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diff --git a/36199.txt b/36199.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..185f8a8 --- /dev/null +++ b/36199.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9801 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Bijou, by Gyp + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Bijou + +Author: Gyp + +Translator: Alys Hallard + +Release Date: May 23, 2011 [EBook #36199] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BIJOU *** + + + + +Produced by Fritz Ohrenschall, JoAnn Greenwood and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + BIJOU + + BY + GYP + + + _TRANSLATED_ + BY + ALYS HALLARD. + + + LONDON + HUTCHINSON & CO. + 34 PATERNOSTER ROW, E.C. + 1897 + + + + +BIJOU. + + + + +I. + + +MADAME DE BRACIEUX was working for her poor people. She poked her +thick, light, tortoise-shell crochet-needle into the ball of coarse +wool, and putting that down on her lap, lifted her head and looked +across at her great-nephew, Jean de Blaye. + +"Jean," she said, "what are you gazing at that is so interesting? You +stand there with your nose flattened against the window-pane, just +exactly as you did when you were a little boy, and were so +insufferable." + +Jean de Blaye lifted his head abruptly. He had been leaning his +forehead against the glass of the bay-window. + +"I?" he answered, hesitating slightly. "Oh, nothing, aunt--nothing at +all!" + +"Nothing at all? Oh, well, I must say that you seem to be looking at +nothing at all with a great deal of attention." + +"Do not believe him, grandmamma!" said Madame de Rueille in her +beautiful, grave, expressive voice; "he is hoping all the time to see +a cab appear round the bend of the avenue." + +"Is he expecting someone?" asked the marchioness. + +"Oh, no!" explained M. de Rueille, laughing; "but a cab, even a +Pont-sur-Loire cab, would remind him of Paris. Bertrade is teasing +him." + +"I don't care all that much about being reminded of Paris," muttered +Jean, without stirring. + +Madame de Rueille gazed at him in astonishment. "One would almost +think he was in earnest!" she remarked. + +"In earnest, but absent-minded!" said the marchioness, and then, +turning towards a young abbe, who was playing loto with the de Rueille +children, she asked: + +"Monsieur, will you tell us whether there is anything interesting +taking place on the terrace?" + +The abbe, who was seated with his back to the bay-window, looked +behind him over his shoulder, and replied promptly: + +"I do not see anything in the slightest degree interesting, madame." + +"Nothing whatever," affirmed Jean, leaving the window, and taking his +seat on a divan. + +One of the de Rueille children, forgetting his loto cards, and leaving +the abbe to call out the numbers over and over again with untiring +patience, suddenly perched himself up on a chair, and, by his +grimaces, appeared to be making signals to someone through the window. + +"Marcel dear, at whom are you making those horrible grimaces?" asked +the grandmother, puzzled. + +"At Bijou," replied the child; "she is out there gathering flowers." + +"Has she been there long?" asked the marchioness. + +It was the abbe who answered this time. + +"About, ten minutes or a quarter of an hour, madame." + +"And you consider that Bijou is not interesting to look at?" exclaimed +the old lady, laughing. "You are difficult to please, monsieur!" + +Abbe Courteil, who had not been long in the family, and who was +incredibly shy, blushed from the neck-band of his cassock to the roots +of his fair hair, and stammered out in dismay: + +"But, madame, when you asked if anything interesting were taking place +on the terrace, I thought you meant--something--something +extraordinary, and I never thought that the presence of Mademoiselle +Bij--I mean, of Mademoiselle Denyse--as she always gathers her flowers +there at this time every day--I never thought that you would consider +that as--" + +The sentence ended in an unintelligible way, whilst the abbe, very +much confused, continued shaking the numbers about in the bag. + +"That poor abbe," said Bertrade de Rueille, very quietly, "you do +frighten him, grandmamma." + +"Nonsense! nothing of the kind! I do not frighten him; you exaggerate, +my dear." + +And then, after a moment's reflection, Madame de Bracieux continued: + +"The man must be blind then." + +"What man?" + +"Why, your abbe! Good heavens, what stupid answers he makes." + +"But, grandmamma--" + +"No! you will never make me believe that a man could watch Bijou at +work amongst the flowers, and not consider her '_interesting to look +at_!'--no, never!" + +"A man, yes; but then the abbe is not exactly a man." + +"Ah! what is he then, if you please?" + +"Well, a priest is not--" + +"Not exactly like other men in certain respects! no, at least I hope +not; but priests have eyes, I suppose, and you will grant that, if +they have not eyes like those of other men, they have eyes such as a +woman has, at any rate. Will you allow your abbe to have eyes like a +woman?" + +"Why, yes, grandmamma, I will allow him to have any kind of eyes he +likes." + +"That's a good thing. Well, then, any woman looking at Bijou would +perceive that she is charming. Why should an abbe not perceive that +too?" + +"You do not like our poor abbe." + +"Oh, well, you know my opinion. I consider that priests were made for +the churches and not for our houses. Apart from that, I like your abbe +as well as I do any of them. I like him--negatively; I respect him." + +Bertrade laughed, and said in her gentle voice: + +"It scarcely seems like it; you are very rough on him always." + +"I am rough on him, just as I am rough on all of you." + +"Yes, but then we are accustomed to it, whilst he--" + +"Oh, very well, I won't be rough on him again. I will take care; but +you have no idea how tiresome it will be to me. I do like to be able +to speak my mind. It was a strange notion of yours, to have an abbe +for your children." + +"It was Paul; he particularly wished the children to be educated by a +priest, at any rate, to begin with. He is very religious." + +"Well, but so am I--I am very religious, and that is just why I would +never have a priest as tutor. Yes, don't you see, if he should be an +intelligent man, why, just for the sake of one or two, or even several +children--but anyhow only a small number, you make use of his +intelligence, which his calling had destined for the direction of his +flock, and you prevent him from teaching, comforting, and forgiving +the sins of poor creatures, who, as a rule, are much more interesting +than we are. If, on the other hand, the priest should be an imbecile, +why, he just devotes himself conscientiously to distorting the mind of +the little human being entrusted to him, and in both cases you are +responsible, either for the harm you do, or the good you prevent being +done---Ah! here's Bijou, let me look at her; I shall enjoy that more +than talking about your abbe," and the marchioness pointed to her +grand-daughter, who was just entering the room, and who looked like a +walking basket of flowers. + +Denyse de Courtaix, nicknamed Bijou, was an exquisite little creature, +refined-looking, graceful, and slender, and yet all over dimples. She +had large violet eyes, limpid, and full of expression, a straight +nose, turning up almost imperceptibly at the end, a very small mouth, +with very red lips going up merrily at the corners, and showing some +small, milky-white teeth. Her soft, silky hair was of that light +auburn shade so rarely seen nowadays. Her tiny ears were shaded with +pink, like mother-of-pearl, and this same pinky shade was to be seen +not only on her cheeks, but on her forehead, her neck, and her hands. +It shone all over her skin with a rosy gleam. Her eyebrows alone, +which crossed her smooth, intelligent forehead with a very fine, and +almost unbroken dark line, indicated the fact that this frail and +pretty little creature had a will of her own. + +Bijou, who looked about fifteen or sixteen years of age, had attained +her majority just a week ago, but from her perfect and dainty little +person there seemed to emanate a breath of child-like candour and +innocence. Her charm, however, which was most subtle and penetrating, +was distinctly that of a woman, and it was this contrast which made +Bijou so fascinating and so unlike other girls. Such as she was, she +infatuated men, delighted women, and was adored by all. + +As soon as she entered the room, all rosy-looking in her pink dress of +cloudy muslin, with a sort of flat basket filled with roses, fastened +round her neck with pink ribbon, everyone surrounded her, glad to +welcome the gaiety which seemed to enter with her, for until her +arrival the large room had felt somewhat bare and empty. + +Paul de Rueille, who was playing billiards with his brother-in-law, +Henry de Bracieux, came to ask for a rose from her basket, whilst +Henry, who had followed him, took one without asking. + +The de Rueille children, leaving the abbe, who continued calling out +the loto numbers in a monotonous tone, went sliding across to the +young girl, and hung about her. Their mother called them back. + +"Leave Bijou alone, children; you worry her!" + +"Robert! Marcel! come here," said the abbe, getting up. + +"Oh, no," protested Bijou, "let them alone; I like to have them!" + +She took the basket from her neck, and was just about to put it down +on the billiard-table, when she suddenly stopped. + +"Oh, no! I must have mercy on the game." + +"Isn't she nice? she thinks of everything," murmured Henry de +Bracieux, quite touched. + +"Come and kiss me, Bijou," said the marchioness. + +Denyse had just put her basket down on a divan. She took from it a +full-blown rose, and went quickly across to her grandmother, whom she +kissed over and over again in a fondling way as a child. + +"There," she said, presenting her rose, "it is the most beautiful one +of all!" Her voice was rather high-pitched, rather "a head-voice" +perhaps, but it sounded so young and clear, and then, too, she spoke +so distinctly, and with such an admirable pronunciation. + +"You have not seen Pierrot, then?" asked the marchioness. + +"Pierrot?" said Bijou, as though she were trying to recall something +to her memory. "Why, yes, I have seen him; he was with me a minute or +two helping me to gather the flowers, and then he went away to his +father, who was shooting rabbits in the wood." + +"I might have thought as much; that boy does not do a thing." + +"But, grandmamma, he is here for his holidays." + +"His holidays if you like; but, all the same, if a tutor has been +engaged for him, it is surely so that he may work." + +"But he must take some rest now and again, poor Pierrot--and his tutor +too." + +"They do nothing else, though. Well, as long as my brother knows it, +and as long as it suits him--" + +"It suits him to-day, anyhow, for he told them to join him in the +wood." + +"He told _them_?" repeated the old lady; and then she continued slily, +"and so the tutor has been gathering roses, too?" + +"Yes," replied Denyse, with her beautiful, frank smile, and not +noticing her grandmother's mocking intonation, "he has been gathering +roses, too." + +"He probably enjoyed that more than shooting rabbits," said the +marchioness, glancing at a tall young man who was just entering the +room, "for if he went to join your uncle in the wood, he did not stay +long with him anyhow!" + +"Why--no!"--said Bijou in astonishment, and then leaving her +grandmother, she advanced to meet the young man. + +"Did you not find uncle, Monsieur Giraud?" she asked. + +"Oh, yes, mademoiselle," he replied, turning very red. "Yes, +certainly, we found M. de Jonzac; but--I--I was obliged to come in--as +I have some of Pierre's exercises to correct." And then, doubtlessly +wanting to explain how it was that he had come into that room, he +added, slightly confused: "I just came in here to see whether I had +left my books about--I thought--but--I do not see them here--" + +He had not taken his eyes off Bijou, and was going away again when the +marchioness, looking at him indulgently, and with an amused expression +in her eyes, called him back. + +"Will you not stay and have a smoke here, Monsieur Giraud? Is there +such a hurry as all that for the correction of those exercises?" + +"Oh, no, madame!" answered the tutor eagerly, retracing his steps, +"there is no hurry at all." + +The old lady leaned forward towards Madame de Rueille, who was +silently working at a handsome piece of tapestry, and said to her with +a smile: "He is not like the abbe--this young man!" + +Bertrade lifted her pretty head and answered gravely: + +"No!" + +"You look as though you pitied him?" + +"I do, with all my heart." + +"And why, pray?" + +"Because the poor fellow, after coming to us as gay as a lark a +fortnight ago, and winning all our hearts, will go away from here sad +and unhappy, his heart heavy with grief or anger." + +"Oh, you always see the black side of things; he thinks Bijou is +sweet, he admires her and likes to be with her; but that is all!" + +"You know very well, grandmamma, that Bijou is perfectly adorable, and +so attractive that everyone is fascinated by her." + +The marchioness pointed to her great-nephew, Jean de Blaye, who, ever +since he had left the window, did not appear to be taking any notice +of what was going on around him. + +"Everyone?" she said, almost angrily; "no, not everyone. Look at Jean, +he is as blind as the abbe!" + +Jean de Blaye was sitting motionless in a large arm-chair; there was +an impassive expression on his face, and a far-away look in his eyes. +He appeared to be in a reverie, and the younger lady glanced across at +him, as she answered: + +"I am afraid that he is only acting blind!" + +"Oh, nonsense!" said Madame de Bracieux delighted, "do you think that +Bijou could possibly interest Jean enough, for instance, to keep him, +even for a time, from his actresses, his horses, his theatres, and the +stupid life he generally leads?--You really think so?" + +"I do think so!" + +"And how long have you thought this?" + +"Oh, only just now. When he told us with such conviction that '_he did +not care all that much about being reminded of Paris_,' I felt that he +was speaking the truth. I began to wonder then what could have made +him forget Paris. I wondered and wondered--and I found out." + +"Bijou?" + +"Exactly." + +"So much the better if that really should be so. For my part, I do not +think it looks like it. He takes no notice of her." + +"When we are watching him--no." + +"He seems low-spirited and absent-minded." + +"He would be for less cause than this. Jean never does things in a +half-and-half way. If he were in love, I mean seriously, he would be +desperately in love; and if he were to be desperately in love with +Bijou, or if he were to discover that he was falling in love with her, +it certainly would not be a thing for him to rejoice over. He +cannot--no matter how much he might wish it--he cannot marry Bijou. +It is not only that he is her cousin, but he is not rich enough." + +"He has about twenty thousand pounds. Bijou has eight thousand, to +which I shall add another four thousand, that makes twelve +thousand--total between them thirty-two thousand." + +"Well, and can you imagine Bijou with an income of about nine hundred +pounds a year?" + +"No. I know that _she_ would consider it enough. She makes her own +dresses; everyone says they do that, but, in this case, it is a fact. +Then she is very industrious and clever; she understands housekeeping +wonderfully well, and for the last four years has managed everything +both here and in Paris; but I could not possibly reconcile myself to +the idea of seeing her enduring the hardships of a limited income--and +it would be limited. Good heavens! though, I hope she will not go and +fall in love with Jean." + +"Oh, I do not think she will." + +"You see, he is charming, the wretch; and it appears he is a great +favourite?" + +"Yes, certainly; but then Bijou is made so much of. She is surrounded +and adored by everyone, so that she has not much time to fall in love +herself!" + +"And then, too, she is such a child!" said the marchioness, glancing +at her grand-daughter with infinite tenderness. + +Bijou was standing near the billiard-table watching the game, and +laughing as she teased the players. + +At a little distance from her, the young professor was also standing +motionless, watching her with a rapturous expression in his eyes. + +Suddenly Jean de Blaye rose abruptly, looking annoyed, and moved away +in the direction of the door that led to the flight of steps going +down to the garden. + +"Wait a minute!" called out Denyse, "wait, and let me give you a +flower!" + +She went to the basket, and taking out a yellow rose scarcely opened, +she crossed over to her cousin, and put it in his button-hole. + +"There!" she said, stepping back and looking satisfied, "you are very +fine like that!" And then turning towards the tutor, she said in the +most winning way, and with perfect ease: "Monsieur Giraud, will you +have a rosebud too?" + +The young man took the flower, and, almost trembling with confusion, +tried in vain to fasten it in his coat. + +"Ah! you can't do it!" said the young girl, taking it gently from +him. "Let me put it in for you, will you?" + +He was so tall that, in order to reach his button-hole, she was +obliged to stand on tip-toes. She slipped the flower through slowly, +and with the greatest care, and when she had finished she gave a +little tap to the shiny revers of the old coat, which were all out of +shape and faded. + +"There, that's right!" she said, smiling pleasantly; "like that, it is +perfectly lovely!" + +The marchioness, her eyes shining with affection, was looking at her. + +"What do you think of her? isn't she sweet?" the old lady said to +Bertrade, who seemed to be admiring Bijou also. + +Madame de Rueille looked at the young tutor, who was standing still in +the middle of the room. + +"Poor fellow!" she said. + +"What, still! Well, decidedly, Monsieur Giraud appears to interest you +very much!" + +"Very much indeed! I am sorry for people who are sensitive and +unhappy; for, you see, I am one of the merry ones myself!" + +"Oh!--I don't know about that. You said just now that Jean was acting +blind; well, I should say you were acting merry. You are merry, for +instance, when anyone is looking at you." + +The young wife did not answer, she only pointed towards Bijou. + +"She is one of the genuinely merry ones, at any rate, is she not, +grandmamma?" + +Bijou had just given the children some flowers, and was now speaking +to the Abbe Courteil. + +"And you too, monsieur, I want to decorate you with my flowers! There, +now, just tell me if that rose is not beautiful? Ah, if you want a +lovely rose, that certainly is one." + +She was holding out to him an enormous rose, which was full blown, and +looked like a regular cabbage. + +The abbe had risen from his seat without loosing the bag containing +the loto numbers. He looked scared, and stammered out as he stepped +back: + +"Mademoiselle, it is indeed a superb flower; but--but I should not +know where to put it. The button-holes of my cassock are so small, the +stalk would never go through. I am very much obliged, mademoiselle, I +really am. I--but there is no place to put it--it is--" + +"Oh, but there is room for it in your girdle," she answered, laughing. +"There, monsieur, look there--it is as though it had been made for +it!" + +Standing at some little distance away, she pushed the long stalk of +the flower between the abbe's girdle and cassock. + +He thanked her as he bowed awkwardly. + +"I am much obliged, mademoiselle, it is very kind of you; I am quite +touched--quite touched." + +At every movement the rose swung about in the loose girdle. It moved +backwards and forwards in the most comical way, with ridiculous little +jerks, showing up to advantage against the cassock which was all +twisted like a screw round the abbe's thin body. + +"Now, I am going to arrange my vases," remarked Bijou, when she had +adorned everyone with flowers. + +"Where?" asked M. de Rueille. + +"Why, in the dining-room, in the drawing-room, in the hall, here, +everywhere." + +"We will come and help you!" exclaimed several voices. + +"Oh, no!--instead of helping me you would just hinder me." + +She picked up her basket and went away, looking very merry and fresh. +Her muslin dress fluttered round her, as pink and pretty as she +herself was. As soon as she had disappeared, it seemed as though a +veil of melancholy had suddenly spread itself over the large room. No +one spoke, and there was not a sound to be heard except the knocking +together of the billiard-balls, and the rattling of the numbers, which +the abbe kept shaking all the time, bringing into this game, as into +everything else, the methodical precision which was habitual to him. + +"Grandmamma," said Henry de Bracieux at length, "you ought not to +allow Bijou to give us the slip like this, especially at Bracieux. In +Paris it is not so bad, but here, when she leaves us we are done for; +she is the ray of sunshine that lights up the whole house." + +The marchioness shrugged her shoulders. + +"You talk nonsense; you forget that very soon Bijou will _give us the +slip_, as you so elegantly put it, in a more decisive way." + +"What do you mean? She is not going to be married?" + +"Well, I hope so." + +"You have someone in view?" asked M. de Rueille, not very well +pleased. + +"No, not at all; but, you see, the said someone may present himself +one day or another--not here, of course, there is no one round here +who would be suitable for Bijou; but it is very probable that this +winter in Paris--" + +Henry de Bracieux, a fine-looking young man of twenty-five years of +age, with a strong resemblance to his sister Bertrade, was listening +to the words of the marchioness. His eyebrows were knitted, and there +was a serious expression on his face. He missed a very easy cannon, +and his brother-in-law was astonished. + +"Oh, hang it!" he exclaimed; "it is too warm to play billiards. I am +going out to have a nap in the hammock." + +His sister watched him as he left the room, and then turning towards +the marchioness, she whispered: + +"He, too!" + +The old lady replied, with a touch of ill-humour: + +"Bijou cannot marry all the family, anyhow. Ah! here she is, we must +not talk about it." + +Just at that moment the graceful figure of the young girl appeared in +the doorway leading to the stone steps. + +"How many people will there be to dinner on Thursday, grandmamma?" she +asked, without entering the room. + +"Why, I have not counted. There are the La Balues--" + +"That makes four." + +"The Juzencourts--" + +"Six." + +"Young Bernes--" + +"Seven." + +"Madame de Nezel--" + +"Eight." + +"That's all." + +"And we are ten to start with, that makes eighteen. We can do with +twenty; will you invite the Dubuissons, grandmamma? I should so like +to have Jeanne." + +"I am perfectly willing. I will write to them." + +"It isn't worth while. I shall have to go to Pont-sur-Loire to get +things in, and I can invite them." + +"My poor dear child! you are going to the town through this heat?" + +"We _must_ see about the things for this dinner. To-day is +Tuesday--and then I want to speak to Mere Rafut, and see if she can +come to work. I have no dresses to put on, and there will be the +races, and some dances." + +"Oh!" said the marchioness, evidently annoyed, "you are going to have +that frightful old woman again." + +"Why, grandmamma, she's a very nice, straightforward sort of woman, +and then she works so well." + +"That may be; but her appearance is terribly against her." + +"Yes, grandmamma, that is so, she is not beautiful--Mere Rafut is old +and poor, and old age and poverty do not improve the appearance; but +it is so convenient for me to have her; and she is so happy to come +here, and be well-paid, and well-fed, and well-treated, after being +accustomed to her actresses, who either pay her badly or not at all." + +By this time Bijou was standing just behind Madame de Bracieux's +arm-chair. She added in a coaxing way, as she threw her pretty pink +arms around the old lady's neck: + +"It is quite a charity, grandmamma; and a charity not only to Mere +Rafut, but to me." + +"Have her then," answered the marchioness, "have your frightful old +woman--let her come as much as you like!" + +"Well, then, good-bye for the present." + +"How are you going?--in the victoria?" + +"No, in the trap; I shall be quicker if I take the trap--I can go +there in twenty-five minutes. + +"And _you_ are going to drive?" + +"Why, yes, grandmamma." + +"And with the sun so hot? You'll have a stroke." + +"Shall I drive you, Bijou?" proposed M. de Rueille. "I want to get +some tobacco, and some powder, and two fishing-rods to replace those +that Pierrot broke. I shall be glad to go to town." + +"And I shall be delighted for you to drive me." + +"When shall we start?" + +"At once, please." + +Just as they were going out of the room, the marchioness called out to +them: + +"Beware of accidents. Don't go too quickly downhill." + +"You can be quite easy, grandmamma, I never lose my head." + + + + +II. + + +IN the evening as they were driving through Pont-sur-Loire on their +way back to Bracieux, M. de Rueille said to Denyse: + +"There is no mistake about it, Bijou, my dear with you there is no +chance of passing by unnoticed. Oh, dear, no!" + +She glanced at the foot-passengers, who were turning round to look at +her with intense curiosity, and answered: + +"It's my pink dress that--" + +"No, it is not your dress, it is you yourself." + +Her large violet eyes grew larger with astonishment as she asked: + +"I, myself? But why?" + +"Oh, Bijou, my dear, it is not at all nice of you to act like that +with your poor old cousin." + +"You think I am acting?" she exclaimed, looking more and more +astounded. + +"Well, it appears like it to me; it is impossible for you not to know +how pretty you are. In the first place, you have eyes, and then you +are told often enough for--" + +"I am told?--by whom?" + +"By everyone. Why, even I, although I am nearly your uncle and a +settled-down respectable sort of man." + +"'Nearly my uncle.' No--considering that Bertrade is my first cousin; +and, as to the rest--" She stopped abruptly, and then finished with a +laugh. "You flatter yourself!" + +"Alas, no! I shall soon be forty-two." + +She looked at him in surprise. + +"Oh, well! you don't look it." + +"Thank you! There now! Do you see how all the natives are gazing at +you? I can assure you, Bijou, that when I come to do any shopping +alone, they do not watch me so eagerly." + +"I tell you it is this pink dress that astonishes them." + +"But why should they be astonished? They are accustomed to that, +because you often come to Pont-sur-Loire, and you always wear pink." + +Ever since she had left off her mourning for her parents, who had died +four years ago, Denyse had adopted pink as her only colour for all her +dresses. The reason was, she said, because her grandmother preferred +seeing her dressed thus. Anyhow, this pink, a very pale, soft shade, +like that of the petals of a rose just as it begins to fall, suited +her to perfection, as it was almost exactly the same delicate colour +as her skin. + +She always wore it, and when the weather was cold or gloomy she would +put on a long, gathered cloak, which covered her entirely, and on +taking this dark wrap off, she would come out, looking as fresh and +sweet as a flower, and seem to brighten up everything around her. + +Her dresses were always of batiste, muslin, or some soft woollen +material, comparatively inexpensive. The greatest luxury to which she +treated herself now and again was a _taffetas_ or surah silk. And +then, nothing could be more simple than the way these dresses were +made--always the same little gathered blouses and straight skirts, and +never any trimming whatever, except, perhaps, in the winter, a narrow +edging of fur. + +"Yes, that's quite true," she said thoughtfully, "I am always in pink. +You don't like that?" + +"Not like it? I--good heavens!--why, I think it is perfectly charming! +I tell you, Bijou, that if I were not an old man, I should make love +to you all the time!" + +"You are not an old man!" + +"Very many thanks! If, however, you do not look upon me as quite an +old man--which, by the bye, is certainly debatable--I am at any rate a +married man." + +"Yes, that's true, and so much the better for you, for there is +nothing more stupid and tiresome than men who are always making love." + +"Well, then, you must know a terrible number of people who are stupid +and tiresome." + +"Why?" + +"Because everyone makes love to you--more or less!" + +"Not at all! Why, just think! I was brought up in the most isolated +way, like a veritable savage. When papa and mamma were living, they +were always ill, and I was shut up with them, and never saw anyone. It +is scarcely four years since I came to live with grandmamma, where I +do see people." + +"Oh, yes; plenty of them, and no mistake!" + +"You speak as though that annoyed you?" + +She glanced sideways at Rueille, her eyes shining beneath her drooping +eyelids, whilst he replied, with a touch of irritation in his voice in +spite of himself: + +"Annoyed me, but why should it? Are your affairs any business of mine; +have I any voice in the matter of anything that concerns you?" + +"Which means that if you had a voice in the matter--?" + +"Ah, there would certainly be many changes, and many reforms that I +should make." + +"For instance?" + +"Well, I should not allow you, if I were in your grandmamma's place, +to be quite as affable and as ready to welcome everyone; I should want +to keep you rather more for myself, and prevent your letting strangers +have so much of you." + +"Yes," she said, with a pensive expression, "perhaps you are right." + +"And all the more so because we shall have you to ourselves for so +short a time now." + +The large candid eyes, with their sweet expression, were fixed on Paul +de Rueille as he continued: + +"You will be marrying soon? You will be leaving us?" + +Bijou laughed. "How you arrange things. There is no question, as far +as I know, of my marriage." + +"There is nothing definite--no; at least, I do not think so. But, +practically, it is the one subject in question, and grandmamma thinks +of nothing else." + +"Oh, well, I am not like her then, for I scarcely ever give it a +thought." And then she added, turning grave all at once: "Besides, my +marriage is very problematical." + +"Problematical?" + +"Why, yes,--in the first place, I should want the man who marries me +to love me." + +"Oh, well, you can be easy on that score; you will have no difficulty +about that." + +Her fresh young voice took an almost solemn tone as she continued: + +"And then I should want to love him, too." + +"Oh, so you will. One always does love one's husband--to begin with," +said Rueille carelessly; and then he stopped short, thinking that the +words "to begin with" were unnecessary. + +Bijou had not understood, however, nor even heard, for she asked: + +"What did you say?" + +"I said that he will be very happy." + +"Who will be happy?" + +"The man you love!" + +"I hope so. I shall do all I can for that!" + +M. de Rueille seemed to be annoyed and irritated. He said, in a +disagreeable way, as though he wanted to discourage Denyse in her +dreams of the future: + +"Yes, but supposing you do not happen to meet with him?" + +"Well, then, I shall die an old maid, that's all! But I do not see why +I should not meet with him. I do not ask for anything impossible, +after all!" + +In a mocking tone, and a trifle aggressive, he, asked: + +"Would it be very indiscreet to ask you what you expect?" + +"Oh, not indiscreet in the slightest degree, for I can only answer +just as I have already answered, I should simply want _to love him_! I +do not care at all about money; I neither understand money nor worship +it!" She turned towards her cousin, and said, in conclusion, as she +looked up into his face: "Now, I'll tell you, I would agree to a +marriage like Bertrade's." + +"With another husband," he stammered out. + +Very simply and naturally, and without the slightest embarrassment, +she said, laughing: + +"Oh, dear no! No, I think the husband is quite nice." + +M. de Rueille did not answer. He could not help feeling some emotion, +in spite of himself, at this idea that Bijou might have cared for him. +It seemed to him that the evening air was delicious, and never had the +setting sun, which was sinking slowly like a ball of flame into the +Loire, appeared more brilliant to him. The little gig was so narrow, +that, with every oscillation, his elbow touched the young girl's arm, +whilst her soft fair hair, escaping from her large straw hat, kept +brushing against his cheek, which began to burn. + +Bijou noticed his absent-mindedness. + +"It seems to me," she said, laughing, "that you are not listening much +to the description of my ideal." + +"Oh, yes!" + +"Oh, no!--by the bye, have we done all the errands?" + +She took out of her pocket a long list, which she began to read: + +"_Ice. Cakes. Fruit. Fish. The Dubuissons. Speak to the butcher. Pink +gauze. Mere Rafut. Hat. Pierrot's books. Henry's cartridges (16)._" + +"What's that?" asked M. de Rueille, who was looking at the list. +"Henry has commissioned you to get his cartridges instead of telling +me to get them?" + +"Yes; the time before last when he asked you, you forgot them; and +last time you brought him number twelve cartridges, and his are number +sixteen; therefore, he preferred--" + +"Ah! I can understand that; but they do take advantage of you--and +the children too have taken advantage. '_Balloon for Marcel, pencils +for Robert_;' Fred is the only one who has not given you any +commissions. You need not despair though, he is only three years old; +he will begin next year." + +"He did not give me any commissions, but I have brought him a picture +book--'Puss in Boots.' He adores cats, so that will amuse him." + +"How delicious you are!" + +"Delicious! Is that saying enough? Could you not find something rather +more eulogistic? Let us see--try now!" + +She was still glancing down the list; and Paul de Rueille pointed with +the handle of his whip to a line written in pencil: + +"What's that?--'_Tell grandmamma about La Noriniere!_'" + +"Why, I met the Juzencourts, and they said I was to be sure to tell +grandmamma that 'The Noriniere' is to be inhabited." + +"Ah, Clagny has sold it?" + +"No; he is coming back to it. It appears that he is coming every +summer." + +"Ah, so much the better. Grandmamma will be very glad of that." + +"Yes, she likes him very much. I do not know him, this M. de Clagny, +but I have often heard about him." + +"Don't you remember seeing him a long time ago?" + +"Why, no!" + +"Well, he was your godfather, anyhow!" + +"You are dreaming! Uncle Alexis is my godfather." + +"Your Uncle Jonzac is the godfather of Denyse, but it was M. de Clagny +who was the godfather of Bijou. Yes, he said once, speaking of you +when you were very little, _the Bijou_--and the name suited you so +well that you have had it ever since." + +"Don't you think it is rather ridiculous to call me Bijou now that I +am old?" + +"You look as though you were fourteen, and you always will look like +that, I promise you." + +"Isn't it rather risky to promise me that?" + +She laughed as she glanced at him, and he, too, looked at her as +though he could not take his eyes away from the pretty, fresh young +face turned towards him. He was paying no attention to the road, which +was in a very bad state, until suddenly the right wheel went into a +rut, and the gig gave a jerk, which sent Denyse on to him. She clung +to his arm with all her might, and they remained an instant like this +until they were able to regain their balance. The wheel, then, in some +way or another, got clear of the deep rut in which it had been caught, +and the horse went on again at a quick pace as before. + +"That's right!" said Bijou, laughing heartily. "I certainly thought we +should be upset." + +"It was as near a shave as possible," he answered gravely. + +She loosened the grasp of her small fingers, which had been pressed +tightly on her cousin's shoulder. + +"Is it really over?" she asked. "You are not going to begin again, I +hope?" + +M. de Rueille did not answer. He was looking at her with an +absent-minded, troubled expression in his eyes. + +"Yes; but, instead of looking at me, do look before you," she went on. +"We shall get into another rut directly, you'll see." + +"Oh, no! oh, no!" he murmured, as though he were in some dream. + +"I'm sure we shall be late for dinner," said Bijou; "and you know +grandmamma does not altogether like that." + +Rueille touched the pony's back with the whip, and the animal, +springing forward, jerked the little carriage violently, and then +started off at a mad pace. + +This time Bijou looked stupefied. + +"What's that for?" she asked. "Whatever is the matter with you to-day? +Just now you almost upset us, and now you touch Colonel with the whip, +and you ought not to let him even guess that you have one; you have +made him take fright," and then, seeing that the horse was calming +down, she added, "or nearly so; you are not yourself at all." + +"No," he answered mechanically, "I am not myself." + +At the pony's first plunge Denyse had taken M. de Rueille's arm again. +It was not that she was in the least afraid, but she was perched on a +seat which was too high for her, so that she could not keep her +balance, and, consequently, she tried to hold on to something firm. +Without loosing the arm on to which she was hanging, she leant towards +her cousin, and asked, with evident interest: + +"Not yourself? What is the matter? Are you ill?" + +"Ill? No! at least, not exactly." + +"What do you mean by _not exactly_? Oh, but you must not be ill. We +have to work at our play this evening, and if you do not set about +it, all of you, and in earnest, why, it will never be finished for +the race-ball." + +"I don't care a hang about the play, and--I--if I were you--" + +He stopped abruptly, evidently embarrassed. + +"Well?" asked Bijou, "what is it? You were going to say something." + +"Yes," he stammered out, scarcely knowing how to put what he wanted to +say. "I was going to remark that the design Jean has made for +your--for Hebe's dress--" + +"Well?" + +"Well, it isn't the thing at all; there is too little of it." + +"Too little of it? Nonsense!" + +"It isn't nonsense. I say it is not the thing for a woman, and +especially a young girl like you, to appear like that." + +Bijou looked at Paul de Rueille with a bewildered expression on her +face, and then burst out laughing. + +"Oh, you are queer; you look exactly like a jealous husband." + +"Jealous!" he stammered out, vexed and ill at ease. "It isn't for me +to be jealous, but I--" + +"No, certainly, but all the same, without being jealous, you men do +not like a woman to look pretty, or to be nice, or amusing, for +anyone else's benefit than just your own." + +"Well, admitting that that is so, it is quite natural." + +"Ah! you think so? Oh, well, a woman, on the contrary, is always glad +when the men she likes are admired; she is delighted when other people +like them too." + +"Nonsense! You do not know anything about it, my dear Bijou. You are +most deliciously inexperienced in such things fortunately." + +"Why _fortunately_?" she asked, opening her soft, innocent eyes wide +in astonishment. + +"Because--" + +He stopped short, and Bijou insisted, pinching his arm. + +"Well, go on--do go on." + +"No, it would be too complicated," he answered, evidently ill at ease, +and trying to shake off the grasp of the strong little hand. + +"Too complicated!" repeated Bijou, turning red. "I detest being put +off like that. Why will you not explain what you were thinking?" + +"Explain what I was thinking," he said, in a sort of fright. "Oh, no!" + +"No? Well, it is not nice of you." + +They went on for a minute or two without speaking, Bijou calm and +smiling, and her companion with a serious, uneasy look on his face. + +Just as the gig was entering the avenue, Bijou turned towards M. de +Rueille, and touching him, this time very gently, with her little +hand, she said in a penetrating voice, which, in his agitated state of +mind, was the last straw: + +"As it vexes you so much I won't wear that costume. We will get Jean +to design another for me." + +He seized the hand that was resting on his arm and pressed it to his +lips with an almost brutal tenderness. + +Bijou did not appear to like this passionate display of feeling. She +drew her hand away quietly, but there was a strange gleam in her eyes +as she said: + +"Take care of the gate, it is a sharp turn remember, and you are not +in luck to-day." + +She then began to collect her parcels calmly, and until they arrived +at the door of the _chateau_ she was silent and thoughtful. The first +dinner-bell was just ringing, and Bijou ran upstairs to her room, and +ten minutes later entered the drawing-room, arrayed in a dainty dress +of rose-leaf coloured chiffon, with a large bunch of roses on the +shoulder. + +"Why! you don't mean to say that you are here already!" exclaimed +Madame de Rueille admiringly. "I will wager anything that that slow +coach of a Paul is not ready." + +"Did you do all the commissions?" asked the marchioness. + +"Yes, grandmamma, and I have a special one for you. The Juzencourts +wished me to tell you that M. de Clagny is coming back to live at The +Noriniere, and that he will come every year." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Madame de Bracieux, looking very delighted, "I am glad +to hear that. I never expected to see him come back here." + +"Why?" asked Bijou. + +"Well, because when he was here he had a great grief, just at an age +when painful impressions can never be effaced." + +"At what age is that?" asked Jean de Blaye, with a touch of sarcasm in +his voice. + +"Forty-eight. And when you are that age, you will not be as fond of +ridiculing everything as you are now, my dear boy; and it won't be so +long before you get there as you think either." + +"So much the better," he answered, smiling; "that must be the ideal +age--the age when one's heart is at rest." + +"In some cases it is at rest before that age," said the marchioness +slily, looking at her nephew. + +Jean shrugged his shoulders. + +"Yes, but it wakes up again, or, at least, it might wake up; one is +not quite easy about it; but at forty-eight ..." + +"Ah! that's your opinion. Well, it is twelve years ago now since my +old friend Clagny was forty-eight. He must therefore be sixty at +present, and I would wager anything that his heart has never been at +rest--never. You understand me?" And then in a lower tone, so that +Bijou, who was just talking to Bertrade, should not hear, she added: +"Neither his heart nor he himself." + +Jean laughed. + +"Oh, well! he's a curiosity this friend of yours. Why does he not go +about in a show? He would get some money." + +"He has no need of money." + +"He is rich, then?" + +"Atrociously rich!" + +"Well, but what's he got?" + +"Sixteen thousand a year. Don't you consider that a fair amount?" + +"Yes," he answered, without any sign of enthusiasm, "yes, of course, +that's very fair--for anyone who has not got it dishonestly." And +then, after a pause, he asked: "What was this great trouble that he +had?" + +"Oh, I'll tell you about it when Bijou is not here." + +The young girl, however, could scarcely have heard what they were +saying. She was joking with Pierrot, who had just come into the room. +She wanted to part his hair again, and Pierrot, a tall youth of +seventeen, strong-looking, but overgrown, with long feet and hands, +and a forehead covered with extraordinary bumps, was trying to make +himself short, so that the young girl might reach up to his bushy, +colourless hair. He was bending his head, and looking straight before +him, with a far-away expression in his eyes, evidently enjoying having +his hair stroked by the skilful little hands. + +Madame de Bracieux, seeing that Bijou was at a safe distance, ventured +in a low voice to tell her nephew the details about the love-affair, +which had in a way changed the whole life of her friend, M. de Clagny. + +Suddenly Denyse came across to the marchioness. + +"Grandmamma--I forgot--the Dubuissons cannot come to dinner on +Thursday, but M. Dubuisson will bring Jeanne on Friday, and leave her +with us for a week." + +"Well, then, we shall only be eighteen to dinner." + +"No, we shall be twenty all the same; because I saw the Tourvilles, +and I gave them an invitation from you; I thought that--" + +"You did quite right." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Bertrade, "the Tourvilles and the Juzencourts at the +same time! We shall be sure, then, of hearing their stories of William +the Conqueror and Charles the Bold!" + +"Oh, well!" exclaimed Bijou, laughing, "it will be much better like +that, we shall have it altogether, once for all, at any rate." + +Just as dinner was announced, M. de Rueille entered the room. He had +an absent-minded look, and his eyes shone strangely. He took his seat +silently at table, and did not talk during the meal. + + + + +III. + + +BIJOU, assisted by Pierrot, was handing the coffee round, when +suddenly she darted off in pursuit of Paul de Rueille, who had just +come out of the drawing-room, and was descending the steps which led +on to the terrace. + +"Stop, stop! Where are you going?" she called out. + +"Oh, only for a stroll," he answered, without looking round, "to get a +breath of air, if that is possible with this heat." + +Bijou had already caught him up. + +"Oh, no, what about the play?--You must come and work." + +"My head aches." + +"Work will take it away! You really must come, we have only three +days." + +"But I am not indispensable; you can do without me," said Rueille +irritably. + +"Oh, but you always do the writing." + +"From dictation; it is not necessary to be very clever for that." + +"Yes it is; and then, too, we are used to you." + +She was on the step above him, and, bending forward, she put her arms +round his neck, and said in a coaxing tone: + +"Paul, dear, come now, just to please me, you would be so nice, so +very nice!" + +M. de Rueille, turning abruptly, unclasped the soft arms, which +encircled his neck and rested against his face. + +"All right, all right!" he said, in a hoarse voice, "I'll come!" + +The young girl stepped back, and in the evening-light he could see her +large astonished eyes shining as she gazed at him. + +"How cross you are!" she said timidly. "What's the matter with you?" +He did not answer, and she asked again: "Won't you tell me?" + +"No, no," he said curtly, and then he re-mounted the steps and went +into the drawing-room. + +Bijou followed him, and whispered to Bertrade: + +"I don't know what is the matter with your husband, but he is very +bad-tempered." + +Madame de Rueille glanced at Paul. He looked rather fagged and +nervous, and was trying to appear at his ease, as he talked and +laughed noisily with the tutor, who, on the contrary, was silent and +reserved. + +"Yes, certainly something is the matter with him," said Bertrade, +rather uneasy at seeing her husband so strange. "I do not know at all +what it is, though," she added. + +"Only imagine," Bijou proceeded to explain to the whole room, "Paul +wanted to go for a stroll instead of coming to work. Yes, and it was +not very easy to get him here, I can assure you." + +With a resigned look, M. de Rueille took his seat at a side table with +a marble top. He then took up the manuscript, and, turning to the page +which was commenced, dipped a long, quill pen into the ink. + +"When you are ready?"--he said calmly. + +"Well, but first of all, where are we?" asked M. de Jonzac. + +"Scene three of the second act." + +"Still?" exclaimed Bijou, astonished. + +"Alas, yes." + +"My dear children, you will never have it finished," remarked the +marchioness. + +"Oh, yes, grandmamma, we shall," said Bijou merrily; "you will see how +we are going to work now. Come now, we are at the third scene of the +second act,--it is where the poet is defending himself after the +accusations--rather spiteful ones, too--which Venus has brought +against him." + +"Well, and what then?" asked M. de Rueille after a pause. + +"Well," said Bijou, "in my opinion, we want a little couplet there; +what do you think, Jean?" + +Jean de Blaye, with an absorbed look on his face, was lounging in a +deep arm-chair, his head thrown back on the cushions. He appeared to +be in a reverie, and had not even heard the question. + +"Are you asleep?" asked Bijou. + +"Did you speak to me?" he asked, turning towards her. + +"Why, yes, I did have the honour of speaking to you. I asked you +whether a couplet would not be the right thing there--a couplet that +would go to some well-known air?" + +"Yes," he replied, in an absent sort of way, "that would do very +well." + +"All right, compose it then." + +Jean gave a start; he was quite roused now. + +"I am to compose it,--why should I be the one to do it?" + +"Because you always do them." + +"Well, that's a nice reason," protested Jean. "I should say that is +precisely why it is someone else's turn. You have only to set the +others to work--Henry, or Uncle Alexis, or M. Giraud, or even +Pierrot." + +"Why do you say _even_?" asked Pierrot, annoyed. "I should do them +quite as well as you." + +"Well, do them then! for my part, I have had enough of it." + +"Jean," said Bijou, in a pleading tone, "don't leave us in the lurch, +please." + +She was going across to him, her pretty head bent forward, and a most +comically beseeching little pout on her lips, when M. de Rueille rose +abruptly from his seat, and stopped her on the way: + +"Oh, he will do your couplets right enough; he likes doing them; sit +down, Bijou." + +The young girl stood still in the middle of the room, surprised at +this extraordinary proceeding. + +"But why don't _you_ sit down?" she exclaimed. "What have you come +away from your table for?" + +"Ah! I have no right to leave the table without your permission?" + +"Jean!" began Bijou again, "come now, Jean!" + +Once again M. de Rueille interposed. + +"Why don't you kneel down to him at once?" he said, in a sharp tone. + +"Goodness! I don't mind doing that even if he will only be +persuaded." + +She was darting across to her cousin, but Rueille caught her arm, and +said angrily: + +"What nonsense! it is perfectly ridiculous!" + +Bijou looked at him in amazement, and stammered out: + +"It is you who are ridiculous!" + +"Oh, yes, of course," he answered, speaking harshly, "it is I who +ought to go and sit down, and I am the one who is ridiculous; in fact, +I am everything I ought not to be, and I always do everything I ought +not to do." + +"Whatever is the matter, children?" asked Madame de Bracieux. + +M. de Jonzac explained, as he emptied his pipe by tapping it gently +against a piece of furniture. + +"Heaven have mercy upon us! It is nothing less than Paul quarrelling +with Bijou!" + +"With Bijou?" exclaimed the old lady, in perfect amazement. + +"Paul quarrelling with Bijou!" repeated Madame de Rueille, putting +down the newspaper she had been reading, "impossible!" + +"Yes, really!" affirmed the abbe, quite horrified. "M. de Rueille is +vexed with Mademoiselle Denyse!" + +"Come here, Bijou!" called out the marchioness, and the young girl +tripped across the room to her grandmamma, and knelt down on the +cushions at her feet. + +"You ought not to let Bijou go on in that way with you!" said M. de +Rueille, going up to Jean, and speaking in a low voice. + +"Go on in what way? are you dreaming?" + +"I am not dreaming at all. Denyse is twenty years old, you know!" + +"Twenty-one," corrected the young man. + +"All the more reason--she really ought to behave more carefully!" + +"Poor child, she behaves perfectly!" and then looking at his cousin, +he added: "I really don't know what's up with you?" + +"Oh, I'm in the wrong," murmured M. de Rueille, slightly embarrassed. +"Of course, I'm quite in the wrong!" + +"Absolutely so!" said Blaye drily, getting up from his arm-chair. + +On seeing him move towards the door, Bijou left the marchioness, and +rushed across to him: + +"Oh, no! you are not going away! Grandmamma, tell him that he is not +to leave us like this!" + +"Come now, Jean," said the marchioness, half joking and half scolding, +"don't plague them so!" + +The young man sat down again in despair. + +"And this is the country!" he exclaimed, "this is rest and holiday! I +have to work like a nigger, writing plays--plays with couplets--and +then go to bed regularly at two in the morning, and this is what is +called being in clover!" + +Pierrot had listened to this outburst with apparent solemnity. + +"Continue, old man," he said jeeringly, "you interest me!" + +Bijou laughed, and Jean, looking annoyed, turned towards Pierrot, and +said sarcastically, "You are very witty, my dear boy!" + +"Children, you are perfectly insufferable!" exclaimed Madame de +Bracieux, raising her voice. She was looking at them in surprise, +wondering what wind had suddenly risen to bring about this storm. She +could not account for all these disagreeable little speeches, and the +hostile attitude they had taken up, and which was quite a new thing to +the old lady. Once again she called Bijou to her. The young girl was +standing looking round at everyone with a questioning expression in +her soft eyes. + +"Do you know what's the matter with them?" asked the marchioness. + +"I have no idea, grandmamma," she answered innocently, the wondering +look still on her face. + +"Don't you see how cross they are?" continued the marchioness. + +"Yes, I can see that they are cross, but I do not know what it's all +about; if it is on account of the play, why, we won't have it! I don't +want to worry everyone with it, just because I like it; but I _do_ +like it immensely." + +Just at this moment M. de Rueille called out: + +"Well, are we going to work at this, yes or no? I have had enough of +sitting waiting here like an imbecile." + +"Where are we?" asked Jean, in a way which meant, "As there's no +getting out of it, let us start at once." + +"We've told you where we are--" answered Rueille, "we've told you +twice." + +Bijou interposed, explaining in a conciliatory tone: + +"It is where the poet has to answer Venus." + +"Ah, yes! exactly, I remember! She has accused him of all sorts of +things, and you want him to defend himself--" + +"In a couplet." + +"Yes, I understand--where are you going though?" + +Bijou was just crossing the room. + +"I am going across to sit by M. Giraud; he won't worry me like all of +you." + +The tutor blushed, and moved slightly to make room for her on the +divan on which he was seated. Denyse glided on, and took her place at +his side. + +"We are listening," she said. + +Jean was twisting a pencil and a piece of paper about in his fingers. + +"What did Venus answer?" he asked. + +M. de Rueille, with an absent-minded expression on his face, was +watching a moth fluttering round the lamp near him. + +"What did Venus answer?" called out several voices together, as loudly +as possible. + +M. de Rueille looked aghast, and, stopping his ears, read aloud from +the manuscript: + +"'_You know I do not believe a word of it._'" + +"Strike that out," said Jean, "and put: '_I do not believe it at all, +you know._' And now the poet answers: + + "'_L'ame d'un symboliste, + Madame, est un coffret melancolique d'amethyste + A serrure de diamant. + Il suffit de savoir l'ouvrir et la comprendre + Et le tresor eclos illumine la chambre + Et sourit la tristesse aux levres des amants._'" + +"Is that at all amusing?" asked M. de Rueille. + +"Well, hang it all!" exclaimed Jean irritably, "I do not say that it +is precisely a _chef-d'oeuvre_! Bijou asked for a couplet--I have +given her a couplet to the best of my ability, but I don't wish to +hinder you from giving us a better one." + +"To what air will that go?" asked Bijou. + +"Ah, yes, that's true, we want an air for it. What is there?" + +"You might put '_Air. J'en guette un petit de mon age_,'" suggested +Rueille. + +"Does that go to it?" + +"What do you mean by 'does it go to it?'" + +"Why, that air." + +"I don't know. I don't even know what the air is." + +"Then why do you suggest that we should take it?" + +"Oh! because I often see things to that air: '_J'en guette un petit de +mon age._' I just remembered seeing it, and there are lots of couplets +that are put to it." + +"But the poet's lines are longer than that," remarked Bijou, +"especially the second one. No--one could never sing them to that +air--nor to any other." + +"Ah, yes!--I did not think of that." + +"Fortunately, Bijou thinks of everything," put in Pierrot, with pride. + +"We'll find an air for it presently," said Jean. "Let's go on; do +let's go on, or we never shall finish it. Who's on the stage at +present?" + +And then, as M. de Rueille was biting the end of his pen and watching +Bijou, so that he did not appear to have heard, Blaye exclaimed: + +"Paul, are you there? or have you gone out for a time?" + +"I am there." + +"Oh, very well! then will you have the kindness to tell me which of +the characters are at present on the scene?" + +"Wait a minute! I'll just look." + +"What?" exclaimed Bijou, "do you mean to say you have to look before +you can tell us?" + +"Well, you do not imagine, I presume, that I know by heart all the +insane things that each of you has been pleased to dictate to me." + +"I know them all anyhow," and then, turning towards Jean de Blaye, she +answered his question. "We have on the scene at present, Venus, the +Poet, Thomas Vireloque, and the Opportunist, and we said yesterday +that after the introduction of the Poet to Venus, we would let Madame +de Stael come in." + +"Very well, we will let her enter at once." + +"Have you found anyone for Madame de Stael?" asked Rueille; "up to the +present no one has wanted to act her part." + +"No," said Bijou; "just now I asked Madame de Juzencourt again, but +she refuses energetically; and if Bertrade refuses too--" + +"Bertrade refuses absolutely," replied the young wife, very gently. + +"It isn't nice of you." + +"Is Madame de Stael indispensable?" asked Uncle Jonzac. + +"Quite indispensable," answered Bijou, emphatically. "We must +absolutely find some way of--" And then suddenly breaking off, as a +new idea struck her, she exclaimed gaily: "Why, Henry can take +it--Madame de Stael's _role_; he has scarcely any moustache." + +"I?" cried Bracieux. "_I_ act Madame de Stael?" + +"She was rather masculine; it will do very well." + +"But, good heavens!--I am not going to appear before people I know +arrayed in a low-necked dress, a turban, and all padded up--why, it +would be frightful!" + +"Not at all! Oh, come now--you don't want pressing, I hope?" + +"And you are not going to spoil the whole thing by being disobliging +over it," added Pierrot, with a virtuous air. + +"Disobliging?" exclaimed Henry, turning towards him; "it is very +evident that you are not in my place. By the bye, though, you might +very well be in my place;" and then seeing that Pierrot looked +horror-stricken, he continued: "Why shouldn't you take it instead of +me--you have less moustache even than I have!" + +"Yes, but I am too scraggy," declared Pierrot cunningly. "Madame de +Stael was rather a stout-looking woman." + +"Scraggy? you, the athlete!" + +Jean de Blaye knocked the floor with a billiard-cue for silence. + +"We will think about who is to act Madame de Stael when we have found +out what she has to say--Well, then, she enters--Are you not going to +write, Paul?" + +"What do you want me to write?" + +"Well, just write: '_Madame de Stael enters by_--' Yes, but that's +the point--by which door does she enter?" + +"I have put '_from the back of stage._' Whenever you don't tell me how +they come in, I always put '_from the back of stage._'" + +"All right! Then we will leave '_from the back of the stage._'" + + + "_Madame de Stael (to Thomas Vireloque)_: 'I am Madame de + Stael.' + + _Thomas Vireloque_: 'Beg pardon?' + + _Madame de Stael_: 'I am Madame de Stael.' + + _Venus_: 'What have you to tell us?' + + _The Opportunist_: 'It is very curious--I took you for a + Turk.' + + _The Poet_: 'And I--'" + + +"Wait a minute!" said M. de Rueille, "I've made a mistake." + +"How could you?" + +"How could I? The same way we generally do make mistakes, of course--I +wasn't thinking." + +"That's about it," said Bijou. "I don't know what's the matter with +you, but you certainly are absent-minded this evening." + +Without answering, Rueille drew his quill-pen across the paper, +bearing on heavily, so that the pen gave a plaintive screech. + +"What are you doing now?" asked Jean. + +"I am crossing it out." + +"What are you crossing out?" + +"Well, I had written the same sentences over four times each." + +Bijou and Blaye got up to examine M. de Rueille's work, and the young +girl read out: + + + "_Madame de Stael_: 'I am Madame de Stael.' + + _Thomas Vireloque_: 'Beg pardon?' + + _Madame de Stael_; 'I am Madame de Stael.' + + _Thomas Vireloque_: 'Beg pardon?' + + _Madame de Stael_; 'I am Madame de Stael.'" + + +"Oh, yes," said Bijou, "you must cross that out!" + +"No, leave it as it is, on the contrary," protested Jean, laughing; +"they'll think that Maeterlinck collaborated with us--it will be +capital." + +"Supposing we were to retire," proposed M. de Jonzac. "Paul is +half-asleep, that's why he wrote the same thing over three times +without noticing it. Abbe Courteil is fast asleep, and, as for me, I +am dying to follow his example." + +"Oh," said Bijou, "it is scarcely one o'clock." + +"Well, but it seems to me that in the country--What do you say about +the matter, Monsieur Giraud?" + +"Oh, as for me, monsieur, I could sit up all night without feeling +sleepy," replied the young tutor, without taking his eyes off Bijou. + +"My dear children," said the marchioness, getting up, "your uncle is +quite right, you must go to bed. Bijou, will you see that the books +you had out of the library are put back?" + +"Yes grandmamma, I will put them back myself." + +When the others had gone upstairs, M. de Rueille asked: + +"Shall I help you, Bijou? two will do it more quickly--" + +"No, you don't know anything about the library; you would mix them all +up. I must have someone who knows where the books go." And then +turning towards the tutor, who was just going out of the room, she +said to him, in the most charming way, as though to excuse the liberty +she was taking: "Monsieur Giraud, would _you_ help me to put the books +up?" + +The young man stopped short, too delighted even for words. As he +remained standing there, she pointed to the open door leading into the +hall and said gently: + +"Will you shut the door, please? And then, if you will take Moliere, I +will bring Aristophanes, and we will come back for the others--yes, +that's it." + +As she tripped along with the books, she chattered away, not as though +she were addressing her companion, but rather as though she were going +on with her thoughts aloud. + +"What was Jean looking for in Aristophanes when he only wanted to make +Thomas Vireloque and Madame de Stael talk?" And then breaking off +abruptly, she asked: + +"Do you think it will be interesting--our play?" + +"Oh, yes, mademoiselle." + +"Why do you never help us? you ought to work at it, too." + +"Oh, I am not very well up in that sort of thing, mademoiselle; +politics and society talk are like sealed books to me, and I do not +exactly see either--" + +"And then, probably, you would rather be just a spectator?" + +"Unfortunately, mademoiselle, to my great regret, I shall not even be +that." + +"What?" she exclaimed, in amazement, "you will not see our play?" + +"No, mademoiselle." + +"But, why?" + +"Oh!" he replied, dreadfully embarrassed, "for a very ridiculous +reason." + +"But what is it?" + +"Mademoiselle--I--" + +"Do please tell me why?" she said, and as she leaned forward towards +him, looking so graceful and charming, the perfume from her hair +plunged the young man into a sort of enervating torpor. + +"Why will you not tell me?" she said at length, almost sadly; "don't +you look upon me a little as your friend?" + +"Oh, mademoiselle," he stammered out, "I--I cannot appear at this +soiree because--you will see how prosaic my reason is--the fact is, I +have not a dress-coat." + +"But you have plenty of time to send for your dress-coat; besides, you +will want it for Thursday, there is a dinner on Thursday." + +Giraud blushed crimson. + +"But, mademoiselle, I cannot send for it either for Thursday or for +later on, because I--I haven't one." + +"Not at all?" + +"Not at all!" + +"Oh, you are joking?" + +"No, I am not joking, mademoiselle! I do not possess a dress-coat." +And then he added with a smile which was quite pathetic: "And there +are plenty of poor wretches like I am who are in the same +predicament!" + +"Oh!" said Bijou, taking the tutor's hand with an abrupt movement, "do +forgive me--how horrid and thoughtless I am! You will detest me, shall +you not?" + +She pressed his hand slowly in a way which sent a thrill through him. + +"Detest you?" he stammered out, almost beside himself with joy. "I +adore you!--I simply adore you!" + +Bijou gazed at him in a startled way, but there was a tender +expression in her eyes, which were dimmed with tears. Her voice was +quite changed when she spoke again: + +"Go away now!" she said, "and do not say that again; you must never, +never say it again!" + +When he reached the door he turned round, and saw that Bijou had +thrown herself down on the divan, and was sobbing, with her face +buried in the cushions. He wanted to go back to her, but he did not +dare, and, without saying another word, he left the room. + + + + +IV. + + +BIJOU, who, as a rule, was to be seen every morning trotting about, +either in the house or the park, did not appear until after the first +luncheon-bell. + +Pierrot, who had been quite uneasy, rushed across to meet her, and +assailed her with questions before she had had time to say +good-morning to the marchioness and to her Uncle Alexis. + +He wanted to know why he had not seen her as usual in the dairy, where +she always went every morning to inspect the cheeses. Why had she not +been there, as she had not been out riding? + +"How do you know that I have not been out riding?" asked Bijou. + +"Because Patatras was in the stable," replied Pierrot. "I went to +see." + +"Oh, then you keep a watch on me?" she said, laughing. + +"That is not keeping a watch on you," answered Pierrot, turning red; +"and then, too, it isn't only me! we were both of us--M. Giraud--" + +"What grammar--good heavens--what grammar!" exclaimed M. de Jonzac, in +despair. + +"What's it matter? If there was anyone here, I'd take care to put the +style on; but when there's only us!" And then turning to Bijou, he +continued: "It's quite true, you know! M. Giraud was just as much +surprised as I. He kept on saying all the time: 'We always see +mademoiselle every day hurrying about everywhere, she must be ill!' +And then I'd say, 'Oh, no! it can't be that! the Bijou is never ill!' +You see, Monsieur Giraud, I was quite right--" + +"No, you were wrong! I was not exactly ill, but tired, out of sorts. I +am only just up." + +She walked across to the tutor, who was leaning so heavily against the +window-frame that it seemed as though he wanted to hollow out a niche +for himself with his back. + +"I want to thank you, Monsieur Giraud," said Bijou, holding out her +hand to him, "for being so kind as to think about me." + +Very pale, and visibly embarrassed, the young man scarcely dared touch +the soft little hand lying so confidingly in his; he looked very +delighted, though, at being treated with such cordiality, as it was +more than he had ever expected again. + +"Mademoiselle," he stammered out, seized with a vague desire either +to run away or else to give way to his emotion, "please do not believe +that I should have taken the liberty of making all those remarks." + +"Oh, well, it would not have mattered; there is plenty of liberty +allowed with _the Bijou_, as Pierrot would say." And then suddenly +looking very thoughtful and absorbed, she asked: "Have they been +working at the play this morning?" + +"Working?" exclaimed Pierrot, with an air of surprise; "working +without you there? Oh, by jingo, no: it's quite enough to peg away at +it when you are with us, without going at it while you are away. Oh, +no! it would be too bad--that would! We had a dose of it last +night--the precious play--and I, more particularly, because I am +obliged to work at other things." + +Bijou laughed heartily. "Are you not afraid of tiring yourself with +working so hard as all that?" + +"If he continues at the rate he is going," said M. de Jonzac, "he will +never take his degree, will he, Monsieur Giraud?" + +"I am afraid not, monsieur, I am very much afraid not," replied the +tutor gently. "Pierrot is very intelligent, but so thoughtless, and so +absent-minded always, especially since our arrival here!" + +"Oh! not any more than you are, at any rate, Monsieur Giraud," +retorted Pierrot. "It's quite true! I don't know what's the matter +with you, but your thoughts are always wool-gathering, and you don't +go in for books as you did before. Why, even _maths_ you don't seem so +mad on--you don't do anything now except look after me, and go off +writing poetry." + +"You write poetry, Monsieur Giraud?" asked Madame de Rueille, entering +the room, followed by Jean and Henry. + +"Oh, madame," stuttered the poor fellow, not knowing where to put +himself nor what to say, "I write some sort, but it is--not exactly +poetry." + +"You write charming poetry!" said Jean, and then, as the young tutor +looked at him in astonishment, he continued: "Yes, you write very good +poetry--and then you lose it; little Marcel has just picked up these +verses and brought them to me." + +He smiled as he held out to Giraud a folded paper, the writing on +which was invisible. + +"Let me see them!" said Bijou, holding out her hand. + +"Oh, mademoiselle!" cried the tutor, stepping forward, terrified, +"please do not insist!" And then in order to explain his own +agitation, he added: "They are wretched verses; please let me put +them out of sight. I will show you some others which are more worth +looking at." + +Bijou's hand was still held out, and she stood there waiting, looking +very frank and innocent. + +"Oh, please, Jean, let me see these all the same; that need not +prevent M. Giraud writing some more that we can see, too." + +"I cannot show you a letter," replied Jean, handing the paper to the +distracted tutor, "and this is a kind of letter, and belongs to the +person who wrote it." + +"Thank you," stammered out Giraud, thoroughly abashed, "I am much +obliged, monsieur." And he at once put the troublesome scrap of paper +into his pocket out of sight. + +"Pierrot!" called out the marchioness, "give me 'La Bruyere'--you know +where it is?" + +"What's that?" asked the youth, winking. + +"'La Bruyere'?" + +"You see," remarked M. de Jonzac, looking at his son with an +expression of despair on his face, "he does not even know who 'La +Bruyere' is!" + +Pierrot protested energetically. "Yes, I do know who he is, and the +proof is, I can tell you--it's a blue-back." + +"A what?" asked the marchioness. + +"A blue-back, aunt." + +"Explain to your aunt," interposed M. Giraud, "that you have a most +objectionable mania for speaking of books by the colour of the binding +rather than by their title." + +"By George!" exclaimed M. de Jonzac, annoyed, "he never by any chance +opens one. He is an absolute ignoramus; just to think that he will +soon be seventeen!" + +"Poor Pierrot," said Bijou compassionately, "he is not as ignorant as +all that!" And then, as her uncle did not answer, she added: "And +then, too, he is ever so nice, and he is so strong and well." + +"Oh, as to that," said M. de Jonzac, "his health is perfect, and that +just makes him all the more insufferable, but not any more intelligent +though. Everyone complains about the overtaxing of the intellectual +faculties; they say that it is the ruin of children; and so, by way of +improvement, they go in now for overtaxing them physically, which is a +more certain ruin still." + +"Ah, uncle is waging war now," put in Bertrade; "but I am of his +opinion, too, for I do not like to think that some day my children +will add to the number of the young ruffians we see around us." + +"But," objected Henry de Bracieux, "many of them--and some quite +young, too--are very intellectual; I know some." + +"I, too, know some," said Jean de Blaye; "but, to my way of thinking, +they are not precisely intellectual, they are--" + +Just at this moment a bell was rung in the hall. + +"We must go to luncheon, children," said the marchioness, rising, +"Jean will finish his little definition for us at table." + +"Oh, I am not particularly keen about it, aunt," said Jean, laughing. + +"I am, though; I am no longer 'in the know' of things, as you say, and +I don't object to be instructed about certain matters on which I am +absolutely ignorant." + +On taking her seat at table, the marchioness, addressing Jean, +continued: + +"You were saying that the young men who were not precisely the +intellectual ones were--" + +"Oh, I am not good at explanations," he replied. + +"That does not matter; go on, anyhow." + +"Well, those who are not really intellectual are of the sickly kind; +they act that sort of thing to begin with, and then they end by +getting like it in reality; they are intolerably affected, +effeminate, crazy, and everything else beside. They set up for being +original, and not like anyone else." + +"Well, and what do you call them?" + +"I don't exactly know; they are of the complex kind. There's young La +Balue, for instance, he's a perfect example for you of this class; you +might study him." + +"That's an idea that has never entered my head; but, in the young +generation of to-day, there are others beside these complex ones." + +"Yes, they are the athletes." + +"Specimen, Pierrot!"--remarked Henry de Bracieux. + +The marchioness turned towards her grandson. + +"Don't be personal," she said. "Continue your little speech, Jean." + +"I would rather eat my egg in peace, aunt!" + +"We had got as far as the athletes--" + +"Well, then, if the complex young men of to-day are a trifle +sickening, the athletes are the greatest nuisances under the sun. +Boxing, football, bicycles, matches, and records--all that, they +consider of the most tremendous and vital importance, not only in +their conversation, but, what is more regrettable still, in their +lives. In their opinion, a man of worth is the one who can give the +hardest blows, or who is endowed with the greatest strength or +vigour; all their admiration is bestowed on one single being in the +world--_the Champion_, with a capital C." + +"And what is there between the complex young man and the athletes?" + +"Nothing; or, at least, some exceptions so rare that they are there +simply to confirm the rule. Of course, I am only talking now of the +young generation, of the latest--Pierrot's, in fact." + +"Do leave poor Pierrot in peace!" said Bijou; "you all find fault with +him." + +"Because it is not too late yet for him to put his young self to +rights, and if he were to be let alone, he would soon degenerate in +the most deplorable manner." + +"Jean is right," agreed M. de Jonzac; "he can very well afford to give +advice to Pierrot, and even to the others, for he is himself highly +intellectual and very good at sports." + +Madame de Bracieux looked at her nephew with a benevolent expression +in her eyes: + +"Your uncle is right, my dear boy, you are the greatest success of the +family," she said, and then seeing that Bijou appeared to be examining +her cousin curiously, she added: "I am only speaking of the men, of +course." + +Pierrot leaned over towards Denyse, who was seated next him, and +said, in an undertone with deep gratitude, "It's awfully good of you +to stick up for me always, and I can't tell you how fond I am of +you--more than any of the others." + +She answered with a smile; and in an almost maternal way, said: + +"That's very wrong! You ought to be much fonder of uncle, and of +grandmamma, too, than you are of me." + +"Oh, well, to begin with, there's no rule for that, and then, too, I +didn't mean that at all. I meant that I am fonder of you than all the +others are; and, you know, there's some of them very fond of you; +there's Paul, for instance, Paul de Rueille--I'm sure he likes you +better than he does Bertrade, or his children, better than +anyone--even God!" + +"Do be quiet!" said Bijou, alarmed, and looking round to see if anyone +had heard. + +"Don't be in a fright! They are all busy worrying each other; they are +not troubling about us. It's quite true what I said, you know; and +then Jean, too, and Henry, and Monsieur Giraud! There's scarcely +anyone, except Abbe Courteil, who does not follow you about to every +corner you go; and then--" + +"You are talking rubbish! how can you imagine--" + +"I don't imagine it--I see it!--and I see it, because it annoys me!" + +Just at this moment M. de Jonzac's voice was heard. + +"Oh, no!" he was saying, "I am convinced that he has no idea that +Renan ever existed. He does not know a thing--not a single thing." + +"Oh, yes," put in the tutor, in his usual gentle and conciliatory way, +"as regards Renan, I am sure that he knows. Only three or four days +ago I had occasion to quote him as the author of the 'Origin of +Language.'" + +"Well, I would wager that he does not even remember his +name--Pierrot!" called out M. de Jonzac. + +The poor lad, entirely absorbed in his conversation with Bijou, had no +idea that he was being discussed. On hearing his name called, he +turned his head towards his father, vaguely uneasy. + +"Pierrot," asked M. de Jonzac, "who was Renan?" + +"Ah! that's it, is it," said Pierrot to Bijou, "now they're beginning +the examination again. Renan--who in the world was he now?" + +"You do not know who Renan was, do you?" asked M. de Jonzac blandly. + +"No, father, I don't," replied the boy. + +"What?" exclaimed Giraud, surprised; "why, only the other day we were +talking about him." + +"About him?" repeated Pierrot, quite astounded, "do you mean to say +that I was talking about the man?" + +"Why, yes--come now; try to remember--I mentioned one of his works." + +Bijou, who had just before only been listening with one ear to what +Pierrot had been telling her, so that with the other she could keep up +with the general conversation, remembered the title that had been +quoted. She was looking at her plate, apparently taken up with the +strawberries, which she was rolling about in the sugar. "The 'Origin +of Language,'" she whispered very quietly. + +"Come now, have a good try," repeated the tutor. "I mentioned one of +M. Renan's books to you--which one?" + +"'The Language of Flowers,'" answered Pierrot resolutely. + +"That's right!" exclaimed Bertrade, delighted: "we can always reckon +on something lively from Pierrot." + +M. de Jonzac, in spite of his inclination to laugh, put on a rigid +expression. "I do not see anything amusing in it." + +"_You_ don't laugh, at any rate," said Pierrot, turning to Bijou and +blushing furiously. "It is awfully good of you," he added. + +After dinner, he drew her out on to the stone steps, and said, in a +beseeching tone: + +"Let me come out with you to take the green stuff to Patatras." + +"But I must go and pour out the coffee first." + +"Oh, just for once; Bertrade can pour it out right enough. Come, now, +I don't want to go into the drawing-room; they'd begin asking me +something else." + +Denyse started off with him, taking from a shed the basket in which +was prepared for her every day the bunch of clover she always took to +her horse. She then went on in the direction of the stable, followed +by Pierrot. + +"You are awfully nice, Bijou, and so pretty, if you only knew it," he +kept repeating, making his rough voice almost gentle. + +As they crossed the path which led to the stable, they saw M. de +Rueille and Jean de Blaye advancing towards them, deep in +conversation. + +"Look!" said Pierrot, "as you weren't in the drawing-room our two +cousins made themselves scarce there." + +Denyse was going forward to meet them, but he stopped her abruptly. + +"No, please don't, they'd stick to us all the time, and I shouldn't +have you to myself at all. It's such a piece of luck for me to be with +you for a minute without Monsieur Giraud; he's always at my heels, +especially when I'm anywhere near you." + +Bijou was looking attentively at the two men, who were coming towards +her, but who were so deeply absorbed that they had not seen her, and +between her somewhat heavy eyelids appeared that little gleam which +gave at times a singular intensity of expression to her usually +soft-looking eyes. + +"Very well," she answered, entering the stable, "let us take Patatras +his clover without them." + +M. de Rueille was walking along with his eyes fixed on the gravel of +the garden-path. He looked up on hearing the door open. Jean de Blaye +pointed to the stable. + +"Look here," he said, "_that's_ the cause of all the trouble and worry +that I can detect in every single word you say; and it's the cause, +too, of the sort of petty spite that you have against me." + +"Indeed!" replied Rueille, putting on a joking air; "and what is +_that_ pray?" + +"Why, Bijou, of course. Oh, you need not try to deny it. Do you think +I have not followed up, hour by hour, all that has been passing in +your mind?" + +"It must have been interesting." + +"Don't humbug; you are scarcely inclined for that sort of thing just +now. I saw very well just when you began to admire Bijou, quite +unconsciously, more than one does admire, as a rule, a little cousin +one is fond of. It was the evening of the _Grand Prix_ at Uncle +Alexis' when she sang--why don't you speak?" + +"I am listening to you--go on." + +"When we were all here together at Bracieux, never absent from each +other, and you had spent every minute of the long day in Bijou's +society, your--let us call it--your admiration increased, of course, +and ever since yesterday, ever since your expedition to +Pont-sur-Loire, it has been at the acute stage. Am I right?" + +"Well, yes: you are right." + +"I am not surprised; but will you explain one thing--one thing which +_does_ surprise me?" + +"What is it?" + +"Why do you appear to have a special grudge against me? Why against me +rather than against your brother-in-law, or young La Balue, or +Pierrot's tutor, or even Pierrot himself?" + +"Well, Henry is nearly Bijou's own age; he was brought up with her, +and she looks upon him as a brother exactly. Young La Balue is a +regular caricature; the tutor, a poor wretch who does not count; and +Pierrot, a lad; whilst you--" + +"Whilst I?" + +"Well, as to you, why, you are the sort that women like, and you know +that very well; and I can see and feel, and, in short, I know, it is +you whom Bijou will care for." + +"Me? nonsense! she does not deign to pay the very slightest attention +to me. I am nothing in her eyes except the man who is breaking in a +horse for her, who takes her out boating, or who composes couplets for +her play." + +"In short, you exist more than the others do, anyhow." + +"But why? It's your fancy to look upon young La Balue as a caricature; +but everyone is not of your opinion. As to Giraud--well, he is a very +good sort." + +"Yes, but he is Giraud." + +"Well, what of that? what difference does that make?" + +"A good deal; that is, it would be nothing with certain women, but it +is everything with others,--and Bijou is one of these others." + +"Oh--what do you know about it?" + +"I have studied her for some time without appearing to." + +"You are studying her, but you do not know her." + +"Perhaps not!" + +"If I were in her place I know which one I should choose amongst so +many lovers." + +"Ah! they sing that in _Les Noces de Jeannette_." + +"Oh! you won't stop me like that! Amongst so many lovers, if I had to +choose, it would certainly be Giraud that I should prefer." + +"An older woman might admire Giraud, because he is handsome--but not a +young girl! You see a young girl's one idea is marriage----" + +"Then, you have no grudge against Giraud, because, according to you, +he is not marriageable, consequently, not to be feared." + +"Precisely!" + +"Very well, then, and what about me, my dear fellow? Do you think I am +marriageable, then? Can you imagine me with my wretched fifteen +hundred a year endeavouring to make Bijou happy? Yes, can you just +imagine it now?--a house at a hundred a year or so--petroleum lamps, +coke fires, etc.--that _would_ be delicious." + +"And yet you are in love with her?" + +"Excuse me, I did not say that I was in love with Bijou. I don't +really know; all I can say is, that she has taken my fancy +tremendously, and that, as I simply cannot marry her, I am wretchedly +unhappy." + +"And you don't think she cares for you?" + +"Not the least bit in the world! She has never tried even to deceive +me on that point. 'Good-morning! Good-night! What a fine day it +is.'--that's the sort of palpitating dialogue which goes on every day +between us. You see, therefore, that you have no reason to have a +spite against me?" + +"I beg your pardon, Jean, my dear fellow, but I firmly believed that +you were the great favourite." + +M. de Rueille broke off suddenly, and appeared to be straining his +ears. + +"Ah!" he said, "there she is!" + +Bijou was just coming out of the stable, followed, of course, by +Pierrot. + +She tripped daintily across towards the two men, examining them in her +calm, smiling way. + +"Whatever's the matter with you both?" she asked; "you look--I don't +know how!" + + + + +V. + + +BIJOU was in the dining-room, arranging the flowers on the table for +dinner, whilst in the butler's pantry the servants were polishing up +the large silver dishes until they shone brilliantly. + +"Get into your coat!" said the butler to the footman; "there's a +carriage coming slowly up the avenue. Oh, you've got plenty of time, +it isn't here yet." + +"Whose carriage is it?" said the footman, looking through the window. + +"I don't know it; it's a fine-looking turn-out, anyhow. It might very +well be the owner of The Noriniere." + +"My goodness! it's a clinking turn-out." + +"Oh, he can afford it." + +"He's got some money, then?" + +"Why, yes, an awful lot; he's got about sixteen thousand a year." + +"Do you know him, then?" + +"My wife was kitchen-maid at his place before I married her--a good +master he is, always pleasant, and not at all near--you'd better +start now if you want to get to the steps before he's there." + +A minute before, Bijou, finding that she was short of flowers, had run +out into the garden, and, springing across the path, had pushed her +way into the middle of a rose-bed, and was now cutting away +mercilessly. She was so absorbed that she did not hear the carriage, +which was coming up the drive, and which went round the lawn, and +pulled up in front of the stone steps. When at last she did happen to +look up, she saw, a few steps away from her, a tall gentleman standing +gazing at her with a most rapturous expression. + +The fact was that Bijou, in her cotton dress, with wide pink stripes, +and her little apron trimmed with Valenciennes, was really very pretty +to look at, foraging about amongst the flowers. + +When she discovered that she was being gazed at in this way, her +tea-rose complexion took a deeper tint, and she looked confused and +embarrassed, as she stood there facing the gentleman, who was still +contemplating her without saying a word. + +He was a man of between fifty-five and sixty, tall, slender, +distinguished-looking, and elegant, and with a very young-looking +figure for his years. His face, which was intelligent and refined, +had also an almost youthful expression about it, just tinged with a +shade of melancholy. As Bijou remained where she was, and appeared to +be hesitating and not quite at her ease, the visitor approached, and, +raising his hat, said in a very gentle voice: + +"Excuse me, mademoiselle, but are you not Denyse de Courtaix?" + +Bijou, with her frank, honest expression, looked straight into the +eyes fixed so curiously upon her, and answered, smiling: + +"Yes, and you?