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diff --git a/35290.txt b/35290.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..78b40c8 --- /dev/null +++ b/35290.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7295 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Mattie:--A Stray (Vol 1 of 3), by +Frederick William Robinson + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Mattie:--A Stray (Vol 1 of 3) + +Author: Frederick William Robinson + +Release Date: February 15, 2011 [EBook #35290] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MATTIE:--A STRAY (VOL 1 OF 3) *** + + + + +Produced by Louise Davies, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +book was produced from scanned images of public domain +material from the Google Print project.) + + + + + + + + + + MATTIE:--A STRAY. + + BY F. W. ROBINSON + + THE AUTHOR OF "HIGH CHURCH," "NO CHURCH," "OWEN:-A WAIF," &c., &c. + + "By bestowing blessings upon others, we entail them on ourselves." + HORACE SMITH. + + IN THREE VOLUMES + + VOL. I. + + LONDON: + HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, + SUCCESSORS TO HENRY COLBURN, + 18, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. + 1864. + + _The right of Translation is reserved._ + + LONDON: + PRINTED BY MACDONALD AND TUGWELL, BLENHEIM HOUSE, + BLENHEIM STREET, OXFORD STREET. + + + INSCRIBED + TO + ALFRED EAMES, ESQ., + ROYAL NAVAL SCHOOL, NEW CROSS, + BY + HIS OLD AND ATTACHED FRIEND + THE AUTHOR. + + + + +CONTENTS OF THE FIRST VOLUME. + + +BOOK I. FIGURES IN OUTLINE. + +I. LIFE IN GREAT SUFFOLK STREET + +II. MATTIE + +III. LODGERS + +IV. MR. HINCHFORD'S EXPERIMENT + +V. SET UP IN BUSINESS + +VI. THE END OF THE PROLOGUE + + +BOOK II. THE NEW ESTATE. + +I. HOME FOR GOOD + +II. A GIRL'S ROMANCE + +III. OUR CHARACTERS + +IV. A NEW ADMIRER + +V. PERSEVERANCE + +VI. "IN THE FULNESS OF THE HEART," ETC. + +VII. CONFIDENCE + +VIII. SIDNEY STATES HIS INTENTIONS + + +BOOK III. UNDER SUSPICION. + +I. AN OLD FRIEND + +II. STRANGE VISITORS TO GREAT SUFFOLK STREET + +III. SIDNEY'S SUGGESTION + +IV. PERPLEXITY + +V. MR. WESDEN TURNS ECCENTRIC + +VI. A BURST OF CONFIDENCE + +VII. THE PLAN FRUSTRATED + +VIII. A SUDDEN JOURNEY + + + + +MATTIE: A STRAY. + + + + +BOOK I. + +FIGURES IN OUTLINE. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +LIFE IN GREAT SUFFOLK STREET. + + +It was not an evening party of the first water, or given by people of +first-rate position in society, or held in a quarter whither the +fashionable classes most do congregate. It was a small party--ostensibly +a juvenile party--held on the first floor of a stationer's shop in Great +Suffolk Street, Southwark. + +Not even a first-rate stationers', had the shutters been down and the +fog less dense to allow us to inspect Mr. Wesden's wares; but an +emporium, which did business in no end of things--cigars, tobacco-pipes, +children's toys, glass beads by the skein or ounce, fancy work, cottons +and tapes. These, the off-shoots from the stationery business, the +news-vending, the circulating of novels in four, five, and six volumes +at one penny per volume, if not detained more than three days; a +stationery business which report said had not turned out badly for old +Wesden, thanks to old Wesden's patience, industry and care, say +we--thanks to his screwing and his close-fistedness that would not have +trusted his own mother, had she lived, said the good people--for there +are good people everywhere--in Great Suffolk Street. Certainly, there +were but small signs of "close-fistedness" about the premises on that +particular evening; the shop had been closed at an earlier hour than +business men would have considered suitable. They were wasting the gas +in Mr. Wesden's drawing-room; feasting and revelry held dominion there. +There had been three separate knocks given at the door from three +separate Ganymedes--No. 1, with oranges; No. 2, with tarts from the +pastry-cook; No. 3, with beer, which last was left in a tin can of +colossal proportions, supper not being ready, and beer being liable to +flatness in jugs--especially the beer from the Crown. + +We watch all this from the outside, in the thick fog which made things +unpleasant in Great Suffolk Street. There is more life, and life that +appertains to this chapter of our history, outside here than in that +first floor front, where the sons and daughters of Mr. Wesden's +neighbours are playing at forfeits, romping, jumping, and laughing, and +thoroughly enjoying themselves. They are not thinking of the fog, the +up-stairs folk shut away from the rawness of that January night; it +would have troubled Mr. Wesden had his shop been open, and led him to +maintain a stricter watch over the goods, and upon those customers whose +faces might be strange to him; but he had forgotten the weather at that +juncture, and sat in the corner of the drawing-room, smoking his pipe, +and keeping his daughter--a bright-faced, golden-haired girl of +twelve--within his range of vision. The fog and the cold troubled no one +at Mr. Wesden's--only "outsiders" objected, and remarked upon them to +friends when they met, coughing over one, and shivering through the +other, as lungs and scanty clothes necessitated. The establishment of +Mr. Wesden, stationer, troubled or attracted, an outsider though, who +had passed and repassed it three or four times between the hours of +eight and nine, p.m., and at half-past nine had backed into the recess +of Mr. Wesden's doorway. A small outsider, of uncertain age--a boy, a +nondescript, an anything, judging by the pinched white face and unkempt +hair; a girl, by the rag of a frock that hung upon her, and from which +her legs and feet protruded. + +Subject matter of great interest was there for this small +watcher--huddled in the doorway, clutching her elbows with her bony +fingers, and listening at the keyhole, or varying proceedings now and +then by stepping on to the clammy pavement, and looking up, through the +fog, at the lighted blinds, once or twice indulging in a flat-footed +kind of jig, to keep her feet warm. She was one of few loiterers in +Great Suffolk Street that uncomfortable night--men, women, and boys +hurried rapidly past, and thinned in number as the night stole on--only +a policeman slouched by occasionally, and dismayed her somewhat, judging +by her closer proximity to Mr. Wesden's street door, whenever his heavy +tread jarred upon her nerves. + +When the majority of the shops was closed, when the fog grew denser as +the lights went out, and the few stragglers became more phantom-like and +grey, quite a regiment of policemen marched down Great Suffolk Street, +changing places at certain corners with those officials who had done +day-duty, and glad to have done, for that day at least. + +The new policeman who crawled upon Mr. Wesden's side of the way, was a +sharper man than he who had left off crawling, and gone home at a gallop +to his wife and thirteen children; for the new-comer was not deceived by +the deep-doorway and the dense fog, but reached forth a hand and touched +the figure cowering in the shadows. + +A red-faced young man, with a bull neck, was this Suffolk Street +official--an abrupt young man, who shook people rather violently by the +shoulder, and hurt them. + +"Oh!--stash that, please," ejaculated the child, at last; "you hurts!" + +"What do you want here?" + +"Nothin' partickler. If the young gal inside knows I'm here, she'll send +out somethin' prime. That's all. Last thing, afore she goes to bed, she +comes and looks, mostly. She's a good 'un." + +"Ah! you'd better go home." + +"Can't manage to make it up tuppence--and square the last penny with +Mother Watts. You know Mother Watts?" + +"Ah!" + +"Well, she's down upon me, Watts is--so I can't go home." + +"You must go somewhere--you can't stop here." + +"Lor bless you, this is the comfortablest doorway in the street, if you +don't mind, p'leesman. I often turn in here for the night, and some of +you fine fellers lets a gal bide, and ain't so down upon her as you are. +You're new to this beat." + +"Am I, really?" was the ironical rejoinder. + +"You used to do Kent Street and stir up Mother Watts. You locked up +Mother Watts once--don't you remember?" + +"Yes--I remember. Are you going?" + +"If you won't let a gal stay, o' course I am. They've got a jolly +kick-up here--that gal with the blue frock's birthday--old Wesden's gal, +as I just told you about--I wish I was her! Did you ever see her of a +Sunday?" + +"Not that I know on." + +"Just like the little gals at the play--spruce as carrots--and gloves +on, and such boots! Fust rate, I can tell you." + +"I wouldn't jaw any more, but go home," suggested the policeman. + +"All right, master. I say, don't you twig how the fog has got on my +chest?" + +"Well, you _are_ hoarse-ish." + +"Spilt my woice yesterday, and made it wus by tryin' it on in Union +Street to-day. Gave it up, and bought a haporth of lucifers, and got the +boxes in my pocket now. Hard lines to-night, mate." + +Familiarity breeds contempt and engenders rebuke--the loquacity of the +child offended the official, who drew her from the doorway with a jerk, +totally unexpected upon her side, and placed her in the roadway. + +"Now be off from here--I've had enough of _you_." + +"Werry well--why didn't you say so afore?" + +And, without waiting for a reply to her query, the child went down Great +Suffolk Street towards the Borough, sullenly and slowly. The policeman +watched her vanish in the fog, and resumed his way; he had done his duty +to society, and "moved on" one who had insulted it by her helplessness +and squalor; there was a woman shrieking denunciations on the pot-man of +the public house at the corner--a man who had turned her unceremoniously +into the street--let him proceed to business in a new direction. + +Twenty steps on his way, and the ill-clad, sharp-visaged girl, stealing +back in the fog to the welcome doorway whence he had abruptly expelled +her. + +"He's not everybody," she ejaculated, screwing herself comfortably into +her old quarters, "though he thinks he is. I wonder what they're up to +now? Don't I wish it was my buff-day, and somebody had somethink to give +me, that's all. Don't I--oh! gemini." + +"Hillo!--I beg pardon--I didn't know anyone was hiding here--have I hurt +you?" inquired a youth, who, running down Great Suffolk Street at a +smart pace, had turned into this doorway, and nearly jammed its occupant +to death with the sudden concussion. + +"You've done for my lights, young un," was the grave assertion. + +"Your--your what?" + +"My congreve lights--there's a kiver gone--I heered it scrunch. S'pose +you'll pay like a--like a man?" + +"I--I'm very sorry, but really I'm rather scarce of pocket-money just +now--in fact, I've spent it all," stammered the lad. "You see, it was +your fault, hiding here, and playing about here at this time of night, +and I was in a hurry, being late." + +"There isn't anyone inside who'd stand a ha-penny, is there?" whined the +girl; "I'm the gal that's allus about here, you know--I've had nuffin' +to eat to-day, and ain't no money for a night's lodging. I'm hard +up--wery hard up, upon my soul. I don't remember being so druv since +mother died o' the fever--never. And I'm not well--got a sore throat, +which the fog touches up--awful." + +"I'll--I'll ask my pa'; but I don't think there is anything to give +away." + +The youth knocked at the door, and presently rushed by the servant who +opened it, paying no heed to the remark of-- + +"Well, you are late, Master Sidney, I must say!" + +The door closed again, and Master Sidney--a tall lad of fourteen, with +long brown hair, brown eyes, and a white face--tore up the stairs two +steps at a time, and dashed with but little ceremony into the +dining-room, where the supper was laid by that time, and the juveniles +were ranged round the table, large-eyed and hungry. + +A shout from the boys assembled there--"Here's Sidney Hinchford;" a +reproof from a stiff-backed, white-haired old gentleman in the +corner--"Where _have_ you been, boy?" a light-haired fairy in white +muslin and blue sash darting towards him, crying, "Sidney, Sidney, I +thought you were lost!" + +"So I have been--lost in the fog--such a mull of it! I'll tell you +presently when I've spoken to pa' for a moment. And, oh! Harriet, +here's--here's a little brooch I've bought, and with many happy, happy +returns of the day from a tiresome playfellow, and--and--_stolen, by +Jingo_!" + +The hand withdrew itself from the side pocket of his jacket, and was +passed over the forehead, the lower jaw dropped, the brown eyes glared +round the room, across at the opposite wall, and up at the gas branch--a +two-burner of a bronze finger-post pattern,--and then Master Sidney +doubled up suddenly and collapsed. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +MATTIE. + + +Mrs. Sarah Jane Watts, better known to society and society's guardians +by the cognomen of Mother Watts, kept a lodging-house in Kent Street. +They who know where Kent Street, Borough is, and what Kent Street is +like by night and day, can readily imagine that the establishment of +Mrs. Watts was not a large one, or the prices likely to be high. Mrs. +Watts' house, in fact, belonged not to Kent Street proper, but formed +No. 2 of a cut-throat-looking court, crossing Kent Street at right +angles. Here beds, or shares of beds, or shelves arranged horizontally +under beds, were let out at twopence per head, or three-halfpence +without the blankets, which were marked, "Stop Thief!" + +Whether Mrs. Watts did badly with her business, or whether business +prospered with her, it was difficult to determine by the landlady's +external appearance, Mrs. W. being ever in rags, ever full of complaints +and--drink. "Times" were always hard with her--the police were hard with +her--her Kent Street contemporaries were hard with her--didn't treat her +fair, undersold her, put more in a bed and charged less--"split upon her +when things weren't on the square. Kent Street wasn't what it was when +she was a gal!" + +People constantly breathing the same atmosphere may notice a change in +the "surroundings," but to common observers, or prying people paying +occasional visits to this place, Kent Street seems ever the same--an +eye-sore to public gaze, a satire on parish cleanliness and care, a +disgrace to parish authorities in general, and landlords and ground +landlords in particular. + +Ever to common eyes the same appearances in Kent Street. The bustle of a +cheap trade in its shops; the knots of thieves and loose-livers at every +narrow turning; the murmurs of unseen disputants, in the true London +vernacular, welling from dark entries and up-stairs rooms; the shoals of +children, hatless, shoeless, almost garmentless--all a medley of sights +and sounds, increasing towards night-fall, when Kent Street is full of +horror, and lives and purses are not safe there. + +It is eleven in the evening of the same day, in which our story opens, +and Mrs. Sarah Jane Watts, baggy as regards costume, and unsteady as +regards her legs, was standing in the doorway of her domicile, +inspecting, by the light of the candle in her hand, a trinket of some +kind, which had been proffered her by a smaller mortal, infinitely more +ragged than herself. + +"You got it honestly--I takes your word for it--you allers was a gal who +spoke the truth, I will say that for you--it's a sham affair, and brassy +as a knocker--say eightpence?" + +"It's really gold, Mrs. Watts--it's worth a heap of money." + +"It's the brassiest thing that ever I clapped eyes on--say eightpence +and a bit of supper?" + +"What sort o' supper?" + +"Hot supper--tripe and inguns--as much as you can pad with." + +"It's worth a sight more, if it's gold." + +"I'll ask Simes--go up-stairs and wait a minit'--Simes'll tell us if +it's gold, and praps stand more for it. I don't want the thing--I don't +think it's safe to keep, myself; and if you've prigged it, Mattie, why, +you'd better let it go." + +"Very well." + +Mattie--the girl whom we have watched in the dark entry of Mr. Wesden's +door, wearied out with Mrs. Watts' loquacity, or overpowered by her +arguments, went up-stairs into a room on the first floor. A long, +low-ceilinged room, containing three beds, and each bed containing four +women and a few supplementary children, one affected with a +whooping-cough that was evidently fast racking it to death. This was the +feminine dormitory of Mrs. Watts--a place well known to London women in +search of a night's rest, Southwark way--a place for the ballad singer +who had twopence to spend, or a soul above the workhouse; for the +beggar-women who had whined about the streets all day; for the tramps +passing from Surrey to Essex, and taking London _en route_; for women of +all callings, who were deplorably poor, idle or vicious--it mattered +not, so that they paid Mrs. Watts her claim upon them. + +Mattie sat down by the fire, and began shivering with more violence than +had characterized her in the cold and fog. The disturbed shadow, flung +by the fire-light--the only light there--on the wall, shivered and +danced grotesquely in the rear. No one took notice of the +new-comer--although more than one woman lay awake in the background. A +wrinkled hag, reposing with her basket of stay-laces under her head for +security's sake, winked and blinked at her for a while, and then went +off into a disjointed snore--the young mother with the sick child, sat +up in her share of the bed, and rocked the coughing infant backwards and +forwards, till her neighbour, with an oath, swore at her for letting the +cold in; then all was as Mattie had found it upon entering. + +Presently Mrs. Watts returned, candle in hand, smelling more +aromatically of something hot and strong than ever. + +"Simes says it's brass, and worth eightpence, and here's the money. +Strike me dead, if he said more than eightpence, there!--strike him +blind, if he'll get a farden out of it!" + +"Where's the money?" + +"Here's fippence--tuppence for to-night, and a penny you owe me, that +makes eightpence; and as for supper, why, I'll keep my word--no one can +ever say of Mother Watts that she didn't keep her word in anythink she +undertooked." + +"I--I don't care so much about supper as I did--ain't I just husky? No +singing to-morrow, mother." + +"Only singing small," was the rejoinder with a grunt at her own wit; +"you'd do better picking up brooches--you was allers clever with your +fingers, mind you. I only wish I'd been 'arf as sharp when I was young." + +"I--I only wish I hadn't--found the thing," commented the girl, +sorrowfully. + +"Well, I'm blest!" + +Mrs. Watts was taking off the lid of her saucepan, and probing the +contents with a fork. + +"Fippence isn't a fortun, and the young chap gave me a ha-penny once +when I was singing in Suffolk Street--I didn't mean it, somehow--I said +I never would again! Don't you remember when mother died here, how she +went on just at the last as to what was to become o' me; and didn't I +say I'd grow up good, and stick to singing and begging, and all that +_fun_--or go to the workus--or anythink?" + +"Ah! your mother was a fine 'un to go on sometimes." + +"And then I----" + +"Now, I don't want to hear anythink about your goings on--I don't know +where you found that brassy brooch--I don't want to know--Simes don't +want to know! We takes your word for it, that it was come by proper, and +the less you say about it, the better; and the sooner you turns into +bed, if you don't want no supper, the better too." + +"I don't see a good twopen'orth over there," commented Mattie; "they're +as full as ever they can stick." + +"Take the rug, gal, and have it all to yourself, here by the fire." + +"Well, it's not so bad. I say--you know old Wesden?" + +"What, in Suffolk Street?--well." + +"He's got a party to-night--I have been a listening to the +music--they've been dancing and all manner. And laughing--my eye! they +just have been a-laughing, Mother Watts--I've been laughing myself to +hear 'em." + +"Um," was the unsympathetic response. + +"It's a buff-day--Wesden's gal's buff-day. You know Wesden's gal--proud +of herself rather, and holds her head up in furst-rate style, as well +she may with such a shop as her father's got in Suffolk Street, and good +and pretty as she is, Lor bless her! I s'pose old Wesden's worth pounds +and pounds now?" + +"Hundreds." + +"Hundreds and hundreds of pounds," commented Mattie, coiling herself in +the rug upon the floor; "ah! I s'pose so. I often thinks, do you know, I +should like to be Wesden's little gal--what a lucky thing it'd be to be +turned somehow into Wesden's little gal, just at Christmas time, when +fairies are about." + +"What!" + +"Real fairies, on course--not the gals with the legs in the pantermines. +If there was any real fairies on course too, but I'm too knowing to +b'lieve that. But if there was, I'd say, please turn me into Wesden's +little gal, and give me the big doll by the parler door, and dress me +like a lady in a blue meriner." + +"Well, you are going on nicely about Wesden's gal. That was allus your +fault, Mattie--such a gal to jaw, jaw, jaw--such a clapper, clapper, +clapper about everythink and everybody." + +"I was just a-thinking that I _was_ going it rather, but I ain't a bit +sleepy, and I thought you wouldn't mind me while you was having your +supper, and my throat's so awful sore, and you ain't so sharp quite, as +you are sometimes. Do you know what I'd do, if I was a boy?" + +"How should I know?" + +"Go to sea--get away from here, and grow up 'spectable. I wouldn't stop +in Kent Street--I hate Kent Street--I'd walk into the country--oh! ever +so far--until I came to the sea, and then I'd find a ship and turn +sailor." + +"Lookee here, you young drab," cried the stay-lace woman, suddenly +opening her eyes, and shrieking out in a shrill falsetto, "I'll turn out +and skin you, if you can't keep that tongue still. What am I here +for?--what did I pay tuppence for?--isn't that cussed coughing baby +enough row at a time?" + +"If you've got anythink to say aginst my baby," said a husky voice in +the next bed, "say it out to his mother, and mind your cat's head while +you say it, you disagreeable baggage!" + +"Well, the likes of that!" + +"And the likes of you, for that matter--don't give me any more of your +sarse, or I'll----" + +A tapping on the door with a stick diverted the general attention. + +"Who's there?" + +"Only me, Mrs. Watts." + +"Oh! _only_ you," was the response; "come in, will yer? I've no need to +lock myself in, while I hide the swag away. _Now_, what's the matter?" + +The door was opened, and enter a policeman, a man in private clothes, +with a billycock hat and a walking-stick, accompanied by a pale-faced, +long-haired youth, of fourteen years of age. + +"Nothing particular the matter--only something lost as usual, Mrs. +Watts," said the man in private dress, politely. "Where's Mattie +to-night?" + +"There she is. She's been in all the evening with a bad throat." + +"Poor girl--throats _is_ bad at this time of the year." + +The speaker looked at the lad at his side, after giving the first turn +backward to the rug. + +"Is this the girl?" + +The policeman took the candle from the table, and held the light close +to the girl's face--white, pinched, and haggard, with black eyes full of +horror. + +"Don't say it's me, please," she gasped, in a low voice; "I'm the gal +that sings in Suffolk Street on a Saturday night, and they gives wittles +to at Wesden's. It isn't me." + +Mattie had intended to brave it out at first, to have remained stolid, +sullen, and defiant, after the manners of her class; but she felt ill +and nervous, and the shadow of the prison-house loomed before her and +made her heart sink. Prison was a comfortable place in its way, but she +had never taken to it--one turn at it had been enough for her. If it had +been a policeman, or old Wesden, or anybody but this boy three years her +senior in age, many years her junior in knowledge of the world, she +would have been phlegmatic to the last; but this boy had been kind to +her twice in life--once on Christmas-eve, and once on a Saturday night +before that, and she gave way somewhat, partly from her new and +unaccountable weakness, partly because it was not a very stern face that +looked down into hers. + +"That's her, sure enough--eh, young gentleman?" remarked the police +officer in private clothes. + +There was another pause--the girl's face blanched still more, and the +look in her eyes became even more intense and eager; the boy glanced +over his shoulder at the servants of the law. + +"No--this isn't the girl. Oh! no." + +"Are you quite certain? Stand up, Mattie." + +Mattie turned out of her rug and stood up, erect and motionless, with +her hands to her side, and her sharp black eyes still on Master +Hinchford. + +"Oh! no, policeman. Ever so much taller!" + +"Then we're on the wrong scent it seems, and you'd better go home and +leave it to us. Good night, Mrs. Watts." + +"Good night," was the muttered response. + +Policeman, detective, and Master Hinchford went down the stairs to the +court, out of the court into Kent Street, black and noisome--a turgid +current, that wore only a semblance of stillness at hours more late than +that. + +"We'll let you know in the morning if there's any clue," said the +detective. "Jem," to the policeman, "see this lad out of Kent Street." + +"All right. I think I'd try old Simes for the brooch." + +"I'll drop on him presently. Good night, Jem." + +"Good night." + +The boy and policeman went to the end of Kent Street together, then the +boy bade the policeman good night, ran across the road, recrossed in the +fog a little lower down, and edged his way round St. George's Church +into the old objectionable thoroughfare. A few minutes afterwards, he +walked cautiously into the up-stairs room of Mrs. Watts, startling that +good lady at her late tripe supper very considerably. + +"Hollo! young gemman, what's up now?" + +Mattie, who had been crouching before the fire, shrank towards it more, +with her hands spread out to the blaze. She looked over her shoulder at +the door, anticipating his two unwelcome companions to follow in his +wake. + +"Look here, Mattie," said he, in a very cool and business-like manner, +"fair's fair, you know. I've let you off in a handsome manner, but I'm +not going to lose the brooch. If it had been a trumpery brooch, I +shouldn't have cared so much." + +"Was it real gold?" + +"A real gold heart. I gave twelve and sixpence for it--I've been saving +up for it ever since last April." + +"I'll get it--I'll try and get it," said Mattie; "I haven't it myself +now--it's been passed on. Upon my soul, I'll try my hardest to get it +back, see if I don't." + +"We'll all try our werry hardest, sir," remarked Mrs. Watts, blandly. + +"Ah! I daresay you will," said the boy, dubiously; "p'raps it had been +better if I'd told the truth--my pa always says 'Stick to the truth, +Sidney;' but you did look such a poor body to lock up, that I told a lie +for once. And who would have thought that you were a regular thief, +Mattie!" + +"I'm not a reg'lar--I don't like thieving--I've only thove when I've +been werry--werry--hard druv; and I wasn't thinking of thieving, ony of +getting warm, when you came bump aginst me in the doorway. I meant to +have knocked and asked for a scrap to eat after awhile, when they'd all +got good-tempered over the beer and things. I'll bring the brooch--I'll +get it back--leave it to me, Master Hinchford." + +"How did you know my name?" + +"Oh! I know everybody about here--everybody at your place, 'specially. +Old Wesden and his gal in the blue meriner--and you, and your father +with the red face and the white mustache and hair--and the servant, and +the boy who takes the papers out, and is allus dropping them out of the +oil-skin kiver, and everybody. I'll bring the brooch, because you let me +off. Trust me," she repeated again. + +"Well, I'll trust you. Fair play, mind." + +"And now, cut out of this--it isn't quite a safe place for you, and the +people can't sleep if you talk, and you may catch the whooping +cough----" + +"And you'll bring the brooch back? It's a bargain between us, Mattie." + +"It's all right." + +The youth re-echoed "all right," and went down-stairs, watched from the +dark landing by the girl who had robbed him. After a while the girl +closed the door and followed slowly down-stairs also. She was going in +search of old Simes. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +LODGERS. + + +"Depend upon it, Sidney, you'll never set eyes on that brooch again." + +"I'm not so sure about that," was the half-confident reply. + +"And depend upon it, you don't deserve to see it, boy--and that I for +one shall be glad if it never turns up." + +"Pa!--you really can't mean it." + +"You told a lie about it, Sidney, and though you saved the girl from +prison, yet it was a big, black lie all the same; and if luck follows +it, why it's clean against the Bible." + +"The girl looked so pitifully at me, you see--and I did think she might +give the brooch back, out of gratitude." + +"Gratitude in a young thief out of Kent Street?" laughed the father; +"well, it's a lesson in life to you, boy, and, after all, it only cost +twelve and sixpence." + +"Ah!" sighed Sidney, "it was a long pull." + +"You'll have learned by this that a lie never prospers--that in the long +run it confronts you again when least expected, to make your cheek burn +with your own baseness. I wonder now," gravely surveying his son, +"whether you would have let that girl off, if there had been no hope of +the brooch coming to light." + +The boy hesitated--then looked full at his sire. + +"Well--I think I should." + +"I think you told a lie for twelve and sixpence--the devil got a bargain +from a Hinchford." + +"You're rather hard upon me, pa," complained the boy, "and it wasn't for +twelve and sixpence, because I never got the brooch back; and if I ever +tell another lie, may I never see twelve and sixpence of my own again. +There!" + +"Bravo, Sid!--that's a promise I'm glad to have wormed out of you, +somehow. And yet--ye gods!--what a promise!" + +"I'll keep it--see if I don't," said Master Sidney, with his lips +compressed, and his cheeks a little flushed. + +The father shook his head slowly. + +"You are going into business--you will be a business man,--presently a +City man--one who will drive hard bargains, make hard bargains, and have +to fight his way through a hundred thousand liars. In the pursuit of +money--above all, in the scraping together of that fugitive article, you +must lie, or let a good chance go by to turn an honest penny. I can't +expect you _much_ better than other men, Sid." + +"I wonder whether uncle lied much before----" + +"He lied as little as he could, I daresay," quickly interrupted the +father, "but he became a rich man, and he rose from City trading. But I +told you once before--I think I have told you more than once--that I +never wish to hear that uncle's name." + +"Yes, but I had forgotten it for the moment--speaking of money-making, +and City men, threw me a little off my guard." + +"Yes, yes, I saw that, my boy--drop the curtain over the old grievance, +and shut the past away from you and me. I don't complain--I'm happy +enough--a little contents me. In the future, with a son to love and be +proud of, I see the old man's happiest days!" + +"We'll try our best, sir, to make them so," exclaimed the boy. + +"The Hinchfords are a buoyant race, and are not to be always kept down. +I never heard of more than one of us, a poor man in the same generation; +the Hinchfords have intelligence, perseverance, and pluck, and they make +their way in the world. If I have been unlucky in my time, and have +dropped down to a lodging in Great Suffolk Street, I see the next on the +list," laying his hand lightly on his boy's shoulder, "making his way to +the higher ground, God willing." + +"I haven't made much way yet," remarked the son, checking quietly the +ambitious dreaming of the father. "I have only left school two months, +and an office-boy in Hippen's firm is not a very great affair, after +all." + +"It's a step forward--don't grumble--you'll push your way--you're a +Hinchford." + +"I'll do my best--I never was afraid of work." + +"No--rather too fond of it, I fear. Sometimes I think there is no +occasion to pore, pore, pore over those books of an evening, studying a +lot of dry works, which can never be of service to a City man." + +"I should like to be _precious_ clever!" was the boy's exclamation. + +The father laughed, and added, with more satire than the boy detected-- + +"The precious clever ones seek out-of-the-way roads to fortune, and miss +them--die in the workhouse, occasionally. It is only respectable +mediocrity that jogs on to independence." + +This strange dialogue between father and son occurred in the first-floor +of the little stationer's shop in Great Suffolk Street. Father and son +had lodged there eight years at least; Mrs. Hinchford, a delicate woman, +several years her husband's junior, had died there--the place was home +to the stiff-backed, white-haired man, who had prophesied a rise in life +for his son. Eight or nine years ago, the three Hinchfords had walked +into Mr. Wesden's shop, and looked at the apartments that had been +announced to be let from the front pane of the first-floor windows; had, +after a little whispering together, decided on the rooms, and had never +left them since, the wife excepted, who had died with her husband's hand +in hers, praying for her boy's future. The Hinchfords had settled as +firmly to those rooms on the first-floor, as Mr. Wesden, stationer, had +settled to Great Suffolk Street in ages remote. The rent was low, the +place was handy for Mr. Hinchford, who was clerk and book-keeper to a +large builders, Southwark Bridge Road way; the attendance was not a +matter of trouble to the Hinchfords, and the landlord and his wife were +unobtrusive people, and preferred the lodgers rent to their society. + +For three years and a half the Hinchfords and Wesdens had only exchanged +good mornings in their meetings on the stairs--the Wesdens were humble, +taciturn folk, and the Hinchfords proud and stand-offish. After that +period Mrs. Hinchford fell ill, and Mrs. Wesden became of service to +her; helped, at last, to nurse her, and keep her company during the long +hours of her husband's absence at business, even to take care of her +noisy boy down-stairs, when his boisterousness in the holidays made his +presence--much as the mother loved him--unbearable. The Wesdens were +kind to the Hinchfords, and Mr. Hinchford, a man to be touched by true +sympathy, unbent at that time. He was a proud man, but a sensible one, +and he never forgot a kindness proffered him. He had belonged to a +higher estate once, and, dropping suddenly to a lower, he had brought +his old notions with him, to render him wretched and uneasy. He had +thought himself above those Wesdens--petty hucksters, as they +were--until the time when Mrs. Wesden became a kind nurse to his wife, +almost a mother to his boy; and then he felt his own inferiority to a +something in them, or belonging to them, and was for ever after that +intensely grateful. + +When Mrs. Hinchford died, and the lonely man had got over his first +grief, he sought Mr. Wesden's company more often, smoked a friendly pipe +with him in the back parlour now and then--begged to do so, for refuge +from that solitary drawing-room up-stairs, filled with such sad memories +as it was then. Hinchford and Wesden did not talk much, the latter was +not fond of talking; and they were odd meetings enough, either in the +parlour, or in the up-stairs room, as business necessitated. + +They exchanged a few words about the weather, and the latest news in the +papers, and then subsided into their tobacco-smoke till it was time to +say good night; but Wesden was company for Hinchford in his trouble, and +when time rendered the trouble less acute, each had fallen into the +habit of smoking a pipe together once or twice a week, and did not care +to break it. + +In the parlour meetings, Mrs. Wesden would bring her spare form and +pinched countenance between them, and would sit darning socks and saying +little to relieve the monotony--unless the little girl were sitting up +late, and her vivacity required attention or reprimand. They were quiet +evenings with a vengeance, and Hinchford took his cue from the couple +who managed business in Great Suffolk Street--and managed it well, for +they minded their own, and were not disturbed by other people's. + +Whilst we are looking back--taking a passing glimpse over our shoulder +at the bygones--we may as well add, that the Wesdens were naturally +quiet people, and did not put on company-manners for Mr. Hinchford in +particular. Thirty years ago they had married and opened shop in Great +Suffolk Street; struggled for a living without making a fuss about it; +lived frugally, pinched themselves in many ways which the world never +knew anything about; surmounted the first obstacles in their way, and +then, in the same quiet manner, saved a little money, then a little +more, and then, as if by habit, continued saving, maintaining the same +appearance in themselves, and the same quaint stolidity towards their +neighbours. They had even borne their family troubles quietly, losing +three children out of four without any great demonstration of +grief--keeping their lamentations for after-business hours, and their +inflexible faces for their curious neighbours, to whom they seldom +spoke, and from whom they chose no friends. They were a couple contented +with themselves and their position in society,--a trifle too frugal, if +not near--staid, jogtrot, business people of week days, church-goers who +patronized free seats for economy's sake on Sundays. + +Once a year the Wesdens launched out--celebrating, in the month of +January, the natal day of the bright-faced girl in whom so much love was +centred, for whom they were working steadily and persistently still. +They had a juvenile party on that day always, and Harriet's school +friends came in shoals to the feast, and Mr. Wesden presented his +compliments to Mr. Hinchford, and begged the favour of borrowing the +drawing-room for one night, and hoped also to have the honour of Mr. +Hinchford's company, and Master Hinchford's company, on that +occasion--all of which being responded to in the affirmative, affairs +went off, as a rule, satisfactorily, until that momentous night in +January, when Master Sidney Hinchford lost his brooch. + +This incident altered many things, and led to many things undreamed of +by the characters yet but in outline in these pages; without it we +should not have sat down to tell the history of these people--bound up +so inextricably with that poor wanderer of the streets whom we have +heard called Mattie. