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Y. +Evening Mail_. + + + + + + + _LEISURE HOUR SERIES_ + + * * * * * + + + What The Swallow Sang + + + A NOVEL + + + + BY + + FRIEDRICH SPIELHAGEN + + + + TRANSLATED FROM THE GERMAN + + BY + + MS. + + TRANSLATOR OF + "_By His Own Might_," "_A Twofold Life_," _etc_. + + + + + NEW YORK + HOLT & WILLIAMS + 1873 + + + + + + + Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1873, by + HENRY HOLT, + In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. + + + + + + Poole & Maclauchlan, Printers, + 205-213 _East 12th St_., + NEW YORK. + + + + + + + What The Swallow Sang. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + +"I won't give you any farther trouble, I can find what I want myself." + +The sexton's wife looked at the gentleman in some little surprise, and +then glanced at the bunch of huge keys which hung in the door she had +just opened for the stranger. + +"That's right; you need not be uneasy, I shall not stay long, and here +is something for your trouble." + +He pressed a piece of money into her hand, and turned towards the door. + +"The Herr Pastor has strictly forbidden it," said the woman. + +"He will have no objection," replied the stranger. "I will leave a few +words for him." + +He took his note-book and wrote a few lines. When he tore out the leaf +he perceived on the other side a little sketch which he had dashed off +that afternoon with a few hasty strokes, while his carriage stopped +before a village inn. + +A smile flitted over his grave features. + +"That won't do," he murmured. "And here again, everything is filled +with scrawls. Well," he added aloud, as he thrust the note-book back +into his pocket, "I will write from P----. Please tell him so; +farewell, my good woman." + +The sexton's wife did not venture to make any reply, and turned away. +The stranger looked after her retreating figure a few minutes. +"Strange," he murmured, "it seems as if it would be committing a +sacrilege to utter my name aloud in this place! It was really a relief +to my mind that the woman did not know me. How we are all under the ban +of gloomy feelings which we should be ashamed to confess to others! To +be sure it is not strange that these emotions should almost overpower +me here; here, in this spot which should be my home, where my cradle +stood, and yet where I was not allowed to return until the grave had +closed over him to whom I owe my life." + +He had taken a few noiseless steps within the church, and now pausing, +gazed around the narrow space. The sun, already low in the horizon, +cast through the round, leaden-cased panes of the lofty narrow windows +a mysterious light, which brightened or faded as the soft breeze raised +or lowered the branches of the ancient linden-trees outside the walls. +And thus, now clear now dim, but always sorrowful, the memories of his +early years swept through the stranger's mind as he stood motionless, +his eyes wandering over the massive white-washed walls, the few dusky +pictures hung here and there at far too great a height, the little +oaken font black with age, the altar with its two large brass sconces, +and the pulpit, whose desk was covered with a tattered cloth. +Everything was just as it used to be; he even remembered the holes in +the cover, only it was all very much smaller, more poverty-stricken and +tasteless than memory had pictured it. Yet this was the most favorable +light,--what must it be in the broad glare of day! And his gloomy, +sorrowful childhood,--what was it when he extinguished the magical +light of memory, when he saw it as it really was, as a cold fanatical +father had made it to the child so early bereft of a mother's love. + +The traveller started from his revery as a sharp sound suddenly echoed +through the quiet church as if something had burst asunder. It was the +clock, which had just begun to strike. He passed his hand over his +brow, mechanically counted the strokes and listened to the rumbling +echo till the last sound died away. "Seven o' clock," said he; "it is +time for me to set out again." + +He walked around behind the benches, up a side aisle, on the right of +the pulpit, until he reached the large iron door of the crypt. It was +fastened, but on both sides, affixed to the wall, were the mural +tablets of the pastors of Rammin, who had preached the gospel over the +coffins of their predecessors whom they were some day to join. He went +to the last stone and read the inscription, that here rested in God, +Gotthold Ephraim Weber, D.D., installed in 1805 as Pastor of St. Mary's +church in Rammin, born August 3d, 1780, died June 15th, 1833. + +"Gotthold Ephraim Weber," murmured the stranger, "that is my name too, +and I am also a Doctor of Theology. That I would not remain where my +father placed me, but insisted upon taking the profession for which, +according to my best knowledge and belief, I was born, separated him +who now lies here from me forever. No, no, not that, at least that was +not the true cause! I never understood in your sense what is written +here: 'Blessed are those who die in the Lord.' We were never one, had +been separated long before we parted. Well, father, at least let there +be peace between us now. I wish with all my heart that you may have the +bliss in which you believed; and say: 'blessed are the--dead,' so you +certainly have the happiness in which I believe." + +Gotthold made a gesture like one who holds out his hand in +reconciliation. "Let us have peace now," he repeated. + +A little bird, which had perched for a moment in one of the openings +above the window, twittered so loudly that the sweet clear tones filled +the silent empty church. + +"I will take it as an answer," said Gotthold. + +He left the building as slowly as he had entered it, and went down the +broad path in the churchyard to a spot where, at a large iron cross, +which also bore the inscription, "Blessed are those who die in the +Lord," a narrow walk branched off towards the wall. Scarcely anything +had been altered in this older portion of the cemetery; he still +remembered every mound, every cross, every stone, and every epitaph; +there at last was what he was seeking--the grave with the low wooden +railing, the stunted weeping willow, the little slanting cross, +neglected as ever, or perhaps even more so--his mother's grave. + +He had lost her so very young, when he was only four or five years old, +that he had scarcely the faintest shadow of personal remembrance; he +had never seen a picture of her, and his father only mentioned her name +when he said angrily: "You are just like your mother," yet perhaps for +this very reason his fancy had always busied itself very frequently +with this dead mother, who had been like him, and would certainly have +loved him as he loved her dear shadow, until it almost assumed a bodily +form. A dear, dream-like form, which came unbidden, and disappeared +when he would so gladly have detained it longer. + +He plucked a few leaves from the willow, but scattered them over the +grave again. + +"We need no mementos," he said; "we understand each other without any +outward tokens, and it shall remain as it is, decay silently and +gradually, as time wills. Who would be benefited by the most superb +monument I could order from Thorwaldsen's master hand? Not you--what do +the shades in Nirwana care for such earthly vanities--and not I. I +shall never stand upon this spot again, and to others the stone would +be only a stone. No, it is better so; it is in harmony with the place." + +He looked up, and his artist's eye wandered over the graves, upon whose +long grass, swaying in the soft breeze, the setting sun scattered rosy +hues, to the ancient church, whose rude square tower still glowed in +the purple light, while the main building was already in deep shadow. + +"This scene and hour would make a beautiful picture," said Gotthold, +"but I shall not paint it. That would efface it from my mind, and I +wish to hold it fast there forever." + +He closed his eyes a moment, and when he opened them did not look +around again as he walked slowly, with his hands behind his back, +through the narrow path to the gate. Suddenly he paused and +involuntarily extended his hand towards two little graves close beside +the path, whose inscriptions had caught his eye in passing. "Cecilia +Brandow," "Caroline Brandow." The date of the birth and death of the +children was also added in tiny characters, as small as the mounds +themselves. + +A strange emotion thrilled his frame. He had thought this was over, +utterly effaced from his life, and that he could take the journey to +the bedside of his dying father, which had become a pilgrimage to his +parents' graves, without being disturbed by the vicinity of his early +love. Nay, just now when he came out of the church door, he had gazed +from this lofty stand-point over the wide landscape to the park of +Dahlitz, through whose dusky trees gleamed the white gables of the +mansion, and the past had remained mute. Now it flooded his soul like a +torrent which has suddenly burst its bounds. Her children--and she +herself was then scarcely more than a child! Her children. One, the +eldest, had borne her name--the name which ever since those days had +always had a peculiar, sacred association, so that he could never hear +or read it without a strange thrill. Cecilia! Her children! Strange! +Incomprehensibly strange! Incomprehensible as the death to which they +had so soon fallen victims! She had wept and knelt at these graves with +her husband beside her, the husband whose name was also inscribed in +gilt letters upon these tablets, and who asserted his paternal rights +in the Christian name of the younger: "Carl Brandow"! Did he too shed +tears for his children? It was impossible to think of Carl Brandow's +sharp, hard features wet with tears. + +How the face of Gotthold's enemy--the only one he had ever had--rose in +almost tangible outlines before his mind, while a sharp pang ran +through the deep scar which, beginning under his hair, passed over the +right temple, across the cheek, and even divided the heavy beard, the +scar on whose account the sexton's wife, mindful of the words that +marked people should be avoided, had been so unwilling to leave the +stately stranger alone in the church. Was the wound going to bleed +again--the wound that man's hand had dealt when both were schoolboys? +Would it have been any miracle at that moment, when his heart was +throbbing so violently, as if to say: The wound I have been struck is +newer by some years, and much fresher and deeper, yet you see it is not +healed as you supposed, and never will be! + +"Never," said Gotthold, "never! Well, at least I will not touch it. +And--the innocent children are not to blame, if there is blame +anywhere. I wish. I could call them back to life for you, poor Cecilia, +and may Heaven preserve those who I trust have been given you in their +place!" + +A figure clad in black, with a low broad-brimmed hat and white +neck-tie, approached the churchyard from the parsonage. It was +doubtless his father's successor, the new Pastor, who had returned from +examining the school earlier than the sexton's wife expected, and come +in search of the stranger who had inquired for him, and then ordered +the church to be unlocked. In his present excited frame of mind +Gotthold would gladly have avoided this meeting; but the reverend +gentleman appeared to have seen him already, for he quickened his +steps, and, as Gotthold now approached him, held out both hands, +exclaiming: "Must we meet again under such sorrowful circumstances?" + +Gotthold cast a puzzled glance at the beardless, plump white face of +the man who now stood before him, clasping and pressing his hands; his +watery blue eyes winking perpetually, either from emotion or because +the setting sun was shining into them. + +"Don't you know me, my dear brother?" asked the reverend gentleman; +"didn't they tell you my name? August Semmel--" + +"Surnamed Kloss,"[1] said Gotthold with an involuntary laugh. "I beg +your pardon, I really had not heard your name, and then I have never +seen you lately except in uniform, with a military cap on one side of +your head, and your face covered with a beard; it is really an +excellent mask." + +Pastor Semmel dropped Gotthold's hands and hastily turned away, so that +he placed himself in shadow. + +"A mask," he said, rolling up his eyes piously; "yes indeed! and, as I +now think, a very vain, not to say sinful one. I often scolded you then +because you would not enter our corps, although you sometimes did not +disdain to go to an ale--to amuse yourself with us, I mean; now I envy +you for having had the power of self-renunciation I lacked." + +"So Saul has now become Paul," replied Gotthold smiling, "while my +journey to Damascus is still delayed." + +"Yes, yes," said the Pastor. "Who would have thought it! The most +industrious of us all at school, the most indefatigable at the +university; always held up as a pattern by teachers and professors; +when in the fourth session already cram--preparing us older ones for +the examination, passing your own with great distinction, and all +this--" + +"For Hecuba! No, dear Semmel, you must not revile my art, although I +freely admit I am but a poor artist as yet. But I can assure you of one +thing: it is easier to pass a creditable examination in theology than +to paint a good picture. I speak from experience; besides if I had +remained a theological student, who knows whether the son might not +have stepped into his father's place instead of you? That is to be +considered too." + +"There would have been a terrible competition," said Herr Semmel, +"although on the other hand a prophet has little honor in his own +country; and to be frank, when I was a candidate here--after I left +Halle I spent four years in Lower Pomerania as a tutor in Count +Zerneckow's family, and afterwards came to Neuenkirchen to relieve the +old man, who had grown very garrulous, so that I thought I was +positively settled--but he has entirely recovered his powers again, and +so it happened very opportunely--what was I going to say? yes--when I +applied for this place a month ago, and thought it would be an +advantage to present myself as an intimate school and university friend +of my predecessor's son, I found the recommendation was not +satisfactory everywhere. Herr Otto von Plüggen of Plüggenhof--" + +Gotthold could not help laughing. "I suppose so," said he, "I have +often punched his stupid head when he went to school in P." + +"You know I was in the first class, while you were still in the +second," continued the Pastor in an apologetic tone, "and had entirely +forgotten that you must have known each other; but when, warned by my +experience with von Plüggen, I mentioned you more cautiously to several +others, I found a certain, what shall I term it? hostility would be +unchristian, but--" + +"Let us drop the subject," said Gotthold somewhat impatiently. + +"Certainly, certainly," replied the Pastor, "although you will be glad +to hear that I took advantage of this very opportunity to speak of your +generous gift to the poor of our parish, which--" + +"But why did you do that when I particularly requested that my name +should not be mentioned?" + +"Because it is written: 'Thou shalt not hide thy light under a bushel;' +and because it was the only way to silence the injurious report that +had become associated with your name." + +"Injurious report?" asked Gotthold. + +"Why yes, because people knew that for the last seven years, ever since +your uncle's death, you have been in possession of a large fortune, and +yet your father--" + +"Good Heavens! what could I do," cried Gotthold, "if my father +obstinately refused all my offers? but I really cannot discuss this +matter any farther. Besides, it is high time for me to set out, if I +wish to reach P. in good season. Has Herr Wollnow arranged everything +my father left according to your wishes? Unfortunately, I could not +attend to it myself, since, as you have probably learned from him, I +fell sick on my journey, and was forced to remain several weeks in +Milan; but I wrote to him from there to carry out the wishes of my +father's successor in every respect." + +"Without knowing who that successor was!" exclaimed Herr Semmel; "yes, +that's the way with you artists. Well, I have not been grasping. True, +there were many valuable books on theology in your father's library +which I would gladly have retained, and as you gave the purchaser +permission to set his own price--" + +"That is all right, my dear Semmel, and now don't come a step farther." + +"Only to your carriage, which I saw standing at the door of the inn." + +"Not another step, I beg of you." + +They were standing at the churchyard gate, which opened into the +village-street; but the Pastor seemed unable to release Gotthold's +hand. + +"For your own comfort, and the honor of your old schoolmates, I must +add one remark in connection with our former subject of conversation. +All were not guilty of such uncharitableness--I may surely be permitted +to give it that name without being uncharitable myself. Some of them +spoke very warmly in your praise; no one more so than Carl Brandow." + +"Brandow! Carl Brandow!" exclaimed Gotthold; "it is certainly--" + +"Certainly only his duty, if he tries to make amends to you for an +offence committed in youthful thoughtlessness by everywhere asserting +the truth, and declaring that the demon of avarice is the very last +that could obtain dominion over you; and if your father died as poor as +he had lived, it was undoubtedly--" + +"Farewell!" said Gotthold, extending his hand across the low door to +the Pastor. + +"May God bless and keep you!" said the Pastor. "You ought to spare +another hour to spend with an old friend." + +Gotthold said no more. He had withdrawn his hand with almost +uncourteous haste, and was now walking rapidly down the village-street, +with his hat pulled far over his brows. Herr Semmel looked after him +with a contemptuous smile on his fat face. + +"The enthusiast!" said he; "it seems as if the ill-luck he has had has +turned his brain. But no matter. People must cling to the rich. Carl +Brandow is a sly fellow. He probably knows why, from the moment he +heard he was coming back, he took a new key, and cannot say enough in +praise of the man whom he once abused like a reed-sparrow. Perhaps he +wants to try to borrow of him. Well, he certainly needs a loan. Plüggen +says he is making his last shifts. He will be at Plüggenhof to-morrow. +My news will make quite an excitement." + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +The long village-street was empty. Here and there an old woman appeared +in the doorway of one of the low straw-roofed huts, or a few half-naked +children played behind the tangled hedges in the neglected gardens; +every one else had gone to the fields, for this was the first day of +the rye-harvest. + +The village-street was empty, and the swallows had free course. Up and +down they moved in their arrowlike flight, now on the ground, now +rising in graceful circles, straight lines, or zig-zag course, +chirping, twittering, and unweariedly fluttering their slender wings. + +Gotthold paused, pushed back his hat, which he had drawn over his eyes, +and gazed as if absorbed in thought at the graceful little creatures, +which he had loved from his earliest childhood. While he stood watching +them, the angry displeasure roused by the Pastor's words gradually +yielded to a strange melancholy. + +"What the swallow sang, what the swallow sang," he murmured. "Yes, yes, +it echoes through the village just as it did then:-- + + + When I went away, when I went away, + I left well-filled chests behind, + But returning to-day, but returning to-day, + Naught I find. + + +"I thought I understood it--but I had only read it with my eyes, not my +heart, the heart of a lonely man, who after an absence of ten years +returns to the sacred scenes of his youth to find what I have found +to-day--the most painful memory of that which was once mine." + +Up and down flew the swallows, now close to the earth, and now in a +lofty curve over a loaded harvest-wagon which had turned into the +principal street from an adjoining lane, and disappeared in a barn. + +"How does it go on," said Gotthold:-- + + + Back the swallows dart, back the swallows dart, + And the chests again run o'er; + But an empty heart, but an empty heart, + Fills no more. + + +He passed his hand over his eyes to brush away the tears which +constantly sprang into them, while a mournful smile played around his +lips. + +"It would be an amusing spectacle to my Roman friends if they could see +me standing here crying like a schoolboy; and what would you say, +Julia? The same thing that you did when I translated the song: That is +all nonsense, my dear friend. How can a heart be empty? My heart has +never been empty since I knew I had one, and now it is full of love for +you, as yours is for me, you German dreamer. Then you stroked the hair +from my brow, and kissed me as only you can kiss. And yet, and yet! If +I loved you, Julia, it was only a feeble semblance of the passion I +once felt, as the pale East just gleamed with rosy light from the +reflection of the sunset glow in the western sky. I have parted from +you, and my heart did not quiver as it did just now when I read on her +children's gravestones the name of one now dead to me." + +He extended his hands as if in benediction. + +"Sing on your sweet sad song, innocent swallows! Go and return, +bringing Spring to the barren fields and empty human hearts! May Heaven +watch over you, my dear native meadows and beloved birthplace! In spite +of all, you are as sacred to me as the memories of my youth!" + +The carriage was waiting at the door of the village-inn. The coachman +had merely loosened the curbs on the horses' necks, that they might eat +the bread chopped into little squares more easily. He now pushed aside +the movable crib, hastily gave them a drink from the half-emptied pail, +and when Gotthold came up was already standing with the reins in his +hand beside the door, which he opened with a friendly grin. + +It was the first time he had shown his passenger such an attention. +They had passed over the long road across the island--Gotthold, +contrary to his usual custom, absorbed in gloomy thoughts, and by no +means dissatisfied with the taciturnity of the driver, who sat +motionless before him, hour after hour, his broad shoulders covered +with a blue linen coat, somewhat white in the seams, stooping +carelessly, and smoking a short pipe, which Gotthold did not forbid, +unpleasant as the sickly odor of the weed often was. + +He might therefore have some reason to be surprised when, just after +they had left the village and were driving slowly along between the +cornfields, on the narrow by-way that led to the main road, the +broad-shouldered man suddenly turned, and showing his large white +teeth, said in his Platt Deutsch accent: + +"Don't you know me, Herr Gotthold?" + +"No," said Gotthold, laughing, as he looked into the smiling face of +the driver, "but you seem to be better acquainted with me." + +"I've been thinking all the way whether it was you or not," said the +man; "sometimes I thought it was, and then again that it wasn't." + +"You might have asked." + +"Yes, you may well say so, but I didn't think of it; that would +certainly have been the simplest way. Well, it don't matter now; I know +you--by that!" said the driver, drawing the handle of his whip over his +face to mark the course of Gotthold's scar. "You ought to have been +known by it this morning, for one don't see such things every day; but +it's a long time ago, and such things often happen in war; besides, +with your thick beard and brown, face, you look just exactly as if you +had come from Spain, where no doubt they are fighting again; but when +you stopped just now in Rammin, and went up to the parsonage without +even asking a question, I said at once, 'Yes, it's certainly he.'" + +"And you are--you are Jochen--Jochen Prebrow!" exclaimed Gotthold, +cordially extending his hand, which Jochen, turning half-round on his +seat, clasped no less heartily in his huge palm. + +"To be sure," said he, "and you really didn't know me." + +"How could I," replied Gotthold. "You have grown so tall and stout, +although indeed in this respect you have only fulfilled the promise of +your boyhood." + +"Yes, that's so," replied Jochen, "but my sergeant in Berlin always +said it was no vice." + +Jochen Prebrow turned back to his horses. He had established the +identity between his stately passenger and the slender playfellow of +his childhood, upon which he had been reflecting all day, and was +perfectly satisfied. Gotthold too was silent; it moved him deeply to +think he could have travelled nearly all day with worthy Jochen, as if +he had been a total stranger. + +Jochen Prebrow, the son of the Dollan blacksmith! The pleasant days +again rose before him when he left P. with Curt Wenhof for the +holidays, which must always be spent in Dollan, and Jochen stood on the +moor where the road branched off from the highway, waiting for them, +and waving his cap; Jochen, who was well aware that his good times were +coming with the pair, times of catching fish and snaring birds under +the care of old Cousin Boslaf, to say nothing of a thousand wild, +thoughtless pranks on land and sea for which Curt always undertook to +be answerable to his good-natured father. + +"And the young master is dead too," said Jochen Prebrow, again turning +half-round on his seat, in token that having settled the principal +matter, he was now ready to proceed to details. + +Gotthold nodded. + +"Drowned sailing on the Spree," continued Jochen, "and yet he was +skilful as any sailor, and could swim like a fish; it was very queer, +but he told me that he should come to such an end some day." He filled +his pipe afresh. + +"When did he tell you so?" + +"He had come from Gr. to his sister's wedding, and afterwards was to go +to Berlin and show whether he had learned his lessons, and he would +probably have come off badly, for our young master was never fond of +study. So he told me about it when we came back from P., where the +wedding took place. I drove the carriage because old Christian was +sick, and then we went at full speed to Dollan, where a great breakfast +was served, and our young master had probably been drinking a little +too much when he came out to the stable, threw himself down on the +straw, and began to sob pitifully. + +"What's the matter, young master?" said I. + +"Ah! Jochen," he answered, "it's all up. I begged my father to let me +be a farmer, for he would never make a lawyer of me; but he says we +have nothing, nothing at all; he can't even pay my sister's dowry." + +"Well, young master," said I, "that's not so very bad; you have a rich +brother-in-law now who can certainly give you some money." + +"But he started up, sprang upon me, seized me by the throat, and shook +me till I was afraid for my life, crying: If you ever say another +word about that,--well, it was an ugly word for a man to call his +brother-in-law, especially our young master, who had always been so +good-natured, but I said to myself, He's been drinking too much; for he +wanted me to upset them when I drove them to Dahlitz; you know the +place, Herr Gotthold, just before you get to the smithy, when the moor +lies below you on the left, as you come down the hill. It's very easy +to upset a carriage there so that the people inside will never get up +again; but it's pretty queer business to upset your master's daughter +on her wedding-day, and even if I'd wanted to do it I didn't drive +them, after all, for Herr Brandow had ordered his own carriage with +four horses; and Hinrich Scheel, who was his coachman then and is now, +wouldn't upset them, for nobody can deny that he knows how to drive and +ride." + +Jochen Prebrow cracked his whip, and the horses, which had been +advancing along the narrow by-way at a walk, trotted rapidly over the +smooth broad high-road. + +A short distance on the left appeared Dahlitz, the fine estate once the +property of the ancient noble family to which Cecilia's mother +belonged, but which had long since passed into the possession of the +plebeian Brandow, and was now Carl Brandow's inheritance. + +The highway, as Gotthold remembered, led directly through the estate, +and for a considerable distance farther ran close by the wall of the +park. His heart began to beat violently; his eyes wandered timidly +towards the house, whose white front was already partially visible +between the out-buildings. To pass so near her home, to let the only +opportunity he might ever be offered escape thus, never, never to see +her more! + +Gotthold leaned back in the corner of the carriage, drawing the broad +brim of his hat farther over his eyes; he would fain have ordered +Jochen to turn back again. Meantime Jochen was driving on at a slow +trot; it would soon be over. But just as they were passing the gates an +empty harvest wagon came out so rapidly that the horses almost struck +Jochen's. The latter swore, the farm hand swore, and some one standing +in the courtyard swore also, Gotthold could not understand whether at +his own man or the strange coachman--probably at both; but it was not +Carl Brandow's clear voice, and the coarse fat man in top boots, who +strode heavily forward to the gate, certainly bore no resemblance to +Carl Brandow's slight, elastic figure. + +Then Jochen again had a free passage for his frightened horses, which +he reined in with considerable difficulty as they passed at full gallop +by the low park wall, over which now and then one could obtain through +the trees and shrubs a view of the pleasure-grounds, and even +distinguish a broad handsome lawn which lay on one side of the mansion. +On this piece of turf was a swing, in which two little girls were just +being carefully pushed to and fro by their nurse, while a half-dozen +other children of all ages gambolled upon the grass, their fresh voices +ringing merrily on the quiet evening air. A stately lady moved among +the group, with a little man dressed in black beside her, apparently +the boys' tutor. + +The picture was only visible a few seconds, but Gotthold's keen eye had +seized it down to the smallest detail, and it was still in his mind +when the carriage moved more slowly along the broad highway. His heart +had trembled causelessly; she no longer lived here. Where was she now? +He had not heard a word from home for so long--was she dead? She was to +him, of course, and yet, and yet-- + +"That Redebas is a coarse fellow," said Jochen taking the reins in his +left hand, "but he understands his business; he'll come out all right." + +"So Dahlitz does not belong to Herr Brandow?" said Gotthold. + +"Well, I declare," replied Jochen, pointing back with the handle of his +whip into the gathering twilight, "didn't you hear anything yonder +about what has been happening in this neighborhood?" + +"Nothing, nothing at all, my dear Jochen. Who was to tell me?" + +"To be sure," said Jochen, "writing isn't everybody's business, not +mine for instance, and where you have been I suppose there were very +few mails, and not much opportunity. My sergeant--he was one of the old +soldiers--was in Spain too in 1807 and"-- + +"But I have never been in Spain," said Gotthold, "I was in Italy." + +This objection was both unexpected and unwelcome to Jochen. He had +fully made up his mind during the long hours that he had been +reflecting whether his passenger was the son of the Pastor at Rammin or +not, that if so, he must at any rate have come straight from Spain; for +he had heard that Gotthold had given up "preaching" and was now living +in a foreign country, and Spain was the only foreign country of which +he had ever heard. So he sank into a profound revery, puffing huge +clouds of smoke from his short pipe, and Gotthold, difficult as it was +for him to do so, was compelled to repeat his question, as to where +Herr Brandow was now living, several times. + +"Why, where should he live except in Dollan?" said Jochen at last. "He +has come down from a horse to a donkey, but that's always so when +people want to sit so high in their saddles." + +"And--and--his wife?" + +It must be asked; but Gotthold's lips quivered as he put the question. + +"Our poor young lady," said Jochen; "yes, when I drove her with four +horses to P. for the wedding, she didn't dream the splendor would so +soon be over. Yes, she is now in the old place again, and our old +master and the young master are both dead, and her two oldest children +too; she has only one left." + +So she still lived, and lived in Dollan again, dear Dollan, the +forest-girdled, sea-washed spot where he had spent the happiest and +most wretched hours of his youth, the sacred and yet accursed place to +which his dreams had so often led him in joy or sorrow, so that he woke +with a happy smile on his lips, and also so often with tears in his +eyes! For a moment it seemed as if she had been restored to him, as if +the old days had returned. He saw the slender figure gliding through +the shrubs in the garden at twilight, while he stood at the little +gable window with a throbbing heart, hearing Curt repeat "mi" till he +threw the grammar on the table, declaring that he should never +understand the stuff, and they had better go down to the garden with +Cecilia. Gotthold passed his hand over his brow and eyes. Had he spoken +the loved name aloud? Had Jochen, who had resumed his interrupted story +in the old monotonous tone, mentioned her name? Jochen did not know +exactly how it had all happened, for he had been in Berlin with the +army when Herr Wenhof died, and young Herr Brandow came in possession +of Dollan in addition to his own estate of Dahlitz: then when Jochen +was released from military duty, as his father and older brother were +enough to attend to the business of the smithy, he took service as a +groom with Peter the innkeeper at Altefähr, and only left the place +when he drove travellers to Stubbenkammer or some other part of the +island, which did not occur very often. Besides, it had never happened +that his way led to Dollan, or very near it, for what stranger would +want to travel so far away from the main road? He had not seen even the +smithy since, and if his brother had not come to Altefähr once or +twice, would have known nothing about how things were now going in +Dollan. True, now he came to think the matter over, his brother had not +told him much more than he had already learned from others; for Herr +Brandow was famous for having the finest horses in all Rugen and Upper +Pomerania, and came every autumn to the races at Str.; the noblemen +would have hard work to beat him if he was only a plain citizen; and he +would be sure to win the prize among all the gentlemen riders this +year; for Hinrich had trained a horse for him whose match could not be +found. One thing was certain, Hinrich knew more about horse-flesh than +all the English trainers who cost the other gentlemen so much money put +together, while others hinted that there was something not quite right +about the matter, and Hinrich's squint eyes could make horses do +anything he pleased. That there were such things, he being a +blacksmith's son, knew very well; but it made a great difference +whether they were honest arts, such as his father understood for +instance, or whether another person he would not mention more plainly +had a finger in the pie. People don't cross mountains with him; he +makes them pay too dear for his extra horses. It had already cost Herr +Brandow his fine estate, and they said he could not even keep Dollan +much longer, and that the devil's horses were eating the hair from his +head. Did Herr Gotthold believe in such things? + +"No, no, no," said Gotthold, starting from his corner and sitting +erect. + +Jochen was obliged to fill his pipe, in order to think over quietly an +answer so different from what he had expected. Gotthold did not disturb +his meditations, but sat in silence, absorbed in thought, dreaming of +what was, what might have been and never would be! Never? Yes, but not +because fate does not will it; it is because human beings bring on this +destiny, because they prepare it for themselves, because in dreams +which thicken into realities, in wishes which become acts, they mould +their own fate. Did she not, on the evening when she, her father, Curt, +and himself, had made an excursion from Dollan to Dahlitz, return home +with the wish to become mistress of the place her mother's family had +so long possessed; How silently she walked through the stately +apartments, while her large sparkling eyes wandered thoughtfully over +the dark pictures on walls hung with faded silken tapestry, and the +numerous carved ornaments on the chimney-piece, which seemed to her +unaccustomed eyes a marvel of costliness! How softly she passed her +hand over the damask curtains in the sleeping-rooms, how she buried her +glowing face again and again among the flowers in the hot-house, as if +intoxicated by the heavy perfume. With what interest she listened to +that squint-eyed Hinrich, as he expatiated upon the merits of the noble +horses whose light chain halters clanked against the marble cribs, and +said it was such a pity for the young master to waste his time at the +agricultural school, when he could employ it to so much better +advantage here! And how indignantly she looked at the friend who +fancied himself so dear to her, when with jealous malice he observed +that Carl Brandow might come back all the sooner, since from all +accounts he showed the same industry at the college as he had formerly +done at school! Afterwards she had haughtily bantered the two friends +as they stood on the lawn, but when she sat down in the large wooden +swing--the same one where he had just seen the children--resting her +beautiful head on one hand, while she carelessly played with the +scarlet ribbons on her white dress with the other, and Gotthold +approached to put it in motion, she started up and said, laughing, that +such an ignorant girl ought not to trouble so learned a gentleman. He +did not suspect what bitter earnest was concealed under the jest, and +the next morning, when he was obliged to return with Curt to their +institution of learning, he slipped under her chamber-door a bit of +paper, on which he had written a free translation of one of Anacreon's +odes:-- + + + Skittish foal, I prithee why, + Flashing fear from thy large eye, + Cruel, dost thou mocking flee? + "Fool! he nothing is to me." + + Know for thee I soon shall bring + And about thy proud neck fling + The bridle, and with firm, tight rein, + Swift-racing, spur thee o'er the plain. + + Tarry now 'mid pasture-ground, + Gayly frolic, lightly bound; + But, my skittish foal, take heed! + Thy right rider comes with speed. + + +The right rider! Alas! ere six weeks had passed, the right rider came! + +It was a dark evening late in Autumn, like the present one. Men, women, +boys and girls were all out of doors, for it was Saturday night, and +the great wheat-field must if possible be mowed, the sheaves bound up +and piled in heaps. They had paused to rest for half an hour, while +waiting for the rising moon to disperse the dense clouds of mist and +enable them to resume their interrupted task. Curt and he had busily +helped the laborers, and even Cecilia tied up a few sheaves; then they +carried the people the beer Cousin Boslaf had drawn from the huge cask. +There had been shouting, singing, and jesting among the youths and +maidens, but all had now become silent, and Herr Wenhof thought if they +did not begin again soon the whole company would fall asleep, and then +he should like to see the person who could get them on their feet +again. But Cousin Boslaf said they must wait ten minutes longer until +the moon shone clear, and Cousin Boslaf knew best. It grew more and +more quiet, so quiet that the partridges thought every one had gone, +and began to call loudly for their scattered families; so quiet that +Gotthold fancied he could hear the beating of his own heart, as his +eyes rested on the graceful figure that sat close beside him on a +sheaf, so near that his hand might have touched her light dress, gazing +up at the moon, whose white light made her face look strangely pale. +But the dark eyes often flashed brightly from the pallid countenance, +and a strange emotion thrilled the youth, as if a ray from the +spirit-world had fallen upon him. Yes, from the spirit-world, where he +hovered with his beloved, far above all earthly tumult, far as the pure +fancy of a youth whose heart is full of a great, sacred love can soar. +Oh! God, how immeasurably he loved her! How his whole being was bound +up in this affection! How all his thoughts, feelings, emotions were +merged into, carried away by, this passion! How every drop of blood +that flowed through his throbbing heart glowed with this love! How +every breath that passed over his fevered lips ever murmured: I love +you, I love you! + +And at this moment, when the heavens opened before his enraptured eyes +and he gazed into the region of the blest--at this moment the blow was +to fall, which closed the gates of the Paradise of his youth forever, +and destroyed for years his faith in the sacred feeling that dwells +securely in the human breast. "Some one is coming on horseback," old +Boslaf said, approaching the group, and pointing towards the forest. No +one else perceived anything; but that proved nothing, for the old man +could hear the grass grow. Cecilia started up, went forward a few +steps, and paused to listen, and Gotthold saw her press her hand upon +her heart. His own stood still. + +He and Curt had not been to Dollan during the weeks before the +examination, now successfully passed, and he had heard nothing of all +that had happened there except that one day Curt casually mentioned +that Carl Brandow had returned; but now he knew everything. The horse, +whose rapid hoof-beats he also distinguished, was not bearing Carl +Brandow over the miles that intervened between Dollan and Dahlitz for +the first time. Now he knew what the altered expression of her +features, which had attracted his attention that day, meant--the dreamy +softness that suddenly yielded to a strange excitement; he knew all, +all,--that his temple was ruined, his sanctuary profaned. He stood +apart, unable to move, while the others surrounded the rider, who had +swung himself from his horse,--the slender rider, who now disengaged +himself from the group--but not alone! They passed close by without +noticing him, he with his arm thrown around her waist, bending down and +whispering to her, she nestling to his side, every line in their +figures clearly relieved against the bright moonlight; then he saw and +heard nothing more, and afterwards could only remember that he lay long +in a dull, terrible despair, in a place far from that spot, on the edge +of the dark forest, and then started up and staggered through the +silent, sultry woods as if in a horrible dream, sometimes crying aloud +like a tortured animal, until he at last emerged from them upon the +shore of the sea, which stretched before him in a vast, boundless +expanse in the shimmering moonlight. Here he again threw himself down +on the sand, but now tears came to his relief--burning tears which, +however, flowed more and more gently, as if the lapping of the waves +was a lullaby to the poor quivering heart. At last he rose to his +knees, extended his arms, and in a long, fervent prayer, to which the +roaring of the sea murmured an accompaniment, told the universal +mother, who will never desert her child, that he would always love +her with boundless affection. Just then old Boslaf suddenly stood +beside him,--he had not heard his approach, nor did the old man say +anything,--and they walked silently along the strand until they reached +the old man's lonely little house among the downs. There he made him a +rude couch carefully and silently, and mutely smoothed his damp hair +with his hand, when he lay down to rest for an hour and looked at the +moonlight which shone through the low window on the wall and glimmered +upon the weapons, stuffed birds, nets, and fishing-rods, until the +rustling of the treetops on the shore and the low murmur of the sea +lulled him to sleep. + +Gotthold awoke from his dream. The carriage was standing still, and the +horses were snorting as they looked into the forest, through which the +road led for a short distance. It was perfectly dark, save that here +and there a ray from the moon, which had just risen, trembled through +the dense foliage of the beeches. + +"Why, what's the matter with the cursed jades?" said Jochen. + +There was a rustling and crackling in the thick underbrush on the +right-hand side of the road; the noise grew louder, approached nearer +and nearer, until, like a hurricane, a dark, compact, moving mass burst +through the bushes and crashed into the undergrowth on the other side. +It was scarcely seen before it disappeared, while the horses, in +frantic terror, reared in the harness and swerved aside, so that it was +only by the most violent efforts that the two men, who had sprung from +the carriage, could control them. + +"The confounded wretches," said Jochen, "the same thing happened to me +once before in this very spot. The Prince ought to do something about +it; but it gets worse every year, and if old Boslaf didn't often thin +them out a little it would be unbearable. There, hark!" + +The report of a musket rang through the forest at some distance on +their left, whither the wolves had taken their flight. + +"That was he," said Jochen, in a low tone; "he only needs to whistle +and they run straight within reach of his gun. Yes, yes, Herr Gotthold, +you said just now that there was nothing of the kind; but you'll make +an exception of old Boslaf. He can do more than one trick which no +honest Christian can imitate." + +"So the old man is still alive?" asked Gotthold as they drove +cautiously on through the forest. + +"Yes, why shouldn't he be?" replied Jochen, "they say he can live as +long as he likes. Well, I don't believe that; his end will probably +come some day, though I may not be here; but this I do know, that +people who knew him fifty years ago say that he looked just the same +then as he does now." + +"And he still lives in the house on the beach?" + +"Where else should he live?" asked Jochen. They had emerged from the +forest and moorland upon the beautiful smooth highway, which, lined +with huge poplars, announced to the weary traveller the vicinity of the +capital. It was still an hour's journey, but the road sloped gradually +downward, and the horses, well aware that their long day's work was +over and their cribs close at hand, collected all their strength and +trotted briskly onward. The crescent of an increasing moon floated in +the deep blue sky, shedding a pure radiance; here and there a +flickering reddish light in the dark landscape marked the situation of +some mansion house or lonely peasant hut. And now a brighter glow +shimmered from the hill up which the road led. Stately houses gleamed +forth from amid the dark foliage of the trees and bushes, the horses' +hoofs rang upon a stone pavement, and a few moments after the carriage +stopped before the "Fürstenhof," whose host welcomed the late arrival +with northern cordiality. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +Gotthold had expected to reach P. at an early hour; it was now nearly +ten o'clock, too late to pay the visit he had promised Herr Wollnow by +letter, yet in spite of the time the gentleman might perhaps be +waiting, and what he had to settle with him could be despatched in a +few minutes. Then the minor object of his journey would be accomplished +and he could set out again early the next morning; he would have +preferred to go on that night. + +The ground seemed to be burning under his feet. The events of the last +few hours, the meeting with the playmate of his youth, and his +communications, had roused the greatest agitation in his mind. As he +passed down the quiet street towards the house of his business +acquaintance, he paused several times under the dark trees, gasping for +breath, and made a defiant gesture, as if he could thus repel the +ghostly throng of memories that hovered around him. + +"Thank God that now at least you are sure not to meet an old +acquaintance again," he said to himself, as he rang the bell at the +door of one of the handsomest houses upon the market-place. + +"Herr Wollnow is at home," said the pretty young servant-maid, "and--" + +"Bids you a most hearty welcome," interrupted Herr Wollnow, who at that +moment came out of his counting-room, and extended a broad, powerful +hand to his guest. "I am very glad to make your acquaintance at last, +though I deeply regret that the occasion should be so sorrowful. Have +you supped this evening? No? Why, that is capital; neither have I. To +be sure, you must be contented with my company, at least for the +present; my wife has a meeting of her great society to-day. She did not +want to go, for she is very anxious to renew her acquaintance with you, +or rather make it, as I say; for you will hardly remember her. She +promised to be back again at ten o'clock; but I know what that +means,--we shall have an hour to ourselves." + +Gotthold apologized for his late arrival, but said that he had thought +it better to come late than not at all, especially as he intended to +set out again early the next morning, if possible. + +"I think you will allow us to keep you with us a few days," replied +Herr Wollnow; "yet time is money, as Englishmen say, so we will devote +the time Stine needs to prepare supper to money matters. I have set +everything right." Herr Wollnow invited Gotthold to take a seat upon +the sofa in the little private office, and sat down beside him in a +leather-covered arm-chair at the round table, on which various papers +lay arranged in the most methodical order. + +"Here are the documents that concern your late father's legacies," he +continued. "I have had wonderfully little trouble in executing the +orders you sent me from Milan. The ready money amounted only to a few +thalers, and as to furniture and other household appurtenances, the +hermits of the Theban wilderness could not have possessed much less +than satisfied your father during the latter years of his life. The +only really valuable portion of his property was the library, and here +I took the liberty of deviating a little from your commands. You had +intended that the whole profit derived from the sale should be given to +the poor of the parish, and also that your father's successor should be +permitted to set his own price upon the books that pleased him, +undoubtedly in the supposition that the gentleman would make a proper +use of this favor. But that was not the case with Pastor Semmel. He +believed in making hay while the sun shone; he not only wanted all the +best, but wished to take advantage of the opportunity, and if possible +get them for nothing. In a word, your two intentions could not be +reconciled, and as I doubtless rightly supposed that the poor people +would be nearer your heart than the Pastor, although he made a great +ado about the intimacy that had existed between you at the university, +and I believe even at school, I offered everything, with the exception +of a few insignificant trifles I was obliged to leave with him, to a +respectable firm which dealt in secondhand books, and after +considerable bargaining came to an understanding with them. We obtained +a large sum, as I wrote you, and if you are as well satisfied as the +poor people in Rammin, I need not be ashamed of the way in which I +carried out your command." + +An amused smile flashed from Herr Wollnow's dark eyes as Gotthold +warmly pressed his hand. + +"I repeat, it was very little trouble," said he, "and I would have +taken a hundred times as much with pleasure for a man to whom I am so +greatly indebted." + +"You so greatly indebted? To me?" + +"To you, certainly. If, when you entered into the possession of your +property five years ago, you had withdrawn the ten thousand thalers +invested in my business, as I earnestly advised you to do, I might not +now be in the pleasant situation of being able to return the money to +you with my warmest thanks." + +"For Heaven's sake," cried Gotthold, pushing back Herr Wollnow's +hand, which was extended towards a larger package fastened with an +India-rubber band. + +"I have put aside the money at any rate," replied Herr Wollnow, "in +cash and in good bonds." + +"But I don't want it now, any more than I did then." + +"Well," said Herr Wollnow, "I cannot persuade you to take it as +earnestly as I did five years ago. To-day--I may venture to say it +confidently--the money is perfectly safe, and I can give you the +highest rate of interest. Then, when I was establishing a new business +here under very peculiar circumstances, and in consequence of the +impossibility of relying upon my business associates,--I mean the +capitalists of this place--a crisis might occur at any moment, I only +did my duty when I advised you to intrust your money, if not to more +honest, to safer hands. Well, you would not hear of it; would have me +keep the money; nay, I even believe I might have had it without +interest." + +"You will admit, Herr Wollnow, that in so doing I carried out my +uncle's views." + +"I don't know," replied the merchant. "Your uncle had a personal +interest in leaving the money in my hands. The great profits which +accrued to the business in Stettin through the new connections I +formed, and I may say created here, were so important that they far +outweighed the risk of a possible loss. But when your uncle gave you +the free disposal of the property by will, he acknowledged that an +artist's interests are and must be different from those of a business +man." + +"Why yes, the interests of his art," replied Gotthold earnestly; "I +never had and never shall have any others. In this feeling, and this +alone, after I had recovered from my first astonishment, I joyfully +welcomed the rich inheritance that fell to my lot so unexpectedly." + +"I know it," replied Herr Wollnow; "the assistance I have given from +your property to that poor deserving Brüggberg during the last three +years proves it, and he will not be your only pensioner." + +"It has proved as fortunate for him as for me that help came in time," +replied Gotthold. + +He supported his head on his left hand, and mechanically drew +arabesques on a sheet of paper that lay before him, while he continued +in a lower tone: + +"And it was also quite time for me. For two years in Munich I had +already devoted every hour and moment I could spare from the labor of +earning a livelihood, to art, beloved art, which is so infinitely +coy to a tyro, especially one who is compelled to begin after his +one-and-twentieth year. My strength was almost exhausted; I had seen +the last star of hope disappear; nothing bound me to life except a sort +of defiance of a fate which I thought I had not deserved, and the shame +of appearing to rush out of this world like a simpleton, in the eyes of +those who had aided me to live. How distinctly I remember the hour! I +had returned to my little attic room towards nightfall, from the studio +of a famous artist to which an acquaintance had procured me admittance, +with a soul filled to overflowing with the mighty impressions produced +by works of the greatest genius, and yet utterly exhausted, for I had +resolved a few days before to give up no more lessons, even if I +starved, and I was almost starving. I placed myself before my easel, +but the colors blended into one confused mass. The palette fell from my +hand; I staggered to the table to pour out a glass of water, and--there +lay the letter which informed me that I had been made the heir of a +relative whom I had never seen, and was the possessor of a fortune +which, at a casual estimation, amounted to more than a hundred thousand +thalers. What was more natural than that in this wonderful moment I +should make the vow: this shall belong to Art, and to you only so far +as you are an artist." + +"Nothing is more natural and simple," said Herr Wollnow; "but that you +should have kept the oath, and I know you have done so, is--as we +children of Adam are now constituted--not quite so natural and simple. +But now, as the business matters are settled, we will, if agreeable to +you, talk more comfortably over a glass of wine." + +Herr Wollnow opened the door of a spacious apartment handsomely +furnished as a half dining, half sitting room, and invited his guest to +take a seat at the table, which was covered with a snow-white cloth, +and furnished with all sorts of dainties served in valuable china, and +several bottles of wine. As Gotthold sat down, his eyes wandered over +several large and small oil paintings which were skilfuly arranged upon +the walls. + +"Pardon an artist's curiosity," said he. + +"I understand little or nothing of your beautiful art," replied Herr +Wollnow, as he fastened a napkin under his fat chin; "but my wife is a +great amateur, and, as she sometimes persuades herself, a connoisseur. +You must give her the pleasure of showing you her treasures. I am +afraid the little collection will not find much favor in your eyes, +with the exception of one picture, which I also consider a masterpiece, +and which is greatly admired by all who see it." + +Gotthold would gladly have gone nearer to the paintings; one of them +which hung at some little distance, seemed strangely familiar, but Herr +Wollnow had already filled the green glasses with odorous Rhine wine, +and a robust elderly woman came noisily in with a platter of freshly +broiled fish in her red hands. + +"Stine says that you were always particularly fond of flounders," said +Herr Wollnow, "and so she would not give up the pleasure of offering +you your favorite dish herself." + +Gotthold looked up at the stout figure, and instantly recognized good +Stine Lachmund, who, during his boyhood, had almost kept the house at +Dollan in the place of its invalid mistress, and after her death +managed affairs entirely alone, yet had always maintained a good +understanding with the boys and all the world, in spite of the many +difficulties of her position. + +He held out his hand to his old friend, who, after putting the platter +on the table, and wiping her red fingers on her apron in a most +unnecessary manner, grasped it eagerly. + +"I was sure you would know me again," said she, her fat face beaming +with delight. "But goodness gracious, how you have altered! What a +handsome man you have grown! I should never have known you again!" + +"So I used to be desperately ugly, Stine?" asked Gotthold, smiling. + +"Why," replied Stine, with a grave, questioning glance, "you had +handsome blue eyes, it is true; but they always looked so large and +sorrowful that it made one feel badly, and then your little thin face +was divided by a scar from there to there--it looked terribly; such a +good boy, too, it was too outrageous--" + +"All that has been forgotten long ago," said Gotthold. + +"And a big beard has grown over it," added Stine. + +"Yen can tell Line to bring in a bottle of the red seal," said Herr +Wollnow, who thought he perceived that his guest wished to cut short +this recognition scene. "You must pardon me," he continued, turning to +Gotthold, when Stine had gone out after again shaking hands, and the +pretty young maid-servant, who moved noiselessly to and fro, began to +wait upon the gentlemen, "you must pardon me for being unable to spare +you this little scene. The good woman was so delighted to hear of your +coming, and a man who returns home must make up his mind to meet +familiar faces at every step." + +"I have experienced that to-day," replied Gotthold; "your wife, too, +you said--" + +"Is proud of having known you when you were not a famous artist, but a +diffident boy about thirteen years old, who obstinately refused to take +part in a dance which some aristocratic mammas had arranged with +difficulty, and then joined it when he heard that no one else would +dance with little Ottilie Blaustein. She has never forgotten your +magnanimity." + +"And she--Fraulein Ottilie--" + +"Has been my wife for six years," said Herr Wollnow. "You look at me +with discreet astonishment; you have quickly calculated that the little +dancer of those days cannot now be much more than twenty-five, and +you set me down very correctly at some years over fifty--we will say +fifty-six. But we Jews--" + +"Are you a Jew?" asked Gotthold. + +"Of the purest descent," replied Herr Wollnow; "didn't you perceive +that, when I locked your money up in my desk so quickly just now? Of +the purest Polish descent, although out of love for my wife, who +declared that she had suffered enough from Judaism, and also from +business motives, I have taken the step, a very easy one for me, from +one positive religion which was indifferent to me, to another that was +no less so. But I was going to say that we Jews, or we men who are +educated in the Jewish faith, are as unromantic in regard to marriage +as everything else, but we keep to the law; I mean by that the law of +nature, which is not at all romantic, but very sober, and consequently +all the more logical." + +"Then you think that a great difference between the ages of the husband +and wife is one of the laws of nature which should be strictly +observed?" + +"By no means, only that under certain circumstances it is no +impediment." + +"Certainly not, but--" + +"Allow me to explain my opinion by some statistics. I am descended from +a very long-lived family. My grandfather--he could not tell either the +place or time of his birth positively--must have been more than a +hundred years old when he died, blind and crippled, it is true, but +with his mental powers almost entirely unimpaired. My father was +ninety. I, who no longer needed to toil and moil for myself, was able +six years ago, when in my fiftieth year, to marry, and thus I have the +expectation of seeing my little family, even if an addition should be +bestowed upon us, grow up to maturity, supposing that I attain my +eightieth year, to which, as you will admit, I have on the father's +side the most well-founded title." + +Herr Wollnow rested his broad shoulders comfortably against the back of +his chair, and passed his hands over his high forehead and thick black +hair, in which Gotthold could not yet perceive the smallest thread of +gray. "That is," said he, "if I understand you rightly, marriage ought +to be in the first place arranged for the welfare of the children, and +therefore it is only necessary to consider the signs of the times in +and for which the children are born." + +"Certainly," replied Herr Wollnow; "in the first place, I might almost +say in the first and last." + +"And the husband and wife?" + +"Ought and will find their pleasure in their love for their children, +their joy in the new fresh world which surrounds them, as well as a +sufficient compensation for all lost illusions, and a reward for the +anxieties and deprivations which necessarily spring from this love and +joy." + +"And their own love, the love which brought them together, which +induced them to make this particular choice out of the countless +multitude of possibilities--the love which ever increases and must +continue to increase until it finally illumines every thought, +heightens every feeling, warms every drop of blood--would you take this +from marriage, or consider it as something which may or may not exist? +Never! 