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- JESSIE GRAHAM
-
-
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-
-Title: Jessie Graham
-
-Author: Mary J. Holmes
-
-Release Date: September 18, 2011 [EBook #37476]
-
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK JESSIE GRAHAM ***
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-Produced by Roger Frank, Mary Meehan, and the Online Distributed
-Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net.
-
- OR,
- LOVE AND PRIDE.
-
- By MARY J. HOLMES
-
- 1878
-
- ----
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- CHAPTER I.--THE INMATES OF THE FARM-HOUSE.
- CHAPTER II.--MR. GRAHAM AND JESSIE.
- CHAPTER III.--EIGHT YEARS LATER.
- CHAPTER IV.--JESSIE AND ELLEN.
- CHAPTER V.--WALTER AND JESSIE.
- CHAPTER VI.--OLD MRS. BARTOW.
- CHAPTER VII.--HUMAN NATURE.
- CHAPTER VIII.--A RETROSPECT.
- CHAPTER IX.--NELLIE.
- CHAPTER X.--A DISCLOSURE.
- CHAPTER XI.--THE NIGHT AFTER THE BURIAL.
- CHAPTER XII.--A CRISIS.
- CHAPTER XIII.--EXPLANATIONS.
- CHAPTER XIV.--THE STRANGER NURSE.
- CHAPTER XV.--GLORIOUS NEWS.
- CHAPTER XVI.--THANKSGIVING DAY AT DEERWOOD.
- CHAPTER XVII.--CONCLUSION.
-
- ----
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.--THE INMATES OF THE FARM-HOUSE.
-
-
-Old Deacon Marshall sat smoking beneath the maple tree which he had
-planted many years before, when he was scarcely older than the little
-girl sitting on the broad doorstep and watching the sun as it went down
-behind the western hills. The tree was a sapling then, and himself a
-mere boy. The sapling now was a mighty tree, and its huge branches swept
-the gable roof of the time-worn building, while the boy was a
-gray-haired man, sitting there in the glorious sunset of that bright
-October day, and thinking of all which had come to him since the morning
-long ago, when, from the woods near by, he brought the little twig, and
-with his mother's help secured it in its place, watching anxiously for
-the first indications of its future growth.
-
-Across the fields and on a shady hillside, there were white headstones
-gleaming in the fading sunlight. He could count them all from where he
-sat,--could tell which was his mother's, which his father's, and which
-his fair-haired sister's. Then there came a blur before his eyes, and
-great tears rolled down his furrowed cheek, as he remembered that in
-that yard there were more graves of his loved ones than there were
-chairs around his fireside, even though he counted the one which for
-years had not been used, but stood in the dark corner of the kitchen,
-just where it had been left that dreadful night when his only son was
-taken from him. On the hillside there was no headstone for that boy, but
-there were two graves, which had been made just as many years as the
-arm-chair of oak had stood in the dark corner, and on the handsome
-monument which a stranger's hand had reared, was cut the name of the
-deacon's wife and the deacon's daughter-in-law.
-
-Fourteen times the forest tree had cast its leaf since this last great
-sorrow came, and the old man had in a measure recovered from the
-stunning blow, for new joys, new cares, new loves had sprung into
-existence, and few who looked into his calm, unruffled face, ever
-dreamed of the anguish he had suffered. Time will soften the keenest
-grief, and in all the town there was not apparently a happier man than
-the deacon; though as often as the autumn came, bringing the frosty
-nights and hazy October days, there stole a look of sadness over his
-face, and the pipe, his never-failing friend, was brought into
-requisition more frequently than ever.
-
-"It drove the blues away," he said; but on the afternoon of which we
-write, _the blues_ must have dipped their garments in a deeper dye than
-usual, for though the thick smoke curled in graceful wreaths about his
-head, it did not dissipate the gloom which weighed upon his spirits as
-he sat beneath the maple, counting the distant graves, and then casting
-his eye down the long lane, through which a herd of cows was wending its
-homeward way. They were the deacon's cows, and he watched them as they
-came slowly on, now stopping to crop the tufts of grass growing by the
-wayside, now thrusting their slender horns over the low fence in quest
-of the juicy cornstalk, and then quickening their movements as they
-heard the loud, clear whistle of their driver, a lad of fourteen, and
-the deacon's only grandson.
-
-Walter Marshall was a handsome boy, and none ever looked into his frank,
-open face, and clear, honest eyes, without turning to look again, he
-seemed so manly, so mature for his years, while about his slightly
-compressed lips there was an expression as if he were constantly seeking
-to force back some unpleasant memory, which had embittered his young
-life and fostered in his bosom a feeling of jealousy or distrust of
-those about him, lest they, too, were thinking of what was always
-uppermost in his mind.
-
-To the deacon, Walter was dear as the apple of his eye, both for his
-noble qualities and the cloud of sorrow which had overshadowed his
-babyhood. A dying mother's tears had mingled with the baptismal waters
-sprinkled on his face, and the first sound to which he ever seemed to
-listen was that of the village bell tolling, as a funeral train wound
-slowly through the lane and across the field to the hillside, where the
-dead of the Marshall family were sleeping. He had lain in his
-grandmother's arms that day, but before a week went by, a stranger held
-him in her lap, while the deacon went again to the hillside and stood by
-an open grave. Then the remaining inmates of the farm-house fell back to
-their accustomed ways, and the prattle of the orphan boy,--for so they
-called him,--was the only sunshine which for many a weary month visited
-the old homestead.
-
-Since that time the deacon's daughter had married, had wept over her
-dead husband, and smiled upon a little pale-faced, blue-eyed girl, to
-whom she gave the name of Ellen, for the sake of Walter's mother.
-
-Aunt Debby, the deacon's maiden sister, occupied a prominent position in
-the family, who prized her virtues and humored her whims in a way which
-spoke volumes in her praise. Although unmarried, Aunt Debby declared
-that it was not her fault, and insisted that her husband, who was to
-have been, was killed in the war of 1812. Not that she ever saw him, but
-her fortune had been told for fifty cents by one who pretended to read
-the future, and as she placed implicit confidence in the words of the
-seer, she shed a few tears to the memory of the widower who marched
-bravely to his death, leaving to the world four little children, and to
-her a life of single-blessedness. For the sake of the four children
-whose step-mother she ought to have been, she professed a great
-affection for the entire race of little ones, and especially for Walter,
-whose father had been her pet.
-
-"Walter was the very image of him," she said, and when, on the night of
-which we are writing, she heard his clear whistle in the distance, she
-drew her straight-backed chair nearer to the window, and watched for the
-first appearance of the boy. "That's Seth again all over," she thought,
-as she saw him make believe set the dog on Ellen, who had gone to meet
-him. "That's just the way Seth used to pester Mary," and she glanced at
-the meek-eyed woman, moulding biscuits on the pantry shelf. As was usual
-with Aunt Debby, when Seth was the burden of her thoughts, she finished
-her remarks with, "Seth allus was a good boy," and then, as she saw
-Walter take a letter from his pocket and pass it to his grandfather, she
-hastened to the door, while her pulses quickened with the hope that it
-might contain some tidings of the wanderer.
-
-The letter bore the New York postmark, and glancing at the signature,
-the deacon said:
-
-"It's from Richard Graham," while both Walter and Aunt Debby drew nearer
-to him, waiting patiently to know the nature of its contents.
-
-"There's nothing about my boy," the old man said, when he had finished
-reading, and with a gesture of impatience Walter turned away, saying to
-himself, "I'd thank him not to write if he can't tell us something we
-want to hear," while Aunt Debby went back to her knitting, and the
-polished needles were wet as they resumed their accustomed click.
-
-"Mary," called the deacon, to his daughter, "this letter concerns you
-more than it does me. Richard's wife is dead,--killed herself with
-fashion and fooleries."
-
-Advancing toward her father, Mary said:
-
-"When did she die, and what will he do with his little girl?"
-
-"That's it," returned the father, "that's the very thing he wrote
-about," and opening the letter a second time, he read that the
-fashionable and frivolous Mrs. Graham, worn out by a life of folly and
-dissipation, had died long before her time, and that the husband, warned
-by her example, wished to remove his daughter, a little girl eight years
-of age, from the city, or rather from the care of her maternal
-grandmother, who was sure to ruin her.
-
-It is true the letter was not exactly worded thus, but that was what it
-meant. Mr. Graham had once lived in Deerwood, and knew the old Marshall
-homestead well,--knew how invigorating were the breezes from the
-mountains,--how sweet the breath of the newly mown hay, or soil freshly
-plowed,--knew how bracing were the winter winds which howled around the
-farm-house,--how healthful the influences within, and when he decided to
-shut up his grand house and go to Europe for an indefinite length of
-time, his thoughts turned toward rustic Deerwood as a safe asylum for
-his child. In the gentle Mary Howland she would find a mother's care,
-such as she had never known, and after a little hesitation, he wrote to
-know if at the deacon's fireside there was room for Jessie Graham.
-
-"She is a wayward, high-spirited little thing," he wrote, "but
-warm-hearted, affectionate and truthful,--willing to confess her faults,
-though very apt to do the same thing again. If you take her, Mrs.
-Howland, treat her as if she were your own; punish her when she deserves
-it, and, in short, train her to be a healthy, useful woman."
-
-The price offered in return for all this was exceedingly liberal, and
-would have tempted the deacon had there been no other inducement.
-
-"That's an enormous sum to pay for one little girl," he said, when he
-finished reading the letter. "It will send Ellen through the seminary,
-and maybe, buy her a piano, if she's thinking she must have one to drum
-upon."
-
-"Piano!" repeated Walter. "I'll earn one for her when she needs it. I
-don't like this Jessie with her city airs. Don't take her, Aunt Mary. We
-have suffered enough from the Grahams;" and Walter tossed his cap into
-the tree, with a low rejoinder, which sounded very much like "_darn
-'em!_"
-
-"Walter," said the deacon, "you do wrong to cherish such feelings toward
-Mr. Graham. He only did what he thought was right, and were your father
-here now, he'd say Richard was the best friend he ever had."
-
-This was the place for Aunt Debby to put in her accustomed "Seth allus
-was a good boy," while Walter, not caring to discuss the matter, laughed
-good-humoredly, and said:
-
-"But that's nothing to do with this minx of a Jessie. Why does he write
-her name s-i-e? Why don't he spell it s-y-sy, and be sensible? Of course
-she's as stuck up as she can be,--afraid of cows and snakes and
-everything," and Walter sneered at the idea of a girl who was afraid of
-snakes and everything.
-
-"Yes," chimed in Ellen, who Aunt Debby said was born for no earthly use
-except to "take Walter down." "I shouldn't suppose you'd say anything,
-for don't you remember when you went to Boston with Mr. Smith to see the
-caravan, and stopped at the Tremont, and when they pounded that big
-thing for dinner you were scared almost to death, and hid behind the
-door screaming, 'The lion's out! the lion's out! Don't you hear him
-roar?'"
-
-Walter colored crimson, and replied apologetically:
-
-"Pshaw, Nell, I was a little shaver then, only ten years old. I'd never
-heard a gong before, and why shouldn't I think the lion out?"
-
-"And why shouldn't Jessie be afraid of snakes if she never saw one?
-She's only eight, and you were ten," was the reply of Ellen, whose heart
-bounded at the thoughts of a companion, and who had unwittingly avowed
-herself the champion of the unknown Jessie Graham.
-
-"Hush, children," interrupted the deacon. "It isn't worth while to
-quarrel. Folks raised in the city are sometimes green as well as country
-people, and this Jessie may be one of 'em. But the question now is,
-shall she come to Deerwood or not?" and he turned inquiringly toward his
-daughter. "Mary, are you willing to be a mother to Richard Graham's
-child?"
-
-Mrs. Howland started, and sweeping her hand across her face, answered:
-"I am willing," while Aunt Debby, in her straight-backed chair mumbled:
-
-"To think it should come to that,--Mary taking care of his and another
-woman's child; but, law! it's no more than I should have done if he
-hadn't been killed," and with a sigh for the widower and his four
-motherless offspring, Aunt Debby also gave her assent, thinking how she
-would knit lamb's-wool stockings for the little girl, whose feet she
-guessed were about the size of Ellen's.
-
-"Oh, I'm so glad!" cried Ellen, when it was settled, "for now there'll
-be somebody to play with when my head aches too hard to go to school. I
-hope she'll bring a lot of dolls; and, Walter, you won't ink their faces
-and break their legs as you did that cob baby Aunt Debby made for me?"
-
-When thus appealed to, Walter was reading for himself the letter which
-had fallen at his grandfather's feet, and his clear hazel eyes were
-moist with tears, as he read the postscript:
-
-"I have as yet heard nothing from Seth, poor fellow! I hoped he would
-come back ere this. It may be I shall meet him in my travels."
-
-"He isn't so bad a man after all," thought Walter, and with his feelings
-softened toward the father, he was more favorably disposed toward the
-daughter's dolls, and to Ellen's question he replied, "Of course I
-shan't bother her if she lets me alone and don't put on too many airs."
-
-"I can't see to write as well as I used to," said the deacon, after
-everything had been arranged, "and Walter must answer the letter."
-
-"Walter won't do any such thing," was the mental comment of the boy,
-whose animosity began to return toward one who he fancied had done his
-father a wrong.
-
-After a little, however, he relented, and going to his room wasted
-several sheets of paper before he was at all satisfied with the few
-brief lines which were to tell Mr. Graham that his daughter Jessie would
-be welcome at Deerwood. Great pains he took to spell her name according
-to his views of orthography, making an extra flourish to the "y" with
-which he finished up the "Jessy."
-
-"Now, that's sensible," he said. "I wonder Aunt Debby don't spell her
-name b-i-e-by. She would, I dare say, if she lived in New York."
-
-Walter's ideas of city people were formed entirely from the occasional
-glimpses he had received of his proud Boston relatives, who had been
-highly indignant at his mother's marriage with a country youth, the most
-of them resenting it so far as to absent themselves from her funeral.
-His lady grandmother, they told him, had been present, and had held him
-for a moment upon her rich black mourning dress, but from that day she
-had not looked upon his face. These things had tended to embitter Walter
-toward his mother's family, and judging all city people by them, it was
-hardly natural that he should be very favorably disposed toward little
-Jessie. Still, as the time for her arrival drew near, none watched for
-her more vigilantly or evinced a greater interest in her coming than
-himself, and on the day when she was expected, it was observed by his
-cousin Ellen that he took more than usual pains with his toilet, and
-even exchanged his cowhide boots for a lighter pair, which would make
-less noise in walking; then as he heard the whistle in the distance, he
-stationed himself by the gate, where he waited until the gray horses
-which drew the village omnibus appeared over the hill. The omnibus
-itself next came in sight, and the head of a little girl was thrust from
-the window, a profusion of curls falling from beneath her brown straw
-hat, and herself evidently on the lookout for her new home.
-
-"Curls, of course," said Walter. "See if I don't cut some of 'em off,"
-and he involuntarily felt for his jack-knife.
-
-By this time the carriage was so near that he vacated his post, lest the
-strangers should think he was waiting for them, and returning to the
-house, looked out of the west window, whistling indifferently, and was
-apparently quite oblivious of the people alighting at the gate, or of
-the chubby form tripping up the walk, and with sunny face and laughing
-round bright eyes, winning at once the hearts of the four who, unlike
-himself, had gone out to receive her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.--MR. GRAHAM AND JESSIE.
-
-
-She was a little fat, black-eyed, black-haired girl, with waist and
-ankles of no Lilliputian size, and when at last Walter dared to steal a
-look at her, she had already divested herself of her traveling
-habiliments, and with the household cat in her arms, was looking about
-for a chair which suited her. She evidently did not fancy the high,
-old-fashioned ones which had belonged to Deacon Marshall's wife, for,
-spying the one which was never used, and into which even Ellen dared not
-climb, she unhesitatingly wheeled it from its place, and seated herself
-in its capacious depths, quite as a matter of course.
-
-A good deal shocked, and somewhat amused, Walter watched her
-proceedings, thinking to himself:
-
-"By and by I'll tell her that is father's chair, and then she won't want
-to sit in it; but she's a stranger now, so I guess I'll let her alone."
-
-By this time the cat, unaccustomed to quite so hard a squeeze as Jessie
-gave it, escaped from her lap, and jumping down, Jessie ran after it,
-exclaiming:
-
-"Oh, boy, boy, stop her!"
-
-A peculiar whistle from Walter sent the animal flying faster from her,
-and shaking back her curls, Jessie's black eyes flashed up into his
-face, as she said:
-
-"You're the meanest boy, and I don't like you a bit."
-
-"Jessie," said the stern voice of her father, and for the first time
-since his entrance, Walter turned to look at him, and as he looked he
-felt the bitterness gradually giving way, for the expression of Mr.
-Graham's face was not proud and overbearing as he had fancied it to be.
-
-On the contrary, it was mild and gentle as a woman's, while there was
-something in his pleasant blue eyes which would prompt an entire
-stranger to trust him at once. He had seen much of the world, and of
-what is called best society, and his manners were polished and pleasing.
-Still there was nothing ostentatious about him, no consciousness of
-superiority, and when Deacon Marshall, pointing to Walter, said to him,
-"This is Seth's child," he took the boy's hand in his own, and for a
-moment, stood gazing down into the frank, open face, then pushing the
-brown hair from off the forehead, he said:
-
-"You look as your father did, when we were boys together, and he was the
-dearest friend I knew."
-
-"What made you turn against him then?" trembled on Walter's lips, but
-the words were not uttered, for Mr. Graham's manner had disarmed him of
-all animosity, and he said instead:
-
-"I hope I may be as good and true a man as I believe him to have been."
-
-For a moment longer Mr. Graham held the hand in his, while he looked
-admiringly at the boy, who had paid this tribute to one whom the world
-considered an outcast, then releasing it, he turned away, and Walter was
-sure that his eyes were moist with something which looked like tears.
-
-"I like him for that," was his mental comment, as he watched Mr. Graham
-talking with his aunt of little Jessie, who, when he bade her
-farewell,--for he went back that night,--clung sobbing to his neck,
-refusing to be comforted, until Walter whispered to her of a bright-eyed
-squirrel playing in its cage up in the maple tree.
-
-Then her arms relaxed their grasp, and she went with Ellen to see the
-sight, while Walter accompanied Mr. Graham to the depot. There was a
-bond of sympathy between the man and boy, and they grew to liking each
-other very fast during the few moments they talked together upon the
-platform of the Deerwood station. Numerous were the charges Mr. Graham
-gave to Walter concerning his little girl, bidding him care for her as
-if she were his sister, and Walter felt a boyish pride in thinking how
-well he would fulfill his trust.
-
-Mr. Graham could never tell what prompted him to say it, but as his mind
-went forward to the future, when Jessie would be grown, he said:
-
-"She will make a beautiful woman, I think, and I hope she will be as
-good and pure as beautiful, so that her future husband, should she ever
-have one, will not look to her in vain for happiness."
-
-It might have been that Mr. Graham was thinking of his own wife, and the
-little congeniality there had been between them. If so, he hastened to
-thrust such thoughts aside by adding, laughingly:
-
-"Her grandmother is a remarkably scheming old lady, and has already set
-her heart on William Bellenger, or rather on his family; but I would
-rather see her buried than the wife of any of that race."
-
-Unconsciously Mr. Graham had wounded Walter deeply, for in his veins the
-blood of the Bellengers was flowing, and he did not care to hear another
-speak thus disparagingly of a race from which his gentle mother sprung,
-though he had no love for it himself. William Bellenger was his cousin,
-and even now he felt his finger tips tingle as he recalled the only time
-they had met. It was on the occasion of that first visit to Boston, to
-which Ellen had alluded. His uncle's family were then boarding at the
-Tremont and William was making a constrained effort to entertain him in
-the public parlor, when he became so frightened with the gong, mistaking
-it for a roaring lion, and taking refuge behind the door as Ellen had
-said. With explosive shouts of laughter William repeated the story to
-all whose ear he could gain, and Walter had never forgotten the sneering
-tone of his voice as he called after him at parting:
-
-"The lion's out! the lion's out!"
-
-They had never seen each other since,--he hoped they never should see
-each other again,--and though sure that he disliked Jessie very much, he
-shrank even from the thought of associating her with William Bellenger,
-though he did not like to have Mr. Graham speak so slightingly of him.
-Something like this must have shown itself upon his face, for Mr. Graham
-saw the shadow resting there and quickly divining the cause, hastened to
-say:
-
-"Forgive me, Walter, for speaking thus thoughtlessly of your mother's
-family. I did not think of the relationship. You are not like them in
-the least, I am sure, for you remind me each moment of your father."
-
-Around the curve the train appeared in view, but Walter must ask one
-question of his companion, and as the latter sprang upon the steps of
-the forward car, he held his arm, and said to him entreatingly, as it
-were:
-
-"Do you think my father guilty?"
-
-Oh, how Mr. Graham longed to say no to the impulsive boy, whose handsome
-face looked up to him so wistfully. But he could not, and he answered
-sadly:
-
-"I did think so, years ago."
-
-"Yes, yes; but now? Do you think so now?" and Walter held fast to the
-arm, even though the train was moving slowly on.
-
-The ringing of the bell, the creaking of the machinery, and the puffing
-of the engine increased each moment; but above the din of them all
-Walter caught the reply:
-
-"I have had no reason to change my mind," and releasing Mr. Graham, he
-sprang to the ground and walked slowly back to the farm-house, his bosom
-swelling with resentment, and his eyes filling with tears, for upon no
-subject was the high-spirited boy so sensitive as the subject of his
-father's honor.
-
-"I'll never believe it till he himself tells me it is true," he said,
-and then, as he had often done before, he began to wonder if his father
-ever thought of the child he had never seen, and if in this world they
-would ever meet.
-
-While thus meditating, he reached home, where he found the entire family
-assembled around little Jessie, who, with flushed cheeks and angry eyes,
-was stamping her fat feet furiously, and, by way of variety,
-occasionally bumping her hard head against the harder door.
-
-"What is it?" he asked, pressing forward until he caught sight of the
-little tempest.
-
-The matter was soon explained. Always accustomed to her own way with her
-indulgent grandmother, Jessie had insisted upon opening the cage and
-taking the squirrel in her hands, and when her request was refused she
-had flown into a most violent passion, screaming for her father to come
-and take her away from such dirty, ugly people. It was in vain that they
-tried by turns to soothe her. Her spirit was the ruling one as yet, and
-she raved on till Walter came and learned the cause of her wrath.
-
-"I can make her mind, I'll bet," he thought, and advancing toward her,
-he said sternly: "Jessie!" but a more decided stamp of the foot was her
-only answer, and seizing her arm, he shook her violently, while he said
-more sternly than before: "Stop, instantly!"
-
-Like coals of fire the black eyes flashed up into his, meeting a look so
-firm and decided that they quailed beneath the glance. Jessie had met
-her master, and after a few hysterical sobs, she became as gentle as a
-lamb, nestling so close to Walter, who had seated himself upon the
-chintz-covered lounge, that he involuntarily wound his arm around her,
-as if to make amends for his recent harshness.
-
-Jessie was as affectionate and warm-hearted as she was high-tempered and
-rebellious. Her tears were like April showers, and before Walter had
-been with her one half hour, all traces of the storm had disappeared,
-and in her own way she was cultivating his acquaintance, and
-occasionally inflicting upon him a pang by criticising some of his modes
-of speech. Particularly was she shocked at his favorite expression,
-"Darn it!" and looking wonderingly into his face, she said:
-
-"You mustn't use such naughty words. Nobody but vulgar folks do that."
-
-Walter colored painfully, and that night, in the little diary which he
-kept, he wrote:
-
-"Resolved to break myself of using the word 'darn;' not because a pert
-city miss wishes it, but because--"
-
-He didn't know quite what reason to assign, so he left the sentence to
-be finished at some future time.
-
-In less than three weeks Jessie was the pet of the household, not even
-excepting Walter, whose prejudices gradually gave way, and who at last
-admitted that she would be "a niceish kind of a little girl, if she
-wasn't so awful spunky."
-
-To no one of the family did Jessie take so kindly as to him. He had been
-the first to conquer her, and she clung to him with a childish, trusting
-love, whose influence he could not resist. Naturally full of life and
-fond of exercise, she was his constant companion in the fields and in
-the woods, where, fearless of complexion or dress, she gathered the rich
-butternuts, or sought among the yellow leaves for the brown chestnuts
-which the hoar frost had cast from their prickly covering. She liked the
-country, she said, and when her grandmother wrote, as she often did,
-begging her to come back, if only for a week, she absolutely refused to
-go, bidding Walter, who was her amanuensis, say that she liked staying
-where she was, and never meant to live in the city again. To Walter she
-was of inestimable advantage, for she cured him of more than one bad
-habit, both of word and manner, and though he, perhaps, would not have
-acknowledged it, he was very careful not to offend her ladyship by a
-repetition of the offense, until at last his schoolmates more than once
-called him stuck-up and proud, while even Ellen thought him greatly
-changed.
-
-And thus the autumn passed away, and the breath of winter was cold and
-keen upon the New England hills, while the grim old mountain frowned
-gloomily down upon the pond, or tiny lake, whose surface was covered
-over with a coat of polished glass, tempting the skaters far and near,
-and bringing to its banks one day Walter and Jessie Graham. It was in
-vain that Mrs. Howland and Aunt Debby both urged upon the latter the
-propriety of remaining at home and knitting on the deacon's socks, just
-as gentle, domestic Ellen did. Jessie was not to be persuaded, and,
-wrapped in her warm fur cape and mittens, she went with Walter to the
-pond, receiving many a heavy fall upon the ice, but always saying it was
-no matter, particularly if Walter were within hearing. The surest way to
-win his favor, she knew, was to be brave and fearless, and when, as the
-bright afternoon drew to its close, some boy, more mischievous than the
-rest, caught off Walter's cap and sent it flying toward the southern
-boundary of the pond, she darted after it, unmindful of the many voices
-raised to stay the rash adventure.
-
-"Stop, Jessie! stop! The deep hole lies just there!" was shouted after
-her. But she did not hear; she thought only of Walter's commendation
-when she returned him his cap, and she kept on her way, while Walter,
-with blanched cheek, looked anxiously after her, involuntarily shutting
-his eyes as the dreadful cry rose upon the air:
-
-"She's gone! she's gone!"
-
-When he opened them again the space where he had seen her last, with her
-bright face turned toward him, was vacant, and the cold, black waters
-were breaking angrily over the spot where she had stood, Walter thought
-himself dying, and almost hoped he was, for the world would be very
-dreary with no little Jessie in it; then as he caught sight of the
-crimson lining to Jessie's cape fluttering above the ice, and thought of
-her father's trust in him, he cried, "I'll save her, or perish too!" and
-rushed on to the rescue.
-
-There was a fierce struggle in the water, and the ice was broken up for
-many yards around, and then, just as those who stood upon the shore,
-breathlessly awaiting the result, were beginning to despair, the noble
-boy fell fainting in their midst, his arms clasped convulsively around
-Jessie, whose short black curls and dripping garments clung tightly to
-her face and form. Half an hour later and Deacon Marshall, smoking by
-his kitchen fire, looked from the western window, and, starting to his
-feet, exclaimed:
-
-"Who are all those people coming this way, and what do they carry with
-them? It's Walter,--it's Walter!" he cried, as the setting sun shone on
-the white face, and hurrying out, he asked, huskily, "Is my boy dead?"
-
-"No, not dead," answered one of the group, "his heart is beating yet,
-but she----" and he pointed to little Jessie, whom a strong man carried
-in his arms.
-
-But Jessie was not dead, although for a long time they thought she was,
-and Walter, who had recovered from his fainting fit, was not ashamed to
-cry as he looked upon the still white face and wished he had never been
-harsh to the little girl, or shaken her so hard on that first day of her
-arrival at Deerwood. Slowly, as one wakes from a heavy slumber, Jessie
-came back to life, and the first words she uttered were:
-
-"Tell Walter I did get his cap, but somebody took it from me and hurt my
-hand so bad," and she held up the tiny thing on which was a deep cut
-made by the sharp-pointed ice.
-
-"Yes, darling, I know it," Walter whispered, and when no one saw him he
-pressed his lips to the wounded hand.
-
-This was a good deal for Walter to do. Never had he called any one
-darling before, never kissed even his blue-eyed cousin Ellen, but the
-first taste inspired him with a desire for more, and he wondered at
-himself for having refrained so long.
-
-"Will she live?" he asked eagerly of the physician, who replied:
-
-"There is now no reason why she should not," and Walter hastened away to
-his own room, where, unobserved, he could weep out his great joy.
-
-Gradually, as the days went by, Jessie comprehended what Walter had done
-for her, and her first impulse was that some one should write to her
-father,--somebody who would say just what she told them to, and as Aunt
-Debby was the most likely to do this, the poor old lady was pressed into
-the service, groaning and sweating over the task.
-
-"And now, pa," Aunt Debby wrote, after telling of the accident, "Walter
-must be paid, and I'll tell you how to pay him. I heard him one night
-talking with his grandpa about going to school and college, and his
-grandpa said he couldn't, they were not worth enough in the whole world
-for that. Then Walter said he should never know anything, and cried so
-hard that I was just going to cry too, when I fell asleep and forgot it.
-You are rich, I know, for one of ma's rings cost five hundred dollars,
-and her shawl a thousand, and I want you to send me money enough for
-Walter to go to college. It will take a lot, I guess, for I heard him
-say he'd only studied the things they learn in district schools; but you
-have got enough. Let me give it to him with my own hands, because he
-saved me with his, will you, father? Walter is the nicest kind of a
-boy."
-
-The letter was sent, and in course of time there came a response with a
-draft for two thousand dollars, the whole to be used for the noble lad
-who had saved the life of the father's only child. Wild with delight
-Jessie listened while Aunt Debby, the only one in the secret, spelled
-out the words, then seizing the draft, she hastened out in quest of
-Walter, whom she found in the barn, milking the speckled cow. Running up
-to him she cried:
-
-"It's come,--the money! You're going to school,--to college, and to be a
-great big man like father. Here it is," and thrusting the paper into his
-hand she crouched so near to him that the milk-pail was upset, and the
-white drops spattered her jet black hair.
-
-At first Walter could not understand it, but Jessie managed to explain
-how she had asked her father for money to pay for his education.
-
-"Because," she said, "if it hadn't been for you I should have been a
-little dead girl now, and the boys, next winter, would have skated right
-over me lying there on the bottom of the pond."
-
-Walter's first emotion was one of joy in having within his reach what he
-had so greatly desired, but considered impossible. Then there arose a
-feeling of unwillingness to receive his education from Mr. Graham, to
-whom they were already indebted. It seemed too much like charity, and
-that he could not endure. Still he did not say so to Jessie,--he would
-wait, he thought, until he had talked with his grandfather. Greatly
-surprised, Deacon Marshall listened to the story, saying, when it was
-finished:
-
-"You'll accept it, of course."
