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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Divine Adventure etc. (Works vol. 4) + +Author: Fiona Macleod + +Release Date: September 3, 2011 [EBook #37293] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DIVINE ADVENTURE ETC. *** + + + + +Produced by Delphine Lettau, Judith Wirawan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + +------------------------------------------------------------------+ + | Transcriber's Notes: | + | | + | Words surrounded by _ are italicized. | + | | + | Due to the restriction of the latin-1 font, diacritical marking | + | macron (straight horizonal line above a letter) in this text is | + | represented with [=x]. | + | | + | A number of obvious errors have been corrected in this text. For | + | a complete list, please see the bottom of this document. | + | | + +------------------------------------------------------------------+ + + + + + The Works of + + "FIONA MACLEOD" + + _UNIFORM EDITION_ + + ARRANGED BY + + MRS. WILLIAM SHARP + + VOLUME IV + + + + + _The Gods approve the depth and not the tumult of + the soul._ + + _It is loveliness I seek, not lovely things._ + + + + +[Illustration: From the original by L. Y. Cameron +Iona Cathedral] + + + + + THE DIVINE ADVENTURE + + IONA + + STUDIES IN SPIRITUAL HISTORY + + BY + + "FIONA MACLEOD" + (WILLIAM SHARP) + + + LONDON + WILLIAM HEINEMANN + 1912 + + + _UNIFORM EDITION_ + + _First published 1910. New Edition 1912_ + + _Copyright 1895, 1910._ + + + + + THE WIND, SILENCE, AND LOVE + FRIENDS WHO HAVE TAUGHT ME MOST: + BUT SINCE, LONG AGO, TWO WHO ARE NOT FORGOTTEN + WENT AWAY UPON THE ONE, AND DWELL, THEMSELVES + REMEMBERING, IN THE OTHER, I DEDICATE THIS BOOK + TO + EALASAIDH + WHOSE LOVE AND SPIRIT LIVE HERE ALSO + + + + +CONTENTS + + + PAGE + + THE DIVINE ADVENTURE 1 + + IONA 91 + + BY SUNDOWN SHORES: + + BY SUNDOWN SHORES 253 + + THE WIND, SILENCE, AND LOVE 263 + + BARABAL: A MEMORY 268 + + THE WHITE HERON 276 + + THE SMOOTHING OF THE HAND 292 + + THE WHITE FEVER 298 + + THE SEA-MADNESS 303 + + EARTH, FIRE, AND WATER 308 + + FROM "GREEN FIRE": + + THE HERDSMAN 319 + + FRAGMENTS 383 + + A DREAM 405 + + NOTES 411 + + BIBLIOGRAPHICAL NOTE 433 + By Mrs. William Sharp. + + + + +THE DIVINE ADVENTURE + + + "_Let the beginning, I say, of this little book, as if it were some + lamp, make it clear that a divine miracle was manifested._" + + _St. Adamnan_, Book II. c. I. + + + + +The Divine Adventure + + +I + + "We were three: the Body, the Will, and the Soul.... The Will, the + Soul, which for the first time had gone along outside of our common + home, had to take upon themselves bodily presences likewise."--_The + Divine Adventure._ + +I remember that it was on St. John's Eve we said we would go away +together for a time, but each independently, as three good friends. We +had never been at one, though we had shared the same home, and had +enjoyed so much in common; but to each, at the same time, had come the +great desire of truth, than which there is none greater save that of +beauty. + +We had long been somewhat weary. No burden of years, no serious ills, no +grief grown old in its own shadow, distressed us. We were young. But we +had known the two great ends of life--to love and to suffer. In deep +love there is always an inmost dark flame, as in the flame lit by a +taper: I think it is the obscure suffering upon which the Dancer lives. +The Dancer!--Love, who is Joy, is a leaping flame: he it is who is the +son of that fabled planet, the Dancing Star. + +On that St. John's Eve we had talked with friends on the old mysteries +of this day of pagan festival. At last we withdrew, not tired or in +disagreement, but because the hidden things of the spirit are the only +realities, and it seemed to us a little idle and foolish to discuss in +the legend that which was not fortuitous or imaginary, since what then +held up white hands in the moonlight, even now, in the moonlight of the +dreaming mind, beckons to the Divine Forges. + +We left the low-roofed cottage room, where, though the window was open, +two candles burned with steadfast flame. The night was listeningly +still. Beyond the fuchsia bushes a sighing rose, where a continuous +foamless wave felt the silences of the shore. The moonpath, far out upon +the bronze sea, was like a shadowless white road. In the dusk of the +haven glimmered two or three red and green lights, where the +fishing-cobles trailed motionless at anchor. Inland were shadowy hills. +One of the St. John's Eve fires burned on the nearest of these, its cone +blotting out a thousand eastern stars. The flame rose and sank as +though it were a pulse: perhaps at that great height the sea-wind or a +mountain air played upon it. Out of a vast darkness in the south swung +blacker abysses, where thunders breathed with a prolonged and terrible +sighing; upon their flanks sheet-lightnings roamed. + +There was no sound in the little bay. Beyond, a fathom of +phosphorescence showed that mackerel were playing in the moonshine. Near +the trap-ledges, which ran into deep water sheer from the goat-pastures, +were many luminous moving phantoms: the medusæ, green, purple, pale +blue, wandering shapes filled with ghostly fire. + +We stood a while in silence, then one of us spoke: + +"Shall we put aside, for a brief while, this close fellowship of ours; +and, since we cannot journey apart, go together to find if there be any +light upon those matters which trouble us, and perhaps discern things +better separately than when trying, as we ever vainly do, to see the +same thing with the same eyes?" + +The others agreed. "It may be I shall know," said one? "It may be I +shall remember," said the other. + +"Then let us go back into the house and rest to-night, and to-morrow, +after we have slept and eaten well, we can set out with a light heart." + +The others did not answer, for though to one food meant nothing, and to +the other sleep was both a remembering and a forgetting, each +unwittingly felt the keen needs of him whom they despised overmuch, and +feared somewhat, and yet loved greatly. + + +II + +Thus it was that on a midsummer morning we set out alone and afoot, not +bent for any one place, though we said we would go towards the dim blue +hills in the west, the Hills of Dream, as we called them; but, rather, +idly troubled by the very uncertainties which beset our going. We began +that long stepping westward as pilgrims of old who had the Holy City for +their goal, but knew that midway were perilous lands. + +We were three, as I have said: the Body, the Will, and the Soul. It was +strange for us to be walking there side by side, each familiar with and +yet so ignorant of the other. We had so much in common, and yet were so +incommunicably alien to one another. I think that occurred to each of +us, as, with brave steps but sidelong eyes, we passed the fuchsia +bushes, where the wild bees hummed, and round by the sea pastures, where +white goats nibbled among the yellow flags, and shaggy kine with their +wild hill-eyes browsed the thyme-sweet salted grass. A fisherman met us. +It was old Ian Macrae, whom I had known for many years. Somehow, till +then, the thought had not come to me that it might seem unusual to those +who knew my solitary ways, that I should be going to and fro with +strangers. Then, again for the first time, it flashed across me that +they were so like me--or save in the eyes I could myself discern no +difference--the likeness would be as startling as it would be +unaccountable. + +I stood for a moment, uncertain. "Of course," I muttered below my +breath, "of course, the others are invisible; I had not thought of +that." I watched them slowly advance, for they had not halted when I +did. I saw them incline the head with a grave smile as they passed Ian. +The old man had taken off his bonnet to them, and had stood aside. + +Strangely disquieted, I moved towards Macrae. + +"Ian," I whispered rather than spoke. + +"Ay," he answered simply, looking at me with his grave, far-seeing eyes. + +"Ian, have you seen my friends before?" + +"No, I have never seen them before." + +"They have been here for--for--many days." + +"I have not seen them." + +"Tell me; do you recognise them?" + +"I have not seen them before." + +"I mean, do you--do you see any likeness in them to any you know?" + +"No, I see no likeness." + +"You are sure, Ian?" + +"Ay, for sure. And why not?" The old fisherman looked at me with +questioning eyes. + +"Tell me, Ian, do you see any difference in me?" + +"No, for sure, no." + +Bewildered, I pondered this new mystery. Were we really three +personalities, without as well as within? + +At that moment the Will turned. I heard his voice fall clearly along the +heather-fragrant air-ledges. + +"We, too, are bewildered by this mystery," he said. + +So he knew my thought. It was _our_ thought. Yes, for now the Soul +turned also; and I heard his sunwarm breath come across the +honeysuckles by the roadside. + +"I, too, am bewildered by this mystery," he said. + +"Ian," I exclaimed to the old man, who stared wonderingly at us; "Ian +tell me this: what like are my companions; how do they seem to you?" + +The old man glanced at me, startled, then rubbed his eyes as though he +were half-awakened from a dream. + +"Why are you asking that thing?" + +"Because, Ian, you do not see any likeness in them to myself. I had +thought--I had thought they were so like." + +Macrae put his wavering, wrinkled hand to his withered mouth. He gave a +chuckling laugh. + +"Ah, I understand now. It is a joke you are playing on old Ian." + +"Maybe ay, and maybe no, Ian; but I do want to know how they seem to +you, those two yonder." + +"Well, well, now, for sure, that friend of yours there, that spoke +first, he is just a weary, tired old man, like I am myself, and so like +me, now that I look at him, that he might be my wraith. And the other, +he is a fine lad, a fisher-lad for sure, though I fear God's gripped +his heart, for I see the old ancient sorrow in his eyes." + +I stared: then suddenly I understood. + +"Good-day, Ian," I added hurriedly, "and the blessing of Himself be upon +you and yours, and upon the nets and the boats." + +Then I moved slowly towards my companions, who awaited me. I understood +now. The old fisherman had seen after his own kind. The Will, the Soul, +which for the first time had journeyed outside our common home, had to +take upon themselves bodily presences likewise. But these wavering +images were to others only the reflection of whoso looked upon them. Old +Ian had seen his own tired self and his lost youth. With a new fear the +Body called to us, and we to him; and we were one, yet three; and so we +went onward together. + + +III + +We were silent. It is not easy for three, so closely knit, so intimate, +as we had been for so many years, suddenly to enter upon a new +comradeship, wherein three that had been as one were now several. A new +reticence had come to each of us. We walked in silence--conscious of +the beauty of the day, in sea and sky and already purpling moors; of the +white gulls flecking the azure, and the yellowhammers and stonechats +flitting among the gorse and fragrant bog-myrtle--we knew that none was +inclined to speak. Each had his own thoughts. + +The three dreamers--for so we were in that lovely hour of dream--walked +steadfastly onward. It was not more than an hour after noon that we came +to an inlet of the sea, so narrow that it looked like a stream, only +that a salt air arose between the irises which thickly bordered it, and +that the sunken rock-ledges were fragrant with sea-pink and the +stone-convolvulus. The moving tidal water was grass-green, save where +dusked with long, mauve shadows. + +"Let us rest here," said the Body. "It is so sweet in the sunlight, here +by this cool water." + +The Will smiled as he threw himself down upon a mossy slope that reached +from an oak's base to the pebbly margins. + +"It is ever so with you," he said, still smiling. "You love rest, as the +wandering clouds love the waving hand of the sun." + +"What made you think of that?" asked the Soul abruptly, who till that +moment had been rapt in silent commune with his inmost thoughts. + +"Why do you ask?" + +"Because I, too, was thinking that just as the waving hand of the sun +beckons the white wandering clouds, as a shepherd calls to his scattered +sheep, so there is a hand waving to us to press forward. Far away, +yonder, a rainbow is being woven of sun and mist. Perhaps, there, we may +come upon that which we have come out to see." + +"But the Body wishes to rest. And, truly, it is sweet here in the +sunflood, and by this moving green water, which whispers in the reeds +and flags, and sings its own sea-song the while." + +"Let us rest, then." + +And, as we lay there, a great peace came upon us. There were hushed +tears in the eyes of the Soul, and a dreaming smile upon the face of the +Will, and, in the serene gaze of the Body, a content that was exceeding +sweet. It was so welcome to lie there and dream. We knew a rare +happiness in that exquisite quietude. + +After a time, the Body rose, and moved to the water-edge. + +"It is so lovely," he said, "I must bathe"--and with that he threw +aside his clothes, and stood naked among the reeds and yellow flags +which bordered the inlet. + +The sun shone upon his white body, the colour of pale ivory. A delicate +shadow lightly touched him, now here, now there, from the sunlit green +sheaths and stems among which he stood. He laughed out of sheer joy and +raised his arms, and made a splashing with his trampling feet. + +Looking backward with a blithe glance, he cried: + +"After all, it is good to be alive: neither to think nor to dream, but +just content _to be_." + +Receiving no answer, he laughed merrily, and, plunging forward, swam +seaward against the sun-dazzle. + +His two companions watched him with shining eyes. + +"Truly, he is very fair to look upon," said the Soul. + +"Yes," added the Will, "and perhaps he has chosen the better part +elsewhere as here." + +"Can it be the better part to prefer the things of the moment of those +of Eternity?" + +"What is Eternity?" + +For a few seconds the Soul was silent. It was not easy for him to +understand that what was a near horizon to him was a vague vista, +possibly a mirage, to another. He was ever, in himself, moving just the +hither side of the narrow mortal horizon which Eternity swims in upon +from behind and beyond. The Will looked at him questioningly, then spoke +again: + +"You speak of the things of Eternity. What is Eternity?" + +"Eternity is the Breath of God." + +"That tells me nothing." + +"It is Time, freed from his Mortality." + +"Again, that tells me little. Or, rather, I am no wiser. What is +Eternity to _us_?" + +"It is our perpetuity." + +"Then is it only a warrant against Death?" + +"No, it is more. Time is our sphere: Eternity is our home." + +"There is no other lesson for you in the worm, and in the dust?" + +"What do you mean, brother?" + +"Does dissolution mean nothing to you?" + +"What is dissolution?" + +It was now the Will who stared with wondering eyes. To him that question +was as disquieting as that which he had asked the Soul. It was a minute +before he spoke again. + +"You ask me what is dissolution? Do you not understand what death means +to _me_?" + +"Why to you more than to me, or to the Body?" + +"What is it to you?" + +"A change from a dream of Beauty, to Beauty." + +"And at the worst?" + +"Freedom: escape from narrow walls--often dark and foul." + +"In any case nothing but a change, a swift and absolute change, from +what was to what is?" + +"Even so." + +"And you have no fear?" + +"None. Why should I?" + +"Why should you not?" + +Again there was a sudden silence between the two. At last the Soul +spoke: + +"Why should I not? I cannot tell you. But I have no fear. I am a Son of +God." + +"And we?" + +"Ah, yes, dear brother: you, too, and the Body." + +"But we perish!" + +"There is the resurrection of the Body." + +"Where--when?" + +"As it is written. In God's hour." + +"Is the worm also the Son of God?" + +The soul stared downward into the green water, but did not answer. A +look of strange trouble was in his eyes. + +"Is not the Grave on the hither side of Eternity?" + +Still no answer. + +"Does God whisper beneath the Tomb?" + +At this the Soul rose, and moved restlessly to and fro. + +"Tell me," resumed the Will, "what is Dissolution?" + +"It is the returning into dust of that which was dust." + +"And what is dust?" + +"The formless: the inchoate: the mass out of which the Potter makes new +vessels, or moulds new shapes." + +"But _you_ do not go into dust?" + +"I came from afar: afar I go again." + +"But we--we shall be formless: inchoate?" + +"You shall be upbuilded." + +"How?" + +The Soul turned, and again sat by his comrade. + +"I know not," he said simply. + +"But if the Body go back to the dust, and the life that is in him be +blown out like a wavering flame; and if you who came from afar, again +return afar; what, then, for me, who am neither an immortal spirit nor +yet of this frail human clan?" + +"God has need of you." + +"When--where?" + +"How can I tell what I cannot even surmise?" + +"Tell me, tell me this: if I am so wedded to the Body that, if he +perish, I perish also, what resurrection can there be for me?" + +"I do not know." + +"Is it a resurrection for the Body if, after weeks, or years, or scores +of years, his decaying dust is absorbed into the earth, and passes in a +chemic change into the living world?" + +"No: that is not a resurrection: that is a transmutation." + +"Yet that is all. There is nothing else possible. Dust unto dust. As +with the Body, so with the mind, the spirit of life, that which I am, +the Will. In the Grave there is no fretfulness any more: neither any +sorrow, or joy, or any thought, or dream, or fear, or hope whatsoever. +Hath not God Himself said it, through the mouth of His prophet?" + +"I do not understand," murmured the Soul, troubled. + +"Because the Grave is not your portion." + +"But I, too, must know Death!" + +"Yes, truly--a change what was it?--a change from a dream of Beauty, to +Beauty!" + +"God knows I would that we could go together--you, and he yonder, and I; +or, if that cannot be, he being wholly mortal, then at the least you and +I." + +"But we cannot. At least, so it seems to us. But I--I too am alive, I +too have dreams and visions, I too have joys and hopes, I too have +despairs. And for me--_nothing_. I am, at the end, as a blown flame." + +"It may not be so. Something has whispered to me at times that you and I +are to be made one." + +"Tell me: can the immortal wed the mortal?" + +"No." + +"Then how can we two wed, for I am mortal. My very life depends on the +Body. A falling branch, a whelming wave, a sudden ill, and in a moment +that which was is not. He, the Body, is suddenly become inert, +motionless, cold, the perquisite of the Grave, the sport of the maggot +and the worm: and I--I am a subsided wave, a vanished spiral of smoke, a +little fugitive wind-eddy abruptly ended." + +"You know not what is the end any more than I do. In a moment we are +translated." + +"Ah, is it so with you? O Soul, I thought that you had a profound +surety!" + +"I know nothing: I believe." + +"Then it may be with you as with us?" + +"I know little: I believe." + +"When I am well I believe in new, full, rich, wonderful life--in life in +the spiritual as well as the mortal sphere. And the Body, when he is +ill, he, too, thinks of that which is your heritage. But if _you_ are +not sure--if _you_ know nothing--may it not be that you, too, have fed +upon dreams, and have dallied with Will-o'-the-wisp, and are an +idle-blown flame even as I am, and have only a vaster spiritual outlook? +May it not be that you, O Soul, are but a spiritual nerve in the dark, +confused, brooding mind of Humanity? May it not be that you and I and +the Body go down unto one end?" + +"Not so. There is the word of God." + +"We read it differently." + +"Yet the Word remains." + +"You believe in the immortal life?--You believe in Eternity?" + +"Yes." + +"Then what is Eternity?" + +"Already you have asked me that!" + +"You believe in Eternity. What is Eternity?" + +"Continuity." + +"And what are the things of Eternity?" + +"Immortal desires." + +"Then what need for us who are mortal to occupy ourselves with what must +be for ever beyond us?" + +Thereat, with a harsh laugh, the Will arose, and throwing his garments +from him, plunged into the sunlit green water, with sudden cries of joy +calling to the Body, who was still rejoicefully swimming in the +sun-dazzle as he breasted the tide. + +An hour later we rose, and, silent again, once more resumed our way. + + +IV + +It was about the middle of the afternoon that we moved inland, because +of a difficult tract of cliff and bouldered shore. We followed the +course of a brown torrent, and were soon under the shadow of the +mountain. The ewes and lambs made incessantly that mournful crying, +which in mountain solitudes falls from ledge to ledge as though it were +no other than the ancient sorrow of the hills. + +Thence we emerged, walking among boulders green with moss and grey with +lichen, often isled among bracken and shadowed by the wind-wavering +birches, or the finger-leafed rowans already heavy with clusters of +ruddy fruit. Sometimes we spoke of things which interested us: of the +play of light and shadow in the swirling brown torrent along whose banks +we walked, and by whose grayling-haunted pools we lingered often, to +look at the beautiful shadowy unrealities of the perhaps not less +shadowy reality which they mirrored: of the solemn dusk of the pines; of +the mauve shadows which slanted across the scanty corn that lay in green +patches beyond lonely crofts; of the travelling purple phantoms of +phantom clouds, to us invisible, over against the mountain-breasts; of a +solitary seamew, echoing the wave in that inland stillness. + +All these things gave us keen pleasure. The Body often laughed joyously, +and talked of chasing the shadow till it should turn and leap into him, +and he be a wild creature of the woods again, and be happy, knowing +nothing but the incalculable hour. It is an old belief of the Gaelic +hill-people. + +"If one yet older be true," said the Will, speaking to the Soul, "you +and Shadow are one and the same. Nay, the mystery of the Trinity is +symbolised here again--as in us three; for there is an ancient forgotten +word of an ancient forgotten people, which means alike the Breath, the +Shadow, and the Soul."[1] + +As we walked onward we became more silent. It was about the sixth hour +from noon that we saw a little coast-town lying amid green pastures, +overhung, as it seemed, by the tremulous blue band of the sea-line. The +Body was glad, for here were friends, and he wearied for his kind. The +Will and the Soul, too, were pleased, for now they shared the common lot +of mortality, and knew weariness as well as hunger and thirst. So we +moved towards the blue smoke of the homes. + +"The home of a wild dove, a branch swaying in the wind, is sweet to it; +and the green bracken under a granite rock is home to a tired hind; and +so we, who are wayfarers idler than these, which blindly obey the law, +may well look to yonder village as our home for to-night." + +So spoke the Soul. + +The Body laughed blithely. "Yes," he added, "it is a cheerier home than +the green bracken. Tell me, have you ever heard of The Three Companions +of Night?" + +"The Three Companions of Night? I would take them to be Prayer, and +Hope, and Peace." + +"So says the Soul--but what do _you_ say, O Will?" + +"I would take them to be Dream, and Rest, and Longing." + +"We are ever different," replied the Body, with a sigh, "for the Three +Companions of whom I speak are Laughter, and Wine, and Love." + +"Perhaps we mean the same thing," muttered the Will, with a smile of +bitter irony. + +We thought much of these words as we passed down a sandy lane hung with +honeysuckles, which were full of little birds who made a sweet +chittering. + +Prayer, and Hope, and Peace; Dream, and Rest, and Longing; Laughter, and +Wine, and Love: were these analogues of the Heart's Desire? + +When we left the lane, where we saw a glow-worm emitting a pale fire as +he moved through the green dusk in the shadow of the hedge, we came upon +a white devious road. A young man stood by a pile of stones. He stopped +his labour and looked at us. One of us spoke to him. + +"Why is it that a man like yourself, young and strong, should be doing +this work, which is for broken men?" + +"Why are you breathing?" he asked abruptly. + +"We breathe to live," answered the Body, smiling blithely. + +"Well, I break stones to live." + +"Is it worth it?" + +"It's better than death." + +"Yes," said the Body slowly, "it is better than death." + +"Tell me," asked the Soul, "why is it better than death?" + +"Who wants not to want?" + +"Ah--it is the need to want, then, that is strongest!" + +The stone-breaker looked sullenly at the speaker. + +"If you're not anxious to live," he said, "will you give me what money +you have? It is a pity good money should be wasted. I know well where I +would be spending it this night of the nights," he added abruptly in +Gaelic. + +The Body looked at him with curious eyes. + +"And where would you be spending it?" he asked, in the same language. + +"This is the night of the marriage of John Macdonald, the rich man from +America, who has come back to his own town, and is giving a big night of +it to all his friends, and his friends' friends." + +"Is that the John Macdonald who is marrying Elsie Cameron?" demanded the +Body eagerly. + +"Ay, the same; though it may be the other daughter of Alastair Rua, the +girl Morag." + +A flush rose to the face of the Body. His eyes sparkled. + +"It is Elsie," he said to the man. + +"Belike," the stone-breaker muttered indifferently. + +"Do you know where Alastair Rua and his daughters are?" + +"Yes, at Beann Marsanta Macdonald's big house of the One-Ash Farm." + +"Can you show me the way?" + +"I'm going that way." + +Thereat the Body turned to his comrades: + +"I love her," he said simply; "I love Morag Cameron." + +"She is not for your loving," answered the Will sharply; "for she has +given troth to old Archibald Sinclair." + +The Body laughed. + +"Love is love," he said lightly. + +"Come," interrupted the Soul wearily; "we have loitered long enough. Let +us go." + +We stood looking at the stone-breaker, who was gazing curiously at us. +Suddenly he laughed. + +"Why do you laugh?" asked the Soul. + +"Well, I'm not for knowing that. But I'll tell you this: if you two wish +to go into the town, you have only to follow this road. And if _you_ +want to come to One-Ash Farm, then you must come this other way with +me." + +"Do not go," whispered the Soul. + +But the Body, with an impatient gesture, drew aside. "Leave me," he +added: "I wish to go with this man. I will meet you to-morrow morning at +the first bridge to the westward of the little town yonder, just where +the stream slackens over the pebbles." + +With reluctant eyes the two companions saw their comrade leave. For a +long time the Will watched him with a bitter smile. Redeeming love was +in the longing eyes of the Soul. + +When the Body and the stone-breaker were alone, as they walked towards +the distant farm-steading, where already were lights, and whence came a +lowing of kye in the byres, for it was the milking hour, they spoke at +intervals. + +"Who were those with you?" asked the man. + +"Friends. We have come away together." + +"What for?" + +"Well, as you would say, to see the world." + +"To see the world?" The man laughed. "To see the world! Have you money?" + +"Enough for our needs." + +"Then you will see nothing. The world gives to them that already have, +an' more than have." + +"What do you hope for to-night?" + +"To be drunk." + +"That is a poor thing to hope for. Better to think of the laugh and the +joke by the fireside; and of food and drink, too, if you will: of the +pipes, and dancing, and pretty girls." + +"Do as you like. As for me, I hope to be drunk." + +"Why?" + +"Why? Because I'll be another man then. I'll have forgotten all that I +now remember from sunrise to sundown. Can you think what it is to break +a hope in your heart each time you crack a stone on the roadside? +That's what I am, a stone-breaker, an' I crack stones inside as well as +outside. It's a stony place my heart, God knows." + +"You are young to speak like that, and you speak like a man who has +known better days." + +"Oh, I'm ancient enough," said the man, with a short laugh. + +"What meaning does that have?" + +"What meaning? Well, it just means this, that I'm as old as the Bible. +For there's mention o' me there. Only there I'm herding swine, an' here +I'm breaking stones." + +"And is _your_ father living?" + +"Ay, he curses me o' Sabbaths." + +"Then it's not the same as the old story that is in the Bible?" + +"Oh, nothing's the same an' everything's the same--except when you're +drunk, an' then it's only the same turned outside in. But see, yonder's +the farm. Take my advice, an' drink. It's better than the fireside, it's +better than food, it's better than kisses, ay it's better than love, +it's as good as hate, an' it's the only thing you can drown in except +despair." + +Soon after this the Body entered the house of the Beann Marsanta +Macdonald, and with laughter and delight met Morag Cameron, and others +whom his heart leaped to see. + +At midnight, the Will sat in a room in a little inn, and read out of two +books, now out of one, now out of the other. The one was the Gaelic +Bible, the other was in English and was called _The One Hope_. + +He rose, as the village clock struck twelve, and went to the window. A +salt breath, pungent with tide-stranded seaweed, reached him. In the +little harbour, thin shadowy masts ascended like smoke and melted. A +green lantern swung from one. The howling of a dog rose and fell. A +faint lapping of water was audible. On a big fishing-coble some men were +laughing and cursing. + +Overhead was an oppressive solemnity. The myriad stars were as the +incalculable notes of a stilled music, become visible in silence. It was +a relief to look into unlighted deeps. + +"These idle lances of God pierce the mind, slay the spirit," the Will +murmured, staring with dull anger at the white multitude. + +"If the Soul were here," he added bitterly, "he would look at these +glittering mockeries as though they were harbingers of eternal hope. To +me they are whited sepulchres. They say _we live_, to those who die; +they say _God endures,_ to Man that perisheth; they whisper the Immortal +Hope to Mortality." Turning, he went back to where he had left the +books. He lifted one, and read:-- + +"_Have we not the word of God Himself that Time and Chance happeneth to +all: that soon or late we shall all be caught in a net, we whom Chance +hath for his idle sport, and upon whom Time trampleth with impatient +feet? Verily, the rainbow is not more frail, more fleeting, than this +drear audacity._" + +With a sigh he put the book down, and lifted the other. Having found the +page he sought, he read slowly aloud:-- + +"_... but Time and Chance happeneth to them all. For man also knoweth +not his time: as the fishes that are taken in an evil net, and as the +birds that are caught in the snare, even so are the sons of men snared +in an evil time, when it falleth suddenly upon them._" + +He went to the window again, brooding darkly. A slight sound caught his +ear. He saw a yellow light run out, leap across the pavement and pass +like a fan of outblown flame. Then the door closed, and we heard a step +on the stone flags. He looked down. The Soul was there. + +"Are you restless? Can you not sleep?" he asked. + +"No, dear friend. But my heart is weary because of the Body. Yet before +I go, let me bid you read that which follows upon what you have just +read. It is not only Time and Chance upon which to dwell; but upon this, +that God knows that which He does, and the hour and the way, and sees +the end in the beginning." + +And while the Soul moved softly down the little windy street, the Will +opened the Book again, and read as the Soul had bidden. + +"It may be so," he muttered, "it may be that the dreamer may yet wake to +behold his dream--As thou knowest not what is the way of the wind, even +so thou knowest not the work of God Who doeth all?" + +With that he sighed wearily, and then, afraid to look again at the +bitter eloquence of the stars, lit a candle as he lay down on his bed, +and watched the warm companionable flame till sleep came upon him, and +he dreamed no more of the rue and cypress, but plucked amaranths in the +moonshine. + +Meanwhile the Soul walked swiftly to the outskirts of the little town, +and out by the grassy links where clusters of white geese huddled in +sleep, and across the windy common where a tethered ass stood, with +drooping head, his long, twitching ears now motionless. In the +moonlight, the shadow of the weary animal stretched to fantastic +lengths, and at one point, when the startled Soul looked at it, he +beheld the shadow of the Cross. + +When he neared One-Ash Farm he heard a loud uproar from within. Many +couples were still dancing, and the pipes and a shrill flute added to +the tumult. Others sang and laughed, or laughed and shouted, or cursed +hoarsely. Through the fumes of smoke and drink rippled women's laughter. + +He looked in at a window, with sad eyes. The first glance revealed to +him the Body, his blue eyes aflame, his face flushed with wine, his left +arm holding close to his heart a bright winsome lass, with hair +dishevelled, and wild eyes, but with a wonderful laughing eagerness of +joy. + +In vain he called. His voice was suddenly grown faint. But what the ear +could not hear, the heart heard. The Body rose abruptly. + +"I will drink no more," he said. + +A loud insensate laugh resounded near him. The stone-breaker lounged +heavily from a bench, upon the servant's table. + +"I am drunk now, my friend," the man cried with flaming eyes. "I am +drunk, an' now I am as reckless as a king, an' as serene as the Pope, +an' as heedless as God." + +The Soul turned his gaze and looked at him. He saw a red flame rising +from grey ashes. The ashes were his heart. The flame was his impotent, +perishing life. + +Stricken with sorrow, the Soul went to the door, and entered. He went +straight to the stone-breaker, who was now lying with head and arms +prone on the deal table. + +He whispered in the drunkard's ear. The man lifted his head, and stared +with red, brutish eyes. + +"What is that?" he cried. + +"Your mother was pure and holy. She died to give you her life. What will +it be like on the day she asks for it again?" + +The man raised an averting arm. There was a stare of horror in his eyes. + +"I know you, you devil. Your name is Conscience." + +The Soul looked at the Speaker. "I do not know," he answered simply; +"but I believe in God." + +"In the love of God?" + +"In the love of God." + +"He dwells everywhere?" + +"Everywhere." + +"Then I will find Him, I will find His love, _here_"--and with that the +man raised the deathly spirit to his lips again, and again drank. Then, +laughing and cursing, he threw the remainder at the feet of his unknown +friend. + +"Farewell!" he shouted hoarsely, so that those about him stared at him +and at the new-comer. + +The Soul turned sadly, and looked for his strayed comrade, but he was +nowhere to be seen. In a room upstairs that friend whom he loved was +whispering eager vows of sand and wind; and the girl Morag, clinging +close to him, tempted him as she herself was tempted, so that both stood +in that sand, and in the intertangled hair of each that wind blew. + +The Soul saw, and understood. None spoke to him, a stranger, as he went +slowly from the house, though all were relieved when that silent, +sad-eyed foreigner withdrew. + +Outside, the cool sea-wind fell freshly upon him. He heard a corncrake +calling harshly to his mate, where the corn was yellowing in a little +stone-dyked field; and a night-jar creeping forward on a juniper, +uttering his whirring love-note; and he blessed their sweet, innocent +lust. Then, looking upward, he watched for a while the white procession +of the stars. They were to him the symbolic signs of the mystery of God. +He bowed his head. "Dust of the world," he muttered humbly, "dust of +the world." + +Moving slowly by the house--so doubly noisy, so harshly discordant, +against the large, serene, nocturnal life--he came against the gable of +an open window. On the ledge lay a violin, doubtless discarded by some +reveller. The Soul lifted it, and held it up to the night-wind. When it +was purified, and the vibrant wood was as a nerve in that fragrant +darkness, he laid it on his shoulder and played softly. + +What was it that he played? Many heard it, but none knew what the strain +was, or whence it came. The Soul remembered, and played. It is enough. + +The soft playing stole into the house as though it were the cool +sea-wind, as though it were the flowing dusk. Beautiful, unfamiliar +sounds, and sudden silences passing sweet, filled the rooms. The last +guests left hurriedly, hushed, strangely disquieted. The dwellers in the +farmstead furtively bade good-night, and slipt away. + +For an hour, till the sinking of the moon, the Soul played. He played +the Song of Dreams, the Song of Peace, the three Songs of Mystery. The +evil that was in the house ebbed. Everywhere, at his playing, the +secret obscure life awoke. Nimble aerial creatures swung, invisibly +passive, in the quiet dark. From the brown earth, from hidden +sanctuaries in rocks and trees, green and grey lives slid, and stood +intent. Out of the hillside came those of old. There were many eager +voices, like leaves lapping in a wind. The wild-fox lay down, with red +tongue lolling idly: the stag rose from the fern, with dilated nostrils; +the night-jar ceased, the corncrake ceased, the moon-wakeful thrushes +made no single thrilling note. The silence deepened. Sleep came stealing +softly out of the obscure, swimming dusk. There was not a swaying reed, +a moving leaf. The strange company of shadows stood breathless. Among +the tree-tops the loosened stars shone terribly--lonely fires of +silence. + +The Soul played. Once he thought of the stone-breaker. He played into +his heart. The man stirred, and tears oozed between his heavy lids. It +was his mother's voice that he heard, singing-low a cradle-sweet song, +and putting back her white hair that she might look earthward to her +love. "Grey sweetheart, grey sweetheart," he moaned. Then his heart +lightened, and a moonlight of peace hallowed that solitary waste place. + +Again, at the last, the Soul thought of his comrade, heavy with wine in +the room overhead, drunken with desire. And to him he played the +imperishable beauty of Beauty, the Immortal Love, so that, afterwards, +he should remember the glory rather than the shame of his poor frailty. +What he played to the girl's heart only those women know who hear the +whispering words of Mary the Mother in sleep, when a second life +breathes beneath each breath. + +When he ceased, deep slumber was a balm upon all. He fell upon his knees +and prayed. + +"Beauty of all Beauty," he prayed, "let none perish without thee." + +It was thus that we three, who were one, realised how Prayer and Hope +and Peace, how Dream and Rest and Longing, how Laughter and Wine and +Love, are in truth but shadowy analogues of the Heart's Desire. + + +V + +At dawn we woke. A movement of gladness was in the lovely tides of +morning--delicate green, and blue, and gold. The spires of the grasses +were washed in dew; the innumerous was as one green flower that had lain +all night in the moonshine. + +We had agreed to meet at the bridge over the stream where it lapsed +through gravelly beaches just beyond the little town. + +There the Soul and the Will long awaited the Body. The sun was an hour +risen, and had guided a moving multitude of gold and azure waters +against the long reaches of yellow-poppied sand, and to the bases of the +great cliffs, whose schist shone like chrysolite, and whose dreadful +bastions of black basalt loomed in purple shadow, like suspended +thunder-clouds on a windless afternoon. + +The air was filled with the poignant sweetness of the loneroid or +bog-myrtle, meadow-sweet, and white wild-roses. The green smell of the +bracken, the delicate woodland odour of the mountain-ash, floated +hitherward and thitherward on the idle breath of the wind, sunwarm when +it came across the sea-pinks and thyme-set grass, cool and fresh when it +eddied from the fern-coverts, or from the heather above the +hillside-boulders where the sheep lay, or from under the pines at the +bend of the sea-road where already the cooing of grey doves made an +indolent sweetness. + +The Soul was silent. He had not slept, but, after his playing in the +dark, peace had come to him. + +Before dawn he had gone into the room where the Will lay, and had +looked long at his comrade. In sleep the Will more resembled him, as +when awake he the more resembled the Body. A deep pity had come upon the +Soul for him whom he loved so well, but knew so little. + +Why was it, he wondered, that he felt less alien from the Body? Why was +it that this strange, potent, inscrutable being, whom both loved, should +be so foreign to each? The Body feared him. As for himself, he, too, +feared him at times. There were moments when all his marvellous +background of the immortal life shrank before the keen gaze of his +friend. Was it possible that Mind could have a life apart from mortal +substances? Was it possible? If so---- + +It was here that the Will awoke, and smiled at his friend. + +He gave no greeting, but answered his thought. + +"Yes," he said gravely, and as though continuing an argument, "it is +impossible, if you mean the mortal substance of our brother, the Body. +But yet not without material substance. May it not be that the Mind may +have an undreamed-of shaping power, whereby it can instantly create?" + +"Create what?" + +"A new environment for its need? Drown it in the deepest gulfs of the +sea, and it will, at the moment it is freed from the body, sheathe +itself in a like shape, and habit itself with free spaces of air, so +that it may breathe, and live, and emerge into the atmosphere, there to +take on a new shape, to involve itself in new circumstances, to live +anew?" + +"It is possible. But would that sea-change leave the mind the same or +another?" + +"The Mind would come forth one and incorruptible." + +"If in truth, the Mind be an indivisible essence?" + +"Yes, if the mind be one and indivisible." + +"You believe it so?" + +"Tell me, are you insubstantial? You, yourself, below this accident of +mortality?" + +"I know not what you mean." + +"You were wondering if, after all, it were possible for me to have a +life, a conscious, individual continuity, apart from this mortal +substance in which you and I now share--counterparts of that human home +we both love and hate, that moving tent of the Illimitable, which at +birth appears a speck on sands of the Illimitable, and at death again +abruptly disappears. You were wondering this. But, tell me: have you +yourself never wondered how you can exist, as yourself, apart from +something of this very actuality, this form, this materialism to which +you find yourself so alien in the Body?" + +"I am spirit. I am a breath." + +"But you are you?" + +"Yes, I am I." + +"The surpassing egotism is the same, whether in you, the Soul, who are +but a breath; or in me, the Will, who am but a condition; or in our +brother, the Body, a claimant to Eternal Life while perishing in his +mortality!" + +"I live in God. Whence I came, thither shall I return." + +"A breath?" + +"It may be." + +"Yet you shall be you?" + +"Yes; I." + +"Then that breath which will be you must have form, even as the Body +must have form." + +"Form is but the human formula for the informulate." + +"Nay, Form _is_ life." + +"You have ever one wish, it seems to me, O Will: to put upon me the +heavy yoke of mortality." + +"Not so: but to lift it from myself." + +"And the Body?" + +"Where did you leave him last night?" + +"You remember what he said about the Three Companions of Night: +Laughter, and Wine, and Love? I left him with these." + +"They are also called Tears, and Weariness, and the Grave. He has his +portion. Perhaps he does well. Death intercepts many retributions." + +"He, too, has his dream within a dream." + +"Yes, you played to it, in the silence and the darkness." + +"You heard my playing--you here, I there?" + +"I heard." + +"And did you sleep or wake, comforted?" + +"I heard a Wind. I have heard it often. I heard, too, my own voice +singing in the dark." + +"What was the song?" + +"This:-- + + In the silences of the woods + I have heard all day and all night + The moving multitudes + Of the Wind in flight. + He is named Myriad: + And I am sad + Often, and often I am glad; + But oftener I am white + With fear of the dim broods + That are his multitudes." + +"And then, when you had heard that song?" + +"There was a rush of wings. My hair streamed behind me. Then a sudden +stillness, out of which came moonlight; and a star fell slowly through +the dark, and as it passed my face I felt lips pressed against mine, and +it seemed to me that you kissed me." + +"And when I kissed you, did I whisper any word?" + +"You whispered: '_I am the Following Love._'" + +"And you knew then that it was the Breath of God, and you had deep +peace, and slept?" + +"I knew that it was the Following Love,--that is the Breath of God, and +I had deep peace, and I slept." + +The Soul crossed from the window to the bed, and stooped, and kissed the +Will. + +"Beloved," he whispered, "the star was but a dewdrop of the Peace that +passeth understanding. And can it be that to you, to whom the healing +dew was vouchsafed, shall be denied the water-springs?" + +"Ah, beautiful dreamer of dreams, bewilder me no more with your lovely +sophistries. See, it is already late, and we have to meet the Body at +the shore-bridge over the little stream!" + + +It was then that the two, having had a spare meal of milk and new bread, +left the inn, and went, each communing with his own thoughts, to the +appointed place. + +They heard the Body before they saw him, for he was singing as he came. +It was a strange, idle fragment of a song--"The Little Children of the +Wind"--a song that some one had made, complete in its incompleteness, as +a wind-blown blossom, and, as a blossom discarded by a flying bird, +thrown heedlessly on the wayside by its unknown wandering singer:-- + + I hear the little children of the wind + Crying solitary in lonely places: + I have not seen their faces, + But I have seen the leaves eddying behind, + The little tremulous leaves of the wind. + +The Soul looked at the Will. + +"So he, too, has heard the Wind," he said softly. + + +VI + +All that day we journeyed westward. Sometimes we saw, far off, the pale +blue films of the Hills of Dream, those elusive mountains towards which +our way was set. Sometimes they were so startlingly near that, from +gorse upland or inland valley, we thought we saw the shadow-grass shake +in the wind's passage, or smelled the thyme still wet with dew where it +lay under the walls of mountain-boulders. But at noon we were no nearer +than when, at sunrise, we had left the little sea-town behind us: and +when the throng of bracken-shadows filled the green levels between the +fern and the pines--like flocks of sheep following fantastic +herdsmen--the Hills of the West were still as near, and as far, as the +bright raiment of the rainbow which the shepherd sees lying upon his +lonely pastures. + +But long before noon we were glad because of what happened to one of us. + +The dawn had flushed into a wilderness of rose as we left the bridge by +the stream. Long shafts of light, plumed with pale gold, were flung up +out of the east: everywhere was the tremulous awakening of the new day. +A score of yards from the highway a cottage stood, sparrows stirring in +the thatch, swift fairy-spiders running across the rude white-washed +walls, a redbreast singing in the dew-drenched fuchsia-bush. The blue +peat-smoke which rose above it was so faint as to be invisible beyond +the rowan which stood sunways. The westward part of the cottage was a +byre: we could hear the lowing of a cow, the clucking of fowls. + +In every glen, on each hillside, are crofts such as this. There was +nothing unusual in what we saw, save that a collie crouched whimpering +beyond a dyke on the farther side of the rowan. + +"All is not well here," said the Will. + +"No," murmured the Soul, "I see the shadowy footsteps of those who serve +the Evil One. Await me here." + +With that the Soul walked swiftly towards the cottage, and looked in at +the little window. His thought was straightway ours, and we knew that a +woman lay within and was about to give birth to a child. We knew, also, +that those who had dark, cruel eyes, and wore each the feather of a +hawk, had no power within, but were baffled, and roamed restlessly +outside the cottage on the side of shadow. The _Fuath_ himself was not +there, but when his call came the evil spirits rose like a flock of +crows and passed away. Then we saw our comrade stand back, and bow down, +and fall upon his knees. + +When he rejoined us we were for a moment as one, and saw seven tall and +beautiful spirits, starred and flame-crested, hand-clasped and standing +circlewise round the cottage. They were Sons of Joy, who sang because in +that mortal hour was born an immortal soul who in the white flame and +the red of mortal life was to be a spirit of gladness and beauty. For +there is no joy in the domain of the Spirit like that of the birth of a +new joy. + +A long while we walked in silence. In the eyes of the Soul we saw a +divine and beautiful light: in the eyes of the Will we saw +rainbow-spanned depths: in the eyes of the Body we saw gladness. + +"We are one!" + +None knew who spoke. For a moment I heard my own voice, saw my own +shadow in the grass; then, in the twinkling of an eye, three stood, +looking at each other with startled gaze. + +"Let us go," said the Soul; "we have a long way yet to travel." + +Each dreaming his own dream, we walked onward. Suddenly the Soul turned +and looked in the eyes of the Body. + +"You are thinking of your loneliness," he said gravely. + +"Yes," answered the Body. + +"And I too," said the Will. + +For a time no word more was said. + +"I am indeed alone." This I murmured to myself after a long while, and +in a moment the old supreme wisdom sank, and we were not one but three. + +"But you, O Soul," said the Will, "how can you be alone when in every +hour you have the company of the invisible, and see the passage of +powers and influence, of demons and angels, creatures of the triple +universe, souls, and the pale flight of the unembodied?" + +"I do not know loneliness because of what I see or do not see, but +because of what I feel. When I walk here with you side by side it is as +though I walked along a narrow shore between a fathomless sea and +fathomless night." + +The thought of one was the thought of three. I shivered with that great +loneliness. The Body glanced sidelong at the Will, the Will at the Soul. + +"It is not good to dwell upon that loneliness," said the last. + +"To you, O Body, and to you, O Will, as to me, it is the signal of Him +whom we have lost. Listen, and in the deepest hollow of loneliness we +can hear the voice of the Shepherd." + +"I hear nothing," said the Body. + +"I hear an echo," said the Will: "I hear an echo; but so, too, I can +hear the authentic voice of the sea in a hollow shell. Authentic! ... +when I know well that the murmur is no eternal voice, no whisper of the +wave made one with pearly silence, but only the sound of my flowing +blood heard idly in the curves of ear and shell?" + +"Ah!" ... cried the Body, "it is a lie, that cruel word of science. The +shell must ever murmur of the sea; if not, at least let us dream that it +does. Soon, soon we shall have no dream left. How am I to know that +_all_, that everything, is not but an idle noise in my ears? How am I to +know that the Hope of the Will, and the Voice of the Soul, and the +message of the Word, and the Whisper of the Eternal Spirit, are not one +and all but a mocking echo in that shell which for me is the Shell of +Life, but may be only the cold inhabitation of my dreams?" + +"Yet were it not for these echoes," the Soul answered, "life would be +intolerable for you, as for you too, my friend." + +The Will smiled scornfully. + +"Dreams are no comfort, no solace, no relief from weariness even, if one +knows them to be no more than the spray above the froth of a distempered +mind." + +Suddenly one of us began in a low voice a melancholy little song:-- + + I hear the sea-song of the blood in my heart, + I hear the sea-song of the blood in my ears; + And I am far apart, + And lost in the years. + + But when I lie and dream of that which was + Before the first man's shadow flitted on the grass-- + I am stricken dumb + With sense of that to come. + + Is then this wildering sea-song but a part + Of the old song of the mystery of the years-- + Or only the echo of the tired Heart + And of Tears? + +But none answered, and so again we walked onward, silent. The wind had +fallen, and in the noon-heat we began to grow weary. It was with relief +that we saw the gleam of water between the branches of a little wood of +birches, which waded towards it through a tide of bracken. Beyond the +birks shimmered a rainbow; a stray cloud had trailed from glen to glen, +and suddenly broken among the tree-tops. + +"There goes Yesterday!" cried the Body laughingly--alluding to the +saying that the morning rainbow is the ghost of the day that passed at +dawn. The next moment he broke into a fragment of song:-- + + Brother and Sister, wanderers they + Out of the Golden Yesterday-- + Thro' the dusty Now and the dim To-morrow + Hand-in-hand go Joy and Sorrow. + +"Yes, joy and sorrow, O glad Body," exclaimed the Will--"but it is the +joy only that is vain as the rainbow, which has no other message. It +should be called the Bow of Sorrow." + +"Not so," said the Soul gently, "or, if so, not as you mean, dear +friend:-- + + It is not Love that gives the clearest sight: + For out of bitter tears, and tears unshed, + Riseth the Rainbow of Sorrow overhead, + And 'neath the Rainbow is the clearest light. + +The Will smiled:-- + +"I too must have my say, dear poets:-- + + Where rainbows rise through sunset rains + By shores forlorn of isles forgot, + A solitary Voice complains + 'The World is here, the World is not.' + + The Voice may be the wind, or sea, + Or spirit of the sundown West: + Or, mayhap, some sweet air set free + From off the Islands of the Blest: + + It may be; but I turn my face + To that which still I hold so dear; + And lo, the voices of the days-- + 'The World is not, the World is here.' + + 'Tis the same end whichever way + And either way is soon forgot: + The World is all in all, To-day: + 'To-morrow all the World is not.' + + +VII + +In the noon-heat we lay, for rest and coolness, by the pool, and on the +shadow-side of a hazel. The water was of so dark a brown that we knew it +was of a great depth, and, indeed, even at the far verge, a heron, +standing motionless, wetted her breast-feathers. + +In the mid-pool, where the brown lawns sloped into depths of +purple-blue, we could see a single cloud, invisible otherwise where we +lay. Nearer us, the water mirrored a mountain-ash heavy with ruddy +clusters. That long, feathery foliage, that reddening fruit, hung in a +strange, unfamiliar air; the stranger, that amid the silence of those +phantom branches ever and again flitted furtive shadow-birds. + +We had walked for hours, and were now glad to rest. With us we had +brought oaten bread and milk, and were well content. + +"It was by a pool such as this," said one of us, after a long interval, +"that dreamers of old called to Connla, and Connla heard. That was the +mortal name of one whose name we know not." + +"Call him now," whispered the Body eagerly. + +The Soul leaned forward, and stared into the fathomless brown dusk. + +"Speak, Connla! Who art thou?" + +Clear as a Sabbath-bell across windless pastures we heard a voice: + +"I am of those who wait yet a while. I am older than all age, for my +youth is Wisdom; and I am younger than all youth, for I am named +To-morrow." + +We heard no more. In vain, together, separately, we sought to break that +silence which divides the mortal moment from hourless time. The Soul +himself could not hear, or see, or even remember, because of that mortal +raiment of the flesh which for a time he had voluntarily taken upon +himself. + +"I will tell you a dream that is not all a dream," he said at last, +after we had lain a long while pondering what that voice had uttered, +that voice which showed that the grave held a deeper mystery than +silence. + +The Will looked curiously at him. + +"Is it a dream wherein we have shared?" he asked slowly. + +"That I know not: yet it may well be so. I call my dream 'The Sons of +Joy.' If you or the Body have also dreamed, let each relate the dream." + +"Yes," said the Body, "I have dreamed it. But I would call it rather +'The Sons of Delight.'" + +"And I," said the Will, "The Sons of Silence." + +"Tell it," said the Soul, looking towards the Body. + +"It was night," answered the Body at once: "and I was alone in a waste +place. My feet were entangled among briars and thorns, and beside me was +a quagmire. On the briar grew a great staff, and beside it a circlet of +woven thorn. I could see them, in a soft, white light. It must have been +moonlight, for on the other side of the briar I saw, in the moonshine, a +maze of wild roses. They were lovely and fragrant. I would have liked to +take the staff, but it was circled with the thorn-wreath; so I turned to +the moonshine and the wild roses. It was then that I saw a multitude of +tall and lovely figures, men and women, all rose-crowned, and the pale, +beautiful faces of the women with lips like rose-leaves. They were +singing. It was the Song of Delight. I, too, sang. And as I sang, I +wondered, for I thought that the eyes of those about me were heavy with +love and dreams, as though each had been pierced with a shadowy thorn. +But still the song rose, and I knew that the flowers in the grass +breathed to it, and that the vast slow cadence of the stars was its +majestic measure. Then the dawn broke, and I saw all the company, winged +and crested with the seven colours, press together, so that a rainbow +was upbuilded. In the middle space below the rainbow, a bird sang. Then +I knew I was that bird; and as the rainbow vanished, and the dawn grew +grey and chill, I sank to the ground. But it was all bog and swamp. I +knew I should sing no more. But I heard voices saying: 'O happy, +wonderful bird, who has seen all delight, whose song was so rapt, sing, +sing, sing!' But when I could sing no more I was stoned, and lay dead. + +"That was my dream." + +The Soul sighed. + +"It was not thus I dreamed," he murmured; "but thus:-- + +"I stood, at night, on the verge of the sea, and looked at the maze of +stars. And while looking and dreaming, I heard voices, and, turning, +beheld a multitude of human beings. All were sorrowful; many were heavy +with weariness and despair; all suffered from some grievous ill. Among +them were many who cried continually that they had no thought, or dream, +no wish, but to forget all, and be at rest: + +"I called to them, asking whither they were bound? + +"'We are journeying to the Grave,' came the sighing answer. + +"Then suddenly I saw the Grave. An angel stood at the portals. He was so +beautiful that the radiance of the light upon his brow lit that +shoreless multitude; in every heart a little flame arose. The name of +that divine one was Hope. + +"As shadow by shadow slipt silently into the dark road behind the Grave, +I saw the Angel touch for a moment every pale brow. + +"I knew at last that I saw beyond the Grave. Infinite ways traversed the +universe, wherein suns and moons and stars hung like fruit. Multitude +within multitude was there. + +"Then, again, suddenly I stood where I had been, and saw the Grave +reopen, and from it troop back a myriad of bright and beautiful beings. +I could see that some were souls re-born, some were lovely thoughts, +dreams, hopes, aspirations, influences, powers and mighty spirits too. +And all sang: + +"'We are the Sons of Joy.' + +"That was my dream." + +We were still for a few moments. Then the Will spoke. + +"This