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +MR. HINCHFORD'S EXPERIMENT. + + +The middle of March; six weeks since the robbery of Master Hinchfords' +gold heart; a wet night in lieu of a foggy one; a cold wind sweeping +down the street and dashing the rain all manner of ways; pattens and +clogs clicking and shuffling about the pavement of Great Suffolk Street; +the stationery shop open, and Mr. Wesden at seven o'clock sitting behind +the counter waiting patiently for customers. + +Being a wet night, and customers likely to be scarce in consequence, Mr. +Wesden had carefully turned out one gas burner and lowered the two +others in the window to imperceptible glimmers of a despondent +character, and then taken his seat behind the counter ready for any +amount of business that might turn up between seven and half-past nine +p.m. The gas was burning more brightly in the back parlour, through the +closed glass door of which Mrs. Wesden was cutting out shirts, and Miss +Wesden learning, or feigning to learn, her school lessons for the +morrow. + +Mr. Wesden was devoting his mind purely to business; in his shop he +never read a book, or looked at a newspaper, but waited for customers, +always in one position, with his head slightly bent forwards, and his +hands clutching his knees. In that position the largest order had not +the power to stagger him--the smallest order could not take him off his +guard. He bent his mind to business--he was "on duty" for the evening. + +Mr. Wesden was a short, spare man, with a narrow chest, a wrinkled face, +a sharp nose, and a sandy head of hair--a man whose clothes were shabby, +and ill fitted him, the latter not to be wondered at, Mrs. Wesden being +the tailor, and making everything at home. This saved money, and +satisfied Mr. Wesden, who cared not for appearances, had a soul above +the fashion, and a faith in his wife's judgment. In the old days Mrs. +Wesden was forced to turn tailor and trouser-maker, or see her husband +without trousers at all; tailoring had become a habit since then, and +agreed with her--it saved money still, and economy was ever a virtue +with this frugal pair. + +Mr. Wesden in his shop-suit then--that was his shabbiest suit, and +exceedingly shabby it was--sat and waited for customers. He waited +patiently; to those who strayed in for sheets of note-paper, books to +read, shirt-buttons, tapes, or beads, he was very attentive, settling +the demands with promptitude and despatch, saying little save "a wet +evening," and not to be led into a divergence about a hundred matters +foreign to business, until the articles were paid for, and the money in +his till. Then, if a few loquacious customers _would_ gossip about the +times, he condescended to listen, regarding them from his meaningless +grey eyes, and responding in monosyllables, when occasion or politeness +required some kind of answer. But he was always glad to see their faces +turned towards the door--they wearied him very much, these people, and +it was odd they could not take away the articles they had purchased, and +go home in quietness. + +To people in the streets who, caught by some attraction in his window, +stopped and looked thereat, he was watchful from behind his +counter--speculating as to whether they were probable purchasers, or had +felonious designs. He was a suspicious man to a certain extent as well +as a careful one, and no one lingered at his window without becoming an +object of interest from behind the tobacco-jars and penny numbers. On +this evening a haggard white face--whether a girl or woman's he could +not make out for the mist on the window-panes--had appeared several +times before the shop-window, and looked in, over the beads, and tapes, +and through packets of paper, _at him_. Not interested at anything for +sale, but keeping an eye on him, he felt assured. + +He had a bill in the window--"A BOY WANTED"--and if it had been a boy's +face flitting about in the rain there, he should not have been so full +of doubts as to the object with which he was watched; but there was a +battered bonnet on the head of the watcher, and therefore no room for +speculation concerning sex, at least. + +After an hour's fugitive dodging, Mattie--for it was she--came at a slow +rate into the shop. She walked forwards very feebly, and took a firm +grip of the counter to steady herself. + +Mr. Wesden critically surveyed her from his post of observation; she did +not speak, but she kept her black eyes directed to the face in front of +her. + +"Well--what do you want, Mattie?" asked Mr. Wesden, finally. + +"Nothin'--that is to buy." + +"Ah! then we've nothing to give away for you any more." + +"I want to speak to Master Hinchford," said Mattie; "I've come about the +brooch." + +"Not brought it back!" exclaimed Mr. Wesden, roused out of his apathetic +demeanour by this assertion. + +"I wish I had--no, I on'y want to see him." + +Mr. Wesden called to his wife, and delivered Mattie's request through +the glass, keeping one eye on the new comer all the while. Mrs. Wesden +sent her daughter up-stairs with the message, and presently from a side +door opening into the shop Miss Wesden made her appearance. + +"If you please, will you walk up-stairs?" + +Harriet Wesden spoke very kindly, and edged away from Mattie as she +advanced--Mattie was the girl who had stolen the brooch, a strange +creature from an uncivilized world, and the stationer's little daughter +was afraid of her old pensioner. + +The girl from the streets stared at Harriet Wesden in her turn, looked +very intently at her warm dress and white pinafore, and then looked back +at Mr. Wesden. + +"May I go up, sir?" + +"I don't see why they can't come down here," he grumbled, "but you must +go up if they want to see you. Stop here, Harriet, and call Ann--you +might catch something, girl." + +Ann was called, and presently a broad-faced, red-armed girl made her +appearance. + +"Show a light to this girl up-stairs, Ann." + +"This girl--here?" + +"Yes--that girl there." + +"Oh! lawks--so _you've_ turned up agin." + +Mattie did not answer--she seemed very weak and ill, and not inclined to +waste words foreign to her motive in appearing there. She followed the +servant up-stairs, pausing on the first landing to take breath. + +"What's the matter with you--ain't you well?" asked the servant-maid. + +"No, I ain't--I'm just the tother thing." + +"Been ill?" + +"Scarlet fever--that's all." + +"Oh! lor a mussy on us!--keep further off! I can't bide fevers. We shall +all be as red as lobsters in the morning." + +"It ain't catching now--Mother Watts didn't catch it--I wish she had!" + +"Will you go up-stairs now?" + +"Let's get a breath--I ain't so strong as I used to be--now then." + +Up the next flight, to the door of the first-floor front, where Sidney +Hinchford, pale with suspense, was standing. + +"Have you got it?--have you got it, Mattie?" + +"No--I ain't got nothin'." + +"'Cept a fever, Master Sidney--tell your father to look out." + +A thin, large-veined hand protruded from the door, and dragged Master +Hinchford suddenly backwards into the room; a tall, military-looking old +gentleman, with white hair and white moustache, the instant afterwards +occupied the place, and looked down sternly at the small intruder. + +"Keep where you are--I didn't know you had a fever, girl. Ann Packet, +put the light on the bracket. That will do." + +Ann Packet set the chamber candlestick on a little bracket outside the +drawing-room, drew her clothes tightly round her limbs, and keeping +close to the wall, scuttled past the girl, whom fever had sorely +stricken lately. Mattie dropped on to the stairs, placed her elbows on +her knees, took her chin between her claw-like hands, and stared up at +Mr. Hinchford. + +"I don't think you can catch anythin' from me, guv'nor." + +Governor looked down at Mattie, and reddened a little. + +"I'm not afraid of fever--it's only the boy I'm thinking about. Sidney," +he called. + +"Yes, pa." + +"You can hear, if I leave the door open. Now, girl," addressing the +diminutive figure on the stairs, "if you haven't brought the brooch, +what was the good of coming here?" + +"To let you know I tried--that's all. I thought that all you might think +that I'd stuck to it, you see. But I did try my hardest to get it +back--because the young gent let me off when the bobbies would have +walked me to quod. Lor bless you, sir, I'm not a reg'lar!" + +"A what?" + +"A reg'lar thief, sir. They've been trying hard to make me--Mother Watts +and old Simes, and the rest--but it don't do. I was locked up once afore +mother died, and mother was sorry--awful sorry, for _her_--you should +have just heard her go on, when I come out agin. Oh! no, I'm not a +reg'lar--I sings about the street for ha'pence, and goes to fairs, and +begs--and so on, but I don't take things werry often. I'm a stray, sir!" + +"Ah!--God help you!" murmured the old gentleman. + +"I never had no father--and mother's dead now. I'm 'bliged to shift for +myself. And oh! I just was hard up when I tooked the brooch." + +"And what became of it?" + +"Old Simes stuck to it, sir. I went to him on the werry night after I +had seen Master Hinchford, and he said he'd sold it for tenpence, but +he'd try and get it back for me, which he never did, sir--never." + +"No--I suppose not," was the dry response. + +"And the next day I caught the fever, and got in the workus, somehow; +and when I came back to Kent Street, last week that was, old Simes had +seen nothin' more of the brooch, and Mother Watts had forgot all about +it--so she said!" was the disparaging comment. + +"And you came hither to tell us all this?" + +"Yes--I thought you'd like to know I _did_ try, and that they were too +deep for me. My eye! they just are deep, those two!" + +"Why didn't you stay in the workhouse?" + +"Can't bide the workus, sir--they drop upon you too much. It's the wust +place going, sir, and no one takes to it." + +"You're an odd girl." + +Mr. Hinchford leaned his back against the door-post, and surveyed the +ragged and forlorn girl on the lower stair. He was perplexed with this +child, and her wistful eyes--keen and glittering as steel--made him feel +uncomfortable. Here was a mystery--a something unaccountable, and he +could not probe to its depths, or tell which was false and which was +genuine in the character of this motherless girl before him. He had +prided himself all his life in being a judge of character--a man of +observation, who saw the flaw in the diamond--the real face behind the +paint, varnish, and pasteboard. He had judged his own brother in times +past--he had mixed much with the world, and gleaned much from hard +experience thereof, and yet a child like this disturbed him. He fancied +that he could read a struggle for something better and more pure in +Mattie's life, and that Fate was against her and drawing her back to the +shadows from which she, as if by a noble instinct, was endeavouring to +emerge. + +He felt curious concerning her. + +"What do you intend to do now?" + +"Lor, sir, I don't know. It depends upon what turns up." + +"You will not thieve any more?" + +"Not if I can help it--but if I can't help it, sir, I must go to school +at Simes's. He teaches lots of gals to get a living!" + +Mr. Hinchford shuddered. There was a pause, during which the head of +Master Hinchford peered through the door to note how affairs were +progressing. The father detected the movement, and when the head was +hastily withdrawn, he drew the door still closer, and retained a grip of +the handle for precaution's sake. + +"You don't know what your next step will be? You'll try to live +honestly, you say?" + +"I'll try the ingun dodge. You get's through a heap of inguns at a +ha'penny a lot, if the perlice will ony let you be." + +"And your stock in trade?" + +"What's that?" + +"How will you begin? Where are the onions to come from?" + +"I shall sing for them to-morrow--my woice is comin' round a bit, Mother +Watts says." + +Mr. Hinchford pulled at his long white moustache--the girl's confidence +and coolness induced him to linger there--something in his own heart led +him to continue the conversation. He was a philosopher, a student of +human nature, and this was a singular specimen before him. + +"What could you live and keep honest upon?" + +"Tuppence a day in summer--fourpence in winter. Summer a gal can sleep +anywhere--there's some prime places in the Borough Market, and lots o' +railway arches, Dockhead way; but it nips you awful hard when the +frost's on." + +"Well--here's sixpence to set up in business with, Mattie--and as long +as you can show me an honest front, and can come here every Saturday +night and say, 'I've been honest all the week,' why, I'll stand the same +amount." + +Mattie's eyes sparkled at this rise in life. + +"I'll borrow a basket, and buy some inguns to-morrow. P'raps _you_ buy +inguns sometimes, and old--Mr. Wesden down-stairs, too. Yes, sir, it's +the connexion that budges one up!" she said, with the gravity of an old +woman. + +"I see. I'll speak to Mr. Wesden about his custom, Mattie. You can go +now." + +"Thankee, sir." + +She rose to her feet, went a few steps down-stairs, paused, and looked +back. + +"What is it, Mattie?" + +"I hope the young gen'leman isn't a fretting much about his _broach_." + +"Here, young gentleman," called the father, "do you hear that?" + +Master Hinchford laughed from within. + +"Oh, no!--I don't fret." + +"P'raps some day I shall have saved up enuf to pay him back. That's a +_rum_ idea, isn't it, sir?" + +"Not a bad one, Mattie. Think it over." + +"Yes, sir." + +Mattie departed, and Mr. Hinchford returned to the sitting-room. Master +Hinchford, buried in books, was sitting at the centre table. + +"Are you going at figures to-night?" + +"Just for a little while, I think." + +"You'll ruin your eyes--I've said so fifty times." + +"Better have weak eyes than weak brains, sir." + +"Not the general idea, lad." + +After a while, and when Master Hinchford was scratching away with his +pen, the father said-- + +"You don't say anything about Mattie." + +"I think it was very kind of you," said the youth; "and I +think--somehow--that Mattie will be grateful." + +"Pooh! pooh!" remarked the father, "you'll never make a first-rate city +man, if you believe in gratitude. Look at the world sternly, boy. Put +not your trust in anything turning out the real and genuine +article--work everything by figures." + +Master Hinchford looked at his sire, as though he scarcely understood +him. + +"I must bring you up to understand human nature, Sid--what a bad article +it is--plated with a material that soon wears off, if rubbed smartly. +Human nature is everywhere the same, and if you be only on your guard, +you may take advantage of it, instead of letting it take advantage of +you. Now, this girl is a specimen, which, at my own expense, we will +experimentalize upon. In that stray, my boy, you shall see the natural +baseness of mankind--or girl-kind." + +"Don't you think that she'll come again?" + +"For the sixpence, to be sure! Every Saturday night, with a long story +of how honest she has been all the week. Here we shall see a girl, who, +by her own statement, and with a struggle, can keep honest now--note the +effect of indiscriminate alms-giving." + +"Of rewarding a girl for stealing my brooch, pa." + +"Ah!--exactly. Some people who didn't understand me, would set me down +for a weak-minded old fool. In studying human nature, one must act oddly +with odd specimens. And this girl--who came to tell us she had not +brought the brooch back--I am just a little--curious--concerning!" + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +SET UP IN BUSINESS. + + +I am afraid that the reader will be very much disgusted with us as +story-tellers, when we inform him that all these details are but +preliminary to our story proper--a kind of prologue in six chapters to +the comedy, melodrama or tragedy--which?--that the curtain will rise +upon in our next book. Still they are details, without which our +characters, and their true positions on our stage, would not have been +clearly defined; and in the uphill struggles of our stray, perhaps some +student of human nature, like Mr. Hinchford, may take some little +interest. + +For they were real uphill struggles to better herself, and, therefore, +worthy of notice. Remarking them, and knowing their genuineness, it has +struck us that even from these crude materials a kind of heroine might +be fashioned--not the heroine of a high-class book--that is, a "book for +the Boudoir"--but of a book that will at least attempt to draw a certain +phase of life as plainly as it passed the writer's eyes once. + +Let us, ere we _begin_ our story, then, speak of this Mattie a little +more--this girl, who was not a "reg'lar"--who had never been brought up +to "the profession"--who was merely a Stray! Let us even watch her in +her new vocation--set up in life with Mr. Hinchford's sixpence--and note +by what strange accident it changed the tenor of _her_ life; and at +least set her above the angry dash of those waves which, day after day, +engulph so many. + +All that we know of Mattie, all that Mattie knew of herself, the reader +is fully acquainted with. Mattie's mother, a beggar, a tramp, +occasionally a thief, died in a low lodging-house, and, with some flash +of the better instincts at the last, begged her child to keep good, _if +she could_. And the girl, by nature impressionable, only by the force of +circumstance callous and cunning, tried to subsist on the streets +without filching her neighbours' goods--wavered in her best intentions, +as well she might, when the world was extra vigorous with her--grew more +worldly with the world's hardness, and stole now and then for bread, +when there was no bread offered her; made friends with young +thieves--"reg'lars"--of both sexes; constituted them her playmates, and +rehearsed with them little dramas of successful peculation; fell into +bad hands--receivers of stolen goods, and owners of dens where thieves +nightly congregated; regarded the police as natural enemies, the streets +as home, and those who filled them as men and women to be imposed upon, +to be whined out of money by a beggar's plaint, amused out of it by a +song in a shrill falsetto, tricked out of it by a quick hand in the +depths of their pockets. Still Mattie never became a "reg'lar;" she +earned money enough "to keep life in her"--she had become inured to the +streets, and had a fear, a very uncommon one in girls of her age and +mode of living, of the police-station and the magistrate. Possibly her +voice saved her; she had sung duets with her mother before death had +stepped between them, and she sold ballads on her own account when the +world was all before her where to choose. She was a girl, too, whom a +little contented; one who could live on a little, and make +shift--terrible shift--when luck run against her; above all, her +tempters, the Watts, Simes', and others, festering amongst the Kent +Street courts, were cruel and hard with her, and she kept out of their +way so long as it was possible. + +Given the same monotony of existence for a few more years, and Mattie +would have become a tramp perhaps, oscillating from fair to fair, +race-course to race-course, losing true feeling, modesty, heart and +soul, at every step. She had already tried the fairs within ten +miles--the races at Hampton and Epsom, &c., and had earned money at +them--she was seeing her way to business next summer, at the time she +was interested in one particular house in Great Suffolk Street, Borough. + +Mattie was fond of pictures, and therefore partial to Mr. Wesden's shop, +where the cheap periodicals and tinsel portraits of celebrated +stage-ranters, in impossible positions, were displayed--fond, too, of +watching Mr. Wesden's daughter in her perambulations backwards and +forwards to a day-school in Trinity Street, and critically surveying her +bright dresses, her neat shoes and boots, her hats for week days, and +drawn bonnets for Sundays, with a far-off longing, such as a destitute +child entertains for one in a comfortable position--such a feeling as we +envious children of a larger growth may experience when our big friends +flaunt their wealth in our eyes, and talk of their hounds, their horses, +and their princely estates. + +"Oh! to be only Harriet Wesden," was Mattie's secret wish--to dress like +her, look like her, be followed by a mother's anxious eyes down the +street; to have a father to see her safely across the broad thoroughfare +lying between Great Suffolk Street and school; to go to school, and be +taught to read and write and grow up good--what happiness, unattainable +and intangible to dream of! + +Eugene Sue, I think, tried to show the bright side of Envy, and the good +it might effect; and I suppose there are many species of Envy, or else +that we do not call things invariably by their right names. Mattie at +least envied the stationer's daughter; Miss Wesden was a princess to +her, and lived in fairy-land; and in seeing how happy she was, and what +good spirits she had, Mattie's own life seemed dark enough; but that +other life which Mattie tried to keep aloof from, denser and viler +still. Harriet Wesden was the heroine of her story, and in a far-off +distant way--never guessed at by its object--Harriet Wesden was loved, +especially after she had begun to notice Mattie's attention to the +pictures in the window, and to change them for her sole edification more +often than was absolutely necessary. + +Mattie was well known in Great Suffolk Street; they knew her at +Wesden's--nearly every shopkeeper knew her, and exchanged a word or two +with her occasionally--Great Suffolk Street was her _beat_. In health +Mattie was a good-tempered, sharp-witted girl--bearing the ills of her +life with composure--selling lucifers and singing for a living. + +They trusted her in Great Suffolk Street; the poor folk living at the +back thereof bought lucifers of her of a Saturday night, and asked how +she was getting on--the boys guarding their masters' shop-boards nodded +in a patronizing way at her--now and then, a plate of broken victuals +was tendered her from some well-to-do shopkeeper, who could afford to +part with it, and not miss it either--before her fever, she had had a +little "c'nexion," and she set to work to get it up again, when the +Hinchford sixpence heaped her basket with onions. + +That was the turning-point of Mattie's life; after that, a little woman +with an eye to business; a small female costermonger with a large basket +before her suspended by a strap--troubled and kept moving on by +policemen--but earning her fair modicum of profit; quick with her eyes, +ready with her answers, happy as a queen whose business was brisk, and +lodging away from Mother Watts and old Simes, whose acquaintance she had +quietly dropped. + +Mattie still watched Harriet Wesden from a distance; still felt the same +strange interest in that girl, one year her senior, growing up so pretty +whilst she became so plain and weather-beaten; experiencing still the +same attraction for that house in particular; knowing each of its +inmates by heart, and feeling, since the brooch defalcation, a part of +the history attached to the establishment. When the Wesdens made up +their minds to send Harriet to boarding-school, by way of a finish to +her education, Mattie learned the news, and was there to see the cab +drive off; Mattie even told Ann Packet, servant to the Wesdens, and +regular purchaser of Mattie's "green stuff," that she should miss her +werry much, and Suffolk Street wouldn't be half Suffolk Street after she +was gone--which observation being reported to Mrs. Wesden, directed more +attention to the stray from that quarter, and made one more friend at +least. + +_One more_--for Mattie had found a friend in the tall, stiff-backed, +stern-looking old gentleman of the name of Hinchford. The lodger's +philosophy had all gone wrong; his knowledge of human nature had been at +fault; his prophecies concerning Mattie's ingratitude had proved +fallacious, and her steady application to business had greatly +interested him. He was a sterling character, this old gentleman, for he +confessed that he had been wrong; and he now held forth Mattie's +industry as an example of perseverance in the world to his son, just as +in the past he had intended her as a striking proof of the world's +ingratitude. + +The climax was reached two years after his dialogue with Mattie on the +stairs--when Mattie was thirteen years of age, and Master Hinchford +sixteen--when Mattie still hawked goods in Suffolk Street--quite a woman +of the world, and deeply versed in market prices--one who had not even +at that time attained to the dignity of shoes and stockings. + +Mr. Wesden, the quiet man of business, was in his shop as usual, when +Mattie walked in, basket and all. + +Mr. Wesden regarded her gravely, and shook his head. Onions and some +sweet herbs had been speculated in that morning, and no further articles +were required at that establishment. + +"If you please, I don't want you to buy, Mr. Wesden--" said she, "but +will you be good enough to send that up to Master Hinchford?" + +Mr. Wesden looked at the small, dirty piece of paper in which something +was wrapped, and then at Mattie. + +"It's honestly come by, sir," said Mattie. + +"I never said it wasn't," he responded. + +Mattie retired into the street--it was a Saturday night, and there were +many customers abroad--she was doing a flourishing trade, when a tall +youth caught her by the arm, and dragged her round the corner of the +first street. + +"Oh! don't pinch my arm so, Master Hinchford." + +"What's the twelve and sixpence for, Mattie--not for the--not for +the----" + +"Yes, the _broach_! I've been a-saving up, and keeping myself down for +it, and now it's easy on my mind." + +"I won't have it. I've been thinking about it, and I won't have it, +Mattie." + +"Please do. I've been trying so hard to wipe _that_ off. I'm quite well +now. I've got the c'nexion all right, and shall save it all up agin, and +the winter's arf over, and when Miss Wesden comes back, you can buy her +another brooch with it, and nobody disapinted." + +The youth laughed, and coloured, and shook his head. + +"I won't take twelve and sixpence from you, I tell you. Why, Mattie, you +don't know the value of money, or you'd never fling it away like this. +Why, it's a fortune to you." + +"No--it's been a _weight_--that twelve and six, somehow. I've been a +thief until to-night--now it's wiped clean. Don't try to make me a thief +agin by giving it on me back. Oh! don't please stop my trade like this!" + +"Well, I shall make you out in time, Mattie--_perhaps_." + +Master Hinchford pocketed the money, and walked away slowly. Mattie +returned to her "c'nexion." Mr. Hinchford sat and philosophized to +himself all the evening on the impracticability of arriving at a +thorough understanding of human nature, as exemplified in "girl-kind." + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE END OF THE PROLOGUE. + + +Hard times set in after that night. The winter was half over, Mattie had +said; but the worst half was yet to come, and for that she, with many +thousands like her, had made but little preparation. The worst half of +the frost of that year set in like a blight upon the London streets, +froze the gutters, raised the price of coals, sent provisions up to +famine figures, cut off all the garden stuff, and threw such fugitive +traders as Mattie completely out of work. Hers became a calling that +required capital now; even the greengrocers' shops, Borough way, were +scantily stocked--the market itself was not what it used to be when +things were flourishing, and oh! the prices that were asked in those +times! + +Poverty of an ill aspect set in soon after the frost; crime set in soon +after poverty--when the workhouses are besieged by hungry claimants for +relief, the prisons are always extra full. Suffolk Street, the streets +branching thitherwards to Southwark Bridge, the narrow lanes and +turnings round the Queen's Bench, in the Borough Road and verging +towards Union Street, were all haunted by those phantoms that had set in +with the frost--there was danger in the streets as well as famine, and +money was hard to earn, and hold when earned! Small shopkeepers with +large families closed their shutters and locked themselves in with +desolation; men out of work grew desperate--the streets were empty of +the basket women and costermongers, and swarming in lieu thereof with +beggars and thieves; even the police, nipped at the heart by the frost, +were harder on society that stopped the way, and had little mercy even +on old faces. Mattie's was an old face which stopped the way at that +time--Mattie, basketless and onionless, and trying lucifers again, and +essaying on Saturday nights--when workmen's wages were paid--a song or +two opposite the public-houses. + +In this old fashion, Mattie earned a few pence at times; she was small +for her age--very small--and the anxious-looking face touched those who +had odd coppers to spare. But it was a task to live notwithstanding, and +Mattie fought hard with the rest of the waifs and strays who had a tough +battle to wage that winter time. "Luck went dead against her," as she +termed it; she was barred from the market by want of capital--one lot of +goods that she had speculated in never went off her hands, or rather her +basket, on which they withered more and more with the frost, until they +became unsaleable products--and there was no demand for lucifers or +anything! + +Mattie was nearly starving when the old tempter turned up in Great +Suffolk Street--at the time when she was weak, and the police had been +more than commonly "down on her," and she had not taken a halfpenny that +day--at a time when the tempter _does_ turn up as a general pile, that +is, when we are waiting very anxiously for an EXCUSE. + +"What! Mattie!--Lor! the sight o' time since I set eyes on you!" + +"What! Mrs. Watts!" + +"What are you doing, girl?--not much for yourself, I should think," with +a disparaging glance at the tattered habiliments of our heroine. + +"Not much just now, Mrs. Watts--hard lines it is." + +"Ah! well, it may be--you allus wanted pluck, Mattie, like your mother. +And hard lines it is just now, for those who stand nice about trifles. +What's that in your hand, gal?" + +"Congreve lights." + +"What! still at Congreve lights--if I shouldn't hate the werry sight and +smell on 'em by this time." + +"So I do," said Mattie, sullenly. + +"Come home with me, and let's have a bit o' talk together, +Mattie--there's a friend or two o' your age a-coming to have a little +talk with me to-night." + +"Don't you keep a lodging house now?" + +"No--a little shop for bones and bottles and such things; and we has a +party in the back parler twice a week, and something nice and hot for +supper." + +"A school--on your own hook?" said Mattie, quickly. + +"Oh! how sharp we gets as we grows up!--but you allus was as sharp as +any needle, and I was only saying to Simes but yesterday, if I could +just drop on little Mattie, she'd be the werry gal to do us credit--she +would." + +"I've been shifting for myself these last two years and odd, and I got +on tidy till the frost set in, and now it's--_all up_!" + +"Ah!--all up--precisely so." + +Mrs. Watts did not detect the tragic element in Mattie's peroration; she +had sallied forth in search of her, and had found her in the streets +ragged and penniless and hungry. It was worth while to speculate in +Mattie now--to show her some degree of kindness--to lure her back to the +old haunts, and something worse than the old life. She began her +temptations, and Mattie listened and trembled--the night was cold, and +she had not tasted food that day. Mrs. Watts kept her hand upon the +girl, and expatiated upon the advantages she had to offer now--even +attempted to draw Mattie along with her. + +"Wait a bit--don't be in a hurry," said Mattie; "I'll come presently +p'raps--not just now." + +"Oh! I'm not so sweet on you," said Mrs. Watts, aggrieved; "come if you +like--stop away if you like--it's all one to me. I'll go about my +rump-steaks for supper, and you can stay here and starve, if you prefer +it." + +This dialogue occurred only a short distance from Mr. Wesden's shop, +when Mr. Wesden was putting up the shutters in his own quiet way, with +very little noise, his boy having left him at a moment's notice. Mrs. +Wesden, who had her fears for his back--Mr. W. had had a sensitive back +for years--was dragging the shutters out from under the shop-board--thin +slips of wood, that required not any degree of strength to manage. There +were six shutters--at the third Mr. Wesden said-- + +"There's Mattie." + +"Ah! poor girl!" + +At the fifth he added-- + +"With an old woman that I don't like the style of very much." + +Mrs. Wesden went to the door, and looked down the street at the tempter +and the tempted--Mattie was under the lamp, and the face was a troubled +one, on which the gas jet flickered. When the sixth shutter was up, and +the iron band that secured them all firmly screwed into the door-post, +the quiet couple stood side by side and watched the conflict to its +abrupt conclusion. Both guessed what the subject had been--there was +something of the night-bird and the gaol-bird about Mrs. Watts, that was +easy of detection. + +Mrs. Wesden touched her husband's arm. + +"Danger, John." + +"Ah!" + +"And that girl has been a-going on so quietly for years, and getting her +own living, and she without a father and a mother to care for her--not +like our Harriet." + +"No." + +"And the way she brought back the money for that brooch." + +"Yes--that was funny." + +"I don't see the fun of it, John." + +"That was good of her." + +"Do you know, I've been thinking, John, we might find room for +her--those boys are a great trouble to us, and if we had a girl, it +might answer better to take the papers out, and she might serve in the +shop." + +"Serve in MY shop--good Lord!" + +"Some day when we could trust her, I mean--and she could sleep with Ann; +and I daresay she would come for her keep in these times. And we might +be saving her--God knows from what!" + +"Mrs. Wesden, you're as full of fancies as ever you can stick." + +"I've a fancy to help her in these hard times, John; and when helping +her won't ruin us--us who have put by now a matter of three thou----" + +"Hush!" + +"And when helping her won't ruin us, but get rid of those plagues of +boys, John. Fancy our Harriet in the streets like that!" + +She pointed to Mattie standing alone there, still under the gas lamp, +deep in thought. Mr. Wesden looked, but his lined face was expressive of +little sympathy, his wife thought. + +"We're hard pushed for a boy--the bill's no sooner down than up +again--try a girl, John!" + +"If you'll get in out of the cold, Mrs. W., I'll think of it." + +Mrs. Wesden retired, and Mr. Wesden kept his place by the open door, and +his quiet eyes on Mattie. He was a man who did nothing in a hurry, and +whose actions were ruled by grave deliberation. He did not confess to +his wife that of late years he had been interested in Mattie; watched +her from under his papers in the shop-window; saw her business-like +habits, her method, her briskness over her scanty wares, her cleverness +even in dodging her _bete noire_ the policeman. He was a man, moreover, +who went to church and read his Bible, and had many good thoughts +beneath his occasional brusqueness and invariable immobility. A very +quiet man, a man more than ordinarily cautious, hard to please, and +still harder to rouse. + +In shutting up his shop that night, he had caught one or two fragments +of the dialogue, and he knew more certainly than his wife that Mattie +was being tempted back to the old life. Of that life he knew everything; +he had learned it piece by piece without affecting to take an interest +in the matter; he even knew that Mattie had long taken a fancy--an odd +fancy--to his daughter, that she often inquired about her, and her +boarding-school, of Ann Packet, domestic to the house of Wesden. + +He thought of Mattie's temptation, then of Mrs. Wesden's extraordinary +suggestion. He was a lord of creation, and if he had a weakness it was +in pooh-poohing the suggestions of his helpmate, although he adopted +them in nine cases out of ten, disguising them, as he thought, by some +little variation, and bringing them forward in due course as original +productions of his own teeming brain. + +And boys _had_ worried him for years--lost his numbers, been behind-hand +with the _Times_ to his best customers, insulted those customers when +reprimanded, and set the blame of delay at his door, played and fought +with other boys before his very shop-front, broken his windows in +putting up the shutters, had even paid visits to his till, and +surreptitiously made off with stock, and had never in his memory of +boys--industrious or otherwise--possessed one civil, clean-faced, decent +youth. + +"Suppose I had Mattie on trial for a week," he said at last, and looked +towards the lamp-post. Mattie was gone--a black shadow, exactly like +her, was hurrying away down the street towards the Borough--running +almost, and with her hands to her head, as though a crowd of thoughts +was stunning her! + +Mr. Wesden never accounted for leaving his shop-door open without +warning his wife--for running at his utmost speed after the girl. + +At the corner of Great Suffolk Street he overtook her. + +"Where are you going?--what are you running for?" he asked, indignantly. + +Mattie started, looked at him, recognized him. + +"Nothin--partic'ler--is anythink the matter?" + +"How--how--should you--like--to be--_a news boy_?" he panted. + +No circumlocution in Mr. Wesden--straight to the point as an arrow. + +"Yours!