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diff --git a/34828.txt b/34828.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..c9017d2 --- /dev/null +++ b/34828.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11116 @@ +Project Gutenberg's Sentimental Education Vol 1, by Gustave Flaubert + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Sentimental Education Vol 1 + +Author: Gustave Flaubert + +Release Date: January 2, 2011 [EBook #34828] +[Last updated: December 24, 2011] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SENTIMENTAL EDUCATION VOL 1 *** + + + + +Produced by David Edwards, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive) + + + + + + + + + +SENTIMENTAL EDUCATION + +OR, _THE HISTORY OF A YOUNG MAN_ + +BY GUSTAVE FLAUBERT + + _VOLUME I._ + + M. WALTER DUNNE + NEW YORK AND LONDON + + COPYRIGHT, 1904, + BY M. WALTER DUNNE + PUBLISHER + + +[Illustration: She wore a wide straw hat with red ribbons, which +fluttered in the wind behind her.] + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER I. A PROMISING PUPIL + +CHAPTER II. DAMON AND PYTHIAS + +CHAPTER III. SENTIMENT AND PASSION + +CHAPTER IV. THE INEXPRESSIBLE SHE! + +CHAPTER V. "LOVE KNOWETH NO LAWS" + +CHAPTER VI. BLIGHTED HOPES + +CHAPTER VII. CHANGE OF FORTUNE + +CHAPTER VIII. FREDERICK ENTERTAINS + +CHAPTER IX. THE FRIEND OF THE FAMILY + +CHAPTER X. AT THE RACES + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + +SHE WORE A WIDE STRAW HAT WITH RED RIBBONS, WHICH FLUTTERED IN THE WIND +BEHIND HER + +"LAUGH, THEN! SHED NO MORE TEARS--BE HAPPY!" + +THEN SHE SEIZED HIM BY THE EARS AND KISSED HIM + + + + +SENTIMENTAL EDUCATION + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +A Promising Pupil. + + +On the 15th of September, 1840, about six o'clock in the morning, the +_Ville de Montereau_, just on the point of starting, was sending forth +great whirlwinds of smoke, in front of the Quai St. Bernard. + +People came rushing on board in breathless haste. The traffic was +obstructed by casks, cables, and baskets of linen. The sailors answered +nobody. People jostled one another. Between the two paddle-boxes was +piled up a heap of parcels; and the uproar was drowned in the loud +hissing of the steam, which, making its way through the plates of +sheet-iron, enveloped everything in a white cloud, while the bell at the +prow kept ringing continuously. + +At last, the vessel set out; and the two banks of the river, stocked +with warehouses, timber-yards, and manufactories, opened out like two +huge ribbons being unrolled. + +A young man of eighteen, with long hair, holding an album under his arm, +remained near the helm without moving. Through the haze he surveyed +steeples, buildings of which he did not know the names; then, with a +parting glance, he took in the Ile St. Louis, the Cite, Notre Dame; and +presently, as Paris disappeared from his view, he heaved a deep sigh. + +Frederick Moreau, having just taken his Bachelor's degree, was returning +home to Nogent-sur-Seine, where he would have to lead a languishing +existence for two months, before going back to begin his legal studies. +His mother had sent him, with enough to cover his expenses, to Havre to +see an uncle, from whom she had expectations of his receiving an +inheritance. He had returned from that place only yesterday; and he +indemnified himself for not having the opportunity of spending a little +time in the capital by taking the longest possible route to reach his +own part of the country. + +The hubbub had subsided. The passengers had all taken their places. Some +of them stood warming themselves around the machinery, and the chimney +spat forth with a slow, rhythmic rattle its plume of black smoke. Little +drops of dew trickled over the copper plates; the deck quivered with the +vibration from within; and the two paddle-wheels, rapidly turning round, +lashed the water. The edges of the river were covered with sand. The +vessel swept past rafts of wood which began to oscillate under the +rippling of the waves, or a boat without sails in which a man sat +fishing. Then the wandering haze cleared off; the sun appeared; the hill +which ran along the course of the Seine to the right subsided by +degrees, and another rose nearer on the opposite bank. + +It was crowned with trees, which surrounded low-built houses, covered +with roofs in the Italian style. They had sloping gardens divided by +fresh walls, iron railings, grass-plots, hot-houses, and vases of +geraniums, laid out regularly on the terraces where one could lean +forward on one's elbow. More than one spectator longed, on beholding +those attractive residences which looked so peaceful, to be the owner of +one of them, and to dwell there till the end of his days with a good +billiard-table, a sailing-boat, and a woman or some other object to +dream about. The agreeable novelty of a journey by water made such +outbursts natural. Already the wags on board were beginning their jokes. +Many began to sing. Gaiety prevailed, and glasses of brandy were poured +out. + +Frederick was thinking about the apartment which he would occupy over +there, on the plan of a drama, on subjects for pictures, on future +passions. He found that the happiness merited by the excellence of his +soul was slow in arriving. He declaimed some melancholy verses. He +walked with rapid step along the deck. He went on till he reached the +end at which the bell was; and, in the centre of a group of passengers +and sailors, he saw a gentleman talking soft nothings to a +country-woman, while fingering the gold cross which she wore over her +breast. He was a jovial blade of forty with frizzled hair. His robust +form was encased in a jacket of black velvet, two emeralds sparkled in +his cambric shirt, and his wide, white trousers fell over odd-looking +red boots of Russian leather set off with blue designs. + +The presence of Frederick did not discompose him. He turned round and +glanced several times at the young man with winks of enquiry. He next +offered cigars to all who were standing around him. But getting tired, +no doubt, of their society, he moved away from them and took a seat +further up. Frederick followed him. + +The conversation, at first, turned on the various kinds of tobacco, then +quite naturally it glided into a discussion about women. The gentleman +in the red boots gave the young man advice; he put forward theories, +related anecdotes, referred to himself by way of illustration, and he +gave utterance to all these things in a paternal tone, with the +ingenuousness of entertaining depravity. + +He was republican in his opinions. He had travelled; he was familiar +with the inner life of theatres, restaurants, and newspapers, and knew +all the theatrical celebrities, whom he called by their Christian names. +Frederick told him confidentially about his projects; and the elder man +took an encouraging view of them. + +But he stopped talking to take a look at the funnel, then he went +mumbling rapidly through a long calculation in order to ascertain "how +much each stroke of the piston at so many times per minute would come +to," etc., and having found the number, he spoke about the scenery, +which he admired immensely. Then he gave expression to his delight at +having got away from business. + +Frederick regarded him with a certain amount of respect, and politely +manifested a strong desire to know his name. The stranger, without a +moment's hesitation, replied: + +"Jacques Arnoux, proprietor of _L'Art Industriel_, Boulevard +Montmartre." + +A man-servant in a gold-laced cap came up and said: + +"Would Monsieur have the kindness to go below? Mademoiselle is crying." + +_L'Art Industriel_ was a hybrid establishment, wherein the functions of +an art-journal and a picture-shop were combined. Frederick had seen this +title several times in the bookseller's window in his native place on +big prospectuses, on which the name of Jacques Arnoux displayed itself +magisterially. + +The sun's rays fell perpendicularly, shedding a glittering light on the +iron hoops around the masts, the plates of the barricades, and the +surface of the water, which, at the prow, was cut into two furrows that +spread out as far as the borders of the meadows. At each winding of the +river, a screen of pale poplars presented itself with the utmost +uniformity. The surrounding country at this point had an empty look. In +the sky there were little white clouds which remained motionless, and +the sense of weariness, which vaguely diffused itself over everything, +seemed to retard the progress of the steamboat and to add to the +insignificant appearance of the passengers. Putting aside a few persons +of good position who were travelling first class, they were artisans or +shopmen with their wives and children. As it was customary at that time +to wear old clothes when travelling, they nearly all had their heads +covered with shabby Greek caps or discoloured hats, thin black coats +that had become quite threadbare from constant rubbing against +writing-desks, or frock-coats with the casings of their buttons loose +from continual service in the shop. Here and there some roll-collar +waistcoat afforded a glimpse of a calico shirt stained with coffee. +Pinchbeck pins were stuck into cravats that were all torn. List shoes +were kept up by stitched straps. Two or three roughs who held in their +hands bamboo canes with leathern loops, kept looking askance at their +fellow-passengers; and fathers of families opened their eyes wide while +making enquiries. People chatted either standing up or squatting over +their luggage; some went to sleep in various corners of the vessel; +several occupied themselves with eating. The deck was soiled with walnut +shells, butt-ends of cigars, peelings of pears, and the droppings of +pork-butchers' meat, which had been carried wrapped up in paper. Three +cabinet-makers in blouses took their stand in front of the bottle case; +a harp-player in rags was resting with his elbows on his instrument. At +intervals could be heard the sound of falling coals in the furnace, a +shout, or a laugh; and the captain kept walking on the bridge from one +paddle-box to the other without stopping for a moment. + +Frederick, to get back to his place, pushed forward the grating leading +into the part of the vessel reserved for first-class passengers, and in +so doing disturbed two sportsmen with their dogs. + +What he then saw was like an apparition. She was seated in the middle of +a bench all alone, or, at any rate, he could see no one, dazzled as he +was by her eyes. At the moment when he was passing, she raised her head; +his shoulders bent involuntarily; and, when he had seated himself, some +distance away, on the same side, he glanced towards her. + +She wore a wide straw hat with red ribbons which fluttered in the wind +behind her. Her black tresses, twining around the edges of her large +brows, descended very low, and seemed amorously to press the oval of her +face. Her robe of light muslin spotted with green spread out in numerous +folds. She was in the act of embroidering something; and her straight +nose, her chin, her entire person was cut out on the background of the +luminous air and the blue sky. + +As she remained in the same attitude, he took several turns to the right +and to the left to hide from her his change of position; then he placed +himself close to her parasol which lay against the bench, and pretended +to be looking at a sloop on the river. + +Never before had he seen more lustrous dark skin, a more seductive +figure, or more delicately shaped fingers than those through which the +sunlight gleamed. He stared with amazement at her work-basket, as if it +were something extraordinary. What was her name, her place of residence, +her life, her past? He longed to become familiar with the furniture of +her apartment, all the dresses that she had worn, the people whom she +visited; and the desire of physical possession yielded to a deeper +yearning, a painful curiosity that knew no bounds. + +A negress, wearing a silk handkerchief tied round her head, made her +appearance, holding by the hand a little girl already tall for her age. +The child, whose eyes were swimming with tears, had just awakened. The +lady took the little one on her knees. "Mademoiselle was not good, +though she would soon be seven; her mother would not love her any more. +She was too often pardoned for being naughty." And Frederick heard those +things with delight, as if he had made a discovery, an acquisition. + +He assumed that she must be of Andalusian descent, perhaps a Creole: had +she brought this negress across with her from the West Indian Islands? + +Meanwhile his attention was directed to a long shawl with violet stripes +thrown behind her back over the copper support of the bench. She must +have, many a time, wrapped it around her waist, as the vessel sped +through the midst of the waves; drawn it over her feet, gone to sleep in +it! + +Frederick suddenly noticed that with the sweep of its fringes it was +slipping off, and it was on the point of falling into the water when, +with a bound, he secured it. She said to him: + +"Thanks, Monsieur." + +Their eyes met. + +"Are you ready, my dear?" cried my lord Arnoux, presenting himself at +the hood of the companion-ladder. + +Mademoiselle Marthe ran over to him, and, clinging to his neck, she +began pulling at his moustache. The strains of a harp were heard--she +wanted to see the music played; and presently the performer on the +instrument, led forward by the negress, entered the place reserved for +saloon passengers. Arnoux recognized in him a man who had formerly been +a model, and "thou'd" him, to the astonishment of the bystanders. At +length the harpist, flinging back his long hair over his shoulders, +stretched out his hands and began playing. + +It was an Oriental ballad all about poniards, flowers, and stars. The +man in rags sang it in a sharp voice; the twanging of the harp strings +broke the harmony of the tune with false notes. He played more +vigorously: the chords vibrated, and their metallic sounds seemed to +send forth sobs, and, as it were, the plaint of a proud and vanquished +love. On both sides of the river, woods extended as far as the edge of +the water. A current of fresh air swept past them, and Madame Arnoux +gazed vaguely into the distance. When the music stopped, she moved her +eyes several times as if she were starting out of a dream. + +The harpist approached them with an air of humility. While Arnoux was +searching his pockets for money, Frederick stretched out towards the cap +his closed hand, and then, opening it in a shamefaced manner, he +deposited in it a louis d'or. It was not vanity that had prompted him to +bestow this alms in her presence, but the idea of a blessing in which he +thought she might share--an almost religious impulse of the heart. + +Arnoux, pointing out the way, cordially invited him to go below. +Frederick declared that he had just lunched; on the contrary, he was +nearly dying of hunger; and he had not a single centime in his purse. + +After that, it occurred to him that he had a perfect right, as well as +anyone else, to remain in the cabin. + +Ladies and gentlemen were seated before round tables, lunching, while an +attendant went about serving out coffee. Monsieur and Madame Arnoux were +in the far corner to the right. He took a seat on the long bench covered +with velvet, having picked up a newspaper which he found there. + +They would have to take the diligence at Montereau for Chalons. Their +tour in Switzerland would last a month. Madame Arnoux blamed her husband +for his weakness in dealing with his child. He whispered in her ear +something agreeable, no doubt, for she smiled. Then, he got up to draw +down the window curtain at her back. Under the low, white ceiling, a +crude light filled the cabin. Frederick, sitting opposite to the place +where she sat, could distinguish the shade of her eyelashes. She just +moistened her lips with her glass and broke a little piece of crust +between her fingers. The lapis-lazuli locket fastened by a little gold +chain to her wrist made a ringing sound, every now and then, as it +touched her plate. Those present, however, did not appear to notice it. + +At intervals one could see, through the small portholes, the side of a +boat taking away passengers or putting them on board. Those who sat +round the tables stooped towards the openings, and called out the names +of the various places they passed along the river. + +Arnoux complained of the cooking. He grumbled particularly at the amount +of the bill, and got it reduced. Then, he carried off the young man +towards the forecastle to drink a glass of grog with him. But Frederick +speedily came back again to gaze at Madame Arnoux, who had returned to +the awning, beneath which she seated herself. She was reading a thin, +grey-covered volume. From time to time, the corners of her mouth curled +and a gleam of pleasure lighted up her forehead. He felt jealous of the +inventor of those things which appeared to interest her so much. The +more he contemplated her, the more he felt that there were yawning +abysses between them. He was reflecting that he should very soon lose +sight of her irrevocably, without having extracted a few words from her, +without leaving her even a souvenir! + +On the right, a plain stretched out. On the left, a strip of +pasture-land rose gently to meet a hillock where one could see +vineyards, groups of walnut-trees, a mill embedded in the grassy slopes, +and, beyond that, little zigzag paths over the white mass of rocks that +reached up towards the clouds. What bliss it would have been to ascend +side by side with her, his arm around her waist, while her gown would +sweep the yellow leaves, listening to her voice and gazing up into her +glowing eyes! The steamboat might stop, and all they would have to do +was to step out of it; and yet this thing, simple as it might be, was +not less difficult than it would have been to move the sun. + +A little further on, a chateau appeared with pointed roof and square +turrets. A flower garden spread out in the foreground; and avenues ran, +like dark archways, under the tall linden trees. He pictured her to +himself passing along by this group of trees. At that moment a young +lady and a young man showed themselves on the steps in front of the +house, between the trunks of the orange trees. Then the entire scene +vanished. + +The little girl kept skipping playfully around the place where he had +stationed himself on the deck. Frederick wished to kiss her. She hid +herself behind her nurse. Her mother scolded her for not being nice to +the gentleman who had rescued her own shawl. Was this an indirect +overture? + +"Is she going to speak to me?" he asked himself. + +Time was flying. How was he to get an invitation to the Arnoux's house? +And he could think of nothing better than to draw her attention to the +autumnal hues, adding: + +"We are close to winter--the season of balls and dinner-parties." + +But Arnoux was entirely occupied with his luggage. They had arrived at +the point of the river's bank facing Surville. The two bridges drew +nearer. They passed a ropewalk, then a range of low-built houses, inside +which there were pots of tar and splinters of wood; and brats went +along the sand turning head over heels. Frederick recognised a man with +a sleeved waistcoat, and called out to him: + +"Make haste!" + +They were at the landing-place. He looked around anxiously for Arnoux +amongst the crowd of passengers, and the other came and shook hands with +him, saying: + +"A pleasant time, dear Monsieur!" + +When he was on the quay, Frederick turned around. She was standing +beside the helm. He cast a look towards her into which he tried to put +his whole soul. She remained motionless, as if he had done nothing. +Then, without paying the slightest attentions to the obeisances of his +man-servant: + +"Why didn't you bring the trap down here?" + +The man made excuses. + +"What a clumsy fellow you are! Give me some money." + +And after that he went off to get something to eat at an inn. + +A quarter of an hour later, he felt an inclination to turn into the +coachyard, as if by chance. Perhaps he would see her again. + +"What's the use of it?" said he to himself. + +The vehicle carried him off. The two horses did not belong to his +mother. She had borrowed one of M. Chambrion, the tax-collector, in +order to have it yoked alongside of her own. Isidore, having set forth +the day before, had taken a rest at Bray until evening, and had slept at +Montereau, so that the animals, with restored vigour, were trotting +briskly. + +Fields on which the crops had been cut stretched out in apparently +endless succession; and by degrees Villeneuve, St. Georges, Ablon, +Chatillon, Corbeil, and the other places--his entire journey--came back +to his recollection with such vividness that he could now recall to mind +fresh details, more intimate particulars.... Under the lowest flounce of +her gown, her foot showed itself encased in a dainty silk boot of maroon +shade. The awning made of ticking formed a wide canopy over her head, +and the little red tassels of the edging kept perpetually trembling in +the breeze. + +She resembled the women of whom he had read in romances. He would have +added nothing to the charms of her person, and would have taken nothing +from them. The universe had suddenly become enlarged. She was the +luminous point towards which all things converged; and, rocked by the +movement of the vehicle, with half-dosed eyelids, and his face turned +towards the clouds, he abandoned himself to a dreamy, infinite joy. + +At Bray, he did not wait till the horses had got their oats; he walked +on along the road ahead by himself. Arnoux had, when he spoke to her, +addressed her as "Marie." He now loudly repeated the name "Marie!" His +voice pierced the air and was lost in the distance. + +The western sky was one great mass of flaming purple. Huge stacks of +wheat, rising up in the midst of the stubble fields, projected giant +shadows. A dog began to bark in a farm-house in the distance. He +shivered, seized with disquietude for which he could assign no cause. + +When Isidore had come up with him, he jumped up into the front seat to +drive. His fit of weakness was past. He had thoroughly made up his mind +to effect an introduction into the house of the Arnoux, and to become +intimate with them. Their house should be amusing; besides, he liked +Arnoux; then, who could tell? Thereupon a wave of blood rushed up to his +face; his temples throbbed; he cracked his whip, shook the reins, and +set the horses going at such a pace that the old coachman repeatedly +exclaimed: + +"Easy! easy now, or they'll get broken-winded!" + +Gradually Frederick calmed down, and he listened to what the man was +saying. Monsieur's return was impatiently awaited. Mademoiselle Louise +had cried in her anxiety to go in the trap to meet him. + +"Who, pray, is Mademoiselle Louise?" + +"Monsieur Roque's little girl, you know." + +"Ah! I had forgotten," rejoined Frederick, carelessly. + +Meanwhile, the two horses could keep up the pace no longer. They were +both getting lame; and nine o'clock struck at St. Laurent's when he +arrived at the parade in front of his mother's house. + +This house of large dimensions, with a garden looking out on the open +country, added to the social importance of Madame Moreau, who was the +most respected lady in the district. + +She came of an old family of nobles, of which the male line was now +extinct. Her husband, a plebeian whom her parents forced her to marry, +met his death by a sword-thrust, during her pregnancy, leaving her an +estate much encumbered. She received visitors three times a week, and +from time to time, gave a fashionable dinner. But the number of wax +candles was calculated beforehand, and she looked forward with some +impatience to the payment of her rents. These pecuniary embarrassments, +concealed as if there were some guilt attached to them, imparted a +certain gravity to her character. Nevertheless, she displayed no +prudery, no sourness, in the practice of her peculiar virtue. Her most +trifling charities seemed munificent alms. She was consulted about the +selection of servants, the education of young girls, and the art of +making preserves, and Monseigneur used to stay at her house on the +occasion of his episcopal visitations. + +Madame Moreau cherished a lofty ambition for her son. Through a sort of +prudence grounded on the expectation of favours, she did not care to +hear blame cast on the Government. He would need patronage at the start; +then, with its aid, he might become a councillor of State, an +ambassador, a minister. His triumphs at the college of Sens warranted +this proud anticipation; he had carried off there the prize of honour. + +When he entered the drawing-room, all present arose with a great racket; +he was embraced; and the chairs, large and small, were drawn up in a big +semi-circle around the fireplace. M. Gamblin immediately asked him what +was his opinion about Madame Lafarge. This case, the rage of the period, +did not fail to lead to a violent discussion. Madame Moreau stopped it, +to the regret, however, of M. Gamblin. He deemed it serviceable to the +young man in his character of a future lawyer, and, nettled at what had +occurred, he left the drawing-room. + +Nothing should have caused surprise on the part of a friend of Pere +Roque! The reference to Pere Roque led them to talk of M. Dambreuse, who +had just become the owner of the demesne of La Fortelle. But the +tax-collector had drawn Frederick aside to know what he thought of M. +Guizot's latest work. They were all anxious to get some information +about his private affairs, and Madame Benoit went cleverly to work with +that end in view by inquiring about his uncle. How was that worthy +relative? They no longer heard from him. Had he not a distant cousin in +America? + +The cook announced that Monsieur's soup was served. The guests +discreetly retired. Then, as soon as they were alone in the dining-room, +his mother said to him in a low tone: + +"Well?" + +The old man had received him in a very cordial manner, but without +disclosing his intentions. + +Madame Moreau sighed. + +"Where is she now?" was his thought. + +The diligence was rolling along the road, and, wrapped up in the shawl, +no doubt, she was leaning against the cloth of the coupe, her beautiful +head nodding asleep. + +He and his mother were just going up to their apartments when a waiter +from the Swan of the Cross brought him a note. + +"What is that, pray?" + +"It is Deslauriers, who wants me," said he. + +"Ha! your chum!" said Madame Moreau, with a contemptuous sneer. +"Certainly it is a nice hour to select!" + +Frederick hesitated. But friendship was stronger. He got his hat. + +"At any rate, don't be long!" said his mother to him. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +Damon and Pythias. + + +Charles Deslauriers' father, an ex-captain in the line, who had left the +service in 1818, had come back to Nogent, where he had married, and with +the amount of the dowry bought up the business of a process-server,[1] +which brought him barely enough to maintain him. Embittered by a long +course of unjust treatment, suffering still from the effects of old +wounds, and always regretting the Emperor, he vented on those around him +the fits of rage that seemed to choke him. Few children received so many +whackings as his son. In spite of blows, however, the brat did not +yield. His mother, when she tried to interpose, was also ill-treated. +Finally, the captain planted the boy in his office, and all the day long +kept him bent over his desk copying documents, with the result that his +right shoulder was noticeably higher than his left. + +[Footnote 1: The French word _huissier_ means a sheriff's officer, or a +person whose business it is to serve writs, processes, and legal +documents generally. The word "process-server" must not be understood in +its colloquial English sense, for in France this business is sometimes a +lucrative one.--Translator.] + +In 1833, on the invitation of the president, the captain sold his +office. His wife died of cancer. He then went to live at Dijon. After +that he started in business at Troyes, where he was connected with the +slave trade; and, having obtained a small scholarship for Charles, +placed him at the college of Sens, where Frederick came across him. But +one of the pair was twelve years old, while the other was fifteen; +besides, a thousand differences of character and origin tended to keep +them apart. + +Frederick had in his chest of drawers all sorts of useful things--choice +articles, such as a dressing-case. He liked to lie late in bed in the +morning, to look at the swallows, and to read plays; and, regretting the +comforts of home, he thought college life rough. To the process-server's +son it seemed a pleasant life. He worked so hard that, at the end of the +second year, he had got into the third form. However, owing to his +poverty or to his quarrelsome disposition, he was regarded with intense +dislike. But when on one occasion, in the courtyard where pupils of the +middle grade took exercise, an attendant openly called him a beggar's +child, he sprang at the fellow's throat, and would have killed him if +three of the ushers had not intervened. Frederick, carried away by +admiration, pressed him in his arms. From that day forward they became +fast friends. The affection of a _grandee_ no doubt flattered the vanity +of the youth of meaner rank, and the other accepted as a piece of good +fortune this devotion freely offered to him. During the holidays +Charles's father allowed him to remain in the college. A translation of +Plato which he opened by chance excited his enthusiasm. Then he became +smitten with a love of metaphysical studies; and he made rapid progress, +for he approached the subject with all the energy of youth and the +self-confidence of an emancipated intellect. Jouffroy, Cousin, +Laromiguiere, Malebranche, and the Scotch metaphysicians--everything +that could be found in the library dealing with this branch of knowledge +passed through his hands. He found it necessary to steal the key in +order to get the books. + +Frederick's intellectual distractions were of a less serious +description. He made sketches of the genealogy of Christ carved on a +post in the Rue des Trois Rois, then of the gateway of a cathedral. +After a course of mediaeval dramas, he took up memoirs--Froissart, +Comines, Pierre de l'Estoile, and Brantome. + +The impressions made on his mind by this kind of reading took such a +hold of it that he felt a need within him of reproducing those pictures +of bygone days. His ambition was to be, one day, the Walter Scott of +France. Deslauriers dreamed of formulating a vast system of philosophy, +which might have the most far-reaching applications. + +They chatted over all these matters at recreation hours, in the +playground, in front of the moral inscription painted under the clock. +They kept whispering to each other about them in the chapel, even with +St. Louis staring down at them. They dreamed about them in the +dormitory, which looked out on a burial-ground. On walking-days they +took up a position behind the others, and talked without stopping. + +They spoke of what they would do later, when they had left college. +First of all, they would set out on a long voyage with the money which +Frederick would take out of his own fortune on reaching his majority. +Then they would come back to Paris; they would work together, and would +never part; and, as a relaxation from their labours, they would have +love-affairs with princesses in boudoirs lined with satin, or dazzling +orgies with famous courtesans. Their rapturous expectations were +followed by doubts. After a crisis of verbose gaiety, they would often +lapse into profound silence. + +On summer evenings, when they had been walking for a long time over +stony paths which bordered on vineyards, or on the high-road in the open +country, and when they saw the wheat waving in the sunlight, while the +air was filled with the fragrance of angelica, a sort of suffocating +sensation took possession of them, and they stretched themselves on +their backs, dizzy, intoxicated. Meanwhile the other lads, in their +shirt-sleeves, were playing at base or flying kites. Then, as the usher +called in the two companions from the playground, they would return, +taking the path which led along by the gardens watered by brooklets; +then they would pass through the boulevards overshadowed by the old city +walls. The deserted streets rang under their tread. The grating flew +back; they ascended the stairs; and they felt as sad as if they had had +a great debauch. + +The proctor maintained that they mutually cried up each other. +Nevertheless, if Frederick worked his way up to the higher forms, it was +through the exhortations of his friend; and, during the vacation in +1837, he brought Deslauriers to his mother's house. + +Madame Moreau disliked the young man. He had a terrible appetite. He was +fond of making republican speeches. To crown all, she got it into her +head that he had been the means of leading her son into improper +places. Their relations towards each other were watched. This only made +their friendship grow stronger, and they bade one another adieu with +heartfelt pangs when, in the following year, Deslauriers left the +college in order to study law in Paris. + +Frederick anxiously looked forward to the time when they would meet +again. For two years they had not laid eyes on each other; and, when +their embraces were over, they walked over the bridges to talk more at +their ease. + +The captain, who had now set up a billiard-room at Villenauxe, reddened +with anger when his son called for an account of the expense of +tutelage, and even cut down the cost of victuals to the lowest figure. +But, as he intended to become a candidate at a later period for a +professor's chair at the school, and as he had no money, Deslauriers +accepted the post of principal clerk in an attorney's office at Troyes. +By dint of sheer privation he spared four thousand francs; and, by not +drawing upon the sum which came to him through his mother, he would +always have enough to enable him to work freely for three years while he +was waiting for a better position. It was necessary, therefore, to +abandon their former project of living together in the capital, at least +for the present. + +Frederick hung down his head. This was the first of his dreams which had +crumbled into dust. + +"Be consoled," said the captain's son. "Life is long. We are young. +We'll meet again. Think no more about it!" + +He shook the other's hand warmly, and, to distract his attention, +questioned him about his journey. + +Frederick had nothing to tell. But, at the recollection of Madame +Arnoux, his vexation disappeared. He did not refer to her, restrained by +a feeling of bashfulness. He made up for it by expatiating on Arnoux, +recalling his talk, his agreeable manner, his stories; and Deslauriers +urged him strongly to cultivate this new acquaintance. + +Frederick had of late written nothing. His literary opinions were +changed. Passion was now above everything else in his estimation. He was +equally enthusiastic about Werther, Rene, Franck, Lara, Lelia, and other +ideal creations of less merit. Sometimes it seemed to him that music +alone was capable of giving expression to his internal agitation. Then, +he dreamed of symphonies; or else the surface of things seized hold of +him, and he longed to paint. He had, however, composed verses. +Deslauriers considered them beautiful, but did not ask him to write +another poem. + +As for himself, he had given up metaphysics. Social economy and the +French Revolution absorbed all his attention. Just now he was a tall +fellow of twenty-two, thin, with a wide mouth, and a resolute look. On +this particular evening, he wore a poor-looking paletot of lasting; and +his shoes were white with dust, for he had come all the way from +Villenauxe on foot for the express purpose of seeing Frederick. + +Isidore arrived while they were talking. Madame begged of Monsieur to +return home, and, for fear of his catching cold, she had sent him his +cloak. + +"Wait a bit!" said Deslauriers. And they continued walking from one end +to the other of the two bridges which rest on the narrow islet formed by +the canal and the river. + +When they were walking on the side towards Nogent, they had, exactly in +front of them, a block of houses which projected a little. At the right +might be seen the church, behind the mills in the wood, whose sluices +had been closed up; and, at the left, the hedges covered with shrubs, +along the skirts of the wood, formed a boundary for the gardens, which +could scarcely be distinguished. But on the side towards Paris the high +road formed a sheer descending line, and the meadows lost themselves in +the distance under the vapours of the night. Silence reigned along this +road, whose white track clearly showed itself through the surrounding +gloom. Odours of damp leaves ascended towards them. The waterfall, where +the stream had been diverted from its course a hundred paces further +away, kept rumbling with that deep harmonious sound which waves make in +the night time. + +Deslauriers stopped, and said: + +"'Tis funny to have these worthy folks sleeping so quietly! Patience! A +new '89 is in preparation. People are tired of constitutions, charters, +subtleties, lies! Ah, if I had a newspaper, or a platform, how I would +shake off all these things! But, in order to undertake anything +whatever, money is required. What a curse it is to be a tavern-keeper's +son, and to waste one's youth in quest of bread!" + +He hung down his head, bit his lips, and shivered under his threadbare +overcoat. + +Frederick flung half his cloak over his friend's shoulder. They both +wrapped themselves up in it; and, with their arms around each other's +waists, they walked down the road side by side. + +"How do you think I can live over there without you?" said Frederick. + +The bitter tone of his friend had brought back his own sadness. + +"I would have done something with a woman who loved me. What are you +laughing at? Love is the feeding-ground, and, as it were, the atmosphere +of genius. Extraordinary emotions produce sublime works. As for seeking +after her whom I want, I give that up! Besides, if I should ever find +her, she will repel me. I belong to the race of the disinherited, and I +shall be extinguished with a treasure that will be of paste or of +diamond--I know not which." + +Somebody's shadow fell across the road, and at the same time they heard +these words: + +"Excuse me, gentlemen!" + +The person who had uttered them was a little man attired in an ample +brown frock-coat, and with a cap on his head which under its peak +afforded a glimpse of a sharp nose. + +"Monsieur Roque?" said Frederick. + +"The very man!" returned the voice. + +This resident in the locality explained his presence by stating that he +had come back to inspect the wolf-traps in his garden near the +water-side. + +"And so you are back again in the old spot? Very good! I ascertained the +fact through my little girl. Your health is good, I hope? You are not +going away again?" + +Then he left them, repelled, probably, by Frederick's chilling +reception. + +Madame Moreau, indeed, was not on visiting terms with him. Pere Roque +lived in peculiar relations with his servant-girl, and was held in very +slight esteem, although he was the vice-president at elections, and M. +Dambreuse's manager. + +"The banker who resides in the Rue d'Anjou," observed Deslauriers. "Do +you know what you ought to do, my fine fellow?" + +Isidore once more interrupted. His orders were positive not to go back +without Frederick. Madame would be getting uneasy at his absence. + +"Well, well, he will go back," said Deslauriers. "He's not going to stay +out all night." + +And, as soon as the man-servant had disappeared: + +"You ought to ask that old chap to introduce you to the Dambreuses. +There's nothing so useful as to be a visitor at a rich man's house. +Since you have a black coat and white gloves, make use of them. You must +mix in that set. You can introduce me into it later. Just think!--a man +worth millions! Do all you can to make him like you, and his wife, too. +Become her lover!" + +Frederick uttered an exclamation by way of protest. + +"Why, I can quote classical examples for you on that point, I rather +think! Remember Rastignac in the _Comedie Humaine_. You will succeed, I +have no doubt." + +Frederick had so much confidence in Deslauriers that he felt his +firmness giving way, and forgetting Madame Arnoux, or including her in +the prediction made with regard to the other, he could not keep from +smiling. + +The clerk added: + +"A last piece of advice: pass your examinations. It is always a good +thing to have a handle to your name: and, without more ado, give up your +Catholic and Satanic poets, whose philosophy is as old as the twelfth +century! Your despair is silly. The very greatest men have had more +difficult beginnings, as in the case of Mirabeau. Besides, our +separation will not be so long. I will make that pickpocket of a father +of mine disgorge. It is time for me to be going back. Farewell! Have you +got a hundred sous to pay for my dinner?" + +Frederick gave him ten francs, what was left of those he had got that +morning from Isidore. + +Meanwhile, some forty yards away from the bridges, a light shone from +the garret-window of a low-built house. + +Deslauriers noticed it. Then he said emphatically, as he took off his +hat: + +"Your pardon, Venus, Queen of Heaven, but Penury is the mother of +wisdom. We have been slandered enough for that--so have mercy." + +This allusion to an adventure in which they had both taken part, put +them into a jovial mood. They laughed loudly as they passed through the +streets. + +Then, having settled his bill at the inn, Deslauriers walked back with +Frederick as far as the crossway near the Hotel-Dieu, and after a long +embrace, the two friends parted. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +Sentiment and Passion. + + +Two months later, Frederick, having debarked one morning in the Rue +Coq-Heron, immediately thought of paying his great visit. + +Chance came to his aid. Pere Roque had brought him a roll of papers and +requested him to deliver them up himself to M. Dambreuse; and the worthy +man accompanied the package with an open letter of introduction in +behalf of his young fellow-countryman. + +Madame Moreau appeared surprised at this proceeding. Frederick concealed +the delight that it gave him. + +M. Dambreuse's real name was the Count d'Ambreuse; but since 1825, +gradually abandoning his title of nobility and his party, he had turned +his attention to business; and with his ears open in every office, his +hand in every enterprise, on the watch for every opportunity, as subtle +as a Greek and as laborious as a native of Auvergne, he had amassed a +fortune which might be called considerable. Furthermore, he was an +officer of the Legion of Honour, a member of the General Council of the +Aube, a deputy, and one of these days would be a peer of France. +However, affable as he was in other respects, he wearied the Minister +by his continual applications for relief, for crosses, and licences for +tobacconists' shops; and in his complaints against authority he was +inclined to join the Left Centre. + +His wife, the pretty Madame Dambreuse, of whom mention was made in the +fashion journals, presided at charitable assemblies. By wheedling the +duchesses, she appeased the rancours of the aristocratic faubourg, and +led the residents to believe that M. Dambreuse might yet repent and +render them some services. + +The young man was agitated when he called on them. + +"I should have done better to take my dress-coat with me. No doubt they +will give me an invitation to next week's ball. What will they say to +me?" + +His self-confidence returned when he reflected that M. Dambreuse was +only a person of the middle class, and he sprang out of the cab briskly +on the pavement of the Rue d'Anjou. + +When he had pushed forward one of the two gateways he crossed the +courtyard, mounted the steps in front of the house, and entered a +vestibule paved with coloured marble. A straight double staircase, with +red carpet, fastened with copper rods, rested against the high walls of +shining stucco. At the end of the stairs there was a banana-tree, whose +wide leaves fell down over the velvet of the baluster. Two bronze +candelabra, with porcelain globes, hung from little chains; the +atmosphere was heavy with the fumes exhaled by the vent-holes of the +hot-air stoves; and all that could be heard was the ticking of a big +clock fixed at the other end of the vestibule, under a suit of armour. + +A bell rang; a valet made his appearance, and introduced Frederick into +a little apartment, where one could observe two strong boxes, with +pigeon-holes filled with pieces of pasteboard. In the centre of it, M. +Dambreuse was writing at a roll-top desk. + +He ran his eye over Pere Roque's letter, tore open the canvas in which +the papers had been wrapped, and examined them. + +At some distance, he presented the appearance of being still young, +owing to his slight figure. But his thin white hair, his feeble limbs, +and, above all, the extraordinary pallor of his face, betrayed a +shattered constitution. There was an expression of pitiless energy in +his sea-green eyes, colder than eyes of glass. His cheek-bones +projected, and his finger-joints were knotted. + +At length, he arose and addressed to the young man a few questions with +regard to persons of their acquaintance at Nogent and also with regard +to his studies, and then dismissed him with a bow. Frederick went out +through another lobby, and found himself at the lower end of the +courtyard near the coach-house. + +A blue brougham, to which a black horse was yoked, stood in front of the +steps before the house. The carriage door flew open, a lady sprang in, +and the vehicle, with a rumbling noise, went rolling along the gravel. +Frederick had come up to the courtyard gate from the other side at the +same moment. As there was not room enough to allow him to pass, he was +compelled to wait. The young lady, with her head thrust forward past the +carriage blind, talked to the door-keeper in a very low tone. All he +could see was her back, covered with a violet mantle. However, he took a +glance into the interior of the carriage, lined with blue rep, with silk +lace and fringes. The lady's ample robes filled up the space within. He +stole away from this little padded box with its perfume of iris, and, so +to speak, its vague odour of feminine elegance. The coachman slackened +the reins, the horse brushed abruptly past the starting-point, and all +disappeared. + +Frederick returned on foot, following the track of the boulevard. + +He regretted not having been able to get a proper view of Madame +Dambreuse. A little higher than the Rue Montmartre, a regular jumble of +vehicles made him turn round his head, and on the opposite side, facing +him, he read on a marble plate: + +"JACQUES ARNOUX." + +How was it that he had not thought about her sooner? It was Deslauriers' +fault; and he approached the shop, which, however, he did not enter. He +was waiting for _her_ to appear. + +The high, transparent plate-glass windows presented to one's gaze +statuettes, drawings, engravings, catalogues and numbers of _L'Art +Industriel_, arranged in a skilful fashion; and the amounts of the +subscription were repeated on the door, which was decorated in the +centre with the publisher's initials. Against the walls could be seen +large pictures whose varnish had a shiny look, two chests laden with +porcelain, bronze, alluring curiosities; a little staircase separated +them, shut off at the top by a Wilton portiere; and a lustre of old +Saxe, a green carpet on the floor, with a table of marqueterie, gave to +this interior the appearance rather of a drawing-room than of a shop. + +Frederick pretended to be examining the drawings. After hesitating for a +long time, he went in. A clerk lifted the portiere, and in reply to a +question, said that Monsieur would not be in the shop before five +o'clock. But if the message could be conveyed---- + +"No! I'll come back again," Frederick answered blandly. + +The following days were spent in searching for lodgings; and he fixed +upon an apartment in a second story of a furnished mansion in the Rue +Hyacinthe. + +With a fresh blotting-case under his arm, he set forth to attend the +opening lecture of the course. Three hundred young men, bare-headed, +filled an amphitheatre, where an old man in a red gown was delivering a +discourse in a monotonous voice. Quill pens went scratching over the +paper. In this hall he found once more the dusty odour of the school, a +reading-desk of similar shape, the same wearisome monotony! For a +fortnight he regularly continued his attendance at law lectures. But he +left off the study of the Civil Code before getting as far as Article 3, +and he gave up the Institutes at the _Summa Divisio Personarum_. + +The pleasures that he had promised himself did not come to him; and when +he had exhausted a circulating library, gone over the collections in the +Louvre, and been at the theatre a great many nights in succession, he +sank into the lowest depths of idleness. + +His depression was increased by a thousand fresh annoyances. He found it +necessary to count his linen and to bear with the door keeper, a bore +with the figure of a male hospital nurse who came in the morning to make +up his bed, smelling of alcohol and grunting. He did not like his +apartment, which was ornamented with an alabaster time-piece. The +partitions were thin; he could hear the students making punch, laughing +and singing. + +Tired of this solitude, he sought out one of his old schoolfellows named +Baptiste Martinon; and he discovered this friend of his boyhood in a +middle-class boarding-house in the Rue Saint-Jacques, cramming up legal +procedure before a coal fire. A woman in a print dress sat opposite him +darning his socks. + +Martinon was what people call a very fine man--big, chubby, with a +regular physiognomy, and blue eyes far up in his face. His father, an +extensive land-owner, had destined him for the magistracy; and wishing +already to present a grave exterior, he wore his beard cut like a collar +round his neck. + +As there was no rational foundation for Frederick's complaints, and as +he could not give evidence of any misfortune, Martinon was unable in any +way to understand his lamentations about existence. As for him, he went +every morning to the school, after that took a walk in the Luxembourg, +in the evening swallowed his half-cup of coffee; and with fifteen +hundred francs a year, and the love of this workwoman, he felt perfectly +happy. + +"What happiness!" was Frederick's internal comment. + +At the school he had formed another acquaintance, a youth of +aristocratic family, who on account of his dainty manners, suggested a +resemblance to a young lady. + +M. de Cisy devoted himself to drawing, and loved the Gothic style. They +frequently went together to admire the Sainte-Chapelle and Notre Dame. +But the young patrician's rank and pretensions covered an intellect of +the feeblest order. Everything took him by surprise. He laughed +immoderately at the most trifling joke, and displayed such utter +simplicity that Frederick at first took him for a wag, and finally +regarded him as a booby. + +The young man found it impossible, therefore, to be effusive with +anyone; and he was constantly looking forward to an invitation from the +Dambreuses. + +On New Year's Day, he sent them visiting-cards, but received none in +return. + +He made his way back to the office of _L'Art Industriel_. + +A third time he returned to it, and at last saw Arnoux carrying on an +argument with five or six persons around him. He scarcely responded to +the young man's bow; and Frederick was wounded by this reception. None +the less he cogitated over the best means of finding his way to her +side. + +His first idea was to come frequently to the shop on the pretext of +getting pictures at low prices. Then he conceived the notion of slipping +into the letter-box of the journal a few "very strong" articles, which +might lead to friendly relations. Perhaps it would be better to go +straight to the mark at once, and declare his love? Acting on this +impulse, he wrote a letter covering a dozen pages, full of lyric +movements and apostrophes; but he tore it up, and did nothing, attempted +nothing--bereft of motive power by his want of success. + +Above Arnoux's shop, there were, on the first floor, three windows which +were lighted up every evening. Shadows might be seen moving about behind +them, especially one; this was hers; and he went very far out of his way +in order to gaze at these windows and to contemplate this shadow. + +A negress who crossed his path one day in the Tuileries, holding a +little girl by the hand, recalled to his mind Madame Arnoux's negress. +She was sure to come there, like the others; every time he passed +through the Tuileries, his heart began to beat with the anticipation of +meeting her. On sunny days he continued his walk as far as the end of +the Champs-Elysees. + +Women seated with careless ease in open carriages, and with their veils +floating in the wind, filed past close to him, their horses advancing at +a steady walking pace, and with an unconscious see-saw movement that +made the varnished leather of the harness crackle. The vehicles became +more numerous, and, slackening their motion after they had passed the +circular space where the roads met, they took up the entire track. The +horses' manes and the carriage lamps were close to each other. The steel +stirrups, the silver curbs and the brass rings, flung, here and there, +luminous points in the midst of the short breeches, the white gloves, +and the furs, falling over the blazonry of the carriage doors. He felt +as if he were lost in some far-off world. His eyes wandered along the +rows of female heads, and certain vague resemblances brought back Madame +Arnoux to his recollection. He pictured her to himself, in the midst of +the others, in one of those little broughams like Madame Dambreuse's +brougham. + +But the sun was setting, and the cold wind raised whirling clouds of +dust. The coachmen let their chins sink into their neckcloths; the +wheels began to revolve more quickly; the road-metal grated; and all the +equipages descended the long sloping avenue at a quick trot, touching, +sweeping past one another, getting out of one another's way; then, at +the Place de la Concorde, they went off in different directions. Behind +the Tuileries, there was a patch of slate-coloured sky. The trees of the +garden formed two enormous masses violet-hued at their summits. The +gas-lamps were lighted; and the Seine, green all over, was torn into +strips of silver moire, near the piers of the bridges. + +He went to get a dinner for forty-three sous in a restaurant in the Rue +de la Harpe. He glanced disdainfully at the old mahogany counter, the +soiled napkins, the dingy silver-plate, and the hats hanging up on the +wall. + +Those around him were students like himself. They talked about their +professors, and about their mistresses. Much he cared about professors! +Had he a mistress? To avoid being a witness of their enjoyment, he came +as late as possible. The tables were all strewn with remnants of food. +The two waiters, worn out with attendance on customers, lay asleep, each +in a corner of his own; and an odour of cooking, of an argand lamp, and +of tobacco, filled the deserted dining-room. Then he slowly toiled up +the streets again. The gas lamps vibrated, casting on the mud long +yellowish shafts of flickering light. Shadowy forms surmounted by +umbrellas glided along the footpaths. The pavement was slippery; the fog +grew thicker, and it seemed to him that the moist gloom, wrapping him +around, descended into the depths of his heart. + +He was smitten with a vague remorse. He renewed his attendance at +lectures. But as he was entirely ignorant of the matters which formed +the subject of explanation, things of the simplest description puzzled +him. He set about writing a novel entitled _Sylvio, the Fisherman's +Son_. The scene of the story was Venice. The hero was himself, and +Madame Arnoux was the heroine. She was called Antonia; and, to get +possession of her, he assassinated a number of noblemen, and burned a +portion of the city; after which achievements he sang a serenade under +her balcony, where fluttered in the breeze the red damask curtains of +the Boulevard Montmartre. + +The reminiscences, far too numerous, on which he dwelt produced a +disheartening effect on him; he went no further with the work, and his +mental vacuity redoubled. + +After this, he begged of Deslauriers to come and share his apartment. +They might make arrangements to live together with the aid of his +allowance of two thousand francs; anything would be better than this +intolerable existence. Deslauriers could not yet leave Troyes. He urged +his friend to find some means of distracting his thoughts, and, with +that end in view, suggested that he should call on Senecal. + +Senecal was a mathematical tutor, a hard-headed man with republican +convictions, a future Saint-Just, according to the clerk. Frederick +ascended the five flights, up which he lived, three times in succession, +without getting a visit from him in return. He did not go back to the +place. + +He now went in for amusing himself. He attended the balls at the Opera +House. These exhibitions of riotous gaiety froze him the moment he had +passed the door. Besides, he was restrained by the fear of being +subjected to insult on the subject of money, his notion being that a +supper with a domino, entailing considerable expense, was rather a big +adventure. + +It seemed to him, however, that he must needs love her. Sometimes he +used to wake up with his heart full of hope, dressed himself carefully +as if he were going to keep an appointment, and started on interminable +excursions all over Paris. Whenever a woman was walking in front of him, +or coming in his direction, he would say: "Here she is!" Every time it +was only a fresh disappointment. The idea of Madame Arnoux strengthened +these desires. Perhaps he might find her on his way; and he conjured up +dangerous complications, extraordinary perils from which he would save +her, in order to get near her. + +So the days slipped by with the same tiresome experiences, and +enslavement to contracted habits. He turned over the pages of pamphlets +under the arcades of the Odeon, went to read the _Revue des Deux Mondes_ +at the cafe, entered the hall of the College de France, and for an hour +stopped to listen to a lecture on Chinese or political economy. Every +week he wrote long letters to Deslauriers, dined from time to time with +Martinon, and occasionally saw M. de Cisy. He hired a piano and composed +German waltzes. + +One evening at the theatre of the Palais-Royal, he perceived, in one of +the stage-boxes, Arnoux with a woman by his side. Was it she? The screen +of green taffeta, pulled over the side of the box, hid her face. At +length, the curtain rose, and the screen was drawn aside. She was a tall +woman of about thirty, rather faded, and, when she laughed, her thick +lips uncovered a row of shining teeth. She chatted familiarly with +Arnoux, giving him, from time to time, taps, with her fan, on the +fingers. Then a fair-haired young girl with eyelids a little red, as if +she had just been weeping, seated herself between them. Arnoux after +that remained stooped over her shoulder, pouring forth a stream of talk +to which she listened without replying. Frederick taxed his ingenuity to +find out the social position of these women, modestly attired in gowns +of sober hue with flat, turned-up collars. + +At the close of the play, he made a dash for the passages. The crowd of +people going out filled them up. Arnoux, just in front of him, was +descending the staircase step by step, with a woman on each arm. + +Suddenly a gas-burner shed its light on him. He wore a crape hat-band. +She was dead, perhaps? This idea tormented Frederick's mind so much, +that he hurried, next day, to the office of _L'Art Industriel_, and +paying, without a moment's delay, for one of the engravings exposed in +the window for sale, he asked the shop-assistant how was Monsieur +Arnoux. + +The shop-assistant replied: + +"Why, quite well!" + +Frederick, growing pale, added: + +"And Madame?" + +"Madame, also." + +Frederick forgot to carry off his engraving. + +The winter drew to an end. He was less melancholy in the spring time, +and began to prepare for his examination. Having passed it +indifferently, he started immediately afterwards for Nogent. + +He refrained from going to Troyes to see his friend, in order to escape +his mother's comments. Then, on his return to Paris at the end of the +vacation, he left his lodgings, and took two rooms on the Quai Napoleon +which he furnished. He had given up all hope of getting an invitation +from the Dambreuses. His great passion for Madame Arnoux was beginning +to die out. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +The Inexpressible She! + + +One morning, in the month of December, while going to attend a law +lecture, he thought he could observe more than ordinary animation in the +Rue Saint-Jacques. The students were rushing precipitately out of the +cafes, where, through the open windows, they were calling one another +from one house to the other. The shop keepers in the middle of the +footpath were looking about them anxiously; the window-shutters were +fastened; and when he reached the Rue Soufflot, he perceived a large +assemblage around the Pantheon. + +Young men in groups numbering from five to a dozen walked along, arm in +arm, and accosted the larger groups, which had stationed themselves here +and there. At the lower end of the square, near the railings, men in +blouses were holding forth, while policemen, with their three-cornered +hats drawn over their ears, and their hands behind their backs, were +strolling up and down beside the walls making the flags ring under the +tread of their heavy boots. All wore a mysterious, wondering look; they +were evidently expecting something to happen. Each held back a question +which was on the edge of his lips. + +Frederick found himself close to a fair-haired young man with a +prepossessing face and a moustache and a tuft of beard on his chin, like +a dandy of Louis XIII.'s time. He asked the stranger what was the cause +of the disorder. + +"I haven't the least idea," replied the other, "nor have they, for that +matter! 