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FOR PUBLIC DOMAIN ETEXTS*Ver.04.29.93*END* + + + + + + +In Flanders Fields +by John McCrae [Canadian Poet, 1872-1918] + + + + + + +[Note on text: Italicized stanzas are indented 5 spaces. +Italicized words or phrases are capitalized. +Some slight errors have been corrected.] + + + + + + +In Flanders Fields +by John McCrae + +With an Essay in Character by Sir Andrew Macphail + +======== + +John McCrae, physician, soldier, and poet, died in France +a Lieutenant-Colonel with the Canadian forces. + +The poem which gives this collection of his lovely verse its name +has been extensively reprinted, and received with unusual enthusiasm. + +The volume contains, as well, a striking essay in character +by his friend, Sir Andrew Macphail. + +======== + + + + + + +In Flanders Fields +And Other Poems + +By Lieut.-Col. John McCrae, M.D. + +With An Essay in Character +By Sir Andrew Macphail + + +[This text is taken from the New York edition of 1919.] + + + + + + +{Although the poem itself is included shortly, this next section +is included for completeness, and to show John McCrae's punctuation -- +also to show that I'm not the only one who forgets lines. -- A. L.} + + + + +In Flanders Fields + -- + + +In Flanders fields the poppies grow +Between the crosses, row on row +That mark our place: and in the sky +The larks still bravely singing, fly +Scarce heard amid the guns below. + +We are the Dead. Short days ago +We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, +Loved, and were loved, and now we lie +In Flanders fields. + +Take up our quarrel with the foe: +To you from failing hands we throw +The Torch: be yours to hold it high! +If ye break faith with us who die +We shall not sleep, though poppies grow +In Flanders fields. + + John McCrae + + +{From a} Facsimile of an autograph copy of the poem "In Flanders Fields" + +This was probably written from memory as "grow" is used in place of "blow" +in the first line. + + + + + + +Contents + + + +In Flanders Fields + 1915 + +The Anxious Dead + 1917 + +The Warrior + 1907 + +Isandlwana + 1910 + +The Unconquered Dead + 1906 + +The Captain + 1913 + +The Song of the Derelict + 1898 + +Quebec + 1908 + +Then and Now + 1896 + +Unsolved + 1895 + +The Hope of My Heart + 1894 + +Penance + 1896 + +Slumber Songs + 1897 + +The Oldest Drama + 1907 + +Recompense + 1896 + +Mine Host + 1897 + +Equality + 1898 + +Anarchy + 1897 + +Disarmament + 1899 + +The Dead Master + 1913 + +The Harvest of the Sea + 1898 + +The Dying of Pere Pierre + 1904 + +Eventide + 1895 + +Upon Watts' Picture "Sic Transit" + 1904 + +A Song of Comfort + 1894 + +The Pilgrims + 1905 + +The Shadow of the Cross + 1894 + +The Night Cometh + 1913 + +In Due Season + 1897 + +John McCrae + An Essay in Character by Sir Andrew Macphail + + + + + + +In Flanders Fields + + + + + + +In Flanders Fields + + + +In Flanders fields the poppies blow +Between the crosses, row on row, + That mark our place; and in the sky + The larks, still bravely singing, fly +Scarce heard amid the guns below. + +We are the Dead. Short days ago +We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, + Loved and were loved, and now we lie, + In Flanders fields. + +Take up our quarrel with the foe: +To you from failing hands we throw + The torch; be yours to hold it high. + If ye break faith with us who die +We shall not sleep, though poppies grow + In Flanders fields. + + + + +The Anxious Dead + + + +O guns, fall silent till the dead men hear + Above their heads the legions pressing on: +(These fought their fight in time of bitter fear, + And died not knowing how the day had gone.) + +O flashing muzzles, pause, and let them see + The coming dawn that streaks the sky afar; +Then let your mighty chorus witness be + To them, and Caesar, that we still make war. + +Tell them, O guns, that we have heard their call, + That we have sworn, and will not turn aside, +That we will onward till we win or fall, + That we will keep the faith for which they died. + +Bid them be patient, and some day, anon, + They shall feel earth enwrapt in silence deep; +Shall greet, in wonderment, the quiet dawn, + And in content may turn them to their sleep. + + + + +The Warrior + + + +He wrought in poverty, the dull grey days, + But with the night his little lamp-lit room +Was bright with battle flame, or through a haze + Of smoke that stung his eyes he heard the boom +Of Bluecher's guns; he shared Almeida's scars, + And from the close-packed deck, about to die, +Looked up and saw the "Birkenhead"'s tall spars + Weave wavering lines across the Southern sky: + +Or in the stifling 'tween decks, row on row, + At Aboukir, saw how the dead men lay; + Charged with the fiercest in Busaco's strife, +Brave dreams are his -- the flick'ring lamp burns low -- + Yet couraged for the battles of the day + He goes to stand full face to face with life. + + + + +Isandlwana + + + + Scarlet coats, and crash o' the band, + The grey of a pauper's gown, + A soldier's grave in Zululand, + And a woman in Brecon Town. + +My little lad for a soldier boy, + (Mothers o' Brecon Town!) +My eyes for tears and his for joy + When he went from Brecon Town, +His for the flags and the gallant sights +His for the medals and his for the fights, +And mine for the dreary, rainy nights + At home in Brecon Town. + +They say he's laid beneath a tree, + (Come back to Brecon Town!) +Shouldn't I know? -- I was there to see: + (It's far to Brecon Town!) +It's me that keeps it trim and drest +With a briar there and a rose by his breast -- +The English flowers he likes the best + That I bring from Brecon Town. + +And I sit beside him -- him and me, + (We're back to Brecon Town.) +To talk of the things that used to be + (Grey ghosts of Brecon Town); +I know the look o' the land and sky, +And the bird that builds in the tree near by, +And times I hear the jackals cry, + And me in Brecon Town. + + Golden grey on miles of sand + The dawn comes creeping down; + It's day in far off Zululand + And night in Brecon Town. + + + + +The Unconquered Dead + + ". . . defeated, with great loss." + + + +Not we the conquered! Not to us the blame + Of them that flee, of them that basely yield; +Nor ours the shout of victory, the fame + Of them that vanquish in a stricken field. + +That day of battle in the dusty heat + We lay and heard the bullets swish and sing +Like scythes amid the over-ripened wheat, + And we the harvest of their garnering. + +Some yielded, No, not we! Not we, we swear + By these our wounds; this trench upon the hill +Where all the shell-strewn earth is seamed and bare, + Was ours to keep; and lo! we have it still. + +We might have yielded, even we, but death + Came for our helper; like a sudden flood +The crashing darkness fell; our painful breath + We drew with gasps amid the choking blood. + +The roar fell faint and farther off, and soon + Sank to a foolish humming in our ears, +Like crickets in the long, hot afternoon + Among the wheat fields of the olden years. + +Before our eyes a boundless wall of red + Shot through by sudden streaks of jagged pain! +Then a slow-gathering darkness overhead + And rest came on us like a quiet rain. + +Not we the conquered! Not to us the shame, + Who hold our earthen ramparts, nor shall cease +To hold them ever; victors we, who came + In that fierce moment to our honoured peace. + + + + +The Captain + +1797 + + + + Here all the day she swings from tide to tide, + Here all night long she tugs a rusted chain, + A masterless hulk that was a ship of pride, + Yet unashamed: her memories remain. + +It was Nelson in the `Captain', Cape St. Vincent far alee, + With the `Vanguard' leading s'uth'ard in the haze -- +Little Jervis and the Spaniards and the fight that was to be, +Twenty-seven Spanish battleships, great bullies of the sea, + And the `Captain' there to find her day of days. + +Right into them the `Vanguard' leads, but with a sudden tack + The Spaniards double swiftly on their trail; +Now Jervis overshoots his mark, like some too eager pack, +He will not overtake them, haste he e'er so greatly back, + But Nelson and the `Captain' will not fail. + +Like a tigress on her quarry leaps the `Captain' from her place, + To lie across the fleeing squadron's way: +Heavy odds and heavy onslaught, gun to gun and face to face, +Win the ship a name of glory, win the men a death of grace, + For a little hold the Spanish fleet in play. + +Ended now the "Captain"'s battle, stricken sore she falls aside + Holding still her foemen, beaten to the knee: +As the `Vanguard' drifted past her, "Well done, `Captain'," Jervis cried, +Rang the cheers of men that conquered, ran the blood of men that died, + And the ship had won her immortality. + + Lo! here her progeny of steel and steam, + A funnelled monster at her mooring swings: + Still, in our hearts, we see her pennant stream, + And "Well done, `Captain'," like a trumpet rings. + + + + +The Song of the Derelict + + + +Ye have sung me your songs, ye have chanted your rimes + (I scorn your beguiling, O sea!) +Ye fondle me now, but to strike me betimes. + (A treacherous lover, the sea!) +Once I saw as I lay, half-awash in the night +A hull in the gloom -- a quick hail -- and a light +And I lurched o'er to leeward and saved her for spite + From the doom that ye meted to me. + +I was sister to `Terrible', seventy-four, + (Yo ho! for the swing of the sea!) +And ye sank her in fathoms a thousand or more + (Alas! for the might of the sea!) +Ye taunt me and sing me her fate for a sign! +What harm can ye wreak more on me or on mine? +Ho braggart! I care not for boasting of thine -- + A fig for the wrath of the sea! + +Some night to the lee of the land I shall steal, + (Heigh-ho to be home from the sea!) +No pilot but Death at the rudderless wheel, + (None knoweth the harbor as he!) +To lie where the slow tide creeps hither and fro +And the shifting sand laps me around, for I know +That my gallant old crew are in Port long ago -- + For ever at peace with the sea! + + + + +Quebec + +1608-1908 + + + +Of old, like Helen, guerdon of the strong -- + Like Helen fair, like Helen light of word, -- +"The spoils unto the conquerors belong. + Who winneth me must win me by the sword." + +Grown old, like Helen, once the jealous prize + That strong men battled for in savage hate, +Can she look forth with unregretful eyes, + Where sleep Montcalm and Wolfe beside her gate? + + + + +Then and Now + + + +Beneath her window in the fragrant night + I half forget how truant years have flown +Since I looked up to see her chamber-light, + Or catch, perchance, her slender shadow thrown +Upon the casement; but the nodding leaves + Sweep lazily across the unlit pane, +And to and fro beneath the shadowy eaves, + Like restless birds, the breath of coming rain +Creeps, lilac-laden, up the village street + When all is still, as if the very trees +Were listening for the coming of her feet + That come no more; yet, lest I weep, the breeze +Sings some forgotten song of those old years +Until my heart grows far too glad for tears. + + + + +Unsolved + + + +Amid my books I lived the hurrying years, + Disdaining kinship with my fellow man; +Alike to me were human smiles and tears, + I cared not whither Earth's great life-stream ran, +Till as I knelt before my mouldered shrine, + God made me look into a woman's eyes; +And I, who thought all earthly wisdom mine, + Knew in a moment that the eternal skies +Were measured but in inches, to the quest + That lay before me in that mystic gaze. +"Surely I have been errant: it is best + That I should tread, with men their human ways." +God took the teacher, ere the task was learned, +And to my lonely books again I turned. + + + + +The Hope of My Heart + +"Delicta juventutis et ignorantius ejus, quoesumus ne memineris, Domine." + + + +I left, to earth, a little maiden fair, + With locks of gold, and eyes that shamed the light; +I prayed that God might have her in His care + And sight. + +Earth's love was false; her voice, a siren's song; + (Sweet mother-earth was but a lying name) +The path she showed was but the path of wrong + And shame. + +"Cast her not out!" I cry. God's kind words come -- + "Her future is with Me, as was her past; +It shall be My good will to bring her home + At last." + + + + +Penance + + + +My lover died a century ago, +Her dear heart stricken by my sland'rous breath, +Wherefore the Gods forbade that I should know + The peace of death. + +Men pass my grave, and say, "'Twere well to sleep, +Like such an one, amid the uncaring dead!" +How should they know the vigils that I keep, + The tears I shed? + +Upon the grave, I count with lifeless breath, +Each night, each year, the flowers that bloom and die, +Deeming the leaves, that fall to dreamless death, + More blest than I. + +'Twas just last year -- I heard two lovers pass +So near, I caught the tender words he said: +To-night the rain-drenched breezes sway the grass + Above his head. + +That night full envious of his life was I, +That youth and love should stand at his behest; +To-night, I envy him, that he should lie + At utter rest. + + + + +Slumber Songs + + + + I + +Sleep, little eyes +That brim with childish tears amid thy play, +Be comforted! No grief of night can weigh +Against the joys that throng thy coming day. + +Sleep, little heart! +There is no place in Slumberland for tears: +Life soon enough will bring its chilling fears +And sorrows that will dim the after years. +Sleep, little heart! + + + II + +Ah, little eyes +Dead blossoms of a springtime long ago, +That life's storm crushed and left to lie below +The benediction of the falling snow! + +Sleep, little heart +That ceased so long ago its frantic beat! +The years that come and go with silent feet +Have naught to tell save this -- that rest is sweet. +Dear little heart. + + + + +The Oldest Drama + + "It fell on a day, that he went out to his father to the reapers. + And he said unto his father, My head, my head. And he said to a lad, + Carry him to his mother. And . . . he sat on her knees till noon, + and then died. And she went up, and laid him on the bed. . . . + And shut the door upon him and went out." + + + +Immortal story that no mother's heart + Ev'n yet can read, nor feel the biting pain +That rent her soul! Immortal not by art + Which makes a long past sorrow sting again + +Like grief of yesterday: but since it said + In simplest word the truth which all may see, +Where any mother sobs above her dead + And plays anew the silent tragedy. + + + + +Recompense + + + +I saw two sowers in Life's field at morn, + To whom came one in angel guise and said, +"Is it for labour that a man is born? + Lo: I am Ease. Come ye and eat my bread!" +Then gladly one forsook his task undone + And with the Tempter went his slothful way, +The other toiled until the setting sun + With stealing shadows blurred the dusty day. + +Ere harvest time, upon earth's peaceful breast + Each laid him down among the unreaping dead. +"Labour hath other recompense than rest, + Else were the toiler like the fool," I said; +"God meteth him not less, but rather more +Because he sowed and others reaped his store." + + + + +Mine Host + + + +There stands a hostel by a travelled way; + Life is the road and Death the worthy host; +Each guest he greets, nor ever lacks to say, + "How have ye fared?" They answer him, the most, +"This lodging place is other than we sought; + We had intended farther, but the gloom +Came on apace, and found us ere we thought: + Yet will we lodge. Thou hast abundant room." + +Within sit haggard men that speak no word, + No fire gleams their cheerful welcome shed; +No voice of fellowship or strife is heard + But silence of a multitude of dead. +"Naught can I offer ye," quoth Death, "but rest!" +And to his chamber leads each tired guest. + + + + +Equality + + + +I saw a King, who spent his life to weave + Into a nation all his great heart thought, +Unsatisfied until he should achieve + The grand ideal that his manhood sought; +Yet as he saw the end within his reach, + Death took the sceptre from his failing hand, +And all men said, "He gave his life to teach + The task of honour to a sordid land!" +Within his gates I saw, through all those years, + One at his humble toil with cheery face, +Whom (being dead) the children, half in tears, + Remembered oft, and missed him from his place. +If he be greater that his people blessed +Than he the children loved, God knoweth best. + + + + +Anarchy + + + +I saw a city filled with lust and shame, + Where men, like wolves, slunk through the grim half-light; +And sudden, in the midst of it, there came + One who spoke boldly for the cause of Right. + +And speaking, fell before that brutish race + Like some poor wren that shrieking eagles tear, +While brute Dishonour, with her bloodless face + Stood by and smote his lips that moved in prayer. + +"Speak not of God! In centuries that word + Hath not been uttered! Our own king are we." +And God stretched forth his finger as He heard + And o'er it cast a thousand leagues of sea. + + + + +Disarmament + + + +One spake amid the nations, "Let us cease + From darkening with strife the fair World's light, +We who are great in war be great in peace. + No longer let us plead the cause by might." + +But from a million British graves took birth + A silent voice -- the million spake as one -- +"If ye have righted all the wrongs of earth + Lay by the sword! Its work and ours is done." + + + + +The Dead Master + + + +Amid earth's vagrant noises, he caught the note sublime: +To-day around him surges from the silences of Time +A flood of nobler music, like a river deep and broad, +Fit song for heroes gathered in the banquet-hall of God. + + + + +The Harvest of the Sea + + + +The earth grows white with harvest; all day long + The sickles gleam, until the darkness weaves +Her web of silence o'er the thankful song + Of reapers bringing home the golden sheaves. + +The wave tops whiten on the sea fields drear, + And men go forth at haggard dawn to reap; +But ever 'mid the gleaners' song we hear + The half-hushed sobbing of the hearts that weep. + + + + +The Dying of Pere Pierre + + ". . . with two other priests; the same night he died, + and was buried by the shores of the lake that bears his name." + Chronicle. + + + +"Nay, grieve not that ye can no honour give + To these poor bones that presently must be +But carrion; since I have sought to live + Upon God's earth, as He hath guided me, +I shall not lack! Where would ye have me lie? + High heaven is higher than cathedral nave: +Do men paint chancels fairer than the sky?" + Beside the darkened lake they made his grave, +Below the altar of the hills; and night + Swung incense clouds of mist in creeping lines +That twisted through the tree-trunks, where the light + Groped through the arches of the silent pines: +And he, beside the lonely path he trod, +Lay, tombed in splendour, in the House of God. + + + + +Eventide + + + +The day is past and the toilers cease; +The land grows dim 'mid the shadows grey, +And hearts are glad, for the dark brings peace + At the close of day. + +Each weary toiler, with lingering pace, +As he homeward turns, with the long day done, +Looks out to the west, with the light on his face + Of the setting sun. + +Yet some see not (with their sin-dimmed eyes) +The promise of rest in the fading light; +But the clouds loom dark in the angry skies + At the fall of night. + +And some see only a golden sky +Where the elms their welcoming arms stretch wide +To the calling rooks, as they homeward fly + At the eventide. + +It speaks of peace that comes after strife, +Of the rest He sends to the hearts He tried, +Of the calm that follows the stormiest life -- + God's eventide. + + + + +Upon Watts' Picture "Sic Transit" + + "What I spent I had; what I saved, I lost; what I gave, I have." + + + +But yesterday the tourney, all the eager joy of life, + The waving of the banners, and the rattle of the spears, +The clash of sword and harness, and the madness of the strife; + To-night begin the silence and the peace of endless years. + + (One sings within.) + +But yesterday the glory and the prize, + And best of all, to lay it at her feet, +To find my guerdon in her speaking eyes: + I grudge them not, -- they pass, albeit sweet. + +The ring of spears, the