-
-"No, I shan't," returned Walter. "We owe Mr. Graham now more than we can
-ever pay, and I would rather work all my life on the old homestead than
-be dependent on his bounty. You may send it back to your father," he
-added, giving the draft to Jessie. "Tell him I thank him, but I can't
-accept his favor."
-
-"Oh, Walter!" and climbing into a chair, for Walter was standing up,
-Jessie wound her arms around his neck and poured forth a torrent of
-entreaties which led him finally to waver, and at last to decide upon
-accepting it, provided Mr. Graham would allow him to pay it back as soon
-as he was able.
-
-To this Mr. Graham, who was immediately written to upon the subject,
-assented, for he readily understood the feeling of pride which had
-prompted the suggestion.
-
-"I do not respect you less," he wrote to Walter in reply, "for wishing
-to take care of yourself, and the time may come when the money so
-cheerfully loaned to you now will be sorely needed by me and mine. Until
-then, give yourself no trouble about it, but devote all your energies to
-the acquirement of an education. Were my advice asked in reference to a
-college, I should tell you Yale, but you must do as you think best. I
-shall need a partner by-and-by, perhaps, and nothing could please me
-more than to see the names of Graham and Marshall associated together in
-business again. God bless your father, wherever he may be."
-
-This letter touched the right chord, and often in his sleep Walter saw
-the sign whose yellow letters read "Graham & Marshall," and the junior
-partner of this firm sometimes was himself, but oftener a mild-faced man
-wearing the sad, weary look he always saw in dreams upon his father's
-face. The day would come, too, he said, when the honor of the Marshall
-name would be redeemed, and he looked eagerly forward to the time when
-he was to enter as a student the Wilbraham Academy, where it was decided
-that he should fit himself for college.
-
-Very delightful was the bustle and confusion attendant upon the
-preparations in the deacon's household, the entire family entering into
-the excitement with a zest which told how much the boy was beloved.
-Every one wished to do something for him, even to little Jessie, who,
-having never been taught to do a really useful thing until she came to
-Deerwood, worked perseveringly, but with small hope of success, upon a
-pair of socks like those which Ellen had knit for the deacon the winter
-before. But alas for Jessie! knitting was not her forte, and Walter
-himself could not forbear a smile at the queer-looking thing which grew
-but slowly in her hands. At last, in despair, she gave it up, and one
-night, when no one was near, threw it into the fire.
-
-"I must give him something for a keepsake," she thought, and remembering
-that he had sometimes smoothed her hair as if he liked it, she seized
-the shears, and cutting from her head the longest, handsomest curl, gave
-it to him with the explanation that "her father had taken a lock of her
-hair when he went away, and perhaps he would like one too."
-
-Affecting an indifference he did not feel, Walter laughingly accepted a
-gift which in future years would be very dear to him, because of the
-fair donor.
-
-The bright April morning came at last on which Walter left his home, and
-with tearful eyes the family watched him out of sight, and then, with
-saddened hearts, went back to their usual employments, feeling that the
-sunshine of the house had gone with the stirring, active boy, who, in
-one corner of the noisy car, was winking hard and counting the fence
-posts as they ran swiftly past, to keep himself from crying. Anon this
-feeling left him, and with the hopefulness of youth he looked eagerly
-into the far future, catching occasional glimpses of the day which would
-surely come to him when the names of Graham and Marshall would be
-associated together again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.--EIGHT YEARS LATER.
-
-
-It is the pleasant summer time, and on the college green groups of
-people hurry to and fro, some seeking their own pleasure beneath the
-grateful shade of the majestic elms, others wending their way to the
-hotel, while others still are hastening to the Center Church to hear the
-valedictory, which rumor says will be all the better received for the
-noble, manly beauty of the speaker chosen to this honor. Flushed with
-excitement, he stands before the people, his clear hazel eye wandering
-uneasily over the sea of upturned faces, as if in quest of one from
-whose presence he had hoped to catch his inspiration. But he looked in
-vain. Two figures alone met his view,--one a bent and gray-haired old
-man leaning on his staff, the other a mustached, stylish-looking youth
-of nearly his own age, who occupied a front seat, and with his glass
-coolly inspected the young orator.
-
-With a calm, dignified mien, Walter returned the gaze, wondering where
-he had seen that face before. Suddenly it flashed upon him, and with a
-feeling of gratified pride that it was thus they met again, he glanced a
-second time at the calm, benignant expression of the old man, who had
-come many miles to hear the speech his boy was to make. In the looks of
-the latter there was that which kindled a thrill of enthusiasm in
-Walter's frame, and when at last he opened his lips, and the tide of
-eloquence burst forth, the audience hung upon his words with breathless
-interest, greeting him at the close with shouts of applause which shook
-the solid walls and brought the old man to his feet. Then the tumult
-ceased, and amid the throng the hero of the hour was seen piloting his
-aged grandfather across the green to the hotel.
-
-"I wish your father was here to-day," the deacon said, as they reached
-the public parlor; but before Walter could reply he saw approaching them
-the stranger who had so leisurely inspected him with his quizzing-glass,
-and who now came forward, offering his hand and saying, laughingly:
-
-"Allow me to congratulate you upon having become yourself a _lion_."
-
-It did not need this speech to tell Walter that his visitor was William
-Bellenger, and he answered in the same light strain:
-
-"Yes, I'm not afraid of the lion now;" "nor of the baboon, either," was
-his mental rejoinder, as he saw the wondrous amount of hair his cousin
-had brought back from Europe, where for the last two years he had been
-traveling.
-
-William Bellenger could be very gracious when he tried, and as his
-object in introducing himself to Walter's notice was not so much to talk
-with him particularly, as to inquire after a certain young girl and
-heiress, whose bright, sparkling beauty was beginning to create
-something of a sensation, he assumed a friendliness he did not feel, and
-was soon conversing familiarly with Walter of the different people they
-both knew, mentioning incidentally Mr. Graham, the wealthy New York
-banker, whom he had met in Europe, for Mr. Graham had remained abroad
-six years. From him William had heard the warmest eulogies of Walter
-Marshall, and there had been kindled in his bosom a feeling of jealous
-enmity, which the events of the day had not in the least tended to
-diminish. Still if his cousin had not interfered with him in another
-matter of greater importance than the being praised by Mr. Graham and
-the people, he was satisfied, and it was to ascertain this fact that he
-had followed young Marshall to the hotel.
-
-Before going to New Haven William had called at the home of Jessie's
-grandmother in the city, to inquire for the young lady. The house was
-shut up and the family were in the country, the servant said, who
-answered William's ring, but the sharp eyes of the young man caught the
-outline of a figure listening in the upper hall, and readily divining
-who the figure was, he answered:
-
-"Yes, but Mrs. Bartow is here. Carry her my card and say that I will
-wait."
-
-The name of Bellenger brought down at once a bundle of satin and lace,
-which Jessie called her grandmother, and which was supposed to be
-showing off its diamonds at some fashionable hotel, instead of fanning
-itself in the back chamber of that brownstone front. From her William
-learned that Jessie was in Deerwood, and would probably attend the
-commencement exercises at Yale, as a boy of some kind, whom Mr. Graham
-had taken up, was to be graduated at that time. To New Haven, then, he
-went, examining the books at every hotel, and scanning the faces of
-those he met with an eager gaze, and at last, as he became convinced she
-was not there, he determined to seek an interview with his cousin, and
-question him of her whereabouts. After speaking of the father as a man
-whose acquaintance every one was proud to claim, he said, quite
-indifferently:
-
-"By the way, Walter, his daughter Jessie is in Deerwood, is she not?"
-
-"Yes," returned Walter; "she has been there for some weeks. She lived
-with us all the time her father was in Europe, except when she was away
-at school," and Walter felt his pulses quicken, for he remembered what
-Mr. Graham had said of Mrs. Bartow's having set her heart on William as
-her future grandson.
-
-William knew as well as Walter that Jessie had lived at Deerwood, but he
-seemed to be surprised, and continued:
-
-"I wonder, then, she is not here to-day. She must feel quite a sisterly
-interest in you," and the eyes, not wholly unlike Walter's, save that
-they had in them a sinister expression, were fixed inquiringly upon
-young Marshall, who replied:
-
-"I did expect her, and my cousin too; but my grandfather says that Ellen
-was not able to come, and Jessie would not leave her."
-
-"She must be greatly attached to her country friends," returned William,
-and the slight sneer which accompanied the words prompted Walter to
-reply:
-
-"She is attached to some of us, I trust. At all events, I love her as a
-sister, for such she has been to me, while Mr. Graham has been a second
-father. I owe him everything----"
-
-"Not your education, certainly. You don't mean that?" interrupted
-William, who had from the first suspected as much, for he knew that
-Deacon Marshall was comparatively poor.
-
-Walter hesitated, for he had not yet outlived the pride which caused him
-to shrink from blazoning it abroad that a stranger's money had made him
-what he was. Deacon Marshall, on the contrary, had no such
-sensitiveness, and observing Walter's embarrassment, he answered for
-him:
-
-"Yes, Mr. Graham did pay for his education, and an old man's blessing on
-his head for that same deed of his'n."
-
-"Mr. Graham is very liberal," returned William, with a supercilious bow,
-which brought the hot blood to Walter's cheek. "Do you go home
-immediately?" he continued, and Walter replied:
-
-"My grandfather has a desire to visit Medway, in Massachusetts, where he
-married his wife, and as I promised to go with him in case he came to
-New Haven, I shall not return to Deerwood for a week."
-
-Instantly the face of William Bellenger brightened, and Walter felt a
-strong desire to knock him down when he said:
-
-"Allow me, then, to be the bearer of any message you may choose to send,
-for I am resolved upon seeing Miss Graham, and shall, accordingly, go to
-Deerwood. She will need a gallant in your absence, and trust me, I will
-do my best, though I cannot hope to fill the place of a _lion_."
-
-Involuntarily Walter clenched his fist, while in the angry look of
-defiance he cast upon his cousin, the impudent William read all the
-withering scorn he felt for him. Ay, more, for he read, too, or thought
-he did, that the beautiful Jessie Graham, whose father was worth a
-million, had a warm place in the young plebeian's heart, and this it was
-which brought the wrathful scowl to his own face as he compelled himself
-to offer his hand at parting.
-
-"What message did you bid me carry?" he asked, and taking his extended
-hand, Walter looked fiercely into his eyes as he replied:
-
-"None; I can tell her myself all I have to say."
-
-"Very well," said William, with another bow, and stroking the little
-forest about his mouth, he walked away.
-
-"I don't put much faith in presentiments," said the deacon, when he was
-gone, "but all the time that chap was here I felt as if a snake were
-crawling at my feet. Believe me, he's got to cross my path or yourn,
-mebby both," and the deacon resumed his post by the window, watching the
-passers-by, while Walter hurriedly paced the floor with a vague, uneasy
-sensation, for though he knew of no way in which the unprincipled
-Bellenger could possibly cross his grandfather's path, he did know how
-he could seriously disturb himself.
-
-Not that he had any confessed hope of winning Jessie Graham. She was far
-above him, he said. Yet she was the one particular star he worshiped,
-feeling that no other had a right to share the brightness with him, and
-when he remembered the shady, winding paths in the pleasant old woods at
-Deerwood, and the long afternoons when Ellen would be too languid to go
-out, and William and Jessie free to go alone, he longed for his
-grandfather to give up his favorite project and go back with him to
-Deerwood. But when he saw how the old man was set upon the visit,
-wondering if he should know the place, and if the thorn-apple tree were
-growing still where he sat with Eunice and asked her to be his wife, he
-put aside all thoughts of self, and went cheerfully to Medway, while his
-cousin, with an eye also to the shadowy woods and the quiet mountain
-walks, was hurrying on to Deerwood.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.--JESSIE AND ELLEN.
-
-
-It was a glorious afternoon, and not a single feathery cloud flecked the
-clear blue of the sky. The refreshing rain of the previous night had
-cooled the sultry August air, and all about the farm-house the grass had
-taken a brighter green and the flowers a brighter hue. Away to the
-westward, at the distance of nearly one-fourth of a mile, the woods were
-streaked with an avenue of pines, which grew so closely together that
-the scorching rays of the noontide sun seldom found entrance to the
-velvety plat where Walter had built a rustic bench, with Jessie looking
-on, and where Jessie and Ellen now were sitting, the one upon the seat
-and the other on the grass filling her straw hat with cones, and talking
-to her companion of the young graduate, wondering where he was, and if
-he didn't wish he were there with them beneath the sheltering pines.
-
-Eight years had changed the little girls of nine and eight into
-grown-up, graceful maidens, and though of an entirely different style,
-each was beautiful in her own way, Jessie as a brunette, and Ellen as a
-blonde. Full of frolic, life and fun, Jessie carried it all upon her
-sparkling face, and in her laughing eyes of black. Now, as of old, her
-raven hair clustered in short, thick curls around her forehead and neck,
-giving her the look of a gypsy, her father said, as he fondly stroked
-the elfin locks, and thought how beautiful she was. Five years she had
-lived in Deerwood, and then, at her father's request, had gone to a
-fashionable boarding-school, for the only child of the millionaire must
-have accomplishments such as could not be obtained among the New England
-mountains. No process of polishing, however, or course of discipline had
-succeeded as yet in making her forget her country home, and when Mr.
-Graham, whose business called him West, offered her the choice between
-Newport and Deerwood, she unhesitatingly chose the latter, greatly to
-the vexation of her grandmother, who delighted in society now even more
-than she did when young. If Jessie went to Deerwood she must remain at
-home, for she could not go to Newport alone, and what was worse, she
-must live secluded in the rear of the house for Mrs. Bartow would not
-for the world let her fashionable acquaintances know that she passed the
-entire summer in the city. She should lose _caste_ at once, she thought,
-and she used every possible argument to persuade Jessie to give up her
-visit to Deerwood, and go with her instead. But Jessie would not listen.
-"Grandma could accompany old Mrs. Reeves," she said, "they'd have a
-splendid time quarreling over their respective granddaughters, herself
-and Charlotte, but as for her, she should go to Deerwood;" and she
-accordingly went there, and took with her a few city airs and numerous
-city fashions.
-
-The former, however, were always laid aside when talking to Ellen, who
-was by some accounted the more beautiful of the two, with her wealth of
-golden hair, her soft eyes of violet blue, and her pale, transparent
-complexion. As gentle and quiet as she was lovely, she formed a striking
-contrast to the merry, frolicsome Jessie, with her darker, richer style
-of beauty, and neither ever appeared so well as when they were together.
-In all the world there was no one, except her father, whom Jessie loved
-as she did Ellen Howland, and though, amid the gay scenes of her city
-home, she frequently forgot her, and neglected to send the letters which
-were so precious to the simple country girl, her love returned the
-moment the city was left behind, and she breathed the exhilarating air
-of the Deerwood hills.
-
-She called Walter her brother, and had watched him through his college
-course with all a sister's pride, looking eagerly forward to the time
-when he would be in her father's employ, for it was settled that he was
-to enter Mr. Graham's bank as soon as he was graduated. And as on that
-summer afternoon she sat upon the grassy ridge and talked with Ellen of
-him, she spoke of the coming winter when he would be with her in the
-city.
-
-"It will be so nice," she said, "to have such a splendid beau, for I
-mean to get him introduced right away. I shall be seventeen in a month,
-and I'm coming out next season. I wish you could spend the winter with
-me, and see something of the world. I mean to ask your mother. Father
-will buy your dresses to wear to parties, and concerts, and the opera.
-Only think of having a box all to ourselves,--you and I and Walter, and
-maybe Charlotte Reeves once in a great while, or cousin Jennie. Wouldn't
-you love to go?"
-
-"No, not for anything," answered Ellen, who liked early hours and quiet
-rooms, and always experienced a kind of suffocation in the presence of
-fashionable people, and who continued: "I don't believe Walter will like
-it either, unless he changes greatly. He used to have a horror of city
-folks, and I do believe almost hated _you_ before you came to Deerwood,
-just because you were born in New York."
-
-"Hated _me_, Ellen!" repeated Jessie. "He shook me, I know, and I've
-been a little afraid of him ever since, but it did me good, for I
-deserved it, I was such a high-tempered piece; but I did not know he
-hated me. Do you suppose he hates me now?" and Jessie's manner evinced a
-deeper interest in Walter than she herself believed existed.
-
-Ellen saw it at once, and so did the man who for the last ten minutes
-had been watching the young girls through the pine tree boughs. William
-Bellenger had reached Deerwood on the afternoon train, and gone at once
-to the farm-house, whose gable roof, small window panes, and low walls
-had provoked a smile of derision, while he wondered what Jessie Graham
-could find to attract her there. Particularly was he amused with the
-quaint expressions of Aunt Debby, who, in her high-crowned cap, with
-black handkerchief smoothly crossed in front, and her wide check apron
-on, sat knitting by the door, stopping occasionally to take a pinch of
-snuff, or "shoo" the hens when they came too near.
-
-"The gals was in the woods," she said, when he asked for Miss Graham,
-and she bade him "make Ellen get up if he should find her setting on the
-damp ground, as she presumed she was. Ellen was weakly," she said, "and
-wasn't an atom like Walter, who was as trim a chap as one could wish to
-see. Did the young man know Walter?"
-
-"Oh, yes," returned William. "He is my cousin."
-
-"Your cousin!" and the needles dropped from the old lady's hands. "Bless
-me!" and adjusting her glasses a little more firmly upon her nose she
-peered curiously at him. "I want to know if you are one of them
-Bellengers? Wall, I guess you do favor Walter, if a body could see your
-face. It's the fashion, I s'pose, to wear all that baird."
-
-"Yes, all the fashion," returned William, who was certainly
-good-natured, even if he possessed no other virtue, and having asked
-again the road to the woods, he set off in that direction.
-
-Following the path Aunt Debby pointed out, he soon came near enough to
-catch a view of the white dress Jessie wore, and wishing to see her
-first, himself unobserved, he crept cautiously to an opening among the
-pines, where he could see and hear all that was passing. Jessie's
-sparkling, animated face was turned toward him, but he scarcely heeded
-it in his surprise at another view which greeted his vision. A slender,
-willowy form was more in accordance with Will's taste than a fat chubby
-one, and in Ellen Howland his idea of a beautiful woman was, if
-possible, more than realized. She was leaning against a tree, her blue
-gingham morning gown,--for she was an invalid,--wrapped gracefully about
-her her golden hair, slightly tinged with red, combed back from her
-forehead, her long eyelashes veiling her eyes of blue, and shading her
-colorless cheek, while her lily-white hands were folded together, and
-rested upon her lap.
-
-"Jupiter!" thought William, "I did not suppose Deerwood capable of
-producing anything like that. Why, she's the realization of what I've
-often fancied my wife should be. Now, if she were only rich I'd yield
-the black-eyed witch of a Jessie to my milksop cousin. But, pshaw! it
-shan't be said of me that I fell in love at first sight with a vulgar
-country girl. What the deuce, they talk of Walter, do they! I'll try
-eavesdropping a little longer," and bending his head, he listened while
-their conversation proceeded.
-
-He heard what Ellen said of Walter; he saw the startled look upon the
-face of Jessie as she exclaimed, "Does he hate me now?" and in that look
-he read what Jessie did not know herself.
-
-"The wretch!" he muttered, between his teeth; "why couldn't he take the
-other one? I would, if the million were on her side," and in the glance
-he cast on Ellen there was more than a mere passing fancy.
-
-She must have felt its influence, for as that look fell upon her she
-said:
-
-"It's cold,--I shiver as with a chill. Let's go back to the house," and
-she arose to her feet, just as the pine boughs parted asunder, and
-William appeared before them.
-
-"Mr. Bellenger!" Jessie exclaimed. "When did you come?"
-
-"Half an hour since," he returned, "and not finding you in the house I
-came this way, little thinking I should stumble upon two wood nymphs
-instead of one," and again the peculiar glance rested upon Ellen, who
-had sunk back upon her seat, and whose soft eyes fell beneath his gaze.
-
-The brief introduction was over, and then Ellen rose to go, complaining
-that she was cold and tired.
-
-"We will go, too," said Jessie, putting on her hat, when Mr. Bellenger
-touched her arm, and said in a low voice of entreaty:
-
-"Stay here with me."
-
-"Yes, stay," rejoined Ellen, who caught the words. "It is pleasant here,
-and I can go alone."
-
-So Jessie stayed, and when the slow footsteps had died away in the
-distance William sat down beside her, and after expressing his delight
-at meeting her again, said, indifferently as it were:
-
-"By the way, I have just come from New Haven, where I had the pleasure
-of hearing the charity boy's valedictory. It is strange what assurance
-some people have."
-
-"Charity boy!" repeated Jessie; "I thought Walter Marshall was to
-deliver the valedictory."
-
-"And isn't he a charity scholar? Don't your father pay his bills?" asked
-William, in a tone which Jessie did not like.
-
-"Well, yes," she answered, "but somehow I don't like to hear you call
-him that, because----" she hesitated, and William's face grew dark while
-waiting for her answer, which, when it came, was, "because he saved my
-life;" and then Jessie told her companion how, but for Walter Marshall,
-she would not have been sitting there that summer afternoon.
-
-"Was Walter's speech a good one?" she asked, her manner indicating that
-she knew it was.
-
-Not a change in her speaking face escaped the watchful eye of William,
-and knowing well that insinuations are often stronger and harder to
-refute than any open assertion, he replied, with seeming reluctance:
-
-"Yes, very good; though some of it sounded strangely familiar, and I
-heard others hinting pretty strongly at plagiarism."
-
-This last was in a measure true, for one of Walter's class, chagrined
-that the honor was not conferred upon himself, had taken pains to say
-that the valedictory was not all of it Walter's,--that an older and
-wiser head had helped him in its composition. William did not believe
-this, but it suited his purpose to repeat it, and he watched narrowly
-for the effect. Jessie Graham was the soul of truth, and no accusation
-could have been brought against Walter which would have pained her so
-much as the belief that he had been dishonorable in the least degree.
-
-"Walter would never pass off what was not his own!" she exclaimed. "It
-isn't like him, or like any of the Marshall family."
-
-"You forget his father," said the man beside her, carelessly thrusting
-aside a cone with his polished boot.
-
-"What did his father do?" Jessie asked in some surprise, and her
-companion replied:
-
-"You astonish me, Miss Graham, by professing ignorance of what Walter's
-father did. You know, of course."
-
-"Indeed I do not," she returned. "I only know that there is something
-unpleasant connected with him,--something which annoys Walter terribly,
-but I never heard the story. I asked my father once and he seemed
-greatly agitated, saying he would rather not talk of it. Then I asked
-Ellen, but if she knew she would not tell, and she evaded all my
-questioning, so I gave it up, for I dare not ask Deacon Marshall or
-Walter either. What was it, Mr. Bellenger?"
-
-William understood just how proud Jessie Graham was, and how she would
-be shocked at the very idea of public disgrace. Once convince her of the
-parent's guilt, and she will sicken of the son, he thought, so when she
-said again, "What was it? What did Mr. Marshall do?" he replied:
-
-"If your father has kept it from you, I ought not to speak of it,
-perhaps; but this I will say, if Seth Marshall had his just deserts, he
-would now be the inmate of a felon's cell."
-
-"Walter's father a felon!" Jessie exclaimed, bounding to her feet. "I
-never thought of anything as bad as that. Is it true? Oh! is it true?"
-and in the maiden's heart there was a new-born feeling, which, had
-Walter been there then, would have prompted her to shrink from him as if
-he, too, had been a sharer of his father's sin.
-
-"You seem greatly excited," said William. "It must be that you are more
-deeply interested in young Marshall than I supposed."
-
-"I am interested," she replied. "I have liked him so much that I never
-dreamed of associating him with dishonor."
-
-"Why need you now?" asked the wily Will. "Walter had nothing to do with
-it, though, to be sure, it is but natural to suppose that the child is
-somewhat like the father, particularly if it does not inherit any of its
-mother's virtues, as Walter, I suppose, does not. He is a Marshall
-through and through," and William smiled exultingly as he saw how well
-his insinuation was doing its work.
-
-"Tell me more," Jessie whispered. "_What_ did Mr. Marshall do?"
-
-"I would rather not," returned William, at the same time hinting that it
-was something she ought not to hear. "If your father had good reason for
-keeping it from you, so have I. Suffice it to know that it killed his
-young wife, my father's sister, and that our family since have scarcely
-recognized Walter as belonging to us. It wasn't any fault of mine," he
-continued, as he saw the flash of Jessie's eyes, and readily divined
-that she did not wish to have Walter slighted. "I cannot help it. Our
-family are very proud, my grandmother particularly; and when my aunt
-married a poor ignorant country youth, it was natural that she should
-feel it, and when the disgrace came it was ten times worse. There is
-such a thing as marrying far beneath one's station, and you can imagine
-my grandmother's feelings by fancying what your own father's would be if
-you were to throw yourself away upon--well, upon this Waiter, who may be
-well enough himself, but who can never hope to wipe away the stain upon
-his name," and William looked at her sideways, to see the effect of what
-he had said.
-
-Jessie Graham was easily influenced, and she attached far more
-importance to William's words than she would have done had she known his
-real design; so when he spoke of her marrying Walter as a preposterous
-and impossible event, she accepted it as such, and wondered why her
-heart should throb so painfully or why she should feel as if something
-had been wrested from her,--something which, all unknown to herself, had
-made her life so happy. She had taken her first lesson in distrust, and
-the poison was working well.
-
-For a long time they sat there among the pines, not talking of Walter,
-but of the city and the wondrous sights which Will had seen in his
-foreign travels. There was something very soothing to Jessie in
-William's manner, so different from that which Walter assumed toward
-her. Like most young girls she was fond of flattery, and Walter had more
-than once offended her by his straightforward way of telling her faults.
-William, on the contrary, sang her praises only; and, while listening to
-him, she wondered she had never thought before how very agreeable he
-was. He saw the impression he was making, and when at last, as the sun
-was nearing the western horizon, she arose to go, proposing that they
-should take the Marshall grave-yard in their route, he assented, for
-this, he knew, would keep him longer with her alone.
-
-"Your aunt is buried here," Jessie said, as they drew near to the fence
-which surrounded the home of dead; "that is hers," and she pointed to
-the monument gleaming in the sunlight.
-
-"Do you bury your bodies above the ground?" asked William, directing her
-attention to the flutter of a blue morning dress, plainly visible beyond
-the taller stone.
-
-"Why, that is Ellen!" cried Jessie, hurrying on until she reached the
-gate, where she stopped suddenly, and beckoned her companion to approach
-as noiselessly as possible.
-
-Ellen also had come that way, and seating herself by her grandmother's
-grave, had fallen asleep, and like some rare piece of sculpture, she lay
-among the tall, rank grass--so near to a rose tree that one of the
-fading blossoms had dropped its leaves upon her face.
-
-"Isn't she beautiful?" Jessie said to her companion, who replied; "Yes,
-wonderfully beautiful," so loud that the fair sleeper awoke and started
-up.
-
-"I was so tired," she said, "that I sat down and must have gone to
-sleep, for I dreamed that I was dead, and that the man who came to us in
-the pines dug my grave. Where is he, Jessie!"
-
-"I am here," said William, coming forward, "and believe me, my dear Miss
-Howland, I would dig the grave of almost any one sooner than your own.
-Allow me to assist you," and he offered her his hand.
-
-Ellen was really very weak, and when he saw how pale she was he made her
-lean upon him as they walked down the hillside to the house. And once,
-when Jessie was tripping on before, he slightly pressed the little
-blue-veined hand trembling on his arm, while in a very tender voice he
-asked if she felt better. Ellen Howland was wholly unaccustomed to the
-world, and had grown up to womanhood as ignorant of flattery or deceit
-as the veriest child. Pure and innocent herself, she did not dream of
-treachery in others. Walter to her was a fair type of all mankind, and
-she could not begin to fathom the heart of the man who walked beside
-her, touching her hand more than once before they reached the farm-house
-door.
-
-They found the supper table neatly spread for five, and though William's
-intention was to spend the night at the village hotel, he accepted Mrs.
-Howland's invitation to stay to tea, making himself so much at home, and
-chatting with all so familiarly, that Aunt Debby pronounced him a clever
-chap, while Mrs. Howland wondered why people should say the Bellengers
-of Boston were proud and overbearing. It was late that night when
-William left them, for there was something very attractive in the blue
-of Ellen's eyes, and the shining black of Jessie's, and when at last he
-left them, and was alone with himself and the moonlight, he was
-conscious that there had come to him that day the first unselfish, manly
-impulse he had known for years. He had mingled much with fashionable
-ladies. None knew how artificial they were better than himself, and he
-had come at last to believe that there was not among them a single true,
-noble-hearted woman. Jessie Graham might be an exception, but even she
-was tainted with the city atmosphere. Her father's purse, however, would
-make amends for any faults she might possess, and he must win that purse
-at all hazards; but while doing that he did not think it wrong to pay
-the tribute of admiration to the golden-haired Ellen, whose modest,
-refined beauty had impressed him so much, and whose artless, childlike
-manner had affected him more than he supposed. "Little Snow-Drop" he
-called her to himself, and sitting alone in his chamber at the hotel, he
-blessed the happy chance which had thrown her in his way.
-
-"It is like the refreshing shower to the parched earth," he said, and he
-thought what happiness it would be to study that pure girl, to see if,
-far down in the depths of her heart, there were not the germs of vanity
-and deceit, or better yet, if there were not something in her nature
-which would sometime respond to him. He did not think of the harm he
-might do her. He did not care, in fact, even though he won her love only
-to cast it from him as a useless thing. Country girls like her were only
-made for men like him to play with. No wonder then if in her dreams that
-night Ellen moaned with fear of the beautiful serpent which seemed
-winding itself, fold on fold, about her.
-
-Jessie, too, had troubled dreams of felon's cells, of clanking chains,
-and even of a gallows, with Walter standing underneath beseeching her to
-come and share the shame with him. Truly the serpent had entered this
-Eden and left its poisonous trail.
-
-For nearly a week William staid in town, and the village maidens often
-looked wistfully after him as he drove his fast horses, sometimes with
-Jessie at his side, and sometimes with Ellen, but never with them both,
-for the words he breathed into the ear of one were not intended for the
-other. Drop by drop was he infusing into Jessie's mind a distrust of one
-whom she had heretofore considered the soul of integrity and honor. Not
-openly, lest she should suspect his motive, but covertly, cautiously,
-always apparently seeking an excuse for anything the young man might
-hereafter do, and succeeding at last in making Jessie thoroughly
-uncomfortable, though why she could not tell. She did not blame Walter
-for his father's sins, but she would much rather his name should have
-been without a blemish.