--you are Monsieur de Clagny, are you not?" + +"How did you know?" + +Denyse sprang out of the rose-bed on to the garden-path, and then, +without answering the question in a direct way, she said, with the +most trusting, happy look in her eyes: + +"Oh! how glad grandmamma will be to see you, and Uncle Alexis, too; +ever since they heard that you were coming back to live here, they +have talked of nothing else. Let's go at once to find grandmamma." + +She started off, leading the way, looking most graceful and supple, as +she passed through the large rooms with that gliding movement which +was one of her greatest charms. + +The marchioness was not in the room where she was usually to be found. +Bijou rang the bell, and requested the servant to find Madame de +Bracieux. She then took a seat opposite M. de Clagny, and examined him +attentively. + +"Paul de Rueille was quite right after all," she said, "when he told +me that I had seen you long ago--I recognise you." She gazed with her +bright eyes more fixedly into the count's, and repeated pensively: "I +certainly do recognise you." + +"Well, I confess, in all sincerity," said M. de Clagny, "that if I had +met you anywhere else than at Bracieux, I should not have recognised +_you_--you are so much bigger, you know, and then, so much more +beautiful that, with the exception of the lovely violet eyes, which +have not changed, there is nothing remaining of the little baby-girl +of years ago." + +"The name which you gave me still remains." + +"The name? what name?" he asked, in surprise. + +"Bijou! don't you remember? it seems that it was you who used to call +me that." + +"Yes, that's true! you seemed to me such a fragile little thing, so +adorable and so rare--a bijou in fact, an exquisite little bijou. And +so they have continued to call you by that name--it suits you, too, +wonderfully well." + +"I don't think so! I am afraid it is rather ridiculous to be still +_Bijou_ at the age of twenty-one, for, you know, I am twenty-one now." + +"Is it possible?" + +"Very possible! in four years from now I shall be quite an old maid!" + +The count looked at Bijou with an admiration which he did not attempt +to dissimulate, as he answered emphatically: + +"_You_ an old maid? oh, never in the world, never!" + +Madame de Bracieux was just entering the room. + +"How glad I am to see you!" she said, looking delighted, and holding +out her hands to her visitor. + +As Denyse was moving towards the door, the marchioness called her +back. + +"I see Bijou has introduced herself," she said to Clagny, who had not +yet got over his admiration, "What do you think of my grand-daughter?" +And then, without giving him time to answer, she went on quickly: +"It's just the same _Bijou_ you used to admire years ago, just the +same! the genuine _Bijou_, there's no _sham_ about it, as my grandsons +would say." + +"Mademoiselle Denyse is charming." + +"Denyse (and, by the way, you will oblige me by not calling her +mademoiselle) is a dear, good girl, obedient and devoted. Her gaiety +has brightened up my old house, which was gloomy enough before her +arrival." + +"How is it that I have never seen Mademoiselle Denyse----" + +"Mademoiselle again!" + +"That I have never seen Bijou in Paris? I come so regularly on your +day." + +"Yes, but you always come very early, at an hour when she is never +there, and then for the last sixteen years you have never dined with +us." + +"I never dine out anywhere, you know; but you have never spoken of +Bijou, never told me anything about her." + +"Because you have never asked me about her." + +"I had forgotten about her, to tell the truth, the tiny, baby-child +that I saw so little of, and yet just now, when I saw a delicious girl +emerging from a rose-bed, I hadn't the slightest hesitation, had I, +mademoiselle?" and then correcting himself, he added, laughing: "had +I, Bijou?" + +"Yes, that's true! M. de Clagny asked me at once if I were not Denyse +de Courtaix----and I, too, knew at once who he was; I had heard so +much about him that I seemed to know him in my imagination, and, it's +very odd--" She broke off suddenly, and then after gazing thoughtfully +at the count, she added: "I knew him in my imagination just as he is +in reality." + +"A very old man," said Clagny, with a kind of sad playfulness. + +"No!" replied Bijou, evidently sincere, "a very handsome man!" And +then abruptly breaking off, she said: "And Uncle Alexis has not +appeared yet; they have rung the bell with all their might in vain, +for he doesn't come; I'll go and find him!" + +She was hurrying away when the marchioness called her back: + +"Stop a minute!--have another place laid at table. You will dine with +us, Clagny?" + +"Yes, if you have no one here." + +"Oh, but I have; I am just expecting some friends of yours." + +"And I am a regular bear, for I do not even dine with my friends; and +then, too, in this get-up--" + +"Your get-up is all right, and, besides, there is time to send to The +Noriniere for your coat if you particularly care to have it." + +"I do care to, if I stay." + +Bijou approached, and said, in a coaxing way: + +"You will stay--and do you know what would be very, very nice of you? +well, it would be to stay just as you are, without your dress-coat." + +"Why do you insist, Bijou, if it annoys him to stay without dressing?" +asked the marchioness. + +"Because, grandmamma, if M. de Clagny were to dine without his +dress-coat, M. Giraud could, too; and otherwise he will have to dine +all by himself in his room." + +"What are you talking about, child?" + +"Why, it's very simple. M. Giraud has no dress-coat; he hasn't one at +all. I got to know it by chance; he told Baptiste just now that he was +not very well, and that he should not leave his room this evening, and +so, if M. de Clagny would stay just as he is, don't you see, he could, +too--M. Giraud, I mean." + +"What a good little Bijou you are!" said the marchioness, quite +touched; "you think of everyone; you do nothing but find ways of +giving pleasure to all." + +Denyse was not listening to this. She was waiting for the count to +give his consent. + +"Would it be a great, great pleasure to you," he asked at length, "if +this Monsieur Giraud could dine at table?" + +"Yes." + +"Then it shall be as you wish. Tell me, though, now, who is this +gentleman with whom I am not acquainted, and for whose sake I am +consenting to appear as a most ill-bred man?" + +"He is Pierrot's coach." + +"Ah! and what's this Pierrot?" + +"The son of Alexis," said Madame de Bracieux laughing. + +"Then the god to whom I am to be sacrificed is M. Giraud, tutor to +Pierrot de Jonzac, and he is honoured by the patronage of Mademoiselle +Denyse. Thank you, I like to know how things are." + +"But," protested Denyse, turning very red, "I do not patronise M. +Giraud at all. I----" + +"Oh, do not attempt to defend yourself. I know what kind of a role a +poor tutor without a dress-coat must play in the life of a beautiful +young lady like you; it is just a role of no account; he represents as +exactly as possible _a gentleman of no importance_ in a play." + +"You have no idea," said the marchioness, when Denyse had gone away, +"how good that child is. This young man in whom she is interested, and +who, by the bye, is really charming, is always treated by her exactly +on the same footing as the most influential and the most +distinguished men she meets. Oh, she is a pearl, is Bijou; you will +see!" + +"I shall see it perhaps too clearly." + +"How do you mean--too clearly?" + +"I am very susceptible, you know. I have a foolish old heart, which +sounds an alarm at the slightest danger, and which afterwards I cannot +silence again." + +"But Bijou is my grand-daughter, my poor old friend." + +"Well, what difference does that make?" + +"Why, just this--that she might be yours." + +"I know all that well enough. Good heavens!--that is what you might +call reasoning; and hearts that remain young either reason very little +or very badly." + +"And so?" + +"Oh," said M. de Clagny, making an effort to laugh, "I was joking, of +course." + + * * * * * + +Bijou had crossed the court-yard. The heat was very great, and the +peacocks, perched on the trunk of a tree that had been felled, looked +stupid and ridiculous, whilst the dogs, lying on their sides, with +their legs stretched out, were panting under the sun's rays, but were +too lazy to look for any shade. + +No one was out of doors at that torrid hour, except Pierrot, who, +arrayed in a white linen suit, with a wide straw hat on his head, was +strolling about under the chestnut trees, which formed a V shaped +avenue. + +Denyse ran up the steps, and entered the schoolroom like a gust of +wind. On the threshold, however, she stopped short, and seemed +confused. M. Giraud, who had been seated at the table, had risen +hastily on seeing her appear. + +"Oh! I beg your pardon," she stammered out, "I wanted to speak to +Pierrot. I thought he was here, and that you had gone for your walk." + +Very much embarrassed, the young tutor could scarcely find any words +with which to reply. + +"No, mademoiselle, no! I am here you see. It is just the contrary, for +Pierrot has gone out, but, if you like, if I could tell him +what--for--you have something to say to him probably?" + +He lost his head completely as he looked at her standing there. She +was so pretty with her complexion, still pink and white, in spite of +the terrible heat, and her large eyes, with their changing expression, +were fixed on him with such a gentle look. + +"Yes, certainly," she said, slightly embarrassed too, "I wanted to +speak to Pierrot; although it is about something that concerns +you--it would be better----" + +"Something which concerns me?" interrupted Giraud, looking uneasy; +"but I do not know really--I wonder what----" + +The thought flashed across him that she was perhaps going to say that, +after what had taken place the night before last, he could not remain +any longer at Bracieux. He was in despair, for not only would he have +to leave Bijou, but he would probably get no employment for the next +two months, just as he had thought to have a little peace and comfort. + +The young girl was looking at him, and smiling kindly. + +"You see, it is very difficult to say it to--to the person concerned," +she answered at length. + +"Well, but--Pierrot." + +"Oh! Pierrot is not a very clever diplomatist, I grant, but he would +have known better than I do how to go about things in order to +announce to you----" + +"To announce to me?" + +"The fact that you are going to dine with us this evening. A headache, +you know, is a very good excuse for women, but only for women." + +"But, mademoiselle, without taking into account the annoyance it +would be to me (and it would annoy me very much) not to be dressed as +the others are, it would not be polite towards your guests." + +"Yes, you are perhaps right; it would not be the thing, perhaps, if +you were the only one who was not in evening dress; but there will be +M. de Clagny just as he is now, to pay a call; so you understand." + +"Mademoiselle, I caught sight of M. de Clagny just now when he +arrived. He is an old gentleman, and as such can take liberties about +certain matters which I, particularly in my position, could not." + +"As to you, you are just going to obey grandmamma like a good little +boy, for it was grandmamma who sent me, you know." + +"Ah!" murmured the young man, disappointed, "it was your grandmamma? I +was hoping it was you, who--but you are still vexed with me, of +course?" + +"Vexed with you?" she asked, surprised; "what for?" + +"Well--because--oh, you know--the other evening--when, in spite of +myself, I----" + +Bijou's merry face clouded over as she said very seriously: + +"I thought that would never be brought up again. I wish you to forget +what you said to me." She stood still a moment, with a pensive look on +her beautiful face, and then she added, in a muffled voice: "And, +above all, I wish to forget it myself." + +Her eyelids were lowered, and her eyelashes were beating quickly +against her pink cheeks throwing a strange shadow over her brilliant +complexion. + +Giraud went up to her, anxious and excited, and in a stammering voice +he asked: + +"Is it true what you have just said? Do you still remember that moment +of madness? Can you think of it without anger?" + +"Yes," she answered, gazing full at him with her beautiful blue eyes, +"I think of it without anger," and then, in such a low voice that he +could scarcely hear it, she murmured, "and I _do_ think of it all the +time!" Then, with a sudden change of expression, she began again +hurriedly: "It is you who must forget now; you must forget at +once--what I ought never to have said to you! Please forget it! Do as +I ask you, for my sake!" + +"Forget? How do you think that I can forget? You know well enough that +it is absolutely impossible!" + +"You must, though!" she persisted. "Yes, you must say to yourself +that you--that we have had a dream--a very bright, happy dream,--one +of those sort from which one wakes up happy, and, at the same time, +troubled; a dream in which one has a vision of beautiful things, which +disappear, and which we cannot possibly define. Have you never had +such dreams? One cannot, no matter how much one tries, remember all +about them; and yet--one likes them." + +Her voice, with its caressing intonation, completely unnerved the +young man. He had taken his seat again mechanically at the table, and, +without replying, he looked up at Bijou, his eyes full of tears. + +She came nearer, and said in a beseeching tone: + +"Ah! please don't, if you only knew how wretched it makes me--" and +then she added abruptly: "and if it is any consolation to you--you can +say to yourself that you are not the only one to suffer--for I do, +too." + +"Is it really, really true?" he asked, bewildered with his happiness. + +Denyse did not answer. She had just noticed on the table a letter, +which Giraud had been finishing when she entered the room. + +"I was writing to my brother," he said, following the direction of her +eyes, "and instead of telling him about my pupil, and my occupations, +and, in short, about such things as, in my position of life, I ought +to confine myself to, I have only told him about you." + +"I was looking at your name," she answered, pointing with her rosy +finger to the signature; "Fred--it is a name I am fond of; I gave it +to my little godchild, the youngest of Bertrade's children." She +seemed to be looking far away through the open window as she repeated +very gently: "Fred!" And then passing her little hand over her +forehead, and walking towards the door, she said abruptly: "And this +dinner--and my flowers for the table,--why, the _menus_ are not +written yet, and it is five o'clock!" And then, as the poor fellow +looked stupefied and did not attempt to move, she went on: "It's +settled about this evening, is it not? I shall have your place laid?" + +He answered, in a vague, bewildered way, coming gradually to himself +again: + +"Amongst all the others in dress-coats, I shall cut the most +ridiculous figure." + +"Oh, no,--nothing of the kind! Besides, they will not all be in +dress-coats. First of all, there is M. de Clagny in a frock-coat; and +then M. de Bernes, who is afraid of meeting his General, and so is +always arrayed in his uniform: then the abbe in his cassock," and +with a laugh she concluded: "That makes three of them who will not be +in dress-coats!" + + * * * * * + +As she was leaving the schoolroom, she ran against Henry de Bracieux, +who was coming towards her in the corridor. + +"Well, I never!" he exclaimed, in surprise. "What are you doing here?" + +"And you?" + +"I? Why, I was going back to my room." + +"And I was coming away from Pierrot's." + +"Pierrot is in the garden." + +"I did not know, and I had something to say to him." + +"To him?" asked the young man suspiciously, and almost aggressively, +"or to M. Giraud?" + +Without appearing to notice her cousin's singular attitude towards +her, she answered, in a docile way: + +"To him, so that he might repeat it to M. Giraud, but as he was not +there----" + +"It is to Giraud that you have----" + +"Given grandmamma's message. Yes," and then, with an innocent +expression in her eyes, she asked: "Why does it interest you so much +to know whether I gave this message to the one rather than to the +other?" + +He replied, in a joking tone, but with some embarrassment: + +"Because I am inquisitive, probably; and the proof that I am +inquisitive is that I should like to know what this message was." + +"Grandmamma commissioned me to tell M. Giraud, who has no +dress-coat----" + +"No dress-coat--Giraud?" + +"No." + +"Not a dress-coat at all?" + +"There, you say just what I did. No, not a dress-coat of any +description! He had sent word that he would not dine with us; and +then, as M. de Clagny is staying to dinner, and he is in a frock-coat, +I was going to tell Pierrot, so that he could let M. Giraud know. Do +you understand now?" + +"Yes," replied Henry, "quite well--but Jean is very _chic_ and never +goes about without a change of dress-coats; he has, at least, three +here; he would certainly lend him one--they are exactly the same +figure." + +"That would be nice!" + +"Oh, he would be glad to do it! Giraud is a very nice fellow; we +should all like him, if----" + +He stopped short, and Bijou asked: + +"If what?" + +"Oh, nothing! I'll go and see about this business--at old Clagny's +time of life it doesn't matter whether one is got up all right or not; +but for Giraud, it's another thing. I am sure he would feel it very +much if he thought he looked ridiculous, especially----" + +"Especially?" + +"Especially before you!" + +Bijou shrugged her shoulders, and ran away down the long corridor. + + + + +VI. + + +ALTHOUGH Bijou had superintended the laying of the cloth, and had +herself attended to the flowers, the service, and the _menus_, she was +ready for dinner before anyone else. + +Carrying in her arms an enormous bunch of roses, she entered the +drawing-room just as the marchioness had gone upstairs to dress. + +She was so much taken up with arranging her flowers on a side-table +that she did not see M. de Clagny, who was watching her attentively as +she came and went, with the pretty, graceful movements of a bird as it +flies backwards and forwards before finally perching itself. + +At length, however, he spoke, and the sound of his voice made Denyse +start. + +"It's very certain that it came direct from Paris--that pretty dress," +he said. + +"Oh!" exclaimed Bijou, scared, "you nearly frightened me." And then, +going up to the count, and daintily patting her light, gauzy dress, +she continued: "That pretty dress did not come from Paris; it was made +at Bracieux, near Pont-sur-Loire." + +Thoroughly astonished, the count asked: + +"Oh, no! by whom, then?" + +"By Denyse, here present, and by an old sewing-woman, who is a dresser +at the theatre." + +He had risen, and was now walking round the young girl in almost timid +admiration. She was so pretty, emerging from the pinky-looking cloud, +which seemed to scarcely touch her dainty little figure, and out of +which peeped her shoulders, tinted, too, with that singular pinky +gleam which made her delicate skin look so velvety and soft. + +M. de Clagny could not help thinking that Bijou was not only beautiful +to look at, but fascinating in the extreme, with her tempting mouth, +and her innocent, frank eyes. The charm of her person was rendered all +the more complex by this same child-like expression. + +Whilst he was examining her curiously, Bijou was saying to herself +that "this old friend of grandmamma's" was much younger-looking than +she had imagined him to be. He certainly did make a good appearance, +tall and slender, with his hair quite white on his temples, whilst his +fair moustache had scarcely a touch of grey. His brown eyes had a +gentle expression, and his mouth, sometimes mocking, and at times even +almost cruel, showed, when he smiled, the sharp, white teeth, which +lighted up his whole face in a singular way. + +The silence was getting embarrassing, until Bijou at last broke it: + +"Grandmamma has not come down then yet? I expected to find her here." + +"She went away to dress just as you came in." + +"She will never be ready." + +M. de Clagny looked at his watch. + +"But dinner is to be at eight--she has plenty of time; it is not +half-past seven." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Bijou regretfully. "If only I had known, I should not +have hurried so much. I was so afraid of being late." + +"I'm the one to be glad that you hurried so much. I shall have you to +talk to for a minute"-- + +"For a good half-hour at least," she said, laughing; "no one is ever +in advance here--oh, never, not even the guests any more than the +people of the house." + +"Ah, about the guests, tell me with whom I am going to dine. Your +grandmamma said, 'You will dine with some friends of yours.' Now, as +to friends, I cannot have many here now, considering that for the +last twelve years I have not been in this part of the world. There +have probably been many changes since then." + +"Not so many as all that; let's see, now! you will dine with the +Tourvilles." + +"The Tourvilles? they are not dead yet?" + +"Those with whom you are going to dine are living. They had some +parents who are dead." + +"Ah! that's it, is it! then young Tourville is married?" + +"Yes, two years ago!" + +"He was a disagreeable fellow! Has he made a good marriage?" + +"That depends! he married a young lady on the Stock Exchange." + +"What do you mean? a young lady on the Stock Exchange?" + +"Yes, her father is something there, I believe; he is very, very +rich." + +"Is it Chaillot, the banker?" + +"Perhaps so, I never asked about them--they have restored Tourville, +it is superb now; and they are always entertaining." + +"Is Madame de Tourville pretty?" + +"You will see her; she is very pleasant, and they say she is very +intelligent; for my part, I have not discovered that." And then, as +M. de Clagny smiled, she added quickly: "Because I only know her very +slightly." + +"Well, and after the Tourvilles, who next?" + +"M. de Bernes." + +"Young Hubert, the dragoon?" + +"He himself." + +"He is the son of good friends of mine; a downright nice fellow, don't +you think so?" + +"Don't I think what?" + +"That Hubert de Bernes is nice?" + +"Oh! I know him so slightly; he has always seemed to me--how shall I +express it?--insipid, yes, insipid." + +"Because you intimidate him, probably? I can quite understand that, +too!" + +"I intimidate _you_, perhaps?" she said, laughing. + +"Very much so!" he answered, very seriously. + +"Oh!" she exclaimed, in astonishment, "how is that possible?" + +"It is very possible, and it is true! There's nothing astonishing +about it then, that if you intimidate an old man like me, you should +intimidate poor little Hubert." + +"Little Hubert? he is six feet!" + +"Yes, and he is twenty-six years old, but to me he is always little +Hubert. Well, anyhow, admit at least that he is handsome?" + +"I don't know!" + +"Are you going to tell me that you have not looked at him?" + +"I have looked at him; but as regards M. de Bernes I am a very bad +judge." + +"Why so?" + +"Because I detest young men!" + +"At the age of twenty-six they are not so young as all that!" + +"That may be so! but, all the same, at that age they do not exist as +far as I am concerned." + +"Well, well! and at what age do they begin to exist as far as you are +concerned?" + +She laughed. + +"Very late in life!" she said, and then suddenly changing her tone, +she continued: "I am glad you know M. de Bernes, because, at any rate, +you will not be bored to death now this evening." + +"Ah! it appears, then, that I am not to count on the other guests for +entertainment?" + +"Oh, no! the others--well, first of all there are the La Balues." + +"Good heavens, they are alarming! Why, their children must be +beginning to grow up?" + +"They have even finished growing up! Louis is twenty-three, and Gisele +twenty-two." + +"What are they like?" + +"The one sets up for being _blase_---he is never either hungry, +thirsty, or sleepy; he does not care for anything; everything bores +him. And it is not true, you know! he never misses a dance, and his +sister says that he gets up in the night to eat on the sly. Then, too, +he writes ridiculous poetry, paints pictures as absurd as his poetry, +and goes in for music--such music!" + +"And the daughter?" + +"She is as masculine as her brother is effeminate; she goes shooting +and hunting, and her dream is to go in for deer-stalking, and to marry +an officer." + +"She is probably thinking of Hubert?" + +"What Hubert?" + +"Young Bernes!" + +"Ah! But I don't fancy so! At all events, he is not thinking about +her--" + +"Because he is too much taken up with you, like all the others; is not +that so?" + +"Not at all!" + +M. de Clagny shrugged his shoulders. + +"Oh, nonsense!" he said, "I can see it all quite plainly." + +"There are only three guests left now for me to introduce to you," +continued Bijou, evidently wishing to change the subject of the +conversation. "There are the Juzencourts--people who are very much +up-to-date, and who have bought 'The Pines'--and one of their friends +who is staying for a month with them, a delightful young widow, the +Viscountess de Nezel." + +"What!" exclaimed the count, with an abrupt movement; "Madame de +Nezel--Jean de Blaye is here then?" + +Denyse opened her beautiful, bright eyes wide, as she replied in +astonishment: + +"Yes, Jean is here; but what has that to do with----?" + +"Oh, nothing at all! nothing at all!" said M. de Clagny hastily, and +then after a moment's silence, he asked: "Is Madame de Nezel as pretty +as ever?" + +"She is very pretty." + +"As pretty as you?" + +Bijou smiled. "Why do you make fun of me? I know very well that I am +not pretty," she said. + +"It's my turn now, my dear little Bijou, to ask why you make fun of an +old friend who admires you as much as it is possible to admire anyone, +and who, alas! is not the only one." + +"Why do you say alas?" + +"Well, because when one admires or loves, one would like to be the +only one to admire or love; one's affection makes one selfish and +jealous." + +"And after--let me see--how long--three hours--yes, after three hours' +acquaintance, you already have some affection for me?" asked Bijou, +looking quite joyful. + +"Yes, a great deal!" answered M. de Clagny very seriously. + +"So much the better, because, you see, I too, I like you very much!" +And, as though she were just talking to herself, she added: "I had +imagined you very different, I expected to see you not at all like you +are." + +"Younger?" he asked sadly. + +"Oh, no, just the opposite; they had always spoken of you as a friend +of grandpapa's, and grandmamma always said, 'my old friend Clagny,' so +that you can understand when I saw you, I was quite surprised." + +"But why?" + +"Because you looked to me to be--I don't know exactly--about +forty-five perhaps?--well, say like Paul de Rueille; and then, you are +very handsome, and, for my part, I like people who are handsome." + +"Your cousin De Blaye is handsome!" + +"Jean?" she said, as though she were turning it over in her mind, "is +he as handsome as all that? He does not strike me in that way, you +see. When people are always together they end by not noticing each +other!" + +"I am quite sure that he notices you!" + +"Oh, no! people don't notice me as much as you think! They care for me +because I was left alone in the world at the age of seventeen; and +then, when grandmamma took possession of me, like some poor little +stray dog, and carried me off to her home, why, they all felt +interested in me, and made me very welcome, and I was their Bijou whom +they all tried to bring up and to spoil, whose faults are always +looked over, and who always has her own way." + +"And Bijou is quite right; that's the only good thing there is in +life--having one's own way, when one can." + +"One always can," she said, speaking as though she were not aware that +she was saying anything, and then suddenly advancing towards the +bay-window, she exclaimed: "Ah! there, now! the Tourvilles! and +grandmamma is not down stairs again yet!" + +Bijou went forward to greet the new-comers--a lady dressed very +handsomely, followed by a common-looking sort of man, with very stiff +manners, who, on the whole, was decidedly snobbish. + +Bijou introduced them, "Count de Clagny, Count de Tourville," and +then, as the marchioness entered the room, looking very handsome still +in her cloudy lace draperies, the young girl turned to M. de Clagny +again. + +"Well," she said, "and what do you think of the Tourvilles?" + +"I don't admire them. But how much Henry de Bracieux has improved in +appearance; he is not as good-looking as his cousin yet; but that may +come, perhaps." + +"As good-looking as which cousin?" + +"As Blaye." + +"Again. Oh, well! you will insist on this beauty of Jean's." + +"Well, beauty is perhaps not just the word; but he is charming; if you +will allow me to say that?" + +"I will allow it." + +"By the bye, do tell me who that very nice-looking young man is whom I +met just now at the end of the avenue?" + +"I do not know, unless it were Pierrot's tutor; but he is not so very +nice-looking----" + +"Look, there he is," said M. de Clagny, indicating M. Giraud. + +"Ah!" exclaimed Bijou, in astonishment; "yes, that is he!" + +She was amazed both at the count's admiration, and at the +transformation which Jean's dress-coat had made. + +Arrayed in this garment of a perfect cut, and which fitted him +wonderfully well, the young tutor looked quite at his ease. + +"Well," said Henry, coming up to Denyse, "wasn't my idea a bright one? +Do you see the difference?"--and then, as she did not answer quickly +enough for his liking, he added: "I'll bet anything you don't see it; +women never can see those things when it's a question of men." + +The guests were all arriving. First the La Balues, imperturbable, +absurd in the extreme, but so blissfully happy, so full of admiration, +and so perfectly satisfied with themselves that one would have been +sorry to have undeceived them. Then came Hubert de Bernes, arrayed, as +Bijou had prophesied, in his uniform, and looking all round the +drawing-room carefully afraid of meeting what he was in the habit of +calling '_any big pots_.' The Juzencourts arrived last of all, bringing +with them Madame de Nezel, a very pretty and exquisitely-dressed woman. +She was extremely refined-looking and supple, with that suppleness +peculiar to Creoles; she had a jessamine-like complexion, and heavy, +silky hair of jet black. + +Bijou, who was looking at her with an expression of curiosity, as +though she had never seen her before, remarked to M. de Clagny: + +"Madame de Nezel is really very pretty--isn't she?" + +He replied, in an absent sort of way, devouring Bijou all the time +with his eyes: + +"There is no mistaking that she comes of good family, and then, too, +she's very womanly, and would respond----" + +The young girl knitted her eyebrows as though she were making an +effort to understand. + +"And would what?" + +"Oh, nothing," answered the count, annoyed with himself. "I don't know +what I was going to say." + +"Bijou!" called out the marchioness suddenly, "Madame de Juzencourt +wants to see the children; go and fetch them. You will allow them to +come down, Bertrade? and you, too, monsieur?" she added, turning to +the abbe. + +M. de Clagny looked vexed at being separated from Denyse. It seemed to +him already as though he could not do without her. + +She soon came back, followed by Marcel and Robert, leading by the hand +a superb baby-child of four years old, who was smiling amiably and +confidingly as he trotted along. + +"This is my godson," she said, introducing him with evident pride. +"Isn't he a pet, and so beautiful and good. He's a love!" + +"Bijou is so good to that child," said Madame de Rueille, "she is +always looking after him and is teaching him now to read." + +"So early!" exclaimed M. de Clagny, in a reproachful tone, "is he +being taught to read already?" + +"Bijou teaches him plenty of other things, too, don't you, Bijou?" +asked the marchioness; "you are teaching him Bible history, are you +not? Two days ago he told me about Moses, and he knew it all very +well." + +"Oh!" exclaimed the count jeeringly, "I should like to hear that. Poor +unfortunate little mite!" + +In a graceful, winsome way, Bijou knelt down by the child. On hearing +"his story" mentioned, the poor little fellow looked at her +beseechingly. + +"Now, Fred, tell it," she said. + +Docile, but with a discontented expression on his face, the little +fellow looked up at his god-mother. + +"Tell about Moses, you know it very well." + +"Well then," began Fred resolutely, "they put him in a 'ittle basket, +'ittle Moses, and they put the basket on the Nile----" + +He stopped abruptly, his face bathed in perspiration. + +"And then, what happened?" asked Bijou. + +"Don't know," replied the little fellow briefly; "don't know any +more--don't know, I tell you. Say it yourself--what happened." + +"Nonsense! come now, have you made up your mind not to answer?" + +The child replied coaxingly: + +"P'ease don't make me say it!" + +Denyse insisted, however. + +"Oh, yes! now something happened when Moses was going down the Nile. +What was it--what happened?" + +He thought for a minute, his face puckered up, his eyes shut, and +then, just when everyone had given up hoping for anything more, he +cried out, delighted at having remembered: + +"Puss in boots came! and called out: 'Help! help! it's the Marquis of +Carabas--he's drowning.'" + +"There, you see," said Bertrade, laughing, "this is what comes of +teaching him so many fine things at the same time." + +M. de Rueille added: + +"Yes, a day or two ago Denyse gave him a stunning 'Puss in Boots' that +we brought with us from Pont-sur-Loire, and this has evidently done +Moses a great deal of harm." + +Bijou turned towards her cousin, and exclaimed in astonishment: + +"Denyse! how long have you taken to calling me Denyse?" + +"Oh, I don't know," answered Rueille, "sometimes I do." + +"Why, you never do! I thought you were vexed," and then, bending +towards her godchild, and taking him up in her arms, she said, +laughing: "My poor little Fred, we have not had much success this +time, have we?" + +Giraud, who was standing just behind her, gazed at her admiringly. She +clasped the child, who was smiling at her, closer still, and murmured +in a caressing tone: + +"Fred! my dear Fred! I do so love you, if you only knew." + +On hearing his own name pronounced so tenderly, the young tutor had +started involuntarily, and he had had the greatest difficulty in +keeping himself from advancing towards Denyse. He had turned so pale, +too, and such a strange, drawn look had come over his face, that +Pierrot, who, as a rule, was not endowed with much power of +observation except in matters relating to Bijou, noticed it, and +asked: + +"What's the matter with you, Monsieur Giraud? you look so queer! are +you ill?" + +Denyse turned round abruptly, and asked with interest: + +"You are not well, Monsieur Giraud?" + +"I? oh, yes! perfectly well, thank you, mademoiselle. I don't know +what made Pierrot fancy that." + +"Oh, well!" said the youth, with conviction, "look at yourself; you +look awfully queer! Besides, for the last three or four days you have +not been yourself; you must have something the matter that you don't +know of." + +"I assure you," stuttered the poor fellow, in a perfect torture, "I +assure you that there is nothing the matter with me." + +M. de Clagny had approached them. He was looking enviously at little +Fred nestling against Bijou's pretty shoulder. + +"Your godson is perfectly superb!" he said. + +"Yes, isn't he? and he adores me!" + +Dinner was announced just at this moment, and Bijou gave the child, +who was getting sleepy, to the English nurse who had come for him. + +With a disagreeable expression on his face, young La Balue, who was +standing just by Denyse, offered her the sharp angle of his arm. With +some difficulty she managed to slip her hand through, and, with a +resigned look on her face, went in with him to dinner. + +At table M. Giraud was at the other side of her, and half wild with +delight at finding himself placed next her, he felt that he was more +shy and awkward than ever. His timidity, which had hitherto been +extreme, seemed to increase. He dared not say a word, and he was in +despair, because he felt that he was making himself ridiculous. + +He was not only in love with Denyse for her beauty, her grace, and her +wonderful charm, but he venerated her for her goodness, which seemed +to him to be infinite. + +When he had been an usher in a certain college, he had one day +murmured some foolish words of affection to the daughter of the +headmaster, and he remembered still with awe the contemptuous anger +with which the young lady had reproached him for having, in his +position, dared to lift his eyes to her. + +He had now frankly and bluntly told this beautiful, wealthy, and +nobly-born girl that he adored her, and, in reply, she had spoken to +him sweetly and affectionately, discouraging him, but taking care not +to wound him. + +He began now to pity himself and his own fate, firmly believing that +his life, having been crossed by this hopeless love, would be wretched +for ever-more. + +How could he expect that, having once known and loved a woman like +Mademoiselle de Courtaix, he would ever be able to love any woman whom +he would be in a position to marry. + +And the poor young man, who, only three short weeks before, used to +dream at times of a little home presided over by a young wife, who +should be sweet and modest, though, perhaps, not remarkable in any +way, saw himself now condemned for life to a bachelor's dreary rooms, +where, in the end, he would die, surrounded by photographs of Bijou, +which he would get with great difficulty from Pierrot. + +At the beginning of dinner Denyse did not talk much. She looked round +in an absent sort of way at the whole table, noticing all those +little nothings which are so amusing to persons capable of seeing +them. + +Madame de Bracieux had M. de la Balue to her right, but she was +neglecting him for the sake of her old friend, Clagny, who was on her +other side, and to whom she never ceased talking. + +M. de Jonzac, who was opposite his sister, between Madame de la Balue +and Madame de Tourville, only appeared to be enjoying himself in a +moderate degree. Madame de Nezel also looked rather sad, and talked in +a half-hearted way to her neighbours, Henry de Bracieux and M. de +Rueille. She glanced often in the direction of Jean de Blaye, who was +seated at the other end of the table, between Madame de Juzencourt and +Mademoiselle de la Balue. Jean did not seem to be taking any notice of +Madame de Nezel, and several times Bijou saw that his eyes were fixed +on her. She found this embarrassing; so turning towards young Balue, +started an animated conversation with him, and thereupon Jean, with a +somewhat troubled expression in his eyes, watched her all the time. + + + + +VII. + + +AFTER dinner the heat in the drawing-room was over-powering, and +Madame de Bracieux said to her guests: + +"Those of you who are not afraid of the evening air could go out on to +the terrace or into the garden." + +Gisele de la Balue, a big, tall girl, built on the model of the +statues round the Place de la Concorde, and who liked to affect free +and easy tom-boyish manners, started off out-doors, running along +heavily and calling out: + +"Whoever cares for me will follow me!" + +Hubert de Bernes followed her out of politeness. + +Rueille, Henry de Bracieux, Pierrot, and M. Giraud turned with one +accord toward Denyse. + +"Are you coming, Bijou?" asked Pierrot. + +She saw Jean de Blaye talking to Madame de Nezel, who was just going +out with him, and she answered: + +"I will come to you directly. I am going to see if the children are in +bed just now." + +"Mademoiselle," proposed the abbe, "I can spare you the trouble." + +"Oh, no; thank you very much, monsieur, but you know I never feel +quite happy if I have not kissed Fred." + +She went out by the door opposite the terrace. + +"Your grand-daughter is decidedly the most charming girl I have ever +come across," remarked M. de Clagny to the marchioness, and then he +added sadly; "It is when an old man meets women like that, that he +regrets his age." + +"I must say," answered Madame de Bracieux, laughing, "that even if you +were young, you would not be just the husband I dream of for Bijou." + +"And why not, if you please?" + +"Well, because you are, or at least you were, rather--how shall I put +it?--rather large-hearted." + +"Large-hearted! good heavens, yes, I was! but that was the fault of +those who did not know how to keep my affection. I assure you, though, +that with a wife like Bijou, I should never have been what you call +_large-hearted_." + +"Oh, as to that," said Madame de Bracieux incredulously, "one never +knows." + +On leaving the drawing-room, Bijou crossed the hall, and instead of +going up the wide staircase which led to the children's rooms, she +lifted the old green tapestry curtain which covered the door of the +butler's pantry. Just as she was going to open this door she turned +back into the hall to get a long, dark cloak, which was hanging there. +It was a Berck fisherwoman's cloak, which she always put on when it +rained. She wrapped herself up in it hastily, and then went into the +pantry, where it was now quite dark. From the kitchen she could hear +the loud voices of the servants, who were at dinner. Denyse went +across to the open window, got up on to a chair, and then gathering +her skirts closely round her, stepped out on to the window-sill, and +jumped lightly down into the garden. + +Once there, she hesitated an instant. The terrace seemed to stand out +distinctly, lighted up by the drawing-room windows. In the chestnut +avenue she could distinguish in the shade the red gleam of cigars. + +Suddenly she pulled the hood of her cloak up over her head, and +evidently making up her mind, started off quickly along the dark +pathway which led to the other avenue. + +During this time her faithful admirers were waiting on the terrace for +her to come and join them as she had promised, and the ponderous +Gisele was endeavouring vainly to organise a game at hide-and-seek. +The men seemed to have no energy; Madame de Tourville was afraid of +spoiling her dress; and Madame de Juzencourt was strolling about with +Jean de Blaye and Madame de Nezel. Presently, however, she went back +to the others alone, and Mademoiselle de la Balue wanted to persuade +her to have a game, but she refused emphatically. She certainly was +not going to run about, she said, considering that she was too warm +already with only walking; she had just had to leave Therese de Nezel +and Jean de Blaye, for she could not walk another step. + +Left to themselves, Jean and Madame de Nezel continued strolling +along, she in a natural, unaffected way, going on with the +conversation they had commenced, and he absent-minded and ill-at-case. + +"Why do you not reproach me?" he said at last, abruptly, not able to +contain himself any longer; "why do you not say all the bad things you +think about me?" + +"Because I have nothing to reproach you for," she answered, very +gently; "and I do not think any bad things about you." + +"Well, then, you do not care about me any longer." + +"I do not care about you any longer?" she said, and there was an +accent of such intense grief in her voice that he was quite overcome +by it. + +He knew so well how deeply she loved him, that he dreaded the thought +of the awful suffering she would have to endure if he were to be quite +straightforward with her now, and so, out of affection for her, he +endeavoured to conceal from her the real truth. + +"Yes," he began, improvising with difficulty an excuse of which he had +not thought until that moment, "you must have fancied that I was not +thinking of you, for you have been here at The Pines a fortnight, and +I have not sent you a line. The fact is, it is very difficult to +arrange to meet here at Pont-sur-Loire; everyone knows me here, and, +you see, for your sake, I scarcely liked to ask you to meet me in the +town." + +She did not make any reply, and he could not understand her silence. + +"Why do you not answer me?" he asked at length. + +"Why? well, because you are telling me now exactly the opposite to +what you said when you asked me to accept the Juzencourts' +invitation." + +"What did I say?" he asked, slightly embarrassed. + +"You said that at Pont-sur-Loire it would be so easy to meet. You +said that between the hours of luncheon and dinner there were two +trains up and two down from The Pines to Pont-sur-Loire, and that I +could get away so easily, as the Juzencourts never went out except to +pay calls at the various country-houses in the neighbourhood, or to +follow the paper chases. On my arrival here I found that all these +details were perfectly exact." + +"Yes, but it really is not so easy as I had imagined." + +"Ah, Jean! instead of trying to deceive me in this way, it would be +much better to tell me the truth." + +"And the truth, according to you, is that I no longer care for you?" + +"Yes, that is a part of the truth." + +"And," he asked, somewhat uneasily, "the rest?"