winning of the fight, + The careless song, the cup, the love of friends, +The earth in spring -- to live, to feel the light -- + 'Twas good the while it lasted: here it ends. + +Remain the well-wrought deed in honour done, + The dole for Christ's dear sake, the words that fall +In kindliness upon some outcast one, -- + They seemed so little: now they are my All. + + + + +A Song of Comfort + + "Sleep, weary ones, while ye may -- + Sleep, oh, sleep!" + Eugene Field. + + + +Thro' May time blossoms, with whisper low, +The soft wind sang to the dead below: + "Think not with regret on the Springtime's song + And the task ye left while your hands were strong. + The song would have ceased when the Spring was past, + And the task that was joyous be weary at last." + +To the winter sky when the nights were long +The tree-tops tossed with a ceaseless song: + "Do ye think with regret on the sunny days + And the path ye left, with its untrod ways? + The sun might sink in a storm cloud's frown + And the path grow rough when the night came down." + +In the grey twilight of the autumn eves, +It sighed as it sang through the dying leaves: + "Ye think with regret that the world was bright, + That your path was short and your task was light; + The path, though short, was perhaps the best + And the toil was sweet, that it led to rest." + + + + +The Pilgrims + + + +An uphill path, sun-gleams between the showers, + Where every beam that broke the leaden sky +Lit other hills with fairer ways than ours; + Some clustered graves where half our memories lie; +And one grim Shadow creeping ever nigh: + And this was Life. + +Wherein we did another's burden seek, + The tired feet we helped upon the road, +The hand we gave the weary and the weak, + The miles we lightened one another's load, +When, faint to falling, onward yet we strode: + This too was Life. + +Till, at the upland, as we turned to go + Amid fair meadows, dusky in the night, +The mists fell back upon the road below; + Broke on our tired eyes the western light; +The very graves were for a moment bright: + And this was Death. + + + + +The Shadow of the Cross + + + +At the drowsy dusk when the shadows creep +From the golden west, where the sunbeams sleep, + +An angel mused: "Is there good or ill +In the mad world's heart, since on Calvary's hill + +'Round the cross a mid-day twilight fell +That darkened earth and o'ershadowed hell?" + +Through the streets of a city the angel sped; +Like an open scroll men's hearts he read. + +In a monarch's ear his courtiers lied +And humble faces hid hearts of pride. + +Men's hate waxed hot, and their hearts grew cold, +As they haggled and fought for the lust of gold. + +Despairing, he cried, "After all these years +Is there naught but hatred and strife and tears?" + +He found two waifs in an attic bare; +-- A single crust was their meagre fare -- + +One strove to quiet the other's cries, +And the love-light dawned in her famished eyes + +As she kissed the child with a motherly air: +"I don't need mine, you can have my share." + +Then the angel knew that the earthly cross +And the sorrow and shame were not wholly loss. + +At dawn, when hushed was earth's busy hum +And men looked not for their Christ to come, + +From the attic poor to the palace grand, +The King and the beggar went hand in hand. + + + + +The Night Cometh + + + +Cometh the night. The wind falls low, +The trees swing slowly to and fro: + Around the church the headstones grey + Cluster, like children strayed away +But found again, and folded so. + +No chiding look doth she bestow: +If she is glad, they cannot know; + If ill or well they spend their day, + Cometh the night. + +Singing or sad, intent they go; +They do not see the shadows grow; + "There yet is time," they lightly say, + "Before our work aside we lay"; +Their task is but half-done, and lo! + Cometh the night. + + + + +In Due Season + + + +If night should come and find me at my toil, + When all Life's day I had, tho' faintly, wrought, +And shallow furrows, cleft in stony soil + Were all my labour: Shall I count it naught + +If only one poor gleaner, weak of hand, + Shall pick a scanty sheaf where I have sown? +"Nay, for of thee the Master doth demand + Thy work: the harvest rests with Him alone." + + + + + + +John McCrae + + An Essay in Character by Sir Andrew Macphail + + + + + + + I + +In Flanders Fields + + + +"In Flanders Fields", the piece of verse from which this little book +takes its title, first appeared in `Punch' in the issue of December 8th, +1915. At the time I was living in Flanders at a convent in front of Locre, +in shelter of Kemmel Hill, which lies seven miles south and slightly west +of Ypres. The piece bore no signature, but it was unmistakably +from the hand of John McCrae. + +From this convent of women which was the headquarters of the 6th Canadian +Field Ambulance, I wrote to John McCrae, who was then at Boulogne, +accusing him of the authorship, and furnished him with evidence. +From memory -- since at the front one carries one book only -- +I quoted to him another piece of his own verse, entitled "The Night Cometh": + + "Cometh the night. The wind falls low, + The trees swing slowly to and fro; + Around the church the headstones grey + Cluster, like children stray'd away, + But found again, and folded so." + +It will be observed at once by reference to the text that in form +the two poems are identical. They contain the same number of lines and feet +as surely as all sonnets do. Each travels upon two rhymes +with the members of a broken couplet in widely separated refrain. +To the casual reader this much is obvious, but there are many subtleties +in the verse which made the authorship inevitable. It was a form upon which +he had worked for years, and made his own. When the moment arrived +the medium was ready. No other medium could have so well conveyed +the thought. + +This familiarity with his verse was not a matter of accident. +For many years I was editor of the `University Magazine', +and those who are curious about such things may discover +that one half of the poems contained in this little book +were first published upon its pages. This magazine had its origin +in McGill University, Montreal, in the year 1902. Four years later +its borders were enlarged to the wider term, and it strove to express +an educated opinion upon questions immediately concerning Canada, +and to treat freely in a literary way all matters which have to do +with politics, industry, philosophy, science, and art. + +To this magazine during those years John McCrae contributed all his verse. +It was therefore not unseemly that I should have written to him, +when "In Flanders Fields" appeared in `Punch'. Amongst his papers +I find my poor letter, and many others of which something more might be made +if one were concerned merely with the literary side of his life +rather than with his life itself. Two references will be enough. +Early in 1905 he offered "The Pilgrims" for publication. +I notified him of the place assigned to it in the magazine, +and added a few words of appreciation, and after all these years +it has come back to me. + +The letter is dated February 9th, 1905, and reads: "I place the poem +next to my own buffoonery. It is the real stuff of poetry. +How did you make it? What have you to do with medicine? +I was charmed with it: the thought high, the image perfect, +the expression complete; not too reticent, not too full. +Videntes autem stellam gavisi sunt gaudio magno valde. +In our own tongue, -- `slainte filidh'." To his mother he wrote, +"the Latin is translatable as, `seeing the star they rejoiced +with exceeding gladness'." For the benefit of those whose education +has proceeded no further than the Latin, it may be explained +that the two last words mean, "Hail to the poet". + +To the inexperienced there is something portentous about an appearance +in print and something mysterious about the business of an editor. +A legend has already grown up around the publication of "In Flanders Fields" +in `Punch'. The truth is, "that the poem was offered in the usual way +and accepted; that is all." The usual way of offering a piece to an editor +is to put it in an envelope with a postage stamp outside to carry it there, +and a stamp inside to carry it back. Nothing else helps. + +An editor is merely a man who knows his right hand from his left, +good from evil, having the honesty of a kitchen cook +who will not spoil his confection by favour for a friend. +Fear of a foe is not a temptation, since editors are too humble and harmless +to have any. There are of course certain slight offices +which an editor can render, especially to those whose writings +he does not intend to print, but John McCrae required none of these. +His work was finished to the last point. He would bring his piece in his hand +and put it on the table. A wise editor knows when to keep his mouth shut; +but now I am free to say that he never understood the nicety +of the semi-colon, and his writing was too heavily stopped. + +He was not of those who might say, -- take it or leave it; but rather, -- +look how perfect it is; and it was so. Also he was the first to recognize +that an editor has some rights and prejudices, that certain words +make him sick; that certain other words he reserves for his own use, -- +"meticulous" once a year, "adscititious" once in a life time. +This explains why editors write so little. In the end, +out of mere good nature, or seeing the futility of it all, +they contribute their words to contributors and write no more. + +The volume of verse as here printed is small. The volume might be enlarged; +it would not be improved. To estimate the value and institute a comparison +of those herein set forth would be a congenial but useless task, +which may well be left to those whose profession it is to offer instruction +to the young. To say that "In Flanders Fields" is not the best +would involve one in controversy. It did give expression to a mood +which at the time was universal, and will remain as a permanent record +when the mood is passed away. + +The poem was first called to my attention by a Sapper officer, then Major, +now Brigadier. He brought the paper in his hand from his billet +in Dranoutre. It was printed on page 468, and Mr. `Punch' will be glad +to be told that, in his annual index, in the issue of December 29th, 1915, +he has mispelled the author's name, which is perhaps the only mistake +he ever made. This officer could himself weave the sonnet with deft fingers, +and he pointed out many deep things. It is to the sappers +the army always goes for "technical material". + +The poem, he explained, consists of thirteen lines in iambic tetrameter +and two lines of two iambics each; in all, one line more +than the sonnet's count. There are two rhymes only, since the short lines +must be considered blank, and are, in fact, identical. But it is +a difficult mode. It is true, he allowed, that the octet of the sonnet +has only two rhymes, but these recur only four times, +and the liberty of the sestet tempers its despotism, -- +which I thought a pretty phrase. He pointed out the dangers inherent +in a restricted rhyme, and cited the case of Browning, the great rhymster, +who was prone to resort to any rhyme, and frequently ended in absurdity, +finding it easier to make a new verse than to make an end. + +At great length -- but the December evenings in Flanders are long, +how long, O Lord! -- this Sapper officer demonstrated the skill +with which the rhymes are chosen. They are vocalized. +Consonant endings would spoil the whole effect. They reiterate O and I, +not the O of pain and the Ay of assent, but the O of wonder, of hope, +of aspiration; and the I of personal pride, of jealous immortality, +of the Ego against the Universe. They are, he went on to expound, +a recurrence of the ancient question: "How are the dead raised, +and with what body do they come?" "How shall I bear my light across?" +and of the defiant cry: "If Christ be not raised, then is our faith vain." + +The theme has three phases: the first a calm, a deadly calm, +opening statement in five lines; the second in four lines, +an explanation, a regret, a reiteration of the first; the third, +without preliminary crescendo, breaking out into passionate adjuration +in vivid metaphor, a poignant appeal which is at once a blessing and a curse. +In the closing line is a satisfying return to the first phase, -- +and the thing is done. One is so often reminded of the poverty +of men's invention, their best being so incomplete, their greatest +so trivial, that one welcomes what -- this Sapper officer surmised -- +may become a new and fixed mode of expression in verse. + +As to the theme itself -- I am using his words: what is his is mine; +what is mine is his -- the interest is universal. The dead, still conscious, +fallen in a noble cause, see their graves overblown in a riot of poppy bloom. +The poppy is the emblem of sleep. The dead desire to sleep undisturbed, +but yet curiously take an interest in passing events. They regret +that they have not been permitted to live out their life to its normal end. +They call on the living to finish their task, else they shall not sink +into that complete repose which they desire, in spite of the balm +of the poppy. Formalists may protest that the poet is not sincere, +since it is the seed and not the flower that produces sleep. +They might as well object that the poet has no right to impersonate the dead. +We common folk know better. We know that in personating the dear dead, +and calling in bell-like tones on the inarticulate living, +the poet shall be enabled to break the lightnings of the Beast, +and thereby he, being himself, alas! dead, yet speaketh; and shall speak, +to ones and twos and a host. As it is written in resonant bronze: +VIVOS . VOCO . MORTUOS . PLANGO . FULGURA . FRANGO: +words cast by this officer upon a church bell which still rings +in far away Orwell in memory of his father -- and of mine. + +By this time the little room was cold. For some reason the guns had awakened +in the Salient. An Indian trooper who had just come up, +and did not yet know the orders, blew "Lights out", -- on a cavalry trumpet. +The sappers work by night. The officer turned and went his way +to his accursed trenches, leaving the verse with me. + +John McCrae witnessed only once the raw earth of Flanders hide its shame +in the warm scarlet glory of the poppy. Others have watched +this resurrection of the flowers in four successive seasons, +a fresh miracle every time it occurs. Also they have observed +the rows of crosses lengthen, the torch thrown, caught, and carried +to victory. The dead may sleep. We have not broken faith with them. + +It is little wonder then that "In Flanders Fields" has become +the poem of the army. The soldiers have learned it with their hearts, +which is quite a different thing from committing it to memory. +It circulates, as a song should circulate, by the living word of mouth, +not by printed characters. That is the true test of poetry, -- +its insistence on making itself learnt by heart. The army has varied +the text; but each variation only serves to reveal more clearly +the mind of the maker. The army says, "AMONG the crosses"; +"felt dawn AND sunset glow"; "LIVED and were loved". The army may be right: +it usually is. + +Nor has any piece of verse in recent years been more widely known +in the civilian world. It was used on every platform from which men +were being adjured to adventure their lives or their riches +in the great trial through which the present generation has passed. +Many "replies" have been made. The best I have seen was written +in the `New York Evening Post'. None but those who were prepared to die +before Vimy Ridge that early April day of 1916 will ever feel fully +the great truth of Mr. Lillard's opening lines, as they speak +for all Americans: + + "Rest ye in peace, ye Flanders dead. + The fight that ye so bravely led + We've taken up." + +They did -- and bravely. They heard the cry -- "If ye break faith, +we shall not sleep." + + + + + II + +With the Guns + + + +If there was nothing remarkable about the publication of "In Flanders Fields", +there was something momentous in the moment of writing it. And yet +it was a sure instinct which prompted the writer to send it to `Punch'. +A rational man wishes to know the news of the world in which he lives; +and if he is interested in life, he is eager to know how men feel +and comport themselves amongst the events which are passing. +For this purpose `Punch' is the great newspaper of the world, +and these lines describe better than any other how men felt +in that great moment. + +It was in April, 1915. The enemy was in the full cry of victory. +All that remained for him was to occupy Paris, as once he did before, +and to seize the Channel ports. Then France, England, and the world +were doomed. All winter the German had spent in repairing his plans, +which had gone somewhat awry on the Marne. He had devised his final stroke, +and it fell upon the Canadians at Ypres. This battle, +known as the second battle of Ypres, culminated on April 22nd, +but it really extended over the whole month. + +The inner history of war is written from the recorded impressions of men +who have endured it. John McCrae in a series of letters to his mother, +cast in the form of a diary, has set down in words the impressions +which this event of the war made upon a peculiarly sensitive mind. +The account is here transcribed without any attempt at "amplification", +or "clarifying" by notes upon incidents or references to places. +These are only too well known. + + +== + Friday, April 23rd, 1915. + +As we moved up last evening, there was heavy firing about 4.30 on our left, +the hour at which the general attack with gas was made +when the French line broke. We could see the shells bursting over Ypres, +and in a small village to our left, meeting General ----, C.R.A., +of one of the divisions, he ordered us to halt for orders. +We sent forward notifications to our Headquarters, and sent out orderlies +to get in touch with the batteries of the farther forward brigades +already in action. The story of these guns will be read elsewhere. +They had a tough time, but got away safely, and did wonderful service. +One battery fired in two opposite directions at once, +and both batteries fired at point blank, open sights, at Germans in the open. +They were at times quite without infantry on their front, +for their position was behind the French to the left of the British line. + +As we sat on the road we began to see the French stragglers -- +men without arms, wounded men, teams, wagons, civilians, refugees -- +some by the roads, some across country, all talking, shouting -- +the very picture of debacle. I must say they were the "tag enders" +of a fighting line rather than the line itself. They streamed on, +and shouted to us scraps of not too inspiriting information +while we stood and took our medicine, and picked out gun positions +in the fields in case we had to go in there and then. The men were splendid; +not a word; not a shake, and it was a terrific test. Traffic whizzed by -- +ambulances, transport, ammunition, supplies, despatch riders -- +and the shells thundered into the town, or burst high in the air nearer us, +and the refugees streamed. Women, old men, little children, +hopeless, tearful, quiet or excited, tired, dodging the traffic, -- +and the wounded in singles or in groups. Here and there I could give +a momentary help, and the ambulances picked up as they could. +So the cold moonlight night wore on -- no change save that +the towers of Ypres showed up against the glare of the city burning; +and the shells still sailed in. + +At 9.30 our ammunition column (the part that had been "in") appeared. +Major ---- had waited, like Casabianca, for orders until the Germans were +500 yards away; then he started, getting safely away save for one wagon lost, +and some casualties in men and horses. He found our column, +and we prepared to send forward ammunition as soon as we could learn +where the batteries had taken up position in retiring, for retire they had to. +Eleven, twelve, and finally grey day broke, and we still