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diff --git a/3717-0.txt b/3717-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0843726 --- /dev/null +++ b/3717-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,1548 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Parson's Daughter of Oxney Colne, by +Anthony Trollope + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and most +other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions +whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms of +the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at +www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you'll have +to check the laws of the country where you are located before using this ebook. + + + + +Title: The Parson's Daughter of Oxney Colne + + +Author: Anthony Trollope + + + +Release Date: January 16, 2015 [eBook #3717] +[This file was first posted on August 7, 2001] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PARSON'S DAUGHTER OF OXNEY +COLNE*** + + +Transcribed from the 1864 Chapman and Hall “Tales of All Countries” +edition by David Price, email ccx074@pglaf.org + + + + + + THE PARSON’S DAUGHTER OF OXNEY COLNE. + + +THE prettiest scenery in all England—and if I am contradicted in that +assertion, I will say in all Europe—is in Devonshire, on the southern and +south-eastern skirts of Dartmoor, where the rivers Dart, and Avon, and +Teign form themselves, and where the broken moor is half cultivated, and +the wild-looking upland fields are half moor. In making this assertion I +am often met with much doubt, but it is by persons who do not really know +the locality. Men and women talk to me on the matter, who have travelled +down the line of railway from Exeter to Plymouth, who have spent a +fortnight at Torquay, and perhaps made an excursion from Tavistock to the +convict prison on Dartmoor. But who knows the glories of Chagford? Who +has walked through the parish of Manaton? Who is conversant with +Lustleigh Cleeves and Withycombe in the moor? Who has explored Holne +Chase? Gentle reader, believe me that you will be rash in contradicting +me, unless you have done these things. + +There or thereabouts—I will not say by the waters of which little river +it is washed—is the parish of Oxney Colne. And for those who wish to see +all the beauties of this lovely country, a sojourn in Oxney Colne would +be most desirable, seeing that the sojourner would then be brought nearer +to all that he would wish to visit, than at any other spot in the +country. But there in an objection to any such arrangement. There are +only two decent houses in the whole parish, and these are—or were when I +knew the locality—small and fully occupied by their possessors. The +larger and better is the parsonage, in which lived the parson and his +daughter; and the smaller is a freehold residence of a certain Miss Le +Smyrger, who owned a farm of a hundred acres, which was rented by one +Farmer Cloysey, and who also possessed some thirty acres round her own +house, which she managed herself; regarding herself to be quite as great +in cream as Mr. Cloysey, and altogether superior to him in the article of +cyder. “But yeu has to pay no rent, Miss,” Farmer Cloysey would say, +when Miss Le Smyrger expressed this opinion of her art in a manner too +defiant. “Yeu pays no rent, or yeu couldn’t do it.” Miss Le Smyrger was +an old maid, with a pedigree and blood of her own, a hundred and thirty +acres of fee-simple land on the borders of Dartmoor, fifty years of age, +a constitution of iron, and an opinion of her own on every subject under +the sun. + +And now for the parson and his daughter. The parson’s name was +Woolsworthy—or Woolathy, as it was pronounced by all those who lived +around him—the Rev. Saul Woolsworthy; and his daughter was Patience +Woolsworthy, or Miss Patty, as she was known to the Devonshire world of +those parts. That name of Patience had not been well chosen for her, for +she was a hot-tempered damsel, warm in her convictions, and inclined to +express them freely. She had but two closely intimate friends in the +world, and by both of them this freedom of expression had now been fully +permitted to her since she was a child. Miss Le Smyrger and her father +were well accustomed to her ways, and on the whole well satisfied with +them. The former was equally free and equally warm-tempered as herself, +and as Mr. Woolsworthy was allowed by his daughter to be quite paramount +on his own subject—for he had a subject—he did not object to his daughter +being paramount on all others. A pretty girl was Patience Woolsworthy at +the time of which I am writing, and one who possessed much that was +worthy of remark and admiration, had she lived where beauty meets with +admiration, or where force of character is remarked. But at Oxney Colne, +on the borders of Dartmoor, there were few to appreciate her, and it +seemed as though she herself had but little idea of carrying her talent +further afield, so that it might not remain for ever wrapped in a +blanket. + +She was a pretty girl, tall end slender, with dark eyes and black hair. +Her eyes were perhaps too round for regular beauty, and her hair was +perhaps too crisp; her mouth was large and expressive; her nose was +finely formed, though a critic in female form might have declared it to +be somewhat broad. But her countenance altogether was wonderfully +attractive—if only it might be seen without that resolution for dominion +which occasionally marred it, though sometimes it even added to her +attractions. + +It must be confessed on behalf of Patience Woolsworthy, that the +circumstances of her life had peremptorily called upon her to exercise +dominion. She had lost her mother when she was sixteen, and had had +neither brother nor sister. She had no neighbours near her fit either +from education or rank to interfere in the conduct of her life, excepting +always Miss La Smyrger. Miss Le Smyrger would have done anything for +her, including the whole management of her morals and of the parsonage +household, had Patience been content with such an arrangement. But much +as Patience had ever loved Miss Le Smyrger, she was not content with +this, and therefore she had been called on to put forth a strong hand of +her own. She had put forth this strong hand early, and hence had come +the character which I am attempting to describe. But I must say on +behalf of this girl, that it was not only over others that she thus +exercised dominion. In acquiring that power she had also acquired the +much greater power of exercising rule over herself. + +But why should her father have been ignored in these family arrangements? +Perhaps it may almost suffice to say, that of all living men her father +was the man best conversant with the antiquities of the county in which +he lived. He was the Jonathan Oldbuck of Devonshire, and especially of +Dartmoor, without that decision of character which enabled Oldbuck to +keep his womenkind in some kind of subjection, and probably enabled him +also to see that his weekly bills did not pass their proper limits. Our +Mr. Oldbuck, of Oxney Colne, was sadly deficient in these. As a parish +pastor with but a small cure, he did his duty with sufficient energy, to +keep him, at any rate, from reproach. He was kind and charitable to the +poor, punctual in his services, forbearing with the farmers around him, +mild with his brother clergymen, and indifferent to aught that bishop or +archdeacon might think or say of him. I do not name this latter +attribute as a virtue, but as a fact. But all these points were as +nothing in the known character of Mr. Woolsworthy, of Oxney Colne. He +was the antiquarian of Dartmoor. That was his line of life. It was in +that capacity that he was known to the Devonshire world; it was as such +that he journeyed about with his humble carpet-bag, staying away from his +parsonage a night