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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/35356-8.txt b/35356-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ef0c71f --- /dev/null +++ b/35356-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5995 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Betty Grier, by Joseph Waugh + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Betty Grier + +Author: Joseph Waugh + +Illustrator: Henry W. Kerr + +Release Date: February 22, 2011 [EBook #35356] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BETTY GRIER *** + + + + +Produced by Dave Morgan, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + BETTY GRIER + + BY JOSEPH LAING WAUGH + + Author of 'Robbie Doo,' 'Cracks wi' Robbie Doo,' &c. + + + WITH FRONTISPIECE BY + Henry W. Kerr, R.S.A. + + LONDON: 38 Soho Square, W. + W. & R. CHAMBERS, LIMITED + EDINBURGH: 339 High Street + + Edinburgh: + Printed by W. & R. Chambers, Limited. + + First printed, Nov. 1915. + Reprinted, Dec. 1915. + + +[Illustration] + + + + +BETTY GRIER. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +When I look round my little bedroom and note the various familiar items +that make up its furnishings, when my eye lights on much that I +associate with the days o' Auld Langsyne, I am conscious of a feeling of +homeliness, a sense of chumship with my surroundings, and I can scarcely +realise that fourteen years have come and gone since last I laid my head +on the pillow of this small truckle-bed. + +So far as I can recall the arrangement of its old-fashioned, +ordinary-looking plenishings, everything remains exactly as I left it. +My trout and salmon rods, all tied together--each cased in its own +particular-coloured canvas--stand there in the corner beside an old +out-of-date gaff and a capacious landing-net which that king of fishers, +Clogger Eskdale, gifted to me when the 'rheumatics' prevented his ever +again participating in his favourite sport. My worn leather school-bag, +filled with the last batch of books I used, is still suspended from a +four-inch nail driven into a 'dook' at the cheek of the mantelpiece. It +is a long time ago, but it seems only yesterday since I stood in the +middle of this room, unstrapping that bag from my shoulders for the last +time. My schooldays were over; with eager, anxious feet I was standing +on the threshold of a new life, and to satchel and lesson-book I was +bidding farewell. + +I well remember Deacon Webster, at my mother's request, inserting that +dook and driving home that nail; and he laughed unfeelingly when she +explained to him the purpose it was to serve. The deacon could not +understand the sentiment which prompted her to assign the bag a place +upon the wall; and when, after the nail was secure, he made to hang my +'boy's burden' upon it in much the same callous spirit in which he would +screw the last nail in a coffin-lid, my mother stepped forward. + +'One moment, Webster,' she said. 'Allow me.' With her own hands she +placed the bag where it hangs now. My old nurse, Betty Grier, +straightened it and wiped it with her duster; and the deacon took a +pinch of snuff, blew his nose in a big spotted handkerchief, and +muttered _sotto voce_, as his nostrils quivered, 'Well, I'm d----!' + +Against the back wall, in the centre, between the door and the corner, +stands the old black oak chest of drawers which for sixteen years held +the whole outfit of my boyhood's days; while the mahogany looking-glass, +with the grooved square standards and the swivel mirror, monopolises +still, as it always has done, the whole top shelf thereof. + +To the left is a framed photograph of my father and mother, and to the +right a rosewood-framed sampler, worked long ago by my grandmother, on +which, in faded green, against a dull drab background, are still +decipherable the words of Our Lord's Prayer. And there, between the +fireplace and the window, is my book-rack, and from its shelves old +friends look down upon me. The gilt titles are tarnished and worn, but I +know each book by the place it occupies, and I feel that, even after the +long, long years that have separated us, _Tom Brown_, _Robinson Crusoe_, +and _David Copperfield_ will speak to me again, laugh with me, cry with +me, as they did in days of yore. + +Often has Betty, I know, swept and tidied this little room. Every +article has been lifted, dusted, and carefully returned to its place. I +know with what feelings of reverence the dear old soul has fingered +every ornament. I am conscious of the loving care she has exercised on +all my old belongings, and somehow I feel consoled and comforted, my +physical weakness depresses me less, my mother's presence seems nearer +me, and unbidden tears of thankfulness come to my eyes and trickle from +my cheek to my pillow. + +This has been to me a day of great events. I have travelled by rail from +Edinburgh to Elvanfoot, thence by horse-carriage to Thornhill--during +the last stage driven by Charlie Walker, the 'bus Jehu I envied in my +schoolboy years, and tended by my fail-me-never Betty. To her also this +has been a memorable day, for when we were driving down the Dalveen Pass +she told me that never before had she seen a Caledonian train, and that +her last memory of Traloss dated back to a Sabbath-school trip about the +year 1868. Such a long ride in a well-sprung, well-upholstered carriage +was also a novelty to her, a new experience which only with great +difficulty I could persuade her to enjoy to the full. She insisted on +sitting forward on the extreme edge of the seat, and it was only after I +had told her that her uncomfortable-looking position made me uneasy and +unhappy that she sat well back, till her shoulders rested on the +cushion behind. + +Contrary to my expectations, I am suffering neither pain nor +inconvenience from my long journey; and as I lie here in my little bed, +looking through the curtained window to the long, low range of the +Lowther Hills, and listening to the familiar sounds in the village +street below, a blissful peace which I cannot express in words possesses +me, my physical and my mental organisation seem to have undergone a +change, my experience of city life is blotted out and forgotten, and, +strangely enough, I feel myself, as of old, a unit of the village +community. Queerer still, this placid acceptance of altered +circumstances, this dovetailing into a different condition of life and +living, seems to me so natural as to be hardly worth noting; and without +a pang of regret I leave behind me urban pleasures and duties, and +contemplate with equanimity retirement to this rural retreat, a +twelvemonth's sojourn midst scenes to me for ever dear. + +Nor does the fact that this rustication is compulsory distress or annoy +me. My physical weakness has reduced me to a state of indifference +towards former pursuits. A long illness, following a deplorable +accident, has impaired my appetite for social joys; so much so, indeed, +that when my doctors--rather apologetically, I thought--informed me that +if ever I wished to be well again I must give up my profession and town +residence for twelve months at least, and live quietly somewhere in the +country, I hailed their verdict with delight, and my yearning heart at +once went out to my native village and the home of my old nurse, Betty +Grier. + +Dear old Betty! To whom else could I turn? She is all--of the human +element at least--I have left to me of my home life of long ago. My +memories of my father are vague and hazy. I was only five when he died; +and, through the misty veil of long-gone years, two pictures only of him +are impressed upon my mind. In one I see him standing in the narrow +whitewashed pantry, his head 'screeving' the ceiling, and his broad +shoulders almost excluding the waning western light that glimmered +through the small four-paned window. Betty, white-capped and +white-aproned, is there also, with a large ashet in her hands, on which +lies a long, thick silver fish--a salmon, as I afterwards learned--one +of the many he lured from the depths of Mattha's Pool. My mother's arm +is lovingly linked in his, and there is a pleased and happy expression +on her face, which somehow is transmitted to me, because, with her, I +feel proud of the great big man I call my daddy, who has battled so +successfully with the strong-looking monster now lying so quiet, with +gaping mouth, on Betty's ashet. + +Then there is a long, dark blank before the next picture appears, and I +see him sitting in a big arm-chair at the dining-room fire. His back is +cushioned, and a shepherd-tartan plaid is round his shoulders, the ends +folded across his knees. My mother is writing letters to his dictation +on a small bureau, which has been placed near his chair. I am playing +with a Noah's Ark, marshalling the animals in pairs on the rug; and when +my mother goes out of the room to the little office adjoining, I leave +my toys and stand at his knee, looking up to a face which to me seems +very white and pinched. A long, thin hand is placed on my curly head, +and with difficulty he bends down and kisses me. I wonder who has been +unkind to him, for I see a tear trickling down his cheek, and it falls +unheeded on his plaid. + +I cannot focus him in my mind's eye in any subsequent event, though I +remember perfectly the old doctor with the foxskin cap and the +clattering clogs, and the smell of 'Kendal brown' he always left behind. +Then a day came when the window-blinds were pulled down and all the +rooms were darkened; when Betty's voice was, even to my childish ears, +low and husky; when my mother cuddled me in a tight embrace, and a wet, +wet cheek was laid against mine. Oh, how she trembled and sobbed! I felt +bewildered and unhappy, and I remember putting my wee, helpless arms +round her neck and asking her why she was crying. She told me that daddy +had gone away--away to heaven; and when I asked if he wouldn't come back +to us again, she said, 'No, no,' and her embrace tightened, and she wept +afresh. In a short time the door was hesitatingly opened, and Betty came +noiselessly in with a book in her hand which I had often seen her read. +She stood behind my mother's chair with her tear-stained face turned +away, and her red hand on my mother's shoulder; but she didn't speak. +Then she came round, and, 'hunkering' down beside us, opened her book +and in a low voice began to read. + +I often think it is strange how indelibly imprinted on some childish +minds are little incidents of long ago--little glimpses of landscape, +snatches of songs, details here and there of passing events. Not that I +consider the foregoing a little incident. To me it was at the time of +outstanding moment, and even yet in my retrospect of life it looms +large and prominent; but, though I have often endeavoured to recall +Betty's ministrations on this occasion, all I can remember is that when +she came to the verse, 'I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to +you,' she spoke the words without referring to her Bible, and she +repeated them, the while looking with big, hopeful eyes up to my +mother's face. And my mother smiled through her tears; and, stroking +Betty's strong brown hair, she called her 'Betty the Comforter.' + +A time came in the short after years when she was, by the same dear +lips, again called 'Betty the Comforter.' It was when my saintly mother +was passing into the spiritland, and, without fear or trepidation, lay +calmly awaiting her call. But of this I cannot speak; it is a subject +sacred to Betty and to me. + +To-night, when I had undressed and was settling myself down for the +night, Betty came upstairs, carrying that self-same Bible in her hand. +She stood on the threshold for a minute, wiping its covers with the +corners of her apron, though well she knew that from frequent use the +Book required no dusting. + +'Maister Weelum,' she began, 'eh!--I'---- + +'"William," Betty, please, without the "Mister,"' I said smilingly. + +'Yes! yes! so be it--imphm! Eh, this type is clear and big; and I was +thinking that maybe ye micht want to read a verse or twae. I'll lay it +doon here;' and she reverently placed the precious volume on the top of +the chest of drawers. + +'Are ye a' richt noo? Ye said ye wanted to speak to me when ye got +settled doon. Is there ocht else I can do for ye?' + +'I'm feeling fine, Betty,' I said cheerily, 'and not a bit the worse for +my long journey, not too tired to have a quiet chat with you. So sit +down, please, in the basket chair there, and give me ten minutes of your +valuable time.' + +'Ten meenits! Certie, hear him noo! Ten meenits, an' the soo's no +suppered yet, an' I've the morn's broth to prepare, an' wi' me bein' oot +o' the hoose a' day there's a hunner an' ten things starin' me in the +face to be dune. But what want ye to speak aboot? I daur say the soo, +puir thing, will ha'e to wait, noo that you're here. Daylight, too, is +haudin' lang, an' I'll sune mak' up the ten meenits. What want ye noo?' +And she sat down, with a query in her eye, into the basket chair. + +'Well, Betty,' I began, 'you and I have gone over all the old times +pretty thoroughly since we met to-day, and we've taken a peep into the +future as well; but there's one subject We haven't touched upon, and +before I go to sleep to-night I wish to come to some understanding with +you regarding my board and lodgings.' + +'Board an' lodgings?' Betty queried. 'Board an'----What d'ye mean, +Maister Weelum?' and her lip trembled. + +'Well, Betty, by board and lodgings I mean the price of my food and the +rent of my room here, and whatever sum you'---- + +'Weelum, stop at once noo; I'll no' ha'e that mentioned;' and she rose +excitedly to her feet. 'I'll no' hear o't! The very idea o' speakin' to +me--to me, abune a' fouk--o' board an' lodgings! A bonny-like subject +that to discuss atween us! Dod, man, yin wad think that ye were a +Moniaive mason workin' journeyman in Thornhill. Megstie me! Lovanenty! +heard ye ever the like?--imphm! Mair than that, whae's the owner o' this +hoose? Whae has refused rent for it a' these years, eh?' + +'Betty, Betty,' I feebly protested, 'that's not fair, and you know it. +Did you and I not settle that matter long, long ago, and agree that it +would never be referred to again?' + +Betty had suddenly assumed both the defensive and the aggressive. She +had pulled her black-beaded muffettees up over her wrists, and flung +her mutch-strings over her shoulders. I knew of old what these actions +meant. She came up to my bedside, and in the fading light I saw a tear +coursing down her cheek. 'Maister Weelum,' she said earnestly, 'I'm safe +in sayin' that ye canna look back on a single phase o' your early life +in which I didna tak' a pairt. Lang before this world was ony reality to +ye, I nursed ye, fed ye, an' dressed ye. In thae early days the greatest +pleasure to me on earth was to cuddle an' care for ye. But I needna tell +ye o' that, ye ken yoursel'. Ye mind hoo much my presence meant to you; +that I'm sure o'. As for your mother--weel, I never had ony ither +mistress. She took me, a young lass, oot o' a most unhappy hame. It was +a pleasure--ay, a privilege--to serve her. Weel, on that day that she +was ta'en frae you an' me, she said in your hearin' an' mine, "Betty, +this has been the only home you ever knew--never leave it. Promise me +you'll accept it.--Willie, my son, you agree?" An' we baith knelt doon +at her bedside, an' she went hame happy, kennin' I was provided for. I +didna forget that on the nicht o' the funeral day you an' me talked it +ower, that I promised to stay here, that it was arranged between us that +rent wad never be spoken o', an' that my occupancy wad never be referred +to. An', Maister Weelum, it wadna ha'e been noo, had you yoursel' no' +talked to me aboot board an' lodgings. My he'rt will break, that will +it, if ye persist'---- + +For a time we were both silent, both busy with many sacred thoughts and +memories. Then Betty, without looking into my face, 'stapped' the sheets +round my shoulders and well round my sides. 'There noo,' she said at +length, 'you're weel happit an' comfortable-lookin', an' sairly, I'm +thinkin', in need o' the sleep an' rest which I trust this nicht will be +yours. Guid-nicht noo;' and she patted me on the shoulder, as she used +to do in the old days when she had put me to bed and was taking my +candle away. + +'One moment, Betty,' I said promptly. 'Sit down here on the bed beside +me, like the good soul you are, and listen to me.--Yes, you may raise my +pillow a little. There now, that's better. Are you listening now?' + +She nodded and reseated herself, as I had requested. + +'I admit all you say, Betty, about your tenancy of the house, and I am +sorry if what I have said has reopened a question which was settled so +long ago to our mutual satisfaction. When this rest-cure was +prescribed--when I was told that it was absolutely necessary I should +take up my abode in the country--it was to you and to this room that my +thoughts were at once directed. I wrote you I was coming--didn't even +say by your leave--and planted myself, as it were, down on you, without +inquiring whether or not it was agreeable and convenient to you. Now, +believe me, Betty, I acted thus without a thought of your free tenancy +of this my old home.' + +'I ken that fine, Weelum,' she quickly said, and she looked thoughtfully +towards me. + +'Well, you see, Betty, if you won't allow me to contribute to my living +here, you give me reason to assume that you consider you are in your own +way working off an obligation; else why should I live on your--forgive +the word, Betty--on your charity?' + +'But then, Maister Weelum, you forget that I'm sittin' here rent free.' + +'Now, Betty, there you go again. Was not that my mother's request?' + +'Yes.' + +'Well, she imposed no obligation on you?' + +'No.' + +'Then, Betty, none exists between us; and, in that case, if I remain +here I must be allowed to contribute to the family expenses. Besides, +Betty, it is not as if I were a poor man. Thank goodness! I can well +afford it; for, between you and me and that bedpost against which you +are leaning, I've made over a thousand pounds a year for these last four +years.' + +'Lovanenty, Weelum, a--a thoosan' pounds!' and she held up her hands in +astonishment. 'Bless my life, is that possible? I hope ye made it +honestly, my boy?' + +'I certainly did,' I said glibly. 'I assure you, Betty, I made it +honestly.' + +'Imphm, an' you a lawyer!' said she dryly. She smiled, and after some +reflection began to laugh heartily. + +'Oh, come now, Betty, don't round on an old friend like that.' But Betty +heard me not, for she was holding her sides and hotching with convulsive +laughter. + +'Oh, Weelum! oh, my boy!' she said, between her kinks, 'it's no' +you--it's no' you I'm lauchin' at. It's something that happened at the +weekly prayer-meetin' in Mrs Shankland's last Wednesday nicht. D' ye +mind o' Dauvid Tamson the draper?' + +I nodded in the affirmative. + +'Weel, as ye dootless ken, Dauvid has been a' his days a conceited, +fussy, arguin' man, aye desperate honest and well-meanin', but terr'ble +unreasonable and heidstrong, and he's never dune takin' to the law or +consultin' his agent, as he ca's it. Weel, he was at the prayer-meetin' +last Wednesday nicht, and, as it happened, it was his turn to officiate. +After we had sung a psalm and engaged in a word o' prayer, he began to +read the last pairt o' the fifth chapter o' Mattha, and when he cam' to +the fortieth verse: "And if any man will sue thee at the law, and take +away thy coat, let him have thy cloak also," Dauvid hovered a blink. +Then he re-read it very slowly, and says he, "Freens, I've aye prided +mysel' in my knowledge o' the Bible; but I'm forced to admit that this +is the first time I ever noticed that there was evidence in Scripture o' +oor Saviour havin' been ployin' wi' litigations and in the lawyers' +hauns. I dinna ken hoo far He carrit His case, but if my experience was +His, He need not have said _let_ him have thy cloak, for the hungry +deevils wad ha'e ta'en it whether or no'."' + +I wonder, did Betty imagine that the recital of that story would divert +my mind from the subject of our conversation and the purpose I had in +view? Somehow I think, as an inspiration, the means to this end had +suddenly occurred to her; but, if such was her aim, the hastily +conceived plot failed. + +By a good deal of argument and a modicum of cajolery, I gained my point. +What the terms are which we have arranged is Betty's concern and mine +only. All I may say here is that the weekly amount has to be paid to +Nathan, of whom more anon, and that the subject of pounds, shillings, +and pence has never to be broached in her hearing again. + +She said 'Good-night' to me an hour ago. The impatient sounds of +remonstrance from the soo-cruive at the head of the garden subsided +shortly after she left me, from which I argued that the inner wants of +the occupant had been attended to. The chop-chopping of vegetables on +the kitchen table below ceased half-an-hour ago, and I know that a +little at least of to-morrow's dinner has ceased to trouble Betty's +anxious mind. + +The shades of night are gathering round me. A soft breeze stirs the +branches of the lime-trees, and through my open window it fans my face +where I lie. Somewhere away Rashbrigward, I hear the quivering yammer of +a startled whaup, and the crooning lullaby of the whispering Nith falls +like music on my ear. In the ryegrass field at the top of the +Gallowsflat a wandering landrail, elusive and challenging, craiks his +homeward way; while from Cample Strath or Closeburn Heights is fitfully +wafted to me the warning bark of a farmer's dog. The clamp-clamp of a +cadger's tired-out horse and the rattle of an empty cart sound loud and +long in the deserted street. Hurrying footsteps echo and re-echo, and +gradually die away into silence. Then evening's wings are folded o'er +me, a blissful peace and a quiet contentment fill my heart, and under +the glamour and spell of nature's benediction I turn my head on my +grateful pillow. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Nathan Hebron is Betty Grier's husband; or, rather, I should say, Betty +Grier is Nathan Hebron's wife. This may possibly be considered a +distinction without a difference; but when you have been introduced into +the inner courts of these two worthies' acquaintance, you will somehow +feel that the latter assertion is the more correct and appropriate. + +Nathan is a tall, loosely built man, with a fresh, healthy complexion, +mild blue eyes, and a slightly hanging under-lip. For some considerable +time he has been employed on what is locally known as 'the Duke's wark,' +but in what particular capacity I cannot very well say. When first I +knew him he was one of Archie Maxwell's employés in the nursery, and +when our garden required professional attention it was always Nathan who +was sent to do the necessary digging and titivating. + +Three or maybe four times a year he spent a few days at a stretch among +our vegetables and fruit-trees; and I remember with what eager interest +I used to anticipate his visits, for, though he was a man of few words, +and from a story-telling standpoint had little to commend him to a boy, +he carried a quiet, companionable atmosphere with him, and, as a more +dominating recommendation, he was the possessor of one of the sharpest +and most formidable-looking 'gullies' I had ever seen. + +How I envied him at pruning-time, when, with his easy, indifferent gait, +he moved about among our rose-bushes with his keen hooked blade, and +with one deft cut lopped off twigs and branches as if they were +potato-suckers. Sometimes at my request he would lay his long gleaming +weapon in the palm of my little hand, but he usually retained possession +of it by a slight finger-and-thumb grip; and I always heaved a sigh of +satisfaction, not unmixed with relief, when he lifted it, closed the +blade with a click, and returned it to his sleeved-vest pocket. + +When Nathan was thus employed in our garden he always had dinner with +Betty in the kitchen. Betty's forte in the culinary department was +broth-making, and my mother used to say, with a smile, that when Nathan +was her guest Betty always put her best foot foremost. Betty, with a +blushing cheek, mildly repudiated the charge; and once, when in my +presence my mother told Nathan of this, he blushed too, and to hide his +confusion bent his head and tightened the trousers-straps under his +knees. + +Broth, with boiled beef and potatoes to follow, as a rule constituted +Betty's menu on these occasions, and there was always a 'word' between +them when the beef was served, as Nathan insisted on retaining his +soup-plate from which to eat it, and to this Betty strenuously objected. +She declared 'it wasna the thing;' but he retorted that 'that was +possible, but it was aye ae plate less to wash, and he liked the broth +brae wi' the barley piles in it, as it moistened the tatties.' + +Immediately after his repast he retired to the stick-house; and there, +seated on the chopping-log, he smoked his pipe in silence and meditation +till the Auld Kirk clock chimed the hour of one. + +Betty was no vocalist; but on those days when Nathan worked in our +garden she indulged much in what, out of gallantry towards her, I may +call sweet sounds. She had only one song--it is her sole musical +possession still--and during the years I spent far from the friends and +scenes of my boyhood, as often as I heard the familiar strains of 'The +Farmer's Boy,' Betty's timmer rendering came homely-like to my ear, and +I saw a print-gowned, pensive-faced young woman subjecting newly washed +delf to a vigorous rubbing, and watching through the kitchen window a +big eident gardener turning over with gleaming spade the rich loamy +garden soil. + +My mind harks back on these little scraps of memory as I sit here in my +bedroom listening to Betty's ceaseless prattle and Nathan's monosyllabic +responses. He is the same gaunt, silent Nathan, only much grayer, and +his short beard, fringe-like, now covers a chin which once was +clean-shaven and ruddy. He still wears leather straps on his workaday +trousers; and, though I haven't seen it, I am confident the keen-bladed +gully is somewhere about the recesses of his ample pockets. And he is +Betty's 'man,' and Betty is his busy, careful wife, and as such they sit +together in that kitchen taking their meals off that self-same table, +and looking out on that same garden which long ago was the scene of his +periodical labours. + +Sometimes of a morning I waken about five o'clock, and even thus early I +hear Betty downstairs making preparations for Nathan's breakfast. I know +full well from the different sounds how she is employed; and, in +rotation, I note the 'ripein' oot' of the previous evening's fire, the +filling of the kettle from the kitchen tap, the opening and closing of +the corner cupboard door, and the clatter of cups, plates, and cutlery. +Then the merry song of the boiling kettle, the clink of the frying-pan +on the crooks, the sizzling of frying ham, the splutter of gravy-steeped +eggs, and the drawing forward of white, well-scrubbed kitchen chairs. + +I know, too, when Nathan has finished his meal, as he always puts his +empty cup and saucer with a 'clank' into his bread-plate, gives a hard +throat 'hoast,' backs his chair away from the table, and says 'Imphm! +juist so!' very contentedly and cheerily. Soon the appetising aroma of +fried ham and eggs, which has been all the time in my nostrils, gives +place to the more pungent smell of strong brown twist smoked through a +clean clay pipe. This, however, is merely a whiff in passing, because +Nathan 'stands not upon the order of his going,' and in clean-smelling +corduroys and a cloud of fragrant pipe-reek he goes out into the early +morning sunshine, closing the door with a lingering, hesitating turn of +the handle, which, though gentle, seems loud and grating in the hush of +the dawning day. + +How I wish I could walk with him these beautiful fresh sunny mornings +along the Carronbrig road! I follow him, alas! in imagination only; and +as he leaves the empty echoing street and passes under the leafy canopy +of the Cundy Wood I feel the pure caller air on my brow, I listen to the +hum of the bees in the limes, the sportive chatter of the sparrows in +the bushes, the rich, full-throated melody of the blackbird and mavis +from the wooded recesses of the Gillfoot--each feathered minstrel piping +his own song in his own way, and all in unison singing their pæans of +praise in their leafy, sun-kissed bowers. Gossamer-webs, silvered with +countless pearls of dew, stretch their glistening threads from leaf to +leaf, and cover the shady side of the hawthorn hedgerows as with a +gray-meshed silken veil. From rank, dewy grass humble blue-bells raise +their heads, and nod good-morning to white and blue-red stately +foxgloves standing sentinel o'er scarred red-earth banks and tangled +bramble thickets. Lowing cows, knee-deep in meadow grass and buttercups, +with swishing tails and pawing forelegs, impatiently await the opening +gate. And over all, on field and wood and hill and dale, lie the +glorious rays of God's own sunshine, diffusing warmth and gladness, and +filling nature anew with pulsing life. + +The road lies broad and white before me, and I see Nathan's tall, gaunt +figure passing Longmire Mains, and I know the smell of the sweet +American gean is in his nostrils, and his gardener's eye is on the +fronded hart's-tongue ferns which here and there peep from the crevices +of the lichen-covered dike; by Meadow Bank, where the purple bloom still +crowns the spiked leaf branch of the rhododendron; on between the +hollies and silver birches at Dabton; through the sleepy village of +Carronbrig, where he is joined by moleskin-clad fellow-workers. + +Staff in hand and pipe in mouth, at that regulation pace which is well +known as 'the Duke's step,' each wends his way through the green turf +holm, across the Nith by the stepping-stones, under the shadow of the +ruin-crowned Tibbers mound. As they near the scene of their daily darg, +tobacco 'dottles' are paper-padded and made secure, pipes are deposited +in sleeved-vest pockets, and where the white iron wicket clicks and +admits them to the low-lying stretch of fairy garden plots and +multi-coloured perfumed bowers I take my leave of them. God grant I may +soon be able to see with the living eye, and feel with the nature-loving +heart, the beauties and joys which now in imagination only are mine! + +By degrees, and at rare intervals, Betty has relieved her mind to me +regarding Nathan. When I say 'relieved her mind,' I do not imply that +there is anything in Nathan's conduct or any remissness in his mode of +living which burdens Betty's thoughts. Far from it. Nathan is the best +of husbands--appreciative, kind, steady, and considerate. His wages--to +the uttermost farthing--are regularly given up to Betty's safe keeping. +All his spare hours are devoted to the large garden, whose produce from +January till December makes Betty's daily dinner of the bienest. Her +slightest wish is a command which he obeys with cheerfulness and +alacrity, and the quiet and composure of his presence is, I know, her +secret pride and mainstay. Yet she seems to be ever apologising for his +being about, and in speaking of him to me she invariably refers to him +as 'Nathan, puir falla,' with just the slightest suggestion of +commiseration in her tone. + +I wonder why this should be, and it is beginning to dawn upon me that +Betty somehow imagines--wrongly, needless to say--that I look upon him +as an intruder, something foreign to the element of our home-life of +long ago; and, stranger still, I am conscious of that feeling in Nathan +also. Though I have been resident here for over two weeks, and though he +has cried upstairs to me every evening, he has only been twice in my +room; and on both occasions he stood awkwardly at the door, holding on +by the handle, and answering my questions with his head turned toward +the landing. During the past week I have managed to limp my way +downstairs, and on passing through the kitchen have stayed my steps to +ca' the crack with him. But 'Yes, sir,' 'No, sir,' 'Ay, ay; imphm!' have +so far been the sum-total of his contribution to the conversation. Some +day, however, I know Nathan will thaw; some day soon they will both know +the high esteem in which I hold him. In due season he will rid himself +of his backwardness and shyness, and I shall be glad, for his honest +blue eye and his pleasing serenity appeal to me, and I feel I want a +friend like Nathan Hebron. + +To-night, after she had cleared away the remains of my homely supper, +Betty sat down with her knitting at my little attic window. I have two +pots of flowering musk and a lovely pelargonium in full bloom on my +sill, and under pretence of procuring Nathan's advice as to their +culture and well-being I inquired of Betty if she would ask him to come +upstairs. + +'Most certainly, Maister Weelum,' said she, with a pleasant nod; and she +went out, returning a minute later with Nathan in her wake. I know he +had been sitting in his easy-chair smoking in silence, with his +stem-bonnet on and his shirt-sleeves rolled up, inactive, yet alert and +ready to fulfil any of Betty's little behests; but at Betty's summons he +had hastily donned a coat, and his head was bare. + +After leisurely examining my plants and drawling out a few disjointed +directions, he turned to go downstairs; but I motioned him to a seat, +and, rather reluctantly, I thought, he sat down. I urged him to join me +in a smoke, and offered him a fill of my Edinburgh mixture; but he +declined my pouch; and, taking out a deerskin spleuchan, he nipped a +full inch of brown twist, teased it, rolled it in the palm of his rough, +horny hand, and meditatively filled the bowl of his clay cutty. + +Betty noticed my little act of civility; but she plied her needles in +silence till Nathan had struck a light and begun smoking. + +'Ay, Maister Weelum,' she said, as Nathan fitted the glowing bowl of his +pipe with a perforated metal cover, 'thae fancy ready-cut tobaccos are +no' much in the line o' oor Nathan, puir falla.' + +'Is that so? Well, every man to his own taste; but, Betty, excuse my +asking so personal a question, why do you always refer to your goodman +here as "Nathan, puir falla"?' + +Nathan looked surprisedly from me to Betty, and, after fumbling with his +match-box, struck another light when there was no necessity to do so; +while Betty laid her knitting on the table and thoughtfully pressed it +out lengthwise with the palm of her open hand. + +'When ye mention it, noo, I daur say I div say "puir falla,"' she +answered; 'but, though I say that, I dinna mean it in ony temporal +sense, Maister Weelum. So far as this world is concerned, I've got the +very best man that ever lived; but'----and she looked at Nathan as if in +doubt how to proceed. + +Nathan blew pipe-reek most vigorously; then he turned round to me with a +faint smile on his sober face, and he actually winked. 'She's--she's +sterted again, Maister Weelum,' he said with a side-nod toward Betty. + +'Started what, Nathan?' + +'Oh, the auld subject--imphm!' + +'Ay,'--chimed in Betty, now sure of her opening, 'it's an auld subject, +but it's ever a new yin, a' the same. "'Tis old, yet ever new," as the +hymn-book has it. Ay, an' that _is_ true. As I said before, Maister +Weelum, I've nae concern regairdin' Nathan's welfare in this world. +We're promised only bread an' water, an' look hoo often he gets tea an' +chops, an' on what we ha'e saved there's every chance o' that diet bein' +continued as lang as he has teeth to chew wi'. But what o' the next +world? As Tammas Fraser aince said when he was takin' the Book, "Ah, +that's where the rub comes in!"' and she shook her head dolefully, as +much as to say, 'Nathan, you're a gone corbie!' + +I looked from husband to wife in blank astonishment, not knowing what to +say. I had always looked upon Betty as a deeply religious woman, a true +disciple of the Great Master, but partaking more of the loving John than +the assertive Peter; and, often as I had heard her say a word in season, +I could not remember having listened to her expressing so pointedly her +fears and convictions. + +She interpreted my thoughts aright; and after Nathan had, without +necessity, sparked another match, and almost succeeded in turning toward +us the full length and breadth of his long tankard back, she resumed. + +'Your mother was a guid woman, Maister Weelum, an' I ken that often, +often, you were the burden o' her prayers. I never talked much on this +subject to you, kennin' that you were her ain particular chairge, an' +that her prayers, withoot my interference, wad be answered. But it's +different in the case o' Nathan here. He belangs to me, an' me to him. +My calling an' election 's sure, an' I juist canna bide the thocht o' us +bein' separated at the lang hinner-en'. It's no' that he 's a bad +man--far from it. Or it 's no' that he 's careless. I gi'e him credit +for bein' concerned in his ain wey; but he juist saunters on through +life, trustin' that things will somewey work oot a' richt, an' lettin' +the want, if there 's ony, come in at the wab's end. Ay, an' for a man +like him, that 's sae fond o' flo'ers an' dogs an' ither folks' weans, +it simply passes my comprehension hoo it is that he 's sae indifferent +to the greatest o' a' love an' the things that so closely concern his +immortal soul's salvation. Nae wonder I say, "Nathan, puir falla."' + +Notwithstanding the gravity of the charge she had laid at Nathan's door, +I felt relieved to know that my surmises regarding the cause of his +attitude toward me were unfounded; and, with a note of encouragement in +my voice, I hinted to Betty that, after all, it was possible she was +unnecessarily worrying herself, as with two advocates like her and my +mother it would surely be well with both Nathan and me. + +'Ah, Maister Weelum,' she said impressively, 'I ken fine that the +prayers o' the just availeth much; but aye bear in mind--Nathan, are ye +listenin'?--Ay--weel, bear in mind that every herrin' maun hing by its +ain heid. Mind that, the twae o' ye noo.' + +This direct personal appeal rather discomposed me, and I didn't know +what to say. As for Nathan, he rose slowly from his chair, and, turning +round, he solemnly winked to me again. That wink somehow sealed a +compact between us. It placed us on a common platform, and established a +feeling of camaraderie which it would be hard for me to define. + +'Ay, Betty,' he said, as he raised himself to his full height, 'you're a +wonderfu' woman--a wonderfu' woman!' and he yawned audibly; 'an' when it +comes to gab wark on sic a subject as ye 've ta'en in haun', John Clerk +the colporteur canna haud a cannel to ye. When ye stert on me like this +I aye gi'e ye plenty o' rope, an' I never gi'e it a tug; but ye 've +gi'en me a gey tatterin' afore Maister Weelum here, an' I wad just like +to put in my yelp noo.' + +Betty gave him a surprised look, and I nodded and smiled encouragingly +toward him. + +'I don't misdoot,' he continued, after he had loosened his cravat at his +throat, 'that there 's some truth in a few o' your remarks; but, dod, +lass, dinna forget that I'm tryin' my best.' + +'In what wey, Nathan?' she promptly asked. + +'Weel, let me consider noo. Ay, I don't think I ha'e missed a day at the +kirk since we were mairret. That's ae thing, onywey. Then we tak' the +Beuk regularly; an' forby that, Betty,' he said impressively, 'I was +five times at the prayer-meetin's wi' ye last year, and'---- + +'Prayer-meetin's!' said Betty; 'prayer-meetin's!' and she raised her +voice. 'Nathan Hebron, I'm astonished ye ha'e the audacity to mention +prayer-meetin's to me!' + +'Hoo that, Betty?' he gravely asked. + +'Hoo that? As if ye didna ken! My word, but that 's yin an' a half!--Do +you know this Maister Weelum; I had to stop takin' him to to the +prayer-meetin's, for he aye fell asleep. The last yin I took him to was +at Mrs Kennedy's. Not only did he sleep, but he snored wi' his heid +lyin' back an' his face to the ceilin'; an' when he waukened, it was in +the middle o' a silent prayer, an' he glimmered an' blinked at the +gaslicht, an' said he, wi' his een half-shut, "Betty, that 's rank +wastery burnin' the gas when we 're in oor sleepin' bed." Ashamed? I was +black affronted, Maister Weelum, an' among sae mony earnest folk, too.' + +Goodness knows, I hold no brief for Nathan, but I ventured to say on his +behalf that, as he had been working in the open all day, and the room +was quiet and warm, he was, in a way, to be excused if he unconsciously +dovered. + +'Ay, that's a' very weel; but I notice he never dovers, as ye ca' it, at +an Oddfellows' soiree.' + +Nathan had quietly slipped downstairs before she reached the end of her +story, and in his absence she became confidential and communicative. + +'I somewey think he means weel, but the road to hell is paved wi' guid +intentions. He's maybe the best specimen of the natural man that I ken +o'; but wae's me, that's no' sufficient. The seeds o' carelessness were +sown lang before I kenned him; an' tho' I maun alloo he has improved in +my haun', I see wee bit touches noo an' than o' the he'rt at enmity +which sometimes mak' me despair. For instance, the ither Sabbath-day nae +faurer gane, he sat doon efter his denner wi' a book, an' he looked +neither to left nor richt, but read on and on. "Nathan," says I, "what's +the book you're sae intent on?" "Oh, Betty," says he glibly, weel +kennin' that I didna gi'e in wi' orra readin' on the Lord's Day, "I've +faun in wi' a splendid book the day. It's ca'ed Baxter's--eh--_Saunts' +Everlastin' Rest_, an' it's the kind o' readin' I like." "Ay," says I, +weel pleased wi' the soond o' the title, "read on at that, Nathan. +Baxter's fu' o' rich refreshin' truths. Read slow noo, Nathan, an' tak' +it a' in." Weel, he never put it oot o' his haun till bedtime, except +when he was at his tea, an' then he slipped it into his coat-pocket; an' +the next day, when he was away at his wark, I cam' on it stappit doon +behin' the cushion o' his easy-chair; an' what think ye it was, Maister +Weelum? Guess noo what it was.' + +'Baxter's _Saints' Everlasting Rest_, of course,' I said. + +'Weel,' said Betty, 'that was printed on the loose covers that had aince +been the boards o' the holy volume o' that name; but the paper-covered +book that was inside was _The Experiences o' an Edinburgh Detective_, by +James MacGovan; an' d'ye ken this, Maister Weelum, I juist sat doon in +the middle o' my wark an' grat my he'rt-fill.' + +Poor, dear Betty, she wept anew at the remembrance of Nathan's lapse, +then rolled her knitting into her apron, and went downstairs into the +kitchen. Ten minutes later, when I was having my last pipe for the +night, I heard her voice raised in the Beuk, and she was reading, with a +point and emphasis which I am sure Nathan could not misunderstand, the +story from the Acts of Ananias and his wife Sapphira. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +I am as yet only on the threshold of my stay in Thornhill, and I am +beginning my long vacation as I intend to end it. Dr Balfour's orders +were short and to the point; and, in bidding a temporary farewell to +professional work and preparing for a long holiday, I know I am +following his instructions and furthering my own interests and future +well-being. Time was when this enforced inaction would have been irksome +indeed. I have always been alert mentally and physically; but since my +accident I have been incapable of any prolonged mental effort, and I +have welcomed the languor of this quiet retreat, which has possessed me +and claimed me as its own. Betty's ministrations I feel I stand in need +of; and Nathan's company, unresponsive and grudging though it be, is all +I desire. Betty has no patience with useless, idling folks, for she is +herself a bustler, and she talks contemptuously of the hangers-on who +daily and nightly support our village corners. Once she told me they +were troubled with a complaint called the 'guyfaul.' I had never heard +the queer word before, and asked its meaning. 'An inclination for meat, +but nane for wark,' she promptly replied; and as I lie abed these +beautiful sunny forenoons I wonder if Betty considers that I also am +afflicted with the 'guyfaul.' + +Correspondence of an official character is tabooed; but a day or two ago +I received a long newsy letter from my partner, Murray Monteith, not one +line of which had any reference to business. This morning I had a +further communication, almost equally free from 'shop;' but in a +footnote he remarks as follows: 'We had a call yesterday from our client +the Hon. Mrs Stuart, and in course of conversation she informed me that +she had leased a house in the vicinity of Thornhill, and that her niece, +the late General Stuart's daughter, was staying with her over the +autumn. I was strongly tempted to tell her you were at present resident +in that village, but refrained, knowing it would be unwise of you in the +present circumstances to occupy yourself with her affairs. Our inability +to find a will or to trace the record of the General's marriage troubles +her very much.' + +This postscript set me a-thinking, and I lay long pondering obscure +points in a case which had worried and perplexed every one concerned. +Not only was the good name of the Stuart family involved; but, in the +absence of proof, the General's daughter must be--well, nameless, and +the estate must pass to another branch of the family. + +So absorbed was I in my train of reflection that I failed to note +Betty's entrance with my breakfast-tray. A short cough and the clatter +of china recalled my wandering thoughts, and I began a rather disjointed +apology. Holding up my firm's letter with the familiar light-blue +envelope, I laughingly said, 'Blame this, Betty, and forgive my +inattention.' + +'Hoots, ay,' said Betty, 'it's a' richt; but ye maunna pucker your broo +an' worry your brain. Deil tak' thae lang blue letters, onywey! Nane o' +them that ever I got spelt weel to me; an' when Milligan the postman +handed this yin in this mornin', an' when I thocht o' taxes an' sic +fash, I was sairly tempted to back the fire wi' it. Imphm! that's so, +noo. Eh! by the by, the doctor's Mary looked in on the bygaun, an' she +tells me Dr Grierson will likely be doon to see ye the day. He has had a +letter frae a Dr Balfour o' Edinbro, tellin' him a' aboot ye, an' askin' +him to keep his eye on ye. Imphm! Ay, an', Maister Weelum, ye didna tell +me that ye lay a week in the infirmary insensible.' + +'No, Betty,' I said, 'I dare say I didn't; but--well, the fact is I +didn't wish to worry you with details or'---- + +'Ay, an' naether did ye tell me it was to save your wee dog's life ye +gaed back into the burnin' hoose,' she said in the same inquisitive +tone. I stirred my coffee vigorously, but said nothing. 'An' is it the +case that the stair fell in when ye were on the middle o't, an' that the +wee dog was foun' deid in your airms?' + +'That is so, Betty,' I said sadly. + +Betty was silent for a minute, and she fumbled aimlessly with the corner +of her apron. 'Lovan,' she said at length, 'it has been a mair terrible +affair than I had ony thocht o'. The heid an' the spine are kittle to +get hurt, but it's a guid's blessin' ye werena burnt beyond recognition. +Efter siccan an experience it's a wonder ye didna relieve your mind to +me regairdin' it lang ere noo. Naebody in this world wad ha'e been mair +interested or sympathetic. What wey did ye no'?' + +Her concern and loving interest were unmistakable; but from the tone of +her questionings I opined she was smarting under the sense of a slight, +real or imagined, and I hastened to reassure her. 'My dear Betty,' I +said, 'believe me I had no motive in withholding such news other than +that of saving your feelings. At one time I was minded to tell you all +about it; but when you met me at Elvanfoot I noted at a glance the +pained, surprised look on your face, and I at once decided not to say +more than was absolutely necessary. Besides, Betty, everything happened +so quickly that I can scarcely remember the details.' In a few words I +described what had taken place. 'And now, Betty,' I concluded, 'let us +change the subject. Even now the recollection of my experience is like a +nightmare, and I would rather not speak of it.' + +'Imphm!' said Betty abstractedly; 'that I daur say is no' to be wondered +at. I'm sorry if my curiosity has been the means o' bringin' it a' back +again; but, oh man, Maister Weelum, it gaed sair against the grain to +hear o' a' this frae fremit lips. The doctor's Mary has a' the +particulars at her tongue-tap, an' she gaed through it this mornin' like +A B C. I could see she was under the impression that I kenned a' aboot +it, an' I didna seek to disabuse her mind on that, but juist said, +"Imphm! that is so, Mary--what ye say is true;" and she left my doorstep +thinkin' I was farer ben in your confidences than I am. But that's a' +richt, Maister Weelum. I respect your motives, an' I understaun exactly +hoo ye were placed. But, oh, my boy! in ocht that may in the future +distress ye dinna leave Betty oot, an' dinna forget that her he'rt is +big eneuch to haud your sorrows as weel as her ain. Wheesht! Is that the +ooter door openin'? It is; an', dod, that's Dr Grierson's cheepin' buits +on the lobby flaer, an' me no' snodit yet. He's an awfu' dingle-doozie +in the mornin', is the doctor.' + +Moistening the tips of her fingers on her lip and keeking into my little +oval looking-glass, she deftly arranged a stray lock of gray-black hair +under the neatly goffered border of her white morning-mutch.' Juist a +word wi' ye, Maister Weelum, before I gang doon. Are ye quite agreeable +that Dr Grierson should veesit ye? He's an auld freen o' your Edinbro +doctor, an' that's hoo he cam' to be written to, so the doctor's Mary +tells me.' + +'Oh, I'm quite agreeable, Betty--delighted, indeed,' I replied. + +'Eh--ay--imphm! An' ye've nae feelin' on that point?' + +'Most assuredly not,' I said. 'But why do you ask?' + +She tiptoed across the floor and half-closed the door. + +'That's him rappin' wi' his stick on the kitchen flaer,' she said in a +whisper. 'An' tell me this; did the mistress--your mother, I mean--ever +say ocht to ye aboot the doctor an'--an' ony o' her ain folks?' + +'Not that I remember of' + +'Ay, aweel, that's a' richt. When he comes up, dinna refer to my +speirin' ye this;' and she hurriedly left me and went downstairs. + +Thornhill has never been without its Gideon Gray. Had Dr John Brown been +acquainted with its record in this particular respect he could have +added to that remarkable chapter of his _Horoe Subsecivoe_ the names +of not a few medical benefactors, the memory of whose services is yet +fragrant in our midst. Scattered here and there in many a quiet country +kirkyard are the graves of heroes of science who in their day +ungrudgingly gave of their very best, faithfully ministering to the +wants of the poor and needy without thought of fee or reward; men of +ability, intellect, tact, and courage of heart, whose life-work lay in +the sequestered bypaths, and whose names were unknown outside the glen +they called their home. Of such was Dr Grierson; and as he stood by my +bedside the thought momentarily flashed through my mind, would that he +had been limned by Scott or by the creator of Rab and Ailie! + +A little over medium height; wiry, spare, and alert; broad shoulders +slightly stooped; long dark hair streaked with gray, without a parting, +brushed straight back from his forehead and hanging in clustering locks +above his stock; his face serious almost, yet not void of humour, and +lit up by kindly, blue, thoughtful eyes; a presence cheering and +reassuring, and a bearing which bespoke the scholar and the gentleman. +His clothes were of rough gray homespun, badly fitted and carelessly +worn. A thin shepherd-tartan plaid, arranged herdwise, hung from his +shoulder, and he held in his hand a round soft hat, gray-green from +exposure to summer sun and winter rains. Such was the man who stood by +my bedside--a Gideon Gray indeed--strong of purpose, keenly observant; +shy, yet not suspicious; revelling in his power of doing good; inured to +cold and privation; buoyant and hopeful in the face of difficulties; +daily in close and loving communion with all nature around him; and girt +about with truthfulness and integrity as with a cloak. Though I had +never before been in his presence, I hailed him within my heart as a +true and honoured friend. + +He shook hands without saying good-morning, and seated himself on a +chair at the foot of my bed. Betty, who had preceded him upstairs, and +announced him, walked across the room, took up a position at the gable +window, and feigned an interest in our grocer neighbour's back-yard. He +looked at me pointedly and earnestly, the while stroking his long +straggling beard, and then, half-turning his head toward Betty, he said +with a low, little laugh, and with a pronounced yet euphonious 'burr,' +'Our young friend, Betty, is more of a Kennedy than a Russell.' + +'Ay, doctor, that he is,' said Betty, without taking her eyes from the +window. 'He aye took efter his mither's folk. When he was a bairn o' +three he was the very spit o' his aunt Marget. Not that I ha'e ony +recollection o' her, but that's what I mind the mistress used to say.' + +'He's like her yet,' the doctor promptly added.--'And in saying so I can +pay no higher compliment to you, my young man.' + +'I've heard it said, doctor, that ye kenned the Kennedys aince on a +time,' said Betty, and she changed the position of a pot of musk on the +window-sill. + +He looked quickly and questioningly at Betty; but she was busying +herself with the flowers, the while humming, timmer-tuned as usual, the +opening lines of 'The Farmer's Boy.' + +Then he looked from her to me, slowly and deliberately crossed his legs, +and, putting his long, thin hands lengthwise on his knee, he said, more +to himself than to Betty, 'Yes, yes, I, as you say, once knew them +well.' + +'Ye wad ken Miss Marget, then?' asked Betty after a pause. + +To me Betty's questioning was an enigma; but I wasn't slow to notice it +was distinctly disconcerting to the doctor, who quickly changed his +position and sat with his back to the light. + +'Miss Marget and I were very, very dear friends,' he said, 'very dear +friends, a long, long time ago;' and he abstractedly traced with the tip +of his finger an irregular circle round the brim of his old soft hat. + +Betty with a flick of her apron removed imaginary dust from the +window-sill, and then, coming up to the doctor, she laid her hand on the +back of his chair. 'In that case, then, doctor,' she earnestly said, +'for her sake, for Miss Marget's sake, ye'll do your best for her +nephew, for it breaks my he'rt to see him lyin' there amaist as helpless +as a bairn.' And she hurriedly left the room, and I don't know for +certain, but I think she was crying. + +The doctor rose, quietly closed the door, and resumed his seat. + +'Betty has undoubtedly your welfare at heart, Mr Russell,' he said. +'Unconsciously, or maybe consciously, she has awakened many memories of +the long ago--memories of times and people that are with me now only in +dreams. Ay, ay;' and he passed his hand slowly adown his face. 'But this +is not getting on with my work,' he said, after a pause. + +Putting his hand in his coat pocket, he brought out, not a handkerchief, +as he had intended or as I expected, but a rather sickly-looking +hart's-tongue fern, the root of which was carefully wrapped in a piece +of newspaper and tied with a bootlace. + +'Well, well!' he said reproachfully, turning it over in his hand, 'that +is indeed stupid of me. I ought to have planted this immediately on my +arrival this morning; but fortunately I was careful to take sufficient +soil with it, and maybe it is not yet too late.' + +'Have you been from home, doctor?' I asked. + +'Oh, only for twelve hours,' he said, returning the plant to his pocket. +'I was on the point of going to bed last night, when the Benthead +shepherd called me out to attend his wife. He was driving an old nag I +knew well, a Mitchelslacks pensioner--willing enough, you may be sure, +or he wouldn't have been owned by a Harkness, but long past his best; +so, in order to be as soon as possible beside my patient, I quickly +saddled my own mare, and was trotting down the Gashouse Brae when the +kirk clock was striking eleven. I passed the old nag near Laught; but +unfortunately at Camplemill Daisy cast a shoe; so, rather than trouble +the smith at such an untimely hour, I put her into his stable, the door +of which was unlocked, waited the upcoming of the shepherd, and drove +the rest of the journey with him in his spring-cart. After sitting for +an hour or two at a smoky peat fire, reading by the aid of a guttering +tallow-candle a back-number of the _Agricultural Gazette_, I was called +to work, and very soon added another arrow--the tenth--to the shepherd's +quiver. When everything was "a' bye," as we say locally, Benthead kindly +offered to drive me down to the mill; but, as the early morning was so +delightfully fine, and nature outside so pleading and inviting, I took +to the moor on "Shanks' naigie." Ah, the delight of that moorland walk! +the exhilarating air of the uplands! Why, man, it was like quaffing +wine, and the cobwebs--warp and woof of the sleepless hours--were +charmed away as if by magic. The sun was just peeping over the crest of +Bellybucht, and his rays were lying lovingly athwart the budding +heather and the silver mist-wreathed bents. Bracken and juniper, +blaeberry and crowberry; dewdrops here, dewdrops there, sparkling and +shimmering; tiny springs of crystal water oozing out from whinstone +chinks, gurgling and trickling down pebbled ruts, seen awhile, then +unseen, lost in spongy moss and tangled seggs. Overhead the morning song +of the gladsome lark; to my right the _wheep_ of the snipe and the quack +of a startled duck; to my left the _yittering_ of the curlew and the +_chirrup_ of the flitting, restless cheeper; and over all the spirit of +the wild which isolates and draws within her mantle-folds all those who +cuddle close to Nature's breast. Ah, what a morning! what a scene! Hat +in hand I walked, with my head bared to the throbbing air and the +glorious sunshine. "Surely, surely," I said to myself, "it is good for +me to be here;" and with a sense of thankfulness in my heart, and +turning my face to the shadowy Lowthers, I sang with the Psalmist, "I to +the hills will lift mine eyes." + +'I struck the Crichope about six o'clock; wandered leisurely down the +linn; pulled this hart's-tongue fern, and a few more which I must have +lost; picked up this fossil--part of a frog, I think--which will make a +welcome addition to my collection.' He hesitated for a moment, with +half-closed eyes and his chin resting on his folded stock. Then he +suddenly looked toward me and asked, 'Have you ever walked down Crichope +alone?' + +'No, not alone,' I replied. + +'Then Crichope has never spoken to you. You have never heard its +message. To me, this morning, it was the mouthpiece of the Creator--the +great Architect; _for I was alone_. With those who love and admire His +handiwork He is ever in communion, and He speaks in the rustle of the +leaf, the tinkle of the stream, the whisper of the grass, and the echo +of the linn. But you must be alone, humble, reverent, stripped to the +pelt, as it were, of everything sordid, boastful, and vainglorious; and +then that old ravine will be a sanctuary where in its solitude you will +find solace, comfort in its caverns, food for reflection in its story +and traditions.' + +Again he paused, and I lay with eager eyes fixed on his animated face. +Betty's cat, with arched back and long tail, brushed slowly past his +knee. With an ingratiating 'Pussy, puss,' he stroked her fur. + +'About half-past seven,' he continued, 'I reached the smithy, had a cup +of tea with Smith Martin and his wife, got Daisy's shoe made siccar, +and was mounting for home, when news was brought from Dresserland that a +farm-worker had fallen from his cart and broken his leg. Off Daisy and I +trotted up the brae. But, tut! tut! why should I waste my precious time, +and weary and fatigue you to boot, by detailing all my morning round?' + +'Oh, doctor, don't stop!' I pleaded. 'I know and love that whole +countryside, and a talk with you is like a walk in the open. Indeed, my +limbs twitched as you strode along, and I felt as if I were keeping step +with you.' + +'Ay, your limbs twitched, did they? That's a good sign.' + +'A sign of my appreciation of your love of nature and poetry of +language, doctor?' I asked. + +'No, no; something far more important than appreciation. But this is not +business. I know you will be anxious to learn in how far Dr Balfour and +I agree, so let me have a look at that damaged spine of yours.' + +Betty tells me that she's 'feart the doctor's a careless, godless man, +for he never enters a kirk door.' I could have told her that he had +attended church that morning, and that he had had communion with God and +a glimpse of heaven which would have been an unknown experience and an +unfamiliar sight to many who occupy a church pew every Sunday; but Betty +wouldn't have understood--nay, wouldn't have believed me--and I was +silent. + +His visit has cheered and encouraged me, and his conversation has made +me proud of his acquaintance. He is to call on me again in a few days; +and meanwhile I have to take more exercise; so with the aid of a +friendly hazel I shall have a daily 'daunder' and an opportunity of +renewing my acquaintance with Douglas the barber in his wee back-room, +John Sterling the shoemaker at his souter's stool, and Deacon Webster at +his tool-laden bench. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Tom Jardine the grocer--Betty's next-door neighbour--will be thirty-four +years old on the 23rd of January next. He is to a day exactly four years +my senior. I remember it was when his mother and Betty were putting out +clothes together in the back-green that I, a boy of five, heard for the +first time that we had a birthday in common. + +To me the fact vested Tom with a special interest. I looked upon him in +more than a mere neighbourly spirit. Though we were rarely associated in +our boys' games, we often casually met about the doors or had disjointed +conversations through the garden hedge; and on these occasions the +desire was always strong within me to talk of our birthday, and to ask +if he wasn't wearying for the 23rd to come round. And when that +auspicious date was ushered in, and my birthday-cake, in all its +white-iced glory, was ceremoniously placed before me at table, I used to +wonder if Tom had one also, and if he, like me, had the honour of +cutting and distributing it. + +On looking back, I cannot remember when the Jardines were not our +neighbours. Long ago Robert Jardine, Tom's father, was a tenant of ours, +and twice a year, at the Martinmas and Whitsunday terms, he called upon +us; and when the rent had been paid and sundry repairs and alterations +agreed upon, he and my father drank a glass of wine together. It had, +however, long been the height of Robert's ambition to be the owner of +his own roof-tree. Times then being good, he soon saved the amount +necessary to effect a purchase; and after many calls and conferences, +terms were ultimately arranged to the satisfaction of both vender and +buyer. + +Tom was the youngest of a large family, the other members of which had +all emigrated; and when Robert Jardine died--his wife had predeceased +him by a few years--there was no one else to look after affairs. Tom at +once gave up a responsible position in a wholesale grocery establishment +in Glasgow, came south with a wife and three young children, and took +over what I now understand every Thornhill villager believed to be a +dying, if not an altogether dead, concern. + +All these changes had taken place in my absence during these past +fourteen years; but it was nevertheless pleasing to me to know from +Betty, shortly after my return, that as neighbours the family was still +represented, the more so as the representative in question was none +other than my old friend Tom. + +In describing my attic room I omitted to say that it has a little, +round, gable window through which, from my fireside chair, I can look +down upon the Jardines' back-yard. Long ago I used to sit here and watch +old Robert grooming his horse, cleaning his harness, and packing his +long-bodied spring-cart with bags of flour or meal, and grocery parcels +of tea and sugar, for distribution on his long cadger rounds. + +During the past few weeks my interest has often been centred on his son +similarly employed. Tom sings and whistles cheery tunes as he works, and +his iron-shod clogs make a merry clatter on the stone-paved court. His +wife and the two eldest children--blue-eyed, curly-haired bairns they +are--give him willing help, and, standing in his cart or on a chair +placed beside the wheel, he cheerily receives and checks off in a +weather-beaten note-book the various articles for his country clients. + +Like Nathan, Tom is no lie-abed in the morning. Of necessity he must be +up betimes, for his journeys are often long and his days are always too +short. When Betty is preparing the early breakfast I hear Tom's ringing +footstep outside, the taming of the key in the stable-door lock, and the +anticipating whinny of the gray mare. Then a horse-pail is filled from +the tap at the stable-door; a minute later it is returned empty and +deposited outside; the lid of the corn-bin, which has been poised on its +creaky hinges, descends with a bang, and I know that his faithful +dappled friend has her nose buried in countless piles of sweet-smelling +corn. + +Betty is not an inquisitive woman, nor does she interest herself in a +meddling way in her neighbours' concerns; yet her big, kindly heart and +her never-failing sympathetic nature invite many confidences, and she is +therefore more fully versed in what I might call the inward life of +those around her than many of a more zealously prying and newsvending +disposition. + +We were talking one day about the Jardines of a past generation, and our +conversation naturally turned to Tom. I commended him for his industry, +for his sobriety, and for the undivided attention he gave to his +business, and finished up by asking if he was a successful man. Betty +made no reply; but she shook her head doubtfully, from which I argued +that it was not all sunshine and whistling and singing with our young +grocer neighbour; and as she showed no desire to continue the +conversation, I allowed the matter to drop. + +After tea, however, she reverted to the subject, and reopened our chat +by asking if it was usual in business for a son to take over his dead +father's debts. + +In my short professional career I remembered one such case, in which I +was interested, but only one, and I told her of it. I didn't go into +details, but gave her the bald outstanding points; and after I had +finished she said, 'Ay, and that's the only case ye ever heard o'?' + +'Yes, that is so, Betty,' I replied. + +She was standing at the round gable window, vacantly looking down into +our neighbour's back-yard. Then I saw her eyebrows begin to pucker, and +I knew there was something on her mind. + +'Maister Weelum,' she said at length, 'I've nae concern in the ongauns +o' the folks aboot me, an' I never talk aboot them. But ye asked me +regairdin' Tom Jardine, an' I'm no' betrayin' ony confidences when I +tell ye that young Tom took ower his dead faither's debts, so that will +be twae cases ye ken o'.' + +'Tom Jardine!' I said with surprise. 'Surely Robert Jardine wasn't in +debt when he died?' + +'That he was, Maister Weelum--the mair's the pity. Ye see, for a lang +time--I micht say for at least five years afore he died--he wasna able +to gang his roons; in fact, he was barely able to stand ahint the +coonter. Younger an' mair active competitors took up the same gr'und; +an' what wi' failin' trade, increasin' competition, an' cuttin' prices, +there wasna a livin' in it. Then his wife had a lang, lingerin' illness, +an' when she slippit away he kind o' lost he'rt. I was often wae for +him, puir man, an' I did a' I could for him in my ain sma' wey. Except +to yin or twae he keepit a smilin' face, though, aye wrote cheerily to +Tom, an' gaed to kirk an' market as lang as he was able wi' his heid in +the air; but, losh me! when his time cam' it was nae surprise to me an' +yin or twae mair that the whole affair--shop, hoose, an' business--didna +show much mair than ten shillin's in the pound. Tom--him that's doon +there noo--was in a guid wey o' doin' in Glesca, an' nothing wad ser' +him but he bood come hame an' tak' things in haun. He was strongly +advised to have nothing to do wi' it, an' to let the creditors handle +what was left as best it was likely to pay them. But Tom said, "No." All +he asked frae the creditors was time an' secrecy as far as was possible +as to how things stood, an' frae the Almighty health an' strength, an', +given these, he promised to clear his dead faither's name an' see every +yin get his ain. That's three years ago past the May term, an', honour +an' praise to the puir laddie, he's nearly succeeded. But it has been a +terrible struggle for him; an' had it no' been for his determination, +his sobriety, his pride in his faither's guid name, an' abune a' the +help o' a lovin' wife wha's a perfect mother in Israel, he wad ha'e +gi'en it up lang or noo as an impossible, thankless job. Nathan and me +lent his faither sixty pounds. We had nae writin' to speak o', only his +signed name. I showed the paper to Tom shortly efter he had settled doon +here, an' instead o' questionin' it he thanked us for our kindness an +promised to pay it back in the same proportion as the ithers. Up to noo +we've got back thirty pounds. I was in his shop the ither day, an' he +said he thocht he wad be able to gi'e's anither ten pounds at the +November term. What think ye o' that noo, Maister Weelum?' + +'I think your neighbour is a splendid fellow, Betty, and I would like to +shake hands with him. Have you the paper beside you on which his +father's name appears for sixty pounds?' + +'Ay, that I have,' said Betty. She went downstairs, and returned a +minute later with a sheet of notepaper. + +I glanced at the unstamped promise, and smiled. 'Betty,' I said +seriously, 'are you aware this is not worth the paper it is written on?' + +'Ay, perfectly,' she said with unconcern. + +'How did you find that out?' I inquired. + +'Oh, when I showed it to Tom Jardine he used exactly the same words as +you did; but, said he, "My faither signed that. I have every confidence +in you an' Nathan. My faither an' mither thought the world o' ye, an' +wi' my assurance that ye'll be paid back, I tender you my best thanks +for your kindness in time o' need."' + +Betty folded up her worthless document and put it in the breast of her +gown. 'An honest man like Tom Jardine makes up for a lot o' worthless +yins, Maister Weelum,' she said as she lifted her tea-tray; and I looked +through the wee round window to Tom's back-yard with an increased +appreciation of the coatless and hatless grocer, who was sitting down on +an empty soap-box with a long needle and a roset-end, mending his old +gray mare's collar. + +It has rained continuously for three days, and according to Nathan +something has gone very far wrong, as St Swithin's Day from early morn +to dewy eve was cloudless and fair, and accordingly we had every right +to anticipate forty days of dry, fine weather. + +Harvest is early with us this year. The corn, which was waving green +when Betty and I drove south from Elvanfoot, is already studding the +fields in regular rows of yellow stooks, and but for this break in the +weather it would even now be on its way to the stackyard in groaning, +creaking carts. The Newton pippins on the apple-tree at the foot of the +garden are showing a bright red cheek, and the phloxes and gladioli in +the plot at the kitchen window are crowned with a mass of bloom so rich +and luxuriant that every one of Betty's cooking utensils reflects their +colourings and appears to be blushing rosy-red. During these past three +days I have missed Tom's cheery song, and I am beginning to wonder if +the gloomy weather has chilled his lightsome heart and silenced the +chords of his tuneful throat. + +Time was when I loved to be abroad on a rainy day, whether as an +unprotected boy fishing away up Capel Linn and Cample Cleugh, with the +rain dribbling down the neckband of my shirt and oozing through the +lace-holes of my boots, or as a man with waterproof and hazel staff, +breasting the scarred side of Caerketton or the grassy slopes of +Allermuir, with the pelting, pitiless raindrops blinding my eyes and +stinging my cheek, and the vivid fire of heaven lighting up Halkerside +and momentarily showing the short zigzag course of that 'nameless +trickle' whose rippling music the Wizard of Swanston loved. + +How I enjoyed these Pentland rambles, alone in the rain and the soughing +winds! Underfoot, the dank, sodden grass and the broken fern; overhead, +the sombre sky, the scurrying clouds, and the drifting mist; on every +side the grassy mounds of the Dunty Knowes, with their shivering birks +tossing to windward, and a rain-soaked hogg beneath every sheltering +crag. Alone, yet not alone; for a Presence was with me, guiding me on, +showing me through the gathering gloom the sun-bathed crown of +Allermuir, bringing to my ear from out the rage of the storm the wail of +the curlew, and summoning to my side the plaided shepherd 'Honest John' +and his gray, rough-coated collie Swag. + +Ah, these are memories only! memories only! for Cample Cleugh and Capel +Linn are lost to me with my boyhood. No more am I the strong, +able-bodied lover of the open, moving with firm, sure step among scenes +which a master's touch has made immortal; but a poor, crippled, +pain-racked invalid, as parochial in feeling as in outlook, sitting in +an easy-chair by an attic fire, watching through a rain-washed +window-pane a scene which fills me with forebodings and touches my heart +to the very quick. + +Down there in the courtyard, where the water in the imperfect pavement +is lying in muddy pools, Tom Jardine, hatless, coatless, and regardless +of the splashing rain, is walking to and fro like a lion in his cage. +His face is set and white, his finger-tips clenched in the palm of his +hand, and there is an anxious, troubled expression in his eye which +recalls memories of unfortunate, harassed clients. For a moment he +stands with feet apart and eyes dolefully fixed on the wet, sloppy +flagstones. A door quietly opens, a tiny, smiling-faced figure darts +through the rain, and in an instant two round, bare, chubby arms are +encircling his knee, and a fair, curly head is nestling against his +thigh. But there is no fatherly response to the loving embrace, no reply +to the childish prattle. With a jerky wrench Tom frees himself from the +wee, cuddling arms, and two wide-opened, surprised blue eyes follow him +as again, in thoughtful measured tread, he walks up and down and up and +down. Then red dimpled knuckles are pressed into these blue eyes, a sob +breaks from a wounded little heart, and Tom comes to a sudden halt. In +an instant his clouded face is wreathed in smiles and beams with loving +solicitude. Bending down, he lifts the sobbing morsel; and as he +disappears through the kitchen doorway with the precious burden in his +strong arms and his hungry lips pressed against a soft red cheek, I say +to myself, with a heavy, welling heart, 'Tom, you surely have your +troubles, but as surely you have the antidote.' + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Of late I have noticed that Betty, in the course of our frequent cracks, +has with considerable tact and adroitness turned the topic of our +conversation into channels matrimonial and domestic. I know full well +that my state of celibacy is to her a subject of wonderment and +speculation; but, though other cases similar to my own have been +commented upon--threshed to chaff, I may say--she has never, until +to-day, come to close quarters, and vested the matter with any direct +personal application. How she manoeuvred and worked her way round was +distinctly characteristic, but not worth detailing; and I shall not +readily forget the surprise, and, I might say, incredulity, with which +she received my assertion that I had never married for the very simple +reason that I had never been in love. + +With her head thoughtfully to one side, she plied her needles +assiduously. 'Ye're--let me see noo, ye'll be'---- + +'Thirty next birthday, Betty,' I promptly answered. + +'Ay, imphm! Ye're quite richt; ye're juist exactly that, an' nae mair. +Lovan me, imphm!' and she laughed and looked toward me. 'And, eh! d'ye +mean to tell me--seriously noo--that ye're here at this time o' day +withoot havin' met ony young leddy ye could mak' your wife?' + +She was probing very near the quick, and I puffed vigorously at my pipe. +'Seriously and truthfully, Betty, I haven't yet met the woman I could +marry.' + +'Gosh me! that _is_ maist extraordinar', Maister Weelum, an' you within +a cat's jump o' thirty. It's almost inconceivable! It strikes me ye +havena been lookin' aboot ye very eidently, for it's no' as if there was +a scarcity o' womenfolk. There's aye routh to pick an' choose frae; at +least, if there's no' in Edinbro, there's plenty in Thornhill. It may +happen, though, that ye're ower parteecular, or it may be ye're lookin' +oot for yin wi' a towsy tocher. Ministers an' lawyers, they tell me, +ha'e a wonderfu' penetration in sniffin' oot siller, an' the faculty o' +placin' their he'rt where the handy lies.' + +'That may be, Betty; but I must be an exception to this rule among +lawyers, for I can assure you monetary considerations would never +influence me. More than that, Betty, I don't consider my case +altogether hopeless, although I am nearly thirty. There's luck in +leisure, and you mustn't forget that you can't command love. It has to +come of its own free-will--unasked, as it were; and when it comes, rest +assured it won't be a case of pounds, shillings, and pence with me. The +fact is, Betty, I'm waiting.' + +'Faith, ye're richt there; an' let me tell ye this, Maister Weelum, if +ye wait much langer ye'll be gray-heided.' + +'Yes, yes, Betty; but I mean I'm waiting for a particular young lady.' + +'Oh, I see! Then ye ken o' yin?' + +'Well, yes'---- + +'An' ye're waitin' on her growin' up, watchin' her as ye wad watch a +Newton pippin ripenin'?' + +'No, no! Betty, you misunderstand me. I know of a young lady; but--well, +the truth is, I haven't met her yet--at least not in the flesh. Now, +now, Betty, don't laugh at me till I explain.' + +'Oh, Maister Weelum! I'll no' laugh. It strikes me it's mair a matter o' +greetin'. But never mind; ca' your gird.' + +'Well, Betty, to make a long story short, a few years ago I had a dream, +and in that dream I saw a face and heard a voice--a woman's face and a +woman's voice. I was very much impressed at the time, and that face has +haunted me ever since. Among my friends I am not considered, in the +generally accepted sense of the term, a woman's man. Strenuous work, +facing hard matter-of-fact events, glimpses into the matrimonial +tragedies of not a few lives, and the toll in time and thought which a +growing business exacts have to an extent blighted the growth of the +sentimentality which usually creeps into a man's heart between twenty +and thirty. Somehow I have allowed matters to drift--to shape their own +ends, or, as you would say, to work out their own salvation--in the full +assurance, however, and with the hope strong within me, that some day +the lady of my dream will come into my life, that I will again see that +face and hear that voice. So far I have waited in vain; but I am not +discouraged, for I feel my fate lies in my dream, and, as I say, I am +waiting still.' + +Betty resumed her knitting, for her needles had been idle while I was +speaking. + +'Imphm!' she said at length; 'an' that's hoo the land lies! Fancy that +noo, a great, big, wiselike man like you hankerin' after the face o' a +woman ye had seen when ye were sleepin', an' a' the time withoot a doot +lettin' chances slip by ye o' catchin' what ye micht ha'e gruppit. +Hoots! hoots! Maister Weelum, that's surely a senseless ploy. Mair than +that, I've nae brew o' dreams, although I confess that there's much in +Scripture hinges on them. They were the makin' o' Joseph, a +loupin'-on-stane to Daniel, an' a godsend to the prophets on mair than +ae occasion. There's nae gettin' away frae it; but for a' that, as I +say, I've nae brew o' them. I mind aince o' dreamin' that I was sittin' +doon to my tea, an' that I was eatin' the best bit o' boiled ham that +ever I tasted in a' my life; an' the next mornin'--the very next +mornin', Maister Weelum--my soo dee'd. Anither time--it was on a +Setterday nicht, I mind--I dreamed that the kitchen lum was on fire; an' +on the Sunday mornin', when I keekit up to see that it was a' richt, a +young doo tummelt doon an' nearly frichtened the life oot o' me. An' +there was Peggy Rae--Mrs Wallace, ye ken--a real nice, God-fearin' woman +she is, an' a regular attender o' the prayer meetin's--weel, three times +in ae nicht she dreamed that an auld auntie o' hers had come hame frae +Ameriky an' gi'en her the present o' three hunner pounds; an' what think +ye, Maister Weelum, she wasna weel through wi' her breakfast when her +mither-in-law--an auld, Godless, totterin' heathen she was--was brocht +to her door in a cairt, took to her bed in Peggy's wee back-room, an' +was the plague o' her life for weel on for a dizzen years. Na, na, +Maister Weelum; dreams are queer, contrary, unchancy things to sweer by. +Tak' my advice, forget a' aboot your dream-leddy, as ye ca' her; cast +your e'e aboot on what ye can see an' grup, an', losh me! a +faceable-lookin' man like you needna grapple lang. But I'm daft, sittin' +clatterin' here an' the tatties at the sypein'. Tak' tent o' what I say, +though, Maister Weelum, for ye're nearin' that time o' life when an +unmarried man stammers into a rut that he's no' easy got oot o'.' + +Betty's warning gave me food for reflection for long after she left +me--so much so, indeed, that as I quietly strolled along the Cundy road +an hour or two afterwards, in the early afternoon, every chaffinch sang +not _to_ me but _at_ me, and the burden of his song seemed to be, 'Tak' +tent, tak' tent, and mind, do mind, the rut, rut, rut.' + +In the sunshine too, amid nature in all its reality and activity, dreams +and visions seemed strangely far away and unimportant. In my little +room, with all its haunting associations, the story of my dream-lady had +a becoming setting and an uncommonly substantial foundation. But here, +with the breeze playing among the shimmering leaves of the gnarled +poplars, the merry song of the birds in the plantation, and the sunshine +lying on the white parallel-tracked road, it seemed more of an illusion, +something very unreal and fanciful, and I actually blushed that I, a +solid, stolid man of thirty, should have narrated such a story with so +much gravity, and pinned to it a significance so personal and material. + +Absorbed in thought, I ambled along, heedless alike of time or distance, +until at length, with surprise at my strength and staying-power, I noted +that I had walked almost to the Nithbank Wood. I felt neither tired nor +inconvenienced; and when I considered that I had been only a month or +two under Dr Grierson's care, I felt I had accomplished a very wonderful +feat indeed. True, I had rested all the forenoon, and even now I was +heavily supporting myself on two stout hazel staffs; yet never since my +accident had I walked so far without fatigue, and I felt relieved and +elated beyond words. + +I halted for a little in the grateful shade of a spreading lime, +feasting my eyes on scenery dear and familiar to me since boyhood--the +little round wood at the Cundy foot, every tree in which I had climbed +in quest of young squirrels; the clump of geans at Holmhill, whose wild +purple-brown fruit was sweeter far than any coddled garden cherries; the +sweep of the Nith at the Ellers, where I had so often 'dooked' and +fished; and the mossy, wild-thyme carpeted 'howmes'--our playground of +long ago. The murmuring Nith recalled to me the Auld Gillfit, with its +gray-blue pebbled beach and its banks of upstanding raspberry-bushes and +twisting, prickly brambles, and with extraordinary intensity the desire +sprang up within me to view its charms once more. + +Buoyed up by pleasurable anticipations, forgetful of my weakness and the +uneven, rutted slope, I opened the little wicket, and, without +misgiving, entered the wood. + +Through the green, quivering foliage I caught glimpses here and there of +rippling, dancing wavelets, nodding brown-headed segg grasses, and +patches of shimmering, sunlit sands. With eyes strained to catch each +well-known feature, I stumblingly descended the rugged bank, and very +soon, more by luck than careful guidance, I reached my goal. A hedge of +waving willows screened from me the Cundy stream; but its joyous +rhythmic ripple, as it washed its sandy, pebbled bed, sounded in my ear +like the crooning song my mother used to sing when I lay on her knee as +a child. + +This was the dear old spot, the bank where we lay after our 'dook,' +baking our naked bodies in the sun's warm rays; here the little sandy +isle where we played at pirates and castaways, cooking a guddled yellow +trout over a 'smeeky' green-wood fire, and washing it down with lukewarm +water from the stream; there, through the arches' span, the Doctor's +Tarn, where the grayling used to lie; and, away beyond, the quiet grassy +uplands of the Keir and the gray-green hills of Glencairn fading into +the horizon. + +Seating myself on the sun-browned turf, I lit my pipe. How long I sat I +cannot say, for I was lost in reverie, and, truth to tell, just a little +fatigued by my unusual exertions. Suddenly, however, it came to me that +I wasn't alone. This fact was first proclaimed by a curling wreath of +smoke on the other side of the willows. Then the aroma of a +well-seasoned havana greeted my nostrils, and I rose to my feet to +reconnoitre. + +Walking a little upstream, I came to an opening in the willow-hedge, and +there, on a sand-knoll at the foot of the bank, sat a man--a clergyman, +judging by his dress; while a little in front of him, and almost on the +water's edge, was a tall young lady standing before an easel. I saw the +man in profile--elderly and gray-bearded he was; but the lady's back +was turned to me, and she was much engrossed with her canvas. + +I must have walked very noiselessly, as neither of them seemed aware of +my presence; and this I counted strange, since I had made no attempt at +stealthiness, and they were so near me that I could almost have touched +them. I stood for a minute silent and undecided whether or not to make +my presence known. + +Before I could make up my mind, the artist ceased work, and, stepping a +few feet to her right, studied the effect from the altered standpoint. +This gave me the much-desired opportunity of seeing the picture, and I +noted with peculiar pleasure that it was part of the view in which I had +just been revelling. And the subject, difficult and ideal though it was, +had been touched by no unworthy, amateurish hand. The old red-sandstone +bridge, mellowed in a soft western light, was a centre round which much +broad, skilful, loving work was evidenced. Oil was her medium--rather an +unusual one, I thought, for a lady; and in the brief glance I got I +noticed she had imparted to her canvas the true atmosphere, and that it +contained in colour, drawing, and composition the essentials of really +good work. + +Her clergyman companion closed his book, relit his cigar, and consulted +his watch. 'Much as I expect of this picture as a big draw at my bazaar, +and anxious as I am to take it back with me to-morrow to Laurieston, I'm +afraid I must call you to a halt. It's almost five o'clock.' + +'Just one wee, wee minute,' the artist pleaded in a singularly sweet +voice, which seemed to me far away, yet strangely familiar. + +A few deft, bold touches, the while her small head critically swayed +from one side to the other. + +'Finis! finis!' she called at length; 'and I'm sorry to part with it, as +I love this subject.' + +With a face flushed with success, she turned to her companion. Then her +eyes met mine, and I stood breathless and transfixed, for I had heard +the voice, and was looking into the face, of my dream-lady! + +The fact that I was in the presence of one who had mysteriously +influenced me for the last ten years, one whom I had seen in my dreams +but never met, thrilled me through and through, and I felt bewildered +and benumbed. Had I been in normal health, doubtless I should have +boldly faced a situation so psychologically strange and alluring; but in +my present enfeebled condition I had no craving for the occult and +romantic, and when I was freed from the spell of my dream-lady's eyes my +first impulse was to retrace my steps and immediately regain the +highroad. + +I turned at once, in my haste struck my heel against one of my staffs, +and fell heavily on the sloping pathway. My tweed hat fell from my head +and rolled away down the bank, but I made no effort to recover it. With +extreme difficulty I rose to my feet, and, gripping my two staffs in a +strong grasp, started again to reach the crest of the wooded brow. + +One of the peculiar effects of my accident is that I cannot raise my +body on my toes. When going upstairs I have to turn sideways, and in an +awkward, laboured fashion lift one foot over the other; and in +negotiating this ascent, in which the same muscles were called into +action, I had to take a zigzag course which demanded great caution and +care, as there was no pathway, and the surface was treacherous and +uneven. + +I stood for a moment before I entered on my arduous undertaking, +irresolute and hesitating, swayed by two conflicting impulses. Here was +the fulfilment of my dream. Down there, a little beyond the hedge of +willows, stood one the memory of whose sweet, pensive face had haunted +me for years; whose living presence I had prayed for, yearned for; and +whose influence, unconsciously exerted, had dominated my being and kept +me unscathed in the midst of many temptations. It was the culmination of +ten years' expectancy and waiting. A series of remarkable coincidences +and strange providential workings had matured, and here was I spurning a +friendly interposition of the Fates, and fleeing away as if I were a +cowardly, shamefaced culprit. Why should I act so? Why should I not face +the situation and await this flow in the tide of my affairs? + +Then in thought I traversed the long, dreary road which during the past +years I had walked alone. Hastily I reviewed the picture I had often +conjured up of what our meeting would be, the contemplation of which had +yielded me so much sacred, secret pleasure. Strange, I had always +painted her as I had seen her a minute ago, even to the detail of pose +and attitude. She--well, she was just my dream-lady, faithful in every +respect to my imaginings; and in this picture, in response to her +inviting smile of recognition, I was by her side, strong in body, +resolute of will, sure of having at last met my affinity. + +Strong in body! Resolute of will! Was I? Ah, the humiliation of the +truth! Why, as I stood there, I was tottering on my feet like an +octogenarian, convulsively clutching two hazel staffs for support, and +so irresolute that I could scarce form an idea of what my next move +would be. What a metamorphosis! what a pitiful spectacle!--an object +surely for sympathy, but not likely to inspire love or admiration. No, +no, she must not see me thus; and, quickly disposing of all other +considerations, I turned my back upon fate and commenced the ascent. + +Painfully I dragged myself along. Never once did I look backward, for I +soon found that I had essayed a task requiring all my concentrated +attention. Urged on by a consuming desire to get away, I at first made +wonderful progress. But as the minutes passed, and the ascent became +steeper, I felt my will-power diminishing, my strength gradually growing +less, and my knack of happily negotiating ruts and obstacles deserting +me at every step. Once I lost my balance and slipped down the slope; but +I clutched the dried tufted grass with a frenzied hand, and crawled up +on my knees to where my hazel had dropped. Again I started, and again I +fell, this time losing grip of both my staffs and also any confidence in +myself that was left. Flushed and breathless, I rose to my knees, and +with feverish energy began to crawl uphill. + +But my haste was my undoing, for with it my caution disappeared. Twice +the wisps of grass by which I hauled myself broke in my hand, and I +slipped down, each time losing any little headway I had made. Again I +slipped. Then despair took hold of me, and, with limbs exhausted and +relaxed, and eyes moistened by thoughts of weakness and acknowledged +defeat, I sank to the ground. + +For a few minutes I lay oblivious to everything around me. Then the +sound of approaching footsteps and snatches of faintly audible +conversation recalled me; and wearily and painfully I raised myself to a +half-reclining, half-sitting position, with my back turned to the +direction whence the sounds proceeded. + +'Yes, it's a very decent hat,' said a voice which I recognised as that +of the clergyman; 'a very decent, serviceable hat indeed; and I dare say +it may as well be restored to its owner, though the drunken scamp +deserves little consideration.' + +'Oh, surely he's not drunk, Mr Edmondstone?' + +'Most assuredly he is,' replied the cleric. 'While you were busy on your +canvas he was doubtless lying somewhere hereabouts, sleeping off the +effects. Believe me, no man would stagger about a braeface as he did +unless he were under the influence of drink.' + +'Dearie me, Mr Edmondstone! dearie me! are you not forgetting? Faith, +Hope, Charity; and the greatest of these is Charity. Charity of judgment +is beautiful, Mr Edmondstone. You are--or at least you should +be--preaching that every Sunday. But in this case, whatever _you_ +presume, I, at all events, will maintain it was no drunken look he gave +me. I admit his movements were suspicious; but--well, we'll soon find +out. Please hand me his hat.' + +'What! You surely don't mean to tell me you are going to speak to him?' + +'Certainly. Why shouldn't I? Either you or I shall have to give him his +hat; and----Sh! sh! I'm afraid he's hearing all we are saying.' + +My dream-lady was quite right. I hadn't missed a single word that had +passed; and--passive, but with the hot blood mounting my neck and +cheek--I had without protest allowed the charge of drunkenness to be +made against me. I felt too weak and humiliated to make any defence. +What mattered it to me, after all, what they thought, so long as they +kept at a distance from me and left me to my own resources? They might +have passed me, and I would have made no sign that I was aware of their +presence; but when I heard my dream-lady's decision to be the bearer of +my old tweed hat I started violently and looked keenly toward her. With +my chin resting on my tired, lacerated hands, I watched her carefully +picking her steps along the tangled incline. The fact that there was no +escaping an interview was borne home to me so forcibly that it led to +speedy resignation, which not only relieved my pent-up feelings, but +also enabled me to observe her dispassionately, and study, without bias, +her face and form. What my estimate was I cannot tell, or, rather, I +will not tell; but when she reached me, with a flushed face, a +half-frightened, half-defiant look in her eye, and my old tweed hat in +her hand, I felt she had been aware of my critical scrutiny and resented +it, although my opinion, favourable or otherwise, was to her of no +consequence whatever. + +'Thank you very much for bringing my hat to me,' I said awkwardly; 'and +thank you still more for your belief in my sobriety.' + +She looked at me for a minute, the while all evidence of fear or +distrust vanished from her face. Then she smiled--smiled a true smile, +with parted lips that disclosed two rows of pearly teeth, and soft +fringed eyes that showed in their depths trust in humanity and joy of +life. + +'Oh, please don't thank me for either,' she said, in a low, sweet-toned +voice. 'Your hat is too good to lose. It is no trouble to return it; and +as for the other--eh--matter--well'--and she looked round about her on +the russet woods, the peaceful fields, and away to the west where the +faint sunset glow was suffused along the Glencairn hills--'I could not +bring my mind to associate such glories as these with any state so mean +and degrading; and I'm glad--yes, I'm glad--that I was right.' + +I bowed in silent gratitude. + +'I don't want to appear inquisitive,' she continued; 'but would you mind +telling me why you acted so peculiarly in zigzagging up this incline +instead of taking the path by the boundary beech-hedge? And, oh dear, +dear! your hands are bleeding! Have you no handkerchief? See, here is +one;' and she pleadingly held out a dainty piece of lace cambric which I +could easily have put inside my watch-case. + +Refusing her kind offer with thanks, I produced a sonsy specimen of +Betty's laundry-work, which I rolled round my right-hand thumb. 'It is +more than kind of you to interest yourself in a stranger,' I said +without looking up. 'The fact is, I haven't been feeling very fit +lately. The effects of a nasty accident have kept me too much indoors; +but to-day, feeling a little stronger than usual, I extended my walk, +and very foolishly determined to visit a particular spot here which, +through boyish associations, is very dear to me. As it happened, I found +you occupying it; and not wishing to disturb you in your work, and eager +to regain the highway, I over-exerted myself, lost my footing, my +patience, courage, and my two sticks, and--and here I am! But I've got +my second wind now. I'll rest here just a little longer, and everything +will be all right.' + +'Dearie me,' she said, and she caught a straying tress of dark hair and +tucked it securely underneath her tam-o'-shanter, 'how very easily one +may be deceived by appearances! Mr Edmondstone thought you were--well, +you know; and I thought you had seen a ghost. I'm very sorry to know of +your illness, and it is lucky, after all, that we were about. If you +feel sufficiently rested, my friend and I will assist you up to the +wicket.' + +She offered her good services with such an ingratiating, confident air, +anticipating neither denial nor protest, that I was downright sorry to +say her nay. + +'No, no,' I said nervously, and I am afraid ungraciously; 'I shall +manage all right by myself. Thank you all the same. But there is one +kind action you might do on my behalf. Down there, below that little +knoll, and somewhere in the long grass, are my two hazels. I--I lost +grip of them somehow. They rolled down, and I couldn't very well reach +them again. Once I have them in my hands I'll feel myself again. Would +you mind getting them for me?' + +'Certainly,' she said with alacrity; and, slip-sliding down the few +yards of irregular turf, she soon returned with my hazels. 'Are you +quite sure now that I can be of no further service to you?' she asked, +as she handed them to me. + +God knows there was much she could do for me, and I yearned to tell her +so; but I felt her presence beginning to dominate me; and as I was +strangely out of humour with myself, and utterly incapable of acting the +part I had in my day-dreams anticipated, I made haste to call up what +remnant of will-power I had left. + +'You have been exceedingly kind to me, a stranger,' I stammered. +'Believe me, I appreciate what you have done, and--good-afternoon.' And +in confusion I raised my hat. + +She looked inquiringly at me for a moment, and I saw speech trembling on +her lip; but with a little effort she checked it. Then, with a smile and +a slight inclination of her head, she walked slowly, and I imagined +thoughtfully, toward her companion. I heard the wicket opening on its +creaking hinges, and clicking as it closed in its iron fastening. Voices +in animated conversation became fainter and fainter, rhythmic sounds of +footsteps died away into silence, and I lay back on the bank among the +brown wispy grass and the red autumn leaves with a joy and thankfulness +in my heart I had never experienced before. And my joy was not born of +the knowledge that my dream lady was a reality. Somehow, I had never +doubted that. Rather was it that I had convinced myself that she +possessed all the virtues and qualities with which I had vested her; and +that, short as our interview had been, and commonplace as our +conversation had proved, there was pervading it all the feeling, +peculiar and indefinable, that what had taken place was merely a prelude +to something more satisfying, a foretaste of greater happiness in store. +What mattered it that I didn't know her name or where she had gone? +Sufficient to me to know I was being guided aright, that the Fates were +with me, and that by degrees the curtain would be drawn aside and my +way made clear. + +The birds trilled sweetly the last lingering notes of their lullaby, the +Cundy stream crooned lovingly a song I had never heard before, and the +glamour of the gloaming took possession of my soul. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +For the past three days I have been confined to my bedroom, indeed I may +say to my bed; for, with the exception of a short half-hour to-day--when +Betty exchanged blankets for sheets--I have been reluctantly compelled +to restrict my range of vision to the interior of my room, with my head +on my pillow. The doctor has been to see me morning and night, and Betty +has been in and out and out and in, and her anxiety regarding me has +been too evident to be ignored. + +This morning, when she had accompanied the doctor downstairs, I heard +her ask what he thought of me. I didn't hear what he said in reply, +because his voice is very low-pitched and his articulation not distinct; +but Betty's rejoinder was, 'Imphm! I juist expected something o' the +kind. Dod, doctor, was it no' a stupid ploy--sic thochtless +stravaigin'--five oors oot o' the hoose in snell weather like this, an' +him as shaky on his legs as a footrule? A wean o' ten years auld wad +ha'e haen mair sense.' + +No reproaches have been made to my face, however, and of this I am +glad, as I am sure I should be sorely exercised in mind to find a +suitable excuse for my truancy. + +I am not very clear about the details of my journey homeward from the +Nithbank Wood. Betty and Nathan were both out when I returned, doubtless +making search for me; and as I was too fatigued to walk upstairs, I sat +down in Nathan's easy-chair in the kitchen and fell asleep. I have no +recollection of what followed; and, considering the state of Betty's +pent-up feelings, it would, I feel, be rather imprudent of me to ask. + +I have been feeling rather low in spirits these last two days. I cannot +blame the weather, for the October sun, though waning in strength, is +showing his face for long-continued spells, the air is brisk and +invigorating, and the sparrows are chirping and sporting in the eaves +above my little window as if it were the merry month of May. I am loath +to attribute this depression to physical weakness; yet were I to make +such acknowledgment to Dr Grierson, I know he would frankly and at once +confirm it. That I have received a set-back is evident, and when I call +to mind my exertions in the plantation I need not be surprised. Still, +everything considered, if I had that afternoon to live over again I +should do just exactly as I did then. I am truly sorry if what Betty +calls my 'thochtless stravaigin'' has undone the doctor's work, sorry if +Betty's loving care has been lavished in vain. But Time, with healing in +his wings, will surely make everything right again. And then I must not +forget that but for this 'thochtless stravaigin'' I should not have met +my dream-lady face to face. Ah! this is the one consoling fact, a rich +reward, though the penalty I pay may be great. It is the only bright +spot in a drab, dreary outlook, and I shall nurse this secret joy in my +heart, and count myself favoured indeed. + +Betty, who has a jealous eye where I am concerned, has noticed my +depression. Yesterday and to-day she has given me much of her company, +and in our cracks she has done her utmost to divert my mind into +agreeable channels. She talked much of a younger brother of +Nathan's--Joe, a member of the Hebron family I had not heard of before. +Joe, it turns out, is an old soldier, and on a slender pension, eked out +by the proceeds of odd jobbing, he keeps up a modest one-roomed +establishment somewhere in the purlieus of the Cuddy Lane. On the expiry +of his army service he came to Thornhill--accompanied by a Cockney wife +of whom Betty and Nathan had no previous knowledge--with a view to +settling down among the scenes of his boyhood, which had haunted his +dreams in far-away lands. But the quiet village life had no charms for +Mrs Joseph, and after a month of protesting in which rural life was +damned, and pleading in which London's charms were extravagantly +extolled, she went away south on a holiday, from which she never +returned. Thanks to his army training, which had perfected him in the +art of looking after number one, Joe took to housekeeping on his own as +a duck takes to water, and settled down to a state of grass-widowerhood +with astonishing equanimity. Regularly, however, during July, August, +September, and part of October, he disappears from the village; and +Betty thinks, but is not quite sure--as Joe, like Nathan, is very +reticent--that Mrs Joe runs a small boarding-house down south somewhere, +and that Joe goes to give her a hand during the busy months. Betty is +expecting his return any day now, and I shall be glad to meet him, as +his history has interested me. With such gossipy news, interspersed with +naïve by-remarks, Betty has done her level best to drive dull care away. + +This afternoon, when she left me to make ready Nathan's supper, she +promised to come back again with her knitting after the meal was over; +but, finding her duties didn't permit of her immediately fulfilling her +promise, she deputed Nathan to act the cheery host. + +By very slow degrees Nathan is ridding himself of his reticence. When we +meet he has more to say than formerly, and his long-drawn sighs instead +of words are less frequent; but he has not yet ventured upstairs of his +own free-will or without a message or excuse. + +'There noo, Nathan,' I heard Betty say, after he had 'hoasted' +satisfaction with his meal and scrieved his chair away from the +table--'there noo, Nathan, gang away up like a man. Juist walk strecht +into the room as if the hoose was your ain, an' for ony sake dinna gant +an' sit quiet. The laddie's dull an' wearyin', so keep the crack +cheery.' + +Nathan's appearance is not calculated to inspire gaiety. He is too long +and 'boss-looking,' his whiskers are too straight and wispy, and his +blue eyes too vacant and far-away. But, as I have admitted, there is a +'composure' about him which is satisfying; and as he pushed my door ajar +and came in, as it were bit by bit, I gladly laid aside my book and +turned down my lamp. + +I presumed he would be dying for his after-supper smoke, so I persuaded +him to sit down in the basket chair at the foot of my bed, and 'fire +his pipe,' as he terms it. + +For a time he smoked in silence; then, suddenly remembering Betty's +injunction, and looking through the uncurtained window and taking a long +survey of the scudding clouds, he said, 'Imphm! the wind's changin', +Maister Weelum, to the nor'-east. That means a bla' doon your lum, I'm +thinkin', an' it's a maist by-ordinar' dirty, choky thing, is back +reek.' Then breaking away at a tangent, and fixing his blue eyes on me, +he said, 'Ay, man, an' ye're no' lookin' sae weel the nicht as I've seen +ye.' + +'Maybe not, Nathan,' I said. 'I haven't been up to the mark yesterday +and to-day.' + +'So Betty was tellin' me; but--eh--ye're lookin' waur than I expectit.' + +'I'm sorry, Nathan,' and I laughed uneasily; 'but, you know, I cannot +help my appearance.' + +'No, Maister Weelum, that's true--that _is_ true;' and he deliberately, +and with unerring aim, spat in the fire. 'Nae man can--phew!--eh, losh, +d'ye see that?' he hastily ejaculated, as a cloud of smoke spued from +the fireplace, swirled up the wall, and spread along the ceiling. 'I +telt ye the wind was shiftin' its airt, an' that ye wad ha'e a bla' +doon. If there's onything in this world I hate, it's back smoke. Man, +it seeps doon through your thrapple into your lungs, an' there's nae +hoastin' o' it up. Phew!--dash it! I wonder when that lum was last +soopit. Talkin' o' lums, did ye ken that auld Brushie the sweep was +buried the day?' + +Not having had the pleasure of Brushie's acquaintance, I replied in the +negative with unconcern. + +'Ay,' continued Nathan, determined to obey Betty and keep the crack +going--'ay, there's a lot o' folk slippin' away the noo; changeable +weather gethers them in. It's a kittle time o' the year for them that +are no' very strong--imphm!' + +I was, unfortunately, in a more than usually susceptible state of mind, +and the morbid strain of Nathan's conversation was affecting me in spite +of myself. 'Yes, Nathan,' I said, expecting to bring a smile to his +long, serious face, 'people are dying just now who never died before.' + +'True, Maister Weelum; ye're richt there. Imphm! ye're perfectly richt,' +he solemnly said without relaxing a muscle. He crossed his long legs +very deliberately and stroked his beard as he looked round my little +room. 'Man, Maister Weelum, dootless ye think ye're as snug up here as a +flea in a blanket, but wad ye no' be better doon the stairs in the big +bedroom to the sooth, an'--an'---- + +'And what, Nathan?' + +'Oh, weel, it's no' for the likes o' me to dictate to you. Ye ken your +ain ken best, but wad ye no' be mair comfortable-like sleepin' in the +sooth room an' sittin' your odd time in the dinin'-room? Betty or me +never put a foot in it except to air or fire it, an' it wad save ye the +trouble an' inconvenience o' comin' up an' doon the stairs.' + +I thought for a moment before replying to this unexpected and most +sensible suggestion. + +'Is this idea off your own bat, Nathan?' I asked. + +'Off my ain what, Maister Weelum?' + +'I mean, did you think out this arrangement yourself, or is it Betty's +idea and yours?' + +'Oh, I see. Weel--imphm-m!--we were talkin' it ower atween us last +nicht, an' Betty thinks ye wad be better doon the stairs; but she doesna +like to say that to ye for fear ye micht think that ye were a bother to +her, or that she considered hersel' ill hauden takin' your meat up to +ye, an'--an' things like that--ye see.' + +'I understand,' I said thoughtfully; 'and do you know, Nathan, the idea +is worth considering, and'---- + +'No' to interrupt ye, Maister Weelum,' he interposed, 'ye ken as weel as +I do ye're far frae bein' strong--at least, as strong as ye should be. +Ye're nocht the better o' that lang walk ye had the ither day, an' the +doctor's no' sae pleased wi' ye as he was.' + +'Oh, indeed, Nathan! I'm sorry to know that; but, with care and a few +days' rest, I trust to be all right very soon.' + +'Oh, dod, sir, we a' hope that--imphm!--but, a' the same, if I were you +I wad shift my quarters. Ye'll ha'e mair convenience, a sooth exposure, +langer sunshine, nae back smoke, an' then, man, ye'll be nearer Betty +should ye need her service. I've aye considered this a wee, poky place +onyway; an' as for the stair up to 't, it's the warst-planned yin I ever +saw. It's far ower narra, the turn's ower sherp, an' it wad be a perfect +deevil o' a job to get a kist doon there.' + +'A what, Nathan?' I asked. + +'A kist--a coffin, I mean.' + +'But, goodness me, my good man, who wants to take a coffin down there?' + +'Oh Lord! naebody that I ken o', Maister Weelum--no, no, naebody I ken +o'. But yin's never sure. As Betty often says, "oor days are as +gress"--imphm! We drap awa' like the leaves in the back-end, Maister +Weelum--ay, juist like leaves nippit wi' the frost. An', speakin' o' +leaves, I was workin' amang leaf-mould the day; an', dod, sir, it's a +queer thing, but, d'ye ken, whenever I handle that stuff I begin to +think aboot kirkyairds. Isn't that a queer thing noo, Maister Weelum?' +and he puffed at his pipe without drawing smoke. + +My lamp was burning low. Rain was pattering on the darkened +window-panes, and the soughing wind at irregular intervals drove clouds +of smoke down my chimney. Shadows from the lime-tree danced on the +whitewashed walls, taking to themselves grotesque fantastic shapes; and +Nathan--gaunt, wispy-bearded, spectral Nathan--puffed, and sighed, and +spat in the semi-darkness. From the kitchen downstairs came to me at +times sounds of a conversation carried on in a dull monotone, and +interspersed with half-suppressed distressing sobs. A queer, creepy +sensation began to take hold of me. I drew my blankets tighter round me +and settled my pillow a little higher. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Nathan noted my movements. 'Can I help ye, Maister Weelum, or is there +ocht I can do to mak' ye comfortable? Betty'll no' be lang till she's +wi' ye. She's busy the noo, an' she sent me up to keep ye cheery till +her wark was dune.' + +I looked at him and saw he was quite serious, so I concluded that, +decent, well-meaning man though he was, he was no humorist. + +'Ay, Nathan,' I said, after I had thought over the situation, 'I have no +doubt your intentions are all right. Invalids ought to be kept cheery, +as you call it; but'---- + +'Ye admit, then, that ye _are_ an invalid, Maister Weelum?' + +'Well, Nathan, I'm afraid I must admit that.' + +'Ay, man--imphm! so far, so guid. Ye ken, sir, there _are_ some fouk +that'll no' gi'e in when ocht ails them. There was Cairneyheid, for +instance. Did ye ken him? No--imphm! it doesna maitter. Weel, Cairnie, +as we ca'd him for short, had farmed on the Alton rig a' his days. The +rig lies high, an there's aye plenty o' guid fresh air up yonder, and +Cairnie never in his life had had even a sair heid. But, dod, sir, ae +day, after his denner, he quately slippit to the flaer, an' couldna get +up again. Weel, he sat there till aboot hauf six withoot sayin' a single +damn, an' if ye kenned Cairnie an' his weys ye could understaun that +that gied his women-fouk a glauff. Weel, suddenly he lookit up an' asked +for a gless o' whisky, an' they thocht frae that that he was better. He +did kind o' revive after his dram, an' wi' nae sma' trauchle they got +him to his bed. Next mornin' he was dreich o' risin', an' when he got to +his breakfast he couldna eat, an' still he didna sweer, so they sent +awa' doon for the doctor. Weel, whenever the doctor cam' an' saw him he +ordered him at aince to be put in his bed. "Bed!" said Cairnie. "Bed in +the guid daylicht! I think I see mysel'! I never in a' my life gaed to +my bed except at nicht an' to sleep, an' I'm no' gaun the noo;" an' he +got up oot o' his chair in spite o' them. "I'm awa' up to the high field +to see hoo they're gettin' on wi' the turnip-shawin'," he said; an' +withoot dug or stick he oot o' the hoose. Hooever he got the length o' +the field guidness only kens, but there he got. "Hurry on, men," he +said; "dinna be feart to bend your backs in guid shawin' weather like +this. The pits'll a' be ready afore ye're ready for them;" an' he +lifted a knife to gi'e them a haun. He pu'd a turnip, an' was juist gaun +to whang off the shaw, when doon he drappit in the middle o' the drill +as deid as Abel.' + +Nathan relit his pipe, which had gone out during the narrative. 