-blank +that there wasn't room for me, and that when the +baby comes they would be more crowded and +pinched than ever. She actually sent Lawson to +the Ordinary at Springtown to see if there was a +place on the poor-farm vacant. When I dropped +onto that, Ann, I come off. For all I know, they +may have some paper for vagrancy ready to serve +on me. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm +not going back to them two, never while there is a +lingering breath left in my body."</p> +<p class="pnext">"The poor-farm!" Ann said, half to herself. "To +think that she would consent to that, and you her +father."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I think his folks is behind it, Ann. They've got +a reason for wanting to get rid of me."</p> +<p class="pnext">"A reason, you say?" Ann was staring at him +steadily.</p> +<p class="pnext">Joe Boyd's embarrassment of a moment before +returned. He twisted his hands together again. +"Yes; it's like this, Ann," he went on, awkwardly: +"a short time back Lawson's mother and father got +onto the fact that you were in good circumstances, +and it made the biggest change in them you ever +heard of. They talked it all over the settlement. +They are hard up, and they couldn't talk of anything +but how much you was worth, and what you +had your money invested in, and the like. After +they got onto that, they never—never paid no attention +to what had been—been circulated—your +money covered all that as completely as a ten-foot +snow. Instead of turning up their noses, as Nettie +was afraid they would do, it only made them brag +about how well their boy had done, and what a +fool I was. They tried all sorts of ways to get +Nettie interested in some scheme to attract your +attention, but Nettie would just cry and take on +and refuse to come over here or to write to you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I understand"—Ann stroked her compressed +lips with an unsteady hand—"I understand. I've +never been a natural mother to her; she couldn't +come to me like that. But you say they turned +against you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes. You see, the Lawsons got an idea—the +old woman did, in particular, from something she'd +picked up—that it was <em class="italics">me</em> that stood between you +and Nettie. They thought you and me had had such +a serious falling-out that a proud woman like you +never would have anything to do with Nettie as long +as I was about, and that the best thing was to shove +me off so the reconciliation would work faster. The +truth is, they said that would please you."</p> +<p class="pnext">"I see, I see," Ann said. "And they set about +putting you at the poor-farm."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Yes; they seemed to think that was as good a +place as any. And they could get all the proof +necessary to put me there, for I hadn't a cent to my +name nor a whole rag to my back; and, Ann, for +the last three months I haven't been able to do a +lick o' work. I've had a strange sort of hurting all +down my left side, and my right ankle seems affected +in the same way."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann Boyd suddenly turned away. Through the +window she had seen the wind blowing one of her +sheets from the fence, and she went out and put +it in place. He limped out into the sunlight and +stood at the little, sagging gate a few yards from her. +Something of his old dignity and gallantry of manner +was on him: he still held his hat in his hand, his thin, +iron-gray hair exposed to the warm rays of the sun.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Well, I'd better be going, Ann," he said. "There +is no telling when somebody might come along and +see me here, and start the talk you hate so much. +I come all the way here to tell you how low and +mean I feel for taking Jane Hemingway's word instead +of yours, and how plumb sorry I am. You +and me may never meet again this side of the Seat +of Judgment, and I'll say this if I never speak again. +Ann, the only days of perfect happiness I ever had +was here with you, and, if all of it was to do over +again, I'd suffer torture by fire rather than believe +you anything but an angel from heaven. Oh, Ann, +it was just my poor, weak inferiority to you that +made me misjudge you. If I'd ever been a <em class="italics">real</em> man—a +man worthy of a woman like you—I'd have +snapped my fingers at all that was said, but I was +obeying my laws, as you say. I simply wasn't deep +enough nor high enough to do you justice."</p> +<p class="pnext">He drew the little gate ajar and dragged his tired +feet through the opening. The fence was now between +them. She looked down the road. A woman +under a sun-bonnet and little shawl was coming +towards them. By a strange fatality it was Jane +Hemingway, but she was not to pass directly by +them, as her path homeward turned sharply to the +left a hundred yards below. They both recognized +her.</p> +<p class="pnext">"I don't know fully what you mean, Joe," Ann +said, softly, "but if you mean by what you just said +that you'd be willing now to—to come back—if +<em class="italics">that's</em> what you mean, I'd have something to say +that maybe, in justice to myself, I ought to say."</p> +<p class="pnext">"<em class="italics">Would</em> I come back? Would I? Oh, Ann, how +could you doubt that, when you see how miserable +and sorry I feel. God knows I'd never feel worthy +of you; but if you would—if you only could—let +me stay, I—"</p> +<p class="pnext">"I couldn't consent to <em class="italics">that</em>, Joe—that's the point," +Ann answered, firmly. "Anything else on earth +but <em class="italics">that</em>. I expect to provide for Nettie in a +substantial way, and I expect to have a lawyer make +it one of the main conditions that her income depends +on her good treatment of you as long as you +and she live. I expect to do that, but the other +matter is different. A woman of my stamp has her +pride and her rights, Joe. I've been through a lot, +but I can endure just so much and no more. If—if +you <em class="italics">did</em> come back, and we was married over +again, it would go out to the world that you had +taken <em class="italics">me</em> back, and I couldn't stand that. My very +womanhood rises up and cries out against that in a +voice that rings clear to the end of truth and +justice and woman's eternal rights. Joe, I'm too +big and pure in <em class="italics">myself</em> to let the world say a man +who was—was—I'm going to say it—was little +enough to doubt my word for the best part of my +days had at last taken <em class="italics">me</em> back—taken me back +when my lonely life's sun was on the decline. No, +no, never; for the sake of unborn girl infants who +may have to meet what I fell under when I was too +young to know the difference between the smile of +hell and the smile of heaven, I say No! We'd better +live out our days in loneliness apart—you frail and +uncared for, and me on here without a friend or +companion—than to sanction such a baleful thing +as that."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Then I'll tell you what you let <em class="italics">me</em> do," Boyd +said, with a flare of his old youthful adoration in +his face. "Let me get down on my knees, Ann, +and crawl with my nose in the dust to everybody +that we ever knew and tell them that I'd begged +and begged for mercy, and at last Ann had taken +<em class="italics">me</em> back, weak and broken as I am—weak, ashamed, +and unworthy, but back with her in the place I lost +through my own narrowness and cowardice. Let +me do that, Ann—oh, let me do that! I can't go +away. I'd die without you. I've loved you all, +all these years and had you in my mind night and +day."</p> +<p class="pnext">Ann was looking at the ground. The blood had +mounted red and warm into her face. Suddenly +she glanced down the road. Jane Hemingway was +just turning into the path leading to her home; her +eyes were fastened on them. She paused and stood +staring.</p> +<p class="pnext">"Poor thing!" Ann said, her moist, glad eyes fixed +upon Jane. "She is as sorry and repentant as she +can be. Her only hope right now, Joe, is that we'll +make it up. She used to love you, too, Joe. You +are the only man she ever did love. Let's wave our +hands to her so she will understand that—we have +come to an understanding."</p> +<p class="pnext">"Oh, Ann, do you mean—" But Ann, with a +flushed, happy face, was waving her hand at her +old enemy. As for Boyd, he lowered his head to +the fence and sobbed.</p> +<p class="center pnext">THE END</p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 5em"> +</div> +<div>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 37551 ***</div> +</body> +</html> |