or two at a time; it was in that character that he +received now and again stray visitors in the single spare bedroom—not +friends asked to see him and his girl because of their friendship—but men +who knew something as to this buried stone, or that old land-mark. In +all these things his daughter let him have his own way, assisting and +encouraging him. That was his line of life, and therefore she respected +it. But in all other matters she chose to be paramount at the parsonage. + +Mr. Woolsworthy was a little man, who always wore, except on Sundays, +grey clothes—clothes of so light a grey that they would hardly have been +regarded as clerical in a district less remote. He had now reached a +goodly age, being full seventy years old; but still he was wiry and +active, and showed but few symptoms of decay. His head was bald, and the +few remaining locks that surrounded it were nearly white. But there was +a look of energy about his mouth, and a humour in his light grey eye, +which forbade those who knew him to regard him altogether as an old man. +As it was, he could walk from Oxney Colne to Priestown, fifteen long +Devonshire miles across the moor; and he who could do that could hardly +be regarded as too old for work. + +But our present story will have more to do with his daughter than with +him. A pretty girl, I have said, was Patience Woolsworthy; and one, too, +in many ways remarkable. She had taken her outlook into life, weighing +the things which she had and those which she had not, in a manner very +unusual, and, as a rule, not always desirable for a young lady. The +things which she had not were very many. She had not society; she had +not a fortune; she had not any assurance of future means of livelihood; +she had not high hope of procuring for herself a position in life by +marriage; she had not that excitement and pleasure in life which she read +of in such books as found their way down to Oxney Colne Parsonage. It +would be easy to add to the list of the things which she had not; and +this list against herself she made out with the utmost vigour. The +things which she had, or those rather which she assured herself of +having, were much more easily counted. She had the birth and education +of a lady, the strength of a healthy woman, and a will of her own. Such +was the list as she made it out for herself, and I protest that I assert +no more than the truth in saying that she never added to it either +beauty, wit, or talent. + +I began these descriptions by saying that Oxney Colne would, of all +places, be the best spot from which a tourist could visit those parts of +Devonshire, but for the fact that he could obtain there none of the +accommodation which tourists require. A brother antiquarian might, +perhaps, in those days have done so, seeing that there was, as I have +said, a spare bedroom at the parsonage. Any intimate friend of Miss Le +Smyrger’s might be as fortunate, for she was equally well provided at +Oxney Combe, by which name her house was known. But Miss Le Smyrger was +not given to extensive hospitality, and it was only to those who were +bound to her, either by ties of blood or of very old friendship, that she +delighted to open her doors. As her old friends were very few in number, +as those few lived at a distance, and as her nearest relations were +higher in the world than she was, and were said by herself to look down +upon her, the visits made to Oxney Combe were few and far between. + +But now, at the period of which I am writing, such a visit was about to +be made. Miss Le Smyrger had a younger sister, who had inherited a +property in the parish of Oxney Colne equal to that of the lady who now +lived there; but this the younger sister had inherited beauty also, and +she therefore, in early life, had found sundry lovers, one of whom became +her husband. She had married a man even then well to do in the world, +but now rich and almost mighty; a Member of Parliament, a lord of this +and that board, a man who had a house in Eaton Square, and a park in the +north of England; and in this way her course of life had been very much +divided from that of our Miss Le Smyrger. But the Lord of the Government +Board had been blessed with various children; and perhaps it was now +thought expedient to look after Aunt Penelope’s Devonshire acres. Aunt +Penelope was empowered to leave them to whom she pleased; and though it +was thought in Eaton Square that she must, as a matter of course, leave +them to one of the family, nevertheless a little cousinly intercourse +might make the thing more certain. I will not say that this was the sole +cause of such a visit, but in these days a visit was to be made by +Captain Broughton to his aunt. Now Captain John Broughton was the second +son of Alfonso Broughton, of Clapham Park and Eaton Square, Member of +Parliament, and Lord of the aforesaid Government Board. + +“And what do you mean to do with him?” Patience Woolsworthy asked of Miss +Le Smyrger when that lady walked over from the Combe to say that her +nephew John was to arrive on the following morning. + +“Do with him? Why I shall bring him over here to talk to your father.” + +“He’ll be too fashionable for that; and papa won’t trouble his head about +him if he finds that he doesn’t care for Dartmoor.” + +“Then he may fall in love with you, my dear.” + +“Well, yes; there’s that resource at any rate, and for your sake I dare +say I should be more civil to him than papa. But he’ll soon get tired of +making love, and what you’ll do then I cannot imagine.” + +That Miss Woolsworthy felt no interest in the coming of the Captain I +will not pretend to say. The advent of any stranger with whom she would +be called on to associate must be matter of interest to her in that +secluded place; and she was not so absolutely unlike other young ladies +that the arrival of an unmarried young man would be the same to her as +the advent of some patriarchal paterfamilias. In taking that outlook +into life of which I have spoken, she had never said to herself that she +despised those things from which other girls received the excitement, the +joys, and the disappointment of their lives. She had simply given +herself to understand that very little of such things would come her way, +and that it behoved her to live—to live happily if such might be +possible—without experiencing the need of them. She had heard, when +there was no thought of any such visit to Oxney Colne, that John +Broughton was a handsome, clever man—one who thought much of himself, and +was thought much of by others—that there had been some talk of his +marrying a great heiress, which marriage, however, had not taken place +through unwillingness on his part, and that he was on the whole a man of +more mark in the world than the ordinary captain of ordinary regiments. + +Captain Broughton came to Oxney Combe, stayed there a fortnight,—the +intended period for his projected visit having been fixed at three or +four days,—and then went his way. He went his way back to his London +haunts, the time of the year then being the close of the Easter holidays; +but as he did so he told his aunt that he should assuredly return to her +in the autumn. + +“And assuredly I shall be happy to see you, John—if you come with a +certain purpose. If you have no such purpose, you had better remain +away.” + +“I shall assuredly come,” the Captain had replied, and then he had gone +on his journey. + +The summer passed rapidly by, and very little was said between Miss Le +Smyrger and Miss Woolsworthy about Captain Broughton. In many +respects—nay, I may say, as to all ordinary matters, no two women could +well be more intimate with each other than they were,—and more than that, +they had the courage each to talk to the other with absolute truth as to +things concerning themselves—a courage in which dear friends often fail. +But nevertheless, very little was