'Tis their fashion just now! What a good joke!" + +And he burst out laughing. The petitions for Reform, which had been +signed at the quarters of the National Guard, together with the +property-census of Humann and other events besides, had, for the past +six months, led to inexplicable gatherings of riotous crowds in Paris, +and so frequently had they broken out anew, that the newspapers had +ceased to refer to them. + +"This lacks graceful outline and colour," continued Frederick's +neighbour. "I am convinced, messire, that we have degenerated. In the +good epoch of Louis XI., and even in that of Benjamin Constant, there +was more mutinousness amongst the students. I find them as pacific as +sheep, as stupid as greenhorns, and only fit to be grocers. Gadzooks! +And these are what we call the youth of the schools!" + +He held his arms wide apart after the fashion of Frederick Lemaitre in +_Robert Macaire_. + +"Youth of the schools, I give you my blessing!" + +After this, addressing a rag picker, who was moving a heap of +oyster-shells up against the wall of a wine-merchant's house: + +"Do you belong to them--the youth of the schools?" + +The old man lifted up a hideous countenance in which one could trace, in +the midst of a grey beard, a red nose and two dull eyes, bloodshot from +drink. + +"No, you appear to me rather one of those men with patibulary faces whom +we see, in various groups, liberally scattering gold. Oh, scatter it, my +patriarch, scatter it! Corrupt me with the treasures of Albion! Are you +English? I do not reject the presents of Artaxerxes! Let us have a +little chat about the union of customs!" + +Frederick felt a hand laid on his shoulder. It was Martinon, looking +exceedingly pale. + +"Well!" said he with a big sigh, "another riot!" + +He was afraid of being compromised, and uttered complaints. Men in +blouses especially made him feel uneasy, suggesting a connection with +secret societies. + +"You mean to say there are secret societies," said the young man with +the moustaches. "That is a worn-out dodge of the Government to frighten +the middle-class folk!" + +Martinon urged him to speak in a lower tone, for fear of the police. + +"You believe still in the police, do you? As a matter of fact, how do +you know, Monsieur, that I am not myself a police spy?" + +And he looked at him in such a way, that Martinon, much discomposed, +was, at first, unable to see the joke. The people pushed them on, and +they were all three compelled to stand on the little staircase which +led, by one of the passages, to the new amphitheatre. + +The crowd soon broke up of its own accord. Many heads could be +distinguished. They bowed towards the distinguished Professor Samuel +Rondelot, who, wrapped in his big frock-coat, with his silver spectacles +held up high in the air, and breathing hard from his asthma, was +advancing at an easy pace, on his way to deliver his lecture. This man +was one of the judicial glories of the nineteenth century, the rival of +the Zachariaes and the Ruhdorffs. His new dignity of peer of France had +in no way modified his external demeanour. He was known to be poor, and +was treated with profound respect. + +Meanwhile, at the lower end of the square, some persons cried out: + +"Down with Guizot!" + +"Down with Pritchard!" + +"Down with the sold ones!" + +"Down with Louis Philippe!" + +The crowd swayed to and fro, and, pressing against the gate of the +courtyard, which was shut, prevented the professor from going further. +He stopped in front of the staircase. He was speedily observed on the +lowest of three steps. He spoke; the loud murmurs of the throng drowned +his voice. Although at another time they might love him, they hated him +now, for he was the representative of authority. Every time he tried to +make himself understood, the outcries recommenced. He gesticulated with +great energy to induce the students to follow him. He was answered by +vociferations from all sides. He shrugged his shoulders disdainfully, +and plunged into the passage. Martinon profited by his situation to +disappear at the same moment. + +"What a coward!" said Frederick. + +"He was prudent," returned the other. + +There was an outburst of applause from the crowd, from whose point of +view this retreat, on the part of the professor, appeared in the light +of a victory. From every window, faces, lighted with curiosity, looked +out. Some of those in the crowd struck up the "Marseillaise;" others +proposed to go to Beranger's house. + +"To Laffitte's house!" + +"To Chateaubriand's house!" + +"To Voltaire's house!" yelled the young man with the fair moustaches. + +The policemen tried to pass around, saying in the mildest tones they +could assume: + +"Move on, messieurs! Move on! Take yourselves off!" + +Somebody exclaimed: + +"Down with the slaughterers!" + +This was a form of insult usual since the troubles of the month of +September. Everyone echoed it. The guardians of public order were hooted +and hissed. They began to grow pale. One of them could endure it no +longer, and, seeing a low-sized young man approaching too close, +laughing in his teeth, pushed him back so roughly, that he tumbled over +on his back some five paces away, in front of a wine-merchant's shop. +All made way; but almost immediately afterwards the policeman rolled on +the ground himself, felled by a blow from a species of Hercules, whose +hair hung down like a bundle of tow under an oilskin cap. Having stopped +for a few minutes at the corner of the Rue Saint-Jacques, he had very +quickly laid down a large case, which he had been carrying, in order to +make a spring at the policeman, and, holding down that functionary, +punched his face unmercifully. The other policemen rushed to the rescue +of their comrade. The terrible shop-assistant was so powerfully built +that it took four of them at least to get the better of him. Two of them +shook him, while keeping a grip on his collar; two others dragged his +arms; a fifth gave him digs of the knee in the ribs; and all of them +called him "brigand," "assassin," "rioter." With his breast bare, and +his clothes in rags, he protested that he was innocent; he could not, in +cold blood, look at a child receiving a beating. + +"My name is Dussardier. I'm employed at Messieurs Valincart Brothers' +lace and fancy warehouse, in the Rue de Clery. Where's my case? I want +my case!" + +He kept repeating: + +"Dussardier, Rue de Clery. My case!" + +However, he became quiet, and, with a stoical air, allowed himself to be +led towards the guard-house in the Rue Descartes. A flood of people came +rushing after him. Frederick and the young man with the moustaches +walked immediately behind, full of admiration for the shopman, and +indignant at the violence of power. + +As they advanced, the crowd became less thick. + +The policemen from time to time turned round, with threatening looks; +and the rowdies, no longer having anything to do, and the spectators not +having anything to look at, all drifted away by degrees. The passers-by, +who met the procession, as they came along, stared at Dussardier, and in +loud tones, gave vent to abusive remarks about him. One old woman, at +her own door, bawled out that he had stolen a loaf of bread from her. +This unjust accusation increased the wrath of the two friends. At +length, they reached the guard-house. Only about twenty persons were +now left in the attenuated crowd, and the sight of the soldiers was +enough to disperse them. + +Frederick and his companion boldly asked to have the man who had just +been imprisoned delivered up. The sentinel threatened, if they +persisted, to ram them into jail too. They said they required to see the +commander of the guard-house, and stated their names, and the fact that +they were law-students, declaring that the prisoner was one also. + +They were ushered into a room perfectly bare, in which, amid an +atmosphere of smoke, four benches might be seen lining the +roughly-plastered walls. At the lower end there was an open wicket. Then +appeared the sturdy face of Dussardier, who, with his hair all tousled, +his honest little eyes, and his broad snout, suggested to one's mind in +a confused sort of way the physiognomy of a good dog. + +"Don't you recognise us?" said Hussonnet. + +This was the name of the young man with the moustaches. + +"Why----" stammered Dussardier. + +"Don't play the fool any further," returned the other. "We know that you +are, just like ourselves, a law-student." + +In spite of their winks, Dussardier failed to understand. He appeared to +be collecting his thoughts; then, suddenly: + +"Has my case been found?" + +Frederick raised his eyes, feeling much discouraged. + +Hussonnet, however, said promptly: + +"Ha! your case, in which you keep your notes of lectures? Yes, yes, make +your mind easy about it!" + +They made further pantomimic signs with redoubled energy, till +Dussardier at last realised that they had come to help him; and he held +his tongue, fearing that he might compromise them. Besides, he +experienced a kind of shamefacedness at seeing himself raised to the +social rank of student, and to an equality with those young men who had +such white hands. + +"Do you wish to send any message to anyone?" asked Frederick. + +"No, thanks, to nobody." + +"But your family?" + +He lowered his head without replying; the poor fellow was a bastard. The +two friends stood quite astonished at his silence. + +"Have you anything to smoke?" was Frederick's next question. + +He felt about, then drew forth from the depths of one of his pockets the +remains of a pipe--a beautiful pipe, made of white talc with a shank of +blackwood, a silver cover, and an amber mouthpiece. + +For the last three years he had been engaged in completing this +masterpiece. He had been careful to keep the bowl of it constantly +thrust into a kind of sheath of chamois, to smoke it as slowly as +possible, without ever letting it lie on any cold stone substance, and +to hang it up every evening over the head of his bed. And now he shook +out the fragments of it into his hand, the nails of which were covered +with blood, and with his chin sunk on his chest, his pupils fixed and +dilated, he contemplated this wreck of the thing that had yielded him +such delight with a glance of unutterable sadness. + +"Suppose we give him some cigars, eh?" said Hussonnet in a whisper, +making a gesture as if he were reaching them out. + +Frederick had already laid down a cigar-holder, filled, on the edge of +the wicket. + +"Pray take this. Good-bye! Cheer up!" + +Dussardier flung himself on the two hands that were held out towards +him. He pressed them frantically, his voice choked with sobs. + +"What? For me!--for me!" + +The two friends tore themselves away from the effusive display of +gratitude which he made, and went off to lunch together at the Cafe +Tabourey, in front of the Luxembourg. + +While cutting up the beefsteak, Hussonnet informed his companion that he +did work for the fashion journals, and manufactured catchwords for +_L'Art Industriel_. + +"At Jacques Arnoux's establishment?" said Frederick. + +"Do you know him?" + +"Yes!--no!--that is to say, I have seen him--I have met him." + +He carelessly asked Hussonnet if he sometimes saw Arnoux's wife. + +"From time to time," the Bohemian replied. + +Frederick did not venture to follow up his enquiries. This man +henceforth would fill up a large space in his life. He paid the +lunch-bill without any protest on the other's part. + +There was a bond of mutual sympathy between them; they gave one another +their respective addresses, and Hussonnet cordially invited Frederick to +accompany him to the Rue de Fleurus. + +They had reached the middle of the garden, when Arnoux's clerk, holding +his breath, twisted his features into a hideous grimace, and began to +crow like a cock. Thereupon all the cocks in the vicinity responded +with prolonged "cock-a-doodle-doos." + +"It is a signal," explained Hussonnet. + +They stopped close to the Theatre Bobino, in front of a house to which +they had to find their way through an alley. In the skylight of a +garret, between the nasturtiums and the sweet peas, a young woman showed +herself, bare-headed, in her stays, her two arms resting on the edge of +the roof-gutter. + +"Good-morrow, my angel! good-morrow, ducky!" said Hussonnet, sending her +kisses. + +He made the barrier fly open with a kick, and disappeared. + +Frederick waited for him all the week. He did not venture to call at +Hussonnet's residence, lest it might look as if he were in a hurry to +get a lunch in return for the one he had paid for. But he sought the +clerk all over the Latin Quarter. He came across him one evening, and +brought him to his apartment on the Quai Napoleon. + +They had a long chat, and unbosomed themselves to each other. Hussonnet +yearned after the glory and the gains of the theatre. He collaborated in +the writing of vaudevilles which were not accepted, "had heaps of +plans," could turn a couplet; he sang out for Frederick a few of the +verses he had composed. Then, noticing on one of the shelves a volume of +Hugo and another of Lamartine, he broke out into sarcastic criticisms of +the romantic school. These poets had neither good sense nor correctness, +and, above all, were not French! He plumed himself on his knowledge of +the language, and analysed the most beautiful phrases with that snarling +severity, that academic taste which persons of playful disposition +exhibit when they are discussing serious art. + +Frederick was wounded in his predilections, and he felt a desire to cut +the discussion short. Why not take the risk at once of uttering the word +on which his happiness depended? He asked this literary youth whether it +would be possible to get an introduction into the Arnoux's house through +his agency. + +The thing was declared to be quite easy, and they fixed upon the +following day. + +Hussonnet failed to keep the appointment, and on three subsequent +occasions he did not turn up. One Saturday, about four o'clock, he made +his appearance. But, taking advantage of the cab into which they had +got, he drew up in front of the Theatre Francais to get a box-ticket, +got down at a tailor's shop, then at a dressmaker's, and wrote notes in +the door-keeper's lodge. At last they came to the Boulevard Montmartre. +Frederick passed through the shop, and went up the staircase. Arnoux +recognised him through the glass-partition in front of his desk, and +while continuing to write he stretched out his hand and laid it on +Frederick's shoulder. + +Five or six persons, standing up, filled the narrow apartment, which was +lighted by a single window looking out on the yard, a sofa of brown +damask wool occupying the interior of an alcove between two +door-curtains of similar material. Upon the chimney-piece, covered with +old papers, there was a bronze Venus. Two candelabra, garnished with +rose-coloured wax-tapers, supported it, one at each side. At the right +near a cardboard chest of drawers, a man, seated in an armchair, was +reading the newspaper, with his hat on. The walls were hidden from view +beneath the array of prints and pictures, precious engravings or +sketches by contemporary masters, adorned with dedications testifying +the most sincere affection for Jacques Arnoux. + +"You're getting on well all this time?" said he, turning round to +Frederick. + +And, without waiting for an answer, he asked Hussonnet in a low tone: + +"What is your friend's name?" Then, raising his voice: + +"Take a cigar out of the box on the cardboard stand." + +The office of _L'Art Industriel_, situated in a central position in +Paris, was a convenient place of resort, a neutral ground wherein +rivalries elbowed each other familiarly. On this day might be seen there +Antenor Braive, who painted portraits of kings; Jules Burrieu, who by +his sketches was beginning to popularise the wars in Algeria; the +caricaturist Sombary, the sculptor Vourdat, and others. And not a single +one of them corresponded with the student's preconceived ideas. Their +manners were simple, their talk free and easy. The mystic Lovarias told +an obscene story; and the inventor of Oriental landscape, the famous +Dittmer, wore a knitted shirt under his waistcoat, and went home in the +omnibus. + +The first topic that came on the carpet was the case of a girl named +Apollonie, formerly a model, whom Burrieu alleged that he had seen on +the boulevard in a carriage. Hussonnet explained this metamorphosis +through the succession of persons who had loved her. + +"How well this sly dog knows the girls of Paris!" said Arnoux. + +"After you, if there are any of them left, sire," replied the Bohemian, +with a military salute, in imitation of the grenadier offering his flask +to Napoleon. + +Then they talked about some pictures in which Apollonie had sat for the +female figures. They criticised their absent brethren, expressing +astonishment at the sums paid for their works; and they were all +complaining of not having been sufficiently remunerated themselves, when +the conversation was interrupted by the entrance of a man of middle +stature, who had his coat fastened by a single button, and whose eyes +glittered with a rather wild expression. + +"What a lot of shopkeepers you are!" said he. "God bless my soul! what +does that signify? The old masters did not trouble their heads about the +million--Correggio, Murillo----" + +"Add Pellerin," said Sombary. + +But, without taking the slightest notice of the epigram, he went on +talking with such vehemence, that Arnoux was forced to repeat twice to +him: + +"My wife wants you on Thursday. Don't forget!" + +This remark recalled Madame Arnoux to Frederick's thoughts. No doubt, +one might be able to reach her through the little room near the sofa. +Arnoux had just opened the portiere leading into it to get a +pocket-handkerchief, and Frederic had seen a wash-stand at the far end +of the apartment. + +But at this point a kind of muttering sound came from the corner of the +chimney-piece; it was caused by the personage who sat in the armchair +reading the newspaper. He was a man of five feet nine inches in height, +with rather heavy eyelashes, a head of grey hair, and an imposing +appearance; and his name was Regimbart. + +"What's the matter now, citizen?" said Arnoux. + +"Another fresh piece of rascality on the part of Government!" + +The thing that he was referring to was the dismissal of a schoolmaster. + +Pellerin again took up his parallel between Michael Angelo and +Shakespeare. Dittmer was taking himself off when Arnoux pulled him back +in order to put two bank notes into his hand. Thereupon Hussonnet said, +considering this an opportune time: + +"Couldn't you give me an advance, my dear master----?" + +But Arnoux had resumed his seat, and was administering a severe +reprimand to an old man of mean aspect, who wore a pair of blue +spectacles. + +"Ha! a nice fellow you are, Pere Isaac! Here are three works cried down, +destroyed! Everybody is laughing at me! People know what they are now! +What do you want me to do with them? I'll have to send them off to +California--or to the devil! Hold your tongue!" + +The specialty of this old worthy consisted in attaching the signatures +of the great masters at the bottom of these pictures. Arnoux refused to +pay him, and dismissed him in a brutal fashion. Then, with an entire +change of manner, he bowed to a gentleman of affectedly grave demeanour, +who wore whiskers and displayed a white tie round his neck and the cross +of the Legion of Honour over his breast. + +With his elbow resting on the window-fastening, he kept talking to him +for a long time in honeyed tones. At last he burst out: + +"Ah! well, I am not bothered with brokers, Count." + +The nobleman gave way, and Arnoux paid him down twenty-five louis. As +soon as he had gone out: + +"What a plague these big lords are!" + +"A lot of wretches!" muttered Regimbart. + +As it grew later, Arnoux was much more busily occupied. He classified +articles, tore open letters, set out accounts in a row; at the sound of +hammering in the warehouse he went out to look after the packing; then +he went back to his ordinary work; and, while he kept his steel pen +running over the paper, he indulged in sharp witticisms. He had an +invitation to dine with his lawyer that evening, and was starting next +day for Belgium. + +The others chatted about the topics of the day--Cherubini's portrait, +the hemicycle of the Fine Arts, and the next Exhibition. Pellerin railed +at the Institute. Scandalous stories and serious discussions got mixed +up together. The apartment with its low ceiling was so much stuffed up +that one could scarcely move; and the light of the rose-coloured +wax-tapers was obscured in the smoke of their cigars, like the sun's +rays in a fog. + +The door near the sofa flew open, and a tall, thin woman entered with +abrupt movements, which made all the trinkets of her watch rattle under +her black taffeta gown. + +It was the woman of whom Frederick had caught a glimpse last summer at +the Palais-Royal. Some of those present, addressing her by name, shook +hands with her. Hussonnet had at last managed to extract from his +employer the sum of fifty francs. The clock struck seven. + +All rose to go. + +Arnoux told Pellerin to remain, and accompanied Mademoiselle Vatnaz into +the dressing-room. + +Frederick could not hear what they said; they spoke in whispers. +However, the woman's voice was raised: + +"I have been waiting ever since the job was done, six months ago." + +There was a long silence, and then Mademoiselle Vatnaz reappeared. +Arnoux had again promised her something. + +"Oh! oh! later, we shall see!" + +"Good-bye! happy man," said she, as she was going out. + +Arnoux quickly re-entered the dressing-room, rubbed some cosmetic over +his moustaches, raised his braces, stretched his straps; and, while he +was washing his hands: + +"I would require two over the door at two hundred and fifty apiece, in +Boucher's style. Is that understood?" + +"Be it so," said the artist, his face reddening. + +"Good! and don't forget my wife!" + +Frederick accompanied Pellerin to the top of the Faubourg Poissonniere, +and asked his permission to come to see him sometimes, a favour which +was graciously accorded. + +Pellerin read every work on aesthetics, in order to find out the true +theory of the Beautiful, convinced that, when he had discovered it, he +would produce masterpieces. He surrounded himself with every imaginable +auxiliary--drawings, plaster-casts, models, engravings; and he kept +searching about, eating his heart out. He blamed the weather, his +nerves, his studio, went out into the street to find inspiration there, +quivered with delight at the thought that he had caught it, then +abandoned the work in which he was engaged, and dreamed of another which +should be finer. Thus, tormented by the desire for glory, and wasting +his days in discussions, believing in a thousand fooleries--in systems, +in criticisms, in the importance of a regulation or a reform in the +domain of Art--he had at fifty as yet turned out nothing save mere +sketches. His robust pride prevented him from experiencing any +discouragement, but he was always irritated, and in that state of +exaltation, at the same time factitious and natural, which is +characteristic of comedians. + +On entering his studio one's attention was directed towards two large +pictures, in which the first tones of colour laid on here and there made +on the white canvas spots of brown, red, and blue. A network of lines in +chalk stretched overhead, like stitches of thread repeated twenty times; +it was impossible to understand what it meant. Pellerin explained the +subject of these two compositions by pointing out with his thumb the +portions that were lacking. The first was intended to represent "The +Madness of Nebuchadnezzar," and the second "The Burning of Rome by +Nero." Frederick admired them. + +He admired academies of women with dishevelled hair, landscapes in which +trunks of trees, twisted by the storm, abounded, and above all freaks of +the pen, imitations from memory of Callot, Rembrandt, or Goya, of which +he did not know the models. Pellerin no longer set any value on these +works of his youth. He was now all in favour of the grand style; he +dogmatised eloquently about Phidias and Winckelmann. The objects around +him strengthened the force of his language; one saw a death's head on a +prie-dieu, yataghans, a monk's habit. Frederick put it on. + +When he arrived early, he surprised the artist in his wretched +folding-bed, which was hidden from view by a strip of tapestry; for +Pellerin went to bed late, being an assiduous frequenter of the +theatres. An old woman in tatters attended on him. He dined at a +cook-shop, and lived without a mistress. His acquirements, picked up in +the most irregular fashion, rendered his paradoxes amusing. His hatred +of the vulgar and the "bourgeois" overflowed in sarcasms, marked by a +superb lyricism, and he had such religious reverence for the masters +that it raised him almost to their level. + +But why had he never spoken about Madame Arnoux? As for her son, at one +time he called Pellerin a decent fellow, at other times a charlatan. +Frederick was waiting for some disclosures on his part. + +One day, while turning over one of the portfolios in the studio, he +thought he could trace in the portrait of a female Bohemian some +resemblance to Mademoiselle Vatnaz; and, as he felt interested in this +lady, he desired to know what was her exact social position. + +She had been, as far as Pellerin could ascertain, originally a +schoolmistress in the provinces. She now gave lessons in Paris, and +tried to write for the small journals. + +According to Frederick, one would imagine from her manners with Arnoux +that she was his mistress. + +"Pshaw! he has others!" + +Then, turning away his face, which reddened with shame as he realised +the baseness of the suggestion, the young man added, with a swaggering +air: + +"Very likely his wife pays him back for it?" + +"Not at all; she is virtuous." + +Frederick again experienced a feeling of compunction, and the result was +that his attendance at the office of the art journal became more marked +than before. + +The big letters which formed the name of Arnoux on the marble plate +above the shop seemed to him quite peculiar and pregnant with +significance, like some sacred writing. The wide footpath, by its +descent, facilitated his approach; the door almost turned of its own +accord; and the handle, smooth to the touch, gave him the sensation of +friendly and, as it were, intelligent fingers clasping his. +Unconsciously, he became quite as punctual as Regimbart. + +Every day Regimbart seated himself in the chimney corner, in his +armchair, got hold of the _National_, and kept possession of it, +expressing his thoughts by exclamations or by shrugs of the +shoulders. From time to time he would wipe his forehead with his +pocket-handkerchief, rolled up in a ball, which he usually stuck in +between two buttons of his green frock-coat. He had trousers with +wrinkles, bluchers, and a long cravat; and his hat, with its turned-up +brim, made him easily recognised, at a distance, in a crowd. + +At eight o'clock in the morning he descended the heights of Montmartre, +in order to imbibe white wine in the Rue Notre Dame des Victoires. A +late breakfast, following several games of billiards, brought him on to +three o'clock. He then directed his steps towards the Passage des +Panoramas, where he had a glass of absinthe. After the sitting in +Arnoux's shop, he entered the Bordelais smoking-divan, where he +swallowed some bitters; then, in place of returning home to his wife, he +preferred to dine alone in a little cafe in the Rue Gaillon, where he +desired them to serve up to him "household dishes, natural things." +Finally, he made his way to another billiard-room, and remained there +till midnight, in fact, till one o'clock in the morning, up till the +last moment, when, the gas being put out and the window-shutters +fastened, the master of the establishment, worn out, begged of him to +go. + +And it was not the love of drinking that attracted Citizen Regimbart to +these places, but the inveterate habit of talking politics at such +resorts. With advancing age, he had lost his vivacity, and now exhibited +only a silent moroseness. One would have said, judging from the gravity +of his countenence, that he was turning over in his mind the affairs of +the whole world. Nothing, however, came from it; and nobody, even +amongst his own friends, knew him to have any occupation, although he +gave himself out as being up to his eyes in business. + +Arnoux appeared to have a very great esteem for him. One day he said to +Frederick: + +"He knows a lot, I assure you. He is an able man." + +On another occasion Regimbart spread over his desk papers relating to +the kaolin mines in Brittany. Arnoux referred to his own experience on +the subject. + +Frederick showed himself more ceremonious towards Regimbart, going so +far as to invite him from time to time to take a glass of absinthe; and, +although he considered him a stupid man, he often remained a full hour +in his company solely because he was Jacques Arnoux's friend. + +After pushing forward some contemporary masters in the early portions of +their career, the picture-dealer, a man of progressive ideas, had tried, +while clinging to his artistic ways, to extend his pecuniary profits. +His object was to emancipate the fine arts, to get the sublime at a +cheap rate. Over every industry associated with Parisian luxury he +exercised an influence which proved fortunate with respect to little +things, but fatal with respect to great things. With his mania for +pandering to public opinion, he made clever artists swerve from their +true path, corrupted the strong, exhausted the weak, and got distinction +for those of mediocre talent; he set them up with the assistance of his +connections and of his magazine. Tyros in painting were ambitious of +seeing their works in his shop-window, and upholsterers brought +specimens of furniture to his house. Frederick regarded him, at the same +time, as a millionaire, as a _dilettante_, and as a man of action. +However, he found many things that filled him with astonishment, for my +lord Arnoux was rather sly in his commercial transactions. + +He received from the very heart of Germany or of Italy a picture +purchased in Paris for fifteen hundred francs, and, exhibiting an +invoice that brought the price up to four thousand, sold it over again +through complaisance for three thousand five hundred. One of his usual +tricks with painters was to exact as a drink-allowance an abatement in +the purchase-money of their pictures, under the pretence that he would +bring out an engraving of it. He always, when selling such pictures, +made a profit by the abatement; but the engraving never appeared. To +those who complained that he had taken an advantage of them, he would +reply by a slap on the stomach. Generous in other ways, he squandered +money on cigars for his acquaintances, "thee'd" and "thou'd" persons who +were unknown, displayed enthusiasm about a work or a man; and, after +that, sticking to his opinion, and, regardless of consequences, spared +no expense in journeys, correspondence, and advertising. He looked upon +himself as very upright, and, yielding to an irresistible impulse to +unbosom himself, ingenuously told his friends about certain indelicate +acts of which he had been guilty. Once, in order to annoy a member of +his own trade who inaugurated another art journal with a big banquet, he +asked Frederick to write, under his own eyes, a little before the hour +fixed for the entertainment, letters to the guests recalling the +invitations. + +"This impugns nobody's honour, do you understand?" + +And the young man did not dare to refuse the service. + +Next day, on entering with Hussonnet M. Arnoux's office, Frederick saw +through the door (the one opening on the staircase) the hem of a lady's +dress disappearing. + +"A thousand pardons!" said Hussonnet. "If I had known that there were +women----" + +"Oh! as for that one, she is my own," replied Arnoux. "She just came in +to pay me a visit as she was passing." + +"You don't say so!" said Frederick. + +"Why, yes; she is going back home again." + +The charm of the things around him was suddenly withdrawn. That which +had seemed to him to be diffused vaguely through the place had now +vanished--or, rather, it had never been there. He experienced an +infinite amazement, and, as it were, the painful sensation of having +been betrayed. + +Arnoux, while rummaging about in his drawer, began to smile. Was he +laughing at him? The clerk laid down a bundle of moist papers on the +table. + +"Ha! the placards," exclaimed the picture-dealer. "I am not ready to +dine this evening." + +Regimbart took up his hat. + +"What, are you leaving me?" + +"Seven o'clock," said Regimbart. + +Frederick followed him. + +At the corner of the Rue Montmartre, he turned round. He glanced towards +the windows of the first floor, and he laughed internally with self-pity +as he recalled to mind with what love he had so often contemplated them. +Where, then, did she reside? How was he to meet her now? Once more +around the object of his desire a solitude opened more immense than +ever! + +"Are you coming to take it?" asked Regimbart. + +"To take what?" + +"The absinthe." + +And, yielding to his importunities, Frederick allowed himself to be led +towards the Bordelais smoking-divan. Whilst his companion, leaning on +his elbow, was staring at the decanter, he was turning his eyes to the +right and to the left. But he caught a glimpse of Pellerin's profile on +the footpath outside; the painter gave a quick tap at the window-pane, +and he had scarcely sat down when Regimbart asked him why they no longer +saw him at the office of _L'Art Industriel_. + +"May I perish before ever I go back there again. The fellow is a brute, +a mere tradesman, a wretch, a downright rogue!" + +These insulting words harmonised with Frederick's present angry mood. +Nevertheless, he was wounded, for it seemed to him that they hit at +Madame Arnoux more or less. + +"Why, what has he done to you?" said Regimbart. + +Pellerin stamped with his foot on the ground, and his only response was +an energetic puff. + +He had been devoting himself to artistic work of a kind that he did not +care to connect his name with, such as portraits for two crayons, or +pasticcios from the great masters for amateurs of limited knowledge; +and, as he felt humiliated by these inferior productions, he preferred +to hold his tongue on the subject as a general rule. But "Arnoux's dirty +conduct" exasperated him too much. He had to relieve his feelings. + +In accordance with an order, which had been given in Frederick's very +presence, he had brought Arnoux two pictures. Thereupon the dealer took +the liberty of criticising them. He found fault with the composition, +the colouring, and the drawing--above all the drawing; he would not, in +short, take them at any price. But, driven to extremities by a bill +falling due, Pellerin had to give them to the Jew Isaac; and, a +fortnight later, Arnoux himself sold them to a Spaniard for two thousand +francs. + +"Not a sou less! What rascality! and, faith, he has done many other +things just as bad. One of these mornings we'll see him in the dock!" + +"How you exaggerate!" said Frederick, in a timid voice. + +"Come, now, that's good; I exaggerate!" exclaimed the artist, giving the +table a great blow with his fist. + +This violence had the effect of completely restoring the young man's +self-command. No doubt he might have acted more nicely; still, if Arnoux +found these two pictures---- + +"Bad! say it out! Are you a judge of them? Is this your profession? Now, +you know, my youngster, I don't allow this sort of thing on the part of +mere amateurs." + +"Ah! well, it's not my business," said Frederick. + +"Then, what interest have you in defending him?" returned Pellerin, +coldly. + +The young man faltered: + +"But--since I am his friend----" + +"Go, and give him a hug for me. Good evening!" + +And the painter rushed away in a rage, and, of course, without paying +for his drink. + +Frederick, whilst defending Arnoux, had convinced himself. In the heat +of his eloquence, he was filled with tenderness towards this man, so +intelligent and kind, whom his friends calumniated, and who had now to +work all alone, abandoned by them. He could not resist a strange impulse +to go at once and see him again. Ten minutes afterwards he pushed open +the door of the picture-warehouse. + +Arnoux was preparing, with the assistance of his clerks, some huge +placards for an exhibition of pictures. + +"Halloa! what brings you back again?" + +This question, simple though it was, embarrassed Frederick, and, at a +loss for an answer, he asked whether they had happened to find a +notebook of his--a little notebook with a blue leather cover. + +"The one that you put your letters to women in?" said Arnoux. + +Frederick, blushing like a young girl, protested against such an +assumption. + +"Your verses, then?" returned the picture-dealer. + +He handled the pictorial specimens that were to be exhibited, +discovering their form, colouring, and frames; and Frederick felt more +and more irritated by his air of abstraction, and particularly by the +appearance of his hands--large hands, rather soft, with flat nails. At +length, M. Arnoux arose, and saying, "That's disposed of!" he chucked +the young man familiarly under the chin. Frederick was offended at this +liberty, and recoiled a pace or two; then he made a dash for the +shop-door, and passed out through it, as he imagined, for the last time +in his life. Madame Arnoux herself had been lowered by the vulgarity of +her husband. + +During the same week he got a letter from Deslauriers, informing him +that the clerk would be in Paris on the following Thursday. Then he +flung himself back violently on this affection as one of a more solid +and lofty character. A man of this sort was worth all the women in the +world. He would no longer have any need of Regimbart, of Pellerin, of +Hussonnet, of anyone! In order to provide his friend with as comfortable +lodgings as possible, he bought an iron bedstead and a second armchair, +and stripped off some of his own bed-covering to garnish this one +properly. On Thursday morning he was dressing himself to go to meet +Deslauriers when there was a ring at the door. + +Arnoux entered. + +"Just one word. Yesterday I got a lovely trout from Geneva. We expect +you by-and-by--at seven o'clock sharp. The address is the Rue de +Choiseul 24 _bis_. Don't forget!" + +Frederick was obliged to sit down; his knees were tottering under him. +He repeated to himself, "At last! at last!" Then he wrote to his +tailor, to his hatter, and to his bootmaker; and he despatched these +three notes by three different messengers. + +The key turned in the lock, and the door-keeper appeared with a trunk on +his shoulder. + +Frederick, on seeing Deslauriers, began to tremble like an adulteress +under the glance of her husband. + +"What has happened to you?" said Deslauriers. "Surely you got my +letter?" + +Frederick had not enough energy left to lie. He opened his arms, and +flung himself on his friend's breast. + +Then the clerk told his story. His father thought to avoid giving an +account of the expense of tutelage, fancying that the period limited for +rendering such accounts was ten years; but, well up in legal procedure, +Deslauriers had managed to get the share coming to him from his mother +into his clutches--seven thousand francs clear--which he had there with +him in an old pocket-book. + +"'Tis a reserve fund, in case of misfortune. I must think over the best +way of investing it, and find quarters for myself to-morrow morning. +To-day I'm perfectly free, and am entirely at your service, my old +friend." + +"Oh! don't put yourself about," said Frederick. "If you had anything of +importance to do this evening----" + +"Come, now! I would be a selfish wretch----" + +This epithet, flung out at random, touched Frederick to the quick, like +a reproachful hint. + +The door-keeper had placed on the table close to the fire some chops, +cold meat, a large lobster, some sweets for dessert, and two bottles of +Bordeaux. + +Deslauriers was touched by these excellent preparations to welcome his +arrival. + +"Upon my word, you are treating me like a king!" + +They talked about their past and about the future; and, from time to +time, they grasped each other's hands across the table, gazing at each +other tenderly for a moment. + +But a messenger came with a new hat. Deslauriers, in a loud tone, +remarked that this head-gear was very showy. Next came the tailor +himself to fit on the coat, to which he had given a touch with the +smoothing-iron. + +"One would imagine you were going to be married," said Deslauriers. + +An hour later, a third individual appeared on the scene, and drew forth +from a big black bag a pair of shining patent leather boots. While +Frederick was trying them on, the bootmaker slyly drew attention to the +shoes of the young man from the country. + +"Does Monsieur require anything?" + +"Thanks," replied the clerk, pulling behind his chair his old shoes +fastened with strings. + +This humiliating incident annoyed Frederick. At length he exclaimed, as +if an idea had suddenly taken possession of him: + +"Ha! deuce take it! I was forgetting." + +"What is it, pray?" + +"I have to dine in the city this evening." + +"At the Dambreuses'? Why did you never say anything to me about them in +your letters?" + +"It is not at the Dambreuses', but at the Arnoux's." + +"You should have let me know beforehand," said Deslauriers. "I would +have come a day later." + +"Impossible," returned Frederick, abruptly. "I only got the invitation +this morning, a little while ago." + +And to redeem his error and distract his friend's mind from the +occurrence, he proceeded to unfasten the tangled cords round the trunk, +and to arrange all his belongings in the chest of drawers, expressed his +willingness to give him his own bed, and offered to sleep himself in the +dressing-room bedstead. Then, as soon as it was four o'clock, he began +the preparations for his toilet. + +"You have plenty of time," said the other. + +At last he was dressed and off he went. + +"That's the way with the rich," thought Deslauriers. + +And he went to dine in the Rue Saint-Jacques, at a little restaurant +kept by a man he knew. + +Frederick stopped several times while going up the stairs, so violently +did his heart beat. One of his gloves, which was too tight, burst, and, +while he was fastening back the torn part under his shirt-cuff, Arnoux, +who was mounting the stairs behind him, took his arm and led him in. + +The anteroom, decorated in the Chinese fashion, had a painted lantern +hanging from the ceiling, and bamboos in the corners. As he was passing +into the drawing-room, Frederick stumbled against a tiger's skin. The +place had not yet been lighted up, but two lamps were burning in the +boudoir in the far corner. + +Mademoiselle Marthe came to announce that her mamma was dressing. Arnoux +raised her as high as his mouth in order to kiss her; then, as he wished +to go to the cellar himself to select certain bottles of wine, he left +Frederick with the little girl. + +She had grown much larger since the trip in the steamboat. Her dark hair +descended in long ringlets, which curled over her bare arms. Her dress, +more puffed out than the petticoat of a _danseuse_, allowed her rosy +calves to be seen, and her pretty childlike form had all the fresh odour +of a bunch of flowers. She received the young gentleman's compliments +with a coquettish air, fixed on him her large, dreamy eyes, then +slipping on the carpet amid the furniture, disappeared like a cat. + +After this he no longer felt ill at ease. The globes of the lamps, +covered with a paper lace-work, sent forth a white light, softening the +colour of the walls, hung with mauve satin. Through the fender-bars, as +through the slits in a big fan, the coal could be seen in the fireplace, +and close beside the clock there was a little chest with silver clasps. +Here and there things lay about which gave the place a look of home--a +doll in the middle of the sofa, a fichu against the back of a chair, and +on the work-table a knitted woollen vest, from which two ivory needles +were hanging with their points downwards. It was altogether a peaceful +spot, suggesting the idea of propriety and innocent family life. + +Arnoux returned, and Madame Arnoux appeared at the other doorway. As she +was enveloped in shadow, the young man could at first distinguish only +her head. She wore a black velvet gown, and in her hair she had fastened +a long Algerian cap, in a red silk net, which coiling round her comb, +fell over her left shoulder. + +Arnoux introduced Frederick. + +"Oh! I remember Monsieur perfectly well," she responded. + +Then the guests arrived, nearly all at the same time--Dittmer, Lovarias, +Burrieu, the composer Rosenwald, the poet Theophile Lorris, two art +critics, colleagues of Hussonnet, a paper manufacturer, and in the rear +the illustrious Pierre Paul Meinsius, the last representative of the +grand school of painting, who blithely carried along with his glory his +forty-five years and his big paunch. + +When they were passing into the dining-room, Madame Arnoux took his arm. +A chair had been left vacant for Pellerin. Arnoux, though he took +advantage of him, was fond of him. Besides, he was afraid of his +terrible tongue, so much so, that, in order to soften him, he had given +a portrait of him in _L'Art Industriel_, accompanied by exaggerated +eulogies; and Pellerin, more sensitive about distinction than about +money, made his appearance about eight o'clock quite out of breath. +Frederick fancied that they had been a long time reconciled. + +He liked the company, the dishes, everything. The dining-room, which +resembled a mediaeval parlour, was hung with stamped leather. A Dutch +whatnot faced a rack for chibouks, and around the table the Bohemian +glasses, variously coloured, had, in the midst of the flowers and +fruits, the effect of an illumination in a garden. + +He had to make his choice between ten sorts of mustard. He partook of +daspachio, of curry, of ginger, of Corsican blackbirds, and a species of +Roman macaroni called lasagna; he drank extraordinary wines, lip-fraeli +and tokay. Arnoux indeed prided himself on entertaining people in good +style. With an eye to the procurement of eatables, he paid court to +mail-coach drivers, and was in league with the cooks of great houses, +who communicated to him the secrets of rare sauces. + +But Frederick was particularly amused by the conversation. His taste for +travelling was tickled by Dittmer, who talked about the East; he +gratified his curiosity about theatrical matters by listening to +Rosenwald's chat about the opera; and the atrocious existence of Bohemia +assumed for him a droll aspect when seen through the gaiety of +Hussonnet, who related, in a picturesque fashion, how he had spent an +entire winter with no food except Dutch cheese. Then, a discussion +between Lovarias and Burrieu about the Florentine School gave him new +ideas with regard to masterpieces, widened his horizon, and he found +difficulty in restraining his enthusiasm when Pellerin exclaimed: + +"Don't bother me with your hideous reality! What does it mean--reality? +Some see things black, others blue--the multitude sees them +brute-fashion. There is nothing less natural than Michael Angelo; there +is nothing more powerful! The anxiety about external truth is a mark of +contemporary baseness; and art will become, if things go on that way, a +sort of poor joke as much below religion as it is below poetry, and as +much below politics as it is below business. You will never reach its +end--yes, its end!--which is to cause within us an impersonal +exaltation, with petty works, in spite of all your finished execution. +Look, for instance, at Bassolier's pictures: they are pretty, +coquettish, spruce, and by no means dull. You might put them into your +pocket, bring them with you when you are travelling. Notaries buy them +for twenty thousand francs, while pictures of the ideal type are sold +for three sous. But, without ideality, there is no grandeur; without +grandeur there is no beauty. Olympus is a mountain. The most swagger +monument will always be the Pyramids. Exuberance is better than taste; +the desert is better than a street-pavement, and a savage is better than +a hairdresser!" + +Frederick, as these words fell upon his ear, glanced towards Madame +Arnoux. They sank into his soul like metals falling into a furnace, +added to his passion, and supplied the material of love. + +His chair was three seats below hers on the same side. From time to +time, she bent forward a little, turning aside her head to address a few +words to her little daughter; and as she smiled on these occasions, a +dimple took shape in her cheek, giving to her face an expression of more +dainty good-nature. + +As soon as the time came for the gentlemen to take their wine, she +disappeared. The conversation became more free and easy. M. Arnoux shone +in it, and Frederick was astonished at the cynicism of men. However, +their preoccupation with woman established between them and him, as it +were, an equality, which raised him in his own estimation. + +When they had returned to the drawing-room, he took up, to keep himself +in countenance, one of the albums which lay about on the table. The +great artists of the day had illustrated them with drawings, had written +in them snatches of verse or prose, or their signatures simply. In the +midst of famous names he found many that he had never heard of before, +and original thoughts appeared only underneath a flood of nonsense. All +these effusions contained a more or less direct expression of homage +towards Madame Arnoux. Frederick would have been afraid to write a line +beside them. + +She went into her boudoir to look at the little chest with silver clasps +which he had noticed on the mantel-shelf. It was a present from her +husband, a work of the Renaissance. Arnoux's friends complimented him, +and his wife thanked him. His tender emotions were aroused, and before +all the guests he gave her a kiss. + +After this they all chatted in groups here and there. The worthy +Meinsius was with Madame Arnoux on an easy chair close beside the fire. +She was leaning forward towards his ear; their heads were just touching, +and Frederick would have been glad to become deaf, infirm, and ugly if, +instead, he had an illustrious name and white hair--in short, if he only +happened to possess something which would install him in such intimate +association with her. He began once more to eat out his heart, furious +at the idea of being so young a man. + +But she came into the corner of the drawing-room in which he was +sitting, asked him whether he was acquainted with any of the guests, +whether he was fond of painting, how long he had been a student in +Paris. Every word that came out of her mouth seemed to Frederick +something entirely new, an exclusive appendage of her personality. He +gazed attentively at the fringes of her head-dress, the ends of which +caressed her bare shoulder, and he was unable to take away his eyes; he +plunged his soul into the whiteness of that feminine flesh, and yet he +did not venture to raise his eyelids to glance at her higher, face to +face. + +Rosenwald interrupted them, begging of Madame Arnoux to sing something. +He played a prelude, she waited, her lips opened slightly, and a sound, +pure, long-continued, silvery, ascended into the air. + +Frederick did not understand a single one of the Italian words. The song +began with a grave measure, something like church music, then in a more +animated strain, with a crescendo movement, it broke into repeated +bursts of sound, then suddenly subsided, and the melody came back again +in a tender fashion with a wide and easy swing. + +She stood beside the keyboard with her arms hanging down and a far-off +look on her face. Sometimes, in order to read the music, she advanced +her forehead for a moment and her eyelashes moved to and fro. Her +contralto voice in the low notes took a mournful intonation which had a +chilling effect on the listener, and then her beautiful head, with those +great brows of hers, bent over her shoulder; her bosom swelled; her eyes +were wide apart; her neck, from which roulades made their escape, fell +back as if under aerial kisses. She flung out three sharp notes, came +down again, cast forth one higher still, and, after a silence, finished +with an organ-point. + +Rosenwald did not leave the piano. He continued playing, to amuse +himself. From time to time a guest stole away. At eleven o'clock, as the +last of them were going off, Arnoux went out along with Pellerin, under +the pretext of seeing him home. He was one of those people who say that +they are ill when they do not "take a turn" after dinner. Madame Arnoux +had made her way towards the anteroom. Dittmer and Hussonnet bowed to +her. She stretched out her hand to them. She did the same to Frederick; +and he felt, as it were, something penetrating every particle of his +skin. + +He quitted his friends. He wished to be alone. His heart was +overflowing. Why had she offered him her hand? Was it a thoughtless +act, or an encouragement? "Come now! I am mad!" Besides, what did it +matter, when he could now visit her entirely at his ease, live in the +very atmosphere she breathed? + +The streets were deserted. Now and then a heavy wagon would roll past, +shaking the pavements. The houses came one after another with their grey +fronts, their closed windows; and he thought with disdain of all those +human beings who lived behind those walls without having seen her, and +not one of whom dreamed of her existence. He had no consciousness of his +surroundings, of space, of anything, and striking the ground with his +heel, rapping with his walking-stick on the shutters of the shops, he +kept walking on continually at random, in a state of excitement, carried +away by his emotions. Suddenly he felt himself surrounded by a circle of +damp air, and found that he was on the edge of the quays. + +The gas-lamps shone in two straight lines, which ran on endlessly, and +long red flames flickered in the depths of the water. The waves were +slate-coloured, while the sky, which was of clearer hue, seemed to be +supported by vast masses of shadow that rose on each side of the river. +The darkness was intensified by buildings whose outlines the eye could +not distinguish. A luminous haze floated above the roofs further on. All +the noises of the night had melted into a single monotonous hum. + +He stopped in the middle of the Pont Neuf, and, taking off his hat and +exposing his chest, he drank in the air. And now he felt as if something +that was inexhaustible were rising up from the very depths of his being, +an afflux of tenderness that enervated him, like the motion of the +waves under his eyes. A church-clock slowly struck one, like a voice +calling out to him. + +Then, he was seized with one of those shuddering sensations of the soul +in which one seems to be transported into a higher world. He felt, as it +were, endowed with some extraordinary faculty, the aim of which he could +not determine. He seriously asked himself whether he would be a great +painter or a great poet; and he decided in favour of painting, for the +exigencies of this profession would bring him into contact with Madame +Arnoux. So, then, he had found his vocation! The object of his existence +was now perfectly clear, and there could be no mistake about the future. + +When he had shut his door, he heard some one snoring in the dark closet +near his apartment. It was his friend. He no longer bestowed a thought +on him. + +His own face presented itself to his view in the glass. He thought +himself handsome, and for a minute he remained gazing at himself. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +"Love Knoweth No Laws." + + +Before twelve o'clock next day he had bought a box of colours, +paintbrushes, and an easel. Pellerin consented to give him lessons, and +Frederick brought him to his lodgings to see whether anything was +wanting among his painting utensils. + +Deslauriers had come back, and the second armchair was occupied by a +young man. The clerk said, pointing towards him: + +"'Tis he! There he is! Senecal!" Frederick disliked this young man. His +forehead was heightened by the way in which he wore his hair, cut +straight like a brush. There was a certain hard, cold look in his grey +eyes; and his long black coat, his entire costume, savoured of the +pedagogue and the ecclesiastic. + +They first discussed topics of the hour, amongst others the _Stabat_ of +Rossini. Senecal, in answer to a question, declared that he never went +to the theatre. + +Pellerin opened the box of colours. + +"Are these all for you?" said the clerk. + +"Why, certainly!" + +"Well, really! What a notion!" And he leaned across the table, at which +the mathematical tutor was turning over the leaves of a volume of Louis +Blanc. He had brought it with him, and was reading passages from it in +low tones, while Pellerin and Frederick were examining together the +palette, the knife, and the bladders; then the talk came round to the +dinner at Arnoux's. + +"The picture-dealer, is it?" asked Senecal. "A nice gentleman, truly!" + +"Why, now?" said Pellerin. Senecal replied: + +"A man who makes money by political turpitude!" + +And he went on to talk about a well-known lithograph, in which the Royal +Family was all represented as being engaged in edifying occupations: +Louis Philippe had a copy of the Code in his hand; the Queen had a +Catholic prayer-book; the Princesses were embroidering; the Duc de +Nemours was girding on a sword; M. de Joinville was showing a map to his +young brothers; and at the end of the apartment could be seen a bed with +two divisions. This picture, which was entitled "A Good Family," was a +source of delight to commonplace middle-class people, but of grief to +patriots. + +Pellerin, in a tone of vexation, as if he had been the producer of this +work himself, observed by way of answer that every opinion had some +value. Senecal protested: Art should aim exclusively at promoting +morality amongst the masses! The only subjects that ought to be +reproduced were those which impelled people to virtuous actions; all +others were injurious. + +"But that depends on the execution," cried Pellerin. "I might produce +masterpieces." + +"So much the worse for you, then; you have no right----" + +"What?" + +"No, monsieur, you have no right to excite my interest in matters of +which I disapprove. What need have we of laborious trifles, from which +it is impossible to derive any benefit--those Venuses, for instance, +with all your landscapes? I see there no instruction for the people! +Show us rather their miseries! arouse enthusiasm in us for their +sacrifices! Ah, my God! there is no lack of subjects--the farm, the +workshop----" + +Pellerin stammered forth his indignation at this, and, imagining that he +had found an argument: + +"Moliere, do you accept him?" + +"Certainly!" said Senecal. "I admire him as the precursor of the French +Revolution." + +"Ha! the Revolution! What art! Never was there a more pitiable epoch!" + +"None greater, Monsieur!" + +Pellerin folded his arms, and looking at him straight in the face: + +"You have the appearance of a famous member of the National Guard!" + +His opponent, accustomed to discussions, responded: + +"I am not, and I detest it just as much as you. But with such principles +we corrupt the crowd. This sort of thing, however, is profitable to the +Government. It would not be so powerful but for the complicity of a lot +of rogues of that sort." + +The painter took up the defence of the picture-dealer, for Senecal's +opinions exasperated him. He even went so far as to maintain that Arnoux +was really a man with a heart of gold, devoted to his friends, deeply +attached to his wife. + +"Oho! if you offered him a good sum, he would not refuse to let her +serve as a model." + +Frederick turned pale. + +"So then, he has done you some great injury, Monsieur?" + +"Me? no! I saw him once at a cafe with a friend. That's all." + +Senecal had spoken truly. But he had his teeth daily set on edge by the +announcements in _L'Art Industriel_. Arnoux was for him the +representative of a world which he considered fatal to democracy. An +austere Republican, he suspected that there was something corrupt in +every form of elegance, and the more so as he wanted nothing and was +inflexible in his integrity. + +They found some difficulty in resuming the conversation. The painter +soon recalled to mind his appointment, the tutor his pupils; and, when +they had gone, after a long silence, Deslauriers asked a number of +questions about Arnoux. + +"You will introduce me there later, will you not, old fellow?" + +"Certainly," said Frederick. Then they thought about settling +themselves. Deslauriers had without much trouble obtained the post of +second clerk in a solicitor's office; he had also entered his name for +the terms at the Law School, and bought the indispensable books; and the +life of which they had dreamed now began. + +It was delightful, owing to their youth, which made everything assume a +beautiful aspect. As Deslauriers had said nothing as to any pecuniary +arrangement, Frederick did not refer to the subject. He helped to defray +all the expenses, kept the cupboard well stocked, and looked after all +the household requirements; but if it happened to be desirable to give +the door-keeper a rating, the clerk took that on his own shoulders, +still playing the part, which he had assumed in their college days, of +protector and senior. + +Separated all day long, they met again in the evening. Each took his +place at the fireside and set about his work. But ere long it would be +interrupted. Then would follow endless outpourings, unaccountable bursts +of merriment, and occasional disputes about the lamp flaring too much or +a book being mislaid, momentary ebullitions of anger which subsided in +hearty laughter. + +While in bed they left open the door of the little room where +Deslauriers slept, and kept chattering to each other from a distance. + +In the morning they walked in their shirt-sleeves on the terrace. The +sun rose; light vapours passed over the river. From the flower-market +close beside them the noise of screaming reached their ears; and the +smoke from their pipes whirled round in the clear air, which was +refreshing to their eyes still puffed from sleep. While they inhaled it, +their hearts swelled with great expectations. + +When it was not raining on Sunday they went out together, and, arm in +arm, they sauntered through the streets. The same reflection nearly +always occurred to them at the same time, or else they would go on +chatting without noticing anything around them. Deslauriers longed for +riches, as a means for gaining power over men. He was anxious to possess +an influence over a vast number of people, to make a great noise, to +have three secretaries under his command, and to give a big political +dinner once a month. + +Frederick would have furnished for himself a palace in the Moorish +fashion, to spend his life reclining on cashmere divans, to the murmur +of a jet of water, attended by negro pages. And these things, of which +he had only dreamed, became in the end so definite that they made him +feel as dejected as if he had lost them. + +"What is the use of talking about all these things," said he, "when +we'll never have them?" + +"Who knows?" returned Deslauriers. + +In spite of his democratic views, he urged Frederick to get an +introduction into the Dambreuses' house. + +The other, by way of objection, pointed to the failure of his previous +attempts. + +"Bah! go back there. They'll give you an invitation!" + +Towards the close of the month of March, they received amongst other +bills of a rather awkward description that of the restaurant-keeper who +supplied them with dinners. Frederick, not having the entire amount, +borrowed a hundred crowns from Deslauriers. A fortnight afterwards, he +renewed the same request, and the clerk administered a lecture to him on +the extravagant habits to which he gave himself up in the Arnoux's +society. + +As a matter of fact, he put no restraint upon himself in this respect. A +view of Venice, a view of Naples, and another of Constantinople +occupying the centre of three walls respectively, equestrian subjects by +Alfred de Dreux here and there, a group by Pradier over the mantelpiece, +numbers of _L'Art Industriel_ lying on the piano, and works in boards on +the floor in the corners, encumbered the apartment which he occupied to +such an extent that it was hard to find a place to lay a book on, or to +move one's elbows about freely. Frederick maintained that he needed all +this for his painting. + +He pursued his art-studies under Pellerin. But when he called on the +artist, the latter was often out, being accustomed to attend at every +funeral and public occurrence of which an account was given in the +newspapers, and so it was that Frederick spent entire hours alone in the +studio. The quietude of this spacious room, which nothing disturbed save +the scampering of the mice, the light falling from the ceiling, or the +hissing noise of the stove, made him sink into a kind of intellectual +ease. Then his eyes, wandering away from the task at which he was +engaged, roamed over the shell-work on the wall, around the objects of +virtu on the whatnot, along the torsos on which the dust that had +collected made, as it were, shreds of velvet; and, like a traveller who +has lost his way in the middle of a wood, and whom every path brings +back to the same spot, continually, he found underlying every idea in +his mind the recollection of Madame Arnoux. + +He selected days for calling on her. When he had reached the second +floor, he would pause on the threshold, hesitating as to whether he +ought to ring or not. Steps drew nigh, the door opened, and the +announcement "Madame is gone out," a sense of relief would come upon +him, as if a weight had been lifted from his heart. He met her, however. +On the first occasion there were three other ladies with her; the next +time it was in the afternoon, and Mademoiselle Marthe's writing-master +came on the scene. Besides, the men whom Madame Arnoux received were +not very punctilious about paying visits. For the sake of prudence he +deemed it better not to call again. + +But he did not fail to present himself regularly at the office of _L'Art +Industriel_ every Wednesday in order to get an invitation to the +Thursday dinners, and he remained there after all the others, even +longer than Regimbart, up to the last moment, pretending to be looking +at an engraving or to be running his eye through a newspaper. At last +Arnoux would say to him, "Shall you be disengaged to-morrow evening?" +and, before the sentence was finished, he would give an affirmative +answer. Arnoux appeared to have taken a fancy to him. He showed him how +to become a good judge of wines, how to make hot punch, and how to +prepare a woodcock ragout. Frederick followed his advice with docility, +feeling an attachment to everything connected with Madame Arnoux--her +furniture, her servants, her house, her street. + +During these dinners he scarcely uttered a word; he kept gazing at her. +She had a little mole close to her temple. Her head-bands were darker +than the rest of her hair, and were always a little moist at the edges; +from time to time she stroked them with only two fingers. He knew the +shape of each of her nails. He took delight in listening to the rustle +of her silk skirt as she swept past doors; he stealthily inhaled the +perfume that came from her handkerchief; her comb, her gloves, her rings +were for him things of special interest, important as works of art, +almost endowed with life like individuals; all took possession of his +heart and strengthened his passion. + +He had not been sufficiently self-contained to conceal it from +Deslauriers. When he came home from Madame Arnoux's, he would wake up +his friend, as if inadvertently, in order to have an opportunity of +talking about her. + +Deslauriers, who slept in the little off-room, close to where they had +their water-supply, would give a great yawn. Frederick seated himself on +the side of the bed. At first, he spoke about the dinner; then he +referred to a thousand petty details, in which he saw marks of contempt +or of affection. On one occasion, for instance, she had refused his arm, +in order to take Dittmer's; and Frederick gave vent to his humiliation: + +"Ah! how stupid!" + +Or else she had called him her "dear friend." + +"Then go after her gaily!" + +"But I dare not do that," said Frederick. + +"Well, then, think no more about her! Good night!" + +Deslauriers thereupon turned on his side, and fell asleep. He felt +utterly unable to comprehend this love, which seemed to him the last +weakness of adolescence; and, as his own society was apparently not +enough to content Frederick, he conceived the idea of bringing together, +once a week, those whom they both recognised as friends. + +They came on Saturday about nine o'clock. The three Algerine curtains +were carefully drawn. The lamp and four wax-lights were burning. In the +middle of the table the tobacco-pot, filled with pipes, displayed itself +between the beer-bottles, the tea-pot, a flagon of rum, and some fancy +biscuits. + +They discussed the immortality of the soul, and drew comparisons between +the different professors. + +One evening Hussonnet introduced a tall young man, attired in a +frock-coat, too short in the wrists, and with a look of embarrassment in +his face. It was the young fellow whom they had gone to release from +the guard-house the year before. + +As he had not been able to restore the box of lace which he had lost in +the scuffle, his employer had accused him of theft, and threatened to +prosecute him. He was now a clerk in a wagon-office. Hussonnet had come +across him that morning at the corner of the street, and brought him +along, for Dussardier, in a spirit of gratitude, had expressed a wish to +see "the other." + +He stretched out towards Frederick the cigar-holder, still full, which +he had religiously preserved, in the hope of being able to give it back. +The young men invited him to pay them a second visit; and he was not +slow in doing so. + +They all had sympathies in common. At first, their hatred of the +Government reached the height of an unquestionable dogma. Martinon alone +attempted to defend Louis Philippe. They overwhelmed him with the +commonplaces scattered through the newspapers--the "Bastillization" of +Paris, the September laws, Pritchard, Lord Guizot--so that Martinon held +his tongue for fear of giving offence to somebody. During his seven +years at college he had never incurred the penalty of an imposition, and +at the Law School he knew how to make himself agreeable to the +professors. He usually wore a big frock-coat of the colour of putty, +with india-rubber goloshes; but one evening he presented himself arrayed +like a bridegroom, in a velvet roll-collar waistcoat, a white tie, and a +gold chain. + +The astonishment of the other young men was greatly increased when they +learned that he had just come away from M. Dambreuse's house. In fact, +the banker Dambreuse had just bought a portion of an extensive wood +from Martinon senior; and, when the worthy man introduced his son, the +other had invited them both to dinner. + +"Was there a good supply of truffles there?" asked Deslauriers. "And did +you take his wife by the waist between the two doors, _sicut decet_?" + +Hereupon the conversation turned on women. Pellerin would not admit that +there were beautiful women (he preferred tigers); besides the human +female was an inferior creature in the aesthetic hierarchy. + +"What fascinates you is just the very thing that degrades her as an +idea; I mean her breasts, her hair----" + +"Nevertheless," urged Frederick, "long black hair and large dark +eyes----" + +"Oh! we know all about that," cried Hussonnet. "Enough of Andalusian +beauties on the lawn. Those things are out of date; no thank you! For +the fact is, honour bright! a fast woman is more amusing than the Venus +of Milo. Let us be Gallic, in Heaven's name, and after the Regency +style, if we can! + + 'Flow, generous wines; ladies, deign to smile!'[2] + +[Footnote 2: _Coules, bons vins; femmes, deignez sourire._] + +We must pass from the dark to the fair. Is that your opinion, Father +Dussardier?" + +Dussardier did not reply. They all pressed him to ascertain what his +tastes were. + +"Well," said he, colouring, "for my part, I would like to love the same +one always!" + +This was said in such a way that there was a moment of silence, some of +them being surprised at this candour, and others finding in his words, +perhaps, the secret yearning of their souls. + +Senecal placed his glass of beer on the mantelpiece, and declared +dogmatically that, as prostitution was tyrannical and marriage immoral, +it was better to practice abstinence. Deslauriers regarded women as a +source of amusement--nothing more. M. de Cisy looked upon them with the +utmost dread. + +Brought up under the eyes of a grandmother who was a devotee, he found +the society of those young fellows as alluring as a place of ill-repute +and as instructive as the Sorbonne. They gave him lessons without stint; +and so much zeal did he exhibit that he even wanted to smoke in spite of +the qualms that upset him every time he made the experiment. Frederick +paid him the greatest attention. He admired the shade of this young +gentleman's cravat, the fur on his overcoat, and especially his boots, +as thin as gloves, and so very neat and fine that they had a look of +insolent superiority. His carriage used to wait for him below in the +street. + +One evening, after his departure, when there was a fall of snow, Senecal +began to complain about his having a coachman. He declaimed against +kid-gloved exquisites and against the Jockey Club. He had more respect +for a workman than for these fine gentlemen. + +"For my part, anyhow, I work for my livelihood! I am a poor man!" + +"That's quite evident," said Frederick, at length, losing patience. + +The tutor conceived a grudge against him for this remark. + +But, as Regimbart said he knew Senecal pretty well, Frederick, wishing +to be civil to a friend of the Arnoux, asked him to come to the +Saturday meetings; and the two patriots were glad to be brought together +in this way. + +However, they took opposite views of things. + +Senecal--who had a skull of the angular type--fixed his attention merely +on systems, whereas Regimbart, on the contrary, saw in facts nothing but +facts. The thing that chiefly troubled him was the Rhine frontier. He +claimed to be an authority on the subject of artillery, and got his +clothes made by a tailor of the Polytechnic School. + +The first day, when they asked him to take some cakes, he disdainfully +shrugged his shoulders, saying that these might suit women; and on the +next few occasions his manner was not much more gracious. Whenever +speculative ideas had reached a certain elevation, he would mutter: "Oh! +no Utopias, no dreams!" On the subject of Art (though he used to visit +the studios, where he occasionally out of complaisance gave a lesson in +fencing) his opinions were not remarkable for their excellence. He +compared the style of M. Marast to that of Voltaire, and Mademoiselle +Vatnaz to Madame de Stael, on account of an Ode on Poland in which +"there was some spirit." In short, Regimbart bored everyone, and +especially Deslauriers, for the Citizen was a friend of the Arnoux +family. Now the clerk was most anxious to visit those people in the hope +that he might there make the acquaintance of some persons who would be +an advantage to him. + +"When are you going to take me there with you?" he would say. Arnoux was +either overburdened with business, or else starting on a journey. Then +it was not worth while, as the dinners were coming to an end. + +If he had been called on to risk his life for his friend, Frederick +would have done so. But, as he was desirous of making as good a figure +as possible, and with this view was most careful about his language and +manners, and so attentive to his costume that he always presented +himself at the office of _L'Art Industriel_ irreproachably gloved, he +was afraid that Deslauriers, with his shabby black coat, his +attorney-like exterior, and his swaggering kind of talk, might make +himself disagreeable to Madame Arnoux, and thus compromise him and lower +him in her estimation. The other results would have been bad enough, but +the last one would have annoyed him a thousand times more. + +The clerk saw that his friend did not wish to keep his promise, and +Frederick's silence seemed to him an aggravation of the insult. He would +have liked to exercise absolute control over him, to see him developing +in accordance with the ideal of their youth; and his inactivity excited +the clerk's indignation as a breach of duty and a want of loyalty +towards himself. Moreover, Frederick, with his thoughts full of Madame +Arnoux, frequently talked about her husband; and Deslauriers now began +an intolerable course of boredom by repeating the name a hundred times a +day, at the end of each remark, like the parrot-cry of an idiot. + +When there was a knock at the door, he would answer, "Come in, Arnoux!" +At the restaurant he asked for a Brie cheese "in imitation of Arnoux," +and at night, pretending to wake up from a bad dream, he would rouse his +comrade by howling out, "Arnoux! Arnoux!" At last Frederick, worn out, +said to him one day, in a piteous voice: + +"Oh! don't bother me about Arnoux!" + +"Never!" replied the clerk: + + "He always, everywhere, burning or icy cold, + The pictured form of Arnoux----"[3] + +[Footnote 3: _Toujours lui! lui partout! ou brulante ou glacee, L'image +de l'Arnoux._] + +"Hold your tongue, I tell you!" exclaimed Frederick, raising his fist. + +Then less angrily he added: + +"You know well this is a painful subject to me." + +"Oh! forgive me, old fellow," returned Deslauriers with a very low bow. +"From this time forth we will be considerate towards Mademoiselle's +nerves. Again, I say, forgive me. A thousand pardons!" + +And so this little joke came to an end. + +But, three weeks later, one evening, Deslauriers said to him: + +"Well, I have just seen Madame Arnoux." + +"Where, pray?" + +"At the Palais, with Balandard, the solicitor. A dark woman, is she not, +of the middle height?" + +Frederick made a gesture of assent. He waited for Deslauriers to speak. +At the least expression of admiration he would have been most effusive, +and would have fairly hugged the other. However, Deslauriers remained +silent. At last, unable to contain himself any longer, Frederick, with +assumed indifference, asked him what he thought of her. + +Deslauriers considered that "she was not so bad, but still nothing +extraordinary." + +"Ha! you think so," said Frederick. + +They soon reached the month of August, the time when he was to present +himself for his second examination. According to the prevailing opinion, +the subjects could be made up in a fortnight. Frederick, having full +confidence in his own powers, swallowed up in a trice the first four +books of the Code of Procedure, the first three of the Penal Code, many +bits of the system of criminal investigation, and a part of the Civil +Code, with the annotations of M. Poncelet. The night before, Deslauriers +made him run through the whole course, a process which did not finish +till morning, and, in order to take advantage of even the last quarter +of an hour, continued questioning him while they walked along the +footpath together. + +As several examinations were taking place at the same time, there were +many persons in the precincts, and amongst others Hussonnet and Cisy: +young men never failed to come and watch these ordeals when the fortunes +of their comrades were at stake. + +Frederick put on the traditional black gown; then, followed by the +throng, with three other students, he entered a spacious apartment, into +which the light penetrated through uncurtained windows, and which was +garnished with benches ranged along the walls. In the centre, leather +chairs were drawn round a table adorned with a green cover. This +separated the candidates from the examiners in their red gowns and +ermine shoulder-knots, the head examiners wearing gold-laced flat caps. + +Frederick found himself the last but one in the series--an unfortunate +place. In answer to the first question, as to the difference between a +convention and a contract, he defined the one as if it were the other; +and the professor, who was a fair sort of man, said to him, "Don't be +agitated, Monsieur! Compose yourself!" Then, having asked two easy +questions, which were answered in a doubtful fashion, he passed on at +last to the fourth. This wretched beginning made Frederick lose his +head. Deslauriers, who was facing him amongst the spectators, made a +sign to him to indicate that it was not a hopeless case yet; and at the +second batch of questions, dealing with the criminal law, he came out +tolerably well. But, after the third, with reference to the "mystic +will," the examiner having remained impassive the whole time, his mental +distress redoubled; for Hussonnet brought his hands together as if to +applaud, whilst Deslauriers liberally indulged in shrugs of the +shoulders. Finally, the moment was reached when it was necessary to be +examined on Procedure. The professor, displeased at listening to +theories opposed to his own, asked him in a churlish tone: + +"And so this is your view, monsieur? How do you reconcile the principle +of article 1351 of the Civil Code with this application by a third party +to set aside a judgment by default?" + +Frederick had a great headache from not having slept the night before. A +ray of sunlight, penetrating through one of the slits in a Venetian +blind, fell on his face. Standing behind the seat, he kept wriggling +about and tugging at his moustache. + +"I am still awaiting your answer," the man with the gold-edged cap +observed. + +And as Frederick's movements, no doubt, irritated him: + +"You won't find it in that moustache of yours!" + +This sarcasm made the spectators laugh. The professor, feeling +flattered, adopted a wheedling tone. He put two more questions with +reference to adjournment and summary jurisdiction, then nodded his head +by way of approval. The examination was over. Frederick retired into the +vestibule. + +While an usher was taking off his gown, to draw it over some other +person immediately afterwards, his friends gathered around him, and +succeeded in fairly bothering him with their conflicting opinions as to +the result of his examination. Presently the announcement was made in a +sonorous voice at the entrance of the hall: "The third was--put off!" + +"Sent packing!" said Hussonnet. "Let us go away!" + +In front of the door-keeper's lodge they met Martinon, flushed, excited, +with a smile on his face and the halo of victory around his brow. He had +just passed his final examination without any impediment. All he had now +to do was the thesis. Before a fortnight he would be a licentiate. His +family enjoyed the acquaintance of a Minister; "a beautiful career" was +opening before him. + +"All the same, this puts you into a mess," said Deslauriers. + +There is nothing so humiliating as to see blockheads succeed in +undertakings in which we fail. Frederick, filled with vexation, replied +that he did not care a straw about the matter. He had higher +pretensions; and as Hussonnet made a show of leaving, Frederick took him +aside, and said to him: + +"Not a word about this to them, mind!" + +It was easy to keep it secret, since Arnoux was starting the next +morning for Germany. + +When he came back in the evening the clerk found his friend singularly +altered: he danced about and whistled; and the other was astonished at +this capricious change of mood. Frederick declared that he did not +intend to go home to his mother, as he meant to spend his holidays +working. + +At the news of Arnoux's departure, a feeling of delight had taken +possession of him. He might present himself at the house whenever he +liked without any fear of having his visits broken in upon. The +consciousness of absolute security would make him self-confident. At +last he would not stand aloof, he would not be separated from her! +Something more powerful than an iron chain attached him to Paris; a +voice from the depths of his heart called out to him to remain. + +There were certain obstacles in his path. These he got over by writing +to his mother: he first of all admitted that he had failed to pass, +owing to alterations made in the course--a mere mischance--an unfair +thing; besides, all the great advocates (he referred to them by name) +had been rejected at their examinations. But he calculated on presenting +himself again in the month of November. Now, having no time to lose, he +would not go home this year; and he asked, in addition to the quarterly +allowance, for two hundred and fifty francs, to get coached in law by a +private tutor, which would be of great assistance to him; and he threw +around the entire epistle a garland of regrets, condolences, expressions +of endearment, and protestations of filial love. + +Madame Moreau, who had been expecting him the following day, was doubly +grieved. She threw a veil over her son's misadventure, and in answer +told him to "come all the same." Frederick would not give way, and the +result was a falling out between them. However, at the end of the week, +he received the amount of the quarter's allowance together with the sum +required for the payment of the private tutor, which helped to pay for +a pair of pearl-grey trousers, a white felt hat, and a gold-headed +switch. When he had procured all these things he thought: + +"Perhaps this is only a hairdresser's fancy on my part!" + +And a feeling of considerable hesitation took possession of him. + +In order to make sure as to whether he ought to call on Madame Arnoux, +he tossed three coins into the air in succession. On each occasion luck +was in his favour. So then Fate must have ordained it. He hailed a cab +and drove to the Rue de Choiseul. + +He quickly ascended the staircase and drew the bell-pull, but without +effect. He felt as if he were about to faint. + +Then, with fierce energy, he shook the heavy silk tassel. There was a +resounding peal which gradually died away till no further sound was +heard. Frederick got rather frightened. + +He pasted his ear to the door--not a breath! He looked in through the +key-hole, and only saw two reed-points on the wall-paper in the midst of +designs of flowers. At last, he was on the point of going away when he +changed his mind. This time, he gave a timid little ring. The door flew +open, and Arnoux himself appeared on the threshold, with his hair all in +disorder, his face crimson, and his features distorted by an expression +of sullen embarrassment. + +"Hallo! What the deuce brings you here? Come in!" + +He led Frederick, not into the boudoir or into the bedroom, but into the +dining-room, where on the table could be seen a bottle of champagne and +two glasses; and, in an abrupt tone: + +"There is something you want to ask me, my dear friend?" + +"No! nothing! nothing!" stammered the young man, trying to think of some +excuse for his visit. At length, he said to Arnoux that he had called to +know whether they had heard from him, as Hussonnet had announced that he +had gone to Germany. + +"Not at all!" returned Arnoux. "What a feather-headed fellow that is to +take everything in the wrong way!" + +In order to conceal his agitation, Frederick kept walking from right to +left in the dining-room. Happening to come into contact with a chair, he +knocked down a parasol which had been laid across it, and the ivory +handle got broken. + +"Good heavens!" he exclaimed. "How sorry I am for having broken Madame +Arnoux's parasol!" + +At this remark, the picture-dealer raised his head and smiled in a very +peculiar fashion. Frederick, taking advantage of the opportunity thus +offered to talk about her, added shyly: + +"Could I not see her?" + +No. She had gone to the country to see her mother, who was ill. + +He did not venture to ask any questions as to the length of time that +she would be away. He merely enquired what was Madame Arnoux's native +place. + +"Chartres. Does this astonish you?" + +"Astonish me? Oh, no! Why should it! Not in the least!" + +After that, they could find absolutely nothing to talk about. Arnoux, +having made a cigarette for himself, kept walking round the table, +puffing. Frederick, standing near the stove, stared at the walls, the +whatnot, and the floor; and delightful pictures flitted through his +memory, or, rather, before his eyes. Then he left the apartment. + +A piece of a newspaper, rolled up into a ball, lay on the floor in the +anteroom. Arnoux snatched it up, and, raising himself on the tips of his +toes, he stuck it into the bell, in order, as he said, that he might be +able to go and finish his interrupted siesta. Then, as he grasped +Frederick's hand: + +"Kindly tell the porter that I am not in." + +And he shut the door after him with a bang. + +Frederick descended the staircase step by step. The ill-success of this +first attempt discouraged him as to the possible results of those that +might follow. Then began three months of absolute boredom. As he had +nothing to do, his melancholy was aggravated by the want of occupation. + +He spent whole hours gazing from the top of his balcony at the river as +it flowed between the quays, with their bulwarks of grey stone, +blackened here and there by the seams of the sewers, with a pontoon of +washerwomen moored close to the bank, where some brats were amusing +themselves by making a water-spaniel swim in the slime. His eyes, +turning aside from the stone bridge of Notre Dame and the three +suspension bridges, continually directed their glance towards the +Quai-aux-Ormes, resting on a group of old trees, resembling the +linden-trees of the Montereau wharf. The Saint-Jacques tower, the Hotel +de Ville, Saint-Gervais, Saint-Louis, and Saint-Paul, rose up in front +of him amid a confused mass of roofs; and the genius of the July Column +glittered at the eastern side like a large gold star, whilst at the +other end the dome of the Tuileries showed its outlines against the sky +in one great round mass of blue. Madame Arnoux's house must be on this +side in the rear! + +He went back to his bedchamber; then, throwing himself on the sofa, he +abandoned himself to a confused succession of thoughts--plans of work, +schemes for the guidance of his conduct, attempts to divine the future. +At last, in order to shake off broodings all about himself, he went out +into the open air. + +He plunged at random into the Latin Quarter, usually so noisy, but +deserted at this particular time, for the students had gone back to join +their families. The huge walls of the colleges, which the silence seemed +to lengthen, wore a still more melancholy aspect. All sorts of peaceful +sounds could be heard--the flapping of wings in cages, the noise made by +the turning of a lathe, or the strokes of a cobbler's hammer; and the +old-clothes men, standing in the middle of the street, looked up at each +house fruitlessly. In the interior of a solitary cafe the barmaid was +yawning between her two full decanters. The newspapers were left +undisturbed on the tables of reading-rooms. In the ironing +establishments linen quivered under the puffs of tepid wind. From time +to time he stopped to look at the window of a second-hand book-shop; an +omnibus which grazed the footpath as it came rumbling along made him +turn round; and, when he found himself before the Luxembourg, he went no +further. + +Occasionally he was attracted towards the boulevards by the hope of +finding there something that might amuse him. After he had passed +through dark alleys, from which his nostrils were greeted by fresh moist +odours, he reached vast, desolate, open spaces, dazzling with light, in +which monuments cast at the side of the pavement notches of black +shadow. But once more the wagons and the shops appeared, and the crowd +had the effect of stunning him, especially on Sunday, when, from the +Bastille to the Madeleine, it kept swaying in one immense flood over the +asphalt, in the midst of a cloud of dust, in an incessant clamour. He +felt disgusted at the meanness of the faces, the silliness of the talk, +and the idiotic self-satisfaction that oozed through these sweating +foreheads. However, the consciousness of being superior to these +individuals mitigated the weariness which he experienced in gazing at +them. + +Every day he went to the office of _L'Art Industriel_; and in order to +ascertain when Madame Arnoux would be back, he made elaborate enquiries +about her mother. Arnoux's answer never varied--"the change for the +better was continuing"--his wife, with his little daughter, would be +returning the following week. The longer she delayed in coming back, the +more uneasiness Frederick exhibited, so that Arnoux, touched by so much +affection, brought him five or six times a week to dine at a restaurant. + +In the long talks which they had together on these occasions Frederick +discovered that the picture-dealer was not a very intellectual type of +man. Arnoux might, however, take notice of his chilling manner; and now +Frederick deemed it advisable to pay back, in a small measure, his +polite attentions. + +So, being anxious to do things on a good scale, the young man sold all +his new clothes to a second-hand clothes-dealer for the sum of eighty +francs, and having increased it with a hundred more francs which he had +left, he called at Arnoux's house to bring him out to dine. Regimbart +happened to be there, and all three of them set forth for Les Trois +Freres Provencaux. + +The Citizen began by taking off his surtout, and, knowing that the two +others would defer to his gastronomic tastes, drew up the _menu_. But in +vain did he make his way to the kitchen to speak himself to the _chef_, +go down to the cellar, with every corner of which he was familiar, and +send for the master of the establishment, to whom he gave "a blowing +up." He was not satisfied with the dishes, the wines, or the attendance. +At each new dish, at each fresh bottle, as soon as he had swallowed the +first mouthful, the first draught, he threw down his fork or pushed his +glass some distance away from him; then, leaning on his elbows on the +tablecloth, and stretching out his arms, he declared in a loud tone that +he could no longer dine in Paris! Finally, not knowing what to put into +his mouth, Regimbart ordered kidney-beans dressed with oil, "quite +plain," which, though only a partial success, slightly appeased him. +Then he had a talk with the waiter all about the latter's predecessors +at the "Provencaux":--"What had become of Antoine? And a fellow named +Eugene? And Theodore, the little fellow who always used to attend down +stairs? There was much finer fare in those days, and Burgundy vintages +the like of which they would never see again." + +Then there was a discussion as to the value of ground in the suburbs, +Arnoux having speculated in that way, and looked on it as a safe thing. +In the meantime, however, he would lie out of the interest on his money. +As he did not want to sell out at any price, Regimbart would find out +some one to whom he could let the ground; and so these two gentlemen +proceeded at the close of the dessert to make calculations with a lead +pencil. + +They went out to get coffee in the smoking-divan on the ground-floor in +the Passage du Saumon. Frederick had to remain on his legs while +interminable games of billiards were being played, drenched in +innumerable glasses of beer; and he lingered on there till midnight +without knowing why, through want of energy, through sheer +senselessness, in the vague expectation that something might happen +which would give a favourable turn to his love. + +When, then, would he next see her? Frederick was in a state of despair +about it. But, one evening, towards the close of November, Arnoux said +to him: + +"My wife, you know, came back yesterday!" + +Next day, at five o'clock, he made his way to her house. He began by +congratulating her on her mother's recovery from such a serious illness. + +"Why, no! Who told you that?" + +"Arnoux!" + +She gave vent to a slight "Ah!" then added that she had grave fears at +first, which, however, had now been dispelled. She was seated close +beside the fire in an upholstered easy-chair. He was on the sofa, with +his hat between his knees; and the conversation was difficult to carry +on, as it was broken off nearly every minute, so he got no chance +of giving utterance to his sentiments. But, when he began to +complain of having to study legal quibbles, she answered, "Oh! I +understand--business!" and she let her face fall, buried suddenly in her +own reflections. + +He was eager to know what they were, and even did not bestow a thought +on anything else. The twilight shadows gathered around them. + +She rose, having to go out about some shopping; then she reappeared in a +bonnet trimmed with velvet, and a black mantle edged with minever. He +plucked up courage and offered to accompany her. + +It was now so dark that one could scarcely see anything. The air was +cold, and had an unpleasant odour, owing to a heavy fog, which partially +blotted out the fronts of the houses. Frederick inhaled it with delight; +for he could feel through the wadding of his coat the form of her arm; +and her hand, cased in a chamois glove with two buttons, her little hand +which he would have liked to cover with kisses, leaned on his sleeve. +Owing to the slipperiness of the pavement, they lost their balance a +little; it seemed to him as if they were both rocked by the wind in the +midst of a cloud. + +The glitter of the lamps on the boulevard brought him back to the +realities of existence. The opportunity was a good one, there was no +time to lose. He gave himself as far as the Rue de Richelieu to declare +his love. But almost at that very moment, in front of a china-shop, she +stopped abruptly and said to him: + +"We are at the place. Thanks. On Thursday--is it not?--as usual." + +The dinners were now renewed; and the more visits he paid at Madame +Arnoux's, the more his love-sickness increased. The contemplation of +this woman had an enervating effect upon him, like the use of a perfume +that is too strong. It penetrated into the very depths of his nature, +and became almost a kind of habitual sensation, a new mode of existence. + +The prostitutes whom he brushed past under the gaslight, the female +ballad-singers breaking into bursts of melody, the ladies rising on +horseback at full gallop, the shopkeepers' wives on foot, the grisettes +at their windows, all women brought her before his mental vision, either +from the effect of their resemblance to her or the violent contrast to +her which they presented. As he walked along by the shops, he gazed at +the cashmeres, the laces, and the jewelled eardrops, imagining how they +would look draped around her figure, sewn in her corsage, or lighting up +her dark hair. In the flower-girls' baskets the bouquets blossomed for +her to choose one as she passed. In the shoemakers' show-windows the +little satin slippers with swan's-down edges seemed to be waiting for +her foot. Every street led towards her house; the hackney-coaches stood +in their places to carry her home the more quickly; Paris was associated +with her person, and the great city, with all its noises, roared around +her like an immense orchestra. + +When he went into the Jardin des Plantes the sight of a palm-tree +carried him off into distant countries. They were travelling together on +the backs of dromedaries, under the awnings of elephants, in the cabin +of a yacht amongst the blue archipelagoes, or side by side on mules with +little bells attached to them who went stumbling through the grass +against broken columns. Sometimes he stopped in the Louvre before old +pictures; and, his love embracing her even in vanished centuries, he +substituted her for the personages in the paintings. Wearing a hennin on +her head, she was praying on bended knees before a stained-glass window. +Lady Paramount of Castile or Flanders, she remained seated in a starched +ruff and a body lined with whalebone with big puffs. Then he saw her +descending some wide porphyry staircase in the midst of senators under a +dais of ostriches' feathers in a robe of brocade. At another time he +dreamed of her in yellow silk trousers on the cushions of a harem--and +all that was beautiful, the scintillation of the stars, certain tunes in +music, the turn of a phrase, the outlines of a face, led him to think +about her in an abrupt, unconscious fashion. + +As for trying to make her his mistress, he was sure that any such +attempt would be futile. + +One evening, Dittmer, on his arrival, kissed her on the forehead; +Lovarias did the same, observing: + +"You give me leave--don't you?--as it is a friend's privilege?" + +Frederick stammered out: + +"It seems to me that we are all friends." + +"Not all old friends!" she returned. + +This was repelling him beforehand indirectly. + +Besides, what was he to do? To tell her that he loved her? No doubt, she +would decline to listen to him or else she would feel indignant and turn +him out of the house. But he preferred to submit to even the most +painful ordeal rather than run the horrible risk of seeing her no more. +He envied pianists for their talents and soldiers for their scars. He +longed for a dangerous attack of sickness, hoping in this way to make +her take an interest in him. + +One thing caused astonishment to himself, that he felt in no way jealous +of Arnoux; and he could not picture her in his imagination undressed, so +natural did her modesty appear, and so far did her sex recede into a +mysterious background. + +Nevertheless, he dreamed of the happiness of living with her, of +"theeing" and "thouing" her, of passing his hand lingeringly over her +head-bands, or remaining in a kneeling posture on the floor, with both +arms clasped round her waist, so as to drink in her soul through his +eyes. To accomplish this it would be necessary to conquer Fate; and so, +incapable of action, cursing God, and accusing himself of being a +coward, he kept moving restlessly within the confines of his passion +just as a prisoner keeps moving about in his dungeon. The pangs which he +was perpetually enduring were choking him. For hours he would remain +quite motionless, or else he would burst into tears; and one day when he +had not the strength to restrain his emotion, Deslauriers said to him: + +"Why, goodness gracious! what's the matter with you?" + +Frederick's nerves were unstrung. Deslauriers did not believe a word of +it. At the sight of so much mental anguish, he felt all his old +affection reawakening, and he tried to cheer up his friend. A man like +him to let himself be depressed, what folly! It was all very well while +one was young; but, as one grows older, it is only loss of time. + +"You are spoiling my Frederick for me! I want him whom I knew in bygone +days. The same boy as ever! I liked him! Come, smoke a pipe, old chap! +Shake yourself up a little! You drive me mad!" + +"It is true," said Frederick, "I am a fool!" + +The clerk replied: + +"Ah! old troubadour, I know well what's troubling you! A little affair +of the heart? Confess it! Bah! One lost, four found instead! We console +ourselves for virtuous women with the other sort. Would you like me to +introduce you to some women? You have only to come to the Alhambra." + +(This was a place for public balls recently opened at the top of the +Champs-Elysees, which had gone down owing to a display of licentiousness +somewhat ruder than is usual in establishments of the kind.) + +"That's a place where there seems to be good fun. You can take your +friends, if you like. I can even pass in Regimbart for you." + +Frederick did not think fit to ask the Citizen to go. Deslauriers +deprived himself of the pleasure of Senecal's society. They took only +Hussonnet and Cisy along with Dussardier; and the same hackney-coach set +the group of five down at the entrance of the Alhambra. + +Two Moorish galleries extended on the right and on the left, parallel to +one another. The wall of a house opposite occupied the entire backguard; +and the fourth side (that in which the restaurant was) represented a +Gothic cloister with stained-glass windows. A sort of Chinese roof +screened the platform reserved for the musicians. The ground was covered +all over with asphalt; the Venetian lanterns fastened to posts formed, +at regular intervals, crowns of many-coloured flame above the heads of +the dancers. A pedestal here and there supported a stone basin, from +which rose a thin streamlet of water. In the midst of the foliage could +be seen plaster statues, and Hebes and Cupid, painted in oil, and +presenting a very sticky appearance; and the numerous walks, garnished +with sand of a deep yellow, carefully raked, made the garden look much +larger than it was in reality. + +Students were walking their mistresses up and down; drapers' clerks +strutted about with canes in their hands; lads fresh from college were +smoking their regalias; old men had their dyed beards smoothed out with +combs. There were English, Russians, men from South America, and three +Orientals in tarbooshes. Lorettes, grisettes, and girls of the town had +come there in the hope of finding a protector, a lover, a gold coin, or +simply for the pleasure of dancing; and their dresses, with tunics of +water-green, cherry-red, or violet, swept along, fluttered between the +ebony-trees and the lilacs. Nearly all the men's clothes were of striped +material; some of them had white trousers, in spite of the coolness of +the evening. The gas was lighted. + +Hussonnet was acquainted with a number of the women through his +connection with the fashion-journals and the smaller theatres. He sent +them kisses with the tips of his fingers, and from time to time he +quitted his friends to go and chat with them. + +Deslauriers felt jealous of these playful familiarities. He accosted in +a cynical manner a tall, fair-haired girl, in a nankeen costume. After +looking at him with a certain air of sullenness, she said: + +"No! I wouldn't trust you, my good fellow!" and turned on her heel. + +His next attack was on a stout brunette, who apparently was a little +mad; for she gave a bounce at the very first word he spoke to her, +threatening, if he went any further, to call the police. Deslauriers +made an effort to laugh; then, coming across a little woman sitting by +herself under a gas-lamp, he asked her to be his partner in a quadrille. + +The musicians, perched on the platform in the attitude of apes, kept +scraping and blowing away with desperate energy. The conductor, standing +up, kept beating time automatically. The dancers were much crowded and +enjoyed themselves thoroughly. The bonnet-strings, getting loose, +rubbed against the cravats; the boots sank under the petticoats; and all +this bouncing went on to the accompaniment of the music. Deslauriers +hugged the little woman, and, seized with the delirium of the cancan, +whirled about, like a big marionnette, in the midst of the dancers. Cisy +and Deslauriers were still promenading up and down. The young aristocrat +kept ogling the girls, and, in spite of the clerk's exhortations, did +not venture to talk to them, having an idea in his head that in the +resorts of these women there was always "a man hidden in the cupboard +with a pistol who would come out of it and force you to sign a bill of +exchange." + +They came back and joined Frederick. Deslauriers had stopped dancing; +and they were all asking themselves how they were to finish up the +evening, when Hussonnet exclaimed: + +"Look! Here's the Marquise d'Amaegui!" + +The person referred to was a pale woman with a _retrousse_ nose, mittens +up to her elbows, and big black earrings hanging down her cheeks, like +two dog's ears. Hussonnet said to her: + +"We ought to organise a little fete at your house--a sort of Oriental +rout. Try to collect some of your friends here for these French +cavaliers. Well, what is annoying you? Are you going to wait for your +hidalgo?" + +The Andalusian hung down her head: being well aware of the by no means +lavish habits of her friend, she was afraid of having to pay for any +refreshments he ordered. When, at length, she let the word "money" slip +from her, Cisy offered five napoleons--all he had in his purse; and so +it was settled that the thing should come off. + +But Frederick was absent. He fancied that he had recognised the voice of +Arnoux, and got a glimpse of a woman's hat; and accordingly he hastened +towards an arbour which was not far off. + +Mademoiselle Vatnaz was alone there with Arnoux. + +"Excuse me! I am in the way?" + +"Not in the least!" returned the picture-merchant. + +Frederick, from the closing words of their conversation, understood that +Arnoux had come to the Alhambra to talk over a pressing matter of +business with Mademoiselle Vatnaz; and it was evident that he was not +completely reassured, for he said to her, with some uneasiness in his +manner: + +"You are quite sure?" + +"Perfectly certain! You are loved. Ah! what a man you are!" + +And she assumed a pouting look, putting out her big lips, so red that +they seemed tinged with blood. But she had wonderful eyes, of a tawny +hue, with specks of gold in the pupils, full of vivacity, amorousness, +and sensuality. They illuminated, like lamps, the rather yellow tint of +her thin face. Arnoux seemed to enjoy her exhibition of pique. He +stooped over her, saying: + +"You are nice--give me a kiss!" + +She caught hold of his two ears, and pressed her lips against his +forehead. + +At that moment the dancing stopped; and in the conductor's place +appeared a handsome young man, rather fat, with a waxen complexion. He +had long black hair, which he wore in the same fashion as Christ, and a +blue velvet waistcoat embroidered with large gold palm-branches. He +looked as proud as a peacock, and as stupid as a turkey-cock; and, +having bowed to the audience, he began a ditty. A villager was supposed +to be giving an account of his journey to the capital. The singer used +the dialect of Lower Normandy, and played the part of a drunken man. The +refrain-- + + "Ah! I laughed at you there, I laughed at you there, + In that rascally city of Paris!"[4] + +was greeted with enthusiastic stampings of feet. Delmas, "a vocalist who +sang with expression," was too shrewd to let the excitement of his +listeners cool. A guitar was quickly handed to him and he moaned forth a +ballad entitled "The Albanian Girl's Brother." + +[Footnote 4: _Ah! j'ai l'y ri, j'ai l'y ri. Dans ce gueusard de Paris!_] + +The words recalled to Frederick those which had been sung by the man in +rags between the paddle-boxes of the steamboat. His eyes involuntarily +attached themselves to the hem of the dress spread out before him. + +After each couplet there was a long pause, and the blowing of the wind +through the trees resembled the sound of the waves. + +Mademoiselle Vatnaz blushed the moment she saw Dussardier. She soon +rose, and stretching out her hand towards him: + +"You do not remember me, Monsieur Auguste?" + +"How do you know her?" asked Frederick. + +"We have been in the same house," he replied. + +Cisy pulled him by the sleeve; they went out; and, scarcely had they +disappeared, when Madame Vatnaz began to pronounce a eulogy on his +character. She even went so far as to add that he possessed "the genius +of the heart." + +Then they chatted about Delmas, admitting that as a mimic he might be a +success on the stage; and a discussion followed in which Shakespeare, +the Censorship, Style, the People, the receipts of the Porte +Saint-Martin, Alexandre Dumas, Victor Hugo, and Dumersan were all mixed +up together. + +Arnoux had known many celebrated actresses; the young men bent forward +their heads to hear what he had to say about these ladies. But his words +were drowned in the noise of the music; and, as soon as the quadrille or +the polka was over, they all squatted round the tables, called the +waiter, and laughed. Bottles of beer and of effervescent lemonade went +off with detonations amid the foliage; women clucked like hens; now and +then, two gentlemen tried to fight; and a thief was arrested. The +dancers, in the rush of a gallop, encroached on the walks. Panting, with +flushed, smiling faces, they filed off in a whirlwind which lifted up +the gowns with the coat-tails. The trombones brayed more loudly; the +rhythmic movement became more rapid. Behind the mediaeval cloister could +be heard crackling sounds; squibs went off; artificial suns began +turning round; the gleam of the Bengal fires, like emeralds in colour, +lighted up for the space of a minute the entire garden; and, with the +last rocket, a great sigh escaped from the assembled throng. + +It slowly died away. A cloud of gunpowder floated into the air. +Frederick and Deslauriers were walking step by step through the midst of +the crowd, when they happened to see something that made them suddenly +stop: Martinon was in the act of paying some money at the place where +umbrellas were left; and he was accompanying a woman of fifty, +plain-looking, magnificently dressed, and of problematic social rank. + +"That sly dog," said Deslauriers, "is not so simple as we imagine. But +where in the world is Cisy?" + +Dussardier pointed out to them the smoking-divan, where they perceived +the knightly youth, with a bowl of punch before him, and a pink hat by +his side, to keep him company. Hussonnet, who had been away for the past +few minutes, reappeared at the same moment. + +A young girl was leaning on his arm, and addressing him in a loud voice +as "My little cat." + +"Oh! no!" said he to her--"not in public! Call me rather 'Vicomte.' That +gives you a cavalier style--Louis XIII. and dainty boots--the sort of +thing I like! Yes, my good friends, one of the old _regime_!--nice, +isn't she?"--and he chucked her by the chin--"Salute these gentlemen! +they are all the sons of peers of France. I keep company with them in +order that they may get an appointment for me as an ambassador." + +"How insane you are!" sighed Mademoiselle Vatnaz. She asked Dussardier +to see her as far as her own door. + +Arnoux watched them going off; then, turning towards Frederick: + +"Did you like the Vatnaz? At any rate, you're not quite frank about +these affairs. I believe you keep your amours hidden." + +Frederick, turning pale, swore that he kept nothing hidden. + +"Can it be possible you don't know what it is to have a mistress?" said +Arnoux. + +Frederick felt a longing to mention a woman's name at random. But the +story might be repeated to her. So he replied that as a matter of fact +he had no mistress. + +The picture-dealer reproached him for this. + +"This evening you had a good opportunity! Why didn't you do like the +others, each of whom went off with a woman?" + +"Well, and what about yourself?" said Frederick, provoked by his +persistency. + +"Oh! myself--that's quite a different matter, my lad! I go home to my +own one!" + +Then he called a cab, and disappeared. + +The two friends walked towards their own destination. An east wind was +blowing. They did not exchange a word. Deslauriers was regretting that +he had not succeeded in making a _shine_ before a certain +newspaper-manager, and Frederick was lost once more in his melancholy +broodings. At length, breaking silence, he said that this public-house +ball appeared to him a stupid affair. + +"Whose fault is it? If you had not left us, to join that Arnoux of +yours----" + +"Bah! anything I could have done would have been utterly useless!" + +But the clerk had theories of his own. All that was necessary in order +to get a thing was to desire it strongly. + +"Nevertheless, you yourself, a little while ago----" + +"I don't care a straw about that sort of thing!" returned Deslauriers, +cutting short Frederick's allusion. "Am I going to get entangled with +women?" + +And he declaimed against their affectations, their silly ways--in short, +he disliked them. + +"Don't be acting, then!" said Frederick. + +Deslauriers became silent. Then, all at once: + +"Will you bet me a hundred francs that I won't _do_ the first woman that +passes?" + +"Yes--it's a bet!" + +The first who passed was a hideous-looking beggar-woman, and they were +giving up all hope of a chance presenting itself when, in the middle of +the Rue de Rivoli, they saw a tall girl with a little bandbox in her +hand. + +Deslauriers accosted her under the arcades. She turned up abruptly by +the Tuileries, and soon diverged into the Place du Carrousel. She +glanced to the right and to the left. She ran after a hackney-coach; +Deslauriers overtook her. He walked by her side, talking to her with +expressive gestures. At length, she accepted his arm, and they went on +together along the quays. Then, when they reached the rising ground in +front of the Chatelet, they kept tramping up and down for at least +twenty minutes, like two sailors keeping watch. But, all of a sudden, +they passed over the Pont-au-Change, through the Flower Market, and +along the Quai Napoleon. Frederick came up behind them. Deslauriers gave +him to understand that he would be in their way, and had only to follow +his own example. + +"How much have you got still?" + +"Two hundred sous pieces." + +"That's enough--good night to you!" + +Frederick was seized with the astonishment one feels at seeing a piece +of foolery coming to a successful issue. + +"He has the laugh at me," was his reflection. "Suppose I went back +again?" + +Perhaps Deslauriers imagined that he was envious of this paltry love! +"As if I had not one a hundred times more rare, more noble, more +absorbing." He felt a sort of angry feeling impelling him onward. He +arrived in front of Madame Arnoux's door. + +None of the outer windows belonged to her apartment. Nevertheless, he +remained with his eyes pasted on the front of the house--as if he +fancied he could, by his contemplation, break open the walls. No doubt, +she was now sunk in repose, tranquil as a sleeping flower, with her +beautiful black hair resting on the lace of the pillow, her lips +slightly parted, and one arm under her head. Then Arnoux's head rose +before him, and he rushed away to escape from this vision. + +The advice which Deslauriers had given to him came back to his memory. +It only filled him with horror. Then he walked about the streets in a +vagabond fashion. + +When a pedestrian approached, he tried to distinguish the face. From +time to time a ray of light passed between his legs, tracing a great +quarter of a circle on the pavement; and in the shadow a man appeared +with his dosser and his lantern. The wind, at certain points, made the +sheet-iron flue of a chimney shake. Distant sounds reached his ears, +mingling with the buzzing in his brain; and it seemed to him that he was +listening to the indistinct flourish of quadrille music. His movements +as he walked on kept up this illusion. He found himself on the Pont de +la Concorde. + +Then he recalled that evening in the previous winter, when, as he left +her house for the first time, he was forced to stand still, so rapidly +did his heart beat with the hopes that held it in their clasp. And now +they had all withered! + +Dark clouds were drifting across the face of the moon. He gazed at it, +musing on the vastness of space, the wretchedness of life, the +nothingness of everything. The day dawned; his teeth began to chatter, +and, half-asleep, wet with the morning mist, and bathed in tears, he +asked himself, Why should I not make an end of it? All that was +necessary was a single movement. The weight of his forehead dragged him +along--he beheld his own dead body floating in the water. Frederick +stooped down. The parapet was rather wide, and it was through pure +weariness that he did not make the attempt to leap over it. + +Then a feeling of dismay swept over him. He reached the boulevards once +more, and sank down upon a seat. He was aroused by some police-officers, +who were convinced that he had been indulging a little too freely. + +He resumed his walk. But, as he was exceedingly hungry, and as all the +restaurants were closed, he went to get a "snack" at a tavern by the +fish-markets; after which, thinking it too soon to go in yet, he kept +sauntering about the Hotel de Ville till a quarter past eight. + +Deslauriers had long since got rid of his wench; and he was writing at +the table in the middle of his room. About four o'clock, M. de Cisy came +in. + +Thanks to Dussardier, he had enjoyed the society of a lady the night +before; and he had even accompanied her home in the carriage with her +husband to the very threshold of their house, where she had given him an +assignation. He parted with her without even knowing her name. + +"And what do you propose that I should do in that way?" said Frederick. + +Thereupon the young gentleman began to cudgel his brains to think of a +suitable woman; he mentioned Mademoiselle Vatnaz, the Andalusian, and +all the rest. At length, with much circumlocution, he stated the object +of his visit. Relying on the discretion of his friend, he came to aid +him in taking an important step, after which he might definitely regard +himself as a man; and Frederick showed no reluctance. He told the story +to Deslauriers without relating the facts with reference to himself +personally. + +The clerk was of opinion that he was now going on very well. This +respect for his advice increased his good humour. He owed to that +quality his success, on the very first night he met her, with +Mademoiselle Clemence Daviou, embroideress in gold for military outfits, +the sweetest creature that ever lived, as slender as a reed, with large +blue eyes, perpetually staring with wonder. The clerk had taken +advantage of her credulity to such an extent as to make her believe that +he had been decorated. At their private conversations he had his +frock-coat adorned with a red ribbon, but divested himself of it in +public in order, as he put it, not to humiliate his master. However, he +kept her at a distance, allowed himself to be fawned upon, like a pasha, +and, in a laughing sort of way, called her "daughter of the people." +Every time they met, she brought him little bunches of violets. +Frederick would not have cared for a love affair of this sort. + +Meanwhile, whenever they set forth arm-in-arm to visit Pinson's or +Barillot's circulating library, he experienced a feeling of singular +depression. Frederick did not realise how much pain he had made +Deslauriers endure for the past year, while brushing his nails before +going out to dine in the Rue de Choiseul! + +One evening, when from the commanding position in which his balcony +stood, he had just been watching them as they went out together, he saw +Hussonnet, some distance off, on the Pont d'Arcole. The Bohemian began +calling him by making signals towards him, and, when Frederick had +descended the five flights of stairs: + +"Here is the thing--it is next Saturday, the 24th, Madame Arnoux's +feast-day." + +"How is that, when her name is Marie?" + +"And Angele also--no matter! They will entertain their guests at their +country-house at Saint-Cloud. I was told to give you due notice about +it. You'll find a vehicle at the magazine-office at three o'clock. So +that makes matters all right! Excuse me for having disturbed you! But I +have such a number of calls to make!" + +Frederick had scarcely turned round when his door-keeper placed a letter +in his hand: + +"Monsieur and Madame Dambreuse beg of Monsieur F. Moreau to do them the +honour to come and dine with them on Saturday the 24th inst.