-- + +"Is, that you are in love with Mademoiselle de Courtaix. Ah, do not +deny it! it is so evident!" And then, after a moment's silence, she +added: "And so natural!" + +"Do you forgive me?" + +"I have nothing to forgive. I have never demanded anything from you, +and you have never, never promised me anything. When I first began to +care for you, I was not a widow; you must therefore have judged me +severely, as a man nearly always does judge the woman who is weak +enough to care for him when she ought not to." + +"I swear to you--" + +"No, do not swear anything; you had all the more reason to judge me in +that way, because I did not think it my duty to tell you what my life +had been like until then. You doubtless believed that my husband was +kind and affectionate, and that I endured no remorse, when I allowed +myself to love you--" + +"I did not think about it at all, I simply adored you," he said. And +then hesitating, and with evident anxiety, he continued: "And now you +will never care for me any more?" + +"What!" she exclaimed, perfectly amazed at the unconscious selfishness +of the man, "you wish me to go on caring for you?" + +"You ask if I wish it? why, what would become of me without you? you +who are my very life!" And then, as she moved back a step or two in +sheer bewilderment, he went on: "Well, but whatever have you been +imagining?--that I am going to marry Bijou, perhaps?" + +"Why, yes." + +He was about to explain to her why he could not marry his cousin, but +it occurred to him that the very prosaic reason for the impossibility +of such a match, would make his return to Madame de Nezel, of whom he +was really very fond, appear as a slight to her. + +"It has only been a passing fancy that I have had for Bijou," he said. +"How could I help it? it is simply impossible to be always with her +and to escape being intoxicated by her beauty, and by her unconscious +and innocent coquetry. For the last fortnight I have been a fool--I am +still, in fact; but on seeing you again I knew at once that it is you +only whom I love, and belong to--heart and soul." + +As he said this, he drew Madame de Nezel's pale face against his +shoulder, and, bending down, pressed his lips to hers, and then, as +the young widow nestled closer still in his arms, he said, with +passionate tenderness: + +"How do you think that I could ever care for that child--with whom I +am always so reserved--in the way I care for you?" He could feel her +slender form trembling in his embrace, and, drawing her closer still, +he murmured: "Forgive me, darling, you are always so good, and if I +have sinned, it has only been in thought." + +"You know I love you," she answered. "But we must go back to the house +at once; they will think our walk is lasting a long time." + +Madame de Juzencourt, who was seated on the terrace, called out as +soon as she caught sight of them: + +"Well, have you been walking all this time?" + +And at the same moment M. de Rueille called out to Bijou, who had just +appeared at one of the windows: + +"So that's the way you come out to us! It's very kind of you." + +"I could not come before," she answered, stepping out, and then +approaching her cousin, she added, in a low voice: "I had to see to +the tea and the ices, etc., etc.; you must not be vexed with me." + +"Vexed with you!" exclaimed Pierrot warmly. "Could anyone be vexed +with _you_, now?" + +Bijou did not answer. She was watching Hubert de Bernes in an +absent-minded way, as he stood talking to Bertrade, and she was +wondering how it was that he was so cool in his manner towards +herself. He was polite, certainly, and even pleasant, but _only_ +polite and pleasant, and she was not accustomed to such moderation. M. +de Clagny appeared presently at one of the windows and called out: + +"Mademoiselle Bijou, your grandmamma wants you." + +Denyse ran into the house, her silk skirts rustling as she went. She +did not even stay to answer young La Balue, who, pointing to Henry de +Bracieux as he stood with the light showing up his profile, had just +remarked: + +"What a handsome man Henry is." + +"Bijou," said the marchioness, "I want you to sing something for us." + +"Oh! grandmamma, please"--she began, in a beseeching tone, and looking +annoyed. + +"M. de Clagny wants to hear you," said Madame de Bracieux, insisting. + +"Oh, very well, then, I will, certainly," replied Bijou pleasantly, +without taking into account that her way of consenting was not very +flattering for the rest of her grandmother's guests. + +She went to the piano, and, taking up a guitar, put the pink ribbon +which was attached to it round her neck, and then came back and took +up her position in the midst of the semi-circle formed by the +arm-chairs. + +"I am going to accompany myself with the guitar," she said; "it is +simpler." And then turning to M. de Clagny, she asked: "What do you +want me to sing? Do you like the old-fashioned songs?" and without +waiting for a reply, she began the ballad of the "Petit Soldat": + + "Je me suis engage + Pour l'amour d'une blonde." + +She had a good ear and a pretty voice, which she used skilfully, and +it was with plaintive sweetness that she sang the touching story of +the young soldier who "veut qu'on mette son coeur dans une serviette +blanche." + +The drawing-room soon filled when Bijou began to sing, and the various +expressions on the different faces were most amusing to see. + +Jean was listening in a nervous, excited way, pulling his fair +moustache irritably through his fingers. + +M. de Rueille, affected in spite of himself by the doleful air, and +annoyed that all these people should be admiring Bijou, was pacing up +and down at the other end of the drawing-room, pretending not to be +listening to the music. + +Pierrot, with his mouth open, was all attention. Young La Balue, with +his elbow resting on a side-table in an awkward and ridiculous pose, +kept his colourless eyes fixed on the young girl in a gaze which he +tried to make magnetic, and with such bold persistency that Henry de +Bracieux felt the most extraordinary desire to walk up to him and box +his ears. Even Abbe Courteil was carried away by the plaintive +ballad; he was deeply moved, and sat there with his eyes stretched +wide open, breathing heavily. Hubert de Bernes only was listening with +polite attention, but comparative indifference. As to the ladies, all, +except, perhaps, Gisele de la Balue, admired Bijou sincerely. + +Madame de Nezel was listening with a mournful expression in her eyes, +and a kind-hearted smile, whilst as for M. de Clagny, it was as though +all the sensitiveness and affection of his nature had gone out towards +this pretty, fragile-looking, young creature. His eyes, beaming with +tenderness, seemed to take in at the same time, the beautiful face, +the little rosy fingers as they touched the strings of the guitar, and +the slender, supple figure. + +When Bijou had come to the end of her song, she went up to him, +without paying any attention to the compliments that were being +showered on her, and, in a pretty, coaxing way, she asked: + +"It did not bore you too much, I hope?" + +M. de Clagny could not answer for a moment. He felt choked with +emotion. + +"I shall often ask you for that song again," he said at last. "Yes, I +shall come often, and you will sing me the 'Petit Soldat,' won't you?" + +He had a great desire to hear Bijou sing for him--for him alone; he +did not want to share her voice and her charm with all these people +whom he now detested. + +"You shall come as often as you please," she answered, looking +delighted, "and I will sing you everything you like," and then gliding +away she went across to Jean de Blaye, who was standing alone at the +other end of the drawing-room. "It annoys you when I sing, doesn't +it?" she asked him. + +"Why, no!" he answered, surprised at the question, and surprised that +Bijou should trouble about him. "Why should you think so?" + +"Because I saw you just now--you were pulling your moustache in the +most furious way, and you looked bored to death. Yes, you certainly +did look bored!" + +"It was just your own imagination." + +"Oh, no! it was not just my imagination. When I care about anyone I am +always very clear-sighted! so, you see, it is quite the contrary. Why +are you frowning now?" + +"I am not frowning." + +"Oh, yes, you were, and it looks as though what I said just now had +vexed you, too." + +"What did you just say?" + +"That I am very clear-sighted. And you are vexed, because you are +afraid that I shall see that something is the matter." + +"Something the matter?" he asked uneasily. "What is it?" + +"What is it? Ah! I don't know! But most certainly something is the +matter with you--you are not at all like yourself ever since--why, +ever since we have been at Bracieux." + +"Really?" he said, putting on a joking tone. "I am different, am +I--and the most extraordinary thing is, that I did not know myself +about this difference." + +Bijou shrugged her pretty shoulders. + +"Don't try to take me in like that, Jean, my dear; I know you too +well, you see. You are different, I tell you! You have gradually got +very abrupt, restless, and absent-minded. Listen, now,--would you like +me to tell you what it is?" + +Seated at some distance away from them, Madame de Nezel was watching +them, with an expression of melancholy resignation. + +Bijou glanced across at her, and the young girl's violet eyes gleamed +between her long, thick lashes, as she said: + +"You are in love with someone who does not return your love." + +Jean de Blaye coloured up furiously. + +"You don't know what you are talking about," he answered. + +"Well, then, why have you gone so red? Oh, how proud you are. You are +vexed because I have found this out." And then, after a short silence, +she began again: "Have you told her?" + +"Have I told what? and whom? My dear Bijou, how foolish you are." + +"Have you told Mad--" She stopped abruptly, and then, with her face +turned towards Madame de Nezel, she continued: "The person with whom +you are in love, have you told her that you love her?" + +"No!" he murmured, in a stifled sort of voice. + +"You are afraid to? but why? I constantly hear grandmamma, Bertrade, +Paul, and Uncle Alexis, saying over and over again that you are the +kind of man women like; _she_ would be sure to like you, too, and she +would marry you, I am certain." She leaned towards him, nearly +touching his ear as she whispered to him, and not caring what effect +her familiarity might have. "Listen, now, if you like I will tell her +for you, and I am quite sure what her answer will be." + +Jean rose abruptly, and seizing Bijou's hand, he asked excitedly: + +"What are you saying?" + +"I am just saying that she _will_ love you, if she does not already." + +"But of whom are you speaking--of whom?" he stammered out, aghast. + +She answered him in a hesitating way, with a frank look on her pretty +face, but she spoke in such a low voice that he could scarcely catch +her first words. + +"I am speaking of----" + +"Bijou!" called out Pierrot, separating them unceremoniously, +"grandmamma says you are forgetting about the tea." And then, looking +at their faces, he went on: "Well, I never! you are both as red as +cherries; there's no mistake about it, it's baking hot in here." + +Denyse hurried away, and Pierrot continued: + +"We thought over there that you were quarrelling." + +"Ah! you thought that, did you?" answered Jean, by way of saying +something. + +"Yes, especially grandmamma; that's why she sent me to tell Bijou +about the tea. I say, Bijou isn't worried about anything, is she?" + +"Well, now, what kind of worry do you fancy she could have, my dear +fellow?" And then, with a smile, he added: "Who do you imagine would +undertake to cause her any worry? It seems to me that anyone who did +venture to would have a bad time of it in this house." + +"She's so sweet, and so nice always," answered the boy, with great +warmth. "As for me, why, I just adore her; and Paul does, too, and so +does Henry, and M. Giraud, and Bertrade's kids, and the abbe, and +everyone, in fact; even little La Balue is gone on her, and he's never +gone on anyone. Yes, he was telling her I don't know what up in a +corner of the room after dinner, and then, when she was singing--did +you ever see such eyes as he was making at her?--oh, no! if you had +only just seen him----" + +"Do shut up!" exclaimed Jean irritably, "you wear everyone out, if you +only knew it, my dear Pierrot." + +When Bijou came back to the drawing-room, Henry de Bracieux waylaid +her. + +"I say," he began, in a cross-grained tone, "what was La Balue telling +you just now that appeared to be so interesting?" + +"Where?" + +"Here, after dinner." + +"Here?" repeated Bijou, apparently trying to recall something to her +memory, "after dinner? Ah, I remember; why, he was talking about +you!' + +"About me?" + +"Yes, about you! He thinks you are very handsome, but he also thinks +that you do not know how to make the most of your good looks." + +"Have you finished making game of me?" + +"I assure you that I am not making game of you--not the least bit in +the world. He even advised me to tell you that instead of your +frightful stand-up collars--these are his words, you know, and not +mine--you ought to wear--what did he call them now?--oh, Van Dyck +collars, which would not cover your neck up, for it appears that your +throat is superb, and your head so well set on your shoulders; and +then you have lovely teeth! I only wish you could hear him sing the +praises of your personal appearance." + +"Of my personal appearance! Mine?" + +"Why, yes; you thought, perhaps, that he was talking to me of mine? +Not at all! He informed me, too, that he was going to tell you all +that in poetry; not the Van Dyck collars, but the rest." + +"That young man is an idiot!" + +"Oh, dear me, he is very harmless." + +"You are so good-hearted always, you never dig into anyone. Ah, +attention! they are packing up, the La Balue crew!" And Henry, in a +low voice, and apparently delighted, finished up with a "Hip! hip! +hurrah!" + +M. de la Balue, who was just coming out of the hall with a heap of +cloaks, looked at him in astonishment, while at the doorway a little +family quarrel took place. The good man wanted to make his wife and +daughter wrap their heads up in some very ordinary-looking knitted +shawls, so that they should not get a chill. He was obliged, however, +to give in at last. + +Bijou, on saying good-bye to Madame de Nezel, held out her little +hand, and looked straight into her eyes with such an expression of +innocent curiosity that the young widow turned away, quite confused by +the persistency of the young girl's gaze. It seemed to her as though +this child had discovered the secret of her life, and the bare idea of +this caused her intense misery. + +Bijou's charm, however, was so great, and her power of attraction so +strong, that Madame de Nezel, at the bottom of her heart, felt nothing +but affection for the lovely little creature who had so unconsciously +stolen her happiness from her. + + * * * * * + +"Oh, dear!" exclaimed Denyse gaily, when she went back into the +drawing-room, where only M. de Clagny and the family now remained, "it +is half-past twelve, you know; they all seemed like fixtures, and I +thought they were never going to leave us!" + +"The La Balue family are not very handsome," remarked the abbe. + +"Oh, they are not so bad," protested the young girl; "it is only a +question of getting used to them, that's all!" + +"Young Balue is horrible!" said Madame de Bracieux. "And then, too, +there is something snaky about him. When you shake hands with him, it +is like touching an eel." + +"And the daughter, too!" put in Pierrot. "Ugh, she has such little +pig's eyes! and Louis, too, has little eyes!" + +"They are very nice, though, all the same," said Bijou, in a +conciliatory tone. + +"And they come of very good family," added Madame de Bracieux; "they +are descended from La Balue, from the Cardinal, the real--" + +"Oh, well," put in Bijou gently, "it would, perhaps, be better for +Gisele not to have descended from the iron cage, but to have larger +eyes; however, as it cannot be helped--" + +M. de Clagny laughed, as he turned round to look about for his hat, +which he had put down somewhere in the room. + +"One needs to have a certain amount of assurance," he said, "in making +one's exit from here, for one feels how one will be pulled to pieces." + +"You need not be afraid," said Bijou, "we shall not pull you to +pieces, although you could stand it very well. I promise you, though, +that you shall not be pulled to pieces. Will you take my word for it?" + +"Yes, I will take your word," answered the count, as he took the +little hands, which were held out to him, and pressed them +affectionately in his. + + + + +VIII. + + +"ARE you going for a ride, Bijou?" called out Pierrot, leaning out of +the window. + +Denyse, who was just crossing the courtyard, pointed to her +riding-habit. + +"Well, you can be sure that in this heat I should not entertain myself +by walking about in a cloth dress if I were not going to ride." + +"Where are you going?" + +"Why?" + +"So that we can come and meet you--we two--M. Giraud and I,--at eleven +o'clock!" + +Just behind Pierrot the tutor's head was to be seen. + +"I am going to The Borderettes to take a message to Lavenue," answered +Bijou; and then, seeing Giraud, she said pleasantly: "Good morning. I +shall see you again, then, soon?" + +Patatras was waiting in the shade. The old coachman, who always +accompanied Bijou, helped her into her saddle, and then, mounting in +his turn, prepared to follow her. When Pierrot saw this, he called out +again: + +"How is it that none of the cousins are riding with you?" + +"I did not tell them that I was going out." + +"Ah!" he exclaimed regretfully, "if I were only free, wouldn't I come +with you!" + +She turned round in her saddle, with an easy movement which showed +that she was not laced in at all, and answered Pierrot, with a merry +laugh: + +"I should not have told you though, either!" + +As soon as Bijou had passed through the gateway, she put Patatras to a +gallop, for the flies were teasing him dreadfully. + +She went along through the hot air, meeting the sun, the burning rays +of which fell full on her pretty face without making it red. She did +not slacken her pace until she arrived at the narrow lane leading to +The Borderettes. It was almost perpendicular, and covered with loose +stones, and at the bottom of the little valley, which was very green, +in spite of the dry season, the farm, with its white walls and red +roof, looked like a perfectly new toy-house. When she was at the +bottom of the hill, Bijou pulled out of her pocket a little +looking-glass, and then arranged her veil and the loose curly locks of +hair, which had blown over her ears and the back of her neck. She then +gathered from the hedge a spray of mulberry blossom, which she +fastened in the bodice of her habit, arranged the little handkerchief, +trimmed with Valenciennes, daintily in her side-pocket, and then, +after another short gallop, pulled up at the entrance to the farm. + +A rough voice called out: "Are you there, master?" and then a young +farm labourer came out of the house, saying: "Master ain't heard me +call; I'll go and find him." + +A minute or two later, a tall young man, of some thirty-five years of +age, appeared. He was a true type of the Norman peasant, somewhat +meagre-looking, with fair hair, and a slight stoop. He looked very +warm and was out of breath. His face was so red that it seemed to be +turning purple. + +"Ah!" he exclaimed, trying to get his breath again, "it's you, +Mad'moiselle Denyse, it's you, is it?" + +"Yes, Monsieur Lavenue," she answered, smiling, "it is." + +"Won't you get down?" he asked, holding out his hand to help her. + +"No, thanks! I have only come to bring you a message from grandmamma. +It is about the Confirmation dinner next Monday; but you know all +about that, as you are the mayor?" + +"Yes, I know about it!" + +"Well, grandmamma would like to have some very nice peaches for +Monday, and some very nice pears; in fact, all kinds of nice things, +such as grow in your orchard." + +"They shall bring you them, Mad'moiselle Denyse! You can be quite easy +about that. I'll see they are well chosen." And then, as the young +girl turned her horse round, he said, as he watched her, almost dazed +with admiration: "Are you going to start back already, mad'moiselle? +Won't you stop and have some refreshment--a bowl of milk now? I know +you like a drop o' good milk!" And then, in a persuasive tone, he +added, as he took hold of Patatras' bridle, "That 'ud give the horse a +rest, too; he's very warm after the run." + +Farmer Lavenue's way of talking always amused Bijou. It had been more +than ten years now since the sturdy Norman had emigrated to Touraine, +and yet he had not lost his strong Norman accent in the slightest +degree. + +It was Madame de Bracieux, who, thoroughly dissatisfied with the +Touraine farmers, had taken up this man. Charlemagne Lavenue had never +fraternised with the regular inhabitants of the place. He was looked +up to and admired by the simple-minded and unskilful villagers, who +saw him making money in the very place where others had been ruined. +He had, by "sending for people from his part of the world," gradually +transformed The Borderettes into a small Normandy, and he had so much +influence now in the place that he, an interloper, had been elected +mayor of Bracieux, to the exclusion of the former notables of the +place. + +As Denyse did not reply, he lifted her down from her horse, saying as +he did so: "You will, mad'moiselle, won't you?" And then, after giving +the reins to the old groom, he led the way to the door of the farm, +and stood aside for Bijou to enter. + +"How nice it is here, Monsieur Lavenue," she exclaimed, in a pleasant +way. "Have I ever seen this room before? No, I don't think I have!" + +"Yes, you've seen it, mad'moiselle, only, you know, it's been fresh +white-washed, and, you see, that makes it different-like." + +"When you are married, now," she said, smiling, "it will be very nice, +indeed." + +Farmer Lavenue, who was looking at Bijou with hungry eyes, held his +head up erect, and then, shaking it slowly, he answered, with some +hesitation: + +"I can't decide to give the farm a mistress, because I don't come +across one as suits me." And after a moment's silence, he added: +"That is to say, amongst them as I could have." + +"Why, how's that? any of the girls from Bracieux, or Combes, or from +the villages round The Borderettes, would marry you, Monsieur Lavenue, +and there are some very pretty girls among them." + +"I can't see as they are," he answered, blushing, and twisting about +in his fingers the huge, broad-brimmed hat which he always wore the +whole year round. + +"You are difficult to please, then; do you mean that you don't think +Catherine Lebour pretty?" + +"No, Mad'moiselle Denyse." + +"Nor Josephine Lacaille?" + +"No, Mad'moiselle Denyse." + +"And Louise Pature?" + +"No, mad'moiselle." + +Bijou laughed merrily. "Oh, well, do you mean to say that you don't +admire any woman?" + +"Yes, I do--there's _one_--" + +"Who is it?" she asked, looking full at the peasant, with her frank, +innocent expression. + +Lavenue turned redder still, and stooped down with an awkward movement +to pick up his hat, which had fallen to the ground. + +"I can't say," he stuttered out; "she isn't for such as me." + +Bijou did not hear his reply. With her pretty figure slightly bent, +and her head thrown back, she was slowly drinking a second cup of +milk, whilst the farmer, who had recovered himself, stood still, with +his eyes wide open, gazing at this fragile-looking young creature in +timid, half-fearful admiration. + +When Bijou had finished her milk, she looked at him critically, with a +smile on her lips. + +"My goodness! how warm it is to-day," he said, wiping with the back of +his hand the great drops of perspiration, which stood out on his +forehead. + +"Thank you, so much, Monsieur Lavenue," said Denyse, getting up; "your +milk is delicious." + +"Oh! but you aren't surely going to start off again already?" he said, +with a downcast look. + +"Already! why, I have been here at least a quarter of an hour." + +"Oh, well! it's been precious quick to me that quarter of an hour!" he +stammered; and then, in a lower voice, he added: "Thank you, very +much, Mad'moiselle Denyse, for the honour as you've done me. I sha'n't +forget it, that's certain!" + +On getting up, Bijou had let the flowers, which she was wearing in her +bodice, fall to the ground. + +As she turned towards the door, to see whether the horses were there, +the peasant, with a stealthy movement, stretched his long, sinewy body +out along the floor, and, snatching up the flowers, hid them away +under his blouse. + +The groom was about to descend from his horse in order to help Denyse +to mount; but she made a sign to stop him. + +"Monsieur Lavenue will help me on to my horse," she said; "he is very +strong." + +She put her foot out in order to place it in the farmer's hand; but, +without any warning, he put his hands round her waist, and then, +steadying her a second against himself, he lifted her straight into +the saddle. + +"Oh, well!" she exclaimed, in amazement, "I said you were strong, but +however could you hold me at arm's length like that, and put me on to +my horse, which is so tall?" and then, as he did not speak, but just +stood there, looking down and breathing heavily, she added: "There, +you see, I was too heavy! You are quite out of breath." + +She started off before he had time to answer, calling out to him as +she rode away: + +"Good morning, and thank you again, very much!" + +Just as she was turning out of the farmyard, she looked round again at +the farmer, who was standing motionless, as though rooted to the +spot, with his arms hanging down at his sides. + +"Don't forget grandmamma's peaches and pears, Monsieur Lavenue!" she +called out. + +She then looked at her watch, and found that it was five minutes past +eleven. She had plenty of time to return home without hurrying, and +then, too, M. Giraud and Pierrot were to meet her, and they were never +free until eleven o'clock. + +As she passed through a village, she gathered a spray of clematis from +the cemetery wall to replace the flowers which she had dropped, and +then, when she found herself quite alone, she took out her little +looking-glass again, and fluffed her hair up, as it was not curly +enough now that the heat had made it limp. At half-past eleven, as she +saw no signs of those whom she was expecting, she began to get +impatient, and put her horse to a gallop, for Patatras was getting +tired, and would keep stopping, and doing his utmost to browse the +leaves along the hedges. + +Suddenly a serious, almost melancholy, expression came over the girl's +pretty, happy-looking face. She was just crossing a meadow, which was +skirted by a wood. + +"Hallo, Bijou! that's how you cut us, is it?" exclaimed a voice. + +She stopped short, looking surprised, and turned back a few steps. + +Pierrot and M. Giraud, who had been lying down in the shade, rose from +the ground, leaving the long grass marked with their impress. + +"Why, you are here already!" she said; "I did not expect to meet you +so far away from home; at what time did you start, then?" + +"A little before the hour," answered Pierrot; and then he added slily, +winking at his tutor: "M'sieu' Giraud was a brick; he let me off a bit +earlier--without me begging much, either--and now, if we want to be at +Bracieux at twelve o'clock, we shall have to put our best feet first!" + +They were walking along by the side of Bijou. + +"Have you recovered from yesterday evening?" she asked, addressing M. +Giraud. + +"Recovered?" said the young tutor. "How _recovered_?" + +"Because you could not have enjoyed yourself very much! M. de +Tourville and M. de Juzencourt blocked you up, one after the other, in +a corner, to explain to you: the one that Charles de Tourville +embarked with William the Conqueror in 1066; and the other, that a +Juzencourt fought against Charles the Bold in 1477 under the walls of +Nancy. Am I not right?" + +"Quite right! and M. de Juzencourt added that there was only blue +blood in his family. I did not quite understand why he should tell me +that." + +"In order to prove to you that, traced clearly only since 1477, but +without the slightest _mesalliance_, the Juzencourts are more +respectable than the Tourvilles." + +"Oh, indeed!" + +"Yes, M. de Tourville married a young lady who was all very well, but +her name was Chaillot, and her father is on the Stock Exchange; you +see, therefore, that, as regards the Tourvilles, the family is older +than the Juzencourt family, but it is not so pure. You managed to put +such a good face on as you listened to all that. Oh, dear! I could +have laughed if you had not looked so wretched." + +"It wasn't just the nuisance of having to listen to the Tourville and +Juzencourt yarns that made him look like that," observed Pierrot. "For +some time past he is always like that, even with me, and I can promise +you that I don't overpower him with yarns, either about Charles the +Bold or William the Conqueror." + +"I am quite convinced on that score!" said Bijou, laughing. + +"Dear me! it isn't that there'd be any difficulty about it," +protested Pierrot. "I _could_ very well if I wanted to, but--confound +it!" + +"Confound it! again?" said the young tutor, annoyed, and looking +reproachfully at his pupil. "You know that M. de Jonzac objects to +your speaking in that way. He particularly wishes you to be more +careful, and more correct, in your choice of words." + +"Oh, well! if he were to talk to my friends, he'd hear a few things, +and he'd soon get used to it, too. It's always like that; just a +matter of getting used to things." + +"I cannot imagine that very well, though," said Bijou; "Uncle Alexis +letting himself get used to the style of conversation of your +friends." + +She drew up whilst she was speaking, and pointed to something in the +wood. + +"Oh! look at that beautiful mountain ash, isn't it red? How pretty +those bunches are!" + +"Do you want some of those berries?" proposed Pierrot. + +"Yes, I should like some, they are so beautiful." + +The youth entered the coppice, and they heard the branches snapping as +he broke them in order to make himself a passage, and presently the +top of the red tree shook and swayed, now bending down, and now +springing up again, as Pierrot shook it roughly. + +Bijou, with her head bent, and a far-away look in her eyes, seemed to +be in a dream, quite oblivious of what was going on around her. She +started on hearing Pierrot's voice as he called out to her to know +whether he was to gather a large bunch. + +"There is nothing worrying you, is there, mademoiselle?" asked +Monsieur Giraud timidly, as he stroked Patatras gently. + +"Oh, no! Why?" + +"Because you do not seem quite like yourself; you look rather sad." + +"Sad?" she said, forcing a smile. "I look sad?" + +"Yes. Just now, when you passed by without seeing us, you looked sad, +very sad, and now again--" + +"Just now--that's quite possible. Yes, I did not feel quite gay; but, +now, why, I have no reason to be otherwise--quite the contrary. I feel +so happy here, in this velvety-looking field, and with this beautiful +sunshine that I love so much!" And then she added, as though in a +dream, and not taking any notice of the young man: "Yes, I am so +happy, I should like to stay like this for ever and ever." + +She pressed her rosy lips to the spray of clematis with which she had +been playing the last minute or two, and then put it back into her +bodice, not seeing the hand which Giraud was holding out beseechingly +towards the poor flowers, which were already withering. + +Pierrot came out of the thicket at this moment, carrying an immense +bunch of mountain ash berries. Bijou was smiling again by this time. + +"You are ever so kind, Pierrot dear," she said, after thanking him, +"and all the more so as you will have the bother of carrying that for +another mile yet." + +"Oh! if it would give you any pleasure, you know, I'd do things that +were a lot more bother than that!" + +"You are good, Pierrot." + +"It isn't because I'm good;" he said, and then coming nearer, so that +he touched the horse, he added very softly: "It's because I'm so fond +of you." + +Bijou did not answer, and in another minute Pierrot began again: + +"How well you sang last night. Didn't she, M'sieu' Giraud?" + +"Wonderfully well," said the tutor. "And what a lovely voice! so +fresh, and so pure. I can understand something now which I did not +understand yesterday." + +"What may that be?" + +"The infinite power of the voice! Yes, before hearing you I did not +know what I know at present. You will sing again, will you not, +mademoiselle? Fancy, I have been here three weeks, and I had never had +the happiness of--" + +"I will give you _that happiness_ as much as ever you like." + +She was joking again now, for the little dreamy creature of a minute +before was Bijou once more. + +As they approached the chateau, she put her hand up to shade her eyes. + +"Why, what's going on?" she said; "the hall-door steps look black with +people." + +"Hang it!" exclaimed Pierrot crossly. "They are all out there watching +for you! There's Paul, and there's Henry, and the abbe, and Uncle +Alexis, and Bertrade. Look, though! Who's that? You are right--there +are some other folks too. Ah! it's old Dubuisson, and Jeanne, and then +there's a fellow I don't know; a fellow all in black. Oh, well! he +must be a shivery sort to come to the country dressed in black, in +such heat as this." + +"Perhaps it's M. Spiegel, Jeanne's _fiance_. They were to bring him." + +"Yes, that must be it! I say, he doesn't look a very lively sort, your +Jeanne's _fiance_. She isn't though either--" + +Bijou was looking round to see what had become of Giraud, who had +suddenly become so silent. He was following the young girl, +worshipping her as he walked along as though she were some idol. + +Just at this moment, whilst Pierrot was very much taken up with +looking in the direction of the chateau, the little bunch of clematis +dropped from Bijou's dress, and fell at the tutor's feet. He picked it +up quickly, and slipped it into his pocket-book, after kissing it, +with a kind of passionate devotion, whilst behind him, the old groom, +silent and correct as usual, laughed to himself. + + + + +IX. + + +M. DUBUISSON, whom the students called "Old Dubuisson," was the +principal of the college. + +He had brought his daughter to Bracieux, where she was to spend a week +with Bijou, and Jeanne's _fiance_, a young professor, newly appointed +at the Pont-sur-Loire College, had accompanied them. + +"How warm you must be, my dear Bijou," called out the marchioness, +appearing at one of the windows. + +"Oh, no, grandmamma," answered Denyse, taking M. de Rueille's hand in +order to descend from her horse. "M. Giraud and Pierrot must be +warm--I am all right." + +She kissed Jeanne heartily, spoke to M. Dubuisson, and then looked in +a hesitating way towards the young professor, who was contemplating +her in surprise. + +"Bijou, this is Monsieur Spiegel," said Mademoiselle Dubuisson. + +With a graceful, pretty movement, which was very taking, Bijou held +out her little hand to the young man. + +"We are friends at once," she said; and then, as she moved away with +Jeanne, she whispered: "He is charming, you know, quite charming!" + +M. Spiegel perhaps overheard this kindly criticism, or else it was +just by accident that he happened to turn very red at that moment. + +"Go and change your dress quickly, Bijou!" commanded the marchioness. + +"But, grandmamma, I am not warm, really and truly." + +"Come here! Let me see!" + +In a docile way, Bijou went up to Madame de Bracieux. + +"Well, grandmamma?" she said, when the marchioness had satisfied +herself by putting her finger between the young girl's neck and her +collar, "wasn't I right?" + +"Yes, it's quite true," said Madame de Bracieux unwillingly, "she is +not warm at all; it is incomprehensible! Well, stay as you are then, +if you like." She made her grand-daughter turn round just in front of +her, and then remarked, in a satisfied tone, "You look very well like +that. Those little white, pique jackets are very becoming." + +"They suit Bijou," said Bertrade, "because, with her complexion, +everything suits her; but these little English jackets are very +unbecoming to most women." + +Abbe Courteil looked at the black skirt, the white jacket, and then at +Bijou herself. + +"At all events, the black and white together is perfectly charming. +Mademoiselle Denyse looks like a big swallow." + +"Well, well!" exclaimed the marchioness, with a benevolent expression +in her eyes, "that's very pretty, now, that comparison!" + +Though she herself was the topic of conversation, Bijou was paying no +attention to what was being said, but was talking in a pleasant way to +M. Spiegel, a little apart from the others. + +He was a serious, placid, young man, with a somewhat rigid expression. +His eyes, however, had a merry twinkle, which relieved the severity of +his mouth, and the austerity of his deportment. + +He was rather tall, and slightly made, and was dressed in dark clothes +of a good cut. Altogether M. Spiegel might have passed for a young +clergyman. Fascinated and almost bewildered by Bijou's charm and +wonderful beauty, he was gazing at her with a look of surprise and +admiration in his eyes, whilst the young girl, for her part, kept +stealing a glance at him, for she was quite astonished to find that +Jeanne's _fiance_ was so satisfactory-looking. + +Luncheon seemed to be very long. The marchioness's guests were all +engaged in studying each other, some of them absent-minded and silent, +and the others talkative, but singularly preoccupied also. + +Madame de Bracieux was witnessing, without understanding in the least +what it all meant, the change of attitude, or, in fact, the +transformation which had commenced a few days ago. She could scarcely +recognise her little troop with whom she had hitherto been able to do +just as she liked. + +M. Spiegel and Bijou, who were placed next to each other at the table, +were the only ones who talked with the animation of those who have +something to say, and who are not talking for the mere sake of +talking. + +Several times Jeanne Dubuisson, seated on the right of M. Spiegel, +turned towards him with a little flash in her usually soft blue eyes. +She was thinking, sorrowfully, that her _fiance_ certainly seemed to +prefer looking at Bijou to looking at her, and a feeling of sadness +came over her at the idea that she had never seen his eyes resting on +her with as much expression in them as there was now when he gazed at +Bijou. + +Jeanne, who was nineteen, looked much older than Denyse, although she +was a little like her. Her hair, which was fair like Bijou's, was less +glossy, and not so auburn, although it was thicker; her eyes were of a +less uncommon blue; her teeth were as white, but not so regular; her +complexion was less brilliant, and her head not so well set on her +shoulders. + +Bijou, who was very short, wore very high heels in order to look +taller, whilst Jeanne, who was tall enough, always wore flat-heeled +boots. + +The one fairly dazzled everyone by her wonderful beauty, whilst the +other would pass by almost unnoticed, her chief claim to prettiness +being a certain charm of expression, which betokened an unselfish +disposition and a kind heart. + +After luncheon, Bijou carried Jeanne off with her to the park which +surrounded the chateau. She had scarcely seen her friend since her +engagement. + +"Why," asked Bijou, "did you tell me so calmly that M. Spiegel was +rather good-looking?" + +"Well, because I think he is," answered Mademoiselle Dubuisson. "Do +you mean to say that you--" + +"Oh, come now, don't act; you know perfectly well that he is more than +_rather_ good-looking." + +"But--" + +"Yes, don't you see, from the description you gave me, I expected to +see a nice young man with a goody sort of look about him--rather a +bore, in fact--and then, instead, you bring us a most delightful man. +You ought to have prepared us; you ought not to give people such +shocks--" And then, not giving Jeanne time to reply, she continued: +"Where did you meet him?" + +"This spring, at Easter, when we went to Bordeaux to stay with my +aunt." + +"And it was settled at once." + +"No, but I liked him from the first." + +"Yes, you are one of the affectionate kind." + +"And I soon saw that he, too, liked very much to be with me." + +"And then?" + +"Well, then, we came away, and I felt wretched, of course. I thought I +was mistaken, and that he did not care about me at all." + +"You did not tell me anything about all that." + +"No; in the first place I imagined that it was all over, and then I +should not have liked to talk about it to anyone, not even to you; it +seems to me that, about such matters--well, when one is in love, one +should only talk about it to one's own self; that is the only way to +be quite understood." + +"Oh, then, you fancy that I do not understand anything about love?" + +"About love such as I understand it? no! you are too pretty, you see, +and then you are too much feted and adored by everyone to be able, as +I have done, to satisfy and content yourself with an immense affection +for one person only." + +Bijou sighed, as she said regretfully: + +"It must be so happy, though, to love anyone like that." + +"Well, it would be easy enough for you; your cousin M. de Blaye adores +you. Oh, it is no use denying it--it is so perfectly evident; I saw it +instantly." + +"You are dreaming--" said Bijou, looking astounded. + +"Oh, dear, no! he is in love with you, madly in love with you, and he +seems to me to be a man worthy of your love." + +"Instead of talking nonsense, finish telling me the story of your +engagement. We had got as far as where you left Bordeaux, thinking +that all was over. What next?" + +"Well, next, a fortnight ago, the professorship of philosophy was +vacant, and papa was surprised to hear that M. Spiegel had been +appointed to it. 'It is a come-down,' he said to me, 'for +Pont-sur-Loire is not as good as Bordeaux'; but not at all--it was no +come-down." + +"It was he himself, then, who had asked for the change?" + +"Exactly! and last Monday, he and his mother arrived at our house to +ask papa's consent." + +"What's his mother like?" + +"Very nice, and good-looking still; but she seems rather severe, a +little bit hard." + +"Don't take any notice of that; Protestants always appear like that." + +"How do you know that she is a Protestant?" + +"Because I suppose that she is of the same religion as her son." + +"But who told you that M. Spiegel is a Protestant?" + +"No one. I discovered that all alone; it did not take me long +either--" + +"But how can you know--" + +"I do not know anything, and yet you see I do know all the same; it's +a very good thing to be able to marry a Protestant; they are less +frivolous, more serious, and more constant." + +"Yes, perhaps so; but his mother, as I told you looks very severe, +very; and she is going to live with us." + +"Oh, well, so much the better. It is a safe-guard, don't you know, to +have a mother with you who is somewhat austere. In the first place, +she will inspire everyone with respect for you." + +"I don't think I need anyone to inspire people with respect for me, +and, anyhow, it seems to me that if I did, why, my husband would be--" + +"Not at all! oh, no! parents are quite different, and I was brought up +to worship my parents, and to believe that their presence brings not +only respect but happiness into the home." + +"Oh, yes, I think that, too, as regards papa; but Madame Spiegel is a +stranger to me, as it were, and I do feel that I owe her a little +grudge for coming to intrude on the privacy of our home-life, which +would have seemed so much happier alone." + +"You must say to yourself that she is the mother of your husband, that +he loves her, and that you ought to love her for his sake." + +"You are quite right. How I wish I were like you, Bijou dear! you are +so much better than I am." + +"I am an angel, am I not? that's settled." + +"You are joking; but it is quite, quite true." + +"Tell me, won't it make you miserable to be away from your _fiance_ +all this week, which you are going to spend with me?" + +"No; besides he will come with papa to see me if your grandmamma will +allow him to, and then he is going to Paris for a few days." + +"And here I am walking you about, like the thoughtless creature that I +am, forgetting that the unhappy young man is sure to be wretched +without you. Let us go in; shall we?" + +"Yes, I am quite willing." + +A bright gleam suddenly came into Bijou's eyes, shaded as they were by +their long lashes, and then, putting on an indifferent air, she said +to her friend: + +"Tell me what little incident could possibly have given you the +extraordinary idea that Jean de Blaye cares for me?" + +"The way he looked at you all through luncheon, and then, too, his +annoyance when we were all out on the steps this morning watching for +you, and he saw you coming with young Jonzac and his tutor." + +"You have too much imagination." + +"No; I am sure that he is in love with you--and very much so!