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diff --git a/35769-8.txt b/35769-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..03da46a --- /dev/null +++ b/35769-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4460 @@ +Project Gutenberg's Dilemmas of Pride, (VOL 1 OF 3), by Margracia Loudon + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Dilemmas of Pride, (VOL 1 OF 3) + +Author: Margracia Loudon + +Release Date: April 4, 2011 [EBook #35769] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DILEMMAS OF PRIDE, (VOL 1 OF 3) *** + + + + +Produced by Heather Clark and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive) + + + + + + + + + + DILEMMAS OF PRIDE. + + BY THE AUTHOR OF FIRST LOVE. + + IN THREE VOLUMES. + + VOL. I. + + + LONDON: + + BULL AND CHURTON, HOLLES STREET. + + 1833. + + + + + DILEMMAS OF PRIDE. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +The immense extent and beautiful irregularity of the grounds, the +unfathomable depth of the woods, the picturesque ramifications of some +of the most conspicuously situated of the very old trees, the hour, for +it was almost midnight, the numerous bonfires scattered in all +directions, the innumerable tenantry gathered round them, the crowd of +moving forms extending as far as the eye could penetrate into the +darkness; and, quite in the fore-ground, the figure of a blind old man +who had been born in the family, and grown grey in its service, playing, +with the most extravagant demonstrations of delight, on a rude harp, +that instrument so surrounded with poetic associations; seated too +beneath a spreading cedar, the trunk and undermost branches of which, +together with his countenance and white hair, were strongly illuminated +by an adjacent heap of blazing pine,--all gave to Arden Park a demesne +of such unlimited magnificence, that it formed in itself a sort of +sylvan empire, a powerful resemblance, at the moment of which we speak, +to what our imaginations are prone to figure of the feasts of _Shells_, +as described by that poet of ancient bards and burning oaks, the +venerable Ossian. + +On an abrupt and rocky eminence, at some distance, but still within the +park, stood the picturesque remains of Arden Castle, once the residence +of the ancestors of the family. Its round towers of different +dimensions, some still perfect, its perpendicular site, the trees and +turn of the river at its base, were all rendered conspicuous by the +clear light of the moon now about to set behind the ruins. + +In all the ancient deeds the landed property derived its designation +from this castle, and it was still customary for the heir to take formal +possession of the roofless walls, ere he was considered true Lord of the +Manor; a ceremony which had in the course of the day just passed, been +duly performed. + +A little removed from the old castle, emerging from the trees, appeared +the square turret of another ruin, called the Grey Friary, once the +residence of monks, to whom at that time a portion of the lands +appertained, while along the verge of the horizon, the spires of several +churches were just visible, breaking the dark line formed by seemingly +interminable woods. + +The modern house, a magnificent structure, standing on a commanding +eminence, the approach to which was gradual in the midst of a park and +woodlands comprising above thirty thousand acres, now poured from every +door and window streams of cheerful light. + +Figures were discernible within, some moving in the merry dance, others +thronging to and from halls dedicated to hospitable cheer. + +We have already said it was near midnight: the day had been spent in +festivities, held to celebrate the coming of age of Sir Willoughby +Arden, now (his father having been sometime dead,) the head of the +ancient family to whom the property belonged. + +The rejoicings, not only those going forward beneath the sheltering roof +of the mansion but those also out of doors, were kept up thus late in +compliment to Alfred Arden, the twin brother of the heir. The elder twin +had been born about nine in the evening, the younger not till after +twelve at night. To unite, therefore, the two distinct birth-days in the +one festival, and thus preserve unsevered the more than brotherly tie, +it had been resolved that no guest, of whatever denomination, should +depart till the hour of midnight had been ushered in with every possible +demonstration of joy. + +The county-town, though not above a quarter of a mile removed, was quite +planted out: the spires already noticed, and which were highly +ornamental to the landscape, being all pertaining of city scenery, which +was visible over the tops of the trees. + +The clocks of some of the churches now began to strike. A spell at the +instant seemed to fall upon all: the music ceased, the voices of +revelry were hushed, and that peculiar stillness prevailed which seemed +to indicate that every individual in the crowd was occupied in counting +the solemn chimes. The nearest and loudest bell took the lead, and was +quite distinct from the rest, while the others followed, like answering +echoes, in the distance. A second after the number twelve was completed, +one universal shout rent the air! The health of Alfred Arden was drank +within the mansion, and arms might be seen waving above the heads of the +guests: after which, Sir Willoughby, leading his brother forward, issued +from the open door, and stood on the centre of the steps. + +Servants held up lighted flambeaux on either side, and the old butler, +with hair as white as the harper's, presented a goblet of wine. Sir +Willoughby announced his brother with enthusiasm, and then drank to the +health of Alfred Arden. A simultaneous movement among the groups around +the bonfires indicated that they were following his good example, and +the next moment three times three resounded from the crowd. + +In about an hour after this all was still, save the solitary voice of a +distant waterfall. Every light was quenched, and dying embers, which +from time to time as they fell together flashed for an instant, were all +that remained of the scattered bonfires. The merry crowd had sought +their respective homes, and the inhabitants of the mansion had retired +to rest, with the exception of Lady Arden, who sat at an open window, +taking leave as it were of familiar scenes which, when the light of +morning next dawned upon them, would no longer be her home. + +In marrying the late Sir Alfred, the then head of the family, in +obedience to the wishes of her parents, she had sacrificed an early +attachment to his youngest brother. + +Sir Alfred had, however, proved a very polite husband, and she had for +years been the mistress, nay, the very princess of a princely mansion, a +splendid establishment, and a magnificent demesne; she had possessed +every luxury that art and wealth could procure, and at the same time had +been surrounded by all the beauties of nature on the most extensive +scale. + +All had now passed away! It was to her son, 'tis true, and he was +dutiful and affectionate, and would always, she had no doubt, make her +welcome, but of course as a visitor; and whenever her son should marry +(which she certainly wished him to do), a stranger would be mistress of +all; and to the courtesy of that stranger she must owe permission to +cross the threshold of her long accustomed home. + +She did not mean absolutely to murmur; but there was something pensive, +at least, if not melancholy in such thoughts. + +While her son was a minor, Arden Park had still been hers, at least the +right of living there; but to-morrow she was to set out for town; she +was to take her daughters from under the shelter of their father's roof, +to become wanderers as it were, on the world's wide wilderness. She +would have a house in town, 'tis true: a short season of each year would +be spent there, and the remainder in temporary and probably agreeable +homes in the various watering-places. But she felt a painful +consciousness, that, of the adventitious rank which the mere +_prejudices_ of society bestow, herself and daughters would now lose +many steps; and that the latter must, whenever she should die, if they +were not married, lose many more; nay, be probably reduced, at last, by +the insufficiency of their portions as younger children, to the state of +poor aunt Dorothea, whom she had herself often held up to them as a +warning of the miseries attendant on remaining single. + +Aunt Dorothea's afflictions were not always of the tragic order, and the +remembrance of some of them called up, at the moment, despite her solemn +reflections, a faint smile on the countenance of Lady Arden; followed, +however, by a sigh, for the subject now came home to her feelings in a +manner it had never done before. + +So absorbing had been her reflections, that she had not noticed the +gathering clouds which had gradually extinguished every star, and +darkened the heavens, till all on which she still looked out had become +one black and formless mass. At the instant, a vivid flash of lightning +gave to her view, with the most minute distinctness of outline, not only +the grand features of the landscape generally, but, prominent above all, +the ruins of the castle, the rocky eminence on which they stood, the +river at its foot, and the trees that surrounded its base. Thunder and +violent rain followed, and the wind rose to a hurricane. There existed a +superstitious belief among the country people that a tremendous tempest +always preceded or accompanied any event fatal to a member of the Arden +family. A remembrance of this crossed the mind of Lady Arden at the +moment, but was of course rejected as silly to a degree. Besides, she +added mentally, if an idea so absurd required refutation, the present +occasion being one of rejoicing, would be quite sufficient to satisfy +any reasonable mind. She retired to rest, however, with saddened +feelings, while the castle, crowning its rocky site, as already +described, floated before her eyes, even after their lids were closed; +and when she slept, the vision still blended with her dreams, as did the +forms of the Baron and his two sons, described in the legend of the +castle, and all strangely mixed up with the festivities of the previous +day, and the forms of her own happy blooming family. + +The legend alluded to, and which had given rise to the superstition we +have mentioned, ran thus. + +Some centuries ago, the Baron had two sons, who, when boys, had climbed, +one day, during a fearful thunder storm to the topmost turret of the +castle, which was at the time enveloped in clouds. + +When, however, the storm was over, their bodies were found, locked in +each other's arms, laying in the river at the foot of the rock on which +the castle stands. The old Baron died of grief, and the property went to +a distant relative, who, it was vaguely hinted, had followed the youths +unseen, and while they stood gazing at the storm, had treacherously +drawn the coping-stone from beneath their feet; others maintained the +only grounds for this foul suspicion to be, that the said stone was +certainly found on the inner side the parapet, while the bodies of the +youths lay below. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +When Lady Arden arose in the morning all was calm and sunshine. + +The storm of the night might have seemed a dream but for the still +visible traces of its ravages. The river was greatly swollen, and +several of the largest and finest of a range of magnificent old trees +which had grown on the brow of a sloping bank, forming a beautiful +feature in the landscape, now lay on the ground, literally uprooted by +the violence of the tempest. Their fate, however, was soon forgotten in +that of two young oaks, which had been planted beside each other on the +lawn, on the joint birth-day of her two sons. The lightning had +shattered both: Lady Arden viewed them for the moment with a shuddering +sensation of superstitious dread, the influence of which it required all +her good sense to resist. + +Geoffery Arden, the only nephew of the late Sir Alfred, was standing on +the grass, with his arms folded, and looking rather askance than +directly at the remains of the blasted trees, while his eye-brows were +drawn up contemptuously, and a somewhat scornful smile curled his lip, +as he marked blind Lewin the Harper, his countenance full of woe, +feeling, with visibly trembling hands, each shattered branch of the +uprooted oaks, while the large tears were falling from his sightless +eyes. + +The brothers Willoughby and Alfred, and their three sisters, all +seemingly attracted by the same object, issued one by one, from the +open glass door of the breakfast room, and gathered round the spot; each +looked playfully dismal for a moment, and the next uttered some laughing +remark. They were soon joined by their mother; and the group would have +formed a striking family picture. Lady Arden was still a very fine +woman: from her mild temper the sweetness of her countenance was yet +unimpaired, while the expression of maternal tenderness,--and this from +the late tenor of her thoughts was unconsciously mingled with something +of solicitude,--with which she viewed her children, her sons now +especially, and Alfred in particular, her favourite son, gave additional +interest to her appearance. + +Alfred's sparkling eye and blooming cheek did not, however, seem to +justify much anxiety on his account; his brother too, though he had +always been more delicate, seemed at present in excellent health and +spirits, while the three sisters were young, handsome, and happy +looking. Geoffery Arden still stood apart, as though there were but +little fellowship of feeling between him and the rest of the group. + +He was a lad of eighteen or nineteen before the marriage of his uncle, +the late Sir Alfred; and from a child had been in the habit of hearing +his father and mother, and such of their particular friends as sought to +flatter their secret wishes, speculate on the possibility of his uncle's +never marrying, and his being consequently heir to the Arden estates, +which were strictly entailed in the male line. Nay, his very nursemaid's +usual threat was, that if he cried when his face was being washed, he +should never be Sir Geoffery. At school, all the boys at play hours had +somehow or other acquired the habit of calling him Sir Geoffery; and at +college his companions, particularly those who wished to flatter him +into idle extravagance, constantly joked and complimented him about his +great _expectations_. Thus had those expectations, unjustly founded as +they were, grown with his growth and strengthened with his strength; +till, when his uncle did marry, he could scarcely help thinking himself +an injured, robbed, and very ill-treated person. Hope however revived a +little, on the first three children chancing to be daughters, and his +mother began again to say, he might have the Arden estates +yet:--stranger things had happened. "And you might marry one of the +girls, you know, Geoffery," she would continue,--"it would be some +compensation to poor Sir Alfred for having no son." + +"Indeed I should do no such thing," he would reply. "I should just +please myself. It's not to oblige me, I suppose, that my uncle has no +son." + +The birth of the twin brothers, immediately after this, put an end to +all further speculations on the subject; except, indeed, that Mrs. Arden +could not help observing that, "after all, the lives of two weakly +infants, as twins of course must be, with the measles, hooping-cough, +and all other infantile diseases before them, were not worth much." + +Geoffery became sulky under his disappointment, and said very little; +but silently he hated the twins for having been born. Of what use were +they, he thought; for what purpose had they been brought into the world, +except indeed to ruin his prospects. + +Had they never been born, they would not have wanted the property, and +he might have enjoyed it. Now he must go and drudge at a profession, +the very idea of which, after his imagination had been so long dazzled +by false hopes, he absolutely loathed. + +He had been educated for the Bar, but had neglected his studies. He had +been dissipated without gaiety of heart, and a gambler from avarice. His +hopes had made him proud, while his fears had made him gloomy. In short, +he had contrived to extract the evil from every thing, while he had +avoided all that was good. As to his legal studies, he had never read +any portion with interest or attention but the law of male entail. + +He was a bachelor, and likely to remain such: for he could not afford to +marry, unless he obtained a much larger fortune than he was entitled to +expect. + +There was nothing he could exactly dare to do to injure his cousins; +but he hated them both, and kept an evil eye upon them. As for his +female cousins, he did not take the trouble of actively hating them, he +merely despised them as beings shut out from all possibility of +inheriting the property. Beautiful and high born as they were, he would +not have accepted the hand of any one of them had it been offered to +him. + +Sir Willoughby was goodnaturedly weak, and very vain;--his was a vanity +however which, when it happened to be gratified, made him extremely +happy, by keeping him in the highest good humour with himself. From him +Geoffery won large sums at billiards, by flattering him on his play, +'till he induced him to give him, habitually, such odds as amounted, in +point of fact, to giving him the game, or, in other words, the sum +staked upon it. + +Lady Arden often endeavoured to dissuade her son from acquiring so bad a +habit as that of gambling, but in vain; for Willoughby, like all weak +men, was obstinate to excess: he had besides a marvellous respect for +the salique law, and that jealousy of being guided, which unhappily +always forms a leading feature in the characters of those who stand most +in need of guidance. Yet he was fondly attached to his mother; his +greatest delight was to devise something for her pleasure or her +accommodation; he was always ready to make her munificent presents; in +short, he would do any thing to oblige her, with the exception of +following her suggestions. + +Not that he always ungraciously refused requests that contained in them +nothing prohibitory; he had no particular objection sometimes to do a +thing he was asked to do; but a thing he was asked not to do, he was +always sure to do! And if it happened to be a thing which Geoffery +Arden wished should be done, he could always decide the point, by +artfully complimenting his cousin on the _firmness_ of his character. + +Of Alfred, Geoffery could make nothing. He was frank, kind, and +open-hearted; yet clear-seeing and decided. With him his mother's +slightest wish but guessed at was a law: his sisters, too, could always +coax him out of any plan of pleasure of his own, and get him to go with +them. Not so those for whom he had no particular affection; he had never +yet been known, in any one instance, to sacrifice his opinion of what +was right, respectable, or amiable, to the persuasions of idle +companions; so that he was already respected as well as regarded by +thinking and discerning men much older than himself; some of them too, +men who had bought their experience dearly enough and who were surprised +into involuntary admiration of so young a person, who seemed to have his +intuitively. + +His brother loved him in the most enthusiastic manner; more than he did +his mother, or any one else in the world; yet, strange to say, such was +Willoughby's dread of being governed, that even the brother whom he +loved so much, had not the slightest influence over him; nay, Alfred was +afraid to use persuasion of any kind, lest it should have a contrary +effect; and yet, if he ever let it appear that he was in the slightest +degree hurt or offended by this unmeaning and dogged obstinacy on the +part of his brother, Willoughby's despair would sometimes, though but +for a moment or two, manifest itself in a way perfectly terrifying; he +would rush towards a window, or a river side, and threaten to fling +himself out or in; so that Alfred, though he knew himself to be his +brother's sole confidant, and the first object of his affections, was +obliged, with great pain of course, to see him led away by designing +people, especially his cousin Geoffery, into many practices far from +prudent, yet not interfere; and even be thankful, when by refraining +from so doing, he could avoid the recurrence of the distressing scenes +alluded to. Willoughby had received a blow on the head when a child, +which had not then exhibited any serious consequences; whether this +circumstance had any connection with the occasional strangeness of his +temper or not, it was impossible to say, but Alfred sometimes secretly +feared it had. It was a thought, however, which he did not communicate +even to his mother. Such was the family, which on the morning we have +described, quitted Arden Park for London. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +While the Arden family are on their way to town, we shall take a peep at +the High-street in Cheltenham. Strings of carriages were driving +backward and forward, from turnpike to turnpike, while the open +barouches, filled with bonnets of every colour in the rainbow, flaunting +and waving to and fro, looked like so many moving beds of full blown +tulips. Foot-passengers too of all classes thronged the flag-ways. + +Among these was distinguishable a tall, large, and still handsome woman, +apparently upwards of fifty. There was something aristocratic about +both her countenance and carriage, although she was closely followed by +a trollopy looking maid-servant, who carried a bandbox under each arm, a +dressing-box in one hand, and a work-box in the other. + +Mistress and maid entered the private door or _genteel_ separate +ingress, appropriated to lodgers, of a music-shop; and having the door +at the further end of the passage opened, for the purpose of throwing +light on the subject, stumbled up a still dark and very narrow +staircase, at the top of which they turned abruptly into a small sunny +drawing-room, furnished with chintz hangings, lined and draperied with +faded pink calico. The carpet was a stamped cloth, of a showy pattern. +It was a recent purchase, and therefore not yet faded; so that it +secured to these lodgings, as being _superiorly_ furnished, a great +preference over their competitors. In the centre of the room stood a +table covered with a very dingy green baize, and round the walls were +ranged some half dozen small mock rosewood chairs, accommodated with +little square inclined planes, covered with pink calico, and called +cushions. Either for want of strings at the back, or in consequence of +such strings being out of repair, these said inclined planes, whenever +you attempted to help yourself or any one else to a chair, flew off, +either into the middle of the floor, or if it was the fire you had +wished to approach, perchance under the grate. Over the mantelpiece was +placed what the landlady considered _a very handsome_ chimney-glass, a +_foot and half_ high, and about three wide; its gilt frame carefully +covered with transparent yellow gauze. On the mantelpiece stood two +bronze chimney lights, with cutglass drops, only it must be confessed +there were but three of the drops remaining on one, and the other wanted +two. The woman of the house, however, had promised faithfully to find +the rest of the drops, and so restore to these embellishers of her +establishment the whole of their pendant honours. + +"I wouldn't give much for their promises," answered Sarah, the maid, +when, in reply to a comment of hers on the subject, she was told so by +Mrs. Dorothea Arden, her mistress. + +"And here's no sofa, ma'am," she continued; "how are you to be sitting, +the length of an evening, stuck upright on one of these here _ricketty_ +bits of chairs, I'd be glad to know." + +"Why, it will not be very comfortable, to be sure," answered Mrs. +Dorothea, "so long as it lasts; but she has promised faithfully, that as +soon as the sick lady goes away, which will be in about a week, she will +let me have the sofa out of the next drawing-room." + +"A bird in the hand's worth two in the bush!" replied Sarah. "I dare say +if the truth was known, they're not worth a sofa; or, if they are, +they'll keep it in the next room, when it is vacant, to be a decoy-duck +to another lodger. They're not going to let you have it, I promise you, +now that they have got you fast for a month certain." + +"Well, if they don't, I can't help it," said Mrs. Dorothea; "one can't +have every thing you know; and the new carpet certainly gives the room a +very respectable appearance. And then there is a chiffonier; that's a +great comfort to put one's groceries in; or a few biskets; or a bottle +of wine, if one should be obliged to open one. The doors, to be sure, +are lined with blue and they should have been pink." + +"And here's no key," said Sarah, examining the chiffonier; "and I +declare if the lock _ante_ broke." + +"That is provoking," said Mrs. Dorothea, "she must get me a lock." + +Sarah was now dispatched with her bandboxes, and ordered to hurry the +dinner and unpack the things. + +In about half an hour, Aunt Dorothea becoming hungry and impatient, rang +her bell. Sarah reappeared, with a countenance of the utmost discontent, +declaring she was never in such a place in her life; that there was no +getting any thing done, and that as to unpacking, there was no use in +attempting it, in a place where they should never be able to stop. When +the dinner was asked for, she replied, that she believed it had been +done some time, but that she supposed there was no one to bring it up, +for all they had engaged to do the waiting. "But there's sixteen of +themselves, shop boys and all; and they _gets_ their own tea the while +your dinner's a cooking it seems." + +When the dinner did come up, it was cold, and consisted of mutton-chops, +which had evidently been upset into the ashes. Poor Aunt Dorothea +consequently made but a slender repast. + +The next day, while engaged in the labours of the toilet, she thus +addressed Sarah; for people who live quite alone, are too apt to get +into a way of gossiping with their servants. + +"It's a very long time since the Salters have called; is it not, +Sarah?" + +"A very long time indeed ma'am," replied the abigail, "they was a saying +to their own maid the other day (they don't know I suppose as she is a +friend of mine), for they was a saying, as I said, that they didn't +think as they should call any more; for that nobody never knew where to +find you, as you was always a changing your lodgings; and that as to +your having a sister that was a lady, they didn't believe a word of it; +for though you was always a talking of Lady Arden coming, she never +come." + +"What impertinence! Well, Lady Arden will be here this season to a +certainty. She is to come direct from London; and I'll take care they +shall not be introduced to her. Was there ever such ingratitude! People +that had not a creature to speak to, till I introduced them to every one +they know. I even made so particular a request of my friends that they +would call on them, that I quite laid myself under obligations to +people. They could find out my lodgings fast enough, when they were +coming to my little sociable parties five nights out of the seven; +declaring they did not know what was to become of them, were it not for +my kindness; and that the more they saw how differently others behaved +to them, the more were they obliged to me; and then making such a vulgar +noise about the number of invitations they were in my debt and their +grief at not having it in their power as yet to make any return." + +"Then I can tell you ma'am," said Sarah, "they are to have a grand party +this very night at the rooms, and never had the manners to ask you." + +"I know their cards have been out for some time. And who are they to +have, did you hear?" + +"Oh, titles without end, they say; and generals and baronets, and all +sorts of fine people. Mrs. Johnson _sais_, as the young ladies should +say, they were determined as their party should _exist_ entirely of +_excuses_." + +"Exclusives you mean, I suppose; but did you hear any of the names?" + +"Why yes ma'am; they are to have Sir Matthias and Lady Whaleworthy." + +"Sir Matthias indeed!" repeated Mrs. Dorothea, "an alderman +cheesemonger, knighted only the other day; and as for his poor +goodnatured, vulgar wife, she has been fattened on whey, I suppose, till +no reasonable door can admit her." + +"Well to be sure!" exclaimed the abigail, "and then they are to have Sir +Henry and Lady Shawbridge." + +"Sir Henry, poor man," said Mrs. Dorothea, "was only knighted by +mistake. I don't know what he was himself, but they say he had just +married his cook-maid; and her ladyship certainly has all the +fiery-faced fierceness of that order about her." + +"A cook-maid, ma'am! why I am a step above that myself. And let me see, +who else--oh, there's to be Lady Flamborough." + +"She is a woman of rank certainly, or rather the widow of a man of rank; +for she is of very low birth herself; and what is much worse, she is a +woman of bad character, which of course prevents her being visited, so +that she is glad to go any where. And who else pray?" + +"Sir William Orm, that Mrs. Johnson _sais_ is such a fine gentleman." + +"Sir William Orm," repeated Mrs. Dorothea, "he is a known black-leg; a +man shut out from all good society; he may do very well for the Salters, +however, if he can endure their vulgarity." + +"There is another title," said Sarah, "let me see--Sir--Sir--Sir Francis +Beerton, or Brierton, I think." + +"Poor little man," said Mrs. Dorothea, "there is no particular harm in +him; but his wife is so sanctified, that she will neither go any where, +nor see any one at home; so that he is glad of any thing for variety. +Strange notions some people have of duty! in my opinion, if a woman will +not make a man's home comfortable and agreeable to him, she becomes +accountable for all the sins he may commit abroad, although she should +be praying for his conversion the whole time. Well, who comes next on +your list?" + +"I don't think as I remember any more, excepting General Powel." + +"He, poor old man, is mere lumber; neither useful nor ornamental, nobody +will be troubled with him who can get anybody else to fill up their +rooms; so that I should suppose he is not incumbered with many +invitations." + +"Well who would a thought of their being such a _despisable_ set; and so +many titles among them too; why to have heard Mrs. Johnson talk o' them, +you'd supposed they had been so many kings and queens." + +"It was a set I should not have joined certainly; but quite good enough +for the Salters, whom I should never have visited, had the friend who +wrote to me about them been sufficiently explicit as to who and what +they were. The daughters, I suppose, would be excessively indignant if +they thought it was known that their father had made his fortune +somewhere in Devonshire, by a contract for supplying the navy with +beef." + +"Supplying beef, ma'am! Why isn't that all as one as being a butcher?" + +"Not unlike it, certainly," replied Mrs. Dorothea. + +"Well, who would have thought, and they so proud: but it's always them +there upstartish sort that's the impudentst and most unbearable." + +"It is in general the way those sort of people betray themselves. If +they behaved in a modest unpretending manner, very possible no questions +might be asked. After their ingratitude and impertinence to me, I for +one shall make no secret of the circumstance. And the very young men +that eat Mr. Salter's roast beef now, washed down too with his champaign +and his claret, will not be the less ready to jeer at the time he sold +the same commodity raw. When my sister, Lady Arden, comes, and her three +beautiful daughters, they will of course have all the young men in +Cheltenham about them; so that I shall be acquainted with them all; and +I shall take care they shall not be in the dark about the Misses Salter, +who shall find that I am not to be insulted with impunity." + +"And I shall have some fun with our butcher about it," said Sarah; "I +shall tell him to be particular what sort of meat he sends to such a +good judge as Mr. Salter. Perhaps you could spare me for a couple of +hours this evening, ma'am?" she added, when her mistress was attired. + +"What for, Sarah? you are always asking leave to go out. I must say you +are very idly inclined. How are my summer things ever to be ready at +this rate. This mulberry silk has been looking quite out of season, ever +since the sunny weather came in." + +"I am sure, ma'am, there is not a young person in Cheltenham sits as +close to their needle as what I do; but this evening Mrs. Johnson has, +of course, the privilege of the music-gallery, and she has offered me a +place. I thought you might like, perhaps, to hear how the party went +off?" + +"Oh, certainly I should!" replied Mrs. Dorothea. "Well, Sarah, you may +go, and mind you have all your eyes about you, and bring me a full +account of every thing. And notice if there is any body there that I +know--and how the people are dressed--and how often the refreshment +trays come in--and whether they attempt a supper--and who begins the +dancing. The Miss Salters will get partners for once in their lives, I +suppose! And I dare say they will contrive to have a tolerably full +room; for I hear they have been getting all their acquaintance to give +away cards, right and left; Lady Matthias alone boasts that she has +disposed of three dozen." + +Sarah promised strict compliance with all the directions she had +received, and disappeared in great haste, to pin new bows in her bonnet, +and slip stiffeners into the large sleeves of her best silk dress; +determining to complete her costume for the occasion, by lending herself +her mistress's pea-green china crape shawl and black lace veil. + +Mrs. Dorothea Arden, as soon as she was alone, sighed unconsciously; for +visions of her early days presented themselves suddenly and unbidden, +forming a violent contrast with the whole class of petty and degrading +thoughts and interests, to which circumstances had gradually habituated, +at least, if not reconciled her. + +Ere she had quitted the pedestal of her youthful pride, beneath the +shelter of her father's roof, with what appalling horror would she have +thought of the chance-collected mob, about whose movements she was now +capable of feeling an idle curiosity. + +Vague recollections, too, passed with the quickness of a momentary +glance, through her mind, of eligible establishments rejected with +scorn, of comfort and respectability cast away, for dreams of ambition +it had never been her fate to realize. + +She paused, and some seconds were given to a remembrance apart from +every other, which, though now but faintly seen amid the haze of +distance, still seemed a little illumined speck, on which a sun-beam, +piercing some aperture in a cloudy sky had chanced to fall. + +But it was too late, quite too late for such thoughts, so she went out +to pay some morning visits, to send in a veal cutlet for her dinner, and +find out, more particularly, who were to be at the Salter's party. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +Mr. Salter and his two daughters, the former equipped in a new wig, the +latter in two new dresses, expressly for the occasion, were parading up +and down the yet vacant public ballroom. + +The lights were burning, the waiters in attendance, and the orchestra +playing; while, peeping over the shoulder of the double bass, appeared a +particularly smart bonnet, decorated with numerous bows of quite new +ribbon, and further graced by a very handsome black lace veil. + +"What can all the people be thinking of?" said Mr. Salter at last; "I +have a mind to order the lights to be put out, and go away home to my +bed. It would be just a proper punishment for them all. And pray," he +added, looking at his daughters' dresses, "what are these gig-meries to +cost?" At this crisis resounded the welcome sounds, "Sir Matthias and +Lady Whaleworthy:" with quickened steps and delighted countenances, our +trio hastened towards the bottom of the room, to receive their guests, +now, as by magic, flowing in altogether. + +Introductions were endless; every leading bird was followed by a flock, +which neither host nor hostess had ever seen before; while, from time to +time, the promised titles, those stars which were to give brilliancy to +the night, made their appearance, sprinkling the common herd with +consequence. Lady Flamborough! Sir William Orm! Sir Henry and Lady +Shawbridge! Next appeared poor old General Powel and half blind Sir +Francis Brierton, poking his little sharp nose into everybody's face, +and smirking his recognition, when by so doing he had discovered who +they were; and though last not least, Sir James Lindsey; least in +consequence we mean, for he was a very little, very ugly man, the +express image of the knave of spades. He was, however, a vastly +important personage, a bachelor baronet, with fifteen thousand a-year, +and a man of good family too, so that there was no objection whatever to +him, except that he was a fool, and that when he danced he so capered +and kicked up behind, and rounded his elbows, and, in short, made +himself so completely the butt and laughing-stock of the whole room, it +was with difficulty that even his fifteen thousand per annum could +procure him a partner. + +We rather suspect, however, that there were ladies who, though they +shrank from sharing with Sir James the unprofitable ridicule of the +hour, would have had no objection to share with him for life his fifteen +thousand a-year, for, in that case, they could afford to be laughed at. + +Sir James had a brother, a very fine young man, remarkably handsome and +equally clever; perhaps a little too hot-headed, but warm-hearted +withal; an enthusiast in beauty, painting, music, scenery, every thing +in short at which a glowing imagination takes fire; the very material +for a frantic lover, yet condemned by his circumstances, either to lead +a single life, or possibly at least contract a marriage with the purse +of some old rich widow, fitter to be his mother than his wife. For Henry +Lindsey was one of the many living sacrifices hourly immolated on the +altars of _pride_, and how many a holocaust has been offered up upon +those altars! + +How often have we heard persons, who could argue rationally enough on +other subjects, gravely assert, in reply to every argument which good +feeling or justice could urge, "A family must have a head." + +In this particular instance the head, or _pride_ of the family, had +proved its disgrace, yet standing laws and previously made settlements +could not be altered. Fifteen thousand per annum, therefore, must be +melted down, to make a golden image of poor little silly Sir James, +while Henry, with the pittance which as a younger child was his portion, +was obliged to purchase the privilege of being shot at; for the younger +brother of an old baronet _could not disgrace his family_ by doing any +thing likely to provide _comfortably for himself_. + +Thus do the _prejudices_ of society seem to have been invented for the +express purpose of hunting down and crushing those whom its laws have +robbed and oppressed. + +Children of the same parents must be defrauded of the birthright, by +natural justice theirs, to heap all on one brother! And for what +purpose? That he may keep alive, by being its living representative, +that _pride_, that _curse_, which forbids to those so defrauded, the use +of honest means for earning honest bread! + +If, instead of this, all property which had been a father's, were, at +his death, equally divided among his offspring, without revolution or +confiscation, extravagant disparity of station would gradually +disappear, and with it _pride_, that destroys the happiness, with its +whole array of _prejudices_, waging eternal warfare against rational +contentment. + +How many are there who might still, even as the world now is, dwell +within a very garden of Eden, of peaceful and natural delights, and yet +who virtually turn themselves out of the same; and, at the mere mandate +of some _prejudice_ of society--some _by-law_ of _pride_, become +wanderers through the thistle-grown wildernesses of discontent, or weary +pilgrims amid the thorny paths of petty mortification. + +But to return to our ball: by this time so fair a proportion of the +company had arrived, that it was thought advisable to commence dancing. +For this purpose Mr. Salter, with a feeling of exultation which made him +forget, for the time, what the whole entertainment was likely to cost, +led Lady Flamborough to the head of the room. Her ladyship had evidently +been pretty in her youth; but though the remains of a fine woman may +sometimes be viewed with a blending of admiration with our veneration, +mere prettiness seldom grows old gracefully. In Lady Flamborough's case +it certainly did not. Her once nicely rounded little figure had now +outgrown all bounds, not excepting those of the drapery which ought to +have concealed its exuberance. Her once infantine features were now +nearly lost in the midst of a countenance disproportionally increased in +its general dimensions; while in manner she still played off numberless +once becoming, but now disgusting, airs of artless innocence; +languishing, lisping, and rolling her eyes; and childishly twisting her +fingers through the ringlets of her hair, while looking up in her +partner's face, and saying silly things. + +Had it been possible to have checked coquetry in Lady Flamborough, the +sight of the senseless bloated countenance on which she was thus casting +away those interesting appeals of her visual orbs, one would have +thought might have done so. + +Mr. Salter's head was in shape something like a sugar loaf: the region +denominated fore-head, and appropriated by phrenologists to the +intellectual faculties, being so confined, that it nearly came to a +point, while the descent widened as it approached the organs of +gustativeness, and all that called itself face, concluded without any +distinct line of demarcation, in a jole, much resembling that of a +cod-fish. + +The eyes were colourless, and owed all the brilliancy they possessed to +an inflammation of the lids, which never forsook them. The efforts of +their owner, on the present occasion, to give them a languishing roll, +that should correspond with that of her ladyship's, was truly ludicrous. +As to his mouth, it bisected his countenance from ear to ear, which +rendered his endeavours to spread it wider by that bland movement +designated a smile, nearly abortive. + +A few additional lines of circular or spherical trigonometry were +conspicuously marked upon cheeks that yielded in carnation hue to nought +save the nose; while this rallying point of the vital powers, like +certain well-known altars of the ancients, never allowed the flame to +go out. + +Mr. Salter was exceedingly proud of his legs, (not that he had seen them +himself for the last ten years), and though short for his body, which +by-the-by had precisely the appearance of a Brobdingnag melon on +castors, the legs themselves, when you were distant enough to have a +view of them beneath the inflated balloon that otherwise concealed them, +were certainly formed according to the rules of beauty; that is to say, +they had very large calves, and very small ankles. + +We suppose it must have been the combined effect of the personal charms +and the elevated rank of his partner, which raised Mr. Salter's spirits +to so inconvenient a degree, as to produce in his mind a most frisky +longing to behold, once more, this long remembered attraction of his +own--his said handsome legs. Accordingly, while setting to the lady, he +made several kicks out in front, with accompanying jerks forward of the +head, in the vain hope of catching a glimpse; but, alas, in one +unfortunate effort more strenuous than the rest, he lost his balance; +out flew his feet, and down he came on his back, so much to the +amusement of the whole room that no one for a time had the presence of +mind to pick him up: while there he lay, sprawling and puffing, his own +endeavours to rise being quite as fruitless as those of a beetle usually +are, when placed in the same reversed position by a mischievous +school-boy. Neither was the evening by any means one of unmixed delight +to the Misses Salter. It was but too evident that even on the present +occasion, when, if ever compliment was due to them, that the gentlemen +evinced any thing but impatience to secure the felicity of being their +partners. On the contrary, it was generally when a quadrille was nearly +made up, and the last added couple were in great distress for a +_vis-à-vis_, that some one who had previously made up his mind not to +dance, was pressed into the service, and given a hint that one of the +Miss Salters was sitting down. + +Even Sir James, though he did dance a set with each sister, did not do +so till he had been shaken off by nearly every other woman in the room. + +The Scotch proverb says, "It's a lucky lass that's like her father." + +But we must confess, we never could discover that it was any advantage +to Miss Salter to be so strikingly like her father as she certainly +was. Miss Grace Salter was altogether of a different style; she was +under-sized, pitiably thin, and extremely dark, with an expression of +countenance as if she had just swallowed something unseasonably bitter, +and was making a face at its disagreeable flavour. The set with Sir +James could not much sooth the vanity of either sister, for no sooner +did he commence operations, than a ring was immediately formed for the +avowed purpose of laughing at him; while he, mistaking the general +attention he drew for admiration, seemed gratefully determined to spare +no pains to give the greatest possible satisfaction to his numerous +spectators. + +The Misses Salter had also another source of uneasiness this evening. At +all times their greatest earthly apprehension, next to that of not +getting husbands themselves, was, lest their father should marry, and +cut them out of a small sum, which not having been swallowed up in the +purchase of the estate for John, he had promised to divide between them +unless indeed he married again. His doing so seemed this evening more +probable than ever it had done before. The roll of his eye, while +looking at Lady Flamborough, had become quite ominous, while her +ladyship's air of condescension was truly alarming. + +"Now it would be too bad, would it not?" said Miss Salter to Miss Grace +Salter, as they were undressing, "if after all, this ball that we have +been so long teazing at my father to give, and that he thinks so much +about the expense of, should turn out to be our own ruin in the end." + +"Why, I am afraid, to be sure," replied her sister, "if he marries he +won't leave us the money, or else it would be a grand connection! +wouldn't it? We'd be sure to be visited by every body then." + +"That we should, no doubt," said Miss Salter, "but what of that, we +shouldn't have a shilling in the world, comparatively speaking, when my +father dies--and as for John--" + +"He wouldn't give us a shilling if we were starving!" observed Miss +Grace. + +By John, they meant their brother. And, by-the-by, one of the reasons, +in addition to their want of beauty, why these ladies were paid so +little attention to by the gentlemen, was, that it was well known, Mr. +Salter had a cub of a son, on whom he meant, in imitation of his +betters, to heap the earnings and savings of his life, for the purpose, +as he himself expressed it, of making a family: and, for that matter he +didn't see why a man mightn't be prouder of being the first of his name +to do so, than if he was come of a family ready made to his hand a +thousand years ago! for sure, they must all have had a beginning one +time or other. + +But as to being the first of his name to have a rise in the world, he +was not so clear of that neither: he had often heard talk of a Lord +Salter or Salisbury, or something beginning with an S; and he might +become a lord, one time or other, for any thing he knew to the contrary. + +But be that as it may, "he wasn't going to have his money, that he had +been a lifetime scraping together, squandered by idle fellows that were +nothing at all akin to him, but would just come and marry his daughters +to get hold of the cash." + +"But supposing, Sir, we shouldn't get married at all," said Miss Salter +one day. + +"Nothing more likely," replied her father. "As for Grace, she is +certainly as plain a girl as I'd desire to see any day. And I don't know +how it is, you're not very handsome neither, tho' you're thought so like +me." + +These observations of Mr. Salter's about being the first of his family +were, by the particular desire of his daughters, strictly confined to +his own fireside. There was no occasion, they argued, to make any such +confession in a place like Cheltenham, where nobody knew anything about +people, but what they choose to say of themselves. Accordingly, they +made family their constant theme; and inquired with the most +consequential airs about the connections of every one they heard named; +always winding up their harangue by observing, that of course it was +very natural for a man like their father, of such an ancient and highly +respectable family, to be very particular about who they visited, +particularly in those sorts of places where people of every description +congregated. + +"It's no harm, you know," said Miss Salter to her sister, "to have the +name of being particular, it makes people of consequence; at the same +time I'd have us get acquainted with every creature we can, and go +everywhere; there's no knowing where one might find one's luck." + +"Talking of luck," answered Grace, "I read in one of the new novels the +other day, that 'luck knocks once at every one's door;' I wish it would +knock once at mine, I know, and it shouldn't have to knock again." + +"And, by-the-by, was it quite prudent of us, on your plan, to cut Mrs. +Dorothea Arden as we have done?" + +"Oh, yes; what's the use of an old maid, she can have no sons, you know; +besides, we didn't cut her till Lady Whaleworthy, and Lady Flamborough, +and Lady Shawbridge, and all of them, had called; and then I thought we +could spare such old lumber as Mrs. Dorothea." + +"Why, to be sure, as you say, she can have no sons; indeed I never even +heard her speak of a brother or a nephew; and as to her expecting this +Lady Arden that she is always talking about, I am sure its nothing but a +boast." + +"Nothing more you may be certain! And then I was afraid my father would +have taken a fancy to her at last, for he was always saying, she was a +fine woman for her years." + +"She was very useful however at first," said Grace. + +"Oh yes she was, certainly," replied Miss Salter, "but now you know we +don't want her." + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +Lady Arden, leaning on her son Alfred, her eldest daughter on the other +side, her two younger following, had just entered the ballroom at +Almacks. + +The sisters, we have already said, were beautiful. They were all above +the middle height, and finely formed; remarkably fair, with brilliant +complexions, and very beautiful light brown hair. + +Jane, the eldest, had her mother's amiable, mild, regular features, and +soft, modest, hazel eyes. + +Louisa, the second, much resembled her sister in the form of her +features, except that her mouth was a very little larger, the lips +fuller, and of a more vivid red, and the smile more conscious. Her eyes +were of a grey colour, clear and sparkling; but in their expression +there was too much of triumph, while her very blush had something in it +of the same character; you felt, you knew not why, that it did not arise +altogether from timidity. + +Her beauty, however, was perfectly exquisite; there was a rich +luxuriance, a beaming lustre about her whole appearance, which seemed to +gain by contrast with others, whom, while viewed separately, you had +thought as handsome. It was like the undefinable distinction between +the brilliant and its best imitations, most clearly seen when subjected +to the ordeal of comparison. + +Madeline, the youngest, had a rounder face than her sisters, the +features not quite so fine, yet lovely in their own perfectly innocent +joyousness; while beautifying dimples accompanied her smiles, and fairy +cupids danced in her laughing eyes. + +The sisters always dressed alike: on the present occasion, they all wore +white lace over white satin; the lighter or outer drapery looped up on +one side with a bunch of white roses, mixed with lilies of the valley: +and a few of the same flowers in the hair on the contrary side. A set of +diamonds each, unusually costly for girls, but which, by a whim of their +maternal grandfather, they happened to possess, were their only +ornaments. + +Lady Arden had never, since her widowhood, returned to colours; her +invariable costume was black velvet; her diamonds, however, yielded in +magnificence to those of royalty only. So that, what with the faces +being quite new, and the appearance of the group altogether, not +forgetting the handsome Alfred, was such as to excite considerable +attention, even amid an assembly like the present, where youth, beauty, +fashion, and splendour, habitually congregate. + +Willoughby was too important a personage to form one of the family +picture. He was in the room, however, having just arrived in attendance +on a party with whom he had dined. + +A young lady of remarkable beauty was leaning on his arm. He addressed +her from time to time with great animation; while she appeared to listen +with the most languid indifference. Young Lord Nelthorpe, one of their +nearest neighbours at Arden, now approached our party. Jane had noticed +him for some time, and, on first doing so, had coloured deeply. They had +not met before since their arrival in town. He came up to our party, was +very polite, and even friendly, but not quite as cordial as might have +been expected. He conversed with Lady Arden for a little time. Music +commenced, he made a slight bow, and moving quickly towards a lady at a +little distance, led her to the quadrille. Jane had been so perfectly +certain that he intended to dance with her, that when the music began, +she had instinctively drawn her arm half way from within her mother's. +Her disappointment was bitter, and arose from a feeling much deeper than +the mere loss of a partner for the dance could have excited. + +From her earliest childhood she had been in the habit of hearing her own +family speak of Lord Nelthorpe as a very suitable match. As children +together, they had been quite little lovers. Public schools and colleges +had broken off this familiarity of intercourse. He had, however, since +arriving at the age of manhood, often paid her a good deal of attention +in the country, where he had nothing else to do; and in some of the +summer evening walks of the young people, a declaration had more than +once seemed to tremble on his lips; still nothing decided had