said between them about Captain John +Broughton. All that was said may be here repeated. + +“John says that he shall return here in August,” Miss Le Smyrger said, as +Patience was sitting with her in the parlour at Oxney Combe, on the +morning after that gentleman’s departure. + +“He told me so himself,” said Patience; and as she spoke her round dark +eyes assumed a look of more than ordinary self-will. If Miss Le Smyrger +had intended to carry the conversation any further, she changed her mind +as she looked at her companion. Then, as I said, the summer ran by, and +towards the close of the warm days of July, Miss Le Smyrger, sitting in +the same chair in the same room, again took up the conversation. + +“I got a letter from John this morning. He says that he shall be here on +the third.” + +“Does he?” + +“He is very punctual to the time he named.” + +“Yes; I fancy that he is a punctual man,” said Patience. + +“I hope that you will be glad to see him,” said Miss Le Smyrger. + +“Very glad to see him,” said Patience, with a bold clear voice; and then +the conversation was again dropped, and nothing further was said till +after Captain Broughton’s second arrival in the parish. + +Four months had then passed since his departure, and during that time +Miss Woolsworthy had performed all her usual daily duties in their +accustomed course. No one could discover that she had been less careful +in her household matters than had been her wont, less willing to go among +her poor neighbours, or less assiduous in her attentions to her father. +But not the less was there a feeling in the minds of those around her +that some great change had come upon her. She would sit during the long +summer evenings on a certain spot outside the parsonage orchard, at the +top of a small sloping field in which their solitary cow was always +pastured, with a book on her knees before her, but rarely reading. There +she would sit, with the beautiful view down to the winding river below +her, watching the setting sun, and thinking, thinking, thinking—thinking +of something of which she had never spoken. Often would Miss Le Smyrger +come upon her there, and sometimes would pass by her even without a word; +but never—never once did she dare to ask her of the matter of her +thoughts. But she knew the matter well enough. No confession was +necessary to inform her that Patience Woolsworthy was in love with John +Broughton—ay, in love, to the full and entire loss of her whole heart. + +On one evening she was so sitting till the July sun had fallen and hidden +himself for the night, when her father came upon her as he returned from +one of his rambles on the moor. “Patty,” he said, “you are always +sitting there now. Is it not late? Will you not be cold?” + +“No, papa,” said she, “I shall not be cold.” + +“But won’t you come to the house? I miss you when you come in so late +that there’s no time to say a word before we go to bed.” + +She got up and followed him into the parsonage, and when they were in the +sitting-room together, and the door was closed, she came up to him and +kissed him. “Papa,” she said, “would it make you very unhappy if I were +to leave you?” + +“Leave me!” he said, startled by the serious and almost solemn tone of +her voice. “Do you mean for always?” + +“If I were to marry, papa?” + +“Oh, marry! No; that would not make me unhappy. It would make me very +happy, Patty, to see you married to a man you would love—very, very +happy; though my days would be desolate without you.” + +“That is it, papa. What would you do if I went from you?” + +“What would it matter, Patty? I should be free, at any rate, from a load +which often presses heavy on me now. What will you do when I shall leave +you? A few more years and all will be over with me. But who is it, +love? Has anybody said anything to you?” + +“It was only an idea, papa. I don’t often think of such a thing; but I +did think of it then.” And so the subject was allowed to pass by. This +had happened before the day of the second arrival had been absolutely +fixed and made known to Miss Woolsworthy. + +And then that second arrival took place. The reader may have understood +from the words with which Miss Le Smyrger authorised her nephew to make +his second visit to Oxney Combe that Miss Woolsworthy’s passion was not +altogether unauthorised. Captain Broughton had been told that he was not +to come unless he came with a certain purpose; and having been so told, +he still persisted in coming. There can be no doubt but that he well +understood the purport to which his aunt alluded. “I shall assuredly +come,” he had said. And true to his word, he was now there. + +Patience knew exactly the hour at which he must arrive at the station at +Newton Abbot, and the time also which it would take to travel over those +twelve uphill miles from the station to Oxney. It need hardly be said +that she paid no visit to Miss Le Smyrger’s house on that afternoon; but +she might have known something of Captain Broughton’s approach without +going thither. His road to the Combe passed by the parsonage-gate, and +had Patience sat even at her bedroom window she must have seen him. But +on such a morning she would not sit at her bedroom window—she would do +nothing which would force her to accuse herself of a restless longing for +her lover’s coming. It was for him to seek her. If he chose to do so, +he knew the way to the parsonage. + +Miss Le Smyrger—good, dear, honest, hearty Miss Le Smyrger, was in a +fever of anxiety on behalf of her friend. It was not that she wished her +nephew to marry Patience—or rather that she had entertained any such wish +when he first came,—among them. She was not given to match-making, and +moreover thought, or had thought within herself, that they of Oxney Colne +could do very well without any admixture from Eaton Square. Her plan of +life had been that, when old Mr. Woolsworthy was taken away from +Dartmoor, Patience should live with her; and that when she also shuffled +off her coil, then Patience Woolsworthy should be the maiden mistress of +Oxney Combe—of Oxney Combe and Mr. Cloysey’s farm—to the utter detriment +of all the Broughtons. Such had been her plan before nephew John had +come among them—a plan not to be spoken of till the coming of that dark +day which should make Patience an orphan. But now her nephew had been +there, and all was to be altered. Miss Le Smyrger’s plan would have +provided a companion for her old age; but that had not been her chief +object. She had thought more of Patience than of herself, and now it +seemed that a prospect of a higher happiness was opening for her friend. + +“John,” she said, as soon as the first greetings were over, “do you +remember the last words that I said to you before you went away?” Now, +for myself, I much admire Miss Le Smyrger’s heartiness, but I do not +think much of her discretion. It would have been better, perhaps, had +she allowed things to take their course. + +“I can’t say that I do,” said the Captain. At the same time the Captain +did remember very well what those last words had been. + +“I am so glad to see you, so delighted to see you, if—if—if—,” and then +she paused, for with all her courage she hardly dared to ask her nephew +whether he had come there with the express purpose of asking Miss +Woolsworthy to marry him. + +To tell the truth, for there is no room for mystery within the limits of +this short story,—to tell, I say, at a word the plain and simple truth, +Captain Broughton had already asked that question. On the day before he +left Oxney Come, he had in set terms proposed to the parson’s daughter, +and indeed the words, the hot and frequent words, which previously to +that had fallen like sweetest honey into the ears of Patience +Woolsworthy, had made it imperative on him to do so. When a man in such +a place as that has talked to a girl of love day after day, must not he +talk of it to some definite purpose on the day on which he leaves her? +Or if he do not, must he not submit to be regarded as false, selfish, and +almost fraudulent? Captain Broughton, however, had asked the question +honestly and truly. He had done so honestly and truly, but in words, or, +perhaps, simply with a tone, that had hardly sufficed to satisfy the +proud spirit of the girl he loved. She by that time had confessed to +herself that she loved him with all her heart; but she had made no such +confession to him. To him she had spoken no word, granted no favour, +that any lover might rightfully regard as a token of love returned. She +had listened to him as he spoke, and bade him keep such sayings for the +drawing-rooms of his fashionable friends. Then he had spoken out and had +asked for that hand,—not, perhaps, as a suitor tremulous with hope,—but +as a rich man who knows that he can command that which he desires to +purchase. + +“You should think more of this,” she had said to him at last. “If you +would really have me for your wife, it will not be much to you to return +here again when time for thinking of it shall have passed by.” With +these words she had dismissed him, and now he had again come back to +Oxney Colne. But still she would not place herself at the window to look +for him, nor dress herself in other than her simple morning country +dress, nor omit one item of her daily work. If he wished to take her at +all, he should wish to take her as she really was, in her plain country +life, but he should take her also with full observance of all those +privileges which maidens are allowed to claim from their lovers. He +should contract no ceremonious observance because she was the daughter of +a poor country parson who would come to him without a shilling, whereas +he stood high in the world’s books. He had asked her to give him all +that she had, and that all she was ready to give, without stint. But the +gift must be valued before it could be given or received, he also was to +give her as much, and she would accept it as beyond all price. But she +would not allow that that which was offered to her was in any degree the +more precious because of his outward worldly standing. + +She would not pretend to herself that she thought he would come to her +that day, and therefore she busied herself in the kitchen and about the +house, giving directions to her two maids as though the afternoon would +pass as all other days did pass in that household. They usually dined at +four, and she rarely in these summer months went far from the house +before that hour. At four precisely she sat down with her father, and +then said that she was going up as far as Helpholme after dinner. +Helpholme was a solitary farmhouse in another parish, on the border of +the moor, and Mr. Woolsworthy asked her whether he should accompany her. + +“Do, papa,” she said, “if you are not too tired.” And yet she had +thought how probable it might be that she should meet John Broughton on +her walk. And so it was arranged; but just as dinner was over, Mr. +Woolsworthy remembered himself. + +“Gracious me,” he said, “how my memory is going. Gribbles, from +Ivybridge, and old John Poulter, from Bovey, are coming to meet here by +appointment. You can’t put Helpholme off till to-morrow?” + +Patience, however, never put off anything, and therefore at six o’clock, +when her father had finished his slender modicum of toddy, she tied on +her hat and went on her walk. She started with a quick step, and left no +word to say by which route she would go. As she passed up along the +little lane which led towards Oxney Combe, she would not even look to see +if he was coming towards her; and when she left the road, passing over a +stone stile into a little path which ran first through the upland fields, +and then across the moor ground towards Helpholme, she did not look back +once, or listen for his coming step. + +She paid her visit, remaining upwards of an hour with the old bedridden +mother of the tenant of Helpholme. “God bless you, my darling!” said the +old woman as she left her; “and send you some one to make your own path +bright and happy through the world.” These words were still ringing in +her ears with all their significance as she saw John Broughton waiting +for her at the first stile which she had to pass after leaving the +farmer’s haggard. + +“Patty,” he said, as he took her hand, and held it close within both his +own, “what a chase I have had after you!” + +“And who asked you, Captain Broughton?” she answered, smiling. “If the +journey was too much for your poor London strength, could you not have +waited till to-morrow morning, when you would have found me at the +parsonage?” But she did not draw her hand away from him, or in any way +pretend that he had not a right to accost her as a lover. + +“No, I could not wait. I am more eager to see those I love than you seem +to be.” + +“How do you know whom I love, or how eager I might be to see them? There +is an old woman there whom I love, and I have thought nothing of this +walk with the object of seeing her.” And now, slowly drawing her hand +away from him, she pointed to the farmhouse which she had left. + +“Patty,” he said, after a minute’s pause, during which she had looked +full into his face with all the force of her bright eyes; “I have come +from London to-day, straight down here to Oxney, and from my aunt’s house +close upon your footsteps after you, to ask you that one question—Do you +love me?” + +“What a Hercules!” she said, again laughing. “Do you really mean that +you left London only this morning? Why, you must have been five hours in +a railway carriage and two in a postchaise, not to talk of the walk +afterwards. You ought to take more care of yourself, Captain Broughton!” + +He would have been angry with her—for he did not like to be quizzed—had +she not put her hand on his arm as she spoke, and the softness of her +touch had redeemed the offence of her words. + +“All that I have done,” said he, “that I may hear one word from you.” + +“That any word of mine should have such potency! But let us walk on, or +my father will take us for some of the standing stones of the moor. How +have you found your aunt? If you only knew the cares that have sat on +her dear shoulders for the last week past, in order that your high +mightiness might have a sufficiency to eat and drink in these desolate +half-starved regions!” + +“She might have saved herself such anxiety. No one can care less for +such things than I do.” + +“And yet I think I have heard you boast of the cook of your club.” And +then again there was silence for a minute or two. + +“Patty,” said he, stopping again in the path; “answer my question. I +have a right to demand an answer. Do you love me?” + +“And what if I do? What if I have been so silly as to allow your +perfections to be too many for my weak heart? What then, Captain +Broughton?” + +“It cannot be that you love me, or you would not joke now.” + +“Perhaps not, indeed,” she said. It seemed as though she were resolved +not to yield an inch in her own humour. And then again they walked on. + +“Patty,” he said once more, “I shall get an answer from you +to-night,—this evening; now, during this walk, or I shall return +to-morrow, and never revisit this spot again.” + +“Oh, Captain Broughton, how should we ever manage to live without you?” + +“Very well,” he said; “up to the end of this walk I can hear it all;—and +one word spoken then will mend it all.” + +During the whole of this time she felt that she was ill-using him. She +knew that she loved him with all her heart; that it would nearly kill her +to part with him; that she had heard his renewed offer with an ecstacy of +joy. She acknowledged to herself that he was giving proof of his +devotion as strong as any which a girl could receive from her lover. And +yet she could hardly bring