'Ay,' he +continued, as he puffed audibly, 'it was a very big funeral, was +Cairnie's. He was buried in Dalgarnock--a damp, douth place to lie in, +in my estimation. No' that it maitters muckle, I daur say; but +still'---- + +'Whae's this ye're on, Nathan?' said Betty, who had entered the room +unobserved. + +'Oh, naebody parteeklar, Betty. I'm juist ca'in' the crack as ye telt +me, an' keepin' Maister Weelum here cheery till ye come up;' and he +rose, with a sigh of relief, from his chair, sidled toward the door, and +went cautiously downstairs. + +When I heard him safely round the 'sherp' turn on the staircase I looked +at the sonsie, kindly face of my old nurse. 'Oh my dear Betty, I am glad +to see you!' I said with fervour. + +'Hoo's that, noo, Maister Weelum?' and she gave a wee bit pleased laugh. +'Ha'e ye been missin' me? Has Nathan no' been ca'in' the crack?' + +'Yes, Betty, I have been missing you, and Nathan _has_ been ca'in' the +crack; but, Betty'--and I lowered my voice--'he's been in kirk-yards all +the time.' + +'Ah, is that so?' she sympathetically asked. 'I'm sorry, noo, to ken +that. He must ha'e been workin' among leaf-mould the day.' + +'He was, Betty; he told me so.' + +'That accoonts for it, Maister Weelum. Nathan's awfu' queer that wey; +but, puir falla, he canna help it; an' then ye ken he means sae terribly +weel. I'm awfu' sorry, though, if his crack has depressed ye. Ye're +juist a wee bittie doon i' the mooth the noo, an' ye'll be easily putten +aboot; but keep your pecker up, like a guid laddie, an' ye'll soon be +better in health an' better in spirits. Efter a', an' when a''s +considered, ye've a lot to be thankfu' for. Mony a yin wad gladly change +places wi' ye. It's a gey hard, step-motherly kind o' world this for +some folk; but you--weel, I wad say ye've your fu' share o' blessin's.' + +I looked keenly toward her while she was speaking. 'You are perfectly +right, my dear Betty,' I said. 'I have my full share of blessings, and +every reason to be thankful and grateful. Why, Betty, when I think of +it, it is a downright sin in me to allow myself to become depressed. It +would be much more to the purpose were I to bestir myself and do all I +can to help others, whose share of the good things is less, and whose +burdens are greater. By the way, Betty, were you crying downstairs about +half-an-hour ago?' + +'No, Maister Weelum, I was not cryin'.' + +'Strange,' I said; 'I was sure I heard some one sobbing.' + +Betty stooped down and poked the smoking coals into glowing flame. Then +she pulled down my window-blind and drew the curtains together. 'Oh, +you're quite richt; you dootless did hear greetin', but it wasna me;' +and she sat down again and unrolled her knitting, but she didn't ply her +needles. + +'D'ye mind,' she continued after a long pause,' you an' me speakin' +aboot Tom Jardine the grocer, oor next-door neebor, ye ken?' + +'Perfectly, Betty,' I replied; and at mention of his name I saw in my +mind's eye a rain-swept courtyard, a haggard, worried face, and a +golden-haired bairn. Intuitively I saw more--troubles, big mental +troubles which crush the heart and soul out of a man. Oh! I hadn't +forgotten. + +'Weel,' she continued, a tremor in her voice, 'it was Tom Jardine's wife +that was greetin' in the kitchen, an' I'm juist dyin' to speak to you, +for what she has telt me is lyin' at my he'rt like a stane. Are ye weel +enough, think ye, to be bothered listenin'?' + +'My dear Betty, where two old friends like you and Tom Jardine are +concerned, nothing is, or can be, a bother; so proceed, if you please.' + +She began to knit, then stopped and counted her stitches, while I filled +and lit my pipe. + +'Little mair than a week bygane,' she began, 'I was in Tom's shop for +some odds and ends, and when he was servin' me, says he, "Mrs Hebron, I +fully expected to be able to clear off ten pounds of that auld balance +this back-end term; but I'm beginning to be feart that'll no' be +possible." The balance he referred to, Maister Weelum, was thirty +pounds--half o' the sixty Nathan an' me loaned his faither. Ye mind I +telt ye aboot that?' + +I nodded. + +'"Weel, Tom," says I,' she continued, '"that's a' richt. Don't fash your +mind aboot that." "But, Mrs Hebron," says he, "I canna help worryin' +aboot it. I'm very sorry indeed, an' I trust my no' payin' ye the noo +will no' put ye aboot?" "Not in the slichtest, Tom," says I; "mak' your +time my time. I ken what ye've set your face to do, an' I couldna wish +ye better luck in your endeavour if ye were my ain bairn." His he'rt +filled, puir laddie, an' he thanked me, an' he began to tell me what a +bother he had in gettin' in his money. He showed me twae accoonts, yin +for fifty pounds an' anither for sixty-five, that have been lyin' oot +for mair than a year. It seems that when he was in that big warehoose in +Glesca he had some experience in the seed line, an', havin' a guid +connection wi' groceries among the farmers roond aboot here, it struck +him he could, wi' little mair expense, work the twae very profitably +thegither. Weel, he started to do this, an' in the last twal'months he +has selled an awfu' lot. But it appears that seed rins to money quickly, +an' the twae accoonts ootlyin', an' aboot which he was so anxious, are, +as it were, in this department. The want o' this money has keepit him +very ticht, an' he's been aff baith his meat an' his sleep ower the heid +o't. Weel, to mak' a lang story short, the farmers ha'e baith failed. +Tom got word yesterday, an', as it's thocht they're gey bad failures, +an' very little ootcome expected, he's nearly demented. He has gane ower +his books, an' he sees he can pey twenty shillin's in the pound; but, to +do that, it means handin' ower his stock, furniture, an' hoose, an' +he'll come oot o't wi' nocht but the claes on his back. His wife, puir +lassie, was in the nicht tellin' me a' aboot it. It was her ye heard +greetin'. She has keepit a stoot he'rt an' a smilin' face to Tom; but +whenever I put my haun kindly an' mitherly-like on her shooder she broke +doon an' grat as if her he'rt was breakin', so I juist took the wee +bundle o' spunk an' dejection in my airms, an' she had it a' oot there. +Tom's gaun up to the lawyer the morn to hand everything ower to him, an' +Mrs Jardine and the bairns are leavin' Thornhill on Friday to stay wi' +her mither till Tom gets wark somewhere. Noo, Maister Weelum, I want +your advice, an' if ye chairge me sax an' eightpence for it I'll--I'll +juist no' pey't;' and a tear-drop broke from her eye as she smiled. She +rose from her chair, laid aside her knitting, and coming over to my +bedside, she put her hand on my arm. 'I've still got the hunder pounds +in the bank which your mother left to me, Maister Weelum,' she said. +'Nathan an' me ha'e saved fifty mair. I never had a bairn o' my ain, an' +thae three wee curly-heided angels o' Tom's ha'e worked their wey into +my he'rt, an' I juist canna let them away. D'ye think the mistress--your +mother, I mean--wad ha'e me gi'in' the money in this way?' + +I thought for a moment, and Betty watched me keenly. 'Am I to +understand, Betty, that you are willing to step into the breach and +give Tom Jardine one hundred and fifty pounds--your all?' + +'Yes--if ye think it wad be your mother's will.' + +'Betty, if Nathan won't object, will you please put your arms round my +neck and give me a kiss?' I said, and I raised my head from my pillow. + + * * * * * + +The wind has died down, and through the lown midnight air I heard the +Auld Kirk clock strike the hour of twelve. Tom Jardine has just left my +room. He has been with me for almost three hours, and we have had a long +smoke together and a grand talk over the times and folks of auld +langsyne. Betty, as an interested party, favoured us with her company +part of the time, for Nathan was sleeping the sleep of the just and the +tired, and the kitchen fire had long gone out. She was surprised to know +that Tom's difficulties could be overcome and his affairs straightened +out without her little legacy and her hard-earned savings being +requisitioned. Only Tom and I know how this was arranged, and as it is a +little matter of personal interest to us, and us alone, the details of +the transaction will remain untold. + +I am having a run of strange coincidences just now. When Betty was +locking the door after Tom's departure I lifted my book to mark the page +where I had left off on Nathan's coming into my room, and the paragraph +opposite my thumb is as follows: 'I will pass through this world but +once. If, therefore, there be any good thing I can do, or any kindness I +can show, let me do it now. Let me not neglect it or defer it, for I +shall never pass this way again.' + +I shall read this to Betty to-morrow morning, and tell her that, though +she may not have the faculty of thus beautifully and poetically +expressing a sentiment, she lives it to the letter every day of her +life. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +To-day, when Betty was tidying my room, I took the opportunity of +referring to Nathan's conversation of the previous evening, particularly +that portion of it in which he advised me to take up my quarters +downstairs. From the insinuating way in which he had introduced the +subject, and the allusions he had made to my 'no weel' look, I naturally +concluded that his advice might be interpreted as a hint to me that I +was not so well as I fondly imagined; and that, for my own good, and for +the convenience of my faithful old nurse--not to speak of obviating the +necessity of taking a six-foot coffin down a narrow staircase with a +sharp turn--I ought to agree to his proposal at once and without demur. + +Betty now assures me, however, that if I am contented and comfortable in +my own little room, she is quite satisfied. I am not for a moment to +imagine that she advocates the change for the sake of saving her any +trouble in attending on me. 'There's nae trouble where ye are concerned, +Maister Weelum,' she said. 'I look on ye amaist as my very ain bairn, +an' I coont it a privilege to get waitin' hand an' foot on ye. It's a +nice, easy stair to climb, it's handy for the kitchen, an' mair an' +forby, it's no' as if ye'll aye be lyin' here. In a day or twae, or a +week at maist, ye'll be up an' aboot again. A' the same, Maister Weelum, +believe me when I say that ever sin' ye cam' to bide here I've thocht it +a pity that ye didna use the dinin'-room. I understaun your likin' for +this wee room. It was aye your very ain, an' mebbe a' richt to sleep in, +though the sooth bedroom is bigger an' airier; but it's juist no'--it's +juist no' like a room that ye should ha'e your meat in, ye ken. When +you're up an' aboot again ye'll mebbe think it ower.' + +'Is the dining-room in good order, Betty?' I asked. + +'It's juist as the mistress left it, Maister Weelum,' she said, with a +catch in her voice. 'I've things covered to keep oot the dust, an' I've +lifted an' cleaned, but juist aye replaced again. Nathan an' me are +never in it, except to lift the winda on guid days to air it, or to pit +a fire on noo an' again when the weather's damp. The kitchen an' oor +back-room are guid enough for us, and we've juist, as it were, keepit +the rest o' the hoose on trust. The picters in your mother's wee +drawin'-room are a' juist as they were, the piano-lid has never been +lifted since she shut it, an' her auld china and other knick-knacks are +as clean an' weel cared for as they were when she handled them hersel'. +I've often gane up the stairs, ta'en a bit look in, an' come doon again +a prood, prood woman that she considered me worthy to live amang it a', +an' to tak' care o't.' + +Betty and I have a community of interests in the long ago, a joint +possession of memories which will ever be our dearest treasure. The +links which bind us together were forged away back in the misty past; +but time corrodes them not, and they are stronger to-day than ever they +were before. To do her will was my sure pleasure, and so I began +gracefully to waive, one by one, objections I had entertained, and to +acquiesce with her and back up her arguments by referring to the coming +wintry months, the comforts of the dining-room, its large, roomy +fireplace, and the cheery, heartsome outlook the window commanded of the +Cross and the Dry Gill. + +'But, Betty,' I said, 'we'll have to do something to give it a more +modern look. If I remember aright, the ceiling and cornice are very +dark, and the wall-paper is a dismal green, patched with a gold +fleur-de-lis, and it has been on too long to be healthy.' + +'Ay, weel, mebbe ye're richt; an' ye mentionin' wall-paper reminds me +that the damp frae the gable has discoloured the end wa'. But the +whitewashin' and paperin' o' ae room will no' be a big job, an' aince we +gi'e the painter the order we'll no' ha'e lang to wait for him. His +back-en' slackness is on noo. I saw him paintin' his ain doors and +windas; an', as there's little chance o' him gettin' fat on that wark, +he'll no' swither aboot gi'in' it up for what is likely to pey better. +Imphm! Mebbe I should ha'e seen to this afore noo. The fact is, Maister +Weelum, except for a few shillin's for paintin' the outside woodwark, +I've spent no' a penny on paint or paper for the hoose since Nathan an' +me were marrit. I should ha' had things in better order for ye; but, +believe me, it was juist want o' thocht.' + +'Nonsense, Betty; the whole house is in apple-pie order. There was no +call for you to spend money on painting and papering, and I won't allow +you to do that now. This is my little affair, Betty, and all I ask you +to do is to see the painter and arrange for the work to be done as soon +as possible.' + +'Do you mean, Maister Weelum, that ye're to pey the whole thing?' + +'Most certainly. So, my dear Betty, please say no more on that point, as +my mind is made up and unalterable.' + +'Weel, weel, sae be it. "Them that will to Cupar maun to Cupar." What +kind o' a paper wad ye think o' puttin' on?' + +Within my own mind I had decided on a nice warm buff canvas, but I +refrained from giving my opinion. 'What do you think would be nice, +Betty?' + +Of old I remembered the garish colouring of the paper on her bedroom +walls. Her taste in this was always a law unto the paper-hanger, and my +mother used to shiver when she peeped in, and wondered how Betty could +sleep peacefully in such a profusion of colour. + +Betty pondered over my question for a moment. 'Mrs Black, the clogger's +wife, got her parlour done up last spring, an' it looks juist beautifu'. +The paper has a kind o' mauve gr'und wi' a gold stripe runnin' up, an' +roon the stripe there's a winkle-wankle o' nice big blue roses, an' a +wee bit o' forget-me-not tied wi' a pink ribbon keeks oot here and +there, juist as if it was hangin' in the air.' + +'Blue roses are not natural, Betty.' + +'No, so Nathan says; but they're most by-ordinar' bonny, an' they're +hangin' roon this gold stripe for a' the world as if they were newly +blawn; an'--an' the leaves are a brisk green, an' the buds standin' oot +abune the bloom as like as life, an' a' this beautifu' colourin' for a +shillin' a piece! It was John Boyes the painter that put it on, an' he +telt Mrs Black that there was only anither room like hers, an' it was in +the Crystal Palace at London.' + +'A shilling a piece, Betty!' I said, in astonishment, just for something +to say. 'Oh, but I would give more than that!' + +'Oh, then, ye'll juist get a' the mair gold an' roses for the extra +money, Maister Weelum.' + +'I am just wondering, Betty,' I said meditatively, 'if a wall-paper with +roses--blue or otherwise--is the correct decoration for a dining-room.' + +'Oh, there's nae rule, Maister Weelum--at least, no' in Thornhill. No, +no; as lang as ye pey for the job, ye can put ony kind ye like on.' And +she added, 'Wad ye no' leave the paper to the womenfolk, Maister Weelum? +If ye do ye'll no' gang far wrang.' + +'Yes, Betty, that's all right; but I don't know that I could eat my +meals comfortably in a room among blue roses. How would a nice, +warm-coloured imitation of canvas look, without any pattern at all?' + +'A warm-coloured imitation o' canvas? Imphm! I--I juist canna tak' that +in; but if it's what I think it is, wad that no' look awfu' mealie-bag +lookin'?' + +'I'm sure it won't, Betty, and--and--well, I know it is the correct +thing. Besides'---- + +'Ye will hark on "the correct thing," Maister Weelum. I've telt ye that +whatever ye want, and pey for, is the correct thing in Thornhill. I've +great faith in Mrs Black's taste. I aye tak' my cue, as it were, frae +her, though I dinna tell her that; an', where colour is concerned, +whether in papers or bonnets, I never think she's far wrang. She comes +honestly by it. She aince telt me that it was bred in the bane, for her +faither was a colourin'-man in a waxcloth factory aboot Kirkcaldy.' + +Mrs Black's hereditary claim did not appeal to me, and in a most +agreeable and ingratiating way I was advocating my own scheme, when the +outer door opened. + +'That'll be the doctor, I'm thinkin',' said Betty, and she hurried off +downstairs to receive him. + +As my acquaintance with Dr Grierson ripens my admiration for him +increases, and my regret becomes all the keener that I had no knowledge +of him in my boyhood. An early impression of any one, the outcome of +youthful intimacy, is ever a sure basis on which to found true +friendship, and I somehow imagine that, to a thoughtful, observant boy, +such as Betty assures me I was, he would have been not only a willing, +sympathetic preceptor, but also a great power for good in many ways. I +have known him now for only a few months; but during these quiet, +uneventful days of convalescence I have had opportunities of studying +him well, and have noted with peculiar pleasure his love of nature in +all its phases, his reverence for everything uplifting and elevating, +and his sympathy, deep and profound, for all in suffering and distress. + +Yesterday, when I was in the dumps, seeing everything as through a glass +darkly, and feeling isolated and bereft of sympathetic, intelligent +companionship, those lovable traits of his stood out vividly, and the +thought came to me that I should tell him of the lady of my dream, and +of our strange meeting in the Nithbank Wood. Betty, I know, ought to be +my confidante; but I have the feeling that her experience is too limited +and her outlook on life generally too parochial to admit of a +well-reasoned, dispassionate view of my case; and, though yesterday and +to-day I have had ample opportunities of opening my heart to her, I +have felt restrained and dissuaded. Some day I shall tell her +everything, and I know she will rejoice with me. But the time is not +yet. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +When Dr Grierson sat down at my bedside this morning and took my wrist +between his sensitive finger and thumb, I felt magnetically drawn to +him, and the desire to confide in him became irresistible. I had been +wondering in my mind for hours how best I could introduce the subject; +and, not hitting readily on a fitting opening, I had left it to chance +and circumstance. Strangely enough, it was he who paved the way for me. +After we had talked briefly on general subjects, he referred to my +'temporary breakdown,' as he termed it, and told me he was quite sure I +had undergone a sudden mental strain which had adversely affected me +physically; but that, once my mind and body were sufficiently rested, I +should be quite all right again. + +'You're quite right, doctor, in your diagnosis of my case,' I said. 'I +have had rather a queer experience lately, and, if you care to hear +about it I shall gladly tell you. Would you share a little secret with +me, doctor?' + +'Most gladly,' he said. + +'Well, will you please light your pipe? Take that easy-chair by the +fire, and you may sit with your back to me, and I sha'n't feel +slighted.' + +He laughed softly, and, extracting a short clay pipe from his waistcoat +pocket, took the chair I indicated. Seated thus, and smoking steadily, +he listened in silence till my story was finished. I gave him the whole +history, kept nothing back; and in telling all the details I never +hesitated, for the incidents were fresh in my mind, and I had everything +well thought out. + +'Ay, Mr Russell,' he said, after a long pause, 'you tell a story very +well, and what you have told is most interesting and wonderful. I have +read of such occurrences, but I haven't till now come across one at +first hand, as it were. Shakespeare says there are more things in heaven +and earth than are dreamt of in our philosophy, and your experience +certainly goes to prove it. It is usual, especially during a man's +romantic years, to dream of a fair lady's face--very usual indeed; but I +consider it most remarkable that everything came to a head so shortly +after you had told Betty of your dream, and also when, for the first +time, you had entertained doubts as to your vision being realised. I +suppose you are very much in love with this lady?' and he looked over +his shoulder at me. + +'Well, yes, doctor, I am.' + +'What is your age, again, Mr Russell?' + +'Thirty in January.' + +'And--and, you've never been in love before?' + +'I think I've been in love ever since I dreamed my dream, now nearly ten +years ago; but since that interview in Nithbank Wood I'm more hopelessly +in love than ever;' and, somehow, I began to blush, and I was glad his +back was turned toward me. + +'Imphm! Ay, the old story is ever new,' he said, more to himself than to +me; and he rose slowly from his chair, knocked the ashes out of his pipe +on the top rib of the grate, and came over to my bedside. 'Have you told +Betty of this strange meeting?' + +'No.' + +'Why?' + +'Well, doctor, I can hardly explain why I haven't told her, as the dear +old soul is "nearer" to me than any one else in the world; but I felt, +somehow, that I wanted to confide in you first.' + +'Thank you, Mr Russell; and it will be a joyful day when you and I and +Betty can talk it all over among us. Meanwhile we'll keep it to +ourselves, you and I, and I don't think you should allow this--this +_affaire de coeur_ to monopolise your mind too much. To worry and +distract your thoughts over it would be as harmful as it would be +futile. So far, the stars have fought in their courses for you, and, +without much exertion on your part, your fondest dreams seem in a fair +way to be fulfilled. William--no "Mr Russell" after a crack like +this!--I am more than double your age, and for many years I have lived a +queer, prosaic, loveless life--a full life if hard work and gain and +recognition be reckoned everything, but empty--oh God, how empty!--if +love counts for all. I am old, but not so old that I cannot understand +you and sympathise with you, for I well remember days which were +brightened to me by the sunshine of a woman's loving smile; times when +all this earth was heaven to me, the singing of the birds an angel song, +all its people upright and just; sermons I read in stones, and good I +saw in everything. But that was long ago. When love was taken away from +me the whole world seemed changed. My life since then has been selfish +and self-centred. I have long ceased to take any interest in the social +doings of others; and were it not for my work, my books, and my daily +communings with nature, I should be a lonely, miserable old man. I don't +mind telling you, however, that you have touched a chord in my heart +and awakened memories which have slumbered long. I am very much +interested in you, partly on account of your own personality, but mainly +because it was a very near relative of yours who brought to me the only +true joy and gladness that my heart has ever known.' + +He sat down on the basket chair at the foot of my bed, facing me, and +with his back to the light. + +'You will doubtless remember,' he continued, 'that, during my first +visit to you here, Betty in course of conversation, casually or +otherwise, mentioned the name of your aunt Margaret.' + +'Yes, doctor, I remember that distinctly, and also that you were visibly +affected; but'---- + +'I must confess I was, William,' he quickly interposed. 'Well, +confidence for confidence. You have told me your love experience, so far +as it has gone, and it may be that, by doing so, you have relieved your +mind and hastened your recovery; and perhaps, if I recount mine to one +who can understand, it will bring a balm and a solace to my old heart, +of which, in these my years of sear and yellow leaves, I often stand +sorely in need. You--you don't mind my smoking?' + +'Certainly not, doctor; and, to be sociable, I'll join you in a pipe.' + +'That's right--that's right! Nothing like tobacco for promoting +good-fellowship.' + +We filled our pipes in silence. Though it was only late noon, the light +seemed to be darkening in my little room. I looked toward the window, +and down from a dull leaden sky the first of winter's snowflakes were +quietly falling--falling, as it appeared to me, into the eager +upstretched arms of the leafless lime. The doctor's gaze followed mine; +and slowly, with his pipe filled but not lit, he rose from his chair and +looked long and thoughtfully toward the quiet, obscured Dry Gill. + +'I have always loved to see snow falling,' he said, after a pause. 'It +has a strange fascination for me; and to see it in its fleecy flakes, +whirling and dancing and drifting and playing, is a sight which always +soothes and inspires me. I pray God that my eyesight may long be spared +to me, because it is an avenue through which many of His richly stored +treasures are conveyed. I have no ear for music--instrumental music I +mean particularly; but, strangely enough, a wimplin' burn can speak to +me in its flow, a mavis can call me from my study into my garden, and +the eerie yammer of the whaup in the moorland solitude is always to me, +as it is to Robert Wanlock, "a wanderin' word frae hame." The human +voice raised in song conveys nothing to me, but the crooning lullaby of +a loving mother over her suffering child tirls the strings of my heart +and makes me humble. To be unable to _feel_ the pleading of the violin, +the rich soprano, and the resonant bass is something I deplore. But +Providence has ordained that if one sense is minus one, another sense +will be plus one. Well, my sense of sight is plus one, both in strength +and appreciation; and in the midst of these beautiful surroundings in +which, for the last forty years, my lines have been cast, I have +revelled, William--positively revelled. The opportunity has always been +mine of noting the changing of the seasons--the virgin green and promise +of spring, the glory and fullness of summer, the russet and gold of +autumn, the sleep and decay of winter--and each, to him who can see +aright, has a beauty and significance of its own. Ay, and this is +winter--winter heralded by a shimmering veil of pirling snowflakes, +through whose dancing meshes I can trace phantom forms I saw in youth, +and whose madcap antics still, thank God! bring me solace as of yore. +Oh, how grateful and thankful I ought to be!' + +He lit his pipe with a paper spill, and stood for a minute blowing +clouds of smoke round the old china dog on my mantelpiece. Then he +resumed his seat at the foot of my bed; and, inclining his head sideways +toward the window, he said, 'The last good-bye I said to your aunt +Margaret was spoken amidst falling snow, and it is strange that I should +be speaking of her to you for the first time with these flimsy flakes +dimming your window-pane. There's not much to tell you, William; and, to +be candid with you, when I was standing smoking at your fireplace there +the thought came to me that, as your mother had never deemed it +expedient or necessary to mention my name to you, it would be more in +agreement with her will that I should be silent. However, as I have +started, I may as well proceed; but I shall be brief, as I haven't the +heart to go into what must ever be sacred details. I first met your aunt +Margaret in Edinburgh, when I was at the University. Her father--your +grandfather, Colonel Kennedy--had returned from India, where he had +served with distinction, and had, with his wife and two daughters, taken +up residence in the suburb of Murrayfield. Being of a Dumfriesshire +family, and well known to my father, who was a merchant in Dumfries and +Provost of that town, Colonel Kennedy, on the strength of my father's +letter of introduction, gave me a hearty welcome to his domestic circle, +a welcome of which I may say I took ample advantage. Your father and +mother got married shortly after I became acquainted with the family; +and as your aunt Margaret was thus deprived of a sister and companion to +whom she was ardently attached, I gladly embraced every opportunity of +showing her little kindly attentions, acting the part of a thoughtful +brother, and generally doing my utmost to minimise the loss which I was +sure she had sustained. Well, William, this ended in the usual way. +Sympathy begets love, and I fell hopelessly in love with Margaret +Kennedy. How I found out that my love was returned is a secret which is +a joy to me, too holy to share even with you, William. Ah me! the +happiness of those halcyon days--the quiet afternoons in that old +drawing-room facing southward to the distant Pentlands, the evening +walks on Corstorphine Hill when the sunset rays still lingered above Ben +Lomond, the talks we had of the future we had planned! Tennyson says +that "sorrow's crown of sorrow is remembering happier things." That may +be poetic, but I don't think it is true, for it is a crown of joy to me +to call these times to mind, and I feel that to have had this +experience, and to have garnered such memories, I have surely not lived +in vain. Our love, as is the case with all young people, was +unreasoning. We gave no thought to ways and means, and position or +status we never for a moment considered. But your grandfather brought us +to earth and faced us with realities. In response to a written request, +I waited on him one evening, and in a very few words he gave me to +understand that I must on no account pay further attention to his +daughter, and that my visits to his house must cease. He reproached me +with lack of honour in taking advantage of his hospitality to further my +own interests and clandestinely win the affection of your aunt Margaret. +I repudiated this charge, perhaps somewhat warmly, informed him that if +I had broken any of the accepted social laws in the matter, I had done +so in ignorance, and assured him I loved his daughter, and that nothing +short of her renunciation would deter me from some day making her my +wife. He lost his temper, and bluntly asked me if, for a moment, I, a +prospectless student and son of a provincial merchant, considered myself +worthy of a Kennedy of Knockshaw; whereupon I told him that there were +Griersons in Lag, as wardens of the Border Marches, when the Kennedys +were sitting in farmyard barns making spoons out of ram-horns. The old +reiver blood coursed warmly through my veins, and I faced him without +fear. This was the last straw. He raised his cane to strike me; but, +noting my air of defiance, he immediately lowered it, and pointed to the +door. I bowed in silence, then walked slowly out, and I never entered +the house again. + +'The days which followed that interview were perhaps the most miserable +I ever spent. I had had no opportunity of seeing your aunt; and though I +knew she loved me, and that no mercenary considerations would sway her, +still there was the uncertainty of it all, under altered circumstances, +and the possibility of her being dominated by her father's masterful +will. At last, after weary weeks of waiting, of alternate spells of hope +and despair, I received a letter from her, written from a lonely island +in the Pentland Firth, and letting me know that she had been sent +thither by her father on a visit to her uncle, who at that time was +proprietor of the island of Stroma. She assured me of her unfaltering +love, told me that nothing on earth would shake her resolve, and that, +notwithstanding her father's threats, she would join me sooner or later +in a haven of rest. She would take my love for granted, and asked me not +to write, as my letters would be intercepted. With this ray of hope I +had to be content. She wrote to me at intervals; but, as letter followed +letter, each became more despondent and despairing, and at last she +informed me that it was evident she would not be allowed to return until +she promised not to see or correspond with me again. Then came a little, +short note pleading for an interview. "It is a long journey, I know," +she wrote; "but I dearly--oh, so dearly!--wish to see you again. Your +presence will cheer me and strengthen me to bear whatever the future may +hold. On Wednesday next my uncle goes to Kirkwall, and on that afternoon +I will walk down to a little sheltered creek called Corravoe. It is the +nearest point to the mainland, and only a mile or two from Huna. Matthew +Howat has a good boat. When you reach Huna ask for Matthew. He knows +everything, and will help us...." Never a day passes but that weird, +solitary scene comes before my eyes--no trees, no hills, no signs of +human habitation; only a short, gray-green stretch of low-lying, patchy +landscape, bordered by a narrow strip of rocky beach, lapped by the +crested tide of the Pentland Flow. One short hour we spent together, for +the tide was turning, but the smile of hope shone in her wan face ere we +said good-bye. I was the bearer of joyful news, comforting words, and +assurance of release. I told her I was specialising in Edinburgh; that +an unexpected legacy of three thousand pounds had paved the way to our +happiness; and that, when I had arranged with my mother for her +reception, she would sail across to Huna, and find me waiting her +there.... The roar of the far-off skerries is in my ear, the echoing +homeward cry of the seabird, the humming and hissing of the waves among +the shells on the shingle! The shortening day is drawing to a close, +mist is clinging to the scarred face of Dunnet Head, from the darkening +sky the snow is falling, and through the whirling flakes she fades from +my sight. + +'A day came when again I was in Huna, looking across the angry, +wind-tossed Pentland Firth, waiting for a boat which, alas! never +reached its haven. What happened no one ever knew. The sullen waters +guard their secrets well; but a broken oar bearing Matthew Howat's +initials, picked up in Scrabster Bay, told a story which robbed my life +of the only light which ever shone in my soul.' + +The doctor sat for a minute, after he had finished his story, with his +eyes closed and his chin resting on the knot of his stock. Then he +wearily rose from his chair and went quietly downstairs without saying +good-bye. He has a keen sense of the fitness of things, and I feel he +knew that no word of mine, no pressure of my hand, was needed to prove +to him that my heart was with him. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +The painters have come and gone, and on the dining-room walls and +woodwork they have left evidence of tasty, careful workmanship. John +Boyes, to whom the question of wall-paper was referred, was of the +opinion that the decorative scheme adopted by Mrs Black for her parlour +was not exactly applicable or advisable in our case; so Betty at once +deferred to his better judgment, but warned us, all the same, that if +the work didn't turn out a success we were not to blame her. There was, +however, no occasion for what she calls 'castin' up,' as the room looks +exceedingly well, and we--that is, Betty and I--have complimented John +Boyes, who likewise looks exceedingly well, not so much perhaps by +reason of our commendation, but because his account was asked for and +paid the day after the work was completed. I understand the general rule +in the locality is to pay tradesmen's accounts once a year, and when I +offered such prompt payment John was both surprised and perplexed. + +'I thocht, Mr Russell,' he said, 'that you were satisfied wi' the job;' +and he placed his hat on Betty's kitchen dresser, fastened a button in +his coat, and stood on the defensive. + +'And I _am_ pleased with the job, Boyes,' I replied. 'You and your men +have worked well, and--and whistled well,' I added, with a laugh; 'and +in attending to this work just now you have suited my convenience.' + +'Well--but--does it no' look as if ye werena pleased when ye're payin' +me so soon?' + +'No, no, Boyes, you mustn't think that. I happen just now to have the +money beside me, and now that the work is completed it is yours, not +mine.' + +'Oh, that puts a different complexion on the face o't, as the monkey +said when he pented the cat green;' and he gave a cough of relief, and +surreptitiously bit off a chew of brown twist. 'It's no' often that +money's put doon on my pastin'-table, as it were, an' it's braw an' +welcome, I assure you. I'll no' forget ye wi' leebral discoont, let me +tell ye.' When he came back to receipt the account he borrowed a penny +stamp from Betty, and with great deliberation and no little ceremony +drew his pen several times through the pence column, completely +obliterating the 8-1/2d. 'Ye see, sir, when a gentleman treats me weel, +I'm no' feart. We'll let the eichtpence ha'penny go to the deevil, an' +that'll be five pounds six shillin's--nate, as it were.' He stowed the +notes away down in his trousers-pocket, unbuttoned and rebuttoned his +coat, and jocosely informed me that the price of liquid drier was on the +rise, and he would now lay in a stock before the market was too high. An +hour afterwards I saw him emerge from the side-door of the inn, wiping +his mouth with the back of his hand, and the term 'liquid drier' was to +me stripped of any technical vagueness it had previously possessed. + +I have rearranged all the old dining-room pictures so that, without +discarding any of them, I shall have sufficient space for the painting +of Nith Bridge which the Laurieston minister looked upon as a valuable +asset to his bazaar. One day, when I was confined to bed upstairs, I +pencilled a note to my confidential clerk in Edinburgh, asking him to +find out in which of the five Lauriestons, noted in the Post-Office +Directory, a bazaar was to be held, and to make sure of purchasing +thereat a certain oil-painting of which I gave full particulars. +Ormskirk is a cute, long-headed chap; and, knowing the man well, I was +really not surprised when, yesterday morning, I received a letter from +him advising me that, without any difficulty, he had 'struck' the right +Laurieston, and that through our corresponding agent in Falkirk the +picture in question had been secured. Following out my instructions, he +is getting it suitably framed; so I trust shortly to see the space +filled which I am reserving for it. + +Poor Betty has put herself to no end of trouble over the modernising of +this room. She has planned and worked unceasingly; and as she couldn't +be in two places or do two things at once, Nathan and I these last few +days have been in a manner neglected. I was sorry to know of her toiling +on late and early, and I told her to get a woman in to help her; but all +she said, and that with a sniff, too, was, 'It may happen;' and for the +first time I saw Betty's nose in the air. And now that everything is +done that she recommended, she is regretting all the expense I have been +put to, and bewailing the fact that 'efter a' it was hardly worth +while.' 'It's a braw, braw room, Maister Weelum,' she said, as she +surveyed it for the twentieth time from the doorway--'a braw room +indeed, and I trust ye'll lang be spared to enjoy it. Ay, I do that;' +and she sighed. + +I looked keenly and quickly at her. + +'No, no, Maister Weelum, I dinna mean that. I'm no' a dabbler amang +leaf-mould;' and she laughed cheerily. 'A' the same, an' jokin' apairt, +I trust ye'll live to get the guid o' a' your ootlay. At ony rate, ye'll +be gey bien here ower the winter. An' when ye're weel again, an' away +back to yer wark in Embro', ye'll no' forget that ye have sic a place +here. Somewey, I think ye'll get marrit sune--hoo I think sae I canna +tell, but the look's comin' to your e'e--an' whaever the lucky leddy may +be, ye needna be feart to bring her here, for it's a room fit for a +duchess.' + +The early fall of snow, which I shall ever associate with the doctor's +love-story, was, after all, very slight, and except in the uplands, +where it lies in the crevices gleaming white in the wintry sun, it has +almost entirely disappeared. I have been allowed outside again, and, but +for a little stiffness, due, the doctor says, to inaction, I am feeling +wonderfully strong and even vigorous. + +John Kellock the butcher is the nominal owner of an old bobtailed collie +which rejoices in the name of Bang. Bang carries with him into old age +many mementos of his pugilistic days, not the least obvious of which are +a tattered and limp ear and a short, deformed foreleg. He is long past +active service, and only barks now from the shop-door when sheep pass +along the village street; but he dearly loves a quiet saunter down the +pavement and along the country road with any one who has a mind to chum +with him and can keep step with his. John Sterling the shoemaker is also +the nominal owner of a dog, a Dandie Dinmont named Jip, which was long a +doughty antagonist of Bang, but he is now on the pension list too, and +glad of congenial company of limited locomotive capabilities. So the +three of us--all more or less 'crocks,' and mutually sympathetic--take a +constitutional together almost every day. I have mentioned Jip last, but +really it was he who made friends with me first. His master made no +demur to Jip's frequent strolls with me, as the shoemaker himself leads +a sedentary life, and no man knows better than he that a dog should get +exercise; but since Jip has on more than one occasion taken French leave +and remained overnight with me, I am afraid jealousy is springing up in +the shoemaker's breast. Bang noted the ripening acquaintanceship, and +girned disapproval as we passed the butcher's shop; but I never +neglected an opportunity of scratching his shaggy underjaw and talking +coaxingly in a 'doggie' way to him, and so it came to pass that after +following us bit by bit, day by day, he agreed with Jip to bury the +hatchet, and we are now a happy trio and the very best of friends. + +As companions in a country walk I prefer Bang and Jip to any man I know. +I can be silent and meditative, and they don't feel neglected or out of +it; and when I am minded to talk, they, in the wag of the tail and the +intelligent look of the eye, respond and approve. But they never +trespass upon my attention or disturb my vein of thought. + +At first, after our walk, when I reached Betty's door, I asked them to +come inside, but they stood with a dubious look in their eyes and with +heads turned sideways. Then Jip evidently remembered that John Sterling +had paid his license, and that he was in duty bound to make some show of +recognition, so he walked sedately and with fixed purpose across the +street; while Bang, with recurrent memories of truant acts associated +with ash-plants, limped his way to Kellock's door. Now, however, they +have both flung discretion and fears to the winds, and accompany me to +my fireside with an 'at home' sort of air, and just as if Betty's abode +were their own. + +Betty has a cat, a very nice, comfortable-looking cat, with a glossy, +well-cared-for fur, and a strong masculine face; and she often wonders +why I take no notice of Jessie, as she, in her simplicity, misnames +him. The truth is, God's creatures, great and small, interest and appeal +to me, but I cannot love cats. I admire their graceful movements, their +agility, their cleanliness so far as their fur is concerned; but their +eyes cannot draw me lovingly to them as a dog's can, and I have the +feeling that they are capable of loving only those who minister to their +wants, and that they are putting up with domesticity because it assures +them of food and shelter without putting them to the trouble and +inconvenience of seeking it for themselves. I am sorry I cannot love +Jessie, but it can't be helped. Jessie, I know, never loved me; and +since Bang and Jip have got entry to the house I know 'she' positively +hates me. + +This afternoon Bang and Jip accompanied me as usual in my stroll, and +after I had leisurely surveyed all the countryside around, and the two +dogs had to their hearts' content explored every rat-run in the roots of +the bordering hedgerows, we turned for home. For a little while I halted +at Hastie's gate, and watched with interest the northward rush of the +afternoon express. I remembered how, when a boy, I used to stand at this +coign of vantage, with my eyes riveted on the speeding trains, following +them in imagination and desire through distant fields and woods, past +towns I knew of only through my geography, on and away to the busy, +bustling terminus on the Clyde, with its big houses, its long streets, +and attractive shops. How I envied the driver on the footplate, and how +I longed to be a passenger with him _en route_ to the city which was +then to me unknown and unexplored! _Experientia docet_; the express in +its flight was as interesting to me as it was then, but the desire and +longing to be in it were lacking. 'No, no,' I said to myself; 'no +bustling city for me at present. Here around me is life without veneer; +here is the peace I crave; here, I feel, is the goal.' The sound of +approaching footsteps cut short my reverie. I turned my head, and for +the second time I looked into the eyes of my dream-lady. + +Had I had time to gather my wits and consider the situation, I should +probably have recognised her presence by merely raising my hat, but this +was denied me; and, acting on a sudden impulse, I went forward to meet +her with my hand outstretched. With a look of surprise and, I imagined, +annoyance, she stopped and regarded me earnestly for a moment. In a +flash it came to me that we had never been introduced, and I blushed +awkwardly and retreated a step, muttering an incoherent apology. Then +ensued a long pause, an awkward silence. It was Bang who came to the +rescue, and saved the situation. Wagging his scraggy apology for a tail, +he sidled up to her, and in an ingratiating, wheedling way which only a +dog possesses, he claimed her attention. She spoke to him, and stroked +his shaggy head. Then Jip ventured forward, demanding his share of her +favours, and she bent down and asked him his name. I remained +tongue-tied and ill at ease, and was wishing myself a hundred miles +away, when she suddenly looked toward me and smiled. + +'I consider a collie and a Dandie Dinmont ideal companions,' she said. +'They are evidently very much attached to you, and old friends are the +best friends.' + +'Friends, yes; but they don't belong to me,' I replied. 'Bang here is an +old pensioner of the village butcher, and wee Jip is the apple of our +local shoemaker's eye. We've been good chums since I came down here, and +I seldom go for a walk without them.' + +'They weren't with you that day in Nithbank Wood?' + +'No.' + +'By the way,' she hastily interposed, as if glad of an opening, 'I am +pleased to have met you again, and to see you are none the worse of +your indiscretion in venturing so far when you weren't feeling fit. You +have only one walking-stick now, instead of two; so I argue you are +making good progress. Do you know,' she continued, and she gave me a +look which set my heart thumping, 'I have, time and again, reproached +myself for leaving you as I did. You acknowledged you had attempted too +much, and you looked so helpless, so--so'----and she hesitated. 'What +_is_ that very expressive Scots word, now? So'---- + +'Forfaughten,' I hazarded. + +'That's it--forfaughten; and you must have felt forfaughten, otherwise +the word wouldn't have appealed to you as suitable.' + +'Well, I admit now, I was, but at the time I didn't wish you, a lady and +a stranger, to know it. Besides, you had already done a good deal for +me, which, allow me to repeat, I shall not readily forget.' + +I was gradually regaining the confidence I had lost, and felt inclined +to say more, and to tell her of my dream and what her presence meant to +me; but I restrained myself; and, pointing to the paint-box she carried, +I changed the subject by asking her if she was finding much inspiration +in our beautiful surroundings. + +'Yes--oh yes!' she replied; 'it is a beautiful countryside, and the +longer I live in it the more I see in it to admire. A wooded locality, +such as this, looks at its best--at least from an artist's +standpoint--in the late autumn, when sufficient foliage is shed to allow +the gray-purple of the branches to mingle with the yellow and russet of +the leaves. I am fortunate in being here at this particular time, and I +have made quite a number of sketches, which I may work up later. But I +am not really an artist. I am only a humble amateur, though I may to an +extent have the eye of an artist--to appreciate all the beautiful +sights, you know, and that, after all, is something. But I must be +going. Good-afternoon; and I'm glad that you are getting on so +nicely.--Good-bye, Bang.--Good-bye, Jip;' and she gave them a parting +pat, and with a smile on her face which I long remembered, she walked +slowly away. + +It is a very slender hair to make a tether with, but somehow the fact of +her remembering the dogs by name is a consoling thought, and a source of +peculiar satisfaction to me. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +When I got home, and was comfortably seated in my arm-chair by the fire, +Betty came in to set my tea, and I wasn't long in noticing that, from +her abstracted air and the listless way she was moving about, she had +something on her mind. She looked for a moment or two at Bang and Jip +lying comfortably curled up on the hearthrug. 'Thae dugs are braw an' +snug lyin' there,' she said; 'an' my puir Jessie's sittin' in the cauld +stick-hoose in the huff. No' that I grudge them their warm bed, for I'm +gled--he'rt gled--to see them peaceable at last wi' yin anither. It's +nae time since they were girnin' an' fechtin' an' tumblin' ower each +ither frae the Cross to the Gill, an' noo, haith, they canna get ower +cheek-for-chowie. Ye maun ha'e a wonderfu' wey wi' dugs, Maister Weelum. +It's a peety ye couldna exert it in ither weys.' + +I know Betty too well to venture assistance, and I had the feeling that +she would soon work her way round to her subject without my aiding and +abetting. + +'The kettle will soon be through the boil, an' ye'll get your tea in a +jiffy,' she said. 'Imphm! it's a gey comfortable-lookin' chair, that yin +opposite ye, Maister Weelum; an', d'ye ken, I met a leddy the day that I +wad like to see sittin' in it.' + +'Indeed, Betty!' + +'Ay. I dinna ken when I was sae much impressed wi' onybody at first +sicht as I was this day; an' when I was sittin' lookin' at her, an' +listenin' to her voice, something whispered in my ear, "That's the wife +for my boy."' + +'My goodness, Betty, you're forcing the pace!' I laughingly said. 'First +you wish to see this lady sitting in my chair, and in your next breath +you say you wish to see her my wife! Where did you meet this paragon?' + +'Weel, this efternoon, when you an' the dugs were away yer walk, I +slippit in next door juist for a meenit to see hoo they were a' gettin' +on, an', as I usually do, I opened the door withoot knockin' an' walked +strecht ben to the kitchen, an' there, Maister Weelum, sittin' on the +wee laich nursin'-chair at the fireside, was the leddy I speak o'. I +gaed to gang back into the lobby; but Mrs Jardine wadna hear o't, an' +she made me step in, an' she introduced me, quite the thing, mind you. +Ye see, Tom's wife was toon bred, an' she kens a' the weys o't, an' she +mentioned me by name an' the leddy by name; an' if she had been +staunin' in a drawin'-room on a Turkey carpet, an' cled in brocade, she +couldna ha'e dune it better. I juist didna catch the leddy's name, for, +what wi' the suddenness, her bonny face, an' ae thing an' anither, I was +sairly flabbergasted an' putten aboot. It seems, hooever, that she's in +the picter-pentin' line, an' she's ta'en a great fancy to wee Isobel, +an' she's makin' a portrait o' her. A week or twae bygane she saw the +wee lass staunin' at the door as she was passin', an' she was so struck +wi' her bonny wee face an' her lang fair hair that she spoke to her an' +asked to see her mither. Weel, the upshot o' this was that, as I've +said, she is pentin' her, an' a capital picter she's makin'. It's hardly +finished yet. I ken fules an' bairns should never see hauf-dune wark, +an' I'm no' a judge, into the bargain; but I'll say this, photographin' +micht be quicker an' mair o' a deid likeness, but it's no' in it wi' yon +for naturalness and bonny life-like colour. But that's by the wey, as it +were. Her work is guid, withoot a doot, but she hersel's a perfect +picter.' + +I felt my heart beginning to thump and throb, and my breath getting +catchy. 'Pity you missed her name, Betty,' I said with forced unconcern. + +'Ay, as I telt ye, I was putten aboot, an' missed it; but I'll speir at +Mrs Jardine again, 'at will I.' + +'And--and what is the lady like?' I asked, with as much indifference as +I could command. + +'Weel, Maister Weelum, I juist canna exactly tell ye. She's yin o' the +few folks ye meet in a lifetime that ye canna judge o' or scrutinise bit +by bit. It's impossible to do that wi' her; you've to tak' her in a' at +aince, as it were; ye ken what I mean--eh?' + +I did, and I didn't; but I nodded as if I understood. + +'What struck me mair than ocht else,' she continued, 'was her couthie, +affable mainner. To look at her ye wad think that she's a' drawn +thegether--prood-like, ye ken, wi' an almichty set apairt kind o' an +air; but whenever she speaks an' looks at ye, ye've the feelin' that +she's a' roon aboot ye, an' that there's only her an' you in the whole +world. An' she was so composed an' calm, so weel-bred withoot bein' +uppish! Oh, I tell ye she juist talked away to Mrs Jardine an' me as if +we were o' her ain kind. An' when she rose up to gang away, an' was +staunin' her full heicht lookin' doon on us, do you know, Maister +Weelum, she seemed to me to be kind o' glorified, an' the kitchen an' a' +its plenishin's faded frae my sicht, an' a' I was conscious o' was the +kindly glent o' twae big dark een an' the feelin' that I was in the +presence o' some yin by-ordinar'--imphm! An' efter she had gane I +couldna carry on a wiselike conversation wi' Mrs Jardine for listenin' +to the whispered words in my ear, "That's the yin! That's the wife for +Maister Weelum."' + + * * * * * + +Since the forenights began to lengthen the doctor has got into the way +of dropping in and smoking a quiet, meditative pipe with me over the +chess-board. When he called to-night I drew out the little table with +the squared top, and we settled down to our game. But my mind was not +concerned with bishops, pawns, and knights, and my thoughts kept +careering between Hastie's gate and Mrs Jardine's kitchen. I made an +effort to centre my interest, and to look the part of the keen, zealous +player; but, unfortunately, I cannot dissemble. I lost two pawns very +stupidly, and the doctor looked keenly at me, but said nothing. I +blundered on, and at last I made a move which caused the doctor to +smile. He got up, relit his pipe, and sank into an easy-chair. 'Ah, +William,' he said, 'Love is a tyrant! Heart claimed, thoughts claimed, +all dancing attendance on the enslaver.' + +I blushed, and made a show of riping my pipe into the coal-scuttle to +hide my confusion. Then I told him of the meeting on the Carronbrig +road, and of Betty's experience in Mrs Jardine's kitchen. + +'The plot thickens, William,' he said as he rose to go; 'and if I were +you I would tell her of your dream next time you meet her. It will +interest her in you; and, you know, once interest is aroused--well, love +will follow. Good-night.' + +My picture has arrived, and I have got it hung in a favourable light, in +a place of honour above the mantelpiece. I became quite excited when it +was delivered, and, like a child with a new toy, was impatient to see +it, and to gloat over it. But the lid of the wooden case was tightly +screwed down; and, as a hammer and a saw were the only joinery tools +which Betty possessed, I had to call in Deacon Webster's aid, and Betty, +poor body, got no peace till he arrived with his screwdriver. When at +length the picture was taken out of its packing I noticed there was no +signature in the corner, and this at the time was a keen disappointment +to me; but it has ceased to trouble me now, because I have the feeling +that it will shortly bear the artist's name, and till that time comes, +when I am not admiring her handiwork, I shall just entertain myself +filling the corner space with names which appeal to my mind as fitting +and appropriate. + +When I asked Nathan's opinion of my purchase, he looked several times +very deliberately from me to the picture; then, after a pause, informed +me he had 'never till noo seen purple gress.' I explained to him that +this was the purple sunset glow; but he shook his head sceptically, spat +in my fire, and walked slowly ben into the kitchen. Betty, who spent her +early girlhood in the Keir, is delighted that a picture in which her +native parish hills are depicted should be hanging on her walls, and she +was very anxious to know who the painter was, and how it came into my +possession. I just said I was very much interested in the artist, and +that the picture had been sent from Edinburgh. She pointed out to me, +what I hadn't noticed before, that the bright richness of the gold frame +made the others shabby and tarnished-looking, and she warmly advocated +the application of a liquid gold paint which John Boyes retails at +sixpence a bottle, and which, she assures me, 'is liker pure gold than a +sovereign.' Betty dearly loves to dabble in paint. It was Nathan who +acquainted me with this predilection, and he instanced a case of her +blue-enamelling the long hazel crook, the representative staff of the +Ancient Order of Shepherds, which on gala-days he carries in the +procession; and another, when she varnished, with a strange concoction, +a workbox which she has never been able to open since. Knowing this, I +purposely belittled Boyes's liquid, and assured her that in a week or +two our eyes would become so accustomed to the conditions that we +shouldn't distinguish any difference between the frames. It grieves me +very much to thwart Betty; though, truth to tell, I seldom have occasion +to do so, as our opinions on the big things of life, the essentials, are +rarely in conflict, and the smaller we think not worth wrangling over; +so I talked her into a gracious, amenable humour, and ultimately took +leave of the subject in what I considered mutual agreement. + +This morning, however, when she brought up my ante-breakfast cup of tea, +she reverted to the subject without any preliminaries. 'Man, Maister +Weelum,' she began, 'I've juist been takin' anither look roon' the +dinin'-room. Noo, since we've got it done up it's the first thing I do +in the mornin' an' the last at nicht; an', do ye know, I feel quite +prood an' important when I'm puttin' a nice white cover on the big +table, an' the silver candelabra in the centre o't. But, oh man, since +yesterday I'm positively he'rt-sorry for thae auld frames. In a mainner +it's my pleesure spoiled; to me it's a case o' deid flies in the +ointment, ye understaun? Imphm! an' I'm gettin' fair angry at the new +yin hangin' oot so prominently an' skinklin' as if to chaw the ithers. +Dod, I imagine it's laughin' an' jeerin' at them. Noo, Maister Weelum, +twae sixpenny bottles o' John Boyes's gold spread oot thin would amaist +do the whole lot, an'--an' I'll put it on mysel'. I'm rale knacky wi' a +brush. It'll no' come to much--imphm! the cost'll be very little. What +think ye?' + +'I don't know, Betty, I'm sure. I'm sorry to know the old frames annoy +your eye. Personally I like the old ones better than the new one; but +I'll tell you what, Betty,' I said gleefully, as a happy thought struck +me; 'we'll get the new frame coated over with some sort of stuff to dull +it down a bit. They'll be all alike then. How would that do?' + +'It'll no' do at a', Maister Weelum,' she said emphatically. 'That +picter maunna be touched. No! no! It has some history, or I'm cheated. +Time will prove'---- + +A sudden loud knocking echoed through the house and cut short her +sentence. 'Mercy me, what a bang!' she said. 'That's Milligan the +postman, an' as sure as my name's Betty Grier he'll bash through that +door some day;' and, to my relief--for she was stumbling into 'kittle' +ground--she hurried downstairs. + +Since I came here my correspondence has become almost a negligible +quantity. I rarely write to any one, and the few letters I receive are +of a more or less private business character. I had two this +morning--one from the treasurer of my club reminding me my subscription +is due at the end of this month, and the other from my partner, Murray +Monteith, who, after alluding to minor matters, writes as follows: + +'Now for the real reason of my troubling you at this time. The Hon. Mrs +Stuart wrote to me yesterday from Nithbank House, near Thornhill, saying +she was desirous of consulting me on a very important subject; but owing +to indisposition she couldn't travel to Edinburgh, and she would be much +obliged if I could make it convenient to call on her at that address any +day next week. I wrote to her by return saying I would travel south on +Wednesday first, and would be with her during the early afternoon of +that day. As you know, I am a stranger to your native county; but I +presume Nithbank House is within driving distance of Thornhill, and as I +am due at the station of that name at 11.30 A.M., I shall thus have +ample time to call on you prior to my visit, and talk over matters with +you. + +'The important subject she refers to is, without doubt, in connection +with the affairs of her brother-in-law, the late General Stuart, which, +I regret to say, are still in a most unsatisfactory state, owing to our +inability to unearth a will or to procure any information regarding his +marriage. We have made exhaustive inquiry in every conceivable +direction, but without result; and his daughter, Miss Stuart, must now +be acquainted with the facts as they at present stand. She called here +on the 17th ult., and asked to see you. Ormskirk informed her that you +were at present invalided in the country, and showed her into my room. +We talked over matters in a general way, and I think I managed to +satisfy her on the main points, without giving her any reason to suspect +we were faced with such serious difficulties. But, as I have said, she +must be told now, and I approach this part of the business with +misgivings, as it is a very delicate matter indeed; and, from the little +I have seen of her, I argue she will take it very keenly to heart. For +us to inform her, in our cold, unfeeling legal phraseology, that she is, +in the eyes of the law, illegitimate would be nothing short of brutal, +and I trust we may prevail on her aunt to discharge this unenviable +obligation. I assure you I have no desire to trouble you unnecessarily +at this time with business concerns; but, as you are in the immediate +locality, and are not only acquainted with the parties, but conversant +with all the details of this case, I hope you will see your way to +accompany me to Nithbank. Miss Stuart informed me that she had +transacted business by correspondence only, and that she had not yet met +you. Would this not be a good opportunity for us all to meet and decide +what ought to be done?' + +Needless to say, I shall be delighted to receive Murray Monteith here. +We must arrange to have him remain overnight with us, and I shall take +peculiar pleasure in introducing him to Betty and Nathan and Dr +Grierson, types, I feel sure, which he has never met before, but which I +am equally sure he will appreciate. I shall certainly accompany him to +Nithbank House; and I must be prepared to have the vials of the Hon. Mrs +Stuart's wrath poured out upon me when she learns that for almost six +months I have resided within two miles of her, and have not considered +it my duty and privilege to call on her. I am very, very sorry to learn +from Monteith that things have turned out so unfortunately; but somehow +I have dreaded such an outcome all along. And my heart goes out to that +poor girl who is likely to lose her patrimony under the inexorable law +of succession. But, wait now, let me think. Yes, these four thousand +Banku oil shares which her father transferred to her, on her coming of +age, are hers, and cannot be contested; so that, after all, if our worst +fears regarding the property are realised, she will not be penniless. I +wonder if she is a level-headed business girl, and if she knows to what +extent she will benefit from this. Banku oils are worth looking after. +This will be one cheering subject, at least, which we may broach to her. +But, after all, the stigma of illegitimacy remains, and money cannot +make up for that. Poor girl! + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +Pondering these thoughts, I slowly dressed and went downstairs to +breakfast; but so wrapped up was I in reflection, and engrossed in legal +procedure and probable eventualities, that when Betty appeared with my +bacon and egg I could scarcely reconcile myself to my surroundings or at +once realise my whereabouts. Fortunately she didn't notice my +preoccupied air, otherwise my firm's long, blue, tax-looking letter +would again have been blamed and execrated; nor did she make any attempt +to pick up the thread-ends of our conversation regarding the regilding +of the old frames. I wondered at this, as the conditions were +propitious; and Betty, as a rule, follows up the trail of a crack as +surely and consistently as a weasel follows a hare. + +'Joe's in the back-kitchen brushin' your boots,' she said, as she handed +me the morning papers; and I sighed with relief in the knowledge that +Boyes's liquid was likely, for the time being at least, to remain on his +shop shelf. 'Puir sowl, he's quite pleased when I ask him to do ocht for +you,' she continued. 'Yesterday, withoot bein' bid, he got oot yin o' +your suits o' claes an' pressed it wi' my big smoothin' ern on the +kitchen table, an' he's made sic a job o't as wud be a credit to ony +whip-the-cat. He has learned mair than drillin' in the airmy, I tell +ye.' + +'I believe that, Betty,' I said. 'The service is often a capital +schoolmaster. But it was very good of him to look to my clothes. I'll +not forget him for that.' + +'Oh, mercy me, Maister Weelum, dinna you gi'e him ocht! He wad be black +affronted an' terribly displeased if ye offered him money. No, no, it's +neither wisdom nor charity to gi'e to Joe, for he's made mair siller +lately than he kens hoo to tak' care o'. I can tell ye he cam' hame this +time wi' a weel-filled pouch, an' for the first week o' six workin' days +he did mak' it spin!' + +'Spin, Betty? How in the world did he contrive to make money spin in +Thornhill?' I asked. + +'Haith, if ye had only seen him ye wadna need to ask. Ahem, spin! Ay, +Joe can not only mak' the money spin, but he spins himsel', an' he mak's +every yin spin that'll sit wi' him. But mebbe I'm gaun ower quick. Did +ye no' ken that Joe tak's a dram?' + +'No, Betty, I did not; and, as he's a brother of Nathan's, I'm +surprised to know it.' + +'Oh, weel, but it's juist possible that I'm wrangin' Joe noo. He's what +I wad ca' a regular drammer--tak's his gless o' beer every day--ye ken; +but aince a year, an' for a while efter he comes back, he gangs fairly +ower the soore baith wi' drinkin' himsel' an' treatin' ithers. Ye ken he +then has siller galore among his fingers, an' wi' Joe, as wi' the rest +o' folk, "the fu' cup's no' easy carried." Last year he had a gey time +o't; spent a lot, an' grudged it terribly when it was a' gane. Nathan +canna be bothered wi' 'im in his thochtlessness. A' he says is "Benjy's +a fule." He ca's him Benjy because he's the youngest o' the family. Ay, +that's a' he says. But somewey I'm sorry for Joe, an' I'm aye ceevil an' +nice to him. An', what think ye, Maister Weelum? He has signed the +pledge to please me, 'at has he, an' he hasna touched a drap for nearly +three weeks. It's wonderfu' what a bit word will do, if it's spoken in +season.' + +'Yes, Betty, that is so,' I said meditatively; 'that is so. It is very +good of you to interest yourself in Joe. I'm sure he'll bless your name +every day.' + +'Imphm! I've nae doot he does; in fact, I'm sure he does;' and a queer +smile broke over Betty's face. 'Ay, he blesses my name, sure enough; +he's a Hebron, ye ken. The Hebrons never say much, but they look a +tremendous lot, an' Joe's been lookin' at me lately as if he was +blessin' me. The fact is, he's sairly off his usual. He has a queer +cowed look I never saw before. Oh, the man's no' weel, an' I'm sure he +blames me for it. This mornin', when he cam' doon, he was lookin' fair +meeserable, an' I asked him, in a kindly, sympathetic wey, how he was +feelin', an' said he, "Middlin', Betty; very middlin'. It's a very stiff +job this I've tackled. I've been teetotal for twenty days, an' I've +saved as much as'll buy me an oak coffin; an', Betty, if I'm teetotal +for other twenty days, by the Lord Harry I'll need it!" An', d'ye ken, +Maister Weelum, he was sae fa'en-away-lookin' that, though I kenned it +was plantin' wi' ae haun an' pu'in up wi' the ither, I gaed away an' +poured him oot a wee drap, juist a jimp gless, an' then I gi'ed him your +buits to brush, an' he started to whussle like a mavis.' + +Betty's face was quite serious when she was telling me this, and when I +looked into her kindly, concerned eyes, and thought of Joe's patient +misery, I began to laugh, and I laughed till the breakfast crockery +rattled. She looked at me in wonderment, and, lifting the teapot, she +made for the door. + +'Excuse me, Betty, and pardon my levity,' I said; 'but just one +moment'---- + +'Oh, I'll excuse ye,' she said, as she halted. 'There's nocht I like +better mysel' than a guid laugh, but it maun be at something funny; an' +if it's Joe you're laughin' at, he was far frae funny this mornin', I +tell ye.' + +'I can well understand that, Betty; but I was going to say'---- + +'Maister Weelum, excuse me interruptin' ye, but do ye believe in +ghosts?' + +'Do I believe in ghosts? Certainly not. Why do ye ask?' + +'Weel, I'm gled to hear ye dinna believe in them. I say wi' you; but +Joe's juist been tellin' me that he met a leddy this mornin' on the +public street that he could sweer died twenty-fower years bygane. So +what mak' ye o' that?' + +'Oh Betty, Joe's most surely talking nonsense. Where did you say he met +the lady?' + +'Haith, Joe'll no' alloo it's nonsense. He's very positive aboot it. His +story to me was that he cam' suddenly on her gaun roon Harper's corner, +an' he was so frichtened an' surprised that a' gumption left him, an' he +couldna look efter her either to mak' sure o' her or to see where she +was gaun. He was as white as a sheet when he cam' in to me, an' between +the fricht an' the lang want o' his dram, he was in sic a state that I'm +sure the Lord will coont me justified in gi'en him a mouthfu'. What I +telt ye before was only half the truth, an' noo ye ken a'.' + +I don't know Joe very well. Since he came home I have had few +opportunities of meeting him and analysing him; but when Betty was +talking he was very vividly flung on the screen, so to speak, and a +possible trait in his character occurred to me. + +'Betty,' I said, 'don't you think that Joe has just worked up his ghost +story and feigned excitement and agitation, knowing you had spirits in +the house, and that in the peculiar circumstances you would produce the +bottle?' + +'No, no, I dinna think that. Joe's a Hebron, as I've said, an' the +Hebrons ha'e neither the cleverness to think a thing like that oot nor +the guile to carry it through. No, no, Maister Weelum; Joe met the +leddy, whaever she may be, richt enough. I'm quite sure aboot that pairt +o't; but of coorse he's wrang aboot the burial. It's been some yin very +like her, an' Joe's juist mistaken. Had this happened when he was as I +ha'e seen him I wad never ha'e gi'en it a thocht; but this +mornin'--weel, the man was--was ower sober to be healthy.' + +'As you say, he's just made a mistake, Betty. At best, Joe's a +mysterious individual; these annual disappearances are remarkable. Have +you yet learned exactly where he goes?' + +Her alert ear detected a cessation of brushing and whistling, and she +walked quietly to the door, keeked past it, and then gently turned the +handle. 'He has finished your buits,' she said, 'an' he's gettin' +Nathan's Sabbath-day yins doon frae the shelf to gi'e them a rub. Do I +ken where he gangs? Ay, I do. For a lang time I jaloused; but last nicht +he telt me a' aboot it, an', as it turns oot, I havena been very far +frae the mark. His wife has a wee temperance hotel--a temperance +yin--she kens Joe!--in a toon ca'd Brighton. She can manage a' richt +hersel' in the dull pairt o' the year, but she's forced to get Joe in +the busy time to gi'e her a haun wi' the fires an' the luggage an' +siclike. She was only aince here, an' we didna see much o' her; but frae +the little I did see I wad tak' her to be a fell purposefu' woman, mair +cut oot for fechtin' in a toon than settlin' doon to the quiet, humdrum +life o' Thornhill. Joe in the airmy wad dootless be a' richt, but oot +o't an' hangin' aboot here wi' a decent pension he wad juist be an +impossibility. I was kind o' sorry for her when she was here. She had +never been in this pairt before, an' she didna tak' very kindly to it. +She couldna understaun what we said, an' we were in the same fix when +she spoke. The first nicht she was in this hoose Nathan, for Joe's sake, +tried to ca' the crack wi' her; but it gied him a sair heid, so he juist +smiled an' noddit to her efter that. She put twae months in here, an' +then she went away on her ain. First she kept lodgers; then she took +this wee hotel, an' by a' accoonts she's doin' weel. But it's a queer, +queer life for baith o' them. Never a letter passes between them, an' +Joe seldom mentions her name. When he cam' back this time I asked him if +his wife wasna vexed to pairt wi' him when the time cam' for him to +leave, an' he said he didna ken, for he didna see her. "Ye didna see +her!" said I. "Hoo was that?" "Oh," said he, "she was busy at her wark +up the stairs, so I cried to her that I was away, an' she cried back, +'Right you are, Joe; so long till next July,' and that was a'." Imphm! +isn't that a queer state o' maitters, Maister Weelum? Mind you, I dinna +a'thegither blame her. I ken the Hebrons. They're a queer, quate family. +Ye never can tell what they're thinkin'. I've the best o' them--ay, the +best--an' I often shut my een an' thank God for Nathan; but if he had +marrit ony ither woman--I mean a woman wha didna ken him as I do, or +mak' allowances as I can, an' though she had been an angel frae +heaven--she wad ha'e been as meeserable as I am happy. Ay, it was lang, +lang before I understood Nathan, an' the kennin' o' him was a dreich +job, but it was worth it a'. Ye see, the Hebrons havena got the faculty +o' expressin' their feelin's. They may be pleased or angry--it's a' +yin--they never let on in their speech, but they show it in their +actions; at least my Nathan does, an' my impression is that Joe's +wife--Sally her name is--doesna ken Joe yet. He'll no' ha'e met her +half-road, as it were, an' gi'en her a chance o' gettin' to the bedrock, +an' she tak's his quateness for indifference; an' the upshot is, as ye +see, that for the best pairt o' a year she's as happy in Brighton as he +is in Thornhill, an' for the rest they put up wi' yin anither for the +sake o' the siller their united efforts bring in. Ay, it's a queer world +for some folk. But I'm deavin' ye. Joe'll be oot o' a job, too, an' to +keep him richt I maun keep him workin' the day;' and she bustled off to +encourage Joe in well-doing. + +Later I consulted with Betty about Murray Monteith's visit, and we +arranged to get the south bedroom prepared for his reception. So I +wrote him to-day at some length, extending Betty's invitation, and +expressing my willingness to accompany him to Nithbank House. After I +had finished my letter I perambulated the dining-room round and round, +for the day was wet and boisterous, and I could not go out of doors. +Bang and Jip, evidently conscious of the fact that a walk was out of the +question, were making themselves at home on the hearthrug, and I was +just finishing half a mile of carpet-walking when the street door +opened, and Nathan's step sounded in the lobby. Betty had gone out on an +errand, so I went in to the kitchen. + +'Hallo, Nathan!' I said; 'have you got a holiday to-day?' + +Nathan looked up at me as he sat down in his arm-chair near the fire. +'I've ta'en yin, Maister Weelum,' he said. 'I've ta'en yin--very much +against the grain, though. I'm--I'm no' feelin' very weel, so I thocht I +wad juist come hame.' + +'You did well to come home, Nathan, and I'm sorry to know you are not up +to the mark. You're cold-looking. Do you feel cold?' + +'Weel, shivery weys, Maister Weelum; shivery weys. Imphm!--Where's +Betty?' + +I told him she had gone out on an errand, but would be back presently; +and, going into the dining-room, I poured out a glass of brandy and +brought it to him. 'Here, Nathan. I know your mind on the liquor +question; but put aside your objections and drink this. It will do you +good.' + +He smiled feebly. 'What would Betty say? Will ye tak' the blame?' he +asked. + +'Certainly I'll take the blame, or, rather, I should say the credit. +Drink it up now, Nathan.' + +Joe, who had been splitting firewood in the stick-house, had recognised +his brother's voice, and came into the kitchen. 'It is you, Nathan!' he +said, in surprise. 'It's no' often we see you wi' a dram-gless in your +hand, an' at this time o' day, too. My word, but you're lucky!' + +'Ay, Benjy, it is me, an' I am lucky. I daur say ye wad like to chum wi' +me the noo. Are--are ye still keepin' the teetotal?' + +For a moment Joe looked shamefacedly at Nathan; then truth and +honour--outstanding traits of the Hebrons--shone in his eye. 'No,' he +said; 'I broke it this mornin'.' + +'Ay--imphm! And hoo did you come to do that?' asked Nathan, without +looking round. + +'Betty tempted me, and I fell.' + +'Oh, imphm! Betty gied ye a dram, did she? Weel, Benjy, whatever Betty +did was richt. She didna tempt ye, man; she treated ye, that's what she +did. Ye'll no' gang far wrang if ye're guided by Betty.--Eh, Maister +Weelum?' + +He was sitting very near the fire, with his long gnarled fingers spread +out for warmth, and he looked up sideways to me when he said this with a +look in his blue eyes which told me, more pointedly than words, of his +absolute confidence in her good judgment, and the pride he had in the +possession of her love. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +One of my city friends who is interested in the study of phrenology once +told me that my bump of adaptability is very strongly developed. He told +me more, of which I was sceptical; but the natural ease with which I +have taken to and conformed with my present surroundings is proof to me +that his interpretation of this particular bump was fairly correct. +Words fail me to express adequately the pleasure I have derived from my +reintroduction to Nature's home and mine. Everything seems fresh from +the hand of the Creator; there is no veneer, no make-believe, and over +all there is solace and repose. Happy hours in the domestic atmosphere +of the old house, mellowed and sweetened by the presence of Betty and +Nathan; the quiet interval spent in the barber's back sanctum, with its +window facing the gray-blue Lowthers; the afternoon visit to John +Sterling's shop, with its homely smell of roset and bend-leather, and +our usual discussion on the Dandie breed and the beauties of Scott's +_Marmion_, Aird's _Devil's Dream_, and Hogg's _Kilmeny_; a stroll with +Bang and Jip round the Gillfoot or down the 'Coo Road;' and solitary +meditation on the doctor's 'mound,' surrounded by a medley of +vegetation, planted indiscriminately and flourishing under what the dear +old man calls his natural style of gardening--such is my daily +programme. A homely life this amidst homely folks: the barber in his +reminiscent moods; John Sterling with his love of dogs, his +charitableness and honesty, and his enthusiasm for what I may call the +true poetry of life; Dr Grierson, walking alone, hugging to his heart a +sweet secret memory, dreein' his weird, doing good in his own quiet way, +and keeping from his left hand what his right hand is doing; Nathan, +silent, serious, and preoccupied, deferring ever to Betty, and proud and +content to shelter in her shadow; and Betty, my dear, kind, thoughtful +Betty, who always carves with the blunt knife and the big heart, whose +Bible is her bolster, and whose solicitude extends to all God's +creatures great and small--homely folks of a surety; yes, commonplace, +if you will, but dear to my heart. It may be--in fact, I may take it for +granted--that characters like these would make no appeal to my city +acquaintances; to them association with such would be boredom, and my +mode of living the essence of dreariness; and yet to me, and I say it +with all reverence, it comes as near as anything on earth can come to +that peace which passeth all understanding. + +Mention of Betty and her Bible in the same breath reminds me that lately +she has talked to me almost solely on secular matters. This is not as it +used to be. When first I came to her, by a process of manoeuvring and +meandering peculiar to herself she always managed to steer her +conversation into religious channels, and the direct way she had of +pointing the moral was always original and characteristic. It is not +because I have discouraged her or shown any indifference that she has +lapsed in this matter; and it would appear that, as our intimacy has +ripened, and as our topics of conversation have become more personal, +she has meantime allowed the mundane to prevail, with a view to taking +up the more serious and essential at a more convenient season. + +I wasn't surprised, therefore, when, to-day, after Dr Grierson had +visited Nathan in the back-room, she asked him in an off-hand, +matter-of-fact way what he thought of yesterday's sermon. + +The doctor was fumbling in his pocket for his old clay, and in an +absent, abstracted tone of voice he informed her that, as he hadn't +been to church, he wasn't in a position to pass any judgment. + +'Ay, ye werena at the kirk? I micht ha'e kenned that,' she said. 'Imphm! +I'm no' a deid auld woman, doctor,' she continued; 'but I mind o' your +faither efter he left Dumfries an' cam' to bide wi' ye here, an' he was +a regular attender at the kirk. It's a great pity when folks break off +kin'. Ay, that it is! Imphm! An', doctor, you'll excuse me, it's mebbe +nae business o' mine; but I canna help tellin' ye that I often think +aboot ye, an' that ye lie heavy on my mind. We've seen a great deal o' +ye lately, mair than we ever saw before, and I've proved to mysel' what +ithers said o' ye, an' what I had aye ta'en for granted. It's a' in your +favour, an' what ye've dune for the puir God will no' forget when ye're +bein' weighed in the balance.' + +'Thank you, Betty,' the doctor said, as he struck a light. + +'Ay, but haud on; I havena dune wi' ye. I havena come to the point. As +I've said, ye've come a great deal in an' oot among us lately, an' in a +temporal sense ye've been a great comfort and help to Maister Weelum +here. Oh that ye had been able to influence him spiritually, for since +he cam' he's never darkened a kirk door. I've held my tongue, as sae +far there's been an excuse for him; but noo that he's gettin' better an' +able to gang aboot, I juist think that oot o' respect for you, if ye had +been kirk-minded, he could easily ha'e been guided Zionward.' + +I had the feeling that Betty was rushing in where angels fear to tread; +and, not knowing how the doctor was likely to take this, I became very +uncomfortable. He puffed spasmodically at his pipe and moved uneasily in +his chair. 'It is very kind of you, Betty, to think of me,' he +said--'very kind indeed; and you must not count it none of your business +to bring such matters before me. In a way we are all each other's +keepers, and it would be churlish of me to resent such interest as you +show. For my own part, I live my life according to my light, such as it +is. It may be a poor, flickering light to other eyes, but it is +sufficient to show me the road. As for William here, he has long ago +reached man's estate, and he can judge of these matters for himself. If +I mistake not, he has a standard of his own, and I feel sure my +influence, even though I were kirk-minded, as you call it, would not +direct his steps in the direction you indicate.' + +'Oh doctor, dinna say that! We can a' be made humble instruments. +Example is a great thing, though ye dinna follow your faither's, an' I +ken what a power for guid ye wad be if the grace o' God was in ye. Oh +doctor, I've been he'rt sorry for ye mony a time, for I ken the grief +ye've carried, an' I've wondered hoo ye could thole it sae lang a' by +yoursel', an' that ye never accepted the consolation which He alone can +gi'e ye. But ye've spurned it, doctor. I don't think that ye're a joined +member o' the kirk or that ye gang to the Communion--you that's sic a +man i' the toon--everybody's body as you are, an' born wi' a sma'er dose +o' original sin than ony yin I ken o'. I juist canna understan' it.' + +The doctor laughed good-humouredly. 'I've my work to attend to, you +know, Betty. My patients cannot be neglected for the sake of'---- + +'If your work permitted, wad ye gang to the kirk, doctor?' + +'I--I question if I would.' + +'That's an honest admission, an' it wadna come frae Dr Grierson if it +wasna. An' what's your objection, doctor?' + +'Oh, well, Betty, your question opens up a big, debatable subject on +which I have great reluctance to enter. I have neither the time nor the +inclination, Betty; but this much I will say, we are all heirs to a +heritage of different distresses in this life, and as we are not all +constituted alike we require different treatment. Now there is one great +panacea, one great balm, for all our wounds. Some find that panacea in +their church, though many go to church who are not aware they require a +panacea. Others, of whom I am one, find a balm for their afflictions in +communing with the nature of God's creation we see around us. With such +it isn't necessary to go to church in order to feel God's presence or to +experience His beneficent power. If it were, we could only commune with +Him once a week, when the churches are open. As it is, I can praise Him +at all times, and glorify His name under the canopy of His heavens, and +among the trees and flowers and fields and woods, which evidence His +fostering care and proclaim His loving-kindness.' + +'Then, doctor, ye do believe in God?' + +A pained look crept into the doctor's eyes. 'Betty,' he said, 'you +surely have never doubted that?' + +'Weel, wi' you no' gaun to the kirk, an''---- + +'Ah, Betty, it is possible for a man to go to church and remain in +doubt; but no one can stand, as I often do, under the starry firmament, +alone in the midst of slumbering nature, or facing the glowing east +when the shafts of the sun's morning beams are piercing the shadowy sky, +and not feel within himself that God reigneth, and the earth in +consequence rejoices.' + +'Grand! Man, doctor, I'm glad to hear ye say that! I'm--I'm rale glad.' + +There was a wee bit catch in Betty's voice, and a tear trickled down her +cheek, which she tried to wipe away unnoticed with a corner of her +apron. But the doctor saw, and his face twitched and softened. + +'Then, doctor,' she continued, 'of course ye'll believe in the Bible?' + +'Yes--with reservations.' + +'Which means, doctor?' + +'Well, Betty, it means that----Wait now, I want to make it easy for you +to understand; but unfortunately, by doing so, it makes it all the more +difficult for me to explain. Well, in a word, Betty, it means there are +parts of it I believe, and there are others I cannot.' + +'Ay, pairts ye believe an' pairts ye canna believe. I notice ye say ye +_canna_ believe; ye don't say ye _will not_ believe. There's a +difference, doctor, ye ken. Why do ye say ye canna?' + +'Because I have thought out things very carefully, very anxiously, and I +cannot entertain what does not appeal to my reason. I must discard what +I think is wrong.' + +'But, doctor, man, ye maunna exercise your ain judgment. It's human; +consequently it's weak. What ye want is faith--the faith which can +remove mountains, the faith which sustains. Doctor, ye must put aside +your ain vain imaginin's an' thochts, an' become as a little child. Ay, +juist as a little child.' + +'Yes, Betty, I thought you would say that. But you know I am not a +little child. I am a man, a responsible, thinking being, endowed by God +with a reasoning faculty which is calculated to guide me, and which, +Betty, I am expected to exercise. I cannot accept anything temporal +which is diametrically opposed or contrary to my judgment, nor would I +in the discharge of my professional duties follow a course or accept a +condition which my intellect and discernment told me was wrong. Why, +then, should I, in this the greatest of all questions, be expected to +lay reason aside and acquiesce in blind belief? No, Betty, I cannot do +that. If I did I shouldn't be true to myself.' + +'But, doctor, wi' due respect, let me tell ye that cleverer men than you +have thocht these things oot for themselves an' have been satisfied wi' +the Word as it is delivered. Think o' the Reformers an' a' oor +professors, men who have studied theology a' their days, an''---- + +'And after all their study, what do they know, what have they gleaned +from all their books? I cannot be guided even by professors. They know +as much or as little of God's workings as the man who sweeps our village +street. Now, Betty, further than this I cannot and will not go with you. +As I have said, it is a big, debatable subject, and we might talk till +doomsday and not agree even then. Besides, it is a very dangerous thing +to tamper with any one's belief, especially if that belief affords a +solace in trials and constitutes an anchor in the storm. You have got +something within you which calms your fears, and gives you a peace which +nothing else can. Stick to it, Betty, and guard it against assault. And +I--well, Betty, I also have something within me which gives me peace, +such peace as would remain with me even if to-night I was called upon to +turn my face to the wall. Ah, Betty, each and every one has a faith. The +world has never been without one, and it will have one to the end. But +my conviction is we haven't often enough taken stock of our faith, and +the consequence is it has become detached from and out of sympathy with +our workaday lives. What a different world it would be if we were living +our religion instead of professing it! Some say this is impossible. +Well, it ought to be made possible, and the best way of going about it +would be to strip religion of all that binds it to impossible, +out-of-date dogmas, clear it of all that confounds and mystifies, and +nail as a motto to its mast-head these glorious words of the great +Master, "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself." Betty, the time is +at hand when the Church will be forced to consider this text--ay, and to +act upon it; and when that day dawns it will herald the Millennium.' + +A strange hush had fallen upon the room while the doctor was speaking, +and when he ceased it lingered with us like a benediction. Then Betty +walked quietly over to the window. 'Doctor,' she said, after a pause, +'d'ye think, at the last, everybody will be--eh--a' richt?' + +'Well, Betty, the question often occurs to me. When the boundlessness of +God's love comes home to me I think it is possible. There is a verse, +the thirteenth of the twenty-first chapter of the Revelation, which'---- + +At that moment a knock came to the door, and Betty slipped out. In her +absence the doctor smoked in silence, and I watched the fire glowing in +the grate. + +'Doctor,' she said, as she re-entered, 'that's the grocer's boy. +Somebody telt him ye were here, and he wants to ken if the bottle o' +port wine ye ordered is for Mrs Lawson o' Gillhead or auld Widow +Lawson?' + +'Oh, it is for Widow Lawson,' he replied, and the semblance of a blush +spread over his face. He rose hurriedly, adjusted his plaid, and picked +up his hat. + +I put my hand on his arm as he passed me. 'Doctor,' I said, 'your good +deeds are finding you out;' and he shook his head, and smiled as if he +didn't understand me, but he made no reply. + +Betty came into my room later with her Bible in her hand. 'I've been +lookin' up that verse in the Revelation,' she said, 'an' it reads: "On +the east three gates, on the north three gates, on the south three +gates, and on the west three gates." Ay--imphm! I never saw the maitter +in that licht before.--Weel, I trust there may be a gate for me, Maister +Weelum; an'--an' somewey I'm sure noo there's yin for the doctor.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +In accordance with the doctor's orders, Nathan has not been to work +these past few days; and though, beyond admitting a 'wakeness aboot the +knees' and a proneness to 'shiverin',' he makes no specific complaint, I +have noticed that daily he becomes more beholden to Betty, and that he +very willingly goes off to bed a good two hours earlier than his usual +retiring-time. + +There are some who, by their very backwardness and reticence, attract +attention and excite curiosity. I have met many such, both +professionally and socially, and the breaking down of their reserve has +always been interesting; but, than the case of Nathan Hebron, none has +more substantially repaid the time and trouble which the process of +thawing involved. To outsiders I presume Nathan is an enigma. Not so to +us who live with him. I needn't attempt to explain the feeling of +confidence which he inspires, or the peculiar power which he +unconsciously exerts in our little household circle. Words cannot convey +it--it must be experienced to be understood; and though Betty is always +to the fore, always taking the initiative, I know she feels that +somewhere in the background, almost without her immediate knowledge, but +ever in her reckoning, is the force, the power, the quiet, unobtrusive, +dependable Nathan. And yet, strange to say, could I probe to the quick +of his feelings, I know I should find that, in his 'stablished +estimation, Betty, and Betty alone, stands for everything that the term +'bulwark and tower of strength' conveys. + +Of late I have been wondering how best I can advance Nathan's worldly +interests and lighten his burden without taking him away altogether from +the calling of his choice. Somehow I don't think he would be happy +without a spade in his hand and denied access to leaf-mould. He is too +old to fit into a new groove, and I must remember that were I, even with +the best intentions, carefully to uproot an old tree from amongst the +shadows and replant it in the sunshine it would surely die. Still, I +should like to do something to make his gloaming life easier. I have +often felt sorry for him, leaving his comfortable house on inclement +mornings, working his day's darg, and returning when darkness had long +settled down. Outdoor work under favourable weather conditions is +agreeable enough; but when it is carried on under a cold, leaden sky, +amidst frost and snow, and in biting winds, it is stripped of much of +its pleasure and poetry. Thinking in this strain, the idea came to me +that I might erect glass-houses in our garden here, and encourage Nathan +to devote the whole of his time to the cultivation of tomatoes. I have +already mentioned my scheme to the doctor, and he approves of it; but I +have said nothing to Betty or Nathan. I must see to it one of these +days. + +I had a long, pleasant ramble this afternoon. The air was clear and +invigorating; I was feeling braced up and buoyant; and as for Jip and +Bang, I never saw them in a more sportive, energetic mood. We walked +through Rashbrigs Moss, past Dabton Loch, and round by Longmire, where I +called and spent an hour with Farmer Russell. Bang killed a rat in the +steading just before we left, and he wagged his stumpy tail and tried to +raise his tattered ear all the way home. The dogs preceded me into the +house, and I stumbled after them through the darkened lobby and into the +darker dining-room. + +'Hallo, Betty,' I said as I entered; 'not lit up yet?' + +Betty was over at the window in the act of pulling down the blind, +which, strangely enough, she always does before she lights the gas. + +'Oh, it's you, Maister Weelum,' she said. 'It's that dark I can scarcely +see ye;' but she continued standing inactive, looking round at me with +the window-blind cord hanging loose in her hand. The firelight was low, +and the light which came through the window from the village lamp across +the street made the darkness only more visible. I could make Betty out, +silhouetted as she was against the window; but, though all around was in +black shadow which my eyes could not penetrate, I had the feeling that +some one else was present. As I peered around, a tall visionary figure +moved to my right, and Betty came toward me from the window. + +'This is Miss Stuart,' she said, 'the lady that's pentin' wee Isobel +Jardine's picter. She's been workin' at it a' efternoon. I was tellin' +her aboot your new yin, an' I asked her in to see it.--An', Miss Stuart, +this is my boy--my wean I used to ca' him--Maister Weelum, or raither, +as I should say, Maister Russell. Mrs Jardine an' me were tellin' ye +aboot him. Imphm!' And as Betty breathlessly finished her introduction, +and, without further ado, turned to break the fire into a glow, Miss +Stuart and I gravely bowed. + +I couldn't see our visitor's face, but her figure was strangely familiar +to me, and my pulse quickened. + +'Miss Stuart,' said Betty, 'will ye please sit here till I licht the +gas?' and she wheeled the easy-chair, which usually stands opposite +mine, within the radius of the glow from the fire. + +'Oh, thank you very much, Mrs Hebron,' said a voice I knew well; 'but +I'm afraid I must be going. I'll--I'll not sit down, thank you. Mr +Russell will be'---- + +'Delighted to see you seated, Miss Stuart,' I interposed. 'I have very +few lady visitors these days, and I do assure you you are welcome.' + +'Eh! that's weel said, Maister Weelum,' Betty chimed in; 'and it's true +too.--Ye canna but sit doon, if it's only to please him, no' to speak o' +me;' and, as Miss Stuart graciously complied, she bustled out to the +kitchen for a match. + +In her absence I struck a light and lit the gas, and as Miss Stuart's +eyes met mine we both smiled. Nathan on one occasion winked to me, and +in doing so he established a paction between us. In the same way, but +more emphatically, this smile awakened a feeling of camaraderie, a +consciousness that the Fates were playing with us, and that we +recognised the success of their manipulations. + +'Betty has been talking to me a good deal about you lately, Miss +Stuart,' I said as I drew in my chair. 'Somehow, from the first I +associated you, the subject of her talk and the painter of Isobel's +portrait, with my good Samaritan of Nithbank Wood; and I am not +surprised to find that I was right.' + +'Indeed, Mr Russell!' she said, and again she smiled. 'Well, I have been +hearing about you also of late from both Mrs Hebron and Mrs Jardine; +and, like you, I am'----But before she could finish her sentence Betty +re-entered with a lighted taper, and in its warm yellow glow her face +shone like a radiant moon. + +'Ah, Maister Weelum,' she said, 'for aince ye've managed that +"perverted" licht. Thae newfangled things are fashious, an' it's a +cauld-lookin' licht; but there's economy in it, Miss Stuart--imphm! An', +my me! excuse me, miss, but it does my he'rt guid to see ye sittin' in +that chair.' And in a flash my mind went back to our crack, and I +remembered her words, 'It's a gey comfortable-lookin' chair, that yin +opposite ye, Maister Weelum; an', d'ye ken, I met a leddy the day that I +wad like to see sittin' in it.' + +'Betty,' I said, 'Miss Stuart and I are not altogether strangers; we +have met once or twice in an informal way; but, now that we have been +brought together to-night, under your auspices, don't you think--just to +signalise the event--you might offer her a cup of tea?' + +'Eh, Maister Weelum! you read me like a book. I was juist gaun to +suggest that. The kettle's at the boil, an' it'll no' tak' me a meenit. +Will--will I bring doon the tea-set frae the drawin'-room--your +mother's, ye ken?' + +'Yes, yes, Betty, if you please; and Miss Stuart will honour us in +handseling it. It hasn't been used since I came here;' and before my +guest could say 'Yea' or 'Nay,' Betty had disappeared. + +I drew the chair nearer the fire, and, pipe in hand, was about to ask my +_vis-à-vis_ if I might smoke, when I saw her gaze wander round the walls +of my room and ultimately rest on my picture. + +'Oh, Mr Russell,' she exclaimed, as she rose to her feet--'why, that is +surely the picture I painted?' + +'It is, Miss Stuart,' I quietly said. 'It's the picture you had just +finished the first time I saw you in the flesh, and I assure you I am +very proud to be the possessor of it.' + +She stood looking up at it, beating a tattoo with her fingers on the +table, and I saw the warm blood mounting her neck and cheek. + +'I hope you don't mind my having it?' I asked. + +'Oh no; but--well, you must have put yourself to some trouble to get +it--more than it's worth, I'm afraid, for it was presented to a bazaar +many miles away; and, you'll pardon me, but I cannot understand your +putting so much value on it. It is really not a good bit of work, though +the subject appealed to me so much.' + +'Now, Miss Stuart, please do not belittle my purchase--your labour of +love, I may call it. I know a little about art; in fact, though I don't +paint now, it has always been, and still is, my hobby, and in my +judgment you have no reason to be ashamed of this example of your +handiwork. As to my motive in buying it--well, I am a native of this +village, as Betty has perhaps already told you, and to me it and its +environs will ever be my earthly paradise. I know every step of the +countryside around. As a boy I hunted in its fields, explored its woods, +and fished its streams. During the years I have been settled in +Edinburgh, never a day has passed but my thoughts have strayed homeward, +and the identical spot on which you sketched this picture is the one, +above all others, around which my most hallowed memories are centred. +Whenever I thought of my quiet village home my mind meandered down the +Gillfoot road, and the view which inspired you to this effort has always +been with me, for it is, as it were, photographed on my brain.' + +'Oh, I quite understand you,' she said slowly--'quite. But how did you +find out where it was for sale?' + +'Well, I had very little difficulty in that,' I laughingly replied. +'Talking of sales, though--pardon my introducing the commercial element +into our conversation, Miss Stuart--but I would like very much to have a +companion picture to this one, something local of course. I'll leave the +price to yourself. There's no hurry, you know; only I should be sorry to +miss the opportunity of procuring another, treated with the same loving +skill.' + +'How much did you pay for this one?' she asked, with a twinkle in her +eye. + +'Well--I--I really cannot tell you exactly. You see, I didn't buy it +myself. I happened to hear your clerical friend say something about the +Laurieston bazaar; so I wrote to Ormskirk, my confidential clerk, giving +him the few particulars I possessed, and he managed everything to my +satisfaction. The price he paid for it will be noted down: he stated it +in his letter, but as it was of minor importance I don't remember the +exact figure.' + +I had risen from my chair when she stood up to examine the picture; and, +thinking she might be tired standing, I asked her to sit down. She made +no response, however; and, lost in thought, looked long into the glowing +fire. + +'Ormskirk! Mr Ormskirk, your confidential clerk!' she repeated slowly. +'The name seems familiar to me. Oh yes, now I remember;' and she laughed +cheerily, and gave me a blithe look. 'It is a coincidence, Mr Russell; +but I was received once by a Mr Ormskirk of an Edinburgh legal firm. The +name struck me as being unusual.' + +'Well, Miss Stuart, so far as I know there is only one Ormskirk in our +profession in Edinburgh, and he is with us--my firm, I mean--Monteith & +Russell.' + +'Monteith & Russell!' she repeated. 'And you are'---- + +'Well, I'm Mr Monteith's partner.' + +She looked at me with surprise in her big dark eyes, and then slowly +every vestige of colour left her face. 'You--you are Mr Russell! Oh, I +am so glad to meet you! I have corresponded with you, and my father very +often spoke of you. I am Désirée Stuart. My affairs are in your firm's +hands. I am the daughter of General Stuart of Abereran. This is very +bewildering!' and she smiled feebly through moist, lustrous eyes. + +I was too astonished to speak. No suitable words could I utter in +acknowledgment of this unexpected information. Never for a moment had I +associated Miss Stuart the artist with Miss Stuart of Abereran. Somehow, +I cannot say exactly what followed; but I have a dim recollection of +hearing her apologising for sobbing, on the plea that I was the first +person she had met since her father's death of whom, in his last +illness, he had spoken with kindliness and affectionate regard. And I +welcomed this with avidity as another link which bound me to her. + +'Your father and I didn't meet often, Miss Stuart,' I said, after a +pause, during which we had both been busy in thought; 'but we +corresponded very frequently. I am glad to know he spoke of me with +appreciation. Unfortunately I was confined to bed at the time of his +death, otherwise I should have been with you; but my partner, Mr Murray +Monteith, attended to everything, and has been giving your affairs every +consideration.' + +'Yes, Mr Monteith has been very attentive. I called at your office and +asked to see you. It was on this occasion I met your Mr Ormskirk. Well, +Mr Monteith received me, and reassured me on one or two points about +which I was anxious. After all, I didn't tell him the real reason of my +visit.' + +'Indeed! And--and why didn't you?' + +'Well, I somehow didn't like. I know it was very silly; but I just +couldn't speak of it--at least to him.' + +'Oh, I'm sorry to know that!' I said. 'Mr Monteith would have been only +too pleased to help you with his advice. Is the matter you wished to +bring before me still of consequence?' + +'Yes. But it can wait. You know this is neither the time nor the place +to talk business. Besides, I oughtn't to bother you about my affairs +just now. You are still on the sick list, though I must say you look +less the invalid to-day than you did the first time I saw you.' + +'Thank you, Miss Stuart. I am glad to know I look better; certainly I +feel much stronger, and I trust to be back to business soon. But do tell +me now what you wanted to consult me about in Edinburgh.' + +For a time she remained silent, and I watched with interest the run and +play of her thoughts, as expressed in her mobile face. + +'Don't you think,' she said at length, 'that all this is very queer--I +mean our previous accidental meetings, the personal and business +connection between us, and the fact of our sitting together in this room +in this quiet little village? I feel we are known to each other, yet we +are not acquainted. Oh, it does seem so strange and unusual!' + +'Yes. The whole circumstances are rather remarkable, and I could tell +you something--a little story in which you and I figure, which is even +more mystifying; but we are wandering from the subject we had on hand. +You haven't yet told me what I wish to know.' + +'I cannot mention it to-night, Mr Russell,' she said. 'More than ever I +feel I ought not to have broached it. Later I trust we shall have an +opportunity of discussing everything. You don't mind my deferring it?' + +'Just as you wish; but before we dismiss business, may I ask you a +question?' + +'Certainly.' + +'Well, I had a letter from Mr Monteith the other day in which he +referred to your affairs. By the same token, he is coming down to see +your aunt, so we'll all meet and go into everything thoroughly. Well, +what he mentioned in his letter with reference to you set me a-thinking, +and I have been wondering since if you are aware of the fact that you +hold four thousand Banku oil shares. Have you received any dividends +lately?' + +'I know,' she answered thoughtfully, 'that father, some time ago--when I +came of age it was--transferred some shares to me, and from time to time +he gave me what must have been dividends. I didn't trouble him for +particulars; he always hated business chats, but more so after his last +visit to India. I am sure he got a touch of sun, although the doctor +would never admit it, and I purposely refrained from referring to +business affairs, as it only annoyed and irritated him. Since he died I +have received no money at all. As a matter of fact'--and she blushed +painfully--'that's what I wanted to see you about. Aunt is awfully +decent, and grudges me nothing; but surely I ought to have received +something. It isn't very nice to be depending on her for every shilling, +and--you understand, Mr Russell?--I'm perhaps too independent, and'---- + +'Oh, Miss Stuart, I am so sorry! This is a most unfortunate oversight. I +must rectify it at once, and see that money is sent to you to-morrow. +You have quite a large sum to your credit with us.' + +'I am glad to know that;' and she smiled. 'But please don't put yourself +to any immediate trouble on my account. I--I am all right for money at +present. Unknown to my aunt, I sent two of my pictures to Glasgow last +week. Yesterday I received--what do you think?--four guineas each for +them;' and again the blood mounted to her cheek. + +'Miss Stuart,' I said, in consternation, 'have you through our +thoughtlessness been obliged to'----I didn't finish my sentence, for at +that moment the door opened, and Betty entered with the tea-tray. Maybe +it was a fortunate, certain I am it was a timely, interruption, as I was +strongly tempted to act unprofessionally, and take a client to my arms. + +We had tea brewed in my mother's old Worcester teapot and served in +dainty cups of the same ware. The modern gas was extinguished, and the +candles in the candelabra were lit. Nobody in Thornhill, or out of it, +can bake soda-scones to compare with Betty's; no one can approach her in +the lightness and pan-flavour of her toothsome pancakes, the 'gou' of +her butter, and the aroma of her home-blended tea. As for her homely, +kindly presence--well, only one other possessed its match, and she was +sitting at Betty's right hand, admiring my mother's old china, praising +Betty's scones, filling my heart with a gladness it had never known +before. Ah, Betty Grier--my dear old Betty--I owe much to you! Before +life was a reality to me, you cared for me and ministered to my wants. +When I was cast adrift from moorings of my own making you took me in, +nursed me, and tended me. For all this I thank you; but for bringing +this little tea-party about I'll bless your name for ever and ever. +Amen. + +So far I have not been out of doors after nightfall. The village streets +are not too well lit; the pavements are too uneven for my uncertain +steps; but Miss Stuart couldn't go home unattended. Betty was very +emphatic on this point, and of course I heartily concurred. Bang and Jip +certainly came into the house with me after our walk; but they must have +recognised in Miss Stuart a counter-attraction, and slipped away to +their respective homes unobserved. Standing in the lobby with my coat +and hat on, and thinking they might be keeping Nathan company in his +back-room, I called to them several times, but all in vain; so Miss +Stuart and I went out alone. + +It was a clear, quiet, moonlight night, with that sharp touch of frost +in the air which makes walking a pleasure. No winter night winds sighed +in the bare, leafless limes as we passed down the street; no discordant +sounds broke the stillness of the Gillfoot as we wended our way by its +shadowy wood. + +I had, of course, perforce to walk slowly, and in some unaccountable way +my thoughts and speech seemed to keep in rhythm with my steps. This at +first disturbed and annoyed me, as I was anxious to be vivacious and +animated; but I soon found out that in certain circumstances +conversation is not essential to good-fellowship. + +When we reached the top of the Gillfoot Brae, and were almost opposite +the little wicket to Nithbank Wood, we halted for a minute, and in +silence looked down upon the scene, the natural features of which my +companion had with such loving skill transferred to her canvas. + +There are times when Nature asserts herself--thrusts herself, as it +were, upon us, and emphatically proclaims her glory and power. It is +good for us to come under her dominance then, for if we have within us a +soul worthy of the name we cannot but feel our true position and +standing in the great Creator's plan. + +As I stood, with the woman I loved beside me, on that glamour-haunted +spot, amidst scenes grand in their solemnity and hallowed by +associations, myriads of twinkling worlds above us, at our feet peaceful +howmes all bathed in moonlight, a fuller realisation of the true import +of life was borne in upon me. And there, in a consciously chastened +spirit, with Nature's sermon in my heart and her inspirations all around +me, I turned to my companion, and falteringly told the story of my +dream. + +In silence and with wonderment in her eyes, she listened to all my heart +bade me say, and when I had finished she slightly turned away from me, +and her head was bowed. Then in a flash my mind reverted to her recent +bereavement; and when I thought of her loneliness and isolation, the +uncertainty of her prospects, and the shame and mental trials she would +in all probability be called upon to bear, reproach came to me, and I +felt selfish and mean in adding to her burden of mind. + +'Miss Stuart,' I said, 'please pardon me if I have said anything amiss, +or if what I have spoken is unwelcome or ill-timed, and a cause of +unhappiness to you. If it is so, I am deeply sorry, but I cannot take +back anything I have told you. God knows it is true, and my whole life +will be devoted to prove to you that it is so. But for the +present--well, doubtless you have plenty to think about, so please +dismiss from your mind what I have said. If I may, I shall some day +speak to you again. Meanwhile let me be your friend. Somehow, I think +you need one.' + +She looked gratefully at me with moistened eyes. 