dream of ours is one thing as the Body's, and another as the +Soul's. It is yet another, as I remember it:-- + +"On a night of a cold silence, when the breath of the equinox sprayed +the stars into a continuous dazzle, I heard the honk of the wild geese +as they cleft their way wedgewise through the gulfs overhead. + +"In the twinkling of an eye I was beyond the last shadow of the last +wing. + +"Before me lay a land solemn with auroral light. For a thousand years, +that were as a moment, I wandered therein. Then, far before me, I saw an +immense semi-circle of divine figures, tall, wonderful, clothed with +moonfire, each with uplifted head, as a forest before a wind. To the +right they held the East, and to the left the West. + +"'Who are you?' I cried, as I drifted through them like a mist of pale +smoke. + +"'We are the Laughing Gods,' they answered. + +"Then after I had drifted on beyond the reach of sea or land, to a +frozen solitude of ice, I saw again a vast concourse stretching +crescent-wise from east to west: taller, more wonderful, crowned with +stars, and standing upon dead moons white with perished time. + +"'Who are you?' I cried, as I went past them like a drift of pale smoke. + +"'We are the Gods who laugh not,' they answered. + +"Then when I had drifted beyond the silence of the Pole, and there was +nothing but unhabitable air, and the dancing fires were a flicker in the +pale sheen far behind, I saw again a vast concourse stretching +crescent-wise from east to west. They were taller still; they were more +wonderful still. They were crowned with flaming suns, and their feet +were white with the dust of ancient constellations. + +"'Who are you!' I cried, as I went past them like a mist of pale smoke. + +"'We are the Gods,' they answered. + +"And while I waned into nothingness I felt in my nostrils the salt +smell of the sea, and, listening, I heard the honk of the wild geese +wedging southward. + +"That was my dream." + +When the Will ceased, nothing was said. We were too deeply moved by +strange thoughts, one and all. Was it always to be thus ... that we +might dream one dream, confusedly real, confusedly unreal, when we three +were one; but that when each dreamed alone, the dream, the vision, was +ever to be distinct in form and significance? + +We lay resting for long. After a time we slept. I cannot remember what +then we dreamed, but I know that these three dreams were become one, and +that what the Soul saw and what the Will saw and what the Body saw was a +more near and searching revelation in this new and one dream than in any +of the three separately. I pondered this, trying to remember: but the +deepest dreams are always unrememberable, and leave only a fragrance, a +sound as of a quiet footfall passing into silence, or a cry, or a sense +of something wonderful, unimagined, or of light intolerable: but I could +recall only the memory of a moment ... a moment wherein, in a flash of +lightning, I had seen all, understood all. + +I rose ... there was a dazzle on the water, a shimmer on every leaf, a +falling away as of walls of air into the great river of the wind ... and +there were three, not one, each staring dazed at the other, in the ears +of each the bewilderment of the already faint echo of that lost "I." + + +VIII + +Towards sundown we came upon a hamlet, set among the hills. Our hearts +had beat quicker as we drew near, for with the glory of light gathered +above the west the mountains had taken upon them a bloom soft and +wonderful, and we thought that at last we were upon the gates of the +hills towards which we had journeyed so eagerly. But when we reached the +last pines on the ridge we saw the wild doves flying far westward. +Beyond us, under a pale star, dimly visible in a waste of rose, were the +Hills of Dream. + +The Soul wished to go to them at once, for now they seemed so near to us +that we might well reach them with the rising of the moon. But the +others were tired, nor did the Hills seem so near to them. So we sat +down by the peat-fire in a shepherd's cottage, and ate of milk and +porridge, and talked with the man about the ways of that district, and +the hills, and how best to reach them. "If you want work," he said, +"you should go away south, where the towns are, an' not to these lonely +hills. They are so barren, that even the goatherds no longer wander +their beasts there." + +"It's said they're haunted," added the Body, seeing that the others did +not speak. + +"Ay, sure enough. That's well known, master. An' for the matter o' that, +there's a wood down there to the right where for three nights past I +have seen figures and the gleaming of fire. But there isn't a soul in +that wood--no, not a wandering tinker. I took my dogs through it to-day, +an' there wasn't the sign even of a last-year's gypsy. As for the low +bare hill beyond it, not a man, let alone a woman or child, would go +near it in the dark. In the Gaelic it's called Maol Dè, that is to say, +the Hill of God." + +For a long time we sat talking with the shepherd, for he told us of many +things that were strange, and some that were beautiful, and some that +were wild and terrible. One of his own brothers, after an evil life, had +become mad, and even now lived in caves among the higher hills, going +ever on hands and feet, and cursing by day and night because he was made +as one of the wild swine, that know only hunger and rage and savage +sleep. He himself tended lovingly his old father, who was too frail to +work, and often could not sleep at nights because of the pleasant but +wearying noise the fairies made as they met on the dancing-lawns among +the bracken. Our friend had not himself heard the simple people, and in +a whisper confided to us that he thought the old man was a bit mazed, +and that what he heard was only the solitary playing of the Amadan-Dhu, +who, it was known to all, roamed the shadows between the two dusks. +"Keep away from the river in the hollow," he said at another moment, +"for it's there, on a night like this, just before the full moon got up, +that, when I was a boy, I saw the Aonaran. An' to this day, if I saw you +or any one standing by the water, it 'ud be all I could do not to thrust +you into it and drown you: ay, I'd have to throw myself on my face, an' +bite the grass, an' pray till my soul shook the murder out at my throat. +For that's the Aonaran's doing." + +Later, he showed us, when we noticed it, a bit of smooth coral that hung +by a coarse leathern thong from his neck. + +"Is that an amulet?" one of us asked. + +"No: it's my lassie's." + +We looked at the man inquiringly. + +"The bairn's dead thirty years agone." + +In the silence that followed, one of us rose, and went with the shepherd +into the little room behind. When the man came back it was with a +wonderful light in his face. Our comrade did not return ... but when we +glanced sidelong, lo, the Soul was there, as though he had not moved. +Then, of a sudden, we knew what he had done, what he had said, and were +glad. + +When we left (the shepherd wanted us to stay the night, but we would +not), the stars had come. The night was full of solemn beauty. + +We went down by the wood of which the shepherd had spoken, and came upon +it as the moon rose. But as a path bordered it, we followed that little +winding white gleam, somewhat impatient now to reach those far hills +where each of us believed he would find his heart's desire, or, at the +least, have that vision of absolute Truth, of absolute Beauty, which we +had set out to find. + +We had not gone a third of the way when the Body abruptly turned, waving +to us a warning hand. When we stood together silent, motionless, we saw +that we were upon a secret garden. We were among ilex, and beyond were +tall cypresses, like dark flames rising out of the earth, their hither +sides lit with wavering moonfire. Far away the hill-foxes barked. +Somewhere near us in the dusk an owl hooted. The nested wild doves were +silent. Once, the faint churr of a distant fern-owl sent a vibrant +dissonance, that was yet strangely soothing, through the darkness and +the silence. + +"Look!" whispered the Body. + +We saw, on a mossy slope under seven great cypresses, a man lying on the +ground, asleep. The moonshine reached him as we looked, and revealed a +face of so much beauty and of so great a sorrow that the heart ached. +Nevertheless, there was so infinite a peace there, that, merely gazing +upon it, our lives stood still. The moonbeam slowly passed from that +divine face. I felt my breath rising and falling, like a feather before +the mystery of the wind is come. Then, the further surprised, we saw +that the sleeper was not alone. About him were eleven others, who also +slept; but of these one sat upright, as though the watchman of the dark +hour, slumbering at his post. + +While the Body stooped, whispering, we caught sight of the white face of +yet another, behind the great bole of a tree. This man, the twelfth of +that company which was gathered about the sleeper in its midst, stared, +with uplifted hand. In his other hand, and lowered to the ground, was a +torch. He stared upon the Sleeper. + +Slowly I moved forward. But whether in so doing, or by so doing, we +broke some subtle spell, which had again made us as one, I know not. +Suddenly three stood in that solitary place, with none beside us, +neither sleeping nor watching, neither quick nor dead. Far off the +hill-foxes barked. Among the cypress boughs an owl hooted, and was +still. + +"Have we dreamed?" each asked the other. Then the Body told what he had +seen, and what heard; and it was much as is written here, only that the +sleepers seemed to him worn and poor men, ill-clad, weary, and that +behind the white face of the twelfth, who hid behind a tree, was a +company of evil men with savage faces, and fierce eyes, and drawn +swords. + +"I have seen nothing of all this," said the Will harshly, "but only a +fire drowning in its own ashes, round which a maze of leaves circled +this way and that, blown by idle winds." + +The Soul looked at the speaker. He sighed. "Though God were to sow +living fires about you, O Will," he said, "you would not believe." + +The Will answered dully: "I have but one dream, one hope, and that is to +believe. Do not mock me." The Soul leaned and kissed him lovingly on the +brow. + +"Look," he said; "what I saw was this: I beheld, asleep, the Divine +Love; not sleeping, as mortals sleep, but in a holy quiet, brooding upon +infinite peace, and in commune with the Eternal Joy. Around him were the +Nine Angels, the _Crois nan Aingeal_ of our prayers, and two +Seraphs--the Eleven Powers and Dominions of the World. And One stared +upon them, and upon Him, out of the dark wood, with a face white with +despair, that great and terrible Lord of Shadow whom some call Death, +and some Evil, and some Fear, and some the Unknown God. Behind him was a +throng of demons and demoniac creatures: and all died continually. And +the wood itself--it was an infinite forest; a forest of human souls +awaiting God." + +The Will listened, with eyes strangely ashine. Suddenly he fell upon his +knees, and prayed. We saw tears falling from his eyes. + +"I am blind and deaf," he whispered in the ear of the Body, as he rose; +"but, lest I forget, tell me where I am, in what place we are." + +"It is a garden called Gethsemane," answered the other--though I know +not how he knew--I--we--as we walked onward in silence through the dusk +of moon and star, and saw the gossamer-webs whiten as they became +myriad, and hang heavy with the pale glister of the dews of dawn. + + +IX + +The morning twilight wavered, and it was as though an incalculable host +of grey doves fled upward and spread earthward before a wind with +pinions of rose: then the dappled dove-grey vapour faded, and the rose +hung like the reflection of crimson fire, and dark isles of ruby and +straits of amethyst and pale gold and saffron and April-green came into +being: and the new day was come. + +We stood silent. There is a beauty too great. We moved slowly round by +the low bare hill beyond the wood. No one was there, but on the summit +stood three crosses; one, midway, so great that it threw a shadow from +the brow of the East to the feet of the West. + +The Soul stopped. He seemed as one rapt. We looked upon him with awe, +for his face shone as though from a light within. "Listen," he +whispered, "I hear the singing of the Sons of Joy. Farewell: I shall +come again." + +We were alone, we two. Silently we walked onward. The sunrays slid +through the grass, birds sang, the young world that is so old smiled: +but we had no heed for this. In that new solitude each almost hated the +other. At noon a new grief, a new terror, came to us. We were upon a +ridge, looking westward. There were no hills anywhere. + +Doubtless the Soul had gone that way which led to them. For us ... they +were no longer there. + +"Let us turn and go home," said the Body wearily. + +The Will stood and thought. + +"Let us go home," he said. + +With that he turned, and walked hour after hour. It was by a road +unknown to us, for, not noting where we went, we had traversed a path +that led us wide of that by which we had come. At least we saw nothing +of it. Nor, at dusk, would the Will go further, nor agree even to seek +for a path that might lead to the garden called Gethsemane. + +"We are far from it," he said, "if indeed there be any such place. It +was a dream, and I am weary of all dreams. When we are home again, O +Body, we will dream no more." + +The Body was silent, then abruptly laughed. His comrade looked at him +curiously. + +"Why do you laugh?" + +"Did you not say there would be no more tears? And of that I am glad." + +"You did not laugh gladly. But what I said was that there shall be no +more dreams for us, that we will dream no more." + +"It is the same thing. We have tears because we dream. If we hope no +more, we dream no more: if we dream no more, we weep no more. And I +laughed because of this: that if we weep no more we can live as we like, +without thought of an impossible to-morrow, and with little thought even +for to-day." + +For a time we walked in brooding thought, but slowly, because of the +gathering dark. Neither spoke, until the Body suddenly stood still, +throwing up his arms. + +"Oh, what a fool I have been! What a fool I have been!" + +The Will made no reply. He stared before him into the darkness. + +We had meant to rest in the haven of the great oaks, but a thin rain had +begun, and we shivered with the chill. The thought came to us to turn +and find our way back to the house of the shepherd, hopeless as the +quest might prove, for we were more and more bewildered as to where we +were, or even as to the direction in which we moved, being without pilot +of moon or star, and having already followed devious ways. But while we +were hesitating, we saw a light. The red flame shone steadily through +the rainy gloom, so we knew that it was no lantern borne by a +fellow-wayfarer. In a brief while we came upon it, and saw that it was +from a red lamp burning midway in a forest chapel. + +We lifted the latch and entered. There was no one visible. Nor was any +one in the sacristy. We went to the door again, and looked vainly in all +directions for light which might reveal a neighbouring village, or +hamlet, or even a woodlander's cottage. + +Glad as we were of the shelter, and of the glow from the lamp, a +thought, a dream, a desire, divided us. We looked at each other +sidelong, each both seeking and avoiding the other's eyes. + +"I cannot stay here," said the Body at last; "the place stifles me. I am +frightened to stay. The path outside is clear and well trodden; it must +lead somewhere, and as this chapel is here, and as the lamp is lit, a +village, or at least a house, cannot be far off." + +The Will looked at him. + +"Do not go," he said earnestly. + +"Why?" + +"I do not know. But do not let us part. I dare not leave here. I feel as +though this were our one safe haven to-night." + +The Body moved to the door and opened it. + +"I am going. And--and--I am going, too, because I am tired both of you +and the Soul. There is only one way for me, I see, and I go that way. +Farewell." + +The door closed. The Will was alone. For a few moments he stood, smiling +scornfully. With a sudden despairing gesture he ran to the door, flung +it open, and peered into the darkness. + +He could see no one; could hear no steps. His long beseeching cry was +drowned among these solitudes. Slowly he re-closed the door; slowly +walked across the stone flags; and with folded arms stood looking upon +the altar, dyed crimson with the glow from the great lamp which hung +midway in the nave. + +There was a choir-stall to the right. Here he sat, for a time glad +merely to be at rest. + +Soon all desire of sleep went from him, and he began to dream. At this +he smiled: it was so brief a while ago since he had said he would dream +no more. + +Away now from his two lifelong comrades, and yet subtly connected with +them, and living by and through each, he felt a new loneliness. Life +could be very terrible. Life ... the word startled him. What life could +there be for him if the Body perished? That was why he had cried out in +anguish after his comrade had left, with that ominous word "farewell." +True, now he lived, breathed, thought, as before: but this, he knew, was +by some inexplicable miracle of personality, by which the three who had +been one were each enabled to go forth, fulfilling, and in all ways +ruled and abiding by, the natural law. If the Body should die, would he +not then become as a breath in frost? If the Soul ... ah! he wondered +what then would happen. + +"When I was with the Body," he muttered, "I was weary of dreams, or +longed only for those dreams which could be fulfilled in action. But now +... now it is different. I am alone. I must follow my own law. But what +... how ... where ... am I to choose? All the world is a wilderness with +a heart of living light. The side we see is Life: the side we do not see +we call Hope. All ways--a thousand myriad ways--lead to it. Which shall +I choose? How shall I go?" + +Then I began to dream ... I ... we ... then the Will began to dream. + +Slowly the Forest Chapel filled with a vast throng, ever growing more +dense as it became more multitudinous, till it seemed as though the +walls fell away and that the aisles reached interminably into the world +of shadow, through the present into the past, and to dim ages. + +Behind the altar stood a living Spirit, most wonderful, clothed with +Beauty and Terror. + +Then the Will saw, understood, that this was not the Christ, nor yet the +Holy Spirit, but a Dominion. It was the Spirit of this world, one of the +Powers and Dominions whom of old men called the gods. But all in that +incalculable throng worshipped this Spirit as the Supreme God. He saw, +too, or realised, that, to those who worshipped, this Spirit appeared +differently, now as a calm and august dreamer, now as an inspired +warrior, now as a man wearing a crown of thorns against the shadow of a +gigantic cross: as the Son of God, or the Prophet of God, or in manifold +ways the Supreme One, from Jehovah to the savage Fetich. + +Turning from that ocean of drowned life, he looked again at the +rainbow-plumed and opal-hued Spirit: but now he could see no one, +nothing, but a faint smoke that rose as from a torch held by an +invisible hand. The altar stood unserved. + +Nor was the multitude present. The myriad had become a wavering shadow, +and was no more. + +A child had entered the church. The little boy came slowly along the +nave till he stood beneath the red lamp, so that his white robe was warm +with its glow. He sang, and the Will thought it was a strange song to +hear in that place, and wondered if the child were not an image of what +was in his own heart. + + When the day darkens, + When dusk grows light, + When the dew is falling, + When Silence dreams... + I hear a wind + Calling, calling + By day and by night. + + What is the wind + That I hear calling + By day and by night, + The crying of wind? + When the day darkens, + When dusk grows light, + When the dew is falling? + +The Will rose and moved towards the child. No one was there, but he saw +that a wind-eddy blew about the altar, for a little cloud of rose-leaves +swirled above it. As in a dream he heard a voice, faint and sweet:-- + + Out of the Palace + Of Silence and Dreams + My voice is falling + From height to height: + I am the Wind + Calling, calling + By day and by night. + +The red flame waned and was no more. Above the altar a white flame, pure +as an opal burning in moonfire, rose for a moment, and in a moment was +mysteriously gathered into the darkness. + +Startled, the Will stood moveless in the obscurity. Were these symbols +of the end--the red flame and the white ... the Body and the Soul? + +Then he remembered the ancient wisdom of the Gael, and went out of the +Forest Chapel and passed into the woods. He put his lips to the earth, +and lifted a green leaf to his brow, and held a branch to his ear: and +because he was no longer heavy with the sweet clay of mortality, though +yet of the human clan, he heard that which we do not hear, and saw that +which we do not see, and knew that which we do not know. All the green +life was his. In that new world he saw the lives of trees, now pale +green, now of woodsmoke blue, now of amethyst: the grey lives of stone: +breaths of the grass and reed: creatures of the air, delicate and wild +as fawns, or swift and fierce and terrible, tigers of that undiscovered +wilderness, with birds almost invisible but for their luminous wings, +their opalescent crests. + +With these and the familiar natural life, with every bird and beast +kindred and knowing him kin, he lived till the dawn, and from the dawn +till sunrise, and from sunrise till noon. At noon he slept. When he woke +he saw that he had wandered far, and was glad when he came to a +woodlander's cottage. Here a woman gave him milk and bread, but she was +dumb, and he could learn nothing from her. She showed him a way which he +followed; and by that high upland path, before sundown, he came again +upon the Forest Chapel, and saw that it stood on a spur of blue hills. + +Were it not for a great and startling weakness that had suddenly come +upon him, he would have gone in search of his lost comrade. While he lay +with his back against a tree, vaguely wondering what ill had come upon +him, he heard a sound of wheels. Soon after a rough cart was driven +rapidly towards the Forest Chapel, but when the countryman saw him he +reined in abruptly, as though at once recognising one whom he had set +out to seek. "Your friend is dying," he said; "come at once if you want +to see him again. He sent me to look for you." + +In a moment all lassitude and pain went from the Will, and he sprang +into the cart, asking (while his mind throbbed with a dreadful anxiety) +many questions. But all he could learn from his taciturn companion was +that yester eve his comrade had fallen in with a company of roystering +and loose folk, with whom he had drunk heavily over-night and gamed and +lived evilly; that all this day he had lain as in a stupor, till the +afternoon, when he awoke and straightway fell into a quarrel about a +woman, and, after fierce words and blows, had been mortally wounded +with a knife. He was now lying, almost in the grasp of death, at the Inn +of the Crossways. + +In the whirl of anxiety, dread, and a new and terrible confusion, the +Will could not think clearly as to what he was to say or do, what was to +be or could be done for his friend. And while he was still swayed +helplessly, this way and that, as a herring in a net drifted to and fro +by wind and wave, the Inn was reached. + +With stumbling eagerness he mounted the rough stairs, and entered a +small room, clean, though almost sordid in its bareness, yet through its +western window filled with the solemn light of sunset. + +On a white bed lay the Body, and the Will saw at a glance that his +comrade had not long to live. The handkerchief the sufferer held on his +breast was stained with the bright crimson of the riven lungs; his white +face was whiter than the pillow, the more so, as a red splatch lay on +each cheek. + +The dying man opened his eyes as the door opened. He smiled gladly when +he saw who had come. + +"I am glad indeed of this," he whispered. "I feared I was to die alone, +and in delirium or unconsciousness. Now I shall not be alone till the +end. And then----" + +But here the Will sank upon his knees by the bedside. For a few minutes +his tears fell upon the hand he clasped. The sobs shook in his throat. +He had never fully realised what love he bore his comrade, his second +self; how interwrought with him were all his joys and sorrows, his +interests, his hopes and fears. + +Suddenly, with supplicating arms, he cried, "Do not die! Oh, do not die! +Save me, save me, save me!" + +"How can I save you, how can I help you, dear friend?" asked the Body in +a broken voice; "my sand is all but run out; my hour is come." + +"But do you not know, do you not see, that I cannot live without +you!--that I must _die_--that if you perish so must I also pass with +your passing breath!" + +"No--no--no!--for, see, we are no longer one, but three. The Soul is far +from us now, and soon you too will be gone on your own way. It is only I +who can go no more into the beautiful dear world. O Will, if I could, I +would give all your knowledge and endless quest of wisdom and all your +hopes, and all the dreams and the white faith of the Soul, for one +little year of sweet human life--for one month even--ah, what do I say, +for a few days even, for a day, for a few hours! It is so terrible thus +to be stamped out. Yesterday I saw a dog leaping and barking in delight +as it raced about a wagon, and then in a moment a foot caught and it was +entangled, and the wagon-wheel crushed it into a lifeless mass. There +was no dog; for that poor beast it was the same as though it had never +been, as though the world had never been, as though nothing more was to +be. He was a breath blown unremembering out of nothing into nothing. +That is what death is. That is what death is, O Will!" + +"No, no, it is too horrible--too cruel--too unjust." + +"Yes, for you. But not for me. Your way is not the way of death, but of +life. For me, I am as the beasts are, their sorry lord, but akin--oh +yes, akin, akin. I follow the natural law in all things. And I know this +now, dear comrade: that without you and the Soul I should have been no +other than the brutes that know nothing save their innocent lusts and +live and die without thought." + +The Will slowly rose. + +"It was madness for us to separate and come upon this quest," he said, +looking longingly at the Body. + +"Not so, dear friend. We should have had to separate soon or late, +whatsoever we had done. If I have feared you at times, and turned from +you often, I have loved you well, and still more the Soul. I think you +have both lied to me overmuch, and you mostly. But I forgive what I know +was done in love and hope. And you, O Will, forgive me for all I have +brought, what I now bring, upon you; forgive the many thwartings and +dull indifference and heavy drag I have so often, oh, so often been to +you. For now death is at hand. But I have one thing I wish to ask you." + +"Speak." + +"Before my life was broken, there was one whom I loved. Every hope, +every dream, every joy, every sorrow that I had came from this love. It +was her death which broke my life--not only for the piteous loss and all +it meant to me, but because death came with tragic heedlessness--for she +was young, and strong, and beautiful. And before she died, she said we +should meet again. I was never, and now am far the less worthy of her; +and yet--and yet--oh, if only that great, beautiful love were all I had +to doubt or fear, I should have no doubt or fear! But no--no--we shall +never meet. How can we? Before to-morrow I shall be like that crushed +dog, and not be: just as if I had never been!" + +The blood rose, and sobs and tears made further words inaudible. But +after a little the Body spoke again. + +"But you, O Will, you and the Soul both resemble me. We are as flowers +of the same colour, as clay of the same mould. It may be you shall meet +her. Tell her that my last thought was of her: take her all my dreams +and hopes--and say--and say--say----" + +But here the Body sat up in the bed, ash-white, with parted lips and +straining eyes. + +"What? Quick, quick, dear Body--say?----" + +"Say that I loved best that in her which I loved best in myself--the +Soul. Tell her I have never wholly despaired. Ah, if only the Soul were +here, I would not even now despair! Tell her I leave all to the +Soul--and--and--love shall triumph----" + +There was a rush of blood, a gurgling cry, and the Body sank back +lifeless. In the very moment of death the eyes lightened with a +wonderful radiance--it was as though the evening stars suddenly came +through the dark. + +The Will looked to see whence it came. The Soul stood beside him, white, +wonderful, radiant. + +"I have come," he said. + +"For me?" said the Will, shaking as with an ague, yet in bitter irony. + +"Yes, for you, and for the Body too." + +"For the Body?--see, he is already clay. What word have you to say to +_that_, to _me_ who likewise am already perishing? + +"This--do you remember what so brief a while ago we three as one +wrote--wrote with my spirit, through your mind, and the Body's +hand--these words: _Love is more great than we conceive, and Death is +the keeper of unknown redemptions?_" + +"Yes--yes--O Soul! I remember, I remember." + +"It was true there: it is true here. Have I not ever told you that Love +would save?" + +With that the Soul moved over to the bedside, and kissed the Body. + +"Farewell, fallen leaf. But the tree lives--and beyond the tree is the +wind, the breath of the eternal." + +"Look," he added, "our comrade is still asleep, though now no mortal +skill could nourish the hidden spark"; and with that he stooped and +kissed again the silent lips and the still brow and the pulseless +heart, and suddenly a breath, an essence, came from the body, in form +like itself, a phantom, yet endued with a motion of life. + +As the faintest murmur in a shell we heard him whisper, _Life! Life! +Life!_ Then, as a blown vapour, he was one with us. A singular change +came upon the clay which had once been so near and dear to us: a frozen +whiteness that had not been there before, a stillness as of ancient +marble. + +The Will stood, appalled, with wild eyes. Some dreadful invisible power +was upon him. + +"Lost!" he cried; and now his voice, too, was faint as a murmur in a +shell. But the Soul smiled. + +Then the Will grew grey as a willow-leaf aslant in the wind; and as the +shadow of a reed wavered in the wind; and as a reed's shadow is and is +not, so was he suddenly no more. + +But, in the miracle of a moment, the Soul appeared in the triple mystery +of substance, and mind, and spirit. In full and joyous life the Will +stood re-born, and now we three were one again. + +I looked for the last time on that which had been our home. The lifeless +thing lay, most terribly still and strange; yet with a dignity that +came as a benediction, for this dead temple of life had yielded to a +divine law, allied not to shadow and decay, but to the recurrent spring, +to the eternal ebb and flow, to the infinite processional. It is we of +the human clan only who are troubled by the vast waste and refuse of +life. There is not any such waste, neither in the myriad spawn nor the +myriad seed: a Spirit sows by the law we do not see, and reaps by a law +we do not know. + +Then I turned and went to the western window. I saw that the Inn stood +upon the Hills of Dream, yet, when I looked within, I knew that I was +again in my familiar home. Once more, beyond the fuchsia bushes, the sea +sighed, as it felt the long shore with a continuous foamless wave. In +the little room below, the lamp was lit; for the glow fell warmly upon +the gravel path, shell-bordered, and upon the tufted mignonette, +sea-pinks, and feathery southernwood. The sound of hushed voices rose. + +And now the dawn is come, and I have written this record of what we, who +are now indeed one, but far more truly and intimately than before, went +out to seek. In another hour I shall go hence, a wayfarer again. I have +a long road to travel, but am sustained by joy, and uplifted by a great +hope. When, tired, I lay down the pen, and with it the last of mortal +uses, it will be to face the glory of a new day. I have no fear. I shall +not leave all I have loved, for I have that in me which binds me to this +beautiful world, for another life at least, it may be for many lives. +And that within me which dreamed and hoped shall now more gladly and +wonderfully dream, and hope, and seek, and know, and see ever deeper and +further into the mystery of beauty and truth. And that within me which +_knew_, now _knows_. In the deepest sense there is no spiritual dream +that is not true, no hope that shall for ever go famished, no tears that +shall not be gathered into the brooding skies of compassion, to fall +again in healing dews. + +What the Body could not, nor ever could see, and what to the Will was a +darkness, or at best a bewildering mist, is now clear. There are +mysteries of which I cannot write; not from any occult secret, but +because they are so simple and inevitable, that, like the mystery of day +and night, or the change of the seasons, or life and death, they must be +learned by each, in his own way, in his own hour. It is not out of their +light that I see; it is by these stars that I set forth, where else I +should be as a shadow upon a trackless waste. + +But Love, I am come to realise, is the supreme deflecting force. Love +"unloosens sins," unites failure, disintegrates the act; not by an +inconceivable conflict with the immutable law of consequence, but by +deflection. For the divine love follows the life, and turns and meets it +at last, and in that meeting deflects: so that that which is mortal, +evil, and what is of the mortal law, the act, sinks; and on the forehead +of the divine law that which is alone inevitable survives and moves +onward in the rhythm that is life. When we understand the mystery of +Redemption, we shall understand what Love is. The expiatory is an +unknown attribute in the Divine. Expiation is but the earthly +burnt-offering of that in us that is mortal: Redemption, which is the +spiritual absorption of the expiation due to others, and the measureless +restitution in love of wrong humbly brought to the soul and consumed +there--so that it issues a living force to meet and deflect--is the +living witness in that of us which is immortal. Those who wrong us do +indeed become our saviours. It is _their_ expiation that we make _ours_: +they must go free of us; and when they come again and discrown us, then +in love we shall be at one and equal. So far, words may clothe thought; +but, beyond, the soul knows there is no expiation. Except you redeem +yourself, there is no God. Forgiveness is the dream of little children: +beautiful because thus far we see and know, but no farther. + +I see now what madness it was, as so often happened, to despise the +body. But one mystery has become clear to me through this strange quest +of ours--though when I say "I," or "our," I know not whether it is the +Body or the Will or the Soul that speaks, till I remember that triune +marriage at the deathbed, and know that while each is consciously +each--the one with memory, the other with knowledge and hope, the third +with wisdom and faith--we are yet one, as are the yellow and the white +and the violet in the single flame in this candle beside me. And this +mystery is, that the body was not built of life-warmed clay merely to be +the house of the soul. Were it so, were the soul unwed to its mortal +comrades, it would be no more than a moment's uplifted wave on an +infinite sea. Without memory, without hope, it would be no more than a +breath of the Spirit. But before the Divine Power moulded us into +substance, we were shaped by it in form. And form is, in the spiritual +law, what the crystal is in the chemic law. + +For now I see clearly that the chief end of the body is to enable the +soul to come into intimate union with the natural law, so that it may +fulfil the divine law of Form, and be at one with all created life and +yet be for ever itself and individual. By itself the soul would only +vainly aspire; it has to learn to remember, to become at one with the +wind and the grass and with all that lives and moves; to take its life +from the root of the body, and its green life from the mind, and its +flower and fragrance from what it may of itself obtain, not only from +this world, but from its own dews, its own rainbows, dawn stars and +evening stars, and vast incalculable fans of time and death. And this I +have learned: that there is no absolute Truth, no absolute Beauty, even +for the Soul. It may be that in the Divine Forges we shall be so moulded +as to have perfect vision. Meanwhile only that Truth is deepest, that +Beauty highest which is seen, not by the Soul only, or by the Mind, or +by the Body, but all three as one. Let each be perfect in kind and +perfect in unity. This is the signal meaning of the mystery. It is so +inevitable that it has its blind descent to fetich as well as its divine +ascension. But the ignoble use does not annul the noble purport, any +more than the blindness of many obscures the dream of one. + +There could be no life hereafter for the soul were it not for the body, +and what were that life without the mind, the child of both, whom the +ancient seers knew and named Mnemosynê? Without memory life would be a +void breath, immortality a vacuum. + +Ah, the glory of the lifting light! The new day is come. Farewell. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[1] The Aztec word _Ehecatl_, which signifies alike the Wind (or +Breath), Shadow, and Soul. + + + + +IONA + + + "_There are moments when the soul takes wings: what it has to + remember, it remembers: what it loves, it loves still more: what it + longs for, to that it flies._" + + + + +Iona + + +A few places in the world are to be held holy, because of the love which +consecrates them and the faith which enshrines them. Their names are +themselves talismans of spiritual beauty. Of these is Iona. + +The Arabs speak of Mecca as a holy place before the time of the prophet, +saying that Adam himself lies buried here: and, before Adam, that the +Sons of Allah, who are called Angels, worshipped; and that when Allah +Himself stood upon perfected Earth it was on this spot. And here, they +add, when there is no man left upon earth, an angel shall gather up the +dust of this world, and say to Allah, "There is nothing left of the +whole earth but Mecca: and now Mecca is but the few grains of sand that +I hold in the hollow of my palm, O Allah." + +In spiritual geography Iona is the Mecca of the Gael. + +It is but a small isle, fashioned of a little sand, a few grasses salt +with the spray of an ever-restless wave, a few rocks that wade in +heather and upon whose brows the sea-wind weaves the yellow lichen. But +since the remotest days sacrosanct men have bowed here in worship. In +this little island a lamp was lit whose flame lighted pagan Europe, from +the Saxon in his fens to the swarthy folk who came by Greek waters to +trade the Orient. Here Learning and Faith had their tranquil home, when +the shadow of the sword lay upon all lands, from Syracuse by the +Tyrrhene Sea to the rainy isles of Orcc. From age to age, lowly hearts +have never ceased to bring their burthen here. Iona herself has given us +for remembrance a fount of youth more wonderful than that which lies +under her own boulders of Dûn-I. And here Hope waits. + +To tell the story of Iona is to go back to God, and to end in God. + + +But to write of Iona, there are many ways of approach. No place that has +a spiritual history can be revealed to those who know nothing of it by +facts and descriptions. The approach may be through the obscure glens of +another's mind and so out by the moonlit way, as well as by the track +that thousands travel. I have nothing to say of Iona's acreage, or +fisheries, or pastures: nothing of how the islanders live. These things +are the accidental. There is small difference in simple life anywhere. +Moreover, there are many to tell all that need be known. + +There is one Iona, a little island of the west. There is another Iona, +of which I would speak. I do not say that it lies open to all. It is as +we come that we find. If we come, bringing nothing with us, we go away +ill-content, having seen and heard nothing of what we had vaguely +expected to see or hear. It is another Iona than the Iona of sacred +memories and prophecies: Iona the metropolis of dreams. None can +understand it who does not see it through its pagan light, its Christian +light, its singular blending of paganism and romance and spiritual +beauty. There is, too, an Iona that is more than Gaelic, that is more +than a place rainbow-lit with the seven desires of the world, the Iona +that, if we will it so, is a mirror of your heart and of mine. + +History may be written in many ways, but I think that in days to come +the method of spiritual history will be found more suggestive than the +method of statistical history. The one will, in its own way, reveal +inward life, and hidden significance, and palpable destiny: as the +other, in the good but narrow way of convention, does with exactitude +delineate features, narrate facts, and relate events. The true +interpreter will as little despise the one as he will claim all for the +other. + +And that is why I would speak here of Iona as befalls my pen, rather +than as perhaps my pen should go: and choose legend and remembrance, and +my own and other memories and associations, and knowledge of my own and +others, and hidden meanings, and beauty and strangeness surviving in +dreams and imaginations, rather than facts and figures, that others +could adduce more deftly and with more will. + + +In the _Félire na Naomh Nerennach_ is a strangely beautiful if fantastic +legend of one Mochaoi, Abbot of n'-Aondruim in Uladh. With some +companions he was at the edge of a wood, and while busy in cutting +wattles wherewith to build a church, "he heard a bright bird singing on +the blackthorn near him. It was more beautiful than the birds of the +world." Mochaoi listened entranced. There was more in that voice than in +the throat of any bird he had ever heard, so he stopped his +wattle-cutting, and, looking at the bird, courteously asked who was +thus delighting him. The bird at once answered, "A man of the people of +my Lord" (that is, an angel). "Hail," said Mochaoi, "and for why that, O +bird that is an angel?" "I am come here by command to encourage you in +your good work, but also, because of the love in your heart, to amuse +you for a time with my sweet singing." "I am glad of that," said the +saint. Thereupon the bird sang a single surpassing sweet air, and then +fixed his beak in the feathers of his wing, and slept. But Mochaoi heard +the beauty and sweetness and infinite range of that song for three +hundred years. Three hundred years were in that angelic song, but to +Mochaoi it was less than an hour. For three hundred years he remained +listening, in the spell of beauty: nor in that enchanted hour did any +age come upon him, or any withering upon the wattles he had gathered; +nor in the wood itself did a single leaf turn to a red or yellow flame +before his eyes. Where the spider spun her web, she spun no more: where +the dove leaned her grey breast from the fir, she leaned still. + +Then suddenly the bird took its beak from its wing-feathers, and said +farewell. When it was gone, Mochaoi lifted his wattles, and went +homeward as one in a dream. He stared, when he looked for the little +wattled cells of the Sons of Patrick. A great church built of stone +stood before his wondering eyes. A man passed him, and told the stranger +that it was the church of St. Mochaoi. When he spoke to the assembled +brothers, none knew him: some thought he had been taken away by the +people of the Shee, and come back at fairy-nightfall, which is the last +hour of the last day of three hundred years. "Tell us your name and +lineage," they cried. "I am Mochaoi, Abbot of n'-Aondruim," he said, and +then he told his tale, and they knew him, and made him abbot again. In +the enchanted wood a shrine was built, and about it a church grew, "and +surpassingly white angels often alighted there, or sang hymns to it from +the branches of the forest trees, or leaned with their foot on tiptoe, +their eyes on the horizon, their ear on the ground, their wings +flapping, their bodies trembling, waiting to send tidings of prayer and +repentance with a beat of their wings to the King of the Everlasting." + +There are many who thought that Mochaoi was dead, when he was seen no +more of his fellow-monks at the forest monastery of n'Aondruim in Uladh. +But his chronicler knew: "a sleep without decay of the body Mochaoi of +Antrim slept." + +I am reminded of the story of Mochaoi when I think of Iona. I think she +too, beautiful isle, while gathering the help of human longing and tears +and hopes, strewn upon her beaches by wild waves of the world, stood, +enchanted, to listen to a Song of Beauty. "That is a new voice I hear in +the wave," we can dream of her saying, and of the answer: "we are the +angelic flocks of the Shepherd: we are the Voices of the Eternal: listen +a while!" + +It has been a long sleep, that enchanted swoon. But Mochaoi awoke, after +three hundred years, and there was neither time upon his head, nor age +in his body, nor a single withered leaf of the forest at his feet. And +shall not that be possible for the Isle of Dreams, whose sands are the +dust of martyrs and noble and beautiful lives, which was granted to one +man by "one of the people of my Lord?" + + +When I think of Iona I think often, too, of a prophecy once connected +with Iona; though perhaps current no more in a day when prophetical +hopes are fallen dumb and blind. + +It is commonly said that, if he would be heard, none should write in +advance of his times. That I do not believe. Only, it does not matter +how few listen. I believe that we are close upon a great and deep +spiritual change. I believe a new redemption is even now conceived of +the Divine Spirit in the human heart, that is itself as a woman, broken +in dreams, and yet sustained in faith, patient, long-suffering, looking +towards home. I believe that though the Reign of Peace may be yet a long +way off, it is drawing near: and that Who shall save us anew shall come +divinely as a Woman, to save as Christ saved, but not, as He did, to +bring with Her a sword. But whether this Divine Woman, this Mary of so +many passionate hopes and dreams, is to come through mortal birth, or as +an immortal Breathing upon our souls, none can yet know. + +Sometimes I dream of the old prophecy that Christ shall come again upon +Iona, and of that later and obscure prophecy which foretells, now as the +Bride of Christ, now as the Daughter of God, now as the Divine Spirit +embodied through mortal birth in a Woman, as once through mortal birth +in a Man, the coming of a new Presence and Power: and dream that this +may be upon Iona, so that the little Gaelic island may become as the +little Syrian Bethlehem. But more wise it is to dream, not of hallowed +ground, but of the hallowed gardens of the soul wherein She shall appear +white and radiant. Or, that upon the hills, where we are wandered, the +Shepherdess shall call us home. + +From one man only, on Iona itself, I have heard any allusion to the +prophecy as to the Saviour who shall yet come: and he in part was +obscure, and confused the advent of Mary into the spiritual world with +the possible coming again to earth of Mary, as another Redeemer, or with +a descending of the Divine Womanhood upon the human heart as a universal +spirit descending upon awaiting souls. But in intimate remembrance I +recall the words and faith of one or two whom I loved well. Nor must I +forget that my old nurse, Barabal, used to sing a strange "oran," to the +effect that when St. Bride came again to Iona it would be to bind the +hair and wash the feet of the Bride of Christ. + +One of those to whom I allude was a young Hebridean priest, who died in +Venice, after troubled years, whose bitterest vicissitude was the +clouding of his soul's hope by the wings of a strange multitude of +dreams--one of whom and whose end I have elsewhere written: and he told +me once how, "as our forefathers and elders believed and still believe, +that Holy Spirit shall come again which once was mortally born among us +as the Son of God, but, then, shall be the Daughter of God. The Divine +Spirit shall come again as a Woman. Then for the first time the world +will know peace." And when I asked him if it were not prophesied that +the Woman is to be born in Iona, he said that if this prophecy had been +made it was doubtless of an Iona that was symbolic, but that this was a +matter of no moment, for She would rise suddenly in many hearts, and +have her habitation among dreams and hopes. The other who spoke to me of +this Woman who is to save was an old fisherman of a remote island of the +Hebrides, and one to whom I owe more than to any other spiritual +influence in my childhood, for it was he who opened to me the three +gates of Beauty. Once this old man, Seumas Macleod, took me with him to +a lonely haven in the rocks, and held me on his knee as we sat watching +the sun sink and the moon climb out of the eastern wave. I saw no one, +but abruptly he rose and put me from him, and bowed his grey head as he +knelt before one who suddenly was standing in that place. I asked +eagerly who it was. He told me that it was an Angel. Later, I learned (I +remember my disappointment that the beautiful vision was not winged with +great white wings) that the Angel was one soft flame of pure white, and +that below the soles of his feet were curling scarlet flames. He had +come in answer to the old man's prayer. He had come to say that we could +not see the Divine One whom we awaited. "But you will yet see that Holy +Beauty," said the Angel, and Seumas believed, and I too believed, and +believe. He took my hand, and I knelt beside him, and he bade me repeat +the words he said. And that was how I first prayed to Her who shall yet +be the Balm of the World. + +And since then I have learned, and do see, that not only prophecies and +hopes, and desires unclothed yet in word or thought, foretell her +coming, but already a multitude of spirits are in the gardens of the +soul, and are sowing seed and calling upon the wind of the south; and +that everywhere are watching eyes and uplifted hands, and signs which +cannot be mistaken, in many lands, in many peoples, in many minds; and, +in the heaven itself that the soul sees, the surpassing signature. + +I recall one whom I knew, a fisherman of the little green island: and I +tell this story of Coll here, for it is to me more than the story of a +dreaming islander. One night, lying upon the hillock that is called +Cnoc-nan-Aingeal, because it is here that St. Colum was wont to hold +converse with an angel out of heaven, he watched the moonlight move like +a slow fin through the sea: and in his heart were desires as infinite as +the waves of the sea, the moving homes of the dead. + +And while he lay and dreamed, his thoughts idly adrift as a net in deep +waters, he closed his eyes, muttering the Gaelic words of an old line, + +_In the Isle of Dreams God shall yet fulfil Himself anew_. + +Hearing a footfall, he stirred. A man stood beside him. He did not know +the man, who was young, and had eyes dark as hill-tarns, with hair light +and soft as thistledown; and moved light as a shadow, delicately +treading the grass as the wind treads it. In his hair he had twined the +fantastic leaf of the horn-poppy. + +The islander did not move or speak: it was as though a spell were upon +him. + +"God be with you," he said at last, uttering the common salutation. + +"And with you, Coll mac Coll," answered the stranger. Coll looked at +him. Who was this man, with the sea-poppy in his hair, who, unknown, +knew him by name? He had heard of one whom he did not wish to meet, the +Green Harper: also of a grey man of the sea whom islesmen seldom alluded +to by name: again, there was the Amadan Dhû ... but at that name Coll +made the sign of the cross, and remembering what Father Allan had told +him in South Uist, muttered a holy exorcism of the Trinity. + +The man smiled. + +"You need have no fear, Coll mac Coll," he said quietly. + +"You that know my name so well are welcome, but if you in turn would +tell me your name I should be glad." + +"I have no name that I can tell you," answered the stranger gravely; +"but I am not of those who are unfriendly. And because you can see me +and speak to me, I will help you to whatsoever you may wish." + +Coll laughed. + +"Neither you nor any man can do that. For now that I have neither father +nor mother, nor brother nor sister, and my lass too is dead, I wish +neither for sheep nor cattle, nor for new nets and a fine boat, nor a +big house, nor as much money as MacCailein Mòr has in the bank at +Inveraora." + +"What then do you wish for, Coll mac Coll?" + +"I do not wish for what cannot be, or I would wish to see again the dear +face of Morag, my lass. But I wish for all the glory and wonder and +power there is in the world, and to have it all at my feet, and to know +everything that the Holy Father himself knows, and have kings coming to +me as the crofters come to MacCailein Mòr's factor." + +"You can have that, Coll mac Coll," said the Green Harper, and he waved +a withe of hazel he had in his hand. + +"What is that for?" said Coll. + +"It is to open a door that is in the air. And now, Coll, if that is your +wish of all wishes, and you will give up all other wishes for that wish, +you can have the sovereignty of the world. Ay, and more than that: you +shall have the sun like a golden jewel in the hollow of your right hand, +and all the stars as pearls in your left, and have the moon as a white +shining opal above your brows, with all knowledge behind the sun, within +the moon, and beyond the stars." + +Coll's face shone. He stood, waiting. Just then he heard a familiar +sound in the dusk. The tears came into his eyes. + +"Give me instead," he cried, "give me a warm breast-feather from that +grey dove of the woods that is winging home to her young." He looked as +one moon-dazed. None stood beside him. He was alone. Was it a dream, he +wondered? But a weight was lifted from his heart. Peace fell upon him as +dew upon grey pastures. Slowly he walked homeward. Once, glancing back, +he saw a white figure upon the knoll, with a face noble and beautiful. +Was it Colum himself come again? he mused: or that white angel with whom +the Saint was wont to discourse, and who brought him intimacies of God? +or was it but the wave-fire of his dreaming mind, as lonely and cold and +unreal as that which the wind of the south makes upon the wandering +hearths of the sea? + +I tell this story of Coll here, for, as I have said, it is to me more +than the story of a dreaming islander. He stands for the soul of a race. +It is because, to me, he stands for the sorrowful genius of our race, +that I have spoken of him here. Below all the strife of lesser desires, +below all that he has in common with other men, he has the livelong +unquenchable thirst for the things of the spirit. This is the thirst +that makes him turn so often from the near securities and prosperities, +and indeed all beside, setting his heart aflame with vain, because +illimitable, desires. For him, the wisdom before which knowledge is a +frosty breath: the beauty that is beyond what is beautiful. For, like +Coll, the world itself has not enough to give him. And at the last, and +above all, he is like Coll in this, that the sun and moon and stars +themselves may become as trampled dust, for only a breast-feather of +that Dove of the Eternal, which may have its birth in mortal love, but +has its evening home where are the dews of immortality. + + +"The Dove of the Eternal." It was from the lips of an old priest of the +Hebrides that I first heard these words. I was a child, and asked him if +it was a white dove, such as I had seen fanning the sunglow in +Icolmkill. + +"Yes," he told me, "the Dove is white, and it was beloved of Colum, and +is of you, little one, and of me." + +"Then it is not dead?" + +"It is not dead." + +I was in a more wild and rocky isle than Iona then, and when I went +into a solitary place close by my home it was to a stony wilderness so +desolate that in many moods I could not bear it. But that day, though +there were no sheep lying beside boulders as grey and still, nor +whinnying goats (creatures that have always seemed to me strangely +homeless, so that, as a child, it was often my noon-fancy on hot days to +play to them on a little reed-flute I was skilled in making, thwarting +the hill-wind at the small holes to the fashioning of a rude furtive +music, which I believed comforted the goats, though why I did not know, +and probably did not try to know): and though I could hear nothing but +the soft, swift, slipping feet of the wind among the rocks and grass and +a noise of the tide crawling up from a shore hidden behind crags +(beloved of swallows for the small honey-flies which fed upon the +thyme): still, on that day, I was not ill at ease, nor in any way +disquieted. But before me I saw a white rock-dove, and followed it +gladly. It flew circling among the crags, and once I thought it had +passed seaward; but it came again, and alit on a boulder. + +I went upon my knees, and prayed to it, and, as nearly as I can +remember, in these words:-- + +"O Dove of the Eternal, I want to love you, and you to love me: and if +you live on Iona, I want you to show me, when I go there again, the +place where Colum the Holy talked with an angel. And I want to live as +long as you, Dove" (I remember thinking this might seem disrespectful, +and that I added hurriedly and apologetically), "Dove of the Eternal." + +That evening I told Father Ivor what I had done. He did not laugh at me. +He took me on his knee, and stroked my hair, and for a long time was so +silent that I thought he was dreaming. He put me gently from him, and +kneeled at the chair, and made this simple prayer which I have never +forgotten: "O Dove of the Eternal, grant the little one's prayer." + +That is a long while ago now, and I have sojourned since in Iona, and +there and elsewhere known the wild doves of thought and dream. But I +have not, though I have longed, seen again the White Dove that Colum so +loved. For long I thought it must have left Iona and Barra too, when +Father Ivor died. + +Yet I have not forgotten that it is not dead. "I want to live as long as +you," was my child's plea: and the words of the old priest, knowing and +believing were, "O Dove of the Eternal, grant the little one's prayer." + + +It was not in Barra, but in Iona, that, while yet a child, I set out one +evening to find the Divine Forges. A Gaelic sermon, preached on the +shoreside by an earnest man, who, going poor and homeless through the +west, had tramped the long roads of Mull over against us, and there fed +to flame a smouldering fire, had been my ministrant in these words. The +"revivalist" had spoken of God as one who would hammer the evil out of +the soul and weld it to good, as a blacksmith at his anvil: and +suddenly, with a dramatic gesture, he cried: "This little island of Iona +is this anvil; God is your blacksmith: but oh, poor people, who among +you knows the narrow way to the Divine Forges?" + +There is a spot on Iona that has always had a strange enchantment for +me. Behind the ruined walls of the Columban church, the slopes rise, and +the one isolated hill of Iona is, there, a steep and sudden wilderness. +It is commonly called Dûn-I (_Doon-ee_), for at the summit in old days +was an island fortress; but the Gaelic name of the whole of this +uplifted shoulder of the isle is Slibh Meanach. Hidden under a wave of +heath and boulder, near the broken rocks, is a little pool. From +generation to generation this has been known, and frequented, as the +Fountain of Youth. + +There, through boggy pastures, where the huge-horned shaggy cattle +stared at me, and up through the ling and roitch, I climbed: for, if +anywhere, I thought that from there I might see the Divine Forges, or at +least might discover a hidden way, because of the power of that water, +touched on the eyelids at sunlift, at sunset, or at the rising of the +moon. + +From where I stood I could see the people still gathered upon the dunes +by the shore, and the tall, ungainly figure of the preacher. In the +narrow strait were two boats, one being rowed across to Fionnaphort, and +the other, with a dun sail burning flame-brown, hanging like a bird's +wing against Glas Eilean, on the tideway to the promontory of Earraid. +Was the preacher still talking of the Divine Forges? I wondered; or were +the men and women in the ferry hurrying across to the Ross of Mull to +look for them among the inland hills? And the Earraid men in the +fishing-smack: were they sailing to see if they lay hidden in the +wilderness of rocks, where the muffled barking of the seals made the +loneliness more wild and remote? + +I wetted my eyelids, as I had so often done before (and not always +vainly, though whether vision came from the water, or from a more +quenchless spring within, I know not), and looked into the little pool. +Alas! I could see nothing but the reflection of a star, too obscured by +light as yet for me to see in the sky, and, for a moment, the shadow of +a gull's wing as the bird flew by far overhead. I was too young then to +be content with the symbols of coincidence, or I might have thought that +the shadow of a wing from Heaven, and the light of a star out of the +East, were enough indication. But, as it was, I turned, and walked idly +northward, down the rough side of Dun Bhuirg (at Cul Bhuirg, a furlong +westward, I had once seen a phantom, which I believed to be that of the +Culdee, Oran, and so never went that way again after sundown) to a +thyme-covered mound that had for me a most singular fascination. + +It is a place to this day called Dûn Mananain. Here, a friend who told +me many things, a Gaelic farmer named Macarthur, had related once a +fantastic legend about a god of the sea. Manaun was his name, and he +lived in the times when Iona was part of the kingdom of the Suderöer. +Whenever he willed he was like the sea, and that is not wonderful, for +he was born of the sea. Thus his body was made of a green wave. His hair +was of wrack and tangle, glistening with spray; his robe was of windy +foam; his feet, of white sand. That is, when he was with his own, or +when he willed; otherwise, he was as men are. He loved a woman of the +south so beautiful that she was named Dèar-sadh-na-Ghréne (Sunshine). He +captured her and brought her to Iona in September, when it is the month +of peace. For one month she was happy: when the wet gales from the west +set in, she pined for her own land: yet in the dream-days of November, +she smiled so often that Manaun hoped; but when Winter was come, her +lover saw that she could not live. So he changed her into a seal. "You +shall be a sleeping woman by day," he said, "and sleep in my dûn here on +Iona: and by night, when the dews fall, you shall be a seal, and shall +hear me calling to you from a wave, and shall come out and meet me." + +They have mortal offspring also, it is said. + +There is a story of a man who went to the mainland, but could not see to +plough, because the brown fallows became waves that splashed noisily +about him. The same man went to Canada, and got work in a great +warehouse; but among the bales of merchandise he heard the singular note +of the sandpiper, and every hour the sea-fowl confused him with their +crying. + +Probably some thought was in my mind that there, by Dûn Mananain, I +might find a hidden way. That summer I had been thrilled to the inmost +life by coming suddenly, by moonlight, on a seal moving across the last +sand-dune between this place and the bay called Port Ban. A strange +voice, too, I heard upon the sea. True, I saw no white arms upthrown, as +the seal plunged into the long wave that swept the shore; and it was a +grey skua that wailed above me, winging inland; yet had I not had a +vision of the miracle? + +But alas! that evening there was not even a barking seal. Some sheep fed +upon the green slope of Manaun's mound. + + +So, still seeking a way to the Divine Forges, I skirted the shore and +crossed the sandy plain of the Machar, and mounted the upland district +known as Sliav Starr (the Hill of Noises), and walked to a place, to me +sacred. This was a deserted green airidh between great rocks. From here +I could look across the extreme western part of Iona, to where it +shelved precipitously around the little Port-na-Churaich, the Haven of +the Coracle, the spot where St. Columba landed when he came to the +island. + +I knew every foot of ground here, as every cave along the wave-worn +shore. How often I had wandered in these solitudes, to see the great +spout of water rise through the grass from the caverns beneath, forced +upward when tide and wind harried the sea-flocks from the north; or to +look across the ocean to the cliffs of Antrim, from the Carn cul Ri +Eirinn, the Cairn of the Hermit King of Ireland, about whom I had woven +many a romance. + +I was tired, and fell asleep. Perhaps the Druid of a neighbouring mound, +or the lonely Irish King, or Colum himself (whose own Mound of the +Outlook was near), or one of his angels who ministered to him, watched, +and shepherded my dreams to the desired fold. At least I dreamed, and +thus:-- + +The skies to the west beyond the seas were not built of flushed clouds, +but of transparent flame. These flames rose in solemn stillness above a +vast forge, whose anvil was the shining breast of the sea. Three great +Spirits stood by it, and one lifted a soul out of the deep shadow that +was below; and one with his hands forged the soul of its dross and +welded it anew; and the third breathed upon it, so that it was winged +and beautiful. Suddenly the glory-cloud waned, and I saw the multitude +of the stars. Each star was the gate of a long, shining road. Many--a +countless number--travelled these roads. Far off I saw white walls, +built of the pale gold and ivory of sunrise. There again I saw the three +Spirits, standing and waiting. So these, I thought, were not the walls +of Heaven, but the Divine Forges. + +That was my dream. When I awaked, the curlews were crying under the +stars. + +When I reached the shadowy glebe, behind the manse by the sea, I saw the +preacher walking there by himself, and doubtless praying. I told him I +had seen the Divine Forges, and twice; and in crude, childish words told +how I had seen them. + +"It is not a dream," he said. + +I know now what he meant. + + +It would seem to be difficult for most of us to believe that what has +perished can be reborn. It is the same whether we look upon the dust of +ancient cities, broken peoples, nations that stand and wait, old +faiths, defeated dreams. It is so hard to believe that what has fallen +may arise. Yet we have perpetual symbols; the tree, that the winds of +Autumn ravage and the Spring restores; the trodden weed, that in April +awakes white and fragrant; the swallow, that in the south remembers the +north. We forget the ebbing wave that from the sea-depths comes again: +the Day, shod with sunrise while his head is crowned with stars. + +Far-seeing was the vision of the old Gael, who prophesied that Iona +would never wholly cease to be "the lamp of faith," but would in the end +shine forth as gloriously as of yore, and that, after dark days, a new +hope would go hence into the world. But before that (and he prophesied +when the island was in its greatness)-- + + "Man tig so gu crich + Bithidh I mar a bha, + Gun a ghuth mannaich + Findh shalchar ba ..." + +quaint old-world Erse words, which mean-- + + "Before this happens, + Iona will be as it was, + Without the voice of a monk, + Under the dung of cows."