herself to say the word he longed to hear. +That word once said, and then she knew that she must succumb to her love +for ever! That word once said, and there would be nothing for her but to +spoil him with her idolatry! That word once said, and she must continue +to repeat it into his ears, till perhaps he might be tired of hearing it! +And now he had threatened her, and how could she speak after that? She +certainly would not speak it unless he asked her again without such +threat. And so they walked on in silence. + +“Patty,” he said at last. “By the heavens above us you shall answer me. +Do you love me?” + +She now stood still, and almost trembled as she looked up into his face. +She stood opposite to him for a moment, and then placing her two hands on +his shoulders, she answered him. “I do, I do, I do,” she said, “with all +my heart; with all my heart—with all my heart and strength.” And then +her head fell upon his breast. + +* * * + +Captain Broughton was almost as much surprised as delighted by the warmth +of the acknowledgment made by the eager-hearted passionate girl whom he +now held within his arms. She had said it now; the words had been +spoken; and there was nothing for her but to swear to him over and over +again with her sweetest oaths, that those words were true—true as her +soul. And very sweet was the walk down from thence to the parsonage +gate. He spoke no more of the distance of the ground, or the length of +his day’s journey. But he stopped her at every turn that he might press +her arm the closer to his own, that he might look into the brightness of +her eyes, and prolong his hour of delight. There were no more gibes now +on her tongue, no raillery at his London finery, no laughing comments on +his coming and going. With downright honesty she told him everything: +how she had loved him before her heart was warranted in such a passion; +how, with much thinking, she had resolved that it would be unwise to take +him at his first word, and had thought it better that he should return to +London, and then think over it; how she had almost repented of her +courage when she had feared, during those long summer days, that he would +forget her; and how her heart had leapt for joy when her old friend had +told her that he was coming. + +“And yet,” said he, “you were not glad to see me!” + +“Oh, was I not glad? You cannot understand the feelings of a girl who +has lived secluded as I have done. Glad is no word for the joy I felt. +But it was not seeing you that I cared for so much. It was the knowledge +that you were near me once again. I almost wish now that I had not seen +you till to-morrow.” But as she spoke she pressed his arm, and this +caress gave the lie to her last words. + +“No, do not come in to-night,” she said, when she reached the little +wicket that led up to the parsonage. “Indeed, you shall not. I could +not behave myself properly if you did.” + +“But I don’t want you to behave properly.” + +“Oh! I am to keep that for London, am I? But, nevertheless, Captain +Broughton, I will not invite you either to tea or to supper to-night.” + +“Surely I may shake hands with your father.” + +“Not to-night—not till—John, I may tell him, may I not? I must tell him +at once.” + +“Certainly,” said he. + +“And then you shall see him to-morrow. Let me see—at what hour shall I +bid you come?” + +“To breakfast.” + +“No, indeed. What on earth would your aunt do with her broiled turkey +and the cold pie? I have got no cold pie for you.” + +“I hate cold pie.” + +“What a pity! But, John, I should be forced to leave you directly after +breakfast. Come down—come down at two, or three; and then I will go back +with you to Aunt Penelope. I must see her to-morrow;” and so at last the +matter was settled, and the happy Captain, as he left her, was hardly +resisted in his attempt to press her lips to his own. + +When she entered the parlour in which her father was sitting, there still +were Gribbles and Poulter discussing some knotty point of Devon lore. So +Patience took off her hat, and sat herself down, waiting till they should +go. For full an hour she had to wait, and then Gribbles and Poulter did +go. But it was not in such matters as this that Patience Woolsworthy was +impatient. She could wait, and wait, and wait, curbing herself for weeks +and months, while the thing waited for was in her eyes good; but she +could not curb her hot thoughts or her hot words when things came to be +discussed which she did not think to be good. + +“Papa,” she said, when Gribbles’ long-drawn last word had been spoken at +the door. “Do you remember how I asked you the other day what you would +say if I were to leave you?” + +“Yes, surely,” he replied, looking up at her in astonishment. + +“I am going to leave you now,” she said. “Dear, dearest father, how am I +to go from you?” + +“Going to leave me,” said he, thinking of her visit to Helpholme, and +thinking of nothing else. + +Now, there had been a story about Helpholme. That bedridden old lady +there had a stalwart son, who was now the owner of the Helpholme +pastures. But though owner in fee of all those wild acres, and of the +cattle which they supported, he was not much above the farmers around +him, either in manners or education. He had his merits, however; for he +was honest, well-to-do in the world, and modest withal. How strong love +had grown up, springing from neighbourly kindness, between our Patience +and his mother, it needs not here to tell; but rising from it had come +another love—or an ambition which might have grown to love. The young +man, after much thought, had not dared to speak to Miss Woolsworthy, but +he had sent a message by Miss Le Smyrger. If there could be any hope for +him, he would present himself as a suitor—on trial. He did not owe a +shilling in the world, and had money by him—saved. He wouldn’t ask the +parson for a shilling of fortune. Such had been the tenor of his +message, and Miss Le Smyrger had delivered it faithfully. “He does not +mean it,” Patience had said with her stern voice. “Indeed he does, my +dear. You may be sure he is in earnest,” Miss Le Smyrger had replied; +“and there is not an honester man in these parts.” + +“Tell him,” said Patience, not attending to the latter portion of her +friend’s last speech, “that it cannot be—make him understand, you +know—and tell him also that the matter shall be thought of no more.” The +matter had, at any rate, been spoken of no more, but the young farmer +still remained a bachelor, and Helpholme still wanted a mistress. But +all this came back upon the parson’s mind when his daughter told him that +she was about to leave him. + +“Yes, dearest,” she said; and as she spoke she now knelt at his knees. +“I have been asked in marriage, and I have given myself away.” + +“Well, my love, if you will be happy—” + +“I hope I shall; I think I shall. But you, papa?” + +“You will not be far from us.” + +“Oh, yes; in London.” + +“In London?” + +“Captain Broughton lives in London generally.” + +“And has Captain Broughton asked you to marry him?” + +“Yes, papa—who else? Is he not good? Will you not love him? Oh, papa, +do not say that I am wrong to love him?” + +He never told her his mistake, or explained to her that he had not +thought it possible that the high-placed son of the London great man +should have fallen in love with his undowered daughter; but he embraced +her, and told her, with all his enthusiasm, that he rejoiced in her joy, +and would be happy in her happiness. “My own Patty,” he said, “I have +ever known that you were too good for this life of ours here.” And then +the evening wore away into the night, with many tears, but still with +much happiness. + +Captain Broughton, as he walked back to Oxney Combe, made up his mind +that he would say nothing on the matter to his aunt till the next +morning. He wanted to think over it all, and to think it over, if +possible, by