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diff --git a/37174-0.txt b/37174-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8fc4828 --- /dev/null +++ b/37174-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3964 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 37174 *** + +IN A GLASS DARKLY + +BY + +J. SHERIDAN LE FANU, + +AUTHOR OF "UNCLE SILAS," &C. + +IN THREE VOLUMES. + +VOL. III. + + +LONDON: + +R. BENTLEY & SON, NEW BURLINGTON STREET. + +1872. + + + + +In a Glass Darkly. + + +THE ROOM IN THE DRAGON VOLANT. + + +VOL. III. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +HOPE. + + +She had scarcely set down my heavy box, which she seemed to have +considerable difficulty in raising on the table, when the door of the +room in which I had seen the coffin, opened, and a sinister and +unexpected apparition entered. + +It was the Count de St. Alyre, who had been, as I have told you, +reported to me to be, for some considerable time, on his way to Père la +Chaise. He stood before me for a moment, with the frame of the doorway +and a background of darkness enclosing him, like a portrait. His +slight, mean figure was draped in the deepest mourning. He had a pair of +black gloves in his hand, and his hat with crape round it. + +When he was not speaking his face showed signs of agitation; his mouth +was puckering and working. He looked damnably wicked and frightened. + +"Well, my dear Eugenie? Well, child--eh? Well, it all goes admirably?" + +"Yes," she answered, in a low, hard tone. "But you and Planard should +not have left that door open." + +This she said sternly. "He went in there and looked about wherever he +liked; it was fortunate he did not move aside the lid of the coffin." + +"Planard should have seen to that," said the Count, sharply. "_Ma foi!_ +I can't be everywhere!" He advanced half-a-dozen short quick steps into +the room toward me, and placed his glasses to his eyes. + +"Monsieur Beckett," he cried sharply, two or three times, "Hi! don't you +know me?" + +He approached and peered more closely in my face; raised my hand and +shook it, calling me again, then let it drop, and said--"It has set in +admirably, my pretty _mignonne_. When did it commence?" + +The Countess came and stood beside him, and looked at me steadily for +some seconds. + +You can't conceive the effect of the silent gaze of those two pairs of +evil eyes. + +The lady glanced to where, I recollected, the mantel-piece stood, and +upon it a clock, the regular click of which I sharply heard. + +"Four--five--six minutes and a half," she said slowly, in a cold hard +way. + +"Brava! Bravissima! my beautiful queen! my little Venus! my Joan of +Arc! my heroine! my paragon of women!" + +He was gloating on me with an odious curiosity, smiling, as he groped +backward with his thin brown fingers to find the lady's hand; but she, +not (I dare say) caring for his caresses, drew back a little. + +"Come, _ma chère_, let us count these things. What is it? Pocket-book? +Or--or--_what_?" + +"It is _that_?" said the lady, pointing with a look of disgust to the +box, which lay in its leather case on the table. + +"Oh! Let us see--let us count--let us see," he said, as he was +unbuckling the straps with his tremulous fingers. "We must count +them--we must see to it. I have pencil and pocket-book--but--where's the +key? See this cursed lock! My ----! What is it? Where's the key?" + +He was standing before the Countess, shuffling his feet, with his hands +extended and all his fingers quivering. + +"I have not got it; how could I? It is in his pocket, of course," said +the lady. + +In another instant the fingers of the old miscreant were in my pockets: +he plucked out everything they contained, and some keys among the rest. + +I lay in precisely the state in which I had been during my drive with +the Marquis to Paris. This wretch I knew was about to rob me. The whole +drama, and the Countess's _rôle_ in it, I could not yet comprehend. I +could not be sure--so much more presence of mind and histrionic resource +have women than fall to the lot of our clumsy sex--whether the return of +the Count was not, in truth, a surprise to her; and this scrutiny of the +contents of my strong box, an extempore undertaking of the Count's. But +it was clearing more and more every moment: and I was destined, very +soon, to comprehend minutely my appalling situation. + +I had not the power of turning my eyes this way or that, the smallest +fraction of a hair's breadth. But let any one, placed as I was at the +end of a room, ascertain for himself by experiment how wide is the field +of sight, without the slightest alteration in the line of vision, he +will find that it takes in the entire breadth of a large room, and that +up to a very short distance before him; and imperfectly, by a +refraction, I believe, in the eye itself, to a point very near indeed. +Next to nothing that passed in the room, therefore, was hidden from me. + +The old man had, by this time, found the key. The leather case was open. +The box cramped round with iron, was next unlocked. He turned out its +contents upon the table. + +"Rouleaux of a hundred Napoleons each. One, two, three. Yes, quick. +Write down a thousand Napoleons. One, two; yes, right. Another thousand, +_write_!" And so, on and on till till gold was rapidly counted. Then +came the notes. + +"Ten thousand francs. _Write._ Ten thousand francs again: is it written? +Another ten thousand francs: is it down? Smaller notes would have been +better. They should have been smaller. These are horribly embarrassing. +Bolt that door again; Planard would become unreasonable if he knew the +amount. Why did you not tell him to get it in smaller notes? No matter +now--go on--it can't be helped--_write_--another ten thousand +francs--another--another." And so on, till my treasure was counted out, +before my face, while I saw and heard all that passed with the sharpest +distinctness, and my mental perceptions were horribly vivid. But in all +other respects I was dead. + +He had replaced in the box every note and rouleau as he counted it, and +now having ascertained the sum total, he locked it, replaced it, very +methodically, in its cover, opened a buffet in the wainscoting, and, +having placed the Countess' jewel-case and my strong box in it, he +locked it; and immediately on completing these arrangements he began to +complain, with fresh acrimony and maledictions of Planard's delay. + +He unbolted the door, looked in the dark room beyond, and listened. He +closed the door again, and returned. The old man was in a fever of +suspense. + +"I have kept ten thousand francs for Planard," said the Count, touching +his waistcoat pocket. + +"Will that satisfy him?" asked the lady. + +"Why--curse him!" screamed the Count. "Has he no conscience! I'll swear +to him it's half the entire thing." + +He and the lady again came and looked at me anxiously for awhile, in +silence; and then the old Count began to grumble again about Planard, +and to compare his watch with the clock. The lady seemed less impatient; +she sat no longer looking at me, but across the room, so that her +profile was toward me--and strangely changed, dark and witch-like it +looked. My last hope died as I beheld that jaded face from which the +mask had dropped. I was certain that they intended to crown their +robbery by murder. Why did they not despatch me at once? What object +could there be in postponing the catastrophe which would expedite their +own safety. I cannot recall, even to myself, adequately the horrors +unutterable that I underwent. You must suppose a real night-mare--I mean +a nightmare in which the objects and the danger are real, and the spell +of corporal death appears to be protractable at the pleasure of the +persons who preside at your unearthly torments. I could have no doubt as +to the cause of the state in which I was. + +In this agony, to which I could not give the slightest expression, I saw +the door of the room where the coffin had been, open slowly, and the +Marquis d'Harmonville entered the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +DESPAIR. + + +A moment's hope, hope violent and fluctuating, hope that was nearly +torture, and then came a dialogue, and with it the terrors of despair. + +"Thank heaven, Planard, you have come at last," said the Count, taking +him, with both hands, by the arm and clinging to it, and drawing him +toward me. "See, look at him. It has all gone sweetly, sweetly, sweetly +up to this. Shall I hold the candle for you?" + +My friend d'Harmonville, Planard, whatever he was, came to me, pulling +off his gloves, which he popped into his pocket. + +"The candle, a little this way," he said, and stooping over me he looked +earnestly in my face. He touched my forehead, drew his hand across it, +and then looked in my eyes for a time. + +"Well, doctor, what do you think?" whispered the Count. + +"How much did you give him?" said the Marquis, thus suddenly stunted +down to a doctor. + +"Seventy drops," said the lady. + +"In the hot coffee?" + +"Yes; sixty in a hot cup of coffee and ten in the liqueur." + +Her voice, low and hard, seemed to me to tremble a little. It takes a +long course of guilt to subjugate nature completely, and prevent those +exterior signs of agitation that outlive all good. + +The doctor, however, was treating me as coolly as he might a subject +which he was about to place on the dissecting-table for a lecture. + +He looked into my eyes again for awhile, took my wrist, and applied his +fingers to the pulse. + +"That action suspended," he said to himself. + +Then again he placed something that, for the moment I saw it, looked +like a piece of gold-beater's leaf, to my lips, holding his head so far +that his own breathing could not affect it. + +"Yes," he said in soliloquy, very low. + +Then he plucked my shirt-breast open and applied the stethoscope, +shifted it from point to point, listened with his ear to its end, as if +for a very far off sound, raised his head, and said, in like manner, +softly to himself, "All appreciable action of the lungs has subsided." + +Then turning from the sound, as I conjectured, he said: + +"Seventy drops, allowing ten for waste, ought to hold him fast for six +hours and a half--that is ample. The experiment I tried in the carriage +was only thirty drops, and showed a highly sensitive brain. It would not +do to kill him, you know. You are certain you did not exceed _seventy_?" + +"Perfectly," said the lady. + +"If he were to die the evaporation would be arrested, and foreign +matter, some of it poisonous, would be found in the stomach, don't you +see? If you are doubtful, it would be well to use the stomach-pump." + +"Dearest Eugenie, be frank, be frank, do be frank," urged the Count. + +"I am _not_ doubtful, I am _certain_," she answered. + +"How long ago, exactly? I told you to observe the time." + +"I did; the minute-hand was exactly there, under the point of that +Cupid's foot." + +"It will last, then, probably for seven hours. He will recover then; the +evaporation will be complete, and not one particle of the fluid will +remain in the stomach." + +It was reassuring, at all events, to hear that there was no intention to +murder me. No one who has not tried it knows the terror of the approach +of death, when the mind is clear, the instincts of life unimpaired, and +no excitement to disturb the appreciation of that entirely new horror. + +The nature and purpose of this tenderness was very, very peculiar, and +as yet I had not a suspicion of it. + +"You leave France, I suppose?" said the ex-Marquis. + +"Yes, certainly, to-morrow," answered the Count. + +"And where do you mean to go?" + +"That I have not yet settled," he answered quickly. + +"You won't tell a friend, eh?" + +"I can't till I know. This has turned out an unprofitable affair." + +"We shall settle that by-and-by." + +"It is time we should get him lying down, eh?" said the Count, +indicating me with one finger. + +"Yes, we must proceed rapidly now. Are his night-shirt and +night-cap--you understand--here?" + +"All ready," said the Count. + +"Now, Madame," said the doctor, turning to the lady, and making her, in +spite of the emergency, a bow, "it is time you should retire." + +The lady passed into the room, in which I had taken my cup of +treacherous coffee, and I saw her no more. + +The Count took a candle, and passed through the door at the further end +of the room, returning with a roll of linen in his hand. He bolted first +one door, then the other. + +They now, in silence, proceeded to undress me rapidly. They were not +many minutes in accomplishing this. + +What the doctor had termed my night-shirt, a long garment which reached +below my feet, was now on, and a cap, that resembled a female nightcap +more than anything I had ever seen upon a male head, was fitted upon +mine, and tied under my chin. + +And now, I thought, I shall be laid in a bed, to recover how I can, +and, in the meantime, the conspirators will have escaped with their +booty, and pursuit be in vain. + +This was my best hope at the time; but it was soon clear that their +plans were very different. + +The Count and Planard now went, together, into the room that lay +straight before me. I heard them talking low, and a sound of shuffling +feet; then a long rumble; it suddenly stopped; it recommenced; it +continued; side by side they came in at the door, their backs toward me. +They were dragging something along the floor that made a continued boom +and rumble, but they interposed between me and it, so that I could not +see it until they had dragged it almost beside me; and then, merciful +heaven! I saw it plainly enough. It was the coffin I had seen in the +next room. It lay now flat on the floor, its edge against the chair in +which I sat. Planard removed the lid. The coffin was empty. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +CATASTROPHE. + + +"Those seem to be good horses, and we change on the way," said Planard. +"You give the men a Napoleon or two; we must do it within three hours +and a quarter. Now, come; I'll lift him, upright, so as to place his +feet in their proper berth, and you must keep them together, and draw +the white shirt well down over them." + +In another moment I was placed, as he described, sustained in Planard's +arms, standing at the foot of the coffin, and so lowered backward, +gradually, till I lay my length in it. Then the man, whom he called +Planard, stretched my arms by my sides, and carefully arranged the +frills at my breast, and the folds of the shroud, and after that, taking +his stand at the foot of the coffin, made a survey which seemed to +satisfy him. + +The Count, who was very methodical, took my clothes, which had just been +removed, folded them rapidly together and locked them up, as I +afterwards heard, in one of the three presses which opened by doors in +the panel. + +I now understood their frightful plan. This coffin had been prepared for +_me_; the funeral of St. Amand was a sham to mislead inquiry; I had +myself given the order at Père la Chaise, signed it, and paid the fees +for the interment of the fictitious Pierre de St. Amand, whose place I +was to take, to lie in his coffin, with his name on the plate above my +breast, and with a ton of clay packed down upon me; to waken from this +catalepsy, after I had been for hours in the grave, there to perish by a +death the most horrible that imagination can conceive. + +If, hereafter, by any caprice of curiosity or suspicion, the coffin +should be exhumed, and the body it enclosed examined, no chemistry could +detect a trace of poison, nor the most cautious examination the +slightest mark of violence. + +I had myself been at the utmost pains to mystify inquiry, should my +disappearance excite surmises, and had even written to my few +correspondents in England to tell them that they were not to look for a +letter from me for three weeks at least. + +In the moment of my guilty elation death had caught me, and there was no +escape. I tried to pray to God in my unearthly panic, but only thoughts +of terror, judgment, and eternal anguish, crossed the distraction of my +immediate doom. + +I must not try to recall what is indeed indescribable--the multiform +horrors of my own thoughts. I will relate, simply, what befell, every +detail of which remains sharp in my memory as if cut in steel. + +"The undertaker's men are in the hall," said the Count. + +"They must not come till this is fixed," answered Planard. "Be good +enough to take hold of the lower part while I take this end." I was not +left long to conjecture what was coming, for in a few seconds more +something slid across, a few inches above my face, and entirely excluded +the light, and muffled sound, so that nothing that was not very distinct +reached my ears henceforward; but very distinctly came the working of a +turnscrew, and the crunching home of screws in succession. Than these +vulgar sounds, no doom spoken in thunder could have been more +tremendous. + +The rest I must relate, not as it then reached my ears, which was too +imperfectly and interruptedly to supply a connected narrative, but as it +was afterwards told me by other people. + +The coffin-lid being screwed down, the two gentlemen arranged the room, +and adjusted the coffin so that it lay perfectly straight along the +boards, the Count being specially anxious that there should be no +appearance of hurry or disorder in the room, which might have suggested +remark and conjecture. + +When this was done, Doctor Planard said he would go to the hall to +summon the men who were to carry the coffin out and place it in the +hearse. The Count pulled on his black gloves, and held his white +handkerchief in his hand, a very impressive chief-mourner. He stood a +little behind the head of the coffin, awaiting the arrival of the +persons who accompanied Planard, and whose fast steps he soon heard +approaching. + +Planard came first. He entered the room through the apartment in which +the coffin had been originally placed. His manner was changed; there was +something of a swagger in it. + +"Monsieur le Comte," he said, as he strode through the door, followed by +half-a-dozen persons. "I am sorry to have to announce to you a most +unseasonable interruption. Here is Monsieur Carmaignac, a gentleman +holding an office in the police department, who says that information to +the effect that large quantities of smuggled English and other goods +have been distributed in this neighbourhood, and that a portion of them +is concealed in your house. I have ventured to assure him, of my own +knowledge, that nothing can be more false than that information, and +that you would be only too happy to throw open for his inspection, at a +moment's notice, every room, closet, and cupboard in your house." + +"Most assuredly," exclaimed the Count, with a stout voice, but a very +white face. "Thank you, my good friend, for having anticipated me. I +will place my house and keys at his disposal, for the purpose of his +scrutiny, so soon as he is good enough to inform me, of what specific +contraband goods he comes in search." + +"The Count de St. Alyre will pardon me," answered Carmaignac, a little +dryly. "I am forbidden by my instructions to make that disclosure; and +that I _am_ instructed to make a general search, this warrant will +sufficiently apprise Monsieur le Comte." + +"Monsieur Carmaignac, may I hope," interposed Planard, "that you will +permit the Count de St. Alyre to attend the funeral of his kinsman, who +lies here, as you see--" (he pointed to the plate upon the coffin)--"and +to convey whom to Père la Chaise, a hearse waits at this moment at the +door." + +"That, I regret to say, I cannot permit. My instructions are precise; +but the delay, I trust, will be but trifling. Monsieur le Comte will not +suppose for a moment that I suspect him; but we have a duty to perform, +and I must act as if I did. When I am ordered to search, I search; +things are sometimes hid in such _bizarre_ places. I can't say, for +instance, what that coffin may contain." + +"The body of my kinsman, Monsieur Pierre de St. Amand," answered the +Count, loftily. + +"Oh! then you've seen him?" + +"Seen him? Often, too often?" The Count was evidently a good deal +moved. + +"I mean the body?" + +The Count stole a quick glance at Planard. + +"N--no, Monsieur--that is, I mean only for a moment." Another quick +glance at Planard. + +"But quite long enough, I fancy, to recognize him?" insinuated that +gentleman. + +"Of course--of course; instantly--perfectly. What! Pierre de St. Amand? +Not know him at a glance? No, no, poor fellow, I know him too well for +that." + +"The things I am in search of," said Monsieur Carmaignac, "would fit in +a narrow compass--servants are so ingenious sometimes. Let us raise the +lid." + +"Pardon me, Monsieur," said the Count, peremptorily, advancing to the +side of the coffin, and extending his arm across it. "I cannot permit +that indignity--that desecration." + +"There shall be none, sir,--simply the raising of the lid; you shall +remain in the room. If it should prove as we all hope, you shall have +the pleasure of one other look, really the last, upon your beloved +kinsman." + +"But, sir, I can't." + +"But, Monsieur, I must." + +"But, besides, the thing, the turnscrew, broke when the last screw was +turned; and I give you my sacred honour there is nothing but the body in +this coffin." + +"Of course Monsieur le Comte believes all that; but he does not know so +well as I the legerdemain in use among servants, who are accustomed to +smuggling. Here, Philippe, you must take off the lid of that coffin." + +The Count protested; but Philippe--a man with a bald head, and a +smirched face, looking like a working blacksmith--placed on the floor a +leather bag of tools, from which, having looked at the coffin, and +picked with his nail at the screw-heads, he selected a turnscrew, and, +with a few deft twirls at each of the screws, they stood up like little +rows of mushrooms, and the lid was raised. I saw the light, of which I +thought I had seen my last, once more; but the axis of vision remained +fixed. As I was reduced to the cataleptic state in a position nearly +perpendicular, I continued looking straight before me, and thus my gaze +was now fixed upon the ceiling. I saw the face of Carmaignac leaning +over me with a curious frown. It seemed to me that there was no +recognition in his eyes. Oh, heaven! that I could have uttered were it +but one cry! I saw the dark, mean mask of the little Count staring down +at me from the other side; the face of the pseudo-marquis also peering +at me, but not so full in the line of vision; there were other faces +also. + +"I see, I see," said Carmaignac, withdrawing. "Nothing of the kind +there." + +"You will be good enough to direct your man to re-adjust the lid of the +coffin, and to fix the screws," said the Count, taking courage; +"and--and--really the funeral _must_ proceed. It is not fair to the +people who have but moderate fees for night-work, to keep them hour +after hour beyond the time." + +"Count de St. Alyre, you shall go in a very few minutes. I will direct, +just now, all about the coffin." + +The Count looked toward the door, and there saw a gendarme; and two or +three more grave and stalwart specimens of the same force were also in +the room. The Count was very uncomfortably excited; it was growing +insupportable. + +"As this gentleman makes a difficulty about my attending the obsequies +of my kinsman, I will ask you, Planard, to accompany the funeral in my +stead." + +"In a few minutes," answered the incorrigible Carmaignac. "I must first +trouble you for the key that opens that press." + +He pointed direct at the press, in which the clothes had just been +locked up. + +"I--I have no objection," said the Count--"none, of course; only they +have not been used for an age. I'll direct some one to look for the +key." + +"If you have not got it about you, it is quite unnecessary. Philippe, +try your skeleton-keys with that press. I want it opened. Whose clothes +are these?" inquired Carmaignac when, the press having been opened, he +took out the suit that had been placed there scarcely two minutes since. + +"I can't say," answered the Count. "I know nothing of the contents of +that press. A roguish servant, named Lablais, whom I dismissed about a +year ago, had the key. I have not seen it open for ten years or more. +The clothes are probably his. + +"Here are visiting cards, see, and here a marked +pocket-handkerchief--'R.B.' upon it. He must have stolen them from a +person named Beckett--R. Beckett. 