--you wouldn't trust me--you never gives trust." + +"I've--I've thought of trying you." + +"You?" she said again. + +"Yes--_me_." + +"Well, I'd do anythink to get an honest living--but I was giving up the +thoughts o' it--it's so hard for the likes of us, master." + +"Come back, and I'll tell you what I've been thinking about, Mattie." + +Not a word about what Mrs. Wesden had been thinking about--such is man's +selfishness and narrow-mindedness. + +Mattie went back--for good! + + * * * * * + +On this prologue to our story we can afford to drop the curtain, leaving +our figures in outline, and waiting a better time to paint our +characters--such as they are--more fully. We need not dwell upon +Mattie's trial, upon Mattie's change of costume, and initiation into an +old frock and boots of the absent Harriet--of the many accidents of life +at Wesden, stationer's, accidents which led to the wanderer's settling +down, a member of the household, an item in that household expenditure. +Let the time roll on a year or two, during which Mr. Wesden's back grew +worse, and Mrs. Wesden's hair more grey, and let the changes that have +happened to our friends speak for themselves in the story we have set +ourselves to write. + +Leave we, then, the Stray on the threshold of her new estate, standing +in Harriet Wesden's dress, thinking of her future; the shadow-land from +which she has emerged behind her, and new scenes, new characters beyond +there--beneath the bright sky, where all looks so radiant from the +distance. + + +END OF THE FIRST BOOK. + + + + +BOOK II. + +THE NEW ESTATE. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +HOME FOR GOOD. + + +Three years make but little difference in the general aspect of a poor +neighbourhood. The same shops doing their scanty business; the same +loiterers at street corners; the same watch from hungry eyes upon the +loaves and fishes behind the window-glass; the same slip-shod men, women +and children hustling one another on the pavement, in all weathers, +"doing their bit of marketing;" the same dogs sniffing about the +streets, and prowling round the butchers' shops. + +An observer might detect many changes in the names over the shop fronts, +certainly. Business goes wrong with a great many in three years--capital +is small to work with in most instances, and when the rainy day comes, +in due course, by the stern rule by which rainy days are governed, the +resistance is feeble, and the weakest put the shutters up, sell off at +an alarming sacrifice, and go, with wives and children, still further on +the downhill road. There are seizures for rent, writs issued on +delinquents, stern authority cutting off the gas and water, sterner +authorities interfering with the weights and measures, which, in poor +neighbourhoods, _will_ get light occasionally; brokers' men making their +quarterly raids, and still further perplexing those to whom life is a +struggle, desperate and intense. + +Amidst the changes in Great Suffolk Street, one business remains firm, +and presents its wonted aspect. Over the little stationer's shop, the +old established emporium for everything in a small way, is still +inscribed the name of Wesden--has been repainted the name of Wesden in +white letters, on a chocolate ground, as though there were nothing in +the cares of business to daunt the tradesman who began life there, young +and blooming! + +There are changes amongst the papers in the windows--the sensation +pennyworths--the pious pennyworths--the pennyworths started for the +amelioration and mental improvement of the working classes, unfortunate +pennyworths, that never get on, and which the working classes turn their +backs upon, hating a moral in every other line as naturally as we do. +The stock of volumes in the library is on the increase; the window, +counter, shelves and drawers, are all well filled; Mr. Wesden deals in +postage and receipt stamps--ever a good sign of capital to spare--and +has turned the wash-house into a warehouse, where reams of paper, +envelopes, and goods too numerous to mention, are biding their time to +see daylight in Great Suffolk Street. + +Changes are more apparent in the back-parlour, which has been home to +Mr. and Mrs. Wesden for so many years. Let us look in upon them after +three years' absence, and to the best of our ability note the alteration +there. + +Mr. and Mrs. Wesden are seated one on each side of the fire--Mr. Wesden +in a new arm-chair, bought of an upholsterer in the Borough, an easy and +capacious chair, with spring seats and sides, and altogether a luxury +for that establishment. Mrs. Wesden has become very feeble and rickety; +rheumatic fever--that last year's hard trial, in which she was given +over, and the quiet man collapsed into a nervous child for the +nonce--has left its traces, and robbed her of much energy and strength. +She is a very old woman at sixty-three, grey-haired and sallow, with two +eyes that look at you in an amiable, deer-like fashion--in a motherly +way that gives you an idea of what a kind woman and good Christian she +is. + +Mr. Wesden, sitting opposite his worn better-half, was originally +constructed from much tougher material. The lines are deeper in his +face, the nose is larger, the eyes more sunken, perhaps the lips more +thin, but there is business energy in him yet; no opportunity to earn +money is let slip, and if it were not for constant twinges in his back, +he would be as agile as in the old days when there were doubts of +getting on in life. + +But who is this sitting with them, like one of the family?--a +dark-haired, pale-faced girl of sixteen, short of stature, neat of +figure, certainly not pretty, decidedly not plain, with an everyday +face, that might be passed fifty times, without attracting an observer; +and then, on the fifty-first, startle him by its intense expression. A +face older than its possessor's years; at times a grave face, more +often, despite its pallor, a bright one--lit-up with the cheerful +thoughts, which a mind at ease naturally gives to it. + +Neatly, if humbly dressed--working with a rapidity and regularity that +would have done credit to a stitching machine--evidently at home there +in that back-parlour, to which her dark wistful eyes had been so often +directed, in the old days; this is the Mattie of our prologue--the +stray, diverted from the dark course it was taking, by the hand of John +Wesden. + +"Wesden, what's the time now?" + +"My dear, it's not five minutes since you asked last," is the mild +reproof of the husband, as he tugs at his copper-gilt watch chain for a +while; "it's close on ten o'clock." + +"I hope nothing has happened to the train--" + +"What should happen, Mrs. Wesden?" says a brisk, clear ringing voice; +"just to-night of all nights, when Miss Harriet is expected. Why, she +didn't give us hope of seeing her till nine; and trains are always +behind-hand, I've heard--and it's very early hours to get fidgety, isn't +it, sir?" + +"Much too early." + +"I haven't seen my dear girl for twelve months," half moans the mother; +"she'll come back quite a lady--she'll come back for good, Wesden, and +be our pride and joy for ever. Never apart from us again." + +"No, all to ourselves we shall have her after this. Well," with a +strange half sigh, "we've done our duty by her, Mrs. W." + +"I hope so." + +"It's cost a heap of money--I don't regret a penny of it." + +"Why should you, Wesden, when it's made our girl a lady--fit for any +station in the world." + +"But this perhaps," says Mr. Wesden, thoughtfully; "and this can't +matter, now we----" + +He does not finish the sentence, but takes his pipe down from the +mantel-piece, and proceeds to fill it in a mechanical fashion. Mrs. +Wesden looks at him quietly--her lord and husband never smokes before +supper, without his mind is disturbed--the action reminds his wife that +the supper hour is drawing near, and that nothing is prepared for +Harriet's arrival. + +"She will come home tired and hungry--oh! dear me--and nothing ready, +perhaps." + +"I'll help Ann directly," says Mattie. + +The needle that has been plying all the time--that did not cease when +Mattie attempted consolation--is stuck in the dress she is hemming; the +work is rolled rapidly into a bundle; the light figure flits about the +room, clears the table, darts down-stairs into the kitchen; presently +appears with Ann Packet, maid-of-all-work, lays the cloth, sets knives +and forks and plates; varies proceedings by attending to customers in +the shop--Mattie's task more often, now Mr. Wesden's back has lost its +flexibility--flits back again to the task of preparing supper in the +parlour. + +With her work less upon her mind, Mattie launches into small talk--her +tongue rattles along with a rapidity only equal to her needle. She is in +high spirits to-night, and talks more than usual, or else that loquacity +for which a Mrs. Watts rebuked her once, has known no diminution with +expanding years. + +"We shall have her in a few more minutes, mistress," she says, +addressing the feeble old woman in the chair; "just as if she'd never +been away from us--bless her pretty face!--and it was twelve days, +rather than twelve months, since we all said good-bye to her. She left +you on a sick bed, Mrs. Wesden, and she comes back to find you well and +strong again--to find home just as it should be--everything going on +well, and everybody--oh! so happy!" + +"And to find you, Mattie--what?" asks Mr. Wesden, in his quiet way. + +"To find me very happy, too--happy in having improved in my scholarship, +such as it is, sir--happy with you two friends, to whom I owe--oh! more +than I ever can think about, or be grateful enough for," she adds with +an impetuosity that leads her to rush at the quiet man and kiss him on +the forehead. + +"We're square, Mattie--we're perfectly square now," he replies, settling +his silver-rimmed spectacles more securely on his nose. + +"Oh! that is very likely," is the sharp response. + +"You nursed the old lady like a daughter--you saved her somehow. If it +hadn't been for you----" + +"She would have been well weeks before, only I was such a restless girl, +and wouldn't let her be quiet," laughs Mattie. + +She passes into the shop again with the same elastic tread, serves out +two ounces of tobacco, detects a bad shilling, and focuses the customer +with her dark eyes, appears but little impressed by his apologies, and +more interested in her change, locks the till, and is once more in the +parlour, talking about Miss Harriet again. + +"She is on her way now," she remarks; "at London Bridge by this time, +and Master Hinchford--we must say Mr. Hinchford now, I suppose--helping +her into the cab he's been kind enough to get for her." + +"What's the time now, Wesden?" asks the mother. + +"Well," after the usual efforts to disinter--or disembowel--the silver +watch, "it's certainly just ten." + +"And by the time Tom's put the shutters up, she'll be here!" cries +Mattie; "see if my words don't come true, Mr. Wesden." + +"Well, I hope they will; if they don't, I--I think I'll just put on my +hat, and walk down to the station." + +Presently somebody coming down-stairs with a heavy, regular tread, +pausing at the side door in the parlour, and giving two decisive raps +with his knuckles on the panels. + +"Come in." + +Enter Mr. Hinchford, senior, with his white hair rubbed the wrong way, +and his florid face looking somewhat anxious. + +"Haven't they come yet?" + +"Not yet, sir." + +"Ah! I suppose not," catching Mattie's glance directed towards him +across the needlework which she has resumed again, and at which she is +working harder than ever; "there's boxes to find, and pack on the cab, +and Miss Harriet's no woman if she do not remember at the last minute +something left behind in the carriage." + +"Won't you sit down, sir?" asks Mrs. Wesden. + +"N--no, thank you," he replies; "you'll have your girl home in a minute, +and we mustn't over-crowd the little parlour. I shall give up my old +habit of smoking here, now the daughter comes back--you must step up +into my quarters, Wesden, a little more often." + +"Thank you." + +"Temporary quarters, I suppose, we must say, now the boy's getting on so +well. Thank God," with a burst of affection, "that I shall see that boy +in a good position of life before I die." + +"He's a clever lad." + +"Clever, sir!" ejaculates the father, "he's more than clever, though I +don't sing his praises before his face. He has as clear a head-piece as +any man of forty, and he's as good a man of business." + +"And so steady," adds Mrs. Wesden. + +"God bless you! madam, yes." + +"And so saving," is the further addition of Mr. Wesden,--"that's a good +sign." + +"Ah! he knows the value of money better than his father did at his age," +says the old man; "with his caution, energy, and cleverness we shall see +him, if we live, a great man. Whoever lives to see him--a great man!" + +"It's a comfort when our children grow up blessings to us," remarks Mrs. +Wesden, dreamily looking at the fire; "neither you nor I, sir, have any +cause to be sorry for those we love so very, very much." + +"No, certainly not. We're lucky people in our latter days--good night." + +"You can't stop, then?" asked Wesden. + +"Not just now. Don't keep the boy down here, please--he'll stand and +talk, forgetting that he's in the way to-night, unless you give him a +hint to the contrary. Out of business, he's a trifle inconsiderate, +unless you plainly tell him he's not wanted. Good night--I shall see +Harriet in the morning." + +"Yes--good night." + +Mr. Hinchford retires again, and in a few minutes afterwards, before +there is further time to dilate upon the danger of railway travelling, +and the uncertainty of human hopes, the long-expected cab dashes up to +the door. There is a bustle in Great Suffolk Street; the cabman brings +in the boxes amidst a little knot of loungers, who have evidently never +seen a box before, or a cab, or a young lady emerge therefrom assisted +by a tall young man, or listened to an animated dispute about a +cab-fare, which comes in by way of sequence whilst the young lady is +kissing everybody in turn in the parlour. + +"My fare's eighteenpence, guv'nor." + +"Not one shilling, legally," affirmed the young man. + +"I never did it for a shilling afore--I ain't a going now--I'll take a +summons out first." + +"Take it." + +"You won't stand another sixpence, guv'nor?" + +"No." + +"Then," bundling on to his box, and lashing his horse ferociously, "I +won't waste my time on a tailor--it's much too valuable for that!" + +The young man laughs at this withering sarcasm, and passes through the +shop into the parlour, where the animation has scarcely found time to +subside. + +Harriet Wesden is holding Mattie at arm's length, and looking steadily +at her--the stationer's daughter is taller by a head than the stray. + +"And you, Mattie, have been improving, I see--learning all the lessons +that I set you before I went away--becoming of help to father and +mother, and thinking of poor _me_ sometimes." + +"Ah! very often of 'poor me.'" + +"Oh! how tired I am!--how glad I shall be to find myself in my room! +Now, Mr. Sidney, I'm going to bid you good night at once, thanking you +for all past services." + +"Very well, Miss Harriet." + +"And, goodness me!--I did not notice those things before! What! +spectacles, Sidney--at your age?" + +The tall young man colours and laughs--keeping his position at the +door-post all the while. + +"Can't afford to have weak eyes yet, and so have sacrificed all my +personal charms for the sake of convenience in matters of business. You +don't mean to say that they look so very bad, though?" + +"You look nearer ninety than nineteen," she replies. "Oh! I wouldn't +take to spectacles for ever so much." + +"That's a very different affair," remarks Sidney. + +"Why?" + +"Oh! because it _is_--that's all. Well, I think I'll say good night +now--shall I take that box up-stairs for you, Miss Harriet?" + +"Ann and I can manage it, Mr. Hinchford," says Mattie. + +"Yes, and put a rib out, or something. Can't allow the gentler sex to be +black slaves during my sojourn in Great Suffolk Street. Good night all." + +"Good night." + +He closes the shop door, seizes the box which has been deposited in the +shop, swings it round on his shoulders, and marches up-stairs with it +two steps at a time, and whistling the while. On the landing, outside +the sitting-room, and double-bedded room, which his father occupies, Ann +Packet, domestic servant, meets him with a light. + +"Lor a mussy on us!--is that you, Master Sidney?" + +"Go a-head, up-stairs, wench, and let us find a place to put the box +down. This is Miss Harriet's box." + +"Orful heavy, ain't it, sir?" + +"Well--it's not so light as it might be," asserts Master Sidney; +"forward, there." + +Meanwhile, too tired to repair to her room for any toilette arrangements +at that hour of the night, Harriet Wesden sits down between her mother +and father, holding her bonnet on her lap. Mr. and Mrs. Wesden regard +her proudly, as well they may, Harriet being a girl to be proud +of--tall, graceful, and pretty, something that makes home bright to the +parents, and has been long missed by them. No one is aware of all that +they have sacrificed in their desire to make a lady of their only +child--or of one-half of the hopes which they have built upon concerning +her. + +"This always seems such an odd, _little_ box to come back to after the +great Brighton school," she says, wearily; "oh, dear! how tired I am!" + +"Get your supper, my dear, at once, and don't sit up for anybody +to-night," suggests the mother. + +"I don't want any supper. I--I think I'll go up-stairs at once and keep +all my little anecdotes of school and schooling till the morrow. Shall +I?" + +"By all means, Harriet, if you're tired," says the father, "but after a +long journey I would take something. You don't feel poorly, my dear?" + +"Who?--I--oh! no," she answered, startled at the suggestion; "but I have +been eating biscuits and other messes all the journey up to London, and +therefore my appetite is spoiled for the night. To-morrow I shall be +myself again--and we will have a long talk about all that has happened +since I left here last year--by to-morrow, we shall have settled down so +comfortably!" + +"I hope so." + +She looks timidly towards her father, but he is smoking his pipe, and +placidly surveying her. She kisses him, then her mother, lastly Mattie, +and leaves the room;--the instant afterwards Mattie remembers the +unwieldy box, which Master, or Mr. Hinchford has carried up-stairs. + +"She'll never uncord the box--I should like to help her, if you can +spare me." + +"Knots always did try the dear girl," affirms Mrs. Wesden, "go and help +her by all means--my dear." + +Mattie needs no second bidding; she darts from the room, and in a few +minutes is at the top of the house; in her forgetfulness inside the room +without so much as a "By your leave, Miss Wesden." + +"Oh! dear, I forgot to knock--and oh! dear, dear!" rushing forward to +Harriet sitting by the bedside and rocking herself to and fro, as though +in pain, "what is the matter?--can I help you?--what has happened!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +A GIRL'S ROMANCE. + + +Miss Wesden continued to rock herself to and fro and moan at frequent +intervals, after Mattie had intruded so unceremoniously upon her +sorrows. She had reached the hysterical stage, and there was no stopping +the tears and the little windy sobs by which they were varied--and +Harriet Wesden in tears, the girl whom Mattie had reverenced so long, +was too much for our small heroine. + +"Oh! dear--what has happened?--shall I run and tell your father and +mother?" + +"Oh! for goodness sake, don't think of anything of the kind!" cried the +startled Harriet; "I--I--I shall be better in a minute. It's only a +spasm or something--it's nothing that any one--can--help me--with!" + +"I know what it is," remarked Mattie, after a moment's reflection. + +"You--_you_ do, Mattie!" + +"It's the wind," was the matter-of-fact reply; "you've been eating a +heap of nasty buns, and then come up here without your supper--and it's +brought on spasms, as you say." + +"How ridiculous you are, child!" said this woman of seventeen, parting +her fair hair back from her face, and making an effort to subdue her +agitation; "don't you see that I am very, very miserable!" + +"In earnest?" + +"Are people ever really, truly miserable in fun, Mattie?" was the sharp +rejoinder. + +"Not truly miserable, I should fancy. But you--oh! Miss Harriet, you +miserable, at your age!" + +"Yes--it's a fact." + +"Perhaps you have been robbed," suggested the curious Mattie; "I know +that they used to send them out from Kent Street to hang about the +railway stations. Never mind, Miss Harriet, I have been earning money, +lately; and if you don't want your father to know how careless you have +been----" + +"Always unselfish--always thinking of doing some absurd action, that +shall benefit any one of the name of Wesden. No, no, Mattie, it's not +money, it's not that--that vulgar complaint you mentioned just now. Oh! +to have one friend in the world in whom I could trust--in whom I could +confide my misery!" + +"And haven't you _one_?" was the soft answer. + +Harriet looked up at the wistful face--so full of love and pity. + +"Ah! there's _you_--you mean. But you are a child still, and would never +understand me. _You_ would never have sympathy with all that I have +suffered, or keep my secret if you had." + +"What I could understand, I cannot say--I'm still hard at work, in +over-time, at my lessons--but you may be sure of my sympathy, and of my +silence. It's not that I'm so curious, Miss Harriet--but that I hope, +when I know all, to be a comfort to you." + +Harriet shook her head despondently, and beat her tiny foot impatiently +upon the carpet. Any one in the world to be a comfort to her, was a +foolish idea, that only irritated her to allude to. + +"I'm living here to be a comfort to you all," said Mattie, in a low +voice; "I've set myself to be that, if ever I can. Every one in this +house helped in a way to take me from the streets; every one has been +more kind to me than I deserved--helped me on--given me good +advice--done so much for me! I--I have often thought that perhaps my +time might come some day to your family, or the Hinchfords; but if to +you, my darling, whom I love before the whole of them--who has been more +than kind--whom I loved when I was a little ragged girl in the dark +streets outside--how happy I shall be!" + +"Happy to see me miserable, Mattie--that's what _that_ amounts to." + +"I didn't mean that," answered Mattie, half-aggrieved. + +"No, I'm sure you did not," was the reply. "Lock the door, my dear, and +let me take you into my confidence--I _do_ want some one to talk to +about it terribly!" + +Mattie locked the door, and, full of wonder, sat down by Harriet +Wesden's side. The stationer's daughter had always treated Mattie as a +companion rather than as a servant; she had but seen her in her holidays +of late years--her father had trusted Mattie and made a shop-woman of +her--she had found Mattie constituted after a while one of the +family--Mattie was only a year her junior, and Mattie's love, almost her +idolatry for her, had won upon a nature which, though far from +faultless, was at least susceptible to kindness, ever touched by +affection, and ever ready to return both. + +"You must know, Mattie, then--and pray never breathe a syllable of this +to mortal soul again--that I'm in love." + +"_Lor!_" gasped Mattie. + +"Dreadfully and desperately in love." + +"Oh! hasn't it come early--and oh! _ain't_ I dreadfully sorry." + +"Hush, Mattie, not so loud. They'll be coming up to bed in the next room +presently, and if they were to find it out, I should die." + +"They wouldn't mind, after they had once got used to it," said Mattie; +"and if it has really come to love in earnest--there's a good deal of +sham love I've been told--why, I don't think there's anything to cry +about. I should dance for joy myself." + +"You're too young to know what you're talking about, Mattie," reproved +Harriet. + +"No, I'm not," was the quick answer; "I should feel very happy to know +that there was some one to love me better than anybody in the world--to +think of me first--pray about me before he went to bed at night--dream +of me till the daytime--keep me always in his head. Why, shouldn't I be +happy to know this, I who never remember what love was from anybody?" + +"Yes, yes, I understand you, Mattie," said Harriet; "that's part of +love--not all." + +"What else is there?" + +Mattie was evidently extremely curious concerning all phases of "the +heart complaint." + +"It's too complicated, Mattie; when you're a woman, you'll be able to +find out for yourself. It's better not to trouble your head about it yet +awhile." + +"I wish you hadn't, Miss Harriet. It's not the likes of me that is going +to think about it; and if you had left it till you were really a +woman--I don't know much about the matter yet--but I'm thinking it would +be all the better for you, too, my dear." + +"It came all of a rush like--I wasn't thinking of it. There were two +young men at first, who used to watch our school, and laugh at the +biggest of us, and kiss their hands--just as young men _will_ do, +Mattie." + +"Like their impudence, I think." + +Mattie's matter-of-fact views were coming uppermost again. She had seen +much of the world in her youth, experienced much hardship, worked hard +for a living, and there was no romance in her disposition--only +affection, which had developed of late years, thanks to her new +training. + +"But there's always a little fun amongst the big girls, Mattie." + +"What is the governess about?" + +"She's looking out--but, bless you, she may look!" + +"Ah! I suppose so. Well?" + +"And then one young man went away, and only one was left--the handsomer +of the two--and he fell in love _with me_!" + +"Really and truly?" + +"Why, of course he did. Is it so wonderful?" and the boarding-school +girl looked steadily at her companion. + +Mattie looked at her. She _was_ a beautiful girl, and perhaps it was not +so wonderful, after all. But then Mattie still looked at Harriet Wesden +as a child--even as a child younger than she whom the world had aged +very early--rendered "old-fashioned," as the phrase runs, in many +things. + +"Not wonderful, perhaps--but wasn't it wrong?" asked Mattie. + +"I don't think so--I never thought of that--he was very fond of me, and +used to send me letters by the servant, and I--I did get very fond of +him. He was a gentleman's son, and oh! _so_ handsome, Mattie, and _so_ +tall, and _so_ clever!" + +"About your age, I suppose?" + +"No, four-and-twenty, or more, perhaps. I don't know." + +"Well?--oh! dear, how _did_ it end?" asked Mattie; "it's like the +story-books in the shop--isn't it?" + +"Wait awhile, dear. The misery of the human heart is to be unfolded now. +He's a gentleman's son, and there's an estate or something in West India +or East India, or in some dreadful hot place over the water somewhere, +where the natives hook themselves in the small of their backs, and swing +about and say their prayers." + +"How nasty!" + +"And--and he--was to go there," her sobs beginning again at the +reminiscence, "and live there, and," dropping her voice to a whisper, +"he asked me if I'd run away with him, and be married to him over +there." + +Mattie clenched her fist spasmodically. She saw through the flimsy veil +of romance, with a suddenness for which she was unprepared herself. She +was a woman of the world, with a knowledge of the evil in it, on the +instant. + +"Oh! that man was a big scamp, I'm sure of it--I know it!" + +"What makes you think that?" asked Harriet, imperiously. + +"Couldn't he have come to Suffolk Street, and told your father all about +it like a--like a man?" + +"Yes, but _his_ father--his father is a gentleman, and would never let +him marry a poor, deplorable stationer's daughter." + +"Ah! his father does not know you, and his father didn't have the chance +of trying, I'm inclined to think," was the shrewd comment here. + +"Never mind that," said Harriet, "I don't see that that's anything to do +with the matter just now. I wouldn't run away; I was very frightened; I +loved father and mother, and I knew how they loved me. And when I cried, +he said he had only done it to try me, and then--and then--he went away +next day for ever!" + +"And a good riddance," muttered Mattie. + +"Oh! Mattie, you cruel, _cruel_ girl, is this the sympathy you talked +about a little while ago?" + +"I've every sympathy with you, my own dear young lady," said Mattie; +"I'm sorry to see how this is troubling you--you so young!--just now. +But I don't think _he_ acted very properly, Miss Harriet, or that you +were quite so careful of yourself as--as you might have been." + +"I'm a wretched, wretched woman!" + +"Does he know where you live?" + +"Ye--es," she sobbed. + +"And where did he live before he went to India?" + +"Surrey." + +"That's a large place, I think. I haven't turned to geography lately, +but I fancy it's a double map. If that's all the address, it's a good +big one. May I ask his name?" + +"Never," was the melodramatic answer. + +"Ah! it does not matter much. I hope, for the sake of all down-stairs, +you will try and forget it. It's no credit; you were much too young, and +he too old in everything. Oh! Miss Harriet, you and the other young +ladies must have been going it down at Brighton!" + +"It all happened suddenly, Mattie; I'm not a forward girl; they're all +of my age--oh! and ever so much bolder." + +"A very nice school that must be, I should think," said Mattie, leaving +the bed for the box, which she proceeded to uncord; "if I ever hear of +anybody wanting to send their daughters to a finishing akkademy," Mattie +was not thoroughly up in pure English yet, "I'll just recommend that +one!" + +"Mattie," reproved Harriet, "you've got at all that you wanted to know, +and now you're full of bitter sarcasm." + +"I'm full of bitter nothing, Miss," was the reply; "and oh!--you don't +know how sorry I feel that it has all happened, making you so old and +womanly, before your time--filling your head with rubbish about--the +chaps!" + +Harriet said nothing--she sat and watched with dreamy eyes the process +of uncording; only, when Mattie attempted to turn the box on its side, +did she spring up and help to assist without a word. + +"There, that'll do," she said peevishly; "let me only unlock the box, +and get at my night-things, that's all I want. Mattie, for goodness +sake, don't keep so in the way!" + +Mattie stood aside, and Harriet Wesden, with an impatient hand, unlocked +the box, and raised the heavy oaken lid. Mattie's eyes, sharp as +needles, detected a small roll of written papers, neatly tied. + +"Are these the letters, Miss Harriet?" + +"Good gracious me, how curious and prying you are!" said Harriet, +snatching the packet from her hand. "I wish I had never told you a +syllable--I wish you'd leave my things alone!" + +"I beg your pardon--I only asked. It _was_ wrong." + +"Well, there, I forgive you; but you are so tiresome, and old-fashioned. +I can't make you out--I never shall--you're not like other girls." + +"Was I brought up like other girls, you know?" was the sad question. + +"No, no--I forgot that--I beg your pardon, Mattie; I didn't mean it for +a taunt." + +"God bless you, I know that. What are you doing?" + +"Getting rid of these," thrusting the letters in the candle flame as she +spoke. "I can trust you, but not them, Mattie." + +"I'd hold them over the fire-place, then. If they drop on the +toilet-table, we shall have the house a-fire." + +Harriet took the advice proffered, and removed her combustibles to the +place recommended. Mattie, on her knees by the box, watched the process. + +"And there's an end of _them_," Harriet said at last, in a decisive +tone. + +"And of him--say of him?" + +"We parted for ever--but I shall always think of him--think, too, that +perhaps I _was_ very young and thoughtless and vain, to lead him on, or +to be led on. But oh! Mattie, he did love me--he wouldn't have harmed me +for the world!" + +"He hasn't spoken of writing--you haven't promised to write any more." + +"No--it was a parting for _ever_. Haven't I said so, over and over +again?" + +"Then you'll soon forget him, Miss Harriet--try and forget him, for your +own sake--you can't tell whether he wasn't making game of you, for +certain; he didn't act well, for he wasn't a boy, was he? And now go to +sleep, and wake up in the morning your old self, Miss." + +"I'll try--I must try!" + +"I don't think that this fine gentleman will ever turn up again; if he +does, you'll be older to take your own part. Oh! dear, how contrary +things do go, to be sure." + +"What's the matter now?" + +"I did think I knew whom you were to marry." + +"Who was it?" said Harriet, with evident interest in her question. + +"Well, I thought, Miss Harriet, that you'd grow up, and grow up to be a +young woman, and that Master Sidney underneath, would grow up, and grow +up to be a young man, and you'd fall naturally in love with one +another--marry, and be oh! so happy. When I'm hard at work at the +lessons he or his father writes out for me sometimes, I catch myself +forgetting all about them, and thinking of you and him together--and I +your servant, perhaps, or little housekeeper. I've always thought that +that would come to pass some day, and that he'd grow rich, and make a +lady of you--and it made me happy to think that the two, who'd been +perhaps the kindest in all the world to me, would marry some fine day. +I've pictered it--pictured it," she corrected, "many and many a time, +until I fancied at last it must come true." + +"Master Sidney, indeed!" was the disparaging comment. + +"When you know him, you won't talk like that," said Mattie; "he's a +gentleman--growing like one fast--and I don't think, young as he is, +that he would have acted like that other one you've been silly enough to +think about." + +"Silly!--oh! Mattie, Mattie, that isn't sympathy with me--I don't know +whether you're a child, or an old woman--you talk like both of them, and +in one breath. Why did I tell you!--why did I tell you!" + +"Because I was in earnest, and begged hard--because I was afraid, and +you could not keep such a secret from me as that; and if you had wanted +help--how I would have stood by you!" + +Harriet noted the kindling eyes, and her heart warmed to the +nondescript. + +"Thank you, Mattie--one friend at least now." + +"Always,--don't you think so?" + +"Yes, I do." + +Mattie was at the door, when Harriet called her back. + +"Mattie, never a word about this again. I daresay I shall soon forget +it, for I am very young; and though it was LOVE, yet I won't let it +break my heart. I'm very wretched now. I shall be glad," she added with +a yawn, "to lie down and think of all my sorrows." + +"And sleep them away." + +"Oh! I shall not close an eye to-night. Good night, Mattie." + +Miss Harriet Wesden, a young lady who had begun life early, was sleeping +soundly three minutes after Mattie's departure from the room. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +OUR CHARACTERS. + + +In our last chapter we have implied that life began early for Harriet +Wesden. Before her school-days were finished, and with that precocity +for which school-girls of the present era are unhappily distinguished, +she was thinking of her lover, and constituting herself the heroine of a +little romance, all the more dangerous for being unreal and out of the +common track. A tender-hearted girl, with a head not the most strong in +the world, is easily impressed by the sentiment, real or assumed, of the +first good-looking young fellow whom she may meet. In her own opinion +she is not too young to receive admiration, and the consciousness of +having impressed one of the opposite sex, arouses her vanity, changes +the current of her thoughts, makes the world for awhile a very different +place--bright, etherial and unreal. All this very dangerous ground to +tread, but the more delightful for its pitfalls; all this a something +that has occurred in a greater or less degree to most of us in our time, +though we have the good sense to say nothing about it, or to laugh at +the follies and the troubles we rashly sought in our nonage. Boys and +girls begin their courtships early in these latter days--there is not a +girl of sixteen who does not consider herself fit to love and be loved, +however demure she may appear, or however much she may be kept back by +detestable short frocks and frilled indescribables. And as for our boys, +why, they are men of the world immediately they leave school--men of a +world that is growing more rapid in its revolutions, and hardens its +inhabitants wonderfully fast. It is a singular fact in the history of +shop-keeping, that children's toys are becoming unfashionable. "Bless +you, sir, children don't buy toys now, they're much too old for those +amusements!" was the assertion of one of the trade to the writer of this +work. And how many little misses and masters can most of us call to mind +who are growing pale over their fancy work, their books, and their +"collections," children who will do anything but play, and have souls +above "Noah's Arks." + +Therefore, in these precocious times, Harriet Wesden, seventeen next +month, was no exceptional creature; moreover, she had been to a +boarding-school, where she had met with many of her own age who were +twice as womanly and worldly--big girls, who were always talking about +"the chaps," as Mattie had inelegantly phrased it. + +There is no occasion in this place to retrace the school-career of +Harriet Wesden, to see how much she has kept back or extenuated; her +story to Mattie was a truthful one, told with no drawbacks, but with a +half-pride in her achievements which her girlish sorrows were not +capable of concealing. There was something satisfactory in having loved +and having been loved; and though the love had vanished away, still the +reminiscence was not wholly painful, however much she might fancy so at +that period. + +Mattie had listened to her story, and offered all the consolation in her +power; Mattie was a girl of hard, plain facts, and looked more soberly +at the world than her contemporaries. She had a dark knowledge of the +worst part of it, and her early years had aged her more than she was +aware of herself--aged her thoughts rather than her heart, for she was +always cheerful, and her spirits were never depressed; she went her way +in life quietly and earnestly, grateful for the great change by which +that life had been characterized; grateful to all who had helped to turn +it in a different channel. At this period, Mattie was happy; there was +nothing to trouble her; it was an important post to hold in that +stationer's shop; everybody had confidence in her, and had given her +kind words; she had learned to know right from wrong; they were +interested in her moral progress, both the shopkeeper and the lodgers on +the first floor; she was more than content with her position in +society--she was thankful for it. + +The Hinchfords had maintained their interest in Mattie, from the day of +her attempt to explain her long search for the brooch. The father, a +student of human nature, as he termed himself, had persuaded her to +attend evening school, to study to improve in reading and writing at +home; and Master Hinchford, who wrote a capital hand, set her copies in +his leisure, and gave his verdict on her calligraphic performances. +Mattie snatched at the elements of her education in a fugitive manner; +Mr. Wesden did not object to her progress, but she was his servant, +afterwards his shop-woman, and he wanted his money's worth out of her, +like a man who understood business in all its branches. Mattie never +neglected work for her studies, and yet made rapid advancement; and, +by-and-bye, Mr. Hinchford, during one of his quiet interviews with the +stationer, had obtained for her more time to attend her evening +classes--and hence the improvement which we have seen in Mattie. So time +had gone on, till Miss Wesden's return for good--so far, then, had the +stationer's daughter and the stray made progress. + +Mattie, with a judgment beyond her years, had perceived the evanescent +nature of Harriet Wesden's romance, and prophesied concerning it. She +did not believe in the depth or intensity of Harriet's sorrow; moreover, +she knew Harriet was not of a fretful disposition, and that new faces +and new pursuits would exercise their usual effect upon a nature +impressionable, and--just a little weak! Mattie was a judge of character +without being aware of it, and her own unimpressionability set her above +her fellows, and gave her a clear insight into events that were passing +around her. A girl of observation also, who let few things--serious or +trivial--escape her, but glanced at them in their revolutions, and +remembered them, if necessary. This acuteness had possibly been derived +from her hand-to-mouth existence in the old days; in her time of +affluence, the habit of storing up and taking mental notes of +everything, had not deserted her. Take her altogether, she was a sharp +girl, and suited Mr. Wesden's business admirably. + +Quietly Mattie set herself to take stock of Harriet Wesden, after the +latter's confession, to note if the love to which she had confessed were +likely to be a permanency or not. Harriet and Mattie spoke but little +concerning the adventures at Brighton; Mattie shunned the subject, and +turned the conversation when Harriet felt prone to dilate upon her +melancholy sensations. Besides, Mattie knew her place, kept to the shop, +whither Harriet seldom followed her--that young lady having a soul above +the business, by which she had benefited. Mr. and Mrs. Wesden rather +admired this; they had saved money, and the business, to the latter at +least, was but a secondary consideration; they had paid a large sum to +make a lady of Harriet, and when they retired from business, Harriet +would go with them, and be their hope and comfort, with her lady-like +ways, in their little suburban residence. They were not slow in letting +Harriet know this; they spoke of a private life very frequently; when +Harriet was two years older, they would retire and live happily ever +afterwards! Or, Mr. Wesden thought more prudently, if they did not give +up the business for good, still they would live away from it, and leave +the management of it to some trustworthy personage--Mattie, for +instance, who would see after their interests, whilst they took their +ease in their old age. + +Mr. Hinchford, senior, had listened to these flying remarks more than +once; he spoke of his own establishment in the future in _his_ +turn--where and how he should live with that clever boy of his, who +would redeem the family credit by assuming the Hinchfords' legitimate +position. + +"I kept my carriage once, Mr. Wesden--I hope to do it again. My boy's +very clever, very energetic--he has gained the esteem of his employers, +and I believe that they will make a partner of him some day." + +What Sidney Hinchford believed, did not appear upon the surface. He was +a youth--say a young man--who kept a great many thoughts to himself, and +pushed on in life steadily and undemonstratively. His father was right; +Sidney had gained the esteem of his employers; he _was_ very clever at +figures, handy as a correspondent, never objected to over-work, did more +work than any one of the old hands; evinced an aptitude for business and +an interest in his employers' success--very remarkable in these +egotistical times. His employers were wholesale tea-dealers in Mincing +Lane--well-to-do men, without families of their own--men who had risen +from the ranks, after the fashion of City-men, who have a nice habit of +getting on in the world. Sidney Hinchford's manner pleased them, but +they kept their own counsel, and watched his progress--and Sidney's was +a remarkable progress, for a youth of his age. + +Sidney, be it said here, was an ambitious youth in his heart. His father +had been a rich man; his father's family, from which they held +themselves aloof, were rich people, and his hope was in recovering the +ground which, by some means or other never satisfactorily explained to +him, the Suffolk Street lodgers had managed to lose. Young men brought +up in City counting-houses have a wonderful reverence for money; Sidney +saw its value early in life, and became just a trifle too careful; for +over-carefulness makes a man suspicious, and keeps the heart from +properly expanding with love and charity to those who need it. An +earnest and an honourable young man, as we hope to prove without +labelling our character at the outset, yet he stood too much upon what +was legal, what was a fair price, or a good bargain, and pushed his way +onwards without much thought for the condition of beings less lucky than +he. There was a prize ahead of him; he could see it above the crowd +which jostled him for bread, for fame, for other prizes worth the +winning, and by which he set no store, and he kept his eyes upon it +steadfastly and dreamed of it in his sleep. He became grave-faced and +stern before his time--he was a man at nineteen, with a man's thoughts, +and doing a man's work. + +And then a something came to soften him and turn his thoughts a little +aside from the beaten track, and this is how it came about. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +A NEW ADMIRER. + + +Master Sidney Hinchford in old times had been a playfellow of Harriet +Wesden--lodging in the same house together, returning from school at the +same hours, they had become almost brother and sister, entertaining for +each other that child's affection, which it was but natural to expect +would have been developed under the circumstances. + +Mr. Hinchford, a widower, with no great ability in the management of +children, was glad to see his boy find an attraction in the stationer's +parlour, and leave him to the study of his books or the perusal of his +newspapers, after the long office-hours. He was a thoughtful man, too, +who considered it best for his son to form a friendship with one of his +own age; and he had become attached to the Wesdens, as people who had +been kind to him and his boy in a great trouble. And it was satisfactory +to pair off Harriet Wesden--who was in the way of business, and +generally considered at that period a tiresome child, seldom of one mind +longer than five minutes together--with Master Hinchford, and so keep +her out of mischief and out of the shop where the draughts were many and +likely to affect her health. This good understanding had never +diminished between Harriet Wesden and Sidney Hinchford; only the +boarding-school at last had set them apart. When they met once a year, +they were still the same warm friends, and it was like a brother meeting +a sister when the Christmas holidays came round. The last holiday but +one, when Harriet, who had grown rapidly, returned from Brighton, a girl +close upon sixteen years of age, there was a little shyness at first +between them, which wore off in a few days. Sidney met her after a +year's absence without kissing her, stared and stammered, and found it +hard to assume a natural demeanour, and it was only Harriet's frank and +girlish ways that eventually set him at his ease. + +The present Christmas all was altered, very much for the worse, Sidney +thought. He had met, for the first time, a pale-faced, languishing young +lady--a lady who had become very beautiful certainly, but was not the +Harriet Wesden whom he had hitherto known. He had escorted her from the +Brighton station, thinking that she had altered very much, and that he +did not like her new ways half so well as the old; he had seen her every +evening after that return, noted the variableness of her moods, set her +down, in his critical way, for an eccentric girl, whom it was impossible +to understand. + +If she were dull, he fancied he had offended her; if she were lively, he +became thin-skinned enough to imagine that she was making fun of him. He +did not like it, he thought; but he found the new Harriet intruding upon +his business ideas, getting between him and the rows of figures in his +ledger, perplexing him with the last look she gave him, and the last +musical word that had rung in his ears. He did not believe that he was +going to fall in love with her--not when he was really in love with her, +and found his sensations a nuisance. + +And Harriet Wesden, who had already succumbed to the love-god, and been +enraptured by the dulcet notes of the stranger, she thought Sidney +Hinchford had not improved for the better; that his glasses rendered him +almost plain, that his dry hard voice grated on her ears, and that he +had even grown quite a cross-looking young man. She took occasion to +tell him these unpleasant impressions with a sisterly frankness to which +he appeared to object; gave him advice as to deportment, set of his +neckerchief, size of his gloves, and only became a little thoughtful +when she noted the effect which her advice had upon him, and the +lamb-like docility with which he obeyed all her directions. Finally, all +her spirits came back; she had her doubts as to the state of Sidney +Hinchford's heart, and whether her first judgment on his personal +appearance were correct in the main; she began to observe him more +closely; life appeared to present an object in it once more; her +vanity--for she was a girl who knew she was pretty, and was proud of the +influence which her pretty face exercised--was flattered by his rapt +attention; and though she should never love anybody again--never, never +in all her life!--yet it was pleasant to know that Sidney was thinking +of her, and to see how a smile or a frown of hers brightened his looks +or cast them back into shadow. + +Harriet Wesden was partial to experimentalizing on the effect which her +appearance might create on society. She was not a strong-minded girl, +who despised appearances; on the contrary, as weak and as vain as that +Miss Smith or Miss Brown, whose demerits our wives discuss over their +tea-tables. She was not strong-minded--she was pretty--and she was +seventeen years of age! + +If she went for a walk, or on a shopping excursion, she was particular +about the bonnet she wore; and if young men, and old men too, some of +them, looked admiringly at her pretty face as they passed her, she was +flattered at the attention in her heart, although she kept steadily on +her way, and looked not right or left in her progress. If the army of +nondescripts in the great drapers' was thrown into a small flutter at +her appearance therein, and white neckclothed servility struggled behind +the boxes for the distinction of waiting on her, it was a gratification +which she felt all the more for remaining so lady-like and unmoved on +the high chair before the counter. She was a girl who knew her +attractions, and was proud of them; but unfortunately she was a girl who +knew but little else, and who thought but of little else just then. +There was a pleasure in knowing that, let her step into any part of the +London streets, people would notice her, even stop and look after her; +and it did not strike her that there were other faces as pretty as hers, +who received the same amount of staring and gaping at, and met with the +same little "romantic" incidents occasionally. + +From her boarding-school days, Harriet had been inclined to romance; the +one foolish _escapade_ had tinged life with romantic hues, and pretty as +she was, her opinion of her own good looks was considerably higher than +any one else's. She passed through life from seventeen to eighteen years +of age taking everything as a compliment--flattered by the rude stares, +the impertinent smiles from shallow-brained puppies who leer at every +woman _en route_; rather pleased than otherwise if a greater idiot or a +nastier beast than his contemporaries tracked her footsteps homewards, +and lingered about Great Suffolk Street in the hope of seeing her again. +All this the spell of her beauty which lured men towards her; all this +without one thought of harm--simply an irresistible vanity that took +delight in her influence, and was pleased with immoderate fooleries. + +Pretty, vain, foolish, and fond of attention, on the one side; but +good-tempered, good-hearted, and innocent of design on the other. A +butterfly disposition, that would carry its owner through life if the +sun shone, but would be whirled heaven knows where in a storm. She would +have been happy all her life, had all mankind been up to the dead level +of honest intentions, which it is not, just at present, thanks to the +poor wretches like us who get our living by story-telling. + +Most young ladies constituted like Harriet Wesden have an ordeal to pass +through for better for worse; if for worse, God help them! Harriet +Wesden's came in due course. + +It was, in the beginning, but another chapter of romance--another +conquest! Love at first sight in London Streets, and the fervour of a +new-born passion carrying the devotee out of the track, and leading him +to follow in her footsteps, worshipping at a distance. It had occurred +twice before, and was a compliment to the power of her charms--her heart +quite fluttered at these little breaks in a somewhat monotonous +existence. It was rather aggravating that the romance always ended in an +old-fashioned bookseller's shop in Great Suffolk Street, where "the +mysterious strangers" were jostled into the mud by people with baskets, +and then run down by bawling costers with barrows. That was not a nice +end to the story, and though she wished the story to conclude at the +door, yet she would have preferred something more graceful as a +"wind-up." Nevertheless, take it for all in all, a satisfactory proof +that she had a face pretty enough to lure people out of their way, and +rob them of their time--lead them without a "mite of encouragement" on +her part to follow her fairy footsteps. If there were hypocrisy in her +complaints to Mattie concerning the "impudence" of the fellows, she +scarcely knew it herself; and Mattie would not believe in hypocrisy in +the girl whom she served with a Balderstonian fidelity. The third +fugitive adorer of the stationer's daughter was of a different stamp to +his predecessors. He was one of a class--a gentleman by birth and +position, and a prowler by profession. A prowler in fine clothes of +fashionable cut, hanging about fashionable thoroughfares when London was +in town, and going down to fashionable watering-places when London +needed salt water. A man of the lynx order of bipeds, hunting for prey +at all times and seasons, meeting with many rebuffs, and anon--and +alas!--with sufficient encouragement--attracted by every fresh, innocent +face; seeking it out as his profession; following it with a pertinacity +that would have been creditable in any other pursuit--in fact, a scamp +of the first water! + +Harriet Wesden had gone westward in search of a book ordered by a +customer, and had met this man, when homeward bound, in Regent Street. +Harriet's face attracted him, and in a business-like manner, which told +of long practice, he started in pursuit, regulating his conduct by the +future manoeuvres of the object in view. Harriet fluttered on her way +homewards, conscious, almost by intuition, that she was followed; +proceeding steadily in a south-eastern direction, and pertinaciously +keeping the back of her straw bonnet to the pursuer. Had she looked +behind once, our prowler would have increased his pace, and essayed to +open a conversation--a half smile, even a look of interest, the ghost of +an _oeillade_ would have been sufficient test of character for him, +and he would have chanced his fortunes by a _coup d'etat_. + +But he was in doubt. Once in crossing the Strand, towards Waterloo +Bridge, he managed to veer round and confront her, but she never glanced +towards him; so with a consideration not generally apparent in prowlers, +he contented himself with following her home. He had his time on his +hands--he had not met with an adventure lately--he was approaching a +region that was not well known to him, and the smell of which disgusted +him; but there was a something in Harriet Wesden's face which took him +gingerly along, and he was a man who always followed his adventures to +an end. Cool, calculating and daring, he would have made an excellent +soldier--being brought up as an idler, he turned out a capital +scoundrel. + +Harriet reached her own door and gave a half timid, half inquiring +glance round, before she passed into the shop; our prowler took stock of +the name and the number--he had an admirable memory--examined everything +in the shop window; walked on the opposite side of the way; looked up at +the first and second floor, and met with nothing to reward his vigilance +but the fierce face of old Hinchford; finally entered the shop and +purchased some cigars, grinding his teeth quietly to himself over Mr. +Wesden's suspicions of his sovereign being a counterfeit. + +We should not have dwelt upon this incident, had it thus ended, or had +no effect upon our story's progress. But, on the contrary, from the +man's persistency, strange results evolved. + +Twice or thrice a week this tall, high-shouldered, moustached _roue_, of +five-and-thirty, appeared in Suffolk Street--patronized the bookseller's +shop by purchases--hulked about street corners, watching the house, and +catching a glimpse of Harriet occasionally. This was the Brighton +romance over again, only Harriet was a year older now, and the hero of +the story was sallow-faced and sinister--there was danger to any modest +girl in those little scintillating eyes of his; and that other hero had +been much younger, and had really loved her, she believed! + +Pertinacity appears like devotion to some minds, and our prowler had met +with his reward more than once by keeping doggedly to his post; he held +his ground therefore, and watched his opportunity. Harriet Wesden had +become frightened by this time; the adventure had lost its romantic +side, and there was something in her new admirer's face which warned +even her, a girl of no great penetration. + +Mattie was always Harriet's _confidante_ in these matters--Harriet was +fond of asking advice how to proceed, although she did not always take +the same with good grace. That little, black-eyed confidante kept watch +in her turn upon the prowler, and resolved in her mind the best method +of action. + +"I'm afraid of him, Mattie," whispered Harriet; "I should not like +father to know he had followed me home, lest he should think I had given +the man encouragement, and father can be very stern when his suspicions +are aroused. Besides, I shouldn't like Sidney to know." + +"But he wouldn't believe that you had given him encouragement; he thinks +too much of you, I fancy." + +"You're full of fancies, Mattie." + +"And--oh! there's the man again, looking under the _London Journals_. +How very much like the devil in a French hat he is, to be sure!" + +This dialogue occurred in the back parlour, whilst Mrs. Wesden was +up-stairs, and Mr. Wesden in Paternoster Row in search of the December +"monthlies"--and in the middle of it the devil in his French hat, +stepped, with his usual cool imperturbability, into the shop. + +This procedure always annoyed Mattie; she saw through the pretence, and, +though it brought custom to the establishment, still it aggravated her. +It was playing at shop, and "making-believe" to want something; and shop +with our humble heroine was an important matter, and not to be lightly +trifled with. She had her revenge in her way by selling the prowler the +driest, hardest, and most undrawable of cigars, giving him the penny +Pickwicks for the mild Havannahs; she sold him fusees that she knew had +been left in a damp place, and the outside periodicals, which had become +torn and soiled--could she have discovered a bad sixpence in the till, I +believe, in her peculiar ideas of retaliation, she would not have +hesitated an instant in presenting it, with his change. + +The gentleman of energy entered the shop then, rolled his eyes over the +parlour blind towards Harriet, who sat at fancy-work by the fireside, +finally looked at Mattie, who stood stolidly surveying him. Now energy +without a result had considerably damped the ardour of our prowler, and +he had resolved to push a little forward in the sapping and mining way. +He was a man who had made feminine pursuit a study; he knew human +weakness, and the power of the money he carried in his pockets. He was +well up in Ovid and in the old comedies of a dissolute age, where the +Abigail is always tempted before the mistress--and Mattie was only a +servant of a lower order, easily to be worked upon, he had not the +slightest doubt. There was a servant who did the scrubbing of the stones +before the door, and sat half out of window polishing the panes, till +she curdled his blood, but she was a red-faced, stupid girl, and as +there was a choice, he preferred that shop-girl, "with the artful black +eyes," as he termed them. + +"Good morning, Miss." + +"Good morning." + +"Have you any--any more of those exceedingly nice cigars, Miss?" + +"Plenty more of them." + +"I'll take a shilling's-worth." + +Mattie, always anxious to get him out of the shop, rolled up his cigars +in paper, and passed them rapidly across the counter. The prowler, not +at all anxious, unrolled the paper, drew forth his cigar-case, and +proceeded to place the "Havannahs" very carefully one by one in their +proper receptacles, talking about the weather and the business, and even +complimenting Mattie upon her good looks that particular morning, till +Mattie's blood began to simmer. + +"You haven't paid me yet, sir," she said, rather sharply. + +"No, Miss--in one moment, if you will allow me." + +After awhile, during which Mattie moved from one foot to another in her +impatience, he drew forth a sovereign and laid it on the counter. + +"We're short of change, sir--if you have anything smaller----" + +"Nothing smaller, I am compelled to say, Miss." + +Mattie hesitated. Under other circumstances, she would have left her +shop, ran into the pork-butcher's next door, and procured change, after +a hint to Harriet to look to the business; but she detected the _ruse_ +of the prowler, and was not to be outwitted. She opened her till again, +and found fourteen shillings in silver--represented by a preponderance +of threepenny pieces, but that was of no consequence, save that it took +him longer to count--and from a lower drawer she drew forth one of many +five-shilling packets of coppers, which pawnbrokers and publicans on +Saturday nights were glad to give Mr. Wesden silver for, and laid it +down with a heavy dab on the counter. + +"What--what's that?" he ejaculated. + +"That's ha'pence--that's all the change we've got--and I can't leave the +shop," said Mattie, briskly. "You can give me my cigars back and get +change for yourself, if you don't like it." + +"Thank you," was the suave answer, "I was not thinking much about the +change. If you will buy yourself a new bonnet with it, you will be +conferring a favour upon me." + +"And what favour will you want back?" asked Mattie, quickly. + +"Oh! I will leave that to time and your kindness--come, will you take it +and be friends with me? I want a friend in this quarter very much." + +He pushed the silver and the cumbrous packet of coppers towards her. He +was inclined to be liberal. He remembered how many he had dazzled in his +time by his profuse munificence. Money he had never studied in his life, +and by the strange rule of contraries, he had had plenty of it. + +Mattie was impulsive--even passionate, and the effort to corrupt her +allegiance to the Wesdens fired her blood to a degree that she even +wondered at herself shortly afterwards. + +"Take yourself out of this shop, you bad man," she cried, "and your +trumpery change too! Be off with you before I call a policeman, or throw +something at you--you great big coward, to be always coming here +insulting us!" + +With her impatient hands she swept the money off the counter, +five-shilling packet of coppers and all, which fell with a crash, and +disgorged its contents on the floor. + +"What--what do you mean?" stammered the prowler. + +"I mean that it's no good you're coming here, and that nobody wants to +see you here again, and that I'll set the policeman on you next time you +give me any of your impudence. Get out with you, you coward!" + +Mattie thought her one threat of a policeman sufficient; she had still a +great reverence for that official personage, and believed that his very +name must strike terror to guilty hearts. The effect upon her auditor +led her to believe that she had been successful; but he was only alarmed +at Mattie's loud voice, and the stoppage of two boys and a woman at the +door. + +"I--I don't know what you mean--you're mad," he muttered, and then slunk +out of the shop, leaving his cumbrous change for a sovereign spread over +the stationer's floor. Mattie went round the counter and collected the +_debris_ of mammon, minus one threepenny piece which she could not +discern anywhere, but which Mr. Wesden, toiling under his monthly +parcel, detected in one corner immediately upon his entrance. + +"Why, Mattie, what's this?--MONEY--_on the floor_!" + +"A gentleman dropped his change, sir." + +"Put it on the shelf, he'll be back for it presently." + +"No, I don't think he will," was Mattie's dry response. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +PERSEVERANCE. + + +Mattie in her self-conceit imagined that she had frightened the prowler +from Great Suffolk Street; in lieu thereof, she had only deterred him +from entering a second appearance on the premises. He had made a false +move, and reaped the bitter consequence. He must be more wary, if he +built upon making an impression on Harriet Wesden's heart--more +cautious, more of a strategist. So he continued to prowl at a distance, +and to watch his opportunity from the same point of view. Presently it +would come, and with the advantage of his winning tongue, which could +roll off elegant phrases by the yard, he trusted to make an impression +on a shopkeeper's daughter. + +For a moment, and after his rebuff, he had hesitated as to the +expediency of continuing the siege; but his pride was aroused; it was an +unpleasant end to his plans, and the chance had not presented itself yet +of trying his fortune with Miss Wesden herself. Presently the hour would +come; he did not despair yet; he bided his time with great patience. + +The time came a fortnight after that little incident in the Suffolk +Street shop. Harriet Wesden was coming down the Borough towards home one +wet night when he accosted her. It was getting late for one thing, and +rainy for another, and Harriet was making all the haste home that she +could, when he made her heart leap into her throat by his sudden "Good +evening, Miss." + +One glance at him, the nipping of a little scream in the bud, and then +she increased her pace, the prowler keeping step with her. + +"Will you favour me by accepting half my umbrella, Miss Wesden--for one +instant then, whilst I venture to explain what may seem conduct the +reverse of gentlemanly to you?" + +"No, sir, I wish to hear nothing--I wish to be left alone." + +"I have been very rude--I will ask your pardon, Miss Wesden, very +humbly. But let me beg of you to listen to this explanation of my +conduct." + +"There is nothing to explain, sir." + +"Pardon me, but there is. Pardon me, but this is not the way you would +have treated Mr. Darcy had he been in my place." + +Harriet gasped for breath. Mr. Darcy, the hero of her Brighton folly, +the name which she had never confessed to a living soul, the only man in +the world who she thought could have taunted her with indiscretion, and +of being weak and frivolous rather than a rude and forward girl! Harriet +did not reply; she looked at him closely, almost tremblingly, and then +continued her hurried progress homewards; the prowler, seeing his +advantage, maintained his position by her side, keeping the umbrella +over her. + +"Mr. Darcy was an intimate friend of mine before he went to India; we +were together at Brighton, Miss Wesden--more than once he has mentioned +your name to me." + +"Indeed," she murmured. + +"You would like to hear that he is well, perhaps." + +"I am glad to hear that," Miss Wesden ventured to remark. + +"He is in India still--I believe will remain there, marry and settle +down there for good." + +"Have you been watching my house to tell me this?" + +"Partly, and partly for other reasons, for which I have a better excuse. +I have been a wanderer--in search of happiness many years, and for the +first time in a life not unadventurous there crosses my----" + +"Good evening, sir--I have been entrapped into a conversation--I must +beg you to leave me." + +Harriet set off at the double again--in double quick time went the +prowler after her. + +People abroad that night began to notice the agitated girl, and the tall +man marching on at her side, who, in his eagerness to keep step, trod on +people's feet, and sent one doctor's boy, basket and bottles, crunching +against a lamp-post; one or two stopped and looked after them and then +continued their way--it was a race between the prowler and his victim, +the prowler making a dead heat of it. + +Harriet gave in at last--her spirit was not a very strong one, and she +stopped and burst into tears. + +"Sir, will you leave me?--will you believe that I don't want to hear a +single word of your reasons for thus persecuting me?" + +"Miss Wesden, only allow me to explain, and I will go my way and never +see you more. I will vanish away in the darkness, and let all the bright +hopes I have fostered float away on the current which bears you away +from me." + +"Go, pray do go, if you are a gentleman. I must appeal to some one for +protection, if you----" + +"Miss Wesden, you must hear me--you shall hear me. I am not a child; I +am----" + +"A scoundrel, evidently," said a harsh voice in his ears, and the +instant afterwards Sidney Hinchford, with two fiery eyes behind his +spectacles, stood between him and the girl he was persecuting. Harriet, +with a little cry of joy, clung to the arm of her deliverer; the prowler +looked perplexed, then put the best face upon the matter that he could +extemporize for the occasion. + +"Who are you, sir?" was the truly English expletive. + +"My name is Hinchford--my address is at your service, if you wish it. +Now, sir, your name--and _business_?" + +"I decline to give it." + +"You have insulted this lady, a friend of mine. Apologize," cried young +Hinchford, in much such a tone as an irritable officer summons his +company to shoulder arms. + +"Sir, your tone is not calculated to induce me to oblige _you_. If Miss +Wesden thinks that I----" + +"APOLOGIZE!" shouted Hinchford, a second time. He had forgotten the +respect due to his charge, and shaken her hand from his arm; he was +making a little scene in the street, and convulsing Harriet with fright; +he was face to face with the prowler, his tall, well-knit form, +evidently a match for his antagonist; he was chivalrous, and scarcely +twenty years of age; above all, he was in a towering passion, and verged +a little on the burlesque, as passionate people generally do. + +As if by the touch of a magic wand, a crowd sprang up around them; +respectable passers-by, the pickets of the Kent Street gang on duty in +the Borough, unwashed men and women who had been seeking shelter under +shop-blinds, the doctor's boy, who had been maltreated and had a claim +to urge for damages, a fish-woman, two tradesmen with their aprons on +fresh from business, and shoals of boys who might have dropped from +heaven, so suddenly did they take up the best places, and assume an +interest in the adventure. + +The prowler turned pale, and flinched a little as Sidney approached, +flinched more as the audience seized the thread of discussion and +expressed its comments more vociferously. + +"Punch his head if he don't 'pologize, sir--throw him into the mud, +sir--I'd cure him of coming after _my_ gal--knock the bloke's hat off, +and jump on it--lock him up!" + +The prowler saw his danger; he had heard a great deal of the mercies of +a London mob, and it was hemming him in now--and, like most men of the +prowling class, he was at heart a coward. He succumbed. + +"I never intended to insult the lady--if I have uttered a word to offend +her, I am very sorry. It is all a misconception. But if the lady +considers that I have taken a liberty in offering--in offering," he +repeated, rather disturbed in his harangue by a violent shove from +behind on to the unhappy doctor's boy, upon whose feet he alighted, "a +common courtesy, I apologise with all my heart. I----" + +"That will do, sir," was the curt response; "you have had a narrow +escape. Take it as a lesson." + +Sidney was glad to back out of the absurd position into which he had +thrust Harriet, to draw her hand through his arm and hasten away, +offering a a hundred excuses to her for his imprudence and +impulsiveness. + +He had not moved twenty yards with her when the yell of the mob--and the +mob in that end of London possesses the finest blood-curdling yell in +the world--startled him and all within half a mile of him. It was a dull +night, and the wild elements of street life were fond of novelty; a +swell had been caught insulting a British female in distress, and the +unwashed hates swells like poison. An apology was not sufficient for the +lookers-on; prostration on bended knees and hands outstretched would not +have done; sackcloth and ashes vowed for the remainder of the +delinquent's existence, would have been treated with contumely--all that +was wanted was an uproar. The boys wanted an uproar because it was +natural to them; the representatives of Kent Street, because it was in +the way of trade, and one or two respectable gents had become interested +in the dispute, and wore watch-chains; the women, because "_he_ had not +been sarved out as he desarved, the wretch!" + +So the prowler, backing out of the crowd, met with a sledge-hammer hand +upon his hat, and found his hat off, and mud in his face, and then +fists, and finally an upheaving of the whole mass towards him, sending +him into the roadway like a shell from an Armstrong gun. There was no +help for it, the prowler must run, and run he did, pursued by the +terrible mob and that more terrible yell which woke up every recess in +the Borough; and in this fashion the pursuer and the pursued sped down +the muddy road towards the Elephant and Castle. + +An empty Hansom cab offered itself to the runaway; he leaped in whilst +it was being slowly driven down the Borough, and dashed his fist through +the trap. + +"Drive fast--double fare--REFORM!" + +The Hansom rattled off, the mob uttered one more despairing yell, and, +after a slight abortive effort, gave up the chase, and left the prowler +to his repentance. + +And he did repent of mixing with life "over the water,"--for Great +Suffolk Street never saw him again. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +"IN THE FULNESS OF THE HEART," ETC. + + +"Oh! Harriet, I am very sorry," burst forth Sidney, when the noise had +died away, and Harriet Wesden, pale and silent, walked on by his side +with her trembling hand upon his arm. + +Harriet did not reply--her dignity had been outraged, and his defence +had not greatly assisted her composure, though it had answered the +purpose for which it was intended. + +Sidney gulped down a lump in his throat, and glanced at the pretty, +agitated face. + +"You are offended with me--well, I deserve it. I'm a beast." + +This self-depreciatory verdict having consoled him, and elicited no +response from Harriet, he continued, "I acted like a fool; I should have +taken it coolly; why, he was more the gentleman of the two, scamp as he +was. By George, I was near smashing him, though! Harriet," with +eagerness, "you will look over my outburst. You're not so very much +offended, are you?" + +"No, I'm not offended, only the mob frightened me, and you were very +violent. I don't know what else you could have done." + +"Knocked him down and walked on, or given him in charge; knocked him +down quietly would have been the most satisfactory method. How did it +begin?" + +"He followed and spoke to me. He has been hanging about the house for +weeks." + +"The dev--I beg pardon--has he though?" + +Sidney Hinchford walked on; he had become suddenly thoughtful. More +strongly than ever it recurred to him what a mistake he had made in not +knocking down the prowler in a quiet and graceful manner. + +"Mattie has noticed it, and spoken to him about it, but he would not go +away." + +"Did he ever speak to you before to-night." + +"Never." + +"He's a great blackguard!" Sidney blurted forth; "but there's an end of +him. He'll not trouble you any more, Harriet; he did not know that you +had a big brother to take care of you. These sorts of fellows object to +big brothers--they're in the way so much." + +"Yes, I suppose so." + +"You oughtn't to go out at this time of night alone," he added after +awhile; "it isn't exactly the thing, you know." + +"No one spoke to me before." + +"N--no, but it is not what _I_ call proper." + +"What you call proper, Mr. Hinchford!