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- DAISY THORNTON
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-Title: Daisy Thornton
-
-Author: Mrs. Mary J. Holmes
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-Release Date: September 17, 2011 [EBook #37467]
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DAISY THORNTON ***
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-Produced by Roger Frank, Mary Meehan, and the Online Distributed
-Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net.
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- BY MRS. MARY J. HOLMES,
-
- AUTHOR OF
- _Tempest and Sunshine.--'Lena Rivers.--Darkness and Daylight._
- _--Marian Grey.--English Orphans.--Hugh Worthington.--Millbank._
- _--Ethelyn's Mistake.--Edna Browning, Etc., Etc._
-
- "Those whom God has joined together let no man put asunder."
-
- NEW YORK:
- Copyright, 1878, by
- _G. W. Carleton & Co., Publishers_.
-
- LONDON: S. LOW & CO.
-
- MDCCCLXXX.
-
- _Samuel Stodder_,
- _Stereotyper_,
- _90 Ann Street, N.Y._
-
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- _Trow_
- _Printing and Bookbinding_
- _Company._
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-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- CHAPTER I.--EXTRACTS FROM MISS FRANCES THORNTON'S JOURNAL.
- CHAPTER II.--EXTRACTS FROM GUY'S JOURNAL.
- CHAPTER III.--EXTRACTS FROM DAISY'S JOURNAL.
- CHAPTER IV.--AUTHOR'S STORY.
- CHAPTER V.--THE DIVORCE.
- CHAPTER VI.--EXTRACTS FROM DIARIES.
- CHAPTER VII.--FIVE YEARS LATER.
- CHAPTER VIII.--DAISY'S LETTER.
- CHAPTER IX.--DAISY, TOM, AND THAT OTHER ONE.
- CHAPTER X.--MISS MCDONALD.
- CHAPTER XI.--AT SARATOGA.
- CHAPTER XII.--IN THE SICK ROOM.
- CHAPTER XIII.--DAISY'S JOURNAL.
-
- ----
-
- DAISY THORNTON
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.--EXTRACTS FROM MISS FRANCES THORNTON'S JOURNAL.
-
-
- Elmwood, June 15th, 18--.
-
-I have been working among my flowers all the morning, digging, weeding
-and transplanting, and then stopping a little to rest. My roses are
-perfect beauties this year, while my white lilies are the wonder of the
-town, and yet my heart was not with them to-day, and it was nothing to
-me that those fine people from the Towers came into the grounds while I
-was at work, "just to see and admire," they said, adding that there was
-no place in Cuylerville like Elmwood. I know that, and Guy and I have
-been so happy here, and I loved him so much, and never dreamed what was
-in store for me until it came suddenly like a heavy blow.
-
-Why should he wish to marry, when he has lived to be thirty years old
-without a care of any kind, and has money enough to allow him to indulge
-his taste for books, and pictures, and travel, and is respected by
-everybody, and looked up to as the first man in town, and petted and
-cared for by me as few brothers have ever been petted and cared for? and
-if he must marry, why need he take a child of sixteen, whom he has only
-known since Christmas, and whose sole recommendation, so far as I can
-learn, is her pretty face?
-
-Daisy McDonald is her name, and she lives in Indianapolis, where her
-father is a poor lawyer, and as I have heard, a scheming, unprincipled
-man. Guy met her last winter in Chicago, and fell in love at once, and
-made two or three journeys West on "important business," he said, and
-then, some time in May, told me he was going to bring me a sister, the
-sweetest little creature, with beautiful blue eyes and wonderful hair. I
-was sure to love her, he said, and when I suggested that she was very
-young, he replied that her youth was in her favor, as we could more
-easily mould her to the Thornton pattern.
-
-Little he knows about girls; but then he was perfectly infatuated and
-blind to everything but Daisy's eyes, and hair, and voice, which is so
-sweet and winning that it will speak for her at once. Then she is so
-dainty and refined, he said, and he asked me to see to the furnishing of
-the rooms on the west side of the house, the two which communicate with
-his own private library, where he spends a great deal of time with his
-books and writing. The room adjoining this was to be Daisy's boudoir or
-parlor, where she could sit when he was occupied and she wished to be
-near him. This was to be fitted up in blue, as she had expressed a wish
-to that effect, and he said no expense must be spared to make it as
-pretty and attractive as possible. So the walls were frescoed and
-tinted, and I spent two entire days in New York hunting for a carpet of
-the desirable shade, which should be right both in texture and design.
-
-Guy was exceedingly particular, and developed a wonderful proclivity to
-find fault with everything I admired. Nothing was quite the thing for
-Daisy, until at last a manufacturer offered to get a carpet up which was
-sure to suit, and so that question was happily settled for the time
-being. Then came the furniture, and unlimited orders were given to the
-upholsterer to do his best, and matters were progressing finely when
-order number two came from the little lady, who was sorry to seem so
-fickle, but her mamma, whose taste was perfect, had decided against
-_all_ blue, and would Guy please furnish the room with drab trimmed with
-blue?
-
-"It must be a very delicate shade of drab," she wrote, and lest he
-should get too intense an idea, she would call it a _tint_ of a _shade_
-of drab, or, better yet, a _hint_ of a tint of a shade of drab would
-describe exactly what she meant, and be so entirely unique, and lovely,
-and _recherche_.
-
-Guy never swears, and seldom uses slang of any kind, but this was a
-little too much, and with a most rueful expression of countenance he
-asked me "what in thunder I supposed a hint of a tint of a shade of drab
-could be?"
-
-I could not enlighten him, and we finally concluded to leave it to the
-upholsterer, to whom Guy telegraphed in hot haste, bidding him hunt New
-York over for the desired shade. Where he found it I never knew; but
-find it he did, or something approximating to it,--a faded, washed-out
-color, which seemed a cross between wood-ashes and pale skim milk. A
-sample was sent up for Guy's approval, and then the work commenced
-again, when order number three came in one of those dainty little
-billets which used to make Guy's face radiant with happiness. Daisy had
-changed her mind again and gone back to the blue, which she always
-preferred as most becoming to her complexion.
-
-Guy did not say a single word, but he took the next train for New York,
-and staid there till the furniture was done and packed for Cuylerville.
-As I did not know where he was stopping, I could not forward him two
-letters which came during his absence, and which bore the Indianapolis
-post-mark. I suspect he had a design in keeping his address from me,
-and, whether Daisy changed her mind again or not, I never knew.
-
-The furniture reached Elmwood the day but one before Guy started for his
-bride, and Julia Hamilton, who was then at the Towers, helped me arrange
-the room, which is a perfect little gem, and cannot fail to please, I am
-sure. I wonder Guy never fancied Julia Hamilton. Oh, if he only had done
-so, I should not have as many misgivings as I now have, nor dread the
-future so much. Julia is sensible and twenty years old, and lives in
-Boston, and comes of a good family, and is every way suitable,--but when
-did a man ever choose the woman whom his sister thought suitable for
-him? And Guy is like other men, and this is his wedding day; and after a
-trip to Montreal, and Quebec, and Boston, and New York, and Saratoga,
-they are coming home, and I am to give a grand reception, and then
-subside, I suppose, into the position of the "old maid sister who will
-be dreadfully in the way."
-
- ----
-
- September 15th, 18--.
-
-Just three months since I opened my journal, and, on glancing over what
-I wrote on Guy's wedding day, I find that in one respect at least I was
-unjust to the little creature who is now my sister, and calls me Miss
-Frances. Not by a word or look has she shown the least inclination to
-assume the position of mistress of the house, nor does she seem to think
-me at all in the way; but that she considers me quite an antediluvian I
-am certain, for, in speaking of something which happened in 1820, she
-asked if I remembered it! And I only three years older than Guy! But
-then she once called him a dear old grandfatherly man, and thought it a
-good joke that on their wedding tour she was mistaken for his daughter.
-She looks so young,--not sixteen even; but with those childish blue
-eyes, and that innocent, pleading kind of expression, she never can be
-old. She is very beautiful, and I can understand in part Guy's
-infatuation, though at times he hardly knows what to do with his pretty
-plaything.
-
-It was the middle of August when they came from Saratoga, sorely against
-her wishes, as I heard from the Porters, who were at the same hotel, and
-who have told me what a sensation she created, and how much attention
-she received. Everybody flattered her, and one evening, when there was
-to be a hop at Congress Hall, she received twenty bouquets from as many
-different admirers, each of whom asked her hand for the first dance. And
-even Guy tried some of the square dances,--with poor success, I imagine,
-for Lucy Porter laughed when she told me of it, and the mistakes he
-made; and I do not wonder, for my grave, scholarly Guy must be as much
-out of place in a ball-room as his little, airy, doll of a wife is in
-her place when there. I can understand just how she enjoyed it all, and
-how she hated to come to Elmwood, for she did not then know the kind of
-home she was coming to.
-
-It was glorious weather for August, and a rain of the previous day had
-washed all the flowers and shrubs, and freshened up the grass on the
-lawn, which was just like a piece of velvet, while everything around the
-house seemed to laugh in the warm afternoon sunshine as the carriage
-came up to the door. Eight trunks, two hat-boxes, and a guitar-case had
-come in the morning, and were waiting the arrival of their owner, whose
-face looked eagerly out at the house and its surroundings, and it seemed
-to me did not light up as much as it should have done under the
-circumstances.
-
-"Why, Guy, I always thought the house was brick," I heard her say, as
-the carriage door was opened by the coachman.
-
-"No, darling,--wood. Ah, there's Fan," was Guy's reply, and the next
-moment I had her in my arms.
-
-Yes, literally in my arms. She is such a wee little thing, and her face
-is so sweet, and her eyes so childish and wistful and her voice so
-musical and flute-like that before I knew what I was doing I lifted her
-from her feet and hugged her hard, and said I meant to love her, first
-for Guy's sake, and then for her own. Was it my fancy, I wonder, or did
-she really shrink back a little and put up her hands to arrange the
-bows, and streamers, and curls floating away from her like the flags on
-a vessel on some gala day.
-
-She was very tired, Guy said, and ought to lie down before dinner. Would
-I show her to her room with Zillah, her maid? Then for the first time I
-noticed a dark-haired girl who had alighted from the carriage and stood
-holding Daisy's traveling-bag and wraps.
-
-"Her waiting-maid, whom we found in Boston," Guy explained, when we were
-alone. "She is so young and helpless, and wanted one so badly, that I
-concluded to humor her for a time, especially as I had not the most
-remote idea how to pin on those wonderful fixings which she wears. It is
-astonishing how many things it takes to make up the _tout ensemble_ of a
-fashionable woman," Guy said, and I thought he glanced with an unusual
-amount of curiosity and interest at my plain cambric wrapper and smooth
-hair.
-
-Indeed he has taken it upon himself to criticise me somewhat; thinks I
-am too slim, as he expresses it, and that my head might be improved if
-it had a more snarly appearance. Daisy, of course, stands for his model,
-and her hair does not look as if it had been combed in a month, and yet
-Zillah spends hours over it. She,--that is, Daisy,--was pleased with her
-boudoir, and gave vent to sundry exclamations of delight when she
-entered it, skipped around like the child she is, and said she was so
-glad it was blue instead of that indescribable drab, and that room is
-almost the only thing she has expressed an opinion about since she has
-been here. She does not talk much except to Zillah, and then in French,
-which I do not understand. If I were to write just what I think I should
-say that she had expected a great deal more grandeur than she finds. At
-all events, she takes the things which I think very nice and even
-elegant as a matter of course, and if we were to set up a style of
-living equal to that of the queen's household, I do believe she would
-act as if she had been accustomed to it all her life, or, at least, that
-it was what she had a right to expect. I know she imagines Guy a great
-deal richer than he is; and that reminds me of something which troubles
-me.
-
-Guy has given his name to Dick Trevylian for one hundred thousand
-dollars. To be sure it is only for three months, and Dick is worth three
-times that amount, and is an old friend and every way reliable and
-honest. And still I did not want Guy to sign. I wonder why it is that
-women always jump at a conclusion without any apparent reason. Of
-course, I could not explain it, but when Guy told me what he was going
-to do, I felt in an instant as if he would have it all to pay, and told
-him so, but he only laughed at me and called me nervous and fidgety, and
-said a friend was good for nothing if he could not lend a helping hand
-occasionally. Perhaps that is true, but I was uneasy and shall be glad
-when the time is up and the paper canceled.
-
-Our expenses since Daisy came are double what they were before, and if
-we were to lose one hundred thousand dollars now we should be badly off.
-Daisy is a luxury Guy has to pay for, but he pays willingly and seems to
-grow more and more infatuated every day. "She is such a sweet-tempered,
-affectionate little puss," he says; and I admit to myself that she is
-sweet-tempered, and that nothing ruffles her, but about the affectionate
-part I am not so certain. Guy would pet her and caress her all the time
-if she would let him, but she won't.
-
-"O, please don't touch me. It is too warm, and you muss my dress," I
-have heard her say more than once when he came in and tried to put his
-arm about her or take her in his lap.
-
-Indeed, her dress seems to be uppermost in her mind, and I have known
-her to try on half a dozen different ones before she could decide in
-which she looked the best. No matter what Guy is doing, or how deeply he
-is absorbed in his studies, she makes him stop and inspect her from all
-points, and give his opinion, and Guy submits in a way perfectly
-wonderful to me who never dared to disturb him when shut up with his
-books.
-
-Another thing, too, he submits to which astonishes me more than anything
-else. It used to annoy him terribly to wait for anything or anybody.
-_He_ was always ready, and expected others to be, but Daisy is just the
-reverse. Such dawdling habits I never saw in any person. With Zillah to
-help her dress she is never ready for breakfast, never ready for dinner,
-never ready for church, never ready for anything, and that, in a
-household accustomed to order and regularity, does put things back so,
-and make so much trouble.
-
-"Don't wait breakfast for me, please," she says, when she has been
-called for the third or fourth time, and if she can get us to sit down
-without her she seems to think it all right, and that she can be as long
-as she likes.
-
-I wonder that it never occurs to her that to keep the breakfast table
-round, as we must, makes the girls cross and upsets the kitchen
-generally. I hinted as much to her once when the table stood till ten
-o'clock, and she only opened her great blue eyes wonderingly, and said
-mamma had spoiled her she guessed, for it did not use to matter at home
-when she was ready, but she would try and do better. She bade Zillah
-call her at _five_ the next morning, and Zillah called her, and then she
-was a half hour late. Guy doesn't like that, and he looked daggers on
-the night of the reception, when the guests began to arrive before she
-was dressed! And she commenced her toilet too, at three o'clock! But she
-was wondrously beautiful in her bridal robes, and took all hearts by
-storm. She is perfectly at home in society, and knows just what to do
-and say so long as the conversation keeps in the fashionable round of
-chit-chat, but when it drifts into deeper channels she is silent at
-once, or only answers in monosyllables. I believe she is a good French
-scholar, and she plays and sings tolerably well, and reads the novels as
-they come out, but of books and literature, in general, she is wholly
-ignorant, and if Guy thought to find in her any sympathy with his
-favorite studies and authors he is terribly mistaken.
-
-And yet, as I write all this, my conscience gives me sundry pricks as if
-I were wronging her, for in spite of her faults I like her ever so much,
-and like to watch her flitting through the house and grounds like the
-little fairy she is, and I hope the marriage may turn out well, and that
-she will improve with age, and make Guy very happy.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.--EXTRACTS FROM GUY'S JOURNAL.
-
-
- September 20th, 18--.
-
-Three months married. Three months with Daisy all to myself, and yet not
-exactly to myself either, for of her own accord she does not often come
-where I am, unless it is just as I have shut myself up in my room,
-thinking to have a quiet hour with my books. Then she generally appears,
-and wants me to ride with her, or play croquet or see which dress is
-most becoming, and I always submit and obey her as if I were the child
-instead of herself.
-
-She _is_ young, and I almost wonder her parents allowed her to marry.
-Fan hints that they were mercenary, but if they were they concealed the
-fact wonderfully well, and made me think it a great sacrifice on their
-part to give me Daisy. And so it was; such a lovely little darling, and
-so beautiful. What a sensation she created at Saratoga! and still I was
-glad to get away, for I did not fancy some things which were done there.
-I did not like so many young men around her, nor her dancing those
-abominable round dances which she seemed to enjoy so much. "Square
-dances were poky," she said, even after I tried them with her for the
-sake of keeping her out of that vile John Britton's arms. I have an
-impression that I made a spectacle of myself, hopping about like a
-magpie, but Daisy said, "I did beautifully," though she cried because I
-put my foot on her lace flounce and tore it, and I noticed that after
-that she always had some good reason why I should not dance again. "It
-was too hard work for me; I was too big and clumsy," she said, "and
-would tire easily. Cousin Tom was big and he never danced."
-
-By the way, I have some little curiosity with regard to that Cousin Tom
-who wanted Daisy so badly, and who, because she refused him, went off to
-South America. I trust he will stay there. Not that I am or could be
-jealous of Daisy, but it is better for cousins like Tom to keep away.
-
-Daisy is very happy here, though she is not quite as enthusiastic over
-the place as I supposed she would be, knowing how she lived at home. The
-McDonalds are intensely respectable, so she says; but her father's
-practice cannot bring him over two thousand a year, and the small brown
-house they live in, with only a grass-plot in the rear and at the side,
-is not to be compared with Elmwood, which is a fine old place, every one
-admits. It has come out gradually that she thought the house was brick
-and had a tower and billiard-room, and that we kept a great many
-servants, and had a fish-pond on the premises, and velvet carpets on
-every floor. I would not let Fan know this for the world, as I want her
-to like Daisy thoroughly.
-
-And she does like her, though this little pink and white pet of mine is
-a new revelation to her, and puzzles her amazingly. She would have been
-glad if I had married Julia Hamilton, of Boston; but those Boston girls
-are too strong-minded and positive to suit me. Julia is nice, it is
-true, and pretty, and highly educated, and Fan says she has brains and
-would make a splendid wife. As Fan had never seen Daisy she did not, of
-course, mean to hint that she had not brains, but I suspect even now she
-would be better pleased if Julia were here, but I should not. Julia is
-self-reliant; Daisy is not. Julia has opinions of her own and asserts
-them, too; Daisy does not. Julia can sew and run a machine; Daisy
-cannot. Julia gets up in the morning and goes to bed at night; Daisy
-does neither. Nobody ever waits for Julia; everybody waits for Daisy.