passed; +and poor Jane's heart had been given away, some couple of years before +she had begun to doubt the sincerity of his attachment, or the certainty +of their future union. And why was Jane mistaken? Because, society being +artificially constituted, the language of nature cannot explain the +motives which govern its members; nor our own feelings, till we too +become sophisticated, teach us to calculate upon those of others. + +The attention of Alfred was just at this moment attracted by the +appearance of the younger of two ladies, who were standing at a little +distance. They were evidently, from their striking resemblance, mother +and daughter. The stature of both was rather above the middle height; +that of the elder, from its queen-like carriage, and its being a little +disposed to embonpoint, had a strikingly imposing and majestic effect; +while that of the younger, though perfectly formed and beautifully +rounded, was so delicate in its proportions, and so timid in its air, as +to require comparison to convince the eye that the actual elevation was +the same. The features of both were so regular, that it would be +impossible for the scrutiny of the nicest artist, to discover a defect; +but those of the elder were of a lustrous, conspicuous white, as though +chiseled in Parian marble; those of the younger of a stainless +transparency, as if modelled in the purest wax; the lips only of both +were of a lively red; those of the elder, perhaps, a little too thin, +but boasting the glossy scarlet of the coral; while those of the +younger, full and bewitching in their expression, were of the tender +tint of the rose's ambrosial centre. The hair, eye-brows, and eye-lashes +of both were absolute jet; but while the firm braiding of the elder +lady's tresses betrayed the usual defect of black hair--strength of +texture--the raven ringlets of the younger rivalled the flaxen locks of +childhood in their silken softness. The line of her eye-brow, too, was +the most delicately penciled, and her eye-lashes the longest, or they +seemed so, her eyes being cast down; while those of the elder lady were +raised and fully visible. They were dark, large, and brilliant; but the +supercilious vanity with which they moved slowly round, courting the +universal admiration they drew towards them, without once shrinking from +its glare, made it impossible for their lustre, splendid as it was, to +reach any heart. + +Alfred observed an elderly gentleman with whom he was acquainted join +the two ladies, and converse for a time with the air of an old intimate +of the elder. As soon as he quitted them Alfred joined him; and with as +much circumlocution, preparation, and management, as though he had in +view nothing less than the place of prime minister, demanded if he +could venture to introduce him to his fair friends, as a candidate for +the hand of the younger lady for the next quadrille. Nothing could be +easier: Lord Darlingford was intimate with the parties; accordingly, he +presented our hero to Lady Palliser and her daughter, Lady Caroline +Montague. + +The eyes of the latter were, at the moment of introduction, of necessity +lifted to Alfred's face. In colour, size, and liquid lustre they +resembled her mother's; but oh, how unlike were they in their mild, +beseeching expression; and in the tremulous movement of the lids; which, +as if weighed down by their sable veil of silken lashes, hastened again +to overshadow them. The transparent cheek too, at the same instant that +the eyes were raised, had been visited by a deep blush; gifting, though +but for a fleeting instant, this beautiful, this almost too unearthly +being with the warm glow of life. + +The effect on Alfred of the momentary vision was decisive of his fate. + +During the dance, to which this introduction led, the snatches of most +exquisite pleasure experienced by our hero were when, by directly +addressing his partner, he could again induce her to look up. On each +such occasion, the beseeching expression already described, excited, +despite the cooler suggestions of reason, a feeling as though the gentle +appeal were addressed to him in particular. What was there so entreated +that he would not have undertaken? The most difficult feats of ancient +chivalry, nay, the impossibilities of necromancy itself, would have +seemed tasks of easy performance in such a cause! His beautiful partner +said very little; yet, from her general demeanour, and the fluttering +frequency with which her changing colour came and went, it might be +inferred that her reserve was neither that of haughtiness, nor of cold +calculation, but rather an excess of almost painful timidity. This +reserve, however, did not affect her performance of the quadrille, which +was perfect; it was the harmony of motion realized. The absolute +accordance was such that it seemed to be the influence of the musical +sounds on the undulating air, which wafted the light form, "like the +thistle-down floating on the breeze," through each evolution of the +dance. Or when called upon to quit her original position in the +quadrille for a few seconds and again return to it, such was the quiet +grace with which she executed the task, that it seemed as though the +delicate vision, fading away like Scott's White Lady of the Mist, had +but ceased for a moment to be visible, and, in a moment more, again +became palpable to sight. + +From time to time she looked at Lady Palliser; not, however, as though +it were there she sought a refuge; for, on the contrary, there was an +indescribable something in the manner of the glance, which conveyed the +idea that her ladyship was the principal object of her daughter's fears. +Yet again, the moment the quadrille was concluded, Lady Caroline +expressed a wish to rejoin her mother. Lady Palliser received our hero +with a coldness that very soon made him feel obliged to take himself +off. At once captivated and mortified, he felt disinclined to dance any +more, and rather disposed to indulge in reveries, while pursuing with +his eyes the form of his new acquaintance through the moving crowd. +Instead, however, of reclining indolently on a sofa, or lounging about +with other men, he devoted himself, in the most amiable manner possible, +to his mother and sisters for the remainder of the evening; and though +they found him somewhat deaf, performed, when they did make him hear, +any little service they required of him with great alacrity. +Notwithstanding which, ere the evening was over, each of his sisters had +severally informed him that he was already in love. Such secrets are +generally discovered by others before they are known to the parties +themselves. + +A friend of Lady Arden's, forgetful that her ladyship objected on +principle to all younger sons, _except her own_, had introduced Henry +Lindsey to Louisa. Her exquisite beauty dazzled and delighted him, while +her gratified vanity, at the enthusiasm of his admiration, made her +manner so encouraging, that he believed himself well received, and gave +himself up to hopes and feelings destined to cost him many a bitter +pang. + +Lord Darlingford, though a widower and a man, by his own account upwards +of fifty, was much disposed, on the strength of his rank, to be a +serious admirer of Jane Arden. This evening he found himself better +received than usual; he did not deem it necessary to make a fool of +himself by dancing, but was sitting apart with the lady, conversing very +earnestly, and was just beginning to weigh the propriety of availing +himself of so favourable an opportunity for making her an offer of +marriage, when Lord Nelthorpe came up and asked her to dance. The moment +before she had determined, if he did do so at this late period of the +evening, to reject his offer. As soon, however, as he approached, and +preferred his request, her spirited resolve vanished: with one of her +sweetest smiles she rose and took his arm, and in the flurry of her +spirits, forgetting to make even a parting bow to poor Lord Darlingford, +left him sitting alone, looking what he was, quite forsaken, and cursing +himself for an old fool. + +Lord Nelthorpe now took pains to be particularly agreeable, and either +from vanity or lingering attachment, was evidently anxious to discover +if he still retained the power he knew he had long possessed over the +feelings of his fair partner. He made allusions to her late companion, +and half jest, half earnest, ventured several whispered comments, almost +amounting to tender reproaches, watching her countenance while he did +so. As he handed her into the carriage, he secretly wished, with +something like a sigh, that he had no brothers and sisters to pay off. +She went home in high spirits. + +"I wish, Jane," said Lady Arden, as they drove from the door, "you would +make up your mind to marry Lord Darlingford." + +Jane made no reply. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +The next morning Willoughby confided to his brother the determination he +had come to on the last evening, of proposing for Lady Anne Armadale, +the daughter of Lord Selby. + +He described with great exultation how much attached the lady had been +to a gentleman of whom her friends disapproved, and whom she was +notwithstanding determined to marry up to the time he had become his +rival; but that he had not been long in driving the former lover from +the field, and securing the preference of the lady. + +Alfred, in his anxiety for his brother's happiness, forgot for the +moment his usual dread of offering advice. + +"For heaven sake," he said, "Willoughby, pause! Be _quite_ certain that +you have secured her real preference!" + +"I _am_ quite certain," said Willoughby, taking up his hat impatiently. + +"Nay, do not be hasty either with the lady or with me." + +"You think it is impossible for any woman to prefer me, I suppose. I +have, I confess, no pretensions to be an Adonis," he added with a sneer, +for he knew that Alfred was considered remarkably handsome; "at the same +time all people's taste are fortunately not alike!" + +"Nay, my dear Willoughby, do not be childish! Is it not wiser to use a +little caution? Have you no fear of finding yourself, when too late, the +husband of a woman capable of sacrificing her feelings to her interest?" + +Willoughby abruptly quitted the room. He went directly to Lord Selby's, +and in less than an hour had proposed for, and been accepted by Lady +Anne Armadale. + +Unhappily for Willoughby, the slender share of sense he possessed was +not only at all times hoodwinked by vanity, but in general superseded in +its operations by temper. For if any friend happened to offer him the +slightest advice, so jealous was he of having it supposed his judgment +required assistance, that, without waiting to consider if any offence +was intended, he would feel perhaps but a momentary resentment, yet, +while under its dominion, as the readiest and most appropriate revenge, +would resolve hastily on an opposite line of conduct to that suggested +by his adviser; and having once so resolved, obstinacy would put its +seal on a determination which in fact had never been examined by his +understanding, while had there been no interference, he would at least +have considered the subject, and might, possibly, have come to a just +conclusion. + +A man of a decidedly superior mind, on the contrary, having no private +misgivings respecting his own capacity, is always well pleased to take +under consideration any new views of a subject, which the suggestions of +a friend, or indeed of any one, may present. It is of course his own +judgment which finally decides, but like a just judge, after first +hearing every witness, that is to say every argument which can be +brought to bear upon the subject. Acuteness in prejudging is the boast +of the fool. Discrimination to give its due weight to every part of the +evidence, the privilege of the man of sense. The fool is always telling +you he can see with half an eye. We would request such persons to employ +in future the whole of both orbs, and possibly with a vision so +extraordinary, they might be enabled to pierce even to the bottom of +that far-famed well, in which it is said that truth has hitherto lain +hid from the researches of mankind. + +Certainly no claim to merit or distinction can be more absurd than that +which is founded on the wilfully limited means employed for producing +the desired end. + +Excellence, to challenge admiration, should be excellence in the +abstract; while he who would be even a respectable candidate for the +prize, should use every power that Providence has given to man, avail +himself of every ray of light that the experience of past ages has +elicited, and bringing all to a focus, pour the concentrated beam on the +path to be explored. + +Thus only can each generation hope to gain some step on the road towards +perfection unattained by its predecessor. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +Gloucester Villa, the residence of Mr. Salter, at Cheltenham, was in a +state of high preparation for a dinner to be given to Lady Flamborough. + +Mrs. Johnson had no leisure to assist the _young_ ladies to dress, they +were therefore left to perform that office for each other. + +"By-the-by, I have been so much hurried, I forgot to tell you," said +Grace, "but Lady Arden is now really coming: Mrs. Dorothea's maid has +been telling Johnson all about it." + +"Oh, I dare say it's just talk as usual," said Miss Salter. + +"No, no, it's quite certain now," persisted her sister, "for Violet Bank +is taken for her ladyship for six months certain, and the adjoining +villa, Jessamine Bower, for another titled lady; and I daresay they'll +be acquainted, so you see what we've lost!" + +"Well, that is really provoking!" exclaimed Miss Salter. "I wonder would +there be any use in sending her an invitation for this evening?" + +"Sending who an invitation?" said Grace. "Mrs. Dorothea do you mean? Oh, +quite ridiculous at this late hour; and after leaving her out of the +ball too!" + +"I know all that," replied Miss Salter; "but let me see, I'll write her +a long apology about having sent a card for our ball to her old lodging +in mistake! and for the short notice I'll say, that I know she likes +friendly invitations better than formal ones, and that our party this +evening is to be so particularly select, just what I know she likes; and +then I'll give a list of the titles, and that I think will decide her, +even if she does see through the excuses." + +Accordingly Miss Salter, in great triumph at her own diplomatic +abilities, wrote and dispatched her note. + +"After all," she added, as she resumed her toilette, "these are +sorrowful rejoicings for us, for I suppose with this fine lady coming to +dinner, and being so gracious, and all that, she means to marry my +father; and if she does, though to be sure it'ill bring fine +acquaintance, I suppose, but will it bring us husbands?--on the +contrary, if it gets abroad that we're not to have a shilling--" + +"We'll have but a poor chance, I'm afraid," interrupted Grace. + +"But I'll tell you what I have done to endeavour to obviate that," said +her sister; "I have been telling Johnson, and I have told her too that +she may tell it where she pleases, for it's no harm that the truth +should be known, that our mother's fortune was a hundred thousand +pounds, and was so settled upon us that my father can't keep it from us; +and she has begun already with Sir William Orm's man, and he has told +his master, and Sir William is full of it; so we shall see how he +behaves to-day." + +"But what a shocking lie!" said Grace. + +"Lie! Nonsense!" replied her sister, "Who tells the truth, I'd be glad +to know?" + +Here the answer to the note interrupted the conversation. It was of +course a formal apology. Mrs. Dorothea had not been at a loss to see +through the motives of her _friends_ the Salters. + +The _young_ ladies now descended to the drawing-room, where Mr. Salter +was already standing at a window, in high dress; with the bright white, +angular points of a fresh put on collar, contrasting finely with the +shining ruby of his cheeks. A carriage with a coronet drove up to the +door; bless me, how fine! thought the Misses Salter; it was almost +enough to reconcile their father's marrying again. + +Lady Flamborough was announced. Her ladyship entered; her round, fat, +rosy face, smiling in a round wreath of red roses. Her dress, a colour +de rose satin, her ornaments, necklace and earrings of pink topaz. + +The broad daylight, or rather sunshine, of the first day in May, in +weather unusually fine, and even hot for the season, in a three +windowed, south-west drawing room, at six o'clock, did ample justice to +the glow of her ladyship's appearance, which nothing less than the +entrance, immediately after, of Lady Whaleworthy, in a crimson velvet, +could have at all subdued. + +Lady Shawbridge arrived next. Her dress was a gold coloured velvet, and +gold tissue turban, the wide circumference of which displayed the fiery +countenance hinted at by Mrs. Dorothea to great advantage. Indeed the +whole assembly was of a fiery order; although being, as we have said, +hot weather, there was no occasion for fire. But the very furniture of +the room, unluckily for the day and aspect, was crimson, while in +addition to the red and reddish countenances already enumerated, Miss +Salter's face, on all warm occasions like the present, was much too apt +to emulate the glow of her father's. While even poor Miss Grace, though +in general, from hardness and thinness, a chilly object, was subject +with peculiar provocation, to a dullish red knob, like a winter cherry, +just at the end of her nose. + +The rest of the party having arrived, and among them Sir William Orm, +Sir James Lindsey, Sir Francis Brierton, and the general, dinner was +announced. Mr. Salter gave his arm to Lady Flamborough, and leading the +way, was followed by the rest of the company, to the dining-room; which, +having the same aspect as the drawing-room, and being, besides over the +kitchen, was by no means calculated to cool the already heated guests. +The two turtles, we mean Mr. Salter and Lady Flamborough, every way so +well _entitled_ to the _title_, being in their forms turtles, and in +their present dispositions towards each other turtle doves, took their +loving seats side by side, opposite to the turtle-soup, at the head of +the table. (Men who have no wives of course head their own tables.) + +The dinner having been entirely provided at so much a-head, by a +pastrycook, who was to remove its remains, was of course only too good, +we mean too fine, too much ornamented, too technical; in fact the +display of each course resembled more a confectioner's counter than a +gentleman's table. Every thing, in short, was so befrosted, and so +beglazed, that if one had been at all absent, one might have put one's +hand in one's pocket, and asked what was to pay. + +It is an acknowledged fact, that to act the gentleman is impossible. It +is equally impossible for people, though possessed of the purse of +Fortunatus, to ape successfully, on special occasions, a style of living +not habitual to them. + +We hope we have not cooled the turtle-soup by our digression. Poor Mr. +Salter, instead of quietly conveying ladles of soup to soup-plates, till +the demand ceased, was most unnecessarily prolonging his own labours, +and delaying the progress of the feast, by deliberately inquiring of +every several member of the assembly by name, if they chose turtle-soup, +and poising the while, his insignia of office over the tureen, till +their ear caught the question and his the reply. + +By the time similar rites had been performed over every steaming remove, +it may be believed that the countenance of our host had lost nothing of +its brilliancy. During the dessert he had more leisure to turn its +lustre, adorned with smiles, on his fair companion; whose uplifted eyes +languishingly met his, till there wanted but the pipe to make the pair +an excellent study for a painter of the Dutch school. The attitude too, +leaning back at their ease in their chairs, so favourably displayed +their forms, that the couple in this particular very much resembled a +_pair of globes_; though we must confess that, except in courtesy to the +lady, we should not have been disposed to designate either the +celestial. + +Sir William Orm, who had handed in Miss Salter, was descanting with +much feeling on the interested motives which governed the matrimonial +views of but too many men in the world, and declaring that such must +ever be secondary considerations with him. Miss Salter confessed that +amiable sentiments like his were very rare now a days, and consequently +the more to be admired. On the opposite side, Sir James Lindsey was +giggling with silly self-satisfaction, as he sat receiving the assiduous +attentions and pointed compliments of Miss Grace. While Lady Shawbridge +was remarking aside to Sir Matthias Whaleworthy, that Lady Flamborough's +youthful airs were quite disgusting; and Sir Matthias in return, made +some comments on Mr. Salter's dancing, which sounded very ungrateful, +proceeding from lips which had just finished a _second_ plate of the +man's turtle-soup. + +Lady Whaleworthy, good soul, was telling Sir Henry Shawbridge one of the +long stories about herself, her father and mother, brothers and sisters, +husband, children, and servants, which she inflicted on all who had the +misfortune to sit near, and the patience to listen to her. + +Ere the ladies left the dining-room, the now completely enamoured Mr. +Salter had determined, that in the course of the evening he would take a +sly opportunity of making Lady Flamborough an offer of his heart and +hand. Alas! how vain are human resolves, when we know not what an hour +or at most an hour and a half may bring forth; for it could not have +exceeded that time, when the gentlemen followed the ladies to the +drawing-room, and yet Mr. Salter's visual organs by some process, +possibly connected with a certain series of toasts, which despite of +fashion, he might have felt it his duty to propose, had in that short +period undergone such an extraordinary change, that when he approached +what ought to have been the _sole_ object of his affections, he beheld +as it were two Lady Flamboroughs, sitting, or rather attempting to sit, +on the same chair! He gazed in utter amazement, and strove to +concentrate the powers of sight: for a second the mysterious vision +amalgamated, and was but one! again, however, it glided asunder, and +became two! nor did this happen but once, so as to leave any room for +doubt or mistake, on the contrary, while our astonished host still stood +staring, the extraordinary process was frequently repeated. Nay, once, +as lured by the smiles of the fair shadow nearest him, he ventured to +address some complimentary remark to its ear in particular, it slid away +as if for refuge behind its representative, and immediately after popped +in view on the other side! + +Whether it is that supernatural appearances have a tendency to awe the +passions into stillness, or whether this glaring infringement on the +classical laws of unity, by dividing, destroyed the interest; or whether +possibly, some vague dread of being betrayed unconsciously into the sin +of bigamy, might have presented itself to the imagination of Mr. Salter, +we have not philosophical lore nor critical acumen sufficient to decide; +we can only speak to the effect, which was, that Mr. Salter, instead of +finding with this double provocation a double share of love inundating +his heart and overflowing his lips, was struck perfectly mute, and +continued so for the remainder of the evening. + +So much for lovers continuing their libations at Bacchus' shrine until +they see double. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +"Well, there is nothing like getting into _select_ society after all!" +said Miss Salter to her sister, when they had retired for the night. +"Who would have thought, six months ago, of both of us having baronets +for lovers? I dare say you are right, Grace, and that this marriage of +my father's (for I suppose now it will take place), is the best thing +that could have happened for us. And I know, I'm determined when I'm +married to Sir William Orm (and he has gone great lengths, I assure +you), that I will visit none but titled people. And tell me, how did +you and Sir James get on?" + +"Oh, delightfully!" answered her sister, "he asked me if I thought him +very handsome; and of course I said I did; and then he laughed so. And +then he asked me if I thought the silk of his waistcoat a pretty +pattern; and I said I did; and he told me a lady chose it for him. And +he asked me if I was inclined to be jealous; and I said if I thought he +had any regard for me, I'd be jealous of every lady that looked at him; +and he said, 'would you indeed?' and laughed again. And he asked me if I +admired his dancing as much as most people did, for that he was thought +a first rate dancer; and I said that nobody could help admiring his +dancing. And he asked me if I could think what in the world it was that +made so many young ladies refuse to dance with him; and I said it was, +to be sure, because he danced so well that they were afraid it would +make their own bad dancing the more noticed. 