'Thank you very much. +What you have told me is all so strange, so unexpected, and--and I feel +it is all true. You are very kind. I do need a friend, and I can trust +you.' + + * * * * * + +I am lying in my old truckle-bed. It is far into the morning, and sleep +has not yet closed my eyes. Nathan has not been so well to-night, and +his restlessness has kept Betty astir, but it hasn't disturbed me. And, +somehow, I am not lonely. 'I do need a friend, and I can trust you;' +these words, during the quiet hours, are often being whispered in my +ear, and I would rather remain awake and hear them than slip into +slumberland and lose them. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +For the first time since I was a boy, Betty had to waken me this +morning. As a rule I lie for half-an-hour before getting up, allowing my +mind to simmer over the events of the previous day, and planning how +best I may spend the coming forenoon and afternoon. I had no need to +make out any programme for to-day, however, as I had that all arranged +last night. + +I dressed hurriedly, and after spending a few minutes with Nathan, who, +poor man, is abed, I sent off a telegram to Murray Monteith, requesting +him to wire on receipt one hundred pounds on Miss Stuart's account to +the local bank. When I had breakfasted I wrote him a long letter, and +asked him to send me particulars regarding her interests in the Banku +Oil Company. Then I went up and arranged with Mr Crichton the banker as +to her account. + +Walking along to the bank, I met Joe on his way down to Betty's. Joe's +jacket is always closely buttoned, and he wears his tweed cap tilted on +his head at the same angle as he would his glengarry when on parade. +His hair is cropped short, the forelock brushed firmly and obliquely +across his left temple, and showing prominently under the stem of his +civilian cap. His trousers are always carefully pressed; consequently +they never show a bagginess at the knees. He is not so tall as Nathan, +nor has he the 'boss' appearance; but I fancied that to-day he had more +than usual of the same serious Hebron expression; and when he gave me +the salute, as he always does in true soldierly style, it wasn't +accompanied by the customary cheery smile. He passed me at the +regulation step, and from the fact that he was carrying a brown-paper +bag bearing the name of John Nelson, Fruiterer, I surmised that Betty +was contemplating an apple-dumpling for dinner. + +My business with Mr Crichton was soon disposed of; but it took me some +considerable time to dispose of Mr Crichton. He has a jocose, affable +way with him, a pawky knack of leaving one subject and starting another; +and when he is in a reminiscent mood, as he was this morning, he can be +very dreich and very entertaining at one and the same time. Long ago, of +an evening, he used to play chess with my father. He took snuff in those +days--he takes snuff still, and treats others unstintingly, as Betty +will know when my handkerchief goes to the wash--and when my father had +lured him into an awkward position on the board his little silver box +was seldom out of his hand. My recollection of him at that period is +very hazy, and it is so closely associated with this box that it may be +if he hadn't snuffed I shouldn't have remembered him at all. I notice he +applies the stimulant always to his right nostril, never to the left, +and he has a dainty and a stealthy way of conveying the pinch which +contrasts strongly with that of Deacon Webster, whose recklessness where +snuff is concerned is such that more is distributed on his shirt-front +and waistcoat than is sniffed into the nasal receptacle. On the other +hand, so cleanly and dapper is Mr Crichton that, were it not for the +aroma of Kendal brown which ever lingers about him, you wouldn't know he +used snuff at all. + +After a couthie crack, which, in spite of my preoccupation, I enjoyed, I +said good-bye and walked out of the bank, only to fall a ready prey to +the blandishments of Douglas the barber, who inveigled me into his +back-yard to see a cavie of Wyandotte chickens of which, as +prize-winners, he had great expectations. Then, in his draughty lobby, I +had to listen to an account of his first and only interview with Thomas +Carlyle at Holmhill, of his photographing the Chelsea seer and +'snoddin'' his hair; also to a résumé of a lecture on the Ruthwell Cross +he had heard delivered by our fellow-villager, Dr Hewison, which pleased +him, as he said, 'doon to the nines.' On reaching home I found, to my +great disappointment, that Dr Grierson had called and had gone away. I +wanted particularly to see the doctor, as I felt he should know that I +had taken his advice and unburdened my mind to the lady of my dream. + +When Betty came in to lay the table for my homely midday meal I noticed +she was not quite herself, and that there was something unusual +disquieting her mind. As I have said, I always allow her to unburden +herself to me in her own way and at her own sweet will; but somehow I +intuitively felt that in the present circumstances my rule should not +apply. + +As she moved silently out and in I watched her closely, and when she had +finished and drawn out my chair from the table I put my hand on her +shoulder. 'Betty,' I said, 'there is a sadness in your eyes to-day I +have never noticed before. Is there anything worrying you?' + +She looked up at me for a moment; then, putting her arms round my neck, +she began to cry, quietly but emotionally. 'Oh, it's Nathan, puir falla, +an' I'm sairly putten aboot,' she said between her sobs. 'It strikes me +he's no' in a very guid wey; an', oh Weelum! if--if ocht tak's Nathan I +dinna want to live.' + +It was the first time for years she had, unasked, called me 'Weelum' +without the prefix, and the old familiar way she pronounced it touched a +chord in my heart. + +I let her have her cry out, and then I did my best to allay her fears. +She sat down on my chair, and I drew in another and sat down beside her. +'Nathan's not very well, Betty,' I said; 'but he's always been a healthy +enough man, not given to complaining and lying about, and you know +you're so accustomed to see him strong and robust that you are apt to +exaggerate anything which prostrates him and keeps him in bed. The +doctor's not concerned about him to-day, is he?' + +'I--I dinna ken for certain. He didna say so to me, but I imagined he +looked that wey,' she said. 'Mebbe I read his face wrang. I'm trustin' I +did, but--but I see for mysel' that Nathan's far frae weel.' + +'Yes, Betty, we all know that; but I'm sure there's nothing serious. +He's got a bad cold, a very bad chill, the doctor tells me; but with a +good rest in bed and careful nursing he'll soon be up and about again.' + +'I'm dootin' it's mair than a chill, Maister Weelum,' and she shook her +head; 'an' it strikes me that Nathan kens it's something mair serious. +He's tryin' no' to let on to me; but the mair he tries the clearer I see +it. Ay, him an' me have come to that time o' life when we depend a guid +deal on yin anither, an' lately I've noticed that he's been anxious to +do mair for me than he's able. We lippen on yin anither in a quiet kind +o' a wey, ye ken--never askin' or demandin', but aye expectin', an' aye +gettin'. Ay, Maister Weelum, aye gettin' an' aye gi'in', an' it's +through this wee peep-hole that Nathan an' me, an' ithers happily +married like us, get a wee bit glisk o' a heaven on earth.' + +I pondered over these words for a moment. 'Betty,' I said, 'that's a +beautiful way of putting it.' + +'Ay, it may be beautiful--it may be, I say, Maister Weelum. I'm no' a +judge o' that; but it's true--_an' I feel it's true_; an' the best wish +I can wish ye is that some day my experience in this will be yours.' And +she wiped her cheek with her apron, and smoothed imaginary creases out +of the tablecover with the back of her hand. + +'And--and, Betty, you must love Nathan very much?' + +'Yes,' she said promptly, 'I love Nathan; but no' so much as I have +reason to, an' no' mair than he deserves.' + +'And was Nathan the only sweetheart you ever had, Betty?' I suddenly +asked. + +She rose from her chair and turned her face to the window. 'Dear me, +Maister Weelum, that's a queer question to ask! What put that into your +heid?' + +'Oh, I don't know, Betty. I've often wondered.' + +'Ye've often wondered that, have ye? Imphm!' And she sat down again. +'Weel, as the wean I nursed an' the man I'm prood o', ye'll no' be +denied an answer. No, Nathan's no' the only sweethe'rt I ever had. I +loved anither man before I loved Nathan. I was aboot nineteen year auld +at the time, an' if onybody had telt me then that Robert Frizzel wad +never be mine I wad ha'e gane demented. Nineteen's a careless, haveral +kind o' an age; but the he'rt can be awfu' glad an' joyous then, an' I +must confess I had spurts o' happiness which carried me aff my feet in a +wey I couldna understand later. The sun was aye shinin'; the birds were +aye whusslin'. I gaed to my bed singin', an' I wakened singin'. Oh, I +mind it a' weel. The mistress--your mother--somewey was against it; but +I thocht I kenned best, an' mony a sweet bit stolen oor I had up at that +same gate at the heid o' the gairden there. He was a nice-lookin' man, +was Robert, a bonny singer, an' a great toss amang the lassies, an' to +be singled oot frae amang them a' was in my estimation something to be +prood o'. Weel, I heard something aboot him no' to his credit--something +mean an' dishonourable. Nathan was comin' aboot the gairden even then; +an', though he had never said ocht to me, I could see, an'--an' I +jaloused, an' it struck me that he wadna ha'e dune the same. Weel, the +first chance I got I asked Robert aboot it, an' he juist laughed an' +made licht o't. I telt him I never wanted to speak to him again, +an'--an' I gaed to my bed that nicht an' grat the sairest greet I ever +had in my life. Ay, I juist put him oot o' my he'rt an' steekit the +door. An' then Nathan somewey opened it again, an'----Michty me, Maister +Weelum, your broth's stane-cauld!' And, without another word, she lifted +the soup-tureen and went ben to the kitchen. + +I never for a moment suspected Betty of having had a calf-love affair, +and her characteristic recital of the episode was as unexpected as it +was interesting. I asked the question which led up to it almost without +premeditation, and not so much out of curiosity as from a desire to wean +her pessimistic mind away from Nathan's indisposition. Poor body, she +was always prone to meet her troubles halfway, and I feel so sure that +her fears regarding Nathan are groundless that I do not reproach myself +for interrupting her brooding thoughts. + +After dinner I went through to Nathan's bedroom and had a short chat +with him. He was assiduously reading _The Christian Herald_ when I +looked past the curtain of his bed, but on recognising me he at once +stopped and took off his spectacles. 'Oh, it's you, Maister Weelum,' he +said, as he laid aside his paper. 'I--I thocht it micht be Betty.' + +At the back of the bed, and only partly hidden, was a copy of _The +Gardening World_. I looked first at one paper, then at the other, and +remembering his predilection for secular literature, I smiled. Nathan +smiled also. I made no remark; neither did Nathan; but somehow I am +surer now than ever that Betty is wrong in thinking that he considers +his condition serious. + +With Nathan in normal health and at his own fireside it is a difficult +matter to keep the crack going; but with Nathan indisposed and abed it +is well-nigh impossible. True, he answers any questions I put to him, +but he never introduces a subject of conversation, and at his bedside, +talking to him, I have always the strange feeling that he wants to put +his head underneath the bedclothes. + +When I had exhausted my news, and was wondering what next to say, Joe +came in, and he had still the serious expression in his eyes I had +noticed on meeting him on my way to the bank. + +Joe is of great assistance to Betty at present, and his knowledge of +housework, combined with his readiness to help, places him on a pedestal +and makes him indispensable. I took the opportunity of thanking him for +what he had done, and commended him strongly for his kindly services; +and when I was going out, as an inducement to further exertions, I +quietly slipped something into his hand that brought him to the salute +with a most pronounced jerk. + +Nathan was eyeing the stiff-as-starch Joe in surprise, as I gave him a +good-afternoon nod. 'What's wrang wi' ye, Benjy?' I heard him say. +'Maister Weelum's no' an offisher; he's a gentleman.' + +'That's exactly why I saluted him, Nathan,' said Joe very patly; and I +was laughing quietly to myself as I re-entered my room. + +Betty was what she calls 'bankin'' my fire; and, on looking round and +catching the smile on my face, she wiped her fingers on her dust-cloth +and smiled too. + +'Nathan's a wee bit cheerier noo than he was in the foreday,' she said; +and, after a pause, as a second thought, she added, 'at least he's as +cheery as a Hebron could be in the circumstances.' + +'Oh yes, Betty,' I said, 'he seems to be in a happy enough mood; but I +think I have heard you say the Hebrons are not what one would call a +hilarious family.' + +'No, 'aith no, except Joe, an' him only sometimes--when he shouldna be. +Imphm! Ye never met ony o' Nathan's sisters, Maister Weelum, did ye?' + +'No, Betty. I didn't know he had any sisters.' + +'Oh, weel, in a wey neither he has, for yin o' them lives in Auchensell +an' the ither twae away in the back o' beyond, somewhere in Glencairn. +They come to Thornhill only aince a year, at the Martinmas fair, an' of +coorse Nathan stays at hame frae his wark, an' we've them doon here for +their denner. Peasoup's a weakness o' the Hebrons, an' they're awfu' +keen on pork ribs, so I mak' my bill o' fare to suit them. An' then, the +time I'm cleanin' up, they a' sit roon the fire, an' Nathan smokes an' +spits, an' his sisters sit strecht up in their chairs, lookin' frae the +fire to the window, an' whisperin' to each ither. Ye see, Nathan brocht +them up. They look on him in a wey as their faither, an' they defer to +him even yet, an' aye wait on him speakin' first, so ye can understaun +their tongues dinna gang juist like hand-bells; no, 'aith no, they do +not. Nathan's fair, but they are dark an' swarthy, an' they a' wear +black dolmans, 'lastic-sided boots, an' white stockin's, an' they aye +come wi' umbrellas in their haun even though the weather's as dry as +tinder. Thomasina frae Auchensell is the auldest, an' she's the only yin +that has a family; an' when Nathan does say ocht it's aye her he speaks +to, an' the ither twae juist sit an' mutter to yin anither, lookin' +quite pleased an' satisfied. I'm used wi' them noo; but the first time I +had them here I was at my wits' end. No' a word could I get oot o' them, +an' Nathan--weel, I didna ken him very weel then either--_he_ could +hardly be seen for pipe-reek, an' it was only because I couldna do the +deaf an' dumb alphabet that I didna try it on them. An' mair than that, +Maister Weelum, here's anither very queer thing. Do you know that their +men--their marrit men, I mean--have never been inside this door. I've +never met them, no' even seen them; an' Nathan--weel, I dare say he wad +be at their waddin's, but I question if he wad stop an' speak to them if +he met them on the king's highway. Oh, I tell ye, they're queer! Ye +micht marry a Hebron, but ye never get into the family.' + +'And what about Joe?' I asked. 'Does he join these annual reunions?' + +'Catch Joe sittin' in the hoose on a Thornhill fair-day. No, no, Joe's +ower keen on the pea-guns, an' the Aunt Sally booth, an' siclike to ha'e +ony time to help Nathan to entertain his sisters. He's a queer, queer +mixture is Joe; but his he'rt's in the richt place for a' that. Ha'e ye +seen him the day?' + +'Yes; I met him on the street, looking rather melancholy, I thought. +You--you haven't put him under the pledge again, Betty?' + +'Ye thocht he looked melancholy, did ye? Weel, he's under nae pledge to +me. It's no' that that's putten him aboot. Puir Joe! puir Joe!' + +'What is it, then, Betty?' + +She hesitated for a minute, and I at once apologised, thinking I was +unconsciously prying into family affairs. + +'Oh, it's no' that I'm hankerin' for, Maister Weelum. The fact is, it's +in a wey concerned wi' a friend o' yours, an' I don't know very weel hoo +to begin; but ye mind me tellin' ye aboot Joe gettin' the awfu' fricht +meetin' a lady he thocht was deid an' buried? You an' me made licht o't; +but Joe wadna be convinced, an' last nicht he saw the lady again, +an'--noo, Maister Weelum, this is the queer bit o' the story--the lady +was Miss Stuart.' + +'How did he know that, Betty?' + +'Weel, he was in the kitchen last nicht when I brocht her through frae +Mrs Jardine's to see your picter, an' he was so putten aboot that he +gaed strecht away hame to the Cuddy Lane withoot sayin' a word to +onybody. This mornin' he spoke to me aboot it, an' asked her name, an' +when I said it was Miss Stuart he nearly fainted. "Same name," he said, +"and the same locket," an' that's a' I could get oot o' him; an' he was +so dazed an' bamboozled that he couldna mind my messages, an' I had to +write them doon on a bit paper. Noo, Maister Weelum, what mak' ye o' +that?' + +'Same name and the same locket!' I repeated slowly. 'Whatever could he +mean by that?' + +'I dinna ken. I asked him, but his lips shut wi' a snap like a handbag. +If I hadna asked he wad ha'e telt me; the Hebron cam' oot there again, +Maister Weelum.' + +'Oh, Betty, it must be a foolish fancy. The chance of Joe having met +Miss Stuart before has, of course, to be considered; but the lady he +knew died twenty-four years ago. Miss Stuart must have been a baby +then.' + +'Mebbe it was her mother, Maister Weelum.' + +In a flash the possibility occurred to me. I looked quickly and keenly +at Betty, but her eye challenged my gaze clearly and without flinching. + +'Ye're thinkin' I'm speakin' in riddles, an' keepin' something back; if +ye do, ye're wrang, Maister Weelum. It was the locket that made me think +o' her mother; it wad be a very likely keepsake for her to ha'e.' + +'Betty, my dear, I don't doubt you. I am sure you are telling me all you +know; you have no motive for keeping anything back. I--I am very much +interested in Miss Stuart, more so than in any woman I know. There is +some uncertainty connected with her affairs which, unless it is cleared +up, will be to her disadvantage. I may be thinking too quickly, and the +wish may be father to the thought; but it strikes me that a chat with +Joe would clear the air. He is in Nathan's bedroom. Do you think he +would come in and have a talk with me alone?' + +'Oh, I'm sure he'll do that wi' pleesure. But, Maister Weelum, if it's +ocht ye want to ken, ye maunna ask him questions. I ken Joe; he's a +Hebron, an'--weel, ye understaun?' + +I quite understood; and when, later, Joe came into my room I was busy +examining a pair of old holster pistols which had belonged to my +grandfather. 'Oh, it's you, Joe! I said. 'You're the very man I want. I +know you understand more about these things than I do, and I should be +obliged to you if you would kindly help me to clean them up a bit.' + +'Certainly, sir,' he said with alacrity. 'I'll soon polish them up. But +it's a dirty job; don't you bother with them. I'll see to them in the +back-kitchen.' + +In conversation with Betty or Nathan, Joe employs the Doric as they do; +but, thanks to his service in the south and abroad, he is equally +familiar with English as it is read, and in speaking to me he doesn't +even betray the semblance of the Scots accent. + +I hadn't bargained for his taking the pistols off to the back-kitchen, +however. This wouldn't suit my plan. Joint operations were necessary for +a crack such as I wanted. Accordingly I suggested we should cover the +better-lit end of the table with a newspaper, and exercise care; and so +it came to pass that in a few minutes Joe and I were up to the wrists in +emery and oil, and our tongues going like Betty's hand-bells. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +At length, by finesse and a good deal of circumlocution, I got the +conversation worked round from accidental shooting to accidental +meetings, related one or two coincidences which made him pause in his +work, and then casually mentioned that Betty had told me of his meeting +Miss Stuart, and the shock he had received. + +'Yes, Mr Russell,' he said, 'I don't know what to say about that. I +couldn't get to sleep last night for thinking of it.' + +'Well, Joe, it seems plain enough to me. The lady you knew died +twenty-four years ago. Miss Stuart is not more than twenty-five, so it +couldn't possibly be she whom you knew.' + +'That is so, sir; I admit that,' and he stopped polishing; 'and it's a +far cry from Thornhill to Toledo; but the Miss Stuart I saw last night +was wearing a locket which I am sure belonged to a Mrs Stuart who died +in Toledo twenty-four years ago. If I'm wrong, then, sir, my name is not +Joseph Hebron.' + +I was positively tingling with excitement, and strangely conscious I +was on the eve of a great discovery. A thousand thoughts flashed through +my mind; I felt quite overcome and bewildered. Here, 'far from the +madding crowd,' in this sleepy little village with its easy-going, +unpretentious ways, I had met the woman God made for me; and there, +polishing the barrel of my grandsire's old pistol, stood one of the +least important of its villagers, who of a surety held the key to all +the mysteries that had baffled our unveiling. It seemed unreal, +incredible, impossible, yet it was absolutely true, for clutched to my +heart I held the sacred memory of our moonlight talk, I felt the touch +of her hand, and her parting words were ever ringing in my ears; and +Joe's earnestness and assurance were as a presage to me that the mists +would soon be rolled away. Betty's words came to me, 'If it's ocht ye +want to ken, ye maunna ask him questions;' but I felt I must put her +advice aside. Questions must be asked, and answers must be given +willingly, not dragged out; and if I was to obtain these answers Joe +must be to some extent taken into my confidence. + +'Joe,' I said, 'you speak with a positiveness which carries conviction +with it, and encourages me to great expectations. Now I'll be honest and +candid with you, and you must be frank with me and answer fully and +truly one or two questions I wish to put to you. You admit that the +remarkable likeness you see in Miss Stuart to a Mrs Stuart you knew long +ago has disturbed your mind, and you are quite convinced that the locket +Miss Stuart wears belonged to that lady. There is a probable connection +here which, if it can be established, will mean much to Miss Stuart. Her +affairs are in my hands, and naturally I am very much interested in +this. Now, Joe, you don't know me. Betty does. Will you take her word as +surety for my honourableness, and tell me frankly all I may ask?' + +Joe looked very intently at me while I was speaking. Then he laid down +the pistol and emery-cloth with a suddenness and determination which +plainly told me that his yea would be yea, and his nay, nay. 'Mr +Russell,' he said earnestly, 'I have always sworn by Nathan's Betty; she +swears by you in everything. If any information I can give will be of +service to Miss Stuart you're welcome to it, and I'll answer truthfully +whatever you ask.' + +'Thank you, Joe. I know you will. Well, first of all, who was Mrs +Stuart?' + +'She was the wife of Major Stuart of my old regiment, the 25th.' + +'Do you remember his full name?' + +'Yes, sir. It was Major Sommerville Stuart of Abereran, Perthshire.' + +'Where did they live together as husband and wife?' + +'Well, sir, it was like this. You see--eh--well, perhaps I had better +tell you what I know in my own way--some pointed questions are not +easily answered.' + +I nodded. 'All right, Joe; just as you wish,' I replied. + +'Well, we were stationed at Gibraltar when the Major was married. I was +his orderly at the time, and he took me with him to a town called +Toledo, where the marriage took place. I saw the lady--a French lady she +was--only once before she was Mrs Stuart; she and the Major were on +horseback, and a fine-looking pair they were; and I saw her twice after +they came back to Toledo from their honeymoon. She was then wearing the +locket I saw last night. It was one of the marriage presents he gave +her, and I remember seeing it on his dressing-room table in the hotel, +and thinking he was lucky to be able to buy such a nice gift. I was +courting at that time--not Sally; another girl who died--and I--well, I +would have given a whole year's pay to be able to buy my girl one like +it. That's how I remember it so well. The Major stayed in Toledo for +about a week after his honeymoon trip, and then he went to +headquarters, taking me with him of course; but Mrs Stuart remained at +Toledo. She never came down to Gib. that I know of, but the Major went +back once or twice. Then about a year after their marriage she died. The +Major got the sad news at mess, and left that night, and I followed next +day with his luggage. We returned the day after the funeral, and--and +that's all I know, I think.' Then he picked up his emery-cloth and +resumed his polishing, as if the story he had told was of ordinary +import. + +'Joe,' I said after a pause, 'what you have told me is most valuable +information, and I thank you very much indeed. Were you present at the +marriage ceremony?' + +'Yes, sir, as a spectator, of course. I had nothing particular to do, +and was in a strange town, and I was anxious to see what a foreign +marriage was like.' + +'Naturally! Then the marriage was in a church in Toledo?' + +'Yes, sir; but I don't remember the name of the church.' + +'Ah, Joe, that's a pity, now. Could you describe it to me? I know +Toledo, and might be able to refresh your memory.' + +'Well, sir, it was a very old-looking place, built of brick, and one +part was newer-looking than the other. There's a big bridge at the +entrance to the town----' + +'Yes, Joe, the Bridge of Alcantara.' + +'That's the name, sir. Well, I think I could go from the bridge right up +to the church even yet. If I had a piece of paper and a pencil I could +show you.' + +I readily supplied him with pencil and paper, and after a little +cogitation and a good deal of muttering, 'Forward, right turn, left +wheel, steady now, forward,' he handed me the diagram of what he judged +was the route. As it wasn't drawn to a scale, and no streets were noted, +it was quite unintelligible to me; but it proved Joe had it in his +mind's eye, and so far this was quite satisfactory. 'Thank you, Joe,' I +said. 'May I keep this?' + +He nodded, and I put it in my pocket. 'Now, just two questions more. Was +Mrs Stuart buried in Toledo?' + +'No, sir. She lies in a cemetery a few miles out of Toledo.' + +'You don't remember the name of the place?' + +'Well, sir, I do--sometimes. It reminded me, when I heard it first, of +the old home-name of Dalgonnar, but it wasn't that--very near it, +though.' + +'Dalgonnar--Dal----Ah, Joe, was it not Algodor?' + +'That's the name, sir--Algodor. I see you've been there. Well, sir, Mrs +Stuart's buried at Algodor.' + +Unknown to Joe, I had taken shorthand notes of the gist of his +information, and when he was again busy with his emery I went over them +carefully. 'By the way, Joe,' I asked, 'did you ever hear anything about +the birth of a child?' + +'Yes, sir. Mrs Stuart died in childbed, but the child lived. I don't +remember hearing whether it was a boy or a girl. Mr Trent, our chaplain, +could tell you about that. He went up with the Major and baptised it.' + +'And where and how can Mr Trent be found now?' + +'Well, sir--strange--last time I came up from Brighton I had an hour to +wait at Carlisle, and I met him in the street when I was taking a stroll +between trains. He's not changed much, and I knew him at once and +saluted. He stopped me, and asked me my name and regiment, said he was +in a hurry, but that he lived at Stanwix, and if at any time I was in +the locality to be sure and call on him.' + +'Joe,' I said, 'you're a brick, a most invaluable friend to me just now, +and I cannot tell you how much all this means to Miss Stuart and to me. +There is much yet of which we shall require proof; but it is a fact, +Joe, that Major Sommerville Stuart of Abereran, your Major, was her +father. It may be necessary, in fact it will be imperative, that we +should send some one out to Toledo. I know it is asking a good deal, but +would you accompany any one we may depute to go? Your presence is very +essential, and your good service will be amply remunerated.' + +'Well, Mr Russell, I'm not of much use here, and I'll not be wanted +elsewhere till July. If I can be any good to you, I--I don't mind going. +In a way, I'll be in the Major's service again.' + +I never drink whisky during the day; but somehow I felt that a compact +such as Joe and I had made was sufficient excuse for breaking any rule. +We drank success to our undertaking, and when Joe had left me I sat +down, and, after thinking things over, I came to the conclusion that +Providence, in a most wonderful way, was making the crooked path +straight; and that, with the exception of Nathan, Joe had the most +extraordinary by-nature of any man I ever knew. + + * * * * * + +I stayed Betty's hand when she came in to light up for the night. I knew +she was just dying to know how I had got on with Joe; and, as his story +would be meaningless without the prologue, I told her everything. The +flickering firelight fell on her dear old face, and the glint in her eye +quickened as I unfolded my love-story. And when I had finished she came +over, and, bending down, kissed me. + +'The Lord's your shepherd. He's leadin' ye by the still waters,' she +whispered. 'An', oh, Maister Weelum, Joseph Hebron's a prood, prood man +this nicht.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +Of late it has truly been a time of startling events with me. One +surprise has followed hard on the heels of another, and possibilities +new to my horizon are looming before me, bidding fair to alter--and may +I trust perfect?--my whole line of life. And yet I am not unduly excited +or exercised in mind. I wonder is this because my drama is being acted +on staging of God's own making, and amidst scenery painted by His own +hand? I know how strongly we are all influenced by environment. A +thunderstorm over the busy city, raging around crowded haunts and +lighting up with its pointed fire all of man's handiwork, is to me +appalling and menacing; in the country, among the echoing hills and +sombre woods, it is grand and inspiring. When I think of it, it is not +unlikely that a closer acquaintance with Nature and an insight into the +marvellous laws which govern her have brought to me a keener sense of +the true proportion of things. The pulsing sap in a February sprig of +hawthorn is wonderful and mysterious, more wonderful far than Joe's +acquaintance with Toledo or my meeting Désirée Stuart in Nithbank Wood. + + * * * * * + +Accompanied by Bang and Jip, I walked out to the station yesterday to +meet Murray Monteith, and when I saw him step from the train to the +platform I felt what Betty calls a 'ruggin'' at my heart, for very +emphatically he appeared as a link binding me to a life which I know I +must soon re-enter, and which I have lately ignored and well-nigh +forgotten. + +Monteith is one of the aristocrats of our profession, a gentleman by +breeding and nature from the crown of his head to the sole of his foot. +Quiet, reserved, well knit and well groomed, he fills the eye and takes +the heart wherever he goes, and as I shook hands with him I felt a +secret pride in the knowledge that he is my partner. + +I welcomed him warmly to the strath of his forefathers, and assured him +that if his knife and fork happened to be reversed at dinner, or if any +one offered a left-hand shake, he must just count it an accident, as we +had long ago ceased to remember the disreputable part his namesake +played in pre-Bannockburn days. + +We had a twelve o'clock dinner: broth--not the kind everybody or anybody +makes, but Betty's broth--boiled beef, with potatoes in their skins, +followed by a jam-roll, of which Monteith had two liberal helpings. I +told him that long ago it was usual to finish up a dinner with another +plateful of broth, and he assured me that had he not partaken of the +jam-roll he would gladly have revived the custom. I didn't forget to +tell Betty of the appreciation, and I know it pleased her, for when we +drew in our chairs for a smoke I heard her voice from the back-kitchen +raised, as timmer as of old, in the lilting strains of 'The Farmer's +Boy.' + +Then through tobacco-reek we talked business--at least Monteith did, and +I listened. He had much to tell me, and he talks well. After disposing +of some private matters, we broached the all-important object of our +visit to Mrs Stuart, and it was only when we came to the unpleasant part +of Miss Stuart's affairs that I told him of my wonderful discovery and +the astonishing part that Joe had played in it. + +Dressed in his Sunday best, Joe was awaiting his call in the kitchen, +and on being brought in he was closely questioned by Monteith. Not only +did Joe confirm all he had told me before, but he added to our knowledge +by giving us the exact date of the baptism of the Major's baby. It +synchronised with the date of a black day in Joe's life, when a girl +died of whom he was very fond. When I was thinking sentimentally of his +tragedy, and making allowances for much remissness that Betty deplores, +Monteith, with arched eyebrow, was staring at him through a monocle, +thanking Providence for having so opportunely sent him our way, and +counting him a means to a successful end. + +Long after Joe had left the room, Murray Monteith sat lost in thought. +Monteith cannot leave a fire alone when he is thinking anything out. His +room in our premises in Charlotte Square adjoins mine, and if I hear +through the wall a vigorous poking and smashing going on I know he is +tackling a ticklish problem. Yesterday, in five minutes, he 'bashed' +Betty's fire out of recognition; and when for the tenth time he had +lifted and dropped the poker he turned to me suddenly and said, 'By +Jove, Russell, this will be a bitter pill for our friends Smart & +Scobie!' I told him I didn't care a rap for that; what gratified me +beyond measure was the fact that a sweet, sensitive girl had been spared +humiliation, and that, instead of being a nameless lassie, she was Miss +Stuart of Abereran. + +I spoke very feelingly, and Monteith wasn't slow to notice it. He +focussed me slowly through his monocle. 'I share that sentiment with +you, Russell,' he said. 'I am not unmindful of her, though I give voice +to my feeling of exultation in scoring a point. I trust Miss Stuart has +no inkling of what has been standing in our way to prevent a settlement +in her affairs. You--you haven't met her yet?' + +'Oh yes; we are a small community here, and I have spoken to her once or +twice.' + +'Then you've been visiting at Nithbank House?' + +'Not since I went under my mother's care twenty years ago, when the +Ewarts lived there.' + +'Oh!' and again he fixed me through his monocle. But he saw I was +disinclined to go into details, and his good breeding made further +questioning impossible. 'Well,' he said, after a pause, 'Mrs Stuart will +be delighted to know all this. Her stepson, Maurice Stuart, has been at +the root of all this trouble. I understand he wanted to marry Miss +Stuart; but she would have nothing to do with him, and in retaliation he +has done his level best to turn the mystery of his uncle's marriage to +his own account. He it was who instructed Smart and Scobie. He's an +awful waster, I believe, and his stepmother long ago cut him adrift.' + +This was news to me, but I feigned indifference, and as adroitly as I +possibly could turned the subject of our conversation to Joe and the +part he had yet to play. 'I think, Monteith,' I said, 'we ought to take +him with us to-day to Nithbank House. Mrs Stuart will be interested in +him, and wishful, no doubt, to see and talk with him.' + +'Oh, certainly,' said Monteith, as he snipped the end off another cigar; +'and, if he's still about, you had better call him at once. The carriage +is at the door, I see.' + +Mrs Stuart had very kindly sent her brougham for us; and so it came to +pass that when we left the door Joe was sitting on the dicky beside the +coachman, arms folded and eyes front--conscious, however, I felt sure, +that Nathan's Betty was approvingly watching him from behind the +dining-room curtains. + +We were received very graciously by Mrs Stuart in the library. I +introduced Monteith to her, and she at once apologised for having put +him to the trouble and inconvenience of travelling so far. Then she +inquired in a very kindly way after my health, and told me that when +first her niece had informed her of my residence in the village she felt +annoyed that the firm had not advised her; but that, after all, it was +perhaps wisely kept from her, as she would only have worried me about +business and made herself a nuisance. + +I laughingly said something in reply about doctors being autocrats, and +thanked her for her inquiries and consideration, and, to my great +relief, the subject was gradually and agreeably changed to something +else. + +The Hon. Mrs Stuart is tall and angular, and she dresses in stern black, +as becometh a sorrowing widow. She has, for a woman, a very square, +assertive chin and a somewhat determined mouth; but the effect of the +hard, firm chiselling of the lower part of the face is discounted by the +kindly expression of her mellow, blue-gray eyes. Her hair is streaked +with gray, and she has arrived at that time of life when, for +preference, she sits and talks to visitors with her back to the light. + +As Monteith had surmised, the important business she had referred to in +her letter had to do with Miss Stuart's affairs, and as this was causing +her great anxiety we went into the matter at once. + +She explained to us, as she had done privately to me before, that she +really didn't know, or, rather, that she had never had opportunities of +knowing, her late brother-in-law, General Stuart. 'He was queer,' she +said, 'very queer; lived in a bleak part of Cornwall most of his time, +preferring it to Abereran in Perthshire; for years kept his marriage a +secret, and made no mention of a daughter; and then, when we were +looking forward with reasonable certainty to some day seeing Maurice +laird of Abereran, a handsome girl of eighteen, an undoubted Stuart, was +brought home from a Continental school, and, as his daughter, Désirée +Stuart, installed mistress of his house. Personally, I had not a doubt +of Miss Stuart's status or right of birth; but Maurice--well'----and she +shrugged her shoulders and looked thoughtfully away down the avenue. + +I asked my partner to tell her what we had learned from Joe, and he did +so in that easy, off-hand, taken-for-granted style which we men of law +sometimes affect, and which is intended to impress our clients with our +astuteness and perspicacity. At first Mrs Stuart looked indifferent; but +as the story was unfolded, and Joe's part established, she sat forward +in her chair in utter amazement. 'Remarkable! remarkable!' she +exclaimed. 'I never heard of such a wonderful coincidence.' + +After we had discussed it in all its bearings, and settled on a definite +plan of action, Joe was brought in. As my presence and advice were no +longer necessary, I asked that I might be permitted to see Miss Stuart +with reference to her Banku shares, and to this Mrs Stuart readily +agreed. When we were passing through the hall to the drawing-room she +asked if it was my intention to acquaint her niece with the news we had +learned. I replied that as Miss Stuart had not been made aware of the +nature of the difficulty which had so long confronted us, it wouldn't be +advisable to tell her all we knew; but, with her permission, I would +take the opportunity of informing her that certain knowledge we had +acquired lately was likely to hasten a settlement. She agreed with me in +this, and it was with a beating heart I entered the drawing-room. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +Miss Stuart was sitting before an easel in the large oriel, and as her +aunt briefly announced me and withdrew in her eagerness to talk to the +wonderful Joe, she rose and greeted me warmly. 'Oh, Mr Russell,' she +said, 'I _am_ glad to see you. Somehow I can't paint to-day; the +inspiration is wanting;' and she put her brushes in the jar and laid +aside her palette. + +It was a large room lit by two windows, one facing the south, the other +to the west over-looking the wooded banks of the winding Nith. The flush +of the sunset was tingeing the sky and flooding the room with a subdued +light which mellowed and softened the deep black of the Indian furniture +against the pale-gray walls and the deeper-gray carpet. A large fire, +crowned with a halo of short blue flame, glowed in the grate, and a +'megilpy' odour, mingling with the faint, indescribable perfume which +ladies carry with them, lingered around, and reminded me of a reception +afternoon in a Queen Street studio of long ago. + +I was conscious of these details in my surroundings, although my eyes +had never wandered for a moment from the sweet face of my dream-lady, +and followed her greedily as she walked forward to the firelight. + +I explained to her that my partner, Mr Monteith, was engaged with Mrs +Stuart on business, and that I had taken the opportunity of having a +word with her on a similar subject. + +She smiled, wearily I thought, and seated herself. 'I don't like +business talks, Mr Russell,' she said. 'Neither did father. It must be a +family trait. Still, I dare say they are incumbent on us sometimes. I +trust it is pleasant business you wish to talk over.' + +'Oh yes, it is pleasant enough,' I said, and her face brightened. +'Sitting here,' I continued, after a pause, 'and seeing you in such a +perfect setting, I am strongly tempted to talk to you on a subject +nearer my heart; but--well, I have already promised you to put my +feelings into the background for the time being, and, hard though it may +be, I will be true to my word. You remember I talked to you about your +interest in the Banku Oil Company? Well, the last dividend was paid to +us, one hundred pounds of which has been lodged in the local bank, and I +have here a cheque-book which you can use from time to time as you may +require.' + +'You are very thoughtful for me, Mr Russell,' she said softly, 'and I +thank you very, very much. One hundred pounds is surely a lot of money. +I could do with less, you know, if'---- + +'Not at all, Miss Stuart. The money is yours; use it as you like, and +just let me know when you need more. You--you don't mind asking me?' + +'No,' she said promptly, and as she trustfully looked me in the eyes her +mouth retained the form of that little word long after it had passed her +lips. She was sitting in profile against the firelit background, leaning +slightly forward in her chair, her elbow on her knee and her chin +resting lightly on the tips of her fingers. Her pose was so easy and +graceful, and her dear face, in its beauty of feature and earnestness of +expression, so bewitching, that I could not conceal my longing and +admiration. I would have given the world to be allowed to kneel down +beside her, and there, in the mystic glamour of the firelight, worship +silently and reverently at her shrine. My steady gaze disconcerted her, +and I cursed my temerity when I saw a blush spreading over her +half-averted face. + +'Socrates has many disciples still, Mr Russell,' she said, without any +sign of displeasure in her tone; and her eyes again sought mine. + +'Yes. How so, Miss Stuart?' + +'He sought the truth in doing good; so do you. Since father's death, and +until--well, very lately, I haven't known what it is to have a joyous +mind. I seem to have been walking among shadows, and a dread has always +been knocking at my heart. You, by your kindly attention and your +sympathy, have lightened my burden and brought a ray of hope to me; and, +do you know, Mrs Jardine's little children every evening of their sweet +young lives ask God to bless you for being kind to their dear daddy.' + +Our line of business conversation had got a twist somehow, and I didn't +very well know what to say in reply, or how best, without breaking away +at a tangent, I could get back to the subject I had in my mind. 'I am +sorry to hear you have had your troubles, Miss Stuart,' I said after +reflection; 'but I am glad to know that even to a small degree I have +made your burdens lighter. I have promised to be your friend; you'll not +find me wanting, I assure you. Doubtless your affairs have worried you, +but daylight is showing through now, and in a few weeks I trust +everything will be settled to your satisfaction. Do you know, we have +with us to-day some one who knew your father, and who was present at his +marriage ceremony.' + +'Some one who knew my father, and who was present at his marriage +ceremony!' she repeated slowly, as if she couldn't at once realise what +it meant. + +'Yes!' and, as I noted the colour gradually leaving her cheek, it came +to me in a flash that I had erred in mentioning the fact in conjunction +with a satisfactory settlement of her affairs. Even to an obtuse mind +the inference was obvious, and I felt I had blundered grievously. Her +agitation was unmistakable, and to relieve the situation I was about to +make a remark, when she interrupted me. + +'One moment, please;' and she turned her face away from me. 'This man, +you say, was present when my father and mother were married, and you +mention it as if it had a special significance. Does this affect me--I +mean, would it make any difference to my name or prospects--my name +particularly?' + +'Oh yes, it would, Miss Stuart,' I said feelingly. + +'Can you rely on what this man says?' + +'Most emphatically, and we shall at once take steps to prove it.' + +'When did you hear about this?' + +'Quite lately.' + +'Was it before you spoke to me, and--and promised to be my friend?' + +'I didn't know about it then. It was only the day before yesterday it +came to my knowledge.' + +There was silence between us for a time, and the ormolu clock on the +marble mantelpiece ticked loudly. + +Then she rose to her feet and looked toward me, smiling through +tear-dimmed eyes. 'You have made me very happy, Mr Russell. I don't want +to know anything further. I leave myself confidently in your hands. +You'll find cigarettes on the table behind you; you may smoke here;' and +she crossed the room and sat down at the piano. She struck a few chords, +deep as her own feelings; then she rose and came toward me. 'Mr Russell, +do you know I have never known the joy of a mother's caress or the +blessing of a mother's good-night kiss. Such memories of childhood are +not mine, and my past is empty--empty. My father, for reasons of which I +know nothing, never mentioned my mother's name to me. I was brought up +among strangers, kindly enough, but still strangers. I never came in +contact with other children. In a way, I was isolated from everything +heartfelt and human; it is only since I got to know your neighbours +that I have had a glimpse of what is surely the truest, sweetest, and +happiest side of life. I like your nurse, your Betty. She once put her +hand on my arm, and it had such a motherly touch that I wanted to kiss +her. Perhaps you are thinking that this has no connection with anything +that has passed between us. Well, you may be right in thinking so; but +it is on my mind and in my heart, and I just wanted to tell you now, as +I feel my future is hanging by a thread--a very slender thread--and I +may not have another opportunity of saying it.' + +I understood her mood, and made no reply; but I took her hand, raised it +to my lips, and kissed it. + +We were standing together in the oriel, watching the sunset splendour +through the leafless trees, when Mrs Stuart and Murray Monteith joined +us. Once or twice I caught my partner admiringly following Miss Stuart's +movements, and he looked several times at me with a mark of +interrogation in his eye. I had a feeling that he 'jaloused,' as Betty +would put it, and it set me a-thinking; only for a moment, however, and +I soon dismissed him and his monocle from my mind. + +We had afternoon tea and a pleasant chat on current topics, and then our +carriage was called. Just before we started, when we were standing in +the hall, Miss Stuart asked me, in an undertone, if she could see, just +for a minute, the man who had known her father. I called Joe inside, and +Miss Stuart took him into the drawing-room. When he joined us again +there was a glad look in his eye, and I knew his heart was proud within +him, for he had shaken hands with his old Major's daughter. + +I sat quiet and preoccupied in the corner of the brougham when driving +home. + +Just as the first twinkling light shone out ahead from the Gillfoot +turn, Monteith turned to me. 'Russell,' he said, 'pardon my interrupting +the flow of your pleasant meditations. You're a queer fellow in many +ways; you--you don't say much till it suits you; but I can see as far +through a brick wall as any one, and it may be--I say it _may_ +be--agreeable to you to know that Blackford Hall in Morningside will +shortly be in the market. I've heard you say that if you ever settled +down to married life you would like to live there.' + +'Thank you, Monteith, for your information,' I said. 'It _is_ agreeable +to me to know this.' + +Nothing further was said on the subject till we were seated at my cosy +fireside. Then Murray Monteith, blowing clouds of fragrant smoke above +him, and glancing round my clean, well-furnished walls, said, 'By Jove, +Russell! you're a lucky fellow; an old doting nurse there,' inclining +his head toward the kitchen, 'who loves you almost with a mother's +affection, and who wouldn't allow the wind to blow on you if she could +prevent it, and the love of a girl like--like'----and he hesitated and +looked at me. + +'Go on, Monteith; you're doing all right.' + +'Go on! Hang it, man, _you_ go on! Can't you speak, you--you dungeon, +and give me a tag on which to hang my congratulations?' + +'You don't require a tag, Monteith. A gag would be more suitable in the +circumstances.' + +'Now, look here, Russell,' he said, as he flung his cigar-stump into the +fire and fixed me through his monocle, 'you're not honest with me when +you say that, and you know you are not. You and I are not strangers to +each other, and there's no occasion for secrecy. If you have no +matrimonial news, I have. I thought, perhaps, if you had taken me into +your confidence, it would have been a good opportunity for me to +acquaint you, in a gradual, chatty way, with my plans. As you +haven't--well, all I shall say now is that I am engaged.' + +'My dear Monteith, I'm delighted to hear you say so, and I heartily +congratulate you. You're the very best fellow I know, and you're +marrying a lady in every way worthy of you. Miss Playfair is a'---- + +'Miss Playfair!' he exclaimed, in astonishment. 'How do you know?' + +'Oh, well, the last time I visited you, before leaving Edinburgh, I, +like you, was confronted with a brick wall, and I saw a little way +through it. But that's neither here nor there. What we have to do now is +to signalise the event;' and for the second time within two days I +tasted a liquid element at an unusual hour. + +'And when does the great event come off, Monteith?' I asked. + +'Well, Russell,' he said, 'that is a matter which in a way depends on +you. You see, I shall need to wait till you are quite recovered and back +to business again. A honeymoon would naturally follow the ceremony,' he +laughingly said, 'and it wouldn't do for both the principals of Monteith +& Russell to be away at the same time.' + + * * * * * + +Dr Grierson and Mr Crichton joined us later at supper. Monteith is a +keen devotee of the chess-board; and while he was trying conclusions +with the banker, Dr Grierson and I went upstairs into my own little +room. I told him all that had taken place--of my meetings with Miss +Stuart, and the turn in the tide of her affairs--and he congratulated me +and gave me much encouragement. Then I asked him when he thought I +should be sufficiently well to resume business. + +'Well, William,' he said, 'you have to see Dr Balfour and get his +permission before you can go back to town. Personally, I cannot give you +even an approximate date. You are making splendid progress, and unless +there are very urgent reasons for your return, I should advise you to +keep free from worry on that score. Leave yourself in my hands, and +before long, with Dr Balfour's concurrence, I shall be able to say when +you may with safety receive marching orders.' + +Murray Monteith had to leave me without being able to arrange a +particular date for his marriage. I am very sorry; but, after all, his +great day may dawn sooner than he expects. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +March came in like a lion, and, true to its proverbial reputation, it is +going out like a lamb. Nature is waking from her long winter sleep, and +is beginning to clothe herself anew. The hawthorn hedgerows, which only +three weeks ago were hidden in piled-up wreaths of drifted snow, are +covered now with a blush of green, and already in their bielded clefts +the sparrows and yellow-yoits are preparing to build for themselves 'an +house wherein to dwell.' There is a kindly warmth in the sun's rays as +they lie on the upturned brown fields, and a soft genial breath is +stealing through the woods and lingering lovingly round the ash and the +chestnut, those early risers in the first dawn of spring. What a +boldness and assertiveness there is in the big black bud of the ash, and +how promising is the bulging pink-brown bud of the chestnut! To those +who have eyes to see and ears to hear, how wonderful is the story they +tell! If I were a preacher of God's gospel, I question if I could +confine the selection of my texts to the literal words from His holy +book. Of late I have been lying much in Nature's lap; I have listened +with greedy, receptive ears to her song and story; I have felt the +throbbing of her great mother heart, and learned in her workings many of +the wonderful ways of her great Controller. And I am leaving her knee, +creeping out of God's own sanctuary, humbled and chastened, yet +gladdened and relieved withal, to think that into the city life, which I +must soon re-enter, I am carrying with me that heaven-sent faculty of +finding 'tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in +stones, and good in everything.' + +And these lanes and solitary bypaths which have been my schoolroom are +becoming daily more interesting, more insistent in their appeal. They +are now providing something fresh and pleasing every day. I must walk +slowly and quietly, so that I may see and hear every titbit of their +store. A country walk at the rate of four miles an hour is very +invigorating, to those in good health very pleasurable; but such is not +possible on my byway at this season of the year, except to the +Philistines. Even Bang and Jip do not exceed the half-mile limit; and as +for myself--well, Dr Grierson has oftener than once accompanied me down +the Gillfoot road, and I know he doesn't gauge the progress of my +recovery by my rate of locomotion. No; if I must see and hear aright I +have to walk slowly, and when the mavis is singing at close o' day I +must halt altogether if I would listen as I ought. + +For many mornings past a blackbird from the top of the apple-tree in our +garden has been challenging Tom Jardine to a trial of song; and, much as +I love to lie and listen to my neighbour's pure tenor voice in 'The Lea +Rig' or 'Flow gently, sweet Afton,' I have not been sorry when, as if +acknowledging defeat, he has stopped to hearken to his feathered rival +in the old apple-tree. + +Now that Tom has got over all his worries, and the sun is rising +earlier, his heart is becoming attuned, and the familiar old Scots airs +are accompanying the different items of his morning duties just as they +used to do when first I came to stay with Betty. I hear the gray mare's +whinny, the turning of the key in the stable door, the lid of the +corn-bin creaking on its rusty hinges--these are all as they used to be. +But, alas! all is quiet in Betty's kitchen now, and I miss the cheery +sounds of the early breakfast preparations, for Nathan is lying +prostrate in the back-room, and poor Betty's rest is too much disturbed +to permit of her rising with the dawn. + +Every Friday evening since I came here I have given Nathan an envelope +enclosing my weekly contribution toward the household expenses--that is, +of course, in accordance with the arrangement I made with Betty; and at +first I often used to wonder if she had fully explained the matter to +him, because he always took the packet from me in a hesitating, doubtful +way, very much as a debtor would accept a summons. Later he just smiled, +and without a word put it in his trousers-pocket, looking sideways at me +and inclining his head toward Betty wherever she happened to be at the +time. + +Last Friday night, when I was at his bedside, I handed him the envelope +as usual. He didn't hold out his hand for it; so I laid it down on the +coverlet, and nothing was said for a time. Then, nodding toward a wooden +box in the corner of the room, he said, 'Maister Weelum, will ye open +the lid o' that kist, if ye please, an' bring me the wee tin box that's +lyin' at the left-haun side?' + +I did as he requested. It was an old, battered, black japanned +receptacle without a lock, and only secured against accidental opening +by a wooden peg inserted through the catch. Withdrawing the peg and +placing it between his teeth, he took off the lid, and there--some +clean, others crumpled and dirty--was every envelope I had given him, +and all of them unopened, as I had put them into his hand. + +'Maister Weelum,' he said, after a pause, 'I mak' nae great shape at +speakin' or explainin'; but I've been thinkin', as ye've been idle an' +aff yer wark sae lang, ye'll mebbe no' ha'e muckle comin' in the noo, +an'--an'----Auch! I was gaun to say something mair, an' I've forgot it; +but ye can tak' it a' back if it's ony use to ye.' + +'Nathan,' I said, in astonishment, 'I--I don't quite understand. Why +should you offer me these?' + +He gave a wee bit quiet laugh. 'I dinna ken what kind o' a job ye ha'e, +Maister Weelum. Betty never telt me, an' I never asked; but wi' us yins +doon here it's nae wark, nae pey. Ye've been idle a lang time, as I've +said, an' I thocht mebbe it micht come in handy. Of coorse, if ye dinna +need it--weel, there's nae hairm dune.' + +I didn't know very well what to say, but I thanked him, and assured him +that I didn't require money, explaining that it came to me whether I was +working or not. This last bit of information roused Nathan's interest. + +'Comes in to ye whether ye're workin' or no'! Imphm! Ye maun be +connec'it wi' meenisters somewey, then,' he said. + +'No, Nathan; I'm connected with law.' + +'Oh, imphm!' + +'I'm astonished that Betty never told you I was a lawyer, Nathan.' + +'Mebbe she wadna like, man. Betty's very discreet.' Then he added by way +of sympathetic encouragement, 'Dinna think ocht aboot it; there maun be +fouk for a' kinds o' jobs, ye ken, Maister Weelum.' + +Nathan is capable of unconsciously starting many different emotions. I +was touched by his kindness and unselfishness, and amused at his +reflection on my profession. But I couldn't find words to thank him for +the former, and I dared not laugh at his serious remarks on the latter. +Then I bethought me of my plan to relieve him of his long, weary walks, +and to find something to take up his attention nearer home. I asked him +if he wouldn't give up his present work and take to the cultivation of +tomatoes, and I outlined my little scheme as clearly as I could. +Somehow, I didn't succeed in making it plain to him, for after I had +finished, and when I asked him what he thought of it, all he said was, +'It has nae attraction for me, Maister Weelum, for I never could eat a +tomato a' my life.' + +'But, Nathan,' I said, 'you needn't eat them unless you like. You've to +grow them, and then you sell them. There might be money in it for you, +and for your goodness of heart in offering me all these envelopes I want +to pay for the putting up of the glass-houses and stoves and piping; +that will be a small return for all your kindness to me. You know all +about the growing of tomatoes?' + +'Ay, brawly.' + +'And what do you think about it, then, Nathan?' + +'What would Betty say, think ye?' + +'I don't know,' I said, 'but we'll soon hear.' + +Betty was baking soda-scones, and when she was free to leave her girdle +she came in, and I told her all I had told Nathan. She looked from me to +Nathan, and then, answering a sign, she went up and leaned over his +bedside. I heard a throttled sob and a whispered word or two. Thinking +they wished to talk it over by themselves, I slipped into the kitchen. + +In a minute Betty was with me. 'Maister Weelum,' she said, and her lip +trembled, 'Nathan, puir falla, broke doon there. He didna want you to +see. He says he's obleeged to ye, but--but--but--it's no' worth while.' + +I laid my hand on her shoulder in silent sympathy. Without a word she +turned to her bakeboard, and I went into my room and quietly closed the +door. + + * * * * * + +Last night, just after I had lit the gas and settled myself down for an +hour's perusal of M'Crie's _Vindication_, Betty opened my door and came +quietly in. 'Maister Weelum,' she said with a trembling lip, 'Nathan's a +wee mair relieved. Him an' me ha'e had a closer he'rt-to-he'rt crack +than ever we had in a' oor lives. I'm gled, in a wey; but--but I canna +help thinkin' it'll be oor last.' She wiped her cheek with her apron. +'Hoots! hoots!' she said as the tears continued to flow; 'it's--it's no' +like me to be a' begrutten like this; I'm gettin' awfu' soft-he'rted; +but, oh, Maister Weelum, I'm awfu', awfu' sair-he'rted!' + +I was at her side in a moment. 'There noo,' she said, 'I've dune;' and +she choked down a sob. 'What I wanted to tell ye was that Nathan's very +anxious to see ye; he wants to speak to ye aboot something. It's the +first time he's speirt for onybody, an' I'm gled it's you. I ha'ena to +gang in wi' ye, for he wants to see ye your lane.' + +I pulled in my big chair nearer to the fire, put my mother's kirk +hassock in front of it, and after I had seated Betty comfortably I went +ben to Nathan's back-room. + +A week or two ago, at his request, we had turned the bed round so that +from where he lay he could see into the garden. I was present when Joe +and Deacon Webster made the alteration; and when Nathan and I were alone +and he had looked his 'e'efill' on the scene of his lifelong labour of +love, he said, 'I'll no' weary noo, Maister Weelum. The flo'ers and the +yirth ha'e aye a hamely look to me.' + +And to-night, when I approached his bed, his eyes were fixed on the +darkened shadowy plots outside. I didn't speak for a minute, and neither +did he. Then, thinking he was unaware of my presence, I said, 'Nathan, I +am here, beside you.' + +'Ay, I ken.' + +'Shall I bring in your lamp? It's getting dark now.' + +'No, no, if ye please, dinna licht the lamp. I want to see--to see oot +as lang as I can.' + +I sat down beside him, and together we watched in silence the shadow of +the night's wing creeping around bush and tree. And when everything was +shrouded, and nothing was visible through the blue-black window-panes, +Nathan's head turned on the pillow toward me. 'Man, Maister Weelum,' he +said, 'it's quiet, quiet wark that. I'll never see it again--no, never +again. Ye dinna mind sittin' in the dark?' + +'No, Nathan.' + +'Ay, the licht hurts my een; an'--an' I've never said muckle a' my life, +but I've often thocht oot lang screeds in the darkness, an' mebbe it'll +help me oot wi' what I've to say to ye the noo. Ay, the Hebrons dinna +speak muckle, Maister Weelum; but this is a forby time wi' me, an' I've +something to ask o' ye. I hardly expec'it the ca' at this time o' the +year. The back-en's the time o' liftin'. I aye thocht, somewey, that +when my time cam' it wad be when the growth was a' by, the aipples pu'd, +and the tatties pitted; and it seems awfu' queer that I should ha'e to +gang when the buds are burstin', an'--an' the gairden delvin' +on--imphm!--but it's His wull. "The young may, the auld +must."--Imphm!--Ay, are ye listenin', Maister Weelum?' + +I rose from my chair, and I stroked the gray hair back from his +forehead. 'Yes, Nathan, I'm listening; but you must not give up hope; +you're really not an old man, and'---- + +'No' an auld man! Imphm! I've--I've been an auld man a' my days. I canna +mind o' ever bein' young. I was ten--only ten--when my faither was ta'en +awa', an' I had to mak' the handle o' his spade fit my wee bit haun. +Ay, I had to, for the weans had to be brocht up, an'--an', thank God, I +managed it! But it killed the youth that was in me. Ay, an', as I was +gaun to say, I'm seein' things differently lyin' here. Coontin' the +times ye've been at the kirk'll no' quieten your fears. Thinkin' o' the +guid ye've dune or tried to do micht, an' my crap o' that's a very sma' +yin. Still, I maun ha'e pleased the Almichty in some wey, or He wadna +ha'e been sae kind to me; He wadna ha'e gi'en me Betty. Oh, man, Maister +Weelum, I wish I could tell ye a' that Betty's been to me! I'm vexed I +canna. I'm a Hebron, an' I needna try; but ye ken yoursel' in a sma' +wey. She nursed ye--ay, an'--an' noo this is what I want to ask ye--when +I'm away, Maister Weelum, will ye see that my--that Betty's a' +richt--eh? Is that askin' an awfu' lot?' + +'Oh, Nathan,' I said, and I knelt down at his bedside and took his +softened hand in mine, 'Betty is to me a sacred trust, and if it be +God's will that you must leave her, I will be with her till she goes out +to meet you again.' + +He pressed my hand. 'Thank ye, Maister Weelum. I--I thocht ye would; but +I juist wanted to mak' sure. That's a', I think--a' at least as far as +this world's concerned. There's a lot--an awfu' lot I should do, but I +canna. I doot I've been careless. I've left the want to come at the +wab's en', an' I ha'e nae time to mak' it guid noo. I maun juist leave +it to Him. Guid-nicht, Maister Weelum, an' ye'll tell her--ye ken whae I +mean--that I was gled a Hebron was o' service to her. Guid-nicht. God +bless ye, man! Guid-bye.' + + * * * * * + +'Guid-nicht--God bless ye!--Guid-bye.' These words kept ringing in my +ears as I sat by my fire, and during the quiet hours my sorrowing +thoughts strayed again and again into that wee back-room where Betty sat +watching, and where Nathan lay dying. + +Long after the village folks had gone to bed I heard the street door +open quietly, and the doctor's shuffling footsteps in the lobby. He went +through the kitchen into Nathan's room; then he came in and sat down in +the big chair opposite me. 'I told Betty I would be here if I were +needed, William,' he said, and he took out his old clay pipe and smoked +in silence. + +Just when the night was on the turn he opened the door and went quietly +across to his patient. I followed him into the kitchen, and there, by a +cheerless fire, sat Mrs Jardine in Betty's chair, and, poor, +hard-working soul, she was asleep, with her head resting on Tom's +encircling arm. I put my hand on his shoulder and thanked him for his +presence. Then I went back into my room, and, sitting down in my chair, +closed my eyes, for their lids felt heavy and weary. + + * * * * * + +'William, Betty wants you.' The voice seemed far away. I rose hurriedly +and rubbed my eyes. The sparrows were twittering in the lime-tree, and +the gray light of a March morning was lying cold in the room. The doctor +was standing with his hand on the handle of the half-open door. 'Betty +wants you, William,' he said in a whisper; and I passed him without a +word, and with a heavy, apprehensive heart. + +On the little round table was an open Bible which I knew well, and a +pair of spectacles lay across the flattened-out leaves. Betty was +standing at the bedside, her dimmed eyes fixed on Nathan's long, wan +face. She didn't turn her head when I came in, but she held out her hand +to me, and together we watched. Suddenly he raised his head from the +pillow and his sunken, sightless eyes turned toward the window. 'Ay, +imphm!--weel, Betty lass, it's aboot time I was daunerin'. It--it's a +nice mornin' for the road; the birds'll be whusslin' bonny in the +Gillfit wood, an'--an' the sunshine will be on the hawthorn. No, I'll +no' mak' a noise. I'll open the door canny, and I'll no' wauken Maister +Weelum. I'll--I'll juist slip oot quietly. Ay'---- + +And Betty and I watched Nathan slipping out quietly--oh, how +quietly!--into the sunshine of God's own everlasting morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +Harvest-time in Midlothian. Golden corn in golden stooks dotting the +stubble-fields, yellow leaves on the ash and russet nuts on the beech, a +beautiful panorama of multi-coloured landscape stretching hazily away +southward and cuddling tranquilly between the Moorfoots and the +Pentlands; bird song in the woods and laughter in the fields, mingling +with the jolting of iron wheels and the cheery rhythmic _craik_ of the +levelling reaper. Little wonder Old Sol lingers long this afternoon +above Castlelaw. Gladly, I ween, would he stay; but his times of rising +and going down are set, and slowly but surely the shadows deepen at the +base of Caerketton, and steal upward to its sheltered crown behind +Allermuir. + +My wife and I drove round by Roslin to-day, called at The Moat, and +after having tea with my old friend Mrs Pendriegh, whose soda-scones are +almost as good as Betty's, we returned 'in the hush of the corn' to +Blackford Hall, _viâ_ Woodfield and Fairmilehead. + +This is all strange, unfamiliar country to Désirée. To-day she saw it +for the first time and under the most favourable auspices, and already +I know, from her looks and words of appreciation, that it has made its +appeal. She thinks, with me, that it very much resembles my own homeland +scenery, from its undulating fields and bosky woods to its velvety +grass-grown hills, so sleek and rounded, she said, that she wanted to +clap them. As we drove homeward, quiet thoughts of Thornhill came to us, +and we wondered what Betty would be doing, and how she was getting on. +For a month she had been with us, our first guest, and the most honoured +and most welcome we shall ever have under our roof. Two days ago she +returned to what she calls her 'ain auld hoose,' and when Désirée and I +saw her off at the station she told us in a shaky voice that 'mebbe she +wad be back in the spring, when she had the hoose seen to an' the +gairden delved.' + +We miss her cheery, motherly presence in the house; and, though it was +looking far ahead, we planned a future for Betty as we drove along. + +When we reached Blackford Hall I found more than a kenspeckle +countryside to remind me of homeland. In the hall was a carpet-bag which +I recognised as a Hebron heirloom I had often seen in Nathan's +back-room. Two large pictures, indifferently packed and tied round with +rope-line, were placed against the hat-rack. One, from the corner of the +frame which was uncovered, I knew to be the oil-painting of my father +and mother; and the other, from the new brilliancy of the gold, I +recognised as Désirée's painting of Nith Bridge. Nathan's old hazel +walking-stick, which daily he carried to his work, was lying along the +top of the carpet-bag, tied securely to the leather handles. + +'Désirée, my dear,' I said, with a happy flutter in my heart, 'I do +believe Betty's come back.' + +She looked at me with a wondering smile on her face, as much as to say, +'Too good to be true;' and, acting on a common impulse, we rushed +upstairs like expectant bairns. + +There, in the little room facing southward, which we already called +Betty's room, on a low chair before an empty fireplace, sat the dear old +soul with her chin on her breast and fast asleep. Her bonnet-strings +were loosened and lay over her shoulder, and her hands were tucked +underneath a Paisley shawl, which was folded across her knees. + +We tiptoed in and stood quietly beside her, Désirée on her right and I +on her left. Slowly she opened two wondering eyes, and with a +bewildered gaze she looked around her. It was Désirée's hand she +grasped. 'Oh, weans,' she said, 'I'm awfu' sorry to bother ye; but I'm +back! I juist couldna stey away, an' ye maunna be angry wi' me for'---- + +My wife had knelt down beside her. Betty's face nestled into her cheek, +and the rest of the sentence was lost to me in smothered sobbing. And I +waited beside them in silence till the solace from one kindly heart had +crept into the other. Then I left them, and quietly closed the door. + +Betty, my own Betty Grier, as long, long ago you prepared a place for me +within your big, warm, loving heart, so have you sanctified to yourself +a place in mine; as you sheltered and cared for me in my spring of life, +so will I shelter and care for you when your winter comes, when the cold +wind tirls the leaf and it falls. + +THE END. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Betty Grier, by Joseph Waugh + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BETTY GRIER *** + +***** This file should be named 35356-8.txt or 35356-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/5/3/5/35356/ + +Produced by Dave Morgan, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Betty Grier + +Author: Joseph Waugh + +Illustrator: Henry W. Kerr + +Release Date: February 22, 2011 [EBook #35356] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BETTY GRIER *** + + + + +Produced by Dave Morgan, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + + + + + + +<h1>BETTY GRIER</h1> + +<h2>BY JOSEPH LAING WAUGH</h2> + +<h3>Author of 'Robbie Doo,' 'Cracks wi' Robbie Doo,' &c.</h3> + + +<h3>WITH FRONTISPIECE BY<br /> +Henry W. Kerr, R.S.A.</h3> + +<h3>LONDON: 38 Soho Square, W.<br /> +W. & R. CHAMBERS, LIMITED<br /> +EDINBURGH: 339 High Street</h3> + +<h3>Edinburgh:<br /> +Printed by W. & R. Chambers, Limited.</h3> + +<h3>First printed, Nov. 1915.<br /> +Reprinted, Dec. 1915.</h3> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<img src="images/front.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX.</a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h2>BETTY GRIER.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>When I look round my little bedroom and note the various familiar items +that make up its furnishings, when my eye lights on much that I +associate with the days o' Auld Langsyne, I am conscious of a feeling of +homeliness, a sense of chumship with my surroundings, and I can scarcely +realise that fourteen years have come and gone since last I laid my head +on the pillow of this small truckle-bed.</p> + +<p>So far as I can recall the arrangement of its old-fashioned, +ordinary-looking plenishings, everything remains exactly as I left it. +My trout and salmon rods, all tied together—each cased in its own +particular-coloured canvas—stand there in the corner beside an old +out-of-date gaff and a capacious landing-net which that king of fishers, +Clogger Eskdale, gifted to me when the 'rheumatics' prevented his ever +again participating in his favourite sport. My worn leather school-bag, +filled with the last batch of books I used, is still suspended from a +four-inch nail driven into a 'dook' at the cheek of the mantelpiece. It +is a long time ago, but it seems only yesterday since I stood in the +middle of this room, unstrapping that bag from my shoulders for the last +time. My schooldays were over; with eager, anxious feet I was standing +on the threshold of a new life, and to satchel and lesson-book I was +bidding farewell.</p> + +<p>I well remember Deacon Webster, at my mother's request, inserting that +dook and driving home that nail; and he laughed unfeelingly when she +explained to him the purpose it was to serve. The deacon could not +understand the sentiment which prompted her to assign the bag a place +upon the wall; and when, after the nail was secure, he made to hang my +'boy's burden' upon it in much the same callous spirit in which he would +screw the last nail in a coffin-lid, my mother stepped forward.</p> + +<p>'One moment, Webster,' she said. 'Allow me.' With her own hands she +placed the bag where it hangs now. My old nurse, Betty Grier, +straightened it and wiped it with her duster; and the deacon took a +pinch of snuff, blew his nose in a big spotted handkerchief, and +muttered <i>sotto voce</i>, as his nostrils quivered, 'Well, I'm d——!'</p> + +<p>Against the back wall, in the centre, between the door and the corner, +stands the old black oak chest of drawers which for sixteen years held +the whole outfit of my boyhood's days; while the mahogany looking-glass, +with the grooved square standards and the swivel mirror, monopolises +still, as it always has done, the whole top shelf thereof.</p> + +<p>To the left is a framed photograph of my father and mother, and to the +right a rosewood-framed sampler, worked long ago by my grandmother, on +which, in faded green, against a dull drab background, are still +decipherable the words of Our Lord's Prayer. And there, between the +fireplace and the window, is my book-rack, and from its shelves old +friends look down upon me. The gilt titles are tarnished and worn, but I +know each book by the place it occupies, and I feel that, even after the +long, long years that have separated us, <i>Tom Brown</i>, <i>Robinson Crusoe</i>, +and <i>David Copperfield</i> will speak to me again, laugh with me, cry with +me, as they did in days of yore.</p> + +<p>Often has Betty, I know, swept and tidied this little room. Every +article has been lifted, dusted, and carefully returned to its place. I +know with what feelings of reverence the dear old soul has fingered +every ornament. I am conscious of the loving care she has exercised on +all my old belongings, and somehow I feel consoled and comforted, my +physical weakness depresses me less, my mother's presence seems nearer +me, and unbidden tears of thankfulness come to my eyes and trickle from +my cheek to my pillow.</p> + +<p>This has been to me a day of great events. I have travelled by rail from +Edinburgh to Elvanfoot, thence by horse-carriage to Thornhill—during +the last stage driven by Charlie Walker, the 'bus Jehu I envied in my +schoolboy years, and tended by my fail-me-never Betty. To her also this +has been a memorable day, for when we were driving down the Dalveen Pass +she told me that never before had she seen a Caledonian train, and that +her last memory of Traloss dated back to a Sabbath-school trip about the +year 1868. Such a long ride in a well-sprung, well-upholstered carriage +was also a novelty to her, a new experience which only with great +difficulty I could persuade her to enjoy to the full. She insisted on +sitting forward on the extreme edge of the seat, and it was only after I +had told her that her uncomfortable-looking position made me uneasy and +unhappy that she sat well back, till her shoulders rested on the +cushion behind.</p> + +<p>Contrary to my expectations, I am suffering neither pain nor +inconvenience from my long journey; and as I lie here in my little bed, +looking through the curtained window to the long, low range of the +Lowther Hills, and listening to the familiar sounds in the village +street below, a blissful peace which I cannot express in words possesses +me, my physical and my mental organisation seem to have undergone a +change, my experience of city life is blotted out and forgotten, and, +strangely enough, I feel myself, as of old, a unit of the village +community. Queerer still, this placid acceptance of altered +circumstances, this dovetailing into a different condition of life and +living, seems to me so natural as to be hardly worth noting; and without +a pang of regret I leave behind me urban pleasures and duties, and +contemplate with equanimity retirement to this rural retreat, a +twelvemonth's sojourn midst scenes to me for ever dear.</p> + +<p>Nor does the fact that this rustication is compulsory distress or annoy +me. My physical weakness has reduced me to a state of indifference +towards former pursuits. A long illness, following a deplorable +accident, has impaired my appetite for social joys; so much so, indeed, +that when my doctors—rather apologetically, I thought—informed me that +if ever I wished to be well again I must give up my profession and town +residence for twelve months at least, and live quietly somewhere in the +country, I hailed their verdict with delight, and my yearning heart at +once went out to my native village and the home of my old nurse, Betty +Grier.</p> + +<p>Dear old Betty! To whom else could I turn? She is all—of the human +element at least—I have left to me of my home life of long ago. My +memories of my father are vague and hazy. I was only five when he died; +and, through the misty veil of long-gone years, two pictures only of him +are impressed upon my mind. In one I see him standing in the narrow +whitewashed pantry, his head 'screeving' the ceiling, and his broad +shoulders almost excluding the waning western light that glimmered +through the small four-paned window. Betty, white-capped and +white-aproned, is there also, with a large ashet in her hands, on which +lies a long, thick silver fish—a salmon, as I afterwards learned—one +of the many he lured from the depths of Mattha's Pool. My mother's arm +is lovingly linked in his, and there is a pleased and happy expression +on her face, which somehow is transmitted to me, because, with her, I +feel proud of the great big man I call my daddy, who has battled so +successfully with the strong-looking monster now lying so quiet, with +gaping mouth, on Betty's ashet.</p> + +<p>Then there is a long, dark blank before the next picture appears, and I +see him sitting in a big arm-chair at the dining-room fire. His back is +cushioned, and a shepherd-tartan plaid is round his shoulders, the ends +folded across his knees. My mother is writing letters to his dictation +on a small bureau, which has been placed near his chair. I am playing +with a Noah's Ark, marshalling the animals in pairs on the rug; and when +my mother goes out of the room to the little office adjoining, I leave +my toys and stand at his knee, looking up to a face which to me seems +very white and pinched. A long, thin hand is placed on my curly head, +and with difficulty he bends down and kisses me. I wonder who has been +unkind to him, for I see a tear trickling down his cheek, and it falls +unheeded on his plaid.</p> + +<p>I cannot focus him in my mind's eye in any subsequent event, though I +remember perfectly the old doctor with the foxskin cap and the +clattering clogs, and the smell of 'Kendal brown' he always left behind. +Then a day came when the window-blinds were pulled down and all the +rooms were darkened; when Betty's voice was, even to my childish ears, +low and husky; when my mother cuddled me in a tight embrace, and a wet, +wet cheek was laid against mine. Oh, how she trembled and sobbed! I felt +bewildered and unhappy, and I remember putting my wee, helpless arms +round her neck and asking her why she was crying. She told me that daddy +had gone away—away to heaven; and when I asked if he wouldn't come back +to us again, she said, 'No, no,' and her embrace tightened, and she wept +afresh. In a short time the door was hesitatingly opened, and Betty came +noiselessly in with a book in her hand which I had often seen her read. +She stood behind my mother's chair with her tear-stained face turned +away, and her red hand on my mother's shoulder; but she didn't speak. +Then she came round, and, 'hunkering' down beside us, opened her book +and in a low voice began to read.</p> + +<p>I often think it is strange how indelibly imprinted on some childish +minds are little incidents of long ago—little glimpses of landscape, +snatches of songs, details here and there of passing events. Not that I +consider the foregoing a little incident. To me it was at the time of +outstanding moment, and even yet in my retrospect of life it looms +large and prominent; but, though I have often endeavoured to recall +Betty's ministrations on this occasion, all I can remember is that when +she came to the verse, 'I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to +you,' she spoke the words without referring to her Bible, and she +repeated them, the while looking with big, hopeful eyes up to my +mother's face. And my mother smiled through her tears; and, stroking +Betty's strong brown hair, she called her 'Betty the Comforter.'</p> + +<p>A time came in the short after years when she was, by the same dear +lips, again called 'Betty the Comforter.' It was when my saintly mother +was passing into the spiritland, and, without fear or trepidation, lay +calmly awaiting her call. But of this I cannot speak; it is a subject +sacred to Betty and to me.</p> + +<p>To-night, when I had undressed and was settling myself down for the +night, Betty came upstairs, carrying that self-same Bible in her hand. +She stood on the threshold for a minute, wiping its covers with the +corners of her apron, though well she knew that from frequent use the +Book required no dusting.</p> + +<p>'Maister Weelum,' she began, 'eh!—I'——</p> + +<p>'"William," Betty, please, without the "Mister,"' I said smilingly.</p> + +<p>'Yes! yes! so be it—imphm! Eh, this type is clear and big; and I was +thinking that maybe ye micht want to read a verse or twae. I'll lay it +doon here;' and she reverently placed the precious volume on the top of +the chest of drawers.</p> + +<p>'Are ye a' richt noo? Ye said ye wanted to speak to me when ye got +settled doon. Is there ocht else I can do for ye?'</p> + +<p>'I'm feeling fine, Betty,' I said cheerily, 'and not a bit the worse for +my long journey, not too tired to have a quiet chat with you. So sit +down, please, in the basket chair there, and give me ten minutes of your +valuable time.'</p> + +<p>'Ten meenits! Certie, hear him noo! Ten meenits, an' the soo's no +suppered yet, an' I've the morn's broth to prepare, an' wi' me bein' oot +o' the hoose a' day there's a hunner an' ten things starin' me in the +face to be dune. But what want ye to speak aboot? I daur say the soo, +puir thing, will ha'e to wait, noo that you're here. Daylight, too, is +haudin' lang, an' I'll sune mak' up the ten meenits. What want ye noo?' +And she sat down, with a query in her eye, into the basket chair.</p> + +<p>'Well, Betty,' I began, 'you and I have gone over all the old times +pretty thoroughly since we met to-day, and we've taken a peep into the +future as well; but there's one subject We haven't touched upon, and +before I go to sleep to-night I wish to come to some understanding with +you regarding my board and lodgings.'</p> + +<p>'Board an' lodgings?' Betty queried. 'Board an'——What d'ye mean, +Maister Weelum?' and her lip trembled.</p> + +<p>'Well, Betty, by board and lodgings I mean the price of my food and the +rent of my room here, and whatever sum you'——</p> + +<p>'Weelum, stop at once noo; I'll no' ha'e that mentioned;' and she rose +excitedly to her feet. 'I'll no' hear o't! The very idea o' speakin' to +me—to me, abune a' fouk—o' board an' lodgings! A bonny-like subject +that to discuss atween us! Dod, man, yin wad think that ye were a +Moniaive mason workin' journeyman in Thornhill. Megstie me! Lovanenty! +heard ye ever the like?—imphm! Mair than that, whae's the owner o' this +hoose? Whae has refused rent for it a' these years, eh?'</p> + +<p>'Betty, Betty,' I feebly protested, 'that's not fair, and you know it. +Did you and I not settle that matter long, long ago, and agree that it +would never be referred to again?'</p> + +<p>Betty had suddenly assumed both the defensive and the aggressive. She +had pulled her black-beaded muffettees up over her wrists, and flung +her mutch-strings over her shoulders. I knew of old what these actions +meant. She came up to my bedside, and in the fading light I saw a tear +coursing down her cheek. 'Maister Weelum,' she said earnestly, 'I'm safe +in sayin' that ye canna look back on a single phase o' your early life +in which I didna tak' a pairt. Lang before this world was ony reality to +ye, I nursed ye, fed ye, an' dressed ye. In thae early days the greatest +pleasure to me on earth was to cuddle an' care for ye. But I needna tell +ye o' that, ye ken yoursel'. Ye mind hoo much my presence meant to you; +that I'm sure o'. As for your mother—weel, I never had ony ither +mistress. She took me, a young lass, oot o' a most unhappy hame. It was +a pleasure—ay, a privilege—to serve her. Weel, on that day that she +was ta'en frae you an' me, she said in your hearin' an' mine, "Betty, +this has been the only home you ever knew—never leave it. Promise me +you'll accept it.—Willie, my son, you agree?" An' we baith knelt doon +at her bedside, an' she went hame happy, kennin' I was provided for. I +didna forget that on the nicht o' the funeral day you an' me talked it +ower, that I promised to stay here, that it was arranged between us that +rent wad never be spoken o', an' that my occupancy wad never be referred +to. An', Maister Weelum, it wadna ha'e been noo, had you yoursel' no' +talked to me aboot board an' lodgings. My he'rt will break, that will +it, if ye persist'——</p> + +<p>For a time we were both silent, both busy with many sacred thoughts and +memories. Then Betty, without looking into my face, 'stapped' the sheets +round my shoulders and well round my sides. 'There noo,' she said at +length, 'you're weel happit an' comfortable-lookin', an' sairly, I'm +thinkin', in need o' the sleep an' rest which I trust this nicht will be +yours. Guid-nicht noo;' and she patted me on the shoulder, as she used +to do in the old days when she had put me to bed and was taking my +candle away.</p> + +<p>'One moment, Betty,' I said promptly. 'Sit down here on the bed beside +me, like the good soul you are, and listen to me.—Yes, you may raise my +pillow a little. There now, that's better. Are you listening now?'</p> + +<p>She nodded and reseated herself, as I had requested.</p> + +<p>'I admit all you say, Betty, about your tenancy of the house, and I am +sorry if what I have said has reopened a question which was settled so +long ago to our mutual satisfaction. When this rest-cure was +prescribed—when I was told that it was absolutely necessary I should +take up my abode in the country—it was to you and to this room that my +thoughts were at once directed. I wrote you I was coming—didn't even +say by your leave—and planted myself, as it were, down on you, without +inquiring whether or not it was agreeable and convenient to you. Now, +believe me, Betty, I acted thus without a thought of your free tenancy +of this my old home.'</p> + +<p>'I ken that fine, Weelum,' she quickly said, and she looked thoughtfully +towards me.</p> + +<p>'Well, you see, Betty, if you won't allow me to contribute to my living +here, you give me reason to assume that you consider you are in your own +way working off an obligation; else why should I live on your—forgive +the word, Betty—on your charity?'</p> + +<p>'But then, Maister Weelum, you forget that I'm sittin' here rent free.'</p> + +<p>'Now, Betty, there you go again. Was not that my mother's request?'</p> + +<p>'Yes.'</p> + +<p>'Well, she imposed no obligation on you?'</p> + +<p>'No.'</p> + +<p>'Then, Betty, none exists between us; and, in that case, if I remain +here I must be allowed to contribute to the family expenses. Besides, +Betty, it is not as if I were a poor man. Thank goodness! I can well +afford it; for, between you and me and that bedpost against which you +are leaning, I've made over a thousand pounds a year for these last four +years.'</p> + +<p>'Lovanenty, Weelum, a—a thoosan' pounds!' and she held up her hands in +astonishment. 'Bless my life, is that possible? I hope ye made it +honestly, my boy?'</p> + +<p>'I certainly did,' I said glibly. 'I assure you, Betty, I made it +honestly.'</p> + +<p>'Imphm, an' you a lawyer!' said she dryly. She smiled, and after some +reflection began to laugh heartily.</p> + +<p>'Oh, come now, Betty, don't round on an old friend like that.' But Betty +heard me not, for she was holding her sides and hotching with convulsive +laughter.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Weelum! oh, my boy!' she said, between her kinks, 'it's no' +you—it's no' you I'm lauchin' at. It's something that happened at the +weekly prayer-meetin' in Mrs Shankland's last Wednesday nicht. D' ye +mind o' Dauvid Tamson the draper?'</p> + +<p>I nodded in the affirmative.</p> + +<p>'Weel, as ye dootless ken, Dauvid has been a' his days a conceited, +fussy, arguin' man, aye desperate honest and well-meanin', but terr'ble +unreasonable and heidstrong, and he's never dune takin' to the law or +consultin' his agent, as he ca's it. Weel, he was at the prayer-meetin' +last Wednesday nicht, and, as it happened, it was his turn to officiate. +After we had sung a psalm and engaged in a word o' prayer, he began to +read the last pairt o' the fifth chapter o' Mattha, and when he cam' to +the fortieth verse: "And if any man will sue thee at the law, and take +away thy coat, let him have thy cloak also," Dauvid hovered a blink. +Then he re-read it very slowly, and says he, "Freens, I've aye prided +mysel' in my knowledge o' the Bible; but I'm forced to admit that this +is the first time I ever noticed that there was evidence in Scripture o' +oor Saviour havin' been ployin' wi' litigations and in the lawyers' +hauns. I dinna ken hoo far He carrit His case, but if my experience was +His, He need not have said <i>let</i> him have thy cloak, for the hungry +deevils wad ha'e ta'en it whether or no'."'</p> + +<p>I wonder, did Betty imagine that the recital of that story would divert +my mind from the subject of our conversation and the purpose I had in +view? Somehow I think, as an inspiration, the means to this end had +suddenly occurred to her; but, if such was her aim, the hastily +conceived plot failed.</p> + +<p>By a good deal of argument and a modicum of cajolery, I gained my point. +What the terms are which we have arranged is Betty's concern and mine +only. All I may say here is that the weekly amount has to be paid to +Nathan, of whom more anon, and that the subject of pounds, shillings, +and pence has never to be broached in her hearing again.</p> + +<p>She said 'Good-night' to me an hour ago. The impatient sounds of +remonstrance from the soo-cruive at the head of the garden subsided +shortly after she left me, from which I argued that the inner wants of +the occupant had been attended to. The chop-chopping of vegetables on +the kitchen table below ceased half-an-hour ago, and I know that a +little at least of to-morrow's dinner has ceased to trouble Betty's +anxious mind.</p> + +<p>The shades of night are gathering round me. A soft breeze stirs the +branches of the lime-trees, and through my open window it fans my face +where I lie. Somewhere away Rashbrigward, I hear the quivering yammer of +a startled whaup, and the crooning lullaby of the whispering Nith falls +like music on my ear. In the ryegrass field at the top of the +Gallowsflat a wandering landrail, elusive and challenging, craiks his +homeward way; while from Cample Strath or Closeburn Heights is fitfully +wafted to me the warning bark of a farmer's dog. The clamp-clamp of a +cadger's tired-out horse and the rattle of an empty cart sound loud and +long in the deserted street. Hurrying footsteps echo and re-echo, and +gradually die away into silence. Then evening's wings are folded o'er +me, a blissful peace and a quiet contentment fill my heart, and under +the glamour and spell of nature's benediction I turn my head on my +grateful pillow.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>Nathan Hebron is Betty Grier's husband; or, rather, I should say, Betty +Grier is Nathan Hebron's wife. This may possibly be considered a +distinction without a difference; but when you have been introduced into +the inner courts of these two worthies' acquaintance, you will somehow +feel that the latter assertion is the more correct and appropriate.</p> + +<p>Nathan is a tall, loosely built man, with a fresh, healthy complexion, +mild blue eyes, and a slightly hanging under-lip. For some considerable +time he has been employed on what is locally known as 'the Duke's wark,' +but in what particular capacity I cannot very well say. When first I +knew him he was one of Archie Maxwell's employés in the nursery, and +when our garden required professional attention it was always Nathan who +was sent to do the necessary digging and titivating.</p> + +<p>Three or maybe four times a year he spent a few days at a stretch among +our vegetables and fruit-trees; and I remember with what eager interest +I used to anticipate his visits, for, though he was a man of few words, +and from a story-telling standpoint had little to commend him to a boy, +he carried a quiet, companionable atmosphere with him, and, as a more +dominating recommendation, he was the possessor of one of the sharpest +and most formidable-looking 'gullies' I had ever seen.</p> + +<p>How I envied him at pruning-time, when, with his easy, indifferent gait, +he moved about among our rose-bushes with his keen hooked blade, and +with one deft cut lopped off twigs and branches as if they were +potato-suckers. Sometimes at my request he would lay his long gleaming +weapon in the palm of my little hand, but he usually retained possession +of it by a slight finger-and-thumb grip; and I always heaved a sigh of +satisfaction, not unmixed with relief, when he lifted it, closed the +blade with a click, and returned it to his sleeved-vest pocket.</p> + +<p>When Nathan was thus employed in our garden he always had dinner with +Betty in the kitchen. Betty's forte in the culinary department was +broth-making, and my mother used to say, with a smile, that when Nathan +was her guest Betty always put her best foot foremost. Betty, with a +blushing cheek, mildly repudiated the charge; and once, when in my +presence my mother told Nathan of this, he blushed too, and to hide his +confusion bent his head and tightened the trousers-straps under his +knees.</p> + +<p>Broth, with boiled beef and potatoes to follow, as a rule constituted +Betty's menu on these occasions, and there was always a 'word' between +them when the beef was served, as Nathan insisted on retaining his +soup-plate from which to eat it, and to this Betty strenuously objected. +She declared 'it wasna the thing;' but he retorted that 'that was +possible, but it was aye ae plate less to wash, and he liked the broth +brae wi' the barley piles in it, as it moistened the tatties.'</p> + +<p>Immediately after his repast he retired to the stick-house; and there, +seated on the chopping-log, he smoked his pipe in silence and meditation +till the Auld Kirk clock chimed the hour of one.</p> + +<p>Betty was no vocalist; but on those days when Nathan worked in our +garden she indulged much in what, out of gallantry towards her, I may +call sweet sounds. She had only one song—it is her sole musical +possession still—and during the years I spent far from the friends and +scenes of my boyhood, as often as I heard the familiar strains of 'The +Farmer's Boy,' Betty's timmer rendering came homely-like to my ear, and +I saw a print-gowned, pensive-faced young woman subjecting newly washed +delf to a vigorous rubbing, and watching through the kitchen window a +big eident gardener turning over with gleaming spade the rich loamy +garden soil.</p> + +<p>My mind harks back on these little scraps of memory as I sit here in my +bedroom listening to Betty's ceaseless prattle and Nathan's monosyllabic +responses. He is the same gaunt, silent Nathan, only much grayer, and +his short beard, fringe-like, now covers a chin which once was +clean-shaven and ruddy. He still wears leather straps on his workaday +trousers; and, though I haven't seen it, I am confident the keen-bladed +gully is somewhere about the recesses of his ample pockets. And he is +Betty's 'man,' and Betty is his busy, careful wife, and as such they sit +together in that kitchen taking their meals off that self-same table, +and looking out on that same garden which long ago was the scene of his +periodical labours.</p> + +<p>Sometimes of a morning I waken about five o'clock, and even thus early I +hear Betty downstairs making preparations for Nathan's breakfast. I know +full well from the different sounds how she is employed; and, in +rotation, I note the 'ripein' oot' of the previous evening's fire, the +filling of the kettle from the kitchen tap, the opening and closing of +the corner cupboard door, and the clatter of cups, plates, and cutlery. +Then the merry song of the boiling kettle, the clink of the frying-pan +on the crooks, the sizzling of frying ham, the splutter of gravy-steeped +eggs, and the drawing forward of white, well-scrubbed kitchen chairs.</p> + +<p>I know, too, when Nathan has finished his meal, as he always puts his +empty cup and saucer with a 'clank' into his bread-plate, gives a hard +throat 'hoast,' backs his chair away from the table, and says 'Imphm! +juist so!' very contentedly and cheerily. Soon the appetising aroma of +fried ham and eggs, which has been all the time in my nostrils, gives +place to the more pungent smell of strong brown twist smoked through a +clean clay pipe. This, however, is merely a whiff in passing, because +Nathan 'stands not upon the order of his going,' and in clean-smelling +corduroys and a cloud of fragrant pipe-reek he goes out into the early +morning sunshine, closing the door with a lingering, hesitating turn of +the handle, which, though gentle, seems loud and grating in the hush of +the dawning day.</p> + +<p>How I wish I could walk with him these beautiful fresh sunny mornings +along the Carronbrig road! I follow him, alas! in imagination only; and +as he leaves the empty echoing street and passes under the leafy canopy +of the Cundy Wood I feel the pure caller air on my brow, I listen to the +hum of the bees in the limes, the sportive chatter of the sparrows in +the bushes, the rich, full-throated melody of the blackbird and mavis +from the wooded recesses of the Gillfoot—each feathered minstrel piping +his own song in his own way, and all in unison singing their pæans of +praise in their leafy, sun-kissed bowers. Gossamer-webs, silvered with +countless pearls of dew, stretch their glistening threads from leaf to +leaf, and cover the shady side of the hawthorn hedgerows as with a +gray-meshed silken veil. From rank, dewy grass humble blue-bells raise +their heads, and nod good-morning to white and blue-red stately +foxgloves standing sentinel o'er scarred red-earth banks and tangled +bramble thickets. Lowing cows, knee-deep in meadow grass and buttercups, +with swishing tails and pawing forelegs, impatiently await the opening +gate. And over all, on field and wood and hill and dale, lie the +glorious rays of God's own sunshine, diffusing warmth and gladness, and +filling nature anew with pulsing life.</p> + +<p>The road lies broad and white before me, and I see Nathan's tall, gaunt +figure passing Longmire Mains, and I know the smell of the sweet +American gean is in his nostrils, and his gardener's eye is on the +fronded hart's-tongue ferns which here and there peep from the crevices +of the lichen-covered dike; by Meadow Bank, where the purple bloom still +crowns the spiked leaf branch of the rhododendron; on between the +hollies and silver birches at Dabton; through the sleepy village of +Carronbrig, where he is joined by moleskin-clad fellow-workers.</p> + +<p>Staff in hand and pipe in mouth, at that regulation pace which is well +known as 'the Duke's step,' each wends his way through the green turf +holm, across the Nith by the stepping-stones, under the shadow of the +ruin-crowned Tibbers mound. As they near the scene of their daily darg, +tobacco 'dottles' are paper-padded and made secure, pipes are deposited +in sleeved-vest pockets, and where the white iron wicket clicks and +admits them to the low-lying stretch of fairy garden plots and +multi-coloured perfumed bowers I take my leave of them. God grant I may +soon be able to see with the living eye, and feel with the nature-loving +heart, the beauties and joys which now in imagination only are mine!</p> + +<p>By degrees, and at rare intervals, Betty has relieved her mind to me +regarding Nathan. When I say 'relieved her mind,' I do not imply that +there is anything in Nathan's conduct or any remissness in his mode of +living which burdens Betty's thoughts. Far from it. Nathan is the best +of husbands—appreciative, kind, steady, and considerate. His wages—to +the uttermost farthing—are regularly given up to Betty's safe keeping. +All his spare hours are devoted to the large garden, whose produce from +January till December makes Betty's daily dinner of the bienest. Her +slightest wish is a command which he obeys with cheerfulness and +alacrity, and the quiet and composure of his presence is, I know, her +secret pride and mainstay. Yet she seems to be ever apologising for his +being about, and in speaking of him to me she invariably refers to him +as 'Nathan, puir falla,' with just the slightest suggestion of +commiseration in her tone.</p> + +<p>I wonder why this should be, and it is beginning to dawn upon me that +Betty somehow imagines—wrongly, needless to say—that I look upon him +as an intruder, something foreign to the element of our home-life of +long ago; and, stranger still, I am conscious of that feeling in Nathan +also. Though I have been resident here for over two weeks, and though he +has cried upstairs to me every evening, he has only been twice in my +room; and on both occasions he stood awkwardly at the door, holding on +by the handle, and answering my questions with his head turned toward +the landing. During the past week I have managed to limp my way +downstairs, and on passing through the kitchen have stayed my steps to +ca' the crack with him. But 'Yes, sir,' 'No, sir,' 'Ay, ay; imphm!' have +so far been the sum-total of his contribution to the conversation. Some +day, however, I know Nathan will thaw; some day soon they will both know +the high esteem in which I hold him. In due season he will rid himself +of his backwardness and shyness, and I shall be glad, for his honest +blue eye and his pleasing serenity appeal to me, and I feel I want a +friend like Nathan Hebron.</p> + +<p>To-night, after she had cleared away the remains of my homely supper, +Betty sat down with her knitting at my little attic window. I have two +pots of flowering musk and a lovely pelargonium in full bloom on my +sill, and under pretence of procuring Nathan's advice as to their +culture and well-being I inquired of Betty if she would ask him to come +upstairs.</p> + +<p>'Most certainly, Maister Weelum,' said she, with a pleasant nod; and she +went out, returning a minute later with Nathan in her wake. I know he +had been sitting in his easy-chair smoking in silence, with his +stem-bonnet on and his shirt-sleeves rolled up, inactive, yet alert and +ready to fulfil any of Betty's little behests; but at Betty's summons he +had hastily donned a coat, and his head was bare.</p> + +<p>After leisurely examining my plants and drawling out a few disjointed +directions, he turned to go downstairs; but I motioned him to a seat, +and, rather reluctantly, I thought, he sat down. I urged him to join me +in a smoke, and offered him a fill of my Edinburgh mixture; but he +declined my pouch; and, taking out a deerskin spleuchan, he nipped a +full inch of brown twist, teased it, rolled it in the palm of his rough, +horny hand, and meditatively filled the bowl of his clay cutty.</p> + +<p>Betty noticed my little act of civility; but she plied her needles in +silence till Nathan had struck a light and begun smoking.</p> + +<p>'Ay, Maister Weelum,' she said, as Nathan fitted the glowing bowl of his +pipe with a perforated metal cover, 'thae fancy ready-cut tobaccos are +no' much in the line o' oor Nathan, puir falla.'</p> + +<p>'Is that so? Well, every man to his own taste; but, Betty, excuse my +asking so personal a question, why do you always refer to your goodman +here as "Nathan, puir falla"?'</p> + +<p>Nathan looked surprisedly from me to Betty, and, after fumbling with his +match-box, struck another light when there was no necessity to do so; +while Betty laid her knitting on the table and thoughtfully pressed it +out lengthwise with the palm of her open hand.</p> + +<p>'When ye mention it, noo, I daur say I div say "puir falla,"' she +answered; 'but, though I say that, I dinna mean it in ony temporal +sense, Maister Weelum. So far as this world is concerned, I've got the +very best man that ever lived; but'——and she looked at Nathan as if in +doubt how to proceed.</p> + +<p>Nathan blew pipe-reek most vigorously; then he turned round to me with a +faint smile on his sober face, and he actually winked. 'She's—she's +sterted again, Maister Weelum,' he said with a side-nod toward Betty.</p> + +<p>'Started what, Nathan?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, the auld subject—imphm!'</p> + +<p>'Ay,'—chimed in Betty, now sure of her opening, 'it's an auld subject, +but it's ever a new yin, a' the same. "'Tis old, yet ever new," as the +hymn-book has it. Ay, an' that <i>is</i> true. As I said before, Maister +Weelum, I've nae concern regairdin' Nathan's welfare in this world. +We're promised only bread an' water, an' look hoo often he gets tea an' +chops, an' on what we ha'e saved there's every chance o' that diet bein' +continued as lang as he has teeth to chew wi'. But what o' the next +world? As Tammas Fraser aince said when he was takin' the Book, "Ah, +that's where the rub comes in!"' and she shook her head dolefully, as +much as to say, 'Nathan, you're a gone corbie!'</p> + +<p>I looked from husband to wife in blank astonishment, not knowing what to +say. I had always looked upon Betty as a deeply religious woman, a true +disciple of the Great Master, but partaking more of the loving John than +the assertive Peter; and, often as I had heard her say a word in season, +I could not remember having listened to her expressing so pointedly her +fears and convictions.</p> + +<p>She interpreted my thoughts aright; and after Nathan had, without +necessity, sparked another match, and almost succeeded in turning toward +us the full length and breadth of his long tankard back, she resumed.</p> + +<p>'Your mother was a guid woman, Maister Weelum, an' I ken that often, +often, you were the burden o' her prayers. I never talked much on this +subject to you, kennin' that you were her ain particular chairge, an' +that her prayers, withoot my interference, wad be answered. But it's +different in the case o' Nathan here. He belangs to me, an' me to him. +My calling an' election 's sure, an' I juist canna bide the thocht o' us +bein' separated at the lang hinner-en'. It's no' that he 's a bad +man—far from it. Or it 's no' that he 's careless. I gi'e him credit +for bein' concerned in his ain wey; but he juist saunters on through +life, trustin' that things will somewey work oot a' richt, an' lettin' +the want, if there 's ony, come in at the wab's end. Ay, an' for a man +like him, that 's sae fond o' flo'ers an' dogs an' ither folks' weans, +it simply passes my comprehension hoo it is that he 's sae indifferent +to the greatest o' a' love an' the things that so closely concern his +immortal soul's salvation. Nae wonder I say, "Nathan, puir falla."'</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding the gravity of the charge she had laid at Nathan's door, +I felt relieved to know that my surmises regarding the cause of his +attitude toward me were unfounded; and, with a note of encouragement in +my voice, I hinted to Betty that, after all, it was possible she was +unnecessarily worrying herself, as with two advocates like her and my +mother it would surely be well with both Nathan and me.</p> + +<p>'Ah, Maister Weelum,' she said impressively, 'I ken fine that the +prayers o' the just availeth much; but aye bear in mind—Nathan, are ye +listenin'?—Ay—weel, bear in mind that every herrin' maun hing by its +ain heid. Mind that, the twae o' ye noo.'</p> + +<p>This direct personal appeal rather discomposed me, and I didn't know +what to say. As for Nathan, he rose slowly from his chair, and, turning +round, he solemnly winked to me again. That wink somehow sealed a +compact between us. It placed us on a common platform, and established a +feeling of camaraderie which it would be hard for me to define.</p> + +<p>'Ay, Betty,' he said, as he raised himself to his full height, 'you're a +wonderfu' woman—a wonderfu' woman!' and he yawned audibly; 'an' when it +comes to gab wark on sic a subject as ye 've ta'en in haun', John Clerk +the colporteur canna haud a cannel to ye. When ye stert on me like this +I aye gi'e ye plenty o' rope, an' I never gi'e it a tug; but ye 've +gi'en me a gey tatterin' afore Maister Weelum here, an' I wad just like +to put in my yelp noo.'</p> + +<p>Betty gave him a surprised look, and I nodded and smiled encouragingly +toward him.</p> + +<p>'I don't misdoot,' he continued, after he had loosened his cravat at his +throat, 'that there 's some truth in a few o' your remarks; but, dod, +lass, dinna forget that I'm tryin' my best.'</p> + +<p>'In what wey, Nathan?' she promptly asked.</p> + +<p>'Weel, let me consider noo. Ay, I don't think I ha'e missed a day at the +kirk since we were mairret. That's ae thing, onywey. Then we tak' the +Beuk regularly; an' forby that, Betty,' he said impressively, 'I was +five times at the prayer-meetin's wi' ye last year, and'——</p> + +<p>'Prayer-meetin's!' said Betty; 'prayer-meetin's!' and she raised her +voice. 'Nathan Hebron, I'm astonished ye ha'e the audacity to mention +prayer-meetin's to me!'</p> + +<p>'Hoo that, Betty?' he gravely asked.</p> + +<p>'Hoo that? As if ye didna ken! My word, but that 's yin an' a half!—Do +you know this Maister Weelum; I had to stop takin' him to to the +prayer-meetin's, for he aye fell asleep. The last yin I took him to was +at Mrs Kennedy's. Not only did he sleep, but he snored wi' his heid +lyin' back an' his face to the ceilin'; an' when he waukened, it was in +the middle o' a silent prayer, an' he glimmered an' blinked at the +gaslicht, an' said he, wi' his een half-shut, "Betty, that 's rank +wastery burnin' the gas when we 're in oor sleepin' bed." Ashamed? I was +black affronted, Maister Weelum, an' among sae mony earnest folk, too.'