himself. He had taken a step in life, the most important +that a man is ever called on to take, and he had to reflect whether or no +he had taken it with wisdom. + +“Have you seen her?” said Miss Le Smyrger, very anxiously, when he came +into the drawing-room. + +“Miss Woolsworthy you mean,” said he. “Yes, I’ve seen her. As I found +her out, I took a long walk, and happened to meet her. Do you know, +aunt, I think I’ll go to bed; I was up at five this morning, and have +been on the move ever since.” + +Miss Le Smyrger perceived that she was to hear nothing that evening, so +she handed him his candlestick and allowed him to go to his room. + +But Captain Broughton did not immediately retire to bed, nor when he did +so was he able to sleep at once. Had this step that he had taken been a +wise one? He was not a man who, in worldly matters, had allowed things +to arrange themselves for him, as is the case with so many men. He had +formed views for himself, and had a theory of life. Money for money’s +sake he had declared to himself to be bad. Money, as a concomitant to +things which were in themselves good, he had declared to himself to be +good also. That concomitant in this affair of his marriage, he had now +missed. Well; he had made up his mind to that, and would put up with the +loss. He had means of living of his own, the means not so extensive as +might have been desirable. That it would be well for him to become a +married man, looking merely to the state of life as opposed to his +present state, he had fully resolved. On that point, therefore, there +was nothing to repent. That Patty Woolsworthy was good, affectionate, +clever, and beautiful, he was sufficiently satisfied. It would be odd +indeed if he were not so satisfied now, seeing that for the last four +months he had so declared to himself daily with many inward +asseverations. And yet though he repeated, now again, that he was +satisfied, I do not think that he was so fully satisfied of it as he had +been throughout the whole of those four months. It is sad to say so, but +I fear—I fear that such was the case. When you have your plaything, how +much of the anticipated pleasure vanishes, especially if it be won +easily. + +He had told none of his family what were his intentions in this second +visit to Devonshire, and now he had to bethink himself whether they would +be satisfied. What would his sister say, she who had married the +Honourable Augustus Gumbleton, gold-stick-in-waiting to Her Majesty’s +Privy Council? Would she receive Patience with open arms, and make much +of her about London? And then how far would London suit Patience, or +would Patience suit London? There would be much for him to do in +teaching her, and it would be well for him to set about the lesson +without loss of time. So far he got that night, but when the morning +came he went a step further, and began mentally to criticise her manner +to himself. It had been very sweet, that warm, that full, that ready +declaration of love. Yes; it had been very sweet; but—but—; when, after +her little jokes, she did confess her love, had she not been a little too +free for feminine excellence? A man likes to be told that he is loved, +but he hardly wishes that the girl he is to marry should fling herself at +his head! + +Ah me! yes; it was thus he argued to himself as on that morning he went +through the arrangements of his toilet. “Then he was a brute,” you say, +my pretty reader. I have never said that he was not a brute. But this I +remark, that many such brutes are to be met with in the beaten paths of +the world’s highway. When Patience Woolsworthy had answered him coldly, +bidding him go back to London and think over his love; while it seemed +from her manner that at any rate as yet she did not care for him; while +he was absent from her, and, therefore, longing for her, the possession +of her charms, her talent and bright honesty of purpose had seemed to him +a thing most desirable. Now they were his own. They had, in fact, been +his own from the first. The heart of this country-bred girl had fallen +at the first word from his mouth. Had she not so confessed to him? She +was very nice—very nice indeed. He loved her dearly. But had he not +sold himself too cheaply? + +I by no means say that he was not a brute. But whether brute or no, he +was an honest man, and had no remotest dream, either then, on that +morning, or during the following days on which such thoughts pressed more +quickly on his mind—of breaking away from his pledged word. At breakfast +on that morning he told all to Miss Le Smyrger, and that lady, with warm +and gracious intentions, confided to him her purpose regarding her +property. “I have always regarded Patience as my heir,” she said, “and +shall do so still.” + +“Oh, indeed,” said Captain Broughton. + +“But it is a great, great pleasure to me to think that she will give back +the little property to my sister’s child. You will have your mother’s, +and thus it will all come together again.” + +“Ah!” said Captain Broughton. He had his own ideas about property, and +did not, even under existing circumstances, like to hear that his aunt +considered herself at liberty to leave the acres away to one who was by +blood quite a stranger to the family. + +“Does Patience know of this?” he asked. + +“Not a word,” said Miss Le Smyrger. And then nothing more was said upon +the subject. + +On that afternoon he went down and received the parson’s benediction and +congratulations with a good grace. Patience said very little on the +occasion, and indeed was absent during the greater part of the interview. +The two lovers then walked up to Oxney Combe, and there were more +benedictions and more congratulations. “All went merry as a marriage +bell,” at any rate as far as Patience was concerned. Not a word had yet +fallen from that dear mouth, not a look had yet come over that handsome +face, which tended in any way to mar her bliss. Her first day of +acknowledged love was a day altogether happy, and when she prayed for him +as she knelt beside her bed there was no feeling in her mind that any +fear need disturb her joy. + +I will pass over the next three or four days very quickly, merely saying +that Patience did not find them so pleasant as that first day after her +engagement. There was something in her lover’s manner—something which at +first she could not define—which by degrees seemed to grate against her +feelings. + +He was sufficiently affectionate, that being a matter on which she did +not require much demonstration; but joined to his affection there seemed +to be—; she hardly liked to suggest to herself a harsh word, but could it +be possible that he was beginning to think that she was not good enough +for him? And then she asked herself the question—was she good enough for +him? If there were doubt about that, the match should be broken off, +though she tore her own heart out in the struggle. The truth, however, +was this—that he had begun that teaching which he had already found to be +so necessary. Now, had any one essayed to teach Patience German or +mathematics, with that young lady’s free consent, I believe that she +would have been found a meek scholar. But it was not probable that she +would be meek when she found a self-appointed tutor teaching her manners +and conduct without her consent. + +So matters went on for four or five days, and on the evening of the fifth +day Captain Broughton and his aunt drank tea at the parsonage. Nothing +very especial occurred; but as the parson and Miss La Smyrger insisted on +playing backgammon with devoted perseverance during the whole evening, +Broughton had a good opportunity of saying a word or two about those +changes in his lady-love which a life in London would require—and some +word he said also—some single slight word as to the higher station in +life to which he would exalt his bride. Patience