-Julia reads scientific works and dotes on metaphysics; Daisy does not
-know the meaning of the word. In short, Julia is a strong, high-toned,
-energetic, independent woman, while Daisy is--a little innocent,
-confiding girl, whom I would rather have without brains than all the
-Boston women like Julia with brains!
-
-And yet I sometimes wish she did care for books, and was more interested
-in what interests me. I have tried reading aloud to her an hour every
-evening, but she generally goes to sleep or steals up behind me to look
-over my shoulder and see how near I am to the end of the chapter, and
-when I reach it she says: "Excuse me, but I have just thought of
-something I must tell Zillah about the dress I want to wear to-morrow.
-I'll be back in a moment;" and off she goes and our reading is ended for
-that time, for I notice she never returns. The dress is of more
-importance than the book, and I find her at ten or eleven trying to
-decide whether black or white or blue is most becoming to her. Poor
-Daisy! I fear she had no proper training at home. Indeed, she told me
-the other day that from her earliest recollection she had been taught
-that the main object of her life was to marry young and to marry money.
-Of course she did not mean anything, but I would rather she had not said
-it, even though I know she refused a millionaire for me who can hardly
-be called rich as riches are rated these days. If Dick Trevylian should
-fail to meet his payment I should be very poor, and then what would
-become of Daisy, to whom the luxuries which money buys are so necessary?
-
-[Here followed several other entries in the journal, consisting mostly
-of rhapsodies on Daisy, and then came the following:]
-
- ----
-
- December 15th, 18--.
-
-Dick _has_ failed to meet his payments, and that too after having
-borrowed of me twenty thousand more! Is he a villain, and did he know
-all the time that I was ruining myself? I cannot think so when I
-remember the look on his face as he told me about it and swore to me
-solemnly that up to the very last he fully expected relief from England,
-where he thought he had a fortune.
-
-"If I live I will pay you sometime," he said; but that does not help me
-now. I am a ruined man. Elmwood must be sold, and I must work like a dog
-to earn my daily bread. For myself I would not mind it much, and Fan,
-who, woman-like, saw it in the distance and warned me of it, behaves
-nobly; but it falls hard on Daisy.
-
-Poor Daisy! She never said a word when I told her the exact truth, but
-she went to bed and cried for one whole day. I am so glad I settled ten
-thousand dollars on her when we were married. No one can touch that, and
-I told her so; but she did not say a word or seem to know what I meant.
-Talking of anything serious, or expressing her opinion, was never in her
-line, and she has not of her own accord spoken with me on the subject,
-and when I try to talk with her about our future she shudders and cries,
-and says, "Please don't! I can't bear it! I want to go home to mother!"
-
-And so it is settled that while we are arranging matters she is to visit
-her mother and perhaps not return till spring, when I hope to be in a
-better condition financially than I am at present.
-
-One thing Daisy said, which hurt me cruelly, and that was: "If I must be
-a poor man's wife I might as well have married Cousin Tom, who wanted me
-so badly!" To do her justice, however, she added immediately: "But I
-like you the best."
-
-I am glad she said that. It will be something to remember when she is
-gone, or rather when I return without her, as I am going to Indianapolis
-with her, and then back to the dreary business of seeing what I have
-left and what I can do. I have an offer for the house, and shall sell it
-at once; but where my home will be next, I do not know, neither would I
-care so much if it were not for Daisy,--poor little Daisy!--who thought
-she had married a rich man. The only tears I have shed over my lost
-fortune were for her. Oh, Daisy, Daisy!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.--EXTRACTS FROM DAISY'S JOURNAL.
-
-
- Elmwood, September 20th, 18--.
-
-Daisy McDonald Thornton's journal,--presented by my husband, Mr. Guy
-Thornton, who wishes me to write something in it every day; and who,
-when I asked him what I should write, said: "Your thoughts, and
-opinions, and experiences. It will be pleasant for you sometime to look
-back upon your early married life and see what progress you have made
-since then, and will help you to recall incidents you would otherwise
-forget. A journal fixes things in your mind, and I know you will enjoy
-it, especially as no one is to see it, and you can talk to it freely as
-to a friend."
-
-That is what Guy said, and I wrote it right down to copy into the book
-as a kind of preface or introduction. I am not much pleased with having
-to keep a journal, and maybe I shall coax Zillah to keep it for me. I
-don't care to _fix_ things in my mind. I don't like things _fixed_,
-anyway. I'd rather they would lie round loose, as they surely would, if
-I had not Zillah to pick them up. She is a treasure, and it is almost
-worth being married to have a waiting-maid,--and that reminds me that I
-may as well begin back at the time when I was not married, and did not
-want to be either, if we had not been so poor, and obliged to make so
-many shifts to keep up appearances and seem richer than we were.
-
-My maiden name was Margaret McDonald, and I am seventeen next New Year's
-Day. My father is of Scotch descent, and a lawyer; and mother was a
-Barnard, from New Orleans, and has some very good blood in her veins. I
-am an only child, and very handsome,--so everybody says; and I should
-know it if they did not say it, for can't I see myself in the glass? And
-still I really do not care so much for my good looks except as they
-serve to attain the end for which father says I was born.
-
-Almost the first thing I can remember is of his telling me that I must
-marry young and marry rich, and I promised him I would, provided I could
-stay at home with mother just the same after I was married. Another
-thing I remember, which made a lasting impression, and that is the
-beating father gave me for asking before some grand people staying at
-our house, "Why we did not always have beefsteak and hot muffins for
-breakfast, instead of baked potatoes and bread and butter?"
-
-I must learn to keep my mouth shut, he said, and not tell all I knew;
-and I profited by the lesson, and that is one reason, I suppose, why I
-so rarely say what I think or express an opinion either favorable or
-otherwise.
-
-I do not believe I am deceitful, though all my life I have seen my
-parents try to seem what they are not; that is, try to seem like rich
-people, when sometimes father's practice brought him only a few hundreds
-a year, and there was mother and myself and Tom to support. Tom is my
-cousin,--Tom McDonald--who lived with us and fell in love with me,
-though I never tried to make him. But I liked him ever so much, even if
-he did use to tease me horridly, and put horn-bugs in my shoes, and
-worms on my neck, and jack-o'lanterns in my room, and tip me off his
-sled into the snow; for with all his teasing, he had a great, kind,
-unselfish heart, and I shall never forget that look on his face when I
-told him I could not be his wife. I did not like him as he liked me, and
-I did not want to be married any way. I could not bear the thought of
-being tied up to some man, and if I did marry it must be to somebody who
-was rich. That was in Chicago, and the night before Tom started for
-South America, where he was going to make his fortune, and he wanted me
-to promise to wait for him, and said no one would ever love me as well
-as he did.
-
-I could not promise, because, even if he had all the gold mines in Peru,
-I did not care to spend my days with him,--to see him morning, noon and
-night, and all the time. It is a good deal to ask of a woman, and I told
-him so, and he cried so hard,--not loud, but in a pitiful kind of way,
-which hurt me cruelly. I hear that sobbing sometimes now in my sleep,
-and it's like the moan of the wind round that house on the prairie where
-Tom's mother died. Poor Tom! I gave him a lock of my hair and let him
-kiss me twice, and then he went away, and after that old Judge Burton
-offered himself and his million to me; but I could not endure his bald
-head a week, I should hate him awfully and I told him no; and when
-father seemed sorry and said I missed it, I told him I would not sell
-myself for gold alone,--I'd run away first and go after Tom, who was
-young and just bearable. Then Guy Thornton came, and--and--well, he took
-me by storm, and I liked him better than any one I had ever seen, though
-I would rather have him for my friend,--my beau, whom I could order
-around and get rid of when I pleased, but I married him. Everybody said
-he was rich, and father was satisfied and gave his consent, and bought
-me a most elaborate trousseau. I wondered then where the money came
-from. Now, I know that _Tom_ sent it. He has been very successful with
-his mine, and in a letter to father sent me a check for fifteen hundred
-dollars. Father would not tell me that, but mother did, and I felt
-worse, I think, than when I heard the sobbing. Poor Tom! I never wear
-one of the dresses now without thinking who paid for it and wrote in his
-letter, "I am working like an ox for Daisy." Poor Tom!
-
- ----
-
- October 1st, 18--.
-
-I rather like writing in my journal after all, for here I can say what I
-think, and I guess I shall not let Zillah make the entries. Where did I
-leave off? Oh, about poor Tom.
-
-I have had a letter from him. He had just heard of my marriage, and only
-said, "God bless you, my darling little Daisy, and may you be very
-happy."
-
-I burned the letter up and cried myself into a headache. I wish people
-would not love me so much. I do not deserve it, for I know I am not what
-they think me to be. There's Guy, my husband, more to be pitied than
-Tom, because, you see, he has got me; and privately, between you and me,
-old journal, I am not worth the getting, and I know it perhaps better
-than any one else. I do not think I am really mean or bad, but there
-certainly is in my make-up something different from other women. I like
-Guy and believe him to be the best man in the world, and I would rather
-he kissed me than Tom, but do not want any body to kiss me, especially a
-man, and Guy is so affectionate, and his great hands are so hot, and
-muss my fluted dresses so terribly.
-
-I guess I don't like to be married anyway. If one only could have the
-house, and the money, and the nice things without the husband! That's
-wicked, of course, when Guy is so kind and loves me so much. I wish he
-didn't, but I would not for the world let him know how I feel. I did
-tell him that I was not the wife he ought to have, but he would not
-believe me, and father was anxious, and so I married him, meaning to do
-the best I could. It was splendid at Saratoga, only Guy danced so
-ridiculously and would not let me waltz with those young men. As if I
-cared a straw for them or any body besides Guy and Tom!
-
-It is very pleasant here at Elmwood, but the house is not as grand as I
-supposed, and there are not as many servants, and the family carriage is
-awful pokey. Guy is to give me a pretty little phaeton on my birthday.
-
-I like Miss Frances very much, only she is such a raging housekeeper,
-and keeps me all the while on the alert. I don't believe in these raging
-housekeepers who act as if they wanted to make the bed before you are
-up, and eat breakfast before it is ready. I don't like to get up in the
-morning any way, and I don't like to hurry, and I am always behind, and
-keeping somebody waiting, and that disturbs the people here very much.
-Miss Frances seems really cross sometimes, and even Guy looks sober and
-disturbed when he has waited for me half an hour or more. I guess I must
-try and do better, for both Guy and Miss Frances are as kind as they can
-be, but then I am not one bit like them, and have never been accustomed
-to anything like order and regularity. At home things came round any
-time, and I came with them, and that suited me better than being
-married, only now I have a kind of settled feeling, and am Mrs. Guy
-Thornton, and Guy is good looking, and highly esteemed, and very
-learned, and I can see that the young ladies in the neighborhood envy me
-for being his wife. I wonder who is that Julia Hamilton, Miss Frances
-talks about so much, and why Guy did not marry her instead of me. She is
-very learned, and gets up in the morning and flies round and is always
-ready, and reads scientific articles in the _Westminster Review_, and
-teaches in Sunday-school, and thinks it wicked to waltz, and likes to
-discuss all the mixed-up horrid questions of the day,--religion and
-politics and science and everything. I asked Guy once why he did not
-marry her instead of a little goose like me, and he said he liked the
-little goose the best, and then kissed me, and crumpled my white dress
-all up. Poor Guy! I wish I did love him as well as he does me, but it's
-not in me to love any body very much.
-
- ----
-
- December 20th, 18--.
-
-A horrible thing has happened, and I have married a poor man after all!
-Guy signed for somebody and had to pay, and Elmwood must be sold, and we
-are to move into a stuffy little house, without Zillah, and with but one
-girl, and I shall have to take care of my own room as I did at home, and
-make my own bed and pick up my things and shall never be ready for
-dinner. It is too dreadful to think about, and I was sick for a week
-after Guy told me of it. I might as well have married Tom, only I like
-Guy the best. He looks so sorry and sad that I sometimes forget myself
-to pity him. I am going home to mother for a long, long time,--all
-winter may be,--and I shall enjoy it so much. Guy says I have ten
-thousand dollars of my own, and the interest on that will buy my
-dresses, I guess, and get something for Miss Frances, too. She is a
-noble woman, and tries to bear up so bravely. She says they will keep
-the furniture of my blue room for me, if I want it; and I do, and I mean
-to have Guy send it to Indianapolis, if he will. Oh, mother, I am so
-glad I am coming back, where I can do exactly as I like,--eat my
-breakfast on the washstand if I choose, and sit up all night long. I
-almost wish,--no, I don't, either. I like Guy ever so much. It's being
-tied up that I don't like.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.--AUTHOR'S STORY.
-
-
-Guy Thornton was not a fool, and Daisy was not a fool, though they have
-thus far appeared to great disadvantage. Beth had made a mistake; Guy in
-marrying a child whose mind was unformed; and Daisy in marrying at all,
-when her whole nature was in revolt against matrimony. But the mistake
-was made, and Guy had failed and Daisy was going home, and the New
-Year's morning when she was to have received Guy's gift of the phaeton
-and ponies, found her at the little cottage in Indianapolis, where she
-at once resumed all the old indolent habits of her girlhood, and was
-happier than she had been since leaving home as a bride.
-
-On Mr. McDonald, the news of his son-in-law's failure fell like a
-thunderbolt and affected him more than it did Daisy. Shrewd, ambitious
-and scheming, he had for years planned for his daughter a moneyed
-marriage, and now she was returned upon his hands for an indefinite
-time, with her naturally luxurious tastes intensified by recent
-indulgence, and her husband a ruined man. It was not a pleasant picture
-to contemplate, and Mr. McDonald's face was cloudy and thoughtful for
-many days, until a letter from Tom turned his thoughts into a new
-channel and sent him with fresh avidity to certain points of law with
-which he had of late years been familiar. If there was one part of his
-profession in which he excelled more than another it was in the divorce
-cases which had made Indiana so notorious. Squire McDonald, as he was
-called, was well known to that class of people who, utterly ignoring
-God's command, seek to free themselves from the bonds which once were so
-pleasant to wear, and as he sat alone in his office with Tom's letter in
-his hand, and read how rapidly that young man was getting rich, there
-came into his mind a plan, the very thought of which would have made Guy
-Thornton shudder with horror and disgust.
-
-Daisy had not been altogether satisfied with her brief married life, and
-it would be very easy to make her more dissatisfied, especially as the
-home to which she would return must necessarily be very different from
-Elmwood. Tom was destined to be a millionaire. There was no doubt of
-that, and he could be moulded and managed as Mr. McDonald had never been
-able to mould or manage Guy. But everything pertaining to Tom must be
-kept carefully out of sight, for the man knew his daughter would never
-lend herself to such a diabolical scheme as that which he was revolving,
-and which he at once put in progress, managing so adroitly that before
-Daisy was at all aware of what she was doing, she found herself the
-heroine of a divorce suit, founded really upon nothing but a general
-dissatisfaction with married life, and a wish to be free from it.
-Something there was about incompatibility of temperament and
-uncongeniality and all that kind of thing which wicked men and women
-parade before the world when weary of the tie which God has said shall
-not be torn asunder.
-
-It is not our intention to follow the suit through any of its details,
-and we shall only say that it progressed rapidly, while poor
-unsuspicious Guy was working hard to retrieve in some way his lost
-fortune, and to fit up a pleasant home for the childish wife who was
-drifting away from him. He had missed her so much at first, even while
-he felt it a relief to have her gone when his business matters needed
-all his time and thought. It was some comfort to write to her, but not
-much to receive her letters, for Daisy did not excel in epistolary
-composition, and after a few weeks her letters were short and far apart,
-and, as Guy thought, constrained and studied in their tone, and when,
-after she had been absent from him for three months or more his longing
-to see her was so great that he decided upon a visit of a few days to
-the West, and apprized her of his intention, asking if she would be glad
-to see him, he received in reply a telegram from Mr. McDonald telling
-him to defer his journey as Daisy was visiting some friends and would be
-absent for an indefinite length of time. There was but one more letter
-from her, and that was dated at Vincennes, and merely said that she was
-well, and Guy must not feel anxious about her or take the trouble to
-come to see her, as she knew how valuable his time must be, and would
-far rather he should devote himself to his business than bother about
-her. The letter was signed, "Hastily, Daisy," and Guy read it over many
-times with a pang in his heart he could not define.
-
-But he had no suspicion of the terrible blow in store for him, and went
-on planning for her comfort just the same; and when at last Elmwood was
-sold and he could no longer stay there, he hired a more expensive house
-than he could afford, because he thought Daisy would like it better, and
-then, with his sister Frances, set himself to the pleasant task of
-fitting it up for Daisy. There was a blue room with a bay window just as
-there had been in Elmwood, only it was not so pretentious and large. But
-it was very pleasant, and had a door opening out upon what Guy meant
-should be a flower garden in the summer, and though he missed his little
-wife sadly, and longed so much at times for a sight of her beautiful
-face and the sound of her sweet voice, he put all thought of himself
-aside and said he would not bring her back until the May flowers were in
-blossom and the young grass bright and green by the blue room door.
-
-"She will have a better impression of her new home then," he said to his
-sister, "and I want her to be happy here and not feel the change too
-keenly."
-
-Julia Hamilton chanced to be in town staying at the Towers, and as she
-was very intimate with Miss Thornton the two were a great deal together,
-and it thus came about that Julia was often at the brown cottage and
-helped to settle the blue room for Daisy.
-
-"If it were only you who was to occupy it," Frances said to her one
-morning when they had been reading together for an hour or more in the
-room they both thought so pretty. "I like Daisy, but somehow she seems
-so far from me. Why, there's not a sentiment in common between us."
-
-Then, as if sorry for having said so much, she spoke of Daisy's
-marvelous beauty and winning ways, and hoped Julia would know and love
-her ere long, and possibly do her good.
-
-It so happened that Guy was sometimes present at these readings and
-enjoyed them so much that there insensibly crept into his heart a wish
-that Daisy was more like the Boston girl whom he had mentally termed
-strong-minded and stiff.