--I'm sure I--" + +"I beg pardon; of course anything that I--I think proper, is of no +consequence to you. It's only my way of speaking out--rather too +plainly. I offend the clerks in the office at times and--and of course +it's no business of mine, Harriet, although I did hope once that--that +it would be. _There!_" + +Harriet saw what was coming, or rather what had come. She was alarmed, +although this was not her first offer, and the bloom of novelty had been +lightly brushed off by that boarding-school folly of which she felt more +ashamed every day. She began walking very fast, in much the same way +from his passionate words as she had done from the frothy vapidity of +that man, extinguished for ever. + +Sidney walked on with her; her hand was sliding from his arm when he +made a clutch at it, and held it rather firmly. He went at his love +affairs in a straightforward manner--his earnestness making up for his +lack of eloquence. + +"I know I've done it!" he said; "I know I should have kept this back a +year or two--perhaps altogether--but it wouldn't answer, and it has made +me miserable, out of sorts, and an enigma to the old dad. I'm only just +twenty--of no position yet, but with a great hope to make one--I'm sure +that I shall love you all my life, and never be happy without you--can +you put up with a fellow like me, and say I may hope to teach you to +love me some day?" + +A strange fear beset Harriet--a fear of answering before the whirl of +events had given her time to consider. She had never seriously thought +of pledging herself to him; though her woman's quickness had guessed at +his secret long since, she had never dreamed of him or felt her heart +beat for him, as for that first love who had won her girl's fancy, and +then faded away like a dream-figure. She was agitated from the preceding +events of that night, and now, in an unlucky moment, he added to her +embarrassment and made her brain whirl--she was scarcely herself, and +did not answer like herself. + +"Let go my hand, sir--let me go home--I don't want to hear any more!" + +"Very well," he answered; and was silent the rest of the way +home--leaving her without a word in the shop, and passing through that +side door reserved for the Hinchfords for the last thirteen years. +Harriet, trembling and excited, almost stumbled into the back parlour, +and began to sob forth a part of the adventures of that evening. Sidney, +like the ghost of himself, stalked into the first-floor front, where his +father was keeping a late tea for him. + +The anxious eyes of the father glanced from under the bushy white brows; +he was a student of human nature, so far as his son was concerned at +least. + +"Anything wrong, Sid?" + +"N--no," was the hesitative answer. + +"You look troubled." + +"I'm tired--dead beat." + +"Let us get on with the tea, then," he said assuming a cheery voice; +"here's the _Times_, Sid." + +"I have read it," was the hollow answer. + +"Oh! I haven't--any news?" + +"Tea gone up with a rush, I believe." + +"Ah! good for the firm, I hope." + +"Believe so--don't know. Phew! how infernally hot this room gets!" + +Mr. Hinchford hazarded no more remarks--the curt replies of his son were +sufficient indication of a reluctance to attend to him. He set out the +tea-table, and superintended the duties thereof in a grave, fatherly +manner, glancing askance at his son over the rim of his tea-cup. Sidney +was in a mood that troubled the sire--for it was an unusual mood, and +suggested something very much out of the way. + +After tea, Sidney would compose himself and relate what had happened in +the City to disturb him, and led him to respond churlishly to the old +father, who had never given him a cross word in his life. He would wait +Sidney's good time--there was no good hurrying the lad. + +These two were something more than father and son; their long +companionship together, unbroken upon by other ties, had engendered a +concentrative affection which was a little out of the common--which more +resembled in some respects the love existent between a good mother and +daughter. They were friends, confidants, inseparable companions as well. +The son's ambition was the father's, and all that interested and +influenced the one equally affected the other. Sidney had made no +friends from the counting-house or warehouse clerks; they were not "his +sort," and he shunned their acquaintance. He was a young man of an +unusual pattern, a trifle more grave than his years warranted, and +endued with more forethought than the whole business put together. He +looked at life sternly--too sternly for his years--and his soul was +absorbed in rising to a good position therein, for his father's sake as +well as his own. His father was growing old; his memory was not so good +as it used to be; Sid fancied that the time would shortly come when the +builders would discover his father's defects, dismiss him with a week's +salary, and find a younger and sharper man to supply his place. That was +simply business in a commercial house; but it was death to the +incapables, whom sharp practice swept out of the way. Sidney felt that +he had no time to lose; that there must come a day when his father's +position would depend upon himself; when he should have to work for +both, as his father had worked for him when he was young and helpless +and troublesome. Sidney's employers were kind, more than that, they were +deeply interested in the strange specimen of a young man who worked +hard, objected to holidays, and took work home with him when there was a +pressure on the firm; he was honest, energetic and truthful, and a +servant with those requisites is always worth his weight in gold. They +had conferred together, and resolved to make a partner of him in due +course, when he was of age or when he was five-and-twenty; and Sidney, +though he had never been informed of their intentions, guessed it by +some quick instinct, read it in their faces, and believed that good luck +would fall to his share some day. Still he never spoke of his hopes, +save once to his father in a weak moment, of which he ever after +repented, for his father was of a more sanguine nature, and inclined to +build his castles too rapidly. Sidney knew the uncertainties of +life--more especially of city life--and he proceeded quietly on his way, +keeping his hopes under pressure, and talking and thinking like a clerk +in the City who never expected to reach higher than two or three hundred +a year. + +Yet with all his prudence he was, singular to relate, not of a reticent +nature; he was a young man who spoke out, and hated mystery or suspense. + +Possibly in this last instance he had spoken out too quickly for Harriet +Wesden; and though suspense was over, he did not feel pleased with his +tactics of that particular evening. And he _was_ inclined to keep back +all the unpleasant reminiscences of that night, sink them for ever in +the waters of oblivion, and never let a soul know what an ass he had +made of himself. It was his first imprudence, and he was aggrieved at +it; he had given way to impulse, and suffered his love to escape at an +unpropitious moment--his ears burned to think of all the folly which he +had committed. + +In a bad temper--he who was generally so calm and equable--he took his +tea, and shunned his father's inspection by turning his back upon him. +After a while he took up the _Times_, which he had previously declined, +and feigned an interest in the "Want Places." Mattie came in and out of +the room with the hot water, &c.; she waited on the Hinchfords when Ann +of all work was weak in the ankles, which was of frequent occurrence. +Mattie made herself generally useful, and rather liked trouble than not. +With a multiplicity of tasks on her mind, she was always more cheerful; +it was only when there was nothing to do that her face assumed a +sternness of expression as if the shadow of her early days were settling +there. + +Mattie, bustling to and fro in attendance upon the Hinchfords, observed +all and said nothing, like a sensible girl. She was quick enough to see +that something unusual had happened above stairs as well as below, and +her interest was as great in these two friends--and _helpers_--as in the +Wesdens. She would have everybody happy in that house--it had been a +lucky house for her, and it should be for all in it, if she possessed +the power to make it so! + +She saw that one trouble had come at least; and looking intently at +Sidney's grim face--she had busied herself with the bread and butter +plate to get a good look at it--she read its story more plainly than he +would have liked. + +Outside the door she paused and put "this and that together"--_this_ in +the drawing-room, and _that_ in the parlour, and jumped at once at the +right conclusion, with a rapidity that did infinite credit to her +seventeen years. Seventeen years then, and rather shorter than ever, if +that were possible. + +"He has been courting Harriet--I know he has!" she said; "and Harriet's +been in a tantrum, and said something to cross him--that's it!" + +She missed a step and shook up the tea-things that she was carrying +down-stairs. This recalled her to the duties of her situation. + +"One thing at a time, Mattie, my dear," she said, in a patronizing way +to herself, as she descended to the lower regions. In those lower +regions poor Ann Packet created another divergence of thought. Ann's +ankles continued to swell--she had been much on her feet during the last +heavy wash, and the gloomy thought had stolen to her, that her new +calamity--she was a woman born for calamities--would end in the +hospital. + +This idea having just seized her, she communicated it at once to Mattie, +upon her re-appearance in the kitchen. + +"Mattie," said Ann, lugubriously, "I've been a good friend to you, all +my life--ain't I?" + +"To be sure you have," was the quick answer. + +"When you came here first, a reg'lar young rip, I took to you, taught +you what was tidiness, which you didn't know any more than the babe +unborn, did you?" + +"Not much more--don't you feel so well to-night, Ann?" + +"Much wus--I'm only forty, and my legs oughtn't to go at that age." + +"No, and they won't." + +"_Won't_ they?" was the ironical answer; "but they will--but they has! +Oh! Mattie gal, you'll come and see me at St. Tummas's?" + +"Ann Packet," said Mattie gravely, "this won't do. You're getting your +old horrors again, and you're full of fancies, and your ankles are not +half so bad as you think they are. I know what _you_ want." + +"What?" + +"A good shaking," laughed Mattie, "that's all." + +"Oh! you unnat'ral child!" + +"Well, the unnat'ral child will ask Mr. Wesden if she may keep out of +the shop to-night, and bring a book down-stairs to read to you, over +your needlework. But if you don't work I shan't read, Ann--is it a +bargain?" + +"You're allus imperent; but get the book, if master'll let you. Oh! how +_they_ do shoot!" + +Mattie obtained permission, brought down a book from the store, and sat +down to read to honest Ann. She had made a good choice, and Ann was soon +interested, forgot her ailments, and stitched away with excitable +rapidity. Mattie had no time for thoughts of her own, or the new mystery +above-stairs till the supper hour. She read on till the Hinchford bell +rang once more; then she closed the book, and met with her reward in +Ann's large red hand falling heavily, yet affectionately, on her +shoulder. + +"Thankee, Mattie. I'll do as much for you some day, gal." + +"When you can spell, or when I've gouty ankles, Ann?" + +"Ah! get out with you!--I'm only fit for making game on, you think. I'm +a poor woman, who never had the time to larn to read, and the likes of +you can laugh at me." + +"No--only try to make you laugh, Ann. You're not cross?" + +"God bless you!--not I," she ejaculated spasmodically. "There, go about +your work, and don't think anything of what an old fool like me talks +about." + +Mattie busied herself with the supper tray, the bread, cheese, knives +and plates, and then bore them away in her strong arms; Ann watched her +out of the room, and then produced an indifferently clean cotton +handkerchief, with which she wiped her eyes and blew her nose. + +"To think how that gal has altered since she first came here, a little +ragged thing," soliloquized Ann, "a gal who skeered you with the wulgar +words she'd picked up in the streets, and was so awful ignorant, you +blushed for her. And now the briskiest and best of gals; if I don't +spend all my money in doctors stuff afore I die, that Mattie shall have +every penny of it. It's in my will so; they put it down in black and +white for me, and she'll never know it till I'm--I'm gone!" + +A prospect that caused Ann Packet to weep afresh; a dismal, but a +soft-hearted woman, who had passed through life with no one to love, +until she met with the stray. She was a stray herself, picked up at the +workhouse gate, to the disgust of the relieving officer, and turned out +to service as soon as she could walk and talk, and a mistress be found +for her--lonely in the world herself, she had, when the time came round, +taken to one more forlorn and friendless than ever she had been. And she +_had_ left her all her money--fourteen pounds, seven and sevenpence, put +out at interest, two and seven eighths, in the Finsbury Savings Bank, +whither her ankles refused to carry her to get her book made up, another +trouble at that time which kept her mind unsettled. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +CONFIDENCE. + + +Whilst Mattie read to her fellow-workman, consolation was also being +attempted in the drawing-room that she had quitted. Consolation +attempted by the father after awhile to his son. + +After awhile, for an hour passed before a word was exchanged, and Sidney +Hinchford still held the newspaper before him, staring at it, without +comprehending a word. A singular position for him to adopt; a youth of +twenty, who never wasted time, who had always something on his hands to +fill up his evenings at home, who was very often too busy to play +backgammon with his father. + +That father was troubled; his heart was in his son's peace of mind; +there was nothing that he would not have sacrificed for it, had it lain +in his power. His pride was in his son's advancement, his son's ability, +and he fancied that a great trouble had occurred at the business to +change the scene in which both played their parts. He was less +strong-minded and more nervous than he had been four years ago, and so +less affected him. + +When the hour had passed, and he had grown tired of Sidney's silence, he +said, with something of his son's straightforwardness, + +"What's the matter, Sid?" + +Sidney crumpled the paper in his hands, and flung it on the table; he +was tired, even a little ashamed of his sullen deportment. + +"A matter that I ought to keep to myself, it being a foolish one, sir," +he answered; "but, if you wish, I will relate it." + +"If _you_ wish, Sid," was the courteous answer; "I have no wish to hear +anything that you would desire to keep back from me. If you think I can +be of no use to you, give you no advice, offer no consolation that you +may think worthy of acceptance, and if," with a very wistful glance +towards him, "you consider it a matter that concerns yourself alone, why +I--I don't wish to intrude upon your confidence." + +"I don't think that we have had any secrets from each other yet; I don't +see any reason why we should begin to get mysterious, father," Sidney +replied; "and so, here's the full, true, and particular account." + +Mr. Hinchford edged his chair nearer to his son, the son turned and +looked his father in the face, blushing just a little at the beginning +of his narrative. + +"It's an odd thing for one _man_ to tell another," he said quickly, "but +it's what you ought to know, and though it makes me wince a little, it's +soon over. I've been thinking of engaging myself to----" + +"Not to another firm, Sid--_now_?" cried the father, as he paused. + +"To Harriet Wesden, down-stairs." + +"God bless me!" + +Mr. Hinchford passed his hands through his scanty white hairs, stroked +his moustache, blew at an imaginary something in the air, loosened his +stock, and gasped a little. His son engaging himself to be married was a +new element to perplex him; he had never believed in human nature, or +the Hinchford nature, taking that turn for years and years. Once or +twice he had thought that his careful son might some day look around him +and _marry well_; but that at twenty years of age he should have fallen +in love, was a miracle that took some minutes to believe in. + +"Well," he said at last. + +"I should have said, father, that I had been thinking of an +engagement--a long one to end in a happy marriage, when there was fair +sailing for all of us--and that my thoughts found words when I least +expected them, and surprised Harriet by their suddenness. I told her I +loved her, and she told me that she didn't--and there's an end of it! We +need not speak of the affair again, you know." + +"'And that she didn't!'" quoted the father, "why, that's more amazing +still!" + +"On the contrary, that is the most natural part of it." + +"And she really said--" + +"She said that she did not want any more of my jaw--rather more +elegantly expressed, but that is what she meant. Well, I _was_ a fool!" + +Mr. Hinchford sat and reflected, becoming graver every instant. He did +not attempt to make light of the story, to treat it as one of those +trifles 'light as air,' which a breath would disperse. His son's was +neither a frivolous nor a romantic nature, and he treated even his +twenty years with respect. Mr. Hinchford was astonished also at his own +short-sightedness; the strangeness of this love passage darting across +the monotony of his quiet way, without a flash from the danger signal by +way of hint at its approach. He saw how it was to end, very clearly now, +he thought; Harriet Wesden and his son would contract an early +engagement, marry in haste, and cut him off by a flank movement, from +his son's society. He saw the new loves replacing the old, and himself, +white-haired and feeble, isolated from the boy to whom his heart +yearned. He scarcely knew how he had idolized his son, until the +revelation of this night. Still he was one of the least selfish men in +the world; Sidney's happiness first, and then the thought how best to +promote his own. + +After a few more questions and answers, Mr. Hinchford mastered the +position of affairs. Harriet Wesden loved his boy--that was a certainty, +and to be expected--and her timid embarrassment at Sid's sudden +proposal, and her nervous escape from it, were but natural in that sex +which poor Sid knew so little concerning. And the Wesdens, _pere et +mere_, why, they would be proud of the match; for Sid's abilities would +make a gentleman of him, and Sid in good time--all in good time--would +raise the stationer's daughter to a position, of which she might well be +proud! He liked the Wesdens, but heigho!--he had looked forward to his +boy doing better in the world, finding a wife more suitable for him in +the future. + +It was all plain enough, but he furbished up his philosophy, +nevertheless--that odd philosophy which at variance with his brighter +thoughts, sought to prepare those to whom it appealed for the worst that +might happen. He looked at the worst aspect of things, whilst his heart +had not a doubt of the best; he would have prepared all the world for +the keenest disappointments, and been the man to give way most, and to +be the most astounded at the result, had his prophecies come true. Years +ago he foretold Mattie's ingratitude and duplicity in return for his +patronage; but he had not believed a word of his forebodings. He had +told his son not to build upon so improbable a thing as a partnership +with his employers at so early an age; but he was more feverishly +expectant than his son, and so positive that his son's abilities would +be thus rewarded, that his pride had expanded of late years, and he +talked more like the rich man he had been once himself. + +Mr. Hinchford prepared his son for the worst that evening; and the son, +knowing his character, felt a shadow removed at every dismal conjecture +as to how the little love affair would terminate. + +"You can't let it rest here, however bad it may turn out, Sid." + +"No, of course not." + +"You must see Harriet's father in the morning, and make a clean breast +of it; and then if he turn you off with a short word--feeling himself a +rich man, and above the connection--why, you will put up with it +gravely, and like a Hinchford. There are a great many things against +your chances, my boy." + +"We're both too young, perhaps," suggested Sidney, more dolefully. + +"Years too young," was the reply; "and people have unpleasant habits of +changing their minds--and then what a fix it would be, Sid! Why, Harriet +Wesden's not eighteen till next month--quite a child!" + +"No, I'm hanged if she is!" burst forth Sidney. + +"Well then, you're but a boy, after all; and these long and early +engagements are bad things for both. But still as it has come, you must +speak to the old people; and if they have no objection--which I think +they will have--and Harriet is inclined to accept you--which I think she +isn't--why, make the best of it, work on in the old sure and steady +fashion--you're worth waiting for, my lad." + +"Thank you, dad," was the reply; "you're very kind, but your opinion of +me is not the world's. I'm a cross-grained, unforgiving, disagreeable +person--there!" + +"In your enemy's estimation--but your friends?" + +"I don't know that I have any." + +"Oh! we shall see--and if you have not any abroad," he added, "you must +put up with the old one at home, Sid." + +"He will put up with me, I hope; he will remember that I have only him +yet awhile to tell my hopes and fears to, standing in the place of the +mother." + +"Ah! the good mother, lost so early to us!--she should have heard this +story, Sid." + +The old man snatched up the paper and began reading; the son turned to +his own work at last, and was soon buried in accounts. But the paper was +uninteresting, and the accounts foggy; after awhile both gave it up, and +talked again of the old subject. Sid's full heart overflowed that night, +and his reticence belonged not to it; he was sure of sympathy with his +feelings, and had the mother--ever a gentle and dear listener--been at +his side, he could not have more fully dwelt upon the love which had +troubled him so long, and which he had kept so well concealed. It had +grown with his growth; Harriet's playfellow, Harriet's brother, finally +Harriet's lover. Page after page, chapter after chapter of the story +which begins ever the same, and only darts off at a tangent when the +crisis, such as his, comes in due course, to end in various +ways--happily, deplorably--in the sunshine of comedy, the mystery of +melodrama, the darkness of tragedy, taking its hues from the +"surroundings," and giving us poor scribes no end of subjects to write +upon. + +Mr. Hinchford was a patient listener; other men might have been wearied +by the romantic side to a love-sick youth's character; but Sid was a +part of himself, and he had no ambition, no hope in which his son did +not stand in the foreground, a bright figure to keep him rejoicing. + +Supper served and over, Sidney retired to his share in the double-bedded +room at the back--the shabby room with which Mr. Hinchford had lately +grown disgusted, and even wished to quit, knowing not his son's reason +for remaining--leaving the father to fill his after-supper pipe before +the fire. Mr. Hinchford was in a reflective, wide-awake mood, and not +inclined for rest just then; he sat with his slippered feet on the +fender, puffing away at his meerschaum. Had he not promised his son to +keep away from Mr. Wesden until the _denouement_ had been brought about +by Sid's own method, he would have gone down stairs and talked it over +with the old people; but the promise given, he would sit there and think +of his son's chances, and pray for them, as they were nearest his heart +then. + +He was a father who understood human nature a little, not so much as he +fancied himself, but who was, nevertheless, a man of discernment, when +his simple vanity did not stand in the way. + +He had not thought deeply of Harriet Wesden before; now that there +loomed before him the prospect of calling her "daughter," he conjured up +every reminiscence connected with her, and set himself to think whether +such a girl were likely to make Sid happy, or to love Sid as that +pure-hearted, honest lad deserved. He was astonished, after a while, at +the depth of his researches into the past; he could remember her a +light-hearted child, a vivacious girl, now, presto, a woman, whom Sid +sought for a wife; he could see her flitting before him, a pretty girl, +swayed a little by the impulse of the hour, and verging on extremes; he +called to mind certain traits of character that had struck him more than +once, and had then been forgotten in the hurrying passage of events +foreign to her; he sat studying an abstruse volume, and perplexing +himself with its faintly written characters. Mothers have had such +thoughts, and made them the business of a life, sorrowing and rejoicing +over them, and praying for their children's future; seldom fathers, +before whom are ever the counting-house in the City, the bargains to be +made in the mart or on the exchange, the accommodation to be had at the +bankers'. + +Hinchford thought like a woman; he was a clerk whose business thoughts +ended when he came home at night, and he was alone in the world with one +hope. All the old worldly thoughts lay apart from him, and the +affections of paternity were stronger within him in consequence. He +lived for Sid, not for himself. + +He was still in a brown study, when the shuffling feet of Mrs. Wesden, +being assisted up-stairs by her husband to the top back room, disturbed +him for an instant; then the rustle of a dress, and the light footfall +of the daughter, assured him of Harriet's retirement. All was still in +that crowded house which he had wished to exchange a year ago for a +house in the suburbs, suitable to the united salaries of himself and +boy. He thought of that wish, and sighed to think it had not been +carried out, for, after all, he was not quite satisfied with the turn +affairs had taken. + +The door opened suddenly and startled his nerves. He turned a scared +face towards the intruder, who jumped a little at the sight of him +sitting before the grate, black, yawning and uninviting at that hour. + +"I thought you had gone, Mr. Hinchford," said Mattie; "I came for the +supper tray and to tidy up a bit here, and save time in the morning." + +"How's Ann?" he asked absently. + +"Better, I think," replied Mattie, still standing at the door. + +"You can clear away--I'm going in a minute. How's the evening school, +girl?" + +"Why, I have left it this twelvemonth!" + +"To be sure--I had forgotten that you had learned all that they could +teach you, and had become too much of a woman. Why, we shall hear of you +being married next." + +"Who's going to be married _now--Mr. Sidney_?" + +"Confound you! how sharp you are," said Mr. Hinchford a little dismayed; +"no, I never said so--mind I never said a word, so don't let us have any +ridiculous tattling." + +"I never tattle," said Mattie in an offended tone. "Oh! Mr. Hinchford," +she added suddenly, "you can always trust _me_ with anything." + +"I hope so, Mattie--I hope so." + +"And if Mr. Sidney thinks of marrying our Harriet, you may trust me not +to let the people round here know a word about it. Not a word, sir!" she +repeated, with pursed lips. + +Mr. Hinchford ran his hands through his hair, and loosened his stock +again. He was confused, he had betrayed his hand, and made a mess of it, +or else Mattie knew more than he gave her credit for, it was doubtful +which. + +"Mattie," he said, after a while, when that young woman, rapid in her +movements, had packed the tray and was proceeding to retire with it. + +"Yes, sir." + +She left the table and came nearer to him. + +"Whatever made you think that my dear boy was likely to--to take a fancy +to Harriet?" + +"I've noticed that he talks to her a good deal, and comes into the back +parlour a great deal, and brightens up when she speaks to him, and you +can see his eyes dancing away behind the little spectacles he's taken +to--and very becoming they are, sir." + +"Very," asserted the old gentleman. + +"And he's always dull when she's out, and fidgets till he knows where +she has gone, and tries to make me tell; and so I've fancied, oh! ever +so long, that Harriet and he would make a match of it some day." + +He was amazed at this girl ascertaining the truth before himself, but he +retained his cool demeanour. + +"Some long day hence, mayhap--who can tell?" + +"Love's as uncertain as life--isn't it, sir?" + +"Ahem--yes." + +"At least, I've read so," corrected Mattie. "It's a thing I shall never +understand, Mr. Hinchford." + +"Time enough--time enough, my girl." + +"But our Harriet, she's pretty, she's a lady, she's meant to be loved by +everybody she meets, and she's the only one that's good enough to marry +_him_." + +She lowered her voice at the last word, and made a quick movement with +her hand in the direction of the adjoining room. + +"You are very fond of Harriet, Mattie?" said Mr. Hinchford, curiously. + +"As I need be, sir, surely." + +"Ah! surely--she is amiable and kind." + +"Always so, I think." + +"A little thoughtless, perhaps--eh?" + +He was curious concerning Harriet Wesden now--no match-making mother +could have taken more indirect and artful means to elicit the truth +concerning her child's elect. + +"Why, that's it!" exclaimed Mattie; "that's why Mr. Sidney ought to +marry her." + +"Oh! is it?" + +"You'll see, sir," said Mattie, suddenly drawing a chair close to Mr. +Hinchford, and assuming a position on the edge thereof; "you'll soon +see, sir, what I mean by that." + +"Yes--yes." + +It was a strange picture, with an odd couple in the foreground; Harriet +Wesden, Sidney Hinchford, or afflicted Ann Packet, coming in suddenly, +would have been puzzled what to make of it. The burlesque side to the +scene did not strike Mr. Hinchford till long afterwards; the slight +figure of the girl on the chair before him, the rapid manner in which +she expounded her theory, her animation, sudden gestures, and, above +all, his own intense interest in the theme, and forgetfulness of the +confidence he placed in her by his own absorbent _pose_. He had put his +pipe aside, and, open-mouthed and round-eyed, was drinking in every +word, clutching his knees with his hands, meanwhile. + +"Mr. Sidney isn't thoughtless. He's careful, and he has a reason for +everything, and he will keep her from harm all her life. She'll be the +best and brightest of wives to him, if they should ever marry, which I +do hope and pray they will, sir, soon. I'm sure there are no two who +would make a happier couple, and oh!--to see them happy," clapping her +hands together, "what would _I_ give!" + +"You haven't lost your interest in us, then, Mattie?" + +"When I forget the prayers that Mrs. Wesden taught me, or the first +words of yours that set me thinking that I might grow good, or all the +kindness which everybody in this house has shown for me, then I shall +lose that, sir--not before!" + +"You're an uncommon girl, Mattie." + +"No, sir." + +"You show an uncommon phase--great gratitude for little kindnesses. I'm +glad to see this interest in Harriet and my boy--perhaps they might do +worse than make a match of it. But--but," suddenly returning to the +subject which engrossed him, "hasn't it struck you--just a little, mind, +nothing to speak of--that Harriet Wesden is a trifle vain?" + +"Wouldn't you be proud of your good looks, if you had any?" was the +sharp rejoinder. + +"Um," coughed he, "I daresay I might." + +"I should be always staring at myself in the glass if I had her +complexion, her golden hair, her lovely blue eyes. I should be proud to +think that my pretty face had made my happiness by bringing the thoughts +of such a son as yours to me." + +"Ah! I didn't see it in that light," said he, tugging at his stock +again, "and I--I daresay everything will turn out for the best. We will +not dwell upon this any more, but let things take their course, and not +spoil them by interference, or by talking about them, Mattie." + +"Don't fear me," said Mattie, rising. + +"I don't think it is our place," he added, associating himself with +Mattie, to render his hints less personal, "to be curious about it, and +seek to pry into what is going on in the hearts of these young people. +Do you think now, Mattie, that she's inclined to be fond of--of my Sid?" + +"I don't say she'd own it just now--but I think she is. Why shouldn't +she be?" + +"Ah!--why, indeed. There's not a boy like him in the whole parish." + +"No, sir." + +"And Harriet Wesden will be a lucky girl." + +"Ah! that she will!" + +"And--and now good night, Mattie, and the less we repeat of this gossip +the better." + +"Certainly--things had better take their course without _our_ +interference." + +"Yes," was the dry answer. + +Mattie seized her tray, and prepared to depart. At the door, with her +burden _en avance_ she paused, went back to the table, replaced her +tray, and returned to Mr. Hinchford's side. + +"Something happened to-night! The dear girl has been disturbed--I hope +Mr. Sidney has not been in a hurry, and----" + +"Hush! I don't think he's asleep. Good night--good night." + +"When _she_ was a year younger, it was hard work to keep back what was +in her heart from me; but she's growing older in her ways, and better +able to understand that I'm only a poor servant, after all. I don't +complain," said Mattie, "she's always kind and good to me, but she's my +mistress's daughter, rather than the sister--or something like the +sister--that used to be. And I do so like to know everything, sir!" + +"So it seems," remarked Mr. Hinchford. + +"Everything that concerns her, I mean--because I might be of help when +she least expected it. And so Mr. Sidney has told her all about it +to-night?" + +"I never said so," cried the embarrassed old gentleman. + +"Well, I only guess at it," answered Mattie; "I shall soon come to the +rights of it, if I keep a good look out." + +She caught up her tray again and marched to the door to ponder anew. Mr. +Hinchford writhed on his chair--would this loquacious diminutive help +never go down-stairs and leave him in peace? She asked no more +questions, however. + +"And to think that what I fancied would happen is all coming round like +a story-book, just as I hoped it would be for her sake--for his +sake--years and years ago! How nicely things come round, sir, don't +they?" + +"Don't they!" he re-echoed. + +Mattie departed, and the old gentleman blew at invisibility in the air +once more. + +"How that girl does talk!--it is her one fault--loquacity. If she can +only find a listener, she's happy. And yet, when I come to consider it, +that girl's always happy--for she's thankful and content. And things are +coming nicely round, she says--well, I hope so!" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +SIDNEY STATES HIS INTENTIONS. + + +Mr. Wesden, if not the first person up in the house, was at least the +first person who superintended business in the morning. For years that +little shop had been opened punctually at six A.M. When the boy had not +arrived to take down the shutters, Mr. Wesden lowered them himself. +Tradesfolk over the way, early mechanics sallying forth to work from the +back streets adjacent, the policeman on duty, the milkboy, and the woman +with the watercresses, knew when it was six o'clock in Great Suffolk +Street by the opening of Mr. Wesden's shop. + +Mr. Wesden prided himself upon this punctuality, and not even to Mattie +would he entrust the duties of commencing the labours of the day, +despite the inflexibility of his back after a night's "_rest_." + +Sidney Hinchford, who knew Mr. Wesden's habits, therefore found no +difficulty in meeting with that gentleman at five minutes past the early +hour mentioned. + +"Good morning, Mr. Wesden." + +"Good morning, Sidney." + +Mr. Wesden was sitting behind his counter, in business position, ready +for customers; the morning papers had not come in from the agent--he had +given up of late years fetching them from the office himself--and there +was not much to distract him from full attention to all that Sidney had +to communicate. + +"I thought I should find you handy for a serious bit of talk, sir." + +Mr. Wesden looked at him, and his face assumed a degree of extra +gravity. Sidney Hinchford had got into debt with his tailor, and wished +to borrow a few pounds "on the quiet." + +"I suppose Harriet told you last night what happened?" + +"Not all that happened, I fancy." + +"Then she waited for me, possibly," he said, a little taken aback +nevertheless, "or told her mother. Well, you see, to make a long story +short, Mr. Wesden, I have taken the liberty of falling in love with your +daughter, as was natural and to be expected, and I have come down early +this morning to tell you plainly that that's the state of my feelings, +and that if you have anything to say against it or me, why you can clap +on the extinguisher, and no one a bit the wiser." + +Mr. Wesden was a man who never showed his surprise by anything more than +an intenser stare than usual; he sat looking stolidly at Sidney +Hinchford, who leaned over the counter with flushed cheeks and earnest +eyes, surveying him through his glasses. + +Still Mr. Wesden was surprised--in fact, very much astonished. Only a +year or two ago, and the tall young man before him was a little boy +fresh from school, and a source of trouble to him when he got near the +tinsel drawer, and Skelt's Scenes and Characters--now he was talking of +love matters. + +"You're the first customer this morning, Sidney, and you've asked for a +rum article," he said bluntly. + +"Which you'll not refuse me, I hope, sir--which you'll give me a chance +of obtaining, at all events." + +"What does Harriet say?" + +"I've--I've only just said a few words to her--more than I ought to have +said perhaps, before I know her feelings towards me, or what your wishes +were, sir." + +Sidney, very humble and deferential to pater-familias, after taking the +case in his own hands, like all young hypocrites who have this terrible +ordeal to pass, and are doubtful of the upshot. + +Mr. Wesden listened and stared--clean over Sidney's head, rather than at +him. Had he not had a long experience of the stationer's ways, he would +have augured ill for his prospects from the stolidity with which his +news was received; but Mr. Wesden was always a grave and reserved man, +and his immobile features did not alarm the young suitor. + +"Well, and what's to keep her and you--_my money_?" + +"Not a farthing of it, sir, by your good leave," said Sidney, proudly; +"I wish to work on and wait for her. I have every hope of attaining to a +good position in my office--I think I see my way clearly--I won't ask +you to let her marry me till I can show you a home of my own, and a +little money in the bank, sir." + +"Why didn't you wait till then?" was the dry question. + +"Why, because a fellow wants a hope to live on--permission from you to +pay his addresses to Miss Harriet, and to ask her to give me a hope +too." + +"I see." + +Mr. Wesden fidgeted about his top drawers, folded some papers, looked in +his till, and then turned his little withered face to Sidney. The face +had altered, was brighter, even wore a smile, and Sidney's heart leaped +again. + +"If you'd been like most young men, I should have said 'Not yet.' But +you haven't crept about the bush, and you've dealt fair, and I'll +promise all I can without tying the girl up too closely." + +"Tying her up!" + +"The home of your own hasn't turned up yet," shrewdly remarked the +stationer; "and though I believe that and the money will, we may as well +wait for some signs of them. And----" + +"Well, well." + +"Don't you be in a hurry, young man; breath don't come so fast as it +did, and I'm not used to long speeches." + +"Take your time, sir--I beg pardon." + +"And Harriet's very young, and may see some one else to like better." + +"I hope not, sir." + +"And _you_ are very young, and may see some one else too." + +"Oh! Mr. Wesden." + +"Ah! it's shocking to think of, but these awful events do occur," said +the old man, satirically; "and, besides, my old lady and I are ignorant +people in one way, and mayn't suit you when you get bigger and prouder." + +"Mr. Wesden, you'll not fancy that, I know." + +"You'll have to think whether, when you are a great man, you'll be able +to put up with the old lady and me coming to see our girl sometimes." + +Sidney entered another protest--was prolific, even liberal in his +invitations, which he issued on the spot. + +"Then if it's not an engagement, or what I call downright keeping +company just yet--say for another year at least, I shan't turn my back +upon you." + +"Thank you, sir--you are more than generous." + +He leaned across the counter and shook hands with Mr. Wesden; the +news-agent drove up in his pony-cart at the same moment, and directly +afterwards had flung a heavy bundle of the "early mornings" upon the +counter; the news-boy entered, and waited for orders for his first +round; a little girl came in for a penny postage stamp, change for +sixpence, and a piece of paper to wrap the lot in. Business was +beginning in Great Suffolk Street, and Sidney Hinchford getting in the +way. Sidney would have liked to add a little more, but Mr. Wesden +stopped him. + +"Harriet's been down this half hour," he said; "I suppose you know +that." + +"Indeed I did not, sir," exclaimed Sidney, with a wild glance towards +the parlour. + +Harriet was there, busying herself with the breakfast cloth--a domestic +picture, fair and glowing. He dashed into the parlour, and Harriet, +prepared for him now, listened demurely, felt her heart plunging a +little, but did not rebuke him with any words similar to those of +yesternight. His despairing look of that period had kept her restless +all night; she could not bear to know that others were unhappy, and she +fancied that she should soon learn to love him, if she did not love him +already, for his manliness and frankness. So she listened, and Sidney +detailed his interview with her father, and her father's wish that it +should not be considered an engagement between them until at least +another year had passed. + +"We are to go on just the same as if nothing had happened, but--but I +wish you to look forward to the end of that year like myself, to have +hope in me and my efforts, and to give me hopes of you." + +"Am I worth hoping for, Sidney?" was the rejoinder; "you don't know half +the foolishness of which I have been guilty--what a weak, frivolous, +romantic girl I have been." + +She thought of her Brighton romance, opened the book, and then shut it +hastily again. It was a story he had no right to know yet, and she had +not the courage to tell him just then--it belonged wholly to the past, +so rake the dead leaves over it and let it rest again! + +Let it rest, then; there was no engagement. Both were free to change +their minds before the year was out in which the strength of their love +would be put to the test. For that year nothing more than friends, she +thought, or a something more than friends, and less than lovers. + +The half bargain was concluded, and Sidney went on his way rejoicing. +There was rejoicing in the hearts of all in that house for a while. Mrs. +Wesden cried over her girl as though she was going away to-morrow, but +talked as if it were a settled engagement, and was glad that Sidney +Hinchford was to be her son-in-law some day. Mr. Hinchford and Mr. +Wesden smoked their pipes together that evening, and talked about it in +short disjointed sentences, amidst which Mr. Hinchford learned that Mr. +Wesden would retire from business before the year's probation had +expired, leaving Mattie, possibly, in charge. Mattie and Ann Packet in +the lower regions dwelt upon the same subject, free debatable ground, +which no one cared to hem round by restrictions. + +Late in the evening, Mattie stole up to Harriet's bed-room, and knocked +softly at the panels of the door. + +"May I come in?" she asked. + +"To be sure, Mattie." + +"I thought that you would be sitting here, thinking of it." + +"Thinking of what, Mattie?" + +"Ah! you don't tell me anything now--but I can guess--and Mr. Sidney did +not sit in the parlour all the evening for nothing!" + +"No, Mattie; but it's not a downright engagement yet. I'm to try if I +can like Sidney first." + +"That's the best way--didn't I say that this would happen some day, Miss +Harriet?" + +"But it hasn't happened yet." + +"Ah! but it will--I see it all now as plain as a book. I said only last +night that things were coming round nicely for us all. And they +are--they are!" + +Harriet began to cry, and to beg Mattie to desist. For an instant the +sanguine assertion sounded like a vain prophecy, and jarred strangely on +her nerves, bringing forth tears and heavy sobs, and a fear of that +future which stretched forth radiantly beyond to Mattie's vision. After +all, Harriet was but a girl, and had not thought very deeply of all that +the contract implied between Sidney and herself. And after all, _were_ +things coming round nicely?--or was the red glow in the sky lurid and +threatening to her, and more than her? + +This is scarcely a quiet story, and we are not through our first volume. +What does the astute novel-reader think? + +END OF BOOK THE SECOND. + + + + +BOOK III. + +UNDER SUSPICION. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +AN OLD FRIEND. + + +Mr. Wesden retired from business. After thirty or forty years' +application to the arduous task of "keeping house and home together," +after much hesitation as to whether it were safe and practicable and he +could afford it; after a struggle with his old habits of shop-keeping, +and a deliberate survey of his position from all points of the compass, +he migrated from Great Suffolk Street, and settled down in what he +considered country--a back street in the Camberwell New Road, commanding +views of a cabbage-field, a public house, and another back street in +course of formation by an enterprising builder. + +This was country enough for Mr. Wesden; and handy for town, and Great +Suffolk Street. For he had scarcely retired from business, merely +withdrawn himself from the direct management, the sales over the +counter, and the worry of the news-boys. The name of Wesden was still +over the door, and Mattie remained general manager at the old shop, +which had been her refuge from the world in the hard times of her +girlhood. + +Mr. and Mrs. Wesden then considered themselves in the country. They had +humble notions, and a little contented them. There was a back garden +with a grass plot, a gravel walk, two rows of box edging, and a few +flower-beds--surely that was country enough for anybody, they thought? +Then it was quite a mansion of a house--six rooms exclusive of kitchen; +and, thanks more to Harriet's taste than her parents', was neatly and +prettily furnished. + +It was a change from Great Suffolk Street. Harriet Wesden had been +brought up with lady-like notions, and had never taken to the shop; it +was pleasant to live in a private house, practice her piano, assist her +mother in the gardening, and have a young man to come courting her "once +or twice a-week!" Mr. Wesden, with habits more formed for shop life, had +to struggle hard before he could accustom himself to the novelty of his +position; in his heart he never felt thoroughly at home, and was always +glad of an excuse to walk over to Great Suffolk Street. He could not sit +on the new chairs all day, and stare at the roses on the carpet; there +was nothing much to see out of window save the postman, pot-boy, +grocer's boy, and butcher, at regular intervals; gardening did not agree +with his back, and it was hard work to get through the day, unless he +went for a walk with the old lady. + +The old lady aforesaid had taken quite a new lease of life--absence from +the close neighbourhood of Suffolk Street had given her back some of her +old strength; for twenty years she had solaced herself with the thought +of "retiring"--the one ambition of a tradesman's wife--and now it had +come, and she was all the better for the change. She made such good use +of her limbs at intervals, became so absorbed in training Sweet +Williams, and picking the snails off the white lilies, brightened up so +much in that small suburban retreat, that the old gentleman--always be +it remembered of a suspicious turn--doubted in his own mind if Mrs. W. +had not been "shamming Abraham" in Great Suffolk Street. + +Harriet was not nineteen years of age yet, and business had not been +left in Mattie's charge three months, when Mr. Wesden's character began +to mould itself afresh. The change which had done mother and daughter +good, altered Mr. Wesden for the worse. He became irritable, at times a +little despondent; nothing to do, began seriously to affect his temper. +This is no common result in men who have been in harness all their +lives--steady, energetic shopkeepers, whose lives have been one bustle +for a quarter of a century and upwards, find retiring from business not +so fine a thing as it looked from the distance, when they were in debt +to the wholesale purveyors. + +Mr. Wesden did not like it--if the truth must be spoken, though he kept +it to himself, for appearances sake, he absolutely hated it. He was not +intended for a gentleman, and he could _not_ waste time--it made his +head ache and gave him the heart-burn. If it had not been for the shop +in Great Suffolk Street, he would have gone melancholy mad, or taken to +drinking; that shop was his safety valve, and he was only his old self +when he was back in it, pottering over the stock. + +Unfortunately his _new_ self was never more highly developed than when +he had returned to Camberwell, and woe to the beggar or the brass band +that halted before his gates and worried him. + +Meanwhile, the shop in Great Suffolk Street continued to do its steady +and safe business. Mattie was not far from eighteen years of age, proud +of her position of trust, the quickest and best of shopkeepers. On the +first floor still resided Mr. Hinchford and his son; the place was handy +for office yet, and they were biding their time to launch forth, and +assert their true position in society. The rent was moderate, and Sidney +was trying hard to save money out of his salary; there were incentives +to save, and at times he was even a trifle too economical for his +father's tastes. Still, he erred on the right side--his father was +becoming weaker, and his father's memory was not what it had been--his +employers had not spoken of the partnership lately, and there might be +rainy days ahead, which it was policy to prepare for--in a world of +changes, who could tell what might happen? + +Mattie found it dull at first after the Wesdens' departure; the place +seemed full of echoes, and one bright face at least was hard to lose. +But the face came often to light up the old shop again, and on alternate +Sundays she went to dine at the fine house at Camberwell, leaving Ann +Packet in charge of the establishment. + +Still she was soon "at home;" she was a dependant, and must expect +changes; she was a girl who always made the best of everything. There +was no time for her to regret the alterations; she was born for work, +and there was plenty to do in Mr. Wesden's business, not to mention a +watch upon Ann Packet at times, who, when "afflicted," was rather remiss +in her attentions upon the lodgers. + +Life was not monotonous with her, for she took an interest in her work; +and if it had been, there were many gleams of sunshine athwart it; those +who knew her best, loved her and had confidence in her. Many in Suffolk +Street thought there wasn't such a young woman in the world; a butcher +over the way--a young man beginning business for himself, thought that +it would be a "good spec" to have such a young woman behind his counter +attending to the customers--those who knew her history, and there were +many in Suffolk Street who remembered her antecedents, wondered at her +progress; all was well until the autumn set in, and then the tide turned +in the affairs of Mattie, and on those good friends whom Mattie loved. + +One afternoon in September, Mattie was busy in the shop as usual--she +kept to the shop all day, and never adopted the plan of hiding away from +customers in the back parlour--when a woman with a large basket, a key +on her little finger, a bonnet half off her head disclosing a broad, +sallow, wrinkled face, came shuffling into the shop. + +Mattie looked at her across the counter, and waited for orders, looked +till her heart began beating unpleasantly fast. Back from the land +benighted came a rush of old memories at the sight of that dirty, +slip-shod woman, whom she had hoped never to see again. + +"And so you recollects me, Mattie, arter all these years?" + +"I--I think that I have seen you before." + +"_I_ should think you just had, once or twice. And so you're minding +this shop for the Wesdens, whose turned gentlefolks?" + +"Yes, I am." + +"Well," putting her basket on the counter, and taking the one chair that +was placed for the convenience of customers, "wonders will never cease. +To think that you should find a place like this, and should have stuck +to it so long, and never gone traipsing about the streets again." + +"Can I serve you with anything?" asked Mattie. + +"No, you can't. I never deal here." + +"Then what do you want?" + +"Ah! that's another wonder which won't cease either, my dear," said the +old woman, assuming an insinuative manner, "and a bigger wonder than the +tother one." + +"I don't want to hear it, I don't want anything to say to you. You must +go out of the shop, Mrs. Watts." + +"Don't be afeard of me, my love; the Lord knows I haven't been a trouble +to you, though I've lived within a stone's throw, and could have dropped +in here at any moment. But no, I says, let her keep to her fine stuck up +people if she likes, and forget her oldest and best friends for 'em, and +do her wust, it's not the likes of me or mine who'll poke our noses into +her affairs. No, I says, let her keep a lady, and wear brown meriner +dresses, and smart black aprons, and white collars and cuffs, for me!" + +Mrs. Watts had verged into the acrimonious vein, taken stock of Mattie's +general appearance at that juncture, and introduced it into her +conversation with an ease and fluency that was remarkable. + +Mattie stood watching her. This was the evil genius of her early life, +and there was danger in her very presence. It was not safe to take her +eyes from her. + +"What do you want?" she asked again. + +"It's somethin' partickler--shall we come into the parler?" + +"Oh! no." + +"I'm not well dressed enuf, I spose?--I'm not fit society for sich a +nice young gal, I spose?--I'm to be turned off as if I was a beggar, +instead of the woman of property which I am, I spose?" + +"What do you want?" repeated Mattie. + +"And I was your poor mother's friend, and trusted her when nobody else +would, and gave her a bed to die on comforbly when there wasn't a mag to +be made out of her. And I was your friend, though that's something to +turn your nose up at, ain't it?" + +"You were kind in your way, perhaps--I cannot say, I don't know; I don't +wish to remember the past any more. Will you tell me what you want, or +go away?" + +"And you won't come into the parler?" + +"No." + +"It's the curiest story as you ever did hear. There's been a man asking +arter you down our court, and asking arter me, and finding me out at +last, and nearly coming to a bargain with me, when, cus my greediness, I +lost him." + +"Asking after me?" + +"Ah! you may well open those black eyes of yourn--he made me stare, I +can tell you. He walks one day into my house, as if it belonged to him, +and says, 'Are you Mrs. Watts?' 'Yes,' I says. 'Do you remember Mrs. +Gray?' he says. 'Not by name,' I says. 'She was a tramp,' he says, 'and +died here.' 'Oh!' I says, 'if it's her you mean, whose name I never +knowed or cared about, died here, she did.' 'And the child?' he says. +'Mattie you mean,' I says. 'Ah! Mattie,' he says. And then I says, +thinking it was a dodge, my dear, for the perlice are up to all manner +of tricks, and you mightn't have been going on the square, and been +wanted, then I says, 'And will you obleege me with your reasons for all +these questions of a 'spectable and hard-working woman?' I says. 'My +name's Gray,' he says, 'and I'm Mattie's father.'" + +"Is this true?--oh! is it really true?" + +"Hopemaydropdead, my dear, if it isn't," Mrs. Watts remarked, running +her words into each other in the volubility of her protestation; +"hopemayneverstiragainfromhere, if t'isn't, _Miss Gray_! 'Mattie's +father,' I says. 'Yes,' he says; 'is that so very wonderful?' And I +says, 'Yes it is, arter all this time ago.' And then he asks all manner +of questions, which I didn't see the good of answering, and so was werry +ignorant, my dear, until he said he'd give me a suverin to find you out. +I says, 'I'd try for a five pun note, for you was a long way off, and +it'd be a trouble to look arter you.' And he says, 'I'll take that +trouble,' and I didn't see the pull of that, knowing he was anxious +like, and fancying that five pounds wouldn't ruin him, so I held out. +And then he looked at his watch, and said he'd come again, which he +never did, as I'm an honest ooman." + +"How long was this ago?" + +"Two months." + +"What kind of a man was he?" + +"Oh! a little ugly bloke enough--not too well dressed. Your father won't +turn out to be a duke or markis, if he ever turns up agin and brings me +my five pounds." + +"But you will not tell him where I live?--he may be a bad, cruel man--my +mother ran away from him because he treated her ill, I have heard her +say. Oh! don't tell him where I live--I am happy and contented here." + +Mrs. Watts brightened up with a new idea. "You must make it a five pun +note, then, instead of him, and I'll tell him I can't find yer when he +comes back to take you home with him. You've saved money, I daresay, by +this time, and five pounds ain't much to stand." + +Mattie recovered her composure when it came to the money test; there was +a motive for Mrs. Watts' appearance there, she thought; after all it was +an idle story, a foolish scheme to extort money, which Mattie saw +through now. + +"I shall not give you any money--not five pence, Mrs. Watts." + +"Leave it alone, then," was the sharp reply; "you can't leave here, and +I'll bring him to you, if he ever comes agin. I didn't come to get money +out of yer, but to keep my eye upon you for your father's sake. And +you'll never take a step away from this place, right or left, but what +I'll know it--there's too many on us about here for you to steal away." + +"I do not intend to steal away," cried Mattie. + +"And considerin' that I've come out of kindness, and to give you a piece +of news, you might have said thankee for it--bad luck to you, Mattie +Gray." + +"Oh! bad luck will not come to me at your wish." + +The old woman paused at the door, and shook her key at her. + +"I never wished bad luck to any living soul, but what it came. Now think +of that!" + +She went out of the shop and along Great Suffolk Street at a smart +pace--like a woman who had suddenly remembered something and started off +in a hurry after it. Mattie was perplexed at the interview; doubtful if +any truth had mixed itself with Mrs. Watts' statement, and at a loss to +reconcile all that she had heard with fabrication. Even from Mrs. Watts' +lips it sounded like truth; the woman seemed in earnest, her offer to +take five pounds for her silence an impromptu thought, originated by +Mattie's sudden fear. + +"What can it mean?--what can it mean?" reiterated Mattie to herself; +"was it unfair to doubt her?--she thought so, or she would not have +wished me bad luck so evilly at the last?" + +She sat down behind the counter to reflect upon the strangeness of the +incident, and was still revolving in her mind the facts or falsities +connected with it, when Ann Packet burst from the parlour door into the +shop, with eyes distended. + +"Have you been up-stairs, Mattie?" + +"Upstairs, Ann!--no." + +"Have you been asleep?" + +"No." + +"Oh, lor!--quite sure--not a moment!" + +"No--no--what has happened!" + +"Somebody's been up-stairs into all the rooms, into yourn, too, where +the money's put for Mr. Wesden--and--and broken open the drawer." + +"And the cash box that I keep there?" + +"Open, and EMPTY!" + +Mattie dropped again into the chair from which she had risen at the +appearance of Ann Packet, and struggled with a sense of faintness which +came over her. The bad luck that Mrs. Watts had wished had soon stolen +on its way towards her. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +STRANGE VISITORS TO GREAT SUFFOLK STREET. + + +Mattie guessed the plan by which the robbery had been effected, and at +which Mrs. Watts had connived. Her attention had been distracted by the +story that had been fabricated for the purpose, and then the accomplice, +on his hands and knees, had stolen snake-like towards the door opening +on the stairs, and made short work with everything of value to be found +in the upper floors. What was to be done?--what would Mr. Wesden say, he +who had never had a robbery committed on his premises during all the +long years of his business life, thanks to his carefulness and +watchfulness? What would he think of her? Would he believe that she had +paid common attention to the shop he had left in trust to her, to be +robbed in the broad noonday? What should she do? wait till the shop was +closed and then set forth for Camberwell with the bad news, or start at +once, leaving Ann Packet in charge, or wait till Mr. Hinchford came +home, and ask him to be the mediator? + +Whilst revolving these plans of action in her mind, the proprietor of +the establishment, wearied of his country retirement, walked into the +shop. + +"Oh! sir, something has happened very dreadful!" she exclaimed. + +Mr. Wesden began to stare over her head at this salutation. + +"What's that?" he asked. + +"Some one has been up-stairs this afternoon, broken open the drawers, +and the cash-box, and taken the money, eight pounds, nine shillings and +sixpence, sir." + +Mr. Wesden sat down in the chair formerly occupied by Mrs. Watts and +tried to arrange his ideas; he stared over Mattie's head harder than +ever; he held his own head between his hands, taking off his hat +especially for that purpose, and placing it on the counter. + +"Money taken out of _this_ house?" + +"Yes." + +"At _this_ time of day--where were you, Mattie?" + +"In the shop, sitting here, I believe." + +"Then they came in at the back, I suppose?" + +"No, in the front, whilst Mrs. Watts was talking to me." + +"What Mrs. Watts?--not the woman----" + +"Yes, yes, the woman who would have tempted me to evil, years ago; she +came into the shop this afternoon, and said that my father--as if I'd +ever had one, sir!--had been inquiring for me in Kent Street." + +"This is a curious story," muttered Mr. Wesden. + +He put on his hat and went up-stairs; it was half an hour, or an hour +before he reappeared, looking very grave and stern. + +"They didn't come in at the back of the house--I can't make it +out--eight pounds nine and sixpence is a heavy loss--I'll speak to the +policeman." + +Mr. Wesden went in search of a policeman, and presently returned with +two members of the official force, with whom he went up-stairs, and with +whom he remained some time. After a while Mr. Hinchford, senior, came +home, heard the tidings, went into his room, and discovered a little +money missing also, besides a watch-chain which he had left at home that +day for security's sake, a link having snapped, and repairs being +necessary. + +Mr. Wesden and the policemen came down stairs and put many questions to +Mattie and Ann Packet; finally the policemen departed, and Mr. Wesden +very gravely walked about the shop, and paid but little attention to +Mattie's expressions of regret. + +"It's my carelessness, sir, and I hope you'll let me make it up. I've +been saving money, sir, lately, thanks to you." + +"Well, you can't say fairer than that, Mattie," he responded to this +suggestion; "I'll think about that, and let you know to-morrow." + +He never let Mattie know his determination, or seemed inclined to dwell +upon the subject again; the robbery became a forbidden topic, and +drifted slowly away from the present. But it was an event that saddened +Mattie; for she could read that Mr. Wesden had formed his own ideas of +its occurrence, and she tortured herself with the fear that he might +suspect her. She had gained his confidence only to lose it; her +antecedents were dark enough, and if he did not believe all that she had +told him, then he must doubt if she were the proper person to manage the +place in his absence. + +He said nothing; he suggested no alteration; but he came more frequently +to business; and he _was_ altered in his manner towards her. + +Mattie was right--he suspected her; he thought he kept his suspicions to +himself, for amidst the new distrust rose ever before him the past +struggles of the girl in her faithful service to him, and he was not an +uncharitable man. But the police had seconded his doubts--the story was +an unlikely one, Mattie had been a bad character, and, above all, Mrs. +Watts, upon inquiry, had not lived in Kent Street or parts adjacent for +the last three years. However, his better nature would not misjudge +implicitly, although a shadow of distrust was between him and Mattie +from that day forth. He said nothing to Harriet or his wife, but he +seldom asked Mattie to his house at Camberwell now; he came more +frequently for his money, and looked more closely after his stock; he +had a habit of turning into the shop at unseasonable hours and taking +her by surprise there. + +Mattie bore with this for a while--for two or three months, perhaps, +then her out-spoken nature faced Mr. Wesden one evening. + +"You've got a bad thought in your head against me, sir." + +Thus taxed, Mr. Wesden answered in the negative. Looking at her fearless +face, and her bright eyes that so steadily met his, he had not the heart +or the courage to confess it. + +"I'd rather go away than you should think that; go away and leave you +all for ever. I know," she added, very sorrowfully and humbly, "that my +past life isn't a fair prospect to look back upon, and that it stands +between you and your trust in me at this time." + +"No, Mattie." + +"If you doubt me----" + +"If I believed that you were not acting fairly by me, I should not have +you here an hour," he said. + +He was carried away by Mattie's earnestness; he forgot his new +harshness, which he had inherited with his change of life; before him +stood the girl who had nursed his wife through a long illness, and he +could not believe in her ingratitude towards him. After that charge and +refutation, Mattie and Mr. Wesden were on better terms with each +other--the robbery, the visit of Mrs. Watts, appeared all parts of a bad +dream, difficult to shake off, but in the reality of which it was hard +to believe. And yet it was all a terrible truth, too, and the story, +true or false, of Mrs. Watts, late of Kent Street, had left its +impression on Mattie, deep and ineffaceable; she could almost believe +that from the shadowy past some stranger, cruel and villainous, would +step forth to claim her. + +Meantime the course of Sidney Hinchford's true love flowed on +peacefully; he was happy enough now--with the hope of Harriet Wesden for +a wife he became more energetic than ever in business; possibly even a +young man less abrupt to his companions in office; for the tender +passion softens the heart wonderfully. He was more kind and less brusque +in his manner. To Mattie he had been always kind, but she fancied that +even she could detect a different and more gentle way with him. + +When he returned from Camberwell--Mr. Wesden always shut him out at +early hours--he generally brought some message from Harriet to the old +half-friend and confidante, and at times would loiter about the shop +talking of Harriet to Mattie, and sure of her sympathy with all that he +said and did. + +On one of the latter occasions, about six in the evening, he remarked, + +"When Harriet and I are grand enough to have a large house of our +own--for we can't tell what may happen--I shall ask you to be our +housekeeper, Mattie." + +Mattie's face brightened up; it had been rather a sad face of late, and +Sidney Hinchford had observed it, and been puzzled at the reason. The +story of the robbery had not affected him much. + +"Oh! then I'll pray night and day for the big house, Mr. Sidney," she +said, with her usual readiness of reply. + +"Why, Mattie, are you tired of shop-keeping?" + +"At times I am," she answered. "I don't know why. I don't see how to get +on and feel happy. It's rather lonely here." + +"You dissatisfied, Mattie! Why, I have always regarded you as the very +picture of content." + +"I'm not dissatisfied exactly; don't tell any one that, or they'll think +I'm ungrateful for all the kindness that has been shown me, and all the +confidence that has been placed in me. You, Mr. Hinchford, must not +think I'm ungrateful or discontented." + +"Perhaps you're ambitious, Mattie," he said, jestingly, "now you've +mastered all the lessons which I used to set you, and can read and write +as well as most of us." + +"I don't exactly understand the true meaning of ambition," said Mattie. +"I'm no scholar, you know. Is it a wish to get on in the world?" + +"Partly." + +"I'm not ambitious. I wouldn't be a lady for the world. I would rather +be of service to someone I love, than see those I love working and +toiling for my sake. But then they must love me, and have faith in me, +or I'm--I'm done for!" + +Mattie had dropped, as was her habit when excited, into one of her old +phrases; but its meaning was apparent, and Sidney Hinchford understood +it. + +"Something's on your mind, Mattie. Can I punch anybody's head for you?" + +"No, thank you. But you can remember the promise about the housekeeper +when you're a rich man." + +Like Sidney's father, she accepted Sidney's coming greatness as a thing +of course, concerning which no doubts need be entertained. + +He laughed. + +"It's a promise, mind. Good night, Mattie." + +"Good night." + +That night was to be marked by another variation of the day's +monotony--by more than one. It was striking seven from St. George's +Church, Southwark, when a stately carriage and pair dashed up Great +Suffolk Street, and drew up at the stationer's door. A few moments +afterwards a tall, white-haired old gentleman entered the shop leaning +upon the arm of a good-looking young man, and advanced towards the +counter. + +The likeness of the elder man was so apparent to that of old Mr. +Hinchford up-stairs, that Mattie fancied it was he for an instant, until +her rapid observation detected that the gentleman before her was much +thinner, wore higher shirt collars, had a voluminous frill to his shirt, +and a double gold eye-glass in his hand. + +"Thank you, that will do. I won't trouble you any further." + +"Shall I wait here?" + +"No, my boy--don't let me keep you from your club engagements. If you +are behind time take the carriage." + +"No, no--not so selfish as that, sir. Good night." + +"Good night." + +The good-looking young man did not wait to see the result of his +father's mission; he glanced for a moment at Mattie, and then took his +departure, leaving the stately old gentleman confronting her at the +counter. + +"This is Mr. Wesden's, stationer, I believe?" he asked, surveying Mattie +through his glasses. + +"Yes, sir." + +"A Mr. Hinchford lives here?