'Love is everywhere, except in hell,' says Wolfram von +Eschenbach. I know not whether he is right, but I do know that a +marriage where there is no love, nay, where love does not exist as I +understand it, is in my eyes a hell." + +Gotthold had spoken with a passion which, eagerly as he strove to +suppress it, had not escaped the keen ears of his host. + +"Let us change the subject," he said kindly, "and try another upon +which we shall certainly find it easier to agree." + +"No, let us keep to this," replied Gotthold; "upon so important a +subject I am anxious to hear the opinion of a man whose judgment and +character I prize so highly--the full opinion; for I am sure you have +still much to say." + +"Certainly," replied Herr Wollnow hesitatingly; "a great deal, but I +fear very little that will please you, as you now think of marriage. I +say as you now think, and beg you not to misunderstand me; for you, who +have grown up among romantic traditions, and, as an artist, are perhaps +especially disposed to take an ideal view of human affairs, can +probably not be induced to give up your preconceived opinion except by +your own experience. But no matter; I should need to be far less firmly +convinced of the justice of my own opinion than I am, or to esteem my +opponent less than I do if I allowed your last proposition to pass +without contradiction. You said that without love, as you so eloquently +described it, marriage would be a hell; I assert that this very love, +or rather the unrealized dream of this love, makes a hell of many, far +too many marriages." + +"Unrealized," said Gotthold; "oh! yes, that is just what causes the +unhappiness." + +"An unavoidable one, or at least in many cases not to be avoided. You +will admit that most marriages must commence with this illusion, which +is more or less vivid according to the nature and imaginative power of +the dreamer. There are so few persons who do not desire to be specially +rewarded for paying their debts to nature and society. When they +perceive that the question of marriage concerns a very different object +from the realization of their dreams, and that this object is the more +easily attained the less they give themselves up to fancies, the +majority, of course, will at first rub their eyes in some little +perplexity, but no longer take the affair tragically, but as it is; and +these are the marriages which I--with all due respect for humanity, +which certainly consists of average mortals--call average marriages, +and which in Germany, England, America, nay, even in France and Italy, +wherever I have wandered in the civilized world, I have always found as +much alike as two eggs. It is, take it all in all, very dry, but very +healthful prose; there is much modest quiet happiness, and of course +also much, very much sorrow; but none which would not befall a human +being as such. I mean the frail, easily injured creature at last doomed +to death--and very little which results from the marriage. But this +misery is found in overwhelming measure when people wish to realize, +nay to transform into a still more brilliant reality, the dream they +have enjoyed as lovers. How many heart-breaking conflicts, how many +vain struggles, how much strength wasted which was greatly needed for +far more important purposes, how much senseless and useless cruelty +towards one's self and others! You see I speak only of those who take +life earnestly, not of the multitudes of stupid people who are +incapable of any moral idea, nor of the, if possible, still greater +number of frivolous natures; who snap their fingers at all morality." + +"I know it," replied Gotthold; "but why should not earnest, honorable +human beings, when they become conscious of their mistakes, seek to +cast out the errors that have crept into the score of their lives while +there is time?" + +"In what way?" + +"By restoring each other's freedom." + +"Freedom? What freedom? The liberty of chaining themselves again as +soon as possible, of making another choice at once if, as is usually +the case, they have not previously done so; a new choice which will +probably prove no wiser, no more circumspect, than the first? Consider, +we are speaking of earnest, honorable human beings! Well, they +doubtless went earnestly and honorably to work in making their first +choice, and if, in spite of all their earnestness, they went astray +where they could choose freely and without embarrassment, they +certainly would the second time, when burdened by the weight of +self-created suffering, blinded by a treacherous passion. If a new +clerk begins the first calculation I allow him to make on an entirely +false principle, I may not send him away, but I never intrust any +important matter to him again without watching him. And--while there is +time--did you say? When is there time? Perhaps never, if two people +have belonged to each other body and soul--for earnest, honorable +people will give their souls to each other--perhaps never, and certainly +not after; and here I come back to the point from whence I started--after +the bond which thereby becomes a hallowed one has been blessed with +children. Believe me, I could make many other remarks upon this subject: +the chasm that severs the parents goes through the hearts of the +children; they will feel the gulf painfully sooner or later, and never +wholly cease to suffer from it, if--which to be sure is not always the +case--they have hearts." + +"And will not a child's heart be torn," cried Gotthold, painfully +agitated, "will it not bleed at the thought of its parents who have +lived together in torment, and wasted away in this torture?" + +"They would not have wasted away," replied Herr Wollnow, "if they had +come to an understanding with each other in my acceptation of the term; +if they had always said to each other, and kept faithfully in their +hearts the thought: for our children's sakes we must not despond, must +bear our sorrows, must sacredly keep the ledger of our lives, and, if +any error has actually crept in, calculate and calculate until we have +found it. Who in the world should be responsible for the result except +the person to whom the book was intrusted? And then there is also a +bankruptcy from which the unfortunate sufferer comes forth +impoverished, perhaps a beggar, with nothing to cover his nakedness +except the consciousness: you have done your duty, met your +obligations. Woe to him who cannot think this of his parents: well for +him who can think and say so; who by their graves can weep sorrowful +but sweet tears, and pass on in peace." + +Gotthold's head was resting on his hand. Let us have peace, he had said +to his father's shade, and sorrowful but sweet tears had fallen from +his eyes upon his mother's grave. Would they have been less sweet if +she had left the father who could not make her happy, if she had sought +and perhaps found joy in another's arms? + +Herr Wollnow's dark eyes rested upon his guest's noble features, now +shadowed by gloom and doubt, with an expression of mingled compassion +and severity. Had he said too much, or not enough? Should he be silent, +or ought he to say more, and tell the young man who so closely +resembled his mother, and yet had so much of his father's character, +the history of his parents? + +Just then the door-bell rang, and at the same moment his wife's voice +sounded from the entry. She was a woman to quickly inspire other and +gayer thoughts in men's minds, even if the conversation had taken a +grave and critical turn. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +"I beg you to excuse me a thousand, thousand times," cried Fran Wollnow +from the threshold of the door. + +"That makes two thousand," said her husband, who with his guest had +risen to meet her. + +"You shan't always reckon up everything, you bad man." + +"But take no notice of anything--" + +"And you shan't always interrupt me and spoil my prettiest speeches. I +had thought of the most charming things to say to our guest." + +"Perhaps they begin with good evening?" + +"Why, of course; good evening, and welcome, you are most heartily +welcome," said Frau Wollnow, extending two plump little hands to +Gotthold, and looking up into his face with the most eager curiosity in +her brown eyes. "Dear me, how you have grown, and how much you have +improved!" + +Gotthold could not return the compliment. Ottilie Blaustein seemed to +him to have grown much stouter, but neither taller nor handsomer than +when he last saw her. Nevertheless the plump, somewhat flushed face +beamed with mirth and good-nature, and it was by no means difficult for +him to respond to the cordial greeting of his old acquaintance with no +less warmth. She begged the gentlemen to sit down again; she would, +with their permission, take a seat with them, and beg for a glass of +wine, for she had been obliged to talk so much that evening that she +was very thirsty. Then she instantly started up again, and asked her +husband in a half whisper whether he had already showed it to him, in +reply to which mysterious question Herr Wollnow smilingly shook his +stately head. "I would not spoil your pleasure," said he. + +"You good Emil!" she exclaimed, hastily kissing her husband on the +forehead, and then turned to Gotthold. "Come, I must give you a proof +that you obliged no ungrateful person when you enabled the little +Jewish girl to join the dance. See, I bought this in remembrance of +you, and would have purchased it if it had been as worthless as it is +valuable, and as dear as the price for which I obtained my treasure was +nominal." + +She had seized a candle, and now led Gotthold to the landscape which +had already attracted his attention, even across the room. The latter +started, and with difficulty suppressed an exclamation of surprise and +pain. + +"It is Dollan, isn't it?" said Ottilie. + +Gotthold made no reply; he took the candle from the lady's hand, and +held it so that the light fell upon the picture, which was hung rather +too high. Yes, it was the very one into which he had painted his love +and anguish, the picture of which he had just spoken to Herr Wollnow, +that had been upon his easel on the evening which had made such a +wonderful change in his life. To prove to himself that he had +irrevocably broken all ties with his past, and must now begin a new +phase of his life and struggles, he gave away the sketch and did not +destroy the picture, but very prosaically presented it to an +exhibition, from which it went to another, then to a third and fourth, +and was finally sold, he did not know where or to whom, nor did he wish +to know; it should disappear to him. And yet during all this time he +had been unable to shake off the recollection of this picture. He could +have painted it again from memory, but it would not have been the one +hallowed by so much suffering. And he must find it again, here and now, +when his soul was already so full of the magic fragrance which +everything he saw and heard bore to him from the days when every breath +that swept across »his brow or fanned his cheek, exhaled the odor of +pine trees, of the ocean, and of love. + +"And how do you suppose I obtained it?" said Frau Wollnow; "and +especially how do you suppose I found out it was yours; for you know +we do not judge from the style, or at least I did not at that time. +But when people are to have a piece of good fortune! So I said to +Cecilia Brandow, whom I--it is now six years ago, and I had just been +married--met at the wool market in Sundin, I had almost said; but of +course only the gentlemen went there, and we drove in with them on +account of the exhibition, where I met her. We had so much to say, +like any two friends who had not seen each other since they left +boarding-school--you perhaps do not remember that Cecilia and I were in +the same boarding-school at Sundin--or at least I had a great deal to +say, for I found Cecilia very quiet. I believe she had lost her second +child only a short time before. We were separated by the crowd, and I +at last found her again in one of the most out-of-the-way rooms, +standing alone before this picture with her eyes full of tears, which, +as I came up, she tried to conceal." + +"Good Heavens!" said I; "isn't that--" + +"Yes," she replied; "and it is by him." + +"By whom?" + +"In a word, she had recognized it instantly, and would not admit that +she was mistaken when I told her the 'G. W.' in the corner might be +Heaven knows whom. You see I didn't understand much about pictures +then--now when I--but your hand trembles, you cannot hold the +candlestick any longer." + +"Let me have the picture," said Gotthold; then perceiving that the +husband and wife were looking at him in surprise, he added calmly, +replacing the candlestick upon the table: "The painting is really not +worthy to be hung among your other pictures, which are excellent. It is +the work of a pupil, and moreover was painted from memory after a very +hasty sketch, I will promise you another and better one of the same +place, which I will make on the spot if you will--" + +"Oh! that would be delightful, that would be splendid," exclaimed Frau +Wollnow. "I will hold you to your promise: another, not a better one, +you can't make it better, that is impossible; but to have a picture +painted on the spot by the most celebrated landscape painter of the day +will be a triumph of which I can boast all the rest of my life. Give me +your hand upon it!" She held out both hands to Gotthold. + +"Well," said Herr Wollnow, "the bargain is made, and now according to +the good old custom we will seal it with a drink. You see, Herr +Gotthold Weber, woman's wit surpasses priestly cunning. I might have +preached a long time to induce you to remain here; my wife comes, and +the timid bird is caught. Well, I am glad of it, heartily glad." + +"And how delighted Cecilia will be," cried Frau Wollnow. "My poor +Cecilia! she really needs something to divert her thoughts a little, +and this will be so pleasant." Gotthold turned pale. When he made his +over-hasty promise, the thought of thus creating a convenient pretext +for seeing Cecilia again had certainly been farthest from his mind. + +"I think we can spare our friend the trouble of the journey," said Herr +Wollnow, "and you will be perfectly well satisfied with a copy." + +"You certainly know that we are not talking about a copy, but a new, +entirely new picture," exclaimed Ottilie. "But you understand nothing +about it, my dear Emil, or he doesn't want to understand." + +"I only do not want to send our friend away again immediately, but to +keep him with us." + +"Tell the truth, Emil, tell the truth," said Frau Wollnow, shaking her +finger at him. "The fact, Herr Weber, is simply that he can't bear +Brandow, Heaven knows why. To be sure I can't either, and have no +reason for it except that he always teased me at the dancing lessons in +his malicious way. But I care nothing about him, only his angelic +wife." + +"And since husband and wife are one--" + +"If everybody thought as you do, dear Emil--and I too, of course; but +there is no rule without an exception, and the Brandow marriage is one +so thoroughly bad and unfortunate that I really do not see why we--" + +"Should talk so much about it," said Herr Wollnow; "and it is all the +more unnecessary, as our guest can probably take no special interest in +the subject." + +"No interest," cried Ottilie, clasping her hands; "no interest. Pray, +Herr Gotthold--how I keep falling into the old habit--excuse me--but +do tell this man, who thinks Goethe's 'Elective Affinities' in bad +taste--" + +"Pardon me, I said immoral--" + +"No, in bad taste; the evening of the day before yesterday, when we +were talking about it at the Herr Conrector's, and you made the +unprecedented assertion that Goethe had committed a perfidy--yes, you +said perfidy--when he made the only person in the whole novel who +uttered anything truthful about marriage-the mediator--a half +simpleton." + +"But what do you want with your elective affinities!" exclaimed Wollnow +almost angrily. + +"He don't believe in them," said Ottilie triumphantly, "and says that, +like ghosts, they only haunt the brains of fools. But the fact is, he +only pretends to think so, and secretly believes in them more than many +other people; and now he is troubled, as a child is afraid of ghosts, +at the thought that you will go to Dollan and see your old friend +again." + +"How absurdly you talk," said Herr Wollnow, scarcely concealing his +painful embarrassment by a forced smile. + +"Why, we have talked of nothing else all the evening in our little +society," cried Ottilie. "You must know, Herr Gotthold, that there are +three members of our dancing class here besides myself--all married +now: Pauline Ellis--well, she perhaps will not interest you; Louise +Palm, the girl with the brown eyes--we always called her Zingarella; +and Hermine Sandberg--you know, that handsome girl, it is a pity that +she was a little cross-eyed and stammered. We knew everything, +everything down to the smallest particulars, especially your duel with +Carl Brandow--" + +"At which, however, so far as I can remember, none of the ladies you +have mentioned were present," said Gotthold. + +"Good!" exclaimed Herr Wollnow. + +"No, it isn't good," said Ottilie pouting; "it isn't at all good or +kind in Herr Gotthold to make fun of the faithful friendship people +have kept for him for so many years." + +"That was very far from my intention," replied Gotthold. "On the +contrary, I feel highly honored and greatly flattered that my humble +self furnished such charming ladies with a subject for conversation, +even for a few moments." + +"Go on with your jibes." + +"I assure you once more that I am perfectly sincere." + +"Will you give me a proof of it?" + +"Certainly, if I can." + +"Well then," said Ottilie with a deep blush, "tell me how the duel +chanced to take place, for I will confess that one said one thing, and +another another, and at last we found out that nobody knew. Will you?" + +"Very willingly," said Gotthold. + +He had noticed Herr Wollnow's repeated attempts to give the +conversation another turn, and thought he could perceive that his +host's former remarks had not been so entirely unpremeditated as they +had at first seemed. Had Frau Wollnow told her husband a romance to +suit her own fancy, and made him play Heaven knows what ridiculous +part? He must try to put an end to such rumors, and believed that the +very best way of doing so would be to fulfil Frau Wollnow's wish, and +tell the story with the utmost possible frankness, as if it concerned a +third person. + +These thoughts passed rapidly through his mind as he slowly raised the +glass of wine to his lips. He sipped a little of it, and then said, +turning to Frau Wollnow with a smile:-- + +"How gladly, honored lady, would I begin my story with the words of +Schiller: 'Oh! queen, you wake the unspeakably torturing smart of the +old wound, but it won't do, it won't do. True, when there is any sudden +change of weather I have a twinge in the wound, but it is by no means +unspeakably painful; and at all events at this moment I feel nothing at +all, except the profound truth of the old saying, that young people +will be young people, and will play youthful pranks, oftentimes very +foolish ones. To this latter category undoubtedly belongs my combat +with Carl Brandow, which did not, however, as you suppose, originate in +the dancing lessons, but was only brought to a decisive issue there, +after it had long been glowing under the ashes, and even threatened +once before to break out into light flames. The first cause was this. +In our fifth form it was an old custom, most sacredly observed, that an +open space should be reserved between the first bench and the +lecturer's chair for the 'old boys,' which no 'new boy' was permitted +to enter before the close of the first term, on pain of a severe +thrashing. Carl Brandow, it is true, belonged to the 'old boys,' indeed +the very old boys; for he had been in the fifth form three years, but +was still on the last bench, although if I remember rightly, he had +already passed his eighteenth birthday. I was one of the 'new boys,' +one of the latest comers indeed; for I had just entered at Michaelmas, +a lad of fourteen, to the no small annoyance of my father, who had +prepared me himself, and expected I should be at once enrolled among +the first classes. It was not without reason, for when at the end of +the first week, according to custom, the rank of the different scholars +was assigned from the result of certain exercises we called +extemporalia, mine proved to be without fault, and I was transferred to +my well-earned dignity of _Primus omnium_ with a certain degree of +ceremony. And yet I was not even now to be permitted to cross the space +before the first bench! From the first moment I had felt this +prohibition as an outrage; now I openly declared it to be one, and said +that I would never submit to it, but on the contrary demanded the +abolition of the brutal rule, not only for myself but all the new boys, +whose champion I considered myself. + +"In thus wording my demand I had really been guided only by my own +intuitive sense of justice, without being actuated by any other motive; +but the result proved that I could not have done better if I had been +the most crafty demagogue. Standing alone, I should have had no chance +of accomplishing my bold innovation; but now my cause was the cause of +all, that is of all the 'new boys,' and chance willed that our numbers +were exactly the same as those of the other party. Even in regard to +bodily strength, which boys so well know how to rate according to age, +we might probably have compared tolerably with them, and the little +that was wanting would have been well supplied by the enthusiasm for +the good cause which I unceasingly labored to arouse--if it had not +been for Carl Brandow. Who could withstand this eighteen-years-old +hero, slender and strong as a young pine? He would rage among us like +Achilles among the Trojans, and strew the field--a retired open space +in a little wood behind the school-house--with the bodies of the +enemies he had hurled to the ground; for it was agreed that whoever in +struggling should touch the earth with his back was to be considered +conquered, and desist from the battle, which was to be decided in this +manner before the eyes of six honorable members of the first class, who +accepted the office of umpires with a readiness deserving of +acknowledgment. + +"Yet there was no retreat, even if we, which was not the case, had +thought of making one. The hour arrived--one Saturday afternoon, on +which we had contrived to evade the watchfulness of the teacher--and I +do not believe that soldiers ordered to assault a battery vomiting +death and destruction can feel more solemn and earnest than did we. I +may say, especially I. I had caused the struggle; I had involved all +the brave boys in it; I felt responsible for the result, and for the +disgrace in case of defeat--an event which seemed more probable every +moment. That I was determined to do my utmost and strain every nerve is +a matter of course. I hoped and prayed the gods that Carl Brandow might +fall to me--for the antagonists were to be drawn by lot, and only he +who had conquered his opponent was permitted to choose from among those +who had vanquished theirs until all was decided. I do not remember +whether the senior boys, who devised these ingenious rules, had copied +from Sir Walter Scott; I only know I have never read the famous +description of the tournament at Ashby, in Ivanhoe, without being +reminded of that Saturday afternoon--the shady forest glade, and the +boyish faces glowing with courage and ardor for the combat. + +"And, as in the tournament of Ashby, a wholly unforeseen accident in +the person of the Black Knight, the _Noir Fainéant_, saved the hero's +otherwise hopelessly lost cause, so it was here. + +"Among the new boys was a lad of sixteen, with a frank honest face, +which would have been handsome if it had possessed a little more +animation, and the large earnest blue eyes had been a shade less +dreamy. Although not tall, he was powerfully built, and we should +perhaps have reckoned upon his assistance had not his indolence seemed +to us to be very much greater than the strength he might possess, for +he had never given any proof of it; and in reply to our eager questions +about how he rated himself, merely shrugged his broad shoulders in +silence." + +"Curt Wenhof!" exclaimed Frau Wollnow. + +"Yes, Curt Wenhof, my poor dear Curt," continued Gotthold, whose voice +trembled at the recollection of the beloved friend of his youth. "I can +see him now, as, after throwing his adversary to the ground as easily +as a binder casts the sheaf behind him, he stood there as idly as if he +had nothing more to do with the affair. I had also hurled my antagonist +down and was just rising, gasping for breath, when Carl Brandow, who +meantime had disposed of two or three, rushed upon me. 'Now,' I thought +to myself, 'you must make it as hard for him as possible.' I did not +dream of victory. But at the same instant Curt sprang before me; the +next moment the two opponents had seized each other, and at the first +grip Carl Brandow perceived that he had to deal with an adversary who +was at least his equal in strength and courage, and, as the result +proved, greatly his superior in coolness and endurance. It was a +beautiful spectacle to see the two young athletes wrestling together--a +spectacle we all enjoyed, umpires, victors, vanquished, and combatants; +for by a silent agreement we had all formed a wide circle around them +and watched every phase of the conflict with hope, fear, and loud +cheers, according to the side to which we belonged, until at last a +wild shout of exultation rang from my party, as Curt Wenhof raised his +opponent, whose strength was utterly exhausted, and hurled him upon the +turf with such violence that the poor fellow lay half senseless, unable +to move. + +"The conflict was decided, so said the seniors, and in truth it was; +who would have ventured to cope with Carl Brandow's conqueror? In the +joy of my heart I embraced the good Curt, vowed an eternal friendship +with him, and then turned to Carl Brandow, who meantime had risen from +the ground, and, as the leader of one party to the representative of +the other, offered him my hand, expressing the wish and hope that an +honorable peace might follow the honorable struggle. He took my hand, +and I believe even laughed, and said he was not a fool to grieve over a +thing that could not be helped." + +"That's just like him," cried Frau Wollnow eagerly, "friendly and +agreeable to your face, and malicious and cruel behind your back." + +"You see my wife has already taken sides," said Herr Wollnow. + +"Already!" exclaimed Fran Wollnow. "Why, I never thought or felt +otherwise; I have always been against him, and certainly had good +reason for it; I should like to know what would have become of me at +those dancing lessons, if you had not come to my assistance so kindly. +I shall never forget it, and it was all the more noble in you, because +you cared nothing about me, but were in love with the beautiful +Cecilia, which I never suspected." + +"I fear it would be useless to contradict you." + +"Entirely useless. I can see you now starting from the chair beside me, +pale with anger and trembling in every limb, when Carl Brandow kissed +Cecilia, and she burst into tears." + +"And had I not reason to be angry!" exclaimed Gotthold. "It was an +agreement among us young people that the kisses which were ordered in +the games of forfeits were to consist in pressing the lips upon the +hand. All were bound by it, even Carl Brandow; and until then the +compact had been inviolably kept. I had a right not to suffer this +insolent breach of the bargain, or permit it to pass unpunished,--a +double right, since during the last year I had been to Dollan with Curt +so often, and was on such friendly terms with the brother and sister, +especially as Curt, as you may remember, in his indolent way, would not +share the dancing lessons, and I might therefore be permitted to +consider myself the legitimate protector of my friend. Moreover, Curt, +whom I had with great difficulty pulled through the examination for the +senior class, was not in favor with the teachers; a flagrant breach of +the peace such as would now be necessary, would undoubtedly have caused +him to be suspended; and finally I will confess I thought Carl Brandow +intended to vex and insult me by his impertinence, and resolved to take +up the gauntlet and fight out the battle for Curt as he had appeared +for me. It was all youthful folly, my honored friends; I blush even now +when I think of it, and so I will relate what remains to be told in as +few words as possible. + +"The preparations for the duel--for us proud seniors it must of course +be a genuine duel"--continued Gotthold, "were conducted with all +possible secrecy. Only those immediately concerned,--that is, the +principals and seconds, to use this classic expression,--knew the place +and hour. It was not difficult to procure weapons, for in spite of the +strictest commands, there were at least half a dozen pairs of rapiers +among us. Carl Brandow had one, and his particular friends told +wonderful stories of his skill; but Curt was also the fortunate +possessor of two good swords, with whose terrible clatter we had often, +when at Dollan, startled the quiet woods from their repose. I had a +quick eye, and, spite of my fifteen years, a firm hand, and Carl +Braudow was probably no little surprised when, at the decisive moment, +he found his despised opponent so well prepared; at least, he grew more +restless and violent every moment, and thus made it possible for me, +although he was really greatly my superior in skill, not only to hold +my ground but even to change my posture to one of attack, and deal him +a blow on the shoulder so deep that the blood flowed through the +sleeve. The seconds shouted to us to stop. I instantly lowered my +rapier, but in his frenzy of rage at his mischance he heard the shout +and saw my gesture no more than I saw and heard anything of what +happened to me during the next four weeks." + +"He is said to have struck twice," observed Frau Wollnow; "the last +time when you were lying on the ground." + +"I do not believe it and never shall," replied Gotthold; "our seconds +had certainly lost their heads and could not afterwards say positively +how the affair had happened. But now, my clear Madam and Herr Wollnow, +I fear I must have, exhausted your patience and will take my leave. +Good Heavens! Twelve o'clock already! It is unpardonable!" + +"I could have listened all night," said Frau Wollnow, with a deep sigh, +as she also, but very slowly, rose from her chair. "Ah! youth, youth! +people are never young but once." + +"Thank God," said Gotthold gayly; "otherwise people would be compelled +to play their foolish pranks twice." + +"Who is so old as to be safe from folly," said Herr Wollnow, with a +grave smile. + +"You!" exclaimed his wife, embracing him. "You are much too old and far +too wicked. People must not only be young, but also good, like our +friend here, in order to be so badly rewarded for all his goodness. I +can imagine how it went to your heart when Cecilia, married this +Brandow. That sweet innocent girl of seventeen wedded to him! Ah! when +we see such things it is enough to make us lose faith in mankind +forever." + +"This faith is not so frequently to be found either in Israel or +elsewhere," said Herr Wollnow. + +"Will you go?" + +"I am going already, my dear Madam." + +"Oh, dear! now you are beginning too. I meant to say, will you really +go to Dollan?" + +"I must do so now, even if I were not obliged to go on account of the +picture." + +"Why?" + +"To restore my faith in mankind, at least the part most important to +me, myself," replied Gotthold, with a smile, whose derision did not +escape Herr Wollnow. + +"I am very much displeased with you," said the latter, as he re-entered +the dining-room, after accompanying Gotthold to the door. + +"With me?" + +"What must the man think of me? What a meddlesome awkward fellow he +must consider me. It is a real piece of good fortune that I went no +farther." + +"But what have I done?" + +"Why did you never tell me this famous narrative of your youth, from +which it is very evident that he loved and probably still loves your +friend Cecilia, as you call her, although I have never seen anything of +the friendship." + +"Do you really think so?" exclaimed Fran Wollnow, starting up and +throwing her arms around her husband; "do you really think so? Did he +tell you so?" + +In spite of his vexation, Herr Wollnow could not help laughing. + +"I should probably be the last person whom he would choose for his +confidant, especially now, after I, stupid oaf, have been hammering +away upon this subject for the last hour." + +"On this subject? I really don't understand you, Emil." + +"Don't understand me! Gracious, you clever soul! How difficult it is +for women to see their way in matters they proudly condescend to +consider their own. Don't understand me? Well, I can assure you that +yonder enthusiast understood you perfectly, and will be on his way to +Dollan early to-morrow morning." + +"Well, I can't see any particular harm in that," said Frau Wollnow. +"Why should not those two meet again, after so many years, even if they +really do still love each other? I will give poor Cecilia the pleasure +with all my heart--she needs consolation so much." + +"As much as her worthy husband needs money. Day after to-morrow is the +last day of grace for his note of five thousand thalers which is +deposited with me. Perhaps he will help both: he has the means to do +so." + +"Oh! Emil, your everlasting prose is unbearable." + +"I never promised you that you would find me a poet." + +"Heaven knows that." + +"It would be better for me if you knew it." + +"Emil!" + +"I beg your pardon. I am really so much annoyed that I can't help being +spiteful. But that conies of meddling with other people's affairs. Let +the fools do as they please, and come to bed." + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +When, after a night of torturing restlessness, Gotthold suddenly awoke +from his heavy morning sleep, the sun had already been shining through +the white lace curtains of his chamber for several hours. "Thank God," +he said aloud, "morning has come, and with the morning everything will +doubtless look brighter." + +He was soon dressed, and standing at the open window. How familiar the +scene was to him. There was the circular space, with its grass-grown +walks, and the little obelisk in the centre, surrounded by pleasant +white houses with pretty gardens; yonder the stately schoolhouse, from +whose open windows the singing of the boys rang out so distinctly upon +the quiet of the Sabbath morning, that he fancied he could distinguish +the words of the hymn. On the right hand, peering between the houses, +and rising above their roofs, appeared the dark green foliage of the +huge trees in the royal park, and far away on the left, between other +dwellings, gleamed a portion of the lake, and the tiny islet--just at +this moment sparkling in the sunlight--which lies before the large +island. He had seen the beautiful picture hundreds and hundreds of +times just as he saw it now, when, after the morning service was over, +he stood at the window of the school-house with Curt, his eyes +wandering towards the region where beloved Dollan lay; and even as now +it allured him from the narrow walls of the room out into the sunny +fields, the shady woods, and by the blue lake. These lights, these +shadow, this brilliant azure hue had kindled in the boy a pure desire +to reproduce, to counterfeit what lay so clearly, though in such +complicated lines before him, and so deeply stirred his heart with +strange forebodings. They had been his first teachers in the wonderful +language of lines and colors; and fluently as he had since learned to +speak it, he was still indebted to them for all that he had attained. +Had he not felt yesterday, when he drove through the familiar scenes, +heavy as was his heart, that all his toil and labor in beautiful Italy +had been more or less vain, and he had always painted only with his +eyes and hand, never with his heart; spoken a beautiful, musical, but +foreign tongue with difficulty, instead of his native language; and +that here, and here only, in his native country, and beneath his native +sky, could he become a true artist, who does not utter what others can +say as well or better, but what he alone can express, because he is +himself what he says. + +But could home really still be home to him after all that had happened, +all he had experienced and suffered here? Why not, if he only saw it +with the eyes with which he endeavored to see the rest of the world; if +he wished to be nothing more than what, in his good hours, he believed +himself to be--a true artist, living only in his ideal creations, +behind whom everything that fetters other men lies like an +unsubstantial vision, and for whom, when in evil plight, there is a God +to whom he can tell what he suffers. Yes, his art, chaste and severe, +had been his guiding-star in the labyrinth of his early days, his +talisman in the misery and poverty of the years he had spent in +Munich, his refuge at all times; and she should and would continue to +be so--would cling loyally to him if he was faithful to her, and ever +throned her reverently on high as his protectress, his adored goddess. + +The boys' song died away. Gotthold passed his hand over his eyes, and +turned back into the room just as there was a loud knock at the door. + +"What, is it you, Jochen?" + +"Yes, Herr Gotthold, it is I," replied Jochen Prebrow, after putting +the coffee-tray he had brought in as carefully on the table as if it +had been a soap-bubble, which would break at the slightest touch. "Clas +Classen, from Neuenkirchen, or, as they call him here, Louis, had just +gone down cellar when you rang, and I thought the coffee would taste +none the worse for my bringing it." + +"Certainly not; I am very much obliged to you." + +"And besides, I wanted to ask when I should harness the horses." + +"I shall remain here a few days," replied Gotthold. + +At these words a smile began to overspread Jochen's broad face, but it +instantly vanished again as Gotthold continued: "So you must drive on +alone, old friend." + +"I should like to stay here a few days too," said Jochen. + +"And you cannot unless I keep the carriage? Then I will, and, what is +of more value to me, you; and we will go on at once to Dollan, which I +suppose is what you want. Or do you think the horses ought not to be +left so long?" + +Jochen had no anxiety on that score. His good friend, Clas Classen, +whom the people here had the strange custom of calling Louis, would +willingly undertake the care of them and see that they had all they +needed, but why did Herr Gotthold walk when they had horses and +carriage on the spot? + +"But I should prefer to walk," said Gotthold. + +"Well, what's one man's meat is another man's poison," said Jochen +rubbing his thick hair. "But there's still another difficulty in the +way: you will find the nest empty." + +"What do you mean?" + +"They passed through here an hour ago, both the gentleman and lady," +replied Jochen. "I was sitting in the coffee-room and they stopped at +the door." + +Gotthold stared steadily at Jochen. She had been there, so near him, +under the window at which he had just been standing, and he might have +seen the pure face again as Jochen saw it, who spoke of it as coolly as +if it were a thing that might happen every day. + +"And did you speak to her, Jochen?" he said at last hesitatingly. + +"The lady remained in the carriage," said Jochen; "but he came in to +drink a little rum, and as there was nobody else in the room, and I had +just got some out of the cupboard for myself, I helped him to it; and +then he asked where I came from, and I told him I was here with a +gentleman, but I thought we should go on to-day as soon as he was up. +He asked if I knew the gentleman; but of course I didn't; for, thought +I, the friendship between those two was never very great, and the less +one has to do with Herr Brandow the better. Wasn't I right? Well, and +so one word led to another, and he took out his watch and said he was +going to Plüggenhof and should probably stay there till to-morrow +evening, and then he drank his rum, which he will perhaps pay for when +he comes back, and away he went; he had a pair of splendid bays, +thorough-breds, especially the saddle-horse. You would have been +delighted with them, for you are a judge of horses; I saw that +yesterday." + +Gotthold's eyes were still fixed steadily upon the floor. She would not +even know that he had been here. + +Be it so! He had not intended, even for a moment, to cross her path; +and now the way was open, perfectly open; he could carry out +unhindered, and without any pain, the plan he had formed yesterday when +he returned from the Wollnows' through the park to the inn. + +An hour afterwards the two men were walking along the road to Dollan, +at first upon the highway, then by side paths and short cuts, every +foot of which Gotthold knew. + +He walked on, lost in dreams of the days that had fled and could never +return, while far above his head the larks sang unceasingly, the black +crows stalked over the quiet fields abandoned to Sabbath solitude, the +bright-plumaged jays fluttered over the moors, and above the border of +the distant woods an eagle wheeled in majestic circles. Jochen, who had +taken nothing except Gotthold's dressing-case and paint-box tied up +with his own little bundle in a gay cotton handkerchief, generally +loitered a little behind and did not disturb his silent companion by +any undue loquacity. Jochen had his own thoughts, which to be sure did +not dwell upon the past but the future, thoughts he would gladly have +uttered, only that he knew not how to guide the conversation in that +direction. But they were approaching nearer and nearer to the corner of +the woods, where he must part from Gotthold for the day, and if he +wished to hear his opinion at all, now was the time. So he took heart, +overtook his companion with a few long strides, walked on a few minutes +by his side in silence, and was not a little startled himself when he +suddenly uttered aloud the question he had mutely repeated a hundred +times: "What do you think about marrying, Herr Gotthold?" + +Gotthold paused and looked in astonishment at the worthy Jochen, who +also stood still, and whose broad face, with its staring eyes and +half-open mouth, wore so singular an expression that he could not help +smiling. + +"What put that into your head?" + +"Because I want to get married." + +"Then you must know about it far better than I, who do not." + +Jochen closed his lips and swallowed several times, as if he had taken +too large a mouthful. Gotthold was now forced to laugh outright. + +"Why, Jochen," he exclaimed, "why are you so mysterious to an old +friend? I will gladly give you my best advice, and if I can, and you +care about it, my blessing also, but I must first know what the matter +is really about. So you want to be married?" + +"Yes, Herr Gotthold," said Jochen, taking off his cap and wiping the +drops of perspiration from his brown forehead; "at least I don't +exactly, but she says she has always wanted me." + +"That is something, and who is she?" + +"Stine Lachmund." + +"But, Jochen, she is at least fifteen years older than you." + +"She can't help that." + +"No, certainly not." + +"And then she is a capable woman, who has a good stout frame and strong +bones, only it is a little hard for her to move about because she has +rather too much flesh now, but she says that would probably go off if +she had more work to do than she has at the Wollnows', where life is +altogether too easy." + +"Well, if she thinks so herself." + +"Yes, and then she has put by a pretty sum of money at the Wollnows', +and her old father and mother at Thiessow,--you know, Herr Gotthold, we +sailed over there once with the young master, and there was a terribly +high sea outside, so that we got there as wet as cats, and old Lachmund +thought we must really have had a ducking." + +"And then he made us a stiff glass of grog," said Gotthold. + +"And our young master drank a little too much, and played all sorts +of pranks in the old man's long jacket, with his sou'wester on his +head--that was a jolly time, Herr Gotthold." Jochen had lost the thread +of his story, but Gotthold kindly prompted him, and he now went on to +relate that the old couple, rich people for their station in life, who +had kept a sort of inn in the large fishing village, at last wished to +resign the sceptre they had so long and obstinately held to their only +daughter, and give themselves up to repose for the rest of their days, +on condition that she should instantly marry some good man. + +So Stine Lachmund, whom Jochen had visited in the kitchen at the same +time that Gotthold had been calling upon her master and mistress, had +reported, and asked Jochen whether he would be her husband. + +"For you see, Herr Gotthold," continued Jochen, "she don't take to +everybody, and she has known me, as one might say, all my life, and +knows I am an orderly, sober man, who understands how to take care of +horses, knows enough about farming, and can even manage a boat, if it +doesn't blow too hard." + +"Then so far everything would be perfectly suitable," said Gotthold, +"but now we come to the principal thing: do you really love her?" + +"Yes, that's just it," replied Jochen thoughtfully. "She asked me +herself last night, and what was I to say?" + +"The truth, Jochen, nothing but the truth." + +"I did, Herr Gotthold, I did tell the truth. 'Not yet,' I said, and +then she laughed and said that would do no harm, all that would come +right if the woman and the man were well-behaved. I must ask you, you +would give me the right advice." + +"I?" + +"Yes, you would know about it; you had always been a good man, +and--and--" + +"And?" + +"And if you had married our young lady, she would have been a great +deal better off than she is now; yes, and, Herr Gotthold, I only saw +her side face this morning through the window, as she sat alone in the +carriage; but this I must say, she doesn't look over happy, and Stine +says she has not much reason to. Do you think so too, Herr Gotthold?" + +"I don't know, I hope"--replied Gotthold, "people talk so much,--but we +were speaking about your offer." + +"Yes, and what do you say now?" + +"What is there to be said? If you feel inclined, marry Stine, who is +certainly a worthy, honest girl, and may you both be as happy and +prosperous as you deserve." + +They had seated themselves in the shade at the edge of the wood, in +order to carry on this important conversation quietly, but now Gotthold +rose, hastily seized his travelling case and paint-box, which Jochen +had laid on the grass beside him, warmly shook the hard brown hand of +his companion, and entered the forest without casting another glance +behind. Jochen looked after his retreating figure, then took his own +little bundle on a stick over his shoulder, and began to ascend the +moor, above whose topmost crest the roof of his father's smithy was +just visible. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +Gotthold hurried restlessly through the forest with hasty steps, as if +he had not a moment to lose. But it was only the tumult of sore, +sorrowful thoughts, that drove him on and would not leave him, any more +than the swarm of flies which had entered the woods with him and +hovered about his head, now rising, now falling, now lingering behind, +now flitting on before. + +"To think that I must always hear it, everywhere, and from all +tongues," he murmured, "as if I were responsible for it; as if it were +a reproach to me that she is not happy! Happy! Who is? Perhaps the +infallible people who can recite, their moral multiplication table +forward and backward like this Wollnow, the wise, self-righteous +Pharisee; or like good Jochen, to whom fifteen years more or less in +his Stine is of no consequence, provided a good maintenance is +guaranteed him. But on the other hand--am I happy? Are thousands and +thousands of others, who have scarcely a greater fault than that they +are men, men with hearts that feel and sympathize, suffer and +compassionate? A curse upon compassion and sympathy! They make us the +pitiful creatures we are. What are you rustling, venerable beeches, +which for centuries have strewn your withered leaves each Autumn over +the soil of this forest, only to shine forth again in Spring in the +full beauty of your green foliage? What are you murmuring, little +brook, as you carry your clear brown water to the sea as busily to-day +as when I played upon your bank, a merry boy, and thought it a heroic +deed to leap across you from shore to shore? Alas! in the rustling, the +murmur, I hear the same song that the swallow sang yesterday, the song +of the eternal youth of Nature, which is ever the same, always equally +strong, equally beautiful; and of the transitoriness, the frailty of +men, who prolong a sorrowful, yet greedy existence by fear and hope, +eat this shadowy food until death, and yet are happiest while their +hearts can still hope and fear, their hearts which can never again be +filled if once emptied, or if they fill and throb once more, fill with +contempt, throb with indignation, that they could ever have been so +foolish as to beat anxiously in blended hope and fear. Well, I no +longer hope, so I need not fear even the view that awaits me yonder." + +From the broader, but completely neglected road that had hitherto +followed the course of the forest stream, and, turning to the right, +still pursued its windings deeper into the woods to the sea, a +foot-path branched off to the left and led upward, at first between the +trunks of huge trees, but gradually through more and more stunted +underbrush, which finally dwindled into heather and broom that covered +the whole crest of the hill to its highest point, where the men of +ancient times, in memory of one of their princes, had reared a huge +monument of massive blocks of stone, now covered with thick moss, and +partly buried in the earth. It was the spot from which Gotthold, with +an unsteady hand, had made the colored sketch he afterwards used for +the painting that hung in Frau Wollnow's room. + +And now he stood there again, after ten long years--in, the shadow of +one of the blocks of stone which protected him from the burning rays of +the sun, while before him stretched the landscape with whose wondrous +beauty the boy's eyes had never been satiated. Ah! Time had not +obliterated a single charm; nay, it seemed as if the hour was expressly +adapted to show him the Paradise of his youth in all its magic. + +The hour of noon! The brilliant sunlight bathed the tops of the +beeches, over which his eyes wandered to emerald meadows and golden +cornfields--the meadows and fields of Dollan, which lay like a quiet +sunny Eden among the shaded, wood-covered hills that enclosed it on all +sides. Amid the meadows and fields, relieved against the darker foliage +of the trees in the garden, appeared the straw thatched roofs of the +farm buildings, and the tiled roof of the long, low mansion-house, in +whose red gable he could distinctly perceive the tiny window of the +little room he had occupied with Curt whenever he went to Dollan. What +memories that little window evoked! It seemed as if his eyes were fixed +upon it by some magic spell, and could scarcely turn away either to the +right, where the hills opened and afforded a view of the blue sea upon +which the distant white sails glittered like stars, or to the left, to +glance over the wide brown moorland, upon which the lonely smithy stood +under an ancient oak, the only tree in the shadeless waste, above whose +verge towered other wood-crowned heights which closed the view on the +land side. + +The hour of noon, the hour of the great Pan! Not the faintest breath +stirred the shining air; motionless were the dazzling white clouds upon +the steel blue vault of the heavens; motionless the tops of the trees, +the blossoming bushes, even the long blades of grass. Not a sound +disturbed the profound stillness; even the locust, which had chirped +among the stones of the giant's monument, was silent, perhaps terrified +by the brown serpent, which, with its head upraised and its round +glittering eyes fixed steadily upon Gotthold, lay motionless upon one +of the masses of rock a few paces off, with the rest of its scaly body +buried in a dense mass of heather. He had not noticed it before, and +now perceived it with a sort of shudder. It seemed as if the torpor +into which Nature had sunk had been embodied; as if the spirit of +loneliness and desolation had assumed a material form. Woe betide you +when the loneliness of yonder mansion with its neglected garden, the +desolation of this remote valley, so far away from all human society, +stares at you with those cold, cruel eyes; when you listen in the +stillness for a beloved voice, and hear only the blood seething in your +temples, and the heavy, anxious throbbing of your heart. + +Avaunt, fiend, avaunt! + +He raised his staff; the serpent disappeared; when he reached the rock +upon which it must have been lying, he could see nothing but the +swaying of the flowers through whose closely interwoven roots it was +gliding away. + +Or was it only an illusion of his excited fancy, and did the flowers +bend to the soft breeze that now breathed through the hot air, growing +constantly stronger and stronger, so that a rustling and murmuring +arose in the forest behind him, the treetops at his feet began to +whisper, and at last the cool fresh wind from the sea blew over the +panting earth. + +The spell was broken; Gotthold again looked at the landscape; but now +with the eye of the artist, who is seeking to obtain the best view of +his subject. + +"I chose the morning light then, if one can call it choice; it was a +mistake and I must arrange the atmospheric effect artistically, but the +sun should be at a moderate height above the horizon, almost directly +over the smithy; that will be about six o'clock, and I can have what I +need until eight. I think it will prove a picture which might satisfy +others as well as yonder talkative lady." + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +Gotthold collected his luggage; then it occurred to him that he might +just as well leave his colors there. So he placed the box on the rock +where the serpent had lain, in the dense shadow, and went down the +hill, along the woodland path, to the long ravine through which the +stream rippled to the sea, and at whose mouth, in the little inlet +between two steep overhanging cliffs, stood Cousin Boslaf's lonely +little house. In the old days at Dollan it had gone by the name of the +beach-house, nor was the title used only there; the name was in all +mouths, especially those of the ship-masters, to whom it was a welcome +landmark on that dangerous coast even by day, and still more at night, +when the warning light in Cousin Boslaf's window streamed through the +yawning night over the dreary waste of waters to the helpless mariner. +The brilliant glow extended a long distance, thanks to the huge arched +tin dish which the old man had fastened behind the lamp, and whose +spotless brightness rivalled polished silver. This light had now burned +seventy years, to the joy of shipmasters and fishermen and the honor of +the worthy man who kindled it night after night at no one's bidding, +but in simple obedience to the dictates of his own kind heart. + +Seventy years, and probably more rather than less; no one had counted +them. Ever since the oldest man in that neighborhood could remember, +Cousin Boslaf had lived in the beach-house--was it strange that he +should be a half-mythical personage to the younger generations? He +almost seemed so to his own relatives in Dollan, among whom he lived; +in whose society, at least, he spent many hours; whose joys and sorrows +he shared in his quiet way, and to whom his history was known; at least +Curt's father had known and related it, Gotthold could not remember +the occasion, and whether he had told the boys or--what was more +probable--communicated it to some friends over a bottle of wine, and +the boys had secretly listened in some corner. + +It was long since Gotthold had thought of this story, which reminded +him of a time when many a beech-tree that now reared its stately head +far above the wanderer f did not exist. But now it once more came back +to his memory, down to the smallest details, which he really knew not +whether he had heard at that time, imagined since, or now first learned +from the rustling of the forest giants, and the murmur of the brook +that accompanied his steps. + +"When we were under the Swedish rule," so all the stories of those days +began, there lived on the island two cousins named Wenhof--Adolf and +Bogislaf--both equally young, equally strong and handsome, and equally +in love with a charming young lady, whom her father would give only to +a rich man, for the simple reason that he had nothing but his noble +blood and the great estate of Dahlitz, which was loaded with debts to +an amount exceeding its value. The two cousins, it is true, did not +belong to the nobility, but they had descended from a very good old +family, and the Lord of Dahlitz would have made no objection to either, +except the one he was unfortunately obliged to make to both, namely, +that they were, if possible, poorer than himself. In fact, neither +possessed anything except a good rifle with the hunting equipments +belonging to it, and a pair of stout boots, whose thick soles crossed +the thresholds of their many friends on the island, where they were +everywhere welcome companions in the hunt or at the board. Of equal +height, and almost similar cast of features, they also did everything +alike, or so nearly alike that the hospitable, cheery land-owners saw +one enter the courtyard no less gladly than the other, and were still +better pleased when both appeared, which was almost always the case, +for the two cousins loved each other much more warmly than most +brothers, and as for their passion for the beautiful Ulrica of Dahlitz, +their hopes of possessing her were so small that it was not worth while +to quarrel about it. + +Just at that time something happened which at one blow completely +altered their situation, or at least the situation of one of them. + +A very wealthy and eccentric uncle in Sweden died, who, besides his +property in that country, had an estate on the island to bequeath, +namely, beautiful Dollan, which at that time included the forest down +to the sea-coast, and all the land across the wide moor to the +Schanzenberge. This estate he now left to the two cousins, or rather to +one of them, for according to the singular wording of the will it was +to go to the one whom a jury of six of his acquaintances should +pronounce the "best man." Everybody laughed when this strange condition +was made known, and the cousins laughed too. But they soon became very +serious when they considered that not only Dollan was at stake, but +Ulrica von Dahlitz, whom her father would joyfully give in marriage to +the owner of Dollan. It was strange to see the two cousins, who had +hitherto been inseparable, now begin to take separate paths, and, when +they could not avoid each other, measure each other with grave, +questioning, almost hostile looks, which seemed to say: I am the better +man. + +In the bottom of his heart each was obliged to confess, and did +acknowledge, that the matter was at least very doubtful; and so thought +and said the six judges whom the two cousins had chosen, and whose +decision they had promised to obey. But all six were blameless young +men, who set about their difficult task very gravely and solemnly, and +held long, very long consultations, during which immense quantities of +good old red wine were drunk, and a vast number of pipes was smoked, +until they at last came to the following conclusion, which was +universally praised as a wise and perfectly suitable one. + +The cousin who should best perform six tasks to be given by the judges, +should be considered by them and the world the best man. + +The cousins would now have been in a very unfortunate situation, if the +judges had obtained their wisdom from any philosophical or learned +book; but no one of them had even thought of such a thing. The best +man, according to their standard, would be he who, in the first place, +should be able in the presence of the judges, within forty-eight hours, +to put a three-years-old stallion, which had never been mounted, +through the four principal paces--the walk, the trot, the gallop, and +the run; secondly, cross the moor of Dollan, from the manor-house to +the old smithy, with a team of four fiery young horses, going at full +gallop, on a certain line; thirdly, swim from the shore to a ship +anchored a German mile away in the offing; fourthly, from sunset to +sunrise--it was in June, and the nights were short--drink a dozen +bottles of wine; and fifthly, during that time play Boston with three +of the judges without making any great mistakes. But if, as was almost +expected, the judges even then could not decide, the cousins were to +have twelve shots with a rifle at a target placed at a distance of two +hundred and fifty paces, and the one who could hit the centre most +frequently should be "the best man," and the owner of Dollan. + +This sixth and last trial was really a last resource, upon which the +judges had decided very unwillingly; for every child knew that Bogislaf +was not only the better shot of the two, but the best on the whole +island; still the matter must be settled in some way, and as Adolf, +perhaps hoping that he should win the prize before that test was +reached, made no objection to number six, everything was decided and +the contest could begin. + +It began and continued as had been universally expected. The two young +sons of Anak rode their horses, guided their carriages, swam their +mile, drank their twelve bottles of wine, and played their Boston with +such equal skill and faultlessness, that the most scrupulous eye could +detect no difference in the merit of the performance, and with heavy +hearts the judges were obliged to proceed to the last trial, whose +result was not doubtful. + +And heavy, heavy as a hundred-pound weight poor Adolf's heart might +well have felt in his brave breast, when he appeared on the ground on +the momentous day. He was very much depressed, and the secret +encouragement of the judges, who wished him well, did not cheer him. +"It is all useless now," he murmured. + +But, strangely enough, Bogislaf seemed no less moved, nay, even more +agitated than his cousin. He was pale, his large blue eyes looked dim +and sunken, and his particular friends noticed, to their horror, that +when the cousins shook hands, as they always did before every contest, +his hand--his strong brown hand--trembled like that of a timid girl. + +The cousins, who were to fire alternately, drew lots; Adolf had the +first shot. He was a long time in taking aim, raised and lowered his +gun several times, and finally hit the last ring but one. + +"I knew it beforehand," he said, covering his eyes, and would have +liked to stop his ears; but he listened intently, and drew a long +breath, when instead of the "centre" he expected, the number of the +last ring on the target was mentioned, and repeated in a loud tone by +one of the judges. + +Was it possible? Well then, there was still hope. Adolf collected all +his powers; he shot better and better, three, four, six, nine, and ten, +and again six and ten; and Bogislaf always remained one ring behind +him, neither more nor less--always one ring. + +"He is playing with him, as a cat plays with a mouse," the judges said +to each other after the first three shots had been fired. + +But Bogislaf grew paler, and his hand trembled more and more violently +at every trial, and only grew steady at the moment when he discharged +the gun; but he was always one ring behind Adolf, and now came the last +shot, the worst Adolf had made. In his terrible excitement he had just +grazed the outer edge of the target; if Bogislaf now hit the centre, he +would be the victor: the result of the long struggle, the magnificent +estate, the beautiful bride--all, all depended upon that one shot. + +Pale as death, Bogislaf stepped forward, but his hand no longer +trembled; firmly, as if his arm and the gun were one, he took aim, the +glittering barrel did not swerve a hair's breadth, and now the report +crashed upon the stillness. "It has hit the mark," said the judges. + +The markers went forward and sought again and again, they could not +find the bullet; the judges also went to the spot and searched and +searched, but they could not find it either. The unprecedented, almost +incredible thing had happened--Bogislaf had not even hit the target. + +The judges looked at each other in perplexity, and for poor Bogislaf's +sake scarcely ventured to utter what must be said. But Bogislaf went up +to his cousin, who stood with downcast eyes, as if ashamed of his +victory, seized his hand, and evidently wished to say something which +did not escape his pale, quivering lips. But it could not have been a +curse, for he fell sobbing on Adolf's neck, pressed him to his heart, +then released him, and without uttering a word, strode away and +disappeared. + +He remained absent. Many supposed he had killed himself; others +declared that he had buried himself in the northern part of Norway amid +the ice and snow to hunt bears and wolves; and they were perhaps right. + +At all events, he was not dead, but after an absence of several years +suddenly appeared on the estate of a friend who had been one of the +judges, and here his cousin Adolf and his young wife Ulrica met +him--quite accidentally, for they had not heard of his return, and the +young wife was so startled that she fell fainting on the floor, and was +restored to consciousness with great difficulty. To be sure, she had +always been one of those who believed Bogislaf dead, and had already +had several discussions on the subject with her husband, who always +asserted the contrary. It was said that this was by no means the only +point of difference between the husband and wife, and there were in +truth many things which did not increase the happiness of the young +pair. True, the extravagant old Lord of Dahlitz, who had sold his +property to a Herr Brandow--Carl Brandow's great-grandfather--and then +lived very contentedly on his son-in-law for several years, was now +dead, but the daughter had inherited her father's expensive tastes, and +Adolf was anything but a good economist. + +This last quality certainly did not prevent him from doing what the +simplest gratitude required;--and therefore--in spite of his wife's +opposition--he invited poor Bogislaf to visit him at Dollan and remain +as long as possible. At first Bogislaf positively refused, and with +good reason. The cause of the result of the shooting match had now +transpired! It was known that the evening before the contest Ulrica had +sent her cousin and most intimate friend, Emma von Dahlitz, a poor +orphan who lived with her wealthy relatives, to Bogislaf with the +message: she would never, never, though everybody should declare him to +be the best man, accept him for her husband, but Adolf, whom she always +had loved, and always should. Then Bogislaf, as he no longer had any +hope of winning the girl he loved, generously resigned to his cousin a +property which no longer had any charm for him. + +He long refused to accept his fortunate cousin's invitation, but +finally came--for only a week. But the days had become weeks, the weeks +months, and the months years, so that this was now the fourth +generation which had known old Bogislaf Wenhof, or, as he was commonly +called, Cousin Boslaf, in the beach-house of Dollan. He had removed +there at the end of the first week, after purchasing it, together with +the few fields and meadows belonging to it, for a very small sum from +the government, which had originally built it for a watch-house; but +though the beach-house did not really belong to Dollan, but was Cousin +Boslaf's own property, Cousin Boslaf clung to Dollan all the more +closely, so closely that the constant intercourse had filled the heads +of the people with all sorts of superstitious fancies, in which the old +man sometimes figured as the good, and sometimes the evil genius of +Dollan, and especially the Wenhof family. Alas! even if he were the +good genius, he had been unable to prevent the ruin of the house, or +withhold the son of Adolf and Ulrica, who had many of the Dahlitz +traits of character, from selling Dollan to the convent of St. Jürgen +at the close of the preceding century, after which he was glad to +remain as a tenant where he had once been master. Cousin Boslaf had not +been able to prevent that, or any of the other things which had +happened from that time to the present day. + +"But what does this mean?" said Gotthold to himself. "How can one let +his healthy brain become so bewildered by the rustling of the forest, +the murmur of the stream, and these old tales! I believe the serpent +has bewitched me with its cold glittering eyes, and I am still under +its spell. But its reign is over now. There is the sea gleaming through +the boughs, my own beloved, beautiful sea! Its fresh breath will cool +my hot brow. And he, the old man who lives yonder, and who learned so +early the meaning of the harsh word sacrifice; who renounced power, +wealth, and woman's favor that he might not lose his own manhood, was +probably the better and wiser man." + +Still following the course of the stream, which, now that it was so +near its mouth, grew more noisy and impatient, falling in many a +miniature cascade as it hurried plashing and murmuring down the ravine, +overgrown with huge clumps of ferns and the most luxuriant grass, +Gotthold, a few moments after, reached the shore. On the right hand, +almost at the extreme point of the promontory, which, covered with +large and small stones like the rest of the coast, ran out several +hundred paces into the sea, stood Cousin Boslaf's house. The old flag, +which Gotthold had remembered from his boyhood, still fluttered from +the tall staff on the gable roof. It had originally been a Swedish +banner, but in the course of years the wind and weather had so dimmed +its colors, and made so many repairs necessary, that the authorities +could not have taken umbrage at this relic of foreign rule, even if +they had troubled themselves particularly about Cousin Boslaf's +actions. This, however, they had never done, so the old flag fluttered +and rustled and flapped merrily in the fresh breeze, which blew still +stronger as Gotthold now stood before the low dwelling, built partly of +unhewn stone from the shore, whose only door was on the side towards +the land. The door was locked; he could not look into the little +iron-barred windows on the right and left, which lighted the kitchen +and store-room, for they were considerably above a man's height, close +under the roof; and the strong iron shutters were put over the two +larger windows in the front of the house, which faced the sea. +Evidently Cousin Boslaf was not at home. + +"To be sure," said Gotthold, "after an absence of ten years we can't be +surprised not to find a man who was eighty years old at the time we +left him." + +And yet he could not believe that the old man was dead. He had just +been thinking of him so eagerly, seen him so distinctly in his mind's +eye--the tall, slender figure, walking with long, regular strides, as +he had so often beheld him. No, no, the old man belonged to the race of +giants; he had surely outlived this little space of time. + +And then the house and its surroundings--the little front yard enclosed +by a walk, the tiny garden bordered with shells--did not look as if +they had been left for any length of time. Everything was in order and +painfully neat, as the old man used to keep it; the little bridge in +the creek to which he fastened his boat had even been lately mended +with new pieces of wood, carefully dovetailed together. But the boat +had gone; undoubtedly cousin Boslaf had rowed out to sea in her. To be +sure, it was not his custom, but the old man's habits might have +altered during the last few years. + +The afternoon was already far advanced; the walk through the ravine to +the beach-house had occupied more time than Gotthold expected. He would +wait for Cousin Boslaf an hour longer, and then return to the giant's +grave, paint until sunset, claim the hospitality of the smithy for the +night, and early the next morning--it was to be hoped with better +success--seek out his old friend once more. Then he could reach Prora +at noon, and after taking leave of the Wollnows, drive on with Jochen +without delay. He had thought yesterday of finishing the picture in +Prora; but they would pass through the place to-morrow evening on their +return from Plüggenhof, so Jochen had informed him, and he would not +trust a second time to the chance which had saved him from meeting Carl +Brandow that very morning. + +The young man had thrown himself down upon the shore under the shadow +of the beeches, which here extended to the very brink of the steep +cliff. Accustomed as he had been on his sketching excursions to satisfy +himself for a whole day with a piece of bread and a drink from his +flask, he now felt no hunger; but he experienced far more fatigue than +he had usually done after longer walks. As he lay there with the +beeches rustling over his head, and the waves breaking on the stony +shore beneath with their monotonous cadence, his lids gradually fell +over eyes wearied by long gazing over the boundless waste of waters. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +A few hours later, Carl Brandow and Hinrich Scheel were riding over the +moor from the smithy to Dollan, the same road which they had passed +over in the opposite direction not ten minutes before. They rode at a +quick trot, the groom a few dozen paces behind his master, though not +from any feeling of respect, and certainly not because he was worse +mounted. On the contrary, his horse was a magnificent brown animal of +the purest blood, far more valuable than his master's half-breed, so +valuable in fact, that any passer-by would have wondered how such a +noble animal could be ridden upon such an ordinary occasion. But +Hinrich Scheel was no ordinary rider; he noticed every movement of the +horse upon the rough road as carefully as if he were training it upon a +smooth race-course; not the smallest awkwardness was suffered to pass +unnoticed; it had just been guilty of a trick for which it must be +punished; and that was the reason why he had remained a little behind. + +Suddenly Carl Brandow drew his rein, and half turning said, over his +shoulder, "Are you perfectly sure you saw him?" + +"I told you I passed within a hundred paces of him," answered Hinrich +Scheel sulkily; "and I had plenty of time to look at him too; I believe +he stood up there an hour, as if he had taken root." + +"But why did that scoundrel of a Jochen say just now that he didn't +know where he was?" + +"Perhaps he doesn't." + +"Stuff and nonsense!" + +They rode on a short distance side by side; the master staring gloomily +straight before him, and the groom from time to time casting a sly +glance at him from his squinting eyes. Then he urged his horse still +nearer and said: + +"Why should he know? I don't know why you are running after him as a +cat chases a mouse." + +"Bah!" + +"Nor why you came back from Plüggenhof so soon, have ridden the horses +half to death, and gave me a louis-d'or when I told you I had seen +him." + +"I'll give you six if you'll tell me where I can find him," cried Carl +Brandow, turning eagerly in his saddle. + +"Where you can find him? Why that's easy enough; with the old man in +the beach-house yonder." + +"Where I cannot seek him." + +"Without having the old man send a bullet through your body. Six +louis-d'or! I think I should wait a long time for the money. But I will +tell you where you can find him without the gold, if you'll let me ride +Brownlock across the bog." + +"Are you crazy?" + +"I will cross it faster than you can cross the hill. Can I go?" + +Before them the road ran in a tolerably steep ascent over a hill, an +outlying spur of the Schanzenberge on the left, which stretched some +distance into the moor. On the right of this hill a broad tract of +marshy land extended across the moor to the forest, where it found an +outlet in the stream whose course to the sea Gotthold had followed that +afternoon. The summit of the hill had undoubtedly sunk into the marsh +years before, for the long mound of earth divided it like a wall, which +at the time it was engulfed had doubtless been very steep, but in the +course of years had been so much washed away by the trickling of water +down the hillside that, it now formed an irregular slope, along whose +upper edge ran the old carriage road, while farther up the acclivity +large stones made the way impassable for vehicles, although horsemen +and pedestrians might wind through. The condition of affairs had +probably not been so bad when Bogislaf and Adolf Wenhof were obliged to +drive their horses along here at full gallop, for now no man in his +senses would pass the spot in a carriage except at a walk, and Jochen +Prebrow was perfectly right when he said that it would have been easy +for him--or any one else--to execute Curt's wild order, and hurl the +young pair down the slope into the bog on their wedding day. + +The riders had stopped their horses; Carl Brandow looked up the hill +and over the marsh. + +"You are crazy," he said again. + +"Crazy or not," exclaimed Hinrich Scheel impatiently, "it must be done. +I went to Salchow this morning to hear what Mr. Thompson had to say. +The fellow always knows everything, and declares that they have +enclosed a piece of marshy ground in the race-course for Brownlock's +special benefit, because they think he is too heavy to cross it, and +you'll be obliged to take a wide sweep around. Well, sir, if you make +the victory so easy for Bessy, Count Grieben and the other gentlemen +will be very well satisfied, and I can be satisfied too." + +"You would be no better, suited than I," said Brandow, and then +muttered between his teeth: "everything is all of a piece now." + +"Shall I?" said Hinrich Scheel, who probably perceived his master's +irresolution. + +"For aught I care." + +A ray of joy flitted over Hinrich's ugly face. He turned the horse, +which had long been champing his bit impatiently, and galloped a +hundred paces to the left, to the edge of the marsh, then paused and +shouted: + +"Ready?" + +"Yes!" + +"Now!" + +Brownlock sprang forward with a mighty leap, and then flew over the +marshy ground. Again and again his light hoofs broke through the thin +covering of turf, so that the water dashed high into the air, but his +wild speed did not lessen, on the contrary it seemed to increase, as if +the noble animal knew a bottomless gulf was yawning under him, and that +he was running for his own life and that of his daring rider. And now +the quaking soil grew visibly firmer. The deed scarcely believed +possible had been accomplished, Brownlock had crossed the marsh, and +would cross any other. "There is no doubt now," muttered Brandow, "I +can accept every bet; and am I to let Plüggen have the animal for the +paltry sum of five thousand thalers! I should be a fool! Besides, he +probably was not in earnest; but the money must be forthcoming, even if +I should have to steal or commit a murder for it. Holloa!" + +He had not turned his eyes from Brownlock, as he rode across the hill +at a gallop without noticing where he was going, until his chestnut, +accustomed to pass this place at a walk, recoiled from the edge so +suddenly that the gravel and pebbles rolled down the slope. + +"Holloa!" cried Brandow again, as he soothed the frightened animal, "I +came very near committing the murder on myself." + +He rode down the other side of the hill more cautiously, and then +dashed up to Hinrich, who was galloping up and down the edge of the +bog, trying to soothe the snorting racer. + +"What do you say to that, sir?" + +"That you are a capital fellow; and now, since you have had your own +way, where do you think I shall find him?" + +"On the giant's grave," said Hinrich; "I went up there after he had +gone away, and found a thing like a box. There was a little key +sticking in it, and it held his painting tools, as I saw. The box had +been put carefully in the shade; but about six o'clock the sunlight +will fall where the shadow rested this morning, and I think he will be +on the spot at that time." + +"And why didn't you tell me so at once?" + +"You may be satisfied that I didn't tell you," answered Hinrich, +tenderly patting Brownlock's slender neck. "You wouldn't have known +that you are, I don't know how many thousand thalers richer than you +supposed." + +"It is six o'clock," said Brandow, looking at his watch. + +"Then ride on and find him. I must take Brownlock home. Shall I tell +Frau Brandow that we shall have a visitor this evening?" + +"I don't know that yet myself." + +"She would be so delighted." + +"Be off, and hold your tongue." + +A repulsive grin overspread Hinrich's grotesque face, and he cast a +piercing glance at his master, but made no reply, turned Brownlock, and +rode slowly away. + +"I might just as well tell him everything," said Carl Brandow to +himself, as he turned his horse's head and rode over the moor towards +the forest. "I believe the damned fellow sees through me as if I were +glass. No matter; everybody must have some one on whom he can depend, +and certainly I could not have done without him this time. I've no +desire to invite the stupid fellow, but it is one chance more, and I +should be a fool to hesitate long in my present situation." + +Carl Brandow dropped the reins on his horse's neck as he rode slowly up +the rough forest path at a walk, and drew from his pocket a letter +which he had found on his return home, half an hour before: + + +"Dear Sir:--I hasten to inform you that, as I expected and told you, it +was unanimously decided by the convent yesterday not to give an +extension of credit, upon any account, but on the contrary to hold you +to the promise given, both verbally and in writing, and require the ten +thousand on the day it becomes due. I am very sorry to be obliged to +write this to you, after what you told me in confidence; but I firmly +believe that--with your excitable nature--you have considered your +situation more desperate than it really is. In any case, I think it is +better for you to know where you stand, and be able to use the week +that still remains to discover new resources, if the old ones are +really so entirely exhausted. + +"I intend to pay you a short visit on the 15th, as I must go to several +estates at that time, and can, if agreeable to you, take the money back +with me and save you the trouble of a journey here. Perhaps my wife +will accompany me. She is very anxious to see Dollan, of whose romantic +situation I have spoken so enthusiastically, and also renew her +acquaintance with her old friends--Frau Wollnow in Prora and your +wife--after an absence of so many years. Do you require any stronger +proof of my conviction that you can separate the messenger from his +message, and that both to you and your lovely wife, I am as ever, Your +sincere friend, Bernhard Sellien." + +"P. S. I have just learned something that greatly interests me, and may +perhaps interest you also. Gotthold Weber, the distinguished artist +whose acquaintance I made two years ago in Italy, and with whom you, as +you afterwards informed me, have been intimate ever since your school +days, passed through Sundin to-day on his way to Prora, where he +intends to spend some time. He will undoubtedly seek you out, or +perhaps you will seek him. He belongs to the class of people whom we +are glad to find, even if we are obliged to go out of our way to do +so." + + +Carl Brandow laughed scornfully as he put the letter back into his +pocket and took up the reins again. + +"I believe the devil has his finger in the pie. Ever since I have known +that the man will come here, I have been pursued by the thought that +he, and only he, can save me. Why? Probably because only a fool would +take the trouble, and he is the greatest one I ever knew. And while I +drove by under his very nose this morning, everybody rushes forward to +put me on the track he so carefully conceals. It was plain that the man +Jochen dared not tell where he was, either this morning or just now, +but he belongs to the class of people for whom we are willing to go out +of our way. And what a charming surprise it will be for her, if I can +bring him to her." + +Again the rider laughed, even more bitterly than before, then stopped +suddenly, gnawing his under lip with his teeth as he struck with his +riding-whip at the overhanging boughs. + +"How pale she grew when the parson blundered out the news. Of course +she did not wish it to be noticed, of course. But unluckily we observe +everything in a person with whom we have enjoyed the pleasure of daily +intercourse for nine or ten years! How she looked when I took my +departure so soon after, as if she knew the cause, and how silent she +was on the way, although I exerted all my powers of pleasing. She no +longer believes in my amiability, nor I either; but I have so often +vexed her about the man that I might surely make him afford her +pleasure for once. And if, as is very probable, the silly swain is +playing at hide and seek more on her account than mine--why it will be +all the easier to lead him by the nose, and the affair will be all the +more amusing. But, to be sure, I must catch him first. Well, we shall +see directly." + +Carl Brandow swung himself from the saddle, fastened his horse's bridle +to a tree, and began to ascend the narrow foot-path through the wood to +the giant's grave. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +Gotthold had already been working for half an hour with the zeal of an +artist who has enthusiastically seized upon his subject, and must take +advantage of the present hour, which will not return. Though sky, +earth, and sea should adorn themselves at to-morrow's sunset with the +same brilliant hues, though the hill should cast the same deep shadows +upon the valley and ravines--he would not stand upon the same spot +again to replace what had been forgotten, and complete what had been +begun. + +So he sat upon one of the lower stones of the giant's grave, drinking +in, with an artist's glowing eyes, the beauty of the scene and hour, +and with an artist's busy hand creating an image of this beauty. The +colors on the palette seemed to mingle of their own accord, and every +stroke of the brush upon the little square of canvas brought the image +nearer its original with a speed and certainty which astonished the +artist himself. Never before had any work progressed so rapidly, never +had design and execution met so lovingly, never had the enthusiastic +feeling of power made him so happy. + +"Is it possible the dream that here alone I can reach the standard I am +destined to attain may be something more than a dream?" he said to +himself, "and is the hidden wisdom of the ancient myth of Antæus to be +proved again in me? But to be sure we are all sons of earth; it is not +our mother's fault if we struggle toward the distant suns, in whose +strange glow our waxen wings quickly melt. I was such an Icarus +yonder." "Yes, yes," he exclaimed aloud, "Rome, Naples, Syracuse, you +Paradises of artists, what is this poor slip of earth in comparison +with you! And yet to me it is more, so much more, it is my home." + +"To which an old friend bids you heartily welcome," said a clear voice +behind him. + +Gotthold started and turned. + +"Carl Brandow!" + +There he stood, his slight, elastic figure resting against the very +block upon which the serpent had lain that morning; and his round, hard +eyes, whose piercing gaze was fixed upon him, reminded Gotthold of the +staring eyes of the reptile. + +"To be sure it is I," said Carl Brandow, as he came forward with a +smile intended to be friendly, but which was as cold as the hand he +held out to Gotthold, and in which the latter hesitatingly placed the +tips of his fingers. + +"How did you find me here?" asked Gotthold. + +"I am an old hunter," replied Brandow, showing his white teeth. +"Nothing escapes me so easily, especially on my own ground. But I will +not boast. The matter was really simple enough. I knew several weeks +ago that you were coming, and this afternoon I heard, when with +Plüggen, of Plüggenhof, Otto Plüggen, we used to call him Straw +Plüggen, you know, to distinguish him from his younger brother, Gustav, +Hay Plüggen, who has inherited Gransewitz--I was saying: I heard from +our new Pastor that you had been in Rammin yesterday evening, and had +driven on to Prora. Of course Plüggen, at my request, instantly sent +his carriage to bring you to Plüggenhof; you were no longer there, but +had set out on foot with Jochen Prebrow for Dollan. Well, of course I +did not remain in Plüggenhof a moment longer, although we had just sat +down to the table to receive you with full glasses. I drove my horses +half to death, and nearly killed my poor wife with fright, in order at +least to meet you on the way, in case you had been cruel enough not to +wait for our return. We arrived and asked for you before we got out of +the carriage: no one had been there. My wife and I looked at each other +in horror. 'There is somebody sitting on the giant's grave,' said my +factotum, Hinrich Scheel, who now came up to the carriage; 'I saw him +there this noon.' 'It's not impossible,' said my wife, that 'he has +learned on the way that we were not at home, and, industrious as usual, +is making use of the time. It was always one of his favorite spots.' I +said nothing, but ran up to the gable-room with my spy-glass, and saw +what Hinrich, in spite of his squint eyes, had seen without any glass; +ran down again, jumped on a horse, and--find here what I sought. That +painting is wonderfully beautiful, really splendid; but now pack up +your traps, if you please! Another day is coming, and this is enough, +and too much for the present. From noon until now is certainly long +enough, even for an artist. How delighted my wife will be!" + +Carl Brandow had already thrown Gotthold's travelling bag over his +shoulder, and now seized the box which the latter had been arranging. + +"One moment," said Gotthold. + +"You can safely trust me with your treasures." + +"That is not the point." + +"What is it then?" + +Gotthold hesitated; but there was no time for deliberation. + +"It is this," said he; "I cannot accept your invitation, kindly as it +is expressed and honestly as, I wish to believe, it is meant." + +"For Heaven's sake, why not?" + +"Because in so doing I should wrong myself, and, in a certain sense, +you also. Myself: because I could not stay in Dollan, in your house, +without being at every step, at every moment, a prey to the most +painful memories; and who would not willingly spare himself such a +trial, if he could avoid it? You: because--it must be said, Brandow! I +have always considered you my enemy, and my sentiments towards you have +been no friendly ones, even up to this very day, this very hour. Who +would invite a man who is not well disposed towards him to his house!" + +"Is it possible?" cried Brandow. "Then that straw head of a Plüggen and +the Parson may have been right when they said: 'He won't come!' 'He +will come,' said I, 'if only to prove that he is still the generous +fellow he always was!' No, Gotthold, you must not give me the lie, if +only on account of those silly fellows, and people like them, who would +then have another fine opportunity to make merry over Carl Brandow, who +always aims very high and then comes out at the little end of the horn. +Well, unhappily there is something in it: I am no longer what I was +once, but a poor devil who must learn to be modest; but this time I +won't be, just this time. And now your hand, old enemy! there, that's +right! I knew you better than you knew yourself." + +They began to descend the hill, Brandow, who insisted upon carrying +Gotthold's luggage, still talking eagerly in his hasty, often +incoherent manner, Gotthold silent and vainly trying to shake off the +bewilderment that clouded his brain and oppressed his heart; he had +tried to be frank, perfectly frank; but he had not been so: he had not +said the last thing because he could not, because he must appear like a +fool, a coxcomb, if he did, and like a rude unmannerly boor if he did +not, and simply answered: I will not. But would not even that have been +better than for them to meet again? + +Gotthold stood still, and threw back his coat and vest; he felt as if +he were stifling. + +"It's terribly sultry here in the wood," said Carl Brandow. "It would +have been much nearer if we had gone down the other side, and then +crossed the fields; but we were obliged to make this circuit to get my +horse. There stands the rascal, stamping his shoes off in his +impatience. Now then, en avant!" + +Brandow threw the bridle over his arm and Gotthold took a portion of +his luggage, so they walked quickly through the woods by a cross path, +which soon brought them out into the fields. At a short distance, only +separated from them by a few meadows and a broad field of rye, stood +the manor-house, already partly in the shadow which the hill on the +left-hand side of the moor cast far into the valley, while the tops of +the taller trees in the garden and the crests of the huge poplars, +which enclosed the grounds on the three other sides, still glowed in +the light of the setting sun. The little window of the gable-room +glittered and flashed back his rays. Gotthold could scarcely turn his +eyes away; he fancied every moment that it must open and Cecilia appear +and wave her white hand towards him with a gesture of warning: no +nearer, for God's sake, no nearer! And then it seemed to him as if he +were once more back in the old days, when he used to come out with Curt +to spend a precious Saturday afternoon and delightful Sunday, and in +their impatience to reach their goal they ran the last part of the way +at full speed. At every step his agitation increased; he scarcely heard +what his companion was saying to him. + +But Carl Brandow was only talking in order to conceal from his guest +the anxiety that oppressed him. Would it not have been better to have +told her of his design, even at the risk of her opposition, or, still +worse, of affording her pleasure? Ought he not at least to have taken +advantage of the last opportunity, and prepared her for the visit by +Hinrich Scheel, instead of expressly commanding him to be silent? Or +would the clever fellow once more, as he had often done, follow his own +counsel and guide an ill-managed affair into the right course? And yet, +what could happen if he suddenly appeared before her with him? Would +she give him the lie in the presence of her guest, say she had known +nothing about his visit, and her husband had told an untruth? It was +certainly possible; but woe be unto her if she did so. + +"Here we are," said Carl Brandow, as they reached the old linden before +the door. "Welcome to Dollan! Welcome!" + +He had spoken in a very loud tone, standing in the open doorway, and +now shouted, raising his clear voice to its highest pitch, "Hinrich, +Fritz!--where are they all?" + +But there was no movement within the house, and no one appeared in the +courtyard. + +"It is always just so on Sundays," said Brandow, "Everybody runs wild, +especially if the master is away from home. Rike! Hinrich! Fritz!" + +A half-grown lad, in a dirty red waistcoat and top boots, now came +running across the courtyard, and at the same moment a young girl +appeared from the house. Brandow received both with angry words. The +girl answered pertly: she had been with the mistress, who could not +quiet the child; it was still crying about its arm; and the boy +muttered as he took the horse's bridle: he had been obliged to help +Hinrich about Brownlock; he was threatened with the colic. + +"Deuce take it!" cried Brandow; "that damned Hinrich, this is what I +get by letting him have his own way! I must leave you alone a moment, +or will you come with me?" + +Brandow did not wait for Gotthold's reply, but hurried across the +courtyard with long strides. He must know what was the matter with +Brownlock. And then: Cecilia had enough to do in the nursery; she would +not come out at present. + +"What is the matter with the child?" asked Gotthold. + +"She fell down just as the mistress got home, and has probably broken +her arm," said the girl, who had been gazing curiously at the stranger +with her merry gray eyes, and now hurried back into the house. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +Gotthold followed her through the entry and into the sitting-room on +the left, and would gladly have entered the adjoining chamber, from +which, as the girl opened and closed the door, the wailing of a child +and a woman's voice consoling it were distinctly audible. It was her +voice,--somewhat deeper and more gentle, it seemed to him, than in the +old days, but he had only distinguished a few tones above the moaning +of the child. + +"Poor thing," he murmured, "poor child, if I could only help it." + +His hand was extended towards the handle of the door, but instantly +fell again. If the girl had told her he was there, she would probably +come out for a moment; at any rate Carl must soon return. + +He stationed himself at the open window and looked across the empty +courtyard towards the building Brandow had entered. How could he stay +so long! He again turned back into the room, which was already +beginning to grow dark, and his eyes wandered mechanically over the +furniture and pictures, many of which he thought he recognized, while +his ear was strained to catch the sounds from the next room. But +everything there had now become quiet, and in the stillness the old +Black Forest clock ticked so loudly--he had not noticed it before--the +evening breeze whispered in the linden before the window, and then once +more he heard nothing except the blood beating in his temples. + +Had any misfortune happened? Was the child--he must have some +certainty. + +But just as he took a step forward, the door opened and Cecilia +entered. The girl had told her nothing about the stranger; she came to +get a piece of linen from her work-basket, which stood in one of the +windows. The shadows fell heavily over Gotthold, and she did not see +him--her eyes were turned towards the window--until she had almost +reached him, when she suddenly paused, extending both hands in terror +towards the dark figure. The light of the setting sun streamed full +upon her pallid face, from which the large dark eyes stared with a +strange glassy look. + +"It is I, Cecilia!" + +"Gotthold!" + +He did not know that he held out his arms; the next moment he would not +have been able to say whether she had really rested upon his breast. +When he was again conscious of what was passing around him, he was +standing beside her at the child's little bed. + +"The girl was playing with Gretchen just before we came home--she fell +with her arm under her; I thought she had only bruised it; but it has +grown worse and worse, she cannot move it, and cries at the slightest +touch; I think she has broken it here above the wrist." + +Gotthold had bent over the child, who gazed at him in surprise, but +without the least alarm. He thought he was looking into Cecilia's eyes. + +"Are you the new doctor?" asked the little girl. + +"No, Gretchen, I am not a doctor, but if you love your mamma you will +let me take hold of your arm." + +"It hurts so," said Gretchen. + +"I won't be long." + +Gotthold took the little arm and moved it at the shoulder and +elbow--the child made no resistance; then he passed his hand carefully +down the lower arm to the joint and bent the wrist a little. The child +uttered a low cry. Gotthold laid the arm gently back on the coverlet +and stood erect. + +"I think I can assure you that the arm is not broken; it is nothing +more than a severe sprain. I should like to put on a bandage, which +will relieve Gretchen's pain, because it will prevent her from moving +the joint. That will be sufficient until the doctor comes. May I?" + +He had spoken in a low tone, but the child heard. + +"Let him do it, mamma," she said; "I like the new doctor a great deal +better than the old one." + +A few large tears ran down Cecilia's pale cheeks, and Gotthold's own +eyes grew hot. He asked whether she had a certain kind of bandage which +he described; one was brought, exactly what he needed. As he rolled it +he said: + +"It is fortunate, that during the years I spent in study I visited, in +the interests of my art and also from real love of the profession, +various anatomical and other medical colleges. I have already been +able, on several occasions, to make my little knowledge useful, when no +other aid was at hand and the case was rather worse than this. I +repeat, there is not the least danger, and I would, if necessary, +undertake to effect a cure without the least hesitation." + +"I have perfect confidence in you." + +Gotthold's lips quivered. They had always addressed each other by the +familiar "thou," nor had he, either in dreams or waking visions, called +her by any other title during the last ten years. + +The bandage was adjusted to Gotthold's satisfaction. Gretchen, +exhausted by weeping, and now entirely free from pain, had laid her +head on her pillow and seemed about to fall asleep. Gotthold left the +chamber and went back to the sitting-room. While groping about in the +dark for his hat, the most singular sensation overpowered him. + +He had not forgotten that he wished to find Brandow and tell him of the +child's condition, but it seemed as if the intention was entirely +unnecessary; as if Carl Brandow cared as little about the child as he +did about Carl Brandow's horse; as if only he and Cecilia had anything +to do with it, and as though this had been not only during the last +quarter of an hour, but always, and could never be different. + +Oppressed by this strange bewilderment, he stood motionless, and only +regained his senses when Cecilia entered quietly, but hastily, held out +both hands to him, and said in a low, rapid tone: + +"I thank thee, Gotthold, and--I noticed that the formal 'you' wounded +thee, but the girl was looking at us in such astonishment; she repeats +everything, and besides, it must be, but once--for the last time--I +wanted to speak in the old way, as thou wert here once more." + +"That sounds, Cecilia, as if you[2] had not wished me to come." + +She had now released her hands, which he had clasped firmly in his own, +and thrown herself into a chair by the window, supporting her head on +her hand. He went up to her. + +"Cecilia, did you not wish me to come?" + +"Yes, yes," she murmured, "I have longed to see you again--for +years--always; but you ought not to have come; no, you ought not to +have come!" + +"Then I will go, Cecilia." + +"No, no," she exclaimed, hastily raising her head, "I do not mean that. +You are here--the mischief is done. And now you can stay--you must stay +until--" + +She paused suddenly. Gotthold, who was following the direction of +her eyes, glanced through the open window and saw at the end of the +court-yard Carl Brandow talking with Hinrich Scheel, whom he now left +and came hurriedly towards the house. + +"He has returned already," she murmured; "what will you say to him?" + +"I don't understand you, Cecilia," + +"He hates you." + +"Then I don't know why he sought me out and gave me such a pressing +invitation to his home, which I certainly had never intended to enter." + +"He sought you out--invited you--that is impossible." + +"Then he meant to make me--us--but that is no less impossible." + +She looked at him in astonishment. + +"Impossible!" she said, "impossible!" + +A strange, sad smile flitted over her pale face. + +"Then everything can remain as it was," she said, "it is all right." + +"Holloa!" cried Brandow, who had seen them both at the window, and now +quickened his already hasty steps and eagerly waved his hand. + +He entered the room immediately, after calling from the door: "Ah! so +you have found her already! Isn't this a surprise, eh? What am I to get +for it? Ah! a man must be cunning. Not a word to the wife, who would +make all sorts of well-meant objections about old enmity and other +long-forgotten follies; and then tell the friend she will be on +tenter-hooks till I bring him home. That's the way to catch one's +birds!" + +He laughed loudly. + +"You will wake Gretchen," said Cecilia. + +"Yes, what is the matter with her?" asked Brandow, lowering his voice. +"I hope it is nothing serious, a false alarm, as it was with Brownlock, +or--where are you going, Cecilia?" + +She had risen and entered the next room, closing the door behind her. +Gotthold informed Carl how he had found the child, and what he had done +for the present. + +"But shall we need to send for the doctor at once?" said Brandow. + +"I do not think it absolutely necessary," replied Gotthold, "but if you +are at all anxious--" + +"I anxious? God forbid! It would be the first time in my life. I leave +all that to my wife, who, if the child is in question--oh! here you +are! Gotthold says we need not send for Lauterbach immediately, and +besides it would be of very little use; he is never to be found on +Sundays. I shall be obliged to drive over early to-morrow morning and +then I can bring him back with me. Don't you think that will do?" + +"Will you look at Gretchen again?" said Cecilia. She did not glance at +her husband, but addressed Gotthold, who followed her, leaving the door +open behind him, in the expectation that Brandow would go with them; +but he had paused half way. Gnawing his under lip, he looked through +the open door at the pair, who were now standing one on each side of +the child's little bed, bending over it, so that in the dusk their +faces seemed to touch. Were they not whispering: "he has deceived us," +or something of the kind? No, it was Rieke who had spoken. "The girl +shall keep a sharp watch for me. So far everything has gone better than +I could expect." + +He went slowly into the room; involuntarily pausing a moment upon the +threshold, which he had not crossed for a long time, and shrinking from +a bluish light that suddenly filled the apartment, now almost dark. But +it was nothing--only the first flash of lightning from a thunder-storm +which had risen at the close of the sultry day. Thunder rolled in the +distance, the trees in the garden swayed to and fro, and a few heavy +drops of rain plashed against the window-panes. + +The storm had long subsided and the night was far advanced when +Gotthold, treading softly and carefully, shielding his light with his +hand, crossed the wide garretlike entry, lumbered with all sorts of +articles, towards the gable-room, which had been assigned him as his +sleeping apartment. Brandow, with whom he had been sitting until this +time over a bottle of wine in the room on the right-hand side of the +entry, which had always been appropriated by the master of the house, +had wished to accompany him, but Gotthold declined: he could find the +way; two pairs of boots made more noise than one, and he remembered +that footsteps on the upper floor sounded remarkably loud at night. +"Well then, go alone, you stickler for everybody's comfort," said +Brandow laughing, "and remember, sleep off all thoughts of going away +to-morrow; I tell you once for all I won't hear of it. I'll stop for +Jochen Prebrow as I pass the smithy to-morrow; he can sit on the box +with my Fritz, and I'll bring your luggage out to you. I shan't let you +leave under a week, and if I had my way you should stay here always. +But you'll take good care not to do that; such a life would be +unendurable to a man of the world. Well, I have complained of my fate +more than is seemly; but in the presence of a man of your stamp, one is +too painfully reminded of what he might perhaps have made himself, and +what he has finally become. Good night, old fellow, and pleasant +dreams!" + +And now Gotthold stood at the open window in the cosy old gable-room. +But eagerly as he inhaled the night breeze, which blew fresh and cool +through the trees, still dripping with rain-drops, it did not lighten +his heart, which throbbed heavily and painfully in his panting breast, +like a sleeper whose brain is oppressed by some painful dream. Was it +not all a mad dream that he was standing in Dollan in the gable-room, +gazing at the dim light which fell upon the dark shrubbery from the +window below him, the window of the room where she had slept when a +girl, and in which she now watched beside the bed of her child, her +child and his-- + +Gotthold sank into a chair beside the window, and pressed his hands +upon his burning brow. + +A gust of wind which sighed through the rustling trees roused him +from his painful reverie. He started up with a shiver. His limbs +trembled as if in a fever. He shut the window, and threw himself in +the darkness--the light he had brought with him had gone out long +before--upon the bed. It was the very same one in which he had so often +slept when a boy and a youth, and it stood in the same place. He had +noticed that when he entered the room. Now he thought of it again, and +remembered the last time he had lain here--ten years ago, in the early +morning after the night, the first part of which he had spent in the +beach-house with Cousin Boslaf, and a few hours after, when they were +awake below, he was to go down and bid them farewell forever--then too +he; had turned his burning head first on one side and then the other +upon the pillows, and had been unable to find rest anywhere. + +"After wandering through the wide world so long to be whirled back to +this little room, the same as I was then! No, not the same! Poorer, +much poorer! + + + When I wandered away, away, away, + Coffers and chests were heavy; + As homeward I turn my steps to-day, + Everything is empty. + + +"Empty, empty!" he murmured, as if his burning, wakeful eyes could read +the cheerless words from the white wall opposite to him, on whose bare +surface the first gray light of dawn was struggling with the darkness +of night. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +A succession of quiet days had passed over quiet Dollan, and each one +was to have been the last Gotthold spent upon the estate, but there was +always some reason why another was added. Once it was the unfinished +sketch, which must be more nearly completed; then Gretchen wept so +bitterly because Uncle Gotthold was going that morning, when it was her +birthday; on Thursday the rye was cut, the farm hands had a little +festival in the evening, and had arranged all sorts of amusing sports +in which, through old Statthalter Möller, they begged Gotthold to help +them a little; on Friday a young architect arrived, who wanted to show +a plan for the new house, and Brandow was very anxious to have +Gotthold's opinion about it; the next day his departure could not be +thought of, because Brandow would be absent on business all day long, +and the day after the Herr Assessor Sellien had promised to come with +his wife, and Otto and Gustav Plüggen, Herr Redebas, from Dahlitz, and +several other neighbors would arrive; there was to be quite a little +company; Brandow had written to everybody that Gotthold would be there, +everybody was anticipating the pleasure of meeting him, and, in a word, +nothing could be said about going away before Monday, and on Monday +they would discuss the subject again. + +It was Saturday afternoon; Brandow had ridden away in the morning and +told Gotthold that he should not return before evening. The business +must have been very urgent which could call the master away from his +estate on such a day. Brandow was very much behindhand in getting in +his rye, and moreover did not even have an inspector, though he had +repeatedly complained to Gotthold of the stupid old Statthalter Möller, +on whom he could not depend at all, so the crowd of laborers who were +to-day employed in the fields and barn were left entirely to +themselves. Gotthold had offered to take control of them, if Brandow +was obliged to go away; but the latter, although he knew that Gotthold +really understood the business, and that the people were fond of him +and would have willingly obeyed him, most positively declined the +proposal. + +"It's bad enough for me to be compelled to commit the rudeness of +leaving you alone all day; more than that you must not require. So long +as it is possible to avoid it, you know I am not accustomed to +incommode my friends." + +With these words he had ridden away, and Gotthold had taken his +painting utensils, in order to have an excuse for leaving the house and +wandering through the woods and along the sea-shore; he strolled +restlessly on without any definite purpose, until he recollected that +he had heard from the old fisherman, Carl Peters, of Ralow, that Cousin +Boslaf would return from his expedition to Sundin this very evening. +Carl Peters must know, for the old man had given him the key of the +beach-house, that he might light the lamp in the evening and keep watch +at night; besides, Carl Peters' son had accompanied Cousin Boslaf on +his expedition. So Gotthold went to the beach-house and sat down to +wait on the bluff in the shadow of the beeches; but the sea broke upon +the shore with such a melancholy, monotonous cadence, the sunny hours +dragged along so slowly, and besides, if he wanted to tell her that he +had decided to leave Dollan to-morrow instead of Monday, this was the +right time. + +"The mistress is in the garden with Gretchen," said pretty Rieke; "you +know her favorite seat." + +Gotthold looked quietly at the girl, who hastily averted her face. The +last remark was at least superfluous, for the garden was not so large +that any one could not easily find the person he sought; but moreover +Rieke had spoken in a tone which jarred upon Gotthold's ear. He had +often thought the girl's merry gray eyes wandered from him to Cecilia, +and from Cecilia back to him, with a watchful glance, and she had +several times entered the room quickly, or approached them elsewhere, +always with the question whether they had called her. He had remembered +Cecilia's words on the first evening of their meeting, "She repeats +everything," and mentally added: "She shall have nothing to tell." + +"Well, her amusement will be over to-morrow," he thought to himself, as +he went slowly up the walk, bordered on each side with hedges, towards +a small spot, also surrounded with hedges and adorned with beds of +flowers, where Cecilia usually remained at this hour with her child. + +Gretchen came running to meet him as soon as she caught sight of him. + +"Where have you been, Uncle Gotthold? What have you brought me?" + +He was always in the habit of bringing the child some rare flower, +oddly shaped pebble, or other curiosity on his return from his rambles; +but to-day, for the first time, he had not thought of it. Gretchen was +very indignant "I don't love you any more," she said, running back to +her mother; "and mamma shan't love you either!" she exclaimed, raising +her little head from her mother's lap. + +Gotthold, after greeting Cecilia, had seated himself at a short +distance from her on another bench, as he always did if she did not +invite him to take his place beside her. She had not done so to-day, +and scarcely looked up from her work when she silently gave him her +hand. It had made a painful impression upon him, but as he watched her +quietly, he thought he noticed that her eyelids were red. Had she +wished to conceal the traces of recent tears, to hide the fact that she +could still weep, that the cold expressionless glance with which she +now seemed to look beyond him towards the child, who was playing at the +other end of the glade, was not the only expression of which the eyes +which had formerly beamed with such a gentle light were now capable? + +"I can bear it no longer," the young man murmured to himself. + +He had risen and approached Cecilia, who, as he came up, drew her dress +away, although there was plenty of room on the large seat. + +"Cecilia," he said, "I have given a half-promise to stay until Monday, +but it occurred to me that the Selliens, if they come to-morrow, will +probably spend the night here, and perhaps some of your other guests, +and as your accommodations are somewhat limited;--" + +"You wish to go!" interrupted Cecilia; "why not say so plainly?" + +She had looked up from her work, as Gotthold began to speak, with a +quick, pained glance that cut him to the heart; but when she answered, +her voice sounded perfectly calm, though a little hollow, and she even +smiled as she took up her sewing again. + +"When do you wish to go?" she added after a pause, as Gotthold, unable +to reply, was still silent. + +"I thought of leaving early to-morrow morning," he answered, and it +seemed as if some one else had uttered the words. "Carl told me that he +should send a carriage to town then." + +"Early to-morrow morning!" + +She had dropped her work in her lap again, and for a moment covered her +eyes and forehead with her left hand, while the fingers of her right, +which rested on the work, trembled slightly; then her hand fell +heavily, and she stared fixedly at the ground with a frowning brow, as +she said in the same hollow tone: "What reason should I have to keep +you?" + +"Perhaps because you might be glad to see me here," answered Gotthold. + +He thought she had not heard the words, but they had been distinctly +audible; the pause only lasted until she was sure that she could speak +again without bursting into tears. She would not, dared not weep, and +now regained her self-control. + +"You know I am," she replied; "but that is no reason for wishing to +keep you. I feel too well how unpleasant life is here, how monotonous, +how tiresome to all who are not accustomed to it, and one cannot become +accustomed to things in a few days, it requires years, long years. So I +invite no one--I cannot believe anybody takes pleasure in coming; and I +detain no one--I can easily imagine that a guest is glad to go. Why +should I treat you differently from others?" + +"There is no reason, if I am no more to you than others." + +"More? What does that imply? Oh! you mean because we knew each other so +early in life, because we were friends when we were both young? But +what does that signify? What is youthful friendship? And do we remain +the same? You have done so perhaps, at least in the principal thing, +but I certainly have not; I resemble the Cecilia of those days as +little as--as reality resembles our dreams; and besides--I am married; +a wife needs no friend, has no friend, if she loves her husband, and if +she does not--" + +"Let us suppose the latter case," said Gotthold, as Cecilia suddenly +paused. + +"The case is not so simple as it seems," she answered, examining the +stitches in her sewing; "yes, many cases may be imagined. For instance, +it is very probable that he loves her, and even a woman of very little +nobility of character is rarely insensible to and ungrateful for true +love; but granted that he does not love her, loves her no longer, +perhaps never has loved her--well, then everything will depend upon how +the wife is constituted. Perhaps she is not proud, and therefore not +ashamed to confess her unhappiness to a friend, who might then venture +to become her lover; or if she is proud, she will do--I know not what, +but certainly she would conceal herself in the deepest chasm in the +earth, rather than give way and say, no matter to whom, I am unhappy!" + +"And if that is not necessary, if her misery is written on her brow, +looks from her eyes, speaks in every tone of her voice?" + +Something flitted over Cecilia's face like the shadow of a cloud; but +she smoothed her work with special care, as she answered in a +passionless, almost monotonous voice: + +"Who can say that? Who is so wise that he can read upon the brow of any +human being the thoughts that are passing within, without ever +deceiving himself or making another's face the mirror of his own +beloved vanity? But we have fallen into a very disagreeable +conversation. Tell me, instead, where you are going when you leave +here, and where you expect to live in future? You will not return to +Italy? It seems to me you told me so a short time ago." + +"Thanks for your interest in me," replied Gotthold, with trembling +lips; "but I have made no definite plans as yet. When I left Rome, it +was certainly with the desire to remain here in the North, at least for +some time, and try whether home could ever become home again to me; but +the attempt will probably not succeed, nay, I think has already +failed." + +"It seems to me that this is rather too soon to decide such a +question," said Cecilia; "but the matter is probably of importance only +to us; you fortunate artists have your home in your art, and you take +that with you wherever you turn your steps." + +"And yet, I think, we can have our art only at home," replied Gotthold. + +"That is?" + +"That is, that only in his home can the artist reach the highest point +his talents will enable him to attain. I have formed this conclusion +from the history of all arts, which have only prospered when the +artists had the good fortune to be supplied with subjects furnished by +the country of which they were citizens and the time in which they +lived-for in this sense, time is also the artist's home: I mean: when +they had the good fortune, and of course the power also, to be able to +freely develop their talents on their native soil, and upon subjects +furnished by their home. I have also drawn this inference from my own +observation, which has taught me that those who were unable to find any +materials for their art at home--subjects identified with the place and +time--were no true artists, but either dilettanti and imitators, or +positive charlatans, who deceived with their artificial productions, +destitute alike of life and merit, only the great multitude--the +beggarly crowd--to which they, in the inmost depths of their natures, +certainly belonged." + +When Gotthold first began to speak upon this subject, which at that +moment was very far from his thoughts, he had only wished to soothe the +tumult of his soul, or at least to conceal it from the pale woman by +his side; then, carried away by the theme, he had spoken with a certain +earnestness, and at last with a freedom of which, a moment before, he +would not have believed himself capable. And so, at first absently, but +gradually with more eagerness, Cecilia had listened; a ray of the old +fire flashed from her dark eye as she asked, + +"And does this apply to you?" + +"It does; that is, it was a misfortune that through my unhappy quarrel +with my father, and in consequence of several sorrowful memories upon +which it is not worth while to enter here,--it was a misfortune that I +was, in a certain measure, banished from my home at the moment when I +could least dispense with it: the flowers I had sought for in the +meadows when a child; the trees under which the boy played, through +whose tops he saw the sunbeams glide and heard the rain patter; the +skies which at one time could laugh so brightly and anon look so +unspeakably gloomy, so infinitely dreary; the sea, over whose smooth +surface, gleaming in the sunset, or billows black with storm, the fancy +of the youth had hovered, sailed out to the regions of the Blest, and +the mournful, misty realms of his dreams of battle and conflict and +early heroic death: all this--I mean the things and the dreams--I might +have been able to paint, to the pleasure and delight of others, in +whom, by my pictures, I might have awakened memories of their own +childhood, boyhood, and youth; what I paint now I have not drawn from +my own soul, have not painted, cannot paint with my whole heart, so how +can it, at best, be anything more than sounding brass?" + +"Then why are you artists so eager to go to foreign lands?" asked +Cecilia. + +She seemed once more the intelligent young girl, whose radiant dark +eyes reflected the restless ardor of her mind, from whose lips fell +silvery laughter, and then grave, earnest words. + +"I think this eagerness is often blind and foolish," replied Gotthold, +"and, at any rate, I would always advise a young artist not to go to +Rome until his own ideas are firmly fixed, or he will be a mere +plaything of the winds and clouds. Goethe had written his works on +German art, and long been a master of it, when he went to Italy; so he +could quietly compose his Faust beneath the pines in the garden of the +Villa Borghese, and return laden with the rich treasures of his +observations of the country, the people, and the events which for +centuries had taken place beneath its glorious skies, and yet remain to +the very depths of his artist soul precisely the same as he was before. +It is just the same in the republic of the arts as in the state, +Cecilia. What citizen could understand the great relations of the +government who had not first practised his powers of vision upon the +smaller affairs of the parish; who could render any valuable service to +the parish, who had not learned to rule his own household; who could +manage his house, direct and govern his family, who did not know how to +rule and guide himself?" + +Gertrude had come up while Gotthold was speaking; Cecilia lifted her +into her lap, and the child sat there silently, as if she knew she must +not interrupt. Now, as Gotthold paused, she said, "Mamma, I want Uncle +Gotthold to be my papa!" + +A deep flush crimsoned Cecilia's face, and she hastily tried to put +Gretchen down, but the child would not give up the point so easily. She +threw her right arm around her mother's neck, and said, coaxingly, +"Can't he, mamma; he has such pretty blue eyes, and is always kind to +you, and papa is often so horrid; can't he, mamma?" + +Cecilia hastily rose with the child in her arms, and took a few paces +forward, as if she wished to fly from the place. But her knees +trembled, she could go no farther, and was obliged to put Gretchen +down, who, alarmed by her mother's impetuosity, ran away crying, but +the next moment forgot her grief at the sight of some bright-hued +butterflies which fluttered before her over the flower-beds. Cecilia +still stood motionless with her face averted. + +"Cecilia!" said Gotthold. + +He had approached her, and tried to take the hand that hung by her +side. She turned, and the face of Medusa confronted him. + +"Cecilia!" exclaimed Gotthold, again extending his hands. + +She did not draw back, she did not stir; the rigid features were +motionless, except for the quivering of the half-parted lips, and then +the words came slowly, like the last drops of blood from a mortal +wound. + +"I do not need your sympathy, do you hear? I have given you no right to +pity me, neither you nor any one else. Why do you torture me?" + +"I shall not torture you long, Cecilia; I have told you I am going." + +"Why don't you go then? Why do you speak to me of such things? To me? +You will drive me mad, and--I won't go mad." + +"This is madness, Cecilia," cried Gotthold passionately. "If you do not +love him--and you do not, you cannot--no divine, and certainly no human +law, compels you to remain, to pine, to die in nameless misery. And he +loves you no better than you do him." + +"Did he tell you so?" + +"Is it necessary?" + +"On your honor, Gotthold, did he tell you so?" + +"No, but--" + +"And suppose he did love me, for all that, and--I loved him? How can +you dare speak to me as you have spoken? How can you dare give me the +lie by your silence, humiliate me so deeply in my own eyes! Is this +your boasted friendship?" + +Gotthold bent his head and turned away. Gretchen came to meet him. + +"Where are you going, Uncle Gotthold?" + +He raised the child in his arms, kissed her, put her on the ground, and +went on. + +"Why is Uncle Gotthold crying, mamma?" asked Gretchen, pulling her +mother's dress. "Papa can't cry, can he, mamma?" + +Cecilia made no reply; her wide tearless eyes were fixed on the spot +where Gotthold had disappeared between the beeches. + +"Forever," she murmured, "forever!" + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +When Gotthold reached the little wooden gate, which, shaded by a +half-decayed linden-tree, afforded egress through the rough hedge on +this side of the garden, he paused and glanced cautiously over the +sunny fields towards the forest. He could not have endured to meet any +one just now, perhaps be obliged to stop and answer a greeting or +question. But he saw no one; all were in the great rye-field, where +they had been toiling all day; the path to the forest was open. + +The sun shone with a fierce burning glow, and the heated air quivered +over the wheat, which was already beginning to ripen, and whose stout +stalks were unstirred by the faintest breeze; countless cicadas chirped +and buzzed noisily on both sides of the narrow path that wound through +the fields; a large flock of wild pigeons circled at no very great +height in the air, and as they wheeled with lightning-like speed, the +moving cloud glittered in the rays of the setting sun against the clear +blue sky like a shield of polished steel. + +Gotthold saw all this, because he was accustomed to live with nature, +and even felt the electricity that pervaded the atmosphere, but only as +being perfectly in harmony with the conflict that oppressed his heart. +Shame had long since dried the burning tears grief had forced from his +eyes; shame for having, by his want of self-control, produced this +scene, in which, after eight long days of torture, he had finally +played the undignified part of the third person, only to learn that she +still loved this man, and her unhappiness consisted in the knowledge +that she was not as much beloved by him as she desired to be. "On your +honor, Gotthold, did he tell you so?" In what a despairing tone she had +uttered the words! How the dread of hearing a "yes" had disfigured her +beautiful face! "Is this your boasted friendship?" Yes, his friendship, +with which he had been troublesome to her years before, with which he +was troublesome now, only that he could no longer hide himself behind +its mask as in those days, only that he no longer had the poor +consolation of being able to slip away unnoticed and unperceived, as he +had done that night. + +He had lain here on the edge of the forest, under the great beech-tree, +in the darkness of the night, and plucked up the moss, and cursed +himself and the whole world because, by the pale light of the moon, he +had seen two happy lovers. Now the sun glared broadly upon his couch of +pain, as if it wished to show him how childish his grief had been, and +that he should have reserved his despair for this hour. She had been +happy! Gotthold tried to laugh, but the sound that came from his +tortured breast was a cry, a dull moaning cry like that of a wounded +animal. Even so had he wailed when he tottered along this very path +through the sultry woods that night, and the trees danced around him in +the dim moonlight like mocking spectres. Now they stood in brazen +sun-steeped ranks, and seemed to say: What do we care for your +self-created anguish, you fool! + +And what do I care for your misery! said the sea, which, now as he +emerged from the forest upon the bluff, stretched before him in a +blackish-blue expanse, as if petrified in its unapproachable majesty. +He had seen it under this aspect once before, one afternoon when he had +been wandering along the rocky cliffs of Anacapri, and it had given him +the subject for one of his best paintings; but now he only bestowed a +passing thought upon it, as the memory of the cool forest shade and +murmuring fountain by which he sat a short time before, flits through +the burning brain of a sun-scorched wanderer on a dusty highway. + +Below him in the little inlet, which had been toilsomely dug in the +rocky shore, were the boats which belonged to the estate. During the +last few days he had often used the smaller one to row to various +places along the coast, and had the key of the chain by which it was +fastened to the stake in his pocket. + +Broader and broader grew the shadow which fell from the shore upon +the sea and overtook Gotthold, as with powerful strokes he began to +row across the wide bay, at whose extreme southern point stood the +beach-house, now brightly illumined by the sunlight. But the shadow did +not proceed from the shore, but a black wall of clouds which, of +perfectly uniform breadth, rose slowly in the heavens, and whose sharp +upper edge glowed and sparkled with a gloomy fire. It was a heavy +thunderstorm from the land. Well, let it come! Gotthold longed to escape +from the sultry atmosphere that brooded over his soul, and breathe +freely once more in the strife of the elements. A fiery shaft quivered +across the black wall of clouds, then a second, a third; and with +marvellous speed the dark curtain rose higher and higher, extinguishing +every gleam of light in sky and shore, and upon the sea, over which the +wind now whistled in gusts, furrowing its mirror-like surface and soon +lashing it into foaming surges. + +Waves and wind turned Gotthold's little boat aside from its course and +drove it, as if in sport, towards the sea, though now, clearly +perceiving his danger, he tried to guide it to the shore. After a few +strokes he realized that his only hope of deliverance was that the +storm might pass as quickly as it had come. + +But it seemed as if the fiends of darkness had heard his sacrilegious +words and were now determined to have their victim. The black shadow +spread farther and farther over the raging sea; only a few white sails +still gleamed in the distant horizon, and now they also disappeared in +the darkness; the waves dashed still higher, and the boat receded still +faster from the shore, where already, even to Gotthold's keen eye, the +white bluff and the dark forest that crowned it blended together in one +gray line. There was no longer any doubt that the skiff would be driven +into the open sea, unless, which might happen at any moment, some wave +upset it; nay, it seemed a miracle that this had not already occurred. + +Gotthold calmly did what he could to save himself; he carefully watched +the rise and fall of every approaching wave and kept the boat's head to +the wind, now with the right oar, now with the left, and anon making a +powerful stroke with both. If it upset, all depended upon whether it +sank immediately or floated on the surface. In the latter case his +situation was not utterly desperate; he might perhaps be able to cling +to it, and, if the wind veered, either be carried back to land, or +rescued by some passing ship; but if the boat sank, he was lost +according to all human calculation. He could not put down the oars a +moment to divest himself of his clothing, and not even so good a +swimmer as himself could hope, fully clad, to swim for many hours in +such a sea, especially as he already began to feel that his strength, +carefully as he had husbanded it, was gradually beginning to fail. + +Gradually at first, and then faster and faster. Hitherto he had +executed the most complicated movements of the oars with perfect ease, +but now they grew heavier and heavier in the stiffened hands, the +benumbed arms. His breast grew more and more oppressed, his heart beat +more and more painfully, his breathing changed to gasping, his throat +seemed choked, his temples throbbed; come what would, he must rest a +moment, take in the oars, and let the boat drift. + +The little skiff instantly began to ship water; Gotthold had expected +it. "It can't last much longer now," he said to himself, "and what does +it matter? If you could live for her, it would be worth the trouble; +but now--to whom do you die except yourself? Death cannot be so very +painful. True, she will think: 'He tried to lose his life, and he might +have spared me that.' It is very ungallant in me to drift ashore a +disfigured corpse, very ungallant and very stupid; but it is all of a +piece, and surely a man cannot pay for a folly more dearly than with +his life." + +Thoughts crowded still more confusedly upon his bewildered brain as, +utterly exhausted, he sat bending forward, staring at the oars, which +he still clenched mechanically in his stiffened fingers, and the +reeling edge of the boat, which was now sharply relieved against the +grayish-black sky, and then buried a foot deep under the foaming crest +of a breaking wave. Then he saw all this only as a background, from +which her face appeared in perfect distinctness, no longer with the +mouth quivering with pain and the cold Medusa eyes, but transfigured by +a merry roguish smile, as it had always arisen before his memory from +the precious days of youth, and as he had seen it lately for one +moment. + +Suddenly an infinite sorrow seized upon him that he must give up life +without having lived, without being loved by her; the life which, if he +was only permitted to go on loving her, was an inexpressible happiness; +the life which did not belong to him, which he owed to her, and for +which, for her sake, he would struggle till his latest breath. + +The stiffened fingers again closed firmly around the handles of the +oars; the benumbed arms moved and parried with powerful strokes the +onset of the rushing waves; the wearied eyes gazed once more over the +foaming waters for some hope of deliverance, and a joyful shout escaped +his laboring breast when, as if summoned by some spell, a sail emerged +from the watery mist with which the air was filled. The next moment it +came shooting forward, a large vessel, with her larboard side so low in +the water, that Gotthold saw the whole keel from bow to stern, and +above the high bulwark nothing was visible except the head of the +steersman, whose snow-white hair fluttered in the wind, and the upper +part of the body of a young man on the bowsprit, who held a coil of +rope in his hand. And now, like a serpent, the line fell directly +across his boat. He seized it and wound it around him. Then came a +powerful jerk; his boat, filled almost to the water's edge, reeled to +and fro, and sank under his feet; but his hands were already clinging +to the side of the larger vessel; two strong arms seized him under the +shoulders, and the next moment he fell at the feet of Cousin Boslaf, +who held out his left hand to him, while with the right he turned his +helm by a powerful effort, to save his own boat from being swamped. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +The sea was still heaving after the thunder-storm of the afternoon, but +the sun had cast a trembling light over the dark waves before it set. +The stars now gradually appeared in the blackish-blue vault of the +heavens; Gotthold raised his eyes to them, and then gazed into the +quiet countenance of the old man, by whose side he was seated upon a +bench, sheltered by the thick walls of the beach-house. Through the +window beside them gleamed the light of the lamp, which, ever since +Cousin Boslaf had lived in the beach-house, had burned there night +after night, and would now continue to burn on, even after his eyes +were closed in death. It was for this object that he had taken the +journey to Sundin--the first since he returned from Sweden, sixty-five +years ago, and probably the last he would ever make in his life. It had +cost him an effort to give up his hermit habits for days, and mingle +with mankind once more. But it must be done; he dared not ask whether +the road would be hard or easy for him. So he had sailed away, +accompanied by young Carl Peters, the son of his old friend, and for +six long days presented himself at the Herr Präsident's every morning, +and was always sent away because the Herr Präsident was too busy to see +him, as the valet said, who finally roughly forbade him to come again, +just at the moment the former left his study, and, seeing the old man, +asked him kindly who he was, and what he wanted. Then Cousin Boslaf +told the friendly gentleman that his name was Bogislaf Wenhof, and he +had been very intimate with Malte von Krissowitz, whose portrait was +hanging on the wall, and who, if he was not mistaken, was the +Präsident's great-grandfather, and then told him his desire. Malte von +Krissowitz was one of the six young men who had officiated as judges +during the contest between Bogislaf and Adolf Wenhof; the Präsident, +when a very young man, had heard the famous story from his father, who +had it from his grandfather, to whom his great-grandfather had related +it; it seemed to him like a fairy tale that the hero of that story +should be still alive, and the very old man who was sitting on the sofa +beside him. He called his wife and daughter, introduced them to the old +man, and insisted that he should stay to dinner. Everybody was most +kind and friendly, and--what was most important--the Präsident, when he +bade him farewell, gave him his word of honor that the good cause for +which he pleaded should henceforth be his own. + +"Within a few days," said Cousin Boslaf, "a beacon will be erected here +before the house, on a high foundation of stone, whose light can be +seen a mile farther than that of my lamp. Carl Peters is appointed +keeper, and will live with me in the beach-house, which for the present +will serve as a watch-house, and after my death is to become the +property of the government. So this great care is removed from my mind. +I need say no longer, when I extinguish the lamp at daybreak: Will you +be able to light it again this evening?" + +The old man was silent; the Swedish banner flapped still more loudly +upon the roof of the beach-house; the waves broke more heavily upon the +rocky strand. Gotthold's eyes wandered with deep reverence over the +figure at his side, the tall form of the silver-haired old man of +ninety, whose heart still beat so warmly in his breast for all +mankind--for the poor sailors whom he did not know, and who did not +know him, of whom he knew nothing except that they were sailing yonder +in the night, invisible even to his keen eyes, and so long as they saw +the light kept away from the dangerous coast, as their fathers and +grandfathers had taught them to do. The old man who lived only for +others, whose whole existence was nothing but love for others, from +whom he neither asked nor expected love or gratitude, had to-day risked +his own life to save him, who scarcely desired to be saved, to whom +life seemed valueless because he loved and was not beloved in return. +What would the old man say to that? Would he, in the boundlessness of +his unselfish love, even be able to understand such a selfish, +egotistical passion? + +"That was my one anxiety," Cousin Boslaf began again; "the government +has relieved me of it; I have one other which no one can remove." + +"Does it concern her--Cecilia?" asked Gotthold with a beating heart. + +"Yes," said the old man, "it does concern her, Ulrica's +great-grandchild, who looks so like her ancestress, but is probably +even more unhappy. She should never have been allowed to marry the man, +if I had had my way; but they threw my advice to the winds; they have +always done so." + +A strange, terrible change had come over the old man. His tall form was +bent as if all strength had left it; his deep voice, so firm a few +moments before, quivered and trembled, when after a short pause, which +Gotthold did not venture to interrupt, he continued: + +"They have always done so. And so they have lost their fields, one +after another, and their forests, one after another, and become tenants +where they were once masters, and gone to ruin, one after another. I +have let it pass, been forced to let it pass, and always thought: Now +matters can't be worse--but the worst was still in store for me. They +were all reckless and frivolous; but none were wicked, not one, and +after all they were men who, if need be, could live honestly by the +labor of their hands. Now, now, even the old name will die out with me; +only one poor helpless woman is left, who has exchanged her name for +that of a man who is a good-for-nothing fellow like his forefathers; +the worthless wretch will drag her down to shame with him--her shame +and mine!" + +The old man's last words were scarcely audible; for he had buried his +wrinkled face in his knotty hands. Gotthold laid his hand on his knee. + +"How can you talk so, Cousin Boslaf!" said he, "how can you accuse +yourself of a misfortune you have been unable to prevent; you, who have +always been the good genius of the house!" + +"The good genius of the house--great God!" + +The old man started up and strode hastily to the shore, where he stood +with his face turned towards the sea; his white hair fluttered in the +wind; he raised his arms towards the dark waters, and then let them +fall again, muttering unintelligible words. Gotthold still kept by his +side; had the old man become childish, or had he gone mad? + +"What is the matter, Cousin Boslaf?" he asked. + +"Cousin Boslaf!" shrieked the old man, "ay, Cousin Boslaf! He called me +so, and she too, and all the rest with them and after them, my +children, and children's children!" + +"Cousin Boslaf!" + +"Always Cousin Boslaf! Yes, it is quite right, and will be placed on my +gravestone. I have sworn that no human being should ever hear the tale, +but I can bear it no longer. One man shall learn the crime we committed +against mankind, that he may forgive us our sin in the name of mankind. +I have always loved you, and to-day I saved your life, so you shall be +the man." + +He led Gotthold back to the bench. + +"You have probably heard of the contest I had with my Cousin Adolf +about Dollan?" + +"Yes," replied Gotthold, "and have thought of it all very recently as I +came to visit you, and in the depths of my heart praised the rare +magnanimity with which you resigned the rich estate and beloved maiden +to your cousin, after you learned that he was preferred by her. Emma +von Dahlitz, Ulrica's confidante, brought you this message the evening +before the decisive day; was it not so?" + +"Yes," said Cousin Boslaf, "only the message was false, and she who +brought it lied, out of love--as she afterwards wrote me on her +death--bed a few years after, when I was in Sweden--out of love for me, +whom she hoped to win herself. The unhappy girl had also confessed this +to Ulrica, who, like me, had believed her lies, and that I had mocked +and jeered at her, and said I would rather have a Lapland woman for my +wife. Well, I had wooed no Laplander; but the unfortunate maiden had +become Adolf's wife, and so, as Adolf's wife and the mother of two +children, I found her when I returned. A third child--also a boy--was +born a year after. The two older ones died in early youth; the third +lived and remained the only child, and this boy was--my son!" + +"Poor, poor man," murmured Gotthold. + +"Ay indeed, poor man!" said old Boslaf, "for who is poorer than a man +who cannot rejoice over his own child, dares not call his before all +the world, what is his if anything in the world is. I dared not. Ulrica +was proud; she would rather have died ten deaths than taken upon +herself the shame of the violation of her marriage vow; and I was +cowardly, cowardly out of love for her and him--my poor, good, +unsuspicious Adolf, whom from childhood I had loved like a brother, who +believed in me wholly and entirely, who would have asserted against the +whole world that I was his best, most faithful friend. So a few +terrible years passed away; Ulrica, exhausted by the fearful conflict +between duty and love she dared not acknowledge, died; holding her cold +hands, I was forced to swear that I would keep the secret. So I have +been and still remain Cousin Boslaf to my child and grandchildren. They +have given me a little higher place in their affections than an old +servant whom people will not dismiss, tiresome as he often is; they +have also let me talk when they were in a good humor; and if a child +was born, old Cousin Boslaf was allowed to sit at the lower end of the +table at the christening festival, or when one of them was borne to the +churchyard in Rammin he was suffered to ride in the last coach, if +there was a vacant seat. I have borne it all: bitternesses without +number or measure; I have believed that by humility, by love towards +others, I might atone for the crime I had committed against my own +flesh and blood; but the curse has not been removed from me: 'I have +never yet seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging their +bread.' I have been no righteous man; my seed will be forced to beg +their bread; I have grown so old only that I might live to see it." + +"Never, never!" exclaimed Gotthold starting up; "never!" + +"What will you do?" said the old man, "lend him money! What becomes of +the water you take in your hand? What becomes of the money loaned to a +gambler? I brought him one evening the savings of sixty years; it was +no inconsiderable sum, the farm-rent of my few fields and meadows at +interest and compound interest; the next morning he had not a shilling +of it left. You told me just now that you were a rich man, perhaps +you can give him more. He will take as much as he can get, and the +moment he can obtain no more, show you the door and forbid you his +house, as he did me. He knew very well I would not accuse him, that I +could not; I had not required a written proof that I had given my +great-granddaughter what I had." + +"And Cecilia?" + +"She is the true child of her ancestors; too proud to do anything but +shed secret tears over the misery which has come upon her. I know those +tears of old; they give the eyes which shed them at night upon lonely +pillows, the fixed sad expression with which she has looked at me, +whenever I have met her since--it has not been often. Where are you +going so fast?" + +Gotthold had started up. + +"I have been here a long time already--too long." + +"Is she expecting you, Gotthold?" + +The old man had laid his hand upon his shoulder; Gotthold noticed how +steadily the keen eyes rested upon him. + +"No," he said, "I do not think she is." + +"And it is better so," replied the old man. "It is enough for one to +experience what I have done. When, shall I see you again?" + +"I intended to go away early to-morrow morning, but I will come here +from Prora." + +"That's right; my child is unhappy enough now; the sooner you go the +better it will be." + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +"The better it will be," repeated Gotthold, as he strode through the +dark forest. For whom--for me? My fate is decided. For her? What is it +to her whether I come or go? For him? If he only wanted my money and +not me, why didn't he say so long ago? I have offered it to him often +enough--perhaps not plainly enough; I could not make up my mind to +speak more distinctly; it seemed like trying to buy the husband's +permission to remain near the wife. Why has he not wanted it? Doesn't +he believe in my sincerity? Is he too proud to take it from _me_? And +yet who should give to him more willingly than I? It is the only thing +I can do for her. Perhaps that is all they need to make them perfectly +happy; perhaps his love is of the kind that only thrives in the +sunlight of prosperity, and languishes sadly in the mists of care. We +will succor this feeble love. That will bring the roses back to her +cheeks, and she will laugh happily again as she used to do in the old +days. + +I play no very brilliant part in the family drama; but when was the +rôle of third person conspicuous or grateful? Poor, poor old man! What +must he not have suffered! What must he not suffer still! But he was +not guiltless, no, not guiltless! Only falsehood is sin, not truth. The +marriage bond between Adolf Wenhof and Ulrica von Dahlitz, as it was +brought about by a lie, was and remained a lie. She loved another, and +this other came; she saw that he loved her still as he had always loved +her; in an hour of intoxication, after so many years of torture, she +became his; she was his wife before her own conscience; she ought also +to have become so in the sight of man. It was a twofold, threefold, +thousandfold lie that she did not do so, that she did not break off the +old life and suffer a new one to begin that very hour! In consequence +of this lie, she, the proud, beautiful woman, sank into an early grave! +He has vainly sought through all these endless years to atone for his +crime--the crime of having thrust truth from his threshold and +permitted falsehood to cross it! Holy genius of mankind, thou who +livest in the light of truth, save me from the greatest of all sins; +save me from falsehood! + +A dark figure came hastily across the glade near the edge of the +forest, through which the path ran. When it approached a little nearer, +Gotthold recognized old Statthalter Möller, who now raised both arms, +exclaiming: + +"Thank God, here you are! You've given us a fine fright!" + +"I? Whom? How?" + +"You, to be sure, you! And whom? All of us, up to our mistress, who is +perfectly beside herself! How? Well, that's a pretty question! When a +man rows out to sea in such a nutshell of a boat, with a horrible +thunderstorm rising, and that old blockhead of a Christian sees it, and +thinks: Well, I'm curious to see how he gets back; but isn't at all +curious, goes into the forest, and waits till the storm is over, and +then about half an hour ago sends his boy to say: the boat hasn't come +back yet, and may not some accident have happened to the gentleman? +Lord, there was a pretty piece of business then! And our mistress must +have been very much frightened, for she came running out at once, and +started us off. The mistress is not to be trifled with when she is in +earnest, kind as she is; and we all got frightened too, and some have +gone down to Ralow, thinking you might have been driven in there; and +some to Neuhof, and I was just going to the beach-house to ask the old +gentleman, who has probably come back to-day, what we should do next. +The mistress wanted to go herself, but I wouldn't let her." + +"Where is the mistress?" + +"She is probably still in the field," said Möller, pointing to the +left; "I have just left her." + +"And how long have the others been gone?" + +"As long as I have; if I hurry, I shall probably overtake them." + +Statthalter Möller struck into the forest on the right, shouting the +names of the laborers, while Gotthold hastily walked on by the path, +which in a few moments brought him to the edge of the forest, where an +old beech-tree stood alone in the open field, upon which the moon shed +a dim, fitful light through the rifts in the heavy black clouds. It was +the rye-field, which they had been reaping that day. A loaded wagon was +just starting, and men were still working around a few others, but, as +it seemed to Gotthold, rather lazily; he heard the voices of the men +raised in eager conversation, and saw that they were standing in little +groups between the sheaves, several rows of which extended along the +edge of the forest. The thought that such important work had been +interrupted or carried on less zealously on his account was unpleasant +to Gotthold, and he hurried towards the workmen. He had not perceived +Cecilia, although he could see the whole field with tolerable +distinctness; she had probably gone back to the house again. + +But as he approached the beech-tree, a white figure which had been +sitting with its face buried in its hands, and was now startled by his +hasty steps, rose from the circular bench that surrounded the huge +trunk. + +"In Heaven's name, Möller, have you returned already? Is he--" + +"It is I myself; Cecilia, dear, dearest Cecilia!" + +"Gotthold!" + +She had thrown herself into his arms; he held the pliant figure which +clung closer and closer to him in an ardent embrace; her soft lips +quivered against his in a long, tremulous, passionate kiss. + +"Is that you?" said Carl Brandow's voice suddenly, close beside them. + +It seemed as if he had sprung from the earth; doubtless the sheaves, +the last of which stood partly under the ends of the drooping boughs of +the beech-tree, had concealed his approach, but in the shadow of its +foliage probably nothing but Cecilia's light dress had been visible to +the new-comer. Yet, in Gotthold's sensitive mood, the man's loud laugh +had a horrible sound, and his clear voice a disagreeably shrill tone +never heard before, as, flourishing his riding-whip in the air, +according to his custom, he cried: "I have heard all; I always say: +Don't turn your back, something always happens which wouldn't have +occurred otherwise. I shouldn't have let you go on such a wild-goose +chase, any more than I would have commenced reaping at the end next the +barn. What will become of this stuff if it should begin to rain again, +as there is every appearance of its doing, and rain all day to-morrow? +In that case we can take it to the manure heap, instead of the barn; +nobody will come here with a wagon for a week, and it will have +sprouted long before then." + +"It isn't so bad after all, sir," said Statthalter Möller, who had just +come up with the men he had overtaken in the forest. "We haven't any +more room in the barn; we'll put up a cover here, and then it will be +all right." + +"Of course, you always know better than I!" exclaimed Brandow. + +"I wanted to begin by the barn; but Hinrich Scheel wouldn't allow it, +and said you yourself--" + +"Oh! of course I did it myself; I'm always to blame when you idiots +have done anything stupid!" + +It was not the first time that Gotthold had heard Carl Brandow scold +his workmen in this way; but never had the cause been so frivolous, and +the wrong so clearly on his own side. Gotthold had himself heard him, +as he rode away that morning, call to Hinrich Scheel that they were to +begin the reaping at the upper end of the field by the forest. Was he +drunk? Had he seen more than he wished to have known? Did he want to +wreak his jealous fury on the innocent workmen? Or was this merely the +preamble, and a test to see whether, in the explanation which must take +place immediately, he would adopt the tone of an injured, insulted man? + +Gotthold did not fear this explanation; his only dread was that it +might take place in Cecilia's presence. He wished his loved one to be +away, and moreover he felt the necessity of hearing one word from her +to assure him that all this was no confused dream, but reality; that in +the kiss which still trembled on his lips she had given herself to him, +that he might venture to act, decide for her. + +But the fear of provoking an outbreak from Brandow made him timid and +awkward; she shrank away, actuated by the same feeling; and he did not +succeed in carrying out his intention on the way home. Brandow walked +between them; he was obliged to relate his adventure, and Brandow +railed at Cousin Boslaf, who was always everywhere, from whom one +wasn't safe even when on the water, and who had undoubtedly arranged +the whole scene, including the thunder-storm and all its appurtenances, +in order to be able to save something again. Under other circumstances +Gotthold would not have allowed such sarcasms, which Brandow +accompanied with sneering laughter, to pass unanswered; but now he must +be suffered to say what he chose. Then the latter clapped him on the +shoulder, crying: "No offence, Gotthold; but I can't bear the old +sneak, and have my own reasons for it. Either a man is master of his +house, or he isn't; to have a third party, who is always interfering +everywhere, and of course always thinks he knows best, would not do, at +least not for me. As we used to say at school, 'One king, one ruler!' +You probably remember the Greek words too; I, poor devil, am glad I +happened to keep the German ones." + +They reached the house. Gotthold could not shake off Brandow, who +detained him before the door in conversation about some agricultural +matter, while Cecilia entered. Hinrich Scheel came up and complained of +the Statthalter, who had ordered even the carriage-horses to be +harnessed to the wagons. Brandow flew into a furious passion; Gotthold +murmured something about being obliged to change his clothes, and +slipped into the house. But he found no one in the sitting-room except +pretty Rieke, who was setting the tea-table, and looked roguishly at +him out of the corners of her eyes while he glanced over the newspaper +which lay on the table before the sofa. The girl went out, but came +back immediately, and pretended to be doing something in the closet; +she evidently intended to remain in the room. Gotthold now went up to +his chamber, and changed his clothes, which had been only partially +dried in the beach-house. As he performed the task, his trembling hands +almost refused to obey his bidding. Was it the fever of impatience +before the final decision, or was it actual sickness, brought on by +over-exertion during the storm? "Don't be sick now," he murmured; "now +of all times! Now, when you no longer belong to yourself, when you owe +your life, your every breath, your every drop of blood to her!" + +Brandow's voice echoed from the lower floor in loud, angry tones. Was +he talking to Cecilia? Had the rage, perhaps repressed with difficulty +till now, burst forth? Was the drama to be played before the servants? + +In the twinkling of an eye Gotthold had left his room, crossed the long +dark entry, and gone down-stairs. But fortunately his fear had been +groundless. Cecilia had sent word that she felt tired, and should not +come to supper. Then why couldn't they have set the table in his room +on the other side of the hall, where they would be undisturbed and +disturb no one? Would Rieke never have any sense? Rieke answered +pertly, as she reluctantly obeyed the command, that she wished other +people's sense was as good as hers; who was to know what to do when one +order was given one minute, and another the next! Brandow told her to +be silent. The girl laughed scornfully: Oh! of course it was very +convenient to forbid people to open their mouths, but it wouldn't do in +the long run, and if she wanted to speak she would speak, and then +other people would have to hold their tongues. + +"Leave the room," shouted Brandow furiously. + +The girl answered with a still more impudent laugh, and then left the +apartment, banging the door after her. + +"That's what one gets for being too indulgent," cried Brandow, +swallowing at a single gulp a glass of wine which he had poured out +with an unsteady hand. + +He cast a sly glance at Gotthold, who looked him steadily in the face. +What did this scene mean? What could the girl tell, if she chose to +speak? Had she claims upon her master which he was obliged to +acknowledge? Had a weapon unexpectedly fallen into his hands which +might be of use to him in this hour? An ignoble weapon indeed; but +perhaps not too much so for a conflict with a man who, while the +husband of such a wife, did not disdain the servant. + +Yet Gotthold said to himself that he would not begin the quarrel, but, +if possible, defer it until he had come to some understanding with +Cecilia about the next step to be taken. And it seemed possible; nay, +Gotthold soon became doubtful whether Brandow at most had anything more +than a vague suspicion, to which he either could not or dared not give +expression. Perhaps he wished to increase his courage by drink, for he +now drained glass after glass, and brought one bottle of old wine after +another from his sleeping-room; perhaps he wanted to give vent to his +powerless anger, in some degree at least, when he railed at Cousin +Boslaf, the old sneak who had perfectly disgusted him with life by his +perpetual interference, until he at last forbade him the house; and +then spoke once more of his miserable circumstances, as he called them, +for which, however, he was less to blame than some other people. + +"True," he exclaimed, "I have spent more on my journeys than tailors +and glove-makers do; I have lived in a manner befitting a gentleman, +but the principal cause of my disgraceful situation is my marriage. Of +course you look incredulous; you would like, as an old ally of the +Wenhofs, to contradict me; it would be useless; I know too well how all +this has come about. I will say nothing about the noble Curt--the few +college debts I was obliged to pay for him were a mere bagatelle; but +the old man, who was by no means so old as not to have a damned good +relish for the pleasant things of this world--the old man was not a +particularly desirable father-in-law. I even had to pay for the wedding +outfit, but--good heavens--at such a time a man would bring the stars +from the sky to adorn his beloved; so I wouldn't have minded advancing +the money for the few trinkets and other things, if that had been the +end of it. But unfortunately that was not the case. I gave my +father-in-law ten thousand thalers in cash during the two years he +lived, and was obliged to pay at least as much in debts after his +death. That's a pretty good bit of money, _mon cher_, when a man has no +more than enough for himself; and so my beautiful Dahlitz went to the +devil, and I was glad to be able to creep into Dollan for shelter, and +some day Dollan will go to the devil too; for a man can't keep the best +farm in the world nowadays, unless he has property of his own, and the +prudent Brothers of the Convent of St. Jurgen have kept me as short as +my father-in-law, who could never get the better of them. But what am I +thinking of, to be entertaining such a distinguished gentleman with +this rubbish! You can't help me, and if you could, a man doesn't allow +himself to be helped by his good friends--he applies to his good +enemies." + +Brandow laughed loudly, and starting up, paced hastily up and down the +room with an agitated air, and at last stopped before the closet +containing his weapons, pulled a pistol from its nail, cocked it, and +turning towards Gotthold, cried: + +"Only, unfortunately, the good friends are often the same as the good +enemies, so that one can't separate them. Don't you think so!" + +"It may happen so," said Gotthold quietly; "but you would do better to +hang up the pistol again; your hand is too unsteady for such tricks +to-night; some accident might occur." + +Gotthold was determined not to enter upon an explanation with the +half-intoxicated man this evening, under any circumstances; and equally +determined not to yield to his threats, if this was intended for one, +and permit the ransom money to be extorted, which he must pay if he +wished to leave the place without any further difficulty. + +The expression of calm decision upon the grave countenance of his guest +had not escaped Brandow; he let the half-raised weapon fall, laid it +aside, came back to the table, threw himself into his chair, and said: + +"You are right! Some accident might happen; but no one would care, and, +after all, it would only be consistent if I should put a bullet through +my brain. You are a lucky fellow. You have been obliged to work from +your early youth, and so have learned a great deal; now a great +fortune, more than you can use, comes to you without the least trouble. +I have never worked, have learned nothing, and I lose a property +without which I am nothing, less than nothing: the jest of all who have +known me, a scarecrow to the gay birds I have hitherto equalled or +excelled, and who now leave the poor plucked crow to his fate. Death +and the devil!" + +He dashed his glass down upon the table so violently that it broke. + +"Oh, pshaw! the matter is not worth getting into a passion about. +Everything must have an end, and however they may jeer at me, nobody +can say I have not enjoyed life. I have drunk the best wine, ridden the +fastest horses, and kissed the prettiest women. You are a connoisseur +too, Gotthold; you have done just the same in your quiet way, of +course. Yes, you were always a sly-boots, and I had a cursed respect +for your cunning, even in our school-days. Well, no offence; I am not +very stupid, and clever people, like you and me, always get along +together; it's only dunces who quarrel--dunces, silly boys, as we were +then. Do you remember? Tierce, quart, quart, tierce! Ha! ha! ha! That +wouldn't suit us now. Touch glasses, old boy, and drink! Drink to good +fellowship!" + +And he held out his brimming glass. + +"My glass is empty," said Gotthold; "and so is the bottle. Let us go to +bed; we have drunk more than enough." + +He left the room before Brandow, who was staring at him with eyeballs +starting from his head, could reply. + +As the door closed behind him, Brandow made a spring like that of a +wild beast after its prey, and then paused in the middle of the room, +showing his white teeth, and shaking his clenched fists at the door. + +"Cursed scoundrel! I'll have your blood, drop by drop; but first I'll +have your money!" + +His uplifted arms fell; he tottered to the table, and sat there +supporting his burning head in his hands, gnawing his lips with his +sharp teeth till the blood sprang through the skin, mentally heaping +crime upon crime, but none would lead him to his goal. Suddenly he +started up and a hoarse laugh burst forth. So it should be! She, she +herself must ask him, and that was the way to force her to do so! +Vengeance, full vengeance, and no danger, except that the servant might +chatter! She had already threatened to do so several times, and to-day +had been more impudent than ever; but all must be accomplished +to-morrow, and to-night was available for many things. + +That night--he did not know how late it was, for he had lain there +fully dressed, with throbbing temples, awake, and yet as if in some +wild dream, falling from the heights of more than earthly bliss into +the depths of helpless anxiety and dread--that very night Gotthold +heard above the rustling of the foliage before his window, and the +plashing of the rain against the panes, a sound which made him start +from his bed, and, holding his breath, listen intently. The noise was +like a scream, a woman's scream, and could only have come from the +chamber below him, where Cecilia slept alone with her child. He reached +the window at a single bound. The wind and rain beat into his face, but +above the wind and rain he distinctly heard Brandow's voice, now louder +and now lower, as a man speaks who is carried away by passion, and then +violently forces himself to be calm. At intervals he thought he +distinguished her voice; but perhaps it was only his fancy, excited to +madness, which filled the pauses in which he did not hear the voice of +the man he hated. A conjugal scene in the chamber of the wife, who +cannot, must not lock her door; who must hear the wild words of the +furious drunken husband, and has nothing to oppose to his fury save her +tears! + +"And she bears it, must bear it! Must wring her hands helplessly! This +is bitterer than death!" 