--and +what about you?" + +"What about me?" + +"You--you don't care for him?" + +"No, not in the way you mean, at least. He is my cousin; I like him +just as one does like a nice cousin, whom one knows too well to care +for in any other way." + +"It's a pity." + +"Why?" + +"Because it seems to me that you would be happy with him." + +Bijou shook her head. + +"I don't think so; I must have a husband more steady than Jean." + +"More steady? but he must be thirty-four or thirty-five--M. de Blaye." + +"What does that matter? he is not steady, you know--not by any means." + +"Ah! I did not know." + +"Then, too, I should want my husband to only care for me." + +"Well, pretty and fascinating as you are, you can make your mind easy +about that." + +Bijou stopped suddenly in the middle of the garden-walk. + +"Is not that a carriage coming up the drive?" she asked, pointing to +the avenue. + +"Yes, certainly it is." + +"What sort of a carriage? I cannot see anything, I am so +short-sighted." + +"A phaeton with two horses, and a gentleman I don't know is driving." + +"Ah, yes, that's it!" And then, as Jeanne looked at her inquiringly, +she added: "It is M. de Clagny--a friend of grandmamma's--the owner +of The Noriniere." + +"Ah! the man who is so rich!" + +"So rich? Do you think he is so rich? I have not heard a word about +that!" + +"Oh, yes; he is immensely wealthy--and all his fortune is in land." + +Bijou was not listening to this. She had just gathered a daisy, which +was growing amongst the grass, bending its little timid head over the +garden pathway, and she was now pulling it to pieces in an +absent-minded way. + +"Well?" asked Jeanne, smiling; "how does he love you?" + +Bijou lifted her pretty head in surprise. + +"Whom do you mean?" + +"The one about whom you were questioning that daisy?" + +"I don't know! I was not questioning it about anyone in particular." + +"And what did it answer you?" + +"Passionately." + +"Oh, well, it was answering about everybody." And Jeanne added, as she +mounted the little flight of stone steps just behind her friend: "It's +quite true; everybody loves you; and you deserve to be loved--there!" + +When the two girls entered the room where everyone was assembled, +their arrival seemed to have the effect of bringing some animation +into the faces of all the people. + +"At last, and not before it was time!" murmured Henry de Bracieux, in +a way which caused his grandmother to glance at him, whilst M. de +Clagny stepped quickly forward to meet Bijou. + +"That's right," she said pleasantly; "how good of you to come again so +soon to see us!" + +"Too good! You'll have too much of me before long!" + +"Never!" she answered, smiling merrily; and then taking Jeanne's hand, +she introduced her. "Jeanne Dubuisson--my best friend--whom I shall +lose now, because she is going to be married!" + +"But why do you say that, Bijou?" exclaimed the young girl +reproachfully. "You know very well that, married or not married, I +shall always be your friend." + +"Yes--everyone says that; but it isn't the same thing! When one is +married one does not belong to one's parents or friends any more, one +belongs to one's husband--and to him alone." + +"How delightful such delusions are!" murmured M. de Clagny. + +Bijou turned towards him abruptly. + +"What did you say?" she asked. + +"Oh, it was just nonsense!" + +"No; I quite understand that you were laughing at me. Yes, I +understand perfectly well; it's no good shaking your head, I know all +the same that you were making fun of me, because I said that when one +is married one belongs only to one's husband! Well, that may be very +ridiculous, but it is my idea, and I believe it is M. Spiegel's, too?" + +The young man smiled and nodded without answering. + +"Has anyone introduced M. Spiegel?" continued Bijou, still addressing +the count. "No? well, then, I will repair such negligence. Monsieur +Spiegel, Jeanne's _fiance_, who does not dare to support me, and +declare that I am right, because he is not in the majority here; there +is no one here who is married but himself--that is to say, nearly +married." + +"Oh, indeed, and what about Paul?" asked the marchioness, laughing. + +"Paul! Oh, yes, that's true; I was not thinking of him! Anyhow, the +unmarried persons are in the majority--Henry, Pierrot, Monsieur +Courteil, M. Giraud, Jean--well, what's the matter with Jean? he does +look queer!" + +Jean de Blaye was seated in an arm-chair, with his eyes half-closed +and his head resting on his hand, looking very drowsy. + +"I have a headache!" he answered; and then, as Bijou persisted, and +wanted to know what had given him a headache, he exclaimed gruffly: +"Well, what do you want me to say? It's a headache; how can I tell +what's given it me? It comes itself how it likes--that's all I know!" + +Bijou had gone behind the arm-chair in which her cousin was lounging. + +"You must have a very, very bad headache to look as you do," she said, +not at all discouraged by his abrupt manner, and noticing his pale +face, his drawn features, and his eyes, with dark circles round them, +"and for you to own, too, that there is anything the matter with you; +because you always set up for being so strong and well. Poor Jean, I +do wish you could get rid of it." + +She bent forward, and pressing her lips gently on the young man's +weary eyelids, remained like that a few seconds. + +Jean de Blaye turned pale, and then very red, and rose hastily from +his chair. + +"You startled me," he said, in an embarrassed way, not knowing where +to look, "how stupid I am; but I did not see you were so near, so you +quite surprised me." + +M. de Clagny had risen, too, in an excited way on seeing Bijou kiss +her cousin. It occurred to him though, at once, how very ridiculous +his jealousy would appear, and he sat down again, saying in a jesting +tone: + +"Well, if that remedy does not take effect, de Blaye's case is +incurable." + +M. de Rueille looked enviously at Jean, who was just going out of the +drawing-room, and then, turning to Bijou, he remarked, in a hoarse +voice: + +"When I have a headache, and, unfortunately, that is very often, you +are not so compassionate." + +M. Giraud remained petrified in the little low chair in which he had +taken his seat. His eyes were fixed on the ground, and his lips +pressed closely together; he looked as though he had seen nothing. + +As for Pierrot, he exclaimed candidly: + +"What a lucky beggar that Jean is!" + +"Undoubtedly, undoubtedly," replied Abbe Courteil, with conviction; +"but, all the same, he certainly has a very bad headache--Monsieur de +Blaye. I know what it is to have a headache." + +The marchioness bent forward to whisper to Bertrade, whilst looking +all the time at Bijou. + +"Isn't she sweet, that child, and so good-hearted, and, above all, so +natural. Did you see how innocently she kissed that simpleton of a +Jean, and how it startled him?" + +"Oh! as to startling him! he was rather upset by it, poor fellow, and +he wanted to explain away the fact that he was upset by it; that is +about all." + +"Do you think so? with him, one never knows." + +"You did not notice that he went off at once, without even saying +good-bye to M. Dubuisson and M. Spiegel, who are just going away." + +The marchioness turned towards the two men in question, who were just +coming across to take leave. + +"As we are keeping your Jeanne," she said, "I hope you will often come +to see her." + +"Are you quite sure that you don't mind staying at Bracieux?" Bijou +asked her friend; "I shall not be angry with you, you know, for +preferring your _fiance_ to me." + +"Spiegel is obliged to go to Paris for a few days," said M. Dubuisson; +"on his return I shall come with him to fetch Jeanne back." + + * * * * * + +On leaving the drawing-room, a few minutes before, Jean de Blaye had +felt thoroughly wretched. Bijou's innocent kiss, given so openly +before everyone, had, as a matter of fact, thoroughly upset him +rousing again the love which he felt for the young girl, and which he +had hoped would remain dormant, since Madame de Nezel was ready to +console him with her affection. + +Only the evening before he had said to the young widow: "How can I +love that child as I love you?" and when he had uttered these words, +he had, for the time being, felt his old love for Madame de Nezel +returning, and it had seemed to him that Bijou could never inspire the +same passion as he had felt for this woman. And now, after hoping that +he had conquered his love for the young girl, her kiss had completely +undone him, and left him helpless to struggle against himself any +longer. + +He felt now that from henceforth he ought not to continue to claim +Madame de Nezel's affection, since he could no longer return it; and +as he thought of all that this affection had been to him in the past, +he suffered intensely. For the last four years this woman had loved +him with a devotion that had known no bounds, and, whilst Madame de +Bracieux, M. de Jonzac, the Rueilles, and, indeed, all his family, had +imagined that he was living a very gay life, he had been spending his +time peacefully and happily in the society of Madame de Nezel. + +They had understood each other perfectly, and no one had suspected +anything of the sympathy which had thus drawn them together, so that +Jean had always been criticised for those actions of his which were +known to the world, and he had been perfectly satisfied that things +should be thus. Now, however, all would be changed. He would have to +give up this peaceful happiness which had been so much to him. + +And why should he, after all? Did he intend to tell Bijou of his love +for her? And even supposing that she did not reject his love, was he +in a position to marry this fragile and exquisite girl, who had +certainly been created for the most luxurious surroundings? + +He had already thought it all over many times and had said to himself, +over and over again, that it would be absurdly foolish. Then, too, +Bijou would never love him well enough to accept him with his +extremely moderate income. As he had promised Madame de Nezel to meet +her the following day at Pont-sur-Loire, he wrote her a few lines in +order to excuse himself. + +"She will not believe the pretext I have given her," he said to +himself, as he sealed the letter "but she will quite understand, and, +now, it is all over between us." + +And then all at once a feeling of utter loneliness came over him, and +a vision of the life that would from henceforth be his rose before him +with strange distinctness. He shuddered in spite of himself, and then +he fell to going over again in his mind all his sorrows. + +In the meantime, Bijou had shown Jeanne Dubuisson to the room she was +to occupy during her visit to the chateau. + +"It is your imagination, I tell you; nothing but your imagination," +she said to her friend. "He does like me, certainly, but just in the +way one cares for a cousin, or even a sister." + +"No! It was quite enough to look at his face when he went out of the +drawing-room. He was quite upset, and I am sure he has not got over it +yet." + +"Wouldn't you like me to go and ask him? But, there, it is seven +o'clock. We have only just time to dress. I will come back for you +when the first dinner-bell rings." + +When Bijou came out of her bedroom, simply but charmingly dressed, as +usual, the long landing was dark and silent. The servants had drawn +the blinds, but had not yet lighted the lamps. + +Jean, who was coming out of his room, could just distinguish, in the +darkness, a few yards away from him, a figure in a light dress. He +hurried up to it, and Bijou asked: + +"Is that you, Jean?" + +"Yes," he answered; "and I want a word with you." + +"Something that won't take long? The first bell has gone." + +"Something very short; but I should prefer no one else hearing." + +"Shall we go into your room, then, or into mine?" + +"Into yours, as we are so near it." + +Bijou opened the door, and, when Blaye was inside, she said: + +"Wait a minute. Don't move, or I shall knock against you. I will +light--" + +"Oh, it isn't worth getting a light," he said, catching hold of her +arm to stop her. "I can say what I have to without that. Besides, it +won't take long. I want to tell you, Bijou, my dear, that what you +did, you know, just now--" + +She appeared to be trying to remember. + +"Just now? Whatever was it I did?" + +"Well, in a very nice way--oh! in a very nice way, indeed, you +know--you kissed me, but you are too grown-up to do that now when +there are people there." + +"And when there isn't anyone there?" she asked, laughing, "may I +then--tell me?" + +Before he had time to reply, she had laid her hands on his shoulder, +and lifted her face towards his. He bent his head at the same moment, +and her lips touched his. Bijou gave a little half-timid murmur of +affection, which moved him deeply. + +He made up his mind now to tell her of his love, and tried to draw her +to him; but the young girl pushed back the hands which were +endeavouring to hold her, and ran out of the room, and, by the rustle +of her dress along the wall, Jean knew that she was hurrying away. + + + + +X. + + +THE following day Mere Rafut arrived. Bijou had expected to have her +for a week, and was very much disappointed when the old woman told her +that she could only give her five days, as the theatre opened again on +the first of September, and she would have to be there at her post as +dresser. + +Jeanne, therefore, proposed to help with the work, and Bijou accepted +her offer. + +"That's a capital idea!" she said; "if we are both together we shall +not be dull! we can talk to each other without troubling about Mere +Rafut." + +Accordingly, every day, whilst the marchioness and Madame de Rueille +were doing what Jean de Blaye called "a visiting tour," the two young +girls installed themselves in Bijou's boudoir, which was converted +into a sewing-room, and were soon busy with their cutting out and +sewing, whilst chattering together, too intent on their conversation +to pay much attention to the old sewing-woman. + +"Are you going to the race-ball?" Bijou asked her friend. + +"Yes," said Jeanne; "it seems that as I am now engaged it is not quite +the thing; but I am going all the same, as Franz wants to see me +arrayed in my ball-dress, and he wants to waltz with me, too; he +waltzes very well, you know." + +"Ah! and yet he looks so austere? Tell me, don't you mind in the least +marrying a Protestant?" + +"Not in the least! without being bigoted, I am a thorough Catholic, +and he is a devoted Protestant, but not bigoted either. We shall each +of us keep to our own religion, for we have no wish whatever to +change; but neither of us has any idea of trying to convert the +other." + +Bijou did not speak, and Jeanne continued: + +"I am not at all sorry that I am going to have a husband who is a +Protestant, and I will confess that, for certain things, I feel more +satisfied that it should be so. It's quite true, what you were saying +yesterday--Protestants have certain ideas about the family, and about +constancy; in fact, they have stricter principles about such things +than Catholics." + +"Yes; tell me, though, what dress are you going to wear for the race +ball?" + +"I don't know yet! I haven't one for it!" + +"Why, how's that? what about the white one with the little bunches of +flowers all over it?" + +"Papa does not think it is nice enough; the race ball is to be at the +Tourvilles, you know, this year; and it will all be very grand!" + +"Oh, yes!" + +"We do not know them at all; it will be the first time of our going to +Tourville, and if I were to be dressed anyhow, it would not be very +nice for your grandmamma, who got us invited; and so papa told me to +have a dress made, and he gave me two pounds." + +"What are you going to have made?" + +"I don't know at all; advise me, will you?" + +For the last minute or two Bijou had seemed to be turning something +over in her mind. + +"If you like," she said at last, "we might be dressed in the same way, +you and I; that would be awfully nice!" + +"What is your dress?" + +"My dress does not exist yet; it is a thing of the future! It will be +pink, of course--pink crepe--quite simple--straight skirts, cut like a +ballet-dancer's skirts, so that there will be no hem to make them +heavy, three skirts, one over the other, all of the same length, of +course--three, that makes it cloudy-looking; more than that smothers +you up; and it will fall in large, round _godets_. Then there will be +a little gathered bodice, very simple; little puffed sleeves, with a +lot of ribbon bows and ends hanging, and then ribbon round the waist, +with two long bows and long ends--ribbon as wide as your hand, not any +wider.' + +"It will be pretty." + +"And it would suit you wonderfully well." + +"But shouldn't you mind my being dressed like you?" asked Jeanne, +rather timidly. + +"On the contrary, I should love it! Would you like us to make the +dress here? I would try it on, and like that we should be sure that it +was right." + +"How sweet you are! Plenty of other girls in your place would only +trouble about themselves." + +"Listen, supposing you wrote for the crepe to be sent to-morrow." And +then she added laughing, "M. de Bernes asked me yesterday evening if I +had not any commissions for Pont-sur-Loire. I might have given him +that to do!" + +"He would have been slightly embarrassed." + +"Why? It is easy enough to buy pink crepe with a pattern." + +Mere Rafut, who had been busy sewing, without uttering a word, but +just pulling her needle through the work with a quick regular +movement, now lifted her face, all wrinkled like an old apple, and +remarked drily: + +"And even without!" + +"Without what?" asked Bijou. + +"Without a pattern. Oh, no, it isn't he who'd be embarrassed! Why, he +always helps to choose Mademoiselle Lisette Renaud's dresses." + +"Lisette Renaud, the singer?" asked Jeanne eagerly, whilst Denyse, +very much taken up with her work, did not appear to have heard. + +"No, mademoiselle, the actress." + +"Well, that's what I meant. Ah! and so M. de Bernes knows her?" + +The old sewing-woman smiled. + +"I should just think he does. He's known her more than a year and a +half." + +"Ah!" said Jeanne, evidently interested, "she is so pretty, Lisette +Renaud! I saw her in _Mignon_ and in the _Dragons de Villars_ too." + +"Oh, yes!" said Mere Rafut, "she is pretty, too, and as good as she is +pretty! If you only knew!" + +"Good?" repeated Jeanne, "but--" + +"Ah, yes! For sure, she isn't a young lady like you, mademoiselle! But +ever since she has known M. de Bernes, I can tell you, she won't look +at anyone else. And he's the same, as far as that goes, and that's +saying a good deal, for, nice-looking as he is, there's plenty of +ladies after him, ladies in the best society, too, in officers' +families; and they do say the Prefect's wife admires him! Oh, my, he +doesn't care a snap for them all, though! He's got no eyes for anyone +but Lisette; but you should see him when he's looking at her--it's +pretty sure that if he was an officer of high rank he'd marry her +straight off, and he'd be quite right, too--" + +"Jeanne!" interrupted Bijou, "that's the first bell for luncheon." And +when they were out of the room she said, in a very gentle voice, with +just a shade of reproach: "Why do you let Mere Rafut tell you things +you ought not to listen to?" + +"Oh, goodness!" cried Jeanne, blushing and looking confused, "her +story wasn't so very dreadful; and then, even if it had been, how do +you think I could help her telling it?" + +"Oh! that's easy enough, the only thing to do is not to reply or pay +any attention; you would see that she would soon stop." + +"Yes, you are right," and throwing her arms round Bijou, Jeanne kissed +her. + +"You are always right," she said; "and I, although I look so serious, +am much more thoughtless than you, and much weaker-minded, too; I +never can resist listening if it is anything that interests me." + +"And did that interest you?" + +"Very much, indeed." + +"Good heavens! what could you find interesting in it all?" + +"Well, I don't exactly know; I was curious to hear about it, in the +first place, and then I always notice everything, and this little +story explained exactly something I had observed." + +"When?" + +"Why, during the last four or five months, ever since I have begun +going out a little." + +"What had you observed?" + +"I had observed that M. de Bernes never pays attention to any woman, +that he never even looks at anyone, that he scarcely takes the trouble +to be pleasant, even with the prettiest girls; and the proof of all +this is, that he has not tried to flirt with you even." + +"Oh, not at all," answered Bijou, laughing; "but just because he has +not tried to flirt with me, you must not conclude that with others." + +"No, Mere Rafut must be right, and, after all, I am not at all +surprised about it--this story, I mean; you have no idea how charming +she is, this Lisette Renaud. Something in your style; she is much +taller than you, though, and not so fair; but she has the most +wonderful eyes, and a lovely, graceful figure, almost as graceful as +yours; in short, I can quite understand that, when anyone does care +for her, they would care for her in earnest; then, added to all that, +she has a great deal of talent and a beautiful voice--a contralto. I +am sure you would like her." + +"I don't think so." + +"Why?" + +"I don't like women who act comedy--those who act well, at least; it +denotes a kind of duplicity." + +"Oh, I don't think so; it denotes a faculty of assimilation, a very +sensitive nature, but not duplicity." + +"I can't help it, my dear, but I do not see things in the same light +as you; still, that does not prevent Mademoiselle--what is her name?" + +"Lisette Renaud." + +"Mademoiselle Lisette Renaud from being an exception, and she may be a +very charming creature; for my part, I only hope that is so for the +sake of M. de Bernes." + +"You don't care much for him, do you?" asked Jeanne. + +"What makes you think that?--he is quite indifferent to me, and I +always look upon him as being just like everyone else." + +"Oh, no; that is not true--I see him pretty often at Pont-sur-Loire; +he is very intelligent, and very nice, and then, too, very +good-looking; don't you think so?" + +"I assure you that I have never paid much attention to M. de Bernes +and his appearance," and then Bijou added, laughing: "The very first +time I see him, I will look at him with all my eyes, and I will +endeavour to discover his perfections to please M. de Clagny." + +"You like him very much, don't you--M. de Clagny?" + +"Oh, yes, indeed I do." + +"I noticed that at once; ever since my arrival you have only talked of +him; and yesterday, when he came, you were delighted." + +"Yes, he is so good, and so kind to me." + +"But everyone is kind to you, everyone adores you." + +"Everyone is much too good and too indulgent, as far as I am +concerned; I know that very well; but M. de Clagny is better still +than the others. I have only known him three days, and now I could not +do without him. Whenever I see him, I feel gay and happy at once; and +I wish he were always here. I'll tell you what--I should like to have +a father or an uncle like him. Doesn't he make the same kind of +impression on you?" + +"Oh, as for me, you know, it would be impossible to imagine myself +with any other father than papa. Just as he is I adore him; perhaps to +other people he may seem nothing out of the common but you see he is +my father; all the same I like M. de Clagny, and he is very nice--he +must have been charming." + +"I think he still is charming." + +The two girls had reached the hall by this time, and Jeanne went to +the door. + +"How very warm it is," she said, and then, shading her eyes with her +hand, she looked out into the avenue. "Why, there's a mail-coach!" she +exclaimed. "Whoever would be coming with a mail-coach?" + +"M. de Clagny, of course," cried Bijou, rushing out on to the steps in +her delight; "he told grandmamma that if he possibly could he should +come and ask her to give him some luncheon." + +"And he has managed to," remarked M. de Rueille drily, as he, too, +approached the hall door; "we've seen a great deal of him these last +three days; certainly, he is very devoted to us," he added +sarcastically. + +The sight of the horses, which were just being pulled up in front of +the steps, somewhat appeased him, however. + +"By Jove! what horses!" he exclaimed, in admiration, "and he knows how +to drive, too; there's no mistake about that, he's a born aristocrat." + + * * * * * + +After luncheon, Pierrot declared that his foot hurt him just at the +end of each toe, and he did not know what it could be. + +"I know, though," remarked Jean de Blaye; "his boots are too short." + +"Too short!" exclaimed M. de Jonzac, "oh, no, that's impossible"--and +then, after a moment's reflection, he added in terror: "unless his +feet have got bigger still--" + +"Which they probably have," said Jean, laughing; "anyhow, his toes are +turned up at the ends and curl back over each other, I am sure; you +have only to look at his feet, now, to tell. Look at the lumps in his +boots; they look like bags of nuts." + +"I must get him some more boots to-day," said M. de Jonzac. + +"The best thing, uncle, would be to send him to Pont-sur-Loire to be +measured; there's sure to be a decent bootmaker there." + +"M. Courteil is going just now to take a letter to the bishop and get +an answer to it," remarked Madame de Bracieux; "he might take Pierrot +with him." + +"Well, then," said Bijou, "they might take our omnibus, so that Jeanne +and I could go too; we have some errands to do." + +"What are they?" asked the marchioness. + +"Well, first, some crepe--we want some crepe for Jeanne; and then some +pencils and paints that I am short of; in fact, there are a lot of +things." + +"Would you like me to take you all?" proposed M. de Clagny; "I have +some business with a lawyer at Pont-sur-Loire at three o'clock. You +could do all your errands, and then I would bring you back; it's on my +way to The Noriniere." + +"Oh, what fun!" exclaimed Bijou, delighted. "I have never been on a +mail-coach; you don't mind, grandmamma?" + +Madame de Bracieux seemed rather undecided. + +"Well, I don't know, Bijou dear; you see at Pont-sur-Loire you will be +noticed very much perched up there, and for two young girls I don't +know whether it is quite the thing--" + +"Oh, grandmamma," protested Bijou, "not the thing! and with M. de +Clagny there!" + +"Yes, with me," put in the count, with emphasis, his face suddenly +clouding over, "there is no danger; I am safe enough." + +"Yes, certainly," replied Madame de Bracieux with evident sincerity; +"but at Pont-sur-Loire everyone is so fond of gossip and scandal." + +"Oh, grandmamma," Bijou said, in a beseeching tone, "don't deprive us +of a treat, which you don't see any harm in whatever yourself, just +because of the Pont-sur-Loire people, about whom you do not care at +all." + +"Yes, you are right. Go, then, children, as you want to, for, as you +say, there is no harm whatever in amusing yourselves in that way." + +"Is there any room for me?" asked M. de Rueille. + +"For you, and some more of you," answered M. de Clagny; "we are only +six at present." + +The marchioness turned towards Bertrade. + +"What do you say about going with them to look after the girls?" + +Madame de Rueille glanced at her husband, who appeared to be studying +the floor attentively at that moment. + +"Oh, Paul will look after them very well!" + +"I must ask if you would mind not starting before three o'clock?" said +Bijou, advancing towards the window, "because there is M. Sylvestre +coming to give me my accompaniment lesson; he is just coming up the +avenue." + +"The poor fellow!" exclaimed the marchioness, glancing out of the +window, "he is actually walking in spite of this terrible heat!" + +"He always walks, grandmamma." + +"Five miles; that is not so tremendous," remarked Henry de Bracieux. + +"No, not for you--driving!" said Bijou. + +"Well, but when we are out shooting, we do a lot more than that!" + +"But you are enjoying yourself when you are out shooting; that's quite +different. I know very well that if I could, I should send M. +Sylvestre back always in the carriage." + +"If you like, we can drive him back to-day," said M. de Clagny. + +"I should just think I should like to! You are very good to offer me +that, because, you know, he is not very, very handsome--my +professor--and he will not be any ornament on your coach!" + +"Do you think I care anything about that? I am not snobbish, Bijou; +not the least bit snobbish." + +"But he isn't bad-looking, this fellow," said Jean de Blaye. "He has +very fine eyes; they are wonderfully limpid and soft." + +"I never noticed that," answered Bijou, laughing; "but even if they +are, they could not be seen very well on the top of a coach. And he is +very queerly dressed; he wears clothes that are too small, and which +cling to him; and then long hair that is very lank; he looks rather +like a drowned rat." + +A domestic appeared at this instant to announce that M. Sylvestre had +arrived. + +"Have you told Josephine?" asked Madame Bracieux. + +"Yes, Josephine is there, madame," replied the servant. + +Jeanne Dubuisson rose, but Bijou stopped her. + +"No, don't come with me," she said; "when I feel that there is anyone +listening, that is, anyone beside Josephine, I don't do any good." And +then, just as she was going out of the room, she turned round, and +added: "At three o'clock I shall appear with my hat--and M. +Sylvestre." + +When Bijou entered her room, Josephine, the old housekeeper, who had +seen two generations of the Bracieux family grow up, was sewing near +the window, whilst, in the little room adjoining, the musician was +arranging the music-stand, and taking his violin out of the case. + +On seeing the young girl, his blue eyes lighted up, and seemed to turn +pale against his red face. He was a young man of about twenty-eight +years of age, very thin, very awkward, and dressed wretchedly enough; +but there was something interesting about his face, an expression +that was congenial, and yet, at the same time, told of anxiety and of +trouble. + +"How warm you are, Monsieur Sylvestre!" said Bijou, as she held out +her hand to him; "and they have not brought you anything to drink yet! +Josephine!" she called out, as she moved towards the door between the +two rooms, "will you tell them to bring--ah, yes, what are they to +bring? What will you take, Monsieur Sylvestre?--beer, lemonade, wine, +or what? I never remember!" + +"Some lemonade, if you please; but you really are too good, +mademoiselle, to trouble about me." + +"I forgot to buy the music you told me to get when I was at +Pont-sur-Loire," said Denyse, interrupting him. "You will scold me." + +"Oh! mademoiselle!" he exclaimed, in a scared way, "_I_ scold you?" + +"Yes, you! If you do not scold me you ought to. Now, let me see! What +are we going to play? Ah! I was forgetting! I am going to ask you if +you will begin by accompanying me at the piano; it is just a silly +little song I am learning." + +"What song is it?" + +"'Ay Chiquita'! it is quite grotesque, isn't it? But we have an old +friend who adores it, and he asked me to sing it for him." + +"Oh! as to that!--'Ay Chiquita'--it isn't so grotesque; but it has +been worn out, that's all. Ah!" he added, looking at the music, "you +sing it in a higher key. I was wondering, too--" + +"Yes, I sing it higher; that makes it more dreadful still. Oh, dear! +how I do wish I had a deep voice; they are so lovely--deep voices, but +there are none to be heard!" + +"They are rare, certainly; but there are some, nevertheless." + +"I have never heard one," said Bijou, shaking her head. + +"Well, but you might hear one if you liked." + +"Where?" + +"Why, at the Pont-sur-Loire theatre. Yes, Mademoiselle Lisette Renaud, +a young actress, with a great deal of talent, and she is very pretty, +too, which is not a drawback, by any means." + +"She has a beautiful voice?" + +"Very beautiful! I hear her, on an average, three times a week, +without reckoning the rehearsals with the orchestra, and, I can assure +you, I have never had enough." + +"Ah! Do you think she would sing at private houses?" + +"Why, certainly! She does sing sometimes at Pont-sur-Loire." + +"I will ask grandmamma to have her here. Where does she live?" + +"Rue Rabelais. I do not remember the number, but she is very well +known." + +After a short silence, the professor asked: + +"Why should you not go to the theatre to hear her? That would interest +you much more." + +"Grandmamma would never let me." + +"I know, of course, that society people do not go to the +Pont-sur-Loire theatre--it is not considered the thing; but there are +circumstances,--for instance--in a fortnight from now there is to be a +performance for the benefit of disabled soldiers, organised by the +_Dames de France_; everyone will go to that." + +"And they will play things that will be all right?" + +"Oh! some comic opera or another, and varieties from other things; but +I am sure Lisette Renaud will be on the programme, and several times, +too. These are the best sort of things that we have at the theatre." + +"You are not drinking anything, Monsieur Sylvestre," said Bijou, +approaching the tray which had been brought in, and pouring out the +lemonade for the young man. + +The glass which she passed to him showed the effect of the contact of +her hand. + +"Are you not still too warm to drink?" she asked. "This lemonade is +very cold." + +He took the glass with a hand that trembled slightly, and stood there, +with his arm stretched out, looking at Bijou with passionate +admiration. + +"Monsieur Sylvestre," she said, smiling, "a penny for your thoughts." + +The young man's face, which was already red, flushed deeper still. He +drank his lemonade at a draught, and hurried to the piano. + +"Let us begin, mademoiselle! shall we?" he said, and he played the +short symphony of the song in a hesitating way, as though his fingers +refused to act. This was so noticeable, that Denyse asked him: + +"What is the matter with you? you are not in form to-day, at all." + +"Oh, it's nothing, mademoiselle; I--it is so warm." + +Being rather short-sighted, and never using a lorgnette, Bijou was +obliged to bend forward to read the words of the song, and sometimes, +in doing so, she touched the professor's hair or shoulder. This +served to increase his agitation, and at times he could scarcely see +what he was playing, whilst his fingers would slip off the notes. + +"Really, you are not at all in form to-day," repeated Bijou, +surprised. + +"I beg your pardon, mademoiselle, I--I don't know what is the matter +with me." + +"Nor I either; I can't tell at all," she said, laughing. + +He was getting up from the piano, but she begged him to sit down +again. + +"No! if you don't mind," she said, "I should like to work up two or +three old songs." + +She began at once to read at sight, bending over in order to see +better, whilst the poor young man, who was now pale, did his best to +follow her, in spite of the buzzing in his ears and the clamminess of +his fingers. + +When the lesson was over, Bijou went to fetch her hat, and then came +back and put it on at the glass near the piano. + +Instead of putting his violin into its case, M. Sylvestre stood +watching her as she lifted her arms, and drew her pretty figure up +with a graceful swaying movement. + +"Be quick!" she said, "we are going to take you back to +Pont-sur-Loire, or rather M. de Clagny, one of our friends, is going +to take you on his coach." Denyse saw that he did not understand, so +she went on to explain: "It's a large carriage, and holds a good +number of people." + +"Are you going, too?" he asked excitedly. + +"I am going, too--yes, Monsieur Sylvestre." + +He was just taking from his violin-case a little bunch of +forget-me-nots and wild roses, which were already drooping their poor +little heads. He held them out timidly to Bijou. + +"As I came along, mademoiselle, I--I took the liberty of gathering +these flowers for you." + +She took them, and after inhaling their perfume for a minute or two, +put them into her waistband. + +"Thank you so much for having thought of me," she said. + +He followed Bijou downstairs, step by step, happy in the present, +forgetting all about his poverty, and as he appeared, tripping along +behind the young girl, his violin-case in his hand, M. de Clagny +turned to Jean de Blaye, and remarked: + +"You were right; he has a nice face." + +The mail-coach had just appeared in front of the steps when the +marchioness called out: + +"Bijou! I have a commission for you. Go to Pellerin the bookseller, +and ask him--stop--no--send Pierrot here." + +"Pierrot," said Denyse, returning to the hall, "grandmamma wants you." + +"I'll bet it's some errand to do," remarked the youth, making a +grimace, "and errands are not much in my line." And then, whilst Bijou +and the others were clambering up on to the coach, he went back to +Madame de Bracieux. "You wanted me, aunt?" he said. + +"Yes. Will you go to Pellerin's? do you know which is Pellerin's?" + +"The book shop." + +"Yes. Ask him for a novel of Dumas' for me. It is called 'Le Batard de +Mauleon.' What are you looking at me for in that bewildered way?" + +"Because I have never seen you reading novels, and--" + +"You will not see me reading this one either; it is for the cure, I +have promised it him. He adores Dumas, and he does not know 'Le Batard +de Mauleon.' You will remember the title?" + +"Yes, aunt." + +"You are sure? You would not like me to write it for you?" + +"'Tisn't worth while." + +"You will forget it!" + +"No danger." + +He rushed off, looking down on the ground, and then, as he climbed on +to the coach, he trod on the feet of various people, nearly smashed M. +Sylvestre's violin-case, and excused himself by saying: + +"Oh, by Jove! I've nearly done for the little coffin." + + + + +XI. + + +ALWAYS up first in the morning, Bijou was in the habit of going +downstairs towards seven o'clock, in order to attend to her +housekeeping duties. + +She always paid a visit to the pantry, and to the dairy, and, with the +exception of Pierrot, who was sometimes wandering about the passages +with very sleepy-looking eyes, she never met anybody at this early +hour. + +To her astonishment, therefore, on this particular morning she nearly +ran up against M. de Rueille, who was coming out of the library with a +book in his hand. + +Of all the visitors at Bracieux he was the laziest, so that Bijou +laughed as she commented on his early rising. + +"How's this?" she asked; "have you finished your slumbers already?" + +"Or, rather, I have not commenced them!" + +"Oh, nonsense!" + +"No, and as I had finished all the literature I had upstairs, I came +down to get a book to finish my night with." + +Bijou pointed to the sun, which was streaming in by the open window. + +"Your night!" + +"Oh, as far as I am concerned, you know, unless I am going out +shooting, or off by train somewhere, it is night up to ten o'clock, at +least!" + +"And you are now going to bed again?" + +"This very instant." + +"But it is ridiculous." + +"On the contrary, it is very wise, and all the more so, as, when one +is in a bad temper, the best thing to do is to keep one's self out of +the way." + +"You are in a bad temper?" + +"Yes." + +"And why?" + +Paul de Rueille hesitated slightly before answering. + +"I don't know why." + +"It's quite true," said Bijou, laughing, "that you were not very +amiable yesterday during our journey to Pont-sur-Loire." + +"It was your fault!" + +"My fault--mine?" + +"Yours." + +"And pray why?" + +"I will tell you if you like." + +"Yes, I should like; but not now, because I am keeping some one +waiting in the dairy." + +"Who is waiting for you?" he asked anxiously. + +"The dairy-maid," answered Bijou, without noticing his anxiety. + +"Oh! go at once, then, if that is the case," said M. de Rueille +sarcastically. "I should not like the dairy-maid to be kept waiting on +my account." + +"You should come and see the cheeses," proposed Denyse. + +"That must certainly be very festive; no, really, are you not afraid +that I should find that too exciting, Bijou, my dear?" + +"You would find it as exciting, anyhow, as going to bed, and reading +over again some old book that you must know by heart. Oh, you know it +by heart, I am sure! There is nothing in the library but the classics, +or a lot of old-fashioned things; ever since I have come no new books +are put in the library, either in the Paris house or here at Bracieux. +Grandmamma is so afraid that I should get hold of them; but she is +quite mistaken, for I should never open a book that I had been told +not to open--never!" + +"Grandmamma is afraid of your doing what any other girl would do; you +are such an astonishing exception, Bijou!" + +"Yes, I am an exception--an angel, anything you like; but either come +with me, or let me go, if you please! I don't like to keep people +waiting." + +"Oh, well, I'll come with you if you like," said M. de Rueille, +putting his book down on a side-table. + +He followed Bijou without speaking, as she trotted along in front of +him. She looked so sweet, going backwards and forwards amongst the +great pails of milk; her straw hat, covered with lace, tossed +carelessly on her fair hair; her morning dress, of pink batiste, +fastened up rather high with a safety-pin. + +She inspected everything, gave her orders, and settled all kinds of +details, without troubling about her cousin any more than if he did +not exist; and then, when she had quite finished, she turned towards +him, smiling. + +"Now, then," she said, "if you would like a stroll, I am at your +service." She turned into one of the garden paths that led to the +avenues, and then added, as she looked up at Paul, "I'm listening!" + +"You are listening? What do you want me to say?" + +"I thought you were going to tell me why you were so bad-tempered +yesterday; you said it was my fault." + +"Well, it was; you were--" he began, in an embarrassed way; and then +he continued, in desperation, "the way you went on, it was not at all +like you generally are, nor like you ought to be!" + +"Ah! what did I do then?" + +"Well, in the first place, you insisted, in the most extraordinary +way, that Bernes should come on to the coach when we met him. Why did +you insist like that?" + +"Well, it is natural enough when you meet anyone walking a mile away +from where you are driving yourself, that you should offer to pick him +up; it seems to me that it would be odd, on the contrary, not to offer +to pick him up!" + +"Yes, agreed; but then it was M. de Clagny who should have offered a +seat in his own carriage." + +"He never thought of it--" + +"Or else he did not care to? And you obliged him to do it whether he +would or not?" + +"Rubbish! he adores M. de Bernes. The other day he spent half an hour +singing his praises to me in every key." + +"Ah! that is probably what made you so pleasant to him?" + +"Was I so pleasant?" + +"Certainly! As a rule you don't pay the slightest attention to him, +but yesterday you had no eyes for anyone but him." + +"I did not notice that myself." + +"Really? Well, you were the only one who did not, then! You went on to +such a degree that I wondered if it were not simply for the sake of +tormenting me that you were acting in that way!" + +Bijou gazed straight at M. de Rueille with her beautiful, luminous +eyes. + +"To torment you? and how could it torment you if I chose to be +agreeable to M. de Bernes?" + +"How?" stuttered M. de Rueille, very much confused; "why, I have just +told you I am not--we are not accustomed to seeing you make a fuss +like that, especially of a young man! No, I assure you, I was amazed. +I am still, in fact." + +"And I am ever so sorry to have vexed you," she said sweetly. "Yes, I +am really; you see, I had never noticed M. de Bernes particularly, and +I wanted to see whether all the nice things M. de Clagny had told me +about him were quite true, and so I was studying him. Will you forgive +me?" + +M. de Rueille did not reply to this, as he had another grievance on +his mind. + +"With Clagny, too, you have a way of carrying on, which is not at all +the thing. He is an old man; that's all well and good; but, you know, +he is not so ancient yet for you to be able to take such liberties +with him!" + +"What do you call liberties?" + +"Well, sometimes you appear to admire him, to be in ecstasies about +him; and then sometimes you coax and wheedle him in the most absurd +way, as you did yesterday." + +"Yesterday! I coaxed and wheedled M. de Clagny? I?" + +"You!" + +"But about what?" + +"When you would insist, in spite of everything, in driving through Rue +Rabelais; and I'll be hanged if I can see why you wanted to; it's +about as dirty a street as there is, without taking into account that +you might have caused us all to break our necks. Yes, certainly, it +was the most dangerous experiment--your fad! Young Bernes, who is one +of the most out-and-out daring fellows himself, tried to persuade you +out of wanting to go along that street!" + +The strange little gleam, which sometimes lighted up Bijou's eyes, +came into them now. + +"Yes, that's true!" she said, smiling. "He was wild to prevent our +going down the Rue Rabelais--M. de Bernes! It was as though he was +afraid of something!" + +"He was afraid of coming to smash, by Jove, just as I was, and the +abbe, and even Pierrot. I cannot understand how old Clagny could have +let you have your fad out, for he was responsible for the little +Dubuisson girl, and for Pierrot, and you, without reckoning all of +us!" + +"Have you finished blowing me up?" + +"I am not blowing you up." + +"Oh, well, that's cool. Let's make it up now, shall we?" and, standing +on tip-toes, Bijou held her pretty face up, saying, "Kiss me?" + +He stepped back abruptly. + +"Oh!" exclaimed Bijou, in surprise, and looking hurt, "you won't kiss +me?" + +Paul de Rueille had been so taken aback, that he could scarcely find +any words. + +"It isn't that I won't, but--well, not here like that, it is so +absurd! I cannot understand your not seeing how ridiculous it is." + +Bijou shook her rough head, and the loose curls over her forehead +danced about. + +"No, I do not see that it is at all ridiculous," and then, instead of +going any farther, she turned round, and they went back to the house +without another word. + +On going up into his room, M. de Rueille found his wife reading a +letter. + +"I have just heard from Dr. Brice," she said, handing him the letter. +"It seemed to me that Marcel had not been well just lately." + +"Not well--Marcel? Why the child eats and drinks more than I do. He +sleeps like a top, too, and grows like a mushroom. Oh, that's good, +that is! And what disease has he discovered in the boy--our excellent +Brice?" + +"No disease at all!" + +"Oh, well, that's lucky! + +"But he orders him to have sea-air." + +"Sea-air for a lad who is in such downright good health that it +positively makes him unbearable, he is so riotous?" + +"Read what he says." + +"Let me see what he says," murmured M. de Rueille, putting on a look +of resignation, as he began to read the long letter, in which the +doctor advised sea-air as the best remedy for the child in his present +nervous state. + +"And so he is in a nervous state?" said M. de Rueille jeeringly; "and +on account of this, which no one, by the bye, except you, has noticed, +we are to leave Bracieux, where the lad is flourishing in this +delightful fresh air--it is his native air, in fact--and we are to go +and take up our abode at some stupid seaside place? Oh, no! You really +do get hold of some ridiculous ideas sometimes." + +He was still irritated after his discussion with Bijou, and the idea +of going away from her now caused him to speak in a harsh, dry way. He +tried to laugh, too, but his laugh sounded forced and hollow. + +Bertrade looked at him as she said gently: + +"I did not want to tell you the truth straight out; I hoped that you +would guess it. Do you not guess?" + +"No, not at all," he answered, with a vague feeling of uneasiness. + +"Well, then, you were right just now; not only Marcel, and his +brothers too, for that matter, are better at Bracieux than anywhere +else, but he has nothing the matter with him." + +As M. de Rueille looked surprised, she continued, in a tranquil way: + +"It is Marcel's father who is not quite himself, who needs a change of +air, and who will, I am sure, decide on having a change." + +"Well, really," he stammered out, "I do not know what you mean." + +"I mean that you must leave Bracieux for a time," she answered, +speaking very distinctly. + +"Do you particularly wish me to tell you why?" + +"I do." + +"You are unwise to insist. You know that in a general way I never +interfere in anything that you choose to do, or leave undone." + +"Yes, you have always been very sweet and very sensible about +everything," said M. de Rueille, "and I thoroughly appreciate--" + +"Oh, there is no need to say anything about all that. I have always +left you quite free to act in every way as you preferred, and now, in +this matter, I do not bear you any ill-feeling whatever, and I should +never have spoken to you of it if I had not seen that you are going +too far. I have confidence in you, so that I know you will be on your +guard; but I know how fascinating Bijou is, and I can see perfectly +well that, next to poor young Giraud, you are the one who is the most +infatuated." + +"Yes, you are quite right, I am infatuated; but, as you say yourself, +there is no danger whatever, and whether I go away, or whether I stay +here, it is all the same; that will make no difference whatever." + +"Yes! if you stay you will certainly make yourself ridiculous, and +probably wretched, too. I am speaking to you now just as a friend +might. Let us go away; believe me, it would be better." + +"Well, but when we came back again--for we should come back, shouldn't +we? in two months at the latest--things would, be exactly as they were +before." + +"No, it would be quite different," she answered carelessly. "In two +months' time she will be married, or nearly so." + +"Married!" exclaimed M. de Rueille, astounded. "Married! Jean is going +to marry her, then?" + +"Why, no! Jean is not going to marry her. He's another one who would +do well to make himself scarce." + +"Well, if it is not Jean, I do not see--it is not Henry, I presume?" + +"No, not Henry either. He understands perfectly well that, with what +he has, he cannot marry Bijou." + +"Well, who is it, then? Who is it?" + +"Why, no one at all--that is, no one in particular." + +"You spoke, on the contrary, as though you were affirming something +that was quite settled. You said: _In two months' time she will be +married, or nearly so_. What did you mean by that? Why don't you want +to tell me? You have been told not to? It is a secret?" + +"No, it is merely a supposition, I assure you, that is all." + +"And this supposition you will not tell me?" + +"No." + +After a short silence Madame de Rueille began again: + +"I showed grandmamma the doctor's letter; she is very sorry about our +going away. She adores the children, and then, too, she likes to have +the house full at Bracieux." + +"And she let herself be gulled with this story about Marcel's nervous +condition? I am surprised at that; she is so sharp!" + +"If she was not _gulled_, as you call it, she allowed me to think that +she was. I shall see you again presently: I must get ready for +breakfast." + +M. de Rueille went up to his wife, and asked, in a half-timid way: + +"You are angry with me about it?" + +"I? why should I be angry about what you cannot help? You are in the +same situation as Jean, M. Giraud, Henry, the accompaniment professor, +Pierrot, and others that we don't know of, not to speak of the abbe, +who, at present, is always to be found somewhere round about where +Bijou is." + +"Oh!" + +"It's perfectly true; the only thing is that, as far as he is +concerned, he is unconscious of it. Without understanding the why and +wherefore, he, too, is captivated by Bijou's charms just the same as +all the others who come near her. I am quite sure that he, too, will +be unhappy about going away from here; but he will not be able to +explain to himself even the cause of his unhappiness. Ah! there's the +bell; I shall never be ready; you had better go on down." + + * * * * * + +"Pierrot," said the marchioness, after breakfast, when everyone had +assembled in the morning-room, "you did not give me my book +yesterday?" + +Pierrot, who was talking to Bijou, turned round, somewhat taken aback. + +"What book, aunt?" + +"Dumas' novel for the cure." + +"Ah, yes; I could not think what book you meant!" + +"You forgot to do my errand?" + +"Not at all! but Pellerin hadn't it." + +"Oh, why--he always has everything one wants!" + +"Well, he hadn't got that; and, what was better still, he didn't seem +to know the book at all!" + +"Nonsense!" + +"No, it's quite true! and he's an obstinate sort of beggar, too, he +would have it that it wasn't by the father--what's his name? ah! I've +forgotten already." + +"Dumas!" + +"Dumas! yes, that's it; and he kept on saying all the time, 'I know my +Dumas well enough, and that book was never written by him.' Well, +anyhow, he promised to try to get it, and to send it to you if it is +to be had." + +M. de Rueille was sorting out the letters, which had arrived during +breakfast-time. + +"Here's a letter from your bookseller, grandmamma," he said; "he +evidently has not been able to get it." + +"Open it, Paul, will you?" + +Rueille tore open the envelope, and, taking out the letter, read as +follows: + + "MADAM,--It is quite impossible to get the book which your + nephew asked for. As we were anxious to execute your order, + we sent to several of the principal booksellers, and even + wired to Paris, but we were informed that there is not, and + there never has been, a book entitled, 'Le Baton de M. + Molard.'" + +"Le Baton de M. Molard?" repeated the marchioness, not understanding +in the least. "What is he talking about?" and then, all at once, the +explanation of the mystery dawned upon her, and she exclaimed, in +consternation: "Ah, I see! 'Le Baton de M. Molard' is 'Le Batard de +Mauleon,' translated by Pierrot into his own language. I was quite +right in wanting to write the title for him, but he would not hear of +it." + +M. de Jonzac turned his eyes up towards the ceiling with a tragic +gesture of despair. + +"He is incorrigible--absolutely hopeless," he said, half laughing and +half vexed. + +"I can't help it, I am as I was made," said Pierrot, blushing +furiously and very much annoyed. "And then, too, I didn't know what I +was doing yesterday; we were almost upset going into Pont-sur-Loire." + +"Almost upset?" exclaimed Madame de Bracieux, "upset! why, how?" + +"Because Bijou had the insane idea of wanting to go down the Rue +Rabelais with the coach; and so M. de Clagny went--the old fool." + +"Stop! that's enough!" interrupted the marchioness; "will you kindly +speak more respectfully when you have anything to say about my old +friend Clagny?" + +"Well, all the same, your old friend hasn't got his head screwed on +very well, considering his age. He might have killed us; and, besides +that, I can tell you we did kick up a shindy in the Rue Rabelais. The +coach scraped against the curb-stones; all the kids were running along +nearly under the horses' heels; then the sound of the horn brought all +the women to the windows, and didn't they exclaim when they saw what +it was. That part wasn't so bad, either, for there were some jolly +pretty ones, I can tell you; weren't there, Paul?" + +As M. de Rueille appeared to be preoccupied, and did not answer, +Pierrot turned to the abbe. + +"Weren't there, M. Courteil?" + +"I don't know," answered the abbe, with evident sincerity; "I was not +noticing." + +Pierrot did not intend to give in. + +"Oh, well, Bijou noticed them anyhow, for I can tell you she _did_ +look at them, and with eyes as sharp as needles, too; they shone like +anything." + +"I?" she exclaimed, her pretty face turning suddenly red. "It was your +fancy, Pierrot; I never saw anything. I was much too frightened." + +"Frightened of what?" asked the marchioness. + +"Why, of being upset, grandmamma. Pierrot is right about that; we were +nearly upset." + +"He is right, too, in saying that it was an insane idea to want to go +with a carriage and four horses down a wretched little street like +that; however could you have had such an idea?" + +Bijou glanced at Jeanne Dubuisson, who, with her eyes fixed on the +carpet, had turned very red, too, and was listening to the discussion +without taking any part in it. + +"Oh, really, I don't know. I think it was M. de Clagny telling me that +his horses were so well in hand that he could make them turn round on +a plate. And so, as the Rue Rabelais is rather narrow and winding, I +said: 'I am sure you could not go along Rue Rabelais.'" + +"No!" protested Pierrot, "it was not quite like that. You said, 'Let +us go down Rue Rabelais, I should like to see it.' And, then, as he +hesitated--for we may as well give him credit for having +hesitated--you stuck to it as hard as you could." + +"But," put in M. de Jonzac, seeing that Denyse looked annoyed, "what +interest could your cousin possibly have in wanting to go down that +street?" + +"That's what I wondered," said Pierrot, looking puzzled; and then, +suddenly taken with another idea, he added: "I can tell you there was +somebody who didn't like it, and that was M. de Bernes. I don't know +what took him, but he did pull a long face. Oh, my! I can tell you he +did look blue." + +Henry de Bracieux laughed. + +"I know why he was pulling such a long face, poor old Bernes; he was +afraid of being blown up--" + +"Blown up?" asked Bijou, innocently opening her limpid eyes wide in +surprise, whilst Jeanne's face, usually so impassive, turned almost +purple. "Blown up? by whom?" + +And then, as there was a dead silence, which became more and more +embarrassing, Bijou turned to her friend. + +"Let's go out for a stroll in the garden, Jeanne, shall we?" she said. + +"I'll come with you," remarked Pierrot promptly; but Bijou pushed him +gently back. + +"No! we shall do very well by ourselves, thank you; you would worry +us." + +As the two girls were descending the hall-door steps, Bijou said to +Jeanne, who was just behind her, and who had not quite recovered from +her embarrassment: + +"I know why you looked so conscious just now; you were thinking of the +gossip about that actress--I've forgotten her name--whom M. de Bernes +knows. I had not thought of it at the time, and so it did not trouble +me. You see I was right when I told you that it was a mistake to +listen to Mere Rafut's tales." + +"Yes, you always are right!" answered Jeanne pensively; "I said then +that you are always right!" + + * * * * * + +After Bijou's departure, the men one after another left the +drawing-room. + +"What's the matter, Bertrade?" asked the marchioness, as soon as she +found herself alone with Madame de Rueille. "Paul looked very queer +during breakfast!" + +"Did you think so?" said the young wife, not wishing either to +acknowledge it or to tell an untruth about the matter. + +"I did think so, and you looked queer too; and as I watched you both, +an idea dawned upon me." + +"And what is this idea?" + +"It is that my dear little Marcel is no more ill than I am, and that +the letter you showed me this morning is nothing but a pretext for +getting your husband away from here; is that so?" + +Madame de Rueille was too straightforward to be able to deny the fact. + +"It is so!" + +"And so you are jealous, and jealous of Bijou?" + +"Not jealous, oh, dear no! not in the least; but anxious." + +"About Bijou?" + +Madame de Rueille looked serious as she shook her pretty head. + +"No, about Paul." + +"You are not afraid of your husband going too far, I suppose?" + +"No!" + +"Well, what then?" + +"I am anxious about his peace of mind, and then, too, I do not care +for him to make himself completely ridiculous." + +"You must know, my dear Bertrade, that I have seen for some time past +that Paul was gone on Bijou, just as all the others are--for there is +no mistake about it, they all are; and the last few days I have +noticed that your abbe even has begun to lose his indifference; don't +you think so?" + +"It is very possible!" + +"Yes, and I am sure that he isn't going along quite so peacefully in +his worship of God as formerly?" + +"And that does not displease you either, grandmamma, does it? Come, +now, own it!" + +"Oh, well; as long as it is just a little beneficial upset for him, I +don't mind; but I should not like it to develop into anything +serious--you understand where I draw the line?" + +"No, because I always pity all those who are suffering from such +little upsets--as you call them--even when they are mild, I think they +are calculated to make people suffer greatly." + +"You always see a darker side of things than I do; at all events, I +think that the idea of carrying Paul off is a very excessive and +unwise kind of remedy. He keeps a strict guard over himself, and no +one suspects the true state of things except you--" + +"And all the others!" + +"Do you think so?" + +"I am sure of it." + +"Well, even if it be so, that is of no importance, provided that Bijou +does not suspect it herself. Why do you not answer?" + +"Because I am not of the same opinion as you, grandmamma, and you do +not like that as a rule, particularly when it is a question of Bijou." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Just what I said, nothing else." + +"Then, according to you, Bijou has noticed it from--" + +"From the very first day." + +"And even if that should be so, she cannot help it! Besides, what +danger does she run?" + +"None at all." + +"Paul is honourable." + +"Undoubtedly, and even if he were not, Bijou would have nothing to +fear for several reasons." + +"What are they?" + +"Well, in the first place--her own indifference. Paul makes about as +much impression on her, I believe, as a table." + +"Next?" + +"Next? Why, that's all!" + +"You said 'several reasons,'--you have given me one; let us hear what +the others are." + +"Oh, no!" said Madame de Rueille, "it was just my way of speaking." + +"Nonsense! you are not clever at telling untruths, my dear Bertrade; I +am pretty sure I know what you thought!" + +"I don't think you do." + +"Well, you'll see! You were thinking that one of the reasons why Bijou +will never take any notice of Paul is--" + +"Because he is married." + +"Yes, of course; but you fancy, too, I am sure of it, that Bijou is +thinking of someone else? Ah, you see! you don't answer now! Yes, you +believe, as your husband does--he told me so two or three days +ago--that she is madly in love with young Giraud!" + +"Oh, grandmamma, what an unlikely supposition! In the first place, +Bijou is not, and never will be, madly in love with anyone." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that when she marries, it will be in a reasonable, calm sort +of way, just as she does everything else." + +"But when will it be?" + +"When will it be? Well, I do not know exactly--soon, I think." + +"Then you are saying that just at random? You are speaking of the +future in just a vague sort of way?" + +"The future always is vague, grandmamma," answered Madame de Rueille, +smiling. + + + + +XII. + + +FOR a whole week there was scarcely anything else thought about but +the rehearsals of the little play, which was to be given the day after +the races. + +The La Balues, the Juzencourts, and Madame de Nezel, came to Bracieux +nearly every day, and M. de Clagny also, for he was very much +interested in the rehearsals. He acted as prompter when Giraud, who +had undertaken this post, was occupied, and he appeared to be +delighted whenever he saw Bijou acting. + +"Old Dubuisson" and M. Spiegel had been to dinner several times, and +Denyse, under the pretext of letting him be more with his _fiancee_, +had persuaded the young professor to take a minor role, in which he +was execrable. Perhaps Jeanne had noticed this, as the last few days +she seemed to be low-spirited, and she was not as even-tempered as +usual. Her father was astonished to see her frequently with tears in +her eyes, and for no apparent motive, so that at last he declared +that "she must be sickening for some illness or another." + +The Rueilles had not left Bracieux. Bertrade felt that everyone was +against her, as it were, and had resigned herself to the inevitable; +she had quite given up the plan she had proposed, and was now letting +herself drift along, carried forward by the society whirl in which she +was living. + +Young Bernes arrived one evening to invite the marchioness and her +guests to a paper-chase which was being organised by his regiment. He, +himself, was to be hare, and all kinds of obstacles were being put up; +there had never been so fine a paper-chase run in the forest. + +Bijou at once persuaded her grandmother to allow her to follow on +horseback, M. de Rueille and Jean de Blaye both answering for it that +nothing should happen to her. She was, besides, very prudent, like +most people who are accustomed to riding, and who ride well, and she +always managed to avoid accidents, and not to run useless risks. + +Madame de Bracieux kept Hubert to dinner, and in the evening, as she +watched Denyse talking to him, she said to Bertrade: + +"It's very odd. It seems to me that Bijou is not at all the same now +with that young man. She used to just give him an indifferent sort of +bow, and then leave him alone, and now it seems almost as though she +were 'gone' on him, to use your elegant language. She has quite +changed her attitude towards him," continued the marchioness, puzzled. + +"And he, too, has quite changed his attitude towards her," said Madame +de Rueille. + +"Yes, hasn't he? The first few times he came to Bracieux, I was struck +with his coolness towards our sweet girl, whom everyone adores. He was +just simply polite to her, and that was all." + +"At present, he is not very far gone, but there is considerable +progress; he is preparing to follow in the pathway which has been +beaten out by others." + +"Just lately, when you were talking to me about Bijou getting married, +had you any idea in the background?" asked the marchioness, looking at +Madame de Rueille. + +Bertrade repeated the question without replying to it. + +"An idea in the background?" + +"Yes. Were you, for instance, thinking that Bijou was in love with +this young Bernes?" + +"I told you that same day, grandmamma, that it is my belief Bijou is +not in love, never has been in love, and never will be in love with +anyone." + +"If you had said that, as you say it now, I should most certainly have +protested. It would be impossible, in my opinion, to be more +absolutely and completely mistaken than you are. Never to love +anyone?--Bijou!--when there never was anyone who needed to be loved +and petted as she does." + +"She needs to be loved and petted--yes, I grant that; but she always +requires people to love and pet her, and she does not feel the need of +loving and petting others in her turn." + +"In other words, she is selfish and cold-hearted?" questioned the +marchioness, her voice suddenly taking a harsh tone. "The fact is, +Bertrade, you have a grudge against Bijou, because of the charm there +is about her: you are angry with her, because no one can resist being +fascinated by her, and instead of blaming Paul, who is the real +culprit, you accuse the poor child in this cruel way." + +"I do not accuse Bijou any more than I do Paul, grandmamma: and I +should be all the less likely to accuse them, because I do not think +that we are exactly free agents in such matters; yes, I know that you +will be scandalised at my saying such a thing--I can see that very +well. You think it is blasphemy, don't you? And yet, Heaven knows that +the thoughts which come to me sometimes on this subject make me much +more tolerant and indulgent towards others--" + +M. de Clagny approached the two ladies just at this moment. + +"What are you two plotting in this little corner?" + +"Nothing," said Madame de Bracieux; "we were watching Bijou, who seems +to be taming your young friend Bernes." + +"Taming him? Whatever do you mean by that?" asked the count, turning +round with a disturbed look on his face. + +"Well, I mean just what everyone means when they make that remark! A +week ago, when the young man dined here with us, he was like an +icicle; well, I fancy that the thaw has set in." + +"Oh!" exclaimed M. de Clagny, suddenly looking serene again; "I forgot +that he has a love affair, and is so far gone that he fully intends to +marry this lady-love; and, as you can imagine, his father is not +delighted about it, by any means." And then, in an absent-minded way, +he added, "I feel perfectly easy, as far as he is concerned!" + +"Easy!" exclaimed Madame de Bracieux in astonishment "Why, easy! you +would not like Bijou to marry M. de Bernes, then? Why not?" + +"Well--she is so young," he stammered out, in a confused sort of way. + +"How do you mean, so young? She is quite old enough to marry; she will +be twenty-two in November, Bijou!" + +"Well, then, Hubert is too young for her; he is only a lad!" + +"I should certainly prefer seeing her married to a man rather more +settled down; but, if she should care for him, he is of good family, +and is wealthy, why should she not marry him as well as any other?" + +"Do you really think that Bijou cares for him?" asked M. de Clagny +anxiously. + +"I don't know anything about it at all," answered the marchioness, +laughing; "but anyhow, what can that matter to you? I can understand +that Jean or Henry should be disturbed in their minds--but you?" As he +did not reply, she went on: "It's a case of the dog in the manger: he +does not want the bone himself, but he does not want the others to +have it either. That is just your case, my poor friend, for, I +presume, you have no idea of marrying Bijou yourself?" + +He answered in a joking way, but there was a troubled look on his +face. + +"Oh, as to me, it is an idea that I should like very much; but she +would not; therefore it amounts to the same thing!" + +Bijou came up to them just at that moment, gliding along with her +light step. She was followed by young Bernes, who looked vexed about +something. + +"I cannot, really, mademoiselle," he was saying, "I assure you that I +cannot get away from my friends that day." + +"Oh, yes, you can; mustn't he, grandmamma?" asked Denyse merrily, +"mustn't M. de Bernes come to dinner here on the day of the +paper-chase? He is to be the hare, and the start is to be from the +'Cinq-Tranchees'--it is only a mile from Bracieux at the farthest." + +Madame de Bracieux was examining the young officer with interest, and +there was a kindly look in her eyes. + +"Why, certainly," she said, "he must come here to dinner; we shall all +be so pleased." + +"You are very kind, madame, to invite me, but I was explaining to +Mademoiselle de Courtaix that on that day, after the paper-chase, +which the regiment is getting up for the benefit of the residents, I +have promised faithfully to dine with several of my friends." And +glancing, in spite of himself, at Bijou, he added, "And I regret it +now, more than I can tell you!" + +Turning round on her high heels, Denyse glided off again to the other +end of the long room, where she was greeted by Pierrot with +reproachful words. + +"It was very mean of you to slope away from us like that, you know!" +exclaimed the boy. + +M. de Jonzac, who was playing billiards with the abbe, was also +keeping one ear open to catch what was going on round him. He now +protested against the way in which Pierrot expressed himself, even +supposing that the reproach itself were just. + +"Well, yes," answered his son, "it's quite true that I'm not +over-particular about what words I use, but that doesn't prevent what +I said being true; and the others said it too, just now; I wasn't the +only one." + +"Mademoiselle," said Giraud, who was standing near the large +bay-window, looking out at the sky, "you said yesterday that you liked +shooting stars--I have never seen so many as there are to-night." + +"Really?" replied Denyse, going to the window, and leaning her arms on +the ledge, side by side with the tutor, "are there as many as all +that? What's that to the left?" she asked, bending forward. "I can see +something white on the terrace." + +"It is Mademoiselle Dubuisson, who is strolling about with her father +and M. Spiegel." + +"Ah! supposing we went out to them--shall we?" + +Giraud led the way at once, only too happy to go out for a stroll on +this beautiful starry night. When they were near the terrace, she +stopped suddenly. + +"Perhaps we shall be _de trop_," she said; "they may be talking of +private affairs. Let us go to the chestnut avenue, and they'll come to +us if they want to." + +She descended the marble steps, and they were soon in the dark avenue, +under the thick chestnut trees. The young man had followed her, his +heart beating with excitement, almost beside himself with joy. They +walked along for some little time without speaking, and then at last +Bijou looked up, trying to catch a glimpse of the sky between the +branches of the trees. + +"We shall not see much of the shooting stars here," she said. + +"Oh, yes," answered Giraud, who did not want to leave this shady walk, +where he had Bijou all to himself, "we can see them all the same. +Look, there's one, did you see it?" + +"Not distinctly, and not long enough to be able to wish anything." + +"To wish anything? but what?" + +"Oh! anything. Why! do you mean to say you did not know that when you +see a shooting star you ought to wish something?" + +"No, I did not know. And does your wish get fulfilled?" + +"They say so." + +"Well, then, mademoiselle, have you a wish quite ready this time, so +that you will not be taken unawares?" + +"Yes, certainly, I have one; but it can never be realised." + +"Ah! I dare not ask you what." + +"I should like to be quite different from what I am," she replied, +very gently. "Yes, I should like to be a very pretty girl, in quite +humble circumstances, so that I need not be obliged to go into +society, and so that I could marry just whom I liked. I should like to +be, in fact, happy according to my own idea of things, without +troubling anything about social prejudices and conventionalities." + +"Why should you wish that?" he asked, in a voice that trembled +slightly. + +"So that I should have the right to love anyone who loved me. I mean, +openly; without having to keep it to myself." And then she added, in +a very low voice, "And without reproaching myself for it." + +She was walking quite close to him, so close, that their shoulders +touched at every step. + +Giraud was quite agitated with conflicting emotions. + +"You say that--as if--as if--you did care for someone?" he stammered +out. + +He knew that she had turned her face towards him, but she did not +speak. + +Just at this moment a screech-owl, which was perched quite near them +amongst the thick, dark looking foliage of the trees, gave a sudden, +wailing, cry, which startled Bijou. She knocked against Giraud as she +jumped aside in her fright, and he instinctively put his arms round +her. Her soft, perfumed hair brushed against his lips, making him lose +his head completely. He forgot everything, and, utterly oblivious of +all that separated him from the young girl, he drew her closer to him +in a passionate embrace, and murmured tenderly: + +"Denyse!" + +She let him do as he liked, without offering any resistance, but when, +at last, he set her free, she said, in a tender, plaintive tone: + +"Oh! how wrong it was of you to have done that, how wrong of you!" And +then she hid her face in her hands, and he could hear that she was +crying. + +He tried to console her, but she would not allow him to stay. + +"No, go away, please," she said: "they will be wondering where you +are. I shall come in directly, when I am myself again." + +As he was starting off in the direction of the terrace, she called him +back. + +"Not that way," she said. "Go round by the pool. Don't let them think +you have come from here." + +"Let me stay another minute, just to ask you to forgive me. Let me +kiss those little hands that I love--" + +"Please go! Please go!" she said, in a tone that sounded as though she +mistrusted herself. + +Before turning into the walk that led round by the pool, Giraud +stopped a minute to get another glimpse of Denyse, who, in her light +dress, looked like a white spot against the dark background of the +trees. He could hear that she was still crying. + + * * * * * + +"Is that you, Bijou?" asked Jean de Blaye, coming forward in the thick +darkness. + +"Who is it?" asked the young girl, drawing herself up. + +"It is I--Jean! Why, do you mean to say that you won't even do me the +honour of recognising my voice. What are you doing out here in this +pitch darkness?" + +"I am taking a stroll." + +"All alone?" + +"I came out to join the Dubuissons, but I thought afterwards that it +was better not to disturb them, and so I came here all alone." + +"It must be quite a change for you to be alone, isn't it? And what in +the world do you do when you are all by yourself?" + +"I think." + +"Oh! what a big word!" + +"Well, I dream dreams, if you like that better?" + +"Well I never! That's what I never should have thought you would do. +They are surely not in the least like ordinary dreams--yours?" + +"Because--?" + +"Because dreams are usually incoherent, strange and quite improbable." + +"Well?" + +"Well, your dreams must be admirably sensible and reasonable; they +must resemble you." + +"Thank you." + +"For what?" + +"Well, for the pleasant things you are saying." + +"Oh! they are not exactly pleasant things; they are true, though. +Besides, I have not come here just to say pleasant things to you, but +to talk to you seriously." + +"Seriously?" + +"Yes! I have undertaken a mission for some one else. I have promised +to speak to you to the best of my ability in the name of some one who +did not care to speak for himself." + +"Who is this some one else?" + +"Henry! He begged me to ask you whether you would authorise him to ask +grandmamma for your hand?" + +"My hand! Henry?" she exclaimed, and her accent expressed her +bewilderment. + +"Is that so very astonishing?" + +"Why, yes!--it is as though he were my brother--Henry!" + +"Well, but he is not your brother, nevertheless; therefore do not let +us trouble about him as a brother, but as a lover. What is your +answer?" + +"My answer! why does Henry apply to me first? Instead of asking my +permission to speak to grandmamma, he ought to have asked grandmamma's +permission to speak to me." + +"There; didn't I say that you were a most excellent little person, +always knowing the correct thing, and all the rest of it!" + +"Is it wrong of me to be like that?" + +"Oh, no! it is not wrong--on the contrary! only it is a trifle +embarrassing. Tell me, now that I have made this mistake in speaking +to you first, will you give me an answer? or must I set to work to put +matters right again, by applying now to grandmamma, who in her turn +will apply to you, etc., etc." + +"No, I will give you my answer." + +"Well, then, let me finish my rigmarole. Count Henry de Bracieux was +born on the 22nd of January, 1870. His entire fortune, until after the +death of his grandmother, consists of twenty-four thousand pounds, +which amount brings in--" + +"Oh! you needn't trouble to tell me about money matters; in the first +place, they don't interest me, and then, as I do not wish to marry +Henry, it is useless to tell me all that!" + +"Ah! you do not wish to marry him! Why?" + +"For several reasons, the best of which is that I know him too well." + +"It certainly is not very flattering, this reason of yours!" + +"I mean what I said just now, that, living with Henry as I have done +for the last four years, I consider him as a brother." + +"Then that applies to me, too; do you look upon me, too, as a +brother?" asked Jean de Blaye, trying to speak in an indifferent tone. + +"You, oh, no! not at all; you are thirty-five at least!" + +"No, thirty-three." + +"Only that?--ah, well, it's all the same! you don't seem to me like a +brother!" + +She was silent a moment, thinking, whilst he stood waiting, with a +sort of vague hope. + +"You seem to me more like an uncle," she said at last. + +"Oh!" remarked Jean, with an accent that betrayed his vexation, "that +is very nice." + +"You are annoyed with me for saying that?" she asked, in her pretty, +coaxing way. + +"Oh, not at all! I am delighted, on the contrary; it is very +satisfactory, for, with you, one knows exactly what to count on; and +then, if one has any delusions, well, they don't have to hang fire." + +"You had delusions--what were they?" + +"No, I hadn't one of any kind." + +"Oh, yes, I can tell by your voice; you speak in a sharp, bitter, +irritated way. Tell me why you are so bad-tempered all in a minute?" +she asked, in a coaxing tone, leaning against him, and looking up into +his face. + +He stepped back from her as he answered: + +"When one is not very good to start with, and one has trouble, it +makes one go to the bad; it is inevitable!" + +"And you have trouble?" + +"Yes." + +"Is it very bad?" + +"Well, quite bad enough, thank you!" + +"Poor Jean; things don't go as you want them to, then?" + +"What do you mean? What are you talking about?" + +"Why, about--oh, you know very well! I told you the other evening!" + +"That again!" he said, getting more and more worked up; "how foolish +you are!" + +"What, do you mean that you do not care for Madame de Nezel?" +exclaimed Bijou. + +"Madame de Nezel is a charming woman," he stammered out, in an +embarrassed way. "She is an excellent friend whom I like very much, +very much indeed, but not in the way you imagine." + +"Ah! so much the worse for you; she is a widow, and she is rich; she +would just have suited you. Well, then, you like someone else?" + +"Yes." + +"Someone you cannot marry?" + +"Exactly." + +"Why? isn't she rich enough?" + +"Oh, no, it is not that; if she had not a farthing it would be all the +same to me; it is the other way round, I am not rich enough for her, +and then--she would not have me." + +"You do not know; you ought to tell her that you love her." + +"Do you think so?" + +"Why, of course--try that, at any rate." + +"Very well, then, Bijou, I love you with all my heart--but I know that +there is no hope, and, unfortunate wretch that I am, I dare not even +ask for any." + +"You love _me_!" she exclaimed, in deep distress, and then, stopping +short, she repeated: "_you_--Jean?" + +"Yes, and what about you? you detest me, do you not?" + +"Oh, Jean, how can you say such things? You know very well that I love +you, though not in the way you want me to, or as I should like to be +able to, but very much, all the same; indeed I do." + +She put her hand on his shoulder, obliging him to stand still, and +then passed her hand over his eyes. + +"Oh, Jean," she exclaimed, in great grief, "tears, and all because of +me! Oh, please, don't--no, indeed you must not; do you hear me, Jean?" + +He took the little hand, which was stroking his face, and kissed it +passionately. Then putting Bijou, who was clinging to him, gently +aside, he left her abruptly, and strode off alone. + + + + +XIII. + + +"THEN, you really mean that you are going?" asked Bijou sorrowfully, +as Jeanne Dubuisson folded her dresses into the tray of a long basket +trunk. + +"Yes," answered the young girl, absorbed in what she was doing, and +without even looking up. "I have been here a long time; it would be +taking advantage to stay longer, you know." + +"You know very well that it would be nothing of the kind; and it was +almost settled that you were to stay until Monday, and then, all at +once, you changed your mind. What is the matter?" + +"Why, nothing at all. What do you imagine could be the matter?" + +"If I knew, I should not ask you. Come, now! what can it be? you don't +seem to find things too dull?" + +"Oh, Bijou, however could I find things dull?" + +"Oh, well, you might; and yet, you see your _fiance_ almost as much as +when you were at Pont-sur-Loire." + +"Oh, no--" + +"Oh, yes; let us reckon, shall we? M. Spiegel went to Paris for +Saturday, Sunday, and Monday; Tuesday he came here to dinner with M. +Dubuisson; Wednesday he came alone; Thursday he managed to swallow the +confirmation luncheon, poor man; Friday he was here to dinner; and +every day we have been rehearsing our play either before or after +dinner, so that he has never been away from you." + +"Yes, that's true," answered Jeanne reluctantly; "but if he has not +been away from me, he has scarcely troubled about me at all." + +"How do you mean?" + +"How? Oh! it is simple enough! He has only troubled about you; he has +talked to no one but you." + +"To me?" + +"Yes, to you--there! I may as well own it, Bijou; I am +jealous--frightfully jealous." + +"Jealous of whom? Of me?" asked Denyse, with a startled look. + +Mademoiselle Dubuisson nodded, and then she proceeded to explain, +whilst the tears rose to her eyes: + +"You must forgive me for telling you this. I can see that I am causing +you pain, but it is better, is it not, to tell the truth, than to let +you suspect all kinds of wrong reasons? You are not angry with me?" + +"No; not at all!" And then Bijou added sorrowfully: "It is you who +ought rather to be angry with me. But you are mistaken, I assure you! +M. Spiegel, who is very polite, has taken notice of me simply because +I am the grandchild of his hostess, and not for any other reason." + +"He has taken notice of you for the same reason which makes everyone +take notice of you--just because you are adorable, and you know that +very well!" + +"Oh, no! I--" + +"It was quite certain that he would be fascinated by you, just as all +the others are, and I was very silly not to have foreseen what would +happen. I counted too much on his affection--I thought that he loved +me just as I love him--I was mistaken, that's all!" + +"Then I shall not see anything more of you? You will avoid all +opportunities of meeting me?" + +"No; we shall spend the whole of the day together at the paper-chase." + +"As you will be driving, and I shall be riding, I shall not be much in +your way." + +Bijou was silent for a minute, and then she began again in an anxious +tone: + +"You don't think, at any rate, that it is my fault--what has +happened?" + +"No," answered Jeanne; "I don't think anything, except that you are a +charming girl, and I am merely common-place. Bijou, dear, don't make +yourself wretched about it, please!" + +"I should be so unhappy if I were not to see anything more of you!" + +"But you will see me! The day after to-morrow I am coming back to +Bracieux for your play. I must, you know, considering that we are both +acting, M. Spiegel and I." + +"Why do you say, 'M. Spiegel'? Why do you not say Franz like you +always do? Are you angry with him?" + +"On Saturday," continued Jeanne, without answering Bijou's question, +"we shall see each other at the races, and then again at the +Tourvilles' dance; you see we shall scarcely be separated at all." + +"All the same it won't be as though you were staying here," answered +Bijou, with a sorrowful look, "and, then, too, I know very well that +you are going away feeling different towards me." + +Just at this moment the maid entered the room. + +"Madame wishes to speak to mademoiselle in the drawing-room." + +"In the drawing-room at this time of day!" exclaimed Bijou, in +surprise. + +"M. de Clagny is there." + +"Oh! very well! Say that I am coming at once." + +"Will you go down with me?" asked Bijou, turning to Mademoiselle +Dubuisson. + +"No, I want to finish packing my trunk, as it is to be sent to +Pont-sur-Loire after luncheon." + + * * * * * + +A quarter of an hour later, Bijou returned in great glee. + +"Ah! you don't know something. We are going to spend the evening +together to-day!" + +"Where?" + +"Guess!" + +"Oh! I don't know. At the theatre?" + +"Right! How did you guess that?" + +"Because you said over and over again before M. de Clagny how much you +wanted to go to that performance organised by the _Dames de France_. I +suppose he has offered you a box?" + +"Two boxes! yes, just imagine it; two beautiful big boxes, each one +for six persons! And so we have at once arranged with your father +that you are to come--M. Spiegel as well, of course--I forgot to tell +you that they are there--your father and M. Spiegel. M. de Clagny +brought them with him." + +"But three of us will be too many for you," began Jeanne. + +"When I have just told you that there are twelve places! Come, +now--Grandmamma and I, that makes two, and you three, that makes five; +there are seven places over, and no one wants to come." + +"The Rueilles?" + +"Paul, but not Bertrade; that makes six. Neither Jean nor Henry are +coming, nor Uncle Alexis either, and Pierrot has got into a scrape. +Then there is M. de Clagny, and I thought of offering a place to M. +Giraud, so that makes us eight altogether." + +Mademoiselle Dubuisson did not speak, and Bijou went on: + +"You do not care about spending this evening with us, or, rather, with +me, and so you are trying to find a pretext?" + +"Oh, no, I am not trying to find anything: besides, since it is all +arranged with papa--" + +"Yes, it is quite settled. I had invited M. de Bernes, too; but he +makes out that he cannot come, because he is going with his friends." + +"Where did you see M. de Bernes?" + +"In the drawing-room just a minute ago. Ah, of course you did not +know. He has come to bring the invitation for M. Giraud. Jean wrote to +him for it, because M. Giraud wanted to go to the paper-chase, and as +there are refreshments offered by the officers to their guests, +grandmamma is so scrupulous that she would not take him without an +invitation." + +"Then M. de Bernes is staying to luncheon, too?" + +"No, he has gone again; he is the hare, you know, and the +meeting-place is at the cross-roads at three o'clock; it is quite near +for us, but for those who come from Pont-sur-Loire, it's a good step." + +"What time do we start?" + +"At half-past two the carriages, and a quarter past two those who are +riding--Do you know--I feel inclined to dress before luncheon, so that +I should not have to think any more about it." + +"You have half an hour." + +"Well, you are ready. Come with me while I dress, will you?" + +Jeanne followed Bijou in a docile way, as the latter hurried along +the corridors, singing as she went. + +"You are always gay," remarked Jeanne, "but this morning it seems to +me that you are particularly joyful. What is it that makes you so?" + +"Why, nothing! I am delighted about the paper-chase, and the theatre; +then, too, it is beautiful weather, the sky is so blue, the flowers so +fresh and beautiful, it seems to me delicious to be alive--but that's +all!" + +"Oh, well, that's something at any rate." + +"Sit down," said Bijou, pushing Mademoiselle Dubuisson into a cosy +arm-chair. + +Jeanne sat down, and looked round at the pretty room. The walls were +hung with pale pink cretonne, with a design of large white poppies. +The ceiling, too, was pink, and the Louis Seize furniture was +lacquered pink. There were flowers everywhere, in strange-shaped glass +vases, and the air was laden with a delicious, penetrating perfume, a +mixture of chypre, iris, and a scent like new-mown hay. + +Jeanne inhaled this perfume with delight. + +"What do you put in your room to make it smell like this?" she asked. + +"Does it smell of something? I do not smell anything--anyhow, I don't +use scent for it," answered Bijou, sniffing the air around her with +all her might. + +"Oh! why, that's incredible!" exclaimed Jeanne astounded. "But do you +mean truly that you do not put anything at all to scent your room?" + +"Absolutely nothing." + +Denyse was moving about, getting everything she required before +changing her dress. She was not long in putting on her habit, and as +she stood before the long glass, putting a few finishing touches to +her toilette, Jeanne could not help admiring her. + +"How well it fits you!" she said. "It looks as though it had been +moulded on you--it really is perfection! And then, too, you have such +a pretty figure!" + +Denyse was just putting a pearl pin into her white cravat. The point +broke with a little sharp click. + +"Oh!" exclaimed Jeanne, "what a pity!" + +"It doesn't matter," answered Bijou, "for it was not up to much. If I +win my bet with M. de Bernes, I will let him give me a strong pin," +and then, with a laugh, she added: "and not an expensive one, so that +it will not seem like a present." + +"You have made a bet with M. de Bernes?" + +"Yes." + +"And you have to choose your present?" + +"Yes. Is there any harm in it?" + +"Harm? No! but it is odd." + +"Well! you are like grandmamma. She was scandalised, grandmamma was." + +"Well, it is odd, you know! And what have you been betting--you and M. +de Bernes?" + +"I, that there would be, at least, one accident at the paper-chase; +and he, that there would not be one at all." + +"Well, but that's very possible." + +"Oh, no! it is not very possible! There always are accidents; it would +be the first paper-chase without one. Take notice that it is merely a +question of a fall--just a simple fall--the person falls down, and is +picked up again. I do not predict that anyone will be killed, you +understand?" + +"Well, don't you go and have a fall, at any rate." + +"Oh, as to me!" said Bijou, her eyes shining with merriment, "there is +no danger. Patatras has never been stronger on his legs. Pass me the +scissors, will you, please, they are just by the side of you?" + +Jeanne watched her admiringly as she stood in front of the long +glass. + +"There is not a single crease anywhere in your habit, and what a +pretty figure you have, really, Bijou." + + * * * * * + +When, at a quarter past two, punctual, as usual, Bijou appeared on the +stone steps in front of the half-door, she found Henry de Bracieux +there, Jean de Blaye, and Pierrot. M. de Rueille had not yet come +downstairs. + +The horses, which had been waiting a few minutes, were somewhat +restless, as the flies were worrying them. Patatras alone was +perfectly calm, nibbling at the hazel tree, and looking peaceably at +what was going on around him. + +Presently Bertrade opened a window, and called out: + +"Don't wait for Paul. He is only just beginning to dress. He will +catch you up." + +"Would you like to start, Bijou?" proposed Jean. + +"I feel almost inclined to let you start without me," she answered, in +an undecided way. "Your three horses are jumping about like mad +things; they will excite Patatras, who is quite peaceful now. Start +on, at any rate--I will join you out there. Nothing annoys me more +than to ride a horse that is pulling so that you can hardly hold him +in, and that is what I should have to put up with, for certain, if I +start with you." + +"Then you are going to wait for Paul?" asked Henry, looking +bad-tempered. + +Bijou pointed to the carriages, which were just coming out of the +stable-yard. + +"No, I am going to escort grandmamma." + +"Well, that is just what will rouse your horse up," said Jean de +Blaye. + +"Oh, no! Don't you think I know my horse? Anyhow, all I ask you is to +start off, and not to trouble yourselves about me." + +"You are charming, really," observed Pierrot, moving towards his pony, +and then turning towards the others, he added majestically, although, +in a vexed tone: "Let us leave her, then, as she does not want to go +with us." + +"I think that's the only choice left us in the matter," answered Jean, +half vexed and half laughing, as he mounted his horse. + +Just as they were all three disappearing round the bend of the drive, +M. de Clagny came out of the hall. He was looking to see whether his +mail-coach had been put in, and was astonished to find Bijou there. + +"How nice you look in that red habit," he said, in his admiration. +"Generally, red makes anyone look pale, but you--why, it makes you +look rosier than ever, if that is possible." + +When he heard that she was going to accompany the carriages as far as +the meeting-place he was perfectly happy. + +The marchioness soon arrived, followed by all the others. She got into +the landau with the Dubuissons and M. Spiegel, whilst M. de Clagny +took on his coach Madame de Rueille, the children, Abbe Courteil, M. +de Jonzac, and M. Giraud. The latter was hypnotised to such a degree +by Bijou, who was waiting, ready mounted, for the others to start, +that he almost fell off the coach instead of sitting down. + +The sun was shining brilliantly when they at last set out on their +journey. M. de Clagny was much more taken up with Bijou than with the +four horses he was driving. He watched her trotting in front of him, +near to the carriage in which the marchioness was driving. + +It was the first time he had seen her on horseback, and she seemed to +him incomparably pretty and elegant. Whilst he was thus watching her +with singular attention, Madame de Bracieux called out to her from the +landau: + +"What a horribly hot day it is, Bijou dear. I don't like to see you in +this blazing sunshine!" + +Denyse turned round with a very rosy face. + +"Nor do I either, grandmamma, I don't like to see myself in it at +all!" She was silent a moment and then she continued: "When we come +across Jean, Henry, and Pierrot, I shall desert you." + +"Do you think we shall come across them?" + +"Oh, yes, certainly! They are going along through the wood, almost the +same road that we are taking with the carriages. They are only some +twelve or fifteen yards away from us; I heard them a little while ago. +As soon as I see them I shall leave you!" + +M. de Clagny called to Bijou in order to warn her about a hundred +things to avoid. In the coppice she was to beware of the branches; +that very morning he had been almost taken out of his saddle when +galloping in the wood. She was to take care, too, of the burrows--the +wood was full of them; and then she was not to jump all in a heap, as +it were; she must never do that, but always remember to lean forward +or hold back. + +She listened to all this advice smilingly, and with a certain +affectionate deference. + +"How good you are, Bijou!" he finished up with at last. "How is it you +do not tell your old friend who worries you so to go about his +business?" + +Just at this moment a horseman crossed the road about two hundred +yards in front of the carriages, and entered the forest. + +"Ah!" said the count, "there's Bernes throwing his paper! he's gone in +for the right way of doing things, that is, to go along the whole +route first in the opposite direction, dropping the paper, then +afterwards one has only to fly along, without troubling about +anything." + +"What time is it?" asked Bijou. + +"Twenty minutes to three," answered Bertrade, looking at her watch. +"We shall get to the meet much too soon." + +M. de Clagny let his horses walk, and Bijou caught up with the landau +again, and began talking to Jeanne. Suddenly she bent her head as +though listening to something. + +"Ah, there they are!" she exclaimed. "I can hear them!" + +"Whom do you hear?" asked the marchioness. + +"Why, the others; they are there, and I am going to them. Good-bye, +grandmamma." She crossed the ditch at the side of the road, and then +pulled up, and, throwing a kiss to Jeanne, called out: "Good-bye to +you, too." + +But the landau was some distance on, and the coach was just passing. +Giraud, seated at the back with the children, was the only one who +was looking in Bijou's direction, and it was he who received the +farewell kiss she threw to her friend. + +"Are you sure to find them?" asked the count, turning round on the +box-seat. + +"Why, they are only a few steps away," she answered, pointing to the +wood. "I have just seen Henry." + +Whereupon she disappeared in the thicket, and M. de Clagny looked +after her, with an anxious expression on his face. + +As soon as she had found a path, Bijou set off at a gallop, going +straight ahead, listening eagerly, and looking out as far as she could +see in front of her through the gloom of the wood. + +Quite suddenly she turned abruptly aside, and rode some little +distance into the brushwood, where she remained without moving, and +doing all she could to prevent Patatras from making the dead branches +crackle under his feet. + +Along the path which she had just left came Henry de Bracieux, Jean de +Blaye, and Pierrot. + +When they were almost level with the spot where Denyse was hiding, +they pulled up to wait for a horse that they heard galloping quite +near them. + +"Whatever have you been doing?" asked Henry, as M. de Rueille appeared +in sight. "It is quite ten minutes ago since we saw you at the bottom +of the Belles-Feuilles road." + +"Where is Bijou?" asked M. de Rueille anxiously, without replying to +Henry's question. + +"She left us in the lurch, and started with the carriages," answered +Pierrot contemptuously. + +"Ah!" exclaimed Rueille, in a disappointed tone. And then, turning to +his brother-in-law, he continued: "What have I been doing? well, I +stopped a minute or two to speak to Bernes, who was with his +lady-love; she had come in a cab to a quiet spot, where no one would +think of meeting her, just for the sake of seeing Bernes for two or +three minutes; they cannot go a day without seeing each other. She's a +very pretty girl." + +"Yes," said Jean de Blaye, "and a sweet little thing too; and she's +been well brought up." + +"I had never seen her so near before." + +"Now that your horse has had a rest, Paul, we had better get on our +way, or we shall miss the start." + +"Yes," answered M. de Rueille, setting off again; "but we have plenty +of time. Bernes is behind me, you know." + +As soon as they had gone on some distance, Bijou came out of the +brushwood again. Her complexion was wonderfully brilliant, and eyes +shone with the deep blue flame which sometimes made their usually +gentle expression disconcerting. + + * * * * * + +Hubert de Bernes stayed a few minutes, after M. de Rueille had left +him, talking to Lisette Renaud. + +"Well, then, it is settled?" asked the pretty actress. "In spite of +the dinner, you will come early to the theatre?" + +"Yes." + +"You will stay in my _loge_?" + +"No! I must appear in the theatre." + +"But you have a horror of _La Vivandiere_,--which I can quite +understand--and yet you are going to see it again?" + +When Bijou had invited Bernes to come into Madame de Bracieux's box, +he had refused, knowing that it would grieve Lisette to see him there. + +Mademoiselle de Courtaix was very well known in Pont-sur-Loire, and +was greatly admired by society women and those who were not society +women. Her costumes were imitated, and her wonderful beauty envied, +for it was said that she was quite irresistible. The young lieutenant +was perfectly aware that he, too, had been fascinated by her charms +the last few days. His affection for Lisette had hitherto rendered him +proof against all such fascination. He was passionately fond of the +faithful and devoted young actress, who, for the last two years, had +loved him so truly, and who would never accept from him any presents +but flowers or trifling souvenirs, which were of no pecuniary value. + +Lisette earned some thirty pounds a month at the Pont-sur-Loire +theatre, and she had declared that she would not receive from him any +presents whatever of any value. He had not dared to insist, as he had +feared to wound her feelings, or to cause an estrangement between +them. She was very beautiful, but he loved her more for her qualities +of mind and heart than for her beauty. + +Since he had begun to pay attention to Bijou, whom, until now, he had +scarcely ever noticed, he had felt greatly disturbed. It was all in +vain that he had said to himself, over and over again, that Lisette, +with her large expressive eyes, her delicate complexion, her +dazzlingly white teeth, and her beautiful, elegant figure, was far +prettier than Mademoiselle de Courtaix. In spite of all this, Bijou's +violet eyes, her curly hair, and tempting lips, haunted him. + +Lisette, although she had no idea that her happiness was in danger, +felt a sort of uneasiness take possession of her, and a vague sadness +come over her. She could not understand why Bernes should answer her +question in such a harsh way. + +"I shall have to see _La Vivandiere_ again because, in order to refuse +a seat that was offered me in a box, I was obliged to say that I had +promised to go with some of my brother-officers to the theatre." + +"Who was it who offered you a place?" + +"An old lady whom you do not know--Madame de Bracieux--you are much +wiser now, are you not?" + +"Madame de Bracieux," she said, feeling sad, without knowing exactly +why she should feel so. "She is the grandmother of Mademoiselle de +Courtaix." + +"How did you know that?" he asked, in surprise. + +"Why, just as everyone else knows it in Pont-sur-Loire." + +"In the meantime," he said, in an irritated tone, "I shall miss the +meet if I don't look out." + +"Don't stay," said Lisette regretfully, "enjoy yourself--and I shall +see you this evening?" + +"Yes--this evening." Just as he was entering the wood, he turned +round in his saddle, and called out: "Above all, take care that they +do not see you; don't go where the carriages are." + +And then, taking the path along which Bijou had gone, some little time +before, he put his horse to a sharp gallop, in order to make up for +lost time. Suddenly he stopped short, trying to distinguish something +which he saw some distance ahead of him. + +"Well!" he said to himself, "if it isn't a horse without its +rider!--some fine gentleman has got himself landed already." As he +drew nearer, he saw that the horse had a lady's saddle, and he uttered +a cry as he perceived Bijou lying on her back on the grass to the +right of the path. One of her arms was stretched out crosswise, and +the other was down at her side, her eyes were closed, and her lips +parted. + +Bernes sprang to the ground, fastened his horse up, and then taking +Denyse in his arms, tried to prop her up against a tree. When, +however, the girl's head fell languidly on his shoulder, he drew her +to him, and, bending over her, kissed her soft curly hair over and +over again. + +"Bijou, dear Bijou!" he murmured, in spite of himself; "listen to me, +will you? answer me--speak to me--I am so wretched seeing you like +this." + +At the end of two or three minutes Denyse gave a very gentle sigh, and +opened her eyes slowly. + +At the sight of Bernes her grave face lighted up with a smile. + +"Ah!" she murmured, "wasn't it stupid, that fall?" + +"How did you manage it?" he asked. + +"I don't know. I fancy my horse put his foot in a hole." + +"And you went up in the air?" + +"That was it," she answered, laughing. + +"Are you hurt?" + +"Not the least bit in the world!" And then she added pensively: "It's +very nice of you to trouble about me, and all the more so as you do +not like me, I know." + +Hubert de Bernes turned as red as a tomato. + +"Oh, mademoiselle, how can you think--" + +"I do think so--" + +"Well, but," he began, in an anxious voice, "tell me at least whatever +makes you imagine such a thing?" + +"Oh, everything and nothing; it would take too long to explain. Well, +this morning, for instance, when I asked you to go with us to the +theatre, you looked quite annoyed, and you refused; oh, yes--out and +out. Well, why did you refuse?" + +"But, mademoiselle, I--I assure you--" + +"There you see, you cannot find a word to say, not even the most +common-place excuse." + +Shaking her head so that her hair came down and fell over the young +man's shoulder and against his face, she went on talking, laughing all +the time, and still leaning against him for support. + +"I don't mind, though, at all, for whether you want to or not now, you +will have to come with us to the theatre; you cannot refuse." + +"But--" + +"Oh, there is no but about it. I will have that now for the payment of +our bet." + +"Our bet?" + +"Well, did we not make a bet? I, that there would be an accident, +because there always are accidents, you know; and you, that there +would not be one at all." + +"Yes, but--" + +"Well, it seems to me that this is one. Don't you consider it +enough--my accident? Well, I wonder what more you want?" + +"Yes, it's true," he managed to stammer out. "What an idiot I am! the +fact is, I was so frightened--if you only knew." + +She looked up at him with a sweet expression in her beautiful eyes, +and he was fascinated by her sweetness. + +"Thank you again," she said, holding out her little hand to him; +"thank you for looking after me; and now you had better go on +quickly." + +"But can you mount again?" + +"Not just yet--I feel a sort of stiffness, and a tired feeling all +over. No, will you go on and tell M. de Clagny to come with his +carriage and fetch me; don't say anything about it to the others; I +don't want grandmamma to know." + +As Hubert de Bernes was holding her hand pressed against his lips, +Bijou went on impatiently: + +"Go now, quickly! ask M. de Clagny to leave his carriage on the road, +and explain to him that he will find me in the wood near the road, +just where I left him a little while ago. And will you fasten Patatras +to a tree before you go away? Thank you!" She looked at him again with +her sweetest expression, and asked once more: "It's settled, then, for +this evening, isn't it?" + +"Yes, it's quite settled," he answered. + +As soon as he was out of sight, she lay down again in exactly the same +position in which Bernes had found her. + +A little later the sound of carriage-wheels was heard along the road, +and M. de Clagny, getting down from his coach, entered the wood. At +the sight of Bijou, he uttered a cry of horror, and, rushing to her, +took her in his arms in his anxiety and anguish. + +"Bijou, my love! my darling! dear little Bijou!" And then, like +Bernes, he added: "listen to me, Bijou dear; answer me; please speak +to me!" + +He kissed her soft hair, and drew her closer and closer to him, until +at last she opened her eyes, and looked up at him with her pretty, +innocent expression; and then, as though she were going to sleep +again, she murmured, as she laid her head confidingly against him: + +"Ah, you are so nice to me; and I am so happy like this! I should like +to stay here always!" + + + + +XIV. + + +"COME in!" called out Bijou. + +She was standing in front of the glass, brushing her hair leisurely. +The more she brushed, the more her hair curled, and scented the +atmosphere at the same time with a delicate perfume. + +"The Count de Clagny has come, mademoiselle, to ask how you are?" said +the maid. + +"How I am?" + +"After the accident yesterday." + +"Ah, yes! I had forgotten it!" And, going to the window, she asked: +"Is he driving?" + +"No, mademoiselle, he came on horseback; but he is in the +drawing-room." + +"Oh, very well, I will go down!" + +As soon as the domestic had gone, Bijou slipped on another _peignoir_ +quickly. She then put on some pink kid slippers without heels, which +made her little feet look delightfully droll, and with her hair +hanging loosely down over the frilled collar of her long, loose dress, +she ran downstairs to M. de Clagny. + +On seeing her enter the room, the count rose quickly. His face looked +drawn and tired, and there was a sad expression in his eyes. + +"How good of you to have put yourself about to come so early on my +account!" said Bijou, holding out both her hands to him. He pressed +them to his lips whilst she went on: "Why, it is scarcely eight +o'clock! you must have started from La Noriniere awfully early!" + +"Don't let us trouble about me; but tell me how you are?" + +"Why, I am perfectly well, thank you! You saw yesterday that I +followed the paper-chase just as though I had not had any fall +beforehand; and then, in the evening at the theatre, I did not look +ill, did I?" + +"No, not exactly ill; but at the theatre it seemed to me that you were +a little excitable and nervous." And then he added sadly: "I did not +see much of you though, either; you scarcely troubled about anyone but +Hubert de Bernes, and you quite forsook your poor old friend." + +She got up and went to him. + +"Oh! how can you imagine--" she began, in a coaxing way, but he +interrupted her. + +"I did not imagine, alas! I saw for myself; and I am not reproaching +you, my dear little girl--young people of course prefer young people, +it is quite natural!" + +"Oh, no!" said Bijou, with evident sincerity; "not at all--I am not so +fond as all that of young people generally; and, above all, I cannot +endure young men about the age of M. de Bernes." + +"Yes, I remember that you told me that once before; you said so the +first time I saw you; it was here in this room, when we were waiting +together for the arrival of your guests to dinner." + +Denyse laughed. + +"Well, what a memory you have!" + +"Always, when it is a question of you." And then, in a voice which +trembled slightly, he asked: "Do you remember something you said to me +yesterday?" + +"Yesterday?" + +"Yes, yesterday, when I was holding you in my arms, and you were +nestling against me like a little trembling bird!" + +Bijou appeared to be trying to remember what it was. She opened her +large eyes wide, and they looked just then like pale violets. + +"No, I don't know what it was; I don't remember! I was a little upset +after my accident, you know!" And then, as M. de Clagny remained +silent, she asked: "Tell me, what could I have said that was so +interesting?" + +He repeated her words slowly, watching Bijou all the time attentively, +as she listened with an amused air, her pretty lips parted. + +"You said, 'I am so happy like this; I should like to stay here +always.'" + +"I don't remember saying that; but, anyhow, I was quite right, because +it was perfectly true, you know!" + +He drew Bijou to him, and asked: + +"Truly, would it not alarm you to see me always near you like that?" + +"Why, no, it would not alarm me! Oh, no, not at all!" + +"Really and truly?" + +"Really and truly! but why do you ask me that?" + +"Oh, for no reason at all. Do you know whether Madame de Bracieux is +up yet?" + +"She does not get up before half-past eight or nine o'clock, +especially when she is up late like last night; it was nearly two +o'clock when we came in!" + +"And you are just as fresh-looking and as pretty as though you had +slept all night. Really, though, I should very much like to see Madame +de Bracieux." + +"You want to speak to her yourself, or is it any message I can take to +her from you?" + +"No; I want to speak to her myself." + +"Well, you know she will probably keep you waiting 'a spell,' as they +say in this part of the world." + +"Well, I will wait." + +Bijou looked at M. de Clagny in surprise. He was pacing up and down +the long room. + +"What's the matter?" she asked at last, in her curiosity, "for there +certainly is something the matter!" + +"Oh, no!" + +"Oh, yes! You keep marching backwards and forwards. That reminds +me--one day I saw Paul de Rueille pacing about like that." + +"I saw him, too; it was the night of the La Balue, Juzencourt & Co.'s +dinner, whilst you were singing." + +"No, oh, no! It was one day when he had some ridiculous duel, and he +did not know whether it would be better to tell Bertrade, or not to +tell her." + +"And what did he do?" + +"I fancy he did not tell her anything about it." + +"Oh, well, he had more pluck than I have." + +"Have you a duel on?" Bijou asked impetuously. + +"A duel if you like to call it that; and a ridiculous one most +certainly--a fight with impossibilities. You cannot understand that, +my dear little Bijou." + +"And you think that grandmamma will understand it better than I +could?" + +"I do not know! Anyhow, she will listen to me, and she will pity me." + +"But I, too,--I would listen, and I would pity you." + +"I should not like to be pitied by you!" he said, and the expression +of his face betrayed deep suffering. + +"You do not care for me, then?" she asked. + +M. de Clagny made a movement forward, then stopping himself, he said, +with a calmness that contrasted strangely with the troubled look in +his eyes and his hoarse voice: + +"Oh, yes; I do care for you. I care for you very much, indeed." And +then picking up his hat, which he had put down on one of the tables, +he moved quickly towards the door, which led on to the terrace. "I +will wait in the park," he said, "until the marchioness can see me." + +When he saw, however, that Bijou had left the drawing-room, he +returned, and sank down on a chair, looking suddenly much older from +the effect of some mental anxiety which was weighing on him. + +The marchioness did not keep him waiting long. She entered the room, +with a smile on her face. + +"Well, you _are_ an early visitor!" she began; but on seeing the +worried look on her old friend's face, she asked anxiously: "Why, what +is it? Whatever has happened?" + +"A great misfortune." + +"Tell me?" + +"It is precisely for that I have come so early. You will remember that +when I came here for the first time, a fortnight ago, I was admiring +Bijou, and you reminded me of the fact that she was your +grand-daughter, and might very well be mine?" + +"Yes." + +"I answered that I knew that perfectly well, but that all that was +mere reasoning, and that when the heart remains young it does not +listen to reason." + +"I remember perfectly well! What then?" + +"What then? Well, at present, I love Bijou! I love her with all my +heart!" + +"Absurd!" exclaimed the old lady, lifting her hands in amazement. + +"You are certainly consoling!" + +"Well, but--my poor, old friend, what do you want me to say? You do +not expect to marry Bijou, do you?" + +His eyes were moist, and his voice choked as he replied: + +"No; I do not expect to! And yet, I beg you to tell your +grand-daughter what I have just confessed to you. I am fifty-nine. I +have twenty-four thousand pounds a year. I am neither a bad lot, nor +am I utterly repulsive-looking, and I love her as no other man can +love her." + +"But only think that you are--" + +"Thirty-eight years older than she is; it is for me that this +difference of age is more to be feared. Yes, I know that, and I am +willing to accept all the risks of such a disproportion." + +"And she?" + +"She? Well, let her decide for or against me. She is twenty-one; she +is no longer a child, and she knows what she is about." + +"Yes; but that does not prevent me from having a certain amount of +responsibility, and--" + +"Ah, you see; you are afraid that she may consent!" + +"Afraid? oh, dear, no! I am quite convinced that such an ideal little +creature has, about the man she dreams of for her husband, a vision of +someone quite different from you." + +"And, supposing, by chance--I do not expect this at all--but, +supposing you were mistaken, what should you do?" + +"What do you want me to do?" + +"Nothing at all. And it is just this--I am afraid that you would use +your influence with Bijou." + +"No; I shall just tell her what I think; I ought to, under the +circumstances--but nothing more." + +"Then you _are_ going to speak to her?" + +"Yes." + +"May I come again a little later?" + +"Oh, no! give me until to-morrow. I shall not speak to her, probably, +before this evening; but that need not prevent your coming to dinner +if you feel inclined to. It was for the--for the answer that I was +putting you off until to-morrow." + +"If she should refuse, I shall go away." + +"Where?" + +"Oh, how can I care where?--my life will be over. I shall go and +finish my days in some out-of-the-way spot." + +"You talked like that some twelve years ago; and here you are +to-day--I cannot say younger than then." The marchioness stopped +short, and then continued, with a smile: "Why should I not say it, +though? You really do seem younger to me now than you did in those +days; you are perfectly astonishing, my dear friend, anyone would +think you were about forty-five." + +"If only it were true what you say!" + +"It is, I assure you! but you know that does not alter the fact that +you are fifty-nine." + +M. de Clagny rose to take his leave. + +"Farewell!" he said, "until to-morrow." And then, with a pathetic +little smile, he added: "Or until this evening. Yes,--towards the end +of the day I shall be taken with a violent desire to see her again, +and I shall come as I did the day before yesterday, and Thursday, and +every day." + +He took Madame de Bracieux's hand in his, and clasped it nervously, as +he murmured: + +"For the sake of our long friendship, I beg you, be merciful to me." + + * * * * * + +During luncheon the marchioness seemed preoccupied, and several times +M. de Jonzac asked her what she was thinking about. + +"Whatever is it?" he said; "you have certainly got the blues." + +"Aunt must have gone to bed very late," said Jean de Blaye. "I heard +you all come in; it must have been two o'clock." And then, turning to +Bijou, he asked: "And how did you enjoy yourself? was it nice?" + +"Delightful," she answered, in an absent sort of way. + +"That little Lisette Renaud is perfectly charming," said M. de +Rueille, "with her beautiful, large sad eyes. You liked her, too, did +you not, grandmamma?" + +"Yes," answered Madame de Bracieux, "she is perfectly fascinating, and +she has an admirable voice. I was astonished to find all that in +Pont-sur-Loire; astonished, too, at the elegance of the house. There +were plenty of pretty women, and very well dressed, too." + +"Nearly all of them wore pink," put in Denyse, "I noticed that." + +"Oh! that is through you," said M. de Rueille. "The Pont-sur-Loire +ladies see you always arrayed in pink, and as you are considered by +them to be _tip-top_, they have taken to pink, too." And seeing that +Bijou looked surprised, he asked: "Well, isn't that quite clear +enough?" + +"It is quite clear," she answered, laughing, "but a trifle imaginary. +No one pays any attention to me, my dear Paul." And then, as Madame +de Rueille turned towards her, Bijou appealed to her: "What do you +think about the matter, Bertrade?" + +"I think that you are too modest." + +"Oh, yes," said Giraud, who was gazing at the young girl with admiring +eyes, "Mademoiselle Denyse is too modest. Yesterday evening everyone +in the house was looking at her, and even the actress herself--" + +"It's your imagination, Monsieur Giraud!" exclaimed Bijou, +interrupting him hastily. "I never noticed that anyone was interested +in our box; but even if they were, it does not follow necessarily that +it was at me that--" + +"Evidently not," remarked Henry de Bracieux, in a chaffing tone. "It +was grandmamma in whom the natives were so deeply interested." + +"No! but it might have been Jeanne Dubuisson." + +"Yes, that's true! She is not known at all in Pont-sur-Loire, +therefore the sight of her would naturally make a sensation." + +Bijou shrugged her shoulders. + +"You know that I have a horror of people making a fuss about me, and +you say things like this all the time to tease me." + +"If you have a horror of making a sensation," exclaimed Pierrot, +"that great Gisele de la Balue is not like you, I can tell you. She's +one who would change places with you. Yesterday, at the paper-chase +feed, she was bothering round everyone like a great meat-fly; even +Bernes sent her about her business." + +"I think young Bernes is very nice," said the marchioness. "I was +noticing him all the evening yesterday, and I like him very much. He +is very natural, has good manners, and is not by any means stupid." + +Jean de Blaye noticed that Bijou was screwing up her lips into a +little pout of indifference. + +"You don't appear to be of the same opinion as grandmamma?" he said. + +"Oh, dear me! Yes, I am." + +"Well, you are not enthusiastic; you may as well own it." + +"Why, yes, I own it." + +The marchioness turned to her grand-daughter: + +"Ah! and what have you against him?" + +"Why, nothing, grandmamma, nothing at all! I think he is just like +everyone else, and so when I see him I can't go into ecstasies over +him--that's all." + +"I fancy," remarked M. de Rueille, "that the man isn't born yet about +whom you would go into ecstasies. You are very good-hearted, very +indulgent. You look upon everyone as all very well in a negative sort +of way, but, practically, it is quite another matter." + +"Oh, you exaggerate!" + +"I exaggerate? Well, then, just mention one man, one only, who is +according to your fancy." + +"Why, M. de Clagny, for instance!" + +"You think he is nice; you like him?" said the marchioness. "Yes, but +how? You would not marry him, I presume?" + +"Oh, no!" answered Bijou, laughing, "I don't want to marry him." + +Just as they were all leaving the table, Jean de Blaye asked: + +"Has anyone any commissions for Pont-sur-Loire?" + +"What!" exclaimed Bijou, in surprise, "you are going off to +Pont-sur-Loire like that, all by yourself? Why, whatever are you going +to do there, I wonder?" + +"What am I going to do there?" he said, slightly disconcerted. "Why, I +have some things to get." + +"Will you take me?" + +"Take you? But--" + +Ever since the evening when he had told Bijou that he loved her, he +had avoided, as much as possible, all opportunities of being alone +with her. She, on her part, had not changed her behaviour towards him +or Henry de Bracieux in any way. She was just as free and cordial in +her manner with them as she had been before refusing them her hand; +and, indeed, it seemed as though she had forgotten they had proposed +to her. + +"What?"--she asked, looking astonished. "You won't take me with you?" + +Thoroughly uncomfortable, and dreading the long _tete-a-tete_, yet not +daring in the presence of all the others to refuse to take Bijou, he +answered, in a joking tone: + +"Why, yes! On the contrary, I am highly flattered by the honour you +are doing me!" + +"That's all right, then. You are very kind." + +"Oh, very; but, all the same, you will have to take someone else to be +with you as well, because I have some business." + +"Oh!" said Denyse, in a disappointed tone, "you don't want me with you +when we get there." + +"But, Bijou, my dear," put in Madame de Bracieux, "you could not, +anyhow, go there--just you two! It does not matter if Jean is your +first cousin; it would not be the thing, you know! You must take +Josephine with you; and even then I don't know whether I ought to +allow it--" + +"But whatever do you want to do in Pont-sur-Loire?" she added, after a +pause. + +"Oh, only some errands, grandmamma; you forget that there are always +errands to be done for the house. And then, too, I can go and see +Jeanne; it is just the day when M. Spiegel is busy and does not go so +that I shall not interrupt their billing and cooing." + +"It does not seem to me as though they do much billing and cooing!" +said M. de Jonzac. "I was watching them yesterday at the paper-chase, +and I'm very much mistaken if that engagement is not a very +half-and-half sort of affair." + +"But why should you think that, Uncle Alexis?" asked Bijou, looking +troubled. + +"Because the girl looks sad, and the professor indifferent. Haven't +you noticed that?" + +"No; but then I don't notice things much," she answered. + + * * * * * + +On the way from Bracieux to Pont-sur-Loire, Bijou and Jean were +silent. + +In the town just near the station, they met Madame de Nezel, who had +come in from The Pines by the half-past two train. On seeing her, +Bijou made a little movement, and was just about to speak to her +cousin, but, on second thoughts, she said nothing, and only looked up +at him, with a sweet expression in her bright eyes. Jean, feeling +awkward and confused, had pretended not to see Madame de Nezel, and +she, instead of going on into the centre of the town, had turned down +a narrow street, by some waste ground and gardens. As she got out of +the carriage with Josephine at the Dubuissons' door, Bijou asked: + +"Where shall I find you? And at what time?" + +"At the hotel; I will tell them to put the horse in at six o'clock if +that will suit you?" + +"At six o'clock!" she exclaimed, in astonishment. "Oh, well! you +_must_ have plenty of things to do! Three hours and a half of shopping +in Pont-sur-Loire!" + +Impatient and wishing above all things to escape Bijou's innocent +questioning, Jean offered to start earlier, but she refused. + +"Oh, no! why should you? I shall be delighted to stay as long as you +wish with Jeanne!" + +Mademoiselle Dubuisson was at home. Denyse thought she looked sad, and +her eyes had dark circles round them. + +"What is the matter now?" she asked. "There's something wrong." + +"Yes, things are not quite right." + +"Is--your _fiance_?" + +"Oh, it's just the same." + +"Which means----" + +"That I think he has got--well--a little cool. But there is something +else that has upset me to-day." + +"What is it?" + +"Oh, well! it is an event that really does not concern me at all; but +it has made me feel wretched all the same." She avoided looking at +Bijou as she continued: "You know that--Lisette Renaud?" + +"Yes. Well?" + +"Well, she is dead--this morning." + +"Dead!--What of?" + +"People think she killed herself," said Jeanne, almost in a whisper. + +"But how?" + +"By taking morphia. You know they could not go into details before me, +but I understood, from what they were saying, that it was after an +explanation she had had with M. de Bernes." + +"When?" + +"Yesterday after the theatre, or else this morning. Papa and M. +Spiegel were talking of it at luncheon; but in a vague sort of way, so +that I should not understand." + +"How fearfully sad!--I can quite understand that it should have upset +you." + +"Yes; it is only natural, and all the more so as, just now, troubles +from love affairs touch me very nearly--and for a good reason!" she +added, with a sad little smile. + +"That poor little actress!" said Bijou, in a tone of regret. "As a +rule, I don't care much for women who are on the stage, but this one +seemed to be nice, and then, she really did sing well--it is a +pity!