</p> + +<p>Goodness knows, I hold no brief for Nathan, but I ventured to say on his +behalf that, as he had been working in the open all day, and the room +was quiet and warm, he was, in a way, to be excused if he unconsciously +dovered.</p> + +<p>'Ay, that's a' very weel; but I notice he never dovers, as ye ca' it, at +an Oddfellows' soiree.'</p> + +<p>Nathan had quietly slipped downstairs before she reached the end of her +story, and in his absence she became confidential and communicative.</p> + +<p>'I somewey think he means weel, but the road to hell is paved wi' guid +intentions. He's maybe the best specimen of the natural man that I ken +o'; but wae's me, that's no' sufficient. The seeds o' carelessness were +sown lang before I kenned him; an' tho' I maun alloo he has improved in +my haun', I see wee bit touches noo an' than o' the he'rt at enmity +which sometimes mak' me despair. For instance, the ither Sabbath-day nae +faurer gane, he sat doon efter his denner wi' a book, an' he looked +neither to left nor richt, but read on and on. "Nathan," says I, "what's +the book you're sae intent on?" "Oh, Betty," says he glibly, weel +kennin' that I didna gi'e in wi' orra readin' on the Lord's Day, "I've +faun in wi' a splendid book the day. It's ca'ed Baxter's—eh—<i>Saunts' +Everlastin' Rest</i>, an' it's the kind o' readin' I like." "Ay," says I, +weel pleased wi' the soond o' the title, "read on at that, Nathan. +Baxter's fu' o' rich refreshin' truths. Read slow noo, Nathan, an' tak' +it a' in." Weel, he never put it oot o' his haun till bedtime, except +when he was at his tea, an' then he slipped it into his coat-pocket; an' +the next day, when he was away at his wark, I cam' on it stappit doon +behin' the cushion o' his easy-chair; an' what think ye it was, Maister +Weelum? Guess noo what it was.'</p> + +<p>'Baxter's <i>Saints' Everlasting Rest</i>, of course,' I said.</p> + +<p>'Weel,' said Betty, 'that was printed on the loose covers that had aince +been the boards o' the holy volume o' that name; but the paper-covered +book that was inside was <i>The Experiences o' an Edinburgh Detective</i>, by +James MacGovan; an' d'ye ken this, Maister Weelum, I juist sat doon in +the middle o' my wark an' grat my he'rt-fill.'</p> + +<p>Poor, dear Betty, she wept anew at the remembrance of Nathan's lapse, +then rolled her knitting into her apron, and went downstairs into the +kitchen. Ten minutes later, when I was having my last pipe for the +night, I heard her voice raised in the Beuk, and she was reading, with a +point and emphasis which I am sure Nathan could not misunderstand, the +story from the Acts of Ananias and his wife Sapphira.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>I am as yet only on the threshold of my stay in Thornhill, and I am +beginning my long vacation as I intend to end it. Dr Balfour's orders +were short and to the point; and, in bidding a temporary farewell to +professional work and preparing for a long holiday, I know I am +following his instructions and furthering my own interests and future +well-being. Time was when this enforced inaction would have been irksome +indeed. I have always been alert mentally and physically; but since my +accident I have been incapable of any prolonged mental effort, and I +have welcomed the languor of this quiet retreat, which has possessed me +and claimed me as its own. Betty's ministrations I feel I stand in need +of; and Nathan's company, unresponsive and grudging though it be, is all +I desire. Betty has no patience with useless, idling folks, for she is +herself a bustler, and she talks contemptuously of the hangers-on who +daily and nightly support our village corners. Once she told me they +were troubled with a complaint called the 'guyfaul.' I had never heard +the queer word before, and asked its meaning. 'An inclination for meat, +but nane for wark,' she promptly replied; and as I lie abed these +beautiful sunny forenoons I wonder if Betty considers that I also am +afflicted with the 'guyfaul.'</p> + +<p>Correspondence of an official character is tabooed; but a day or two ago +I received a long newsy letter from my partner, Murray Monteith, not one +line of which had any reference to business. This morning I had a +further communication, almost equally free from 'shop;' but in a +footnote he remarks as follows: 'We had a call yesterday from our client +the Hon. Mrs Stuart, and in course of conversation she informed me that +she had leased a house in the vicinity of Thornhill, and that her niece, +the late General Stuart's daughter, was staying with her over the +autumn. I was strongly tempted to tell her you were at present resident +in that village, but refrained, knowing it would be unwise of you in the +present circumstances to occupy yourself with her affairs. Our inability +to find a will or to trace the record of the General's marriage troubles +her very much.'</p> + +<p>This postscript set me a-thinking, and I lay long pondering obscure +points in a case which had worried and perplexed every one concerned. +Not only was the good name of the Stuart family involved; but, in the +absence of proof, the General's daughter must be—well, nameless, and +the estate must pass to another branch of the family.</p> + +<p>So absorbed was I in my train of reflection that I failed to note +Betty's entrance with my breakfast-tray. A short cough and the clatter +of china recalled my wandering thoughts, and I began a rather disjointed +apology. Holding up my firm's letter with the familiar light-blue +envelope, I laughingly said, 'Blame this, Betty, and forgive my +inattention.'</p> + +<p>'Hoots, ay,' said Betty, 'it's a' richt; but ye maunna pucker your broo +an' worry your brain. Deil tak' thae lang blue letters, onywey! Nane o' +them that ever I got spelt weel to me; an' when Milligan the postman +handed this yin in this mornin', an' when I thocht o' taxes an' sic +fash, I was sairly tempted to back the fire wi' it. Imphm! that's so, +noo. Eh! by the by, the doctor's Mary looked in on the bygaun, an' she +tells me Dr Grierson will likely be doon to see ye the day. He has had a +letter frae a Dr Balfour o' Edinbro, tellin' him a' aboot ye, an' askin' +him to keep his eye on ye. Imphm! Ay, an', Maister Weelum, ye didna tell +me that ye lay a week in the infirmary insensible.'</p> + +<p>'No, Betty,' I said, 'I dare say I didn't; but—well, the fact is I +didn't wish to worry you with details or'——</p> + +<p>'Ay, an' naether did ye tell me it was to save your wee dog's life ye +gaed back into the burnin' hoose,' she said in the same inquisitive +tone. I stirred my coffee vigorously, but said nothing. 'An' is it the +case that the stair fell in when ye were on the middle o't, an' that the +wee dog was foun' deid in your airms?'</p> + +<p>'That is so, Betty,' I said sadly.</p> + +<p>Betty was silent for a minute, and she fumbled aimlessly with the corner +of her apron. 'Lovan,' she said at length, 'it has been a mair terrible +affair than I had ony thocht o'. The heid an' the spine are kittle to +get hurt, but it's a guid's blessin' ye werena burnt beyond recognition. +Efter siccan an experience it's a wonder ye didna relieve your mind to +me regairdin' it lang ere noo. Naebody in this world wad ha'e been mair +interested or sympathetic. What wey did ye no'?'</p> + +<p>Her concern and loving interest were unmistakable; but from the tone of +her questionings I opined she was smarting under the sense of a slight, +real or imagined, and I hastened to reassure her. 'My dear Betty,' I +said, 'believe me I had no motive in withholding such news other than +that of saving your feelings. At one time I was minded to tell you all +about it; but when you met me at Elvanfoot I noted at a glance the +pained, surprised look on your face, and I at once decided not to say +more than was absolutely necessary. Besides, Betty, everything happened +so quickly that I can scarcely remember the details.' In a few words I +described what had taken place. 'And now, Betty,' I concluded, 'let us +change the subject. Even now the recollection of my experience is like a +nightmare, and I would rather not speak of it.'</p> + +<p>'Imphm!' said Betty abstractedly; 'that I daur say is no' to be wondered +at. I'm sorry if my curiosity has been the means o' bringin' it a' back +again; but, oh man, Maister Weelum, it gaed sair against the grain to +hear o' a' this frae fremit lips. The doctor's Mary has a' the +particulars at her tongue-tap, an' she gaed through it this mornin' like +A B C. I could see she was under the impression that I kenned a' aboot +it, an' I didna seek to disabuse her mind on that, but juist said, +"Imphm! that is so, Mary—what ye say is true;" and she left my doorstep +thinkin' I was farer ben in your confidences than I am. But that's a' +richt, Maister Weelum. I respect your motives, an' I understaun exactly +hoo ye were placed. But, oh, my boy! in ocht that may in the future +distress ye dinna leave Betty oot, an' dinna forget that her he'rt is +big eneuch to haud your sorrows as weel as her ain. Wheesht! Is that the +ooter door openin'? It is; an', dod, that's Dr Grierson's cheepin' buits +on the lobby flaer, an' me no' snodit yet. He's an awfu' dingle-doozie +in the mornin', is the doctor.'</p> + +<p>Moistening the tips of her fingers on her lip and keeking into my little +oval looking-glass, she deftly arranged a stray lock of gray-black hair +under the neatly goffered border of her white morning-mutch.' Juist a +word wi' ye, Maister Weelum, before I gang doon. Are ye quite agreeable +that Dr Grierson should veesit ye? He's an auld freen o' your Edinbro +doctor, an' that's hoo he cam' to be written to, so the doctor's Mary +tells me.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I'm quite agreeable, Betty—delighted, indeed,' I replied.</p> + +<p>'Eh—ay—imphm! An' ye've nae feelin' on that point?'</p> + +<p>'Most assuredly not,' I said. 'But why do you ask?'</p> + +<p>She tiptoed across the floor and half-closed the door.</p> + +<p>'That's him rappin' wi' his stick on the kitchen flaer,' she said in a +whisper. 'An' tell me this; did the mistress—your mother, I mean—ever +say ocht to ye aboot the doctor an'—an' ony o' her ain folks?'</p> + +<p>'Not that I remember of'</p> + +<p>'Ay, aweel, that's a' richt. When he comes up, dinna refer to my +speirin' ye this;' and she hurriedly left me and went downstairs.</p> + +<p>Thornhill has never been without its Gideon Gray. Had Dr John Brown been +acquainted with its record in this particular respect he could have +added to that remarkable chapter of his <i>Horœ Subsecivœ</i> the names +of not a few medical benefactors, the memory of whose services is yet +fragrant in our midst. Scattered here and there in many a quiet country +kirkyard are the graves of heroes of science who in their day +ungrudgingly gave of their very best, faithfully ministering to the +wants of the poor and needy without thought of fee or reward; men of +ability, intellect, tact, and courage of heart, whose life-work lay in +the sequestered bypaths, and whose names were unknown outside the glen +they called their home. Of such was Dr Grierson; and as he stood by my +bedside the thought momentarily flashed through my mind, would that he +had been limned by Scott or by the creator of Rab and Ailie!</p> + +<p>A little over medium height; wiry, spare, and alert; broad shoulders +slightly stooped; long dark hair streaked with gray, without a parting, +brushed straight back from his forehead and hanging in clustering locks +above his stock; his face serious almost, yet not void of humour, and +lit up by kindly, blue, thoughtful eyes; a presence cheering and +reassuring, and a bearing which bespoke the scholar and the gentleman. +His clothes were of rough gray homespun, badly fitted and carelessly +worn. A thin shepherd-tartan plaid, arranged herdwise, hung from his +shoulder, and he held in his hand a round soft hat, gray-green from +exposure to summer sun and winter rains. Such was the man who stood by +my bedside—a Gideon Gray indeed—strong of purpose, keenly observant; +shy, yet not suspicious; revelling in his power of doing good; inured to +cold and privation; buoyant and hopeful in the face of difficulties; +daily in close and loving communion with all nature around him; and girt +about with truthfulness and integrity as with a cloak. Though I had +never before been in his presence, I hailed him within my heart as a +true and honoured friend.</p> + +<p>He shook hands without saying good-morning, and seated himself on a +chair at the foot of my bed. Betty, who had preceded him upstairs, and +announced him, walked across the room, took up a position at the gable +window, and feigned an interest in our grocer neighbour's back-yard. He +looked at me pointedly and earnestly, the while stroking his long +straggling beard, and then, half-turning his head toward Betty, he said +with a low, little laugh, and with a pronounced yet euphonious 'burr,' +'Our young friend, Betty, is more of a Kennedy than a Russell.'</p> + +<p>'Ay, doctor, that he is,' said Betty, without taking her eyes from the +window. 'He aye took efter his mither's folk. When he was a bairn o' +three he was the very spit o' his aunt Marget. Not that I ha'e ony +recollection o' her, but that's what I mind the mistress used to say.'</p> + +<p>'He's like her yet,' the doctor promptly added.—'And in saying so I can +pay no higher compliment to you, my young man.'</p> + +<p>'I've heard it said, doctor, that ye kenned the Kennedys aince on a +time,' said Betty, and she changed the position of a pot of musk on the +window-sill.</p> + +<p>He looked quickly and questioningly at Betty; but she was busying +herself with the flowers, the while humming, timmer-tuned as usual, the +opening lines of 'The Farmer's Boy.'</p> + +<p>Then he looked from her to me, slowly and deliberately crossed his legs, +and, putting his long, thin hands lengthwise on his knee, he said, more +to himself than to Betty, 'Yes, yes, I, as you say, once knew them +well.'</p> + +<p>'Ye wad ken Miss Marget, then?' asked Betty after a pause.</p> + +<p>To me Betty's questioning was an enigma; but I wasn't slow to notice it +was distinctly disconcerting to the doctor, who quickly changed his +position and sat with his back to the light.</p> + +<p>'Miss Marget and I were very, very dear friends,' he said, 'very dear +friends, a long, long time ago;' and he abstractedly traced with the tip +of his finger an irregular circle round the brim of his old soft hat.</p> + +<p>Betty with a flick of her apron removed imaginary dust from the +window-sill, and then, coming up to the doctor, she laid her hand on the +back of his chair. 'In that case, then, doctor,' she earnestly said, +'for her sake, for Miss Marget's sake, ye'll do your best for her +nephew, for it breaks my he'rt to see him lyin' there amaist as helpless +as a bairn.' And she hurriedly left the room, and I don't know for +certain, but I think she was crying.</p> + +<p>The doctor rose, quietly closed the door, and resumed his seat.</p> + +<p>'Betty has undoubtedly your welfare at heart, Mr Russell,' he said. +'Unconsciously, or maybe consciously, she has awakened many memories of +the long ago—memories of times and people that are with me now only in +dreams. Ay, ay;' and he passed his hand slowly adown his face. 'But this +is not getting on with my work,' he said, after a pause.</p> + +<p>Putting his hand in his coat pocket, he brought out, not a handkerchief, +as he had intended or as I expected, but a rather sickly-looking +hart's-tongue fern, the root of which was carefully wrapped in a piece +of newspaper and tied with a bootlace.</p> + +<p>'Well, well!' he said reproachfully, turning it over in his hand, 'that +is indeed stupid of me. I ought to have planted this immediately on my +arrival this morning; but fortunately I was careful to take sufficient +soil with it, and maybe it is not yet too late.'</p> + +<p>'Have you been from home, doctor?' I asked.</p> + +<p>'Oh, only for twelve hours,' he said, returning the plant to his pocket. +'I was on the point of going to bed last night, when the Benthead +shepherd called me out to attend his wife. He was driving an old nag I +knew well, a Mitchelslacks pensioner—willing enough, you may be sure, +or he wouldn't have been owned by a Harkness, but long past his best; +so, in order to be as soon as possible beside my patient, I quickly +saddled my own mare, and was trotting down the Gashouse Brae when the +kirk clock was striking eleven. I passed the old nag near Laught; but +unfortunately at Camplemill Daisy cast a shoe; so, rather than trouble +the smith at such an untimely hour, I put her into his stable, the door +of which was unlocked, waited the upcoming of the shepherd, and drove +the rest of the journey with him in his spring-cart. After sitting for +an hour or two at a smoky peat fire, reading by the aid of a guttering +tallow-candle a back-number of the <i>Agricultural Gazette</i>, I was called +to work, and very soon added another arrow—the tenth—to the shepherd's +quiver. When everything was "a' bye," as we say locally, Benthead kindly +offered to drive me down to the mill; but, as the early morning was so +delightfully fine, and nature outside so pleading and inviting, I took +to the moor on "Shanks' naigie." Ah, the delight of that moorland walk! +the exhilarating air of the uplands! Why, man, it was like quaffing +wine, and the cobwebs—warp and woof of the sleepless hours—were +charmed away as if by magic. The sun was just peeping over the crest of +Bellybucht, and his rays were lying lovingly athwart the budding +heather and the silver mist-wreathed bents. Bracken and juniper, +blaeberry and crowberry; dewdrops here, dewdrops there, sparkling and +shimmering; tiny springs of crystal water oozing out from whinstone +chinks, gurgling and trickling down pebbled ruts, seen awhile, then +unseen, lost in spongy moss and tangled seggs. Overhead the morning song +of the gladsome lark; to my right the <i>wheep</i> of the snipe and the quack +of a startled duck; to my left the <i>yittering</i> of the curlew and the +<i>chirrup</i> of the flitting, restless cheeper; and over all the spirit of +the wild which isolates and draws within her mantle-folds all those who +cuddle close to Nature's breast. Ah, what a morning! what a scene! Hat +in hand I walked, with my head bared to the throbbing air and the +glorious sunshine. "Surely, surely," I said to myself, "it is good for +me to be here;" and with a sense of thankfulness in my heart, and +turning my face to the shadowy Lowthers, I sang with the Psalmist, "I to +the hills will lift mine eyes."</p> + +<p>'I struck the Crichope about six o'clock; wandered leisurely down the +linn; pulled this hart's-tongue fern, and a few more which I must have +lost; picked up this fossil—part of a frog, I think—which will make a +welcome addition to my collection.' He hesitated for a moment, with +half-closed eyes and his chin resting on his folded stock. Then he +suddenly looked toward me and asked, 'Have you ever walked down Crichope +alone?'</p> + +<p>'No, not alone,' I replied.</p> + +<p>'Then Crichope has never spoken to you. You have never heard its +message. To me, this morning, it was the mouthpiece of the Creator—the +great Architect; <i>for I was alone</i>. With those who love and admire His +handiwork He is ever in communion, and He speaks in the rustle of the +leaf, the tinkle of the stream, the whisper of the grass, and the echo +of the linn. But you must be alone, humble, reverent, stripped to the +pelt, as it were, of everything sordid, boastful, and vainglorious; and +then that old ravine will be a sanctuary where in its solitude you will +find solace, comfort in its caverns, food for reflection in its story +and traditions.'</p> + +<p>Again he paused, and I lay with eager eyes fixed on his animated face. +Betty's cat, with arched back and long tail, brushed slowly past his +knee. With an ingratiating 'Pussy, puss,' he stroked her fur.</p> + +<p>'About half-past seven,' he continued, 'I reached the smithy, had a cup +of tea with Smith Martin and his wife, got Daisy's shoe made siccar, +and was mounting for home, when news was brought from Dresserland that a +farm-worker had fallen from his cart and broken his leg. Off Daisy and I +trotted up the brae. But, tut! tut! why should I waste my precious time, +and weary and fatigue you to boot, by detailing all my morning round?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, doctor, don't stop!' I pleaded. 'I know and love that whole +countryside, and a talk with you is like a walk in the open. Indeed, my +limbs twitched as you strode along, and I felt as if I were keeping step +with you.'</p> + +<p>'Ay, your limbs twitched, did they? That's a good sign.'</p> + +<p>'A sign of my appreciation of your love of nature and poetry of +language, doctor?' I asked.</p> + +<p>'No, no; something far more important than appreciation. But this is not +business. I know you will be anxious to learn in how far Dr Balfour and +I agree, so let me have a look at that damaged spine of yours.'</p> + +<p>Betty tells me that she's 'feart the doctor's a careless, godless man, +for he never enters a kirk door.' I could have told her that he had +attended church that morning, and that he had had communion with God and +a glimpse of heaven which would have been an unknown experience and an +unfamiliar sight to many who occupy a church pew every Sunday; but Betty +wouldn't have understood—nay, wouldn't have believed me—and I was +silent.</p> + +<p>His visit has cheered and encouraged me, and his conversation has made +me proud of his acquaintance. He is to call on me again in a few days; +and meanwhile I have to take more exercise; so with the aid of a +friendly hazel I shall have a daily 'daunder' and an opportunity of +renewing my acquaintance with Douglas the barber in his wee back-room, +John Sterling the shoemaker at his souter's stool, and Deacon Webster at +his tool-laden bench.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>Tom Jardine the grocer—Betty's next-door neighbour—will be thirty-four +years old on the 23rd of January next. He is to a day exactly four years +my senior. I remember it was when his mother and Betty were putting out +clothes together in the back-green that I, a boy of five, heard for the +first time that we had a birthday in common.</p> + +<p>To me the fact vested Tom with a special interest. I looked upon him in +more than a mere neighbourly spirit. Though we were rarely associated in +our boys' games, we often casually met about the doors or had disjointed +conversations through the garden hedge; and on these occasions the +desire was always strong within me to talk of our birthday, and to ask +if he wasn't wearying for the 23rd to come round. And when that +auspicious date was ushered in, and my birthday-cake, in all its +white-iced glory, was ceremoniously placed before me at table, I used to +wonder if Tom had one also, and if he, like me, had the honour of +cutting and distributing it.</p> + +<p>On looking back, I cannot remember when the Jardines were not our +neighbours. Long ago Robert Jardine, Tom's father, was a tenant of ours, +and twice a year, at the Martinmas and Whitsunday terms, he called upon +us; and when the rent had been paid and sundry repairs and alterations +agreed upon, he and my father drank a glass of wine together. It had, +however, long been the height of Robert's ambition to be the owner of +his own roof-tree. Times then being good, he soon saved the amount +necessary to effect a purchase; and after many calls and conferences, +terms were ultimately arranged to the satisfaction of both vender and +buyer.</p> + +<p>Tom was the youngest of a large family, the other members of which had +all emigrated; and when Robert Jardine died—his wife had predeceased +him by a few years—there was no one else to look after affairs. Tom at +once gave up a responsible position in a wholesale grocery establishment +in Glasgow, came south with a wife and three young children, and took +over what I now understand every Thornhill villager believed to be a +dying, if not an altogether dead, concern.</p> + +<p>All these changes had taken place in my absence during these past +fourteen years; but it was nevertheless pleasing to me to know from +Betty, shortly after my return, that as neighbours the family was still +represented, the more so as the representative in question was none +other than my old friend Tom.</p> + +<p>In describing my attic room I omitted to say that it has a little, +round, gable window through which, from my fireside chair, I can look +down upon the Jardines' back-yard. Long ago I used to sit here and watch +old Robert grooming his horse, cleaning his harness, and packing his +long-bodied spring-cart with bags of flour or meal, and grocery parcels +of tea and sugar, for distribution on his long cadger rounds.</p> + +<p>During the past few weeks my interest has often been centred on his son +similarly employed. Tom sings and whistles cheery tunes as he works, and +his iron-shod clogs make a merry clatter on the stone-paved court. His +wife and the two eldest children—blue-eyed, curly-haired bairns they +are—give him willing help, and, standing in his cart or on a chair +placed beside the wheel, he cheerily receives and checks off in a +weather-beaten note-book the various articles for his country clients.</p> + +<p>Like Nathan, Tom is no lie-abed in the morning. Of necessity he must be +up betimes, for his journeys are often long and his days are always too +short. When Betty is preparing the early breakfast I hear Tom's ringing +footstep outside, the taming of the key in the stable-door lock, and the +anticipating whinny of the gray mare. Then a horse-pail is filled from +the tap at the stable-door; a minute later it is returned empty and +deposited outside; the lid of the corn-bin, which has been poised on its +creaky hinges, descends with a bang, and I know that his faithful +dappled friend has her nose buried in countless piles of sweet-smelling +corn.</p> + +<p>Betty is not an inquisitive woman, nor does she interest herself in a +meddling way in her neighbours' concerns; yet her big, kindly heart and +her never-failing sympathetic nature invite many confidences, and she is +therefore more fully versed in what I might call the inward life of +those around her than many of a more zealously prying and newsvending +disposition.</p> + +<p>We were talking one day about the Jardines of a past generation, and our +conversation naturally turned to Tom. I commended him for his industry, +for his sobriety, and for the undivided attention he gave to his +business, and finished up by asking if he was a successful man. Betty +made no reply; but she shook her head doubtfully, from which I argued +that it was not all sunshine and whistling and singing with our young +grocer neighbour; and as she showed no desire to continue the +conversation, I allowed the matter to drop.</p> + +<p>After tea, however, she reverted to the subject, and reopened our chat +by asking if it was usual in business for a son to take over his dead +father's debts.</p> + +<p>In my short professional career I remembered one such case, in which I +was interested, but only one, and I told her of it. I didn't go into +details, but gave her the bald outstanding points; and after I had +finished she said, 'Ay, and that's the only case ye ever heard o'?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, that is so, Betty,' I replied.</p> + +<p>She was standing at the round gable window, vacantly looking down into +our neighbour's back-yard. Then I saw her eyebrows begin to pucker, and +I knew there was something on her mind.</p> + +<p>'Maister Weelum,' she said at length, 'I've nae concern in the ongauns +o' the folks aboot me, an' I never talk aboot them. But ye asked me +regairdin' Tom Jardine, an' I'm no' betrayin' ony confidences when I +tell ye that young Tom took ower his dead faither's debts, so that will +be twae cases ye ken o'.'</p> + +<p>'Tom Jardine!' I said with surprise. 'Surely Robert Jardine wasn't in +debt when he died?'</p> + +<p>'That he was, Maister Weelum—the mair's the pity. Ye see, for a lang +time—I micht say for at least five years afore he died—he wasna able +to gang his roons; in fact, he was barely able to stand ahint the +coonter. Younger an' mair active competitors took up the same gr'und; +an' what wi' failin' trade, increasin' competition, an' cuttin' prices, +there wasna a livin' in it. Then his wife had a lang, lingerin' illness, +an' when she slippit away he kind o' lost he'rt. I was often wae for +him, puir man, an' I did a' I could for him in my ain sma' wey. Except +to yin or twae he keepit a smilin' face, though, aye wrote cheerily to +Tom, an' gaed to kirk an' market as lang as he was able wi' his heid in +the air; but, losh me! when his time cam' it was nae surprise to me an' +yin or twae mair that the whole affair—shop, hoose, an' business—didna +show much mair than ten shillin's in the pound. Tom—him that's doon +there noo—was in a guid wey o' doin' in Glesca, an' nothing wad ser' +him but he bood come hame an' tak' things in haun. He was strongly +advised to have nothing to do wi' it, an' to let the creditors handle +what was left as best it was likely to pay them. But Tom said, "No." All +he asked frae the creditors was time an' secrecy as far as was possible +as to how things stood, an' frae the Almighty health an' strength, an', +given these, he promised to clear his dead faither's name an' see every +yin get his ain. That's three years ago past the May term, an', honour +an' praise to the puir laddie, he's nearly succeeded. But it has been a +terrible struggle for him; an' had it no' been for his determination, +his sobriety, his pride in his faither's guid name, an' abune a' the +help o' a lovin' wife wha's a perfect mother in Israel, he wad ha'e +gi'en it up lang or noo as an impossible, thankless job. Nathan and me +lent his faither sixty pounds. We had nae writin' to speak o', only his +signed name. I showed the paper to Tom shortly efter he had settled doon +here, an' instead o' questionin' it he thanked us for our kindness an +promised to pay it back in the same proportion as the ithers. Up to noo +we've got back thirty pounds. I was in his shop the ither day, an' he +said he thocht he wad be able to gi'e's anither ten pounds at the +November term. What think ye o' that noo, Maister Weelum?'</p> + +<p>'I think your neighbour is a splendid fellow, Betty, and I would like to +shake hands with him. Have you the paper beside you on which his +father's name appears for sixty pounds?'</p> + +<p>'Ay, that I have,' said Betty. She went downstairs, and returned a +minute later with a sheet of notepaper.</p> + +<p>I glanced at the unstamped promise, and smiled. 'Betty,' I said +seriously, 'are you aware this is not worth the paper it is written on?'</p> + +<p>'Ay, perfectly,' she said with unconcern.</p> + +<p>'How did you find that out?' I inquired.</p> + +<p>'Oh, when I showed it to Tom Jardine he used exactly the same words as +you did; but, said he, "My faither signed that. I have every confidence +in you an' Nathan. My faither an' mither thought the world o' ye, an' +wi' my assurance that ye'll be paid back, I tender you my best thanks +for your kindness in time o' need."'</p> + +<p>Betty folded up her worthless document and put it in the breast of her +gown. 'An honest man like Tom Jardine makes up for a lot o' worthless +yins, Maister Weelum,' she said as she lifted her tea-tray; and I looked +through the wee round window to Tom's back-yard with an increased +appreciation of the coatless and hatless grocer, who was sitting down on +an empty soap-box with a long needle and a roset-end, mending his old +gray mare's collar.</p> + +<p>It has rained continuously for three days, and according to Nathan +something has gone very far wrong, as St Swithin's Day from early morn +to dewy eve was cloudless and fair, and accordingly we had every right +to anticipate forty days of dry, fine weather.</p> + +<p>Harvest is early with us this year. The corn, which was waving green +when Betty and I drove south from Elvanfoot, is already studding the +fields in regular rows of yellow stooks, and but for this break in the +weather it would even now be on its way to the stackyard in groaning, +creaking carts. The Newton pippins on the apple-tree at the foot of the +garden are showing a bright red cheek, and the phloxes and gladioli in +the plot at the kitchen window are crowned with a mass of bloom so rich +and luxuriant that every one of Betty's cooking utensils reflects their +colourings and appears to be blushing rosy-red. During these past three +days I have missed Tom's cheery song, and I am beginning to wonder if +the gloomy weather has chilled his lightsome heart and silenced the +chords of his tuneful throat.</p> + +<p>Time was when I loved to be abroad on a rainy day, whether as an +unprotected boy fishing away up Capel Linn and Cample Cleugh, with the +rain dribbling down the neckband of my shirt and oozing through the +lace-holes of my boots, or as a man with waterproof and hazel staff, +breasting the scarred side of Caerketton or the grassy slopes of +Allermuir, with the pelting, pitiless raindrops blinding my eyes and +stinging my cheek, and the vivid fire of heaven lighting up Halkerside +and momentarily showing the short zigzag course of that 'nameless +trickle' whose rippling music the Wizard of Swanston loved.</p> + +<p>How I enjoyed these Pentland rambles, alone in the rain and the soughing +winds! Underfoot, the dank, sodden grass and the broken fern; overhead, +the sombre sky, the scurrying clouds, and the drifting mist; on every +side the grassy mounds of the Dunty Knowes, with their shivering birks +tossing to windward, and a rain-soaked hogg beneath every sheltering +crag. Alone, yet not alone; for a Presence was with me, guiding me on, +showing me through the gathering gloom the sun-bathed crown of +Allermuir, bringing to my ear from out the rage of the storm the wail of +the curlew, and summoning to my side the plaided shepherd 'Honest John' +and his gray, rough-coated collie Swag.</p> + +<p>Ah, these are memories only! memories only! for Cample Cleugh and Capel +Linn are lost to me with my boyhood. No more am I the strong, +able-bodied lover of the open, moving with firm, sure step among scenes +which a master's touch has made immortal; but a poor, crippled, +pain-racked invalid, as parochial in feeling as in outlook, sitting in +an easy-chair by an attic fire, watching through a rain-washed +window-pane a scene which fills me with forebodings and touches my heart +to the very quick.</p> + +<p>Down there in the courtyard, where the water in the imperfect pavement +is lying in muddy pools, Tom Jardine, hatless, coatless, and regardless +of the splashing rain, is walking to and fro like a lion in his cage. +His face is set and white, his finger-tips clenched in the palm of his +hand, and there is an anxious, troubled expression in his eye which +recalls memories of unfortunate, harassed clients. For a moment he +stands with feet apart and eyes dolefully fixed on the wet, sloppy +flagstones. A door quietly opens, a tiny, smiling-faced figure darts +through the rain, and in an instant two round, bare, chubby arms are +encircling his knee, and a fair, curly head is nestling against his +thigh. But there is no fatherly response to the loving embrace, no reply +to the childish prattle. With a jerky wrench Tom frees himself from the +wee, cuddling arms, and two wide-opened, surprised blue eyes follow him +as again, in thoughtful measured tread, he walks up and down and up and +down. Then red dimpled knuckles are pressed into these blue eyes, a sob +breaks from a wounded little heart, and Tom comes to a sudden halt. In +an instant his clouded face is wreathed in smiles and beams with loving +solicitude. Bending down, he lifts the sobbing morsel; and as he +disappears through the kitchen doorway with the precious burden in his +strong arms and his hungry lips pressed against a soft red cheek, I say +to myself, with a heavy, welling heart, 'Tom, you surely have your +troubles, but as surely you have the antidote.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>Of late I have noticed that Betty, in the course of our frequent cracks, +has with considerable tact and adroitness turned the topic of our +conversation into channels matrimonial and domestic. I know full well +that my state of celibacy is to her a subject of wonderment and +speculation; but, though other cases similar to my own have been +commented upon—threshed to chaff, I may say—she has never, until +to-day, come to close quarters, and vested the matter with any direct +personal application. How she manœuvred and worked her way round was +distinctly characteristic, but not worth detailing; and I shall not +readily forget the surprise, and, I might say, incredulity, with which +she received my assertion that I had never married for the very simple +reason that I had never been in love.</p> + +<p>With her head thoughtfully to one side, she plied her needles +assiduously. 'Ye're—let me see noo, ye'll be'——</p> + +<p>'Thirty next birthday, Betty,' I promptly answered.</p> + +<p>'Ay, imphm! Ye're quite richt; ye're juist exactly that, an' nae mair. +Lovan me, imphm!' and she laughed and looked toward me. 'And, eh! d'ye +mean to tell me—seriously noo—that ye're here at this time o' day +withoot havin' met ony young leddy ye could mak' your wife?'</p> + +<p>She was probing very near the quick, and I puffed vigorously at my pipe. +'Seriously and truthfully, Betty, I haven't yet met the woman I could +marry.'</p> + +<p>'Gosh me! that <i>is</i> maist extraordinar', Maister Weelum, an' you within +a cat's jump o' thirty. It's almost inconceivable! It strikes me ye +havena been lookin' aboot ye very eidently, for it's no' as if there was +a scarcity o' womenfolk. There's aye routh to pick an' choose frae; at +least, if there's no' in Edinbro, there's plenty in Thornhill. It may +happen, though, that ye're ower parteecular, or it may be ye're lookin' +oot for yin wi' a towsy tocher. Ministers an' lawyers, they tell me, +ha'e a wonderfu' penetration in sniffin' oot siller, an' the faculty o' +placin' their he'rt where the handy lies.'</p> + +<p>'That may be, Betty; but I must be an exception to this rule among +lawyers, for I can assure you monetary considerations would never +influence me. More than that, Betty, I don't consider my case +altogether hopeless, although I am nearly thirty. There's luck in +leisure, and you mustn't forget that you can't command love. It has to +come of its own free-will—unasked, as it were; and when it comes, rest +assured it won't be a case of pounds, shillings, and pence with me. The +fact is, Betty, I'm waiting.'</p> + +<p>'Faith, ye're richt there; an' let me tell ye this, Maister Weelum, if +ye wait much langer ye'll be gray-heided.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, yes, Betty; but I mean I'm waiting for a particular young lady.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I see! Then ye ken o' yin?'</p> + +<p>'Well, yes'——</p> + +<p>'An' ye're waitin' on her growin' up, watchin' her as ye wad watch a +Newton pippin ripenin'?'</p> + +<p>'No, no! Betty, you misunderstand me. I know of a young lady; but—well, +the truth is, I haven't met her yet—at least not in the flesh. Now, +now, Betty, don't laugh at me till I explain.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Maister Weelum! I'll no' laugh. It strikes me it's mair a matter o' +greetin'. But never mind; ca' your gird.'</p> + +<p>'Well, Betty, to make a long story short, a few years ago I had a dream, +and in that dream I saw a face and heard a voice—a woman's face and a +woman's voice. I was very much impressed at the time, and that face has +haunted me ever since. Among my friends I am not considered, in the +generally accepted sense of the term, a woman's man. Strenuous work, +facing hard matter-of-fact events, glimpses into the matrimonial +tragedies of not a few lives, and the toll in time and thought which a +growing business exacts have to an extent blighted the growth of the +sentimentality which usually creeps into a man's heart between twenty +and thirty. Somehow I have allowed matters to drift—to shape their own +ends, or, as you would say, to work out their own salvation—in the full +assurance, however, and with the hope strong within me, that some day +the lady of my dream will come into my life, that I will again see that +face and hear that voice. So far I have waited in vain; but I am not +discouraged, for I feel my fate lies in my dream, and, as I say, I am +waiting still.'</p> + +<p>Betty resumed her knitting, for her needles had been idle while I was +speaking.</p> + +<p>'Imphm!' she said at length; 'an' that's hoo the land lies! Fancy that +noo, a great, big, wiselike man like you hankerin' after the face o' a +woman ye had seen when ye were sleepin', an' a' the time withoot a doot +lettin' chances slip by ye o' catchin' what ye micht ha'e gruppit. +Hoots! hoots! Maister Weelum, that's surely a senseless ploy. Mair than +that, I've nae brew o' dreams, although I confess that there's much in +Scripture hinges on them. They were the makin' o' Joseph, a +loupin'-on-stane to Daniel, an' a godsend to the prophets on mair than +ae occasion. There's nae gettin' away frae it; but for a' that, as I +say, I've nae brew o' them. I mind aince o' dreamin' that I was sittin' +doon to my tea, an' that I was eatin' the best bit o' boiled ham that +ever I tasted in a' my life; an' the next mornin'—the very next +mornin', Maister Weelum—my soo dee'd. Anither time—it was on a +Setterday nicht, I mind—I dreamed that the kitchen lum was on fire; an' +on the Sunday mornin', when I keekit up to see that it was a' richt, a +young doo tummelt doon an' nearly frichtened the life oot o' me. An' +there was Peggy Rae—Mrs Wallace, ye ken—a real nice, God-fearin' woman +she is, an' a regular attender o' the prayer meetin's—weel, three times +in ae nicht she dreamed that an auld auntie o' hers had come hame frae +Ameriky an' gi'en her the present o' three hunner pounds; an' what think +ye, Maister Weelum, she wasna weel through wi' her breakfast when her +mither-in-law—an auld, Godless, totterin' heathen she was—was brocht +to her door in a cairt, took to her bed in Peggy's wee back-room, an' +was the plague o' her life for weel on for a dizzen years. Na, na, +Maister Weelum; dreams are queer, contrary, unchancy things to sweer by. +Tak' my advice, forget a' aboot your dream-leddy, as ye ca' her; cast +your e'e aboot on what ye can see an' grup, an', losh me! a +faceable-lookin' man like you needna grapple lang. But I'm daft, sittin' +clatterin' here an' the tatties at the sypein'. Tak' tent o' what I say, +though, Maister Weelum, for ye're nearin' that time o' life when an +unmarried man stammers into a rut that he's no' easy got oot o'.'</p> + +<p>Betty's warning gave me food for reflection for long after she left +me—so much so, indeed, that as I quietly strolled along the Cundy road +an hour or two afterwards, in the early afternoon, every chaffinch sang +not <i>to</i> me but <i>at</i> me, and the burden of his song seemed to be, 'Tak' +tent, tak' tent, and mind, do mind, the rut, rut, rut.'</p> + +<p>In the sunshine too, amid nature in all its reality and activity, dreams +and visions seemed strangely far away and unimportant. In my little +room, with all its haunting associations, the story of my dream-lady had +a becoming setting and an uncommonly substantial foundation. But here, +with the breeze playing among the shimmering leaves of the gnarled +poplars, the merry song of the birds in the plantation, and the sunshine +lying on the white parallel-tracked road, it seemed more of an illusion, +something very unreal and fanciful, and I actually blushed that I, a +solid, stolid man of thirty, should have narrated such a story with so +much gravity, and pinned to it a significance so personal and material.</p> + +<p>Absorbed in thought, I ambled along, heedless alike of time or distance, +until at length, with surprise at my strength and staying-power, I noted +that I had walked almost to the Nithbank Wood. I felt neither tired nor +inconvenienced; and when I considered that I had been only a month or +two under Dr Grierson's care, I felt I had accomplished a very wonderful +feat indeed. True, I had rested all the forenoon, and even now I was +heavily supporting myself on two stout hazel staffs; yet never since my +accident had I walked so far without fatigue, and I felt relieved and +elated beyond words.</p> + +<p>I halted for a little in the grateful shade of a spreading lime, +feasting my eyes on scenery dear and familiar to me since boyhood—the +little round wood at the Cundy foot, every tree in which I had climbed +in quest of young squirrels; the clump of geans at Holmhill, whose wild +purple-brown fruit was sweeter far than any coddled garden cherries; the +sweep of the Nith at the Ellers, where I had so often 'dooked' and +fished; and the mossy, wild-thyme carpeted 'howmes'—our playground of +long ago. The murmuring Nith recalled to me the Auld Gillfit, with its +gray-blue pebbled beach and its banks of upstanding raspberry-bushes and +twisting, prickly brambles, and with extraordinary intensity the desire +sprang up within me to view its charms once more.</p> + +<p>Buoyed up by pleasurable anticipations, forgetful of my weakness and the +uneven, rutted slope, I opened the little wicket, and, without +misgiving, entered the wood.</p> + +<p>Through the green, quivering foliage I caught glimpses here and there of +rippling, dancing wavelets, nodding brown-headed segg grasses, and +patches of shimmering, sunlit sands. With eyes strained to catch each +well-known feature, I stumblingly descended the rugged bank, and very +soon, more by luck than careful guidance, I reached my goal. A hedge of +waving willows screened from me the Cundy stream; but its joyous +rhythmic ripple, as it washed its sandy, pebbled bed, sounded in my ear +like the crooning song my mother used to sing when I lay on her knee as +a child.</p> + +<p>This was the dear old spot, the bank where we lay after our 'dook,' +baking our naked bodies in the sun's warm rays; here the little sandy +isle where we played at pirates and castaways, cooking a guddled yellow +trout over a 'smeeky' green-wood fire, and washing it down with lukewarm +water from the stream; there, through the arches' span, the Doctor's +Tarn, where the grayling used to lie; and, away beyond, the quiet grassy +uplands of the Keir and the gray-green hills of Glencairn fading into +the horizon.</p> + +<p>Seating myself on the sun-browned turf, I lit my pipe. How long I sat I +cannot say, for I was lost in reverie, and, truth to tell, just a little +fatigued by my unusual exertions. Suddenly, however, it came to me that +I wasn't alone. This fact was first proclaimed by a curling wreath of +smoke on the other side of the willows. Then the aroma of a +well-seasoned havana greeted my nostrils, and I rose to my feet to +reconnoitre.</p> + +<p>Walking a little upstream, I came to an opening in the willow-hedge, and +there, on a sand-knoll at the foot of the bank, sat a man—a clergyman, +judging by his dress; while a little in front of him, and almost on the +water's edge, was a tall young lady standing before an easel. I saw the +man in profile—elderly and gray-bearded he was; but the lady's back +was turned to me, and she was much engrossed with her canvas.</p> + +<p>I must have walked very noiselessly, as neither of them seemed aware of +my presence; and this I counted strange, since I had made no attempt at +stealthiness, and they were so near me that I could almost have touched +them. I stood for a minute silent and undecided whether or not to make +my presence known.</p> + +<p>Before I could make up my mind, the artist ceased work, and, stepping a +few feet to her right, studied the effect from the altered standpoint. +This gave me the much-desired opportunity of seeing the picture, and I +noted with peculiar pleasure that it was part of the view in which I had +just been revelling. And the subject, difficult and ideal though it was, +had been touched by no unworthy, amateurish hand. The old red-sandstone +bridge, mellowed in a soft western light, was a centre round which much +broad, skilful, loving work was evidenced. Oil was her medium—rather an +unusual one, I thought, for a lady; and in the brief glance I got I +noticed she had imparted to her canvas the true atmosphere, and that it +contained in colour, drawing, and composition the essentials of really +good work.</p> + +<p>Her clergyman companion closed his book, relit his cigar, and consulted +his watch. 'Much as I expect of this picture as a big draw at my bazaar, +and anxious as I am to take it back with me to-morrow to Laurieston, I'm +afraid I must call you to a halt. It's almost five o'clock.'</p> + +<p>'Just one wee, wee minute,' the artist pleaded in a singularly sweet +voice, which seemed to me far away, yet strangely familiar.</p> + +<p>A few deft, bold touches, the while her small head critically swayed +from one side to the other.</p> + +<p>'Finis! finis!' she called at length; 'and I'm sorry to part with it, as +I love this subject.'</p> + +<p>With a face flushed with success, she turned to her companion. Then her +eyes met mine, and I stood breathless and transfixed, for I had heard +the voice, and was looking into the face, of my dream-lady!</p> + +<p>The fact that I was in the presence of one who had mysteriously +influenced me for the last ten years, one whom I had seen in my dreams +but never met, thrilled me through and through, and I felt bewildered +and benumbed. Had I been in normal health, doubtless I should have +boldly faced a situation so psychologically strange and alluring; but in +my present enfeebled condition I had no craving for the occult and +romantic, and when I was freed from the spell of my dream-lady's eyes my +first impulse was to retrace my steps and immediately regain the +highroad.</p> + +<p>I turned at once, in my haste struck my heel against one of my staffs, +and fell heavily on the sloping pathway. My tweed hat fell from my head +and rolled away down the bank, but I made no effort to recover it. With +extreme difficulty I rose to my feet, and, gripping my two staffs in a +strong grasp, started again to reach the crest of the wooded brow.</p> + +<p>One of the peculiar effects of my accident is that I cannot raise my +body on my toes. When going upstairs I have to turn sideways, and in an +awkward, laboured fashion lift one foot over the other; and in +negotiating this ascent, in which the same muscles were called into +action, I had to take a zigzag course which demanded great caution and +care, as there was no pathway, and the surface was treacherous and +uneven.</p> + +<p>I stood for a moment before I entered on my arduous undertaking, +irresolute and hesitating, swayed by two conflicting impulses. Here was +the fulfilment of my dream. Down there, a little beyond the hedge of +willows, stood one the memory of whose sweet, pensive face had haunted +me for years; whose living presence I had prayed for, yearned for; and +whose influence, unconsciously exerted, had dominated my being and kept +me unscathed in the midst of many temptations. It was the culmination of +ten years' expectancy and waiting. A series of remarkable coincidences +and strange providential workings had matured, and here was I spurning a +friendly interposition of the Fates, and fleeing away as if I were a +cowardly, shamefaced culprit. Why should I act so? Why should I not face +the situation and await this flow in the tide of my affairs?</p> + +<p>Then in thought I traversed the long, dreary road which during the past +years I had walked alone. Hastily I reviewed the picture I had often +conjured up of what our meeting would be, the contemplation of which had +yielded me so much sacred, secret pleasure. Strange, I had always +painted her as I had seen her a minute ago, even to the detail of pose +and attitude. She—well, she was just my dream-lady, faithful in every +respect to my imaginings; and in this picture, in response to her +inviting smile of recognition, I was by her side, strong in body, +resolute of will, sure of having at last met my affinity.</p> + +<p>Strong in body! Resolute of will! Was I? Ah, the humiliation of the +truth! Why, as I stood there, I was tottering on my feet like an +octogenarian, convulsively clutching two hazel staffs for support, and +so irresolute that I could scarce form an idea of what my next move +would be. What a metamorphosis! what a pitiful spectacle!—an object +surely for sympathy, but not likely to inspire love or admiration. No, +no, she must not see me thus; and, quickly disposing of all other +considerations, I turned my back upon fate and commenced the ascent.</p> + +<p>Painfully I dragged myself along. Never once did I look backward, for I +soon found that I had essayed a task requiring all my concentrated +attention. Urged on by a consuming desire to get away, I at first made +wonderful progress. But as the minutes passed, and the ascent became +steeper, I felt my will-power diminishing, my strength gradually growing +less, and my knack of happily negotiating ruts and obstacles deserting +me at every step. Once I lost my balance and slipped down the slope; but +I clutched the dried tufted grass with a frenzied hand, and crawled up +on my knees to where my hazel had dropped. Again I started, and again I +fell, this time losing grip of both my staffs and also any confidence in +myself that was left. Flushed and breathless, I rose to my knees, and +with feverish energy began to crawl uphill.</p> + +<p>But my haste was my undoing, for with it my caution disappeared. Twice +the wisps of grass by which I hauled myself broke in my hand, and I +slipped down, each time losing any little headway I had made. Again I +slipped. Then despair took hold of me, and, with limbs exhausted and +relaxed, and eyes moistened by thoughts of weakness and acknowledged +defeat, I sank to the ground.</p> + +<p>For a few minutes I lay oblivious to everything around me. Then the +sound of approaching footsteps and snatches of faintly audible +conversation recalled me; and wearily and painfully I raised myself to a +half-reclining, half-sitting position, with my back turned to the +direction whence the sounds proceeded.</p> + +<p>'Yes, it's a very decent hat,' said a voice which I recognised as that +of the clergyman; 'a very decent, serviceable hat indeed; and I dare say +it may as well be restored to its owner, though the drunken scamp +deserves little consideration.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, surely he's not drunk, Mr Edmondstone?'</p> + +<p>'Most assuredly he is,' replied the cleric. 'While you were busy on your +canvas he was doubtless lying somewhere hereabouts, sleeping off the +effects. Believe me, no man would stagger about a braeface as he did +unless he were under the influence of drink.'</p> + +<p>'Dearie me, Mr Edmondstone! dearie me! are you not forgetting? Faith, +Hope, Charity; and the greatest of these is Charity. Charity of judgment +is beautiful, Mr Edmondstone. You are—or at least you should +be—preaching that every Sunday. But in this case, whatever <i>you</i> +presume, I, at all events, will maintain it was no drunken look he gave +me. I admit his movements were suspicious; but—well, we'll soon find +out. Please hand me his hat.'</p> + +<p>'What! You surely don't mean to tell me you are going to speak to him?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly. Why shouldn't I? Either you or I shall have to give him his +hat; and——Sh! sh! I'm afraid he's hearing all we are saying.'</p> + +<p>My dream-lady was quite right. I hadn't missed a single word that had +passed; and—passive, but with the hot blood mounting my neck and +cheek—I had without protest allowed the charge of drunkenness to be +made against me. I felt too weak and humiliated to make any defence. +What mattered it to me, after all, what they thought, so long as they +kept at a distance from me and left me to my own resources? They might +have passed me, and I would have made no sign that I was aware of their +presence; but when I heard my dream-lady's decision to be the bearer of +my old tweed hat I started violently and looked keenly toward her. With +my chin resting on my tired, lacerated hands, I watched her carefully +picking her steps along the tangled incline. The fact that there was no +escaping an interview was borne home to me so forcibly that it led to +speedy resignation, which not only relieved my pent-up feelings, but +also enabled me to observe her dispassionately, and study, without bias, +her face and form. What my estimate was I cannot tell, or, rather, I +will not tell; but when she reached me, with a flushed face, a +half-frightened, half-defiant look in her eye, and my old tweed hat in +her hand, I felt she had been aware of my critical scrutiny and resented +it, although my opinion, favourable or otherwise, was to her of no +consequence whatever.</p> + +<p>'Thank you very much for bringing my hat to me,' I said awkwardly; 'and +thank you still more for your belief in my sobriety.'</p> + +<p>She looked at me for a minute, the while all evidence of fear or +distrust vanished from her face. Then she smiled—smiled a true smile, +with parted lips that disclosed two rows of pearly teeth, and soft +fringed eyes that showed in their depths trust in humanity and joy of +life.</p> + +<p>'Oh, please don't thank me for either,' she said, in a low, sweet-toned +voice. 'Your hat is too good to lose. It is no trouble to return it; and +as for the other—eh—matter—well'—and she looked round about her on +the russet woods, the peaceful fields, and away to the west where the +faint sunset glow was suffused along the Glencairn hills—'I could not +bring my mind to associate such glories as these with any state so mean +and degrading; and I'm glad—yes, I'm glad—that I was right.'</p> + +<p>I bowed in silent gratitude.</p> + +<p>'I don't want to appear inquisitive,' she continued; 'but would you mind +telling me why you acted so peculiarly in zigzagging up this incline +instead of taking the path by the boundary beech-hedge? And, oh dear, +dear! your hands are bleeding! Have you no handkerchief? See, here is +one;' and she pleadingly held out a dainty piece of lace cambric which I +could easily have put inside my watch-case.</p> + +<p>Refusing her kind offer with thanks, I produced a sonsy specimen of +Betty's laundry-work, which I rolled round my right-hand thumb. 'It is +more than kind of you to interest yourself in a stranger,' I said +without looking up. 'The fact is, I haven't been feeling very fit +lately. The effects of a nasty accident have kept me too much indoors; +but to-day, feeling a little stronger than usual, I extended my walk, +and very foolishly determined to visit a particular spot here which, +through boyish associations, is very dear to me. As it happened, I found +you occupying it; and not wishing to disturb you in your work, and eager +to regain the highway, I over-exerted myself, lost my footing, my +patience, courage, and my two sticks, and—and here I am! But I've got +my second wind now. I'll rest here just a little longer, and everything +will be all right.'</p> + +<p>'Dearie me,' she said, and she caught a straying tress of dark hair and +tucked it securely underneath her tam-o'-shanter, 'how very easily one +may be deceived by appearances! Mr Edmondstone thought you were—well, +you know; and I thought you had seen a ghost. I'm very sorry to know of +your illness, and it is lucky, after all, that we were about. If you +feel sufficiently rested, my friend and I will assist you up to the +wicket.'</p> + +<p>She offered her good services with such an ingratiating, confident air, +anticipating neither denial nor protest, that I was downright sorry to +say her nay.</p> + +<p>'No, no,' I said nervously, and I am afraid ungraciously; 'I shall +manage all right by myself. Thank you all the same. But there is one +kind action you might do on my behalf. Down there, below that little +knoll, and somewhere in the long grass, are my two hazels. I—I lost +grip of them somehow. They rolled down, and I couldn't very well reach +them again. Once I have them in my hands I'll feel myself again. Would +you mind getting them for me?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly,' she said with alacrity; and, slip-sliding down the few +yards of irregular turf, she soon returned with my hazels. 'Are you +quite sure now that I can be of no further service to you?' she asked, +as she handed them to me.</p> + +<p>God knows there was much she could do for me, and I yearned to tell her +so; but I felt her presence beginning to dominate me; and as I was +strangely out of humour with myself, and utterly incapable of acting the +part I had in my day-dreams anticipated, I made haste to call up what +remnant of will-power I had left.</p> + +<p>'You have been exceedingly kind to me, a stranger,' I stammered. +'Believe me, I appreciate what you have done, and—good-afternoon.' And +in confusion I raised my hat.</p> + +<p>She looked inquiringly at me for a moment, and I saw speech trembling on +her lip; but with a little effort she checked it. Then, with a smile and +a slight inclination of her head, she walked slowly, and I imagined +thoughtfully, toward her companion. I heard the wicket opening on its +creaking hinges, and clicking as it closed in its iron fastening. Voices +in animated conversation became fainter and fainter, rhythmic sounds of +footsteps died away into silence, and I lay back on the bank among the +brown wispy grass and the red autumn leaves with a joy and thankfulness +in my heart I had never experienced before. And my joy was not born of +the knowledge that my dream lady was a reality. Somehow, I had never +doubted that. Rather was it that I had convinced myself that she +possessed all the virtues and qualities with which I had vested her; and +that, short as our interview had been, and commonplace as our +conversation had proved, there was pervading it all the feeling, +peculiar and indefinable, that what had taken place was merely a prelude +to something more satisfying, a foretaste of greater happiness in store. +What mattered it that I didn't know her name or where she had gone? +Sufficient to me to know I was being guided aright, that the Fates were +with me, and that by degrees the curtain would be drawn aside and my +way made clear.</p> + +<p>The birds trilled sweetly the last lingering notes of their lullaby, the +Cundy stream crooned lovingly a song I had never heard before, and the +glamour of the gloaming took possession of my soul.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + + +<p>For the past three days I have been confined to my bedroom, indeed I may +say to my bed; for, with the exception of a short half-hour to-day—when +Betty exchanged blankets for sheets—I have been reluctantly compelled +to restrict my range of vision to the interior of my room, with my head +on my pillow. The doctor has been to see me morning and night, and Betty +has been in and out and out and in, and her anxiety regarding me has +been too evident to be ignored.</p> + +<p>This morning, when she had accompanied the doctor downstairs, I heard +her ask what he thought of me. I didn't hear what he said in reply, +because his voice is very low-pitched and his articulation not distinct; +but Betty's rejoinder was, 'Imphm! I juist expected something o' the +kind. Dod, doctor, was it no' a stupid ploy—sic thochtless +stravaigin'—five oors oot o' the hoose in snell weather like this, an' +him as shaky on his legs as a footrule? A wean o' ten years auld wad +ha'e haen mair sense.'</p> + +<p>No reproaches have been made to my face, however, and of this I am +glad, as I am sure I should be sorely exercised in mind to find a +suitable excuse for my truancy.</p> + +<p>I am not very clear about the details of my journey homeward from the +Nithbank Wood. Betty and Nathan were both out when I returned, doubtless +making search for me; and as I was too fatigued to walk upstairs, I sat +down in Nathan's easy-chair in the kitchen and fell asleep. I have no +recollection of what followed; and, considering the state of Betty's +pent-up feelings, it would, I feel, be rather imprudent of me to ask.</p> + +<p>I have been feeling rather low in spirits these last two days. I cannot +blame the weather, for the October sun, though waning in strength, is +showing his face for long-continued spells, the air is brisk and +invigorating, and the sparrows are chirping and sporting in the eaves +above my little window as if it were the merry month of May. I am loath +to attribute this depression to physical weakness; yet were I to make +such acknowledgment to Dr Grierson, I know he would frankly and at once +confirm it. That I have received a set-back is evident, and when I call +to mind my exertions in the plantation I need not be surprised. Still, +everything considered, if I had that afternoon to live over again I +should do just exactly as I did then. I am truly sorry if what Betty +calls my 'thochtless stravaigin'' has undone the doctor's work, sorry if +Betty's loving care has been lavished in vain. But Time, with healing in +his wings, will surely make everything right again. And then I must not +forget that but for this 'thochtless stravaigin'' I should not have met +my dream-lady face to face. Ah! this is the one consoling fact, a rich +reward, though the penalty I pay may be great. It is the only bright +spot in a drab, dreary outlook, and I shall nurse this secret joy in my +heart, and count myself favoured indeed.</p> + +<p>Betty, who has a jealous eye where I am concerned, has noticed my +depression. Yesterday and to-day she has given me much of her company, +and in our cracks she has done her utmost to divert my mind into +agreeable channels. She talked much of a younger brother of +Nathan's—Joe, a member of the Hebron family I had not heard of before. +Joe, it turns out, is an old soldier, and on a slender pension, eked out +by the proceeds of odd jobbing, he keeps up a modest one-roomed +establishment somewhere in the purlieus of the Cuddy Lane. On the expiry +of his army service he came to Thornhill—accompanied by a Cockney wife +of whom Betty and Nathan had no previous knowledge—with a view to +settling down among the scenes of his boyhood, which had haunted his +dreams in far-away lands. But the quiet village life had no charms for +Mrs Joseph, and after a month of protesting in which rural life was +damned, and pleading in which London's charms were extravagantly +extolled, she went away south on a holiday, from which she never +returned. Thanks to his army training, which had perfected him in the +art of looking after number one, Joe took to housekeeping on his own as +a duck takes to water, and settled down to a state of grass-widowerhood +with astonishing equanimity. Regularly, however, during July, August, +September, and part of October, he disappears from the village; and +Betty thinks, but is not quite sure—as Joe, like Nathan, is very +reticent—that Mrs Joe runs a small boarding-house down south somewhere, +and that Joe goes to give her a hand during the busy months. Betty is +expecting his return any day now, and I shall be glad to meet him, as +his history has interested me. With such gossipy news, interspersed with +naïve by-remarks, Betty has done her level best to drive dull care away.</p> + +<p>This afternoon, when she left me to make ready Nathan's supper, she +promised to come back again with her knitting after the meal was over; +but, finding her duties didn't permit of her immediately fulfilling her +promise, she deputed Nathan to act the cheery host.</p> + +<p>By very slow degrees Nathan is ridding himself of his reticence. When we +meet he has more to say than formerly, and his long-drawn sighs instead +of words are less frequent; but he has not yet ventured upstairs of his +own free-will or without a message or excuse.</p> + +<p>'There noo, Nathan,' I heard Betty say, after he had 'hoasted' +satisfaction with his meal and scrieved his chair away from the +table—'there noo, Nathan, gang away up like a man. Juist walk strecht +into the room as if the hoose was your ain, an' for ony sake dinna gant +an' sit quiet. The laddie's dull an' wearyin', so keep the crack +cheery.'</p> + +<p>Nathan's appearance is not calculated to inspire gaiety. He is too long +and 'boss-looking,' his whiskers are too straight and wispy, and his +blue eyes too vacant and far-away. But, as I have admitted, there is a +'composure' about him which is satisfying; and as he pushed my door ajar +and came in, as it were bit by bit, I gladly laid aside my book and +turned down my lamp.</p> + +<p>I presumed he would be dying for his after-supper smoke, so I persuaded +him to sit down in the basket chair at the foot of my bed, and 'fire +his pipe,' as he terms it.</p> + +<p>For a time he smoked in silence; then, suddenly remembering Betty's +injunction, and looking through the uncurtained window and taking a long +survey of the scudding clouds, he said, 'Imphm! the wind's changin', +Maister Weelum, to the nor'-east. That means a bla' doon your lum, I'm +thinkin', an' it's a maist by-ordinar' dirty, choky thing, is back +reek.' Then breaking away at a tangent, and fixing his blue eyes on me, +he said, 'Ay, man, an' ye're no' lookin' sae weel the nicht as I've seen +ye.'</p> + +<p>'Maybe not, Nathan,' I said. 'I haven't been up to the mark yesterday +and to-day.'</p> + +<p>'So Betty was tellin' me; but—eh—ye're lookin' waur than I expectit.'</p> + +<p>'I'm sorry, Nathan,' and I laughed uneasily; 'but, you know, I cannot +help my appearance.'</p> + +<p>'No, Maister Weelum, that's true—that <i>is</i> true;' and he deliberately, +and with unerring aim, spat in the fire. 'Nae man can—phew!—eh, losh, +d'ye see that?' he hastily ejaculated, as a cloud of smoke spued from +the fireplace, swirled up the wall, and spread along the ceiling. 'I +telt ye the wind was shiftin' its airt, an' that ye wad ha'e a bla' +doon. If there's onything in this world I hate, it's back smoke. Man, +it seeps doon through your thrapple into your lungs, an' there's nae +hoastin' o' it up. Phew!—dash it! I wonder when that lum was last +soopit. Talkin' o' lums, did ye ken that auld Brushie the sweep was +buried the day?'</p> + +<p>Not having had the pleasure of Brushie's acquaintance, I replied in the +negative with unconcern.</p> + +<p>'Ay,' continued Nathan, determined to obey Betty and keep the crack +going—'ay, there's a lot o' folk slippin' away the noo; changeable +weather gethers them in. It's a kittle time o' the year for them that +are no' very strong—imphm!'</p> + +<p>I was, unfortunately, in a more than usually susceptible state of mind, +and the morbid strain of Nathan's conversation was affecting me in spite +of myself. 'Yes, Nathan,' I said, expecting to bring a smile to his +long, serious face, 'people are dying just now who never died before.'</p> + +<p>'True, Maister Weelum; ye're richt there. Imphm! ye're perfectly richt,' +he solemnly said without relaxing a muscle. He crossed his long legs +very deliberately and stroked his beard as he looked round my little +room. 'Man, Maister Weelum, dootless ye think ye're as snug up here as a +flea in a blanket, but wad ye no' be better doon the stairs in the big +bedroom to the sooth, an'—an'——</p> + +<p>'And what, Nathan?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, weel, it's no' for the likes o' me to dictate to you. Ye ken your +ain ken best, but wad ye no' be mair comfortable-like sleepin' in the +sooth room an' sittin' your odd time in the dinin'-room? Betty or me +never put a foot in it except to air or fire it, an' it wad save ye the +trouble an' inconvenience o' comin' up an' doon the stairs.'</p> + +<p>I thought for a moment before replying to this unexpected and most +sensible suggestion.</p> + +<p>'Is this idea off your own bat, Nathan?' I asked.</p> + +<p>'Off my ain what, Maister Weelum?'</p> + +<p>'I mean, did you think out this arrangement yourself, or is it Betty's +idea and yours?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I see. Weel—imphm-m!—we were talkin' it ower atween us last +nicht, an' Betty thinks ye wad be better doon the stairs; but she doesna +like to say that to ye for fear ye micht think that ye were a bother to +her, or that she considered hersel' ill hauden takin' your meat up to +ye, an'—an' things like that—ye see.'</p> + +<p>'I understand,' I said thoughtfully; 'and do you know, Nathan, the idea +is worth considering, and'——</p> + +<p>'No' to interrupt ye, Maister Weelum,' he interposed, 'ye ken as weel as +I do ye're far frae bein' strong—at least, as strong as ye should be. +Ye're nocht the better o' that lang walk ye had the ither day, an' the +doctor's no' sae pleased wi' ye as he was.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, indeed, Nathan! I'm sorry to know that; but, with care and a few +days' rest, I trust to be all right very soon.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, dod, sir, we a' hope that—imphm!—but, a' the same, if I were you +I wad shift my quarters. Ye'll ha'e mair convenience, a sooth exposure, +langer sunshine, nae back smoke, an' then, man, ye'll be nearer Betty +should ye need her service. I've aye considered this a wee, poky place +onyway; an' as for the stair up to 't, it's the warst-planned yin I ever +saw. It's far ower narra, the turn's ower sherp, an' it wad be a perfect +deevil o' a job to get a kist doon there.'</p> + +<p>'A what, Nathan?' I asked.</p> + +<p>'A kist—a coffin, I mean.'</p> + +<p>'But, goodness me, my good man, who wants to take a coffin down there?'</p> + +<p>'Oh Lord! naebody that I ken o', Maister Weelum—no, no, naebody I ken +o'. But yin's never sure. As Betty often says, "oor days are as +gress"—imphm! We drap awa' like the leaves in the back-end, Maister +Weelum—ay, juist like leaves nippit wi' the frost. An', speakin' o' +leaves, I was workin' amang leaf-mould the day; an', dod, sir, it's a +queer thing, but, d'ye ken, whenever I handle that stuff I begin to +think aboot kirkyairds. Isn't that a queer thing noo, Maister Weelum?' +and he puffed at his pipe without drawing smoke.</p> + +<p>My lamp was burning low. Rain was pattering on the darkened +window-panes, and the soughing wind at irregular intervals drove clouds +of smoke down my chimney. Shadows from the lime-tree danced on the +whitewashed walls, taking to themselves grotesque fantastic shapes; and +Nathan—gaunt, wispy-bearded, spectral Nathan—puffed, and sighed, and +spat in the semi-darkness. From the kitchen downstairs came to me at +times sounds of a conversation carried on in a dull monotone, and +interspersed with half-suppressed distressing sobs. A queer, creepy +sensation began to take hold of me. I drew my blankets tighter round me +and settled my pillow a little higher.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + + +<p>Nathan noted my movements. 'Can I help ye, Maister Weelum, or is there +ocht I can do to mak' ye comfortable? Betty'll no' be lang till she's +wi' ye. She's busy the noo, an' she sent me up to keep ye cheery till +her wark was dune.'</p> + +<p>I looked at him and saw he was quite serious, so I concluded that, +decent, well-meaning man though he was, he was no humorist.</p> + +<p>'Ay, Nathan,' I said, after I had thought over the situation, 'I have no +doubt your intentions are all right. Invalids ought to be kept cheery, +as you call it; but'——</p> + +<p>'Ye admit, then, that ye <i>are</i> an invalid, Maister Weelum?'</p> + +<p>'Well, Nathan, I'm afraid I must admit that.'</p> + +<p>'Ay, man—imphm! so far, so guid. Ye ken, sir, there <i>are</i> some fouk +that'll no' gi'e in when ocht ails them. There was Cairneyheid, for +instance. Did ye ken him? No—imphm! it doesna maitter. Weel, Cairnie, +as we ca'd him for short, had farmed on the Alton rig a' his days. The +rig lies high, an there's aye plenty o' guid fresh air up yonder, and +Cairnie never in his life had had even a sair heid. But, dod, sir, ae +day, after his denner, he quately slippit to the flaer, an' couldna get +up again. Weel, he sat there till aboot hauf six withoot sayin' a single +damn, an' if ye kenned Cairnie an' his weys ye could understaun that +that gied his women-fouk a glauff. Weel, suddenly he lookit up an' asked +for a gless o' whisky, an' they thocht frae that that he was better. He +did kind o' revive after his dram, an' wi' nae sma' trauchle they got +him to his bed. Next mornin' he was dreich o' risin', an' when he got to +his breakfast he couldna eat, an' still he didna sweer, so they sent +awa' doon for the doctor. Weel, whenever the doctor cam' an' saw him he +ordered him at aince to be put in his bed. "Bed!" said Cairnie. "Bed in +the guid daylicht! I think I see mysel'! I never in a' my life gaed to +my bed except at nicht an' to sleep, an' I'm no' gaun the noo;" an' he +got up oot o' his chair in spite o' them. "I'm awa' up to the high field +to see hoo they're gettin' on wi' the turnip-shawin'," he said; an' +withoot dug or stick he oot o' the hoose. Hooever he got the length o' +the field guidness only kens, but there he got. "Hurry on, men," he +said; "dinna be feart to bend your backs in guid shawin' weather like +this. The pits'll a' be ready afore ye're ready for them;" an' he +lifted a knife to gi'e them a haun. He pu'd a turnip, an' was juist gaun +to whang off the shaw, when doon he drappit in the middle o' the drill +as deid as Abel.'</p> + +<p>Nathan relit his pipe, which had gone out during the narrative. 'Ay,' he +continued, as he puffed audibly, 'it was a very big funeral, was +Cairnie's. He was buried in Dalgarnock—a damp, douth place to lie in, +in my estimation. No' that it maitters muckle, I daur say; but +still'——</p> + +<p>'Whae's this ye're on, Nathan?' said Betty, who had entered the room +unobserved.</p> + +<p>'Oh, naebody parteeklar, Betty. I'm juist ca'in' the crack as ye telt +me, an' keepin' Maister Weelum here cheery till ye come up;' and he +rose, with a sigh of relief, from his chair, sidled toward the door, and +went cautiously downstairs.</p> + +<p>When I heard him safely round the 'sherp' turn on the staircase I looked +at the sonsie, kindly face of my old nurse. 'Oh my dear Betty, I am glad +to see you!' I said with fervour.</p> + +<p>'Hoo's that, noo, Maister Weelum?' and she gave a wee bit pleased laugh. +'Ha'e ye been missin' me? Has Nathan no' been ca'in' the crack?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Betty, I have been missing you, and Nathan <i>has</i> been ca'in' the +crack; but, Betty'—and I lowered my voice—'he's been in kirk-yards all +the time.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, is that so?' she sympathetically asked. 'I'm sorry, noo, to ken +that. He must ha'e been workin' among leaf-mould the day.'</p> + +<p>'He was, Betty; he told me so.'</p> + +<p>'That accoonts for it, Maister Weelum. Nathan's awfu' queer that wey; +but, puir falla, he canna help it; an' then ye ken he means sae terribly +weel. I'm awfu' sorry, though, if his crack has depressed ye. Ye're +juist a wee bittie doon i' the mooth the noo, an' ye'll be easily putten +aboot; but keep your pecker up, like a guid laddie, an' ye'll soon be +better in health an' better in spirits. Efter a', an' when a''s +considered, ye've a lot to be thankfu' for. Mony a yin wad gladly change +places wi' ye. It's a gey hard, step-motherly kind o' world this for +some folk; but you—weel, I wad say ye've your fu' share o' blessin's.'</p> + +<p>I looked keenly toward her while she was speaking. 'You are perfectly +right, my dear Betty,' I said. 'I have my full share of blessings, and +every reason to be thankful and grateful. Why, Betty, when I think of +it, it is a downright sin in me to allow myself to become depressed. It +would be much more to the purpose were I to bestir myself and do all I +can to help others, whose share of the good things is less, and whose +burdens are greater. By the way, Betty, were you crying downstairs about +half-an-hour ago?'</p> + +<p>'No, Maister Weelum, I was not cryin'.'</p> + +<p>'Strange,' I said; 'I was sure I heard some one sobbing.'</p> + +<p>Betty stooped down and poked the smoking coals into glowing flame. Then +she pulled down my window-blind and drew the curtains together. 'Oh, +you're quite richt; you dootless did hear greetin', but it wasna me;' +and she sat down again and unrolled her knitting, but she didn't ply her +needles.</p> + +<p>'D'ye mind,' she continued after a long pause,' you an' me speakin' +aboot Tom Jardine the grocer, oor next-door neebor, ye ken?'</p> + +<p>'Perfectly, Betty,' I replied; and at mention of his name I saw in my +mind's eye a rain-swept courtyard, a haggard, worried face, and a +golden-haired bairn. Intuitively I saw more—troubles, big mental +troubles which crush the heart and soul out of a man. Oh! I hadn't +forgotten.</p> + +<p>'Weel,' she continued, a tremor in her voice, 'it was Tom Jardine's wife +that was greetin' in the kitchen, an' I'm juist dyin' to speak to you, +for what she has telt me is lyin' at my he'rt like a stane. Are ye weel +enough, think ye, to be bothered listenin'?'</p> + +<p>'My dear Betty, where two old friends like you and Tom Jardine are +concerned, nothing is, or can be, a bother; so proceed, if you please.'</p> + +<p>She began to knit, then stopped and counted her stitches, while I filled +and lit my pipe.</p> + +<p>'Little mair than a week bygane,' she began, 'I was in Tom's shop for +some odds and ends, and when he was servin' me, says he, "Mrs Hebron, I +fully expected to be able to clear off ten pounds of that auld balance +this back-end term; but I'm beginning to be feart that'll no' be +possible." The balance he referred to, Maister Weelum, was thirty +pounds—half o' the sixty Nathan an' me loaned his faither. Ye mind I +telt ye aboot that?'</p> + +<p>I nodded.</p> + +<p>'"Weel, Tom," says I,' she continued, '"that's a' richt. Don't fash your +mind aboot that." "But, Mrs Hebron," says he, "I canna help worryin' +aboot it. I'm very sorry indeed, an' I trust my no' payin' ye the noo +will no' put ye aboot?" "Not in the slichtest, Tom," says I; "mak' your +time my time. I ken what ye've set your face to do, an' I couldna wish +ye better luck in your endeavour if ye were my ain bairn." His he'rt +filled, puir laddie, an' he thanked me, an' he began to tell me what a +bother he had in gettin' in his money. He showed me twae accoonts, yin +for fifty pounds an' anither for sixty-five, that have been lyin' oot +for mair than a year. It seems that when he was in that big warehoose in +Glesca he had some experience in the seed line, an', havin' a guid +connection wi' groceries among the farmers roond aboot here, it struck +him he could, wi' little mair expense, work the twae very profitably +thegither. Weel, he started to do this, an' in the last twal'months he +has selled an awfu' lot. But it appears that seed rins to money quickly, +an' the twae accoonts ootlyin', an' aboot which he was so anxious, are, +as it were, in this department. The want o' this money has keepit him +very ticht, an' he's been aff baith his meat an' his sleep ower the heid +o't. Weel, to mak' a lang story short, the farmers ha'e baith failed. +Tom got word yesterday, an', as it's thocht they're gey bad failures, +an' very little ootcome expected, he's nearly demented. He has gane ower +his books, an' he sees he can pey twenty shillin's in the pound; but, to +do that, it means handin' ower his stock, furniture, an' hoose, an' +he'll come oot o't wi' nocht but the claes on his back. His wife, puir +lassie, was in the nicht tellin' me a' aboot it. It was her ye heard +greetin'. She has keepit a stoot he'rt an' a smilin' face to Tom; but +whenever I put my haun kindly an' mitherly-like on her shooder she broke +doon an' grat as if her he'rt was breakin', so I juist took the wee +bundle o' spunk an' dejection in my airms, an' she had it a' oot there. +Tom's gaun up to the lawyer the morn to hand everything ower to him, an' +Mrs Jardine and the bairns are leavin' Thornhill on Friday to stay wi' +her mither till Tom gets wark somewhere. Noo, Maister Weelum, I want +your advice, an' if ye chairge me sax an' eightpence for it I'll—I'll +juist no' pey't;' and a tear-drop broke from her eye as she smiled. She +rose from her chair, laid aside her knitting, and coming over to my +bedside, she put her hand on my arm. 'I've still got the hunder pounds +in the bank which your mother left to me, Maister Weelum,' she said. +'Nathan an' me ha'e saved fifty mair. I never had a bairn o' my ain, an' +thae three wee curly-heided angels o' Tom's ha'e worked their wey into +my he'rt, an' I juist canna let them away. D'ye think the mistress—your +mother, I mean—wad ha'e me gi'in' the money in this way?'</p> + +<p>I thought for a moment, and Betty watched me keenly. 'Am I to +understand, Betty, that you are willing to step into the breach and +give Tom Jardine one hundred and fifty pounds—your all?'</p> + +<p>'Yes—if ye think it wad be your mother's will.'</p> + +<p>'Betty, if Nathan won't object, will you please put your arms round my +neck and give me a kiss?' I said, and I raised my head from my pillow.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>The wind has died down, and through the lown midnight air I heard the +Auld Kirk clock strike the hour of twelve. Tom Jardine has just left my +room. He has been with me for almost three hours, and we have had a long +smoke together and a grand talk over the times and folks of auld +langsyne. Betty, as an interested party, favoured us with her company +part of the time, for Nathan was sleeping the sleep of the just and the +tired, and the kitchen fire had long gone out. She was surprised to know +that Tom's difficulties could be overcome and his affairs straightened +out without her little legacy and her hard-earned savings being +requisitioned. Only Tom and I know how this was arranged, and as it is a +little matter of personal interest to us, and us alone, the details of +the transaction will remain untold.</p> + +<p>I am having a run of strange coincidences just now. When Betty was +locking the door after Tom's departure I lifted my book to mark the page +where I had left off on Nathan's coming into my room, and the paragraph +opposite my thumb is as follows: 'I will pass through this world but +once. If, therefore, there be any good thing I can do, or any kindness I +can show, let me do it now. Let me not neglect it or defer it, for I +shall never pass this way again.'</p> + +<p>I shall read this to Betty to-morrow morning, and tell her that, though +she may not have the faculty of thus beautifully and poetically +expressing a sentiment, she lives it to the letter every day of her +life.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + + +<p>To-day, when Betty was tidying my room, I took the opportunity of +referring to Nathan's conversation of the previous evening, particularly +that portion of it in which he advised me to take up my quarters +downstairs. From the insinuating way in which he had introduced the +subject, and the allusions he had made to my 'no weel' look, I naturally +concluded that his advice might be interpreted as a hint to me that I +was not so well as I fondly imagined; and that, for my own good, and for +the convenience of my faithful old nurse—not to speak of obviating the +necessity of taking a six-foot coffin down a narrow staircase with a +sharp turn—I ought to agree to his proposal at once and without demur.</p> + +<p>Betty now assures me, however, that if I am contented and comfortable in +my own little room, she is quite satisfied. I am not for a moment to +imagine that she advocates the change for the sake of saving her any +trouble in attending on me. 'There's nae trouble where ye are concerned, +Maister Weelum,' she said. 'I look on ye amaist as my very ain bairn, +an' I coont it a privilege to get waitin' hand an' foot on ye. It's a +nice, easy stair to climb, it's handy for the kitchen, an' mair an' +forby, it's no' as if ye'll aye be lyin' here. In a day or twae, or a +week at maist, ye'll be up an' aboot again. A' the same, Maister Weelum, +believe me when I say that ever sin' ye cam' to bide here I've thocht it +a pity that ye didna use the dinin'-room. I understaun your likin' for +this wee room. It was aye your very ain, an' mebbe a' richt to sleep in, +though the sooth bedroom is bigger an' airier; but it's juist no'—it's +juist no' like a room that ye should ha'e your meat in, ye ken. When +you're up an' aboot again ye'll mebbe think it ower.'</p> + +<p>'Is the dining-room in good order, Betty?' I asked.</p> + +<p>'It's juist as the mistress left it, Maister Weelum,' she said, with a +catch in her voice. 'I've things covered to keep oot the dust, an' I've +lifted an' cleaned, but juist aye replaced again. Nathan an' me are +never in it, except to lift the winda on guid days to air it, or to pit +a fire on noo an' again when the weather's damp. The kitchen an' oor +back-room are guid enough for us, and we've juist, as it were, keepit +the rest o' the hoose on trust. The picters in your mother's wee +drawin'-room are a' juist as they were, the piano-lid has never been +lifted since she shut it, an' her auld china and other knick-knacks are +as clean an' weel cared for as they were when she handled them hersel'. +I've often gane up the stairs, ta'en a bit look in, an' come doon again +a prood, prood woman that she considered me worthy to live amang it a', +an' to tak' care o't.'</p> + +<p>Betty and I have a community of interests in the long ago, a joint +possession of memories which will ever be our dearest treasure. The +links which bind us together were forged away back in the misty past; +but time corrodes them not, and they are stronger to-day than ever they +were before. To do her will was my sure pleasure, and so I began +gracefully to waive, one by one, objections I had entertained, and to +acquiesce with her and back up her arguments by referring to the coming +wintry months, the comforts of the dining-room, its large, roomy +fireplace, and the cheery, heartsome outlook the window commanded of the +Cross and the Dry Gill.</p> + +<p>'But, Betty,' I said, 'we'll have to do something to give it a more +modern look. If I remember aright, the ceiling and cornice are very +dark, and the wall-paper is a dismal green, patched with a gold +fleur-de-lis, and it has been on too long to be healthy.'</p> + +<p>'Ay, weel, mebbe ye're richt; an' ye mentionin' wall-paper reminds me +that the damp frae the gable has discoloured the end wa'. But the +whitewashin' and paperin' o' ae room will no' be a big job, an' aince we +gi'e the painter the order we'll no' ha'e lang to wait for him. His +back-en' slackness is on noo. I saw him paintin' his ain doors and +windas; an', as there's little chance o' him gettin' fat on that wark, +he'll no' swither aboot gi'in' it up for what is likely to pey better. +Imphm! Mebbe I should ha'e seen to this afore noo. The fact is, Maister +Weelum, except for a few shillin's for paintin' the outside woodwark, +I've spent no' a penny on paint or paper for the hoose since Nathan an' +me were marrit. I should ha' had things in better order for ye; but, +believe me, it was juist want o' thocht.'</p> + +<p>'Nonsense, Betty; the whole house is in apple-pie order. There was no +call for you to spend money on painting and papering, and I won't allow +you to do that now. This is my little affair, Betty, and all I ask you +to do is to see the painter and arrange for the work to be done as soon +as possible.'</p> + +<p>'Do you mean, Maister Weelum, that ye're to pey the whole thing?'</p> + +<p>'Most certainly. So, my dear Betty, please say no more on that point, as +my mind is made up and unalterable.'</p> + +<p>'Weel, weel, sae be it. "Them that will to Cupar maun to Cupar." What +kind o' a paper wad ye think o' puttin' on?'</p> + +<p>Within my own mind I had decided on a nice warm buff canvas, but I +refrained from giving my opinion. 'What do you think would be nice, +Betty?'</p> + +<p>Of old I remembered the garish colouring of the paper on her bedroom +walls. Her taste in this was always a law unto the paper-hanger, and my +mother used to shiver when she peeped in, and wondered how Betty could +sleep peacefully in such a profusion of colour.</p> + +<p>Betty pondered over my question for a moment. 'Mrs Black, the clogger's +wife, got her parlour done up last spring, an' it looks juist beautifu'. +The paper has a kind o' mauve gr'und wi' a gold stripe runnin' up, an' +roon the stripe there's a winkle-wankle o' nice big blue roses, an' a +wee bit o' forget-me-not tied wi' a pink ribbon keeks oot here and +there, juist as if it was hangin' in the air.'</p> + +<p>'Blue roses are not natural, Betty.'</p> + +<p>'No, so Nathan says; but they're most by-ordinar' bonny, an' they're +hangin' roon this gold stripe for a' the world as if they were newly +blawn; an'—an' the leaves are a brisk green, an' the buds standin' oot +abune the bloom as like as life, an' a' this beautifu' colourin' for a +shillin' a piece! It was John Boyes the painter that put it on, an' he +telt Mrs Black that there was only anither room like hers, an' it was in +the Crystal Palace at London.'</p> + +<p>'A shilling a piece, Betty!' I said, in astonishment, just for something +to say. 'Oh, but I would give more than that!'</p> + +<p>'Oh, then, ye'll juist get a' the mair gold an' roses for the extra +money, Maister Weelum.'</p> + +<p>'I am just wondering, Betty,' I said meditatively, 'if a wall-paper with +roses—blue or otherwise—is the correct decoration for a dining-room.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, there's nae rule, Maister Weelum—at least, no' in Thornhill. No, +no; as lang as ye pey for the job, ye can put ony kind ye like on.' And +she added, 'Wad ye no' leave the paper to the womenfolk, Maister Weelum? +If ye do ye'll no' gang far wrang.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Betty, that's all right; but I don't know that I could eat my +meals comfortably in a room among blue roses. How would a nice, +warm-coloured imitation of canvas look, without any pattern at all?'</p> + +<p>'A warm-coloured imitation o' canvas? Imphm! I—I juist canna tak' that +in; but if it's what I think it is, wad that no' look awfu' mealie-bag +lookin'?'</p> + +<p>'I'm sure it won't, Betty, and—and—well, I know it is the correct +thing. Besides'——</p> + +<p>'Ye will hark on "the correct thing," Maister Weelum. I've telt ye that +whatever ye want, and pey for, is the correct thing in Thornhill. I've +great faith in Mrs Black's taste. I aye tak' my cue, as it were, frae +her, though I dinna tell her that; an', where colour is concerned, +whether in papers or bonnets, I never think she's far wrang. She comes +honestly by it. She aince telt me that it was bred in the bane, for her +faither was a colourin'-man in a waxcloth factory aboot Kirkcaldy.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Black's hereditary claim did not appeal to me, and in a most +agreeable and ingratiating way I was advocating my own scheme, when the +outer door opened.</p> + +<p>'That'll be the doctor, I'm thinkin',' said Betty, and she hurried off +downstairs to receive him.</p> + +<p>As my acquaintance with Dr Grierson ripens my admiration for him +increases, and my regret becomes all the keener that I had no knowledge +of him in my boyhood. An early impression of any one, the outcome of +youthful intimacy, is ever a sure basis on which to found true +friendship, and I somehow imagine that, to a thoughtful, observant boy, +such as Betty assures me I was, he would have been not only a willing, +sympathetic preceptor, but also a great power for good in many ways. I +have known him now for only a few months; but during these quiet, +uneventful days of convalescence I have had opportunities of studying +him well, and have noted with peculiar pleasure his love of nature in +all its phases, his reverence for everything uplifting and elevating, +and his sympathy, deep and profound, for all in suffering and distress.</p> + +<p>Yesterday, when I was in the dumps, seeing everything as through a glass +darkly, and feeling isolated and bereft of sympathetic, intelligent +companionship, those lovable traits of his stood out vividly, and the +thought came to me that I should tell him of the lady of my dream, and +of our strange meeting in the Nithbank Wood. Betty, I know, ought to be +my confidante; but I have the feeling that her experience is too limited +and her outlook on life generally too parochial to admit of a +well-reasoned, dispassionate view of my case; and, though yesterday and +to-day I have had ample opportunities of opening my heart to her, I +have felt restrained and dissuaded. Some day I shall tell her +everything, and I know she will rejoice with me. But the time is not +yet.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + + +<p>When Dr Grierson sat down at my bedside this morning and took my wrist +between his sensitive finger and thumb, I felt magnetically drawn to +him, and the desire to confide in him became irresistible. I had been +wondering in my mind for hours how best I could introduce the subject; +and, not hitting readily on a fitting opening, I had left it to chance +and circumstance. Strangely enough, it was he who paved the way for me. +After we had talked briefly on general subjects, he referred to my +'temporary breakdown,' as he termed it, and told me he was quite sure I +had undergone a sudden mental strain which had adversely affected me +physically; but that, once my mind and body were sufficiently rested, I +should be quite all right again.</p> + +<p>'You're quite right, doctor, in your diagnosis of my case,' I said. 'I +have had rather a queer experience lately, and, if you care to hear +about it I shall gladly tell you. Would you share a little secret with +me, doctor?'</p> + +<p>'Most gladly,' he said.</p> + +<p>'Well, will you please light your pipe? Take that easy-chair by the +fire, and you may sit with your back to me, and I sha'n't feel +slighted.'</p> + +<p>He laughed softly, and, extracting a short clay pipe from his waistcoat +pocket, took the chair I indicated. Seated thus, and smoking steadily, +he listened in silence till my story was finished. I gave him the whole +history, kept nothing back; and in telling all the details I never +hesitated, for the incidents were fresh in my mind, and I had everything +well thought out.</p> + +<p>'Ay, Mr Russell,' he said, after a long pause, 'you tell a story very +well, and what you have told is most interesting and wonderful. I have +read of such occurrences, but I haven't till now come across one at +first hand, as it were. Shakespeare says there are more things in heaven +and earth than are dreamt of in our philosophy, and your experience +certainly goes to prove it. It is usual, especially during a man's +romantic years, to dream of a fair lady's face—very usual indeed; but I +consider it most remarkable that everything came to a head so shortly +after you had told Betty of your dream, and also when, for the first +time, you had entertained doubts as to your vision being realised. I +suppose you are very much in love with this lady?' and he looked over +his shoulder at me.</p> + +<p>'Well, yes, doctor, I am.'</p> + +<p>'What is your age, again, Mr Russell?'</p> + +<p>'Thirty in January.'</p> + +<p>'And—and, you've never been in love before?'</p> + +<p>'I think I've been in love ever since I dreamed my dream, now nearly ten +years ago; but since that interview in Nithbank Wood I'm more hopelessly +in love than ever;' and, somehow, I began to blush, and I was glad his +back was turned toward me.</p> + +<p>'Imphm! Ay, the old story is ever new,' he said, more to himself than to +me; and he rose slowly from his chair, knocked the ashes out of his pipe +on the top rib of the grate, and came over to my bedside. 'Have you told +Betty of this strange meeting?'</p> + +<p>'No.'</p> + +<p>'Why?'</p> + +<p>'Well, doctor, I can hardly explain why I haven't told her, as the dear +old soul is "nearer" to me than any one else in the world; but I felt, +somehow, that I wanted to confide in you first.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Mr Russell; and it will be a joyful day when you and I and +Betty can talk it all over among us. Meanwhile we'll keep it to +ourselves, you and I, and I don't think you should allow this—this +<i>affaire de cœur</i> to monopolise your mind too much. To worry and +distract your thoughts over it would be as harmful as it would be +futile. So far, the stars have fought in their courses for you, and, +without much exertion on your part, your fondest dreams seem in a fair +way to be fulfilled. William—no "Mr Russell" after a crack like +this!—I am more than double your age, and for many years I have lived a +queer, prosaic, loveless life—a full life if hard work and gain and +recognition be reckoned everything, but empty—oh God, how empty!—if +love counts for all. I am old, but not so old that I cannot understand +you and sympathise with you, for I well remember days which were +brightened to me by the sunshine of a woman's loving smile; times when +all this earth was heaven to me, the singing of the birds an angel song, +all its people upright and just; sermons I read in stones, and good I +saw in everything. But that was long ago. When love was taken away from +me the whole world seemed changed. My life since then has been selfish +and self-centred. I have long ceased to take any interest in the social +doings of others; and were it not for my work, my books, and my daily +communings with nature, I should be a lonely, miserable old man. I don't +mind telling you, however, that you have touched a chord in my heart +and awakened memories which have slumbered long. I am very much +interested in you, partly on account of your own personality, but mainly +because it was a very near relative of yours who brought to me the only +true joy and gladness that my heart has ever known.'</p> + +<p>He sat down on the basket chair at the foot of my bed, facing me, and +with his back to the light.</p> + +<p>'You will doubtless remember,' he continued, 'that, during my first +visit to you here, Betty in course of conversation, casually or +otherwise, mentioned the name of your aunt Margaret.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, doctor, I remember that distinctly, and also that you were visibly +affected; but'——</p> + +<p>'I must confess I was, William,' he quickly interposed. 'Well, +confidence for confidence. You have told me your love experience, so far +as it has gone, and it may be that, by doing so, you have relieved your +mind and hastened your recovery; and perhaps, if I recount mine to one +who can understand, it will bring a balm and a solace to my old heart, +of which, in these my years of sear and yellow leaves, I often stand +sorely in need. You—you don't mind my smoking?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly not, doctor; and, to be sociable, I'll join you in a pipe.'</p> + +<p>'That's right—that's right! Nothing like tobacco for promoting +good-fellowship.'</p> + +<p>We filled our pipes in silence. Though it was only late noon, the light +seemed to be darkening in my little room. I looked toward the window, +and down from a dull leaden sky the first of winter's snowflakes were +quietly falling—falling, as it appeared to me, into the eager +upstretched arms of the leafless lime. The doctor's gaze followed mine; +and slowly, with his pipe filled but not lit, he rose from his chair and +looked long and thoughtfully toward the quiet, obscured Dry Gill.</p> + +<p>'I have always loved to see snow falling,' he said, after a pause. 'It +has a strange fascination for me; and to see it in its fleecy flakes, +whirling and dancing and drifting and playing, is a sight which always +soothes and inspires me. I pray God that my eyesight may long be spared +to me, because it is an avenue through which many of His richly stored +treasures are conveyed. I have no ear for music—instrumental music I +mean particularly; but, strangely enough, a wimplin' burn can speak to +me in its flow, a mavis can call me from my study into my garden, and +the eerie yammer of the whaup in the moorland solitude is always to me, +as it is to Robert Wanlock, "a wanderin' word frae hame." The human +voice raised in song conveys nothing to me, but the crooning lullaby of +a loving mother over her suffering child tirls the strings of my heart +and makes me humble. To be unable to <i>feel</i> the pleading of the violin, +the rich soprano, and the resonant bass is something I deplore. But +Providence has ordained that if one sense is minus one, another sense +will be plus one. Well, my sense of sight is plus one, both in strength +and appreciation; and in the midst of these beautiful surroundings in +which, for the last forty years, my lines have been cast, I have +revelled, William—positively revelled. The opportunity has always been +mine of noting the changing of the seasons—the virgin green and promise +of spring, the glory and fullness of summer, the russet and gold of +autumn, the sleep and decay of winter—and each, to him who can see +aright, has a beauty and significance of its own. Ay, and this is +winter—winter heralded by a shimmering veil of pirling snowflakes, +through whose dancing meshes I can trace phantom forms I saw in youth, +and whose madcap antics still, thank God! bring me solace as of yore. +Oh, how grateful and thankful I ought to be!'</p> + +<p>He lit his pipe with a paper spill, and stood for a minute blowing +clouds of smoke round the old china dog on my mantelpiece. Then he +resumed his seat at the foot of my bed; and, inclining his head sideways +toward the window, he said, 'The last good-bye I said to your aunt +Margaret was spoken amidst falling snow, and it is strange that I should +be speaking of her to you for the first time with these flimsy flakes +dimming your window-pane. There's not much to tell you, William; and, to +be candid with you, when I was standing smoking at your fireplace there +the thought came to me that, as your mother had never deemed it +expedient or necessary to mention my name to you, it would be more in +agreement with her will that I should be silent. However, as I have +started, I may as well proceed; but I shall be brief, as I haven't the +heart to go into what must ever be sacred details. I first met your aunt +Margaret in Edinburgh, when I was at the University. Her father—your +grandfather, Colonel Kennedy—had returned from India, where he had +served with distinction, and had, with his wife and two daughters, taken +up residence in the suburb of Murrayfield. Being of a Dumfriesshire +family, and well known to my father, who was a merchant in Dumfries and +Provost of that town, Colonel Kennedy, on the strength of my father's +letter of introduction, gave me a hearty welcome to his domestic circle, +a welcome of which I may say I took ample advantage. Your father and +mother got married shortly after I became acquainted with the family; +and as your aunt Margaret was thus deprived of a sister and companion to +whom she was ardently attached, I gladly embraced every opportunity of +showing her little kindly attentions, acting the part of a thoughtful +brother, and generally doing my utmost to minimise the loss which I was +sure she had sustained. Well, William, this ended in the usual way. +Sympathy begets love, and I fell hopelessly in love with Margaret +Kennedy. How I found out that my love was returned is a secret which is +a joy to me, too holy to share even with you, William. Ah me! the +happiness of those halcyon days—the quiet afternoons in that old +drawing-room facing southward to the distant Pentlands, the evening +walks on Corstorphine Hill when the sunset rays still lingered above Ben +Lomond, the talks we had of the future we had planned! Tennyson says +that "sorrow's crown of sorrow is remembering happier things." That may +be poetic, but I don't think it is true, for it is a crown of joy to me +to call these times to mind, and I feel that to have had this +experience, and to have garnered such memories, I have surely not lived +in vain. Our love, as is the case with all young people, was +unreasoning. We gave no thought to ways and means, and position or +status we never for a moment considered. But your grandfather brought us +to earth and faced us with realities. In response to a written request, +I waited on him one evening, and in a very few words he gave me to +understand that I must on no account pay further attention to his +daughter, and that my visits to his house must cease. He reproached me +with lack of honour in taking advantage of his hospitality to further my +own interests and clandestinely win the affection of your aunt Margaret. +I repudiated this charge, perhaps somewhat warmly, informed him that if +I had broken any of the accepted social laws in the matter, I had done +so in ignorance, and assured him I loved his daughter, and that nothing +short of her renunciation would deter me from some day making her my +wife. He lost his temper, and bluntly asked me if, for a moment, I, a +prospectless student and son of a provincial merchant, considered myself +worthy of a Kennedy of Knockshaw; whereupon I told him that there were +Griersons in Lag, as wardens of the Border Marches, when the Kennedys +were sitting in farmyard barns making spoons out of ram-horns. The old +reiver blood coursed warmly through my veins, and I faced him without +fear. This was the last straw. He raised his cane to strike me; but, +noting my air of defiance, he immediately lowered it, and pointed to the +door. I bowed in silence, then walked slowly out, and I never entered +the house again.</p> + +<p>'The days which followed that interview were perhaps the most miserable +I ever spent. I had had no opportunity of seeing your aunt; and though I +knew she loved me, and that no mercenary considerations would sway her, +still there was the uncertainty of it all, under altered circumstances, +and the possibility of her being dominated by her father's masterful +will. At last, after weary weeks of waiting, of alternate spells of hope +and despair, I received a letter from her, written from a lonely island +in the Pentland Firth, and letting me know that she had been sent +thither by her father on a visit to her uncle, who at that time was +proprietor of the island of Stroma. She assured me of her unfaltering +love, told me that nothing on earth would shake her resolve, and that, +notwithstanding her father's threats, she would join me sooner or later +in a haven of rest. She would take my love for granted, and asked me not +to write, as my letters would be intercepted. With this ray of hope I +had to be content. She wrote to me at intervals; but, as letter followed +letter, each became more despondent and despairing, and at last she +informed me that it was evident she would not be allowed to return until +she promised not to see or correspond with me again. Then came a little, +short note pleading for an interview. "It is a long journey, I know," +she wrote; "but I dearly—oh, so dearly!—wish to see you again. Your +presence will cheer me and strengthen me to bear whatever the future may +hold. On Wednesday next my uncle goes to Kirkwall, and on that afternoon +I will walk down to a little sheltered creek called Corravoe. It is the +nearest point to the mainland, and only a mile or two from Huna. Matthew +Howat has a good boat. When you reach Huna ask for Matthew. He knows +everything, and will help us...." Never a day passes but that weird, +solitary scene comes before my eyes—no trees, no hills, no signs of +human habitation; only a short, gray-green stretch of low-lying, patchy +landscape, bordered by a narrow strip of rocky beach, lapped by the +crested tide of the Pentland Flow. One short hour we spent together, for +the tide was turning, but the smile of hope shone in her wan face ere we +said good-bye. I was the bearer of joyful news, comforting words, and +assurance of release. I told her I was specialising in Edinburgh; that +an unexpected legacy of three thousand pounds had paved the way to our +happiness; and that, when I had arranged with my mother for her +reception, she would sail across to Huna, and find me waiting her +there.... The roar of the far-off skerries is in my ear, the echoing +homeward cry of the seabird, the humming and hissing of the waves among +the shells on the shingle! The shortening day is drawing to a close, +mist is clinging to the scarred face of Dunnet Head, from the darkening +sky the snow is falling, and through the whirling flakes she fades from +my sight.</p> + +<p>'A day came when again I was in Huna, looking across the angry, +wind-tossed Pentland Firth, waiting for a boat which, alas! never +reached its haven. What happened no one ever knew. The sullen waters +guard their secrets well; but a broken oar bearing Matthew Howat's +initials, picked up in Scrabster Bay, told a story which robbed my life +of the only light which ever shone in my soul.'</p> + +<p>The doctor sat for a minute, after he had finished his story, with his +eyes closed and his chin resting on the knot of his stock. Then he +wearily rose from his chair and went quietly downstairs without saying +good-bye. He has a keen sense of the fitness of things, and I feel he +knew that no word of mine, no pressure of my hand, was needed to prove +to him that my heart was with him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + + +<p>The painters have come and gone, and on the dining-room walls and +woodwork they have left evidence of tasty, careful workmanship. John +Boyes, to whom the question of wall-paper was referred, was of the +opinion that the decorative scheme adopted by Mrs Black for her parlour +was not exactly applicable or advisable in our case; so Betty at once +deferred to his better judgment, but warned us, all the same, that if +the work didn't turn out a success we were not to blame her. There was, +however, no occasion for what she calls 'castin' up,' as the room looks +exceedingly well, and we—that is, Betty and I—have complimented John +Boyes, who likewise looks exceedingly well, not so much perhaps by +reason of our commendation, but because his account was asked for and +paid the day after the work was completed. I understand the general rule +in the locality is to pay tradesmen's accounts once a year, and when I +offered such prompt payment John was both surprised and perplexed.</p> + +<p>'I thocht, Mr Russell,' he said, 'that you were satisfied wi' the job;' +and he placed his hat on Betty's kitchen dresser, fastened a button in +his coat, and stood on the defensive.</p> + +<p>'And I <i>am</i> pleased with the job, Boyes,' I replied. 'You and your men +have worked well, and—and whistled well,' I added, with a laugh; 'and +in attending to this work just now you have suited my convenience.'</p> + +<p>'Well—but—does it no' look as if ye werena pleased when ye're payin' +me so soon?'</p> + +<p>'No, no, Boyes, you mustn't think that. I happen just now to have the +money beside me, and now that the work is completed it is yours, not +mine.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, that puts a different complexion on the face o't, as the monkey +said when he pented the cat green;' and he gave a cough of relief, and +surreptitiously bit off a chew of brown twist. 