'murmured Gotthold. "Why didn't I speak? All +might now have been decided! Is not keeping silence when one ought to +speak also a lie, a cruel, horrible lie, and must falsehood be spoken +by the good as well as the bad? To-morrow, if to-morrow were only here, +if such a night can have a morrow." + +He threw himself on his bed, moaning and sobbing, and buried his head +in the pillows, then started up again. Was not that a step moving +slowly and cautiously over the floor? Was any one coming to him with a +murderous weapon? Thank God! + +Gotthold sprang to the door and tore it open. Everything was +silent--silent and dark. The stairs from below led directly up the +middle of the entry, between the two gables; the cautious step he had +heard was not on his side, and had undoubtedly gone towards the other, +where, opposite to his room, were two smaller chambers, one of which, +on the left, stood empty, and the other was occupied by pretty Rieke; +for a faint light, which was quickly extinguished, now gleamed through +a crack in the door of the right-hand room, and through the deep +stillness came a laugh, instantly hushed, as if a hand had been +suddenly placed over the laughing lips. + +Gotthold shut the door; he wished to see and hear no more. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +A gray dreary morning followed the dark rainy night. Endless masses +of vapor, now and then piled into thick clouds, rolled in from the +sea,--masses so deep that they almost covered the lofty tops of the +poplars, which now bent before the rude wind over the drenched straw +roofs of the barns, and then rebounded defiantly, shaking their +branches indignantly. + +Gotthold stood at the window of the sitting room, gazing gloomily at +the dreary scene. He had slept an hour towards morning, almost against +his will; but anxiety for what might be coming weighed upon his soul +more heavily than physical exhaustion upon his body. Terrible as the +night had been, stars of hope ever and anon had sparkled cheeringly +through the darkness; now it seemed as if this dreary day had only +dawned to say: This solitary, hideous drifting is life, reality; what +have I to do with your dreams? As he came down the staircase, he had +seen almost with an emotion of horror that preparations for the +reception of guests were being made in the large hall looking out upon +the garden, which was generally unused; the clattering of pots and +pans, and the loud voices of maid-servants came from the kitchen at the +end of the long hall; and a groom was just pushing from the stable the +carriage which was to bring the guests from Prora. Everything was going +on as usual, as if to-day would be like yesterday, and to-morrow like +to day; as if nothing could happen which would make the old world young +again as it was on the first day that dawned on Paradise. And yet, and +yet, it surely was no dream; it had certainly happened. It could not +blow away like formless mist! It must assume some shape, emerge from +the chaos, perhaps be worked out by a hot conflict; it was all the +same! Only it could not be lost! + +But this dreary inactive waiting was terrible! She must know that he +had been standing here half an hour already, waiting for her, for one +word from her lips, even one look, to say to him: I am yours, as you +are mine; trust me as I trust you. Why did she not come? The moment was +more favorable than any which might occur again all day. Brandow had +just crossed the courtyard to the stables, as he did every morning; the +breakfast was on the table; they had always spent half an hour together +at this time undisturbed--and to-day, to-day she must needs leave him +alone! + +A boundless impatience took possession of him; he paced up and down the +room, glancing every moment towards the door through which that other +had come and gone last night, and which was closed upon him, listening +with straining ears that he might distinguish some sound, but heard +nothing except the sleepy buzzing of a fly; even the house clock in the +tall old-fashioned wooden case did not tick to-day; the hands had +stopped during the night. + +He pressed his hands to his beating temples; it seemed as if he should +go mad if this torture did not cease, and then a thought occurred to +him more terrible than all the rest. Was she afraid of him? Did shame +withhold her from appearing before the eyes of him against whose heart +her own had throbbed yesterday, whose kiss she had received and +answered? No, no, a thousand times no! Whatever kept her from him, it +was not that, not that! It was a crime against her proud nature even to +think it! She might die, but not live to be dishonorable. Perhaps she +was ill, very ill, helpless, alone--ah! that was Gretchen's voice: +"Mamma, I want to go with you; I want to go with you to Uncle Gotthold. +I want to bid Uncle Gotthold 'good morning!'" and then low soothing +tones, then the door opened and she entered. + +Gotthold rushed toward her, but only a few steps. She had raised both +hands with a gesture of the most imploring entreaty, and the most +imploring entreaty looked forth from the large tearful eyes, and pure +pale face. So she approached, so she stood before him, and then almost +inaudible words fell from her quivering lips. + +"Will you forgive me, Gotthold!" + +He could not answer; gesture, expression, words--all told him that his +haunting fear had become reality; that in one way or another all was +lost. + +A fierce anguish overpowered him, and then anger arose in his heart; he +laughed aloud! + +"So this is all the courage you have!" + +Her arms fell, her lips closed, her features quivered convulsively, and +her whole frame trembled. + +"No, Gotthold, not all. But I thank you for being angry; or it might +have been impossible for me to perform my task. No, don't look at me +so; don't look at me so. Laugh as you laughed just now! What can a man +do but laugh, when a woman by whom he believes himself beloved comes +and says--" + +"You need not," cried Gotthold; "you need not; a man does not +comprehend such things, but he feels them without words." + +He turned towards the door. + +"Gotthold!" + +There was despair in the tone; the young man's hand fell from the +latch. + +"Can it be, Cecilia? I have frightened you by my vehemence; but it +shall not happen again. Only say one word--tell me you love me, and I +will bear all; everything else is a matter of indifference to me; we +must and shall see some way of escape; but you cannot let me go so, not +so, I implore you!" + +But he searched her face for some token of assent in vain. Her features +seemed set in a horrible smile. + +"No," she said, "not so: not before you have promised that you will +save my husband, whom I love and honor; from whom I cannot, will not +part." + +She uttered the words slowly, in a monotonous tone, like something +learned by rote, and now paused like a scholar who has forgotten her +lesson. + +"What does this farce mean?" said Gotthold. + +The door of the sleeping-room opened, Gretchen put her curly head in, +and then came bounding towards her mother. Cecilia clasped the child +passionately in her arms, and hastily continued, while a feverish +flush replaced her former death-like pallor: "Save him from the +bankruptcy into which he will fall, if you do not help him. The matter +concerns--concerns--" + +She released Gretchen, and pressed both hands upon her brow. + +"Mamma, mamma," screamed the little one, beginning to cry aloud, as +Gotthold supported the tottering figure to the nearest chair. + +"What is the matter with my wife?" asked Brandow. + +Gotthold had not heard him enter. At the first sound of his voice +Cecilia raised herself from his arms, and stood erect between the two +men, without support, clasping the child to her heart, pale as death, +but with an expression of sorrowful resolution; and there was a +strange, unvarying firmness in the tone of her voice, as, fixing her +eyes upon her husband, she said: + +"He knows, and will do it." + +And then turning to Gotthold: + +"You will do it for the sake of our old friendship, Gotthold, will you +not? And farewell, Gotthold; we shall not see each other again." + +She held out an icy hand to him, took Gretchen in her arms, and left +the room without looking back, while the child stretched out its little +hands over her shoulder, calling, "Bring me something pretty to-day, +uncle Gotthold. Do you hear, uncle Gotthold?" + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + +"If women only wouldn't take everything tragically," said Brandow; +"it's really a pity. First she proposed it herself, and now--but we +mustn't expect the dear creatures to be consistent." + +"And what do you require of me?" asked Gotthold. + +He had seated himself at the table, while Brandow strode restlessly up +and down the room, pretending to busy himself in doing first one thing +and then another. + +"Require! How you talk! Require! If I had had anything to require of +you I shouldn't have been silent so long; but I think my wife has told +you all, or did she--" + +"She has told me everything except the amount." + +"Except the amount? Capital! capital!--so exactly like a woman! Except +the amount! Of course there's no occasion to lay any stress upon such +secondary considerations." + +And Brandow essayed a laugh which sounded rather hoarse. + +"Short and good." + +"Short, for aught I care, and good. Well, I hope you'll take it so. I +want twenty-five thousand thalers." + +"When?" + +"That's the devil of it. Ten thousand, which I owe the trustees of the +convent for arrears of rent, are to be paid to-morrow to the convent +treasurer at Sundin; but Sellien, if he comes to-day, would take the +money back with him; of course, however, that is only a favor on his +part, and would be a convenience on mine--there's no obligation; so +to-morrow morning will be time enough for that. The rest--I mean the +fifteen thousand--is a debt of honor, which must be paid this evening, +if I don't wish to lose Brownlock and my wheat harvest, which I +pledged. Between ourselves, they really had designs only upon +Brownlock. They, that is, the two Plüggens and Redebas, who fairly +pressed me for the money, and then fixed to-day as the last limit of +time for payment, because they knew what a strait I am in about my +arrears of rent, and hoped, under any circumstances, I should be unable +to pay, and then they would have Brownlock. The sneaks, the swindlers! +Brownlock, that is worth twice as much as the whole amount--Brownlock, +a horse on which I already have fifteen thousand in my betting-book, +and which will bring me in thirty thousand as sure as my name is Carl +Brandow." + +He acted as if he had talked himself into a rage, and lashed the air +and the tops of his boots with his riding-whip, while his crafty eyes +rested steadily upon Gotthold, who still sat motionless at the table, +resting his head on his hand. + +"And I am to procure the money for you? How did you arrange that?" + +"My plan was something of this kind: my wife told me you wished to +leave us to-day; of course I am prodigiously sorry; but you have your +reasons, which I respect, although I don't know them; and you will +perhaps make use of the carriage I am just going to send to Prora for +the Selliens. I'll let Hinrich Scheel, on whom I can depend implicitly, +go with you; and Hinrich could then bring back the fifteen thousand +with which I must feed my dear guests. You need not pay the money at +all; that blameless usurer, your worthy Wollnow, might not count it +out. The ten thousand for Sellien can remain there: he can take it +himself to-morrow morning, when he will be obliged to pass through +Prora again. Just write me a line, or even tell Hinrich that the money +will be ready for him at Wollnow's on receipt of my order. Then he +could leave the acquittance here, or give it to Wollnow, from whom I +can get it whenever I have an opportunity, and the affair is settled." + +"And suppose Wollnow won't give me the money?" + +"Won't give it to you? Why, you have fifty thousand in his business." + +"Not a groschen more than ten." + +"But Semmel assured me--" + +"Semmel is mistaken." + +Brandow had paused, with his riding-whip uplifted. Was the man trying +to drive a bargain? A paltry ten thousand? Did he expect to get off +with that? + +A scornful smile flitted over his sharp face, which was unusually pale +to-day, and the riding-whip whizzed through the air. + +"Oh, pshaw, you have credit for fifty thousand. Credit is money, as +nobody knows better than I, who have lived on it so long. But do as you +choose! I don't plead for myself--I'm made of hard wood, and shall +survive the storm. I am sorry for poor Cecilia, though. She reckoned so +confidently upon your friendship; persuaded me so urgently to confide +in you." + +Gotthold had been compelled to exert all his strength in order to +control himself during this horrible scene, and not show his antagonist +how terribly he was suffering. Suddenly a mist crept over his eyes, a +roaring sound was in his ears, it seemed as if he was lying on the +ground, and Brandow, who stood over him, was just raising his arm for a +second blow. Then, with a violent effort, he shook off the faintness +that threatened to overpower him, and said, rising: + +"That is right. Cecilia shall not have reckoned upon my friendship in +vain; take care that you don't make a mistake yourself." + +Brandow had involuntarily recoiled a few paces, startled by Gotthold's +ghastly face. He tried to answer with a jest to the effect that he was +not in the habit of being mistaken where his debts were concerned; but +Gotthold cut short the sentence with a contemptuous "Enough!" and left +the room to pack his clothes. + +Fifteen minutes after, the carriage driven by Hinrich Scheel rolled +away through the misty morning across the moor, on the way to Prora. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + + +Coffee had just been served in Frau Wollnow's pleasant little balcony +room in the second story. The gentlemen had gone down-stairs to smoke a +cigar in the office, but the ladies were still sitting at the table, +from which the pretty young servant-girl was removing the dishes. The +three children, who could not become accustomed to the altered +arrangements of the household--coffee was generally served in the +sitting-room below--romped noisily around, to Frau Wollnow's great +amusement, while Alma Sellien smoothed a frown of displeasure from her +white forehead with her soft dainty hand. + +"Couldn't you send the children away now?" + +"The children!" said Frau Wollnow, casting an astonished glance from +her round brown eyes at her brown-eyed darlings. + +"I'm always a little nervous in the morning; and to-day must be doubly +cautious, as I have a country excursion in prospect." + +"Pardon me, dear Alma; I forgot you were not accustomed to the +noise. It is not always so bad; but since Stine left me day before +yesterday--dear me, I can't blame her; the good old thing wants to get +married, and to a young man who might almost be her son, so she +certainly has no time to lose. She has gone back to her parents. The +wedding will take place in a fortnight. It was hard enough for her to +leave the children--" + +"You were going to send the children away, dear!" + +The children were sent away. Alma Sellien leaned back in the corner of +the sofa exhausted, and said, closing her soft blue eyes as it half +asleep: "I am sure this will be another disappointment." + +"What, dear Alma?" asked Frau Wollnow, whose thoughts were still with +her children. + +"My husband is so terribly enthusiastic about him; he's always +enthusiastic about men I afterwards think horrible." + +"You will be mistaken this time," cried Frau Wollnow, who, engrossed in +this interesting subject, even failed to hear her youngest child crying +upon the stairs; "your husband has said too little rather than too +much. He is not only a handsome man--which, for my part, I consider of +very little consequence--tall, and of an extremely elegant, graceful +bearing, which harmonizes most admirably with the gentle, yet resolute +expression of his features, the mild, yet steady gaze of his large +deep-blue eyes, and even the soft, but sonorous tone of his voice." + +"You are surely turning poetess," said Alma. + +Ottilie Wollnow blushed to the roots of the curly bluish-black hair on +her temples. + +"I don't deny that I am very, very--" + +"Much in love with him," said Alma, completing the sentence. + +"Why yes, if you choose to say so; that is, as I love everything good +and beautiful." + +"An excellent theory, which I profess myself, only unfortunately in +practice we must always be withheld by the opposition of our husbands. +Yours did not seem to be quite so much delighted with your protégé." + +"My good Emil!" said Frau Wollnow, "we don't agree in a great many +things, and, dear me, it is certainly no wonder; he has been obliged to +work so hard all his life, that it has made him a little grave and +pedantic; but he is a thoroughly good man, and in this case you are +entirely mistaken; at heart he is even more interested in Gotthold than +I, or, if that is saying too much, quite as much so." + +"It did not seem so." + +"But it was only seeming. He is afraid of compromising his dignity if +he talks as he really feels. I have found that all people who have had +a sorrowful youth are so. Even the heart, so to speak, needs to have +had its dancing lessons, and when it has had none, when it has always +been compelled to beat under the pressure of straitened, gloomy +surroundings, as in my poor Emil's case, people never overcome it all +their lives. But what I was going to say is, that this time there is a +special reason for it. My good Emil certainly never told even me--dear, +kind man, as if I would have taken it amiss--that thirty or thirty-five +years ago he was once very deeply in love with Gotthold's mother, when +they lived in the same house in Stettin--it is a long and very romantic +story." + +"Oh! oh!" said Alma, "who would ever have given your husband credit for +that?" + +"Why," cried Ottilie, "you are entirely mistaken in Emil; his nature +has a freshness, a power, a youthful fire--" + +"How happy you are!" said Alma with a faint sigh. + +"I hope you are no less so; but I wanted to explain why Emil always +becomes so quiet when the conversation turns upon Gotthold. That is the +reason of it, and then he has taken it into his head that this visit to +the Brandows must turn out unlucky for him--Gotthold. You know Gotthold +used to be in love with Cecilia; nay, between ourselves, I am sure he +loves her still. But now, tell me yourself: can you see any great +misfortune in that?" + +"Not at all; I only think it rather improbable; you know I have never +been able to share your enthusiasm about Cecilia, and don't see why all +the men are to be in love with her. Her husband evidently isn't; at +least I know a lady to whom he devotes himself whenever he meets her, +in a way that proves his heart is not very strongly engaged in any +other quarter." + +"If he has one. Forgive me, dear Alma, you are a prudent woman, and I +am sure you love your husband; but Brandow is really an extremely +dangerous man. Possessed of the most attractive manners, when he +chooses to adopt them; always lively and humorous, even witty, yet +sensible when the occasion requires him to be so; and moreover bold, +fearless, an acknowledged master of all chivalrous arts--and such +things always impose upon us women--in a word, a dangerous man. Good +Heavens, would it have been possible, under any other circumstances, to +understand how the aristocratic, poetic Cecilia could have fallen in +love with him! But what does all this avail without true love, and I do +not believe Carl Brandow is capable of the feeling. Now let a man such +as I have described Gotthold to be, enter the home of such a couple,--a +man, moreover, who has scarcely conquered a boyish love for the +wife,--indeed, if one reflects upon it, one can hardly blame my +husband: such passionate natures, and in the loneliness of country +life,--it really seems as if scales had fallen from my eyes. And +Gotthold has not written a word all this week! Still waters run deep, +but may not deep waters perhaps be still? And I have actually been the +cause of it by my unlucky mania for pictures!" + +"I think I can set your mind at rest, so far as that goes," said Alma. +"I have found that men always have some reason for doing what they +wish; if it isn't one thing, it's another. And then this evening, or +to-morrow morning at latest, if we spend the night at Dollan, I can +bring you the very latest and most exact news about all these +interesting complications. I only fear they will prove less interesting +than you expect." + +"Lucky Alma!" said Ottilie sighing; "how much I should like to go with +you. But my husband would never allow it." + +"'Allow' is a word a husband should never be permitted to use to his +wife," said Alma, as she slipped her wedding-ring up and down her +slender finger. + +The conversation between the two ladies was interrupted by Assessor +Sellien, who hastily entered the room. + +"Why," said his wife, "have you come back already? Is the carriage +here? I haven't put on my travelling-dress yet." + +"The carriage is not here," said the Assessor as he seated himself +between the two ladies, and raised his wife's hand, which hung loosely +over the back of the sofa, to his lips; "I only came to ask whether you +would not prefer to stay here." + +"Stay here!" said Alma, hastily starting from her lounging attitude in +the sofa corner. "What has got into your head, Hugo?" + +"You have one of your headaches, dear child, and a very bad one; I +noticed it some time ago." + +"You are entirely mistaken, dear Hugo; I feel unusually well this +morning." + +"And this terrible weather," said the Assessor, looking thoughtfully +through the open door that led to the balcony; "there, it is raining +again; I don't understand how ladies can expose themselves so." + +He rose and shut the door. + +"Brandow will send a close carriage in any case," said Alma. + +"So much the worse," cried the Assessor. "You could not endure an hour +in a close carriage, poor child. And then those terrible roads--I know +them! To cross Dollan moor after it has rained all night--it's actually +dangerous." + +"I will not expose you to the danger all alone," said Alma smiling. + +"That is very different, dear child. Men must follow wherever duty +calls." + +"And the prospect of a good dinner--" + +"In a word, dear Alma, you would do me a favor if you would stay here." + +"I have not the least inclination to do you this favor, dear Hugo, and +now what else is there, if I may ask?" + +The Assessor had risen and walked up and down the room. + +"Well, then," he said pausing, "you know how unwilling I am to deny you +anything; but this time I really cannot allow you to go." + +Alma looked at her husband in astonishment; Ottilie, who could no +longer control herself, burst into a merry laugh, exclaiming: + +"'Allow' is a word a husband should never be permitted to use to his +wife." + +"Perhaps the word is not exactly suitable," said the Assessor; "but it +does not alter the fact. And the fact is, that your husband has just +given me certain information, which makes Alma's accompanying me this +time appear not only undesirable, but even impossible. And your +husband, my dear lady, is entirely of my opinion." + +"But Emil's solicitude carries him entirely too far," cried Frau +Wollnow angrily; "poor Cecilia has not deserved this. That is attacking +a woman's reputation, not only unnecessarily, but without the slightest +reason. If people are so excessively strict, they will be obliged to +give up all society." + +"I don't understand you, dear madam," said the Assessor, "at least I do +not know what connection Frau Brandow's reputation could have with this +very disagreeable affair." + +"Then I don't understand you," replied Ottilie. + +"It will be best," answered Sellien, "in order to avoid further +misunderstandings, to tell the ladies plainly what the point in +question really is. True, Herr Wollnow charged me to be cautious; but +the flattering obstinacy with which my wife rejects my timid attempts +to induce her to stay here, compels me to withdraw from my diplomatic +position. Herr Wollnow has just informed me that my confident +expectation that Brandow would have the ten thousand thalers ready, +which I was to receive from him to-day, is all an illusion. To be sure, +Brandow wrote me about a fortnight ago, and made no secret of his +embarrassments; but he's such a clever fellow, and has always helped +himself out of his scrapes when the pinch came; at any rate, he made no +answer to my encouraging letter, and as I said before, I supposed he +would not let me come for nothing, but on the contrary have everything +ready. Now, however, I hear from your husband that matters are very +different, in fact quite desperate. Brandow's credit is entirely +exhausted. Herr Wollnow says that nobody could be found on the whole +island who would lend him a thaler, since the two Plüggens and Redebas, +who have kept his head above water so long, declared yesterday in +Wollnow's counting-room that their patience was exhausted, and he would +not get another shilling from them. Instead of that, they were to get +something from him, that is, they were to receive a very large sum +within a few days. They mentioned fifteen thousand thalers; but Herr +Wollnow thinks there was probably a little exaggeration about it. But +even if this was the whole amount of Brandow's indebtedness--which is +undoubtedly not the case--he is still a lost man. The convent +confidently expects that Brandow will pay his two years' rent +to-morrow. If he does not, it will certainly make use of its right, and +proceed to expel him from Dollan, and then Brandow will be as +thoroughly and completely ruined as a man can be." + +"Poor Cecilia! Poor, poor Cecilia!" cried Frau Wollnow, bursting into +tears. + +"I am sorry for her," said the Assessor, playing with his long nails. +"But what can be done?" + +"Emil must help them!" exclaimed Frau Wollnow, removing her +handkerchief from her face a moment. + +"He will beware of that, as he said just now; it is pouring water into +the Danaïdes seive." + +"But you, dear Herr Sellien, you are his friend; you cannot see your +friend go to ruin." + +The Assessor shrugged his shoulders. "Friend! Dear me, whom don't we +call by that name? And my relations with Brandow are very superficial, +mere business connections, if you choose to call them so; are they not, +my dear wife?" + +"Certainly, certainly," murmured Alma. + +"And I should be giving up this very business relation if I allowed +Alma to accompany me, when the situation was so critical. In the +presence of ladies it is very difficult not to touch the chords of +tender feeling, and it seems to me extremely desirable to avoid the +possibility of doing so. Are you not of my opinion, dear Alma?" + +"It is a very disagreeable affair," said Alma. + +"Is it not? And why should you expose yourself to it unnecessarily? I +knew my wise little wife would yield the point at last." + +And the Assessor tenderly kissed Alma's hand. + +"But in that case it seems to me you must stay here too, my dear Herr +Assessor," said Frau Wollnow. + +"I? Why? On the contrary, it is only prudent for me to appear as +natural as possible. I know nothing; I suspect nothing. Of course I +shall be extremely sorry when Brandow takes me aside and tells me he +can't pay; but I'll wager the dinner will be none the worse for that, +and taste none the worse to me. His red wine and champagne were always +superb." + +Frau Wollnow rose and went out upon the balcony. She must breathe the +fresh air, even at the risk of having her new silk morning-dress +spoiled by the rain, which was now falling quite heavily from the gray +sky. "Poor, poor Cecilia!" she repeated sighing, "and there is no one +who can and will save you." + +She remembered that she had brought her husband a dowry of fifty +thousand thalers, but she could not touch them without Emil's +permission, and Emil would not allow it. Should she try to move him by +throwing herself prostrate at his feet? She could almost have laughed +outright at the extravagant idea, especially when she imagined the +astonished expression her husband's face would wear; but the tears +again sprang to her eyes and mingled with the rain-drops that beat upon +her burning face. Suddenly the husband and wife within were roused from +their low-toned, eager conversation by a loud exclamation from the +balcony. "Gotthold, good heavens, Gotthold!" + +"Where, where?" cried the Assessor and his wife with one voice, as they +hurried out upon the balcony. + +"There he comes," said Ottilie, pointing towards the square, across +which a man with a broad-brimmed hat, pulled low over his eyes, was +walking directly towards the house. + +"He isn't so tall as Brandow," said Alma, who was critically inspecting +the new-comer through an opera-glass. + +"What can he want?" asked her husband. + +"We shall soon know," said Frau Wollnow, as with a vague feeling of +anxiety she pressed her two companions back into the room. + +But Gotthold had only asked for Herr Wollnow, the maid-servant informed +them, and she had been ordered to show him into Herr Wollnow's +counting-room. The interview, whatever its purport might be, lasted +much longer than was at all agreeable to the impatient waiters, and +after an hour, during which the Assessor had rather increased than +lessened the ladies' impatience by a detailed account of his adventures +with Gotthold in Sicily, Herr Wollnow appeared alone. They were +astonished, amazed, and scarcely satisfied when Wollnow said that +Gotthold had only gone to the Fürstenhof to change his clothes, and +would come back if his business gave him time. They wanted to know what +business could be so pressing that Gotthold had selected Sunday morning +for its transaction. + +"The ladies must ask that of himself," said Herr Wollnow; "he has not +taken me into his confidence. All I know is, that he is going to drive +back to Dollan with our friends here, return to-night or to-morrow +morning in the same excellent company, from which he anticipates a +great deal of pleasure, and then continue his journey without further +delay. It seems that the point in question concerns the hasty purchase +of a few gifts, with which he wants to surprise his host and hostess at +Dollan at parting; at least he wanted me to give him a sum of money +which is rather large for mere travelling expenses, but I can say no +more." + +And Herr Wollnow, apparently with the utmost unconcern, hummed an air +from "Figaro" as he left the room to avoid further questioning. + +"I don't think it at all polite for him not to present himself a +moment, at least," said Alma; "I've a great mind to punish him for it +by not appearing at breakfast." + +"Oh! pray don't," said the Assessor. + +Ottilie Wollnow made no answer. She knew her husband too well to have +the gloomy expression of his eyes and the cloud on his brow escape her +notice, in spite of his apparent unconcern. Besides, she had a +foreboding that Gotthold's interview with her husband had not been +quite so innocent as it seemed, that there was something disagreeable, +perhaps some misfortune impending, and above all, she was convinced +that the Selliens were getting into a passion in vain, and Gotthold +would not appear at breakfast. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + + +The little company at Dollan had already been wandering for half an +hour up and down the rain-soaked paths in the garden, between the +dripping hedges, waiting for the arrival of Assessor Sellien and +dinner. + +"You're a pretty fellow," cried Hans Redebas, who was walking with Otto +von Plüggen, as Brandow with Gustav von Plüggen and Pastor Semmel met +him on the same spot for the third time: "first you invite us to meet +some one who vanishes in the dew and mist; then it occurs to your +lovely wife, on whose account we all come here, to have a headache and +not appear; and finally, we're kept waiting for the Assessor, and +wandering around your old wet garden like horses in a tread-mill! I'll +give you ten minutes, and if we don't sit down to the table by that +time I'll have my horses harnessed, and we'll dine in Dahlitz, and not +badly either. What do you say to that, Pastor?" + +And Herr Redebas laughed and clapped the Pastor, who had come with him +in his carriage, rudely on the shoulder. Brandow laughed too, and said +they must have patience; it was not his fault that the Assessor had not +arrived, and things had gone contrary that day; the dinner had been +ready a long time. + +"Then in the name of three devils, let's go to the table, or I shall +faint away," cried Herr Redebas. + +It was by no means probable that this man, with the frame and strength +of a giant, would be overcome by such a sudden attack of weakness; but +Brandow had every reason not to increase the ill-humor of his guests. +Already, to shorten the time before dinner, they had played a game of +cards, in which the Pastor took no share except by his intense +interest, and lost a few hundred thalers. To be sure, the amount was +very little in comparison to the sum he owed his visitors; but they had +been irritated by the loss, and took the less care to conceal their +annoyance as Brandow still uttered no word in allusion to the business +for whose settlement they had really assembled. Undoubtedly he was +unable to pay. To be sure, they had expected it, nay, in point of fact, +the whole transaction which Hans Redebas and the two Plüggens had +jointly undertaken was based upon this supposition; but now each was +not sorry to consider himself in the light of a man of honor, whose +confidence had been most shamefully betrayed. + +Herr Redebas, especially, was in a very irritable mood. The conditions +to which, at the conclusion of the mutual bargain, he had agreed, +pleased him less and less every moment. Why had he not required the +whole sum to be paid, or else claimed for his share the second stake +Brandow had offered in addition to Brownlock, his wheat-harvest? The +wheat, as he had just convinced himself, was an exceptionably, +unexpectedly fine crop; it would have brought in a very large profit; +while the horse, after all, was a doubtful bargain. Since the committee +had included a large tract of marsh land in the course laid out for the +race between the gentlemen riders, the chances in favor of Brownlock, +which was universally considered too heavy a horse, were very +considerably lessened. And, moreover, what had such a sedate, man as +Hans Redebas to do with such things, which, after all, were only fit +for the nobility? It would be better for the two Plüggens to see what +they could make of the horse! It was their trade; they understood it, +and so in God's name let them take the beast for their ten thousand, +and leave him the wheat crop! But this time, in spite of the proverbial +want of harmony that prevailed between them, the two brothers made +common cause. The bargain had been settled, and every one must rest +satisfied with it; if Hans Redebas fancied he was the only one who +could see into a thing, he'd find himself greatly mistaken. Therefore, +as Herr Redebas could not vent his anger upon his two companions, he +thought himself entitled to treat Brandow with all the more rudeness +and want of consideration. Even before dinner he had shown this +disposition to an extravagant degree, and the wine, of which he drank +immense quantities at the table, in spite of its many other excellent +qualities, did not possess that of improving the giant's temper. + +At any other time it would have been an easy matter for Brandow to +parry his antagonist's coarse jests and turn the laugh against him; +nay, he was usually considered among his associates to be a man whom +one could not offend, with impunity; but to-day his dreaded powers of +sarcasm, as well as his often tested courage, seemed to have deserted +him. He did not hear what could not have been inaudible, did not +understand what no one could fail to comprehend, laughed when he would +usually have started up in fury, and with pale trembling lips tried as +well as he could to give the conversation a jesting turn, for which +purpose he grasped at more and more questionable expedients, and at +last related anecdotes, which even to the long-suffering Pastor, seemed +altogether too scandalous. + +In spite of the noise and laughter, in spite of the row of empty +bottles which grew longer and longer under the side-board, it was a +dreary, uncomfortable meal, and to no one more so than to the master of +the house. Brandow knew from long experience that he could require his +nerves to bear a great deal, but it now seemed as if he should not be +able to accomplish what he had undertaken to-day. While laughing +heartily over a story he had just related, his fingers fairly trembled +with the longing he felt to snatch the champagne bottle from the cooler +and shatter it upon Redebas' huge black head. He was aware that his +strength was almost exhausted; he should break down if Hinrich Scheel +did not return soon and release him from this horrible torture of +uncertainty. And then it seemed as if this torment was nothing to the +other, the torment of the certainty that his wife loved that man, and +despised him too much even to hate him, and that he fully deserved her +scorn. Again and again--with the speed of lightning--in the few seconds +it required to raise a glass of wine to his lips and swallow the +contents--he lived over the scene of the night before in her +sleeping-room, when he stood before her with clenched fists, and not a +muscle in her pale face quivered until he struck her to the heart with +the fatal blow which he had cruelly withheld so long. To her heart! Her +heart! It had been a master-stroke! A thrust which crushed the proud +haughty woman like a stag overtaken by a bullet, rendered her his weak, +obedient tool, and made him master of the situation. An enviable +situation, to sit here and endure Redebas' coarse taunts, laugh at his +own silly wit, look at the stupid faces of the two Plüggens, be cordial +to the canting Parson, be forced to see that no one's glass was empty, +and amid all the noisy tumult listen continually for the rolling of the +carriage which would bring Hinrich, and with Hinrich the money for +which he had done what he had done, suffered what he had suffered, and +without which he was a ruined man. At last, at last! There was the +clatter of horses' hoofs, and the rattle of a carriage, which stopped +before the house. No one had heard it except himself! So much the +better, he could speak to Hinrich undisturbed! + +He left his guests under the pretext that he wanted to get another +brand of champagne, and hurried across the hall to the open door, +before which the carriage was still standing, and he perceived the +Assessor engaged in conversation with Hinrich Scheel, when he suddenly +heard his own name called from his room, the door of which also stood +open, and turning at the sound, saw the man he hated standing before +him. A thrill of mingled rage and alarm shot through his frame like a +two-edged sword. What brought this man back? How could he dare to +return? To say that he had no money, would not pay. + +"We have a few moments to ourselves," said Gotthold, bolting the door +behind Brandow; "the Assessor is still outside; he knows nothing; no +one knows anything except, of course, Wollnow, without whom I could not +procure the money you wanted. Even now I have been unable to get it as +you wished, and therefore was obliged to come here again. You wanted +fifteen thousand thalers in cash. Wollnow, who is obliged to make very +large payments for the purchase of grain this morning, could give me +only ten thousand; the remainder I bring you in these drafts of five +thousand thalers each, accepted by Wollnow, and payable at sight +to-morrow, in Sundin, by Philip Nathanson, the wealthiest banker there. +These drafts, in consequence of Wollnow's credit with your friends in +the neighborhood, are as good as ready money. I think you will be able +to settle your affairs with them yourself; but in any case I am here to +come to your assistance with my personal credit, though I confidently +believe that it will not be needed." + +Gotthold laid a large sealed packet on the table, and drew from his +pocket-book the three drafts, which he handed Brandow, and the latter +glanced over with a practised eye to convince himself that these papers +were really as good as ready money. + +A sensation of wonderful relief overpowered the half-intoxicated man. +Freedom from the agony of expectation, the certainty of deliverance +from his desperate situation, and, moreover, the prospect of soon +coming out as winner of the Sundin races, and gainer of an immense sum +of money by the aid of his now restored Brownlock--all this overwhelmed +him like a delirium of joy, and he felt a sort of longing to clasp in +his arms the man who had aided in procuring all this, as his preserver +and only true friend; and at the same moment he said to himself that it +was impossible that this man, dreamer and enthusiast though he was, +would entrust to him a sum, which in itself was a little fortune, +unless the worst that his jealous fancy had imagined had already +happened--and the expression of the staring eyes he now fixed upon +Gotthold seemed to say: "I could crush you like a serpent which has +crossed my path!" + +"I do not think you will ever be in a situation to return this money," +said Gotthold; "perhaps it will not be disagreeable to you to hear that +from this time I renounce all expectation of repayment, and therefore a +receipt, which would really remain only a bit of paper." + +He left the room; Brandow burst into a hoarse laugh. + +"That, too," he muttered, "as if another proof were needed! But you +shall pay for it, both of you, so dearly, that this in comparison will +be only a drop of water on a hot stone." + +The Assessor looked in through the door, which Gotthold had left half +open. He had heard from the latter that Brandow was here, and hastened +to take advantage of the favorable opportunity to greet his friend +alone, and express his regret that Gotthold's business had detained +them so long in Prora, that he was unable to bring his wife, who was +suffering from a severe headache, to Dollan. Brandow declared it to be +a proof of the sympathy between two beautiful natures that his wife was +also attacked by the same sickness to-day; and the sarcastic, even +sneering tone in which he said it, caused the Assessor to secretly +congratulate himself upon his caution in coming to this falling house +alone. His astonishment was all the greater when Brandow continued with +the most perfect composure:-- + +"And as we are now alone, my dear Sellien, we will take advantage of +the opportunity to settle our little business matter. Here are the ten +thousand thalers due. I have them from Wollnow. The package is just as +I received it, stamped with his seal. If you wish to take the, I +presume superfluous, but perhaps necessary trouble, of counting them, +don't have the least hesitation about it. When you have finished, +follow me. I'll make out a receipt, which you will please sign and put +in this drawer." + +The Assessor was so astonished that he really hardly knew what to +answer; at any rate he was determined to subject the contents of the +package to a rigid scrutiny, in spite of Wollnow's seals. Brandow +hastily dashed off a receipt, and then left the room with a sarcastic: +"Don't make any mistakes, my dear Assessor!" + +He had discharged this business hastily in order to be able to speak to +his confidant. Hinrich Scheel was still waiting before the door with +the carriage; but he had very little to tell, and didn't know why the +departure from Prora had been so long delayed. He thought there had +been some trouble about the money, and they were obliged to wait for +Loitz, who had gone out to drive. The Assessor's wife was not sick; on +the contrary, she was standing on the balcony beside Frau Wollnow, +kissing her hand to the gentlemen as they drove away. Neither did he +know what the gentlemen were talking about on the road; they had +jabbered in some foreign language most of the time. So he drove into +every hole on the way--and there were plenty to-day after the rain--and +made the ride so uncomfortable for the Herr Assessor that he finally +swore aloud in good German, and declared he would not go over that road +again to-day if he was paid a ton of gold. Then the other answered: "In +that case he must go back alone, for he wouldn't stay all night at +Dollan under any circumstances." + +"It's a bad road at night," said Brandow. + +"Especially when it's as dark as it will be this evening," answered +Hinrich Scheel. + +The eyes of the master and servant met and were instantly averted +again. + +"There are many things which might make an accident befall a person who +was positively determined to go over it at night," said Brandow slowly. + +"Unless the driver was very careful," added Hinrich Scheel. + +Again their eyes met. No doubt Hinrich had understood him--this time as +usual, no doubt this time as usual, Hinrich knew what he wanted. +Brandow drew a long breath. He would fain have seen whether Hinrich +would not have said another, a final word; but the latter had turned +towards his horses. A loud tumult of voices, shouting at each other in +tones of the most violent rage, echoed from the dining-room, and at the +same moment Rieke came running out. The pretty maid-servant's round +cheeks were deeply flushed, her gray eyes sparkled, and her luxuriant +fair hair was not so smooth as it had been at the commencement of the +dinner. + +"What is the matter?" asked Brandow. + +"They've been quarreling for the last fifteen minutes. I think they +will soon come to blows," said Rieke, showing her white teeth in a +merry laugh. + +"We will speak of it again," Brandow called to Hinrich, who was just +driving the carriage away, and then drew Rieke into the dark hall. + +"He has come back again," said he; "see where he goes, and as soon as +you notice anything, tell me." + +"I don't want to be everlastingly running after those two," said Rieke +sulkily. + +"Oh, of course you like it much better to have the gentlemen yonder +pinch your cheeks and hug you." + +"Why not?" said the girl. + +"You know what I promised last night," whispered Brandow, now throwing +his own arm around her slender waist, and putting his lips to her ear. + +"Promising is one thing, and keeping your word is another," said Rieke, +but without making any very strenuous effort to release herself. + +The noise in the dining-room grew louder. + +"There, you will be a good child," said Brandow; "and now off with you; +I must see what those fellows are doing." + +Hans Redebas had thought he would take advantage of their host's +momentary absence to again urge upon the two brothers his proposal that +they should give up Brandow's wheat-crop to him for his share, and in +exchange take entire possession of Brownlock; and as a witness of the +honesty of his intentions, quoted the Pastor, with whom he had +repeatedly talked the matter over on the way to Dollan. The Pastor, who +wished to make himself agreeable to his patron in every way, had +endeavored to depict the advantages the arrangement would have for all +concerned, but in his drunkenness laid on the colors so vividly that +the two brothers were startled, and recalled a partial concession which +they had already made. Upon this Hans Redebas called the Pastor a +stupid dunce, who was always meddling with everything, though he knew +nothing at all, except a little theological trash, and therefore ought +to keep his mouth shut everywhere except in his pulpit. Then the +reverend gentleman had started up exclaiming that "dunce" was a word +which, as an old graduate of Halle, he would not endure from any one, +even his patron, upon which Herr Redebas burst into a roar of laughter, +which roused the drunken man to actual fury. + +Meantime the two Plüggens had also commenced a violent dispute. Gustav +had whispered to his brother that he should like to accept the offer, +if Redebas would add two thousand thalers to it; Otto, as the elder, +warned the younger brother against entering into any bargain with +Redebas, who had more sense in his little finger than he in his whole +body. Gustav considered himself insulted by this doubt of his +shrewdness, and muttered something about the "straw" which might be +found in the other's head, an allusion to the well-known nickname of +the elder brother, which of course produced a response in which "hay" +was given a prominent place. So all four shouted at each other, to the +great amazement of the groom, Fritz, who listened with open mouth till +he suddenly felt some one touch him on the shoulder, and looking up saw +his master's face. + +"Be off, and don't come in here again till I call you." + +The lad left the room; Brandow again surveyed the brawlers at the table +with hasty glances. "This is just the right moment," he muttered +through his clenched teeth. + +He approached the table, but instead of sitting down, remained standing +with his arms resting on the back of his chair, and said, rejoicing in +the sight of the confused faces of the four men, who had suddenly +become silent: "Pardon me for interrupting your interesting +conversation, gentlemen, especially with a mere business matter, but it +must be settled. Hinrich Scheel has just returned from Prora--with the +Assessor and another gentleman whose name shall be kept secret for the +present. I had requested Wollnow to send me fifteen thousand thalers in +cash from my balance in his hands. He begged me to allow him to send +drafts to the same amount instead. Drafts, gentlemen, given by the +house of Louis Loitz & Co., in Prora, accepted by Wollnow himself, and +payable by Philip Nathanson in Sundin. Perhaps the gentlemen will be +kind enough to hand me in exchange for these drafts--of five thousand +thalers each--the three notes you lately received from me, in case you +happen to have them with you." + +Bowing ironically, Brandow held out the three drafts which he had +arranged in his hand in the shape of a fan. + +The confederates looked at each other suspiciously. The matter was not +perfectly regular; the notes were payable in cash; they were not +obliged to take drafts; but they had just been quarrelling too much +among themselves to be capable of forming a united resolution at once, +and at heart each was glad that the other was cheated out of the prey +he had deemed secure. + +"Well, gentlemen," exclaimed Brandow, "I hope none of you will take +exception to the manner of my payment. It would be an insult to the +worthy Wollnow, to whose complaisance we have all at times been +indebted. Or would you like to have the Assessor, who may come in at +any moment, be a witness of the way in which the Herren von Plüggen and +Herr Hans Redebas are in the habit of treating an old friend who has +become involved in a little embarrassment?" + +In fact the Assessor's voice was now heard in the hall. + +"Hand it over," said Hans Redebas. + +"I'll raise no objections," said Otto von Plüggen. + +"I'm no spoil-sport," said Gustav. + +The drafts were put into the pocket-books of the three gentlemen, in +exchange for the notes, which Brandow, with a sarcastic smile, crushed +like pieces of waste paper, and thrust into his pocket just as the +Assessor entered. + +His appearance afforded Brandow a welcome pretext for breaking up the +dinner-party, which had already in his opinion lasted too long. It had +stopped raining; would they not prefer to drink their coffee in the +cool garden, instead of that close room? He expected to find Gotthold +in the garden, and was not mistaken. They met him walking up and down +in one of the most out-of-the-way paths. He said nothing when Brandow +spoke of his return as a surprise he had prepared for his guests, and +apologized for his non-appearance on plea of a violent headache, which +often attacked him suddenly, and he had hoped to shake off before +presenting himself to the company. The two Plüggens were delighted to +see their old school-fellow, whom they had always cordially hated, and +Herr Redebas esteemed it an honor to make the acquaintance of such a +famous man, although it was very evident that he had not the least idea +in what particular branch of human activity Gotthold had won his +renown. The Pastor, upon whom he was accustomed to depend at such +times, unfortunately could give him no information, because he had just +thrust his arm into the Assessor's, whom he met that day for the first +time, and was assuring him of his eternal friendship. The Assessor +laughed and was good-natured enough to laugh again, when Hans Redebas, +to display his much-admired strength, raised the pair in his arms and +carried them around the open space, thereby inciting Otto von Plüggen +to take out his silk pocket-handkerchief, and holding it by the two +corners, jump over it forward and backward, while Gustav, in laudable +emulation of his ingenious brother, balanced a garden chair on his +lower teeth. + +"Now I should like to show you my trick," cried Brandow, "and therefore +will beg you to follow me a few steps." + +He went forward and opened a little door in the hedge, which led +directly into the open space where he trained his racers. It was a +tolerably large piece of ground, selected with great discrimination, +and prepared with much skill for the purpose for which it was intended. +There were wide and narrow ditches, low and high fences, broad +stretches of smooth, closely-shaven turf to permit the horse to display +his full speed, and heavy fallow ground for a hunting gallop. Brandow +had inclosed three sides of this space, the fourth of which was +occupied by the stables, with a board fence the height of a man, and +kept it jealously secluded from every one. Now he rejoiced in the +glances of envious admiration the three landed proprietors cast around +them. But he had a still greater annoyance in store. As the little +party moved towards the stables, Hinrich Scheel came forward to meet +them, leading Brownlock. The beautiful animal champed his bit +impatiently, rubbed his delicate head against the shoulder of his +groom, and then once more gazed at the by-standers with his large black +eyes, as if to ask each who would have courage to cope with him. + +"Well, gentlemen," cried Brandow, "you had a great desire to ride +Brownlock; there he is. I'll bet ten louis-d'or to one, that none of +you can even mount him." + +"I shouldn't like to break the beast's back," muttered Hans Redebas. + +Otto Plüggen had sprained his foot in leaping, but Gustav thought he +could easily win the ten louis-d'or. + +Gustav von Plüggen was universally acknowledged to be a good rider, and +had gained the prize more than once in the Sundin races. He did not +doubt for an instant that he should win the bet, but nevertheless +thought it advisable to go to work with all possible caution. So he +walked around the horse to render it familiar with the sight of him, +patted the slender neck, scratched its smooth forehead, and then, still +talking to the animal, gently took the reins and told Hinrich Sheel to +stand aside. But the moment he touched the stirrup with his foot, +Brownlock sprang aside so violently, that Gustav was glad even to +retain his hold upon the bridle. Again and again he made the attempt, +always with the same want of success. + +"I could have told you so before," cried Herr Redebas. + +"You're making a fool of yourself again unnecessarily," snarled his +brother. + +Gotthold had noticed that Hinrich Scheel always stood directly before +the horse with his squinting eyes fixed steadily upon it, and whenever +Gustav tried to mount, made an almost imperceptible motion with his +head, upon which the animal, whose black eyes were fixed intently upon +its trainer, either sprang aside or reared. + +"I think you would do better if you told Hinrich Scheel to go away from +the horse, Herr von Plüggen," said he. + +"Oh! Gustav will give it up," cried Brandow hastily; "I only made the +bet in jest; the fact is, that Hinrich Scheel has trained Brownlock not +to allow any one to mount except himself or me; and I could not get +into the saddle against Hinrich's will. This was the very trick I +wanted to show you." + +Every one, with the exception of Gotthold, took the whole thing as a +joke, until Brandow proved the contrary before their own eyes. +Brownlock would not allow him to mount, until Hinrich Scheel gave the +sign. Now came the second part of the exhibition Brandow had in store +for his guests. He rode Brownlock over the whole course, taking the +most difficult obstacles with an ease which displayed in the clearest +light his perfect horsemanship, as well as the almost wonderful +strength and endurance of the noble animal, and filled the hearts of +his three rivals with the bitterest envy. + +"It's a shame for a fellow like that to have such a horse," said Gustav +Plüggen, who had joined Gotthold, while the rest of the party went to +visit the stables; "a downright shame. That is: he certainly rides +splendidly--for a plebeian, I mean; but a plebeian never ought to be +allowed to keep race-horses. I talked about it enough in the committee, +when we were arranging the races at Sundin eight years ago; but I +couldn't get my way. Now we have the consequences. For the last four +years Brandow has taken all the best prizes; it's enough to drive one +mad. The fellow would have been ruined long ago if it hadn't been for +the races, the races--and his wife." + +"His wife?" asked Gotthold. + +"Why, of course. We wouldn't have lent him another penny long ago; but +for the sake of his wife, who is really a lovely woman; we can't let +him go to ruin entirely. Of course he knows that better than any one +else, and so she is always obliged to be of the party when any new +credit is to be obtained. A week ago to-day, when we were in +Plüggenhof, Otto paid his attentions to her at the table in the +wildest way--in the presence of his own wife, née Baroness von +Grieben-Keffen--and half an hour after dinner Brandow had his five +thousand thalers in his pocket. It was a piece of madness on Otto's +part; we had agreed that we would not give more than five thousand +together. It would have proved a capital thing for us, but that +damned Jew has spoiled it again. The devil knows why he helped him. +And the Assessor told me he had been paid too. Twenty-five thousand +thalers at one slap! I don't understand it at all--and that's saying +something, for I generally know all his tricks and turns. The Pastor +thinks you, and nobody else, have given him the money; and in return +Brandow will overlook it if you and his wife--there, you needn't fly +into a rage. Parson's gossip, that's all. You would take care of +yourself--twenty-five thousand--ridiculous! But he has it--that's a +fact, as they say in England--ever been in England? I was there--eight +years ago when we were arranging about the Sundin races--famous +country! horses, women, sheep--famous!