-
-"And in time, perhaps, she maybe," he thought. "I mean to have Julia
-here a great deal next summer, and with two such women for companions as
-Julia and Fan, Daisy cannot help but improve."
-
-And so at last when the house was settled and the early spring flowers
-were in bloom Guy started westward for his wife. He had not seen her now
-for months, and it was more than two weeks since he had heard from her,
-and his heart beat high with joyful anticipation as he thought just how
-she would look when she came to him, shyly and coyly, as she always did,
-with that droop in her eye-lids and that pink flush in her cheeks. He
-would chide her a little at first, he said, for having been so poor a
-correspondent, especially of late, and after that he would love her so
-much, and shield her so tenderly from every want or care that she should
-never feel the difference in his fortune.
-
-Poor Guy,--he little dreamed what was in store for him just inside the
-door where he stood ringing one morning in May, and which, when at last
-it was opened, shut in a very different man from the one who who went
-through it three hours later, benumbed and half-crazed with bewilderment
-and surprise.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.--THE DIVORCE.
-
-
-He had expected to meet Daisy in the hall, but she was not in sight, and
-her mother, who appeared in response to the card he sent up, seemed
-confused and unnatural to such a degree that Guy asked in some alarm if
-anything had happened, and where Daisy was.
-
-Nothing had happened,--that is,--well, nothing was the matter with
-Daisy, Mrs. McDonald said, only she was nervous and not feeling quite
-well that morning, and thought she better not come down. They were not
-expecting him so soon, she continued, and she regretted exceedingly that
-her husband was not there, but she had sent for him, and hoped he would
-come immediately. Had Mr. Thornton been to breakfast?
-
-He had been to breakfast, and he did not understand at all what she
-meant; if Daisy could not come to him, he must go to her, he said, and
-he started for the door, when Mrs. McDonald sprang forward, and laying
-her hand on his arm, held him back, saying:
-
-"Wait, Mr. Thornton: wait till husband comes--to tell you----"
-
-"Tell me what!" Guy demanded, feeling sure now that something had
-befallen Daisy.
-
-"Tell you--that--that,--Daisy is,--that he has,--that,--oh, believe me,
-it was not my wish at all, and I don't know now why it was done," Mrs.
-McDonald said, still trying to detain Guy and keep him in the room.
-
-But her efforts were vain, for shaking off her grasp, Guy opened the
-hall door, and with a cry of joy caught Daisy herself in his arms.
-
-In a state of fearful excitement and very curious to know what was
-passing between her mother and Guy, she had stolen down stairs to
-listen, and had reached the door just as Guy opened it so suddenly.
-
-"Daisy, darling, I feared you were sick," he cried, nearly smothering
-her with his caresses.
-
-But Daisy writhed herself away from him, and putting up her hands to
-keep him off, cried out:
-
-"Oh, Guy, Guy, you can't,--you mustn't. You must never kiss me again or
-love me any more, because I am,--I am not,----Oh, Guy, I wish you had
-never seen me; I am so sorry, too. I did like you. I,--I,--Guy,--Guy,--I
-am not your wife any more I Father has got a divorce!"
-
-She whispered the last words, and then, affrighted at the expression of
-Guy's face, fled half way up the stairs, where she stood looking down
-upon him, while, with a face as white as ashes, he, too, stood gazing at
-her and trying to frame the words which should ask her what she meant.
-He did not believe her literally; the idea was too preposterous, but he
-felt that some thing horrible had come between him and Daisy,--that in
-some way she was as much lost to him as if he had found her coffined for
-the grave, and the suddenness of the blow took from him for a moment his
-powers of speech, and he still stood looking at her when the street door
-opened, and a new actor appeared upon the scene in the person of Mr.
-McDonald, who had hastened home in obedience to the message from his
-wife.
-
-It was a principle of Mr. McDonald never to lose his presence of mind or
-his temper, or the smooth, low tone of voice he had cultivated years ago
-and practiced with so good effect.
-
-And now, though he understood the state of matters at once and knew that
-Guy had heard the worst, he did not seem ruffled in the slightest
-degree, and his voice was just as kind and sweet as ever as he bade Guy
-good-morning, and advanced to take his hand. But Guy would not take it.
-He had always disliked and distrusted Mr. McDonald, and he felt
-intuitively that whatever harm had befallen him had come through the
-oily-tongued man who stood smilingly before him. With a gesture of
-disgust he turned away from the offered hand, and in a voice husky with
-suppressed excitement, asked:
-
-"What does all this mean, that when, after a separation of months, I
-come for my wife, I am told that she is not my wife,--that there has
-been a--a divorce?"
-
-Guy had brought himself to name the horrid thing, and the very sound of
-the word served to make it more real and clear to his mind, and there
-were great drops of sweat, upon his forehead and about his mouth as he
-asked what it meant.
-
-"Oh, Guy, don't feel so badly. Tell him, father, I did not do it," Daisy
-cried, as she stood leaning over the stair-rail looking down at the
-wretched man.
-
-"Daisy, go to your room. You should not have seen him at all," Mr.
-McDonald said, with more sternness of manner than was usual for him.
-
-Then, turning to Guy, he continued:
-
-"Come in here, Mr. Thornton, where we can be alone while I explain to
-you what seems so mysterious now."
-
-They went together into the little parlor, and for half an hour or more
-the sound of their voices was distinctly heard as Mr. McDonald tried to
-explain what there really was no explanation or excuse for. Daisy was
-not contented at Elmwood, and though she complained of nothing she was
-not happy as a married woman, and was glad to be free again. That was
-all, and Guy understood at last that Daisy was his no longer; that the
-law which was a disgrace to the State in which it existed had divorced
-him from his wife without his knowledge or consent, and for no other
-reason than incompatibility of temperament, and a desire on Daisy's part
-to be free from the marriage tie. Not a word had been said of Guy's
-altered fortunes, but he felt that his comparative poverty was really
-the cause of this great wrong, and for a few moments resentment and
-indignation prevailed over every other feeling; then, when he remembered
-the little blue-eyed, innocent-faced girl whom he had loved so much and
-thought so good and true, he laid his head upon the sofa-arm and groaned
-bitterly, while the man who had ruined him sat coolly by, citing to him
-many similar cases where divorces had been procured without the
-knowledge of the absent party. It was a common,--a very common thing, he
-said, and reflected no disgrace where there was no criminal charge.
-Daisy was too young and childish anyway, and ought not to have been
-married for several years, and it was really quite as much a favor to
-Guy as a wrong. He was free again,--free to marry if he liked,--he had
-taken care to see to that, so----
-
-"Stop!" Guy thundered out, rousing himself from his crouching attitude
-upon the sofa. "There is a point beyond which you shall not go. Be
-satisfied with taking Daisy from me, and do not insult me with talk of a
-second marriage. Had I found Daisy dead it would have hurt me less than
-this fearful wrong you have done. I say _you_, for I charge it all to
-_you_. Daisy could have had no part in it, and I ask to see her and hear
-from her own lips that she accepts the position in which you and your
-diabolical laws have placed her before I am willing to give her up. Call
-her, will you?"
-
-"No, Mr. Thornton," Mr. McDonald replied. "To see Daisy would be
-useless, and only excite you more than you are excited now. You cannot
-see her."
-
-"Yes he will, father. If Guy wants to see me, he shall."
-
-It was Daisy herself who spoke, and who a second time had been acting
-the part of listener. Going up to Guy she knelt down beside him, and
-laying her arms across his lap, said to him.
-
-"What is it, Guy what is it you wish to say to me?"
-
-The sight of her before him in all her girlish beauty, with that soft,
-sweet expression on the face raised so timidly to his, unmanned Guy
-entirely, and clasping her in his arms he wept passionately for a
-moment, while he tried to say:
-
-"Oh, Daisy, my darling, tell me it is a horrid dream,--tell me you are
-still my wife, and go with me to the home I have tried to make so
-pleasant for your sake. It is not like Elmwood, but I will sometime have
-one handsomer even than that, and I'll work so hard for you. Oh, Daisy,
-tell me you are sorry for the part you had in this fearful business, if
-indeed you had a part, and I'll take you back so gladly. Will you,
-Daisy; will you be my wife once more? I shall never ask you again. This
-is your last chance with me. Reflect before you throw it away."
-
-Guy's mood was changing a little, because of something he saw in Daisy's
-face,--a drawing back from him when he spoke of marriage.
-
-"Daisy must not go back with you; I shall not suffer that," Mr. McDonald
-said, while Daisy, still keeping her arms around Guy's neck, where she
-had put them when he drew her to him, replied:
-
-"Oh, Guy! I can't go with you; but I shall like you always, and I'm
-sorry for you. I never wanted to be married; but if I must, I'd better
-have married _Tom_, or that old Chicago man; they would not have felt so
-badly, and I'd rather hurt them than you."
-
-The utter childishness of the remark roused Guy, and, with a gesture of
-impatience, he put her from him, and rising to his feet, said angrily:
-
-"This, then, is your decision, and I accept it; but, Daisy, if you have
-in you a spark of true womanhood, you will some time be sorry for this
-day's work; while _you_!" and he turned fiercely upon Mr.
-McDonald,--"words cannot express the contempt I feel for you; and know,
-too, that I understand you fully, and am certain that were I the rich
-man I was when you gave your daughter to me, you would not have taken
-her away. But I will waste no more words upon you. You are a _villain_!
-and Daisy is"----His white lips quivered a little as he hesitated a
-moment, and then added: "Daisy _was_ my wife."
-
-Then, without another word, he left the house, and never turned to see
-the white, frightened face which looked after him so wistfully until a
-turn in the street hid him from view.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.--EXTRACTS FROM DIARIES.
-
-
- _Extract 1st.--Mr. McDonald's._
-
- May ----.
-
-Well, that matter is over, and I can't say I am sorry, for the
-expression in that Thornton's eye I do not care to meet a second time.
-There was mischief in it, and it made one think of six-shooters and cold
-lead. I never quite indorsed the man,--first, because he was not as rich
-as I would like Daisy's husband to be; and second, because even had he
-been a millionaire it would have done _me_ no good. That he did not
-marry Daisy's family, he made me fully understand; and for any good his
-money did me, I was as poor after the marriage as before. Then he must
-needs lose all he had in that foolish way; and when I found that Daisy
-was not exceedingly in love with married life, it was natural that, as
-her father, I should take advantage of the laws of the State in which I
-live, especially as _Tom_ is growing rich so fast. On the whole, I have
-done a good thing. Daisy is free, with ten thousand dollars which
-Thornton settled on her; for, of course, I shall prevent her giving that
-back as she is determined to do, saying it is not hers, and she will not
-keep it. It is hers and she shall keep it, and Tom will be a millionaire
-if that gold mine proves as great a success as it seems likely to do;
-and I can manage Tom, only I am sorry for Thornton who evidently was in
-love with Daisy; and, as I said before, I've done a nice thing after
-all.
-
- ----
-
- _Extract 2nd.--Miss Thornton's Diary._
-
- June 30th, 18--.
-
-To-day, for the first time, we have hopes that my brother will live;
-but, oh! how near he has been to the gates of death since that night
-when he came back to us from the West, with a fearful look on his face,
-and a cruel wound in his heart. I say us, for Julia Hamilton has been
-with me all through the dreadful days and nights when I watched to see
-Guy's life go out and know I was left alone. She was with me when I was
-getting ready for Daisy, and waiting for Guy to bring her home,--not to
-Elmwood,--that dear old place is sold, and strangers walk the rooms I
-love so well,--but here to the brown cottage on the hill, which, if I
-had never had Elmwood, would seem so pleasant to me.
-
-And it is pleasant here, especially in Daisy's room, which we shall
-never use, for the door is shut and bolted, and it seems each time I
-pass it as if a dead body were lying hidden there. Had Guy died I would
-have laid him there and sent for that false creature to come and see her
-work. I promised her so much, but not from any love, for my heart was
-full of bitterness that night when I turned her from the door out into
-the rain. I shall never tell Guy that, lest he should soften toward her,
-and I would not have her here again for all the world contains. And yet
-I did like her, and was looking forward to her return with a good deal
-of pleasure. Julia had spoken many a kind word for her, had pleaded her
-extreme youth as an excuse for her faults, and had led me to hope for
-better things when time had matured her somewhat and she had become
-accustomed to our new mode of life.
-
-And so I waited for her and Guy, and wondered I did not hear from them,
-and felt so glad and happy when I received the telegram, "Shall be home
-to-night." It was a bright day in May, but the evening set in cool, with
-a feeling of rain in the air, and I had a fire kindled in the parlor and
-in Daisy's room, for I remembered how she used to crouch on the rug
-before the grate and watch the blaze floating up the chimney with all
-the eagerness of a child. Then, although it hurt me sorely, I went to
-Simpson, who bought our carriage, and asked that it might be sent to the
-station so that Daisy should not feel the difference at once. And Jerry,
-our old coachman, went with it, and waited there just as Julia and I
-waited at home, for Julia had promised to stay a few days on purpose to
-see Daisy.
-
-The train was late that night, an hour behind time, and the spring rain
-was falling outside and the gas was lighted within when I heard the
-sound of wheels stopping at the door and went to meet my brother. But
-only my brother. There was no Daisy with him. He came in alone, with
-such an awful look on his white face as made me cry out with alarm.
-
-"What is it, Guy, and where is Daisy?" I asked, as he staggered against
-the bannister, where he leaned heavily.
-
-He did not answer my question, but said, "Take me to my room," in a
-voice I would never have known for Guy's. I took him to his room and
-made him lie down, and brought him a glass of wine, and then, when he
-was strong enough to tell it, listened to the shameful story, and felt
-that henceforth and forever I must and would hate the woman who had
-wounded my Guy so cruelly.
-
-And still there is some good in her,--some sense of right and justice,
-as was shown by what she did when Guy was at the worst of the terrible
-fever which followed his coming home. I watched him constantly. I would
-not even let Julia Hamilton share my vigils, and one night when I was
-worn out with fatigue and anxiety I fell asleep upon the lounge, where I
-threw myself for a moment. How long I slept I never knew, but it must
-have been an hour or more, for the last thing I remember was hearing the
-whistle of the Western train and the distant sound of thunder as if a
-storm were coming, and when I awoke the rain was falling heavily and the
-clock was striking twelve, which was an hour after the train was due. It
-was very quiet in the room, and darker than usual, for some one had
-shaded the lamp from my eyes as well as Guy's, so that at first I did
-not see distinctly, but I had an impression that there was a figure
-sitting by Guy near the bed. Julia most likely, I thought, and I called
-her by name, feeling my blood curdle in my veins and my heart stand
-still with something like fear when a voice I knew so well and never
-expected to hear again, answered softly:
-
-"It is not Julia. _It's I._"
-
-There was no faltering in her voice, no sound of apology. She spoke like
-one who had a right to be there, and this it was which so enraged me and
-made me lose my self-command. Starting to my feet, I confronted her as
-she sat in my chair, by Guy's bedside, with those queer blue eyes of
-hers fixed so questioningly upon me as if she wondered at my
-impertinence.
-
-"_Miss McDonald_," I said, laying great stress on the name, "why are you
-here, and how did you dare come?"
-
-"I _was_ almost afraid, it was so dark when I left the train, and it
-kept thundering so," she replied, mistaking my meaning altogether, "but
-there was no conveyance at the station and so I came on alone. I never
-knew Guy was sick. Why did you not write and tell me? Is he very bad?"
-
-Her perfect composure and utter ignoring of the past provoked me beyond
-endurance, and without stopping to think what I was doing, I seized her
-arm, and drawing her into an adjoining room, said, in a suppressed
-whisper of rage:
-
-"Very bad,--I should think so. We have feared and still fear he will
-die, and it's all your work, the result of your wickedness, and yet you
-presume to come here into his very room,--you who are no wife of his,
-and no woman either, to do what you have done."
-
-What more I said I do not remember. I only know Daisy put her hands to
-her head in a scared, helpless way, and said:
-
-"I do not quite understand it all, or what you wish me to do."
-
-"Do?" I replied. "I want you to leave this house immediately,--_now_,
-before Guy can possibly be harmed by your presence. Go back to the depot
-and take the next train home. It is due in an hour. You have time to
-reach it."
-
-"But it is so dark, and it rains and thunders so," she said, with a
-shudder, as a heavy peal shook the house and the rain beat against the
-windows.
-
-I think I must have been crazy with mad excitement, and her answer made
-me worse.
-
-"You were not afraid to come here," I said. "You can go from here as
-well. Thunder will not hurt such as you."
-
-Even then she did not move, but crouched in a corner of the room
-farthest from me, reminding me of my kitten when I try to drive it from
-a place where it has been permitted to play. As that will not understand
-my _'scats_ and gestures so she did not seem to comprehend my meaning.
-But I made her at last, and with a very white face and a strange look in
-her great staring blue eyes, she said:
-
-"Fanny," (she always called me Miss Frances before). "Fanny, do you
-really mean me to go back in the dark, and the rain and the thunder?
-Then I will, but I must tell you first what I came for, and you will
-tell Guy. He gave me ten thousand dollars when we first were married;
-settled it on me, they called it, and father was one of the trustees,
-and kept the paper for me till I was of age. So much I understand, but
-not why I can't give it back to Guy, for father says I can't. I never
-dreamed it was mine after the--the--the divorce."
-
-She spoke the word softly and hesitatingly, while a faint flush showed
-on her otherwise white face.
-
-"If I am not Guy's wife, as they say, then I have no right to his money,
-and I told father so, and said I'd give it back, and he said I couldn't,
-and I said I could and would, and I wrote to Guy about it, and told him
-I was not so mean, and father kept the letter, and I did not know what I
-should do next till I was invited to visit Aunt Merriman in Detroit.
-Then I took the paper,--the _settlement_, you know, from the box where
-father kept it, and put it in my pocket; here it is; see--" and she drew
-out a document and held it toward me while she continued: "I started for
-Detroit under the care of a friend who stopped a few miles the other
-side, so you see I was free to come here if I liked, and I did so, for I
-wanted to see Guy and give him the paper, and tell him I'd never take a
-cent of his money. I am sorry he is sick. I did not think he'd care so
-much, and I don't know what to do with the paper unless I tear it up. I
-believe I'd better; then surely it will be out of the way."