'And do you really think +so?' said he, laughing again. And so, at last, only think! he asked me +if I'd like very much to be my lady! and I said I should of all things. +And so then he laughed, and said he could make any body a lady he +chose." + +"And I hope you said you wished he'd make you one," interrupted her +sister. + +"Why I thought of it," replied Miss Grace, "but I was afraid people +would hear me; if we had been quite by ourselves, I would have said it." + +"What nonsense!" exclaimed Miss Salter. "If you can get to be my lady, +and have fifteen thousand a-year at your command, I think you can +afford to defy people's comments about how you came by it! You said, the +other day, that if luck knocked once at your door, it shouldn't have to +knock twice. I'm sure it knocked then, with a vengeance, and such a +knock as comes to the doors of but few, I can tell you; and you the fool +not to answer it. It's such as you'll never hear again, with your little +ugly black-a-moor face. And when you had the good fortune to get hold of +a fool that didn't know the difference, if you dosed his draught with +flattery enough, you should have said or done anything to please him, +blockhead that you are." + +"You needn't be so abusive, Eliza," said poor Grace, almost whimpering, +"I'm sure I thought I was barefaced enough, this time, to please you." + +"Such stuff, with your mock modesty," interrupted Miss Salter. + +"And as for a black face, it's as good as a red one, any day," continued +Grace, "and rather _genteeler_ for that matter," she added, "since +you're grown so mighty fond of gentility." + +Miss Salter's rage now knew no bounds, and consequently became so coarse +and disgusting in its manifestation, that we shall forbear any further +representation of the scene. + +Vulgar people are bad enough in good humour. Propitious fate deliver us +from them when they are out of temper! + +Before proceeding further with our history, we may as well take the +present opportunity of sketching slightly the origin of this same titled +personage, by a connection with whom the Misses Salter expected to gain +so much consequence. Lady Flamborough was the only child of an +hotel-keeper, who, in his hospitable calling, had amassed enormous +wealth. He had not always, however, been the great man, even in his own +line, which he ultimately became. His daughter, therefore, to the age of +five or six, was brought up, literally running about in a very minor +establishment, little better, in short, than a road-side posting-house; +and, being a pretty, rosy, fat child, had, up to that age, been the pet +and plaything, not only of her father, (she had no mother living), but +of every waiter and hostler in and about the house. And often had she +sat on her father's knee, while he drank his ale in the bar, and, when +the jest and the tale went round, which were, as yet, to the ear of the +child, a foreign tongue, laughed merrily for very glee at seeing others +laugh. But alas! amid the sounds and sights of scenes like these, native +delicacy, even at this early age, was lost. For callousness is not so +much a wrong bias given, as a class of feelings, out of which some of +the most valuable traits of character are hereafter to be formed, +destroyed; and if the material be gone, how can the superstructure be +raised? + +The child was, after this, sent to expensive boarding-schools, and as +her father's fortunes rose, given every possible accomplishment. In +these, and her being very pretty, Mr. * * * *, afterwards Lord +Flamborough, but then a younger brother, and of course poor, found some +apology for overlooking the lady's want of birth, and appropriating her +immense wealth, which was his true object. + +Soon after his marriage, his brother died, and he succeeded to the title +and estates; and now, bitterly repenting his ill-assorted union, +behaved with neglect, and even contempt, towards his wife. Upon which +the lady, partly out of revenge, and partly out of levity, gave a +favourable reception to the addresses of a lover in no very exalted +sphere of life. + +Proceedings were immediately instituted to obtain legal redress; but +before the divorce had passed the house, his lordship, who had +previously been in a bad state of health, chanced to die. + +Lady Flamborough, therefore, though of course banished from all tolerable +society, still continued to be Lady Flamborough, and to enjoy a handsome +jointure. On her total expulsion from the set among whom her marriage +had, for a time, given her a place, she descended till she found her +level among that, rationally speaking, only disreputable class, made up +of those who have lost caste by their own wilful departures from +principle, and those who are contemptible enough to be willing to +associate with vice, for the love of the _tarnished tinsel_ which once +was rank; forgetful that titles and honours were first invented as +badges of the virtuous or heroic deeds of those on whom they were +bestowed; that only as such they have any meaning; and that, when borne +by the vicious, they become, in a peculiar degree, objects for the +finger of scorn to point at, and seem to claim, as their especial +privilege, the contempt and derision of mankind. + + "'Tis phrase absurd to call a villain great." + +Titles are attainted for high treason, why should they not be so for +every treason against good morals? Are not good morals as essential to +the well-being of the community as good Government? + +Nay, what is Government? Power to enforce moral order. Why then should +not a sin against the end be visited as severely as a sin against the +means? + +Are men, whose vices invade the peace of the domestic hearth, and sunder +the sacred ties of life,--or men who court luxury in foreign climes, +while evading the payment of their just debts at home; consigning the +while industrious tradesmen and their helpless families to ruin;--are +men, in short, who are no longer men of honour, to be still misnamed +_noble men_? Is it not the natural tendency of such misnomers to bring +nobility into contempt? And is not this an injustice to the truly +_noble_? + +Are the vicious to be allowed to sully honours till the honourable +cannot wear them? + +Nobility would indeed be beautiful were it a guarantee of virtue! titles +would indeed be honours, if the men who bore them must be pure! And if +the certainty that those titles for ages had existed in that family, +were thus an assurance that morality for centuries had not been sinned +against in that house, then indeed, would rank be nobility. Let us not +be misunderstood: let us not be supposed to mean that men of rank are +more likely to offend against the laws of morality than other men; on +the contrary, education and circumstances ought to render them less so: +we simply assert, that when they do so offend, such offence ought to +degrade them from their rank as _noble men_. + +How glorious would be that land that first enacted such a law! how +worthy its monarch of that greatest of his titles, "Defender of the +Faith!" For what is this faith? Religion! and the author of Religion has +defined it thus: + +"True religion and undefiled, before God and the Father is this: to +visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and keep himself +unspotted from the world." + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +Mrs. Dorothea had been so busy all day, changing her lodgings again, +that she had hardly had time to ask Sarah a word about the Salters' +dinner-party. + +On this occasion, however, we must remark, that she had moved to a +furnished house, not to a mere lodging; for she was determined to make +an exertion, while the Ardens were in Cheltenham, live how she might the +rest of the year, having a great horror of living like a poor relation. + +Most people have a particular objection to seeming to be what they +really are. + +Indeed Lady Arden had written most kindly to Mrs. Dorothea, inviting her +to spend the time they should be at Cheltenham with them. Had the +expense of a house or lodging been no object to Aunt Dorothea, she would +gladly have availed herself of this invitation for the pleasure of the +thing; but the arrangement would have been so very convenient, that her +_pride_ took the alarm, and would not suffer her to accept the offer. In +her father's life time, as a daughter of the then head of the family, +she had acquired notions of her own consequence, which became a painful +incumbrance from the moment her circumstances underwent that violent +revolution to which those of the daughters of the proudest and most +ancient families are peculiarly liable. + +_Pride_ in any situation is a moral disease, which it would be highly +desirable to see for ever banished from the world! but _pride_, when +complicated with poverty, is apt to render the unhappy sufferer not only +always very uncomfortable, but often very ridiculous. Added to which, it +must ever be impossible for the heart that harbours _pride_ to know +contentment. + +At present, however, Mrs. Dorothea was quite delighted. The house she +had taken for six months certain for Lady Arden, though designated by +the rural title of Violet Bank, was a splendid mansion. The one she had +taken for herself for the same period, was both pretty and agreeably +situated; it was accommodated with a cook, or maid of all work, who was +taken with it as a part of the furniture. Mrs. Dorothea had also hired a +footman for the great occasion, and put him into livery; so that with +Sarah, her own maid, she had now, for a single lady, quite a respectable +little establishment, and could look forward to returning the evening +entertainments, at least of her relations, on something of an +independent footing. Dinners of course she could not give, nor need she +accept them; she did not care what she eat. She certainly liked the best +society, and that she should now have, without laying herself under +obligations to any one. For, much as she liked Lady Arden, (one whom no +one could help liking, she was so truly amiable,) she could not forget +that her ladyship was a stranger in blood, from whom, consequently, an +_Arden_ could not receive even a courtesy without requital. + +Mrs. Dorothea was so glad too, as she told Sarah, while she stood in the +centre of her new drawing-room, looking round her, to get out of that +horrid place where she had been for the last two months, sitting every +evening on those tiresome little chairs, for, as Sarah had prophesied, +her landlady had never given her the sofa, nor put the drops to the +chimney-light, nor even got a key for the chiffonier. Then, the woman of +the house could not or would not afford a decent servant, so that the +cooking was shocking, and the attendance wretched; and then the oven of +the bakehouse next door she found out at last was just on the other side +of the one brick thin wall, against which her bed stood, so that she had +been nearly baked to death, and had been losing her health without +knowing why. To be sure the carpet looked respectable, but then the +lodging had no other recommendation, as in addition to its many +discomforts, it had proved one way or other very expensive; for +mistaking the heat and restlessness she felt at nights for the +consequences of the lassitude and want of appetite of which they were in +fact the cause; she had got frightened about herself, and had called in +doctor after doctor, and taken ever so much medicine in vain, till at +last happening to go in next door to correct an error in her baker's +bill, in which she had been charged with all the bread supplied to her +landlady, she became acquainted with the geography of the premises, and +so discovered the whole mystery. Then being without a key to the +chiffonier too, made a great difference in the groceries, though having +no proof of the fact, it would not do to say so. This might have brought +down the lawyers upon her; then indeed would the cup of her afflictions +have been full. Poor Aunt Dorothea felt almost restored to the days of +her youth by the comparative comforts which now surrounded her. She +moved into her regular dining-room when her dinner was ready, and was +there decently and respectfully attended by her own footman in livery. +There was a sideboard, and her few articles of plate were arranged upon +it, and things looked orderly and comfortable; it was enough to give one +an appetite, and made her boiled chicken and quarter of a hundred of +asparagus seem a dinner for an emperor. Instead of dining in the +comfortless scramble she used to do, in her haste to send the tray out +of the drawing-room lest some one should come in, she now ate as slowly +as possible to prolong the gratifying sense of dignity which accompanied +the ceremony. + +The very next day the Misses Salter had the impudence to call, and the +new footman not being in the family secrets, admitted them. + +On their entrance Aunt Dorothea looked her astonishment with great +dignity. + +"What a sweet situation," exclaimed Miss Salter. + +"What a charming house," said Miss Grace. Mrs. Dorothea bowed. + +"How fortunate we were in finding you at home," said Miss Salter. + +"Oh, yes, very fortunate indeed!" added Miss Grace. Mrs. Dorothea bowed +again. + +"How sorry we were you could not come to us last night," said Miss +Salter, "we had such a _select_ party, just what you would have liked." + +"Yes, just what you would have liked," echoed Miss Grace. + +"I hope we shall be more fortunate the next time," said Miss Salter. "We +shall have a great many of those agreeable _select_ parties just now. +Our _particular friend_, Lady Flamborough, you see, and our _particular +friend_, Lady Whaleworthy, and our _particular friend_, Lady Shawbridge, +and all that pleasant set being here just now, naturally induces one to +see a great deal of company. Then there are such delightful young men +here at present, and that you know always makes parties pleasant, +there's _our friend_, Sir William Orm, _such_ an elegant fashionable +young man." + +"And Sir James Lindsey," observed Miss Grace, "an old baronet, with +fifteen thousand a-year." + +"Yes," said Miss Salter, "such an agreeable good tempered little man, so +affable and unassuming. And there is General Powel too, in short we +quite abound in _nice young_ men. And I hope," added Miss Salter, with +an air of great friendship, "that we shall soon and often have the +pleasure of seeing you, Mrs. Arden." + +"You are very obliging," replied Mrs. Dorothea, bowing gravely, "but my +arrangements will for some considerable time be controlled entirely by +those of my sister, Lady Arden, and her family, with whom I shall +consider myself engaged, either at home or abroad, every day during +their stay." + +"So you expect Lady Arden," said Miss Salter, with well affected +surprise. "Dear me, I'm sure we should be most happy to pay attention to +any friend of yours." + +"You are very obliging," observed Mrs. Dorothea, with if possible +increasing stiffness, "but Lady Arden does not mean to extend her +acquaintance." + +The discomforted Misses Salter finding lingering and last words useless, +at length took their departure. + +The Ardens dined on the road, but arrived in time to take tea with Aunt +Dorothea. The weather was beautiful; the rural appearance of the little +villa, situated among the plantations and pleasure grounds of the public +walks, its own miniature lawn and veranda, adorned with flowers and +flowering shrubs, and garlanded with roses as if for a festival, the +fine trees of the Old-Well-Walk in view, and bands of music, as if hid +in every grove, sending forth on each breeze some strain of melody, all +seemed delightful and refreshing to people just escaped from the heat +and fatigue of London. While the large and joyous looking family party, +some seated within the open glass door, some standing in the veranda, +some straying on the fresh mown turf of the little lawn, formed a +picture of social felicity quite delightful to the usually solitary Aunt +Dorothea; to whom the idea of the party being not only her near +relatives, but also her guests, was altogether so pleasing that she had +not been as happy for many years. To her kind heart must be ascribed the +chief of the pleasure she experienced; if, however, there was a slight +admixture of gratified vanity we cannot be surprised, when we consider +that a pretty comfortable house of her own, in which to receive her +friends, was to her so great a novelty. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +So fond is youth of novelty, that Alfred and his sisters, though fresh +from all the gaieties a London season has to offer, were quite +impatient, the very morning after their arrival, to visit the public +walks, of which they had had peeps the evening before from Aunt +Dorothea's veranda. They had been told that about seven was the hour. +Accordingly, as it was a fine sunny morning, the girls were all up soon +after six. They had been told too, that notwithstanding the hour, it was +usual to be extremely fine; but for this their habits of good taste +were too inveterate; they equipped themselves therefore in quite close +bonnets, and having roused and enlisted the goodnatured Alfred, set off +for Mrs. Dorothea's, Lady Arden having by an arrangement of the evening +before, committed the young people to the charge of their aunt, knowing +that she should be too much fatigued herself after her journey to rise +so early. + +Aunt Dorothea was quite ready. She was too happy in feeling herself +necessary to her nieces, too happy in having the charge of them, too +justly proud of them, proud of their beauty, and all their many +attractions and recommendations, to feel anything like laziness, this +first morning that she was to show, not only the walks to them, but them +to the walks. + +Thither then they proceeded immediately, guided through each shady +maze, as in the play called _Magic Music_, in which the sounds become +louder to denote nearness to the object of pursuit. So did the swelling +notes of the band grow on the ear as they approached the immediate spot, +which it is fashion's whim to throng as closely as any crowded +assembly-room, while all around is comparative solitude. + +Here all-kind Aunt Dorothea's proud anticipations were fully answered by +the sensation her nieces produced; every eye was turned towards them, +and in ten minutes after their first appearance all the company who sat +on the benches on either side the walk had asked each other who they +were; the mammas who had daughters, and the _young_ ladies who were _not +young_, decided that they were not the style of beauty they admired, +while the very young girls and all the men, had pronounced them the +loveliest creatures they had ever beheld. As for the mothers who had +sons, they prudently suspended their judgments till they should hear +what fortunes the Miss Ardens were likely to have. + +Our party were joined instantly by Henry Lindsey. He had ascertained +their movements from themselves, and quitted town when they did to be in +Cheltenham before them. He was at Louisa's side in a moment, and was +received with a blush and a smile which, though produced in part at +least by gratified vanity, seemed to his generous nature all he could +desire of encouragement. He was of course introduced to Aunt Dorothea, +who, until she found out that he was a younger brother, was quite +delighted with him. + +The Arden party now took advantage of vacant seats which presented +themselves, and for a time became in their turn spectators of the moving +crowd. + +Soon after which, announced by noise, and with many coloured streamers +flying, the fleet of the Salters, and their _select_ friends hove in +sight. + +There was in the first place Mr. Salter, with a white hat on, which duly +set off by contrast, that true secret for producing effect, a +countenance, the hue of which we flatter ourselves we need not again +describe. Lady Flamborough embellished his arm; her head thrown back, +and adorned by a pink crape hat and feathers, her eyes raised, and +practising their most becoming roll, her complexion heightened by the +heat of the weather and the long walk up through the Sherbourn. Not +that her dress was oppressive, on the contrary, it was light enough in +all conscience, consisting of the softest India muslin, trimmed with +superfine Mechlin lace, and ornamented at the neck, and at the wrists +round the top, and round the bottom, down the sleeves, and down the +front, with ties, bows, and ends innumerable, of pink ribbon, while a +broad long sash of the same encircled the waist, tied behind in +dancing-school fashion. The dress was made nearly as low round the bust +as a dinner costume, while what shelter there was to compensate for this +was derived from the long pendant white gauze-ribbon strings, and deep +blond-lace edge of the hat, with merely a slight pink gauze-scarf, +scarcely wider or longer than the said strings. + +The next in the line (as it approached crossing the walk abreast), was +Lady Whaleworthy, defying hot weather and sunshine in a crimson velvet +pelisse. It was a thing which, as she told her own maid when putting it +on, had cost too much money to be ever either out of season or out of +fashion: it was only your dabs of things which every body could have +that were sure to go out again before you could turn yourself round in +them, so that there was no saving in the end. "I always _tells_ Sir +Matthias that a right good article, cost what it will at the first, is +sure to be the cheapest in the long run." + +Poor Lady Whaleworthy! a crimson-velvet pelisse had been the dream of +her youth when she did not think she should ever possess such a +treasure! and still such the hold of early impressions in a +crimson-velvet pelisse was concentrated her ladyship's notions of the +_ne plus ultra_ of magnificence. Next came little Sir James, +fantastically fine, with a lilac figured silk waistcoat, as many gold +chains as a lady, and a glaring brooch, the gift of Miss Grace Salter, +and taken for the purpose of being so bestowed from her own dress, and +with her own brown hands transferred to the breast of his +open-work-fronted and diamond buttoned inner garment; while the little +man, during the whole performance of the flattering operation, had +laughed almost hysterically. + +Three titles were very well to muster for a morning walk; so next came +the Misses Salter themselves. They never dressed alike, having each +their own notion of the colours that became them. In shape, however, +both their hats had been made by the same pattern, borrowed for the +purpose from Lady Flamborough's. Miss Salter's was of yellow crape, Sir +William Orm having been his own jockey at a late race, and rode in a +yellow jacket; while Miss Grace's, in compliment to Sir James's +waistcoat was lilac; both, of course, flaunted with feathers, blond, and +streaming strings, and had artificial flowers stuck in the inside. Nor +had such a show of beauty and fashion been a mere lucky hit; the Misses +Salter, on quitting Mrs. Dorothea's, had fully weighed the subject, and +resolved to show the Ardens, who might else be prejudiced against them, +that they were not people to be looked down upon; they had gone to +infinite pains in making their arrangements. + +Alas! little did they think that this very morning was marked in the +book of fate to cost them both their lovers: they, too, who had none to +spare. But unhappily ladies so situated are so fond of showing off a +supposed conquest--so fond of being suspected of being about to be +married, that in their haste to be congratulated, they too often cast +away all cause for gratulation; and by the noise they raise themselves, +put a man on his guard before he is above half caught, whom they might +perhaps have secured, had they been satisfied to delay their triumph, +and keep him nodding at the home fireside till they had quietly netted +him round. We speak of course only of ladies in _distress_, like the +Misses Salter. The lovely sisters of Arden, on the contrary, so far from +being under the necessity of laying snares for lovers, found them at +their feet wherever they went; the only difficulty was to select from +among them such as might both please themselves, and come up to their +mamma's and brother's ideas of matches suitable to their family +consequence. We left our party seated on one of the benches, which, as +we have already stated, were ranged on either side this favourite +portion of the walk. The eye of Sir James, as he passed with the +Salters, was instantly caught by the extreme loveliness of the beautiful +sisters. For the poor little man, though he had neither sense nor +judgment to direct him in the formation of any thing approaching to an +opinion, was not without some of the natural elements of taste, and was +especially a great admirer of beauty: it dazzled and delighted him, as +new and splendid toys would a child; and it was much that he had been +taught to say, like the good child, "I'll only look!" for he would often +stand with his hands behind his back, as if the attitude were intended +to keep them out of the way of temptation, and to stare at strangers +whose appearance happened to strike him, till people would be first +offended, and finally guess the truth, that poor Sir James was silly. + +On the present occasion, seeing his brother with the party which had +drawn his attention, he joined him instantly; and even while speaking to +him, as well as for some time after, eagerly passed his eyes again and +again along the row of ladies, till they were finally fixed by the +peculiar lustre of Louisa's beauty. + +Henry now introduced his brother, and the party rose to renew their +walk. Sir James attached himself to them entirely, and contrived, too, +to make a good position next to Louisa, whose appetite for admiration +was so insatiable, that even his was acceptable. While the whole party +were so goodnatured, so agreeable, and so much amused; yet so much too +well bred to show it in the rude and flagrant manner indulged in by too +many towards those labouring under natural infirmities, that poor Sir +James was perfectly delighted, and felt as if he was among the most +charming, kind, agreeable people in the whole world. + +The Misses Salter had in the mean time made several attempts to bow to +Mrs. Dorothea; but that lady always took care to be so much occupied +with other people, as to make it impossible for them to catch her eye. +She however noticed their proceedings; and observing that some time +after the desertion of Sir James, Sir William Orm arrived and joined +them, she laid her plans accordingly. Sir William would not do to +introduce to her nieces, but he should nevertheless desert Miss Salter. + +The walk now began to thin; on which the Arden party, having invited Sir +James and Henry Lindsey home with them to breakfast, an invitation very +usual on the Cheltenham promenade, took the path which led to their own +villa. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +When breakfast was over, and the gentlemen had taken their departure, +Louisa was amazingly laughed at by her sisters about her new lover. + +He was mimicked and ridiculed in every possible way; walk, air, manner, +voice, modes of expression, ways of looking, &c. &c.; till the girls had +perfectly fatigued themselves with laughing. + +We have heard it said, that it was a service of danger for any man to +become the admirer of one of a large family; for that, let him be ever +so successful in talking the lady of his choice into love, she was sure +the moment he absented himself to be laughed out of it again by her +sisters. It is no wonder, then, that poor Sir James did not escape. Lady +Arden, however, and Mrs. Dorothea came from time to time to the rescue +of the little baronet's memory. + +"Heedless creatures!" said Aunt Dorothea, "how little thought you give +to the future!" + +"I only hope he may be serious, and really propose for Louisa," said +Lady Arden; "and if he should, I trust she will have the sense to pause +before she rejects so advantageous an offer." + +"But then, mamma, is he not a fool?" asked Louisa. + +"Why no, my dear, not exactly that. Indeed, I know a great many +ill-tempered, reserved sort of men, without a grain more sense, who pass +for Solomons! He is a vain little man, certainly; and perhaps too +goodnatured. But then, only consider what a vastly _eligible_ +establishment it would be: you would have rank yourself, and be at once +restored to the wealth and station lost to you all by the death of your +father; and what, my dear, is still more important, you would be rescued +_in time_ from the comparative poverty, and consequent obscurity into +which you must ultimately sink, if you survive me unmarried." + +What dilemmas so humiliating as those to which _Pride_ reduces its +votaries! + +Lady Arden, by nature amiable, affectionate, and high-minded; but by +education tainted with false pride, thus stooped to the very depth of +meanness, unconscious of degradation; and sacrificed her purest feelings +to the supposed necessity of securing to her daughters that artificial +station in life which a system of unjust monopoly had for a time given +them, and of which the same system had again deprived them. + +Artificial positions in society, like unnatural attitudes of the body, +cannot be long persisted in without pain and weariness. Where is the +dignity of human nature? Forgotten! for were it remembered, the beggar, +when educated, might share it with us; and at this false pride takes +alarm! And, therefore, do we leave man out of the account, and worship +idols of silver and idols of gold, and titles made of the breath of our +own lips. + + "From _Pride_ our very reasoning springs." + +Louisa had nothing to say against such unanswerable arguments as those +Lady Arden had used; but she thought of Henry Lindsey, and could not +help wishing that he had been the elder brother, or, at least, that the +fortune had been divided: even seven thousand five hundred with him +would have been better, she could not help thinking, than the whole +fifteen thousand with Sir James. + +"It is always desirable," continued Lady Arden, "that a girl should +marry in the same station as her father; but it is not always +practicable, particularly if she is a daughter of the elder branch; for +no family can have more than one elder son, while many may have half a +dozen daughters, no one of whom ought, in common prudence, to marry a +younger brother!!" + +"Nay," said Alfred, "is not this sufficient to show how absurdly +society is constituted? What is to become, then, of five out of every +six daughters, and all the younger sons in the world? What is to become +of my hapless self, for instance?" + +"We must hope, my dear, that you may be fortunate, and meet with an +heiress." + +"But consider, ma'am, how few heiresses there are. Parliament ought to +make a new batch every session. It would, however, be of no use to me if +they did," he added, despondingly, "for heiresses, of course, consider +themselves entitled to marry, not only elder sons, but noblemen. I have +often thought what is to become of me, if I should ever have the +misfortune to fall in love." + +"You did, I think, fall half in love one evening in town," said Jane. + +"And, by-the-by," observed Lady Arden, "Lady Caroline Montague is an +heiress." + +Alfred coloured, and rising, sauntered towards a window as he replied, +"And, therefore, very unlikely to be allowed to cast away a thought on +an unfor----" Here he broke off, and after gazing for a time from the +window, exclaimed, "That was certainly she--I had but a momentary view, +but I am quite sure it was she I saw pluck a rose in that next garden, +and run into the house again. Can they be living in the adjoining villa +to us?" + +The grass gardens or little lawns of these twin villas were separated +only by wire palings, along which sweet briar and flowering shrubs were +trained. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +The family party, with the addition of Lord Darlingford, Sir James +Lindsey, and his brother, were assembled round the luncheon-table at +Lady Arden's. + +Henry Lindsey had been amazingly piqued that morning by Louisa's +reception of Sir James. The little baronet was now seated next to her, +and making, if possible, a greater fool of himself than usual; while, in +consequence of the lesson she had received, she was yielding him her +attention with marked complacency. Henry sat opposite, and trembled +with a mingling of agitation and indignation. He thought he could +already foresee that he was to be deliberately immolated to avarice; +yet, so thoroughly was he the slave of Louisa's beauty and his own +passion, that no worthlessness on her part could have set him free. He +felt, that were she already the wife of his brother, her image might +drive him mad, but that he could not banish it from his imagination. + +The hardship of Henry Lindsey's case as a younger brother was +conspicuous, and displayed in a striking manner the evils consequent +upon sacrificing justice to _pride_. + +From a boy he had felt much on this subject; but being of a generous, +warm-hearted, liberal nature, he did not long brood over his own +individual wrongs; his mind, however, following the impulse thus +received, though in the first instance from a selfish feeling, gave +itself to the contemplation and discussion of natural rights generally, +till it became enamoured of abstract justice, and learned to apply its +searching test to every subject, especially the all absorbing topic of +the day--Political Economy; while, with his characteristic enthusiasm, +despising the sophisms of expediency, he embraced, without perhaps +sufficient caution, theories which soon caused him to be considered by +his friends a reformer, by his enemies almost a revolutionist, and by +himself the warm advocate of the rights, not of younger brothers only, +but of those whom he emphatically termed the step-children of the +laws--_The People_. + +Such were at all times his opinions, while the irritable state of his +mind, at the moment of which we are speaking, added asperity to his +manner of expressing himself, and caused him, in answer to some jesting +remark of Alfred's on the old topic of younger brothers, to give vent to +his feelings in a long, and almost angry political discussion. He +objected, he said, to the law of primogeniture on the ground of its +being a wretched system of monopoly, which placed in the hands of a +simple individual what, if divided, would suffice to restore thousands +of his degraded and oppressed fellow-creatures to the rank of humanity. +The times were gone by when communities, formed for the general weal, +would wilfully sacrifice prosperity to _pride_, and not only parcel out +the whole land to, comparatively speaking, a few families, but the +succession to those lands being limited to the elder branches, allow all +place, preferment, and emolument, to be confined to the younger sons of +the same families, because the land had given them influence; and the +mass of the people to be thus reduced to do the work of the ass and the +mule, and because they cannot also eat their food, the grass and the +thistle, be often in danger of starvation. + +The old feudal system itself was better than this: the ancient baron was +at least bound to feed not only his relations but his vassals, and he +did so in his own hall, at his own table. While, now-a-days, a man, as +soon as his father's funeral is over, turns his brothers and sisters out +of doors, to exist as they may, on a pitiful portion, the principal of +which is in general infinitely less than one year's income of the +property, on the scale of which they have been accustomed to live in +their father's time; while the new master permits his servants to +collect their wages by showing the empty baronial hall to strangers at +so much per head, by which creditable means he is himself enabled to +reserve all his rents to stake at hazard in London, or at _rouge et +noir_ in Paris. When parliament is sitting, he must of course attend, to +vote against any infringement on his monopoly, which the enlightened +spirit of the times may chance to propose. Thanks, however, to the +Reform Bill, the holders of the monopolies are no longer our sole +law-givers; we have now some _chance_ of justice _one time or another_. + +"Besides," he added, "to return to the ancient baron, he was not only +bound to feed his retainers, but in time of war to provide the +government with a certain number of them, fitly clothed and armed; +which was virtually bearing the burdens of the state. The baron was, in +point of fact, but the trustee to a certain property, which property was +to feed a certain number of the population, and to contribute its due +proportion to the defence of the community. Instead of this, when the +feudal system becomes dangerous to government the barons are forbidden +to arm, and exonerated from feeding their retainers; yet, the +trust-property left in their hands for _pocket-money_, while their late +followers are not only turned out on the wide world to starve, but the +taxes necessary to maintain the army which the barons are forbid to +provide, are levied on the _bare palms_ of the _hands_ of the thus +turned out and starving vassals; and not satisfied with this injustice, +those who thus keep possession of the trust-lands, have arrived at +literally billeting their younger sons on those said vassals, thus +turned out and starving." + +"Explain! explain!" cried Lord Darlingford, "How can you make that out?" + +"Are not," replied Henry, "the salaries and pensions of all the posts +and sinecures they hold paid by means of taxes, a great proportion of +which are levied on industry? Is this as it should be? If the _pride_ of +the great demand that their properties shall be inherited by their elder +sons, and the offspring of that _pride_--if _false necessity_, require +that places and sinecures be provided for their younger sons, should not +the _rich co-operate_ in raising a fund for the payment of the salaries +of such, and not grind their thousands by pittances from the _real +necessities_ of the _poor_?" + +"What then is your panacea for so many crying ills?" asked Lord +Darlingford, "Do you call on us to render up our trusts and proclaim an +Agrarian law?" + +"No; those whose motives are honest dare not go such lengths. This would +be to resolve society into its mere elements, to open the flood-gates of +anarchy, and awake the savage spirit of wanton plunder. Many large +landed properties too have been purchased with the wages of industry; so +that besides the horrible convulsions attendant upon the dissolution of +the social system, there would be no such thing as drawing the line; to +avoid, therefore, worse evils, I would allow the 'frightful +disparities,' as an able writer of the day terms them, to exist till +industry, unchecked, unladen, could work out for itself a gradual +emancipation from the bondage of want. But I would not add to evils I +dare not too suddenly remedy! I would not require the children of Israel +to make bricks without straw! I would not lay the burdens of the state +on shoulders already weighed down by nature's demand for daily bread. I +would exempt from the whole weight of taxation the labourer, whether of +brain or limb; he has no stake in the stability of the state; he can +carry his head or his hand wherever he goes. He who keeps back the +hire of the labourer is denounced in holy writ: I would not be worse +than such, and rob the labourer of his hire. I would, therefore, repeal +every tax _direct_ and _indirect_, which now exists, and substitute for +_all_ a graduated property-tax, on _independent_ property _only_, +trifling in amount, say one per cent., where the property was small; +and doubling, trebling, nay, quadrupling, if necessary, as it rises. +What, if a man with thirty thousand per annum, pay twenty thousand, can +he not live on ten? or if the man with two hundred thousand per annum, +pay one hundred and fifty thousand, can he not live on fifty? This, some +people are not ashamed to answer me would be robbing the rich; while +they talk as loudly as vaguely of the sacredness of property and vested +rights. But I would answer such, that starvation in the midst of plenty, +on the plea of the sacredness of justice, is a practical blasphemy! +What, therefore, relief from taxation did not effect for the absolutely +destitute, I would complete by an amended system of poor-laws;--such +assessments, however, to be levied on independent property only." + +"Poor-laws are bad things," interrupted Sir James, who having finished +his luncheon, was now lolling on a sofa, "they make the common people so +lazy." + +"As long as industry is not taxed in support of idleness," answered +Henry, "the lazy rich man is entitled to no commiseration for being +compelled to assist his brother, the lazy poor man! Poor-laws," he +added, turning to Lord Darlingford, "as far at least as food goes, I +consider the most sacred of vested rights. God said, 'Behold, I have +given you every herb bearing seed which is upon the face of all the +earth, and every tree, in the which is the fruit of a tree yielding +seed, to you it shall be for meat.'" + +"But you allow," said his lordship, "that many of the great landed +properties you would tax thus heavily are purchased with the produce of +the owner's own exertions; state your reasons for giving immunity to +present industry and not to past?" + +"Because," replied Henry, "when once a man has realized property he has +acquired a stake in the country, a stake in the stability of the +government; his property requires protection, whether from the foreign +enemy or the home depredator; and, therefore, he should pay for such +protection. If a man desires a wall round his garden, who pays for +building the wall? The man who owns the garden! If a man wishes to +insure his premises against fire, who pays the insurance? The man whose +premises are guaranteed. Would either of these persons dream of calling +a parish meeting to demand of their neighbours as a right, that they +should subscribe towards the expense so incurred; nay, that every +pauper subsisting on some shilling or two per week, should be compelled +to pay two-pence for his penny loaf until the sum was made up; yet, such +is the spirit of every tax, direct or indirect, levied on any thing but +independent property. The machinery of government is the garden-wall of +the landed interest, the insurance office of the fund-holder. Any tax, +therefore, levied on those who have neither land nor money is a crying +injustice, except, indeed," he added with bitter irony, "we admit of a +small pole-tax to keep down burking. It is, no doubt, the houseless, +nameless, friendless wretch, who has no one to ask what is become of +him; the poor creature, who has nothing to be protected but the limbs +and sinews he was born with, who runs the greatest risk of contributing +these to the promotion of science." + +"But," observed Lord Darlingford, "it is not the very destitute who pay +taxes." + +"I beg your pardon," said Henry, "indirect ones they do. If the beggar +in the street succeeds in exciting the compassion of the passenger, and +receives one penny, ere he can appease his hunger with a mouthful of +bread, do not the corn laws, by doubling the price of the loaf, exact +from him one half of the penny so obtained? And is not his mite, thus +cast into the treasury, like that of the poor widow in the Gospel, taken +from his _want_; and, therefore, more than all they (_the rich_) did +cast in of their abundance?" + +"Oh, it is all but too true!" said Lady Arden, feelingly. "I do think +your scheme of taxation would be but justice. Willoughby would certainly +have a great deal to pay; but he can surely afford it better than poor +creatures who have nothing but what they earn, or what they beg. I see +the subject now in quite a new light. I have always been in the habit of +thinking people _poor_ who had but _one_ or _two_ thousands a-year; and +I never took the trouble of considering that there was any difference +between hundreds a-year and nothing." + +"How would you apportion this property-tax of yours?" asked Lord +Darlingford; "and how ensure its being sufficient for the exigencies of +the state?" + +"On a graduated scale, as I have already said," replied Henry, "from +justice to individuals: let those who have the largest property to +ensure, pay, as at all other insurance offices, the most; but, as to +details and calculations, I leave those to Mr. Hume, or some of the +multiplication table people; I only advocate the principle. Indeed, one +of the great recommendations of this plan is, that the principle once +established, the work is done: when those who tie up the burdens have to +carry them, they may be trusted to find scales of sufficient nicety in +which to weigh them: we need, in that case, no longer call for +estimates, or petition against sinecures; nay, we may give the very +voting of the subsidies to the _Lords_ themselves!--many of whom, I make +no doubt, would forthwith become immortalised by the economical or +'_twopenny halfpenny_' ingenuity, developed in the devising of future +budgets. '_Twopence halfpenny_,' I would have the noble lords to know, +though no object to them, is a sum which many of their destitute +fellow-creatures would, at this moment, receive with joy of heart! Then, +remember, in further recommendation of this scheme, the millions a-year +of unprofitable expense that would be saved to the nation, by having but +one instead of innumerable taxes to levy." + +"I don't think," said Sir James, looking as if he had made a discovery, +"that the people with large fortunes will like this law of yours, +Henry." + +"Many people, too," replied Henry, contemptuously, "don't like paying +their Christmas bills." + +Alfred, who had been looking over a morning paper near a window, and +from time to time lending a share of his attention to the disputants, +now joined them. + +"We cannot, I think," he said, "blame any particular government, or set +of men, for the ills of which you complain. The fault is in human +nature; and the remedy, if there be one, is only to be found in laying +step by step the wisest general restrictions we can on individual +selfishness. The advance of civilization has already placed a salutary +check on plunder by force; it remains for the march of intellect to +discover one for plunder by stratagem. But we must be cautious; in +desiring the higher steps of the ladder of wisdom and virtue, we must +not undervalue those we have attained, and in our headlong haste, +stumble; and, like our neighbours of the continent, fall back on the +frightful abyss of anarchy that lays below! 'Tis well to rise in +excellence; I hate the cant of dreading all chance: but, to keep to the +simile of the ladder, let us take care that the lifting foot be firmly +placed on the step above, ere the standing one be removed from the step +below." + +"Is there not some danger," said Lord Darlingford, "of a property-tax +sending capital out of the kingdom?" + +"It must be very easy," replied Henry, "for the inventors of all sorts +of protecting duties to devise a means of meeting that difficulty, by +some ingeniously arranged tax on the exportation of property, whether +income or capital, with a tremendously deterring fine on any attempt at +imposition; and minor exactments, to hunt evasion through all its +windings. There might, also," he added, "be an alien tax, to prevent the +foreign artizan from sharing the immunity from taxation, purchased by +our own rich for our own poor." + +"Is there not some danger," said Lady Arden, "that the deteriorated +incomes of the great, by obliging them to lessen their establishments +and expenditure, would throw many people out of employment, and so +increase the numbers of the poor?" + +"I should think not," answered Henry; "recollect there would be the same +property in the kingdom, only in more general and more equal +circulation. The servants dismissed, and the luxuries foregone by the +few, would in all probability be more than compensated by the increased +establishments and more numerous comforts of the many, though each only +in a small degree. The standard of splendour might be lowered, but that +of comfort would be raised. The change, too, is likely to be in favour +of home productions: the overflow of inordinate wealth, the _too much_ +of the few, is frequently squandered on luxuries obtained from abroad; +while the fertilizing sufficiency, the _enough_ of the many, would +probably be expended on comforts produced at home. + +"I do not, however," he added, "mean to assume the character of a +prophet, or even to argue the point of future consequences; I take +higher ground, and end every such discussion with the same appeal to +duty: + +"Let each generation do what is clearly justice in their own day, and +leave the future to the All-wise Disposer of events. + +"If there were, indeed, a theory through the mazes of which moral +rectitude knew no path, we might be excusable in taking calculation for +our guide; but when our road lies before us, indicated by duty's +steadily pointing finger, we are not entitled to balance ere we proceed, +even though it should be where four frequented highways meet." + +Mrs. Dorothea, the sisters, and Sir James, had got tired of politics, +and wandered into the garden. Henry, perceiving that Sir James was still +in attendance on Louisa, became impatient, broke off the conversation +abruptly, and following them, joined her, saying, "Lord Darlingford is +too prudent a politician for me. I hate prudence and calculation, and +worldly mindedness," he added, with impetuosity, and a provoked and +mortified tone of voice, which Louisa was at no loss to comprehend. "The +present artificial state of society," he proceeded, "has banished into +the poet's dream every thing worth living for!--there alone all things +deserving the ambition of an intellectual being now hold their unreal +existence! Beauty has become a snare--feeling a folly, or a curse!--love +a farce, and lovely woman, nature's most cunning workmanship, a _toy_, +a _trinket_, which the rich man may draw out his purse and +purchase!!!--heart and all!" he subjoined, in an under and somewhat +softened voice, for Louisa had looked round, and their eyes had met for +a moment. "Is it so?" he continued; "or are the beautiful looking +deceptions now made to suit the _market_ for which they are intended, +_without hearts_?" + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +Whether Alfred's study was pamphlet, newspaper, or magazine, he could +never contrive to discern the print by any light but that of the window, +or rather glass door, at which we left him standing on the morning on +which he first discerned the fleeting semblance of a fair vision in the +adjoining garden. The glass door was generally half open, a muslin blind +drawn half down across it, and the eyes of the student, like those of +the naughty child in the pictures of bold Harry, just visible over the +top of his book. + +On such occasions one of his sisters would often glide behind him, and +startling him with a loud burlesque sigh, exclaim, "She is not there +to-day." "Nonsense!" Alfred would say, rising. "This is a very well +written thing," he added one morning, throwing his book on a table. + +"What is it about, Alfred?" asked Madeline archly. He took up the book +again to examine it before he could answer the question; "I declare he +can't tell," she cried, "without looking at the top of the page;" a +general burst of laughter followed, from which Alfred escaped into the +garden. He had long since made it his business to ascertain that Lady +Palliser and her daughter inhabited the next villa; but few, very few +indeed, and "far between," had been the glimpses of his beauteous +enslaver which his late studious habits and love of good light had +procured for him. + +Lady Caroline appeared to be conscious that the garden was exposed to +the view of their neighbours, and was therefore timid about entering it; +or, when she did so, as on the first occasion noticed, it was only to +pluck a flower, for she seemed fearful of remaining in it for a moment. +This morning, however, both mother and daughter had appeared on the lawn +and with bonnets on, which, combined with the early hour, had caused +Alfred to suspect them of an intention of visiting the walks; and his +consequent anticipations of a possible meeting, had, we must confess, +made him rather absent. + +He now called in at the window to his sisters to know if they were not +yet ready, assuring them that the band had played several tunes, and +that they would be late. + +"Don't you know that the Duke of Gloucester has arrived?" he continued, +"did you not hear the joy bells yesterday evening? He is so punctual to +seven, that the fashionables are always early when he is here." + +This remonstrance had the desired effect; final arrangements were +quickly completed and the party set forth. + +On entering the Montpelier walk, Alfred beheld, quite near and coming +towards them, Lady Palliser and her daughter, in company with the duke, +and attended by two or three of his grace's aides-de-camp. + +Alfred saw that Lady Caroline perceived and recognised him, for she +coloured instantly, but looked as if she did not know whether she ought +to acknowledge him or not; while he was so much startled and confounded, +that he had not presence of mind to look for a recognition. Lady +Palliser happened to be conversing with his grace, and did not see him. +He passed, therefore, unacknowledged by either lady. + +The next turn, the next and the next again, he was determined to manage +matters better, and accordingly kept a regular look out for the duke's +party, but they were nowhere to be seen; it was evident they had been +going off the walk at the time he met them. + +How dull the whole gay scene became the moment this conviction reached +him! How irksome the frivolity of every body's manner; while all the +world, seeming to have made the discovery simultaneously with himself, +kept telling each other as they passed that the duke was gone, just as +if it was done on purpose to torment him. + +In vain did Miss Salter, every time he encountered the party, address +Lady Flamborough by her title, in an unnecessarily loud tone, to +endeavour to draw his attention by showing him what exalted company she +was in. Every effort was thrown away upon him, as well as all the extra +finery sported this day on purpose for the duke. Little did his grace +think how many husbands and fathers he had caused to grumble. As for +poor Lady Whaleworthy, in her loyal zeal to make herself fit company for +royalty, she actually crowned herself with the gold tissue turban which +she wore at Mr. Salter's dinner; so that with this and her everlasting +crimson velvet pelisse, to which she had added a gold waist-band for the +occasion, she was altogether as fine as the hammer cloth of a lord +mayor's coach. + +Lady Flamborough trusted more to her natural attractions; these she +displayed for the great occasion with a liberality which certainly did +succeed in calling forth a remark from his grace, though by no means a +complimentary one. + +The new bonnets sported this morning would require the calculating boy +to count them; and as for shoes, many a simple-hearted girl fresh from +the country, submitted to hours of actual torture, in order that the +Duke of Gloucester might go back to London convinced that she had very +small feet. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +The next morning Alfred was on his guard, and watched the first +approaches of the duke's party with a palpitating heart. + +But, alas! Lady Palliser, as before, was occupied and saw him not; +while, what was much worse, it was evident that Lady Caroline did see +him at a distance, and from that moment kept her eyes fixed on the +ground. They passed each other, and he could discern the glow of +consciousness steal over her cheek as they did so. Again and again they +passed--still without recognition; till at length he scarcely ventured +to look that way. Lord Darlingford now appeared. He attached himself to +Lady Arden's party--Jane in particular. After a turn or two, he +apologised for quitting them, saying he must go and speak to Lady +Palliser. Alfred, forming a sudden and desperate resolve, at which he +often afterwards looked back with astonishment, took his lordship's arm, +and accompanied him. The duke had just quitted the walk, and Lady +Palliser, quite _désoeuvrée_, happened at the moment to be in what she +called a humour for being spoken to. She received, therefore, not only +Lord Darlingford but Alfred with the utmost graciousness. Caroline, +after a timid glance at her mother's countenance, looked round and +recognised our hero with a smile that seemed to open to him in an +instant the gates of Paradise. Nay, the Montpelier walk itself became, +as by a sudden revelation, the very garden of Eden to his delighted +eyes. He was walking next to Caroline--he did not know how he had got +there! He was speaking to her--he did not know what he was saying! Her +countenance was turned towards him to reply, while the close bonnet +which, while it was so turned, hid its loveliness from every eye. It was +a slight summer one of simple snowy sarcenet, and though it warded off +the glare of the out-door sun-beam, it admitted through its half +transparent texture a heavenly kind of light, which at once accurately +defined, and seemed a fitting shrine for the perfectly angelic features +around which it dwelt: the pure lively red of the lovely moving lip, +where all else was so white; the smile of enchantment, exposing to view +the pearly teeth; the delicately pencilled brow; the large dark eyes, +which yet were so soft, so modestly raised, so meek in their expression, +that their very lustre seemed that of compassion's tear ere it o'erflows +the lid! Yet did their mild beams make such an unmerciful jumble of all +Alfred's ideas, that he was quite sure he must be talking nonsense. But +there was no help for it; if he spoke not, he saw but the fluted outside +of the white sarcenet bonnet; it was necessary to make ceaseless appeals +to Caroline's attention, or the graceful head would not be turned +towards him; the lovely eyes would not be raised to his, the beauteous +lips, fresh as rose leaves moist with morning dew, would not be parted +in reply; to purchase delights such as these he was compelled to risk +his reputation as a sage, and go on without an effort to think. At +length, however he came to an unlucky pause, and instead of jumping +over it, unfortunately began to weigh what subject he should next +propound. But, alas! the precious moments flew past in rapid succession, +and, one after another, became absorbed in the gulph of eternity, while +our poor hero was still at a stand. + +And now strange uneasy sensations began to blend with the dream-like +felicity he had hitherto enjoyed, though he was not yet awake to the +cause, which was simply this: the band was playing that well known note +of dismissal--the national anthem--and anticipations of approaching +separation began to steal over his senses. To his surprise and infinite +delight, however, Lady Palliser suddenly asked Lord Darlingford and +himself, with the prettiest and most petitioning manner possible, to go +home with her party to breakfast. We need scarcely say that Alfred +consented; so did Lord Darlingford, though not quite so willingly, for +he had intended to return to Lady Arden's party. + +After this morning, Alfred not only joined his new friends whenever they +appeared, but became in a short time almost a daily visitor at Jessamine +bower; and apparently with the entire approbation of Lady Palliser. +Indeed, it was in general some message or some commission of her +ladyship's, or some allusion to the morrow made at parting, almost +amounting to an appointment, which furnished him with an excuse for +calling. He, poor fellow, was flattered, delighted, filled with hope and +joy! But, alas! he was not sufficiently acquainted with the character of +Lady Palliser to understand his own position. Her ladyship was a being +without affections and without occupation; who in her intercourse with +others, and from total heartlessness, cared not whose best feelings were +the springs of the puppet-show, so the movements of the puppets amused +her--and he happened to be the whim of the hour;--to order him about, to +see him perfectly at her disposal, chanced to be what, just then, +afforded a species of excitement to her restless idleness and morbid +selfishness. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +Meanwhile much of Caroline's excessive reserve, or rather fearfulness of +manner wore off. In her mother's immediate presence indeed she was ever +the same; but if Lady Palliser quitted the room for a moment, or was +occupied conversing with some other visitor, Caroline's countenance +would brighten, and her manner become comparatively easy and happy. +Fully, however, to comprehend our heroine, it will be necessary to cast +a retrospective glance over the manner of her education. + +The most painful silence of the heart and all its best affections had +from infancy been habitual to Caroline. She was an only child, and had +no recollection of her father; while her mother's strange, unfeeling +character, had made her from the very first shrink within herself. When +arrived at an age at which young people, not self-opinionated, naturally +wish to ask those older than themselves what they ought to do on various +little occasions, which seem to them important from their novelty, poor +Caroline would sometimes, in what she deemed a case of urgency, make a +great effort and apply to her mother, on which Lady Palliser would treat +her simplicity as the best of good jokes, laugh to excess, then rally +her for blushing, and next perhaps for shedding tears; and, finally, +either leave her question without reply, or give one turning the +subject into absolute ridicule; till at last Caroline learned to feel a +terror surpassing description of having any one thought, feeling, or +opinion even guessed at by her mother. Yet her mother was her only +companion. There was also a strange inconsistency in the character and +conduct of Lady Palliser; for while she never condescended to advise, +she was tyrannical in her commands, exacting implicit, unquestioned, +instantaneous obedience to every whim. + +Either there was something in the thorough kindliness of Alfred's +disposition which appeared in his manner, and secretly won the +confidence of our heroine; or fate had ordained that they were to love +each other. Whatever the cause, the consequence was, that Caroline, +after the intimacy we have described had subsisted for some weeks, no +longer felt alone in the world--she was no longer without thoughts that +gave her pleasure; while those thoughts, though for their ostensible +object they had a walk, a song, a book, or a flower, were always +associated with the idea of Alfred--of something that he had said--or +some little kind service he had performed--or, perhaps, some chance +encounter of his eye--or the consciousness of his fixed gaze, felt +without daring to look up, and which, though it had produced strange +confusion of ideas at the time, was remembered with delight. Neither was +she any longer without hope, though but a hope that they might meet on +the walks, or that he might come in about something she had heard her +mother mention to him. + +It may be asked why should Caroline not always have had the hopes with +which most young people enter life; merely because the buoyancy of youth +had been pressed down, and the elasticity of its spirits destroyed, by +the unnatural restraint under which every thought and feeling had been +held during the period that her earliest affections had, as is generally +the case, endeavoured to fix themselves on her parent. + +As for Alfred, he had misgivings certainly, respecting his being a +younger brother, and his consequent want of fortune. At the same time, +when he felt that he was justified in harbouring the restless, +delightful hope, that he was already not quite indifferent to Caroline, +and that he received such decided encouragement as he did from her +mother, what could he think, but that he was the most fortunate fellow +in existence, and that he had met with the most generous, liberal +minded, delightful people in the whole world! + +Sometimes, indeed, he would take a fastidious fit, and murmur a little +in his heart against fate, for compelling him to be the one to receive, +and denying him the pride and pleasure of bestowing; but so absorbing +was his passion for Caroline, that he soon closed his eyes against this +objection, almost as absolutely as he would have done against the +contrary had it existed. He was incapable, in short, at the time, of +weighing any subject deliberately: a look, a smile, or the unbidden +brightening of Caroline's countenance when they met, would have been +sufficient to have upset the firmest resolves, had he even been visited +by a lucid interval in which to have formed them; but on the contrary, +from the first morning he had been so unexpectedly invited home by Lady +Palliser, his head had become giddy with rapture; the pulsations of his +heart had never settled down to their steady original pace, nor had any +one thought or feeling ever once been summoned before the bar of reason. +That it must be a fairy tale--a dream--too much happiness to be true, +would sometimes cross his imagination for a moment, and strike his heart +with a sort of panic; but such thoughts not being agreeable enough to +meet with a welcome within, were therefore quickly dismissed. + +Whenever he was neither at Lady Palliser's nor at his old post at the +window, he was wandering in some unfrequented walk, or reclining +listlessly on a remote sofa in a deep reverie, calling to mind looks, +smiles, or half uttered replies, from which, while they said nothing, +every thing might be inferred. + +He studied and learned to comprehend as a language hitherto unknown, the +timid, shrinking, as yet undeveloped character of Caroline. To him her +very silence now conveyed more than the eloquence of others; and however +long he watched the downcast lid, if it was raised at last but for a +second, he was amply rewarded. + +And when he repaired to Jessamine Bower, to pay his now daily morning +visit, and on entering addressed Lady Palliser first, as he made a point +of doing, he literally trembled with concealed emotion as he noted the +slight tinge, faint as the reflection from a rose leaf, steal over +Caroline's delicate cheek, while she continued to bend over her +employment, whatever it might be, and acting her part unnecessarily +well, endeavoured to betray no consciousness of his presence, till her +attention was absolutely claimed by some such formal address as-- + +"How is Lady Caroline this morning?" Formal as were the words, the tone +of the voice was sufficient. The faint tinge would increase to a deep +blush, ere the equally formed reply was articulated. On many occasions, +Alfred would continue to converse with Lady Palliser, or perform any of +her frivolous and whimsical commands, and nothing more apparently would +pass between the young people; yet would he, the while, trace in slight +variations of countenance, imperceptible to any other eye, all that +Caroline thought or felt with regard to what was said. Sometimes Lady +Palliser herself would suddenly fling down her netting or knotting, or +whatever nonsense she was about, with an expression of disgust, declare +she was sick of it, and ordering Alfred to look for her pet book of +Italian Trios, and Caroline to put away her drawing and join them, seat +herself at the instrument. + +This to Caroline and Alfred was a wonderful improvement of position. +Standing together behind Lady Palliser's chair, their voices united in +the thrilling harmonies of the music, and sometimes in the utterance of +words expressive of thoughts, which else one at least of the voices had +never dared to pronounce. On one of these favourable occasions a +circumstance occurred, trivial in the extreme, yet which forwarded +Alfred's cause amazingly, and indeed conveyed to both a tacit conviction +of each other's attachment. + +A hand of each while they sang rested on the back of Lady Palliser's +chair, and after a simultaneous attempt to turn over the leaf of the +music-book, accidentally came in contact as they returned to their +former position. It had been long ere a modest younger brother, like our +poor hero, had found courage to possess himself by any direct means of +the fair, soft, taper fingered, rosy palmed, little hand, of the great +heiress, the beautiful Lady Caroline Montague; but an occasion like this +was not to be resisted: Alfred's trembling fingers closed upon the fond +treasure; while a hasty but faint effort of Caroline's to withdraw it, +was met by a beseeching look that seemed to have the desired effect; +for, though covered with blushes, she did not immediately succeed in +disengaging the hand, while the little scene was at the moment supplied +by the duet with appropriate words. + +[Illustration: Langue il mio co-re per te d'a-mo-re.] + +Sang Alfred, while Caroline in faltering notes replied + +[Illustration: Non so re-sis-te-re.] + +When our hero had taken his departure Caroline hastened to her own +apartment. She felt unfit for any society, particularly her mother's. + +Her pure unpractised delicacy of mind caused her to look back on the +incident which had just passed as an event of the utmost importance; as, +in short, not only a proposal, but also an acceptance. Nay, had she +wished it, she would no longer have thought herself at liberty to +retract; for she knew that she would not have allowed a man who was +indifferent to her to have retained her hand in his for a single second. +That she had permitted Alfred then to do so, she felt amounted to a +confession of preference! Deep was the blush which accompanied this +thought. + +At other times Lady Palliser would be extravagantly late in the morning; +and, if consequently not in the drawing-room when our hero called, she +would send word that Mr. Arden was not to go away till she came down; +and then so whimsical were all her movements, not perhaps make her +appearance for an hour, or possibly two. Those were the occasions on +which Alfred best succeeded in drawing Caroline into easy and familiar +conversation, and thus inducing in her a feeling of confidence towards +himself, which a young creature who had been blessed with any friend in +her own family, would not have thought of mingling with her love for a +lover: but the affection poor Caroline was beginning to feel towards +Alfred was not only her _First Love_, but it was also the first +friendship her heart had ever been encouraged to know. Thus it was, that +to a being hitherto so totally alone in the world, he became in so short +a time every thing. While the idea, however vaguely entertained, of +being at some period of the future of existence protected by his +affection from every harshness--sheltered by his tenderness from every +sorrow, had almost unconsciously became the hope, the home, the resting +place of all her anticipations. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + +"But how are you to ask us to the wedding, Alfred, considering we don't +even visit?" said Louisa one morning to her brother, who stood as usual +at the window, but now without even the pretext of a book. + +"Nonsense, Louisa!" he replied. "Wedding, indeed! I wish it were come to +that! and it would be easy to arrange the visiting. By-the-by, ma'am," +he added, turning to his mother, "independent of Louisa's jesting, I +wish we did visit." + +"So do I, my dear," replied Lady Arden, "but Lady Palliser, of the two, +was here rather before I was; besides she is a person of the highest +rank, so that I think the first advances ought to come from her. They +say too, her ladyship is going to give a great fancy ball, and it would +look as if I wanted to have the girls asked. However, I should suppose +we must visit soon, one way or other; for Louisa's jesting as you call +it, appears to me to go on in as serious a manner as you could desire." + +"Oh--I--a--don't know, ma'am," said Alfred, colouring, and pulling off +and on an unfortunate glove, which seemed destined to be martyred in the +cause. + +"Why certainly," persisted Lady Arden, "neither Lady Caroline, nor her +mother for her, would be justified in receiving either your public +attentions or your daily visits in the manner they do, if they meant to +make the only objection which could be made to you--your being a younger +son." + +"Well--I hope you may be right, ma'am;" said Alfred, laughing, and +escaping into the garden to hide his confusion. + +"He will be a fortunate young man if he gets Lady Caroline Montague," +said Aunt Dorothea. + +"Not more fortunate than he deserves, Mrs. Dorothea," replied Lady +Arden, "for he is the best creature in the world, as well as the +handsomest and the most agreeable." + +"No one can be more sensible of my nephew's merits than I am," said Mrs. +Dorothea; "but I still maintain that few, even of the few who deserve as +well, are as fortunate. Lady Caroline Montague, I understand, inherits +the whole of the family estates, and her son, should she have one, will +I suppose have the title." + +"Why, no doubt she could command any match," replied Lady Arden; "'tis +however a most fortunate circumstance that Lady Palliser has the good +sense to see the advantage of her daughter marrying so thoroughly +amiable a young man, who will make her so truly happy." + +"Talking of happiness," said Mrs. Dorothea, "I hope poor Jane may be +happy with Lord Darlingford." + +"I trust she will," replied Lady Arden, with a half suppressed sigh; +"and in point both of rank and fortune you know it is a most desirable +match." + +"No doubt of it," rejoined Mrs. Dorothea, "and people are very foolish +who neglect such serious considerations, and allow their time to glide +by them. Were I, at this moment, as I might have been but for my own +folly, Countess Dowager of Ravenscroft;" and here Mrs. Dorothea drew up +her head with great stiffness, "such people as the Salters would never +have had it in their power to insult me; nor should I have been in +danger of losing my life by being baked to death in that horrid lodging. +To be sure the carpet looked respectable, and that was all it had to +recommend it." + +"By-the-by," said her ladyship, "I have often wondered, Mrs. Arden, how +you, who have in general a very proper sense of your own dignity, came +to make the acquaintance of such people as those Salts, was it you +called them?" + +"Your ladyship's remark is very just," replied Mrs. Dorothea, "but the +old friend from whom they brought me a letter, is a highly respectable +and gentlemanly man, and I was not aware till lately that he had only +made their acquaintance himself casually at a boarding-house, where it +seems they persecuted him with attentions, and then worried him for a +letter to some one at Cheltenham, where they said they were going +perfect strangers. He was afraid to enter into those particulars in the +note he sent by them, lest they should contrive to open and read it: and +the letter he since wrote me to say how little he himself knew of them, +and to apologise for the liberty he had taken, by explaining that they +made such a point of his giving them a line to some friend, that he did +not know how to refuse, was unfortunately delayed, waiting for a frank +(he knows I don't like postages), till with my usual silly goodnature I +had taken a great deal of trouble about those worthless people. Their +vulgarity too disgusted me all the time; yet they so overwhelmed me with +their thanks, their gratitude, as they called it, that I literally did +not know how to shake them off." + +"Really my dear madam," said Lady Arden, "you are quite too +goodnatured." + +"That has always been my weak point," replied Mrs. Dorothea: "when I see +that it is in my power to serve people, I am fool enough to fancy that +alone gives them a claim upon me." + +And such was really the case, for poor Mrs. Dorothea, though she had +been all her life threatening to grow wise, in other words selfish, had +never yet attained to any degree of proficiency in this art of +self-defence, if we may so term it. Too great goodnature was indeed her +only apology for being still at fifty-five, what people of the world +emphatically call young! For she had not been all her days blinded by +the dazzling sunshine of unclouded prosperity; on the contrary, her +horizon had been frequently overshadowed by those unfavourable changes, +from which, as variableness of weather teaches the sailor seamanship, +knowledge of the world is in general collected. + +"But we were speaking of Jane," proceeded Mrs. Dorothea, "I have not the +least doubt of my niece's good sense. Indeed Jane is a sweet girl, as +amiable as sensible. I was only afraid that Lord Darlingford had rather +a jealous temper." + +"I hope not!" her ladyship replied, again sighing, "and you know, my +dear Mrs. Arden, the impossibility of having every thing one's own way +in this world. The connection, establishment, and all that, are in the +highest degree desirable. And then between ourselves, Lord Nelthorpe has +not behaved very well to poor Jane." + +"In that respect, it is so far fortunate," said Mrs. Dorothea, "that she +is now making a still higher connection. And then Sir James, with his +fifteen thousand per annum, will certainly be a splendid match for +Louisa; but she must mind what she is about, and not laugh at him as she +now does after they are married." + +"Of course she will have too much good sense for that," replied Lady +Arden; but her eyes filled with silent tears as she thought of the +infinite sacrifice Louisa would make, if she did indeed marry Sir James. + +The three sisters had followed Alfred into the garden, and were +collecting flowers to supply the vases in the drawing-room, and laughing +in their usual light-hearted way, if but a blossom fell to the ground +instead of into the basket held out to catch it. Caroline the while was +standing in her mother's drawing-room, behind a Venetian blind, through +which unseen she was observing their movements, and envying their +happiness, which to her appeared to be satisfactorily accounted for by +Alfred's being their brother. How fervently did she wish at the moment +that she too were his sister, were it but that she might be privileged +to go out and join the cheerful group, on which she thus wistfully +gazed. + +With her solitary musing, however, a thrill pleasure mingled, when from +time to time she saw Alfred steal a glance of interest at the very +window where she stood; and which, from the blind being down, he +suspected was occupied by Caroline. + +The Arden girls, at the moment, were all occupied plucking blossoms from +various parts of a long trailing branch of woodbine, which as it hung +from above their heads, it cost them an effort to reach. + +"Look, look! Caroline," cried Lady Palliser, who was standing at another +window, "how like they are to the drawings of the graces. I must go and +see Lady Arden directly, and send them all cards; for I am determined to +have those three nice girls to do the graces at my fancy ball." + +Out of this mere whim of Lady Palliser's arose a visiting acquaintance +with the Ardens. + +Alfred and Caroline were, therefore, more than ever together, a +consequence which Lady Palliser made no effort whatever to prevent. The +fact was that her ladyship was in the habit of considering Caroline, who +was but seventeen, a mere child; while her own excessive vanity, and +Alfred's unremitting efforts to make himself agreeable to her for +Caroline's sake, had completely deceived her into a belief that he was +under the dominion of one of those absurd boy passions, which very young +men sometimes conceive for women much older than themselves; +particularly if they happened to be, as her ladyship well knew she was, +still extremely beautiful. And though Lady Palliser was too proud and +too cold to have the most remote idea of making a fool of herself, she +looked forward to seeing our hero in despair at her feet as to the +_denouement_ of an excellent jest; while in the meantime she amused +herself by drawing him on to commit every absurdity she could devise. +And such, no doubt, if meant as attentions to herself, would have been +many humble assiduities, which, for Caroline's sake, he willingly paid +her ladyship. + +During the progress of this amiable proceeding, the honest-hearted +Alfred received every symptom of kindliness of manner, as an indication +of maternal feeling, and as a proof that Lady Palliser already +considered him her future son-in-law. + +One evening they happened to be alone, when he was about to take his +departure; her ladyship, on bidding him good night, held towards him +her beautiful white hand in a very coquettish, but, as he thought, in +the most frank, obliging manner possible. The idea struck him, that +considering his comparative want of fortune, it might be more honourable +in him to make some disclosure of the state of his feelings to Lady +Palliser, previously to addressing Caroline herself; accordingly, in a +paroxysm of grateful and dutiful affection, he seized her ladyship's +proffered hand, respectfully pressed it to his lips, and began to murmur +something about his own unworthiness. Lady Palliser, snatching her hand +away, laughed and said, "Go, you foolish child." + +Alfred, thus discouraged for the moment, took his departure in silence, +with some idea that Lady Palliser, however kindly and liberally disposed +towards his humble pretensions, very possibly thought both Caroline and +himself too young at present. What else could she mean by calling him a +foolish child? Little did he dream of the construction put on his manner +by his intended mother-in-law. + +As little had he suspected on former occasions, that her ladyship had +believed him to be making a complete fool of himself, and had been in +proportion well amused, when, in conversation with her, while every word +was intended for the ear of our heroine, who sat silently by at her +drawing, he had ventured on topics, which when alone with Caroline he +dared not introduce; and eloquently painted his idea of an ardent, +genuine, and worthy attachment, and the devotion of a whole life +consequent upon it till he had became breathless with agitation: yet, +seeing that Lady Palliser only smiled at the uncontrollable warmth which +quite carried him away, he believed that he was tacitly approved of, +and so thoroughly understood, that explanation, whenever the proper time +for it should arrive, would be merely matter of form. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + + +The triumphs of Aunt Dorothea over all her enemies, particularly the +Salters, were so numerous, that to avoid prolixity we have not recounted +them. As for Miss Salter, she had brought on a most inconvenient pain in +the back of her neck by the reiterated bows with which she had again and +again, morning after morning, vainly endeavoured to draw the attention +of Mrs. Dorothea Arden. + +One day, however, when that lady was driving up and down the +High-street, seated at her ease in her sister, Lady Arden's peculiarly +splendid open barouche, she beheld, trudging along the flag-way and +coming towards her, Mr. and the Misses Salter, with countenances which +betrayed that they were not insensible to the heat of the weather; and +shoes so assimilated by dust to the dust on which they trod, as to be +nearly invisible. Mrs. Dorothea was not aware that the Salters had ever +before seen her in this elegant carriage: so anxious was she therefore +that they should do so now, that on the impulse of the moment, in +defiance of having long since given them the cut direct, she made an +almost involuntary, yet very conspicuous bow. Electrified and delighted, +the whole party stopped short and performed no less than three bows each +in return; while Miss Salter, who had by much the greatest portion of +moral courage of the whole trio, added even a kiss of the hand. + +Miss Dorothea had not been long returned home when she received a card +of invitation from the Misses Salter to a quadrille party, accompanied +by a long servile note, to say that they were much concerned at not +having had earlier it in their power to offer some attention to her +friends, Lady Arden and family, and also to her friend Lady Palliser, +and begging to know if their waiting upon, and sending cards of +invitation to these respective ladies would be agreeable. + +To this was added a hint, that indeed the party was in a great measure +made for her friends and would be very _select_. + +To the invitation for herself, Mrs. Dorothea sent a formal rejection, +without assigning any reason. Of the absurd and forward proffer of +_attention_ to her _friends_ she took no notice. + +Nor were those dignified proceedings the sole mode of vengeance +practised by Mrs. Dorothea against her pitiful foes; for much as she was +herself engaged at present with more agreeable occupations, she had +placed the affair from the commencement in such able hands, namely, +those of her prime minister, Sarah, that no circumstance, however +minute, had been lost sight of. + +The origin of the Salters, by its coarsest appellation, had been +diligently disseminated in every servant's hall, and thence arisen to +the respective dining and drawing-rooms, till it had reached the ears of +many, who else had never known that there were such people in existence +as the Salters. + +What was if possible worse, Sir William Orm's servant in particular had +been put on his guard about the deception practised on him by Mrs. +Johnson, respecting the young ladies' fortunes; on which Sir William had +without the slightest ceremony cut the connexion altogether. He never +called or even left a card; he never joined them any where, and as to +the bows he gave them in return for those they made to him from a mile +off, they were really, except to persons in desperate circumstances, not +worth having. + +Sir James, it may be remembered, had deserted on the very first morning +he had encountered Louisa Arden; so that disconsolate indeed were now +the pair who had so lately congratulated themselves on having two +baronets for their lovers. + +Their _select_ acquaintance too, the Shawbridges and Whaleworthys, began +to play fine; for in a watering place a title is a title, whether got by +accident or by cheese, and though both beef and cheese, like all other +necessaries, are sad vulgar things, experience had taught even the +innocent hearted Lady Whaleworthy, that with a certain class, and she +poor woman dreamed of no better, a title could cover a multitude of +_cheeses_. + +Not so, alas, with the Misses Salter's _family secret_, which seemed for +the present to have abolished all variety of diet, for (crying +injustice!) while scarcely any body would visit Mr. Salter, Mr. Salter's +beef was, to quote Sarah's polite pun, "in every body's mouth!" + +People could not even propound the flattering probability of his having +amassed a large fortune without some one more witty than elegant adding +the characteristic remark, that while salting his beef it was supposed +he had taken care to save his bacon. + +To complete the unfortunate position of the family, Mr. Salter had +unluckily found it necessary of late, in consequence of an aggravation +of his old complaint of the eyelids, to wear, protruding from beneath +the brim of his white hat, a _green_ silk shade, which gave occasion to +the idlers on the Mountpelier-walk, green being the well known colour of +disappointment, to assert that he had done so in consequence of the +cruel desertion of Lady Flamborough, who had, simultaneously with the +appearance of the said badge of despair, jilted him for a half-pay +lieutenant; a gentleman who having received a hint to retire from the +service of his Majesty, for reasons best known to himself and his +brother officers, had come to Cheltenham to devote himself to the +service of the ladies. + +Nor had poor Mr. Salter, while dragged every day to the walks by his +daughters, who now had no one else to walk with, a chance of forgetting +his fair deceiver; for there she was to be seen morning and evening as +gaily _undressed_ as ever, flaunting away and smiling and languishing as +usual; her white ostrich feathers too, at the highly improper +instigation of the breezes, mingling from time to time with the bright +red whiskers of the ci-devant lieutenant; while she, ungrateful woman, +had the barbarity to pass poor Mr. Salter again and again, without so +much as a recognition. "And that after," as he himself remarked, +"having had the face to eat his good dinners;" the remembrance of the +cost of which now added bitterness to the thoughts of slighted love. + +This was the morning too of the very day, or rather evening, fixed for +Lady Palliser's fancy ball, with the expectation of which the whole town +was ringing. Even the walks were thinned by its prospective influence, +or rather picked of fashionables; for those who were to be there, were +keeping themselves up, that they might be quite fresh for an occasion to +which the very capriciousness of her ladyship's character had lent, in +anticipation at least, a more than common interest. + +The Misses Salter, after weighing for two or three turns the poor chance +which sad experience had taught them there was of their picking up a +beau of any kind, against the certain disgrace of showing by their +wretchedness of fatigue that they were not to be among the _élite_ of +the evening, decided on going home to their breakfast, which social meal +commenced in a sulk and ended in a storm. + +Miss Grace began again about the improvidence of cutting Mrs. Dorothea +in the premature manner they had done. "And it was all your fault, +Eliza," she continued, "that insolent temper of yours is always longing +so for an opportunity to break out; and yet there is nobody that can +sneak and cringe in the mean fawning manner that you can when you think +there is any thing to be got by a person. If my advice had been taken, +we would have been acquainted with all these genteel people, and going +to this ball to-night, no doubt. To do Mrs. Dorothea justice, she was +quite indefatigable in her kindness, and in getting people to call on us +and invite us as long as we showed her any kind of gratitude; so we have +ourselves to thank, or rather you for it all." + +"Your advice indeed, you fool!" was all Miss Salter could find to say; +having, as she could not help knowing, the worst of the argument. + +"It all comes of _pride_, and upstartishness, and nonsense," said Mr. +Salter. "Grace, the girl, however, is so far right; Mrs. Dorothea Arden +is a very worthy gentlewoman, and showed us a great deal more civility +than in our station of life we had any right to look for; and it +certainly was our place to be very grateful for it, and if we have not +been so it is no fault of mine; I knew nothing of the carryings on of +you Misses with your boarding-school breeding forsooth." + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + + +In consequence of the expected ball in the evening, neither the Palliser +nor Arden party had been at the walks in the morning. But soon after +breakfast Alfred called at Lady Palliser's with his usual offering of +sweets. + +Caroline had just entered the drawing-room, and was proceeding towards a +conservatory at its further extremity, when the appearance of Alfred +arrested her steps. + +He assisted her in arranging the flowers he had brought, and in +selecting from them the favoured few she was to wear herself. This task +drew from him some playful remark, more love-like than rational, on the +good fortune of the happy blossoms thus chosen. + +Lady Palliser had been particularly harsh that morning about some +trifle, and Caroline was consequently in very bad spirits. + +"Why should it be good fortune to be chosen by me," she said, "when I am +myself the most unfortunate of beings? The poor flowers that I choose," +she added with a faint effort to laugh, fearful she had said too much, +"will be the first to fade away," quoting Moore's little song. + + "Or the young gazelle, with its soft black eye, + If it _loved you well would be sure to die_," + +proceeded Alfred, humming the air and continuing the quotation; then in +a half playful, half tender whisper, he subjoined, "The death-warrant +of many of whom your ladyship little thinks would be already signed and +sealed were this the case." But perceiving while he spoke that though +Caroline tried to smile her lip trembled, he checked himself, and with +an altered tone exclaimed, "I beg a thousand pardons! You are--you +seem--what can have--" + +"Oh, nothing," she replied, "only other young people are light-hearted +and cheerful together; there are your sisters for instance, how happy +they always seem to be; and how kind to you all--how indulgent, how +affectionate, Lady Arden appears. While I have neither sister, nor +brother, and yet my mother"--here checking herself, she added +hesitatingly, "I dare say--it must be my own fault--I suppose I don't +deserve to be loved--but I am quite sure that--that--my mother does not +love me--and oh, if you knew how miserable the thought makes me!" + +"You cannot be serious," he said. + +"I am indeed!" she replied, looking up with innocent earnestness, while +her eyes swam in tears. + +Alfred caught her hand, pressed it to his lips, talked incoherently +about the impossibility of knowing without loving her, then of his own +unworthiness, his presumption, his poverty, his insignificance, &c. &c.; +his being in short a younger son; and at length wound up all by making, +notwithstanding, a passionate declaration of his love. If affection the +most devoted, the most unalterable, had any value in her eyes, affection +that would study her every wish, affection such as he was convinced no +lover had ever felt before; if such affection could in any degree +compensate for the absence of every other pretension, such, unable +longer to suppress his feeling, he now ventured to lay at her feet. + +Caroline trembled and remained silent. He entreated her to speak, to +relieve him from the fear that he had offended her past forgiveness by +the very mention of his perhaps too daring suit. + +"Does--my mother--know?" she whispered at last, "because--if not--I +fear--" + +"Lady Palliser I think," he replied, "must know, must understand; nay, I +have ventured to allude slightly to the subject, and have even been +presumptuous enough to translate her ladyship's kindly and indulgent +admission of my constant visits as, however liberal on her part, a tacit +consent to my addresses." + +"Oh, I hope you are right!" exclaimed Caroline, with an inadvertent +earnestness which called forth from Alfred gratitude the most profuse, +expressed, not indeed loudly, but in whispers so tender, so eloquent, +that for some moments, Caroline, forgetting every thing but their +import, felt a happiness she had never known before. New and delightful +prospects of futurity seemed opening before her youthful imagination, +hitherto so cruelly depressed. Her countenance, though covered with +blushes, and studiously turned away to hide them, so far indicated what +was passing within, as to encourage Alfred in adding, + +"To-morrow, then, when Lady Palliser may possibly be at home, may I +venture to speak to her ladyship on this subject?" + +After a short silence, Caroline replied with hesitation, + +"Yes--I--suppose--you had better." + +But she sighed heavily as she said so, for she dreaded the strange and +whimsical temper of Lady Palliser; yet she now found that a feeling of +consolation accompanied what had hitherto been her greatest sorrow, the +sense of her mother's want of affection; for perhaps, she thought, she +may not care enough about me to mind what I do! Here all her efforts at +self-possession gave way, and she yielded to a passion of tears. + +Alfred had been holding her hand, and anxiously watching her +countenance; he became alarmed, and began to suspect, that perhaps she +was herself undecided. "What can this mean?" he cried. "You do not +repent of the permission you have given me? Caroline! say you do not! +Say I am wrong in this!" + +She raised her eyes and moved her lips to reply, when a loud +electrifying knock was heard at the hall door. The look however had so +far reassured Alfred, that he again pressed her hand to his lips, and +repeated with an inquiring tone, "To-morrow, then?" Footsteps were heard +in the hall; the drawing-room door opened, and Alfred hastily +disappeared, while a servant entering, laid cards on the table and +retired. + +Caroline was hastening towards the conservatory to take refuge there +till her agitation should subside, when the Venetian blind which hung +over its entrance was moved aside, and her mother appeared before her, +scorn and rage depicted in her countenance. + +Our heroine, her footsteps thus unexpectedly arrested, stopped short in +the centre of the apartment, and stood trembling from head to foot. + +From behind the Venetian blind, Lady Palliser had witnessed the whole of +the interview between the lovers. + +She was not herself previously aware that the heartless coquetry in +which she had been indulging had taken so strong a hold even of her bad +feelings; but disappointed vanity was perhaps a mortification she had +never known before. She therefore scarcely herself understood the +species of rage with which she was now animated; the almost hatred with +which she now looked on the perfect loveliness of her blushing, +trembling child. Of course, on prudential considerations she would have +disapproved of the match at any rate; and of this she now made an +excuse to herself. + +She stepped forward, and when close before Caroline, stamped her foot, +uttered an ironical, hysterical laugh, and almost gasping for breath, +stood some moments ere she could well articulate. + +"You piece of premature impudence!" were the first words she at length +pronounced. After pausing again for a moment, she recommenced with a +sneer, "So you have made your arrangement. I must congratulate you on +Mr. Arden's obliging acceptance of your liberal offer, of heart, hand, +and fortune!" + +Caroline looked the most innocent astonishment. + +"You really do not understand me," proceeded her ladyship, in the same +tone of mockery. "Are you then not aware that I have been a witness to +the scene which has just passed? and have, of course, heard your modest +ladyship stating to Mr. Arden how much at a loss you were for some one +to love you, forsooth! Barefaced enough, certainly! Upon which the young +man could not in common politeness do less than offer his services. +Besides, it was much too good a thing to be rejected; few younger +brothers, and therefore beggars, would refuse the hand of an heiress of +your rank and fortune. Go! you disgrace to your family and sex; go to +your room, and remain there till you have my permission to leave it. As +for Mr. Arden, I shall give orders that he is never again admitted +beneath this roof. Should you hereafter meet him in society do not dare +to recognise him. Go!" + +Caroline was moving towards the door, without attempting a reply, well +aware that remonstrance or entreaty would be perfectly vain. + +"Stay!--I have changed my mind," recommenced her ladyship. "Mr. Arden +comes to-morrow, it seems--let him come--I shall not see him. Receive +him yourself, reject him yourself, now and for ever! Tell him that on +reflection you have repented of your folly; and that the subject must +not be even mentioned to me. Let the interview take place in this +room--let your rejection be distinct, and let him suppose it comes from +yourself. I shall be again in the conservatory--I shall hear and see all +that passes; and on your peril, by word or look, say more or less than I +have commanded." + +Caroline flung herself on her knees, and with clasped hands and +streaming eyes looked up in her mother's face. "Oh, do not, do not," +she exclaimed, "ask me to see him, and in all else I will submit!" + +Lady Palliser laughed out with malicious irony, saying, "So you offer +conditional obedience. Do," she proceeded, frowning fiercely, and +extending her clenched hand in the attitude of a fury, "precisely as I +have commanded!" + +"This evening," continued her ladyship, with affected composure, looking +contemptuously down on Caroline, who was sobbing ready to break her +heart, "this evening, deport yourself as though nothing had happened: +dance as much as usual; and do not dare to have red eyes, or to show the +slightest depression of manner. Should Mr. Arden make any allusion to +what has occurred this morning, merely tell him to say nothing more on +the subject till to-morrow." + +Here Lady Palliser quitted the apartment, while Caroline remained on her +knees, overwhelmed by utter despair, and shedding, with all the innocent +vehemence of childhood, the large pure tears, which like summer showers +fall so abundantly from the eyes of the young in their first sorrow. + +The alternative of daring to disobey her harsh and heartless mother +never once presented itself to her mind as possible. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + + +It was night--arrivals had commenced--the lights, the music, the +decorations, the sight and scent of the flowers, all added to the aching +of Caroline's temples and the confusion of her ideas, as she stood in a +sort of waking dream, conscious only of wretchedness, near the door of +the first of the reception rooms, courtesying with a mechanical smile to +each new group that appeared. She would have given the world to have +been any where else, but this was the post her mother had commanded her +to fill. + +When the ladies of the Arden party entered, she felt a childish impulse +to fling herself into the bosom of Lady Arden, and drawing all the +daughters round her, entreat them to hide her from her cruel mother. + +Alfred next appeared, accompanied by Sir Willoughby and Mr. Geoffery +Arden. The two latter named gentlemen had been expected for some days, +but had arrived only about two hours before. + +Alfred presented both, and some unmeaning conversation passed about the +heat of London, how long they had been on the road, &c. Our hero, the +moment he came in, missed the flowers Caroline had promised to wear, and +felt disappointed. If she had forgotten them in the hurry of dressing it +was no very flattering token of her regard. If, on the other hand, Lady +Palliser had noticed and forbid her wearing them, it was a bad symptom +of his ultimate success. He longed for an opportunity of venturing some +playful reproach which might lead to an explanation. When his companions +moved on a step or two he drew very near, and asked in an emphatic +whisper, if the chosen blossoms had faded already. A rush of colour, +which the peculiar fairness of Caroline's complexion already described +made the more remarkable, covered her cheeks in a moment; but she +attempted no reply. After a short and somewhat anxious pause Alfred +asked her to dance; she looked up suddenly but vacantly, as if scarcely +comprehending what he had said, but still spoke not. He was just about +to repeat his words, when Willoughby, who had been conversing with Lady +Palliser, turned round and made the same request. Caroline, glancing +towards her mother, and seeing her eye upon her, started, assented +quickly, took Willoughby's arm, and walked to the quadrille. + +Lady Palliser noted the chagrin of our hero with secret triumph, and +suddenly forming one of her usually whimsical and tyrannical resolves, +determined, as an appropriate punishment for the lovers, to marry her +daughter to Sir Willoughby, whose match in town she had heard it +confidently reported was off. Though he was but a baronet, his immense +property made it at least an eligible marriage; and such, little as she +cared about Caroline, she had always considered it a necessary part of +etiquette some time or other to provide. + +That Alfred, however, might ascribe Caroline's change to her own +caprice, and be the more mortified, Lady Palliser took his arm, walked +about with him for a considerable time, and treated him with more than +her usual cordiality. + +It had the desired effect, it threw him into complete despair; he could +not now even console himself with the thought that Caroline was acting +under the influence of her mother. + +When the dancing had ceased, and Caroline was seated with her evidently +delighted partner on a distant sofa, Lady Palliser led our hero up to +her, and said, "Come, Caroline, I have no notion of giving up old +friends for new ones altogether: you must dance one set with poor +Alfred; do see how forlorn he looks." + +Caroline was utterly confounded: had her mother forgiven them--was she +going to relent. + +Such happy thoughts, however, were soon scattered, for Lady Palliser, +on pretext of arranging a stray ringlet, drawing very near, whispered, +with a menacing frown, "Take care how you behave, and what you say." The +frown and whisper destroying as they did the momentary hope, caused +Caroline, on taking Alfred's arm, to look so much disappointed that it +was impossible not to infer that she would rather have remained on the +sofa. Yet Alfred could not bring himself to believe this! he was +miserable, however, and did not know what to think; while he was so much +occupied forming painful conjectures, that he himself behaved strangely +and coldly. + +Caroline thought with intense agony of the task she had to perform in +the morning, while with a feeling allied to terror she stole from time +to time a momentary glance at the features of him she must so soon +mortally offend; to whom she must so soon give apparently just cause to +view her henceforward with hatred and contempt. She even fancied that +his countenance wore already a severity of expression she had never seen +in it before. She bewildered herself too with the thought, that if she +could get an opportunity and venture just to whisper, "Mr. Arden, don't +mind any thing I am obliged to say to you in the morning," it might +prevent his thinking so very very ill of her as he must otherwise do. +This sentence she repeated to herself above an hundred times during the +quadrille, yet whenever she was going to address it to Alfred, and more +than once she moved her lips to begin, she either caught her mother's +eye turned upon her, or she fancied it might be, and dared not look to +see lest it should give her a conscious and guilty appearance; or the +impression that Alfred was already displeased became so strong as to +deprive her of the courage to speak to him; besides all which, her heart +at each abortive attempt she made to articulate, leaped up into her +throat, and by its excessive fluttering quite choked her utterance, till +the convenient moment was gone by. On the music ceasing, Lady Palliser +came up and took her away, as if in great haste to make some +arrangement, yet, in so obliging a manner, and with so many pretty +excuses, that Alfred thought her ladyship at least was unchanged. + +And so must Caroline, he told himself again and again; "it can be but +fancy on my part, or rather, all that seems strange and altered in her +manner must proceed from her extreme delicacy, her excessive timidity, +her consciousness that we now perfectly understand each other's thoughts +makes her fearful to meet my eye, at least with others present; makes +her afraid that all the world will know the moment they see us together +what is passing in our hearts. I can well imagine one so gentle, so +young, so fearful, feeling the newness of her situation, almost as +though she were already a bride; having listened but this very morning, +for the first time in her life, I should suppose favourably, to the +accent of a lover." + +Alfred had wandered into the conservatory, where, amid the intoxicating +odours of ten thousand exotics--pursuing this train of thought--he +luxuriated for a time in dream-like meditations on the delicacy, the +devotion, the exclusive tenderness, which must necessarily characterise +the attachment of a being so pure, so innocent, so unpractised in the +world's ways as Caroline--his Caroline! Yes, he was now entitled to +combine with her idea this endearing epithet. + +He was standing the while with his arms folded and his eyes +unconsciously uplifted to a brilliant lamp, as if lost in contemplation +of its brightness. + +A change in the music broke his reverie; when his discerning vision +passing along a vista of orange trees, found its way into the +drawing-room, and fell on a group preparing to waltz. Among these, and +occupying the very spot hallowed to memory by the interview of the +morning, he beheld Caroline standing with the arm of Willoughby round +her slender waist, and her hand resting on his shoulder--a moment after +the couple had launched amid the tide of changing forms; but Alfred's +eye still traced them as they floated round and round the prescribed +circle, till, what with the moving scene, and his own thoughts of agony, +his brain went round also. He had never been able to prevail with +Caroline to waltz, her plea of refusal had always been that she did not +waltz. Was she then changed in every sentiment--in every opinion--in +every feeling! Had she become hardened to the world--lost to personal +delicacy--lost to affection--lost to him! What had she--what had she not +become! and all within a few short hours. + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + + +In vain had our heroine, when Sir Willoughby had asked her to waltz, +pleaded the same excuse alluded to in our last chapter. Lady Palliser, +who was near, and heard Sir Willoughby's request, interfered, and +commanded compliance; while poor Caroline, who seems to have been born +but to be the victim of her mother's caprices, was led away to join the +gay circle, trembling and broken-hearted. + +The report that Willoughby's marriage had been broken off was quite +true: he had written the account to Alfred a day or two before. The lady +had the very day previous to that fixed for the wedding eloped with her +former lover; while Sir Willoughby had found himself, his preparations +being all made, in rather an absurd situation. + +The newspapers, too, had taken unwarrantable liberties with his name, +and made some witty comments on the superior personal attractions of his +rival. + +His vanity it was which had in the first instance been gratified--his +vanity now suffered proportionately. And so irritable was his temper and +so depressed his spirits, on his arrival in Cheltenham, that Alfred, who +had but just returned from his interview with Caroline, felt that it +would be mistimed to mention her, or allude at all at present to his own +happier prospects. He limited the confidential conversation, therefore, +to kind condolence with his brother, being too delicate to remind +Willoughby that he might have escaped this mortification had he taken +his advice. + +Thus was the foundation unintentionally laid of a concealment which +finally led to many disastrous consequences. + +The moment Willoughby was introduced to Caroline he was captivated by +her beauty. After they had danced together, when our heroine was so +unexpectedly desired by her mother to dance with Alfred, Geoffery Arden, +who may be termed Willoughby's evil genius, took possession of the seat +beside him on the sofa, which had been just vacated by Caroline; and +well knowing his cousin's weak point, said, "Well, that is one of the +most pointed things I ever saw." + +"To what do you allude?" asked Willoughby. + +"Did you not see how mortified her ladyship looked at having her +flirtation with you disturbed." + +"Flirtation, indeed!" repeated Willoughby, laughing; "the acquaintance +is rather short for that, I should think." + +"Nay, we hear of love at first sight; and it was certainly something +very like it. You were not many minutes in the room when you asked Lady +Caroline to dance; and I don't know whether you noticed it, but a moment +or two before Alfred, who has been so long acquainted, had made the same +request; the lady pretended not to hear: she heard, however, when you +spoke, and consented with marked alacrity." + +Willoughby's vanity, which had been so lately wounded, gladly welcomed +suggestions so flattering. To woo and win the young, the beautiful, the +rich Lady Caroline Montague, might well silence the jeers of those who +were disposed to make impertinent comments on his late disappointment. + +As for Geoffery Arden's motive for offering the incense of flattery to +Willoughby, it was the same which in most cases governs most +men--self-interest. It was by the grossest flattery that he had long +since made himself necessary to his cousin; and by the same means he +still sought to retain an influence over him, which, in a pecuniary +point of view, was particularly convenient to himself. On the present +occasion also, he had seen with half a glance sufficient to make him +suspect, at least, that Lady Caroline Montague was an object of interest +to Alfred. If he was right in his conjecture, the circumstance might +afford a favourable opportunity for sowing the seeds of dissension +between the brothers, an object of which he never lost sight, well +knowing that his own influence and that of Alfred could never go hand in +hand--the one being for evil, the other for good. + +Added to this, it was always more or less an object with him to throw +obstacles in the way of any love affair of either of the brothers; for +though he was not so romantic as to expect by such means to succeed in +preserving them both old bachelors, should they reach old age--for such +a chance could not be very important to him, who was so much their +senior--it was just as well to keep the book of fate open as long as +possible. There was no use in increasing the chances against himself. +The fewer names, in short, above his own on the list of even improbable +advantages the better. + +While the cousins continued to occupy their sofa, and observe the +dancers, Geoffery was eloquent in the praises of Caroline's beauty; +quoting, as he well might, many high authorities for her being the +acknowledged belle of the late season in town. He knew that weak men, +with all their obstinate devotion to their own opinions, unconsciously +see with the eyes, hear with the ears, and even speak in the language of +others; and that their love most especially is a mere reflection! + +Indeed, to gain an entire ascendency over weak people only requires a +little management; but unfortunately it is of that uncandid sort which +their best friends are the least likely to adopt. + +If you say to an ill-governed child, "My dear, you have eaten enough of +that cake, give it me, and take this pretty toy to play with." The child +says, "No, I won't; it's not a pretty toy," and eats faster than before. +But lay down the toy carelessly within his sight, and if he has eaten +sufficiently, he will drop his cake on the floor, and fly to seize the +toy. + +Men and women of weak minds are but children of a larger growth. + +When the company had all retired, Lady Palliser thus addressed her +daughter: "Your avoiding to dance with Mr. Arden was quite unnecessary. +I have no desire that your manners towards him in society should be at +all altered: such conduct would draw down remarks which I do not choose +should be made. As for to-morrow," continued her ladyship, "remember +that I shall witness the scene; therefore let your obedience be perfect! +Also, if you have any regard to decency left, take care that no folly on +your part gives Mr. Arden an opportunity of boasting that Lady Caroline +Montague, in despite of the impropriety of the alliance, was +indelicately ready to fling herself into his arms, if Lady Palliser had +not interfered." + +Her ladyship here quitted the room; and Caroline, her ideas confused by +this new view of the subject, stood transfixed to the spot, till aroused +from her reverie by the entrance of servants to extinguish the lights. + +She retired, but it may be believed not to rest. She flung herself on +her bed without undressing, and wept away the early morning, the +brightness of which entering freely through the shutterless windows of +a Cheltenham bed-room, shone with incongruous lustre alike on her +glittering ornaments and her falling tears. We speak of morning, because +the night, of course, had been over before the ball concluded. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + +Alfred had no opportunity for private conversation with his brother +before he went to his appointment at Lady Palliser's; nor indeed did he +now desire it till he should have come to some explanation with +Caroline. + +In strange perplexity of spirits, trying in vain to persuade himself +that he had every thing to hope and nothing to fear, he repaired to +Jessamine Bower. + +On entering the drawing-room he perceived Caroline, seated and alone. +When he was announced, she did not move. He approached; her eyes still +remained fixed on the ground, while the paleness of her complexion was +even more remarkable than usual, and a very slight but universal tremor +pervaded her whole frame. He stood before her, and as he did so, +trembled himself with undefined apprehension. + +"Good heavens, Caroline!" he exclaimed, sinking on one knee, and +attempting to take her hand. She withdrew it hastily, and her cheeks +crimsoned while she cast one involuntary glance in the direction of the +conservatory. Alfred rose, folded his arms, and stood for a moment +silent, then said--"If I have been presumptuous, Lady Caroline, I have +much to plead in my excuse, and the interview of yesterday in +particular; I was certainly led to hope for a more favourable +reception, however little I may be deserving of it." + +"I was--to blame," said Caroline, in a voice scarcely articulate, and +still without looking up. + +"Is it possible! Do I interpret you right? Were those hopes, to me so +full of joy, altogether fallacious? But no, Caroline, I will not, I +cannot believe it! Lady Palliser objects, and you deem it your duty to +submit: even this thought would be happiness, compared with that of your +indifference! Or--or--" + +"My caprice!" said Caroline, looking up almost wildly for a moment, +"Yes, think it my caprice!" + +"I cannot believe it," he replied. + +There was a considerable pause, during which he anxiously observed +Caroline, and perceived that silent tears were stealing down her +cheeks. + +"Those tears are not caused by caprice," he said in a tone of +tenderness; "in compassion say," he added with sudden and vehement +earnestness, "that you are acting in obedience to Lady Palliser's +commands, and I too will submit." While speaking again he sank on his +knee before her, and tried to take both her hands. The terror however +with which she resisted, hastily rising as she did so--the more +effectually to avoid him--so much for the moment resembled aversion, +that he rose as hastily, and looking his amazement, said with a +hysterical intonation of voice, "If it is indeed so, I have a thousand +apologies to offer to Lady Caroline Montague for my impertinent +intrusiveness. To retire, however, and offend no more, will perhaps be +better than entering further into the subject." He was about to depart, +when pausing he said, "I will ask one question--Am I rejected? Do you +finally withdraw the hopes you yesterday bestowed?" + +"I do," she replied. + +He stood for a few moments to master his emotion, then pronouncing a +haughty good morning, hastily quitted the room and the house. In a few +moments after, he was pacing, without plan or intention, one of the many +shady and usually quite solitary walks, which branch off in every +direction from the general scene of gaiety, and near to which both +villas stood. + +His pride, as well as every tenderer and worthier feeling, was wounded +beyond description. He now appeared, even to himself, in the light of +one who had indelicately, unfeelingly, and presumptuously sought a match +of worldly advantage, to which he had no pretension; and though he +could acquit himself of interested views in so doing, he felt that it +would be a romance and absurdity to expect so candid an interpretation +from any one else. The one continued dream, which had made up his whole +existence for many weeks past, was now dissipated in an instant. Nay, he +sought in vain among his own meditations for the apologies, even to +himself, which had before seemed sufficient. Caroline, so silent, so +fearful at the commencement of their acquaintance, had seemed to derive +a new existence from his growing attentions, while Lady Palliser, +instead of checking those attentions, and showing alarm at the visible +pleasure with which her daughter received them, had herself given him +what he then considered the most unequivocal encouragement, being always +the first to make intercourse easy to both, by desiring the always +timid Caroline to dance with him, walk with him, and sing with him. And +then the silent glow of secret pleasure with which the welcome command +was obeyed, confirmed sometimes perhaps by a momentary expression caught +when the eyes accidentally met, or at other times merely by an alacrity +of movement, or cheerfulness of tone in obeying or replying, which, +notwithstanding, betrayed volumes in a character too fearful and gentle +to let itself be regularly read aloud, yet too artless, too unpractised, +to know how utterly to seal its pages. + +While such things had been, the prejudices of society had faded from his +mind; he had believed it not impossible that where an only child already +possessed immense estates, a parent might prefer the happiness of that +child to the unnecessary addition of other estates. Now all the +artificial estimates of life and manners, taught by early education, +returned in their fullest force, and he thought himself a madman ever to +have entertained such an opinion. + +He now believed that every one who knew he had had the presumption to +pay his addresses to Lady Caroline Montague, would reprobate him and +say, that because he was a younger brother, and of course a beggar, he +wanted to make his fortune by marrying an heiress. How bitterly did he +now regret that he had ever had the rash folly to confess his passion. +Yet, so thoroughly disinterested had that passion been, that he had even +for the time lost sight of the possibility of being suspected by others +of motives of which he was himself incapable: all that through the +happy intoxication of his feelings had presented itself respecting +fortune, was a vaguely delightful remembrance that his poverty could +never entail any privations on Caroline. What was now to be done? The +wretched state of his feelings would have induced him to quit Cheltenham +immediately, but wounded pride prompted him to remain; he wished to let +Lady Caroline Montague see that her caprices should not govern his +conduct; that he could behave with composure in her society--with polite +self-possession even towards herself. But in this first moment of just +resentment, he knew not the difficulty of the task he courted. He +resolved to conceal the whole affair from Willoughby, and if his mother +and sisters persisted in making allusion to the subject of his +admiration of Lady Caroline Montague, to assure them gravely that he +never meant, in his circumstances, to subject himself to the suspicion +of seeking an heiress because she was an heiress. + +Having come to so dignified a resolve, he flattered himself for the +moment that he was almost composed. Scarcely however had he arrived at +this conclusion, than fond memory, more at leisure than it had been +during the late angry burst of disappointed passion, began retracing +scenes, recalling looks, repeating words, recounting circumstances, till +his mind again became a troubled sea, from amidst the breakers of which +he beheld, but now with all the aggravated feelings of one sent adrift +in a bark without rudder or oar, tantalizing views, but too distant to +admit a hope of reaching a smiling happy shore--a haven of bliss to +fancy's eye, which appeared the more perfect now that it was +unattainable. + +At one time he stopped short, and stood for about ten minutes like an +absolute statue, quite unconscious of any outward object. He was asking +himself, if it were not still possible that Caroline was acting under +the influence of Lady Palliser and if there might not come a time when +that influence would cease? + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + +No language can paint the utter desolation of poor Caroline's mind; for +she was too young, too inexperienced, too much accustomed from infancy, +to be the unmurmuring slave of her mother's capricious tyranny to have +any thing like a just estimate of her own situation. + +Had she ventured to think, which she had never yet done, that when of +age she should be her own mistress, she would, as very young people do +when they look forward three or four years, have thought the period so +remote as to be scarcely an object of hope; while she would still have +trembled at the thought of venturing at any time, however distant, to +disobey her mother, unless indeed she could be quite sure of never +seeing her again. + +Lady Palliser's plan of government when Caroline was a mere infant, had +been a system of terror; nor had any thing in her subsequent conduct +tended to soften that first impression. Frowns and menacing attitudes +had been used towards the baby before it could understand words, if when +occasionally brought into its mother's presence it had happened to +stretch its little hand towards any attractive object. Hours of solitary +imprisonment in a dark room had been inflicted on the child, for but a +fancied dilatoriness of movement in the execution of a command, till +poor Caroline had learned to start with nervous alarm, and fly with the +alacrity of terror at the very sound of her mother's voice; while it was +melancholy to see, during the seemingly willing movement the little +innocent face of the child filled with the contradictory expressions of +anxiety and dread. + +Thus had early associations followed up by constant tyranny, imposed at +the dictates of a temper unreasonable, capricious, and unfeeling, taught +Caroline to view with a sinking of the heart the very smiles of her +mother's countenance, as played off in company; none of them she knew +were intended for her, even when their light, perchance, was turned upon +her. + +Overweening, all-engrossing vanity, was Lady Palliser's ruling passion; +society therefore in which she could be the object of universal +admiration was her only element. Not that she was what is commonly +called a flirt:--she was too haughty--too exacting of general adoration +for such a condescension towards any individual in particular; while yet +within her hidden thoughts, concealed beneath an appearance of +statue-like coldness, she had a secret delight in imagining every man +with whom she was acquainted, as much in love with her as he dared to +be, and withheld from a declaration of his passion only by her own +haughty reserve: nay, so far did she carry this dream of vanity, that +she felt more or less of resentment towards every man of her +acquaintance who married or attached himself to any other woman. + +Such was the person with whom poor Caroline had hitherto spent every +domestic hour she could remember. Her home, which had thus never been a +happy one, now by contrast with the vague hopes in which she had +latterly ventured to indulge, presented to her imagination a long +perspective of tenfold dreariness. The frowns in private, the artificial +smiles in public of her unkind parent, were all that she anticipated in +future. Her very youth seemed an aggravation of her misery, for the +grave itself, which, in her present exaggerated and hopeless state of +feeling, was she believed, the only refuge to which she could look +forward, appeared at an immeasurable distance, the path to it stretching +before her mind's eye an interminable pilgrimage of weariness. + +We do not mean to support these views of the subject as rational or +just; but Caroline in experience and knowledge of the world, as well as +in chancery phraseology, was still an infant; even her love had at +present something in it of the feelings of the child turning to the kind +and gentle, as a refuge from the harshness of the more severe; and with +the idea of Alfred was blended thoughts of his sisters and of Lady +Arden, and of their happy home--that scene of cheerfulness and general +goodwill, which she had latterly enjoyed the privilege of entering +without ceremony, and which she had never quitted without regret. + +The most severe, however, of all her sufferings was the thought that +Alfred must now hate and despise her. + +She was shut up in her own apartment weeping bitterly and giving way to +a succession of dreary reflections, when she received a summons from her +mother to appear in the drawing-room. So much was she accustomed to +obey implicitly that she did not dare to excuse herself. + +On descending, she found with Lady Palliser, Sir Willoughby Arden and +his cousin Geoffery. Willoughby was turning over new songs and +professing himself a great admirer of music; the true secret of which +was that he sang remarkably well himself. After some trivial +conversation, he discovered several duets in which he had often taken a +part with his sisters, and intreated that Caroline would try one of +them. She excused herself on the plea of a headache caused by the music, +lights, and late hours of the previous evening; but Lady Palliser +interfering, she was compelled to make a wretched attempt; the manner +spiritless, the voice tremulous and even out of tune. Willoughby's +performance, however, was really good; he was therefore quite +delighted. As the song was being concluded, Lady and the Misses Arden +came in, and the latter being prevailed on to assist Willoughby with +some more of his favourite duets, the visit was prolonged into quite a +morning concert. + +When the Ardens were about to take their departure for the avowed +purpose of a walk, Lady Palliser insisted on Caroline's accompanying +them, saying that the air would take away her headache. Caroline made a +faint effort to excuse herself, but in this, as in every thing, was +obliged to submit. + +They soon met and were joined by Lord Darlingford and Sir James Lindsey; +and it not being an hour at which any part of the walks was particularly +crowded, they wandered on to where the shade by its coolness was +inviting. + +Willoughby attached himself entirely to our heroine, with whom he +already fancied himself in love. Lord Darlingford walked soberly beside +Jane, who after many relapses of a hope, fainter at each return, had +resigned her early dream of first and mutual love, and was now quietly +receiving his serious addresses. She had at length brought her mind to +anticipate, with a placid sort of happiness, the hope of obtaining for +life the companionship and protection of a friend whom she could +respect; together with the certainty of securing a perfectly eligible +establishment, and thus escaping all those miseries inflicted by the +unfeeling world's scorn on the poor and the unprotected;--miseries +against which her mother and her aunt had so often warned her. + +Louisa was attended by Sir James, her expected marriage with whom was +now the universal theme. She had herself, however, by no means made up +her mind; she could not even approach a decision, her meditations on the +subject always ending in a fruitless wish that Henry were the elder +brother. + +Madeline, who did not happen to have a lover present walked and talked +with her cousin Geoffery. + +Mrs. Dorothea had been called for as they passed her door; she was the +companion of Lady Arden. + +Arranged in the order we have described, our party came suddenly upon +Alfred, standing where we last left him, and having just brought his +solitary musings to the final summing up with which we concluded the +last chapter. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Alfred could not without an appearance of great singularity avoid +joining the party; he turned, therefore, and making his salutation to +Caroline, and what other recognitions were necessary, in as hurried a +manner as possible, took the unoccupied side of Madeline. Geoffery saw a +good deal, and suspected more. "Where have you been all the morning, +Alfred?" he said. "We have had some delightful music at Lady +Palliser's." + +"Indeed!" replied our hero. + +"Yes," added Willoughby, "Lady Caroline was so obliging as to try one +or two charming duets, in which her ladyship permitted me to attempt a +part." + +Alfred could scarcely credit that he heard aright--was it +possible!--could Caroline indeed be so utterly devoid of feeling? What, +but a few moments after having driven him from her presence, overwhelmed +with despair by her capricious perfidy? However strangely changed, +however indifferent she had herself become, had she not even the grace +to compassionate the sufferings she had wilfully inflicted? Could she +within the very same half hour be in such exuberant spirits that it was +necessary to exhaust them by singing for the amusement of her morning +visitors? Or was it indeed possible, that young as she was, she had +already learned worldly wisdom sufficient to prefer the possessor of +the Arden estates to his landless younger brother? So indeed it would +appear. Had she not last night danced with Willoughby in preference to +himself?--Had she not afterwards departed from her usual line of conduct +to waltz with him also?--This morning, had not every thought and feeling +undergone an evident and sudden revolution. That prudential +considerations had been strongly represented to Caroline he made no +doubt; it was highly improbable that such views had arisen spontaneously +in her own mind; but of what value could the merely fanciful preference +be that could be so easily turned aside? To believe Caroline worthless +cost him a more cruel pang than even the knowledge that she was lost to +him for ever. + +As soon as the Arden family had reached home, after having left Caroline +at Lady Palliser's, and parted from Lord Darlingford and Sir James at +the door, the sisters began as usual to banter Alfred about his love; +and Lady Arden observed laughingly, "But you seem to have quite resigned +your post to Willoughby." Alfred made a strong effort to treat the +subject with seeming carelessness, and replied generally, that younger +brothers had no pretensions. + +"That is," replied his mother, "as the lady may think. And I am sure +Willoughby would be very sorry to interfere with your prospects; an +heiress can be no object to him." + +Willoughby looked amazed. Alfred begged Lady Arden would not treat the +subject with such unnecessary solemnity, and assured his brother, with +an earnestness that surprised the ladies of the family, that he had not +the most distant intention of ever addressing Lady Caroline Montague, +nor the slightest reason to suppose that if he were guilty of so silly a +presumption, his forwardness would not meet with the repulse it should +deserve. + +"I don't know that," said Geoffery; "it must depend on the share of +encouragement a lady pleases to give." + +"Lady Caroline Montague," observed Willoughby, "is certainly much to be +admired; at the same time," he added, with evident pique, "I should be +sorry, were I ever to enter the lists among her ladyship's adorers, to +owe my success to being an elder brother, as my mother would infer!" + +The girls persisted in laughing, and declaring there must have been a +lover's quarrel; for that Alfred did not speak of Lady Caroline in the +least like the way he used to do. + +"There is certainly a great change," said Mrs. Dorothea; "every thing +appeared to be going on just as Alfred's best friends could have +wished." + +"How busy people make themselves," thought Willoughby, "but they shall +not influence my conduct." + +To avoid the painful topic, Alfred sauntered into the lawn by one of the +open French windows. He was almost instantly followed by Willoughby, who +took his arm and walked for some time up and down in silence. + +"I wish Alfred you would be candid with me," said Willoughby at last, "I +certainly admire Lady Caroline Montague, but mine is the admiration--the +acquaintance of a day--an hour. If you are seriously attached, still +more, if the attachment is, as my mother and sisters seem to think, +mutual, tell me so honestly, and I am sure you will do me the justice to +believe, that had I the vanity to suppose I could succeed in such an +attempt, I would be the last being in existence to wish to interfere +with your happiness; so far from it, that if fortune is the obstacle, +say so, and I will make a settlement on you so splendid, as to leave no +room for objection on that head." + +Alfred, quite overcome by his brother's generosity, was unable to +articulate; he drew Willoughby's arm closer to his side in token of his +gratitude, and they walked on a little, till finding themselves +sheltered from the immediate view of the windows by a drooping +acacia-tree, they paused by a sort of mutual consent, and Alfred, making +an effort to master his emotion, said--"I feel Willoughby, if possible, +more gratitude than if I were about to accept and be made happy by your +noble offer. I feel too," he added, hesitating, "that I--owe it to your +generous nature to make a confession, which else I had gladly avoided. +I--I have been already rejected--rejected not by Lady Palliser on the +plea of want of fortune, but by Lady Caroline Montague herself. You are, +therefore, of course--free--to--to--" but he could not bring himself to +give the palpable form of words to the remainder of the inference. + +"Rejected already! and by Lady Caroline herself!" repeated Willoughby. +"Thank heaven then, my interference at least can never be alleged. What +occurred before my arrival cannot be laid to my charge. This, under +whatever circumstances may arise, will be an infinite consolation to my +mind." + +Alfred did not judge it necessary to correct the slight error in +chronology which his brother had made, and a protracted silence +followed; at length Willoughby said, "Do you think it probable, Alfred, +that you will be induced to renew your addresses?" + +"Certainly not!" replied Alfred. + +"In that case," said Willoughby, again breaking the silence, "who may or +who may not ultimately succeed in making themselves acceptable to Lady +Caroline Montague can in no wise affect your happiness?" + +"My happiness," replied Alfred, in a strange hurried manner, "is quite +irrelevant to the present subject: but I am not, I trust, so selfish as +to feel any desire to condemn a lady to a life of celibacy, merely +because--but let us lay aside this painful subject; I shall endeavour +as quickly as possible to forget all things connected with it, except, +indeed, the feelings of heartfelt gratitude so justly due to you, my +dear Willoughby." + +While this conversation was passing in the lawn, Geoffery, whom we left +in the drawing-room with the ladies of the family, addressed Mrs. +Dorothea Arden thus: + +"So you really think it will be a match between Alfred and Lady Caroline +Montague?" + +"I should think so, certainly," replied Mrs. Dorothea; "his attentions +have been very marked, and have been received with decided approbation, +both by mother and daughter; and I am sure that he is, poor fellow, very +sincerely attached." + +"We all thought it quite settled," said Jane. Her sisters echoed nearly +the same sentiment. + +"There can be no doubt," observed Lady Arden, "that Alfred would have a +right to consider himself very ill treated, if any objection to his +pretensions were started at this late period." + +"There was a great difference, however, last night," said Louisa, "in +Lady Caroline's manner." + +"And a still greater this morning," added Madeline. + +"Your ladyship thinks Alfred attached to Lady Caroline?" asked Geoffrey. + +"Unquestionably!" replied Lady Arden. "If the affair should not go on, +it will be a very serious disappointment to him, I am convinced." + +"And her ladyship received him well up to last night?" persisted +Geoffrey. + +"I should certainly say so," Lady Arden replied. + + * * * * * + + END OF VOL. I. + + + * * * * * + + C. 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