waited. +At 3.45 word came to go in and support a French counterattack at 4.30 A.M. +Hastily we got the order spread; it was 4 A.M. and three miles to go. + +Of one's feelings all this night -- of the asphyxiated French soldiers -- +of the women and children -- of the cheery, steady British reinforcements +that moved up quietly past us, going up, not back -- I could write, +but you can imagine. + +We took the road at once, and went up at the gallop. The Colonel rode ahead +to scout a position (we had only four guns, part of the ammunition column, +and the brigade staff; the 1st and 4th batteries were back in reserve +at our last billet). Along the roads we went, and made our place on time, +pulled up for ten minutes just short of the position, where I put Bonfire +[his horse] with my groom in a farmyard, and went forward on foot -- +only a quarter of a mile or so -- then we advanced. Bonfire had soon to move; +a shell killed a horse about four yards away from him, and he wisely took +other ground. Meantime we went on into the position we were to occupy +for seventeen days, though we could not guess that. I can hardly say more +than that it was near the Yser Canal. + +We got into action at once, under heavy gunfire. We were +to the left entirely of the British line, and behind French troops, +and so we remained for eight days. A Colonel of the R.A., known to fame, +joined us and camped with us; he was our link with the French Headquarters, +and was in local command of the guns in this locality. When he left us +eight days later he said, "I am glad to get out of this hell-hole." +He was a great comfort to us, for he is very capable, and the entire battle +was largely fought "on our own", following the requests of the Infantry +on our front, and scarcely guided by our own staff at all. +We at once set out to register our targets, and almost at once +had to get into steady firing on quite a large sector of front. +We dug in the guns as quickly as we could, and took as Headquarters +some infantry trenches already sunk on a ridge near the canal. +We were subject from the first to a steady and accurate shelling, +for we were all but in sight, as were the German trenches +about 2000 yards to our front. At times the fire would come in salvos +quickly repeated. Bursts of fire would be made for ten or fifteen minutes +at a time. We got all varieties of projectile, from 3 inch to 8 inch, +or perhaps 10 inch; the small ones usually as air bursts, +the larger percussion and air, and the heaviest percussion only. + +My work began almost from the start -- steady but never overwhelming, +except perhaps once for a few minutes. A little cottage behind our ridge +served as a cook-house, but was so heavily hit the second day +that we had to be chary of it. During bursts of fire I usually took +the back slope of the sharply crested ridge for what shelter it offered. +At 3 our 1st and 4th arrived, and went into action at once +a few hundred yards in our rear. Wires were at once put out, +to be cut by shells hundreds and hundreds of times, but always repaired +by our indefatigable linemen. So the day wore on; in the night the shelling +still kept up: three different German attacks were made and repulsed. +If we suffered by being close up, the Germans suffered from us, +for already tales of good shooting came down to us. I got some sleep +despite the constant firing, for we had none last night. + + + Saturday, April 24th, 1915. + +Behold us now anything less than two miles north of Ypres +on the west side of the canal; this runs north, each bank flanked +with high elms, with bare trunks of the familiar Netherlands type. +A few yards to the West a main road runs, likewise bordered; +the Censor will allow me to say that on the high bank between these +we had our headquarters; the ridge is perhaps fifteen to twenty feet high, +and slopes forward fifty yards to the water, the back is more steep, +and slopes quickly to a little subsidiary water way, deep but dirty. +Where the guns were I shall not say; but they were not far, +and the German aeroplanes that viewed us daily with all but impunity +knew very well. A road crossed over the canal, and interrupted the ridge; +across the road from us was our billet -- the place we cooked in, at least, +and where we usually took our meals. Looking to the south between the trees, +we could see the ruins of the city: to the front on the sky line, +with rolling ground in the front, pitted by French trenches, the German lines; +to the left front, several farms and a windmill, and farther left, +again near the canal, thicker trees and more farms. The farms and windmills +were soon burnt. Several farms we used for observing posts were also +quickly burnt during the next three or four days. All along behind us +at varying distances French and British guns; the flashes at night +lit up the sky. + +These high trees were at once a protection and a danger. +Shells that struck them were usually destructive. When we came in +the foliage was still very thin. Along the road, which was constantly shelled +"on spec" by the Germans, one saw all the sights of war: +wounded men limping or carried, ambulances, trains of supply, troops, +army mules, and tragedies. I saw one bicycle orderly: a shell exploded +and he seemed to pedal on for eight or ten revolutions and then collapsed +in a heap -- dead. Straggling soldiers would be killed or wounded, +horses also, until it got to be a nightmare. I used to shudder every time +I saw wagons or troops on that road. My dugout looked out on it. +I got a square hole, 8 by 8, dug in the side of the hill (west), +roofed over with remnants to keep out the rain, and a little sandbag parapet +on the back to prevent pieces of "back-kick shells" from coming in, +or prematures from our own or the French guns for that matter. +Some straw on the floor completed it. The ground was treacherous +and a slip the first night nearly buried ----. So we had to be content +with walls straight up and down, and trust to the height of the bank +for safety. All places along the bank were more or less alike, +all squirrel holes. + +This morning we supported a heavy French attack at 4.30; +there had been three German attacks in the night, and everyone was tired. +We got heavily shelled. In all eight or ten of our trees were cut by shells +-- cut right off, the upper part of the tree subsiding heavily +and straight down, as a usual thing. One would think a piece a foot long +was just instantly cut out; and these trees were about 18 inches in diameter. +The gas fumes came very heavily: some blew down from the infantry trenches, +some came from the shells: one's eyes smarted, and breathing +was very laboured. Up to noon to-day we fired 2500 rounds. Last night +Col. Morrison and I slept at a French Colonel's headquarters near by, +and in the night our room was filled up with wounded. I woke up +and shared my bed with a chap with "a wounded leg and a chill". +Probably thirty wounded were brought into the one little room. + +Col. ----, R.A., kept us in communication with the French General +in whose command we were. I bunked down in the trench on the top +of the ridge: the sky was red with the glare of the city still burning, +and we could hear the almost constant procession of large shells sailing over +from our left front into the city: the crashes of their explosion +shook the ground where we were. After a terribly hard day, +professionally and otherwise, I slept well, but it rained +and the trench was awfully muddy and wet. + + + Sunday, April 25th, 1915. + +The weather brightened up, and we got at it again. This day we had +several heavy attacks, prefaced by heavy artillery fire; these bursts of fire +would result in our getting 100 to 150 rounds right on us or nearby: +the heavier our fire (which was on the trenches entirely) the heavier theirs. + +Our food supply came up at dusk in wagons, and the water was any we could get, +but of course treated with chloride of lime. The ammunition had to be +brought down the roads at the gallop, and the more firing the more wagons. +The men would quickly carry the rounds to the guns, as the wagons had to halt +behind our hill. The good old horses would swing around at the gallop, +pull up in an instant, and stand puffing and blowing, but with their heads up, +as if to say, "Wasn't that well done?" It makes you want to kiss +their dear old noses, and assure them of a peaceful pasture once more. +To-day we got our dressing station dugout complete, and slept there at night. + +Three farms in succession burned on our front -- colour in the otherwise dark. +The flashes of shells over the front and rear in all directions. +The city still burning and the procession still going on. +I dressed a number of French wounded; one Turco prayed to Allah and Mohammed +all the time I was dressing his wound. On the front field one can see +the dead lying here and there, and in places where an assault has been +they lie very thick on the front slopes of the German trenches. +Our telephone wagon team hit by a shell; two horses killed +and another wounded. I did what I could for the wounded one, +and he subsequently got well. This night, beginning after dark, +we got a terrible shelling, which kept up till 2 or 3 in the morning. +Finally I got to sleep, though it was still going on. We must have got +a couple of hundred rounds, in single or pairs. Every one burst over us, +would light up the dugout, and every hit in front would shake the ground +and bring down small bits of earth on us, or else the earth thrown +into the air by the explosion would come spattering down on our roof, +and into the front of the dugout. Col. Morrison tried the mess house, +but the shelling was too heavy, and he and the adjutant joined +Cosgrave and me, and we four spent an anxious night there in the dark. +One officer was on watch "on the bridge" (as we called the trench +at the top of the ridge) with the telephones. + + + Monday, April 26th, 1915. + +Another day of heavy actions, but last night much French and British artillery +has come in, and the place is thick with Germans. There are many prematures +(with so much firing) but the pieces are usually spread before they get to us. +It is disquieting, however, I must say. And all the time the birds sing +in the trees over our heads. Yesterday up to noon we fired 3000 rounds +for the twenty-four hours; to-day we have fired much less, +but we have registered fresh fronts, and burned some farms +behind the German trenches. About six the fire died down, +and we had a peaceful evening and night, and Cosgrave and I in the dugout +made good use of it. The Colonel has an individual dugout, +and Dodds sleeps "topside" in the trench. To all this, put in a background +of anxiety lest the line break, for we are just where it broke before. + + + Tuesday, April 27th, 1915. + +This morning again registering batteries on new points. +At 1.30 a heavy attack was prepared by the French and ourselves. +The fire was very heavy for half an hour and the enemy got busy too. +I had to cross over to the batteries during it, an unpleasant journey. +More gas attacks in the afternoon. The French did not appear +to press the attack hard, but in the light of subsequent events +it probably was only a feint. It seems likely that about this time +our people began to thin out the artillery again for use elsewhere; +but this did not at once become apparent. At night usually +the heavies farther back take up the story, and there is a duel. +The Germans fire on our roads after dark to catch reliefs and transport. +I suppose ours do the same. + + + Wednesday, April 28th, 1915. + +I have to confess to an excellent sleep last night. At times anxiety says, +"I don't want a meal," but experience says "you need your food," +so I attend regularly to that. The billet is not too safe either. +Much German air reconnaissance over us, and heavy firing from both sides +during the day. At 6.45 we again prepared a heavy artillery attack, +but the infantry made little attempt to go on. We are perhaps +the "chopping block", and our "preparations" may be chiefly designed +to prevent detachments of troops being sent from our front elsewhere. + +I have said nothing of what goes on on our right and left; +but it is equally part and parcel of the whole game; this eight mile front +is constantly heavily engaged. At intervals, too, they bombard Ypres. +Our back lines, too, have to be constantly shifted on account of shell fire, +and we have desultory but constant losses there. In the evening +rifle fire gets more frequent, and bullets are constantly singing over us. +Some of them are probably ricochets, for we are 1800 yards, or nearly, +from the nearest German trench. + + + Thursday, April 29th, 1915. + +This morning our billet was hit. We fire less these days, +but still a good deal. There was a heavy French attack on our left. +The "gas" attacks can be seen from here. The yellow cloud rising up +is for us a signal to open, and we do. The wind is from our side to-day, +and a good thing it is. Several days ago during the firing +a big Oxford-grey dog, with beautiful brown eyes, came to us in a panic. +He ran to me, and pressed his head HARD against my leg. +So I got him a safe place and he sticks by us. We call him Fleabag, +for he looks like it. + +This night they shelled us again heavily for some hours -- +the same shorts, hits, overs on percussion, and great yellow-green air bursts. +One feels awfully irritated by the constant din -- a mixture of anger +and apprehension. + + + Friday, April 30th, 1915. + +Thick mist this morning, and relative quietness; but before it cleared +the Germans started again to shell us. At 10 it cleared, +and from 10 to 2 we fired constantly. The French advanced, +and took some ground on our left front and a batch of prisoners. +This was at a place we call Twin Farms. Our men looked curiously +at the Boches as they were marched through. Some better activity +in the afternoon by the Allies' aeroplanes. The German planes +have had it too much their way lately. Many of to-day's shells +have been very large -- 10 or 12 inch; a lot of tremendous holes +dug in the fields just behind us. + + + Saturday, May 1st, 1915. + +May day! Heavy bombardment at intervals through the day. +Another heavy artillery preparation at 3.25, but no French advance. +We fail to understand why, but orders go. We suffered somewhat +during the day. Through the evening and night heavy firing at intervals. + + + Sunday, May 2nd, 1915. + +Heavy gunfire again this morning. Lieut. H---- was killed at the guns. +His diary's last words were, "It has quieted a little and I shall try +to get a good sleep." I said the Committal Service over him, +as well as I could from memory. A soldier's death! +Batteries again registering barrages or barriers of fire at set ranges. +At 3 the Germans attacked, preceded by gas clouds. Fighting went on +for an hour and a half, during which their guns hammered heavily +with some loss to us. The French lines are very uneasy, +and we are correspondingly anxious. The infantry fire was very heavy, +and we fired incessantly, keeping on into the night. Despite the heavy fire +I got asleep at 12, and slept until daylight which comes at 3. + + + Monday, May 3rd, 1915. + +A clear morning, and the accursed German aeroplanes over our positions again. +They are usually fired at, but no luck. To-day a shell on our hill +dug out a cannon ball about six inches in diameter -- probably of Napoleon's +or earlier times -- heavily rusted. A German attack began, +but half an hour of artillery fire drove it back. Major ----, R.A., +was up forward, and could see the German reserves. Our 4th was turned on: +first round 100 over; shortened and went into gunfire, and his report +was that the effect was perfect. The same occurred again in the evening, +and again at midnight. The Germans were reported to be constantly massing +for attack, and we as constantly "went to them". The German guns +shelled us as usual at intervals. This must get very tiresome to read; +but through it all, it must be mentioned that the constantly broken +communications have to be mended, rations and ammunition brought up, +the wounded to be dressed and got away. Our dugouts have the French Engineers +and French Infantry next door by turns. They march in and out. +The back of the hill is a network of wires, so that one has to go carefully. + + + Tuesday, May 4th, 1915. + +Despite intermittent shelling and some casualties the quietest day yet; +but we live in an uneasy atmosphere as German attacks are constantly +being projected, and our communications are interrupted and scrappy. +We get no news of any sort and have just to sit tight and hold on. +Evening closed in rainy and dark. Our dugout is very slenderly +provided against it, and we get pretty wet and very dirty. +In the quieter morning hours we get a chance of a wash +and occasionally a shave. + + + Wednesday, May 5th, 1915. + +Heavily hammered in the morning from 7 to 9, but at 9 it let up; +the sun came out and things looked better. Evidently our line +has again been thinned of artillery and the requisite minimum to hold is left. +There were German attacks to our right, just out of our area. +Later on we and they both fired heavily, the first battery getting it +especially hot. The planes over us again and again, to coach the guns. +An attack expected at dusk, but it turned only to heavy night shelling, +so that with our fire, theirs, and the infantry cracking away constantly, +we got sleep in small quantity all night; bullets whizzing over us constantly. +Heavy rain from 5 to 8, and everything wet except the far-in corner +of the dugout, where we mass our things to keep them as dry as we may. + + + Thursday, May 6th, 1915. + +After the rain a bright morning; the leaves and blossoms are coming out. +We ascribe our quietude to a welcome flock of allied planes +which are over this morning. The Germans attacked at eleven, +and again at six in the afternoon, each meaning a waking up of heavy artillery +on the whole front. In the evening we had a little rain at intervals, +but it was light. + + + Friday, May 7th, 1915. + +A bright morning early, but clouded over later. The Germans gave it to us +very heavily. There was heavy fighting to the south-east of us. +Two attacks or threats, and we went in again. + + + Saturday, May 8th, 1915. + +For the last three days we have been under British divisional control, +and supporting our own men who have been put farther to the left, +till they are almost in front of us. It is an added comfort. +We have four officers out with various infantry regiments +for observation and co-operation; they have to stick it in trenches, +as all the houses and barns are burned. The whole front is constantly ablaze +with big gunfire; the racket never ceases. We have now to do +most of the work for our left, as our line appears to be much thinner +than it was. A German attack followed the shelling at 7; +we were fighting hard till 12, and less regularly all the afternoon. +We suffered much, and at one time were down to seven guns. +Of these two were smoking at every joint, and the levers were so hot +that the gunners used sacking for their hands. The pace is now much hotter, +and the needs of the infantry for fire more insistent. +The guns are in bad shape by reason of dirt, injuries, and heat. +The wind fortunately blows from us, so there is no gas, +but the attacks are still very heavy. Evening brought a little quiet, +but very disquieting news (which afterwards proved untrue); +and we had to face a possible retirement. You may imagine our state of mind, +unable to get anything sure in the uncertainty, except that +we should stick out as long as the guns would fire, and we could fire them. +That sort of night brings a man down to his "bare skin", I promise you. +The night was very cold, and not a cheerful one. + + + Sunday, May 9th, 1915. + +At 4 we were ordered to get ready to move, and the Adjutant picked out +new retirement positions; but a little later better news came, +and the daylight and sun revived us a bit. As I sat in my dugout +a little white and black dog with tan spots bolted in over the parapet, +during heavy firing, and going to the