--R.S.V.P." + +"Too late!" he said to himself. Nevertheless, he showed the letter to +Deslauriers, who exclaimed: + +"Ha! at last! But you don't look as if you were satisfied. Why?" + +After some little hesitation, Frederick said that he had another +invitation for the same day. + +"Be kind enough to let me run across to the Rue de Choiseul. I'm not +joking! I'll answer this for you if it puts you about." + +And the clerk wrote an acceptance of the invitation in the third person. + +Having seen nothing of the world save through the fever of his desires, +he pictured it to himself as an artificial creation discharging its +functions by virtue of mathematical laws. A dinner in the city, an +accidental meeting with a man in office, a smile from a pretty woman, +might, by a series of actions deducing themselves from one another, have +gigantic results. Certain Parisian drawing-rooms were like those +machines which take a material in the rough and render it a hundred +times more valuable. He believed in courtesans advising diplomatists, in +wealthy marriages brought about by intrigues, in the cleverness of +convicts, in the capacity of strong men for getting the better of +fortune. In short, he considered it so useful to visit the Dambreuses, +and talked about it so plausibly, that Frederick was at a loss to know +what was the best course to take. + +The least he ought to do, as it was Madame Arnoux's feast-day, was to +make her a present. He naturally thought of a parasol, in order to make +reparation for his awkwardness. Now he came across a shot-silk parasol +with a little carved ivory handle, which had come all the way from +China. But the price of it was a hundred and seventy-five francs, and he +had not a sou, having in fact to live on the credit of his next +quarter's allowance. However, he wished to get it; he was determined to +have it; and, in spite of his repugnance to doing so, he had recourse to +Deslauriers. + +Deslauriers answered Frederick's first question by saying that he had no +money. + +"I want some," said Frederick--"I want some very badly!" + +As the other made the same excuse over again, he flew into a passion. + +"You might find it to your advantage some time----" + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"Oh! nothing." + +The clerk understood. He took the sum required out of his reserve-fund, +and when he had counted out the money, coin by coin: + +"I am not asking you for a receipt, as I see you have a lot of expense!" + +Frederick threw himself on his friend's neck with a thousand +affectionate protestations. Deslauriers received this display of emotion +frigidly. Then, next morning, noticing the parasol on the top of the +piano: + +"Ah! it was for that!" + +"I will send it, perhaps," said Frederick, with an air of carelessness. + +Good fortune was on his side, for that evening he got a note with a +black border from Madame Dambreuse announcing to him that she had lost +an uncle, and excusing herself for having to defer till a later period +the pleasure of making his acquaintance. At two o'clock, he reached the +office of the art journal. Instead of waiting for him in order to drive +him in his carriage, Arnoux had left the city the night before, unable +to resist his desire to get some fresh air. + +Every year it was his custom, as soon as the leaves were budding forth, +to start early in the morning and to remain away several days, making +long journeys across the fields, drinking milk at the farm-houses, +romping with the village girls, asking questions about the harvest, and +carrying back home with him stalks of salad in his pocket-handkerchief. +At length, in order to realise a long-cherished dream of his, he had +bought a country-house. + +While Frederick was talking to the picture-dealer's clerk, Mademoiselle +Vatnaz suddenly made her appearance, and was disappointed at not seeing +Arnoux. He would, perhaps, be remaining away two days longer. The clerk +advised her "to go there"--she could not go there; to write a +letter--she was afraid that the letter might get lost. Frederick offered +to be the bearer of it himself. She rapidly scribbled off a letter, and +implored of him to let nobody see him delivering it. + +Forty minutes afterwards, he found himself at Saint-Cloud. The house, +which was about a hundred paces farther away than the bridge, stood +half-way up the hill. The garden-walls were hidden by two rows of +linden-trees, and a wide lawn descended to the bank of the river. The +railed entrance before the door was open, and Frederick went in. + +Arnoux, stretched on the grass, was playing with a litter of kittens. +This amusement appeared to absorb him completely. Mademoiselle Vatnaz's +letter drew him out of his sleepy idleness. + +"The deuce! the deuce!--this is a bore! She is right, though; I must +go." + +Then, having stuck the missive into his pocket, he showed the young man +through the grounds with manifest delight. He pointed out +everything--the stable, the cart-house, the kitchen. The drawing-room +was at the right, on the side facing Paris, and looked out on a floored +arbour, covered over with clematis. But presently a few harmonious notes +burst forth above their heads: Madame Arnoux, fancying that there was +nobody near, was singing to amuse herself. She executed quavers, +trills, arpeggios. There were long notes which seemed to remain +suspended in the air; others fell in a rushing shower like the spray of +a waterfall; and her voice passing out through the Venetian blind, cut +its way through the deep silence and rose towards the blue sky. She +ceased all at once, when M. and Madame Oudry, two neighbours, presented +themselves. + +Then she appeared herself at the top of the steps in front of the house; +and, as she descended, he caught a glimpse of her foot. She wore little +open shoes of reddish-brown leather, with three straps crossing each +other so as to draw just above her stockings a wirework of gold. + +Those who had been invited arrived. With the exception of Maitre +Lefaucheur, an advocate, they were the same guests who came to the +Thursday dinners. Each of them had brought some present--Dittmer a +Syrian scarf, Rosenwald a scrap-book of ballads, Burieu a water-colour +painting, Sombary one of his own caricatures, and Pellerin a +charcoal-drawing, representing a kind of dance of death, a hideous +fantasy, the execution of which was rather poor. Hussonnet dispensed +with the formality of a present. + +Frederick was waiting to offer his, after the others. + +She thanked him very much for it. Thereupon, he said: + +"Why, 'tis almost a debt. I have been so much annoyed----" + +"At what, pray?" she returned. "I don't understand." + +"Come! dinner is waiting!" said Arnoux, catching hold of his arm; then +in a whisper: "You are not very knowing, certainly!" + +Nothing could well be prettier than the dining-room, painted in +water-green. At one end, a nymph of stone was dipping her toe in a basin +formed like a shell. Through the open windows the entire garden could be +seen with the long lawn flanked by an old Scotch fir, three-quarters +stripped bare; groups of flowers swelled it out in unequal plots; and at +the other side of the river extended in a wide semi-circle the Bois de +Boulogne, Neuilly, Sevres, and Meudon. Before the railed gate in front a +canoe with sail outspread was tacking about. + +They chatted first about the view in front of them, then about scenery +in general; and they were beginning to plunge into discussions when +Arnoux, at half-past nine o'clock, ordered the horse to be put to the +carriage. + +"Would you like me to go back with you?" said Madame Arnoux. + +"Why, certainly!" and, making her a graceful bow: "You know well, +madame, that it is impossible to live without you!" + +Everyone congratulated her on having so good a husband. + +"Ah! it is because I am not the only one," she replied quietly, pointing +towards her little daughter. + +Then, the conversation having turned once more on painting, there was +some talk about a Ruysdael, for which Arnoux expected a big sum, and +Pellerin asked him if it were true that the celebrated Saul Mathias from +London had come over during the past month to make him an offer of +twenty-three thousand francs for it. + +"'Tis a positive fact!" and turning towards Frederick: "That was the +very same gentleman I brought with me a few days ago to the Alhambra, +much against my will, I assure you, for these English are by no means +amusing companions." + +Frederick, who suspected that Mademoiselle Vatnaz's letter contained +some reference to an intrigue, was amazed at the facility with which my +lord Arnoux found a way of passing it off as a perfectly honourable +transaction; but his new lie, which was quite needless, made the young +man open his eyes in speechless astonishment. + +The picture-dealer added, with an air of simplicity: + +"What's the name, by-the-by, of that young fellow, your friend?" + +"Deslauriers," said Frederick quickly. + +And, in order to repair the injustice which he felt he had done to his +comrade, he praised him as one who possessed remarkable ability. + +"Ah! indeed? But he doesn't look such a fine fellow as the other--the +clerk in the wagon-office." + +Frederick bestowed a mental imprecation on Dussardier. She would now be +taking it for granted that he associated with the common herd. + +Then they began to talk about the ornamentation of the capital--the new +districts of the city--and the worthy Oudry happened to refer to M. +Dambreuse as one of the big speculators. + +Frederick, taking advantage of the opportunity to make a good figure, +said he was acquainted with that gentleman. But Pellerin launched into a +harangue against shopkeepers--he saw no difference between them, whether +they were sellers of candles or of money. Then Rosenwald and Burieu +talked about old china; Arnoux chatted with Madame Oudry about +gardening; Sombary, a comical character of the old school, amused +himself by chaffing her husband, referring to him sometimes as "Odry," +as if he were the actor of that name, and remarking that he must be +descended from Oudry, the dog-painter, seeing that the bump of the +animals was visible on his forehead. He even wanted to feel M. Oudry's +skull; but the latter excused himself on account of his wig; and the +dessert ended with loud bursts of laughter. + +When they had taken their coffee, while they smoked, under the +linden-trees, and strolled about the garden for some time, they went out +for a walk along the river. + +The party stopped in front of a fishmonger's shop, where a man was +washing eels. Mademoiselle Marthe wanted to look at them. He emptied the +box in which he had them out on the grass; and the little girl threw +herself on her knees in order to catch them, laughed with delight, and +then began to scream with terror. They all got spoiled, and Arnoux paid +for them. + +He next took it into his head to go out for a sail in the cutter. + +One side of the horizon was beginning to assume a pale aspect, while on +the other side a wide strip of orange colour showed itself in the sky, +deepening into purple at the summits of the hills, which were steeped in +shadow. Madame Arnoux seated herself on a big stone with this glittering +splendour at her back. The other ladies sauntered about here and there. +Hussonnet, at the lower end of the river's bank, went making ducks and +drakes over the water. + +Arnoux presently returned, followed by a weather-beaten long boat, into +which, in spite of the most prudent remonstrances, he packed his +guests. The boat got upset, and they had to go ashore again. + +By this time wax-tapers were burning in the drawing-room, all hung with +chintz, and with branched candlesticks of crystal fixed close to the +walls. Mere Oudry was sleeping comfortably in an armchair, and the +others were listening to M. Lefaucheux expatiating on the glories of the +Bar. Madame Arnoux was sitting by herself near the window. Frederick +came over to her. + +They chatted about the remarks which were being made in their vicinity. +She admired oratory; he preferred the renown gained by authors. But, she +ventured to suggest, it must give a man greater pleasure to move crowds +directly by addressing them in person, face to face, than it does to +infuse into their souls by his pen all the sentiments that animate his +own. Such triumphs as these did not tempt Frederick much, as he had no +ambition. + +Then he broached the subject of sentimental adventures. She spoke +pityingly of the havoc wrought by passion, but expressed indignation at +hypocritical vileness, and this rectitude of spirit harmonised so well +with the regular beauty of her face that it seemed indeed as if her +physical attractions were the outcome of her moral nature. + +She smiled, every now and then, letting her eyes rest on him for a +minute. Then he felt her glances penetrating his soul like those great +rays of sunlight which descend into the depths of the water. He loved +her without mental reservation, without any hope of his love being +returned, unconditionally; and in those silent transports, which were +like outbursts of gratitude, he would fain have covered her forehead +with a rain of kisses. However, an inspiration from within carried him +beyond himself--he felt moved by a longing for self-sacrifice, an +imperative impulse towards immediate self-devotion, and all the stronger +from the fact that he could not gratify it. + +He did not leave along with the rest. Neither did Hussonnet. They were +to go back in the carriage; and the vehicle was waiting just in front of +the steps when Arnoux rushed down and hurried into the garden to gather +some flowers there. Then the bouquet having been tied round with a +thread, as the stems fell down unevenly, he searched in his pocket, +which was full of papers, took out a piece at random, wrapped them up, +completed his handiwork with the aid of a strong pin, and then offered +it to his wife with a certain amount of tenderness. + +"Look here, my darling! Excuse me for having forgotten you!" + +But she uttered a little scream: the pin, having been awkwardly fixed, +had cut her, and she hastened up to her room. They waited nearly a +quarter of an hour for her. At last, she reappeared, carried off Marthe, +and threw herself into the carriage. + +"And your bouquet?" said Arnoux. + +"No! no--it is not worth while!" Frederick was running off to fetch it +for her; she called out to him: + +"I don't want it!" + +But he speedily brought it to her, saying that he had just put it into +an envelope again, as he had found the flowers lying on the floor. She +thrust them behind the leathern apron of the carriage close to the seat, +and off they started. + +Frederick, seated by her side, noticed that she was trembling +frightfully. Then, when they had passed the bridge, as Arnoux was +turning to the left: + +"Why, no! you are making a mistake!--that way, to the right!" + +She seemed irritated; everything annoyed her. At length, Marthe having +closed her eyes, Madame Arnoux drew forth the bouquet, and flung it out +through the carriage-door, then caught Frederick's arm, making a sign to +him with the other hand to say nothing about it. + +After this, she pressed her handkerchief against her lips, and sat quite +motionless. + +The two others, on the dickey, kept talking about printing and about +subscribers. Arnoux, who was driving recklessly, lost his way in the +middle of the Bois de Boulogne. Then they plunged into narrow paths. The +horse proceeded along at a walking pace; the branches of the trees +grazed the hood. Frederick could see nothing of Madame Arnoux save her +two eyes in the shade. Marthe lay stretched across her lap while he +supported the child's head. + +"She is tiring you!" said her mother. + +He replied: + +"No! Oh, no!" + +Whirlwinds of dust rose up slowly. They passed through Auteuil. All the +houses were closed up; a gas-lamp here and there lighted up the angle of +a wall; then once more they were surrounded by darkness. At one time he +noticed that she was shedding tears. + +Was this remorse or passion? What in the world was it? This grief, of +whose exact nature he was ignorant, interested him like a personal +matter. There was now a new bond between them, as if, in a sense, they +were accomplices; and he said to her in the most caressing voice he +could assume: + +"You are ill?" + +"Yes, a little," she returned. + +The carriage rolled on, and the honeysuckles and the syringas trailed +over the garden fences, sending forth puffs of enervating odour into the +night air. Her gown fell around her feet in numerous folds. It seemed to +him as if he were in communication with her entire person through the +medium of this child's body which lay stretched between them. He stooped +over the little girl, and spreading out her pretty brown tresses, kissed +her softly on the forehead. + +"You are good!" said Madame Arnoux. + +"Why?" + +"Because you are fond of children." + +"Not all!" + +He said no more, but he let his left hand hang down her side wide open, +fancying that she would follow his example perhaps, and that he would +find her palm touching his. Then he felt ashamed and withdrew it. They +soon reached the paved street. The carriage went on more quickly; the +number of gas-lights vastly increased--it was Paris. Hussonnet, in front +of the lumber-room, jumped down from his seat. Frederick waited till +they were in the courtyard before alighting; then he lay in ambush at +the corner of the Rue de Choiseul, and saw Arnoux slowly making his way +back to the boulevards. + +Next morning he began working as hard as ever he could. + +He saw himself in an Assize Court, on a winter's evening, at the close +of the advocates' speeches, when the jurymen are looking pale, and when +the panting audience make the partitions of the praetorium creak; and +after having being four hours speaking, he was recapitulating all his +proofs, feeling with every phrase, with every word, with every gesture, +the chopper of the guillotine, which was suspended behind him, rising +up; then in the tribune of the Chamber, an orator who bears on his lips +the safety of an entire people, drowning his opponents under his figures +of rhetoric, crushing them under a repartee, with thunders and musical +intonations in his voice, ironical, pathetic, fiery, sublime. She would +be there somewhere in the midst of the others, hiding beneath her veil +her enthusiastic tears. After that they would meet again, and he would +be unaffected by discouragements, calumnies, and insults, if she would +only say, "Ah, that is beautiful!" while drawing her light hand across +his brow. + +These images flashed, like beacon-lights, on the horizon of his life. +His intellect, thereby excited, became more active and more vigorous. He +buried himself in study till the month of August, and was successful at +his final examination. + +Deslauriers, who had found it so troublesome to coach him once more for +the second examination at the close of December, and for the third in +February, was astonished at his ardour. Then the great expectations of +former days returned. In ten years it was probable that Frederick would +be deputy; in fifteen a minister. Why not? With his patrimony, which +would soon come into his hands, he might, at first, start a newspaper; +this would be the opening step in his career; after that they would see +what the future would bring. As for himself, he was still ambitious of +obtaining a chair in the Law School; and he sustained his thesis for +the degree of Doctor in such a remarkable fashion that it won for him +the compliments of the professors. + +Three days afterwards, Frederick took his own degree. Before leaving for +his holidays, he conceived the idea of getting up a picnic to bring to a +close their Saturday reunions. + +He displayed the utmost gaiety on the occasion. Madame Arnoux was now +with her mother at Chartres. But he would soon come across her again, +and would end by being her lover. + +Deslauriers, admitted the same day to the young advocates' pleading +rehearsals at Orsay, had made a speech which was greatly applauded. +Although he was sober, he drank a little more wine than was good for +him, and said to Dussardier at dessert: + +"You are an honest fellow!--and, when I'm a rich man, I'll make you my +manager." + +All were in a state of delight. Cisy was not going to finish his +law-course. Martinon intended to remain during the period before his +admission to the Bar in the provinces, where he would be nominated a +deputy-magistrate. Pellerin was devoting himself to the production of a +large picture representing "The Genius of the Revolution." Hussonnet +was, in the following week, about to read for the Director of Public +Amusements the scheme of a play, and had no doubt as to its success: + +"As for the framework of the drama, they may leave that to me! As for +the passions, I have knocked about enough to understand them thoroughly; +and as for witticisms, they're entirely in my line!" + +He gave a spring, fell on his two hands, and thus moved for some time +around the table with his legs in the air. This performance, worthy of +a street-urchin, did not get rid of Senecal's frowns. He had just been +dismissed from the boarding-school, in which he had been a teacher, for +having given a whipping to an aristocrat's son. His straitened +circumstances had got worse in consequence: he laid the blame of this on +the inequalities of society, and cursed the wealthy. He poured out his +grievances into the sympathetic ears of Regimbart, who had become every +day more and more disillusioned, saddened, and disgusted. The Citizen +had now turned his attention towards questions arising out of the +Budget, and blamed the Court party for the loss of millions in Algeria. + +As he could not sleep without having paid a visit to the Alexandre +smoking-divan, he disappeared at eleven o'clock. The rest went away some +time afterwards; and Frederick, as he was parting with Hussonnet, +learned that Madame Arnoux was to have come back the night before. + +He accordingly went to the coach-office to change his time for starting +to the next day; and, at about six o'clock in the evening, presented +himself at her house. Her return, the door keeper said, had been put off +for a week. Frederick dined alone, and then lounged about the +boulevards. + +Rosy clouds, scarf-like in form, stretched beyond the roofs; the +shop-tents were beginning to be taken away; water-carts were letting a +shower of spray fall over the dusty pavement; and an unexpected coolness +was mingled with emanations from cafes, as one got a glimpse through +their open doors, between some silver plate and gilt ware, of flowers in +sheaves, which were reflected in the large sheets of glass. The crowd +moved on at a leisurely pace. Groups of men were chatting in the middle +of the footpath; and women passed along with an indolent expression in +their eyes and that camelia tint in their complexions which intense heat +imparts to feminine flesh. Something immeasurable in its vastness seemed +to pour itself out and enclose the houses. Never had Paris looked so +beautiful. He saw nothing before him in the future but an interminable +series of years all full of love. + +He stopped in front of the theatre of the Porte Saint-Martin to look at +the bill; and, for want of something to occupy him, paid for a seat and +went in. + +An old-fashioned dramatic version of a fairy-tale was the piece on the +stage. There was a very small audience; and through the skylights of the +top gallery the vault of heaven seemed cut up into little blue squares, +whilst the stage lamps above the orchestra formed a single line of +yellow illuminations. The scene represented a slave-market at Pekin, +with hand-bells, tomtoms, sweeping robes, sharp-pointed caps, and +clownish jokes. Then, as soon as the curtain fell, he wandered into the +foyer all alone and gazed out with admiration at a large green landau +which stood on the boulevard outside, before the front steps of the +theatre, yoked to two white horses, while a coachman with short breeches +held the reins. + +He had just got back to his seat when, in the balcony, a lady and a +gentleman entered the first box in front of the stage. The husband had a +pale face with a narrow strip of grey beard round it, the rosette of a +Government official, and that frigid look which is supposed to +characterise diplomatists. + +His wife, who was at least twenty years younger, and who was neither +tall nor under-sized, neither ugly nor pretty, wore her fair hair in +corkscrew curls in the English fashion, and displayed a long-bodiced +dress and a large black lace fan. To make people so fashionable as these +come to the theatre at such a season one would imagine either that there +was some accidental cause, or that they had got tired of spending the +evening in one another's society. The lady kept nibbling at her fan, +while the gentleman yawned. Frederick could not recall to mind where he +had seen that face. + +In the next interval between the acts, while passing through one of the +lobbies, he came face to face with both of them. As he bowed in an +undecided manner, M. Dambreuse, at once recognising him, came up and +apologised for having treated him with unpardonable neglect. It was an +allusion to the numerous visiting-cards he had sent in accordance with +the clerk's advice. However, he confused the periods, supposing that +Frederick was in the second year of his law-course. Then he said he +envied the young man for the opportunity of going into the country. He +sadly needed a little rest himself, but business kept him in Paris. + +Madame Dambreuse, leaning on his arm, nodded her head slightly, and the +agreeable sprightliness of her face contrasted with its gloomy +expression a short time before. + +"One finds charming diversions in it, nevertheless," she said, after her +husband's last remark. "What a stupid play that was--was it not, +Monsieur?" And all three of them remained there chatting about theatres +and new pieces. + +Frederick, accustomed to the grimaces of provincial dames, had not seen +in any woman such ease of manner combined with that simplicity which is +the essence of refinement, and in which ingenuous souls trace the +expression of instantaneous sympathy. + +They would expect to see him as soon as he returned. M. Dambreuse told +him to give his kind remembrances to Pere Roque. + +Frederick, when he reached his lodgings, did not fail to inform +Deslauriers of their hospitable invitation. + +"Grand!" was the clerk's reply; "and don't let your mamma get round you! +Come back without delay!" + +On the day after his arrival, as soon as they had finished breakfast, +Madame Moreau brought her son out into the garden. + +She said she was happy to see him in a profession, for they were not as +rich as people imagined. The land brought in little; the people who +farmed it paid badly. She had even been compelled to sell her carriage. +Finally, she placed their situation in its true colours before him. + +During the first embarrassments which followed the death of her late +husband, M. Roque, a man of great cunning, had made her loans of money +which had been renewed, and left long unpaid, in spite of her desire to +clear them off. He had suddenly made a demand for immediate payment, and +she had gone beyond the strict terms of the agreement by giving up to +him, at a contemptible figure, the farm of Presles. Ten years later, her +capital disappeared through the failure of a banker at Melun. Through a +horror which she had of mortgages, and to keep up appearances, which +might be necessary in view of her son's future, she had, when Pere Roque +presented himself again, listened to him once more. But now she was free +from debt. In short, there was left them an income of about ten thousand +francs, of which two thousand three hundred belonged to him--his entire +patrimony. + +"It isn't possible!" exclaimed Frederick. + +She nodded her head, as if to declare that it was perfectly possible. + +But his uncle would leave him something? + +That was by no means certain! + +And they took a turn around the garden without exchanging a word. At +last she pressed him to her heart, and in a voice choked with rising +tears: + +"Ah! my poor boy! I have had to give up my dreams!" + +He seated himself on a bench in the shadow of the large acacia. + +Her advice was that he should become a clerk to M. Prouharam, solicitor, +who would assign over his office to him; if he increased its value, he +might sell it again and find a good practice. + +Frederick was no longer listening to her. He was gazing automatically +across the hedge into the other garden opposite. + +A little girl of about twelve with red hair happened to be there all +alone. She had made earrings for herself with the berries of the +service-tree. Her bodice, made of grey linen-cloth, allowed her +shoulders, slightly gilded by the sun, to be seen. Her short white +petticoat was spotted with the stains made by sweets; and there was, so +to speak, the grace of a young wild animal about her entire person, at +the same time, nervous and thin. Apparently, the presence of a stranger +astonished her, for she had stopped abruptly with her watering-pot in +her hand darting glances at him with her large bright eyes, which were +of a limpid greenish-blue colour. + +"That is M. Roque's daughter," said Madame Moreau. "He has just married +his servant and legitimised the child that he had by her." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +Blighted Hopes. + + +Ruined, stripped of everything, undermined! + +He remained seated on the bench, as if stunned by a shock. He cursed +Fate; he would have liked to beat somebody; and, to intensify his +despair, he felt a kind of outrage, a sense of disgrace, weighing down +upon him; for Frederick had been under the impression that the fortune +coming to him through his father would mount up one day to an income of +fifteen thousand livres, and he had so informed the Arnoux' in an +indirect sort of way. So then he would be looked upon as a braggart, a +rogue, an obscure blackguard, who had introduced himself to them in the +expectation of making some profit out of it! And as for her--Madame +Arnoux--how could he ever see her again now? + +Moreover, that was completely impossible when he had only a yearly +income of three thousand francs, He could not always lodge on the fourth +floor, have the door keeper as a servant, and make his appearance with +wretched black gloves turning blue at the ends, a greasy hat, and the +same frock-coat for a whole year. No, no! never! And yet without her +existence was intolerable. Many people were well able to live without +any fortune, Deslauriers amongst the rest; and he thought himself a +coward to attach so much importance to matters of trifling consequence. +Need would perhaps multiply his faculties a hundredfold. He excited +himself by thinking on the great men who had worked in garrets. A soul +like that of Madame Arnoux ought to be touched at such a spectacle, and +she would be moved by it to sympathetic tenderness. So, after all, this +catastrophe was a piece of good fortune; like those earthquakes which +unveil treasures, it had revealed to him the hidden wealth of his +nature. But there was only one place in the world where this could be +turned to account--Paris; for to his mind, art, science, and love (those +three faces of God, as Pellerin would have said) were associated +exclusively with the capital. That evening, he informed his mother of +his intention to go back there. Madame Moreau was surprised and +indignant. She regarded it as a foolish and absurd course. It would be +better to follow her advice, namely, to remain near her in an office. +Frederick shrugged his shoulders, "Come now"--looking on this proposal +as an insult to himself. + +Thereupon, the good lady adopted another plan. In a tender voice broken +by sobs she began to dwell on her solitude, her old age, and the +sacrifices she had made for him. Now that she was more unhappy than +ever, he was abandoning her. Then, alluding to the anticipated close of +her life: + +"A little patience--good heavens! you will soon be free!" + +These lamentations were renewed twenty times a day for three months; and +at the same time the luxuries of a home made him effeminate. He found it +enjoyable to have a softer bed and napkins that were not torn, so that, +weary, enervated, overcome by the terrible force of comfort, Frederick +allowed himself to be brought to Maitre Prouharam's office. + +He displayed there neither knowledge nor aptitude. Up to this time, he +had been regarded as a young man of great means who ought to be the +shining light of the Department. The public would now come to the +conclusion that he had imposed upon them. + +At first, he said to himself: + +"It is necessary to inform Madame Arnoux about it;" and for a whole week +he kept formulating in his own mind dithyrambic letters and short notes +in an eloquent and sublime style. The fear of avowing his actual +position restrained him. Then he thought that it was far better to write +to the husband. Arnoux knew life and could understand the true state of +the case. At length, after a fortnight's hesitation: + +"Bah! I ought not to see them any more: let them forget me! At any rate, +I shall be cherished in her memory without having sunk in her +estimation! She will believe that I am dead, and will regret +me--perhaps." + +As extravagant resolutions cost him little, he swore in his own mind +that he would never return to Paris, and that he would not even make any +enquiries about Madame Arnoux. + +Nevertheless, he regretted the very smell of the gas and the noise of +the omnibuses. He mused on the things that she might have said to him, +on the tone of her voice, on the light of her eyes--and, regarding +himself as a dead man, he no longer did anything at all. + +He arose very late, and looked through the window at the passing teams +of wagoners. The first six months especially were hateful. + +On certain days, however, he was possessed by a feeling of indignation +even against her. Then he would go forth and wander through the meadows, +half covered in winter time by the inundations of the Seine. They were +cut up by rows of poplar-trees. Here and there arose a little bridge. He +tramped about till evening, rolling the yellow leaves under his feet, +inhaling the fog, and jumping over the ditches. As his arteries began to +throb more vigorously, he felt himself carried away by a desire to do +something wild; he longed to become a trapper in America, to attend on a +pasha in the East, to take ship as a sailor; and he gave vent to his +melancholy in long letters to Deslauriers. + +The latter was struggling to get on. The slothful conduct of his friend +and his eternal jeremiads appeared to him simply stupid. Their +correspondence soon became a mere form. Frederick had given up all his +furniture to Deslauriers, who stayed on in the same lodgings. From time +to time his mother spoke to him. At length he one day told her about the +present he had made, and she was giving him a rating for it, when a +letter was placed in his hands. + +"What is the matter now?" she said, "you are trembling?" + +"There is nothing the matter with me," replied Frederick. + +Deslauriers informed him that he had taken Senecal under his protection, +and that for the past fortnight they had been living together. So now +Senecal was exhibiting himself in the midst of things that had come +from the Arnoux's shop. He might sell them, criticise, make jokes about +them. Frederick felt wounded in the depths of his soul. He went up to +his own apartment. He felt a yearning for death. + +His mother called him to consult him about a plantation in the garden. + +This garden was, after the fashion of an English park, cut in the middle +by a stick fence; and the half of it belonged to Pere Roque, who had +another for vegetables on the bank of the river. The two neighbours, +having fallen out, abstained from making their appearance there at the +same hour. But since Frederick's return, the old gentleman used to walk +about there more frequently, and was not stinted in his courtesies +towards Madame Moreau's son. He pitied the young man for having to live +in a country town. One day he told him that Madame Dambreuse had been +anxious to hear from him. On another occasion he expatiated on the +custom of Champagne, where the stomach conferred nobility. + +"At that time you would have been a lord, since your mother's name was +De Fouvens. And 'tis all very well to talk--never mind! there's +something in a name. After all," he added, with a sly glance at +Frederick, "that depends on the Keeper of the Seals." + +This pretension to aristocracy contrasted strangely with his personal +appearance. As he was small, his big chestnut-coloured frock-coat +exaggerated the length of his bust. When he took off his hat, a face +almost like that of a woman with an extremely sharp nose could be seen; +his hair, which was of a yellow colour, resembled a wig. He saluted +people with a very low bow, brushing against the wall. + +Up to his fiftieth year, he had been content with the services of +Catherine, a native of Lorraine, of the same age as himself, who was +strongly marked with small-pox. But in the year 1834, he brought back +with him from Paris a handsome blonde with a sheep-like type of +countenance and a "queenly carriage." Ere long, she was observed +strutting about with large earrings; and everything was explained by the +birth of a daughter who was introduced to the world under the name of +Elisabeth Olympe Louise Roque. + +Catherine, in her first ebullition of jealousy, expected that she would +curse this child. On the contrary, she became fond of the little girl, +and treated her with the utmost care, consideration, and tenderness, in +order to supplant her mother and render her odious--an easy task, +inasmuch as Madame Eleonore entirely neglected the little one, +preferring to gossip at the tradesmen's shops. On the day after her +marriage, she went to pay a visit at the Sub-prefecture, no longer +"thee'd" and "thou'd" the servants, and took it into her head that, as a +matter of good form, she ought to exhibit a certain severity towards the +child. She was present while the little one was at her lessons. The +teacher, an old clerk who had been employed at the Mayor's office, did +not know how to go about the work of instructing the girl. The pupil +rebelled, got her ears boxed, and rushed away to shed tears on the lap +of Catherine, who always took her part. After this the two women +wrangled, and M. Roque ordered them to hold their tongues. He had +married only out of tender regard for his daughter, and did not wish to +be annoyed by them. + +She often wore a white dress with ribbons, and pantalettes trimmed with +lace; and on great festival-days she would leave the house attired like +a princess, in order to mortify a little the matrons of the town, who +forbade their brats to associate with her on account of her illegitimate +birth. + +She passed her life nearly always by herself in the garden, went +see-sawing on the swing, chased butterflies, then suddenly stopped to +watch the floral beetles swooping down on the rose-trees. It was, no +doubt, these habits which imparted to her face an expression at the same +time of audacity and dreaminess. She had, moreover, a figure like +Marthe, so that Frederick said to her, at their second interview: + +"Will you permit me to kiss you, mademoiselle?" + +The little girl lifted up her head and replied: + +"I will!" + +But the stick-hedge separated them from one another. + +"We must climb over," said Frederick. + +"No, lift me up!" + +He stooped over the hedge, and raising her off the ground with his +hands, kissed her on both cheeks; then he put her back on her own side +by a similar process; and this performance was repeated on the next +occasions when they found themselves together. + +Without more reserve than a child of four, as soon as she heard her +friend coming, she sprang forward to meet him, or else, hiding behind a +tree, she began yelping like a dog to frighten him. + +One day, when Madame Moreau had gone out, he brought her up to his own +room. She opened all the scent-bottles, and pomaded her hair +plentifully; then, without the slightest embarrassment, she lay down on +the bed, where she remained stretched out at full length, wide awake. + +"I fancy myself your wife," she said to him. + +Next day he found her all in tears. She confessed that she had been +"weeping for her sins;" and, when he wished to know what they were, she +hung down her head, and answered: + +"Ask me no more!" + +The time for first communion was at hand. She had been brought to +confession in the morning. The sacrament scarcely made her wiser. +Occasionally, she got into a real passion; and Frederick was sent for to +appease her. + +He often brought her with him in his walks. While he indulged in +day-dreams as he walked along, she would gather wild poppies at the +edges of the corn-fields; and, when she saw him more melancholy than +usual, she tried to console him with her pretty childish prattle. His +heart, bereft of love, fell back on this friendship inspired by a little +girl. He gave her sketches of old fogies, told her stories, and devoted +himself to reading books for her. + +He began with the _Annales Romantiques_, a collection of prose and verse +celebrated at the period. Then, forgetting her age, so much was he +charmed by her intelligence, he read for her in succession, _Atala_, +_Cinq-Mars_, and _Les Feuilles d'Automne_. But one night (she had that +very evening heard _Macbeth_ in Letourneur's simple translation) she +woke up, exclaiming: + +"The spot! the spot!" Her teeth chattered, she shivered, and, fixing +terrified glances on her right hand, she kept rubbing it, saying: + +"Always a spot!" + +At last a doctor was brought, who directed that she should be kept free +from violent emotions. + +The townsfolk saw in this only an unfavourable prognostic for her +morals. It was said that "young Moreau" wished to make an actress of her +later. + +Soon another event became the subject of discussion--namely, the arrival +of uncle Barthelemy. Madame Moreau gave up her sleeping-apartment to +him, and was so gracious as to serve up meat to him on fast-days. + +The old man was not very agreeable. He was perpetually making +comparisons between Havre and Nogent, the air of which he considered +heavy, the bread bad, the streets ill-paved, the food indifferent, and +the inhabitants very lazy. "How wretched trade is with you in this +place!" He blamed his deceased brother for his extravagance, pointing +out by way of contrast that he had himself accumulated an income of +twenty-seven thousand livres a year. At last, he left at the end of the +week, and on the footboard of the carriage gave utterance to these by no +means reassuring words: + +"I am always very glad to know that you are in a good position." + +"You will get nothing," said Madame Moreau as they re-entered the +dining-room. + +He had come only at her urgent request, and for eight days she had been +seeking, on her part, for an opening--only too clearly perhaps. She +repented now of having done so, and remained seated in her armchair with +her head bent down and her lips tightly pressed together. Frederick sat +opposite, staring at her; and they were both silent, as they had been +five years before on his return home by the Montereau steamboat. This +coincidence, which presented itself even to her mind, recalled Madame +Arnoux to his recollection. + +At that moment the crack of a whip outside the window reached their +ears, while a voice was heard calling out to him. + +It was Pere Roque, who was alone in his tilted cart. He was going to +spend the whole day at La Fortelle with M. Dambreuse, and cordially +offered to drive Frederick there. + +"You have no need of an invitation as long as you are with me. Don't be +afraid!" + +Frederick felt inclined to accept this offer. But how would he explain +his fixed sojourn at Nogent? He had not a proper summer suit. Finally, +what would his mother say? He accordingly decided not to go. + +From that time, their neighbour exhibited less friendliness. Louise was +growing tall; Madame Eleonore fell dangerously ill; and the intimacy +broke off, to the great delight of Madame Moreau, who feared lest her +son's prospects of being settled in life might be affected by +association with such people. + +She was thinking of purchasing for him the registrarship of the Court of +Justice. Frederick raised no particular objection to this scheme. He now +accompanied her to mass; in the evening he took a hand in a game of "all +fours." He became accustomed to provincial habits of life, and allowed +himself to slide into them; and even his love had assumed a character of +mournful sweetness, a kind of soporific charm. By dint of having poured +out his grief in his letters, mixed it up with everything he read, given +full vent to it during his walks through the country, he had almost +exhausted it, so that Madame Arnoux was for him, as it were, a dead +woman whose tomb he wondered that he did not know, so tranquil and +resigned had his affection for her now become. + +One day, the 12th of December, 1845, about nine o'clock in the morning, +the cook brought up a letter to his room. The address, which was in big +characters, was written in a hand he was not acquainted with; and +Frederick, feeling sleepy, was in no great hurry to break the seal. At +length, when he did so, he read: + + "Justice of the Peace at Havre, + 3rd Arrondissement. + +"MONSIEUR,--Monsieur Moreau, your uncle, having died intestate----" + +He had fallen in for the inheritance! As if a conflagration had burst +out behind the wall, he jumped out of bed in his shirt, with his feet +bare. He passed his hand over his face, doubting the evidence of his own +eyes, believing that he was still dreaming, and in order to make his +mind more clearly conscious of the reality of the event, he flung the +window wide open. + +There had been a fall of snow; the roofs were white, and he even +recognised in the yard outside a washtub which had caused him to stumble +after dark the evening before. + +He read the letter over three times in succession. Could there be +anything more certain? His uncle's entire fortune! A yearly income of +twenty-seven thousand livres![5] And he was overwhelmed with frantic joy +at the idea of seeing Madame Arnoux once more. With the vividness of a +hallucination he saw himself beside her, at her house, bringing her some +present in silver paper, while at the door stood a tilbury--no, a +brougham rather!--a black brougham, with a servant in brown livery. He +could hear his horse pawing the ground and the noise of the curb-chain +mingling with the rippling sound of their kisses. And every day this was +renewed indefinitely. He would receive them in his own house: the +dining-room would be furnished in red leather; the boudoir in yellow +silk; sofas everywhere! and such a variety of whatnots, china vases, and +carpets! These images came in so tumultuous a fashion into his mind that +he felt his head turning round. Then he thought of his mother; and he +descended the stairs with the letter in his hand. + +[Footnote 5: About L1,350.--Translator.] + +Madame Moreau made an effort to control her emotion, but could not keep +herself from swooning. Frederick caught her in his arms and kissed her +on the forehead. + +"Dear mother, you can now buy back your carriage--laugh then! shed no +more tears! be happy!" + +[Illustration: Laugh then! shed no more tears! be happy!] + +Ten minutes later the news had travelled as far as the faubourgs. Then +M. Benoist, M. Gamblin, M. Chambion, and other friends hurried towards +the house. Frederick got away for a minute in order to write to +Deslauriers. Then other visitors turned up. The afternoon passed in +congratulations. They had forgotten all about "Roque's wife," who, +however, was declared to be "very low." + +When they were alone, the same evening, Madame Moreau said to her son +that she would advise him to set up as an advocate at Troyes. As he was +better known in his own part of the country than in any other, he might +more easily find there a profitable connection. + +"Ah, it is too hard!" exclaimed Frederick. He had scarcely grasped his +good fortune in his hands when he longed to carry it to Madame Arnoux. +He announced his express determination to live in Paris. + +"And what are you going to do there?" + +"Nothing!" + +Madame Moreau, astonished at his manner, asked what he intended to +become. + +"A minister," was Frederick's reply. And he declared that he was not at +all joking, that he meant to plunge at once into diplomacy, and that his +studies and his instincts impelled him in that direction. He would first +enter the Council of State under M. Dambreuse's patronage. + +"So then, you know him?" + +"Oh, yes--through M. Roque." + +"That is singular," said Madame Moreau. He had awakened in her heart her +former dreams of ambition. She internally abandoned herself to them, and +said no more about other matters. + +If he had yielded to his impatience, Frederick would have started that +very instant. Next morning every seat in the diligence had been engaged; +and so he kept eating out his heart till seven o'clock in the evening. + +They had sat down to dinner when three prolonged tolls of the +church-bell fell on their ears; and the housemaid, coming in, informed +them that Madame Eleonore had just died. + +This death, after all, was not a misfortune for anyone, not even for her +child. The young girl would only find it all the better for herself +afterwards. + +As the two houses were close to one another, a great coming and going +and a clatter of tongues could be heard; and the idea of this corpse +being so near them threw a certain funereal gloom over their parting. +Madame Moreau wiped her eyes two or three times. Frederick felt his +heart oppressed. + +When the meal was over, Catherine stopped him between two doors. +Mademoiselle had peremptorily expressed a wish to see him. She was +waiting for him in the garden. He went out there, strode over the hedge, +and knocking more or less against the trees, directed his steps towards +M. Roque's house. Lights were glittering through a window in the second +story then a form appeared in the midst of the darkness, and a voice +whispered: + +"'Tis I!" + +She seemed to him taller than usual, owing to her black dress, no doubt. +Not knowing what to say to her, he contented himself with catching her +hands, and sighing forth: + +"Ah! my poor Louise!" + +She did not reply. She gazed at him for a long time with a look of sad, +deep earnestness. + +Frederick was afraid of missing the coach; he fancied that he could hear +the rolling of wheels some distance away, and, in order to put an end to +the interview without any delay: + +"Catherine told me that you had something----" + +"Yes--'tis true! I wanted to tell you----" + +He was astonished to find that she addressed him in the plural; and, as +she again relapsed into silence: + +"Well, what?" + +"I don't know. I forget! Is it true that you're going away?" + +"Yes, I'm starting just now." + +She repeated: "Ah! just now?--for good?--we'll never see one another +again?" + +She was choking with sobs. + +"Good-bye! good-bye! embrace me then!" + +And she threw her arms about him passionately. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +A Change of Fortune. + + +Then he had taken his place behind the other passengers in the front of +the diligence, and when the vehicle began to shake as the five horses +started into a brisk trot all at the same time, he allowed himself to +plunge into an intoxicating dream of the future. Like an architect +drawing up the plan of a palace, he mapped out his life beforehand. He +filled it with dainties and with splendours; it rose up to the sky; a +profuse display of allurements could be seen there; and so deeply was he +buried in the contemplation of these things that he lost sight of all +external objects. + +At the foot of the hill of Sourdun his attention was directed to the +stage which they had reached in their journey. They had travelled only +about five kilometres[6] at the most. He was annoyed at this tardy rate +of travelling. He pulled down the coach-window in order to get a view of +the road. He asked the conductor several times at what hour they would +reach their destination. However, he eventually regained his composure, +and remained seated in his corner of the vehicle with eyes wide open. + +[Footnote 6: A little over three miles.--Translator.] + +The lantern, which hung from the postilion's seat, threw its light on +the buttocks of the shaft-horses. In front, only the manes of the other +horses could be seen undulating like white billows. Their breathing +caused a kind of fog to gather at each side of the team. The little iron +chains of the harness rang; the windows shook in their sashes; and the +heavy coach went rolling at an even pace over the pavement. Here and +there could be distinguished the wall of a barn, or else an inn standing +by itself. Sometimes, as they entered a village, a baker's oven threw +out gleams of light; and the gigantic silhouettes of the horses kept +rushing past the walls of the opposite houses. At every change of +horses, when the harness was unfastened, there was a great silence for a +minute. Overhead, under the awning, some passenger might be heard +tapping with his feet, while a woman sitting at the threshold of the +door screened her candle with her hand. Then the conductor would jump on +the footboard, and the vehicle would start on its way again. + +At Mormans, the striking of the clocks announced that it was a quarter +past one. + +"So then we are in another day," he thought, "we have been in it for +some time!" + +But gradually his hopes and his recollections, Nogent, the Rue de +Choiseul, Madame Arnoux, and his mother, all got mixed up together. + +He was awakened by the dull sound of wheels passing over planks: they +were crossing the Pont de Charenton--it was Paris. Then his two +travelling companions, the first taking off his cap, and the second his +silk handkerchief, put on their hats, and began to chat. + +The first, a big, red-faced man in a velvet frock-coat, was a merchant; +the second was coming up to the capital to consult a physician; and, +fearing that he had disturbed this gentleman during the night, Frederick +spontaneously apologised to him, so much had the young man's heart been +softened by the feelings of happiness that possessed it. The wharf of +the wet dock being flooded, no doubt, they went straight ahead; and once +more they could see green fields. In the distance, tall factory-chimneys +were sending forth their smoke. Then they turned into Ivry. Then drove +up a street: all at once, he saw before him the dome of the Pantheon. + +The plain, quite broken up, seemed a waste of ruins. The enclosing wall +of the fortifications made a horizontal swelling there; and, on the +footpath, on the ground at the side of the road, little branchless trees +were protected by laths bristling with nails. Establishments for +chemical products and timber-merchants' yards made their appearance +alternately. High gates, like those seen in farm-houses, afforded +glimpses, through their opening leaves, of wretched yards within, full +of filth, with puddles of dirty water in the middle of them. Long +wine-shops, of the colour of ox's blood, displayed in the first floor, +between the windows, two billiard-cues crossing one another, with a +wreath of painted flowers. Here and there might be noticed a half-built +plaster hut, which had been allowed to remain unfinished. Then the +double row of houses was no longer interrupted; and over their bare +fronts enormous tin cigars showed themselves at some distance from each +other, indicating tobacconists' shops. Midwives' signboards represented +in each case a matron in a cap rocking a doll under a counterpane +trimmed with lace. The corners of the walls were covered with placards, +which, three-quarters torn, were quivering in the wind like rags. +Workmen in blouses, brewers' drays, laundresses' and butchers' carts +passed along. A thin rain was falling. It was cold. There was a pale +sky; but two eyes, which to him were as precious as the sun, were +shining behind the haze. + +They had to wait a long time at the barrier, for vendors of poultry, +wagoners, and a flock of sheep caused an obstruction there. The sentry, +with his great-coat thrown back, walked to and fro in front of his box, +to keep himself warm. The clerk who collected the city-dues clambered up +to the roof of the diligence, and a cornet-a-piston sent forth a +flourish. They went down the boulevard at a quick trot, the +whipple-trees clapping and the traces hanging loose. The lash of the +whip went cracking through the moist air. The conductor uttered his +sonorous shout: + +"Look alive! look alive! oho!" and the scavengers drew out of the way, +the pedestrians sprang back, the mud gushed against the coach-windows; +they crossed dung-carts, cabs, and omnibuses. At length, the iron gate +of the Jardin des Plantes came into sight. + +The Seine, which was of a yellowish colour, almost reached the platforms +of the bridges. A cool breath of air issued from it. Frederick inhaled +it with his utmost energy, drinking in this good air of Paris, which +seems to contain the effluvia of love and the emanations of the +intellect. He was touched with emotion at the first glimpse of a +hackney-coach. He gazed with delight on the thresholds of the +wine-merchants' shops garnished with straw, on the shoe-blacks with +their boxes, on the lads who sold groceries as they shook their +coffee-burners. Women hurried along at a jog-trot with umbrellas over +their heads. He bent forward to try whether he could distinguish their +faces--chance might have led Madame Arnoux to come out. + +The shops displayed their wares. The crowd grew denser; the noise in the +streets grew louder. After passing the Quai Saint-Bernard, the Quai de +la Tournelle, and the Quai Montebello, they drove along the Quai +Napoleon. He was anxious to see the windows there; but they were too far +away from him. Then they once more crossed the Seine over the Pont-Neuf, +and descended in the direction of the Louvre; and, having traversed the +Rues Saint-Honore, Croix des Petits-Champs, and Du Bouloi, he reached +the Rue Coq-Heron, and entered the courtyard of the hotel. + +To make his enjoyment last the longer, Frederick dressed himself as +slowly as possible, and even walked as far as the Boulevard Montmartre. +He smiled at the thought of presently beholding once more the beloved +name on the marble plate. He cast a glance upwards; there was no longer +a trace of the display in the windows, the pictures, or anything else. + +He hastened to the Rue de Choiseul. M. and Madame Arnoux no longer +resided there, and a woman next door was keeping an eye on the porter's +lodge. Frederick waited to see the porter himself. After some time he +made his appearance--it was no longer the same man. He did not know +their address. + +Frederick went into a cafe, and, while at breakfast, consulted the +Commercial Directory. There were three hundred Arnoux in it, but no +Jacques Arnoux. Where, then, were they living? Pellerin ought to know. + +He made his way to the very top of the Faubourg Poissonniere, to the +artist's studio. As the door had neither a bell nor a knocker, he rapped +loudly on it with his knuckles, and then called out--shouted. But the +only response was the echo of his voice from the empty house. + +After this he thought of Hussonnet; but where could he discover a man of +that sort? On one occasion he had waited on Hussonnet when the latter +was paying a visit to his mistress's house in the Rue de Fleurus. +Frederick had just reached the Rue de Fleurus when he became conscious +of the fact that he did not even know the lady's name. + +He had recourse to the Prefecture of Police. He wandered from staircase +to staircase, from office to office. He found that the Intelligence +Department was closed for the day, and was told to come back again next +morning. + +Then he called at all the picture-dealers' shops that he could discover, +and enquired whether they could give him any information as to Arnoux's +whereabouts. The only answer he got was that M. Arnoux was no longer in +the trade. + +At last, discouraged, weary, sickened, he returned to his hotel, and +went to bed. Just as he was stretching himself between the sheets, an +idea flashed upon him which made him leap up with delight: + +"Regimbart! what an idiot I was not to think of him before!" + +Next morning, at seven o'clock, he arrived in the Rue Notre Dame des +Victoires, in front of a dram-shop, where Regimbart was in the habit of +drinking white wine. It was not yet open. He walked about the +neighbourhood, and at the end of about half-an-hour, presented himself +at the place once more. Regimbart had left it. + +Frederick rushed out into the street. He fancied that he could even +notice Regimbart's hat some distance away. A hearse and some mourning +coaches intercepted his progress. When they had got out of the way, the +vision had disappeared. + +Fortunately, he recalled to mind that the Citizen breakfasted every day +at eleven o'clock sharp, at a little restaurant in the Place Gaillon. +All he had to do was to wait patiently till then; and, after sauntering +about from the Bourse to the Madeleine, and from the Madeleine to the +Gymnase, so long that it seemed as if it would never come to an end, +Frederick, just as the clocks were striking eleven, entered the +restaurant in the Rue Gaillon, certain of finding Regimbart there. + +"Don't know!" said the restaurant-keeper, in an unceremonious tone. + +Frederick persisted: the man replied: + +"I have no longer any acquaintance with him, Monsieur"--and, as he +spoke, he raised his eyebrows majestically and shook his head in a +mysterious fashion. + +But, in their last interview, the Citizen had referred to the Alexandre +smoking-divan. Frederick swallowed a cake, jumped into a cab, and asked +the driver whether there happened to be anywhere on the heights of +Sainte-Genevieve a certain Cafe Alexandre. The cabman drove him to the +Rue des Francs Bourgeois Saint-Michel, where there was an establishment +of that name, and in answer to his question: + +"M. Regimbart, if you please?" the keeper of the cafe said with an +unusually gracious smile: + +"We have not seen him as yet, Monsieur," while he directed towards his +wife, who sat behind the counter, a look of intelligence. And the next +moment, turning towards the clock: + +"But he'll be here, I hope, in ten minutes, or at most a quarter of an +hour. Celestin, hurry with the newspapers! What would Monsieur like to +take?" + +Though he did not want to take anything, Frederick swallowed a glass of +rum, then a glass of kirsch, then a glass of curacoa, then several +glasses of grog, both cold and hot. He read through that day's _Siecle_, +and then read it over again; he examined the caricatures in the +_Charivari_ down to the very tissue of the paper. When he had finished, +he knew the advertisements by heart. From time to time, the tramp of +boots on the footpath outside reached his ears--it was he! and some +one's form would trace its outlines on the window-panes; but it +invariably passed on. + +In order to get rid of the sense of weariness he experienced, Frederick +shifted his seat. He took up his position at the lower end of the room; +then at the right; after that at the left; and he remained in the middle +of the bench with his arms stretched out. But a cat, daintily pressing +down the velvet at the back of the seat, startled him by giving a sudden +spring, in order to lick up the spots of syrup on the tray; and the +child of the house, an insufferable brat of four, played noisily with a +rattle on the bar steps. His mother, a pale-faced little woman, with +decayed teeth, was smiling in a stupid sort of way. What in the world +could Regimbart be doing? Frederick waited for him in an exceedingly +miserable frame of mind. + +The rain clattered like hail on the covering of the cab. Through the +opening in the muslin curtain he could see the poor horse in the street +more motionless than a horse made of wood. The stream of water, becoming +enormous, trickled down between two spokes of the wheels, and the +coachman was nodding drowsily with the horsecloth wrapped round him for +protection, but fearing lest his fare might give him the slip, he opened +the door every now and then, with the rain dripping from him as if +falling from a mountain torrent; and, if things could get worn out by +looking at them, the clock ought to have by this time been utterly +dissolved, so frequently did Frederick rivet his eyes on it. However, it +kept going. "Mine host" Alexandre walked up and down repeating, "He'll +come! Cheer up! he'll come!" and, in order to divert his thoughts, +talked politics, holding forth at some length. He even carried civility +so far as to propose a game of dominoes. + +At length when it was half-past four, Frederick, who had been there +since about twelve, sprang to his feet, and declared that he would not +wait any longer. + +"I can't understand it at all myself," replied the cafe-keeper, in a +tone of straightforwardness. "This is the first time that M. Ledoux has +failed to come!" + +"What! Monsieur Ledoux?" + +"Why, yes, Monsieur!" + +"I said Regimbart," exclaimed Frederick, exasperated. + +"Ah! a thousand pardons! You are making a mistake! Madame Alexandre, did +not Monsieur say M. Ledoux?" + +And, questioning the waiter: "You heard him yourself, just as I did?" + +No doubt, to pay his master off for old scores, the waiter contented +himself with smiling. + +Frederick drove back to the boulevards, indignant at having his time +wasted, raging against the Citizen, but craving for his presence as if +for that of a god, and firmly resolved to drag him forth, if necessary, +from the depths of the most remote cellars. The vehicle in which he was +driving only irritated him the more, and he accordingly got rid of it. +His ideas were in a state of confusion. Then all the names of the cafes +which he had heard pronounced by that idiot burst forth at the same time +from his memory like the thousand pieces of an exhibition of +fireworks--the Cafe Gascard, the Cafe Grimbert, the Cafe Halbout, the +Bordelais smoking-divan, the Havanais, the Havrais, the Boeuf a la +Mode, the Brasserie Allemande, and the Mere Morel; and he made his way +to all of them in succession. But in one he was told that Regimbart had +just gone out; in another, that he might perhaps call at a later hour; +in a third, that they had not seen him for six months; and, in another +place, that he had the day before ordered a leg of mutton for Saturday. +Finally, at Vautier's dining-rooms, Frederick, on opening the door, +knocked against the waiter. + +"Do you know M. Regimbart?" + +"What, monsieur! do I know him? 