[2] + +And truly enough the little island was for long given over to the +sea-wind, whose mournful chant even now fills the ruins where once the +monks sang matins and evensong; for generations, sheep and long-horned +shaggy kine found their silent pastures in the wilderness that of old +was "this our little seabounded Garden of Eden." + +But now that Iona has been "as it was," the other and greater change may +yet be, may well have already come. + +Strange, that to this day none knows with surety the derivation or +original significance of the name Iona. Many ingenious guesses have been +made, but of these some are obviously far-fetched, others are impossible +in Gaelic, and all but impossible to the mind of any Gael speaking his +ancient tongue. Nearly all these guesses concern the Iona of Columba: +few attempt the name of the sacred island of the Druids. Another people +once lived here with a forgotten faith; possibly before the Picts there +was yet another, who worshipped at strange altars and bowed down before +Shadow and Fear, the earliest of the gods. + +The most improbable derivation is one that finds much acceptance. When +Columba and his few followers were sailing northward from the isle of +Oronsay, in quest, it is said, of this sacred island of the Druids, +suddenly one of the monks cried _sud i_ (_? siod e!_) "yonder it!" With +sudden exultation Columba exclaimed, _Mar sud bithe I, goir thear II_, +"Be it so, and let it be called I" (I or EE). We are not the wiser for +this obviously monkish invention. It accounts for a syllable only, and +seems like an effort to explain the use of _I_ (II, Y, Hy, Hee) for +"island" in place of the vernacular Innis, Inch, Eilean, etc. Except in +connection with Iona I doubt if _I_ for island is ever now used in +modern Gaelic. Icolmkill is familiar: the anglicised Gaelic of the Isle +of Colum of the Church. But it is doubtful if any now living has ever +heard a Gael speak of an island as _I_; I doubt if an instance could be +adduced. On the other hand, _I_ might well have been, and doubtless is, +used in written speech as a sign for Innis, as _'s_ is the common +writing of _agus_, and. As for the ancient word _Idh_ or _Iy_ I do not +know that its derivation has been ascertained, though certain Gaelic +linguists claim that _Idh_ and Innis are of the same root. + +I do not know on what authority, but an anonymous Gaelic writer, in an +account of Iona in 1771, alludes to the probability that Christianity +was introduced there before St. Columba's advent, and that the island +was already dedicated to the Apostle St. John, "for it was originally +called _I'Eoin_, i.e. the Isle of John, whence Iona." _I'eoin_ certainly +is very close in sound, as a Gael would pronounce it, to Iona, and there +can be little doubt that the island had druids (whether Christian monks +also with or without) when Columba landed. Before Conall, King of Alba +(as he was called, though only Dalriadic King of Argyll), invited Colum +to Iona, to make that island his home and sanctuary, there were +certainly Christian monks on the island. Among them was the +half-mythical Odran or Oran, who is chronicled in the _Annals of the +Four Masters_ as having been a missionary priest, and as having died in +Iona fifteen years before Colum landed. Equally certainly there were +druids at this late date, though discredited of the Pictish king and his +people, for a Cymric priest of the old faith was at that time Ard-Druid. +This man Gwendollen, through his bard or second-druid Myrddin (Merlin), +deplored the persecution to which he was subject, in that now he and his +no longer dared to practise the sacred druidical rites "in raised +circles"--adding bitterly, "the grey stones themselves, even, they have +removed." + +Again, Davies in his _Celtic Researches_ speaks of Colum as having on +his settlement in Iona burnt a heap of druidical books. It is at any +rate certain that druidical believers (helots perhaps) remained to +Colum's time, even if the last druidic priest had left. In the explicit +accounts which survive there is no word of any dispossession of the +druidic priests. It is more than likely that the Pictish king, who had +been converted to Christianity, and gave the island to Columba by +special grant, had either already seen Irish monks inhabit it, or at +least had withdrawn the lingering priests of the ancient faith of his +people. Neither Columba nor Adamnan nor any other early chronicler +speaks of Iona as held by the Druids when the little coracle with the +cross came into Port-na-Churaich. + +Others have derived the name from _Aon_, an isthmus, but the objections +to this are that it is not applicable to the island, and perhaps never +was; and, again, the Gaelic pronunciation. Some have thought that the +word, when given as _I-Eoin_, was intended, not for the Isle of John, +but the Isle of Birds. Here, again, the objection is that there is no +reason why Iona should be called by a designation equally applicable to +every one of the numberless isles of the west. To the mountaineers of +Mull, however, the little low-lying seaward isle must have appeared the +haunt of the myriad sea-fowl of the Moyle; and if the name thus derives, +doubtless a Mull man gave it. + +Again, it is said that Iona is a miswriting of _Ioua_, "the avowed +ancient name of the island." It is easy to see how the scribes who +copied older manuscripts might have made the mistake; and easy to +understand how, the mistake once become the habit, fanciful +interpretations were adduced to explain "Iona." + +There is little reasonable doubt that _Ioua_ was the ancient Gaelic or +Pictish name of the island. I have frequently seen allusions to its +having been called Innis nan Dhruidnechean, or Dhruidhnean, the Isle of +the Druids: but that is not ancient Gaelic, and I do not think there is +any record of Iona being so called in any of the early manuscripts. +Doubtless it was a name given by the Shenachies or bardic story-tellers +of a later date, though of course it is quite possible that Iona was of +old commonly called the Isle of the Druids. In this connection I may put +on record that a few years ago I heard an old man of the western part of +the Long Island (Lewis), speak of the priests and ministers of to-day as +"druids"; and once, in either Coll or Tiree, I heard a man say, in +English, alluding to the Established minister, "Yes, yes, that will be +the way of it, for sure, for Mr. ---- is a wise druid." It might well +be, therefore, that in modern use the Isle of Druids signified only the +Isle of Priests. There is a little island of the Outer Hebrides called +Innis Chailleachan Dhubh--the isle of the black old women; and a legend +has grown up that witches once dwelt here and brewed storms and evil +spells. But the name is not an ancient name, and was given not so long +ago, because of a small sisterhood of black-cowled nuns who settled +there. + +St. Adamnan, ninth Abbot of Iona, writing at the end of the seventh +century, invariably calls the island _Ioua_ or the _Iouan Island_. +Unless the hypothesis of the careless scribes be accepted, this should +be conclusive. + +For myself I do not believe that there has been any slip of _n_ for _u_. +And I am confirmed in this opinion by the following circumstance. Three +years ago I was sailing on one of the sea-lochs of Argyll. My only +companion was the boatman, and incidentally I happened to speak of some +skerries (a group of sea-set rocks) off the Ross of Mull, similarly +named to rocks in the narrow kyle we were then passing; and learned with +surprise that my companion knew them well, and was not only an Iona man, +but had lived on the island till he was twenty. I asked him about his +people, and when he found that I knew them he became more confidential. +But he professed a strange ignorance of all concerning Iona. There was +an old Iona iorram, or boat-song, I was anxious to have: he had never +heard of it. Still more did I desire some rendering or even some lines +of an ancient chant of whose existence I knew, but had never heard +recited, even fragmentarily. He did not know of it: he "did not know +Gaelic," that is, he remembered only a little of it. Well, no, he +added, perhaps he did remember some, "but only just to talk to fishermen +an' the like." + +Suddenly a squall came down out of the hills. The loch blackened. In a +moment a froth of angry foam drove in upon us, but the boat righted, and +we flew before the blast, as though an arrow shot by the wind. I noticed +a startling change in my companion. His blue eyes were wide and +luminous; his lips twitched; his hands trembled. Suddenly he stooped +slightly, laughed, cried some words I did not catch, and abruptly broke +into a fierce and strange sea-chant. It was no other than the old Iona +rann I had so vainly sought! + +Some memory had awakened in the man, perhaps in part from what I had +said--with the old spell of the sea, the old cry of the wind. + +Then he ceased abruptly, he relapsed, and with a sheepish exclamation +and awkward movement shrank beside me. Alas, I could recall only a few +lines; and I failed in every effort to persuade him to repeat the rann. +But I had heard enough to excite me, for again and again he had called +or alluded to Iona by its ancient pre-Columban name of Ioua, and once at +least I was sure, from the words, that the chant was also to Ioua the +Moon. + +That night, however, he promised to tell me on the morrow all he could +remember of the old Ioua chant. On the morrow, alas, he had to leave +upon an unexpected business that could not be postponed, and before his +return, three days later, I was gone. I have not seen him again, but it +is to him I am indebted for the loan of an ancient manuscript map of +Iona, a copy of which I made and have by me still. It was an heirloom: +by his own account had been in his family, in Iona, for seven +generations, "an it's Himself knows how much more." He had been to the +island the summer before, because of his father's death, and had brought +this coarsely painted and rudely framed map away with him. He told me +too, that night, how the oldest folk on the island--"some three or four +o' them, anyway; them as has the Gaelic"--had the old Ioua chant in +their minds. As a boy he had heard it at many a winter _ceilidh_. "Ay, +ay, for sure, Iona was called Ioua in them old ancient days." + +My friend also had a little book of his mother's which contained, in a +neat hand, copies of Gaelic songs, among them some of the old Islay and +Skye oar-chants of the _iorram_ kind. I recall an iorram that had +hardly a word in it, but was only a series of barbaric cries, sometimes +full of lament (_hò-ro-aroo-aròne_, _ho-ro_, _ah-hòne_, _ah-hòne_!), +which was the Iona fisherman's song to entice seals to come near. I +remember, too, the opening of a "maighdean-mhara" or mermaid song, by a +little-known namesake of my own, a sister of Mary Macleod, "the sweet +singer of the Hebrides," because it had as a heading (perhaps put there +by the Iona scribe) some lines of Mary's that I liked well. + +I quote from memory, but these were to the effect that, in his home, +what the Macleod loved, was playing at chess + + _Agus fuaim air a chlarsaich + Gus e h'eachdraidh na dheigh sin + Greis air ursgeul na Fèine_ + +[_and the music of the harp, and the telling of tales of the feats of +the Féinn_ (the Fingalians).] There are not many now, I fear, who could +find entertainment thus, or care to sit before the peat-fires. + +On one other occasion I have heard the name Ioua used by a fisherman. I +was at Strachnr, on Loch Fyne, and was speaking to the skipper of a +boat's crew of Macleods from the Lews, when I was attracted by an old +man. He knew my Uist friend, then at Strachur, who told me more than one +strange legend of the Sliochd-nan-Ron, the seal-men. I met the old man +that night before the peat-glow, and while he was narrating a story of a +Princess of Spain who married the King of Ireland's son, he spoke +incidentally of their being wrecked on Iona, "that was then called Ioua, +ay, an' that for one hundred and two hundred and three hundred years and +thrice a hundred on the top o' that before it was Icolmkill." + +I did not know him, but a friend told me that the late Mr. Cameron, the +minister of Brodick, in Arran, had the M.S. of an old Iona (or +Hebridean) iorram, in the refrain of which _Ioua_ was used throughout. + +Neither do I think the name the island now bears has anything in common +with _Ioua_. In a word, I am sure that the derivations of Iona are +commonly fanciful, and that the word is simply Gaelic for the Isle of +Saints, and was so given it because of Columba and the abbots and monks +who succeeded him and his. In Gaelic, the letters _sh_ at the beginning +of a word are invariably mute; so that _I-shona_, the Isle of Saints, +would be pronounced _Iona_. I think that any lingering doubt I had +about the meaning of the name went when I got the old map of which I +have spoken, and found that in the left corner was written in large rude +letters _II-SHONA_. + + +How great a man was the Irish monk Crimthan, called Colum, the Dove: +Columcille, the Dove of the Church. One may read all that has been +written of him since the sixth century, and not reach the depths of his +nature. I doubt if any other than a Gael can understand him aright. More +than any Celt of whom history tells, he is the epitome of the Celt. In +war, Cuchullin himself was not more brave and resourceful. Finn, calling +his champions to the pursuit of Grania, or Oìsin boasting of the Fianna +before Patrick, was not more arrogant, yet his tenderness could be as +his Master's was, and he could be as gentle as a young mother with her +child, and had a child's simplicity. He knew the continual restlessness +of his race. He was forty-two when he settled in Iona, and had led a +life of frequent and severe vicissitude, often a wanderer, sometimes +with blood against him and upon his head, once in extremity of danger, +an outlaw, excommunicated. But even in his haven of Iona he was not +content. He journeyed northward through the Pictish realms, a more +dangerous and obscure adventure then than to cross Africa to-day. He +sailed to "the Ethican island" as St. Adamnan calls Tiree, and made of +it a sanctuary, where prayer might rise as a continual smoke from quiet +homes. No fear of the savage clans of Skye--where a woman had once +reigned with so great a fame in war that even the foremost champion of +Ireland went to her in his youth to learn arms and +battle-wisdom--restrained him from facing the island Picts. Long before +Hakon the Dane fought the great seafight off Largs on the mainland, +Colum had built a church there. In the far Perthshire wilds, before +Macbeth slew Duncan the king, the strong abbot of Iona had founded a +monastery in that thanedom. At remote Inbhir Nis, the Inverness of +to-day, he overcame the King of the Picts and his sullen Druids, by his +daring, the fierce magnetism of his will, his dauntless resource. Once, +in a savage region, far north-eastward, towards the Scandinavian sea, he +was told that there his Cross would not long protect either wattled +church or monk's cell: on that spot he built the monastery of Deir, that +stood for a thousand years, and whose priceless manuscript is now one of +the treasures of Northumbria. + +Columba was at once a saint, a warrior, a soldier of Christ, a great +abbot, a dauntless explorer, and militant Prince of the Church; and a +student, a man of great learning, a poet, an artist, a visionary, an +architect, administrator, law-maker, judge, arbiter. As a youth this +prince, for he was of royal blood, was so beautiful that he was likened +to an angel. In mature manhood, there was none to equal him in stature, +manly beauty, strength, and with a voice so deep and powerful that it +was like a bell and could be heard on occasion a mile away, and once, +indeed, at the court of King Bruidh, literally overbore and drowned a +concerted chorus of sullen druids. These had tried to outvoice him and +his monks, little knowing what a mighty force the sixty-fourth Psalm +could be in the throat of this terrible Culdee, who to them must have +seemed much more befitting his house-name, Crimthan (Wolf), than "the +Dove"! + +This vocal duel was a characteristic device of the Druids. I recall one +notable instance long before Colum's time, though the _Leabhar na +H'Uidhre_ in which it is to be found was not compiled till A.D. 1000. In +the story of the love of Connla, son of Conn of the Hundred Battles, for +a woman of the other world, a druid asks her whence she has come, and +when she answers that it is from the lands of those who live a beautiful +and deathless life, he knows that she is a woman of the _Sidhe_. So he +chants against the fair woman till the spell of her voice is overcome, +and she goes away as a mist that falls on the shore, as a Hebridean poet +would say.[3] + +Later, she comes again, and now invisible to all save Connla. Conn the +king hears her chanting to Connla that it is no such lofty place he +holds "amid short-lived mortals awaiting fearful death" that he need +dread to leave it, "the more as the ever-living ones invite thee to be +the ruler over Tethra (a Kingdom of Joy)." So once more the king calls +upon the Ard-Druid to dispel the woman by his incantations. For a moment +Connla wavers, but the Fairy Woman, with a music of mockery, sings to +him that Druidism is in ill-favour "over yonder," little loved and +little honoured "there," for, in effect, the nations of the Shee do not +need that idle dream. Connla's longing is more great to him than his +kingdom or the fires of home, and he goes with his leannanshee in a +boat, till those on the strand see him dimly and then no more in that +sundown glow, nor ever again. Columba, a poet and scholar familiar with +the old tables of his beloved Eiré, probably did not forget on occasion +to turn this druidic tale against Druidism itself, repeating how, in its +own time, before the little bell of the tonsured folk was heard in +Ireland (so little a bell to be the tocsin of fallen gods and broken +nations), "Druidism is not loved, for little has it progressed to honour +on the great Righteous Strand." + + +For one thing of great Gaelic import, Columba has been given a singular +pre-ëminence--not for his love of country, pride of race, passionate +loyalty to his clan, to every blood-claim and foster-claim, and +friendship-claim, though in all this he was the very archetype of the +clannish Gael--but because (so it is averred) he was the first of our +race of whom is recorded the systematic use of the strange gift of +spiritual foresight, "second-sight." It has been stated authoritatively +that he is the first of whom there is record as having possessed this +faculty; but that could only be averred by one ignorant of ancient +Gaelic literature. Even in Adamnan's chronicle, within some seventy +years after the death of Columba, there is record of others having this +faculty, apart from the perhaps more purely spiritual vision of his +mother Aithnê, when an angel raimented her with the beauty of her unborn +son, or of his foster-father, the priest Cruithnechan, who saw the +singular light of the soul about his sleeping pupil, or of the abbot +Brendan who redeemed the saint from excommunication and perhaps death by +his vision of him advancing with a pillar of fire before him and an +angel on either side. (When, long years afterwards, Brendan died in +Ireland, Colum in Iona startled his monks by calling for an immediate +celebration of the Eucharist, because it had been revealed to him that +St. Brendan had gone to the heavenly fatherland yesternight: "Angels +came to meet his soul: I saw the whole earth illumined with their +glory.") Among others there is the story of Abbot Kenneth, who, sitting +at supper, rose so suddenly as to leave without his sandals, and at the +altar of his church prayed for Colum, at that moment in dire peril upon +the sea: the story of Ernan, who, fishing in the river Fenda, saw the +death of Colum in a symbol of flame: the story of Lugh mac Tailchan, +who, at Cloinfinchoil, beheld Iona (which he had never visited), and +above it a blaze of angels' wings, and Colum's soul. In the most ancient +tales there is frequent allusion to what we call second-sight. The +writers alluded to could not have heard of the warning of the dread +Mor-Rigân to Cuchullin before the fatal strife of the Táin-Bó-Cuailgne; +or Cuchullin's own pre-vision (among a score as striking) of the +hostings and gatherings on the fatal plain of Muirthemne; or the +Amazonian queen, Scathach's, fore-knowledge of the career and early +death of the champion of the Gaels: + + "(At the last) great peril awaits thee ... + Alone against a vast herd: + Thirty years I reckon the length of thy years + (literally, the strength of thy valour); + Further than this I do not add;" + +or of Deirdre's second-sight, when by the white cairn on Sliav Fuad she +saw the sons of Usna headless, and Illann the Fair headless too, but +Buimne the Ruthless Red with his head upon his shoulders, smiling a grim +smile--when she saw over Naois, her beloved, a cloud of blood--or that, +alas, too bitter-true a foreseeing, when in the Craebh Derg, the House +of the Red Branch, she cried to her lover and his two brothers that +death was at the door and "grievous to me is the deed O darling +friends--and till the world's end Emain will not be better for a single +night than it is to-night." Or, again, of that pathetic, simultaneous +death-vision of Bailê the Sweet-Spoken and Aillinn, he in the north, she +in the south, so that each out of a grief unbearable straightway died, +as told in one of the oldest as well as loveliest of ancient Gaelic +tales, the _Scél Baili Binnbérlaig_. + +There is something strangely beautiful in most of these "second-sight" +stories of Columba. The faculty itself is so apt to the spiritual law +that one wonders why it is so set apart in doubt. It would, I think, be +far stranger if there were no such faculty. + +That I believe, it were needless to say, were it not that these words +may be read by many to whom this quickened inward vision is a +superstition, or a fantastic glorification of insight. I believe; not +only because there is nothing too strange for the soul, whose vision +surely I will not deny, while I accept what is lesser, the mind's +prescience, and, what is least, the testimony of the eyes. That I have +cause to believe is perhaps too personal a statement, and is of little +account; but in that interior wisdom, which is no longer the flicker of +one little green leaf but the light and sound of a forest, of which the +leaf is a part, I know that to be true, which I should as soon doubt as +that the tide returns or that the sap rises or that dawn is a ceaseless +flashing light beneath the circuit of the stars. Spiritual logic demands +it. + +It would ill become me to do otherwise. I would as little, however, deny +that this inward vision is sometimes imperfect and untrustworthy, as I +would assert that it is infallible. There is no common face of good or +evil; and in like fashion the aspect of this so-called mystery is +variable as the lives of those in whom it dwells. With some it is a +prescience, more akin to instinct than to reason, and obtains only among +the lesser possibilities, as when one beholds another where in the body +none is; or a scene not possible, there, in that place; or a face, a +meeting of shadows, a disclosure of hazard or accident, a coming into +view of happenings not yet fulfilled. With some it is simply a larger +sight, more wide, more deep; not habitual, because there is none of us +who is not subject to the law of the body; and sudden, because all tense +vision is a passion of the moment. It is as the lightning, whose +sustenance is sure for all that it has a second's life. With a few it is +a more constant companion, a dweller by the morning thought, by the +noon reverie, by the evening dream. It lies upon the pillow for some: +to some it as though the wind disclosed pathways of the air; a swaying +branch, a dazzle on the wave, the quick recognition in unfamiliar eyes, +is, for others, sufficient signal. Not that these accidents of the +manner need concern us much. We have the faculty, or we do not have it. +Nor must we forget that it can be the portion of the ignoble as well as +of those whose souls are clear. When it is in truth a spiritual vision, +then we are in company of what is the essential life, that which we call +divine. + +It was this that Columba had, this serene perspicuity. That it was a +conscious possession we know from his own words, for he gave this answer +to one who marvelled: "Heaven has granted to some to see on occasion in +their mind, clearly and surely, the whole of earth and sea and sky." + +It is not unlikely that in the seventy years which elapsed between +Colum's death and the writing of that lovely classic of the Church, +Adamnan's _Vita St. Columbæ_, some stories grew around the saint's +memory which were rather the tribute of childlike reverence and love +than the actual experiences of the holy man himself. What then? A field +in May is not the less a daughter of Spring, because the +cowslip-wreaths found there may have been brought from little wayward +garths by children who wove them lovingly as they came. + +Many of these strange records are mere coincidences; others reveal so +happy a surety in the simple faith of the teller that we need only +smile, and with no more resentment than at a child who runs to say he +has found stars in a wayside pool. Others are rather the keen insight of +a ceaseless observation than the seeing of an inward sense. But, and +perhaps oftener, they are not inherently incredible. I do not think our +forebears did ill to give haven to these little ones of faith, rather +than to despise, or to drive them away. + +I have already spoken of Columba as another St. Francis, because of his +tenderness for creatures. I recall now the lovely legend (for I do not +think Colum himself attributed "second-sight" to an animal) which tells +how the old white pony which daily brought the milk from the cow-shed to +the monastery came and put its head in the lap of the aged and feeble +abbot, thus mutely to bid farewell. Let Adamnan tell it: "This creature +then coming up to the saint, and knowing that his master would soon +depart from him, and that he would see his face no more, began to utter +plaintive moans, and, as if a man, to shed tears in abundance into the +saint's lap, and so to weep, frothing greatly. Which when the attendant +saw, he began to drive away that weeping mourner. But the saint forbade +him, saying, 'Let him alone? As he loves me so, let him alone, that into +this my bosom he may pour out the tears of his most bitter lamentation. +Behold, thou, a man, that hast a soul, yet in no way hast knowledge of +my end save what I have myself shown thee; but to this brute animal the +Master Himself hath revealed that his master is about to go away from +him.' And so saying, he blessed his sorrowing servant the horse." + +If there be any to whom the aged Colum comforting the grief of his old +white pony is a matter of disdain or derision, I would not have his soul +in exchange for the dumb sorrow of that creature. One would fare further +with that sorrow, though soulless, than with the soul that could not +understand that sorrow. + +If one were to quote from Adamnan's three Books of the Prophecies, +Miracles, and Visions of Columba, there would be another book. Amid much +that is childlike, and a little that is childish, what store of +spiritual beauty and living symbol in these three books--the Book of +Prophetic Revelations, the Book of Miracles of Power, the Book of +Angelic Visitations. But there, as elsewhere, one must bear in +remembrance that, in spiritual sight, there is symbolic vision as well +as actual vision. When Colum saw his friend Columbanus (who, unknown to +any on Iona, had set out in his frail coracle from the Isle of Rathlin) +tossed in the surges of Corryvrechan; or when, nigh Glen Urquhart, he +hurried forward to minister to an old dying Pict "who had lived well by +the light of nature," and whose house, condition, and end had been +suddenly revealed to him: then we have actual vision. When Aithnê, his +mother, dreamed that an angel showed her a garment of so surpassing a +loveliness that it was as though woven of flowers and rainbows, and then +threw it on high, till its folds expanded and covered every mountain-top +from the brows of Connaught to the feet of the Danish sea, and so +revealed to her what manner of son she bore within her womb; or when, in +the hour of Colum's death, the aged son of Tailchan beheld the whole +expanse of air flooded with the blaze of angels' wings, which trembled +with their songs: then we have symbolic vision. And sometimes we have +that which partakes of each, as when (as Adamnan tells us in his third +book) Colum saw angels standing upon the rocks on the opposite side of +the Sound which divides Iona from the Ross of Mull, calling to his soul +to cross to them, yet, as they assembled and beckoned, mysteriously and +suddenly restrained, for his hour was not come. + +And in all actual vision there is gradation; from what is so common, +premonition, to what is not common, prescience, and to what is rare, +revelation. Thus when the labourers on Iona looked up from the fields +and saw the aged abbot whom they so loved, borne in a wagon to give them +benediction at seed-sowing, many among them knew that they would not see +Colum again, and Colum knew it, and so shared that premonition. And +when, many years before, he and the abbot Comgell, returning from a +futile conference of the kings Aedh and Aidan, rested by a spring, +concerning which Colum said that the day would come when it would be +filled with human blood, "because my people, the Hy-Neill, and the +Pictish folk, thy relations according to the flesh, will wage war by +this fortress of Cethirn close by," Comgell learned, through Colum's +foreknowledge, of what did in truth come to pass. Again, when Colum +bade a brother go three days thence to the sea-shore on the west side of +Iona, and lie in readiness to help "a certain guest, a crane to wit, +beaten by the winds during long and circuitous and aerial flights, which +will arrive after the ninth hour of the day, very weary and sore +distressed," and bade him to lift it and tend it lovingly for three days +and three nights till it should have strength to return to "its former +sweet home," and to do this out of love and courtesy because "it comes +from our fatherland"--and when all happens and is done as the saint +foretold and commanded, then we have revelation, the vision that is +absolute, the knowledge that is the atmosphere of the inevitable. It +would take a book indeed to tell all the stories of Columba's visionary +and prophetic powers. That I write at this length concerning him, +indeed, is because he is himself Iona. Columba is Christian Iona, as +much as Iona is Icolmkill. I have often wondered (because of a passage +in Adamnan) if the island be not indeed named after him, the Dove: for +as Adamnan says incidentally, the name Columba is identical with the +Hebrew name Jonah, also signifying a Dove, and by the Hebrews pronounced +Iona. + +It is enough now to recall that this man, so often erring but so human +always, in whose life we see the soul of Iona as in a glass, is become +the archetype of his race, as Iona is the microcosm of the Gaelic world. +That he came into this life heralded by dreams and visions, that from +his youth onward to old age he knew every mystery of dream and vision, +and that before and after his death his soul was revealed to others +through dreams and visions, is but an added hieratic grace: yet we do +well to recall often how these dreams before and these visions after +were angelical, and nobly beautiful: how there was left of him, and to +his little company, and to us for remembrance, that last signal vision +of a blaze of angelic wings, more intolerable than the sun at noon, the +tempestuous multitude trembling with the storm of song. + + +Columba and Oran ... these are the two great names in Iona. Love and +Faith have made one immortal; the other lives also, clothed in legend. I +am afraid there is not much definite basis for the popular Iona legend +of Oran. It is now the wont of guides and others to speak of the Réilig +Odhrain, Oran's burial-place, as that of Columba's friend (and victim), +but it seems likelier that the Oran who lies here is he who is spoken +of in the _Annals of the Four Masters_ as having died in the year 548, +that is fifteen years before Colum came to the island. This, however, +might well be a mistake: what is more convincing is that Adamnan never +mentions the episode, nor even the name of Oran, nor is there mention of +him in that book of Colum's intimate friend and successor, Baithene, +which Adamnan practically incorporated. On the other hand, the Oran +legend is certainly very old. The best modern rendering we have of it is +that of Mr. Whitley Stokes in his _Three Middle-Irish Homilies_, and +readers of Dr. Skene's valuable _Celtic Scotland_ recollect the +translation there redacted. The episode occurs first in an ancient Irish +life of St. Columba. The legend, which has crystallised into a popular +saying, "Uir, ùir, air sùil Odhrain! mu'n labhair e tuille +comhraidh"--"Earth, earth on Oran's eyes, lest he further blab"--avers +that three days after the monk Oran or Odran was entombed alive (some +say in the earth, some in a cavity), Colum opened the grave, to look +once more on the face of the dead brother, when to the amazed fear of +the monks and the bitter anger of the abbot himself, Oran opened his +eyes and exclaimed, "There is no such great wonder in death, nor is Hell +what it has been described." (Ifrinn, or Ifurin--the word used--is the +Gaelic Hell, the Land of Eternal Cold.) At this, Colum straightway cried +the now famous Gaelic words, and then covered up poor Oran again lest he +should blab further of that uncertain world whither he was supposed to +have gone. In the version given by Mr. Whitley Stokes there is no +mention of Odran's grave having been uncovered after his entombment. But +what is strangely suggestive is that both in the oral legend and in that +early monkish chronicle alluded to, Columba is represented as either +suggesting or accepting immolation of a living victim as a sacrifice to +consecrate the church he intended to build. + +One story is that he received a divine intimation to the effect that a +monk of his company must be buried alive, and that Odran offered +himself. In the earliest known rendering "Colum Cille said to his +people: 'It is well for us that our roots should go underground here'; +and he said to them, 'It is permitted to you that some one of you go +under the earth of this island to consecrate it.' Odran rose up readily, +and thus he said: 'If thou wouldst accept me,' he said, 'I am ready for +that.' ... Odran then went to heaven. Colum Cille then founded the +Church of Hii." + +It would be a dark stain on Columba if this legend were true. But apart +from the fact that Adamnan does not speak of it or of Oran, the +probabilities are against its truth. On the other hand, it is, perhaps, +quite as improbable that there was no basis for the legend. I imagine +the likelier basis to be that a druid suffered death in this fashion +under that earlier Odran of whom there is mention in the _Annals of the +Four Masters_: possibly, that Odran himself was the martyr, and the +Ard-Druid the person who had "the divine intimation." Again, before it +be attributed to Columba, one would have to find if there is record of +such an act having been performed among the Irish of that day. We have +no record of it. It is not improbable that the whole legend is a +symbolical survival, an ancient teaching of some elementary mystery +through some real or apparent sacrificial rite. + +Among the people of Iona to-day there is a very confused idea about St. +Oran. To some he is a saint: to others an evil-doer: some think he was a +martyr, some that he was punished for a lapse from virtue. Some swear by +his grave, as though it were almost as sacred as the Black Stone of +Iona: to others, perhaps most, his is now but an idle name. + +By the Black Stone of Iona! One may hear that in Icolmkill or anywhere +in the west. It used to be the most binding oath in the Highlands, and +even now is held as an indisputable warrant of truth. In Iona itself, +strangely enough, one would be much more likely to hear a statement +affirmed "by St. Martin's Cross." On this stone--the old Druidic Stone +of Destiny, sacred among the Gael before Christ was born--Columba +crowned Aidan King of Argyll. Later, the stone was taken to +Dunstaffnage, where the Lords of the Isles were made princes: thence to +Scone, where the last of the Celtic Kings of Scotland was crowned on it. +It now lies in Westminster Abbey, a part of the Coronation Chair, and +since Edward I. every British monarch has been crowned upon it. If ever +the Stone of Destiny be moved again, that writing on the wall will be +the signature of a falling dynasty; but perhaps, like Iona in the island +saying, this can be left to the Gaelic equivalent of Nevermas, "gus am +bi MacCailein na' rìgh," "till Argyll be a king." + + +In my childhood I well recall meeting in Iona an old man who had come +from the glens of Antrim, to me memorable because he was the last +Gaelic minstrel of the old kind I have seen. "It was a poor land, +Antrim," he said, "with no Gaelic, a bitter lot o' protestantry, an' +little music." + +I remember, too, his adding in effect: + +"It is in the west you should be if you want music, an' men and women +without coldness or the hard mouth. In Donegal an' Mayo an' all down +Connemara-way to the cliffs of Moher you'll hear the wind an' the voices +o' the Shee with never a man to curse the one or the other." I asked him +why he had come to Iona. It was to see the isle of Colum, he said, "St. +Bridget's brother, God bless the pair av' thim." He was on his way to +Oban, thence to go to a far place in the Athole country, where his +daughter had married a factor who had returned to his own land from the +Irish west, and was the more dear to the old man because his only living +blood-kin, and because she had called her little girl by the name of the +old harper's long-lost love, "my love an' my wife." + +The last harper, though he had not his harp with him. He had come from +Drogheda in a cattle-boat to Islay (whence he had sailed in a +fishing-smack to Iona), and his friend the mate had promised to leave +the harp and his other belongings at Oban in safe keeping. He had with +him, however, a small instrument that he called his little clar. It was +something between a guitar and a cithern, suggestive of a primitive +violin, and he played on it sometimes with his fingers, sometimes with a +short bit of wood like a child's tipcat; and, he said, could make good +music with a hazel-wand or "the dry straight rod of a quicken when +that's to be had." He said this quaint instrument had come down to him +through fifty-one generations: literally, "eleven and twice twenty +_sheanairean_ (grandfathers, or elders or forebears)," of whom he could +at any moment give the pedigree of _ceithir deug air 'fhichead_, "four +and ten upon twenty"--that is, to translate the Gaelic method of +enumeration, "thirty-four." + +This was at the house of a minister then lodging in the island, and it +was he who hosted the old harper. He told me, later, that he had no +doubt this was the old-world cruit, the Welsh _crwth_ of to-day, and the +once colloquial Lowland "crowther," akin to the Roman _canora cythara_, +the "forebear" of the modern Spanish guitar. To this day, I may add, +Highlanders (at least in the west) call the guitar the +_Cruit-Spànteach_. There seems to have been four kinds of "harp" in the +old days: the clar or clarsach, the kairneen (ceirnine), the +kreemtheencrooth (cream-thine-cruit), and the cionar cruit. The clarsach +was the harp proper; that is, the small Celtic harp. The ceirnine was +the smaller hand-harp. The "creamthine cruit" had six strings, and was +probably used chiefly at festivals, possibly for a strong sonance to +accentuate chants; while the cionar cruit had ten strings, and was +played either by a bow or with a wooden or other instrument. It must +have been a cionar-cruit, ancient or a rude later-day imitation, that +the old harper had. + +Poor old man, I fear he never played on his harp again; for I learned +later that he had found his Athole haven broken up, and his daughter and +her husband about to emigrate to Canada, so that he went with them, and +died on the way--perhaps as much from the mountain-longing and +home-sickness as from any more tangible ill. + +I have a double memento of him that I value. In Islay he had bought or +been given a little book of Gaelic songs (the Scoto-Gaelic must have +puzzled him sorely, poor old _eirionnach_), and this he left behind him, +and my minister friend gave it to me, with much of the above noted down +on its end-pages. The little book had been printed early in the century, +and was called _Ceilleirean Binn nan Creagan Aosda_, literally +"Melodious Little Warblings from the Aged Rocks"; and it has always been +dear to me because of one lovely phrase in it about birds, where the +unknown Gaelic singer calls them "clann bheag' nam preas," the small +clan of the bushes, equivalent in English to "the children of the +bushes." This occurs in a lovely verse-- + + "Mu'n cuairt do bhruachaibh ard mo glinn, + Biodh luba gheuga 's orra blath, + 's clann bheag' nam preas a' tabhairst seinn + Do chreagaibh aosd oran graidh." + +("Along the lofty sides of my glen let there be bending boughs clad in +blossom, and the children of the bushes making the aged rocks re-echo +their songs of love")--truly a characteristic Gaelic wish, +characteristically expressed. + +And though this that I am about to say did not happen on Iona, I may +tell it here, for it was there and from an islander I heard it, an old +man herding among the troubled rocky pastures of Sguir Mòr and Cnoc na +Fhiona, in the south of that western part called Sliav Starr--one +translation of which might be Wuthering Heights, for the word can be +rendered wind-blustery or wind-noisy; though I fancy that _starr_ is, on +Iona, commonly taken to mean a strong coarse grass. (Fhiona here I take +to be not the genitive of a name, nor that of "wine," but a mis-spelling +of _fionna_, grain.) + +When he was a boy he was in the island of Barra, he said, and he had a +foster-brother called Iain Macneil. Iain was born with music in his +mind, for though he was ever a poor creature as a man, having as a child +eaten of the bird's heart, he could hear a power o' wonder in the +wind.[4] He had never come to any good in a worldly sense, my old +herdsman Micheil said; but it was not from want of cleverness only, but +because "he had enough with his music." "Poor man, he failed in +everything he did but that--and, sure, that was not against him, for _is +ann air an tràghadh a rugadh e_--wasn't he born when the tide was +ebbing?" Besides, there was a mystery. Iain's father was said to be an +Iona man, but that was only a politeness and a play upon words ("_The +Holy Isle of the Western Sea_" could mean either Iona or the mystic +Hy-Bràsil, or Tir-na-thonn of the underworld); for he had no mortal +father, but a man of the Smiling Distant People was his father. Iain's +mother had loved her Leannan-shee, her fairy sweetheart, but that love +is too strong for a woman to bear, and she died. Before Iain was born +she lay under a bush of whitethorn, and her Leannan appeared to her. "I +can't give you life," he said, "unless you'll come away with me." But +she would not; for she wished the child to have Christian baptism. +"Well, good-bye," he said, "but you are a weak love. A woman should care +more for her lover than her child. But I'll do this: I'll give the child +the dew, an' he won't die, an' we'll take him away when we want him. An' +for a gift to him, you can have either beauty or music." "I don't want +the dew," she said, "for I'd rather he lay below the grass beside me +when his time comes: an' as for beauty, it's been my sorrow. But because +I love the songs you have sung to me an' wooed me with, an' made me +forget to hide my soul from you--an' it fallen as helpless as a broken +wave on damp sand--let the child have the _binn-beul_ an' the _làmh +clarsaireachd_ (the melodious mouth an' the harping hand)." + +And truly enough Iain Macneil "went away." He went back to his own +people. It must have been a grief to him not to lie under the grass +beside his mother, but it was not for his helping. For days before he +mysteriously disappeared he went about making a _ciucharan_ like a +November wind, a singular plaintive moaning. When asked by his +foster-brother Micheil why he was not content, he answered only "_Far am +bi mo ghaol, bidh mo thathaich_" (Where my Love is, there must my +returning be). He had for days, said Micheil, the mournful crying in the +ear that is so often a presage of death or sorrow; and himself had said +once "Tha 'n éabh a' m' chenais"--the cry is in my ear. When he went +away, that going was the way of the snow. + + +It is no wonder that legends of Finn and Oisein, of Oscur and Gaul and +Diarmid, of Cuchullin, and many of the old stories of the Gaelic +chivalry survive in the isles. There, more than in Ireland, Gaelic has +survived as the living speech, and though now in the Inner Hebrides it +is dying before "an a' Beurla," the English tongue, and still more +before the degraded "Bheurla leathan" or Glasgow-English of the lowland +west, the old vernacular still holds an ancient treasure. + +The last time I sailed to Staffa from Ulva, a dead calm set in, and we +took a man from Gometra to help with an oar--his recommendation being +that he was "cho làidir ri Cuchullin," as strong as Coohoolin. But +neither in Iona nor in the northward isles nor in Skye itself, have I +found or heard of much concerning the great Gaelic hero. Fionn and Oisìn +and Diarmid are the names oftenest heard, both in legend and proverbial +allusion. An habitual mistake is made by writers who speak of the famous +Cuchullin or Cuthullin mountains in Skye as having been named after +Cuchullin; and though sometimes the local guides to summer tourists may +speak of the Gaelic hero in connection with the mountains north of +Coruisk, that is only because of hearsay. The Gaelic name should never +be rendered as the Cuthullin or Cohoolin mountains, but as the Coolins. +The most obvious meaning of the name _Cuilfhion_ (Kyoolyun or Coolun), +is "the fine corner," but, as has been suggested, the hills may have got +their name because of the "cuillionn mara" or sea-holly, which is +pronounced _Ku' l'-unn_ or _coolin_. This is most probably the origin +of the name. + +In fine weather one may see from Iona the Coolins standing out in lovely +blue against the northern sky-line, their contours the most beautiful +feature in a view of surpassing beauty. How often I have watched them, +have often dreamed of what they have seen, since Oisìn passed that way +with Malvina: since Cuchullin learned the feats of war at Dûn Scaaiah, +from that great queen whose name, it is said, the island bears in +remembrance of her; since Connlaoch, his son, set sail to meet so tragic +a death in Ireland. There are two women of Gaelic antiquity who above +all others have always held my imagination as with a spell: Scathach or +Sgathàith (_sky-ah_), the sombre Amazonian queen of the mountain-island +(then perhaps, as now, known also as the Isle of Mist), and Meave, the +great queen of Connaught, whose name has its mountain bases in gigantic +wars, and its summits among the wild poetry and romance of the Shee. + +My earliest knowledge of the heroic cycle of Celtic mythology and +history came to me, as a child, when I spent my first summer in Iona. +How well I remember a fantastic legend I was told: how that these far +blue mountains, so freaked into a savage beauty, were due to the +sword-play of Cuchullin. And this happened because the Queen o' Skye had +put a spear through the two breasts of his love, so that he went in +among her warrior women and slew every one, and severed the head of +Sgàyah herself, and threw it into Coruisk, where to this day it floats +as Eilean Dubh, the dark isle. Thereafter, Cuchullin hewed the +mountain-tops into great clefts, and trampled the hills into a craggy +wilderness, and then rushed into the waves and fought with the +sea-hordes till far away the bewildered and terrified stallions of the +ocean dashed upon the rocks of Man and uttermost shores of Erin. + +This magnificent mountain range can be seen better still from Lunga near +Iona, whence it is a short sail with a southerly wind. In Lunga there is +a hill called Cnoc Cruit or Dun Cruit, and thence one may see, as in a +vast illuminated missal whose pages are of deep blue with bindings of +azure and pale gold, innumerable green isles and peaks and hills of the +hue of the wild plum. When last I was there it was a day of cloudless +June. There was not a sound but the hum of the wild bee foraging in the +long garths of white clover, and the continual sighing of a wave. +Listening, I thought I heard a harper playing in the hollow of the hill. +It may have been the bees heavy with the wine of honey, but I was +content with my fancy and fell asleep, and dreamed that a harper came +out of the hill, at first so small that he seemed like the green stalk +of a lily and had hands like daisies, and then go great that I saw his +breath darkening the waves far out on the Hebrid sea. He played, till I +saw the stars fall in a ceaseless, dazzling rain upon Iona. A wind blew +that rain away, and out of the wave that had been Iona I saw thousands +upon thousands of white doves rise from the foam and fly down the four +great highways of the wind. When I woke, there was no one near. Iona lay +like an emerald under the wild-plum bloom of the Mull mountains. The +bees stumbled through the clover; a heron stood silver-grey upon the +grey-blue stone; the continual wave was, as before, as one wave, and +with the same hushed sighing. + + +Two or three years ago I heard a boatman using a singular phrase, to the +effect that a certain deed was as kindly a thought as that of the piper +who played to St. Micheil in his grave. I had never heard of this +before, or anything like it, nor have I since, on lip or in book. He +told me that he spoke of a wandering piper known as Piobaire Raonull +Dall, Blind Piper Ronald, who fifty years or so ago used to wander +through the isles and West Highlands; and how he never failed to play a +spring on his pipes, either to please or to console, or maybe to air a +lament for what's lost now and can't come again, when on any holy day he +stood before a figure of the Virgin (as he might well do in Barra or +South Uist), or by old tombs or habitations of saints. My friend's +father or one of his people, once, in the Kyles of Bute, when sailing +past the little ruinous graveyard of Kilmichael on the Bute shore, had +come upon Raonull-Dall, pacing slowly before the broken stones and the +little cell which legend says is both the hermitage and the grave of St. +Micheil. When asked what he was playing and what for, in that lonely +spot, he said it was an old ancient pibroch, the Gathering of the +Clerics, which he was playing just to cheer the heart of the good man +down below. When told that St. Micheil would be having his fill of good +music where he was, the old man came away in the boat, and for long sat +silent and strangely disheartened. I have more than once since then +sailed to that little lonely ancient grave of Kilmichael in the Kyles of +Bute, from Tignabruaich or further Cantyre, and have wished that I too +could play a spring upon the pipes, for if so I would play to the kind +heart of "Piobaire Raonull Dall." + +Of all the saints of the west, from St. Molios or Molossius (Maol-Iosa? +the servant by Jesus?) who has left his name in the chief township in +Arran, to St. Barr, who has given his to the largest of the Bishop's +Isles, as the great Barra island-chain in the South Hebrides used to be +called, there is none so commonly remembered and so frequently invoked +as St. Micheil. There used to be no festival in the Western Isles so +popular as that held on 29th September, "La' Fheill Mhicheil," the Day +of the Festival of Michael; and the Eve of Michael's Day is still in a +few places one of the gayest nights in the year, though no longer is +every barn turned into a dancing place or a place of merry-making or, at +least, a place for lovers to meet and give betrothal gifts. The day +itself, in the Catholic Isles, was begun with a special Mass, and from +hour to