-what was I going to say? He has +the twenty-five thousand, and Dollan's safe for five years, the +Assessor says; and now Brownlock too! Damn! that is a horse! On my +honor, I haven't seen his equal even in England. What action! What a +hock! And how he went over everything! Magnificent! But too heavy! too +heavy, 'pon honor--he won't cross the piece of marsh-land we have now +taken into the race-course. They say Prince Prora declared it wasn't +fair! It's all very well for him to talk, he has no interest in the +racing! Won't you come in with us? I hear there is to be a little +card-party made up." + +"I have never gambled, and--my headache is coming on again." + +"Strange, I've no more idea what a headache is than if I had no +head--you artists probably get it from the oil paints; they smell +abominably." + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + + +The young nobleman followed the others, who had already entered the +house and gone into Brandow's room on the right of the hall, where the +gaming-table, as Gotthold had noticed through the window, was already +prepared. + +"Why, Herr Weber, are you going to stay out here?" asked Rieke, who had +been standing in the hall, and now approached him. + +Her gray eyes rested upon him with a very friendly expression, and the +thought passed through his mind that it probably depended only upon +himself to win the goodwill of this avaricious creature, and even now +he might make up for his neglect, nay must do so if he wished to +accomplish the object for which he had returned to Dollan. He had given +her a very handsome present when he took his departure that morning; +perhaps he only needed to go on as he had begun. + +"We didn't expect to see you again so soon," added the girl; "and you +went away so suddenly: you left a great many things behind; a beautiful +red silk handkerchief--shall I get it for you?" + +She was now standing close beside him, and as if by accident, touched +his arm. + +"I think it would be very becoming to you," said Gotthold. + +"Do you? I should think you would know a great deal about what was +becoming to me. You never had eyes for anybody except--some one else." + +"Where is your mistress to-day? Why doesn't she appear?" asked +Gotthold, and then as he fancied he saw a cloud pass over the girl's +face, added: "I would give a great deal to know." + +"How much?" said the girl, with a roguish laugh. + +"Rieke, where are you?" cried Brandow's voice from the dining-room. + +"We want some more glasses. Where is the girl?" and he banged the door +angrily behind him. + +"He didn't see us," whispered Rieke. "I must go in now, but I'll come +back again directly." + +She glided away; Gotthold stood still a few moments, undecided whether +to make an attempt to see Cecilia on his own account or not. There was +no question that the girl could be of use to him if she chose; but +would she choose? She seemed really frightened when Brandow called; but +he had not relied much upon the fickle favor of the frivolous lass, and +perhaps the whole thing was a preconcerted plot between Brandow and the +girl in order to make sure of him, entangle him the more firmly in the +net. No, it was better, trusting only to his own skill, to take +advantage of the opportunity. + +And the opportunity was more favorable, than any which might offer +again. A second stolen glance through the window into the already +lighted room showed him that the party were busily engaged in their +game--faro apparently--and Brandow had the bank--so he could not leave +now. Rieke was standing at the back of the tolerably large room with a +waiter full of glasses, which the Pastor was filling from a large +bowl--so she too was employed for the present. The hall was perfectly +still; the table in the dining-room still stood just as the guests had +left it--the solitary candle at which they had lighted their cigars +flickered in the strong draught, as if ready to go out. This room was +also unoccupied; so he succeeded in reaching the dusky garden unseen. + +Although the sun had scarcely set, it was almost dark. The clouds, +which had dispersed a little during the afternoon, were once more piled +in huge dark masses, which a high wind blowing in irregular gusts, +drove to and fro as if in wild sport. The tops of the old trees swayed +hither and thither; and the tall hedges rustled and hissed like a +thousand sharp tongues. + +So it seemed to Gotthold. Again and again he paused, gasping for +breath; he was so entirely unaccustomed to do anything by stealth. And +yet it must be; he could not part from her forever in this way. + +The end of the house, in the lower part of which was her chamber, and +above it the room he had occupied, looked out upon a smaller garden, +which was separated from the courtyard by a wall, shut in on the +opposite side by a barn, and divided from the larger garden at the back +of the house by a very thick, high hedge. It had originally been a +fruit and vegetable garden, and a few huge old apple and pear trees +still stood in different parts of it; but had afterwards been converted +into a play-ground for the children of the house, for whose sake the +asparagus and cucumber beds had been transformed into a grass plot, and +a narrow door cut through the thick wall of the nursery. + +Gotthold had repeatedly seen Cecilia, who always retired early in the +evening, in this garden with the child, or--at a later hour--alone. His +hope was to find her here, or at any rate to make known his presence, +of which she had probably not been informed, and--he did not know what +would, must happen then; he only said to himself that things could not, +should not remain as they were. + +The place, so far as it could be seen from the door, was empty, but a +light appeared at first one and then another window. Cautiously as he +closed the door, he could not prevent its creaking loudly on its rusty +hinges; at the same moment a watch-dog with which Gretchen often played +sprang towards the intruder with a loud bark, but was silent again as +soon as it recognized Gotthold. He accepted the animal's caresses as a +good omen, and walked cautiously on towards the light, which now +streamed steadily from one window, that of the child's sleeping-room, +which adjoined Cecilia's. Gotthold, with a beating heart, approached it +and saw her. + +She had apparently just put the little girl's playthings away, and then +sank into a chair beside the table, supporting her forehead upon her +left hand, the image of grief. The rays of the light standing behind +her clearly revealed the exquisite shape of the head, the delicate +outlines of the slender neck, the soft curves of the shoulders and +bust, while the deep shadow seemed to increase the expression of sorrow +upon the pure features. Gotthold's heart overflowed with love and pity. +"Cecilia, dearest Cecilia!" he murmured. + +She could not have heard the words; but at that moment she raised her +head, and, glancing towards the window, perceived the dark figure +before it. Starting from her chair with a low exclamation of joy, she +extended her arms, then waved him back with both hands, crying in tones +of agony: + +"No, no, for God's sake!" + +Gotthold had neither seen Cecilia's repellent gesture, nor heard her +words. He had hastily entered by the door, which was only latched, and +was now kneeling at her feet, clasping her hands, and covering them +with passionate kisses. + +All that had moved his heart and filled it to bursting during these +last few days, so overflowing with the joy and anguish of love, all the +nameless agony he had suffered from the night before until now, gushed +from his lips in a torrent of wild, passionate words; and, however she +might struggle against it, she felt herself carried away and borne +along by the tide, until, springing up and clasping her in his arms, he +cried: "So come, Cecilia! you must not remain another moment in this +house, must not stay under the same roof with this scoundrel, who +allows himself to be paid with paltry money for the shame of knowing +that his wife is beloved by another, and loves him in return. I went +away without you this morning--it all came upon me so suddenly, was so +incomprehensible; I thought I must obey your command, although I did +not understand you, although you acted from compassion for the man whom +you had once loved, nay, out of a remnant of affection for him. Now I +understand you better, now I know, once for all, that you love me, now +I have found--we have found each other again; now no one, nothing shall +part us! Cecilia! you do not answer me?" + +She had gazed at him with eyes that expressed the most painful +astonishment. Now she seized the light and led the way into her +chamber, at the back of which stood her bed, and close before it the +tiny couch of her child. + +The little one lay with her eyes not quite closed, her lips half +parted, and her round cheeks flushed with the childish slumber which +follows waking hours, as the hues of twilight follow the setting sun. +Cecilia did not point to the child; but her glance and the expression +of her features said as plainly as words, "This is my answer." + +Gotthold's eyes fell; in the selfishness of passion he had scarcely +thought of the child at all, and certainly never as an obstacle. He did +not understand it even now. "Your child will be mine," he faltered. +"You shall never be parted from the child; I will never separate you +from her." + +She had placed the light on the floor, that it might not shine in +Gretchen's eyes, and then knelt beside the little bed, pressing her +forehead against the edge, and waving her hand for him to go. Gotthold +stood beside the kneeling form with the despair of a man who feels that +his cause is lost, and yet cannot and will not give it up. Suddenly the +dog, which had followed them, began to growl, and then broke into a low +bark as he put his nose to the threshold of the door which opened into +the sitting-room; Gotthold thought he heard a rustling there, and +walked towards it; Cecilia threw herself before him. Her countenance +and gestures expressed the most deadly terror; she motioned towards the +nursery, through which they had come, and as Gotthold did not instantly +obey, hurried into the room herself. Gotthold mechanically followed. + +"Go, go, for God's sake!" exclaimed Cecilia. + +They were the first words that had escaped her lips. + +"I will not fly again!" + +"You must! or all has been in vain! The torture, the conflict, the +shame--all, all." + +"Cecilia," cried Gotthold, fairly beside himself, "I should be unworthy +the name of a man, if I left you so again. I want light; I want to know +what I am doing, why I am doing it?" + +"I dare say no more; you must understand me; I thought you would have +done so from the first, or I should not have had the courage; I should +be the most miserable creature on earth if you did not understand me +even now. But you will, or I could not love you. And now, by your love +for me, Gotthold, you must not remain here an instant longer. Farewell, +and farewell forever!" + +It seemed as if a struggle had taken place between the two in the +dimly-lighted room; he had held her and she had clung to him as if +forever; then she desperately released herself from his hold, and +pushed him from her, as if his presence must bring death and +destruction. Then he once more held the dear form in his arms, clasped +it to his heart, felt her hot, quivering lips pressed to his, and then +stood outside in the garden, with the rain beating into his face, the +swaying tree-tops above him rustling and whispering, and the tall +hedges beside him hissing and muttering, as if with thousands and +thousands of tongues: "Fool, silly fool, simpleton, to let yourself be +cheated, once, twice, as often as she--or he chooses--how do I know?" + +He burst into a loud laugh, and as he did so there was a burning +sensation in his breast which grew hotter and hotter; he would have +given much if he could have wept. But that he could not, would not do. +After all, nothing was yet decided; nothing was yet lost, although his +soul was as dark as the black night that covered the earth around him. +No star pierced the rack of dense driving clouds; scarcely the faintest +ray of light was visible in the west. And yet--this dull gleam came +from the sun, which had set and would rise again to-morrow; it was a +pledge that the gloomy night would not last forever. And on his lips +still lingered a memory of her breath, the fervor of her kisses. No! +no! There could be no eternal separation! This torture could not last +forever! + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + + +Pretty Rieke had been detained in the dining-room longer than she +liked, the Pastor had performed his office of cup-bearer with an +unsteady hand, and moreover thought it necessary to accompany the +performance with long-winded, incoherent speeches; but the gentlemen at +the gaming-table had drunk the faster, and impatiently demanded more, +until at last Rieke, tired of the continual running to and fro which +seemed to have no end, resolutely carried the side-board with the bowl +upon it to the gaming-table, and thus rendered it possible for the +willing Pastor to present the glasses he filled himself. Then, after +leaning over Hans Redebas' chair and watching the game a few minutes, +she glided hastily out of the room. + +She wanted to continue her conversation with Gotthold. The handsome, +quiet man had always pleased her, and she had played the rôle of spy, +which Brandow had assigned her, less from love for her master than +jealousy of her mistress, to whom she grudged the attentions of the +stately stranger. The generous present he had bestowed upon her that +morning had in some degree touched, and even puzzled her, and the +cordiality he had just shown had completely disarmed her. Of course he +had only come back for her mistress' sake, but to her fickle heart it +was no enigma how one object can be kept in view without losing sight +of another. She would even help him, if he was very, very friendly to +her; and after all, it was certainly better for her if the stranger +finally ran away with her mistress. + +But she did not find him at the door, where she had left him. Besides, +the door was not a suitable place to continue the interesting +conversation, and the hall was equally undesirable. Perhaps he was in +the dining-room. He was not there; the trees in the garden, into which +she cast a glance, were tossing quite too rudely. Where could he have +gone? Where, except to his own room, to look after the things he had +left there! She must help him; he could not find anything in the dark. + +The pretty servant-girl drew a long breath, and then in the twinkling +of an eye glided noiselessly up the stairs and across the hall to the +gable room Gotthold had occupied during his stay. Here she paused, +pressing her hands to her burning cheeks and heaving breast, and then +after a low knock, to which she expected no reply, slowly opened the +door, as if with timid reluctance. Her cheeks had burned, her heart had +throbbed in vain-the room was empty. She went to the window, and +instantly drew back again. There, close beneath her, in the children's +playground, was the man she sought, cautiously approaching the window +from which a faint, varying light fell upon the tree-trunks; and then +he disappeared--where, except through the nursery to her? She had not +given the two hypocrites credit for that; they knew how to help +themselves, to be sure! It was too shameless! Then the promise he had +made her several times, but which she had not really believed, that he +would make her his wife if the other was once out of the way, might +come true. At any rate, he should know it; they deserved nothing +better. + +"What does this mean?" cried Hans Redebas, as Brandow, with a hasty +apology, rose from the table just as the cards had been cut. + +"I'll come back directly," answered Brandow. + +"That we should have expected," shouted Redebas. "Pastor, another +glass!" Brandow left the table unwillingly; he had been winning +considerable sums, and his gambler's superstition warned him that he +ought, not to turn his back upon the game; but Rieke had beckoned to +him over Hans Redebas' shock of black hair-something particularly +important must have happened. + +He followed the girl into the hall, and from thence into the +sitting-room on the left, where she told him by signs to step lightly, +until they reached the narrow door that opened into Cecilia's +sleeping-room. A faint ray of light gleamed through the crack over the +threshold. The girl crouched down and put her ear to the door. Brandow +stood bending over her, also listening. They could distinctly hear some +one speaking, but neither who it was, nor what was said. But what did +it matter? To whom could she speak here, except to him? What could they +say except what they dared not suffer others to hear? And now the light +grew brighter--they had entered the sleeping-room. Brandow trembled +from head to foot with jealous fury. Should he rush in and strangle the +pair, expose them to open shame? But Gotthold was no longer the feeble +boy of former days; the result of a conflict with him, man to man, was +at least doubtful, and he had certainly already received his pay. The +disgrace would cling to him, and--it was too late! The barking of the +dog, which made him and his accomplice fly from the door, must have +warned them too; he would find the nest empty. Be it so; he had heard +enough. + +"Well?" said Rieke, when they had glided back through the sitting-room +and were again standing in the hall. + +"Go in, and say I will come directly," replied Brandow. + +The tone in which he spoke predicted some evil; Rieke was almost sorry +for what she had done. "He isn't like you," she said soothingly, with +the most perfect sincerity. + +Brandow laughed scornfully. "Go in," he repeated, stamping his foot. + +The girl obeyed; Brandow went to the open door and gazed across the +dark court-yard towards the stables. The rain beat into his face, and +with it came the sickly odor of native tobacco. On the left, directly +under him, before the stone bench glowed a red spot, and a harsh voice +asked: + +"Well, what about harnessing the horses?" + +It was the man for whom he had just been looking, upon whom he had +depended for the execution of the plan of vengeance brooding darkly in +his soul, nay the man, as he now imagined, who had implanted its first +germ. So it was to be. + +"He won't want to go away now, if it were only on account of the bad +weather." + +"The others must go too." + +"They have stayed here often enough." + +"Send them away." + +Brandow reflected a moment. "If I win a few hundred more, they will go +of their own accord," he murmured. "But you must give him a thorough +soaking, Hinrich--a thorough one, mind." + +"Where there is no bottom," said Hinrich. + +The words quivered through Brandow's soul like a flash of lightning +across a midnight sky. That was the very thing. + +"And I'll give you whatever you ask!" he said, in a hoarse tone, +bending down into the cloud of smoke that rose from Hinrich's pipe. + +"No pay, no work,--and that trick with Brownlock a little while ago +cost me five louis-d'or. I should like half down now." + +"Here it is," said Brandow, feeling in his pocket, and giving him as +much of the gold he had just won as he could grasp. + +"You have always been a good master to me," said Hinrich, rubbing the +gold pieces together in his horny palm. + +"And will be a still better one in future." + +"The gentlemen will go away if you don't come in at once," said Rieke, +hurrying out. She had left the door of the room open, and Hans Redebas' +gruff bass voice was heard shouting: "Brandow! Brandow!" amid shrill +laughter, and a hoarse tone repeating: "We won't go home! We won't go +home!" + +"I'll get rid of you," muttered Brandow. "You will stay here, Hinrich." + +"I'll wait, sir." + +Brandow went back into the gaming-room. + +"You are taking an undue advantage of the freedom the accidental +absence of ladies bestows," said Brandow, with cutting contempt, as his +guests received him with upraised glasses and a halloo, to which Gustav +von Plüggen added a loud hip, hip, hurrah! + +"Accidental?" cried Hans Redebas; "not at all accidental; you are +driving a good business to-day." + +"And where is your wife?" said Otto von Plüggen. + +"I demand an explanation of this," cried Brandow; "I will not permit--" + +He paused suddenly. Turning angrily towards Otto von Plüggen, he saw +Gotthold, who must have entered the room directly behind him, and had +unquestionably heard all. It was impossible to discuss this subject in +his presence. So, with a violent effort, he forced back the furious +hate that surged up in his heart at the sight of his face, and cried: + +"So there you are at last! Where in the world have you hidden yourself? +Thank God, you have come to put an end to this horrible gambling." + +"Ho! ho!" exclaimed Hans Redebas, "horrible gambling! Is that the way +the wind blows? I believe you! He has won six hundred or more already. +Does that taste badly?" + +"I owe no man any revenge, however," cried Brandow, with a gesture of +exaggerated violence. + +"But, Brandow," expostulated the Assessor, "you mustn't weigh every +word; Redebas had no intention of offending you. He only wanted to +continue the game, and, to speak frankly, I don't see what we could do +better." + +"Well, Herr Assessor, if you think what you have also won--" + +"The few thalers!" said the Assessor, not without some little +embarrassment. + +"I can certainly make no objection," continued Brandow. "I only thought +that this little consideration was due our friend Gotthold, who does +not play, and of whom we have seen so little, or rather I should say, +ourselves. He doesn't lose a great deal in dispensing with our society, +but we do in losing his." + +"Pray don't disturb yourselves on my account," said Gotthold. + +"Well, then, in the devil's name, go on," cried Hans Redebas, seizing +the cards. "I'll keep the bank for once, I can probably find a few +little savings still." + +And with his left hand he drew from the thick pocketbook lying before +him a pile of bank-notes which he crushed together in a heap. "There +now, play in regular order, Brandow and the rest of you, I beg." + +"I am sorry, but what can I do? I hope you will excuse me," Brandow +whispered to Gotthold, as he resumed his place at the table. Gotthold +drew back, and could do nothing but accept the invitation of the +Pastor, who was sitting in one corner of the great leather-covered +sofa, and as Gotthold took his place beside him, leaned a little +forward, not without difficulty, and began to talk with a faltering +tongue. + +"Yes, yes, my beloved friend, a sinful world, a wicked, sinful world, +but we must not be too harsh, not too harsh, for Heaven's sake! You +work all the week, or at least order your servants to work for you; but +they must not do it on Sunday, on pain of a heavy punishment. Just +before the beginning of this harvest, we sent out a paper written in +the strongest terms. What were they doing with the long hours? Idleness +is the beginning of all crimes: gambling, drinking--Rieke, a glass--two +glasses--don't you drink? Do very wrong--brewed myself--from a receipt +of my honored employer, Count Zernikow. I brewed more than three +hundred bowls during my career as tutor--could do it at last with my +eyes shut--with my eyes shut--eyes shut." + +He had only stammered the last words, his heavy head fell forward, and +the lower part of his face disappeared amid the folds of his crumpled +white cravat. He sank helplessly back into his corner. + +The vacant face filled Gotthold with angry contempt. + +The man had realized the promise of the boy; intoxication had torn away +the mask of hypocrisy, and there was the stupid, dissolute face of the +Halle student, whom Gotthold so well remembered. It could not be +otherwise. But that this pitiful creature should be his father's +successor, this blinking owl sit in the eyrie of the eagle, whose fiery +eyes had always sought the sun; this coarse buffoon be permitted to +tinkle his bells in the very place where the preacher, with glowing +eloquence, had summoned his hearers to repentance and atonement, seemed +to him a personal insult. And yet this man was in his proper place; the +flock was worthy of the shepherd; everything here was of a piece--like +a picture drawn by some master hand, in the boldest outlines and most +glaring colors: the drunken Pastor nodding in the sofa corner, the +excited, wine-flushed faces of the gamblers, the voluptuous figure of +the maid-servant passing to and fro and handing the fiery beverage to +the revellers, exchanging a sly smile or hasty word with one, +coquettishly pushing away the hand of another, who tried to pass his +arm around her waist--the true goddess of this temple of sin!--and the +whole enveloped in the circling wreaths of gray smoke which ascended +from the constantly burning pipes, and floated in dusky red rings +around the dim wicks of the candles; only that it was no picture, but +the coarsest, rudest, most commonplace reality. And alas, the outrage +that she should be compelled to live under this roof, that the wild +riot should re-echo even in her quiet room--not for the first or last +time!-that these were the men who frequented the house--these +empty-headed, silly young noblemen, this rough upstart, with his coarse +hands and coarser jests. And when this company of fauns and satyrs +departed, to have for her only consoler solitude--solitude which stared +at her with cold, hard, piercing serpent eyes. There they were, those +very eyes; they had just glanced over the cards with a quick stealthy +look! Those eyes, and hers--soft, gentle, tender! + +Gotthold no longer saw the gamblers. He beheld her sitting in the +lonely nursery beside her child's playthings; a touching figure, still +so girlish in its soft, delicate outlines. He saw the sad face suffused +with a roseate flush of joy, saw it disfigured with pain and terror-he +lived over in imagination the whole scene, which already seemed like a +dream; and dreamed on of a future which must surely come, a future full +of sunlight, love, and poetry. + +He could not have told how long he had been sitting absorbed in +thought, when a loud noise at the gaming-table suddenly startled him. +Something unusual seemed to have happened; Hans Redebas and Brandow +alone retained their seats, the others were bending over the table with +eager faces; even Rieke was gazing so intently that she forgot to push +away the Assessor's arm, which had been thrown around her waist. + +"Do you take it again?" cried Redebas. + +"Yes." + +"Another thousand? That will make it five!" + +"Devil take it, yes!" + +A breathless silence followed, in which Gotthold heard nothing but the +noise of the cards Redebas dealt, and then another outcry and tumult, +such as had previously roused him from his revery, only this time it +was so loud that even the drunken Pastor staggered out of his corner. +Gotthold approached the table. His first glance rested upon Brandow's +face, which was deadly pale; but his thin lips were firmly compressed, +and a disagreeable smile even sparkled in his stern, cold eyes, as he +now cried, turning to the new-comer: + +"They have plucked me finely, Gotthold; but night never lasts forever." + +"But this," cried Redebas throwing the cards on the table, and making a +memorandum in his pocket-book, "I decline!" + +"What does that mean?" asked Brandow. + +"That I will play no more," answered Redebas with a loud laugh, closing +his pocket-book and rising heavily. + +"I always thought the loser could break up the game, not the winner." + +"If the winner is not sure of his point--oh! yes." + +"I demand an explanation!" cried Brandow, pushing the table aside. + +"Why, Brandow, do be reasonable!" exclaimed Otto and Gustav von +Plüggen, in the same breath. + +"Are you in partnership again?" answered Brandow with a sneering laugh, +and then stepped before Redebas: "I demand an explanation at once!" + +The giant had drawn back a step: "Oho," he cried; "if that's what you +want, come on!" + +"My dear Brandow," said the Assessor soothingly, putting himself +between them. + +"I know what I am doing, Herr Assessor," answered Brandow, pushing him +aside. + +"And I know too," cried Redebas, throwing up the window, and shouting +across the quiet court-yard in a voice like the roar of a lion. +"Harness the horses, August! harness the horses!" + +A scene of wild confusion followed, in which all shouted together, so +that Gotthold could only distinguish a word here and there. Hans +Redebas raved loudest of all, but apparently quite as much from fear as +anger, while Brandow remained comparatively calm, and was evidently +intent upon separating the Assessor, who was constantly intermeddling, +from the three others whom the Pastor now joined, and by all possible +signs announced his intention of making a speech, in which he actually +several times got as far as the beginning: "My beloved friends!" + +The three carriages, to which the impatient coachmen had harnessed the +horses long before, drove up. The quarrel had been continued from the +room to the hall, from the hall to the door, and even to the carriage +steps. + +"We shall see, we shall see," cried Hans Redebas; "are you in, Pastor? +Then, in the devil's name, drive on--we shall see," he shouted again +from the carriage window, as the powerful Danish horses trotted away at +a rapid pace towards the northern gate, from whence the shorter road, +which, however, was scarcely visible in the darkness, led through the +forest to Dahlitz. + +Meantime Otto and Gustav von Plüggen had finally become involved in a +quarrel with each other. Gustav, who had no lamps on his carriage, +declared that he must go across the moor, while Otto wanted to follow +Redebas. Gustav had already borne so much from his older brother that +day, that he considered himself obliged to take this refusal as a +personal insult. He had no bundle of hay in front of his head, and +wouldn't run the risk of breaking his skull against the trees in the +forest. "Then he could light the straw in it, and find his way home by +that," Otto replied. + +So they drove away in opposite directions. + +"That is very foolish," said Brandow, looking after Gustav's carriage. + +"One will get across and the other won't," replied Hinrich Scheel. + +"We know that you are the best driver." + +"An accident is liable to happen to any one." + +"That is, you want it to be so." + +"It seems you don't." + +Brandow did not answer immediately. He had thought the matter less +difficult; but he need not break his neck, only an arm or leg. + +He cast a timid glance through the window; the light fell directly upon +Gotthold's grave, handsome face. Brandow ground his teeth. No, it was +not enough. He must have his life; the damned hypocrite deserved +nothing better, and where was the crime? An accident might happen to +the best driver. + +Suddenly he started. He had not thought of that before. By his quarrel +with his associates at the gaming-table he had fortunately prevented +the whole party from remaining all night until broad daylight, as they +had often done before, and thus robbed Gotthold of a suitable excuse +for staying also, if such was his intention--and of that Brandow, after +what he had heard, was firmly convinced. He had also, by intentionally +keeping the Assessor out of the quarrel, made it impossible for the +latter to go away at once with the others, though he had not lacked +invitations, as thus his prey would have escaped him, for Gotthold +probably would not have remained without the Assessor. But now--how +could he separate the two? If the Assessor stayed--and he did not seem +to think of leaving--Gotthold would stay also, or at least have a +most plausible excuse for doing so; and if he forced the Assessor to +go-- + +Again his sullen glance wandered towards the two men in the room--the +Assessor talking to Gotthold with the most animated gestures; the +latter, to judge from his expression and movements, listening +reluctantly. + +"I drove them both here, so I can drive them both back again," said +Hinrich Scheel, pressing down the ashes in his pipe. + +Both! One! yes; but what had the other done to him? Nothing! Nothing at +all! And he had received ten thousand thalers from him to-day. + +"It's a pity about the beautiful money, if any accident should happen +to us on the moor," said Hinrich, knocking the tobacco out of his pipe; +"I'll get the carriage ready, and take those jades of Jochen Klüts; it +would be a pity to hurt our grays." + +He walked slowly away. Brandow's eyes followed the short dark figure; +he wanted to call him back, to tell him he need not harness the horses, +but only a strange, hoarse, choking sound came from his throat; his +tongue clung to his palate, and as he raised his foot he staggered like +a drunken man, and was obliged to hold fast to the trunk of one of the +old linden-trees, through whose thick branches a violent gust of wind +was just roaring. The rain, which again began to fall, beat into his +face, now burning with a strange flush, although he was shivering from +head to foot. + +There! What was that? The noise of the carriage which Hinrich was +pushing out of the barn. There was still time! But, after all, he had +said nothing, nothing at all; how could he help it if an accident +happened to Hinrich on the moor at night? + +Gotthold and the Assessor had remained in the room; the latter was +trying to explain to Gotthold that Brandow had certainly been quite +right when he asked that the game should be continued, but had done +wrong to express his wish in so peremptory a manner; and finally he +ought not to have forgotten that he was the host, and as such must +overlook any little impropriety on the part of his guests. + +During the latter part of his long speech, the Assessor had addressed +himself in an admonitory tone, partly to Brandow, who had just entered +the room, and going up to the side-board swallowed several glasses of +wine. "I have in fact been compelled to overlook many such things +to-day, and am obliged to you, Herr Assessor, for keeping me in +practice up to the last minute." + +The tone in which Brandow said this, and the gesture with which he +approached the Assessor, were so peculiar that the latter was partly +sobered, and stared in astonishment at his host, who now came a step +nearer and said in a low voice: + +"Or what do you call it, when the guests, in presence of the servants, +subject the conduct of the master of the house to such an unsparing +criticism?" and he pointed to Rieke, under whose direction another maid +servant and the groom Fritz were beginning to remove the glasses +standing about on the tables, and sweep up the fragments scattered over +the floor. + +The Assessor drew himself up to his full height. + +"I beg your pardon," said he, "and will request you to be kind enough +to place your carriage at my disposal for my return. I regret that I +did not accept from your other guests the favor I must now solicit of +you. I can still depend upon your company, Gotthold?" + +"I think Brandow will make no objections." + +"I beg the gentlemen to act their own pleasure." + +They bowed to each other with distant civility. A few minutes after, +the same light carriage that had brought the two gentlemen to Dollan a +few hours before rolled over the rough road into the dark, gusty night. +Hinrich Scheel drove the horses. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + +It was about ten o'clock, but, although the season was mid-summer and +the moon must have already risen, dark as only a moonless night in +autumn could be. And with autumnal chillness the wind blew over the rye +stubble, and the rain, which had just begun to fall again with renewed +violence, beat into their faces. + +"Button your coat up," said Gotthold to his companion, who was swaying +to and fro uncomfortably in his seat. "You seem very much heated." + +"Because I have kept buttoned up all the evening," answered the +Assessor. "I mean it in a literal sense, on account of the ten thousand +thalers I have had in my breast-pocket; figuratively I might have been +somewhat more so; but for all that, I beg of you, my dear friend, give +me some explanation of Brandow's mysterious conduct. He actually turned +me out of doors! And why? I don't understand it. After we had been on +the most cordial terms the whole evening; after we had been, so to +speak, hand-and-glove. And everything settled! The whole large sum paid +in cash, down to the last penny, which, to be sure, is the greatest +mystery of all. And he is to have the money from Wollnow! Did Wollnow +mystify me? And why? I no more see any light in all this than I can see +my hand before my eyes. Horrible darkness!" + +"The moon has been up an hour already," said Hinrich Scheel. + +"And is that why you have no lamps on the carriage?" + +"Herr von Plüggen had none either." + +"You thought your pipe would give us light enough, didn't you?" + +"I needn't smoke, sir." + +"Then don't; I can't say that the odor of your canaster is very +agreeable." + +"Folks like us can't smoke nice tobacco, like fine gentlemen," said +Hinrich Scheel, emptying his pipe so roughly that the sparks flew in +all directions through the darkness, and thrusting it into his +breast-pocket. + +"Isn't this the same fellow who drove us here this afternoon?" asked +the Assessor in a low tone. + +"The same," answered Gotthold; "and I should advise you to use the same +precaution we adopted on the way here." + +But the Assessor was not in the mood to follow Gotthold's counsel. The +intoxication, from which the scene with Brandow had only roused him for +a short time, returned with redoubled power, now that he was exposed to +the cold night air. He began to abuse Brandow, in whose favor he had +always spoken at the convent, who but for him would have been obliged +to leave Dollan a year ago, who was greatly indebted to him in every +respect, and now repaid him with the basest ingratitude. But his +friendship and protection were now at an end. He still had the fine +fellow under his thumb. The lease must yet be renewed. To be sure, +Brandow had paid this time, but what guarantee of future security was +there to be had from a man who, in his precarious situation, loaded +himself with a gambling debt of five thousand thalers? He need only +give the monks this piece of information, and Brandow would be cast +off. Did Brandow expect to satisfy the convent by the assurance that he +would win the race on Brownlock! Brownlock, nothing but Brownlock! +Brandow had not won yet, and they were strict in their rules at the +race-course. Only last year, young Klebenitz--eldest son of a nobleman +though he was--had been excluded because it got noised abroad that he +had been twenty-four hours late in paying a gambling debt. It was still +very doubtful whether Redebas would have the five thousand thalers he +had just won from Brandow lying on his desk by to-morrow noon. + +Gotthold had tried in vain to interrupt his loquacious companion, and +was therefore not at all displeased when the latter, after stammering a +few incoherent words, suddenly relapsed into silence, and leaning back +in his corner seemed to wish to sleep off his intoxication. Gotthold +spread his own travelling-rug over his knees, turned up the collar of +his overcoat, and gazing out into the darkness, resigned himself to his +thoughts. Brandow's conduct was incomprehensible to him also. What +could have induced him to insult the Assessor in this way?--a man whose +favor he had every reason to keep. Had he been drunk too? But if so, +the fit of intoxication must have come upon him very suddenly, and had +at all events assumed a singular form--the form of the hatred which +veils itself under the garb of cold politeness. Or, had all this +concerned him alone? Had he been so anxious to get his enemy out of the +house that he had even suffered it to cost him the friendship of the +influential man? That was a solution so simple and natural, so unlike +the cold calculating man; but if it was not drunkenness, or hate that +wishes to satisfy itself, what was it? + +And suppose it were hate that desires to satisfy itself at any cost? +Suppose this hate was directed towards her, no less than him, nay +perhaps even more. Suppose this terrible man wanted to clear the house +of guests in order to give free course to his furious hate, to be able +to riot in some fell vengeance. + +Gotthold half started from his seat, groaning aloud, and then sank back +again, reproaching himself for conjuring up such horrible apparitions. +That was certainly the most improbable of all. Whatever means he had +used the night before to break down the pride of one of the proudest of +women, he had conquered, he was master of the situation; he might be +satisfied! And was he not? He now knew the secret of coining gold, +cunning alchemist that he was; and how soon he might be again in a +situation where he would be obliged to make use of his art, that very +evening had proved. What becomes of the water you take in your hand? +What becomes of the money you give a gambler? Cousin Boslaf had been +right. + +But the more Gotthold endeavored to push aside the terrible thought as +improbable, nay impossible, the more distinctly the scene appeared +before his eyes. He saw him creep towards her chamber, cautiously open +the door, glide into the room, up to the bed. Merciful Heaven! what was +that? He had distinctly heard his name called in a piercing cry of +mortal agony. + +It was only a trick of his excited fancy, a horned owl perhaps, which, +hurled along by the storm on noiseless wings, had swept close over his +head, and in its surprise uttered the cry. This, or something of the +sort. + +Undoubtedly; but fancy continued the cruel sport none the less +zealously, and converted the long-drawn howling and hollow roaring of +the tempest over the moor, the rustling of the clumps of broom by the +wayside, the creaking of the carriage, and the panting of the weary +horses, into ghostly voices which muttered terrible words, voices and +words such as might be uttered by the shapes which glided through the +grayish black twilight over the masses of rock on the moor on the right +of the carriage, or flitted on the left through the impenetrable +darkness that brooded coldly over the morass. + +The road had been gradually ascending for some time, and according to +Gotthold's belief, they had almost reached the crest of the hill, when +the horses suddenly stopped, snorting violently. + +"What's the matter?" asked Gotthold. + +Hinrich Scheel's only reply was several violent lashes, which urged the +horses onward again, but only a few paces, then they stopped once more, +snorting still louder, and pressing backward so that the carriage moved +a little down the hill. + +"The damned jades!" cried Hinrich Scheel, who was no longer on his seat +on the box, but standing on the right of the carriage. + +"What is the matter, I say?" cried Gotthold, starting up. + +"Nothing at all," shouted Hinrich. "Sit still. The damned jades! This +little pull! I'll teach them to shirk. Sit still, we shall be up +directly! Damn the whip!" + +Hinrich, who had been lashing the horses frantically, now disappeared +from the side of the carriage, the frightened animals made a few more +bounds forward--suddenly the vehicle leaned towards the left--farther +and farther; like a flash of lightning the thought passed through +Gotthold's mind, that if the carriage should upset here, it would +undoubtedly fall sixty feet down the slope into the morass; he already +had his hand on the back to swing himself out on the right, but would +not save himself without his companion. But the latter did not rise, +did not even stir. He seized him to drag him out of the carriage. +Too late! There was a dull roaring, rushing, rattling, as if the +earth itself was opening to engulf carriage, horses, and men; a +whizzing sound in their ears--a terrible shock, a falling, rolling, +crashing,--another crashing, rolling, shattering, and then--the horror +was over! + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + +In the large comfortable room adjoining the office, in the subdued +light of a beautiful lamp--the companion to which was burning on a +side-table at the end of the room--sat Frau Ottilie Wollnow and Alma +Sellien; Ottilie engaged in sewing; while Alma leaned back in the sofa +corner, with her slender hands resting idly in her lap. Before the +ladies, on a high-backed chair drawn forward in the light, stood +Gotthold's picture of Dollan, at which Alma from time to time threw one +of her languishing glances. If the gentlemen came back that evening, +she wanted to give Gotthold a pleasant surprise by showing him the +interest she took in his work, and therefore the picture, which had +just been taken down at her request, must remain in its present +position. + +"I am only afraid it may slip down and get injured," said Ottilie; "and +besides, I am not at all sure they will come back this evening." + +"I don't know what their return has to do with my enjoyment of art," +answered Alma, shading her eyes with her hand, and looking at the +picture with an evident increase of interest. "In what bold relief +these beeches stand in the foreground! how easily the eye glides over +the fields in the centre, and lingers there in refreshing repose, ere +it turns with delight to the brown moor on the left, or wanders +longingly towards the dim blue horizon bounded by the sea! He is really +a great artist." + +Ottilie laughed. "And do you mean to say all that to him?" + +"Why not?" answered Alma. "I like to give every one his due." + +"Especially when the 'every one' is a man so attractive as Gotthold." + +"I have only seen and spoken to him five minutes this morning." + +"And that has been enough to completely win the heart of such a subtle +connoisseur. Confess, Alma, you are fascinated, and now see that our +poor Cecilia must not be judged so very harshly, even if she really did +have the misfortune to think such a man attractive." + +"You know my views in regard to these things are very strict," replied +Alma; "yes, very strict, though you do choose to open your eyes in +astonishment. But to speak frankly, it is a matter of perfect +indifference to me what your poor Cecilia thinks or doesn't think; only +I would rather not despair of the good taste and good sense of the men, +and that I certainly should do if such a man was so deluded as to think +your poor Cecilia charming." + +"Why, Alma!" + +"Pray, my dear Ottilie, allow me to have and retain my own opinion on +this point. Tell me instead--for it interests me, now that I have +become personally acquainted with him--what you know of his former +circumstances. Hugo declares he is almost a millionaire. Is he really +so rich, and how did he get the property? Hugo says it is a very +mysterious story--but he always says that when he can give no +information about a thing. What is it?" + +"Nothing at all," replied Ottilie; "I mean nothing at all mysterious; +but the story is a sad one; I could not help crying when Emil related +it to me a short time ago--he had never spoken of it before!" + +And Ottilie Wollnow wiped away the tears that already hung on her dark +lashes. + +"You make me terribly curious," said Alma; "how can a story be sad +which finally results in half a million?" + +"It is probably not so much so now," said Ottilie; "besides, you must +not ask me for any particulars, for Emil's story was very--what shall I +say--very general--for reasons I hinted to you this morning, and +I--from the same cause--did not venture to ask him for any farther +details. We must always respect all such old German favors, and seem to +think them true and genuine." + +"Old German favors?" asked Alma in astonishment. + +Ottilie laughed. "That's what I call our husbands' reminiscences of +their old love affairs, which they treasure with such ludicrous +emotion, and, so to speak, always wear secretly under their coats, in +order not to shame us by their brilliancy, for we are really good, +excellent wives; but how could we bear any comparison with these +heroines? In this case, to be sure--" + +"Excuse me for interrupting you, dear Ottilie, but you were going to +tell me how Gotthold got his fortune." + +"It is all closely connected," replied Ottilie; "the German favor, I +mean my good Emil's old flame and Gotthold's mother, is one and the +same person; but to be sure Emil declares I always begin my stories at +the end, so now by way of exception I'll commence at the beginning. But +how am I to do it?" + +"Perhaps by stating who the lady you have mentioned really was." + +"You always hit the nail on the head! Certainly, who was she? The only +child of her parents; her father was Reginald Lenz, a rich merchant in +Stettin--I have forgotten her mother's name; but she must have been a +dear, sweet creature, and loved her husband passionately, too +passionately perhaps. He was probably a very attractive man--he always +went by the name of 'handsome Lenz,' and such people are spoiled: the +merry bachelor life is continued after marriage; a few unlucky +speculations may have happened also; in a word, Herr Lenz failed at the +end of a few years, or stood on the verge of bankruptcy, and the books +did not balance as they ought; he would not survive the disgrace, +and--it is terrible to think of--he took a cheerful farewell of his +young wife to go out hunting, and clear his head after reckoning so +many figures, as he said, and in the evening they brought him home with +his brains dashed out. Was it not terrible?" + +"Go on," said Alma. + +"Ah! the rest is almost as bad. The young wife, who had had no +suspicion of her husband's situation--or she would not have let him +leave her--saw the body without the slightest preparation. An hour +after--the unhappy woman was daily expecting the birth of another +child--she was attacked by a violent fever, and in a few days was a +corpse." + +"How imprudent," said Alma. + +"The little five-year-old Marie--" + +"An ugly name," observed Alma. + +"I don't think so; at any rate its bearer was anything but ugly, Emil +says; and to speak frankly, I am sure that in this respect he does not +exaggerate, and the little lady, who naturally in the course of years +grew up to maturity, really possessed all the admirable qualities which +turned the head of the poor young fellow, who was then only twenty. And +he was not alone; all the other young men employed in the business +fared just the same. I forgot to say, or was just going to tell you, +that the poor little orphan had been received in her uncle's house, the +brother of her unhappy father, but a man who was exactly his opposite +in every respect; plain, stern, pedantic, an excellent business-man of +the old school, as Emil says, who had entered his counting-room and at +that time risen to be head clerk. His wife was wonderfully well suited +to him, that is, she was not one whit less plain, or less strict and +pedantic, so the poor little girl could not have found the house +exactly a bed of roses." + +"In spite of all her admirers?" + +"In spite of all her admirers. She inherited it from her father, who +always aimed too high." + +"Perhaps she did not know what she wanted." + +"That is possible; at any rate, none of the young men found favor in +her eyes, though Emil was slightly preferred; but only, he says, +because he was the only Jew in the Christian establishment, and +therefore in some degree rebuffed by the others--the position of the +Jews thirty years ago, you must know, was even more precarious and +uncomfortable than it is now, although even now everything is perhaps +not quite what it should be. At any fate, she treated the man +worst whose outward circumstances entitled him to the most +consideration--namely, her cousin Eduard, the only son of the house, a +quiet, shy young man, who loved her passionately. Emil says that even +now it makes the tears come into his eyes when he thinks of the time +that Eduard, who was his most intimate friend, spoke of what he +suffered, not in pompous, high-sounding words, which would not have +been at all like him, but so gently, so resignedly--" + +"I can't bear these gentle, resigned men," said Alma. + +"They seldom succeed, as poor Eduard's example shows. But to be sure, +she refused very different people, who were by no means gentle and +resigned--officers, barons, and counts: she was the wonder of the city, +and the idol of all the young men, and she noticed them no more than +the sun heeds the mist." + +"You are really getting poetical," said Alma. + +"It is one of Emil's comparisons, he always grows poetical when he +speaks of her--till at last the right one came." + +"The country Pastor. Gracious Heavens! _Tant de bruit pour une +omelette_," said Alma. + +"Excuse me, it was nothing of that sort; on the contrary, he was a very +remarkable man, who had turned the heads of as many women as she had +men. And it was not confined to women; many men, and those by no means +the least important, were also very enthusiastic about him, among +others, my Emil, who since he was baptized on our wedding-day, has not +set foot inside of a church, but then, Jew as he was, attended +regularly every Sunday the service held by the young Substitute--I +believe that's what they call them. The whole city went, he says; +people stood at the doors, and even outside, just to see him come in. +In a word, this young preacher was the right man. How they became +acquainted with each other I don't know, and it is of no consequence. +To see and love each other was the same thing. Her foster-parents, who +on Eduard's account were glad to get her out of the house, of course +gave their consent at once, although the little parish here in Rammin +on which they married was a place to starve rather than live in. So +they left Stettin, and came here, and--" + +"The story ends," said Alma, "as all stories which begin in such a +remarkable manner usually do--in commonplace poverty. But I don't see +yet from all this how Gotthold got his half million." + +"It is not a half million," replied Ottilie; "about a hundred thousand, +Emil thinks, and from whom should he get it but the good Eduard, who +would never marry, though the rich heir, of course, could have made the +most brilliant matches, but remained faithful to his early love as long +as he lived, and on his death-bed left a portion of his property to +benevolent institutions, and the remainder to his cousin's son as his +nearest heir." + +"It must have been a very pleasant surprise," said Alma. + +"Undoubtedly, although I must say that no real blessing attends the +money. To be sure, he is now a rich man, or at least well to-do; but +what personal benefit does he get? Scarcely any. Ten thousand thalers +or so were invested in Emil's business before our marriage; since then, +thank God, he has needed no stranger's money, and he has never troubled +himself about them; the rest he has left in the business in Stettin, +which is carried on by one of the partners of the old firm, and where +it is by no means safe; but he doesn't even touch the interest, except +to aid needy artists, or encourage struggling young men by enabling +them to go to the Academy, take a journey to Italy, or something of +that sort. Well, he doesn't need it; he easily earns as much as he +wants, and moreover is such a thoroughly good man that he likes to +befriend others, but I think he has already made up his mind what to +do." + +"What?" asked Alma. + +"Why doesn't he marry? He has certainly had the best opportunities, and +he is twenty-eight years old! I fear, I fear he will remain a bachelor +like his foster-uncle in Stettin, and--for the same reason. And as for +the money, I think I know what will become of that too. After what we +heard this morning about Brandow's circumstances, it would be very well +invested; for poor Gretchen probably will not inherit much from her +father and mother." + +"He won't be such a fool!" exclaimed Alma. + +"People said just the same about good Eduard Lenz. And I