-
-And before I could speak or think she tore the document in two, and then
-across again, and scattered the four pieces on the floor.
-
-"Tell Guy, please," she continued, "what I have done, and that I never
-meant to take it, after--after--_that_,--you know,--and that I did not
-care for money only as father taught me I must have it, and that I am
-sorry he ever saw me, and I never really wanted to be married and can't
-be his wife again till I do."
-
-She spoke as if Guy would take her back of course if she only signified
-her wish to come, and this kept me angry, though I was beginning to
-soften a little with this unexpected phase of her character, and I might
-have suffered her to stay till morning if she had signified a wish to do
-so, but she did not.
-
-"I suppose I must go now if I catch the train," she said, moving toward
-the door. "Good-bye, Fanny. I am sorry I ever troubled you."
-
-She held her little white ungloved hand toward me and then I came to
-myself, and hearing the wind and rain, and remembering the lonely road
-to the station, I said to her:
-
-"Stay, Daisy, I cannot let you go alone. Miss Hamilton will watch with
-Guy while I go with you."
-
-"And who will come back with you? It will be just as dark and rainy
-then," she said; but she made no objection to my plan, and in less than
-five minutes Julia, who always slept in her dressing-gown so as to be
-ready for any emergency, was sitting by Guy, and I was out in the dark
-night with Daisy and our watch-dog Leo, who, at sight of his old
-playmate, had leaped upon her and nearly knocked her down in his joy.
-
-"Leo is glad to see me," Daisy said, patting the dumb creature's head,
-and in her voice there was a rebuking tone, which I resented silently.
-
-I was not glad to see her, and I could not act a part, but I wrapped my
-waterproof around her and adjusted the hood over her hair, and thought
-how beautiful she was, even in that disfiguring garb, and then we went
-on our way, the young creature clinging close to me as peal after peal
-of thunder rolled over our heads, and gleams of lightning lit up the
-inky sky. She did not speak to me, nor I to her, till the red light on
-the track was in sight, and we knew the train was coming. Then she asked
-timidly: "Do you think Guy will die?"
-
-"Heaven only knows," I said, checking a strong impulse to add: "If he
-does, you will have the satisfaction of knowing that you killed him."
-
-I am glad now that I did not say it. And I was glad then, when Daisy,
-alarmed perhaps by something in the tone of my voice, repeated her
-question:
-
-"But do _you_ think he will die? If I thought he would I should wish to
-die too. I like him, Miss Frances, better than any one I ever saw; like
-him now as well as I ever did, but I do not want to be his wife, nor
-anybody's wife, and that is just the truth. I am sorry he ever saw me
-and loved me so well. Tell him that, Fanny."
-
-It was Fanny again, and she grasped my hand nervously, for the train was
-upon us.
-
-"Promise me solemnly that if you think he is surely going to die you
-will let me know in time to see him once more. Promise,--quick,--and
-kiss me as a pledge."
-
-The train had stopped. There was not a moment to lose, and I promised,
-and kissed the red lips in the darkness, and felt a remorseful pang when
-I saw the little figure go alone into the car which bore her swiftly
-away, while I turned my steps homeward with only Leo for my companion.
-
-I had to tell Julia about it, and I gathered up the four scraps of paper
-from the floor where Daisy had thrown them, and joining them together
-saw they really were the marriage settlement, and kept them for Guy,
-should he ever be able to hear about it and know what it meant. There
-was a telegram for me, the next evening, dated at Detroit, and bearing
-simply the words, "Arrived safely," and that was all I heard of Daisy.
-No one in town knew of her having been here but Julia and myself, and it
-was better that they should not, for Guy's life hung on a thread, and
-for many days and nights I trembled lest that promise, sealed by a kiss,
-would have to be redeemed.
-
-That was three weeks ago, and Guy is better now and knows us all, and
-to-day, for the first time, I have a strong hope that I am not to be
-left alone, and I thank Heaven for that hope, and feel as if I were at
-peace with all the world, even with Daisy herself, from whom I have
-heard nothing since that brief telegram.
-
- ----
-
- August 1st, ----.
-
-The shadow of death has passed from our house, and I can almost say the
-shadow of sickness too, for though Guy is still weak as a child and thin
-as a ghost, he is decidedly on the gain, and to-day I drove him out for
-the third time, and hoped from something he said that he was beginning
-to feel some interest in the life so kindly given back to him. Still he
-will never be just the same. The blow stunned him too completely for him
-to recover quite his old happy manner, and there is a look of age in his
-face which pains me to see. He knows Daisy has been here, and why. I had
-to tell him all about it, and sooner too than I meant to, for almost his
-first coherent question to me after his reason came back was:
-
-"Where is Daisy? I am sure I heard her voice. It could not have been a
-dream. Is she here, or has she been here? Tell me the truth, Fanny."
-
-So I told him, and showed him the bits of paper, and held his head on my
-bosom, while he cried like a child. How he loves her still, and how glad
-he was to know that she was not as mercenary as it would at first seem.
-Not that her tearing up that paper will make any difference about the
-money. She cannot give it to him, he says, until she is of age, neither
-does he wish it at all, and he would not take it from her; but he is
-glad to see her disposition in the matter; glad to have me think better
-of her than I did, and I am certain that he is expecting to hear from
-her every day, and is disappointed that he does not. He did not reproach
-me as I thought he would when I told him about turning her out in the
-rain; he only said:
-
-"Poor Daisy, did she get very wet? She is so delicate, you know. I hope
-it did not make her sick."
-
-Oh, the love a man will feel for a woman, let her be ever so unworthy. I
-cannot comprehend it. And why should I? an old maid like me, who never
-loved any one but Guy.
-
- ----
-
- August 30th, ----.
-
-In a roundabout way we have heard that Mr. McDonald is going away with
-his wife and daughter. When the facts of the divorce were known, they
-brought him into such disgrace with the citizens of Indianapolis, who
-were perfectly indignant, and showed that they were in every possible
-way, that he thought best to leave for a time till the storm was over,
-and so they will go to South America, where there is a cousin Tom, who
-is growing rich very fast. I cannot help certain thoughts coming into my
-mind, any more than I can help being glad that Daisy is going out of the
-country. Guy never mentions her now, and is getting to look and act
-quite like himself. If only he _could_ forget her, we might be very
-happy again, as Heaven grant we may.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.--FIVE YEARS LATER.
-
-
-"Married, this morning, at St. Paul's church, by the Rev. Dr. ----,
-assisted by the Rector, Guy Thornton, Esq., of Cuylerville, to Miss
-Julia Hamilton, of this city."
-
-Such was the notice which appeared in a daily Boston paper one lovely
-morning in September five years after the last entry in Miss Thornton's
-journal. Guy had reached the point at last, when he could put Daisy from
-his heart and take another in her place. He had never seen her, or heard
-directly from her since the night she brought him the marriage
-settlement and tore it in pieces, thinking thus to give him the money
-beyond a doubt. That this did not change the matter one whit he knew,
-for she could not give him the ten thousand settled upon her until she
-was of age. She _was_ of age now, and had been for a year or more, and
-to say the truth he had expected to hear from her when she was
-twenty-one. To himself he had reasoned on this wise: "Her father told
-her that the tearing up that paper made no difference, that she was
-powerless of herself to act until she was of age, so she will wait
-quietly till then before making another effort." And Guy thought how he
-would not take a penny from her, but would insist upon her keeping it.
-Still he should respect her all the more for her sense of justice and
-generosity, he thought, and when her twenty-first birthday came and
-passed, and week after week went by, and brought no sign from Daisy,
-there was a pang in his heart and a look of disappointment on his face
-which did not pass away until October hung her gorgeous colors upon the
-hills of Cuylerville, and Julia Hamilton came to the Brown Cottage to
-spend a few weeks with his sister.
-
-From an independent, self-reliant, energetic girl of twenty-two, Julia
-had ripened into a noble and dignified woman of twenty-seven, with a
-repose of manner which seemed to rest and quiet one, and which told
-insensibly on Guy, until at last he found himself dreading to have her
-go, and wishing to keep her with him always. The visit was lengthened
-into a month; and when in November he went with her to Boston, he had
-asked her to take Daisy's place, and be his second wife. Very freely
-they talked of the little golden-haired girl, and Julia told him what
-she had heard through a mutual acquaintance who had been on the same
-vessel with the McDonalds when they returned from South America. Cousin
-Tom was with them, a rich man then, and a richer now, for his gold mine
-and his railroad had made him almost a millionaire, and it was currently
-reported and believed that Mr. McDonald meant him to marry his daughter.
-They were abroad now, the McDonalds and Tom, and Daisy, it was said, was
-even more beautiful than in her early girlhood, and that to her natural
-loveliness was added great cultivation and refinement of manner. She had
-had the best of teachers while in South America, and was now continuing
-her studies abroad with a view to further improvement. All this Julia
-Hamilton told Guy, and then bade him think again before deciding to join
-his life with hers.
-
-And Guy did think again, and his thoughts went across the sea after the
-beautiful Daisy, and he tried to picture to himself what she must be now
-that education and culture had set their seal upon her. But always in
-the picture there was a dark background, where cousin Tom stood sentinel
-with his bags of gold, and so, with a half unconscious sigh for what
-"might have been," Guy dug still deeper the grave where, years before,
-he had buried his love for Daisy, and to make the burial sure this time,
-so that there should be no future resurrection, he put over the grave a
-head-stone, on which was written a new hope and a new love, both of
-which centered in Julia Hamilton.
-
-And so they were engaged, and after that there was no wavering on his
-part,--no looking back to a past, which seemed like a happy dream, from
-which there had been a horrible awaking.
-
-He loved Julia at first quietly and sensibly, and loved her more and
-more as the winter and spring went by, and brought the day when he stood
-again at the altar, and for the second time took upon him the marriage
-vow. It was a very quiet wedding, with only a few friends present, and
-Miss Frances was the bridesmaid, in a gown of silver gray; but Julia's
-face was bright with the certainty of a happiness long desired; and if
-in Guy's heart there lingered the odor of other bridal flowers, withered
-now and dead, and the memory of other marriage bells than those which
-sent their music on the air that September morning, and if a pair of
-sunny blue eyes seemed looking into his, he made no sign, and his face
-wore an expression of perfect content as he took his second bride for
-better or worse, just as he once had taken little Daisy. In Daisy's case
-it had proved all for the worse, but now there was a suitableness in the
-union which boded future happiness, and many a hearty wish for good was
-sent after the newly-married pair, whose destination was New York.
-
-It was nearly dark when they reached the hotel, and quite dark before
-dinner was over. Then Julia suddenly remembered that an old friend of
-hers was boarding in the house, and suggested going to her room.
-
-"I'd send my card," she said, blushingly, "only she would not know me by
-the new name, so if you do not mind my leaving you a moment, I'll go and
-find her myself."
-
-Guy did not mind, and Julia went out and left him alone. Scarcely was
-she gone when he called to mind a letter which had been forwarded to him
-from Cuylerville, and which he had found awaiting him on his return
-from, the church that morning. Not thinking it of much consequence, he
-had thrust it in his pocket and in the excitement forgotten it till now.
-He had dressed for dinner and worn his wedding-coat, and he took the
-letter out and looked at it a moment, and wondered whom it was from, as
-people often wait and wonder, when breaking the seal would settle the
-matter so soon. It was post-marked in New York, and, felt heavy in his
-hand, and he opened it at last, and found that the outer envelope
-inclosed another one, on which his name and address were written in a
-handwriting once so familiar to him, and the sight of which made him
-start and breathe heavily for a moment as if the air had suddenly grown
-thick and burdensome.
-
-It was Daisy's handwriting, which he had never thought to see again; for
-after his engagement with Julia he had burned every vestige of a
-correspondence it was sorrow now to remember. One by one, and with a
-steady hand, he had dropped Daisy's letters into the fire and watched
-them turning into ashes, and thought how like his love for her they were
-when nothing remained of them but the thin gray tissue his breath could
-blow away. The four scraps of the marriage settlement which Daisy had
-brought him on that night of storm he kept, because they seemed to
-embody something good and noble in the girl; but the letters she had
-written him were gone past recall, and he had thought himself cut loose
-from her forever,--when, lo! there had come to him an awakening to the
-bitterness of the past in a letter from the once-loved wife, whose
-delicate handwriting made him grow faint and sick for a moment, as he
-held the letter in his hand and read:
-
- "_Guy Thornton, Esq._,
- "Brown Cottage,
- "Politeness of Mr. Wilkes. Cuylerville, Mass."
-
-Why had she written, and what had she to say to him? he wondered, and
-for a moment he felt tempted to tear the letter up and never know what
-it contained.
-
-Better, perhaps, had he done so,--better for him, and better for the
-fond new wife whose happiness was so perfect, and whose trust in his
-love was so strong.
-
-But he did not tear it up. He opened it, and another chapter will tell
-us what he read.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.--DAISY'S LETTER.
-
-
-It was dated at Rouen, France, and it ran as follows:
-
-"_Dear, Dear Guy_:--I am all alone here in Rouen, with no one near me
-who speaks English, or knows a thing of Daisy Thornton, as she was, or
-as she is now, for I am Daisy Thornton here. I have taken the old name
-again and am an English governess in a wealthy French family; and this
-is how it came about: I have left Berlin and the party there, and am
-earning my own living, for three reasons, two of which concern cousin
-Tom, and one of which has to do with you and that miserable settlement
-which has troubled me so much. I thought when I brought it back and tore
-it up that was the last of it, and felt so happy and relieved. Father
-missed it, of course; and I told him the truth and that I could never
-touch a penny of your money if I was not your wife. He did not say a
-word, and I supposed it was all right, and never dreamed that I was
-actually clothed and fed on the interest of that ten thousand dollars.
-Father would not tell me, and you did not write. Why didn't you, Guy? I
-expected a letter so long and went to the office so many times and cried
-a little to myself, and said Guy has forgotten me.
-
-"After the divorce, which I know now was a most unjust and mean affair,
-the people in Indianapolis treated us with so much coldness and neglect
-that at last we went to South America,--father, mother and I,--went to
-live with Tom. He wanted me for his wife before you did, but I could not
-marry Tom. He is very rich now, and we lived with him, and then we all
-came to Europe and have traveled everywhere, and I have had teachers in
-everything, and people say I am a fine scholar, and praise me much; and,
-Guy, I have tried to improve just to please _you_; believe me, Guy, just
-to please _you_. Tom was as a brother,--a dear, good big bear of a
-brother, whom I loved as such, but nothing more. Even were you dead, I
-could not marry Tom after knowing you; and I told him so when in Berlin
-he asked me for the sixth time to be his wife. I had to tell him
-something hard to make him understand, and when I saw how what I said
-hurt him cruelly and made him cry because he was such a great big,
-awkward, dear old fellow, I put my arms around his neck and cried with
-him, and tried to explain, and that made him ten times worse. Oh, if
-people only would not love me so much it would save me a great deal of
-sorrow.
-
-"You see, I tell you this because I want you to know exactly what I have
-been doing these five years, and that I have never thought of marrying
-Tom or anybody. I did not think I could. I felt that if I belonged to
-anybody it was you, and I cannot have Tom, and father was very angry and
-taunted me with living on Tom's money, which I did not know before, and
-then he accidently let out about the marriage settlement, and that hurt
-me worse than the other.
-
-"Oh, Guy, how can I give it up? Surely there must be a way now I am of
-age. I was so humiliated about it, and after all that passed between
-father and Tom and me, I could not stay in Berlin, and never be sure
-whose money was paying for my bread, and when I heard that Madame
-Lafarcade, a French lady, who had spent the winter in Berlin, was
-wanting an English governess for her children, I went to her, and as the
-result, am here at her beautiful country-seat, just out of the city,
-earning my own living and feeling so proud to do it; only, Guy, there is
-an ache in my heart, a heavy, throbbing pain which will not leave me day
-or night, and this is how it came there.
-
-"Mother wrote that you were about to marry Miss Hamilton. Letters from
-home brought her the news, which she thinks is true. Oh, Guy, it is not,
-it cannot be true. You must not go quite away from me now, just as I am
-coming back to you. For, Guy, I am--or rather, I have come, and a great
-love, such as I never felt before, fills me full almost to bursting. I
-always liked you, Guy; but when we were married I did not know what it
-was to love,--to feel my pulses quicken as they do now just at thought
-of you. If I had, how happy I could have made you, but I was a silly
-little girl, and married life was distasteful to me, and I was willing
-to be free, though always, way down in my heart, was something which
-protested against it, and if you knew just how I was influenced and led
-on insensibly to assent, you would not blame me so much. The word
-_divorce_ had an ugly sound to me, and I did not like it, and I have
-always felt as if bound to you just the same. It would not be right for
-me to marry Tom, even if I wanted to, which I do not. I am yours,
-Guy,--only yours, and all these years I have studied and improved for
-your sake, without any fixed idea, perhaps, as to what I expected or
-hoped. But when Tom spoke the last time it came to me suddenly what I
-was keeping myself for, and, just as a great body of water, when freed
-from its prison walls rolls rapidly down a green meadow, so did a mighty
-love for you take possession of me and permeate my whole being, until
-every nerve quivered with joy, and when Tom was gone I went away alone
-and cried more for my new happiness, I am afraid, than for him, poor
-fellow. And yet I pitied him, too, and as I could not stay in Berlin
-after that I came away to earn money enough to take me back to you. For
-I am coming, or I was before I heard that dreadful news which I cannot
-believe.
-
-"Is it true, Guy? Write and tell me it is not, and that you love me
-still and want me back, or, if it in part is true, and you are engaged
-to Julia, show her this letter and ask her to give you up, even if it is
-the very day before the wedding,--for you are mine, and, sometimes, when
-the children are troublesome, and I am so tired and sorry and homesick,
-I have such a longing for a sight of your dear face, and think if I
-could only lay my aching head in your lap once more I should never know
-pain or weariness again.
-
-"Try me, Guy. I will be so good and loving, and make you so happy, and
-your sister, too,--I was a bother to her once. I'll be a comfort now.