farthest corner began to dig furiously. +Having scraped out a pathetic little hole two inches deep, +she sat down and shook, looking most plaintively at me. A few minutes later, +her owner came along, a French soldier. Bissac was her name, +but she would not leave me at the time. When I sat down a little later, +she stole out and shyly crawled in between me and the wall; +she stayed by me all day, and I hope got later on to safe quarters. + +Firing kept up all day. In thirty hours we had fired 3600 rounds, +and at times with seven, eight, or nine guns; our wire cut and repaired +eighteen times. Orders came to move, and we got ready. At dusk +we got the guns out by hand, and all batteries assembled at a given spot +in comparative safety. We were much afraid they would open on us, +for at 10 o'clock they gave us 100 or 150 rounds, hitting the trench parapet +again and again. However, we were up the road, the last wagon +half a mile away before they opened. One burst near me, +and splattered some pieces around, but we got clear, +and by 12 were out of the usual fire zone. Marched all night, +tired as could be, but happy to be clear. + +I was glad to get on dear old Bonfire again. We made about sixteen miles, +and got to our billets at dawn. I had three or four hours' sleep, +and arose to a peaceful breakfast. We shall go back to the line elsewhere +very soon, but it is a present relief, and the next place +is sure to be better, for it cannot be worse. Much of this narrative +is bald and plain, but it tells our part in a really great battle. +I have only had hasty notes to go by; in conversation +there is much one could say that would be of greater interest. +Heard of the `Lusitania' disaster on our road out. A terrible affair! +== + + +Here ends the account of his part in this memorable battle, +and here follow some general observations upon the experience: + + +== + Northern France, May 10th, 1915. + +We got here to refit and rest this morning at 4, having marched +last night at 10. The general impression in my mind is of a nightmare. +We have been in the most bitter of fights. For seventeen days +and seventeen nights none of us have had our clothes off, +nor our boots even, except occasionally. In all that time +while I was awake, gunfire and rifle fire never ceased for sixty seconds, +and it was sticking to our utmost by a weak line all but ready to break, +knowing nothing of what was going on, and depressed by reports +of anxious infantry. The men and the divisions are worthy of all praise +that can be given. It did not end in four days when many of our infantry +were taken out. It kept on at fever heat till yesterday. + +This, of course, is the second battle of Ypres, or the battle of the Yser, +I do not know which. At one time we were down to seven guns, +but those guns were smoking at every joint, the gunners using cloth +to handle the breech levers because of the heat. We had three batteries +in action with four guns added from the other units. Our casualties +were half the number of men in the firing line. The horse lines +and the wagon lines farther back suffered less, but the Brigade list +has gone far higher than any artillery normal. I know one brigade R.A. +that was in the Mons retreat and had about the same. I have done +what fell to hand. My clothes, boots, kit, and dugout at various times +were sadly bloody. Two of our batteries are reduced to two officers each. +We have had constant accurate shell-fire, but we have given back no less. +And behind it all was the constant background of the sights of the dead, +the wounded, the maimed, and a terrible anxiety lest the line should give way. + +During all this time, we have been behind French troops, +and only helping our own people by oblique fire when necessary. +Our horses have suffered heavily too. Bonfire had a light wound +from a piece of shell; it is healing and the dear old fellow is very fit. +Had my first ride for seventeen days last night. We never saw horses +but with the wagons bringing up the ammunition. When fire was hottest +they had to come two miles on a road terribly swept, +and they did it magnificently. But how tired we are! +Weary in body and wearier in mind. None of our men went off their heads +but men in units nearby did -- and no wonder. + + + France, May 12th, 1915. + +I am glad you had your mind at rest by the rumour that we were in reserve. +What newspaper work! The poor old artillery never gets any mention, +and the whole show is the infantry. It may interest you to note on your map +a spot on the west bank of the canal, a mile and a half north of Ypres, +as the scene of our labours. There can be no harm in saying so, +now that we are out of it. The unit was the most advanced +of all the Allies' guns by a good deal except one French battery +which stayed in a position yet more advanced for two days, +and then had to be taken out. I think it may be said that we saw the show +from the soup to the coffee. + + + France, May 17th, 1915. + +The farther we get away from Ypres the more we learn of the enormous power +the Germans put in to push us over. Lord only knows how many men they had, +and how many they lost. I wish I could embody on paper +some of the varied sensations of that seventeen days. All the gunners +down this way passed us all sorts of `kudos' over it. Our guns -- +those behind us, from which we had to dodge occasional prematures -- +have a peculiar bang-sound added to the sharp crack of discharge. +The French 75 has a sharp wood-block-chop sound, and the shell goes over +with a peculiar whine -- not unlike a cat, but beginning with n -- +thus, -- n-eouw. The big fellows, 3000 yards or more behind, +sounded exactly like our own, but the flash came three or four seconds +before the sound. Of the German shells -- the field guns come +with a great velocity -- no warning -- just whizz-bang; white smoke, +nearly always air bursts. The next size, probably 5 inch howitzers, +have a perceptible time of approach, an increasing whine, +and a great burst on the percussion -- dirt in all directions. +And even if a shell hit on the front of the canal bank, +and one were on the back of the bank, five, eight, or ten seconds later +one would hear a belated WHIRR, and curved pieces of shell would light -- +probably parabolic curves or boomerangs. These shells have a great back kick; +from the field gun shrapnel we got nothing BEHIND the shell -- +all the pieces go forward. From the howitzers, the danger is almost as great +behind as in front if they burst on percussion. Then the large shrapnel +-- air-burst -- have a double explosion, as if a giant shook a wet sail +for two flaps; first a dark green burst of smoke; then a lighter yellow burst +goes out from the centre, forwards. I do not understand the why of it. + +Then the 10-inch shells: a deliberate whirring course -- +a deafening explosion -- black smoke, and earth 70 or 80 feet in the air. +These always burst on percussion. The constant noise of our own guns +is really worse on the nerves than the shell; there is the deafening noise, +and the constant whirr of shells going overhead. The earth shakes +with every nearby gun and every close shell. I think I may safely enclose +a cross section of our position. The left is the front: a slope down +of 20 feet in 100 yards to the canal, a high row of trees on each bank, +then a short 40 yards slope up to the summit of the trench, +where the brain of the outfit was; then a telephone wired slope, +and on the sharp slope, the dugouts, including my own. +The nondescript affair on the low slope is the gun position, +behind it the men's shelter pits. Behind my dugout was a rapid small stream, +on its far bank a row of pollard willows, then 30 yards of field, +then a road with two parallel rows of high trees. Behind this again, +several hundred yards of fields to cross before the main gun positions +are reached. + +More often fire came from three quarters left, and because our ridge died away +there was a low spot over which they could come pretty dangerously. +The road thirty yards behind us was a nightmare to me. +I saw all the tragedies of war enacted there. A wagon, or a bunch of horses, +or a stray man, or a couple of men, would get there just in time for a shell. +One would see the absolute knock-out, and the obviously lightly wounded +crawling off on hands and knees; or worse yet, at night, +one would hear the tragedy -- "that horse scream" -- or the man's moan. +All our own wagons had to come there (one every half hour in smart action), +be emptied, and the ammunition carried over by hand. Do you wonder +that the road got on our nerves? On this road, too, was the house +where we took our meals. It was hit several times, windows all blown in +by nearby shells, but one end remained for us. + +Seventeen days of Hades! At the end of the first day if anyone had told us +we had to spend seventeen days there, we would have folded our hands +and said it could not be done. On the fifteenth day we got orders to go out, +but that was countermanded in two hours. To the last we could scarcely +believe we were actually to get out. The real audacity of the position +was its safety; the Germans knew to a foot where we were. +I think I told you of some of the "you must stick it out" messages we got +from our [French] General, -- they put it up to us. It is a wonder to me +that we slept when, and how, we did. If we had not slept and eaten +as well as possible we could not have lasted. And while we were doing this, +the London office of a Canadian newspaper cabled home "Canadian Artillery +in reserve." Such is fame! + + + Thursday, May 27th, 1915. + +Day cloudy and chilly. We wore our greatcoats most of the afternoon, +and looked for bits of sunlight to get warm. About two o'clock +the heavy guns gave us a regular "black-smithing". Every time we fired +we drew a perfect hornet's nest about our heads. While attending to +a casualty, a shell broke through both sides of the trench, front and back, +about twelve feet away. The zigzag of the trench was between it and us, +and we escaped. From my bunk the moon looks down at me, +and the wind whistles along the trench like a corridor. As the trenches +run in all directions they catch the wind however it blows, +so one is always sure of a good draught. We have not had our clothes off +since last Saturday, and there is no near prospect of getting them off. + + + Friday, May 28th, 1915. + +Warmer this morning and sunny, a quiet morning, as far as we were concerned. +One battery fired twenty rounds and the rest "sat tight". +Newspapers which arrive show that up to May 7th, the Canadian public +has made no guess at the extent of the battle of Ypres. The Canadian papers +seem to have lost interest in it after the first four days; +this regardless of the fact that the artillery, numerically a quarter +of the division, was in all the time. One correspondent writes +from the Canadian rest camp, and never mentions Ypres. Others say +they hear heavy bombarding which appears to come from Armentieres. +== + + +A few strokes will complete the picture: + + +== + Wednesday, April 29th*, 1915. + +This morning is the sixth day of this fight; it has been constant, +except that we got good chance to sleep for the last two nights. +Our men have fought beyond praise. Canadian soldiers have set +a standard for themselves which will keep posterity busy to surpass. +And the War Office published that the 4.1 guns captured were Canadian. +They were not: the division has not lost a gun so far by capture. +We will make a good job of it -- if we can. + +-- +* [sic] This should read April 28th. -- A. L., 1995. +-- + + + May 1st, 1915. + +This is the ninth day that we have stuck to the ridge, +and the batteries have fought with a steadiness which is beyond all praise. +If I could say what our casualties in men, guns, and horses were, +you would see at a glance it has been a hot corner; but we have given +better than we got, for the German casualties from this front +have been largely from artillery, except for the French attack of yesterday +and the day before, when they advanced appreciably on our left. +The front, however, just here remains where it was, +and the artillery fire is very heavy -- I think as heavy here +as on any part of the line, with the exception of certain cross-roads +which are the particular object of fire. The first four days +the anxiety was wearing, for we did not know at what minute +the German army corps would come for us. We lie out in support +of the French troops entirely, and are working with them. +Since that time evidently great reinforcements have come in, +and now we have a most formidable force of artillery to turn on them. + +Fortunately the weather has been good; the days are hot and summerlike. +Yesterday in the press of bad smells I got a whiff of a hedgerow in bloom. +The birds perch on the trees over our heads and twitter away +as if there was nothing to worry about. Bonfire is still well. +I do hope he gets through all right. + + + Flanders, March 30th, 1915. + +The Brigade is actually in twelve different places. The ammunition column +and the horse and wagon lines are back, and my corporal visits them every day. +I attend the gun lines; any casualty is reported by telephone, and I go to it. +The wounded and sick stay where they are till dark, when the field ambulances +go over certain grounds and collect. A good deal of suffering is entailed +by the delay till night, but it is useless for vehicles to go on the roads +within 1500 yards of the trenches. They are willing enough to go. +Most of the trench injuries are of the head, and therefore there is +a high proportion of killed in the daily warfare as opposed to an attack. +Our Canadian plots fill up rapidly. +== + + +And here is one last note to his mother: + + +== +On the eve of the battle of Ypres I was indebted to you for a letter +which said "take good care of my son Jack, but I would not +have you unmindful that, sometimes, when we save we lose." +I have that last happy phrase to thank. Often when I had to go out +over the areas that were being shelled, it came into my mind. +I would shoulder the box, and "go to it". +== + + +At this time the Canadian division was moving south to take its share +in the events that happened in the La Bassee sector. Here is the record: + + +== + Tuesday, June 1st, 1915. + 1-1/2 miles northeast of Festubert, near La Bassee. + +Last night a 15 pr. and a 4-inch howitzer fired at intervals of five minutes +from 8 till 4; most of them within 500 or 600 yards -- +a very tiresome procedure; much of it is on registered roads. +In the morning I walked out to Le Touret to the wagon lines, got Bonfire, +and rode to the headquarters at Vendin-lez-Bethune, a little village +a mile past Bethune. Left the horse at the lines and walked back again. +An unfortunate shell in the 1st killed a sergeant and wounded two men; +thanks to the strong emplacements the rest of the crew escaped. +In the evening went around the batteries and said good-bye. We stood by +while they laid away the sergeant who was killed. Kind hands have made +two pathetic little wreaths of roses; the grave under an apple-tree, +and the moon rising over the horizon; a siege-lamp held for the book. +Of the last 41 days the guns have been in action 33. Captain Lockhart, +late with Fort Garry Horse, arrived to relieve me. I handed over, +came up to the horse lines, and slept in a covered wagon in a courtyard. +We were all sorry to part -- the four of us have been very intimate +and had agreed perfectly -- and friendships under these circumstances +are apt to be the real thing. I am sorry to leave them in such a hot corner, +but cannot choose and must obey orders. It is a great relief from strain, +I must admit, to be out, but I could wish that they all were. +== + + +This phase of the war lasted two months precisely, and to John McCrae +it must have seemed a lifetime since he went into this memorable action. +The events preceding the second battle of Ypres received scant mention +in his letters; but one remains, which brings into relief +one of the many moves of that tumultuous time. + + +== + April 1st, 1915. + +We moved out in the late afternoon, getting on the road a little after dark. +Such a move is not unattended by danger, for to bring horses and limbers +down the roads in the shell zone in daylight renders them liable +to observation, aerial or otherwise. More than that, the roads are now +beginning to be dusty, and at all times there is the noise which carries far. +The roads are nearly all registered in their battery books, +so if they suspect a move, it is the natural thing to loose off a few rounds. +However, our anxiety was not borne out, and we got out of the danger zone +by 8.30 -- a not too long march in the dark, and then for +the last of the march a glorious full moon. The houses everywhere +are as dark as possible, and on the roads noises but no lights. +One goes on by the long rows of trees that are so numerous in this country, +on cobblestones and country roads, watching one's horses' ears wagging, +and seeing not much else. Our maps are well studied before we start, +and this time we are not far out of familiar territory. +We got to our new billet about 10 -- quite a good farmhouse; +and almost at once one feels the relief of the strain of being +in the shell zone. I cannot say I had noticed it when there; +but one is distinctly relieved when out of it. +== + + +Such, then, was the life in Flanders fields in which the verse was born. +This is no mere surmise. There is a letter from Major-General +E. W. B. Morrison, C.B., C.M.G., D.S.O., who commanded the Brigade +at the time, which is quite explicit. "This poem," General Morrison writes, +"was literally born of fire and blood during the hottest phase +of the second battle of Ypres. My headquarters were in a trench +on the top of the bank of the Ypres Canal, and John had his dressing station +in a hole dug in the foot of the bank. During periods in the battle +men who were shot actually rolled down the bank into his dressing station. +Along from us a few hundred yards was the headquarters of a regiment, +and many times during the sixteen days of battle, he and I watched them +burying their dead whenever there was a lull. Thus the crosses, row on row, +grew into a good-sized cemetery. Just as he describes, we often heard +in the mornings the larks singing high in the air, between the crash +of the shell and the reports of the guns in the battery just beside us. +I have a letter from him in which he mentions having written the poem +to pass away the time between the arrival of batches of wounded, +and partly as an experiment with several varieties of poetic metre. I have +a sketch of the scene, taken at the time, including his dressing station; +and during our operations at Passchendaele last November, +I found time to make a sketch of the scene of the crosses, row on row, +from which he derived his inspiration." + +The last letter from the Front is dated June 1st, 1915. Upon that day +he was posted to No. 3 General Hospital at Boulogne, and placed in charge +of medicine with the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel as of date 17th April, 1915. +Here he remained until the day of his death on January 28th, 1918. + + + + + III + +The Brand of War + + + +There are men who pass through such scenes unmoved. If they have eyes, +they do not see; and ears, they do not hear. But John McCrae +was profoundly moved, and bore in his body until the end +the signs of his experience. Before taking up his new duties +he made a visit to the hospitals in Paris to see if there was any new thing +that might be learned. A Nursing Sister in the American Ambulance +at Neuilly-sur-Seine met him in the wards. Although she had known him +for fifteen years she did not recognize him, -- he appeared to her so old, +so worn, his face lined and ashen grey in colour, his expression dull, +his action slow and heavy. + +To those who have never seen John McCrae since he left Canada +this change in his appearance will seem incredible. He was of the Eckfords, +and the Eckford men were "bonnie men", men with rosy cheeks. It was a year +before I met him again, and he had not yet recovered