--M. de Bernes must be wretched!" + +"Do you think people really are so wretched when they cause others to +suffer?" asked Jeanne, still not looking at Bijou. "I don't think they +are! There are the thoughtless people, who make others suffer without +knowing it, and then there are the others, who cause people to suffer +because it amuses them; and neither the former nor the latter know +what it is to feel remorse--" + +As Jeanne stood still, lost in thought, a far-away look in her eyes, +Bijou stroked her friend's face gently. + +"There, don't think any more about these sad things, Jeanne, dear," +she said. "Your grief won't change anything when the mischief is +already done, and you are making yourself wretched all in vain. Come, +now, let us talk about our play, and about dress, or no matter +what--oh! by the bye, about dress, does yours fit well at last?" + +"It fits; but it does not suit me!" + +"Oh, that's impossible!" + +"No, it's very natural, on the contrary! I have not your complexion, +remember! I am paler than you are, and that pink makes me paler still; +and then I am thin, and the little gathered bodice, which shows up +your pretty figure to perfection, makes me look no figure at all--it +does not matter, though--it's of no importance whatever!" + +"What do you mean by saying it is of no importance?" + +"Why, yes, don't you see, Bijou dear, that whether one is well or +badly dressed, if one is just common-place as I am, one would always +pass unnoticed by the side of anyone as beautiful as you are." + +Bijou turned her eyes up towards the ceiling, and said, in a +half-serious, half-joking way: + +"My poor dear child, you are wandering--you don't know at all what you +are talking about!" And then suddenly changing her tone she asked: +"What time do you start to the races to-morrow?" + +"I don't know. Papa will have arranged that with M. Spiegel. Ah, tell +me! shall you go early to the Tourvilles' dance? I don't want to get +there before you." + +Denyse was looking at her watch. + +"Oh! I must go!" she exclaimed. "They want some gardenias at home for +button-holes; I don't know where I shall be able to get any; someone +told me of a florist up by the station somewhere." + +"By the station? but there are only market-gardeners there, no +florists." + +"Yes, it seems that in that little lane--you know--to the right of the +quay--" + +"Lilac Lane, I know where you mean; but there are only vegetable +gardens there, and some waste ground, and then a few small houses, +that are generally rented by officers because they are near to the +barracks." + +"Well, anyhow," said Bijou, getting up, "I'll go and look round +there!" + + * * * * * + +Denyse was the first to arrive at the hotel. Jean de Blaye was rather +behind time, and when he did appear, he looked sad, and his face was +very pale. He had met Madame de Nezel by appointment, but she had only +come to break off entirely with him, and this freedom was of no use to +him now; but, at the same time, there was nothing left for him to do +but accept his fate. They were both wretched and discontented with +each other, and yet they had been obliged to stay together at their +trysting-place, because Bijou, escorted by the old housekeeper +Josephine, had been rambling up and down the lonely lane for a good +part of the afternoon. She had gone backwards and forwards as though +in search of something, and with a persistency which Jean could not +understand, and which made him feel very uneasy. + +When they were driving across the square by the station at three +o'clock, she had, perhaps, seen Madame de Nezel turning down Lilac +Lane. If that were so, she had probably wanted to assure herself +whether her suspicions were correct. How inquisitive and fond of +ferreting she must be, then--this Denyse whom he loved so dearly, and +who had, without knowing it, ruined his whole life. + +He apologised for his unpunctuality, and helped Bijou into the +carriage, whilst she assured him in the sweetest way that he was not +late at all. + +Just as he was wondering how he could ask her what she had been doing, +she volunteered the information he wanted. + +"Do you know you will have your gardenias for to-morrow after all? But +it _has_ been difficult to get them. I have been running about all +over Pont-sur-Loire nearly all the afternoon. They sent me to the +queerest little streets, where I got lost, and never found the place +at all." + +Delighted at this proof of Bijou's innocence, Jean exclaimed +involuntarily: + +"Ah! that was what you were hanging about for in Lilac Lane?" + +She fixed her large astonished eyes on him, as she asked: + +"However did you know? Did you see me?" + +"I did not," he answered quickly; "one of my friends told me." + +"Who was it? Do I know him--your friend?" + +"I don't think so; he's an officer in Bernes' regiment. Ah, by the +bye, what do you think! The poor little actress you heard last +night--well, she has killed herself!" + +"Yes, I know; it is a great pity!" + +Bijou said this in a tone which made it impossible to continue the +conversation on this topic. She was so dignified, and her meaning was +so plain, that Jean almost regretted having said a word to her of this +affair, considering that it was a trifle delicate; but, after all, as +he said to himself, Bijou was no child; she would soon be twenty-two! + + * * * * * + +At four o'clock, M. de Clagny arrived at Bracieux, his heart beating +fast at the thought of seeing Bijou again, and of seeing her quite +free and unconstrained as usual, for she would not yet know of his +proposal. + +He was very much disappointed on hearing that she was at +Pont-sur-Loire, and that she had gone there with Jean. He asked the +marchioness to tell him candidly just what she thought would be the +result of his advances with reference to the young girl, and Madame de +Bracieux replied that she could not approach the subject now, as +Denyse had declared to them all that very morning that "she thought M. +de Clagny charming, but that she should not like to marry him." + +He stood the shock fairly well, but insisted that Bijou should be told +that evening of his proposal. She would then have until the next day +to think it over, and that was what he wished. + +Denyse and Jean returned just at dinner-time. When they came +downstairs, everyone was at the table, and the topic of conversation +was the death of poor Lisette Renaud. + +M. de Rueille had been out riding, and had met some officers, who were +on duty there, and who had, of course, told him the story. + +"It is fearful," said Bertrade, "to think of that poor girl killing +herself; she was so pretty, and so young." + +"It is just because one is young that one would commit suicide, if +unhappy; otherwise one would have to go on being wretched for so long +a time," said Giraud in a strange voice, which resounded in the +spacious dining-room. + + + + +XV. + + +THE marchioness decided not to speak to Bijou about M. de Clagny that +evening, as she did not want to disturb the young girl's rest. + +The following morning, however, she sent for her, and Bijou arrived, +gay and lively as usual. She gave a little pout of disappointment when +her grandmother informed her that she wished to speak to her about +something very serious. + +"It concerns one of my greatest friends," began Madame de Bracieux, +"and he is also a friend of yours." + +"M. de Clagny?" interrupted Bijou. + +"Yes, M. de Clagny. You must have seen that he is very fond of you, +haven't you?" + +"I am very fond of him, too, very fond of him." + +"Exactly, but you care for him as though he were your father, or a +delightful old uncle, whilst he does not care for you either as though +you were his daughter, or niece; in short, you will be very much +astonished--" + +"Astonished at what?" asked Bijou timidly. + +"At--well, he wants to marry you, that's the long and short of it." + +"He, too?" murmured the young girl, looking bewildered. + +"What do you mean by 'he, too'?" exclaimed the marchioness, bewildered +in her turn; "who else wants to marry you that you say 'he, too '?" + +Denyse blushed crimson. + +"I ought to have told you all that before, grandmamma," she said, +sitting down on a little stool at Madame de Bracieux's feet; "but we +have been so dissipated just lately, what with the paper-chase, the +theatre, the races, and the dances, that I don't seem to have had a +minute, and then, too, it was not very interesting either." + +"Ah! that's your opinion, is it?" + +"Well, considering that I don't want to marry either of them." + +"Well, but who is it, child, who is it?" asked the marchioness. + +"Why, just Henry and Jean. Jean spoke to me first for Henry, who, it +seems, had got him to ask me whether I would allow him to ask your +permission to marry me. I answered that he ought to have asked _you_ +first and not me--" + +"You are a real little Bijou, my darling." + +"But that it really did not matter, as I did not want to marry him." + +"He is not rich enough for you, my dear." + +"Oh, I don't know anything about that. And then, too, all that is +quite the same to me, but I should not like Henry for a husband. I +know him too well." + +"Ah! and what about Jean?" + +"Jean, too, I should not like as a husband. That is just what I told +him, when, after I had refused Henry, he began again on his own +account." + +"They go ahead--my grandchildren. Now I can understand how it is that, +for the last few days, they have had faces as long as fiddles." + +There was a short silence, and then Madame de Bracieux remarked, as +though in conclusion: + +"I know then, now, what your answer is to my poor old friend Clagny." + +"How do you know, though?" + +"Because if you will not have either of your cousins, who are, both of +them, in their different ways, very taking, it is scarcely probable +that you would accept an old friend of your grandmother's." + +"But he, too, is very taking!" + +"Yes, that's true; but he is sixty years old!" + +"He does not look it!" + +"He is though." + +"I know; but that does not make any difference to the fact that I +should not mind marrying him any more than I should Jean or Henry." + +"You do not know what marriage is; you do not understand." + +Bijou half closed her beautiful, bright eyes. + +"Yes," she said, speaking slowly, "I do understand quite well, +grandmamma." + +"Well, all this is no answer for me to give to M. de Clagny." + +"Is he coming to-day?" + +"He is coming directly." + +Bijou moved uneasily on her footstool, and then, after a moment's +consideration, she said: + +"You can tell him, grandmamma, that I am very much touched, and very +much flattered that he should have thought of me, but that I do not +want to marry yet--" And then, laying her head on the marchioness's +lap, she added: "because I am too happy here with you." + +"My little Bijou! my darling Bijou!" murmured Madame de Bracieux, +stooping to kiss the pretty face lifted towards her, "you know what a +comfort you are to me; but, all the same, you cannot stay for ever +with your old grandmother. I am not saying that, though, in order to +persuade you into a marriage that would be perfect folly." + +Denyse looked up at the marchioness, as she asked: + +"Folly? But why folly?" + +"Because M. de Clagny is thirty-eight years older than you are, and he +will be quite infirm just when you are in your prime; and such +marriages have certain inconveniences which--well--which you would be +the first to find out." + +Bijou had risen from her low seat on hearing the sound of +carriage-wheels, which drew up in front of the hall-door. She looked +through the window, and then ran away, saying: + +"Here he is, grandmamma!" + + * * * * * + +During luncheon, Madame de Bracieux announced, in a careless, +indifferent way: + +"M. de Clagny is leaving here; he came to say good-bye to me this +morning." + +Bijou looked up, and Jean de Blaye remarked: + +"He is leaving here? Why, it seemed as though he had taken root in +this part of the world." + +"Oh," put in M. de Rueille, "old Clagny's roots are never very deep." + +Bijou turned towards the marchioness. + +"When is he leaving, grandmamma?" she asked anxiously. + +"Why, at once; to-morrow, I think. Anyhow, we shall see him to-night +at Tourville; he is going to the ball in order to see everyone to whom +he wants to say good-bye." + +"And he is not going to the races?" + +"No, he is busy packing." + +"And our play to-morrow!" exclaimed Denyse, in consternation. "He had +promised me over and over again to come to it." + +The marchioness glanced at her grand-daughter, and said to herself +that, decidedly, even with the kindest heart in the world, youth knows +no pity. + + * * * * * + +Bijou's arrival at the Tourville ball was a veritable triumph. In her +pink crepe dress, which matched her complexion admirably, she looked +wonderfully pretty, and different from anyone else. + +"Just look at the Dubuisson girl," said Louis de la Balue to M. de +Juzencourt. "She has tried to get herself up like Mademoiselle de +Courtaix. She has copied her dress exactly, and just see what she +looks like. She might pass for her maid, and that's the most she could +do. How is it, now?" + +M. de Juzencourt laughed gruffly. + +"Why, it's just that if the outside is the same, what's inside it +isn't the same. Isn't she going to be married?" + +"Yes, she's going to marry a young Huguenot, who must be somewhere +about, hiding in some corner or another. Ah! No! he isn't in a corner +either. There he is, like all the others, fluttering round 'The +Bijou.'" + +"And you? You don't flutter round her?" asked M. de Juzencourt. + +"I? I'd marry her--because, sooner or later, one's got to get married, +or one's parents make a fuss, because of keeping up the name, you +know--but as to fluttering round--By Jove, no! that isn't in my line!" +and then, in a languid way, he went off to Henry de Bracieux. + +"How hot it is," he began, glancing at him dreamily, and speaking in a +low voice, with an affected drawl. "You are lucky not to turn red. +You've got such a complexion, though, that's true. You look like a +regular Hercules, and yet, with that, your complexion is as +delicate--" + +As he was leaning towards him, and looking sentimental, Henry +exclaimed impatiently, in his full, sonorous voice: + +"Oh! hang my complexion!" and turning away, he left young La Balue +planted there in the middle of the drawing-room, and went off himself +to Jean de Blaye, who, with a melancholy expression on his face, was +standing at some distance off, watching Bijou through the intricacies +of a dance, for which six partners had all tried to claim her. + +When M. de Clagny approached Denyse, and bowed to her ceremoniously, +she said at once, without even returning his bow: + +"Grandmamma has told me that you are going away. I am sure that it is +because of me?" + +He nodded assent, and she put her little hand through his arm, and +moved in the direction of another room, which was almost empty. + +"Please," she began, in a beseeching tone, "please, do not go away." + +"And I, in my turn," he answered, deeply moved, "must say, please, +Bijou, do not ask what is impossible. I have not been able to be with +you without getting as foolish as all the others. I have let myself go +on dreaming, just as fools dream, and now that all is over, I must try +to become wise again, and to forget my dream, and in order to do that +I must go away, very far away, too." + +"You thought that--that I should say yes?" she asked. + +"Well, you were so good to me, so sweet and confiding always, that I +did hope--yes, God help me--I did hope--that perhaps you would let me +go on loving you." + +"And so it was my fault that you hoped that?" she said dreamily. + +"It wasn't your fault--it was mine; one always does hope what one +wants." + +"Yes, I am sure that I ought not to have behaved as I did with you." +And her eyes filled with tears as she murmured, almost humbly: "I am +so sorry! will you forgive me?" + +"Bijou!" exclaimed M. de Clagny, almost beside himself. "My dear +Bijou, it is I who ought to ask your forgiveness for causing you a +moment's sadness." + +"Well, then, be kind--don't go away! not to-morrow, at any rate! +Promise me that you will come to Bracieux to-morrow to see us act our +play! Oh, don't say no! And then, afterwards, I will talk to +you--better than I could this evening." And gazing up at him with her +soft, luminous eyes, she added: "You won't regret coming, I am sure." + +Jean de Blaye was just passing by at that moment, and Bijou stopped +him, and said, in a coaxing way: + +"Won't you ask me for a waltz? do, please, you waltz so well." + +And laying her hand on his shoulder, she disappeared, just as Pierrot +arrived to claim his dance. + +"Leave your cousin in peace," said M. de Jonzac, who was seated on a +divan watching the dancing. "You are much too young to ask girls to +dance with you--I mean girls like Bijou." + +"Ah, how old must I be then before I can ask them--not as old as you, +I suppose?" + +"You certainly have a nice way of saying things." + +"I say, father, why do Jean and Henry say that young La Balue gets to +be worse and worse form?" + +"Young La Balue? Oh, I don't know." + +"They say that he makes himself up." + +"That's true." + +"And that he gets to be worse and worse form! How?" + +"If you want to know how, you have only to ask your cousins: they will +tell you." + +"They won't, though! I asked them, and Jean just said, 'Don't come +bothering here.' Are we going home soon?" + +"Going home? why, your cousin is sure to stay for the cotillion." + +"I was very stupid to come here instead of staying with M. Giraud and +the abbe." + +"Ah, by the bye, why didn't he come--M. Giraud? Bijou asked for an +invitation for him." + +"Yes, but he wouldn't come: he is awfully down in the dumps, and has +been for some time. He doesn't eat, and he doesn't sleep either; +instead of going to bed, he goes off walking by the river all night." + +"And you don't know what's the matter with him?" + +"The matter with him! I think it is Bijou that is the matter with +him." + +"What do you mean? Bijou the matter with him?" + +"Why, yes, it's the same with Jean, and Henry, and Paul. You can see +very well, father, that they are all running after her, can't you? not +to speak of old Clagny, who isn't worth counting now." He stopped a +minute, and then finished off, in a sorrowful way: "and not to speak +of me either, for I don't count yet." + +"Oh! you exaggerate all that," said M. de Jonzac, quite convinced that +his son was in the right, but not wanting to own it. "Bijou is +certainly very pretty, and it is not surprising that--" + +Pierrot interrupted his father eagerly. + +"Oh! it isn't that she is just pretty only, but she is good, and +clever, and jolly, and everything. They are quite right to fall in +love with her, and, if I were only twenty-five--" + +"If you were twenty-five, my dear young man, she would send you about +your business, as she does the others." + +"That's very possible," replied Pierrot philosophically, but at the +same time sadly; and then, pointing to Bijou, who was just standing +talking to Jeanne Dubuisson in the middle of the room, he said: "Isn't +she pretty, though, father? Just look at her; she is dressed +absolutely like Jeanne, their dresses are just alike, stitch for +stitch, as old Mere Rafut says. I'm sure that, if they mixed them up +when they were not in them themselves, there'd be no telling which was +which after; and yet like that on them, I mean, they don't look alike +at all! Do you think I might venture to ask her for a dance, +father--Jeanne Dubuisson?" + +"Oh, yes; she is good-hearted enough to give you one!" + +A minute or two later and Jeanne went off with Pierrot for the next +dance. M. Spiegel crossed over to Bijou, and asked her for the waltz +which was just commencing, but she shook her head, saying: + +"I am so tired, if you only knew!" + +"Only just a little turn, won't you?" he begged. "Ever since the +beginning of the evening I have not been able to get a single waltz +with you." + +"Oh, no; please don't ask me! I do want to rest; I--" and then, +suddenly making up her mind to speak out, she said, "Well, then, no; +it isn't that--I know I am not clever at telling untruths--I am not at +all tired, but I don't want to waltz with you, because--" + +"Because?" + +"Because I am afraid of hurting Jeanne's feelings--" + +"Hurting Jeanne's feelings! But how?" he asked, in surprise. + +"Well, it sounds very vain what I am going to say, but I must tell you +all the same. Why, I think that Jeanne worships you to such a degree +that she is jealous of everyone who approaches you, or who speaks to +you, or who looks at you even!" + +M. Spiegel looked displeased; he knitted his brows, and his +placid-looking face suddenly took a hard expression. + +"She has told you so?" + +Bijou answered with the eagerness and embarrassment of anyone feeling +compelled to tell an untruth. + +"Oh, no--no, I have just imagined it myself; you know I am so fond of +Jeanne! I know all that passes in her mind, and I should be so +wretched if I caused her any unhappiness--or even the slightest +anxiety; do you understand what I mean?" + +"I understand that you are just an angel of goodness, mademoiselle, +and that it is no wonder they are all so fond of you!" + +Bijou was looking down on the floor, her breath coming and going +quickly, a faint flush had come into her cheeks, and her nostrils were +quivering, as she listened silently to the young professor's words. + +He put his arm round her waist, took her little hand in his, as she +offered no resistance, and whirled her off into the midst of the +dance. M. Spiegel waltzed divinely, and Bijou was passionately fond of +the waltz _a trois temps_. With a flush on her cheeks, her eyes +half-closed, and her lips parted, showing her dazzling white teeth, +she went on whirling round as long as the orchestra played. Several +times she passed quite close to Jeanne, without even seeing her poor +friend, who was being jerked about by Pierrot. The youth kept treading +on his partner's toes, or knocking her against the furniture; and +when, now and again, Jeanne would stop to get breath, Pierrot would +chatter away most eloquently about all kinds of sports, of which she +was absolutely ignorant. + +"You know," he said, putting out his enormous foot and his formidable +knee, "I am a very second-rate dancer, but I'm very good at football. +Our team is going to play a match this winter against the +Pont-sur-Loire team; you ought to see it; it will be first-class! I +keep goal; you should just see what jolly kicks--" + +He broke off as Jeanne did not speak. She was looking uneasily at her +_fiance_ as he passed and re-passed, apparently happy in guiding Bijou +along through the rapid whirl of the dance. + +"I am boring you," said Pierrot; "shall we go on now?" + +"No," she replied, in a changed voice; "I do not feel quite myself, +and it is so warm! Will you take me across to papa--he is playing +cards over there. I should like to go home!" + +Whilst they were on their way to M. Dubuisson, Bijou stopped M. +Spiegel just near the orchestra; and said, in a laughing voice: + +"Why, you are indefatigable--one must get one's breath, though; +besides, the waltz is just finishing now!" + +She glanced at the four wretched musicians, who were in a deplorable +state, with their shiny-looking coats, their limp shirt-fronts, and +their faces bathed in perspiration. + +"Why, Monsieur Sylvestre!" she suddenly exclaimed. "Good evening, +Monsieur Sylvestre! Well, I never! I didn't expect to see you!" + +The poor fellow looked up eagerly, and, gazing at Bijou, with his +soft, blue eyes full of deep distress, he stammered out: + +"I did not expect to be seen either, mademoiselle!" + + + + +XVI. + + +ON going to bed at five in the morning, Bijou slept for two hours, and +when, later on, she went to the marchioness's room, she looked as +fresh and as thoroughly rested as after a long night's sleep. + +"Grandmamma," she said, "I have been thinking a great deal ever since +yesterday." + +"About what?" + +"Why, about what you told me as regards M. de Clagny." + +"Ah!" said the marchioness, rather annoyed at a subject being brought +up again, which she had thought over and done with. + +Rather selfish, like nearly all elderly people, it seemed to her +utterly useless to trouble about matters which were painful or sad, +except just to settle them off once for all. + +"I have been thinking," continued Bijou. "And then, too, I saw M. de +Clagny last night at the ball--" + +"Well, and what is the result of all this thinking and of this +interview?" asked the marchioness, rather anxiously. + +"The result is that I have changed my mind." + +"What do you say?" + +"I say that, with your permission, I will marry M. de Clagny." + +"Nonsense! you won't do anything of the kind." + +"Why not?" + +"Because it would be madness." + +"Why, no, grandmamma, it would be very wise, on the contrary; if I did +not marry him, I should never again all my life long have a minute's +peace." + +"Because?--" + +"Because I have seen that he is dreadfully and horribly unhappy." + +"No doubt; but that will all be forgotten in time." + +"Oh, no, it won't be forgotten! And I told you I like M. de Clagny +more than I have ever liked anyone--except you; and so the idea that +he is wretched on my account--and, perhaps, a little through my +fault--would seem odious to me, and would make me unhappy--much more +unhappy even than he is." + +"But you would be still more so if you married him. Listen, Bijou, +dear, you know nothing about life, nor about marriage. I have, +perhaps, been wrong in bringing you up so strictly, not letting you +read or hear enough about things; there are certain duties and +obligations which marriage imposes upon us, and about which you know +nothing, and these duties--well, you ought to know something about +them, before rushing headlong into such a terrible venture as this." + +"No!" said Bijou, with a gesture to prevent Madame de Bracieux +continuing, "don't tell me anything, grandmamma. I know what +responsibilities I should have to accept, and what my duty would be, +and I have decided--decided irrevocably--to become the wife of M. de +Clagny, whom I love dearly." And then, as the marchioness made a +movement as though to protest, she repeated: "Yes, I love him dearly; +and the proof is that the idea of marrying him does not terrify me, +whilst the thought of marrying the others made me feel a sort of +repulsion." + +She knelt down in front of the marchioness, and began again in a +coaxing voice: + +"Say that you will consent, grandmamma; say so--do, please." + +"You are nearly twenty-two. I cannot overrule you as though you were a +little child, therefore I consent, but without any enthusiasm, I can +assure you, and I implore you to reconsider the matter, Bijou, my +dear. I am afraid that you are following the impulse of your kind +heart and of your extremely sensitive nature and making a mistake that +will be irreparable." + +"I do not need to consider the matter any more; I have done nothing +else ever since yesterday; and I know that this is my only chance of +happiness, or of what at any rate seems to be the most like happiness. +Don't say anything to anyone about it, will you, grandmamma?" + +"Oh, dear no! you can be easy on that score; you don't imagine that I +am in a hurry to announce such an engagement, and to contemplate the +horrified, astonished looks they will all put on. Oh, no; if you think +I am in a hurry, you are mistaken, my darling." + +"And above all, don't say anything to M. de Clagny; I am enjoying the +thought of telling him this evening." + +"But he told me that he should not come--" + +"Ah! but he promised me that he would come." And then, holding up her +merry face to be kissed, she added: "And now I must go and attend to +our scenery, and to the footlights, which won't light, and to my +costume, which is not finished." + +The marchioness took Bijou's head in her beautiful hands, which were +still so white and smooth, and kissing her, murmured: + +"Go, then; and may Heaven grant that we shall have no cause to +regret--your good-heartedness--and--my weakness." + + * * * * * + +The Dubuissons and M. Spiegel had promised to come at four o'clock. +One of the scenes which did not go very well had to be rehearsed. +Bijou, who was busy gathering flowers, went towards the cab when they +arrived, and was surprised to see only Jeanne and her father. + +"What have you done with M. Spiegel?" she asked. + +It was M. Dubuisson who answered, in a confused sort of way: + +"He is coming--with your cousin M. de Rueille, who was at +Pont-sur-Loire and who offered to bring him." + +"Don't disturb your grandmamma," said Jeanne, taking Bijou's arm. +"Papa won't come in yet, he has his lecture to prepare, and he will go +and do it, walking about in the park." And then, as soon as M. +Dubuisson had moved off, she began again: "If M. Spiegel and I had not +had parts in the play, and so had not been afraid of spoiling it for +you by not appearing, we should not have come." + +"You would not have come?" exclaimed Bijou, in astonishment; "and why +not, pray?" + +"Because we are now in the most false and ridiculous position." + +"You?" + +"Yes, we are--our engagement is broken off." + +"Broken off!" repeated Bijou, in consternation; "broken off! but what +for?" + +"Because I was quite certain that he cared for me very little or not +at all," answered Jeanne, speaking very calmly, but not looking at +Bijou, "and so I told him this morning that I did not feel equal to +accepting the life of misery which I foresaw, and that I gave him back +his liberty." + +"Good heavens, is it possible--and you do not regret anything?" + +"Nothing! I am very wretched, but my mind is more easy." + +Bijou looked straight into her eyes as she asked: + +"And it is--it is because of me, isn't it? it is because of M. +Spiegel's manner towards me that you broke it all off?" Jeanne nodded, +and Bijou went on: "And so you really thought that your _fiance_ was +making love to me?" + +"Oh, as to making love to you, no, perhaps not--but he certainly cares +for you." + +"And what then?" + +"What do you mean by _what then_?" + +"Well, what would be the end of that for him?" + +"Well, it would cause him to suffer; and who knows, he might have +hoped--?" + +"Hoped what? to marry me?" + +"No--yes! I don't know; he might have hoped in a vague sort of way--I +don't know what." + +"And do you think that I can endure the idea of causing your +unhappiness, no matter how involuntarily on my part?" + +"It is not in your power to alter what exists." + +Bijou appeared to be turning something over in her mind. + +"Supposing I were to marry," she said at last abruptly. And then +hiding her face in her hands she said in a broken voice: "M. de Clagny +wants to marry me." + +"M. de Clagny!" exclaimed Jeanne, stupefied, "why, he's sixty!" + +"I said no; I will say yes, though." + +"You are mad!" + +"Not the least bit in the world! I am practical. The remedy is perhaps +a trifle hard, but what is to be done? I love you so, Jeanne, that the +idea of seeing you unhappy makes me wretched!" + +"I assure you, though, that even if you marry M. de Clagny, I should +not marry M. Spiegel. He said things to me just now which were very +painful, and no matter how much I tried, I could not forget them." + +"Painful things, about what?" + +"About my jealousy--he said that it was ridiculous--and yet I had not +complained about anything. I kept it from him as much as possible, my +jealousy; but at the ball, I did not feel well, and I asked papa to +take me home, and he was displeased about that, he thought I was +sulking." + +"Oh, all that will soon be forgotten!" + +"No! and so you see, Bijou, it would be for nothing at all that you +would commit the very worst of all follies--marrying an old man." + +"An old man! it's queer, he does not seem to me at all like an old +man--M. de Clagny! I should certainly prefer marrying a younger man +and one whom I should like in every respect, but now--" + +Jeanne put her arm round Bijou and, resting her hand on her friend's +shoulder, kissed her as she said: + +"You must just wait for him in peace, the one 'whom you would like in +every respect!' You have plenty of time!" + +"No, I have quite decided! Whatever you do now will be useless, for, +in spite of what you say, when once the cause of your little +misunderstanding has vanished, the misunderstanding will vanish in +the same way. There now, kiss me again, and tell me that you love me." + +"Well!" said Jean de Blaye, who now appeared with M. Spiegel, "is +everyone ready; are we going to rehearse?" + +For the last few days he had been in a nervous, excitable state, +feeling the need of anything that would take him out of himself, and +doing his utmost all the time to keep himself from thinking. "Yes," +answered Denyse very calmly, wiping her eyes quickly, "we are ready; +we were only waiting for you." And then, in a very gracious, natural +way, she held out her hand to M. Spiegel, who took it, saying at the +same time: + +"You are not too tired, mademoiselle, after such a late night?" And +then, glancing involuntarily at Mademoiselle Dubuisson's rather +sallow-looking face, he added: "Why, you are looking fresher even than +yesterday." + +Jeanne came nearer to Bijou, and, as they moved away together, she +said, pointing to the professor, and with a look of intense grief in +her gentle eyes: + +"You see your remedy would not do; he is incurable." + + * * * * * + +The little play was performed before a large audience of guests, who +were highly amused. Bijou was so pretty in her costume as Hebe, she +looked so pure and maidenly and so sweet, that, when the piece was +finished, and she wanted to go and put on her ball-dress, everyone +begged her to remain just as she was. As she was going away into a +side-room to escape the compliments of the various guests, M. de +Rueille stopped her, and said, in a sarcastic tone: + +"And so that is the costume that was to be quite the thing, and which, +in order to please me, you were going to get Jean to alter?" + +Jean came up just at this moment, with Henry de Bracieux and Pierrot. + +"Accept my compliments," said M. de Rueille drily, turning towards +him; "you certainly know how to design costumes for pretty girls; but, +if I were you, I would have been rather more careful." + +"Why, what's up with you?" asked Jean, without even looking at Bijou; +"the costume's right enough!" + +"Besides," remarked Bijou tranquilly, "there are only three persons who +have any right to trouble themselves about my costumes--grandmamma, I +myself, or my husband." + +"Yes, if you had one!" + +"Certainly; well, I shall be having one!" + +Jean de Blaye shrugged his shoulders incredulously, and Bijou +continued: + +"I assure you it is quite true! I am going to be married." + +"To whom?" asked M. de Rueille uneasily. + +"Oh, yes, what a good joke!" remarked Pierrot. + +"Whom are you going to marry?" asked Henry de Bracieux. "Tell us!" + +M. de Clagny had just entered the room, and putting her arm through +his, she said, in a mischievous way, to the others: + +"I am going to tell M. de Clagny." And then, turning to him, she +added: "Let us go out-doors, though; it is stifling in here!" + +"Isn't she aesthetic this evening?" murmured Pierrot, gazing at Bijou's +long Grecian cloak of pale pink. "I should think M. Giraud would think +her perfect to-night; he's always saying she isn't made for modern +costumes." + +"Ah, by the bye, where is he--Giraud?" asked Jean de Blaye; "he +disappeared after dinner, and we have not seen him again!" + +Pierrot explained that he must have gone off for a stroll along the +river, as he did nearly every evening. He was getting more and more +odd, and had fits of gaiety and melancholy, turn by turn. That very +morning he had left the schoolroom in order to go to Madame de +Bracieux, who had sent to ask him to translate an English letter for +her; and then he had come back some time after, saying that he had not +ventured to knock, because he could hear that the marchioness was +talking to Mademoiselle Denyse, and ever since then he had not uttered +another word. + +"Where the devil's he gone?" asked Jean; and Pierrot, speaking through +his nose, began to imitate the street vendors on the boulevards. + +"Where is Bulgaria? Find Bulgaria!" + + * * * * * + +When she was alone with M. de Clagny under the big trees, Bijou said, +in the sweetest way: + +"I came back home this morning, quite wretched at having caused you +any sorrow. It seemed to me that I must have been too affectionate in +my manner towards you--too free--and that I had made you think +something quite different. Is that so?" + +"Yes, that is just it--and so you have no affection at all for me?" + +"You know very well that I have!" + +"I mean that you like me just as though I were some old relative or +another." + +"More than that!" + +"Well, but you do not love me enough to--to--love me as a husband?" + +"I do not know at all. I cannot understand myself just what I feel for +you. In the first place, I think you are very nice-looking, and very +charming, too; and then, when you are here, I feel as though I am +surrounded with care and affection. It seems to me that I breathe more +freely, that I am gayer and happier, and I have never, never felt like +that before--" + +Very much touched by what she was saying, and very anxious, too, about +what she was going to say, the count pressed Bijou's arm against his +without answering. + +"Well, then," she continued, "I thought that, as I liked you better +than I have ever yet liked anyone, and that, on the other hand, I +should never be able to console myself for having caused you so much +sorrow, the best thing would be to marry you." + +M. de Clagny stopped short, and asked, in a choked voice: + +"Then you consent?" + +"Yes." + +"My darling!" he stammered out, "my darling!" + +"I told grandmamma this morning," continued Bijou, "and I must confess +that she was not delighted. She did all she could to make me change my +mind." + +"I can quite understand that." + +"She thinks that it is mad, for you as well as for me, to marry when +there is such disproportion of age; and then, she did not say so, but +I could see that there was something troubling her, which troubles me +too, though to a much less degree." + +"And it is?" + +"The disproportion in money matters. Yes--it appears that you are +horribly rich. Grandmamma said so yesterday, when she told me that you +had asked for my hand." + +"What can it matter, Bijou, dear, whether I am a little more or less +rich?" + +"It matters a great deal, with grandmamma's ideas about things +especially. Oh, it is not that she thinks it humiliating for me to be +married without anything, for I have nothing, you know, in comparison +with what you have! No, she looks upon marriage as a partnership, or +exchange of what one has. '_Give me what you've got, and I'll give +you what I've got_,' as the country people here say. Well, you have +your name, which is a good one, and your money, which makes you a very +rich man; on my side, I have my name, which is rather a good one, too, +and my youth, which certainly counts for something." + +"Very well, then, and how can the disproportion of what we have make +your grandmamma uneasy?" + +"Well, it's like this, you know--grandmamma is very fond of me, and +she thinks that, as I am thirty-eight years younger than you, you +might die before me, and that, after living for years in very great +luxury, after letting myself get accustomed to every comfort, which, +up to the present, I have not had, I might suddenly find myself very +poor and very wretched at an age when it would be too late to begin +life over again, and so I should suffer very much on account of the +bad habits I had contracted, and which I should not be able to drop--" + +"You know very well, my adored Bijou, that everything I possess is and +will be yours. My will is already made, in which I leave everything to +you, even if you do not become my wife." + +"Yes, but she always says a will could be torn up." + +"If your grandmamma would prefer it, I could make it over to you in a +marriage settlement." + +Bijou laughed. + +"Ah! she would imagine, then, that we might be divorced, and a divorce +does away with all things--" + +"But, supposing I make out in the marriage contract that the half of +what I possess now is really yours, and supposing I made over the rest +to you, only reserving to myself the interest?" + +Bijou shook her head, and then, with a pretty movement of playful +affection, she threw her soft arms round M. de Clagny's neck, and +said: + +"I don't want you to give me anything but happiness, and I am sure you +will give me plenty of that. I hope you will live a very, very long +time, and it would not matter to me, when I am old, if I were to find +myself poor again, comparatively speaking." + +"And I," he said, covering Denyse's face and hair with kisses, "I +could not go on living with the thought that I might be taken away +without your future being provided for in the way in which I should +wish it to be." + +"Don't talk about all those things," she murmured. "I want to think +that I shall never be separated from you--never, never!" + +Trying, in spite of the darkness, to look into Bijou's eyes, he asked +anxiously: + +"Will you be able to love me a little, as I love you?" + +Without answering, she held her pretty lips up to him, but just at +that moment the sound of voices made them move away from each other +abruptly. + +Only a few yards away from them they could hear several persons +talking in low voices, and also the sound of heavy footsteps walking +with measured tread. It seemed as though just there, quite near to +them, a heavy burden were being carried along, whilst, in the midst of +the darkness, lights kept passing by. + +"It's very odd," said M. de Clagny; "one would think something had +happened." + +Bijou, however, who had stopped short, her heart beating fast with +anxiety, struck with the strangeness of the little procession, put her +hand on the count's arm, and said, quite tranquilly: + +"Oh, no! it must be the men going back to the farm. Just now they are +at work up at the house through the day, and then, when they have had +something to eat, they go back home." + +"It seemed to me, though, that the lanterns were on the way towards +the house." + +She was walking along with her hand on his arm, and a thrill of joy +ran through him as he drew this beautiful girl, who had just promised +herself to him, closer still, in a passionate embrace. + +They returned slowly to the house along the avenues, meeting several +carriages, which were bearing away the departing guests. + +"How's that?" exclaimed Bijou, in surprise. "They are going away +already--but what about the cotillion? Is it very late?" + +On arriving at the hall-door steps, they met the La Balues coming +towards their carriage. + +"How's this?" asked Bijou. "You are going? But why?" + +M. de la Balue mumbled out some unintelligible words, whilst his son +and daughter, looking very sad, shook hands with Bijou. + +"Well, what long faces they are making," remarked M. de Clagny, +beginning to get anxious in his turn. "Ah! what's that? Whatever's the +matter?" + +In the hall there was a long pool of water. The servants were going +backwards and forwards quickly, looking awestruck, and then Pierrot +came in sight, his eyes swollen with crying, and his hands full of +flowers. Madame de Rueille was following him, carrying flowers, too. + +Bijou stopped short, thunderstruck; but M. de Clagny hurried up to +Madame de Rueille. + +"What has happened?" he asked. + +"M. Giraud has drowned himself," answered Bertrade. "They have just +brought him back here. It was the miller who found him near the dam--" + +And then, seeing that Pierrot was gazing at her in consternation, +shaking his flowers about at the end of his long arms in sheer +desperation, she added, in a hard voice: + +"Yes, I know very well that grandmamma has forbidden anyone to speak +of it before Bijou, but, for my part, I want her to know about it." + + + + +XVII. + + +AS she stood waiting at the threshold of the little church for her +Uncle Alexis, who was just getting out of the carriage, Bijou turned +round, and, after giving a little kick to her long white satin train, +and pulling the folds of her veil over her face, she gazed round at +the motley crowd, who were hurrying towards the church-porch, with +that quick look in her luminous eyes which took in everything at a +glance. + +She saw first the profile of Jean de Blaye towering above the others; +he was advancing towards her with an indifferent, languid expression +on his face, and talking to M. de Rueille, who looked slightly nervous +and excited. Henry de Bracieux, with a worried look on his face, was +listening in an absent sort of way to the marchioness, as she gave her +orders to the coachman. + +Pierrot had got one of the tails of his coat, which was too short for +him, caught in the carriage-door, and, with his big, white-gloved +hands, he was awkwardly endeavouring to get free, but unsuccessfully. + +M. Sylvestre, with an enormous roll of music under his arm, looking +very nervous, and in a great hurry, was rushing towards the staircase +which led to the gallery, without daring to lift his eyes from the +ground; whilst Abbe Courteil, accompanied by his two pupils, passed +by, looking very business-like--he, too, not venturing to glance in +the direction of Bijou. + +Jeanne Dubuisson, who had got rather thinner, was waiting with her +father until the crowd made way for her to pass. + +Among the Bracieux villagers, and just behind all the fine ladies and +gentlemen, who had come from Pont-sur-Loire and the country-houses in +the neighbourhood, Charlemagne Lavenue was pressing forward with long +strides. He was dressed in his best clothes, and his square shoulders +and ruddy complexion seemed to stand out against the background of +blue sky. + +As she stood there, with her eyes lowered, looking as though she had +seen nothing, with the sun, which had brightened up the whole country +round for her marriage, shining full on her, Bijou was enjoying to +the full the bliss of living, of knowing herself beautiful, and of +being beloved by everyone. + +The sound of her Uncle Alexis' voice as he offered her his arm, and +said: "Are you ready?" woke her up out of her ecstasy. + +Very graceful and beautiful she looked, as she moved along to the +music of the organ, which was pealing forth. + +A cabman, who had gone inside the church to see "the wedding," +exclaimed, as Bijou passed up the aisle: + +"Bless my soul! but ain't she a pretty one---the bride?" + +Whereupon one of Farmer Lavenue's day-labourers replied: + +"I believe you. And I can tell you what--she's as good as she is +pretty--she is! And even better nor that!" + + + THE END. + + _Printed by Cowan & Co., Limited, Perth._ + + + * * * * * + +Transcriber's Notes: + +Missing or incorrect punctuation fixed. + +Hyphenated and non-hyphenated versions of same words retained when +occurring equally. + +Unusual spellings retained, but obvious misspellings corrected. + +P.38: "bruta tenderness" to "brutal tenderness" + +P.65 and 6: "anyrate"(2) to more frequent "any rate" (11) + +P.292: "got o st" to "got lost" + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Bijou, by Gyp + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BIJOU *** + +***** This file should be named 36199.txt or 36199.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/6/1/9/36199/ + +Produced by Fritz Ohrenschall, JoAnn Greenwood and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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