hour was filled with traditional duties and pleasures. + +The whole of the St. Micheil ceremonies were of a remote origin, and +some, as the ancient and almost inexplicable dances, and their archaic +accompaniment of word and gesture far older than the sacrificial slaying +of the Michaelmas Lamb. It is, however, not improbable that this latter +rite was a survival of a pagan custom long anterior to the substitution +of the Christian for the Druidic faith. + +The "Iollach Mhicheil"--the triumphal song of Michael--is quite as much +pagan as Christian. We have here, indeed, one of the most interesting +and convincing instances of the transmutation of a personal symbol. St. +Michael is on the surface a saint of extraordinary powers and the patron +of the shores and the shore-folk: deeper, he is an angel, who is upon +the sea what the angelical saint, St. George, is upon the land: deeper, +he is a blending of the Roman Neptune and the Greek Poseidon: deeper, he +is himself an ancient Celtic god: deeper, he is no other than Manannan, +the god of ocean and all waters, in the Gaelic Pantheon: as, once more, +Manannan himself is dimly revealed to us as still more ancient, more +primitive, and even as supreme in remote godhead, the Father of an +immortal Clan. + +To this day Micheil is sometimes alluded to as the god Micheil, and I +have seen some very strange Gaelic lines which run in effect:-- + + "It was well thou hadst the horse of the god Micheil + Who goes without a bit in his mouth, + So that thou couldst ride him through the fields of the air, + And with him leap over the knowledge of Nature"-- + +presumably not very ancient as they stand, because of the use of "steud" +for horse, and "naduir" for nature, obvious adaptations from English and +Latin. Certainly St. Michael has left his name in many places, from the +shores of the Hebrides to the famous Mont St. Michel of Brittany, and I +doubt not that everywhere an earlier folk, at the same places, called +him Manannan. In a most unlikely place to find a record of old hymns and +folk-songs, one of the volumes of Reports of the Highlands and Islands +Commission, Mr. Carmichael many years ago contributed some of his +unequalled store of Hebridean reminiscence and knowledge. Among these +old things saved, there is none that is better worth saving than the +beautiful Catholic hymn or invocation sung at the time of the midsummer +migration to the hill-pastures. In this shealing-hymn the three powers +who are invoked are St. Micheil (for he is a patron saint of horses and +travel, as well as of the sea and seafarers), St. Columba, guardian of +Cattle, and the Virgin Mary, "Mathair Uain ghil," "Mother of the White +Lamb," as the tender Gaelic has it, who is so beautifully called the +golden-haired Virgin Shepherdess. + +It is pleasant to think of Columba, who loved animals, and whose care +for his shepherd-people was always so great, as having become the patron +saint of cattle. It is thus that the gods are shaped out of a little +mortal clay, the great desire of the heart, and immortal dreams. + +I may give the whole hymn in English, as rendered by Mr. Carmichael: + + I + + "Thou gentle Michael of the white steed, + Who subdued the Dragon of blood, + For love of God and the Son of Mary, + Spread over us thy wing, shield us all! + Spread over us thy wing, shield us all! + + II + + "Mary beloved! Mother of the White Lamb, + Protect us, thou Virgin of nobleness, + Queen of beauty! Shepherdess of the flocks! + Keep our cattle, surround us together, + Keep our cattle, surround us together. + + III + + "Thou Columba, the friendly, the kind, + In name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, + Through the Three-in-One, through the Three, + Encompass us, guard our procession, + Encompass us, guard our procession. + + IV + + "Thou Father! Thou Son! Thou Holy Spirit! + Be the Three-One with us day and night, + On the machair plain, on the mountain ridge, + The Three-one is with us, with His arm around our head, + The Three-One is with us, with his arm around our head." + +I have heard a paraphrase of this hymn, both in Gaelic and English, on +Iona; and once, off Soa, a little island to the south of Icolmkill, took +down a verse which I thought was local, but which I afterwards found +(with very slight variance) in Mr. Carmichael's Governmental +Uist-Record. It was sung by Barra fishermen, and ran in effect "O +Father, Son, and Holy Ghost! O Holy Trinity, be with us day and night. +On the crested wave as on the mountain-side! Our Mother, Holy Mary +Mother, has her arm under our head; our pillow is the arm of Mary, Mary +the Holy Mother." + +It is perhaps the saddest commentary that could be made on what we have +lost that the children of those who were wont to go to rest, or upon any +adventure, or to stand in the shadow of death, with some such words as + + "My soul is with the Light on the mountains, + Archangel Micheil shield my soul!" + +now go or stand in a scornful or heedless silence, or without +remembrance, as others did who forgot to trim their lamps. + +Who now would go up to the hill-pastures singing the Beannachadh +Buachailleag, the Herding Blessing? With the passing of the old language +the old solemnity goes, and the old beauty, and the old patient, loving +wonder. I do not like to think of what songs are likely to replace the +Herding Blessing, whose first verse runs thus: + + "I place this flock before me + As ordained by the King of the World, + Mary Virgin to keep them, to wait them, to watch them. + On hill and glen and plain, + On hill, in glen, on plain." + +In the maelstrom of the cities the old race perishes, drowns. How common +the foolish utterance of narrow lives, that all these old ways of +thought are superstitious. To have a superstition is, for these, a +worse ill than to have a shrunken soul. I do not believe in spells and +charms and foolish incantations, but I think that ancient wisdom out of +the simple and primitive heart of an older time is not an ill heritage; +and if to believe in the power of the spirit is to be superstitious, I +am well content to be of the company that is now forsaken. + +But even in what may more fairly be called superstitious, have we surety +that we have done well in our exchange? + +A short while ago I was on the hillside above one of the much-frequented +lochs in eastern Argyll. Something brought to my mind, as I went farther +up into the clean solitudes, one of the verses of the Herding Blessing: + + "From rocks, from snow-wreaths, from streams, + From crooked ways, from destructive pits, + From the arrows of the slim fairy women, + From the heart of envy, the eye of evil, + Keep us, Holy St. Bride." + +"From the arrows of the slim fairy women." And I--do I believe in that? +At least it will be admitted that it is worth a belief; it is a pleasant +dream; it is a gate into a lovely world; it is a secret garden, where +are old sweet echoes; it has the rainbow-light of poetry. Is it not +poetry? And I--oh yes, I believe it, that superstition: a thousand-fold +more real is it, more believable, than that coarse-tongued, +ill-mannered, boorish people, desperate in slovenly pleasure. For that +will stay, and they will go. And if I am wrong, then I will rather go +with it than stay with them. And yet--surely, surely the day will come +when this sordidness of life as it is so often revealed to us will sink +into deep waters, and the stream become purified, and again by its banks +be seen the slim fairy women of health and beauty and all noble and +dignified things. + +This is a far cry from Iona! And I had meant to write only of how I +heard so recently as three or four summers ago a verse of the Uist +Herding Chant. It was recited to me, over against Dûn-I, by a friend who +is a crofter in that part of Iona. It was not quite as Mr. Carmichael +translates it, but near enough. The Rann Buachhailleag is, I should add, +addressed to the cattle. + + "The protection of God and Columba + Encompass your going and coming, + And about you be the milkmaid of the smooth white palms, + Briget of the clustering hair, golden brown." + +On Iona, however, there is, so far as I remember, no special spot sacred +to St. Micheil: but there is a legend that on the night Columba died +Micheil came over the waves on a rippling flood of light, which was a +cloud of angelic wings, and that he sang a hymn to the soul of the saint +before it took flight for its heavenly fatherland. No one heard that +hymn save Colum, but I think that he who first spoke of it remembered a +more ancient legend of how Manannan came to Cuchullin when he was in the +country of the Shee, when Liban laughed. + + +I spoke of Port-na-Churaich, the Haven of the Coracle, a little ago. How +strange a history is that of Iona since the coming of the Irish priest, +Crimthan, or Crimmon as we call the name, surnamed Colum Cille, the Dove +of the Church. Perhaps its unwritten history is not less strange. God +was revered on Iona by priests of a forgotten faith before the Cross was +raised. The sun-priest and the moon-worshipper had their revelation +here. I do not think their offerings were despised. Colum, who loved the +Trinity so well that on one occasion he subsisted for three days on the +mystery of the mere word, did not forego the luxury of human sacrifice, +though he abhorred the blood-stained altar. For, to him, an obstinate +pagan slain was to the glory of God. The moon-worshipper did no worse +when he led the chosen victim to the dolmen. But the moon-worshipper was +a Pict without the marvel of the written word; so he remained a heathen, +and the Christian named himself saint or martyr. + +None knows with surety who dwelled on this mysterious island before the +famous son of Feilim of Clan Domnhuil, great-grandson of Niall of the +Nine Hostages, came with his fellow-monks and raised the Cross among the +wondering Picts. But the furthest record tells of worship. Legend itself +is more ancient here than elsewhere. Once a woman was worshipped. Some +say she was the moon, but this was before the dim day of the +moon-worshippers. (In Gaelic too, as with all the Celtic peoples, it is +not the moon but the sun that is feminine.) She may have been an +ancestral Brighde, or that mysterious Anait whose Scythian name survives +elsewhere in the Gaelic west, and nothing else of all her ancient glory +but that shadowy word. Perhaps, here, the Celts remembered one whom they +had heard of in Asian valleys or by the waters of Nilus, and called upon +Isis under a new name. + +The Haven of the Coracle! It was not Colum and his white-robe company +who first made the isle sacred. I have heard that when Mary Macleod (our +best-loved Hebridean poet) was asked what she thought of Iona, she +replied that she thought it was the one bit of Eden that had not been +destroyed, and that it was none other than the central isle in the +Garden untouched of Eve or Adam, where the angels waited. + +Many others have dreamed by that lonely cairn of the Irish king, before +Colum, and, doubtless, many since the child who sought the Divine +forges. + + +Years afterwards I wrote, in the same place, after an absence wherein +Iona had become as a dream to me, the story of St. Briget, in the +Hebrides called Bride, under the love-name commonly given her, Muime +Chriosd--Christ's Foster-Mother. May I quote again, here, as so apposite +to what I have written, to what indirectly I am trying to convey of the +spiritual history of Iona, some portion of it? + +In my legendary story I tell of how one called Dùghall, of a kingly +line, sailing from Ireland, came to be cast upon the ocean-shore of +Iona, then called Innis-nan-Dhruidhneach, the Isle of the Druids--for +this was before the cry of the Sacred Wolf was heard, as an old-time +island-poet has it, playing upon Colum's house-name, Crimthan, +signifying a wolf. The frail coracle in which he and others had crossed +the Moyle had been driven before a tempest, and cast at sunrise like a +spent fish upon the rocks of the little haven that is now called +Port-na-Churaich. All had found death in the wave except himself and the +little girl-child he had brought with him from Ireland, the child of so +much tragic mystery. + +When, warmed by the sun, they rose, they found themselves in a waste +place. Dùghall was ill in his mind because of the portents, and now to +his fear and amaze the child Briget knelt on the stones, and, with +claspt hands, frail and pink as the sea-shells round about her, sang a +song of words which were unknown to him. This was the more marvellous, +as she was yet but an infant, and could say few words even of Erse, the +only tongue she had heard. + +At this portent, he knew that Aodh the Arch-Druid had spoken seeingly. +Truly this child was not of human parentage. So he, too, kneeled; and, +bowing before her, asked if she were of the race of the Tuatha de +Danann, or of the older gods, and what her will was, that he might be +her servant. Then it was that the kneeling child looked at him, and sang +in a low sweet voice in Erse: + + "I am but a little child, + Dùghall, son of Hugh, son of Art, + But my garment shall be laid + On the lord of the world, + Yea, surely it shall be that He, + The King of Elements Himself, + Shall lean against my bosom, + And I will give him peace, + And peace will I give to all who ask + Because of this mighty Prince, + And because of his Mother that is the Daughter of Peace." + +And while Dùghall Donn was still marvelling at this thing, the +Arch-Druid of Iona approached, with his white-robed priests. A grave +welcome was given to the stranger. While the youngest of the servants of +God was entrusted with the child, the Arch-Druid took Dùghall aside and +questioned him. It was not till the third day that the old man gave his +decision. Dùghall Don was to abide on Iona if he so willed; but the +child was to stay. His life would be spared, nor would he be a bondager +of any kind, and a little land to till would be given him, and all that +he might need. But of his past he was to say no word. His name was to +become as nought, and he was to be known simply as Dùvach. The child, +too, was to be named Bride, for that was the way the name Briget is +called in the Erse of the Isles. + +To the question of Dùghall, that was thenceforth Dùvach, as to why he +laid so great stress on the child, who was a girl, and the reputed +offspring of shame at that, Cathal the Arch-Druid replied thus: "My +kinsman Aodh of the golden hair, who sent you here, was wiser than Hugh +the king, and all the Druids of Aoimag. Truly, this child is an +Immortal. There is an ancient prophecy concerning her: surely of her who +is now here, and no other. There shall be, it says, a spotless maid born +of a virgin of the ancient divine race in Innisfail. And when for the +seventh time the sacred year has come, she will hold Eternity in her lap +as a white flower. Her maiden breasts shall swell with milk for the +Prince of the World. She shall give suck to the King of the Elements. So +I say unto you, Dùvach, go in peace. Take unto yourself a wife, and live +upon the place I will allot on the east side of Ioua. Treat Bride as +though she were your soul, and leave her much alone, and let her learn +of the sun and the wind. In the fulness of time the prophecy shall be +fulfilled." + +So was it, from that day of the days. Dùvach took a wife unto himself, +who weaned the little Bride, who grew in beauty and grace, so that all +men marvelled. Year by year for seven years the wife of Dùvach bore him +a son, and these grew apace in strength, so that by the beginning of the +third year of the seventh circle of Bride's life there were three +stalwart youths to brother her, and three comely and strong lads, and +one young boy fair to see. Nor did any one, not even Bride herself, +saving Cathal the Arch-Druid, know that Dùvach the herdsman was Dùghall +Donn, of a princely race in Innisfail. + +In the end, too, Dùvach came to think that he had dreamed, or at the +least that Cathal had not interpreted the prophecy aright. For though +Bride was of exceeding beauty, and of a holiness that made the young +druids bow before her as though she were a bàndia, yet the world went on +as before, and the days brought no change. Often, while she was still a +child, he had questioned her about the words she had said as a babe, but +she had no memory of them. Once, in her ninth year, he came upon her on +the hillside of Dûn-I singing these self-same words. Her eyes dreamed +far away. He bowed his head, and, praying to the Giver of Light, hurried +to Cathal. The old man bade him speak no more to the child concerning +the mysteries. + +Bride lived the hours of her days upon the slopes of Dûn-I, herding the +sheep, or in following the kye upon the green hillocks and grassy dunes +of what then, as now, was called the Machar. The beauty of the world was +her daily food. The spirit within her was like sunlight behind a white +flower. The birdeens in the green bushes sang for joy when they saw her +blue eyes. The tender prayers that were in her heart were often seen +flying above her head in the form of white doves of sunshine. + +But when the middle of the year came that was (though Dùvach had +forgotten it) the year of the prophecy, his eldest son, Conn, who was +now a man, murmured against the virginity of Bride, because of her +beauty and because a chieftain of the mainland was eager to wed her. "I +shall wed Bride or raid Ioua," was the message he had sent. + +So one day, before the Great Fire of the Summer Festival, Conn and his +brothers reproached Bride. + +"Idle are these pure eyes, O Bride, not to be as lamps at thy +marriage-bed." + +"Truly, it is not by the eyes that we live," replied the maiden gently, +while to their fear and amazement she passed her hand before her face +and let them see that the sockets were empty. + +Trembling with awe at this portent, Dùvach intervened: + +"By the sun I swear it, O Bride, that thou shalt marry whomsoever thou +wilt and none other, and when thou wilt, or not at all, if such be thy +will." + +And when he had spoken, Bride smiled, and passed her hand before her +face again, and all there were abashed because of the blue light as of +morning that was in her shining eyes. + +It was while the dew was yet wet on the grass that on the morrow Bride +came out of her father's house, and went up the steep slope of Dûn-I. +The crying of the ewes and lambs at the pastures came plaintively +against the dawn. The lowing of the kye arose from the sandy hollows by +the shore, or from the meadows on the lower slopes. Through the whole +island went a rapid, trickling sound, most sweet to hear: the myriad +voices of twittering birds, from the dotterel in the seaweed, to the +larks climbing the blue slopes of heaven. + +This was the festival of her birth, and she was clad in white. About her +waist was a girdle of the sacred rowan, the feathery green leaves +flickering dusky shadows upon her robe as she moved. The light upon her +yellow hair was as when morning wakes, laughing in wind amid the tall +corn. As she went she sang to herself, softly as the crooning of a dove. +If any had been there to hear he would have been abashed, for the words +were not in Erse, and the eyes of the beautiful girl were as those of +one in a vision. + +When, at last, a brief while before sunrise, she reached the summit of +the Scuir, that is so small a hill and yet seems so big in Iona, where +it is the sole peak, she found three young druids there, ready to tend +the sacred fire the moment the sunrays should kindle it. Each was clad +in a white robe, with fillets of oak leaves; and each had a golden +armlet. They made a quiet obeisance as she approached. One stepped +forward, with a flush in his face because of her beauty, that was as a +sea-wave for grace and a flower for purity, as sunlight for joy and +moonlight for peace. + +"Thou mayst draw near if thou wilt, Bride, daughter of Dùvach," he said, +with something of reverence as well as of grave courtesy in his voice; +"for the holy Cathal hath said that the breath of the Source of All is +upon thee. It is not lawful for women to be here at this moment, but +thou hast the law shining upon thy face and in thine eyes. Hast thou +come to pray?" + +But at that moment a cry came from one of his companions. He turned, and +rejoined his fellows. Then all three sank upon their knees, and with +outstretched arms hailed the rising of God. + +As the sun rose, a solemn chant swelled from their lips, ascending as +incense through the silent air. The glory of the new day came +soundlessly. Peace was in the blue heaven, on the blue-green sea, and on +the green land. There was no wind, even where the currents of the deep +moved in shadowy purple. The sea itself was silent, making no more than +a sighing slumber-breath round the white sands of the isle, or a dull +whisper where the tide lifted the long weed that clung to the rocks. + +In what strange, mysterious way, Bride did not see; but as the three +druids held their hands before the sacred fire there was a faint +crackling, then three thin spirals of blue smoke rose, and soon dusky +red and wan yellow tongues of flame moved to and fro. The sacrifice of +God was made. Out of the immeasurable heaven He had come, in His golden +chariot. Now, in the wonder and mystery of His love, He was re-born upon +the world, re-born a little fugitive flame upon a low hill in a remote +isle. Great must be His love that He could die thus daily in a thousand +places: so great His love that he could give up His own body to daily +death, and suffer the holy flame that was in the embers He illumined to +be lighted and revered and then scattered to the four quarters of the +world. + +Bride could bear no longer the mystery of this great love. It moved her +to an ecstasy. What tenderness of divine love that could thus redeem the +world daily: what long-suffering for all the evil and cruelty done +hourly upon the weeping earth: what patience with the bitterness of the +blind fates! The beauty of the worship of Be'al was upon her as a golden +glory. Her heart leaped to a song that could not be sung. + +Bowing her head, so that the tears fell upon her hands, she rose and +moved away. + + +Elsewhere I have told how a good man of Iona sailed along the coast one +Sabbath afternoon with the Holy Book, and put the Word upon the seals of +Soa: and, in another tale, how a lonely man fought with a sea-woman +that was a seal; as, again, how two fishermen strove with the sea-witch +of Earraid: and, in "The Dan-nan-Ron," of a man who went mad with the +sea-madness, because of the seal-blood that was in his veins, he being a +MacOdrum of Uist, and one of the Sliochd nan Ron, the Tribe of the Seal. +And those who have read the tale, twice printed, once as "The Annir +Choille," and again as "Cathal of the Woods," will remember how, at the +end, the good hermit Molios, when near death in his sea-cave of Arran, +called the seals to come out of the wave and listen to him, so that he +might tell them the white story of Christ; and how in the moonshine, +with the flowing tide stealing from his feet to his knees, the old saint +preached the gospel of love, while the seals crouched upon the rocks, +with their brown eyes filled with glad tears: and how, before his death +at dawn, he was comforted by hearing them splashing to and fro in the +moon-dazzle, and calling one to the other, "We, too, are of the sons of +God." + +What has so often been written about is a reflection of what is in the +mind: and though stories of the seals may be heard from the Rhinns of +Islay to the Seven Hunters (and I first heard that of the MacOdrums, the +seal-folk, from a Uist man), I think that it was because of what I +heard of the sea-people on Iona, when I was a child, that they have been +so much with me in remembrance. + +In the short tale of the Moon-child, I told how two seals that had been +wronged by a curse which had been put upon them by Columba, forgave the +saint, and gave him a sore-won peace. I recall another (unpublished) +tale, where a seal called Domnhuil Dhu--a name of evil omen--was heard +laughing one Hallowe'en on the rocks below the ruined abbey, and calling +to the creatures of the sea that God was dead: and how the man who heard +him laughed, and was therewith stricken with paralysis, and so fell +sidelong from the rocks into the deep wave, and was afterwards found +beaten as with hammers and shredded as with sharp fangs. + +But, as most characteristic, I would rather tell here the story of Black +Angus, though the longer tale of which it forms a part has been printed +before. + +One night, a dark rainy night it was, with an uplift wind battering as +with the palms of savage hands the heavy clouds that hid the moon, I +went to the cottage near Spanish Port, where my friend Ivor Maclean +lived with his old deaf mother. He had reluctantly promised to tell me +the legend of Black Angus, a request he had ignored in a sullen silence +when he and Padruic Macrae and I were on the Sound that day. No tales of +the kind should be told upon the water. + +When I entered, he was sitting before the flaming coal-fire; for on Iona +now, by decree of MacCailein Mòr, there is no more peat burned. + +"You will tell me now, Ivor?" was all I said. + +"Yes; I will be telling you now. And the reason why I never told you +before was because it is not a wise or a good thing to tell ancient +stories about the sea while still on the running wave. Macrae should not +have done that thing. It may be we shall suffer for it when next we go +out with the nets. We were to go to-night; but, no, not I, no, no, for +sure, not for all the herring in the Sound." + +"Is it an ancient _sgeul_, Ivor?" + +"Ay. I am not for knowing the age of these things. It may be as old as +the days of the Féinn, for all I know. It has come down to us. Alasdair +MacAlasdair of Tiree, him that used to boast of having all the stories +of Colum and Brigdhe, it was he told it to the mother of my mother, and +she to me." + +"What is it called?" + +"Well, this and that; but there is no harm in saying it is called the +Dark Nameless One." + +"The Dark Nameless One!" + +"It is this way. But will you ever have heard of the MacOdrums of Uist?" + +"Ay; the Sliochd-nan-ròn." + +"That is so. God knows. The Sliochd-nan-ron ... the progeny of the +Seal.... Well, well, no man knows what moves in the shadow of life. And +now I will be telling you that old ancient tale, as it was given to me +by the mother of my mother." + + +On a day of the days, Colum was walking alone by the sea-shore. The +monks were at the hoe or the spade, and some milking the kye, and some +at the fishing. They say it was on the first day of the _Faoilleach +Geamhraidh_, the day that is called _Am Fhéill Brighde_, and that they +call Candlemas over yonder. + +The holy man had wandered on to where the rocks are, opposite to Soa. He +was praying and praying; and it is said that whenever he prayed aloud, +the barren egg in the nest would quicken, and the blighted bud unfold, +and the butterfly break its shroud. + +Of a sudden he came upon a great black seal, lying silent on the rocks, +with wicked eyes. + +"My blessing upon you, O Ròn," he said, with the good kind courteousness +that was his. "_Droch spadadh ort_," answered the seal, "A bad end to +you, Colum of the Gown." + +"Sure now," said Colum angrily, "I am knowing by that curse that you are +no friend of Christ, but of the evil pagan faith out of the north. For +here I am known ever as Colum the White, or as Colum the Saint; and it +is only the Picts and the wanton Normen who deride me because of the +holy white robe I wear." + +"Well, well," replied the seal, speaking the good Gaelic as though it +were the tongue of the deep sea, as God knows it may be for all you, I, +or the blind wind can say; "well, well, let that thing be: it's a +wave-way here or a wave-way there. But now, if it is a druid you are, +whether of fire or of Christ, be telling me where my woman is, and where +my little daughter." + +At this, Colum looked at him for a long while. Then he knew. + +"It is a man you were once, O Ròn?" + +"Maybe ay and maybe no." + +"And with that thick Gaelic that you have, it will be out of the north +isles you come?" + +"That is a true thing." + +"Now I am for knowing at last who and what you are. You are one of the +race of Odrum the Pagan?" + +"Well, I am not denying it, Colum. And what is more, I am Angus +MacOdrum, Aonghas mac Torcall mhic Odrum, and the name I am known by is +Black Angus." + +"A fitting name too," said Colum the Holy, "because of the black sin in +your heart, and the black end God has in store for you." + +At that Black Angus laughed. + +"Why is the laughter upon you, Man-Seal?" + +"Well, it is because of the good company I'll be having. But, now, give +me the word: Are you for having seen or heard of a woman called Kirsteen +M'Vurich?" + +"Kirsteen--Kirsteen--that is the good name of a nun it is, and no +sea-wanton!" + +"O, a name here or a name there is soft sand. And so you cannot be for +telling me where my woman is?" + +"No." + +"Then a stake for your belly, and nails through your hands, thirst on +your tongue, and the corbies at your eyne!" + +And, with that, Black Angus louped into the green water, and the hoarse +wild laugh of him sprang into the air and fell dead upon the shore like +a wind-spent mew. + +Colum went slowly back to the brethren, brooding deep. "God is good," he +said in a low voice, again and again; and each time that he spoke there +came a daisy into the grass, or a bird rose, with song to it for the +first time, wonderful and sweet to hear. + +As he drew near to the House of God he met Murtagh, an old monk of the +ancient race of the isles. + +"Who is Kirsteen M'Vurich, Murtagh?" he asked. + +"She was a good servant of Christ, she was, in the south isles, O Colum, +till Black Angus won her to the sea." + +"And when was that?" + +"Nigh upon a thousand years ago." + +"But can mortal sin live as long as that?" + +"Ay, it endureth. Long, long ago, before Oisìn sang, before Fionn, +before Cuchullin, was a glorious great prince, and in the days when the +Tuatha-de-Danann were sole lords in all green Banba, Black Angus made +the woman Kirsteen M'Vurich leave the place of prayer and go down to +the sea-shore, and there he leaped upon her and made her his prey, and +she followed him into the sea." + +"And is death above her now?" + +"No. She is the woman that weaves the sea-spells at the wild place out +yonder that is known as Earraid: she that is called the sea-witch." + +"Then why was Black Angus for the seeking her here and the seeking her +there?" + +"It is the Doom. It is Adam's first wife she is, that sea-witch over +there, where the foam is ever in the sharp fangs of the rocks." + +"And who will he be?" + +"His body is the body of Angus, the son of Torcall of the race of Odrum, +for all that a seal he is to the seeming; but the soul of him is Judas." + +"Black Judas, Murtagh?" + +"Ay, Black Judas, Colum." + + +But with that, Ivor Macrae rose abruptly from before the fire, saying +that he would speak no more that night. And truly enough there was a +wild, lone, desolate cry in the wind, and a slapping of the waves one +upon the other with an eerie laughing sound, and the screaming of a +seamew that was like a human thing. + +So I touched the shawl of his mother, who looked up with startled eyes +and said, "God be with us"; and then I opened the door, and the salt +smell of the wrack was in my nostrils, and the great drowning blackness +of the night. + + +When I was a child I used to throw offerings--small coins, flowers, +shells, even a newly caught trout, once a treasured flint +arrow-head--into the sea-loch by which we lived. My Hebridean nurse had +often told me of Shony, a mysterious sea-god, and I know I spent much +time in wasted adoration: a fearful worship, not unmixed with +disappointment and some anger. Not once did I see him. I was frighted +time after time, but the sudden cry of a heron, or the snort of a +pollack chasing the mackerel, or the abrupt uplifting of a seal's head, +became over-familiar, and I desired terror, and could not find it by the +shore. Inland, after dusk, there was always the mysterious multitude of +shadow. There too, I could hear the wind leaping and growling. But by +the shore I never knew any dread, even in the darkest night. The sound +and company of the sea washed away all fears. + +I was amused not long ago to hear a little girl singing, as she ran +wading through the foam of a troubled sunlit sea, as it broke on those +wonderful white sands of Iona-- + + "Shanny, Shanny, Shanny, + Catch my feet and tickle my toes! + And if you can, Shanny, Shanny, Shanny, + I'll go with you where no one knows!" + +I have no doubt this daintier Shanny was my old friend Shony, whose more +terrifying way was to clutch boats by the keel and drown the sailors, +and make a death-necklace of their teeth. An evil Shony; for once he +netted a young girl who was swimming in a loch, and when she would not +give him her love he tied her to a rock, and to this day her long brown +hair may be seen floating in the shallow green wave at the ebb of the +tide. One need not name the place! + +The Shanny song recalls to me an old Gaelic alphabet rhyme, wherein a +_Maigh-deann-M'hara_, or Mermaid, stood for M, and a Suire (also a +mermaid) stood for S; and my long perplexities as to whether I would +know a shuera from a midianmara when I saw either. It also recalls to me +that it was from a young schoolmaster priest, who had come back from +Ireland to die at home, that I first heard of the Beth-Luis-Nuin, the +Gaelic equivalent of "the A B C." Every letter in the Gaelic alphabet +is represented by a tree, and Beithe and Luis and Nuin are the Birch, +the Rowan, and the Ash. The reason why the alphabet is called the +Beth-Luis-Nuin is that B, L, N, and not A, B, C, are its first three +letters. It consists of eighteen letters--and in ancient Gaelic +seventeen, for H (the Uath, or Whitethorn) does not exist there, I +believe: and these run, B, L, N, F, S (H), D, T, C, M, G, P, R, A, O, U, +E, I--each letter represented by the name of a tree, Birch, Rowan, Ash, +etc. Properly, there is no C in Gaelic, for though the letter C is +common, it has always the sound of K. + +Since this page first appeared I have had so many letters about the +Gaelic alphabet of to-day that I take the opportunity to add a few +lines. To-day as of old all the letters of the Gaelic alphabet are +called after trees, from the oak to the shrub-like elder, with the +exception of G, T, and U, which stand for Ivy, Furze and Heather. It no +longer runs B, L, N, etc., but in sequence follows the familiar and +among western peoples, universal A, B, C, etc. It is, however, short of +our Roman alphabet by eight letters J, K, Q, V, W, X, Y and Z. On the +other hand, each of these is represented, either by some other letter +having a like value or by a combination: thus K is identical with C, +which does not exist in Gaelic as a soft sound any more than it does in +Greek, but only as the C in English words such as _cat_ or _cart_, or in +combination with h as a gutteral as in _loch_--while v as common a sound +in Gaelic as the hiss of s in English exists in almost every second or +third word as _bh_ or _mh_. The Gaelic A, B, C of to-day, then, runs as +follows: Ailm, Beite, Coll, Durr, Eagh, Fearn, Gath, Huath, Togh, Luis, +Muin, Nuin, Oir, Peith, Ruis, Suil, Teine, Ur--which again is equivalent +to saying Elm, Birch, Hazel, Oak, Aspen, Alder, Ivy, Whitethorn, Yew, +Rowan or Quicken, Vine, Ash, Spindle-tree, Pine, Elder, Willow, Furze, +Heath. + +The little girl who knew so much about Shanny knew nothing about her own +A B C. But I owe her a debt, since through her I came upon my good +friend "Gunainm." From her I heard first, there on Iona, on a chance +visit of a few summer days, of two of the most beautiful of the ancient +Gaelic hymns, the Fiacc Hymn and the Hymn of Broccán. My friend had +delineated them as missals, with a strangely beautiful design to each. +How often I have thought of one, illustrative of a line in the Fiacc +Hymn: "There was pagan darkness in Eiré in those days: the people +adored Faerie." In the Broccán Hymn (composed by one Broccán in the time +of Lugaid, son of Loegaire, A.D. 500) is one particularly lovely line: +"Victorious Bride (Briget) loved not this vain world: here, ever, she +sat the seat of a bird on a cliff." + +In a dream I dream frequently, that of being the wind, and drifting over +fragrant hedgerows and pastures, I have often, through unconscious +remembrance of that image of St. Bride sitting the seat of a bird on the +edge of the cliff that is this world, felt myself, when not lifted on +sudden warm fans of dusk, propelled as on a swift wing from the edge of +a precipice. + +I would that we had these winds of dream to command. I would, now that I +am far from it, that this night at least I might pass over Iona, and +hear the sea-doves by the ruins making their sweet mournful croon of +peace, and lift, as a shadow gathering phantom flowers, the pale orchis +by the lapwing's nest. + + +One day, walking by a reedy lochan on the Ross of Mull, not far inland +from Fionnaphort, where is the ferry for Baile-Mòr of Iona, I met an old +man who seemed in sorrow. When he spoke I was puzzled by some words +which were not native there, and then I learned that he had long lived +in Edinburgh and later in Dunfermline, and in his work had associated +with Hollanders and others of the east seas. + +He had come back, in his old age, to "see the place of his two +loves"--the hamlet in Earraid, where his old mother had blessed him +"forty year back," and the little farm where Jean Cameron had kissed him +and promised to be true. He had gone away as a soldier, and news reached +them of his death; and when he came out of the Indies, and went up Leith +Walk to the great post-house in Edinburgh, it was to learn that the +Earraid cottage was empty, and that Jean was no longer Jean Cameron. + +There was not a touch of bitterness in the old man's words. "It was my +name, for one thing," he said simply: "you see, there's many a 'J. +Macdonald' in the Highland regiments; and the mistake got about that +way. No, no--the dear lass wasna to blame. And I never lost her love. +When I found out where she was I went to see her once more, an' to tell +her I understood, an' loved her all the same. It was hard, in a way, +when I found she had made a loveless marriage, but human nature's human +nature, an' I could not but be proud and glad that she had nane but +puir Jamie Macdonald in her heart. I told her I would be true to her, +and since she was poor, would help her, an' wi' God's kindness true I +was, an' helped her too. For her man did an awfu' business one day, and +was sentenced for life. She had three bairns. Well, I keepit her an' +them--though I ne'er saw them but once in the year, for she had come +back to the west, her heart brast with the towns. First one bairn died, +then another. Then Jean died." + +The old man resumed suddenly: "I had put all my savings into the Grand +North Bank. When that failed I had nothing, for with the little that was +got back I bought a good 'prenticeship for Jean's eldest. Since then +I've lived by odd jobs. But I'm old now, an' broke. Every day an' every +night I think o' them two, my mother an' Jean." + +"She must have been a leal fine woman," I said, but in Gaelic. With a +flash he looked at me, and then said slowly, as if remembering, "_Eudail +de mhnathan an domhain_," "Treasure of all the women in the world." + +I have often thought of old "Jamie Macdonald" since. How wonderful his +deep love! This man was loyal to his love in long absence, and was not +less loyal when he found that she was the wife of another; and gave up +thought of home and comfort and companionship, so that he might make +life more easy for her and the children that were not his. He had no +outer reward for this, nor looked for any. + +We crossed to Baile-Mòr together, and when I came upon him next day by +the Reilig Odhrain, I asked him what he thought of Iona. + +He looked at the grey worn stones, "the stairway of the kings," the +tombs, the carved crosses, the grey ruins of the wind-harried cathedral, +and with a wave of his hand, said simply, "_Comunn mo ghaoil_," "'Tis a +companionship after my heart." + +I do not doubt that the old man went on his way comforted by the grey +silence and grey beauty of this ancient place, and that he found in Iona +what would be near him for the rest of his days. + + +As a child I had some wise as well as foolish instruction concerning the +nations of Faerie. If, in common with nearly all happy children, I was +brought up in intimate, even in circumstantial, knowledge of "the +fairies"--being charitably taught, for one thing, so that I have often +left a little bowl of milk, a saucerful of oatcake and honey, and the +like, under a wooden seat, where they would be sure to see it--I was +told also of the Sìdhe, often so rashly and ignorantly alluded to as the +fairies in the sense of a pretty, diminutive, harmless, natural folk; +and by my nurse Barabal instructed in some of the ways, spells, +influences, and even appearances of these powerful and mysterious clans. + +I do not think, unless as a very young child, I ever confused them. I +recollect well my pleasure at a sign of gratitude. I was fond of making +little reed or bulrush or ash flutes, but once I was in a place where +these were difficult to get, and I lost the only one I had. That night I +put aside a small portion of my supper of bread and milk and honey, and +remember also the sacrifice of a gooseberry of noble proportions, +relinquished, not without a sigh, in favour of any wandering fairy lad. + +Next morning when I ran out--three of us then had a wild morning +performance we called some fantastic, forgotten name, and ourselves the +Sun-dancers--I saw by the emptied saucer my little reed-flute! Here was +proof positive! I was so grateful for that fairy's gratitude, that when +dusk came again I not only left a larger supper-dole than usual, but, +decked with white fox-glove bells (in which I had unbounded faith), sat +drenched in the dew and played my little reed. Any moment (I was sure) a +small green fellow would appear, and with wild indignation I found +myself snatched from the grass, and my ears dinned now with reproaches +about the dew, now with remonstrances against "that frightfu' +reed-screeching that scared awa' the varry hens." + +Ah, there are souls that know nothing of fairies, or music! + +But the Sìdhe are a very different people from the small clans of the +earth's delight. + +However (though I could write of both a great volume), I have little to +say of either just now, except in one connection. + +It is commonly said that the People of the Sìdhe dwell within the hills, +or in the underworld. In some of the isles their home, now, is spoken of +as Tir-na-thonn, the Land of the Wave, or Tir-fo-Tuinn, the Land under +the Sea. + +But from a friend, an Islander of Iona, I have learned many things, and +among them, that the Shee no longer dwell within the inland hills, and +that though many of them inhabit the lonelier isles of the west, and in +particular The Seven Hunters, their Kingdom is in the North. + +Some say it is among the pathless mountains of Iceland. But my friend +spoke to an Iceland man, and he said he had never seen them. There were +Secret People there, but not the Gaelic Sìdhe. + +Their Kingdom is in the North, under the _Fir-Chlisneach_, the Dancing +Men, as the Hebrideans call the polar aurora. They are always young +there. Their bodies are white as the wild swan, their hair yellow as +honey, their eyes blue as ice. Their feet leave no mark on the snow. The +women are white as milk, with eyes like sloes, and lips like red rowans. +They fight with shadows, and are glad; but the shadows are not shadows +to them. The Shee slay great numbers at the full moon, but never hunt on +moonless nights, or at the rising of the moon, or when the dew is +falling. Their lances are made of reeds that glitter like shafts of ice, +and it is ill for a mortal to find one of these lances, for it is tipped +with the salt of a wave that no living thing has touched, neither the +wailing mew nor the finned sgádan nor his tribe, nor the narwhal. There +are no men of the human clans there, and no shores, and the tides are +forbidden. + +Long ago one of the monks of Columba sailed there. He sailed for thrice +seven days till he lost the rocks of the north; and for thrice thirty +days, till Iceland in the south was like a small bluebell in a great +grey plain; and for thrice three years among bergs. For the first three +years the finned things of the sea brought him food; for the second +three years he knew the kindness of the creatures of the air; in the +last three years angels fed him. He lived among the Sìdhe for three +hundred years. When he came back to Iona, he was asked where he had been +all that long night since evensong to matins. The monks had sought him +everywhere, and at dawn had found him lying in the hollow of the long +wave that washes Iona on the north. He laughed at that, and said he had +been on the tops of the billows for nine years and three months and +twenty-one days, and for three hundred years had lived among a deathless +people. He had drunk sweet ale every day, and every day had known love +among flowers and green bushes, and at dusk had sung old beautiful +forgotten songs, and with star-flame had lit strange fires, and at the +full of the moon had gone forth laughing to slay. It was heaven, there, +under the Lights of the North. When he was asked how that people might +be known, he said that away from there they had a cold, cold hand, a +cold, still voice, and cold ice-blue eyes. They had four cities at the +four ends of the green diamond that is the world. That in the north was +made of earth; that in the east, of air; that in the south, of fire; +that in the west, of water. In the middle of the green diamond that is +the world is the Glen of Precious Stones. It is in the shape of a heart, +and glows like a ruby, though all stones and gems are there. It is there +the Sìdhe go to refresh their deathless life. + +The holy monks said that this kingdom was certainly Ifurin, the Gaelic +Hell. So they put their comrade alive in a grave in the sand, and +stamped the sand down upon his head, and sang hymns so that mayhap even +yet his soul might be saved, or, at least, that when he went back to +that place he might remember other songs than those sung by the +milk-white women with eyes like sloes and lips red as rowans. "Tell that +honey-mouthed cruel people they are in Hell," said the abbot, "and give +them my ban and my curse unless they will cease laughing and loving +sinfully and slaying with bright lances, and will come out of their +secret places and be baptized." + +They have not yet come. + +This adventurer of the dreaming mind is another Oran, that fabulous Oran +of whom the later Columban legends tell. I think that other Orans go +out, even yet, to the Country of the Sìdhe. But few come again. It must +be hard to find that glen at the heart of the green diamond that is the +world; but, when found, harder to return by the way one came. + + +Once when I was sailing to Tiree, I stopped at Iona, and went to see an +old woman named Giorsal. She was of my own people, and, not being +Iona-born, the islanders called her the foreigner. She had a daughter +named Ealàsaidh, or Elsie as it is generally given in English, and I +wanted to see her even more than the old woman. + +"Where is Elsie?" I asked, after our greetings were done. + +Giorsal looked at me sidelong, and then shifted the kettle, and busied +herself with the teapot. + +I repeated the question. + +"She is gone," the old woman said, without looking at me. + +"Gone? Where has she gone to?" + +"I might as well ask you to tell me that." + +"Is she married ... had she a lover ... or ... or ... do you mean that +she ... that you ... have lost her?" + +"She's gone. That's all I know. But she isn't married, so far as I know: +an' I never knew any man she fancied: an' neither I nor any other on +Iona has seen her dead body; an' by St. Martin's Cross, neither I nor +any other saw her leave the island. And that was more than a year ago." + +"But, Giorsal, she must have left Iona and gone to Mull, or maybe gone +away in a steamer, or----" + +"It was in midwinter, an' when a heavy gale was tearing through the +Sound. There was no steamer an' no boat that day. There isn't a boat of +Iona that could have taken the sea that day. And no--Elsie wasna +drowned. I see that's what's in your mind. She just went out o' the +house again cryin'. I asked her what was wrong wi' her. She turned an' +smiled, an' because o' that terrifying smile I couldna say a word. She +went up behind the Ruins, an' no one saw her after that but Ian Donn. He +saw her among the bulrushes in the swamp over by Staonaig. She was +laughing an' talking to the reeds, or to the wind in the reeds. So Ian +Donn says." + +"And what do _you_ say, Giorsal?" + +The old woman went to the door, looked out, and closed it. When she +returned, she put another bit on the fire, and kept her gaze on the red +glow. + +"Do you know much about them old Iona monks?" she asked abruptly. + +"What old monks?" + +"Them as they call the Culdees. You used to be askin' lots o' questions +about them. Ay? well ... they aye hated folk from the North, an' +women-folk above all." + +I waited, silent. + +"And Elsie, poor lass, she hated them in turn. She was all for the wild +clansmen out o' Skye and the Long Island. She said she wished the Siól +Leoid had come to Iona before Colum built the big church. And for why? +Well, there's this, for one thing: For months a monk had come to her o' +nights in her sleep, an' said he would kill her, because she was a +heathen. She went to the minister at last, an' said her say. He told her +she was a foolish wench, an' was sore angry with her. So then she went +to old Mary Gillespie, out by the lochan beyond Fionnaphort on the Ross +yonder--her that has the sight an' a power o' the old wisdom. After that +she took to meeting friends in the moonshine." + +"Friends?" + +"Ay. There's no call to name names. One day she told me that she had +been bidden to go over to them. If she didn't, the monks would kill her, +they said. The monks are still the strongest here, they told her, or she +me, I forget which. That is, except over by Staonaig. Up between Sgéur +Iolaire and Cnoc Druidean there's a path that no monk can go. There, in +the old days, they burned a woman. She was not a woman, but they thought +she was. She was one o' the Sorrows of the Sheen, that they put out to +suffer for them, an' get the mortal ill. That's the plague to _them_. +It's ill to any that brings harm on _them_. That's why the monks arena +strong over by Staonaig way. But I told my girl not to mind. She was +safe wi' me, I said. She said that was true. For weeks I heard no more +o' that monk. One night Elsie came in smiling an' pluckin' wild roses. +'_Breisleach_!' I cried, 'what's the meanin' o' roses in January?' She +looked at me, frighted, an' said nothin', but threw the things on the +fire. It was next day she went away." + +"And----" + +"An' that's all. Here's the tea. Ay, an' for sure here's my good man. +_Whist_, now! Rob, do you see who's here?" + +Nothing is more strange than the confused survival of legends and pagan +faiths and early Christian beliefs, such as may be found still in some +of the isles. A Tiree man, whom I met some time ago on the boat that was +taking us both to the west, told me there's a story that Mary Magdalene +lies in a cave in Iona. She roamed the world with a blind man who loved +her, but they had no sin. One day they came to Knoidart in Argyll. Mary +Magdalene's first husband had tracked her there, and she knew that he +would kill the blind man. So she bade him lie down among some swine, and +she herself herded them. But her husband came and laughed at her. "That +is a fine boar you have there," he said. Then he put a spear through the +blind man. "Now I will take your beautiful hair," he said. He did this +and went away. She wept till she died. One of Colum's monks found her, +and took her to Iona, and she was buried in a cave. No one but Colum +knew who she was. Colum sent away the man, because he was always mooning +and lamenting. She had a great wonderful beauty to her. + +It is characteristic enough, even to the quaint confusion that could +make Mary Magdalene and St. Columba contemporary. But as for the story, +what is it but the universal Gaelic legend of Diarmid and Grania? They +too wandered far to escape the avenger. It does not matter that their +"beds" are shown in rock and moor, from Glenmoriston to Loch Awe, from +Lora Water to West Loch Tarbert, with an authenticity as absolute as +that which discovers them almost anywhere between Donegal and Clare; nor +that the death-place has many sites betwixt Argyll and Connemara. In +Gaelic Scotland every one knows that Diarmid was wounded to the death on +the rocky ground between Tarbert of Loch Fyne and the West Loch. Every +one knows the part the boar played, and the part Finn played. + +Doubtless the story came by way of the Shannon to the Loch of Shadows, +or from Cuchullin's land to Dûn Sobhairce on the Antrim coast, and +thence to the Scottish mainland. In wandering to the isles, it lost +something both of Eiré and Alba. The Campbells, too, claimed Diarmid; +and so the Hebrideans would as soon forget him. So, there, by one byplay +of the mind or another, it survived in changing raiment. Perhaps an +islesman had heard a strange legend about Mary Magdalene, and so named +Grania anew. Perhaps a story-teller consciously wove it the new way. +Perhaps an Iona man, hearing the tale in distant Barra or Uist, in Coll +or Tiree, "buried" Mary in a cave of Icolmkill. + +The notable thing is, not that a primitive legend should love fantastic +raiment, but that it should be so much alike, where the Syrian wanders +from waste to waste, by the camp-fires of the Basque muleteers, and in +the rainy lands of the Gael. + +In Mingulay, one of the south isles of the Hebrides, in South Uist, and +in Iona, I have heard a practically identical tale told with striking +variations. It is a tale so wide-spread that it has given rise to a +pathetic proverb, "Is mairg a loisgeadh a chlarsach dut," "Pity on him +who would burn the harp for you." + +In Mingulay, the "harper" who broke his "harp" for a woman's love was a +young man, a fiddler. For three years he wandered out of the west into +the east, and when he had made enough money to buy a good share in a +fishing-boat, or even a boat itself, he came back to Mingulay. When he +reached his Mary's cottage, at dusk, he played her favourite air, an +"oran leannanachd," but when she came out it was with a silver ring on +her left hand and a baby in her arms. Thus poor Padruig Macneill knew +Mary had broken her troth and married another man, and so he went down +to the shore and played a "marbh-rann," and then broke his fiddle on the +rocks; and when they came upon them in the morning he had the strings of +it round his neck. In Uist, the instrument is more vaguely called a +"tiompan," and here, on a bitter cold night in a famine time, the +musician breaks it so as to feed the fire to warm his wife--a sacrifice +ill repaid by the elopement of the hard woman that night. In Iona, the +tale is of an Irish piper who came over to Icolmkill on a pilgrimage, +and to lay his "peeb-h'yanna"[5] on "the holy stones"; but, when there, +he got word that his young wife was ill, so he "made a loan of his +clar," and with the money returned to Derry, only to find that his dear +had gone away with a soldier for the Americas. + +The legendary history of Iona would be as much Pagan as Christian. +To-day, at many a _ceilidh_ by the warm hearths in winter, one may hear +allusions to the Scandinavian pirates, or to their more ancient and +obscure kin, the Fomór.... The Fomór or Fomórians were a people that +lived before the Gael, and had their habitations on the isles: fierce +prowlers of the sea, who loved darkness and cold and storm, and drove +herds of wolves across the deeps. In other words, they were elemental +forces. But the name is sometimes used for the Norse pirates who ravaged +the west, from the Lews to the town of the Hurdle-ford. + +In poetic narration "the men of Lochlin" occurs oftener: sometimes the +Summer-sailors, as the Vikings called themselves; sometimes, perhaps +oftenest, the Danes. The Vikings have left numerous personal names among +the islanders, notably the general term "summer-sailors," _somerlédi_, +which survives as Somerled. Many Macleods and Macdonalds are called +Somerled, Torquil (also Torcall, Thorkill), and Mànus (Magnus), and in +the Hebrides surnames such as Odrum betray a Norse origin. A glance at +any good map will reveal how largely the capes and promontories and +headlands, and small bays and havens of the west, remember the lords of +the Suderöer. + +The fascination of this legendary history is in its contrast of the +barbaric and the spiritual. Since I was a child I have been held +spellbound by this singular union. To see the Virgin Mary in the sombre +and terrible figure of the Washer of the Ford, or spiritual destiny in +that of the Woman with the Net, was natural: as to believe that the +same Columba could be as tender as St. Bride or gentle as St. Francis, +and yet could thrust the living Oran back into his grave, or prophesy, +as though himself a believer in the druidic wisdom, by the barking of a +favourite hound that had a white spot on his forehead--_Donnalaich chon +chinain_. + + +Of this characteristic blending of pagan and Christian thought and +legend I have tried elsewhere to convey some sense--oftener, perhaps, +have instinctively expressed: and here, as they are apposite to Iona, I +would like to select some pages as representative of three +phases--namely, of the barbaric history of Iona, of the primitive +spiritual history which is so childlike in its simplicity, and of that +direct grafting of Christian thought and imagery upon pagan thought and +imagery which at one time, and doubtless for many generations (for it +still survives), was a normal unconscious method. Some five years ago I +wrote three short Columban stories, collectively called _The Three +Marvels of Iona_, one named "The Festival of the Birds," another "The +Sabbath of the Fishes and the Flies," and the third "The Moon-Child." It +is the second of these that, somewhat altered to its present use by +running into it part of another Columban tale, I add now. + + +Before dawn, on the morning of the hundredth Sabbath after Colum the +White had made glory to God in Hy, that was theretofore called Ioua, or +the Druid Isle, and is now Iona, the saint beheld his own sleep in a +vision. + +Much fasting and long pondering over the missals, with their golden and +azure and sea-green initials and earth-brown branching letters, had made +Colum weary. He had brooded much of late upon the mystery of the living +world that was not man's world. + +On the eve of that hundredth Sabbath, which was to be a holy festival in +Iona, he had talked long with an ancient greybeard out of a remote isle +in the north, the wild Isle of the Mountains, where Scathach the queen +hanged the men of Lochlin by their yellow hair. + +This man's name was Ardan, and he was of the ancient people. He had come +to Iona because of two things. Maolmòr, the king of the northern Picts, +had sent him to learn of Colum what was this god-teaching he had brought +out of Eiré: and for himself he had come when old age was upon him, to +see what manner of man this Colum was, who had made Ioua, that was +"Innis-nan-Dhruidhnean"--the Isle of the Druids--into a place of new +worship. + +For three hours Ardan and Colum had walked by the sea-shore. Each +learned of the other. Ardan bowed his head before the wisdom. Colum knew +in his heart that the Druid saw mysteries. + +In the first hour they talked of God. + +"Ay, sure: and now," said the saint, "O Ardan the wise, is my God thy +God?" + +At that Ardan turned his eyes to the west. With his right hand he +pointed to the sun that was like a great golden flower. "Truly, He is +thy God and my God." Colum was silent. Then he said: "Thee and thine, O +Ardan, from Maolmòr the Pictish king to the least of his slaves, shall +have a long weariness in Hell. That fiery globe yonder is but the Lamp +of the World: and sad is the case of the man who knows not the torch +from the torch-bearer." + +In the second hour they talked of Man. While