-
-Gradually the brightness of Jessie's face gave way to a thoughtful,
-serious look, her merry laugh was seldom heard, and she would sit for
-hours so absorbed in her own thoughts as not to heed the change which
-the last few days had wrought in Ellen, too. Never before had the latter
-seemed so happy, so joyous, so full of life as now, and Aunt Debby said
-the rides with Mr. Bellenger upon the mountains had done her good.
-William had pursued his study faithfully, and, in doing so, had become
-so much interested himself that he would have asked Ellen to be his wife
-had she been rich as she was lovely. But his bride must be an heiress;
-and so, though knowing that he could never be to Ellen Howland other
-than a friend, he led her on step by step until at last she saw but what
-he saw, and heard but what he heard. He was not deceiving her, he said,
-sometimes when conscience reproached him for his cruelty. She knew how
-widely different their stations were; she could not expect that one whom
-half the belles of Boston and New York would willingly accept could
-think of making her his wife. He was only polite to her, only giving a
-little variety to her monotonous life. She would forget him when he was
-gone. And at this point he was conscious of an unwillingness to be
-forgotten.
-
-"If we were only Mormons," he thought, the last night of his stay at
-Deerwood, when out under the cherry trees in the garden he talked with
-her alone, and saw the varying color on her cheek, as he said, "We may
-never meet again." "If we were only Mormons, I would have them both,
-Nellie and Jessie, the one for her gilded setting, the other
-because----"
-
-He did not finish the sentence, for he was not willing then to
-acknowledge to himself the love which really and truly was growing in
-his heart for the fair girl beside him.
-
-"But you'll surely come to us again," Nellie said. "Jessie will be here.
-You'll want to visit her," and a tear trembled on her long eyelashes.
-
-"I can see Jessie in the city, and if I come to Deerwood it will be you
-who brings me. Do you wish me to come and see you, Nellie?" and the
-dark, handsome face bent so low that the rich brown hair rested on the
-golden locks of the artless, innocent girl, who answered, in a whisper,
-
-"Yes, I wish you to come."
-
-"Then you must give me a kiss," he said, "as a surety of my welcome, and
-when the trees on the mountain where we have been so happy together are
-casting their dense leaves in the autumn, I will surely be with you
-again."
-
-The kiss was given--not one--not two--but many, for William Bellenger
-was greedy, and his lips had never touched aught so pure and sweet
-before.
-
-"I wouldn't tell Walter that I'm coming," he said, "for he does not like
-me, I fancy, and I cannot bear to have him prejudice you against me. I
-wouldn't tell my mother either, or any one----"
-
-"Not Jessie?" Ellen asked, for she had a kind of natural pride in
-wishing her friend to know that she, who never aspired to notice of any
-kind, had succeeded in pleasing the fastidious William Bellenger.
-
-"No, not Jessie," he said, "because,--well, because you better not," and
-knowing well his power over the timid girl, he felt sure that his wishes
-would be regarded, and with another good-by, he left her.
-
-He had hoped that Jessie would be induced to accompany him to New York,
-and as there was a secret understanding between himself and Mrs. Bartow,
-the old lady had written, entreating her granddaughter to return with
-William.
-
-"You have stayed in the country long enough," she wrote, "and I dare say
-you are as sunburnt and freckled as you can be, so pray come home.
-Everybody is gone, I know, and New York is just like Sunday, while I
-stay like a guilty thing in the rear of the house, to make folks think
-I'm off to some watering place. I wouldn't for the world let old Mrs.
-Reeves know that I have been cooped up here the blessed summer. It's all
-owing to your obstinacy, too, and I think you ought to come back and
-entertain me. Mr. Bellenger will attend to you, and you couldn't ask for
-a more desirable companion. Old Mrs. Reeves says he is the most eligible
-match in the city, his family are so aristocratic. There isn't a single
-mechanic or working person in the whole line, for she spent an entire
-season in tracing back their ancestry, finding but one blot, and that an
-unfortunate marriage of a Miss Ellen Bellenger with some ignorant
-country loafer she met at boarding-school, and who she says was hung, or
-sent to State prison, I forgot which. I am sorry she discovered this
-last, as in case you cut out Charlotte, and of course you will, it will
-be like the spiteful old wretch to blazon it abroad, though William
-ain't to blame, of course."
-
-"I wonder I never told grandma that Walter was connected with the
-Bellengers," Jessie thought, as she finished reading this letter, which
-came to her the night when William, beneath the cherry trees, was
-whispering words to Ellen which should never have been spoken. "It's
-probably because I've not been much with her of late, and she never
-seemed at all interested in him, except indeed, to say that pa ought to
-get him a situation in a grocery, or something to pay him for saving my
-life. I wish she wasn't so foolishly proud," and as Jessie read the
-letter again, she felt glad that her grandmother did not know how nearly
-Walter Marshall was connected with the man who "was hung, or sent to
-State prison."
-
-Gradually, too, there arose before her mind the whole array of her city
-friends, with old Mrs. Reeves and Charlotte at their head, and the idea
-of having Walter with her in the city the coming winter was not as
-pleasant as it once had been. Her grandmother might find out who he was;
-William would tell, perhaps, and she could not bear the thought of
-seeing him slighted, as he was sure to be if the tide, of which the old
-lady Reeves was the under-current, should set in against him.
-
-"I've half a mind to go home," she thought, "before anything definite is
-arranged, and persuade father to secure Walter just as good a situation
-in some other place where he won't be slighted."
-
-This allusion to her father was a fortunate one, for in her cool moments
-of reflection there was no one whose judgment Jessie regarded so highly
-as her father's. He knew Walter,--he respected him, too, and had often
-spoken with pleasure of the time when he would be with him.
-
-"People dare not laugh if father takes him up," she thought, while
-something whispered to her that she, too, could, if she would, do much
-toward helping Walter to the position in society he was fitted to
-occupy. "I won't go," she said, at last. "I'll stay and see Walter
-again, at all events, though I do wish Will hadn't told me about his
-speech, and his father, too. I mean to ask him some time to tell me the
-exact truth." And having reached this resolution Jessie sat down and
-wrote to her grandmother that she could not come yet, she was so happy
-in the country.
-
-This she intended taking to William in the morning, for she had promised
-to meet him at the depot and see him off. "I shall be rather lonely when
-he is gone," she thought, and walking to the window of her room, she
-wondered if Charlotte Reeves would succeed in winning William Bellenger.
-
-"Her grandmother will strain every nerve," she thought, "but by just
-saying a word I can supplant her, I know, else why has he stayed here a
-whole week? Nell, is that you?" and Jessie started as the young girl
-glided into the room, her face unusually pale, and her whole appearance
-indicative of some secret agitation. "Where have you been?" asked
-Jessie, "and who was it that shut the gate?"
-
-"Where? I didn't hear any gate," Ellen replied, trembling lest she
-should betray what she had been forbidden to divulge.
-
-Had she confessed it then it would have saved her many a weary
-heartache, and her companion from many a thoughtless act, but she did
-not, and when Jessie, caressed her white cheek, and said laughingly,
-"Has my prudish Nell a secret love affair?" she made some incoherent
-answer, and, seeking her pillow, lived over again the scene in the
-garden, blushing to herself as she recalled the dark face which had bent
-so near to hers, and the tender voice which had whispered in her ear the
-name so recently given to her. "Little Snow-Drop," he called her when he
-bade her adieu, and the moon went down behind the mountain ere she fell
-asleep thinking of that name and the time when the forest tree would
-cast its leaf and he be with her again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.--WALTER AND JESSIE.
-
-
-"So you won't go with me," William said to Jessie, next morning, when
-she met him at the depot and gave him the note intended for her
-grandmother.
-
-"No," she replied. "The city is dull as yet, and I'd rather remain here
-with Ellen."
-
-"Oh, yes, Ellen," and William spoke quite indifferently. "Why didn't she
-come to bid me good-by?" and he looked curiously at Jessie to see how
-much she knew.
-
-But Jessie suspected nothing, and replied at once:
-
-"She has a headache this morning and was still in bed when I left her."
-
-The heartless man was conscious of a pleasurable sensation,--a feeling
-of gratified vanity,--for he knew that headache was for him. But he
-merely said:
-
-"Tell her that I'm sorry she's sick; she is a pleasant, quiet little
-girl, quite superior to country girls in general."
-
-"There's the train," cried Jessie, and in a moment the cars rolled up
-before them.
-
-"It will seem a young eternity until you come home," said William,
-clasping Jessie's hand. "Good-bye," he added, as "all aboard" was
-shouted in his ear, and as he turned away his place was taken by
-another, who had witnessed the parting between the two, and at whom
-Jessie looked wonderingly, exclaiming:
-
-"Why, Walter, I didn't expect you to-day."
-
-"And shall I infer that I am the less welcome from that?" the young man
-asked, for with his inborn jealousy, which no amount of discipline could
-quite subdue, he thought he detected in Jessie's tone and manner
-something cold and constrained.
-
-Nor was he wholly mistaken, for Jessie did not feel toward him just as
-she had done before. Still she greeted him cordially,--thought how
-handsome he was, and came pretty near telling him so,--but told him
-instead, that she thought he resembled his cousin William. This brought
-the conversation to a point Walter longed to reach, and as they walked
-slowly towards home he questioned her of William,--asking when he came,
-and if she had seen much of him previous to his visit there.
-
-"I saw him almost every day before he went to Europe," she replied. "You
-know he lives in New York now, and grandma thinks there's nobody like
-him."
-
-"Yes," returned Walter, "I remember your father told me once that she
-had set her heart upon your marrying him."
-
-"People would think it a splendid match," returned Jessie, a little
-mischievously, for as she had known that William disliked Walter, so she
-now felt that Walter disliked William, and she continued: "Charlotte
-Reeves would give the world to have him spend a week in the country with
-her," and the saucy black eyes looked roguishly up at Walter, who
-frowned gloomily for an instant, and then rejoined:
-
-"Shall I tell you what your father said about it?"
-
-"Yes, do. I think everything of his opinion."
-
-"He said, then, that he would rather see you buried than the wife of any
-of that race," and Walter laid a great stress upon the last two words.
-
-For a time Jessie walked on in silence, then stopping short and looking
-up from under her straw hat, she said:
-
-"Ain't _you_ one of that race?"
-
-"I suppose I am," answered Walter, smiling at a question which admitted
-of two or three significations.
-
-Jessie thought of but one. Her father liked Walter very much, even
-though his mother was a Bellenger; consequently it must be something
-about William himself which prompted that remark, and as Jessie usually
-echoed her father's sentiments, she felt, the old disagreeable sensation
-giving way, and before they reached the farm-house she was chatting as
-gayly with Walter, as if nothing had ever come between them.
-
-That night Walter and Jessie sat together in the little portico, which
-was securely shaded from the sun by Aunt Debby's thrifty hop vines.
-Walter was telling Jessie of his recent visit, and how his grandfather
-cried when he stood in the room where he was married nearly fifty years
-before.
-
-"I supposed old people outlived all their romance," said Jessie, adding
-laughingly, as she plucked the broad green leaves growing near her head,
-"I don't think I could love any body but father fifty years,--could
-you?"
-
-"It would depend a good deal upon the person I loved," returned Walter,
-and the look he gave Jessie seemed to say that it would not be a hard
-matter to love her through all time.
-
-Jessie saw the look, and while it thrilled her with a sudden emotion of
-pleasure, it involuntarily reminded her of what William had said of the
-valedictory, and abruptly changing the conversation she said:
-
-"Mr. Bellenger told me your speech was very good. May I see it for
-myself?"
-
-Walter was a fine orator, and knew that the favor with which his speech
-had been received was in a great measure owing to the manner in which it
-was delivered. He was willing for Jessie to have heard it, but he felt a
-natural reluctance in permitting her to read it. Jessie saw his
-hesitancy, and it strengthened the suspicion which before had hardly
-existed.
-
-"Yes, let me see it," she said. "You are surely not afraid of me!" and
-she persisted in her entreaties until he gave it into her hands, and
-then joined his grandfather, while she returned to her room, and
-striking a light, abandoned herself to the reading of the valedictory;
-and as she read it seemed even to her that she had heard some portion of
-it before.
-
-"Yes, I have!" she exclaimed, as she came upon a strikingly expressed
-and peculiar idea. "I have read that in print," and in Jessie's heart
-there was a sore spot, for the losing confidence in Walter was terrible
-to her. "He is not strictly honorable," she said, and laying her face
-upon the roll of paper, she cried to think how she had been deceived.
-
-The next morning Walter was not long in observing her cold distant
-manner, and he accordingly became as cold and formal toward her,
-addressing her as Miss Graham, when he spoke to her at all, and after
-breakfast was over, going to the village, where he remained until long
-past the dinner hour, hearing that which made him in no hurry to return
-home and make his peace with the little dark-eyed beauty. Everybody was
-talking of Miss Graham's city beau, who had taken her to ride so often,
-and who, when joked by his familiar landlord, had partially admitted
-that an engagement actually existed between them.
-
-"So you've lost her, sleek and clean," said the talkative Joslyn to
-Walter, who replied that "it was difficult losing what one never had,"
-and said distinctly that "he did not aspire to the honor of Miss
-Graham's hand."
-
-But whether he did or not, the story he had heard was not calculated to
-improve his state of mind, and his dejection was plainly visible upon
-his face when he at last reached home.
-
-"Jessie was up among the pines," Aunt Debby said, advising him "to join
-her and cheer her up a bit, for she seemed desput low spirited since Mr.
-Bellenger went away."
-
-Had Aunt Debby wished to keep Walter from Jessie, she could not have
-devised a better plan than this, for the high spirited young man had no
-intention of intruding upon a grief caused by William Bellenger's
-absence, and hour after hour Jessie sat alone among the pines, starting
-at every sound, and once, when sure a footstep was near, hiding behind a
-rock, "so as to make him think she wasn't there." Then, when the
-footstep proved to be a rabbit's tread, she crept back to her seat upon
-the grass, and pouted because it was not Walter.
-
-"He might know I'd be lonesome," she said, "after receiving so much
-attention, and he ought to entertain me a little, if only to pay for all
-father has done for him. If there is anything I dislike, it is
-ingratitude," and having reached this point, Jessie burst into tears,
-though why she should cry, she could not tell.
-
-She only knew that she was very warm and very uncomfortable, and that it
-did her good to cry, so she lay with her face in the grass, while the
-rabbit came several times very near, and at last fled away as a heavier,
-firmer step approached.
-
-It was not likely Jessie would stay in the pines all the afternoon,
-Walter thought, and as the sun drew near the western horizon, he said to
-his grandfather:
-
-"I will go for the cows to-night just as I used to do," and though the
-pasture where they fed lay in the opposite direction from the pines, he
-bent his footsteps toward the latter place, and came suddenly upon
-Jessie, who was sobbing like a child.
-
-"Jessie," he exclaimed, laying his hand gently upon her arm, "what _is_
-the matter."
-
-"Nothing," she replied, "only I'm lonesome and homesick, and I wish I'd
-gone to New York with Mr. Bellenger."
-
-"Why didn't you then?" was Walter's cool reply, and Jessie answered,
-angrily:
-
-"I would, if I had known what I do now."
-
-"And pray what do you know now?" Walter asked, in the same cold, calm,
-tone, which so exasperated Jessie that she replied:
-
-"I know you hate me, and I know you didn't write all that valedictory,
-and everything."
-
-"Jessie," Walter said, sternly, "what do you mean about that
-valedictory. Come, sit by me and tell me at once."
-
-In Walter's voice there was a tone which, as a child, Jessie had been
-wont to obey, and now at his command she stole timidly to his side upon
-the rustic bench, and told him all her suspicions, and the source from
-which they originated.
-
-There was a sudden flash of anger in Walter's eye at his cousin's
-meanness, and then, with a merry laugh, he said:
-
-"And it sounded familiar to you, too, did it? Some parts of it might,
-I'll admit, for you had heard them before. Do you remember being at any
-examination in Wilbraham, when I took the prize in composition, or
-rather declamation? It was said then that my essay was far beyond my
-years, and I am inclined to think it was; for I have written nothing
-since which pleased me half so well. I was appointed valedictorian, as
-you know, and in preparing my oration I selected a few of those old
-ideas and embodied them in language to suit the occasion. I am hardly
-willing to call it plagiarism, stealing from myself, and I am sure you
-would never have recognized it either if Mr. Bellenger had not roused
-your suspicions. Is my explanation satisfactory?"
-
-It was perfectly so, for Jessie now remembered where she had heard
-something like Walter's valedictory, and with her doubts removed she
-became much like herself again, though she would not admit that
-William's insinuations were mere fabrications of his own. He never heard
-it before, she knew, but some of Walter's old Wilbraham associates might
-have been present and said in his hearing that it seemed familiar, and
-then it would be quite natural for him to think so too.
-
-Walter did not dispute her, but said:
-
-"What else did my amiable cousin say against me?"
-
-Clasping her hands over her burning face, Jessie answered faintly:
-
-"He told me that your father had done a horrible thing, though he didn't
-explain what it was. I knew before that there was something unpleasant,
-and once asked father about it, but he wouldn't tell, and I want so much
-to know. What was it, Walter?"
-
-For a moment Walter hesitated, then drawing Jessie nearer to him, he
-replied:
-
-"It will pain me greatly to tell you that sad story, but I would rather
-you should hear it from my lips than from any other," and then,
-unmindful of the cows, which, having waited long for their accustomed
-summons, were slowly wending their way homeward, he began the story as
-follows:
-
-"You know that old stone building on the hill near the village, and you
-have heard also that it was a flourishing high school for girls. There
-one pleasant summer my mother came. She was spending several months with
-a family who occupied what is now that huge old ruin down by the river
-side. Mother was beautiful, they say, and so my father thought, for
-every leisure moment found him at her side."
-
-"But wasn't she a great deal richer than he," Jessie asked, unconscious
-of the pang her question inflicted upon her companion, who replied:
-
-"Yes, he was poor, while Ellen Bellenger was rich, but she had a soul
-above the foolish distinction the world will make between the wealthy
-and the working class. She loved my father, and he loved her. At last
-they were engaged, and then he proposed writing to her parents, as he
-would do nothing dishonorable; but she begged him not to do it, for she
-knew how proud they were, and that they would take her home at once. And
-so, in an unguarded moment, they went together over the line into New
-York, where they were married. The Bellengers, of course, were fearfully
-enraged, denouncing her at once, and bidding her never cross their
-threshold again. But this only drew her nearer to her husband, who
-fairly worshiped her, as did the entire family,--for she lived in the
-old gable-roofed house,--and was happy in that little room which we call
-yours now. Father was anxious that she should have everything she
-wanted, and it is said was sometimes very extravagant, buying for her
-costly luxuries which he could not well afford."
-
-"But _my_ father," said Jessie. "What had he to do with it?"
-
-"Everything," returned Walter, with bitterness. "Old Mr. Graham had a
-bank in Deerwood. Your father was cashier, while mine was teller, and in
-consideration of a large remuneration, performed a menial's part, such
-as sweeping the rooms, building the fires in winter, and of course he
-kept the keys. They were great friends, Richard Graham and Seth
-Marshall, and people likened them to David and Jonathan. At last one of
-the large bills my father had made came due, and on that very night the
-bank was robbed of more than a thousand dollars."
-
-"Oh, Walter, how could he do it?" cried Jessie, and Walter replied:
-
-"He didn't! He was as innocent as I, who was then unborn. Listen while I
-tell you. There was in town a dissipated, good-natured fellow, named
-Heyward, who had sometimes taught singing-school, and sometimes fiddled
-for country dances. No one knew how he managed to subsist, for he
-dressed well, traveled a great deal, and was very liberal with his
-money, when he had any. Still none suspected him of dishonesty; he did
-not know enough for that, they said. Everybody liked him, and when on
-that night he came to our house, apparently intoxicated, and asked for a
-shelter, grandfather bade him stay, and assigned him a back room in
-which was an outer door. In the morning he was, or seemed to be, still
-in a drunken sleep. Your father brought the news of the robbery, and
-while he talked he looked suspiciously at mine, especially when my
-mother said innocently:
-
-"'The burglars must have tried this house, too, for I woke in the night,
-and finding my husband gone, called to him to know where he was.
-Presently he came in, saying he thought he heard a noise and got up to
-find what it was.'
-
-"When she said this Mr. Graham changed color, and pointing to my
-father's shoes, which stood upon the hearth, he asked:
-
-"'How came these so muddy? It was not raining at bedtime last night.'
-
-"This was true. A heavy storm had arisen after ten and subsided before
-twelve, so that the shoes must have been worn since that hour, as there
-was fresh dirt still upon them. The robber had been tracked to our door,
-while there were corresponding marks from our door to the bank. My
-father's shoes just fitted in these tracks, for they measured them with
-the wretched man looking on in a kind of torpid apathy, as if utterly
-unable to comprehend the meaning of what he saw; but when Richard, his
-best friend, whispered to him softly, 'Confess it, Seth. Give up the
-money and it won't go so hard against you,' the truth burst upon him,
-and he dropped to the ground like one scathed with the lightning's
-stroke. For hours he lay in that death-like swoon, and when he came back
-to consciousness he was guarded by the officers of the law. They led him
-off in the care of a constable, he all the time protesting his
-innocence, save at intervals when he refused to speak, but sat with a
-look upon his face as if bereft of reason.
-
-"The examination came on, and the upper room, where the court was held,
-was crowded to overflowing, all anxious to gain a sight of my father,
-though they had known him from boyhood up. Grandpa was there, and close
-behind sat or rather crouched my wretched mother. She would not be kept
-back, and with a face as white as marble, and hands locked firmly
-together, she sat to hear the testimony. Once the counsel for my father
-thought to clear him by throwing suspicion upon Heyward, who with a most
-foolish expression upon his face had declared that he heard nothing
-during the night. People would rather it had been he than Seth Marshall,
-and the tide was turning in favor of the latter when Richard Graham was
-called to the stand. He was known to be my father's dearest friend, and
-the audience waited breathlessly to hear what he would say. He testified
-that, having been very restless, he got up about two o'clock in the
-morning, and as his window commanded a full view of the bank, he
-naturally looked in that direction. The moon was setting, but he could
-still discern objects with tolerable distinctness, and he saw a man come
-out of the bank, lock the door, put the key in his pocket, and hurry
-down the street. My father then wore a light gray coat and cap of the
-same color, so did this man, and thinking it must be he, Mr. Graham
-called him by name; but if he heard he did not stop. Mr. Graham then
-remembered that the day before my father had procured some medicine for
-my mother, and had forgotten to take it home. This threw some light upon
-the matter, and thinking that mother had probably been taken suddenly
-ill and my father had gone for the medicine, Mr. Graham retired again to
-rest, and gave it no further thought until the robbery was discovered.
-
-"'Do you believe the man you saw leaving the bank to have been the
-prisoner?' asked the lawyer, and for an instant Mr. Graham hesitated,
-for with the white stony face of his early friend upturned to his and
-the supplicating eyes of the young wife fixed upon him, how could he
-answer yes? But he did, Jessie,--he did it at last. He said, 'I do,' and
-over the white face there passed a look of agony which wrung a groan
-even from your father's lips, while the pale young creature not far away
-rocked to and fro in her hopeless desolation."
-
-"Oh, Walter, Walter!" cried Jessie, "don't tell me any more. I see now
-so plain that fair girl-wife crouching on the floor and my father
-testifying against her. How could he?"
-
-Walter had asked himself that question many a time, and his bosom had
-swelled with resentment at the act; but now, when Jessie, too,
-questioned the justice of the proceeding, he answered:
-
-"It was right I suppose,--all right. Mr. Graham believed that to which
-he testified, and when he left the stand he wound his arms around my
-father's neck and said:
-
-"'God forgive me, Seth, I couldn't help it.'"
-
-"But he could," said Jessie; "he needn't have told all he knew."
-
-Walter made no reply to this; he merely went on with his story:
-
-"Then the decision came. There was proof sufficient for the case to be
-presented before the grand jury, and unless bail could be found to the
-amount of one thousand dollars, my father must go to jail, there to
-await his trial at the county court, which would hold its next session
-in three weeks. When the decision was made known, my father pressed his
-hands tightly over his heart for a moment, and then he clasped them to
-his ears as the deep stillness in the room was broken by the plaintive
-cry:
-
-"'Save my husband, somebody. Oh, save my darling husband!'
-
-"The next moment my mother fell at his feet, a crushed, lifeless thing,
-her hair falling down her face and a blue, pinched look about her lips,
-while my father bent over her, his tears falling like rain upon her
-face. Everybody cried, and when the question was asked, 'Who will go the
-prisoner's bail?' your father answered aloud:
-
-"'I will.'"
-
-"Oh, I am so glad!" gasped Jessie, while Walter continued:
-
-"With Mr. Graham for security, they let my poor father go home; but a
-mighty blow had fallen upon him, benumbing all his faculties; he could
-neither think, nor talk, nor act, but would sit all day with mother's
-hands in his, gazing into her face and whispering sometimes:
-
-"'What will my darling do when I am in State prison?'
-
-"Such would be his fate, everybody said. It could not be avoided, and in
-a kind of feverish despair he waited the result. Your father was with
-him often, 'keeping watch,' the villagers said; but if so, he was not
-vigilant enough, for one dark, stormy night, the last before the
-dreadful sitting of the court, when the wind roared and howled about the
-old farm-house, and the heavy autumnal rain beat against the windows, my
-father drew his favorite chair, the one which always stands in that dark
-corner, and which none save you has ever used since then, he drew it, I
-say, to my mother's side, and winding his arms about her neck, he said:
-
-"'Ellen, do you believe me guilty?'
-
-"'No, never for a moment,' she replied, and he continued:
-
-"'Heaven bless you, precious one, for that. Teach our child to think the
-same, and give it a father's blessing.'
-
-"My mother was too much bewildered to answer, and with a kiss upon her
-lips, my father turned to his father and standing up before him, said:
-
-"'I know what's in your heart; but, father, I swear to you that I am
-innocent. Bless me, father--bless your only boy once more.'
-
-"Then grandpa put his trembling hand upon the brown locks of his son and
-said:
-
-"'I would lay down my life to know that you are not guilty; but I bless
-you all the same, and may God bless you too, my boy!'
-
-"In the bedroom grandmother lay sick, and kneeling by her side, my
-father said to her:
-
-"'Do you believe I did it?'
-
-"'No,' she answered faintly, and without his asking it, she gave him her
-blessing.
-
-"He kissed his sister,--kissed Aunt Debby, and then he went away. They
-saw his face, white as a corpse, pressed against the window pane, while
-his eyes were riveted upon his beautiful young wife,--then the face was
-gone, and only the storm went sobbing past the place where he had stood.
-All that night the light burned on the table, and they waited his
-return, but from that hour to this he has not come back. He could not go
-to prison, and so he ran away. Mr. Graham paid the bail, and was heard
-to say that he was glad poor Seth escaped. I did not quite understand
-the matter when I was a boy, and I almost hated your father for
-testifying against him, but I know now he did what he thought was right.
-It is said he loved my Aunt Mary, Ellen's mother, and that she loved him
-in return, but after this sad affair there arose a coolness between
-them. He went to New York and married a more fashionable woman, while
-she, too, chose another."
-
-"Did they ever find the money?" Jessie asked, and Walter replied:
-
-"Never, though Aunt Debby says that Heyward indulged in a new suit of
-clothes soon after, and gave various other tokens of being abundantly
-supplied. No one knows where he is now, for he left Deerwood years ago."
-
-"And your mother," interrupted Jessie, "tell me more of her."
-
-The night shadows were falling, and she could not see the look of pain
-on Walter's face as he replied:
-
-"For a few days she watched to see father coming back, for suspense was
-more terrible than reality, and those who were his friends before said
-his going off looked badly. From Boston her proud relatives sent her a
-double curse for bringing this disgrace upon them, and then she took her
-bed, never to rise again. The first October frosts had fallen when they
-laid me in her arms and bade her live for her baby's sake. But five days
-after I was born she lay dead beneath that western window where you so
-often sit. Then the proud mother relented and came to the funeral, but
-she has never been here since. Your father was present, too,--he bought
-the monument; he cried over me, and wished that he could fill my
-father's place."
-
-"I wish he could, too," cried the impulsive Jessie, "I wish you were my
-brother," and she involuntarily laid her hand in his. "Have you never
-heard from your father?" she asked, and Walter replied:
-
-"Only once. Six months after mother died he wrote to Mr. Graham from
-Texas, and that is the very last. But, Jessie, I shall find him. I shall
-prove him innocent, and until then there will always be a load in my
-heart,--a something which makes me irritable, cross and jealous of those
-I love the best, lest they should despise me for what I cannot help."
-
-"And is that why you speak so coldly to me sometimes when I don't
-deserve it?" Jessie asked, twining her snowy fingers about his own.
-
-Oh, how Walter longed to fold her in his arms and tell her how dear she
-was to him, and that because he loved her so much he was oftenest harsh
-with her. But he dared not. She would not listen to such words, he knew.
-She thought of him as her brother, and he would not disturb the dream,
-so he answered her gently:
-
-"Am I cross to you, Jessie? I do not mean to be, and now that you know
-all, I will be so no longer. You do not hate me, do you, because of my
-misfortune?"
-
-"Hate you, Walter! Oh, no! I love,--I mean I like you so much better
-than I did when I came up here this afternoon and cried with my face in
-the grass. I pity you, Walter, for it seems terrible to live with that
-disgrace hanging over you."
-
-Walter winced at these last words, and Jessie, as if speaking more to
-herself than him, continued:
-
-"I hope Will won't tell grandma who you are, for she is so proud that
-she might make me feel very uncomfortable by fretting every time I spoke
-to you. Walter," and the tone of Jessie's voice led Walter to expect
-some unpleasant remark, "you know father has intended to have you live
-with us, but if William tells grandma, it will be better for you to
-board somewhere else,--grandma can be very disagreeable if she tries,
-and she would annoy us almost to death."
-
-Jessie was perfectly innocent in all she said, but in spite of his
-recent promise Walter felt his old jealousy rising up, and whispering to
-him that Jessie spoke for herself rather than her grandmother. With a
-great effort, however, he mastered the emotion and replied:
-
-"It will be better, I think, and I will write to your father at once."
-
-Jessie little dreamed what it cost Walter thus deliberately to give up
-seeing her every day, and living with her beneath the same roof. It had
-been the goal to which he had looked forward through all his college
-course, for when he entered on his first year Mr. Graham had written:
-
-"After you are graduated I shall take you into business, and into my own
-family, as if you were my son."