'It's no' often that +money's put doon on my pastin'-table, as it were, an' it's braw an' +welcome, I assure you. I'll no' forget ye wi' leebral discoont, let me +tell ye.' When he came back to receipt the account he borrowed a penny +stamp from Betty, and with great deliberation and no little ceremony +drew his pen several times through the pence column, completely +obliterating the 8-1/2d. 'Ye see, sir, when a gentleman treats me weel, +I'm no' feart. We'll let the eichtpence ha'penny go to the deevil, an' +that'll be five pounds six shillin's—nate, as it were.' He stowed the +notes away down in his trousers-pocket, unbuttoned and rebuttoned his +coat, and jocosely informed me that the price of liquid drier was on the +rise, and he would now lay in a stock before the market was too high. An +hour afterwards I saw him emerge from the side-door of the inn, wiping +his mouth with the back of his hand, and the term 'liquid drier' was to +me stripped of any technical vagueness it had previously possessed.</p> + +<p>I have rearranged all the old dining-room pictures so that, without +discarding any of them, I shall have sufficient space for the painting +of Nith Bridge which the Laurieston minister looked upon as a valuable +asset to his bazaar. One day, when I was confined to bed upstairs, I +pencilled a note to my confidential clerk in Edinburgh, asking him to +find out in which of the five Lauriestons, noted in the Post-Office +Directory, a bazaar was to be held, and to make sure of purchasing +thereat a certain oil-painting of which I gave full particulars. +Ormskirk is a cute, long-headed chap; and, knowing the man well, I was +really not surprised when, yesterday morning, I received a letter from +him advising me that, without any difficulty, he had 'struck' the right +Laurieston, and that through our corresponding agent in Falkirk the +picture in question had been secured. Following out my instructions, he +is getting it suitably framed; so I trust shortly to see the space +filled which I am reserving for it.</p> + +<p>Poor Betty has put herself to no end of trouble over the modernising of +this room. She has planned and worked unceasingly; and as she couldn't +be in two places or do two things at once, Nathan and I these last few +days have been in a manner neglected. I was sorry to know of her toiling +on late and early, and I told her to get a woman in to help her; but all +she said, and that with a sniff, too, was, 'It may happen;' and for the +first time I saw Betty's nose in the air. And now that everything is +done that she recommended, she is regretting all the expense I have been +put to, and bewailing the fact that 'efter a' it was hardly worth +while.' 'It's a braw, braw room, Maister Weelum,' she said, as she +surveyed it for the twentieth time from the doorway—'a braw room +indeed, and I trust ye'll lang be spared to enjoy it. Ay, I do that;' +and she sighed.</p> + +<p>I looked keenly and quickly at her.</p> + +<p>'No, no, Maister Weelum, I dinna mean that. I'm no' a dabbler amang +leaf-mould;' and she laughed cheerily. 'A' the same, an' jokin' apairt, +I trust ye'll live to get the guid o' a' your ootlay. At ony rate, ye'll +be gey bien here ower the winter. An' when ye're weel again, an' away +back to yer wark in Embro', ye'll no' forget that ye have sic a place +here. Somewey, I think ye'll get marrit sune—hoo I think sae I canna +tell, but the look's comin' to your e'e—an' whaever the lucky leddy may +be, ye needna be feart to bring her here, for it's a room fit for a +duchess.'</p> + +<p>The early fall of snow, which I shall ever associate with the doctor's +love-story, was, after all, very slight, and except in the uplands, +where it lies in the crevices gleaming white in the wintry sun, it has +almost entirely disappeared. I have been allowed outside again, and, but +for a little stiffness, due, the doctor says, to inaction, I am feeling +wonderfully strong and even vigorous.</p> + +<p>John Kellock the butcher is the nominal owner of an old bobtailed collie +which rejoices in the name of Bang. Bang carries with him into old age +many mementos of his pugilistic days, not the least obvious of which are +a tattered and limp ear and a short, deformed foreleg. He is long past +active service, and only barks now from the shop-door when sheep pass +along the village street; but he dearly loves a quiet saunter down the +pavement and along the country road with any one who has a mind to chum +with him and can keep step with his. John Sterling the shoemaker is also +the nominal owner of a dog, a Dandie Dinmont named Jip, which was long a +doughty antagonist of Bang, but he is now on the pension list too, and +glad of congenial company of limited locomotive capabilities. So the +three of us—all more or less 'crocks,' and mutually sympathetic—take a +constitutional together almost every day. I have mentioned Jip last, but +really it was he who made friends with me first. His master made no +demur to Jip's frequent strolls with me, as the shoemaker himself leads +a sedentary life, and no man knows better than he that a dog should get +exercise; but since Jip has on more than one occasion taken French leave +and remained overnight with me, I am afraid jealousy is springing up in +the shoemaker's breast. Bang noted the ripening acquaintanceship, and +girned disapproval as we passed the butcher's shop; but I never +neglected an opportunity of scratching his shaggy underjaw and talking +coaxingly in a 'doggie' way to him, and so it came to pass that after +following us bit by bit, day by day, he agreed with Jip to bury the +hatchet, and we are now a happy trio and the very best of friends.</p> + +<p>As companions in a country walk I prefer Bang and Jip to any man I know. +I can be silent and meditative, and they don't feel neglected or out of +it; and when I am minded to talk, they, in the wag of the tail and the +intelligent look of the eye, respond and approve. But they never +trespass upon my attention or disturb my vein of thought.</p> + +<p>At first, after our walk, when I reached Betty's door, I asked them to +come inside, but they stood with a dubious look in their eyes and with +heads turned sideways. Then Jip evidently remembered that John Sterling +had paid his license, and that he was in duty bound to make some show of +recognition, so he walked sedately and with fixed purpose across the +street; while Bang, with recurrent memories of truant acts associated +with ash-plants, limped his way to Kellock's door. Now, however, they +have both flung discretion and fears to the winds, and accompany me to +my fireside with an 'at home' sort of air, and just as if Betty's abode +were their own.</p> + +<p>Betty has a cat, a very nice, comfortable-looking cat, with a glossy, +well-cared-for fur, and a strong masculine face; and she often wonders +why I take no notice of Jessie, as she, in her simplicity, misnames +him. The truth is, God's creatures, great and small, interest and appeal +to me, but I cannot love cats. I admire their graceful movements, their +agility, their cleanliness so far as their fur is concerned; but their +eyes cannot draw me lovingly to them as a dog's can, and I have the +feeling that they are capable of loving only those who minister to their +wants, and that they are putting up with domesticity because it assures +them of food and shelter without putting them to the trouble and +inconvenience of seeking it for themselves. I am sorry I cannot love +Jessie, but it can't be helped. Jessie, I know, never loved me; and +since Bang and Jip have got entry to the house I know 'she' positively +hates me.</p> + +<p>This afternoon Bang and Jip accompanied me as usual in my stroll, and +after I had leisurely surveyed all the countryside around, and the two +dogs had to their hearts' content explored every rat-run in the roots of +the bordering hedgerows, we turned for home. For a little while I halted +at Hastie's gate, and watched with interest the northward rush of the +afternoon express. I remembered how, when a boy, I used to stand at this +coign of vantage, with my eyes riveted on the speeding trains, following +them in imagination and desire through distant fields and woods, past +towns I knew of only through my geography, on and away to the busy, +bustling terminus on the Clyde, with its big houses, its long streets, +and attractive shops. How I envied the driver on the footplate, and how +I longed to be a passenger with him <i>en route</i> to the city which was +then to me unknown and unexplored! <i>Experientia docet</i>; the express in +its flight was as interesting to me as it was then, but the desire and +longing to be in it were lacking. 'No, no,' I said to myself; 'no +bustling city for me at present. Here around me is life without veneer; +here is the peace I crave; here, I feel, is the goal.' The sound of +approaching footsteps cut short my reverie. I turned my head, and for +the second time I looked into the eyes of my dream-lady.</p> + +<p>Had I had time to gather my wits and consider the situation, I should +probably have recognised her presence by merely raising my hat, but this +was denied me; and, acting on a sudden impulse, I went forward to meet +her with my hand outstretched. With a look of surprise and, I imagined, +annoyance, she stopped and regarded me earnestly for a moment. In a +flash it came to me that we had never been introduced, and I blushed +awkwardly and retreated a step, muttering an incoherent apology. Then +ensued a long pause, an awkward silence. It was Bang who came to the +rescue, and saved the situation. Wagging his scraggy apology for a tail, +he sidled up to her, and in an ingratiating, wheedling way which only a +dog possesses, he claimed her attention. She spoke to him, and stroked +his shaggy head. Then Jip ventured forward, demanding his share of her +favours, and she bent down and asked him his name. I remained +tongue-tied and ill at ease, and was wishing myself a hundred miles +away, when she suddenly looked toward me and smiled.</p> + +<p>'I consider a collie and a Dandie Dinmont ideal companions,' she said. +'They are evidently very much attached to you, and old friends are the +best friends.'</p> + +<p>'Friends, yes; but they don't belong to me,' I replied. 'Bang here is an +old pensioner of the village butcher, and wee Jip is the apple of our +local shoemaker's eye. We've been good chums since I came down here, and +I seldom go for a walk without them.'</p> + +<p>'They weren't with you that day in Nithbank Wood?'</p> + +<p>'No.'</p> + +<p>'By the way,' she hastily interposed, as if glad of an opening, 'I am +pleased to have met you again, and to see you are none the worse of +your indiscretion in venturing so far when you weren't feeling fit. You +have only one walking-stick now, instead of two; so I argue you are +making good progress. Do you know,' she continued, and she gave me a +look which set my heart thumping, 'I have, time and again, reproached +myself for leaving you as I did. You acknowledged you had attempted too +much, and you looked so helpless, so—so'——and she hesitated. 'What +<i>is</i> that very expressive Scots word, now? So'——</p> + +<p>'Forfaughten,' I hazarded.</p> + +<p>'That's it—forfaughten; and you must have felt forfaughten, otherwise +the word wouldn't have appealed to you as suitable.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I admit now, I was, but at the time I didn't wish you, a lady and +a stranger, to know it. Besides, you had already done a good deal for +me, which, allow me to repeat, I shall not readily forget.'</p> + +<p>I was gradually regaining the confidence I had lost, and felt inclined +to say more, and to tell her of my dream and what her presence meant to +me; but I restrained myself; and, pointing to the paint-box she carried, +I changed the subject by asking her if she was finding much inspiration +in our beautiful surroundings.</p> + +<p>'Yes—oh yes!' she replied; 'it is a beautiful countryside, and the +longer I live in it the more I see in it to admire. A wooded locality, +such as this, looks at its best—at least from an artist's +standpoint—in the late autumn, when sufficient foliage is shed to allow +the gray-purple of the branches to mingle with the yellow and russet of +the leaves. I am fortunate in being here at this particular time, and I +have made quite a number of sketches, which I may work up later. But I +am not really an artist. I am only a humble amateur, though I may to an +extent have the eye of an artist—to appreciate all the beautiful +sights, you know, and that, after all, is something. But I must be +going. Good-afternoon; and I'm glad that you are getting on so +nicely.—Good-bye, Bang.—Good-bye, Jip;' and she gave them a parting +pat, and with a smile on her face which I long remembered, she walked +slowly away.</p> + +<p>It is a very slender hair to make a tether with, but somehow the fact of +her remembering the dogs by name is a consoling thought, and a source of +peculiar satisfaction to me.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + + +<p>When I got home, and was comfortably seated in my arm-chair by the fire, +Betty came in to set my tea, and I wasn't long in noticing that, from +her abstracted air and the listless way she was moving about, she had +something on her mind. She looked for a moment or two at Bang and Jip +lying comfortably curled up on the hearthrug. 'Thae dugs are braw an' +snug lyin' there,' she said; 'an' my puir Jessie's sittin' in the cauld +stick-hoose in the huff. No' that I grudge them their warm bed, for I'm +gled—he'rt gled—to see them peaceable at last wi' yin anither. It's +nae time since they were girnin' an' fechtin' an' tumblin' ower each +ither frae the Cross to the Gill, an' noo, haith, they canna get ower +cheek-for-chowie. Ye maun ha'e a wonderfu' wey wi' dugs, Maister Weelum. +It's a peety ye couldna exert it in ither weys.'</p> + +<p>I know Betty too well to venture assistance, and I had the feeling that +she would soon work her way round to her subject without my aiding and +abetting.</p> + +<p>'The kettle will soon be through the boil, an' ye'll get your tea in a +jiffy,' she said. 'Imphm! it's a gey comfortable-lookin' chair, that yin +opposite ye, Maister Weelum; an', d'ye ken, I met a leddy the day that I +wad like to see sittin' in it.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed, Betty!'</p> + +<p>'Ay. I dinna ken when I was sae much impressed wi' onybody at first +sicht as I was this day; an' when I was sittin' lookin' at her, an' +listenin' to her voice, something whispered in my ear, "That's the wife +for my boy."'</p> + +<p>'My goodness, Betty, you're forcing the pace!' I laughingly said. 'First +you wish to see this lady sitting in my chair, and in your next breath +you say you wish to see her my wife! Where did you meet this paragon?'</p> + +<p>'Weel, this efternoon, when you an' the dugs were away yer walk, I +slippit in next door juist for a meenit to see hoo they were a' gettin' +on, an', as I usually do, I opened the door withoot knockin' an' walked +strecht ben to the kitchen, an' there, Maister Weelum, sittin' on the +wee laich nursin'-chair at the fireside, was the leddy I speak o'. I +gaed to gang back into the lobby; but Mrs Jardine wadna hear o't, an' +she made me step in, an' she introduced me, quite the thing, mind you. +Ye see, Tom's wife was toon bred, an' she kens a' the weys o't, an' she +mentioned me by name an' the leddy by name; an' if she had been +staunin' in a drawin'-room on a Turkey carpet, an' cled in brocade, she +couldna ha'e dune it better. I juist didna catch the leddy's name, for, +what wi' the suddenness, her bonny face, an' ae thing an' anither, I was +sairly flabbergasted an' putten aboot. It seems, hooever, that she's in +the picter-pentin' line, an' she's ta'en a great fancy to wee Isobel, +an' she's makin' a portrait o' her. A week or twae bygane she saw the +wee lass staunin' at the door as she was passin', an' she was so struck +wi' her bonny wee face an' her lang fair hair that she spoke to her an' +asked to see her mither. Weel, the upshot o' this was that, as I've +said, she is pentin' her, an' a capital picter she's makin'. It's hardly +finished yet. I ken fules an' bairns should never see hauf-dune wark, +an' I'm no' a judge, into the bargain; but I'll say this, photographin' +micht be quicker an' mair o' a deid likeness, but it's no' in it wi' yon +for naturalness and bonny life-like colour. But that's by the wey, as it +were. Her work is guid, withoot a doot, but she hersel's a perfect +picter.'</p> + +<p>I felt my heart beginning to thump and throb, and my breath getting +catchy. 'Pity you missed her name, Betty,' I said with forced unconcern.</p> + +<p>'Ay, as I telt ye, I was putten aboot, an' missed it; but I'll speir at +Mrs Jardine again, 'at will I.'</p> + +<p>'And—and what is the lady like?' I asked, with as much indifference as +I could command.</p> + +<p>'Weel, Maister Weelum, I juist canna exactly tell ye. She's yin o' the +few folks ye meet in a lifetime that ye canna judge o' or scrutinise bit +by bit. It's impossible to do that wi' her; you've to tak' her in a' at +aince, as it were; ye ken what I mean—eh?'</p> + +<p>I did, and I didn't; but I nodded as if I understood.</p> + +<p>'What struck me mair than ocht else,' she continued, 'was her couthie, +affable mainner. To look at her ye wad think that she's a' drawn +thegether—prood-like, ye ken, wi' an almichty set apairt kind o' an +air; but whenever she speaks an' looks at ye, ye've the feelin' that +she's a' roon aboot ye, an' that there's only her an' you in the whole +world. An' she was so composed an' calm, so weel-bred withoot bein' +uppish! Oh, I tell ye she juist talked away to Mrs Jardine an' me as if +we were o' her ain kind. An' when she rose up to gang away, an' was +staunin' her full heicht lookin' doon on us, do you know, Maister +Weelum, she seemed to me to be kind o' glorified, an' the kitchen an' a' +its plenishin's faded frae my sicht, an' a' I was conscious o' was the +kindly glent o' twae big dark een an' the feelin' that I was in the +presence o' some yin by-ordinar'—imphm! An' efter she had gane I +couldna carry on a wiselike conversation wi' Mrs Jardine for listenin' +to the whispered words in my ear, "That's the yin! That's the wife for +Maister Weelum."'</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Since the forenights began to lengthen the doctor has got into the way +of dropping in and smoking a quiet, meditative pipe with me over the +chess-board. When he called to-night I drew out the little table with +the squared top, and we settled down to our game. But my mind was not +concerned with bishops, pawns, and knights, and my thoughts kept +careering between Hastie's gate and Mrs Jardine's kitchen. I made an +effort to centre my interest, and to look the part of the keen, zealous +player; but, unfortunately, I cannot dissemble. I lost two pawns very +stupidly, and the doctor looked keenly at me, but said nothing. I +blundered on, and at last I made a move which caused the doctor to +smile. He got up, relit his pipe, and sank into an easy-chair. 'Ah, +William,' he said, 'Love is a tyrant! Heart claimed, thoughts claimed, +all dancing attendance on the enslaver.'</p> + +<p>I blushed, and made a show of riping my pipe into the coal-scuttle to +hide my confusion. Then I told him of the meeting on the Carronbrig +road, and of Betty's experience in Mrs Jardine's kitchen.</p> + +<p>'The plot thickens, William,' he said as he rose to go; 'and if I were +you I would tell her of your dream next time you meet her. It will +interest her in you; and, you know, once interest is aroused—well, love +will follow. Good-night.'</p> + +<p>My picture has arrived, and I have got it hung in a favourable light, in +a place of honour above the mantelpiece. I became quite excited when it +was delivered, and, like a child with a new toy, was impatient to see +it, and to gloat over it. But the lid of the wooden case was tightly +screwed down; and, as a hammer and a saw were the only joinery tools +which Betty possessed, I had to call in Deacon Webster's aid, and Betty, +poor body, got no peace till he arrived with his screwdriver. When at +length the picture was taken out of its packing I noticed there was no +signature in the corner, and this at the time was a keen disappointment +to me; but it has ceased to trouble me now, because I have the feeling +that it will shortly bear the artist's name, and till that time comes, +when I am not admiring her handiwork, I shall just entertain myself +filling the corner space with names which appeal to my mind as fitting +and appropriate.</p> + +<p>When I asked Nathan's opinion of my purchase, he looked several times +very deliberately from me to the picture; then, after a pause, informed +me he had 'never till noo seen purple gress.' I explained to him that +this was the purple sunset glow; but he shook his head sceptically, spat +in my fire, and walked slowly ben into the kitchen. Betty, who spent her +early girlhood in the Keir, is delighted that a picture in which her +native parish hills are depicted should be hanging on her walls, and she +was very anxious to know who the painter was, and how it came into my +possession. I just said I was very much interested in the artist, and +that the picture had been sent from Edinburgh. She pointed out to me, +what I hadn't noticed before, that the bright richness of the gold frame +made the others shabby and tarnished-looking, and she warmly advocated +the application of a liquid gold paint which John Boyes retails at +sixpence a bottle, and which, she assures me, 'is liker pure gold than a +sovereign.' Betty dearly loves to dabble in paint. It was Nathan who +acquainted me with this predilection, and he instanced a case of her +blue-enamelling the long hazel crook, the representative staff of the +Ancient Order of Shepherds, which on gala-days he carries in the +procession; and another, when she varnished, with a strange concoction, +a workbox which she has never been able to open since. Knowing this, I +purposely belittled Boyes's liquid, and assured her that in a week or +two our eyes would become so accustomed to the conditions that we +shouldn't distinguish any difference between the frames. It grieves me +very much to thwart Betty; though, truth to tell, I seldom have occasion +to do so, as our opinions on the big things of life, the essentials, are +rarely in conflict, and the smaller we think not worth wrangling over; +so I talked her into a gracious, amenable humour, and ultimately took +leave of the subject in what I considered mutual agreement.</p> + +<p>This morning, however, when she brought up my ante-breakfast cup of tea, +she reverted to the subject without any preliminaries. 'Man, Maister +Weelum,' she began, 'I've juist been takin' anither look roon' the +dinin'-room. Noo, since we've got it done up it's the first thing I do +in the mornin' an' the last at nicht; an', do ye know, I feel quite +prood an' important when I'm puttin' a nice white cover on the big +table, an' the silver candelabra in the centre o't. But, oh man, since +yesterday I'm positively he'rt-sorry for thae auld frames. In a mainner +it's my pleesure spoiled; to me it's a case o' deid flies in the +ointment, ye understaun? Imphm! an' I'm gettin' fair angry at the new +yin hangin' oot so prominently an' skinklin' as if to chaw the ithers. +Dod, I imagine it's laughin' an' jeerin' at them. Noo, Maister Weelum, +twae sixpenny bottles o' John Boyes's gold spread oot thin would amaist +do the whole lot, an'—an' I'll put it on mysel'. I'm rale knacky wi' a +brush. It'll no' come to much—imphm! the cost'll be very little. What +think ye?'</p> + +<p>'I don't know, Betty, I'm sure. I'm sorry to know the old frames annoy +your eye. Personally I like the old ones better than the new one; but +I'll tell you what, Betty,' I said gleefully, as a happy thought struck +me; 'we'll get the new frame coated over with some sort of stuff to dull +it down a bit. They'll be all alike then. How would that do?'</p> + +<p>'It'll no' do at a', Maister Weelum,' she said emphatically. 'That +picter maunna be touched. No! no! It has some history, or I'm cheated. +Time will prove'——</p> + +<p>A sudden loud knocking echoed through the house and cut short her +sentence. 'Mercy me, what a bang!' she said. 'That's Milligan the +postman, an' as sure as my name's Betty Grier he'll bash through that +door some day;' and, to my relief—for she was stumbling into 'kittle' +ground—she hurried downstairs.</p> + +<p>Since I came here my correspondence has become almost a negligible +quantity. I rarely write to any one, and the few letters I receive are +of a more or less private business character. I had two this +morning—one from the treasurer of my club reminding me my subscription +is due at the end of this month, and the other from my partner, Murray +Monteith, who, after alluding to minor matters, writes as follows:</p> + +<p>'Now for the real reason of my troubling you at this time. The Hon. Mrs +Stuart wrote to me yesterday from Nithbank House, near Thornhill, saying +she was desirous of consulting me on a very important subject; but owing +to indisposition she couldn't travel to Edinburgh, and she would be much +obliged if I could make it convenient to call on her at that address any +day next week. I wrote to her by return saying I would travel south on +Wednesday first, and would be with her during the early afternoon of +that day. As you know, I am a stranger to your native county; but I +presume Nithbank House is within driving distance of Thornhill, and as I +am due at the station of that name at 11.30 <span class="smcap">A.M.</span>, I shall thus have +ample time to call on you prior to my visit, and talk over matters with +you.</p> + +<p>'The important subject she refers to is, without doubt, in connection +with the affairs of her brother-in-law, the late General Stuart, which, +I regret to say, are still in a most unsatisfactory state, owing to our +inability to unearth a will or to procure any information regarding his +marriage. We have made exhaustive inquiry in every conceivable +direction, but without result; and his daughter, Miss Stuart, must now +be acquainted with the facts as they at present stand. She called here +on the 17th ult., and asked to see you. Ormskirk informed her that you +were at present invalided in the country, and showed her into my room. +We talked over matters in a general way, and I think I managed to +satisfy her on the main points, without giving her any reason to suspect +we were faced with such serious difficulties. But, as I have said, she +must be told now, and I approach this part of the business with +misgivings, as it is a very delicate matter indeed; and, from the little +I have seen of her, I argue she will take it very keenly to heart. For +us to inform her, in our cold, unfeeling legal phraseology, that she is, +in the eyes of the law, illegitimate would be nothing short of brutal, +and I trust we may prevail on her aunt to discharge this unenviable +obligation. I assure you I have no desire to trouble you unnecessarily +at this time with business concerns; but, as you are in the immediate +locality, and are not only acquainted with the parties, but conversant +with all the details of this case, I hope you will see your way to +accompany me to Nithbank. Miss Stuart informed me that she had +transacted business by correspondence only, and that she had not yet met +you. Would this not be a good opportunity for us all to meet and decide +what ought to be done?'</p> + +<p>Needless to say, I shall be delighted to receive Murray Monteith here. +We must arrange to have him remain overnight with us, and I shall take +peculiar pleasure in introducing him to Betty and Nathan and Dr +Grierson, types, I feel sure, which he has never met before, but which I +am equally sure he will appreciate. I shall certainly accompany him to +Nithbank House; and I must be prepared to have the vials of the Hon. Mrs +Stuart's wrath poured out upon me when she learns that for almost six +months I have resided within two miles of her, and have not considered +it my duty and privilege to call on her. I am very, very sorry to learn +from Monteith that things have turned out so unfortunately; but somehow +I have dreaded such an outcome all along. And my heart goes out to that +poor girl who is likely to lose her patrimony under the inexorable law +of succession. But, wait now, let me think. Yes, these four thousand +Banku oil shares which her father transferred to her, on her coming of +age, are hers, and cannot be contested; so that, after all, if our worst +fears regarding the property are realised, she will not be penniless. I +wonder if she is a level-headed business girl, and if she knows to what +extent she will benefit from this. Banku oils are worth looking after. +This will be one cheering subject, at least, which we may broach to her. +But, after all, the stigma of illegitimacy remains, and money cannot +make up for that. Poor girl!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + + +<p>Pondering these thoughts, I slowly dressed and went downstairs to +breakfast; but so wrapped up was I in reflection, and engrossed in legal +procedure and probable eventualities, that when Betty appeared with my +bacon and egg I could scarcely reconcile myself to my surroundings or at +once realise my whereabouts. Fortunately she didn't notice my +preoccupied air, otherwise my firm's long, blue, tax-looking letter +would again have been blamed and execrated; nor did she make any attempt +to pick up the thread-ends of our conversation regarding the regilding +of the old frames. I wondered at this, as the conditions were +propitious; and Betty, as a rule, follows up the trail of a crack as +surely and consistently as a weasel follows a hare.</p> + +<p>'Joe's in the back-kitchen brushin' your boots,' she said, as she handed +me the morning papers; and I sighed with relief in the knowledge that +Boyes's liquid was likely, for the time being at least, to remain on his +shop shelf. 'Puir sowl, he's quite pleased when I ask him to do ocht for +you,' she continued. 'Yesterday, withoot bein' bid, he got oot yin o' +your suits o' claes an' pressed it wi' my big smoothin' ern on the +kitchen table, an' he's made sic a job o't as wud be a credit to ony +whip-the-cat. He has learned mair than drillin' in the airmy, I tell +ye.'</p> + +<p>'I believe that, Betty,' I said. 'The service is often a capital +schoolmaster. But it was very good of him to look to my clothes. I'll +not forget him for that.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, mercy me, Maister Weelum, dinna you gi'e him ocht! He wad be black +affronted an' terribly displeased if ye offered him money. No, no, it's +neither wisdom nor charity to gi'e to Joe, for he's made mair siller +lately than he kens hoo to tak' care o'. I can tell ye he cam' hame this +time wi' a weel-filled pouch, an' for the first week o' six workin' days +he did mak' it spin!'</p> + +<p>'Spin, Betty? How in the world did he contrive to make money spin in +Thornhill?' I asked.</p> + +<p>'Haith, if ye had only seen him ye wadna need to ask. Ahem, spin! Ay, +Joe can not only mak' the money spin, but he spins himsel', an' he mak's +every yin spin that'll sit wi' him. But mebbe I'm gaun ower quick. Did +ye no' ken that Joe tak's a dram?'</p> + +<p>'No, Betty, I did not; and, as he's a brother of Nathan's, I'm +surprised to know it.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, weel, but it's juist possible that I'm wrangin' Joe noo. He's what +I wad ca' a regular drammer—tak's his gless o' beer every day—ye ken; +but aince a year, an' for a while efter he comes back, he gangs fairly +ower the soore baith wi' drinkin' himsel' an' treatin' ithers. Ye ken he +then has siller galore among his fingers, an' wi' Joe, as wi' the rest +o' folk, "the fu' cup's no' easy carried." Last year he had a gey time +o't; spent a lot, an' grudged it terribly when it was a' gane. Nathan +canna be bothered wi' 'im in his thochtlessness. A' he says is "Benjy's +a fule." He ca's him Benjy because he's the youngest o' the family. Ay, +that's a' he says. But somewey I'm sorry for Joe, an' I'm aye ceevil an' +nice to him. An', what think ye, Maister Weelum? He has signed the +pledge to please me, 'at has he, an' he hasna touched a drap for nearly +three weeks. It's wonderfu' what a bit word will do, if it's spoken in +season.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Betty, that is so,' I said meditatively; 'that is so. It is very +good of you to interest yourself in Joe. I'm sure he'll bless your name +every day.'</p> + +<p>'Imphm! I've nae doot he does; in fact, I'm sure he does;' and a queer +smile broke over Betty's face. 'Ay, he blesses my name, sure enough; +he's a Hebron, ye ken. The Hebrons never say much, but they look a +tremendous lot, an' Joe's been lookin' at me lately as if he was +blessin' me. The fact is, he's sairly off his usual. He has a queer +cowed look I never saw before. Oh, the man's no' weel, an' I'm sure he +blames me for it. This mornin', when he cam' doon, he was lookin' fair +meeserable, an' I asked him, in a kindly, sympathetic wey, how he was +feelin', an' said he, "Middlin', Betty; very middlin'. It's a very stiff +job this I've tackled. I've been teetotal for twenty days, an' I've +saved as much as'll buy me an oak coffin; an', Betty, if I'm teetotal +for other twenty days, by the Lord Harry I'll need it!" An', d'ye ken, +Maister Weelum, he was sae fa'en-away-lookin' that, though I kenned it +was plantin' wi' ae haun an' pu'in up wi' the ither, I gaed away an' +poured him oot a wee drap, juist a jimp gless, an' then I gi'ed him your +buits to brush, an' he started to whussle like a mavis.'</p> + +<p>Betty's face was quite serious when she was telling me this, and when I +looked into her kindly, concerned eyes, and thought of Joe's patient +misery, I began to laugh, and I laughed till the breakfast crockery +rattled. She looked at me in wonderment, and, lifting the teapot, she +made for the door.</p> + +<p>'Excuse me, Betty, and pardon my levity,' I said; 'but just one +moment'——</p> + +<p>'Oh, I'll excuse ye,' she said, as she halted. 'There's nocht I like +better mysel' than a guid laugh, but it maun be at something funny; an' +if it's Joe you're laughin' at, he was far frae funny this mornin', I +tell ye.'</p> + +<p>'I can well understand that, Betty; but I was going to say'——</p> + +<p>'Maister Weelum, excuse me interruptin' ye, but do ye believe in +ghosts?'</p> + +<p>'Do I believe in ghosts? Certainly not. Why do ye ask?'</p> + +<p>'Weel, I'm gled to hear ye dinna believe in them. I say wi' you; but +Joe's juist been tellin' me that he met a leddy this mornin' on the +public street that he could sweer died twenty-fower years bygane. So +what mak' ye o' that?'</p> + +<p>'Oh Betty, Joe's most surely talking nonsense. Where did you say he met +the lady?'</p> + +<p>'Haith, Joe'll no' alloo it's nonsense. He's very positive aboot it. His +story to me was that he cam' suddenly on her gaun roon Harper's corner, +an' he was so frichtened an' surprised that a' gumption left him, an' he +couldna look efter her either to mak' sure o' her or to see where she +was gaun. He was as white as a sheet when he cam' in to me, an' between +the fricht an' the lang want o' his dram, he was in sic a state that I'm +sure the Lord will coont me justified in gi'en him a mouthfu'. What I +telt ye before was only half the truth, an' noo ye ken a'.'</p> + +<p>I don't know Joe very well. Since he came home I have had few +opportunities of meeting him and analysing him; but when Betty was +talking he was very vividly flung on the screen, so to speak, and a +possible trait in his character occurred to me.</p> + +<p>'Betty,' I said, 'don't you think that Joe has just worked up his ghost +story and feigned excitement and agitation, knowing you had spirits in +the house, and that in the peculiar circumstances you would produce the +bottle?'</p> + +<p>'No, no, I dinna think that. Joe's a Hebron, as I've said, an' the +Hebrons ha'e neither the cleverness to think a thing like that oot nor +the guile to carry it through. No, no, Maister Weelum; Joe met the +leddy, whaever she may be, richt enough. I'm quite sure aboot that pairt +o't; but of coorse he's wrang aboot the burial. It's been some yin very +like her, an' Joe's juist mistaken. Had this happened when he was as I +ha'e seen him I wad never ha'e gi'en it a thocht; but this +mornin'—weel, the man was—was ower sober to be healthy.'</p> + +<p>'As you say, he's just made a mistake, Betty. At best, Joe's a +mysterious individual; these annual disappearances are remarkable. Have +you yet learned exactly where he goes?'</p> + +<p>Her alert ear detected a cessation of brushing and whistling, and she +walked quietly to the door, keeked past it, and then gently turned the +handle. 'He has finished your buits,' she said, 'an' he's gettin' +Nathan's Sabbath-day yins doon frae the shelf to gi'e them a rub. Do I +ken where he gangs? Ay, I do. For a lang time I jaloused; but last nicht +he telt me a' aboot it, an', as it turns oot, I havena been very far +frae the mark. His wife has a wee temperance hotel—a temperance +yin—she kens Joe!—in a toon ca'd Brighton. She can manage a' richt +hersel' in the dull pairt o' the year, but she's forced to get Joe in +the busy time to gi'e her a haun wi' the fires an' the luggage an' +siclike. She was only aince here, an' we didna see much o' her; but frae +the little I did see I wad tak' her to be a fell purposefu' woman, mair +cut oot for fechtin' in a toon than settlin' doon to the quiet, humdrum +life o' Thornhill. Joe in the airmy wad dootless be a' richt, but oot +o't an' hangin' aboot here wi' a decent pension he wad juist be an +impossibility. I was kind o' sorry for her when she was here. She had +never been in this pairt before, an' she didna tak' very kindly to it. +She couldna understaun what we said, an' we were in the same fix when +she spoke. The first nicht she was in this hoose Nathan, for Joe's sake, +tried to ca' the crack wi' her; but it gied him a sair heid, so he juist +smiled an' noddit to her efter that. She put twae months in here, an' +then she went away on her ain. First she kept lodgers; then she took +this wee hotel, an' by a' accoonts she's doin' weel. But it's a queer, +queer life for baith o' them. Never a letter passes between them, an' +Joe seldom mentions her name. When he cam' back this time I asked him if +his wife wasna vexed to pairt wi' him when the time cam' for him to +leave, an' he said he didna ken, for he didna see her. "Ye didna see +her!" said I. "Hoo was that?" "Oh," said he, "she was busy at her wark +up the stairs, so I cried to her that I was away, an' she cried back, +'Right you are, Joe; so long till next July,' and that was a'." Imphm! +isn't that a queer state o' maitters, Maister Weelum? Mind you, I dinna +a'thegither blame her. I ken the Hebrons. They're a queer, quate family. +Ye never can tell what they're thinkin'. I've the best o' them—ay, the +best—an' I often shut my een an' thank God for Nathan; but if he had +marrit ony ither woman—I mean a woman wha didna ken him as I do, or +mak' allowances as I can, an' though she had been an angel frae +heaven—she wad ha'e been as meeserable as I am happy. Ay, it was lang, +lang before I understood Nathan, an' the kennin' o' him was a dreich +job, but it was worth it a'. Ye see, the Hebrons havena got the faculty +o' expressin' their feelin's. They may be pleased or angry—it's a' +yin—they never let on in their speech, but they show it in their +actions; at least my Nathan does, an' my impression is that Joe's +wife—Sally her name is—doesna ken Joe yet. He'll no' ha'e met her +half-road, as it were, an' gi'en her a chance o' gettin' to the bedrock, +an' she tak's his quateness for indifference; an' the upshot is, as ye +see, that for the best pairt o' a year she's as happy in Brighton as he +is in Thornhill, an' for the rest they put up wi' yin anither for the +sake o' the siller their united efforts bring in. Ay, it's a queer world +for some folk. But I'm deavin' ye. Joe'll be oot o' a job, too, an' to +keep him richt I maun keep him workin' the day;' and she bustled off to +encourage Joe in well-doing.</p> + +<p>Later I consulted with Betty about Murray Monteith's visit, and we +arranged to get the south bedroom prepared for his reception. So I +wrote him to-day at some length, extending Betty's invitation, and +expressing my willingness to accompany him to Nithbank House. After I +had finished my letter I perambulated the dining-room round and round, +for the day was wet and boisterous, and I could not go out of doors. +Bang and Jip, evidently conscious of the fact that a walk was out of the +question, were making themselves at home on the hearthrug, and I was +just finishing half a mile of carpet-walking when the street door +opened, and Nathan's step sounded in the lobby. Betty had gone out on an +errand, so I went in to the kitchen.</p> + +<p>'Hallo, Nathan!' I said; 'have you got a holiday to-day?'</p> + +<p>Nathan looked up at me as he sat down in his arm-chair near the fire. +'I've ta'en yin, Maister Weelum,' he said. 'I've ta'en yin—very much +against the grain, though. I'm—I'm no' feelin' very weel, so I thocht I +wad juist come hame.'</p> + +<p>'You did well to come home, Nathan, and I'm sorry to know you are not up +to the mark. You're cold-looking. Do you feel cold?'</p> + +<p>'Weel, shivery weys, Maister Weelum; shivery weys. Imphm!—Where's +Betty?'</p> + +<p>I told him she had gone out on an errand, but would be back presently; +and, going into the dining-room, I poured out a glass of brandy and +brought it to him. 'Here, Nathan. I know your mind on the liquor +question; but put aside your objections and drink this. It will do you +good.'</p> + +<p>He smiled feebly. 'What would Betty say? Will ye tak' the blame?' he +asked.</p> + +<p>'Certainly I'll take the blame, or, rather, I should say the credit. +Drink it up now, Nathan.'</p> + +<p>Joe, who had been splitting firewood in the stick-house, had recognised +his brother's voice, and came into the kitchen. 'It is you, Nathan!' he +said, in surprise. 'It's no' often we see you wi' a dram-gless in your +hand, an' at this time o' day, too. My word, but you're lucky!'</p> + +<p>'Ay, Benjy, it is me, an' I am lucky. I daur say ye wad like to chum wi' +me the noo. Are—are ye still keepin' the teetotal?'</p> + +<p>For a moment Joe looked shamefacedly at Nathan; then truth and +honour—outstanding traits of the Hebrons—shone in his eye. 'No,' he +said; 'I broke it this mornin'.'</p> + +<p>'Ay—imphm! And hoo did you come to do that?' asked Nathan, without +looking round.</p> + +<p>'Betty tempted me, and I fell.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, imphm! Betty gied ye a dram, did she? Weel, Benjy, whatever Betty +did was richt. She didna tempt ye, man; she treated ye, that's what she +did. Ye'll no' gang far wrang if ye're guided by Betty.—Eh, Maister +Weelum?'</p> + +<p>He was sitting very near the fire, with his long gnarled fingers spread +out for warmth, and he looked up sideways to me when he said this with a +look in his blue eyes which told me, more pointedly than words, of his +absolute confidence in her good judgment, and the pride he had in the +possession of her love.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + + +<p>One of my city friends who is interested in the study of phrenology once +told me that my bump of adaptability is very strongly developed. He told +me more, of which I was sceptical; but the natural ease with which I +have taken to and conformed with my present surroundings is proof to me +that his interpretation of this particular bump was fairly correct. +Words fail me to express adequately the pleasure I have derived from my +reintroduction to Nature's home and mine. Everything seems fresh from +the hand of the Creator; there is no veneer, no make-believe, and over +all there is solace and repose. Happy hours in the domestic atmosphere +of the old house, mellowed and sweetened by the presence of Betty and +Nathan; the quiet interval spent in the barber's back sanctum, with its +window facing the gray-blue Lowthers; the afternoon visit to John +Sterling's shop, with its homely smell of roset and bend-leather, and +our usual discussion on the Dandie breed and the beauties of Scott's +<i>Marmion</i>, Aird's <i>Devil's Dream</i>, and Hogg's <i>Kilmeny</i>; a stroll with +Bang and Jip round the Gillfoot or down the 'Coo Road;' and solitary +meditation on the doctor's 'mound,' surrounded by a medley of +vegetation, planted indiscriminately and flourishing under what the dear +old man calls his natural style of gardening—such is my daily +programme. A homely life this amidst homely folks: the barber in his +reminiscent moods; John Sterling with his love of dogs, his +charitableness and honesty, and his enthusiasm for what I may call the +true poetry of life; Dr Grierson, walking alone, hugging to his heart a +sweet secret memory, dreein' his weird, doing good in his own quiet way, +and keeping from his left hand what his right hand is doing; Nathan, +silent, serious, and preoccupied, deferring ever to Betty, and proud and +content to shelter in her shadow; and Betty, my dear, kind, thoughtful +Betty, who always carves with the blunt knife and the big heart, whose +Bible is her bolster, and whose solicitude extends to all God's +creatures great and small—homely folks of a surety; yes, commonplace, +if you will, but dear to my heart. It may be—in fact, I may take it for +granted—that characters like these would make no appeal to my city +acquaintances; to them association with such would be boredom, and my +mode of living the essence of dreariness; and yet to me, and I say it +with all reverence, it comes as near as anything on earth can come to +that peace which passeth all understanding.</p> + +<p>Mention of Betty and her Bible in the same breath reminds me that lately +she has talked to me almost solely on secular matters. This is not as it +used to be. When first I came to her, by a process of manœuvring and +meandering peculiar to herself she always managed to steer her +conversation into religious channels, and the direct way she had of +pointing the moral was always original and characteristic. It is not +because I have discouraged her or shown any indifference that she has +lapsed in this matter; and it would appear that, as our intimacy has +ripened, and as our topics of conversation have become more personal, +she has meantime allowed the mundane to prevail, with a view to taking +up the more serious and essential at a more convenient season.</p> + +<p>I wasn't surprised, therefore, when, to-day, after Dr Grierson had +visited Nathan in the back-room, she asked him in an off-hand, +matter-of-fact way what he thought of yesterday's sermon.</p> + +<p>The doctor was fumbling in his pocket for his old clay, and in an +absent, abstracted tone of voice he informed her that, as he hadn't +been to church, he wasn't in a position to pass any judgment.</p> + +<p>'Ay, ye werena at the kirk? I micht ha'e kenned that,' she said. 'Imphm! +I'm no' a deid auld woman, doctor,' she continued; 'but I mind o' your +faither efter he left Dumfries an' cam' to bide wi' ye here, an' he was +a regular attender at the kirk. It's a great pity when folks break off +kin'. Ay, that it is! Imphm! An', doctor, you'll excuse me, it's mebbe +nae business o' mine; but I canna help tellin' ye that I often think +aboot ye, an' that ye lie heavy on my mind. We've seen a great deal o' +ye lately, mair than we ever saw before, and I've proved to mysel' what +ithers said o' ye, an' what I had aye ta'en for granted. It's a' in your +favour, an' what ye've dune for the puir God will no' forget when ye're +bein' weighed in the balance.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Betty,' the doctor said, as he struck a light.</p> + +<p>'Ay, but haud on; I havena dune wi' ye. I havena come to the point. As +I've said, ye've come a great deal in an' oot among us lately, an' in a +temporal sense ye've been a great comfort and help to Maister Weelum +here. Oh that ye had been able to influence him spiritually, for since +he cam' he's never darkened a kirk door. I've held my tongue, as sae +far there's been an excuse for him; but noo that he's gettin' better an' +able to gang aboot, I juist think that oot o' respect for you, if ye had +been kirk-minded, he could easily ha'e been guided Zionward.'</p> + +<p>I had the feeling that Betty was rushing in where angels fear to tread; +and, not knowing how the doctor was likely to take this, I became very +uncomfortable. He puffed spasmodically at his pipe and moved uneasily in +his chair. 'It is very kind of you, Betty, to think of me,' he +said—'very kind indeed; and you must not count it none of your business +to bring such matters before me. In a way we are all each other's +keepers, and it would be churlish of me to resent such interest as you +show. For my own part, I live my life according to my light, such as it +is. It may be a poor, flickering light to other eyes, but it is +sufficient to show me the road. As for William here, he has long ago +reached man's estate, and he can judge of these matters for himself. If +I mistake not, he has a standard of his own, and I feel sure my +influence, even though I were kirk-minded, as you call it, would not +direct his steps in the direction you indicate.'</p> + +<p>'Oh doctor, dinna say that! We can a' be made humble instruments. +Example is a great thing, though ye dinna follow your faither's, an' I +ken what a power for guid ye wad be if the grace o' God was in ye. Oh +doctor, I've been he'rt sorry for ye mony a time, for I ken the grief +ye've carried, an' I've wondered hoo ye could thole it sae lang a' by +yoursel', an' that ye never accepted the consolation which He alone can +gi'e ye. But ye've spurned it, doctor. I don't think that ye're a joined +member o' the kirk or that ye gang to the Communion—you that's sic a +man i' the toon—everybody's body as you are, an' born wi' a sma'er dose +o' original sin than ony yin I ken o'. I juist canna understan' it.'</p> + +<p>The doctor laughed good-humouredly. 'I've my work to attend to, you +know, Betty. My patients cannot be neglected for the sake of'——</p> + +<p>'If your work permitted, wad ye gang to the kirk, doctor?'</p> + +<p>'I—I question if I would.'</p> + +<p>'That's an honest admission, an' it wadna come frae Dr Grierson if it +wasna. An' what's your objection, doctor?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, well, Betty, your question opens up a big, debatable subject on +which I have great reluctance to enter. I have neither the time nor the +inclination, Betty; but this much I will say, we are all heirs to a +heritage of different distresses in this life, and as we are not all +constituted alike we require different treatment. Now there is one great +panacea, one great balm, for all our wounds. Some find that panacea in +their church, though many go to church who are not aware they require a +panacea. Others, of whom I am one, find a balm for their afflictions in +communing with the nature of God's creation we see around us. With such +it isn't necessary to go to church in order to feel God's presence or to +experience His beneficent power. If it were, we could only commune with +Him once a week, when the churches are open. As it is, I can praise Him +at all times, and glorify His name under the canopy of His heavens, and +among the trees and flowers and fields and woods, which evidence His +fostering care and proclaim His loving-kindness.'</p> + +<p>'Then, doctor, ye do believe in God?'</p> + +<p>A pained look crept into the doctor's eyes. 'Betty,' he said, 'you +surely have never doubted that?'</p> + +<p>'Weel, wi' you no' gaun to the kirk, an''——</p> + +<p>'Ah, Betty, it is possible for a man to go to church and remain in +doubt; but no one can stand, as I often do, under the starry firmament, +alone in the midst of slumbering nature, or facing the glowing east +when the shafts of the sun's morning beams are piercing the shadowy sky, +and not feel within himself that God reigneth, and the earth in +consequence rejoices.'</p> + +<p>'Grand! Man, doctor, I'm glad to hear ye say that! I'm—I'm rale glad.'</p> + +<p>There was a wee bit catch in Betty's voice, and a tear trickled down her +cheek, which she tried to wipe away unnoticed with a corner of her +apron. But the doctor saw, and his face twitched and softened.</p> + +<p>'Then, doctor,' she continued, 'of course ye'll believe in the Bible?'</p> + +<p>'Yes—with reservations.'</p> + +<p>'Which means, doctor?'</p> + +<p>'Well, Betty, it means that——Wait now, I want to make it easy for you +to understand; but unfortunately, by doing so, it makes it all the more +difficult for me to explain. Well, in a word, Betty, it means there are +parts of it I believe, and there are others I cannot.'</p> + +<p>'Ay, pairts ye believe an' pairts ye canna believe. I notice ye say ye +<i>canna</i> believe; ye don't say ye <i>will not</i> believe. There's a +difference, doctor, ye ken. Why do ye say ye canna?'</p> + +<p>'Because I have thought out things very carefully, very anxiously, and I +cannot entertain what does not appeal to my reason. I must discard what +I think is wrong.'</p> + +<p>'But, doctor, man, ye maunna exercise your ain judgment. It's human; +consequently it's weak. What ye want is faith—the faith which can +remove mountains, the faith which sustains. Doctor, ye must put aside +your ain vain imaginin's an' thochts, an' become as a little child. Ay, +juist as a little child.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Betty, I thought you would say that. But you know I am not a +little child. I am a man, a responsible, thinking being, endowed by God +with a reasoning faculty which is calculated to guide me, and which, +Betty, I am expected to exercise. I cannot accept anything temporal +which is diametrically opposed or contrary to my judgment, nor would I +in the discharge of my professional duties follow a course or accept a +condition which my intellect and discernment told me was wrong. Why, +then, should I, in this the greatest of all questions, be expected to +lay reason aside and acquiesce in blind belief? No, Betty, I cannot do +that. If I did I shouldn't be true to myself.'</p> + +<p>'But, doctor, wi' due respect, let me tell ye that cleverer men than you +have thocht these things oot for themselves an' have been satisfied wi' +the Word as it is delivered. Think o' the Reformers an' a' oor +professors, men who have studied theology a' their days, an''——</p> + +<p>'And after all their study, what do they know, what have they gleaned +from all their books? I cannot be guided even by professors. They know +as much or as little of God's workings as the man who sweeps our village +street. Now, Betty, further than this I cannot and will not go with you. +As I have said, it is a big, debatable subject, and we might talk till +doomsday and not agree even then. Besides, it is a very dangerous thing +to tamper with any one's belief, especially if that belief affords a +solace in trials and constitutes an anchor in the storm. You have got +something within you which calms your fears, and gives you a peace which +nothing else can. Stick to it, Betty, and guard it against assault. And +I—well, Betty, I also have something within me which gives me peace, +such peace as would remain with me even if to-night I was called upon to +turn my face to the wall. Ah, Betty, each and every one has a faith. The +world has never been without one, and it will have one to the end. But +my conviction is we haven't often enough taken stock of our faith, and +the consequence is it has become detached from and out of sympathy with +our workaday lives. What a different world it would be if we were living +our religion instead of professing it! Some say this is impossible. +Well, it ought to be made possible, and the best way of going about it +would be to strip religion of all that binds it to impossible, +out-of-date dogmas, clear it of all that confounds and mystifies, and +nail as a motto to its mast-head these glorious words of the great +Master, "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself." Betty, the time is +at hand when the Church will be forced to consider this text—ay, and to +act upon it; and when that day dawns it will herald the Millennium.'</p> + +<p>A strange hush had fallen upon the room while the doctor was speaking, +and when he ceased it lingered with us like a benediction. Then Betty +walked quietly over to the window. 'Doctor,' she said, after a pause, +'d'ye think, at the last, everybody will be—eh—a' richt?'</p> + +<p>'Well, Betty, the question often occurs to me. When the boundlessness of +God's love comes home to me I think it is possible. There is a verse, +the thirteenth of the twenty-first chapter of the Revelation, which'——</p> + +<p>At that moment a knock came to the door, and Betty slipped out. In her +absence the doctor smoked in silence, and I watched the fire glowing in +the grate.</p> + +<p>'Doctor,' she said, as she re-entered, 'that's the grocer's boy. +Somebody telt him ye were here, and he wants to ken if the bottle o' +port wine ye ordered is for Mrs Lawson o' Gillhead or auld Widow +Lawson?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, it is for Widow Lawson,' he replied, and the semblance of a blush +spread over his face. He rose hurriedly, adjusted his plaid, and picked +up his hat.</p> + +<p>I put my hand on his arm as he passed me. 'Doctor,' I said, 'your good +deeds are finding you out;' and he shook his head, and smiled as if he +didn't understand me, but he made no reply.</p> + +<p>Betty came into my room later with her Bible in her hand. 'I've been +lookin' up that verse in the Revelation,' she said, 'an' it reads: "On +the east three gates, on the north three gates, on the south three +gates, and on the west three gates." Ay—imphm! I never saw the maitter +in that licht before.—Weel, I trust there may be a gate for me, Maister +Weelum; an'—an' somewey I'm sure noo there's yin for the doctor.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + + +<p>In accordance with the doctor's orders, Nathan has not been to work +these past few days; and though, beyond admitting a 'wakeness aboot the +knees' and a proneness to 'shiverin',' he makes no specific complaint, I +have noticed that daily he becomes more beholden to Betty, and that he +very willingly goes off to bed a good two hours earlier than his usual +retiring-time.</p> + +<p>There are some who, by their very backwardness and reticence, attract +attention and excite curiosity. I have met many such, both +professionally and socially, and the breaking down of their reserve has +always been interesting; but, than the case of Nathan Hebron, none has +more substantially repaid the time and trouble which the process of +thawing involved. To outsiders I presume Nathan is an enigma. Not so to +us who live with him. I needn't attempt to explain the feeling of +confidence which he inspires, or the peculiar power which he +unconsciously exerts in our little household circle. Words cannot convey +it—it must be experienced to be understood; and though Betty is always +to the fore, always taking the initiative, I know she feels that +somewhere in the background, almost without her immediate knowledge, but +ever in her reckoning, is the force, the power, the quiet, unobtrusive, +dependable Nathan. And yet, strange to say, could I probe to the quick +of his feelings, I know I should find that, in his 'stablished +estimation, Betty, and Betty alone, stands for everything that the term +'bulwark and tower of strength' conveys.</p> + +<p>Of late I have been wondering how best I can advance Nathan's worldly +interests and lighten his burden without taking him away altogether from +the calling of his choice. Somehow I don't think he would be happy +without a spade in his hand and denied access to leaf-mould. He is too +old to fit into a new groove, and I must remember that were I, even with +the best intentions, carefully to uproot an old tree from amongst the +shadows and replant it in the sunshine it would surely die. Still, I +should like to do something to make his gloaming life easier. I have +often felt sorry for him, leaving his comfortable house on inclement +mornings, working his day's darg, and returning when darkness had long +settled down. Outdoor work under favourable weather conditions is +agreeable enough; but when it is carried on under a cold, leaden sky, +amidst frost and snow, and in biting winds, it is stripped of much of +its pleasure and poetry. Thinking in this strain, the idea came to me +that I might erect glass-houses in our garden here, and encourage Nathan +to devote the whole of his time to the cultivation of tomatoes. I have +already mentioned my scheme to the doctor, and he approves of it; but I +have said nothing to Betty or Nathan. I must see to it one of these +days.</p> + +<p>I had a long, pleasant ramble this afternoon. The air was clear and +invigorating; I was feeling braced up and buoyant; and as for Jip and +Bang, I never saw them in a more sportive, energetic mood. We walked +through Rashbrigs Moss, past Dabton Loch, and round by Longmire, where I +called and spent an hour with Farmer Russell. Bang killed a rat in the +steading just before we left, and he wagged his stumpy tail and tried to +raise his tattered ear all the way home. The dogs preceded me into the +house, and I stumbled after them through the darkened lobby and into the +darker dining-room.</p> + +<p>'Hallo, Betty,' I said as I entered; 'not lit up yet?'</p> + +<p>Betty was over at the window in the act of pulling down the blind, +which, strangely enough, she always does before she lights the gas.</p> + +<p>'Oh, it's you, Maister Weelum,' she said. 'It's that dark I can scarcely +see ye;' but she continued standing inactive, looking round at me with +the window-blind cord hanging loose in her hand. The firelight was low, +and the light which came through the window from the village lamp across +the street made the darkness only more visible. I could make Betty out, +silhouetted as she was against the window; but, though all around was in +black shadow which my eyes could not penetrate, I had the feeling that +some one else was present. As I peered around, a tall visionary figure +moved to my right, and Betty came toward me from the window.</p> + +<p>'This is Miss Stuart,' she said, 'the lady that's pentin' wee Isobel +Jardine's picter. She's been workin' at it a' efternoon. I was tellin' +her aboot your new yin, an' I asked her in to see it.—An', Miss Stuart, +this is my boy—my wean I used to ca' him—Maister Weelum, or raither, +as I should say, Maister Russell. Mrs Jardine an' me were tellin' ye +aboot him. Imphm!' And as Betty breathlessly finished her introduction, +and, without further ado, turned to break the fire into a glow, Miss +Stuart and I gravely bowed.</p> + +<p>I couldn't see our visitor's face, but her figure was strangely familiar +to me, and my pulse quickened.</p> + +<p>'Miss Stuart,' said Betty, 'will ye please sit here till I licht the +gas?' and she wheeled the easy-chair, which usually stands opposite +mine, within the radius of the glow from the fire.</p> + +<p>'Oh, thank you very much, Mrs Hebron,' said a voice I knew well; 'but +I'm afraid I must be going. I'll—I'll not sit down, thank you. Mr +Russell will be'——</p> + +<p>'Delighted to see you seated, Miss Stuart,' I interposed. 'I have very +few lady visitors these days, and I do assure you you are welcome.'</p> + +<p>'Eh! that's weel said, Maister Weelum,' Betty chimed in; 'and it's true +too.—Ye canna but sit doon, if it's only to please him, no' to speak o' +me;' and, as Miss Stuart graciously complied, she bustled out to the +kitchen for a match.</p> + +<p>In her absence I struck a light and lit the gas, and as Miss Stuart's +eyes met mine we both smiled. Nathan on one occasion winked to me, and +in doing so he established a paction between us. In the same way, but +more emphatically, this smile awakened a feeling of camaraderie, a +consciousness that the Fates were playing with us, and that we +recognised the success of their manipulations.</p> + +<p>'Betty has been talking to me a good deal about you lately, Miss +Stuart,' I said as I drew in my chair. 'Somehow, from the first I +associated you, the subject of her talk and the painter of Isobel's +portrait, with my good Samaritan of Nithbank Wood; and I am not +surprised to find that I was right.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed, Mr Russell!' she said, and again she smiled. 'Well, I have been +hearing about you also of late from both Mrs Hebron and Mrs Jardine; +and, like you, I am'——But before she could finish her sentence Betty +re-entered with a lighted taper, and in its warm yellow glow her face +shone like a radiant moon.</p> + +<p>'Ah, Maister Weelum,' she said, 'for aince ye've managed that +"perverted" licht. Thae newfangled things are fashious, an' it's a +cauld-lookin' licht; but there's economy in it, Miss Stuart—imphm! An', +my me! excuse me, miss, but it does my he'rt guid to see ye sittin' in +that chair.' And in a flash my mind went back to our crack, and I +remembered her words, 'It's a gey comfortable-lookin' chair, that yin +opposite ye, Maister Weelum; an', d'ye ken, I met a leddy the day that I +wad like to see sittin' in it.'</p> + +<p>'Betty,' I said, 'Miss Stuart and I are not altogether strangers; we +have met once or twice in an informal way; but, now that we have been +brought together to-night, under your auspices, don't you think—just to +signalise the event—you might offer her a cup of tea?'</p> + +<p>'Eh, Maister Weelum! you read me like a book. I was juist gaun to +suggest that. The kettle's at the boil, an' it'll no' tak' me a meenit. +Will—will I bring doon the tea-set frae the drawin'-room—your +mother's, ye ken?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, yes, Betty, if you please; and Miss Stuart will honour us in +handseling it. It hasn't been used since I came here;' and before my +guest could say 'Yea' or 'Nay,' Betty had disappeared.</p> + +<p>I drew the chair nearer the fire, and, pipe in hand, was about to ask my +<i>vis-à-vis</i> if I might smoke, when I saw her gaze wander round the walls +of my room and ultimately rest on my picture.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mr Russell,' she exclaimed, as she rose to her feet—'why, that is +surely the picture I painted?'</p> + +<p>'It is, Miss Stuart,' I quietly said. 'It's the picture you had just +finished the first time I saw you in the flesh, and I assure you I am +very proud to be the possessor of it.'</p> + +<p>She stood looking up at it, beating a tattoo with her fingers on the +table, and I saw the warm blood mounting her neck and cheek.</p> + +<p>'I hope you don't mind my having it?' I asked.</p> + +<p>'Oh no; but—well, you must have put yourself to some trouble to get +it—more than it's worth, I'm afraid, for it was presented to a bazaar +many miles away; and, you'll pardon me, but I cannot understand your +putting so much value on it. It is really not a good bit of work, though +the subject appealed to me so much.'</p> + +<p>'Now, Miss Stuart, please do not belittle my purchase—your labour of +love, I may call it. I know a little about art; in fact, though I don't +paint now, it has always been, and still is, my hobby, and in my +judgment you have no reason to be ashamed of this example of your +handiwork. As to my motive in buying it—well, I am a native of this +village, as Betty has perhaps already told you, and to me it and its +environs will ever be my earthly paradise. I know every step of the +countryside around. As a boy I hunted in its fields, explored its woods, +and fished its streams. During the years I have been settled in +Edinburgh, never a day has passed but my thoughts have strayed homeward, +and the identical spot on which you sketched this picture is the one, +above all others, around which my most hallowed memories are centred. +Whenever I thought of my quiet village home my mind meandered down the +Gillfoot road, and the view which inspired you to this effort has always +been with me, for it is, as it were, photographed on my brain.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I quite understand you,' she said slowly—'quite. But how did you +find out where it was for sale?'</p> + +<p>'Well, I had very little difficulty in that,' I laughingly replied. +'Talking of sales, though—pardon my introducing the commercial element +into our conversation, Miss Stuart—but I would like very much to have a +companion picture to this one, something local of course. I'll leave the +price to yourself. There's no hurry, you know; only I should be sorry to +miss the opportunity of procuring another, treated with the same loving +skill.'</p> + +<p>'How much did you pay for this one?' she asked, with a twinkle in her +eye.</p> + +<p>'Well—I—I really cannot tell you exactly. You see, I didn't buy it +myself. I happened to hear your clerical friend say something about the +Laurieston bazaar; so I wrote to Ormskirk, my confidential clerk, giving +him the few particulars I possessed, and he managed everything to my +satisfaction. The price he paid for it will be noted down: he stated it +in his letter, but as it was of minor importance I don't remember the +exact figure.'</p> + +<p>I had risen from my chair when she stood up to examine the picture; and, +thinking she might be tired standing, I asked her to sit down. She made +no response, however; and, lost in thought, looked long into the glowing +fire.</p> + +<p>'Ormskirk! Mr Ormskirk, your confidential clerk!' she repeated slowly. +'The name seems familiar to me. Oh yes, now I remember;' and she laughed +cheerily, and gave me a blithe look. 'It is a coincidence, Mr Russell; +but I was received once by a Mr Ormskirk of an Edinburgh legal firm. The +name struck me as being unusual.'</p> + +<p>'Well, Miss Stuart, so far as I know there is only one Ormskirk in our +profession in Edinburgh, and he is with us—my firm, I mean—Monteith & +Russell.'</p> + +<p>'Monteith & Russell!' she repeated. 'And you are'——</p> + +<p>'Well, I'm Mr Monteith's partner.'</p> + +<p>She looked at me with surprise in her big dark eyes, and then slowly +every vestige of colour left her face. 'You—you are Mr Russell! Oh, I +am so glad to meet you! I have corresponded with you, and my father very +often spoke of you. I am Désirée Stuart. My affairs are in your firm's +hands. I am the daughter of General Stuart of Abereran. This is very +bewildering!' and she smiled feebly through moist, lustrous eyes.</p> + +<p>I was too astonished to speak. No suitable words could I utter in +acknowledgment of this unexpected information. Never for a moment had I +associated Miss Stuart the artist with Miss Stuart of Abereran. Somehow, +I cannot say exactly what followed; but I have a dim recollection of +hearing her apologising for sobbing, on the plea that I was the first +person she had met since her father's death of whom, in his last +illness, he had spoken with kindliness and affectionate regard. And I +welcomed this with avidity as another link which bound me to her.</p> + +<p>'Your father and I didn't meet often, Miss Stuart,' I said, after a +pause, during which we had both been busy in thought; 'but we +corresponded very frequently. I am glad to know he spoke of me with +appreciation. Unfortunately I was confined to bed at the time of his +death, otherwise I should have been with you; but my partner, Mr Murray +Monteith, attended to everything, and has been giving your affairs every +consideration.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Mr Monteith has been very attentive. I called at your office and +asked to see you. It was on this occasion I met your Mr Ormskirk. Well, +Mr Monteith received me, and reassured me on one or two points about +which I was anxious. After all, I didn't tell him the real reason of my +visit.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed! And—and why didn't you?'</p> + +<p>'Well, I somehow didn't like. I know it was very silly; but I just +couldn't speak of it—at least to him.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I'm sorry to know that!' I said. 'Mr Monteith would have been only +too pleased to help you with his advice. Is the matter you wished to +bring before me still of consequence?'</p> + +<p>'Yes. But it can wait. You know this is neither the time nor the place +to talk business. Besides, I oughtn't to bother you about my affairs +just now. You are still on the sick list, though I must say you look +less the invalid to-day than you did the first time I saw you.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Miss Stuart. I am glad to know I look better; certainly I +feel much stronger, and I trust to be back to business soon. But do tell +me now what you wanted to consult me about in Edinburgh.'</p> + +<p>For a time she remained silent, and I watched with interest the run and +play of her thoughts, as expressed in her mobile face.</p> + +<p>'Don't you think,' she said at length, 'that all this is very queer—I +mean our previous accidental meetings, the personal and business +connection between us, and the fact of our sitting together in this room +in this quiet little village? I feel we are known to each other, yet we +are not acquainted. Oh, it does seem so strange and unusual!'</p> + +<p>'Yes. The whole circumstances are rather remarkable, and I could tell +you something—a little story in which you and I figure, which is even +more mystifying; but we are wandering from the subject we had on hand. +You haven't yet told me what I wish to know.'</p> + +<p>'I cannot mention it to-night, Mr Russell,' she said. 'More than ever I +feel I ought not to have broached it. Later I trust we shall have an +opportunity of discussing everything. You don't mind my deferring it?'</p> + +<p>'Just as you wish; but before we dismiss business, may I ask you a +question?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I had a letter from Mr Monteith the other day in which he +referred to your affairs. By the same token, he is coming down to see +your aunt, so we'll all meet and go into everything thoroughly. Well, +what he mentioned in his letter with reference to you set me a-thinking, +and I have been wondering since if you are aware of the fact that you +hold four thousand Banku oil shares. Have you received any dividends +lately?'</p> + +<p>'I know,' she answered thoughtfully, 'that father, some time ago—when I +came of age it was—transferred some shares to me, and from time to time +he gave me what must have been dividends. I didn't trouble him for +particulars; he always hated business chats, but more so after his last +visit to India. I am sure he got a touch of sun, although the doctor +would never admit it, and I purposely refrained from referring to +business affairs, as it only annoyed and irritated him. Since he died I +have received no money at all. As a matter of fact'—and she blushed +painfully—'that's what I wanted to see you about. Aunt is awfully +decent, and grudges me nothing; but surely I ought to have received +something. It isn't very nice to be depending on her for every shilling, +and—you understand, Mr Russell?—I'm perhaps too independent, and'——</p> + +<p>'Oh, Miss Stuart, I am so sorry! This is a most unfortunate oversight. I +must rectify it at once, and see that money is sent to you to-morrow. +You have quite a large sum to your credit with us.'</p> + +<p>'I am glad to know that;' and she smiled. 'But please don't put yourself +to any immediate trouble on my account. I—I am all right for money at +present. Unknown to my aunt, I sent two of my pictures to Glasgow last +week. Yesterday I received—what do you think?—four guineas each for +them;' and again the blood mounted to her cheek.</p> + +<p>'Miss Stuart,' I said, in consternation, 'have you through our +thoughtlessness been obliged to'——I didn't finish my sentence, for at +that moment the door opened, and Betty entered with the tea-tray. Maybe +it was a fortunate, certain I am it was a timely, interruption, as I was +strongly tempted to act unprofessionally, and take a client to my arms.</p> + +<p>We had tea brewed in my mother's old Worcester teapot and served in +dainty cups of the same ware. The modern gas was extinguished, and the +candles in the candelabra were lit. Nobody in Thornhill, or out of it, +can bake soda-scones to compare with Betty's; no one can approach her in +the lightness and pan-flavour of her toothsome pancakes, the 'gou' of +her butter, and the aroma of her home-blended tea. As for her homely, +kindly presence—well, only one other possessed its match, and she was +sitting at Betty's right hand, admiring my mother's old china, praising +Betty's scones, filling my heart with a gladness it had never known +before. Ah, Betty Grier—my dear old Betty—I owe much to you! Before +life was a reality to me, you cared for me and ministered to my wants. +When I was cast adrift from moorings of my own making you took me in, +nursed me, and tended me. For all this I thank you; but for bringing +this little tea-party about I'll bless your name for ever and ever. +Amen.</p> + +<p>So far I have not been out of doors after nightfall. The village streets +are not too well lit; the pavements are too uneven for my uncertain +steps; but Miss Stuart couldn't go home unattended. Betty was very +emphatic on this point, and of course I heartily concurred. Bang and Jip +certainly came into the house with me after our walk; but they must have +recognised in Miss Stuart a counter-attraction, and slipped away to +their respective homes unobserved. Standing in the lobby with my coat +and hat on, and thinking they might be keeping Nathan company in his +back-room, I called to them several times, but all in vain; so Miss +Stuart and I went out alone.</p> + +<p>It was a clear, quiet, moonlight night, with that sharp touch of frost +in the air which makes walking a pleasure. No winter night winds sighed +in the bare, leafless limes as we passed down the street; no discordant +sounds broke the stillness of the Gillfoot as we wended our way by its +shadowy wood.</p> + +<p>I had, of course, perforce to walk slowly, and in some unaccountable way +my thoughts and speech seemed to keep in rhythm with my steps. This at +first disturbed and annoyed me, as I was anxious to be vivacious and +animated; but I soon found out that in certain circumstances +conversation is not essential to good-fellowship.</p> + +<p>When we reached the top of the Gillfoot Brae, and were almost opposite +the little wicket to Nithbank Wood, we halted for a minute, and in +silence looked down upon the scene, the natural features of which my +companion had with such loving skill transferred to her canvas.</p> + +<p>There are times when Nature asserts herself—thrusts herself, as it +were, upon us, and emphatically proclaims her glory and power. It is +good for us to come under her dominance then, for if we have within us a +soul worthy of the name we cannot but feel our true position and +standing in the great Creator's plan.</p> + +<p>As I stood, with the woman I loved beside me, on that glamour-haunted +spot, amidst scenes grand in their solemnity and hallowed by +associations, myriads of twinkling worlds above us, at our feet peaceful +howmes all bathed in moonlight, a fuller realisation of the true import +of life was borne in upon me. And there, in a consciously chastened +spirit, with Nature's sermon in my heart and her inspirations all around +me, I turned to my companion, and falteringly told the story of my +dream.</p> + +<p>In silence and with wonderment in her eyes, she listened to all my heart +bade me say, and when I had finished she slightly turned away from me, +and her head was bowed. Then in a flash my mind reverted to her recent +bereavement; and when I thought of her loneliness and isolation, the +uncertainty of her prospects, and the shame and mental trials she would +in all probability be called upon to bear, reproach came to me, and I +felt selfish and mean in adding to her burden of mind.</p> + +<p>'Miss Stuart,' I said, 'please pardon me if I have said anything amiss, +or if what I have spoken is unwelcome or ill-timed, and a cause of +unhappiness to you. If it is so, I am deeply sorry, but I cannot take +back anything I have told you. God knows it is true, and my whole life +will be devoted to prove to you that it is so. But for the +present—well, doubtless you have plenty to think about, so please +dismiss from your mind what I have said. If I may, I shall some day +speak to you again. Meanwhile let me be your friend. Somehow, I think +you need one.'</p> + +<p>She looked gratefully at me with moistened eyes. 'Thank you very much. +What you have told me is all so strange, so unexpected, and—and I feel +it is all true. You are very kind. I do need a friend, and I can trust +you.'</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>I am lying in my old truckle-bed. It is far into the morning, and sleep +has not yet closed my eyes. Nathan has not been so well to-night, and +his restlessness has kept Betty astir, but it hasn't disturbed me. And, +somehow, I am not lonely. 'I do need a friend, and I can trust you;' +these words, during the quiet hours, are often being whispered in my +ear, and I would rather remain awake and hear them than slip into +slumberland and lose them.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + + +<p>For the first time since I was a boy, Betty had to waken me this +morning. As a rule I lie for half-an-hour before getting up, allowing my +mind to simmer over the events of the previous day, and planning how +best I may spend the coming forenoon and afternoon. I had no need to +make out any programme for to-day, however, as I had that all arranged +last night.</p> + +<p>I dressed hurriedly, and after spending a few minutes with Nathan, who, +poor man, is abed, I sent off a telegram to Murray Monteith, requesting +him to wire on receipt one hundred pounds on Miss Stuart's account to +the local bank. When I had breakfasted I wrote him a long letter, and +asked him to send me particulars regarding her interests in the Banku +Oil Company. Then I went up and arranged with Mr Crichton the banker as +to her account.</p> + +<p>Walking along to the bank, I met Joe on his way down to Betty's. Joe's +jacket is always closely buttoned, and he wears his tweed cap tilted on +his head at the same angle as he would his glengarry when on parade. +His hair is cropped short, the forelock brushed firmly and obliquely +across his left temple, and showing prominently under the stem of his +civilian cap. His trousers are always carefully pressed; consequently +they never show a bagginess at the knees. He is not so tall as Nathan, +nor has he the 'boss' appearance; but I fancied that to-day he had more +than usual of the same serious Hebron expression; and when he gave me +the salute, as he always does in true soldierly style, it wasn't +accompanied by the customary cheery smile. He passed me at the +regulation step, and from the fact that he was carrying a brown-paper +bag bearing the name of John Nelson, Fruiterer, I surmised that Betty +was contemplating an apple-dumpling for dinner.</p> + +<p>My business with Mr Crichton was soon disposed of; but it took me some +considerable time to dispose of Mr Crichton. He has a jocose, affable +way with him, a pawky knack of leaving one subject and starting another; +and when he is in a reminiscent mood, as he was this morning, he can be +very dreich and very entertaining at one and the same time. Long ago, of +an evening, he used to play chess with my father. He took snuff in those +days—he takes snuff still, and treats others unstintingly, as Betty +will know when my handkerchief goes to the wash—and when my father had +lured him into an awkward position on the board his little silver box +was seldom out of his hand. My recollection of him at that period is +very hazy, and it is so closely associated with this box that it may be +if he hadn't snuffed I shouldn't have remembered him at all. I notice he +applies the stimulant always to his right nostril, never to the left, +and he has a dainty and a stealthy way of conveying the pinch which +contrasts strongly with that of Deacon Webster, whose recklessness where +snuff is concerned is such that more is distributed on his shirt-front +and waistcoat than is sniffed into the nasal receptacle. On the other +hand, so cleanly and dapper is Mr Crichton that, were it not for the +aroma of Kendal brown which ever lingers about him, you wouldn't know he +used snuff at all.</p> + +<p>After a couthie crack, which, in spite of my preoccupation, I enjoyed, I +said good-bye and walked out of the bank, only to fall a ready prey to +the blandishments of Douglas the barber, who inveigled me into his +back-yard to see a cavie of Wyandotte chickens of which, as +prize-winners, he had great expectations. Then, in his draughty lobby, I +had to listen to an account of his first and only interview with Thomas +Carlyle at Holmhill, of his photographing the Chelsea seer and +'snoddin'' his hair; also to a résumé of a lecture on the Ruthwell Cross +he had heard delivered by our fellow-villager, Dr Hewison, which pleased +him, as he said, 'doon to the nines.' On reaching home I found, to my +great disappointment, that Dr Grierson had called and had gone away. I +wanted particularly to see the doctor, as I felt he should know that I +had taken his advice and unburdened my mind to the lady of my dream.</p> + +<p>When Betty came in to lay the table for my homely midday meal I noticed +she was not quite herself, and that there was something unusual +disquieting her mind. As I have said, I always allow her to unburden +herself to me in her own way and at her own sweet will; but somehow I +intuitively felt that in the present circumstances my rule should not +apply.</p> + +<p>As she moved silently out and in I watched her closely, and when she had +finished and drawn out my chair from the table I put my hand on her +shoulder. 'Betty,' I said, 'there is a sadness in your eyes to-day I +have never noticed before. Is there anything worrying you?'</p> + +<p>She looked up at me for a moment; then, putting her arms round my neck, +she began to cry, quietly but emotionally. 'Oh, it's Nathan, puir falla, +an' I'm sairly putten aboot,' she said between her sobs. 'It strikes me +he's no' in a very guid wey; an', oh Weelum! if—if ocht tak's Nathan I +dinna want to live.'</p> + +<p>It was the first time for years she had, unasked, called me 'Weelum' +without the prefix, and the old familiar way she pronounced it touched a +chord in my heart.</p> + +<p>I let her have her cry out, and then I did my best to allay her fears. +She sat down on my chair, and I drew in another and sat down beside her. +'Nathan's not very well, Betty,' I said; 'but he's always been a healthy +enough man, not given to complaining and lying about, and you know +you're so accustomed to see him strong and robust that you are apt to +exaggerate anything which prostrates him and keeps him in bed. The +doctor's not concerned about him to-day, is he?'</p> + +<p>'I—I dinna ken for certain. He didna say so to me, but I imagined he +looked that wey,' she said. 'Mebbe I read his face wrang. I'm trustin' I +did, but—but I see for mysel' that Nathan's far frae weel.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Betty, we all know that; but I'm sure there's nothing serious. +He's got a bad cold, a very bad chill, the doctor tells me; but with a +good rest in bed and careful nursing he'll soon be up and about again.'</p> + +<p>'I'm dootin' it's mair than a chill, Maister Weelum,' and she shook her +head; 'an' it strikes me that Nathan kens it's something mair serious. +He's tryin' no' to let on to me; but the mair he tries the clearer I see +it. Ay, him an' me have come to that time o' life when we depend a guid +deal on yin anither, an' lately I've noticed that he's been anxious to +do mair for me than he's able. We lippen on yin anither in a quiet kind +o' a wey, ye ken—never askin' or demandin', but aye expectin', an' aye +gettin'. Ay, Maister Weelum, aye gettin' an' aye gi'in', an' it's +through this wee peep-hole that Nathan an' me, an' ithers happily +married like us, get a wee bit glisk o' a heaven on earth.'</p> + +<p>I pondered over these words for a moment. 'Betty,' I said, 'that's a +beautiful way of putting it.'</p> + +<p>'Ay, it may be beautiful—it may be, I say, Maister Weelum. I'm no' a +judge o' that; but it's true—<i>an' I feel it's true</i>; an' the best wish +I can wish ye is that some day my experience in this will be yours.' And +she wiped her cheek with her apron, and smoothed imaginary creases out +of the tablecover with the back of her hand.</p> + +<p>'And—and, Betty, you must love Nathan very much?'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she said promptly, 'I love Nathan; but no' so much as I have +reason to, an' no' mair than he deserves.'</p> + +<p>'And was Nathan the only sweetheart you ever had, Betty?' I suddenly +asked.</p> + +<p>She rose from her chair and turned her face to the window. 'Dear me, +Maister Weelum, that's a queer question to ask! What put that into your +heid?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I don't know, Betty. I've often wondered.'</p> + +<p>'Ye've often wondered that, have ye? Imphm!' And she sat down again. +'Weel, as the wean I nursed an' the man I'm prood o', ye'll no' be +denied an answer. No, Nathan's no' the only sweethe'rt I ever had. I +loved anither man before I loved Nathan. I was aboot nineteen year auld +at the time, an' if onybody had telt me then that Robert Frizzel wad +never be mine I wad ha'e gane demented. Nineteen's a careless, haveral +kind o' an age; but the he'rt can be awfu' glad an' joyous then, an' I +must confess I had spurts o' happiness which carried me aff my feet in a +wey I couldna understand later. The sun was aye shinin'; the birds were +aye whusslin'. I gaed to my bed singin', an' I wakened singin'. Oh, I +mind it a' weel. The mistress—your mother—somewey was against it; but +I thocht I kenned best, an' mony a sweet bit stolen oor I had up at that +same gate at the heid o' the gairden there. He was a nice-lookin' man, +was Robert, a bonny singer, an' a great toss amang the lassies, an' to +be singled oot frae amang them a' was in my estimation something to be +prood o'. Weel, I heard something aboot him no' to his credit—something +mean an' dishonourable. Nathan was comin' aboot the gairden even then; +an', though he had never said ocht to me, I could see, an'—an' I +jaloused, an' it struck me that he wadna ha'e dune the same. Weel, the +first chance I got I asked Robert aboot it, an' he juist laughed an' +made licht o't. I telt him I never wanted to speak to him again, +an'—an' I gaed to my bed that nicht an' grat the sairest greet I ever +had in my life. Ay, I juist put him oot o' my he'rt an' steekit the +door. An' then Nathan somewey opened it again, an'——Michty me, Maister +Weelum, your broth's stane-cauld!' And, without another word, she lifted +the soup-tureen and went ben to the kitchen.</p> + +<p>I never for a moment suspected Betty of having had a calf-love affair, +and her characteristic recital of the episode was as unexpected as it +was interesting. I asked the question which led up to it almost without +premeditation, and not so much out of curiosity as from a desire to wean +her pessimistic mind away from Nathan's indisposition. Poor body, she +was always prone to meet her troubles halfway, and I feel so sure that +her fears regarding Nathan are groundless that I do not reproach myself +for interrupting her brooding thoughts.</p> + +<p>After dinner I went through to Nathan's bedroom and had a short chat +with him. He was assiduously reading <i>The Christian Herald</i> when I +looked past the curtain of his bed, but on recognising me he at once +stopped and took off his spectacles. 'Oh, it's you, Maister Weelum,' he +said, as he laid aside his paper. 'I—I thocht it micht be Betty.'</p> + +<p>At the back of the bed, and only partly hidden, was a copy of <i>The +Gardening World</i>. I looked first at one paper, then at the other, and +remembering his predilection for secular literature, I smiled. Nathan +smiled also. I made no remark; neither did Nathan; but somehow I am +surer now than ever that Betty is wrong in thinking that he considers +his condition serious.</p> + +<p>With Nathan in normal health and at his own fireside it is a difficult +matter to keep the crack going; but with Nathan indisposed and abed it +is well-nigh impossible. True, he answers any questions I put to him, +but he never introduces a subject of conversation, and at his bedside, +talking to him, I have always the strange feeling that he wants to put +his head underneath the bedclothes.</p> + +<p>When I had exhausted my news, and was wondering what next to say, Joe +came in, and he had still the serious expression in his eyes I had +noticed on meeting him on my way to the bank.</p> + +<p>Joe is of great assistance to Betty at present, and his knowledge of +housework, combined with his readiness to help, places him on a pedestal +and makes him indispensable. I took the opportunity of thanking him for +what he had done, and commended him strongly for his kindly services; +and when I was going out, as an inducement to further exertions, I +quietly slipped something into his hand that brought him to the salute +with a most pronounced jerk.</p> + +<p>Nathan was eyeing the stiff-as-starch Joe in surprise, as I gave him a +good-afternoon nod. 'What's wrang wi' ye, Benjy?' I heard him say. +'Maister Weelum's no' an offisher; he's a gentleman.'</p> + +<p>'That's exactly why I saluted him, Nathan,' said Joe very patly; and I +was laughing quietly to myself as I re-entered my room.</p> + +<p>Betty was what she calls 'bankin'' my fire; and, on looking round and +catching the smile on my face, she wiped her fingers on her dust-cloth +and smiled too.</p> + +<p>'Nathan's a wee bit cheerier noo than he was in the foreday,' she said; +and, after a pause, as a second thought, she added, 'at least he's as +cheery as a Hebron could be in the circumstances.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, Betty,' I said, 'he seems to be in a happy enough mood; but I +think I have heard you say the Hebrons are not what one would call a +hilarious family.'</p> + +<p>'No, 'aith no, except Joe, an' him only sometimes—when he shouldna be. +Imphm! Ye never met ony o' Nathan's sisters, Maister Weelum, did ye?'</p> + +<p>'No, Betty. I didn't know he had any sisters.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, weel, in a wey neither he has, for yin o' them lives in Auchensell +an' the ither twae away in the back o' beyond, somewhere in Glencairn. +They come to Thornhill only aince a year, at the Martinmas fair, an' of +coorse Nathan stays at hame frae his wark, an' we've them doon here for +their denner. Peasoup's a weakness o' the Hebrons, an' they're awfu' +keen on pork ribs, so I mak' my bill o' fare to suit them. An' then, the +time I'm cleanin' up, they a' sit roon the fire, an' Nathan smokes an' +spits, an' his sisters sit strecht up in their chairs, lookin' frae the +fire to the window, an' whisperin' to each ither. Ye see, Nathan brocht +them up. They look on him in a wey as their faither, an' they defer to +him even yet, an' aye wait on him speakin' first, so ye can understaun +their tongues dinna gang juist like hand-bells; no, 'aith no, they do +not. Nathan's fair, but they are dark an' swarthy, an' they a' wear +black dolmans, 'lastic-sided boots, an' white stockin's, an' they aye +come wi' umbrellas in their haun even though the weather's as dry as +tinder. Thomasina frae Auchensell is the auldest, an' she's the only yin +that has a family; an' when Nathan does say ocht it's aye her he speaks +to, an' the ither twae juist sit an' mutter to yin anither, lookin' +quite pleased an' satisfied. I'm used wi' them noo; but the first time I +had them here I was at my wits' end. No' a word could I get oot o' them, +an' Nathan—weel, I didna ken him very weel then either—<i>he</i> could +hardly be seen for pipe-reek, an' it was only because I couldna do the +deaf an' dumb alphabet that I didna try it on them. An' mair than that, +Maister Weelum, here's anither very queer thing. Do you know that their +men—their marrit men, I mean—have never been inside this door. I've +never met them, no' even seen them; an' Nathan—weel, I dare say he wad +be at their waddin's, but I question if he wad stop an' speak to them if +he met them on the king's highway. Oh, I tell ye, they're queer! Ye +micht marry a Hebron, but ye never get into the family.'</p> + +<p>'And what about Joe?' I asked. 'Does he join these annual reunions?'</p> + +<p>'Catch Joe sittin' in the hoose on a Thornhill fair-day. No, no, Joe's +ower keen on the pea-guns, an' the Aunt Sally booth, an' siclike to ha'e +ony time to help Nathan to entertain his sisters. He's a queer, queer +mixture is Joe; but his he'rt's in the richt place for a' that. Ha'e ye +seen him the day?'</p> + +<p>'Yes; I met him on the street, looking rather melancholy, I thought. +You—you haven't put him under the pledge again, Betty?'</p> + +<p>'Ye thocht he looked melancholy, did ye? Weel, he's under nae pledge to +me. It's no' that that's putten him aboot. Puir Joe! puir Joe!'</p> + +<p>'What is it, then, Betty?'</p> + +<p>She hesitated for a minute, and I at once apologised, thinking I was +unconsciously prying into family affairs.</p> + +<p>'Oh, it's no' that I'm hankerin' for, Maister Weelum. The fact is, it's +in a wey concerned wi' a friend o' yours, an' I don't know very weel hoo +to begin; but ye mind me tellin' ye aboot Joe gettin' the awfu' fricht +meetin' a lady he thocht was deid an' buried? You an' me made licht o't; +but Joe wadna be convinced, an' last nicht he saw the lady again, +an'—noo, Maister Weelum, this is the queer bit o' the story—the lady +was Miss Stuart.'</p> + +<p>'How did he know that, Betty?'</p> + +<p>'Weel, he was in the kitchen last nicht when I brocht her through frae +Mrs Jardine's to see your picter, an' he was so putten aboot that he +gaed strecht away hame to the Cuddy Lane withoot sayin' a word to +onybody. This mornin' he spoke to me aboot it, an' asked her name, an' +when I said it was Miss Stuart he nearly fainted. "Same name," he said, +"and the same locket," an' that's a' I could get oot o' him; an' he was +so dazed an' bamboozled that he couldna mind my messages, an' I had to +write them doon on a bit paper. Noo, Maister Weelum, what mak' ye o' +that?'</p> + +<p>'Same name and the same locket!' I repeated slowly. 'Whatever could he +mean by that?'</p> + +<p>'I dinna ken. I asked him, but his lips shut wi' a snap like a handbag. +If I hadna asked he wad ha'e telt me; the Hebron cam' oot there again, +Maister Weelum.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Betty, it must be a foolish fancy. The chance of Joe having met +Miss Stuart before has, of course, to be considered; but the lady he +knew died twenty-four years ago. Miss Stuart must have been a baby +then.'</p> + +<p>'Mebbe it was her mother, Maister Weelum.'</p> + +<p>In a flash the possibility occurred to me. I looked quickly and keenly +at Betty, but her eye challenged my gaze clearly and without flinching.</p> + +<p>'Ye're thinkin' I'm speakin' in riddles, an' keepin' something back; if +ye do, ye're wrang, Maister Weelum. It was the locket that made me think +o' her mother; it wad be a very likely keepsake for her to ha'e.'</p> + +<p>'Betty, my dear, I don't doubt you. I am sure you are telling me all you +know; you have no motive for keeping anything back. I—I am very much +interested in Miss Stuart, more so than in any woman I know. There is +some uncertainty connected with her affairs which, unless it is cleared +up, will be to her disadvantage. I may be thinking too quickly, and the +wish may be father to the thought; but it strikes me that a chat with +Joe would clear the air. He is in Nathan's bedroom. Do you think he +would come in and have a talk with me alone?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I'm sure he'll do that wi' pleesure. But, Maister Weelum, if it's +ocht ye want to ken, ye maunna ask him questions. I ken Joe; he's a +Hebron, an'—weel, ye understaun?'</p> + +<p>I quite understood; and when, later, Joe came into my room I was busy +examining a pair of old holster pistols which had belonged to my +grandfather. 'Oh, it's you, Joe! I said. 'You're the very man I want. I +know you understand more about these things than I do, and I should be +obliged to you if you would kindly help me to clean them up a bit.'</p> + +<p>'Certainly, sir,' he said with alacrity. 'I'll soon polish them up. But +it's a dirty job; don't you bother with them. I'll see to them in the +back-kitchen.'</p> + +<p>In conversation with Betty or Nathan, Joe employs the Doric as they do; +but, thanks to his service in the south and abroad, he is equally +familiar with English as it is read, and in speaking to me he doesn't +even betray the semblance of the Scots accent.</p> + +<p>I hadn't bargained for his taking the pistols off to the back-kitchen, +however. This wouldn't suit my plan. Joint operations were necessary for +a crack such as I wanted. Accordingly I suggested we should cover the +better-lit end of the table with a newspaper, and exercise care; and so +it came to pass that in a few minutes Joe and I were up to the wrists in +emery and oil, and our tongues going like Betty's hand-bells.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + + +<p>At length, by finesse and a good deal of circumlocution, I got the +conversation worked round from accidental shooting to accidental +meetings, related one or two coincidences which made him pause in his +work, and then casually mentioned that Betty had told me of his meeting +Miss Stuart, and the shock he had received.</p> + +<p>'Yes, Mr Russell,' he said, 'I don't know what to say about that. I +couldn't get to sleep last night for thinking of it.'</p> + +<p>'Well, Joe, it seems plain enough to me. The lady you knew died +twenty-four years ago. Miss Stuart is not more than twenty-five, so it +couldn't possibly be she whom you knew.'</p> + +<p>'That is so, sir; I admit that,' and he stopped polishing; 'and it's a +far cry from Thornhill to Toledo; but the Miss Stuart I saw last night +was wearing a locket which I am sure belonged to a Mrs Stuart who died +in Toledo twenty-four years ago. If I'm wrong, then, sir, my name is not +Joseph Hebron.'</p> + +<p>I was positively tingling with excitement, and strangely conscious I +was on the eve of a great discovery. A thousand thoughts flashed through +my mind; I felt quite overcome and bewildered. Here, 'far from the +madding crowd,' in this sleepy little village with its easy-going, +unpretentious ways, I had met the woman God made for me; and there, +polishing the barrel of my grandsire's old pistol, stood one of the +least important of its villagers, who of a surety held the key to all +the mysteries that had baffled our unveiling. It seemed unreal, +incredible, impossible, yet it was absolutely true, for clutched to my +heart I held the sacred memory of our moonlight talk, I felt the touch +of her hand, and her parting words were ever ringing in my ears; and +Joe's earnestness and assurance were as a presage to me that the mists +would soon be rolled away. Betty's words came to me, 'If it's ocht ye +want to ken, ye maunna ask him questions;' but I felt I must put her +advice aside. Questions must be asked, and answers must be given +willingly, not dragged out; and if I was to obtain these answers Joe +must be to some extent taken into my confidence.</p> + +<p>'Joe,' I said, 'you speak with a positiveness which carries conviction +with it, and encourages me to great expectations. Now I'll be honest and +candid with you, and you must be frank with me and answer fully and +truly one or two questions I wish to put to you. You admit that the +remarkable likeness you see in Miss Stuart to a Mrs Stuart you knew long +ago has disturbed your mind, and you are quite convinced that the locket +Miss Stuart wears belonged to that lady. There is a probable connection +here which, if it can be established, will mean much to Miss Stuart. Her +affairs are in my hands, and naturally I am very much interested in +this. Now, Joe, you don't know me. Betty does. Will you take her word as +surety for my honourableness, and tell me frankly all I may ask?'</p> + +<p>Joe looked very intently at me while I was speaking. Then he laid down +the pistol and emery-cloth with a suddenness and determination which +plainly told me that his yea would be yea, and his nay, nay. 'Mr +Russell,' he said earnestly, 'I have always sworn by Nathan's Betty; she +swears by you in everything. If any information I can give will be of +service to Miss Stuart you're welcome to it, and I'll answer truthfully +whatever you ask.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Joe. I know you will. Well, first of all, who was Mrs +Stuart?'</p> + +<p>'She was the wife of Major Stuart of my old regiment, the 25th.'</p> + +<p>'Do you remember his full name?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir. It was Major Sommerville Stuart of Abereran, Perthshire.'</p> + +<p>'Where did they live together as husband and wife?'</p> + +<p>'Well, sir, it was like this. You see—eh—well, perhaps I had better +tell you what I know in my own way—some pointed questions are not +easily answered.'</p> + +<p>I nodded. 'All right, Joe; just as you wish,' I replied.</p> + +<p>'Well, we were stationed at Gibraltar when the Major was married. I was +his orderly at the time, and he took me with him to a town called +Toledo, where the marriage took place. I saw the lady—a French lady she +was—only once before she was Mrs Stuart; she and the Major were on +horseback, and a fine-looking pair they were; and I saw her twice after +they came back to Toledo from their honeymoon. She was then wearing the +locket I saw last night. It was one of the marriage presents he gave +her, and I remember seeing it on his dressing-room table in the hotel, +and thinking he was lucky to be able to buy such a nice gift. I was +courting at that time—not Sally; another girl who died—and I—well, I +would have given a whole year's pay to be able to buy my girl one like +it. That's how I remember it so well. The Major stayed in Toledo for +about a week after his honeymoon trip, and then he went to +headquarters, taking me with him of course; but Mrs Stuart remained at +Toledo. She never came down to Gib. that I know of, but the Major went +back once or twice. Then about a year after their marriage she died. The +Major got the sad news at mess, and left that night, and I followed next +day with his luggage. We returned the day after the funeral, and—and +that's all I know, I think.' Then he picked up his emery-cloth and +resumed his polishing, as if the story he had told was of ordinary +import.</p> + +<p>'Joe,' I said after a pause, 'what you have told me is most valuable +information, and I thank you very much indeed. Were you present at the +marriage ceremony?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir, as a spectator, of course. I had nothing particular to do, +and was in a strange town, and I was anxious to see what a foreign +marriage was like.'</p> + +<p>'Naturally! Then the marriage was in a church in Toledo?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir; but I don't remember the name of the church.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, Joe, that's a pity, now. Could you describe it to me? I know +Toledo, and might be able to refresh your memory.'</p> + +<p>'Well, sir, it was a very old-looking place, built of brick, and one +part was newer-looking than the other. There's a big bridge at the +entrance to the town——'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Joe, the Bridge of Alcantara.'</p> + +<p>'That's the name, sir. Well, I think I could go from the bridge right up +to the church even yet. If I had a piece of paper and a pencil I could +show you.'</p> + +<p>I readily supplied him with pencil and paper, and after a little +cogitation and a good deal of muttering, 'Forward, right turn, left +wheel, steady now, forward,' he handed me the diagram of what he judged +was the route. As it wasn't drawn to a scale, and no streets were noted, +it was quite unintelligible to me; but it proved Joe had it in his +mind's eye, and so far this was quite satisfactory. 'Thank you, Joe,' I +said. 'May I keep this?'</p> + +<p>He nodded, and I put it in my pocket. 'Now, just two questions more. Was +Mrs Stuart buried in Toledo?'</p> + +<p>'No, sir. She lies in a cemetery a few miles out of Toledo.'</p> + +<p>'You don't remember the name of the place?'</p> + +<p>'Well, sir, I do—sometimes. It reminded me, when I heard it first, of +the old home-name of Dalgonnar, but it wasn't that—very near it, +though.'</p> + +<p>'Dalgonnar—Dal——Ah, Joe, was it not Algodor?'</p> + +<p>'That's the name, sir—Algodor. I see you've been there. Well, sir, Mrs +Stuart's buried at Algodor.'</p> + +<p>Unknown to Joe, I had taken shorthand notes of the gist of his +information, and when he was again busy with his emery I went over them +carefully. 'By the way, Joe,' I asked, 'did you ever hear anything about +the birth of a child?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir. Mrs Stuart died in childbed, but the child lived. I don't +remember hearing whether it was a boy or a girl. Mr Trent, our chaplain, +could tell you about that. He went up with the Major and baptised it.'</p> + +<p>'And where and how can Mr Trent be found now?'</p> + +<p>'Well, sir—strange—last time I came up from Brighton I had an hour to +wait at Carlisle, and I met him in the street when I was taking a stroll +between trains. He's not changed much, and I knew him at once and +saluted. He stopped me, and asked me my name and regiment, said he was +in a hurry, but that he lived at Stanwix, and if at any time I was in +the locality to be sure and call on him.'</p> + +<p>'Joe,' I said, 'you're a brick, a most invaluable friend to me just now, +and I cannot tell you how much all this means to Miss Stuart and to me. +There is much yet of which we shall require proof; but it is a fact, +Joe, that Major Sommerville Stuart of Abereran, your Major, was her +father. It may be necessary, in fact it will be imperative, that we +should send some one out to Toledo. I know it is asking a good deal, but +would you accompany any one we may depute to go? Your presence is very +essential, and your good service will be amply remunerated.'</p> + +<p>'Well, Mr Russell, I'm not of much use here, and I'll not be wanted +elsewhere till July. If I can be any good to you, I—I don't mind going. +In a way, I'll be in the Major's service again.'</p> + +<p>I never drink whisky during the day; but somehow I felt that a compact +such as Joe and I had made was sufficient excuse for breaking any rule. +We drank success to our undertaking, and when Joe had left me I sat +down, and, after thinking things over, I came to the conclusion that +Providence, in a most wonderful way, was making the crooked path +straight; and that, with the exception of Nathan, Joe had the most +extraordinary by-nature of any man I ever knew.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>I stayed Betty's hand when she came in to light up for the night. I knew +she was just dying to know how I had got on with Joe; and, as his story +would be meaningless without the prologue, I told her everything. The +flickering firelight fell on her dear old face, and the glint in her eye +quickened as I unfolded my love-story. And when I had finished she came +over, and, bending down, kissed me.</p> + +<p>'The Lord's your shepherd. He's leadin' ye by the still waters,' she +whispered. 'An', oh, Maister Weelum, Joseph Hebron's a prood, prood man +this nicht.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + + +<p>Of late it has truly been a time of startling events with me. One +surprise has followed hard on the heels of another, and possibilities +new to my horizon are looming before me, bidding fair to alter—and may +I trust perfect?—my whole line of life. And yet I am not unduly excited +or exercised in mind. I wonder is this because my drama is being acted +on staging of God's own making, and amidst scenery painted by His own +hand? I know how strongly we are all influenced by environment. A +thunderstorm over the busy city, raging around crowded haunts and +lighting up with its pointed fire all of man's handiwork, is to me +appalling and menacing; in the country, among the echoing hills and +sombre woods, it is grand and inspiring. When I think of it, it is not +unlikely that a closer acquaintance with Nature and an insight into the +marvellous laws which govern her have brought to me a keener sense of +the true proportion of things. The pulsing sap in a February sprig of +hawthorn is wonderful and mysterious, more wonderful far than Joe's +acquaintance with Toledo or my meeting Désirée Stuart in Nithbank Wood.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Accompanied by Bang and Jip, I walked out to the station yesterday to +meet Murray Monteith, and when I saw him step from the train to the +platform I felt what Betty calls a 'ruggin'' at my heart, for very +emphatically he appeared as a link binding me to a life which I know I +must soon re-enter, and which I have lately ignored and well-nigh +forgotten.</p> + +<p>Monteith is one of the aristocrats of our profession, a gentleman by +breeding and nature from the crown of his head to the sole of his foot. +Quiet, reserved, well knit and well groomed, he fills the eye and takes +the heart wherever he goes, and as I shook hands with him I felt a +secret pride in the knowledge that he is my partner.</p> + +<p>I welcomed him warmly to the strath of his forefathers, and assured him +that if his knife and fork happened to be reversed at dinner, or if any +one offered a left-hand shake, he must just count it an accident, as we +had long ago ceased to remember the disreputable part his namesake +played in pre-Bannockburn days.</p> + +<p>We had a twelve o'clock dinner: broth—not the kind everybody or anybody +makes, but Betty's broth—boiled beef, with potatoes in their skins, +followed by a jam-roll, of which Monteith had two liberal helpings. I +told him that long ago it was usual to finish up a dinner with another +plateful of broth, and he assured me that had he not partaken of the +jam-roll he would gladly have revived the custom. I didn't forget to +tell Betty of the appreciation, and I know it pleased her, for when we +drew in our chairs for a smoke I heard her voice from the back-kitchen +raised, as timmer as of old, in the lilting strains of 'The Farmer's +Boy.'</p> + +<p>Then through tobacco-reek we talked business—at least Monteith did, and +I listened. He had much to tell me, and he talks well. After disposing +of some private matters, we broached the all-important object of our +visit to Mrs Stuart, and it was only when we came to the unpleasant part +of Miss Stuart's affairs that I told him of my wonderful discovery and +the astonishing part that Joe had played in it.</p> + +<p>Dressed in his Sunday best, Joe was awaiting his call in the kitchen, +and on being brought in he was closely questioned by Monteith. Not only +did Joe confirm all he had told me before, but he added to our knowledge +by giving us the exact date of the baptism of the Major's baby. It +synchronised with the date of a black day in Joe's life, when a girl +died of whom he was very fond. When I was thinking sentimentally of his +tragedy, and making allowances for much remissness that Betty deplores, +Monteith, with arched eyebrow, was staring at him through a monocle, +thanking Providence for having so opportunely sent him our way, and +counting him a means to a successful end.