'Mr. Beckett, Berkley Square,' the +card says; and, my faith! here's a watch and a bunch of seals; one of +them with the initials 'R.B.' upon it. That servant, Lablais, must have +been a consummate rogue!" + +"So he was; you are right, sir." + +"It strikes me that he possibly stole these clothes," continued +Carmaignac, "from the man in the coffin, who, in that case, would be +Monsieur Beckett, and not Monsieur de St. Amand. For, wonderful to +relate, Monsieur, the watch is still going! That man in the coffin, I +believe, is not dead, but simply drugged. And for having robbed and +intended to murder him, I arrest you, Nicolas de la Marque, Count de St. +Alyre." + +In another moment the old villain was a prisoner. I heard his discordant +voice break quaveringly into sudden vehemence and volubility; now +croaking--now shrieking, as he oscillated between protests, threats, and +impious appeals to the God who will "judge the secrets of men!" And thus +lying and raving, he was removed from the room, and placed in the same +coach with his beautiful and abandoned accomplice, already arrested; +and, with two _gendarmes_ sitting beside them, they were immediately +driving at a rapid pace towards the Conciergerie. + +There were now added to the general chorus two voices, very different in +quality; one was that of the gasconading Colonel Gaillarde, who had with +difficulty been kept in the background up to this; the other was that of +my jolly friend Whistlewick, who had come to identify me. + +I shall tell you, just now, how this project against my property and +life, so ingenious and monstrous, was exploded. I must first say a word +about myself. I was placed in a hot bath, under the direction of +Planard, as consummate a villain as any of the gang, but now thoroughly +in the interests of the prosecution. Thence I was laid in a warm bed, +the window of the room being open. These simple measures restored me in +about three hours; I should otherwise, probably, have continued under +the spell for nearly seven. + +The practices of these nefarious conspirators had been carried on with +consummate skill and secrecy. Their dupes were led, as I was, to be +themselves auxiliary to the mystery which made their own destruction +both safe and certain. + +A search was, of course, instituted. Graves were opened in Père la +Chaise. The bodies exhumed had lain there too long, and were too much +decomposed to be recognized. One only was identified. The notice for the +burial, in this particular case, had been signed, the order given, and +the fees paid, by Gabriel Gaillarde, who was known to the official +clerk, who had to transact with him this little funereal business. The +very trick, that had been arranged for me, had been successfully +practised in his case. The person for whom the grave had been ordered, +was purely fictitious; and Gabriel Gaillarde himself filled the coffin, +on the cover of which that false name was inscribed as well as upon a +tomb-stone over the grave. Possibly, the same honour, under my +pseudonym, may have been intended for me. + +The identification was curious. This Gabriel Gaillarde had had a bad +fall from a run-away horse, about five years before his mysterious +disappearance. He had lost an eye and some teeth, in this accident, +besides sustaining a fracture of the right leg, immediately above the +ankle. He had kept the injuries to his face as profound a secret as he +could. The result was, that the glass eye which had done duty for the +one he had lost, remained in the socket, slightly displaced, of course, +but recognizable by the "artist" who had supplied it. + +More pointedly recognizable were the teeth, peculiar in workmanship, +which one of the ablest dentists in Paris had himself adapted to the +chasms, the cast of which, owing to peculiarities in the accident, he +happened to have preserved. This cast precisely fitted the gold plate +found in the mouth of the skull. The mark, also, above the ankle, in the +bone, where it had re-united, corresponded exactly with the place where +the fracture had knit in the limb of Gabriel Gaillarde. + +The Colonel, his younger brother, had been furious about the +disappearance of Gabriel, and still more so about that of his money, +which he had long regarded as his proper keepsake, whenever death should +remove his brother from the vexations of living. He had suspected for a +long time, for certain adroitly discovered reasons, that the Count de +St. Alyre and the beautiful lady, his companion, countess, or whatever +else she was, had pigeoned him. To this suspicion were added some others +of a still darker kind; but in their first shape, rather the exaggerated +reflections of his fury, ready to believe anything, than well-defined +conjectures. + +At length an accident had placed the Colonel very nearly upon the right +scent; a chance, possibly lucky for himself, had apprized the scoundrel +Planard that the conspirators--himself among the number--were in danger. +The result was that he made terms for himself, became an informer, and +concerted with the police this visit made to the Château de la Carque, +at the critical moment when every measure had been completed that was +necessary to construct a perfect case against his guilty accomplices. + +I need not describe the minute industry or forethought with which the +police agents collected all the details necessary to support the case. +They had brought an able physician, who, even had Planard failed, would +have supplied the necessary medical evidence. + +My trip to Paris, you will believe, had not turned out quite so +agreeably as I had anticipated. I was the principal witness for the +prosecution in this _cause célébre_, with all the _agrémens_ that attend +that enviable position. Having had an escape, as my friend Whistlewick +said, "with a squeak" for my life, I innocently fancied that I should +have been an object of considerable interest to Parisian society; but, a +good deal to my mortification, I discovered that I was the object of a +good-natured but contemptuous merriment. I was a _balourd_, a _benêt_, +_un âne_, and figured even in caricatures. I became a sort of public +character, a dignity, + + "Unto which I was not born," + +and from which I fled as soon as I conveniently could, without even +paying my friend the Marquis d'Harmonville a visit at his hospitable +château. + +The Marquis escaped scot-free. His accomplice, the Count, was executed. +The fair Eugenie, under extenuating circumstances--consisting, so far as +I could discover of her good looks--got off for six years' imprisonment. + +Colonel Gaillarde recovered some of his brother's money, out of the not +very affluent estate of the Count and _soi-disant_ Countess. This, and +the execution of the Count, put him in high good humour. So far from +insisting on a hostile meeting, he shook me very graciously by the hand, +told me that he looked upon the wound on his head, inflicted by the +knob of my stick, as having been received in an honourable, though +irregular duel, in which he had no disadvantage or unfairness to +complain of. + +I think I have only two additional details to mention. The bricks +discovered in the room with the coffin, had been packed in it, in straw, +to supply the weight of a dead body, and to prevent the suspicions and +contradictions that might have been excited by the arrival of an empty +coffin at the château. + +Secondly, the Countess's magnificent brilliants were examined by a +lapidary, and pronounced to be worth about five pounds to a +tragedy-queen, who happened to be in want of a suite of paste. + +The Countess had figured some years before as one of the cleverest +actresses on the minor stage of Paris, where she had been picked up by +the Count and used as his principal accomplice. + +She it was who, admirably disguised, had rifled my papers in the +carriage on my memorable night-journey to Paris. She also had figured as +the interpreting magician of the palanquin at the ball at Versailles. So +far as I was affected by that elaborate mystification it was intended to +re-animate my interest, which, they feared, might flag in the beautiful +Countess. It had its design and action upon other intended victims also; +but of them there is, at present, no need to speak. The introduction of +a real corpse--procured from a person who supplied the Parisian +anatomists--involved no real danger, while it heightened the mystery and +kept the prophet alive in the gossip of the town and in the thoughts of +the noodles with whom he had conferred. + +I divided the remainder of the summer and autumn between Switzerland +and Italy. + +As the well-worn phrase goes, I was a sadder if not a wiser man. A great +deal of the horrible impression left upon my mind was due, of course, to +the mere action of nerves and brain. But serious feelings of another and +deeper kind remained. My after life was ultimately formed by the shock I +had then received. Those impressions led me--but not till after many +years--to happier though not less serious thoughts; and I have deep +reason to be thankful to the all-merciful Ruler of events, for an early +and terrible lesson in the ways of sin. + + + + + +CARMILLA. + + + + +PROLOGUE. + + +Upon a paper attached to the Narrative which follows, Doctor Hesselius +has written a rather elaborate note, which he accompanies with a +reference to his Essay on the strange subject which the MS. illuminates. + +This mysterious subject, he treats, in that Essay, with his usual +learning and acumen, and with remarkable directness and condensation. It +will form but one volume of the series of that extraordinary man's +collected papers. + +As I publish the case, in these volumes, simply to interest the "laity," +I shall forestal the intelligent lady, who relates it, in nothing; and, +after due consideration, I have determined, therefore, to abstain from +presenting any _précis_ of the learned Doctor's reasoning, or extract +from his statement on a subject which he describes as "involving, not +improbably, some of the profoundest arcana of our dual existence, and +its intermediates." + +I was anxious, on discovering this paper, to re-open the correspondence +commenced by Doctor Hesselius, so many years before, with a person so +clever and careful as his informant seems to have been. Much to my +regret, however, I found that she had died in the interval. + +She, probably, could have added little to the Narrative which she +communicates in the following pages, with, so far as I can pronounce, +such a conscientious particularity. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +AN EARLY FRIGHT. + + +In Styria, we, though by no means magnificent people, inhabit a castle, +or schloss. A small income, in that part of the world, goes a great way. +Eight or nine hundred a year does wonders. Scantily enough ours would +have answered among wealthy people at home. My father is English, and I +bear an English name, although I never saw England. But here, in this +lonely and primitive place, where everything is so marvellously cheap, +I really don't see how ever so much more money would at all materially +add to our comforts, or even luxuries. + +My father was in the Austrian service, and retired upon a pension and +his patrimony, and purchased this feudal residence, and the small estate +on which it stands, a bargain. + +Nothing can be more picturesque or solitary. It stands on a slight +eminence in a forest. The road, very old and narrow, passes in front of +its drawbridge, never raised in my time, and its moat, stocked with +perch, and sailed over by many swans, and floating on its surface white +fleets of water-lilies. + +Over all this the schloss shows its many-windowed front; its towers, and +its Gothic chapel. + +The forest opens in an irregular and very picturesque glade before its +gate, and at the right a steep Gothic bridge carries the road over a +stream that winds in deep shadow through the wood. + +I have said that this is a very lonely place. Judge whether I say truth. +Looking from the hall door towards the road, the forest in which our +castle stands extends fifteen miles to the right, and twelve to the +left. The nearest inhabited village, is about seven of your English +miles to the left. The nearest inhabited schloss of any historic +associations, is that of old General Spielsdorf, nearly twenty miles +away to the right. + +I have said "the nearest _inhabited_ village," because there is, only +three miles westward, that is to say in the direction of General +Spielsdorf's schloss, a ruined village, with its quaint little church, +now roofless, in the aisle of which are the mouldering tombs of the +proud family of Karnstein, now extinct, who once owned the equally +desolate château which, in the thick of the forest, overlooks the silent +ruins of the town. + +Respecting the cause of the desertion of this striking and melancholy +spot, there is a legend which I shall relate to you another time. + +I must tell you now, how very small is the party who constitute the +inhabitants of our castle. I don't include servants, or those dependents +who occupy rooms in the buildings attached to the schloss. Listen, and +wonder! My father, who is the kindest man on earth, but growing old; and +I, at the date of my story, only nineteen. Eight years have passed since +then. I and my father constituted the family at the schloss. My mother, +a Styrian lady, died in my infancy, but I had a good-natured governess, +who had been with me from, I might almost say, my infancy. I could not +remember the time when her fat, benignant face was not a familiar +picture in my memory. This was Madame Perrodon, a native of Berne, whose +care and good nature in part supplied to me the loss of my mother, whom +I do not even remember, so early I lost her. She made a third at our +little dinner party. There was a fourth, Mademoiselle De Lafontaine, a +lady such as you term, I believe, a "finishing governess." She spoke +French and German, Madame Perrodon French and broken English, to which +my father and I added English, which, partly to prevent its becoming a +lost language among us, and partly from patriotic motives, we spoke +every day. The consequence was a Babel, at which strangers used to +laugh, and which I shall make no attempt to reproduce in this narrative. +And there were two or three young lady friends besides, pretty nearly of +my own age, who were occasional visitors, for longer or shorter terms; +and these visits I sometimes returned. + +These were our regular social resources; but of course there were chance +visits from "neighbours" of only five or six leagues distance. My life +was, notwithstanding, rather a solitary one, I can assure you. + +My gouvernantes had just so much control over me as you might conjecture +such sage persons would have in the case of a rather spoiled girl, whose +only parent allowed her pretty nearly her own way in everything. + +The first occurrence in my existence, which produced a terrible +impression upon my mind, which, in fact, never has been effaced, was one +of the very earliest incidents of my life which I can recollect. Some +people will think it so trifling that it should not be recorded here. +You will see, however, by-and-bye, why I mention it. The nursery, as it +was called, though I had it all to myself, was a large room in the upper +story of the castle, with a steep oak roof. I can't have been more than +six years old, when one night I awoke, and looking round the room from +my bed, failed to see the nursery-maid. Neither was my nurse there; and +I thought myself alone. I was not frightened, for I was one of those +happy children who are studiously kept in ignorance of ghost stories, of +fairy tales, and of all such lore as makes us cover up our heads when +the door creeks suddenly, or the flicker of an expiring candle makes the +shadow of a bed-post dance upon the wall, nearer to our faces. I was +vexed and insulted at finding myself, as I conceived, neglected, and I +began to whimper, preparatory to a hearty bout of roaring; when to my +surprise, I saw a solemn, but very pretty face looking at me from the +side of the bed. It was that of a young lady who was kneeling, with her +hands under the coverlet. I looked at her with a kind of pleased wonder, +and ceased whimpering. She caressed me with her hands, and lay down +beside me on the bed, and drew me towards her, smiling; I felt +immediately delightfully soothed, and fell asleep again. I was wakened +by a sensation as if two needles ran into my breast very deep at the +same moment, and I cried loudly. The lady started back, with her eyes +fixed on me, and then slipped down upon the floor, and, as I thought, +hid herself under the bed. + +I was now for the first time frightened, and I yelled with all my might +and main. Nurse, nursery-maid, housekeeper, all came running in, and +hearing my story, they made light of it, soothing me all they could +meanwhile. But, child as I was, I could perceive that their faces were +pale with an unwonted look of anxiety, and I saw them look under the +bed, and about the room, and peep under tables and pluck open cupboards; +and the housekeeper whispered to the nurse: "Lay your hand along that +hollow in the bed; some one _did_ lie there, so sure as you did not; the +place is still warm." + +I remember the nursery-maid petting me, and all three examining my +chest, where I told them I felt the puncture, and pronouncing that there +was no sign visible that any such thing had happened to me. + +The housekeeper and the two other servants who were in charge of the +nursery, remained sitting up all night; and from that time a servant +always sat up in the nursery until I was about fourteen. + +I was very nervous for a long time after this. A doctor was called in, +he was pallid and elderly. How well I remember his long saturnine face, +slightly pitted with small-pox, and his chesnut wig. For a good while, +every second day, he came and gave me medicine, which of course I hated. + +The morning after I saw this apparition I was in a state of terror, and +could not bear to be left alone, daylight though it was, for a moment. + +I remember my father coming up and standing at the bedside, and talking +cheerfully, and asking the nurse a number of questions, and laughing +very heartily at one of the answers; and patting me on the shoulder, and +kissing me, and telling me not to be frightened, that it was nothing but +a dream and could not hurt me. + +But I was not comforted, for I knew the visit of the strange woman was +_not_ a dream; and I was _awfully_ frightened. + +I was a little consoled by the nursery-maid's assuring me that it was +she who had come and looked at me, and lain down beside me in the bed, +and that I must have been half-dreaming not to have known her face. But +this, though supported by the nurse, did not quite satisfy me. + +I remember, in the course of that day, a venerable old man, in a black +cassock, coming into the room with the nurse and housekeeper, and +talking a little to them, and very kindly to me; his face was very sweet +and gentle, and he told me they were going to pray, and joined my hands +together, and desired me to say, softly, while they were praying, "Lord +hear all good prayers for us, for Jesus' sake." I think these were the +very words, for I often repeated them to myself, and my nurse used for +years to make me say them in my prayers. + +I remember so well the thoughtful sweet face of that white-haired old +man, in his black cassock, as he stood in that rude, lofty, brown room, +with the clumsy furniture of a fashion three hundred years old, about +him, and the scanty light entering its shadowy atmosphere through the +small lattice. He kneeled, and the three women with him, and he prayed +aloud with an earnest quavering voice for, what appeared to me, a long +time. I forget all my life preceding that event, and for some time after +it is all obscure also, but the scenes I have just described stand out +vivid as the isolated pictures of the phantasmagoria surrounded by +darkness. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +A GUEST. + + +I am now going to tell you something so strange that it will require all +your faith in my veracity to believe my story. It is not only true, +nevertheless, but truth of which I have been an eye-witness. + +It was a sweet summer evening, and my father asked me, as he sometimes +did, to take a little ramble with him along that beautiful forest vista +which I have mentioned as lying in front of the schloss. + +"General Spielsdorf cannot come to us so soon as I had hoped," said my +father, as we pursued our walk. + +He was to have paid us a visit of some weeks, and we had expected his +arrival next day. He was to have brought with him a young lady, his +niece and ward, Mademoiselle Rheinfeldt, whom I had never seen, but whom +I had heard described as a very charming girl, and in whose society I +had promised myself many happy days. I was more disappointed than a +young lady living in a town, or a bustling neighbourhood can possibly +imagine. This visit, and the new acquaintance it promised, had furnished +my day dream for many weeks. + +"And how soon does he come?" I asked. + +"Not till autumn. Not for two months, I dare say," he answered. "And I +am very glad now, dear, that you never knew Mademoiselle Rheinfeldt." + +"And why?" I asked, both mortified and curious. + +"Because the poor young lady is dead," he replied. "I quite forgot I had +not told you, but you were not in the room when I received the General's +letter this evening." + +I was very much shocked. General Spielsdorf had mentioned in his first +letter, six or seven weeks before, that she was not so well as he would +wish her, but there was nothing to suggest the remotest suspicion of +danger. + +"Here is the General's letter," he said, handing it to me. "I am afraid +he is in great affliction; the letter appears to me to have been written +very nearly in distraction." + +We sat down on a rude bench, under a group of magnificent lime-trees. +The sun was setting with all its melancholy splendour behind the sylvan +horizon, and the stream that flows beside our home, and passes under the +steep old bridge I have mentioned, wound through many a group of noble +trees, almost at our feet, reflecting in its current the fading crimson +of the sky. General Spielsdorf's letter was so extraordinary, so +vehement, and in some places so self-contradictory, that I read it twice +over--the second time aloud to my father--and was still unable to +account for it, except by supposing that grief had unsettled his mind. + +It said "I have lost my darling daughter, for as such I loved her. +During the last days of dear Bertha's illness I was not able to write to +you. Before then I had no idea of her danger. I have lost her, and now +learn _all_, too late. She died in the peace of innocence, and in the +glorious hope of a blessed futurity. The fiend who betrayed our +infatuated hospitality has done it all. I thought I was receiving into +my house innocence, gaiety, a charming companion for my lost Bertha. +Heavens! what a fool have I been! I thank God my child died without a +suspicion of the cause of her sufferings. She is gone without so much as +conjecturing the nature of her illness, and the accursed passion of the +agent of all this misery. I devote my remaining days to tracking and +extinguishing a monster. I am told I may hope to accomplish my righteous +and merciful purpose. At present there is scarcely a gleam of light to +guide me. I curse my conceited incredulity, my despicable affectation of +superiority, my blindness, my obstinacy--all--too late. I cannot write +or talk collectedly now. I am distracted. So soon as I shall have a +little recovered, I mean to devote myself for a time to enquiry, which +may possibly lead me as far as Vienna. Some time in the autumn, two +months hence, or earlier if I live, I will see you--that is, if you +permit me; I will then tell you all that I scarce dare put upon paper +now. Farewell. Pray for me, dear friend." + +In these terms ended this strange letter. Though I had never seen Bertha +Rheinfeldt my eyes filled with tears at the sudden intelligence; I was +startled, as well as profoundly disappointed. + +The sun had now set, and it was twilight by the time I had returned the +General's letter to my father. + +It was a soft clear evening, and we loitered, speculating upon the +possible meanings of the violent and incoherent sentences which I had +just been reading. We had nearly a mile to walk before reaching the road +that passes the schloss in front, and by that time the moon was shining +brilliantly. At the drawbridge we met Madame Perrodon and Mademoiselle +De Lafontaine, who had come out, without their bonnets, to enjoy the +exquisite moonlight. + +We heard their voices gabbling in animated dialogue as we approached. We +joined them at the drawbridge, and turned about to admire with them the +beautiful scene. + +The glade through which we had just walked lay before us. At our left +the narrow road wound away under clumps of lordly trees, and was lost to +sight amid the thickening forest. At the right the same road crosses the +steep and picturesque bridge, near which stands a ruined tower which +once guarded that pass; and beyond the bridge an abrupt eminence rises, +covered with trees, and showing in the shadows some grey ivy-clustered +rocks. + +Over the sward and low grounds a thin film of mist was stealing, like +smoke, marking the distances with a transparent veil; and here and there +we could see the river faintly flashing in the moonlight. + +No softer, sweeter scene could be imagined. The news I had just heard +made it melancholy; but nothing could disturb its character of profound +serenity, and the enchanted glory and vagueness of the prospect. + +My father, who enjoyed the picturesque, and I, stood looking in silence +over the expanse beneath us. The two good governesses, standing a little +way behind us, discoursed upon the scene, and were eloquent upon the +moon. + +Madame Perrodon was fat, middle-aged, and romantic, and talked and +sighed poetically. Mademoiselle De Lafontaine--in right of her father, +who was a German, assumed to be psychological, metaphysical, and +something of a mystic--now declared that when the moon shone with a +light so intense it was well known that it indicated a special spiritual +activity. The effect of the full moon in such a state of brilliancy was +manifold. It acted on dreams, it acted on lunacy, it acted on nervous +people; it had marvellous physical influences connected with life. +Mademoiselle related that her cousin, who was mate of a merchant ship, +having taken a nap on deck on such a night, lying on his back, with his +face full in the light of the moon, had wakened, after a dream of an old +woman clawing him by the cheek, with his features horribly drawn to one +side; and his countenance had never quite recovered its equilibrium. + +"The moon, this night," she said, "is full of odylic and magnetic +influence--and see, when you look behind you at the front of the +schloss, how all its windows flash and twinkle with that silvery +splendour, as if unseen hands had lighted up the rooms to receive fairy +guests." + +There are indolent states of the spirits in which, indisposed to talk +ourselves, the talk of others is pleasant to our listless ears; and I +gazed on, pleased with the tinkle of the ladies' conversation. + +"I have got into one of my moping moods to-night," said my father, after +a silence, and quoting Shakespeare, whom, by way of keeping up our +English, he used to read aloud, he said: + + "In truth I know not why I am so sad: + It wearies me; you say it wearies you; + But how I got it--came by it." + +"I forget the rest. But I feel as if some great misfortune were hanging +over us. I suppose the poor General's afflicted letter has had something +to do with it." + +At this moment the unwonted sound of carriage wheels and many hoofs upon +the road, arrested our attention. + +They seemed to be approaching from the high ground overlooking the +bridge, and very soon the equipage emerged from that point. Two horsemen +first crossed the bridge, then came a carriage drawn by four horses, and +two men rode behind. + +It seemed to be the travelling carriage of a person of rank; and we were +all immediately absorbed in watching that very unusual spectacle. It +became, in a few moments, greatly more interesting, for just as the +carriage had passed the summit of the steep bridge, one of the leaders, +taking fright, communicated his panic to the rest, and after a plunge or +two, the whole team broke into a wild gallop together, and dashing +between the horsemen who rode in front, came thundering along the road +towards us with the speed of a hurricane. + +The excitement of the scene was made more painful by the clear, +long-drawn screams of a female voice from the carriage window. + +We all advanced in curiosity and horror; my father in silence, the rest +with various ejaculations of terror. + +Our suspense did not last long. Just before you reach the castle +drawbridge, on the route they were coming, there stands by the roadside +a magnificent lime-tree, on the other stands an ancient stone cross, at +sight of which the horses, now going at a pace that was perfectly +frightful, swerved so as to bring the wheel over the projecting roots of +the tree. + +I knew what was coming. I covered my eyes, unable to see it out, and +turned my head away; at the same moment I heard a cry from my +lady-friends, who had gone on a little. + +Curiosity opened my eyes, and I saw a scene of utter confusion. Two of +the horses were on the ground, the carriage lay upon its side with two +wheels in the air; the men were busy removing the traces, and a lady, +with a commanding air and figure had got out, and stood with clasped +hands, raising the handkerchief that was in them every now and then to +her eyes. Through the carriage door was now lifted a young lady, who +appeared to be lifeless. My dear old father was already beside the elder +lady, with his hat in his hand, evidently tendering his aid and the +resources of his schloss. The lady did not appear to hear him, or to +have eyes for anything but the slender girl who was being placed +against the slope of the bank. + +I approached; the young lady was apparently stunned, but she was +certainly not dead. My father, who piqued himself on being something of +a physician, had just had his fingers to her wrist and assured the lady, +who declared herself her mother, that her pulse, though faint and +irregular, was undoubtedly still distinguishable. The lady clasped her +hands and looked upward, as if in a momentary transport of gratitude; +but immediately she broke out again in that theatrical way which is, I +believe, natural to some people. + +She was what is called a fine looking woman for her time of life, and +must have been handsome; she was tall, but not thin, and dressed in +black velvet, and looked rather pale, but with a proud and commanding +countenance, though now agitated strangely. + +"Was ever being so born to calamity?" I heard her say, with clasped +hands, as I came up. "Here am I, on a journey of life and death, in +prosecuting which to lose an hour is possibly to lose all. My child will +not have recovered sufficiently to resume her route for who can say how +long. I must leave her; I cannot, dare not, delay. How far on, sir, can +you tell, is the nearest village? I must leave her there; and shall not +see my darling, or even hear of her till my return, three months hence." + +I plucked my father by the coat, and whispered earnestly in his ear: +"Oh! papa, pray ask her to let her stay with us--it would be so +delightful. Do, pray." + +"If Madame will entrust her child to the care of my daughter, and of her +good gouvernante, Madame Perrodon, and permit her to remain as our +guest, under my charge, until her return, it will confer a distinction +and an obligation upon us, and we shall treat her with all the care and +devotion which so sacred a trust deserves." + +"I cannot do that, sir, it would be to task your kindness and chivalry +too cruelly," said the lady, distractedly. + +"It would, on the contrary, be to confer on us a very great kindness at +the moment when we most need it. My daughter has just been disappointed +by a cruel misfortune, in a visit from which she had long anticipated a +great deal of happiness. If you confide this young lady to our care it +will be her best consolation. The nearest village on your route is +distant, and affords no such inn as you could think of placing your +daughter at; you cannot allow her to continue her journey for any +considerable distance without danger. If, as you say, you cannot +suspend your journey, you must part with her to-night, and nowhere +could you do so with more honest assurances of care and tenderness than +here." + +There was something in this lady's air and appearance so distinguished, +and even imposing, and in her manner so engaging, as to impress one, +quite apart from the dignity of her equipage, with a conviction that she +was a person of consequence. + +By this time the carriage was replaced in its upright position, and the +horses, quite tractable, in the traces again. + +The lady threw on her daughter a glance which I fancied was not quite so +affectionate as one might have anticipated from the beginning of the +scene; then she beckoned slightly to my father, and withdrew two or +three steps with him out of hearing; and talked to him with a fixed and +stern countenance, not at all like that with which she had hitherto +spoken. + +I was filled with wonder that my father did not seem to perceive the +change, and also unspeakably curious to learn what it could be that she +was speaking, almost in his ear, with so much earnestness and rapidity. + +Two or three minutes at most I think she remained thus employed, then +she turned, and a few steps brought her to where her daughter lay, +supported by Madame Perrodon. She kneeled beside her for a moment and +whispered, as Madame supposed, a little benediction in her ear; then +hastily kissing her she stepped into her carriage, the door was closed, +the footmen in stately liveries jumped up behind, the outriders spurred +on, the postillions cracked their whips, the horses plunged and broke +suddenly into a furious canter that threatened soon again to become a +gallop, and the carriage whirled away, followed at the same rapid pace +by the two horsemen in the rear. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +WE COMPARE NOTES. + + +We followed the _cortège_ with our eyes until it was swiftly lost to +sight in the misty wood; and the very sound of the hoofs and the wheels +died away in the silent night air. + +Nothing remained to assure us that the adventure had not been an +illusion of a moment but the young lady, who just at that moment opened +her eyes. I could not see, for her face was turned from me, but she +raised her head, evidently looking about her, and I heard a very sweet +voice ask complainingly, "Where is mamma?" + +Our good Madame Perrodon answered tenderly, and added some comfortable +assurances. + +I then heard her ask: + +"Where am I? What is this place?" and after that she said, "I don't see +the carriage; and Matska, where is she?" + +Madame answered all her questions in so far as she understood them; and +gradually the young lady remembered how the misadventure came about, and +was glad to hear that no one in, or in attendance on, the carriage was +hurt; and on learning that her mamma had left her here, till her return +in about three months, she wept. + +I was going to add my consolations to those of Madame Perrodon when +Mademoiselle De Lafontaine placed her hand upon my arm, saying: + +"Don't approach, one at a time is as much as she can at present converse +with; a very little excitement would possibly overpower her now." + +As soon as she is comfortably in bed, I thought, I will run up to her +room and see her. + +My father in the meantime had sent a servant on horseback for the +physician, who lived about two leagues away; and a bedroom was being +prepared for the young lady's reception. + +The stranger now rose, and leaning on Madame's arm, walked slowly over +the drawbridge and into the castle gate. + +In the hall, servants waited to receive her, and she was conducted +forthwith to her room. + +The room we usually sat in as our drawing-room is long, having four +windows, that looked over the moat and drawbridge, upon the forest scene +I have just described. + +It is furnished in old carved oak, with large carved cabinets, and the +chairs are cushioned with crimson Utrecht velvet. The walls are covered +with tapestry, and surrounded with great gold frames, the figures being +as large as life, in ancient and very curious costume, and the subjects +represented are hunting, hawking, and generally festive. It is not too +stately to be extremely comfortable; and here we had our tea, for with +his usual patriotic leanings he insisted that the national beverage +should make its appearance regularly with our coffee and chocolate. + +We sat here this night, and with candles lighted, were talking over the +adventure of the evening. + +Madame Perrodon and Mademoiselle De Lafontaine were both of our party. +The young stranger had hardly lain down in her bed when she sank into a +deep sleep; and those ladies had left her in the care of a servant. + +"How do you like our guest?" I asked, as soon as Madame entered. "Tell +me all about her?" + +"I like her extremely," answered Madame, "she is, I almost think, the +prettiest creature I ever saw; about your age, and so gentle and nice." + +"She is absolutely beautiful," threw in Mademoiselle, who had peeped for +a moment into the stranger's room. + +"And such a sweet voice!" added Madame Perrodon. + +"Did you remark a woman in the carriage, after it was set up again, who +did not get out," inquired Mademoiselle, "but only looked from the +window?" + +"No, we had not seen her." + +Then she described a hideous black woman, with a sort of coloured turban +on her head, who was gazing all the time from the carriage window, +nodding and grinning derisively towards the ladies, with gleaming eyes +and large white eye-balls, and her teeth set as if in fury. + +"Did you remark what an ill-looking pack of men the servants were?" +asked Madame. + +"Yes," said my father, who had just come in, "ugly, hang-dog looking +fellows, as ever I beheld in my life. I hope they mayn't rob the poor +lady in the forest. They are clever rogues, however; they got everything +to rights in a minute." + +"I dare say they are worn out with too long travelling," said Madame. +"Besides looking wicked, their faces were so strangely lean, and dark, +and sullen. I am very curious, I own; but I dare say the young lady will +tell us all about it to-morrow, if she is sufficiently recovered." + +"I don't think she will," said my father, with a mysterious smile, and a +little nod of his head, as if he knew more about it than he cared to +tell us. + +This made me all the more inquisitive as to what had passed between him +and the lady in the black velvet, in the brief but earnest interview +that had immediately preceded her departure. + +We were scarcely alone, when I entreated him to tell me. He did not need +much pressing. + +"There is no particular reason why I should not tell you. She expressed +a reluctance to trouble us with the care of her daughter, saying she +was in delicate health and nervous, but not subject to any kind of +seizure--she volunteered that--nor to any illusion; being, in fact, +perfectly sane." + +"How very odd to say all that!" I interpolated. "It was so unnecessary." + +"At all events it _was_ said," he laughed, "and as you wish to know all +that passed, which was indeed very little, I tell you. She then said, "I +am making a long journey of _vital_ importance--she emphasized the +word--rapid and secret; I shall return for my child in three months; in +the meantime, she will be silent as to who we are, whence we come, and +whither we are travelling." That is all she said. She spoke very pure +French. When she said the word "secret," she paused for a few seconds, +looking sternly, her eyes fixed on mine. I fancy she makes a great point +of that. You saw how quickly she was gone. I hope I have not done a +very foolish thing, in taking charge of the young lady." + +For my part, I was delighted. I was longing to see and talk to her; and +only waiting till the doctor should give me leave. You, who live in +towns, can have no idea how great an event the introduction of a new +friend is, in such a solitude as surrounded us. + +The doctor did not arrive till nearly one o'clock; but I could no more +have gone to my bed and slept, than I could have overtaken, on foot, the +carriage in which the princess in black velvet had driven away. + +When the physician came down to the drawing-room, it was to report very +favourably upon his patient. She was now sitting up, her pulse quite +regular, apparently perfectly well. She had sustained no injury, and +the little shock to her nerves had passed away quite harmlessly. There +could be no harm certainly in my seeing her, if we both wished it; and, +with this permission, I sent, forthwith, to know whether she would allow +me to visit her for a few minutes in her room. + +The servant returned immediately to say that she desired nothing more. + +You may be sure I was not long in availing myself of this permission. + +Our visitor lay in one of the handsomest rooms in the schloss. It was, +perhaps, a little stately. There was a sombre piece of tapestry opposite +the foot of the bed, representing Cleopatra with the asps to her bosom; +and other solemn classic scenes were displayed, a little faded, upon the +other walls. But there was gold carving, and rich and varied colour +enough in the other decorations of the room, to more than redeem the +gloom of the old tapestry. + +There were candles at the bed side. She was sitting up; her slender +pretty figure enveloped in the soft silk dressing gown, embroidered with +flowers, and lined with thick quilted silk, which her mother had thrown +over her feet as she lay upon the ground. + +What was it that, as I reached the bed-side and had just begun my little +greeting, struck me dumb in a moment, and made me recoil a step or two +from before her? I will tell you. + +I saw the very face which had visited me in my childhood at night, which +remained so fixed in my memory, and on which I had for so many years so +often ruminated with horror, when no one suspected of what I was +thinking. + +It was pretty, even beautiful; and when I first beheld it, wore the same +melancholy expression. + +But this almost instantly lighted into a strange fixed smile of +recognition. + +There was a silence of fully a minute, and then at length _she_ spoke; +_I_ could not. + +"How wonderful!" she exclaimed, "Twelve years ago, I saw your face in a +dream, and it has haunted me ever since." + +"Wonderful indeed!" I repeated, overcoming with an effort the horror +that had for a time suspended my utterances. "Twelve years ago, in +vision or reality, I certainly saw you. I could not forget your face. It +has remained before my eyes ever since." + +Her smile had softened. Whatever I had fancied strange in it, was gone, +and it and her dimpling cheeks were now delightfully pretty and +intelligent. + +I felt reassured, and continued more in the vein which hospitality +indicated, to bid her welcome, and to tell her how much pleasure her +accidental arrival had given us all, and especially what a happiness it +was to me. + +I took her hand as I spoke. I was a little shy, as lonely people are, +but the situation made me eloquent, and even bold. She pressed my hand, +she laid hers upon it, and her eyes glowed, as, looking hastily into +mine, she smiled again, and blushed. + +She answered my welcome very prettily. I sat down beside her, still +wondering; and she said: + +"I must tell you my vision about you; it is so very strange that you and +I should have had, each of the other so vivid a dream, that each should +have seen, I you and you me, looking as we do now, when of course we +both were mere children. I was a child, about six years old, and I awoke +from a confused and troubled dream, and found myself in a room, unlike +my nursery, wainscoted clumsily in some dark wood, and with cupboards +and bedsteads, and chairs, and benches placed about it. The beds were, I +thought, all empty, and the room itself without anyone but myself in it; +and I, after looking about me for some time, and admiring especially an +iron candlestick, with two branches, which I should certainly know +again, crept under one of the beds to reach the window; but as I got +from under the bed, I heard some one crying; and looking up, while I was +still upon my knees, I saw _you_--most assuredly you--as I see you now; +a beautiful young lady, with golden hair and large blue eyes, and +lips--your lips--you, as you are here. Your looks won me; I climbed on +the bed and put my arms about you, and I think we both fell asleep. I +was aroused by a scream; you were sitting up screaming. I was +frightened, and slipped down upon the ground, and, it seemed to me, lost +consciousness for a moment; and when I came to myself, I was again in my +nursery at home. Your face I have never forgotten since. I could not be +misled by mere resemblance. You _are_ the lady whom I then saw." + +It was now my turn to relate my corresponding vision, which I did, to +the undisguised wonder of my new acquaintance. + +"I don't know which should be most afraid of the other," she said, again +smiling--"If you were less pretty I think I should be very much afraid +of you, but being as you are, and you and I both so young, I feel only +that I have made your acquaintance twelve years ago, and have already a +right to your intimacy; at all events it does seem as if we were +destined, from our earliest childhood, to be friends. I wonder whether +you feel as strangely drawn towards me as I do to you; I have never had +a friend--shall I find one now?" She sighed, and her fine dark eyes +gazed passionately on me. + +Now the truth is, I felt rather unaccountably towards the beautiful +stranger. I did feel, as she said, "drawn towards her," but there was +also something of repulsion. In this ambiguous feeling, however, the +sense of attraction immensely prevailed. She interested and won me; she +was so beautiful and so indescribably engaging. + +I perceived now something of langour and exhaustion stealing over her, +and hastened to bid her good night. + +"The doctor thinks," I added, "that you ought to have a maid to sit up +with you to-night; one of ours is waiting, and you will find her a very +useful and quiet creature." + +"How kind of you, but I could not sleep, I never could with an attendant +in the room. I shan't require any assistance--and, shall I confess my +weakness, I am haunted with a terror of robbers. Our house was robbed +once, and two servants murdered, so I always lock my door. It has become +a habit--and you look so kind I know you will forgive me. I see there is +a key in the lock." + +She held me close in her pretty arms for a moment and whispered in my +ear, "Good night, darling, it is very hard to part with you, but +good-night; to-morrow, but not early, I shall see you again." + +She sank back on the pillow with a sigh, and her fine eyes followed me +with a fond and melancholy gaze, and she murmured again "Good night, +dear friend." + +Young people like, and even love, on impulse. I was flattered by the +evident, though as yet undeserved, fondness she showed me. I liked the +confidence with which she at once received me. She was determined that +we should be very near friends. + +Next day came and we met again. I was delighted with my companion; that +is to say, in many respects. + +Her looks lost nothing in daylight--she was certainly the most beautiful +creature I had ever seen, and the unpleasant remembrance of the face +presented in my early dream, had lost the effect of the first unexpected +recognition. + +She confessed that she had experienced a similar shock on seeing me, and +precisely the same faint antipathy that had mingled with my admiration +of her. We now laughed together over our momentary horrors. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +HER HABITS--A SAUNTER. + + +I told you that I was charmed with her in most particulars. + +There were some that did not please me so well. + +She was above the middle height of women. I shall begin by describing +her. She was slender, and wonderfully graceful. Except that her +movements were languid--very languid--indeed, there was nothing in her +appearance to indicate an invalid. Her complexion was rich and +brilliant; her features were small and beautifully formed; her eyes +large, dark, and lustrous; her hair was quite wonderful, I never saw +hair so magnificently thick and long when it was down about her +shoulders; I have often placed my hands under it, and laughed with +wonder at its weight. It was exquisitely fine and soft, and in colour a +rich very dark brown, with something of gold. I loved to let it down, +tumbling with its own weight, as, in her room, she lay back in her chair +talking, in her sweet low voice, I used to fold and braid it, and spread +it out and play with it. Heavens! If I had but known all! + +I said there were particulars which did not please me. I have told you +that her confidence won me the first night I saw her; but I found that +she exercised with respect to herself, her mother, her history, +everything in fact connected with her life, plans, and people, an ever +wakeful reserve. I dare say I was unreasonable, perhaps I was wrong; I +dare say I ought to have respected the solemn injunction laid upon my +father by the stately lady in black velvet. But curiosity is a restless +and unscrupulous passion, and no one girl can endure, with patience, +that her's should be baffled by another. What harm could it do anyone to +tell me what I so ardently desired to know? Had she no trust in my good +sense or honour? Why would she not believe me when I assured her, so +solemnly, that I would not divulge one syllable of what she told me to +any mortal breathing. + +There was a coldness, it seemed to me, beyond her years, in her smiling +melancholy persistent refusal to afford me the least ray of light. + +I cannot say we quarrelled upon this point, for she would not quarrel +upon any. It was, of course, very unfair of me to press her, very +ill-bred, but I really could not help it; and I might just as well have +let it alone. + +What she did tell me amounted, in my unconscionable estimation--to +nothing. + +It was all summed up in three very vague disclosures: + +First.--Her name was Carmilla. + +Second.--Her family was very ancient and noble. + +Third.--Her home lay in the direction of the west. + +She would not tell me the name of her family, nor their armorial +bearings, nor the name of their estate, nor even that of the country +they lived in. + +You are not to suppose that I worried her incessantly on these subjects. +I watched opportunity, and rather insinuated than urged my inquiries. +Once or twice, indeed, I did attack her more directly. But no matter +what my tactics, utter failure was invariably the result. Reproaches and +caresses were all lost upon her. But I must add this, that her evasion +was conducted with so pretty a melancholy and deprecation, with so many, +and even passionate declarations of her liking for me, and trust in my +honour, and with so many promises that I should at last know all, that I +could not find it in my heart long to be offended with her. + +She used to place her pretty arms about my neck, draw me to her, and +laying her cheek to mine, murmur with her lips near my ear, "Dearest, +your little heart is wounded; think me not cruel because I obey the +irresistible law of my strength and weakness; if your dear heart is +wounded, my wild heart bleeds with yours. In the rapture of my enormous +humiliation I live in your warm life, and you shall die--die, sweetly +die--into mine. I cannot help it; as I draw near to you, you, in your +turn, will draw near to others, and learn the rapture of that cruelty, +which yet is love; so, for a while, seek to know no more of me and mine, +but trust me with all your loving spirit." + +And when she had spoken such a rhapsody, she would press me more closely +in her trembling embrace, and her lips in soft kisses gently glow upon +my cheek. + +Her agitations and her language were unintelligible to me. + +From these foolish embraces, which were not of very frequent occurrence, +I must allow, I used to wish to extricate myself; but my energies +seemed to fail me. Her murmured words sounded like a lullaby in my ear, +and soothed my resistance into a trance, from which I only seemed to +recover myself when she withdrew her arms. + +In these mysterious moods I did not like her. I experienced a strange +tumultuous excitement that was pleasurable, ever and anon, mingled with +a vague sense of fear and disgust. I had no distinct thoughts about her +while such scenes lasted, but I was conscious of a love growing into +adoration, and also of abhorrence. This I know is paradox, but I can +make no other attempt to explain the feeling. + +I now write, after an interval of more than ten years, with a trembling +hand, with a confused and horrible recollection of certain occurrences +and situations, in the ordeal through which I was unconsciously +passing; though with a vivid and very sharp remembrance of the main +current of my story. But, I suspect, in all lives there are certain +emotional scenes, those in which our passions have been most wildly and +terribly roused, that are of all others the most vaguely and dimly +remembered. + +Sometimes after an hour of apathy, my strange and beautiful companion +would take my hand and hold it with a fond pressure, renewed again and +again; blushing softly, gazing in my face with languid and burning eyes, +and breathing so fast that her dress rose and fell with the tumultuous +respiration. It was like the ardour of a lover; it embarrassed me; it +was hateful and yet over-powering; and with gloating eyes she drew me to +her, and her hot lips travelled along my cheek in kisses; and she would +whisper, almost in sobs, "You are mine, you _shall_ be mine, you and I +are one for ever." Then she has thrown herself back in her chair, with +her small hands over her eyes, leaving me trembling. + +"Are we related," I used to ask; "what can you mean by all this? I +remind you perhaps of some one whom you love; but you must not, I hate +it; I don't know you--I don't know myself when you look so and talk so." + +She used to sigh at my vehemence, then turn away and drop my hand. + +Respecting these very extraordinary manifestations I strove in vain to +form any satisfactory theory--I could not refer them to affectation or +trick. It was unmistakably the momentary breaking out of suppressed +instinct and emotion. Was she, notwithstanding her mother's volunteered +denial, subject to brief visitations of insanity; or was there here a +disguise and a romance? I had read in old story books of such things. +What if a boyish lover had found his way into the house, and sought to +prosecute his suit in masquerade, with the assistance of a clever old +adventuress. But there were many things against this hypothesis, highly +interesting as it was to my vanity. + +I could boast of no little attentions such as masculine gallantry +delights to offer. Between these passionate moments there were long +intervals of common-place, of gaiety, of brooding melancholy, during +which, except that I detected her eyes so full of melancholy fire, +following me, at times I might have been as nothing to her. Except in +these brief periods of mysterious excitement her ways were girlish; and +there was always a langour about her, quite incompatible with a +masculine system in a state of health. + +In some respects her habits were odd. Perhaps not so singular in the +opinion of a town lady like you, as they appeared to us rustic people. +She used to come down very late, generally not till one o'clock, she +would then take a cup of chocolate, but eat nothing; we then went out +for a walk, which was a mere saunter, and she seemed, almost +immediately, exhausted, and either returned to the schloss or sat on one +of the benches that were placed, here and there, among the trees. This +was a bodily langour in which her mind did not sympathise. She was +always an animated talker, and very intelligent. + +She sometimes alluded for a moment to her own home, or mentioned an +adventure or situation, or an early recollection, which indicated a +people of strange manners, and described customs of which we knew +nothing. I gathered from these chance hints that her native country was +much more remote than I had at first fancied. + +As we sat thus one afternoon under the trees a funeral passed us by. It +was that of a pretty young girl, whom I had often seen, the daughter of +one of the rangers of the forest. The poor man was walking behind the +coffin of his darling; she was his only child, and he looked quite +heartbroken. Peasants walking two-and-two came behind, they were singing +a funeral hymn. + +I rose to mark my respect as they passed, and joined in the hymn they +were very sweetly singing. + +My companion shook me a little roughly, and I turned surprised. + +She said brusquely, "Don't you perceive how discordant that is?" + +"I think it very sweet, on the contrary," I answered, vexed at the +interruption, and very uncomfortable, lest the people who composed the +little procession should observe and resent what was passing. + +I resumed, therefore, instantly, and was again interrupted. "You pierce +my ears," said Carmilla, almost angrily, and stopping her ears with her +tiny fingers. "Besides, how can you tell that your religion and mine are +the same; your forms wound me, and I hate funerals. What a fuss! Why you +must die--_everyone_ must die; and all are happier when they do. Come +home." + +"My father has gone on with the clergyman to the churchyard. I thought +you knew she was to be buried to day." + +"_She?_ I don't trouble my head about peasants. I don't know who she +is," answered Carmilla, with a flash from her fine eyes. + +"She is the poor girl who fancied she saw a ghost a fortnight ago, and +has been dying ever since, till yesterday, when she expired." + +"Tell me nothing about ghosts. I shan't sleep to-night, if you do." + +"I hope there is no plague or fever coming; all this looks very like +it," I continued. "The swineherd's young wife died only a week ago, and +she thought something seized her by the throat as she lay in her bed, +and nearly strangled her. Papa says such horrible fancies do accompany +some forms of fever. She was quite well the day before. She sank +afterwards, and died before a week." + +"Well, _her_ funeral is over, I hope, and _her_ hymn sung; and our ears +shan't be tortured with that discord and jargon. It has made me nervous. +Sit down here, beside me; sit close; hold my hand; press it +hard--hard--harder." + +We had moved a little back, and had come to another seat. + +She sat down. Her face underwent a change that alarmed and even +terrified me for a moment. It darkened, and became horribly livid; her +teeth and hands were clenched, and she frowned and compressed her lips, +while she stared down upon the ground at her feet, and trembled all over +with a continued shudder as irrepressible as ague. All her energies +seemed strained to suppress a fit, with which she was then breathlessly +tugging; and at length a low convulsive cry of suffering broke from her, +and gradually the hysteria subsided. "There! That comes of strangling +people with hymns!" she said at last. "Hold me, hold me still. It is +passing away." + +And so gradually it did; and perhaps to dissipate the sombre impression +which the spectacle had left upon me, she became unusually animated and +chatty; and so we got home. + +This was the first time I had seen her exhibit any definable symptoms of +that delicacy of health which her mother had spoken of. It was the first +time, also, I had seen her exhibit anything like temper. + +Both passed away like a summer cloud; and never but once afterwards did +I witness on her part a momentary sign of anger. I will tell you how it +happened. + +She and I were looking out of one of the long drawing-room windows, when +there entered the court-yard, over the drawbridge, a figure of a +wanderer whom I knew very well. He used to visit the schloss generally +twice a year. + +It was the figure of a hunchback, with the sharp lean features that +generally accompany deformity. He wore a pointed black beard, and he +was smiling from ear to ear, showing his white fangs. He was dressed in +buff, black, and scarlet, and crossed with more straps and belts than I +could count, from which hung all manner of things. Behind, he carried a +magic-lantern, and two boxes, which I well knew, in one of which was a +salamander, and in the other a mandrake. These monsters used to make my +father laugh. They were compounded of parts of monkeys, parrots, +squirrels, fish, and hedge-hogs, dried and stitched together with great +neatness and startling effect. He had a fiddle, a box of conjuring +apparatus, a pair of foils and masks attached to his belt, several other +mysterious cases dangling about him, and a black staff with copper +ferrules in his hand. His companion was a rough spare dog, that followed +at his heels, but stopped short, suspiciously at the drawbridge, and in +a little while began to howl dismally. + +In the meantime, the mountebank, standing in the midst of the +court-yard, raised his grotesque hat, and made us a very ceremonious +bow, paying his compliments very volubly in execrable French, and German +not much better. Then, disengaging his fiddle, he began to scrape a +lively air, to which he sang with a merry discord, dancing with +ludicrous airs and activity, that made me laugh, in spite of the dog's +howling. + +Then he advanced to the window with many smiles and salutations, and his +hat in his left hand, his fiddle under his arm, and with a fluency that +never took breath, he gabbled a long advertisement of all his +accomplishments, and the resources of the various arts which he placed +at our service, and the curiosities and entertainments which it was in +his power, at our bidding, to display. + +"Will your ladyships be pleased to buy an amulet against the oupire, +which is going like the wolf, I hear, through these woods," he said, +dropping his hat on the pavement. "They are dying of it right and left, +and here is a charm that never fails; only pinned to the pillow, and you +may laugh in his face." + +These charms consisted of oblong slips of vellum, with cabalistic +ciphers and diagrams upon them. + +Carmilla instantly purchased one, and so did I. + +He was looking up, and we were smiling down upon him, amused; at least, +I can answer for myself. His piercing black eye, as he looked up in our +faces, seemed to detect something that fixed for a moment his +curiosity. + +In an instant he unrolled a leather case, full of all manner of odd +little steel instruments. + +"See here, my lady," he said, displaying it, and addressing me, "I +profess, among other things less useful, the art of dentistry. Plague +take the dog!" he interpolated. "Silence, beast! He howls so that your +ladyships can scarcely hear a word. Your noble friend, the young, lady +at your right, has the sharpest tooth,--long, thin, pointed, like an +awl, like a needle; ha, ha! With my sharp and long sight, as I look up, +I have seen it distinctly; now if it happens to hurt the young lady, and +I think it must, here am I, here are my file, my punch, my nippers; I +will make it round and blunt, if her ladyship pleases; no longer the +tooth of a fish, but of a beautiful young lady as she is. Hey? Is the +young lady displeased? Have I been too bold? Have I offended her?" + +The young lady, indeed, looked very angry as she drew back from the +window. + +"How dares that mountebank insult us so? Where is your father? I shall +demand redress from him. My father would have had the wretch tied up to +the pump, and flogged with a cart-whip, and burnt to the bones with the +castle brand!" + +She retired from the window a step or two, and sat down, and had hardly +lost sight of the offender, when her wrath subsided as suddenly as it +had risen, and she gradually recovered her usual tone, and seemed to +forget the little hunchback and his follies. + +My father was out of spirits that evening. On coming in he told us that +there had been another case very similar to the two fatal ones which had +lately occurred. The sister of a young peasant on his estate, only a +mile away, was very ill, had been, as she described it, attacked very +nearly in the same way, and was now slowly but steadily sinking. + +"All this," said my father, "is strictly referable to natural causes. +These poor people infect one another with their superstitions, and so +repeat in imagination the images of terror that have infested their +neighbours." + +"But that very circumstance frightens one horribly," said Carmilla. + +"How so?" inquired my father. + +"I am so afraid of fancying I see such things; I think it would be as +bad as reality." + +"We are in God's hands; nothing can happen without his permission, and +all will end well for those who love him. He is our faithful creator; +He has made us all, and will take care of us." + +"Creator! _Nature!_" said the young lady in answer to my gentle father. +"And this disease that invades the country is natural. Nature. All +things proceed from Nature--don't they? All things in the heaven, in the +earth, and under the earth, act and live as Nature ordains? I think so." + +"The doctor said he would come here to-day," said my father, after a +silence. "I want to know what he thinks about it, and what he thinks we +had better do." + +"Doctors never did me any good," said Carmilla. + +"Then you have been ill?" I asked. + +"More ill than ever you were," she answered. + +"Long ago?" + +"Yes, a long time. I suffered from this very illness; but I forget all +but my pain and weakness, and they were not so bad as are suffered in +other diseases." + +"You were very young then?" + +"I dare say; let us talk no more of it. You would not wound a friend?" +She looked languidly in my eyes, and passed her arm round my waist +lovingly, and led me out of the room. My father was busy over some +papers near the window. + +"Why does your papa like to frighten us?" said the pretty girl, with a +sigh and a little shudder. + +"He doesn't, dear Carmilla, it is the very furthest thing from his +mind." + +"Are you afraid, dearest?" + +"I should be very much if I fancied there was any real danger of my +being attacked as those poor people were." + +"You are afraid to die?" + +"Yes, every one is." + +"But to die as lovers may--to die together, so that they may live +together. Girls are caterpillars while they live in the world, to be +finally butterflies when the summer comes; but in the meantime there are +grubs and larvæ, don't you see--each with their peculiar propensities, +necessities and structure. So says Monsieur Buffon, in his big book, in +the next room." + +Later in the day the doctor came, and was closeted with papa for some +time. He was a skilful man, of sixty and upwards, he wore powder, and +shaved his pale face as smooth as a pumpkin. He and papa emerged from +the room together, and I heard papa laugh, and say as they came out: + +"Well, I do wonder at a wise man like you. What do you say to +hippogriffs and dragons?" + +The doctor was smiling, and made answer, shaking his head-- + +"Nevertheless life and death are mysterious states, and we know little +of the resources of either." + +And so they walked on, and I heard no more. I did not then know what the +doctor had been broaching, but I think I guess it now. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +A WONDERFUL LIKENESS. + + +This evening there arrived from Gratz the grave, dark-faced son of the +picture cleaner, with a horse and cart laden with two large packing +cases, having many pictures in each. It was a journey of ten leagues, +and whenever a messenger arrived at the schloss from our little capital +of Gratz, we used to crowd about him in the hall, to hear the news. + +This arrival created in our secluded quarters quite a sensation. The +cases remained in the hall, and the messenger was taken charge of by the +servants till he had eaten his supper. Then with assistants, and armed +with hammer, ripping-chisel, and turnscrew, he met us in the hall, where +we had assembled to witness the unpacking of the cases. + +Carmilla sat looking listlessly on, while one after the other the old +pictures, nearly all portraits, which had undergone the process of +renovation, were brought to light. My mother was of an old Hungarian +family, and most of these pictures, which were about to be restored to +their places, had come to us through her. + +My father had a list in his hand, from which he read, as the artist +rummaged out the corresponding numbers. I don't know that the pictures +were very good, but they were, undoubtedly, very old, and some of them +very curious also. They had, for the most part, the merit of being now +seen by me, I may say, for the first time; for the smoke and dust of +time had all but obliterated them. + +"There is a picture that I have not seen yet," said my father. "In one +corner, at the top of it, is the name, as well as I could read, 'Marcia +Karnstein,' and the date '1698' and I am curious to see how it has +turned out." + +I remembered it; it was a small picture, about a foot and a half high, +and nearly square, without a frame; but it was so blackened by age that +I could not make it out. + +The artist now produced it, with evident pride. It was quite beautiful; +it was startling; it seemed to live. It was the effigy of Carmilla! + +"Carmilla, dear, here is an absolute miracle. Here you are, living, +smiling, ready to speak, in this picture. Isn't it beautiful, papa? And +see, even the little mole on her throat." + +My father laughed, and said "Certainly it is a wonderful likeness," but +he looked away, and to my surprise seemed but little struck by it, and +went on talking to the picture cleaner, who was also something of an +artist, and discoursed with intelligence about the portraits or other +works, which his art had just brought into light and colour, while _I_ +was more and more lost in wonder the more I looked at the picture. + +"Will you let me hang this picture in my room, papa?" I asked. + +"Certainly, dear," said he, smiling, "I'm very glad you think it so +like. It must be prettier even than I thought it, if it is." + +The young lady did not acknowledge this pretty speech, did not seem to +hear it. She was leaning back in her seat, her fine eyes under their +long lashes gazing on me in contemplation, and she smiled in a kind of +rapture. + +"And now you can read quite plainly the name that is written in the +corner. It is not Marcia; it looks as if it was done in gold. The name +is Mircalla, Countess Karnstein, and this is a little coronet over it, +and underneath A.D. 1698. I am descended from the Karnsteins; that is, +mamma was." + +"Ah!" said the lady, languidly, "so am I, I think, a very long descent, +very ancient. Are there any Karnsteins living now?" + +"None who bear the name, I believe. The family were ruined, I believe, +in some civil wars, long ago, but the ruins of the castle are only about +three miles away." + +"How interesting!" she said, languidly. "But see what beautiful +moonlight!" She glanced through the hall-door, which stood a little +open. "Suppose you take a little ramble round the court, and look down +at the road and river." + +"It is so like the night you came to us," I said. + +She sighed, smiling. + +She rose, and each with her arm about the other's waist, we walked out +upon the pavement. + +In silence, slowly we walked down to the drawbridge, where the beautiful +landscape opened before us. + +"And so you were thinking of the night I came here?" she almost +whispered. "Are you glad I came?" + +"Delighted, dear Carmilla," I answered. + +"And you asked for the picture you think like me, to hang in your room," +she murmured with a sigh, as she drew her arm closer about my waist, and +let her pretty head sink upon my shoulder. + +"How romantic you are, Carmilla," I said. "Whenever you tell me your +story, it will be made up chiefly of some one great romance." + +She kissed me silently. + +"I am sure, Carmilla, you have been in love; that there is, at this +moment, an affair of the heart going on." + +"I have been in love with no one, and never shall," she whispered, +"unless it should be with you." + +How beautiful she looked in the moonlight! + +Shy and strange was the look with which she quickly hid her face in my +neck and hair, with tumultuous sighs, that seemed almost to sob, and +pressed in mine a hand that trembled. + +Her soft cheek was glowing against mine. "Darling, darling," she +murmured, "I live in you; and you would die for me, I love you so." + +I started from her. + +She was gazing on me with eyes from which all fire, all meaning had +flown, and a face colourless and apathetic. + +"Is there a chill in the air, dear?" she said drowsily. "I almost +shiver; have I been dreaming? Let us come in. Come; come; come in." + +"You look ill, Carmilla; a little faint. You certainly must take some +wine," I said. + +"Yes, I will. I'm better now. I shall be quite well in a few minutes. +Yes, do give me a little wine," answered Carmilla, as we approached the +door. "Let us look again for a moment; it is the last time, perhaps, I +shall see the moonlight with you." + +"How do you feel now, dear Carmilla? Are you really better?" I asked. + +I was beginning to take alarm, lest she should have been stricken with +the strange epidemic that they said had invaded the country about us. + +"Papa would be grieved beyond measure," I added, "if he thought you were +ever so little ill, without immediately letting us know. We have a very +skilful doctor near this, the physician who was with papa to-day." + +"I'm sure he is. I know how kind you all are; but, dear child, I am +quite well again. There is nothing ever wrong with me, but a little +weakness. People say I am languid; I am incapable of exertion; I can +scarcely walk as far as a child of three years old; and every now and +then the little strength I have falters, and I become as you have just +seen me. But after all I am very easily set up again; in a moment I am +perfectly myself. See how I have recovered." + +So, indeed, she had; and she and I talked a great deal, and very +animated she was; and the remainder of that evening passed without any +recurrence of what I called her infatuations. I mean her crazy talk and +looks, which embarrassed, and even frightened me. + +But there occurred that night an event which gave my thoughts quite a +new turn, and seemed to startle even Carmilla's languid nature into +momentary energy. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +A VERY STRANGE AGONY. + + +When we got into the drawing-room, and had sat down to our coffee and +chocolate, although Carmilla did not take any, she seemed quite herself +again, and Madame, and Mademoiselle De Lafontaine, joined us, and made a +little card party, in the course of which papa came in for what he +called his "dish of tea." + +When the game was over he sat down beside Carmilla on the sofa, and +asked her, a little anxiously, whether she had heard from her mother +since her arrival. + +She answered "No." + +He then asked whether she knew where a letter would reach her at +present. + +"I cannot tell," she answered ambiguously, "but I have been thinking of +leaving you; you have been already too hospitable and too kind to me. I +have given you an infinity of trouble, and I should wish to take a +carriage to-morrow, and post in pursuit of her; I know where I shall +ultimately find her, although I dare not yet tell you." + +"But you must not dream of any such thing," exclaimed my father, to my +great relief. "We can't afford to lose you so, and I won't consent to +your leaving us, except under the care of your mother, who was so good +as to consent to your remaining with us till she should herself return. +I should be quite happy if I knew that you heard from her; but this +evening the accounts of the progress of the mysterious disease that has +invaded our neighbourhood, grow even more alarming; and my beautiful +guest, I do feel the responsibility, unaided by advice from your mother, +very much. But I shall do my best; and one thing is certain, that you +must not think of leaving us without her distinct direction to that +effect. We should suffer too much in parting from you to consent to it +easily." + +"Thank you, sir, a thousand times for your hospitality," she answered, +smiling bashfully. "You have all been too kind to me; I have seldom been +so happy in all my life before, as in your beautiful château, under your +care, and in the society of your dear daughter." + +So he gallantly, in his old-fashioned way, kissed her hand, smiling and +pleased at her little speech. + +I accompanied Carmilla as usual to her room, and sat and chatted with +her while she was preparing for bed. + +"Do you think," I said at length, "that you will ever confide fully in +me?" + +She turned round smiling, but made no answer, only continued to smile on +me. + +"You won't answer that?" I said. "You can't answer pleasantly; I ought +not to have asked you." + +"You were quite right to ask me that, or anything. You do not know how +dear you are to me, or you could not think any confidence too great to +look for. But I am under vows, no nun half so awfully, and I dare not +tell my story yet, even to you. The time is very near when you shall +know everything. You will think me cruel, very selfish, but love is +always selfish; the more ardent the more selfish. How jealous I am you +cannot know. You must come with me, loving me,--to death; or else hate +me and still come with me, and _hating_ me through death and after. +There is no such word as indifference in my apathetic nature." + +"Now, Carmilla, you are going to talk your wild nonsense again," I said +hastily. + +"Not I, silly little fool as I am, and full of whims and fancies; for +your sake I'll talk like a sage. Were you ever at a ball?" + +"No; how you do run on. What is it like? How charming it must be." + +"I almost forget, it is years ago." + +I laughed. + +"You are not so old. Your first ball can hardly be forgotten yet." + +"I remember everything about it--with an effort. I see it all, as divers +see what is going on above them, through a medium, dense, rippling, but +transparent. There occurred that night what has confused the picture, +and made its colours faint. I was all but assassinated in my bed, +wounded _here_," she touched her breast, "and never was the same since." + +"Were you near dying?" + +"Yes, very--a cruel love--strange love, that would have taken my life. +Love will have its sacrifices. No sacrifice without blood. Let us go to +sleep now; I feel so lazy. How can I get up just now and lock my door?" + +She was lying with her tiny hands buried in her rich wavy hair, under +her cheek, her little head upon the pillow, and her glittering eyes +followed me wherever I moved, with a kind of shy smile that I could not +decipher. + +I bid her good-night, and crept from the room with an uncomfortable +sensation. + +I often wondered whether our pretty guest ever said her prayers. _I_ +certainly had never seen her upon her knees. In the morning she never +came down until long after our family prayers were over, and at night +she never left the drawing-room to attend our brief evening prayers in +the hall. + +If it had not been that it had casually come out in one of our careless +talks that she had been baptised, I should have doubted her being a +Christian. Religion was a subject on which I had never heard her speak a +word. If I had known the world better, this particular neglect or +antipathy would not have so much surprised me. + +The precautions of nervous people are infectious, and persons of a like +temperament are pretty sure, after a time, to imitate them. I had +adopted Carmilla's habit of locking her bedroom door, having taken into +my head all her whimsical alarms about midnight invaders and prowling +assassins. I had also adopted her precaution of making a brief search +through her room, to satisfy herself that no lurking assassin or robber +was "ensconced." + +These wise measures taken, I got into my bed and fell asleep. A light +was burning in my room. This was an old habit, of very early date, and +which nothing could have tempted me to dispense with. + +Thus fortified I might take my rest in peace. But dreams come through +stone walls, light up dark rooms, or darken light ones, and their +persons make their exits and their entrances as they please, and laugh +at locksmiths. + +I had a dream that night that was the beginning of a very strange agony. + +I cannot call it a nightmare, for I was quite conscious of being asleep. +But I was equally conscious of being in my room, and lying in bed, +precisely as I actually was. I saw, or fancied I saw, the room and its +furniture just as I had seen it last, except that it was very dark, and +I saw something moving round the foot of the bed, which at first I could +not accurately distinguish. But I soon saw that it was a sooty-black +animal that resembled a monstrous cat. It appeared to me about four or +five feet long, for it measured fully the length of the hearth-rug as it +passed over it; and it continued to-ing and fro-ing with the lithe +sinister restlessness of a beast in a cage. I could not cry out, +although as you may suppose, I was terrified. Its pace was growing +faster, and the room rapidly darker and darker, and at length so dark +that I could no longer see anything of it but its eyes. I felt it spring +lightly on the bed. The two broad eyes approached my face, and suddenly +I felt a stinging pain as if two large needles darted, an inch or two +apart, deep into my breast. I waked with a scream. The room was lighted +by the candle that burnt there all through the night, and I saw a female +figure standing at the foot of the bed, a little at the right side. It +was in a dark loose dress, and its hair was down and covered its +shoulders. A block of stone could not have been more still. There was +not the slightest stir of respiration. As I stared at it, the figure +appeared to have changed its place, and was now nearer the door; then, +close to it, the door opened, and it passed out. + +I was now relieved, and able to breathe and move. My first thought was +that Carmilla had been playing me a trick, and that I had forgotten to +secure my door. I hastened to it, and found it locked as usual on the +inside. I was afraid to open it--I was horrified. I sprang into my bed +and covered my head up in the bed-clothes, and lay there more dead than +alive till morning. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +DESCENDING. + + +It would be vain my attempting to tell you the horror with which, even +now, I recall the occurrence of that night. It was no such transitory +terror as a dream leaves behind it. It seemed to deepen by time, and +communicated itself to the room and the very furniture that had +encompassed the apparition. + +I could not bear next day to be alone for a moment. I should have told +papa, but for two opposite reasons. At one time I thought he would +laugh at my story, and I could not bear its being treated as a jest; and +at another, I thought he might fancy that I had been attacked by the +mysterious complaint which had invaded our neighbourhood. I had myself +no misgivings of the kind, and as he had been rather an invalid for some +time, I was afraid of alarming him. + +I was comfortable enough with my good-natured companions, Madame +Paradon, and the vivacious Mademoiselle Lafontaine. They both perceived +that I was out of spirits and nervous, and at length I told them what +lay so heavy at my heart. + +Mademoiselle laughed, but I fancied that Madame Paradon looked anxious. + +"By-the-by," said Mademoiselle, laughing, "the long lime-tree walk, +behind Carmilla's bedroom-window, is haunted!" + +"Nonsense!" exclaimed Madame, who probably thought the theme rather +inopportune, "and who tells that story, my dear?" + +"Martin says that he came up twice, when the old yard-gate was being +repaired, before sunrise, and twice saw the same female figure walking +down the lime-tree avenue." + +"So he well might, as long as there are cows to milk in the river +fields," said Madame. + +"I daresay; but Martin chooses to be frightened, and never did I see +fool _more_ frightened." + +"You must not say a word about it to Carmilla, because she can see down +that walk from her room window," I interposed, "and she is, if +possible, a greater coward than I." + +Carmilla came down rather later than usual that day. + +"I was so frightened last night," she said, so soon as were together, +"and I am sure I should have seen something dreadful if it had not been +for that charm I bought from the poor little hunchback whom I called +such hard names. I had a dream of something black coming round my bed, +and I awoke in a perfect horror, and I really thought, for some seconds, +I saw a dark figure near the chimney-piece, but I felt under my pillow +for my charm, and the moment my fingers touched it, the figure +disappeared, and I felt quite certain, only that I had it by me, that +something frightful would have made its appearance, and, perhaps, +throttled me, as it did those poor people we heard of." + +"Well, listen to me," I began, and recounted my adventure, at the +recital of which she appeared horrified. + +"And had you the charm near you?" she asked, earnestly. + +"No, I had dropped it into a china vase in the drawing-room, but I shall +certainly take it with me to-night, as you have so much faith in it." + +At this distance of time I cannot tell you, or even understand, how I +overcame my horror so effectually as to lie alone in my room that night. +I remember distinctly that I pinned the charm to my pillow. I fell +asleep almost immediately, and slept even more soundly than usual all +night. + +Next night I passed as well. My sleep was delightfully deep and +dreamless. But I wakened with a sense of lassitude and melancholy, +which, however, did not exceed a degree that was almost luxurious. + +"Well, I told you so," said Carmilla, when I described my quiet sleep, +"I had such delightful sleep myself last night; I pinned the charm to +the breast of my night-dress. It was too far away the night before. I am +quite sure it was all fancy, except the dreams. I used to think that +evil spirits made dreams, but our doctor told me it is no such thing. +Only a fever passing by, or some other malady, as they often do, he +said, knocks at the door, and not being able to get in, passes on, with +that alarm." + +"And what do you think the charm is?" said I. + +"It has been fumigated or immersed in some drug, and is an antidote +against the malaria," she answered. + +"Then it acts only on the body?" + +"Certainly; you don't suppose that evil spirits are frightened by bits +of ribbon, or the perfumes of a druggist's shop? No, these complaints, +wandering in the air, begin by trying the nerves, and so infect the +brain, but before they can seize upon you, the antidote repels them. +That I am sure is what the charm has done for us. It is nothing magical, +it is simply natural." + +I should have been happier if I could have quite agreed with Carmilla, +but I did my best, and the impression was a little losing its force. + +For some nights I slept profoundly; but still every morning I felt the +same lassitude, and a languor weighed upon me all day. I felt myself a +changed girl. A strange melancholy was stealing over me, a melancholy +that I would not have interrupted. Dim thoughts of death began to open, +and an idea that I was slowly sinking took gentle, and, somehow, not +unwelcome, possession of me. If it was sad, the tone of mind which this +induced was also sweet. Whatever it might be, my soul acquiesced in it. + +I would not admit that I was ill, I would not consent to tell my papa, +or to have the doctor sent for. + +Carmilla became more devoted to me than ever, and her strange paroxysms +of languid adoration more frequent. She used to gloat on me with +increasing ardour the more my strength and spirits waned. This always +shocked me like a momentary glare of insanity. + +Without knowing it, I was now in a pretty advanced stage of the +strangest illness under which mortal ever suffered. There was an +unaccountable fascination in its earlier symptoms that more than +reconciled me to the incapacitating effect of that stage of the malady. +This fascination increased for a time, until it reached a certain point, +when gradually a sense of the horrible mingled itself with it, +deepening, as you shall hear, until it discoloured and perverted the +whole state of my life. + +The first change I experienced was rather agreeable. It was very near +the turning point from which began the descent of Avernus. + +Certain vague and strange sensations visited me in my sleep. The +prevailing one was of that pleasant, peculiar cold thrill which we feel +in bathing, when we move against the current of a river. This was soon +accompanied by dreams that seemed interminable, and were so vague that +I could never recollect their scenery and persons, or any one connected +portion of their action. But they left an awful impression, and a sense +of exhaustion, as if I had passed through a long period of great mental +exertion and danger. After all these dreams there remained on waking a +remembrance of having been in a place very nearly dark, and of having +spoken to people whom I could not see; and especially of one clear +voice, of a female's, very deep, that spoke as if at a distance, slowly, +and producing always the same sensation of indescribable solemnity and +fear. Sometimes there came a sensation as if a hand was drawn softly +along my cheek and neck. Sometimes it was as if warm lips kissed me, and +longer and more lovingly as they reached my throat, but there the caress +fixed itself. My heart beat faster, my breathing rose and fell rapidly +and full drawn; a sobbing, that rose into a sense of strangulation, +supervened, and turned into a dreadful convulsion, in which my senses +left me and I became unconscious. + +It was now three weeks since the commencement of this unaccountable +state. My sufferings had, during the last week, told upon my appearance. +I had grown pale, my eyes were dilated and darkened underneath, and the +languor which I had long felt began to display itself in my countenance. + +My father asked me often whether I was ill; but, with an obstinacy which +now seems to me unaccountable, I persisted in assuring him that I was +quite well. + +In a sense this was true. I had no pain, I could complain of no bodily +derangement. My complaint seemed to be one of the imagination, or the +nerves, and, horrible as my sufferings were, I kept them, with a morbid +reserve, very nearly to myself. + +It could not be that terrible complaint which the peasants called the +oupire, for I had now been suffering for three weeks, and they were +seldom ill for much more than three days, when death put an end to their +miseries. + +Carmilla complained of dreams and feverish sensations, but by no means +of so alarming a kind as mine. I say that mine were extremely alarming. +Had I been capable of comprehending my condition, I would have invoked +aid and advice on my knees. The narcotic of an unsuspected influence was +acting upon me, and my perceptions were benumbed. + +I am going to tell you now of a dream that led immediately to an odd +discovery. + +One night, instead of the voice I was accustomed to hear in the dark, I +heard one, sweet and tender, and at the same time terrible, which said, +"Your mother warns you to beware of the assassin." At the same time a +light unexpectedly sprang up, and I saw Carmilla, standing, near the +foot of my bed, in her white night-dress, bathed, from her chin to her +feet, in one great stain of blood. + +I wakened with a shriek, possessed with the one idea that Carmilla was +being murdered. I remember springing from my bed, and my next +recollection is that of standing on the lobby, crying for help. + +Madame and Mademoiselle came scurrying out of their rooms in alarm; a +lamp burned always on the lobby, and seeing me, they soon learned the +cause of my terror. + +I insisted on our knocking at Carmilla's door. Our knocking was +unanswered. It soon became a pounding and an uproar. We shrieked her +name, but all was vain. + +We all grew frightened, for the door was locked. We hurried back, in +panic, to my room. There we rang the bell long and furiously. If my +father's room had been at that side of the house, we would have called +him up at once to our aid. But, alas! he was quite out of hearing, and +to reach him involved an excursion for which we none of us had courage. + +Servants, however, soon came running up the stairs; I had got on my +dressing-gown and slippers meanwhile, and my companions were already +similarly furnished. Recognising the voices of the servants on the +lobby, we sallied out together; and having renewed, as fruitlessly, our +summons at Carmilla's door, I ordered the men to force the lock. They +did so, and we stood, holding our lights aloft, in the doorway, and so +stared into the room. + +We called her by name; but there was still no reply. We looked round the +room. Everything was undisturbed. It was exactly in the state in which I +had left it on bidding her good night. But Carmilla was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +SEARCH. + + +At sight of the room, perfectly undisturbed except for our violent +entrance, we began to cool a little, and soon recovered our senses +sufficiently to dismiss the men. It had struck Mademoiselle that +possibly Carmilla had been wakened by the uproar at her door, and in her +first panic had jumped from her bed, and hid herself in a press, or +behind a curtain, from which she could not, of course, emerge until the +majordomo and his myrmidons had withdrawn. We now recommenced our +search, and began to call her by name again. + +It was all to no purpose. Our perplexity and agitation increased. We +examined the windows, but they were secured. I implored of Carmilla, if +she had concealed herself, to play this cruel trick no longer--to come +out, and to end our anxieties. It was all