-Tell her so, please; tell her to bid me come. Say the word yourself, and
-almost before you know it I'll be there.
-
-"Truly, lovingly, waitingly, your wife,
-
- "_Daisy_."
-
-"P. S.--To make sure of this letter's safety I shall send it to New York
-by a friend, who will mail it to you.
-
- "Again, lovingly, _Daisy Thornton_."
-
- ----
-
-This was Daisy's letter, which Guy read with such a pang in his heart as
-he had never known before, even when he was smarting the worst from
-wounded love and disappointed hopes. Then he had said to himself, "I can
-never suffer again as I am suffering now," and now, alas, he felt how
-little he had ever known of that pain which tears the heart and takes
-the breath away.
-
-"God help her," he moaned,--his first thought, his first prayer for
-Daisy, the girl who called herself his wife, when just across the hall
-was the bride of a few hours,--another woman who bore his name and
-called him her husband.
-
-With a face as pale as ashes, and hands which shook like palsied hands,
-he read again that pathetic cry from her whom he now felt he had never
-ceased to love; ay, whom he loved still, and whom, if he could, he would
-have taken to his arms so gladly, and loved and cherished as the
-priceless thing he had once thought her to be. The first moments of
-agony which followed the reading of the letter were Daisy's wholly, and
-in bitterness of soul the man she had cast off and thought to take again
-cried out, as he stretched his arms toward an invisible form: "Too late,
-darling; too late. But had it come two months, one month, or even one
-week ago, I would,--I would, --have gone to you over land and sea, but
-now,--another is in your place, another is my wife; Julia,--poor,
-innocent Julia. God help me to keep my vow; God help me in my need."
-
-He was praying now; and Julia was the burden of his prayer. And as he
-prayed there came into his heart an unutterable tenderness and pity for
-her. He had thought he loved her an hour ago; he believed he loved her
-now, or if he did not, he would be to her the kindest, most thoughtful
-of husbands, and never let her know, by word or sign, of the terrible
-pain he should always carry in his heart. "Darling Daisy, poor Julia,"
-he called the two women who were both so much to him. To the first his
-love, to the other his tender care, for she was worthy of it. She was
-noble, and good, and womanly; he said many times and tried to stop the
-rapid heart-throbs and quiet himself down to meet her when she came back
-to him with her frank, open face and smile, in which there was no shadow
-of guile. She was coming now; he heard her voice in the hall speaking to
-her friend, and thrusting the fatal letter in his pocket he rose to his
-feet, and steadying himself upon the table, stood waiting for her, as,
-flushed and eager, she came in.
-
-"Guy, Guy, what is it? Are you sick?" she asked, alarmed at the pallor
-of his face and the strange expression of his eyes.
-
-He was glad she had thus construed his agitation, and he answered that
-he was faint and a little sick.
-
-"It came on suddenly, while I was sitting here. It will pass off as
-suddenly," he said, trying to smile, and holding out his hand, which she
-took at once in hers.
-
-"Is it your heart, Guy? Do you think it is your heart?" she continued,
-as she rubbed and caressed his cold, clammy hand.
-
-A shadow of pain or remorse flitted across Guy's face as he replied:
-
-"I think it is my heart, but I assure you there is no danger,--the worst
-is over. I am a great deal better."
-
-And he was better with that fair girl beside him, her face glowing with
-excitement, and her soft hands pressing his. Perfectly healthy herself,
-she must have imparted some life and vigor to him, for he felt his pulse
-grow steadier beneath her touch, and the blood flow more regularly
-through his veins. If only he could forget that crumpled letter which
-lay in his vest pocket, and seemed to burn into his flesh; forget that,
-and the young girl watching for an answer and the one word "come," he
-might be happy yet, for Julia was one whom any man could love and be
-proud to call his wife. And Guy said to himself that he did love her,
-though not as he once loved Daisy, or as he could love her again were he
-free to do so, and because of that full love withheld, he made a mental
-vow that his whole life should be given to Julia's happiness, so that
-she might never know any care or sorrow from which he could shield her.
-
-"And Daisy?" something whispered in his ear.
-
-"I must and will forget her," he sternly answered, and the arm he had
-thrown around Julia, who was sitting with him upon the sofa, tightened
-its grasp until she winced and moved a little from him.
-
-He was very talkative that evening, and asked his wife many questions
-about her friends and the shopping she wished to do, and the places they
-were to visit; and Julia, who had hitherto regarded him as a quiet,
-silent man, given to few words, wondered at the change, and watched the
-bright red spots on his cheeks, and thought how she would manage to have
-medical advice for that dreadful heart-disease, which had come like a
-nightmare to haunt her bridal days.
-
-Next morning there came a Boston paper containing a notice of the
-marriage, and this Guy sent to Daisy, with only the faint tracing of a
-pencil to indicate the paragraph.
-
-"Better so than to write," he thought; though he longed to add the
-words, "Forgive me, Daisy; your letter came too late."
-
-And so the paper was sent, and, after a week or two, Guy went back to
-his home in Cuylerville, and the blue rooms which Julia had fitted up
-for Daisy five years before became her own by right. And Fanny Thornton
-welcomed her warmly to the house, and by many little acts of
-thoughtfulness showed how glad she was to have her there. And Julia was
-very happy save when she remembered the heart-disease which she was sure
-Guy had, and for which he would not take advice. "There was nothing the
-matter with his heart, unless it were too full of love," he told her
-laughingly, and wondered to himself if in saying this he was guilty of a
-lie, inasmuch as his words misled her so completely.
-
-After a time, however, there came a change, and thoughts of Daisy ceased
-to disturb him as they once had done. No one ever mentioned her to him,
-and since the receipt of her letter he had heard no tidings of her until
-six months after his marriage, when there came to him the ten thousand
-dollars, with all the interest which had accrued since the settlement
-first was made. There was no word from Daisy herself, but a letter from
-a lawyer in Berlin, who said all there was to say with regard to the
-business, but did not tell where Miss McDonald, as he called her, was.
-
-Then Guy wrote Daisy a letter of thanks, to which there came no reply,
-and as time went on the old wound began to heal, the grave to close
-again; and when, at last, one year after his marriage, they brought him
-a beautiful little baby girl and laid it in his arms, and then a few
-moments later let him into the room where the pale mother lay, he
-stooped over her, and kissing her fondly, said;
-
-"I never loved you half as well as I do now!"
-
-It was a pretty child, with dark blue eyes, and hair in which there was
-a gleam of gold, and Guy, when asked by his wife what he would call her,
-said;
-
-"Would you object to Margaret?"
-
-Julia knew what he meant, and like the true, noble woman she was,
-offered no objection to Guy's choice, and herself first gave the pet
-name of Daisy to her child, on whom Guy settled the ten thousand dollars
-sent to him by the Daisy over the sea.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.--DAISY, TOM, AND THAT OTHER ONE.
-
-
-Watching, waiting, hoping, saying to herself in the morning, "It will
-come before night," and saying to herself at night, "It will be here
-to-morrow morning." Such was Daisy's life, even before she had a right
-to expect an answer to her letter.
-
-Of the nature of Guy's reply she had no doubt. He had loved her once, he
-loved her still, and he would take her back of course. There was no
-truth in that rumor of another marriage. Possibly her father, whom she
-understood now better than she once did, had gotten the story up for the
-sake of inducing her through pique to marry Tom; but if so, his plan
-would fail. Guy would write to her, "Come!" and she should go, and more
-than once she counted the contents of her purse and added to it the sum
-due her from Madame Lafarcade, and wondered if she would dare venture on
-the journey with so small a sum.
-
-"You so happy and white, too, this morning," her little pupil, Pauline,
-said to her one day, when they sat together in the garden, and Daisy was
-indulging in a fanciful picture of her meeting with Guy.
-
-"Yes, I am happy," Daisy said, rousing from her revery; "but I did not
-know I was pale, or white, as you term it, though, now I think of it, I
-do feel sick and faint. It's the heat, I suppose. Oh! there is Max, with
-the mail! He is coming this way! He has,--he certainly has something for
-me!"
-
-Daisy's cheeks were scarlet now, and her eyes were bright as stars as
-she went forward to meet the man who brought the letters to the house.
-
-"Only a paper!--is there nothing more?" she asked, in an unsteady voice,
-as she took the paper in her hand, and recognizing Guy's handwriting,
-knew almost to a certainty what was before her.
-
-"Oh, you are sick, I must bring some water," Pauline exclaimed, alarmed
-at Daisy's white face and the peculiar tone of her voice.
-
-"No, Pauline, stay; open the paper for me," Daisy said, feeling that it
-would be easier so than to read it herself, for she knew what was there,
-else he would never have sent her a paper and nothing more.
-
-Delighted to be of some use, and a little gratified to open a foreign
-paper, Pauline tore off the wrapper, starting a little at Daisy's quick,
-sharp cry as she made a rent across the handwriting.
-
-"Look, you are tearing into my name, which he wrote," Daisy said, and
-then remembering herself she sank back into her seat in the garden
-chair, while Pauline wondered what harm there was in tearing an old
-soiled wrapper, and why her governess should take it so carefully in her
-hand and roll it up as if it had been a living thing.
-
-There were notices of new books, and a runaway match in high life, and a
-suicide on Sumner street, and a golden wedding in Roxbury, and the
-latest fashions from Paris, into which Pauline plunged with avidity,
-while Daisy listened like one in a dream, asking, when the fashions were
-exhausted, "Is that all? Are there no deaths or marriages?"
-
-Pauline had not thought of that,--she would see; and she hunted through
-the columns till she found Guy's pencil mark, and read:
-
-"Married, this morning, in----church, by the Rev. Dr.----, assisted by
-the rector, Guy Thornton, Esq., of Cuylerville, to Miss Julia Hamilton,
-of this city."
-
-"Yes, yes, I see,--I know, it's very hot here, isn't it? I think I will
-go in," Daisy said, her fingers working nervously with the bit of paper
-she held.
-
-But Pauline was too intent on the name Thornton to hear what Daisy said,
-and she asked: "Is Mr. Thornton your friend or your relative?"
-
-It was natural enough question, and Daisy roused herself to answer it,
-and said, quickly: "He is the son of my husband's father."
-
-"Oh, _oui_," Pauline rejoined, a little mystified as to the exact
-relationship existing between Guy Thornton and her teacher's husband,
-who she supposed was dead, as Daisy had only confided to madame the fact
-of a divorce.
-
-"What date is the paper?" Daisy asked, and on being told she said softly
-to herself: "I see; it was too late."
-
-There was in her mind no doubt as to what the result would have been had
-her letter been in time; no doubt of Guy's preference for herself, no
-regret that she had written to him, except that the knowledge that she
-loved him at last would make him wretched with thinking "what might have
-been," and with the bitter pain which cut her heart like a knife there
-was mingled a pity for Guy, who would perhaps suffer more than she did,
-if that were possible. She never once thought of retribution, or of
-murmuring against her fate, but accepted it meekly, albeit she staggered
-under the load and grew faint as she thought of the lonely life before
-her, and she so young.
-
-Slowly she went back to her room, while Pauline walked up and down the
-garden, trying to make out the relationship between the newly-married
-Thornton and her teacher.
-
-"The son of her husband's father?" she repeated, until at last a meaning
-dawned upon her, and she said: "Then he must be her brother-in-law; but
-why didn't she say so? Maybe, though, that is the English way of putting
-it;" and having thus settled the matter Pauline joined her mother, who
-was asking for Mrs. Thornton.
-
-"Gone to her room, and her brother-in-law is married. It was marked in a
-paper, and I read it to her, and she's sick," Pauline said, without,
-however, in the least connecting the sickness with the marriage.
-
-Daisy did not come down to dinner that night, and the maid who called
-her the next morning reported her as ill and acting very strangely.
-Through the summer a malarious fever had prevailed to some extent in and
-about Rouen, and the physician whom Madame Lafarcade summoned to the
-sick girl expressed a fear that she was coming down with it, and ordered
-her kept as quiet as possible.
-
-"She seems to have something weighing on her mind. Has she heard any bad
-news from home?" he asked, as in reply to his question where her pain
-was the worst, Daisy always answered:
-
-"It reached him too late--too late, and I am so sorry."
-
-Madame knew of no bad news, she said, and then as she saw the foreign
-paper lying on the table, she took it up, and, guided by the pencil
-marks, read the notice of Guy Thornton's marriage, and that gave her the
-key at once to Daisy's mental agitation. Daisy had been frank with her
-and told as much of her story as was necessary, and she knew that the
-Guy Thornton married to Julia Hamilton had once called Daisy his wife.
-
-"Excuse me, she is, or she has something on her mind, I suspect," she
-said to the physician, who was still holding Daisy's hand and looking
-anxiously at her flushed cheeks and bright, restless eyes.
-
-"I thought so," he rejoined, "and it aggravates all the symptoms of her
-fever. I shall call again to-night."
-
-He did call, and found his patient worse, and the next day he asked of
-Madame Lafarcade:
-
-"Has she friends in this country? If so, they ought to know."
-
-A few hours later and in his lodgings at Berlin, Tom read the following
-dispatch:
-
-"Mrs. Thornton is dangerously ill. Come at once."
-
-It was directed to Mr. McDonald, who with his wife had been on a trip to
-Russia, and was expected daily. Feeling intuitively that it concerned
-Daisy, Tom had opened it, and without a moment's hesitation packed his
-valise and leaving a note for the McDonalds when they should return,
-started for Rouen. Daisy did not know him, and in her delirium she said
-things to him and of him which hurt him cruelly. Guy was her theme, and
-the letter which went "too late, too late." Then she would beg of Tom to
-go for Guy, to bring him to her, and tell him how much she loved him and
-how good she would be if he would only take her back.
-
-"Father wants me to marry Tom," she said in a whisper, and Tom's heart
-almost stood still as he listened; "and Tom wanted me, too, but I
-couldn't, you know, even if he were worth his weight in gold. I could
-not love him. Why, he's got red hair, and such great freckles on his
-face, and big feet and hands with frecks on them. Do you know Tom?"
-
-"Yes, I know him," Tom answered, sadly, forcing down a choking sob,
-while the "big hand with the great frecks on it," smoothed the golden
-hair tenderly, and pushed it back from the burning brow.
-
-"Don't talk any more, Daisy; it tires you so," he said, as he saw her
-about to speak again.
-
-But Daisy was not to be stopped, and she went on:
-
-"Tom is good, though; so good, but awkward, and I like him ever so much,
-but I can't be his wife. I cannot. I cannot."
-
-"He doesn't expect it now, or want it," came huskily from Tom, while
-Daisy quickly asked:
-
-"Doesn't he?"
-
-"No, never any more; so, put it from your mind and try to sleep," Tom
-said, and again the freckled hands smoothed the tumbled pillows and
-wiped the sweat drops from Daisy's face, while all the time the great
-kind heart was breaking, and the hot tears were rolling down the
-sunburnt face Daisy thought so ugly.
-
-Tom had heard from Madame Lafarcade of Guy's marriage and, like her,
-understood why Daisy's fever ran so high, and her mind was in such
-turmoil. But for himself he knew there was no hope, and with a feeling
-of death in his heart he watched by her day and night, yielding his
-place to no one, and saying to madame, when she remonstrated with him
-and bade him care for his own health:
-
-"It does not matter for me. I would rather die than not."
-
-Daisy was better when her mother came,--saved, the doctor said, more by
-Tom's care and nursing than by his own skill, and then Tom gave up his
-post, and never went near her unless she asked for him. His "red hair
-and freckled face" were constantly in his mind, making him loathe the
-very sight of himself.
-
-"She cannot bear my looks, and I will not force myself upon her," he
-thought; and so he staid away, but surrounded her with every luxury
-money could buy, and as soon as she was able had her removed to a pretty
-little cottage which he rented and fitted up for her, and where she
-would be more at home and quieter than at Madame Lafarcade's.
-
-And there one morning when he called to inquire for her, he, too, was
-smitten down with the fever which he had taken with Daisy's breath the
-many nights and days he watched by her without rest or sufficient food.
-There was a faint, followed by a long interval of unconsciousness, and
-when he came to himself he was in Daisy's own room lying on Daisy's
-little bed, and Daisy herself was bending anxiously over him, with a
-flush on her white cheeks and a soft, pitiful look in her blue eyes.
-
-"What is it? Where am I?" he asked, and Daisy replied:
-
-"You are here in my room; and you've got the fever, and I'm going to
-take care of you, and I'm so glad. Not glad you have the fever," she
-added, as she met his look of wonder, "but glad I can repay in part all
-you did for me, you dear, noble Tom! And you are not to talk," and she
-laid her hand on his mouth as she saw him about to speak. "I am strong
-enough; the doctor says so, and I'd do it if he didn't, for you are the
-best, the truest friend I have."
-
-She was rubbing his hot, feverish hands, and though the touch of her
-cool, soft fingers was so delicious, poor Tom thought of the big frecks
-so obnoxious to the little lady, and drawing his hands from her grasp
-hid them beneath the clothes. Gladly, too, would he have covered his
-face and hair from her sight, but this he could not do and breathe, so
-he begged her to leave him, and send some one in her place. But Daisy
-would not listen to him.
-
-He had nursed her day and night, she said, and she should stay with him,
-and she did stay through the three weeks when Tom's fever ran higher
-than hers had done, and when Tom in his ravings talked of things which
-made her heart ache with a new and different pain from that already
-there.
-
-At first there were low whisperings and incoherent mutterings, and when
-Daisy asked him to whom he was talking he answered:
-
-"To that other one over in the corner. Don't you see him? He is waiting
-for me till the fever eats me up. There's a lot of me to eat, I'm so big
-and awkward, overgrown,--that's what Daisy said. You know Daisy, don't
-you? a dainty little creature, with such delicacy of sight and touch.
-She doesn't like red hair; she said so, when we thought the man in the
-corner was waiting for her; and she doesn't like my freckled face and
-hands,--big hands, she said they were, and yet how they have worked like
-horses for her. Oh, Daisy, Daisy, I have loved her ever since she was a
-child, and I drew her to school on my sled and cut her doll's head off
-to tease her. Take me quick, please, out of her sight, where my freckled
-face won't offend her."