-
-And Jessie herself had vetoed this,--had said it must not be.
-
-For an instant Walter felt that he would not go to New York at all; but
-when he saw how closely Jessie nestled to his side, and heard her say,
-"You can come to see me every day, and when I am going to concerts, or
-the opera, I shall always send word to you by father," he rejected his
-first suspicions as unjust.
-
-She was not ashamed of him,--she only wished to screen him from her
-grandmother's ill nature, and, winding his arm around her, he said:
-
-"You are a good girl, Jessie, and I'm glad you think of me as a
-brother."
-
-But he was not glad. He did not wish her to be his sister, but he tried
-to make himself believe he did, and as in the pines where they sat it
-was already very dark, he proposed their returning home. Jessie was
-unusually silent during the walk, for she was thinking of Walter's young
-mother, and as they passed the grave-yard in the distance, she sighed:
-
-"Poor dear lady! I don't wonder you are often sad with that memory
-haunting you."
-
-"I should not be sad," he returned, "if I could bring the world to my
-opinion; but nearly all except Aunt Debby believe him guilty."
-
-"Does my father?" asked Jessie, and as Walter replied, "Yes," she
-rejoined: "Then I'm afraid I think so too, for father knows; but," she
-hastily added, as she felt the gesture of impatience Walter made, "I
-like you just the same,--yes, a great deal better than before I heard
-the story. It isn't as bad as I supposed, and I am so glad you told it.
-Will Bellenger won't make me distrust you again."
-
-By this time they had reached the house, where the deacon sat smoking
-his accustomed pipe, and saying to Walter as he entered:
-
-"Where are the cows you went after more than three hours ago?"
-
-Walter colored, and so did Jessie, while the matter-of-fact Aunt Debby
-rejoined:
-
-"Why, Amos, the cows is milked and the cream is nigh about riz."
-
-That night, after all had retired except the deacon and Walter, the
-former said to his grandson:
-
-"What kept you and Jessie so late?"
-
-"I was telling her of my father, and why he went away," returned Walter.
-
-The deacon groaned as he always did when that subject was
-mentioned,--then after a moment he added:
-
-"I am glad it was no worse,--that is, I'm glad you are not betraying Mr.
-Graham's trust by making love to his daughter."
-
-Walter was very pale, but he did not speak, and his grandfather
-continued:
-
-"I am old, Walter, but I have not forgotten the days when I was young;
-and remembering my disposition then, I can see why you should love
-Jessie Graham. God bless her! She's worthy of any man's best love, and
-she's wound herself round my old heart till the sound of her voice is
-sweet to me almost as Ellen's; but she isn't for you, Walter. I know Mr.
-Graham better than you do. He's noble and good, but very proud, and the
-daughter of a millionaire must never marry the son of a poor----"
-
-"Don't!" cried Walter, catching his grandfather's arm. "I understand it
-all,--I know that I am poor, know what the world says of my father, and
-I will suffer through all time sooner than ask the bright-faced Jessie
-to share one iota of our shame. But were my father innocent, I would
-never rest until I made myself a name which even Jessie Graham would not
-despise, for I love her, grandpa,--love her better than my life," and as
-after this confession he could not look his grandfather in the face, he
-stared hard at the candle dying in its socket, as if he would fain read
-there some token that what he so much desired would one day come to
-pass.
-
-And he did read it too, for with a last great effort the expiring flame
-sent up a flash of light, which shone on Walter's face and that of the
-gray-haired man regarding him with a look of tender pity. Then it passed
-away, and the darkness fell between them just as the old man said,
-mournfully:
-
-"There is no hope, my boy,--no hope for you."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.--OLD MRS. BARTOW.
-
-
-The good lady sat in her chamber wiping the perspiration from her ruddy
-face, and occasionally peering out into the pleasant street, with a
-longing desire to escape from her self-imposed prison, and breathe the
-air again in her accustomed walks. But this she dared not do, lest it
-should be discovered that she was not away from home and enjoying some
-little pent-up room in the third story of a crowded hotel. Occasionally,
-too, she thought with a sigh of the clover fields, the fresh, green
-grass and shadowy woods, where Jessie was really enjoying herself,
-without the trouble of dressing three times a day, and then swelling
-with vexation because some one else out-did her.
-
-"If she don't come with William, I mean to go down there and see what
-this family are like that she makes such a fuss about," she said.
-"Marshall? Marshall? The name sounds familiar, but it isn't likely I
-ever knew them. If I supposed I had, I wouldn't stir a step."
-
-At this point in her soliloquy a servant appeared, saying "Mr. Bellenger
-wished to see her," and putting in her teeth, for it tired her to wear
-them all the time, and adjusting her lace cap, the old lady went down to
-meet the young man, who had just returned from Deerwood. Numberless were
-the questions she asked concerning her granddaughter. Was she well? was
-she happy? was she sun-burned? were her hands scratched with briers? and
-what kind of people were these Marshalls?
-
-To this last William hastened to reply:
-
-"Clever country people, very kind to Jessie, and well they may be, for
-if I've the least discernment, they hope to have her in their family one
-of these days."
-
-"What can you mean?" and the old lady's salts were brought into frequent
-use, while William, in his peculiar way, told her of Walter Marshall,
-who he said "was undoubtedly presuming enough to aspire to Jessie's
-hand."
-
-"What, that boy that Richard educated?" Mrs. Bartow asked, growing very
-red and very warm withal.
-
-"Yes," returned William; "but the fact of his being a charity student is
-not the worst feature in the case. It pains me greatly to talk upon the
-subject, but duty requires me to tell you just who Walter is," and
-assuming a half-reluctant, half-mortified tone, Will told Mrs. Bartow
-how Walter was connected with himself and the "terrible disgrace" of
-which she had written to Jessie in her last letter.
-
-For a moment the old lady fancied herself choking to death, but she
-managed at last to scream:
-
-"You don't say that he has dared to think of Jessie, the daughter of a
-millionaire, and the granddaughter of a----"
-
-She was too much overcome to finish the sentence, and she sank back in
-her chair, while her cap-strings floated up and down with the rapid
-motion of her fan.
-
-"I'll go for her at once," she said, when at last she found her voice.
-"I'll see this Mr. Impudence for myself. I'll teach him what is what.
-Oh, I hope Mrs. Reeves won't find it out. Don't tell her, Mr.
-Bellenger."
-
-"I am as anxious to conceal the fact as you are," he replied, "for he,
-you know, is a relative of mine, although our family do not acknowledge
-him." And having done all he came to do, the nice young man departed,
-while the greatly disturbed lady began to pack her trunk preparatory to
-a start for Deerwood.
-
-In the midst of her preparations she was surprised by the unexpected
-return of Mr. Graham, to whom she at once disclosed the cause of her
-distress, asking him "if he wished his daughter to marry Walter
-Marshall, whose father was a----"
-
-She didn't quite know what, for William had not made that point very
-clear.
-
-"I do not wish her to marry any one as yet," returned Mr. Graham, at the
-same time asking if Walter had proposed, or shown any signs of so doing.
-
-"Of course he's shown signs," returned Mrs. Bartow, "but I trust Jessie
-has enough of the Stanwood about her to keep him at a proper distance."
-
-"Enough of the what?" asked Mr. Graham, with the least possible smile
-playing about his mouth.
-
-"Well, enough of the Bartow," returned the lady. "The very idea of
-receiving into our family a person of his antecedents!"
-
-In a few words Mr. Graham gave her his opinion of Walter Marshall,
-adding:
-
-"I do not say that I would like him to marry Jessie,--very likely I
-should not,--and still, if I knew that she loved him and he loved her, I
-should not think it my duty to oppose them seriously, though I would
-rather, of course, that the unfortunate affair of his father's had never
-occurred."
-
-This was all the satisfaction Mrs. Bartow could gain from him, and
-doubly strengthened in her determination to remove Jessie from Walter's
-society, she started the next morning for Deerwood, reaching there
-toward the close of the day succeeding Jessie's interview with Walter in
-the pines.
-
-"Not this tumble-down shanty, surely?" she said to the omnibus driver
-when he stopped before the gate of the farm-house.
-
-"Yes'm, this is Deacon Marshall's," he replied, and mounting his box
-again he drove off, while she went slowly up the walk, casting
-contemptuous glances at the well-sweep, the smoke-house, the bee-hives,
-the hollyhocks, poppies and pinks, which, in spite of herself, carried
-her back to a time, years and years and years ago, when she had lived in
-just such a place as this, save that it was not so cheerful or so neat.
-
-Aunt Debby was the first to spy her, and she called to her niece:
-
-"Why, Mary, just look-a-here! There's a lady all dressed up in her
-meetin' clothes, a-comin' in. I wish we had mopped the kitchen floor
-to-day. There, she's gone to the front door. I presume the gals has
-littered the front hall till it's a sight to behold."
-
-Mrs. Bartow's loud knock was now distinctly heard, and as Mrs. Howland
-had not quite finished her afternoon toilet, Aunt Debby herself went to
-answer the summons. Holding fast to her knitting, with the ball rolling
-after her, and Jessie's kitten running after that, she presented herself
-before her visitor, courtesying very low, and asking if "she'd walk into
-the t'other room, or into the kitchen, where it was a great deal
-cooler."
-
-Mrs. Bartow chose the "t'other room," and taking the Boston rocker,
-asked "if Miss Graham was staying here?"
-
-"You mean Jessie," returned Aunt Debby. "It's so cool this afternoon
-that she's gone out ridin' hossback in the mountains with Walter and
-Ellen. Be you any of her kin?"
-
-"I'm her grandmother, and have come to take her home," answered the
-lady, frowning wrathfully at the idea of Jessie's riding with Walter
-Marshall.
-
-"I want to know!" returned Aunt Debby. "We'll be desput sorry to lose
-her jest as Walter has come home, and he thinks so much of her, too."
-
-Mrs. Bartow was too indignant to speak, but Aunt Debby, who was not at
-all suspicious, talked on just the same, praising first Walter, then
-Ellen, then Jessie, and then giving an outline history of her whole
-family, even including Seth, who she said "allus was a good boy."
-
-If Aunt Debby expected a return of confidence she was mistaken, for Mrs.
-Bartow had nothing to say of her family, and after a little Aunt Debby
-began to question her. Was she city-born, and if not, where was she
-born?
-
-"That red mark on your chin makes me think of a girl, Patty Loomis by
-name, that I used to know in Hopkinton," she said, and the mark upon the
-chin grew redder as she continued: "I did housework there once, in
-Squire Fielding's family, and this Patty that I was tellin' you about
-done chores in a family close by. She was some younger than me, but I
-remember her by that mark, similar to your'n, and because she was
-connected to them three Thayers that was hung in York State for killin'
-John Love. There was some han'some verses made about it, and I used to
-sing the whole of 'em, but my memory's failin' me now. I wonder what's
-become of Patty. I haven't thought of her before in an age. I heard that
-a rich old widder took her for her own child, and that's all I ever
-knew. She was smart as steel, and could milk seven cows while I was
-milkin' three. There they come, on the full canter of course. Ellen 'll
-get her neck broke some day," and greatly to the relief of Mrs. Bartow
-she changed the conversation from Patty Loomis and the three Thayers who
-were hung, to the three riders dashing up to the gate, Jessie a little
-in advance, with her black curls streaming out from under her riding
-hat, and her cheeks glowing with the exercise.
-
-"Why, grandma!" she exclaimed, as holding up her long skirt, she bounded
-into the house, and nearly upset the old lady before she was aware of
-her presence. "Where in the world did you come from? Isn't it pleasant
-and nice out here?" and throwing off her hat, Jessie sat down by the
-window to cool herself after her rapid ride.
-
-"Why, grandma, you are as cross as two sticks," she said, when Aunt
-Debby had left the room, and grandma replied:
-
-"That's a very lady-like expression. Learned it of Mr. Marshall, I
-suppose."
-
-"No, I didn't," returned Jessie. "I learned it of Will Bellenger when he
-was here. It's his favorite expression. Did he bring you my note?"
-
-"Certainly; and I've come down to see what the attraction is which keeps
-you here so contentedly."
-
-"Oh, it's so nice," returned Jessie, and Mrs. Bartow rejoined:
-
-"I should think it was. Who ever heard of a bed in the parlor
-now-a-days?" and she cast a rueful glance at the snowy mountain in the
-corner.
-
-"That's a little out of date, I know," answered Jessie; "but the house
-is rather small, and they keep the spare bed in here for such visitors
-as you are. The sheets are all of Aunt Debby's make, she spun the linen
-on a wheel that treads so funny. Did you ever see a little wheel,
-grandma?"
-
-The question reminded Mrs. Bartow of Patty Loomis and the three Thayers,
-and she did not reply directly to it, but said instead:
-
-"What did you call that woman?"
-
-"Aunt Debby Marshall, the deacon's sister," returned Jessie, and Mrs.
-Bartow relapsed into a thoughtful mood, from which she was finally
-aroused by hearing Walter's voice in the kitchen.
-
-Instantly she glanced at Jessie, who involuntarily blushed; and then the
-old lady commenced the battle at once, telling Jessie plainly that "she
-had come down to take her home before she disgraced them all by
-suffering a boy of Walter Marshall's reputation to make love to her."
-
-"Walter never thought of making love to me," returned the astonished and
-slightly indignant Jessie; "and if he had it wouldn't have been
-anybody's business but mine and father's. He isn't a boy, either. He's a
-splendid-looking man. Pa thinks the world of him; and he knows, too,
-about that old affair, which wasn't half as bad as Will and Mrs. Reeves
-seem to think. Walter told it to me last night up in the pines, and I'll
-tell it to you. It wasn't murder nor anything like it. Now, even I
-shouldn't wish it said that any of my friends were hung."
-
-"Hung!" repeated the old lady. "Who said anybody's friends were hung?
-It's false!" and the red mark around the lip wore a scarlet hue.
-
-"Of course it's false," answered Jessie. "That's what I said. Nobody
-knows for certain that he stole, either," and forgetting her own belief,
-founded on her father's, Jessie tried to prove that Seth Marshall was as
-innocent as Walter himself had declared him to be.
-
-"Whether he's guilty or not," returned Mrs. Bartow, "you are going home,
-and you're to have nothing to say to Walter. It would sound pretty,
-wouldn't it, for Mrs. Reeves to be telling that Jessie Graham liked a
-poor charity boy?"
-
-Jessie was proud, and the last words grated harshly, but she would stand
-by Walter, and she replied:
-
-"Mrs. Reeves forever! I believe you'd stop breathing if she said it was
-fashionable. I wonder who she was in her young days. Somebody not half
-so good as Walter, I dare say. I mean to ask Aunt Debby. She has lived
-since the flood, and knows the history of everybody that ever was born
-in New England, or out of it either, for that matter."
-
-Mrs. Bartow was not inclined to doubt this after her own experience, and
-as in case there was anything about Mrs. Reeves, she wished to know it,
-she secretly hoped Jessie would carry her threat into execution. Just
-then they were summoned to supper, and following her granddaughter into
-the pleasant sitting-room, Mrs. Bartow frowned majestically upon Walter,
-bowed coldly to the other members of the family, and then took her seat,
-thinking to herself:
-
-"The boy has a little of the Bellenger look, and, if anything, is
-handsomer than William."
-
-The tea being passed, with the biscuit and butter and honey, and the
-cheese contemptuously refused by the city guest, Jessie said to Aunt
-Debby:
-
-"Did you ever know anybody by the name of Gregory? That was Mrs. Reeves'
-maiden name, wasn't it, grandma?"
-
-Mrs. Bartow nodded, and Aunt Debby, after withdrawing within herself for
-a moment, came out again and said:
-
-"Yes, I knew Tim and Ben Gregory in Spencer. Ben was the best of the
-two, but he wa'n't none too likely. He had six boys, and Tim had six
-gals."
-
-"What were their names?" asked Jessie, and Aunt Debby replied:
-
-"There was Zeruah, and Lyddy, and Charlotty----"
-
-"That'll do!" cried Jessie, her delight dancing in her eyes. "What was
-their father, and where are the girls now?"
-
-"Their father was a tin peddler, and what he didn't get that way folks
-said he used to steal, though they never proved it ag'in him. Charlotty
-and I was 'bout of an age."
-
-"I knew she was older than she pretended," thought Mrs. Bartow, and in
-her joy at having probably discovered her dear friend's genealogy, she
-took two biscuits instead of one.
-
-"She worked in Lester factory a spell, and then, after she was quite
-along in years, say thirty or more, she married somebody who was a
-storekeeper, and went somewhere, and I believe I've heard that she
-finally moved to New York."
-
-"Can't you think of her husband's name," persisted Jessie, and Aunt
-Debby replied:
-
-"Twan't very far from Reed, but it's so long ago, and I've been through
-so much since, that I can't justly remember."
-
-Neither was it necessary that she should, for Mrs. Bartow and Jessie
-were satisfied with what she could remember, and nothing doubting that
-Charlotte Gregory was now the exceedingly aristocratic and purse-proud
-Mrs. Reeves, whose granddaughter was a kind of rival to Jessie, they
-returned to the parlor, Mrs. Bartow repeating at intervals:
-
-"A tin peddler and a factory girl, and she holding her head so high."
-
-"She's none the worse for that, if she'd behave herself, and not put on
-such airs," said Jessie. "I wouldn't wonder if some of my ancestors were
-tinkers or chimney sweeps. I mean to ask Aunt Debby. Let's see. Your
-name wasn't really Martha Stanwood, was it? Weren't you an adopted
-child?"
-
-"Jessie!" and in the startled lady's voice there was such unmitigated
-alarm and distress that Jessie turned quickly to look at her. "Do let
-that old crone alone. If there's anything I hate it's a person that
-knows everybody's history, they are so disagreeable, and make one so
-uncomfortable, though I'm glad to be sure, that I've found out who Mrs.
-Reeves was. Just to think how she talks about high birth and all
-that,--born in a garret, I dare say."
-
-"She don't put on a bit more than you do," said the saucy Jessie,
-thinking to herself that she would some time quiz Aunt Debby concerning
-her grandmother's past.
-
-That night, after Jessie had retired, Mrs. Bartow asked for a few
-moments' conversation with Walter, to whom she had scarcely spoken the
-entire evening Quick to detect a slight, he assumed his haughtiest
-bearing, and rather overawed the old lady, who fidgetted in her chair,
-and pulled at her cap, and then began:
-
-"It is very unpleasant for me to say to you what I must, but duty to
-Miss Graham, and justice to you, demands that I should speak. From
-things which I have heard and seen, I infer that you,--or rather I'm
-afraid that you,--in short, it's just possible you are thinking too much
-of Miss Graham," and having gotten thus far, the old lady gave a sigh of
-relief, while the young man, with a proud inclination of the head, said
-coolly:
-
-"And what then?"
-
-This roused her, and muttering to herself, "Such impudence!" she
-continued:
-
-"I should suppose your own sense would tell you what then! Of course
-nothing can ever come of it, for even were you her equal in rank and
-wealth, you must know there is a stain upon your name which must never
-be imparted to the Grahams."
-
-"Madam," said Walter, "you will please confine your remarks to me
-personally, and say nothing of my father."
-
-"Well, then," returned the lady. "You, personally, are not a fit husband
-for Jessie."
-
-"Have I ever asked to be her husband?" he said.
-
-"Not in words, perhaps, but you show it in your manner both to me and
-others, and this is what brought me here. Jessie is young and easily
-influenced, and might possibly, in an unguarded moment, do as foolish a
-thing as your mother did."
-
-There was a feeling of intense delight beaming in Walter's eyes, for the
-idea that Jessie could in any way be induced to marry him was a blissful
-one; but it quickly passed off as Mrs. Bartow continued:
-
-"It would break her father's heart should she thus throw herself away,
-while you would prove yourself most ungrateful for all he has done for
-you."
-
-This was touching Walter in a tender point, and the pride of his nature
-flashed in his dark eyes as he replied:
-
-"Let me know Mr. Graham's wishes, and they shall be obeyed."
-
-"Well, then," returned the lady, "I asked him if he would like to have
-his daughter marry you, and he replied--" she hesitated before uttering
-the falsehood, while Walter bent forward eagerly to listen. "He said he
-certainly would not, and with his approbation I came down to remove her
-from temptation."
-
-Walter was very white, and something like a groan escaped him, for he
-felt that Jessie was indeed wrested from him, and he began to see that
-he had always cherished a secret hope of winning her some day. But the
-dream was over now. She, he knew, would never disobey her father, while
-he himself would not return the many kindnesses received from his
-benefactor with ingratitude.
-
-"Tell Mr. Graham from me," he said at last, almost in a whisper, "that
-he need have no fears, for I pledge you my word of honor that I will
-never ask Jessie Graham to be my wife, unless the time should come when
-I am by the world acknowledged her equal, and when I promise this, Mrs.
-Bartow, I tear out, as it were, the dearest, purest affection of my
-heart, for I do love Jessie Graham; I see it now as clearly as I see
-that I must kill that love. Not because you ask it of me, Madam," and he
-assumed a haughty tone, "but because it is the wish of the best friend I
-ever knew. He need not fear when I am with her in New York. I will keep
-my place, whatever that may be, and when I call on Jessie, as I shall
-sometimes do, it will be a brother's call, and nothing more. Will you be
-satisfied with this?"
-
-"Yes, more than satisfied," and Mrs. Bartow offered him her hand.
-
-He took it mechanically, and as he turned away the lady thought to
-herself:
-
-"He is a noble fellow, and so handsome, too, but William looks almost as
-well. Didn't he give it up quick when I mentioned Mr. Graham. I wonder
-if that was a lie I told. I only left off a little, that was all," and
-framing excuses for her duplicity, the old lady retired for the night.
-
-They were to leave in the morning, and Jessie seemed unusually sad when
-she came out to breakfast, for the inmates of the farm-house were very
-dear to her.
-
-"You'll come to New York soon, won't you?" she said to Walter, when,
-after breakfast, she joined him under the maple tree.
-
-At the sound of her voice he started, and looking down into her bright,
-sunny face, felt a thrill of pain. Involuntarily he took her hand in
-his, and said:
-
-"I have been thinking that I may not come at all."
-
-"Why, Walter, yes you will; father will be so disappointed. I believe he
-anticipates it even more than I."
-
-"But your grandmother," he suggested, and Jessie rejoined:
-
-"Don't mind grandma; she's always fidgetty if anybody looks at me, but
-when she sees that we really and truly are brother and sister, she'll
-get over it."
-
-There was a tremulous tone in Jessie's voice, as she said this, and it
-fell very sweetly on Walter's ear, for it said to him that he might
-possibly be something more than a brother to the beautiful girl who
-stood before him with blushing cheeks and half-averted eyes.
-
-"Jessie, Jessie!" called Mrs. Bartow from the house, and Jessie ran in
-to finish packing her trunks and don her traveling dress.
-
-Once, as Aunt Debby slipped into her satchel a paper of "doughnuts and
-cheese, to save buying a dinner," Jessie could not forbear saying:
-
-"Oh, Aunt Debby! I think I know that Charlotty Gregory, who used to live
-in Leicester. She's Mrs. Reeves now, and the greatest lady in New York;
-rides in her carriage with colored coachman and footman in livery, wears
-a host of diamonds, and lives in a brownstone house up town."
-
-"Wall, if I ever," Aunt Debby exclaimed, sitting down in her surprise on
-Mrs. Bartow's bonnet. "Reeves was the name, come to think. Drives a
-nigger, did you say? She used to be as black as one herself, but a
-clever, lively gal for all of that. With her first earnin's in the
-factory she bought her mother a calico gown, and her sister Betsey a
-pair of shoes."
-
-"Betsey," repeated Jessie, turning to her grandmother, "that must be
-Mrs. Reeves' invalid sister, whom Charlotte calls Aunt Lizzie. Very few
-people ever see her."
-
-"Wa'n't over bright," whispered Aunt Debby, continuing aloud: "How I'd
-like to see Miss Reeves once more. Give her my regrets, and tell her if
-I should ever come to the city I shall call on her; but she mustn't feel
-hurt if I don't. I'm getting old fast."
-
-Jessie laughed aloud as she fancied Mrs. Reeves' amazement at receiving
-Aunt Debby's regrets, and as the omnibus was by that time at the door,
-she hastened her preparations, and soon stood at the gate, bidding her
-friends good-by. For an instant Walter held her hand in his, but his
-manner was constrained, and Jessie bit her lip to keep back the tears
-which finally found a lodgment on Ellen's neck. The two young girls were
-tenderly attached, and both wept bitterly at parting, Jessie crying for
-Ellen and Walter, too, and Ellen for Jessie and the man whom she, ere
-long, would meet.
-
-"What shall I tell Will for you?" Jessie asked, leaning from the omnibus
-and looking in Ellen's face, which had never been so white and thin
-before.
-
-From the maple tree above her head a withered leaf came rustling down,
-and fell upon Ellen's hair. Brushing it away, she answered mournfully:
-
-"Tell him the leaves are beginning to fade."
-
-"That's a strange message for her to send, but she speaks the truth,"
-Walter thought, and after the omnibus had rolled away, and he walked
-slowly to the house, he felt that for him more than the leaves were
-fading,--that the blossoms of hope which he had nurtured in his heart
-were torn from their roots, and dying beneath the chilly breath of
-fashion and caste.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.--HUMAN NATURE.
-
-
-It was the night of Charlotte Reeves' grand party, which had been talked
-about for weeks, and more than one passer-by paused in the keen February
-air to look at the brilliantly-lighted house, where the song, the
-flirtation, the dance, and the gossip went on, and to which, at a late
-hour, Mrs. Bartow came, and with her Jessie Graham. Walter accompanied
-them, for Mr. Graham had asked him to be their escort, and Walter never
-refused a request from one who, since his residence in the city, had
-been to him like a father rather than a friend.
-
-Mr. Graham had evinced much surprise when told that Walter would rather
-some other house should be his home, but Jessie, too, had said that it
-was better so, and looking into her eyes, which told more tales than she
-supposed, Mr. Graham saw that Walter was not indifferent to his only
-child, nor was he displeased that it was so, and when Walter came to the
-city he found to his surprise that he was not to be the clerk, but the
-junior partner of his friend, who treated him with a respect and
-thoughtful kindness which puzzled him greatly. Especially was he
-astonished when Mr. Graham, as he often did, asked him to go with Jessie
-to the places where he could not accompany her.
-
-"He wishes to show me," he thought, "that after what I said to Mrs.
-Bartow, he dare trust his daughter with me as if I were her brother,"
-and Walter felt more determined than ever not to betray the trust, but
-to treat Jessie as a friend and nothing more.
-
-So he called occasionally at the house, where he often found William
-Bellenger, and compelled himself to listen in silence to the flattering
-speeches his cousin made to Jessie, who, a good deal piqued at Walter's
-apparent coldness, received them far more complacently than she would
-otherwise have done, and so the gulf widened between them, while in the
-heart of each there was a restless pain, which neither the gay world in
-which Jessie lived, nor yet the busy one where Walter passed his days,
-could dissipate. He had absented himself from Jessie's "come-out party,"
-and for this offense the young lady had been sorely indignant.
-
-"She wanted Charlotte Reeves and all the girls to see him, and then to
-be treated that way was perfectly horrid," and the beautiful belle
-pouted many a day over the young man's obstinacy.
-
-But Charlotte Reeves did see him at last, and when she learned that he
-was Mr. Graham's partner, and much esteemed by that gentleman, she
-partially took him up as a card to be played whenever she wished to
-annoy William Bellenger, who kept an eye on her in case he should lose
-Jessie. The relationship between the two was not known, for Walter had
-no desire to speak of it, and as William vainly fancied it might reflect
-discredit on himself, he, too, kept silent on the subject, while Mrs.
-Bartow, having received instructions both from Jessie and her father,
-never hinted to her bosom friend and deadliest enemy, Mrs. Reeves, that
-the young Marshall whom Charlotte was patronizing, and who was noticed
-by all for his gentlemanly bearing and handsome face, was in any way
-connected with the Bellenger disgrace.
-
-After her return from Saratoga, Mrs. Reeves had been sick for several
-months, and at the time of the party was still an invalid, and claimed
-the privilege of sitting during the evening. Consequently Mrs. Bartow
-had not yet found a favorable opportunity for wounding her as she
-intended doing, and when, on the evening of the party, she entered the
-crowded rooms, she made her way to the sofa, and greeting the lady with
-her blandest words, told her how delighted she was to see her in society
-again, how much she had been missed, and all the other compliments which
-meant worse than nothing. Then taking a mental inventory of the
-different articles which made up her dear friend's dress and comparing
-them with her own, she set her costly fan in motion and watched to see
-which received the more attention,--Charlotte Reeves or Jessie. The
-latter certainly looked the best, as, arm in arm with Walter, she walked
-through the parlor, oblivious to all else in her delight at seeing him
-appear so much like himself as he did to-night.
-
-"It's such a pity he's poor," said Mrs. Reeves, as he was passing. "Do
-you know I think him by far the most distinguished looking man in the
-room, always excepting, of course, Mr. Bellenger," and she nodded
-apologetically to a little pale-faced lady sitting beside her on the
-sofa.
-
-This lady she had not seen fit to introduce to her dear friend, who had
-scanned her a moment with her glass, and then pronounced her "somebody."
-Twice Walter and Jessie passed, stopping the second time, while the
-latter received from her grandmother the whispered injunction "not to
-walk with him until everybody talked."
-
-"Pshaw!" was Jessie's answer, while Mrs. Reeves slyly congratulated Mr.
-Marshall on his good luck in having the belle of the evening so much to
-himself, and as they stood there thus the face of the little silent lady
-flashed with a sudden light, and touching Mrs. Reeves when they were
-gone, she said:
-
-"Who was that young man? You called him Marshall, didn't you?"
-
-"Yes, Walter Marshall, and he is Mr. Graham's partner. You know of Mr.
-Graham,--people call him a millionaire, but my son says he don't believe
-it."
-
-This last was lost upon the little lady, who cared nothing for Mr.
-Graham, and who continued:
-
-"Where did he come from?"
-
-"Really, I don't know. Perhaps Mrs. Bartow can enlighten you," and Mrs.
-Reeves went through with a form of introduction, speaking the stranger's
-name so low, that in the surrounding hum it was entirely lost on Mrs.
-Bartow, who bowed, and briefly stated that Walter was from Deerwood,
-Mass.
-
-The lady's hands worked nervously together, and when Walter again drew
-near, the white, thin face looked wistfully after him, while the lips
-moved as if they would call him back. He was disengaged at last. Jessie
-had another gallant in the person of William Bellenger, Mrs. Bartow's
-fan moved faster than before, and Mrs. Reeves was about to make some
-remark to her companion, when the latter rose, and crossing over to
-where Walter stood, said to him in a low, pleasant voice:
-
-"Excuse me, Mr. Marshall, but would you object to walking with me,--an
-old lady?"