useless. I was by this time +convinced that she was not in the room, nor in the dressing room, the +door of which was still locked on this side. She could not have passed +it. I was utterly puzzled. Had Carmilla discovered one of those secret +passages which the old house-keeper said were known to exist in the +schloss, although the tradition of their exact situation had been lost. +A little time would, no doubt, explain all--utterly perplexed as, for +the present, we were. + +It was past four o'clock, and I preferred passing the remaining hours of +darkness in Madame's room. Daylight brought no solution of the +difficulty. + +The whole household, with my father at its head, was in a state of +agitation next morning. Every part of the château was searched. The +grounds were explored. Not a trace of the missing lady could be +discovered. The stream was about to be dragged; my father was in +distraction; what a tale to have to tell the poor girl's mother on her +return. I, too, was almost beside myself, though my grief was quite of a +different kind. + +The morning was passed in alarm and excitement. It was now one o'clock, +and still no tidings. I ran up to Carmilla's room, and found her +standing at her dressing-table. I was astounded. I could not believe my +eyes. She beckoned me to her with her pretty finger, in silence. Her +face expressed extreme fear. + +I ran to her in an ecstasy of joy; I kissed and embraced her again and +again. I ran to the bell and rang it vehemently, to bring others to the +spot, who might at once relieve my father's anxiety. + +"Dear Carmilla, what has become of you all this time? We have been in +agonies of anxiety about you," I exclaimed. "Where have you been? How +did you come back?" + +"Last night has been a night of wonders," she said. + +"For mercy's sake, explain all you can." + +"It was past two last night," she said, "when I went to sleep as usual +in my bed, with my doors locked, that of the dressing-room, and that +opening upon the gallery. My sleep was uninterrupted, and, so far as I +know, dreamless; but I awoke just now on the sofa in the dressing-room +there, and I found the door between the rooms open, and the other door +forced. How could all this have happened without my being wakened? It +must have been accompanied with a great deal of noise, and I am +particularly easily wakened; and how could I have been carried out of my +bed without my sleep having been interrupted, I whom the slightest stir +startles?" + +By this time, Madame, Mademoiselle, my father, and a number of the +servants were in the room. Carmilla was, of course, overwhelmed with +inquiries, congratulations, and welcomes. She had but one story to +tell, and seemed the least able of all the party to suggest any way of +accounting for what had happened. + +My father took a turn up and down the room, thinking. I saw Carmilla's +eye follow him for a moment with a sly, dark glance. + +When my father had sent the servants away, Mademoiselle having gone in +search of a little bottle of valerian and sal-volatile, and there being +no one now in the room with Carmilla, except my father, Madame, and +myself, he came to her thoughtfully, took her hand very kindly, led her +to the sofa, and sat down beside her. + +"Will you forgive me, my dear, if I risk a conjecture, and ask a +question?" + +"Who can have a better right?" she said. "Ask what you please, and I +will tell you everything. But my story is simply one of bewilderment +and darkness. I know absolutely nothing. Put any question you please. +But you know, of course, the limitations mamma has placed me under." + +"Perfectly, my dear child. I need not approach the topics on which she +desires our silence. Now, the marvel of last night consists in your +having been removed from your bed and your room, without being wakened, +and this removal having occurred apparently while the windows were still +secured, and the two doors locked upon the inside. I will tell you my +theory, and first ask you a question." + +Carmilla was leaning on her hand dejectedly; Madame and I were listening +breathlessly. + +"Now, my question is this. Have you ever been suspected of walking in +your sleep?" + +"Never, since I was very young indeed." + +"But you did walk in your sleep when you were young?" + +"Yes; I know I did. I have been told so often by my old nurse." + +My father smiled and nodded. + +"Well, what has happened is this. You got up in your sleep, unlocked the +door, not leaving the key, as usual, in the lock, but taking it out and +locking it on the outside; you again took the key out, and carried it +away with you to some one of the five-and-twenty rooms on this floor, or +perhaps up-stairs or down-stairs. There are so many rooms and closets, +so much heavy furniture, and such accumulations of lumber, that it +would require a week to search this old house thoroughly. Do you see, +now, what I mean?" + +"I do, but not all," she answered. + +"And how, papa, do you account for her finding herself on the sofa in +the dressing-room, which we had searched so carefully?" + +"She came there after you had searched it, still in her sleep, and at +last awoke spontaneously, and was as much surprised to find herself +where she was as any one else. I wish all mysteries were as easily and +innocently explained as yours, Carmilla," he said, laughing. "And so we +may congratulate ourselves on the certainty that the most natural +explanation of the occurrence is one that involves no drugging, no +tampering with locks, no burglars, or poisoners, or witches--nothing +that need alarm Carmilla, or any one else, for our safety." + +Carmilla was looking charmingly. Nothing could be more beautiful than +her tints. Her beauty was, I think, enhanced by that graceful languor +that was peculiar to her. I think my father was silently contrasting her +looks with mine, for he said: + +"I wish my poor Laura was looking more like herself," and he sighed. + +So our alarms were happily ended, and Carmilla restored to her friends. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE DOCTOR. + + +As Carmilla would not hear of an attendant sleeping in her room, my +father arranged that a servant should sleep outside her door, so that +she could not attempt to make another such excursion without being +arrested at her own door. + +That night passed quietly; and next morning early, the doctor, whom my +father had sent for without telling me a word about it, arrived to see +me. + +Madame accompanied me to the library; and there the grave little doctor, +with white hair and spectacles, whom I mentioned before, was waiting to +receive me. + +I told him my story, and as I proceeded he grew graver and graver. + +We were standing, he and I, in the recess of one of the windows, facing +one another. When my statement was over, he leaned with his shoulders +against the wall, and with his eyes fixed on me earnestly, with an +interest in which was a dash of horror. + +After a minute's reflection, he asked Madame if he could see my father. + +He was sent for accordingly, and as he entered, smiling, he said: + +"I dare say, doctor, you are going to tell me that I am an old fool for +having brought you here; I hope I am." + +But his smile faded into shadow as the doctor, with a very grave face, +beckoned him to him. + +He and the doctor talked for some time in the same recess where I had +just conferred with the physician. It seemed an earnest and +argumentative conversation. The room is very large, and I and Madame +stood together, burning with curiosity, at the further end. Not a word +could we hear, however, for they spoke in a very low tone, and the deep +recess of the window quite concealed the doctor from view, and very +nearly my father, whose foot, arm, and shoulder only could we see; and +the voices were, I suppose, all the less audible for the sort of closet +which the thick wall and window formed. + +After a time my father's face looked into the room; it was pale, +thoughtful, and, I fancied, agitated. + +"Laura, dear, come here for a moment. Madame, we shan't trouble you, the +doctor says, at present." + +Accordingly I approached, for the first time a little alarmed; for, +although I felt very weak, I did not feel ill; and strength, one always +fancies, is a thing that may be picked up when we please. + +My father held out his hand to me, as I drew near, but he was looking at +the doctor, and he said: + +"It certainly _is_ very odd; I don't understand it quite. Laura, come +here, dear; now attend to Doctor Spielsberg, and recollect yourself." + +"You mentioned a sensation like that of two needles piercing the skin, +somewhere about your neck, on the night when you experienced your first +horrible dream. Is there still any soreness?" + +"None at all," I answered. + +"Can you indicate with your finger about the point at which you think +this occurred?" + +"Very little below my throat--here," I answered. + +I wore a morning dress, which covered the place I pointed to. + +"Now you can satisfy yourself," said the doctor. "You won't mind your +papa's lowering your dress a very little. It is necessary, to detect a +symptom of the complaint under which you have been suffering." + +I acquiesced. It was only an inch or two below the edge of my collar. + +"God bless me!--so it is," exclaimed my father, growing pale. + +"You see it now with your own eyes," said the doctor, with a gloomy +triumph. + +"What is it?" I exclaimed, beginning to be frightened. + +"Nothing, my dear young lady, but a small blue spot, about the size of +the tip of your little finger; and now," he continued, turning to papa, +"the question is what is best to be done?" + +"Is there any danger?" I urged, in great trepidation. + +"I trust not, my dear," answered the doctor. "I don't see why you should +not recover. I don't see why you should not begin _immediately_ to get +better. That is the point at which the sense of strangulation begins?" + +"Yes," I answered. + +"And--recollect as well as you can--the same point was a kind of centre +of that thrill which you described just now, like the current of a cold +stream running against you?" + +"It may have been; I think it was." + +"Ay, you see?" he added, turning to my father. "Shall I say a word to +Madame?" + +"Certainly," said my father. + +He called Madame to him, and said: + +"I find my young friend here far from well. It won't be of any great +consequence, I hope; but it will be necessary that some steps be taken, +which I will explain by-and-bye; but in the meantime, Madame, you will +be so good as not to let Miss Laura be alone for one moment. That is the +only direction I need give for the present. It is indispensable." + +"We may rely upon your kindness, Madame, I know," added my father. + +Madame satisfied him eagerly. + +"And you, dear Laura, I know you will observe the doctor's direction." + +"I shall have to ask your opinion upon another patient, whose symptoms +slightly resemble those of my daughter, that have just been detailed to +you--very much milder in degree, but I believe quite of the same sort. +She is a young lady--our guest; but as you say you will be passing this +way again this evening, you can't do better than take your supper here, +and you can then see her. She does not come down till the afternoon." + +"I thank you," said the doctor. "I shall be with you, then, at about +seven this evening." + +And then they repeated their directions to me and to Madame, and with +this parting charge my father left us, and walked out with the doctor; +and I saw them pacing together up and down between the road and the +moat, on the grassy platform in front of the castle, evidently absorbed +in earnest conversation. + +The doctor did not return. I saw him mount his horse there, take his +leave, and ride away eastward through the forest. + +Nearly at the same time I saw the man arrive from Dranfeld with the +letters, and dismount and hand the bag to my father. + +In the meantime, Madame and I were both busy, lost in conjecture as to +the reasons of the singular and earnest direction which the doctor and +my father had concurred in imposing. Madame, as she afterwards told me, +was afraid the doctor apprehended a sudden seizure, and that, without +prompt assistance, I might either lose my life in a fit, or at least be +seriously hurt. + +This interpretation did not strike me; and I fancied, perhaps luckily +for my nerves, that the arrangement was prescribed simply to secure a +companion, who would prevent my taking too much exercise, or eating +unripe fruit, or doing any of the fifty foolish things to which young +people are supposed to be prone. + +About half-an-hour after my father came in--he had a letter in his +hand--and said: + +"This letter had been delayed; it is from General Spielsdorf. He might +have been here yesterday, he may not come till to-morrow, or he may be +here to-day." + +He put the open letter into my hand; but he did not look pleased, as he +used when a guest, especially one so much loved as the General, was +coming. On the contrary, he looked as if he wished him at the bottom of +the Red Sea. There was plainly something on his mind which he did not +choose to divulge. + +"Papa, darling, will you tell me this?" said I, suddenly laying my hand +on his arm, and looking, I am sure, imploringly in his face. + +"Perhaps," he answered, smoothing my hair caressingly over my eyes. + +"Does the doctor think me very ill?" + +"No, dear; he thinks, if right steps are taken, you will be quite well +again, at least, on the high road to a complete recovery, in a day or +two," he answered, a little drily. "I wish our good friend, the General, +had chosen any other time; that is, I wish you had been perfectly well +to receive him." + +"But do tell me, papa," I insisted, "_what_ does he think is the matter +with me?" + +"Nothing; you must not plague me with questions," he answered, with more +irritation than I ever remember him to have displayed before; and seeing +that I looked wounded, I suppose, he kissed me, and added, "You shall +know all about it in a day or two; that is, all that _I_ know. In the +meantime you are not to trouble your head about it." + +He turned and left the room, but came back before I had done wondering +and puzzling over the oddity of all this; it was merely to say that he +was going to Karnstein, and had ordered the carriage to be ready at +twelve, and that I and Madame should accompany him; he was going to see +the priest who lived near those picturesque grounds, upon business, and +as Carmilla had never seen them, she could follow, when she came down, +with Mademoiselle, who would bring materials for what you call a +pic-nic, which might be laid for us in the ruined castle. + +At twelve o'clock, accordingly, I was ready, and not long after, my +father, Madame and I set out upon our projected drive. + +Passing the drawbridge we turn to the right, and follow the road over +the steep gothic bridge, westward, to reach the deserted village and +ruined castle of Karnstein. + +No sylvan drive can be fancied prettier. The ground breaks into gentle +hills and hollows, all clothed with beautiful wood, totally destitute of +the comparative formality which artificial planting and early culture +and pruning impart. + +The irregularities of the ground often lead the road out of its course, +and cause it to wind beautifully round the sides of broken hollows and +the steeper sides of the hills, among varieties of ground almost +inexhaustible. + +Turning one of these points, we suddenly encountered our old friend, the +General, riding towards us, attended by a mounted servant. His +portmanteaus were following in a hired waggon, such as we term a cart. + +The General dismounted as we pulled up, and, after the usual greetings, +was easily persuaded to accept the vacant seat in the carriage, and +send his horse on with his servant to the schloss. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +BEREAVED. + + +It was about ten months since we had last seen him; but that time had +sufficed to make an alteration of years in his appearance. He had grown +thinner; something of gloom and anxiety had taken the place of that +cordial serenity which used to characterise his features. His dark blue +eyes, always penetrating, now gleamed with a sterner light from under +his shaggy grey eyebrows. It was not such a change as grief alone +usually induces, and angrier passions seemed to have had their share in +bringing it about. + +We had not long resumed our drive, when the General began to talk, with +his usual soldierly directness, of the bereavement, as he termed it, +which he had sustained in the death of his beloved niece and ward; and +he then broke out in a tone of intense bitterness and fury, inveighing +against the "hellish arts" to which she had fallen a victim, and +expressing, with more exasperation than piety, his wonder that Heaven +should tolerate so monstrous an indulgence of the lusts and malignity of +hell. + +My father, who saw at once that something very extraordinary had +befallen, asked him, if not too painful to him, to detail the +circumstances which he thought justified the strong terms in which he +expressed himself. + +"I should tell you all with pleasure," said the General, "but you would +not believe me." + +"Why should I not?" he asked. + +"Because," he answered testily, "you believe in nothing but what +consists with your own prejudices and illusions. I remember when I was +like you, but I have learned better." + +"Try me," said my father; "I am not such a dogmatist as you suppose. +Besides which, I very well know that you generally require proof for +what you believe, and am, therefore, very strongly pre-disposed to +respect your conclusions." + +"You are right in supposing that I have not been led lightly into a +belief in the marvellous--for what I have experienced _is_ +marvellous--and I have been forced by extraordinary evidence to credit +that which ran counter, diametrically, to all my theories. I have been +made the dupe of a preternatural conspiracy." + +Notwithstanding his professions of confidence in the General's +penetration, I saw my father, at this point, glance at the General, +with, as I thought, a marked suspicion of his sanity. + +The General did not see it, luckily. He was looking gloomily and +curiously into the glades and vistas of the woods that were opening +before us. + +"You are going to the Ruins of Karnstein?" he said. "Yes, it is a lucky +coincidence; do you know I was going to ask you to bring me there to +inspect them. I have a special object in exploring. There is a ruined +chapel, ain't there, with a great many tombs of that extinct family?" + +"So there are--highly interesting," said my father. "I hope you are +thinking of claiming the title and estates?" + +My father said this gaily, but the General did not recollect the laugh, +or even the smile, which courtesy exacts for a friend's joke; on the +contrary, he looked grave and even fierce, ruminating on a matter that +stirred his anger and horror. + +"Something very different," he said, gruffly. "I mean to unearth some of +those fine people. I hope, by God's blessing, to accomplish a pious +sacrilege here, which will relieve our earth of certain monsters, and +enable honest people to sleep in their beds without being assailed by +murderers. I have strange things to tell you, my dear friend, such as I +myself would have scouted as incredible a few months since." + +My father looked at him again, but this time not with a glance of +suspicion--with an eye, rather, of keen intelligence and alarm. + +"The house of Karnstein," he said, "has been long extinct: a hundred +years at least. My dear wife was maternally descended from the +Karnsteins. But the name and title have long ceased to exist. The castle +is a ruin; the very village is deserted; it is fifty years since the +smoke of a chimney was seen there; not a roof left." + +"Quite true. I have heard a great deal about that since I last saw you; +a great deal that will astonish you. But I had better relate everything +in the order in which it occurred," said the General. "You saw my dear +ward--my child, I may call her. No creature could have been more +beautiful, and only three months ago none more blooming." + +"Yes, poor thing! when I saw her last she certainly was quite lovely," +said my father. "I was grieved and shocked more than I can tell you, my +dear friend; I knew what a blow it was to you." + +He took the General's hand, and they exchanged a kind pressure. Tears +gathered in the old soldier's eyes. He did not seek to conceal them. He +said: + +"We have been very old friends; I knew you would feel for me, childless +as I am. She had become an object of very near interest to me, and +repaid my care by an affection that cheered my home and made my life +happy. That is all gone. The years that remain to me on earth may not be +very long; but by God's mercy I hope to accomplish a service to mankind +before I die, and to subserve the vengeance of Heaven upon the fiends +who have murdered my poor child in the spring of her hopes and beauty!" + +"You said, just now, that you intended relating everything as it +occurred," said my father. "Pray do; I assure you that it is not mere +curiosity that prompts me." + +By this time we had reached the point at which the Drunstall road, by +which the General had come, diverges from the road which we were +travelling to Karnstein. + +"How far is it to the ruins?" inquired the General, looking anxiously +forward. + +"About half a league," answered my father. "Pray let us hear the story +you were so good as to promise." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE STORY. + + +"With all my heart," said the General, with an effort; and after a short +pause in which to arrange his subject, he commenced one of the strangest +narratives I ever heard. + +"My dear child was looking forward with great pleasure to the visit you +had been so good as to arrange for her to your charming daughter." Here +he made me a gallant but melancholy bow. "In the meantime we had an +invitation to my old friend the Count Carlsfeld, whose schloss is about +six leagues to the other side of Karnstein. It was to attend the series +of fêtes which, you remember, were given by him in honour of his +illustrious visitor, the Grand Duke Charles." + +"Yes; and very splendid, I believe, they were," said my father. + +"Princely! But then his hospitalities are quite regal. He has Aladdin's +lamp. The night from which my sorrow dates was devoted to a magnificent +masquerade. The grounds were thrown open, the trees hung with coloured +lamps. There was such a display of fireworks as Paris itself had never +witnessed. And such music--music, you know, is my weakness--such +ravishing music! The finest instrumental band, perhaps, in the world, +and the finest singers who could be collected from all the great operas +in Europe. As you wandered through these fantastically illuminated +grounds, the moon-lighted château throwing a rosy light from its long +rows of windows, you would suddenly hear these ravishing voices stealing +from the silence of some grove, or rising from boats upon the lake. I +felt myself, as I looked and listened, carried back into the romance and +poetry of my early youth. + +"When the fireworks were ended, and the ball beginning, we returned to +the noble suite of rooms that were thrown open to the dancers. A masked +ball, you know, is a beautiful sight; but so brilliant a spectacle of +the kind I never saw before. + +"It was a very aristocratic assembly. I was myself almost the only +'nobody' present. + +"My dear child was looking quite beautiful. She wore no mask. Her +excitement and delight added an unspeakable charm to her features, +always lovely. I remarked a young lady, dressed magnificently, but +wearing a mask, who appeared to me to be observing my ward with +extraordinary interest. I had seen her, earlier in the evening, in the +great hall, and again, for a few minutes, walking near us, on the +terrace under the castle windows, similarly employed. A lady, also +masked, richly and gravely dressed, and with a stately air, like a +person of rank, accompanied her as a chaperon. Had the young lady not +worn a mask, I could, of course, have been much more certain upon the +question whether she was really watching my poor darling. I am now well +assured that she was. + +"We were now in one of the _salons_. My poor dear child had been +dancing, and was resting a little in one of the chairs near the door; I +was standing near. The two ladies I have mentioned had approached, and +the younger took the chair next my ward; while her companion stood +beside me, and for a little time addressed herself, in a low tone, to +her charge. + +"Availing herself of the privilege of her mask, she turned to me, and in +the tone of an old friend, and calling me by my name, opened a +conversation with me, which piqued my curiosity a good deal. She +referred to many scenes where she had met me--at Court, and at +distinguished houses. She alluded to little incidents which I had long +ceased to think of, but which, I found, had only lain in abeyance in my +memory, for they instantly started into life at her touch. + +"I became more and more curious to ascertain who she was, every moment. +She parried my attempts to discover very adroitly and pleasantly. The +knowledge she showed of many passages in my life seemed to me all but +unaccountable; and she appeared to take a not unnatural pleasure in +foiling my curiosity, and in seeing me flounder, in my eager perplexity, +from one conjecture to another. + +"In the meantime the young lady, whom her mother called by the odd name +of Millarca, when she once or twice addressed her, had, with the same +ease and grace, got into conversation with my ward. + +"She introduced herself by saying that her mother was a very old +acquaintance of mine. She spoke of the agreeable audacity which a mask +rendered practicable; she talked like a friend; she admired her dress, +and insinuated very prettily her admiration of her beauty. She amused +her with laughing criticisms upon the people who crowded the ball-room, +and laughed at my poor child's fun. She was very witty and lively when +she pleased, and after a time they had grown very good friends, and the +young stranger lowered her mask, displaying a remarkably beautiful face. +I had never seen it before, neither had my dear child. But though it was +new to us, the features were so engaging, as well as lovely, that it +was impossible not to feel the attraction powerfully. My poor girl did +so. I never saw anyone more taken with another at first sight, unless, +indeed, it was the stranger herself, who seemed quite to have lost her +heart to her. + +"In the meantime, availing myself of the licence of a masquerade, I put +not a few questions to the elder lady. + +"'You have puzzled me utterly,' I said, laughing. 'Is that not enough? +won't you, now, consent to stand on equal terms, and do me the kindness +to remove your mask?' + +"'Can any request be more unreasonable?' she replied. 'Ask a lady to +yield an advantage! Beside, how do you know you should recognise me? +Years make changes.' + +"'As you see,' I said, with a bow, and, I suppose, a rather melancholy +little laugh. + +"'As philosophers tell us,' she said; 'and how do you know that a sight +of my face would help you?' + +"'I should take chance for that,' I answered. 'It is vain trying to make +yourself out an old woman; your figure betrays you.' + +"'Years, nevertheless, have passed since I saw you, rather since you saw +me, for that is what I am considering. Millarca, there, is my daughter; +I cannot then be young, even in the opinion of people whom time has +taught to be indulgent, and I may not like to be compared with what you +remember me. You have no mask to remove. You can offer me nothing in +exchange.' + +"'My petition is to your pity, to remove it.' + +"'And mine to yours, to let it stay where it is,' she replied. + +"'Well, then, at least you will tell me whether you are French or +German; you speak both languages so perfectly.' + +"'I don't think I shall tell you that, General; you intend a surprise, +and are meditating the particular point of attack.' + +'At all events, you won't deny this,' I said, 'that being honoured by +your permission to converse, I ought to know how to address you. Shall I +say Madame la Comtesse?' + +"She laughed, and she would, no doubt, have met me with another +evasion--if, indeed, I can treat any occurrence in an interview every +circumstance of which was pre-arranged, as I now believe, with the +profoundest cunning, as liable to be modified by accident. + +"'As to that,' she began; but she was interrupted, almost as she opened +her lips, by a gentleman, dressed in black, who looked particularly +elegant and distinguished, with this drawback, that his face was the +most deadly pale I ever saw, except in death. He was in no +masquerade--in the plain evening dress of a gentleman; and he said, +without a smile, but with a courtly and unusually low bow:-- + +"'Will Madame la Comtesse permit me to say a very few words which may +interest her?' + +"The lady turned quickly to him, and touched her lip in token of +silence; she then said to me, 'Keep my place for me, General; I shall +return when I have said a few words.' + +"And with this injunction, playfully given, she walked a little aside +with the gentleman in black, and talked for some minutes, apparently +very earnestly. They then walked away slowly together in the crowd, and +I lost them for some minutes. + +"I spent the interval in cudgelling my brains for a conjecture as to the +identity of the lady who seemed to remember me so kindly, and I was +thinking of turning about and joining in the conversation between my +pretty ward and the Countess's daughter, and trying whether, by the time +she returned, I might not have a surprise in store for her, by having +her name, title, château, and estates at my fingers' ends. But at this +moment she returned, accompanied by the pale man in black, who said: + +"'I shall return and inform Madame la Comtesse when her carriage is at +the door.' + +"He withdrew with a bow." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A PETITION. + + +"'Then we are to lose Madame la Comtesse, but I hope only for a few +hours,' I said, with a low bow. + +"'It may be that only, or it may be a few weeks. It was very unlucky his +speaking to me just now as he did. Do you now know me?' + +"I assured her I did not. + +"'You shall know me,' she said, 'but not at present. We are older and +better friends than, perhaps, you suspect. I cannot yet declare myself. +I shall in three weeks pass your beautiful schloss, about which I have +been making enquiries. I shall then look in upon you for an hour or two, +and renew a friendship which I never think of without a thousand +pleasant recollections. This moment a piece of news has reached me like +a thunderbolt. I must set out now, and travel by a devious route, nearly +a hundred miles, with all the dispatch I can possibly make. My +perplexities multiply. I am only deterred by the compulsory reserve I +practise as to my name from making a very singular request of you. My +poor child has not quite recovered her strength. Her horse fell with +her, at a hunt which she had ridden out to witness, her nerves have not +yet recovered the shock, and our physician says that she must on no +account exert herself for some time to come. We came here, in +consequence, by very easy stages--hardly six leagues a day. I must now +travel day and night, on a mission of life and death--a mission the +critical and momentous nature of which I shall be able to explain to you +when we meet, as I hope we shall, in a few weeks, without the necessity +of any concealment.' + +"She went on to make her petition, and it was in the tone of a person +from whom such a request amounted to conferring, rather than seeking a +favour. This was only in manner, and, as it seemed, quite unconsciously. +Than the terms in which it was expressed, nothing could be more +deprecatory. It was simply that I would consent to take charge of her +daughter during her absence. + +"This was, all things considered, a strange, not to say, an audacious +request. She in some sort disarmed me, by stating and admitting +everything that could be urged against it, and throwing herself entirely +upon my chivalry. At the same moment, by a fatality that seems to have +predetermined all that happened, my poor child came to my side, and, in +an undertone, besought me to invite her new friend, Millarca, to pay us +a visit. She had just been sounding her, and thought, if her mamma would +allow her, she would like it extremely. + +"At another time I should have told her to wait a little, until, at +least, we knew who they were. But I had not a moment to think in. The +two ladies assailed me together, and I must confess the refined and +beautiful face of the young lady, about which there was something +extremely engaging, as well as the elegance and fire of high birth, +determined me; and, quite overpowered, I submitted, and undertook, too +easily, the care of the young lady, whom her mother called Millarca. + +"The Countess beckoned to her daughter, who listened with grave +attention while she told her, in general terms, how suddenly and +peremptorily she had been summoned, and also of the arrangement she had +made for her under my care, adding that I was one of her earliest and +most valued friends. + +"I made, of course, such speeches as the case seemed to call for, and +found myself, on reflection, in a position which I did not half like. + +"The gentleman in black returned, and very ceremoniously conducted the +lady from the room. + +"The demeanour of this gentleman was such as to impress me with the +conviction that the Countess was a lady of very much more importance +than her modest title alone might have led me to assume. + +"Her last charge to me was that no attempt was to be made to learn more +about her than I might have already guessed, until her return. Our +distinguished host, whose guest she was, knew her reasons. + +"'But here,' she said, 'neither I nor my daughter could safely remain +for more than a day. I removed my mask imprudently for a moment, about +an hour ago, and, too late, I fancied you saw me. So I resolved to seek +an opportunity of talking a little to you. Had I found that you _had_ +seen me, I should have thrown myself on your high sense of honour to +keep my secret for some weeks. As it is, I am satisfied that you did not +see me; but if you now _suspect_, or, on reflection, _should_ suspect, +who I am, I commit myself, in like manner, entirely to your honour. My +daughter will observe the same secresy, and I well know that you will, +from time to time, remind her, lest she should thoughtlessly disclose +it.' + +"She whispered a few words to her daughter, kissed her hurriedly twice, +and went away, accompanied by the pale gentleman in black, and +disappeared in the crowd. + +"'In the next room,' said Millarca, 'there is a window that looks upon +the hall door. I should like to see the last of mamma, and to kiss my +hand to her.' + +"We assented, of course, and accompanied her to the window. We looked +out, and saw a handsome old-fashioned carriage, with a troop of couriers +and footmen. We saw the slim figure of the pale gentleman in black, as +he held a thick velvet cloak, and placed it about her shoulders and +threw the hood over her head. She nodded to him, and just touched his +hand with hers. He bowed low repeatedly as the door closed, and the +carriage began to move. + +"'She is gone,' said Millarca, with a sigh. + +"'She is gone,' I repeated to myself, for the first time--in the hurried +moments that had elapsed since my consent--reflecting upon the folly of +my act. + +"'She did not look up,' said the young lady, plaintively. + +"'The Countess had taken off her mask, perhaps, and did not care to show +her face,' I said; 'and she could not know that you were in the window.' + +"She sighed, and looked in my face. She was so beautiful that I +relented. I was sorry I had for a moment repented of my hospitality, and +I determined to make her amends for the unavowed churlishness of my +reception. + +"The young lady, replacing her mask, joined my ward in persuading me to +return to the grounds, where the concert was soon to be renewed. We did +so, and walked up and down the terrace that lies under the castle +windows. Millarca became very intimate with us, and amused us with +lively descriptions and stories of most of the great people whom we saw +upon the terrace. I liked her more and more every minute. Her gossip, +without being ill-natured, was extremely diverting to me, who had been +so long out of the great world. I thought what life she would give to +our sometimes lonely evenings at home. + +"This ball was not over until the morning sun had almost reached the +horizon. It pleased the Grand Duke to dance till then, so loyal people +could not go away, or think of bed. + +"We had just got through a crowded saloon, when my ward asked me what +had become of Millarca. I thought she had been by her side, and she +fancied she was by mine. The fact was, we had lost her. + +"All my efforts to find her were vain. I feared that she had mistaken, +in the confusion of a momentary separation from us, other people for her +new friends, and had, possibly, pursued and lost them in the extensive +grounds which were thrown open to us. + +"Now, in its full force, I recognised a new folly in my having +undertaken the charge of a young lady without so much as knowing her +name; and fettered as I was by promises, of the reasons for imposing +which I knew nothing, I could not even point my inquiries by saying that +the missing young lady was the daughter of the Countess who had taken +her departure a few hours before. + +"Morning broke. It was clear daylight before I gave up my search. It was +not till near two o'clock next day that we heard anything of my missing +charge. + +"At about that time a servant knocked at my niece's door, to say that he +had been earnestly requested by a young lady, who appeared to be in +great distress, to make out where she could find the General Baron +Spielsdorf and the young lady his daughter, in whose charge she had been +left by her mother. + +"There could be no doubt, notwithstanding the slight inaccuracy, that +our young friend had turned up; and so she had. Would to heaven we had +lost her! + +"She told my poor child a story to account for her having failed to +recover us for so long. Very late, she said, she had got to the +housekeeper's bedroom in despair of finding us, and had then fallen into +a deep sleep which, long as it was, had hardly sufficed to recruit her +strength after the fatigues of the ball. + +"That day Millarca came home with us. I was only too happy, after all, +to have secured so charming a companion for my dear girl." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE WOOD-MAN. + + +"There soon, however, appeared some drawbacks. In the first place, +Millarca complained of extreme languor--the weakness that remained after +her late illness--and she never emerged from her room till the afternoon +was pretty far advanced. In the next place, it was accidentally +discovered, although she always locked her door on the inside, and never +disturbed the key from its place till she admitted the maid to assist +at her toilet, that she was undoubtedly sometimes absent from her room +in the very early morning, and at various times later in the day, before +she wished it to be understood that she was stirring. She was repeatedly +seen from the windows of the schloss, in the first faint grey of the +morning, walking through the trees, in an easterly direction, and +looking like a person in a trance. This convinced me that, she walked in +her sleep. But this hypothesis did not solve the puzzle. How did she +pass out from her room, leaving the door locked on the inside? How did +she escape from the house without unbarring door or window? + +"In the midst of my perplexities, an anxiety of a far more urgent kind +presented itself. + +"My dear child began to lose her looks and health, and that in a manner +so mysterious, and even horrible, that I became thoroughly frightened. + +"She was at first visited by appalling dreams; then, as she fancied, by +a spectre, sometimes resembling Millarca, sometimes in the shape of a +beast, indistinctly seen, walking round the foot of her bed, from side +to side. Lastly came sensations. One, not unpleasant, but very peculiar, +she said, resembled the flow of an icy stream against her breast. At a +later time, she felt something like a pair of large needles pierce her, +a little below the throat, with a very sharp pain. A few nights after, +followed a gradual and convulsive sense of strangulation; then came +unconsciousness." + +I could hear distinctly every word the kind old General was saying, +because by this time we were driving upon the short grass that spreads +on either side of the road as you approach the roofless village which +had not shown the smoke of a chimney for more than half a century. + +You may guess how strangely I felt as I heard my own symptoms so exactly +described in those which had been experienced by the poor girl who, but +for the catastrophe which followed, would have been at that moment a +visitor at my father's château. You may suppose, also, how I felt as I +heard him detail habits and mysterious peculiarities which were, in +fact, those of our beautiful guest, Carmilla! + +A vista opened in the forest; we were on a sudden under the chimneys and +gables of the ruined village, and the towers and battlements of the +dismantled castle, round which gigantic trees are grouped, overhung us +from a slight eminence. + +In a frightened dream I got down from the carriage, and in silence, for +we had each abundant matter for thinking; we soon mounted the ascent, +and were among the spacious chambers, winding stairs, and dark corridors +of the castle. + +"And this was once the palatial residence of the Karnsteins!" said the +old General at length, as from a great window he looked out across the +village, and saw the wide, undulating expanse of forest. "It was a bad +family, and here its blood-stained annals were written," he continued. +"It is hard that they should, after death, continue to plague the human +race with their atrocious lusts. That is the chapel of the Karnsteins, +down there." + +He pointed down to the grey walls of the gothic building, partly visible +through the foliage, a little way down the steep. "And I hear the axe of +a woodman," he added, "busy among the trees that surround it; he +possibly may give us the information of which I am in search, and point +out the grave of Mircalla, Countess of Karnstein. These rustics preserve +the local traditions of great families, whose stories die out among the +rich and titled so soon as the families themselves become extinct." + +"We have a portrait, at home, of Mircalla, the Countess Karnstein; +should you like to see it?" asked my father. + +"Time enough, dear friend," replied the General. "I believe that I have +seen the original; and one motive which has led me to you earlier than I +at first intended, was to explore the chapel which we are now +approaching." + +"What! see the Countess Mircalla," exclaimed my father; "why, she has +been dead more than a century!" + +"Not so dead as you fancy, I am told," answered the General. + +"I confess, General, you puzzle me utterly," replied my father, looking +at him, I fancied, for a moment with a return of the suspicion I +detected before. But although there was anger and detestation, at +times, in the old General's manner, there was nothing flighty. + +"There remains to me," he said, as we passed under the heavy arch of the +gothic church--for its dimensions would have justified its being so +styled--"but one object which can interest me during the few years that +remain to me on earth, and that is to wreak on her the vengeance which, +I thank God, may still be accomplished by a mortal arm." + +"What vengeance can you mean?" asked my father, in increasing amazement. + +"I mean, to decapitate the monster," he answered, with a fierce flush, +and a stamp that echoed mournfully through the hollow ruin, and his +clenched hand was at the same moment raised, as if it grasped the handle +of an axe, while he shook it ferociously in the air. + +"What?" exclaimed my father, more than ever bewildered. + +"To strike her head off." + +"Cut her head off!" + +"Aye, with a hatchet, with a spade, or with anything that can cleave +through her murderous throat. You shall hear," he answered, trembling +with rage. And hurrying forward he said: + +"That beam will answer for a seat; your dear child is fatigued; let her +be seated, and I will, in a few sentences, close my dreadful story." + +The squared block of wood, which lay on the grass-grown pavement of the +chapel, formed a bench on which I was very glad to seat myself, and in +the meantime the General called to the woodman, who had been removing +some boughs which leaned upon the old walls; and, axe in hand, the +hardy old fellow stood before us. + +He could not tell us anything of these monuments; but there was an old +man, he said, a ranger of this forest, at present sojourning in the +house of the priest, about two miles away, who could point out every +monument of the old Karnstein family; and, for a trifle, he undertook to +bring him back with him, if we would lend him one of our horses, in +little more than half-an-hour. + +"Have you been long employed about this forest?" asked my father of the +old man. + +"I have been a woodman here," he answered in his _patois_, "under the +forester, all my days; so has my father before me, and so on, as many +generations as I can count up. I could show you the very house in the +village here, in which my ancestors lived." + +"How came the village to be deserted?" asked the General. + +"It was troubled by _revenants_, sir; several were tracked to their +graves, there detected by the usual tests, and extinguished in the usual +way, by decapitation, by the stake, and by burning; but not until many +of the villagers were killed. + +"But after all these proceedings according to law," he continued--"so +many graves opened, and so many vampires deprived of their horrible +animation--the village was not relieved. But a Moravian nobleman, who +happened to be travelling this way, heard how matters were, and being +skilled--as many people are in his country--in such affairs, he offered +to deliver the village from its tormentor. He did so thus: There being +a bright moon that night, he ascended, shortly after sunset, the towers +of the chapel here, from whence he could distinctly see the churchyard +beneath him; you can see it from that window. From this point he watched +until he saw the vampire come out of his grave, and place near it the +linen clothes in which he had been folded, and then glide away towards +the village to plague its inhabitants. + +"The stranger, having seen all this, came down from the steeple, took +the linen wrappings of the vampire, and carried them up to the top of +the tower, which he again mounted. When the vampire returned from his +prowlings and missed his clothes, he cried furiously to the Moravian, +whom he saw at the summit of the tower, and who, in reply, beckoned him +to ascend and take them. Whereupon the vampire, accepting his +invitation, began to climb the steeple, and so soon as he had reached +the battlements, the Moravian, with a stroke of his sword, clove his +skull in twain, hurling him down to the churchyard, whither, descending +by the winding stairs, the stranger followed and cut his head off, and +next day delivered it and the body to the villagers, who duly impaled +and burnt them. + +"This Moravian nobleman had authority from the then head of the family +to remove the tomb of Mircalla, Countess Karnstein, which he did +effectually, so that in a little while its site was quite forgotten." + +"Can you point out where it stood?" asked the General, eagerly. + +The forester shook his head and smiled. + +"Not a soul living could tell you that now," he said; "besides, they +say her body was removed; but no one is sure of that either." + +Having thus spoken, as time pressed, he dropped his axe and departed, +leaving us to hear the remainder of the General's strange story. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +THE MEETING. + + +"My beloved child," he resumed, "was now growing rapidly worse. The +physician who attended her had failed to produce the slightest +impression upon her disease, for such I then supposed it to be. He saw +my alarm, and suggested a consultation. I called in an abler physician, +from Gratz. Several days elapsed before he arrived. He was a good and +pious, as well as a learned man. Having seen my poor ward together, +they withdrew to my library to confer and discuss. I, from the adjoining +room, where I awaited their summons, heard these two gentlemen's voices +raised in something sharper than a strictly philosophical discussion. I +knocked at the door and entered. I found the old physician from Gratz +maintaining his theory. His rival was combatting it with undisguised +ridicule, accompanied with bursts of laughter. This unseemly +manifestation subsided and the altercation ended on my entrance. + +"'Sir,' said my first physician, 'my learned brother seems to think that +you want a conjuror, and not a doctor.' + +"'Pardon me,' said the old physician from Gratz, looking displeased, 'I +shall state my own view of the case in my own way another time. I +grieve, Monsieur le Général, that by my skill and science I can be of +no use. Before I go I shall do myself the honour to suggest something to +you.' + +"He seemed thoughtful, and sat down at a table and began to write. +Profoundly disappointed, I made my bow, and as I turned to go, the other +doctor pointed over his shoulder to his companion who was writing, and +then, with a shrug, significantly touched his forehead. + +"This consultation, then, left me precisely where I was. I walked out +into the grounds, all but distracted. The doctor from Gratz, in ten or +fifteen minutes, overtook me. He apologised for having followed me, but +said that he could not conscientiously take his leave without a few +words more. He told me that he could not be mistaken; no natural +disease exhibited the same symptoms; and that death was already very +near. There remained, however, a day, or possibly two, of life. If the +fatal seizure were at once arrested, with great care and skill her +strength might possibly return. But all hung now upon the confines of +the irrevocable. One more assault might extinguish the last spark of +vitality which is, every moment, ready to die. + +"'And what is the nature of the seizure you speak of?' I entreated. + +"'I have stated all fully in this note, which I place in your hands upon +the distinct condition that you send for the nearest clergyman, and open +my letter in his presence, and on no account read it till he is with +you; you would despise it else, and it is a matter of life and death. +Should the priest fail you, then, indeed, you may read it.' + +"He asked me, before taking his leave finally, whether I would wish to +see a man curiously learned upon the very subject, which, after I had +read his letter, would probably interest me above all others, and he +urged me earnestly to invite him to visit him there; and so took his +leave. + +"The ecclesiastic was absent, and I read the letter by myself. At +another time, or in another case, it might have excited my ridicule. But +into what quackeries will not people rush for a last chance, where all +accustomed means have failed, and the life of a beloved object is at +stake? + +"Nothing, you will say, could be more absurd than the learned man's +letter. It was monstrous enough to have consigned him to a madhouse. He +said that the patient was suffering from the visits of a vampire! The +punctures which she described as having occurred near the throat, were, +he insisted, the insertion of those two long, thin, and sharp teeth +which, it is well known, are peculiar to vampires; and there could be no +doubt, he added, as to the well-defined presence of the small livid mark +which all concurred in describing as that induced by the demon's lips, +and every symptom described by the sufferer was in exact conformity with +those recorded in every case of a similar visitation. + +"Being myself wholly sceptical as to the existence of any such portent +as the vampire, the supernatural theory of the good doctor furnished, in +my opinion, but another instance of learning and intelligence oddly +associated with some one hallucination. I was so miserable, however, +that, rather than try nothing, I acted upon the instructions of the +letter. + +"I concealed myself in the dark dressing-room, that opened upon the poor +patient's room, in which a candle was burning, and watched there till +she was fast asleep. I stood at the door, peeping through the small +crevice, my sword laid on the table beside me, as my directions +prescribed, until, a little after one, I saw a large black object, very +ill-defined, crawl, as it seemed to me, over the foot of the bed, and +swiftly spread itself up to the poor girl's throat, where it swelled, in +a moment, into a great, palpitating mass. + +"For a few moments I had stood petrified. I now sprang forward, with my +sword in my hand. The black creature suddenly contracted toward the foot +of the bed, glided over it, and, standing on the floor about a yard +below the foot of the bed, with a glare of skulking ferocity and horror +fixed on me, I saw Millarca. Speculating I know not what, I struck at +her instantly with my sword; but I saw her standing near the door, +unscathed. Horrified, I pursued, and struck again. She was gone; and my +sword flew to shivers against the door. + +"I can't describe to you all that passed on that horrible night. The +whole house was up and stirring. The spectre Millarca was gone. But her +victim was sinking fast, and before the morning dawned, she died." + +The old General was agitated. We did not speak to him. My father walked +to some little distance, and began reading the inscriptions on the +tombstones; and thus occupied, he strolled into the door of a +side-chapel to prosecute his researches. The General leaned against the +wall, dried his eyes, and sighed heavily. I was relieved on hearing the +voices of Carmilla and Madame, who were at that moment approaching. The +voices died away. + +In this solitude, having just listened to so strange a story, connected, +as it was, with the great and titled dead, whose monuments were +mouldering among the dust and ivy round us, and every incident of which +bore so awfully upon my own mysterious case--in this haunted spot, +darkened by the towering foliage that rose on every side, dense and high +above its noiseless walls--a horror began to steal over me, and my heart +sank as I thought that my friends were, after all, not about to enter +and disturb this triste and ominous scene. + +The old General's eyes were fixed on the ground, as he leaned with his +hand upon the basement of a shattered monument. + +Under a narrow, arched doorway, surmounted by one of those demoniacal +grotesques in which the cynical and ghastly fancy of old Gothic carving +delights, I saw very gladly the beautiful face and figure of Carmilla +enter the shadowy chapel. + +I was just about to rise and speak, and nodded smiling, in answer to her +peculiarly engaging smile; when with a cry, the old man by my side +caught up the woodman's hatchet, and started forward. On seeing him a +brutalised change came over her features. It was an instantaneous and +horrible transformation, as she made a crouching step backwards. Before +I could utter a scream, he struck at her with all his force, but she +dived under his blow, and unscathed, caught him in her tiny grasp by the +wrist. He struggled for a moment to release his arm, but his hand +opened, the axe fell to the ground, and the girl was gone. + +He staggered against the wall. His grey hair stood upon his head, and a +moisture shone over his face, as if he were at the point of death. + +The frightful scene had passed in a moment. The first thing I recollect +after, is Madame standing before me, and impatiently repeating again and +again, the question, "Where is Mademoiselle Carmilla?" + +I answered at length, "I don't know--I can't tell--she went there," and +I pointed to the door through which Madame had just entered; "only a +minute or two since." + +"But I have been standing there, in the passage, ever since Mademoiselle +Carmilla entered; and she did not return." + +She then began to call "Carmilla," through every door and passage and +from the windows, but no answer came. + +"She called herself Carmilla?" asked the General, still agitated. + +"Carmilla, yes," I answered. + +"Aye," he said; "that is Millarca. That is the same person who long ago +was called Mircalla, Countess Karnstein. Depart from this accursed +ground, my poor child, as quickly as you can. Drive to the clergyman's +house, and stay there till we come. Begone! May you never behold +Carmilla more; you will not find her here." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +ORDEAL AND EXECUTION. + + +As he spoke one of the strangest looking men I ever beheld, entered the +chapel at the door through which Carmilla had made her entrance and her +exit. He was tall, narrow-chested, stooping, with high shoulders, and +dressed in black. His face was brown and dried in with deep furrows; he +wore an oddly-shaped hat with a broad leaf. His hair, long and grizzled, +hung on his shoulders. He wore a pair of gold spectacles, and walked +slowly, with an odd shambling gait, with his face sometimes turned up to +the sky, and sometimes bowed down toward the ground, seemed to wear a +perpetual smile; his long thin arms were swinging, and his lank hands, +in old black gloves ever so much too wide for them, waving and +gesticulating in utter abstraction. + +"The very man!" exclaimed the General, advancing with manifest delight. +"My dear Baron, how happy I am to see you, I had no hope of meeting you +so soon." He signed to my father, who had by this time returned, and +leading the fantastic old gentleman, whom he called the Baron to meet +him. He introduced him formally, and they at once entered into earnest +conversation. The stranger took a roll of paper from his pocket, and +spread it on the worn surface of a tomb that stood by. He had a pencil +case in his fingers, with which he traced imaginary lines from point to +point on the paper, which from their often glancing from it, together, +at certain points of the building, I concluded to be a plan of the +chapel. He accompanied, what I may term, his lecture, with occasional +readings from a dirty little book, whose yellow leaves were closely +written over. + +They sauntered together down the side aisle, opposite to the spot where +I was standing, conversing as they went; then they begun measuring +distances by paces, and finally they all stood together, facing a piece +of the side-wall, which they began to examine with great minuteness; +pulling off the ivy that clung over it, and rapping the plaster with +the ends of their sticks, scraping here, and knocking there. At length +they ascertained the existence of a broad marble tablet, with letters +carved in relief upon it. + +With the assistance of the woodman, who soon returned, a monumental +inscription, and carved escutcheon, were disclosed. They proved to be +those of the long lost monument of Mircalla, Countess Karnstein. + +The old General, though not I fear given to the praying mood, raised his +hands and eyes to heaven, in mute thanksgiving for some moments. + +"To-morrow," I heard him say; "the commissioner will be here, and the +Inquisition will be held according to law." + +Then turning to the old man with the gold spectacles, whom I have +described, he shook him warmly by both hands and said: + +"Baron, how can I thank you? How can we all thank you? You will have +delivered this region from a plague that has scourged its inhabitants +for more than a century. The horrible enemy, thank God, is at last +tracked." + +My father led the stranger aside, and the General followed. I knew that +he had led them out of hearing, that he might relate my case, and I saw +them glance often quickly at me, as the discussion proceeded. + +My father came to me, kissed me again and again, and leading me from the +chapel, said: + +"It is time to return, but before we go home, we must add to our party +the good priest, who lives but a little way from this; and persuade him +to accompany us to the schloss." + +In this quest we were successful: and I was glad, being unspeakably +fatigued when we reached home. But my satisfaction was changed to +dismay, on discovering that there were no tidings of Carmilla. Of the +scene that had occurred in the ruined chapel, no explanation was offered +to me, and it was clear that it was a secret which my father for the +present determined to keep from me. + +The sinister absence of Carmilla made the remembrance of the scene more +horrible to me. The arrangements for that night were singular. Two +servants, and Madame were to sit up in my room that night; and the +ecclesiastic with my father kept watch in the adjoining dressing-room. + +The priest had performed certain solemn rites that night, the purport of +which I did not understand any more than I comprehended the reason of +this extraordinary precaution taken for my safety during sleep. + +I saw all clearly a few days later. + +The disappearance of Carmilla was followed by the discontinuance of my +nightly sufferings. + +You have heard, no doubt, of the appalling superstition that prevails in +Upper and Lower Styria, in Moravia, Silisia, in Turkish Servia, in +Poland, even in Russia; the superstition, so we must call it, of the +Vampire. + +If human testimony, taken with every care and solemnity, judicially, +before commissions innumerable, each consisting of many members, all +chosen for integrity and intelligence, and constituting reports more +voluminous perhaps than exist upon any one other class of cases, is +worth anything, it is difficult to deny, or even to doubt the existence +of such a phenomenon as the Vampire. + +For my part I have heard no theory by which to explain what I myself +have witnessed and experienced, other than that supplied by the ancient +and well-attested belief of the country. + +The next day the formal proceedings took place in the Chapel of +Karnstein. The grave of the Countess Mircalla was opened; and the +General and my father recognised each his perfidious and beautiful +guest, in the face now disclosed to view. The features, though a hundred +and fifty years had passed since her funeral, were tinted with the +warmth of life. Her eyes were open; no cadaverous smell exhaled from +the coffin. The two medical men, one officially present, the other on +the part of the promoter of the inquiry, attested the marvellous fact, +that there was a faint but appreciable respiration, and a corresponding +action of the heart. The limbs were perfectly flexible, the flesh +elastic; and the leaden coffin floated with blood, in which to a depth +of seven inches, the body lay immersed. Here then, were all the admitted +signs and proofs of vampirism. The body, therefore, in accordance with +the ancient practice, was raised, and a sharp stake driven through the +heart of the vampire, who uttered a piercing shriek at the moment, in +all respects such as might escape from a living person in the last +agony. Then the head was struck off, and a torrent of blood flowed from +the severed neck. The body and head were next placed on a pile of wood, +and reduced to ashes, which were thrown upon the river and borne away, +and that territory has never since been plagued by the visits of a +vampire. + +My father has a copy of the report of the Imperial Commission, with the +signatures of all who were present at these proceedings, attached in +verification of the statement. It is from this official paper that I +have summarized my account of this last shocking scene. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +CONCLUSION. + + +I write all this you suppose with composure. But far from it; I cannot +think of it without agitation. Nothing but your earnest desire so +repeatedly expressed, could have induced me to sit down to a task that +has unstrung my nerves for months to come, and reinduced a shadow of the +unspeakable horror which years after my deliverance continued to make my +days and nights dreadful, and solitude insupportably terrific. + +Let me add a word or two about that quaint Baron Vordenburg, to whose +curious lore we were indebted for the discovery of the Countess +Mircalla's grave. + +He had taken up his abode in Gratz, where, living upon a mere pittance, +which was all that remained to him of the once princely estates of his +family, in Upper Styria, he devoted himself to the minute and laborious +investigation of the marvellously authenticated tradition of Vampirism. +He had at his fingers' ends all the great and little works upon the +subject. "Magia Posthuma," "Phlegon de Mirabilibus," "Augustinus de curâ +pro Mortuis," "Philosophicæ et Christiæ Cogitationes de Vampiris," by +John Christofer Herenberg; and a thousand others, among which I +remember only a few of those which he lent to my father. He had a +voluminous digest of all the judicial cases, from which he had extracted +a system of principles that appear to govern--some always, and others +occasionally only--the condition of the vampire. I may mention, in +passing, that the deadly pallor attributed to that sort of _revenants_, +is a mere melodramatic fiction. They present, in the grave, and when +they show themselves in human society, the appearance of healthy life. +When disclosed to light in their coffins, the exhibit all the symptoms +that are enumerated as those which proved the vampire-life of the +long-dead Countess Karnstein. + +How they escape from their graves and return to them for certain hours +every day, without displacing the clay or leaving any trace of +disturbance in the state of the coffin or the cerements, has always been +admitted to be utterly inexplicable. The amphibious existence of the +vampire is sustained by daily renewed slumber in the grave. Its horrible +lust for living blood supplies the vigour of its waking existence. The +vampire is prone to be fascinated with an engrossing vehemence, +resembling the passion of love, by particular persons. In pursuit of +these it will exercise inexhaustible patience and stratagem, for access +to a particular object may be obstructed in a hundred ways. It will +never desist until it has satiated its passion, and drained the very +life of its coveted victim. But it will, in these cases, husband and +protract its murderous enjoyment with the refinement of an epicure, and +heighten it by the gradual approaches of an artful courtship. In these +cases it seems to yearn for something like sympathy and consent. In +ordinary ones it goes direct to its object, overpowers with violence, +and strangles and exhausts often at a single feast. + +The vampire is, apparently, subject, in certain situations, to special +conditions. In the particular instance of which I have given you a +relation, Mircalla seemed to be limited to a name which, if not her real +one, should at least reproduce, without the omission or addition of a +single letter, those, as we say, anagrammatically, which compose it. +_Carmilla_ did this; so did _Millarca_. + +My father related to the Baron Vordenburg, who remained with us for two +or three weeks after the expulsion of Carmilla, the story about the +Moravian nobleman and the vampire at Karnstein churchyard, and then he +asked the Baron how he had discovered the exact position of the +long-concealed tomb of the Countess Millarca? The Baron's grotesque +features puckered up into a mysterious smile; he looked down, still +smiling on his worn spectacle-case and fumbled with it. Then looking up, +he said: + +"I have many journals, and other papers, written by that remarkable man; +the most curious among them is one treating of the visit of which you +speak, to Karnstein. The tradition, of course, discolours and distorts a +little. He might have been termed a Moravian nobleman, for he had +changed his abode to that territory, and was, beside, a noble. But he +was, in truth, a native of Upper Styria. It is enough to say that in +very early youth he had been a passionate and favoured lover of the +beautiful Mircalla, Countess Karnstein. Her early death plunged him into +inconsolable grief. It is the nature of vampires to increase and +multiply, but according to an ascertained and ghostly law. + +"Assume, at starting, a territory perfectly free from that pest. How +does it begin, and how does it multiply itself? I will tell you. A +person, more or less wicked, puts an end to himself. A suicide, under +certain circumstances, becomes a vampire. That spectre visits living +people in their slumbers; _they_ die, and almost invariably, in the +grave, develope into vampires. This happened in the case of the +beautiful Mircalla, who was haunted by one of those demons. My ancestor, +Vordenburg, whose title I still bear, soon discovered this, and in the +course of the studies to which he devoted himself, learned a great deal +more. + +"Among other things, he concluded that suspicion of vampirism would +probably fall, sooner or later, upon the dead Countess, who in life had +been his idol. He conceived a horror, be she what she might, of her +remains being profaned by the outrage of a posthumous execution. He has +left a curious paper to prove that the vampire, on its expulsion from +its amphibious existence, is projected into a far more horrible life; +and he resolved to save his once beloved Mircalla from this. + +"He adopted the stratagem of a journey here, a pretended removal of her +remains, and a real obliteration of her monument. When age had stolen +upon him, and from the vale of years he looked back on the scenes he +was leaving, he considered, in a different spirit, what he had done, and +a horror took possession of him. He made the tracings and notes which +have guided me to the very spot, and drew up a confession of the +deception that he had practised. If he had intended any further action +in this matter, death prevented him; and the hand of a remote descendant +has, too late for many, directed the pursuit to the lair of the beast." + +We talked a little more, and among other things he said was this: + +"One sign of the vampire is the power of the hand. The slender hand of +Mircalla closed like a vice of steel on the General's wrist when he +raised the hatchet to strike. But its power is not confined to its +grasp; it leaves a numbness in the limb it seizes, which is slowly, if +ever, recovered from." + +The following Spring my father took me on a tour through Italy. We +remained away for more than a year. It was long before the terror of +recent events subsided; and to this hour the image of Carmilla returns +to memory with ambiguous alternations--sometimes the playful, languid, +beautiful girl; sometimes the writhing fiend I saw in the ruined church; +and often from a reverie I have started, fancying I heard the light step +of Carmilla at the drawing-room door. + +THE END. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of In a Glass Darkly, v. 3/3, by +Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 37174 *** |