-
-He was talking now to that other one, the man in the corner, who like
-some grim sentinel stood there day and night, while Daisy kept her
-tireless watch and Tom talked on and on,--never to her,--but always to
-the other one, the man in the corner, whom he begged to take him away.
-
-"Bring out your boat," he would say. "It's time we were off, for the
-tide is at its height, and the river is running so fast. I thought once
-it would take Daisy, but it left her and I am glad. When I am fairly
-over and there's nothing but my big freckled hulk left, cover my face,
-and don't let her look at me, though I'll be white then, not red. Oh,
-Daisy, Daisy, my darling, you hurt me so cruelly."
-
-Those were terrible days for Daisy, but she never left her post, and
-stood resolutely between the sick man and _that other one_ in the
-corner, until the latter seemed to waver a little; his shadow was not so
-black, his presence so all-pervading, and there was hope for Tom, the
-doctor said. His reason came back at last, and the fever left him, weak
-as a little child, with no power to move even his poor wasted hands,
-which lay outside the counterpane and seemed to trouble him, for there
-was a wistful, pleading look in his gray eyes as they went from the
-hands to Daisy, and his lips whispered faintly: "Cover."
-
-She understood him, and with a rain of tears spread the sheet over them,
-and then on her knees beside him, said to him, amid her sobs:
-
-"Forgive me, Tom, for what I said when I was crazy. You are not
-repulsive to me. You are the truest, best, and dearest friend I ever
-had, and I--I--Oh, Tom, live for my sake, and let me prove how--Oh, Tom,
-I wish I had never been born."
-
-Daisy did not stay with Tom that night. There was no necessity for it,
-and she was so worn and weary with watching that the physician declared
-she must have absolute rest or be sick again. So she staid away, and in
-a little room by herself fought the fiercest battle she had ever fought,
-and on her knees, with tears and bitter cries, asked for help to do
-right. Not for help to know what was right. She felt sure that she did
-know that, only the flesh was weak, and there were chords of love still
-clinging to a past she scarcely dared think of now, lest her courage
-should fail her. Guy was lost to her forever; it was a sin even to think
-of him as she must think if she thought at all, and so she strove to put
-him from her,--to tear his image from her heart, and put another in its
-place,--Tom, whom she pitied so much, and whom she could make so happy.
-
-"No matter for myself," she said at last. "No matter what I feel, or how
-sharp the pain in my heart, if I only keep it there and never let Tom
-know. I can make him happy, and I will."
-
-There was no wavering after that decision,--no regret for the "might
-have been,"--but her face was white as snow, and about the pretty mouth
-there was a quivering of the muscles, as if the words were hard to
-utter, when next day she went to Tom, and sitting down beside him, asked
-how he was feeling. His eyes brightened a little when he saw her, but
-there was a look on his face which made Daisy's pulse quicken with a
-nameless fear, and his voice was very weak, as he replied:
-
-"They say I am better; but, Daisy, I know the time is near for me to go.
-I shall never get well, and I do not wish to, though life is not a gift
-to be thrown away easily, and on some accounts mine has been a happy
-one, but the life beyond is better, and I feel sure I am going to it."
-
-"Oh, Tom, Tom, don't talk so. You must not leave me now," Daisy cried,
-all her composure giving way as she fell on her knees beside him, and
-taking both his hands in hers wet them with her tears. "Tom," she began,
-when she could speak, "I have been bad to you so often, and worried and
-wounded you so much; but I am sorry, so sorry,--and I've thought it all
-over real earnestly and seriously, and made up my mind, and I want you
-to get well and ask me that,--that--question again,--you have asked so
-many times,--and--and--Tom,--I will say--yes--to it now, and try so hard
-to make you happy."
-
-Her face was crimson as if with shame, and she dared not look at Tom
-until his silence startled her. Then she stole a glance at him, and met
-an expression which prompted her to go on recklessly:
-
-"Don't look so incredulous, Tom. I am in earnest. I mean what I say,
-though it may be unmaidenly to say it. Try me, Tom. I will make you
-happy, and though at first I cannot love you as I did Guy when I sent
-him that letter, the love will come, born of your great goodness and
-kindness of heart. Try me, Tom, won't you?"
-
-She kissed his thin white hands where the freckles showed more plainly
-than ever, and which Tom tried to free from her; she held them fast and
-looked steadily into the face, which shone for a moment with a joy so
-great that it was almost handsome, and when she said again: "Will you,
-Tom?" the pale lips parted with an effort to speak, but no sound was
-audible, only the chin quivered and the tears stood in Tom's eyes as he
-battled with the temptation. Should he accept the sacrifice? It would be
-worth trying to live for, if Daisy could be his wife, but ought he to
-join her life with his? Could she ever learn to love him? No, she could
-not, and he must put her from him, even though she came asking him to
-take her. Thus Tom decided, and turning his face to the wall, he said
-with a choking sob:
-
-"No, Daisy. It cannot be. Such happiness is not for me now. I must not
-think of it, for I am going to die. Thank you, darling, just the same.
-It was kind in you and well meant, but it cannot be. I could not make
-you happy. I am not like Guy; never could be like him, and you would
-hate me after a while, and the chain would hurt you cruelly. No, Daisy,
-I love you too well,--and yet, Daisy,--Daisy,--why do you tempt me
-so,--if it could be, I might perhaps get well, I should try so hard."
-
-He turned suddenly toward her, and winding both his arms around her,
-drew her to him in a quick, passionate embrace, crying piteously over
-her, and saying:
-
-"My darling, my darling, if it could have been, but it's too late
-now,--God is good and will take me to Himself. I thought a great deal
-before I was sick, and believe I am a better man, and that Jesus is my
-friend, and I am going to him. I'm glad you told me what you have. It
-will make my last days happier, and when I am gone, you will find that I
-did well with you."
-
-He put her from him then, for faintness and exhaustion were stealing
-over him, and that was the last that ever passed between him and Daisy
-on the subject which all his life had occupied so much of his thoughts.
-The fever had left him, it is true, but he seemed to have no vital force
-or rallying power, and, after a few days, it was clear even to Daisy
-that Tom's life was drawing to a close. "The man in the corner," who had
-troubled him so much, was there again, and Tom was very happy. He had
-thought much of death and what lay beyond during those days when Daisy's
-life hung in the balance, and the result of the much thinking had been a
-full surrender of himself to God, who did not forsake him when the dark,
-cold river was closing over him.
-
-Calm and peaceful as the setting of the summer sun was the close of his
-life, and up to the last he retained his consciousness, with the
-exception of a few hours, when his mind wandered a little, and he talked
-to "that other one," whom no one could see, but whose presence all felt
-so vividly.
-
-"It would have been pleasant, and for a minute I was tempted to take her
-at her word," he said; "but when I remembered my hair, and face, and
-hands, and how she liked nothing which was not comely, I would not run
-the chance of being hated for my repulsive looks. Poor little Daisy! she
-meant it all right, and I bless her for it, and am glad she said it, but
-she must not look at me when I'm dead. The frecks she dislikes so much
-will show plainer then. Don't let her come near, or, if she must, cover
-me up,--cover me up,--cover me from her sight."
-
-Thus he talked, and Daisy, who knew what he meant, wept silently by his
-side, and kept the sheet closely drawn over the hands he was so anxious
-to conceal. He knew her at the last, and bade her farewell, and told her
-she had been to him the dearest thing in life; and Daisy's arm was round
-him, supporting him upon the pillow, and Daisy's hand wiped the death
-moisture from his brow, and Daisy's lips were pressed to his dying face,
-and her ear caught his faint whisper:
-
-"God bless you, darling! I am going home! Good-bye."
-
-"The man in the corner,--that other one,"--had claimed him, and Daisy
-put gently from her the lifeless form which had once been Tom.
-
-They buried him there in France, on a sunny slope, where the grass was
-green and the flowers blossomed in the early spring; and, when Mr.
-McDonald examined his papers, he found to his surprise that, with the
-exception of an annuity to himself, and several legacies to different
-charitable institutions, Tom had left to Daisy his entire fortune,
-stipulating only that one-tenth of all her income should be yearly given
-back to God, who had a right to it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.--MISS MCDONALD.
-
-
-She took the name again, and with it, also, Margaret, feeling that Daisy
-was far too girlish an appellation for one who clad herself in the
-deepest mourning, and felt, when she stood at poor Tom's grave, more
-wretched and desolate than many a wife has felt when her husband was
-buried from sight.
-
-Tom had meant to make her parents independent of her so that she need
-not have them with her unless she chose to do so, for knowing Mr.
-McDonald as he did, he thought she would be happier without him; but God
-so ordered it that within three months after poor Tom's death, they made
-another grave beside his, and Daisy and her mother were alone.
-
-It was spring time, and the two desolate women bade adieu to their dead,
-and made their way to England, and from there to Scotland, where among
-the heather hills they passed the summer in the utmost seclusion.
-
-Here Daisy had ample time for thought, which dwelt mostly upon the past
-and the happiness she cast away when she consented to the sundering of
-the tie which had bound her to Guy Thornton.
-
-"Oh, how could I have been so foolish and so weak," she said, as with
-intense contempt for herself, she read over the journal she had kept at
-Elmwood during the first weeks of her married life.
-
-Guy had said it would be pleasant for her to refer to its pages in after
-years, little dreaming with what sore anguish of heart poor Daisy would
-one day weep over the senseless things recorded there.
-
-"Can it be I was ever that silly little fool?" she said bitterly, as she
-finished her journal. "And how could Guy love me as he did. Oh, if I but
-had the chance again, I would make him so happy. Oh, Guy, Guy,--my
-husband still,--mine more than Julia's, if you could know how much I
-love you now; nor can I feel it wrong to do so, even though I never hope
-to see your face again, Guy, Guy, the world is so desolate, and I am
-young, only twenty-three, and life is so long and dreary with nothing to
-live for or to do. I wish almost that I were dead like Tom, only I dare
-not think I should go to the Heaven where he has gone."
-
-In her sorrow and loneliness, Daisy was fast sinking into an unhealthy
-morbid state of mind from which nothing seemed to rouse her.
-
-"Nothing to live for,--nothing to do," was her lament, until one golden
-September day, when there came a turning point in her life, and she
-found there was something to do.
-
-There was no regular service that Sunday in the church where she usually
-attended, and as the day was fine and she was far too restless to remain
-at home, she proposed to her mother that they walk to a little chapel
-about a mile away, where a young Presbyterian clergyman was to preach.
-
-She had heard much of his eloquence, and as his name was McDonald, he
-might possibly be some distant relative, inasmuch as her father was of
-Scotch descent, and she felt a double interest in him, and with her
-mother was among the first who entered the little humble building, and
-took a seat upon one of the hard, uncomfortable benches near the pulpit.
-
-The speaker was young,--about Tom's age,--and with a look on his florid
-face and a sound in his voice so like that of the dead man that Daisy
-half started to her feet when he first took his stand in front of her,
-and announced the opening hymn. His text was, "Why stand ye here all the
-day idle?" and so well did he handle it, and so forcible were his
-gestures and eloquent his style of delivery, that Daisy listened to him
-spell-bound, her eyes fixed intently upon his glowing face, and her ears
-drinking in every word he uttered.
-
-After dwelling a time upon the loiterers in God's vineyard, the idlers
-from choice, who worked not for lack of an inclination to do so, he
-spoke next of the class whose whole life was a weariness for want of
-something to do, and to these he said, "Have you never read how, when
-the disciples rebuked the grateful woman for wasting upon her Master's
-head what might have been sold for three hundred pence, and given to the
-poor, Jesus said unto them, 'The poor ye have with you always,' and is
-it not so, my hearers? Are there no poor at your door to be fed, no
-hungry little ones to be cared for out of the abundance which God has
-only loaned for this purpose? Are there no wretched homes which you can
-make happier, no aching hearts which a kind word would cheer? Remember
-there is a blessing pronounced for even the cup of cold water, and how
-much greater shall be the reward of those who, forgetting themselves,
-seek the good of others and turn not away from the needy and the
-desolate. See to it, then, you to whom God has given much. See to it
-that you sit not down in idle ease, wasting upon yourself alone the
-goods designed for others; for to whom much is given of him much shall
-be required."
-
-Attracted, perhaps, by the deep black of Daisy's attire, or the
-something about her which marked her as different from the mass of his
-hearers, the speaker seemed to address the last of his remarks directly
-to her, and had the dead Tom risen from his grave and spoken with her
-face to face, she could hardly have been more affected than she was. The
-resemblance was so striking and the voice so like her cousin's, that she
-felt as if she had received a message direct from him; or, if not from
-him, she surely had from God, whose almoner she henceforth would be.
-
-That day was the beginning of a new life to her. Thenceforth there must
-be no more repining; no more idle, listless days, no more wishing for
-something to do. There was work all around her, and she found it and did
-it with a will,--first, from a sense of duty, and at last for the real
-pleasure it afforded her to carry joy and gladness to the homes where
-want and sorrow had been so long.
-
-Hearing that there was sickness and destitution among the miners in
-Peru, where her possessions were, she went there early in November, and
-many a wretched heart rejoiced because of her, and many a lip blessed
-the beautiful lady whose coming among them was productive of so much
-good. Better dwellings, better wages, a church, a school-house followed
-in her footsteps, and then, when everything seemed in good working
-order, there came over her a longing for her native country, and the
-next autumn found her in New York, where in a short space of time
-everybody knew of the beautiful Miss McDonald, who was a millionaire and
-who owned the fine house and grounds in the upper part of the city not
-far from the Park.
-
-Here society claimed her again, and Daisy, who had no morbid fancies
-now, yielded in part to its claims, and became, if not a belle, at least
-a favorite, whose praises were in every mouth. But chiefly was she known
-and loved by the poor and the despised whom she daily visited, and to
-whom her presence was like the presence of an angel.
-
-"You do look lovely and sing so sweet; I know there's nothing nicer in
-Heaven," said a little piece of deformity to her one day as it lay dying
-in her arms. "I'se goin' to Heaven, which I shouldn't have done if
-you'se hadn't gin me the nice bun and told me of Jesus. I loves Him now,
-and I'll tell Him how you bringed me to Him."
-
-Such was the testimony of one dying child, and it was dearer to Daisy
-than all the words of flattery ever poured into her ear. As she had
-brought that little child to God so she would bring others, and she made
-her work among the children especially, finding there her best
-encouragement and greatest success.
-
-Once when Guy Thornton chanced to be in the city and driving in the
-Park, he saw a singular sight--a pair of splendid bays arching their
-graceful necks proudly, their silver-tipped harness flashing in the
-sunlight, and their beautiful mistress radiant with happiness as she sat
-in her open carriage, not with gayly-dressed friends, but amid a group
-of poorly-clad pale-faced little ones, to whom the Park was paradise,
-and she the presiding angel.
-
-"Look,--that's Miss McDonald," Guy's friend said to him, "the greatest
-heiress in New York, and I reckon the one who does the most good. Why,
-she supports more old people and children and runs more ragged schools
-than any half-dozen men in the city, and I don't suppose there's a den
-in New York where she has not been, and never once, I'm told, was she
-insulted, for the vilest of them stand between her and harm. Once a
-miscreant on Avenue A knocked a boy down for accidently stepping in a
-pool of water and spattering her white dress in passing. Friday nights
-she has a reception for these people, and you ought to see how well they
-behave. At first they were noisy and rough, and she had to have the
-police, but now they are quiet and orderly as you please, Perhaps you'd
-like to go to one. I know Miss McDonald, and will take you with me."
-
-Guy said he should not be in town on Friday, as he must, return to
-Cuylerville the next day, and with a feeling he could not quite analyze
-he turned to look at the turnout which excited so much attention. But it
-was not so much at the handsome bays and the bevy of queer-looking
-children he gazed, as at the lady in their midst, clad in velvet and
-ermine, with a long white feather falling among the curls of her bright
-hair. When Daisy first entered upon her new life, she had affected a
-nun-like garb as most appropriate, but after a little child said to her
-once: "I don't like your black gown all the time. I likes sumptin'
-bright and pretty," she changed her dress and gave freer scope to her
-natural good taste and love of what was becoming. And the result showed
-the wisdom of the change, for the children and inmates of the dens she
-visited, accustomed only to the squallor and ugliness of their
-surroundings, hailed her more rapturously than they had done before, and
-were never weary of talking of the beautiful woman who was not afraid to
-wear her pretty clothes into their wretched houses, which gradually grew
-more clean and tidy for her sake.
-
-"It wasn't for the likes of them gownds to trail through sich truck,"
-Bridget O'Donohue said, and on the days when Daisy was expected, she
-scrubbed the floor, which, until Daisy's advent had not known water for
-years, and rubbed and polished the one wooden chair kept sacred for the
-lady's use.
-
-Other women, too, caught Biddy's spirit and scrubbed their floors and
-their children's faces on the day when Miss McDonald was to call, and
-when she came, she was watched narrowly, lest by some chance a speck of
-dirt should fall upon her, and her becoming dress and handsome face were
-commented on and remembered as some fine show which had been seen for
-nothing. Especially did the children like her in her bright dress, and
-the velvet and ermine in which she was clad when Guy met her in the Park
-were worn more for their sakes, than for the gaze of those to whom such
-things were no novelties. To Guy she looked more beautiful than he had
-ever seen her before, and there was in his heart a feeling like a want
-of something lost, as her carriage disappeared from, view and he lost
-sight of the fair face and form which had once been his own.
-
-The world was going well with Guy, for though Dick Trevylian had paid no
-part of the one hundred thousand dollars, and he still lived in the
-Brown Cottage on the hill, he was steadily working his way to
-competency, if not to wealth. His profession as lawyer, which he had
-resumed, yielded him a remunerative income, while his contributions to
-different magazines were much sought after, so that to all human
-appearance he was prosperous and happy. Prosperous in his business, and
-happy in his wife and little ones, for there was now a second child, a
-baby Guy of six weeks old, and when on his return from New York the
-father bent over the cradle of his boy, and kissed his baby face, that
-image seen in the Park seemed to fade away, and the caresses he gave to
-Julia had in them no faithlessness or insincerity. She was a noble
-woman, and had made him a good wife, and he loved her truly, though with
-a different, less absorbing, less ecstatic love than he had given to
-Daisy. But he did not tell her of Miss McDonald. Indeed, that name was
-never spoken now, nor was any reference ever made to her except when the
-little Daisy sometimes asked where was the lady for whom she was named,
-and why she did not send her a doll.