-
-Walter started, and looking earnestly into the dark eyes, which were
-full of tears, offered her his arm, and the two were soon lost amid the
-gay throng.
-
-"Who is she? I didn't understand the name," Mrs. Bartow asked, her lip
-dropping suddenly, as Mrs. Reeves replied:
-
-"Why, that's the honorable Mrs. Bellenger, returned from a ten years'
-residence abroad."
-
-"Mrs. Bellenger," Mrs. Bartow repeated. "Is it possible? I have always
-had a great desire to make her acquaintance. How plain, and yet how
-elegantly she dresses."
-
-"She is not the woman she used to be," returned Mrs. Reeves. "She is
-very much changed, and they say that during the last year of her sojourn
-in London she spent her time in distributing tracts among the poor, and
-all that sort of thing. I wonder what she wants of Mr. Marshall. Wasn't
-it queer the way she introduced herself to him?"
-
-"Very," Mrs. Bartow said; but she thought, "not strange at all," and she
-was half tempted to tell her friend the relationship existing between
-the two.
-
-This she would perhaps have done had not Mrs. Reeves at that moment
-directed her attention to William and Jessie, saying of the former that
-he seemed very unhappy.
-
-"The fact is," she whispered, confidentially, "he never appears at ease
-unless he is somewhere near Charlotte. I think he monopolizes her
-altogether too much. I tell her so too. But she only laughs, and says he
-don't go with her any more than with Jessie Graham, though everybody
-knows he does. He likes Jessie, of course, but Charlotte is his first
-choice," and the old lady glanced complacently toward the spot where her
-sprightly granddaughter stood surrounded by a knot of admirers, each of
-whom had an eye to her father's coffers as well as to herself.
-
-"The wretch!" thought Mrs. Bartow. "Just as though William preferred
-that great, long-necked thing to Jessie; but I'll be even with her yet.
-I'll be revenged when Mrs. Bellenger comes back," and the fan moved
-rapidly as Mrs. Bartow thought how crest-fallen her dear friend would be
-when she said what she meant to say to her.
-
-Meantime Mrs. Bellenger had led Walter to a little ante-room where they
-would be comparatively free from observation, and sitting down upon an
-ottoman, she bade him, too, be seated. He complied with her request, and
-then waited for her to speak, wondering much who she was, and why she
-had sought this interview with him. As Mrs. Reeves had said, Mrs.
-Bellenger had for the last ten years resided in different parts of
-Europe. She had gone there with her husband and only surviving daughter,
-both of whom she had buried, one among the Grampian Hills, and the other
-upon the banks of the blue Rhine. Her youngest son, who was still
-unmarried, had joined her there, but he had become dissipated, and
-eighteen months before her return to America she had lain him in a
-drunkard's grave. With a breaking heart she returned to her lonely home
-in London, dating from that hour the commencement of another and better
-life, and now there was not in the whole world an humbler or more
-consistent Christian than the once haughty Mrs. Bellenger. Many and many
-a time, when away over the sea, had her thoughts gone back to her
-youngest born, the gentle brown-eyed Ellen, whom she had disowned
-because the man she chose was poor, and in bitterness of heart she had
-cried:
-
-"Oh, that I had her with me now!"
-
-Then, as she remembered the helpless infant which she had once held for
-a brief moment upon her lap, her heart yearned toward him with all a
-mother's love, and she said to herself:
-
-"I will find the boy, and it may be he will comfort my old age."
-
-On her return to Boston she went to the house of William's father, but
-everything there was cold and ostentatious. They greeted her warmly, it
-is true, and paid her marked attention, but she suspected they did it
-for the money she had in her possession, for the family was extravagant
-and deeply involved in debt. Once she asked if they knew anything of
-Ellen's child, and her son replied that he believed he was a clerk of
-some kind in New York, but none of the family had ever seen him save
-Will, who had met him once or twice, and who spoke of him as having a
-little of the Bellenger look and bearing.
-
-Then she came to New York and found her grandson Will, who was less her
-favorite than ever when she heard how sneeringly he spoke of Walter.
-From his remarks, she did not expect to meet the latter at the party,
-but she would find him next day, she said, and when he entered the room
-she was too much absorbed in her own thoughts to notice him, but when he
-passed her with Jessie she started, for there was in his face a look
-like her dead daughter.
-
-"Can it be that handsome young man is Ellen's child?" she said, and she
-waited anxiously till he appeared again.
-
-He stopped before her then, and with a beating heart she listened to
-what they called him, and then asked who he was.
-
-"It is my boy,--it is," she murmured between her quivering lips, and as
-soon as she saw that he was free she joined him, as we have seen, and
-led him to another room.
-
-For a moment she hesitated, as if uncertain what to say, then, as they
-were left alone, she began:
-
-"My conduct may seem strange to you, but I cannot help it. Twenty-five
-years ago a sweet girlish voice called me mother, and the face of her
-who called me thus was much like yours, young man. She left me one
-summer morning, and our house was like a tomb without her; but she never
-came back again, and when I saw her next she lay in her coffin. She was
-too young to be lying there, for she was scarcely twenty. She died with
-the shadow of my anger resting on her heart, for when I heard she had
-married one whom the world said was not her equal, I cast her off, I
-said she was not mine, and from that day to this the worm of remorse has
-been gnawing at my heart, for I hear continually the dying message they
-said she left for me: 'Tell mother to love my baby for the sake of the
-love she once bore me.' I didn't do it. I steeled my proud heart even
-against the little boy. But I'm yearning for him now,--yearning for that
-child to hold up my feeble hands,--to guide my trembling feet and smooth
-my pathway down into the valley which I must tread ere long."
-
-She paused, and covering her face, wept aloud. Glancing hurriedly
-around, Walter saw that no one was very near, and going up to her, he
-wound his arm round her, and whispered in her ear:
-
-"My mother's mother,--my grandmother,--I never expected this from you."
-
-Before Mrs. Bellenger could reply, footsteps were heard approaching, and
-William appeared with Jessie. He had told her of his grandmother's
-unexpected arrival that morning, and when she expressed a wish to see
-her, he started in quest of her at once. He knew that he was not a
-favorite with her, but she surely would like Jessie, and that might make
-her more lenient toward himself; so he had sought for her everywhere,
-learning at last from Mrs. Bartow that she had gone off with Walter.
-
-"Upon my word," he thought, "he has commenced his operations soon," and
-a sudden fear came over him lest Walter should be preferred to himself
-by the rich old lady.
-
-And this suspicion was not in the least diminished by the position of
-the parties when he came suddenly upon them.
-
-"He is playing his cards well," he said, involuntarily, while Jessie was
-conscious of a feeling of pleasure at seeing Walter thus acknowledged by
-his grandmother.
-
-With a tolerably good grace, Will introduced his companion, his spirits
-rising when he saw how pleasantly and kindly his grandmother received
-them both. Once, as they stood together talking, Mrs. Bellenger spoke of
-Deerwood, where her daughter was buried, and instantly over William's
-face there flitted the same uneasy look which Mrs. Reeves had seen and
-imputed to his desire to be with Charlotte.
-
-"Have you heard from Miss Howland recently?" he asked Walter, who
-replied:
-
-"I heard some three weeks since, and she was then about as usual. She is
-always feeble in the winter, though I believe they think her worse this
-season than she has ever been before."
-
-William thought of a letter received a few days before, the contents of
-which had written the look upon his face which Mrs. Reeves had noticed,
-and had prompted him to ask the question he did.
-
-"Poor Ellen!" sighed Jessie. "I fear she's not long for this world."
-
-"What did you call her?" Mrs. Bellenger asked, and Walter replied:
-
-"Ellen, my mother's namesake, and my cousin."
-
-"I shall see her," returned the lady, "for I am going to Deerwood
-by-and-by."
-
-William was going, too, but he would rather not meet his grandmother
-there, and he said to her, indifferently, as it were:
-
-"When will you go?"
-
-"In two or three weeks," she answered, and satisfied that she would not
-then interfere with him, he offered Jessie his arm a second time and
-walked away, hearing little of what was passing around him, and caring
-less, for the words "Oh, William, I am surely dying! Won't you come?"
-rang in his ears like a funeral knell.
-
-For a long time Mrs. Bellenger talked with Walter, asking him at last of
-his father, and if any news had been heard of him.
-
-"It does not matter," she said, when he replied in the negative. "I have
-outlived all that foolish pride, and love you just the same."
-
-Her words were sweet and soothing to Walter, and he did not care much
-now even if William did keep Jessie continually at his side, walking
-frequently past the door where he could see them. Once, as they passed,
-Mrs. Bellenger remarked:
-
-"Miss Graham is a beautiful young woman. Is she engaged to William?"
-
-"No, no! oh, no!" and in the voice Mrs. Bellenger learned all she wished
-to know.
-
-"Pardon me," she continued, taking Walter's hand, "pardon the liberty,
-but you love Jessie Graham," and her mild eyes look gently into his.
-
-"Hopelessly," he answered, and his grandmother rejoined:
-
-"Not hopelessly, my child; for as one woman can read another, so I saw
-upon her face that which told me she cared only for you. Be patient and
-wait," and with another pleasant smile she arose, saying to him,
-laughingly: "I am going to acknowledge you now. You say they do not know
-that my blood is flowing in your veins," and she passed again into the
-crowd, who fell back at her approach, for by this time every body knew
-who she was, and numerous were the surmises as to what kept her so long
-with young Marshall.
-
-The matter was soon explained, for she only needed to say to those about
-her, "This is my grandson,--my daughter Ellen's child," for the news to
-spread rapidly, reaching at last to Mrs. Reeves, still seated on her
-throne. Greatly she wondered how it could be, and why William had not
-told her before; then, as she remembered her investigations with regard
-to the Bellengers, she added what was wanting to complete the tale,
-leaving out the robbery, and merely saying that Mr. Marshall's poverty
-had been the chief objection to his marriage with Miss Ellen Bellenger.
-This she did because she knew that, with his grandmother for a prop,
-Walter could not be trampled down, and she meant to be the first to hold
-him up.
-
-In the midst of a group of ladies, to whom she was enumerating Jessie's
-many virtues, Mrs. Bartow heard the news, and answered very carelessly:
-
-"Why, I knew that long ago. Mr. Marshall is a fine young man," and as
-she spoke, she wondered if he would share with William in his
-grandmother's property.
-
-"Even if he does," she thought, "William will have the most, for his
-father is very wealthy,--then there is the name of Bellenger, which is
-something," and having thus balanced the two, and found the heavier
-weight in William's favor, she looked after him, as he led Jessie away
-to the dancing-room, with a most benignant expression, particularly as
-she saw that Mrs. Reeves was looking at him too.
-
-"I wonder what she thinks now about his wishing to be with Charlotte?"
-she thought, and she longed for the moment when she could pay the lady
-for her ill-natured remarks.
-
-By this time Mrs. Bellenger had returned to her seat by Mrs. Reeves, and
-thinking this a favorable opportunity, Mrs. Bartow took her stand near
-them and began:
-
-"By the way, Mrs. Reeves, did you ever know any one in Leicester,
-Massachusetts, by the name of Marshall--Debby Marshall, I mean?"
-
-Mrs. Reeves started, with a look upon her face as if that which she had
-long feared and greatly dreaded had come upon her at last. Then,
-resuming her composure, she repeated the name:
-
-"Debby Marshall?--Debby Marshall? I certainly do not number her among my
-acquaintances."
-
-"I knew it must be a mistake," returned Mrs. Bartow, "particularly as
-she was malicious enough to say that your father was a tin peddler."
-
-"A tin peddler!" gasped Mrs. Reeves, making a furious attack upon her
-smelling salts. "I believe I'm going to faint. The idea! It's perfectly
-preposterous! Where is this mischief-maker?" and the black eyes flashed
-round the room, as if in search of the offending Aunt Debby.
-
-"Pray don't distress yourself," said the delighted Mrs. Bartow. "Of
-course it isn't true, and if it were, it's safe with me. I met this
-woman last summer in Deerwood, when I went down for Jessie. I chanced to
-mention your name, as I frequently do when away from you, and this
-Debby, who is an old maid, seventy at least, said she used to know a
-factory girl,--Charlotty Ann Gregory, of about her age, who married a
-man by the name of Reeves, a storekeeper, she called him. It's a
-remarkable coincidence, isn't it, that there should be two Charlotte Ann
-Gregorys, with sister Lizzies, and that both should marry merchants of
-the same name and come to New York. But nothing is strange now-a-days,
-so don't let it worry you. This old Debby is famous for knowing
-everybody's history."
-
-Like a drowning man, Mrs. Reeves caught at this last remark. If Debby
-Marshall knew everybody's history, she of course knew Mrs. Bartow's, and
-the disconcerted lady hastened to ask:
-
-"Where did you say she lived?"
-
-"In Deerwood, with her brother, Deacon Amos Marshall, about half a mile
-from the village," returned the unsuspecting Mrs. Bartow.
-
-Silently Mrs. Reeves wrote the information upon the tablets of her
-memory, and then, in a low voice of entreaty, said to her friend:
-
-"You know it is all false, as well as you know that there are, in this
-city, envious people who would delight in just such scandal, and I trust
-you will not repeat it."
-
-"Certainly,--certainly," said Mrs. Bartow, but whether the certainly
-were affirmative or negative was doubtful.
-
-Mrs. Reeves accepted the latter, and then turned to Mrs. Bellenger to
-remove from her mind any unpleasant impression she might have received.
-This, however, was wholly unnecessary, for Mrs. Bellenger was too much
-absorbed in her own reflections to hear what Mrs. Bartow had been
-saying, and to Mrs. Reeves' remark, "I trust you do not credit the
-ridiculous story," she answered:
-
-"What story? I heard nothing."
-
-Thus relieved in that quarter, Mrs. Reeves became rather more composed,
-and for the remainder of the evening addressed Mrs. Bartow as "my dear,"
-complimenting her once or twice upon her youthful looks, and saying
-several flattering things of Jessie.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.--A RETROSPECT.
-
-
-The flowers in the garden and the leaves on the trees were withered and
-dead. The luxuriant hop-vine, which grew about the farm-house door, had
-yielded its bountiful store, and loosened from its summer fastening
-trailed upon the ground. The cows no longer fed among the hills, the
-winter stores had been gathered in, there was a thin coating of ice upon
-the pond, and a dark, cold mist upon the mountain. There was a pallid
-hue upon Ellen's cheek, and a look of strange unrest in her eyes as day
-after day, all through the autumn time, she watched for the coming of
-one who had said, "I will be with you when the forest casts its leaf."
-
-The time appointed had come, and the brown leaves were "heaped in the
-hollow of the wood" or tossed by the autumn wind, and the pain in
-Ellen's heart grew heavier to bear, as morning after morning she said:
-
-"He will come to-day," and night after night she wept at his delay.
-
-But there came a day at last, a bright November day, when she saw him in
-the distance, and with a cry of joy she buried her face in the pillows
-of the lounge, saying to her mother:
-
-"I am faint and sick."
-
-She lay very white and still, while kind Aunt Debby chafed her clammy
-hands, and when they said to her, "Mr. Bellenger is here," she simply
-answered, "Is he?" for she had never told them that she expected him.
-
-He said he was passing through the town, and for old acquaintance sake
-had stopped over one train, and the unsuspecting family believed it all,
-and when he said that Ellen stayed too much indoors, that a ride would
-do her good, they offered no remonstrance, but wrapping her up in warm
-shawls sent her out with him upon the mountain, where he told her how,
-through all the dreary months of his absence, one face alone had shone
-on him, one voice had sounded in his ear, and that the voice which now
-said to him so mournfully:
-
-"I almost feared you had forgotten me, and it seemed so dreadful after
-all were gone, Walter, Jessie, and everybody. Forgive me, William, but
-when I remembered Jessie's sparkling beauty and knew she was a belle, I
-feared you would not come."
-
-William Bellenger was conscious of a pang, for he knew how terribly he
-was deceiving the trusting girl sitting there upon the rock beside him,
-the color coming and going upon her marble cheek, and a tear dimming the
-luster of her eyes. On his way thither he had resolved to rouse her from
-the dream, to tell her she must forget him, but when he looked upon her
-unearthly beauty, and saw how she clung to him, he could not do it. So
-when she spoke of Jessie as one who might rival her, he said:
-
-"Yes, Miss Graham is charming, but believe me, Nellie, I can love but
-one, and that one you."
-
-The bright round spot deepened on her cheek, and William felt for an
-instant that had he the means, he would bear the poor invalid away to a
-sunnier clime, and by his tender care nurse her back to health. But he
-had not. There were bills on bills which he could not pay. His father,
-too, was straitened, for old Mr. Bellenger had left his entire fortune
-by will to his wife, who had refused to sanction the reckless
-extravagance of her son's family. A rich bride, then, must cancel
-William's debts, and as Ellen was not rich, he dared not talk to her of
-marriage, but whispered only of the love he felt for her. And Ellen grew
-faint and chill listening to this idle mockery, for the November wind
-blew cold upon the bleak mountain side. It was in vain that William
-wrapped both shawl and arm about her, hugging her closer to him until
-her golden hair rested on his bosom. He could not make her warm, and at
-last he took her home, telling her by the way that he would come again
-ere long and stay with her a week.
-
-"I will explain to your mother then," he said, "and until that time
-you'd better say nothing of the matter, lest it should reach the ears of
-my proud family. I would write to you, but that would create surprise.
-So you'll have to be content with knowing that I do most truly love
-you."
-
-And Ellen tried to be content, though after he was gone she cried
-herself to sleep, and for a time forgot her wretchedness. She had taken
-a severe cold upon the mountain, and for many weeks she stayed indoors,
-thinking through all the long winter evenings of William, and wishing he
-would come again, or send her some message.
-
-At last, as her desire to see him grew stronger, she resolved to write
-and bid him come, for she was dying.
-
-"I know that it is so," she wrote. "I see it in the faces of my friends,
-I hear it in my mother's voice, I feel it in my failing strength. Yes, I
-am surely dying, won't you come? It is but a little thing for you, and
-it will do me so much good. Do you really love me, William? I have
-sometimes feared you didn't as I loved you. I sometimes thought you
-might be glad when the grass was growing on my grave, because you then
-would have no dread lest your proud relatives should know how you paused
-a moment to look at the frail blossom fading by the wayside. If it is
-so, William, don't tell it to me now; let me die believing that you
-really do love me. Come and tell me so once more, let me hear your voice
-again; then when I am dead, and they go to lay me down in the very spot
-where you found me sleeping that summer afternoon, you needn't join the
-mourners, for the world might ask why you were there. But when I'm
-buried, William, and the candles are lighted in my dear old home, then
-go alone where Nellie lies. It will make you a better man to pray above
-my grave, and if you know in your secret heart that you have been
-deceiving me, God will forgive you then. I am growing tired, William,
-there's a blur before my eyes and I cannot see. Come quickly, William,
-do."
-
-This letter Ellen carried to the office herself, for she sometimes rode
-as far as the village with her grandfather, and thus none of the family
-knew that it was sent, or guessed why, for many days, her face grew
-brighter with a joyous, expectant look, which Aunt Debby said "came
-straight from Heaven." The letter reached William just as he was
-dressing for Charlotte Reeves' party, and tearing open the envelope, he
-read it with dim eye and quivering lip, for the writer had a stronger
-hold on his affections than he had at first supposed.
-
-"I will go and see her," he said to himself, "though I can carry her no
-comfort unless I fabricate some lie. Poor, darling Nellie! It will not
-be a falsehood to tell her that I love her best of all the world, even
-though I cannot make her my wife. Perhaps she don't expect me to do
-that," and crushing into his pocket the letter, stained with Nellie's
-tears and his, he went, as we have seen, to the house of festivity,
-mingling in the gay scene, and letting no opportunity pass for showing
-to those around that Jessie Graham was the chosen one, though all the
-while his thoughts were away in Deerwood, where the dying Nellie waited
-so anxiously his coming, and whither in a few days he went, taking care
-to say to Jessie that he was going into the country, and might possibly
-visit the farm-house before he returned.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.--NELLIE.
-
-
-The winter sun was setting, and its fading light fell upon the golden
-hair and white, beautiful face of Nellie, who lay upon the lounge in the
-room where Walter's mother died, and which Jessie now called hers. She
-was weaker than usual, and the hectic spot upon her cheek was larger and
-brighter, while her eyes shone like diamonds as she looked wistfully in
-the direction of the village, where the smoke of the New York train was
-slowly dying away.
-
-"Mother," she said at last, "isn't the omnibus coming over the hill?"
-
-"Yes," Mrs. Howland answered. "Possibly it is Walter, though I did not
-tell him in my last how weak you are, as you know you bade me not, lest
-he should be unnecessarily alarmed."
-
-Ellen knew it was not Walter, and the spot on her cheek was almost a
-blood-red hue when she heard the dear familiar voice, and knew that
-William had come.
-
-"Mother," she said faintly, "it's Mr. Bellenger, and you must let me see
-him alone,--all the evening alone;--will you? It's right," she
-continued, as she met her mother's look of inquiry. "I'll explain it,
-perhaps, when he's gone."
-
-In an instant the truth flashed upon Mrs. Howland, bringing with it a
-feeling of gratified pride that the elegant William Bellenger had
-condescended to think of her child. She did not know the whole. She
-could not guess how thoroughly selfish was the man who was deliberately
-breaking her daughter's heart, or she would not have left them to
-themselves that long winter evening, saying to her father and Aunt
-Debby, when they questioned the propriety of the proceeding:
-
-"He wants to tell her of Walter and Jessie, I suppose, and the fine
-times they have in the city."
-
-This satisfied Aunt Debby, but the deacon was not quite at ease, and
-more than once after finishing his fourth pipe, he started to join them,
-but was as often kept back by some well-timed remark addressed to him by
-Mrs. Howland; and so William was left undisturbed while he poured again
-into Ellen's ear the story of his love, telling her how inexpressibly
-dear she was to him, and that but for circumstances which he could not
-control, he would prove his assertion true by making her at once his
-wife. Then the long eyelashes drooped beneath their weight of tears, for
-there flitted across Ellen's mind a vague consciousness that if these
-circumstances existed when he first talked to her of love, he had done
-very wrong. Still she could not accuse him even in thought, and she
-hastened to say:
-
-"I don't know as I really ever supposed that you wished me to be your
-wife; and if I did it don't matter now, for I am going to die; death has
-a prior claim, and I never can be yours."
-
-He held her hot hand in his,--felt the rapid pulse,--saw the deep color
-on her cheek,--the unnatural luster of her eye,--and felt that she told
-him truly. And thinking that anything which he could say to comfort and
-please her would be right, he whispered:
-
-"I hope there are many years in store for you. If I should take you to
-Florida as my wife, do you think you would get well?"
-
-She had said to him that it could not be,--that death would claim her
-first, but now that he had asked her this, all the energies of life were
-roused within her, and her whole face said yes, even before the answer
-dropped from her pale lips.
-
-"Oh, William, dear, are you in earnest? Can I go?" and raising herself
-up, she wound her arms around his neck so that her head rested on his
-bosom.
-
-And William held it there, caressing the fair hair, while he battled
-with all his better nature, and tried to think of some excuse,--some
-good reason for retracting the proposition which had been received so
-differently from what he expected. He thought of it at last, and laying
-his burden gently back upon her pillow, he answered mournfully:
-
-"Forgive me, darling. In my great love for you I spoke inadvertently. I
-wish I were free to do what my heart dictates, but I am not. Listen,
-Nellie, and then you shall decide. Perhaps you have never heard that
-Jessie and I were long ago intended for each other by our parents?"
-
-William's voice trembled as he uttered this falsehood, but not one-half
-as much as did the young girl on the lounge.
-
-"No," she answered faintly; "Jessie never told me."
-
-"Some girls are not inclined to talk of those they love," said William,
-and fixing her clear blue eyes on him, Ellen asked:
-
-"Does Jessie love you, William?"
-
-"And suppose she does?" he replied; "suppose she had always been taught
-to look upon me as her future husband? Suppose that even when I first
-came here there was an understanding that, unless Jessie should prefer
-some one else, we were to be married when she was eighteen, and suppose
-that since we have been so much together as we have this winter, Jessie
-had learned to love me very much, and that my marrying another now would
-break her heart, what would you have me do? I know you must think it
-wrong in me to talk of love to you, knowing what I did, but struggle as
-I would, I could not help it. You are my ideal of a wife. I love you
-better than I do Jessie,--better than I do any one, and you shall decide
-the matter. I will leave Jessie, offend her father, and incur the
-lasting displeasure of my own family, if you say so. Think a moment,
-darling, and then tell me what to do."
-
-Had he held a knife at her heart, and a pistol at her head, bidding her
-take her choice between the two, he could scarcely have pained her more.
-Folding her hands together, she lay so still that it seemed almost like
-the stillness of death, and William once bent down to see if she were
-sleeping. But the large blue eyes turned toward him, and a faint whisper
-met his ear:
-
-"Don't disturb me. I am thinking," and as she thought the cold
-perspiration stood in the palms of her hands and about her mouth, for it
-was like tearing out her very life, deciding to give William up, and
-bidding him marry another, even though she knew she could never be his
-wife.
-
-Jessie Graham was very dear to the poor invalid, as the first and almost
-only girl friend she had ever known. Jessie had been kind to her, while
-Mr. Graham had been most kind to them all. Jessie would make William a
-far more suitable wife than she could. His proud relatives would scoff
-at her, and perhaps if she should live and marry him he might some day
-be sorry that he did not take the more brilliant Jessie. But was there
-any probability that she could live? She wished she knew, and she said
-to William:
-
-"Do people always get well if they go to Florida?"
-
-"Sometimes, darling, if the disease is not too far advanced," was the
-answer, and Ellen went back to her reflections.
-
-Her disease was too far advanced, she feared, and if she could not live,
-why should she wish to trammel William for so short a time, even if
-there were no Jessie, and would it not be better to give him up at once?
-Yes, it would, she said, and just as William began a second time to
-think she had fallen away to sleep she beckoned him to come near, and in
-a voice which sounded like the wail of a broken heart, she whispered:
-
-"I have decided, William. You must marry Jessie,--but not till I am
-dead. You'll love poor me till then, won't you?" and burying her face in
-his bosom, she sobbed bitterly. He kissed her tears away; he told her he
-would not marry Jessie, that she alone should be his wife; and when she
-answered that it must not be, that at the longest she could live but a
-short time, he felt in his villainous, selfish heart that he was glad
-she was so sensible. He had told her no lie, he thought. He had merely
-supposed a case, and she, taking it for granted, had deliberately given
-him up. He could not help himself, for had she not virtually refused
-him?
-
-By such arguments as these did the wicked man seek to quiet his guilty
-conscience, but when he saw how much it had cost the young girl to say
-what she had said, he was half tempted to undeceive her, to tell her it
-was all false, that story of himself and Jessie,--but gold was dearer to
-him than aught else on earth, and so he did not do it. He merely told
-her that so long as she lived he should love her the best, but advised
-her not to talk with Jessie on the subject, as it would only make them
-both unhappy.
-
-"You may tell your mother that I love you, but I would say nothing of
-Jessie, who might not like to have the matter talked about, as it is not
-positively settled yet, at least not enough to proclaim it to the
-world."
-
-Like a submissive child, Ellen promised compliance with all his wishes,
-and as the deacon by this time had declared "there was no sense in them
-two staying in there any longer," he appeared in the door, and thus put
-an end to the conversation.
-
-All the next day William stayed, improving every opportunity to whisper
-to Ellen of his love, but the words were almost meaningless to her now.
-She knew that she loved him; she believed that he loved her, but there
-was a barrier between them, and when at night he left her, she was so
-strangely calm that he felt a pang lest he might have lost a little of
-her love, which, in spite of his selfishness, was very dear to him.
-After he was gone, Ellen told her mother of their mutual love, which
-never could be consummated, because she must die; but she said nothing
-of Jessie, and the deluded woman, gazing on her beautiful daughter,
-prayed that she might live, and so one day grace the halls of the proud
-Bellengers. After this there often came to the farm-house dainty
-luxuries for the invalid, and though there was no name, Ellen knew who
-sent them, and smiling into her mother's face would say:
-
-"Isn't he good to me?"
-
-At last the stormy March had come, and one night a lady stood at the
-farm-house door, asking if Deacon Marshall lived there.
-
-"I have no claim upon your hospitality," she said, "but a mother has a
-right to visit her daughter's grave and the home where her daughter
-died."
-
-It was Mrs. Bellenger, but so changed from the haughty woman who years
-ago had been there, that the family could scarcely believe it was the
-same. It is true they had heard from Walter of his grandmother's
-kindness, and how the effect of that kindness was already beginning to
-be apparent in the treatment he received from those who before had
-scarcely noticed him, but they could not understand it until they saw
-the lady in their midst, affable and friendly to them all, but
-especially to poor sick Nellie, to whom she attached herself at once.
-Very rapidly each grew to liking the other. Mrs. Bellenger, because the
-gentle invalid bore her daughter's name; and Nellie, because the lady
-was William's grandmother, and sometimes spoke of him. For many days
-Mrs. Bellenger lingered, for there was something very soothing in the
-quiet of the farm-house, and very attractive about the sick girl, who
-once as they sat together alone, opened her whole heart and told the
-story of her love.
-
-"It surely is not wrong for me to confide in you," she said, "and I must
-talk of it to somebody."
-
-Mrs. Bellenger had heretofore distrusted William, but the fact that he
-had won the love of so pure a being as Ellen Howland changed her
-feelings toward him, and when the latter said, "He spoke of taking me to
-Florida," she thought at once that her money should pay the bills, and
-that she too would go and help her grandson nurse the beautiful young
-girl back to life and strength. This last she said to Ellen, who
-answered mournfully:
-
-"It cannot be, for I have given him up to Jessie, whose claim was better
-than mine," and then she repeated all that William had said to her.
-
-"It doesn't matter," she continued. "I can't live very long, and Jessie
-has been so kind to me that I want to give her something, and William is
-the most precious thing I have.
-
-"It hurt me to give him up. But it is best, even if there were no Jessie
-Graham. His parents are not like you; they might teach him in time to
-despise me, and I'd rather die now."
-
-Mrs. Bellenger turned away to hide her tears, and could William have
-seen what was in her heart,--could he have known how easily Ellen's
-wasted hand could unlock her coffers and give him the money he craved,
-the proud house of Bellenger would have mourned over a second
-_mesalliance_.