Ardan spoke, Colum smiled +in his deep, grey eyes. + +"It is for laughter that," he said, when Ardan ceased. + +"And why will that be, O Colum Cille?" Ardan asked. Then the smile went +out of Colum's grey eyes, and he turned and looked about him. + +He saw near, a crow, a horse, and a hound. + +"These are thy brethren," he said scornfully. + +But Ardan answered quietly, "Even so." + +The third hour they talked about the beasts of the earth and the fowls +of the air. + +At the last Ardan said: "The ancient wisdom hath it that these are the +souls of men and women that have been, or are to be." Whereat Colum +answered: "The new wisdom, that is old as eternity, declareth that God +created all things in love. Therefore are we at one, O Ardan, though we +sail to the Isle of Truth from the west and the east. Let there be peace +between us." "Peace," said Ardan. + +That eve, Ardan of the Picts sat with the monks of Iona. + +Colum blessed him and said a saying. Cathal of the Songs sang a hymn of +beauty. Ardan rose, and put the wine of guests to his lips, and chanted +this rann: + + O Colum and monks of Christ, + It is peace we are having this night: + Sure, peace is a good thing, + And I am glad with the gladness. + + We worship one God, + Though ye call him Dia-- + And I say not, O Dè! + But cry _Bea'uil Bêl_! + + For it is one faith for man, + And one for the living world, + And no man is wiser than another-- + And none knoweth much. + + None knoweth a better thing than this: + The Sword, Love, Song, Honour, Sleep. + None knoweth a surer thing than this: + Birth, Sorrow, Pain, Weariness, Death. + + Sure, peace is a good thing; + Let us be glad of peace: + We are not men of the Sword, + But of the Rune and the Wisdom. + + I have learned a truth of Colum, + And he hath learned of me: + All ye on the morrow shall see + A wonder of the wonders. + +Ardan would say no more after that, though all besought him. Many +pondered long that night. Cathal made a song of mystery. Colum brooded +through the dark; but before dawn he fell asleep upon the fern that +strewed his cell. At dawn, with waking eyes, and weary, he saw his Sleep +in a vision. + +It stood grey and wan beside him. + +"What art thou, O Spirit?" he said. + +"I am thy Sleep, Colum." + +"And is it peace?" + +"It is peace." + +"What wouldst thou?" + +"I have wisdom. Thy mind and thy soul were closed. I could not give what +I brought. I brought wisdom." + +"Give it." + +"Behold!" + +And Colum, sitting upon the strewed fern that was his bed, rubbed his +eyes that were heavy with weariness and fasting and long prayer. He +could not see his Sleep now. It was gone as smoke that is licked up by +the wind.... + +For three days thereafter Colum fasted, save for a handful of meal at +dawn, a piece of rye-bread at noon, and a mouthful of dulse and +spring-water at sun-down. On the night of the third day, Oran and Keir +came to him in his cell. Colum was on his knees lost in prayer. No sound +was there, save the faint whispered muttering of his lips and on the +plastered wall the weary buzzing of a fly. + +"Holy One!" said Oran in a low voice, soft with pity and awe; "Holy +One!" + +But Colum took no notice. His lips still moved, and the tangled hairs +below his nether lip shivered with his failing breath. + +"Father!" said Keir, tender as a woman; "Father!" + +Colum did not turn his eyes from the wall. The fly droned his drowsy hum +upon the rough plaster. It crawled wearily for a space, then stopped. +The slow hot drone filled the cell. + +"Father," said Oran, "it is the will of the brethren that thou shouldst +break thy fast. Thou art old, and God has thy glory. Give us peace." + +"Father," urged Keir, seeing that Colum kneeled unnoticingly, his lips +still moving above his grey beard, with the white hair of him falling +about his head like a snowdrift slipping from a boulder. "Father, be +pitiful! We hunger and thirst for thy presence. We can fast no longer, +yet we have no heart to break our fast if thou art not with us. Come, +holy one, and be of our company, and eat of the good broiled fish that +awaiteth us. We perish for the benediction of thine eyes." + +Then it was that Colum rose, and walked slowly towards the wall. + +"Little black beast," he said to the fly that droned its drowsy hum and +moved not at all; "little black beast, sure it is well I am knowing +what you are. You are thinking you are going to get my blessing, you +that have come out of hell for the soul of me!" + +At that the fly flew heavily from the wall, and slowly circled round and +round the head of Colum the White. + +"What think ye of that, brother Oran, brother Keir?" he asked in a low +voice, hoarse because of his long fast and the weariness that was upon +him. + +"It is a fiend," said Oran. + +"It is an angel," said Keir. + +Thereupon the fly settled upon the wall again, and again droned his +drowsy hot hum. + +"Little black beast," said Colum, with the frown coming down into his +eyes, "is it for peace you are here, or for sin? Answer, I conjure you +in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost!" + +"_An ainn an Athar, 's an Mhic, 's an Spioraid Naoimh_," repeated Oran +below his breath. + +"_An ainn an Athar, 's an Mhic, 's an Spioraid Naoimh_," repeated Keir +below his breath. + +Then the fly that was upon the wall flew up to the roof and circled to +and fro. And it sang a beautiful song, and its song was this: + + Praise be to God, and a blessing too at that, and a blessing! + For Colum the White, Colum the Dove, hath worshipped; + Yea, he hath worshipped and made of a desert a garden, + And out of the dung of men's souls have made a sweet savour of + burning. + + A savour of burning, most sweet, a fire for the altar, + This he hath made in the desert; the hell-saved all gladden. + Sure he hath put his benison, too, on milch-cow and bullock, + On the fowls of the air, and the man-eyed seals, and the otter. + + But high in His Dûn in the great blue mainland of heaven, + God the All-Father broodeth, where the harpers are harping His + glory: + There where He sitteth, where a river of ale poureth ever, + His great sword broken, His spear in the dust, He broodeth. + + And this is the thought that moves in his brain, as a cloud filled + with thunder + Moves through the vast hollow sky filled with the dust of the + stars-- + "What boots it the glory of Colum, when he maketh a Sabbath to bless + me, + And hath no thought of my sons in the deeps of the air and the sea?" + +And with that the fly passed from their vision. In the cell was a most +wondrous sweet song, like the sound of far-off pipes over water. + +Oran said in a low voice of awe, "O God, our God!" + +Keir whispered, white with fear, "O God, my God!" + +But Colum rose, and took a scourge from where it hung on the wall. "It +shall be for peace, Oran," he said, with a grim smile flitting like a +bird above the nest of his grey beard; "it shall be for peace, Keir!" + +And with that he laid the scourge heavily upon the bent backs of Keir +and Oran, nor stayed his hand, nor let his three days' fast weaken the +deep piety that was in the might of his arm, and because of the glory of +God. + +Then, when he was weary, peace came into his heart, and he sighed +"_Amen_!" + +"Amen!" said Oran the monk. + +"Amen!" said Keir the monk. + +"And this thing has been done," said Colum, "because of your evil wish +and the brethren, that I should break my fast, and eat of fish, till God +will it. And lo, I have learned a mystery. Ye shall all witness to it on +the morrow, which is the Sabbath." + +That night the monks wondered much. Only Oran and Keir cursed the fishes +in the deeps of the sea and the flies in the deeps of the air. + +On the morrow, when the sun was yellow on the brown seaweed, and there +was peace on the isle and upon the waters, Colum and the brotherhood +went slowly towards the sea. + +At the meadows that are close to the sea, the saint stood still. All +bowed their heads. + +"O winged things of the air," cried Colum, "draw near!" + +With that the air was full of the hum of innumerous flies, midges, bees, +wasps, moths, and all winged insects. These settled upon the monks, who +moved not, but praised God in silence. + +"Glory and praise to God," cried Colum, "behold the Sabbath of the +children of God that inhabit the deeps of the air! Blessing and peace be +upon them." + +"Peace! Peace!" cried the monks, with one voice. + +"In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost!" cried Colum +the White, glad because of the glory to God. + +"_An ainn an Athar, 's an Mhic, 's an Spioraid Naoimh_," cried the +monks, bowing reverently, and Oran and Keir deepest of all, because they +saw the fly that was of Colum's cell leading the whole host, as though +it were its captain, and singing to them a marvellous sweet song. + +Oran and Keir testified to this thing, and all were full of awe and +wonder, and Colum praised God. + +Then the saints and the brotherhood moved onward and went upon the +rocks. When all stood ankle-deep in the seaweed that was swaying in the +tide, Colum cried: + +"O finny creatures of the deep, draw near!" + +And with that the whole sea shimmered as with silver and gold. All the +fishes of the sea, and the great eels, and the lobsters and the crabs, +came in a swift and terrible procession. Great was the glory. + +Then Colum cried, "O fishes of the deep, who is your king?" Whereupon +the herring, the mackerel, and the dogfish swam forward, and each +claimed to be king. But the echo that ran from wave to wave said, _The +Herring is King_! + +Then Colum said to the mackerel, "Sing the song that is upon you." + +And the mackerel sang the song of the wild rovers of the sea, and the +lust of pleasure. + +Then Colum said, "But for God's mercy, I would curse you, O false fish." + +Then he spoke likewise to the dogfish, and the dogfish sang of slaughter +and the chase, and the joy of blood. + +And Colum said, "Hell shall be your portion." + +Then there was peace. And the herring said: + +"In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost." + +Whereat all that mighty multitude, before they sank into the deep, waved +their fins and their claws, each after its kind, and repeated as with +one voice: + +"_An ain ann Athar, 's an Mhic, 's an Spioraid Naoimh!_" + +And the glory that was upon the Sound of Iona was as though God trailed +a starry net upon the waters, with a shining star in every little +hollow, and a flowing moon of gold on every wave. + +Then Colum the White put out both his arms, and blessed the children of +God that are in the deeps of the sea and that are in the deeps of the +air. + +That is how Sabbath came upon all living things upon Ioua that is +called Iona, and within the air above Ioua, and within the sea that is +around Ioua. + +And the glory is Colum's. + + +To illustrate the history of the island I select the following episode +from _Barbaric Tales_. It deals with The Flight of the Culdees. The name +culdee is somewhat loosely used both by mediæval and modern writers, for +it does not appear to have been given to the Brotherhood of the Columban +Church till two hundred years after Columba's death. The word may be +taken to mean the Cleric of God; perhaps, later, it was the equivalent +of anchorite. This episode is, in date, about A.D. 800 or soon after. + + +On the wane of the moon, on the day following the ruin of Bail'-tiorail, +sails were seen far east of Stromness. + +Olaus the White called his men together. The boats coming before the +wind were doubtless his own galleys which he had lost when the +south-gale had blown them against Skye; but no man can know when and how +the gods may smile grimly, and let the swords that whirl be broken, or +the spears that are flat become a hedge of death. + +An hour later, a startled word went from viking to viking. The galleys +in the offing were the fleet of Sweno the Hammerer. Why had he come so +far southward, and why were oars so swift and the stained sails +distended before the wind? They were soon to know. + +Sweno himself was the first to land. A great man he was, broad and +burly, with a sword-slash across his face that brought his brows in a +perpetual frown above his savage blood-shot eyes. + +In few words he told how he had met a galley, with only half its crew, +and of these many who were wounded. It was the last of the fleet of Haco +the Laugher. A fleet of fifteen war-birlinns had set out from the Long +Island, and had given battle. Haco had gone into the strife, laughing +loud as was his wont, and he and all his men had the berserk rage, and +fought with joy and foam at the mouth. Never had the Sword sung a +sweeter song. + +"Well," said Olaus the White grimly, "well, how did the Raven fly?" + +"When Haco laughed for the last time, his sword waving out of the +death-tide where he sank, there was only one galley left. No more than +nine vikings lived thereafter to tell the tale. These nine we took out +of their boat, which was below waves soon. Haco and his men are all +fighting the sea-shadows by now." + +A loud snarling went from man to man. This became a cry of rage. Then +savage shouts filled the air. Swords were lifted up against the sky; and +the fierce glitter of blue eyes and the bristling of tawny beards were +fair to see, thought the captive women, though their hearts beat in +their breasts like eaglets behind the bars of a cage. + +Sweno the Hammerer frowned a deep frown when he heard that Olaus was +there with only the _Svart-Alf_ out of the galleys which had gone the +southward way. + +"If the islanders come upon us now with their birlinns we shall have to +make a running fight," he said. + +Olaus laughed. + +"Ay, but the running shall be after the birlinns, Sweno." + +"I hear there are fifty and nine men of these Culdees yonder under the +sword-priest, Maoliosa?" + +"It is a true word. But to-night, after the moon is up, there shall be +none." + +At that, all who heard laughed, and were less heavy in their hearts +because of the slaying and drowning of Haco the Laugher and all his +crew. + +"Where is the woman Brenda that you took?" Olaus asked, as he stared at +Sweno's boat and saw no woman there. + +"She is in the sea." + +Olaus the White looked. It was his eyes that asked. + +"I flung her into the sea because she laughed when she heard of how the +birlinns that were under Somhairle the Renegade drove in upon our ships, +and how Haco laughed no more, and the sea was red with viking blood." + +"She was a woman, Sweno--and none more fair in the isles, after Morna +that is mine." + +"Woman or no woman, I flung her into the sea. The Gael call us Gall: +then I will let no Gael laugh at the Gall. It is enough. She is drowned. +There are always women: one here, one there--it is but a wave blown this +way or that." + +At this moment a viking came running across the ruined town with +tidings. Maoliosa and his culdees were crowding into a great birlinn. +Perhaps they were coming to give battle: perhaps they were for sailing +away from that place. + +Olaus and Sweno stared across the fjord. At first they knew not what to +do. If Maoliosa thought of battle he would hardly choose that hour and +place. Or was it that he knew the Gael were coming in force, and that +the vikings were caught in a trap? + +At last it was clear. Sweno gave a great laugh. + +"By the blood of Odin," he cried, "they come to sue for peace!" + +Filled with white-robed culdees, the birlinn drew slowly across the +loch. A tall, old man stood at the prow, with streaming hair and beard, +white as sea-foam. In his right hand he grasped a great Cross, whereon +Christ was crucified. + +The vikings drew close to one another. + +"Hail them in their own tongue, Sweno," said Olaus. + +The Hammerer moved to the water-edge, as the birlinn stopped, a short +arrow-flight away. + +"Ho, there, priests of the Christ-faith!" + +"What would you, viking?" It was Maoliosa himself that spoke. + +"Why do you come here among us, you that are Maoliosa?" + +"To win you and yours to God, Pagan." + +"Is it madness that is upon you, old man? We have swords and spears +here, if we lack hymns and prayers." + +All this time Olaus kept a wary watch inland and seaward, for he feared +that Maoliosa came because of an ambush. + +Truly the old monk was mad. He had told his culdees that God would +prevail, and that the pagans would melt away before the Cross. The +ebb-tide was running swift. Even while Sweno spoke, the birlinn touched +a low sea-hidden ledge of rock. A cry of consternation went up from the +white-robes. Loud laughter came from the vikings. + +"Arrows!" cried Olaus. + +With that threescore men took their bows. A hail of death-shafts fell. +Many pierced the water, but some pierced the necks and hearts of the +culdees. + +Maoliosa himself, stood in death transfixed to the mast. With a scream +the monks swept their oars backward. Then they leaped to their feet, and +changed their place, and rowed for life. + +The summer-sailors sprang into their galley. Sweno the Hammerer was at +the bow. The foam curled and hissed. The birlinn of the culdees grided +upon the opposite shore at the moment when Sweno brought down his +battle-axe upon the monk who steered. The man was cleft to the shoulder. +Sweno swayed with the blow, stumbled, and fell headlong into the sea. A +culdee thrust at him with an oar, and pinned him among the sea-tangle. +Thus died Sweno the Hammerer. + +Like a flock of sheep the white-robes leaped upon the shore. Yet Olaus +was quicker than they. With a score of vikings he raced to the Church of +the Cells, and gained the sanctuary. The monks uttered a cry of despair, +and, turning, fled across the sands. Olaus counted them. There were now +forty in all. + +"Let forty men follow," he cried. + +The monks fled this way and that. Olaus, and those who watched, laughed +to see how they stumbled, because of their robes. One by one fell, +sword-cleft or spear-thrust. The sand-dunes were red. + +Soon there were fewer than a score--then twelve only--ten! + +"Bring them back!" Olaus shouted. + +When the ten fugitives were captured and brought back, Olaus took the +crucifix that Maoliosa had raised, and held it before each in turn. + +"Smite!" he said to the first monk. But the man would not. + +"Smite!" he said to the second; but he would not. And so it was to the +tenth. + +"Good!" said Olaus the White; "they shall witness to their God." + +With that he bade his vikings break up the birlinn, and drive the planks +into the ground and shore them up with logs. When this was done he +crucified each culdee. With nails and with ropes he did unto each what +their God had suffered. Then all were left there by the water-side. + +That night, when Olaus the White and the laughing Morna left the great +bonfire where the vikings sang and drank horn after horn of strong ale, +they stood and looked across the strait. In the moonlight, upon the dim +verge of the island shore, they could see ten crosses. On each was a +motionless white splatch. + + +Once more, for an instance of the grafting of Christian thought and +imagery on pagan thought and imagery, I take a few pages of the +introductory part to the story of "The Woman with the Net," in a later +volume.[6] They tell of a young monk who, inspired by Colum's holy +example, went out of Iona as a missionary to the Pictish heathen of the +north. + +When Artân had kissed the brow of every white-robed brother on Iona, and +had been thrice kissed by the aged Colum, his heart was filled with +gladness. + +It was late summer, and in the afternoon-light peace lay on the green +waters of the Sound, on the green grass of the dunes, on the domed +wicker-woven cells of the culdees over whom the holy Colum ruled, and on +the little rock-strewn hill which rose above where stood Colum's wattled +church of sun-baked mud. The abbot walked slowly by the side of the +young man. Colum was tall, with hair long and heavy but white as the +canna, and with a beard that hung low on his breast, grey as the moss on +old firs. His blue eyes were tender. The youth--for though he was a +grown man he seemed a youth beside Colum--had beauty. He was tall and +comely, with yellow curling hair, and dark-blue eyes, and a skin so +white that it troubled some of the monks who dreamed old dreams and +washed them away in tears and scourgings. + +"You have the bitter fever of youth upon you, Artân," said Colum, as +they crossed the dunes beyond Dûn-I; "but you have no fear, and you will +be a flame among these Pictish idolaters, and you will be a lamp to show +them the way." + +"And when I come again, there will be clappings of hands, and hymns, +and many rejoicings?" + +"I do not think you will come again," said Colum. "The wild people of +these northlands will burn you, or crucify you, or put you upon the +crahslat, or give you thirst and hunger till you die. It will be a great +joy for you to die like that, Artân, my son?" + +"Ay, a great joy," answered the young monk, but with his eyes dreaming +away from his words. + +Silence was between them as they neared the cove where a large coracle +lay, with three men in it. + +"Will God be coming to Iona when I am away?" asked Artân. + +Colum stared at him. + +"Is it likely that God would come here in a coracle?" he asked, with +scornful eyes. + +The young man looked abashed. For sure, God would not come in a coracle, +just as he himself might come. He knew by that how Colum had reproved +him. He would come in a cloud of fire, and would be seen from far and +near. Artân wondered if the place he was going to was too far north for +him to see that greatness; but he feared to ask. + +"Give me a new name," he asked; "give me a new name, my father." + +"What name will you have?" + +"Servant of Mary." + +"So be it, Artân Gille-Mhoire." + +With that Colum kissed him and bade farewell, and Artân sat down in the +coracle, and covered his head with his mantle, and wept and prayed. + +The last word he heard was, _Peace_! + +"That is a good word, and a good thing," he said to himself; "and +because I am the Servant of Mary, and the Brother of Jesu the Son, I +will take peace to the _Cruitnè_, who know nothing of that blessing of +the blessings." + +When he unfolded his mantle, he saw that the coracle was already far +from Iona. The south wind blew, and the tides swept northward, and the +boat moved swiftly across the water. The sea was ashine with froth and +small waves leaping like lambs. + +In the boat were Thorkeld, a helot of Iona, and two dark wild-eyed men +of the north. They were Picts, but could speak the tongue of the Gael. +Myrdu, the Pictish king of Skye, had sent them to Iona, to bring back +from Colum a culdee who could show wonders. + +"And tell the chief Druid of the Godmen," Myrdu had said, "that if his +culdee does not show me good wonders, and so make me believe in his two +gods and the woman, I will put an ash-shaft through his body from the +hips and out at his mouth, and send him back on the north tide to the +Isle of the White-Robes." The sun was already among the outer isles when +the coracle passed near the Isle of Columns. A great noise was in the +air: the noise of the waves in the caverns, and the noise of the tide, +like sea-wolves growling, and like bulls bellowing in a narrow pass of +the hills. + +A sudden current caught the boat, and it began to drift towards great +reefs white with ceaseless torn streams. + +Thorkeld leaned from the helm, and shouted to the two Picts. They did +not stir, but sat staring, idle with fear. + +Artân knew now that it was as Colum had said. God would give him glory +soon. + +So he took the little clarsach he had for hymns, for he was the best +harper on Iona, and struck the strings, and sang. But the Latin words +tangled in his throat, and he knew too that the men in the boat would +not understand what he sang; also that the older gods still came far +south, and in the caves of the Isle of Columns were demons. There was +only one tongue common to all; and since God has wisdom beyond that of +Colum himself, He would know the song in Gaelic as well as though sung +in Latin. + +So Artân let the wind take his broken hymn, and he made a song of his +own, and sang: + + O Heavenly Mary, Queen of the Elements, + And you, Brigit the fair with the little harp, + And all the saints, and all the old gods + (And it is not one of them I'd be disowning), + Speak to the Father, that he may save us from drowning. + +Then seeing that the boat drifted closer, he sang again: + + Save us from the rocks and the sea, Queen of Heaven! + And remember that I am a Culdee of Iona, + And that Colum has sent me to the _Cruitnè_ + To sing them the song of peace lest they be damned for ever! + +Thorkeld laughed at that. + +"Can the woman put swimming upon you?" he said roughly. "I would rather +have the good fin of a great fish now than any woman in the skies." + +"You will burn in hell for that," said Artân, the holy zeal warm at his +heart. + +But Thorkeld answered nothing. His hand was on the helm, his eyes on the +foaming rocks. Besides, what had he to do with the culdee's hell or +heaven? When he died, he, who was a man of Lochlann, would go to his own +place. + +One of the dark men stood, holding the mast. His eyes shone. Thick words +swung from his lips like seaweed thrown out of a hollow by an ebbing +wave. + +The coracle swerved, and the four men were wet with the heavy spray. + +Thorkeld put his oar in the water, and the swaying craft righted. + +"Glory to God," said Artân. + +"There is no glory to your god in this," said Thorkeld scornfully. "Did +you not hear what Necta sang? He sang to the woman in there that drags +men into the caves, and throws their bones on the next tide. He put an +incantation upon her, and she shrank, and the boat slid away from the +rocks." + +"That is a true thing," thought Artân. He wondered if it was because he +had not sung his hymn in the holy Latin. + +When the last flame died out of the west, and the stars came like sheep +gathering at the call of the shepherd, Artân remembered that he had not +said his prayers and sang the vesper hymn. + +He lay back and listened. There were no bells calling across the water. +He looked into the depths. It was Manann's kingdom, and he had never +heard that God was there; but he looked. Then he stared into the +dark-blue star-strewn sky. + +Suddenly he touched Thorkeld. + +"Tell me," he said, "how far north has the Cross of Christ come?" + +"By the sea way it has not come here yet. Murdoch the Freckled came with +it this way, but he was pulled into the sea, and he died." + +"Who pulled him into the sea?" + +Thorkeld stared into the running wave. He had no words. + +Artân lay still for a long while. + +"It will go ill with me," he thought, "if Mary cannot see me so far away +from Iona, and if God will not listen to me. Colum should have known +that, and given me a holy leaf with the fair branching letters on it, +and the Latin words that are the words of God." + +Then he spoke to the man who had sung. + +"Do you know of Mary, and God, and the Son, and the Spirit?" + +"You have too many Gods, Culdee," answered the Pict sullenly: "for of +these one is your god's son, and the other is the woman his mother, and +the third is the ghost of an ancestor." + +Artân frowned. + +"The curse of the God of Peace upon you for that," he said angrily; "do +you know that you have hell for your dwelling-place if you speak evil of +God the Father, and the Son, and the Mother of God?" + +"How long have they been in Iona, White-Robe?" + +The man spoke scornfully. Artân knew they had not been there many years. +He had no words. + +"My father worshipped the Sun on the Holy Isle before ever your great +Druid that is called Colum crossed the Moyle. Were your three gods in +the coracle with Colum? They were not on the Holy Isle when he came." + +"They were coming there," answered Artân confusedly. "It is a long, long +way from--from--from the place they were sailing from." + +Necta listened sullenly. + +"Let them stay on Iona," he said: "gods though they be, it would fare +ill with them if they came upon the Woman with the Net." Then he turned +on his side, and lay by the man Darach, who was staring at the moon and +muttering words that neither Artân nor Thorkeld knew. + +A white calm fell. The boat lay like a leaf on a silent pool. There was +nothing between that dim wilderness and the vast sweeping blackness +filled with quivering stars, but the coracle, that a wave could crush. + + +At times, I doubt not, there must have been weaker brethren among these +simple and devoted Culdees of Iona, though in Colum's own day there was +probably none (unless it were Oran) who was not the visible outward +shrine of a pure flame. + +Thinking of such an one, and not without furtive pagan sympathy, I wrote +the other day these lines, which I may also add here as a further +side-light upon that half-Pagan, half-Christian basis upon which the +Columban Church of Iona stood. + + Balva the old monk I am called: when I was young, Balva Honeymouth. + That was before Colum the White came to Iona in the West. + She whom I loved was a woman whom I won out of the South. + And I had a good heaven with my lips on hers and with breast to + breast. + + Balva the old monk I am called: were it not for the fear + That the soul of Colum the White would meet my soul in the Narrows + That sever the living and dead, I would rise up from here, + And go back to where men pray with spears and arrows. + + Balva the old monk I am called: ugh! ugh! the cold bell of the + matins--'tis dawn! + Sure it's a dream I have had that I was in a warm wood with the sun + ashine, + And that against me in the pleasant greenness was a soft fawn, + And a voice that whispered "Balva Honeymouth, drink, I am thy wine!" + +As I write,[7] here on the hill-slope of Dûn-I, the sound of the furtive +wave is as the sighing in a shell. I am alone between sea and sky, for +there is no other on this bouldered height, nothing visible but a single +blue shadow that slowly sails the hillside. The bleating of lambs and +ewes, the lowing of kine, these come up from the Machar that lies +between the west slopes and the shoreless sea to the west; these ascend +as the very smoke of sound. All round the island there is a continuous +breathing; deeper and more prolonged on the west, where the open sea +is; but audible everywhere. The seals on Soa are even now putting their +breasts against the running tide; for I see a flashing of fins here and +there in patches at the north end of the Sound, and already from the +ruddy granite shores of the Ross there is a congregation of +seafowl--gannets and guillemots, skuas and herring-gulls, the +long-necked northern diver, the tern, the cormorant. In the sunblaze, +the waters of the Sound dance their blue bodies and swirl their flashing +white hair o' foam; and, as I look, they seem to me like children of the +wind and the sunshine, leaping and running in these flowing pastures, +with a laughter as sweet against the ears as the voices of children at +play. + +The joy of life vibrates everywhere. Yet the Weaver does not sleep, but +only dreams. He loves the sun-drowned shadows. They are invisible thus, +but they are there, in the sunlight itself. Sure, they may be heard: as, +an hour ago, when on my way hither by the Stairway of the Kings--for so +sometimes they call here the ancient stones of the mouldered princes of +long ago--I heard a mother moaning because of the son that had had to go +over-sea and leave her in her old age; and heard also a child sobbing, +because of the sorrow of childhood--that sorrow so unfathomable, so +incommunicable. And yet not a stone's-throw from where I lie, half +hidden beneath an overhanging rock, is the Pool of Healing. To this +small, black-brown tarn, pilgrims of every generation, for hundreds of +years, have come. Solitary, these; not only because the pilgrim to the +Fount of Eternal Youth must fare hither alone, and at dawn, so as to +touch the healing water the moment the first sunray quickens it--but +solitary, also, because those who go in quest of this Fount of Youth are +the dreamers and the Children of Dream, and these are not many, and few +come now to this lonely place. Yet, an Isle of Dream Iona is, indeed. +Here the last sun-worshippers bowed before the Rising of God; here +Columba and his hymning priests laboured and brooded; and here Oran or +his kin dreamed beneath the monkish cowl that pagan dream of his. Here, +too, the eyes of Fionn and Oisìn, and of many another of the heroic men +and women of the Fiànna, may have lingered; here the Pict and the Celt +bowed beneath the yoke of the Norse pirate, who, too, left his dreams, +or rather his strangely beautiful soul-rainbows, as a heritage to the +stricken; here, for century after century, the Gael has lived, suffered, +joyed, dreamed his impossible, beautiful dream; as here, now, he still +lives, still suffers patiently, still dreams, and through all and over +all, broods upon the incalculable mysteries. He is an elemental, among +the elemental forces. He knows the voices of wind and sea: and it is +because the Fount of Youth upon Dûn-I of Iona is not the only wellspring +of peace, that the Gael can front destiny as he does, and can endure. +Who knows where its tributaries are? They may be in your heart, or in +mine, and in a myriad others. + +I would that the birds of Angus Òg might, for once, be changed, not, as +fabled, into the kisses of love, but into doves of peace, that they +might fly into the green world, and nest there in many hearts, in many +minds, crooning their incommunicable song of joy and hope. + + +A doomed and passing race. I have been taken to task for these words. +But they are true, in the deep reality where they obtain. Yes, but true +only in one sense, however vital that is. The Breton's eyes are slowly +turning from the enchanted West, and slowly his ears are forgetting the +whisper of the wind around menhir and dolmen. The Manxman has ever been +the mere yeoman of the Celtic chivalry; but even his rude dialect +perishes year by year. In Wales, a great tradition survives; in Ireland, +a supreme tradition fades through sunset-hued horizons; in Celtic +Scotland, a passionate regret, a despairing love and longing, narrows +yearly before a dull and incredibly selfish alienism. The Celt has at +last reached his horizon. There is no shore beyond. He knows it. This +has been the burden of his song since Malvina led the blind Oisìn to his +grave by the sea: "Even the Children of Light must go down into +darkness." But this apparition of a passing race is no more than the +fulfilment of a glorious resurrection before our very eyes. For the +genius of the Celtic race stands out now with averted torch, and the +light of it is a glory before the eyes, and the flame of it is blown +into the hearts of the stronger people. The Celt fades, but his spirit +rises in the heart and the mind of the Anglo-Celtic peoples, with whom +are the destinies of generations to come. + +I stop, and look seaward from this hillslope of Dûn-I. Yes, even in this +Isle of Joy, as it seems in this dazzle of golden light and splashing +wave, there is the like mortal gloom and immortal mystery which moved +the minds of the old seers and bards. Yonder, where that thin spray +quivers against the thyme-set cliff, is the Spouting Cave, where to this +day the Mar-Tarbh, dread creature of the sea, swims at the full of the +tide. Beyond, out of sight behind these craggy steeps, is +Port-na-Churaich, where, a thousand years ago, Columba landed in his +coracle. Here, eastward, is the landing-place, for the dead of old, +brought hence out of Christendom for sacred burial in the Isle of the +Saints. All the story of the Gael is here. Iona is the microcosm of the +Gaelic world. + +Last night, about the hour of the sun's going, I lay upon the heights +near the Cave, overlooking the Machar--the sandy, rock-frontiered plain +of duneland on the west side of Iona, exposed to the Atlantic. There was +neither bird nor beast, no living thing to see, save one solitary human +creature. The man toiled at kelp-burning. I watched the smoke till it +merged into the sea-mist that came creeping swiftly out of the north, +and down from Dûn-I eastward. At last nothing was visible. The mist +shrouded everything. I could hear the dull, rhythmic beat of the waves. +That was all. No sound, nothing visible. + +It was, or seemed, a long while before a rapid thud-thud trampled the +heavy air. Then I heard the rush, the stamping and neighing, of some +young mares, pasturing there, as they raced to and fro, bewildered or +perchance in play. A glimpse I caught of three, with flying manes and +tails; the others were blurred shadows only. A swirl, and the mist +disclosed them; a swirl, and the mist enfolded them again. Then, silence +once more. + +Abruptly, though not for a long time thereafter, the mist rose and +drifted seaward. + +All was as before. The kelp-burner still stood, straking the smouldering +seaweed. Above him a column ascended, bluely spiral, dusked with shadow. + + +The kelp-burner: who was he but the Gael of the Isles? Who but the Gael +in his old-world sorrow? The mist falls and the mist rises. He is there +all the same, behind it, part of it; and the column of smoke is the +incense out of his longing heart that desires Heaven and Earth, and is +dowered only with poverty and pain, hunger and weariness, a little isle +of the seas, a great hope, and the love of love. + + +But ... to the island-story once more! + +Some day, surely, the historian of Iona will appear. + +How many "history-books" there are like dead leaves. The simile is a +travesty. There is no little russet leaf of the forest that could not +carry more real, more intimate knowledge. There is no leaf that could +not reveal mystery of form, mystery of colour, wonder of structure, +secret of growth, the law of harmony; that could not testify to birth, +and change, and decay, and death; and what history tells us more?--that +could not, to the inward ear, bring the sound of the south wind making a +greenness in the woods of Spring, the west wind calling his brown and +red flocks to the fold. + +What a book it will be! It will reveal to us the secret of what Oisìn +sang, what Merlin knew, what Columba dreamed, what Adamnan hoped: what +this little "lamp of Christ" was to pagan Europe; what incense of +testimony it flung upon the winds; what saints and heroes went out of +it; how the dust of kings and princes were brought there to mingle with +its sands; how the noble and the ignoble came to it across long seas and +perilous countries. It will tell, too, how the Danes ravaged the isles +of the west, and left not only their seed for the strengthening of an +older race, but imageries and words, words and imageries so alive to-day +that the listener in the mind may hear the cries of the viking above +the voice of the Gael and the more ancient tongue of the Pict. It will +tell, too, how the nettle came to shed her snow above kings' heads, and +the thistle to wave where bishops' mitres stood; how a simple people out +of the hills and moors, remembering ancient wisdom or blindly cherishing +forgotten symbols, sought here the fount of youth; and how, slowly, a +long sleep fell upon the island, and only the grasses shaken in the +wind, and the wind itself, and the broken shadows of dreams in the minds +of the old, held the secret of Iona. And, at the last--with what lift, +with what joy--it will tell how once more the doves of hope and peace +have passed over its white sands, this little holy land! This little +holy land! Ah, white doves, come again! A thousand thousand wait. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[2] A more polished later version, though attributed to Columba, runs:-- + + "An I mo chridhe, I mo ghràidh + An àite guth mhanach bidh géum ba; + Ach mu'n tig an saoghal gu crich, + Bithidh I mar a bha." + +(In effect: _In Iona that is my heart's desire, Iona that is my love, +the lowing of cows shall yet replace the voices of monks: but before the +end is come Iona shall again be as it was._) + +[3] In a beautiful old Scoto-Gaelic ballad, the "Bàs Fhraoich," occurs +the line, _Thuit i air an tràigh na neul_, "she fell on the shore as a +mist," though here finely used for a swoon only. + +[4] An allusion to the Hebridean proverb, _Ma dh' itheas tu cridh an +eòin, bidh do chridhe air chrith ri d' bheò_ ("If you eat the bird's +heart, your heart will palpitate for ever.") + +[5] The Irish pipes are called "Piob-theannaich" to distinguish them +from the "Piob" or "Piob-Mhòr" of the Highlands. + +[6] _The Dominion of Dreams_, 1st Ed. + +[7] See Notes, p. 429. + + + + +BY SUNDOWN SHORES + + + "_Cette âme qui se lamente + En cette plaine dormante + C'est la nôtre n'est-ce pas? + La mienne, dis, et la tienne, + Dont s'exhale l'humble antienne + Par ce tiède soir, tout, bas?_" + + + + +By Sundown Shores + + + "_'N hano ann Tad, ar Mab hac ar Spered-Zantel, + Homan' zo'r ganaouenn zavet en Breiz-Izel! + Zavet gant eur paour-kèz, en Ar-goat, en Ar-vor, + Kanet anez-hi, pewienn, hac ho pezo digor._" + + "In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit + This song of mine was raised in my Breton Fatherland, + In Argoat forest-clad, in Arvor of the grey wave: + Sing it, wayfarers, and all gates will open before you." + +I do not know the name of the obscure minstrel who sang this song, as he +passed from village to village, by the coasts, along the heath-lands of +Brittany. But there are poets who have no name and no country, because +they are named by the secret name of the longing of many minds, and +mysteriously come from and pass to the Land of Heart's Desire, which is +their own land. This wandering Breton minstrel is of that company. His +sône is familiar. I have heard it where Connemara breaks in grey rock +and sudden pastures to the sea: where only the wind and the heather +people the solitudes of Argyll: where the silent Isles shelve to +perpetual foam. He speaks for all his brotherhood of Armorica: he speaks +also for the greater brotherhood of his race, the broken peoples who now +stand upon the sundown shores, from wild Ushant to the cliffs of Achil, +from St. Bride's Bay to solitary St. Kilda. He is not only the genius of +Arvor, daughter of dreams, but the genius of a race whose farewell is in +a tragic lighting of torches of beauty around its grave. For it is the +soul of the Celt who wanders homeless to-day, with his pathetic burthen +that his _sône_ was made by ancestral woods, by the unchanging sea; +dreaming the enchanted air will open all doors. Alas! few doors open: +the wayfarer must not tarry. Memories and echoes he may leave, but he +must turn his face. Grey dolmen and grey menhir already stand there, by +the last shores, memorials of his destiny. + +The ancient Gaels believed that in the western ocean there was an island +called Hy Bràsil, where all that was beautiful and mysterious lived +beyond the pillars of the rainbow. The legendary romances of the Celtic +races may be described as the Hy Bràsil of literature. + +In the Celtic commune there are many legendary tales which, but for the +accident of names and local circumstances, are identical. The familiar +Highland legend of the children who, bathing in a mountain loch, were +carried off by a water-horse, has its counterpart in Connemara, in +Merioneth, and in Finistère, though in the Welsh recital the children +are the victims of a dragon, and in the Breton legend the monster is a +boar. For that matter, this elemental tale has its roots in the east, +and Macedonia and the Himalaya retain the memory of what Aryan wagoners +told by the camp-fires during their centuries-long immigration into +Europe. Whether, however, a tale be universal or strictly Celtic, +generally it has a parallel in one or all of the racial dialects. True, +there are legendary cycles which are local. The Arzur of Brittany is a +mere echo in the Hebrides, and the name of Cuculain or the fame of the +Red Branch has not reached the dunes of Armorica. Nevertheless, even in +the mythopoeic tales there is a kindred character. Nomënoë may have been +a Breton Fionn, though he had no Oìsin to wed his deeds to a deathless +music; and Diarmid and Grainne have loved beneath the oaks of +Broceliande or the beech-groves of Llanidris, as well as among the hills +of Erin, or in the rocky fastnesses of Morven. It is characteristic, +too, how Celtland has given to Celtland. Scotland gave Ireland St. +Patrick; Ireland gave Scotland St. Columba; the chief bard of Armorica +came from Wales; and Cornwall has the Arthurian fame which is the meed +of Kymric Caledonia. To this day no man can say whether Oìsin, old and +blind, wandered at the last to Drumadoon in Arran, or if indeed he +followed out of Erin the sweet voice from Tirnan-Òg, and was seen or +heard of by none, till three centuries later the bells of the clerics +and the admonitions of Patrick made his days a burden not to be borne. +Did not the greatest of Irish kings die in tributary lands by the banks +of the Loire, and who has seen the moss of that lost grave in +Broceliande where Merlin of the North lay down to a long sleep? + +Even where there seems no probability of a common origin, there is often +a striking similarity in the matter and the manner of folk-tales, +particularly those which narrate the strange experiences of the saints. +Thus, for example, in one of the most beautiful of the legendary stories +given in _The Shadow of Arvor_[8] there is an account of how Gradlon, +"the honoured chief of Kerne, the monarch who built Ys, and on whose +brow were united the crowns of Armorica," having voluntarily become a +wandering beggar, arrived at last in the heart of an ancient forest: +"towering moss-clad pillars bearing a heavy roof of foliage, full of the +mystery of a cathedral aisle by night." Here the king vowed to build a +great temple, but before he could fulfil his vow he died. Gwennole the +monk had missed Gradlon, and had followed him to the forest, to find him +there on the morrow, lying on a bed of moss which the fallen leaves had +flecked with gold. Near him crouched a human figure. This was Primel the +anchorite. Note how the king speaks to the Christian monk Gwennole +concerning this ancient hermit. "Have mercy on this poor old man beside +me: the length of three men's lives has been his, and he has known the +deeps of sorrow. The sorrows which have come upon me are nothing to his; +for while I have wept over the fate of my royal city, and while for Ahez +my heart has been broken, this man has lost his gods. There is no sorrow +that is so great a sorrow. He is a Druid lamenting a dead faith. Show +him tenderness." Therewith Gradlon dies. Over the dead king "Gwennole +murmured a Latin chant; the druid in a tremulous voice intoned a +refrain in an unknown tongue; and Gradlon, ruler of the sea, slept in +that glade watched over by the priest of Christ and by the last +surviving servant of Teutates.... There, amid the majestic solitudes of +the forest, the two religions of the ancient race joined hands and were +at one before the mystery of death." Later, the druid bids Gwennole +build a Christian sanctuary on the spot where "the belated ministrant of +a fallen faith" died beside Gradlon Maur, the Great King. One strange +touch of bitterness occurs. "But," exclaims Gwennole, "if the sanctuary +be reared here, we shall invade thy last refuge." "As for me ...!" +replies the old man; then, after a silence he adds, with a gesture of +infinite weariness, "it is my gods who should protect me. Let them save +me if they can." The dying druid turns away to seek his long rest under +the sacred oaks: "Gwennole, his heart full of a tender love and pity +which he could not understand, moved slowly towards the sea." A fitting +close to a book full of interest, charm, and spiritual beauty. + +In the third book of St. Adamnan's _Life of St. Columba_, there is an +episode entitled "Of a manifestation of angels meeting the soul of one +Emchath." Columba, "making his way beyond the Ridge of Britain +(Drum-Alban), near the lake of the river Nisa (Loch Ness), being +suddenly inspired by the Holy Spirit, says to the brethren who are +journeying with him at that time: 'Let us make haste to meet the holy +angels who, that they may carry away the soul of a certain heathen man, +who is keeping the moral law of nature even to extreme old age, have +been sent out from the highest regions of heaven, and are waiting until +we come thither, that we may baptize him in time before he dies.' +Thereafter the aged saint made as much haste as he could to go in +advance of his companions, until he came to the district which is named +Airchartdan (Glen Urquhart)." There he found "the holy heathen man," +Emchath by name. + +Here, then, is an instance of a Celtic priest in Armorica and of a +Celtic priest in Scotland acting identically towards an upright heathen. +A large book would be necessary to relate the correspondence between the +folk-tales, the traditional romances, and the Christian legends of the +four great branches of the Celtic race. + +On the seventh day, when God rested, says a poet of the Gael, He dreamed +of the lands and nations he had made, and out of that dreaming were +born Ireland and Brittany. Truly, within Christian days, there were more +saints, there were more lamps of the spirit lit in that grey peninsula, +in that green land, in the little sand-cinctured isle Iona, than +anywhere betwixt the Syrian deserts and the meads of Glastonbury. It +takes nothing from, it adds much to these lands where spiritual ecstasy +has longest dreamed, that the old gods have not perished but merge into +the brotherhood of Christ's company; that the old faiths, and the +ancient spirit, and the pagan soul were not given to the wave for foam, +to the pastures for idle sand. Ireland and Brittany! Behind the +sorrowful songs of longing and regret, behind the faint chime of bells +which some day linger as an echo in the towers of Ys where she lies +under the wave, are the cries of the tympan and the forgotten music of +druidic harps. What song the oaks knew in Broceliande, what song +Taliesin heard, what chant Merlin the Wild raised among dim woods in +Caledon: these may be lost to us for ever, or live only through our +songs and dreams as shadows live in the hollows of the sunrain: but +Broceliande and Gethsemane are in symbol akin, Taliesin is but another +name of him who ate the wild honey and listened to the wind, and +Merlin, with the nuts of wisdom in his hand, stands hearkening to the +same deep murmur of the eternal life which was heard upon the Mount of +Olives. + +It has occurred to me often of late, from what I have seen, and read, +and heard from others, that the Celtic mythopoëic faculty is still +concerning itself largely with an interweaving of Pagan and Christian +thought, of Pagan and Christian symbol, of the old Pagan tales of a day +and of mortal beauty with the Christian symbolic legends that are of no +day and are of immortal beauty. + +A fisherman told me the story of Diarmid and Grainne, in the guise of a +legend of the Virgin Mary and her Gaelic husband. Three years ago, in +Appin, an old woman, Jessie Stewart, told me that when Christ was +crucified He came back to us as Oìsin of the Songs. From a ferryman on +Loch Linnhe, near the falls of Lora, a friend heard a confused story of +Oìsin (confused because the narrator at one moment spoke of Oìsin, and +at another of "Goll"), how on the day that Christ was crucified Oìsin +slew his own son, and knew madness, crying that he was but a shadow, and +his son a shadow, and that what he had done was but the shadow of what +was being done in that hour "to the black sorrow of time and the +universe (_domhain_)." In this connection, Celtic students will recall +the story of Concobar mac Nessa, the High King of Ulster: how on that +day he rose suddenly and fled into the woods and hewed down the branches +of trees, crying that he slew the multitudes of those who at that moment +were doing to death the innocent son of a king. + +Out of this confusion may arise a new interpretation of certain great +symbolic persons and incidents in the old mythology. As this legendary +lore is being swiftly forgotten, it is well that it should be saved to +new meanings and new beauty, by that mythopoëic faculty which, in the +Celtic imagination, is as a wing continually uplifting fallen dreams to +the imaging wind of the Spirit. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[8] _Vide_ Notes, p. 431. + + + + +THE WIND, SILENCE, AND LOVE + + +I know one who, asked by a friend desiring more intimate knowledge as to +what influences above all other influences had shaped her inward life, +answered at once, with that sudden vision of insight which reveals more +than the vision of thought, "The Wind, Silence, and Love." + +The answer was characteristic, for, with her who made it, the influences +that shape have always seemed more significant than the things that are +shapen. None can know for another the mysteries of spiritual +companionship. What is an abstraction to one is a reality to another: +what to one has the proved familiar face, to another is illusion. + +I can well understand the one of whom I write. With most of us the +shaping influences are the common sweet influences of motherhood and +fatherhood, the airs of home, the place and manner of childhood. But +these are not for all, and may be adverse, and in some degree absent. +Even when a child is fortunate in love and home, it may be spiritually +alien from these: it may dimly discern love rather as a mystery dwelling +in sunlight and moonlight, or in the light that lies on quiet meadows, +woods, quiet shores: may find a more intimate sound of home in the wind +whispering in the grass, or when a sighing travels through the +wilderness of leaves, or when an unseen wave moans in the pine. + +When we consider, could any influences be deeper than these three +elemental powers, for ever young, yet older than age, beautiful +immortalities that whisper continually against our mortal ear. The Wind, +Silence, and Love: yes, I think of them as good comrades, nobly +ministrant, priests of the hidden way. + +To go into solitary places, or among trees which await dusk and storm, +or by a dark shore; to be a nerve there, to listen to, inwardly to hear, +to be at one with, to be as grass filled with, as reeds shaken by, as a +wave lifted before, the wind: this is to know what cannot otherwise be +known; to hear the intimate, dread voice; to listen to what long, long +ago went away, and to what now is going and coming, coming and going, +and to what august airs of sorrow and beauty prevail in that dim empire +of shadow where the falling leaf rests unfallen, where Sound, of all +else forgotten and forgetting, lives in the pale hyacinth, the +moon-white pansy, the cloudy amaranth that gathers dew. + +And, in the wood; by the grey stone on the hill; where the heron waits; +where the plover wails: on the pillow; in the room filled with +flame-warmed twilight; is there any comrade that is as Silence is? Can +she not whisper the white secrecies which words discolour? Can she not +say, when we would forget, forget; when we would remember, remember? Is +it not she also who says, Come unto me all ye who are weary and heavy +laden, and I will give you rest? Is it not she who has a lute into which +all loveliness of sound has passed, so that when she breathes upon it +life is audible? Is it not she who will close many doors, and shut away +cries and tumults, and will lead you to a green garden and a fountain in +it, and say, "This is your heart, and that is your soul; listen." + +That third one, is he a Spirit, alone, uncompanioned? I think sometimes +that these three are one, and that Silence is his inward voice and the +Wind the sound of his unwearying feet. Does he not come in wind, whether +his footfall be on the wild rose, or on the bitter wave, or in the +tempest shaken with noises and rains that are cries and tears, sighs +and prayers and tears? + +He has many ways, many hopes, many faces. He bends above those who meet +in twilight, above the cradle, above dwellers by the hearth, above the +sorrowful, above the joyous children of the sun, above the grave. Must +he not be divine, who is worshipped of all men? Does not the wild-dove +take the rainbow upon its breast because of him, and the salmon leave +the sea for inland pools, and the creeping thing become winged and +radiant? + +The Wind, Silence, and Love: if one cannot learn of these, is there any +comradeship that can tell us more, that can more comfort us, that can so +inhabit with living light what is waste and barren? + +And, in the hidden hour, one will stoop, and kiss us on the brow, when +our sudden stillness will, for others, already be memory. And another +will be as an open road, with morning breaking. And the third will meet +us, with a light of joy in his eyes; but we shall not see him at first +because of the sunblaze, or hear his words because in that summer air +the birds will be multitude. + +Meanwhile they are near and intimate. Their life uplifts us. We cannot +forget wholly, nor cease to dream, nor be left unhoping, nor be without +rest, nor go darkly without torches and songs, if these accompany us; or +we them, for they go one way. + + + + +BARABAL + +A MEMORY + + +I have spoken in "Iona" and elsewhere of the old Highland woman who was +my nurse. She was not really old, but to me seemed so, and I have always +so thought of her. She was one of the most beautiful and benignant +natures I have known. + +I owe her a great debt. In a moment, now, I can see her again, with her +pale face and great dark eyes, stooping over my bed, singing "Wae's me +for Prince Charlie," or an old Gaelic Lament, or that sad, forgotten, +beautiful and mournful air that was played at Fotheringay when the Queen +of Scots was done to death, "lest her cries should be heard." Or, later, +I can hear her telling me old tales before the fire; or, later still, +before the glowing peats in her little island-cottage, speaking of men +and women, and strange legends, and stranger dreams and visions. To her, +and to an old islander, Seumas Macleod, of whom I have elsewhere spoken +in this volume, I owe more than to any other influences in my childhood. +Perhaps it is from her that in part I have my great dislike of towns. +There is no smoke in the lark's house, to use one of her frequent +sayings--one common throughout the west. + +I never knew any one whose speech, whose thought, was so coloured with +the old wisdom and old sayings and old poetry of her race. To me she +stands for the Gaelic woman, strong, steadfast, true to "her own," her +people, her clan, her love, herself. "When you come to love," she said +to me once, "keep always to the one you love a mouth of silk and a heart +of hemp." + +Her mind was a storehouse of proverbial lore. Had I been older and +wiser, I might have learned less fugitively. I cannot attempt to reach +adequately even the most characteristic of these proverbial sayings; it +would take overlong. Most of them, of course, would be familiar to our +proverb-loving people. But, among others of which I have kept note, I +have not anywhere seen the following in print. "You could always tell +where his thoughts would be ... pointing one way like the hounds of +Finn" (_i.e._ the two stars of the north, the Pointers); "It's a +comfort to know there's nothing missing, as the wren said when she +counted the stars"; "The dog's howl is the stag's laugh"; and again, "I +would rather cry with the plover than laugh with the dog" (both meaning +that the imprisoned comfort of the towns is not to be compared with the +life of the hills, for all its wildness); "True love is like a +mountain-tarn; it may not be deep, but that's deep enough that can hold +the sun, moon, and stars"; "It isn't silence where the lark's song +ceases"; "St. Bride's Flower, St. Bride's Bird, and St. Bride's Gift +make a fine spring and a good year." (_Am Beàrnan Bhrigde, 'us +Gille-Bhrigde, 'us Lunn-Bata Bhrigde, etc.