from the strain. +Although he was upwards of forty years of age when he left Canada +he had always retained an appearance of extreme youthfulness. +He frequented the company of men much younger than himself, +and their youth was imputed to him. His frame was tall and well knit, +and he showed alertness in every move. He would arise from the chair +with every muscle in action, and walk forth as if he were about to dance. + +The first time I saw him he was doing an autopsy at +the Montreal General Hospital upon the body of a child +who had died under my care. This must have been in the year 1900, +and the impression of boyishness remained until I met him in France +sixteen years later. His manner of dress did much to produce +this illusion. When he was a student in London he employed a tailor +in Queen Victoria Street to make his clothes; but with advancing years +he neglected to have new measurements taken or to alter the pattern +of his cloth. To obtain a new suit was merely to write a letter, +and he was always economical of time. In those days jackets were cut short, +and he adhered to the fashion with persistent care. + +This appearance of youth at times caused chagrin to those patients +who had heard of his fame as a physician, and called upon him +for the first time. In the Royal Victoria Hospital, +after he had been appointed physician, he entered the wards +and asked a nurse to fetch a screen so that he might examine a patient +in privacy. + +"Students are not allowed to use screens," the young woman warned him +with some asperity in her voice. + +If I were asked to state briefly the impression which remains with me +most firmly, I should say it was one of continuous laughter. +That is not true, of course, for in repose his face was heavy, +his countenance more than ruddy; it was even of a "choleric" cast, +and at times almost livid, especially when he was recovering +from one of those attacks of asthma from which he habitually suffered. +But his smile was his own, and it was ineffable. It filled the eyes, +and illumined the face. It was the smile of sheer fun, of pure gaiety, +of sincere playfulness, innocent of irony; with a tinge of sarcasm -- never. +When he allowed himself to speak of meanness in the profession, +of dishonesty in men, of evil in the world, his face became formidable. +The glow of his countenance deepened; his words were bitter, +and the tones harsh. But the indignation would not last. The smile would +come back. The effect was spoiled. Everyone laughed with him. + +After his experience at the front the old gaiety never returned. +There were moments of irascibility and moods of irritation. +The desire for solitude grew upon him, and with Bonfire and Bonneau +he would go apart for long afternoons far afield by the roads and lanes +about Boulogne. The truth is: he felt that he and all had failed, +and that the torch was thrown from failing hands. We have heard much +of the suffering, the misery, the cold, the wet, the gloom of those +first three winters; but no tongue has yet uttered the inner misery of heart +that was bred of those three years of failure to break the enemy's force. + +He was not alone in this shadow of deep darkness. Givenchy, Festubert, +Neuve-Chapelle, Ypres, Hooge, the Somme -- to mention alone the battles +in which up to that time the Canadian Corps had been engaged -- +all ended in failure; and to a sensitive and foreboding mind +there were sounds and signs that it would be given to this generation to hear +the pillars and fabric of Empire come crashing into the abysm of chaos. +He was not at the Somme in that October of 1916, but those who returned +up north with the remnants of their division from that place of slaughter +will remember that, having done all men could do, they felt like deserters +because they had not left their poor bodies dead upon the field +along with friends of a lifetime, comrades of a campaign. +This is no mere matter of surmise. The last day I spent with him +we talked of those things in his tent, and I testify that it is true. + + + + + IV + +Going to the Wars + + + +John McCrae went to the war without illusions. At first, +like many others of his age, he did not "think of enlisting", +although "his services are at the disposal of the Country +if it needs them." + +In July, 1914, he was at work upon the second edition of +the `Text-Book of Pathology' by Adami and McCrae, published by Messrs. +Lea and Febiger, and he had gone to Philadelphia to read the proofs. +He took them to Atlantic City where he could "sit out on the sand, +and get sunshine and oxygen, and work all at once." + +It was a laborious task, passing eighty to a hundred pages +of highly technical print each day. Then there was the index, +between six and seven thousand items. "I have," so he writes, +"to change every item in the old index and add others. +I have a pile of pages, 826 in all. I look at the index, +find the old page among the 826, and then change the number. +This about 7000 times, so you may guess the drudgery." On July 15th, +the work was finished, registered, and entrusted to the mail +with a special delivery stamp. The next day he wrote the preface, +"which really finished the job." In very truth his scientific work was done. + +It was now midsummer. The weather was hot. He returned to Montreal. +Practice was dull. He was considering a voyage to Havre and "a little trip +with Dr. Adami" when he arrived. On July 29th, he left Canada +"for better or worse. With the world so disturbed," he records, +"I would gladly have stayed more in touch with events, but I dare say +one is just as happy away from the hundred conflicting reports." The ship +was the `Scotian' of the Allan Line, and he "shared a comfortable cabin +with a professor of Greek," who was at the University in his own time. + +For one inland born, he had a keen curiosity about ships and the sea. +There is a letter written when he was thirteen years of age +in which he gives an account of a visit to a naval exhibition in London. +He describes the models which he saw, and gives an elaborate table of names, +dimensions, and tonnage. He could identify the house flags and funnels +of all the principal liners; he could follow a ship through +all her vicissitudes and change of ownership. When he found himself +in a seaport town his first business was to visit the water front +and take knowledge of the vessels that lay in the stream or by the docks. +One voyage he made to England was in a cargo ship. With his passion for work +he took on the duties of surgeon, and amazed the skipper with a revelation +of the new technique in operations which he himself had been accustomed +to perform by the light of experience alone. + +On the present and more luxurious voyage, he remarks that the decks +were roomy, the ship seven years old, and capable of fifteen knots an hour, +the passengers pleasant, and including a large number of French. +All now know only too well the nature of the business which sent +those ardent spirits flocking home to their native land. + +Forty-eight hours were lost in fog. The weather was too thick +for making the Straits, and the `Scotian' proceeded by Cape Race +on her way to Havre. Under date of August 5-6 the first reference +to the war appears: "All is excitement; the ship runs without lights. +Surely the German kaiser has his head in the noose at last: +it will be a terrible war, and the finish of one or the other. +I am afraid my holiday trip is knocked galley west; but we shall see." +The voyage continues. A "hundred miles from Moville we turned back, +and headed South for Queenstown; thence to the Channel; put in at Portland; +a squadron of battleships; arrived here this morning." + +The problem presented itself to him as to many another. +The decision was made. To go back to America was to go back from the war. +Here are the words: "It seems quite impossible to return, +and I do not think I should try. I would not feel quite comfortable over it. +I am cabling to Morrison at Ottawa, that I am available either as combatant +or medical if they need me. I do not go to it very light-heartedly, +but I think it is up to me." + +It was not so easy in those days to get to the war, as he and many others +were soon to discover. There was in Canada at the time +a small permanent force of 3000 men, a military college, a Headquarters staff, +and divisional staff for the various districts into which the country +was divided. In addition there was a body of militia with a strength +of about 60,000 officers and other ranks. Annual camps were formed +at which all arms of the service were represented, and the whole +was a very good imitation of service conditions. Complete plans +for mobilization were in existence, by which a certain quota, +according to the establishment required, could be detailed from each district. +But upon the outbreak of war the operations were taken in hand +by a Minister of Militia who assumed in his own person all those duties +usually assigned to the staff. He called to his assistance +certain business and political associates, with the result that volunteers +who followed military methods did not get very far. + +Accordingly we find it written in John McCrae's diary from London: +"Nothing doing here. I have yet no word from the Department at Ottawa, +but I try to be philosophical until I hear from Morrison. +If they want me for the Canadian forces, I could use my old Sam Browne belt, +sword, and saddle if it is yet extant. At times I wish I could go home +with a clear conscience." + +He sailed for Canada in the `Calgarian' on August 28th, +having received a cablegram from Colonel Morrison, that he had been +provisionally appointed surgeon to the 1st Brigade Artillery. +The night he arrived in Montreal I dined with him at the University Club, +and he was aglow with enthusiasm over this new adventure. +He remained in Montreal for a few days, and on September 9th, +joined the unit to which he was attached as medical officer. +Before leaving Montreal he wrote to his sister Geills: + +"Out on the awful old trail again! And with very mixed feelings, +but some determination. I am off to Val-cartier to-night. I was really +afraid to go home, for I feared it would only be harrowing for Mater, +and I think she agrees. We can hope for happier times. +Everyone most kind and helpful: my going does not seem to surprise anyone. +I know you will understand it is hard to go home, and perhaps easier +for us all that I do not. I am in good hope of coming back soon and safely: +that, I am glad to say, is in other and better hands than ours." + + + + + V + +South Africa + + + +In the Autumn of 1914, after John McCrae had gone over-seas, +I was in a warehouse in Montreal, in which one might find +an old piece of mahogany wood. His boxes were there in storage, +with his name plainly printed upon them. The storeman, observing my interest, +remarked: "This Doctor McCrae cannot be doing much business; +he is always going to the wars." The remark was profoundly significant +of the state of mind upon the subject of war which prevailed at the time +in Canada in more intelligent persons. To this storeman war merely meant +that the less usefully employed members of the community +sent their boxes to him for safe-keeping until their return. +War was a great holiday from work; and he had a vague remembrance +that some fifteen years before this customer had required of him +a similar service when the South African war broke out. + +Either `in esse' or `in posse' John McCrae had "always been going +to the wars." At fourteen years of age he joined the Guelph Highland Cadets, +and rose to the rank of 1st Lieutenant. As his size and strength increased +he reverted to the ranks and transferred to the Artillery. In due time +he rose from gunner to major. The formal date of his "Gazette" is 17-3-02 +as they write it in the army; but he earned his rank in South Africa. + +War was the burden of his thought; war and death the theme of his verse. +At the age of thirteen we find him at a gallery in Nottingham, +writing this note: "I saw the picture of the artillery going over +the trenches at Tel-el-Kebir. It is a good picture; but there are four teams +on the guns. Perhaps an extra one had to be put on." If his nomenclature +was not correct, the observation of the young artillerist was exact. +Such excesses were not permitted in his father's battery in Guelph, Ontario. +During this same visit his curiosity led him into the House of Lords, +and the sum of his written observation is, "When someone is speaking +no one seems to listen at all." + +His mother I never knew. Canada is a large place. With his father I had +four hours' talk from seven to eleven one June evening in London in 1917. +At the time I was on leave from France to give the Cavendish Lecture, +a task which demanded some thought; and after two years in the army +it was a curious sensation -- watching one's mind at work again. +The day was Sunday. I had walked down to the river to watch the flowing tide. +To one brought up in a country of streams and a moving sea +the curse of Flanders is her stagnant waters. It is little wonder +the exiles from the Judaean hillsides wept beside the slimy River. + +The Thames by evening in June, memories that reached from Tacitus +to Wordsworth, the embrasure that extends in front of the Egyptian obelisk +for a standing place, and some children "swimming a dog"; -- +that was the scene and circumstance of my first meeting with his father. +A man of middle age was standing by. He wore the flashings +of a Lieutenant-Colonel and for badges the Artillery grenades. +He seemed a friendly man; and under the influence of the moment, +which he also surely felt, I spoke to him. + +"A fine river," -- That was a safe remark. + +"But I know a finer." + +"Pharpar and Abana?" I put the stranger to the test. + +"No," he said. "The St. Lawrence is not of Damascus." He had answered +to the sign, and looked at my patches. + +"I have a son in France, myself," he said. "His name is McCrae." + +"Not John McCrae?" + +"John McCrae is my son." + +The resemblance was instant, but this was an older man +than at first sight he seemed to be. I asked him to dinner at Morley's, +my place of resort for a length of time beyond the memory +of all but the oldest servants. He had already dined +but he came and sat with me, and told me marvellous things. + +David McCrae had raised, and trained, a field battery in Guelph, +and brought it overseas. He was at the time upwards of seventy years of age, +and was considered on account of years alone "unfit" to proceed to the front. +For many years he had commanded a field battery in the Canadian militia, +went on manoeuvres with his "cannons", and fired round shot. +When the time came for using shells he bored the fuse with a gimlet; +and if the gimlet were lost in the grass, the gun was out of action +until the useful tool could be found. This "cannon ball" +would travel over the country according to the obstacles it encountered and, +"if it struck a man, it might break his leg." + +In such a martial atmosphere the boy was brought up, +and he was early nourished with the history of the Highland regiments. +Also from his father he inherited, or had instilled into him, +a love of the out of doors, a knowledge of trees, and plants, +a sympathy with birds and beasts, domestic and wild. +When the South African war broke out a contingent was dispatched from Canada, +but it was so small that few of those desiring to go could find a place. +This explains the genesis of the following letter: + + +== +I see by to-night's bulletin that there is to be no second contingent. +I feel sick with disappointment, and do not believe that I have ever been +so disappointed in my life, for ever since this business began +I am certain there have not been fifteen minutes of my waking hours +that it has not been in my mind. It has to come sooner or later. +One campaign might cure me, but nothing else ever will, +unless it should be old age. I regret bitterly that I did not enlist +with the first, for I doubt if ever another chance will offer like it. +This is not said in ignorance of what the hardships would be. + +I am ashamed to say I am doing my work in a merely mechanical way. +If they are taking surgeons on the other side, I have enough money +to get myself across. If I knew any one over there who could do anything, +I would certainly set about it. If I can get an appointment in England +by going, I will go. My position here I do not count as an old boot +in comparison. +== + + +In the end he accomplished the desire of his heart, and sailed +on the `Laurentian'. Concerning the voyage one transcription will be enough: + + +== +On orderly duty. I have just been out taking the picket at 11.30 P.M. +In the stables the long row of heads in the half-darkness, +the creaking of the ship, the shivering of the hull from the vibration +of the engines, the sing of a sentry on the spar deck to some passer-by. +Then to the forward deck: the sky half covered with scudding clouds, +the stars bright in the intervals, the wind whistling a regular blow +that tries one's ears, the constant swish as she settles down to a sea; +and, looking aft, the funnel with a wreath of smoke trailing away +off into the darkness on the starboard quarter; the patch of white +on the funnel discernible dimly; the masts drawing maps across the sky +as one looks up; the clank of shovels coming up through the ventilators, -- +if you have ever been there, you know it all. + +There was a voluntary service at six; two ships' lanterns +and the men all around, the background of sky and sea, +and the strains of "Nearer my God to Thee" rising up in splendid chorus. +It was a very effective scene, and it occurred to me that THIS +was "the rooibaatjees singing on the road," as the song says. +== + + +The next entry is from South Africa: + + +== + Green Point Camp, Capetown, + February 25th, 1900. + +You have no idea of the WORK. Section commanders live with their sections, +which is the right way. It makes long hours. I never knew a softer bed +than the ground is these nights. I really enjoy every minute +though there is anxiety. We have lost all our spare horses. +We have only enough to turn out the battery and no more. +== + + +After a description of a number of the regiments camped near by them, +he speaks of the Indian troops, and then says: + + +== +We met the High Priest of it all, and I had a five minutes' chat with him -- +Kipling I mean. He visited the camp. He looks like his pictures, +and is very affable. He told me I spoke like a Winnipeger. +He said we ought to "fine the men for drinking unboiled water. +Don't give them C.B.; it is no good. Fine them, or drive common sense +into them. All Canadians have common sense." +== + + +The next letter is from the Lines of Communication: + + +== + Van Wyks Vlei, + March 22nd, 1900. + +Here I am with my first command. Each place we strike +is a little more God-forsaken than the last, and this place wins up to date. +We marched last week from Victoria west to Carnovan, about 80 miles. +We stayed there over Sunday, and on Monday my section was detached +with mounted infantry, I being the only artillery officer. +We marched 54 miles in 37 hours with stops; not very fast, +but quite satisfactory. My horse is doing well, although very thin. +Night before last on the road we halted, and I dismounted for a minute. +When we started I pulled on the lines but no answer. The poor old chap +was fast asleep in his tracks, and in about thirty seconds too. + +This continuous marching is really hard work. The men at every halt +just drop down in the road and sleep until they are kicked up again +in ten minutes. They do it willingly too. I am commanding officer, +adjutant, officer on duty, and all the rest since we left the main body. +Talk about the Army in Flanders! You should hear this battalion. +I always knew soldiers could swear, but you ought to hear these fellows. +I am told the first contingent has got a name among the regulars. +== + + +Three weeks later he writes: + + +== + April 10th, 1900. + +We certainly shall have done a good march when we get to the railroad, +478 miles through a country desolate of