-
-"I hardly think she knows there is such a chit as you," Guy said to her
-once, when sorely pressed on the subject; and then the child wondered
-how that could be; and wished she was big enough to write her a letter
-and ask her to come and see her.
-
-Every day after that little Daisy played "make b'leve Miss Mack-Dolly"
-was there, said Mack-Dolly being represented by a bundle of shawls tied
-up to look like a figure and seated in a chair. At last there came to
-the cottage a friend of Julia's, a young lady from New York, who knew
-Miss McDonald, and who, while visiting in Cuylerville, accidentally
-learned that she was the divorced wife, of whose existence she knew, but
-of whom she had never spoken to Mrs. Thornton. Hearing the little one
-talking one day to Miss Mack-Dolly, asking her why she never wrote, nor
-sent a "sing" to her _sake-name_, the young lady said:
-
-"Why don't you send Miss McDonald a letter? You tell me what to say and
-I'll write it down for you, but don't let mamma know till you see if you
-get anything."
-
-The little girl's fancy was caught at once with the idea, and the
-following letter was the result:
-
- "_Brown Cottage_, 'Most Tissmas time.
-
-"_Dear Miss Mac-Dolly_:--I'se an 'ittle dirl named for you, I is, Daisy
-Thornton, an' my papa is Mr. Guy, an' mam-ma is Julia, and 'ittle
-brother is Guy, too--only he's a baby, and vomits up his dinner and ties
-awfully sometimes; an' I knows anoder 'ittle dirl named for somebody who
-dives her 'sings,' a whole lot, an' why doesn't youse dive me some, when
-I'se your sake-name, an' loves you ever so much, and why you never turn
-here to see me? I wish you would. I ask papa is you pretty, an' he tell
-me yes, bootiful, an' every night I pays for you and say God bress papa
-an' mam-ma, an' auntie, and Miss Mac-Dolly, and 'ittle brodder, an' make
-Daisy a dood dirl, and have Miss Mac-Dolly send her sumptin' for
-Tissmas, for Christ's sake. An' I wants a turly headed doll that ties
-and suts her eyes when she does to seep, and wears a shash and a
-pairesol, and anodder big dolly to be her mam-ma and pank her when she's
-naughty, an' I wants an' 'ittle fat-iran, an' a cook-stove, an'
-washboard. I'se dot a tub. An' I wants some dishes an' a stenshun table,
-an' 'ittle bedstead, an' yuffled seets, an' pillars, an' bue silk kilt,
-an' ever many sings which papa cannot buy, cause he hasn't dot the
-money. Vill you send them, Miss Mac-Dolly, pese, an' your likeness, too.
-I wants to see how you looks. My mam-ma is pretty, with back hair an'
-eyes, but she's awful old--I dess. How old is you? Papa's hair is some
-dray, an' his viskers, too. My eyes is bue.
-
- "Yours, respectfully, "_Daisy Thornton_."
-
- ----
-
-Miss McDonald had been shopping since ten in the morning, and her
-carriage had stood before dry goods stores, and toy shops, and candy
-stores, while bundle after bundle had been deposited on the cushions and
-others ordered to be sent. But she was nearly through now, and, just as
-it was beginning to grow dark in the streets, she bade her coachman
-drive home, where dinner was waiting for her in the dining-room, and her
-mother was waiting in the parlor. Mrs. McDonald was not very well, and
-had kept her room all day, but she was better that night, and came down
-to dine with her daughter. The December wind was cold and raw, and a few
-snowflakes fell on Daisy's hat and cloak as she ran up the steps and
-entered the warm, bright room, which seemed so pleasant when contrasted
-with the dreariness without.
-
-"Oh, how nice this is, and how tired and cold I am!" she said, as she
-bent over the blazing fire.
-
-"Are you through with your shopping?" Mrs. McDonald asked, in a
-half-querulous tone, as if she did not altogether approve of her
-daughter's acts.
-
-"Yes, all through, except a shawl for old Sarah Mackie, and a few more
-toys for Biddy Warren's blind boy," Daisy said, and her mother replied:
-"Well, I'm sure I shall be glad for your sake when it is over. You'll
-make youself sick, and you are nearly worn out now, remembering everbody
-in New York."
-
-"Not quite everybody, mother," Daisy rejoined, cheerfully; "only those
-whom everybody forgets,--the poor, whom we have with us always. Don't
-you remember the text, and the little kirk where we heard it preached
-from? But come,--dinner is ready, and I am hungry, I assure you."
-
-She led the way to the handsome dining-room, and took her seat at the
-table, looking, in her dark street dress, as her mother had said, pale
-and worn, as if the shopping had been very hard upon her. And yet it was
-not so much the fatigue of the day which affected her as the remembrance
-of a past she did not often dare to recall.
-
-It was at Christmas time years ago that she first met with Guy, and all
-the day long, as she turned over piles of shawls, and delaines, and
-flannels, or ordered packages of candy, and bonbons, and dollies by the
-dozen, her thoughts had been with Guy and the time she met him at Leiter
-and Field's and he walked home with her. It seemed to her years and
-years ago, and the idea of having lived so long made her feel old and
-tired and worn. But the nice dinner and the cheer of the room revived
-her, and her face looked brighter and more rested when she returned to
-the parlor, and began to show her mother her purchases.
-
-Daisy did not receive many letters except on business, and, as these
-usually came in the morning, she did not think to ask if the postman had
-left her anything; and so it was not until her mother had retired and
-she was about going to her own room, that she saw a letter lying on the
-hall-stand. Miss Barker, who had instigated the letter, had never
-written to her more than once or twice, and then only short notes, and
-she did not recognize the handwriting at once. But she saw it was
-post-marked Cuylerville, and a sick, faint sensation crept over her as
-she wondered who had sent it, and if it contained news of Guy. It was
-long since she had heard of him,--not, in fact, since poor Tom's death;
-and she knew nothing of the little girl called for herself, and thus had
-no suspicion of the terrible shock awaiting her, when at last she broke
-the seal. Miss Barker had written a few explanatory lines, which were as
-follows:
-
- "_Cuylerville_, Dec., 18--.
-
-"_Dear Miss McDonald_:--Since saying good-bye to you last June, and
-going off to the mountains and seaside, while you, like a good
-Samaritan, stayed in the hot city to look after 'your people,' I have
-flitted hither and thither until at last I floated out to Cuylerville to
-visit Mrs. Guy Thornton, who is a friend and former schoolmate of mine.
-Here,--not in the house, but in town,--I have heard a story which
-surprised me not a little, and I now better understand that sad look I
-have so often seen on your face without at all suspecting the cause.
-
-"Dear friend, pardon me, won't you, for the liberty I have taken since
-knowing your secret? You would, I am sure, if you only knew what a dear,
-darling little creature Mr. Thornton's eldest child is. Did you know he
-had called her Daisy for you? He has, and with her blue eyes and bright
-auburn hair, she might pass for your very own, with the exception of her
-nose, which is decidedly _retrousse_. She is three years old, and the
-most precocious little witch you ever saw. What think you of her making
-up a bundle of shawls and aprons, and christening it _Miss Mac-Dolly_,
-her name for you, and talking to it as if it were really the famous and
-beautiful woman she fancies it to be? She is your 'sake-name,' she says,
-and before I knew the facts of the case, I was greatly amused by her
-talk to the bundle of shawls which she reproached for never having sent
-her anything. When I asked Julia (that's Mrs. Thornton) who Miss
-Mac-Dolly was, she merely answered, 'the lady for whom Daisy was named,'
-and that was all I knew until the gossips enlightened me, when, without
-a word to any one, I resolved upon a liberty which I thought I could
-venture to take with you. I suggested the letter which I inclose, and
-which I wrote exactly as the words came from the little lady's lips.
-Neither Mr. Thornton, nor his wife, know aught of the letter, nor will
-they unless you respond, for the child will keep her own counsel, I am
-well assured.
-
-"Again forgive me if I have done wrong, and believe me, as ever,
-
- "Yours, sincerely, "_Ella Barker_."
-
- ----
-
-Daisy's face was pale as ashes as she read Miss Barker's letter, and
-then snatching up the other devoured its contents almost at a glance,
-while her breath came in panting gasps, and her heart seemed trying to
-burst through her throat. She could neither move nor cry out for a
-moment, but sat like one turned to stone, with a sense of suffocation
-oppressing her, and a horrible pain in her heart. She had thought the
-grave was closed, the old wound healed by time and silence, and now a
-little child had torn it open, and it was bleeding and throbbing again
-with a pang such as she had never felt before, while there crept over
-her such a feeling of desolation and loneliness, a want of something
-unpossessed, as few have ever experienced.
-
-But for her own foolishness that sweet little child might have been
-hers, she thought, as her heart went after the little one with an
-indescribable yearning which made her stretch out her arms as if to take
-the baby to her bosom and hold it there forever. Guy had called it for
-_her_, and that touched her more than anything else. He had not
-forgotten her then. She had never supposed he had, but to be thus
-assured of it was very sweet, and as she thought of it, and read again
-little Daisy's letter, the tightness about her heart and the choking
-sensation in her throat began to give way, and one after another the
-great tears rolled down her cheeks, slowly at first, but gradually
-faster and faster until they fell in torrents, and a tempest of sobs
-shook her frame, as with her head bowed upon her dressing-table she gave
-vent to her grief. It seemed to her she never could stop crying or grow
-calm again, for as often as she thought of the touching words, "I pays
-for you," there came a fresh burst of sobs and tears, until at last
-nature was exhausted, and with a low moan Daisy sank upon her knees and
-tried to pray, the words which first sprang to her lips framing
-themselves into thanks that somewhere in the world there was one who
-prayed for her and loved her too, even though the love might have for
-its object merely dolls, and candies, and toys. And these the child
-should have in abundance, and Miss McDonald found herself longing for
-the morrow in which to begin again the shopping she had thought was
-nearly ended.
-
-It was in vain next day that her mother remonstrated against her going
-out, pleading her white, haggard face and the rawness of the day. Daisy
-was not to be detained at home, and before ten o'clock she was down on
-Broadway, and the dolly with the "shash," and "pairesol," which she had
-seen the day before under its glass case was hers for twenty-five
-dollars, and the plainer bit of china, who was to be dollie's mother and
-perform the parental duty of "panking her when she was naughty," was
-also purchased, and the dishes, and the table, and stove, and bedstead,
-with ruffled sheets, and pillow-cases, and blue satin spread, and the
-washboard, and clothes-bars, and tiny wringer, and diverse other toys,
-were bought with a disregard of expense which made Miss McDonald a
-wonder to those who waited on her. Such a Christmas-box was seldom sent
-to a child as that which Daisy packed in her room that night, with her
-mother looking on and wondering what Sunday-school was to be the
-recipient of all those costly presents, and suggesting that cheaper
-articles would have answered just as well.
-
-Everything the child had asked for was there except the picture. That
-Daisy dared not send, lest it should look too much like thrusting
-herself upon Guy's notice and wound Julia his wife.
-
-Daisy was strangely pitiful in her thoughts of Julia, who would in her
-turn have pitied her for her delusion, could she have known how sure she
-was that but for the tardiness of that letter Guy would have chosen his
-first love in preference to any other.
-
-And it was well that each believed herself first in the affection of the
-man to whom Daisy wanted so much to send something as a proof of her
-unalterable love. They were living still in the brown cottage; they were
-not able to buy Elmwood back. Oh, if she only dared to do it, how gladly
-her Christmas gift should be the handsome place which they had been so
-proud of. But that would hardly do; Guy might not like to be so much
-indebted to her; he was proud and sensitive in many points, and so she
-abandoned the plan for the present, thinking that by and by she would
-purchase and hold it as a gift to her namesake on her bridal day. That
-will be better, she said, as she put the last article in the box and saw
-it leave her door, directed to Guy Thornton's care.
-
- ----
-
-Great was the surprise at the Brown Cottage, when, on the very night
-before Christmas the box arrived and was deposited in the dining-room,
-where Guy and Julia, Miss Barker and Daisy, gathered eagerly around it,
-the later exclaiming:
-
-"I knows where it tum from, I do. My sake-name, Miss Mac-Dolly, send it,
-see did. I writ and ask her would see, an' see hab."
-
-"What!" Guy said, as, man-like, he began deliberately to untie every
-knot in the string which his wife in her impatience would have cut at
-once. "What does the child mean? Do you know, Julia?"
-
-"I do. I'll explain," Miss Barker said, and in as few words as possible
-she told what she had done, while Julia listened with a very grave face,
-and Guy was pale to his lips as he went on untying the string and
-opening the box.
-
-There was a letter lying on the top which he handed to Julia, who
-steadied her voice to read aloud:
-
- "New York, December 22, 18--.
-
-"Darling little _sake-name_ _Daisy_:--Your letter made Miss Mack-Dolly
-very happy, and she is so glad to send you the doll with a _shash_, and
-the other toys. Write to me again and tell me if they suit you. God
-bless you, sweet little one, is the prayer of
-
- "_Miss McDonald_."
-
-After that the grave look left Julia's face, and Guy was not quite so
-pale, as he took out, one after another, the articles, which little
-Daisy hailed with rapturous shouts and exclamations of delight.
-
-"Oh, isn't she dood, and don't you love her, papa?" she said, while Guy
-replied:
-
-"Yes, it was certainly very kind in her, and generous. No other little
-girl in town will have such a box as this."
-
-He was very white, and there was a strange look in his eyes, but his
-voice was perfectly natural as he spoke, and one who knew nothing of his
-former relations to Miss McDonald would never have suspected how his
-whole soul was moved by this gift to his little daughter.
-
-"You must write and thank her," he said to Julia, who, knowing that this
-was proper, assented without a word, and when on the morning after
-Christmas Miss McDonald opened with trembling hands the envelope bearing
-the Cuylerville post-mark, she felt a keen pang of disappointment in
-finding only a few lines from Julia, who expressed her own and little
-Daisy's thanks for the beautiful Christmas box, and signed herself:
-
- "Truly, _Mrs. Guy Thornton_."
-
-Not Julia, but Mrs. Guy, and that hurt Daisy more than anything else.
-
-"Mrs. Guy Thornton! Why need she thrust upon me the name I used to
-bear?" she whispered, and her lip quivered a little, and the tears
-sprang to her eyes as she remembered all that lay between the present
-and the time when she had been Mrs. Guy Thornton.
-
-She was Miss McDonald now, and Guy was another woman's husband, and with
-a bitter pain in her heart, she put away Julia's letter, saying, as she
-did so, "And that's the end of that."
-
-The box business had not resulted just as she hoped it would. She had
-thought Guy would write himself, and by some word or allusion assure her
-of his remembrance, but instead, there had come to her a few perfectly
-polite and well-expressed lines from Julia, who had the _impertinence_
-to sign herself Mrs. Guy Thornton! It was rather hard and sorely
-disappointing, and for many days Miss McDonald's face was very white and
-sad, and both the old and young whom she visited as usual wondered what
-had come over the beautiful lady, to make her "so pale and sorry."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.--AT SARATOGA.
-
-
-There were no more letters from Mrs. Guy Thornton until the next
-Christmas, when another box went to little Daisy, and was acknowledged
-as before. Then another year glided and a third box went to Daisy, and
-then one summer afternoon in the August following, there came to
-Saratoga a gay party from New York, and among other names registered at
-one of the large hotels was that of Miss McDonald. It seemed to be her
-party, or at least she was its center, and the one to whom the others
-deferred as to their head. Daisy was in perfect health that summer, and
-in unusually good spirits; and when in the evening, yielding to the
-entreaties of her friends, she entered the ball-room, clad in flowing
-robes of blue and white, with costly jewels on her neck and arms, she
-was acknowledged at once as the star and belle of the evening. She did
-not dance,--she rarely did that now, but after a short promenade through
-the room she took a seat near the door, and was watching the gay
-dancers, when she felt her arm softly touched, and turning saw her maid
-standing by her, with an anxious, frightened look upon her face.
-
-"Come, please, come quick," she said, in a whisper; and following her
-out, Miss McDonald asked what was the matter.
-
-"_This_, you must go away at once. I'll pack your things. I promised not
-to tell, but I must. I can't see your pretty face all spoiled and ugly."
-
-"What do you mean?" the lady asked, and after a little questioning she
-made out from the girl's statement, that in strolling on the back piazza
-she had stumbled upon her first cousin, of whose whereabouts she had
-known nothing for a long time.
-
-This girl, Marie, had, it seemed, come to Saratoga a week or ten days
-before, with her master's family consisting of his wife and two little
-children. As the hotel was crowded, they were assigned rooms for the
-night in a distant part of the house, with a promise of something much
-better on the morrow. In the morning, however, the lady, who had not
-been well for some days, was too sick to leave her bed, and the doctor,
-who was called in to see her, pronounced the disease,--here Sarah
-stopped and gasped for breath, and looked behind her and all ways, and
-finally whispered a word which made even Miss McDonald start a little
-and wince with fear.
-
-"He do call it the _very-o-lord_," Sarah said, "but Mary says it's the
-_very old one_ himself. She knows, she has had it, and you can't put
-down a pin where it didn't have its claws. They told the landlord, who
-was for putting them straight out of doors, but the doctor said the lady
-must not be moved,--it was sure death to do it. It was better to keep
-quiet, and not make a panic. Nobody need to know it in the house, and
-their rooms are so far from everybody that nobody would catch it. So he
-let them stay, and the gentleman takes care of her, and Mary keeps the
-children in the next room, and carries and brings the things, and keeps
-away from everybody. Two of the servants know it, and they've had it,
-and don't tell, and she said I mustn't, nor come that side of the house,
-but I must tell you so that you can leave to-morrow. The lady is very
-bad, and nobody takes care of her but Mr. Thornton. Mary takes things to
-the door, and leaves them outside where he can get them."