-
-For nearly two weeks Mrs. Bellenger remained in Deerwood, and then,
-promising to come again ere long, returned to the city, where rumor was
-already busy with the marriage which the world said was soon to take
-place between William Bellenger and the beautiful Miss Graham.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.--A DISCLOSURE.
-
-
-Much surprise was expressed, and a good deal of interest manifested,
-when it was known that the handsome house up-town which had recently
-been bought by a stranger it was said, and elegantly furnished, was the
-property of Mrs. Bellenger, who, not long after her return from
-Deerwood, took possession of it, and made it also the home of Walter
-Marshall. The latter was now courted and admired as a most "delightful
-young man," and probably the principal heir of the rich old lady, who
-did not hesitate to show how greatly she preferred him to her other
-grandson, William. Even Mrs. Reeves was especially gracious to him now,
-saying she believed him quite as good a match as Mr. Bellenger, who was
-welcome to Jessie Graham if he wanted her. And it would seem that he
-did, for almost every evening found him at her side, while Walter
-frequently met them in the street, or heard of them at various places of
-amusement.
-
-Still Jessie was very kind to him whenever he called upon her, unless
-William chanced to be present, and then she seemed to take delight in
-annoying him, by devoting herself almost entirely to one whom he at last
-believed was really his rival. This opinion he expressed one day to his
-grandmother, who had come to the same conclusion, and who as gently as
-possible repeated to him all that Ellen had told her. It was the first
-intimation Walter had received that William Bellenger had pretended to
-care for his cousin, and it affected him deeply.
-
-"The wretch!" he exclaimed. "He won Ellen's love only to cast it from
-him at his will, for he never thought of making her his wife."
-
-Then, as his own gloomy future arose before him, he groaned aloud, for
-he never knew before how dear Jessie was to him.
-
-"It may not be so," his grandmother said, laying her hand upon his head.
-"I cannot quite think Jessie would prefer him to you, and she has known
-you always, too. Suppose you talk with her upon the subject. It will not
-make the matter worse."
-
-"Grandmother," said Walter, "I have promised never to speak of love to
-Jessie Graham until I am freed from the taint my father's misfortune has
-fastened upon my name, and as there is no hope that this will ever be, I
-must live on and see her given to another. Were my rival anybody but
-William, I could bear it better, for I want Jessie to be happy, and I
-believe him to be--a villain, and I would far rather that Jessie would
-die than be his bride."
-
-Walter was very much excited, and as the atmosphere of the room seemed
-oppressive, he seized his hat and rushed out into the street, meeting by
-the way William and Jessie. They were walking very slowly, and
-apparently so absorbed with themselves, that neither observed him till
-just as he was passing, when Jessie looked up and called after him:
-
-"Are you never coming to see me again?"
-
-"I don't know,--perhaps not," was the cool answer, and Walter hastened
-on, while William, who never let an opportunity pass for a sly
-insinuation against his cousin, asked Jessie if she had not observed how
-consequential Walter had grown since his grandmother took him up and
-pushed him into society. "Everybody is laughing about it," said he, "but
-that is the way with people of his class. They cannot bear prosperity."
-
-"I think Walter has too much good sense," Jessie replied, "to be lifted
-up by the attentions of those who used to slight him, but who notice him
-now just because Mrs. Bellenger likes him. There's Mrs. Reeves, for
-instance,--it's perfectly sickening to hear her talk about 'dear Mr.
-Marshall,' when she used to speak of him as 'that poor young man in Mr.
-Graham's employ.' Charlotte always liked him."
-
-This last was not very agreeable to Will, for in case he failed to
-secure Jessie, Charlotte was his next choice.
-
-Money he must have, and soon too, for there was a heavy burden on his
-mind, and unless that burden was lifted disgrace was sure to follow.
-Twice recently he had written to his father for money and received the
-same answer:
-
-"I have nothing for you; go to your grandmother, who has plenty."
-
-Once he had asked Mrs. Bellenger for a hundred dollars; but she had said
-that "a young man in perfect health ought to have some occupation, and
-as he had none he had no right to live as expensively as he did."
-
-Several times he had borrowed of Walter, making an excuse that he had
-forgotten his purse, or "that the old man's remittances had not come,"
-but never remembering to pay or mention it again. In this state of
-affairs it was quite natural that he should be looking about for
-something to ease his mind and fill his pocket at the same time. A rich
-wife could do this, and as Jessie and Charlotte both were rich, one of
-them must come to the rescue. Jessie's remark about Charlotte disturbed
-him, and as he had not of late paid her much attention, he resolved to
-call upon her as soon as he had seen Jessie to her own door.
-
-Meanwhile Walter had gone to his office, where he found upon the desk a
-letter in his grandfather's handwriting, and hastily breaking the seal,
-he read, that he must come quickly if he would see his cousin alive. The
-letter inclosed a note for Jessie, and Walter was requested to give it
-to her so that she might come with him.
-
-"Poor Ellen talks of Jessie and Mrs. Bellenger all the time," the deacon
-wrote, "and perhaps your grandmother would not mind coming too. She
-seemed to take kindly to the child."
-
-Not a word was said of William, for Ellen would not allow her mother to
-send for him.
-
-"It would only make him feel badly," she said, "and I would save him
-from unnecessary pain." So she hushed her longing to see him again and
-asked only for Jessie.
-
-"I will go to-morrow morning," Walter thought, and as Mr. Graham was
-absent for a day or two he was thinking of taking the note to Jessie
-himself, when William came suddenly upon him.
-
-"Well, old fellow," said he, "what's up now? Your face is long as a
-gravestone."
-
-"Ellen is dying," returned Walter, "and they have sent for me."
-
-"Ellen dying!" and the man, who a moment before had spoken so jeeringly,
-staggered into a chair as if smitten by a heavy blow.
-
-"I did not suppose he cared so much for her," thought Walter, and in a
-kinder tone he told what he knew, and passing William the note intended
-for Jessie, he bade him take it to her that night, and tell her to meet
-him at the depot in the morning. "And William," said Walter, fixing his
-eye earnestly upon his cousin, "what message shall I take to Ellen for
-you? or will you go too?"
-
-For a moment William hesitated, while his better nature battled with his
-worse, urging him to give up the game at which he was playing, and
-comfort the dying girl he had so cruelly deceived, and acknowledge to
-the world how dear she was to him; then, as another frightful thought
-intruded itself upon him, he murmured, "I can't, I can't," and with that
-resolution he sealed his future destiny. "No, I cannot go," he said, and
-thrusting the note into his pocket went out into the open air, a harder
-man, if possible, than he had been before. "Jessie must not go to
-Deerwood if I can prevent it," he thought to himself. "Nellie may tell
-her all, and that would be fatal to my plans."
-
-So he resolved not to call at Mr. Graham's that night, and in case an
-explanation should afterward be necessary, he would say that he had sent
-the note by a boy, who, of course, had neglected to deliver it.
-
-Accordingly the next morning Walter and his grandmother waited
-impatiently for Jessie at the depot, and then, when they found she was
-not coming, took their seats in the cars with heavy hearts, for both
-knew how terrible would be the disappointment to Ellen, who loved Jessie
-Graham better almost than herself.
-
- ----
-
-"Where's Jessie? Didn't I hear her voice in the other room?" the sick
-girl asked, when, one after the other, Mrs. Bellenger and Walter bent
-over her pillow and kissed her wasted face.
-
-"She isn't here," said Walter, and the color faded from Ellen's face as
-she replied:
-
-"Isn't here? Where is she, Walter?"
-
-He answered that he did not see her himself, but had sent the message by
-William, and at the mention of his name the blood came surging back to
-the pallid cheeks.
-
-"William would carry the note, I know," she said, "and why does she stay
-away when I want so much to see her before I die?" And turning her face
-to the wall, she wept silently over her friend's apparent neglect.
-
-"Walter," said Mrs. Bellenger, drawing him aside, "it may be possible
-there is some mistake, and Jessie does not know. Suppose you telegraph
-to her father and be sure."
-
-Walter immediately acted upon this suggestion, and that evening as
-Jessie sat listlessly drumming her piano, wondering why Walter seemed so
-changed, and wishing somebody would come, she received the telegram, and
-with feverish impatience waited for the morning, when she set off for
-Deerwood, where she was hailed with rapture by Ellen, who could now only
-whisper her delight and press the hands of her early friend.
-
-"Why didn't you come with Walter?" she asked, and Jessie replied:
-
-"How could I, when I knew nothing of his coming?"
-
-"Didn't William give you a note?" asked Walter, who was standing near,
-and upon Jessie's replying that she had neither seen nor heard from
-William, a sudden suspicion crossed his mind that the message had
-purposely been withheld.
-
-No such thought, however, intruded itself upon Ellen; the neglect was
-not intentional, she was sure; and in her joy at having Jessie with her
-at last, she forgot her earlier disappointment. Earnestly and lovingly
-she looked up into Jessie's bright, glowing face, and, pushing back her
-short black curls, whispered:
-
-"Darling Jessie, I am glad you are so beautiful, so good."
-
-And Jessie, listening to these oft-repeated words did not dream of the
-pure, unselfish love which prompted them.
-
-If Jessie were beautiful and good, she would make the life of William
-Bellenger happier than if she were otherwise; and this was all that
-Ellen asked or wished.
-
-Hidden away in a little rosewood box, which Jessie had given her, was a
-blurred and blotted letter, which she had written at intervals, as her
-failing strength would permit. It was her farewell to William, and she
-would trust it to no messenger but Jessie.
-
-"Tell them all to go out," she said, as the shadows stretched farther
-and farther across the floor, and she knew it was growing late. "Tell
-them to leave us together once more, just as we used to be."
-
-Her request was granted, and then laying her hand upon her pillow, she
-said:
-
-"Lie down beside me, Jessie, and put your arms around my neck while I
-tell you how I love you. It wasn't my way to talk much, Jessie, and when
-you used to say so often that I was very dear to you, I only kissed you
-back, and did not tell you how full my heart was of love. Dear Jessie,
-don't cry. What makes you? Are you sorry I am going to die?"
-
-A passionate hug was Jessie's answer, and Ellen continued:
-
-"It's right, darling, that I should go, for neither of us could be quite
-happy in knowing that another shared the love we coveted for ourselves.
-Forgive me, Jessie, I never meant to interfere, and when I'm dead, you
-won't let it cast a shadow between you that he loved me a little, too."
-
-"I do not understand you," said Jessie, "I love nobody but father,--no
-man, I mean.
-
-"Oh, Jessie, don't profess to be ignorant of my meaning," said Ellen.
-"It may be wrong for me to speak of it, but at the very last, I cannot
-forbear telling you how willingly I gave William up to you."
-
-"_William!_" Jessie exclaimed. "I never loved William Bellenger,--never
-_could_ love him. What do you mean!"
-
-There was no color in Ellen's face, and she trembled in every limb, as
-she answered, faintly:
-
-"You wouldn't tell me a lie when I am dying?"
-
-"No, darling, no," and passing her arm around the sick girl, Jessie
-raised her up, and continued, "explain to me, will you? for I do not
-comprehend."
-
-Then as briefly as possible Nellie told the story of her love, and how
-William had said that Jessie stood between them.
-
-"If it is not so," she gasped, "if he has deceived me, don't tell me. I
-could not endure losing faith in him. Don't, don't," she continued,
-entreatingly, as Jessie cried indignantly:
-
-"It is false,--false as his own black heart! There is no understanding
-between our parents. I never thought of loving him. I hate him now, the
-monster. And you are dying for me, Nellie, but he killed you, the
-wretch!"
-
-Jessie paused, for there was something in Nellie's face which awed her
-into silence. It was as white as ashes, and Jessie never forgot its
-grieved, heart-broken expression, or the spasmodic quivering of the
-lips, which uttered no complaint against the perfidious man, but
-whispered faintly:
-
-"Bring me my little box, and bring the candle, too."
-
-Both were brought, and taking out the letter so deeply freighted with
-her love, the sick girl held it in the blaze, watching it as it
-blackened and charred, and dropped upon the floor.
-
-"With that I burned up my very heart," she said, and a cold smile curled
-her lips. "The pain is over now. I do not feel it any more."
-
-Then, taking a pencil and a tiny sheet of note paper from the box, she
-wrote:
-
-"Heaven forgive you, William. Pray for pardon at my grave. You have much
-need to pray."
-
-Passing it to Jessie, she said:
-
-"Give this to William when I am dead; and now draw the covering closer
-over me, for I am growing cold and sleepy."
-
-Jessie folded the blanket about her shoulders and chest, and then sat
-down beside her, while the family, hearing no sound, stole softly across
-the threshold into the room where the May moonshine lay; where the
-candle burned dimly on the table, and where the light of a young life
-flickered and faded with each tick of the tall old clock, which in the
-kitchen without could be distinctly heard measuring off the time.
-
-Fainter and fainter, dimmer and dimmer, grew the light, until at last,
-as the swinging pendulum beat the hour of midnight, it went out forever,
-and the moon-beams fell on the golden hair and white face of the
-beautiful dead.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.--THE NIGHT AFTER THE BURIAL.
-
-
-Down the lane, over the rustic bridge beneath the shadow of the tasseled
-pines and up the grassy hillside, where the headstones of the dead
-gleamed in the warm sunlight, the long procession wended its way, and
-the fair May blossoms were upturned, and the moist earth thrown out to
-make room for the fair sleeper, thus early gone to rest.
-
-Then back again, down the grassy hillside, under the tasseled pines, and
-up the winding lane the mourners came, and all the afternoon the
-villagers talked of the beautiful girl,--but in the home she had left so
-desolate, her name was not once mentioned. They could not speak of her
-yet, and so the mother sat in her lonely room, rocking to and fro, just
-as she used to do when there was pillowed on her breast the golden head,
-now lying across the fields, where the dim eyes of the deacon wandered
-often, as the old man whispered to himself.
-
-"One grave more, and one chair less. Our store grows fast in Heaven."
-
-For once Aunt Debby forgot to knit, and the kitten rolled the ball at
-pleasure, pausing sometimes in her play, and looking up in Jessie's
-face, as if to ask her the reason of its unwonted sadness, and why the
-hug and squeeze had been so long omitted.
-
-To Walter, Ellen had been like a sister, and he went away to weep alone,
-while Mrs. Bellenger, not wishing to intrude on any one, withdrew to the
-quiet garden, and so the dreary afternoon went by, and when the sun was
-set and the moon was shining on the floor of the little portico the
-family assembled there, and drawing a little stool to the deacon's side
-Jessie laid her bright head on his knee.
-
-The moonlight fell softly on her upturned face, heightening its dark,
-rich beauty, and Walter was gazing admiringly upon her, when a sound in
-the distance caught his ear, and arrested the attention of all.
-
-It was the sound of horse's feet, and as the sharp hoofs struck the
-earth with a rapidity which told how swiftly the rider came, Jessie's
-heart beat faster with a feeling that she knew who the rider was. He
-passed them with averted face, and they heard the clatter of the iron
-shoes, as the steed dashed down the lane, over the rustic bridge, and up
-the grassy hillside.
-
-Jessie had not told the family the story which broke poor Nellie's
-heart, for she would not inflict an unnecessary pang upon the mother, or
-the grandfather, but she wanted Walter to know it, and as the sound of
-the horse's feet died away in the distance, she said to him:
-
-"Will you walk with me, Walter? It is so light and pleasant."
-
-It seemed a strange request to him, but he complied with it, and as if
-by mutual consent, the two went together, toward the grave, whither
-another had preceded them.
-
-In the city William had heard of the telegram sent to Jessie, and with a
-feeling of restless impatience, he at last took the cars, as far as the
-town adjoining Deerwood, where he stopped and heard of Ellen's death. He
-heard, too, that she was buried that very afternoon, and his pulses
-quickened with a painful throb, as as he heard the landlord's daughter,
-who had attended the funeral, telling her mother how beautiful the young
-girl was, all covered with flowers, and how Miss Graham from New York
-cried when she bent over the coffin.
-
-He would see her grave, he said, he would kiss the earth which covered
-her, and so when the "candle was lighted in her dear old home," he came,
-a weary, wretched man, and stood by the little mound. He had almost felt
-that he should find her there, just as she was that August afternoon,
-when she lay sleeping with the withered roses drooping on her face.
-
-She had told him of this hour, and bidden him pray when he stood so near
-to her, but he could not, and he only murmured through his tears:
-
-"Poor Nellie. She deserved a better fate. I wish I had never crossed her
-path."
-
-There were voices in the distance, and not caring to be found there, he
-knelt by the pile of earth, and burying his face in the dust, said
-aloud:
-
-"I wish that I were dead and happy as you are, little Snow Drop," then
-leaving the inclosure, he mounted his horse, and rode rapidly off, just
-as Walter and Jessie came up on the opposite side.
-
-"That was William Bellenger," Jessie cried. "I thought so when he passed
-the house, and I wanted so much to see him here by Ellen's grave."
-
-"William Bellenger," Walter repeated. "Do you know why he was here?"
-
-"Yes, I do," Jessie answered, "and I wanted to reproach him with it.
-Walter, William Bellenger is a villain!
-
-"Sit down with me," she continued, "here, beside your mother's grave,
-and Nellie's, and listen while I repeat to you what Nellie told me just
-before she died."
-
-He obeyed, and in a voice of mingled sorrow and resentment, Jessie told
-him of the falsehood which had been imposed upon the gentle girl lying
-there so near them.
-
-It would be impossible to describe Walter's anger and disgust, as he
-listened to the story of Ellen's wrongs.
-
-"The wretch! He killed her!" he exclaimed, "killed her through love for
-him, and her unselfish devotion to you."
-
-"But he _did_ love her," interposed Jessie, "or he had never been here
-to-night."
-
-Walter could not comprehend a love like this. It was not what he felt
-for the dark-haired girl at his side, and in his joy at finding that
-she, too, thoroughly despised one whom he had feared might be his rival,
-he came near telling her so, but he remembered in time the promise made
-to Mrs. Bartow, and merely said:
-
-"Forgive me, Jessie. I have fancied you loved this rascally fellow, and
-it made me very unhappy, for I knew he was unworthy."
-
-"Are you not sometimes unreasonably suspicious of me?" Jessie asked, and
-Walter replied:
-
-"If I am, it is because,--because,--I would have my sister happy, and
-now that Nellie is dead, you are all I have to love."
-
-It surely was not wrong for him to say so much, he thought, and Jessie
-must have thought so too, for impulsively laying her hand in his, she
-looked up into his face and answered:
-
-"There must never be another cloud between us."
-
-For a long time they sat together among the graves, and then, as it was
-growing late, they retraced their steps toward the farm-house, where
-only Mrs. Bellenger was waiting for them, the others having retired to
-rest.
-
-To her, with Jessie's consent, Walter told what he had heard, but not
-till Jessie had left them for the night. Covering her face with her
-hands, Mrs. Bellenger groaned aloud at this fresh proof of William's
-perfidy.
-
-"There is one comfort, however," she said, at last, "Jessie is not bound
-to him," and she spoke hopefully to Walter of his future.
-
-"It may be," he said, "but my father must first be proved innocent. I am
-going to find him, too," and then he told his grandmother that Mr.
-Graham had long contemplated sending him to California on business
-connected with the firm. "Next September is the time appointed for me to
-go, and something tells me that I shall find my father in my travels."
-
-Then he told her that if he could arrange it, he should spend several
-weeks at home, as the family were now so lonely, and as Mrs. Bellenger
-was herself, ere long, going to Boston, she offered no remonstrance to
-the plan.
-
-The moon by this time had reached a point high up in the heavens, and
-bidding him good night she left him sitting there alone, dreaming bright
-dreams of the future, when the little hand which not long ago had crept
-of its own accord into his own, should be his indeed. But what if it
-should never be proved that his father was innocent? Could he keep his
-promise forever? He dared not answer this, but there swept over him
-again, as it had done many times of late, the belief that ere a year had
-passed, Seth Marshall would stand before the world an honored and
-respected man. Until that time he was willing to wait, he said, and the
-moon had long since passed the zenith and was shining through the
-western window into the room where Jessie Graham lay sleeping ere he
-left his seat beneath the vines and sought his pillow to realize in
-dreamland the happiness in store for him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.--A CRISIS.
-
-
-The next morning, Mrs. Bellenger, Jessie and Walter returned to the
-city, the latter promising his family that he would if possible obtain
-leave of absence from his business for several weeks, and be with them
-in the first stages of their bereavement.
-
-To this plan Mr. Graham made no objection, and without seeing William,
-who chanced to be out of the city, Walter went back to Deerwood, while
-his grandmother also started on her projected visit to Boston.
-
-Lonely indeed was Walter's life at the farm-house, and not even the
-cheering letters of Mr. Graham, which always contained a pleasant
-message from Jessie, had the power to enliven his solitude. He had
-tasted of the busy world, and a life of inactivity could not satisfy him
-now. So he wrote at last to Mr. Graham, asking why he could not start at
-once for California, instead of waiting until September.
-
-With a father's ready tact, Mr. Graham understood exactly the nature of
-Walter's feelings toward his daughter, and as Mrs. Bartow had told him
-of the young man's promise, he watched him narrowly to see how well it
-would be kept.
-
-"He is a noble fellow," he thought, "and he shall not wait for what may
-never be. I am sure Jessie loves him quite as much as he does her, and I
-will bring them together in my own way, and when September comes he
-shall not go to California alone;" so in reply to Walter's letter, he
-wrote: "You can go at once if you like, though I have in mind a pleasant
-surprise if you will wait until autumn," and as he wrote his own heart
-grew young and warm again, with fancying Walter's joy when he should say
-to him, "I know your secret, and you need not wait. Jessie loves you.
-Take her and be happy."
-
-And as thoughts of his own daughter's possible bridal suggested to him
-another, he dipped his pen a second time, and added as a postscript:
-
-"There is a rumor of a marriage to take place before long, and Jessie, I
-dare say, will wish you to be present, so perhaps you'd better wait."
-
-Over the postscript Walter lingered long and anxiously. Was Jessie to be
-the bride? It would seem so, and yet there was madness in the thought.
-Once he resolved to go and see, and this he would perhaps have done had
-not the next mail brought him a confirmation of his fears. It was from
-his cousin, and read as follows:
-
- "_Dear Walt_:--You will be greatly surprised, I dare say, to
- hear that I have caught the bird at last, and the tenth of July,
- at eleven A. M., will see us one. It is sudden, I know; but all
- the better for that. She wanted to wait until fall and have a
- grand smash-up, but I, with her grandmother to back me, insisted
- upon its taking place immediately, and in a quiet way. We shall
- be married in church, and then go off to some watering-place.
- Her father does the handsome thing, and comes down with a cool
- 50,000 on her bridal day, but that's nothing for a millionaire.
- I'm more obliged to you, Walt, than I can well express for not
- interfering. At one time I was deuced jealous, but you behaved
- like a gentleman, and left me an open field, for which I thank
- you, and cordially invite you to the wedding.
-
- "By the way, Jessie says you know about that unfortunate affair
- with poor Nellie. Believe me, Walt, I loved that girl, and even
- now the thought of her takes my breath away; but she was too
- poor. Isn't it lucky Jessie is rich? You ought to see how
- delighted my grandmother-elect is with the match. But time
- hastens, and I must finish. Remember, July 10th, hour 11, from
- ---- Church. Adieu.
-
- "_Bill Bellenger_."
-
-For a time after reading the letter Walter sat powerless to act or
-think. Then the storm burst upon him with overwhelming fury, and he
-raved like one bereft of reason. Jessie was lost to him forever, and,
-what was worse than all, she had proved herself unworthy of esteem by
-her heartless treachery. How could she so soon forget the little grave
-on the hillside? How could she plight her faith to one whom, only a few
-weeks since, she had denounced so strongly? Was there no truth in woman?
-Were they all as false as fair? Yes, they were, he said; and he laughed
-bitterly as he thought how, hereafter, he should hate the entire sex.
-Walter was growing desperate, and, in his desperation, he resolved to
-put the width of the western hemisphere between himself and the fickle
-Jessie Graham. He could go to California now as well as later, and he
-determined to start for New York that night. So with a hurried good-by
-to his family he left them, and scarcely knowing whether he were dead or
-alive, he took the express for the city.
-
-It was morning when he reached there, and the Wall street thunder had
-already commenced. His first business was to ascertain that a vessel
-would sail that day for California,--his next to call on Mr. Graham and
-make the necessary explanations.
-
-Mr. Graham was not at the office,--he was sick, the clerk said, and as
-Walter had neither the time nor the inclination to go all the way
-up-town to find him, he sat down and wrote to him what he would have
-said.
-
-He was going to California, and the reason why he went Mr. Graham could
-perhaps divine; if not, Walter would tell him frankly that he could not
-stay in New York and see a man of William Bellenger's character married
-to the girl he loved better than he loved his life.
-
-"I understand the business on which I am going thoroughly, I believe,"
-he added in conclusion; "but if there is anything more which you wish to
-say, you can write it by the next steamer, and your directions shall be
-attended to most strictly."
-
-This letter he left for Mr. Graham, and when the night shadows fell
-again on Deerwood, where in the large old kitchen the family talked of
-him, he sat upon the upper deck, listening, with an aching heart, to the
-surging of the waves, as they dashed against his floating home.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.--EXPLANATIONS.
-
-
-After Jessie's return to the city, several days had elapsed ere she met
-with William; and when at last she did, he saw at once that there was a
-change in her demeanor,--that she was unusually reserved; but this he
-hoped might arise from the sad scene through which she had recently
-passed, and as he was fast nearing a point when something must be done,
-he resolved upon a decisive step.
-
-His attentions to Jessie must have prepared her for a proposal, he
-thought, and as it would be better for him to know his fate at once, so
-that in case she refused him, he could look elsewhere for aid, he
-determined to improve the present opportunity, which, so far as outward
-circumstances were concerned, seemed propitious.
-
-Mr. Graham was away, and Mrs. Bartow kindly absented herself from the
-room, as was her custom when William was present. The night was rainy,
-too, and they would not be liable to interruption. Accordingly when
-Jessie spoke to him of Nellie's death, and gave him the note which had
-been entrusted to her, he drew his chair to her side, and, after a few
-preliminary coughs, plunged at once into business, and made her a formal
-offer of himself, saying that he knew he was very faulty, but she could
-mould him as she pleased, and make him a good and useful man.
-
-With a cold, haughty look upon her face, Jessie Graham listened to him
-until he finished, and then said:
-
-"You astonish me more than I can express, for if you do not respect
-yourself, I hoped you had too much respect for me to offer me a hand
-reeking, as it were, with the blood of sweet Nellie Howland. I know it
-all,--know the lie you imposed upon the poor, weak girl, whose only
-fault was loving you too well. And now do you think I would marry you? I
-have never seen the hour when I would have done so,--much less will I do
-it now. I despise you, William Bellenger,--despise you more than I can
-tell."
-
-She ceased speaking, but her eyes never for a moment left the white
-face, which had grown whiter as she proceeded, and which was now almost
-livid with chagrin, disappointment and rage.
-
-"I have nothing to offer which can extenuate my sin toward Nellie," he
-answered, at last, "though I did love her,--better than I love you,--but
-for certain reasons, I preferred that you should be my wife. You refuse
-me, and I know well to whom I am indebted for the good opinion you are
-pleased to entertain of me; but I warn you now, fair lady, that my
-precious cousin is no better than myself."
-
-"Hush!" interrupted Jessie. "You are not to speak of Walter in that way.
-Shall I consider our interview at an end?"
-
-She spoke with dignity, and motioned him toward the door.
-
-"Jessie," he stammered, as he started to leave the room, "I'll admit
-that I'm a wretch, but I trust that you will not think it necessary to
-repeat this to everybody."
-
-"I have no desire to injure you," she answered, and walking to the
-window she stood until she heard him leave the house; then her unwonted
-calmness gave way, and she burst into a flood of tears, sometimes
-wishing she had spoken more harshly to him, and again regretting that
-she had been harsh at all.
-
-She might have spared herself this last feeling, for at that moment the
-man she had discarded was pouring into the ear of Charlotte Reeves words
-similar to those he had breathed to her not an hour before. And
-Charlotte, knowing nothing of Nellie,--nothing of Jessie, save that the
-latter had been a dreaded rival, said _yes_ to him, on condition that
-her father's consent could be won.
-
-This last was an easy matter; for Mr. Reeves, who scarcely had an
-identity save that connected with his business, answered that in this
-thing Charlotte would do as she pleased, just as she did in everything
-else, adding in a kind of absent way:
-
-"I always intended giving her fifty thousand the day she was married,
-and after that my duty will be done."
-
-William could scarcely refrain from hugging his prospective
-father-in-law, but he wisely withheld the hug for the daughter, who,
-while he was closeted with the father, ran with the news to the
-grandmother.
-
-The next morning, as Jessie sat at her work, she was surprised at a call
-from Charlotte, who, seating herself upon the sofa began at once to
-unfold the object of her visit.
-
-"She was engaged, and Jessie could not guess to whom if she guessed a
-year."
-
-"William Bellenger," Jessie said at once, her lip curling with scorn,
-and her cheek growing slightly pale.
-
-"You wicked creature," exclaimed Charlotte, jumping up and giving her a
-squeeze. "What made you think of him? I always supposed he would marry
-you, and used to be awful jealous. Yes, it's William. He came in last
-night and as pa chanced to be home in his room, the whole thing was
-arranged at once. I wanted so badly to wait till fall, and have a grand
-affair, but William is in such a hurry, and says it will be so much
-nicer to be a bride and belle, too, at Newport or Nahant, that I gave it
-up, and we are to be married the 10th of July, and go right off. Won't
-it be fun? I'm going to employ every dressmaker in the city, that is,
-every fashionable one. Father gave me a thousand dollars this morning to
-begin my shopping with," and the thoughtless light-hearted Charlotte
-clapped her hands and danced around the room in childish delight.
-
-"Shall I tell her? Ought I to tell her?" Jessie thought, looking into
-the bright face of the young girl.
-
-Then as she remembered how really good-natured William was, and that
-after all he might make a kind husband, she resolved to throw no cloud
-over the happiness of her friend, and congratulated her as cordially as
-it was possible for her to do. But Charlotte detected the absence of
-something in her manner, and imputing it to a feeling of chagrin at
-having lost Mr. Bellenger, she soon brought her visit to a close, and
-hastened home, telling her grandmother that she believed Jessie Graham
-was terribly disappointed, for she was as white as a ghost, and could
-scarcely keep from crying.
-
-Meantime William, in a most singular state of mind, tried to play the
-part of a devoted lover to Charlotte,--avoided an interview with
-Jessie,--received quite indifferently the congratulations of his
-friends, and spent the remainder of his time in hating Walter, who, he
-believed, stood between him and Jessie Graham, just as he was sure he
-stood between him and his rich grandmother.