forage carrying our own transport +and one-half rations of forage, and frequently the men's rations. +For two days running we had nine hours in the saddle without food. +My throat was sore and swollen for a day or two, and I felt +so sorry for myself at times that I laughed to think how I must have looked: +sitting on a stone, drinking a pan of tea without trimmings, +that had got cold, and eating a shapeless lump of brown bread; +my one "hank" drawn around my neck, serving as hank and bandage alternately. +It is miserable to have to climb up on one's horse with a head +like a buzz saw, the sun very hot, and "gargle" in one's water bottle. +It is surprising how I can go without water if I have to on a short stretch, +that is, of ten hours in the sun. It is after nightfall that the thirst +really seems to attack one and actually gnaws. One thinks of all +the cool drinks and good things one would like to eat. Please understand +that this is not for one instant in any spirit of growling. +== + + +The detail was now established at Victoria Road. Three entries appear*: + +-- +* I only count two. . . . A. L., 1995. +-- + + +== + April 23rd, 1900. + +We are still here in camp hoping for orders to move, but they have +not yet come. Most of the other troops have gone. A squadron of the M.C.R., +my messmates for the past five weeks, have gone and I am left an orphan. +I was very sorry to see them go. They, in the kindness of their hearts, +say, if I get stranded, they will do the best they can to get a troop for me +in the squadron or some such employment. Impracticable, but kind. +I have no wish to cease to be a gunner. + + + Victoria Road, May 20th, 1900. + +The horses are doing as well as one can expect, for the rations +are insufficient. Our men have been helping to get ready a rest camp near us, +and have been filling mattresses with hay. Every fatigue party comes back +from the hospital, their jackets bulging with hay for the horses. +Two bales were condemned as too musty to put into the mattresses, +and we were allowed to take them for the horses. They didn't leave +a spear of it. Isn't it pitiful? Everything that the heart of man and woman +can devise has been sent out for the "Tommies", but no one thinks +of the poor horses. They get the worst of it all the time. Even now +we blush to see the handful of hay that each horse gets at a feed. +== + + +The Boer War is so far off in time and space that a few further +detached references must suffice: + + +== +When riding into Bloemfontein met Lord ----'s funeral at the cemetery gates, +-- band, firing party, Union Jack, and about three companies. +A few yards farther on a "Tommy" covered only by his blanket, +escorted by thirteen men all told, the last class distinction +that the world can ever make. + + +We had our baptism of fire yesterday. They opened on us from the left flank. +Their first shell was about 150 yards in front -- direction good. +The next was 100 yards over; and we thought we were bracketed. +Some shrapnel burst over us and scattered on all sides. +I felt as if a hail storm was coming down, and wanted to turn my back, +but it was over in an instant. The whistle of a shell is unpleasant. +You hear it begin to scream; the scream grows louder and louder; +it seems to be coming exactly your way; then you realize +that it has gone over. Most of them fell between our guns and wagons. +Our position was quite in the open. +== + + +With Ian Hamilton's column near Balmoral. + + +== +The day was cold, much like a December day at home, and by my kit going astray +I had only light clothing. The rain was fearfully chilly. +When we got in about dark we found that the transport could not come up, +and it had all our blankets and coats. I had my cape and a rubber sheet +for the saddle, both soaking wet. Being on duty I held to camp, +the others making for the house nearby where they got poor quarters. +I bunked out, supperless like every one else, under an ammunition wagon. +It rained most of the night and was bitterly cold. I slept at intervals, +keeping the same position all night, both legs in a puddle and my feet +being rained on: it was a long night from dark at 5.30 to morning. +Ten men in the infantry regiment next us died during the night from exposure. +Altogether I never knew such a night, and with decent luck hope never to see +such another. + + +As we passed we saw the Connaughts looking at the graves of their comrades +of twenty years ago. The Battery rode at attention and gave "Eyes right": +the first time for twenty years that the roll of a British gun has broken in +on the silence of those unnamed graves. + +We were inspected by Lord Roberts. The battery turned out very smart, +and Lord Roberts complimented the Major on its appearance. +He then inspected, and afterwards asked to have the officers called out. +We were presented to him in turn; he spoke a few words to each of us, +asking what our corps and service had been. He seemed surprised +that we were all Field Artillery men, but probably the composition +of the other Canadian units had to do with this. He asked +a good many questions about the horses, the men, and particularly about +the spirits of the men. Altogether he showed a very kind interest +in the battery. + + +At nine took the Presbyterian parade to the lines, the first +Presbyterian service since we left Canada. We had the right, +the Gordons and the Royal Scots next. The music was excellent, +led by the brass band of the Royal Scots, which played extremely well. +All the singing was from the psalms and paraphrases: "Old Hundred" +and "Duke Street" among them. It was very pleasant to hear the old reliables +once more. "McCrae's Covenanters" some of the officers called us; +but I should not like to set our conduct up against the standard +of those austere men. +== + + +At Lyndenburg: + + +== +The Boers opened on us at about 10,000 yards, the fire being accurate +from the first. They shelled us till dark, over three hours. +The guns on our left fired for a long time on Buller's camp, +the ones on our right on us. We could see the smoke and flash; +then there was a soul-consuming interval of 20 to 30 seconds +when we would hear the report, and about five seconds later the burst. +Many in succession burst over and all around us. I picked up pieces +which fell within a few feet. It was a trying afternoon, +and we stood around wondering. We moved the horses back, +and took cover under the wagons. We were thankful when the sun went down, +especially as for the last hour of daylight they turned all their guns on us. +The casualties were few. + +The next morning a heavy mist prevented the enemy from firing. +The division marched out at 7.30 A.M. The attack was made in three columns: +cavalry brigade on the left; Buller's troops in the centre, Hamilton's on +the right. The Canadian artillery were with Hamilton's division. +The approach to the hill was exposed everywhere except where some cover +was afforded by ridges. We marched out as support to the Gordons, +the cavalry and the Royal Horse Artillery going out to our right +as a flank guard. While we were waiting three 100-pound shells +struck the top of the ridge in succession about 50 to 75 yards in front +of the battery line. We began to feel rather shaky. + +On looking over the field at this time one could not tell +that anything was occurring except for the long range guns replying +to the fire from the hill. The enemy had opened fire as soon as our advance +was pushed out. With a glass one could distinguish the infantry pushing up +in lines, five or six in succession, the men being some yards apart. +Then came a long pause, broken only by the big guns. At last we got the order +to advance just as the big guns of the enemy stopped their fire. +We advanced about four miles mostly up the slope, which is in all +about 1500 feet high, over a great deal of rough ground +and over a number of spruits. The horses were put to their utmost +to draw the guns up the hills. As we advanced we could see artillery +crawling in from both flanks, all converging to the main hill, while far away +the infantry and cavalry were beginning to crown the heights near us. +Then the field guns and the pompoms began to play. As the field guns +came up to a broad plateau section after section came into action, +and we fired shrapnel and lyddite on the crests ahead and to the left. +Every now and then a rattle of Mausers and Metfords would tell us +that the infantry were at their work, but practically the battle was over. +From being an infantry attack as expected it was the gunners' day, +and the artillery seemed to do excellent work. + +General Buller pushed up the hill as the guns were at work, +and afterwards General Hamilton; the one as grim as his pictures, +the other looking very happy. The wind blew through us cold like ice +as we stood on the hill; as the artillery ceased fire the mist dropped over us +chilling us to the bone. We were afraid we should have to spend the night +on the hill, but a welcome order came sending us back to camp, +a distance of five miles by the roads, as Buller would hold the hill, +and our force must march south. Our front was over eight miles wide +and the objective 1500 feet higher than our camp, and over six miles away. +If the enemy had had the nerve to stand, the position could scarcely +have been taken; certainly not without the loss of thousands. +== + + +For this campaign he received the Queen's Medal with three clasps. + + + + + VI + +Children and Animals + + + +Through all his life, and through all his letters, dogs and children +followed him as shadows follow men. To walk in the streets with him +was a slow procession. Every dog and every child one met must be spoken to, +and each made answer. Throughout the later letters the names +Bonfire and Bonneau occur continually. Bonfire was his horse, +and Bonneau his dog. + +This horse, an Irish hunter, was given to him by John L. Todd. +It was wounded twice, and now lives in honourable retirement +at a secret place which need not be disclosed to the army authorities. +One officer who had visited the hospital writes of seeing him +going about the wards with Bonneau and a small French child following after. +In memory of his love for animals and children the following extracts +will serve: + + +== +You ask if the wee fellow has a name -- Mike, mostly, as a term of affection. +He has found a cupboard in one ward in which oakum is stored, +and he loves to steal in there and "pick oakum", amusing himself +as long as is permitted. I hold that this indicates convict ancestry +to which Mike makes no defence. + + +The family is very well, even one-eyed Mike is able to go round the yard +in his dressing-gown, so to speak. He is a queer pathetic little beast +and Madame has him "hospitalized" on the bottom shelf of the sideboard +in the living room, whence he comes down (six inches to the floor) +to greet me, and then gravely hirples back, the hind legs looking +very pathetic as he hops in. But he is full of spirit and is doing very well. + + +As to the animals -- "those poor voiceless creatures," say you. I wish +you could hear them. Bonneau and Mike are a perfect Dignity and Impudence; +and both vocal to a wonderful degree. Mike's face is exactly like the terrier +in the old picture, and he sits up and gives his paw just like Bonneau, +and I never saw him have any instruction; and as for voice, +I wish you could hear Bonfire's "whicker" to me in the stable or elsewhere. +It is all but talk. There is one ward door that he tries whenever we pass. +He turns his head around, looks into the door, and waits. +The Sisters in the ward have changed frequently, but all alike "fall for it", +as they say, and produce a biscuit or some such dainty which Bonfire takes +with much gravity and gentleness. Should I chide him for being too eager +and give him my hand saying, "Gentle now," he mumbles with his lips, +and licks with his tongue like a dog to show how gentle he can be +when he tries. Truly a great boy is that same. On this subject +I am like a doting grandmother, but forgive it. + +I have a very deep affection for Bonfire, for we have been through +so much together, and some of it bad enough. All the hard spots +to which one's memory turns the old fellow has shared, +though he says so little about it. +== + + +This love of animals was no vagrant mood. Fifteen years before +in South Africa he wrote in his diary under date of September 11th, 1900: + + +== +I wish I could introduce you to the dogs of the force. The genus dog here +is essentially sociable, and it is a great pleasure to have them about. +I think I have a personal acquaintance with them all. There are our pups -- +Dolly, whom I always know by her one black and one white eyebrow; +Grit and Tory, two smaller gentlemen, about the size of a pound of butter -- +and fighters; one small white gentleman who rides on a horse, on the blanket; +Kitty, the monkey, also rides the off lead of the forge wagon. +There is a black almond-eyed person belonging to the Royal Scots, +who begins to twist as far as I can see her, and comes up in long curves, +extremely genially. A small shaggy chap who belongs to the Royal Irish +stands upon his hind legs and spars with his front feet -- +and lots of others -- every one of them "a soldier and a man". +The Royal Scots have a monkey, Jenny, who goes around always trailing a sack +in her hand, into which she creeps if necessary to obtain shelter. + +The other day old Jack, my horse, was bitten by his next neighbor; +he turned SLOWLY, eyed his opponent, shifted his rope so that he had +a little more room, turned very deliberately, and planted both heels +in the offender's stomach. He will not be run upon. +== + + +From a time still further back comes a note in a like strain. +In 1898 he was house physician in a children's hospital at Mt. Airy, +Maryland, when he wrote: + + +== +A kitten has taken up with a poor cripple dying of muscular atrophy +who cannot move. It stays with him all the time, and sleeps most of the day +in his straw hat. To-night I saw the kitten curled up under the bed-clothes. +It seems as if it were a gift of Providence that the little creature +should attach itself to the child who needs it most. +== + + +Of another child: + + +== +The day she died she called for me all day, deposed the nurse +who was sitting by her, and asked me to remain with her. +She had to be held up on account of lack of breath; +and I had a tiring hour of it before she died, but it seemed +to make her happier and was no great sacrifice. Her friends arrived +twenty minutes too late. It seems hard that Death will not wait +the poor fraction of an hour, but so it is. +== + + +And here are some letters to his nephews and nieces which reveal his attitude +both to children and to animals. + + +== + From Bonfire to Sergt.-Major Jack Kilgour + + August 6th, 1916. + +Did you ever have a sore hock? I have one now, and Cruickshank puts bandages +on my leg. He also washed my white socks for me. I am glad you got +my picture. My master is well, and the girls tell me I am looking well, too. +The ones I like best give me biscuits and sugar, and sometimes flowers. +One of them did not want to give me some mignonette the other day +because she said it would make me sick. It did not make me sick. +Another one sends me bags of carrots. If you don't know how to eat carrots, +tops and all, you had better learn, but I suppose you are just a boy, +and do not know how good oats are. + + BONFIRE His * Mark. + +-- +* Here and later, this mark is that of a horse-shoe. A. L., 1995. +-- + + + From Bonfire to Sergt.-Major Jack Kilgour + + October 1st, 1916. + +Dear Jack, + +Did you ever eat blackberries? My master and I pick them every day +on the hedges. I like twenty at a time. My leg is better +but I have a lump on my tummy. I went to see my doctor to-day, +and he says it is nothing at all. I have another horse +staying in my stable now; he is black, and about half my size. +He does not keep me awake at night. Yours truly, + + BONFIRE His * Mark. + + + From Bonfire to Margaret Kilgour, Civilian + + November 5th, 1916. + +Dear Margaret: + +This is Guy Fox Day! I spell it that way because fox-hunting +was my occupation a long time ago before the war. How are Sergt.-Major Jack +and Corporal David? Ask Jack if he ever bites through his rope at night, +and gets into the oat-box. And as for the Corporal, "I bet you" I can jump +as far as he can. I hear David has lost his red coat. I still have +my grey one, but it is pretty dirty now, for I have not had a new one +for a long time. I got my hair cut a few weeks ago and am to have new boots +next week. Bonneau and Follette send their love. Yours truly, + + BONFIRE His * Mark. + + + In Flanders, April 3rd, 1915. + +My dear Margaret: + +There is a little girl in this house whose name is Clothilde. +She is ten years old, and calls me "Monsieur le Major". +How would you like it if twenty or thirty soldiers came along +and lived in your house and put their horses in the shed or the stable? +There are not many little boys and girls left in this part of the country, +but occasionally one meets them on the roads with baskets of eggs +or loaves of bread. Most of them have no homes, for their houses +have been burnt by the Germans; but they do not cry over it. +It is dangerous for them, for a shell might hit them at any time -- +and it would not be an eggshell, either. + +Bonfire is very well. Mother sent him some packets of sugar, +and if ever you saw a big horse excited about a little parcel, +it was Bonfire. He can have only two lumps in any one day, +for there is not much of it. Twice he has had gingerbread +and he is very fond of that. It is rather funny for a soldier-horse, +is it not? But soldier horses have a pretty hard time of it, sometimes, +so we do not grudge them a little luxury. Bonfire's friends are King, +and Prince, and Saxonia, -- all nice big boys. If they go away and leave him, +he whinnies till he catches sight of them again, and then he is quite happy. +How is the 15th Street Brigade getting on? Tell Mother I recommend Jack +for promotion to corporal if he has been good. David will have to be a gunner +for awhile yet, for everybody cannot be promoted. Give my love to Katharine, +and Jack, and David. + + Your affectionate uncle Jack. + + +Bonfire, and Bonneau, and little Mike, are all well. Mike is about +four months old and has lost an eye and had a leg broken, +but he is a very good little boy all the same. He is very fond of Bonfire, +and Bonneau, and me. I go to the stable and whistle, and Bonneau and Mike +come running out squealing with joy, to go for a little walk with me. +When Mike comes to steps, he puts his feet on the lowest steps +and turns and looks at me and I lift him up. He is a dear ugly little chap. + +The dogs are often to be seen sprawled on the floor of my tent. +I like to have them there for they are very home-like beasts. +They never seem French to me. Bonneau can "donner la patte" +in good style nowadays, and he sometimes curls up inside the rabbit hutch, +and the rabbits seem to like him. + +I wish you could see the hundreds of rabbits there are here +on the sand-dunes; there are also many larks and jackdaws. +(These are different from your brother Jack, although they have black faces.) +There are herons, curlews, and even ducks; and the other day +I saw four young weasels in a heap, jumping over each other from side to side +as they ran. + +Sir Bertrand Dawson has a lovely little spaniel, Sue, quite black, +who goes around with him. I am quite a favourite, and one day +Sir Bertrand said to me, "She has brought you a present," and here she was +waiting earnestly for me to remove from her mouth a small stone. +It is usually a simple gift, I notice, and does not embarrass by its value. + +Bonfire is very sleek and trim, and we journey much. If I sit down +in his reach I wish you could see how deftly he can pick off my cap +and swing it high out of my reach. He also carries my crop; +his games are simple, but he does not readily tire of them. + +I lost poor old Windy. He was the regimental dog of the 1st Batt. Lincolns, +and came to this vale of Avalon to be healed of his second wound. +He