--the dandelion, the +oyster-catcher, and the cradle_[9]--because the dandelion comes with the +first south winds and in a sunny spring is seen everywhere, and because +in a fine season the oyster-catcher's early breeding-note fortells +prosperity with the nets, and because a birth in spring is good luck for +child and mother.) "It's easier for most folk to say _Lus Bealtainn_ +than _La' Bealtainn_": i.e. people can see the small things that +concern themselves better than the great things that concern the world; +literally, "It's easier to say marigold than may-day"--in Gaelic, a +close play upon words; "_Cuir do lamh leinn_," "Lend us a hand," as the +fox in the ditch said to the duckling on the roadside; "_Gu'm a slàn +gu'n till thu_," "May you return in health," as the young man said when +his conscience left him; "It's only a hand's-turn from _eunadair_ to +_eunadan_" (from the bird-snarer to the cage); "Saying _eud_ is next +door to saying _eudail_," as the girl laughed back to her sweetheart +(_eud_ is jealousy and _eudail_ my Treasure); "The lark doesn't need +_broggan_ (shoes) to climb the stairs of the sky." + +Among those which will not be new to some readers, I have note of a +rhyme about the stars of the four seasons, and a saying about the three +kinds of love, and the four stars of destiny. Wind comes from the spring +star, runs the first; heat from the summer star, water from the autumn +star, and frost from the winter star. Barabal's variant was "wind (air) +from the spring star in the east; fire (heat) from the summer star in +the south; water from the autumn star in the west; wisdom, silence and +death from the star in the north." Both this season-rhyme and that of +the three kinds of love are well known. The latter runs:-- + + _Gaol nam fear-dìolain, mar shruth-lìonaidh na mara; + Gaol nam fear-fuadain, mar ghaoith tuath 'thig o'n charraig; + Gaol nam fear-posda, mar luing a' seòladh gu cala._ + + _Lawless love is as the wild tides of the sea; + And the roamer's love cruel as the north wind blowing from barren + rocks; + But wedded love is like the ship coming safe home to haven._ + +I have found these two and many others of Barabal's sayings and rhymes, +except those I have first given, in collections of proverbs and +folklore, but do not remember having noted another, though doubtless +"The Four Stars of Destiny (or Fate)" will be recalled by some. It ran +somewhat as follows:-- + + _Reul Near_ (Star of the East), Give us kindly birth; + _Reul Deas_ (Star of the South), Give us great love; + _Reul Niar_ (Star of the West), Give us quiet age; + _Reul Tuath_ (Star of the North), Give us Death. + +It was from her I first heard of the familiar legend of the waiting of +Fionn and the Fèinn (popularly now Fingal and the Fingalians), +"fo-gheasaibh," spellbound, till the day of their return to the living +world. In effect the several legends are the same. That which Barabal +told was as an isleswoman would more naturally tell it. A man so pure +that he could give a woman love and yet let angels fan the flame in his +heart, and so innocent that his thoughts were white as a child's +thoughts, and so brave that none could withstand him, climbed once to +the highest mountain in the Isles, where there is a great cave that no +one has ever entered. A huge white hound slept at the entrance to the +cave. He stepped over it, and it did not wake. He entered, and passed +four tall demons, with bowed heads and folded arms, one with great wings +of red, another with wings of white, another with wings of green, and +another with wings of black. They did not uplift their dreadful eyes. +Then he saw Fionn and the Fèinn sitting in a circle. + +Their long hair trailed on the ground; their eyebrows fell to their +beards; their beards lay upon their feet, so that nothing of their +bodies was seen but hands like scarped rocks that clasped gigantic +swords. Behind them hung an elk-horn with a mouth of gold. He blew this +horn, but nothing happened, except that the huge white hound came in, +and went to the hollow place round which the Fèinn sat, and in silence +ate greedily of treasures of precious stones. He blew the horn again, +and Fionn and all the Fèinn opened their great, cold, grey, lifeless +eyes, and stared upon him; and for him it was as though he stood at a +grave and the dead man in the grave put up strong hands and held his +feet, and as though his soul saw Fear. + +But with a mighty effort he blew the horn a third time. The Fèinn leaned +on their elbows, and Fionn said, "Is the end come?" But the man could +wait no more, and turned and fled, leaving that ancient mighty company +leaning upon its elbow, spellbound thus, waiting for the end. So they +shall be found. The four demons fled into the air, and tumultuous winds +swung him from that place. He heard the baying of the white hound, and +the mountain vanished. He was found lying dead in a pasture in the +little island that was his home. I recall this here because the legend +was plainly in Barabal's mind when her last ill came upon her. In her +delirium she cried suddenly, "The Fèinn! The Fèinn! they are coming down +the hill!" + +"I hear the bells of the ewes," she said abruptly, just before the end: +so by that we knew she was already upon far pastures, and heard the +Shepherd calling upon the sheep to come into the fold. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[9] It is probably in the isles only that the pretty word _Lunn-Bata_ is +used for _cr[=a]-all (creathall)_, a cradle. It might best be rendered as +boat-on-a-billow, _lunn_ being a heaving billow. + + + + +THE WHITE HERON + + +It was in summer, when there is no night among these Northern Isles. The +slow, hot days waned through a long after-glow of rose and violet; and +when the stars came, it was only to reveal purple depths within depths. + +Mary Macleod walked, barefoot, through the dewy grass, on the long +western slope of Innisròn, looking idly at the phantom flake of the moon +as it hung like a blown moth above the rose-flush of the West. Below it, +beyond her, the ocean. It was pale, opalescent; here shimmering with the +hues of the moonbow; here dusked with violet shadow, but, for the most +part, pale, opalescent. No wind moved, but a breath arose from the +momentary lips of the sea. The cool sigh floated inland, and made a +continual faint tremor amid the salt grasses. The skuas and guillemots +stirred, and at long intervals screamed. + +The girl stopped, staring seaward. The illimitable, pale, unlifted wave; +the hinted dusk of the quiet underwaters; the unfathomable violet gulfs +overhead;--these silent comrades were not alien to her. Their kin, she +was but a moving shadow on an isle; to her, they were the veils of +wonder beyond which the soul knows no death, but looks upon the face of +Beauty, and upon the eyes of Love, and upon the heart of Peace. + +Amid these silent spaces two dark objects caught the girl's gaze. Flying +eastward, a solander trailed a dusky wing across the sky. So high its +flight that the first glance saw it as though motionless; yet, even +while Mary looked, the skyfarer waned suddenly, and that which had been +was not. The other object had wings too, but was not a bird. A +fishing-smack lay idly becalmed, her red-brown sail now a patch of warm +dusk. Mary knew what boat it was--the _Nighean Donn_, out of Fionnaphort +in Ithona, the westernmost of the Iarraidh Isles. + +There was no one visible on board the _Nighean Donn_, but a boy's voice +sang a monotonous Gaelic cadence, indescribably sweet as it came, remote +and wild as an air out of a dim forgotten world, across the still +waters. Mary Macleod knew the song, a strange _iorram_ or boat-song made +by Pòl the Freckled, and by him given to his friend Angus Macleod of +Ithona. She muttered the words over and over, as the lilt of the boyish +voice rose and fell-- + + It is not only when the sea is dark and chill and desolate + I hear the singing of the queen who lives beneath the ocean: + Oft have I heard her chanting voice when moon o'erfloods his golden + gate, + Or when the moonshine fills the wave with snow-white mazy motion. + + And some day will it hap to me, when the black waves are leaping, + Or when within the breathless green I see her shell-strewn door, + That singing voice will lure me where my sea-drown'd love lies + sleeping + Beneath the slow white hands of her who rules the sunken shore. + + For in my heart I hear the bells that ring their fatal beauty. + The wild, remote, uncertain bells that chant their lonely sorrow: + The lonely bells of sorrow, the bells of fatal beauty, + Oft in my heart I hear the bells, who soon shall know no morrow. + +The slow splashing of oars in the great hollow cavern underneath her +feet sent a flush to her face. She knew who was there--that it was the +little boat of the _Nighean Donn_, and that Angus Macleod was in it. + +She stood among the seeding grasses, intent. The cluster of white +moon-daisies that reached to her knees was not more pale than her white +face; for a white silence was upon Mary Macleod in her dreaming +girlhood, as in her later years. + +She shivered once as she listened to Angus's echoing song, while he +secured his boat, and began to climb from ledge to ledge. He too had +heard the lad Uille Ban singing as he lay upon a coil of rope, while the +smack lay idly on the unmoving waters; and hearing, had himself taken up +the song-- + + _For in my heart I hear the bells that ring their fatal beauty, + The wild, remote, uncertain bells that chant their lonely sorrow: + The lonely bells of sorrow, the bells of fatal beauty, + Oft in my heart I hear the bells, who soon shall know no morrow._ + +Mary shivered with the vague fear that had come upon her. Had she not +dreamed, in the bygone night, that she heard some one in the sea singing +that very song--some one with slow, white hands which waved idly above a +dead man? A moment ago she had listened to the same song sung by the lad +Uille Ban; and now, for the third time, she heard Angus idly chanting +it as he rose invisibly from ledge to ledge of the great cavern below. +Three idle songs yet she remembered that death was but the broken +refrain of an idle song. + +When Angus leaped onto the slope and came towards her, she felt her +pulse quicken. Tall and fair, he looked fairer and taller than she had +ever seen him. The light that was still in the west lingered in his +hair, which, yellow as it was, now glistened as with the sheen of +bronze. He had left his cap in the boat; and as he crossed swiftly +towards her, she realized anew that he deserved the Gaelic name given +him by Pòl the poet--Angus the yellow-haired son of Youth. They had +never spoken of their love, and now both realized in a flash that no +words were needed. At midsummer noon no one says the sun shines. + +Angus came forward with outreaching hands. "Dear, dear love!" he +whispered. "Mhairi mo rùn, muirnean, mochree!" + +She put her hands in his; she put her lips to his; she put her head to +his breast, and listened, all her life throbbing in response to the +leaping pulse of the heart that loved her. + +"Dear, dear love!" he whispered again. + +"Angus!" she murmured. + +They said no more, but moved slowly onward, hand in hand. + +The night had their secret. For sure, it was in the low sighing of the +deep when the tide put its whispering lips against the sleeping sea; it +was in the spellbound silences of the isle; it was in the phantasmal +light of the stars--the stars of dream, in a sky of dream, in a world of +dream. When, an hour--or was it an eternity, or a minute?--later, they +turned, she to her home near the clachan of Innisròn, he to his boat, a +light air had come up on the forehead of the tide. The sail of the +_Nighean Donn_ flapped, a dusky wing in the darkness. The penetrating +smell of sea-mist was in the air. + +Mary had only one regret as she turned her face inland, when once the +invisibly gathering mist hid from her even the blurred semblance of the +smack--that she had not asked Angus to sing no more that song of Pòl the +Freckled, which vaguely she feared, and even hated. She had stood +listening to the splashing of the oars, and, later, to the voices of +Angus and Uille Ban; and now, coming faintly and to her weirdly through +the gloom, she heard her lover's voice chanting the words again. What +made him sing that song, in that hour, on this day of all days? + + For in my heart I hear the bells that ring their fatal beauty, + The wild, remote, uncertain bells that chant their lonely sorrow: + The lonely bells of sorrow, the bells of fatal beauty, + Oft in my heart I hear the bells, who soon shall know no morrow. + +But long before she was back at the peat-fire again she forgot that sad, +haunting cadence, and remembered only his words--the dear words of him +whom she loved, as he came towards her, across the dewy grass, with +outstretched hands-- + +"Dear, dear love!--Mhairi mo rùn, muirnean, mochree!" + +She saw them in the leaping shadows in the little room; in the red glow +that flickered along the fringes of the peats; in the darkness which, +like a sea, drowned the lonely croft. She heard them in the bubble of +the meal, as slowly with wooden spurtle she stirred the porridge; she +heard them in the rising wind that had come in with the tide; she heard +them in the long resurge and multitudinous shingly inrush as the hands +of the Atlantic tore at the beaches of Innisròn. + +After the smooring of the peats, and when the two old people, the father +of her father and his white-haired wife, were asleep, she sat for a +long time in the warm darkness. From a cranny in the peat ash a +smouldering flame looked out comfortingly. In the girl's heart a great +peace was come as well as a great joy. She had dwelled so long with +silence that she knew its eloquent secrets; and it was sweet to sit +there in the dusk, and listen, and commune with silence, and dream. + +Above the long, deliberate rush of the tidal waters round the piled +beaches she could hear a dull, rhythmic beat. It was the screw of some +great steamer, churning its way through the darkness; a stranger, +surely, for she knew the times and seasons of every vessel that came +near these lonely isles. Sometimes it happened that the Uist or Tiree +steamers passed that way; doubtless it was the Tiree boat, or possibly +the big steamer that once or twice in the summer fared northward to +far-off St. Kilda. + +She must have slept, and the sound have passed into her ears as an echo +into a shell; for when, with a start, she arose, she still heard the +thud-thud of the screw, although the boat had long since passed away. + +It was the cry of a sea-bird which had startled her. Once--twice--the +scream had whirled about the house. Mary listened, intent. Once more it +came, and at the same moment she saw a drift of white press up against +the window. + +She sprang to her feet, startled. + +"It is the cry of a heron," she muttered, with dry lips; "but who has +heard tell of a white heron?--and the bird there is white as a +snow-wreath." + +Some uncontrollable impulse made her hesitate. She moved to go to the +window, to see if the bird were wounded, but she could not. Sobbing with +inexplicable fear, she turned and fled, and a moment later was in her +own little room. There all her fear passed. Yet she could not sleep for +long. If only she could get the sound of that beating screw out of her +ears, she thought. But she could not, neither waking nor sleeping; nor +the following day; nor any day thereafter; and when she died, doubtless +she heard the thud-thud of a screw as it churned the dark waters in a +night of shrouding mist. + +For on the morrow she learned that the _Nighean Donn_ had been run down +in the mist, a mile south of Ithona, by an unknown steamer. The great +vessel came out of the darkness, unheeding; unheeding she passed into +the darkness again. Perhaps the officer in command thought that his +vessel had run into some floating wreckage; for there was no cry heard, +and no lights had been seen. Later, only one body was found--that of the +boy Uille Ban. + +When heartbreaking sorrow comes, there is no room for words. Mary +Macleod said little; what, indeed, was there to say? The islanders gave +what kindly comfort they could. The old minister, when next he came to +Innisròn, spoke of the will of God and the Life Eternal. + +Mary bowed her head. What had been, was not: could any words, could any +solace, better that? + +"You are young, Mary," said Mr. Macdonald, when he had prayed with her. +"God will not leave you desolate." + +She turned upon him her white face, with her great, brooding, dusky +eyes: + +"Will He give me back Angus?" she said, in her low, still voice, that +had the hush in it of lonely places. + +He could not tell her so. + +"It was to be," she said, breaking the long silence that had fallen +between them. + +"Ay," the minister answered. + +She looked at him, and then took his hand. "I am thanking you, Mr. +Macdonald, for the good words you have put upon my sorrow. But I am not +wishing that any more be said to me. I must go now, for I have to see +to the milking, an' I hear the poor beasts lowing on the hillside. The +old folk too are weary, and I must be getting them their porridge." + +After that no one ever heard Mary Macleod speak of Angus. She was a good +lass, all agreed, and made no moan; and there was no croft tidier than +Scaur-a-van, and because of her it was; and she made butter better than +any on Innisròn; and in the isles there was no cheese like the +Scaur-a-van cheese. + +Had there been any kith or kin of Angus, she would have made them hers. +She took the consumptive mother of Uille Ban from Ithona, and kept her +safe-havened at Scaur-a-van, till the woman sat up one night in her bed, +and cried in a loud voice that Uille Ban was standing by her side and +playing a wild air on the strings of her heart, which he had in his +hands, and the strings were breaking, she cried. They broke, and Mary +envied her, and the whispering joy she would be having with Uille Ban. +But Angus had no near kin. Perhaps, she thought, he would miss her the +more where he had gone. He had a friend, whom she had never seen. He was +a man of Iona, and was named Eachain MacEachain Maclean. He and Angus +had been boys in the same boat, and sailed thrice to Iceland together, +and once to Peterhead, that maybe was as far or further, or perhaps upon +the coast-lands further east. Mary knew little geography, though she +could steer by the stars. To this friend she wrote, through the +minister, to say that if ever he was in trouble he was to come to her. + +It was on the third night after the sinking of the _Nighean Donn_ that +Mary walked alone, beyond the shingle beaches, and where the ledges of +trap run darkly into deep water. It was a still night and clear. The +lambs and ewes were restless in the moonshine; their bleating filled the +upper solitudes. A shoal of mackerel made a spluttering splashing sound +beyond the skerries outside the haven. The ebb, sucking at the weedy +extremes of the ledges, caused a continuous bubbling sound. There was no +stir of air, only a breath upon the sea; but, immeasurably remote, +frayed clouds, like trailed nets in yellow gulfs of moonlight, shot +flame-shaped tongues into the dark, and seemed to lick the stars as +these shook in the wind. "No mist to-night," Mary muttered; then, +startled by her own words, repeated, and again repeated, "There will be +no mist to-night." + +Then she stood as though become stone. Before her, on a solitary rock, a +great bird sat. It was a heron. In the moonshine its plumage glistened +white as foam of the sea; white as one of her lambs it was. + +She had never seen, never heard of, a white heron. There was some old +Gaelic song--what was it?--no, she could not remember--something about +the souls of the dead. The words would not come. + +Slowly she advanced. The heron did not stir. Suddenly she fell upon her +knees, and reached out her arms, and her hair fell about her shoulders, +and her heart beat against her throat, and the grave gave up its sorrow, +and she cried-- + +"Oh, Angus, Angus, my beloved! Angus, Angus, my dear, dear love!" + +She heard nothing, saw nothing, felt nothing, knew nothing, till, numbed +and weak, she stirred with a cry, for some creeping thing of the sea had +crossed her hand. She rose and stared about her. There was nothing to +give her fear. The moon rays danced on a glimmering sea-pasture far out +upon the water; their lances and javelins flashed and glinted merrily. A +dog barked as she crossed the flag-stones at Scaur-a-van, then suddenly +began a strange furtive baying. She called, "Luath! Luath!" + +The dog was silent a moment, then threw its head back and howled, +abruptly breaking again into a sustained baying. The echo swept from +croft to croft, and wakened every dog upon the isle. + +Mary looked back. Slowly circling behind her she saw the white heron. +With a cry, she fled into the house. + +For three nights thereafter she saw the white heron. On the third she +had no fear. She followed the foam-white bird; and when she could not +see it, then she followed its wild, plaintive cry. At dawn she was still +at Ardfeulan, on the western side of Innisròn; but her arms were round +the drowned heart whose pulse she had heard leap so swift in joy, and +her lips put a vain warmth against the dear face that was wan as spent +foam, and as chill as that. + +Three years after that day Mary saw again the white heron. She was alone +now, and she was glad, for she thought Angus had come, and she was +ready. + +Yet neither death nor sorrow happened. Thrice, night after night, she +saw the white gleam of nocturnal wings, heard the strange bewildering +cry. + +It was on the fourth day, when a fierce gale covered the isle with a +mist of driving spray. No Innisròn boat was outside the haven; for that, +all were glad. But in the late afternoon a cry went from mouth to mouth. + +There was a fishing-coble on the skerries! That meant death for all on +board, for nothing could be done. The moment came soon. A vast drowning +billow leaped forward, and when the cloud of spray had scattered, there +was no coble to be seen. Only one man was washed ashore, nigh dead, upon +the spar he clung to. His name was Eachain MacEachain, son of a Maclean +of Iona. + +And that was how Mary Macleod met the friend of Angus, and he a ruined +man, and how she put her life to his, and they were made one. + +Her man ... yes, he was her man, to whom she was loyal and true, and +whom she loved right well for many years. But she knew, and he too knew +well, that she had wedded one man in her heart, and that no other could +take his place there, then or for ever. She had one husband only, but it +was not he to whom she was wed, but Angus, the son of Alasdair--him whom +she loved with the deep love that surpasseth all wisdom of the world +that ever was, or is, or shall be. + +And Eachain her man lived out his years with her, and was content, +though he knew that in her silent heart his wife, who loved him well, +had only one lover, one dream, one hope, one passion, one remembrance, +one husband. + + + + +THE SMOOTHING OF THE HAND + + +Glad am I that wherever and whenever I listen intently I can hear the +looms of Nature weaving Beauty and Music. But some of the most beautiful +things are learned otherwise--by hazard, in the Way of Pain, or at the +Gate of Sorrow. + +I learned two things on the day when I saw Seumas McIan dead upon the +heather. He of whom I speak was the son of Ian McIan Alltnalee, but was +known throughout the home straths and the countries beyond as Seumas +Dhu, Black James, or, to render the subtler meaning implied in this +instance, James the Dark One. I had wondered occasionally at the +designation, because Seumas, if not exactly fair, was not dark. But the +name was given to him, as I learned later, because, as commonly +rumoured, he knew that which he should not have known. + +I had been spending some weeks with Alasdair McIan and his wife Silis +(who was my foster-sister), at their farm of Ardoch, high in a remote +hill country. One night we were sitting before the peats, listening to +the wind crying amid the corries, though, ominously as it seemed to us, +there was not a breath in the rowan-tree that grew in the sun's way by +the house. Silis had been singing, but silence had come upon us. In the +warm glow from the fire we saw each other's faces. There the silence +lay, strangely still and beautiful, as snow in moonlight. Silis's song +was one of the _Dana Spioradail_, known in Gaelic as the Hymn of the +Looms. I cannot recall it, nor have I ever heard or in any way +encountered it again. + +It had a lovely refrain, I know not whether its own or added by Silis. I +have heard her chant it to other runes and songs. Now, when too late, my +regret is deep that I did not take from her lips more of those +sorrowful, strange songs or chants, with their ancient Celtic melodies, +so full of haunting sweet melancholy, which she loved so well. It was +with this refrain that, after a long stillness, she startled us that +October night. I remember the sudden light in the eyes of Alasdair +McIan, and the beat at my heart, when, like rain in a wood, her voice +fell unawares upon us out of the silence: + + _Oh! oh! ohrone, arone! Oh! oh! mo ghraidh, mo chridhe! + Oh! oh! mo ghraidh, mo chridhe!_[10] + +The wail, and the sudden break in the second line, had always upon me an +effect of inexpressible pathos. Often that sad wind-song has been in my +ears, when I have been thinking of many things that are passed and are +passing. + +I know not what made Silis so abruptly begin to sing, and with that +wailing couplet only, or why she lapsed at once into silence again. +Indeed, my remembrance of the incident at all is due to the circumstance +that shortly after Silis had turned her face to the peats again, a knock +came to the door, and then Seumas Dhu entered. + +"Why do you sing that lament, Silis, sister of my father?" he asked, +after he had seated himself beside me, and spread his thin hands against +the peat glow, so that the flame seemed to enter within the flesh. + +Silis turned to her nephew, and looked at him, as I thought, +questioningly. But she did not speak. He, too, said nothing more, either +forgetful of his question, or content with what he had learned or +failed to learn through her silence. + +The wind had come down from the corries before Seumas rose to go. He +said he was not returning to Alltnalee, but was going upon the hill, for +a big herd of deer had come over the ridge of Mel Mòr. Seumas, though +skilled in all hill and forest craft, was not a sure shot, as was his +kinsman and my host, Alasdair McIan. + +"You will need help," I remember Alasdair Ardoch saying mockingly, +adding, "_Co dhiubh is fhearr let mise thoir sealladh na fàileadh +dhiubh?_"--that is to say, Whether would you rather me to deprive them +of sight or smell? + +This is a familiar saying among the old sportsmen in my country, where +it is believed that a few favoured individuals have the power to deprive +deer of either sight or smell, as the occasion suggests. + +"_Dhuit ciàr nan carn!_--The gloom of the rocks be upon you!" replied +Seumas, sullenly: "mayhap the hour is come when the red stag will sniff +at my nostrils." + +With that dark saying he went. None of us saw him again alive. + +Was it a forewarning? I have often wondered. Or had he sight of the +shadow? + +It was three days after this, and shortly after sunrise, that, on +crossing the south slope of Mel Mòr with Alasdair Ardoch, we came +suddenly upon the body of Seumas, half submerged in a purple billow of +heather. It did not, at the moment, occur to me that he was dead. I had +not known that his prolonged absence had been noted, or that he had been +searched for. As a matter of fact, he must have died immediately before +our approach, for his limbs were still loose, and he lay as a sleeper +lies. + +Alasdair kneeled and raised his kinsman's head. When it lay upon the +purple tussock, the warmth and glow from the sunlit ling gave a fugitive +deceptive light to the pale face. I know not whether the sun can have +any chemic action upon the dead. But it seemed to me that a dream rose +to the face of Seumas, like one of those submarine flowers that are said +to rise at times and be visible for a moment in the hollow of a wave. +The dream, the light, waned; and there was a great stillness and white +peace where the trouble had been. "It is the Smoothing of the Hand," +said Alasdair McIan, in a hushed voice. + +Often I had heard this lovely phrase in the Western Isles, but always as +applied to sleep. When a fretful child suddenly falls into quietude and +deep slumber, an isleswoman will say that it is because of the Smoothing +of the Hand. It is always a profound sleep, and there are some who hold +it almost as a sacred thing, and never to be disturbed. + +So, thinking only of this, I whispered to my friend to come away; that +Seumas was dead weary with hunting upon the hills; that he would awake +in due time. + +McIan looked at me, hesitated, and said nothing. I saw him glance +around. A few yards away, beside a great boulder in the heather, a small +rowan stood, flickering its feather-like shadows across the white wool +of a ewe resting underneath. He moved thitherward, slowly, plucked a +branch heavy with scarlet berries, and then, having returned, laid it +across the breast of his kinsman. + +I knew now what was that passing of the trouble in the face of Seumas +Dhu, what that sudden light was, that calming of the sea, that ineffable +quietude. It was the Smoothing of the Hand. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[10] Pronounce mogh-r[=a]y, mogh-r[=e]e (my heart's delight--_lit._ my dear +one, my heart). + + + + +THE WHITE FEVER + + +One night, before the peats, I was told this thing by old Cairstine +Macdonald, in the isle of Benbecula. It is in her words that I give it: + + +In the spring of the year that my boy Tormaid died, the moon-daisies +were as thick as a woven shroud over the place where Giorsal, the +daughter of Ian, the son of Ian MacLeod of Baille 'n Bad-a-sgailich, +slept night and day.[11] + +All that March the cormorants screamed, famished. There were few fish in +the sea, and no kelp-weed was washed up by the high tides. In the island +and in the near isles, ay, and far north through the mainland, the +blight lay. Many sickened. I knew young mothers who had no milk. There +are green mounds in Carnan kirkyard that will be telling you of what +this meant. Here and there are little green mounds, each so small that +you might cuddle it in your arm under your plaid. + +Tormaid sickened. A bad day was that for him when he came home, weary +with the sea, and drenched to the skin, because of a gale that caught +him and his mates off Barra Head. When the March winds tore down the +Minch, and leaped out from over the Cuchullins, and came west, and lay +against our homes, where the peats were sodden and there was little +food, the minister told me that my lad would be in the quiet havens +before long. This was because of the white fever. It was of that same +that Giorsal waned, and went out like a thin flame in sunlight. + +The son of my man (years ago weary no more) said little ever. He ate +nothing almost, even of the next to nothing we had. At nights he couldna +sleep because of his cough. The coming of May lifted him awhile. I hoped +he would see the autumn; and that if he did, and the herring came, and +the harvest was had, and what wi' this and what wi' that, he would +forget his Giorsal that lay i' the mools in the quiet place yonder. +Maybe then, I thought, the sorrow would go, and take its shadow with +it. + +One gloaming he came in with all the whiteness of his wasted body in his +face. His heart was out of its shell; and mine, too, at the sight of +him.[12] + +This was the season of the hanging of the dog's mouth. + +"What is it, Tormaid-a-ghaolach?" I asked, with the sob that was in my +throat. + +"_Thraisg mo chridhe_," he muttered (My heart is parched). Then, feeling +the asking in my eyes, he said, "I have seen her." + +I knew he meant Giorsal. My heart sank. But I wore my nails into the +palms of my hands. Then I said this thing, that is an old saying in the +isles: "Those who are in the quiet havens hear neither the wind nor the +sea." He was so weak he could not lie down in the bed. He was in the big +chair before the peats, with his feet on a _claar_. + +When the wind was still I read him the Word. A little warm milk was all +he would take. I could hear the blood in his lungs sobbing like the +ebb-tide in the sea-weed. This was the thing that he said to me: + +"She came to me, like a grey mist, beyond the dyke of the green place, +near the road. The face of her was grey as a grey dawn, but the voice +was hers, though I heard it under a wave, so dull and far was it. And +these are her words to me, and mine to her--and the first speaking was +mine, for the silence wore me: + + Am bheil thu' falbh, + O mo ghraidh? + _B'idh mi falbh, + Mùirnean!_ + + C'uin a thilleas tu, + O mo ghraidh? + _Cha till mi an rathad so; + Tha an't ait e cumhann-- + O Mùirnean, Mùirnean! + B'idh mi falbh an drùgh + Am tigh Pharais, + Mùirnean!_ + + Sèol dhomh an rathad, + Mo ghraidh! + _Thig an so, Mùirnean-mo, + Thig an so!_ + + Are you going, + My dear one? + _Yea, now I am going, + Dearest._ + + When will you come again, + My dear one? + _I will not return this way; + The place is narrow-- + O my Darling! + I will be going to Paradise, + Dear, my dear one!_ + + Show me the way, + Heart of my heart! + _Come hither, dearest, come hither, + Come with me!_ + +"And then I saw that it was a mist, and that I was alone. But now this +night it is that I feel the breath on the soles of my feet." + +And with that I knew there was no hope. "_Ma tha sin an dàn!_ ... if +that be ordained," was all that rose to my lips. It was that night he +died. I fell asleep in the second hour. When I woke in the grey dawn, +his face was greyer than that, and more cold. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[11] _Baille 'n Bad-a-sgailich_: the Farm of the Shadowy Clump of Trees. +_Cairstine_, or _Cairistine_, is the Gaelic for _Christina_ (for +_Christian_), as _Tormaid_ is for Norman, and _Giorsal_ for Grace. "The +quiet havens" is the beautiful island phrase for graves. Here, also, a +swift and fatal consumption that falls upon the doomed is called "The +White Fever." By "the mainland," Harris and the Lewis are meant. + +[12] _A cockall a' chridhe_: his heart out of its shell--a phrase often +used to express sudden derangement from any shock. The ensuing phrase +means the month from the 15th of July to the 15th of August, _Mios +crochaidh nan con_, so called as it is supposed to be the hottest, if +not the most waterless, month in the isles. The word _claar_, used +below, is the name given a small wooden tub, into which the potatoes are +turned when boiled. + + + + +THE SEA-MADNESS + + +I know a man who keeps a little store in a village by one of the lochs +of Argyll. He is about fifty, is insignificant, commonplace, in his +interests parochial, and on Sundays painful to see in his sleek +respectability. He lives within sight of the green and grey waters, +above which grey mountains stand; across the kyle is a fair wilderness; +but to my knowledge he never for pleasure goes upon the hills, nor +stands by the shore, unless it be of a Saturday night to watch the +herring-boats come in, or on a Sabbath afternoon when he has word with a +friend. + +Yet this man is one of the strangest men I have met or am like to meet. +From himself I have never heard word but the commonest, and that in a +manner somewhat servile. I know his one intimate friend, however. At +intervals (sometimes of two or three years, latterly each year for three +years in succession) this village chandler forgets, and is suddenly +become what he was, or what some ancestor was, in unremembered days. + +For a day or two he is listless, in a still sadness; speaking, when he +has to speak, in a low voice; and often looking about him with sidelong +eyes. Then one day he will leave his counter and go to the shed behind +his shop, and stand for a time frowning and whispering, or perhaps +staring idly, and then go bareheaded up the hillside, and along tangled +ways of bog and heather, and be seen no more for weeks. + +He goes down through the Wilderness locally called The Broken Rocks. +When he is there, he is a strong man, leaping like a goat--swift and +furtive. At times he strips himself bare, and sits on a rock staring at +the sun. Oftenest he walks along the shore, or goes stumbling among +weedy boulders, calling loudly upon the sea. His friend, of whom I have +spoken, told me that he had again and again seen Anndra stoop and lift +handfuls out of the running wave and throw the water above his head +while he screamed or shouted strange Gaelic words, some incoherent, some +old as the grey rocks. Once he was seen striding into the sea, batting +it with his hands, smiting the tide-swell, and defying it and deriding +it, with stifled laughters that gave way to cries and sobs of broken +hate and love. + +He sang songs to it. He threw bracken, and branches, and stones at it, +cursing: then falling on his knees would pray, and lift the water to his +lips, and put it on his head. He loved the sea as a man loves a woman. +It was his light o' love: his love: his God. Than that desire of his I +have not heard of any more terrible. To love the wind and the salt wave, +and be for ever mocked of the one and baffled of the other; to lift a +heart of flame, and have the bleak air quench it; to stoop, whispering, +and kiss the wave, and have its saltness sting the lips and blind the +eyes: this indeed is to know that bitter thing of which so many have +died after tears, broken hearts, and madness. + +His friend, whom I will call Neil, once came upon him when he was in +dread. Neil was in a boat, and had sailed close inshore on the flow. +Anndra saw him, and screamed. + +"I know who you are! Keep away!" he cried. "_Fear faire na h'aon +sùla_--I know you for the One-Eyed Watcher!" + +"Then," said Neil, "the salt wave went out of his eyes and he knew me, +and fell on his knees, and wept, and said he was dying of an old broken +love. And with that he ran down to the shore, and lifted a palmful of +water to his lips, so that for a moment foam hung upon his tangled +beard, and called out to his love, and was sore bitter upon her, and +then up and laughed and scrambled out of sight, though I heard him +crying among the rocks." + +I asked Neil who the One-Eyed Watcher was. He said he was a man who had +never died and never lived. He had only one eye, but that could see +through anything except grey granite, the grey crow's egg, and the grey +wave that swims at the bottom. He could see the dead in the water, and +watched for them: he could see those on the land who came down near the +sea, if they had death on them. On these he had no pity. But he was +unseen except at dusk and in the grey dawn. He came out of a grave. He +was not a man, but he lived upon the deaths of men. It was worse to be +alive, and see him, than to be dead and at his feet. + +When the man Anndra's madness went away from him--sometimes in a week or +two weeks, sometimes not for three weeks or more--he would come back +across the hill. In the dark he would slip down through the bracken and +bog-myrtle, and wait a while among the ragged fuchsias at the dyke of +his potato-patch. Then he would creep in at the window of his room, or +perhaps lift the door-latch and go quietly to his bed. Once Neil was +there when he returned. Neil was speaking to Anndra's sister, who kept +house for the poor man. They heard a noise, and the sudden flurried +clucking of hens. + +"It's Anndra," said the woman, with a catch in her throat; and they sat +in silence, till the door opened. He had been away five weeks, and hair +and beard were matted, and his face was death-white; but he had already +slipped into his habitual clothes, and looked the quiet respectable man +he was. The two who were waiting for him did not speak. + +"It's a fine night," he said; "it's a fine night, an' no wind.--Marget, +it's time we had in mair o' thae round cheeses fra Inverary." + + + + +EARTH, FIRE, AND WATER + + +In "The Sea-Madness" I have told of a man--a quiet dull man, a chandler +of a little Argyll loch-town--who, at times, left his counter, and small +canny ways, and went out into a rocky wilderness, and became mad with +the sea. I have heard of many afflicted in some such wise, and have +known one or two. + +In a tale written a few years ago, "The Ninth Wave," I wrote of one whom +I knew, one Ivor MacNeill, or "Carminish," so called because of his farm +between the hills Strondeval and Rondeval, near the Obb of Harris in the +Outer Hebrides. This man heard the secret calling of the ninth wave. +None may hear that, when there is no wave on the sea, or when perhaps he +is inland, and not follow. That following is always to the ending of all +following. For a long while Carminish put his fate from him. He went to +other isles: wherever he went he heard the call of the sea. "Come," it +cried, "come, come away!" He passed at last to a kinsman's croft on +Aird-Vanish in the island of Taransay. He was not free there. He +stopped at a place where he had no kin, and no memories, and at a +hidden, quiet farm. This was at Eilean Mhealastaidh, which is under the +morning shadow of Griomabhal on the mainland. His nights there were a +sleepless dread. He went to other places. The sea called. He went at +last to his cousin Eachainn MacEachainn's bothy, near Callernish in the +Lews, where the Druid Stones stand by the shore and hear nothing for +ever but the noise of the waves and the cry of the sea-wind. There, +weary in hope, he found peace at last. He slept, and none called upon +him. He began to smile, and to hope. + +One night the two were at the porridge, and Eachainn was muttering his +_Bui 'cheas dha 'n Ti_, the Thanks to the Being, when Carminish leaped +to his feet, and with a white face stood shaking like a rope in the +wind. + +In the grey dawn they found his body, stiff and salt with the ooze. + +I did not know, but I have heard of another who had a light tragic end. +Some say he was witless. Others, that he had the Friday-Fate upon him. I +do not know what evil he had done, but "some one" had met him and said +to him "_Bidh ruith na h'Aoin' ort am_ _Feasda_," "The Friday-Fate will +follow you for ever." So it was said. But I was told this of him: that +he had been well and strong and happy, and did not know he had a +terrible gift, that some have who are born by the sea. It is not well to +be born on a Friday night, within sound of the sea; or on certain days. +This gift is the "_Eòlas na h'Aoine_," the Friday-Spell. He who has this +gift must not look upon any other while bathing: if he does, that +swimmer must drown. This man, whom I will call Finlay, had this eòlas. +Three times the evil happened. But the third time he knew what he did: +the man who swam in the sunlight loved the same woman as Finlay loved; +so he stood on the shore, and looked, and laughed. When the body was +brought home, the woman struck Finlay in the face. He grew strange after +a time, and at last witless. A year later it was a cold February. Finlay +went to and fro singing an old February rhyme beginning: + + _Feadag, Feadag, mathair Faoillich fhuair!_ + +(Plover, plover, Mother of the bleak Month). He was watching a man +ploughing. Suddenly he threw down his cromak. He leaped over a dyke, and +ran to the shore, calling, "I'm coming! I'm coming! Don't pull me--I'm +coming!" He fell upon the rocks, which had a blue bloom on them like +fruit, for they were covered with mussels; and he was torn, so that his +hands and face were streaming red. "I am your red, red love," he cried, +"sweetheart, my love"; and with that he threw himself into the sea. + +More often the sea-call is not a madness, but an inward voice. I have +been told of a man who was a farmer in Carrick of Ayr. He left wife and +home because of the calling of the sea. But when he was again in the far +isles, where he had lived formerly, he was well once more. Another man +heard the sobbing of the tide among seaweed whenever he dug in his +garden: and gave up all, and even the woman he loved, and left. She won +him back, by her love; but on the night before their marriage, in that +inland place where her farm was, he slipt away and was not seen again. +Again, there was the man of whom I have spoken in "Iona," who went to +the mainland, but could not see to plough because the brown fallows +became waves that splashed noisily about him: and how he went to Canada +and got work in a great warehouse, but among the bales of merchandise +heard continually the singular note of the sandpiper, while every hour +the sea-fowl confused him with their crying. + +I have myself in lesser degree, known this irresistible longing. I am +not fond of towns, but some years ago I had to spend a winter in a great +city. It was all-important to me not to leave during January; and in one +way I was not ill-pleased, for it was a wild winter. But one night I +woke, hearing a rushing sound in the street--the sound of water. I would +have thought no more of it, had I not recognised the troubled noise of +the tide, and the sucking and lapsing of the flow in weedy hollows. I +rose and looked out. It was moonlight, and there was no water. When, +after sleepless hours, I rose in the grey morning I heard the splash of +waves. All that day and the next I heard the continual noise of waves. I +could not write or read; at last I could not rest. On the afternoon of +the third day the waves dashed up against the house. I said what I could +to my friends, and left by the night train. In the morning we (for a +kinswoman was with me) stood on Greenock Pier waiting for the Hebridean +steamer, the _Clansman_, and before long were landed on an island, +almost the nearest we could reach, and one that I loved well. We had to +be landed some miles from the place I wanted to go to, and it was a +long and cold journey. The innumerable little waterfalls hung in icicles +among the mosses, ferns, and white birches on the roadsides. Before we +reached our destination, we saw a wonderful sight. From three great +mountains, their flanks flushed with faint rose, their peaks, white and +solemn, vast columns of white smoke ascended. It was as though volcanic +fires had once again broken their long stillness. Then we saw what it +was: the north wind (unheard, unfelt, where we stood) blew a hurricane +against the other side of the peaks, and, striking upon the leagues of +hard snow, drove it upward like smoke, till the columns rose gigantic +and hung between the silence of the white peaks and the silence of the +stars. + +That night, with the sea breaking less than a score yards from where I +lay, I slept, though for three nights I had not been able to sleep. When +I woke, my trouble was gone. + +It was but a reminder to me. But to others it was more than that. + +I remember that winter for another thing, which I may write of here. + +From the fisherman's wife with whom I lodged I learned that her daughter +had recently borne a son, but was now up and about again, though for +the first time, that morning. We went to her, about noon. She was not in +the house. A small cabbage-garden lay behind, and beyond it the mossy +edge of a wood of rowans and birches broke steeply in bracken and +loneroid. The girl was there, and had taken the child from her breast, +and kneeling, was touching the earth with the small lint-white head. + +I asked her what she was doing. She said it was the right thing to do; +that as soon as possible after the child was born, the mother should +take it--and best, at noon, and facing the sun--and touch its brow to +the earth. My friends (like many islanders of the Inner Hebrides, they +had no Gaelic) used an unfamiliar phrase; "It's the old Mothering." It +was, in truth, the sacrament of Our Mother, but in a far ancient sense. +I do not doubt the rite is among the most primitive of those practised +by the Celtic peoples. + +I have not seen it elsewhere, though I have heard of it. Probably it is +often practised yet in remote places. Even where we were, the women were +somewhat fearful lest "the minister" heard of what the young mother had +done. They do not love these beautiful symbolic actions, these +"ministers," to whom they are superstitions. This old, pagan, +sacramental earth-rite is, certainly, beautiful. How could one better be +blessed, on coming into life, than to have the kiss of that ancient +Mother of whom we are all children? There must be wisdom in that first +touch. I do not doubt that behind the symbol lies, at times, the old +miraculous communication. For, even in this late day, some of us are +born with remembrance, with dumb worship, with intimate and uplifting +kinship to that Mother. + +Since then I have asked often, in many parts of the Highlands and +Islands, for what is known of this rite, when and where practised, and +what meanings it bears; and some day I hope to put these notes on +record. I am convinced that the Earth-Blessing is more ancient than the +westward migration of the Celtic peoples. + +I have both read and heard of another custom, though I have not known of +it at first-hand. The last time I was told of it was of a crofter and +his wife in North Uist. The once general custom is remembered in a +familiar Gaelic saying, the English of which is, "He got a turn through +the smoke." After baptism, a child was taken from the breast, and handed +by its mother (sometimes the child was placed in a basket) to the +father, across the fire. I do not think, but am not sure, if any signal +meaning lie in the mother handing the child to the father. When the rite +is spoken of, as often as not it is only "the parents" that the speaker +alludes to. The rite is universally recognised as a spell against the +dominion, or agency, of evil spirits. In Coll and Tiree, it is to keep +the Hidden People from touching or singing to the child. I think it is +an ancient propitiatory rite, akin to that which made our ancestors +touch the new-born to earth; as that which makes some islanders still +baptize a child with a little spray from the running wave, or a +fingerful of water from the tide at the flow; as that which made an old +woman lift me as a little child and hold me up to the south wind, "to +make me strong and fair and always young, and to keep back death and +sorrow, and to keep me safe from other winds and evil spirits." Old +Barabal has gone where the south wind blows, in blossom and flowers and +green leaves, across the pastures of Death; and I ... alas, I can but +wish that One stronger than she, for all her love, will lift me, as a +child again, to the Wind, and pass me across the Fire, and set me down +again upon a new Earth. + + + + +FROM "GREEN FIRE" + + + _Be not troubled in the inward Hope. It lives in beauty, and the + hand of God slowly wakens it year by year, and through the many ways + of Sorrow. It is an Immortal, and its name is Joy._ + + F. M. + + + + +The Herdsman + + +On the night when Alan Carmichael with his old servant and friend, Ian +M'Ian, arrived in Balnaree ("Baile'-na-Righ"), the little village +wherein was all that Borosay had to boast of in the way of civic life, +he could not disguise from himself that he was regarded askance. + +Rightly or wrongly, he took this to be resentment because of his having +wed (alas, he recalled, wed and lost) the daughter of the man who had +killed Ailean Carmichael in a duel. So possessed was he by this idea, +that he did not remember how little likely the islanders were to know +anything of him or his beyond the fact that Ailean MacAlasdair Rhona had +died abroad. + +The trouble became more than an imaginary one when, on the morrow, he +tried to find a boat for the passage to Rona. But for the Frozen Hand, +as the triple-peaked hill to the south of Balnaree was called, Rona +would have been visible; nor was it, with a fair wind, more than an +hour's sail distant. + +Nevertheless, he could detect in every one to whom he spoke a strange +reluctance. At last he asked an old man of his own surname why there was +so much difficulty. + +In the island way, Seumas Carmichael replied that the people on Elleray, +the island adjacent to Rona, were unfriendly. + +"But unfriendly at what?" + +"Well, at this and at that. But for one thing, they are not having any +dealings with the Carmichaels. They are all Macneills there, Macneills +of Barra. There is a feud, I am thinking; though I know nothing of it; +no, not I." + +"But Seumas mac Eachainn, you know well yourself that there are almost +no Carmichaels to have a feud with! There are you and your brother, and +there is your cousin over at Sgòrr-Bhan on the other side of Borosay. +Who else is there?" + +To this the man could say nothing. Distressed, Alan sought Ian and bade +him find out what he could. He also was puzzled and uneasy. That some +evil was at work could not be doubted, and that it was secret boded +ill. + +Ian was a stranger in Borosay because of his absence since boyhood; but, +after all, Ian mac Iain mhic Dhonuill was to the islanders one of +themselves; and though he came there with a man under a shadow (though +this phrase was not used in Ian's hearing), that was not his fault. + +And when he reminded them that for these many years he had not seen the +old woman, his sister Giorsal; and spoke of her, and of their long +separation, and of his wish to see her again before he died, there was +no more hesitation, but only kindly willingness to help. + +Within an hour a boat was ready to take the homefarers to the Isle of +Caves, as Rona is sometimes called. Before the hour was gone, they, with +the stores of food and other things, were slipping seaward out of +Borosay Haven. + +The moment the headland was rounded, the heights of Rona came into view. +Great gaunt cliffs they are, precipices of black basalt; though on the +south side they fall away in grassy declivities which hang a greenness +over the wandering wave for ever sobbing round that desolate shore. But +it was not till the Sgòrr-Dhu, a conical black rock at the south-east +end of the island, was reached, that the stone keep, known as +Caisteal-Rhona, came in sight. + +It stands at the landward extreme of a rocky ledge, on the margin of a +green _àiridh_. Westward is a small dark-blue sea loch, no more than a +narrow haven. To the north-west rise precipitous cliffs; northward, +above the green pasture and a stretch of heather, is a woodland belt of +some three or four hundred pine-trees. It well deserves its poetic name +of I-monair, as Aodh the Islander sang of it; for it echoes ceaselessly +with wind and wave. If the waves dash against it from the south or east, +a loud crying is upon the faces of the rocks; if from the north or +north-east, there are unexpected inland silences, but amid the pines a +continual voice. It is when the wind blows from the south-west, or the +huge Atlantic billows surge out of the west, that Rona is given over to +an indescribable tumult. Through the whole island goes the myriad echo +of a continuous booming; and within this a sound as though waters were +pouring through vast hidden conduits in the heart of every precipice, +every rock, every boulder. This is because of the sea-arcades of which +it consists, for from the westward the island has been honeycombed by +the waves. No living man has ever traversed all those mysterious, +winding sea-galleries. Many have perished in the attempt. In the olden +days the Uisteans and Barrovians sought refuge there from the marauding +Danes and other pirates out of Lochlin; and in the time when the last +Scottish king took shelter in the west, many of his island followers +found safety among these perilous arcades. + +Some of them reach an immense height. These are filled with a pale green +gloom which in fine weather, and at noon or toward sundown, becomes +almost radiant. But most have only a dusky green obscurity, and some are +at all times dark with a darkness that has seen neither sun nor moon nor +star for unknown ages. Sometimes, there, a phosphorescent wave will +spill a livid or a cold blue flame, and for a moment a vast gulf of +dripping basalt be revealed; but day and night, night and day, from year +to year, from age to age, that awful wave-clamant darkness is unbroken. + +To the few who know some of the secrets of the passages, it is possible, +except when a gale blows from any quarter but the north, to thread these +dim arcades in a narrow boat, and so to pass from the Hebrid Seas to the +outer Atlantic. But for the unwary there might well be no return; for in +that maze of winding galleries and sea-washed, shadowy arcades, +confusion is but another name for death. Once bewildered, there is no +hope; and the lost adventurer will remain there idly drifting from +barren passage to passage, till he perish of hunger and thirst, or, +maddened by the strange and appalling gloom and the unbroken +silence--for there the muffled voice of the sea is no more than a +whisper--leap into the green waters which for ever slide stealthily from +ledge to ledge. + +Now, as Alan approached his remote home, he thought of these +death-haunted corridors, avenues of the grave, as they are called in the +"Cumha Fhir-Mearanach Aonghas mhic Dhonuill"--the Lament of mad Angus +Macdonald. + +When at last the unwieldy brown coble sailed into the little haven, it +was to create unwonted excitement among the few fishermen who put in +there frequently for bait. A group of eight or ten was upon the rocky +ledge beyond Caisteal-Rhona, among them the elderly woman who was sister +to Ian mac Iain. + +At Alan's request, Ian went ashore in advance in a small punt. He was to +wave his hand if all were well, for Alan could not but feel +apprehensive on account of the strange ill-will that had shown itself at +Borosay. + +It was with relief that he saw the signal when, after Ian had embraced +his sister, and shaken hands with all the fishermen, he had explained +that the son of Ailean Carmichael was come out of the south, and had +come to live a while at Caisteal-Rhona. + +All there uncovered and waved their hats. Then a shout of welcome went +up, and Alan's heart was glad. But the moment he had set foot on land he +saw a startled look come into the eyes of the fishermen--a look that +deepened swiftly into one of aversion, almost of fear. + +One by one the men moved away, awkward in their embarrassment. Not one +came forward with outstretched hand, or said a word of welcome. + +At first amazed, then indignant, Ian reproached them. They received his +words in shamed silence. Even when with a bitter tongue he taunted them, +they answered nothing. + +"Giorsal," said Ian, turning in despair to his sister, "is it madness +that you have?" + +But even she was no longer the same. Her eyes were fixed upon Alan with +a look of dread, and indeed of horror. It was unmistakable, and Alan +himself was conscious of it with a strange sinking of the heart. "Speak, +woman!" he demanded. "What is the meaning of this thing? Why do you and +these men look at me askance?" + +"God forbid!" answered Giorsal Macdonald with white lips; "God forbid +that we look at the son of Ailean Carmichael askance. But----" + +"But what?" + +With that the woman put her apron over her head and moved away, +muttering strange words. + +"Ian, what is this mystery?" + +"How am I for knowing, Alan mac Ailean? It is all a darkness to me also. +But I will be finding that out soon." + +That, however, was easier for Ian to say than to do. Meanwhile, the +brown coble tacked back to Borosay, and the fisherman sailed away to the +Barra coasts, and Alan and Ian were left solitary in their wild and +remote home. + +But in that very solitude Alan found healing. From what Giorsal hinted, +he came to believe that the fishermen had experienced one of those +strange dream-waves which, in remote isles, occur at times, when whole +communities will be wrought by the self-same fantasy. When day by day +went past, and no one came near, he at first was puzzled, and even +resentful; but this passed, and soon he was glad to be alone. Ian, +however, knew that there was another cause for the inexplicable aversion +that had been shown. But he was silent, and kept a patient watch for the +hour that the future held in its shroud. As for Giorsal, she was dumb; +but no more looked at Alan askance. + +And so the weeks went. Occasionally a fishing smack came with the +provisions, for the weekly despatch of which Alan had arranged at Loch +Boisdale, and sometimes the Barra men put in at the haven, though they +would never stay long, and always avoided Alan as much as was possible. + +In that time Alan and Ian came to know and love their strangely +beautiful island home. Hours and hours at a time they spent exploring +the dim, green, winding sea-galleries, till at last they knew the chief +arcades thoroughly. + +They had even ventured into some of the narrow, snake-like inner +passages, but never for long, because of the awe and dread these held, +silent estuaries of the grave. + +Week after week passed, and to Alan it was as the going of the grey +owl's wing, swift and silent. + + +Then it was that, on a day of the days, he was suddenly stricken with a +new and startling dread. + + +II + +In the hour that this terror came upon him Alan was alone upon the high +slopes of Rona, where the grass fails and the lichen yellows at close on +a thousand feet above the sea. + +The day had been cloudless since sunrise. The sea was as the single vast +petal of an azure flower, all of one unbroken blue save for the shadows +of the scattered isles and the slow-drifting mauve or purple of floating +weed. Countless birds congregated from every quarter. Guillemots and +puffins, cormorants and northern divers, everywhere darted, swam, or +slept upon the listless ocean, whose deep breathing no more than lifted +a league-long calm here and there, to lapse breathlike as it rose. +Through the not less silent quietudes of air the grey skuas swept with +curving flight, and the narrow-winged terns made a constant white +shimmer. At remote altitudes the gannet motionlessly drifted. Oceanward +the great widths of calm were rent now and again by the shoulders of the +porpoises which followed the herring trail, their huge, black, revolving +bodies looming large above the silent wave. Not a boat was visible +anywhere; not even upon the most distant horizons did a brown sail fleck +itself duskily against the skyward wall of steely blue. + +In the great stillness which prevailed, the noise of the surf beating +around the promontory of Aonaig was audible as a whisper; though even in +that windless hour the confused rumour of the sea, moving through the +arcades of the island, filled the hollow of the air overhead. Ever since +the early morning Alan had moved under a strange gloom. Out of that +golden glory of midsummer a breath of joyous life should have reached +his heart, but it was not so. For sure, there is sometimes in the quiet +beauty of summer an air of menace, a premonition of suspended force--a +force antagonistic and terrible. All who have lived in these lonely +isles know the peculiar intensity of this summer melancholy. No noise of +wind, no prolonged season of untimely rains, no long baffling of mists +in all the drear inclemencies of that remote region, can produce the +same ominous and even paralysing gloom sometimes born of ineffable +peace and beauty. Is it that in the human soul there is a mysterious +kinship with the outer soul which we call Nature; and that in these few +supreme hours which come at the full of the year, we are, sometimes, +suddenly aware of the tremendous forces beneath and behind us, momently +quiescent? + +Determined to shake off this dejection, Alan wandered high among the +upland solitudes. There a cool air moved always, even in the noons of +August; and there, indeed, often had come upon him a deep peace. But +whatsoever the reason, only a deeper despondency possessed him. An +incident, significant in that mood, at that time, happened then. A few +hundred yards away from where he stood, half hidden in a little glen +where a fall of water tossed its spray among the shadows of rowan and +birch, was the bothie of a woman, the wife of Neil MacNeill, a fisherman +of Aoinaig. She was there, he knew, for the summer pasturing; and even +as he recollected this, he heard the sound of her voice as she sang +somewhere by the burnside. Moving slowly toward the corrie, he stopped +at a mountain ash which over hung a pool. Looking down, he saw the +woman, Morag MacNeill, washing and peeling potatoes in the clear brown +water. And as she washed and peeled, she sang an old-time shealing hymn +of the Virgin-Shepherdess, of Michael the White, and of Columan the +Dove. It was a song that, years ago, far away in Brittany, he had heard +from his mother's lips. He listened now to every word of the doubly +familiar Gaelic; and when Morag ended, the tears were in his eyes, and +he stood for a while as one under a spell.