</p> + +<p>Long after Joe had left the room, Murray Monteith sat lost in thought. +Monteith cannot leave a fire alone when he is thinking anything out. His +room in our premises in Charlotte Square adjoins mine, and if I hear +through the wall a vigorous poking and smashing going on I know he is +tackling a ticklish problem. Yesterday, in five minutes, he 'bashed' +Betty's fire out of recognition; and when for the tenth time he had +lifted and dropped the poker he turned to me suddenly and said, 'By +Jove, Russell, this will be a bitter pill for our friends Smart & +Scobie!' I told him I didn't care a rap for that; what gratified me +beyond measure was the fact that a sweet, sensitive girl had been spared +humiliation, and that, instead of being a nameless lassie, she was Miss +Stuart of Abereran.</p> + +<p>I spoke very feelingly, and Monteith wasn't slow to notice it. He +focussed me slowly through his monocle. 'I share that sentiment with +you, Russell,' he said. 'I am not unmindful of her, though I give voice +to my feeling of exultation in scoring a point. I trust Miss Stuart has +no inkling of what has been standing in our way to prevent a settlement +in her affairs. You—you haven't met her yet?'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes; we are a small community here, and I have spoken to her once or +twice.'</p> + +<p>'Then you've been visiting at Nithbank House?'</p> + +<p>'Not since I went under my mother's care twenty years ago, when the +Ewarts lived there.'</p> + +<p>'Oh!' and again he fixed me through his monocle. But he saw I was +disinclined to go into details, and his good breeding made further +questioning impossible. 'Well,' he said, after a pause, 'Mrs Stuart will +be delighted to know all this. Her stepson, Maurice Stuart, has been at +the root of all this trouble. I understand he wanted to marry Miss +Stuart; but she would have nothing to do with him, and in retaliation he +has done his level best to turn the mystery of his uncle's marriage to +his own account. He it was who instructed Smart and Scobie. He's an +awful waster, I believe, and his stepmother long ago cut him adrift.'</p> + +<p>This was news to me, but I feigned indifference, and as adroitly as I +possibly could turned the subject of our conversation to Joe and the +part he had yet to play. 'I think, Monteith,' I said, 'we ought to take +him with us to-day to Nithbank House. Mrs Stuart will be interested in +him, and wishful, no doubt, to see and talk with him.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, certainly,' said Monteith, as he snipped the end off another cigar; +'and, if he's still about, you had better call him at once. The carriage +is at the door, I see.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Stuart had very kindly sent her brougham for us; and so it came to +pass that when we left the door Joe was sitting on the dicky beside the +coachman, arms folded and eyes front—conscious, however, I felt sure, +that Nathan's Betty was approvingly watching him from behind the +dining-room curtains.</p> + +<p>We were received very graciously by Mrs Stuart in the library. I +introduced Monteith to her, and she at once apologised for having put +him to the trouble and inconvenience of travelling so far. Then she +inquired in a very kindly way after my health, and told me that when +first her niece had informed her of my residence in the village she felt +annoyed that the firm had not advised her; but that, after all, it was +perhaps wisely kept from her, as she would only have worried me about +business and made herself a nuisance.</p> + +<p>I laughingly said something in reply about doctors being autocrats, and +thanked her for her inquiries and consideration, and, to my great +relief, the subject was gradually and agreeably changed to something +else.</p> + +<p>The Hon. Mrs Stuart is tall and angular, and she dresses in stern black, +as becometh a sorrowing widow. She has, for a woman, a very square, +assertive chin and a somewhat determined mouth; but the effect of the +hard, firm chiselling of the lower part of the face is discounted by the +kindly expression of her mellow, blue-gray eyes. Her hair is streaked +with gray, and she has arrived at that time of life when, for +preference, she sits and talks to visitors with her back to the light.</p> + +<p>As Monteith had surmised, the important business she had referred to in +her letter had to do with Miss Stuart's affairs, and as this was causing +her great anxiety we went into the matter at once.</p> + +<p>She explained to us, as she had done privately to me before, that she +really didn't know, or, rather, that she had never had opportunities of +knowing, her late brother-in-law, General Stuart. 'He was queer,' she +said, 'very queer; lived in a bleak part of Cornwall most of his time, +preferring it to Abereran in Perthshire; for years kept his marriage a +secret, and made no mention of a daughter; and then, when we were +looking forward with reasonable certainty to some day seeing Maurice +laird of Abereran, a handsome girl of eighteen, an undoubted Stuart, was +brought home from a Continental school, and, as his daughter, Désirée +Stuart, installed mistress of his house. Personally, I had not a doubt +of Miss Stuart's status or right of birth; but Maurice—well'——and she +shrugged her shoulders and looked thoughtfully away down the avenue.</p> + +<p>I asked my partner to tell her what we had learned from Joe, and he did +so in that easy, off-hand, taken-for-granted style which we men of law +sometimes affect, and which is intended to impress our clients with our +astuteness and perspicacity. At first Mrs Stuart looked indifferent; but +as the story was unfolded, and Joe's part established, she sat forward +in her chair in utter amazement. 'Remarkable! remarkable!' she +exclaimed. 'I never heard of such a wonderful coincidence.'</p> + +<p>After we had discussed it in all its bearings, and settled on a definite +plan of action, Joe was brought in. As my presence and advice were no +longer necessary, I asked that I might be permitted to see Miss Stuart +with reference to her Banku shares, and to this Mrs Stuart readily +agreed. When we were passing through the hall to the drawing-room she +asked if it was my intention to acquaint her niece with the news we had +learned. I replied that as Miss Stuart had not been made aware of the +nature of the difficulty which had so long confronted us, it wouldn't be +advisable to tell her all we knew; but, with her permission, I would +take the opportunity of informing her that certain knowledge we had +acquired lately was likely to hasten a settlement. She agreed with me in +this, and it was with a beating heart I entered the drawing-room.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + + +<p>Miss Stuart was sitting before an easel in the large oriel, and as her +aunt briefly announced me and withdrew in her eagerness to talk to the +wonderful Joe, she rose and greeted me warmly. 'Oh, Mr Russell,' she +said, 'I <i>am</i> glad to see you. Somehow I can't paint to-day; the +inspiration is wanting;' and she put her brushes in the jar and laid +aside her palette.</p> + +<p>It was a large room lit by two windows, one facing the south, the other +to the west over-looking the wooded banks of the winding Nith. The flush +of the sunset was tingeing the sky and flooding the room with a subdued +light which mellowed and softened the deep black of the Indian furniture +against the pale-gray walls and the deeper-gray carpet. A large fire, +crowned with a halo of short blue flame, glowed in the grate, and a +'megilpy' odour, mingling with the faint, indescribable perfume which +ladies carry with them, lingered around, and reminded me of a reception +afternoon in a Queen Street studio of long ago.</p> + +<p>I was conscious of these details in my surroundings, although my eyes +had never wandered for a moment from the sweet face of my dream-lady, +and followed her greedily as she walked forward to the firelight.</p> + +<p>I explained to her that my partner, Mr Monteith, was engaged with Mrs +Stuart on business, and that I had taken the opportunity of having a +word with her on a similar subject.</p> + +<p>She smiled, wearily I thought, and seated herself. 'I don't like +business talks, Mr Russell,' she said. 'Neither did father. It must be a +family trait. Still, I dare say they are incumbent on us sometimes. I +trust it is pleasant business you wish to talk over.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, it is pleasant enough,' I said, and her face brightened. +'Sitting here,' I continued, after a pause, 'and seeing you in such a +perfect setting, I am strongly tempted to talk to you on a subject +nearer my heart; but—well, I have already promised you to put my +feelings into the background for the time being, and, hard though it may +be, I will be true to my word. You remember I talked to you about your +interest in the Banku Oil Company? Well, the last dividend was paid to +us, one hundred pounds of which has been lodged in the local bank, and I +have here a cheque-book which you can use from time to time as you may +require.'</p> + +<p>'You are very thoughtful for me, Mr Russell,' she said softly, 'and I +thank you very, very much. One hundred pounds is surely a lot of money. +I could do with less, you know, if'——</p> + +<p>'Not at all, Miss Stuart. The money is yours; use it as you like, and +just let me know when you need more. You—you don't mind asking me?'</p> + +<p>'No,' she said promptly, and as she trustfully looked me in the eyes her +mouth retained the form of that little word long after it had passed her +lips. She was sitting in profile against the firelit background, leaning +slightly forward in her chair, her elbow on her knee and her chin +resting lightly on the tips of her fingers. Her pose was so easy and +graceful, and her dear face, in its beauty of feature and earnestness of +expression, so bewitching, that I could not conceal my longing and +admiration. I would have given the world to be allowed to kneel down +beside her, and there, in the mystic glamour of the firelight, worship +silently and reverently at her shrine. My steady gaze disconcerted her, +and I cursed my temerity when I saw a blush spreading over her +half-averted face.</p> + +<p>'Socrates has many disciples still, Mr Russell,' she said, without any +sign of displeasure in her tone; and her eyes again sought mine.</p> + +<p>'Yes. How so, Miss Stuart?'</p> + +<p>'He sought the truth in doing good; so do you. Since father's death, and +until—well, very lately, I haven't known what it is to have a joyous +mind. I seem to have been walking among shadows, and a dread has always +been knocking at my heart. You, by your kindly attention and your +sympathy, have lightened my burden and brought a ray of hope to me; and, +do you know, Mrs Jardine's little children every evening of their sweet +young lives ask God to bless you for being kind to their dear daddy.'</p> + +<p>Our line of business conversation had got a twist somehow, and I didn't +very well know what to say in reply, or how best, without breaking away +at a tangent, I could get back to the subject I had in my mind. 'I am +sorry to hear you have had your troubles, Miss Stuart,' I said after +reflection; 'but I am glad to know that even to a small degree I have +made your burdens lighter. I have promised to be your friend; you'll not +find me wanting, I assure you. Doubtless your affairs have worried you, +but daylight is showing through now, and in a few weeks I trust +everything will be settled to your satisfaction. Do you know, we have +with us to-day some one who knew your father, and who was present at his +marriage ceremony.'</p> + +<p>'Some one who knew my father, and who was present at his marriage +ceremony!' she repeated slowly, as if she couldn't at once realise what +it meant.</p> + +<p>'Yes!' and, as I noted the colour gradually leaving her cheek, it came +to me in a flash that I had erred in mentioning the fact in conjunction +with a satisfactory settlement of her affairs. Even to an obtuse mind +the inference was obvious, and I felt I had blundered grievously. Her +agitation was unmistakable, and to relieve the situation I was about to +make a remark, when she interrupted me.</p> + +<p>'One moment, please;' and she turned her face away from me. 'This man, +you say, was present when my father and mother were married, and you +mention it as if it had a special significance. Does this affect me—I +mean, would it make any difference to my name or prospects—my name +particularly?'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, it would, Miss Stuart,' I said feelingly.</p> + +<p>'Can you rely on what this man says?'</p> + +<p>'Most emphatically, and we shall at once take steps to prove it.'</p> + +<p>'When did you hear about this?'</p> + +<p>'Quite lately.'</p> + +<p>'Was it before you spoke to me, and—and promised to be my friend?'</p> + +<p>'I didn't know about it then. It was only the day before yesterday it +came to my knowledge.'</p> + +<p>There was silence between us for a time, and the ormolu clock on the +marble mantelpiece ticked loudly.</p> + +<p>Then she rose to her feet and looked toward me, smiling through +tear-dimmed eyes. 'You have made me very happy, Mr Russell. I don't want +to know anything further. I leave myself confidently in your hands. +You'll find cigarettes on the table behind you; you may smoke here;' and +she crossed the room and sat down at the piano. She struck a few chords, +deep as her own feelings; then she rose and came toward me. 'Mr Russell, +do you know I have never known the joy of a mother's caress or the +blessing of a mother's good-night kiss. Such memories of childhood are +not mine, and my past is empty—empty. My father, for reasons of which I +know nothing, never mentioned my mother's name to me. I was brought up +among strangers, kindly enough, but still strangers. I never came in +contact with other children. In a way, I was isolated from everything +heartfelt and human; it is only since I got to know your neighbours +that I have had a glimpse of what is surely the truest, sweetest, and +happiest side of life. I like your nurse, your Betty. She once put her +hand on my arm, and it had such a motherly touch that I wanted to kiss +her. Perhaps you are thinking that this has no connection with anything +that has passed between us. Well, you may be right in thinking so; but +it is on my mind and in my heart, and I just wanted to tell you now, as +I feel my future is hanging by a thread—a very slender thread—and I +may not have another opportunity of saying it.'</p> + +<p>I understood her mood, and made no reply; but I took her hand, raised it +to my lips, and kissed it.</p> + +<p>We were standing together in the oriel, watching the sunset splendour +through the leafless trees, when Mrs Stuart and Murray Monteith joined +us. Once or twice I caught my partner admiringly following Miss Stuart's +movements, and he looked several times at me with a mark of +interrogation in his eye. I had a feeling that he 'jaloused,' as Betty +would put it, and it set me a-thinking; only for a moment, however, and +I soon dismissed him and his monocle from my mind.</p> + +<p>We had afternoon tea and a pleasant chat on current topics, and then our +carriage was called. Just before we started, when we were standing in +the hall, Miss Stuart asked me, in an undertone, if she could see, just +for a minute, the man who had known her father. I called Joe inside, and +Miss Stuart took him into the drawing-room. When he joined us again +there was a glad look in his eye, and I knew his heart was proud within +him, for he had shaken hands with his old Major's daughter.</p> + +<p>I sat quiet and preoccupied in the corner of the brougham when driving +home.</p> + +<p>Just as the first twinkling light shone out ahead from the Gillfoot +turn, Monteith turned to me. 'Russell,' he said, 'pardon my interrupting +the flow of your pleasant meditations. You're a queer fellow in many +ways; you—you don't say much till it suits you; but I can see as far +through a brick wall as any one, and it may be—I say it <i>may</i> +be—agreeable to you to know that Blackford Hall in Morningside will +shortly be in the market. I've heard you say that if you ever settled +down to married life you would like to live there.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Monteith, for your information,' I said. 'It <i>is</i> agreeable +to me to know this.'</p> + +<p>Nothing further was said on the subject till we were seated at my cosy +fireside. Then Murray Monteith, blowing clouds of fragrant smoke above +him, and glancing round my clean, well-furnished walls, said, 'By Jove, +Russell! you're a lucky fellow; an old doting nurse there,' inclining +his head toward the kitchen, 'who loves you almost with a mother's +affection, and who wouldn't allow the wind to blow on you if she could +prevent it, and the love of a girl like—like'——and he hesitated and +looked at me.</p> + +<p>'Go on, Monteith; you're doing all right.'</p> + +<p>'Go on! Hang it, man, <i>you</i> go on! Can't you speak, you—you dungeon, +and give me a tag on which to hang my congratulations?'</p> + +<p>'You don't require a tag, Monteith. A gag would be more suitable in the +circumstances.'</p> + +<p>'Now, look here, Russell,' he said, as he flung his cigar-stump into the +fire and fixed me through his monocle, 'you're not honest with me when +you say that, and you know you are not. You and I are not strangers to +each other, and there's no occasion for secrecy. If you have no +matrimonial news, I have. I thought, perhaps, if you had taken me into +your confidence, it would have been a good opportunity for me to +acquaint you, in a gradual, chatty way, with my plans. As you +haven't—well, all I shall say now is that I am engaged.'</p> + +<p>'My dear Monteith, I'm delighted to hear you say so, and I heartily +congratulate you. You're the very best fellow I know, and you're +marrying a lady in every way worthy of you. Miss Playfair is a'——</p> + +<p>'Miss Playfair!' he exclaimed, in astonishment. 'How do you know?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, well, the last time I visited you, before leaving Edinburgh, I, +like you, was confronted with a brick wall, and I saw a little way +through it. But that's neither here nor there. What we have to do now is +to signalise the event;' and for the second time within two days I +tasted a liquid element at an unusual hour.</p> + +<p>'And when does the great event come off, Monteith?' I asked.</p> + +<p>'Well, Russell,' he said, 'that is a matter which in a way depends on +you. You see, I shall need to wait till you are quite recovered and back +to business again. A honeymoon would naturally follow the ceremony,' he +laughingly said, 'and it wouldn't do for both the principals of Monteith +& Russell to be away at the same time.'</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Dr Grierson and Mr Crichton joined us later at supper. Monteith is a +keen devotee of the chess-board; and while he was trying conclusions +with the banker, Dr Grierson and I went upstairs into my own little +room. I told him all that had taken place—of my meetings with Miss +Stuart, and the turn in the tide of her affairs—and he congratulated me +and gave me much encouragement. Then I asked him when he thought I +should be sufficiently well to resume business.</p> + +<p>'Well, William,' he said, 'you have to see Dr Balfour and get his +permission before you can go back to town. Personally, I cannot give you +even an approximate date. You are making splendid progress, and unless +there are very urgent reasons for your return, I should advise you to +keep free from worry on that score. Leave yourself in my hands, and +before long, with Dr Balfour's concurrence, I shall be able to say when +you may with safety receive marching orders.'</p> + +<p>Murray Monteith had to leave me without being able to arrange a +particular date for his marriage. I am very sorry; but, after all, his +great day may dawn sooner than he expects.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + + +<p>March came in like a lion, and, true to its proverbial reputation, it is +going out like a lamb. Nature is waking from her long winter sleep, and +is beginning to clothe herself anew. The hawthorn hedgerows, which only +three weeks ago were hidden in piled-up wreaths of drifted snow, are +covered now with a blush of green, and already in their bielded clefts +the sparrows and yellow-yoits are preparing to build for themselves 'an +house wherein to dwell.' There is a kindly warmth in the sun's rays as +they lie on the upturned brown fields, and a soft genial breath is +stealing through the woods and lingering lovingly round the ash and the +chestnut, those early risers in the first dawn of spring. What a +boldness and assertiveness there is in the big black bud of the ash, and +how promising is the bulging pink-brown bud of the chestnut! To those +who have eyes to see and ears to hear, how wonderful is the story they +tell! If I were a preacher of God's gospel, I question if I could +confine the selection of my texts to the literal words from His holy +book. Of late I have been lying much in Nature's lap; I have listened +with greedy, receptive ears to her song and story; I have felt the +throbbing of her great mother heart, and learned in her workings many of +the wonderful ways of her great Controller. And I am leaving her knee, +creeping out of God's own sanctuary, humbled and chastened, yet +gladdened and relieved withal, to think that into the city life, which I +must soon re-enter, I am carrying with me that heaven-sent faculty of +finding 'tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in +stones, and good in everything.'</p> + +<p>And these lanes and solitary bypaths which have been my schoolroom are +becoming daily more interesting, more insistent in their appeal. They +are now providing something fresh and pleasing every day. I must walk +slowly and quietly, so that I may see and hear every titbit of their +store. A country walk at the rate of four miles an hour is very +invigorating, to those in good health very pleasurable; but such is not +possible on my byway at this season of the year, except to the +Philistines. Even Bang and Jip do not exceed the half-mile limit; and as +for myself—well, Dr Grierson has oftener than once accompanied me down +the Gillfoot road, and I know he doesn't gauge the progress of my +recovery by my rate of locomotion. No; if I must see and hear aright I +have to walk slowly, and when the mavis is singing at close o' day I +must halt altogether if I would listen as I ought.</p> + +<p>For many mornings past a blackbird from the top of the apple-tree in our +garden has been challenging Tom Jardine to a trial of song; and, much as +I love to lie and listen to my neighbour's pure tenor voice in 'The Lea +Rig' or 'Flow gently, sweet Afton,' I have not been sorry when, as if +acknowledging defeat, he has stopped to hearken to his feathered rival +in the old apple-tree.</p> + +<p>Now that Tom has got over all his worries, and the sun is rising +earlier, his heart is becoming attuned, and the familiar old Scots airs +are accompanying the different items of his morning duties just as they +used to do when first I came to stay with Betty. I hear the gray mare's +whinny, the turning of the key in the stable door, the lid of the +corn-bin creaking on its rusty hinges—these are all as they used to be. +But, alas! all is quiet in Betty's kitchen now, and I miss the cheery +sounds of the early breakfast preparations, for Nathan is lying +prostrate in the back-room, and poor Betty's rest is too much disturbed +to permit of her rising with the dawn.</p> + +<p>Every Friday evening since I came here I have given Nathan an envelope +enclosing my weekly contribution toward the household expenses—that is, +of course, in accordance with the arrangement I made with Betty; and at +first I often used to wonder if she had fully explained the matter to +him, because he always took the packet from me in a hesitating, doubtful +way, very much as a debtor would accept a summons. Later he just smiled, +and without a word put it in his trousers-pocket, looking sideways at me +and inclining his head toward Betty wherever she happened to be at the +time.</p> + +<p>Last Friday night, when I was at his bedside, I handed him the envelope +as usual. He didn't hold out his hand for it; so I laid it down on the +coverlet, and nothing was said for a time. Then, nodding toward a wooden +box in the corner of the room, he said, 'Maister Weelum, will ye open +the lid o' that kist, if ye please, an' bring me the wee tin box that's +lyin' at the left-haun side?'</p> + +<p>I did as he requested. It was an old, battered, black japanned +receptacle without a lock, and only secured against accidental opening +by a wooden peg inserted through the catch. Withdrawing the peg and +placing it between his teeth, he took off the lid, and there—some +clean, others crumpled and dirty—was every envelope I had given him, +and all of them unopened, as I had put them into his hand.</p> + +<p>'Maister Weelum,' he said, after a pause, 'I mak' nae great shape at +speakin' or explainin'; but I've been thinkin', as ye've been idle an' +aff yer wark sae lang, ye'll mebbe no' ha'e muckle comin' in the noo, +an'—an'——Auch! I was gaun to say something mair, an' I've forgot it; +but ye can tak' it a' back if it's ony use to ye.'</p> + +<p>'Nathan,' I said, in astonishment, 'I—I don't quite understand. Why +should you offer me these?'</p> + +<p>He gave a wee bit quiet laugh. 'I dinna ken what kind o' a job ye ha'e, +Maister Weelum. Betty never telt me, an' I never asked; but wi' us yins +doon here it's nae wark, nae pey. Ye've been idle a lang time, as I've +said, an' I thocht mebbe it micht come in handy. Of coorse, if ye dinna +need it—weel, there's nae hairm dune.'</p> + +<p>I didn't know very well what to say, but I thanked him, and assured him +that I didn't require money, explaining that it came to me whether I was +working or not. This last bit of information roused Nathan's interest.</p> + +<p>'Comes in to ye whether ye're workin' or no'! Imphm! Ye maun be +connec'it wi' meenisters somewey, then,' he said.</p> + +<p>'No, Nathan; I'm connected with law.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, imphm!'</p> + +<p>'I'm astonished that Betty never told you I was a lawyer, Nathan.'</p> + +<p>'Mebbe she wadna like, man. Betty's very discreet.' Then he added by way +of sympathetic encouragement, 'Dinna think ocht aboot it; there maun be +fouk for a' kinds o' jobs, ye ken, Maister Weelum.'</p> + +<p>Nathan is capable of unconsciously starting many different emotions. I +was touched by his kindness and unselfishness, and amused at his +reflection on my profession. But I couldn't find words to thank him for +the former, and I dared not laugh at his serious remarks on the latter. +Then I bethought me of my plan to relieve him of his long, weary walks, +and to find something to take up his attention nearer home. I asked him +if he wouldn't give up his present work and take to the cultivation of +tomatoes, and I outlined my little scheme as clearly as I could. +Somehow, I didn't succeed in making it plain to him, for after I had +finished, and when I asked him what he thought of it, all he said was, +'It has nae attraction for me, Maister Weelum, for I never could eat a +tomato a' my life.'</p> + +<p>'But, Nathan,' I said, 'you needn't eat them unless you like. You've to +grow them, and then you sell them. There might be money in it for you, +and for your goodness of heart in offering me all these envelopes I want +to pay for the putting up of the glass-houses and stoves and piping; +that will be a small return for all your kindness to me. You know all +about the growing of tomatoes?'</p> + +<p>'Ay, brawly.'</p> + +<p>'And what do you think about it, then, Nathan?'</p> + +<p>'What would Betty say, think ye?'</p> + +<p>'I don't know,' I said, 'but we'll soon hear.'</p> + +<p>Betty was baking soda-scones, and when she was free to leave her girdle +she came in, and I told her all I had told Nathan. She looked from me to +Nathan, and then, answering a sign, she went up and leaned over his +bedside. I heard a throttled sob and a whispered word or two. Thinking +they wished to talk it over by themselves, I slipped into the kitchen.</p> + +<p>In a minute Betty was with me. 'Maister Weelum,' she said, and her lip +trembled, 'Nathan, puir falla, broke doon there. He didna want you to +see. He says he's obleeged to ye, but—but—but—it's no' worth while.'</p> + +<p>I laid my hand on her shoulder in silent sympathy. Without a word she +turned to her bakeboard, and I went into my room and quietly closed the +door.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Last night, just after I had lit the gas and settled myself down for an +hour's perusal of M'Crie's <i>Vindication</i>, Betty opened my door and came +quietly in. 'Maister Weelum,' she said with a trembling lip, 'Nathan's a +wee mair relieved. Him an' me ha'e had a closer he'rt-to-he'rt crack +than ever we had in a' oor lives. I'm gled, in a wey; but—but I canna +help thinkin' it'll be oor last.' She wiped her cheek with her apron. +'Hoots! hoots!' she said as the tears continued to flow; 'it's—it's no' +like me to be a' begrutten like this; I'm gettin' awfu' soft-he'rted; +but, oh, Maister Weelum, I'm awfu', awfu' sair-he'rted!'</p> + +<p>I was at her side in a moment. 'There noo,' she said, 'I've dune;' and +she choked down a sob. 'What I wanted to tell ye was that Nathan's very +anxious to see ye; he wants to speak to ye aboot something. It's the +first time he's speirt for onybody, an' I'm gled it's you. I ha'ena to +gang in wi' ye, for he wants to see ye your lane.'</p> + +<p>I pulled in my big chair nearer to the fire, put my mother's kirk +hassock in front of it, and after I had seated Betty comfortably I went +ben to Nathan's back-room.</p> + +<p>A week or two ago, at his request, we had turned the bed round so that +from where he lay he could see into the garden. I was present when Joe +and Deacon Webster made the alteration; and when Nathan and I were alone +and he had looked his 'e'efill' on the scene of his lifelong labour of +love, he said, 'I'll no' weary noo, Maister Weelum. The flo'ers and the +yirth ha'e aye a hamely look to me.'</p> + +<p>And to-night, when I approached his bed, his eyes were fixed on the +darkened shadowy plots outside. I didn't speak for a minute, and neither +did he. Then, thinking he was unaware of my presence, I said, 'Nathan, I +am here, beside you.'</p> + +<p>'Ay, I ken.'</p> + +<p>'Shall I bring in your lamp? It's getting dark now.'</p> + +<p>'No, no, if ye please, dinna licht the lamp. I want to see—to see oot +as lang as I can.'</p> + +<p>I sat down beside him, and together we watched in silence the shadow of +the night's wing creeping around bush and tree. And when everything was +shrouded, and nothing was visible through the blue-black window-panes, +Nathan's head turned on the pillow toward me. 'Man, Maister Weelum,' he +said, 'it's quiet, quiet wark that. I'll never see it again—no, never +again. Ye dinna mind sittin' in the dark?'</p> + +<p>'No, Nathan.'</p> + +<p>'Ay, the licht hurts my een; an'—an' I've never said muckle a' my life, +but I've often thocht oot lang screeds in the darkness, an' mebbe it'll +help me oot wi' what I've to say to ye the noo. Ay, the Hebrons dinna +speak muckle, Maister Weelum; but this is a forby time wi' me, an' I've +something to ask o' ye. I hardly expec'it the ca' at this time o' the +year. The back-en's the time o' liftin'. I aye thocht, somewey, that +when my time cam' it wad be when the growth was a' by, the aipples pu'd, +and the tatties pitted; and it seems awfu' queer that I should ha'e to +gang when the buds are burstin', an'—an' the gairden delvin' +on—imphm!—but it's His wull. "The young may, the auld +must."—Imphm!—Ay, are ye listenin', Maister Weelum?'</p> + +<p>I rose from my chair, and I stroked the gray hair back from his +forehead. 'Yes, Nathan, I'm listening; but you must not give up hope; +you're really not an old man, and'——</p> + +<p>'No' an auld man! Imphm! I've—I've been an auld man a' my days. I canna +mind o' ever bein' young. I was ten—only ten—when my faither was ta'en +awa', an' I had to mak' the handle o' his spade fit my wee bit haun. +Ay, I had to, for the weans had to be brocht up, an'—an', thank God, I +managed it! But it killed the youth that was in me. Ay, an', as I was +gaun to say, I'm seein' things differently lyin' here. Coontin' the +times ye've been at the kirk'll no' quieten your fears. Thinkin' o' the +guid ye've dune or tried to do micht, an' my crap o' that's a very sma' +yin. Still, I maun ha'e pleased the Almichty in some wey, or He wadna +ha'e been sae kind to me; He wadna ha'e gi'en me Betty. Oh, man, Maister +Weelum, I wish I could tell ye a' that Betty's been to me! I'm vexed I +canna. I'm a Hebron, an' I needna try; but ye ken yoursel' in a sma' +wey. She nursed ye—ay, an'—an' noo this is what I want to ask ye—when +I'm away, Maister Weelum, will ye see that my—that Betty's a' +richt—eh? Is that askin' an awfu' lot?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Nathan,' I said, and I knelt down at his bedside and took his +softened hand in mine, 'Betty is to me a sacred trust, and if it be +God's will that you must leave her, I will be with her till she goes out +to meet you again.'</p> + +<p>He pressed my hand. 'Thank ye, Maister Weelum. I—I thocht ye would; but +I juist wanted to mak' sure. That's a', I think—a' at least as far as +this world's concerned. There's a lot—an awfu' lot I should do, but I +canna. I doot I've been careless. I've left the want to come at the +wab's en', an' I ha'e nae time to mak' it guid noo. I maun juist leave +it to Him. Guid-nicht, Maister Weelum, an' ye'll tell her—ye ken whae I +mean—that I was gled a Hebron was o' service to her. Guid-nicht. God +bless ye, man! Guid-bye.'</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>'Guid-nicht—God bless ye!—Guid-bye.' These words kept ringing in my +ears as I sat by my fire, and during the quiet hours my sorrowing +thoughts strayed again and again into that wee back-room where Betty sat +watching, and where Nathan lay dying.</p> + +<p>Long after the village folks had gone to bed I heard the street door +open quietly, and the doctor's shuffling footsteps in the lobby. He went +through the kitchen into Nathan's room; then he came in and sat down in +the big chair opposite me. 'I told Betty I would be here if I were +needed, William,' he said, and he took out his old clay pipe and smoked +in silence.</p> + +<p>Just when the night was on the turn he opened the door and went quietly +across to his patient. I followed him into the kitchen, and there, by a +cheerless fire, sat Mrs Jardine in Betty's chair, and, poor, +hard-working soul, she was asleep, with her head resting on Tom's +encircling arm. I put my hand on his shoulder and thanked him for his +presence. Then I went back into my room, and, sitting down in my chair, +closed my eyes, for their lids felt heavy and weary.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>'William, Betty wants you.' The voice seemed far away. I rose hurriedly +and rubbed my eyes. The sparrows were twittering in the lime-tree, and +the gray light of a March morning was lying cold in the room. The doctor +was standing with his hand on the handle of the half-open door. 'Betty +wants you, William,' he said in a whisper; and I passed him without a +word, and with a heavy, apprehensive heart.</p> + +<p>On the little round table was an open Bible which I knew well, and a +pair of spectacles lay across the flattened-out leaves. Betty was +standing at the bedside, her dimmed eyes fixed on Nathan's long, wan +face. She didn't turn her head when I came in, but she held out her hand +to me, and together we watched. Suddenly he raised his head from the +pillow and his sunken, sightless eyes turned toward the window. 'Ay, +imphm!—weel, Betty lass, it's aboot time I was daunerin'. It—it's a +nice mornin' for the road; the birds'll be whusslin' bonny in the +Gillfit wood, an'—an' the sunshine will be on the hawthorn. No, I'll +no' mak' a noise. I'll open the door canny, and I'll no' wauken Maister +Weelum. I'll—I'll juist slip oot quietly. Ay'——</p> + +<p>And Betty and I watched Nathan slipping out quietly—oh, how +quietly!—into the sunshine of God's own everlasting morning.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + + +<p>Harvest-time in Midlothian. Golden corn in golden stooks dotting the +stubble-fields, yellow leaves on the ash and russet nuts on the beech, a +beautiful panorama of multi-coloured landscape stretching hazily away +southward and cuddling tranquilly between the Moorfoots and the +Pentlands; bird song in the woods and laughter in the fields, mingling +with the jolting of iron wheels and the cheery rhythmic <i>craik</i> of the +levelling reaper. Little wonder Old Sol lingers long this afternoon +above Castlelaw. Gladly, I ween, would he stay; but his times of rising +and going down are set, and slowly but surely the shadows deepen at the +base of Caerketton, and steal upward to its sheltered crown behind +Allermuir.</p> + +<p>My wife and I drove round by Roslin to-day, called at The Moat, and +after having tea with my old friend Mrs Pendriegh, whose soda-scones are +almost as good as Betty's, we returned 'in the hush of the corn' to +Blackford Hall, <i>viâ</i> Woodfield and Fairmilehead.</p> + +<p>This is all strange, unfamiliar country to Désirée. To-day she saw it +for the first time and under the most favourable auspices, and already +I know, from her looks and words of appreciation, that it has made its +appeal. She thinks, with me, that it very much resembles my own homeland +scenery, from its undulating fields and bosky woods to its velvety +grass-grown hills, so sleek and rounded, she said, that she wanted to +clap them. As we drove homeward, quiet thoughts of Thornhill came to us, +and we wondered what Betty would be doing, and how she was getting on. +For a month she had been with us, our first guest, and the most honoured +and most welcome we shall ever have under our roof. Two days ago she +returned to what she calls her 'ain auld hoose,' and when Désirée and I +saw her off at the station she told us in a shaky voice that 'mebbe she +wad be back in the spring, when she had the hoose seen to an' the +gairden delved.'</p> + +<p>We miss her cheery, motherly presence in the house; and, though it was +looking far ahead, we planned a future for Betty as we drove along.</p> + +<p>When we reached Blackford Hall I found more than a kenspeckle +countryside to remind me of homeland. In the hall was a carpet-bag which +I recognised as a Hebron heirloom I had often seen in Nathan's +back-room. Two large pictures, indifferently packed and tied round with +rope-line, were placed against the hat-rack. One, from the corner of the +frame which was uncovered, I knew to be the oil-painting of my father +and mother; and the other, from the new brilliancy of the gold, I +recognised as Désirée's painting of Nith Bridge. Nathan's old hazel +walking-stick, which daily he carried to his work, was lying along the +top of the carpet-bag, tied securely to the leather handles.</p> + +<p>'Désirée, my dear,' I said, with a happy flutter in my heart, 'I do +believe Betty's come back.'</p> + +<p>She looked at me with a wondering smile on her face, as much as to say, +'Too good to be true;' and, acting on a common impulse, we rushed +upstairs like expectant bairns.</p> + +<p>There, in the little room facing southward, which we already called +Betty's room, on a low chair before an empty fireplace, sat the dear old +soul with her chin on her breast and fast asleep. Her bonnet-strings +were loosened and lay over her shoulder, and her hands were tucked +underneath a Paisley shawl, which was folded across her knees.</p> + +<p>We tiptoed in and stood quietly beside her, Désirée on her right and I +on her left. Slowly she opened two wondering eyes, and with a +bewildered gaze she looked around her. It was Désirée's hand she +grasped. 'Oh, weans,' she said, 'I'm awfu' sorry to bother ye; but I'm +back! I juist couldna stey away, an' ye maunna be angry wi' me for'——</p> + +<p>My wife had knelt down beside her. Betty's face nestled into her cheek, +and the rest of the sentence was lost to me in smothered sobbing. And I +waited beside them in silence till the solace from one kindly heart had +crept into the other. Then I left them, and quietly closed the door.</p> + +<p>Betty, my own Betty Grier, as long, long ago you prepared a place for me +within your big, warm, loving heart, so have you sanctified to yourself +a place in mine; as you sheltered and cared for me in my spring of life, +so will I shelter and care for you when your winter comes, when the cold +wind tirls the leaf and it falls.</p> + +<h3>THE END.</h3> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Betty Grier, by Joseph Waugh + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BETTY GRIER *** + +***** This file should be named 35356-h.htm or 35356-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/5/3/5/35356/ + +Produced by Dave Morgan, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Betty Grier + +Author: Joseph Waugh + +Illustrator: Henry W. Kerr + +Release Date: February 22, 2011 [EBook #35356] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BETTY GRIER *** + + + + +Produced by Dave Morgan, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + BETTY GRIER + + BY JOSEPH LAING WAUGH + + Author of 'Robbie Doo,' 'Cracks wi' Robbie Doo,' &c. + + + WITH FRONTISPIECE BY + Henry W. Kerr, R.S.A. + + LONDON: 38 Soho Square, W. + W. & R. CHAMBERS, LIMITED + EDINBURGH: 339 High Street + + Edinburgh: + Printed by W. & R. Chambers, Limited. + + First printed, Nov. 1915. + Reprinted, Dec. 1915. + + +[Illustration] + + + + +BETTY GRIER. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +When I look round my little bedroom and note the various familiar items +that make up its furnishings, when my eye lights on much that I +associate with the days o' Auld Langsyne, I am conscious of a feeling of +homeliness, a sense of chumship with my surroundings, and I can scarcely +realise that fourteen years have come and gone since last I laid my head +on the pillow of this small truckle-bed. + +So far as I can recall the arrangement of its old-fashioned, +ordinary-looking plenishings, everything remains exactly as I left it. +My trout and salmon rods, all tied together--each cased in its own +particular-coloured canvas--stand there in the corner beside an old +out-of-date gaff and a capacious landing-net which that king of fishers, +Clogger Eskdale, gifted to me when the 'rheumatics' prevented his ever +again participating in his favourite sport. My worn leather school-bag, +filled with the last batch of books I used, is still suspended from a +four-inch nail driven into a 'dook' at the cheek of the mantelpiece. It +is a long time ago, but it seems only yesterday since I stood in the +middle of this room, unstrapping that bag from my shoulders for the last +time. My schooldays were over; with eager, anxious feet I was standing +on the threshold of a new life, and to satchel and lesson-book I was +bidding farewell. + +I well remember Deacon Webster, at my mother's request, inserting that +dook and driving home that nail; and he laughed unfeelingly when she +explained to him the purpose it was to serve. The deacon could not +understand the sentiment which prompted her to assign the bag a place +upon the wall; and when, after the nail was secure, he made to hang my +'boy's burden' upon it in much the same callous spirit in which he would +screw the last nail in a coffin-lid, my mother stepped forward. + +'One moment, Webster,' she said. 'Allow me.' With her own hands she +placed the bag where it hangs now. My old nurse, Betty Grier, +straightened it and wiped it with her duster; and the deacon took a +pinch of snuff, blew his nose in a big spotted handkerchief, and +muttered _sotto voce_, as his nostrils quivered, 'Well, I'm d----!' + +Against the back wall, in the centre, between the door and the corner, +stands the old black oak chest of drawers which for sixteen years held +the whole outfit of my boyhood's days; while the mahogany looking-glass, +with the grooved square standards and the swivel mirror, monopolises +still, as it always has done, the whole top shelf thereof. + +To the left is a framed photograph of my father and mother, and to the +right a rosewood-framed sampler, worked long ago by my grandmother, on +which, in faded green, against a dull drab background, are still +decipherable the words of Our Lord's Prayer. And there, between the +fireplace and the window, is my book-rack, and from its shelves old +friends look down upon me. The gilt titles are tarnished and worn, but I +know each book by the place it occupies, and I feel that, even after the +long, long years that have separated us, _Tom Brown_, _Robinson Crusoe_, +and _David Copperfield_ will speak to me again, laugh with me, cry with +me, as they did in days of yore. + +Often has Betty, I know, swept and tidied this little room. Every +article has been lifted, dusted, and carefully returned to its place. I +know with what feelings of reverence the dear old soul has fingered +every ornament. I am conscious of the loving care she has exercised on +all my old belongings, and somehow I feel consoled and comforted, my +physical weakness depresses me less, my mother's presence seems nearer +me, and unbidden tears of thankfulness come to my eyes and trickle from +my cheek to my pillow. + +This has been to me a day of great events. I have travelled by rail from +Edinburgh to Elvanfoot, thence by horse-carriage to Thornhill--during +the last stage driven by Charlie Walker, the 'bus Jehu I envied in my +schoolboy years, and tended by my fail-me-never Betty. To her also this +has been a memorable day, for when we were driving down the Dalveen Pass +she told me that never before had she seen a Caledonian train, and that +her last memory of Traloss dated back to a Sabbath-school trip about the +year 1868. Such a long ride in a well-sprung, well-upholstered carriage +was also a novelty to her, a new experience which only with great +difficulty I could persuade her to enjoy to the full. She insisted on +sitting forward on the extreme edge of the seat, and it was only after I +had told her that her uncomfortable-looking position made me uneasy and +unhappy that she sat well back, till her shoulders rested on the +cushion behind. + +Contrary to my expectations, I am suffering neither pain nor +inconvenience from my long journey; and as I lie here in my little bed, +looking through the curtained window to the long, low range of the +Lowther Hills, and listening to the familiar sounds in the village +street below, a blissful peace which I cannot express in words possesses +me, my physical and my mental organisation seem to have undergone a +change, my experience of city life is blotted out and forgotten, and, +strangely enough, I feel myself, as of old, a unit of the village +community. Queerer still, this placid acceptance of altered +circumstances, this dovetailing into a different condition of life and +living, seems to me so natural as to be hardly worth noting; and without +a pang of regret I leave behind me urban pleasures and duties, and +contemplate with equanimity retirement to this rural retreat, a +twelvemonth's sojourn midst scenes to me for ever dear. + +Nor does the fact that this rustication is compulsory distress or annoy +me. My physical weakness has reduced me to a state of indifference +towards former pursuits. A long illness, following a deplorable +accident, has impaired my appetite for social joys; so much so, indeed, +that when my doctors--rather apologetically, I thought--informed me that +if ever I wished to be well again I must give up my profession and town +residence for twelve months at least, and live quietly somewhere in the +country, I hailed their verdict with delight, and my yearning heart at +once went out to my native village and the home of my old nurse, Betty +Grier. + +Dear old Betty! To whom else could I turn? She is all--of the human +element at least--I have left to me of my home life of long ago. My +memories of my father are vague and hazy. I was only five when he died; +and, through the misty veil of long-gone years, two pictures only of him +are impressed upon my mind. In one I see him standing in the narrow +whitewashed pantry, his head 'screeving' the ceiling, and his broad +shoulders almost excluding the waning western light that glimmered +through the small four-paned window. Betty, white-capped and +white-aproned, is there also, with a large ashet in her hands, on which +lies a long, thick silver fish--a salmon, as I afterwards learned--one +of the many he lured from the depths of Mattha's Pool. My mother's arm +is lovingly linked in his, and there is a pleased and happy expression +on her face, which somehow is transmitted to me, because, with her, I +feel proud of the great big man I call my daddy, who has battled so +successfully with the strong-looking monster now lying so quiet, with +gaping mouth, on Betty's ashet. + +Then there is a long, dark blank before the next picture appears, and I +see him sitting in a big arm-chair at the dining-room fire. His back is +cushioned, and a shepherd-tartan plaid is round his shoulders, the ends +folded across his knees. My mother is writing letters to his dictation +on a small bureau, which has been placed near his chair. I am playing +with a Noah's Ark, marshalling the animals in pairs on the rug; and when +my mother goes out of the room to the little office adjoining, I leave +my toys and stand at his knee, looking up to a face which to me seems +very white and pinched. A long, thin hand is placed on my curly head, +and with difficulty he bends down and kisses me. I wonder who has been +unkind to him, for I see a tear trickling down his cheek, and it falls +unheeded on his plaid. + +I cannot focus him in my mind's eye in any subsequent event, though I +remember perfectly the old doctor with the foxskin cap and the +clattering clogs, and the smell of 'Kendal brown' he always left behind. +Then a day came when the window-blinds were pulled down and all the +rooms were darkened; when Betty's voice was, even to my childish ears, +low and husky; when my mother cuddled me in a tight embrace, and a wet, +wet cheek was laid against mine. Oh, how she trembled and sobbed! I felt +bewildered and unhappy, and I remember putting my wee, helpless arms +round her neck and asking her why she was crying. She told me that daddy +had gone away--away to heaven; and when I asked if he wouldn't come back +to us again, she said, 'No, no,' and her embrace tightened, and she wept +afresh. In a short time the door was hesitatingly opened, and Betty came +noiselessly in with a book in her hand which I had often seen her read. +She stood behind my mother's chair with her tear-stained face turned +away, and her red hand on my mother's shoulder; but she didn't speak. +Then she came round, and, 'hunkering' down beside us, opened her book +and in a low voice began to read. + +I often think it is strange how indelibly imprinted on some childish +minds are little incidents of long ago--little glimpses of landscape, +snatches of songs, details here and there of passing events. Not that I +consider the foregoing a little incident. To me it was at the time of +outstanding moment, and even yet in my retrospect of life it looms +large and prominent; but, though I have often endeavoured to recall +Betty's ministrations on this occasion, all I can remember is that when +she came to the verse, 'I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to +you,' she spoke the words without referring to her Bible, and she +repeated them, the while looking with big, hopeful eyes up to my +mother's face. And my mother smiled through her tears; and, stroking +Betty's strong brown hair, she called her 'Betty the Comforter.' + +A time came in the short after years when she was, by the same dear +lips, again called 'Betty the Comforter.' It was when my saintly mother +was passing into the spiritland, and, without fear or trepidation, lay +calmly awaiting her call. But of this I cannot speak; it is a subject +sacred to Betty and to me. + +To-night, when I had undressed and was settling myself down for the +night, Betty came upstairs, carrying that self-same Bible in her hand. +She stood on the threshold for a minute, wiping its covers with the +corners of her apron, though well she knew that from frequent use the +Book required no dusting. + +'Maister Weelum,' she began, 'eh!--I'---- + +'"William," Betty, please, without the "Mister,"' I said smilingly. + +'Yes! yes! so be it--imphm! Eh, this type is clear and big; and I was +thinking that maybe ye micht want to read a verse or twae. I'll lay it +doon here;' and she reverently placed the precious volume on the top of +the chest of drawers. + +'Are ye a' richt noo? Ye said ye wanted to speak to me when ye got +settled doon. Is there ocht else I can do for ye?' + +'I'm feeling fine, Betty,' I said cheerily, 'and not a bit the worse for +my long journey, not too tired to have a quiet chat with you. So sit +down, please, in the basket chair there, and give me ten minutes of your +valuable time.' + +'Ten meenits! Certie, hear him noo! Ten meenits, an' the soo's no +suppered yet, an' I've the morn's broth to prepare, an' wi' me bein' oot +o' the hoose a' day there's a hunner an' ten things starin' me in the +face to be dune. But what want ye to speak aboot? I daur say the soo, +puir thing, will ha'e to wait, noo that you're here. Daylight, too, is +haudin' lang, an' I'll sune mak' up the ten meenits. What want ye noo?' +And she sat down, with a query in her eye, into the basket chair. + +'Well, Betty,' I began, 'you and I have gone over all the old times +pretty thoroughly since we met to-day, and we've taken a peep into the +future as well; but there's one subject We haven't touched upon, and +before I go to sleep to-night I wish to come to some understanding with +you regarding my board and lodgings.' + +'Board an' lodgings?' Betty queried. 'Board an'----What d'ye mean, +Maister Weelum?' and her lip trembled. + +'Well, Betty, by board and lodgings I mean the price of my food and the +rent of my room here, and whatever sum you'---- + +'Weelum, stop at once noo; I'll no' ha'e that mentioned;' and she rose +excitedly to her feet. 'I'll no' hear o't! The very idea o' speakin' to +me--to me, abune a' fouk--o' board an' lodgings! A bonny-like subject +that to discuss atween us! Dod, man, yin wad think that ye were a +Moniaive mason workin' journeyman in Thornhill. Megstie me! Lovanenty! +heard ye ever the like?--imphm! Mair than that, whae's the owner o' this +hoose? Whae has refused rent for it a' these years, eh?' + +'Betty, Betty,' I feebly protested, 'that's not fair, and you know it. +Did you and I not settle that matter long, long ago, and agree that it +would never be referred to again?' + +Betty had suddenly assumed both the defensive and the aggressive. She +had pulled her black-beaded muffettees up over her wrists, and flung +her mutch-strings over her shoulders. I knew of old what these actions +meant. She came up to my bedside, and in the fading light I saw a tear +coursing down her cheek. 'Maister Weelum,' she said earnestly, 'I'm safe +in sayin' that ye canna look back on a single phase o' your early life +in which I didna tak' a pairt. Lang before this world was ony reality to +ye, I nursed ye, fed ye, an' dressed ye. In thae early days the greatest +pleasure to me on earth was to cuddle an' care for ye. But I needna tell +ye o' that, ye ken yoursel'. Ye mind hoo much my presence meant to you; +that I'm sure o'. As for your mother--weel, I never had ony ither +mistress. She took me, a young lass, oot o' a most unhappy hame. It was +a pleasure--ay, a privilege--to serve her. Weel, on that day that she +was ta'en frae you an' me, she said in your hearin' an' mine, "Betty, +this has been the only home you ever knew--never leave it. Promise me +you'll accept it.--Willie, my son, you agree?" An' we baith knelt doon +at her bedside, an' she went hame happy, kennin' I was provided for. I +didna forget that on the nicht o' the funeral day you an' me talked it +ower, that I promised to stay here, that it was arranged between us that +rent wad never be spoken o', an' that my occupancy wad never be referred +to. An', Maister Weelum, it wadna ha'e been noo, had you yoursel' no' +talked to me aboot board an' lodgings. My he'rt will break, that will +it, if ye persist'---- + +For a time we were both silent, both busy with many sacred thoughts and +memories. Then Betty, without looking into my face, 'stapped' the sheets +round my shoulders and well round my sides. 'There noo,' she said at +length, 'you're weel happit an' comfortable-lookin', an' sairly, I'm +thinkin', in need o' the sleep an' rest which I trust this nicht will be +yours. Guid-nicht noo;' and she patted me on the shoulder, as she used +to do in the old days when she had put me to bed and was taking my +candle away. + +'One moment, Betty,' I said promptly. 'Sit down here on the bed beside +me, like the good soul you are, and listen to me.--Yes, you may raise my +pillow a little. There now, that's better. Are you listening now?' + +She nodded and reseated herself, as I had requested. + +'I admit all you say, Betty, about your tenancy of the house, and I am +sorry if what I have said has reopened a question which was settled so +long ago to our mutual satisfaction. When this rest-cure was +prescribed--when I was told that it was absolutely necessary I should +take up my abode in the country--it was to you and to this room that my +thoughts were at once directed. I wrote you I was coming--didn't even +say by your leave--and planted myself, as it were, down on you, without +inquiring whether or not it was agreeable and convenient to you. Now, +believe me, Betty, I acted thus without a thought of your free tenancy +of this my old home.' + +'I ken that fine, Weelum,' she quickly said, and she looked thoughtfully +towards me. + +'Well, you see, Betty, if you won't allow me to contribute to my living +here, you give me reason to assume that you consider you are in your own +way working off an obligation; else why should I live on your--forgive +the word, Betty--on your charity?' + +'But then, Maister Weelum, you forget that I'm sittin' here rent free.' + +'Now, Betty, there you go again. Was not that my mother's request?' + +'Yes.' + +'Well, she imposed no obligation on you?' + +'No.' + +'Then, Betty, none exists between us; and, in that case, if I remain +here I must be allowed to contribute to the family expenses. Besides, +Betty, it is not as if I were a poor man. Thank goodness! I can well +afford it; for, between you and me and that bedpost against which you +are leaning, I've made over a thousand pounds a year for these last four +years.' + +'Lovanenty, Weelum, a--a thoosan' pounds!' and she held up her hands in +astonishment. 'Bless my life, is that possible? I hope ye made it +honestly, my boy?' + +'I certainly did,' I said glibly. 'I assure you, Betty, I made it +honestly.' + +'Imphm, an' you a lawyer!' said she dryly. She smiled, and after some +reflection began to laugh heartily. + +'Oh, come now, Betty, don't round on an old friend like that.' But Betty +heard me not, for she was holding her sides and hotching with convulsive +laughter. + +'Oh, Weelum! oh, my boy!' she said, between her kinks, 'it's no' +you--it's no' you I'm lauchin' at. It's something that happened at the +weekly prayer-meetin' in Mrs Shankland's last Wednesday nicht. D' ye +mind o' Dauvid Tamson the draper?' + +I nodded in the affirmative. + +'Weel, as ye dootless ken, Dauvid has been a' his days a conceited, +fussy, arguin' man, aye desperate honest and well-meanin', but terr'ble +unreasonable and heidstrong, and he's never dune takin' to the law or +consultin' his agent, as he ca's it. Weel, he was at the prayer-meetin' +last Wednesday nicht, and, as it happened, it was his turn to officiate. +After we had sung a psalm and engaged in a word o' prayer, he began to +read the last pairt o' the fifth chapter o' Mattha, and when he cam' to +the fortieth verse: "And if any man will sue thee at the law, and take +away thy coat, let him have thy cloak also," Dauvid hovered a blink. +Then he re-read it very slowly, and says he, "Freens, I've aye prided +mysel' in my knowledge o' the Bible; but I'm forced to admit that this +is the first time I ever noticed that there was evidence in Scripture o' +oor Saviour havin' been ployin' wi' litigations and in the lawyers' +hauns. I dinna ken hoo far He carrit His case, but if my experience was +His, He need not have said _let_ him have thy cloak, for the hungry +deevils wad ha'e ta'en it whether or no'."' + +I wonder, did Betty imagine that the recital of that story would divert +my mind from the subject of our conversation and the purpose I had in +view? Somehow I think, as an inspiration, the means to this end had +suddenly occurred to her; but, if such was her aim, the hastily +conceived plot failed. + +By a good deal of argument and a modicum of cajolery, I gained my point. +What the terms are which we have arranged is Betty's concern and mine +only. All I may say here is that the weekly amount has to be paid to +Nathan, of whom more anon, and that the subject of pounds, shillings, +and pence has never to be broached in her hearing again. + +She said 'Good-night' to me an hour ago. The impatient sounds of +remonstrance from the soo-cruive at the head of the garden subsided +shortly after she left me, from which I argued that the inner wants of +the occupant had been attended to. The chop-chopping of vegetables on +the kitchen table below ceased half-an-hour ago, and I know that a +little at least of to-morrow's dinner has ceased to trouble Betty's +anxious mind. + +The shades of night are gathering round me. A soft breeze stirs the +branches of the lime-trees, and through my open window it fans my face +where I lie. Somewhere away Rashbrigward, I hear the quivering yammer of +a startled whaup, and the crooning lullaby of the whispering Nith falls +like music on my ear. In the ryegrass field at the top of the +Gallowsflat a wandering landrail, elusive and challenging, craiks his +homeward way; while from Cample Strath or Closeburn Heights is fitfully +wafted to me the warning bark of a farmer's dog. The clamp-clamp of a +cadger's tired-out horse and the rattle of an empty cart sound loud and +long in the deserted street. Hurrying footsteps echo and re-echo, and +gradually die away into silence. Then evening's wings are folded o'er +me, a blissful peace and a quiet contentment fill my heart, and under +the glamour and spell of nature's benediction I turn my head on my +grateful pillow. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Nathan Hebron is Betty Grier's husband; or, rather, I should say, Betty +Grier is Nathan Hebron's wife. This may possibly be considered a +distinction without a difference; but when you have been introduced into +the inner courts of these two worthies' acquaintance, you will somehow +feel that the latter assertion is the more correct and appropriate. + +Nathan is a tall, loosely built man, with a fresh, healthy complexion, +mild blue eyes, and a slightly hanging under-lip. For some considerable +time he has been employed on what is locally known as 'the Duke's wark,' +but in what particular capacity I cannot very well say. When first I +knew him he was one of Archie Maxwell's employes in the nursery, and +when our garden required professional attention it was always Nathan who +was sent to do the necessary digging and titivating. + +Three or maybe four times a year he spent a few days at a stretch among +our vegetables and fruit-trees; and I remember with what eager interest +I used to anticipate his visits, for, though he was a man of few words, +and from a story-telling standpoint had little to commend him to a boy, +he carried a quiet, companionable atmosphere with him, and, as a more +dominating recommendation, he was the possessor of one of the sharpest +and most formidable-looking 'gullies' I had ever seen. + +How I envied him at pruning-time, when, with his easy, indifferent gait, +he moved about among our rose-bushes with his keen hooked blade, and +with one deft cut lopped off twigs and branches as if they were +potato-suckers. Sometimes at my request he would lay his long gleaming +weapon in the palm of my little hand, but he usually retained possession +of it by a slight finger-and-thumb grip; and I always heaved a sigh of +satisfaction, not unmixed with relief, when he lifted it, closed the +blade with a click, and returned it to his sleeved-vest pocket. + +When Nathan was thus employed in our garden he always had dinner with +Betty in the kitchen. Betty's forte in the culinary department was +broth-making, and my mother used to say, with a smile, that when Nathan +was her guest Betty always put her best foot foremost. Betty, with a +blushing cheek, mildly repudiated the charge; and once, when in my +presence my mother told Nathan of this, he blushed too, and to hide his +confusion bent his head and tightened the trousers-straps under his +knees. + +Broth, with boiled beef and potatoes to follow, as a rule constituted +Betty's menu on these occasions, and there was always a 'word' between +them when the beef was served, as Nathan insisted on retaining his +soup-plate from which to eat it, and to this Betty strenuously objected. +She declared 'it wasna the thing;' but he retorted that 'that was +possible, but it was aye ae plate less to wash, and he liked the broth +brae wi' the barley piles in it, as it moistened the tatties.' + +Immediately after his repast he retired to the stick-house; and there, +seated on the chopping-log, he smoked his pipe in silence and meditation +till the Auld Kirk clock chimed the hour of one. + +Betty was no vocalist; but on those days when Nathan worked in our +garden she indulged much in what, out of gallantry towards her, I may +call sweet sounds. She had only one song--it is her sole musical +possession still--and during the years I spent far from the friends and +scenes of my boyhood, as often as I heard the familiar strains of 'The +Farmer's Boy,' Betty's timmer rendering came homely-like to my ear, and +I saw a print-gowned, pensive-faced young woman subjecting newly washed +delf to a vigorous rubbing, and watching through the kitchen window a +big eident gardener turning over with gleaming spade the rich loamy +garden soil. + +My mind harks back on these little scraps of memory as I sit here in my +bedroom listening to Betty's ceaseless prattle and Nathan's monosyllabic +responses. He is the same gaunt, silent Nathan, only much grayer, and +his short beard, fringe-like, now covers a chin which once was +clean-shaven and ruddy. He still wears leather straps on his workaday +trousers; and, though I haven't seen it, I am confident the keen-bladed +gully is somewhere about the recesses of his ample pockets. And he is +Betty's 'man,' and Betty is his busy, careful wife, and as such they sit +together in that kitchen taking their meals off that self-same table, +and looking out on that same garden which long ago was the scene of his +periodical labours. + +Sometimes of a morning I waken about five o'clock, and even thus early I +hear Betty downstairs making preparations for Nathan's breakfast. I know +full well from the different sounds how she is employed; and, in +rotation, I note the 'ripein' oot' of the previous evening's fire, the +filling of the kettle from the kitchen tap, the opening and closing of +the corner cupboard door, and the clatter of cups, plates, and cutlery. +Then the merry song of the boiling kettle, the clink of the frying-pan +on the crooks, the sizzling of frying ham, the splutter of gravy-steeped +eggs, and the drawing forward of white, well-scrubbed kitchen chairs. + +I know, too, when Nathan has finished his meal, as he always puts his +empty cup and saucer with a 'clank' into his bread-plate, gives a hard +throat 'hoast,' backs his chair away from the table, and says 'Imphm! +juist so!' very contentedly and cheerily. Soon the appetising aroma of +fried ham and eggs, which has been all the time in my nostrils, gives +place to the more pungent smell of strong brown twist smoked through a +clean clay pipe. This, however, is merely a whiff in passing, because +Nathan 'stands not upon the order of his going,' and in clean-smelling +corduroys and a cloud of fragrant pipe-reek he goes out into the early +morning sunshine, closing the door with a lingering, hesitating turn of +the handle, which, though gentle, seems loud and grating in the hush of +the dawning day. + +How I wish I could walk with him these beautiful fresh sunny mornings +along the Carronbrig road! I follow him, alas! in imagination only; and +as he leaves the empty echoing street and passes under the leafy canopy +of the Cundy Wood I feel the pure caller air on my brow, I listen to the +hum of the bees in the limes, the sportive chatter of the sparrows in +the bushes, the rich, full-throated melody of the blackbird and mavis +from the wooded recesses of the Gillfoot--each feathered minstrel piping +his own song in his own way, and all in unison singing their paeans of +praise in their leafy, sun-kissed bowers. Gossamer-webs, silvered with +countless pearls of dew, stretch their glistening threads from leaf to +leaf, and cover the shady side of the hawthorn hedgerows as with a +gray-meshed silken veil. From rank, dewy grass humble blue-bells raise +their heads, and nod good-morning to white and blue-red stately +foxgloves standing sentinel o'er scarred red-earth banks and tangled +bramble thickets. Lowing cows, knee-deep in meadow grass and buttercups, +with swishing tails and pawing forelegs, impatiently await the opening +gate. And over all, on field and wood and hill and dale, lie the +glorious rays of God's own sunshine, diffusing warmth and gladness, and +filling nature anew with pulsing life. + +The road lies broad and white before me, and I see Nathan's tall, gaunt +figure passing Longmire Mains, and I know the smell of the sweet +American gean is in his nostrils, and his gardener's eye is on the +fronded hart's-tongue ferns which here and there peep from the crevices +of the lichen-covered dike; by Meadow Bank, where the purple bloom still +crowns the spiked leaf branch of the rhododendron; on between the +hollies and silver birches at Dabton; through the sleepy village of +Carronbrig, where he is joined by moleskin-clad fellow-workers. + +Staff in hand and pipe in mouth, at that regulation pace which is well +known as 'the Duke's step,' each wends his way through the green turf +holm, across the Nith by the stepping-stones, under the shadow of the +ruin-crowned Tibbers mound. As they near the scene of their daily darg, +tobacco 'dottles' are paper-padded and made secure, pipes are deposited +in sleeved-vest pockets, and where the white iron wicket clicks and +admits them to the low-lying stretch of fairy garden plots and +multi-coloured perfumed bowers I take my leave of them. God grant I may +soon be able to see with the living eye, and feel with the nature-loving +heart, the beauties and joys which now in imagination only are mine! + +By degrees, and at rare intervals, Betty has relieved her mind to me +regarding Nathan. When I say 'relieved her mind,' I do not imply that +there is anything in Nathan's conduct or any remissness in his mode of +living which burdens Betty's thoughts. Far from it. Nathan is the best +of husbands--appreciative, kind, steady, and considerate. His wages--to +the uttermost farthing--are regularly given up to Betty's safe keeping. +All his spare hours are devoted to the large garden, whose produce from +January till December makes Betty's daily dinner of the bienest. Her +slightest wish is a command which he obeys with cheerfulness and +alacrity, and the quiet and composure of his presence is, I know, her +secret pride and mainstay. Yet she seems to be ever apologising for his +being about, and in speaking of him to me she invariably refers to him +as 'Nathan, puir falla,' with just the slightest suggestion of +commiseration in her tone. + +I wonder why this should be, and it is beginning to dawn upon me that +Betty somehow imagines--wrongly, needless to say--that I look upon him +as an intruder, something foreign to the element of our home-life of +long ago; and, stranger still, I am conscious of that feeling in Nathan +also. Though I have been resident here for over two weeks, and though he +has cried upstairs to me every evening, he has only been twice in my +room; and on both occasions he stood awkwardly at the door, holding on +by the handle, and answering my questions with his head turned toward +the landing. During the past week I have managed to limp my way +downstairs, and on passing through the kitchen have stayed my steps to +ca' the crack with him. But 'Yes, sir,' 'No, sir,' 'Ay, ay; imphm!' have +so far been the sum-total of his contribution to the conversation. Some +day, however, I know Nathan will thaw; some day soon they will both know +the high esteem in which I hold him. In due season he will rid himself +of his backwardness and shyness, and I shall be glad, for his honest +blue eye and his pleasing serenity appeal to me, and I feel I want a +friend like Nathan Hebron. + +To-night, after she had cleared away the remains of my homely supper, +Betty sat down with her knitting at my little attic window. I have two +pots of flowering musk and a lovely pelargonium in full bloom on my +sill, and under pretence of procuring Nathan's advice as to their +culture and well-being I inquired of Betty if she would ask him to come +upstairs. + +'Most certainly, Maister Weelum,' said she, with a pleasant nod; and she +went out, returning a minute later with Nathan in her wake. I know he +had been sitting in his easy-chair smoking in silence, with his +stem-bonnet on and his shirt-sleeves rolled up, inactive, yet alert and +ready to fulfil any of Betty's little behests; but at Betty's summons he +had hastily donned a coat, and his head was bare. + +After leisurely examining my plants and drawling out a few disjointed +directions, he turned to go downstairs; but I motioned him to a seat, +and, rather reluctantly, I thought, he sat down. I urged him to join me +in a smoke, and offered him a fill of my Edinburgh mixture; but he +declined my pouch; and, taking out a deerskin spleuchan, he nipped a +full inch of brown twist, teased it, rolled it in the palm of his rough, +horny hand, and meditatively filled the bowl of his clay cutty. + +Betty noticed my little act of civility; but she plied her needles in +silence till Nathan had struck a light and begun smoking. + +'Ay, Maister Weelum,' she said, as Nathan fitted the glowing bowl of his +pipe with a perforated metal cover, 'thae fancy ready-cut tobaccos are +no' much in the line o' oor Nathan, puir falla.' + +'Is that so? Well, every man to his own taste; but, Betty, excuse my +asking so personal a question, why do you always refer to your goodman +here as "Nathan, puir falla"?' + +Nathan looked surprisedly from me to Betty, and, after fumbling with his +match-box, struck another light when there was no necessity to do so; +while Betty laid her knitting on the table and thoughtfully pressed it +out lengthwise with the palm of her open hand. + +'When ye mention it, noo, I daur say I div say "puir falla,"' she +answered; 'but, though I say that, I dinna mean it in ony temporal +sense, Maister Weelum. So far as this world is concerned, I've got the +very best man that ever lived; but'----and she looked at Nathan as if in +doubt how to proceed. + +Nathan blew pipe-reek most vigorously; then he turned round to me with a +faint smile on his sober face, and he actually winked. 'She's--she's +sterted again, Maister Weelum,' he said with a side-nod toward Betty. + +'Started what, Nathan?' + +'Oh, the auld subject--imphm!' + +'Ay,'--chimed in Betty, now sure of her opening, 'it's an auld subject, +but it's ever a new yin, a' the same. "'Tis old, yet ever new," as the +hymn-book has it. Ay, an' that _is_ true. As I said before, Maister +Weelum, I've nae concern regairdin' Nathan's welfare in this world. +We're promised only bread an' water, an' look hoo often he gets tea an' +chops, an' on what we ha'e saved there's every chance o' that diet bein' +continued as lang as he has teeth to chew wi'. But what o' the next +world? As Tammas Fraser aince said when he was takin' the Book, "Ah, +that's where the rub comes in!"' and she shook her head dolefully, as +much as to say, 'Nathan, you're a gone corbie!' + +I looked from husband to wife in blank astonishment, not knowing what to +say. I had always looked upon Betty as a deeply religious woman, a true +disciple of the Great Master, but partaking more of the loving John than +the assertive Peter; and, often as I had heard her say a word in season, +I could not remember having listened to her expressing so pointedly her +fears and convictions. + +She interpreted my thoughts aright; and after Nathan had, without +necessity, sparked another match, and almost succeeded in turning toward +us the full length and breadth of his long tankard back, she resumed. + +'Your mother was a guid woman, Maister Weelum, an' I ken that often, +often, you were the burden o' her prayers. I never talked much on this +subject to you, kennin' that you were her ain particular chairge, an' +that her prayers, withoot my interference, wad be answered. But it's +different in the case o' Nathan here. He belangs to me, an' me to him. +My calling an' election 's sure, an' I juist canna bide the thocht o' us +bein' separated at the lang hinner-en'. It's no' that he 's a bad +man--far from it. Or it 's no' that he 's careless. I gi'e him credit +for bein' concerned in his ain wey; but he juist saunters on through +life, trustin' that things will somewey work oot a' richt, an' lettin' +the want, if there 's ony, come in at the wab's end. Ay, an' for a man +like him, that 's sae fond o' flo'ers an' dogs an' ither folks' weans, +it simply passes my comprehension hoo it is that he 's sae indifferent +to the greatest o' a' love an' the things that so closely concern his +immortal soul's salvation. Nae wonder I say, "Nathan, puir falla."' + +Notwithstanding the gravity of the charge she had laid at Nathan's door, +I felt relieved to know that my surmises regarding the cause of his +attitude toward me were unfounded; and, with a note of encouragement in +my voice, I hinted to Betty that, after all, it was possible she was +unnecessarily worrying herself, as with two advocates like her and my +mother it would surely be well with both Nathan and me. + +'Ah, Maister Weelum,' she said impressively, 'I ken fine that the +prayers o' the just availeth much; but aye bear in mind--Nathan, are ye +listenin'?--Ay--weel, bear in mind that every herrin' maun hing by its +ain heid. Mind that, the twae o' ye noo.' + +This direct personal appeal rather discomposed me, and I didn't know +what to say. As for Nathan, he rose slowly from his chair, and, turning +round, he solemnly winked to me again. That wink somehow sealed a +compact between us. It placed us on a common platform, and established a +feeling of camaraderie which it would be hard for me to define. + +'Ay, Betty,' he said, as he raised himself to his full height, 'you're a +wonderfu' woman--a wonderfu' woman!' and he yawned audibly; 'an' when it +comes to gab wark on sic a subject as ye 've ta'en in haun', John Clerk +the colporteur canna haud a cannel to ye. When ye stert on me like this +I aye gi'e ye plenty o' rope, an' I never gi'e it a tug; but ye 've +gi'en me a gey tatterin' afore Maister Weelum here, an' I wad just like +to put in my yelp noo.' + +Betty gave him a surprised look, and I nodded and smiled encouragingly +toward him. + +'I don't misdoot,' he continued, after he had loosened his cravat at his +throat, 'that there 's some truth in a few o' your remarks; but, dod, +lass, dinna forget that I'm tryin' my best.' + +'In what wey, Nathan?' she promptly asked. + +'Weel, let me consider noo. Ay, I don't think I ha'e missed a day at the +kirk since we were mairret. That's ae thing, onywey. Then we tak' the +Beuk regularly; an' forby that, Betty,' he said impressively, 'I was +five times at the prayer-meetin's wi' ye last year, and'---- + +'Prayer-meetin's!' said Betty; 'prayer-meetin's!' and she raised her +voice. 'Nathan Hebron, I'm astonished ye ha'e the audacity to mention +prayer-meetin's to me!' + +'Hoo that, Betty?' he gravely asked. + +'Hoo that? As if ye didna ken! My word, but that 's yin an' a half!--Do +you know this Maister Weelum; I had to stop takin' him to to the +prayer-meetin's, for he aye fell asleep. The last yin I took him to was +at Mrs Kennedy's. Not only did he sleep, but he snored wi' his heid +lyin' back an' his face to the ceilin'; an' when he waukened, it was in +the middle o' a silent prayer, an' he glimmered an' blinked at the +gaslicht, an' said he, wi' his een half-shut, "Betty, that 's rank +wastery burnin' the gas when we 're in oor sleepin' bed." Ashamed? I was +black affronted, Maister Weelum, an' among sae mony earnest folk, too.' + +Goodness knows, I hold no brief for Nathan, but I ventured to say on his +behalf that, as he had been working in the open all day, and the room +was quiet and warm, he was, in a way, to be excused if he unconsciously +dovered. + +'Ay, that's a' very weel; but I notice he never dovers, as ye ca' it, at +an Oddfellows' soiree.' + +Nathan had quietly slipped downstairs before she reached the end of her +story, and in his absence she became confidential and communicative. + +'I somewey think he means weel, but the road to hell is paved wi' guid +intentions. He's maybe the best specimen of the natural man that I ken +o'; but wae's me, that's no' sufficient. The seeds o' carelessness were +sown lang before I kenned him; an' tho' I maun alloo he has improved in +my haun', I see wee bit touches noo an' than o' the he'rt at enmity +which sometimes mak' me despair. For instance, the ither Sabbath-day nae +faurer gane, he sat doon efter his denner wi' a book, an' he looked +neither to left nor richt, but read on and on. "Nathan," says I, "what's +the book you're sae intent on?" "Oh, Betty," says he glibly, weel +kennin' that I didna gi'e in wi' orra readin' on the Lord's Day, "I've +faun in wi' a splendid book the day. It's ca'ed Baxter's--eh--_Saunts' +Everlastin' Rest_, an' it's the kind o' readin' I like." "Ay," says I, +weel pleased wi' the soond o' the title, "read on at that, Nathan. +Baxter's fu' o' rich refreshin' truths. Read slow noo, Nathan, an' tak' +it a' in." Weel, he never put it oot o' his haun till bedtime, except +when he was at his tea, an' then he slipped it into his coat-pocket; an' +the next day, when he was away at his wark, I cam' on it stappit doon +behin' the cushion o' his easy-chair; an' what think ye it was, Maister +Weelum? Guess noo what it was.' + +'Baxter's _Saints' Everlasting Rest_, of course,' I said. + +'Weel,' said Betty, 'that was printed on the loose covers that had aince +been the boards o' the holy volume o' that name; but the paper-covered +book that was inside was _The Experiences o' an Edinburgh Detective_, by +James MacGovan; an' d'ye ken this, Maister Weelum, I juist sat doon in +the middle o' my wark an' grat my he'rt-fill.' + +Poor, dear Betty, she wept anew at the remembrance of Nathan's lapse, +then rolled her knitting into her apron, and went downstairs into the +kitchen. Ten minutes later, when I was having my last pipe for the +night, I heard her voice raised in the Beuk, and she was reading, with a +point and emphasis which I am sure Nathan could not misunderstand, the +story from the Acts of Ananias and his wife Sapphira. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +I am as yet only on the threshold of my stay in Thornhill, and I am +beginning my long vacation as I intend to end it. Dr Balfour's orders +were short and to the point; and, in bidding a temporary farewell to +professional work and preparing for a long holiday, I know I am +following his instructions and furthering my own interests and future +well-being. Time was when this enforced inaction would have been irksome +indeed. I have always been alert mentally and physically; but since my +accident I have been incapable of any prolonged mental effort, and I +have welcomed the languor of this quiet retreat, which has possessed me +and claimed me as its own. Betty's ministrations I feel I stand in need +of; and Nathan's company, unresponsive and grudging though it be, is all +I desire. Betty has no patience with useless, idling folks, for she is +herself a bustler, and she talks contemptuously of the hangers-on who +daily and nightly support our village corners. Once she told me they +were troubled with a complaint called the 'guyfaul.' I had never heard +the queer word before, and asked its meaning. 'An inclination for meat, +but nane for wark,' she promptly replied; and as I lie abed these +beautiful sunny forenoons I wonder if Betty considers that I also am +afflicted with the 'guyfaul.' + +Correspondence of an official character is tabooed; but a day or two ago +I received a long newsy letter from my partner, Murray Monteith, not one +line of which had any reference to business. This morning I had a +further communication, almost equally free from 'shop;' but in a +footnote he remarks as follows: 'We had a call yesterday from our client +the Hon. Mrs Stuart, and in course of conversation she informed me that +she had leased a house in the vicinity of Thornhill, and that her niece, +the late General Stuart's daughter, was staying with her over the +autumn. I was strongly tempted to tell her you were at present resident +in that village, but refrained, knowing it would be unwise of you in the +present circumstances to occupy yourself with her affairs. Our inability +to find a will or to trace the record of the General's marriage troubles +her very much.' + +This postscript set me a-thinking, and I lay long pondering obscure +points in a case which had worried and perplexed every one concerned. +Not only was the good name of the Stuart family involved; but, in the +absence of proof, the General's daughter must be--well, nameless, and +the estate must pass to another branch of the family. + +So absorbed was I in my train of reflection that I failed to note +Betty's entrance with my breakfast-tray. A short cough and the clatter +of china recalled my wandering thoughts, and I began a rather disjointed +apology. Holding up my firm's letter with the familiar light-blue +envelope, I laughingly said, 'Blame this, Betty, and forgive my +inattention.' + +'Hoots, ay,' said Betty, 'it's a' richt; but ye maunna pucker your broo +an' worry your brain. Deil tak' thae lang blue letters, onywey! Nane o' +them that ever I got spelt weel to me; an' when Milligan the postman +handed this yin in this mornin', an' when I thocht o' taxes an' sic +fash, I was sairly tempted to back the fire wi' it. Imphm! that's so, +noo. Eh! by the by, the doctor's Mary looked in on the bygaun, an' she +tells me Dr Grierson will likely be doon to see ye the day. He has had a +letter frae a Dr Balfour o' Edinbro, tellin' him a' aboot ye, an' askin' +him to keep his eye on ye. Imphm! Ay, an', Maister Weelum, ye didna tell +me that ye lay a week in the infirmary insensible.' + +'No, Betty,' I said, 'I dare say I didn't; but--well, the fact is I +didn't wish to worry you with details or'---- + +'Ay, an' naether did ye tell me it was to save your wee dog's life ye +gaed back into the burnin' hoose,' she said in the same inquisitive +tone. I stirred my coffee vigorously, but said nothing. 'An' is it the +case that the stair fell in when ye were on the middle o't, an' that the +wee dog was foun' deid in your airms?' + +'That is so, Betty,' I said sadly. + +Betty was silent for a minute, and she fumbled aimlessly with the corner +of her apron. 'Lovan,' she said at length, 'it has been a mair terrible +affair than I had ony thocht o'. The heid an' the spine are kittle to +get hurt, but it's a guid's blessin' ye werena burnt beyond recognition. +Efter siccan an experience it's a wonder ye didna relieve your mind to +me regairdin' it lang ere noo. Naebody in this world wad ha'e been mair +interested or sympathetic. What wey did ye no'?' + +Her concern and loving interest were unmistakable; but from the tone of +her questionings I opined she was smarting under the sense of a slight, +real or imagined, and I hastened to reassure her. 'My dear Betty,' I +said, 'believe me I had no motive in withholding such news other than +that of saving your feelings. At one time I was minded to tell you all +about it; but when you met me at Elvanfoot I noted at a glance the +pained, surprised look on your face, and I at once decided not to say +more than was absolutely necessary. Besides, Betty, everything happened +so quickly that I can scarcely remember the details.' In a few words I +described what had taken place. 'And now, Betty,' I concluded, 'let us +change the subject. Even now the recollection of my experience is like a +nightmare, and I would rather not speak of it.' + +'Imphm!' said Betty abstractedly; 'that I daur say is no' to be wondered +at. I'm sorry if my curiosity has been the means o' bringin' it a' back +again; but, oh man, Maister Weelum, it gaed sair against the grain to +hear o' a' this frae fremit lips. The doctor's Mary has a' the +particulars at her tongue-tap, an' she gaed through it this mornin' like +A B C. I could see she was under the impression that I kenned a' aboot +it, an' I didna seek to disabuse her mind on that, but juist said, +"Imphm! that is so, Mary--what ye say is true;" and she left my doorstep +thinkin' I was farer ben in your confidences than I am. But that's a' +richt, Maister Weelum. I respect your motives, an' I understaun exactly +hoo ye were placed. But, oh, my boy! in ocht that may in the future +distress ye dinna leave Betty oot, an' dinna forget that her he'rt is +big eneuch to haud your sorrows as weel as her ain. Wheesht! Is that the +ooter door openin'? It is; an', dod, that's Dr Grierson's cheepin' buits +on the lobby flaer, an' me no' snodit yet. He's an awfu' dingle-doozie +in the mornin', is the doctor.' + +Moistening the tips of her fingers on her lip and keeking into my little +oval looking-glass, she deftly arranged a stray lock of gray-black hair +under the neatly goffered border of her white morning-mutch.' Juist a +word wi' ye, Maister Weelum, before I gang doon. Are ye quite agreeable +that Dr Grierson should veesit ye? He's an auld freen o' your Edinbro +doctor, an' that's hoo he cam' to be written to, so the doctor's Mary +tells me.' + +'Oh, I'm quite agreeable, Betty--delighted, indeed,' I replied. + +'Eh--ay--imphm! An' ye've nae feelin' on that point?' + +'Most assuredly not,' I said. 'But why do you ask?' + +She tiptoed across the floor and half-closed the door. + +'That's him rappin' wi' his stick on the kitchen flaer,' she said in a +whisper. 'An' tell me this; did the mistress--your mother, I mean--ever +say ocht to ye aboot the doctor an'--an' ony o' her ain folks?' + +'Not that I remember of' + +'Ay, aweel, that's a' richt. When he comes up, dinna refer to my +speirin' ye this;' and she hurriedly left me and went downstairs. + +Thornhill has never been without its Gideon Gray. Had Dr John Brown been +acquainted with its record in this particular respect he could have +added to that remarkable chapter of his _Horoe Subsecivoe_ the names +of not a few medical benefactors, the memory of whose services is yet +fragrant in our midst. Scattered here and there in many a quiet country +kirkyard are the graves of heroes of science who in their day +ungrudgingly gave of their very best, faithfully ministering to the +wants of the poor and needy without thought of fee or reward; men of +ability, intellect, tact, and courage of heart, whose life-work lay in +the sequestered bypaths, and whose names were unknown outside the glen +they called their home. Of such was Dr Grierson; and as he stood by my +bedside the thought momentarily flashed through my mind, would that he +had been limned by Scott or by the creator of Rab and Ailie! + +A little over medium height; wiry, spare, and alert; broad shoulders +slightly stooped; long dark hair streaked with gray, without a parting, +brushed straight back from his forehead and hanging in clustering locks +above his stock; his face serious almost, yet not void of humour, and +lit up by kindly, blue, thoughtful eyes; a presence cheering and +reassuring, and a bearing which bespoke the scholar and the gentleman. +His clothes were of rough gray homespun, badly fitted and carelessly +worn. A thin shepherd-tartan plaid, arranged herdwise, hung from his +shoulder, and he held in his hand a round soft hat, gray-green from +exposure to summer sun and winter rains. Such was the man who stood by +my bedside--a Gideon Gray indeed--strong of purpose, keenly observant; +shy, yet not suspicious; revelling in his power of doing good; inured to +cold and privation; buoyant and hopeful in the face of difficulties; +daily in close and loving communion with all nature around him; and girt +about with truthfulness and integrity as with a cloak. Though I had +never before been in his presence, I hailed him within my heart as a +true and honoured friend. + +He shook hands without saying good-morning, and seated himself on a +chair at the foot of my bed. Betty, who had preceded him upstairs, and +announced him, walked across the room, took up a position at the gable +window, and feigned an interest in our grocer neighbour's back-yard. He +looked at me pointedly and earnestly, the while stroking his long +straggling beard, and then, half-turning his head toward Betty, he said +with a low, little laugh, and with a pronounced yet euphonious 'burr,' +'Our young friend, Betty, is more of a Kennedy than a Russell.' + +'Ay, doctor, that he is,' said Betty, without taking her eyes from the +window. 'He aye took efter his mither's folk. When he was a bairn o' +three he was the very spit o' his aunt Marget. Not that I ha'e ony +recollection o' her, but that's what I mind the mistress used to say.' + +'He's like her yet,' the doctor promptly added.--'And in saying so I can +pay no higher compliment to you, my young man.' + +'I've heard it said, doctor, that ye kenned the Kennedys aince on a +time,' said Betty, and she changed the position of a pot of musk on the +window-sill. + +He looked quickly and questioningly at Betty; but she was busying +herself with the flowers, the while humming, timmer-tuned as usual, the +opening lines of 'The Farmer's Boy.' + +Then he looked from her to me, slowly and deliberately crossed his legs, +and, putting his long, thin hands lengthwise on his knee, he said, more +to himself than to Betty, 'Yes, yes, I, as you say, once knew them +well.' + +'Ye wad ken Miss Marget, then?' asked Betty after a pause. + +To me Betty's questioning was an enigma; but I wasn't slow to notice it +was distinctly disconcerting to the doctor, who quickly changed his +position and sat with his back to the light. + +'Miss Marget and I were very, very dear friends,' he said, 'very dear +friends, a long, long time ago;' and he abstractedly traced with the tip +of his finger an irregular circle round the brim of his old soft hat. + +Betty with a flick of her apron removed imaginary dust from the +window-sill, and then, coming up to the doctor, she laid her hand on the +back of his chair. 'In that case, then, doctor,' she earnestly said, +'for her sake, for Miss Marget's sake, ye'll do your best for her +nephew, for it breaks my he'rt to see him lyin' there amaist as helpless +as a bairn.' And she hurriedly left the room, and I don't know for +certain, but I think she was crying. + +The doctor rose, quietly closed the door, and resumed his seat. + +'Betty has undoubtedly your welfare at heart, Mr Russell,' he said. +'Unconsciously, or maybe consciously, she has awakened many memories of +the long ago--memories of times and people that are with me now only in +dreams. Ay, ay;' and he passed his hand slowly adown his face. 'But this +is not getting on with my work,' he said, after a pause. + +Putting his hand in his coat pocket, he brought out, not a handkerchief, +as he had intended or as I expected, but a rather sickly-looking +hart's-tongue fern, the root of which was carefully wrapped in a piece +of newspaper and tied with a bootlace. + +'Well, well!' he said reproachfully, turning it over in his hand, 'that +is indeed stupid of me. I ought to have planted this immediately on my +arrival this morning; but fortunately I was careful to take sufficient +soil with it, and maybe it is not yet too late.' + +'Have you been from home, doctor?' I asked. + +'Oh, only for twelve hours,' he said, returning the plant to his pocket. +'I was on the point of going to bed last night, when the Benthead +shepherd called me out to attend his wife. He was driving an old nag I +knew well, a Mitchelslacks pensioner--willing enough, you may be sure, +or he wouldn't have been owned by a Harkness, but long past his best; +so, in order to be as soon as possible beside my patient, I quickly +saddled my own mare, and was trotting down the Gashouse Brae when the +kirk clock was striking eleven. I passed the old nag near Laught; but +unfortunately at Camplemill Daisy cast a shoe; so, rather than trouble +the smith at such an untimely hour, I put her into his stable, the door +of which was unlocked, waited the upcoming of the shepherd, and drove +the rest of the journey with him in his spring-cart. After sitting for +an hour or two at a smoky peat fire, reading by the aid of a guttering +tallow-candle a back-number of the _Agricultural Gazette_, I was called +to work, and very soon added another arrow--the tenth--to the shepherd's +quiver. When everything was "a' bye," as we say locally, Benthead kindly +offered to drive me down to the mill; but, as the early morning was so +delightfully fine, and nature outside so pleading and inviting, I took +to the moor on "Shanks' naigie." Ah, the delight of that moorland walk! +the exhilarating air of the uplands! Why, man, it was like quaffing +wine, and the cobwebs--warp and woof of the sleepless hours--were +charmed away as if by magic. The sun was just peeping over the crest of +Bellybucht, and his rays were lying lovingly athwart the budding +heather and the silver mist-wreathed bents. Bracken and juniper, +blaeberry and crowberry; dewdrops here, dewdrops there, sparkling and +shimmering; tiny springs of crystal water oozing out from whinstone +chinks, gurgling and trickling down pebbled ruts, seen awhile, then +unseen, lost in spongy moss and tangled seggs. Overhead the morning song +of the gladsome lark; to my right the _wheep_ of the snipe and the quack +of a startled duck; to my left the _yittering_ of the curlew and the +_chirrup_ of the flitting, restless cheeper; and over all the spirit of +the wild which isolates and draws within her mantle-folds all those who +cuddle close to Nature's breast. Ah, what a morning! what a scene! Hat +in hand I walked, with my head bared to the throbbing air and the +glorious sunshine. "Surely, surely," I said to myself, "it is good for +me to be here;" and with a sense of thankfulness in my heart, and +turning my face to the shadowy Lowthers, I sang with the Psalmist, "I to +the hills will lift mine eyes." + +'I struck the Crichope about six o'clock; wandered leisurely down the +linn; pulled this hart's-tongue fern, and a few more which I must have +lost; picked up this fossil--part of a frog, I think--which will make a +welcome addition to my collection.' He hesitated for a moment, with +half-closed eyes and his chin resting on his folded stock. Then he +suddenly looked toward me and asked, 'Have you ever walked down Crichope +alone?' + +'No, not alone,' I replied. + +'Then Crichope has never spoken to you. You have never heard its +message. To me, this morning, it was the mouthpiece of the Creator--the +great Architect; _for I was alone_. With those who love and admire His +handiwork He is ever in communion, and He speaks in the rustle of the +leaf, the tinkle of the stream, the whisper of the grass, and the echo +of the linn. But you must be alone, humble, reverent, stripped to the +pelt, as it were, of everything sordid, boastful, and vainglorious; and +then that old ravine will be a sanctuary where in its solitude you will +find solace, comfort in its caverns, food for reflection in its story +and traditions.' + +Again he paused, and I lay with eager eyes fixed on his animated face. +Betty's cat, with arched back and long tail, brushed slowly past his +knee. With an ingratiating 'Pussy, puss,' he stroked her fur. + +'About half-past seven,' he continued, 'I reached the smithy, had a cup +of tea with Smith Martin and his wife, got Daisy's shoe made siccar, +and was mounting for home, when news was brought from Dresserland that a +farm-worker had fallen from his cart and broken his leg. Off Daisy and I +trotted up the brae. But, tut! tut! why should I waste my precious time, +and weary and fatigue you to boot, by detailing all my morning round?' + +'Oh, doctor, don't stop!' I pleaded. 'I know and love that whole +countryside, and a talk with you is like a walk in the open. Indeed, my +limbs twitched as you strode along, and I felt as if I were keeping step +with you.' + +'Ay, your limbs twitched, did they? That's a good sign.' + +'A sign of my appreciation of your love of nature and poetry of +language, doctor?' I asked. + +'No, no; something far more important than appreciation. But this is not +business. I know you will be anxious to learn in how far Dr Balfour and +I agree, so let me have a look at that damaged spine of yours.' + +Betty tells me that she's 'feart the doctor's a careless, godless man, +for he never enters a kirk door.' I could have told her that he had +attended church that morning, and that he had had communion with God and +a glimpse of heaven which would have been an unknown experience and an +unfamiliar sight to many who occupy a church pew every Sunday; but Betty +wouldn't have understood--nay, wouldn't have believed me--and I was +silent. + +His visit has cheered and encouraged me, and his conversation has made +me proud of his acquaintance. He is to call on me again in a few days; +and meanwhile I have to take more exercise; so with the aid of a +friendly hazel I shall have a daily 'daunder' and an opportunity of +renewing my acquaintance with Douglas the barber in his wee back-room, +John Sterling the shoemaker at his souter's stool, and Deacon Webster at +his tool-laden bench. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Tom Jardine the grocer--Betty's next-door neighbour--will be thirty-four +years old on the 23rd of January next. He is to a day exactly four years +my senior. I remember it was when his mother and Betty were putting out +clothes together in the back-green that I, a boy of five, heard for the +first time that we had a birthday in common. + +To me the fact vested Tom with a special interest. I looked upon him in +more than a mere neighbourly spirit. Though we were rarely associated in +our boys' games, we often casually met about the doors or had disjointed +conversations through the garden hedge; and on these occasions the +desire was always strong within me to talk of our birthday, and to ask +if he wasn't wearying for the 23rd to come round. And when that +auspicious date was ushered in, and my birthday-cake, in all its +white-iced glory, was ceremoniously placed before me at table, I used to +wonder if Tom had one also, and if he, like me, had the honour of +cutting and distributing it. + +On looking back, I cannot remember when the Jardines were not our +neighbours. Long ago Robert Jardine, Tom's father, was a tenant of ours, +and twice a year, at the Martinmas and Whitsunday terms, he called upon +us; and when the rent had been paid and sundry repairs and alterations +agreed upon, he and my father drank a glass of wine together. It had, +however, long been the height of Robert's ambition to be the owner of +his own roof-tree. Times then being good, he soon saved the amount +necessary to effect a purchase; and after many calls and conferences, +terms were ultimately arranged to the satisfaction of both vender and +buyer. + +Tom was the youngest of a large family, the other members of which had +all emigrated; and when Robert Jardine died--his wife had predeceased +him by a few years--there was no one else to look after affairs. Tom at +once gave up a responsible position in a wholesale grocery establishment +in Glasgow, came south with a wife and three young children, and took +over what I now understand every Thornhill villager believed to be a +dying, if not an altogether dead, concern. + +All these changes had taken place in my absence during these past +fourteen years; but it was nevertheless pleasing to me to know from +Betty, shortly after my return, that as neighbours the family was still +represented, the more so as the representative in question was none +other than my old friend Tom. + +In describing my attic room I omitted to say that it has a little, +round, gable window through which, from my fireside chair, I can look +down upon the Jardines' back-yard. Long ago I used to sit here and watch +old Robert grooming his horse, cleaning his harness, and packing his +long-bodied spring-cart with bags of flour or meal, and grocery parcels +of tea and sugar, for distribution on his long cadger rounds. + +During the past few weeks my interest has often been centred on his son +similarly employed. Tom sings and whistles cheery tunes as he works, and +his iron-shod clogs make a merry clatter on the stone-paved court. His +wife and the two eldest children--blue-eyed, curly-haired bairns they +are--give him willing help, and, standing in his cart or on a chair +placed beside the wheel, he cheerily receives and checks off in a +weather-beaten note-book the various articles for his country clients. + +Like Nathan, Tom is no lie-abed in the morning. Of necessity he must be +up betimes, for his journeys are often long and his days are always too +short. When Betty is preparing the early breakfast I hear Tom's ringing +footstep outside, the taming of the key in the stable-door lock, and the +anticipating whinny of the gray mare. Then a horse-pail is filled from +the tap at the stable-door; a minute later it is returned empty and +deposited outside; the lid of the corn-bin, which has been poised on its +creaky hinges, descends with a bang, and I know that his faithful +dappled friend has her nose buried in countless piles of sweet-smelling +corn. + +Betty is not an inquisitive woman, nor does she interest herself in a +meddling way in her neighbours' concerns; yet her big, kindly heart and +her never-failing sympathetic nature invite many confidences, and she is +therefore more fully versed in what I might call the inward life of +those around her than many of a more zealously prying and newsvending +disposition. + +We were talking one day about the Jardines of a past generation, and our +conversation naturally turned to Tom. I commended him for his industry, +for his sobriety, and for the undivided attention he gave to his +business, and finished up by asking if he was a successful man. Betty +made no reply; but she shook her head doubtfully, from which I argued +that it was not all sunshine and whistling and singing with our young +grocer neighbour; and as she showed no desire to continue the +conversation, I allowed the matter to drop. + +After tea, however, she reverted to the subject, and reopened our chat +by asking if it was usual in business for a son to take over his dead +father's debts. + +In my short professional career I remembered one such case, in which I +was interested, but only one, and I told her of it. I didn't go into +details, but gave her the bald outstanding points; and after I had +finished she said, 'Ay, and that's the only case ye ever heard o'?' + +'Yes, that is so, Betty,' I replied. + +She was standing at the round gable window, vacantly looking down into +our neighbour's back-yard. Then I saw her eyebrows begin to pucker, and +I knew there was something on her mind. + +'Maister Weelum,' she said at length, 'I've nae concern in the ongauns +o' the folks aboot me, an' I never talk aboot them. But ye asked me +regairdin' Tom Jardine, an' I'm no' betrayin' ony confidences when I +tell ye that young Tom took ower his dead faither's debts, so that will +be twae cases ye ken o'.' + +'Tom Jardine!' I said with surprise. 'Surely Robert Jardine wasn't in +debt when he died?' + +'That he was, Maister Weelum--the mair's the pity. Ye see, for a lang +time--I micht say for at least five years afore he died--he wasna able +to gang his roons; in fact, he was barely able to stand ahint the +coonter. Younger an' mair active competitors took up the same gr'und; +an' what wi' failin' trade, increasin' competition, an' cuttin' prices, +there wasna a livin' in it. Then his wife had a lang, lingerin' illness, +an' when she slippit away he kind o' lost he'rt. I was often wae for +him, puir man, an' I did a' I could for him in my ain sma' wey. Except +to yin or twae he keepit a smilin' face, though, aye wrote cheerily to +Tom, an' gaed to kirk an' market as lang as he was able wi' his heid in +the air; but, losh me! when his time cam' it was nae surprise to me an' +yin or twae mair that the whole affair--shop, hoose, an' business--didna +show much mair than ten shillin's in the pound. Tom--him that's doon +there noo--was in a guid wey o' doin' in Glesca, an' nothing wad ser' +him but he bood come hame an' tak' things in haun. He was strongly +advised to have nothing to do wi' it, an' to let the creditors handle +what was left as best it was likely to pay them. But Tom said, "No." All +he asked frae the creditors was time an' secrecy as far as was possible +as to how things stood, an' frae the Almighty health an' strength, an', +given these, he promised to clear his dead faither's name an' see every +yin get his ain. That's three years ago past the May term, an', honour +an' praise to the puir laddie, he's nearly succeeded. But it has been a +terrible struggle for him; an' had it no' been for his determination, +his sobriety, his pride in his faither's guid name, an' abune a' the +help o' a lovin' wife wha's a perfect mother in Israel, he wad ha'e +gi'en it up lang or noo as an impossible, thankless job. Nathan and me +lent his faither sixty pounds. We had nae writin' to speak o', only his +signed name. I showed the paper to Tom shortly efter he had settled doon +here, an' instead o' questionin' it he thanked us for our kindness an +promised to pay it back in the same proportion as the ithers. Up to noo +we've got back thirty pounds. I was in his shop the ither day, an' he +said he thocht he wad be able to gi'e's anither ten pounds at the +November term. What think ye o' that noo, Maister Weelum?' + +'I think your neighbour is a splendid fellow, Betty, and I would like to +shake hands with him. Have you the paper beside you on which his +father's name appears for sixty pounds?' + +'Ay, that I have,' said Betty. She went downstairs, and returned a +minute later with a sheet of notepaper. + +I glanced at the unstamped promise, and smiled. 'Betty,' I said +seriously, 'are you aware this is not worth the paper it is written on?' + +'Ay, perfectly,' she said with unconcern. + +'How did you find that out?' I inquired. + +'Oh, when I showed it to Tom Jardine he used exactly the same words as +you did; but, said he, "My faither signed that. I have every confidence +in you an' Nathan. My faither an' mither thought the world o' ye, an' +wi' my assurance that ye'll be paid back, I tender you my best thanks +for your kindness in time o' need."' + +Betty folded up her worthless document and put it in the breast of her +gown. 'An honest man like Tom Jardine makes up for a lot o' worthless +yins, Maister Weelum,' she said as she lifted her tea-tray; and I looked +through the wee round window to Tom's back-yard with an increased +appreciation of the coatless and hatless grocer, who was sitting down on +an empty soap-box with a long needle and a roset-end, mending his old +gray mare's collar. + +It has rained continuously for three days, and according to Nathan +something has gone very far wrong, as St Swithin's Day from early morn +to dewy eve was cloudless and fair, and accordingly we had every right +to anticipate forty days of dry, fine weather. + +Harvest is early with us this year. The corn, which was waving green +when Betty and I drove south from Elvanfoot, is already studding the +fields in regular rows of yellow stooks, and but for this break in the +weather it would even now be on its way to the stackyard in groaning, +creaking carts. The Newton pippins on the apple-tree at the foot of the +garden are showing a bright red cheek, and the phloxes and gladioli in +the plot at the kitchen window are crowned with a mass of bloom so rich +and luxuriant that every one of Betty's cooking utensils reflects their +colourings and appears to be blushing rosy-red. During these past three +days I have missed Tom's cheery song, and I am beginning to wonder if +the gloomy weather has chilled his lightsome heart and silenced the +chords of his tuneful throat. + +Time was when I loved to be abroad on a rainy day, whether as an +unprotected boy fishing away up Capel Linn and Cample Cleugh, with the +rain dribbling down the neckband of my shirt and oozing through the +lace-holes of my boots, or as a man with waterproof and hazel staff, +breasting the scarred side of Caerketton or the grassy slopes of +Allermuir, with the pelting, pitiless raindrops blinding my eyes and +stinging my cheek, and the vivid fire of heaven lighting up Halkerside +and momentarily showing the short zigzag course of that 'nameless +trickle' whose rippling music the Wizard of Swanston loved. + +How I enjoyed these Pentland rambles, alone in the rain and the soughing +winds! Underfoot, the dank, sodden grass and the broken fern; overhead, +the sombre sky, the scurrying clouds, and the drifting mist; on every +side the grassy mounds of the Dunty Knowes, with their shivering birks +tossing to windward, and a rain-soaked hogg beneath every sheltering +crag. Alone, yet not alone; for a Presence was with me, guiding me on, +showing me through the gathering gloom the sun-bathed crown of +Allermuir, bringing to my ear from out the rage of the storm the wail of +the curlew, and summoning to my side the plaided shepherd 'Honest John' +and his gray, rough-coated collie Swag. + +Ah, these are memories only! memories only! for Cample Cleugh and Capel +Linn are lost to me with my boyhood. No more am I the strong, +able-bodied lover of the open, moving with firm, sure step among scenes +which a master's touch has made immortal; but a poor, crippled, +pain-racked invalid, as parochial in feeling as in outlook, sitting in +an easy-chair by an attic fire, watching through a rain-washed +window-pane a scene which fills me with forebodings and touches my heart +to the very quick. + +Down there in the courtyard, where the water in the imperfect pavement +is lying in muddy pools, Tom Jardine, hatless, coatless, and regardless +of the splashing rain, is walking to and fro like a lion in his cage. +His face is set and white, his finger-tips clenched in the palm of his +hand, and there is an anxious, troubled expression in his eye which +recalls memories of unfortunate, harassed clients. For a moment he +stands with feet apart and eyes dolefully fixed on the wet, sloppy +flagstones. A door quietly opens, a tiny, smiling-faced figure darts +through the rain, and in an instant two round, bare, chubby arms are +encircling his knee, and a fair, curly head is nestling against his +thigh. But there is no fatherly response to the loving embrace, no reply +to the childish prattle. With a jerky wrench Tom frees himself from the +wee, cuddling arms, and two wide-opened, surprised blue eyes follow him +as again, in thoughtful measured tread, he walks up and down and up and +down. Then red dimpled knuckles are pressed into these blue eyes, a sob +breaks from a wounded little heart, and Tom comes to a sudden halt. In +an instant his clouded face is wreathed in smiles and beams with loving +solicitude. Bending down, he lifts the sobbing morsel; and as he +disappears through the kitchen doorway with the precious burden in his +strong arms and his hungry lips pressed against a soft red cheek, I say +to myself, with a heavy, welling heart, 'Tom, you surely have your +troubles, but as surely you have the antidote.' + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Of late I have noticed that Betty, in the course of our frequent cracks, +has with considerable tact and adroitness turned the topic of our +conversation into channels matrimonial and domestic. I know full well +that my state of celibacy is to her a subject of wonderment and +speculation; but, though other cases similar to my own have been +commented upon--threshed to chaff, I may say--she has never, until +to-day, come to close quarters, and vested the matter with any direct +personal application. How she manoeuvred and worked her way round was +distinctly characteristic, but not worth detailing; and I shall not +readily forget the surprise, and, I might say, incredulity, with which +she received my assertion that I had never married for the very simple +reason that I had never been in love. + +With her head thoughtfully to one side, she plied her needles +assiduously. 