spent a year at Gallipoli and was "over the top" twice with his battalion. +He came to us with his papers like any other patient, +and did very well for a while, but took suddenly worse. He had all +that care and love could suggest and enough morphine to keep the pain down; +but he was very pathetic, and I had resolved that it would be true friendship +to help him over when he "went west". He is buried in our woods +like any other good soldier, and yesterday I noticed that some one has laid +a little wreath of ivy on his grave. He was an old dog evidently, +but we are all sore-hearted at losing him. His kit is kept +should his master return, -- only his collar with his honourable marks, +for his wardrobe was of necessity simple. So another sad chapter ends. + + + September 29th, 1915. + +Bonneau gravely accompanies me round the wards and waits for me, +sitting up in a most dignified way. He comes into my tent +and sits there very gravely while I dress. Two days ago +a Sister brought out some biscuits for Bonfire, and not understanding +the rules of the game, which are bit and bit about for Bonfire and Bonneau, +gave all to Bonfire, so that poor Bonneau sat below and caught the crumbs +that fell. I can see that Bonfire makes a great hit with the Sisters +because he licks their hands just like a dog, and no crumb is too small +to be gone after. + + + April, 1917. + +I was glad to get back; Bonfire and Bonneau greeted me very enthusiastically. +I had a long long story from the dog, delivered with uplifted muzzle. +They tell me he sat gravely on the roads a great deal during my absence, +and all his accustomed haunts missed him. He is back on rounds faithfully. + + + + + VII + +The Old Land and the New + + + +If one were engaged upon a formal work of biography rather than +a mere essay in character, it would be just and proper to investigate +the family sources from which the individual member is sprung; +but I must content myself within the bounds which I have set, +and leave the larger task to a more laborious hand. The essence of history +lies in the character of the persons concerned, rather than in the feats +which they performed. A man neither lives to himself nor in himself. +He is indissolubly bound up with his stock, and can only explain himself +in terms common to his family; but in doing so he transcends +the limits of history, and passes into the realms of philosophy and religion. + +The life of a Canadian is bound up with the history of his parish, +of his town, of his province, of his country, and even with the history +of that country in which his family had its birth. The life of John McCrae +takes us back to Scotland. In Canada there has been much writing of history +of a certain kind. It deals with events rather than with the subtler matter +of people, and has been written mainly for purposes of advertising. +If the French made a heroic stand against the Iroquois, the sacred spot +is now furnished with an hotel from which a free 'bus runs to a station +upon the line of an excellent railway. Maisonneuve fought his great fight +upon a place from which a vicious mayor cut the trees which once sheltered +the soldier, to make way for a fountain upon which would be raised +"historical" figures in concrete stone. + +The history of Canada is the history of its people, not of its railways, +hotels, and factories. The material exists in written or printed form +in the little archives of many a family. Such a chronicle is in possession +of the Eckford family which now by descent on the female side +bears the honoured names of Gow, and McCrae. John Eckford had two daughters, +in the words of old Jamie Young, "the most lovingest girls he ever knew." +The younger, Janet Simpson, was taken to wife by David McCrae, +21st January, 1870, and on November 30th, 1872, became the mother of John. +To her he wrote all these letters, glowing with filial devotion, +which I am privileged to use so freely. + +There is in the family a tradition of the single name for the males. +It was therefore proper that the elder born should be called Thomas, +more learned in medicine, more assiduous in practice, and more weighty +in intellect even than the otherwise more highly gifted John. +He too is professor of medicine, and co-author of a profound work +with his master and relative by marriage -- Sir William Osler. +Also, he wore the King's uniform and served in the present war. + +This John Eckford, accompanied by his two daughters, the mother being dead, +his sister, her husband who bore the name of Chisholm, +and their numerous children emigrated to Canada, May 28th, 1851, +in the ship `Clutha' which sailed from the Broomielaw bound for Quebec. +The consort, `Wolfville', upon which they had originally taken passage, +arrived in Quebec before them, and lay in the stream, +flying the yellow flag of quarantine. Cholera had broken out. +"Be still, and see the salvation of the Lord," were the words +of the family morning prayers. + +In the `Clutha' also came as passengers James and Mary Gow; their cousin, +one Duncan Monach; Mrs. Hanning, who was a sister of Thomas Carlyle; +and her two daughters. On the voyage they escaped the usual hardships, +and their fare appears to us in these days to have been abundant. +The weekly ration was three quarts of water, two ounces of tea, +one half pound of sugar, one half pound molasses, three pounds of bread, +one pound of flour, two pounds of rice, and five pounds of oatmeal. + +The reason for this migration is succinctly stated by the head of the house. +"I know how hard it was for my mother to start me, and I wanted land +for my children and a better opportunity for them." And yet his parents +in their time appear to have "started" him pretty well, although his father +was obliged to confess, "I never had more of this world's goods +than to bring up my family by the labour of my hands honestly, +but it is more than my Master owned, who had not where to lay His head." +They allowed him that very best means of education, a calmness of the senses, +as he herded sheep on the Cheviot Hills. They put him to the University +in Edinburgh, as a preparation for the ministry, and supplied him with +ample oatmeal, peasemeal bannocks, and milk. In that great school of divinity +he learned the Hebrew, Greek, and Latin; he studied Italian, +and French under Surenne, him of blessed memory even unto this day. + +John Eckford in 1839 married Margaret Christie, and he went far afield +for a wife, namely from Newbiggin in Forfar, where for fourteen years +he had his one and only charge, to Strathmiglo in Fife. The marriage +was fruitful and a happy one, although there is a hint in the record +of some religious difference upon which one would like to dwell +if the subject were not too esoteric for this generation. +The minister showed a certain indulgence, and so long as his wife lived +he never employed the paraphrases in the solemn worship of the sanctuary. +She was a woman of provident mind. Shortly after they were married +he made the discovery that she had prepared the grave clothes for him +as well as for herself. Too soon, after only eight years, it was her fate +to be shrouded in them. After her death -- probably because of her death -- +John Eckford emigrated to Canada. + +To one who knows the early days in Canada there is nothing new +in the story of this family. They landed in Montreal July 11th, 1851, +forty-four days out from Glasgow. They proceeded by steamer to Hamilton, +the fare being about a dollar for each passenger. The next stage +was to Guelph; then on to Durham, and finally they came to the end +of their journeying near Walkerton in Bruce County in the primeval forest, +from which they cut out a home for themselves and for their children. + +It was "the winter of the deep snow". One transcription from the record +will disclose the scene: + + + At length a grave was dug on a knoll in the bush + at the foot of a great maple with a young snow-laden hemlock at the side. + The father and the eldest brother carried the box + along the shovelled path. The mother close behind was followed + by the two families. The snow was falling heavily. At the grave + John Eckford read a psalm, and prayed, "that they might be enabled + to believe, the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting + unto them that fear Him." + + +John McCrae himself was an indefatigable church-goer. There is a note +in childish characters written from Edinburgh in his thirteenth year, +"On Sabbath went to service four times." There the statement stands +in all its austerity. A letter from a chaplain is extant in which +a certain mild wonder is expressed at the regularity in attendance +of an officer of field rank. To his sure taste in poetry the hymns were +a sore trial. "Only forty minutes are allowed for the service," he said, +"and it is sad to see them `snappit up' by these poor bald four-line things." + +On Easter Sunday, 1915, he wrote: "We had a church parade this morning, +the first since we arrived in France. Truly, if the dead rise not, +we are of all men the most miserable." On the funeral service of a friend +he remarks: "`Forasmuch as it hath pleased Almighty God,' -- +what a summary of the whole thing that is!" On many occasions he officiated +in the absence of the chaplains who in those days would have as many +as six services a day. In civil life in Montreal he went to church +in the evening, and sat under the Reverend James Barclay of St. Pauls, +now designated by some at least as St. Andrews. + + + + + VIII + +The Civil Years + + + +It will be observed in this long relation of John McCrae that little mention +has yet been made of what after all was his main concern in life. +For twenty years he studied and practised medicine. To the end +he was an assiduous student and a very profound practitioner. +He was a student, not of medicine alone, but of all subjects +ancillary to the science, and to the task he came with a mind braced +by a sound and generous education. Any education of real value +a man must have received before he has attained to the age of seven years. +Indeed he may be left impervious to its influence at seven weeks. +John McCrae's education began well. It began in the time +of his two grandfathers at least, was continued by his father and mother +before he came upon this world's scene, and by them was left deep founded +for him to build upon. + +Noble natures have a repugnance from work. Manual labour is servitude. +A day of idleness is a holy day. For those whose means do not permit +to live in idleness the school is the only refuge; but they must prove +their quality. This is the goal which drives many Scotch boys +to the University, scorning delights and willing to live long, +mind-laborious days. + +John McCrae's father felt bound "to give the boy a chance," +but the boy must pass the test. The test in such cases +is the Shorter Catechism, that compendium of all intellectual argument. +How the faithful aspirant for the school acquires this body +of written knowledge at a time when he has not yet learned the use of letters +is a secret not to be lightly disclosed. It may indeed be +that already his education is complete. Upon the little book +is always printed the table of multiples, so that the obvious truth +which is comprised in the statement, "two by two makes four", +is imputed to the contents which are within the cover. +In studying the table the catechism is learned surreptitiously, +and therefore without self-consciousness. + +So, in this well ordered family with its atmosphere of obedience, +we may see the boy, like a youthful Socrates going about +with a copy of the book in his hand, enquiring of those, +who could already read, not alone what were the answers to the questions +but the very questions themselves to which an answer was demanded. + +This learning, however, was only a minor part of life, since upon a farm +life is very wide and very deep. In due time the school was accomplished, +and there was a master in the school -- let his name be recorded -- +William Tytler, who had a feeling for English writing +and a desire to extend that feeling to others. + +In due time also the question of a University arose. +There was a man in Canada named Dawson -- Sir William Dawson. +I have written of him in another place. He had the idea +that a university had something to do with the formation of character, +and that in the formation of character religion had a part. +He was principal of McGill. I am not saying that all boys who entered +that University were religious boys when they went in, +or even religious men when they came out; but religious fathers +had a general desire to place their boys under Sir William Dawson's care. + +Those were the days of a queer, and now forgotten, controversy +over what was called "Science and Religion". Of that also +I have written in another place. It was left to Sir William Dawson +to deliver the last word in defence of a cause that was already lost. +His book came under the eye of David McCrae, as most books of the time did, +and he was troubled in his heart. His boys were at the University of Toronto. +It was too late; but he eased his mind by writing a letter. +To this letter John replies under date 20th December, 1890: +"You say that after reading Dawson's book you almost regretted +that we had not gone to McGill. That, I consider, would have been +rather a calamity, about as much so as going to Queen's." +We are not always wiser than our fathers were, and in the end +he came to McGill after all. + +For good or ill, John McCrae entered the University of Toronto in 1888, +with a scholarship for "general proficiency". He joined the Faculty of Arts, +took the honours course in natural sciences, and graduated from +the department of biology in 1894, his course having been interrupted +by two severe illnesses. From natural science, it was an easy step +to medicine, in which he was encouraged by Ramsay Wright, A. B. Macallum, +A. McPhedran, and I. H. Cameron. In 1898 he graduated again, +with a gold medal, and a scholarship in physiology and pathology. +The previous summer he had spent at the Garrett Children's Hospital +in Mt. Airy, Maryland. + +Upon graduating he entered the Toronto General Hospital as resident +house officer; in 1899 he occupied a similar post at Johns Hopkins. +Then he came to McGill University as fellow in pathology +and pathologist to the Montreal General Hospital. In time he was appointed +physician to the Alexandra Hospital for infectious diseases; +later assistant physician to the Royal Victoria Hospital, +and lecturer in medicine in the University. By examination +he became a member of the Royal College of Physicians, London. +In 1914 he was elected a member of the Association of American Physicians. +These are distinctions won by few in the profession. + +In spite, or rather by reason, of his various attainments +John McCrae never developed, or degenerated, into the type +of the pure scientist. For the laboratory he had neither the mind +nor the hands. He never peered at partial truths so closely +as to mistake them for the whole truth; therefore, he was unfitted +for that purely scientific career which was developed +to so high a pitch of perfection in that nation which is now +no longer mentioned amongst men. He wrote much, and often, +upon medical problems. The papers bearing his name amount to +thirty-three items in the catalogues. They testify to his industry +rather than to invention and discovery, but they have made his name known +in every text-book of medicine. + +Apart from his verse, and letters, and diaries, and contributions +to journals and books of medicine, with an occasional address to students +or to societies, John McCrae left few writings, and in these +there is nothing remarkable by reason of thought or expression. +He could not write prose. Fine as was his ear for verse +he could not produce that finer rhythm of prose, which comes from +the fall of proper words in proper sequence. He never learned +that if a writer of prose takes care of the sound the sense will take care +of itself. He did not scrutinize words to discover their first +and fresh meaning. He wrote in phrases, and used words at second-hand +as the journalists do. Bullets "rained"; guns "swept"; shells "hailed"; +events "transpired", and yet his appreciation of style in others was perfect, +and he was an insatiable reader of the best books. His letters are strewn +with names of authors whose worth time has proved. To specify them +would merely be to write the catalogue of a good library. + +The thirteen years with which this century opened were the period +in which John McCrae established himself in civil life in Montreal +and in the profession of medicine. Of this period he has left a chronicle +which is at once too long and too short. + +All lives are equally interesting if only we are in possession +of all the facts. Places like Oxford and Cambridge +have been made interesting because the people who live in them +are in the habit of writing, and always write about each other. +Family letters have little interest even for the family itself, +if they consist merely of a recital of the trivial events of the day. +They are prized for the unusual and for the sentiment they contain. +Diaries also are dull unless they deal with selected incidents; +and selection is the essence of every art. Few events have any interest +in themselves, but any event can be made interesting by the pictorial +or literary art. + +When he writes to his mother, that, as he was coming out of the college, +an Irish setter pressed a cold nose against his hand, that is interesting +because it is unusual. If he tells us that a professor took him by the arm, +there is no interest in that to her or to any one else. +For that reason the ample letters and diaries which cover these years +need not detain us long. There is in them little selection, little art -- +too much professor and too little dog. + +It is, of course, the business of the essayist to select; +but in the present case there is little to choose. He tells of +invitations to dinner, accepted, evaded, or refused; +but he does not always tell who were there, what he thought of them, +or what they had to eat. Dinner at the Adami's, -- supper at Ruttan's, -- +a night with Owen, -- tea at the Reford's, -- theatre with the Hickson's, -- +a reception at the Angus's, -- or a dance at the Allan's, -- these events +would all be quite meaningless without an exposition of the social life +of Montreal, which is too large a matter to undertake, alluring as the task +would be. Even then, one would be giving one's own impressions and not his. + +Wherever he lived he was a social figure. When he sat at table +the dinner was never dull. The entertainment he offered was not missed +by the dullest intelligence. His contribution was merely "stories", +and these stories in endless succession were told in a spirit of frank fun. +They were not illustrative, admonitory, or hortatory. +They were just amusing, and always fresh. This gift he acquired +from his mother, who had that rare charm of mimicry without mockery, +and caricature without malice. In all his own letters there is not +an unkind comment or tinge of ill-nature, although in places, +especially in later years, there is bitter indignation against +those Canadian patriots who were patriots merely for their bellies' sake. + +Taken together his letters and diaries are a revelation +of the heroic struggle by which a man gains a footing in a strange place +in that most particular of all professions, a struggle comprehended +by those alone who have made the trial of it. And yet the method is simple. +It is all disclosed in his words, "I have never refused any work +that was given me to do." These records are merely a chronicle of work. +Outdoor clinics, laboratory tasks, post-mortems, demonstrating, teaching, +lecturing, attendance upon the sick in wards and homes, meetings, +conventions, papers, addresses, editing, reviewing, -- the very remembrance +of such a career is enough to appall the stoutest heart. + +But John McCrae was never appalled. He went about his work gaily, +never busy, never idle. Each minute was pressed into the service, +and