[13] + + "A Mhicheil mhin! nan steud geala, + A choisin cios air Dragon fala, + Air ghaol Dia 'us Mhic Muire, + Sgaoil do sgiath oirnn dian sinn uile, + Sgaoil do sgiath oirnn dian sinn uile. + + "A Mhoire ghradhach! Mathair Uain-ghil, + Cobhair oirnne, Oigh na h-uaisle; + A rioghainn uai'reach! a bhuachaille nan treud! + Cum ar cuallach cuartaich sinn le cheil, + Cum ar cuallach cuartaich sinn le cheil. + + "A Chalum-Chille: chairdeil, chaoimh, + An ainm Athar, Mic, 'us Spioraid Naoimh, + Trid na Trithinn! trid na Triath! + Comraig sinne, gleidh ar trial, + Comraig sinne, gleidh ar trial. + + "Athair! A Mhic! A Spioraid Naoimh! + Bi'eadh an Tri-Aon leinn, a la's a dh-oidhche! + 'S air chul nan tonn, no air thaobh nan beann, + Bi'dh ar Mathair leinn, 's bith a lamh fo'r ceann, + Bi'dh ar Mathair leinn, 's bith a lamh fo'r ceann. + + "Thou gentle Michael of the white steed, + Who subdued the Dragon of blood, + For love of God and the Son of Mary, + Spread over us thy wing, shield us all! + Spread over us thy wing, shield us all! + + "Mary beloved! Mother of the White Lamb, + Protect us, thou Virgin of nobleness, + Queen of beauty! Shepherdess of the flocks! + Keep our cattle, surround us together, + Keep our cattle, surround us together. + + "Thou Columba, the friendly, the kind, + In name of the Father, the Son, and the Spirit Holy, + Through the Three-in-One, through the Three, + Encompass us, guard our procession, + Encompass us, guard our procession. + + "Thou Father! thou Son! thou Spirit Holy! + Be the Three-in-One with us day and night. + And on the crested wave, or on the mountain side. + Our Mother is there, and her arm is under our head, + Our Mother is there, and her arm is under our head." + +Alan found himself repeating whisperingly, and again and again-- + + "Bi 'eadh an Tri-Aon leinn, a la's a dh-oidhche! + 'S air chul nan tonn, no air thaobh nam beann." + +Suddenly the woman glanced upward, perhaps because of the shadow that +moved against the green bracken below. With a startled gesture she +sprang to her feet. Alan looked at her kindly, saying, with a smile, +"Sure, Morag nic Tormod, it is not fear you need be having of one who is +your friend." Then, seeing that the woman stared at him with something +of terror as well as surprise, he spoke to her again. + +"Sure, Morag, I am no stranger that you should be looking at me with +those foreign eyes." He laughed as he spoke, and made as though he were +about to descend to the burnside. Unmistakably, however, the woman did +not desire his company. He saw this, with the pain and bewilderment +which had come upon him whenever the like happened, as so often it had +happened since he had come to Rona. + +"Tell me, Morag MacNeill, what is the meaning of this strangeness that +is upon you? Why do you not speak? Why do you turn away your head?" + +Suddenly the woman flashed her black eyes upon him. + +"Have you ever heard of _am Buachaill Bàn--am Buachaill Buidhe?_" + +He looked at her in amaze. _Am Buachaill Bàn!_ ... The fair-haired +Herdsman, the yellow-haired Herdsman! What could she mean? In days gone +by, he knew, the islanders, in the evil time after Culloden, had so +named the fugitive Prince who had sought shelter in the Hebrides; and in +some of the runes of an older day still the Saviour of the World was +sometimes so called, just as Mary was called _Bhuachaile nan +treud_--Shepherdess of the Flock. But it could be no allusion to either +of these that was intended. + +"Who is the Herdsman of whom you speak, Morag?" + +"Is it no knowledge you have of him at all, Alan MacAilean?" + +"None. I know nothing of the man, nothing of what is in your mind. Who +is the Herdsman?" + +"You will not be putting evil upon me because that you saw me here by +the pool before I saw you?" + +"Why should I, woman? Why do you think that I have the power of the evil +eye? Sure, I have done no harm to you or yours, and wish none. But if it +is for peace to you to know it, it is no evil I wish you, but only +good. The Blessing of Himself be upon you and yours and upon your +house!" + +The woman looked relieved, but still cast her furtive gaze upon Alan, +who no longer attempted to join her. + +"I cannot be speaking the thing that is in my mind, Alan MacAilean. It +is not for me to be saying that thing. But if you have no knowledge of +the Herdsman, sure it is only another wonder of the wonders, and God has +the sun on that shadow, to the Stones be it said." + +"But tell me, Morag, who is the Herdsman of whom you speak?" + +For a minute or more the woman stood regarding him intently. Then +slowly, and with obvious reluctance, she spoke-- + +"Why have you appeared to the people upon the isles, sometimes by +moonlight, sometimes by day or in the dusk, and have foretold upon one +and all who dwell here black gloom and the red flame of sorrow? Why have +you, who are an outcast because of what lies between you and another, +pretended to be a messenger of the Son--ay, for sure, even, God forgive +you, to be the Son Himself?" + +Alan stared at the woman. For a time he could utter no word. Had some +extraordinary delusion spread among the islanders, and was there in the +insane accusation of this woman the secret of that which had so troubled +him? + +"This is all an empty darkness to me, Morag. Speak more plainly, woman. +What is all this madness that you say? When have I spoken of having any +mission, or of being other than I am? When have I foretold evil upon you +or yours, or upon the isles beyond? What man has ever dared to say that +Alan MacAilean of Rona is an outcast? And what sin is it that lies +between me and another of which you know?" + +It was impossible for Morag MacNeill to doubt the sincerity of the man +who spoke to her. She crossed herself, and muttered the words of a +_seun_ for the protection of the soul against the demon powers. Still, +even while she believed in Alan's sincerity, she could not reconcile it +with that terrible and strange mystery with which rumour had filled her +ears. So, having nothing to say in reply to his eager questions, she +cast down her eyes and kept silence. + +"Speak, Morag, for Heaven's sake! Speak if you are a true woman; you +that see a man in sore pain, in pain, too, for that of which he knows +nothing, and of the ill of which he is guiltless!" + +But, keeping her face averted, the woman muttered simply, "I have no +more to say." With that she turned and moved slowly along the pathway +which led from the pool to her hillside bothie. + +With a sigh, Alan walked slowly away. What wonder, he thought, that deep +gloom had been upon him that day? Here, in the woman's mysterious words, +was the shadow of that shadow. + +Slowly, brooding deep over what he had heard, he crossed the +Monadh-nan-Con, as the hill-tract there was called, till he came to the +rocky wilderness known as the Slope of the Caverns. + +There for a time he leaned against a high boulder, idly watching a few +sheep nibbling the short grass which grew about some of the many caves +which opened in slits or wide hollows. Below and beyond he saw the pale +blue silence of the sea meet the pale blue silence of the sky; +south-westward, the grey film of the coast of Ulster; westward, again +the illimitable vast of sea and sky, infinitudes of calm, as though the +blue silence of heaven breathed in that one motionless wave, as though +that wave sighed and drew the horizons to its heart. From where he +stood he could hear the murmur of the surge whispering all round the +isle; the surge that, even on days of profound stillness, makes a +murmurous rumour among the rocks and shingle of the island shores. Not +upon the moor-side, but in the blank hollows of the caves around him, he +heard, as in gigantic shells, the moving of a strange and solemn rhythm: +wave-haunted shells indeed, for the echo that was bruited from one to +the other came from beneath, from out of those labyrinthine passages and +dim, shadowy sea-arcades, where among the melancholy green glooms the +Atlantic waters lose themselves in a vain wandering. + +For long he leaned there, revolving in his mind the mystery of Morag +MacNeill's words. Then, abruptly, the stillness was broken by the sound +of a dislodged stone. So little did he expect the foot of fellow-man, +that he did not turn at what he thought to be the slip of a sheep. But +when upon the slope of the grass, a little way beyond where he stood, a +dusky blue shadow wavered fantastically, he swung round with a sudden +instinct of dread. + +And this was the dread which, after these long weeks since he had come +to Rona, was upon Alan Carmichael. + +For there, standing quietly by another boulder, at the mouth of another +cave, was a man in all appearance identical with himself. Looking at +this apparition, he beheld one of the same height as himself, with hair +of the same hue, with eyes the same and features the same, with the same +carriage, the same smile, the same expression. No, there, and there +alone, was any difference. + +Sick at heart, Alan wondered if he looked upon his own wraith. Familiar +with the legends of his people, it would have been no strange thing to +him that there, upon the hillside, should appear the wraith of himself. +Had not old Ian McIain--and that, too, though far away in a strange +land--seen the death of his mother moving upward from her feet to her +knees, from her knees to her waist, from her waist to her neck, and, +just before the end, how the shroud darkened along the face until it hid +the eyes? Had he not often heard from her, from Ian, of the second self +which so often appears beside the living when already the shadow of doom +is upon him whose hours are numbered? Was this, then, the reason of what +had been his inexplicable gloom? Was he indeed at the extreme of life? +Was his soul amid shallows, already a rock upon a blank, inhospitable +shore? If not, who or what was this second self which leaned there +negligently, looking at him with scornful smiling lips, but with intent, +unsmiling eyes. + +Slowly there came into his mind this thought: How could a phantom, that +was itself intangible, throw a shadow upon the grass, as though it were +a living body? Sure, a shadow there was indeed. It lay between the +apparition and himself. A legend heard in boyhood came back to him; +instinctively he stooped and lifted a stone and flung it midway into the +shadow. + +"Go back into the darkness," he cried, "if out of the darkness you came; +but if you be a living thing, put out your hands!" + +The shadow remained motionless. When Alan looked again at his second +self, he saw that the scorn which had been upon the lips was now in the +eyes also. Ay, for sure, scornful silent laughter it was that lay in +those cold wells of light. No phantom that; a man he, even as Alan +himself. His heart pulsed like that of a trapped bird, but with the +spoken word his courage came back to him. + +"Who are you?" he asked, in a voice strange even in his own ears. + +"_Am Buachaill_," replied the man in a voice as low and strange. "I am +the Herdsman." + +A new tide of fear surged in upon Alan. That voice, was it not his own? +that tone, was it not familiar in his ears? When the man spoke, he heard +himself speak; sure, if he were _Am Buachaill Bàn_, Alan, too, was the +Herdsman, though what fantastic destiny might be his was all unknown to +him. + +"Come near," said the man, and now the mocking light in his eyes was +wild as cloud-fire--"come near, oh _Buachaill Bàn_!" + +With a swift movement, Alan sprang forward; but as he leaped, his foot +caught in a spray of heather, and he stumbled and fell. When he rose, he +looked in vain for the man who had called him. There was not a sign, not +a trace of any living being. For the first few moments he believed it +had all been a delusion. Mortal being did not appear and vanish in that +ghostly way. Still, surely he could not have mistaken the blank of that +place for a speaking voice, or out of nothingness have fashioned the +living phantom of himself? Or could he? With that, he strode forward and +peered into the wide arch of the cavern by which the man had stood. He +could not see far into it; but so far as it was possible to see, he +discerned neither man nor shadow of man, nor anything that stirred; no, +not even the gossamer bloom of a beàrnan-bride, that grew on a patch of +grass a yard or two within the darkness, had lost one of its delicate +filmy spires. He drew back, dismayed. Then, suddenly, his heart leaped +again, for beyond all question, all possible doubt, there, in the bent +thyme, just where the man had stood, was the imprint of his feet. Even +now the green sprays were moving forward. + + +III + +An hour passed, and Alan Carmichael had not moved from the entrance to +the cave. So still was he that a ewe, listlessly wandering in search of +cooler grass, lay down after a while, drowsily regarding him with her +amber-coloured eyes. All his thought was upon the mystery of what he had +seen. No delusion this, he was sure. That was a man whom he had seen. +But who could he be? On so small an island, inhabited by less than a +score of crofters, it was scarcely possible for one to live for many +weeks and not know the name and face of every soul. Still, a stranger +might have come. Only, if this were so, why should he call himself the +Herdsman? There was but one herdsman on Rona and he Angus MacCormic, who +lived at Einaval on the north side. In these outer isles, the shepherd +and the herdsman are appointed by the community, and no man is allowed +to be one or the other at will, any more than to be a _maor_. Then, too, +if this man were indeed herdsman, where was his _iomair-ionailtair_, his +browsing tract? Looking round him, Alan could perceive nowhere any +fitting pasture. Surely no herdsman would be content with such an +_iomair a bhuachaill_--rig of the herdsman--as that rocky wilderness +where the soft green grass grew in patches under this or that boulder, +on the sun side of this or that rocky ledge. Again, he had given no +name, but called himself simply _Am Buachaill_. This was how the woman +Morag had spoken; did she indeed mean this very man? and if so, what lay +in her words? But far beyond all other bewilderment for him was that +strange, that indeed terrifying likeness to himself--a likeness so +absolute, so convincing, that he knew he might himself easily have been +deceived, had he beheld the apparition in any place where it was +possible that a reflection could have misled him. + +Brooding thus, eye and ear were both alert for the faintest sight or +sound. But from the interior of the cavern not a breath came. Once, from +among the jagged rocks high on the west slope of Ben Einaval, he +fancied he heard an unwonted sound--that of human laughter, but laughter +so wild, so remote, so unmirthful, that fear was in his heart. It could +not be other than imagination, he said to himself; for in that lonely +place there was none to wander idly at that season, and none who, +wandering, would laugh there solitary. + +It was with an effort that Alan at last determined to probe the mystery. +Stooping, he moved cautiously into the cavern, and groped his way along +the narrow passage which led, as he thought, into another larger cave. +But this proved to be one of the innumerable blind ways which intersect +the honeycombed slopes of the Isle of Caves. To wander far in these +lightless passages would be to track death. Long ago the piper whom the +Prionnsa-Bàn, the Fair Prince, loved to hear in his exile--he that was +called Rory M'Vurich--penetrated one of the larger hollows to seek there +for a child that had idly wandered into the dark. Some of the clansmen, +with the father and mother of the little one, waited at the entrance to +the cave. For a time there was silence; then, as agreed upon, the sound +of the pipes was heard, to which a man named Lachlan M'Lachlan replied +from the outer air. The skirl of the pipes within grew fainter and +fainter. Louder and louder Lachlan played upon his chanter; deeper and +deeper grew the wild moaning of the drone; but for all that, fainter and +fainter waned the sound of the pipes of Rory M'Vurich. Generations have +come and gone upon the isle, and still no man has heard the returning +air which Rory was to play. He may have found the little child, but he +never found his backward path, and in the gloom of that honeycombed hill +he and the child and the music of the pipes lapsed into the same +stillness. Remembering this legend, familiar to him since his boyhood, +Alan did not dare to venture further. At any moment, too, he knew he +might fall into one of the crevices which opened into the sea-corridors +hundreds of feet below. Ancient rumour had it that there were mysterious +passages from the upper heights of Ben Einaval which led into the heart +of this perilous maze. But for a time he lay still, straining every +sense. Convinced at last that the man whom he sought had evaded all +possible quest, he turned to regain the light. Brief way as he had gone, +this was no easy thing to do. For a few moments, indeed, Alan lost his +self-possession when he found a uniform dusk about him, and could not +discern which of the several branching narrow corridors was that by +which he had come. But following the greener light, he reached the cave, +and soon, with a sigh of relief, was upon the sun-sweet warm earth +again. + +How more than ever beautiful the world seemed! how sweet to the eyes +were upland and cliff, the wide stretch of ocean, the flying birds, the +sheep grazing on the scanty pastures, and, above all, the homely blue +smoke curling faintly upward from the fisher crofts on the headland east +of Aonaig! + +Purposely he retraced his steps by the way of the glen: he would see the +woman Morag MacNeill again, and insist on some more explicit word. But +when he reached the burnside once more, the woman was not there. +Possibly she had seen him coming, and guessed his purpose; half he +surmised this, for the peats in the hearth were brightly aglow, and on +the hob beside them the boiling water hissed in a great iron pot wherein +were potatoes. In vain he sought, in vain called. Impatient, he walked +around the bothie and into the little byre beyond. The place was +deserted. This, small matter as it was, added to his disquietude. +Resolved to sift the mystery, he walked swiftly down the slope. By the +old shealing of Cnoc-na-Monie, now forsaken, his heart leaped at sight +of Ian coming to meet him. + +When they met, Alan put his hands lovingly on the old man's shoulders, +and looked at him with questioning eyes. He found rest and hope in those +deep pools of quiet light, whence the faithful love rose comfortingly to +meet his own yearning gaze. + +"What is it, Alan-mo-ghray; what is the trouble that is upon you?" + +"It is a trouble, Ian, but one of which I can speak little, for it is +little I know." + +"Now, now, for sure you must tell me what it is." + +"I have seen a man here upon Rona whom I have not seen or met before, +and it is one whose face is known to me, and whose voice too, and one +whom I would not meet again." + +"Did he give you no name?" + +"None." + +"Where did he come from? Where did he go to?" + +"He came out of the shadow, and into the shadow he went." + +Ian looked steadfastly at Alan, his wistful gaze searching deep into his +unquiet eyes, and thence from feature to feature of the face which had +become strangely worn of late. + +But he questioned no further. + +"I, too, Alan MacAilean, have heard a strange thing to-day. You know old +Marsail Macrae? She is ill now with a slow fever, and she thinks that +the shadow which she saw lying upon her hearth last Sabbath, when +nothing was there to cause any shadow, was her own death, come for her, +and now waiting there. I spoke to the old woman, but she would not have +peace, and her eyes looked at me. + +"'What will it be now, Marsail?' I asked. + +"'Ay, ay, for sure,' she said, 'it was I who saw you first.' + +"'Saw me first, Marsail?' + +"'Ay, you and Alan MacAilean.' + +"'When and where was this sight upon you?' + +"'It was one month before you and he came to Rona.' + +"I asked the poor old woman to be telling me her meaning. At first I +could make little of what was said, for she muttered low, and moved her +head this way and that, and moaned like a stricken ewe. But on my taking +her hand, she looked at me again, and then told me this thing-- + +"'On the seventh day of the month before you came--and by the same token +it was on the seventh day of the month following that you and Alan +McAilean came to Caisteal-Rhona--I was upon the shore at Aonaig, +listening to the crying of the wind against the great cliff of +Biola-creag. With me were Ruaridh Macrae and Neil MacNeill, Morag +MacNeill, and her sister Elsa; and we were singing the hymn for those +who were out on the wild sea that was roaring white against the cliffs +of Berneray, for some of our people were there, and we feared for them. +Sometimes one sang, and sometimes another. And sure, it is remembering I +am, how, when I had called out with my old wailing voice-- + + "'Bi 'eadh an Tri-aon leinn, a la's a dh-oidche; + 'S air chul nan tonn, A Mhoire ghradhach! + + (Be the Three-in-One with us day and night; + And on the crested wave, O Mary Beloved!) + +"'Now when I had just sung this, and we were all listening to the sound +of it caught by the wind and blown up against the black face of +Biola-creag, I saw a boat come sailing into the haven. I called out to +those about me, but they looked at me with white faces, for no boat was +there, and it was a rough, wild sea it was in that haven. + +"'And in that boat I saw three people sitting; and one was you, Ian +MacIain, and one was a man who had his face in shadow, and his eyes +looked into the shadow at his feet. I saw you clear, and told those +about me what I saw.' And Seumas MacNeill, him that is dead now, and +brother to Neil here at Aonaig, he said to me, 'Who was that whom you +saw walking in the dusk the night before last?'--'Ailean MacAlasdair +Carmichael,' answered one at that. Seumas muttered, looking at those, +about him, 'Mark what I say, for it is a true thing--that Ailean +Carmichael of Rona is dead now, because Marsail saw him walking in the +dusk when he was not upon the island; and now, you Neil, and you Rory, +and all of you, will be for thinking with me that one of the men in the +boat whom Marsail sees now will be the son of him who has changed.' + +"Well, well, it is a true thing that we each of us thought that thought, +but when the days went and nothing more came of it, the memory of the +seeing went too. Then there came the day when the coble of Aulay +MacAulay came out of Borosay into Caisteal-Rhona haven. Glad we were to +see your face again, Ian McIain, and to hear the sob of joy coming out +of the heart of Giorsal your sister; but when you and Alan MacAilean +came on shore, it was my voice that then went from mouth to mouth, for +I whispered to Morag MacNeill who was next me that you were the men I +had seen in the boat.' + +"Well, after that," Ian added, with a grave smile, "I spoke gently to +old Marsail, and told her that there was no evil in that seeing, and +that for sure it was nothing at all, at all, to see two people in a +boat, and nothing coming of that, save happiness for those two, and glad +content to be here. + +"Marsail looked at me with big eyes. + +"But when I asked her what she meant by that, she would say no more. No +asking of mine would bring the word to her lips, only she shook her head +and kept her gaze from my face. Then, seeing that it was useless, I said +to her-- + +"'Marsail, tell me this: Was this sight of yours the sole thing that +made the people here on Rona look askance at Alan MacAilean?' + +"For a time she stared at me with dim eyes, then suddenly she spoke-- + +"'It is not all.' + +"'Then what more is there, Marsail Macrae?' + +"'That is not for the saying. I have no more to say. Let you, or Alan +MacAilean, go elsewhere. That which is to be, will be. To each his own +end.' + +"'Then be telling me this now at least,' I asked: 'is there danger for +him or me in this island?' + +"But the poor old woman would say no more, and then I saw a swoon was on +her." + +After this, Alan and Ian walked slowly home together, both silent, and +each revolving in his mind as in a dim dusk that mystery which, vague +and unreal at first, had now become a living presence, and haunted them +by day and night. + + +IV + +"In the shadow of pain, one may hear the footsteps of joy." So runs a +proverb of old. + +It was a true saying for Alan. That night he lay down in pain, his heart +heavy with the weight of a mysterious burden. On the morrow he woke +blithely to a new day--a day of absolute beauty. The whole wide +wilderness of ocean was of living azure, aflame with gold and silver. +Around the promontories of the isles the brown-sailed fishing-boats of +Barra and Berneray, of Borosay and Seila, moved blithely hither and +thither. Everywhere the rhythm of life pulsed swift and strong. The +first sound which had awakened Alan was of a loud singing of fishermen +who were putting out from Aonaig. The coming of a great shoal of +mackerel had been signalled, and every man and woman of the near isles +was alert for the take. The watchers had known it by the swift +congregation of birds, particularly the gannets and skuas. And as the +men pulled at the oars, or hoisted the brown sails, they sang a snatch +of an old-world tune, still chanted at the first coming of the birds +when spring-tide is on the flow again-- + + "Bui' cheas dha 'n Ti thaine na Gugachan + Thaine's na h-Eoin-Mhora cuideriu, + Cailin dugh ciaru bo's a chro! + Bo dhonn! bo dhonn! bo dhonn bheadarrach! + Bo dhonn a ruin a bhlitheadh am baine dhuit + Ho ro! mo gheallag! ni gu rodagach! + Cailin dugh ciaru bo's a chro-- + Na h-eoin air tighinn! cluinneam an ceol!" + + (Thanks to the Being, the Gannets have come, + Yes! and the Great Auks along with them. + Dark-haired girl!--a cow in the fold! + Brown cow! brown cow! brown cow, beloved ho! + Brown cow! my love! the milker of milk to thee! + Ho ro! my fair-skinned girl--a cow, in the fold, + And the birds have come!--glad sight, I see!) + +Eager to be of help, Ian put off in his boat, and was soon among the +fishermen, who in their new excitement were forgetful of all else than +that the mackerel were come, and that every moment was precious. For the +first time Ian found himself no unwelcome comrade. Was it, he wondered, +because that, there upon the sea, whatever of shadow dwelled about him, +or rather about Alan MacAilean, on the land, was no longer visible. + +All through that golden noon he and the others worked hard. From isle to +isle went the chorus of the splashing oars and splashing nets; of the +splashing of the fish and the splashing of gannets and gulls; of the +splashing of the tide leaping blithely against the sun-dazzle, and the +illimitable rippling splash moving out of the west;--all this blent with +the loud, joyous cries, the laughter, and the hoarse shouts of the men +of Barra and the adjacent islands. It was close upon dusk before the +Rona boats put into the haven of Aonaig again; and by that time none was +blither than Ian MacIain, who in that day of happy toil had lost all the +gloom and apprehension of the day before, and now returned to +Caisteal-Rhona with lighter heart than he had known for long. + +When, however, he got there, there was no sign of Alan. He had gone, +said Giorsal, he had gone out in the smaller boat midway in the +afternoon, and had sailed around to Aoidhu, the great scaur which ran +out beyond the precipices at the south-west of Rona. + +This Alan often did, and of late more and more often. Ever since he had +come to the Hebrid Isles his love of the sea had deepened and had grown +into a passion for its mystery and beauty. Of late, too, something +impelled to a more frequent isolation, a deep longing to be where no eye +could see and no ear hearken. + +So at first Ian was in no way alarmed. But when the sun had set, and +over the faint blue film of the Isle of Tiree the moon had risen, and +still no sign of Alan, he became restless and uneasy. Giorsal begged him +in vain to eat of the supper she had prepared. Idly he moved to and fro +along the rocky ledge, or down by the pebbly shore, or across the green +_àiridh_, eager for a glimpse of him whom he loved so well. + +At last, unable longer to endure a growing anxiety, he put out in his +boat, and sailed swiftly before the slight easterly breeze which had +prevailed since moonrise. So far as Aoidhu, all the way from Aonaig, +there was not a haven anywhere, nor even one of the sea caverns which +honeycombed the isle beyond the headland. A glance, therefore, showed +him that Alan had not yet come back that way. It was possible, though +unlikely, that he had sailed right round Rona; unlikely, because in the +narrow straits to the north, between Rona and the scattered islets known +as the Innsemhara, strong currents prevailed, and particularly at the +full of the tide, when they swept north-eastward dark and swift as a +mill-race. + +Once the headland was passed and the sheer precipitous westward cliffs +loomed black out of the sea, he became more and more uneasy. As yet, +there was no danger; but he saw that a swell was moving out of the west; +and whenever the wind blew that way, the sea-arcades were filled with a +lifting, perilous wave. Later, escape might be difficult, and often +impossible. Out of the score or more great passages which opened between +Aoidhu and Ardgorm, it was difficult to know into which to chance the +search of Alan. Together they had examined all of them. Some twisted but +slightly; others wound sinuously till the green, serpentine alleys, +flanked by basalt walls hundreds of feet high, lost themselves in an +indistinguishable maze. + +But that which was safest, and wherein a boat could most easily make its +way against wind or tide, was the huge, cavernous passage known locally +as the Uaimh-nan-roin, the Cave of the Seals. + +For this opening Ian steered his boat. Soon he was within the wide +corridor. Like the great cave at Staffa, it was wrought as an aisle in +some natural cathedral; the rocks, too, were columnar, and rose in +flawless symmetry, as though graven by the hand of man. At the far end +of this gigantic aisle, there diverges a long, narrow arcade, filled by +day with the green shine of the water, and by night, when the moon is +up, with a pale froth of light. It is one of the few where there are +open gateways for the sea and the wandering light, and by its spherical +shape almost the only safe passage in a season of heavy wind. Half-way +along this arched arcade a corridor leads to a round cup-like cavern, +midway in which stands a huge mass of black basalt, in shape suggestive +of a titanic altar. Thus it must have impressed the imagination of the +islanders of old; for by them, even in a remote day, it was called +Teampull-Mara, the Temple of the Sea. Owing to the narrowness of the +passage, and to the smooth, unbroken walls which rise sheer from the +green depths into an invisible darkness, the Strait of the Temple is not +one wherein to linger long, save in a time of calm. + +Instinctively, however, Ian quietly headed his boat along this narrow +way. When, silently, he emerged from the arcade, he could just discern +the mass of basalt at the far end of the cavern. But there, seated in +his boat, was Alan, apparently idly adrift, for one oar floated in the +water alongside, and the other swung listlessly from the tholes. + +His heart had a suffocating grip as he saw him whom he had come to seek. +Why that absolute stillness, that strange, listless indifference? For a +dreadful moment he feared death had indeed come to him in that lonely +place where, as an ancient legend had it, a woman of old time had +perished, and ever since had wrought death upon any who came thither +solitary and unhappy. + +But at the striking of the shaft of his oar against a ledge, Alan moved, +and looked at him with startled eyes. Half rising from where he crouched +in the stern, he called to him in a voice that had in it something +strangely unfamiliar. + +"I will not hear!" he cried. "I will not hear! Leave me! Leave me!" + +Fearing that the desolation of the place had wrought upon his mind, Ian +swiftly moved toward him, and the next moment his boat glided alongside. +Stepping from the one to the other, he kneeled beside him. + +"_Ailean mo caraid, Ailean-aghray_, what is it? What gives you dread? +There is no harm here. All is well. Look! See, it is I, Ian--old Ian +MacIain! Listen, _mo ghaoil_; do you not know me--do you not know who I +am? It is I, Ian; Ian who loves you!" + +Even in that obscure light he could clearly discern the pale face, and +his heart smote him as he saw Alan's eyes turn upon him with a glance +wild and mournful. Had he indeed succumbed to the sea madness which ever +and again strikes into a terrible melancholy one here and there among +those who dwell in the remote isles? But even as he looked, he noted +another expression come into the wild strained eyes; and almost before +he realised what had happened, Alan was on his feet and pointing with +rigid arm. + +For there, in that nigh unreachable and for ever unvisited solitude, was +the figure of a man. He stood on the summit of the huge basalt altar, +and appeared to have sprung from out the rock, or, himself a shadowy +presence, to have grown out of the obscure unrealities of the darkness. +Ian stared, fascinated, speechless. + +Then with a spring he was on the ledge. Swift and sure as a wild cat, he +scaled the huge mass of the altar. + +Nothing; no one! There was not a trace of any human being. Not a bird, +not a bat; nothing. Moreover, even in that slowly blackening darkness, +he could see that there was no direct connection between the summit or +side with the blank, precipitous wall of basalt beyond. Overhead there +was, so far as he could discern, a vault. No human being could have +descended through that perilous gulf. + +Was the island haunted? he wondered, as slowly he made his way back to +the boat. Or had he been startled by some wild fantasy, and imagined a +likeness where none had been? Perhaps even he had not really seen any +one. He had heard of such things. The nerves can soon chase the mind +into the shadow wherein it loses itself. + +Or was Alan the vain dreamer? That, indeed, might well be. Mayhap he had +heard some fantastic tale from Morag MacNeill, or from old Marsail +Macrae; the islanders had _sgeul_ after _sgeul_ of a wild strangeness. + +In silence he guided the boats back into the outer arcade, where a faint +sheen of moonlight glistened on the water. Thence, in a few minutes, he +oared that wherein he and Alan sat, with the other fastened astern, into +the open. + +When the moonshine lay full on Alan's face, Ian saw that he was thinking +neither of himself nor of where he was. His eyes were heavy with dream. + +What wind there was blew against their course, so Ian rowed unceasingly. +In silence they passed once again the headland of Aoidhu; in silence +they drifted past a single light gleaming in a croft near Aonaig--a red +eye staring out into the shadow of the sea, from the room where the +woman Marsail lay dying; and in silence their keels grided on the patch +of shingle in Caisteal-Rhona haven. + + +For days thereafter Alan haunted that rocky, cavernous wilderness where +he had seen the Herdsman. + +It was in vain he had sought everywhere for some tidings of this +mysterious dweller in those upland solitudes. At times he believed that +there was indeed some one upon the island of whom, for inexplicable +reasons, none there would speak; but at last he came to the conviction +that what he had seen was an apparition, projected by the fantasy of +overwrought nerves. Even from the woman Morag MacNeill, to whom he had +gone with a frank appeal that won its way to her heart, he learned no +more than that an old legend, of which she did not care to speak, was in +some way associated with his own coming to Rona. + +Ian, too, never once alluded to the mysterious incident of the green +arcades which had so deeply impressed them both: never after Alan had +told him that he had seen a vision. + +But as the days passed, and as no word came to either of any unknown +person who was on the island, and as Alan, for all his patient wandering +and furtive quest, both among the upland caves and in the green arcades, +found absolutely no traces of him whom he sought, the belief that he had +been duped by his imagination deepened almost to conviction. + +As for Ian, he, unlike Alan, became more and more convinced that what he +had seen was indeed no apparition. Whatever lingering doubt he had was +dissipated on the eve of the night when old Marsail Macrae died. It was +dusk when word came to Caisteal-Rhona that Marsail felt the cold wind +on the soles of her feet. Ian went to her at once, and it was in the +dark hour which followed that he heard once more, and more fully, the +strange story which, like a poisonous weed, had taken root in the minds +of the islanders. Already from Marsail he had heard of the Prophet, +though, strangely enough, he had never breathed word of this to Alan, +not even when, after the startling episode of the apparition in the +Teampull-Mara, he had, as he believed, seen the Prophet himself. But +there in the darkness of the low, turfed cottage, with no light in the +room save the dull red gloom from the heart of the smoored peats, +Marsail, in the attenuated, remote voice of those who have already +entered into the vale of the shadow, told him this thing, in the +homelier Gaelic-- + +"Yes, Ian mac Iain-Bàn, I will be telling you this thing before I +change. You are for knowing, sure, that long ago Uilleam, brother of him +who was father to the lad up at the castle yonder, had a son? Yes, you +know that, you say, and also that he was called Donnacha Bàn? No, +mo-caraid, that is not a true thing that you have heard, that Donnacha +Bàn went under the waves years ago. He was the seventh son, an' was born +under the full moon; 'tis Himself will be knowing whether that was for +or against him. Of these seven none lived beyond childhood except the +two youngest, Kenneth an' Donnacha. Kenneth was always frail as a +February flower, but he lived to be a man. He an' his brother never +spoke, for a feud was between them, not only because that each was +unlike the other, an' the younger hated the older because through him he +was the penniless one, but most because both loved the same woman. I am +not for telling you the whole story now, for the breath in my body will +soon blow out in the draught that is coming upon me; but this I will say +to you: darker and darker grew the gloom between these brothers. When +Giorsal Macdonald gave her love to Kenneth, Donnacha disappeared for a +time. Then, one day, he came back to Borosay, an' smiled quietly with +his cold eyes when they wondered at his coming again. Now, too, it was +noticed that he no longer had an ill-will upon his brother, but spoke +smoothly with him an' loved to be in his company. But to this day no one +knows for sure what happened. For there was a gloaming when Donnacha Bàn +came back alone in his sailing-boat. He an' Kenneth had sailed forth, he +said, to shoot seals in the sea-arcades to the west of Rona, but in +these dark and lonely passages they had missed each other. At last he +had heard Kenneth's voice calling for help, but when he had got to the +place it was too late, for his brother had been seized with the cramps, +an' had sunk deep into the fathomless water. There is no getting a body +again that sinks in these sea-galleries. The crabs know that. + +"Well, this and much more was what Donnacha Bàn told to his people. None +believed him; but what could any do? There was no proof; none had ever +seen them enter the sea-caves together. Not that Donnacha Bàn sought in +any way to keep back those who would fain know more. Not so; he strove +to help to find the body. Nevertheless, none believed; an' Giorsal nic +Dugall Mòr least of all. The blight of that sorrow went to her heart. +She had death soon, poor thing! but before the cold greyness was upon +her she told her father, an' the minister that was there, that she knew +Donnacha Bàn had murdered his brother. One might be saying these were +the wild words of a woman; but, for sure, no one said that thing upon +Borosay or Rona, or any of these isles. When all was done, the minister +told what he knew, an' what he thought, to the Lord of the South Isles, +and asked what was to be put upon Donnacha Bàn. 'Exile for ever,' said +the chief, 'or if he stays here, the doom of silence. Let no man or +woman speak to him or give him food or drink, or give him shelter, or +let his shadow cross his or hers.' + +"When this thing was told to Donnacha Bàn Carmichael, he laughed at +first; but as day after day slid over the rocks where all days fall, he +laughed no more. Soon he saw that the chief's word was no empty word; +an' yet would not go away from his own place. He could not stay upon +Borosay, for his father cursed him; an' no man can stay upon the island +where a father's curse moves this way an' that, for ever seeing him. +Then, some say a madness came upon him, and others that he took wildness +to be his way, and others that God put upon him the shadow of +loneliness, so that he might meet sorrow there and repent. Howsoever +that may be, Donnacha Bàn came to Rona, an' by the same token, it was +the year of the great blight, when the potatoes and the corn came to +naught, an' when the fish in the sea swam away from the isles. In the +autumn of that year there was not a soul left on Rona except Giorsal an' +the old man Ian, her father, who had guard of Caisteal-Rhona for him who +was absent. When, once more, years after, smoke rose from the crofts, +the saying spread that Donnacha Bàn, the murderer, had made his home +among the caves of the upper part of the isle. None knew how this saying +rose, for he was seen of none. The last man who saw him--an' that was a +year later--was old Padruig M'Vurich the shepherd. Padruig said that, as +he was driving his ewes across the north slope of Ben Einaval in the +gloaming, he came upon a silent figure seated upon a rock, with his chin +in his hands, an' his elbows on his knees--with the great, sad eyes of +him staring at the moon that was lifting itself out of the sea. Padruig +did not know who the man was. The shepherd had few wits, poor man! and +he had known, or remembered, little about the story of Donnacha Bàn +Carmichael; so when he spoke to the man, it was as to a stranger. The +man looked at him and said-- + +"'You are Padruig M'Vurich, the shepherd.' + +"At that a trembling was upon old Padruig, who had the wonder that this +stranger should know who and what he was. + +"'And who will you be, and forgive the saying?' he asked. + +"'_Am Fàidh_--the Prophet,' the man said. + +"'And what prophet will you be, and what is your prophecy?' asked +Padruig. + +"'I am here because I wait for what is to be, and that will be the +coming of the Woman who is the Daughter of God.' + +"And with that the man said no more, an' the old shepherd went down +through the gloaming, an', heavy with the thoughts that troubled him, +followed his ewes down into Aonaig. But after that neither he nor any +other saw or heard tell of the shadowy stranger; so that all upon Rona +felt sure that Padruig had beheld no more than a vision. There were some +who thought that he had seen the ghost of the outlaw Donnacha Bàn; an' +mayhap one or two who wondered if the stranger that had said he was a +prophet was not Donnacha Bàn himself, with a madness come upon him; but +at last these sayings went out to sea upon the wind, an' men forgot. +But, an' it was months and months afterwards, an' three days before his +own death, old Padruig M'Vurich was sitting in the sunset on the rocky +ledge in front of his brother's croft, where then he was staying, when +he heard a strange crying of seals. He thought little of that; only, +when he looked closer, he saw, in the hollow of the wave hard by that +ledge, a drifting body. + +"'_Am Fàidh--Am Fàidh!_' he cried; 'the Prophet, the Prophet!' + +"At that his brother an' his brother's wife ran to see; but it was +nothing that they saw. 'It would be a seal,' said Pòl M'Vurich; but at +that Padruig had shook his head, an' said no for sure, he had seen the +face of the dead man, an' it was of him whom he had met on the hillside, +an' that had said he was the Prophet who was waiting there for the +second coming of God. + +"And that is how there came about the echo of the thought that Donnacha +Bàn had at last, after his madness, gone under the green wave and was +dead. For all that, in the months which followed, more than one man said +he had seen a figure high up on the hill. The old wisdom says that when +God comes again, or the prophet who will come before, it will be as a +herdsman on a lonely isle. More than one of the old people on Rona and +Borosay remembered that _sgeul_ out of the _Seanachas_ that the +tale-tellers knew. There were some who said that Donnacha Bàn had never +been drowned at all, an' that he was this Prophet, this Herdsman. Others +would not have that saying at all, but believed that the wraith was +indeed Am Buachaill Ban, the Fair-haired Shepherd, who had come again +to redeem the people out of their sorrow. There were even those who said +that the Herdsman who haunted Rona was no other than Kenneth Carmichael +himself, who had not died but had had the mind-dark there in the +sea-caves where he had been lost, an' there had come to the knowledge of +secret things, and so was at last Am Fàidh Chriosd." + + +A great weakness came upon the old woman when she had spoken thus far. +Ian feared that she would have breath for no further word; but after a +thin gasping, and a listless fluttering of weak hands upon the coverlet, +whereon her trembling fingers plucked aimlessly at the invisible +blossoms of death, she opened her eyes once more, and stared in a dim +questioning at him who sat by her bedside. + +"Tell me," whispered Ian, "tell me Marsail, what thought it is that is +in your own mind?" + +But already the old woman had begun to wander. + +"For sure, for sure," she muttered, "_Am Fàidh ... Am Fàidh_ ... an' a +child will be born ... the Queen of Heaven, an' ... that will be the +voice of Domhuill, my husband, I am hearing ... an' dark it is, an' the +tide comin' in ... an'----" + +Then, sure, the tide came in, and if in that darkness old Marsail Macrae +heard any voice at all, it was that of Domhuill who years agone had sunk +into the wild seas off the head of Barra. + +An hour later Alan walked slowly under the cloudy night. All he had +heard from Ian came back to him with a strange familiarity. Something of +this, at least, he had known before. Some hints of this mysterious +Herdsman had reached his ears. In some inexplicable way his real or +imaginary presence there upon Rona seemed a pre-ordained thing for him. + +He knew that the wild imaginings of the islanders had woven the legend +of the Prophet, or of his mysterious message, out of the loom of the +deep longing whereon is woven that larger tapestry, the shadow-thridden +life of the island Gael. Laughter and tears, ordinary hopes and +pleasures, and even joy itself, and bright gaiety, and the swift, +spontaneous imaginations of susceptible natures--all this, of course, is +to be found with the island Gael as with his fellows elsewhere. But +every here and there are some who have in their minds the inheritance +from the dim past of their race, and are oppressed as no other people +are oppressed by the gloom of a strife between spiritual emotion and +material facts. It is the brains of dreamers such as these which clear +the mental life of the community; and it is in these brains are the +mysterious looms which weave the tragic and sorrowful tapestries of +Celtic thought. It were a madness to suppose that life in the isles +consists of nothing but sadness and melancholy. It is not so, or need +not be so, for the Gael is a creature of shadow and shine. But whatever +the people is, the brain of the Gael hears a music that is sadder than +any music there is, and has for its cloudy sky a gloom that shall not +go; for the end is near, and upon the westernmost shores of these remote +isles the voice of Celtic sorrow may be heard crying, "_Cha till, cha +till, cha till mi tuille_": "I will return, I will return, I will return +no more." + +Alan knew all this well; and yet he too dreamed his dream--that, even +yet, there might be redemption for the people. He did not share the wild +hope which some of the older islanders held, that Christ Himself shall +come again to redeem an oppressed race; but might not another saviour +arise, another redeeming spirit come into the world? And if so, might +not that child of joy be born out of suffering and sorrow and crime; and +if so, might not the Herdsman be indeed a prophet, the Prophet of the +Woman in whom God should come anew as foretold? + +With startled eyes he crossed the thyme-set ledge whereon stood +Caisteal-Rhona. Was it, after all, a message he had received, and was +that which had appeared to him in that lonely cavern of the sea but a +phantom of his own destiny? Was he himself, Alan Carmichael, indeed _Am +Fàidh_, the predestined Prophet of the isles? + + +V + +Ever since the night of Marsail's death, Ian had noticed that Alan no +longer doubted, but that in some way a special message had come to him, +a special revelation. On the other hand, he had himself swung further +into his conviction that the vision he had seen in the cavern was, in +truth, that of a living man. On Borosay, he knew, the fishermen believed +that the _aonaran nan creag_, the recluse of the rocks, as commonly they +spoke of him, was no other than Donnacha Bàn Carmichael, survived there +through these many years, and long since mad with his loneliness and +because of the burden of his crime. + +But by this time the islanders had come to see that Alan MacAilean was +certainly not Donnacha Bàn. Even the startling likeness no longer +betrayed them in this way. The ministers and the priests on Berneray and +Barra scoffed at the whole story, and everywhere discouraged the idea +that Donnacha Bàn could still be among the living. But for the common +belief that to encounter the Herdsman, whether the lost soul of Donnacha +Bàn or indeed the strange phantom of the hills of which the old legends +spoke, was to meet inevitable disaster, the islanders might have been +persuaded to make such a search among the caves of Rona as would almost +certainly have revealed the presence of any who dwelt therein. + +But as summer lapsed into autumn, and autumn itself through its golden +silences waned into the shadow of the equinox, a strange, brooding +serenity came upon Alan. Ian himself now doubted his own vision of the +mysterious Herdsman--if he indeed existed at all except in the +imaginations of those who spoke of him either as the Buachaill Bàn, or +as the _aonaran nan creag_. If a real man, Ian believed that at last he +had passed away. None saw the Herdsman now; and even Morag MacNeill, who +had often on moonlight nights been startled by the sound of a voice +chanting among the upper solitudes, admitted that she now heard nothing +unusual. + +St. Martin's summer came at last, and with it all that wonderful, +dreamlike beauty which bathes the isles in a flood of golden light, and +draws over sea and land a veil of deeper mystery. + +One late afternoon, Ian, returning to Caisteal-Rhona after an +unexplained absence of several hours, found Alan sitting at a table. +Spread before him were the sheets of one of the strange old Gaelic tales +which he had ardently begun to translate. Alan lifted and slowly read +the page or paraphrase which he had just laid down. It was after the +homelier Gaelic of the _Eachdaireachd Challum mhic Cruimein_. + +"And when that king had come to the island, he lived there in the shadow +of men's eyes; for none saw him by day or by night, and none knew whence +he came or whither he fared; for his feet were shod with silence, and +his way with dusk. But men knew that he was there, and all feared him. +Months, even years, tramped one on the heels of the other, and perhaps +the king gave no sign, but one day he would give a sign; and that sign +was a laughing that was heard somewhere, upon the lonely hills, or on +the lonely wave, or in the heart of him who heard. And whenever the king +laughed, he who heard would fare ere long from his fellows to join that +king in the shadow. But sometimes the king laughed only because of vain +hopes and wild imaginings, for upon these he lives as well as upon the +strange savours of mortality." + +That night Alan awakened Ian suddenly, and taking him by the hand made +him promise to go with him on the morrow to the Teampull-Mara. + +In vain Ian questioned him as to why he asked this thing. All Alan would +say was that he must go there once again, and with him, for he believed +that a spirit out of heaven had come to reveal to him a wonder. +Distressed by what he knew to be a madness, and fearful that it might +prove to be no passing fantasy, Ian would fain have persuaded him +against this intention. Even as he spoke, however, he realised that it +might be better to accede to his wishes, and, above all, to be there +with him, so that it might not be one only who heard or saw the expected +revelation. + +And it was a strange faring indeed, that which occurred on the morrow. +At noon, when the tide was an hour turned in the ebb, they sailed +westward from Caisteal-Rhona. It was in silence they made that strange +journey together; for, while Ian steered, Alan lay down in the hollow of +the boat, with his head against the old man's knees, and slept, or at +least lay still with his eyes closed. + +When at last they passed the headland and entered the first of the +sea-arcades, Alan rose and sat beside him. Hauling down the now useless +sail, Ian took an oar and, standing at the prow, urged the boat inward +along the narrow corridor which led to the huge sea-cave of the Altar. + +In the deep gloom--for even on that day of golden light and beauty the +green air of the sea-cave was heavy with shadow--there was a deathly +chill. What dull light there was came from the sheen of the green water +which lay motionless along the black basaltic ledges. When at last the +base of the Altar was reached, Ian secured the boat by a rope passed +around a projecting spur, and then seated himself in the stern beside +Alan. + +"Tell me, Alan-a-ghaoil, what is this thing that you are thinking you +will hear or see?" + +Alan looked at him strangely for a while, but, though his lips moved, he +said nothing. + +"Tell me, my heart," Ian urged again, "who is it you expect to see or +hear?" + +"_Am Buachaill Bàn_," Alan answered, "the Herdsman." + +For a moment Ian hesitated. Then, taking Alan's hand in his and raising +it to his lips, he whispered in his ear-- + +"There is no Herdsman upon Rona. If a man was there who lived solitary, +the _aonaran nan creag_ is dead long since. What you have seen and heard +has been a preying upon you of wild thoughts. Be thinking no more now of +this vision." + +"This man," Alan answered quietly, "is not Donnacha Bàn, but the Prophet +of whom the people speak. He himself has told me this thing. Yesterday I +was here, and he bade me come again. He spoke out of the shadow that is +about the Altar, though I saw him not. I asked him if he were Donnacha +Bàn, and he said 'No.' I asked him if he were _Am Fàidh_, and he said +'Yes.' I asked him if he were indeed an immortal spirit and herald of +that which was to be, and he said 'Even so.'" + +For a long while after this no word was spoken. The chill of that remote +place began to affect Alan, and he shivered slightly at times. But more +he shivered because of the silence, and because that he who had promised +to be there gave no sign. Sure, he thought, it could not be all a +dream; sure, the Herdsman would come again. + +Then at last, turning to Ian, he said, "We must come on the morrow, for +to-day he is not here." + +"I will do what you ask, Alan-mo-ghaol." + +But of a sudden Alan stepped on the black ledges at the base of the +Altar, and slowly mounted the precipitous rock. + +Ian watched him till he became a shadow in that darkness. His heart +leaped when suddenly he heard a cry fall out of the gloom. + +"Alan, Alan!" he cried, and a great fear was upon him when no answer +came; but at last he heard him clambering slowly down the perilous slope +of that obscure place. When he reached the ledge Alan stood still +regarding him. + +"Why do you not come into the boat?" Ian asked, terrified because of +what he saw in Alan's eyes. + +Alan looked at him with parted lips, his breath coming and going like +that of a caged bird. + +"What is it?" Ian whispered. + +"Ian, when I reached the top of the Altar, and in the dim light that was +there, I saw the dead body of a man lying upon the rock. His head was +lain back so that the gleam from a crevice in the cliff overhead fell +upon it. The man had been dead many hours. He is a man whose hair has +been greyed by years and sorrow, but the man is he who is of my blood; +he whom I resemble so closely; he that the fishermen call the hermit of +the rocks; he that is the Herdsman." + +Ian stared, with moving lips: then in a whisper he spoke-- + +"Would you be for following a herdsman who could lead you to no fold? +This man is dead, Alan mac Alasdair; and it is well that you brought me +here to-day. That is a good thing, and for sure God has willed it." + +"It is not a man that is dead. It is my soul that lies there. It is +dead. God called me to be His Prophet, and I hid in dreams. It is the +end." And with that, and death staring out of his eyes, he entered the +boat and sat down beside Ian. + +"Let us go," he said, and that was all. + +Slowly Ian oared the boat across the shadowy gulf of the cave, along the +narrow passage, and into the pale green gloom of the outer cavern, +wherein the sound of the sea made a forlorn requiem in his ears. + +But the short November day was already passing to its end. All the sea +westward was aflame with gold and crimson light, and in the great dome +of the sky a wonderful radiance lifted above the paleness of the clouds, +whose pinnacled and bastioned heights towered in the south-west. + +A faint wind blew eastwardly. Raising the sail, Ian made it fast and +then sat down beside Alan. But he, rising, moved along the boat to the +mast, and leaned there with his face against the setting sun. + +Idly they drifted onward. Deep silence lay between them; deep silence +was all about them, save for the ceaseless, inarticulate murmur of the +sea, the splash of low waves against the rocks of Rona, and the sigh of +the surf at the base of the basalt precipices. + +And this was their homeward sailing on that day of revelation: Alan, +with his back against the mast, and his lifeless face irradiated by the +light of the setting sun; Ian, steering, with his face in shadow. + + _Love in Shadow has two sacred ministers, Oblivion and Faith, one to + heal, the other to renovate and upbuild._--F. M. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[13] This hymn was taken down in the Gaelic and translated by Mr. +Alexander Carmichael of South Uist. + + + + +FRAGMENTS FROM "GREEN FIRE" + + +THE BIRDS OF ANGUS ÒG + + "_Then, in the violet forest all a-bourgeon, Eucharis, said to me: + It is Spring_."--ARTHUR RIMBAUD. + +After the dim purple bloom of a suspended Spring, a green rhythm ran +from larch to thorn, from lime to sycamore: spread from meadow to +meadow, from copse to copse, from hedgerow to hedgerow. The blackthorn +had already snowed upon the nettle-garths. In the obvious nests, among +the bare boughs of ash and beech, the eggs of the blackbird were +blue-green as the sky that March had bequeathed to April. For days past, +when the breath of the Equinox had surged out of the west, the +missel-thrushes had bugled from the wind-swayed topmost branches of the +tallest elms. Everywhere the green rhythm ran. + +In every leaf that had uncurled there was a delicate bloom, that which +is upon all things in the first hours of life. The spires of the grass +were washed in a green, dewy light. Out of the brown earth a myriad +living things thrust tiny green shafts, arrow-heads, bulbs, spheres, +clusters. Along the pregnant soil keener ears than ours would have heard +the stir of new life, the innumerous whisper of the bursting seed: and, +in the wind itself, shepherding the shadow-chased sunbeams, the voice of +that vernal gladness which has been man's clarion since Time began. + +Day by day the wind-wings lifted a more multitudinous whisper from the +woodlands. The deep hyperborean note, from the invisible ocean of air, +was still audible: within the concourse of bare boughs which wrought +against it, that surging voice could not but have an echo of its wintry +roar. In the sun-havens, however, along the southerly copses, in daisied +garths of orchard-trees, amid the flowering currant and guelder and +lilac bushes, in quiet places where the hives were all a-murmur, the +wind already sang its lilt of Spring. From dawn till noon, from an hour +before sundown till the breaking foam along the wild-cherry flushed +fugitively because of the crimson glow out of the west, there was a +ceaseless chittering of birds. The starlings and the sparrows enjoyed +the commune of the homestead; the larks and fieldfares and green and +yellow linnets congregated in the meadows, where, too, the wild bee +already roved. Among the brown ridgy fallows there was a constant +flutter of black, white-gleaming, and silver-grey wings, where the +stalking rooks, the jerking peewits, and the wary, uncertain gulls from +the neighbouring sea feasted tirelessly from the teeming earth. Often, +too, the wind-hover, that harbinger of the season of the young broods, +quivered his curved wings in his arrested flight, while his lance-like +gaze penetrated the whins beneath which a new-born rabbit crawled, or +discerned in the tangle of a grassy tuft the brown watchful eyes of a +nesting quail. + +In the remoter woodlands the three foresters of April could be heard; +the woodpecker tapping on the gnarled boles of the oaks, the wild dove +calling in low crooning monotones to his silent mate, the cuckoo tolling +his infrequent peals from skiey belfries built of sun and mist. + +In the fields, where the thorns were green as rivulets of melted snow +and the grass had the bloom of emerald, and the leaves of docken, +clover, cinquefoil, sorrel, and a thousand plants and flowers, were +wave-green, the ewes lay, idly watching with their luminous amber eyes +the frisking and leaping of the close-curled, tuft-tailed, woolly-legged +lambs. In corners of the hedgerows, and in hollows in the rolling +meadows, the primrose, the celandine, the buttercup, the dandelion, and +the daffodil spilled little eddies of the sunflood which overbrimmed +them with light. All day long the rapture of the larks filled the blue +air with vanishing spirals of music, swift and passionate in the ascent, +repetitive and less piercing in the narrowing downward gyres. From every +whin the poignant monotonous note of the yellow hammer re-echoed. Each +pastoral hedge was alive with robins, chaffinches, and the dusky shadows +of the wild mice darting here and there among the greening boughs. + +Whenever this green fire is come upon the earth, the swift contagion +spreads to the human heart. What the seedlings feel in the trees, what +the blood feels in the brown mould, what the sap feels in every creature +from the newt in the pool to the nesting bird, so feels the strange +remembering ichor that runs its red tides through human hearts and +brains. Spring has its subtler magic for us, because of the dim +mysteries of unremembering remembrance and of the vague radiances of +hope. Something in us sings an ascendant song, and we expect we know not +what: something in us sings a decrescent song, and we realise vaguely +the stirring of immemorial memories. + +There is none who will admit that Spring is fairer elsewhere than in his +own land. But there are regions where the season is so hauntingly +beautiful that it would seem as though Angus Òg knew them for his chosen +resting-places in his green journey. + +Angus Òg, Angus MacGreigne, Angus the Ever Youthful, the Son of the Sun, +a fair god he indeed, golden-haired and wonderful as Apollo Chrusokumos. +Some say that he is Love: some, that he is Spring: some, even, that in +him Thanatos, the Hellenic Celt that was his far-off kin, is +reincarnate. But why seek riddles in flowing water? It may well be that +Angus Òg is Love, and Spring, and Death. The elemental gods are ever +triune: and in the human heart, in whose lost Eden an ancient tree of +knowledge grows, wherefrom the mind has not yet gathered more than a few +windfalls, it is surely sooth that Death and Love are oftentimes one and +the same, and that they love to come to us in the apparel of Spring. + +Sure, indeed, Angus Òg is a name above all sweet to lovers, for is he +not the god--the fair Youth of the Tuatha-de-Danann, the Ancient People, +with us still, though for ages seen of us no more--from the meeting of +whose lips are born white birds, which fly abroad and nest in lovers' +hearts till the moment come when, on the yearning lips of love, their +invisible wings shall become kisses again? + +Then, too, there is the old legend that Angus goes to and fro upon the +world, a weaver of rainbows. He follows the Spring, or is its herald. +Often his rainbows are seen in the heavens: often in the rapt gaze of +love. We have all perceived them in the eyes of children, and some of us +have discerned them in the hearts of sorrowful women, and in the dim +brains of the old. Ah, for sure, if Angus Og be the lovely Weaver of +Hope, he is deathless comrade of the Spring, and we may well pray to him +to let his green fire move in our veins; whether he be but the Eternal +Youth of the World, or be also Love, whose soul is youth; or even though +he be likewise Death himself, Death to whom Love was wedded long, long +ago. + + +II + +Alan was a poet, and to dream was his birthright.... He was ever +occupied by that wonderful past of his race which was to him a living +reality. It was perhaps because he so keenly perceived the romance of +the present--the romance of the general hour, of the individual +moment--that he turned so insatiably to the past with its deathless +charm, its haunting appeal.... His mind was as irresistibly drawn to the +Celtic world of the past as the swallow to the sun-way. In a word he was +not only a poet but a Celtic poet; and not only a Celtic poet but a +dreamer of the Celtic dream. Perhaps this was because of the double +strain in his veins. Doubtless, too, it was continuously enhanced by his +intimate knowledge of two of the Celtic languages, that of the Breton +and that of the Gael. It is language that is the surest stimulus to the +remembering nerves. We have a memory within memory as layers of skin +underlie the epidermis. With most of us this anterior remembrance +remains dormant throughout life: but to some are given swift ancestral +recollections. Alan was of these. + +With this double key Alan unlocked many doors. In his brain ran ever +that Ossianic tide which has borne so many marvellous argosies through +the troubled waters of the modern mind. Old ballad of his nature isles, +with their haunting Gaelic rhythm of idioms, their frequent reminiscence +of Norse viking and the Danish summer-sailor were often in his ears. He +had lived with his hero Cuchullin from the days when the boy shewed his +royal blood at Emain-Macha till that sad hour when his madness came upon +him and he died. He had fared forth with many a Lifting of the Sunbeam, +and had followed Oisin step by step on that last melancholy journey when +Malvina led the blind old man along the lonely shores of Arran. He had +watched the _crann-tara_ flare from glen to glen, and at the bidding of +that fiery cross he had seen the whirling of the swords, the dusky +flight of arrow-rain, and from the isles, the leaping forth of the war +_birlinns_ to meet the Viking galleys. How often, too, he had followed +trial of Niall of the nine Hostages and had seen the Irish Charlemagne +ride victor through Saxon London, or across the Norman plains or with +onward sword direct his army against the white walls of the Alps!... It +was all this marvellous life of old which wrought upon Alan's life as by +a spell. Often he recalled the words of a Gaelic _Sean_ he had heard +Yann croon in his soft monotonous voice,--words which made a light +shoreward eddy of the present and were solemn with the deep-sea sound of +the past, that is with us even as we speak.... + +Truly his soul must have lived a thousand years ago. In him, at least, +the old Celtic brain was reborn with a vivid intensity which none +guessed, for Alan himself only vaguely surmised the extent and depth of +this obsession. In heart and brain that old world lived anew. Himself a +poet, all that was fair and tragically beautiful was for ever undergoing +in his mind a marvellous transformation--a magical resurrection rather, +wherein what was remote and bygone, and crowned with oblivious dust, +became alive again with intense and beautiful life.... + + +Deep passion instinctively moves towards the shadow rather than towards +the golden noons of light. Passion hears what love at most dreams of; +passion sees what love mayhap dimly discerns in a glass darkly. A +million of our fellows are "in love" at any or every moment: and for +these the shadowy way is intolerable. But for the few, in whom love is, +the eyes are circumspect against the dark hour which comes when heart +and brain and blood are aflame with the paramount ecstasy of love.... + +Oh, flame that burns where fires of home are lit! and oh, flame that +burns in the heart to whom life has not said, Awake! and oh, flame that +smoulders from death to life, and from life to death, in the dumb lives +of those to whom the primrose way is closed! Everywhere the burning of +the burning, the flame of the flame, pain and the shadow of pain, joy +and the rapt breath of joy, flame of the flame that, burning, destroyeth +not, till the flame is no more!... + + +It is said of an ancient poet of the Druid days that he had the power to +see the lines of the living, and these as though they were phantoms, +separate from the body. Was there not a young king of Albainn who, in a +perilous hour, discovered the secret of old time, and knew how a life +may be hidden away from the body so that none may know of it, save the +wind that whispers all things, and the tides of day and night that bear +all things upon their dark flood?... + +The fragrance of the forest intoxicated him. Spring was come indeed. The +wild storm had ruined nothing, for at its fiercest it had swept +overhead. Everywhere the green fire of Spring would be litten anew. A +green flame would pass from meadow to hedgerow, from hedgerow to the +tangled thickets of bramble and dog-rose, from the underwoods to the +inmost forest glades. + +Everywhere song would be to the birds, everywhere young life would +pulse, everywhere the rhythm of a new rapture would run rejoicing. The +Miracle of Spring would be accomplished in the sight of all men, of all +birds and beasts, of all green life. Each, in its kind would have a +swifter throb in the red blood of the vivid sap.... + +She was his Magic. The light of their love was upon everything. Deeply +as he loved beauty he had learned to love it far more keenly and +understandingly because of her. He saw now through the accidental and +everywhere discerned the Eternal Beauty, the echoes of whose wandering +are in every heart and brain though few discern the white vision or hear +the haunting voice.... Thus it was she had for him this immutable +attraction which a few women have for a few men; an appeal, a charm, +that atmosphere of romance, that _air_ of ideal beauty, wherein lies the +secret of all passionate art. + +The world without wonder, the world without mystery! That indeed is the +rainbow without colours, the sunrise without living gold, the noon void +of light.... + +In deep love there is no height nor depth between two hearts, no height +nor depth nor length nor breadth. There is simply love. What if both at +times were wrought too deeply by this beautiful dream? What if the inner +life triumphed now and then, and each forgot the deepest instinct of +life that here the body is overlord, and the soul but a divine consort? + + +There are three races of man. There is the myriad race which loses all +through (not bestiality, for the brute world is clean and sane) +perverted animalism; and there is the myriad race which denounces +humanity, and pins all its faith and joy to a life the very conditions +of whose existence are incompatible with the law to which we are +subject--the sole law, the law of nature. + +Then there is that small untoward clan, which knows the divine call of +the spirit through the brain, and the secret whisper of the soul in the +heart, and for ever perceives the veils of mystery and the rainbows of +hope upon our human horizons, which hears and sees, and yet turns +wisely, meanwhile, to the life of the green earth, of which we are part, +to the common kindred of living things with which we are at one--is +content, in a word, to live because of the dream that makes living so +mysteriously sweet and poignant; and to dream because of the commanding +immediacy of life.... + +What are dreams but the dust of wayfaring thoughts? Or whence are they, +and what air is upon their shadowy wings? Do they come out of the +twilight of man's mind: are they ghosts of exiles from vanished palaces +of the brain: or are they heralds with proclamations of hidden tidings +for the soul that dreams? + + +III + +THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD + + "_The Souls of the Living are the Beauty of the World._"--BACON. + +For out of his thoughts about Annaik and Ynys arose a fuller, a deeper +conception of womanhood. How well he remembered a legend that Ynys had +once told him: a legend of a fair spirit which goes to and fro upon the +world, the Weaver of Tears. He loves the pathways of sorrow. His voice +is low and sweet, with a sound like the bubbling of waters in that fount +whence the rainbows rise. His eyes are in quiet places, and in the dumb +pain of animals as in the agony of the human brain: but most he is +found, oftenest are the dewy traces of his feet, in the heart of woman. + +Tears, tears: they are not the saltest tears which are on the lids of +those who weep. Fierce tears there are, hot founts of pain in the mind +of many a man, that are never shed, but slowly crystallise in furrows on +brow and face, and in deep weariness in the eyes: fierce tears, +unquenchable, in the heart of many a woman, whose brave eyes look +fearlessly at life, whose dauntless courage goes forth daily to die but +never to be vanquished. + +In truth the Weaver of Tears abides in the heart of woman. O Mother of +Pity, of Love, of deep Compassion: with thee it is to yearn for ever for +the ideal human, to bring the spiritual love into fashion with human +desire, endlessly to strive, endlessly to fail, always to hope in spite +of disillusion, to love unswervingly against all baffling and +misunderstanding, and even forgetfulness! O Woman, whose eyes are always +stretched out to her erring children, whose heart is big enough to cover +all the little children in the world, and suffer with their sufferings, +and joy with their joys: Woman, whose other divine names are Strength +and Patience, who is no girl, no virgin, because she has drunk too +deeply of the fount of Life to be very young or very joyful. Upon her +lips is the shadowy kiss of death: in her eyes is the shadow of birth. +She is the veiled interpreter of the two mysteries. Yet what joyousness +like hers, when she wills: because of her unwavering hope, her +inexhaustible fount of love? + +So it was that just as Alan had long recognised as a deep truth, how the +spiritual nature of man has been revealed to humanity in many divine +incarnations, so he had come to believe that the spiritual nature of +woman has been revealed in the many Marys, sisters of the Beloved, who +have had the keys of the soul and the heart in their unconscious +keeping. In this exquisite truth he knew a fresh and vivid hope.... A +Woman-Saviour, who would come near to all of us, because in her heart +would be the blind tears of the child, the bitter tears of the man, and +the patient tears of the woman: who would be the Compassionate One, with +no end or aim but compassion--with no doctrine to teach, no way to show, +but only deep, wonderful, beautiful, inalienable, unquenchable +compassion. + +For in truth there is the divine eternal feminine counterpart to the +divine eternal male, and both are needed to explain the mystery of the +dual spirit within us--the mystery of the two in one, so infinitely +stranger and more wonderful than that triune life which the blind +teachers of the blind have made a rock of stumbling and offence out of a +truth clear and obvious as noon. + +We speak of Mother Nature, but we do not discern the living truth behind +our words. How few of us have the vision of this great brooding Mother, +whose garment is the earth and sea, whose head is pillowed among the +stars: she, who, with death and sleep as her familiar shapes, soothes +and rests all the weariness of the world, from the waning leaf to the +beating pulse, from the brief span of a human heart to the furrowing of +granite brows by the uninterrupted sun, the hounds of rain and wind, and +the untrammelled airs of heaven. + +Not cruel, relentless, impotently anarchic, chaotically potent, this +Mater Genetrix. We see her thus, who are flying threads in the loom she +weaves. But she is patient, abiding, certain, inviolate, and silent +ever. It is only when we come to this vision of her whom we call Isis, +or Hera, or Orchil, or one of a hundred other names, our unknown +Earth-Mother, that men and women will know each other aright, and go +hand in hand along the road of life without striving to crush, to +subdue, to usurp, to retaliate, to separate. + +Ah, fair vision of humanity to come: man and woman side by side, sweet, +serene, true, simple, natural, fulfilling earth's and heaven's behests, +unashamed, unsophisticated, unaffected, each to each and for each, +children of one mother, inheritors of a like destiny, and, at the last, +artificers of an equal fate. + +Pondering thus, Alan rose, and looked out, into the night. In that +great stillness, wherein the moonlight lay like the visible fragrance of +the earth, he gazed long and intently. How shadow, now, were those lives +that had so lately palpitated in this very place: how strange their +silence, their incommunicable knowledge, their fathomless peace! + +Was it all lost ... the long endurance of pain, the pangs of sorrow? If +so, what was the lesson of life? Surely to live with sweet serenity and +gladness, content against the inevitable hour. There is solace of a kind +in the idea of a common end, of that terrible processional march of life +wherein the myriad is momentary, and the immeasurable is but a passing +shadow. But, alas, it is only solace of a kind: for what heart that has +beat to the pulse of love can relinquish the sweet dream of life, and +what coronal can philosophy put upon the brows of youth in place of +eternity. + +No, no: of this he felt sure. In the Beauty of the World lies the +ultimate redemption of our mortality. When we shall become at one with +nature in a sense profounder even than the poetic imaginings of most of +us, we shall understand what now we fail to discern. The arrogance of +those who would have the stars as candles for our night, and the +universe as a pleasance for our thought, will be as impossible as their +blind fatuity who say we are of dust, briefly vitalised, that shall be +dust again, with no fragrance saved from the rude bankruptcy of life, no +beauty raised up against the sun to bloom anew. + +It is no idle dream, this: no idle dream that we are a perishing clan +among the sons of God, because of this slow waning of our joy, of our +passionate delight, in the Beauty of the World. We have been unable to +look out upon the shining of our star, for the vision overcomes us; and +we have used veils which we call "scenery," "picturesqueness," and the +like--poor, barren words that are so voiceless and remote before the +rustle of leaves and the lap of water, before the ancient music of the +wind, and all the sovran eloquence of the tides of light. But a day may +come--nay, shall surely come--when indeed the poor and the humble shall +inherit the earth: they who have not made a league with temporal evils +and out of whose heart shall arise the deep longing, that shall become +universal, of the renewal of youth. + + +... Often, too, alone in his observatory, where he was wont to spend +much of his time, Alan knew that strange nostalgia of the mind for +impossible things. Then, wrought for a while from his vision of green +life, and flamed by another green fire than that born of the earth, he +dreamed his dream. With him, the peopled solitude of night was a +concourse of confirming voices. He did not dread the silence of the +stars, the cold remoteness of the stellar fire. + +In that other watch-tower in Paris, where he had spent the best hours of +his youth, he had loved that nightly watch on the constellations. Now, +as then, in the pulse of the planets he found assurances which faith had +not given him. In the vast majestic order of that nocturnal march, that +diurnal retreat, he had learned the law of the whirling leaf and the +falling star, of the slow æon-delayed comet and of the slower wane of +solar fires. Looking with visionary eyes into that congregation of +stars, he realised, not the littleness of the human dream, but its +divine impulsion. It was only when, after long vigils into the quietudes +of night, he turned his gaze from the palaces of the unknown, and +thought of the baffled fretful swarming in the cities of men, that his +soul rose in revolt against the sublime ineptitude of man's spiritual +leaguer against destiny. + +Destiny--"An Dan"--it was a word familiar to him since childhood, when +first he had heard it on the lips of old Ian Macdonald. And once, on the +eve of the Feast of Paschal, when Alan had asked Daniel Dare what was +the word which the stars spelled from zenith to nadir, the Astronomer +had turned and answered simply, "_C'est le Destin_." + +But Alan was of the few to whom this talismanic word opens lofty +perspectives, even while it obscures those paltry vistas which we deem +unending and dignify with vain hopes and void immortalities. + + _To live in Beauty is to sum up in four words all the spiritual + aspiration of the soul of man._--F. M. + + + + +A DREAM + +_To G. R. S. MEAD_ + + + _Our thought, our consciousness, is but the scintillation of a wave: + below us is a moving shadow, our brief forecast and receding way; + beneath the shadow are depths sinking into depths, and then the + unfathomable unknown._--F. M. + + + + +A Dream + + +I was on a vast, an illimitable plain, where the dark blue horizons were +sharp as the edges of hills. It was the world, but there was nothing in +the world. There was not a blade of grass nor the hum of an insect, nor +the shadow of a bird's wing. The mountains had sunk like waves in the +sea when there is no wind; the barren hills had become dust. Forests had +become the fallen leaf; and the leaf had passed. I was aware of one who +stood beside me, though that knowledge was of the spirit only; and my +eyes were filled with the same nothingness as I beheld above and beneath +and beyond. I would have thought I was in the last empty glens of Death, +were it not for a strange and terrible sound that I took to be the voice +of the wind coming out of nothing, travelling over nothingness and +moving onward into nothing. + +"There is only the wind," I said to myself in a whisper. + +Then the voice of the dark Power beside me, whom in my heart I knew to +be Dalua, the Master of Illusions, said: "Verily, this is your last +illusion." + +I answered: "It is the wind." + +And the voice answered: "That is not the wind that you hear, for the +wind is dead. It is the empty, hollow echo of my laughter." + +Then, suddenly, he who was beside me lifted up a small stone, smooth as +a pebble of the sea. It was grey and flat, and yet to me had a terrible +beauty because it was the last vestige of the life of the world. + +The Presence beside me lifted up the stone and said: "It is the end." + +And the horizons of the world came in upon me like a rippling shadow. +And I leaned over darkness and saw whirling stars. These were gathered +up like leaves blown from a tree, and in a moment their lights were +quenched, and they were further from me than grains of sand blown on a +whirlwind of a thousand years. + +Then he, that terrible one, Master of Illusions, let fall the stone, and +it sank into the abyss and fell immeasurably into the infinite. And +under my feet the world was as a falling wave, and was not. And I fell, +though without sound, without motion. And for years and years I fell +below the dim waning of light; and for years and years I fell through +universes of dusk; and for years and years and years I fell through the +enclosing deeps of darkness. It was to me as though I fell for +centuries, for æons, for unimaginable time. I knew I had fallen beyond +time, and that I inhabited eternity, where were neither height, nor +depth, nor width, nor space. + +But, suddenly, without sound, without motion, I stood steadfast upon a +vast ledge. Before me, on that ledge of darkness become rock, I saw this +stone which had been lifted from the world of which I was a shadow, +after shadow itself had died away. And as I looked, this stone became +fire and rose in flame. Then the flame was not. And when I looked the +stone was water; it was as a pool that did not overflow, a wave that did +not rise or fall, a shaken mirror wherein nothing was troubled. + +Then, as dew is gathered in silence, the water was without form or +colour or motion. And the stone seemed to me like a handful of earth +held idly in the poise of unseen worlds. What I thought was a green +flame rose from it, and I saw that it had the greenness of grass, and +had the mystery of life. The green herb passed as green grass in a +drought; and I saw the waving of wings. And I saw shape upon shape, and +image upon image, and symbol upon symbol. Then I saw a man, and he, +too, passed; and I saw a woman, and she, too, passed; and I saw a child, +and the child passed. Then the stone was a Spirit. And it shone there +like a lamp. And I fell backward through deeps of darkness, through +unimaginable time. + +And when I stood upon the world again it was like a glory. And I saw the +stone lying at my feet. + +And One said: "Do you not know me, brother?" + +And I said: "Speak, Lord." + +And Christ stooped and kissed me upon the brow. + + + + +NOTES + + + _Unity does not lie in the emotional life of expression which we + call Art, which discerns it; it does not lie in nature, but in the + Soul of man._--F. M. + + + + +Notes to First Edition + +THE DIVINE ADVENTURE + + +When "The Divine Adventure" appeared in the _Fortnightly Review_ in +November and December last, I received many comments and letters. From +these I infer that my present readers will also be of two sections, +those who understand at once why, in this symbolical presentment, I +ignore the allegorical method--and those who, accustomed to the +artificial method of allegory, would rather see this "story of a soul" +told in that method, without actuality, or as an ordinary essay stript +of narrative. + +But each can have only his own way of travelling towards a desired goal. +I chose my way, because in no other, as it seemed to me, could I convey +what I wanted to convey. Is it so great an effort of the imagination to +conceive of the Mind and Soul actual as the Body is actual? And is there +any tragic issue so momentous, among all the tragic issues of life, as +the problem of the Spirit, the Mind--the Will as I call it; that +problem as to whether it has to share the assured destiny of the Body, +or the desired and possible destiny of the Soul? There is no spiritual +tragedy so poignant as this uncertainty of the Will, the Spirit, what we +call the thinking part of us, before the occult word of the Soul, +inhabiting here but as an impatient exile, and the inevitable end of +that Body to which it is so intimately allied, with which are its +immediate, and in a sense its most vital interests, and in whose +mortality it would seem to have a dreadful share. + +The symbolist, unlike the allegorist, cannot disregard the actual, the +reality as it seems: he must, indeed, be supremely heedful of this +reality as it seems. The symbolist or the mystic (properly they are one) +abhors the vague, what is called the "mystical": he is supremely a +realist, but his realism is of the spirit and the imagination, and not +of externals, or rather not of these merely, for there, too, he will not +disregard actuality, but make it his base, as the lark touches the solid +earth before it rises where it can see both Earth and Heaven and sing a +song that partakes of each and belongs to both. "In the kingdom of the +imagination the ideal must ever be faithful to the general laws of +nature," wrote one of the wisest of mystics. Art is pellucid mystery, +and the only spiritually logical interpretation of life; and her +inevitable language is Symbol--by which (whether in colour, or form, or +sound, or word, or however the symbol be translated) a spiritual image +illumines a reality that the material fact narrows or obscures. + +For the rest, "The Divine Adventure" is an effort to solve, or obtain +light upon, the profoundest human problem. It is by looking inward that +we shall find the way outward. The gods--and what we mean by the +gods--the gods seeking God have ever penetrated the soul by two roads, +that of nature and that of art. Edward Calvert put it supremely well +when he said "I go inward to God: outward to the gods." It was Calvert +also who wrote:-- + +"To charm the truthfulness of eternal law into a guise which it has not +had before, and clothe the invention with expression, this is the magic +with which the poet would lead the listener into a world of his own, and +make him sit down in the charmed circle of his own gods." + + +_Page 96. The Félire na Naomh Nerennach_ (so spelt, more phonetically +than correctly) is an invaluable early "Chronicle of Irish Saints." +Uladh--or Ulla--is the Gaelic for Ulster, though the ancient boundaries +were not the same as those of the modern province; and at periods Uladh +stood for all North Ireland. Tara in the south was first the capital of +a kingdom, and later the federal capital. Thus, at the beginning of the +Christian era, Concobar mac Nessa was both King of the Ultonians (the +clans of Uladh) and Ard-Righ or High-King of Ireland, a nominal +suzerainty. + +The name of Mochaoi's abbacy, _n' Aondruim_, was in time anglicised to +Antrim. + +The characteristic Gaelic passage quoted in English at p. 98 is not from +the _Félire na Naomh Nerennach_, but from a Hebridean source: excerpted +from one of the many treasures-troves rescued from extant or recently +extant Gaelic lore by Mr. Alexander Carmichael, all soon to be published +(the outcome of a long life of unselfish devotion) under the title _Or +agus Ob_, though we may be sure that there will be little "dross" and +much "gold." + + +_Page 101._ The allusion is to the story or sketch called "The Book of +the Opal" in _The Dominion of Dreams_: a sketch true in essentials, but +having at its close an arbitrary interpolation of external symbolism +which I now regret as superfluous. I have since realised that the only +living and convincing symbol is that which is conceived of the spirit +and not imagined by the mind. My friend's life, and end, were strange +enough--and significant enough--without the effort to bring home to +other minds by an arbitrary formula what should have been implicit. + + +_Page 102._ I have again and again, directly or indirectly, since my +first book _Pharais_ to the repeated record in this book, alluded to +Seumas Macleod; and as I have shown in "Barabal," here, and in the +dedication to this book, it is to the old islander and to my Hebridean +nurse, Barabal, that I owe more than to any other early influences. For +those who do not understand the character of the Island-Gael, or do not +realise that all Scotland is not Presbyterian, it may be as well to add +that many of the islesmen are of the Catholic faith (broadly, the +Southern Hebrides are wholly Catholic), and that therefore the brooding +imagination of an old islander--who spoke Gaelic only, and had never +visited the mainland--might the more readily dwell upon Mary the Mother: +Mary of the Lamb, Mary the Shepherdess, as she is lovingly called. I do +not, for private reasons, name the island where he lived: but I have +written of him, or of what he said, nothing but what was so, or was thus +said. He had suffered much, and was lonely: but was, I think, the +happiest, and, I am sure, the wisest human being I have known. What I +cannot now recall is whether his belief in Mary's Advent was based on an +old prophecy, or upon a faith of his own dreams and visions, coloured by +the visions and dreams of a like mind and longing: perhaps, and +likeliest, upon both. I was not more than seven years old when that +happened of which I have written on p. 102, and so recall with surety +only that which I saw and heard. + +I am glad to know that another is hardly less indebted to old Seumas +Macleod. I am not permitted to mention his name, but a friend and +kinsman allows me to tell this: that when he was about sixteen he was on +the remote island where Seumas lived, and on the morrow of his visit +came at sunrise upon the old man, standing looking seaward with his +bonnet removed from his long white locks; and upon his speaking to +Seumas (when he saw he was not "at his prayers") was answered, in Gaelic +of course, "Every morning like this I take off my hat to the beauty of +the world." + +The untaught islander who could say this had learned an ancient wisdom, +of more account than wise books, than many philosophies. + +Let me tell one other story of him, which I have meant often to tell, +but have as often forgotten. He had gone once to the Long Island, with +three fishermen, in their herring-coble. The fish had been sold, and the +boat had sailed southward to a Lews haven where Seumas had a relative. +The younger men had "hanselled" their good bargain overwell, and were +laughing and talking freely, as they walked up the white road from the +haven. Something was said that displeased Seumas greatly, and he might +have spoken swiftly in reproof; but just then a little naked child ran +laughing from a cottage, chased by his smiling mother. Seumas caught up +the child, who was but an infant, and set him in their midst, and then +kneeled and said the few words of a Hebridean hymn beginning:-- + + "Even as a little child + Most holy, pure...." + +No more was said, but the young men understood; and he who long +afterward told me of this episode added that though he had often since +acted weakly and spoken foolishly, he had never, since that day, uttered +foul words. Another like characteristic anecdote of Seumas (as the +skipper who made his men cease mocking a "fool") I have told in the tale +called "The Amadan" in the _The Dominion of Dreams_. + +I could write much of this revered friend--so shrewd and genial and +worldly-wise, for all his lonely life; so blithe in spirit and swiftly +humorous; himself a poet, and remembering countless songs and tales of +old; strong and daring, on occasion; good with the pipes, as with the +nets; seldom angered, but then with a fierce anger, barbaric in its +vehemence; a loyal clansman; in all things, good and not so good, a Gael +of the Isles. + +But since I have not done so, not gathered into one place, I add this +note. + + +_Page 113._ The kingdom of the Suderöer (_i.e._ Southern Isles) was the +Norse name for the realm of the Hebrides and Inner Hebrides when the +Isles were under Scandinavian dominion. + + +_Page 118._ The ignorance or supineness which characterises so many +English writers on Celtic history is to be found even among Highland +and Irish clerics and others who have not taken the trouble to study or +even become acquainted with their own ancient literature, but fallen +into the foolish and discreditable conventionalism which maintains that +before Columban or in pre-Christian days the Celtic race consisted of +wholly uncivilised and broken tribes, rivals only in savagery. + +How little true that is; as wide of truth as the statements that the far +influences of Iona ceased with the death of Columba. Not only was the +island for two centuries thereafter (in the words of an eminent +historian) "the nursery of bishops, the centre of education, the asylum +of religious knowledge, the place of union, the capital and necropolis +of the Celtic race," but the spiritual colonies of Iona had everywhere +leavened western Europe. Charlemagne knew and reverenced "this little +people of Iona," who from a remote island in the wild seas beyond the +almost as remote countries of Scotland and England had spread the Gospel +everywhere. Not only were many monasteries founded by monks from Iona in +the narrower France of that day, but also in Lorraine, Alsatia, in +Switzerland, and in the German states; in distant Bavaria even, no +fewer than sixteen were thus founded. In the very year the Danes made +their first descent on the doomed island, a monk of Iona was Bishop of +Tarento in Italy. In a word, in that day, Iona was the brightest gem in +the spiritual crown of Rome. + + +_Page 128._ The "little-known namesake of my own" alluded to is Fiona, +or Fionaghal Macleod, known (in common with her more famous sister Mary) +by the appellation _Nighean Alasdair Ruadh_, "Daughter of Alasdair the +Red," was born _circa_ 1575. + + +_Page 130._ Columba, whose house-name was Crimthan, "Wolf"--surviving in +our Scoto-Gaelic MacCrimmon--who was of royal Irish blood and, through +his mother of royal Scottish (Pictish) blood also, came to Iona in A.D. +563, when he was in his forty-second year. At that date, St. Augustine, +"the English Columba," had not yet landed in Kent--that more famous +event occurring thirty-four years later. In this year of 563, the East +had not yet awakened to its wonderful dream that to-day has in number +more dreamers than the Cross of Christ; for it was not till six years +later, when Columba was on a perilous mission of conversion among the +Picts, that Mahomet was born. In 563, when Colum landed on Iona, the +young Italian priest who was afterwards to be called the Architect of +the Church and to become famous as Pope Gregory the Great, was dreaming +his ambitious dreams; and farther East, in Constantinople, then the +capital of the Western World, the great Roman Emperor Justinian was +laying the foundation of modern law. + + +With the advent of Charlemagne, two hundred years later, "the old world" +passed. When the ninth century opened, the great Gregory's dearest hopes +were in the dust where his bones lay; Justinian's metropolis was fallen +from her pride; and, on Iona, the heathen Danes drank to Odin. + + +_Page 136._ The _Mor-Rigân_. This euphemerised Celtic queen is called by +many names: even those resembling that just given vary much--_Morrigû_, +_Mor Reega_, _Morrigan_, _Morgane_, _Mur-ree (Mor Ree)_, etc. The old +word _Mor-Rigan_ means "the great queen." She is the mother of the +Gaelic Gods, as _Bona Dea_ of the Romans. "_Anu_ is her name," says an +ancient writer. Anu suckled the elder gods. Her name survives in +_Tuatha-De-Danann_, in _Dânu_, _Ana_, and perhaps in that mysterious +Scoto-Gaelic name, Teampull _Anait_--the temple of Anait--whom some +writers collate with an ancient Asiatic goddess, Anait (see p. 171). It +has been suggested that the Celts gave _Bona Dea_ to the Romans, for +these considered her Hyperborean. A less likely derivation of the +popular "_Morrigû_" is that _Mor Reega_ is _Mor Reagh_ (wealth). +Keating, it may be added, speaks of Monagan, Badha, and Macha as the +three chief goddesses of the Divine Race of Ana (the Tuatha De Danann). +Students of Celtic mythology and legend, and of the Táin-bó-Cuailgne in +particular, will remember that her white bull "Find-Bennach" was +"antagonist" to the famous brown bull of Cuailgne. The Mor Rigan has +been identified with Cybele--as the Goddess of Prosperity: but only +speculatively. Another name of the Mother of all Gods is _Aine (Anu?)_. +Prof. Rhys says _Ri_ or _Roi_ was the Mother of the gods of the +non-Celtic races. It is suggestive that _Ana_ is a Phoenician word: that +people had a (virgin?) goddess named _Ana-Perema_. + + +_Page 156._ _Finn_--_Oisìn_--_Oscur_--_Gaul_--_Diarmid_--_Cuchullin_. +These names as they stand exhibit the uncertainty of Gaelic +name-spelling. In the case of the first named there is constant +variation. The oldest writing is Find (also Fend), or Fin. Some Gaelic +writers prefer, in modern use, Fionn. Through a misapprehension, +Macpherson popularised the name in Scotland as Fingal, and the _Féin_ +and _Fianna_ (for they are not the same, as commonly supposed, the +former being the Clan or People of Finn, and the latter a kind of +militia raised for the defence of Uladh), as the Fingalians. Some Irish +critics have been severe upon Macpherson's "impossible nomenclature"; +but _Fingal_ is not "impossible," though it is certainly not old Gaelic +for Finn--for the word can quite well stand for Fair Stranger, and might +well have been a name given to a Norse (or for that matter a Gaelic) +champion. + +_Fin MacCumhal_ (Fin MacCooal or MacCool) is now commonly rendered as +Finn or Fionn. The latter is good Gaelic and the finer word, but the +other is older. Fionn obtains more in Gaelic Scotland. _Fingal_ and the +_Fingalians_ are modern, and due solely to the great vogue given by +Macpherson--though many writers and even Gaelic speakers have adopted +them. + +Fionn's famous son, again, is almost universally (outside Gaelic +Scotland and Ireland) known as Ossian, because of Macpherson's spelling +of the name. Neither the Highland nor Irish Gaels pronounce it so--but +Oshshen, and the like--best represented by the Gaelic _Oisìn_ or Oisein. +Personally I prefer Oisìn to any other spelling; but perhaps it would be +best if the word were uniformly spelt in the manner in which it is +universally familiar. Obviously, too, "Ossianic" is the only suitable +use of the name in adjective form. _Oscur_ is probably merely a Gaelic +spelling of the Norse Oscar; though I recollect a student of ancient +Gaelic names telling me that the name was Gaelic and only resembled the +familiar Scandinavian word. _Gaul_ is commonly so spelt; but Goll is +probably more correct. _Diarmid_ has many variations, from Diarmuid to +Dermid; but Diarmid is the best English equivalent both in sound and +correctness. + +It is still a moot point as to whether in narration, Gaelic names should +be given as they are, or be anglicised--or Gaelic exclamations to +phrases in their original spelling, or more phonetically to an English +ear. I think it should depend on circumstances, and within the writer's +tact. I have myself been taken to task again and again, by critics eager +with the eagerness of little knowledge, for partial anglicisation of +names and presumed mistakes in Gaelic spelling, when, surely, the +intention was obvious that a compromise was being attempted. Let me give +an example. How would the English reader like a story of, say, a Donald +Macintyre and a Grace Maclean and an Ivor Mackay if these names were +given in their Gaelic form, as Domnhuil Mac-an-t-Saoir and Giorsal nic +Illeathain and Imhir Mac Aodh--or even if simple names, like, say, Meave +and Malvina, were given as Medb or Malmhin? + +It is a pity there is not one recognised way of spelling the legendary +name of Setanta, the chief hero of the Gaelic chivalry. Probably the +best rendering is Cuchulain. The old form is Cuculaind. But colloquially +the name in Gaelic is called Coohoolin or Coohullun; and so Cuculaind +would mislead the ordinary reader. The Scottish version is generally +Cuchullin--the _ch_ soft: a more correct rendering of the Macphersonian +Cuthullin, a misnomer responsible no doubt for the common mistake that +the Coolin (Cuthullin) mountains in Skye have any connection with the +great Gaelic hero (see p. 155). Setanta, a prince of Uladh, was taught +for a time in the art of weaponry by one Culain or Culaind, and after a +certain famous act of prowess became known as The Hound of Culain--_Cu_ +being a hound, whence Cuculain, or with the sign of the genitive, +Cuchulain. Every variation of the name, and all the legends of the +Cuchullin cycle, will be found in Miss Eleanor Hull's excellent +redaction, published by Mr. Nutt. The interested reader should see also +the classical work of O'Curry: the vivid and romantic chronicle of Mr. +Standish O'Grady; and the fascinating and scholarly edition of _The +Feast of Bricrin_, recently published as the second volume of the Irish +Texts Society, by Dr. George Henderson, the most scholarly of Highland +specialists. + + +_Page 162 seq._ No one has collected so much material on the subject of +St. Michael as Mr. Alexander Carmichael has done. Some of his lore, in +sheiling-hymns and fishing-hymns, he has already made widely known, +directly and indirectly: but in his forthcoming _Or agus Ob_, already +alluded to, there will be found a long and invaluable section devoted to +St. Micheil, as also, I understand, one of like length and interest on +St. Bride or Briget, the most beloved of Hebridean saints, and herself +probably a Christian successor of a much more ancient Brighde, a Celtic +deity, it is said, of Song and Beauty. + + +_Page 181. Be'al._ I do not think there is any evidence to prove that +the Be'al or Bêl often spelt Baal--whose name and worship survive to +this day in _Bealltainn_ (Beltane), May-day--of Gaelic mythology, is +identical with the Phoenician god Baal, though probably of a like +significance. The Gaelic name, which may be anglicised into Be'al, +signifies "Source of All." + +I am inclined to believe that the Be'al or Bêl of the Gaels has his +analogue in the Gaulish mythology in _Hesus_ (also _Esua_, _Aesus_, and +_Heus_), a mysterious (supreme?) god of ancient Gaul, surviving still in +Armorican legend. If so, Hesus or Aesus may be identical with the "lost" +Gaelic god _Aesar_ or _Aes_. _Aesar_ means "fire-kindler," whence the +Creator. (In this connection I would ask if _Aed_, an ancient Gaelic god +of fire, also of death, be identical with (as averred) a still more +ancient Greek name of Fire, or God of Fire = _Aed_?). Be'al, the Source +of All, may take us back to the Phoenician _Baal_: but the Gaelic _Aes_ +and the Gaulish _Aesus (Hesus)_ take us, with the Scandinavian _Aesir_, +further still: to the Persian _Aser_, the Hindoo _Aeswar_, the Egyptian +_Asi_ (the Sun-bull), and the Etruscan _Aesar_. The _Bhagavat-Gita_ says +of Aeswar that "he resides in every mortal." + + +_Pages 199-203._ This section, slightly adapted, is from an unpublished +book, in gradual preparation, entitled _The Chronicles of the Sìdhe_. + + +_Page 225. The Culdees._ Though I have alluded in the text to the +probable meaning of a word that has perplexed many people, I add this +note as I have just come upon another theoretical statement about the +Culdees as though they were an oriental race or sect. The writer +evidently thinks they are the same as Chaldæans, and builds a +startlingly unscientific theory on that assumption. In all probability +the word is simply _Cille-Dè_, _i.e._, [the man of the] Cell of +God--_Cille_ being Cell, a Church--and so a Cille-Dè man would be "man +of God," a monk, a cleric. A much more puzzling problem obtains in the +apparent traces of Buddha-worship in the Hebrides. It may or may not be +of much account that the author of _Lewisiana_ "admits reluctantly" that +"we must accept the possibility of a Buddhist race passing north of +Ireland." I have not seen _Lewisiana_ for some years, and cannot recall +on what grounds the author arrives at his conclusion. But from my notes +on the subject I see that M. Coquebert-Montbret, in the _Soc. des +Antiquaires de_ _France_, argues at great length that the Asiatic +Buddhist missionaries who penetrated to Western Europe, reached Ireland +and Scotland. He asks if the ancient Gaelic Deity named _Budd_ or +_Budwas_ be not _Buddh_ (Buddha). Another French antiquary avers that +the Druids were "an order of Eastern priests adoring Buddwas." Some +light on the problem is thrown by the fact that the Gaulo-Celtic museum +in St. Germain is an ancient Celtic "god"--the fourth in kind that has +been found--with its legs crossed after the manner of the Indian Buddha. +It is more interesting still to note that in the Hebrides spirits are +sometimes called _Boduchas_ or _Buddachs_, and that the same word is (or +used to be) applied to heads of families, as the Master. + + +_Pages 242, 248._ These two sections, rearranged, and in part rewritten, +are excerpted from what I wrote in Iona, some five years ago, for a +preface to _The Sin-Eater_. + + +_Page 256._ In its original form this was written about a book of great +interest and beauty, _The Shadow of Arvor: Legendary Romances of +Brittany_. Translated and retold by Edith Wingate Rinder. + +_Arvor (or Armor_) is one of the bardic equivalents of _Armorica_, as +Brittany is called in many old tales. The name means the Sea-Washed +Land, _Vor_ or _Mor_ being Breton for "sea," as in the famous region +_Morbihan_ the Little Sea. Neither the Bretons for their Cymric kindred, +however, call Brittany _Arvor_, or the Latinised _Armorica_. Arvor is +the poetic name of a portion of Basse Bretagne only. Bretons call +Brittany _Breiz_, and their language _Brezoned_, and themselves +_Breiziaded_ (singular _Breiziad_)--as they keep to the French +differentiation of _Bretagne_ and _Grande Bretagne_ in _Bro-Zaos_, the +Saxon-Land, as they speak of France (beyond Brittany), as _Bro-chall_, +the Land of Gaul. In Gaelic I think Brittany is always spoken of as +_Breatunn-Beag_, Little Britain. The Welsh call the country, its people, +and language, _Llydaw_, _Llydawiaid_, _Llydawaeg_. + + F. M. + + + + +BIBLIOGRAPHICAL NOTE + +By Mrs. William Sharp + + +The first edition of _The Divine Adventure: Iona: By Sundown Shores_ was +published in 1900 by Messrs. Chapman and Hall. The Titular Essay (since +revised) appeared first in _The Fortnightly Review_ for November and +December, 1899. A large portion of "Iona" (though in different sequence) +appeared also in _The Fortnightly_, March and April, 1900. Both +"spiritual histories" were published separately in book form in America +by Mr. T. Mosher; "Iona," curtailed and rearranged under the title of +"The Isle of Dreams," in 1905. The Essay "Celtic" in its original form, +first printed in _The Contemporary Review_, will now be found, revised +and materially added to, in _The Winged Destiny_. In this Uniform +Edition of the writings of "Fiona Macleod" (William Sharp) the following +stories, etc., have been transferred to the present volume: "The White +Fever" and "The Smoothing of the Hand" from _The Sin-Eater_; "The White +Heron" which relates to the earlier story of Mary Maclean in _Pharais_, +is from _The Dominion of Dreams_, and in its earliest version appeared +with illustrations in the Christmas number of _Harper_ in 1898. "A +Dream" appeared first in the _Theosophical Review_ of September, 1904. +Finally I have added to this volume the latter portion and some detached +fragments from _Green Fire_, a Romance by "Fiona Macleod" dealing with +Brittany and the Hebrid Isles and published in 1896 by Messrs. A. +Constable, and in America by Messrs. Harper Bros. But William Sharp +considered that the book suffered from grave defects of design and +construction and decided that, when out of print, it should not be +republished. "The Herdsman," however, is--as he stated in a note to the +first Edition of _The Dominion of Dreams_, "a re-written and materially +altered version of the Hebridean part of _Green Fire_ of which book it +is all I care to preserve." Nevertheless, in accordance with the wishes +of several friends, I have very willingly put together a series of +detached fragments from the book and placed them beside "The Herdsman" +as, in our opinion equally worthy of preservation, since the author's +prohibition precludes the possibility of reprinting the book in its +entirety. + + + + + * * * * * + + WOODS & SONS, LTD., PRINTERS, LONDON, N. + + * * * * * + + + + + _UNIFORM WITH THIS VOLUME_ + + THE COLLECTED WORKS OF FIONA MACLEOD + (WILLIAM SHARP) + + In Seven Volumes. Crown 8vo. Price 5s. net. + With Photogravure Frontispieces from + Photographs and Drawings by D. Y. Cameron, + A.R.S.A. + + I. PHARAIS: THE MOUNTAIN LOVERS + II. THE SIN EATER; THE WASHER OF THE FORD AND + OTHER LEGENDARY MORALITIES + III. THE DOMINION OF DREAMS: UNDER THE DARK + STAR + IV. THE DIVINE ADVENTURE: IONA: STUDIES IN + SPIRITUAL HISTORY + V. THE WINGED DESTINY: STUDIES IN THE + SPIRITUAL HISTORY OF THE GAEL + VI. THE SILENCE OF AMOR: WHERE THE FOREST + MURMURS + VII. POEMS AND DRAMAS + + + ALSO UNIFORM WITH THE ABOVE + + SELECTED WRITINGS OF WILLIAM SHARP + + In Five Volumes + + I. POEMS + II. STUDIES AND APPRECIATIONS + III. PAPERS CRITICAL AND REMINISCENT + IV. LITERARY GEOGRAPHY AND TRAVEL SKETCHES + V. VISTAS: GIPSY CHRIST AND OTHER PROSE + IMAGININGS + + AND + MEMOIRS OF WILLIAM SHARP + (FIONA MACLEOD) + Compiled by MRS. WILLIAM SHARP + (In two volumes) + + LONDON: WILLIAM HEINEMANN + + + + + +------------------------------------------------------------------+ + | Transcriber's Notes: | + | | + | Obvious punctuation errors repaired. | + | | + | Printer errors corrected. These include: | + | - Page 34, word "creening" corrected to be "creeping" (night-jar | + | creeping forward) | + | - Page 40, word "it's" corrected to be "its" (for its need) | + | - Page 94, word "lighed" corrected to be "lighted" (whose flame | + | lighted) | + | - Page 189, word "do" corrected to be "no" (speak no more) | + | - Page 196, word "bu" corrected to be "but" (had nane but) | + | - Page 224, word "Colnm" corrected to be "Colum" (Colum the | + | White) | + | - Page 314, word "lonroid" corrected to be "loneroid" (bracken | + | and loneroid) | + | - Page 344, word "thonght" corrected to be "thought" (as he | + | thought) | + | - Page 347, word "npon" corrected to be "upon" (here upon Rona) | + | - Page 377, word "sale" corrected to be "sail" (useless sail) | + | - Page 378, word "Allen" corrected to be "Alan" (to affect Alan) | + | - Page 384, word "commume" corrected to be "commune" (enjoyed | + | the commune) | + | - Page 390, word "mavellous" corrected to be "marvellous" (so | + | many marvellous) | + | - Page 402, word "hs" corrected to be "he" (he dreamed his) | + | - Page 416, word "treasures-trove" corrected to be | + | "treasure-troves" (many treasure-troves rescued) | + | | + | The author's variable spelling (both in English and Gaelic) has | + | been kept. This includes: | + | - Both "airidh" and "àiridh" | + | - Both "Amadan-Dhu" and "Amadan Dhû" | + | - Both Angus "Og" and "Òg" | + | - Both "Beite" and "Beithe" | + | - Both Buachaill "Ban" and "Bàn" | + | - Both "bhuachaile" and "bhuachaille" | + | - Both "chlarsach" and "chlarsaich" | + | - Both "Coolins" and "Coolin" mountain | + | - Both "Eachainn" and "Eachain" MacEachainn | + | - Both "Fèinn" and "Féinn" | + | - Both "fore-knowledge" and "foreknowledge" | + | - Both "foretell" and "fortell" | + | - Both "hill-slope" and "hillslope" | + | - Both "maighdean-mhara" and "Maigh-deann-M'hara" | + | - Both mo "ghraidh" and "ghràidh" | + | - Both "mythopoëic" and "mythopoeic" | + | - Both "n'Aondruim" and "n'-Aondruim" | + | - Both "Oìsin" and "Oisìn" | + | - Both "re-born" and "reborn" | + | - Both "re-written" and "rewritten" | + | - Both "Reilig" and "Réilig" Odhrain | + | - Both "sea-fowl" and "seafowl" | + | - Both "sea-weed" and "seaweed" | + | - Both "sheiling-hymn" and "shealing-hymn" | + | - "Sliochd-nan-Ron," "Sliochd nan Ron," and "Sliochd-nan-ròn" | + | - Both "Sìdhe" and "Sidhe" | + | - Both "sun-down" and "sundown" | + | - Both "Uain-ghil" and "Uain ghil" | + | | + | Some advertisements for other books published by William | + | Heinemann were moved from the start (before the title) to the | + | end of the text(after the Bibliographical Note). | + | | + +------------------------------------------------------------------+ + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Divine Adventure etc. (Works vol. +4), by Fiona Macleod + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DIVINE ADVENTURE ETC. *** + +***** This file should be named 37293-8.txt or 37293-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/7/2/9/37293/ + +Produced by Delphine Lettau, Judith Wirawan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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