'Tis I who have the honour of attending +on him. He's upstairs--he is just finishing his dinner!" + +And, with a napkin under his arm, the master of the establishment +himself accosted him: + +"You're asking him for M. Regimbart, monsieur? He was here a moment +ago." + +Frederick gave vent to an oath, but the proprietor of the dining-rooms +stated that he would find the gentleman as a matter of certainty at +Bouttevilain's. + +"I assure you, on my honour, he left a little earlier than usual, for he +had a business appointment with some gentlemen. But you'll find him, I +tell you again, at Bouttevilain's, in the Rue Saint-Martin, No. 92, the +second row of steps at the left, at the end of the courtyard--first +floor--door to the right!" + +At last, he saw Regimbart, in a cloud of tobacco-smoke, by himself, at +the lower end of the refreshment-room, near the billiard-table, with a +glass of beer in front of him, and his chin lowered in a thoughtful +attitude. + +"Ah! I have been a long time searching for you!" + +Without rising, Regimbart extended towards him only two fingers, and, as +if he had seen Frederick the day before, he gave utterance to a number +of commonplace remarks about the opening of the session. + +Frederick interrupted him, saying in the most natural tone he could +assume: + +"Is Arnoux going on well?" + +The reply was a long time coming, as Regimbart was gargling the liquor +in his throat: + +"Yes, not badly." + +"Where is he living now?" + +"Why, in the Rue Paradis Poissonniere," the Citizen returned with +astonishment. + +"What number?" + +"Thirty-seven--confound it! what a funny fellow you are!" + +Frederick rose. + +"What! are you going?" + +"Yes, yes! I have to make a call--some business matter I had forgotten! +Good-bye!" + +Frederick went from the smoking-divan to the Arnoux's residence, as if +carried along by a tepid wind, with a sensation of extreme ease such as +people experience in dreams. + +He found himself soon on the second floor in front of a door, at the +ringing of whose bell a servant appeared. A second door was flung open. +Madame Arnoux was seated near the fire. Arnoux jumped up, and rushed +across to embrace Frederick. She had on her lap a little boy not quite +three years old. Her daughter, now as tall as herself, was standing up +at the opposite side of the mantelpiece. + +"Allow me to present this gentleman to you," said Arnoux, taking his son +up in his arms. And he amused himself for some minutes in making the +child jump up in the air very high, and then catching him with both +hands as he came down. + +"You'll kill him!--ah! good heavens, have done!" exclaimed Madame +Arnoux. + +But Arnoux, declaring that there was not the slightest danger, still +kept tossing up the child, and even addressed him in words of endearment +such as nurses use in the Marseillaise dialect, his natal tongue: "Ah! +my fine picheoun! my ducksy of a little nightingale!" + +Then, he asked Frederick why he had been so long without writing to +them, what he had been doing down in the country, and what brought him +back. + +"As for me, I am at present, my dear friend, a dealer in faience. But +let us talk about yourself!" + +Frederick gave as reasons for his absence a protracted lawsuit and the +state of his mother's health. + +He laid special stress on the latter subject in order to make himself +interesting. He ended by saying that this time he was going to settle in +Paris for good; and he said nothing about the inheritance, lest it might +be prejudicial to his past. + +The curtains, like the upholstering of the furniture, were of maroon +damask wool. Two pillows were close beside one another on the bolster. +On the coal-fire a kettle was boiling; and the shade of the lamp, which +stood near the edge of the chest of drawers, darkened the apartment. +Madame Arnoux wore a large blue merino dressing-gown. With her face +turned towards the fire and one hand on the shoulder of the little boy, +she unfastened with the other the child's bodice. The youngster in his +shirt began to cry, while scratching his head, like the son of M. +Alexandre. + +Frederick expected that he would have felt spasms of joy; but the +passions grow pale when we find ourselves in an altered situation; and, +as he no longer saw Madame Arnoux in the environment wherein he had +known her, she seemed to him to have lost some of her fascination; to +have degenerated in some way that he could not comprehend--in fact, not +to be the same. He was astonished at the serenity of his own heart. He +made enquiries about some old friends, about Pellerin, amongst others. + +"I don't see him often," said Arnoux. She added: + +"We no longer entertain as we used to do formerly!" + +Was the object of this to let him know that he would get no invitation +from them? But Arnoux, continuing to exhibit the same cordiality, +reproached him for not having come to dine with them uninvited; and he +explained why he had changed his business. + +"What are you to do in an age of decadence like ours? Great painting is +gone out of fashion! Besides, we may import art into everything. You +know that, for my part, I am a lover of the beautiful. I must bring you +one of these days to see my earthenware works." + +And he wanted to show Frederick immediately some of his productions in +the store which he had between the ground-floor and the first floor. + +Dishes, soup-tureens, and washhand-basins encumbered the floor. Against +the walls were laid out large squares of pavement for bathrooms and +dressing-rooms, with mythological subjects in the Renaissance style; +whilst in the centre, a pair of whatnots, rising up to the ceiling, +supported ice-urns, flower-pots, candelabra, little flower-stands, and +large statuettes of many colours, representing a negro or a shepherdess +in the Pompadour fashion. Frederick, who was cold and hungry, was bored +with Arnoux's display of his wares. He hurried off to the Cafe Anglais, +where he ordered a sumptuous supper, and while eating, said to himself: + +"I was well off enough below there with all my troubles! She scarcely +took any notice of me! How like a shopkeeper's wife!" + +And in an abrupt expansion of healthfulness, he formed egoistic +resolutions. He felt his heart as hard as the table on which his elbows +rested. So then he could by this time plunge fearlessly into the vortex +of society. The thought of the Dambreuses recurred to his mind. He would +make use of them. Then he recalled Deslauriers to mind. "Ah! faith, so +much the worse!" Nevertheless, he sent him a note by a messenger, making +an appointment with him for the following day, in order that they might +breakfast together. + +Fortune had not been so kind to the other. + +He had presented himself at the examination for a fellowship with a +thesis on the law of wills, in which he maintained that the powers of +testators ought to be restricted as much as possible; and, as his +adversary provoked him in such a way as to make him say foolish things, +he gave utterance to many of these absurdities without in any way +inducing the examiners to falter in deciding that he was wrong. Then +chance so willed it that he should choose by lot, as a subject for a +lecture, Prescription. Thereupon, Deslauriers gave vent to some +lamentable theories: the questions in dispute in former times ought to +be brought forward as well as those which had recently arisen; why +should the proprietor be deprived of his estate because he could furnish +his title-deeds only after the lapse of thirty-one years? This was +giving the security of the honest man to the inheritor of the enriched +thief. Every injustice was consecrated by extending this law, which was +a form of tyranny, the abuse of force! He had even exclaimed: "Abolish +it; and the Franks will no longer oppress the Gauls, the English oppress +the Irish, the Yankee oppress the Redskins, the Turks oppress the Arabs, +the whites oppress the blacks, Poland----" + +The President interrupted him: "Well! well! Monsieur, we have nothing to +do with your political opinions--you will have them represented in your +behalf by-and-by!" + +Deslauriers did not wish to have his opinions represented; but this +unfortunate Title XX. of the Third Book of the Civil Code had become a +sort of mountain over which he stumbled. He was elaborating a great work +on "Prescription considered as the Basis of the Civil Law and of the Law +of Nature amongst Peoples"; and he got lost in Dunod, Rogerius, Balbus, +Merlin, Vazeille, Savigny, Traplong, and other weighty authorities on +the subject. In order to have more leisure for the purpose of devoting +himself to this task, he had resigned his post of head-clerk. He lived +by giving private tuitions and preparing theses; and at the meetings of +newly-fledged barristers to rehearse legal arguments he frightened by +his display of virulence those who held conservative views, all the +young doctrinaires who acknowledged M. Guizot as their master--so that +in a certain set he had gained a sort of celebrity, mingled, in a slight +degree, with lack of confidence in him as an individual. + +He came to keep the appointment in a big paletot, lined with red +flannel, like the one Senecal used to wear in former days. + +Human respect on account of the passers-by prevented them from straining +one another long in an embrace of friendship; and they made their way to +Vefour's arm-in-arm, laughing pleasantly, though with tear-drops +lingering in the depths of their eyes. Then, as soon as they were free +from observation, Deslauriers exclaimed: + +"Ah! damn it! we'll have a jolly time of it now!" + +Frederick was not quite pleased to find Deslauriers all at once +associating himself in this way with his own newly-acquired +inheritance. His friend exhibited too much pleasure on account of them +both, and not enough on his account alone. + +After this, Deslauriers gave details about the reverse he had met with, +and gradually told Frederick all about his occupations and his daily +existence, speaking of himself in a stoical fashion, and of others in +tones of intense bitterness. He found fault with everything; there was +not a man in office who was not an idiot or a rascal. He flew into a +passion against the waiter for having a glass badly rinsed, and, when +Frederick uttered a reproach with a view to mitigating his wrath: "As if +I were going to annoy myself with such numbskulls, who, you must know, +can earn as much as six and even eight thousand francs a year, who are +electors, perhaps eligible as candidates. Ah! no, no!" + +Then, with a sprightly air, "But I've forgotten that I'm talking to a +capitalist, to a Mondor,[7] for you are a Mondor now!" + +[Footnote 7: Mondor was a celebrated Italian charlatan, who, +in the seventeenth century, settled in Paris and made a large +fortune.--Translator.] + +And, coming back to the question of the inheritance, he gave expression +to this view--that collateral successorship (a thing unjust in itself, +though in the present case he was glad it was possible) would be +abolished one of these days at the approaching revolution. + +"Do you believe in that?" said Frederick. + +"Be sure of it!" he replied. "This sort of thing cannot last. There is +too much suffering. When I see into the wretchedness of men like +Senecal----" + +"Always Senecal!" thought Frederick. + +"But, at all events, tell me the news? Are you still in love with Madame +Arnoux? Is it all over--eh?" + +Frederick, not knowing what answer to give him, closed his eyes and hung +down his head. + +With regard to Arnoux, Deslauriers told him that the journal was now the +property of Hussonnet, who had transformed it. It was called "_L'Art_, a +literary institution--a company with shares of one hundred francs each; +capital of the firm, forty thousand francs," each shareholder having the +right to put into it his own contributions; for "the company has for its +object to publish the works of beginners, to spare talent, perchance +genius, the sad crises which drench," etc. + +"You see the dodge!" There was, however, something to be effected by the +change--the tone of the journal could be raised; then, without any +delay, while retaining the same writers, and promising a continuation of +the feuilleton, to supply the subscribers with a political organ: the +amount to be advanced would not be very great. + +"What do you think of it? Come! would you like to have a hand in it?" + +Frederick did not reject the proposal; but he pointed out that it was +necessary for him to attend to the regulation of his affairs. + +"After that, if you require anything----" + +"Thanks, my boy!" said Deslauriers. + +Then, they smoked puros, leaning with their elbows on the shelf covered +with velvet beside the window. The sun was shining; the air was balmy. +Flocks of birds, fluttering about, swooped down into the garden. The +statues of bronze and marble, washed by the rain, were glistening. +Nursery-maids wearing aprons, were seated on chairs, chatting together; +and the laughter of children could be heard mingling with the continuous +plash that came from the sheaf-jets of the fountain. + +Frederick was troubled by Deslauriers' irritability; but under the +influence of the wine which circulated through his veins, half-asleep, +in a state of torpor, with the sun shining full on his face, he was no +longer conscious of anything save a profound sense of comfort, a kind of +voluptuous feeling that stupefied him, as a plant is saturated with heat +and moisture. Deslauriers, with half-closed eyelids, was staring +vacantly into the distance. His breast swelled, and he broke out in the +following strain: + +"Ah! those were better days when Camille Desmoulins, standing below +there on a table, drove the people on to the Bastille. Men really lived +in those times; they could assert themselves, and prove their strength! +Simple advocates commanded generals. Kings were beaten by beggars; +whilst now----" + +He stopped, then added all of a sudden: + +"Pooh! the future is big with great things!" + +And, drumming a battle-march on the window-panes, he declaimed some +verses of Barthelemy, which ran thus: + + "'That dread Assembly shall again appear, + Which, after forty years, fills you with fear, + Marching with giant stride and dauntless soul'[8] + +--I don't know the rest of it! But 'tis late; suppose we go?" + +[Footnote 8: "Elle reparaitra, la terrible Assemblee, + Dont, apres quarante ans, votre tete est troublee, + Colosse qui sans peur marche d'un pas puissant."] + +And he went on setting forth his theories in the street. + +Frederick, without listening to him, was looking at certain materials +and articles of furniture in the shop-windows which would be suitable +for his new residence in Paris; and it was, perhaps, the thought of +Madame Arnoux that made him stop before a second-hand dealer's window, +where three plates made of fine ware were exposed to view. They were +decorated with yellow arabesques with metallic reflections, and were +worth a hundred crowns apiece. He got them put by. + +"For my part, if I were in your place," said Deslauriers, "I would +rather buy silver plate," revealing by this love of substantial things +the man of mean extraction. + +As soon as he was alone, Frederick repaired to the establishment of the +celebrated Pomadere, where he ordered three pairs of trousers, two +coats, a pelisse trimmed with fur, and five waistcoats. Then he called +at a bootmaker's, a shirtmaker's, and a hatter's, giving them directions +in each shop to make the greatest possible haste. Three days later, on +the evening of his return from Havre, he found his complete wardrobe +awaiting him in his Parisian abode; and impatient to make use of it, he +resolved to pay an immediate visit to the Dambreuses. But it was too +early yet--scarcely eight o'clock. + +"Suppose I went to see the others?" said he to himself. + +He came upon Arnoux, all alone, in the act of shaving in front of his +glass. The latter proposed to drive him to a place where they could +amuse themselves, and when M. Dambreuse was referred to, "Ah, that's +just lucky! You'll see some of his friends there. Come on, then! It will +be good fun!" + +Frederick asked to be excused. Madame Arnoux recognised his voice, and +wished him good-day, through the partition, for her daughter was +indisposed, and she was also rather unwell herself. The noise of a +soup-ladle against a glass could be heard from within, and all those +quivering sounds made by things being lightly moved about, which are +usual in a sick-room. Then Arnoux left his dressing-room to say good-bye +to his wife. He brought forward a heap of reasons for going out: + +"You know well that it is a serious matter! I must go there; 'tis a case +of necessity. They'll be waiting for me!" + +"Go, go, my dear! Amuse yourself!" + +Arnoux hailed a hackney-coach: + +"Palais Royal, No. 7 Montpensier Gallery." And, as he let himself sink +back in the cushions: + +"Ah! how tired I am, my dear fellow! It will be the death of me! +However, I can tell it to you--to you!" + +He bent towards Frederick's ear in a mysterious fashion: + +"I am trying to discover again the red of Chinese copper!" + +And he explained the nature of the glaze and the little fire. + +On their arrival at Chevet's shop, a large hamper was brought to him, +which he stowed away in the hackney-coach. Then he bought for his "poor +wife" pine-apples and various dainties, and directed that they should be +sent early next morning. + +After this, they called at a costumer's establishment; it was to a ball +they were going. + +Arnoux selected blue velvet breeches, a vest of the same material, and a +red wig; Frederick a domino; and they went down the Rue de Laval towards +a house the second floor of which was illuminated by coloured lanterns. + +At the foot of the stairs they heard violins playing above. + +"Where the deuce are you bringing me to?" said Frederick. + +"To see a nice girl! don't be afraid!" + +The door was opened for them by a groom; and they entered the anteroom, +where paletots, mantles, and shawls were thrown together in a heap on +some chairs. A young woman in the costume of a dragoon of Louis XIV.'s +reign was passing at that moment. It was Mademoiselle Rosanette Bron, +the mistress of the place. + +"Well?" said Arnoux. + +"'Tis done!" she replied. + +"Ah! thanks, my angel!" + +And he wanted to kiss her. + +"Take care, now, you foolish man! You'll spoil the paint on my face!" + +Arnoux introduced Frederick. + +"Step in there, Monsieur; you are quite welcome!" + +She drew aside a door-curtain, and cried out with a certain emphasis: + +"Here's my lord Arnoux, girl, and a princely friend of his!" + +Frederick was at first dazzled by the lights. He could see nothing save +some silk and velvet dresses, naked shoulders, a mass of colours swaying +to and fro to the accompaniment of an orchestra hidden behind green +foliage, between walls hung with yellow silk, with pastel portraits here +and there and crystal chandeliers in the style of Louis XVI.'s period. +High lamps, whose globes of roughened glass resembled snowballs, looked +down on baskets of flowers placed on brackets in the corners; and at the +opposite side, at the rear of a second room, smaller in size, one could +distinguish, in a third, a bed with twisted posts, and at its head a +Venetian mirror. + +The dancing stopped, and there were bursts of applause, a hubbub of +delight, as Arnoux was seen advancing with his hamper on his head; the +eatables contained in it made a lump in the centre. + +"Make way for the lustre!" + +Frederick raised his eyes: it was the lustre of old Saxe that had +adorned the shop attached to the office of _L'Art Industriel_. The +memory of former days was brought back to his mind. But a foot-soldier +of the line in undress, with that silly expression of countenance +ascribed by tradition to conscripts, planted himself right in front of +him, spreading out his two arms in order to emphasise his astonishment, +and, in spite of the hideous black moustaches, unusually pointed, which +disfigured his face, Frederick recognised his old friend Hussonnet. In a +half-Alsatian, half-negro kind of gibberish, the Bohemian loaded him +with congratulations, calling him his colonel. Frederick, put out of +countenance by the crowd of personages assembled around him, was at a +loss for an answer. At a tap on the desk from a fiddlestick, the +partners in the dance fell into their places. + +They were about sixty in number, the women being for the most part +dressed either as village-girls or marchionesses, and the men, who were +nearly all of mature age, being got up as wagoners, 'longshoremen, or +sailors. + +Frederick having taken up his position close to the wall, stared at +those who were going through the quadrille in front of him. + +An old beau, dressed like a Venetian Doge in a long gown or purple silk, +was dancing with Mademoiselle Rosanette, who wore a green coat, laced +breeches, and boots of soft leather with gold spurs. The pair in front +of them consisted of an Albanian laden with yataghans and a Swiss girl +with blue eyes and skin white as milk, who looked as plump as a quail +with her chemise-sleeves and red corset exposed to view. In order to +turn to account her hair, which fell down to her hips, a tall blonde, a +walking lady in the opera, had assumed the part of a female savage; and +over her brown swaddling-cloth she displayed nothing save leathern +breeches, glass bracelets, and a tinsel diadem, from which rose a large +sheaf of peacock's feathers. In front of her, a gentleman who had +intended to represent Pritchard,[9] muffled up in a grotesquely big +black coat, was beating time with his elbows on his snuff-box. A little +Watteau shepherd in blue-and-silver, like moonlight, dashed his crook +against the thyrsus of a Bacchante crowned with grapes, who wore a +leopard's skin over her left side, and buskins with gold ribbons. On the +other side, a Polish lady, in a spencer of nacarat-coloured velvet, made +her gauze petticoat flutter over her pearl-gray stockings, which rose +above her fashionable pink boots bordered with white fur. She was +smiling on a big-paunched man of forty, disguised as a choir-boy, who +was skipping very high, lifting up his surplice with one hand, and with +the other his red clerical cap. But the queen, the star, was +Mademoiselle Loulou, a celebrated dancer at public halls. As she had now +become wealthy, she wore a large lace collar over her vest of smooth +black velvet; and her wide trousers of poppy-coloured silk, clinging +closely to her figure, and drawn tight round her waist by a cashmere +scarf, had all over their seams little natural white camellias. Her pale +face, a little puffed, and with the nose somewhat _retrousse_, looked +all the more pert from the disordered appearance of her wig, over which +she had with a touch of her hand clapped a man's grey felt hat, so that +it covered her right ear; and, with every bounce she made, her pumps, +adorned with diamond buckles, nearly reached the nose of her neighbour, +a big mediaeval baron, who was quite entangled in his steel armour. There +was also an angel, with a gold sword in her hand, and two swan's wings +over her back, who kept rushing up and down, every minute losing her +partner who appeared as Louis XIV., displaying an utter ignorance of the +figures and confusing the quadrille. + +[Footnote 9: This probably refers to the English astronomer of that +name.--Translator.] + +Frederick, as he gazed at these people, experienced a sense of +forlornness, a feeling of uneasiness. He was still thinking of Madame +Arnoux and it seemed to him as if he were taking part in some plot that +was being hatched against her. + +When the quadrille was over, Mademoiselle Rosanette accosted him. She +was slightly out of breath, and her gorget, polished like a mirror, +swelled up softly under her chin. + +"And you, Monsieur," said she, "don't you dance?" + +Frederick excused himself; he did not know how to dance. + +"Really! but with me? Are you quite sure?" And, poising herself on one +hip, with her other knee a little drawn back, while she stroked with her +left hand the mother-of-pearl pommel of her sword, she kept staring at +him for a minute with a half-beseeching, half-teasing air. At last she +said "Good night! then," made a pirouette, and disappeared. + +Frederick, dissatisfied with himself, and not well knowing what to do, +began to wander through the ball-room. + +He entered the boudoir padded with pale blue silk, with bouquets of +flowers from the fields, whilst on the ceiling, in a circle of gilt +wood, Cupids, emerging out of an azure sky, played over the clouds, +resembling down in appearance. This display of luxuries, which would +to-day be only trifles to persons like Rosanette, dazzled him, and he +admired everything--the artificial convolvuli which adorned the surface +of the mirror, the curtains on the mantelpiece, the Turkish divan, and a +sort of tent in a recess in the wall, with pink silk hangings and a +covering of white muslin overhead. Furniture made of dark wood with +inlaid work of copper filled the sleeping apartment, where, on a +platform covered with swan's-down, stood the large canopied bedstead +trimmed with ostrich-feathers. Pins, with heads made of precious stones, +stuck into pincushions, rings trailing over trays, lockets with hoops of +gold, and little silver chests, could be distinguished in the shade +under the light shed by a Bohemian urn suspended from three chainlets. +Through a little door, which was slightly ajar, could be seen a +hot-house occupying the entire breadth of a terrace, with an aviary at +the other end. + +Here were surroundings specially calculated to charm him. In a sudden +revolt of his youthful blood he swore that he would enjoy such things; +he grew bold; then, coming back to the place opening into the +drawing-room, where there was now a larger gathering--it kept moving +about in a kind of luminous pulverulence--he stood to watch the +quadrilles, blinking his eyes to see better, and inhaling the soft +perfumes of the women, which floated through the atmosphere like an +immense kiss. + +But, close to him, on the other side of the door, was +Pellerin--Pellerin, in full dress, his left arm over his breast and with +his hat and a torn white glove in his right. + +"Halloa! 'Tis a long time since we saw you! Where the deuce have you +been? Gone to travel in Italy? 'Tis a commonplace country enough--Italy, +eh? not so unique as people say it is? No matter! Will you bring me your +sketches one of these days?" + +And, without giving him time to answer, the artist began talking about +himself. He had made considerable progress, having definitely satisfied +himself as to the stupidity of the line. We ought not to look so much +for beauty and unity in a work as for character and diversity of +subject. + +"For everything exists in nature; therefore, everything is legitimate; +everything is plastic. It is only a question of catching the note, mind +you! I have discovered the secret." And giving him a nudge, he repeated +several times, "I have discovered the secret, you see! just look at that +little woman with the head-dress of a sphinx who is dancing with a +Russian postilion--that's neat, dry, fixed, all in flats and in stiff +tones--indigo under the eyes, a patch of vermilion on the cheek, and +bistre on the temples--pif! paf!" And with his thumb he drew, as it +were, pencil-strokes in the air. "Whilst the big one over there," he +went on, pointing towards a fishwife in a cherry gown with a gold cross +hanging from her neck, and a lawn fichu fastened round her shoulders, +"is nothing but curves. The nostrils are spread out just like the +borders of her cap; the corners of the mouth are rising up; the chin +sinks: all is fleshy, melting, abundant, tranquil, and sunshiny--a true +Rubens! Nevertheless, they are both perfect! Where, then, is the type?" +He grew warm with the subject. "What is this but a beautiful woman? What +is it but the beautiful? Ah! the beautiful--tell me what that is----" + +Frederick interrupted him to enquire who was the merry-andrew with the +face of a he-goat, who was in the very act of blessing all the dancers +in the middle of a pastourelle. + +"Oh! he's not much!--a widower, the father of three boys. He leaves them +without breeches, spends his whole day at the club, and lives with the +servant!" + +"And who is that dressed like a bailiff talking in the recess of the +window to a Marquise de Pompadour?" + +"The Marquise is Mademoiselle Vandael, formerly an actress at the +Gymnase, the mistress of the Doge, the Comte de Palazot. They have now +been twenty years living together--nobody can tell why. Had she fine +eyes at one time, this woman? As for the citizen by her side, his name +is Captain d'Herbigny, an old man of the hurdy-gurdy sort that you can +play on, with nothing in the world except his Cross of the Legion of +Honour and his pension. He passes for the uncle of the grisettes at +festival times, arranges duels, and dines in the city." + +"A rascal?" said Frederick. + +"No! an honest man!" + +"Ha!" + +The artist was going on to mention the names of many others, when, +perceiving a gentleman who, like Moliere's physician, wore a big black +serge gown opening very wide as it descended in order to display all his +trinkets: + +"The person who presents himself there before you is Dr. Des Rogis, who, +full of rage at not having made a name for himself, has written a book +of medical pornography, and willingly blacks people's boots in society, +while he is at the same time discreet. These ladies adore him. He and +his wife (that lean chatelaine in the grey dress) trip about together at +every public place--aye, and at other places too. In spite of domestic +embarrassments, they have a _day_--artistic teas, at which verses are +recited. Attention!" + +In fact, the doctor came up to them at that moment; and soon they formed +all three, at the entrance to the drawing-room, a group of talkers, +which was presently augmented by Hussonnet, then by the lover of the +female savage, a young poet who displayed, under a court cloak of +Francis I.'s reign, the most pitiful of anatomies, and finally a +sprightly youth disguised as a Turk of the barrier. But his vest with +its yellow galloon had taken so many voyages on the backs of strolling +dentists, his wide trousers full of creases, were of so faded a red, his +turban, rolled about like an eel in the Tartar fashion, was so poor in +appearance--in short, his entire costume was so wretched and made-up, +that the women did not attempt to hide their disgust. The doctor +consoled him by pronouncing eulogies on his mistress, the lady in the +dress of a 'longshorewoman. This Turk was a banker's son. + +Between two quadrilles, Rosanette advanced towards the mantelpiece, +where an obese little old man, in a maroon coat with gold buttons, had +seated himself in an armchair. In spite of his withered cheeks, which +fell over his white cravat, his hair, still fair, and curling naturally +like that of a poodle, gave him a certain frivolity of aspect. + +She was listening to him with her face bent close to his. Presently, she +accommodated him with a little glass of syrup; and nothing could be more +dainty than her hands under their laced sleeves, which passed over the +facings of her green coat. When the old man had swallowed it, he kissed +them. + +"Why, that's M. Oudry, a neighbor of Arnoux!" + +"He has lost her!" said Pellerin, smiling. + +A Longjumeau postilion caught her by the waist. A waltz was beginning. +Then all the women, seated round the drawing-room on benches, rose up +quickly at the same time; and their petticoats, their scarfs, and their +head-dresses went whirling round. + +They whirled so close to him that Frederick could notice the beads of +perspiration on their foreheads; and this gyral movement, more and more +lively, regular, provocative of dizzy sensations, communicated to his +mind a sort of intoxication, which made other images surge up within it, +while every woman passed with the same dazzling effect, and each of them +with a special kind of exciting influence, according to her style of +beauty. + +The Polish lady, surrendering herself in a languorous fashion, inspired +him with a longing to clasp her to his heart while they were both +spinning forward on a sledge along a plain covered with snow. Horizons +of tranquil voluptuousness in a chalet at the side of a lake opened out +under the footsteps of the Swiss girl, who waltzed with her bust erect +and her eyelashes drooping. Then, suddenly, the Bacchante, bending back +her head with its dark locks, made him dream of devouring caresses in a +wood of oleanders, in the midst of a storm, to the confused +accompaniment of tabours. The fishwife, who was panting from the +rapidity of the music, which was far too great for her, gave vent to +bursts of laughter; and he would have liked, while drinking with her in +some tavern in the "Porcherons,"[10] to rumple her fichu with both +hands, as in the good old times. But the 'longshorewoman, whose light +toes barely skimmed the floor, seemed to conceal under the suppleness of +her limbs and the seriousness of her face all the refinements of modern +love, which possesses the exactitude of a science and the mobility of a +bird. Rosanette was whirling with arms akimbo; her wig, in an awkward +position, bobbing over her collar, flung iris-powder around her; and, at +every turn, she was near catching hold of Frederick with the ends of her +gold spurs. + +[Footnote 10: The "Porcherons" was the name given to an old quarter of +Paris famous for its taverns, situated between the Rue du Faubourg +Montmartre and the Rue de Saint-Lazare.--Translator.] + +During the closing bar of the waltz, Mademoiselle Vatnaz made her +appearance. She had an Algerian handkerchief on her head, a number of +piastres on her forehead, antimony at the edges of her eyes, with a kind +of paletot made of black cashmere falling over a petticoat of sparkling +colour, with stripes of silver; and in her hand she held a tambourine. + +Behind her back came a tall fellow in the classical costume of Dante, +who happened to be--she now made no concealment any longer about it--the +ex-singer of the Alhambra, and who, though his name was Auguste +Delamare, had first called himself Antenor Delamarre, then Delmas, then +Belmar, and at last Delmar, thus modifying and perfecting his name, as +his celebrity increased, for he had forsaken the public-house concert +for the theatre, and had even just made his _debut_ in a noisy fashion +at the Ambigu in _Gaspardo le Pecheur_. + +Hussonnet, on seeing him, knitted his brows. Since his play had been +rejected, he hated actors. It was impossible to conceive the vanity of +individuals of this sort, and above all of this fellow. "What a prig! +Just look at him!" + +After a light bow towards Rosanette, Delmar leaned back against the +mantelpiece; and he remained motionless with one hand over his heart, +his left foot thrust forward, his eyes raised towards heaven, with his +wreath of gilt laurels above his cowl, while he strove to put into the +expression of his face a considerable amount of poetry in order to +fascinate the ladies. They made, at some distance, a great circle around +him. + +But the Vatnaz, having given Rosanette a prolonged embrace, came to beg +of Hussonnet to revise, with a view to the improvement of the style, an +educational work which she intended to publish, under the title of "The +Young Ladies' Garland," a collection of literature and moral philosophy. + +The man of letters promised to assist her in the preparation of the +work. Then she asked him whether he could not in one of the prints to +which he had access give her friend a slight puff, and even assign to +him, later, some part. Hussonnet had forgotten to take a glass of punch +on account of her. + +It was Arnoux who had brewed the beverage; and, followed by the Comte's +groom carrying an empty tray, he offered it to the ladies with a +self-satisfied air. + +When he came to pass in front of M. Oudry, Rosanette stopped him. + +"Well--and this little business?" + +He coloured slightly; finally, addressing the old man: + +"Our fair friend tells me that you would have the kindness----" + +"What of that, neighbour? I am quite at your service!" + +And M. Dambreuse's name was pronounced. As they were talking to one +another in low tones, Frederick could only hear indistinctly; and he +made his way to the other side of the mantelpiece, where Rosanette and +Delmar were chatting together. + +The mummer had a vulgar countenance, made, like the scenery of the +stage, to be viewed from a distance--coarse hands, big feet, and a heavy +jaw; and he disparaged the most distinguished actors, spoke of poets +with patronising contempt, made use of the expressions "my organ," "my +physique," "my powers," enamelling his conversation with words that were +scarcely intelligible even to himself, and for which he had quite an +affection, such as "_morbidezza_," "analogue," and "homogeneity." + +Rosanette listened to him with little nods of approbation. One could see +her enthusiasm bursting out under the paint on her cheeks, and a touch +of moisture passed like a veil over her bright eyes of an indefinable +colour. How could such a man as this fascinate her? Frederick internally +excited himself to greater contempt for him, in order to banish, +perhaps, the species of envy which he felt with regard to him. + +Mademoiselle Vatnaz was now with Arnoux, and, while laughing from time +to time very loudly, she cast glances towards Rosanette, of whom M. +Oudry did not lose sight. + +Then Arnoux and the Vatnaz disappeared. The old man began talking in a +subdued voice to Rosanette. + +"Well, yes, 'tis settled then! Leave me alone!" + +And she asked Frederick to go and give a look into the kitchen to see +whether Arnoux happened to be there. + +A battalion of glasses half-full covered the floor; and the saucepans, +the pots, the turbot-kettle, and the frying-stove were all in a state of +commotion. Arnoux was giving directions to the servants, whom he +"thee'd" and "thou'd," beating up the mustard, tasting the sauces, and +larking with the housemaid. + +"All right," he said; "tell them 'tis ready! I'm going to have it served +up." + +The dancing had ceased. The women came and sat down; the men were +walking about. In the centre of the drawing-room, one of the curtains +stretched over a window was swelling in the wind; and the Sphinx, in +spite of the observations of everyone, exposed her sweating arms to the +current of air. + +Where could Rosanette be? Frederick went on further to find her, even +into her boudoir and her bedroom. Some, in order to be alone, or to be +in pairs, had retreated into the corners. Whisperings intermingled with +the shade. There were little laughs stifled under handkerchiefs, and at +the sides of women's corsages one could catch glimpses of fans quivering +with slow, gentle movements, like the beating of a wounded bird's wings. + +As he entered the hot-house, he saw under the large leaves of a caladium +near the jet d'eau, Delmar lying on his face on the sofa covered with +linen cloth. Rosanette, seated beside him, had passed her fingers +through his hair; and they were gazing into each other's faces. At the +same moment, Arnoux came in at the opposite side--that which was near +the aviary. Delmar sprang to his feet; then he went out at a rapid pace, +without turning round; and even paused close to the door to gather a +hibiscus flower, with which he adorned his button-hole. Rosanette hung +down her head; Frederick, who caught a sight of her profile, saw that +she was in tears. + +"I say! What's the matter with you?" exclaimed Arnoux. + +She shrugged her shoulders without replying. + +"Is it on account of him?" he went on. + +She threw her arms round his neck, and kissing him on the forehead, +slowly: + +"You know well that I will always love you, my big fellow! Think no more +about it! Let us go to supper!" + +A copper chandelier with forty wax tapers lighted up the dining-room, +the walls of which were hidden from view under some fine old earthenware +that was hung up there; and this crude light, falling perpendicularly, +rendered still whiter, amid the side-dishes and the fruits, a huge +turbot which occupied the centre of the tablecloth, with plates all +round filled with crayfish soup. With a rustle of garments, the women, +having arranged their skirts, their sleeves, and their scarfs, took +their seats beside one another; the men, standing up, posted themselves +at the corners. Pellerin and M. Oudry were placed near Rosanette. Arnoux +was facing her. Palazot and his female companion had just gone out. + +"Good-bye to them!" said she. "Now let us begin the attack!" + +And the choir-boy, a facetious man with a big sign of the cross, said +grace. + +The ladies were scandalised, and especially the fishwife, the mother of +a young girl of whom she wished to make an honest woman. Neither did +Arnoux like "that sort of thing," as he considered that religion ought +to be respected. + +A German clock with a cock attached to it happening to chime out the +hour of two, gave rise to a number of jokes about the cuckoo. All kinds +of talk followed--puns, anecdotes, bragging remarks, bets, lies taken +for truth, improbable assertions, a tumult of words, which soon became +dispersed in the form of chats between particular individuals. The wines +went round; the dishes succeeded each other; the doctor carved. An +orange or a cork would every now and then be flung from a distance. +People would quit their seats to go and talk to some one at another end +of the table. Rosanette turned round towards Delmar, who sat motionless +behind her; Pellerin kept babbling; M. Oudry smiled. Mademoiselle Vatnaz +ate, almost alone, a group of crayfish, and the shells crackled under +her long teeth. The angel, poised on the piano-stool--the only place on +which her wings permitted her to sit down--was placidly masticating +without ever stopping. + +"What an appetite!" the choir-boy kept repeating in amazement, "what an +appetite!" + +And the Sphinx drank brandy, screamed out with her throat full, and +wriggled like a demon. Suddenly her jaws swelled, and no longer being +able to keep down the blood which rushed to her head and nearly choked +her, she pressed her napkin against her lips, and threw herself under +the table. + +Frederick had seen her falling: "'Tis nothing!" And at his entreaties to +be allowed to go and look after her, she replied slowly: + +"Pooh! what's the good? That's just as pleasant as anything else. Life +is not so amusing!" + +Then, he shivered, a feeling of icy sadness taking possession of him, as +if he had caught a glimpse of whole worlds of wretchedness and +despair--a chafing-dish of charcoal beside a folding-bed, the corpses of +the Morgue in leathern aprons, with the tap of cold water that flows +over their heads. + +Meanwhile, Hussonnet, squatted at the feet of the female savage, was +howling in a hoarse voice in imitation of the actor Grassot: + +"Be not cruel, O Celuta! this little family fete is charming! Intoxicate +me with delight, my loves! Let us be gay! let us be gay!" + +And he began kissing the women on the shoulders. They quivered under the +tickling of his moustaches. Then he conceived the idea of breaking a +plate against his head by rapping it there with a little energy. Others +followed his example. The broken earthenware flew about in bits like +slates in a storm; and the 'longshorewoman exclaimed: + +"Don't bother yourselves about it; these cost nothing. We get a present +of them from the merchant who makes them!" + +Every eye was riveted on Arnoux. He replied: + +"Ha! about the invoice--allow me!" desiring, no doubt, to pass for not +being, or for no longer being, Rosanette's lover. + +But two angry voices here made themselves heard: + +"Idiot!" + +"Rascal!" + +"I am at your command!" + +"So am I at yours!" + +It was the mediaeval knight and the Russian postilion who were disputing, +the latter having maintained that armour dispensed with bravery, while +the other regarded this view as an insult. He desired to fight; all +interposed to prevent him, and in the midst of the uproar the captain +tried to make himself heard. + +"Listen to me, messieurs! One word! I have some experience, messieurs!" + +Rosanette, by tapping with her knife on a glass, succeeded eventually in +restoring silence, and, addressing the knight, who had kept his helmet +on, and then the postilion, whose head was covered with a hairy cap: + +"Take off that saucepan of yours! and you, there, your wolf's head! Are +you going to obey me, damn you? Pray show respect to my epaulets! I am +your commanding officer!" + +They complied, and everyone present applauded, exclaiming, "Long live +the Marechale! long live the Marechale!" Then she took a bottle of +champagne off the stove, and poured out its contents into the cups which +they successively stretched forth to her. As the table was very large, +the guests, especially the women, came over to her side, and stood erect +on tiptoe on the slats of the chairs, so as to form, for the space of a +minute, a pyramidal group of head-dresses, naked shoulders, extended +arms, and stooping bodies; and over all these objects a spray of wine +played for some time, for the merry-andrew and Arnoux, at opposite +corners of the dining-room, each letting fly the cork of a bottle, +splashed the faces of those around them. + +The little birds of the aviary, the door of which had been left open, +broke into the apartment, quite scared, flying round the chandelier, +knocking against the window-panes and against the furniture, and some of +them, alighting on the heads of the guests, presented the appearance +there of large flowers. + +The musicians had gone. The piano had been drawn out of the anteroom. +The Vatnaz seated herself before it, and, accompanied by the choir-boy, +who thumped his tambourine, she made a wild dash into a quadrille, +striking the keys like a horse pawing the ground, and wriggling her +waist about, the better to mark the time. The Marechale dragged out +Frederick; Hussonnet took the windmill; the 'longshorewoman put out her +joints like a circus-clown; the merry-andrew exhibited the manoeuvres +of an orang-outang; the female savage, with outspread arms, imitated the +swaying motion of a boat. At last, unable to go on any further, they all +stopped; and a window was flung open. + +The broad daylight penetrated the apartment with the cool breath of +morning. There was an exclamation of astonishment, and then came +silence. The yellow flames flickered, making the sockets of the +candlesticks crack from time to time. The floor was strewn with ribbons, +flowers, and pearls. The pier-tables were sticky with the stains of +punch and syrup. The hangings were soiled, the dresses rumpled and +dusty. The plaits of the women's hair hung loose over their shoulders, +and the paint, trickling down with the perspiration, revealed pallid +faces and red, blinking eyelids. + +The Marechale, fresh as if she had come out of a bath, had rosy checks +and sparkling eyes. She flung her wig some distance away, and her hair +fell around her like a fleece, allowing none of her uniform to be seen +except her breeches, the effect thus produced being at the same time +comical and pretty. + +The Sphinx, whose teeth chattered as if she had the ague, wanted a +shawl. + +Rosanette rushed up to her own room to look for one, and, as the other +came after her, she quickly shut the door in her face. + +The Turk remarked, in a loud tone, that M. Oudry had not been seen going +out. Nobody noticed the maliciousness of this observation, so worn out +were they all. + +Then, while waiting for vehicles, they managed to get on their +broad-brimmed hats and cloaks. It struck seven. The angel was still in +the dining-room, seated at the table with a plate of sardines and fruit +stewed in melted butter in front of her, and close beside her was the +fishwife, smoking cigarettes, while giving her advice as to the right +way to live. + +At last, the cabs having arrived, the guests took their departure. +Hussonnet, who had an engagement as correspondent for the provinces, had +to read through fifty-three newspapers before his breakfast. The female +savage had a rehearsal at the theatre; Pellerin had to see a model; and +the choir-boy had three appointments. But the angel, attacked by the +preliminary symptoms of indigestion, was unable to rise. The mediaeval +baron carried her to the cab. + +"Take care of her wings!" cried the 'longshorewoman through the window. + +At the top of the stairs, Mademoiselle Vatnaz said to Rosanette: + +"Good-bye, darling! That was a very nice evening party of yours." + +Then, bending close to her ear: "Take care of him!" + +"Till better times come," returned the Marechale, in drawling tones, as +she turned her back. + +Arnoux and Frederick returned together, just as they had come. The +dealer in faience looked so gloomy that his companion wished to know if +he were ill. + +"I? Not at all!" + +He bit his moustache, knitted his brows; and Frederick asked him, was it +his business that annoyed him. + +"By no means!" + +Then all of a sudden: + +"You know him--Pere Oudry--don't you?" + +And, with a spiteful expression on his countenance: + +"He's rich, the old scoundrel!" + +After this, Arnoux spoke about an important piece of ware-making, which +had to be finished that day at his works. He wanted to see it; the +train was starting in an hour. + +"Meantime, I must go and embrace my wife." + +"Ha! his wife!" thought Frederick. Then he made his way home to go to +bed, with his head aching terribly; and, to appease his thirst, he +swallowed a whole carafe of water. + +Another thirst had come to him--the thirst for women, for licentious +pleasure, and all that Parisian life permitted him to enjoy. He felt +somewhat stunned, like a man coming out of a ship, and in the visions +that haunted his first sleep, he saw the shoulders of the fishwife, the +loins of the 'longshorewoman, the calves of the Polish lady, and the +head-dress of the female savage flying past him and coming back again +continually. Then, two large black eyes, which had not been at the ball, +appeared before him; and, light as butterflies, burning as torches, they +came and went, ascended to the cornice and descended to his very mouth. + +Frederick made desperate efforts to recognise those eyes, without +succeeding in doing so. But already the dream had taken hold of him. It +seemed to him that he was yoked beside Arnoux to the pole of a +hackney-coach, and that the Marechale, astride of him, was +disembowelling him with her gold spurs. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Frederick Entertains + + +Frederick found a little mansion at the corner of the Rue Rumfort, and +he bought it along with the brougham, the horse, the furniture, and two +flower-stands which were taken from the Arnoux's house to be placed on +each side of his drawing-room door. In the rear of this apartment were a +bedroom and a closet. The idea occurred to his mind to put up +Deslauriers there. But how could he receive her--_her_, his future +mistress? The presence of a friend would be an obstacle. He knocked down +the partition-wall in order to enlarge the drawing-room, and converted +the closet into a smoking-room. + +He bought the works of the poets whom he loved, books of travel, +atlases, and dictionaries, for he had innumerable plans of study. He +hurried on the workmen, rushed about to the different shops, and in his +impatience to enjoy, carried off everything without even holding out for +a bargain beforehand. + +From the tradesmen's bills, Frederick ascertained that he would have to +expend very soon forty thousand francs, not including the succession +duties, which would exceed thirty-seven thousand. As his fortune was in +landed property, he wrote to the notary at Havre to sell a portion of it +in order to pay off his debts, and to have some money at his disposal. +Then, anxious to become acquainted at last with that vague entity, +glittering and indefinable, which is known as "society," he sent a note +to the Dambreuses to know whether he might be at liberty to call upon +them. Madame, in reply, said she would expect a visit from him the +following day. + +This happened to be their reception-day. Carriages were standing in the +courtyard. Two footmen rushed forward under the marquee, and a third at +the head of the stairs began walking in front of him. + +He was conducted through an anteroom, a second room, and then a +drawing-room with high windows and a monumental mantel-shelf supporting +a time-piece in the form of a sphere, and two enormous porcelain vases, +in each of which bristled, like a golden bush, a cluster of sconces. +Pictures in the manner of Espagnolet hung on the walls. The heavy +tapestry portieres fell majestically, and the armchairs, the brackets, +the tables, the entire furniture, which was in the style of the Second +Empire, had a certain imposing and diplomatic air. + +Frederick smiled with pleasure in spite of himself. + +At last he reached an oval apartment wainscoted in cypress-wood, stuffed +with dainty furniture, and letting in the light through a single sheet +of plate-glass, which looked out on a garden. Madame Dambreuse was +seated at the fireside, with a dozen persons gathered round her in a +circle. With a polite greeting, she made a sign to him to take a seat, +without, however, exhibiting any surprise at not having seen him for so +long a time. + +Just at the moment when he was entering the room, they had been praising +the eloquence of the Abbe Coeur. Then they deplored the immorality of +servants, a topic suggested by a theft which a _valet-de-chambre_ had +committed, and they began to indulge in tittle-tattle. Old Madame de +Sommery had a cold; Mademoiselle de Turvisot had got married; the +Montcharrons would not return before the end of January; neither would +the Bretancourts, now that people remained in the country till a late +period of the year. And the triviality of the conversation was, so to +speak, intensified by the luxuriousness of the surroundings; but what +they said was less stupid than their way of talking, which was aimless, +disconnected, and utterly devoid of animation. And yet there were +present men versed in life--an ex-minister, the cure of a large parish, +two or three Government officials of high rank. They adhered to the most +hackneyed commonplaces. Some of them resembled weary dowagers; others +had the appearance of horse-jockeys; and old men accompanied their +wives, of whom they were old enough to be the grandfathers. + +Madame Dambreuse received all of them graciously. When it was mentioned +that anyone was ill, she knitted her brows with a painful expression on +her face, and when balls or evening parties were discussed, assumed a +joyous air. She would ere long be compelled to deprive herself of these +pleasures, for she was going to take away from a boarding-school a niece +of her husband, an orphan. The guests extolled her devotedness: this was +behaving like a true mother of a family. + +Frederick gazed at her attentively. The dull skin of her face looked as +if it had been stretched out, and had a bloom in which there was no +brilliancy; like that of preserved fruit. But her hair, which was in +corkscrew curls, after the English fashion, was finer than silk; her +eyes of a sparkling blue; and all her movements were dainty. Seated at +the lower end of the apartment, on a small sofa, she kept brushing off +the red flock from a Japanese screen, no doubt in order to let her hands +be seen to greater advantage--long narrow hands, a little thin, with +fingers tilting up at the points. She wore a grey moire gown with a +high-necked body, like a Puritan lady. + +Frederick asked her whether she intended to go to La Fortelle this year. +Madame Dambreuse was unable to say. He was sure, however, of one thing, +that one would be bored to death in Nogent. + +Then the visitors thronged in more quickly. There was an incessant +rustling of robes on the carpet. Ladies, seated on the edges of chairs, +gave vent to little sneering laughs, articulated two or three words, and +at the end of five minutes left along with their young daughters. It +soon became impossible to follow the conversation, and Frederick +withdrew when Madame Dambreuse said to him: + +"Every Wednesday, is it not, Monsieur Moreau?" making up for her +previous display of indifference by these simple words. + +He was satisfied. Nevertheless, he took a deep breath when he got out +into the open air; and, needing a less artificial environment, Frederick +recalled to mind that he owed the Marechale a visit. + +The door of the anteroom was open. Two Havanese lapdogs rushed forward. +A voice exclaimed: + +"Delphine! Delphine! Is that you, Felix?" + +He stood there without advancing a step. The two little dogs kept +yelping continually. At length Rosanette appeared, wrapped up in a sort +of dressing-gown of white muslin trimmed with lace, and with her +stockingless feet in Turkish slippers. + +"Ah! excuse me, Monsieur! I thought it was the hairdresser. One minute; +I am coming back!" + +And he was left alone in the dining-room. The Venetian blinds were +closed. Frederick, as he cast a glance round, was beginning to recall +the hubbub of the other night, when he noticed on the table, in the +middle of the room, a man's hat, an old felt hat, bruised, greasy, +dirty. To whom did this hat belong? Impudently displaying its torn +lining, it seemed to say: + +"I have the laugh, after all! I am the master!" + +The Marechale suddenly reappeared on the scene. She took up the hat, +opened the conservatory, flung it in there, shut the door again (other +doors flew open and closed again at the same moment), and, having +brought Frederick through the kitchen, she introduced him into her +dressing-room. + +It could at once be seen that this was the most frequented room in the +house, and, so to speak, its true moral centre. The walls, the +armchairs, and a big divan with a spring were adorned with a chintz +pattern on which was traced a great deal of foliage. On a white marble +table stood two large washhand-basins of fine blue earthenware. Crystal +shelves, forming a whatnot overhead, were laden with phials, brushes, +combs, sticks of cosmetic, and powder-boxes. The fire was reflected in a +high cheval-glass. A sheet was hanging outside a bath, and odours of +almond-paste and of benzoin were exhaled. + +"You'll excuse the disorder. I'm dining in the city this evening." + +And as she turned on her heel, she was near crushing one of the little +dogs. Frederick declared that they were charming. She lifted up the pair +of them, and raising their black snouts up to her face: + +"Come! do a laugh--kiss the gentleman!" + +A man dressed in a dirty overcoat with a fur collar here entered +abruptly. + +"Felix, my worthy fellow," said she, "you'll have that business of yours +disposed of next Sunday without fail." + +The man proceeded to dress her hair. Frederick told her he had heard +news of her friends, Madame de Rochegune, Madame de Saint-Florentin, and +Madame Lombard, every woman being noble, as if it were at the mansion of +the Dambreuses. Then he talked about the theatres. An extraordinary +performance was to be given that evening at the Ambigu. + +"Shall you go?" + +"Faith, no! I'm staying at home." + +Delphine appeared. Her mistress gave her a scolding for having gone out +without permission. + +The other vowed that she was just "returning from market." + +"Well, bring me your book. You have no objection, isn't that so?" + +And, reading the pass-book in a low tone, Rosanette made remarks on +every item. The different sums were not added up correctly. + +"Hand me over four sous!" + +Delphine handed the amount over to her, and, when she had sent the maid +away: + +"Ah! Holy Virgin! could I be more unfortunate than I am with these +creatures?" + +Frederick was shocked at this complaint about servants. It recalled the +others too vividly to his mind, and established between the two houses a +kind of vexatious equality. + +When Delphine came back again, she drew close to the Marechale's side in +order to whisper something in her ear. + +"Ah, no! I don't want her!" + +Delphine presented herself once more. + +"Madame, she insists." + +"Ah, what a plague! Throw her out!" + +At the same moment, an old lady, dressed in black, pushed forward the +door. Frederick heard nothing, saw nothing. Rosanette rushed into her +apartment to meet her. + +When she reappeared her cheeks were flushed, and she sat down in one of +the armchairs without saying a word. A tear fell down her face; then, +turning towards the young man, softly: + +"What is your Christian name?" + +"Frederick." + +"Ha! Federico! It doesn't annoy you when I address you in that way?" + +And she gazed at him in a coaxing sort of way that was almost amorous. + +All of a sudden she uttered an exclamation of delight at the sight of +Mademoiselle Vatnaz. + +The lady-artist had no time to lose before presiding at her _table +d'hote_ at six o'clock sharp; and she was panting for breath, being +completely exhausted. She first took out of her pocket a gold chain in a +paper, then various objects that she had bought. + +"You should know that there are in the Rue Joubert splendid Suede gloves +at thirty-six sous. Your dyer wants eight days more. As for the guipure, +I told you that they would dye it again. Bugneaux has got the instalment +you paid. That's all, I think. You owe me a hundred and eighty-five +francs." + +Rosanette went to a drawer to get ten napoleons. Neither of the pair had +any money. Frederick offered some. + +"I'll pay you back," said the Vatnaz, as she stuffed the fifteen francs +into her handbag. "But you are a naughty boy! I don't love you any +longer--you didn't get me to dance with you even once the other evening! +Ah! my dear, I came across a case of stuffed humming-birds which are +perfect loves at a shop in the Quai Voltaire. If I were in your place, I +would make myself a present of them. Look here! What do you think of +it?" + +And she exhibited an old remnant of pink silk which she had purchased at +the Temple to make a mediaeval doublet for Delmar. + +"He came to-day, didn't he?" + +"No." + +"That's singular." + +And, after a minute's silence: + +"Where are you going this evening?" + +"To Alphonsine's," said Rosanette, this being the third version given by +her as to the way in which she was going to pass the evening. + +Mademoiselle Vatnaz went on: "And what news about the old man of the +mountain?" + +But, with an abrupt wink, the Marechale bade her hold her tongue; and +she accompanied Frederick out as far as the anteroom to ascertain from +him whether he would soon see Arnoux. + +"Pray ask him to come--not before his wife, mind!" + +At the top of the stairs an umbrella was placed against the wall near a +pair of goloshes. + +"Vatnaz's goloshes," said Rosanette. "What a foot, eh? My little friend +is rather strongly built!" + +And, in a melodramatic tone, making the final letter of the word roll: + +"Don't tru-us-st her!" + +Frederick, emboldened by a confidence of this sort, tried to kiss her on +the neck. + +"Oh, do it! It costs nothing!" + +He felt rather light-hearted as he left her, having no doubt that ere +long the Marechale would be his mistress. This desire awakened another +in him; and, in spite of the species of grudge that he owed her, he felt +a longing to see Madame Arnoux. + +Besides, he would have to call at her house in order to execute the +commission with which he had been entrusted by Rosanette. + +"But now," thought he (it had just struck six), "Arnoux is probably at +home." + +So he put off his visit till the following day. + +She was seated in the same attitude as on the former day, and was sewing +a little boy's shirt. + +The child, at her feet, was playing with a wooden toy menagerie. Marthe, +a short distance away, was writing. + +He began by complimenting her on her children. She replied without any +exaggeration of maternal silliness. + +The room had a tranquil aspect. A glow of sunshine stole in through the +window-panes, lighting up the angles of the different articles of +furniture, and, as Madame Arnoux sat close beside the window, a large +ray, falling on the curls over the nape of her neck, penetrated with +liquid gold her skin, which assumed the colour of amber. + +Then he said: + +"This young lady here has grown very tall during the past three years! +Do you remember, Mademoiselle, when you slept on my knees in the +carriage?" + +Marthe did not remember. + +"One evening, returning from Saint-Cloud?" + +There was a look of peculiar sadness in Madame + +Arnoux's face. Was it in order to prevent any allusion on his part to +the memories they possessed in common? + +Her beautiful black eyes, whose sclerotics were glistening, moved gently +under their somewhat drooping lids, and her pupils revealed in their +depths an inexpressible kindness of heart. He was seized with a love +stronger than ever, a passion that knew no bounds. It enervated him to +contemplate the object of his attachment; however, he shook off this +feeling. How was he to make the most of himself? by what means? And, +having turned the matter over thoroughly in his mind, Frederick could +think of none that seemed more effectual than money. + +He began talking about the weather, which was less cold than it had been +at Havre. + +"You have been there?" + +"Yes; about a family matter--an inheritance." + +"Ah! I am very glad," she said, with an air of such genuine pleasure +that he felt quite touched, just as if she had rendered him a great +service. + +She asked him what he intended to do, as it was necessary for a man to +occupy himself with something. + +He recalled to mind his false position, and said that he hoped to reach +the Council of State with the help of M. Dambreuse, the secretary. + +"You are acquainted with him, perhaps?" + +"Merely by name." + +Then, in a low tone: + +"_He_ brought you to the ball the other night, did he not?" + +Frederick remained silent. + +"That was what I wanted to know; thanks!" + +After that she put two or three discreet questions to him about his +family and the part of the country in which he lived. It was very kind +of him not to have forgotten them after having lived so long away from +Paris. + +"But could I do so?" he rejoined. "Have you any doubt about it?" + +Madame Arnoux arose: "I believe that you entertain towards us a true and +solid affection. _Au revoir!