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Is he within?" + +"Not the old gentleman, I believe, sir." + +"As I have not come hither to base my hopes of an interview on the +belief of a black-eyed shop-girl, will you be kind enough to inquire?" + +The old gentleman sat down and loosened the gilt clasp of a long cloak +which he wore--an old-fashioned, oddly cut black cloak, with a cape to +it. + +Mattie forgot the likeness which this gentleman bore to the lodger +up-stairs; lost her impression of the carriage at the door, and thought +of Mrs. Watts and the hundred tricks of London thieves. She began +thumping with her heels on the floor, until she quite shook up the old +gentleman on the other side of the counter. + +"What's that for, my child?" he asked. + +"That'll bring up the servant--I never leave the shop." + +The gentleman closed his glasses, and rapped upon the counter with them, +in rather an amused manner. + +"By Jupiter Tonans, that's amusing! She thinks I am going to make off +with the stationery," he said, more to himself than Mattie. + +Ann Packet, round eyed and wondering as usual, looked over the parlour +blind. Mattie beckoned to her, and she opened the parlour door. + +"Run up and tell Mr. Sidney that a gentleman wishes to see his father. +Is he to wait, or to call again?" + +"I think I might answer that question better myself--stay." + +The slim old gentleman very slowly and deliberately searched for his +card-case, produced it and drew forth a card. + +"Present that to Mr. Sidney, and say that the bearer is desirous of an +interview." + +Ann Packet took the card in her great red hand, turned it over, looked +from it to the owner, gave vent to an idiotic "Lor!" and then trudged +up-stairs with the card. Mattie and the old gentleman, meanwhile, +continued to regard each other--the suspicions of the former not +perfectly allayed yet. + +Ann Packet returned, appearing by the staircase door this time. + +"Mr. Sidney Hinchford will see you, sir--if your business is of +importance, he says." + +The gentleman addressed compressed his lips--very thin lips they became +on the instant--but deigned no reply. He rose from his chair, and +followed Ann through the door, up-stairs towards Mr. Hinchford's room, +leaving his hat on the counter, where he had very politely placed it +upon entering the shop. + +Mattie put it behind her, and then scowled down a lack-a-daisical +footman, who was simpering at her between a _Family Herald_ and a +portrait of T. P. Cooke. + +The stranger followed Ann Packet up-stairs, and entered the room on the +first floor, glancing sharply round him through his glasses, and taking +a survey of everything which it contained on the instant. There was a +fire burning in the grate that autumn night; the gas was lighted; the +tea-things ready on the table; at a smaller table by the window, working +by the light of a table-lamp adorned with a green shade, and with +another green shade tied across his forehead by way of extra protection +for the eyes he worked so mercilessly, sat Sidney Hinchford, the only +occupant of the room. + +Sidney rose, bowed slightly, pointed to a chair with the feather of his +pen, then sat down again, and looked at his visitor from under the ugly +shade, which cast his face into shadow. + +The gentleman bowed also, and took the seat indicated, keeping his +gold-rimmed glasses on his nose. + +"You are my brother James's son, I presume?" + +"The same, sir." + +"You are surprised to see me here?" + +"Yes, sir--now." + +"Why now?" was the quick question that followed like the snap of a +trigger. + +"Years and years ago, when I was a lad, I fancied that you might visit +here, and make an effort to bridge over an ugly gulf, sir." + +"Years and years ago, young man, I had too much upon my mind, and, it +was just possible, more pride in my heart than to make the first +advances." + +"You were the richer man--and you had done the wrong." + +"Wrong, sir!" replied the other; "there was no wrong done that I am +aware of. I was a man careful of my money, and your father was a man +improvident with his. Was it wrong to object to an alliance?" + +"I have but a dim knowledge of the story, sir. My father does not care +to dwell upon it." + +"I will tell it you." + +The old gentleman drew his chair nearer to Sidney; the young man held up +his hand. + +"Pardon me, but I have no desire to hear it. Were I to press my father, +I could learn it from his own lips. Please state the object of your +coming hither." + +"To make the first advances in the latter days that have come to him and +me," he said; "can I say more? To help him if he be in distress--and to +assist his son if he find the world hard to cope with. It is a romantic +appearance, a romantic penitence if you will, for not allowing your +father to spend my money as well as his own," he added, with a slight +curl of the lip, which turned Sidney suddenly against him; "but it is an +effort to bridge over the gulf to which you have recently alluded." + +"I fear my father will not thank you for the effort," was the cold +reply; "and for the help which you would offer now, I can answer for his +refusal." + +"Ah! he was always a proud fellow, and blind to his own interest," was +the quiet observation here; "his friends laughed at his pride, and +traded in his weakness before you were born." + +"He has one friend living who respects them now, sir." + +"His son, I presume?" + +"His son, sir." + +"I am glad that his son is so high-spirited; but he will find that +amiable feeling rather in the way of his advancement." + +"No, sir--I think not." + +Mr. Hinchford regarded Sidney very closely; he did not appear put out by +the young man's retorts, and he was pleased at the effect that his own +satire had upon him. + +"Well," he said at last, "I have not come to quarrel with my nephew--I +am here as a peace-maker, and, lo! the son starts up with all the +father's old obstinacies. Your name is Sidney, I believe." + +"Yes, sir." + +"Sidney Hinchford, then," said he, "if you be a man of the world--which +I fancy you are--you will not turn your back on your own interests for +the sake of the grudge which my unforgiving brother may owe me. That's +not the way of the world, unless it's the world of silly novel-writers +and poets." + +"Sir, this sudden interest in my father and myself is somewhat +unaccountable." + +"Granted," was the cool response. + +"Still, let me for my father and myself thank you," said Sidney, with a +graceful dignity that set well upon him, "thank you for this sudden +offer, which I, for both, must unhesitatingly decline." + +"Indeed!" + +"We are not rich, you can see," Sidney said with a comprehensive sweep +of his hand, "but we have managed to exist without getting into debt, +and I believe that the worst struggle is over with us both." + +"Upon what supposition do you base this theory?" + +"No matter, Mr. Hinchford, my belief is strong, and I would not deprive +myself of the pleasure of saying that I worked on with my father to the +higher ground without the help of those rich relations who would at the +eleventh hour have taken the credit to themselves." + +"You are a remarkable young man." + +"Sir, you come too late here," said Sidney, with no small amount of +energy; "we bear you no ill-will, but we will not have your help now. If +you and yours forgot my father in his adversity, if you made no sign +when he was troubled by my mother's death, if you held aloof when +assistance and sympathy would have made amends for the old breach +between you, if you turned your backs upon him and shut him from your +thoughts then, now we repudiate your service, and prefer to work our way +alone!" + +"Well, well, be it so," said his uncle; "it is heroic, but it is bad +policy, more especially in you, a young man who will have to fight hard +for a competence. You will excuse this whim of mine." + +"I have already thanked you for the good intention." + +"I did not anticipate encountering so hard and dogmatic a disposition as +your own, but I do not regret the visit." + +Sidney looked at his watch, fidgeted with the feather of his pen, but +made no remark to this. + +"We will say it was a whim--you will please to inform your father that +this was simply a whim of mine--the impulse of a moment, after an extra +glass of port wine with my dessert." + +"I will think so, if you wish it." + +"You perceive that I am an old man--your father's senior by eight +years--and old people _do_ get whimsical and childish, when the iron in +their nerves melts, by some unaccountable process, away from them. +Possibly this is not the first time that it has struck me that my +brother James and I might easily arrive at a better appreciation of each +other's character, if we sat down quietly face to face, two old men as +we have become. The sarcasm that wounded him, and the passionate impulse +that irritated me, would have grown less with our white hairs, I think. +I don't know for certain--I cannot answer for a man who always would +take the wrong side of an argument, and stick to it. By Gad! how tightly +he would stick to it!" + +The old gentleman rapped his gold-headed cane on the floor, and indulged +in a little sharp laugh, not unpleasant to hear. Sidney repressed a +smile, and looked significantly at his watch again. + +"You wish me gone, young sir," said his uncle. + +"Candidly, I see no good result to arise from your stay. My father is of +an excitable disposition, and, I am sorry to say, neither so strong nor +so well as I could wish. I fear the shock would be too much for him." + +"I will take the hint," he said, rising; "I hate scenes, and if there is +likely to be a second edition of those covert reproaches with which you +have favoured me, why, it is best to withdraw as gracefully as possible, +under the circumstances. You will tell him that I have called?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"You will tell him also--bear this in mind instead of sucking your pen, +will you?--that if he owe me no ill-will, he will call on me next--that +it is _his_ turn! I never ask a man twice for anything--except for the +money he may owe me," he added, drily. + +"I will deliver your message, Mr. Hinchford." + +"Then I have the honour, sir, to apologize for this intrusion, and to +wish you a good evening." + +He crossed the room and held out a thin white hand to Sidney, looking +very strangely, very intently at him meanwhile. Sidney placed his own +within it, almost instinctively, and the two Hinchfords shook hands. + +They parted; Sidney thought that he had finally taken his departure, +when the door opened, and he reappeared. + +"Do you mind showing me a light?--it's a corkscrew staircase, leading to +the bottomless pit, to all appearances." + +Sidney seized the table-lamp, and proceeded to the top of the stairs, +which his uncle descended in a slow and gingerly manner. At the first +landing he looked up, and said: + +"That will do, thank you--remember, _his_ turn next--good evening." + +Sidney went back to the room, and shortly afterwards Mr. Hinchford, the +great banker, the owner of princely estates in three counties, was +whirled away westward in his carriage. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +SIDNEY'S SUGGESTION. + + +When Mr. Hinchford returned home, Sidney related the particulars of the +strange visit that he had received; and from the effect which the news +produced on his father, was grateful for the thought which had prompted +him to request his uncle's departure. Sidney had noticed with sadness, +lately, that his father was easily disturbed, easily affected, and it +was satisfactory to know that it had been judicious on his part to +advise his uncle's retirement. + +Mr. Hinchford tugged at his stock, held his temples, passed his hands +through his scanty hair, puffed and blowed, dropped his first cup of tea +over his knees, and did not subside into a moderate state of calmness +for at least a quarter of an hour after the story had been told. + +"And so brother Geoffry turns up at last!--well, I thought he would." + +Sidney looked with amazement at his father. + +"He would have turned up years ago, I daresay, if it hadn't been for his +wife--she and I never agreed; but old steady, quiet Geoffry, why, when +we were boys, we were the best of friends." + +"You certainly surprise me, father. Perhaps I have done wrong in +persuading him to depart. But I always understood that it had been a +desperate quarrel between you, and that you had almost taken an oath +never to speak to him again." + +"That's all true enough, and it was a desperate quarrel, and he was +tight-fisted just then, and let me drift into bankruptcy, rather than +help me. It wasn't brotherly, and I'll never forgive him--never. How was +the rascal looking, Sid?" + +"Like a spare likeness of yourself, sir." + +"He's taller than I am by a good two inches. We used to cut notches in +the sides of all the doors, when we were boys; comparing notes, we +called it. I suppose he's very much altered?" + +"Well, never having seen him before, it is difficult to say. But I have +no doubt that there's a difference in him since you met last." + +"Let me see--it's five-and-twenty years ago, come next February. +Twenty-five years to nurse a quarrel, and bear enmity in one's heart +against him. What a time!" + +"He was anxious to tell me the story of that quarrel, sir, but I +declined to listen to it." + +"I hope you weren't rude." + +"Oh! no, sir." + +"You have a most unpleasant habit of blurting out anything that comes +uppermost. That's your great failing, Sid." + +"I like to speak out, sir." + +"And after all, perhaps if we had spoken out less--he and I--we should +not have been all these years at arm's length, and you might have been +the better for that. There's no telling, things turn out so strangely. +And it wasn't so much his refusal to lend me, his only brother, ten +thousand pounds--ten drops of water to him--but the way in which he +refused, the bitterness of his words, the gall and wormwood instead of +brotherly sympathy. I was half mad with my losses, and he stung me with +his cool and insolent taunts, and cast me off to beggary--Sid, would you +forgive that?" + +Mr. Hinchford had realized the scene again; through the mists of +five-and-twenty years, it shone forth vividly; his cheek flushed, and +his hand smote the table heavily, and made the tea things jump again. + +Sidney cooled him by a few words. + +"He has been cautious with his money, and you might have shown signs of +being reckless with yours, at that time. Possibly you both were heated, +and said more than you intended. It don't appear to me to have been a +very serious affair, after all." + +"Did he ever seek me out again, or care whether I was alive or dead, +until to-day?--was that kind?" + +"Did you ever seek _him_ out!" + +"He was the rich man, and I the poor, Sid." + +"Ah! that makes a difference!" + +"What would you have done?" he asked anxiously. + +"Kept away; not because it was right or politic, but because I inherit +my father's pride." + +"It's an odd legacy, Sid," remarked the father, mournfully. + +"I told him to-night we did not care about his patronage, and could work +our way in the world--that at so late an hour, when the worst was over, +we would prefer to thank ourselves for the result. I don't say that I +was right, father," he added; "but there was a satisfaction in saying +so, and in showing that we did not jump at any favour he might think it +friendly to concede." + +"You're a brave lad," remarked the father, relapsing into thought again; +"and perhaps it is as well to show we don't care for him. He talked +about my turn next, you say?" + +"Yes." + +"That means, that he'll never come here again, or make another effort to +be friends. Oh! he's as hard as iron when he says a thing, Sid." + +"Shall I tell you what I have thought, sir?--it goes against the foolish +oath you took, but I think you'll be forgiven for it." + +"What have you thought?" he asked with eagerness. + +"That it shall be our turn some day--some early day, I hope--to visit +him, and say:--'We are in a good position in life, and above all help, +shall we be friends again?'" + +"To walk into his counting-house, and surprise him?" cried the father; +"for me to say:--'I owe all to my son's energy and cleverness, and can +afford to face you, without being suspected of wanting your money.' +Well, we ought to bear and forbear; I don't think it would be so very +hard to make it up with him!" + +It was a subject that discomposed Mr. Hinchford--that kept him restless +and disturbed. His son detected this, and brushed all the papers into a +heap, thrust them into the recesses of his desk, and began hunting about +for the backgammon-board. The past had been ever a subject kept in the +background, and of late years his father had not seemed capable of +hearing any news, good or bad, with a fair semblance of composure. The +change in him had been a matter of regret with Sidney; far off in the +distance, perhaps, there might loom a great trouble for him--he almost +fancied so at times. Meanwhile, there were troubles nearer than that +fancied one--man is born unto them, as the sparks fly upwards. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +PERPLEXITY. + + +Harriet Wesden had spoken more than once to Mattie of the Eveleighs, a +family which plays no part in these pages, although, from Harriet's +knowledge of it, every after page of this story will be influenced. A +Miss Eveleigh, an only daughter, and a spoiled one, had been a +schoolfellow of Harriet's; an intimacy had existed between them in the +old days, and when school days were ended for good, a correspondence was +kept up, which resulted, eventually, in flying visits to each other's +houses--the house in Camberwell, and Miss Eveleigh's residence at New +Cross. + +Harriet, during the last week or two, had been spending her time at New +Cross with the Eveleighs, much to the desolateness of the Camberwell +domicile, and the dulness of Master Sidney Hinchford. But the visit was +at an end on the morning of the day alluded to in our last chapter, and +had it not been for his father's excitability, Sidney, who had mapped +his plans out, would have abandoned the backgammon board and a-wooing +gone. + +It was as well that he did not, for Harriet Wesden at half-past seven in +the evening entered the stationer's shop, and surprised Mattie by her +late visit. + +"Good gracious!" was Mattie's truly feminine ejaculation, "who would +have thought of seeing you to-night? How well you are looking--how glad +I am that you have come back--what a colour you have got!" + +"Have I?" she said; "ah! it's the sharp frost that's in the streets +to-night. Let me deliver father's message, and hurry back before he gets +fidgety about me." + +Harriet Wesden and Mattie went into the parlour, Mattie taking up her +position by the door, so as to command the approach from the street, +Harriet sitting by the fire with her head against the chimney-piece. The +message was delivered, sundry little account books were wanted at once, +and Harriet was to take them back with her; Mattie had to find them in +the shop, and make them up into a little parcel for our heroine. + +When she returned, Harriet was in the same position, staring very +intently at the fire. + +"Is anything the matter?" asked our heroine. + +"Oh! no--what should be the matter, dear?" + +"You're very thoughtful, and it's not exactly your look, Miss Harriet." + +"Fancies again, Mattie," remarked Harriet; "I'm only a little tired, +having walked from Camberwell." + +"I hope you'll not walk back--it's getting late. Unless," she added, +archly, "Mr. Sidney up-stairs is to see you safely home. That must be +one of the nicest parts of courtship, to go arm-in-arm together about +the streets--to feel yourself safe with _him_ at your side." + +Harriet's thoughtful demeanour vanished; she gave a merry laugh at the +gravity with which Mattie delivered this statement, taunted Mattie with +having thoughts of a lover running in her head, darted from that subject +to the pleasant fortnight she had been spending with the Eveleighs at +New Cross, detailed the particulars of her visit, the people to whom she +had been introduced, and lively little incidents connected with +them--finally caught up her parcel and bade Mattie good night. + +"Ah! you'll wait till I call down Mr. Sidney, I'm sure." + +"He'll think that I have called for him. No, I'm going home alone +to-night." + +"Why, what will he say?" + +"Tell him that I was in a hurry, going home by omnibus to save time, and +appease father's nervousness about me. I will not have any danglers in +my train to-night. I'm in a bad temper--nervous, irritable and +excitable--I shall only offend him." + +"Then something has----" + +"Good night, Mattie--oh! I had nearly forgotten to ask you to dine with +us on Sunday; you'll be sure to come early?" + +"Who told you to say that?" + +"Why, my father, to be sure." + +"I'm glad of it--I'm glad he thinks better of me," Mattie cried; "oh! +Miss Harriet, you don't know how miserable I have been in my heart, lest +he--lest he has thought differently of me lately!" + +"More fancies! I have always said that they were fancies, Mattie." + +"Ah! I guess pretty near to the truth sometimes." + +"And tease yourself with a false idea more often--why, you will imagine +that _I_ shall think differently of you presently." + +"No--I don't think you will." + +"Never, Mattie." + +"God bless you for that!--if ever I'm in trouble I shall look to you to +defend me." + +"And in my trouble, Mattie?" was the half-laughing rejoinder. + +"I'll think of you only, fight for you against all your enemies--die for +you, if it will do any good. Oh! Miss Harriet, you are growing up a lady +very far above me, getting out of my reach like, you won't forget the +little girl you were kind to, and shut her wholly from your heart?" + +Harriet Wesden was touched; ever a sensitive girl, the sight of +another's sorrow struck home. She went back a step or two into the +parlour. + +"This isn't like the old Mattie," she said, "the Mattie who always +looked at the brightest side of life, and made the best of every +difficulty. Is that silly affair of the robbery still preying on your +mind?" + +"On your father's perhaps--not on mine." + +"Then I'll fight the battle for you to begin with--if there be really +one doubt in my father's heart, I'll charge it from its hiding-place +to-night. Perhaps I have been wrapped up too much lately in my own +selfish thoughts when I might have helped you, Mattie. Will you forgive +me?" + +She stooped and kissed Mattie, whose arms closed round her for a minute +with a loving clasp. + +"I'm better now," said Mattie, "it was fancy, perhaps, a fancy that you, +too, were going further away from me--perhaps thinking ill of me. For +you were cold and distant when you came here first to-night." + +"No, no." + +"Well, that was my fancy, too, it's very likely. I'll say good night +now, for it's getting late." + +"Good night, then." + +At the door she paused and returned. + +"Mattie, put on your bonnet and come with me to the end of the street +where the omnibus passes. I'm nervous to-night--I don't care to walk +alone about these streets again." + +"Let me call Mr. Sid----" + +"No, no; you--not him!" she interrupted. + +"I never leave the shop, Miss Harriet; it's my trust, and your father +would not like it. Shall Ann----" + +"Oh! it does not matter much; you have only made me nervous. I'm very +wrong to seek to take you from the business, and father so particular +and fidgety. I daresay no one will fly away with me. Good night, my +dear." + +She went away with a bright smile at her own nervousness. That was the +last gleam of brightness there for awhile! + +After that there settled on her face a confused expression, often a sad, +always a thoughtful one, with a long look ahead, as it were from the +depths of her blue eyes. From that night there was a change in her; +Mattie, quick of observation, was the first to detect it. It was a face +of trouble, and Mattie, seeing it now and then, could note the shadows +deepen. Sidney observed it next, detected with a lover's jealous +scrutiny a difference in her manner towards him, a something new which +was colder and less friendly, and yet not demonstrative enough for him +to murmur against, even if his half engagement had permitted him. + +He asked her once if he had offended her, and she replied in the +negative, and was kinder towards him for that night; but the reserve, +indifference, coldness, or whatever it was, came back, and perplexed +Sidney Hinchford more than he cared to own. The year of his novitiate +was approaching to an end, and he thought that he could afford to wait +till then; she was not tiring of him and his attentions, he had too good +an opinion of himself to believe that; at times he solaced himself with +the idea that she was reflecting on the gravity of the next step, that +formal engagement to be married in the future to him. + +Mattie and Sidney were both observers of some power, for after all they +saw through the bright side--the forced side--of her. For the father and +mother was reserved Harriet Wesden with her mask off. + +Fathers and mothers are strangely blind to the causes of their +daughters' ailments--this humble pair formed no exception to the rule. +They were perplexed with her fits of brooding, her forced efforts to +rally when taxed with them, her pallor, loss of appetite, red eyes and +restless looks in the morning. Mr. Wesden, a suspicious man to the world +in general, was the most trustful and simple as regarded his daughter; +he did not know the depth of his love for her until she began to look +ill, and then he almost worried her into a real illness by his +suggestions and anxiety. + +Mr. and Mrs. Wesden had many secret confabulations concerning the change +in Harriet; pottering over a hundred fusty ideas, with never a thought +as to the true one. + +Was Camberwell disagreeing with her?--was the house damp, or her room +badly situated?--had not the dear girl change enough, society +enough?--what _was_ the matter? Mr. Wesden set it down for "a low +way"--an unaccountable complaint from which people suffer at times, and +for which change of scene is good. + +So he set to work studying the matter, originating small excursions for +the day, submitting her to the healthy excitement of the winter course +of lectures at the infant schools in the vicinity--lectures on +artificial memory, on hydrostatics with experiments, on the poets with +experiments also, and unaccountable ones they were--even once ventured +into a box of the Surrey Theatre, and began to flatter himself and wife +that at last Harriet was rapidly improving. + +But Harriet Wesden was only learning rapidly to disguise that +"something" which was perplexing her more and more with every day; +learning to subdue her parents' anxiety, and sinking a little deeper all +the new thoughts. But the whirl of events brought the secret uppermost, +and betrayed her--she was forced to make a confidante, and she thought +of Mattie, who had always loved her, and stood her friend--Mattie, in +whom she was sure was the only one she could trust. + +The confidence was placed suddenly, and at a time when Mattie was +scarcely prepared for it--Mattie who yet, by some strange instinct, had +been patiently waiting for it. + +"I believe when that girl's in trouble, she will come to me," Mattie +thought, "for she knows I would do anything to serve her. Have I any one +to love except her in the world?--is there any one who requires so much +love to keep her, what I call, strong?" + +Mattie had seen that Harriet Wesden was not strong--that she was +tender-hearted, affectionate, and weak--that there were times when she +might give way without a strong heart and a stout hand to assist her. +She had been a weak, impulsive, passionate child--she had grown up a +woman very different to Mattie, whose firmness, and even hardness, had +made Harriet wonder more than once. And Mattie had often wondered at +Harriet in her turn--at her vanity and romantic ideas, and made excuses +for her, as we all do, for those we love very dearly. She had even +feared for her, until the half engagement with Sidney Hinchford had +taken place, and then she had noticed that Harriet had become more staid +and womanly, and was glad in her heart that it had happened thus. + +Then finally and suddenly the last change swept over the surface of +things--all the worse for our characters perhaps, but infinitely better +for our story, which takes a new lease of life from this page. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MR. WESDEN TURNS ECCENTRIC. + + +The nights "drew in" more and more; and nearer and nearer with the +shortest day approached the end of Sidney Hinchford's probation. Only a +week or two between the final explanations of Sid's position--of his +chances in the future perhaps--everything very quiet and still at +Suffolk Street and Camberwell--a deceptive calm before the storm that +was brewing. + +Harriet Wesden called more frequently at the stationer's shop; she was +glad to escape from the long evenings at home, and the watchful, ever +anxious eyes of her father, and it was easy to frame an excuse to repair +to Great Suffolk Street. Occasionally Sidney Hinchford knew of her +propinquity, and escorted her home--more often missed his chances of a +_tete-a-tete_--three or four times, and greatly to his annoyance, +crossed her in the journey, and reached Camberwell to spend the evening +with a fidgety old man and his invalid spouse. + +At this time it also happened that Sidney Hinchford fell into a dreamy +absent way, for which there appeared no valid reasons, unless he had +become alive to the doubts of Harriet's affection for him; an absence of +mind, and even an irritability, which was disguised well enough from the +father--before whom Sidney was more or less an actor--but which Mattie, +ever on the watch, was quick as usual to detect. + +She had become puzzled by Harriet's abstraction, and had looked for its +reflex at once in Sidney Hinchford's face--finding it there, as she +thought, after a while. + +Mattie, left in the dark as to the truth, and every day becoming more of +a young woman, who knew her place, and felt the distance between her +master's daughter, her master's lodgers, and herself, could but draw her +own conclusions, and frame a story from them. + +Harriet and Sidney had quarrelled, and were keeping their quarrel a +secret from the good folk at Camberwell; something had happened to cast +a gloom on the way that Mattie thought would be ever bright and rosy, +and each day they who should have been lovers seemed drifting further +apart. She would have liked to play the part of mediator between +them--to see them friends again--but her position held her back, and she +had not the courage of a year ago. Those two young lovers had been the +bright figures in her past--her life had somehow become blended with +them, and she felt that her interest was of a cumulative character, and +not likely to die out with her riper womanhood. She could not +disassociate her mind away from them; at every turn in her career they +were before her--they haunted her thoughts, and harassed her with their +seeming inconsistencies of conduct. She did not understand them, for the +clue to the inner life was absent from her; she could not see why +Harriet was not a girl to love this young man with all her heart, as she +was loved--she felt that there was an assimilation between the strength +of one, and the weakness that needed support in the other; and that +Sidney's earnest love should have more deeply impressed a heart +naturally susceptible to anything that was honest and true. + +And yet Harriet grew paler, and looked disturbed in mind, and Sidney +Hinchford came home from business every day with a deeper shade of +thought upon his face. He went less often to Camberwell also--she took +notice of that--and stayed up late at night in the drawing-room, after +having deluded his father into the belief that he should be only a few +moments after him. All was mystery in Suffolk Street, denser than the +fogs which crept thither so often in the winter time. + +Mr. Wesden, before retiring from business, had left strict orders with +Mattie to be the last to go round the house, and see, in particular, to +the gas burners, and the bolts which Ann Packet was continually leaving +unfastened, and had once received warning for in Mr. Wesden's time. +Mattie had injunctions to see to the drawing-room burners as well; to +wait to an hour however late for the Hinchford exit. + +This waiting up became a serious matter when Sidney Hinchford remained +in the drawing-room till the small hours of the morning, and brooded +over his papers, with which one table or another was invariably strewn. +Mattie, a young woman of business, who did a fair day's work, and rose +early, ventured to remonstrate at last; it was intrenching beyond her +province, but she made the plunge in a manner very nervous and new to +her--in a manner that even confused herself a little. + +He brought the remonstrance upon himself by coming down into the shop to +hunt for some writing paper, which he intended to pay for in the +morning, and was a little surprised to find Mattie sewing briskly in the +back parlour. + +"Up still, Mattie!--late hours for you," he said. + +"Ah! and for you, too, sir." + +"Men can do with little rest, and I never leave one day's work for the +next," said he, in that quick manner which had become habitual to him, +and which appeared, to strangers, tinged with more abruptness than was +really intended. "I was thinking of robbing your stationery drawer, +Mattie, and lo the thief is detected in the act." + +"Oh! I hope you do not intend any more work to-night, sir." + +"Why not?" he asked, his eyes expressing a mild sort of surprise through +his spectacles. + +"I'm waiting to see the gas out in that table-lamp." + +"Can't I see to it myself?" + +"I thought so until I found the tap in the india-rubber pipe turned full +on last night." + +"Did you sit up last night, too?" + +"Mr. Wesden has always wished that I should make sure everything was +safe." + +"But I'm busy just now; you mustn't be a slave as well as myself." + +"I hope you're not a slave, Mr. Sidney," said Mattie, assuming that +half-familiar style of conversation which was natural to her with her +two old friends, and which always escaped in spite of of her, "or that +you will not keep one much longer, for it's not improving your looks, I +can tell you." + +"_You_ can tell me," said Sidney; "well, what's the matter with my +looks, Mattie?" + +Mattie looked steadily at him. + +"You're paler than you used to be," she said after a while; "you're not +like yourself; you've something on your mind." + +Sidney frowned, rubbed his hair up the wrong way, after his father's +fashion, cleared off suddenly and then laughed. + +"Who hasn't?" was his reply. + +"There's nothing which can't easily be got over, or my name isn't +Mattie," said our heroine, with great firmness. + +She was full of her one reason for all this thought on his side, and the +confusion and perplexity on Harriet's, and she delivered her hint +emphatically. + +"I don't despair of getting over most things," he said, with a forced +lightness that did not deceive his observer; "there's only one thing in +the way that bothers me." + +He said it more to himself than Mattie, who cried, instinctively-- + +"What's that, sir?" + +"Why, that's my secret," he responded, shutting up on the instant; "and +I shall keep it till the last." + +He had turned very stern and rigid; Mattie felt that she had crossed the +line of demarcation, and withdrew into herself and her needlework with a +sigh. + +Sidney Hinchford shook himself away from that dark thought instanter. + +"You're as curious as ever, Mattie--you'll be a true woman. I would not +be your husband for the world." + +Mattie felt herself crimson on the instant, and a strange wild commotion +in her heart ensued, more unaccountable than the mystery which had +deepened around her. They were light, idle words of his, but they made +her cheeks flush and her bosom heave; he spoke in jest, almost in +sarcasm, but the words rang in her ears as though he had thundered them +forth with all the power of his lungs. + +When all this Suffolk Street life was over; when she and he, when she +and they whom she loved had gone their separate ways, when she was an +old woman, she remembered Sidney Hinchford's words. + +Still she flashed back the jesting reply--or whatever it was--with a +quickness that was startling. + +"You'll wait till you're asked," she said. + +At this moment some one knocked at the outer-door. + +"Hollo!--a late customer like me," said Sidney, opening the door as he +was nearer to it, and then staring with surprise at the person who had +arrived--no less a person than Mr. Wesden himself. + +"Hollo!" he said again; "nothing wrong, sir, I hope?" + +"Not at home," was the dry response. "Is anything wrong here?" + +"Oh! no." + +He entered, took the door-handle from Sidney, and closed the door +himself, turned the key in the lock, and drew the bolts to. Sidney +Hinchford thought Mr. Wesden looked very nervous that evening--very +different from his usual stolid way. + +"You're quite sure--quite sure that it's all right, sir?" asked Sidney, +his thoughts flashing to Harriet again. + +"I said so; I never tell an untruth, Sidney. Good night" + +"Good night, sir. Oh!" turning back, "the letter-paper, Mattie--I had +forgotten." + +Mr. Wesden watched the transfer of the writing paper from the drawer to +Sidney Hinchford's hands, glanced furtively from Sidney to Mattie, +gradually unwinding a woolen comforter from his neck meanwhile. + +When Sidney had withdrawn, very much perplexed, but too dignified to ask +any more questions, Mr. Wesden turned to Mattie. + +"What's he doing down here at this time of night, Mattie?" + +"He came for writing paper--he's very busy." + +"What are _you_ sitting up for?" + +"To see to the gas-burners in the drawing-room." + +"Turn the gas off at the meter, and leave him in the dark next time," +said Mr. Wesden. "You can go to bed now. I'll sit up for a little while; +I'm going to sleep here to-night." + +"Indeed, sir! Oh! sir, I hope that nothing serious _has_ happened?" + +"Nothing at all. It's not so very wonderful that I should come to my own +house, I suppose, Mattie?" + +"N--no," she answered, hesitating; "but it's past one o'clock." + +"I couldn't sleep--and Harriet was at home with the good lady," he said, +as if by way of excuse; adding very sulkily, a moment afterwards, "I +never could sleep in that Camberwell place--I wish I'd never left the +shop!" + +Mr. Wesden hazarded no further reason for his eccentric arrival, and +Mattie went up-stairs to lay it with the rest of her stock of mysteries +daily accumulating round her. Mr. Wesden remained down-stairs, fidgeting +with shop drawers, counting the money left in the till, and wandering up +and down in a reckless, hypochondriacal fashion, very remarkable in a +man of his phlegmatic temperament, and which it was as well for Mattie +not to have seen. + +Finally he groped his way down-stairs into the kitchen, and the +coal-cellar where the gas-meter was placed, and with a wrench cut off +the supply of gas for that night, casting Sidney Hinchford so suddenly +into darkness, that he leaped up with an exclamation far from +appropriate to his character. + +"What the devil next?" + +The next thing for Sidney was to knock over the chair he had been +sitting upon, which came down on the drawing-room floor with a bumping +noise that shook the house, and woke up his father, who shouted forth +his name. + +"Coming, coming,'' said Sidney, walking into the double-bedded room, and +giving up further study or brooding for that night. + +"What's the matter, Sid, my boy?" asked the father, from the corner; +"haven't you been in bed yet?" + +"Must have fallen asleep in the next room, I think." + +"And a terrible row you've made in waking, Sid. Good night, my boy--God +bless you!" + +The old gentleman turned on his side, and was soon indulging in the +snores of the just again. There was a night-light burning there, and +Sidney took it from its saucer of water and held it above his head, +looking down at that old, world-worn, yet handsome face of the father. + +"God bless _you_!" he said, re-echoing his father's benediction; "how +will you bear it when the time comes, I wonder?" + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +A BURST OF CONFIDENCE. + + +Yes, Mr. Wesden, late of Suffolk Street, had become nervous and +eccentric in his old age--many people do, besides stationers. He had +retired from business too late to enjoy the relaxation from business +cares; he had better have died in harness than have given up the shop, +for isolation therefrom began to work its evil. + +He had not had much to worry him in his middle age; his youth had been a +struggle, but he had been young and strong to bear with it, blest by a +homely and affectionate wife, who struggled with him and consoled him; +then had followed for more years than we care to reckon just now, the +everyday life of a London shopkeeper--a life of business-making and +money-making, plodding on in one groove, with little change to distract +his attention, or trouble his brain. All quiet and monotonous, but +possessing for John Wesden peace of mind, which, if not exactly +happiness, was akin to it. And now in his old age, when every habit had +been burned into him as it were, business was over, and idleness became +a sore trial to him. And then after idleness came his daughter to worry +him, not to mention Mattie, who worried him most of all, for reasons +which we shall more closely particularize a chapter or two hence. + +So with these troubles bearing all at once upon a mind that had been at +its ease in its stronger days, Mr. Wesden turned eccentric. Want of +method rendered him fidgety, the mysteries in _his_ path, as well as +Mattie's, perplexed him; he was verging upon hypochondriacism without +being aware of it himself; and that suspicious nature which had been +born with him, began to develop itself more, and give promise of bearing +forth bitter fruit. Possibly before his concern for his daughter's +health, was his concern for the shop in Great Suffolk Street, which he +considered that he had neglected in leaving to the charge of a girl not +eighteen years of age, and which, since the robbery, was an oppression +that weighed heavily upon him. He was full of fancies concerning that +shop; his mind--which unfortunately was fed by fancies at that +time--began to give way somewhat when he took it in his head to think +something had happened, at twelve o'clock at night, and start at once +for Great Suffolk Street, as we have noticed in our preceding chapter. + +The ice once broken, the eccentricities of Mr. Wesden did not diminish; +he had his old bed-room seen to in the house again, and surprised Mattie +more than once after this by sudden appearances at untimely hours. He +had a right to look after his business--did _people_ think that he had +lost his interest in the shop, because he lived away from it?