-
-"What did you call the gentleman?" Miss McDonald asked, her voice
-faltering and her cheek blanching a little.
-
-"Mr. Thornton, from Cuylerville, a place far in the country," was the
-girl's reply; and then, without waiting to hear more, Miss McDonald
-darted away, and going to the office, turned the leaves of the Register
-to the date of ten or eleven days ago, and read with a beating heart and
-quick coming breath:
-
-"Mr. and Mrs. Guy Thornton, two children and servant. No. -- and --."
-
-Yes, it was Guy; there could be no mistake, and in an instant her
-resolution was taken. Calling her maid, she sent for her shawl and hat,
-and then, bidding her follow, walked away in the moonlight. The previous
-summer when at Saratoga, she had received medical treatment from Dr.
-Schwartz, whom she knew well, and to whose office she directed her
-steps. He seemed surprised to see her at that hour, but greeted her
-cordially, asked when she came to town and what he could do for her.
-
-"Tell me if this is still a safeguard," she said, baring her beautiful
-white arm, and showing a large round scar. "Will this insure me against
-disease?"
-
-The doctor's face flushed, and he looked uneasily at her as he took her
-arm in his hand and examining the scar closely, said:
-
-"The points are still distinct. I should say the vaccination was
-thorough."
-
-"But another will be safer. Have you fresh matter?" Daisy asked, and he
-replied:
-
-"Yes, some just from a young, healthy cow. I never use the adulterated
-stuff which has been humanized. How do I know what humors may be lurking
-in the blood? Why, some of the fairest, sweetest babies are full of
-scrofula."
-
-He was going on further with his discussion, when Daisy, who knew his
-peculiarities, interrupted him.
-
-"Never mind the lecture now. Vaccinate me quick, and let me go."
-
-It was soon done; the doctor saying, as he put away his vial:
-
-"You were safe without it, I think, and with it you may have no fears
-whatever."
-
-He looked at her curiously again as if asking what she knew or feared,
-and observing the look, Daisy said to him:
-
-"Do you attend the lady at the hotel?"
-
-He bowed affirmatively and glanced uneasily at Sarah, who was looking on
-in surprise.
-
-"Is she very sick?" was the next inquiry.
-
-"Yes, very sick."
-
-"And does no one care for her but her husband?"
-
-"No one."
-
-"Has she suffered for care,--a woman's care, I mean?"
-
-"Well, not exactly; and yet she might be more comfortable with a woman
-about her. Women are naturally better nurses than men, and Mr. Thornton
-is quite worn out, but it does not make much difference now; the
-lady----"
-
-Daisy did not hear the last part of the sentence, and bidding him
-good-night, she went back to the hotel as swiftly as she had left it,
-while the doctor stood watching the flutter of her white dress,
-wondering how she found it out, and if she would "tell and raise _Cain_
-generally."
-
-"Of course not. I know her better than that," he said, to himself. "Poor
-woman" (referring then to Julia). "Nothing, I fear, can help her now."
-
-Meanwhile, Daisy had reached the hotel, and without going to her own
-room, bade Sarah tell her the way to No. --.
-
-"What! Oh, Miss McDonald! You surely are not----" Sarah gasped,
-clutching at the dress, which her mistress took from her grasp, saying:
-
-"Yes, I am going to see that lady. I know her, or of her, and I'm not
-afraid. Must we let her die alone?"
-
-"But your face,--your beautiful face," Sarah said, and then Daisy did
-hesitate a moment, and glancing into a hall mirror, wondered how the
-face she saw there, and which she knew was beautiful, would look scarred
-and disfigured as she had seen faces in New York.
-
-There was a momentary conflict, and then, with an inward prayer that
-Heaven would protect her, she passed on down the narrow hall and knocked
-softly at No. --, while Sarah stood wringing her hands in genuine
-distress, and feeling as if her young mistress had gone to certain ruin.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.--IN THE SICK ROOM.
-
-
-Julia had the small-pox in its most aggravated form. Where she took it,
-or when, she did not know; nor did it matter. She _had_ it, and for ten
-days she had seen no one but her husband and physician, and had no care
-but such as Guy could give her. He had been unremitting in his
-attention. Tender and gentle as a woman, he had nursed her night and
-day, with no thought for himself and the risk he ran. It was a bad
-disease at the best, and now in its worse type it was horrible, but
-Julia bore up bravely, thinking always more of others than of herself,
-and feeling so glad that Providence had sent them to those
-out-of-the-way rooms, where she had at first thought she could not pass
-a night comfortably. Her children were in the room adjoining, and she
-could hear their little voices as they played together, or asked for
-their mamma, and why they must not see her. Alas! they would never see
-her again; she knew, and Guy knew it too. The doctor had told them so
-when he left them that night, and between the husband and wife words had
-been spoken such as are only said when hearts which have been one are
-about to be severed for ever.
-
-To Julia there was no terror in death, save as it took her from those
-she loved, her husband and her little ones, and these she had given into
-God's keeping knowing His promises are sure. To Guy she had said:
-
-"You have made me so happy. I want you to remember when I am gone, that
-I would not have one look or act of yours changed if I could, and yet,
-forgive me, Guy, for saying it, but I know you must often have thought
-of that other one whom, you loved first, and it may be best."
-
-Guy could not speak, but he smoothed her hair tenderly, and his tears
-dropped upon the swollen face he could not kiss, as Julia went on.
-
-"But if you did, you never showed it in the least, and I bless you for
-it. Take good care of my children; teach them to remember their mother,
-and if in time there comes another in my place, and other little ones
-than mine call you father, don't forget me quite, because I love you so
-much. Oh, Guy, my darling, it is hard to say good-bye, and know that
-after a little this world will go on the same as if I had never been.
-Don't think I am afraid. I am not, for Jesus is with me, and I know I am
-safe; but still there's a clinging to life, which has been so pleasant
-to me. Tell your sister how I loved her. I know she will miss me, and be
-good to my children, and if you ever meet _that other one_, tell
-her,--tell her,--I----"
-
-The faint voice faltered here, and when it spoke again, it said:
-
-"Lift me up, Guy, so I can breathe better while I tell you."
-
-He lifted her up and held her in his arms, while through the open window
-the summer air and the silver moonlight streamed, and in the distance
-was heard the sound of music as the dance went merrily on. And just
-then, when she was in the minds of both, Daisy came, and her gentle
-knock broke the silence of the room and startled both Guy and Julia.
-
-Who was it that sought entrance to that death-laden, disease-poisoned
-room? Not the doctor, sure, for he always entered unannounced, and who
-else dared to come there? Thus Guy questioned, hesitating to answer the
-knock, when to his utter surprise the door opened and a little figure,
-clad in airy robes of white, with its bright hair wreathed with flowers
-and gems, came floating in, the blue eyes shining like stars, and the
-full red lips parted with the smile, half pleased, half shy, which Guy
-remembered so well.
-
-"Daisy, Daisy!" he cried, and his voice rang like a bell through the
-room, as, laying Julia's head back upon the pillow, he sprang to Daisy's
-side, and taking her by the shoulder, pushed her gently toward the door,
-saying:
-
-"Why have you come here? Leave us at once; don't you see? don't you
-know?" and he pointed toward Julia, whose face showed so plainly in the
-gaslight.
-
-"Yes, I know, and I came to help you take care of her. I am not afraid,"
-Daisy said, and freeing herself from his grasp, she walked straight up
-to Julia and laid her soft white hand upon her head. "I am Daisy," she
-said, "and I've come to take care of you. I just heard you were here.
-How hot your poor head is; let me bathe it; shall I?"
-
-She went to the bowl, and wringing a cloth in ice water, bathed the sick
-woman's head and held the cool cloth to the face and wiped the parched
-lips and rubbed the feverish hands, while Guy stood, looking on,
-bewildered and confounded, and utterly unable to say a word or utter a
-protest to this angel, as it seemed to him, who had come unbidden to his
-aid, forgetful of the risk she ran and the danger she incurred. Once, as
-she turned her beautiful face to him and he saw how wondrously fair and
-lovely it was, lovely with a different expression from any he had ever
-seen there, it came over him with a thrill of horror that that face must
-not be marred and disfigured with the terrible pestilence, and he made
-another effort to send her away. But Daisy would not go.
-
-"I am not afraid," she said. "I have just been vaccinated, and there was
-already a good scar on my arm; look!" and she pushed back her sleeve,
-and showed her round, white arm with the mark upon it.
-
-Guy did not oppose her after that, but let her do what she liked, and
-when, an hour later, the doctor came, he found his recent visitor
-sitting on Julia's bed, with Julia's head lying against her bosom and
-Julia herself asleep. Some word which sounded very much like
-"thunderation" escaped his lips, but he said no more, for he saw in the
-sleeping woman's face a look he never mistook. It was death; and ten
-minutes after he entered the room Julia Thornton lay dead in Daisy's
-arms.
-
-There was a moment or so of half consciousness, during which they caught
-the words, "So kind in you; it makes me easier; be good to the children;
-one is called for you, but Guy loved me too. Good-bye. I am going to
-Jesus."
-
-That was the last she ever spoke, and a moment after she was dead. In
-his fear lest the facts should be known to his guests, the host insisted
-that the body should be removed under cover of the night, and as Guy
-knew the railway officials would object to taking it on any train, there
-was no alternative except to bury it in town; and so there was brought
-to the room a close plain coffin, and Daisy helped lay Julia in it, and
-put a white flower in her hair and folded her hands upon her bosom, and
-then watched from the window the little procession which followed the
-body out to the cemetery, where, in the stillness of the coming day,
-they buried it, together with everything which had been used about the
-bed, Daisy's party dress included; and when at last the full morning
-broke, with stir and life in the hotel, all was empty and still in the
-fumigated chamber of death, and in the adjoining room, clad in a simple
-white wrapper, with a blue ribbon in her hair, Daisy sat with Guy's
-little boy on her lap and her namesake at her side, amusing them as best
-she could and telling them their mamma had gone to live with Jesus.
-
-"Who'll be our mamma now? We must have one. Will oo?" little Daisy
-asked, as she hung about the neck of her new friend.
-
-She knew it was Miss Mack-Dolly, her "sake-name," and in her delight at
-seeing her and her admiration of her great beauty, she forgot in part
-the dead mamma on whose grave the summer sun was shining.
-
-The Thorntons left the hotel that day and went back to the house in
-Cuylerville, which had been closed for a few weeks, for Miss Frances was
-away with some friends in Connecticut. But she returned at once when she
-heard the dreadful news, and was there to receive her brother and his
-motherless little ones. He told her of Daisy when he could trust himself
-to talk at all, of Julia's sickness and death, and Miss Frances felt her
-heart go out as it had never gone before toward the woman about whom
-little Daisy talked constantly.
-
-"Most bootiful lady," she said, "an' looked des like an 'ittle dirl, see
-was so short, an' her eyes were so bue an' her hair so turly."
-
-Miss McDonald had won Daisy's heart, and knowing that made her own
-happier and lighter than it had been since the day when the paper came
-to her with the marked paragraph which crushed her so completely. There
-had been but a few words spoken between herself and Guy, and these in
-the presence of others, but at their parting he had taken her soft
-little hand in his and held it a moment, while he said, with a choking
-voice, "God bless you, Daisy. I shall not forgot your kindness to my
-poor Julia, and if you should need,--but no, that is too horrible to
-think of; may God spare you that. Good-bye."
-
-And that was all that passed between him and Daisy with regard to the
-haunting dread which sent her in a few days to her own house in New
-York, where, if the thing she feared came upon her, she would at least
-be at home and know she was not endangering the lives of others. But God
-was good to her, and though there was a slight fever with darting pains
-in her back and a film before her eyes, it amounted to nothing worse,
-and might have been the result of fatigue and over-excitement; and when,
-at Christmas time, yielding to the importunities of her little namesake,
-there was a picture of herself in the box sent to Cuylerville, the face
-which Guy scanned even more eagerly than his daughter, was as smooth and
-fair and beautiful as when he saw it at Saratoga, bending over his dying
-wife.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.--DAISY'S JOURNAL.
-
-
- _New York_, June 14, 18--.
-
-To-morrow I am to take my old name of Thornton again, and be Guy's wife
-once more. Nor does it seem strange at all that I should do so, for I
-have never thought of myself as not belonging to him, even when I knew
-he was married to another. And yet when that dreadful night at Saratoga
-I went to Julia's room, there was in my heart no thought of this which
-has come to me. I only wished to care for her and be a help to Guy. I
-did not think of her dying, and after she was dead, there was not a
-thought of the future in my mind until little Daisy put it there by
-asking if I would be her mamma. Then I seemed to see it all, and
-expected it up to the very day, six weeks ago, when Guy wrote to me,
-"Daisy, I want you. Will you come to me again as my wife?"
-
-I was not surprised. I knew he would say it sometime, and I replied at
-once, "Yes, Guy, I will."
-
-He has been here since, and we have talked it over, all the past when I
-made him so unhappy, and when I, too, was so wretched, though I did not
-say much about that, or tell him of the dull, heavy, gnawing pain which,
-sleeping or waking, I carried with me so long, and only lost when I
-began to live for others. I did speak of the letter, and said I had
-loved him ever since I wrote it, and that his marrying Julia made no
-difference, and then I told him of poor Tom, and what I said to him, not
-from love but from a sense of duty, and when I told him how Tom would
-not take me at my word, he held me close to him and said, "I am glad he
-did not, my darling, for then you would never have been mine."
-
-I think we both wept over those two graves, one far off in sunny France,
-the other in Saratoga, and both felt how sad it was that they must be
-made in order to bring us together. Poor Julia! She was a noble woman,
-and Guy did love her. He told me so, and I am glad of it. I mean to try
-to be like her in those things wherein she excelled me.
-
-We are going straight to Cuylerville to the house where I never was but
-once, and that on the night when Guy was sick and Miss Frances made me
-go back in the thunder and rain. She is sorry for that, for she told me
-so in the long, kind letter she wrote, calling me her little sister and
-telling me how glad she is to have me back once more. Accidentally I
-heard Elmwood was for sale, and without letting Guy know I bought it,
-and sent him the deed, and we are going to make it the most attractive
-place in the county.
-
-It will be our summer home, but in the winter my place is here in New
-York with my people, who would starve and freeze without me. Guy has
-agreed to that and will be a great help to me. He need never work any
-more unless he chooses to do so, for my agent says I am a millionaire,
-thanks to poor Tom, who gave me his gold mine and his interest in that
-railroad. And for Guy's sake I am glad, and for his children, the
-precious darlings; how much I love them already, and how kind I mean to
-be to them both for Julia's sake and Guy's. Hush! That's his ring, and
-there's his voice in the hall asking for Miss McDonald, and so for the
-last time I write that name, and sign myself
-
- _Margaret McDonald_.
-
- ----
-
- _Extracts from Miss Frances Thornton's Diary._
-
- _Elmwood_, June 15th, --.
-
-I have been looking over an old journal, finished and laid away long
-ago, and accidentally I stumbled upon a date eleven years back. It was
-Guy's wedding day then; it is his anniversary now, and as on that June
-day years ago I worked among my flowers, so have I been with them this
-morning, and as then people from the Towers came into our beautiful
-grounds, so they came to-day and praised our lovely place and said there
-was no spot like it in all the country round. But Julia was not with
-them. She will never come to us again. Julia is dead, and her grave is
-in Saratoga, for Guy dare not have her moved, but he has erected a
-costly monument to her memory, and the mound above her is like some
-bright flower bed all the summer long, for he hires a man to tend it,
-and goes twice each season to see that it is kept as he wishes to have
-it. Julia is dead and Daisy is here again at Elmwood, which she
-purchased with her own money, and fitted up with every possible
-convenience and luxury.
-
-Guy is ten years younger than he used to be, and we are all so happy
-with this little fairy, who has expanded into a noble woman, and whom I
-love as I never loved a living being before, Guy excepted, of course. I
-never dreamed when I turned her out into the rain that I should love her
-as I do, or that she was capable of being what she is. I would not have
-her changed in any one particular, and neither, I am sure, would Guy,
-while the children fairly worship her, and must sometimes be troublesome
-with their love and their caresses.
-
-It is just a year since she came back to us. We were in the small house
-then, but Daisy's very presence seemed to brighten and beautify it,
-until I was almost sorry to leave it last April for this grand place
-with all its splendor.
-
-There was no wedding at all; that is, there were no invited guests, but
-never had bride greater honor at her bridal than our Daisy had, for the
-church where the ceremony was performed, at a very early hour in the
-morning, was literally crowded with the halt, the lame, the maimed and
-the blind; the slum of New York; gathered from every back street, and
-by-lane, and gutter; Daisy's "people," as she calls them, who came to
-see her married, and who, strangest of all, brought with them a present
-for the bride; a beautiful family Bible, golden clasped and bound, and
-costing fifty dollars. Sandy McGraw presented it, and he had written
-upon the fly leaf, "To the dearest friend we ever had, we give this
-book, as a slight token of how much we love her." Then followed, upon a
-sheet of paper, the names of the donors and how much each gave. Oh, how
-Daisy cried when she saw the _ten cents_, and the _five cents_, and the
-_three cents_, and the _one cent_, and knew it had all been earned and
-saved at some personal sacrifice for her. I do believe she would have
-kissed every one of them if Guy had permitted it. She did kiss the
-children and shook every hard, soiled hand there, and then Guy took her
-away and brought her to our home, where she has been the sweetest,
-merriest, happiest, little creature that ever a man called wife, or a
-woman sister. She does leave her things round a little, to be sure, and
-she is not always ready for breakfast. I guess she never will wholly
-overcome those habits, but I can put up with them now better than I
-could once. Love makes a vast difference in our estimate of others, and
-she could scarcely ruffle me now, even if she kept breakfast waiting
-every morning and left her clothes lying three garments deep upon the
-floor. As for Guy,--but his happiness is something I cannot describe.
-Nothing can disturb his peace, which is as firm as the everlasting
-hills. He does not caress her as much as he did once, but his thoughtful
-care of her is wonderful, and she is never long from his sight without
-his going to seek her.
-
-May God bless them and keep them always as they are now, at peace with
-Him and all in all to each other.
-
-
-
- THE END.
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