_" + +And she extended her hand towards him in a sincere and virile fashion. + +Was this not an engagement, a promise? Frederick felt a sense of delight +at merely living; he had to restrain himself to keep from singing. He +wanted to burst out, to do generous deeds, and to give alms. He looked +around him to see if there were anyone near whom he could relieve. No +wretch happened to be passing by; and his desire for self-devotion +evaporated, for he was not a man to go out of his way to find +opportunities for benevolence. + +Then he remembered his friends. The first of whom he thought was +Hussonnet, the second, Pellerin. The lowly position of Dussardier +naturally called for consideration. As for Cisy, he was glad to let that +young aristocrat get a slight glimpse as to the extent of his fortune. +He wrote accordingly to all four to come to a housewarming the following +Sunday at eleven o'clock sharp; and he told Deslauriers to bring +Senecal. + +The tutor had been dismissed from the third boarding-school in which he +had been employed for not having given his consent to the distribution +of prizes--a custom which he looked upon as dangerous to equality. He +was now with an engine-builder, and for the past six months had been no +longer living with Deslauriers. There had been nothing painful about +their parting. + +Senecal had been visited by men in blouses--all patriots, all workmen, +all honest fellows, but at the same time men whose society seemed +distasteful to the advocate. Besides, he disliked certain ideas of his +friend, excellent though they might be as weapons of warfare. He held +his tongue on the subject through motives of ambition, deeming it +prudent to pay deference to him in order to exercise control over him, +for he looked forward impatiently to a revolutionary movement, in which +he calculated on making an opening for himself and occupying a prominent +position. + +Senecal's convictions were more disinterested. Every evening, when his +work was finished, he returned to his garret and sought in books for +something that might justify his dreams. He had annotated the _Contrat +Social_; he had crammed himself with the _Revue Independante_; he was +acquainted with Mably, Morelly, Fourier, Saint-Simon, Comte, Cabet, +Louis Blanc--the heavy cartload of Socialistic writers--those who claim +for humanity the dead level of barracks, those who would like to amuse +it in a brothel or to bend it over a counter; and from a medley of all +these things he constructed an ideal of virtuous democracy, with the +double aspect of a farm in which the landlord was to receive a share of +the produce, and a spinning-mill, a sort of American Lacedaemon, in which +the individual would only exist for the benefit of society, which was to +be more omnipotent, absolute, infallible, and divine than the Grand +Lamas and the Nebuchadnezzars. He had no doubt as to the approaching +realisation of this ideal; and Senecal raged against everything that he +considered hostile to it with the reasoning of a geometrician and the +zeal of an Inquisitor. Titles of nobility, crosses, plumes, liveries +above all, and even reputations that were too loud-sounding scandalised +him, his studies as well as his sufferings intensifying every day his +essential hatred of every kind of distinction and every form of social +superiority. + +"What do I owe to this gentleman that I should be polite to him? If he +wants me, he can come to me." + +Deslauriers, however, forced him to go to Frederick's reunion. + +They found their friend in his bedroom. Spring-roller blinds and double +curtains, Venetian mirrors--nothing was wanting there. Frederick, in a +velvet vest, was lying back on an easy-chair, smoking cigarettes of +Turkish tobacco. + +Senecal wore the gloomy look of a bigot arriving in the midst of a +pleasure-party. + +Deslauriers gave him a single comprehensive glance; then, with a very +low bow: + +"Monseigneur, allow me to pay my respects to you!" + +Dussardier leaped on his neck. "So you are a rich man now. Ah! upon my +soul, so much the better!" + +Cisy made his appearance with crape on his hat. Since the death of his +grandmother, he was in the enjoyment of a considerable fortune, and was +less bent on amusing himself than on being distinguished from +others--not being the same as everyone else--in short, on "having the +proper stamp." This was his favourite phrase. + +However, it was now midday, and they were all yawning. + +Frederick was waiting for some one. + +At the mention of Arnoux's name, Pellerin made a wry face. He looked on +him as a renegade since he had abandoned the fine arts. + +"Suppose we pass over him--what do you say to that?" + +They all approved of this suggestion. + +The door was opened by a man-servant in long gaiters; and the +dining-room could be seen with its lofty oak plinths relieved with gold, +and its two sideboards laden with plate. + +The bottles of wine were heating on the stove; the blades of new knives +were glittering beside oysters. In the milky tint of the enamelled +glasses there was a kind of alluring sweetness; and the table +disappeared from view under its load of game, fruit, and meats of the +rarest quality. + +These attentions were lost on Senecal. He began by asking for household +bread (the hardest that could be got), and in connection with this +subject, spoke of the murders of Buzancais and the crisis arising from +lack of the means of subsistence. + +Nothing of this sort could have happened if agriculture had been better +protected, if everything had not been given up to competition, to +anarchy, and to the deplorable maxim of "Let things alone! let things go +their own way!" It was in this way that the feudalism of money was +established--the worst form of feudalism. But let them take care! The +people in the end will get tired of it, and may make the capitalist pay +for their sufferings either by bloody proscriptions or by the plunder of +their houses. + +Frederick saw, as if by a lightning-flash, a flood of men with bare arms +invading Madame Dambreuse's drawing-room, and smashing the mirrors with +blows of pikes. + +Senecal went on to say that the workman, owing to the insufficiency of +wages, was more unfortunate than the helot, the negro, and the pariah, +especially if he has children. + +"Ought he to get rid of them by asphyxia, as some English doctor, whose +name I don't remember--a disciple of Malthus--advises him?" + +And, turning towards Cisy: "Are we to be obliged to follow the advice of +the infamous Malthus?" + +Cisy, who was ignorant of the infamy and even of the existence of +Malthus, said by way of reply, that after all, much human misery was +relieved, and that the higher classes---- + +"Ha! the higher classes!" said the Socialist, with a sneer. "In the +first place, there are no higher classes. 'Tis the heart alone that +makes anyone higher than another. We want no alms, understand! but +equality, the fair division of products." + +What he required was that the workman might become a capitalist, just as +the soldier might become a colonel. The trade-wardenships, at least, in +limiting the number of apprentices, prevented workmen from growing +inconveniently numerous, and the sentiment of fraternity was kept up by +means of the fetes and the banners. + +Hussonnet, as a poet, regretted the banners; so did Pellerin, too--a +predilection which had taken possession of him at the Cafe Dagneaux, +while listening to the Phalansterians talking. He expressed the opinion +that Fourier was a great man. + +"Come now!" said Deslauriers. "An old fool who sees in the overthrow of +governments the effects of Divine vengeance. He is just like my lord +Saint-Simon and his church, with his hatred of the French Revolution--a +set of buffoons who would fain re-establish Catholicism." + +M. de Cisy, no doubt in order to get information or to make a good +impression, broke in with this remark, which he uttered in a mild tone: + +"These two men of science are not, then, of the same way of thinking as +Voltaire?" + +"That fellow! I make you a present of him!" + +"How is that? Why, I thought----" + +"Oh! no, he did not love the people!" + +Then the conversation came down to contemporary events: the Spanish +marriages, the dilapidations of Rochefort, the new chapter-house of +Saint-Denis, which had led to the taxes being doubled. Nevertheless, +according to Senecal, they were not high enough! + +"And why are they paid? My God! to erect the palace for apes at the +Museum, to make showy staff-officers parade along our squares, or to +maintain a Gothic etiquette amongst the flunkeys of the Chateau!" + +"I have read in the _Mode_," said Cisy, "that at the Tuileries ball on +the feast of Saint-Ferdinand, everyone was disguised as a miser." + +"How pitiable!" said the Socialist, with a shrug of his shoulders, as if +to indicate his disgust. + +"And the Museum of Versailles!" exclaimed Pellerin. "Let us talk about +it! These idiots have foreshortened a Delacroix and lengthened a Gros! +At the Louvre they have so well restored, scratched, and made a jumble +of all the canvases, that in ten years probably not one will be left. As +for the errors in the catalogue, a German has written a whole volume on +the subject. Upon my word, the foreigners are laughing at us." + +"Yes, we are the laughing-stock of Europe," said Senecal. + +"'Tis because Art is conveyed in fee-simple to the Crown." + +"As long as you haven't universal suffrage----" + +"Allow me!"--for the artist, having been rejected at every _salon_ for +the last twenty years, was filled with rage against Power. + +"Ah! let them not bother us! As for me, I ask for nothing. Only the +Chambers ought to pass enactments in the interests of Art. A chair of +aesthetics should be established with a professor who, being a practical +man as well as a philosopher, would succeed, I hope, in grouping the +multitude. You would do well, Hussonnet, to touch on this matter with a +word or two in your newspaper?" + +"Are the newspapers free? are we ourselves free?" said Deslauriers in an +angry tone. "When one reflects that there might be as many as +twenty-eight different formalities to set up a boat on the river, it +makes me feel a longing to go and live amongst the cannibals! The +Government is eating us up. Everything belongs to it--philosophy, law, +the arts, the very air of heaven; and France, bereft of all energy, lies +under the boot of the gendarme and the cassock of the devil-dodger with +the death-rattle in her throat!" + +The future Mirabeau thus poured out his bile in abundance. Finally he +took his glass in his right hand, raised it, and with his other arm +akimbo, and his eyes flashing: + +"I drink to the utter destruction of the existing order of things--that +is to say, of everything included in the words Privilege, Monopoly, +Regulation, Hierarchy, Authority, State!"--and in a louder voice--"which +I would like to smash as I do this!" dashing on the table the beautiful +wine-glass, which broke into a thousand pieces. + +They all applauded, and especially Dussardier. + +The spectacle of injustices made his heart leap up with indignation. +Everything that wore a beard claimed his sympathy. He was one of those +persons who fling themselves under vehicles to relieve the horses who +have fallen. His erudition was limited to two works, one entitled +_Crimes of Kings_, and the other _Mysteries of the Vatican_. He had +listened to the advocate with open-mouthed delight. At length, unable to +stand it any longer: + +"For my part, the thing I blame Louis Philippe for is abandoning the +Poles!" + +"One moment!" said Hussonnet. "In the first place, Poland has no +existence; 'tis an invention of Lafayette! The Poles, as a general rule, +all belong to the Faubourg Saint-Marceau, the real ones having been +drowned with Poniatowski." In short, "he no longer gave into it;" he had +"got over all that sort of thing; it was just like the sea-serpent, the +revocation of the Edict of Nantes, and that antiquated hum-bug about the +Saint-Bartholomew massacre!" + +Senecal, while he did not defend the Poles, extolled the latest remarks +made by the men of letters. The Popes had been calumniated, inasmuch as +they, at any rate, defended the people, and he called the League "the +aurora of Democracy, a great movement in the direction of equality as +opposed to the individualism of Protestants." + +Frederick was a little surprised at these views. They probably bored +Cisy, for he changed the conversation to the _tableaux vivants_ at the +Gymnase, which at that time attracted a great number of people. + +Senecal regarded them with disfavour. Such exhibitions corrupted the +daughters of the proletariat. Then, it was noticeable that they went in +for a display of shameless luxury. Therefore, he approved of the conduct +of the Bavarian students who insulted Lola Montes. In imitation of +Rousseau, he showed more esteem for the wife of a coal-porter than for +the mistress of a king. + +"You don't appreciate dainties," retorted Hussonnet in a majestic tone. +And he took up the championship of ladies of this class in order to +praise Rosanette. Then, as he happened to make an allusion to the ball +at her house and to Arnoux's costume, Pellerin remarked: + +"People maintain that he is becoming shaky?" + +The picture-dealer had just been engaged in a lawsuit with reference to +his grounds at Belleville, and he was actually in a kaolin company in +Lower Brittany with other rogues of the same sort. + +Dussardier knew more about him, for his own master, M. Moussinot, having +made enquiries about Arnoux from the banker, Oscar Lefebvre, the latter +had said in reply that he considered him by no means solvent, as he knew +about bills of his that had been renewed. + +The dessert was over; they passed into the drawing-room, which was hung, +like that of the Marechale, in yellow damask in the style of Louis XVI. + +Pellerin found fault with Frederick for not having chosen in preference +the Neo-Greek style; Senecal rubbed matches against the hangings; +Deslauriers did not make any remark. + +There was a bookcase set up there, which he called "a little girl's +library." The principal contemporary writers were to be found there. It +was impossible to speak about their works, for Hussonnet immediately +began relating anecdotes with reference to their personal +characteristics, criticising their faces, their habits, their dress, +glorifying fifth-rate intellects and disparaging those of the first; and +all the while making it clear that he deplored modern decadence. + +He instanced some village ditty as containing in itself alone more +poetry than all the lyrics of the nineteenth century. He went on to say +that Balzac was overrated, that Byron was effaced, and that Hugo knew +nothing about the stage. + +"Why, then," said Senecal, "have you not got the volumes of the +working-men poets?" + +And M. de Cisy, who devoted his attention to literature, was astonished +at not seeing on Frederick's table some of those new physiological +studies--the physiology of the smoker, of the angler, of the man +employed at the barrier. + +They went on irritating him to such an extent that he felt a longing to +shove them out by the shoulders. + +"But they are making me quite stupid!" And then he drew Dussardier +aside, and wished to know whether he could do him any service. + +The honest fellow was moved. He answered that his post of cashier +entirely sufficed for his wants. + +After that, Frederick led Deslauriers into his own apartment, and, +taking out of his escritoire two thousand francs: + +"Look here, old boy, put this money in your pocket. 'Tis the balance of +my old debts to you." + +"But--what about the journal?" said the advocate. "You are, of course, +aware that I spoke about it to Hussonnet." + +And, when Frederick replied that he was "a little short of cash just +now," the other smiled in a sinister fashion. + +After the liqueurs they drank beer, and after the beer, grog; and then +they lighted their pipes once more. At last they left, at five o'clock +in the evening, and they were walking along at each others' side without +speaking, when Dussardier broke the silence by saying that Frederick had +entertained them in excellent style. They all agreed with him on that +point. + +Then Hussonnet remarked that his luncheon was too heavy. Senecal found +fault with the trivial character of his household arrangements. Cisy +took the same view. It was absolutely devoid of the "proper stamp." + +"For my part, I think," said Pellerin, "he might have had the grace to +give me an order for a picture." + +Deslauriers held his tongue, as he had the bank-notes that had been +given to him in his breeches' pocket. + +Frederick was left by himself. He was thinking about his friends, and it +seemed to him as if a huge ditch surrounded with shade separated him +from them. He had nevertheless held out his hand to them, and they had +not responded to the sincerity of his heart. + +He recalled to mind what Pellerin and Dussardier had said about Arnoux. +Undoubtedly it must be an invention, a calumny? But why? And he had a +vision of Madame Arnoux, ruined, weeping, selling her furniture. This +idea tormented him all night long. Next day he presented himself at her +house. + +At a loss to find any way of communicating to her what he had heard, he +asked her, as if in casual conversation, whether Arnoux still held +possession of his building grounds at Belleville. + +"Yes, he has them still." + +"He is now, I believe, a shareholder in a kaolin company in Brittany." + +"That's true." + +"His earthenware-works are going on very well, are they not?" + +"Well--I suppose so----" + +And, as he hesitated: + +"What is the matter with you? You frighten me!" + +He told her the story about the renewals. She hung down her head, and +said: + +"I thought so!" + +In fact, Arnoux, in order to make a good speculation, had refused to +sell his grounds, had borrowed money extensively on them, and finding no +purchasers, had thought of rehabilitating himself by establishing the +earthenware manufactory. The expense of this had exceeded his +calculations. She knew nothing more about it. He evaded all her +questions, and declared repeatedly that it was going on very well. + +Frederick tried to reassure her. These in all probability were mere +temporary embarrassments. However, if he got any information, he would +impart it to her. + +"Oh! yes, will you not?" said she, clasping her two hands with an air of +charming supplication. + +So then, he had it in his power to be useful to her. He was now entering +into her existence--finding a place in her heart. + +Arnoux appeared. + +"Ha! how nice of you to come to take me out to dine!" + +Frederick was silent on hearing these words. + +Arnoux spoke about general topics, then informed his wife that he would +be returning home very late, as he had an appointment with M. Oudry. + +"At his house?" + +"Why, certainly, at his house." + +As they went down the stairs, he confessed that, as the Marechale had no +engagement at home, they were going on a secret pleasure-party to the +Moulin Rouge; and, as he always needed somebody to be the recipient of +his outpourings, he got Frederick to drive him to the door. + +In place of entering, he walked about on the footpath, looking up at the +windows on the second floor. Suddenly the curtains parted. + +"Ha! bravo! Pere Oudry is no longer there! Good evening!" + +Frederick did not know what to think now. + +From this day forth, Arnoux was still more cordial than before; he +invited the young man to dine with his mistress; and ere long Frederick +frequented both houses at the same time. + +Rosanette's abode furnished him with amusement. He used to call there of +an evening on his way back from the club or the play. He would take a +cup of tea there, or play a game of loto. On Sundays they played +charades; Rosanette, more noisy than the rest, made herself conspicuous +by funny tricks, such as running on all-fours or muffling her head in a +cotton cap. In order to watch the passers-by through the window, she had +a hat of waxed leather; she smoked chibouks; she sang Tyrolese airs. In +the afternoon, to kill time, she cut out flowers in a piece of chintz +and pasted them against the window-panes, smeared her two little dogs +with varnish, burned pastilles, or drew cards to tell her fortune. +Incapable of resisting a desire, she became infatuated about some +trinket which she happened to see, and could not sleep till she had gone +and bought it, then bartered it for another, sold costly dresses for +little or nothing, lost her jewellery, squandered money, and would have +sold her chemise for a stage-box at the theatre. Often she asked +Frederick to explain to her some word she came across when reading a +book, but did not pay any attention to his answer, for she jumped +quickly to another idea, while heaping questions on top of each other. +After spasms of gaiety came childish outbursts of rage, or else she sat +on the ground dreaming before the fire with her head down and her hands +clasping her knees, more inert than a torpid adder. Without minding it, +she made her toilet in his presence, drew on her silk stockings, then +washed her face with great splashes of water, throwing back her figure +as if she were a shivering naiad; and her laughing white teeth, her +sparkling eyes, her beauty, her gaiety, dazzled Frederick, and made his +nerves tingle under the lash of desire. + +Nearly always he found Madame Arnoux teaching her little boy how to +read, or standing behind Marthe's chair while she played her scales on +the piano. When she was doing a piece of sewing, it was a great source +of delight to him to pick up her scissors now and then. In all her +movements there was a tranquil majesty. Her little hands seemed made to +scatter alms and to wipe away tears, and her voice, naturally rather +hollow, had caressing intonations and a sort of breezy lightness. + +She did not display much enthusiasm about literature; but her +intelligence exercised a charm by the use of a few simple and +penetrating words. She loved travelling, the sound of the wind in the +woods, and a walk with uncovered head under the rain. + +Frederick listened to these confidences with rapture, fancying that he +saw in them the beginning of a certain self-abandonment on her part. + +His association with these two women made, as it were, two different +strains of music in his life, the one playful, passionate, diverting, +the other grave and almost religious, and vibrating both at the same +time, they always increased in volume and gradually blended with one +another; for if Madame Arnoux happened merely to touch him with her +finger, the image of the other immediately presented itself to him as an +object of desire, because from that quarter a better opportunity was +thrown in his way, and, when his heart happened to be touched while in +Rosanette's company, he was immediately reminded of the woman for whom +he felt such a consuming passion. + +This confusion was, in some measure, due to a similarity which existed +between the interiors of the two houses. One of the trunks which was +formerly to be seen in the Boulevard Montmartre now adorned Rosanette's +dining-room. The same courses were served up for dinner in both places, +and even the same velvet cap was to be found trailing over the +easy-chairs; then, a heap of little presents--screens, boxes, fans--went +to the mistress's house from the wife's and returned again, for Arnoux, +without the slightest embarrassment, often took back from the one what +he had given to her in order to make a present of it to the other. + +The Marechale laughed with Frederick at the utter disregard for +propriety which his habits exhibited. One Sunday, after dinner, she led +him behind the door, and showed him in the pocket of Arnoux's overcoat a +bag of cakes which he had just pilfered from the table, in order, no +doubt, to regale his little family with it at home. M. Arnoux gave +himself up to some rogueries which bordered on vileness. It seemed to +him a duty to practise fraud with regard to the city dues; he never paid +when he went to the theatre, or if he took a ticket for the second seats +always tried to make his way into the first; and he used to relate as +an excellent joke that it was a custom of his at the cold baths to put +into the waiters' collection-box a breeches' button instead of a +ten-sous piece--and this did not prevent the Marechale from loving him. + +One day, however, she said, while talking about him: + +"Ah! he's making himself a nuisance to me, at last! I've had enough of +him! Faith, so much the better--I'll find another instead!" + +Frederick believed that the other had already been found, and that his +name was M. Oudry. + +"Well," said Rosanette, "what does that signify?" + +Then, in a voice choked with rising tears: + +"I ask very little from him, however, and he won't give me that." + +He had even promised a fourth of his profits in the famous kaolin mines. +No profit made its appearance any more than the cashmere with which he +had been luring her on for the last six months. + +Frederick immediately thought of making her a present. Arnoux might +regard it as a lesson for himself, and be annoyed at it. + +For all that, he was good-natured, his wife herself said so, but so +foolish! Instead of bringing people to dine every day at his house, he +now entertained his acquaintances at a restaurant. He bought things that +were utterly useless, such as gold chains, timepieces, and household +articles. Madame Arnoux even pointed out to Frederick in the lobby an +enormous supply of tea-kettles, foot-warmers, and samovars. Finally, she +one day confessed that a certain matter caused her much anxiety. Arnoux +had made her sign a promissory note payable to M. Dambreuse. + +Meanwhile Frederick still cherished his literary projects as if it were +a point of honour with himself to do so. He wished to write a history of +aesthetics, a result of his conversations with Pellerin; next, to write +dramas dealing with different epochs of the French Revolution, and to +compose a great comedy, an idea traceable to the indirect influence of +Deslauriers and Hussonnet. In the midst of his work her face or that of +the other passed before his mental vision. He struggled against the +longing to see her, but was not long ere he yielded to it; and he felt +sadder as he came back from Madame Arnoux's house. + +One morning, while he was brooding over his melancholy thoughts by the +fireside, Deslauriers came in. The incendiary speeches of Senecal had +filled his master with uneasiness, and once more he found himself +without resources. + +"What do you want me to do?" said Frederick. + +"Nothing! I know you have no money. But it will not be much trouble for +you to get him a post either through M. Dambreuse or else through +Arnoux. The latter ought to have need of engineers in his +establishment." + +Frederick had an inspiration. Senecal would be able to let him know when +the husband was away, carry letters for him and assist him on a thousand +occasions when opportunities presented themselves. Services of this sort +are always rendered between man and man. Besides, he would find means of +employing him without arousing any suspicion on his part. Chance offered +him an auxiliary; it was a circumstance that omened well for the future, +and he hastened to take advantage of it; and, with an affectation of +indifference, he replied that the thing was feasible perhaps, and that +he would devote attention to it. + +And he did so at once. Arnoux took a great deal of pains with his +earthenware works. He was endeavouring to discover the copper-red of the +Chinese, but his colours evaporated in the process of baking. In order +to avoid cracks in his ware, he mixed lime with his potter's clay; but +the articles got broken for the most part; the enamel of his paintings +on the raw material boiled away; his large plates became bulged; and, +attributing these mischances to the inferior plant of his manufactory, +he was anxious to start other grinding-mills and other drying-rooms. +Frederick recalled some of these things to mind, and, when he met +Arnoux, said that he had discovered a very able man, who would be +capable of finding his famous red. Arnoux gave a jump; then, having +listened to what the young man had to tell him, replied that he wanted +assistance from nobody. + +Frederick spoke in a very laudatory style about Senecal's prodigious +attainments, pointing out that he was at the same time an engineer, a +chemist, and an accountant, being a mathematician of the first rank. + +The earthenware-dealer consented to see him. + +But they squabbled over the emoluments. Frederick interposed, and, at +the end of a week, succeeded in getting them to come to an agreement. + +But as the works were situated at Creil, Senecal could not assist him in +any way. This thought alone was enough to make his courage flag, as if +he had met with some misfortune. His notion was that the more Arnoux +would be kept apart from his wife the better would be his own chance +with her. Then he proceeded to make repeated apologies for Rosanette. +He referred to all the wrongs she had sustained at the other's hands, +referred to the vague threats which she had uttered a few days before, +and even spoke about the cashmere without concealing the fact that she +had accused Arnoux of avarice. + +Arnoux, nettled at the word (and, furthermore, feeling some uneasiness), +brought Rosanette the cashmere, but scolded her for having made any +complaint to Frederick. When she told him that she had reminded him a +hundred times of his promise, he pretended that, owing to pressure of +business, he had forgotten all about it. + +The next day Frederick presented himself at her abode, and found the +Marechale still in bed, though it was two o'clock, with Delmar beside +her finishing a _pate de foie gras_ at a little round table. Before he +had advanced many paces, she broke out into a cry of delight, saying: "I +have him! I have him!" Then she seized him by the ears, kissed him on +the forehead, thanked him effusively, "thee'd" and "thou'd" him, and +even wanted to make him sit down on the bed. Her fine eyes, full of +tender emotion, were sparkling with pleasure. There was a smile on her +humid mouth. Her two round arms emerged through the sleeveless opening +of her night-dress, and, from time to time, he could feel through the +cambric the well-rounded outlines of her form. + +[Illustration: Then she seized him by the ears and kissed him.] + +All this time Delmar kept rolling his eyeballs about. + +"But really, my dear, my own pet..." + +It was the same way on the occasion when he saw her next. As soon as +Frederick entered, she sat up on a cushion in order to embrace him with +more ease, called him a darling, a "dearie," put a flower in his +button-hole, and settled his cravat. These delicate attentions were +redoubled when Delmar happened to be there. Were they advances on her +part? So it seemed to Frederick. + +As for deceiving a friend, Arnoux, in his place, would not have had many +scruples on that score, and he had every right not to adhere to rigidly +virtuous principles with regard to this man's mistress, seeing that his +relations with the wife had been strictly honourable, for so he +thought--or rather he would have liked Arnoux to think so, in any event, +as a sort of justification of his own prodigious cowardice. Nevertheless +he felt somewhat bewildered; and presently he made up his mind to lay +siege boldly to the Marechale. + +So, one afternoon, just as she was stooping down in front of her chest +of drawers, he came across to her, and repeated his overtures without a +pause. + +Thereupon, she began to cry, saying that she was very unfortunate, but +that people should not despise her on that account. + +He only made fresh advances. She now adopted a different plan, namely, +to laugh at his attempts without stopping. He thought it a clever thing +to answer her sarcasms with repartees in the same strain, in which there +was even a touch of exaggeration. But he made too great a display of +gaiety to convince her that he was in earnest; and their comradeship was +an impediment to any outpouring of serious feeling. At last, when she +said one day, in reply to his amorous whispers, that she would not take +another woman's leavings, he answered. + +"What other woman?" + +"Ah! yes, go and meet Madame Arnoux again!" + +For Frederick used to talk about her often. Arnoux, on his side, had the +same mania. At last she lost patience at always hearing this woman's +praises sung, and her insinuation was a kind of revenge. + +Frederick resented it. However, Rosanette was beginning to excite his +love to an unusual degree. Sometimes, assuming the attitude of a woman +of experience, she spoke ill of love with a sceptical smile that made +him feel inclined to box her ears. A quarter of an hour afterwards, it +was the only thing of any consequence in the world, and, with her arms +crossed over her breast, as if she were clasping some one close to her: +"Oh, yes, 'tis good! 'tis good!" and her eyelids would quiver in a kind +of rapturous swoon. It was impossible to understand her, to know, for +instance, whether she loved Arnoux, for she made fun of him, and yet +seemed jealous of him. So likewise with the Vatnaz, whom she would +sometimes call a wretch, and at other times her best friend. In short, +there was about her entire person, even to the very arrangement of her +chignon over her head, an inexpressible something, which seemed like a +challenge; and he desired her for the satisfaction, above all, of +conquering her and being her master. + +How was he to accomplish this? for she often sent him away +unceremoniously, appearing only for a moment between two doors in order +to say in a subdued voice, "I'm engaged--for the evening;" or else he +found her surrounded by a dozen persons; and when they were alone, so +many impediments presented themselves one after the other, that one +would have sworn there was a bet to keep matters from going any further. +He invited her to dinner; as a rule, she declined the invitation. On one +occasion, she accepted it, but did not come. + +A Machiavellian idea arose in his brain. + +Having heard from Dussardier about Pellerin's complaints against +himself, he thought of giving the artist an order to paint the +Marechale's portrait, a life-sized portrait, which would necessitate a +good number of sittings. He would not fail to be present at all of them. +The habitual incorrectness of the painter would facilitate their private +conversations. So then he would urge Rosanette to get the picture +executed in order to make a present of her face to her dear Arnoux. She +consented, for she saw herself in the midst of the Grand Salon in the +most prominent position with a crowd of people staring at her picture, +and the newspapers would all talk about it, which at once would set her +afloat. + +As for Pellerin, he eagerly snatched at the offer. This portrait ought +to place him in the position of a great man; it ought to be a +masterpiece. He passed in review in his memory all the portraits by +great masters with which he was acquainted, and decided finally in +favour of a Titian, which would be set off with ornaments in the style +of Veronese. Therefore, he would carry out his design without artificial +backgrounds in a bold light, which would illuminate the flesh-tints with +a single tone, and which would make the accessories glitter. + +"Suppose I were to put on her," he thought, "a pink silk dress with an +Oriental bournous? Oh, no! the bournous is only a rascally thing! Or +suppose, rather, I were to make her wear blue velvet with a grey +background, richly coloured? We might likewise give her a white guipure +collar with a black fan and a scarlet curtain behind." And thus, seeking +for ideas, he enlarged his conception, and regarded it with admiration. + +He felt his heart beating when Rosanette, accompanied by Frederick, +called at his house for the first sitting. He placed her standing up on +a sort of platform in the midst of the apartment, and, finding fault +with the light and expressing regret at the loss of his former studio, +he first made her lean on her elbow against a pedestal, then sit down in +an armchair, and, drawing away from her and coming near her again by +turns in order to adjust with a fillip the folds of her dress, he +watched her with eyelids half-closed, and appealed to Frederick's taste +with a passing word. + +"Well, no," he exclaimed; "I return to my own idea. I will set you up in +the Venetian style." + +She would have a poppy-coloured velvet gown with a jewelled girdle; and +her wide sleeve lined with ermine would afford a glimpse of her bare +arm, which was to touch the balustrade of a staircase rising behind her. +At her left, a large column would mount as far as the top of the canvas +to meet certain structures so as to form an arch. Underneath one would +vaguely distinguish groups of orange-trees almost black, through which +the blue sky, with its streaks of white cloud, would seem cut into +fragments. On the baluster, covered with a carpet, there would be, on a +silver dish, a bouquet of flowers, a chaplet of amber, a poniard, and a +little chest of antique ivory, rather yellow with age, which would +appear to be disgorging gold sequins. Some of them, falling on the +ground here and there, would form brilliant splashes, as it were, in +such a way as to direct one's glance towards the tip of her foot, for +she would be standing on the last step but one in a natural position, as +if in the act of moving under the glow of the broad sunlight. + +He went to look for a picture-case, which he laid on the platform to +represent the step. Then he arranged as accessories, on a stool by way +of balustrade, his pea-jacket, a buckler, a sardine-box, a bundle of +pens, and a knife; and when he had flung in front of Rosanette a dozen +big sous, he made her assume the attitude he required. + +"Just try to imagine that these things are riches, magnificent presents. +The head a little on one side! Perfect! and don't stir! This majestic +posture exactly suits your style of beauty." + +She wore a plaid dress and carried a big muff, and only kept from +laughing outright by an effort of self-control. + +"As regards the head-dress, we will mingle with it a circle of pearls. +It always produces a striking effect with red hair." + +The Marechale burst out into an exclamation, remarking that she had not +red hair. + +"Nonsense! The red of painters is not that of ordinary people." + +He began to sketch the position of the masses; and he was so much +preoccupied with the great artists of the Renaissance that he kept +talking about them persistently. For a whole hour he went on musing +aloud on those splendid lives, full of genius, glory, and sumptuous +displays, with triumphal entries into the cities, and galas by +torchlight among half-naked women, beautiful as goddesses. + +"You were made to live in those days. A creature of your calibre would +have deserved a monseigneur." + +Rosanette thought the compliments he paid her very pretty. The day was +fixed for the next sitting. Frederick took it on himself to bring the +accessories. + +As the heat of the stove had stupefied her a little, they went home on +foot through the Rue du Bac, and reached the Pont Royal. + +It was fine weather, piercingly bright and warm. Some windows of houses +in the city shone in the distance, like plates of gold, whilst behind +them at the right the turrets of Notre Dame showed their outlines in +black against the blue sky, softly bathed at the horizon in grey +vapours. + +The wind began to swell; and Rosanette, having declared that she felt +hungry, they entered the "Patisserie Anglaise." + +Young women with their children stood eating in front of the marble +buffet, where plates of little cakes had glass covers pressed down on +them. Rosanette swallowed two cream-tarts. The powdered sugar formed +moustaches at the sides of her mouth. From time to time, in order to +wipe it, she drew out her handkerchief from her muff, and her face, +under her green silk hood, resembled a full-blown rose in the midst of +its leaves. + +They resumed their walk. In the Rue de la Paix she stood before a +goldsmith's shop to look at a bracelet. Frederick wished to make her a +present of it. + +"No!" said she; "keep your money!" + +He was hurt by these words. + +"What's the matter now with the ducky? We are melancholy?" + +And, the conversation having been renewed, he began making the same +protestations of love to her as usual. + +"You know well 'tis impossible!" + +"Why?" + +"Ah! because----" + +They went on side by side, she leaning on his arm, and the flounces of +her gown kept flapping against his legs. Then, he recalled to mind one +winter twilight when on the same footpath Madame Arnoux walked thus by +his side, and he became so much absorbed in this recollection that he no +longer saw Rosanette, and did not bestow a thought upon her. + +She kept looking straight before her in a careless fashion, lagging a +little, like a lazy child. It was the hour when people had just come +back from their promenade, and equipages were making their way at a +quick trot over the hard pavement. + +Pellerin's flatteries having probably recurred to her mind, she heaved a +sigh. + +"Ah! there are some lucky women in the world. Decidedly, I was made for +a rich man!" + +He replied, with a certain brutality in his tone: + +"You have one, in the meantime!" for M. Oudry was looked upon as a man +that could count a million three times over. + +She asked for nothing better than to get free from him. + +"What prevents you from doing so?" And he gave utterance to bitter jests +about this old bewigged citizen, pointing out to her that such an +intrigue was unworthy of her, and that she ought to break it off. + +"Yes," replied the Marechale, as if talking to herself. "'Tis what I +shall end by doing, no doubt!" + +Frederick was charmed by this disinterestedness. She slackened her pace, +and he fancied that she was fatigued. She obstinately refused to let him +take a cab, and she parted with him at her door, sending him a kiss with +her finger-tips. + +"Ah! what a pity! and to think that imbeciles take me for a man of +wealth!" + +He reached home in a gloomy frame of mind. + +Hussonnet and Deslauriers were awaiting him. The Bohemian, seated before +the table, made sketches of Turks' heads; and the advocate, in dirty +boots, lay asleep on the sofa. + +"Ha! at last," he exclaimed. "But how sullen you look! Will you listen +to me?" + +His vogue as a tutor had fallen off, for he crammed his pupils with +theories unfavourable for their examinations. He had appeared in two or +three cases in which he had been unsuccessful, and each new +disappointment flung him back with greater force on the dream of his +earlier days--a journal in which he could show himself off, avenge +himself, and spit forth his bile and his opinions. Fortune and +reputation, moreover, would follow as a necessary consequence. It was in +this hope that he had got round the Bohemian, Hussonnet happening to be +the possessor of a press. + +At present, he printed it on pink paper. He invented hoaxes, composed +rebuses, tried to engage in polemics, and even intended, in spite of the +situation of the premises, to get up concerts. A year's subscription was +to give a right to a place in the orchestra in one of the principal +theatres of Paris. Besides, the board of management took on itself to +furnish foreigners with all necessary information, artistic and +otherwise. But the printer gave vent to threats; there were three +quarters' rent due to the landlord. All sorts of embarrassments arose; +and Hussonnet would have allowed _L'Art_ to perish, were it not for the +exhortations of the advocate, who kept every day exciting his mind. He +had brought the other with him, in order to give more weight to the +application he was now making. + +"We've come about the journal," said he. + +"What! are you still thinking about that?" said Frederick, in an absent +tone. + +"Certainly, I am thinking about it!" + +And he explained his plan anew. By means of the Bourse returns, they +would get into communication with financiers, and would thus obtain the +hundred thousand francs indispensable as security. But, in order that +the print might be transformed into a political journal, it was +necessary beforehand to have a large _clientele_, and for that purpose +to make up their minds to go to some expense--so much for the cost of +paper and printing, and for outlay at the office; in short, a sum of +about fifteen thousand francs. + +"I have no funds," said Frederick. + +"And what are we to do, then?" said Deslauriers, with folded arms. + +Frederick, hurt by the attitude which Deslauriers was assuming, replied: + +"Is that my fault?" + +"Ah! very fine. A man has wood in his fire, truffles on his table, a +good bed, a library, a carriage, every kind of comfort. But let another +man shiver under the slates, dine at twenty sous, work like a convict, +and sprawl through want in the mire--is it the rich man's fault?" + +And he repeated, "Is it the rich man's fault?" with a Ciceronian irony +which smacked of the law-courts. + +Frederick tried to speak. + +"However, I understand one has certain wants--aristocratic wants; for, +no doubt, some woman----" + +"Well, even if that were so? Am I not free----?" + +"Oh! quite free!" + +And, after a minute's silence: + +"Promises are so convenient!" + +"Good God! I don't deny that I gave them!" said Frederick. + +The advocate went on: + +"At college we take oaths; we are going to set up a phalanx; we are +going to imitate Balzac's Thirteen. Then, on meeting a friend after a +separation: 'Good night, old fellow! Go about your business!' For he who +might help the other carefully keeps everything for himself alone." + +"How is that?" + +"Yes, you have not even introduced me to the Dambreuses." + +Frederick cast a scrutinising glance at him. With his shabby frock-coat, +his spectacles of rough glass, and his sallow face, that advocate seemed +to him such a typical specimen of the penniless pedant that he could not +prevent his lips from curling with a disdainful smile. + +Deslauriers perceived this, and reddened. + +He had already taken his hat to leave. Hussonnet, filled with +uneasiness, tried to mollify him with appealing looks, and, as Frederick +was turning his back on him: + +"Look here, my boy, become my Maecenas! Protect the arts!" + +Frederick, with an abrupt movement of resignation, took a sheet of +paper, and, having scrawled some lines on it, handed it to him. The +Bohemian's face lighted up. + +Then, passing across the sheet of paper to Deslauriers: + +"Apologise, my fine fellow!" + +Their friend begged his notary to send him fifteen thousand francs as +quickly as possible. + +"Ah! I recognise you in that," said Deslauriers. + +"On the faith of a gentleman," added the Bohemian, "you are a noble +fellow, you'll be placed in the gallery of useful men!" + +The advocate remarked: + +"You'll lose nothing by it, 'tis an excellent speculation." + +"Faith," exclaimed Hussonnet, "I'd stake my head at the scaffold on its +success!" + +And he said so many foolish things, and promised so many wonderful +things, in which perhaps he believed, that Frederick did not know +whether he did this in order to laugh at others or at himself. + +The same evening he received a letter from his mother. She expressed +astonishment at not seeing him yet a minister, while indulging in a +little banter at his expense. Then she spoke of her health, and informed +him that M. Roque had now become one of her visitors. + +"Since he is a widower, I thought there would be no objection to +inviting him to the house. Louise is greatly changed for the better." +And in a postscript: "You have told me nothing about your fine +acquaintance, M. Dambreuse; if I were you, I would make use of him." + +Why not? His intellectual ambitions had left him, and his fortune (he +saw it clearly) was insufficient, for when his debts had been paid, and +the sum agreed on remitted to the others, his income would be diminished +by four thousand at least! Moreover, he felt the need of giving up this +sort of life, and attaching himself to some pursuit. So, next day, when +dining at Madame Arnoux's, he said that his mother was tormenting him in +order to make him take up a profession. + +"But I was under the impression," she said, "that M. Dambreuse was going +to get you into the Council of State? That would suit you very well." + +So, then, she wished him to take this course. He regarded her wish as a +command. + +The banker, as on the first occasion, was seated at his desk, and, with +a gesture, intimated that he desired Frederick to wait a few minutes; +for a gentleman who was standing at the door with his back turned had +been discussing some serious topic with him. + +The subject of their conversation was the proposed amalgamation of the +different coal-mining companies. + +On each side of the glass hung portraits of General Foy and Louis +Philippe. Cardboard shelves rose along the panels up to the ceiling, and +there were six straw chairs, M. Dambreuse not requiring a more +fashionably-furnished apartment for the transaction of business. It +resembled those gloomy kitchens in which great banquets are prepared. + +Frederick noticed particularly two chests of prodigious size which stood +in the corners. He asked himself how many millions they might contain. +The banker unlocked one of them, and as the iron plate revolved, it +disclosed to view nothing inside but blue paper books full of entries. + +At last, the person who had been talking to M. Dambreuse passed in front +of Frederick. It was Pere Oudry. The two saluted one another, their +faces colouring--a circumstance which surprised M. Dambreuse. However, +he exhibited the utmost affability, observing that nothing would be +easier than to recommend the young man to the Keeper of the Seals. They +would be too happy to have him, he added, concluding his polite +attentions by inviting him to an evening party which he would be giving +in a few days. + +Frederick was stepping into a brougham on his way to this party when a +note from the Marechale reached him. By the light of the carriage-lamps +he read: + +"Darling, I have followed your advice: I have just expelled my savage. +After to-morrow evening, liberty! Say whether I am not brave!" + +Nothing more. But it was clearly an invitation to him to take the vacant +place. He uttered an exclamation, squeezed the note into his pocket, and +set forth. + +Two municipal guards on horseback were stationed in the street. A row of +lamps burned on the two front gates, and some servants were calling out +in the courtyard to have the carriages brought up to the end of the +steps before the house under the marquee. + +Then suddenly the noise in the vestibule ceased. + +Large trees filled up the space in front of the staircase. The porcelain +globes shed a light which waved like white moire satin on the walls. + +Frederick rushed up the steps in a joyous frame of mind. An usher +announced his name. M. Dambreuse extended his hand. Almost at the very +same moment, Madame Dambreuse appeared. She wore a mauve dress trimmed +with lace. The ringlets of her hair were more abundant than usual, and +not a single jewel did she display. + +She complained of his coming to visit them so rarely, and seized the +opportunity to exchange a few confidential words with him. + +The guests began to arrive. In their mode of bowing they twisted their +bodies on one side or bent in two, or merely lowered their heads a +little. Then, a married pair, a family passed in, and all scattered +themselves about the drawing-room, which was already filled. Under the +chandelier in the centre, an enormous ottoman-seat supported a stand, +the flowers of which, bending forward, like plumes of feathers, hung +over the heads of the ladies seated all around in a ring, while others +occupied the easy-chairs, which formed two straight lines symmetrically +interrupted by the large velvet curtains of the windows and the lofty +bays of the doors with their gilded lintels. + +The crowd of men who remained standing on the floor with their hats in +their hands seemed, at some distance, like one black mass, into which +the ribbons in the button-holes introduced red points here and there, +and rendered all the more dull the monotonous whiteness of their +cravats. With the exception of the very young men with the down on their +faces, all appeared to be bored. Some dandies, with an expression of +sullenness on their countenances, were swinging on their heels. There +were numbers of men with grey hair or wigs. Here and there glistened a +bald pate; and the visages of many of these men, either purple or +exceedingly pale, showed in their worn aspect the traces of immense +fatigues: for they were persons who devoted themselves either to +political or commercial pursuits. M. Dambreuse had also invited a number +of scholars and magistrates, two or three celebrated doctors, and he +deprecated with an air of humility the eulogies which they pronounced on +his entertainment and the allusions to his wealth. + +An immense number of men-servants, with fine gold-laced livery, kept +moving about on every side. The large branched candlesticks, like +bouquets of flame, threw a glow over the hangings. They were reflected +in the mirrors; and at the bottom of the dining-room, which was adorned +with a jessamine treillage, the side-board resembled the high altar of a +cathedral or an exhibition of jewellery, there were so many dishes, +bells, knives and forks, silver and silver-gilt spoons in the midst of +crystal ware glittering with iridescence. + +The three other reception-rooms overflowed with artistic +objects--landscapes by great masters on the walls, ivory and porcelain +at the sides of the tables, and Chinese ornaments on the brackets. +Lacquered screens were displayed in front of the windows, clusters of +camelias rose above the mantel-shelves, and a light music vibrated in +the distance, like the humming of bees. + +The quadrilles were not numerous, and the dancers, judged by the +indifferent fashion in which they dragged their pumps after them, seemed +to be going through the performance of a duty. + +Frederick heard some phrases, such as the following: + +"Were you at the last charity fete at the Hotel Lambert, Mademoiselle?" +"No, Monsieur." "It will soon be intolerably warm here." "Oh! yes, +indeed; quite suffocating!" "Whose polka, pray, is this?" "Good heavens, +Madame, I don't know!" + +And, behind him, three greybeards, who had posted themselves in the +recess of a window, were whispering some _risque_ remarks. A sportsman +told a hunting story, while a Legitimist carried on an argument with an +Orleanist. And, wandering about from one group to another, he reached +the card-room, where, in the midst of grave-looking men gathered in a +circle, he recognised Martinon, now attached to the Bar of the capital. + +His big face, with its waxen complexion, filled up the space encircled +by his collar-like beard, which was a marvel with its even surface of +black hair; and, observing the golden mean between the elegance which +his age might yearn for and the dignity which his profession exacted +from him, he kept his thumbs stuck under his armpits, according to the +custom of beaux, and then put his hands into his waistcoat pockets after +the manner of learned personages. Though his boots were polished to +excess, he kept his temples shaved in order to have the forehead of a +thinker. + +After he had addressed a few chilling words to Frederick, he turned once +more towards those who were chatting around him. A land-owner was +saying: "This is a class of men that dreams of upsetting society." + +"They are calling for the organisation of labour," said another: "Can +this be conceived?" + +"What could you expect," said a third, "when we see M. de Genoude giving +his assistance to the _Siecle_?" + +"And even Conservatives style themselves Progressives. To lead us to +what? To the Republic! as if such a thing were possible in France!" + +Everyone declared that the Republic was impossible in France. + +"No matter!" remarked one gentleman in a loud tone. "People take too +much interest in the Revolution. A heap of histories, of different kinds +of works, are published concerning it!" + +"Without taking into account," said Martinon, "that there are probably +subjects of far more importance which might be studied." + +A gentleman occupying a ministerial office laid the blame on the +scandals associated with the stage: + +"Thus, for instance, this new drama of _La Reine Margot_ really goes +beyond the proper limits. What need was there for telling us about the +Valois? All this exhibits loyalty in an unfavourable light. 