every hour was made to count. In the first eight months of practice +he claims to have made ninety dollars. It is many years +before we hear him complain of the drudgery of sending out accounts, +and sighing for the services of a bookkeeper. This is the only complaint +that appears in his letters. + +There were at the time in Montreal two rival schools, +and are yet two rival hospitals. But John McCrae was of no party. +He was the friend of all men, and the confidant of many. He sought nothing +for himself and by seeking not he found what he most desired. +His mind was single and his intention pure; his acts unsullied +by selfish thought; his aim was true because it was steady and high. +His aid was never sought for any cause that was unworthy, +and those humorous eyes could see through the bones +to the marrow of a scheme. In spite of his singular innocence, or rather +by reason of it, he was the last man in the world to be imposed upon. + +In all this devastating labour he never neglected the assembling of himself +together with those who write and those who paint. Indeed, +he had himself some small skill in line and colour. His hands were +the hands of an artist -- too fine and small for a body that weighted +180 pounds, and measured more than five feet eleven inches in height. +There was in Montreal an institution known as "The Pen and Pencil Club". +No one now living remembers a time when it did not exist. +It was a peculiar club. It contained no member who should not be in it; +and no one was left out who should be in. The number was about a dozen. +For twenty years the club met in Dyonnet's studio, and afterwards, +as the result of some convulsion, in K. R. Macpherson's. A ceremonial supper +was eaten once a year, at which one dressed the salad, one made the coffee, +and Harris sang a song. Here all pictures were first shown, +and writings read -- if they were not too long. If they were, +there was in an adjoining room a tin chest, which in these austere days +one remembers with refreshment. When John McCrae was offered membership +he "grabbed at it", and the place was a home for the spirit +wearied by the week's work. There Brymner and the other artists +would discourse upon writings, and Burgess and the other writers +would discourse upon pictures. + +It is only with the greatest of resolution, fortified by +lack of time and space, that I have kept myself to the main lines +of his career, and refrained from following him into by-paths and secret, +pleasant places; but I shall not be denied just one indulgence. +In the great days when Lord Grey was Governor-General he formed a party +to visit Prince Edward Island. The route was a circuitous one. +It began at Ottawa; it extended to Winnipeg, down the Nelson River +to York Factory, across Hudson Bay, down the Strait, +by Belle Isle and Newfoundland, and across the Gulf of St. Lawrence +to a place called Orwell. Lord Grey in the matter of company +had the reputation of doing himself well. John McCrae was of the party. +It also included John Macnaughton, L. S. Amery, Lord Percy, +Lord Lanesborough, and one or two others. The ship had called +at North Sydney where Lady Grey and the Lady Evelyn joined. + +Through the place in a deep ravine runs an innocent stream which broadens out +into still pools, dark under the alders. There was a rod -- +a very beautiful rod in two pieces. It excited his suspicion. +It was put into his hand, the first stranger hand that ever held it; +and the first cast showed that it was a worthy hand. The sea-trout +were running that afternoon. Thirty years before, in that memorable visit +to Scotland, he had been taken aside by "an old friend of his grandfather's". +It was there he learned "to love the trooties". The love and the art +never left him. It was at this same Orwell his brother first heard +the world called to arms on that early August morning in 1914. + +In those civil years there were, of course, diversions: +visits to the United States and meetings with notable men -- +Welch, Futcher, Hurd, White, Howard, Barker: voyages to Europe +with a detailed itinerary upon the record; walks and rides upon the mountain; +excursion in winter to the woods, and in summer to the lakes; and one visit +to the Packards in Maine, with the sea enthusiastically described. +Upon those woodland excursions and upon many other adventures +his companion is often referred to as "Billy T.", who can be no other +than Lieut.-Col. W. G. Turner, "M.C." + +Much is left out of the diary that we would wish to have recorded. +There is tantalizing mention of "conversations" with Shepherd -- +with Roddick -- with Chipman -- with Armstrong -- with Gardner -- +with Martin -- with Moyse. Occasionally there is a note of description: +"James Mavor is a kindly genius with much knowledge"; "Tait McKenzie +presided ideally" at a Shakespeare dinner; "Stephen Leacock does not keep +all the good things for his publisher." Those who know the life in Montreal +may well for themselves supply the details. + + + + + IX + +Dead in His Prime + + + +John McCrae left the front after the second battle of Ypres, +and never returned. On June 1st, 1915, he was posted to +No. 3 General Hospital at Boulogne, a most efficient unit +organized by McGill University and commanded by that fine soldier +Colonel H. S. Birkett, C.B. He was placed in charge of medicine, +with the rank of Lieut.-Colonel as from April 17th, 1915, +and there he remained until his death. + +At first he did not relish the change. His heart was with the guns. +He had transferred from the artillery to the medical service +as recently as the previous autumn, and embarked a few days afterwards +at Quebec, on the 29th of September, arriving at Davenport, +October 20th, 1914. Although he was attached as Medical Officer +to the 1st Brigade of Artillery, he could not forget that he was +no longer a gunner, and in those tumultuous days he was often to be found +in the observation post rather than in his dressing station. +He had inherited something of the old army superciliousness towards +a "non-combatant" service, being unaware that in this war +the battle casualties in the medical corps were to be higher +than in any other arm of the service. From South Africa he wrote +exactly fifteen years before: "I am glad that I am not `a medical' out here. +No `R.A.M.C.' or any other `M.C.' for me. There is a big breach, +and the medicals are on the far side of it." On August 7th, 1915, +he writes from his hospital post, "I expect to wish often +that I had stuck by the artillery." But he had no choice. + +Of this period of his service there is little written record. +He merely did his work, and did it well, as he always did +what his mind found to do. His health was failing. He suffered +from the cold. A year before his death he writes on January 25th, 1917: + + +== +The cruel cold is still holding. Everyone is suffering, +and the men in the wards in bed cannot keep warm. I know of nothing +so absolutely pitiless as weather. Let one wish; let one pray; +do what one will; still the same clear sky and no sign, -- +you know the cold brand of sunshine. For my own part I do not think +I have ever been more uncomfortable. Everything is so cold +that it hurts to pick it up. To go to bed is a nightmare +and to get up a worse one. I have heard of cold weather in Europe, +and how the poor suffer, -- now I know! +== + + +All his life he was a victim of asthma. The first definite attack +was in the autumn of 1894, and the following winter it recurred +with persistence. For the next five years his letters abound in references +to the malady. After coming to Montreal it subsided; but he always felt +that the enemy was around the corner. He had frequent periods in bed; +but he enjoyed the relief from work and the occasion they afforded +for rest and reading. + +In January, 1918, minutes begin to appear upon his official file +which were of great interest to him, and to us. Colonel Birkett +had relinquished command of the unit to resume his duties +as Dean of the Medical Faculty of McGill University. He was succeeded by +that veteran soldier, Colonel J. M. Elder, C.M.G. At the same time +the command of No. 1 General Hospital fell vacant. Lieut.-Colonel McCrae +was required for that post; but a higher honour was in store, +namely the place of Consultant to the British Armies in the Field. +All these events, and the final great event, are best recorded +in the austere official correspondence which I am permitted to extract +from the files: + + + From D.M.S. Canadian Contingents. (Major-General C. L. Foster, C.B.). + To O.C. No. 3 General Hospital, B.E.F., 13th December, 1917: + There is a probability of the command of No. 1 General Hospital + becoming vacant. It is requested, please, that you obtain + from Lieut.-Col. J. McCrae his wishes in the matter. If he is available, + and willing to take over this command, it is proposed to offer it to him. + + + O.C. No. 3 General Hospital, B.E.F., To D.M.S. Canadian Contingents, + 28th December, 1917: Lieut.-Colonel McCrae desires me to say that, + while he naturally looks forward to succeeding to the command + of this unit, he is quite willing to comply with your desire, + and will take command of No. 1 General Hospital at any time you may wish. + + + D.G.M.S. British Armies in France. To D.M.S. Canadian Contingents, + January 2nd, 1918: It is proposed to appoint Lieut.-Colonel J. McCrae, + now serving with No. 3 Canadian General Hospital, Consulting Physician + to the British Armies in France. Notification of this appointment, + when made, will be sent to you in due course. + + + D.M.S. Canadian Contingents. To O.C. No. 3 General Hospital, B.E.F., + January 5th, 1918: Since receiving your letter I have information + from G.H.Q. that they will appoint a Consultant Physician + to the British Armies in the Field, and have indicated their desire + for Lieut.-Colonel McCrae for this duty. This is a much higher honour + than commanding a General Hospital, and I hope he will take the post, + as this is a position I have long wished should be filled + by a C.A.M.C. officer. + + + D.M.S. Canadian Contingents. To D.G.M.S., G.H.Q., 2nd Echelon, + January 15th, 1918: I fully concur in this appointment, and consider + this officer will prove his ability as an able Consulting Physician. + + + Telegram: D.G.M.S., G.H.Q., 2nd Echelon. To D.M.S. Canadian Contingents, + January 18th, 1918: Any objection to Lieut.-Col. J. McCrae + being appointed Consulting Physician to British Armies in France. + If appointed, temporary rank of Colonel recommended. + + + Telegram: O.C. No. 3 General Hospital, B.E.F. To D.M.S. + Canadian Contingents, January 27th, 1918: Lieut.-Col. John McCrae + seriously ill with pneumonia at No. 14 General Hospital. + + + Telegram: O.C. No. 14 General Hospital. To O.C. No. 3 General Hospital, + B.E.F., January 28th, 1918: Lieut.-Col. John McCrae died this morning. + + +This was the end. For him the war was finished and all the glory of the world +had passed. + +Henceforth we are concerned not with the letters he wrote, +but with the letters which were written about him. They came +from all quarters, literally in hundreds, all inspired by pure sympathy, +but some tinged with a curiosity which it is hoped this writing +will do something to assuage. + +Let us first confine ourselves to the facts. They are all contained +in a letter which Colonel Elder wrote to myself in common with other friends. +On Wednesday, January 23rd, he was as usual in the morning; +but in the afternoon Colonel Elder found him asleep in his chair +in the mess room. "I have a slight headache," he said. +He went to his quarters. In the evening he was worse, +but had no increase of temperature, no acceleration of pulse or respiration. +At this moment the order arrived for him to proceed forthwith +as Consulting Physician of the First Army. Colonel Elder writes, +"I read the order to him, and told him I should announce the contents at mess. +He was very much pleased over the appointment. We discussed the matter +at some length, and I took his advice upon measures for carrying on +the medical work of the unit." + +Next morning he was sleeping soundly, but later on he professed to be +much better. He had no fever, no cough, no pain. In the afternoon +he sent for Colonel Elder, and announced that he had pneumonia. +There were no signs in the chest; but the microscope revealed +certain organisms which rather confirmed the diagnosis. +The temperature was rising. Sir Bertrand Dawson was sent for. +He came by evening from Wimereux, but he could discover no physical signs. +In the night the temperature continued to rise, and he complained of headache. +He was restless until the morning, "when he fell into a calm, +untroubled sleep." + +Next morning, being Friday, he was removed by ambulance +to No. 14 General Hospital at Wimereux. In the evening news came +that he was better; by the morning the report was good, +a lowered temperature and normal pulse. In the afternoon +the condition grew worse; there were signs of cerebral irritation +with a rapid, irregular pulse; his mind was quickly clouded. +Early on Sunday morning the temperature dropped, and the heart grew weak; +there was an intense sleepiness. During the day the sleep increased to coma, +and all knew the end was near. + +His friends had gathered. The choicest of the profession was there, +but they were helpless. He remained unconscious, and died at half past one +on Monday morning. The cause of death was double pneumonia +with massive cerebral infection. Colonel Elder's letter concludes: +"We packed his effects in a large box, everything that we thought +should go to his people, and Gow took it with him to England to-day." +Walter Gow was his cousin, a son of that Gow who sailed with the Eckfords +from Glasgow in the `Clutha'. At the time he was Deputy Minister in London +of the Overseas Military Forces of Canada. He had been sent for +but arrived too late; -- all was so sudden. + +The funeral was held on Tuesday afternoon, January 29th, +at the cemetery in Wimereux. The burial was made with full military pomp. +From the Canadian Corps came Lieut.-General Sir Arthur Currie, +the General Officer Commanding; Major-General E. W. B. Morrison, +and Brigadier-General W. O. H. Dodds, of the Artillery. +Sir A. T. Sloggett, the Director-General of Medical Services, +and his Staff were waiting at the grave. All Commanding Officers at the Base, +and all Deputy Directors were there. There was also a deputation +from the Harvard Unit headed by Harvey Cushing. + +Bonfire went first, led by two grooms, and decked in the regulation +white ribbon, not the least pathetic figure in the sad procession. +A hundred nursing Sisters in caps and veils stood in line, +and then proceeded in ambulances to the cemetery, where they lined up again. +Seventy-five of the personnel from the Hospital acted as escort, +and six Sergeants bore the coffin from the gates to the grave. +The firing party was in its place. Then followed the chief mourners, +Colonel Elder and Sir Bertrand Dawson; and in their due order, +the rank and file of No. 3 with their officers; the rank and file +of No. 14 with their officers; all officers from the Base, +with Major-General Wilberforce and the Deputy Directors to complete. + +It was a springtime day, and those who have passed all those winters +in France and in Flanders will know how lovely the springtime may be. +So we may leave him, "on this sunny slope, facing the sunset and the sea." +These are the words used by one of the nurses in a letter to a friend, -- +those women from whom no heart is hid. She also adds: "The nurses lamented +that he became unconscious so quickly they could not tell him +how much they cared. To the funeral all came as we did, +because we loved him so." + +At first there was the hush of grief and the silence of sudden shock. +Then there was an outbreak of eulogy, of appraisement, and sorrow. +No attempt shall be made to reproduce it here; but one or two voices +may be recorded in so far as in disjointed words they speak for all. +Stephen Leacock, for those who write, tells of his high vitality +and splendid vigour -- his career of honour and marked distinction -- +his life filled with honourable endeavour and instinct with +the sense of duty -- a sane and equable temperament -- whatever he did, +filled with sure purpose and swift conviction. + +Dr. A. D. Blackader, acting Dean of the Medical Faculty of McGill University, +himself speaking from out of the shadow, thus appraises his worth: +"As a teacher, trusted and beloved; as a colleague, sincere and cordial; +as a physician, faithful, cheerful, kind. An unkind word he never uttered." +Oskar Klotz, himself a student, testifies that the relationship +was essentially one of master and pupil. From the head of +his first department at McGill, Professor, now Colonel, Adami, +comes the weighty phrase, that he was sound in diagnosis; +as a teacher inspiring; that few could rise to his high level of service. + +There is yet a deeper aspect of this character with which we are concerned; +but I shrink from making the exposition, fearing lest +with my heavy literary tread I might destroy more than I should discover. +When one stands by the holy place wherein dwells a dead friend's soul -- +the word would slip out at last -- it becomes him to take off the shoes +from off his feet. But fortunately the dilemma does not arise. +The task has already been performed by one who by God has been endowed +with the religious sense, and by nature enriched with the gift of expression; +one who in his high calling has long been acquainted with the grief of others, +and is now himself a man of sorrow, having seen with understanding eyes, + + These great days range like tides, + And leave our dead on every shore. + +On February 14th, 1918, a Memorial Service was held +in the Royal Victoria College. Principal Sir William Peterson presided. +John Macnaughton gave the address in his own lovely and inimitable words, +to commemorate one whom he lamented, "so young and strong, +in the prime of life, in the full ripeness of his fine powers, +his season of fruit and flower bearing. He never lost the simple faith +of his childhood. He was so sure about the main things, the vast things, +the indispensable things, of which all formulated faiths +are but a more or less stammering expression, that he was content +with the rough embodiment in which his ancestors had laboured +to bring those great realities to bear as beneficent and propulsive forces +upon their own and their children's minds and consciences. +His instinctive faith sufficed him." + +To his own students John McCrae once quoted the legend from a picture, +to him "the most suggestive picture in the world": What I spent I had: +what I saved I lost: what I gave I have; -- and he added: +"It will be in your power every day to store up for yourselves +treasures that will come back to you in the consciousness of duty well done, +of kind acts performed, things that having given away freely you yet possess. +It has often seemed to me that when in the Judgement those surprised faces +look up and say, Lord, when saw we Thee anhungered and fed Thee; +or thirsty and gave Thee drink; a stranger, and took Thee in; +naked and clothed Thee; and there meets them that warrant-royal +of all charity, Inasmuch as ye did it unto one of the least of these, +ye have done it unto Me, there will be amongst those awed ones +many a practitioner of medicine." + +And finally I shall conclude this task to which I have set +a worn but willing hand, by using again the words which once I used before: +Beyond all consideration of his intellectual attainments +John McCrae was the well beloved of his friends. He will be missed +in his place; and wherever his companions assemble there will be for them +a new poignancy in the Miltonic phrase, + + But O the heavy change, now thou art gone, + Now thou art gone, and never must return! + + + London, + 11th November, 1918. + + + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of In Flanders Fields + + + + diff --git a/old/infla10.zip b/old/infla10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..05aa10a --- /dev/null +++ b/old/infla10.zip |