bore it—for her father +and Miss La Smyrger were in the room—she bore it well, speaking no +syllable of anger, and enduring, for the moment, the implied scorn of the +old parsonage. Then the evening broke up, and Captain Broughton walked +back to Oxney Combe with his aunt. “Patty,” her father said to her +before they went to bed, “he seems to me to be a most excellent young +man.” “Dear papa,” she answered, kissing him. “And terribly deep in +love,” said Mr. Woolsworthy. “Oh, I don’t know about that,” she +answered, as she left him with her sweetest smile. But though she could +thus smile at her father’s joke, she had already made up her mind that +there was still something to be learned as to her promised husband before +she could place herself altogether in his hands. She would ask him +whether he thought himself liable to injury from this proposed marriage; +and though he should deny any such thought, she would know from the +manner of his denial what his true feelings were. + +And he, too, on that night, during his silent walk with Miss Le Smyrger, +had entertained some similar thoughts. “I fear she is obstinate,” he +said to himself; and then he had half accused her of being sullen also. +“If that be her temper, what a life of misery I have before me!” + +“Have you fixed a day yet?” his aunt asked him as they came near to her +house. + +“No, not yet; I don’t know whether it will suit me to fix it before I +leave.” + +“Why, it was but the other day you were in such a hurry.” + +“Ah—yes—I have thought more about it since then.” + +“I should have imagined that this would depend on what Patty thinks,” +said Miss Le Smyrger, standing up for the privileges of her sex. “It is +presumed that the gentleman is always ready as soon as the lady will +consent.” + +“Yes, in ordinary cases it is so; but when a girl is taken out of her own +sphere—” + +“Her own sphere! Let me caution you, Master John, not to talk to Patty +about her own sphere.” + +“Aunt Penelope, as Patience is to be my wife and not yours, I must claim +permission to speak to her on such subjects as may seem suitable to me.” +And then they parted—not in the best humour with each other. + +On the following day Captain Broughton and Miss Woolsworthy did not meet +till the evening. She had said, before those few ill-omened words had +passed her lover’s lips, that she would probably be at Miss Le Smyrger’s +house on the following morning. Those ill-omened words did pass her +lover’s lips, and then she remained at home. This did not come from +sullenness, nor even from anger, but from a conviction that it would be +well that she should think much before she met him again. Nor was he +anxious to hurry a meeting. His thought—his base thought—was this; that +she would be sure to come up to the Combe after him; but she did not +come, and therefore in the evening he went down to her, and asked her to +walk with him. + +They went away by the path that led to Helpholme, and little was said +between them till they had walked some mile together. + +Patience, as she went along the path, remembered almost to the letter the +sweet words which had greeted her ears as she came down that way with him +on the night of his arrival; but he remembered nothing of that sweetness +then. Had he not made an ass of himself during these last six months? +That was the thought which very much had possession of his mind. + +“Patience,” he said at last, having hitherto spoken only an indifferent +word now and again since they had left the parsonage, “Patience, I hope +you realise the importance of the step which you and I are about to +take?” + +“Of course I do,” she answered. “What an odd question that is for you to +ask!” + +“Because,” said he, “sometimes I almost doubt it. It seems to me as +though you thought you could remove yourself from here to your new home +with no more trouble than when you go from home up to the Combe.” + +“Is that meant for a reproach, John?” + +“No, not for a reproach, but for advice. Certainly not for a reproach.” + +“I am glad of that.” + +“But I should wish to make you think how great is the leap in the world +which you are about to take.” Then again they walked on for many steps +before she answered him. + +“Tell me, then, John,” she said, when she had sufficiently considered +what words she should speak; and as she spoke a bright colour suffused +her face, and her eyes flashed almost with anger. “What leap do you +mean? Do you mean a leap upwards?” + +“Well, yes; I hope it will be so.” + +“In one sense, certainly, it would be a leap upwards. To be the wife of +the man I loved; to have the privilege of holding his happiness in my +hand; to know that I was his own—the companion whom he had chosen out of +all the world—that would, indeed, be a leap upwards; a leap almost to +heaven, if all that were so. But if you mean upwards in any other +sense—” + +“I was thinking of the social scale.” + +“Then, Captain Broughton, your thoughts were doing me dishonour.” + +“Doing you dishonour!” + +“Yes, doing me dishonour. That your father is, in the world’s esteem, a +greater man than mine is doubtless true enough. That you, as a man, are +richer than I am as a woman, is doubtless also true. But you dishonour +me, and yourself also, if these things can weigh with you now.” + +“Patience,—I think you can hardly know what words you are saying to me.” + +“Pardon me, but I think I do. Nothing that you can give me—no gifts of +that description—can weigh aught against that which I am giving you. If +you had all the wealth and rank of the greatest lord in the land, it +would count as nothing in such a scale. If—as I have not doubted—if in +return for my heart you have given me yours, then—then—then you have paid +me fully. But when gifts such as those are going, nothing else can count +even as a make-weight.” + +“I do not quite understand you,” he answered, after a pause. “I fear you +are a little high-flown.” And then, while the evening was still early, +they walked back to the parsonage almost without another word. + +Captain Broughton at this time had only one full day more to remain at +Oxney Colne. On the afternoon following that he was to go as far as +Exeter, and thence return to London. Of course, it was to be expected +that the wedding day would be fixed before he went, and much had been +said about it during the first day or two of his engagement. Then he had +pressed for an early time, and Patience, with a girl’s usual diffidence, +had asked for some little delay. But now nothing was said on the +subject; and how was it probable that such a matter could be settled +after such a conversation as that which I have related? That evening, +Miss Le Smyrger asked whether the day had been fixed. “No,” said Captain +Broughton, harshly; “nothing has been fixed.” “But it will be arranged +before you go?” “Probably not,” he said; and then the subject was +dropped for the time. + +“John,” she said, just before she went to bed, “if there be anything +wrong between you and Patience, I conjure you to tell me.” + +“You had better ask her,” he replied. “I can tell you nothing.” + +On the following morning he was much surprised by seeing Patience on the +gravel path before Miss Le Smyrger’s gate immediately after breakfast. +He went to the door to open it for her, and she, as she gave him her +hand, told him that she came up to speak to him. There was no hesitation +in her manner, nor any look of anger in her face. But there was in her +gait and form, in her voice and countenance, a fixedness of purpose which +he had never seen before, or at any rate had never acknowledged. + +“Certainly,” said he. “Shall I come out with you, or will you come up +stairs?” + +“We can sit down in the summer-house,” she said; and thither they both +went. + +“Captain Broughton,” she said—and she began her task the moment that they +were both seated—“you and I have engaged ourselves