'Tis just +like your press! There is no use in talking, the September laws are +altogether too mild. For my part, I would like to have court-martials, +to gag the journalists! At the slightest display of insolence, drag them +before a council of war, and then make an end of the business!" + +"Oh, take care, Monsieur! take care!" said a professor. "Don't attack +the precious boons we gained in 1830! Respect our liberties!" It would +be better, he contended, to adopt a policy of decentralisation, and to +distribute the surplus populations of the towns through the country +districts. + +"But they are gangrened!" exclaimed a Catholic. "Let religion be more +firmly established!" + +Martinon hastened to observe: + +"As a matter of fact, it is a restraining force." + +All the evil lay in this modern longing to rise above one's class and to +possess luxuries. + +"However," urged a manufacturer, "luxury aids commerce. Therefore, I +approve of the Duc de Nemours' action in insisting on having short +breeches at his evening parties." + +"M. Thiers came to one of them in a pair of trousers. You know his joke +on the subject?" + +"Yes; charming! But he turned round to the demagogues, and his speech on +the question of incompatibilities was not without its influence in +bringing about the attempt of the twelfth of May." + +"Oh, pooh!" + +"Ay, ay!" + +The circle had to make a little opening to give a passage to a +man-servant carrying a tray, who was trying to make his way into the +card-room. + +Under the green shades of the wax-lights the tables were covered with +two rows of cards and gold coins. Frederick stopped beside one corner of +the table, lost the fifteen napoleons which he had in his pocket, +whirled lightly about, and found himself on the threshold of the boudoir +in which Madame Dambreuse happened to be at that moment. + +It was filled with women sitting close to one another in little groups +on seats without backs. Their long skirts, swelling round them, seemed +like waves, from which their waists emerged; and their breasts were +clearly outlined by the slope of their corsages. Nearly every one of +them had a bouquet of violets in her hand. The dull shade of their +gloves showed off the whiteness of their arms, which formed a contrast +with its human flesh tints. Over the shoulders of some of them hung +fringe or mourning-weeds, and, every now and then, as they quivered with +emotion, it seemed as if their bodices were about to fall down. + +But the decorum of their countenances tempered the exciting effect of +their costumes. Several of them had a placidity almost like that of +animals; and this resemblance to the brute creation on the part of +half-nude women made him think of the interior of a harem--indeed, a +grosser comparison suggested itself to the young man's mind. + +Every variety of beauty was to be found there--some English ladies, with +the profile familiar in "keepsakes"; an Italian, whose black eyes shot +forth lava-like flashes, like a Vesuvius; three sisters, dressed in +blue; three Normans, fresh as April apples; a tall red-haired girl, with +a set of amethysts. And the bright scintillation of diamonds, which +trembled in aigrettes worn over their hair, the luminous spots of +precious stones laid over their breasts, and the delightful radiance of +pearls which adorned their foreheads mingled with the glitter of gold +rings, as well as with the lace, powder, the feathers, the vermilion of +dainty mouths, and the mother-of-pearl hue of teeth. The ceiling, +rounded like a cupola, gave to the boudoir the form of a flower-basket, +and a current of perfumed air circulated under the flapping of their +fans. + +Frederick, planting himself behind them, put up his eyeglass and scanned +their shoulders, not all of which did he consider irreproachable. He +thought about the Marechale, and this dispelled the temptations that +beset him or consoled him for not yielding to them. + +He gazed, however, at Madame Dambreuse, and he considered her charming, +in spite of her mouth being rather large and her nostrils too dilated. +But she was remarkably graceful in appearance. There was, as it were, an +expression of passionate languor in the ringlets of her hair, and her +forehead, which was like agate, seemed to cover a great deal, and +indicated a masterful intelligence. + +She had placed beside her her husband's niece, a rather plain-looking +young person. From time to time she left her seat to receive those who +had just come in; and the murmur of feminine voices, made, as it were, a +cackling like that of birds. + +They were talking about the Tunisian ambassadors and their costumes. One +lady had been present at the last reception of the Academy. Another +referred to the _Don Juan_ of Moliere, which had recently been performed +at the Theatre Francais. + +But with a significant glance towards her niece, Madame Dambreuse laid a +finger on her lips, while the smile which escaped from her contradicted +this display of austerity. + +Suddenly, Martinon appeared at the door directly in front of her. She +arose at once. He offered her his arm. Frederick, in order to watch the +progress of these gallantries on Martinon's part, walked past the +card-table, and came up with them in the large drawing-room. Madame +Dambreuse very soon quitted her cavalier, and began chatting with +Frederick himself in a very familiar tone. + +She understood that he did not play cards, and did not dance. + +"Young people have a tendency to be melancholy!" Then, with a single +comprehensive glance around: + +"Besides, this sort of thing is not amusing--at least for certain +natures!" + +And she drew up in front of the row of armchairs, uttering a few polite +remarks here and there, while some old men with double eyeglasses came +to pay court to her. She introduced Frederick to some of them. M. +Dambreuse touched him lightly on the elbow, and led him out on the +terrace. + +He had seen the Minister. The thing was not easy to manage. Before he +could be qualified for the post of auditor to the Council of State, he +should pass an examination. Frederick, seized with an unaccountable +self-confidence, replied that he had a knowledge of the subjects +prescribed for it. + +The financier was not surprised at this, after all the eulogies M. Roque +had pronounced on his abilities. + +At the mention of this name, a vision of little Louise, her house and +her room, passed through his mind, and he remembered how he had on +nights like this stood at her window listening to the wagoners driving +past. This recollection of his griefs brought back the thought of Madame +Arnoux, and he relapsed into silence as he continued to pace up and down +the terrace. The windows shone amid the darkness like slabs of flame. +The buzz of the ball gradually grew fainter; the carriages were +beginning to leave. + +"Why in the world," M. Dambreuse went on, "are you so anxious to be +attached to the Council of State?" + +And he declared, in the tone of a man of broad views, that the public +functions led to nothing--he could speak with some authority on that +point--business was much better. + +Frederick urged as an objection the difficulty of grappling with all the +details of business. + +"Pooh! I could post you up well in them in a very short time." + +Would he like to be a partner in any of his own undertakings? + +The young man saw, as by a lightning-flash, an enormous fortune coming +into his hands. + +"Let us go in again," said the banker. "You are staying for supper with +us, are you not?" + +It was three o'clock. They left the terrace. + +In the dining-room, a table at which supper was served up awaited the +guests. + +M. Dambreuse perceived Martinon, and, drawing near his wife, in a low +tone: + +"Is it you who invited him?" + +She answered dryly: + +"Yes, of course." + +The niece was not present. + +The guests drank a great deal of wine, and laughed very loudly; and +risky jokes did not give any offence, all present experiencing that +sense of relief which follows a somewhat prolonged period of constraint. + +Martinon alone displayed anything like gravity. He refused to drink +champagne, as he thought this good form, and, moreover, he assumed an +air of tact and politeness, for when M. Dambreuse, who had a contracted +chest, complained of an oppression, he made repeated enquiries about +that gentleman's health, and then let his blue eyes wander in the +direction of Madame Dambreuse. + +She questioned Frederick in order to find out which of the young ladies +he liked best. He had noticed none of them in particular, and besides, +he preferred the women of thirty. + +"There, perhaps, you show your sense," she returned. + +Then, as they were putting on their pelisses and paletots, M. Dambreuse +said to him: + +"Come and see me one of these mornings and we'll have a chat." + +Martinon, at the foot of the stairs, was lighting a cigar, and, as he +puffed it, he presented such a heavy profile that his companion allowed +this remark to escape from him: + +"Upon my word, you have a fine head!" + +"It has turned a few other heads," replied the young magistrate, with an +air of mingled self-complacency and annoyance. + +As soon as Frederick was in bed, he summed up the main features of the +evening party. In the first place, his own toilet (he had looked at +himself several times in the mirrors), from the cut of his coat to the +knot of his pumps left nothing to find fault with. He had spoken to +influential men, and seen wealthy ladies at close quarters. M. Dambreuse +had shown himself to be an admirable type of man, and Madame Dambreuse +an almost bewitching type of woman. He weighed one by one her slightest +words, her looks, a thousand things incapable of being analysed. It +would be a right good thing to have such a mistress. And, after all, why +should he not? He would have as good a chance with her as any other man. +Perhaps she was not so hard to win? Then Martinon came back to his +recollection; and, as he fell asleep, he smiled with pity for this +worthy fellow. + +He woke up with the thought of the Marechale in his mind. Those words of +her note, "After to-morrow evening," were in fact an appointment for the +very same day. + +He waited until nine o'clock, and then hurried to her house. + +Some one who had been going up the stairs before him shut the door. He +rang the bell; Delphine came out and told him that "Madame" was not +there. + +Frederick persisted, begging of her to admit him. He had something of a +very serious nature to communicate to her; only a word would suffice. At +length, the hundred-sous-piece argument proved successful, and the maid +let him into the anteroom. + +Rosanette appeared. She was in a negligee, with her hair loose, and, +shaking her head, she waved her arms when she was some paces away from +him to indicate that she could not receive him now. + +Frederick descended the stairs slowly. This caprice was worse than any +of the others she had indulged in. He could not understand it at all. + +In front of the porter's lodge Mademoiselle Vatnaz stopped him. + +"Has she received you?" + +"No." + +"You've been put out?" + +"How do you know that?" + +"'Tis quite plain. But come on; let us go away. I am suffocating!" + +She made him accompany her along the street; she panted for breath; he +could feel her thin arm trembling on his own. Suddenly, she broke out: + +"Ah! the wretch!" + +"Who, pray?" + +"Why, he--he--Delmar!" + +This revelation humiliated Frederick. He next asked: + +"Are you quite sure of it?" + +"Why, when I tell you I followed him!" exclaimed the Vatnaz. "I saw him +going in! Now do you understand? I ought to have expected it for that +matter--'twas I, in my stupidity, that introduced him to her. And if you +only knew all; my God! Why, I picked him up, supported him, clothed him! +And then all the paragraphs I got into the newspapers about him! I loved +him like a mother!" + +Then, with a sneer: + +"Ha! Monsieur wants velvet robes! You may be sure 'tis a speculation on +his part. And as for her!--to think that I knew her to earn her living +as a seamstress! If it were not for me, she would have fallen into the +mire twenty times over! But I will plunge her into it yet! I'll see her +dying in a hospital--and everything about her will be known!" + +And, like a torrent of dirty water from a vessel full of refuse, her +rage poured out in a tumultuous fashion into Frederick's ear the recital +of her rival's disgraceful acts. + +"She lived with Jumillac, with Flacourt, with little Allard, with +Bertinaux, with Saint-Valery, the pock-marked fellow! No, 'twas the +other! They are two brothers--it makes no difference. And when she was +in difficulties, I settled everything. She is so avaricious! And then, +you will agree with me, 'twas nice and kind of me to go to see her, for +we are not persons of the same grade! Am I a fast woman--I? Do I sell +myself? Without taking into account that she is as stupid as a head of +cabbage. She writes 'category' with a 'th.' After all, they are well +met. They make a precious couple, though he styles himself an artist and +thinks himself a man of genius. But, my God! if he had only +intelligence, he would not have done such an infamous thing! Men don't, +as a rule, leave a superior woman for a hussy! What do I care about him +after all? He is becoming ugly. I hate him! If I met him, mind you, I'd +spit in his face." She spat out as she uttered the words. + +"Yes, this is what I think about him now. And Arnoux, eh? Isn't it +abominable? He has forgiven her so often! You can't conceive the +sacrifices he has made for her. She ought to kiss his feet! He is so +generous, so good!" + +Frederick was delighted at hearing Delmar disparaged. He had taken sides +with Arnoux. This perfidy on Rosanette's part seemed to him an abnormal +and inexcusable thing; and, infected with this elderly spinster's +emotion, he felt a sort of tenderness towards her. Suddenly he found +himself in front of Arnoux's door. Mademoiselle Vatnaz, without his +attention having been drawn to it, had led him down towards the Rue +Poissonniere. + +"Here we are!" said she. "As for me, I can't go up; but you, surely +there is nothing to prevent you?" + +"From doing what?" + +"From telling him everything, faith!" + +Frederick, as if waking up with a start, saw the baseness towards which +she was urging him. + +"Well?" she said after a pause. + +He raised his eyes towards the second floor. Madame Arnoux's lamp was +burning. In fact there was nothing to prevent him from going up. + +"I am going to wait for you here. Go on, then!" + +This direction had the effect of chilling him, and he said: + +"I shall be a long time up there; you would do better to return home. I +will call on you to-morrow." + +"No, no!" replied the Vatnaz, stamping with her foot. "Take him with +you! Bring him there! Let him catch them together!" + +"But Delmar will no longer be there." + +She hung down her head. + +"Yes; that's true, perhaps." + +And she remained without speaking in the middle of the street, with +vehicles all around her; then, fixing on him her wild-cat's eyes: + +"I may rely on you, may I not? There is now a sacred bond between us. Do +what you say, then; we'll talk about it to-morrow." + +Frederick, in passing through the lobby, heard two voices responding to +one another. + +Madame Arnoux's voice was saying: + +"Don't lie! don't lie, pray!" + +He went in. The voices suddenly ceased. + +Arnoux was walking from one end of the apartment to the other, and +Madame was seated on the little chair near the fire, extremely pale and +staring straight before her. Frederick stepped back, and was about to +retire, when Arnoux grasped his hand, glad that some one had come to his +rescue. + +"But I am afraid----" said Frederick. + +"Stay here, I beg of you!" he whispered in his ear. + +Madame remarked: + +"You must make some allowance for this scene, Monsieur Moreau. Such +things sometimes unfortunately occur in households." + +"They do when we introduce them there ourselves," said Arnoux in a jolly +tone. "Women have crotchets, I assure you. This, for instance, is not a +bad one--see! No; quite the contrary. Well, she has been amusing +herself for the last hour by teasing me with a heap of idle stories." + +"They are true," retorted Madame Arnoux, losing patience; "for, in fact, +you bought it yourself." + +"I?" + +"Yes, you yourself, at the Persian House." + +"The cashmere," thought Frederick. + +He was filled with a consciousness of guilt, and got quite alarmed. + +She quickly added: + +"It was on Saturday, the fourteenth." + +"The fourteenth," said Arnoux, looking up, as if he were searching in +his mind for a date. + +"And, furthermore, the clerk who sold it to you was a fair-haired young +man." + +"How could I remember what sort of man the clerk was?" + +"And yet it was at your dictation he wrote the address, 18 Rue de +Laval." + +"How do you know?" said Arnoux in amazement. + +She shrugged her shoulders. + +"Oh! 'tis very simple: I went to get my cashmere altered, and the +superintendent of the millinery department told me that they had just +sent another of the same sort to Madame Arnoux." + +"Is it my fault if there is a Madame Arnoux in the same street?" + +"Yes; but not Jacques Arnoux," she returned. + +Thereupon, he began to talk in an incoherent fashion, protesting that he +was innocent. It was some misapprehension, some accident, one of those +things that happen in some way that is utterly unaccountable. Men should +not be condemned on mere suspicion, vague probabilities; and he +referred to the case of the unfortunate Lesurques. + +"In short, I say you are mistaken. Do you want me to take my oath on +it?" + +"'Tis not worth while." + +"Why?" + +She looked him straight in the face without saying a word, then +stretched out her hand, took down the little silver chest from the +mantelpiece, and handed him a bill which was spread open. + +Arnoux coloured up to his ears, and his swollen and distorted features +betrayed his confusion. + +"But," he said in faltering tones, "what does this prove?" + +"Ah!" she said, with a peculiar ring in her voice, in which sorrow and +irony were blended. "Ah!" + +Arnoux held the bill in his hands, and turned it round without removing +his eyes from it, as if he were going to find in it the solution of a +great problem. + +"Ah! yes, yes; I remember," said he at length. "'Twas a commission. You +ought to know about that matter, Frederick." Frederick remained silent. +"A commission that Pere Oudry entrusted to me." + +"And for whom?" + +"For his mistress." + +"For your own!" exclaimed Madame Arnoux, springing to her feet and +standing erect before him. + +"I swear to you!" + +"Don't begin over again. I know everything." + +"Ha! quite right. So you're spying on me!" + +She returned coldly: + +"Perhaps that wounds your delicacy?" + +"Since you are in a passion," said Arnoux, looking for his hat, "and +can't be reasoned with----" + +Then, with a big sigh: + +"Don't marry, my poor friend, don't, if you take my advice!" + +And he took himself off, finding it absolutely necessary to get into the +open air. + +Then there was a deep silence, and it seemed as if everything in the +room had become more motionless than before. A luminous circle above the +lamp whitened the ceiling, while at the corners stretched out bits of +shade resembling pieces of black gauze placed on top of one another. The +ticking of the clock and the crackling of the fire were the only sounds +that disturbed the stillness. + +Madame Arnoux had just seated herself in the armchair at the opposite +side of the chimney-piece. She bit her lip and shivered. She drew her +hands up to her face; a sob broke from her, and she began to weep. + +He sat down on the little couch, and in the soothing tone in which one +addresses a sick person: + +"You don't suspect me of having anything to do with----?" + +She made no reply. But, continuing presently to give utterance to her +own thoughts: + +"I leave him perfectly free! There was no necessity for lying on his +part!" + +"That is quite true," said Frederick. "No doubt," he added, "it was the +result of Arnoux's habits; he had acted thoughtlessly, but perhaps in +matters of a graver character----" + +"What do you see, then, that can be graver?" + +"Oh, nothing!" + +Frederick bent his head with a smile of acquiescence. Nevertheless, he +urged, Arnoux possessed certain good qualities; he was fond of his +children. + +"Ay, and he does all he can to ruin them!" + +Frederick urged that this was due to an excessively easy-going +disposition, for indeed he was a good fellow. + +She exclaimed: + +"But what is the meaning of that--a good fellow?" + +And he proceeded to defend Arnoux in the vaguest kind of language he +could think of, and, while expressing his sympathy with her, he +rejoiced, he was delighted, at the bottom of his heart. Through +retaliation or need of affection she would fly to him for refuge. His +love was intensified by the hope which had now grown immeasurably +stronger in his breast. + +Never had she appeared to him so captivating, so perfectly beautiful. +From time to time a deep breath made her bosom swell. Her two eyes, +gazing fixedly into space, seemed dilated by a vision in the depths of +her consciousness, and her lips were slightly parted, as if to let her +soul escape through them. Sometimes she pressed her handkerchief over +them tightly. He would have liked to be this dainty little piece of +cambric moistened with her tears. In spite of himself, he cast a look at +the bed at the end of the alcove, picturing to himself her head lying on +the pillow, and so vividly did this present itself to his imagination +that he had to restrain himself to keep from clasping her in his arms. +She closed her eyelids, and now she appeared quiescent and languid. Then +he drew closer to her, and, bending over her, he eagerly scanned her +face. At that moment, he heard the noise of boots in the lobby +outside--it was the other. They heard him shutting the door of his own +room. Frederick made a sign to Madame Arnoux to ascertain from her +whether he ought to go there. + +She replied "Yes," in the same voiceless fashion; and this mute exchange +of thoughts between them was, as it were, an assent--the preliminary +step in adultery. + +Arnoux was just taking off his coat to go to bed. + +"Well, how is she going on?" + +"Oh! better," said Frederick; "this will pass off." + +But Arnoux was in an anxious state of mind. + +"You don't know her; she has got hysterical now! Idiot of a clerk! This +is what comes of being too good. If I had not given that cursed shawl to +Rosanette!" + +"Don't regret having done so a bit. Nobody could be more grateful to you +than she is." + +"Do you really think so?" + +Frederick had not a doubt of it. The best proof of it was her dismissal +of Pere Oudry. + +"Ah! poor little thing!" + +And in the excess of his emotion, Arnoux wanted to rush off to her +forthwith. + +"'Tisn't worth while. I am calling to see her. She is unwell." + +"All the more reason for my going." + +He quickly put on his coat again, and took up his candlestick. Frederick +cursed his own stupidity, and pointed out to him that for decency's sake +he ought to remain this night with his wife. He could not leave her; it +would be very nasty. + +"I tell you candidly you would be doing wrong. There is no hurry over +there. You will go to-morrow. Come; do this for my sake." + +Arnoux put down his candlestick, and, embracing him, said: + +"You are a right good fellow!" + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +The Friend of the Family. + + +Then began for Frederick an existence of misery. He became the parasite +of the house. + +If anyone were indisposed, he called three times a day to know how the +patient was, went to the piano-tuner's, contrived to do a thousand acts +of kindness; and he endured with an air of contentment Mademoiselle +Marthe's poutings and the caresses of little Eugene, who was always +drawing his dirty hands over the young man's face. He was present at +dinners at which Monsieur and Madame, facing each other, did not +exchange a word, unless it happened that Arnoux provoked his wife with +the absurd remarks he made. When the meal was over, he would play about +the room with his son, conceal himself behind the furniture, or carry +the little boy on his back, walking about on all fours, like the +Bearnais.[11] At last, he would go out, and she would at once plunge +into the eternal subject of complaint--Arnoux. + +[Footnote 11: Henry IV.--Translator.] + +It was not his misconduct that excited her indignation, but her pride +appeared to be wounded, and she did not hide her repugnance towards this +man, who showed an absence of delicacy, dignity, and honour. + +"Or rather, he is mad!" she said. + +Frederick artfully appealed to her to confide in him. Ere long he knew +all the details of her life. Her parents were people in a humble rank in +life at Chartres. One day, Arnoux, while sketching on the bank of the +river (at this period he believed himself to be a painter), saw her +leaving the church, and made her an offer of marriage. On account of his +wealth, he was unhesitatingly accepted. Besides, he was desperately in +love with her. She added: + +"Good heavens! he loves me still, after his fashion!" + +They spent the few months immediately after their marriage in travelling +through Italy. + +Arnoux, in spite of his enthusiasm at the sight of the scenery and the +masterpieces, did nothing but groan over the wine, and, to find some +kind of amusement, organised picnics along with some English people. The +profit which he had made by reselling some pictures tempted him to take +up the fine arts as a commercial speculation. Then, he became infatuated +about pottery. Just now other branches of commerce attracted him; and, +as he had become more and more vulgarised, he contracted coarse and +extravagant habits. It was not so much for his vices she had to reproach +him as for his entire conduct. No change could be expected in him, and +her unhappiness was irreparable. + +Frederick declared that his own life in the same way was a failure. + +He was still a young man, however. Why should he despair? And she gave +him good advice: "Work! and marry!" He answered her with bitter smiles; +for in place of giving utterance to the real cause of his grief, he +pretended that it was of a different character, a sublime feeling, and +he assumed the part of an Antony to some extent, the man accursed by +fate--language which did not, however, change very materially the +complexion of his thoughts. + +For certain men action becomes more difficult as desire becomes +stronger. They are embarrassed by self-distrust, and terrified by the +fear of making themselves disliked. Besides, deep attachments resemble +virtuous women: they are afraid of being discovered, and pass through +life with downcast eyes. + +Though he was now better acquainted with Madame Arnoux (for that very +reason perhaps), he was still more faint-hearted than before. Each +morning he swore in his own mind that he would take a bold course. He +was prevented from doing so by an unconquerable feeling of bashfulness; +and he had no example to guide him, inasmuch as she was different from +other women. From the force of his dreams, he had placed her outside the +ordinary pale of humanity. At her side he felt himself of less +importance in the world than the sprigs of silk that escaped from her +scissors. + +Then he thought of some monstrous and absurd devices, such as surprises +at night, with narcotics and false keys--anything appearing easier to +him than to face her disdain. + +Besides, the children, the two servant-maids, and the relative position +of the rooms caused insurmountable obstacles. So then he made up his +mind to possess her himself alone, and to bring her to live with him +far away in the depths of some solitude. He even asked himself what lake +would be blue enough, what seashore would be delightful enough for her, +whether it would be in Spain, Switzerland, or the East; and expressly +fixing on days when she seemed more irritated than usual, he told her +that it would be necessary for her to leave the house, to find out some +ground to justify such a step, and that he saw no way out of it but a +separation. However, for the sake of the children whom she loved, she +would never resort to such an extreme course. So much virtue served to +increase his respect for her. + +He spent each afternoon in recalling the visit he had paid the night +before, and in longing for the evening to come in order that he might +call again. When he did not dine with them, he posted himself about nine +o'clock at the corner of the street, and, as soon as Arnoux had slammed +the hall-door behind him, Frederick quickly ascended the two flights of +stairs, and asked the servant-girl in an ingenuous fashion: + +"Is Monsieur in?" + +Then he would exhibit surprise at finding that Arnoux was gone out. + +The latter frequently came back unexpectedly. Then Frederick had to +accompany him to the little cafe in the Rue Sainte-Anne, which Regimbart +now frequented. + +The Citizen began by giving vent to some fresh grievance which he had +against the Crown. Then they would chat, pouring out friendly abuse on +one another, for the earthenware manufacturer took Regimbart for a +thinker of a high order, and, vexed at seeing him neglecting so many +chances of winning distinction, teased the Citizen about his laziness. +It seemed to Regimbart that Arnoux was a man full of heart and +imagination, but decidedly of lax morals, and therefore he was quite +unceremonious towards a personage he respected so little, refusing even +to dine at his house on the ground that "such formality was a bore." + +Sometimes, at the moment of parting, Arnoux would be seized with hunger. +He found it necessary to order an omelet or some roasted apples; and, as +there was never anything to eat in the establishment, he sent out for +something. They waited. Regimbart did not leave, and ended by consenting +in a grumbling fashion to have something himself. He was nevertheless +gloomy, for he remained for hours seated before a half-filled glass. As +Providence did not regulate things in harmony with his ideas, he was +becoming a hypochondriac, no longer cared even to read the newspapers, +and at the mere mention of England's name began to bellow with rage. On +one occasion, referring to a waiter who attended on him carelessly, he +exclaimed: + +"Have we not enough of insults from the foreigner?" + +Except at these critical periods he remained taciturn, contemplating "an +infallible stroke of business that would burst up the whole shop." + +Whilst he was lost in these reflections, Arnoux in a monotonous voice +and with a slight look of intoxication, related incredible anecdotes in +which he always shone himself, owing to his assurance; and Frederick +(this was, no doubt, due to some deep-rooted resemblances) felt more or +less attracted towards him. He reproached himself for this weakness, +believing that on the contrary he ought to hate this man. + +Arnoux, in Frederick's presence, complained of his wife's ill-temper, +her obstinacy, her unjust accusations. She had not been like this in +former days. + +"If I were you," said Frederick, "I would make her an allowance and live +alone." + +Arnoux made no reply; and the next moment he began to sound her praises. +She was good, devoted, intelligent, and virtuous; and, passing to her +personal beauty, he made some revelations on the subject with the +thoughtlessness of people who display their treasures at taverns. + +His equilibrium was disturbed by a catastrophe. + +He had been appointed one of the Board of Superintendence in a kaolin +company. But placing reliance on everything that he was told, he had +signed inaccurate reports and approved, without verification, of the +annual inventories fraudulently prepared by the manager. The company had +now failed, and Arnoux, being legally responsible, was, along with the +others who were liable under the guaranty, condemned to pay damages, +which meant a loss to him of thirty thousand francs, not to speak of the +costs of the judgment. + +Frederick read the report of the case in a newspaper, and at once +hurried off to the Rue de Paradis. + +He was ushered into Madame's apartment. It was breakfast-time. A round +table close to the fire was covered with bowls of _cafe au lait_. +Slippers trailed over the carpet, and clothes over the armchairs. Arnoux +was attired in trousers and a knitted vest, with his eyes bloodshot and +his hair in disorder. Little Eugene was crying at the pain caused by an +attack of mumps, while nibbling at a slice of bread and butter. His +sister was eating quietly. Madame Arnoux, a little paler than usual, was +attending on all three of them. + +"Well," said Arnoux, heaving a deep sigh, "you know all about it?" + +And, as Frederick gave him a pitying look: "There, you see, I have been +the victim of my own trustfulness!" + +Then he relapsed into silence, and so great was his prostration, that he +pushed his breakfast away from him. Madame Arnoux raised her eyes with a +shrug of the shoulders. He passed his hand across his forehead. + +"After all, I am not guilty. I have nothing to reproach myself with. +'Tis a misfortune. It will be got over--ay, and so much the worse, +faith!" + +He took a bite of a cake, however, in obedience to his wife's +entreaties. + +That evening, he wished that she should go and dine with him alone in a +private room at the Maison d'Or. Madame Arnoux did not at all understand +this emotional impulse, taking offence, in fact, at being treated as if +she were a light woman. Arnoux, on the contrary, meant it as a proof of +affection. Then, as he was beginning to feel dull, he went to pay the +Marechale a visit in order to amuse himself. + +Up to the present, he had been pardoned for many things owing to his +reputation for good-fellowship. His lawsuit placed him amongst men of +bad character. No one visited his house. + +Frederick, however, considered that he was bound in honour to go there +more frequently than ever. He hired a box at the Italian opera, and +brought them there with him every week. Meanwhile, the pair had reached +that period in unsuitable unions when an invincible lassitude springs +from concessions which people get into the habit of making, and which +render existence intolerable. Madame Arnoux restrained her pent-up +feelings from breaking out; Arnoux became gloomy; and Frederick grew sad +at witnessing the unhappiness of these two ill-fated beings. + +She had imposed on him the obligation, since she had given him her +confidence, of making enquiries as to the state of her husband's +affairs. But shame prevented him from doing so. It was painful to him to +reflect that he coveted the wife of this man, at whose dinner-table he +constantly sat. Nevertheless, he continued his visits, excusing himself +on the ground that he was bound to protect her, and that an occasion +might present itself for being of service to her. + +Eight days after the ball, he had paid a visit to M. Dambreuse. The +financier had offered him twenty shares in a coal-mining speculation; +Frederick did not go back there again. Deslauriers had written letters +to him, which he left unanswered. Pellerin had invited him to go and see +the portrait; he always put it off. He gave way, however, to Cisy's +persistent appeals to be introduced to Rosanette. + +She received him very nicely, but without springing on his neck as she +used to do formerly. His comrade was delighted at being received by a +woman of easy virtue, and above all at having a chat with an actor. +Delmar was there when he called. A drama in which he appeared as a +peasant lecturing Louis XIV. and prophesying the events of '89 had made +him so conspicuous, that the same part was continually assigned to him; +and now his function consisted of attacks on the monarchs of all +nations. As an English brewer, he inveighed against Charles I.; as a +student at Salamanca, he cursed Philip II.; or, as a sensitive father, +he expressed indignation against the Pompadour--this was the most +beautiful bit of acting! The brats of the street used to wait at the +door leading to the side-scenes in order to see him; and his biography, +sold between the acts, described him as taking care of his aged mother, +reading the Bible, assisting the poor, in fact, under the aspect of a +Saint Vincent de Paul together with a dash of Brutus and Mirabeau. +People spoke of him as "Our Delmar." He had a mission; he became another +Christ. + +All this had fascinated Rosanette; and she had got rid of Pere Oudry, +without caring one jot about consequences, as she was not of a covetous +disposition. + +Arnoux, who knew her, had taken advantage of the state of affairs for +some time past to spend very little money on her. M. Roque had appeared +on the scene, and all three of them carefully avoided anything like a +candid explanation. Then, fancying that she had got rid of the other +solely on his account, Arnoux increased her allowance, for she was +living at a very expensive rate. She had even sold her cashmere in her +anxiety to pay off her old debts, as she said; and he was continually +giving her money, while she bewitched him and imposed upon him +pitilessly. Therefore, bills and stamped paper rained all over the +house. Frederick felt that a crisis was approaching. + +One day he called to see Madame Arnoux. She had gone out. Monsieur was +at work below stairs in the shop. In fact, Arnoux, in the midst of his +Japanese vases, was trying to take in a newly-married pair who happened +to be well-to-do people from the provinces. He talked about +wheel-moulding and fine-moulding, about spotted porcelain and glazed +porcelain; the others, not wishing to appear utterly ignorant of the +subject, listened with nods of approbation, and made purchases. + +When the customers had gone out, he told Frederick that he had that very +morning been engaged in a little altercation with his wife. In order to +obviate any remarks about expense, he had declared that the Marechale +was no longer his mistress. "I even told her that she was yours." + +Frederick was annoyed at this; but to utter reproaches might only betray +him. He faltered: "Ah! you were in the wrong--greatly in the wrong!" + +"What does that signify?" said Arnoux. "Where is the disgrace of passing +for her lover? I am really so myself. Would you not be flattered at +being in that position?" + +Had she spoken? Was this a hint? Frederick hastened to reply: + +"No! not at all! on the contrary!" + +"Well, what then?" + +"Yes, 'tis true; it makes no difference so far as that's concerned." + +Arnoux next asked: "And why don't you call there oftener?" + +Frederick promised that he would make it his business to go there again. + +"Ah! I forgot! you ought, when talking about Rosanette, to let out in +some way to my wife that you are her lover. I can't suggest how you can +best do it, but you'll find out that. I ask this of you as a special +favour--eh?" + +The young man's only answer was an equivocal grimace. This calumny had +undone him. He even called on her that evening, and swore that Arnoux's +accusation was false. + +"Is that really so?" + +He appeared to be speaking sincerely, and, when she had taken a long +breath of relief, she said to him: + +"I believe you," with a beautiful smile. Then she hung down her head, +and, without looking at him: + +"Besides, nobody has any claim on you!" + +So then she had divined nothing; and she despised him, seeing that she +did not think he could love her well enough to remain faithful to her! +Frederick, forgetting his overtures while with the other, looked on the +permission accorded to him as an insult to himself. + +After this she suggested that he ought now and then to pay Rosanette a +visit, to get a little glimpse of what she was like. + +Arnoux presently made his appearance, and, five minutes later, wished to +carry him off to Rosanette's abode. + +The situation was becoming intolerable. + +His attention was diverted by a letter from a notary, who was going to +send him fifteen thousand francs the following day; and, in order to +make up for his neglect of Deslauriers, he went forthwith to tell him +this good news. + +The advocate was lodging in the Rue des Trois-Maries, on the fifth +floor, over a courtyard. His study, a little tiled apartment, chilly, +and with a grey paper on the walls, had as its principal decoration a +gold medal, the prize awarded him on the occasion of taking out his +degree as a Doctor of Laws, which was fixed in an ebony frame near the +mirror. A mahogany bookcase enclosed under its glass front a hundred +volumes, more or less. The writing-desk, covered with sheep-leather, +occupied the centre of the apartment. Four old armchairs upholstered in +green velvet were placed in the corners; and a heap of shavings made a +blaze in the fireplace, where there was always a bundle of sticks ready +to be lighted as soon as he rang the bell. It was his consultation-hour, +and the advocate had on a white cravat. + +The announcement as to the fifteen thousand francs (he had, no doubt, +given up all hope of getting the amount) made him chuckle with delight. + +"That's right, old fellow, that's right--that's quite right!" + +He threw some wood into the fire, sat down again, and immediately began +talking about the journal. The first thing to do was to get rid of +Hussonnet. + +"I'm quite tired of that idiot! As for officially professing opinions, +my own notion is that the most equitable and forcible position is to +have no opinions at all." + +Frederick appeared astonished. + +"Why, the thing is perfectly plain. It is time that politics should be +dealt with scientifically. The old men of the eighteenth century began +it when Rousseau and the men of letters introduced into the political +sphere philanthropy, poetry, and other fudge, to the great delight of +the Catholics--a natural alliance, however, since the modern reformers +(I can prove it) all believe in Revelation. But, if you sing high masses +for Poland, if, in place of the God of the Dominicans, who was an +executioner, you take the God of the Romanticists, who is an +upholsterer, if, in fact, you have not a wider conception of the +Absolute than your ancestors, Monarchy will penetrate underneath your +Republican forms, and your red cap will never be more than the headpiece +of a priest. The only difference will be that the cell system will take +the place of torture, the outrageous treatment of Religion that of +sacrilege, and the European Concert that of the Holy Alliance; and in +this beautiful order which we admire, composed of the wreckage of the +followers of Louis XIV., the last remains of the Voltaireans, with some +Imperial white-wash on top, and some fragments of the British +Constitution, you will see the municipal councils trying to give +annoyance to the Mayor, the general councils to their Prefect, the +Chambers to the King, the Press to Power, and the Administration to +everybody. But simple-minded people get enraptured about the Civil Code, +a work fabricated--let them say what they like--in a mean and tyrannical +spirit, for the legislator, in place of doing his duty to the State, +which simply means to observe customs in a regular fashion, claims to +model society like another Lycurgus. Why does the law impede fathers of +families with regard to the making of wills? Why does it place shackles +on the compulsory sale of real estate? Why does it punish as a +misdemeanour vagrancy, which ought not even to be regarded as a +technical contravention of the Code. And there are other things! I know +all about them! and so I am going to write a little novel, entitled +'The History of the Idea of Justice,' which will be amusing. But I am +infernally thirsty! And you?" + +He leaned out through the window, and called to the porter to go and +fetch them two glasses of grog from the public-house over the way. + +"To sum up, I see three parties--no! three groups--in none of which do I +take the slightest interest: those who have, those who have nothing, and +those who are trying to have. But all agree in their idiotic worship of +Authority! For example, Mably recommends that the philosophers should be +prevented from publishing their doctrines; M. Wronsky, the geometrician, +describes the censorship as the 'critical expression of speculative +spontaneity'; Pere Enfantin gives his blessing to the Hapsburgs for +having passed a hand across the Alps in order to keep Italy down; Pierre +Leroux wishes people to be compelled to listen to an orator; and Louis +Blanc inclines towards a State religion--so much rage for government +have these vassals whom we call the people! Nevertheless, there is not a +single legitimate government, in spite of their sempiternal principles. +But 'principle' signifies 'origin.' It is always necessary to go back to +a revolution, to an act of violence, to a transitory fact. Thus, our +principle is the national sovereignty embodied in the Parliamentary +form, though the Parliament does not assent to this! But in what way +could the sovereignty of the people be more sacred than the Divine +Right? They are both fictions. Enough of metaphysics; no more phantoms! +There is no need of dogmas in order to get the streets swept! It will be +said that I am turning society upside down. Well, after all, where would +be the harm of that? It is, indeed, a nice thing--this society of +yours." + +Frederick could have given many answers. But, seeing that his theories +were far less advanced than those of Senecal, he was full of indulgence +towards Deslauriers. He contented himself with arguing that such a +system would make them generally hated. + +"On the contrary, as we should have given to each party a pledge of +hatred against his neighbour, all will reckon on us. You are about to +enter into it yourself, and to furnish us with some transcendent +criticism!" + +It was necessary to attack accepted ideas--the Academy, the Normal +School, the Conservatoire, the Comedie Francaise, everything that +resembled an institution. It was in that way that they would give +uniformity to the doctrines taught in their review. Then, as soon as it +had been thoroughly well-established, the journal would suddenly be +converted into a daily publication. Thereupon they could find fault with +individuals. + +"And they will respect us, you may be sure!" + +Deslauriers touched upon that old dream of his--the position of +editor-in-chief, so that he might have the unutterable happiness of +directing others, of entirely cutting down their articles, of ordering +them to be written or declining them. His eyes twinkled under his +goggles; he got into a state of excitement, and drank a few glasses of +brandy, one after the other, in an automatic fashion. + +"You'll have to stand me a dinner once a week. That's indispensable, +even though you should have to squander half your income on it. People +would feel pleasure in going to it; it would be a centre for the +others, a lever for yourself; and by manipulating public opinion at its +two ends--literature and politics--you will see how, before six months +have passed, we shall occupy the first rank in Paris." + +Frederick, as he listened to Deslauriers, experienced a sensation of +rejuvenescence, like a man who, after having been confined in a room for +a long time, is suddenly transported into the open air. The enthusiasm +of his friend had a contagious effect upon him. + +"Yes, I have been an idler, an imbecile--you are right!" + +"All in good time," said Deslauriers. "I have found my Frederick again!" + +And, holding up his jaw with closed fingers: + +"Ah! you have made me suffer! Never mind, I am fond of you all the +same." + +They stood there gazing into each other's faces, both deeply affected, +and were on the point of embracing each other. + +A woman's cap appeared on the threshold of the anteroom. + +"What brings you here?" said Deslauriers. + +It was Mademoiselle Clemence, his mistress. + +She replied that, as she happened to be passing, she could not resist +the desire to go in to see him, and in order that they might have a +little repast together, she had brought some cakes, which she laid on +the table. + +"Take care of my papers!" said the advocate, sharply. "Besides, +this is the third time that I have forbidden you to come at my +consultation-hours." + +She wished to embrace him. + +"All right! Go away! Cut your stick!" + +He repelled her; she heaved a great sigh. + +"Ah! you are plaguing me again!" + +"'Tis because I love you!" + +"I don't ask you to love me, but to oblige me!" + +This harsh remark stopped Clemence's tears. She took up her station +before the window, and remained there motionless, with her forehead +against the pane. + +Her attitude and her silence had an irritating effect on Deslauriers. + +"When you have finished, you will order your carriage, will you not?" + +She turned round with a start. + +"You are sending me away?" + +"Exactly." + +She fixed on him her large blue eyes, no doubt as a last appeal, then +drew the two ends of her tartan across each other, lingered for a minute +or two, and went away. + +"You ought to call her back," said Frederick. + +"Come, now!" + +And, as he wished to go out, Deslauriers went into the kitchen, which +also served as his dressing-room. On the stone floor, beside a pair of +boots, were to be seen the remains of a meagre breakfast, and a mattress +with a coverlid was rolled up on the floor in a corner. + +"This will show you," said he, "that I receive few marchionesses. 'Tis +easy to get enough of them, ay, faith! and some others, too! Those who +cost nothing take up your time--'tis money under another form. Now, I'm +not rich! And then they are all so silly, so silly! Can you chat with a +woman yourself?" + +As they parted, at the corner of the Pont Neuf, Deslauriers said: "It's +agreed, then; you'll bring the thing to me to-morrow as soon as you have +it!" + +"Agreed!" said Frederick. + +When he awoke next morning, he received through the post a cheque on the +bank for fifteen thousand francs. + +This scrap of paper represented to him fifteen big bags of money; and he +said to himself that, with such a sum he could, first of all, keep his +carriage for three years instead of selling it, as he would soon be +forced to do, or buy for himself two beautiful damaskeened pieces of +armour, which he had seen on the Quai Voltaire, then a quantity of other +things, pictures, books and what a quantity of bouquets of flowers, +presents for Madame Arnoux! anything, in short, would have been +preferable to risking losing everything in that journal! Deslauriers +seemed to him presumptuous, his insensibility on the night before having +chilled Frederick's affection for him; and the young man was indulging +in these feelings of regret, when he was quite surprised by the sudden +appearance of Arnoux, who sat down heavily on the side of the bed, like +a man overwhelmed with trouble. + +"What is the matter now?" + +"I am ruined!" + +He had to deposit that very day at the office of Maitre Beaumont, +notary, in the Rue Saint-Anne, eighteen thousand francs lent him by one +Vanneroy. + +"'Tis an unaccountable disaster. I have, however, given him a mortgage, +which ought to keep him quiet. But he threatens me with a writ if it is +not paid this afternoon promptly." + +"And what next?" + +"Oh! the next step is simple enough; he will take possession of my real +estate. Once the thing is publicly announced, it means ruin to +me--that's all! Ah! if I could find anyone to advance me this cursed +sum, he might take Vanneroy's place, and I should be saved! You don't +chance to have it yourself?" + +The cheque had remained on the night-table near a book. Frederick took +up a volume, and placed it on the cheque, while he replied: + +"Good heavens, my dear friend, no!" + +But it was painful to him to say "no" to Arnoux. + +"What, don't you know anyone who would----?" + +"Nobody! and to think that in eight days I should be getting in money! +There is owing to me probably fifty thousand francs at the end of the +month!" + +"Couldn't you ask some of the persons that owe you money to make you an +advance?" + +"Ah! well, so I did!" + +"But have you any bills or promissory notes?" + +"Not one!" + +"What is to be done?" said Frederick. + +"That's what I'm asking myself," said Arnoux. "'Tisn't for myself, my +God! but for my children and my poor wife!" + +Then, letting each phrase fall from his lips in a broken fashion: + +"In fact--I could rough it--I could pack off all I have--and go and seek +my fortune--I don't know where!" + +"Impossible!" exclaimed Frederick. + +Arnoux replied with an air of calmness: + +"How do you think I could live in Paris now?" + +There was a long silence. Frederick broke it by saying: + +"When could you pay back this money?" + +Not that he had it; quite the contrary! But there was nothing to prevent +him from seeing some friends, and making an application to them. + +And he rang for his servant to get himself dressed. + +Arnoux thanked him. + +"The amount you want is eighteen thousand francs--isn't it?" + +"Oh! I could manage easily with sixteen thousand! For I could make two +thousand five hundred out of it, or get three thousand on my silver +plate, if Vanneroy meanwhile would give me till to-morrow; and, I repeat +to you, you may inform the lender, give him a solemn undertaking, that +in eight days, perhaps even in five or six, the money will be +reimbursed. Besides, the mortgage will be security for it. So there is +no risk, you understand?" + +Frederick assured him that he thoroughly understood the state of +affairs, and added that he was going out immediately. + +He would be sure on his return to bestow hearty maledictions on +Deslauriers, for he wished to keep his word, and in the meantime, to +oblige Arnoux. + +"Suppose I applied to M. Dambreuse? But on what pretext could I ask for +money? 'Tis I, on the contrary, that should give him some for the shares +I took in his coal-mining company. Ah! let him go hang himself--his +shares! I am really not liable for them!" + +And Frederick applauded himself for his own independence, as if he had +refused to do some service for M. Dambreuse. + +"Ah, well," said he to himself afterwards, "since I'm going to meet with +a loss in this way--for with fifteen thousand francs I might gain a +hundred thousand! such things sometimes happen on the Bourse--well, +then, since I am breaking my promise to one of them, am I not free? +Besides, when Deslauriers might wait? No, no; that's wrong; let us go +there." + +He looked at his watch. + +"Ah! there's no hurry. The bank does not close till five o'clock." + +And, at half-past four, when he had cashed the cheque: + +"'Tis useless now; I should not find him in. I'll go this evening." Thus +giving himself the opportunity of changing his mind, for there always +remain in the conscience some of those sophistries which we pour into it +ourselves. It preserves the after-taste of them, like some unwholesome +liquor. + +He walked along the boulevards, and dined alone at the restaurant. Then +he listened to one act of a play at the Vaudeville, in order to divert +his thoughts. But his bank-notes caused him as much embarrassment as if +he had stolen them. He would not have been very sorry if he had lost +them. + +When he reached home again he found a letter containing these words: + +"What news? My wife joins me, dear friend, in the hope, etc.--Yours." + +And then there was a flourish after his signature. + +"His wife! She appeals to me!" + +At the same moment Arnoux appeared, to have an answer as to whether he +had been able to obtain the sum so sorely needed. + +"Wait a moment; here it is," said Frederick. + +And, twenty-four hours later, he gave this reply to Deslauriers: + +"I have no money." + +The advocate came back three days, one after the other, and urged +Frederick to write to the notary. He even offered to take a trip to +Havre in connection with the matter. + +At the end of the week, Frederick timidly asked the worthy Arnoux for +his fifteen thousand francs. Arnoux put it off till the following day, +and then till the day after. Frederick ventured out late at night, +fearing lest Deslauriers might come on him by surprise. + +One evening, somebody knocked against him at the corner of the +Madeleine. It was he. + +And Deslauriers accompanied Frederick as far as the door of a house in +the Faubourg Poissonniere. + +"Wait for me!" + +He waited. At last, after three quarters of an hour, Frederick came out, +accompanied by Arnoux, and made signs to him to have patience a little +longer. The earthenware merchant and his companion went up the Rue de +Hauteville arm-in-arm, and then turned down the Rue de Chabrol. + +The night was dark, with gusts of tepid wind. Arnoux walked on slowly, +talking about the Galleries of Commerce--a succession of covered +passages which would have led from the Boulevard Saint-Denis to the +Chatelet, a marvellous speculation, into which he was very anxious to +enter; and he stopped from time to time in order to have a look at the +grisettes' faces in front of the shop-windows, and then, raising his +head again, resumed the thread of his discourse. + +Frederick heard Deslauriers' steps behind him like reproaches, like +blows falling on his conscience. But he did not venture to claim his +money, through a feeling of bashfulness, and also through a fear that +it would be fruitless. The other was drawing nearer. He made up his mind +to ask. + +Arnoux, in a very flippant tone, said that, as he had not got in his +outstanding debts, he was really unable to pay back the fifteen thousand +francs. + +"You have no need of money, I fancy?" + +At that moment Deslauriers came up to Frederick, and, taking him aside: + +"Be honest. Have you got the amount? Yes or no?" + +"Well, then, no," said Frederick; "I've lost it." + +"Ah! and in what way?" + +"At play." + +Deslauriers, without saying a single word in reply, made a very low bow, +and went away. Arnoux had taken advantage of the opportunity to light a +cigar in a tobacconist's shop. When he came back, he wanted to know from +Frederick "who was that young man?" + +"Oh! nobody--a friend." + +Then, three minutes later, in front of Rosanette's door: + +"Come on up," said Arnoux; "she'll be glad to see you. What a savage you +are just now!" + +A gas-lamp, which was directly opposite, threw its light on him; and, +with his cigar between his white teeth and his air of contentment, there +was something intolerable about him. + +"Ha! now that I think of it, my notary has been at your place this +morning about that mortgage-registry business. 'Tis my wife reminded me +about it." + +"A wife with brains!" returned Frederick automatically. + +"I believe you." + +And once more Arnoux began to sing his wife's praises. There was no one +like her for spirit, tenderness, and thrift; he added in a low tone, +rolling his eyes about: "And a woman with so many charms, too!" + +"Good-bye!" said Frederick. + +Arnoux made a step closer to him. + +"Hold on! Why are you going?" And, with his hand half-stretched out +towards Frederick, he stared at the young man, quite abashed by the look +of anger in his face. + +Frederick repeated in a dry tone, "Good-bye!" + +He hurried down the Rue de Breda like a stone rolling headlong, raging +against Arnoux, swearing in his own mind that he would never see the man +again, nor her either, so broken-hearted and desolate did he feel. In +place of the rupture which he had anticipated, here was the other, on +the contrary, exhibiting towards her a most perfect attachment from the +ends of her hair to the inmost depths of her soul. Frederick was +exasperated by the vulgarity of this man. Everything, then, belonged to +him! He would meet Arnoux again at his mistress's door; and the +mortification of a rupture would be added to rage at his own +powerlessness. Besides, he felt humiliated by the other's display of +integrity in offering him guaranties for his money. He would have liked +to strangle him, and over the pangs of disappointment floated in his +conscience, like a fog, the sense of his baseness towards his friend. +Rising tears nearly suffocated him. + +Deslauriers descended the Rue des Martyrs, swearing aloud with +indignation; for his project, like an obelisk that has fallen, now +assumed extraordinary proportions. He considered himself robbed, as if +he had suffered a great loss. His friendship for Frederick was dead, and +he experienced a feeling of joy at it--it was a sort of compensation to +him! A hatred of all rich people took possession of him. He leaned +towards Senecal's opinions, and resolved to make every effort to +propagate them. + +All this time, Arnoux was comfortably seated in an easy-chair near the +fire, sipping his cup of tea, with the Marechale on his knees. + +Frederick did not go back there; and, in order to distract his attention +from his disastrous passion, he determined to write a "History of the +Renaissance." He piled up confusedly on his table the humanists, the +philosophers, and the poets, and he went to inspect some engravings of +Mark Antony, and tried to understand Machiavelli. Gradually, the +serenity of intellectual work had a soothing effect upon him. While his +mind was steeped in the personality of others, he lost sight of his +own--which is the only way, perhaps, of getting rid of suffering. + +One day, while he was quietly taking notes, the door opened, and the +man-servant announced Madame Arnoux. + +It was she, indeed! and alone? Why, no! for she was holding little +Eugene by the hand, followed by a nurse in a white apron. She sat down, +and after a preliminary cough: + +"It is a long time since you came to see us." + +As Frederick could think of no excuse at the moment, she added: + +"It was delicacy on your part!" + +He asked in return: + +"Delicacy about what?" + +"About what you have done for Arnoux!" said she. + +Frederick made a significant gesture. "What do I care about him, indeed? +It was for your sake I did it!" + +She sent off the child to play with his nurse in the drawing-room. Two +or three words passed between them as to their state of health; then the +conversation hung fire. + +She wore a brown silk gown, which had the colour of Spanish wine, with a +paletot of black velvet bordered with sable. This fur made him yearn to +pass his hand over it; and her head-bands, so long and so exquisitely +smooth, seemed to draw his lips towards them. But he was agitated by +emotion, and, turning his eyes towards the door: + +"'Tis rather warm here!" + +Frederick understood what her discreet glance meant. + +"Ah! excuse me! the two leaves of the door are merely drawn together." + +"Yes, that's true!" + +And she smiled, as much as to say: + +"I'm not a bit afraid!" + +He asked her presently what was the object of her visit. + +"My husband," she replied with an effort, "has urged me to call on you, +not venturing to take this step himself!" + +"And why?" + +"You know M. Dambreuse, don't you?" + +"Yes, slightly." + +"Ah! slightly." + +She relapsed into silence. + +"No matter! finish what you were going to say." + +Thereupon she told him that, two days before, Arnoux had found himself +unable to meet four bills of a thousand francs, made payable at the +banker's order and with his signature attached to them. She felt sorry +for having compromised her children's fortune. But anything was +preferable to dishonour; and, if M. Dambreuse stopped the proceedings, +they would certainly pay him soon, for she was going to sell a little +house which she had at Chartres. + +"Poor woman!" murmured Frederick. "I will go. Rely on me!" + +"Thanks!" + +And she arose to go. + +"Oh! there is nothing to hurry you yet." + +She remained standing, examining the trophy of Mongolian arrows +suspended from the ceiling, the bookcase, the bindings, all the utensils +for writing. She lifted up the bronze bowl which held his pens. Her feet +rested on different portions of the carpet. She had visited Frederick +several times before, but always accompanied by Arnoux. They were now +alone together--alone in his own house. It was an extraordinary +event--almost a successful issue of his love. + +She wished to see his little garden. He offered her his arm to show her +his property--thirty feet of ground enclosed by some houses, adorned +with shrubs at the corners and flower-borders in the middle. The early +days of April had arrived. The leaves of the lilacs were already showing +their borders of green. A breath of pure air was diffused around, and +the little birds chirped, their song alternating with the distant sound +that came from a coachmaker's forge. + +Frederick went to look for a fire-shovel; and, while they walked on side +by side, the child kept making sand-pies in the walk. + +Madame Arnoux did not believe that, as he grew older, he would have a +great imagination; but he had a winning disposition. His sister, on the +other hand, possessed a caustic humour that sometimes wounded her. + +"That will change," said Frederick. "We must never despair." + +She returned: + +"We must never despair!" + +This automatic repetition of the phrase he had used appeared to him a +sort of encouragement; he plucked a rose, the only one in the garden. + +"Do you remember a certain bouquet of roses one evening, in a carriage?" + +She coloured a little; and, with an air of bantering pity: + +"Ah, I was very young then!" + +"And this one," went on Frederick, in a low tone, "will it be the same +way with it?" + +She replied, while turning about the stem between her fingers, like the +thread of a spindle: + +"No, I will preserve it." + +She called over the nurse, who took the child in her arms; then, on the +threshold of the door in the street, Madame Arnoux inhaled the odour of +the flower, leaning her head on her shoulder with a look as sweet as a +kiss. + +When he had gone up to his study, he gazed at the armchair in which she +had sat, and every object which she had touched. Some portion of her was +diffused around him. The caress of her presence lingered there still. + +"So, then, she came here," said he to himself. + +And his soul was bathed in the waves of infinite tenderness. + +Next morning, at eleven o'clock, he presented himself at M. Dambreuse's +house. He was received in the dining-room. The banker was seated +opposite his wife at breakfast. Beside her sat his niece, and at the +other side of the table appeared the governess, an English woman, +strongly pitted with small-pox. + +M. Dambreuse invited his young friend to take his place among them, and +when he declined: + +"What can I do for you? I am listening to whatever you have to say to +me." + +Frederick confessed, while affecting indifference, that he had come to +make a request in behalf of one Arnoux. + +"Ha! ha! the ex-picture-dealer," said the banker, with a noiseless laugh +which exposed his gums. "Oudry formerly gave security for him; he has +given a lot of trouble." + +And he proceeded to read the letters and newspapers which lay close +beside him on the table. + +Two servants attended without making the least noise on the floor; and +the loftiness of the apartment, which had three portieres of richest +tapestry, and two white marble fountains, the polish of the +chafing-dish, the arrangement of the side-dishes, and even the rigid +folds of the napkins, all this sumptuous comfort impressed Frederick's +mind with the contrast between it and another breakfast at the Arnouxs' +house. He did not take the liberty of interrupting M. Dambreuse. + +Madame noticed his embarrassment. + +"Do you occasionally see our friend Martinon?" + +"He will be here this evening," said the young girl in a lively tone. + +"Ha! so you know him?" said her aunt, fixing on her a freezing look. + +At that moment one of the men-servants, bending forward, whispered in +her ear. + +"Your dressmaker, Mademoiselle--Miss John!" + +And the governess, in obedience to this summons, left the room along +with her pupil. + +M. Dambreuse, annoyed at the disarrangement of the chairs by this +movement, asked what was the matter. + +"'Tis Madame Regimbart." + +"Wait a moment! Regimbart! I know that name. I have come across his +signature." + +Frederick at length broached the question. Arnoux deserved some +consideration; he was even going, for the sole purpose of fulfilling his +engagements, to sell a house belonging to his wife. + +"She is considered very pretty," said Madame Dambreuse. + +The banker added, with a display of good-nature: + +"Are you on friendly terms with them--on intimate terms?" + +Frederick, without giving an explicit reply, said that he would be very +much obliged to him if he considered the matter. + +"Well, since it pleases you, be it so; we will wait. I have some time to +spare yet; suppose we go down to my office. Would you mind?" + +They had finished breakfast. Madame Dambreuse bowed slightly towards +Frederick, smiling in a singular fashion, with a mixture of politeness +and irony. Frederick had no time to reflect about it, for M. Dambreuse, +as soon as they were alone: + +"You did not come to get your shares?" + +And, without permitting him to make any excuses: + +"Well! well! 