-
-"I'll torment him while I can," he thought. "I'll make him think for a
-time, at least, that Jessie is lost," and sitting down he wrote the
-carefully-worded letter which had sent Walter so suddenly from home.
-"There," said he, as he read it over, "he can infer what he pleases. I
-don't say it's Jessie I'm going to marry; but he can think so, if he
-likes, and I don't envy him his cogitations."
-
-William could not have devised a way of wounding Walter more deeply than
-the letter had wounded him, or of affecting Jessie more sensibly than
-she was affected, when she heard that Walter had gone to California.
-
-"Not gone!" she cried, when her father brought to her the news. "Not
-gone, without a word for me. Oh, father, it was cruel! Didn't he leave a
-message for you?"
-
-"Yes, read it if you choose," and Mr. Graham passed to her the letter
-which had greatly puzzled him.
-
-Was it possible he had been deceived? Was it Charlotte Reeves, and not
-his daughter, whom Walter Marshall loved? It would seem so, and yet he
-could not be so mistaken; Walter must have been misinformed as to the
-bride. Jessie, perhaps, could explain; and he stood watching her face as
-she read the letter.
-
-At first it turned very red, then spotted, and then, as the horrible
-truth burst upon her, it became as white as marble, and stretching out
-her arms she moaned:
-
-"Oh, father, I never thought that he loved Charlotte Reeves. I most wish
-I were dead;" and with another cry, Jessie lay sobbing in her father's
-arms. Very gently he tried to soothe her; and then, when she was better,
-laid her upon the sofa, and kneeling beside her, kissed away the tears
-which rolled down her cheeks so fast.
-
-She had betrayed her secret, or rather it had been betrayed to herself,
-and winding her arms around her father's neck, she whispered:
-
-"I didn't know that before I,--that I,--oh, father,--I guess I do love
-Walter better than I supposed; and I guess I thought that he loved me.
-You won't tell anybody, will you?" and she laid her burning cheek
-against his own.
-
-"Jessie," he said, "I have known for a long time that you loved Walter
-Marshall. Once I believed that he loved you. I believe so still. There
-is surely some mistake. I will inquire of William."
-
-Mr. Graham did not know why he should seek for an explanation from
-William Bellenger, but he could think of nothing else, and after Jessie
-was somewhat composed, he sought an interview with that young man,
-asking him if he knew of any reason why his cousin should start so
-suddenly for California, without a word from any one.
-
-"I should suppose he might have waited until after your marriage with
-_Miss Reeves_?" and Mr. Graham fixed his eyes upon Will, who colored
-slightly as he replied:
-
-"Oh, yes, I wrote to him about it, and invited him to be present."
-
-Mr. Graham was puzzled. If William wrote as he said, Walter could not
-have been deceived, and he wended his way homeward, quite uncertain how
-to act. At last, he decided that as he must write to Walter by the next
-steamer, he would take particular pains to speak of Charlotte as having
-been the bride, and this might, perhaps, bring Walter back sooner than
-was expected. Still he would not tell this to Jessie, lest she should be
-disappointed, and day after day her face grew less merry than of old,
-until at last the kind-hearted Charlotte, who watched her narrowly,
-threw her arms around her neck, and said to her, entreatingly:
-
-"What is it, Jessie? Did you love William, and does it make you so
-unhappy to have him marry me?"
-
-"No, no," and Jessie recoiled from her in horror. "I never loved William
-Bellenger,--never saw the day when I would have married him,--never, as
-I live!" and she spoke so indignantly that Charlotte, a little piqued,
-replied:
-
-"Don't scream so loud, if you didn't. I only asked you because I knew
-something had ailed you ever since I was engaged. Others notice it too;
-and, if I were you, I'd try to appear cheerful, even if I did not feel
-it."
-
-Greatly as Jessie was annoyed, she resolved to act upon this advice, for
-she would not have people think that she cared for William Bellenger. So
-she roused herself from the state of listless indifference into which
-she had fallen, and Charlotte Reeves no longer had reason to complain of
-her dullness, or non-appreciation of the bridal finery, which was so
-ostentatiously displayed, and which greatly annoyed Mrs. Bartow.
-
-This lady was secretly chagrined at what she considered Charlotte's good
-luck, and at Mrs. Reeves' evident exultation, and she took great pains
-to let the latter know that she did not care and on the whole was glad
-William was going to do so well. Jessie would never have accepted him,
-even if she had had a chance; and for the sake of dear Mrs. Bellenger
-she was pleased to think the Reeves family was so respectable. Of course
-she never did believe that ridiculous story about the tin-peddler, and
-she couldn't see who had reported it. She had been asked about it, two
-or three times, and had always told exactly how the story originated,
-and said it was not true.
-
-This speech she made in substance several times to Mrs. Reeves, when
-that lady was congratulating herself upon her granddaughter's brilliant
-prospects, and insisting that "Jessie was a year the oldest; basing her
-assertion upon the fact that she bought her camel's hair shawl so many
-years ago, and Jessie was born that very day."
-
-"And I," retorted Mrs. Bartow, "remember that my daughter Graham's
-silver tea-set was sent home the morning after Jessie was born, and that
-has the date on it, so I can't be wrong. And another thing which makes
-me sure, is that a raw country girl we had just hired insisted that it
-was tin, saying her father was a peddler, and she guessed she knew."
-
-At the mention of tin of any kind, Mrs. Reeves always seemed uneasy; and
-as Mrs. Bartow frequently took occasion to name the offensive article in
-her hearing, she resolved at last to steal a day or so from the
-excitement at home, and see if she too, could not find a weapon with
-which to fight her friend.
-
-Accordingly, one morning, when Mrs. Bartow called to tell her that
-"people said William Bellenger would drink and gamble too," she was
-informed that the lady was out of town, and so she contented herself
-with repeating the story to Charlotte, adding that she didn't believe it
-herself and she wondered why people would talk so.
-
-Charlotte wondered too, and said that those who repeated such scandal
-were quite as bad as the originators, a remark in which Mrs. Bartow
-fully concurred, saying, "if there was anything she despised it was a
-talebearer."
-
-The next day about one as she sat with Jessie in her little sewing-room,
-Mrs. Reeves was announced, and after a few preliminary remarks, began:
-
-"By the way, my dear Mrs. Bartow, I have been to Springfield, and
-remembering what you said about that woman in Deerwood, I thought I'd
-run over there and see her just to convince her that she was mistaken in
-thinking she ever knew me or my father."
-
-"Yes, yes. It's pretty warm in here, isn't it? Jessie, hadn't you better
-go where it is cooler?" said Mrs. Bartow, and Jessie replied:
-
-"I am not uncomfortable, and I want to hear about Deerwood. Isn't it a
-pleasant old town?" and she turned to Mrs. Reeves, who answered:
-
-"Charming! and those Marshalls are such kind, worthy people. But what an
-odd specimen that Aunt Debby is; and what a wonderful memory she has,
-though, of course, she remembers some things which never could have
-been, for instance----"
-
-"Jessie, will you bring me my salts, or will you go away, it's so close
-in here," came faintly from the distressed lady, who had dropped her
-work, and was nervously unbuttoning the top of her dress.
-
-"Do you feel choked?" asked Mrs. Reeves, while Jessie answered:
-
-"I'll get your salts, grandma; but I don't wish to go out, unless Mrs.
-Reeves has something to tell which I must not hear."
-
-"Certainly not," returned Mrs. Reeves. "It's false, I'm sure, just as
-false as that ridiculous story about the tin peddler and factory girl. I
-convinced Aunt Debby that she was wrong. It was some other Charlotte
-Gregory she used to know."
-
-"Of course it was; I always said so," and a violent sneeze followed the
-remark and a too strong inhalation of the salts.
-
-"As I was saying," persisted Mrs. Reeves, "Aunt Debby knows everybody
-who has lived since the flood, and even pretended to have known you,
-after I told her your name was Lummis, before you were adopted by Mrs.
-Stanwood."
-
-"Oh, delightful," cried Jessie. "Do pray give us the entire family tree,
-root and all. Was grandma's father a cobbler, or did he make the _tin
-things_ yours used to _peddle_?" and the saucy black eyes looked archly
-at both the ladies.
-
-"I don't know what her father was," said Mrs. Reeves, "but Aunt Debby
-pretends that Martha Lummis,--Patty, she called her----"
-
-"That's the name in the old black book, grandma, that you said belonged
-to a friend," interrupted Jessie, and while grandma groaned, Mrs. Reeves
-continued:
-
-"Said that Patty did housework in Hopkinton, and I believe could milk
-_seventeen_ cows to her one!"
-
-"Oh," said Jessie, "how I wish I could milk. It's such fun. I did try
-once, but got the tiniest stream, and Walter said I'd dry the cows all
-up. I wish you could hear _him_ when he first begins. It sounds like
-hail stones rattling on the _tin pail_. Did yours sound so, grandma, and
-did you buy the pail of Mr. Gregory?"
-
-Mrs. Reeves, by this time, began to think that Jessie might be making
-fun of her, and smothering her wrath, she proceeded:
-
-"I shouldn't care anything about the housework or the milking, but I'll
-confess I _was_ shocked, when she spoke of----"
-
-"I certainly am going to faint, Jessie, do go out," gasped the white
-figure in the rocking chair, while Jessie rejoined:
-
-"I don't see how my going out can help you." Then crossing over to her
-grandmother, she whispered, "Brave it out. _Don't_ let her see that you
-care."
-
-Thus entreated Mrs. Bartow became somewhat composed, and her tormentor
-went on:
-
-"This Patty Lummis, Aunt Debby said, was blood relation to _three
-Thayers_, who were hung some years ago for murdering _John Love_, or
-some such name. I remember hearing of it at the time, but did not
-suppose I knew any of their relatives."
-
-"Horrid!" cried Jessie, and then, as she saw how white her grandmother
-was, she added quickly:
-
-"And didn't she say too, that the Gregorys _ought_ to have been hung if
-they weren't?"
-
-"Such impertinence," muttered Mrs. Reeves, while Jessie rejoined:
-
-"There are very few families, which, if traced to the fountain head,
-have not a halter, or a peddler's cart, or a smell of tallow, or
-shoemaker's wax----"
-
-"Or a woollen factory, Jessie. Don't forget that," suggested Mrs.
-Bartow, and Jessie added, laughingly:
-
-"Yes, a woollen factory, and as you and grandma do not belong to the few
-who are exempt from a stain of any kind, if honorable work can be called
-a stain, I advise you to drop old scores, and let the past be
-forgotten."
-
-"I'm sure I'm willing," sobbed Mrs. Bartow. "I never did tell that
-ridiculous story to but one, and she promised not to breathe it as long
-as she lived."
-
-"And will you take it back?" chimed in Mrs. Reeves.
-
-"Ye-es. I'll do everything I can toward it," answered the distracted old
-lady. "I couldn't help those _Thayers_. I never saw them in my life, and
-they were only second cousins."
-
-"_Fourth_ to you, then," and Mrs. Reeves nodded to Jessie, who replied:
-
-"I don't care if they were _first_. Everybody knows me, and my position
-in society does not depend upon what my family have been before me, but
-upon what I am myself. Isn't it so, father?" and she turned to Mr.
-Graham, who had just entered the room.
-
-"I don't know the nature of your conversation," he replied, "but I
-overheard your last remarks, and fully concur with you, that persons are
-to be respected for themselves and not for their family; neither are
-they to be despised for what their family or any member of it may do."
-
-There was a tremor in his voice, and looking at him closely, Jessie saw
-that he was very pale, and evidently much agitated.
-
-"What is it, father?" she cried, forgetting the _three Thayers_ and
-thinking only of Walter. "What has happened?"
-
-Mr. Graham did not reply to her, but turning to Mrs. Reeves, he said:
-
-"Excuse me, madam, but I think your duty calls you home, where poor
-Charlotte needs your sympathy."
-
-"Why _poor_ Charlotte?" replied Jessie, grasping his arm. "Is William
-sick or dead?"
-
-"He has been arrested for forgery. I may as well tell it first as last,"
-and the words dropped slowly from Mr. Graham's lips.
-
-"_Forgery!_ William arrested! It's false!" shrieked Mrs. Reeves, and the
-salts which Mrs. Bartow had used so vigorously a little time before
-changed hands, while Jessie passed her arm around the lady to keep her
-from falling to the floor. "It's false. He never forged. Why should he?
-Isn't he rich, and a Bellenger?" she kept repeating, until at last Mr.
-Graham answered:
-
-"It is too true, my dear madam, that for some time past Mr. Bellenger
-has been engaged in a systematic course of forging, managing always to
-escape detection, until now, it has been clearly proved against him, and
-he is in the hands of the law."
-
-There was no reason why Mrs. Reeves, at this point, should think of
-Walter, but she did, and fancying that her auditors might possibly be
-drawing comparisons between the two cousins she said:
-
-"It's the _Marshall_ blood with which he is tainted."
-
-"Marshall blood!" repeated Jessie, indignantly. "I'd like to know by
-what chemical process you have mingled the Marshall blood with William
-Bellenger's."
-
-Mrs. Reeves could not explain. She only knew that she was completely
-overwhelmed with surprise and mortification, and she seemed so
-bewildered and helpless that Mr. Graham ordered his carriage, and sent
-her to No.--, whither the sad news had preceded her, and where Charlotte
-lay fainting and moaning in the midst of her bridal finery, which would
-never be worn. She had noticed William's absence from the house for the
-last twenty-four hours, and was wondering at it, when her father, roused
-by the shock from his usual state of quiet passiveness, rushed in,
-telling her in thunder tones that her affianced husband had been guilty
-of forging Graham & Marshall's name, not once, not twice, but many
-times, until at last he was detected and under arrest.
-
-"He'll go to State prison, girl--do you hear? To State prison! Why don't
-you speak, and not sit staring at me with that milky face?"
-
-Poor Charlotte could not speak, but she fainted and fell at the feet of
-her father, who became himself at once, and bending kindly over her
-brought her back to life. It was not that Charlotte loved William so
-very much. It was rather her pride which was wounded, and she moaned and
-wept until her grandmother came, and with her lamentations and
-reproaches, so wholly out-did all Charlotte had done, that the latter
-grew suddenly calm, and without a word or a tear, sat motionless, while
-the old lady raved on, one moment talking as if they were all going to
-prison together, and the next giving Charlotte most uncomfortable
-squeezes to think she was not the wife of a forger after all.
-
- ----
-
-The _three Thayers_ were for the time forgotten, and when at Charlotte's
-request Jessie came to see her, accompanied by her grandmother, Mrs.
-Reeves kissed the latter affectionately, whispering in her ear:
-
-"We'll not mind the past, for the present has enough of trouble and
-disgrace."
-
-Great was the excitement among William's friends, the majority of whom
-turned against him, saying "they expected it and knew all the time that
-something was wrong."
-
-Mr. Graham stood by and pitied the cowed and wretched young man, and
-pitied him all the more that his father kept aloof, saying:
-
-"He's made his bed and he may lie in it."
-
-At the first intimation of the sad affair, Mrs. Bellenger hastened home,
-but neither her money nor her influence, and both were freely used,
-could disprove the guilt of the young man, who awaited his trial in a
-state of mind bordering on despair.
-
-Only once did he speak of Charlotte, and that on the day which was to
-have seen her his bride. Then, with Mr. Graham, he talked of her freely,
-asking what effect it had on her, and appearing greatly agitated when
-told that she was very ill, and would see none of her friends but
-Jessie.
-
-"God bless her,--Jessie, I mean," he said, "and bless poor Lottie, too.
-I am sorry I brought this trouble upon her. I thought to pay the notes
-with her money, and I resolved after that to be a better man. I am glad
-Nellie did not live to see this day. Do you think that up in Heaven she
-knows what I have done and prays for me still?"
-
-Then, as talking of Nellie naturally brought Walter to his mind, he
-confessed to Mr. Graham how his letter had sent his cousin away.
-
-"I thought once to win Jessie for myself," he said, "and so I broke poor
-Nellie's heart. I purposely withheld the note the deacon sent to Jessie,
-bidding her come ere Nellie died. And this I did, because I feared what
-the result might be of Jessie's going there. But my sin has found me
-out, and I shall never cross Walter's path again; it's Jessie he loves;
-tell her so, and bring the light back to her eyes, which were heavy with
-tears when I saw her last."
-
-Mr. Graham did tell her, and when next she went to the chamber where
-Charlotte lay sick of a slow fever, there was an increased bloom upon
-her cheek and a brighter flash in her dark eye, while from her own great
-happiness she strove to draw some comfort for her friend, who would
-suffer no other one of her acquaintance to approach her.
-
-Jessie alone could comfort her, Jessie alone knew what to say, and the
-right time to say it, and when at last the trial came, and the verdict
-of "guilty" was pronounced, it was Jessie who broke the news as gently
-as possible to the pale invalid.
-
-Locked in each others' arms they wept together; the one, tears of pity;
-the other, tears of regret and mortification over the misguided man
-whose home for the next five years would be a dreary prison.
-
-There was no going to Saratoga that summer, no trip to Newport; and when
-the gay world congregated there asked for the sprightly girl who had
-been with them the season before, and for the old lady who carried her
-head so proudly and sported such superb diamonds, the answer was a
-mysterious whisper of some dire misfortune or disgrace which had
-befallen them, and then the dance and the song in which Charlotte had
-ever been the first to join, went on the same as before.
-
-Gradually as Charlotte recovered her strength and her spirits, she began
-to wish for some quiet spot where no one knew her, and remembering dear
-old Deerwood, now a thousand times more dear since she knew of Walter's
-love, Jessie told her of its shadowy woods, its pleasant walks, its
-musical pines with the rustic seat beneath, and Charlotte, pleased with
-her rural picture, bade her write and ask if she could come.
-
-So Jessie wrote, and in less than one week's time two girls walked again
-upon the mountain side, or paused by the little grave where Nellie was
-buried. Upon the bank close to the mound a single rose was growing,--the
-last of the sisterhood. It had been late in unfolding its delicate
-leaves, and when at last, it was full blown, Jessie picked it, and
-pressing it carefully, sent it with the message, "it grew near Nellie's
-grave," to the weary man whose life was now one of toil and loneliness.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.--THE STRANGER NURSE.
-
-
-The regular boarders at the ---- Hotel were discussing their dinner with
-all the haste and greediness which characterizes their Eastern brethren.
-The first and second courses had been removed, and the merits of the
-dessert were about to be tested when for a moment the operation ceased,
-while the operators welcomed back to their midst a middle-aged man, who
-for a few weeks had been absent from the city.
-
-That Captain Murdock was a general favorite, could readily be seen by
-the heartiness of his greeting from his friends, and that he was worthy
-of esteem, none knew better than the hundreds of poor and destitute who
-had often been relieved and comforted by his well-filled purse, and
-words of genuine sympathy. Possessed of unbounded wealth, he scattered
-it about him with no miserly hand, and many a child of poverty blessed
-him for the great good done to him.
-
-"Well, captain," said one of the boarders, "glad to see you back. We've
-been mighty lonesome without you. Found your room occupied, didn't you?"
-
-"Yes," returned the man addressed as captain, "the landlord tells me he
-took the liberty to put the young man in there because the house was so
-full. Of course, he couldn't know that he would be too sick to vacate
-the premises in the morning; but it's all right. I, who have slept so
-often on the ground, don't mind camping on the floor now and then."
-
-Here a dozen voices interposed offering him a part or the whole of their
-rooms, but the good-natured captain declined them all, saying "he should
-do very well, and perhaps the young man would not be sick long. Did they
-know where he came from? Was he a stranger or a resident in California?"
-
-A stranger, they replied, adding that he came from New York about two
-weeks before, and had almost immediately been taken sick, and that was
-all they knew about him.
-
-Dinner being over, Captain Murdock went up to his room, not to see the
-sick man particularly, but because he wished to remove to another
-apartment a few articles which he would probably need.
-
-Walter, for it was he, was sleeping, while near him, in an arm-chair,
-dozed the old crone who had been hired to nurse him. One glance at the
-former convinced the captain that he was poorly cared for and must
-necessarily be very uncomfortable. Still he might not have interfered,
-had not the sick man moaned uneasily in his sleep, and turning on his
-side, murmured the name of _father_.
-
-Never had Captain Murdock been thus addressed,--no infant arms had ever
-twined themselves around his neck,--no sweet voice called him
-_father_,--and yet this one word thrilled him with an undefinable
-emotion, awakening at once within his bosom feelings of tender pity for
-the sick man, who seemed so young and helpless.
-
-"Poor boy," he whispered, "he is dreaming of his home away in the East,
-and of the loved ones who little know how much he needs their care," and
-advancing toward the bedside, he adjusted the tumbled pillows, smoothed
-the soiled spread, pushed back the tangled hair from the burning
-forehead, and was turning away when Walter awoke, and fixing his bright
-eyes upon him, said faintly, "Don't go."
-
-Thus entreated the captain sat down beside him, while the old nurse
-roused up, exclaiming:
-
-"Sakes alive, captain! is that you? Ain't you feared the fever's
-catching? He's got it mightily in his head, and keeps a goin' on about
-Jessy, his brother, I guess, or some chap he know'd at home."
-
-At the mention of Jessie, Walter turned his eyes again upon the captain,
-and said.
-
-"Jessie's married. Did you know it?"
-
-"Yes, I know it," answered the captain, thinking it best to humor the
-whim. "Whom did she marry?"
-
-"William," was the reply, "and I loved her so much."
-
-At this point the nurse arose, saying:
-
-"Bein' you're here, I'll go out a bit," and she left the room.
-
-Walter looked uneasily after her, and when she was gone, said:
-
-"Lock the door, and keep her out. Don't let her come back. She's one of
-Macbeth's witches, and makes one think of Jessie's grandmother, who
-won't let me talk of love to Jessie, until I am--well, no matter what.
-Do you know my father?"
-
-"No," and the captain shook his head mournfully, while Walter continued:
-
-"Are you anybody's father?"
-
-"I don't know," and the voice was sadder than when it spoke before.
-
-"I'm looking for my father," Walter said, "just as Telemachus looked for
-his. Do you know Ulysses?"
-
-The captain had heard of Ulysses, and the mention of him carried him
-back to an old stone house on the hill, where he had read the wonderful
-adventures of the hero.
-
-"Well," Walter continued, "I am hunting for my father, and Jessie cried
-up in the pines when I told her about him, and how her father testified
-against him. Do you know Mr. Graham?"
-
-"Who?" screamed the captain, bounding to his feet, and bending so near
-to Walter that his hot breath stirred the thick brown hair. "Do I know
-whom?"
-
-But Walter refused to answer, or even to speak; the captain's manner had
-startled him, or it may be there was something in the keen eye fixed so
-earnestly upon him, which held him speechless.
-
-For a moment the two gazed fixedly at each other,--the old man and the
-young,--the latter with a bright, vacant stare, while the other sought
-for some token to tell him that it was not without a reason his heart
-beat so fast with a hope of he scarcely knew what.
-
-"I will inquire below," he said at last, as he failed to elicit any
-information from Walter, and going to the office, he turned the leaves
-of the register back to the day when he had left three weeks before.
-
-Then with untiring patience he read on and on, read Jones and Smith, and
-Smith and Brown, some with wives and some without, some with daughters,
-some with sisters, and some alone, but none as yet were sent to No. 40.
-So he read on again and then at last he found the name he
-sought,--_Walter Marshall_.
-
-"Thank God! thank God!" he uttered faintly, and those who heard only the
-last word thought to themselves:
-
-"I never knew the captain _swore_ before."
-
-With great effort he compelled himself to be calm, and when at last he
-spoke none detected in his voice a trace of the shock that name had
-given him, bringing back at once the gable-roofed farm-house far away,
-the maple tree where his name was cut, the brown-haired wife, the stormy
-night when the wind rushed sobbing past the window where he stood and
-looked his last on her, the mother long since dead, and the father who
-believed him guilty.
-
-All this passed in rapid review before his mind, and then his thoughts
-came back to the present time, and centered themselves upon the
-restless, tossing form which, up in No. 40, had said to him:
-
-"Do you know my father?"
-
-"What is it, captain?" the landlord asked. "Your face is white as
-paper."
-
-"I am thinking," and the captain spoke naturally, "I am thinking that I
-will take care of that young man. I find I know his people, or used to
-know them, rather. Dismiss that imbecile old woman," and having said so
-much he left the room and fled up the stairs seeing nothing but that
-name as it looked upon the page,--_Walter Marshall_.
-
-He repeated it again and again, and in the tone with which he did so
-there was a peculiar tenderness, such as mothers are only supposed to
-feel toward their children.
-
-"Walter Marshall,--my boy,--Ellen's and mine," and over the boy, which
-was Ellen's and his, the man, old before his time, bent down and wept
-great teardrops, which fell upon the white handsome face, which grew
-each moment more and more like the young girl wife, whose grave the
-broken-hearted husband had never looked upon.
-
-"Why do you cry?" asked Walter, and the captain replied:
-
-"I had a son once like you, and it makes me cry to see you here so sick.
-I am going to take care of you, too, and send that woman off."
-
-"Oh! will you?" was Walter's joyful cry, "and will you stay until I find
-my father?"
-
-"Yes, yes, I will stay with you always," and again Seth Marshall's lips
-touched those of his son.
-
-"Isn't it funny for men to kiss men?" Walter asked, passing his hand
-over the spot. "I thought they only kissed women, girls like Jessie, and
-I don't kiss her now. I haven't since she was a little thing and gave me
-one of her curls. It's in my trunk, with a lock of mother's hair. Did
-you know _mother_, man?"
-
-"Yes, yes, oh, Heaven, yes," and the man thus questioned fell upon his
-knees, and hiding his face in the bed-clothes, sobbed aloud.
-
-His grief distressed Walter, who, without understanding it clearly, felt
-that he was himself in some way connected with it, and laying his hand
-upon the gray hair within his reach, he smoothed it caressingly, saying:
-
-"Don't cry. It won't do any good. I used to cry when I was a boy and
-thought of poor, dear father."
-
-"Say it again. Say, 'poor, dear father,' once more," and the white,
-haggard face lifted itself slowly up and crept on until it lay beside
-the feverish one upon the pillow.
-
-Thus it was the father met his son, and all through the afternoon he sat
-by him, soothing him to sleep, and then bending fondly over him to watch
-him while he slept.
-
-"He is some like Ellen," he whispered, "but more like me, as I was in my
-early manhood, and yet, as he lies sleeping, there is a look about him
-that I have often seen on Ellen's face when she was asleep. Darling
-wife, we little thought when we talked together of our child, that the
-first time I beheld him would be beneath the California skies, and he a
-bearded man."
-
-Then, as he remembered what Walter had said of the hair, he opened the
-lid of the trunk, and hunted until he found Jessie's raven curl, and the
-longer, browner tress. He knew in a moment that it was Ellen's
-hair,--and kissing it reverently he twined it about his fingers just as
-he used to when the soft eyes it shaded looked lovingly into his.
-
-"Walter's is like it," he said, stealing to the bedside, and laying it
-among the brown locks of his son. "Bless my boy,--bless my boy!" and
-going back again, he placed the lock of hair beside this jet black
-ringlet wondering who Jessie was, and why she had married another.
-
-It was growing dark when Walter awoke, but between himself and the
-window he saw the outline of his friend, and knowing he was not alone,
-fell away again to sleep, resting better that night than he had done
-before since the commencement of his illness.
-
-For many days Captain Murdock watched by him, and when at last the
-danger was passed, and Walter restored to consciousness, he was the
-first to know it, and bending over him he breathed a prayer of
-thanksgiving for the restoration of his son.
-
-"Who are you?" Walter asked after objects and events had assumed a
-rational form. "Who are you, and why have you been so kind to me, as I
-am sure you have?"
-
-"I am called Captain Murdock," was the answer "This is my room; the one
-I have occupied for a long, long time. I left the city some weeks ago on
-business and during my absence you came. As the house was full the
-landlord put you in here for one night, but in the morning you were too
-ill to be moved. You have been very sick, and as your nurse was none of
-the best, I dismissed her and took care of you myself, because if I had
-a son in a strange land I should want some one to care for him, and I
-only did what your father would wish me to do. You have a father, young
-man?"
-
-The question was put affirmatively, and without looking at the eyes
-fixed so intently upon him, Walter colored crimson as he replied:
-
-"I hope I have, though I don't know. I never saw him except in dreams."
-
-Captain Murdock turned toward the window for a moment, and then in a
-calm voice continued:
-
-"I will not seek your confidence. You said some strange things in your
-delirium, but they are safe with me,--as safe as if I were the father
-you never saw. This came for you some days ago," and he held up Mr.
-Graham's letter, the sight of which had wrung a cry of pain from his own
-lips, for he knew whose hand had traced the name that letter bore.
-
-"And has anybody written to the people at home?" Walter asked, and
-Captain Murdock replied:
-
-"Yes, the landlord sent a few lines, saying that you were ill, but well
-cared for. He directed to 'Walter Marshall's Friends, Deerwood, Mass.,'
-for by looking over your papers, we found your family lived there. A
-grandfather, perhaps, if you have no father?" and Seth Marshall waited
-anxiously for the answer which would tell him if his aged sire were yet
-numbered among the living.
-
-In his ravings Walter had never spoken of him, and the heart, not less a
-child's because its owner was a man, grew faint with fear lest his
-father should be dead. Walter's reply, however, dissipated all his
-doubt.
-
-"Yes, my grandfather lives there, but this is not from him," and
-breaking open the envelope, Walter read what Mr. Graham had written,
-heeding little what was said of business, scarcely knowing, indeed, that
-business was mentioned at all, in his great joy at finding that
-Charlotte and not Jessie was William's chosen bride.
-
-"He deceived me purposely," he thought, and then, as he realized more
-and more that Jessie was not married, he said aloud, "I am so glad, so
-glad."
-
-"You must have good news," the captain suggested, and Walter answered:
-
-"Yes, blessed news," then as there came over him a strong desire to talk
-of the good news with some one, he continued:
-
-"Tell me, Captain Murdock, have I talked of Jessie Graham?"
-
-The captain started, for he had not thought of Jessie as the daughter of
-Richard Graham.
-
-"Yes," he answered, "you said that she was married."
-
-"But she isn't," interrupted Walter. "It was a lie imposed upon me by
-that false-hearted William Bellenger."
-
-"You spoke of him, too," said the captain, "and I fancied he might be
-your cousin. You see I am tolerably well posted in your affairs," and
-the pleasant smile which accompanied these words, disarmed Walter at
-once from all fear that his secrets would be betrayed.
-
-"What else did you learn?" he asked, and the captain replied:
-
-"There is some trouble about your father. He robbed a bank, didn't he?"