'Ye're--let me see noo, ye'll be'---- + +'Thirty next birthday, Betty,' I promptly answered. + +'Ay, imphm! Ye're quite richt; ye're juist exactly that, an' nae mair. +Lovan me, imphm!' and she laughed and looked toward me. 'And, eh! d'ye +mean to tell me--seriously noo--that ye're here at this time o' day +withoot havin' met ony young leddy ye could mak' your wife?' + +She was probing very near the quick, and I puffed vigorously at my pipe. +'Seriously and truthfully, Betty, I haven't yet met the woman I could +marry.' + +'Gosh me! that _is_ maist extraordinar', Maister Weelum, an' you within +a cat's jump o' thirty. It's almost inconceivable! It strikes me ye +havena been lookin' aboot ye very eidently, for it's no' as if there was +a scarcity o' womenfolk. There's aye routh to pick an' choose frae; at +least, if there's no' in Edinbro, there's plenty in Thornhill. It may +happen, though, that ye're ower parteecular, or it may be ye're lookin' +oot for yin wi' a towsy tocher. Ministers an' lawyers, they tell me, +ha'e a wonderfu' penetration in sniffin' oot siller, an' the faculty o' +placin' their he'rt where the handy lies.' + +'That may be, Betty; but I must be an exception to this rule among +lawyers, for I can assure you monetary considerations would never +influence me. More than that, Betty, I don't consider my case +altogether hopeless, although I am nearly thirty. There's luck in +leisure, and you mustn't forget that you can't command love. It has to +come of its own free-will--unasked, as it were; and when it comes, rest +assured it won't be a case of pounds, shillings, and pence with me. The +fact is, Betty, I'm waiting.' + +'Faith, ye're richt there; an' let me tell ye this, Maister Weelum, if +ye wait much langer ye'll be gray-heided.' + +'Yes, yes, Betty; but I mean I'm waiting for a particular young lady.' + +'Oh, I see! Then ye ken o' yin?' + +'Well, yes'---- + +'An' ye're waitin' on her growin' up, watchin' her as ye wad watch a +Newton pippin ripenin'?' + +'No, no! Betty, you misunderstand me. I know of a young lady; but--well, +the truth is, I haven't met her yet--at least not in the flesh. Now, +now, Betty, don't laugh at me till I explain.' + +'Oh, Maister Weelum! I'll no' laugh. It strikes me it's mair a matter o' +greetin'. But never mind; ca' your gird.' + +'Well, Betty, to make a long story short, a few years ago I had a dream, +and in that dream I saw a face and heard a voice--a woman's face and a +woman's voice. I was very much impressed at the time, and that face has +haunted me ever since. Among my friends I am not considered, in the +generally accepted sense of the term, a woman's man. Strenuous work, +facing hard matter-of-fact events, glimpses into the matrimonial +tragedies of not a few lives, and the toll in time and thought which a +growing business exacts have to an extent blighted the growth of the +sentimentality which usually creeps into a man's heart between twenty +and thirty. Somehow I have allowed matters to drift--to shape their own +ends, or, as you would say, to work out their own salvation--in the full +assurance, however, and with the hope strong within me, that some day +the lady of my dream will come into my life, that I will again see that +face and hear that voice. So far I have waited in vain; but I am not +discouraged, for I feel my fate lies in my dream, and, as I say, I am +waiting still.' + +Betty resumed her knitting, for her needles had been idle while I was +speaking. + +'Imphm!' she said at length; 'an' that's hoo the land lies! Fancy that +noo, a great, big, wiselike man like you hankerin' after the face o' a +woman ye had seen when ye were sleepin', an' a' the time withoot a doot +lettin' chances slip by ye o' catchin' what ye micht ha'e gruppit. +Hoots! hoots! Maister Weelum, that's surely a senseless ploy. Mair than +that, I've nae brew o' dreams, although I confess that there's much in +Scripture hinges on them. They were the makin' o' Joseph, a +loupin'-on-stane to Daniel, an' a godsend to the prophets on mair than +ae occasion. There's nae gettin' away frae it; but for a' that, as I +say, I've nae brew o' them. I mind aince o' dreamin' that I was sittin' +doon to my tea, an' that I was eatin' the best bit o' boiled ham that +ever I tasted in a' my life; an' the next mornin'--the very next +mornin', Maister Weelum--my soo dee'd. Anither time--it was on a +Setterday nicht, I mind--I dreamed that the kitchen lum was on fire; an' +on the Sunday mornin', when I keekit up to see that it was a' richt, a +young doo tummelt doon an' nearly frichtened the life oot o' me. An' +there was Peggy Rae--Mrs Wallace, ye ken--a real nice, God-fearin' woman +she is, an' a regular attender o' the prayer meetin's--weel, three times +in ae nicht she dreamed that an auld auntie o' hers had come hame frae +Ameriky an' gi'en her the present o' three hunner pounds; an' what think +ye, Maister Weelum, she wasna weel through wi' her breakfast when her +mither-in-law--an auld, Godless, totterin' heathen she was--was brocht +to her door in a cairt, took to her bed in Peggy's wee back-room, an' +was the plague o' her life for weel on for a dizzen years. Na, na, +Maister Weelum; dreams are queer, contrary, unchancy things to sweer by. +Tak' my advice, forget a' aboot your dream-leddy, as ye ca' her; cast +your e'e aboot on what ye can see an' grup, an', losh me! a +faceable-lookin' man like you needna grapple lang. But I'm daft, sittin' +clatterin' here an' the tatties at the sypein'. Tak' tent o' what I say, +though, Maister Weelum, for ye're nearin' that time o' life when an +unmarried man stammers into a rut that he's no' easy got oot o'.' + +Betty's warning gave me food for reflection for long after she left +me--so much so, indeed, that as I quietly strolled along the Cundy road +an hour or two afterwards, in the early afternoon, every chaffinch sang +not _to_ me but _at_ me, and the burden of his song seemed to be, 'Tak' +tent, tak' tent, and mind, do mind, the rut, rut, rut.' + +In the sunshine too, amid nature in all its reality and activity, dreams +and visions seemed strangely far away and unimportant. In my little +room, with all its haunting associations, the story of my dream-lady had +a becoming setting and an uncommonly substantial foundation. But here, +with the breeze playing among the shimmering leaves of the gnarled +poplars, the merry song of the birds in the plantation, and the sunshine +lying on the white parallel-tracked road, it seemed more of an illusion, +something very unreal and fanciful, and I actually blushed that I, a +solid, stolid man of thirty, should have narrated such a story with so +much gravity, and pinned to it a significance so personal and material. + +Absorbed in thought, I ambled along, heedless alike of time or distance, +until at length, with surprise at my strength and staying-power, I noted +that I had walked almost to the Nithbank Wood. I felt neither tired nor +inconvenienced; and when I considered that I had been only a month or +two under Dr Grierson's care, I felt I had accomplished a very wonderful +feat indeed. True, I had rested all the forenoon, and even now I was +heavily supporting myself on two stout hazel staffs; yet never since my +accident had I walked so far without fatigue, and I felt relieved and +elated beyond words. + +I halted for a little in the grateful shade of a spreading lime, +feasting my eyes on scenery dear and familiar to me since boyhood--the +little round wood at the Cundy foot, every tree in which I had climbed +in quest of young squirrels; the clump of geans at Holmhill, whose wild +purple-brown fruit was sweeter far than any coddled garden cherries; the +sweep of the Nith at the Ellers, where I had so often 'dooked' and +fished; and the mossy, wild-thyme carpeted 'howmes'--our playground of +long ago. The murmuring Nith recalled to me the Auld Gillfit, with its +gray-blue pebbled beach and its banks of upstanding raspberry-bushes and +twisting, prickly brambles, and with extraordinary intensity the desire +sprang up within me to view its charms once more. + +Buoyed up by pleasurable anticipations, forgetful of my weakness and the +uneven, rutted slope, I opened the little wicket, and, without +misgiving, entered the wood. + +Through the green, quivering foliage I caught glimpses here and there of +rippling, dancing wavelets, nodding brown-headed segg grasses, and +patches of shimmering, sunlit sands. With eyes strained to catch each +well-known feature, I stumblingly descended the rugged bank, and very +soon, more by luck than careful guidance, I reached my goal. A hedge of +waving willows screened from me the Cundy stream; but its joyous +rhythmic ripple, as it washed its sandy, pebbled bed, sounded in my ear +like the crooning song my mother used to sing when I lay on her knee as +a child. + +This was the dear old spot, the bank where we lay after our 'dook,' +baking our naked bodies in the sun's warm rays; here the little sandy +isle where we played at pirates and castaways, cooking a guddled yellow +trout over a 'smeeky' green-wood fire, and washing it down with lukewarm +water from the stream; there, through the arches' span, the Doctor's +Tarn, where the grayling used to lie; and, away beyond, the quiet grassy +uplands of the Keir and the gray-green hills of Glencairn fading into +the horizon. + +Seating myself on the sun-browned turf, I lit my pipe. How long I sat I +cannot say, for I was lost in reverie, and, truth to tell, just a little +fatigued by my unusual exertions. Suddenly, however, it came to me that +I wasn't alone. This fact was first proclaimed by a curling wreath of +smoke on the other side of the willows. Then the aroma of a +well-seasoned havana greeted my nostrils, and I rose to my feet to +reconnoitre. + +Walking a little upstream, I came to an opening in the willow-hedge, and +there, on a sand-knoll at the foot of the bank, sat a man--a clergyman, +judging by his dress; while a little in front of him, and almost on the +water's edge, was a tall young lady standing before an easel. I saw the +man in profile--elderly and gray-bearded he was; but the lady's back +was turned to me, and she was much engrossed with her canvas. + +I must have walked very noiselessly, as neither of them seemed aware of +my presence; and this I counted strange, since I had made no attempt at +stealthiness, and they were so near me that I could almost have touched +them. I stood for a minute silent and undecided whether or not to make +my presence known. + +Before I could make up my mind, the artist ceased work, and, stepping a +few feet to her right, studied the effect from the altered standpoint. +This gave me the much-desired opportunity of seeing the picture, and I +noted with peculiar pleasure that it was part of the view in which I had +just been revelling. And the subject, difficult and ideal though it was, +had been touched by no unworthy, amateurish hand. The old red-sandstone +bridge, mellowed in a soft western light, was a centre round which much +broad, skilful, loving work was evidenced. Oil was her medium--rather an +unusual one, I thought, for a lady; and in the brief glance I got I +noticed she had imparted to her canvas the true atmosphere, and that it +contained in colour, drawing, and composition the essentials of really +good work. + +Her clergyman companion closed his book, relit his cigar, and consulted +his watch. 'Much as I expect of this picture as a big draw at my bazaar, +and anxious as I am to take it back with me to-morrow to Laurieston, I'm +afraid I must call you to a halt. It's almost five o'clock.' + +'Just one wee, wee minute,' the artist pleaded in a singularly sweet +voice, which seemed to me far away, yet strangely familiar. + +A few deft, bold touches, the while her small head critically swayed +from one side to the other. + +'Finis! finis!' she called at length; 'and I'm sorry to part with it, as +I love this subject.' + +With a face flushed with success, she turned to her companion. Then her +eyes met mine, and I stood breathless and transfixed, for I had heard +the voice, and was looking into the face, of my dream-lady! + +The fact that I was in the presence of one who had mysteriously +influenced me for the last ten years, one whom I had seen in my dreams +but never met, thrilled me through and through, and I felt bewildered +and benumbed. Had I been in normal health, doubtless I should have +boldly faced a situation so psychologically strange and alluring; but in +my present enfeebled condition I had no craving for the occult and +romantic, and when I was freed from the spell of my dream-lady's eyes my +first impulse was to retrace my steps and immediately regain the +highroad. + +I turned at once, in my haste struck my heel against one of my staffs, +and fell heavily on the sloping pathway. My tweed hat fell from my head +and rolled away down the bank, but I made no effort to recover it. With +extreme difficulty I rose to my feet, and, gripping my two staffs in a +strong grasp, started again to reach the crest of the wooded brow. + +One of the peculiar effects of my accident is that I cannot raise my +body on my toes. When going upstairs I have to turn sideways, and in an +awkward, laboured fashion lift one foot over the other; and in +negotiating this ascent, in which the same muscles were called into +action, I had to take a zigzag course which demanded great caution and +care, as there was no pathway, and the surface was treacherous and +uneven. + +I stood for a moment before I entered on my arduous undertaking, +irresolute and hesitating, swayed by two conflicting impulses. Here was +the fulfilment of my dream. Down there, a little beyond the hedge of +willows, stood one the memory of whose sweet, pensive face had haunted +me for years; whose living presence I had prayed for, yearned for; and +whose influence, unconsciously exerted, had dominated my being and kept +me unscathed in the midst of many temptations. It was the culmination of +ten years' expectancy and waiting. A series of remarkable coincidences +and strange providential workings had matured, and here was I spurning a +friendly interposition of the Fates, and fleeing away as if I were a +cowardly, shamefaced culprit. Why should I act so? Why should I not face +the situation and await this flow in the tide of my affairs? + +Then in thought I traversed the long, dreary road which during the past +years I had walked alone. Hastily I reviewed the picture I had often +conjured up of what our meeting would be, the contemplation of which had +yielded me so much sacred, secret pleasure. Strange, I had always +painted her as I had seen her a minute ago, even to the detail of pose +and attitude. She--well, she was just my dream-lady, faithful in every +respect to my imaginings; and in this picture, in response to her +inviting smile of recognition, I was by her side, strong in body, +resolute of will, sure of having at last met my affinity. + +Strong in body! Resolute of will! Was I? Ah, the humiliation of the +truth! Why, as I stood there, I was tottering on my feet like an +octogenarian, convulsively clutching two hazel staffs for support, and +so irresolute that I could scarce form an idea of what my next move +would be. What a metamorphosis! what a pitiful spectacle!--an object +surely for sympathy, but not likely to inspire love or admiration. No, +no, she must not see me thus; and, quickly disposing of all other +considerations, I turned my back upon fate and commenced the ascent. + +Painfully I dragged myself along. Never once did I look backward, for I +soon found that I had essayed a task requiring all my concentrated +attention. Urged on by a consuming desire to get away, I at first made +wonderful progress. But as the minutes passed, and the ascent became +steeper, I felt my will-power diminishing, my strength gradually growing +less, and my knack of happily negotiating ruts and obstacles deserting +me at every step. Once I lost my balance and slipped down the slope; but +I clutched the dried tufted grass with a frenzied hand, and crawled up +on my knees to where my hazel had dropped. Again I started, and again I +fell, this time losing grip of both my staffs and also any confidence in +myself that was left. Flushed and breathless, I rose to my knees, and +with feverish energy began to crawl uphill. + +But my haste was my undoing, for with it my caution disappeared. Twice +the wisps of grass by which I hauled myself broke in my hand, and I +slipped down, each time losing any little headway I had made. Again I +slipped. Then despair took hold of me, and, with limbs exhausted and +relaxed, and eyes moistened by thoughts of weakness and acknowledged +defeat, I sank to the ground. + +For a few minutes I lay oblivious to everything around me. Then the +sound of approaching footsteps and snatches of faintly audible +conversation recalled me; and wearily and painfully I raised myself to a +half-reclining, half-sitting position, with my back turned to the +direction whence the sounds proceeded. + +'Yes, it's a very decent hat,' said a voice which I recognised as that +of the clergyman; 'a very decent, serviceable hat indeed; and I dare say +it may as well be restored to its owner, though the drunken scamp +deserves little consideration.' + +'Oh, surely he's not drunk, Mr Edmondstone?' + +'Most assuredly he is,' replied the cleric. 'While you were busy on your +canvas he was doubtless lying somewhere hereabouts, sleeping off the +effects. Believe me, no man would stagger about a braeface as he did +unless he were under the influence of drink.' + +'Dearie me, Mr Edmondstone! dearie me! are you not forgetting? Faith, +Hope, Charity; and the greatest of these is Charity. Charity of judgment +is beautiful, Mr Edmondstone. You are--or at least you should +be--preaching that every Sunday. But in this case, whatever _you_ +presume, I, at all events, will maintain it was no drunken look he gave +me. I admit his movements were suspicious; but--well, we'll soon find +out. Please hand me his hat.' + +'What! You surely don't mean to tell me you are going to speak to him?' + +'Certainly. Why shouldn't I? Either you or I shall have to give him his +hat; and----Sh! sh! I'm afraid he's hearing all we are saying.' + +My dream-lady was quite right. I hadn't missed a single word that had +passed; and--passive, but with the hot blood mounting my neck and +cheek--I had without protest allowed the charge of drunkenness to be +made against me. I felt too weak and humiliated to make any defence. +What mattered it to me, after all, what they thought, so long as they +kept at a distance from me and left me to my own resources? They might +have passed me, and I would have made no sign that I was aware of their +presence; but when I heard my dream-lady's decision to be the bearer of +my old tweed hat I started violently and looked keenly toward her. With +my chin resting on my tired, lacerated hands, I watched her carefully +picking her steps along the tangled incline. The fact that there was no +escaping an interview was borne home to me so forcibly that it led to +speedy resignation, which not only relieved my pent-up feelings, but +also enabled me to observe her dispassionately, and study, without bias, +her face and form. What my estimate was I cannot tell, or, rather, I +will not tell; but when she reached me, with a flushed face, a +half-frightened, half-defiant look in her eye, and my old tweed hat in +her hand, I felt she had been aware of my critical scrutiny and resented +it, although my opinion, favourable or otherwise, was to her of no +consequence whatever. + +'Thank you very much for bringing my hat to me,' I said awkwardly; 'and +thank you still more for your belief in my sobriety.' + +She looked at me for a minute, the while all evidence of fear or +distrust vanished from her face. Then she smiled--smiled a true smile, +with parted lips that disclosed two rows of pearly teeth, and soft +fringed eyes that showed in their depths trust in humanity and joy of +life. + +'Oh, please don't thank me for either,' she said, in a low, sweet-toned +voice. 'Your hat is too good to lose. It is no trouble to return it; and +as for the other--eh--matter--well'--and she looked round about her on +the russet woods, the peaceful fields, and away to the west where the +faint sunset glow was suffused along the Glencairn hills--'I could not +bring my mind to associate such glories as these with any state so mean +and degrading; and I'm glad--yes, I'm glad--that I was right.' + +I bowed in silent gratitude. + +'I don't want to appear inquisitive,' she continued; 'but would you mind +telling me why you acted so peculiarly in zigzagging up this incline +instead of taking the path by the boundary beech-hedge? And, oh dear, +dear! your hands are bleeding! Have you no handkerchief? See, here is +one;' and she pleadingly held out a dainty piece of lace cambric which I +could easily have put inside my watch-case. + +Refusing her kind offer with thanks, I produced a sonsy specimen of +Betty's laundry-work, which I rolled round my right-hand thumb. 'It is +more than kind of you to interest yourself in a stranger,' I said +without looking up. 'The fact is, I haven't been feeling very fit +lately. The effects of a nasty accident have kept me too much indoors; +but to-day, feeling a little stronger than usual, I extended my walk, +and very foolishly determined to visit a particular spot here which, +through boyish associations, is very dear to me. As it happened, I found +you occupying it; and not wishing to disturb you in your work, and eager +to regain the highway, I over-exerted myself, lost my footing, my +patience, courage, and my two sticks, and--and here I am! But I've got +my second wind now. I'll rest here just a little longer, and everything +will be all right.' + +'Dearie me,' she said, and she caught a straying tress of dark hair and +tucked it securely underneath her tam-o'-shanter, 'how very easily one +may be deceived by appearances! Mr Edmondstone thought you were--well, +you know; and I thought you had seen a ghost. I'm very sorry to know of +your illness, and it is lucky, after all, that we were about. If you +feel sufficiently rested, my friend and I will assist you up to the +wicket.' + +She offered her good services with such an ingratiating, confident air, +anticipating neither denial nor protest, that I was downright sorry to +say her nay. + +'No, no,' I said nervously, and I am afraid ungraciously; 'I shall +manage all right by myself. Thank you all the same. But there is one +kind action you might do on my behalf. Down there, below that little +knoll, and somewhere in the long grass, are my two hazels. I--I lost +grip of them somehow. They rolled down, and I couldn't very well reach +them again. Once I have them in my hands I'll feel myself again. Would +you mind getting them for me?' + +'Certainly,' she said with alacrity; and, slip-sliding down the few +yards of irregular turf, she soon returned with my hazels. 'Are you +quite sure now that I can be of no further service to you?' she asked, +as she handed them to me. + +God knows there was much she could do for me, and I yearned to tell her +so; but I felt her presence beginning to dominate me; and as I was +strangely out of humour with myself, and utterly incapable of acting the +part I had in my day-dreams anticipated, I made haste to call up what +remnant of will-power I had left. + +'You have been exceedingly kind to me, a stranger,' I stammered. +'Believe me, I appreciate what you have done, and--good-afternoon.' And +in confusion I raised my hat. + +She looked inquiringly at me for a moment, and I saw speech trembling on +her lip; but with a little effort she checked it. Then, with a smile and +a slight inclination of her head, she walked slowly, and I imagined +thoughtfully, toward her companion. I heard the wicket opening on its +creaking hinges, and clicking as it closed in its iron fastening. Voices +in animated conversation became fainter and fainter, rhythmic sounds of +footsteps died away into silence, and I lay back on the bank among the +brown wispy grass and the red autumn leaves with a joy and thankfulness +in my heart I had never experienced before. And my joy was not born of +the knowledge that my dream lady was a reality. Somehow, I had never +doubted that. Rather was it that I had convinced myself that she +possessed all the virtues and qualities with which I had vested her; and +that, short as our interview had been, and commonplace as our +conversation had proved, there was pervading it all the feeling, +peculiar and indefinable, that what had taken place was merely a prelude +to something more satisfying, a foretaste of greater happiness in store. +What mattered it that I didn't know her name or where she had gone? +Sufficient to me to know I was being guided aright, that the Fates were +with me, and that by degrees the curtain would be drawn aside and my +way made clear. + +The birds trilled sweetly the last lingering notes of their lullaby, the +Cundy stream crooned lovingly a song I had never heard before, and the +glamour of the gloaming took possession of my soul. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +For the past three days I have been confined to my bedroom, indeed I may +say to my bed; for, with the exception of a short half-hour to-day--when +Betty exchanged blankets for sheets--I have been reluctantly compelled +to restrict my range of vision to the interior of my room, with my head +on my pillow. The doctor has been to see me morning and night, and Betty +has been in and out and out and in, and her anxiety regarding me has +been too evident to be ignored. + +This morning, when she had accompanied the doctor downstairs, I heard +her ask what he thought of me. I didn't hear what he said in reply, +because his voice is very low-pitched and his articulation not distinct; +but Betty's rejoinder was, 'Imphm! I juist expected something o' the +kind. Dod, doctor, was it no' a stupid ploy--sic thochtless +stravaigin'--five oors oot o' the hoose in snell weather like this, an' +him as shaky on his legs as a footrule? A wean o' ten years auld wad +ha'e haen mair sense.' + +No reproaches have been made to my face, however, and of this I am +glad, as I am sure I should be sorely exercised in mind to find a +suitable excuse for my truancy. + +I am not very clear about the details of my journey homeward from the +Nithbank Wood. Betty and Nathan were both out when I returned, doubtless +making search for me; and as I was too fatigued to walk upstairs, I sat +down in Nathan's easy-chair in the kitchen and fell asleep. I have no +recollection of what followed; and, considering the state of Betty's +pent-up feelings, it would, I feel, be rather imprudent of me to ask. + +I have been feeling rather low in spirits these last two days. I cannot +blame the weather, for the October sun, though waning in strength, is +showing his face for long-continued spells, the air is brisk and +invigorating, and the sparrows are chirping and sporting in the eaves +above my little window as if it were the merry month of May. I am loath +to attribute this depression to physical weakness; yet were I to make +such acknowledgment to Dr Grierson, I know he would frankly and at once +confirm it. That I have received a set-back is evident, and when I call +to mind my exertions in the plantation I need not be surprised. Still, +everything considered, if I had that afternoon to live over again I +should do just exactly as I did then. I am truly sorry if what Betty +calls my 'thochtless stravaigin'' has undone the doctor's work, sorry if +Betty's loving care has been lavished in vain. But Time, with healing in +his wings, will surely make everything right again. And then I must not +forget that but for this 'thochtless stravaigin'' I should not have met +my dream-lady face to face. Ah! this is the one consoling fact, a rich +reward, though the penalty I pay may be great. It is the only bright +spot in a drab, dreary outlook, and I shall nurse this secret joy in my +heart, and count myself favoured indeed. + +Betty, who has a jealous eye where I am concerned, has noticed my +depression. Yesterday and to-day she has given me much of her company, +and in our cracks she has done her utmost to divert my mind into +agreeable channels. She talked much of a younger brother of +Nathan's--Joe, a member of the Hebron family I had not heard of before. +Joe, it turns out, is an old soldier, and on a slender pension, eked out +by the proceeds of odd jobbing, he keeps up a modest one-roomed +establishment somewhere in the purlieus of the Cuddy Lane. On the expiry +of his army service he came to Thornhill--accompanied by a Cockney wife +of whom Betty and Nathan had no previous knowledge--with a view to +settling down among the scenes of his boyhood, which had haunted his +dreams in far-away lands. But the quiet village life had no charms for +Mrs Joseph, and after a month of protesting in which rural life was +damned, and pleading in which London's charms were extravagantly +extolled, she went away south on a holiday, from which she never +returned. Thanks to his army training, which had perfected him in the +art of looking after number one, Joe took to housekeeping on his own as +a duck takes to water, and settled down to a state of grass-widowerhood +with astonishing equanimity. Regularly, however, during July, August, +September, and part of October, he disappears from the village; and +Betty thinks, but is not quite sure--as Joe, like Nathan, is very +reticent--that Mrs Joe runs a small boarding-house down south somewhere, +and that Joe goes to give her a hand during the busy months. Betty is +expecting his return any day now, and I shall be glad to meet him, as +his history has interested me. With such gossipy news, interspersed with +naive by-remarks, Betty has done her level best to drive dull care away. + +This afternoon, when she left me to make ready Nathan's supper, she +promised to come back again with her knitting after the meal was over; +but, finding her duties didn't permit of her immediately fulfilling her +promise, she deputed Nathan to act the cheery host. + +By very slow degrees Nathan is ridding himself of his reticence. When we +meet he has more to say than formerly, and his long-drawn sighs instead +of words are less frequent; but he has not yet ventured upstairs of his +own free-will or without a message or excuse. + +'There noo, Nathan,' I heard Betty say, after he had 'hoasted' +satisfaction with his meal and scrieved his chair away from the +table--'there noo, Nathan, gang away up like a man. Juist walk strecht +into the room as if the hoose was your ain, an' for ony sake dinna gant +an' sit quiet. The laddie's dull an' wearyin', so keep the crack +cheery.' + +Nathan's appearance is not calculated to inspire gaiety. He is too long +and 'boss-looking,' his whiskers are too straight and wispy, and his +blue eyes too vacant and far-away. But, as I have admitted, there is a +'composure' about him which is satisfying; and as he pushed my door ajar +and came in, as it were bit by bit, I gladly laid aside my book and +turned down my lamp. + +I presumed he would be dying for his after-supper smoke, so I persuaded +him to sit down in the basket chair at the foot of my bed, and 'fire +his pipe,' as he terms it. + +For a time he smoked in silence; then, suddenly remembering Betty's +injunction, and looking through the uncurtained window and taking a long +survey of the scudding clouds, he said, 'Imphm! the wind's changin', +Maister Weelum, to the nor'-east. That means a bla' doon your lum, I'm +thinkin', an' it's a maist by-ordinar' dirty, choky thing, is back +reek.' Then breaking away at a tangent, and fixing his blue eyes on me, +he said, 'Ay, man, an' ye're no' lookin' sae weel the nicht as I've seen +ye.' + +'Maybe not, Nathan,' I said. 'I haven't been up to the mark yesterday +and to-day.' + +'So Betty was tellin' me; but--eh--ye're lookin' waur than I expectit.' + +'I'm sorry, Nathan,' and I laughed uneasily; 'but, you know, I cannot +help my appearance.' + +'No, Maister Weelum, that's true--that _is_ true;' and he deliberately, +and with unerring aim, spat in the fire. 'Nae man can--phew!--eh, losh, +d'ye see that?' he hastily ejaculated, as a cloud of smoke spued from +the fireplace, swirled up the wall, and spread along the ceiling. 'I +telt ye the wind was shiftin' its airt, an' that ye wad ha'e a bla' +doon. If there's onything in this world I hate, it's back smoke. Man, +it seeps doon through your thrapple into your lungs, an' there's nae +hoastin' o' it up. Phew!--dash it! I wonder when that lum was last +soopit. Talkin' o' lums, did ye ken that auld Brushie the sweep was +buried the day?' + +Not having had the pleasure of Brushie's acquaintance, I replied in the +negative with unconcern. + +'Ay,' continued Nathan, determined to obey Betty and keep the crack +going--'ay, there's a lot o' folk slippin' away the noo; changeable +weather gethers them in. It's a kittle time o' the year for them that +are no' very strong--imphm!' + +I was, unfortunately, in a more than usually susceptible state of mind, +and the morbid strain of Nathan's conversation was affecting me in spite +of myself. 'Yes, Nathan,' I said, expecting to bring a smile to his +long, serious face, 'people are dying just now who never died before.' + +'True, Maister Weelum; ye're richt there. Imphm! ye're perfectly richt,' +he solemnly said without relaxing a muscle. He crossed his long legs +very deliberately and stroked his beard as he looked round my little +room. 'Man, Maister Weelum, dootless ye think ye're as snug up here as a +flea in a blanket, but wad ye no' be better doon the stairs in the big +bedroom to the sooth, an'--an'---- + +'And what, Nathan?' + +'Oh, weel, it's no' for the likes o' me to dictate to you. Ye ken your +ain ken best, but wad ye no' be mair comfortable-like sleepin' in the +sooth room an' sittin' your odd time in the dinin'-room? Betty or me +never put a foot in it except to air or fire it, an' it wad save ye the +trouble an' inconvenience o' comin' up an' doon the stairs.' + +I thought for a moment before replying to this unexpected and most +sensible suggestion. + +'Is this idea off your own bat, Nathan?' I asked. + +'Off my ain what, Maister Weelum?' + +'I mean, did you think out this arrangement yourself, or is it Betty's +idea and yours?' + +'Oh, I see. Weel--imphm-m!--we were talkin' it ower atween us last +nicht, an' Betty thinks ye wad be better doon the stairs; but she doesna +like to say that to ye for fear ye micht think that ye were a bother to +her, or that she considered hersel' ill hauden takin' your meat up to +ye, an'--an' things like that--ye see.' + +'I understand,' I said thoughtfully; 'and do you know, Nathan, the idea +is worth considering, and'---- + +'No' to interrupt ye, Maister Weelum,' he interposed, 'ye ken as weel as +I do ye're far frae bein' strong--at least, as strong as ye should be. +Ye're nocht the better o' that lang walk ye had the ither day, an' the +doctor's no' sae pleased wi' ye as he was.' + +'Oh, indeed, Nathan! I'm sorry to know that; but, with care and a few +days' rest, I trust to be all right very soon.' + +'Oh, dod, sir, we a' hope that--imphm!--but, a' the same, if I were you +I wad shift my quarters. Ye'll ha'e mair convenience, a sooth exposure, +langer sunshine, nae back smoke, an' then, man, ye'll be nearer Betty +should ye need her service. I've aye considered this a wee, poky place +onyway; an' as for the stair up to 't, it's the warst-planned yin I ever +saw. It's far ower narra, the turn's ower sherp, an' it wad be a perfect +deevil o' a job to get a kist doon there.' + +'A what, Nathan?' I asked. + +'A kist--a coffin, I mean.' + +'But, goodness me, my good man, who wants to take a coffin down there?' + +'Oh Lord! naebody that I ken o', Maister Weelum--no, no, naebody I ken +o'. But yin's never sure. As Betty often says, "oor days are as +gress"--imphm! We drap awa' like the leaves in the back-end, Maister +Weelum--ay, juist like leaves nippit wi' the frost. An', speakin' o' +leaves, I was workin' amang leaf-mould the day; an', dod, sir, it's a +queer thing, but, d'ye ken, whenever I handle that stuff I begin to +think aboot kirkyairds. Isn't that a queer thing noo, Maister Weelum?' +and he puffed at his pipe without drawing smoke. + +My lamp was burning low. Rain was pattering on the darkened +window-panes, and the soughing wind at irregular intervals drove clouds +of smoke down my chimney. Shadows from the lime-tree danced on the +whitewashed walls, taking to themselves grotesque fantastic shapes; and +Nathan--gaunt, wispy-bearded, spectral Nathan--puffed, and sighed, and +spat in the semi-darkness. From the kitchen downstairs came to me at +times sounds of a conversation carried on in a dull monotone, and +interspersed with half-suppressed distressing sobs. A queer, creepy +sensation began to take hold of me. I drew my blankets tighter round me +and settled my pillow a little higher. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Nathan noted my movements. 'Can I help ye, Maister Weelum, or is there +ocht I can do to mak' ye comfortable? Betty'll no' be lang till she's +wi' ye. She's busy the noo, an' she sent me up to keep ye cheery till +her wark was dune.' + +I looked at him and saw he was quite serious, so I concluded that, +decent, well-meaning man though he was, he was no humorist. + +'Ay, Nathan,' I said, after I had thought over the situation, 'I have no +doubt your intentions are all right. Invalids ought to be kept cheery, +as you call it; but'---- + +'Ye admit, then, that ye _are_ an invalid, Maister Weelum?' + +'Well, Nathan, I'm afraid I must admit that.' + +'Ay, man--imphm! so far, so guid. Ye ken, sir, there _are_ some fouk +that'll no' gi'e in when ocht ails them. There was Cairneyheid, for +instance. Did ye ken him? No--imphm! it doesna maitter. Weel, Cairnie, +as we ca'd him for short, had farmed on the Alton rig a' his days. The +rig lies high, an there's aye plenty o' guid fresh air up yonder, and +Cairnie never in his life had had even a sair heid. But, dod, sir, ae +day, after his denner, he quately slippit to the flaer, an' couldna get +up again. Weel, he sat there till aboot hauf six withoot sayin' a single +damn, an' if ye kenned Cairnie an' his weys ye could understaun that +that gied his women-fouk a glauff. Weel, suddenly he lookit up an' asked +for a gless o' whisky, an' they thocht frae that that he was better. He +did kind o' revive after his dram, an' wi' nae sma' trauchle they got +him to his bed. Next mornin' he was dreich o' risin', an' when he got to +his breakfast he couldna eat, an' still he didna sweer, so they sent +awa' doon for the doctor. Weel, whenever the doctor cam' an' saw him he +ordered him at aince to be put in his bed. "Bed!" said Cairnie. "Bed in +the guid daylicht! I think I see mysel'! I never in a' my life gaed to +my bed except at nicht an' to sleep, an' I'm no' gaun the noo;" an' he +got up oot o' his chair in spite o' them. "I'm awa' up to the high field +to see hoo they're gettin' on wi' the turnip-shawin'," he said; an' +withoot dug or stick he oot o' the hoose. Hooever he got the length o' +the field guidness only kens, but there he got. "Hurry on, men," he +said; "dinna be feart to bend your backs in guid shawin' weather like +this. The pits'll a' be ready afore ye're ready for them;" an' he +lifted a knife to gi'e them a haun. He pu'd a turnip, an' was juist gaun +to whang off the shaw, when doon he drappit in the middle o' the drill +as deid as Abel.' + +Nathan relit his pipe, which had gone out during the narrative. 'Ay,' he +continued, as he puffed audibly, 'it was a very big funeral, was +Cairnie's. He was buried in Dalgarnock--a damp, douth place to lie in, +in my estimation. No' that it maitters muckle, I daur say; but +still'---- + +'Whae's this ye're on, Nathan?' said Betty, who had entered the room +unobserved. + +'Oh, naebody parteeklar, Betty. I'm juist ca'in' the crack as ye telt +me, an' keepin' Maister Weelum here cheery till ye come up;' and he +rose, with a sigh of relief, from his chair, sidled toward the door, and +went cautiously downstairs. + +When I heard him safely round the 'sherp' turn on the staircase I looked +at the sonsie, kindly face of my old nurse. 'Oh my dear Betty, I am glad +to see you!' I said with fervour. + +'Hoo's that, noo, Maister Weelum?' and she gave a wee bit pleased laugh. +'Ha'e ye been missin' me? Has Nathan no' been ca'in' the crack?' + +'Yes, Betty, I have been missing you, and Nathan _has_ been ca'in' the +crack; but, Betty'--and I lowered my voice--'he's been in kirk-yards all +the time.' + +'Ah, is that so?' she sympathetically asked. 'I'm sorry, noo, to ken +that. He must ha'e been workin' among leaf-mould the day.' + +'He was, Betty; he told me so.' + +'That accoonts for it, Maister Weelum. Nathan's awfu' queer that wey; +but, puir falla, he canna help it; an' then ye ken he means sae terribly +weel. I'm awfu' sorry, though, if his crack has depressed ye. Ye're +juist a wee bittie doon i' the mooth the noo, an' ye'll be easily putten +aboot; but keep your pecker up, like a guid laddie, an' ye'll soon be +better in health an' better in spirits. Efter a', an' when a''s +considered, ye've a lot to be thankfu' for. Mony a yin wad gladly change +places wi' ye. It's a gey hard, step-motherly kind o' world this for +some folk; but you--weel, I wad say ye've your fu' share o' blessin's.' + +I looked keenly toward her while she was speaking. 'You are perfectly +right, my dear Betty,' I said. 'I have my full share of blessings, and +every reason to be thankful and grateful. Why, Betty, when I think of +it, it is a downright sin in me to allow myself to become depressed. It +would be much more to the purpose were I to bestir myself and do all I +can to help others, whose share of the good things is less, and whose +burdens are greater. By the way, Betty, were you crying downstairs about +half-an-hour ago?' + +'No, Maister Weelum, I was not cryin'.' + +'Strange,' I said; 'I was sure I heard some one sobbing.' + +Betty stooped down and poked the smoking coals into glowing flame. Then +she pulled down my window-blind and drew the curtains together. 'Oh, +you're quite richt; you dootless did hear greetin', but it wasna me;' +and she sat down again and unrolled her knitting, but she didn't ply her +needles. + +'D'ye mind,' she continued after a long pause,' you an' me speakin' +aboot Tom Jardine the grocer, oor next-door neebor, ye ken?' + +'Perfectly, Betty,' I replied; and at mention of his name I saw in my +mind's eye a rain-swept courtyard, a haggard, worried face, and a +golden-haired bairn. Intuitively I saw more--troubles, big mental +troubles which crush the heart and soul out of a man. Oh! I hadn't +forgotten. + +'Weel,' she continued, a tremor in her voice, 'it was Tom Jardine's wife +that was greetin' in the kitchen, an' I'm juist dyin' to speak to you, +for what she has telt me is lyin' at my he'rt like a stane. Are ye weel +enough, think ye, to be bothered listenin'?' + +'My dear Betty, where two old friends like you and Tom Jardine are +concerned, nothing is, or can be, a bother; so proceed, if you please.' + +She began to knit, then stopped and counted her stitches, while I filled +and lit my pipe. + +'Little mair than a week bygane,' she began, 'I was in Tom's shop for +some odds and ends, and when he was servin' me, says he, "Mrs Hebron, I +fully expected to be able to clear off ten pounds of that auld balance +this back-end term; but I'm beginning to be feart that'll no' be +possible." The balance he referred to, Maister Weelum, was thirty +pounds--half o' the sixty Nathan an' me loaned his faither. Ye mind I +telt ye aboot that?' + +I nodded. + +'"Weel, Tom," says I,' she continued, '"that's a' richt. Don't fash your +mind aboot that." "But, Mrs Hebron," says he, "I canna help worryin' +aboot it. I'm very sorry indeed, an' I trust my no' payin' ye the noo +will no' put ye aboot?" "Not in the slichtest, Tom," says I; "mak' your +time my time. I ken what ye've set your face to do, an' I couldna wish +ye better luck in your endeavour if ye were my ain bairn." His he'rt +filled, puir laddie, an' he thanked me, an' he began to tell me what a +bother he had in gettin' in his money. He showed me twae accoonts, yin +for fifty pounds an' anither for sixty-five, that have been lyin' oot +for mair than a year. It seems that when he was in that big warehoose in +Glesca he had some experience in the seed line, an', havin' a guid +connection wi' groceries among the farmers roond aboot here, it struck +him he could, wi' little mair expense, work the twae very profitably +thegither. Weel, he started to do this, an' in the last twal'months he +has selled an awfu' lot. But it appears that seed rins to money quickly, +an' the twae accoonts ootlyin', an' aboot which he was so anxious, are, +as it were, in this department. The want o' this money has keepit him +very ticht, an' he's been aff baith his meat an' his sleep ower the heid +o't. Weel, to mak' a lang story short, the farmers ha'e baith failed. +Tom got word yesterday, an', as it's thocht they're gey bad failures, +an' very little ootcome expected, he's nearly demented. He has gane ower +his books, an' he sees he can pey twenty shillin's in the pound; but, to +do that, it means handin' ower his stock, furniture, an' hoose, an' +he'll come oot o't wi' nocht but the claes on his back. His wife, puir +lassie, was in the nicht tellin' me a' aboot it. It was her ye heard +greetin'. She has keepit a stoot he'rt an' a smilin' face to Tom; but +whenever I put my haun kindly an' mitherly-like on her shooder she broke +doon an' grat as if her he'rt was breakin', so I juist took the wee +bundle o' spunk an' dejection in my airms, an' she had it a' oot there. +Tom's gaun up to the lawyer the morn to hand everything ower to him, an' +Mrs Jardine and the bairns are leavin' Thornhill on Friday to stay wi' +her mither till Tom gets wark somewhere. Noo, Maister Weelum, I want +your advice, an' if ye chairge me sax an' eightpence for it I'll--I'll +juist no' pey't;' and a tear-drop broke from her eye as she smiled. She +rose from her chair, laid aside her knitting, and coming over to my +bedside, she put her hand on my arm. 'I've still got the hunder pounds +in the bank which your mother left to me, Maister Weelum,' she said. +'Nathan an' me ha'e saved fifty mair. I never had a bairn o' my ain, an' +thae three wee curly-heided angels o' Tom's ha'e worked their wey into +my he'rt, an' I juist canna let them away. D'ye think the mistress--your +mother, I mean--wad ha'e me gi'in' the money in this way?' + +I thought for a moment, and Betty watched me keenly. 'Am I to +understand, Betty, that you are willing to step into the breach and +give Tom Jardine one hundred and fifty pounds--your all?' + +'Yes--if ye think it wad be your mother's will.' + +'Betty, if Nathan won't object, will you please put your arms round my +neck and give me a kiss?' I said, and I raised my head from my pillow. + + * * * * * + +The wind has died down, and through the lown midnight air I heard the +Auld Kirk clock strike the hour of twelve. Tom Jardine has just left my +room. He has been with me for almost three hours, and we have had a long +smoke together and a grand talk over the times and folks of auld +langsyne. Betty, as an interested party, favoured us with her company +part of the time, for Nathan was sleeping the sleep of the just and the +tired, and the kitchen fire had long gone out. She was surprised to know +that Tom's difficulties could be overcome and his affairs straightened +out without her little legacy and her hard-earned savings being +requisitioned. Only Tom and I know how this was arranged, and as it is a +little matter of personal interest to us, and us alone, the details of +the transaction will remain untold. + +I am having a run of strange coincidences just now. When Betty was +locking the door after Tom's departure I lifted my book to mark the page +where I had left off on Nathan's coming into my room, and the paragraph +opposite my thumb is as follows: 'I will pass through this world but +once. If, therefore, there be any good thing I can do, or any kindness I +can show, let me do it now. Let me not neglect it or defer it, for I +shall never pass this way again.' + +I shall read this to Betty to-morrow morning, and tell her that, though +she may not have the faculty of thus beautifully and poetically +expressing a sentiment, she lives it to the letter every day of her +life. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +To-day, when Betty was tidying my room, I took the opportunity of +referring to Nathan's conversation of the previous evening, particularly +that portion of it in which he advised me to take up my quarters +downstairs. From the insinuating way in which he had introduced the +subject, and the allusions he had made to my 'no weel' look, I naturally +concluded that his advice might be interpreted as a hint to me that I +was not so well as I fondly imagined; and that, for my own good, and for +the convenience of my faithful old nurse--not to speak of obviating the +necessity of taking a six-foot coffin down a narrow staircase with a +sharp turn--I ought to agree to his proposal at once and without demur. + +Betty now assures me, however, that if I am contented and comfortable in +my own little room, she is quite satisfied. I am not for a moment to +imagine that she advocates the change for the sake of saving her any +trouble in attending on me. 'There's nae trouble where ye are concerned, +Maister Weelum,' she said. 'I look on ye amaist as my very ain bairn, +an' I coont it a privilege to get waitin' hand an' foot on ye. It's a +nice, easy stair to climb, it's handy for the kitchen, an' mair an' +forby, it's no' as if ye'll aye be lyin' here. In a day or twae, or a +week at maist, ye'll be up an' aboot again. A' the same, Maister Weelum, +believe me when I say that ever sin' ye cam' to bide here I've thocht it +a pity that ye didna use the dinin'-room. I understaun your likin' for +this wee room. It was aye your very ain, an' mebbe a' richt to sleep in, +though the sooth bedroom is bigger an' airier; but it's juist no'--it's +juist no' like a room that ye should ha'e your meat in, ye ken. When +you're up an' aboot again ye'll mebbe think it ower.' + +'Is the dining-room in good order, Betty?' I asked. + +'It's juist as the mistress left it, Maister Weelum,' she said, with a +catch in her voice. 'I've things covered to keep oot the dust, an' I've +lifted an' cleaned, but juist aye replaced again. Nathan an' me are +never in it, except to lift the winda on guid days to air it, or to pit +a fire on noo an' again when the weather's damp. The kitchen an' oor +back-room are guid enough for us, and we've juist, as it were, keepit +the rest o' the hoose on trust. The picters in your mother's wee +drawin'-room are a' juist as they were, the piano-lid has never been +lifted since she shut it, an' her auld china and other knick-knacks are +as clean an' weel cared for as they were when she handled them hersel'. +I've often gane up the stairs, ta'en a bit look in, an' come doon again +a prood, prood woman that she considered me worthy to live amang it a', +an' to tak' care o't.' + +Betty and I have a community of interests in the long ago, a joint +possession of memories which will ever be our dearest treasure. The +links which bind us together were forged away back in the misty past; +but time corrodes them not, and they are stronger to-day than ever they +were before. To do her will was my sure pleasure, and so I began +gracefully to waive, one by one, objections I had entertained, and to +acquiesce with her and back up her arguments by referring to the coming +wintry months, the comforts of the dining-room, its large, roomy +fireplace, and the cheery, heartsome outlook the window commanded of the +Cross and the Dry Gill. + +'But, Betty,' I said, 'we'll have to do something to give it a more +modern look. If I remember aright, the ceiling and cornice are very +dark, and the wall-paper is a dismal green, patched with a gold +fleur-de-lis, and it has been on too long to be healthy.' + +'Ay, weel, mebbe ye're richt; an' ye mentionin' wall-paper reminds me +that the damp frae the gable has discoloured the end wa'. But the +whitewashin' and paperin' o' ae room will no' be a big job, an' aince we +gi'e the painter the order we'll no' ha'e lang to wait for him. His +back-en' slackness is on noo. I saw him paintin' his ain doors and +windas; an', as there's little chance o' him gettin' fat on that wark, +he'll no' swither aboot gi'in' it up for what is likely to pey better. +Imphm! Mebbe I should ha'e seen to this afore noo. The fact is, Maister +Weelum, except for a few shillin's for paintin' the outside woodwark, +I've spent no' a penny on paint or paper for the hoose since Nathan an' +me were marrit. I should ha' had things in better order for ye; but, +believe me, it was juist want o' thocht.' + +'Nonsense, Betty; the whole house is in apple-pie order. There was no +call for you to spend money on painting and papering, and I won't allow +you to do that now. This is my little affair, Betty, and all I ask you +to do is to see the painter and arrange for the work to be done as soon +as possible.' + +'Do you mean, Maister Weelum, that ye're to pey the whole thing?' + +'Most certainly. So, my dear Betty, please say no more on that point, as +my mind is made up and unalterable.' + +'Weel, weel, sae be it. "Them that will to Cupar maun to Cupar." What +kind o' a paper wad ye think o' puttin' on?' + +Within my own mind I had decided on a nice warm buff canvas, but I +refrained from giving my opinion. 'What do you think would be nice, +Betty?' + +Of old I remembered the garish colouring of the paper on her bedroom +walls. Her taste in this was always a law unto the paper-hanger, and my +mother used to shiver when she peeped in, and wondered how Betty could +sleep peacefully in such a profusion of colour. + +Betty pondered over my question for a moment. 'Mrs Black, the clogger's +wife, got her parlour done up last spring, an' it looks juist beautifu'. +The paper has a kind o' mauve gr'und wi' a gold stripe runnin' up, an' +roon the stripe there's a winkle-wankle o' nice big blue roses, an' a +wee bit o' forget-me-not tied wi' a pink ribbon keeks oot here and +there, juist as if it was hangin' in the air.' + +'Blue roses are not natural, Betty.' + +'No, so Nathan says; but they're most by-ordinar' bonny, an' they're +hangin' roon this gold stripe for a' the world as if they were newly +blawn; an'--an' the leaves are a brisk green, an' the buds standin' oot +abune the bloom as like as life, an' a' this beautifu' colourin' for a +shillin' a piece! It was John Boyes the painter that put it on, an' he +telt Mrs Black that there was only anither room like hers, an' it was in +the Crystal Palace at London.' + +'A shilling a piece, Betty!' I said, in astonishment, just for something +to say. 'Oh, but I would give more than that!' + +'Oh, then, ye'll juist get a' the mair gold an' roses for the extra +money, Maister Weelum.' + +'I am just wondering, Betty,' I said meditatively, 'if a wall-paper with +roses--blue or otherwise--is the correct decoration for a dining-room.' + +'Oh, there's nae rule, Maister Weelum--at least, no' in Thornhill. No, +no; as lang as ye pey for the job, ye can put ony kind ye like on.' And +she added, 'Wad ye no' leave the paper to the womenfolk, Maister Weelum? +If ye do ye'll no' gang far wrang.' + +'Yes, Betty, that's all right; but I don't know that I could eat my +meals comfortably in a room among blue roses. How would a nice, +warm-coloured imitation of canvas look, without any pattern at all?' + +'A warm-coloured imitation o' canvas? Imphm! I--I juist canna tak' that +in; but if it's what I think it is, wad that no' look awfu' mealie-bag +lookin'?' + +'I'm sure it won't, Betty, and--and--well, I know it is the correct +thing. Besides'---- + +'Ye will hark on "the correct thing," Maister Weelum. I've telt ye that +whatever ye want, and pey for, is the correct thing in Thornhill. I've +great faith in Mrs Black's taste. I aye tak' my cue, as it were, frae +her, though I dinna tell her that; an', where colour is concerned, +whether in papers or bonnets, I never think she's far wrang. She comes +honestly by it. She aince telt me that it was bred in the bane, for her +faither was a colourin'-man in a waxcloth factory aboot Kirkcaldy.' + +Mrs Black's hereditary claim did not appeal to me, and in a most +agreeable and ingratiating way I was advocating my own scheme, when the +outer door opened. + +'That'll be the doctor, I'm thinkin',' said Betty, and she hurried off +downstairs to receive him. + +As my acquaintance with Dr Grierson ripens my admiration for him +increases, and my regret becomes all the keener that I had no knowledge +of him in my boyhood. An early impression of any one, the outcome of +youthful intimacy, is ever a sure basis on which to found true +friendship, and I somehow imagine that, to a thoughtful, observant boy, +such as Betty assures me I was, he would have been not only a willing, +sympathetic preceptor, but also a great power for good in many ways. I +have known him now for only a few months; but during these quiet, +uneventful days of convalescence I have had opportunities of studying +him well, and have noted with peculiar pleasure his love of nature in +all its phases, his reverence for everything uplifting and elevating, +and his sympathy, deep and profound, for all in suffering and distress. + +Yesterday, when I was in the dumps, seeing everything as through a glass +darkly, and feeling isolated and bereft of sympathetic, intelligent +companionship, those lovable traits of his stood out vividly, and the +thought came to me that I should tell him of the lady of my dream, and +of our strange meeting in the Nithbank Wood. Betty, I know, ought to be +my confidante; but I have the feeling that her experience is too limited +and her outlook on life generally too parochial to admit of a +well-reasoned, dispassionate view of my case; and, though yesterday and +to-day I have had ample opportunities of opening my heart to her, I +have felt restrained and dissuaded. Some day I shall tell her +everything, and I know she will rejoice with me. But the time is not +yet. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +When Dr Grierson sat down at my bedside this morning and took my wrist +between his sensitive finger and thumb, I felt magnetically drawn to +him, and the desire to confide in him became irresistible. I had been +wondering in my mind for hours how best I could introduce the subject; +and, not hitting readily on a fitting opening, I had left it to chance +and circumstance. Strangely enough, it was he who paved the way for me. +After we had talked briefly on general subjects, he referred to my +'temporary breakdown,' as he termed it, and told me he was quite sure I +had undergone a sudden mental strain which had adversely affected me +physically; but that, once my mind and body were sufficiently rested, I +should be quite all right again. + +'You're quite right, doctor, in your diagnosis of my case,' I said. 'I +have had rather a queer experience lately, and, if you care to hear +about it I shall gladly tell you. Would you share a little secret with +me, doctor?' + +'Most gladly,' he said. + +'Well, will you please light your pipe? Take that easy-chair by the +fire, and you may sit with your back to me, and I sha'n't feel +slighted.' + +He laughed softly, and, extracting a short clay pipe from his waistcoat +pocket, took the chair I indicated. Seated thus, and smoking steadily, +he listened in silence till my story was finished. I gave him the whole +history, kept nothing back; and in telling all the details I never +hesitated, for the incidents were fresh in my mind, and I had everything +well thought out. + +'Ay, Mr Russell,' he said, after a long pause, 'you tell a story very +well, and what you have told is most interesting and wonderful. I have +read of such occurrences, but I haven't till now come across one at +first hand, as it were. Shakespeare says there are more things in heaven +and earth than are dreamt of in our philosophy, and your experience +certainly goes to prove it. It is usual, especially during a man's +romantic years, to dream of a fair lady's face--very usual indeed; but I +consider it most remarkable that everything came to a head so shortly +after you had told Betty of your dream, and also when, for the first +time, you had entertained doubts as to your vision being realised. I +suppose you are very much in love with this lady?' and he looked over +his shoulder at me. + +'Well, yes, doctor, I am.' + +'What is your age, again, Mr Russell?' + +'Thirty in January.' + +'And--and, you've never been in love before?' + +'I think I've been in love ever since I dreamed my dream, now nearly ten +years ago; but since that interview in Nithbank Wood I'm more hopelessly +in love than ever;' and, somehow, I began to blush, and I was glad his +back was turned toward me. + +'Imphm! Ay, the old story is ever new,' he said, more to himself than to +me; and he rose slowly from his chair, knocked the ashes out of his pipe +on the top rib of the grate, and came over to my bedside. 'Have you told +Betty of this strange meeting?' + +'No.' + +'Why?' + +'Well, doctor, I can hardly explain why I haven't told her, as the dear +old soul is "nearer" to me than any one else in the world; but I felt, +somehow, that I wanted to confide in you first.' + +'Thank you, Mr Russell; and it will be a joyful day when you and I and +Betty can talk it all over among us. Meanwhile we'll keep it to +ourselves, you and I, and I don't think you should allow this--this +_affaire de coeur_ to monopolise your mind too much. To worry and +distract your thoughts over it would be as harmful as it would be +futile. So far, the stars have fought in their courses for you, and, +without much exertion on your part, your fondest dreams seem in a fair +way to be fulfilled. William--no "Mr Russell" after a crack like +this!--I am more than double your age, and for many years I have lived a +queer, prosaic, loveless life--a full life if hard work and gain and +recognition be reckoned everything, but empty--oh God, how empty!--if +love counts for all. I am old, but not so old that I cannot understand +you and sympathise with you, for I well remember days which were +brightened to me by the sunshine of a woman's loving smile; times when +all this earth was heaven to me, the singing of the birds an angel song, +all its people upright and just; sermons I read in stones, and good I +saw in everything. But that was long ago. When love was taken away from +me the whole world seemed changed. My life since then has been selfish +and self-centred. I have long ceased to take any interest in the social +doings of others; and were it not for my work, my books, and my daily +communings with nature, I should be a lonely, miserable old man. I don't +mind telling you, however, that you have touched a chord in my heart +and awakened memories which have slumbered long. I am very much +interested in you, partly on account of your own personality, but mainly +because it was a very near relative of yours who brought to me the only +true joy and gladness that my heart has ever known.' + +He sat down on the basket chair at the foot of my bed, facing me, and +with his back to the light. + +'You will doubtless remember,' he continued, 'that, during my first +visit to you here, Betty in course of conversation, casually or +otherwise, mentioned the name of your aunt Margaret.' + +'Yes, doctor, I remember that distinctly, and also that you were visibly +affected; but'---- + +'I must confess I was, William,' he quickly interposed. 'Well, +confidence for confidence. You have told me your love experience, so far +as it has gone, and it may be that, by doing so, you have relieved your +mind and hastened your recovery; and perhaps, if I recount mine to one +who can understand, it will bring a balm and a solace to my old heart, +of which, in these my years of sear and yellow leaves, I often stand +sorely in need. You--you don't mind my smoking?' + +'Certainly not, doctor; and, to be sociable, I'll join you in a pipe.' + +'That's right--that's right! Nothing like tobacco for promoting +good-fellowship.' + +We filled our pipes in silence. Though it was only late noon, the light +seemed to be darkening in my little room. I looked toward the window, +and down from a dull leaden sky the first of winter's snowflakes were +quietly falling--falling, as it appeared to me, into the eager +upstretched arms of the leafless lime. The doctor's gaze followed mine; +and slowly, with his pipe filled but not lit, he rose from his chair and +looked long and thoughtfully toward the quiet, obscured Dry Gill. + +'I have always loved to see snow falling,' he said, after a pause. 'It +has a strange fascination for me; and to see it in its fleecy flakes, +whirling and dancing and drifting and playing, is a sight which always +soothes and inspires me. I pray God that my eyesight may long be spared +to me, because it is an avenue through which many of His richly stored +treasures are conveyed. I have no ear for music--instrumental music I +mean particularly; but, strangely enough, a wimplin' burn can speak to +me in its flow, a mavis can call me from my study into my garden, and +the eerie yammer of the whaup in the moorland solitude is always to me, +as it is to Robert Wanlock, "a wanderin' word frae hame." The human +voice raised in song conveys nothing to me, but the crooning lullaby of +a loving mother over her suffering child tirls the strings of my heart +and makes me humble. To be unable to _feel_ the pleading of the violin, +the rich soprano, and the resonant bass is something I deplore. But +Providence has ordained that if one sense is minus one, another sense +will be plus one. Well, my sense of sight is plus one, both in strength +and appreciation; and in the midst of these beautiful surroundings in +which, for the last forty years, my lines have been cast, I have +revelled, William--positively revelled. The opportunity has always been +mine of noting the changing of the seasons--the virgin green and promise +of spring, the glory and fullness of summer, the russet and gold of +autumn, the sleep and decay of winter--and each, to him who can see +aright, has a beauty and significance of its own. Ay, and this is +winter--winter heralded by a shimmering veil of pirling snowflakes, +through whose dancing meshes I can trace phantom forms I saw in youth, +and whose madcap antics still, thank God! bring me solace as of yore. +Oh, how grateful and thankful I ought to be!' + +He lit his pipe with a paper spill, and stood for a minute blowing +clouds of smoke round the old china dog on my mantelpiece. Then he +resumed his seat at the foot of my bed; and, inclining his head sideways +toward the window, he said, 'The last good-bye I said to your aunt +Margaret was spoken amidst falling snow, and it is strange that I should +be speaking of her to you for the first time with these flimsy flakes +dimming your window-pane. There's not much to tell you, William; and, to +be candid with you, when I was standing smoking at your fireplace there +the thought came to me that, as your mother had never deemed it +expedient or necessary to mention my name to you, it would be more in +agreement with her will that I should be silent. However, as I have +started, I may as well proceed; but I shall be brief, as I haven't the +heart to go into what must ever be sacred details. I first met your aunt +Margaret in Edinburgh, when I was at the University. Her father--your +grandfather, Colonel Kennedy--had returned from India, where he had +served with distinction, and had, with his wife and two daughters, taken +up residence in the suburb of Murrayfield. Being of a Dumfriesshire +family, and well known to my father, who was a merchant in Dumfries and +Provost of that town, Colonel Kennedy, on the strength of my father's +letter of introduction, gave me a hearty welcome to his domestic circle, +a welcome of which I may say I took ample advantage. Your father and +mother got married shortly after I became acquainted with the family; +and as your aunt Margaret was thus deprived of a sister and companion to +whom she was ardently attached, I gladly embraced every opportunity of +showing her little kindly attentions, acting the part of a thoughtful +brother, and generally doing my utmost to minimise the loss which I was +sure she had sustained. Well, William, this ended in the usual way. +Sympathy begets love, and I fell hopelessly in love with Margaret +Kennedy. How I found out that my love was returned is a secret which is +a joy to me, too holy to share even with you, William. Ah me! the +happiness of those halcyon days--the quiet afternoons in that old +drawing-room facing southward to the distant Pentlands, the evening +walks on Corstorphine Hill when the sunset rays still lingered above Ben +Lomond, the talks we had of the future we had planned! Tennyson says +that "sorrow's crown of sorrow is remembering happier things." That may +be poetic, but I don't think it is true, for it is a crown of joy to me +to call these times to mind, and I feel that to have had this +experience, and to have garnered such memories, I have surely not lived +in vain. Our love, as is the case with all young people, was +unreasoning. We gave no thought to ways and means, and position or +status we never for a moment considered. But your grandfather brought us +to earth and faced us with realities. In response to a written request, +I waited on him one evening, and in a very few words he gave me to +understand that I must on no account pay further attention to his +daughter, and that my visits to his house must cease. He reproached me +with lack of honour in taking advantage of his hospitality to further my +own interests and clandestinely win the affection of your aunt Margaret. +I repudiated this charge, perhaps somewhat warmly, informed him that if +I had broken any of the accepted social laws in the matter, I had done +so in ignorance, and assured him I loved his daughter, and that nothing +short of her renunciation would deter me from some day making her my +wife. He lost his temper, and bluntly asked me if, for a moment, I, a +prospectless student and son of a provincial merchant, considered myself +worthy of a Kennedy of Knockshaw; whereupon I told him that there were +Griersons in Lag, as wardens of the Border Marches, when the Kennedys +were sitting in farmyard barns making spoons out of ram-horns. The old +reiver blood coursed warmly through my veins, and I faced him without +fear. This was the last straw. He raised his cane to strike me; but, +noting my air of defiance, he immediately lowered it, and pointed to the +door. I bowed in silence, then walked slowly out, and I never entered +the house again. + +'The days which followed that interview were perhaps the most miserable +I ever spent. I had had no opportunity of seeing your aunt; and though I +knew she loved me, and that no mercenary considerations would sway her, +still there was the uncertainty of it all, under altered circumstances, +and the possibility of her being dominated by her father's masterful +will. At last, after weary weeks of waiting, of alternate spells of hope +and despair, I received a letter from her, written from a lonely island +in the Pentland Firth, and letting me know that she had been sent +thither by her father on a visit to her uncle, who at that time was +proprietor of the island of Stroma. She assured me of her unfaltering +love, told me that nothing on earth would shake her resolve, and that, +notwithstanding her father's threats, she would join me sooner or later +in a haven of rest. She would take my love for granted, and asked me not +to write, as my letters would be intercepted. With this ray of hope I +had to be content. She wrote to me at intervals; but, as letter followed +letter, each became more despondent and despairing, and at last she +informed me that it was evident she would not be allowed to return until +she promised not to see or correspond with me again. Then came a little, +short note pleading for an interview. "It is a long journey, I know," +she wrote; "but I dearly--oh, so dearly!--wish to see you again. Your +presence will cheer me and strengthen me to bear whatever the future may +hold. On Wednesday next my uncle goes to Kirkwall, and on that afternoon +I will walk down to a little sheltered creek called Corravoe. It is the +nearest point to the mainland, and only a mile or two from Huna. Matthew +Howat has a good boat. When you reach Huna ask for Matthew. He knows +everything, and will help us...." Never a day passes but that weird, +solitary scene comes before my eyes--no trees, no hills, no signs of +human habitation; only a short, gray-green stretch of low-lying, patchy +landscape, bordered by a narrow strip of rocky beach, lapped by the +crested tide of the Pentland Flow. One short hour we spent together, for +the tide was turning, but the smile of hope shone in her wan face ere we +said good-bye. I was the bearer of joyful news, comforting words, and +assurance of release. I told her I was specialising in Edinburgh; that +an unexpected legacy of three thousand pounds had paved the way to our +happiness; and that, when I had arranged with my mother for her +reception, she would sail across to Huna, and find me waiting her +there.... The roar of the far-off skerries is in my ear, the echoing +homeward cry of the seabird, the humming and hissing of the waves among +the shells on the shingle! The shortening day is drawing to a close, +mist is clinging to the scarred face of Dunnet Head, from the darkening +sky the snow is falling, and through the whirling flakes she fades from +my sight. + +'A day came when again I was in Huna, looking across the angry, +wind-tossed Pentland Firth, waiting for a boat which, alas! never +reached its haven. What happened no one ever knew. The sullen waters +guard their secrets well; but a broken oar bearing Matthew Howat's +initials, picked up in Scrabster Bay, told a story which robbed my life +of the only light which ever shone in my soul.' + +The doctor sat for a minute, after he had finished his story, with his +eyes closed and his chin resting on the knot of his stock. Then he +wearily rose from his chair and went quietly downstairs without saying +good-bye. He has a keen sense of the fitness of things, and I feel he +knew that no word of mine, no pressure of my hand, was needed to prove +to him that my heart was with him. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +The painters have come and gone, and on the dining-room walls and +woodwork they have left evidence of tasty, careful workmanship. John +Boyes, to whom the question of wall-paper was referred, was of the +opinion that the decorative scheme adopted by Mrs Black for her parlour +was not exactly applicable or advisable in our case; so Betty at once +deferred to his better judgment, but warned us, all the same, that if +the work didn't turn out a success we were not to blame her. There was, +however, no occasion for what she calls 'castin' up,' as the room looks +exceedingly well, and we--that is, Betty and I--have complimented John +Boyes, who likewise looks exceedingly well, not so much perhaps by +reason of our commendation, but because his account was asked for and +paid the day after the work was completed. I understand the general rule +in the locality is to pay tradesmen's accounts once a year, and when I +offered such prompt payment John was both surprised and perplexed. + +'I thocht, Mr Russell,' he said, 'that you were satisfied wi' the job;' +and he placed his hat on Betty's kitchen dresser, fastened a button in +his coat, and stood on the defensive. + +'And I _am_ pleased with the job, Boyes,' I replied. 'You and your men +have worked well, and--and whistled well,' I added, with a laugh; 'and +in attending to this work just now you have suited my convenience.' + +'Well--but--does it no' look as if ye werena pleased when ye're payin' +me so soon?' + +'No, no, Boyes, you mustn't think that. I happen just now to have the +money beside me, and now that the work is completed it is yours, not +mine.' + +'Oh, that puts a different complexion on the face o't, as the monkey +said when he pented the cat green;' and he gave a cough of relief, and +surreptitiously bit off a chew of brown twist. 'It's no' often that +money's put doon on my pastin'-table, as it were, an' it's braw an' +welcome, I assure you. I'll no' forget ye wi' leebral discoont, let me +tell ye.' When he came back to receipt the account he borrowed a penny +stamp from Betty, and with great deliberation and no little ceremony +drew his pen several times through the pence column, completely +obliterating the 8-1/2d. 'Ye see, sir, when a gentleman treats me weel, +I'm no' feart. We'll let the eichtpence ha'penny go to the deevil, an' +that'll be five pounds six shillin's--nate, as it were.' He stowed the +notes away down in his trousers-pocket, unbuttoned and rebuttoned his +coat, and jocosely informed me that the price of liquid drier was on the +rise, and he would now lay in a stock before the market was too high. An +hour afterwards I saw him emerge from the side-door of the inn, wiping +his mouth with the back of his hand, and the term 'liquid drier' was to +me stripped of any technical vagueness it had previously possessed. + +I have rearranged all the old dining-room pictures so that, without +discarding any of them, I shall have sufficient space for the painting +of Nith Bridge which the Laurieston minister looked upon as a valuable +asset to his bazaar. One day, when I was confined to bed upstairs, I +pencilled a note to my confidential clerk in Edinburgh, asking him to +find out in which of the five Lauriestons, noted in the Post-Office +Directory, a bazaar was to be held, and to make sure of purchasing +thereat a certain oil-painting of which I gave full particulars. +Ormskirk is a cute, long-headed chap; and, knowing the man well, I was +really not surprised when, yesterday morning, I received a letter from +him advising me that, without any difficulty, he had 'struck' the right +Laurieston, and that through our corresponding agent in Falkirk the +picture in question had been secured. Following out my instructions, he +is getting it suitably framed; so I trust shortly to see the space +filled which I am reserving for it. + +Poor Betty has put herself to no end of trouble over the modernising of +this room. She has planned and worked unceasingly; and as she couldn't +be in two places or do two things at once, Nathan and I these last few +days have been in a manner neglected. I was sorry to know of her toiling +on late and early, and I told her to get a woman in to help her; but all +she said, and that with a sniff, too, was, 'It may happen;' and for the +first time I saw Betty's nose in the air. And now that everything is +done that she recommended, she is regretting all the expense I have been +put to, and bewailing the fact that 'efter a' it was hardly worth +while.' 'It's a braw, braw room, Maister Weelum,' she said, as she +surveyed it for the twentieth time from the doorway--'a braw room +indeed, and I trust ye'll lang be spared to enjoy it. Ay, I do that;' +and she sighed. + +I looked keenly and quickly at her. + +'No, no, Maister Weelum, I dinna mean that. I'm no' a dabbler amang +leaf-mould;' and she laughed cheerily. 'A' the same, an' jokin' apairt, +I trust ye'll live to get the guid o' a' your ootlay. At ony rate, ye'll +be gey bien here ower the winter. An' when ye're weel again, an' away +back to yer wark in Embro', ye'll no' forget that ye have sic a place +here. Somewey, I think ye'll get marrit sune--hoo I think sae I canna +tell, but the look's comin' to your e'e--an' whaever the lucky leddy may +be, ye needna be feart to bring her here, for it's a room fit for a +duchess.' + +The early fall of snow, which I shall ever associate with the doctor's +love-story, was, after all, very slight, and except in the uplands, +where it lies in the crevices gleaming white in the wintry sun, it has +almost entirely disappeared. I have been allowed outside again, and, but +for a little stiffness, due, the doctor says, to inaction, I am feeling +wonderfully strong and even vigorous. + +John Kellock the butcher is the nominal owner of an old bobtailed collie +which rejoices in the name of Bang. Bang carries with him into old age +many mementos of his pugilistic days, not the least obvious of which are +a tattered and limp ear and a short, deformed foreleg. He is long past +active service, and only barks now from the shop-door when sheep pass +along the village street; but he dearly loves a quiet saunter down the +pavement and along the country road with any one who has a mind to chum +with him and can keep step with his. John Sterling the shoemaker is also +the nominal owner of a dog, a Dandie Dinmont named Jip, which was long a +doughty antagonist of Bang, but he is now on the pension list too, and +glad of congenial company of limited locomotive capabilities. So the +three of us--all more or less 'crocks,' and mutually sympathetic--take a +constitutional together almost every day. I have mentioned Jip last, but +really it was he who made friends with me first. His master made no +demur to Jip's frequent strolls with me, as the shoemaker himself leads +a sedentary life, and no man knows better than he that a dog should get +exercise; but since Jip has on more than one occasion taken French leave +and remained overnight with me, I am afraid jealousy is springing up in +the shoemaker's breast. Bang noted the ripening acquaintanceship, and +girned disapproval as we passed the butcher's shop; but I never +neglected an opportunity of scratching his shaggy underjaw and talking +coaxingly in a 'doggie' way to him, and so it came to pass that after +following us bit by bit, day by day, he agreed with Jip to bury the +hatchet, and we are now a happy trio and the very best of friends. + +As companions in a country walk I prefer Bang and Jip to any man I know. +I can be silent and meditative, and they don't feel neglected or out of +it; and when I am minded to talk, they, in the wag of the tail and the +intelligent look of the eye, respond and approve. But they never +trespass upon my attention or disturb my vein of thought. + +At first, after our walk, when I reached Betty's door, I asked them to +come inside, but they stood with a dubious look in their eyes and with +heads turned sideways. Then Jip evidently remembered that John Sterling +had paid his license, and that he was in duty bound to make some show of +recognition, so he walked sedately and with fixed purpose across the +street; while Bang, with recurrent memories of truant acts associated +with ash-plants, limped his way to Kellock's door. Now, however, they +have both flung discretion and fears to the winds, and accompany me to +my fireside with an 'at home' sort of air, and just as if Betty's abode +were their own. + +Betty has a cat, a very nice, comfortable-looking cat, with a glossy, +well-cared-for fur, and a strong masculine face; and she often wonders +why I take no notice of Jessie, as she, in her simplicity, misnames +him. The truth is, God's creatures, great and small, interest and appeal +to me, but I cannot love cats. I admire their graceful movements, their +agility, their cleanliness so far as their fur is concerned; but their +eyes cannot draw me lovingly to them as a dog's can, and I have the +feeling that they are capable of loving only those who minister to their +wants, and that they are putting up with domesticity because it assures +them of food and shelter without putting them to the trouble and +inconvenience of seeking it for themselves. I am sorry I cannot love +Jessie, but it can't be helped. Jessie, I know, never loved me; and +since Bang and Jip have got entry to the house I know 'she' positively +hates me. + +This afternoon Bang and Jip accompanied me as usual in my stroll, and +after I had leisurely surveyed all the countryside around, and the two +dogs had to their hearts' content explored every rat-run in the roots of +the bordering hedgerows, we turned for home. For a little while I halted +at Hastie's gate, and watched with interest the northward rush of the +afternoon express. I remembered how, when a boy, I used to stand at this +coign of vantage, with my eyes riveted on the speeding trains, following +them in imagination and desire through distant fields and woods, past +towns I knew of only through my geography, on and away to the busy, +bustling terminus on the Clyde, with its big houses, its long streets, +and attractive shops. How I envied the driver on the footplate, and how +I longed to be a passenger with him _en route_ to the city which was +then to me unknown and unexplored! _Experientia docet_; the express in +its flight was as interesting to me as it was then, but the desire and +longing to be in it were lacking. 'No, no,' I said to myself; 'no +bustling city for me at present. Here around me is life without veneer; +here is the peace I crave; here, I feel, is the goal.' The sound of +approaching footsteps cut short my reverie. I turned my head, and for +the second time I looked into the eyes of my dream-lady. + +Had I had time to gather my wits and consider the situation, I should +probably have recognised her presence by merely raising my hat, but this +was denied me; and, acting on a sudden impulse, I went forward to meet +her with my hand outstretched. With a look of surprise and, I imagined, +annoyance, she stopped and regarded me earnestly for a moment. In a +flash it came to me that we had never been introduced, and I blushed +awkwardly and retreated a step, muttering an incoherent apology. Then +ensued a long pause, an awkward silence. It was Bang who came to the +rescue, and saved the situation. Wagging his scraggy apology for a tail, +he sidled up to her, and in an ingratiating, wheedling way which only a +dog possesses, he claimed her attention. She spoke to him, and stroked +his shaggy head. Then Jip ventured forward, demanding his share of her +favours, and she bent down and asked him his name. I remained +tongue-tied and ill at ease, and was wishing myself a hundred miles +away, when she suddenly looked toward me and smiled. + +'I consider a collie and a Dandie Dinmont ideal companions,' she said. +'They are evidently very much attached to you, and old friends are the +best friends.' + +'Friends, yes; but they don't belong to me,' I replied. 'Bang here is an +old pensioner of the village butcher, and wee Jip is the apple of our +local shoemaker's eye. We've been good chums since I came down here, and +I seldom go for a walk without them.' + +'They weren't with you that day in Nithbank Wood?' + +'No.' + +'By the way,' she hastily interposed, as if glad of an opening, 'I am +pleased to have met you again, and to see you are none the worse of +your indiscretion in venturing so far when you weren't feeling fit. You +have only one walking-stick now, instead of two; so I argue you are +making good progress. Do you know,' she continued, and she gave me a +look which set my heart thumping, 'I have, time and again, reproached +myself for leaving you as I did. You acknowledged you had attempted too +much, and you looked so helpless, so--so'----and she hesitated. 'What +_is_ that very expressive Scots word, now? So'---- + +'Forfaughten,' I hazarded. + +'That's it--forfaughten; and you must have felt forfaughten, otherwise +the word wouldn't have appealed to you as suitable.' + +'Well, I admit now, I was, but at the time I didn't wish you, a lady and +a stranger, to know it. Besides, you had already done a good deal for +me, which, allow me to repeat, I shall not readily forget.' + +I was gradually regaining the confidence I had lost, and felt inclined +to say more, and to tell her of my dream and what her presence meant to +me; but I restrained myself; and, pointing to the paint-box she carried, +I changed the subject by asking her if she was finding much inspiration +in our beautiful surroundings. + +'Yes--oh yes!' she replied; 'it is a beautiful countryside, and the +longer I live in it the more I see in it to admire. A wooded locality, +such as this, looks at its best--at least from an artist's +standpoint--in the late autumn, when sufficient foliage is shed to allow +the gray-purple of the branches to mingle with the yellow and russet of +the leaves. I am fortunate in being here at this particular time, and I +have made quite a number of sketches, which I may work up later. But I +am not really an artist. I am only a humble amateur, though I may to an +extent have the eye of an artist--to appreciate all the beautiful +sights, you know, and that, after all, is something. But I must be +going. Good-afternoon; and I'm glad that you are getting on so +nicely.--Good-bye, Bang.--Good-bye, Jip;' and she gave them a parting +pat, and with a smile on her face which I long remembered, she walked +slowly away. + +It is a very slender hair to make a tether with, but somehow the fact of +her remembering the dogs by name is a consoling thought, and a source of +peculiar satisfaction to me. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +When I got home, and was comfortably seated in my arm-chair by the fire, +Betty came in to set my tea, and I wasn't long in noticing that, from +her abstracted air and the listless way she was moving about, she had +something on her mind. She looked for a moment or two at Bang and Jip +lying comfortably curled up on the hearthrug. 'Thae dugs are braw an' +snug lyin' there,' she said; 'an' my puir Jessie's sittin' in the cauld +stick-hoose in the huff. No' that I grudge them their warm bed, for I'm +gled--he'rt gled--to see them peaceable at last wi' yin anither. It's +nae time since they were girnin' an' fechtin' an' tumblin' ower each +ither frae the Cross to the Gill, an' noo, haith, they canna get ower +cheek-for-chowie. Ye maun ha'e a wonderfu' wey wi' dugs, Maister Weelum. +It's a peety ye couldna exert it in ither weys.' + +I know Betty too well to venture assistance, and I had the feeling that +she would soon work her way round to her subject without my aiding and +abetting. + +'The kettle will soon be through the boil, an' ye'll get your tea in a +jiffy,' she said. 'Imphm! it's a gey comfortable-lookin' chair, that yin +opposite ye, Maister Weelum; an', d'ye ken, I met a leddy the day that I +wad like to see sittin' in it.' + +'Indeed, Betty!' + +'Ay. I dinna ken when I was sae much impressed wi' onybody at first +sicht as I was this day; an' when I was sittin' lookin' at her, an' +listenin' to her voice, something whispered in my ear, "That's the wife +for my boy."' + +'My goodness, Betty, you're forcing the pace!' I laughingly said. 'First +you wish to see this lady sitting in my chair, and in your next breath +you say you wish to see her my wife! Where did you meet this paragon?' + +'Weel, this efternoon, when you an' the dugs were away yer walk, I +slippit in next door juist for a meenit to see hoo they were a' gettin' +on, an', as I usually do, I opened the door withoot knockin' an' walked +strecht ben to the kitchen, an' there, Maister Weelum, sittin' on the +wee laich nursin'-chair at the fireside, was the leddy I speak o'. I +gaed to gang back into the lobby; but Mrs Jardine wadna hear o't, an' +she made me step in, an' she introduced me, quite the thing, mind you. +Ye see, Tom's wife was toon bred, an' she kens a' the weys o't, an' she +mentioned me by name an' the leddy by name; an' if she had been +staunin' in a drawin'-room on a Turkey carpet, an' cled in brocade, she +couldna ha'e dune it better. I juist didna catch the leddy's name, for, +what wi' the suddenness, her bonny face, an' ae thing an' anither, I was +sairly flabbergasted an' putten aboot. It seems, hooever, that she's in +the picter-pentin' line, an' she's ta'en a great fancy to wee Isobel, +an' she's makin' a portrait o' her. A week or twae bygane she saw the +wee lass staunin' at the door as she was passin', an' she was so struck +wi' her bonny wee face an' her lang fair hair that she spoke to her an' +asked to see her mither. Weel, the upshot o' this was that, as I've +said, she is pentin' her, an' a capital picter she's makin'. It's hardly +finished yet. I ken fules an' bairns should never see hauf-dune wark, +an' I'm no' a judge, into the bargain; but I'll say this, photographin' +micht be quicker an' mair o' a deid likeness, but it's no' in it wi' yon +for naturalness and bonny life-like colour. But that's by the wey, as it +were. Her work is guid, withoot a doot, but she hersel's a perfect +picter.' + +I felt my heart beginning to thump and throb, and my breath getting +catchy. 'Pity you missed her name, Betty,' I said with forced unconcern. + +'Ay, as I telt ye, I was putten aboot, an' missed it; but I'll speir at +Mrs Jardine again, 'at will I.' + +'And--and what is the lady like?' I asked, with as much indifference as +I could command. + +'Weel, Maister Weelum, I juist canna exactly tell ye. She's yin o' the +few folks ye meet in a lifetime that ye canna judge o' or scrutinise bit +by bit. It's impossible to do that wi' her; you've to tak' her in a' at +aince, as it were; ye ken what I mean--eh?' + +I did, and I didn't; but I nodded as if I understood. + +'What struck me mair than ocht else,' she continued, 'was her couthie, +affable mainner. To look at her ye wad think that she's a' drawn +thegether--prood-like, ye ken, wi' an almichty set apairt kind o' an +air; but whenever she speaks an' looks at ye, ye've the feelin' that +she's a' roon aboot ye, an' that there's only her an' you in the whole +world. An' she was so composed an' calm, so weel-bred withoot bein' +uppish! Oh, I tell ye she juist talked away to Mrs Jardine an' me as if +we were o' her ain kind. An' when she rose up to gang away, an' was +staunin' her full heicht lookin' doon on us, do you know, Maister +Weelum, she seemed to me to be kind o' glorified, an' the kitchen an' a' +its plenishin's faded frae my sicht, an' a' I was conscious o' was the +kindly glent o' twae big dark een an' the feelin' that I was in the +presence o' some yin by-ordinar'--imphm! An' efter she had gane I +couldna carry on a wiselike conversation wi' Mrs Jardine for listenin' +to the whispered words in my ear, "That's the yin! That's the wife for +Maister Weelum."' + + * * * * * + +Since the forenights began to lengthen the doctor has got into the way +of dropping in and smoking a quiet, meditative pipe with me over the +chess-board. When he called to-night I drew out the little table with +the squared top, and we settled down to our game. But my mind was not +concerned with bishops, pawns, and knights, and my thoughts kept +careering between Hastie's gate and Mrs Jardine's kitchen. I made an +effort to centre my interest, and to look the part of the keen, zealous +player; but, unfortunately, I cannot dissemble. I lost two pawns very +stupidly, and the doctor looked keenly at me, but said nothing. I +blundered on, and at last I made a move which caused the doctor to +smile. He got up, relit his pipe, and sank into an easy-chair. 'Ah, +William,' he said, 'Love is a tyrant! Heart claimed, thoughts claimed, +all dancing attendance on the enslaver.' + +I blushed, and made a show of riping my pipe into the coal-scuttle to +hide my confusion. Then I told him of the meeting on the Carronbrig +road, and of Betty's experience in Mrs Jardine's kitchen. + +'The plot thickens, William,' he said as he rose to go; 'and if I were +you I would tell her of your dream next time you meet her. It will +interest her in you; and, you know, once interest is aroused--well, love +will follow. Good-night.' + +My picture has arrived, and I have got it hung in a favourable light, in +a place of honour above the mantelpiece. I became quite excited when it +was delivered, and, like a child with a new toy, was impatient to see +it, and to gloat over it. But the lid of the wooden case was tightly +screwed down; and, as a hammer and a saw were the only joinery tools +which Betty possessed, I had to call in Deacon Webster's aid, and Betty, +poor body, got no peace till he arrived with his screwdriver. When at +length the picture was taken out of its packing I noticed there was no +signature in the corner, and this at the time was a keen disappointment +to me; but it has ceased to trouble me now, because I have the feeling +that it will shortly bear the artist's name, and till that time comes, +when I am not admiring her handiwork, I shall just entertain myself +filling the corner space with names which appeal to my mind as fitting +and appropriate. + +When I asked Nathan's opinion of my purchase, he looked several times +very deliberately from me to the picture; then, after a pause, informed +me he had 'never till noo seen purple gress.' I explained to him that +this was the purple sunset glow; but he shook his head sceptically, spat +in my fire, and walked slowly ben into the kitchen. Betty, who spent her +early girlhood in the Keir, is delighted that a picture in which her +native parish hills are depicted should be hanging on her walls, and she +was very anxious to know who the painter was, and how it came into my +possession. I just said I was very much interested in the artist, and +that the picture had been sent from Edinburgh. She pointed out to me, +what I hadn't noticed before, that the bright richness of the gold frame +made the others shabby and tarnished-looking, and she warmly advocated +the application of a liquid gold paint which John Boyes retails at +sixpence a bottle, and which, she assures me, 'is liker pure gold than a +sovereign.' Betty dearly loves to dabble in paint. It was Nathan who +acquainted me with this predilection, and he instanced a case of her +blue-enamelling the long hazel crook, the representative staff of the +Ancient Order of Shepherds, which on gala-days he carries in the +procession; and another, when she varnished, with a strange concoction, +a workbox which she has never been able to open since. Knowing this, I +purposely belittled Boyes's liquid, and assured her that in a week or +two our eyes would become so accustomed to the conditions that we +shouldn't distinguish any difference between the frames. It grieves me +very much to thwart Betty; though, truth to tell, I seldom have occasion +to do so, as our opinions on the big things of life, the essentials, are +rarely in conflict, and the smaller we think not worth wrangling over; +so I talked her into a gracious, amenable humour, and ultimately took +leave of the subject in what I considered mutual agreement. + +This morning, however, when she brought up my ante-breakfast cup of tea, +she reverted to the subject without any preliminaries. 'Man, Maister +Weelum,' she began, 'I've juist been takin' anither look roon' the +dinin'-room. Noo, since we've got it done up it's the first thing I do +in the mornin' an' the last at nicht; an', do ye know, I feel quite +prood an' important when I'm puttin' a nice white cover on the big +table, an' the silver candelabra in the centre o't. But, oh man, since +yesterday I'm positively he'rt-sorry for thae auld frames. In a mainner +it's my pleesure spoiled; to me it's a case o' deid flies in the +ointment, ye understaun? Imphm! an' I'm gettin' fair angry at the new +yin hangin' oot so prominently an' skinklin' as if to chaw the ithers. +Dod, I imagine it's laughin' an' jeerin' at them. Noo, Maister Weelum, +twae sixpenny bottles o' John Boyes's gold spread oot thin would amaist +do the whole lot, an'--an' I'll put it on mysel'. I'm rale knacky wi' a +brush. It'll no' come to much--imphm! the cost'll be very little. What +think ye?' + +'I don't know, Betty, I'm sure. I'm sorry to know the old frames annoy +your eye. Personally I like the old ones better than the new one; but +I'll tell you what, Betty,' I said gleefully, as a happy thought struck +me; 'we'll get the new frame coated over with some sort of stuff to dull +it down a bit. They'll be all alike then. How would that do?' + +'It'll no' do at a', Maister Weelum,' she said emphatically. 'That +picter maunna be touched. No! no! It has some history, or I'm cheated. +Time will prove'---- + +A sudden loud knocking echoed through the house and cut short her +sentence. 'Mercy me, what a bang!' she said. 'That's Milligan the +postman, an' as sure as my name's Betty Grier he'll bash through that +door some day;' and, to my relief--for she was stumbling into 'kittle' +ground--she hurried downstairs. + +Since I came here my correspondence has become almost a negligible +quantity. I rarely write to any one, and the few letters I receive are +of a more or less private business character. I had two this +morning--one from the treasurer of my club reminding me my subscription +is due at the end of this month, and the other from my partner, Murray +Monteith, who, after alluding to minor matters, writes as follows: + +'Now for the real reason of my troubling you at this time. The Hon. Mrs +Stuart wrote to me yesterday from Nithbank House, near Thornhill, saying +she was desirous of consulting me on a very important subject; but owing +to indisposition she couldn't travel to Edinburgh, and she would be much +obliged if I could make it convenient to call on her at that address any +day next week. I wrote to her by return saying I would travel south on +Wednesday first, and would be with her during the early afternoon of +that day. As you know, I am a stranger to your native county; but I +presume Nithbank House is within driving distance of Thornhill, and as I +am due at the station of that name at 11.30 A.M., I shall thus have +ample time to call on you prior to my visit, and talk over matters with +you. + +'The important subject she refers to is, without doubt, in connection +with the affairs of her brother-in-law, the late General Stuart, which, +I regret to say, are still in a most unsatisfactory state, owing to our +inability to unearth a will or to procure any information regarding his +marriage. We have made exhaustive inquiry in every conceivable +direction, but without result; and his daughter, Miss Stuart, must now +be acquainted with the facts as they at present stand. She called here +on the 17th ult., and asked to see you. Ormskirk informed her that you +were at present invalided in the country, and showed her into my room. +We talked over matters in a general way, and I think I managed to +satisfy her on the main points, without giving her any reason to suspect +we were faced with such serious difficulties. But, as I have said, she +must be told now, and I approach this part of the business with +misgivings, as it is a very delicate matter indeed; and, from the little +I have seen of her, I argue she will take it very keenly to heart. For +us to inform her, in our cold, unfeeling legal phraseology, that she is, +in the eyes of the law, illegitimate would be nothing short of brutal, +and I trust we may prevail on her aunt to discharge this unenviable +obligation. I assure you I have no desire to trouble you unnecessarily +at this time with business concerns; but, as you are in the immediate +locality, and are not only acquainted with the parties, but conversant +with all the details of this case, I hope you will see your way to +accompany me to Nithbank. Miss Stuart informed me that she had +transacted business by correspondence only, and that she had not yet met +you. Would this not be a good opportunity for us all to meet and decide +what ought to be done?' + +Needless to say, I shall be delighted to receive Murray Monteith here. +We must arrange to have him remain overnight with us, and I shall take +peculiar pleasure in introducing him to Betty and Nathan and Dr +Grierson, types, I feel sure, which he has never met before, but which I +am equally sure he will appreciate. I shall certainly accompany him to +Nithbank House; and I must be prepared to have the vials of the Hon. Mrs +Stuart's wrath poured out upon me when she learns that for almost six +months I have resided within two miles of her, and have not considered +it my duty and privilege to call on her. I am very, very sorry to learn +from Monteith that things have turned out so unfortunately; but somehow +I have dreaded such an outcome all along. And my heart goes out to that +poor girl who is likely to lose her patrimony under the inexorable law +of succession. But, wait now, let me think. Yes, these four thousand +Banku oil shares which her father transferred to her, on her coming of +age, are hers, and cannot be contested; so that, after all, if our worst +fears regarding the property are realised, she will not be penniless. I +wonder if she is a level-headed business girl, and if she knows to what +extent she will benefit from this. Banku oils are worth looking after. +This will be one cheering subject, at least, which we may broach to her. +But, after all, the stigma of illegitimacy remains, and money cannot +make up for that. Poor girl! + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +Pondering these thoughts, I slowly dressed and went downstairs to +breakfast; but so wrapped up was I in reflection, and engrossed in legal +procedure and probable eventualities, that when Betty appeared with my +bacon and egg I could scarcely reconcile myself to my surroundings or at +once realise my whereabouts. Fortunately she didn't notice my +preoccupied air, otherwise my firm's long, blue, tax-looking letter +would again have been blamed and execrated; nor did she make any attempt +to pick up the thread-ends of our conversation regarding the regilding +of the old frames. I wondered at this, as the conditions were +propitious; and Betty, as a rule, follows up the trail of a crack as +surely and consistently as a weasel follows a hare. + +'Joe's in the back-kitchen brushin' your boots,' she said, as she handed +me the morning papers; and I sighed with relief in the knowledge that +Boyes's liquid was likely, for the time being at least, to remain on his +shop shelf. 'Puir sowl, he's quite pleased when I ask him to do ocht for +you,' she continued. 'Yesterday, withoot bein' bid, he got oot yin o' +your suits o' claes an' pressed it wi' my big smoothin' ern on the +kitchen table, an' he's made sic a job o't as wud be a credit to ony +whip-the-cat. He has learned mair than drillin' in the airmy, I tell +ye.' + +'I believe that, Betty,' I said. 'The service is often a capital +schoolmaster. But it was very good of him to look to my clothes. I'll +not forget him for that.' + +'Oh, mercy me, Maister Weelum, dinna you gi'e him ocht! He wad be black +affronted an' terribly displeased if ye offered him money. No, no, it's +neither wisdom nor charity to gi'e to Joe, for he's made mair siller +lately than he kens hoo to tak' care o'. I can tell ye he cam' hame this +time wi' a weel-filled pouch, an' for the first week o' six workin' days +he did mak' it spin!' + +'Spin, Betty? How in the world did he contrive to make money spin in +Thornhill?' I asked. + +'Haith, if ye had only seen him ye wadna need to ask. Ahem, spin! Ay, +Joe can not only mak' the money spin, but he spins himsel', an' he mak's +every yin spin that'll sit wi' him. But mebbe I'm gaun ower quick. Did +ye no' ken that Joe tak's a dram?' + +'No, Betty, I did not; and, as he's a brother of Nathan's, I'm +surprised to know it.' + +'Oh, weel, but it's juist possible that I'm wrangin' Joe noo. He's what +I wad ca' a regular drammer--tak's his gless o' beer every day--ye ken; +but aince a year, an' for a while efter he comes back, he gangs fairly +ower the soore baith wi' drinkin' himsel' an' treatin' ithers. Ye ken he +then has siller galore among his fingers, an' wi' Joe, as wi' the rest +o' folk, "the fu' cup's no' easy carried." Last year he had a gey time +o't; spent a lot, an' grudged it terribly when it was a' gane. Nathan +canna be bothered wi' 'im in his thochtlessness. A' he says is "Benjy's +a fule." He ca's him Benjy because he's the youngest o' the family. Ay, +that's a' he says. But somewey I'm sorry for Joe, an' I'm aye ceevil an' +nice to him. An', what think ye, Maister Weelum? He has signed the +pledge to please me, 'at has he, an' he hasna touched a drap for nearly +three weeks. It's wonderfu' what a bit word will do, if it's spoken in +season.' + +'Yes, Betty, that is so,' I said meditatively; 'that is so. It is very +good of you to interest yourself in Joe. I'm sure he'll bless your name +every day.' + +'Imphm! I've nae doot he does; in fact, I'm sure he does;' and a queer +smile broke over Betty's face. 'Ay, he blesses my name, sure enough; +he's a Hebron, ye ken. The Hebrons never say much, but they look a +tremendous lot, an' Joe's been lookin' at me lately as if he was +blessin' me. The fact is, he's sairly off his usual. He has a queer +cowed look I never saw before. Oh, the man's no' weel, an' I'm sure he +blames me for it. This mornin', when he cam' doon, he was lookin' fair +meeserable, an' I asked him, in a kindly, sympathetic wey, how he was +feelin', an' said he, "Middlin', Betty; very middlin'. It's a very stiff +job this I've tackled. I've been teetotal for twenty days, an' I've +saved as much as'll buy me an oak coffin; an', Betty, if I'm teetotal +for other twenty days, by the Lord Harry I'll need it!" An', d'ye ken, +Maister Weelum, he was sae fa'en-away-lookin' that, though I kenned it +was plantin' wi' ae haun an' pu'in up wi' the ither, I gaed away an' +poured him oot a wee drap, juist a jimp gless, an' then I gi'ed him your +buits to brush, an' he started to whussle like a mavis.' + +Betty's face was quite serious when she was telling me this, and when I +looked into her kindly, concerned eyes, and thought of Joe's patient +misery, I began to laugh, and I laughed till the breakfast crockery +rattled. She looked at me in wonderment, and, lifting the teapot, she +made for the door. + +'Excuse me, Betty, and pardon my levity,' I said; 'but just one +moment'---- + +'Oh, I'll excuse ye,' she said, as she halted. 'There's nocht I like +better mysel' than a guid laugh, but it maun be at something funny; an' +if it's Joe you're laughin' at, he was far frae funny this mornin', I +tell ye.' + +'I can well understand that, Betty; but I was going to say'---- + +'Maister Weelum, excuse me interruptin' ye, but do ye believe in +ghosts?' + +'Do I believe in ghosts? Certainly not. Why do ye ask?' + +'Weel, I'm gled to hear ye dinna believe in them. I say wi' you; but +Joe's juist been tellin' me that he met a leddy this mornin' on the +public street that he could sweer died twenty-fower years bygane. So +what mak' ye o' that?' + +'Oh Betty, Joe's most surely talking nonsense. Where did you say he met +the lady?' + +'Haith, Joe'll no' alloo it's nonsense. He's very positive aboot it. His +story to me was that he cam' suddenly on her gaun roon Harper's corner, +an' he was so frichtened an' surprised that a' gumption left him, an' he +couldna look efter her either to mak' sure o' her or to see where she +was gaun. He was as white as a sheet when he cam' in to me, an' between +the fricht an' the lang want o' his dram, he was in sic a state that I'm +sure the Lord will coont me justified in gi'en him a mouthfu'. What I +telt ye before was only half the truth, an' noo ye ken a'.' + +I don't know Joe very well. Since he came home I have had few +opportunities of meeting him and analysing him; but when Betty was +talking he was very vividly flung on the screen, so to speak, and a +possible trait in his character occurred to me. + +'Betty,' I said, 'don't you think that Joe has just worked up his ghost +story and feigned excitement and agitation, knowing you had spirits in +the house, and that in the peculiar circumstances you would produce the +bottle?' + +'No, no, I dinna think that. Joe's a Hebron, as I've said, an' the +Hebrons ha'e neither the cleverness to think a thing like that oot nor +the guile to carry it through. No, no, Maister Weelum; Joe met the +leddy, whaever she may be, richt enough. I'm quite sure aboot that pairt +o't; but of coorse he's wrang aboot the burial. It's been some yin very +like her, an' Joe's juist mistaken. Had this happened when he was as I +ha'e seen him I wad never ha'e gi'en it a thocht; but this +mornin'--weel, the man was--was ower sober to be healthy.' + +'As you say, he's just made a mistake, Betty. At best, Joe's a +mysterious individual; these annual disappearances are remarkable. Have +you yet learned exactly where he goes?' + +Her alert ear detected a cessation of brushing and whistling, and she +walked quietly to the door, keeked past it, and then gently turned the +handle. 'He has finished your buits,' she said, 'an' he's gettin' +Nathan's Sabbath-day yins doon frae the shelf to gi'e them a rub. Do I +ken where he gangs? Ay, I do. For a lang time I jaloused; but last nicht +he telt me a' aboot it, an', as it turns oot, I havena been very far +frae the mark. His wife has a wee temperance hotel--a temperance +yin--she kens Joe!