'tis right that you should know a little more about the +business." + +He offered Frederick a cigarette, and began his statement. + +The General Union of French Coal Mines had been constituted. All that +they were waiting for was the order for its incorporation. The mere fact +of the amalgamation had diminished the cost of superintendence, and of +manual labour, and increased the profits. Besides, the company had +conceived a new idea, which was to interest the workmen in its +undertaking. It would erect houses for them, healthful dwellings; +finally, it would constitute itself the purveyor of its _employes_, and +would have everything supplied to them at net prices. + +"And they will be the gainers by it, Monsieur: there's true progress! +that's the way to reply effectively to certain Republican brawlings. We +have on our Board"--he showed the prospectus--"a peer of France, a +scholar who is a member of the Institute, a retired field-officer of +genius. Such elements reassure the timid capitalists, and appeal to +intelligent capitalists!" + +The company would have in its favour the sanction of the State, then the +railways, the steam service, the metallurgical establishments, the gas +companies, and ordinary households. + +"Thus we heat, we light, we penetrate to the very hearth of the humblest +home. But how, you will say to me, can we be sure of selling? By the aid +of protective laws, dear Monsieur, and we shall get them!--that is a +matter that concerns us! For my part, however, I am a downright +prohibitionist! The country before anything!" + +He had been appointed a director; but he had no time to occupy himself +with certain details, amongst other things with the editing of their +publications. + +"I find myself rather muddled with my authors. I have forgotten my +Greek. I should want some one who could put my ideas into shape." + +And suddenly: "Will you be the man to perform those duties, with the +title of general secretary?" + +Frederick did not know what reply to make. + +"Well, what is there to prevent you?" + +His functions would be confined to writing a report every year for the +shareholders. He would find himself day after day in communication with +the most notable men in Paris. Representing the company with the +workmen, he would ere long be worshipped by them as a natural +consequence, and by this means he would be able, later, to push him into +the General Council, and into the position of a deputy. + +Frederick's ears tingled. Whence came this goodwill? He got confused in +returning thanks. But it was not necessary, the banker said, that he +should be dependent on anyone. The best course was to take some shares, +"a splendid investment besides, for your capital guarantees your +position, as your position does your capital." + +"About how much should it amount to?" said Frederick. + +"Oh, well! whatever you please--from forty to sixty thousand francs, I +suppose." + +This sum was so trifling in M. Dambreuse's eyes, and his authority was +so great, that the young man resolved immediately to sell a farm. + +He accepted the offer. M. Dambreuse was to select one of his disengaged +days for an appointment in order to finish their arrangements. + +"So I can say to Jacques Arnoux----?" + +"Anything you like--the poor chap--anything you like!" + +Frederick wrote to the Arnouxs' to make their minds easy, and he +despatched the letter by a man-servant, who brought back the letter: +"All right!" His action in the matter deserved better recognition. He +expected a visit, or, at least, a letter. He did not receive a visit, +and no letter arrived. + +Was it forgetfulness on their part, or was it intentional? Since Madame +Arnoux had come once, what was to prevent her from coming again? The +species of confidence, of avowal, of which she had made him the +recipient on the occasion, was nothing better, then, than a manoeuvre +which she had executed through interested motives. + +"Are they playing on me? and is she an accomplice of her husband?" A +sort of shame, in spite of his desire, prevented him from returning to +their house. + +One morning (three weeks after their interview), M. Dambreuse wrote to +him, saying that he expected him the same day in an hour's time. + +On the way, the thought of Arnoux oppressed him once more, and, not +having been able to discover any reason for his conduct, he was seized +with a feeling of wretchedness, a melancholy presentiment. In order to +shake it off, he hailed a cab, and drove to the Rue de Paradis. + +Arnoux was away travelling. + +"And Madame?" + +"In the country, at the works." + +"When is Monsieur coming back?" + +"To-morrow, without fail." + +He would find her alone; this was the opportune moment. Something +imperious seemed to cry out in the depths of his consciousness: "Go, +then, and meet her!" + +But M. Dambreuse? "Ah! well, so much the worse. I'll say that I was +ill." + +He rushed to the railway-station, and, as soon as he was in the +carriage: + +"Perhaps I have done wrong. Pshaw! what does it matter?" + +Green plains stretched out to the right and to the left. The train +rolled on. The little station-houses glistened like stage-scenery, and +the smoke of the locomotive kept constantly sending forth on the same +side its big fleecy masses, which danced for a little while on the +grass, and were then dispersed. + +Frederick, who sat alone in his compartment, gazed at these objects +through sheer weariness, lost in that languor which is produced by the +very excess of impatience. But cranes and warehouses presently appeared. +They had reached Creil. + +The town, built on the slopes of two low-lying hills (the first of which +was bare, and the second crowned by a wood), with its church-tower, its +houses of unequal size, and its stone bridge, seemed to him to present +an aspect of mingled gaiety, reserve, and propriety. A long flat barge +descended to the edge of the water, which leaped up under the lash of +the wind. + +Fowl perched on the straw at the foot of the crucifix erected on the +spot; a woman passed with some wet linen on her head. + +After crossing the bridge, he found himself in an isle, where he beheld +on his right the ruins of an abbey. A mill with its wheels revolving +barred up the entire width of the second arm of the Oise, over which the +manufactory projected. Frederick was greatly surprised by the imposing +character of this structure. He felt more respect for Arnoux on account +of it. Three paces further on, he turned up an alley, which had a +grating at its lower end. + +He went in. The door-keeper called him back, exclaiming: + +"Have you a permit?" + +"For what purpose?" + +"For the purpose of visiting the establishment." + +Frederick said in a rather curt tone that he had come to see M. Arnoux. + +"Who is M. Arnoux?" + +"Why, the chief, the master, the proprietor, in fact!" + +"No, monsieur! These are MM. Leboeuf and Milliet's works!" + +The good woman was surely joking! Some workmen arrived; he came up and +spoke to two or three of them. They gave the same response. + +Frederick left the premises, staggering like a drunken man; and he had +such a look of perplexity, that on the Pont de la Boucherie an +inhabitant of the town, who was smoking his pipe, asked whether he +wanted to find out anything. This man knew where Arnoux's manufactory +was. It was situated at Montataire. + +Frederick asked whether a vehicle was to be got. He was told that the +only place where he could find one was at the station. He went back +there. A shaky-looking calash, to which was yoked an old horse, with +torn harness hanging over the shafts, stood all alone in front of the +luggage office. An urchin who was looking on offered to go and find Pere +Pilon. In ten minutes' time he came back, and announced that Pere Pilon +was at his breakfast. Frederick, unable to stand this any longer, walked +away. But the gates of the thoroughfare across the line were closed. He +would have to wait till two trains had passed. At last, he made a dash +into the open country. + +The monotonous greenery made it look like the cover of an immense +billiard-table. The scoriae of iron were ranged on both sides of the +track, like heaps of stones. A little further on, some factory chimneys +were smoking close beside each other. In front of him, on a round +hillock, stood a little turreted chateau, with the quadrangular belfry +of a church. At a lower level, long walls formed irregular lines past +the trees; and, further down again, the houses of the village spread +out. + +They had only a single story, with staircases consisting of three steps +made of uncemented blocks. Every now and then the bell in front of a +grocery-shop could be heard tinkling. Heavy steps sank into the black +mire, and a light shower was falling, which cut the pale sky with a +thousand hatchings. + +Frederick pursued his way along the middle of the street. Then, he saw +on his left, at the opening of a pathway, a large wooden arch, whereon +was traced, in letters of gold, the word "Faiences." + +It was not without an object that Jacques Arnoux had selected the +vicinity of Creil. By placing his works as close as possible to the +other works (which had long enjoyed a high reputation), he had created a +certain confusion in the public mind, with a favourable result so far as +his own interests were concerned. + +The main body of the building rested on the same bank of a river which +flows through the meadowlands. The master's house, surrounded by a +garden, could be distinguished by the steps in front of it, adorned with +four vases, in which cactuses were bristling. + +Heaps of white clay were drying under sheds. There were others in the +open air; and in the midst of the yard stood Senecal with his +everlasting blue paletot lined with red. + +The ex-tutor extended towards Frederick his cold hand. + +"You've come to see the master? He's not there." + +Frederick, nonplussed, replied in a stupefied fashion: + +"I knew it." But the next moment, correcting himself: + +"'Tis about a matter that concerns Madame Arnoux. Can she receive me?" + +"Ha! I have not seen her for the last three days," said Senecal. + +And he broke into a long string of complaints. When he accepted the post +of manager, he understood that he would have been allowed to reside in +Paris, and not be forced to bury himself in this country district, far +from his friends, deprived of newspapers. No matter! he had overlooked +all that. But Arnoux appeared to pay no heed to his merits. He was, +moreover, shallow and retrograde--no one could be more ignorant. In +place of seeking for artistic improvements, it would have been better to +introduce firewood instead of coal and gas. The shop-keeping spirit +_thrust itself in_--Senecal laid stress on the last words. In short, he +disliked his present occupation, and he all but appealed to Frederick to +say a word in his behalf in order that he might get an increase of +salary. + +"Make your mind easy," said the other. + +He met nobody on the staircase. On the first floor, he pushed his way +head-foremost into an empty room. It was the drawing-room. He called out +at the top of his voice. There was no reply. No doubt, the cook had gone +out, and so had the housemaid. At length, having reached the second +floor, he pushed a door open. Madame Arnoux was alone in this room, in +front of a press with a mirror attached. The belt of her dressing-gown +hung down her hips; one entire half of her hair fell in a dark wave over +her right shoulder; and she had raised both arms in order to hold up her +chignon with one hand and to put a pin through it with the other. She +broke into an exclamation and disappeared. + +Then, she came back again properly dressed. Her waist, her eyes, the +rustle of her dress, her entire appearance, charmed him. Frederick felt +it hard to keep from covering her with kisses. + +"I beg your pardon," said she, "but I could not----" + +He had the boldness to interrupt her with these words: + +"Nevertheless--you looked very nice--just now." + +She probably thought this compliment a little coarse, for her cheeks +reddened. He was afraid that he might have offended her. She went on: + +"What lucky chance has brought you here?" + +He did not know what reply to make; and, after a slight chuckle, which +gave him time for reflection: + +"If I told you, would you believe me?" + +"Why not?" + +Frederick informed her that he had had a frightful dream a few nights +before. + +"I dreamt that you were seriously ill--near dying." + +"Oh! my husband and I are never ill." + +"I have dreamt only of you," said he. + +She gazed at him calmly: "Dreams are not always realised." + +Frederick stammered, sought to find appropriate words to express himself +in, and then plunged into a flowing period about the affinity of souls. +There existed a force which could, through the intervening bounds of +space, bring two persons into communication with each other, make known +to each the other's feelings, and enable them to reunite. + +She listened to him with downcast face, while she smiled with that +beautiful smile of hers. He watched her out of the corner of his eye +with delight, and poured out his love all the more freely through the +easy channel of a commonplace remark. + +She offered to show him the works; and, as she persisted, he made no +objection. + +In order to divert his attention with something of an amusing nature, +she showed him the species of museum that decorated the staircase. The +specimens, hung up against the wall or laid on shelves, bore witness to +the efforts and the successive fads of Arnoux. After seeking vainly for +the red of Chinese copper, he had wished to manufacture majolicas, +faience, Etruscan and Oriental ware, and had, in fact, attempted all the +improvements which were realised at a later period. + +So it was that one could observe in the series big vases covered with +figures of mandarins, porringers of shot reddish-brown, pots adorned +with Arabian inscriptions, drinking-vessels in the style of the +Renaissance, and large plates on which two personages were outlined as +it were on bloodstone, in a delicate, aerial fashion. He now made +letters for signboards and wine-labels; but his intelligence was not +high enough to attain to art, nor commonplace enough to look merely to +profit, so that, without satisfying anyone, he had ruined himself. + +They were both taking a view of these things when Mademoiselle Marthe +passed. + +"So, then, you did not recognise him?" said her mother to her. + +"Yes, indeed," she replied, bowing to him, while her clear and sceptical +glance--the glance of a virgin--seemed to say in a whisper: "What are +you coming here for?" and she rushed up the steps with her head slightly +bent over her shoulder. + +Madame Arnoux led Frederick into the yard attached to the works, and +then explained to him in a grave tone how different clays were ground, +cleaned, and sifted. + +"The most important thing is the preparation of pastes." + +And she introduced him into a hall filled with vats, in which a vertical +axis with horizontal arms kept turning. Frederick felt some regret that +he had not flatly declined her offer a little while before. + +"These things are merely the slobberings," said she. + +He thought the word grotesque, and, in a measure, unbecoming on her +lips. + +Wide straps ran from one end of the ceiling to the other, so as to roll +themselves round the drums, and everything kept moving continuously with +a provoking mathematical regularity. + +They left the spot, and passed close to a ruined hut, which had formerly +been used as a repository for gardening implements. + +"It is no longer of any use," said Madame Arnoux. + +He replied in a tremulous voice: + +"Happiness may have been associated with it!" + +The clacking of the fire-pump drowned his words, and they entered the +workshop where rough drafts were made. + +Some men, seated at a narrow table, placed each in front of himself on a +revolving disc a piece of paste. Then each man with his left hand +scooped out the insides of his own piece while smoothing its surface +with the right; and vases could be seen bursting into shape like +blossoming flowers. + +Madame Arnoux had the moulds for more difficult works shown to him. + +In another portion of the building, the threads, the necks, and the +projecting lines were being formed. On the floor above, they removed the +seams, and stopped up with plaster the little holes that had been left +by the preceding operations. + +At every opening in the walls, in corners, in the middle of the +corridor, everywhere, earthenware vessels had been placed side by side. + +Frederick began to feel bored. + +"Perhaps these things are tiresome to you?" said she. + +Fearing lest it might be necessary to terminate his visit there and +then, he affected, on the contrary, a tone of great enthusiasm. He even +expressed regret at not having devoted himself to this branch of +industry. + +She appeared surprised. + +"Certainly! I would have been able to live near you." + +And as he tried to catch her eye, Madame Arnoux, in order to avoid him, +took off a bracket little balls of paste, which had come from abortive +readjustments, flattened them out into a thin cake, and pressed her hand +over them. + +"Might I carry these away with me?" said Frederick. + +"Good heavens! are you so childish?" + +He was about to reply when in came Senecal. + +The sub-manager, on the threshold, had noticed a breach of the rules. +The workshops should be swept every week. This was Saturday, and, as the +workmen had not done what was required, Senecal announced that they +would have to remain an hour longer. + +"So much the worse for you!" + +They stooped over the work assigned to them unmurmuringly, but their +rage could be divined by the hoarse sounds which came from their chests. +They were, moreover, very easy to manage, having all been dismissed from +the big manufactory. The Republican had shown himself a hard taskmaster +to them. A mere theorist, he regarded the people only in the mass, and +exhibited an utter absence of pity for individuals. + +Frederick, annoyed by his presence, asked Madame Arnoux in a low tone +whether they could have an opportunity of seeing the kilns. They +descended to the ground-floor; and she was just explaining the use of +caskets, when Senecal, who had followed close behind, placed himself +between them. + +He continued the explanation of his own motion, expatiated on the +various kinds of combustibles, the process of placing in the kiln, the +pyroscopes, the cylindrical furnaces; the instruments for rounding, the +lustres, and the metals, making a prodigious display of chemical terms, +such as "chloride," "sulphuret," "borax," and "carbonate." Frederick did +not understand a single one of them, and kept turning round every minute +towards Madame Arnoux. + +"You are not listening," said she. "M. Senecal, however, is very clear. +He knows all these things much better than I." + +The mathematician, flattered by this eulogy, proposed to show the way in +which colours were laid on. Frederick gave Madame Arnoux an anxious, +questioning look. She remained impassive, not caring to be alone with +him, very probably, and yet unwilling to leave him. + +He offered her his arm. + +"No--many thanks! the staircase is too narrow!" + +And, when they had reached the top, Senecal opened the door of an +apartment filled with women. + +They were handling brushes, phials, shells, and plates of glass. Along +the cornice, close to the wall, extended boards with figures engraved on +them; scraps of thin paper floated about, and a melting-stove sent forth +fumes that made the temperature oppressive, while there mingled with it +the odour of turpentine. + +The workwomen had nearly all sordid costumes. It was noticeable, +however, that one of them wore a Madras handkerchief, and long +earrings. Of slight frame, and, at the same time, plump, she had large +black eyes and the fleshy lips of a negress. Her ample bosom projected +from under her chemise, which was fastened round her waist by the string +of her petticoat; and, with one elbow on the board of the work-table and +the other arm hanging down, she gazed vaguely at the open country, a +long distance away. Beside her were a bottle of wine and some pork +chops. + +The regulations prohibited eating in the workshops, a rule intended to +secure cleanliness at work and to keep the hands in a healthy condition. + +Senecal, through a sense of duty or a longing to exercise despotic +authority, shouted out to her ere he had come near her, while pointing +towards a framed placard: + +"I say, you girl from Bordeaux over there! read out for me Article 9!" + +"Well, what then?" + +"What then, mademoiselle? You'll have to pay a fine of three francs." + +She looked him straight in the face in an impudent fashion. + +"What does that signify to me? The master will take off your fine when +he comes back! I laugh at you, my good man!" + +Senecal, who was walking with his hands behind his back, like an usher +in the study-room, contented himself with smiling. + +"Article 13, insubordination, ten francs!" + +The girl from Bordeaux resumed her work. Madame Arnoux, through a sense +of propriety, said nothing; but her brows contracted. Frederick +murmured: + +"Ha! you are very severe for a democrat!" + +The other replied in a magisterial tone: + +"Democracy is not the unbounded license of individualism. It is the +equality of all belonging to the same community before the law, the +distribution of work, order." + +"You are forgetting humanity!" said Frederick. + +Madame Arnoux took his arm. Senecal, perhaps, offended by this mark of +silent approbation, went away. + +Frederick experienced an immense relief. Since morning he had been +looking out for the opportunity to declare itself; now it had arrived. +Besides, Madame Arnoux's spontaneous movements seemed to him to contain +promises; and he asked her, as if on the pretext of warming their feet, +to come up to her room. But, when he was seated close beside her, he +began once more to feel embarrassed. He was at a loss for a +starting-point. Senecal, luckily, suggested an idea to his mind. + +"Nothing could be more stupid," said he, "than this punishment!" + +Madame Arnoux replied: "There are certain severe measures which are +indispensable!" + +"What! you who are so good! Oh! I am mistaken, for you sometimes take +pleasure in making other people suffer!" + +"I don't understand riddles, my friend!" + +And her austere look, still more than the words she used, checked him. +Frederick was determined to go on. A volume of De Musset chanced to be +on the chest of drawers; he turned over some pages, then began to talk +about love, about his hopes and his transports. + +All this, according to Madame Arnoux, was criminal or factitious. The +young man felt wounded by this negative attitude with regard to his +passion, and, in order to combat it, he cited, by way of proof, the +suicides which they read about every day in the newspapers, extolled the +great literary types, Phedre, Dido, Romeo, Desgrieux. He talked as if he +meant to do away with himself. + +The fire was no longer burning on the hearth; the rain lashed against +the window-panes. Madame Arnoux, without stirring, remained with her +hands resting on the sides of her armchair. The flaps of her cap fell +like the fillets of a sphinx. Her pure profile traced out its clear-cut +outlines in the midst of the shadow. + +He was anxious to cast himself at her feet. There was a creaking sound +in the lobby, and he did not venture to carry out his intention. + +He was, moreover, restrained by a kind of religious awe. That robe, +mingling with the surrounding shadows, appeared to him boundless, +infinite, incapable of being touched; and for this very reason his +desire became intensified. But the fear of doing too much, and, again, +of not doing enough, deprived him of all judgment. + +"If she dislikes me," he thought, "let her drive me away; if she cares +for me, let her encourage me." + +He said, with a sigh: + +"So, then, you don't admit that a man may love--a woman?" + +Madame Arnoux replied: + +"Assuming that she is at liberty to marry, he may marry her; when she +belongs to another, he should keep away from her." + +"So happiness is impossible?" + +"No! But it is never to be found in falsehood, mental anxiety, and +remorse." + +"What does it matter, if one is compensated by the enjoyment of supreme +bliss?" + +"The experience is too costly." + +Then he sought to assail her with irony. + +"Would not virtue in that case be merely cowardice?" + +"Say rather, clear-sightedness. Even for those women who might forget +duty or religion, simple good sense is sufficient. A solid foundation +for wisdom may be found in self-love." + +"Ah, what shop-keeping maxims these are of yours!" + +"But I don't boast of being a fine lady." + +At that moment the little boy rushed in. + +"Mamma, are you coming to dinner?" + +"Yes, in a moment." + +Frederick arose. At the same instant, Marthe made her appearance. + +He could not make up his mind to go away, and, with a look of entreaty: + +"These women you speak of are very unfeeling, then?" + +"No, but deaf when it is necessary to be so." + +And she remained standing on the threshold of her room with her two +children beside her. He bowed without saying a word. She mutely returned +his salutation. + +What he first experienced was an unspeakable astonishment. He felt +crushed by this mode of impressing on him the emptiness of his hopes. It +seemed to him as if he were lost, like a man who has fallen to the +bottom of an abyss and knows that no help will come to him, and that he +must die. He walked on, however, but at random, without looking before +him. He knocked against stones; he mistook his way. A clatter of wooden +shoes sounded close to his ear; it was caused by some of the +working-girls who were leaving the foundry. Then he realised where he +was. + +The railway lamps traced on the horizon a line of flames. He arrived +just as the train was starting, let himself be pushed into a carriage, +and fell asleep. + +An hour later on the boulevards, the gaiety of Paris by night made his +journey all at once recede into an already far-distant past. He resolved +to be strong, and relieved his heart by vilifying Madame Arnoux with +insulting epithets. + +"She is an idiot, a goose, a mere brute; let us not bestow another +thought on her!" + +When he got home, he found in his study a letter of eight pages on blue +glazed paper, with the initials "R. A." + +It began with friendly reproaches. + +"What has become of you, my dear? I am getting quite bored." + +But the handwriting was so abominable, that Frederick was about to fling +away the entire bundle of sheets, when he noticed in the postscript the +following words: + +"I count on you to come to-morrow and drive me to the races." + +What was the meaning of this invitation? Was it another trick of the +Marechale? But a woman does not make a fool of the same man twice +without some object; and, seized with curiosity, he read the letter over +again attentively. + +Frederick was able to distinguish "Misunderstanding--to have taken a +wrong path--disillusions--poor children that we are!--like two rivers +that join each other!" etc. + +He kept the sheets for a long time between his fingers. They had the +odour of orris; and there was in the form of the characters and the +irregular spaces between the lines something suggestive, as it were, of +a disorderly toilet, that fired his blood. + +"Why should I not go?" said he to himself at length. "But if Madame +Arnoux were to know about it? Ah! let her know! So much the better! and +let her feel jealous over it! In that way I shall be avenged!" + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +At the Races. + + +The Marechale was prepared for his visit, and had been awaiting him. + +"This is nice of you!" she said, fixing a glance of her fine eyes on his +face, with an expression at the same time tender and mirthful. + +When she had fastened her bonnet-strings, she sat down on the divan, and +remained silent. + +"Shall we go?" said Frederick. She looked at the clock on the +mantelpiece. + +"Oh, no! not before half-past one!" as if she had imposed this limit to +her indecision. + +At last, when the hour had struck: + +"Ah! well, _andiamo, caro mio_!" And she gave a final touch to her +head-bands, and left directions for Delphine. + +"Is Madame coming home to dinner?" + +"Why should we, indeed? We shall dine together somewhere--at the Cafe +Anglais, wherever you wish." + +"Be it so!" + +Her little dogs began yelping around her. + +"We can bring them with us, can't we?" + +Frederick carried them himself to the vehicle. It was a hired berlin +with two post-horses and a postilion. He had put his man-servant in the +back seat. The Marechale appeared satisfied with his attentions. Then, +as soon as she had seated herself, she asked him whether he had been +lately at the Arnouxs'. + +"Not for the past month," said Frederick. + +"As for me, I met him the day before yesterday. He would have even come +to-day, but he has all sorts of troubles--another lawsuit--I don't know +what. What a queer man!" + +Frederick added with an air of indifference: + +"Now that I think of it, do you still see--what's that his name +is?--that ex-vocalist--Delmar?" + +She replied dryly: + +"No; that's all over." + +So it was clear that there had been a rupture between them. Frederick +derived some hope from this circumstance. + +They descended the Quartier Breda at an easy pace. As it happened to be +Sunday, the streets were deserted, and some citizens' faces presented +themselves at the windows. The carriage went on more rapidly. The noise +of wheels made the passers-by turn round; the leather of the hood, which +had slid down, was glittering. The man-servant doubled himself up, and +the two Havanese, beside one another, seemed like two ermine muffs laid +on the cushions. Frederick let himself jog up and down with the rocking +of the carriage-straps. The Marechale turned her head to the right and +to the left with a smile on her face. + +Her straw hat of mother-of-pearl colour was trimmed with black lace. The +hood of her bournous floated in the wind, and she sheltered herself +from the rays of the sun under a parasol of lilac satin pointed at the +top like a pagoda. + +"What loves of little fingers!" said Frederick, softly taking her other +hand, her left being adorned with a gold bracelet in the form of a +curb-chain. + +"I say! that's pretty! Where did it come from?" + +"Oh! I've had it a long time," said the Marechale. + +The young man did not challenge this hypocritical answer in any way. He +preferred to profit by the circumstance. And, still keeping hold of the +wrist, he pressed his lips on it between the glove and the cuff. + +"Stop! People will see us!" + +"Pooh! What does it signify?" + +After passing by the Place de la Concorde, they drove along the Quai de +la Conference and the Quai de Billy, where might be noticed a cedar in a +garden. Rosanette believed that Lebanon was situated in China; she +laughed herself at her own ignorance, and asked Frederick to give her +lessons in geography. Then, leaving the Trocadero at the right, they +crossed the Pont de Jena, and drew up at length in the middle of the +Champ de Mars, near some other vehicles already drawn up in the +Hippodrome. + +The grass hillocks were covered with common people. Some spectators +might be seen on the balcony of the Military School; and the two +pavilions outside the weighing-room, the two galleries contained within +its enclosure, and a third in front of that of the king, were filled +with a fashionably dressed crowd whose deportment showed their regard +for this as yet novel form of amusement. + +The public around the course, more select at this period, had a less +vulgar aspect. It was the era of trouser-straps, velvet collars, and +white gloves. The ladies, attired in showy colours, displayed gowns with +long waists; and seated on the tiers of the stands, they formed, so to +speak, immense groups of flowers, spotted here and there with black by +the men's costumes. But every glance was directed towards the celebrated +Algerian Bou-Maza, who sat, impassive, between two staff officers in one +of the private galleries. That of the Jockey Club contained none but +grave-looking gentlemen. + +The more enthusiastic portion of the throng were seated underneath, +close to the track, protected by two lines of sticks which supported +ropes. In the immense oval described by this passage, cocoanut-sellers +were shaking their rattles, others were selling programmes of the races, +others were hawking cigars, with loud cries. On every side there was a +great murmur. The municipal guards passed to and fro. A bell, hung from +a post covered with figures, began ringing. Five horses appeared, and +the spectators in the galleries resumed their seats. + +Meanwhile, big clouds touched with their winding outlines the tops of +the elms opposite. Rosanette was afraid that it was going to rain. + +"I have umbrellas," said Frederick, "and everything that we need to +afford ourselves diversion," he added, lifting up the chest, in which +there was a stock of provisions in a basket. + +"Bravo! we understand each other!" + +"And we'll understand each other still better, shall we not?" + +"That may be," she said, colouring. + +The jockeys, in silk jackets, were trying to draw up their horses in +order, and were holding them back with both hands. Somebody lowered a +red flag. Then the entire five bent over the bristling manes, and off +they started. At first they remained pressed close to each other in a +single mass; this presently stretched out and became cut up. The jockey +in the yellow jacket was near falling in the middle of the first round; +for a long time it was uncertain whether Filly or Tibi should take the +lead; then Tom Pouce appeared in front. But Clubstick, who had been in +the rear since the start, came up with the others and outstripped them, +so that he was the first to reach the winning-post, beating Sir Charles +by two lengths. It was a surprise. There was a shout of applause; the +planks shook with the stamping of feet. + +"We are amusing ourselves," said the Marechale. "I love you, darling!" + +Frederick no longer doubted that his happiness was secure. Rosanette's +last words were a confirmation of it. + +A hundred paces away from him, in a four-wheeled cabriolet, a lady could +be seen. She stretched her head out of the carriage-door, and then +quickly drew it in again. This movement was repeated several times. +Frederick could not distinguish her face. He had a strong suspicion, +however, that it was Madame Arnoux. And yet this seemed impossible! Why +should she have come there? + +He stepped out of his own vehicle on the pretence of strolling into the +weighing-room. + +"You are not very gallant!" said Rosanette. + +He paid no heed to her, and went on. The four-wheeled cabriolet, turning +back, broke into a trot. + +Frederick at the same moment, found himself button-holed by Cisy. + +"Good-morrow, my dear boy! how are you going on? Hussonnet is over +there! Are you listening to me?" + +Frederick tried to shake him off in order to get up with the +four-wheeled cabriolet. The Marechale beckoned to him to come round to +her. Cisy perceived her, and obstinately persisted in bidding her +good-day. + +Since the termination of the regular period of mourning for his +grandmother, he had realised his ideal, and succeeded in "getting the +proper stamp." A Scotch plaid waistcoat, a short coat, large bows over +the pumps, and an entrance-card stuck in the ribbon of his hat; nothing, +in fact, was wanting to produce what he described himself as his +_chic_--a _chic_ characterised by Anglomania and the swagger of the +musketeer. He began by finding fault with the Champ de Mars, which he +referred to as an "execrable turf," then spoke of the Chantilly races, +and the droll things that had occurred there, swore that he could drink +a dozen glasses of champagne while the clock was striking the midnight +hour, offered to make a bet with the Marechale, softly caressed her two +lapdogs; and, leaning against the carriage-door on one elbow, he kept +talking nonsense, with the handle of his walking-stick in his mouth, his +legs wide apart, and his back stretched out. Frederick, standing beside +him, was smoking, while endeavouring to make out what had become of the +cabriolet. + +The bell having rung, Cisy took himself off, to the great delight of +Rosanette, who said he had been boring her to death. + +The second race had nothing special about it; neither had the third, +save that a man was thrown over the shaft of a cart while it was taking +place. The fourth, in which eight horses contested the City Stakes, was +more interesting. + +The spectators in the gallery had clambered to the top of their seats. +The others, standing up in the vehicles, followed with opera-glasses in +their hands the movements of the jockeys. They could be seen starting +out like red, yellow, white, or blue spots across the entire space +occupied by the crowd that had gathered around the ring of the +hippodrome. At a distance, their speed did not appear to be very great; +at the opposite side of the Champ de Mars, they seemed even to be +slackening their pace, and to be merely slipping along in such a way +that the horses' bellies touched the ground without their outstretched +legs bending at all. But, coming back at a more rapid stride, they +looked bigger; they cut the air in their wild gallop. The sun's rays +quivered; pebbles went flying about under their hoofs. The wind, blowing +out the jockeys' jackets, made them flutter like veils. Each of them +lashed the animal he rode with great blows of his whip in order to reach +the winning-post--that was the goal they aimed at. One swept away the +figures, another was hoisted off his saddle, and, in the midst of a +burst of applause, the victorious horse dragged his feet to the +weighing-room, all covered with sweat, his knees stiffened, his neck and +shoulders bent down, while his rider, looking as if he were expiring in +his saddle, clung to the animal's flanks. + +The final start was retarded by a dispute which had arisen. The crowd, +getting tired, began to scatter. Groups of men were chatting at the +lower end of each gallery. The talk was of a free-and-easy description. +Some fashionable ladies left, scandalised by seeing fast women in their +immediate vicinity. + +There were also some specimens of the ladies who appeared at public +balls, some light-comedy actresses of the boulevards, and it was not the +best-looking portion of them that got the most appreciation. The elderly +Georgine Aubert, she whom a writer of vaudevilles called the Louis XI. +of her profession, horribly painted, and giving vent every now and then +to a laugh resembling a grunt, remained reclining at full length in her +big calash, covered with a sable fur-tippet, as if it were midwinter. +Madame de Remoussat, who had become fashionable by means of a notorious +trial in which she figured, sat enthroned on the seat of a brake in +company with some Americans; and Therese Bachelu, with her look of a +Gothic virgin, filled with her dozen furbelows the interior of a trap +which had, in place of an apron, a flower-stand filled with roses. The +Marechale was jealous of these magnificent displays. In order to attract +attention, she began to make vehement gestures and to speak in a very +loud voice. + +Gentlemen recognised her, and bowed to her. She returned their +salutations while telling Frederick their names. They were all counts, +viscounts, dukes, and marquises, and carried a high head, for in all +eyes he could read a certain respect for his good fortune. + +Cisy had a no less happy air in the midst of the circle of mature men +that surrounded them. Their faces wore cynical smiles above their +cravats, as if they were laughing at him. At length he gave a tap in +the hand of the oldest of them, and made his way towards the Marechale. + +She was eating, with an affectation of gluttony, a slice of _pate de +foie gras_. Frederick, in order to make himself agreeable to her, +followed her example, with a bottle of wine on his knees. + +The four-wheeled cabriolet reappeared. It _was_ Madame Arnoux! Her face +was startlingly pale. + +"Give me some champagne," said Rosanette. + +And, lifting up her glass, full to the brim as high as possible, she +exclaimed: + +"Look over there! Look at my protector's wife, one of the virtuous +women!" + +There was a great burst of laughter all round her; and the cabriolet +disappeared from view. Frederick tugged impatiently at her dress, and +was on the point of flying into a passion. But Cisy was there, in the +same attitude as before, and, with increased assurance, he invited +Rosanette to dine with him that very evening. + +"Impossible!" she replied; "we're going together to the Cafe Anglais." + +Frederick, as if he had heard nothing, remained silent; and Cisy quitted +the Marechale with a look of disappointment on his face. + +While he had been talking to her at the right-hand door of the carriage, +Hussonnet presented himself at the opposite side, and, catching the +words "Cafe Anglais": + +"It's a nice establishment; suppose we had a pick there, eh?" + +"Just as you like," said Frederick, who, sunk down in the corner of the +berlin, was gazing at the horizon as the four-wheeled cabriolet vanished +from his sight, feeling that an irreparable thing had happened, and +that there was an end of his great love. And the other woman was there +beside him, the gay and easy love! But, worn out, full of conflicting +desires, and no longer even knowing what he wanted, he was possessed by +a feeling of infinite sadness, a longing to die. + +A great noise of footsteps and of voices made him raise his head. The +little ragamuffins assembled round the track sprang over the ropes and +came to stare at the galleries. Thereupon their occupants rose to go. A +few drops of rain began to fall. The crush of vehicles increased, and +Hussonnet got lost in it. + +"Well! so much the better!" said Frederick. + +"We like to be alone better--don't we?" said the Marechale, as she +placed her hand in his. + +Then there swept past him with a glitter of copper and steel a +magnificent landau to which were yoked four horses driven in the Daumont +style by two jockeys in velvet vests with gold fringes. Madame Dambreuse +was by her husband's side, and Martinon was on the other seat facing +them. All three of them gazed at Frederick in astonishment. + +"They have recognised me!" said he to himself. + +Rosanette wished to stop in order to get a better view of the people +driving away from the course. Madame Arnoux might again make her +appearance! He called out to the postilion: + +"Go on! go on! forward!" And the berlin dashed towards the +Champs-Elysees in the midst of the other vehicles--calashes, britzkas, +wurths, tandems, tilburies, dog-carts, tilted carts with leather +curtains, in which workmen in a jovial mood were singing, or one-horse +chaises driven by fathers of families. In victorias crammed with people +some young fellows seated on the others' feet let their legs both hang +down. Large broughams, which had their seats lined with cloth, carried +dowagers fast asleep, or else a splendid machine passed with a seat as +simple and coquettish as a dandy's black coat. + +The shower grew heavier. Umbrellas, parasols, and mackintoshes were put +into requisition. People cried out at some distance away: "Good-day!" +"Are you quite well?" "Yes!" "No!" "Bye-bye!"--and the faces succeeded +each other with the rapidity of Chinese shadows. + +Frederick and Rosanette did not say a word to each other, feeling a sort +of dizziness at seeing all these wheels continually revolving close to +them. + +At times, the rows of carriages, too closely pressed together, stopped +all at the same time in several lines. Then they remained side by side, +and their occupants scanned one another. Over the sides of panels +adorned with coats-of-arms indifferent glances were cast on the crowd. +Eyes full of envy gleamed from the interiors of hackney-coaches. +Depreciatory smiles responded to the haughty manner in which some people +carried their heads. Mouths gaping wide expressed idiotic admiration; +and, here and there, some lounger, in the middle of the road, fell back +with a bound, in order to avoid a rider who had been galloping through +the midst of the vehicles, and had succeeded in getting away from them. +Then, everything set itself in motion once more; the coachmen let go the +reins, and lowered their long whips; the horses, excited, shook their +curb-chains, and flung foam around them; and the cruppers and the +harness getting moist, were smoking with the watery evaporation, through +which struggled the rays of the sinking sun. Passing under the Arc de +Triomphe, there stretched out at the height of a man, a reddish light, +which shed a glittering lustre on the naves of the wheels, the handles +of the carriage-doors, the ends of the shafts, and the rings of the +carriage-beds; and on the two sides of the great avenue--like a river in +which manes, garments, and human heads were undulating--the trees, all +glittering with rain, rose up like two green walls. The blue of the sky +overhead, reappearing in certain places, had the soft hue of satin. + +Then, Frederick recalled the days, already far away, when he yearned for +the inexpressible happiness of finding himself in one of these carriages +by the side of one of these women. He had attained to this bliss, and +yet he was not thereby one jot the happier. + +The rain had ceased falling. The pedestrians, who had sought shelter +between the columns of the Public Storerooms, took their departure. +Persons who had been walking along the Rue Royale, went up again towards +the boulevard. In front of the residence of the Minister of Foreign +Affairs a group of boobies had taken up their posts on the steps. + +When it had got up as high as the Chinese Baths, as there were holes in +the pavement, the berlin slackened its pace. A man in a hazel-coloured +paletot was walking on the edge of the footpath. A splash, spurting out +from under the springs, showed itself on his back. The man turned round +in a rage. Frederick grew pale; he had recognised Deslauriers. + +At the door of the Cafe Anglais he sent away the carriage. Rosanette had +gone in before him while he was paying the postilion. + +He found her subsequently on the stairs chatting with a gentleman. +Frederick took her arm; but in the lobby a second gentleman stopped her. + +"Go on," said she; "I am at your service." + +And he entered the private room alone. Through the two open windows +people could be seen at the casements of the other houses opposite. +Large watery masses were quivering on the pavement as it began to dry, +and a magnolia, placed on the side of a balcony, shed a perfume through +the apartment. This fragrance and freshness had a relaxing effect on his +nerves. He sank down on the red divan underneath the glass. + +The Marechale here entered the room, and, kissing him on the forehead: + +"Poor pet! there's something annoying you!" + +"Perhaps so," was his reply. + +"You are not alone; take heart!"--which was as much as to say: "Let us +each forget our own concerns in a bliss which we shall enjoy in common." + +Then she placed the petal of a flower between her lips and extended it +towards him so that he might peck at it. This movement, full of grace +and of almost voluptuous gentleness, had a softening influence on +Frederick. + +"Why do you give me pain?" said he, thinking of Madame Arnoux. + +"I give you pain?" + +And, standing before him, she looked at him with her lashes drawn close +together and her two hands resting on his shoulders. + +All his virtue, all his rancour gave way before the utter weakness of +his will. + +He continued: + +"Because you won't love me," and he took her on his knees. + +She gave way to him. He pressed his two hands round her waist. The +crackling sound of her silk dress inflamed him. + +"Where are they?" said Hussonnet's voice in the lobby outside. + +The Marechale arose abruptly, and went across to the other side of the +room, where she sat down with her back to the door. + +She ordered oysters, and they seated themselves at table. + +Hussonnet was not amusing. By dint of writing every day on all sorts of +subjects, reading many newspapers, listening to a great number of +discussions, and uttering paradoxes for the purpose of dazzling people, +he had in the end lost the exact idea of things, blinding himself with +his own feeble fireworks. The embarrassments of a life which had +formerly been frivolous, but which was now full of difficulty, kept him +in a state of perpetual agitation; and his impotency, which he did not +wish to avow, rendered him snappish and sarcastic. Referring to a new +ballet entitled _Ozai_, he gave a thorough blowing-up to the dancing, +and then, when the opera was in question, he attacked the Italians, now +replaced by a company of Spanish actors, "as if people had not quite +enough of Castilles[12] already!" Frederick was shocked at this, owing +to his romantic attachment to Spain, and, with a view to diverting the +conversation into a new channel, he enquired about the College of +France, where Edgar Quinet and Mickiewicz had attended. But Hussonnet, +an admirer of M. de Maistre, declared himself on the side of Authority +and Spiritualism. Nevertheless, he had doubts about the most +well-established facts, contradicted history, and disputed about things +whose certainty could not be questioned; so that at mention of the word +"geometry," he exclaimed: "What fudge this geometry is!" All this he +intermingled with imitations of actors. Sainville was specially his +model. + +[Footnote 12: This pun of Hussonnet turns on the double sense of the +word "Castille," which not only means a place in Spain, but also an +altercation.--Translator.] + +Frederick was quite bored by these quibbles. In an outburst of +impatience he pushed his foot under the table, and pressed it on one of +the little dogs. + +Thereupon both animals began barking in a horrible fashion. + +"You ought to get them sent home!" said he, abruptly. + +Rosanette did not know anyone to whom she could intrust them. + +Then, he turned round to the Bohemian: + +"Look here, Hussonnet; sacrifice yourself!" + +"Oh! yes, my boy! That would be a very obliging act!" + +Hussonnet set off, without even requiring to have an appeal made to him. + +In what way could they repay him for his kindness? Frederick did not +bestow a thought on it. He was even beginning to rejoice at finding +himself alone with her, when a waiter entered. + +"Madame, somebody is asking for you!" + +"What! again?" + +"However, I must see who it is," said Rosanette. + +He was thirsting for her; he wanted her. This disappearance seemed to +him an act of prevarication, almost a piece of rudeness. What, then, +did she mean? Was it not enough to have insulted Madame Arnoux? So much +for the latter, all the same! Now he hated all women; and he felt the +tears choking him, for his love had been misunderstood and his desire +eluded. + +The Marechale returned, and presented Cisy to him. + +"I have invited Monsieur. I have done right, have I not?" + +"How is that! Oh! certainly." + +Frederick, with the smile of a criminal about to be executed, beckoned +to the gentleman to take a seat. + +The Marechale began to run her eye through the bill of fare, stopping at +every fantastic name. + +"Suppose we eat a turban of rabbits _a la Richelieu_ and a pudding _a la +d'Orleans_?"[13] + +[Footnote 13: The word "Orleans" means light woollen cloth, and +possibly Cisy's pun might be rendered: "Oh! no cloth pudding, +please."--Translator.] + +"Oh! not Orleans, pray!" exclaimed Cisy, who was a Legitimist, and +thought of making a pun. + +"Would you prefer a turbot _a la_ Chambord?" she next asked. + +Frederick was disgusted with this display of politeness. + +The Marechale made up her mind to order a simple fillet of beef cut up +into steaks, some crayfishes, truffles, a pine-apple salad, and vanilla +ices. + +"We'll see what next. Go on for the present! Ah! I was forgetting! Bring +me a sausage!--not with garlic!" + +And she called the waiter "young man," struck her glass with her knife, +and flung up the crumbs of her bread to the ceiling. She wished to +drink some Burgundy immediately. + +"It is not taken in the beginning," said Frederick. + +This was sometimes done, according to the Vicomte. + +"Oh! no. Never!" + +"Yes, indeed; I assure you!" + +"Ha! you see!" + +The look with which she accompanied these words meant: "This is a rich +man--pay attention to what he says!" + +Meantime, the door was opening every moment; the waiters kept shouting; +and on an infernal piano in the adjoining room some one was strumming a +waltz. Then the races led to a discussion about horsemanship and the two +rival systems. Cisy was upholding Baucher and Frederick the Comte d'Aure +when Rosanette shrugged her shoulders: + +"Enough--my God!--he is a better judge of these things than you +are--come now!" + +She kept nibbling at a pomegranate, with her elbow resting on the table. +The wax-candles of the candelabrum in front of her were flickering in +the wind. This white light penetrated her skin with mother-of-pearl +tones, gave a pink hue to her lids, and made her eyeballs glitter. The +red colour of the fruit blended with the purple of her lips; her thin +nostrils heaved; and there was about her entire person an air of +insolence, intoxication, and recklessness that exasperated Frederick, +and yet filled his heart with wild desires. + +Then, she asked, in a calm voice, who owned that big landau with +chestnut-coloured livery. + +Cisy replied that it was "the Comtesse Dambreuse" + +"They're very rich--aren't they?" + +"Oh! very rich! although Madame Dambreuse, who was merely a Mademoiselle +Boutron and the daughter of a prefect, had a very modest fortune." + +Her husband, on the other hand, must have inherited several +estates--Cisy enumerated them: as he visited the Dambreuses, he knew +their family history. + +Frederick, in order to make himself disagreeable to the other, took a +pleasure in contradicting him. He maintained that Madame Dambreuse's +maiden name was De Boutron, which proved that she was of a noble family. + +"No matter! I'd like to have her equipage!" said the Marechale, throwing +herself back on the armchair. + +And the sleeve of her dress, slipping up a little, showed on her left +wrist a bracelet adorned with three opals. + +Frederick noticed it. + +"Look here! why----" + +All three looked into one another's faces, and reddened. + +The door was cautiously half-opened; the brim of a hat could be seen, +and then Hussonnet's profile exhibited itself. + +"Pray excuse me if I disturb the lovers!" + +But he stopped, astonished at seeing Cisy, and that Cisy had taken his +own seat. + +Another cover was brought; and, as he was very hungry, he snatched up at +random from what remained of the dinner some meat which was in a dish, +fruit out of a basket, and drank with one hand while he helped himself +with the other, all the time telling them the result of his mission. The +two bow-wows had been taken home. Nothing fresh at the house. He had +found the cook in the company of a soldier--a fictitious story which he +had especially invented for the sake of effect. + +The Marechale took down her cloak from the window-screw. Frederick made +a rush towards the bell, calling out to the waiter, who was some +distance away: + +"A carriage!" + +"I have one of my own," said the Vicomte. + +"But, Monsieur!" + +"Nevertheless, Monsieur!" + +And they stared into each other's eyes, both pale and their hands +trembling. + +At last, the Marechale took Cisy's arm, and pointing towards the +Bohemian seated at the table: + +"Pray mind him! He's choking himself. I wouldn't care to let his +devotion to my pugs be the cause of his death." + +The door closed behind him. + +"Well?" said Hussonnet. + +"Well, what?" + +"I thought----" + +"What did you think?" + +"Were you not----?" + +He completed the sentence with a gesture. + +"Oh! no--never in all my life!" + +Hussonnet did not press the matter further. + +He had an object in inviting himself to dinner. His journal,--which was +no longer called _L'Art_, but _Le Flambart_,[14] with this epigraph, +"Gunners, to your cannons!"--not being at all in a flourishing +condition, he had a mind to change it into a weekly review, conducted +by himself, without any assistance from Deslauriers. He again referred +to the old project and explained his latest plan. + +[Footnote 14: _The Blaser._] + +Frederick, probably not understanding what he was talking about, replied +with some vague words. Hussonnet snatched up several cigars from the +tables, said "Good-bye, old chap," and disappeared. + +Frederick called for the bill. It had a long list of items; and the +waiter, with his napkin under his arm, was expecting to be paid by +Frederick, when another, a sallow-faced individual, who resembled +Martinon, came and said to him: + +"Beg pardon; they forgot at the bar to add in the charge for the cab." + +"What cab?" + +"The cab the gentleman took a short time ago for the little dogs." + +And the waiter put on a look of gravity, as if he pitied the poor young +man. Frederick felt inclined to box the fellow's ears. He gave the +waiter the twenty francs' change as a _pour-boire_. + +"Thanks, Monseigneur," said the man with the napkin, bowing low. + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Sentimental Education Vol 1, by Gustave Flaubert + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SENTIMENTAL EDUCATION VOL 1 *** + +***** This file should be named 34828.txt or 34828.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/4/8/2/34828/ + +Produced by David Edwards, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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