-and there was a strange look in the keen eyes which did not now rest on
-Walter's face, but sought the floor as if doubtful of the answer.
-
-"Never, never!" Walter exclaimed, with an energy which brought the blood
-to his pale cheek, and tears to the eyes riveted upon the carpet. "He
-never did that."
-
-"He has been proved innocent, then?" and in the voice which asked the
-question there was a trembling eagerness.
-
-"Not proved so to the world, but I need no proof," returned Walter. "I
-never for a moment thought him guilty."
-
-Then after a pause, he added. "I have, I see, unwittingly divulged much
-of my family history, and lest you should have received a wrong
-impression, I may as well confess the whole to you, but not now, I am
-too much excited, too tired to talk longer."
-
-He was indeed exhausted, and for several hours he lay quite still,
-saying but little and thinking happy thoughts of home and _Jessie_, who
-Mr. Graham wrote, "mourned sadly over his absence."
-
-Suddenly remembering the message he had left, and which would seem to
-say he loved Charlotte Reeves, he bade the captain bring to him pen and
-paper, and with a shaking hand he wrote to Mr. Graham:
-
-"I am getting better fast, thanks to Captain Murdock, who, though a
-stranger, has been the best of friends, and kindest nurse. Forgive me,
-Mr. Graham. I thought the bride was Jessie. Don't hate me, I could not
-help it, and I had learned to love her before I heard from Mrs. Bartow
-that you would be displeased. I will overcome it if I can, for I
-promised the grandmother I would not talk of love to Jessie, until my
-father was proved innocent."
-
-This was all he had strength to write, and when the letter was finished,
-he relapsed into a thoughtful, half dreamy state, from which he did not
-rouse for a day or two. Then, with strength renewed, he called the
-captain to him, and bidding him sit down beside him, told him the whole
-story of his life, even to his love for Jessie Graham,--which he must
-not tell until his father were proved innocent.
-
-There was a smothered groan in the direction where Mr. Marshall sat, and
-inwardly the unfortunate man prayed:
-
-"How long, dear Lord, oh, how long must thy servant wait?"
-
-"Mr. Graham may release you from that promise," he said, "and then you
-surely would not hesitate."
-
-"Perhaps not," Walter answered, for in spite of what Mrs. Bartow had
-said, he, too, entertained a secret hope that Mr. Graham would in some
-way interfere for him.
-
-"What would be the result if your father should return to Deerwood?"
-Captain Murdock asked. "Would they proceed against him?"
-
-"Oh, no! oh, no;" said Walter. "It was so long ago, and everybody who
-knew him speaks well of him now. I have often wished he would come home,
-and when I was a little boy, I used to watch by the window till it grew
-dark, and then cry myself to sleep. Did I tell you his arm-chair stands
-in the kitchen corner now just where he left it that night he went away!
-It was a fancy of grandpa's that no one should ever sit in it again, and
-no one has, but Jessie. She would make a playhouse of it, in spite of
-all we could say. I wish you could see Jessie and grandfather and all."
-
-The captain wished so, too, and in his dreams that night, he was back
-again by the old hearth stone, sitting in the chair kept for him so
-long, and listening to his father's voice blessing his long-lost son.
-
-All this might be again, he said, when he awoke but his young wife,
-whose face he saw, just as it looked on her bridal day, would not be
-there to meet him, and the strong man wept again as he had not done in
-many years, over the blight which had fallen so heavily upon him.
-
-Rapidly the days and weeks went by, and then there came letters both
-from Mr. Graham and Mrs. Bellenger, telling how the wedding song had
-been changed into a wail of sorrow, and that the elegant William
-Bellenger was branded as a villain. Mr. Graham, too, spoke of Jessie,
-saying toward the close:
-
-"You told me no news, dear Walter, when you said you loved my daughter.
-I knew it long ago and I have watched you narrowly, to see if you were
-worthy of her. That I think you are, I prove to you by saying, that to
-no young man of my acquaintance, would I entrust her happiness so
-willingly as to you, and had you talked to me freely upon the subject,
-you would not, perhaps, have been in California now. Your remark
-concerning Mrs. Bartow reminded me of what she once told me, and when I
-questioned her again upon the subject, demanding to know the truth, she
-confessed the falsehood she imposed on you, by saying I did not wish you
-to marry Jessie. I can find nothing to excuse her save her foolish
-pride, which will probably never be subdued. Still she is your stanch
-friend now, just as she is poor William's bitter enemy. You have said
-you would not talk of love to Jessie until your father was proved
-innocent. This, my dear Walter, may never be, even if he is living,
-which is very doubtful. So why should you hesitate. You have my free
-consent to say to her whatever you think best to say. She is in
-Deerwood, now, with poor Lottie, who is sadly mortified at what she
-considers her disgrace. I am doing what I can for William, so is his
-grandmother; but his father refuses to see him or even hear his name
-spoken. Unfortunate Will, he seems penitent, and has acknowledged
-everything to me, even the wicked part he acted toward you, by deceiving
-you. I thank Heaven every day that Jessie's choice fell on you, and not
-on him."
-
-This letter made Walter supremely happy, and to Captain Murdock, in whom
-he now confided everything, he told how, immediately on his return to
-New York, he should ask the young lady to be his wife.
-
-"And would you like your father to come back even though his guilt could
-not be disproved?" the captain asked, and Walter answered:
-
-"Yes, oh, yes; but I'm afraid he never will. Poor father, if I could
-once look upon his face."
-
-"You shall--you do!" sprang to the lips of Captain Murdock, but he
-forced the wild words back, and going away alone, he prayed, as he often
-did, that the load he had borne so long might be lifted from his heart,
-and that the sun of domestic peace, which had early set in gloom, might
-shine upon his later life.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.--GLORIOUS NEWS.
-
-
-There was a package for Walter, who had now been some months in
-California,--a package of letters and papers both,--and with a beating
-heart he sat down to read, taking Mr. Graham's letter first, for that
-might have a message from Jessie.
-
-It was glorious news which the letter contained, and it wrung a cry of
-delight from Walter, which was heard by the captain, who turned to see
-what it was that thus affected his companion.
-
-"Listen, Captain Murdock," Walter exclaimed, "listen to this. _My father
-is proved innocent. Heyward was the robber,--he came back and confessed
-it the night before he died_, and----"
-
-He did not finish the sentence, for, like a wild beast startled from its
-lair by a sudden fright, Captain Murdock bounded to his side, and,
-snatching the letter from him, devoured its contents at a glance then
-striking his hands together, he fairly screamed:
-
-"Thank God! the year of jubilee has come,--the day I've waited for so
-long!"
-
-Earnestly and half fearfully Walter gazed up into the marble face, and
-into the eyes that burned like coals of fire, seeing in them now, for
-the first time, a look like his grandfather. Then a suspicion of truth
-burst upon him, and springing up he caught the gray-haired captain by
-the arm, demanding faintly:
-
-"Who are you? Tell me, or I shall die."
-
-"I am your father, boy," and, opening his arms, the father received to
-his embrace his fainting son.
-
-The news and the surprise combined were too much for Walter, and for
-some little time he lay upon the bed, whither his father had borne him,
-unconscious of the caresses, the words of love, the whispered blessings
-showered on him by one who felt now that he trod a different earth, and
-breathed a different air from what he had done for twenty-four long
-years.
-
-"_Father_,"--how like music that word sounded in his ear when Walter
-said it at last, and how it wrung tears from eyes which, until recently,
-were unused to weep.
-
-"Say it again, my son. Call me father often. 'Tis the name I've thirsted
-for, but never expected to hear," and the strong man, weak now as a
-woman, kissed lovingly the face of the handsome boy.
-
-"Read it aloud," Walter said, pointing to the crumpled letter lying on
-the floor.
-
-Mr. Marshall complied, and read in tremulous tones how Ralph Heyward,
-after an absence of eighteen years, had again asked shelter at the
-farm-house, saying he was tired and sick. His request was granted, and
-when the morning came he was too ill to leave his bed, but lay there for
-many days, kindly cared for by the deacon, to whom he made a full
-confession of his guilt, saying that _he_, and not Seth Marshall, robbed
-the Deerwood Bank; that it was what he intended to do when he came there
-that night, feigning drunkenness the better to cover his design.
-
-He knew that Seth kept the keys in his pocket, and when sure that the
-household were asleep, he arose, and putting on his victim's coat, cap
-and shoes, left the house stealthily, committed the theft, hid the
-money, and then as cautiously returned to his room, and was settling
-himself a second time into an apparently drunken sleep, when he heard
-some one up, looking, as he supposed, for the cause of the disturbance
-he had made in accidentally upsetting a chair as he left Seth Marshall's
-room. Then he was still again until the morning came, and the arrest was
-made.
-
-At the examination, when he saw the terrible anguish of the young wife,
-he was half tempted to confess, but dared not, for fear of what might
-follow; so he kept his own counsel, and for a few years remained in the
-vicinity of Deerwood, hoping to hear something of the man he had so
-wronged, and then he went away to the West, wandering up and down with
-that burden of guilt upon his soul, until at last, knowing that he must
-die, he returned to Deerwood, and seeking out the farm-house, asked
-permission to lay his head again beneath its hospitable roof. This done,
-he acknowledged to the father how he had sinned against the son, and
-after making an affidavit of his guilt, died a penitent and, it was to
-be hoped, a better man.
-
-"And now," wrote Mr. Graham in conclusion, "I wish I could convey to you
-some little idea of the present excitement in Deerwood. Everybody is
-talking of the disclosure, and of your father, who, were he here, would
-be a greater lion even than Lafayette in his day. And I wish that he
-were here. Poor Seth! God forgive me that I testified against him. I
-verily believed him guilty up to the hour when Heyward proved him
-innocent. Oh, if he only could come back to me again, and to the home
-where your aged grandfather prays continually that his sun may not go
-down until he has seen once more the face of his boy. Poor old man, it
-is a touching sight to see his lips move continually, and hear the words
-he whispers: 'God send him back, God send him back.' You know Aunt Debby
-always said, 'Seth allus was a good boy;' she repeats it now with
-ten-fold earnestness, as if it were a fact in which everybody concurred.
-It may be that your father is dead, and if so he cannot return; but if
-still living, I am sure we shall see him again, for I shall take means
-to have the story inserted in the papers far and near, so that it will
-be sure to meet his eye.
-
-"Meanwhile, Walter, come home as soon as you are able to bear the
-journey. We want you here to share in our great joy. Leave the business,
-if it is not arranged, and come. We are waiting anxiously for you, and
-none more anxiously than Jessie. She has been wild with delight ever
-since I told her your father was innocent. Mrs. Bellenger, too, shares
-the general joy, and were yourself and your father here our happiness
-would be complete."
-
-"We will go, too," cried Walter, "you as Captain Murdock at first, to
-see if they will know you. Oh, I wish it were now that we were there,"
-and Walter's dark eyes danced as he anticipated the meeting between the
-deacon and his son.
-
-"Yes, we will go," Mr. Marshall answered, and then, after looking over
-the papers which Mr. Graham had sent, and which contained Heyward's
-confession, he sat down by Walter and told of his wanderings since that
-dreadful night when he left his home, branded as a thief and robber.
-"But first," said he, "let me tell you how I chanced to run away. I
-should never have done it but for Mr. Graham, who begged and entreated
-me to go."
-
-"Mr. Graham!" exclaimed Walter. "Why, he, I thought, was your bail."
-
-"So he was," returned the father, "but he wished me to come away for all
-that. He would rather lose all his fortune, he said, than know I was in
-prison, and sent there on his testimony. So he urged me to leave,
-contriving a way for me to do so, and even carrying me himself, that
-stormy night, many miles from Deerwood. I dreaded the State prison. I
-believe I would rather have been hung, and I yielded to his
-importunities on one condition only. I knew his father would be very
-indignant, and that people would censure him severely, too, if it were
-known he was in my secret, and, as I would not have him blamed, I made
-him promise to me solemnly that he would never tell that he first
-suggested my going and then helped me away. He has kept his promise, and
-it is well. I have ample means, now, for paying him all I owe, and many
-a time I have thought to send it to him, but I have been dead to all my
-friends so long that I decided to remain so. I wrote to him from Texas,
-asking for you all, and learning from him of Ellen's death, and of your
-birth. You were a feeble child, he said, and probably would not live. I
-had never seen you, my son, and when I heard that my darling was
-gone,--my mother, too,--and that my father and best friend still
-believed me guilty, I felt a growing coldness toward you all. I would
-never write home again, I said. I would forget that I ever had a home,
-and for a time I kept this resolution, plunging into vices of every
-kind,--swearing, gambling, drinking----"
-
-"Oh father,--father!" said Walter, with a shudder. "You do not tell me
-true."
-
-"It's all true, my boy, and more," returned the father, "but I was
-overtaken at last, by a terrible sickness, the result of dissipation in
-New Orleans. A sister of charity saved my life, and opened my heart to
-better things. Her face was like Ellen's, and it carried me back to
-other days, until I wept like a little child over my past folly. From
-that sick bed, I arose a different man, and then for years I watched the
-Northern papers to see if they contained anything like what we have just
-read. But they did not, and I said I cannot go home yet. I sometimes saw
-Mr. Graham's name, and knew that he was living, but whether you were
-dead or alive I could not even guess. Here, in California, where I have
-been for the last ten years, I have never met a single person from the
-vicinity of Deerwood. At first I worked among the mines, amassing money
-so fast as even to astonish myself. At length, weary of the labor, I
-left the mines and came to the city, where I am known as Captain
-Murdock, the title having been first given to me in sport by some of my
-mining friends. Latterly I have thought of going home, for it is so long
-since the robbery, that I had no fears of being arrested, and I was
-about making up my mind to do so, when chance threw you in my way, and
-it now remains for you to say when we both shall start."
-
-"At once,--at once," said Walter, who had listened intently to the
-story, giving vent to an occasional exclamation of surprise. "We will go
-in the very next steamer. I shall not have a chance to write, but it
-will be just as well. I wish to see if grandpa or Mr. Graham will
-recognize you."
-
-Mr. Marshall had no objections to testing the recollections of his
-father, and he readily consented to go, saying to his friends that as
-New England was his birthplace he intended accompanying his young friend
-home.
-
-"I can write the truth back to them," he thought, "and save myself much
-annoyance."
-
-Thus it was arranged, and the next steamer for New York which left the
-harbor of San Francisco, bore on its deck the father and his son, both
-eager and expectant and anxious to be at the end of the voyage.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.--THANKSGIVING DAY AT DEERWOOD.
-
-
-The dinner table was nicely arranged in the "best room" of the
-farm-house, and Jessie Graham, with a happy look on her bright face,
-flitted in and out, arranging the dishes a little more to her taste,
-smoothing the snowy cloth, pausing a moment before the fire blazing so
-cheerfully upon the hearth, and then glancing from the window, across
-the frozen fields to the hillside where a new grave had been made since
-the last Thanksgiving Day.
-
-"Dear Ellen!" she sighed, "there is no plate for her now,--no chair."
-Then, as she remembered an absent one, dearer far than Ellen, she
-thought, "I'll make believe _he's_ here," and seeking Mrs. Howland, who
-was busy with her turkey, she said: "May I put a plate for Walter? It
-will please him when he hears of it."
-
-"Yes, child," was the ready answer, and Jessie was hastening off, when a
-feeble voice from the kitchen corner where the deacon sat, called her
-back:
-
-"Jessie," the old man said. "Put Seth's arm-chair next to mine. It is
-the last Thanksgiving I shall ever see, and I would fancy him with me
-once more," and as Jessie turned toward the place where the leathern
-chair stood, she heard the words:
-
-"God send him back,--God send him back."
-
-"It is the deacon's wish," she whispered to her father, who, with Mrs.
-Bellenger, was also spending Thanksgiving at the farm-house, and who
-looked up surprised, as Jessie dragged from its accustomed post, the
-ponderous arm-chair, and wheeling it into the other room, placed it to
-the deacon's right.
-
-The dinner was ready at last, and Mrs. Howland was only waiting for the
-oysters to boil, before she served them up, when Jessie gave a scream of
-joy, and dropping the dish of cranberries she held, ran off into the
-pantry, where, as Aunt Debby affirmed, she hid herself in the closet,
-though from what she was hiding it were difficult to tell. There was
-surely nothing appalling in the sight of _Walter_, who, alighting from
-the village omnibus, now stood upon the threshold, with Captain Murdock.
-
-They had stayed all night in the city, where Walter had learned that Mr.
-Graham, Jessie and his grandmother, had gone to Deerwood to spend
-Thanksgiving Day.
-
-"We shall be there just in time," he said to his father, when at an
-early hour they took their seat in the cars; but his father paid little
-heed, so intent was he upon noting the changes which more than twenty
-years had wrought in the localities with which he was once familiar.
-
-As the day wore on, and he drew near to Deerwood, he leaned back in his
-seat, faint and sick with the crowd of memories which came rushing over
-him.
-
-"Deerwood!" shouted the conductor, and looking from the window, he could
-scarcely believe it possible that this flourishing village was the same
-he had known among the hills. When he went away _one_ spire alone
-pointed heavenward, now he counted _four_, while in the faces of some
-who greeted Walter again he saw the looks of those who had been boys
-with him, but who were fathers now to these grown-up young men.
-
-"I am old," he sighed, and mechanically entering the omnibus, he folded
-his arms in moody silence, as they rattled down the street. But when the
-brow of the hill was reached, and Walter said: "See, father, there's our
-orchard," he started, and looked, not at the orchard, nor at the gable
-roof now fully in view, nor at the maple tree, but down the lane, along
-the beaten path, to where a tall monument gleamed white and cold in the
-gray November light.
-
-"That's her's,--that's mother's," Walter said, following the direction
-of his father's eyes; then fearing that his father, by his emotions,
-should betray himself too soon, he arose and sat by him, taking his
-hand, and saying tenderly:
-
-"Don't give way. You have me left, and grandpa, and Aunt Mary, and
-Jessie,--won't you try to be calm?"
-
-"Yes, yes," whispered the agitated man, and with a tremendous effort he
-was calm, as, standing in the well-remembered kitchen, he waited till
-the noisy outburst had somewhat subsided, and Walter been welcomed home.
-
-But not a single thing escaped the notice of his keen eyes, which
-wandered round the room taking in each familiar object, and noticing
-where there had been a change.
-
-There was none in Aunt Debby, he said,--wrinkled, gray, slight and
-straight as her high-backed chair,--just as he remembered her years
-ago,--just so she was now--her kerchief crossed as she wore it
-then,--her spectacles on her forehead,--her apron long, and meeting
-almost behind, and on the chair-post her satin bag with the knitting
-visible therefrom. She was the same, but the comely matron Walter called
-Aunt Mary, was she the blooming maiden he had left so long ago, and the
-elegant-looking stranger, with the unmistakable city polish, was that
-his early friend? It took him but an instant to think all this, and then
-his eyes fell upon the old man by the fire,--the man with the furrowed
-cheek, the bowed form, the silvery hair and shaking limbs,--who, like
-some giant oak which has yielded to the storms of many a winter, sat
-there the battered wreck of a once noble man. That was his father, but
-he would not call him so just then, and when Walter, turning at last,
-said: "This is Captain Murdock, the kind friend who took care of me," he
-went forward, taking first Aunt Debby's hand, then his sister Mary's,
-then Mr. Graham's, and now there was a slight faltering of manner, while
-his eyes sought the floor, for they could not meet the gaze fixed so
-curiously upon him.
-
-"Grandpa, this is Captain Murdock," said Walter, while Captain Murdock
-advanced a step or so and took the shriveled hand, which had so often
-rested fondly on his head.
-
-Oh, how Seth longed to kiss that feeble hand; but he dared not, and he
-was glad that Walter, by his loud, rapid talking, attracted the entire
-attention, leaving him to sit down unobserved, when the meeting between
-himself and Mrs. Bellenger was over. At her he had looked rather
-inquisitively, for she was his Ellen's mother, and his heart yearned
-toward her for the sake of his gentle wife.
-
-Meanwhile Walter, without seeming to do so, had been watching for
-somebody, who, behind the pantry door, was trying to gain courage to
-come out.
-
-"I'll look at him, anyway," she said, and Walter glanced that way just
-in time to see a profusion of raven curls and a shining, round black
-eye.
-
-"Jessie," called Mr. Graham, who saw them too, "Jessie, hadn't you
-better come out and gather up the cranberries you dropped so suddenly
-when the omnibus drove up?"
-
-"Father, how can you?" and the young lady immediately appeared, and
-greeted Walter quite naturally.
-
-He evidently was embarrassed, for he hastened to present her to Captain
-Murdock, who, feeling, intuitively, that he beheld his future
-daughter-in-law, took both her soft chubby hands in his and held them
-there, while he said, a little mischievously:
-
-"I have heard much of you, Miss Jessie, from my so--, my friend, I
-mean," he added, quickly, correcting himself, but not so quickly that
-Jessie did not detect what he meant to say.
-
-One by one she scanned his features, then the deacon's, then Walter's,
-and then, with a flash of intelligence in her bright eyes, turned to the
-latter for a confirmation of her suspicions. Walter understood her
-meaning, and with an answering nod, said softly:
-
-"By and by."
-
-"The dinner will be cold," suggested Mrs. Howland, and then the deacon
-rose, and leaning on his cane, walked into the adjoining room, when he
-took his seat at the head of the table.
-
-"There's a chair for you," Jessie said to Walter who, following the
-natural laws of attraction, kept close to her side. "There's one for
-_you_ and him, too, my old playhouse," and she pointed to the leathern
-chair.
-
-"Sit here, Captain Murdock,--here," said Walter, hurrying on as he saw
-Mrs. Howland giving the stranger another seat than that.
-
-"Walter," and there was reproach in the deacon's voice, "not in your
-father's chair."
-
-"Yes, grandpa," said Walter, "Captain Murdock has been a father to
-me,--let him sit there for once."
-
-So Captain Murdock sat there, his heart throbbing so loudly that Jessie,
-who was next to him, could hear it beat, and see his chin quiver, when
-the voice nearly eighty years old, was asking God's blessing on their
-Thanksgiving Dinner; thanking God for returning their boy to them, and
-finishing the prayer with the touching petition: "Send the other back!
-oh, send the other back!"
-
-Owing to the presence of the captain, who was considered a stranger, not
-a word was spoken of Seth, until they arose from the table, when Walter,
-unable longer to keep still, said:
-
-"And so my father is free from all blame?"
-
-Involuntarily Jessie went up to him and put her arm in his, waiting
-breathlessly for what would follow next.
-
-"Yes, Walter," returned the deacon, "my Seth is innocent. Heaven bless
-him wherever he may be, and send him to me before I die, so I can hear
-him say he didn't lay it up against me,--my hardening my heart and
-thinking he was guilty. Poor Seth, poor Seth! I'd give my life to blot
-out all the past and have him with me just as he was before he went
-away."
-
-Captain Murdock was standing with his face to the window, but, as the
-deacon ceased speaking, he turned, and going up to him, placed his hand
-on either shoulder and looked into his eyes.
-
-The movement was a most singular one, and to Mr. Graham, who knew that
-there must be a powerful motive for the action, there came a suspicion
-of the truth; but none to the old man, whose eyes fell beneath the
-burning gaze riveted upon him.
-
-"Who are you?" he asked in a bewildered tone, "why do you look at me so
-hard? He scares me; Walter, take him away."
-
-"Grandpa, don't you know him?" and Walter drew near to them, but not
-until the old man's ear had caught the whispered name of "_Father_."
-
-Then, with a scream of joy, he wound his feeble arms round the
-stranger's neck.
-
-"Seth, boy, darling, Walter, am I going mad, or is it true? _Is it
-Seth?_ Is it my boy? Tell me, Walter," and releasing their grasp, the
-shaking hands were stretched supplicatingly toward Walter, who answered:
-
-"Yes, grandpa. _It's Seth._ I found him, and I have brought him home."
-
-"Oh, Seth, Seth," and the hoary head bowed itself upon the neck of the
-stranger, while the poor old man sobbed like a little child. "I didn't
-expect it, Seth, though I've prayed for it so hard. Bless you, bless
-you, boy, I didn't mean to go against you. I would have died at any time
-to know that you were innocent. Forgive me, Seth, because I am so old
-and weak."
-
-"I do forgive you," answered Seth. "It's all forgotten now, and I've
-come home to stay with you always till you die."
-
-There was a hand laid lightly on Seth's shoulder, and turning, he looked
-into the face of Mr. Graham, which quivered with emotion, as he said:
-
-"I, too, have need of your forgiveness."
-
-"None, Richard, none," and locked in each other's arms, the friends long
-parted cancelled the olden debt, and in the heart of neither was there a
-feeling save that of perfect love.
-
-Long and passionately Mrs. Howland wept over her brother, for his return
-brought back the past, and all that she had suffered since the night he
-went away.
-
-Aunt Debby, too, was much affected, but did not omit her accustomed "He
-allus was a good boy."
-
-Then Mrs. Bellenger approached, and offering her hand, said to him very
-kindly:
-
-"You are dear to me for Ellen's sake, and though I never saw you until
-to-day, my heart claims you for a child. Shall I be your mother, Mr.
-Marshall?"
-
-He could only reply by pressing the hand she extended, for his heart was
-all too full for utterance.
-
-"Let me go away alone," he said at last, "to weep out my great joy," and
-opening the door of what was once his room, he passed for a time from
-their midst.
-
-The surprise had apparently disturbed the deacon's reason, for even
-after his son had left him he continued talking just the same: "Poor
-Seth,--poor child, to think your hair should be so gray, and you but a
-little boy."
-
-Then, when Seth returned to them he made him sit down beside him, and
-holding both his hands, smiled up into his face a smile far more painful
-than tears would have been.
-
-"Seth's come home. Did you know it?" he would say to those around him,
-as if it were to them a piece of news, and often as he said it, he would
-smoothe the gray hair which seemed to trouble him so much.
-
-Gradually, however, his mind became clearer, and he was able to
-understand all that Seth was telling them of his experience since the
-night he went away.
-
-At last, just as the sun was setting, Mr. Marshall arose, and without a
-word, passed into the open air. No one watched him to see whither he
-went, for all knew that before he returned to them he would go down the
-lane, along the beaten path, to where the moonlight fell upon a little
-grave.
-
-It was long before he came back, and when he did, and entered the large
-kitchen, two figures stood by the western window, and he thought the arm
-of the taller was thrown about the waist of the shorter, while the face
-of the shorter was very near to that of the taller. Advancing toward
-them and stroking the dark curls, he said, half playfully, half
-earnestly:
-
-"I believe that as Mr. Marshall I have not greeted Jessie yet, so I will
-do it now. Are you to be my daughter, little girl?"
-
-"Yes, she is," answered Walter, while Jessie broke away from them, and
-was not visible again that night.
-
-But when, at a late hour, Mrs. Bellenger left the happy group still
-assembled around the cheerful fire, and sought her room, from the depths
-of the snowy pillows, where Jessie lay nestled, there came a smothered
-voice, saying, half timidly:
-
-"This is the nicest Thanksgiving I ever had, and I shall remember it
-forever."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.--CONCLUSION.
-
-
-Four years have passed away since that Thanksgiving dinner, and for the
-deacon, who, then, did not expect to see another, there seem to be many
-yet in store. Hale, hearty and happy, he sits in his arm-chair, smoking
-his accustomed pipe; and when the villagers, who come often to see him,
-tell him how the old farm-house is improved, and how they should
-scarcely know it, he always answers:
-
-"Yes, Seth has good taste, and Seth is rich. He could buy Deerwood, if
-he tried. He built those new houses for the poor down there by the
-river; he built the factory, too, and gives them all employment. Seth is
-a blessed boy."
-
-Others, too, there were, besides the deacon, who called Seth Marshall
-blessed, and never since his return had a voice been raised against him.
-
-After becoming somewhat accustomed to his new position as a free and
-respected man, his first wish was to modernize the farm-house a little
-more according to his ideas of taste and comfort. Once he thought to
-build a splendid mansion near by, but to this suggestion the father
-said:
-
-"No; I like the old place best. The new house might be handsomer, but it
-would not be the one where you and I, and all of us were born, and your
-mother died. Wait till I'm dead, and then do as you please."
-
-And so Seth is waiting, and as he waits he sets out trees and shrubbery,
-and beautifies a plot of ground, on which he will sometime erect a
-dwelling as a summer residence for his son, who lives in the city, and
-calls Mrs. Bartow grandma.
-
-When the first Christmas snows were falling after his father's return,
-Walter made Jessie his bride, and there now plays at his fireside a
-chubby, black-eyed boy, whom they call Graham Marshall, and who spends
-more time in Deerwood than he does in New York. Quite as old as the
-hoary man in the corner, who sometimes calls him Walter, but oftener
-Seth, he "rides to Boston" on the deacon's knee, pulls the deacon's
-beard, wears the deacon's glasses, smokes a stick of candy, and spits in
-imitation of the deacon, and then falls away to sleep in the deacon's
-lap,--the two forming a most beautiful picture of old age and infancy
-together.
-
-At Mr. Graham's house, there is a beautiful six-months' baby, whose hair
-looks golden in the sunlight, and whose eyes of blue are much like those
-of Ellen Howland. They call her Nellie, and in all the world there is
-nothing one-half so precious as this child to the broken, melancholy
-man, who often comes to see her, and when no one can hear him, whispers
-sadly:
-
-"Sweet Nellie,--darling Nellie,--little snow drop!" But whether he means
-the infant in the crib, or the Nellie dead long ago, is difficult to
-tell.
-
-For eighteen months he toiled inside the prison walls, and then the
-powerful influence of Mr. Graham, Seth Marshall and Walter combined,
-procured him a pardon. An humbled and a better man, he would not leave
-the city. He would rather remain, he said, and live down his disgrace,
-than have it follow him as it was sure to do. So he stayed, accepting
-thankfully a situation which Walter procured for him, and Mrs.
-Bellenger, when she saw that he was really changed, gladly gave him a
-home with herself, for she was lonely now that Walter was gone.
-
-Old Mrs. Reeves was very much astonished that the Grahams and Marshalls
-should make so much of one who had been in State prison, and said:
-
-"She was glad that Charlotte had married a Southern planter and gone to
-Mississippi, as there was no knowing what notions might have entered her
-brain."
-
-Every summer there is a family gathering of the Grahams and Marshalls
-with Mrs. Bellenger and Mrs. Bartow at Deerwood, where the deacon seems
-as young and happy as any of them. And now, where our story opened we
-will bring it to a close, at the farm-house where the old man sits
-smoking in the twilight with his son and grandson, and great-grandson
-around him,--representatives of four generations, with a difference of
-nearly eighty years between the first and fourth.
-
-
-
- _The End_.
-
-
-
-
-
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