as man and wife, but +perhaps we have been over rash.” + +“How so?” said he. + +“It may be—and indeed I will say more—it is the case that we have made +this engagement without knowing enough of each other’s character.” + +“I have not thought so.” + +“The time will perhaps come when you will so think, but for the sake of +all that we most value, let it come before it is too late. What would be +our fate—how terrible would be our misery—if such a thought should come +to either of us after we have linked our lots together.” + +There was a solemnity about her as she thus spoke which almost repressed +him,—which for a time did prevent him from taking that tone of authority +which on such a subject he would choose to adopt. But he recovered +himself. “I hardly think that this comes well from you,” he said. + +“From whom else should it come? Who else can fight my battle for me; +and, John, who else can fight that same battle on your behalf? I tell +you this, that with your mind standing towards me as it does stand at +present, you could not give me your hand at the altar with true words and +a happy conscience. Am I not true? You have half repented of your +bargain already. Is it not so?” + +He did not answer her; but getting up from his seat walked to the front +of the summer-house, and stood there with his back turned upon her. It +was not that he meant to be ungracious, but in truth he did not know how +to answer her. He had half repented of his bargain. + +“John,” she said, getting up and following him, so that she could put her +hand upon his arm, “I have been very angry with you.” + +“Angry with me!” he said, turning sharp upon her. + +“Yes, angry with you. You would have treated me like a child. But that +feeling has gone now. I am not angry now. There is my hand;—the hand of +a friend. Let the words that have been spoken between us be as though +they had not been spoken. Let us both be free.” + +“Do you mean it?” + +“Certainly I mean it.” As she spoke these words her eyes filled with +tears, in spite of all the efforts she could make; but he was not looking +at her, and her efforts had sufficed to prevent any sob from being +audible. + +“With all my heart,” he said; and it was manifest from his tone that he +had no thought of her happiness as he spoke. It was true that she had +been angry with him—angry, as she had herself declared; but nevertheless, +in what she had said and what she had done, she had thought more of his +happiness than of her own. Now she was angry once again. + +“With all your heart, Captain Broughton! Well, so be it. If with all +your heart, then is the necessity so much the greater. You go to-morrow. +Shall we say farewell now?” + +“Patience, I am not going to be lectured.” + +“Certainly not by me. Shall we say farewell now?” + +“Yes, if you are determined.” + +“I am determined. Farewell, Captain Broughton. You have all my wishes +for your happiness.” And she held out her hand to him. + +“Patience!” he said. And he looked at her with a dark frown, as though +he would strive to frighten her into submission. If so, he might have +saved himself any such attempt. + +“Farewell, Captain Broughton. Give me your hand, for I cannot stay.” He +gave her his hand, hardly knowing why he did so. She lifted it to her +lips and kissed it, and then, leaving him, passed from the summer-house +down through the wicket-gate, and straight home to the parsonage. + +During the whole of that day she said no word to any one of what had +occurred. When she was once more at home she went about her household +affairs as she had done on that day of his arrival. When she sat down to +dinner with her father he observed nothing to make him think that she was +unhappy; nor during the evening was there any expression in her face, or +any tone in her voice, which excited his attention. On the following +morning Captain Broughton called at the parsonage, and the servant-girl +brought word to her mistress that he was in the parlour. But she would +not see him. “Laws, miss, you ain’t a quarrelled with your beau?” the +poor girl said. “No, not quarrelled,” she said; “but give him that.” It +was a scrap of paper, containing a word or two in pencil. “It is better +that we should not meet again. God bless you.” And from that day to +this, now more than ten years, they never have met. + +“Papa,” she said to her father that afternoon, “dear papa, do not be +angry with me. It is all over between me and John Broughton. Dearest, +you and I will not be separated.” + +It would be useless here to tell how great was the old man’s surprise and +how true his sorrow. As the tale was told to him no cause was given for +anger with any one. Not a word was spoken against the suitor who had on +that day returned to London with a full conviction that now at least he +was relieved from his engagement. “Patty, my darling child,” he said, +“may God grant that it be for the best!” + +“It is for the best,” she answered stoutly. “For this place I am fit; +and I much doubt whether I am fit for any other.” + +On that day she did not see Miss Le Smyrger, but on the following +morning, knowing that Captain Broughton had gone off, having heard the +wheels of the carriage as they passed by the parsonage gate on his way to +the station,—she walked up to the Combe. + +“He has told you, I suppose?” said she. + +“Yes,” said Miss Le Smyrger. “And I will never see him again unless he +asks your pardon on his knees. I have told him so. I would not even +give him my hand as he went.” + +“But why so, thou kindest one? The fault was mine more than his.” + +“I understand. I have eyes in my head,” said the old maid. “I have +watched him for the last four or five days. If you could have kept the +truth to yourself and bade him keep off from you, he would have been at +your feet now, licking the dust from your shoes.” + +“But, dear friend, I do not want a man to lick dust from my shoes.” + +“Ah, you are a fool. You do not know the value of your own wealth.” + +“True; I have been a fool. I was a fool to think that one coming from +such a life as he has led could be happy with such as I am. I know the +truth now. I have bought the lesson dearly,—but perhaps not too dearly, +seeing that it will never be forgotten.” + +There was but little more said about the matter between our three friends +at Oxney Colne. What, indeed, could be said? Miss Le Smyrger for a year +or two still expected that her nephew would return and claim his bride; +but he has never done so, nor has there been any correspondence between +them. Patience Woolsworthy had learned her lesson dearly. She had given +her whole heart to the man; and, though she so bore herself that no one +was aware of the violence of the struggle, nevertheless the struggle +within her bosom was very violent. She never told herself that she had +done wrong; she never regretted her loss; but yet—yet—the loss was very +hard to bear. He also had loved her, but he was not capable of a love +which could much injure his daily peace. Her daily peace was gone for +many a day to come. + +Her father is still living; but there is a curate now in the parish. In +conjunction with him and with Miss Le Smyrger she spends her time in the +concerns of the parish. In her own eyes she is a confirmed old maid; and +such is my opinion also. The romance of her life was played out in that +summer. She never sits now lonely on the hill-side thinking how much she +might do for one whom she really loved. But with a large heart she loves +many, and, with no romance, she works hard to lighten the burdens of +those she loves. + +As for Captain Broughton, all the world know that he did marry that great +heiress with whom his name was once before connected, and that he is now +a useful member of Parliament, working on committees three or four days a +week with a zeal that is indefatigable. 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