--in a toon ca'd Brighton. She can manage a' richt +hersel' in the dull pairt o' the year, but she's forced to get Joe in +the busy time to gi'e her a haun wi' the fires an' the luggage an' +siclike. She was only aince here, an' we didna see much o' her; but frae +the little I did see I wad tak' her to be a fell purposefu' woman, mair +cut oot for fechtin' in a toon than settlin' doon to the quiet, humdrum +life o' Thornhill. Joe in the airmy wad dootless be a' richt, but oot +o't an' hangin' aboot here wi' a decent pension he wad juist be an +impossibility. I was kind o' sorry for her when she was here. She had +never been in this pairt before, an' she didna tak' very kindly to it. +She couldna understaun what we said, an' we were in the same fix when +she spoke. The first nicht she was in this hoose Nathan, for Joe's sake, +tried to ca' the crack wi' her; but it gied him a sair heid, so he juist +smiled an' noddit to her efter that. She put twae months in here, an' +then she went away on her ain. First she kept lodgers; then she took +this wee hotel, an' by a' accoonts she's doin' weel. But it's a queer, +queer life for baith o' them. Never a letter passes between them, an' +Joe seldom mentions her name. When he cam' back this time I asked him if +his wife wasna vexed to pairt wi' him when the time cam' for him to +leave, an' he said he didna ken, for he didna see her. "Ye didna see +her!" said I. "Hoo was that?" "Oh," said he, "she was busy at her wark +up the stairs, so I cried to her that I was away, an' she cried back, +'Right you are, Joe; so long till next July,' and that was a'." Imphm! +isn't that a queer state o' maitters, Maister Weelum? Mind you, I dinna +a'thegither blame her. I ken the Hebrons. They're a queer, quate family. +Ye never can tell what they're thinkin'. I've the best o' them--ay, the +best--an' I often shut my een an' thank God for Nathan; but if he had +marrit ony ither woman--I mean a woman wha didna ken him as I do, or +mak' allowances as I can, an' though she had been an angel frae +heaven--she wad ha'e been as meeserable as I am happy. Ay, it was lang, +lang before I understood Nathan, an' the kennin' o' him was a dreich +job, but it was worth it a'. Ye see, the Hebrons havena got the faculty +o' expressin' their feelin's. They may be pleased or angry--it's a' +yin--they never let on in their speech, but they show it in their +actions; at least my Nathan does, an' my impression is that Joe's +wife--Sally her name is--doesna ken Joe yet. He'll no' ha'e met her +half-road, as it were, an' gi'en her a chance o' gettin' to the bedrock, +an' she tak's his quateness for indifference; an' the upshot is, as ye +see, that for the best pairt o' a year she's as happy in Brighton as he +is in Thornhill, an' for the rest they put up wi' yin anither for the +sake o' the siller their united efforts bring in. Ay, it's a queer world +for some folk. But I'm deavin' ye. Joe'll be oot o' a job, too, an' to +keep him richt I maun keep him workin' the day;' and she bustled off to +encourage Joe in well-doing. + +Later I consulted with Betty about Murray Monteith's visit, and we +arranged to get the south bedroom prepared for his reception. So I +wrote him to-day at some length, extending Betty's invitation, and +expressing my willingness to accompany him to Nithbank House. After I +had finished my letter I perambulated the dining-room round and round, +for the day was wet and boisterous, and I could not go out of doors. +Bang and Jip, evidently conscious of the fact that a walk was out of the +question, were making themselves at home on the hearthrug, and I was +just finishing half a mile of carpet-walking when the street door +opened, and Nathan's step sounded in the lobby. Betty had gone out on an +errand, so I went in to the kitchen. + +'Hallo, Nathan!' I said; 'have you got a holiday to-day?' + +Nathan looked up at me as he sat down in his arm-chair near the fire. +'I've ta'en yin, Maister Weelum,' he said. 'I've ta'en yin--very much +against the grain, though. I'm--I'm no' feelin' very weel, so I thocht I +wad juist come hame.' + +'You did well to come home, Nathan, and I'm sorry to know you are not up +to the mark. You're cold-looking. Do you feel cold?' + +'Weel, shivery weys, Maister Weelum; shivery weys. Imphm!--Where's +Betty?' + +I told him she had gone out on an errand, but would be back presently; +and, going into the dining-room, I poured out a glass of brandy and +brought it to him. 'Here, Nathan. I know your mind on the liquor +question; but put aside your objections and drink this. It will do you +good.' + +He smiled feebly. 'What would Betty say? Will ye tak' the blame?' he +asked. + +'Certainly I'll take the blame, or, rather, I should say the credit. +Drink it up now, Nathan.' + +Joe, who had been splitting firewood in the stick-house, had recognised +his brother's voice, and came into the kitchen. 'It is you, Nathan!' he +said, in surprise. 'It's no' often we see you wi' a dram-gless in your +hand, an' at this time o' day, too. My word, but you're lucky!' + +'Ay, Benjy, it is me, an' I am lucky. I daur say ye wad like to chum wi' +me the noo. Are--are ye still keepin' the teetotal?' + +For a moment Joe looked shamefacedly at Nathan; then truth and +honour--outstanding traits of the Hebrons--shone in his eye. 'No,' he +said; 'I broke it this mornin'.' + +'Ay--imphm! And hoo did you come to do that?' asked Nathan, without +looking round. + +'Betty tempted me, and I fell.' + +'Oh, imphm! Betty gied ye a dram, did she? Weel, Benjy, whatever Betty +did was richt. She didna tempt ye, man; she treated ye, that's what she +did. Ye'll no' gang far wrang if ye're guided by Betty.--Eh, Maister +Weelum?' + +He was sitting very near the fire, with his long gnarled fingers spread +out for warmth, and he looked up sideways to me when he said this with a +look in his blue eyes which told me, more pointedly than words, of his +absolute confidence in her good judgment, and the pride he had in the +possession of her love. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +One of my city friends who is interested in the study of phrenology once +told me that my bump of adaptability is very strongly developed. He told +me more, of which I was sceptical; but the natural ease with which I +have taken to and conformed with my present surroundings is proof to me +that his interpretation of this particular bump was fairly correct. +Words fail me to express adequately the pleasure I have derived from my +reintroduction to Nature's home and mine. Everything seems fresh from +the hand of the Creator; there is no veneer, no make-believe, and over +all there is solace and repose. Happy hours in the domestic atmosphere +of the old house, mellowed and sweetened by the presence of Betty and +Nathan; the quiet interval spent in the barber's back sanctum, with its +window facing the gray-blue Lowthers; the afternoon visit to John +Sterling's shop, with its homely smell of roset and bend-leather, and +our usual discussion on the Dandie breed and the beauties of Scott's +_Marmion_, Aird's _Devil's Dream_, and Hogg's _Kilmeny_; a stroll with +Bang and Jip round the Gillfoot or down the 'Coo Road;' and solitary +meditation on the doctor's 'mound,' surrounded by a medley of +vegetation, planted indiscriminately and flourishing under what the dear +old man calls his natural style of gardening--such is my daily +programme. A homely life this amidst homely folks: the barber in his +reminiscent moods; John Sterling with his love of dogs, his +charitableness and honesty, and his enthusiasm for what I may call the +true poetry of life; Dr Grierson, walking alone, hugging to his heart a +sweet secret memory, dreein' his weird, doing good in his own quiet way, +and keeping from his left hand what his right hand is doing; Nathan, +silent, serious, and preoccupied, deferring ever to Betty, and proud and +content to shelter in her shadow; and Betty, my dear, kind, thoughtful +Betty, who always carves with the blunt knife and the big heart, whose +Bible is her bolster, and whose solicitude extends to all God's +creatures great and small--homely folks of a surety; yes, commonplace, +if you will, but dear to my heart. It may be--in fact, I may take it for +granted--that characters like these would make no appeal to my city +acquaintances; to them association with such would be boredom, and my +mode of living the essence of dreariness; and yet to me, and I say it +with all reverence, it comes as near as anything on earth can come to +that peace which passeth all understanding. + +Mention of Betty and her Bible in the same breath reminds me that lately +she has talked to me almost solely on secular matters. This is not as it +used to be. When first I came to her, by a process of manoeuvring and +meandering peculiar to herself she always managed to steer her +conversation into religious channels, and the direct way she had of +pointing the moral was always original and characteristic. It is not +because I have discouraged her or shown any indifference that she has +lapsed in this matter; and it would appear that, as our intimacy has +ripened, and as our topics of conversation have become more personal, +she has meantime allowed the mundane to prevail, with a view to taking +up the more serious and essential at a more convenient season. + +I wasn't surprised, therefore, when, to-day, after Dr Grierson had +visited Nathan in the back-room, she asked him in an off-hand, +matter-of-fact way what he thought of yesterday's sermon. + +The doctor was fumbling in his pocket for his old clay, and in an +absent, abstracted tone of voice he informed her that, as he hadn't +been to church, he wasn't in a position to pass any judgment. + +'Ay, ye werena at the kirk? I micht ha'e kenned that,' she said. 'Imphm! +I'm no' a deid auld woman, doctor,' she continued; 'but I mind o' your +faither efter he left Dumfries an' cam' to bide wi' ye here, an' he was +a regular attender at the kirk. It's a great pity when folks break off +kin'. Ay, that it is! Imphm! An', doctor, you'll excuse me, it's mebbe +nae business o' mine; but I canna help tellin' ye that I often think +aboot ye, an' that ye lie heavy on my mind. We've seen a great deal o' +ye lately, mair than we ever saw before, and I've proved to mysel' what +ithers said o' ye, an' what I had aye ta'en for granted. It's a' in your +favour, an' what ye've dune for the puir God will no' forget when ye're +bein' weighed in the balance.' + +'Thank you, Betty,' the doctor said, as he struck a light. + +'Ay, but haud on; I havena dune wi' ye. I havena come to the point. As +I've said, ye've come a great deal in an' oot among us lately, an' in a +temporal sense ye've been a great comfort and help to Maister Weelum +here. Oh that ye had been able to influence him spiritually, for since +he cam' he's never darkened a kirk door. I've held my tongue, as sae +far there's been an excuse for him; but noo that he's gettin' better an' +able to gang aboot, I juist think that oot o' respect for you, if ye had +been kirk-minded, he could easily ha'e been guided Zionward.' + +I had the feeling that Betty was rushing in where angels fear to tread; +and, not knowing how the doctor was likely to take this, I became very +uncomfortable. He puffed spasmodically at his pipe and moved uneasily in +his chair. 'It is very kind of you, Betty, to think of me,' he +said--'very kind indeed; and you must not count it none of your business +to bring such matters before me. In a way we are all each other's +keepers, and it would be churlish of me to resent such interest as you +show. For my own part, I live my life according to my light, such as it +is. It may be a poor, flickering light to other eyes, but it is +sufficient to show me the road. As for William here, he has long ago +reached man's estate, and he can judge of these matters for himself. If +I mistake not, he has a standard of his own, and I feel sure my +influence, even though I were kirk-minded, as you call it, would not +direct his steps in the direction you indicate.' + +'Oh doctor, dinna say that! We can a' be made humble instruments. +Example is a great thing, though ye dinna follow your faither's, an' I +ken what a power for guid ye wad be if the grace o' God was in ye. Oh +doctor, I've been he'rt sorry for ye mony a time, for I ken the grief +ye've carried, an' I've wondered hoo ye could thole it sae lang a' by +yoursel', an' that ye never accepted the consolation which He alone can +gi'e ye. But ye've spurned it, doctor. I don't think that ye're a joined +member o' the kirk or that ye gang to the Communion--you that's sic a +man i' the toon--everybody's body as you are, an' born wi' a sma'er dose +o' original sin than ony yin I ken o'. I juist canna understan' it.' + +The doctor laughed good-humouredly. 'I've my work to attend to, you +know, Betty. My patients cannot be neglected for the sake of'---- + +'If your work permitted, wad ye gang to the kirk, doctor?' + +'I--I question if I would.' + +'That's an honest admission, an' it wadna come frae Dr Grierson if it +wasna. An' what's your objection, doctor?' + +'Oh, well, Betty, your question opens up a big, debatable subject on +which I have great reluctance to enter. I have neither the time nor the +inclination, Betty; but this much I will say, we are all heirs to a +heritage of different distresses in this life, and as we are not all +constituted alike we require different treatment. Now there is one great +panacea, one great balm, for all our wounds. Some find that panacea in +their church, though many go to church who are not aware they require a +panacea. Others, of whom I am one, find a balm for their afflictions in +communing with the nature of God's creation we see around us. With such +it isn't necessary to go to church in order to feel God's presence or to +experience His beneficent power. If it were, we could only commune with +Him once a week, when the churches are open. As it is, I can praise Him +at all times, and glorify His name under the canopy of His heavens, and +among the trees and flowers and fields and woods, which evidence His +fostering care and proclaim His loving-kindness.' + +'Then, doctor, ye do believe in God?' + +A pained look crept into the doctor's eyes. 'Betty,' he said, 'you +surely have never doubted that?' + +'Weel, wi' you no' gaun to the kirk, an''---- + +'Ah, Betty, it is possible for a man to go to church and remain in +doubt; but no one can stand, as I often do, under the starry firmament, +alone in the midst of slumbering nature, or facing the glowing east +when the shafts of the sun's morning beams are piercing the shadowy sky, +and not feel within himself that God reigneth, and the earth in +consequence rejoices.' + +'Grand! Man, doctor, I'm glad to hear ye say that! I'm--I'm rale glad.' + +There was a wee bit catch in Betty's voice, and a tear trickled down her +cheek, which she tried to wipe away unnoticed with a corner of her +apron. But the doctor saw, and his face twitched and softened. + +'Then, doctor,' she continued, 'of course ye'll believe in the Bible?' + +'Yes--with reservations.' + +'Which means, doctor?' + +'Well, Betty, it means that----Wait now, I want to make it easy for you +to understand; but unfortunately, by doing so, it makes it all the more +difficult for me to explain. Well, in a word, Betty, it means there are +parts of it I believe, and there are others I cannot.' + +'Ay, pairts ye believe an' pairts ye canna believe. I notice ye say ye +_canna_ believe; ye don't say ye _will not_ believe. There's a +difference, doctor, ye ken. Why do ye say ye canna?' + +'Because I have thought out things very carefully, very anxiously, and I +cannot entertain what does not appeal to my reason. I must discard what +I think is wrong.' + +'But, doctor, man, ye maunna exercise your ain judgment. It's human; +consequently it's weak. What ye want is faith--the faith which can +remove mountains, the faith which sustains. Doctor, ye must put aside +your ain vain imaginin's an' thochts, an' become as a little child. Ay, +juist as a little child.' + +'Yes, Betty, I thought you would say that. But you know I am not a +little child. I am a man, a responsible, thinking being, endowed by God +with a reasoning faculty which is calculated to guide me, and which, +Betty, I am expected to exercise. I cannot accept anything temporal +which is diametrically opposed or contrary to my judgment, nor would I +in the discharge of my professional duties follow a course or accept a +condition which my intellect and discernment told me was wrong. Why, +then, should I, in this the greatest of all questions, be expected to +lay reason aside and acquiesce in blind belief? No, Betty, I cannot do +that. If I did I shouldn't be true to myself.' + +'But, doctor, wi' due respect, let me tell ye that cleverer men than you +have thocht these things oot for themselves an' have been satisfied wi' +the Word as it is delivered. Think o' the Reformers an' a' oor +professors, men who have studied theology a' their days, an''---- + +'And after all their study, what do they know, what have they gleaned +from all their books? I cannot be guided even by professors. They know +as much or as little of God's workings as the man who sweeps our village +street. Now, Betty, further than this I cannot and will not go with you. +As I have said, it is a big, debatable subject, and we might talk till +doomsday and not agree even then. Besides, it is a very dangerous thing +to tamper with any one's belief, especially if that belief affords a +solace in trials and constitutes an anchor in the storm. You have got +something within you which calms your fears, and gives you a peace which +nothing else can. Stick to it, Betty, and guard it against assault. And +I--well, Betty, I also have something within me which gives me peace, +such peace as would remain with me even if to-night I was called upon to +turn my face to the wall. Ah, Betty, each and every one has a faith. The +world has never been without one, and it will have one to the end. But +my conviction is we haven't often enough taken stock of our faith, and +the consequence is it has become detached from and out of sympathy with +our workaday lives. What a different world it would be if we were living +our religion instead of professing it! Some say this is impossible. +Well, it ought to be made possible, and the best way of going about it +would be to strip religion of all that binds it to impossible, +out-of-date dogmas, clear it of all that confounds and mystifies, and +nail as a motto to its mast-head these glorious words of the great +Master, "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself." Betty, the time is +at hand when the Church will be forced to consider this text--ay, and to +act upon it; and when that day dawns it will herald the Millennium.' + +A strange hush had fallen upon the room while the doctor was speaking, +and when he ceased it lingered with us like a benediction. Then Betty +walked quietly over to the window. 'Doctor,' she said, after a pause, +'d'ye think, at the last, everybody will be--eh--a' richt?' + +'Well, Betty, the question often occurs to me. When the boundlessness of +God's love comes home to me I think it is possible. There is a verse, +the thirteenth of the twenty-first chapter of the Revelation, which'---- + +At that moment a knock came to the door, and Betty slipped out. In her +absence the doctor smoked in silence, and I watched the fire glowing in +the grate. + +'Doctor,' she said, as she re-entered, 'that's the grocer's boy. +Somebody telt him ye were here, and he wants to ken if the bottle o' +port wine ye ordered is for Mrs Lawson o' Gillhead or auld Widow +Lawson?' + +'Oh, it is for Widow Lawson,' he replied, and the semblance of a blush +spread over his face. He rose hurriedly, adjusted his plaid, and picked +up his hat. + +I put my hand on his arm as he passed me. 'Doctor,' I said, 'your good +deeds are finding you out;' and he shook his head, and smiled as if he +didn't understand me, but he made no reply. + +Betty came into my room later with her Bible in her hand. 'I've been +lookin' up that verse in the Revelation,' she said, 'an' it reads: "On +the east three gates, on the north three gates, on the south three +gates, and on the west three gates." Ay--imphm! I never saw the maitter +in that licht before.--Weel, I trust there may be a gate for me, Maister +Weelum; an'--an' somewey I'm sure noo there's yin for the doctor.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +In accordance with the doctor's orders, Nathan has not been to work +these past few days; and though, beyond admitting a 'wakeness aboot the +knees' and a proneness to 'shiverin',' he makes no specific complaint, I +have noticed that daily he becomes more beholden to Betty, and that he +very willingly goes off to bed a good two hours earlier than his usual +retiring-time. + +There are some who, by their very backwardness and reticence, attract +attention and excite curiosity. I have met many such, both +professionally and socially, and the breaking down of their reserve has +always been interesting; but, than the case of Nathan Hebron, none has +more substantially repaid the time and trouble which the process of +thawing involved. To outsiders I presume Nathan is an enigma. Not so to +us who live with him. I needn't attempt to explain the feeling of +confidence which he inspires, or the peculiar power which he +unconsciously exerts in our little household circle. Words cannot convey +it--it must be experienced to be understood; and though Betty is always +to the fore, always taking the initiative, I know she feels that +somewhere in the background, almost without her immediate knowledge, but +ever in her reckoning, is the force, the power, the quiet, unobtrusive, +dependable Nathan. And yet, strange to say, could I probe to the quick +of his feelings, I know I should find that, in his 'stablished +estimation, Betty, and Betty alone, stands for everything that the term +'bulwark and tower of strength' conveys. + +Of late I have been wondering how best I can advance Nathan's worldly +interests and lighten his burden without taking him away altogether from +the calling of his choice. Somehow I don't think he would be happy +without a spade in his hand and denied access to leaf-mould. He is too +old to fit into a new groove, and I must remember that were I, even with +the best intentions, carefully to uproot an old tree from amongst the +shadows and replant it in the sunshine it would surely die. Still, I +should like to do something to make his gloaming life easier. I have +often felt sorry for him, leaving his comfortable house on inclement +mornings, working his day's darg, and returning when darkness had long +settled down. Outdoor work under favourable weather conditions is +agreeable enough; but when it is carried on under a cold, leaden sky, +amidst frost and snow, and in biting winds, it is stripped of much of +its pleasure and poetry. Thinking in this strain, the idea came to me +that I might erect glass-houses in our garden here, and encourage Nathan +to devote the whole of his time to the cultivation of tomatoes. I have +already mentioned my scheme to the doctor, and he approves of it; but I +have said nothing to Betty or Nathan. I must see to it one of these +days. + +I had a long, pleasant ramble this afternoon. The air was clear and +invigorating; I was feeling braced up and buoyant; and as for Jip and +Bang, I never saw them in a more sportive, energetic mood. We walked +through Rashbrigs Moss, past Dabton Loch, and round by Longmire, where I +called and spent an hour with Farmer Russell. Bang killed a rat in the +steading just before we left, and he wagged his stumpy tail and tried to +raise his tattered ear all the way home. The dogs preceded me into the +house, and I stumbled after them through the darkened lobby and into the +darker dining-room. + +'Hallo, Betty,' I said as I entered; 'not lit up yet?' + +Betty was over at the window in the act of pulling down the blind, +which, strangely enough, she always does before she lights the gas. + +'Oh, it's you, Maister Weelum,' she said. 'It's that dark I can scarcely +see ye;' but she continued standing inactive, looking round at me with +the window-blind cord hanging loose in her hand. The firelight was low, +and the light which came through the window from the village lamp across +the street made the darkness only more visible. I could make Betty out, +silhouetted as she was against the window; but, though all around was in +black shadow which my eyes could not penetrate, I had the feeling that +some one else was present. As I peered around, a tall visionary figure +moved to my right, and Betty came toward me from the window. + +'This is Miss Stuart,' she said, 'the lady that's pentin' wee Isobel +Jardine's picter. She's been workin' at it a' efternoon. I was tellin' +her aboot your new yin, an' I asked her in to see it.--An', Miss Stuart, +this is my boy--my wean I used to ca' him--Maister Weelum, or raither, +as I should say, Maister Russell. Mrs Jardine an' me were tellin' ye +aboot him. Imphm!' And as Betty breathlessly finished her introduction, +and, without further ado, turned to break the fire into a glow, Miss +Stuart and I gravely bowed. + +I couldn't see our visitor's face, but her figure was strangely familiar +to me, and my pulse quickened. + +'Miss Stuart,' said Betty, 'will ye please sit here till I licht the +gas?' and she wheeled the easy-chair, which usually stands opposite +mine, within the radius of the glow from the fire. + +'Oh, thank you very much, Mrs Hebron,' said a voice I knew well; 'but +I'm afraid I must be going. I'll--I'll not sit down, thank you. Mr +Russell will be'---- + +'Delighted to see you seated, Miss Stuart,' I interposed. 'I have very +few lady visitors these days, and I do assure you you are welcome.' + +'Eh! that's weel said, Maister Weelum,' Betty chimed in; 'and it's true +too.--Ye canna but sit doon, if it's only to please him, no' to speak o' +me;' and, as Miss Stuart graciously complied, she bustled out to the +kitchen for a match. + +In her absence I struck a light and lit the gas, and as Miss Stuart's +eyes met mine we both smiled. Nathan on one occasion winked to me, and +in doing so he established a paction between us. In the same way, but +more emphatically, this smile awakened a feeling of camaraderie, a +consciousness that the Fates were playing with us, and that we +recognised the success of their manipulations. + +'Betty has been talking to me a good deal about you lately, Miss +Stuart,' I said as I drew in my chair. 'Somehow, from the first I +associated you, the subject of her talk and the painter of Isobel's +portrait, with my good Samaritan of Nithbank Wood; and I am not +surprised to find that I was right.' + +'Indeed, Mr Russell!' she said, and again she smiled. 'Well, I have been +hearing about you also of late from both Mrs Hebron and Mrs Jardine; +and, like you, I am'----But before she could finish her sentence Betty +re-entered with a lighted taper, and in its warm yellow glow her face +shone like a radiant moon. + +'Ah, Maister Weelum,' she said, 'for aince ye've managed that +"perverted" licht. Thae newfangled things are fashious, an' it's a +cauld-lookin' licht; but there's economy in it, Miss Stuart--imphm! An', +my me! excuse me, miss, but it does my he'rt guid to see ye sittin' in +that chair.' And in a flash my mind went back to our crack, and I +remembered her words, 'It's a gey comfortable-lookin' chair, that yin +opposite ye, Maister Weelum; an', d'ye ken, I met a leddy the day that I +wad like to see sittin' in it.' + +'Betty,' I said, 'Miss Stuart and I are not altogether strangers; we +have met once or twice in an informal way; but, now that we have been +brought together to-night, under your auspices, don't you think--just to +signalise the event--you might offer her a cup of tea?' + +'Eh, Maister Weelum! you read me like a book. I was juist gaun to +suggest that. The kettle's at the boil, an' it'll no' tak' me a meenit. +Will--will I bring doon the tea-set frae the drawin'-room--your +mother's, ye ken?' + +'Yes, yes, Betty, if you please; and Miss Stuart will honour us in +handseling it. It hasn't been used since I came here;' and before my +guest could say 'Yea' or 'Nay,' Betty had disappeared. + +I drew the chair nearer the fire, and, pipe in hand, was about to ask my +_vis-a-vis_ if I might smoke, when I saw her gaze wander round the walls +of my room and ultimately rest on my picture. + +'Oh, Mr Russell,' she exclaimed, as she rose to her feet--'why, that is +surely the picture I painted?' + +'It is, Miss Stuart,' I quietly said. 'It's the picture you had just +finished the first time I saw you in the flesh, and I assure you I am +very proud to be the possessor of it.' + +She stood looking up at it, beating a tattoo with her fingers on the +table, and I saw the warm blood mounting her neck and cheek. + +'I hope you don't mind my having it?' I asked. + +'Oh no; but--well, you must have put yourself to some trouble to get +it--more than it's worth, I'm afraid, for it was presented to a bazaar +many miles away; and, you'll pardon me, but I cannot understand your +putting so much value on it. It is really not a good bit of work, though +the subject appealed to me so much.' + +'Now, Miss Stuart, please do not belittle my purchase--your labour of +love, I may call it. I know a little about art; in fact, though I don't +paint now, it has always been, and still is, my hobby, and in my +judgment you have no reason to be ashamed of this example of your +handiwork. As to my motive in buying it--well, I am a native of this +village, as Betty has perhaps already told you, and to me it and its +environs will ever be my earthly paradise. I know every step of the +countryside around. As a boy I hunted in its fields, explored its woods, +and fished its streams. During the years I have been settled in +Edinburgh, never a day has passed but my thoughts have strayed homeward, +and the identical spot on which you sketched this picture is the one, +above all others, around which my most hallowed memories are centred. +Whenever I thought of my quiet village home my mind meandered down the +Gillfoot road, and the view which inspired you to this effort has always +been with me, for it is, as it were, photographed on my brain.' + +'Oh, I quite understand you,' she said slowly--'quite. But how did you +find out where it was for sale?' + +'Well, I had very little difficulty in that,' I laughingly replied. +'Talking of sales, though--pardon my introducing the commercial element +into our conversation, Miss Stuart--but I would like very much to have a +companion picture to this one, something local of course. I'll leave the +price to yourself. There's no hurry, you know; only I should be sorry to +miss the opportunity of procuring another, treated with the same loving +skill.' + +'How much did you pay for this one?' she asked, with a twinkle in her +eye. + +'Well--I--I really cannot tell you exactly. You see, I didn't buy it +myself. I happened to hear your clerical friend say something about the +Laurieston bazaar; so I wrote to Ormskirk, my confidential clerk, giving +him the few particulars I possessed, and he managed everything to my +satisfaction. The price he paid for it will be noted down: he stated it +in his letter, but as it was of minor importance I don't remember the +exact figure.' + +I had risen from my chair when she stood up to examine the picture; and, +thinking she might be tired standing, I asked her to sit down. She made +no response, however; and, lost in thought, looked long into the glowing +fire. + +'Ormskirk! Mr Ormskirk, your confidential clerk!' she repeated slowly. +'The name seems familiar to me. Oh yes, now I remember;' and she laughed +cheerily, and gave me a blithe look. 'It is a coincidence, Mr Russell; +but I was received once by a Mr Ormskirk of an Edinburgh legal firm. The +name struck me as being unusual.' + +'Well, Miss Stuart, so far as I know there is only one Ormskirk in our +profession in Edinburgh, and he is with us--my firm, I mean--Monteith & +Russell.' + +'Monteith & Russell!' she repeated. 'And you are'---- + +'Well, I'm Mr Monteith's partner.' + +She looked at me with surprise in her big dark eyes, and then slowly +every vestige of colour left her face. 'You--you are Mr Russell! Oh, I +am so glad to meet you! I have corresponded with you, and my father very +often spoke of you. I am Desiree Stuart. My affairs are in your firm's +hands. I am the daughter of General Stuart of Abereran. This is very +bewildering!' and she smiled feebly through moist, lustrous eyes. + +I was too astonished to speak. No suitable words could I utter in +acknowledgment of this unexpected information. Never for a moment had I +associated Miss Stuart the artist with Miss Stuart of Abereran. Somehow, +I cannot say exactly what followed; but I have a dim recollection of +hearing her apologising for sobbing, on the plea that I was the first +person she had met since her father's death of whom, in his last +illness, he had spoken with kindliness and affectionate regard. And I +welcomed this with avidity as another link which bound me to her. + +'Your father and I didn't meet often, Miss Stuart,' I said, after a +pause, during which we had both been busy in thought; 'but we +corresponded very frequently. I am glad to know he spoke of me with +appreciation. Unfortunately I was confined to bed at the time of his +death, otherwise I should have been with you; but my partner, Mr Murray +Monteith, attended to everything, and has been giving your affairs every +consideration.' + +'Yes, Mr Monteith has been very attentive. I called at your office and +asked to see you. It was on this occasion I met your Mr Ormskirk. Well, +Mr Monteith received me, and reassured me on one or two points about +which I was anxious. After all, I didn't tell him the real reason of my +visit.' + +'Indeed! And--and why didn't you?' + +'Well, I somehow didn't like. I know it was very silly; but I just +couldn't speak of it--at least to him.' + +'Oh, I'm sorry to know that!' I said. 'Mr Monteith would have been only +too pleased to help you with his advice. Is the matter you wished to +bring before me still of consequence?' + +'Yes. But it can wait. You know this is neither the time nor the place +to talk business. Besides, I oughtn't to bother you about my affairs +just now. You are still on the sick list, though I must say you look +less the invalid to-day than you did the first time I saw you.' + +'Thank you, Miss Stuart. I am glad to know I look better; certainly I +feel much stronger, and I trust to be back to business soon. But do tell +me now what you wanted to consult me about in Edinburgh.' + +For a time she remained silent, and I watched with interest the run and +play of her thoughts, as expressed in her mobile face. + +'Don't you think,' she said at length, 'that all this is very queer--I +mean our previous accidental meetings, the personal and business +connection between us, and the fact of our sitting together in this room +in this quiet little village? I feel we are known to each other, yet we +are not acquainted. Oh, it does seem so strange and unusual!' + +'Yes. The whole circumstances are rather remarkable, and I could tell +you something--a little story in which you and I figure, which is even +more mystifying; but we are wandering from the subject we had on hand. +You haven't yet told me what I wish to know.' + +'I cannot mention it to-night, Mr Russell,' she said. 'More than ever I +feel I ought not to have broached it. Later I trust we shall have an +opportunity of discussing everything. You don't mind my deferring it?' + +'Just as you wish; but before we dismiss business, may I ask you a +question?' + +'Certainly.' + +'Well, I had a letter from Mr Monteith the other day in which he +referred to your affairs. By the same token, he is coming down to see +your aunt, so we'll all meet and go into everything thoroughly. Well, +what he mentioned in his letter with reference to you set me a-thinking, +and I have been wondering since if you are aware of the fact that you +hold four thousand Banku oil shares. Have you received any dividends +lately?' + +'I know,' she answered thoughtfully, 'that father, some time ago--when I +came of age it was--transferred some shares to me, and from time to time +he gave me what must have been dividends. I didn't trouble him for +particulars; he always hated business chats, but more so after his last +visit to India. I am sure he got a touch of sun, although the doctor +would never admit it, and I purposely refrained from referring to +business affairs, as it only annoyed and irritated him. Since he died I +have received no money at all. As a matter of fact'--and she blushed +painfully--'that's what I wanted to see you about. Aunt is awfully +decent, and grudges me nothing; but surely I ought to have received +something. It isn't very nice to be depending on her for every shilling, +and--you understand, Mr Russell?--I'm perhaps too independent, and'---- + +'Oh, Miss Stuart, I am so sorry! This is a most unfortunate oversight. I +must rectify it at once, and see that money is sent to you to-morrow. +You have quite a large sum to your credit with us.' + +'I am glad to know that;' and she smiled. 'But please don't put yourself +to any immediate trouble on my account. I--I am all right for money at +present. Unknown to my aunt, I sent two of my pictures to Glasgow last +week. Yesterday I received--what do you think?--four guineas each for +them;' and again the blood mounted to her cheek. + +'Miss Stuart,' I said, in consternation, 'have you through our +thoughtlessness been obliged to'----I didn't finish my sentence, for at +that moment the door opened, and Betty entered with the tea-tray. Maybe +it was a fortunate, certain I am it was a timely, interruption, as I was +strongly tempted to act unprofessionally, and take a client to my arms. + +We had tea brewed in my mother's old Worcester teapot and served in +dainty cups of the same ware. The modern gas was extinguished, and the +candles in the candelabra were lit. Nobody in Thornhill, or out of it, +can bake soda-scones to compare with Betty's; no one can approach her in +the lightness and pan-flavour of her toothsome pancakes, the 'gou' of +her butter, and the aroma of her home-blended tea. As for her homely, +kindly presence--well, only one other possessed its match, and she was +sitting at Betty's right hand, admiring my mother's old china, praising +Betty's scones, filling my heart with a gladness it had never known +before. Ah, Betty Grier--my dear old Betty--I owe much to you! Before +life was a reality to me, you cared for me and ministered to my wants. +When I was cast adrift from moorings of my own making you took me in, +nursed me, and tended me. For all this I thank you; but for bringing +this little tea-party about I'll bless your name for ever and ever. +Amen. + +So far I have not been out of doors after nightfall. The village streets +are not too well lit; the pavements are too uneven for my uncertain +steps; but Miss Stuart couldn't go home unattended. Betty was very +emphatic on this point, and of course I heartily concurred. Bang and Jip +certainly came into the house with me after our walk; but they must have +recognised in Miss Stuart a counter-attraction, and slipped away to +their respective homes unobserved. Standing in the lobby with my coat +and hat on, and thinking they might be keeping Nathan company in his +back-room, I called to them several times, but all in vain; so Miss +Stuart and I went out alone. + +It was a clear, quiet, moonlight night, with that sharp touch of frost +in the air which makes walking a pleasure. No winter night winds sighed +in the bare, leafless limes as we passed down the street; no discordant +sounds broke the stillness of the Gillfoot as we wended our way by its +shadowy wood. + +I had, of course, perforce to walk slowly, and in some unaccountable way +my thoughts and speech seemed to keep in rhythm with my steps. This at +first disturbed and annoyed me, as I was anxious to be vivacious and +animated; but I soon found out that in certain circumstances +conversation is not essential to good-fellowship. + +When we reached the top of the Gillfoot Brae, and were almost opposite +the little wicket to Nithbank Wood, we halted for a minute, and in +silence looked down upon the scene, the natural features of which my +companion had with such loving skill transferred to her canvas. + +There are times when Nature asserts herself--thrusts herself, as it +were, upon us, and emphatically proclaims her glory and power. It is +good for us to come under her dominance then, for if we have within us a +soul worthy of the name we cannot but feel our true position and +standing in the great Creator's plan. + +As I stood, with the woman I loved beside me, on that glamour-haunted +spot, amidst scenes grand in their solemnity and hallowed by +associations, myriads of twinkling worlds above us, at our feet peaceful +howmes all bathed in moonlight, a fuller realisation of the true import +of life was borne in upon me. And there, in a consciously chastened +spirit, with Nature's sermon in my heart and her inspirations all around +me, I turned to my companion, and falteringly told the story of my +dream. + +In silence and with wonderment in her eyes, she listened to all my heart +bade me say, and when I had finished she slightly turned away from me, +and her head was bowed. Then in a flash my mind reverted to her recent +bereavement; and when I thought of her loneliness and isolation, the +uncertainty of her prospects, and the shame and mental trials she would +in all probability be called upon to bear, reproach came to me, and I +felt selfish and mean in adding to her burden of mind. + +'Miss Stuart,' I said, 'please pardon me if I have said anything amiss, +or if what I have spoken is unwelcome or ill-timed, and a cause of +unhappiness to you. If it is so, I am deeply sorry, but I cannot take +back anything I have told you. God knows it is true, and my whole life +will be devoted to prove to you that it is so. But for the +present--well, doubtless you have plenty to think about, so please +dismiss from your mind what I have said. If I may, I shall some day +speak to you again. Meanwhile let me be your friend. Somehow, I think +you need one.' + +She looked gratefully at me with moistened eyes. 'Thank you very much. +What you have told me is all so strange, so unexpected, and--and I feel +it is all true. You are very kind. I do need a friend, and I can trust +you.' + + * * * * * + +I am lying in my old truckle-bed. It is far into the morning, and sleep +has not yet closed my eyes. Nathan has not been so well to-night, and +his restlessness has kept Betty astir, but it hasn't disturbed me. And, +somehow, I am not lonely. 'I do need a friend, and I can trust you;' +these words, during the quiet hours, are often being whispered in my +ear, and I would rather remain awake and hear them than slip into +slumberland and lose them. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +For the first time since I was a boy, Betty had to waken me this +morning. As a rule I lie for half-an-hour before getting up, allowing my +mind to simmer over the events of the previous day, and planning how +best I may spend the coming forenoon and afternoon. I had no need to +make out any programme for to-day, however, as I had that all arranged +last night. + +I dressed hurriedly, and after spending a few minutes with Nathan, who, +poor man, is abed, I sent off a telegram to Murray Monteith, requesting +him to wire on receipt one hundred pounds on Miss Stuart's account to +the local bank. When I had breakfasted I wrote him a long letter, and +asked him to send me particulars regarding her interests in the Banku +Oil Company. Then I went up and arranged with Mr Crichton the banker as +to her account. + +Walking along to the bank, I met Joe on his way down to Betty's. Joe's +jacket is always closely buttoned, and he wears his tweed cap tilted on +his head at the same angle as he would his glengarry when on parade. +His hair is cropped short, the forelock brushed firmly and obliquely +across his left temple, and showing prominently under the stem of his +civilian cap. His trousers are always carefully pressed; consequently +they never show a bagginess at the knees. He is not so tall as Nathan, +nor has he the 'boss' appearance; but I fancied that to-day he had more +than usual of the same serious Hebron expression; and when he gave me +the salute, as he always does in true soldierly style, it wasn't +accompanied by the customary cheery smile. He passed me at the +regulation step, and from the fact that he was carrying a brown-paper +bag bearing the name of John Nelson, Fruiterer, I surmised that Betty +was contemplating an apple-dumpling for dinner. + +My business with Mr Crichton was soon disposed of; but it took me some +considerable time to dispose of Mr Crichton. He has a jocose, affable +way with him, a pawky knack of leaving one subject and starting another; +and when he is in a reminiscent mood, as he was this morning, he can be +very dreich and very entertaining at one and the same time. Long ago, of +an evening, he used to play chess with my father. He took snuff in those +days--he takes snuff still, and treats others unstintingly, as Betty +will know when my handkerchief goes to the wash--and when my father had +lured him into an awkward position on the board his little silver box +was seldom out of his hand. My recollection of him at that period is +very hazy, and it is so closely associated with this box that it may be +if he hadn't snuffed I shouldn't have remembered him at all. I notice he +applies the stimulant always to his right nostril, never to the left, +and he has a dainty and a stealthy way of conveying the pinch which +contrasts strongly with that of Deacon Webster, whose recklessness where +snuff is concerned is such that more is distributed on his shirt-front +and waistcoat than is sniffed into the nasal receptacle. On the other +hand, so cleanly and dapper is Mr Crichton that, were it not for the +aroma of Kendal brown which ever lingers about him, you wouldn't know he +used snuff at all. + +After a couthie crack, which, in spite of my preoccupation, I enjoyed, I +said good-bye and walked out of the bank, only to fall a ready prey to +the blandishments of Douglas the barber, who inveigled me into his +back-yard to see a cavie of Wyandotte chickens of which, as +prize-winners, he had great expectations. Then, in his draughty lobby, I +had to listen to an account of his first and only interview with Thomas +Carlyle at Holmhill, of his photographing the Chelsea seer and +'snoddin'' his hair; also to a resume of a lecture on the Ruthwell Cross +he had heard delivered by our fellow-villager, Dr Hewison, which pleased +him, as he said, 'doon to the nines.' On reaching home I found, to my +great disappointment, that Dr Grierson had called and had gone away. I +wanted particularly to see the doctor, as I felt he should know that I +had taken his advice and unburdened my mind to the lady of my dream. + +When Betty came in to lay the table for my homely midday meal I noticed +she was not quite herself, and that there was something unusual +disquieting her mind. As I have said, I always allow her to unburden +herself to me in her own way and at her own sweet will; but somehow I +intuitively felt that in the present circumstances my rule should not +apply. + +As she moved silently out and in I watched her closely, and when she had +finished and drawn out my chair from the table I put my hand on her +shoulder. 'Betty,' I said, 'there is a sadness in your eyes to-day I +have never noticed before. Is there anything worrying you?' + +She looked up at me for a moment; then, putting her arms round my neck, +she began to cry, quietly but emotionally. 'Oh, it's Nathan, puir falla, +an' I'm sairly putten aboot,' she said between her sobs. 'It strikes me +he's no' in a very guid wey; an', oh Weelum! if--if ocht tak's Nathan I +dinna want to live.' + +It was the first time for years she had, unasked, called me 'Weelum' +without the prefix, and the old familiar way she pronounced it touched a +chord in my heart. + +I let her have her cry out, and then I did my best to allay her fears. +She sat down on my chair, and I drew in another and sat down beside her. +'Nathan's not very well, Betty,' I said; 'but he's always been a healthy +enough man, not given to complaining and lying about, and you know +you're so accustomed to see him strong and robust that you are apt to +exaggerate anything which prostrates him and keeps him in bed. The +doctor's not concerned about him to-day, is he?' + +'I--I dinna ken for certain. He didna say so to me, but I imagined he +looked that wey,' she said. 'Mebbe I read his face wrang. I'm trustin' I +did, but--but I see for mysel' that Nathan's far frae weel.' + +'Yes, Betty, we all know that; but I'm sure there's nothing serious. +He's got a bad cold, a very bad chill, the doctor tells me; but with a +good rest in bed and careful nursing he'll soon be up and about again.' + +'I'm dootin' it's mair than a chill, Maister Weelum,' and she shook her +head; 'an' it strikes me that Nathan kens it's something mair serious. +He's tryin' no' to let on to me; but the mair he tries the clearer I see +it. Ay, him an' me have come to that time o' life when we depend a guid +deal on yin anither, an' lately I've noticed that he's been anxious to +do mair for me than he's able. We lippen on yin anither in a quiet kind +o' a wey, ye ken--never askin' or demandin', but aye expectin', an' aye +gettin'. Ay, Maister Weelum, aye gettin' an' aye gi'in', an' it's +through this wee peep-hole that Nathan an' me, an' ithers happily +married like us, get a wee bit glisk o' a heaven on earth.' + +I pondered over these words for a moment. 'Betty,' I said, 'that's a +beautiful way of putting it.' + +'Ay, it may be beautiful--it may be, I say, Maister Weelum. I'm no' a +judge o' that; but it's true--_an' I feel it's true_; an' the best wish +I can wish ye is that some day my experience in this will be yours.' And +she wiped her cheek with her apron, and smoothed imaginary creases out +of the tablecover with the back of her hand. + +'And--and, Betty, you must love Nathan very much?' + +'Yes,' she said promptly, 'I love Nathan; but no' so much as I have +reason to, an' no' mair than he deserves.' + +'And was Nathan the only sweetheart you ever had, Betty?' I suddenly +asked. + +She rose from her chair and turned her face to the window. 'Dear me, +Maister Weelum, that's a queer question to ask! What put that into your +heid?' + +'Oh, I don't know, Betty. I've often wondered.' + +'Ye've often wondered that, have ye? Imphm!' And she sat down again. +'Weel, as the wean I nursed an' the man I'm prood o', ye'll no' be +denied an answer. No, Nathan's no' the only sweethe'rt I ever had. I +loved anither man before I loved Nathan. I was aboot nineteen year auld +at the time, an' if onybody had telt me then that Robert Frizzel wad +never be mine I wad ha'e gane demented. Nineteen's a careless, haveral +kind o' an age; but the he'rt can be awfu' glad an' joyous then, an' I +must confess I had spurts o' happiness which carried me aff my feet in a +wey I couldna understand later. The sun was aye shinin'; the birds were +aye whusslin'. I gaed to my bed singin', an' I wakened singin'. Oh, I +mind it a' weel. The mistress--your mother--somewey was against it; but +I thocht I kenned best, an' mony a sweet bit stolen oor I had up at that +same gate at the heid o' the gairden there. He was a nice-lookin' man, +was Robert, a bonny singer, an' a great toss amang the lassies, an' to +be singled oot frae amang them a' was in my estimation something to be +prood o'. Weel, I heard something aboot him no' to his credit--something +mean an' dishonourable. Nathan was comin' aboot the gairden even then; +an', though he had never said ocht to me, I could see, an'--an' I +jaloused, an' it struck me that he wadna ha'e dune the same. Weel, the +first chance I got I asked Robert aboot it, an' he juist laughed an' +made licht o't. I telt him I never wanted to speak to him again, +an'--an' I gaed to my bed that nicht an' grat the sairest greet I ever +had in my life. Ay, I juist put him oot o' my he'rt an' steekit the +door. An' then Nathan somewey opened it again, an'----Michty me, Maister +Weelum, your broth's stane-cauld!' And, without another word, she lifted +the soup-tureen and went ben to the kitchen. + +I never for a moment suspected Betty of having had a calf-love affair, +and her characteristic recital of the episode was as unexpected as it +was interesting. I asked the question which led up to it almost without +premeditation, and not so much out of curiosity as from a desire to wean +her pessimistic mind away from Nathan's indisposition. Poor body, she +was always prone to meet her troubles halfway, and I feel so sure that +her fears regarding Nathan are groundless that I do not reproach myself +for interrupting her brooding thoughts. + +After dinner I went through to Nathan's bedroom and had a short chat +with him. He was assiduously reading _The Christian Herald_ when I +looked past the curtain of his bed, but on recognising me he at once +stopped and took off his spectacles. 'Oh, it's you, Maister Weelum,' he +said, as he laid aside his paper. 'I--I thocht it micht be Betty.' + +At the back of the bed, and only partly hidden, was a copy of _The +Gardening World_. I looked first at one paper, then at the other, and +remembering his predilection for secular literature, I smiled. Nathan +smiled also. I made no remark; neither did Nathan; but somehow I am +surer now than ever that Betty is wrong in thinking that he considers +his condition serious. + +With Nathan in normal health and at his own fireside it is a difficult +matter to keep the crack going; but with Nathan indisposed and abed it +is well-nigh impossible. True, he answers any questions I put to him, +but he never introduces a subject of conversation, and at his bedside, +talking to him, I have always the strange feeling that he wants to put +his head underneath the bedclothes. + +When I had exhausted my news, and was wondering what next to say, Joe +came in, and he had still the serious expression in his eyes I had +noticed on meeting him on my way to the bank. + +Joe is of great assistance to Betty at present, and his knowledge of +housework, combined with his readiness to help, places him on a pedestal +and makes him indispensable. I took the opportunity of thanking him for +what he had done, and commended him strongly for his kindly services; +and when I was going out, as an inducement to further exertions, I +quietly slipped something into his hand that brought him to the salute +with a most pronounced jerk. + +Nathan was eyeing the stiff-as-starch Joe in surprise, as I gave him a +good-afternoon nod. 'What's wrang wi' ye, Benjy?' I heard him say. +'Maister Weelum's no' an offisher; he's a gentleman.' + +'That's exactly why I saluted him, Nathan,' said Joe very patly; and I +was laughing quietly to myself as I re-entered my room. + +Betty was what she calls 'bankin'' my fire; and, on looking round and +catching the smile on my face, she wiped her fingers on her dust-cloth +and smiled too. + +'Nathan's a wee bit cheerier noo than he was in the foreday,' she said; +and, after a pause, as a second thought, she added, 'at least he's as +cheery as a Hebron could be in the circumstances.' + +'Oh yes, Betty,' I said, 'he seems to be in a happy enough mood; but I +think I have heard you say the Hebrons are not what one would call a +hilarious family.' + +'No, 'aith no, except Joe, an' him only sometimes--when he shouldna be. +Imphm! Ye never met ony o' Nathan's sisters, Maister Weelum, did ye?' + +'No, Betty. I didn't know he had any sisters.' + +'Oh, weel, in a wey neither he has, for yin o' them lives in Auchensell +an' the ither twae away in the back o' beyond, somewhere in Glencairn. +They come to Thornhill only aince a year, at the Martinmas fair, an' of +coorse Nathan stays at hame frae his wark, an' we've them doon here for +their denner. Peasoup's a weakness o' the Hebrons, an' they're awfu' +keen on pork ribs, so I mak' my bill o' fare to suit them. An' then, the +time I'm cleanin' up, they a' sit roon the fire, an' Nathan smokes an' +spits, an' his sisters sit strecht up in their chairs, lookin' frae the +fire to the window, an' whisperin' to each ither. Ye see, Nathan brocht +them up. They look on him in a wey as their faither, an' they defer to +him even yet, an' aye wait on him speakin' first, so ye can understaun +their tongues dinna gang juist like hand-bells; no, 'aith no, they do +not. Nathan's fair, but they are dark an' swarthy, an' they a' wear +black dolmans, 'lastic-sided boots, an' white stockin's, an' they aye +come wi' umbrellas in their haun even though the weather's as dry as +tinder. Thomasina frae Auchensell is the auldest, an' she's the only yin +that has a family; an' when Nathan does say ocht it's aye her he speaks +to, an' the ither twae juist sit an' mutter to yin anither, lookin' +quite pleased an' satisfied. I'm used wi' them noo; but the first time I +had them here I was at my wits' end. No' a word could I get oot o' them, +an' Nathan--weel, I didna ken him very weel then either--_he_ could +hardly be seen for pipe-reek, an' it was only because I couldna do the +deaf an' dumb alphabet that I didna try it on them. An' mair than that, +Maister Weelum, here's anither very queer thing. Do you know that their +men--their marrit men, I mean--have never been inside this door. I've +never met them, no' even seen them; an' Nathan--weel, I dare say he wad +be at their waddin's, but I question if he wad stop an' speak to them if +he met them on the king's highway. Oh, I tell ye, they're queer! Ye +micht marry a Hebron, but ye never get into the family.' + +'And what about Joe?' I asked. 'Does he join these annual reunions?' + +'Catch Joe sittin' in the hoose on a Thornhill fair-day. No, no, Joe's +ower keen on the pea-guns, an' the Aunt Sally booth, an' siclike to ha'e +ony time to help Nathan to entertain his sisters. He's a queer, queer +mixture is Joe; but his he'rt's in the richt place for a' that. Ha'e ye +seen him the day?' + +'Yes; I met him on the street, looking rather melancholy, I thought. +You--you haven't put him under the pledge again, Betty?' + +'Ye thocht he looked melancholy, did ye? Weel, he's under nae pledge to +me. It's no' that that's putten him aboot. Puir Joe! puir Joe!' + +'What is it, then, Betty?' + +She hesitated for a minute, and I at once apologised, thinking I was +unconsciously prying into family affairs. + +'Oh, it's no' that I'm hankerin' for, Maister Weelum. The fact is, it's +in a wey concerned wi' a friend o' yours, an' I don't know very weel hoo +to begin; but ye mind me tellin' ye aboot Joe gettin' the awfu' fricht +meetin' a lady he thocht was deid an' buried? You an' me made licht o't; +but Joe wadna be convinced, an' last nicht he saw the lady again, +an'--noo, Maister Weelum, this is the queer bit o' the story--the lady +was Miss Stuart.' + +'How did he know that, Betty?' + +'Weel, he was in the kitchen last nicht when I brocht her through frae +Mrs Jardine's to see your picter, an' he was so putten aboot that he +gaed strecht away hame to the Cuddy Lane withoot sayin' a word to +onybody. This mornin' he spoke to me aboot it, an' asked her name, an' +when I said it was Miss Stuart he nearly fainted. "Same name," he said, +"and the same locket," an' that's a' I could get oot o' him; an' he was +so dazed an' bamboozled that he couldna mind my messages, an' I had to +write them doon on a bit paper. Noo, Maister Weelum, what mak' ye o' +that?' + +'Same name and the same locket!' I repeated slowly. 'Whatever could he +mean by that?' + +'I dinna ken. I asked him, but his lips shut wi' a snap like a handbag. +If I hadna asked he wad ha'e telt me; the Hebron cam' oot there again, +Maister Weelum.' + +'Oh, Betty, it must be a foolish fancy. The chance of Joe having met +Miss Stuart before has, of course, to be considered; but the lady he +knew died twenty-four years ago. Miss Stuart must have been a baby +then.' + +'Mebbe it was her mother, Maister Weelum.' + +In a flash the possibility occurred to me. I looked quickly and keenly +at Betty, but her eye challenged my gaze clearly and without flinching. + +'Ye're thinkin' I'm speakin' in riddles, an' keepin' something back; if +ye do, ye're wrang, Maister Weelum. It was the locket that made me think +o' her mother; it wad be a very likely keepsake for her to ha'e.' + +'Betty, my dear, I don't doubt you. I am sure you are telling me all you +know; you have no motive for keeping anything back. I--I am very much +interested in Miss Stuart, more so than in any woman I know. There is +some uncertainty connected with her affairs which, unless it is cleared +up, will be to her disadvantage. I may be thinking too quickly, and the +wish may be father to the thought; but it strikes me that a chat with +Joe would clear the air. He is in Nathan's bedroom. Do you think he +would come in and have a talk with me alone?' + +'Oh, I'm sure he'll do that wi' pleesure. But, Maister Weelum, if it's +ocht ye want to ken, ye maunna ask him questions. I ken Joe; he's a +Hebron, an'--weel, ye understaun?' + +I quite understood; and when, later, Joe came into my room I was busy +examining a pair of old holster pistols which had belonged to my +grandfather. 'Oh, it's you, Joe! I said. 'You're the very man I want. I +know you understand more about these things than I do, and I should be +obliged to you if you would kindly help me to clean them up a bit.' + +'Certainly, sir,' he said with alacrity. 'I'll soon polish them up. But +it's a dirty job; don't you bother with them. I'll see to them in the +back-kitchen.' + +In conversation with Betty or Nathan, Joe employs the Doric as they do; +but, thanks to his service in the south and abroad, he is equally +familiar with English as it is read, and in speaking to me he doesn't +even betray the semblance of the Scots accent. + +I hadn't bargained for his taking the pistols off to the back-kitchen, +however. This wouldn't suit my plan. Joint operations were necessary for +a crack such as I wanted. Accordingly I suggested we should cover the +better-lit end of the table with a newspaper, and exercise care; and so +it came to pass that in a few minutes Joe and I were up to the wrists in +emery and oil, and our tongues going like Betty's hand-bells. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +At length, by finesse and a good deal of circumlocution, I got the +conversation worked round from accidental shooting to accidental +meetings, related one or two coincidences which made him pause in his +work, and then casually mentioned that Betty had told me of his meeting +Miss Stuart, and the shock he had received. + +'Yes, Mr Russell,' he said, 'I don't know what to say about that. I +couldn't get to sleep last night for thinking of it.' + +'Well, Joe, it seems plain enough to me. The lady you knew died +twenty-four years ago. Miss Stuart is not more than twenty-five, so it +couldn't possibly be she whom you knew.' + +'That is so, sir; I admit that,' and he stopped polishing; 'and it's a +far cry from Thornhill to Toledo; but the Miss Stuart I saw last night +was wearing a locket which I am sure belonged to a Mrs Stuart who died +in Toledo twenty-four years ago. If I'm wrong, then, sir, my name is not +Joseph Hebron.' + +I was positively tingling with excitement, and strangely conscious I +was on the eve of a great discovery. A thousand thoughts flashed through +my mind; I felt quite overcome and bewildered. Here, 'far from the +madding crowd,' in this sleepy little village with its easy-going, +unpretentious ways, I had met the woman God made for me; and there, +polishing the barrel of my grandsire's old pistol, stood one of the +least important of its villagers, who of a surety held the key to all +the mysteries that had baffled our unveiling. It seemed unreal, +incredible, impossible, yet it was absolutely true, for clutched to my +heart I held the sacred memory of our moonlight talk, I felt the touch +of her hand, and her parting words were ever ringing in my ears; and +Joe's earnestness and assurance were as a presage to me that the mists +would soon be rolled away. Betty's words came to me, 'If it's ocht ye +want to ken, ye maunna ask him questions;' but I felt I must put her +advice aside. Questions must be asked, and answers must be given +willingly, not dragged out; and if I was to obtain these answers Joe +must be to some extent taken into my confidence. + +'Joe,' I said, 'you speak with a positiveness which carries conviction +with it, and encourages me to great expectations. Now I'll be honest and +candid with you, and you must be frank with me and answer fully and +truly one or two questions I wish to put to you. You admit that the +remarkable likeness you see in Miss Stuart to a Mrs Stuart you knew long +ago has disturbed your mind, and you are quite convinced that the locket +Miss Stuart wears belonged to that lady. There is a probable connection +here which, if it can be established, will mean much to Miss Stuart. Her +affairs are in my hands, and naturally I am very much interested in +this. Now, Joe, you don't know me. Betty does. Will you take her word as +surety for my honourableness, and tell me frankly all I may ask?' + +Joe looked very intently at me while I was speaking. Then he laid down +the pistol and emery-cloth with a suddenness and determination which +plainly told me that his yea would be yea, and his nay, nay. 'Mr +Russell,' he said earnestly, 'I have always sworn by Nathan's Betty; she +swears by you in everything. If any information I can give will be of +service to Miss Stuart you're welcome to it, and I'll answer truthfully +whatever you ask.' + +'Thank you, Joe. I know you will. Well, first of all, who was Mrs +Stuart?' + +'She was the wife of Major Stuart of my old regiment, the 25th.' + +'Do you remember his full name?' + +'Yes, sir. It was Major Sommerville Stuart of Abereran, Perthshire.' + +'Where did they live together as husband and wife?' + +'Well, sir, it was like this. You see--eh--well, perhaps I had better +tell you what I know in my own way--some pointed questions are not +easily answered.' + +I nodded. 'All right, Joe; just as you wish,' I replied. + +'Well, we were stationed at Gibraltar when the Major was married. I was +his orderly at the time, and he took me with him to a town called +Toledo, where the marriage took place. I saw the lady--a French lady she +was--only once before she was Mrs Stuart; she and the Major were on +horseback, and a fine-looking pair they were; and I saw her twice after +they came back to Toledo from their honeymoon. She was then wearing the +locket I saw last night. It was one of the marriage presents he gave +her, and I remember seeing it on his dressing-room table in the hotel, +and thinking he was lucky to be able to buy such a nice gift. I was +courting at that time--not Sally; another girl who died--and I--well, I +would have given a whole year's pay to be able to buy my girl one like +it. That's how I remember it so well. The Major stayed in Toledo for +about a week after his honeymoon trip, and then he went to +headquarters, taking me with him of course; but Mrs Stuart remained at +Toledo. She never came down to Gib. that I know of, but the Major went +back once or twice. Then about a year after their marriage she died. The +Major got the sad news at mess, and left that night, and I followed next +day with his luggage. We returned the day after the funeral, and--and +that's all I know, I think.' Then he picked up his emery-cloth and +resumed his polishing, as if the story he had told was of ordinary +import. + +'Joe,' I said after a pause, 'what you have told me is most valuable +information, and I thank you very much indeed. Were you present at the +marriage ceremony?' + +'Yes, sir, as a spectator, of course. I had nothing particular to do, +and was in a strange town, and I was anxious to see what a foreign +marriage was like.' + +'Naturally! Then the marriage was in a church in Toledo?' + +'Yes, sir; but I don't remember the name of the church.' + +'Ah, Joe, that's a pity, now. Could you describe it to me? I know +Toledo, and might be able to refresh your memory.' + +'Well, sir, it was a very old-looking place, built of brick, and one +part was newer-looking than the other. There's a big bridge at the +entrance to the town----' + +'Yes, Joe, the Bridge of Alcantara.' + +'That's the name, sir. Well, I think I could go from the bridge right up +to the church even yet. If I had a piece of paper and a pencil I could +show you.' + +I readily supplied him with pencil and paper, and after a little +cogitation and a good deal of muttering, 'Forward, right turn, left +wheel, steady now, forward,' he handed me the diagram of what he judged +was the route. As it wasn't drawn to a scale, and no streets were noted, +it was quite unintelligible to me; but it proved Joe had it in his +mind's eye, and so far this was quite satisfactory. 'Thank you, Joe,' I +said. 'May I keep this?' + +He nodded, and I put it in my pocket. 'Now, just two questions more. Was +Mrs Stuart buried in Toledo?' + +'No, sir. She lies in a cemetery a few miles out of Toledo.' + +'You don't remember the name of the place?' + +'Well, sir, I do--sometimes. It reminded me, when I heard it first, of +the old home-name of Dalgonnar, but it wasn't that--very near it, +though.' + +'Dalgonnar--Dal----Ah, Joe, was it not Algodor?' + +'That's the name, sir--Algodor. I see you've been there. Well, sir, Mrs +Stuart's buried at Algodor.' + +Unknown to Joe, I had taken shorthand notes of the gist of his +information, and when he was again busy with his emery I went over them +carefully. 'By the way, Joe,' I asked, 'did you ever hear anything about +the birth of a child?' + +'Yes, sir. Mrs Stuart died in childbed, but the child lived. I don't +remember hearing whether it was a boy or a girl. Mr Trent, our chaplain, +could tell you about that. He went up with the Major and baptised it.' + +'And where and how can Mr Trent be found now?' + +'Well, sir--strange--last time I came up from Brighton I had an hour to +wait at Carlisle, and I met him in the street when I was taking a stroll +between trains. He's not changed much, and I knew him at once and +saluted. He stopped me, and asked me my name and regiment, said he was +in a hurry, but that he lived at Stanwix, and if at any time I was in +the locality to be sure and call on him.' + +'Joe,' I said, 'you're a brick, a most invaluable friend to me just now, +and I cannot tell you how much all this means to Miss Stuart and to me. +There is much yet of which we shall require proof; but it is a fact, +Joe, that Major Sommerville Stuart of Abereran, your Major, was her +father. It may be necessary, in fact it will be imperative, that we +should send some one out to Toledo. I know it is asking a good deal, but +would you accompany any one we may depute to go? Your presence is very +essential, and your good service will be amply remunerated.' + +'Well, Mr Russell, I'm not of much use here, and I'll not be wanted +elsewhere till July. If I can be any good to you, I--I don't mind going. +In a way, I'll be in the Major's service again.' + +I never drink whisky during the day; but somehow I felt that a compact +such as Joe and I had made was sufficient excuse for breaking any rule. +We drank success to our undertaking, and when Joe had left me I sat +down, and, after thinking things over, I came to the conclusion that +Providence, in a most wonderful way, was making the crooked path +straight; and that, with the exception of Nathan, Joe had the most +extraordinary by-nature of any man I ever knew. + + * * * * * + +I stayed Betty's hand when she came in to light up for the night. I knew +she was just dying to know how I had got on with Joe; and, as his story +would be meaningless without the prologue, I told her everything. The +flickering firelight fell on her dear old face, and the glint in her eye +quickened as I unfolded my love-story. And when I had finished she came +over, and, bending down, kissed me. + +'The Lord's your shepherd. He's leadin' ye by the still waters,' she +whispered. 'An', oh, Maister Weelum, Joseph Hebron's a prood, prood man +this nicht.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +Of late it has truly been a time of startling events with me. One +surprise has followed hard on the heels of another, and possibilities +new to my horizon are looming before me, bidding fair to alter--and may +I trust perfect?--my whole line of life. And yet I am not unduly excited +or exercised in mind. I wonder is this because my drama is being acted +on staging of God's own making, and amidst scenery painted by His own +hand? I know how strongly we are all influenced by environment. A +thunderstorm over the busy city, raging around crowded haunts and +lighting up with its pointed fire all of man's handiwork, is to me +appalling and menacing; in the country, among the echoing hills and +sombre woods, it is grand and inspiring. When I think of it, it is not +unlikely that a closer acquaintance with Nature and an insight into the +marvellous laws which govern her have brought to me a keener sense of +the true proportion of things. The pulsing sap in a February sprig of +hawthorn is wonderful and mysterious, more wonderful far than Joe's +acquaintance with Toledo or my meeting Desiree Stuart in Nithbank Wood. + + * * * * * + +Accompanied by Bang and Jip, I walked out to the station yesterday to +meet Murray Monteith, and when I saw him step from the train to the +platform I felt what Betty calls a 'ruggin'' at my heart, for very +emphatically he appeared as a link binding me to a life which I know I +must soon re-enter, and which I have lately ignored and well-nigh +forgotten. + +Monteith is one of the aristocrats of our profession, a gentleman by +breeding and nature from the crown of his head to the sole of his foot. +Quiet, reserved, well knit and well groomed, he fills the eye and takes +the heart wherever he goes, and as I shook hands with him I felt a +secret pride in the knowledge that he is my partner. + +I welcomed him warmly to the strath of his forefathers, and assured him +that if his knife and fork happened to be reversed at dinner, or if any +one offered a left-hand shake, he must just count it an accident, as we +had long ago ceased to remember the disreputable part his namesake +played in pre-Bannockburn days. + +We had a twelve o'clock dinner: broth--not the kind everybody or anybody +makes, but Betty's broth--boiled beef, with potatoes in their skins, +followed by a jam-roll, of which Monteith had two liberal helpings. I +told him that long ago it was usual to finish up a dinner with another +plateful of broth, and he assured me that had he not partaken of the +jam-roll he would gladly have revived the custom. I didn't forget to +tell Betty of the appreciation, and I know it pleased her, for when we +drew in our chairs for a smoke I heard her voice from the back-kitchen +raised, as timmer as of old, in the lilting strains of 'The Farmer's +Boy.' + +Then through tobacco-reek we talked business--at least Monteith did, and +I listened. He had much to tell me, and he talks well. After disposing +of some private matters, we broached the all-important object of our +visit to Mrs Stuart, and it was only when we came to the unpleasant part +of Miss Stuart's affairs that I told him of my wonderful discovery and +the astonishing part that Joe had played in it. + +Dressed in his Sunday best, Joe was awaiting his call in the kitchen, +and on being brought in he was closely questioned by Monteith. Not only +did Joe confirm all he had told me before, but he added to our knowledge +by giving us the exact date of the baptism of the Major's baby. It +synchronised with the date of a black day in Joe's life, when a girl +died of whom he was very fond. When I was thinking sentimentally of his +tragedy, and making allowances for much remissness that Betty deplores, +Monteith, with arched eyebrow, was staring at him through a monocle, +thanking Providence for having so opportunely sent him our way, and +counting him a means to a successful end. + +Long after Joe had left the room, Murray Monteith sat lost in thought. +Monteith cannot leave a fire alone when he is thinking anything out. His +room in our premises in Charlotte Square adjoins mine, and if I hear +through the wall a vigorous poking and smashing going on I know he is +tackling a ticklish problem. Yesterday, in five minutes, he 'bashed' +Betty's fire out of recognition; and when for the tenth time he had +lifted and dropped the poker he turned to me suddenly and said, 'By +Jove, Russell, this will be a bitter pill for our friends Smart & +Scobie!' I told him I didn't care a rap for that; what gratified me +beyond measure was the fact that a sweet, sensitive girl had been spared +humiliation, and that, instead of being a nameless lassie, she was Miss +Stuart of Abereran. + +I spoke very feelingly, and Monteith wasn't slow to notice it. He +focussed me slowly through his monocle. 'I share that sentiment with +you, Russell,' he said. 'I am not unmindful of her, though I give voice +to my feeling of exultation in scoring a point. I trust Miss Stuart has +no inkling of what has been standing in our way to prevent a settlement +in her affairs. You--you haven't met her yet?' + +'Oh yes; we are a small community here, and I have spoken to her once or +twice.' + +'Then you've been visiting at Nithbank House?' + +'Not since I went under my mother's care twenty years ago, when the +Ewarts lived there.' + +'Oh!' and again he fixed me through his monocle. But he saw I was +disinclined to go into details, and his good breeding made further +questioning impossible. 'Well,' he said, after a pause, 'Mrs Stuart will +be delighted to know all this. Her stepson, Maurice Stuart, has been at +the root of all this trouble. I understand he wanted to marry Miss +Stuart; but she would have nothing to do with him, and in retaliation he +has done his level best to turn the mystery of his uncle's marriage to +his own account. He it was who instructed Smart and Scobie. He's an +awful waster, I believe, and his stepmother long ago cut him adrift.' + +This was news to me, but I feigned indifference, and as adroitly as I +possibly could turned the subject of our conversation to Joe and the +part he had yet to play. 'I think, Monteith,' I said, 'we ought to take +him with us to-day to Nithbank House. Mrs Stuart will be interested in +him, and wishful, no doubt, to see and talk with him.' + +'Oh, certainly,' said Monteith, as he snipped the end off another cigar; +'and, if he's still about, you had better call him at once. The carriage +is at the door, I see.' + +Mrs Stuart had very kindly sent her brougham for us; and so it came to +pass that when we left the door Joe was sitting on the dicky beside the +coachman, arms folded and eyes front--conscious, however, I felt sure, +that Nathan's Betty was approvingly watching him from behind the +dining-room curtains. + +We were received very graciously by Mrs Stuart in the library. I +introduced Monteith to her, and she at once apologised for having put +him to the trouble and inconvenience of travelling so far. Then she +inquired in a very kindly way after my health, and told me that when +first her niece had informed her of my residence in the village she felt +annoyed that the firm had not advised her; but that, after all, it was +perhaps wisely kept from her, as she would only have worried me about +business and made herself a nuisance. + +I laughingly said something in reply about doctors being autocrats, and +thanked her for her inquiries and consideration, and, to my great +relief, the subject was gradually and agreeably changed to something +else. + +The Hon. Mrs Stuart is tall and angular, and she dresses in stern black, +as becometh a sorrowing widow. She has, for a woman, a very square, +assertive chin and a somewhat determined mouth; but the effect of the +hard, firm chiselling of the lower part of the face is discounted by the +kindly expression of her mellow, blue-gray eyes. Her hair is streaked +with gray, and she has arrived at that time of life when, for +preference, she sits and talks to visitors with her back to the light. + +As Monteith had surmised, the important business she had referred to in +her letter had to do with Miss Stuart's affairs, and as this was causing +her great anxiety we went into the matter at once. + +She explained to us, as she had done privately to me before, that she +really didn't know, or, rather, that she had never had opportunities of +knowing, her late brother-in-law, General Stuart. 'He was queer,' she +said, 'very queer; lived in a bleak part of Cornwall most of his time, +preferring it to Abereran in Perthshire; for years kept his marriage a +secret, and made no mention of a daughter; and then, when we were +looking forward with reasonable certainty to some day seeing Maurice +laird of Abereran, a handsome girl of eighteen, an undoubted Stuart, was +brought home from a Continental school, and, as his daughter, Desiree +Stuart, installed mistress of his house. Personally, I had not a doubt +of Miss Stuart's status or right of birth; but Maurice--well'----and she +shrugged her shoulders and looked thoughtfully away down the avenue. + +I asked my partner to tell her what we had learned from Joe, and he did +so in that easy, off-hand, taken-for-granted style which we men of law +sometimes affect, and which is intended to impress our clients with our +astuteness and perspicacity. At first Mrs Stuart looked indifferent; but +as the story was unfolded, and Joe's part established, she sat forward +in her chair in utter amazement. 'Remarkable! remarkable!' she +exclaimed. 'I never heard of such a wonderful coincidence.' + +After we had discussed it in all its bearings, and settled on a definite +plan of action, Joe was brought in. As my presence and advice were no +longer necessary, I asked that I might be permitted to see Miss Stuart +with reference to her Banku shares, and to this Mrs Stuart readily +agreed. When we were passing through the hall to the drawing-room she +asked if it was my intention to acquaint her niece with the news we had +learned. I replied that as Miss Stuart had not been made aware of the +nature of the difficulty which had so long confronted us, it wouldn't be +advisable to tell her all we knew; but, with her permission, I would +take the opportunity of informing her that certain knowledge we had +acquired lately was likely to hasten a settlement. She agreed with me in +this, and it was with a beating heart I entered the drawing-room. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +Miss Stuart was sitting before an easel in the large oriel, and as her +aunt briefly announced me and withdrew in her eagerness to talk to the +wonderful Joe, she rose and greeted me warmly. 'Oh, Mr Russell,' she +said, 'I _am_ glad to see you. Somehow I can't paint to-day; the +inspiration is wanting;' and she put her brushes in the jar and laid +aside her palette. + +It was a large room lit by two windows, one facing the south, the other +to the west over-looking the wooded banks of the winding Nith. The flush +of the sunset was tingeing the sky and flooding the room with a subdued +light which mellowed and softened the deep black of the Indian furniture +against the pale-gray walls and the deeper-gray carpet. A large fire, +crowned with a halo of short blue flame, glowed in the grate, and a +'megilpy' odour, mingling with the faint, indescribable perfume which +ladies carry with them, lingered around, and reminded me of a reception +afternoon in a Queen Street studio of long ago. + +I was conscious of these details in my surroundings, although my eyes +had never wandered for a moment from the sweet face of my dream-lady, +and followed her greedily as she walked forward to the firelight. + +I explained to her that my partner, Mr Monteith, was engaged with Mrs +Stuart on business, and that I had taken the opportunity of having a +word with her on a similar subject. + +She smiled, wearily I thought, and seated herself. 'I don't like +business talks, Mr Russell,' she said. 'Neither did father. It must be a +family trait. Still, I dare say they are incumbent on us sometimes. I +trust it is pleasant business you wish to talk over.' + +'Oh yes, it is pleasant enough,' I said, and her face brightened. +'Sitting here,' I continued, after a pause, 'and seeing you in such a +perfect setting, I am strongly tempted to talk to you on a subject +nearer my heart; but--well, I have already promised you to put my +feelings into the background for the time being, and, hard though it may +be, I will be true to my word. You remember I talked to you about your +interest in the Banku Oil Company? Well, the last dividend was paid to +us, one hundred pounds of which has been lodged in the local bank, and I +have here a cheque-book which you can use from time to time as you may +require.' + +'You are very thoughtful for me, Mr Russell,' she said softly, 'and I +thank you very, very much. One hundred pounds is surely a lot of money. +I could do with less, you know, if'---- + +'Not at all, Miss Stuart. The money is yours; use it as you like, and +just let me know when you need more. You--you don't mind asking me?' + +'No,' she said promptly, and as she trustfully looked me in the eyes her +mouth retained the form of that little word long after it had passed her +lips. She was sitting in profile against the firelit background, leaning +slightly forward in her chair, her elbow on her knee and her chin +resting lightly on the tips of her fingers. Her pose was so easy and +graceful, and her dear face, in its beauty of feature and earnestness of +expression, so bewitching, that I could not conceal my longing and +admiration. I would have given the world to be allowed to kneel down +beside her, and there, in the mystic glamour of the firelight, worship +silently and reverently at her shrine. My steady gaze disconcerted her, +and I cursed my temerity when I saw a blush spreading over her +half-averted face. + +'Socrates has many disciples still, Mr Russell,' she said, without any +sign of displeasure in her tone; and her eyes again sought mine. + +'Yes. How so, Miss Stuart?' + +'He sought the truth in doing good; so do you. Since father's death, and +until--well, very lately, I haven't known what it is to have a joyous +mind. I seem to have been walking among shadows, and a dread has always +been knocking at my heart. You, by your kindly attention and your +sympathy, have lightened my burden and brought a ray of hope to me; and, +do you know, Mrs Jardine's little children every evening of their sweet +young lives ask God to bless you for being kind to their dear daddy.' + +Our line of business conversation had got a twist somehow, and I didn't +very well know what to say in reply, or how best, without breaking away +at a tangent, I could get back to the subject I had in my mind. 'I am +sorry to hear you have had your troubles, Miss Stuart,' I said after +reflection; 'but I am glad to know that even to a small degree I have +made your burdens lighter. I have promised to be your friend; you'll not +find me wanting, I assure you. Doubtless your affairs have worried you, +but daylight is showing through now, and in a few weeks I trust +everything will be settled to your satisfaction. Do you know, we have +with us to-day some one who knew your father, and who was present at his +marriage ceremony.' + +'Some one who knew my father, and who was present at his marriage +ceremony!' she repeated slowly, as if she couldn't at once realise what +it meant. + +'Yes!' and, as I noted the colour gradually leaving her cheek, it came +to me in a flash that I had erred in mentioning the fact in conjunction +with a satisfactory settlement of her affairs. Even to an obtuse mind +the inference was obvious, and I felt I had blundered grievously. Her +agitation was unmistakable, and to relieve the situation I was about to +make a remark, when she interrupted me. + +'One moment, please;' and she turned her face away from me. 'This man, +you say, was present when my father and mother were married, and you +mention it as if it had a special significance. Does this affect me--I +mean, would it make any difference to my name or prospects--my name +particularly?' + +'Oh yes, it would, Miss Stuart,' I said feelingly. + +'Can you rely on what this man says?' + +'Most emphatically, and we shall at once take steps to prove it.' + +'When did you hear about this?' + +'Quite lately.' + +'Was it before you spoke to me, and--and promised to be my friend?' + +'I didn't know about it then. It was only the day before yesterday it +came to my knowledge.' + +There was silence between us for a time, and the ormolu clock on the +marble mantelpiece ticked loudly. + +Then she rose to her feet and looked toward me, smiling through +tear-dimmed eyes. 'You have made me very happy, Mr Russell. I don't want +to know anything further. I leave myself confidently in your hands. +You'll find cigarettes on the table behind you; you may smoke here;' and +she crossed the room and sat down at the piano. She struck a few chords, +deep as her own feelings; then she rose and came toward me. 'Mr Russell, +do you know I have never known the joy of a mother's caress or the +blessing of a mother's good-night kiss. Such memories of childhood are +not mine, and my past is empty--empty. My father, for reasons of which I +know nothing, never mentioned my mother's name to me. I was brought up +among strangers, kindly enough, but still strangers. I never came in +contact with other children. In a way, I was isolated from everything +heartfelt and human; it is only since I got to know your neighbours +that I have had a glimpse of what is surely the truest, sweetest, and +happiest side of life. I like your nurse, your Betty. She once put her +hand on my arm, and it had such a motherly touch that I wanted to kiss +her. Perhaps you are thinking that this has no connection with anything +that has passed between us. Well, you may be right in thinking so; but +it is on my mind and in my heart, and I just wanted to tell you now, as +I feel my future is hanging by a thread--a very slender thread--and I +may not have another opportunity of saying it.' + +I understood her mood, and made no reply; but I took her hand, raised it +to my lips, and kissed it. + +We were standing together in the oriel, watching the sunset splendour +through the leafless trees, when Mrs Stuart and Murray Monteith joined +us. Once or twice I caught my partner admiringly following Miss Stuart's +movements, and he looked several times at me with a mark of +interrogation in his eye. I had a feeling that he 'jaloused,' as Betty +would put it, and it set me a-thinking; only for a moment, however, and +I soon dismissed him and his monocle from my mind. + +We had afternoon tea and a pleasant chat on current topics, and then our +carriage was called. Just before we started, when we were standing in +the hall, Miss Stuart asked me, in an undertone, if she could see, just +for a minute, the man who had known her father. I called Joe inside, and +Miss Stuart took him into the drawing-room. When he joined us again +there was a glad look in his eye, and I knew his heart was proud within +him, for he had shaken hands with his old Major's daughter. + +I sat quiet and preoccupied in the corner of the brougham when driving +home. + +Just as the first twinkling light shone out ahead from the Gillfoot +turn, Monteith turned to me. 'Russell,' he said, 'pardon my interrupting +the flow of your pleasant meditations. You're a queer fellow in many +ways; you--you don't say much till it suits you; but I can see as far +through a brick wall as any one, and it may be--I say it _may_ +be--agreeable to you to know that Blackford Hall in Morningside will +shortly be in the market. I've heard you say that if you ever settled +down to married life you would like to live there.' + +'Thank you, Monteith, for your information,' I said. 'It _is_ agreeable +to me to know this.' + +Nothing further was said on the subject till we were seated at my cosy +fireside. Then Murray Monteith, blowing clouds of fragrant smoke above +him, and glancing round my clean, well-furnished walls, said, 'By Jove, +Russell! you're a lucky fellow; an old doting nurse there,' inclining +his head toward the kitchen, 'who loves you almost with a mother's +affection, and who wouldn't allow the wind to blow on you if she could +prevent it, and the love of a girl like--like'----and he hesitated and +looked at me. + +'Go on, Monteith; you're doing all right.' + +'Go on! Hang it, man, _you_ go on! Can't you speak, you--you dungeon, +and give me a tag on which to hang my congratulations?' + +'You don't require a tag, Monteith. A gag would be more suitable in the +circumstances.' + +'Now, look here, Russell,' he said, as he flung his cigar-stump into the +fire and fixed me through his monocle, 'you're not honest with me when +you say that, and you know you are not. You and I are not strangers to +each other, and there's no occasion for secrecy. If you have no +matrimonial news, I have. I thought, perhaps, if you had taken me into +your confidence, it would have been a good opportunity for me to +acquaint you, in a gradual, chatty way, with my plans. As you +haven't--well, all I shall say now is that I am engaged.' + +'My dear Monteith, I'm delighted to hear you say so, and I heartily +congratulate you. You're the very best fellow I know, and you're +marrying a lady in every way worthy of you. Miss Playfair is a'---- + +'Miss Playfair!' he exclaimed, in astonishment. 'How do you know?' + +'Oh, well, the last time I visited you, before leaving Edinburgh, I, +like you, was confronted with a brick wall, and I saw a little way +through it. But that's neither here nor there. What we have to do now is +to signalise the event;' and for the second time within two days I +tasted a liquid element at an unusual hour. + +'And when does the great event come off, Monteith?' I asked. + +'Well, Russell,' he said, 'that is a matter which in a way depends on +you. You see, I shall need to wait till you are quite recovered and back +to business again. A honeymoon would naturally follow the ceremony,' he +laughingly said, 'and it wouldn't do for both the principals of Monteith +& Russell to be away at the same time.' + + * * * * * + +Dr Grierson and Mr Crichton joined us later at supper. Monteith is a +keen devotee of the chess-board; and while he was trying conclusions +with the banker, Dr Grierson and I went upstairs into my own little +room. I told him all that had taken place--of my meetings with Miss +Stuart, and the turn in the tide of her affairs--and he congratulated me +and gave me much encouragement. Then I asked him when he thought I +should be sufficiently well to resume business. + +'Well, William,' he said, 'you have to see Dr Balfour and get his +permission before you can go back to town. Personally, I cannot give you +even an approximate date. You are making splendid progress, and unless +there are very urgent reasons for your return, I should advise you to +keep free from worry on that score. Leave yourself in my hands, and +before long, with Dr Balfour's concurrence, I shall be able to say when +you may with safety receive marching orders.' + +Murray Monteith had to leave me without being able to arrange a +particular date for his marriage. I am very sorry; but, after all, his +great day may dawn sooner than he expects. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +March came in like a lion, and, true to its proverbial reputation, it is +going out like a lamb. Nature is waking from her long winter sleep, and +is beginning to clothe herself anew. The hawthorn hedgerows, which only +three weeks ago were hidden in piled-up wreaths of drifted snow, are +covered now with a blush of green, and already in their bielded clefts +the sparrows and yellow-yoits are preparing to build for themselves 'an +house wherein to dwell.' There is a kindly warmth in the sun's rays as +they lie on the upturned brown fields, and a soft genial breath is +stealing through the woods and lingering lovingly round the ash and the +chestnut, those early risers in the first dawn of spring. What a +boldness and assertiveness there is in the big black bud of the ash, and +how promising is the bulging pink-brown bud of the chestnut! To those +who have eyes to see and ears to hear, how wonderful is the story they +tell! If I were a preacher of God's gospel, I question if I could +confine the selection of my texts to the literal words from His holy +book. Of late I have been lying much in Nature's lap; I have listened +with greedy, receptive ears to her song and story; I have felt the +throbbing of her great mother heart, and learned in her workings many of +the wonderful ways of her great Controller. And I am leaving her knee, +creeping out of God's own sanctuary, humbled and chastened, yet +gladdened and relieved withal, to think that into the city life, which I +must soon re-enter, I am carrying with me that heaven-sent faculty of +finding 'tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in +stones, and good in everything.' + +And these lanes and solitary bypaths which have been my schoolroom are +becoming daily more interesting, more insistent in their appeal. They +are now providing something fresh and pleasing every day. I must walk +slowly and quietly, so that I may see and hear every titbit of their +store. A country walk at the rate of four miles an hour is very +invigorating, to those in good health very pleasurable; but such is not +possible on my byway at this season of the year, except to the +Philistines. Even Bang and Jip do not exceed the half-mile limit; and as +for myself--well, Dr Grierson has oftener than once accompanied me down +the Gillfoot road, and I know he doesn't gauge the progress of my +recovery by my rate of locomotion. No; if I must see and hear aright I +have to walk slowly, and when the mavis is singing at close o' day I +must halt altogether if I would listen as I ought. + +For many mornings past a blackbird from the top of the apple-tree in our +garden has been challenging Tom Jardine to a trial of song; and, much as +I love to lie and listen to my neighbour's pure tenor voice in 'The Lea +Rig' or 'Flow gently, sweet Afton,' I have not been sorry when, as if +acknowledging defeat, he has stopped to hearken to his feathered rival +in the old apple-tree. + +Now that Tom has got over all his worries, and the sun is rising +earlier, his heart is becoming attuned, and the familiar old Scots airs +are accompanying the different items of his morning duties just as they +used to do when first I came to stay with Betty. I hear the gray mare's +whinny, the turning of the key in the stable door, the lid of the +corn-bin creaking on its rusty hinges--these are all as they used to be. +But, alas! all is quiet in Betty's kitchen now, and I miss the cheery +sounds of the early breakfast preparations, for Nathan is lying +prostrate in the back-room, and poor Betty's rest is too much disturbed +to permit of her rising with the dawn. + +Every Friday evening since I came here I have given Nathan an envelope +enclosing my weekly contribution toward the household expenses--that is, +of course, in accordance with the arrangement I made with Betty; and at +first I often used to wonder if she had fully explained the matter to +him, because he always took the packet from me in a hesitating, doubtful +way, very much as a debtor would accept a summons. Later he just smiled, +and without a word put it in his trousers-pocket, looking sideways at me +and inclining his head toward Betty wherever she happened to be at the +time. + +Last Friday night, when I was at his bedside, I handed him the envelope +as usual. He didn't hold out his hand for it; so I laid it down on the +coverlet, and nothing was said for a time. Then, nodding toward a wooden +box in the corner of the room, he said, 'Maister Weelum, will ye open +the lid o' that kist, if ye please, an' bring me the wee tin box that's +lyin' at the left-haun side?' + +I did as he requested. It was an old, battered, black japanned +receptacle without a lock, and only secured against accidental opening +by a wooden peg inserted through the catch. Withdrawing the peg and +placing it between his teeth, he took off the lid, and there--some +clean, others crumpled and dirty--was every envelope I had given him, +and all of them unopened, as I had put them into his hand. + +'Maister Weelum,' he said, after a pause, 'I mak' nae great shape at +speakin' or explainin'; but I've been thinkin', as ye've been idle an' +aff yer wark sae lang, ye'll mebbe no' ha'e muckle comin' in the noo, +an'--an'----Auch! I was gaun to say something mair, an' I've forgot it; +but ye can tak' it a' back if it's ony use to ye.' + +'Nathan,' I said, in astonishment, 'I--I don't quite understand. Why +should you offer me these?' + +He gave a wee bit quiet laugh. 'I dinna ken what kind o' a job ye ha'e, +Maister Weelum. Betty never telt me, an' I never asked; but wi' us yins +doon here it's nae wark, nae pey. Ye've been idle a lang time, as I've +said, an' I thocht mebbe it micht come in handy. Of coorse, if ye dinna +need it--weel, there's nae hairm dune.' + +I didn't know very well what to say, but I thanked him, and assured him +that I didn't require money, explaining that it came to me whether I was +working or not. This last bit of information roused Nathan's interest. + +'Comes in to ye whether ye're workin' or no'! Imphm! Ye maun be +connec'it wi' meenisters somewey, then,' he said. + +'No, Nathan; I'm connected with law.' + +'Oh, imphm!' + +'I'm astonished that Betty never told you I was a lawyer, Nathan.' + +'Mebbe she wadna like, man. Betty's very discreet.' Then he added by way +of sympathetic encouragement, 'Dinna think ocht aboot it; there maun be +fouk for a' kinds o' jobs, ye ken, Maister Weelum.' + +Nathan is capable of unconsciously starting many different emotions. I +was touched by his kindness and unselfishness, and amused at his +reflection on my profession. But I couldn't find words to thank him for +the former, and I dared not laugh at his serious remarks on the latter. +Then I bethought me of my plan to relieve him of his long, weary walks, +and to find something to take up his attention nearer home. I asked him +if he wouldn't give up his present work and take to the cultivation of +tomatoes, and I outlined my little scheme as clearly as I could. +Somehow, I didn't succeed in making it plain to him, for after I had +finished, and when I asked him what he thought of it, all he said was, +'It has nae attraction for me, Maister Weelum, for I never could eat a +tomato a' my life.' + +'But, Nathan,' I said, 'you needn't eat them unless you like. You've to +grow them, and then you sell them. There might be money in it for you, +and for your goodness of heart in offering me all these envelopes I want +to pay for the putting up of the glass-houses and stoves and piping; +that will be a small return for all your kindness to me. You know all +about the growing of tomatoes?' + +'Ay, brawly.' + +'And what do you think about it, then, Nathan?' + +'What would Betty say, think ye?' + +'I don't know,' I said, 'but we'll soon hear.' + +Betty was baking soda-scones, and when she was free to leave her girdle +she came in, and I told her all I had told Nathan. She looked from me to +Nathan, and then, answering a sign, she went up and leaned over his +bedside. I heard a throttled sob and a whispered word or two. Thinking +they wished to talk it over by themselves, I slipped into the kitchen. + +In a minute Betty was with me. 'Maister Weelum,' she said, and her lip +trembled, 'Nathan, puir falla, broke doon there. He didna want you to +see. He says he's obleeged to ye, but--but--but--it's no' worth while.' + +I laid my hand on her shoulder in silent sympathy. Without a word she +turned to her bakeboard, and I went into my room and quietly closed the +door. + + * * * * * + +Last night, just after I had lit the gas and settled myself down for an +hour's perusal of M'Crie's _Vindication_, Betty opened my door and came +quietly in. 'Maister Weelum,' she said with a trembling lip, 'Nathan's a +wee mair relieved. Him an' me ha'e had a closer he'rt-to-he'rt crack +than ever we had in a' oor lives. I'm gled, in a wey; but--but I canna +help thinkin' it'll be oor last.' She wiped her cheek with her apron. +'Hoots! hoots!' she said as the tears continued to flow; 'it's--it's no' +like me to be a' begrutten like this; I'm gettin' awfu' soft-he'rted; +but, oh, Maister Weelum, I'm awfu', awfu' sair-he'rted!' + +I was at her side in a moment. 'There noo,' she said, 'I've dune;' and +she choked down a sob. 'What I wanted to tell ye was that Nathan's very +anxious to see ye; he wants to speak to ye aboot something. It's the +first time he's speirt for onybody, an' I'm gled it's you. I ha'ena to +gang in wi' ye, for he wants to see ye your lane.' + +I pulled in my big chair nearer to the fire, put my mother's kirk +hassock in front of it, and after I had seated Betty comfortably I went +ben to Nathan's back-room. + +A week or two ago, at his request, we had turned the bed round so that +from where he lay he could see into the garden. I was present when Joe +and Deacon Webster made the alteration; and when Nathan and I were alone +and he had looked his 'e'efill' on the scene of his lifelong labour of +love, he said, 'I'll no' weary noo, Maister Weelum. The flo'ers and the +yirth ha'e aye a hamely look to me.' + +And to-night, when I approached his bed, his eyes were fixed on the +darkened shadowy plots outside. I didn't speak for a minute, and neither +did he. Then, thinking he was unaware of my presence, I said, 'Nathan, I +am here, beside you.' + +'Ay, I ken.' + +'Shall I bring in your lamp? It's getting dark now.' + +'No, no, if ye please, dinna licht the lamp. I want to see--to see oot +as lang as I can.' + +I sat down beside him, and together we watched in silence the shadow of +the night's wing creeping around bush and tree. And when everything was +shrouded, and nothing was visible through the blue-black window-panes, +Nathan's head turned on the pillow toward me. 'Man, Maister Weelum,' he +said, 'it's quiet, quiet wark that. I'll never see it again--no, never +again. Ye dinna mind sittin' in the dark?' + +'No, Nathan.' + +'Ay, the licht hurts my een; an'--an' I've never said muckle a' my life, +but I've often thocht oot lang screeds in the darkness, an' mebbe it'll +help me oot wi' what I've to say to ye the noo. Ay, the Hebrons dinna +speak muckle, Maister Weelum; but this is a forby time wi' me, an' I've +something to ask o' ye. I hardly expec'it the ca' at this time o' the +year. The back-en's the time o' liftin'. I aye thocht, somewey, that +when my time cam' it wad be when the growth was a' by, the aipples pu'd, +and the tatties pitted; and it seems awfu' queer that I should ha'e to +gang when the buds are burstin', an'--an' the gairden delvin' +on--imphm!--but it's His wull. "The young may, the auld +must."--Imphm!--Ay, are ye listenin', Maister Weelum?' + +I rose from my chair, and I stroked the gray hair back from his +forehead. 'Yes, Nathan, I'm listening; but you must not give up hope; +you're really not an old man, and'---- + +'No' an auld man! Imphm! I've--I've been an auld man a' my days. I canna +mind o' ever bein' young. I was ten--only ten--when my faither was ta'en +awa', an' I had to mak' the handle o' his spade fit my wee bit haun. +Ay, I had to, for the weans had to be brocht up, an'--an', thank God, I +managed it! But it killed the youth that was in me. Ay, an', as I was +gaun to say, I'm seein' things differently lyin' here. Coontin' the +times ye've been at the kirk'll no' quieten your fears. Thinkin' o' the +guid ye've dune or tried to do micht, an' my crap o' that's a very sma' +yin. Still, I maun ha'e pleased the Almichty in some wey, or He wadna +ha'e been sae kind to me; He wadna ha'e gi'en me Betty. Oh, man, Maister +Weelum, I wish I could tell ye a' that Betty's been to me! I'm vexed I +canna. I'm a Hebron, an' I needna try; but ye ken yoursel' in a sma' +wey. She nursed ye--ay, an'--an' noo this is what I want to ask ye--when +I'm away, Maister Weelum, will ye see that my--that Betty's a' +richt--eh? Is that askin' an awfu' lot?' + +'Oh, Nathan,' I said, and I knelt down at his bedside and took his +softened hand in mine, 'Betty is to me a sacred trust, and if it be +God's will that you must leave her, I will be with her till she goes out +to meet you again.' + +He pressed my hand. 'Thank ye, Maister Weelum. I--I thocht ye would; but +I juist wanted to mak' sure. That's a', I think--a' at least as far as +this world's concerned. There's a lot--an awfu' lot I should do, but I +canna. I doot I've been careless. I've left the want to come at the +wab's en', an' I ha'e nae time to mak' it guid noo. I maun juist leave +it to Him. Guid-nicht, Maister Weelum, an' ye'll tell her--ye ken whae I +mean--that I was gled a Hebron was o' service to her. Guid-nicht. God +bless ye, man! Guid-bye.' + + * * * * * + +'Guid-nicht--God bless ye!--Guid-bye.' These words kept ringing in my +ears as I sat by my fire, and during the quiet hours my sorrowing +thoughts strayed again and again into that wee back-room where Betty sat +watching, and where Nathan lay dying. + +Long after the village folks had gone to bed I heard the street door +open quietly, and the doctor's shuffling footsteps in the lobby. He went +through the kitchen into Nathan's room; then he came in and sat down in +the big chair opposite me. 'I told Betty I would be here if I were +needed, William,' he said, and he took out his old clay pipe and smoked +in silence. + +Just when the night was on the turn he opened the door and went quietly +across to his patient. I followed him into the kitchen, and there, by a +cheerless fire, sat Mrs Jardine in Betty's chair, and, poor, +hard-working soul, she was asleep, with her head resting on Tom's +encircling arm. I put my hand on his shoulder and thanked him for his +presence. Then I went back into my room, and, sitting down in my chair, +closed my eyes, for their lids felt heavy and weary. + + * * * * * + +'William, Betty wants you.' The voice seemed far away. I rose hurriedly +and rubbed my eyes. The sparrows were twittering in the lime-tree, and +the gray light of a March morning was lying cold in the room. The doctor +was standing with his hand on the handle of the half-open door. 'Betty +wants you, William,' he said in a whisper; and I passed him without a +word, and with a heavy, apprehensive heart. + +On the little round table was an open Bible which I knew well, and a +pair of spectacles lay across the flattened-out leaves. Betty was +standing at the bedside, her dimmed eyes fixed on Nathan's long, wan +face. She didn't turn her head when I came in, but she held out her hand +to me, and together we watched. Suddenly he raised his head from the +pillow and his sunken, sightless eyes turned toward the window. 'Ay, +imphm!--weel, Betty lass, it's aboot time I was daunerin'. It--it's a +nice mornin' for the road; the birds'll be whusslin' bonny in the +Gillfit wood, an'--an' the sunshine will be on the hawthorn. No, I'll +no' mak' a noise. I'll open the door canny, and I'll no' wauken Maister +Weelum. I'll--I'll juist slip oot quietly. Ay'---- + +And Betty and I watched Nathan slipping out quietly--oh, how +quietly!--into the sunshine of God's own everlasting morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +Harvest-time in Midlothian. Golden corn in golden stooks dotting the +stubble-fields, yellow leaves on the ash and russet nuts on the beech, a +beautiful panorama of multi-coloured landscape stretching hazily away +southward and cuddling tranquilly between the Moorfoots and the +Pentlands; bird song in the woods and laughter in the fields, mingling +with the jolting of iron wheels and the cheery rhythmic _craik_ of the +levelling reaper. Little wonder Old Sol lingers long this afternoon +above Castlelaw. Gladly, I ween, would he stay; but his times of rising +and going down are set, and slowly but surely the shadows deepen at the +base of Caerketton, and steal upward to its sheltered crown behind +Allermuir. + +My wife and I drove round by Roslin to-day, called at The Moat, and +after having tea with my old friend Mrs Pendriegh, whose soda-scones are +almost as good as Betty's, we returned 'in the hush of the corn' to +Blackford Hall, _via_ Woodfield and Fairmilehead. + +This is all strange, unfamiliar country to Desiree. To-day she saw it +for the first time and under the most favourable auspices, and already +I know, from her looks and words of appreciation, that it has made its +appeal. She thinks, with me, that it very much resembles my own homeland +scenery, from its undulating fields and bosky woods to its velvety +grass-grown hills, so sleek and rounded, she said, that she wanted to +clap them. As we drove homeward, quiet thoughts of Thornhill came to us, +and we wondered what Betty would be doing, and how she was getting on. +For a month she had been with us, our first guest, and the most honoured +and most welcome we shall ever have under our roof. Two days ago she +returned to what she calls her 'ain auld hoose,' and when Desiree and I +saw her off at the station she told us in a shaky voice that 'mebbe she +wad be back in the spring, when she had the hoose seen to an' the +gairden delved.' + +We miss her cheery, motherly presence in the house; and, though it was +looking far ahead, we planned a future for Betty as we drove along. + +When we reached Blackford Hall I found more than a kenspeckle +countryside to remind me of homeland. In the hall was a carpet-bag which +I recognised as a Hebron heirloom I had often seen in Nathan's +back-room. Two large pictures, indifferently packed and tied round with +rope-line, were placed against the hat-rack. One, from the corner of the +frame which was uncovered, I knew to be the oil-painting of my father +and mother; and the other, from the new brilliancy of the gold, I +recognised as Desiree's painting of Nith Bridge. Nathan's old hazel +walking-stick, which daily he carried to his work, was lying along the +top of the carpet-bag, tied securely to the leather handles. + +'Desiree, my dear,' I said, with a happy flutter in my heart, 'I do +believe Betty's come back.' + +She looked at me with a wondering smile on her face, as much as to say, +'Too good to be true;' and, acting on a common impulse, we rushed +upstairs like expectant bairns. + +There, in the little room facing southward, which we already called +Betty's room, on a low chair before an empty fireplace, sat the dear old +soul with her chin on her breast and fast asleep. Her bonnet-strings +were loosened and lay over her shoulder, and her hands were tucked +underneath a Paisley shawl, which was folded across her knees. + +We tiptoed in and stood quietly beside her, Desiree on her right and I +on her left. Slowly she opened two wondering eyes, and with a +bewildered gaze she looked around her. It was Desiree's hand she +grasped. 'Oh, weans,' she said, 'I'm awfu' sorry to bother ye; but I'm +back! I juist couldna stey away, an' ye maunna be angry wi' me for'---- + +My wife had knelt down beside her. Betty's face nestled into her cheek, +and the rest of the sentence was lost to me in smothered sobbing. And I +waited beside them in silence till the solace from one kindly heart had +crept into the other. Then I left them, and quietly closed the door. + +Betty, my own Betty Grier, as long, long ago you prepared a place for me +within your big, warm, loving heart, so have you sanctified to yourself +a place in mine; as you sheltered and cared for me in my spring of life, +so will I shelter and care for you when your winter comes, when the cold +wind tirls the leaf and it falls. + +THE END. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Betty Grier, by Joseph Waugh + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BETTY GRIER *** + +***** This file should be named 35356.txt or 35356.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/5/3/5/35356/ + +Produced by Dave Morgan, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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