--did +_people_ think that he was not sharp enough for business still? With +these changes he became more nervous, more irritable, and less +considerate; yet brightening up sometimes for weeks together, and +becoming his old stolid self again, to the relief of his wife and +daughter. That daughter detected the change in her father also, woke up +at last to the fact that her own thoughtfulness had tended to unsettle +him, and became more like her old self also--or rather, more of an +actress, with the power to impersonate that self from which she had +seceded. + +Everything was going wrong with our characters, when Harriet Wesden +broke through the ice one night with that impulsiveness which she had +not lived down or grown out of. It was strange that she always broke +down in Mattie's presence; that only in the company of the stray did she +feel the wish to avow all, and seek counsel in return. To Harriet Wesden +the impulse was incomprehensible, but it was beyond her strength, at +times, and carried her away. She loved Mattie; she saw in her the +faithful friend rather than the servant; she knew that the child's +passionate love for her had grown with Mattie's growth, and absorbed her +being. But love was but half the reason with Harriet, and she would not +own--which was the secret--that the weak and timid nature sought relief +from a mind that had grown strong and practical in a rough school. + +A need of sympathy, a perplexity becoming greater every day, allied to a +love for the confidante, brought about the truth, which escaped in the +old fashion. + +She had been paying her visit--an afternoon one in this instance--to +Mattie at the shop; it was a dull season, and no business stirring; the +December gloom preyed upon the spirits of most people abroad that day; +it affected Harriet more than usual, or the pressure of the old thoughts +reduced her to subjection at last. The two girls were sitting by the +fireside, Mattie with her face turned to the shop door, when Harriet +Wesden laid both her hands suddenly on our heroine's. + +"Mattie," she cried, "look me in the face a moment!" + +"Come round to the little light there is left, then." + +"There!" + +Harriet Wesden set her pretty face, pale and anxious then, more into the +light required. Mattie regarded it attentively. + +"Isn't it a false face?" asked Harriet, in an excited manner--"the face +of one who brings sorrow and wrong to all who know her?" + +"I hope not." + +"It is!" she asserted. "Oh! Mattie, I am in distress, and terrible +doubt--I have been foolish, and acted inconsiderately--I am in a maze, +that becomes more tangled with every step I take--tell me what to do!" + +"You ought to know best, dear--you should not have any troubles which +you are afraid to confess to your father and mother, and--and Mr. +Hinchford." + +"Yes, yes, but not to them first of all," she cried. "Oh! Mattie, I am +not a wicked girl, God knows--I have never had a thought of +wickedness--I would like everybody in the world to be as happy as I was +once myself." + +"Once!" repeated Mattie. "Oh! I won't have that." + +"I don't think," she added, very thoughtfully regarding the fire, "that +I shall be ever happy again. Now, Mattie dear, I'm going to swear you to +secrecy, and then ask what you would do in my place." + +"You're very kind to trust in me--but is there no one else?--Miss +Eveleigh, for instance." + +"She's a worse silly than I am!" + +"Your mother." + +"I should frighten her to death--she and father are both weak, and +altering very much. Oh! Mattie, if they should die and leave me alone in +the world!" + +"Need you get nervous about that just now?" + +"I'm nervous about everything--I'm unsettled--Mattie, I have acted very +treacherously to _him_." + +"To Mr. Sidney!--not to Mr. Sidney?" + +"Yes," was the answer. + +Mattie became excited. How had it occurred?--who had done it?--who had +stolen her thoughts away from him? + +"I have been trying very hard to love him--sometimes I think I do love +him better than the--the _other_--just for a while, when he is very +happy sitting near me, and very full of the future, that can never, +never come." + +"Go on please," said the curious Mattie. + +"Mattie, you remember Mr. Darcy?" she asked, spasmodically. + +"Mr. Darcy--no," said the puzzled Mattie. + +"The gentleman who--who fell in love with me when I was a child," she +explained, very rapidly, and with still greater excitement, "whom I +thought I had forgotten, and who had forgotten me, until I met him +again." + +"Oh! this _is_ wrong!" exclaimed Mattie. + +"I know it--I have owned it!" cried Harriet; "let me tell the story out. +I met him, parted coldly from him, met him again, all by accident on my +part; met him for a third time at the Eveleighs, with whom he had got on +visiting terms; met him day after day, evening after evening there, +until the spell was on me which overpowered me, and robbed me of my +peace--until I loved him, Mattie!" + +"And he knows----" + +"He knows nothing, save that I am engaged to be another's--and that I +dare scarcely think of him." + +"He knows too much, _I_ know," said Mattie, reflectively; "and he has +found a way to turn you against Mr. Sidney. What a wonder he must be!" + +"Poor Sidney!" + +"And to think it's all over between you and him," added Mattie--"him who +thinks so much of you, and is growing old to my eyes, with the fear upon +him which I understand now, and which is now so natural!" + +"What fear!" + +"Of losing you." + +"I am so sorry--_so_ very sorry for him. And I am ashamed to think that +I have led him on to build his hopes upon me, and now must dash them +down." + +"Yes--to-night," said Mattie, thoughtfully. + +"Tonight!" exclaimed Harriet, in alarm. + +"I don't know much about these things--I never understood what love for +a young man was, having had too much to do," she added, with a little +laugh that echoed strangely in that shadowy room, "but it don't seem +quite the thing to keep the two on, or both of them in suspense about +you." + +"Do you think I would?" asked Harriet, proudly. + +"It seems to me that if I were in your place, I should take a pattern +from Mr. Sidney, and speak out at once--go straight at it, as he calls +it--and tell him everything." + +"But----" + +Mattie became excited in her turn. + +"It isn't right--it isn't fair to let a man keep thinking of you, when +you've turned against him," she cried; "it's cowardly and base to hide +the truth from him, or be afraid of telling it. It won't kill him, +Harriet, for he's a proud spirit, that will bear up through it all, +bitterly as he will feel it for a while." + +"I'm not afraid--it is not that," said Harriet; "I only wish to know +what you would think the best method of telling him all, and yet sparing +him pain. I have been fancying that if _you_ hinted to him at first the +truth----" + +"_I_ hint!" exclaimed Mattie, "not for the world. I'm only a servant +here, and you might as well ask poor Ann Packet to hint the truth as me. +I'm sorry--you will never know how sorry I am--that you two are going to +break it off forever; but I should be more sorry still if you let +to-night go by, and not try hard to face him." + +"Mattie, I will face him," said Harriet, with her lips compressed; "I +will tell him all. After all, it was not an engagement, and I was as +free as he to make my choice elsewhere if I preferred. I am not in the +wrong to tell him that my girlish fancy was a mistake." + +"No--only in the wrong to keep the truth back." + +"You will not think that I have intentionally attempted to deceive poor +Sidney, will you?" + +"God forbid, my dear." + +"Vain--frivolous, and weak--anything but cruel. Yes, I will tell him all +when he comes back to-night. There is no use in delay." + +"Only danger," added Mattie, remembering her copy-book admonition; a +copy which Sidney Hinchford had set her himself in the old days, when +she was deep in text-hand. + +"And then when it is all told, and he knows that I am free, happiness +will come again, I suppose. Heigho! I was very happy once." + +"Happiness will come again," said Mattie, more cheerfully, "to be sure." + +"Mattie, I have been trying very hard to think of Mr. Sidney, first of +all; it is that trying which has made me ill. I know he loves me very +much, and will never think of anybody else; and it is--it is hard upon +him now!" + +"You must be very fond of this other one," said Mattie. "Is he +handsome?" + +"Very." + +"And very fond of you, of course?" + +"Yes; but it is a struggle to keep his love back--I am cold to him--and +I--I will _not_ listen to him, and so drive him to despair. Oh! I am a +miserable wretch! I make everybody unhappy whom I meet." + +The weak girl burst into tears, and rocked herself to and fro on the +chair before the fire. Mattie passed her arms round her neck and drew +the pretty agitated face to her bosom, soothing it there as though she +had been a mother troubled with love-sick daughters of her own. + +"It will soon be over now," Mattie said, when Harriet was more composed. +"Try and be calm; think of what you shall say to poor Sidney, while I +attend to the shop a bit." + +Mattie went into the shop, leaving Harriet Wesden with her chin clutched +in both hands, looking dreamily at the fire. She was more composed now +the whole truth had escaped her; she felt that she should be happy in +time, after Sidney Hinchford had been told all, and that terrible ordeal +of telling it had been gone through. One more scene, which had made her +shudder to forestall by sober thought, and then the new life, brighter +and rosier from that day! + +Poor Sidney, what should she say to him, to soften the look which would +rise to his dark eyes and transfix her? What was best to say and do, to +keep him from thinking ill of her, and despising her for vacillation? + +Mattie came in, looking white and scared; but Harriet, possessed by a +new thought which had suddenly dashed in upon her, failed to observe the +change. + +"Mattie, dear," she cried, "if he should think I give him up because +he's poorer than Mr. Darcy--that it is for the sake of money that I turn +away from him!" + +"Money's a troublesome thing," said Mattie, snatching up her bonnet from +the sideboard, and putting it on her head with trembling hands; "if you +take your eyes from it for an instant, it's gone." + +"But, Mr. Darcy----" + +"Oh! bother Mr. Darcy," was the half-peevish exclamation. "I have been +listening to you, and they've robbed the shop again. Everything's +against me just now! Mind the place till I come back, please." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE PLAN FRUSTRATED. + + +Yes, the house in Great Suffolk Street had been again visited by "the +dangerous classes." It was a house well watched, or a house that was +doomed to be unfortunate in its latter days. A house left in charge of a +girl of seventeen, therefore likely to have its weak points, and +considered worth watching in the dark hours. This was Mattie's idea upon +awakening to the conviction of a second successful attempt upon Mr. +Wesden's property; but Mattie was wrong. + +The robbery was the result of accident and neglect, as most robberies +are in this world. A youth had entered the shop to make a small +purchase, and hammered honestly on the counter with the edge of his +penny piece--a youth of no principle, certainly, brought up ragged, +dirty, ignorant, and saucy--a Borough boy. Fate and the devil contrived +that Mattie should be absorbed in the love-story of Harriet Wesden at +the time, and the boy finding no attention paid to his summons, looked +over the shop blind, saw the rapt position of the parlour occupants, +dropped upon his hands and knees like a lad brought up to the +"profession," and slid insidiously towards the till, which he found +locked and keyless. Fortune being against his possession of any current +coin of the realm, the young vagabond turned his attention to stock, and +in less time than it takes to sum up his defalcations, had appropriated +and made off with a very large parcel underneath the counter--a parcel +that Wiggins, wholesale stationers of Cannon Street, had just forwarded +by London Parcels' Delivery Company to order of John Wesden, Esq., and +which parcel had been found almost too large to decamp with. + +Mattie thought no more of Harriet Wesden's troubles; here was a second +instance of her carelessness--of her incapacity for business. What would +Mr. Wesden think now; he who had been so cold and strange to her after +the last robbery? And what did she deserve?--she who had had a trust +committed to her and abused it. + +Mattie did not give way to any ebullition of tears; she was a girl with +considerable self-command, and only betrayed her agitation by her whiter +face. She did all that lay in her power to remedy the great error, +leaving Harriet Wesden in charge of the shop whilst she ran down Great +Suffolk Street and towards the Borough, hoping to overtake the robber. +Straight to Kent Street went Mattie; thieves would be sure to make for +Kent Street--all the years of her honest life faded away like a dream, +and she ran at once to the house of a receiver of stolen goods, a house +that she had known herself in the old guilty past. + +Her hand was on the latch of the door, when a policeman touched her on +the arm, + +"Do you want anything here?" + +"I've been robbed of a large parcel--I thought they must have brought it +here." + +"Why here?" + +"This is Simes's--this used to be Simes's--surely." + +"Yes, and it's Simes's still; but nobody's been here with a parcel. You +haven't been and left nobody in Mr. Wesden's shop?" was his inelegant +query. + +Mattie did not remark that the policeman knew her then; she was too +excited by her loss. + +"Mr. Wesden's daughter's there." + +"Then you had better come round to the police-station, and state your +loss, Miss." + +Mattie thought so too; she went to the police station, mentioned the +facts of the robbery, the nature of the parcel stolen, &c, and then +returned very grave and disconsolate to Great Suffolk Street, to find +three customers waiting to be served, Harriet turning over drawer after +drawer in search of the goods required, and one woman waiting for +change, which Harriet, having mislaid her own purse, and found the till +locked, was unable to give her. + +Mattie turned to business again, attended to the customers, and then +re-entered the parlour. + +"It cannot be helped, and I must make the best of it," said Mattie; "I +don't mind the loss it is to me, who'll pay for it out of my own +earnings, as I do the vexation it will be to your father." + +"Leave it to me, Mattie," said Harriet; "when I go home this evening, I +will tell him exactly how it occurred, and how it was not your fault but +mine. And, Mattie, I intend to pay for it myself, and not have your hard +earnings entrenched upon." + +"You're not in trust here," said Mattie, somewhat shortly; "if I don't +pay for it, I shall be unhappy all my life." + +"Then it's over and done with, and I wouldn't fret about it," said +Harriet, suddenly finding herself in the novel position of comforter. + +"I never fret--and I said that I would make the best of it," replied +Mattie, placing her chair at the parlour door, half within the room and +half in the shop; "and if I'm ever tricked again whilst I remain here, +it's very odd to me." + +Harriet Wesden, not much impressed by so matter-of-fact event as a +robbery, was anxious to return to the subject which more closely +affected herself; the parcel, after all, was of no great value; the +police were doubtless looking for the thief; let the matter be passed +over for the present, and the great distress of her unsettled mind be +once more gravely dwelt upon! This was scarcely selfishness--for Harriet +Wesden was not a selfish girl--it was rather an intense craving for +support in the hard task of shattering another's hopes. + +They had tea together in that little back parlour, and Harriet found it +difficult work to keep Mattie's thoughts directed to the subject upon +which advice had been given before the theft. + +"You will not think of me," she said at last, reproachfully; "and what +does it matter about that rubbishing parcel?" + +"What can I do for you, more?" asked Mattie, wearily. Her head ached +very much with all the excitement of that day, and she was inwardly +praying for the time to pass, and the boy to put the shutters up. The +robbery was _not_ of great importance, and she wondered why it troubled +her so much, and rendered her anxiety for others, just for a while, of +secondary interest. Did she see looming before her the shadow of her +coming trial; was there foreknowledge of all in store for her, stealing +in upon her that dark December's night? She was superstitions enough to +think so afterwards, when the end had come and life had wholly changed +with her! + +After tea, Mattie's impression became less vivid, for Harriet's +nervousness was on the increase. The stern business of life gave way to +the romance--stern enough also at that time--of Harriet Wesden. It was +close on seven o'clock, and every minute might bring the well-known form +and figure home. + +"I shan't know what to say," said Harriet; "it seems out of place to ask +him in here, and coolly begin at once to tell him not to think of me any +more, just as he comes home from business, tired and weary, too, poor +Sid! Shall I write to him?--I'll begin the letter now, and leave it here +for you to give him. Oh! I can't face him--I shall never be able to face +him, and tell him how fickle-minded I am!" + +"Write to him if you wish then, Harriet; perhaps it is best, and will +spare you both some pain." + +"Yes, yes, I'll write," said Harriet, opening Mattie's desk instantly, +and sending its neatly arranged contents flying right and left; "it _is_ +much the better way--why make a scene of it?--I hate scenes! And I'm not +fickle-minded, Mattie," suddenly reverting to her self-accusation of a +moment since; "for I had a right to think for myself, and choose for +myself--we were not to be engaged till next month; and I did like him +once--I do now, somehow! If _he_ will only think well of me afterwards, +and not despise me, poor fellow, and believe that I had a right to turn +away from him, if my heart said that I was not suitable for him at the +last. If he--Mattie, _where_ do you keep your pens?" + +Mattie remarked that she had turned the box full amongst the +letter-paper. Harriet sat herself down to write the letter after much +preparation and agitation; Mattie looked at her, sitting there, in the +full light of the gas above her head, and thought how pretty a _child_ +she looked--how unfit to cope with the world's harshness--how lucky for +her that she was the only child of parents who had made money for her, +and so smoothed one road in life at least. Yes, more a child than a +woman even then; captious, excitable, easily influenced, swayed by a +passing gust of passion like a leaf, trembling at the present, at the +future, always unresolved, and yet always, by her trust and confidence +in others, even by her sympathy for others, to be loved. + +Mattie went into the shop, leaving Harriet to compose her epistle; after +a while, and when she was brooding on the parcel again, and wondering if +Mrs. Watts were at the bottom of the robbery, Harriet called her. She +took her place again on the neutral ground, between parlour and shop, +and found Harriet very much discomfited; her face flushed, her fair hair +ruffled about her ears, her blue eyes full of tears. + +"I don't know what to say--I can't think of anything that's kind enough, +and good enough for _him_. What would you say, Mattie?" + +"And you that have had so much money spent on your education to ask +me--still a poor, ignorant, half-taught girl, Miss Harriet!" + +"I'm too flurried to collect my thoughts--I _can't_ think of the right +words," she said; "I can't tell him of Mr. Darcy before Mr. Darcy has +spoken to me--and I--I don't like to write down that I--I don't love +him--never did love him--it looks so spiteful, dear! Mattie, what would +you say?" + +"I should simply tell him the story which you told me." + +"He might show the letter to father and mother, who are anxious--oh! +much more anxious than you fancy--to marry me to Sidney." + +"They know his value, Harriet." + +"And then it will all come at once to trouble them, instead of breaking +it by degrees. Well, it's my fate. I must not keep it from them." + +"No. How much have you written?" + +"'Dear Sidney'--and--and the day of the month, of course. Oh! dear--here +he is!" + +Away went paper and pens into the desk again, and the desk cleared from +the table, and turned topsy-turvy on to a chair. + +"Oh! the top of the ink-stand's out--look here!--oh! what a mess +there'll be!" cried Mattie. + +Harriet reversed the desk. + +"Perhaps it's not all spilt--I'm very sorry to have made such a mess of +it, and--and it's only Sidney's father, after all. Don't tell him I'm +here." + +The old gentleman came into the shop, and nodded towards Mattie standing +in the doorway. + +"Has my boy come home?" he asked. + +"Not yet, sir." + +The father's countenance assumed a doleful expression on the +instant--life without his boy was scarcely worth having. + +"He's very late, then, for I'm late," looking at his watch; "I hope he +hasn't been run over." + +Mattie laughed at the expression of the father's fear. + +"That's not likely, sir." + +"People do get run over at times, especially in the City, and more +especially near-sighted people. There's nothing to laugh at." + +And rather offended at the manner in which his gloomy suggestion had +been received, Mr. Hinchford senior passed through the side door into +the passage. Mattie found Harriet at the desk again, picking out several +sheets of paper saturated with ink, and arranging them of a row on the +fender. + +"More ink, dear--more ink!" she cried, impetuously; "I've thought of +what to say. Don't keep me long without the ink." + +Mattie replenished her ink-stand, and Harriet dashed into the subject +with vigour, slackened after the first few lines, then came to a dead +stop, and stared intently at the paper. Mattie went into the shop for +fear of disturbing Harriet's train of ideas, remained there an hour +attending to customers, and arranging stock, finally went back into the +parlour. + +The desk was closed once more; a heap of torn papers was on the floor. +Harriet, with her bonnet and shawl on, and her eyes red with weeping, +was pacing up and down the room. + +"No letter?" asked Mattie. + +"I can't write a letter, and tell him what a wretch I am," she said, +"and if I face him to-night, I shall drop at his feet. Girl," she cried, +passionately, "do you think it is so easy to act as I have done, and +then avow it?" + +"I should not be ashamed to own it," was Mattie's calm answer; "I should +consider it my duty to tell him." + +"And I will tell him all. God knows I would not deceive him for the +world, Mattie, or leave him in ignorance of the true state of my heart. +But I cannot tell him now. I'm afraid!" + +There was real fear in her looks--an intense excitement, that even +alarmed Mattie. She saw, after all, that it was best to keep the secret +back for that night. + +"Then I would go home, Harriet, at once. To-morrow, when you are calmer, +you may be able to write the letter." + +"Yes, yes--to-morrow I will write it. I shall have all day before me, +and can tear up as many sheets as I like. I will write it to-morrow, and +post it from Camberwell. Mattie, as I'm a living woman, and as I pray to +be free from this suspense and torture, I WILL write to him to-morrow!" + +"One day is not very important," said Mattie, in reply, little dreaming +of the difference that day would make. "Delays are dangerous--delays are +dangerous"--she had written twenty times in her copy-book, and taken not +to heart; and there _was_ danger on its way to those who had put off the +truth, and to him for whom they feared it. + +"Delays are dangerous!" Take it to heart, O reader, and remember it in +the hour when you shrink from the truth, as from a hot iron that may +sear you. Wise old admonitions of our copy-book times--we might do worse +very often than laugh at ye! + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +A SUDDEN JOURNEY. + + +Harriet Wesden hurried away after her promise; Mattie, at the last +moment, recalling to her notice the fact of the robbery, and reminding +her of the way in which she ought to break the news to her father. Then +the excited girl darted away to Camberwell, and it was like the +stillness of the grave in the back parlour after her departure. Mattie +went in for an instant to set the place to rights, and then returned to +her watch in the shop, and to her many thoughts, born of that day's +incidents. She was quite prepared for a visit from Mr. Wesden at a late +hour, but Mr. Wesden's movements under excitement were not to be +calculated upon; and we may say here that the knowledge of his loss did +not bring him post-haste to Great Suffolk Street. Mattie was thinking of +her loss, when the passage door opened, and the white head of Mr. +Hinchford peered round and looked up at the clock, over the top shelf +where the back stock was kept. The movement reminded Mattie of the time, +and she glanced at the clock herself--_half-past nine_. + +"I thought the clock had stopped up-stairs," he said, by way of +explanation for his appearance. + +"I had no idea it was so late," said Mattie. + +"I had no idea it was so early," responded Mr. Hinchford; adding, after +a pause, "though I can't think where the boy has got to; he said he +would be home early, as he had some accounts to look through." + +"It's not very late, sir, and if he has gone to Camberwell, not knowing +Miss Harriet was here to-night----" + +"He always comes home first--I never knew him go anywhere without coming +home first to tell me. But," with another look at the clock, "it's not +so very late, as you say, Mattie." + +"He will be here in a minute." + +"I hope so," said Mr. Hinchford, going to the shop door, and looking +down the street, "for it's coming on to rain, and he has no umbrella. +The boy will catch his death of cold." + +After standing at the door for two or three minutes, the old gentleman +turned to go up-stairs again. + +"It'll be a thorough wet night--I'll tell Ann to keep plenty of water in +the boiler--nothing like your feet in hot water to stave off a cold." + +He retired. Half an hour afterwards he reappeared in the shop, excitable +and fidgety. + +"I can't make it out," he said, after another inspection of the clock; +"there's something wrong." + +"Perhaps he has gone to the play, sir." + +"Pooh! he hates plays," was the contemptuous comment to this; "he +wouldn't waste his time in a playhouse. No, Mattie there's something +wrong." + +"I don't think so," said Mattie, cheerfully. "I would not worry about +his absence just yet, sir." + +"I'll give him another hour, and then I'll go down to the office and ask +after him." + +"Or find him there, sir." + +"No, they're not busy, I think. He can't be there. Mattie," he said +suddenly. "Have you noticed a difference in him lately?" + +"I--I fancy he seems, perhaps, a little graver; but then he's growing +older and more manly every day." + +"Ah! he grows a fine fellow--there isn't such another boy in the +world--perhaps it's all a fancy of mine, after all." + +Mattie knew that it was no fancy; that even Sidney's care and histrionic +efforts could not disguise his trouble entirely from the father. But she +played the part of consoler to Mr. Hinchford as well as she was able, +and the old gentleman, less disturbed in mind, returned to his room for +the second time. + +But time stole on, and Mattie herself found a new anxiety added to those +which had heretofore disturbed her. The wet night set in as Mr. +Hinchford had prophesied; the boy came and put up the shutters; the +clock ticked on towards eleven; all but the public-houses were closed in +Great Suffolk Street, and there were few loiterers about. + +Ann Packet brought in the supper, and was informed of the day's two +features of interest--the robbery, and the absence of Mr. Sidney. Ann +Packet, of slow ideas herself, and slower still in having other ideas +instilled into her, thought that the missing parcel was connected with +the missing lodger, and so conglomerated matters irremediably. + +"You may depend upon it, Mattie, he'll bring the parcel back--it's one +of his games--he was a rare boy for tricks when I knew him fust." + +"Ann, you've been asleep," said Mattie, sharply. + +"I couldn't help it," answered Ann, submissively; "it was very lonely +down there, with no company but the _beadles_--and times ain't as they +used to was, when you could read to me, and was more often down there." + +"Ah! times are altering," sighed Mattie. + +"And Mr. Wesden don't like me here till after the shop's shut--because +he can't trust me, or I talk too much, I s'pose," she said; "but now, +dear, sit down and tell me all about everything, to keep my sperits up." + +Ann Packet and Mattie always supped together after the shop was +closed--Ann Packet lived for supper time now, looked forward all the day +to a "nice bit of talk" with the girl who had won upon those affections +which three-fourths of her life had rusted from disuse. + +"It's uncommon funny that I never had anybody to care about afore I +knowed you, Mattie," she said regularly, once or twice a-week; "no +father, mother, sisters, anybody, till you turned up like the ace in +spekkilation. And now, let me hear you talk, my dear--I don't fancy that +your tongue runs on quite so fast as it did." + +Ann Packet curled herself in her chair, hazarded one little complaint +about her ankles, which were setting in badly again with the Christmas +season, and then prepared to make herself comfortable, when once more +Mr. Hinchford appeared, with his hat, stick, and great cloak this time. + +"Mattie, I can't stand it any longer--I'm off to the office in the +City." + +Mattie did not like the look of his excited face. + +"I'd wait a little while longer, sir." + +"No--something has happened to the boy." + +"Shall I go with you, sir?" + +"God bless the girl!--what for?" + +"For company's sake--it's late for you to be alone, sir." + +"Don't you think I can take care of myself?--am I so old, feeble, and +drivelling as that? Are they right at the office, after all?" he added +in a lower tone. + +"I shouldn't like to be left here all alone," murmured Ann Packet; +"particularly after there's been robberies, and----" + +There was the rattle of cab-wheels in the street, coming nearer and +nearer towards the house. + +"Hark!" said Mattie and Mr. Hinchford in one breath. + +The rattling ceased before the door, the cab stopped, Mr. Hinchford +pointed to the door, and gasped, and gesticulated. + +"Open, o--open the door!--he has met with an accident!" + +"No, no, he has only taken a cab to get here earlier, and escape the +wet," said Mattie, opening the door with a beating heart, nevertheless. + +Sidney Hinchford, safe and sound, was already out of the cab and close +to the door. Mattie met him with a bright smile of welcome, to which his +sombre face did not respond. He came into the shop, stern and silent, +and then looked towards his father. + +"I thought you might have gone to bed, father," he said. + +"Bed!" ejaculated Mr. Hinchford, in disgust; "what has--what has----" + +"Come up-stairs, I wish to speak to you." + +Father and son went up-stairs to their room, leaving Mattie at the open +door. The cab still remained drawn up there; the cabman stood by the +horse's head, stolid as a judge in his manifold capes. + +"Are you waiting for anything?" asked Mattie. + +"For the gemman, to be sure." + +"Going back again?" + +"He says so--I spose it's all right," he added dubiously; "you've no +back door which he can slip out of?" + +"Slip out of!" cried the disgusted Mattie, slamming the front door in +his face for his impudent assertion. + +Meanwhile Sidney Hinchford was facing his father in the drawing-room. + +"Sit down and take the news coolly, sir," he said; "there's nothing +gained by putting yourself in a flurry." + +"N--no, no, my boy, n--no." + +"I have no time to spare, and I wish to leave you all right before I +go." + +"Go!" + +"I am going for a day or two, very likely for a week, on a special +mission for my employers--that is all that I can tell you without +breaking the confidence placed in me--I must go at once." + +"Bless my soul! what--what can I possibly do without you. Can't I go +with you? Can't I--" + +"You can do nothing but wait patiently for my return, believing that I +am safe, and taking care of myself. Why, what are a few days?" + +"Well, not much after all," said the father, wiping his forehead with +his silk-handkerchief, "and there's no danger, of course?" + +"Not any." + +"And you are only going----" + +"A journey of a few days. Try and calm yourself whilst I pack a few +things in my portmanteau. There, that's well!" + +Sidney passed into the other room, leaving his father still struggling +with the effects of his astonishment. The portmanteau must have been +filled without any regard for neatness, for Sidney in a few minutes +returned with it in his hands. + +"Why, you should be proud of this journey of mine," he said with a +forced lightness that could only have deceived his father; "think what +it is to be chosen out of the whole office to undertake this business." + +"It's a good sign. Yes, I see that now." + +"And I shall be back sooner than you expect, perhaps. Why, you and I +must not part like two silly girls, to whom the journey of a few miles +is the event of a life. Now, good-bye, sir--God keep you strong and well +till I come back again!" + +"And you, my lad, and you, too." + +"Amen. God grant it." + +There was a strange earnestness in the son's voice, but the father was +still too much excited to take heed. + +"And now good-bye again," shaking his father's hands; "you'll stay here, +sir, you'll not come down any more to-night." + +"Yes, I will." + +"You must try and keep calm; I will beg you as a favour to remain here, +father." + +"Well, well, if you wish it--but I'm not a child." + +Sidney released his father's hands, caught up his portmanteau, and +marched down stairs. Mattie, pale with suppressed excitement, met him in +the shop. He put down his burden, caught her by the wrist, and drew her +into the parlour. Seeing Ann Packet there, he bade her go down stairs +somewhat abruptly, released his grip of Mattie, and waited for Ann's +withdrawal, beating his foot impatiently upon the carpet. + +Mattie looked nervously towards him, and thought that she had never seen +him look more stern and hard. His face was deathly white, and his eyes +burned like coals behind the glasses that he wore. + +"Mattie," he said, "you and I, my father and you, are old friends." + +"Yes, sir." + +"I will ask a favour of you before I go. Take care of him! Ask him to +come down here to smoke his pipe with you, and keep him as light-hearted +as you can till I return." + +"Who?--I, sir?" + +"You have the way with you; you are quick to observe, and it will not +take much pains to keep him pleased, I think. When he begins to wonder +why I haven't returned, break to him by degrees that I have deceived +him, fearing the shock too sudden for his strength." + +"Oh! sir, how can you leave all this to me?" + +"I have faith in no one else, Mattie, to do me this service. You are +always cool, and will know the best way to proceed. Cheer up the old +gentleman all you can, too;--you were a quaint girl once--don't let him +miss me if you can help it." + +"And you'll be gone----" + +"Six weeks or two months." + +"It's not a very happy journey, sir." + +"How do you know that?" was the quick rejoinder. + +"You're not looking happy--there's trouble in your face, Mr. Sidney." + +"Well, there is room for it, and I am going, as I fear, to face trouble, +and bring back with me disappointment. We can't have it all our own way +in this world, Mattie." + +"No, sir, that's not likely." + +"And if there be more troubles than one ahead, why we must fight against +them till we beat them back, or they--crush us under foot. Good-bye." + +He shook hands with her long and heartily, adding, "You will remember +your trust--you will break the news to him like a daughter?" + +"I'll do my best, sir." + +"He knows that I cannot send him any letters." + +"And, and--letters for you?" + +She thought of the letter which Harriet Wesden, in her sleepless bed, +might be pondering upon then. Of the new trouble which he seemed to +guess not; for immediately afterwards he said-- + +"Keep the letters till I come back--and give my love to Harriet; tell +her I shall think of her every hour of the day and night. I wrote to her +the last thing this evening. Now, good-bye, old girl, and wish me luck." + +"The best of luck, Mr. Sidney--with all my heart!" + +"Luck in the distance--luck when I come back again, and see it shining +in my Harriet's eyes. Ah! _it won't do!_" he added, with a stamp of his +foot. + +"I'll pray for it sir," cried Mattie; "we can't tell what may happen for +the best, or what _is_ for the best, however it may trouble us at +first." + +"Spoken like the parson at the corner shop," he said, a little +irreverently. "Bravo, Mattie--honest believer!" + +He passed from the shop into his cab, glancing at the up-stairs windows, +and waving his hand for a moment towards his father, waiting anxiously +there to see the last of him. + +The cab rattled away the moment afterwards, and Sidney Hinchford was +borne on his unknown journey. + + * * * * * + +On the evening of the next day, a letter, in Harriet Wesden's +hand-writing, was received. The postman and Mr. Hinchford, senior, came +into the shop together. + +"Sidney Hinchford, Esq.," said the postman. + +"Thank you--I'll post it to him when he sends me his address," said Mr. +Hinchford. "By Jove!" looking at the superscription, "the ladies miss +him already." + +Harriet Wesden had kept her promise, and found courage to write her +story out. + + +END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Mattie:--A Stray (Vol 1 of 3), by +Frederick William Robinson + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MATTIE:--A STRAY (VOL 1 OF 3) *** + +***** This file should be named 35290.txt or 35290.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/5/2/9/35290/ + +Produced by Louise Davies, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +book was produced from scanned images of public domain +material from the Google Print project.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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