think, I +think--but you must not betray me when your husband returns--I think a +part of his property went into Brandow's hands to-day." + +"Did your husband tell you so?" + +"In that case I should be sure of it; the idea of Emil's +chattering--but you don't know him. It's all my own idea, but we shall +ascertain when the gentlemen come home to-morrow." + +"I told them when they went away that I should expect them without fail +this evening," replied Alma, looking at the picture through her hand, +and mentally repeating the words with which she intended to receive +Gotthold. + +"Why, there they are already!" cried Ottilie as the door-bell rang. + +"It must be your husband back from his club." + +"He does not ring," answered Ottilie; "besides, it is not his step." + +Ottilie, with a "come in," went towards the door, at which they now +heard a knock. Alma leaned back in the sofa corner with her head a +little bent, in the act of displaying her white hands to the best +possible advantage, when she was startled from her _pose_ by a low +exclamation from Ottilie. + +"Herr Brandow!" + +"Pardon me, Madam, pardon me, ladies, for presenting myself unannounced +in the absence of a servant. I hope you will bear with me a few +minutes, and help me to carry out a little joke I want to play upon our +friends." + +He bowed; Ottilie gazed at him in astonishment, even terror. Herr +Brandow did not look like a person who is trying to carry out a jest; +his face was pale and haggard, his long fair moustache disordered, his +dress a strange mixture of evening and riding costume, and splashed +with mud to his shoulders. And to come in this plight, at this late +hour, to a house where he was a stranger, nay, which had actually been +closed against him for years--Ottilie had only one explanation of all +this. + +"Has any misfortune happened?" she exclaimed. + +"Misfortune," said Brandow; "none that I am aware of; or yes, the +misfortune that I have treated my friends a little uncivilly. The +rudeness was very slight, but as I, although a sorely tried man, am not +accustomed to this kind of misfortune, I could not rest until I had +made the attempt to rehabilitate myself in my own eyes, to say nothing +of my friends, who have doubtless already forgiven me." + +"Then they are coming to-night, are they not? I told you so," exclaimed +Alma. + +"Certainly, and they will be here immediately, in--we will say twenty +minutes--yes, twenty minutes. They left Dollan at exactly ten minutes +of ten; it is now just half-past; with my powerful horses and so good a +driver as Hinrich they will not need more than an hour, in spite of the +horrible weather; so in twenty minutes, ladies, we shall hear the +carriage drive up." + +Brandow had taken out his watch, and did not turn his eyes from it as +he made his calculation. + +"And you?" asked Alma. + +"I myself, dear madam, after parting from the gentlemen, with a want of +cordiality I sincerely regret, rode away from Dollan precisely at ten, +and just twenty-five minutes after had my horse put into the stable of +the Fürstenhof, that is, I was just five times as long in going over +the mile and a half from Dollan to the Fürstenhof, as in walking the +five hundred steps from the Fürstenhof here." + +"You were twenty-five minutes in coming the same distance that will +occupy the others an hour!" cried Alma. + +"Pardon me; I couldn't go by the same road our friends took across the +Dollan moor, or it would have spoiled my surprise. I rode over another +that leads through Neuenhof, Lankenitz, Faschwitz, etc. Frau Wollnow +doubtless knows the direction--a way quite as long, and certainly as +bad, as I unfortunately perceive too late, by the condition of my +clothes." + +"Oh! how I admire these bold feats of horsemanship!" exclaimed Alma, +opening her eyes very wide to express her enthusiasm. "Sit down here +beside me, dear Herr Brandow." + +She had forgotten the arrangement she had made for Gotthold's +reception, and as she pushed the back of the chair with her +outstretched hand, the picture slipped down and fell on the floor. +Ottilie, who saw it, uttered a loud exclamation. Brandow sprang forward +to raise it, but had scarcely cast a glance at it, when he dropped it +from his hands with a low cry. + +"My poor picture!" exclaimed Ottilie. + +"I beg ten thousand pardons," said Brandow. "I see that when a man has +ridden a mile and a half in twenty-five minutes, he is not quite master +of his limbs." + +In fact, he trembled violently as he again took the picture in his +hands; nay, he seemed to find it difficult to stand. Ottilie, who +noticed it, at last invited him to sit down. + +"Shall I not put the picture away first?" asked Brandow. + +"On no account!" exclaimed Alma. "I can't part with it, and to you, my +dear friend, it must have a double interest. Just see in what bold +relief these beeches stand in the foreground. How easily the eye glides +over the fields in the centre and lingers in refreshing repose, ere it +wanders longingly towards the dim blue horizon of the sea on the right, +or turns with delight to the brown moor on the left." + +"Oh! certainly, certainly," said Brandow, without looking at the +picture; "it is intended for Dollan, isn't it?" + +"Intended for Dollan!" exclaimed Ottilie, "why, Herr Brandow, you +wanted to buy it yourself. Don't you remember the time when your wife +and I were standing before the picture and you came up?" + +"Oh! certainly, certainly," said Brandow. + +"I would like to bet that the gentlemen are on that brown moor now," +said Alma. + +"Certainly; to be sure," replied Brandow. + +"Impossible!" exclaimed Ottilie, "unless some accident has happened to +the carriage, which we do not want to fear." + +"Certainly, oh! certainly not," said Brandow, wiping the cold +perspiration from his forehead with his handkerchief. + +"You are faint, Herr Brandow; let me offer you some refreshments," +said Ottilie, ringing the bell, and rising to give her orders to the +maid-servant, who instantly entered. + +At the same moment Alma leaned forward, and holding out her hand to +Brandow, whispered, "My dear friend, how glad I am to see you! What +have you done to Hugo? I should think it would be for the interest of +us all that you should remain good friends." + +Brandow took the little white hand, and hastily raised it to his lips. + +"Oh! certainly, certainly, my beautiful friend," he replied, "that is +the very reason I am here; it is really nothing at all. I was a little +excited by--I--oh! my dear madam, why do you trouble yourself? A glass +of wine, if you insist upon it, but nothing else, I beg of you, nothing +else." + +He had turned towards Ottilie. Alma--threw herself back into the sofa +corner, pouting. Brandow's manner was certainly very strange to-day, so +cold, not in the least like his usual one. Alma determined to punish +him for it when Gotthold came, and to render the pain more severe, +resolved to be particularly charming during the few minutes that would +intervene. + +But the minutes passed, the clock struck eleven, half-past eleven--an +hour had elapsed since Brandow's arrival, and still no sound of +carriage wheels was heard, nothing but the rustling of the tall poplars +in the little square before the house, and the plashing of the rain +against the window-panes whenever a pause in the conversation occurred. +And it seemed as if the later it grew, the more frequent such pauses +became; for Ottilie, contrary to her custom, spoke very little. Alma, +as usual, thought it enough to give people, by a gracious smile, +permission to amuse her, and Brandow, this evening, was by no means the +entertaining companion he was generally considered. The restlessness +with which he darted from one subject to another had a feverish haste, +his laugh sounded forced, at times he did not seem to notice that not a +word had been uttered for some minutes, but sat staring at the picture, +until he suddenly started and began to talk again in an extremely loud +voice, whose harsh tones jarred upon Ottilie's nerves. Her anxiety +increased every moment. She had already risen several times, gone to +the window, and pushing aside the curtain, gazed out in the night, +which was made, if possible, darker still by the feeble gleam of the +tiny flames in the street-lamps. + +"I am very anxious," she exclaimed at last, turning from the window. + +"It is certainly strange," said Brandow, "it is now ten minutes of +twelve; they ought to have been here an hour ago." + +"And my husband does not come either," said Ottilie. + +"Be glad that he is having a good time," replied Alma. "Are you going +already, my dear friend?" + +"I will try to obtain some news of them," answered Brandow, who had +hastily risen and taken his hat. + +"You won't venture out into this darkness again?" cried Alma. + +"Why, Alma!" exclaimed Ottilie. + +Brandow was in the act of taking leave, when the doorbell rang, a heavy +step passed through the counting-room, and Herr Wollnow entered. +Ottilie hurried towards him, and in a few words told him how matters +stood. Herr Wollnow greeted the late guest with cold politeness. He saw +no special reason for being anxious as yet, if Herr Brandow was not. + +"But he is," cried Ottilie. + +"In that case Herr Brandow would have gone in search of information +long ago," replied Wollnow. + +"I am anxious, and I am not," said Brandow. "It is certainly a very +dark night, and the road is not particularly good in one or two places, +but Hinrich Scheel is a remarkably good driver, and--yes, it has just +occurred to me--Gustav von Plüggen drove over the same road only a few +minutes before our friends." + +"Which does not prove that some mischance may not have befallen one or +the other party, or perhaps both," answered Wollnow. "I say mischance, +ladies, not misfortune, but even a trifling mischance--the breaking of +a wheel, or anything of that sort--is no joke on such a night as this; +and I am most decidedly in favor of going to meet our friends. I will +accompany you, Herr Brandow, if agreeable to you." + +"Certainly, of course, but I came on horseback," replied Brandow. + +"Then we will take a carriage at the Fürstenhof; if anything has +happened, a carriage may be useful to them." + +Alma thought it very uncivil in the gentlemen to leave the ladies alone +at such a moment, while Ottilie gave her husband a shawl, and whispered +with a most affectionate kiss, "That's my own good Emil!" + +Wollnow had requested the ladies to stay in the room. When the door was +closed, he said, "I am sure some misfortune has happened to them; and +so are you, are you not?" + +His black eyes flashed so strangely, and looked so keen and piercing in +the light of the lamp he carried in his hand, that Brandow shrank as if +a question on which the result of the whole matter depended had been +put to him in a court-room. + +"Oh! certainly not, by no means," he faltered; "that is, I really don't +know what to think." + +"Nor I either," replied Wollnow curtly, putting the lamp on a table +near the hall-door, and drawing back the bolt. + +The light fell brightly upon the door, and as Wollnow opened it +darkness yawned outside. Suddenly against the black background appeared +a figure at the sight of which even the calm Wollnow trembled, while +Brandow, who was directly behind him, staggered back with a low +cry--the figure of a man, whose clothing was drenched with water and +besmeared with sand and clay as if he had just risen from the earth, +and whose pale face, framed in its dark beard and shaded by a +broad-brimmed hat, was terribly disfigured by a narrow stream of blood +which ran from his temple across his cheek. + +"In Heaven's name, Gotthold, what has happened?" exclaimed Wollnow, +holding out both hands to his friend, and drawing him into the house. + +"Where are the ladies?" asked Gotthold in a low tone. + +Wollnow motioned towards the sitting-room. + +"Then keep them away. Sellien is in the Fürstenhof, we have just +bandaged his wounds, he is still unconscious; Lauterbach despairs of +his recovery. I thought it would be better for me to bring the news. +You here, Brandow?" + +Brandow had recovered his composure; it was absurd that he should have +been so unnecessarily anxious. The scoundrel had as many lives as a +cat, and what did he care for the other? + +"I have been waiting here for you almost two hours," said he. "But how +could such an accident have happened? Poor Gotthold, and that good +fellow Sellien! I must see how he is. You will probably remain here +now, and you also, Herr Wollnow." + +Without waiting for a reply, he rushed out and disappeared in the +darkness. + +Wollnow's eyes flashed as he looked after him, but he repressed the +words that seemed trembling on his lips. + +"And you, my dear Gotthold?" + +"I have got off so," said Gotthold. "But what is to be done now? How +shall we tell his wife?" + +"I should like to see him myself first. They know I was going to meet +you, and will not miss me." + +"Then come." + +The two friends went out. Wollnow gave Gotthold his arm. "Lean on me," +said he; "lean firmly, and don't speak." + +"Only one thing. The ten thousand thalers Sellien had with him are +lost. We did not notice it until we were cutting off his coat here." + +"How can they be lost if you were obliged to cut off his coat?" + +Gotthold made no reply; the faintness which he had already several +times scarcely been able to conquer, once more stole over him, and he +was obliged to lean very heavily on Wollnow's arm. + +Thus, not without considerable difficulty, they reached the Fürstenhof, +where everything was in the greatest confusion, but did not see Brandow +again. The host said that he had ordered his horse to be saddled as +soon as he heard of the news of the loss of the money, and then rode +away without seeing the Assessor. He could do no good here, he said; +but the money would scarcely be found without him. + +"Nor with him perhaps," muttered Wollnow. + +There had been no change in the Assessor's condition. + +"If he does not recover his senses soon, we have no hope of saving the +patient," said Doctor Lauterbach. + +The physician soon had two patients. Gotthold fell fainting upon +Sellien's bed. + +"I said so," observed the Doctor; "it's a miracle that he has held out +so long. It is really a bad accident." + +"If it is an accident," muttered Wollnow. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Herr Wollnow and his wife now spent days and nights of ceaseless care. +It had proved possible to move the Assessor, in spite of his serious +injuries, to their house, where he was much more comfortably situated +in every respect, while Gotthold, who in comparison was scarcely +considered wounded, they were obliged to leave at the Fürstenhof. He +had lain for hours, either unconscious or tossing in the wildest +delirium, a prey to violent fever; the doctor shook his head gravely, +and spoke of a concussion of the brain, which was not impossible, or +some internal injury, which was extremely probable. Herr Wollnow was +very anxious, and spent every moment he could spare by the bedside of +the invalid. + +"The Assessor's case is really very simple," said he; "he has broken +his left leg, and put his right arm out of joint; the arm has been set, +and the leg is going on admirably. I'm not anxious about the Assessor, +whom you ladies will soon set to rights; but with Gotthold it is +different; we don't yet know exactly where we are; I can't be spared +there." + +Ottilie thought he would have believed it impossible for him to be +spared from Gotthold's side, under any circumstances, but she had +nothing to say against a preference she herself shared; Gotthold +already seemed like her own son. + +Herr Wollnow received this remarkable confession with a smile, and the +same rather melancholy smile flitted over his grave face again and +again, as he sat beside the sick man's bed, stroked the soft wavy hair +from his burning brow, and compared the delicate features, now deadly +pale and anon flushed with fever, with those of another face, which had +once seemed to him the type and expression of all beauty, and whose +memory his faithful heart had kept so loyally. + +And many strange thoughts, evoked by this recollection, passed +through his mind as he sat in the quiet room through the long silent +hours,--thoughts which approached caressingly, and he repelled because +they sought to remove him from the firm ground on which he had placed +himself and his house, and where he must stand resolutely if he did not +wish to become the sport of the winds and the waves, with all that had +been entrusted to his care. No, no; it beseems not only God to +pronounce what He has created good, but man must also be permitted to +say so of his works, must be able to say so, if he is to preserve the +strength and courage needed to guard what he has made. He had chosen +his own part; no matter whether he had taken the worse or better, he +had chosen it, and in those words all was said. Those are not the best, +but the worst men, who wish to decide for themselves what has been +settled long ago. + +But for him, who, according to the number of his years, might be his +son--whom he would so gladly--no no! not that, not that; but he loved +him because he was so good and noble, loved him as an older man can and +may love a younger whom he sees tottering along the same intricate +mazes of the path of life, which once drank his own heart's blood--for +him nothing was yet decided. Could not the determination be made so +that the heart need not pour forth its best blood, ere it was calm +enough to understand the lessons of wisdom? How gladly would he have +procured him a happiness of which he had himself been deprived! It +could no longer be a perfect happiness, under any circumstances--too +much had already happened which would cast its shadow athwart the +fairest future--but perhaps to him it was the only one possible. After +all, there was something in the race, in the old habits of thought and +feeling transmitted to their descendants by those ancient Germans, who +did not try to improve their wretched homes, but simply gave the matter +up, who knew of no other stratagem in battle except that of binding +themselves together with chains, and in gambling preferred to be +ruined, rather than make any concession to ill-luck. And now he too! +the son of such a father, such a mother, who both had been destroyed by +this excess of feeling, which will suffer no bargaining and trading. +Here also the case was essentially different; a force was involved here +which was entirely lacking then, a force which almost seemed to make +what he would otherwise condemn as a crime against society, an act of +philanthropy--a necessity, and yet in his eyes a sad one. + +To be sure, almost everything in regard to this question was still and +must remain mere conjecture, at least so long as those who had been the +victims of this--accident on the moor were unable to tell what they +knew, or what observations they had made before and after. True, at +best it was probable that very little weight could be given to the +Assessor's statement, since from the little Gotthold had communicated +on that first evening, it was evident enough that the former had been +incapable of judging of anything; and even now, when he could think and +speak clearly again, he persisted in the assertion that he knew +nothing, and must have slept until the catastrophe happened. But +Gotthold, who, with the delicate perceptions of an artist, must have +seen, heard, and noticed everything, could undoubtedly supply materials +which a clever investigator would know how to prize. + +To be sure, Justizrath von Zadenig, in the neighboring capital of the +island, to whose district the case belonged, could hardly be included +in this category. The Herr Justizrath saw nothing at all unusual in the +event. That carriages might be upset in more or less dangerous places, +and pocket-books or such things lost, everybody must admit; and that +the road across Dollan moor contained such places was well known, at +least to him, Justizrath von Zadenig, who knew the story of the two +Wenhof cousins, part of which was connected with Dollan moor, very +well, as everybody else did, who, like him, was descended from one of +the old island families. The Brandows were not an old family, and the +way in which they had got possession of Dahlitz was not exactly +justifiable; but they no longer owned it, and Carl Brandow ought not to +be called to account for the condition of the Dollan roads, over which +three or four generations of Wenhofs had passed to and fro unmolested. +That was a thing he, Justizrath von Zadenig, considered quite +inadmissible, the more so as the brunt of the trouble would not come +upon Brandow, but on his own brother-in-law, the Herr Landrath von +Swantenit, of Swantenit, who at the last session of the court had been +made responsible for the condition of the high-roads and by-ways. If, +however, Herr Wollnow, of whose wisdom and judgment he held the highest +opinion, thought that the matter ought to be thoroughly investigated, +he would send at once for the Herr Referendar von Pahlen, and even +despatch a gensdarme with him, which, always looked particularly +official and serious. Surely Herr Wollnow would be satisfied with that. + +Herr Wollnow was satisfied, because he had obtained all he could get +from the indolent, but in other respects worthy old gentleman; and +after he had settled a few other business matters, returned to Prora, +where, at the door of the Fürstenhof, he met Carl Brandow, who had +ridden in to-day, as usual, to inquire in person about the condition of +the invalids. + +"Things are going on admirably," he cried, as he saw Herr Wollnow. "His +head has been perfectly clear for the last hour. I have not tried to +see him, because I thought all excitement ought still to be avoided; +but I spoke to Lauterbach, who looks very solemn. He had made up his +mind to an inflammation of the brain, and now sees that he'll pull +through. Sellien, too, is getting along as well as can be expected; so +I can ride home today with a lighter heart than usual. How delighted my +wife will be! Perhaps I shall bring her in with me tomorrow. I have +Frau Wollnow's permission to do so. Good-by until to-morrow, Herr +Wollnow, good by." + +"That chestnut gelding's a fine horse," said the groom, looking after +him as he galloped away; "but it's nothing at all in comparison to the +one he rode Sunday night. That was a splendid animal." + +Wollnow's glance had also followed the slight figure, whose seat in the +saddle was so firm and graceful. "If he is really the scoundrel I think +him, it will be difficult to outwit him at all events. And I must not +let Gotthold notice anything; it would excite him terribly, and, for +the present, without due cause; at least I must have firmer ground. It +would certainly be no child's play: the snare which could catch the +knave would need very small meshes." + +As his friend entered, Gotthold extended his hand, which, though very +white, was entirely free from fever. + +"There," said he, "feel it yourself; and now with this clasp let me +thank you for your kindness, your affection. I have not been so +entirely out of my mind as not to see your face distinctly from time to +time, amid all the delirious fancies that oppressed me, and always with +the grave pitying expression, which I shall gratefully remember as long +as I live." + +Gotthold's voice trembled, and tears glittered in his eyes--"It is not +the weakness of sickness," said he: "I will frankly confess the truth: +it is the power of an emotion which is entirely new to me. I have had +so little opportunity to be grateful for the services of love. The +person who to others, during their whole lives, stands forth as the +image of unselfish, self-sacrificing devotion--my mother--died so +early, I scarcely knew her; I was separated from my father by an--as I +must believe--impassable gulf, and for ten years have wandered about +the world amid a thousand events, a thousand relations, ever in the +bustle of society, constantly among, and often even the centre of a +large circle of friends, and yet in the inmost depths of my soul +alone--alone, and longing for a love which so late in life has been +given me by a man whom I saw a few days ago for the first time, and +between whom and myself no relations had previously existed save those +of the most ordinary business transactions." + +The merchant's grave dark face expressed keen emotion, and his deep +voice sounded strangely low and gentle as he said after a short pause: + +"And suppose that we did not meet a few days ago for the first time; +suppose I had held you in my arms when you were a boy four or five +years old; suppose the interest I took in you sprang from a much deeper +source than our business relations, was connected with all the poetry +and beauty of my life: what then, my dear young friend, what then?" + +"Did you know my mother?" asked Gotthold, with a sudden presentiment; +"you must have known her." + +"I knew and--loved her. To know and love her was in those days the same +thing to me, nay, even at this moment they still seem to belong +together, like light and warmth." + +"And my mother--loved you. Speak frankly, and explain the mystery that +has always rested upon the relations between my parents." + +Wollnow shook his head. "No, no," said he, "that is not it; even if it +seemed so for a moment, it was only seeming, and it is the sorrowful +pride of my life that I did not allow myself to be dazzled by this +semblance; that through it I perceived the rugged path duty and honor +commanded me to tread." + +"You increase the mystery instead of dispelling it," said Gotthold. + +"So many things in this drama have remained mysterious, even to me," +replied Wollnow, covering his eyes with his hand; "but one fact is +plain, that a man of your father's stamp, so highly gifted, so glowing +with the holy passion of truth, could not fail to arouse an +overmastering love in the heart of your no less gifted, no less +enthusiastic mother. I assure you, my friend, if ever there was a love +such as you described a short time ago, it was that which impelled +these two rare, beautiful natures towards each other, like two flames +which rush together into one. Any one who witnessed the spectacle stood +in silent admiration, saying: No other conclusion is possible. My poor +dear friend said so, though it was a death sentence to him; I said so +too, and thought my heart would break; but it was stronger than I +believed, and then--I was determined to live! With that determination +one can do so, my friend, although it is at first a very wretched, +pitiful fragment of life." + +Wollnow paused, for he felt that he could not go on calmly. After a +short time he continued: + +"I am not now in a condition to judge whether I have erred in allowing +myself to be led on to make this confession to you, but I should +certainly wrong the memory of your parents, you, my dear young friend, +nay, myself, if I did not now tell you all, although the all is but +little, and this little terribly significant of the sad uncertainty of +human destiny. + +"The handsome young couple came here. I saw them again by accident a +few years after, when business chanced to bring me into this +neighborhood, for I would have gone out of my way to avoid a meeting +which could only cause me pain. But as I drove through Rammin, one of +the wheels of my carriage broke directly in front of the parsonage. I +was thrown out so violently that I dislocated my arm, and was compelled +to claim your parents' hospitality for several weeks. You cannot +remember me, but I can still see the curly-haired, large-eyed little +boy, who played so happily at his mother's side among the beds of +asters in the garden in the autumn sunlight, and, thank God, had no +suspicion of the meaning of the mournful expression with which the +beautiful young mother often gazed over the child's head into vacancy. +Alas! for her the flowers did not bloom, the sun did not shine; +everything around her was dark, and darkness was within her, in her +warm young heart. And it was the same in the ardent heart of the man +whom she had once so passionately loved, and who had loved her with +equal fervor, who, I am perfectly sure, loved her with no less devotion +at that moment, when they already seemed to hate each other, perhaps +fancied they did. Oh! my dear friend, I won't preach--I won't begin our +late dispute again; but how can I help touching the wound, and saying: +'Here again it was--and in a fatal manner--the want of moderation, +which will not be satisfied with things as they are, will not try to +make the best of circumstances, but releasing itself from commonplace +conditions, strives to realize an ideal vision'? These two beautiful +natures, which could offer so much, be so much to each other, +considered it nothing because it was not all. She expected him to be +not only the champion of the Church before whom she had at first knelt +in admiration, but also to possess every virtue the intelligent, +much-courted young girl had ever admired in any man. He expected her to +wear, in addition to all the charms with which nature had so lavishly +endowed her--I know not what mystic crown, without which all earthly +beauty was valueless in the eyes of the enthusiastic apostle. And +instead of trying to lessen the necessary differences between their +natures as much as possible by gentleness and patience, and overlook +the remnant which would still be left, out of respect for the Great +Power of which we are only an infinitesimal part, both with fatal +defiance increased their special gifts; he wanted to do nothing but see +and read obscure writings by a glass; she, who had always been far too +proud to be vain, declared that the glass told her nothing except that +she was young and beautiful, as the world was, in spite of all fanatics +and devotees. And now this strange conflict went on in the quiet +parsonage of a little village, on an island which in those days was +almost entirely secluded from all intercourse with the outside +world--what marvel was it that the two unhappy combatants bled from +painful wounds--and must bleed to death if they are not separated in +time, the world thinks and says in such cases. I am well aware of it, +but I did not think so. I said to myself: 'These two cannot forget or +lose each other, even if they should place a world between them, and +next to themselves the person would suffer most who might be mad enough +to aid this separation.' I said this also to the young wife, who could +not or would not conceal her misery from me. I spoke to her--as I +thought my duty required me to do--with earnest entreaty, and I must +confess that in so speaking I drowned, not the voice of my conviction, +but of my own heart, which during this strange scene seemed as if it +would burst my laboring breast. Now, for the first time, I learned that +before the right man came I had been dearer to the beautiful girl than +I had ever ventured to hope or suspect--learned it in broken words and +hints which rose from her glowing, passionate heart like sparks from a +blazing fire. How can I deny that I was touched by this fire, that it +became inexpressibly difficult for me to withstand it? Yes, my friend, +I struggled like the patriarch of old on that wondrous night, and from +my heaving breast, like his, the magic words were gasped forth, 'I will +not let thee go, except Thou bless me.' + +"And was it no blessing that some trace of the repose I had won by so +fierce a conflict seemed to calm the soul of the despairing young wife, +that she--which in such a situation is everything--found time to regain +her self-control, to remember what she had once possessed, to ask +herself whether she might not possess it again if she desired. I can +still see the look with which she extended her hand as she bade me +farewell, the earnest, expressive glance in which a gleam of hope still +sparkled. I can still hear her sweet voice utter the words which were +the richest reward to me for all I had done and suffered, the words: 'I +thank you, my friend.'" + +"And I thank you," said Gotthold, seizing the hand of the +deeply-agitated man, and pressing it warmly, "thank you with all my +heart, for you have acted according to your sincere conviction, and +what can a man do more? But you did not save my poor mother from dying +of a broken heart." + +Wollnow looked gloomily at the floor. Gotthold, smiling sadly, +continued: + +"To be sure, it is better to die so, to die young, than to live on with +a broken heart, to the torment instead of the joy of one's self and +others, as was the fate of my poor father. And he cannot have become +reconciled to my mother's shade. Else why, when he pushed me from him +in anger, did his pale lips murmur: 'You are just like your mother'? +No, no, my friend, I honor your wisdom, but I think one must be born +wise--it is not to be learned." + +"At least in one lesson," said Wollnow, with grave kindness, "and this +has lasted long enough--too long, when I consider the condition of the +pupil." + +Gotthold protested against this decision; he felt perfectly well, and +strong enough to continue the argument a long time; besides, the +subject had a demoniacal charm for him. + +"And for that very reason we will drop it," replied Wollnow, "and +instead, if you are really strong enough, I will request you to answer +a few questions in relation to your unlucky drive. I will confess that +I put them partly at the desire of a prominent magistrate. At least, +Justizrath von Zadenig declares that no farther steps can be taken in +this disagreeable matter without your deposition, and has begged me to +take it down in a legal form." + +Gotthold looked up in astonishment--"What is the point in question?" + +"It concerns, in the first place, the lost money, which must, if +possible, be recovered," replied Wollnow. + +"Poor Sellien! I am sorry for him," said Gotthold; "but I don't see how +your questions and my answers can aid in its recovery." + +"Let us see. Do you know that Sellien had the money with him when you +left Dollan?" + +"I am sure of it; as he did not suspect it came from me, he told me in +a walk we took after dinner that Brandow had paid him, and showed me +the packet, which he took out of the breast-pocket of his coat. I also +saw it there during the whole evening--not without some little anxiety. +I feared he might be tempted to stake the money. Fortunately he always +won." + +"So he was gambling. Who was the loser?" + +"Brandow." + +"Did he lose much?" + +"I think he lost five thousand thalers to Redebas, who was the only +person that had the courage to make a stand against so rash an +adversary." + +"Of course he did not pay him on the spot." + +"Certainly not; and from that very circumstance arose the quarrel which +ended in the others leaving the house in a rage." + +"Did you take any part in the dispute?" + +"Oh, no; Sellien perhaps was a little mixed up with it; at least +Brandow made it the pretext for the rudeness that drove us also from +the house." + +"Drove you out of the house! Very good," said Wollnow, when he had made +a written record of the words. "And Sellien still had the money when +you went away?" + +"I felt the packet when I buttoned his overcoat; he was then partially +intoxicated." + +"And the overcoat was still buttoned when Lauterbach wanted to bandage +his injuries here. So you said a short time ago, and Lauterbach +confirms it. Did you make no attempt to remove his clothes at the +smithy?" + +"No. Old Prebrow wanted to do so, but Sellien, who came to his senses +for a moment, begged so earnestly to be let alone, that we desisted, +and contented ourselves with making him as comfortable a bed as we +could on some straw and hay in the bottom of the wagon the Prebrows had +already prepared." + +"And did you feel the pocket-book there too?" + +Gotthold reflected a moment. "No," said he, "he did not have it there. +I remember now, because first the old man and then I myself felt his +breast, as he complained of severe pain in his left ribs. I could not +have helped feeling the packet. That is certainly strange." + +"It is indeed," replied Wollnow, "since neither of the worthy Prebrows, +father and son, who carried him from the place where the accident +occurred to the smithy, can have taken it out of his pocket." + +"Impossible!" exclaimed Gotthold. + +"And it is almost equally impossible, though in another sense, +that during his fall he can have lost it out of the pocket of a +closely-buttoned coat, over which another was buttoned." + +"Yet there is no other supposition." + +"So it seems. But let us go back a few steps. You had the impression +throughout, that Brandow was driving you from the house. Did not that +seem strange?" + +"No and yes." + +"We will suppose that the no refers to your relations with Brandow, and +the yes to the Assessor's, whose favor he certainly had the most urgent +motives to keep. I confess it is incomprehensible to me. And on such a +night too--as King Lear says, 'In storm and rain and darkness'--to +drive you out of the house and give you a carriage with no lamps to +convey you over such notoriously bad roads." + +"All that is true," said Gotthold in an embarrassed tone; "but +recurring to Brandow's unfriendliness--which, moreover, he instantly +regretted, and tried to make amends for the same evening--will scarcely +help us to the recovery of the money." + +"You see what an unskilful inquisitor I am," replied Wollnow, passing +his hand over his brow. "Let us leave the master, and without regard +for the old adage, turn to the man. Was he not the same one who drove +you out in the morning?" + +"The same. Brandow's trainer, and as you see, occasional coachman, +steward also, in a word, factotum." + +"Factotum, very good," said Wollnow. "A do-everything, in contrast to +always doing right, for this Signer Do-everything seems to fear nothing +and no one, at least that was the impression he made upon me. What do +you think of the man?" + +"That he is a remarkable fellow, so far as this, that any one who had +seen him once would hardly forget him. I remember him perfectly from +the time I first knew him, years ago, till now: the square flat head, +and low retreating forehead of the large animals of the cat tribe, to +which his green squinting eyes also bear a resemblance, while his broad +shoulders, short, thick-set figure, and clumsy bow legs are more like +the dog tribe--a cross between the terrier and bull-dog, whose tenacity +and faithfulness he also possesses. I believe he would go through fire +and water for his master." + +"And water," said Wollnow. "What wonderful eyes you artists have! How +dear that description is! And now we have this estimable monster, this +faithful Caliban, on the front seat of the carriage, driving through +the darkness. What about the ride?" + +"I have frankly confessed that, until just before the accident, I +noticed little or nothing of what was passing around me. But I remember +now that we ascended the hill with difficulty, probably because the +wind was directly against us, and Hinrich Scheel, with his usual +cruelty, violently lashed the poor horses, which seemed to have a +presentiment of their fate, and would not move from the spot until +Hinrich at last jumped out of the carriage." + +"Jumped out of the carriage," repeated Wollnow; "that was very wise, +very apropos; for the fall occurred directly after, didn't it?" + +"It must have taken place at that very moment." + +"Let us say a few moments after, otherwise the faithful Caliban would +have been obliged to join the party. The fall you have already +described to me, so far as you were conscious of the precise +moment--and it is astonishing how far an artist's observation extends +to the gates, nay, I might say across the very threshold of death. And +how long did this terrible moment, when you were so near your end, +last?" + +"I can hardly say; I became unconscious without pain or struggle, as +quickly and imperceptibly as the lid falls over the eye; and in the +same manner, without the slightest struggle, my senses returned, and I +lay with my eyes fixed upon the moon, watching the yellowish brown +clouds over her face grow thinner and thinner--as if I had nothing else +to do--until her rays suddenly pierced the last transparent veil, and +shone in their full brilliancy. At the same moment the consciousness of +my situation returned, and I knew as well as if some one had told me +that I had remained lying on a ledge about half way down the slope, +while the carriage and horses, sliding down the precipice to the edge +of the morass, were lying in one confused, terrible heap, amid which I +could distinguish nothing. After this, I must have again fallen, not +into an unconscious condition, but a sort of delirious state. I had a +distinct vision of a horseman, who, with a speed that only occurs in +dreams, dashed away from me across the marsh in the direction of +Neuenhof. Like the traditional ghostly rider, he had his head bent far +over the long thin neck of his flying steed, and wore a tall hat. A +ghost in a tall hat, isn't it ridiculous?" + +"Very ridiculous!" said Wollnow. He had risen from his seat again, and +gone to the window to conceal his agitation from Gotthold. What was +that the groom had said just now about the remarkable speed of the +horse Brandow had ridden that night? And the spectral rider had dashed +in the direction of Neuenhof, from whence Brandow had come!--Brandow, +who strangely enough had worn a tall hat that night, and the tall hat +was splashed with marshy water. + +Wollnow turned to Gotthold again: "Do you think it impossible for any +one, I mean any one of flesh and blood, to cross Dollan marsh, even on +the best and fastest horse?" + +"What put that into your head?" asked Gotthold in amazement. + +"Oh! nothing, except that Brandow has been telling everywhere that one +of the horses which broke away from the carriage and tried to make its +escape across the morass was drowned in the attempt." + +"Then that is surely the best proof of the impossibility." + +"Certainly," replied Wollnow; "and now you must have perfect quiet, or +Lauterbach will be very angry. I will come back again in two hours; +until then you must sleep undisturbed." + +Wollnow spent the two hours in a restless, impatient mood, of which the +calm, self-possessed man would not have believed himself capable. He +was expecting the young lawyer, who had promised to stop in Prora on +his return from Dollan and tell him the result of his investigations. +Herr von Pahlen had left B. two hours before him, and might surely have +executed his commission by this time. The expected visitor arrived at +last, but without the gendarme Herr von Zadenig had ordered to attend +him to give a suitable coloring to the affair. + +"This is a very strange business," said Herr von Pahlen. "You know I +went ostensibly to take the deposition of the man who drove the +gentlemen, Hinrich Scheel; at least he was the principal person, and +now would you believe it--" + +"The man had disappeared," said Wollnow. + +"How did you know?" + +"I only thought so; but go on." + +"Had actually disappeared," continued Herr von Pahlen, "although half +an hour before our arrival he had been seen by the laborers on the +estate, and also by Herr Brandow, who had just returned home. He had +disappeared and could not be found, although Herr Brandow was kind +enough to send men in every direction, who as Herr Brandow himself +said, must have found him if--" + +"The man had wanted to be found." + +"Exactly, but how stupid in the fellow, who, after all, is not to +blame, except for having taken for the journey the two worst beasts +among the many good ones, in order to spare the carriage-horses. It is +from this cause Brandow says, as he now looks at the matter, that the +whole misfortune arose. To be sure, if the fellow has really fled--I +have left Rüterbusch there for the present, who will arrest him if he +makes his appearance--the case assumes a very different aspect. The +fellow will suggest the inference that he either found the money, God +knows how, or took it out of the Assessor's pocket while he was +senseless, and now, being conscious of his guilt, fled when he saw us +coming--and one can see a long distance over the moor. Brandow, who was +very much astonished, said that he should have attributed such a crime +to any one rather than this man, who had always been highly esteemed by +his father, and since his death had served him faithfully and honestly, +but admitted that the sudden disappearance was very mysterious; and +after all everything was possible; at any rate, the possibility could +not now be denied that the poor devil might have yielded to the great +temptation of becoming a rich man at one stroke." + +"A devil always feels tempted to do evil, even if he is not poor," said +Wollnow. + +"So you think he has stolen it," asked the lawyer eagerly. + +"I have nothing to do with the matter," replied Wollnow evasively, +while his dark eyes flashed with an expression that seemed to say that +for all that he did have an opinion in regard to the affair, and a very +decided one. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV. + + +Gotthold had left Prora for Sundin as soon as his health permitted, +although Ottilie declared that the Prora air was infinitely better for +a convalescent, and he could complete the promised picture just as well +here as there. Nay, she had even announced herself ready to give up the +present entirely, if their friend could not be induced to stay on any +other terms; but her husband had again differed from her in opinion. + +"We ought not to try to detain one who wants to go," said he, "or we +must be responsible for all the results that may proceed from his stay, +and that I have no inclination to do in this case. I am sincerely +attached to the young man, as he deserves, and wish him from my heart +all the happiness he deserves; but I don't exactly see how he could +obtain it upon this path. And in this I have not clung to the views you +know I hold regarding marriage. I would be reconciled to all possible +concessions, if Gotthold could be helped. But that cannot be done yet. +The only way to remove the obstacles from his path is such a terrible +one, that, from my knowledge of his nature, he will shudder to use it +if matters ever go far enough. At present they have not reached that +point." + +"I shall take care not to rack my brains over this mystery," cried +Ottilie; "only let me ask one question, to which I beg you to give me a +plain, straightforward answer: Does Gotthold know of this expedient?" + +"I have not mentioned it to him, but it is possible that, with his +penetration, he has hit upon it himself." + +However little satisfaction Ottilie had derived from this very vague +information, she had not been able to doubt that Gotthold really wished +to go away, and even her husband's persuasion would hardly have +detained him. + +Gotthold had hurried off with the impetuosity of one who fancies some +magic spell has been cast over him, and strives to break it, cost what +it may. And had not an enchanted ring been woven around him from the +moment he had entered his native island, and been driven by the +companion of his boyhood, without recognizing him, through his native +fields? Good Jochen Prebrow! He certainly bore very little resemblance +to a Mercury, and yet with him had commenced the succession of marvels +which had taken place during the last few days, which had now shown him +a heavenly face and now a fiendish grin; now refreshed him with nectar +and ambrosia, and anon strewn ashes on his tongue. + +"I should be the most miserable creature on earth if you did not +understand me!" + +The words constantly rang in his ears--the words and the anxious tone +in which she had uttered them, as if from the depths of the +wretchedness into which she would sink without hope of deliverance, if +he did not understand her. She and he! Was not doubt misunderstanding, +and were not doubt and despair one and the same thing in this case? + +Had he understood her? + +It was in the middle of the night, when Gotthold started from a +troubled sleep, that the meaning of the mystery had appeared before his +soul, as if born of the darkness: there was one thing, and only one, +which she could not, dared not do: go while her child remained, +remained in the power of this fiend; and by this one thing the fiend +had forced her to obey his will. And force her to go he can and will, +will apply for the dissolution of a marriage bond she has broken--or +would she, the proud woman, deny it? Deny upon oath, in a court of +justice, that she had ever rested in the arms of her friend? Repeat in +the court-room, before the world, the yes which in his presence she had +long since changed to an inflexible no? Very well, then the breach of +faith was proved, the marriage dissolved, the child would be taken from +the guilty parent, and given to the one who was innocent of blame! + +Then, with a sneering laugh, he had repeated to her the shameful +formula, with which the next morning, in the presence of her lover, she +was to degrade herself to a level with the lowest--must do so if he did +not see through the fiendish plot, if he did not understand her! + +Thank God, he understood her now! But how she must have suffered! How +she must suffer still! + +And was this state of things to continue? Never, never. Now that he had +at last penetrated his enemy's base game, he must win the victory. If +he had allowed himself to be paid with money for the shame of knowing +that his wife's heart belonged to another, how far would not his +venality extend? But he would sell everything--honor, wife, and child. +Why had he not disposed of all at once, since he knew any price would +be paid that came within the means of the buyer? Did he wish to +increase the value of his wares by selling them separately? Or was +there, even for him, a limit which he could not pass? Inconceivable. Or +was his hatred towards his rival greater than his avarice? Did he carry +the refinement of cruelty so far as only to mutilate his victim, in +order to exult in her agony? + +It was certainly very probable from such a man, but how long would this +spendthrift and gambler remain in a situation to be able to afford +himself so costly a luxury? How soon would necessity compel him to sell +off his wares? What had the purchaser to do, except practise a little +patience and keep the money ready? + +The property which Gotthold had hitherto considered of so little +importance, suddenly acquired a priceless value in his eyes, and he +felt sorely troubled by the thought that he had entrusted the greater +part of it to persons whose honesty was by no means beyond question; +at least Wollnow, even when their intercourse had been limited to +letter-writing, had repeatedly made such hints, and finally in plain +words warned him against the house in Stettin; but Gotthold, out of +indifference towards the property, and respect for the name of his dead +relative, which had been retained by the firm, had not heeded the +warning until Wollnow had recently spoken on this point even more +urgently, and said that he must withdraw his money, and there was +danger in delay. The banker in Sundin who discounted Wollnow's notes +had confirmed the statement of his business acquaintance, and offered +him his services, but said it would be better to withdraw it to-day +than to-morrow. + +Gotthold had intended to do so, but his next visit had been to his +protégé, the young artist Bruggberg, whom he found dying, and in the +duties of friendship he had forgotten everything else. Then days and +weeks of the most sorrowful emotions had followed, during which he +could form no resolution. Now he did not need to form any; now he was +eager to make up for the delay; but it was too late. + +When he entered the banker's office, the latter came to meet him with a +very grave face. News had just come from Stettin that Lenz & Co. had +failed, in a most unprecedented, scandalous manner; the creditors would +not receive five per cent. "I am sincerely sorry," said Herr Nathanson; +"I lose a small sum myself, if one can be said to lose what one has +given up all hopes of getting long ago; but you are very heavily +involved, if I understand you rightly. Did you not have fifty thousand +thalers invested there?" + +A short time before Gotthold would merely have shrugged his shoulders +at such news, and gone back to his work. Now it came upon him like a +thunder-clap. By the sum recently borrowed of Wollnow and his present +loss, his property was reduced to about one-fourth of its original +amount, and even this, strictly speaking, no longer belonged to him. +Nay, he need not even be overstrict; it was only necessary not to be +faithless to the obligations into which he had entered--obligations to +struggling young artists, who had based their hopes of the future on +his friendship, to widows and children of his deceased companions in +art, who but for him would sink into poverty. What was left him if he +paid these debts, as his honor, his heart bade him? Nothing! Nothing +except the income from his labor. It was enough and more than enough +for himself--but for the insatiate avarice of that spendthrift! He +would not be put off with promises, nor accept payments on account, not +he! + +Gotthold stood helpless before a barrier that towered before him in +impassable height, and which neither his anger nor his despair could +remove. Of what crime could she be charged, except that young, +generous, and confiding, she had allowed herself to be deceived by a +villain, and then after long years of terrible, silent agony, had once +more breathed freely at the sight of the friend of her youth, and fled +to his arms for deliverance? And now she was the guilty one, and this +scoundrel, asserting his rights, could mock, torture, kill her +unpunished. + +Thus anger and love drove him restlessly around in the terrible circle, +from which no escape seemed possible unless some means could be found +to fasten the crime, before the eyes of all the world, upon the person +who was really guilty. + +But how could such crimes be proved? + +Gotthold started in horror when, while racking his brains over the +possibility, he surprised himself in the act of producing this proof. +Should he sully his own and Cecilia's honor by revealing the dark +secrets, which, under cover of the night, extended from the master's +room at Dollan to the little attic chamber of the maid-servant? Never! + +And that the spendthrift and gambler would ever venture out of the dark +mole-tracks of vice to the comparatively open road of crime was a +thought that had also occurred to him; but there were too many +probabilities against it. He did not give the scoundrel credit for the +courage that always belongs to crime; besides, in that case, Wollnow +would probably have expressed some suspicion; Wollnow, who, apparently +out of sympathy for the Assessor, and perhaps also from the impulse of +his own nature, which every dark problem irritated, had entered into +the affair so eagerly, followed with so much care even the smallest +clew that might lead to the discovery of the lost or stolen money. And, +after all, was it not a psychological impossibility, that even a +Brandow--if he had been directly or indirectly concerned in the +robbery--could quietly clasp the hand of the man he had wronged, as he +had done just now, when Gotthold met him engaged in a most animated +conversation with the convalescent and his wife. True, the matter had +been settled by the trustees of the convent of St. Jürgen, in a manner +particularly favorable to Sellien. Under the direction of Alma's +father, who presided at the meeting, they decided that the Assessor was +not in the least to blame, since, as the agent of the convent, he was +authorized, nay obliged, to receive the money, and certainly could not +be held responsible for what happened to him on Dollan moor, during and +after the fall. So the convent merely set down the ten thousand thalers +as lost, "and," Sellien's father-in-law said, "if we were requested to +withdraw the warrant for the apprehension of Hinrich Scheel, I, for +one, should make no objection. The fellow has escaped long ago, and it +is neither for our interest, gentlemen, nor that of my son-in-law, to +have the stupid story constantly kept before the people." + +Brandow laughed heartily when Sellien, in the most amusing manner, gave +an account of the last meeting of the trustees, but was unfortunately +obliged to take his leave immediately, as he wanted to go away directly +after he had attended another consultation of the racing committee: the +seventh within a fortnight! He could not get away from the city at all; +but what was he to do? It was everything to him to get the resolution +to include a piece of marshy ground in the race-course withdrawn. His +Brownlock, which had compared very favorably with the other horses +yesterday, was as good a steeple-chaser as could be found; but for the +very reason that he had so much power in leaping, required firm ground. +"It would be a sin and shame to treat him so; even young Prince Prora +has declared it 'indigne.' But I'll pay no forfeit for non-performance +of my contract. I'd rather be left sticking in the bog and if necessary +drown." + +"He is a hero!" Alma Sellien exclaimed, ere Brandow had closed the door +behind him, opening her eyes very wide to express her enthusiasm. + +"He is a fool," Gotthold muttered to himself, as he walked through the +wet, silent streets towards his lodgings; "at least as much fool as +knave, and certainly incapable of a deed which, in any sense, requires +a man." + +On reaching his room, Gotthold found a letter in the firm, even bold +hand of Wollnow, now so familiar to him. + +The epistle was a lengthy one. Gotthold expected to find news of the +Stettin affair, about which a great deal of correspondence had passed +between him and his friend during the last few weeks. He was mistaken. +His eyes sparkled as, still standing, he glanced rapidly over the +pages; then he threw himself into a chair, but instantly started up +again, for his resolution was already formed. He hurried to the house +where the racing committee met. Herr Brandow, after a violent +altercation with one of the gentlemen on the committee, had left the +house half an hour before. He went to the hotel where he knew Brandow +usually lodged. This time Herr Brandow had not done the hotel the +honor; perhaps he had taken a room at the "Golden Lion." The "Golden +Lion" knew nothing of Herr Brandow; perhaps the gentleman might be at +the "White Rose." Brandow had left the "White Rose" about fifteen +minutes before, for home, the head waiter thought, at least he had +ordered his luggage to be carried to the ferry-boat. + +The next boat left in half an hour. Gotthold had just time to hurry +home and put clothing enough to last for a few days into a travelling +bag. "It is possible that I may not return for several days," he called +to the landlady, and added in an under-tone: "It is possible I may not +return at all." + + + + + CHAPTER XXV. + + +The passage to the island was unusually long that day. A strong +head-wind had sprung up; the boat was overloaded with passengers and +horses, and they were obliged to tack, cautiously. Conversation among +the passengers, most of whom were land-owners and farmers on the +island, turned almost exclusively upon the races which were to take +place in a few days, and would be the most brilliant ones that had ever +been seen. Horses were to come from Silesia, and even Hungary; Prince +Prora would probably have taken part in them himself, if he had been +admitted. The great public prize was increased to a thousand thalers, +but the principal race would be the one between the gentlemen riders. +It had at first been supposed that not three of the twenty-four horses +registered would appear, since even in May, six, from fear of Herr +Brandow's Brownlock, had already paid the forfeit for failing to fulfil +their contract; but now the tables were turned, now all wanted to be +allowed a place, for it was notorious that Brownlock could not cross +the marsh, and then he would be obliged to give up the lead to go round +it, and could not recover it again, since there was only one very +slight impediment between the bog and the winning-post, and on a free +course the other horses could easily cope with him. + +So the men, putting their heads together, talked eagerly among +themselves, while rain and spray dashed over their broad shoulders, and +Gotthold pondered over the letter he carried in his pocket. "Brownlock +can't cross the bog, Brandow says so himself;" he had another motive +for saying so besides that of stimulating his opponent's desire to bet, +as one of the speakers had suggested. + +At last the boat reached the opposite shore. Gotthold hurried to the +inn to get a carriage to take him to Prora. Herr Peter's three +carriages were all away, but one would soon return, nay, ought to have +been back now; but he could not depend upon the grooms; the only +reliable one he had ever had got married about three weeks ago, one +Jochen Prebrow from Dollan, that is, not the estate, but the smithy, +near which the accident had lately happened of which the gentleman had +probably heard. + +"Why, good gracious!" exclaimed Herr Peters, "it's you yourself. I +should hardly have known you. You look much paler and thinner than you +did three weeks ago, when you passed through here with the Herr +Assessor and Herr Wollnow. I was talking the matter over with Herr +Brandow a few hours ago. It's a pity you missed the twelve o'clock +boat, or you might have gone on with Herr Brandow, who always has his +own horses here to meet him. There is no trace of Hinrich Scheel yet; +no doubt the fellow has been on his way to America for the last three +weeks." + +Herr Peters was now obliged to attend to his other guests, whose tall, +broad figures crowded the large coffee-room. Gotthold had already seen +curious glances directed towards him; probably Herr Peters had pointed +him out as the hero of the accident on Dollan moor, which had caused a +great deal of talk on, its own account, and now that Brandow's name was +in every mouth, was more discussed than ever. So he left the room, +which reeked with tobacco-smoke, and wandered about in the pouring +rain, until at last, after an hour of impatient waiting, the promised +carriage arrived--an old rickety chaise, to which fortunately a pair of +fresh horses was harnessed. Herr Peters came out to take leave of him, +and say that in consequence of the great demand, he could not have the +carriage at the usual price. Gotthold consented to the shameless +extortion, and would have given even more to get on. + +"I saw what was in the wind at once," said Herr Peters to his guests; +"Brandow two hours ago, and now he. Mark my words; they are after +Scheel." + +"Nonsense," said a fat farmer; "he's gone where the pepper grows long +ago." + +"I think he has taken his life," observed another. + +"Or had it taken," growled a third. + +They again put their heads together, even more eagerly than before. +That Hinrich Scheel had not reaped the fruits of his crime alone, nay, +possibly, had been wholly cheated out of them, was an opinion which had +obtained a firm hold upon the public mind, although the rumor had not +assumed a definite form. This time also people either could not or +would not mention any names; on the contrary, the affair grew darker +and darker the longer they talked it over, and the more frequently the +thick little glasses filled with a greenish liquid were emptied. Herr +Peters looked on well satisfied; it might be doubtful which of the +disputants would first call for a bowl of his famous mulled wine; but +that the call would be made within the next five minutes was perfectly +certain. Herr Peters had already made a signal through the little +window that opened into the kitchen to his daughter, who was standing +by the hearth. + +Meantime Gotthold drove on through the pouring rain, which shrouded the +whole landscape in a gray veil that grew denser and denser hour by +hour. The wind whistled through the chinks in the leathern curtains, +which had been buttoned down to protect the occupants of the chaise +from the storm; the crazy old vehicle creaked and groaned +whenever--which happened only too often--the wheels on the right or +left slipped into the holes of the rough road; but the horses were +powerful, and the driver, who expected a liberal fee, was willing, so +it rolled forward with tolerable speed, although by no means rapidly +enough to suit Gotthold's increasing impatience. + +Yet he was compelled to acknowledge to himself, and did so again and +again, that there was no sensible reason for his haste, that nothing +depended upon one hour more or less, nay, that another hour, which +might perhaps mature some definite resolution in his mind, would be +welcome. Yet, even while he said so, he leaned forward to shout to the +driver that the road was perfectly smooth here, and he might drive +faster. + +Then he leaned back again into the corner of his little damp prison, +drew out Wollnow's letter and gazed at it as if he could not believe +any one could write such words as those in a hand so firm, characters +so large and clear. And for the second time he read: + +"What I have to tell you to-day, my dear friend, is so bad that the +most skilful preamble would not make it better. So without any +introduction: the upsetting of the carriage on the moor was no unlucky +accident, but a shameful crime, of which Brandow was the instigator. +Secondly, the money was stolen. The originator of the theft, which +might be termed murder, was Brandow again; he was probably present at +the time, or else appeared on the scene directly after; at any rate, +the fruits of the robbery fell into his hands. Whether the two crimes +may to a certain extent be considered one--I mean whether the first was +committed that the second might be executed, or whether the second was +perpetrated on the spur of the moment, after the first had been +performed--I do not know, and probably no one ever will, since it is to +be feared that a third terrible crime has resulted from the first two. + +"Who betrayed this horror to me? That which is so often the betrayer of +crimes--chance. + +"A chance than which nothing could be more accidental. + +"The money in the packet consisted of hundred, fifty, and twenty-five +thaler notes. I had myself, as you know, counted and put up the amount; +but of course that would not enable me to positively swear to the +identity of any one of the bills, even if it came back to me again. +With one, however, I am in a position to do so; the note is once more +in my hands, and I can prove in whose possession it has been in the +mean time. + +"I was obliged to pay out this bill ten years ago at a very critical +time--it was the last money I possessed, and in a humorous freak I +marked on it the words, 'a lucky journey,' and the date in small, +almost microscopical characters, on the upper right-hand corner of its +face. Four years ago this same note came back to me. I honored my old +friend with the word 'welcome,' which, together with the date, I +wrote on the left-hand upper corner of the back, and gave it, as a +luck-penny, a place in my pocket-book, where it remained until three +weeks ago. You will remember that ready money was rather scarce with +me, and I took advantage of the opportunity to punish myself for my +superstitious feelings by adding this note to the rest. + +"Now, this bill, to whose identity I can swear, Herr Redebas received +from Brandow on the day after the accident, as a part of the gambling +debt due that afternoon; he left the money in his desk without touching +it, until he made me a payment yesterday in which was this very note. I +asked Herr Redebas--without telling him my reasons--whether he could +swear to this statement if necessary; he answered in some little +astonishment, but very positively, that he was ready to do so at any +moment. + +"Brandow, as is well known, had related here and there, that is, had +intentionally spread the report, that the five thousand thalers he paid +Herr Redebas at noon had been received in the morning from Jacob +Demminer, a produce dealer in this place, as part payment on account of +the seven thousand for which he had sold his wheat to him. This +statement had nothing improbable in and of itself, and as Jacob +Demminer bears the reputation of doing any business by which money can +be made, even that of a receiver of stolen goods, there was certainly +the shadow of a possibility that the master had received in the +morning, in payment for his wheat, the very money of which the man had +robbed our friend the night before, and thought he had placed in safety +with the worthy Jacob, with whom he had perhaps had business dealings +for a long time. I say, there is the shadow of a possibility, for the +time was rather short; still, we do not yet know where and how Hinrich +Scheel spent the rest of the night, so it might have been. + +"The worthy Jacob, however, had not this affair at least on his +conscience, but the business Brandow wished to transact with him did +not take place either. To be sure Brandow was here that morning, and +also in the dark hole Jacob calls his counting-room; he took money away +with him, too, but only two thousand thalers, and not for this year's +wheat, which he had sold to Jacob months before, but for the next +year's harvest. He was obliged to sell at any price, in order to be +able to show the money at this time, and he could name any sum without +fearing that the worthy Jacob would contradict a customer with whom he +did such profitable business. The discovery of this trick was also +effected by chance, in the person of a poor young Jew, who had worked +several years for the worthy Jacob, and gained his confidence, until +now his conscience, or I know not what, suddenly urged him to pour out +his heart to me, and implore me to save him from this den of crime. + +"Let us recapitulate. Brandow, who on the day of the accident was known +to be destitute of money, and received only two thousand thalers the +following morning, pays Herr Redebas, at noon, five thousand at one +stroke; and among this money is the hundred-thaler note which was in +the package that disappeared at the time of the accident. + +"Disappeared! Why not lost, found, but not restored to its owner? + +"Then it would still have been stolen. But from the beginning it was +both a theft and robbery. + +"Remember that you felt the package in the Assessor's coat-pocket after +you left Dollan; that you no longer felt it at the smithy, and yet the +coat you had buttoned was still fastened. This, to be sure, is no +positive proof--nay, the latter circumstance at first even seems to be +against my supposition. Why, it might be said, should a thief so +cunning in all other respects intentionally incur an additional risk? +But people may try to be too cunning; and it certainly was not known +that you had kept your eye on the package all the evening, and +afterwards, when you buttoned the Assessor's coat, even had it under +your hand. The defender of the accused will, of course, doubt the +correctness of this statement, will--but we are not in a court of +justice. To me the fact is plain: the Assessor had the money with him +at the time of the fall; afterwards, when the two Prebrows raised the +poor fellow, while Henrich Scheel stood by with the lantern, he no +longer had it--that is, it had been stolen during the interval. + +"By whom? + +"Undoubtedly by this very Hinrich Scheel, but very, very probably not +by him alone. + +"Can Brandow have been present at the time? + +"He has taken no little trouble to prove his alibi, even before any +proof was asked, and evidently began the affair cunningly enough. He +rode here by the way of Neuenhof, Lankenitz, and Faschwitz--that is a +fact; the people in the villages heard him dash through; he even took +time to talk to several persons he met. If he rode the whole way he +cannot have been present at the time the deed was committed; even the +best rider on the fastest horse could not do that. But suppose he did +not ride the whole way--suppose he turned into the road just above +Neuenhof--suppose the spectral horseman whom you saw in your vision +dashing across the morass had been a veritable rider of flesh and +blood, and this rider had been Carl Brandow. + +"You say that is impossible. What is impossible to a man pursued by the +furies, if he has a horse under him like the much-praised Brownlock? + +"Brandow rode Brownlock that night; the groom at the Fürstenhof swore +it, after he saw the racer, day before yesterday, on his way to Sundin. +And when a man like Brandow rides a horse which in itself represents a +small fortune, and on which, moreover, he has bet thousands, on such a +night, over such roads, at such a pace, he must have been in a great +hurry. + +"He must have been in a very great hurry, or, my dear friend, you would +not have escaped with your life; you certainly would not have been +spared. A man whom people dash headlong over a precipice sixty feet +high they silence entirely, if they are not in too great a hurry. + +"Yet, as I said before, this will probably remain a mystery, even to a +wiser judge than Justizrath von Zadenig. One of those who were there +will never betray it, and the other can no longer do so. + +"As I returned from B. I met Brandow; he may easily have learned from +my coachman that I had been talking to the Justizrath for an hour. He +rode towards home at full gallop; an hour after the lawyer arrived with +the gendarme, but did not find Hinrich Scheel, although people had seen +him about all the forenoon; and he even took his master's horse when he +came home. The master was very, very anxious that the missing man +should be found; he even directed the search himself; he--" + +"I will not protract this horrible supposition farther; it is the only +one which occurs in my story, all the others are facts--facts which cry +aloud to heaven--which ought not, must not remain unpunished. I know, +my dearest friend, you'll think as I do, though every fibre of your +heart must quiver at the thought that you--you-- + +"I shall come to Sundin with my wife day after to-morrow. We will then +discuss, not what is to be done--there can be no doubt about that; but +the how is certainly to be considered." + +Gotthold put the letter back in his pocket, and gazed out into the +cheerless, rain-blurred landscape so fixedly, that he scarcely heard a +carriage, which, coming from Prora, passed by on the other side of the +road. It was still a half hour's ride to Prora, but it seemed an +eternity to the impatient traveller. At last the carriage stopped +before Wollnow's house. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI. + + +"I am so sorry to have you go," said Ottilie; "my husband must +certainly return before evening. He will be very angry with me for not +keeping you. And then, confess it frankly, my dear friend, you are +going without any definite plan--any fixed purpose--and in this way +intend to meet a man like Brandow--that is, to lose the game before it +is begun." + +Ottilie had seized Gotthold's hands as if to draw him back from the +door into the room. Gotthold shook his head. + +"You are right," said he, "but there are cases where the one who is not +right, or at least cannot prove that he is, must act according to his +own opinions. That is my case. I cannot put Brandow in prison or drag +him to the scaffold; I can't--" + +"Even if he must otherwise still remain Cecilia's husband? You cannot +permit that either." + +"Certainly not, and therefore a third plan must be found." + +"Which never can be. Dear, dear Gotthold, let me say to you what my +husband would have said if he were here: Never! He will never yield if +you go to him so, alone and helpless, without the bailiff and myrmidons +of the law; you must be able to prove that you have him completely in +your power, and that is not the case now. My husband said yesterday +evening: 'If we could only confront him with Scheel. There is really +nothing to be done without him; but where is Scheel? Perhaps at the +bottom of the Dollan morass.' Ah! my dear friend, stay away from this +den of murderers." + +"And ought I to leave her there?" exclaimed Gotthold. "Woe betide me +for having done so until now, for not having risked everything to take +her away with me, her and her child, for it was only the child that +detained her, and he would have sold the child too if I had had head +and heart enough to offer him the right price. Now I can offer nothing +except a mortal struggle; but I am sure, and he knows very well, that I +shall not be conquered this time. Forgive me, my dear friend, for using +so many words where acts would beseem me better, and--farewell." + +Ottilie burst into tears. "And you," she exclaimed, "my dear, dear +friend. Ah! yes, you must go, you must risk all if you love Cecilia, +and that you did love her--I knew long ago, and my good Emil knew it, +and--and--Emil would not act otherwise in your place, believe me, +whatever he may have said before, and may say after! He knows what +passionate love is, nay, he would make no objections if he were eight +and twenty, and in your place! But I can't help it if I am not as +beautiful and intellectual as your dear dead mother was; and besides, I +was not even in existence thirty years ago, and there are much more +unhappy married couples than we, and, and--may you and your Cecilia be +as happy!" + +She embraced and kissed Gotthold very warmly, and then stood at the +open window letting the rain drip upon her tear-stained face as she +waved her handkerchief while his carriage jolted over the rough +pavement. + +In spite of all the delays, it was still nearly an hour before sunset +when Gotthold left Prora, and the horses stepped out bravely; he must +surely reach Dollan before dark. He repeated this to himself several +times in the course of the next hour, and then reflected why he +constantly recurred to this calculation over and over again, and what +difference it made whether he reached Dollan before or after dark. He +could find no answer, and even as he sought for one, said to himself +once more: "Thank God, I shall get there before dark!" Were his +thoughts beginning to get confused? That would be bad; his head would +probably have much to bear to-day, then his anxious eyes wandered to +the heavy clouds, wet stubble, and black fields, and he murmured: "It +will grow dark earlier than I expected," and as if the obstinacy of the +idea required a corresponding idea, even if it were a mild one, he +added: "I shall not find her." + +And now he could not shake off the new idea: he would not find her. As +if she would hide herself from him, and he would be obliged to seek her +in vain because it was too dark. + +Or was all this only nonsense, such as arises in the confused brain of +a man who for hours has jolted alone in a damp chaise, over rough +country roads, staring out into the murky atmosphere, which grew grayer +and denser every minute. Was it the terrible type of a terrible +possibility. Hinrich Scheel had taken Brandow's horse when he came +home, and two hours after Hinrich Scheel had disappeared. Now he had +been at home at least four hours; so he had had twice as much time. + +Gotthold tore away the curtain which was still fastened on one side; it +seemed as if he was suffocating. At last! there was the smithy close +before him; he would see and speak to the worthy Prebrows; they lived +so near that they could surely tell him they had seen and spoken to her +a short time before. + +The smithy was lonely and deserted; several hours must have passed +since the bellows, had been used: a thick covering of ashes lay over +the dead coals. It seemed as if the father and son, who lived alone in +the old-fashioned little house, had just run away from their work. The +piece of iron they had last been forging still lay on the anvil, the +pincers and hammer were close beside it on the ground, as if they had +been suddenly thrown down to rush out of the door, which stood wide +open. The driver was very indignant; one of the springs of the chaise +was almost broken. He had depended upon getting the injury repaired +here so that it should go no farther. Gotthold told the lad to follow +him slowly, he would go forward on foot. + +He could not have waited a moment longer; the sight of the deserted +smithy had infinitely increased the terrible anxiety which had tortured +him all the way. He hurried up the ascending road over the moor, +without heeding the rain that the wind drove into his face with +redoubled violence as he walked hastily on, his eyes always fixed upon +the nearest hillock which lay before him, and seemed inaccessible. Then +he stood panting for breath on the top of the slope, but his view on +the right was no clearer; a gray mist from the morass floated nearer +and nearer, was so near already that the rugged side of the next +hillock gleamed very dimly through the drizzling vapor, and he scarcely +recognized the scene of the accident. On reaching the bottom he +remembered that by keeping close to the edge one might pass between the +hill and morass, so he left the height on the left, and took that +course. + +But as he turned towards the marsh he entered farther and farther into +the fog that had now spread over the bog like a heaving gray sea, and +whirled against the steep acclivity like surges dashed by a violent +wind against the cliffs. + +While the height on the left obstructed his view, and on the right he +gazed into the gray mist, which scarcely permitted him to see where to +set his feet, the terrible dread increased at every step; it seemed as +if every moment the misty curtain must rise to reveal the horrible +picture it now concealed, and the height against which it pressed was +only there that he might not escape the scene. And there it was! + +Gotthold stood trembling and staring into the mist with eyes fairly +starting from their sockets. It could have been nothing but a trick of +his over-excited fancy, for he now saw nothing, nothing at all, and yet +he had seen it with perfect distinctness: four or five figures standing +in a circle, thrusting long poles into the morass--misty spectres! + +No, no; no spectres! Or else ghosts could speak with human voices, +which he clearly distinguished, although he could not understand the +words, and now he even caught a few. + +"Could it possibly be here?" + +"No, it was not possible--it was certain; he now knew why he had been +so alarmed." + +The next moment, with a single bound, he had dashed through the tall +sedges which, at this spot, enclosed the morass with a broad girdle; +the thin covering of turf rose and fell under him--he did not notice +it; again and again the water dashed up under his flying feet--he did +not heed it; his eyes pierced the mist in the direction from which he +had heard the voices, and now heard them again still nearer; and now +the figures, which a rift in the mist had just revealed to him, +appeared again; he reached them. + +"Cousin Boslaf!" + +"Stand farther away, and you others, too! There are too many of us +here; the ground won't bear, and I can do it alone." + +They stepped back; again and again the old man let the long pole, +furnished with an iron hook, slide cautiously down into the water which +had here formed a small dark pool amid the rushes and nodding grass. +Then he drew it out and gave it to one of the men. "There is nothing +here. This was the last place, we will go back; keep close behind me; +and you too, Gotthold. Tread in my footsteps." + +The old man, holding his gun on his shoulder, walked forward with the +long, regular stride of a huntsman, till the others, among whom was +Clas Prebrow, Jochen's brother, found it difficult to keep up with him. +He paused several times, and seemed to be trying the ground; but it was +only for a few moments, then he moved on into the mist. The men +followed without hesitation; they knew they could go on calmly if +Cousin Boslaf led the way; and now the ground became firmer and firmer; +they were on the very spot from which they had started an hour ago. +Cousin Boslaf called Gotthold to his side. + +"Since when?" asked Gotthold. + +"At two o'clock this morning; the dogs have been keen on her track; I +knew it first three hours ago." + +"And you still have hope?" + +The old man gazed into the mist. + +"We have not found her," said he, "so the others may not either, and in +that case there would still be hope, although it is not probable that +she could have gone far with the child in the darkness." + +"With the child?" cried Gotthold, "with Gretchen! then all is well; she +would do the child no injury." + +"Injury!" said the old man, "injury! there are greater injuries than +death." + +Gotthold shuddered. She had not been willing to part from the child; +she had thought herself obliged to bear--able to bear--anything for its +sake. Now matters had become unendurable, and she was compelled to cast +the burden aside. What would become of Gretchen? There are worse +injuries than death. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII. + + +They walked rapidly towards the house, old Boslaf still leading the way +with his long, regular strides, his eyes now bent upon the ground, and +anon gazing keenly into the gloom of the gathering twilight; but he did +not speak, and Gotthold asked no questions. Yet before he reached the +court-yard, he knew--from various remarks made by the other men--that +when, towards noon, the rumor spread abroad among the laborers that the +mistress had disappeared with her child, it was said at once that they +were dead. No one had been the first to utter the words; every one had +spoken them at the same time, and suggested that somebody should +go to Cousin Boslaf. Cousin Boslaf had come instantly--with his old +long-barrelled gun over his shoulder--and divided the men into parties. +Statthalter Möller, with one band, was to cross the fields and search +the forest near the seashore. Prebrow, the blacksmith, who had been +sent for, was to head another company and go to the upper part of the +moor, towards the Schanzenbergen; and Cousin Boslaf himself, with the +remainder, down to the morass; then they would all meet at the house +again. Two hours before--they were then still farther out in the +morass, and there was some little fog, though it was by no means so +thick--they had seen Herr Brandow come home, and very soon after ride +away again. He had taken a wise course, for the men had resolved that +the murderer should not leave the estate alive again; it was no matter +about Hinrich Scheel, who was as bad as his master; but his wife and +child--it was too much, and they had always said it would happen some +day. + +They had all said so and had let it happen! True, they had been unable +to prevent it; but he! Gotthold thought his heart would burst with +shame and horror. + +They reached the house almost at the same moment as the two other +parties, who had carefully searched the region assigned to them, and +found nothing, not the smallest trace. + +What was to be done now? + +Very little more could be done. True, the fog had dispersed, but +twilight had already closed in; in half an hour, or an hour at latest, +it would be perfectly dark. Besides, the men, who ever since noon had +been constantly on their feet, searching bushes and woods, fields and +morass, were evidently fatigued and exhausted, though quite ready to +search the forest in the direction of Dahlitz, as soon as they had +eaten the supper Cousin Boslaf had ordered to be brought out from the +house. The old man himself neither eat nor drank; he stood with folded +arms, leaning against the trunk of one of the huge old lindens, waiting +patiently until the men should once more be ready to help him seek +his great-granddaughter, the last of his race, at the bottom of the +marl-pit, the depths of some forest ravine, or wherever she had fled +with her child to die. + +Gotthold had entered the house to look for Mine, a good young +servant-girl whom he had often seen playing with Gretchen, and who +appeared to be very devoted to Cecilia; perhaps he might learn from her +something that would give a clew. He found her in the kitchen, where +with eyes swollen with weeping, she was helping the housekeeper prepare +bread and butter for the men's supper. When she caught sight of +Gotthold she dropped the knife with a cry of joy, and came running +towards him. + +Gotthold told her to leave the room with him. + +At first the good child's tears almost choked her words. The mistress +had been very sad the last few weeks, much more sorrowful than usual; +she had scarcely spoken except to Gretchen, whom she would never trust +out of her sight, and even to her only when it was absolutely +necessary. Yesterday she had remained out of doors alone until very +late in the evening, and when she came in looked so pale and exhausted, +and stared straight before her with such a fixed expression; she would +not go to bed, however, but insisted that she should go to her mother +in Neuenhof, who was very sick, and added that she need not come back +before noon, and then the mistress had already been gone, no one knows +how long. Rieke had certainly known it long before, but said nothing +from fear of the other servants, and hid herself up stairs until the +master came home. At first he scolded her furiously, and struck at her +with his riding-whip, but Rieke cried and screamed that she would +charge the master with it, and made such evil speeches that at last he +took her away with him in the carriage; and her dear kind mistress had +been obliged to go out of the house in the middle of the night, and +dear sweet little Gretchen had not even had her new boots, for they +were locked up in the closet, and she had the key in her pocket. + +The girl began to cry again; Gotthold said a few words which were +intended to be consoling, and was then obliged to turn away, for his +own grief threatened to overpower him. The sobbing girl had reminded +him of the sunny days when he sought out Cecilia in the garden, and +played with Gretchen among the flower-beds. + +When he came out of the house again, the men had finished their meals +and were ready to set out. Prebrow, the blacksmith, was to search the +forest on the left, and the Statthalter on the right of the road to +Dahlitz. Cousin Boslaf would keep to the road itself. They were just +going when Gotthold's chaise jolted into the courtyard; the spring was +now entirely broken, and the tire was off of one wheel. Cousin Boslaf +asked the Statthalter whether Herr Wenhofs old carriage was still +there, and capable of being used. The carriage was there, and might be +made fit for use. Then Clas Prebrow should repair it, put in a pair of +fresh horses, and follow them. Gotthold looked at the old man +inquiringly. + +"I shall seek till I find her," said Cousin Boslaf, pushing the rifle +farther over his shoulder, "and I shall find her--alive or dead; in +either case we shall need the carriage." + +They reached the forest; the men had already spread out to the right +and left, and now pressed eagerly into its depths. + +"I shall keep to the road," said Cousin Boslaf as they walked on side +by side. "I can trust my old eyes, and I almost believe she has taken +this way. She would reach the forest sooner, and directly behind the +woods, in a ploughed field on the right, is the great marl-pit. When +she was a child, a poor girl who had killed her new-born babe drowned +herself there." + +The old man did not change his long, regular stride as he spoke, and +his keen eyes searched the deep furrows of the rough road, or glanced +over the bashes and tree trunks on either side, between which, here in +the depths of the forest, the darkness already brooded gloomily. The +men within the woods shouted to each other, in order to keep together: +oftentimes one of the dogs they had taken with them barked loudly, then +for a moment all was silent again, save the wind sighing through the +treetops, and shaking the rain-drops from the leaves. Then the old man +paused, listened, and went on again, after convincing himself that the +men still kept to their track, and nothing remarkable had happened. + +So they came to the end of the forest, whose dark edge stretched out +into the twilight on either side as far as the eye could reach. Nothing +was to be seen of the men, who had been obliged to make their way +through the underbrush more slowly. Cousin Boslaf pointed towards the +right, where a short distance from the road, in the ploughed field, a +round spot was relieved against the darker earth; it was the marl-pit, +which the continual rain of the last few days had filled nearly to the +brim. + +They crossed the edge of the road to the field; the old man again took +the lead, but more slowly than before, and his head was bowed lower, as +if he wished to count every separate blade of the short wet grass. +Suddenly he paused: "Here!" + +He pointed to the wet ground, upon which, as Gotthold now also +perceived, were the marks of footprints, a large one, with a smaller +one beside it. The footprints came from the road they had just left, +but had emerged from the forest sooner, and gone towards the marl-pit, +and they had come upon it farther down at a right angle. The old hunter +and the young man looked at each other; neither spoke--they knew the +decisive moment had come. + +Slowly and cautiously they followed the clew, which ran straight before +them towards the marl-pit, on whose surface they already saw the +rippling of the water, as the strong breeze blew it against the edges. +Only about fifty paces more, and all would be decided. + +Gotthold's eyes rested fixedly upon the horrible water, which glittered +spectrally in the last feeble glimmer of twilight; he saw her standing +on the edge holding the child by the hand, gazing-- + +One of the old man's hands rested on his shoulder, the other pointed +downwards. "She took the child in her arms here." + +There was only one footprint, the larger one, and the mark was +deeper--five, ten, fifteen steps-- + +"Stay!" + +The old man had uttered the word, and waving Gotthold back with his +hand at the same moment, he fell upon his knees. The footprints were +confused, as if she had taken a few steps irresolutely to and fro, and +then the trail became distinct again, going straight on, but parallel +with the edge of the marl-pit, and then they turned back in the +direction of the road, and remained in that course to the bank, from +whose sharp edge a small piece of turf had been torn as she stepped +upon the path with her burden. + +The two men stood in the road once more; Gotthold felt as if the solid +earth were reeling under him; he threw himself into the arms of the old +man, who clasped him in a warm embrace. + +"We may hope now, my dear son; but we are not yet at the end." + +"I will bear and risk everything, so long as I can still hope," cried +Gotthold. + +The dark figures of men now emerged singly and in pairs from the gloomy +forest, and approached the place where they stood. They had found +nothing; and Statthalter Möller asked whether they should now search +the marl-pit; they could probably do no more than that today; it had +grown too dark, and the people were completely worn out. + +"But if Herr Wenhof wants us to do anything, we will, won't we, men?" +asked Statthalter Möller. + +"Ay, that we will," they replied in chorus. + +"I thank you," said Cousin Boslaf, "you can help me no more now; I will +go on alone with this gentleman, as soon as Clas Prebrow comes with the +carriage, and I now have a hope that I may find my great-grandchild +alive." + +The old man's voice trembled as he pronounced the last words, and the +people looked at him in astonishment. + +"Yes, my great-grandchild," the old man began again, and his voice was +now strong, and had acquired a strangely deep, solemn tone, "for that +she is--my great-grandchild, and the great-grandchild of Ulrica, the +wife of Adolf Wenhof. You have aided me so faithfully to-day that I +cannot help telling you the truth. There is no one living whom it can +harm, but it may do you good to know that the truth must always be +spoken, that an old man of ninety must speak it, for no other reason +than that it is the truth. And now go home, children, and don't allow +yourselves to be tempted to take vengeance on him who has driven my +child from house and home--don't vent your anger on the house and farm. +Better men have lived there before him, and better ones will dwell +there after him; and now once more I thank you, children." + +The men had listened in silence; one after another removed his +cap--they did not exactly know why; and when the old man and Gotthold +entered the carriage, which meantime had quietly driven up, all stood +around it with bared heads, and even after the coach had gone on, and +they had set out on their way home, it was long ere any one ventured to +speak aloud. + +But the coach drove on through the darkness towards the fishing village +of Ralow. It was a delightful road on a summer evening, and Cecilia had +been fond of walking here with the child. Gotthold thought she would +follow this direction, and the old man had assented. "It is your turn +now," said he. "We were seeking a dead body, and an old man is well +suited for that; now that we are in search of a living woman, young +blood may be better." + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +Two days after, Jochen Prebrow was standing before the door of his +house, just after his second breakfast, looking out to sea through a +long spy-glass, which with his left hand he rested against the tall +flag-staff that stood before the house. Worthy Jochen might often be +found in the same spot, engaged in the same occupation It was not that +he sought or hoped to find anything unusual out at sea; but in leisure +moments the spy-glass, which usually rested on two crooked bars close +beside the door under the shelter of the projecting roof, afforded an +excellent amusement, even if, as at this moment, there was nothing to +be seen on the sea except the waves, here and there crested with foam, +dancing merrily in the morning breeze. + +But to-day the worthy Jochen did not even see the foam-crested waves; +he saw absolutely nothing at all; yet when, at the end of five minutes, +he put down and closed the spy-glass, his broad face wore an expression +as anxious as if he had perceived a large ship, driven by a north-east +storm on the Wiessow cliffs, and his neighbor Pilot Bonsak had said she +could not be saved. + +And the same anxious expression rested upon the plump face of his +Stine, who had just appeared in the doorway, and with both hands, +usually so busy, idly folded under her apron, began to gaze at the blue +morning sky and shining white clouds scattered over it, without even +noticing her Jochen, who was standing scarcely six paces away. + +"No, no," sighed Stine. + +"Yes, yes," said Jochen. + +"Jochen, how you frightened me!" + +"And it is frightful, when one thinks of it," said Jochen. + +He had opened the spy-glass again, and was evidently about to resume +his former occupation; but Stine took it out of his hands, put it in +its place, and said in a somewhat irritated tone, "You do nothing but +look through the old thing, and I so worried that I hardly know whether +I'm on my head or my heels." + +"Oh! but if you don't know, Stine"-- + +"How am I to know? Why are you my husband, if I, poor creature, am +expected to know everything? And she has just asked me again whether +the Swede is not yet here. Poor girl! To go all that long way in such a +nutshell of a boat! And who knows whether the people over yonder will +want her. They are only fourth or fifth cousins." + +Stine had spoken with great emotion, but in a suppressed tone, and had +drawn her Jochen out to the blackthorn hedge that divided the sandy +little garden from the sandy village-street. Jochen had a vague +perception that as a man and a husband, and moreover sole innkeeper of +Wiessow, he must say something, so he replied: "You'll see, Stine, we +sha'n't carry it through." + +"Jochen, I wouldn't have believed you were so bad," exclaimed Stine, +as, sobbing violently and pressing both red hands over her eyes, she +turned away from her husband and went back to the house. + +Jochen was left standing by the hedge, and raised his arms; but the +spy-glass was resting quietly in its place, and, in consideration of +his wickedness, he did not venture to take down the care-dispeller. So +he let his arms fall again and thrust his hands into his pockets. Thank +God, here was his pipe! It now had many idle hours, for Stine could not +bear smoking, and if she should see him now when she was so angry, she +probably would not make friends again. + +Jochen let the pipe slide back into his pocket, and gazed at the +sparkling sea like one who, without any optical instrument, still sees +only too distinctly the spot where just now a majestic ship went down +with all on board. + +"Good-morning, Prebrow," said a voice close beside him. + +Jochen slowly turned his blue eyes from the distant horizon towards the +gentleman who, with the collar of his coat turned up over his ears, had +just passed along by the hedge with hasty strides. + +"Good-morning, Herr In--" + +"St--" said the gentleman, stopping and putting his finger on his lips. + +Jochen nodded. + +"To-night!" continued the gentleman; "I tell you, because, after +everything has gone on well, until now, somebody might at the last +moment get some suspicion, and inquire of you. Of course you don't know +me." + +"Heaven forbid!" replied Jochen. + +The gentleman nodded and was about to continue his walk, but paused +again as if struck by the troubled expression of Jochen's face, and +added: "You needn't take it to heart, Prebrow; it serves the Rahnk +right; their conduct is a disgrace to Wiessow and the whole region, and +after all there is no one who would not be glad to have you get rid of +the rascals. And when I come back next time, Prebrow, I shall of course +lodge with you; this time I must keep out of the way." + +The gentleman nodded, walked lightly away, and after casting a rapid +glance around him, entered the pilot's house. + +"A damned miserable business," muttered Jochen, without exactly knowing +which of the two he meant, the one going on in his own house, or the +other of which the Herr steuer-inspector had just spoken. It was +probably the former; the second certainly did not concern him at all, +but it was a secret the more, and he already had far too much trouble +with one. + +"Good-morning, Jochen." + +This time Jochen was actually frightened. There was his brother Clas in +the very spot where the Herr inspector had just been standing. + +"Why, good Heavens, Clas, what brings you here?" he exclaimed. + +"Ah! you may well say that, Jochen," answered Clas. + +"Is the smithy burned?" + +"Why, Jochen, how can you ask such stupid questions?" + +The bridge of understanding seemed broken. The feeling that the whole +world was one dark secret, and he the unhappy man who had to guard it, +overpowered Jochen still more. + +"Won't you come in, Clas?" said he. + +He could not help saying that; he could not leave his only brother, who +moreover was the elder of the two, standing in the street. + +Clas Prebrow instantly accepted his brother's invitation, +notwithstanding the unbrotherly tone in which it was given, shook hands +with Jochen, and said, glancing towards the house, "You're very well +off here, Jochen." + +Jochen nodded. + +"And probably have a great many guests." + +"What business is it of yours?" cried Jochen violently, as if he had +been bitterly insulted. + +"Why, I only asked the question," said Clas. + +"There is no one here at all," cried Jochen, "no one at all;" and he +stepped before the other as he was making his way towards the house. + +"That happens just right," said Clas; "then I can turn back and tell +old Herr Wenhorf and Herr Gotthold that they can get lodgings in your +house." + +Jochen was perfectly horrified. What should he do? He had promised to +keep silence, but what could silence avail if Herr Gotthold came +straight into the house, and the old gentleman too, for whom he had +such a wholesome respect. If the latter fixed his clear old eyes upon +him, he must certainly tell everything, and--"Stine, Stine," shouted +Jochen, as if the only inn in Wiessow were in flames from top to +bottom. + +"Jochen, have you gone perfectly crazy? Don't you think at all of--" + +Stine, who had come running out of the house at her husband's loud +outcry, suddenly slopped short and stared at her brother-in-law with +open mouth. + +"You see," said Jochen with great satisfaction. + +"Where is he?" asked Stine. + +Clas Prebrow felt that his diplomatic reserve would not answer with the +clever Stine, and at this stage of his mission he must drop the mask. +So he rubbed his large, hard, blackened hands contentedly, and showed +his white teeth, but suddenly grew grave again, and said, while his +glance wandered over the row of windows in the upper story, "Wouldn't +it be better for us to go in?" + +They went in and entered the little sitting-room directly behind the +large coffee-room, which Stine only left for a moment to get from the +cupboard a bottle of rum and two glasses, that the brothers might drink +to each other's health, and Clas's tongue should not get dry in case he +had a great deal to tell. + +Clas probably would have had a very long story, but remembering that +the gentlemen were awaiting his return, he cut it short. + +They had come upon the right clew the very first evening, but lost it +again the following day because the lady left the carriage she had +taken at Ralow, in Gulnitz, and went on on foot, to conceal her route. +She succeeded so well in this, that they spent a whole day and night in +searching, and only recovered the lost trail late yesterday evening in +Trentow. To be sure, it would now scarcely have been doubtful what +direction she had taken; but they had left the carriage at noon at Herr +von Schoritz of Schoritz, who was a friend of Gotthold's, in order to +proceed on their journey on foot to mislead Herr Brandow, in case he +was behind them, and therefore they had been obliged to rest a few +hours in Trentow, and to-day they were coming from Trentow, and he ran +on before, less to inquire whether the lady was here than to beg his +sister-in-law to prepare her, that she might not be too much +frightened. + +"Oh! goodness gracious," said Stine, "poor, poor child! we were obliged +to promise solemnly that we would not betray her." + +"Stine, we sha'n't be able to carry it through," said Jochen. + +In her heart Stine had never expected to do so; nay, she had always +prayed that Heaven would interpose and send Herr Gotthold to them +before it was too late. To be sure, she could not acknowledge this +openly, but neither did she wish to be actually unfaithful to the +promise she had given Cecilia, and in her perplexity began to weep +bitterly. + +Jochen nodded assent, as if he wanted to show his Stine that she had +now taken the right course. Clas emptied his glass and said, rising, +"So we shall be here in fifteen minutes. You're so clever, Stine, you +can easily settle matters, and you can come with me, Jochen." + +Jochen started up and went out of the room so hastily that he left his +glass half full. Stine intended to pour the liquor back into the bottle +again, but in her absence of mind drank it herself. Tears fell from her +eyes: "We poor women!" she murmured. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX. + + +After Stine had left the room, Cecilia still remained sitting by her +child's little bed. Gretchen had fallen asleep, and it now seemed to +the mother that the innocent little face looked paler, and the white, +delicate hands often twitched convulsively. Suppose she should be +seriously ill? Suppose she should die, and all the horror and grief of +these hours had been endured in vain? + +She pressed her hands to her throbbing temples. There was no one--no +one who could counsel and help her. And yet she was with friends, with +her good old Stine, who had received her yesterday with a flood of +joyful tears, who was nearly beside herself with grief and joy at the +unexpected visit, and with worthy Jochen, whose honest face mingled +pleasantly with the happy memories of her girlish days--how deserted +she would feel in yonder foreign land! Would they not look upon her, +treat her as an adventuress? And could she blame them for it? Could she +tell her pitiful story to all the world--nay, even to one human being? + +The harassing anxiety drove her from her seat to the window of the next +room. A broad expanse of blue sea flashed between the gable-roofs of +the neighbors' houses and the white downs; a sail gleamed on the +distant horizon. It was a fresh, bright scene that was framed in by the +low window, and she gazed at it with the eyes with which he had taught +her to behold nature; then she remembered that the empty waste of +waters, with the lonely ship pursuing its solitary way into the unknown +distance, was to her and her child a cruel, pitiless reality. Her head +drooped; she did not notice the slight noise outside the door, and only +looked up when it opened, and Stine, an expression of mingled timidity +and joy on her face, which was swollen and red with weeping, entered, +and then looked back towards some one who was standing behind her. A +sudden foreboding, which drove every drop of blood to her heart, +thrilled Cecilia's frame. Who could the dark figure in the entry be +except the one person for whom she had so eagerly longed, for whose +coming she had waited and hoped as the devotee waits and hopes for a +miracle? Now he was here, because he loved her--and yet, and yet it +could not, must not be; and her half-extended arms fell, her trembling +hands did not return the clasp of his. + +"Where is Gretchen?" + +They went to the child's bed, where good Stine had already preceded +them. The little pale cheeks were now deeply flushed, the hands +twitched more violently; Cecilia's anxious eyes said, what did not +cross her trembling lips until they had again entered the next room, +"If she dies, I have killed her." + +"She will not die," replied Gotthold, "but you must not decide upon +anything hastily; you must no longer struggle on alone, must not +disdain my aid as you have done till now." + +"That I may drag you, who are guiltless of this misery, down to ruin +with me? I have already involved you too far, but more--never." + +"What do you call more, Cecilia? I love you; in those words all is +said, in those words our lives are woven into one circle. What could +you suffer that I would not suffer with you? Nay, has not even your +past life become mine and always belonged to me? Has not all this ever +brooded over my soul as a vague, anxious foreboding, drawing a veil +over my brightest hours? Yes, Cecilia, when I consider this, I cannot +help saying: 'Thank God! thank God that the veil is rent, that life +lies before me as it is, although obstacles and difficulties of all +kinds threaten to bar our way. We will conquer them. If I ever +despaired, I shall do so no longer, now that you are restored to me." + +He had bent his lips to her ear as he sat behind her; his deep voice +grew so low as to become almost inaudible, but she caught every +syllable, and each word pierced her to the heart. + +"Ah! Cecilia, Cecilia! you would not have killed yourself and your +child only--you would have slain me too. Well, since a voice you must +ever hold sacred, of whose veracity you must never, never have the +smallest doubt, has cried, live! live for me, Cecilia, for--you cannot +live without me." + +"Nor with you," cried Cecilia, wringing her hands. "No, do not turn +your honest eyes upon me with such a questioning, reproachful look, my +own dear love! I would fain tell you all, but I cannot; perhaps I might +to a woman, yet to her, if she were a true woman, I should not need to +do so, for she would understand me without words." + +"You do not love me as you must love the man from whom you could and +would accept every sacrifice, because love, the true love which bears +and suffers all things, perceives no sacrifices, and yours is not the +true love!" + +He spoke without the slightest tinge of bitterness; but his chest +heaved painfully, and his lips quivered. + +"Am I not right in saying that no man, even the best, the most delicate +in feeling, can rightly understand us?" replied Cecilia, bending +towards Gotthold, and pushing his hair back from his burning brow. For +a moment the old sweet smile played around her delicate lips and +sparkled in her eyes, the smile of which Gotthold had often dreamed, +and then spent the whole day absorbed in reverie, as if under the +influence of some magic spell. But it was only for a moment; then it +disappeared, and sorrowful earnestness was again expressed in every +feature of the beautiful face, again echoed in the tones of her voice. + +"True love! Dare a woman who has experienced what I have, even take the +word on her lips? True love! Would you have called it so, when I--" + +She paused suddenly, rose, went to the window, came back again, and +standing before Gotthold with her arms folded across her breast, said: +"When I procured still larger supplies for his avarice, when I would +have suffered myself and my child to be sold, though you would have +been compelled to sacrifice the last penny of your fortune to buy our +freedom--" + +"You might have done so, and did not!" exclaimed Gotthold, in the most +painful agitation. + +"I might, and did not," replied Cecilia, "but certainly not because I +doubted, for an instant, that you would, without hesitation, sacrifice +all, all; such a doubt is inconceivable to a woman who knows herself +beloved, nay, she would, under similar circumstances, go begging for +her lover; but--it is useless, Gotthold, I shall never find words. Ah! +the misery that is even denied the relief of expressing its agony, +which must consume away in silent torture." + +She wandered up and down the room, wringing her hands. Gotthold's +mournful eyes followed her as she paced to and fro, and a feeling of +intense bitterness welled up in his heart. There had been a +possibility, but she had not seized it, and now it was too late. + +He told her so, and why it was now too late, and that even if, by the +income from his labor, he could satisfy the claims which others already +had upon the small remnant of property that now remained, it would be a +mere nothing to her husband's avarice, a sum which, if any one offered +him, he would hurl back into his face with a scornful laugh. + +Cecilia, pausing in the centre of the room, had listened eagerly, +gasping for breath. "My poor Gotthold," said she; "but for me--it is +better so, even the temptation cannot assail me now, and the matter is +decided. Yes, Gotthold, it is decided; besides, perhaps it was only a +momentary thirst for money, which the deadly hatred he bore you has +long since swallowed up. He will not release me; I have not chosen, +will not choose death as long as the last possibility of deliverance, +flight, remains. Let me fly, Gotthold, before it is too late; do not +detain me. You wish to save me, and are only driving me into the arms +of death." + +"I will keep you, save you, and tear you from the arms of death," cried +Gotthold, clasping Cecilia's hands, "you and your child, whom you would +kill, if, while ill and feverish, you exposed it to the dangers of a +journey, which, under any circumstances, would be a useless cruelty, +for he would know how to find you there or anywhere if he wants to do +so--there as well as here, and therefore you must not stay here. You +can remain nowhere, except under my protection, I repeat it. I will +guard you. Cecilia, have you then no faith in me, my courage, my +strength, my judgment? And I too cannot tell you all, how I intend to +save you, will save you; I must beg you to let me take my own way, +without explanation. Is not what is fair for women, right for men? May +not cases occur for us also, in which we act as duty and honor command, +and which we can confide only to a man? And, Cecilia, when I tell you +that I have trusted to a man, to whom from childhood you have looked up +with deep reverence, without suspecting that you owed him the respect +so freely paid--and this man approves of my plan and resolution, and +will himself do all in his power that the plan may not remain a plan, +that the resolution may be executed--and this man will assure you of +the fact with his own lips--Cecilia, I will bring this old man, your +ancestor, to you, and when kneeling before him with his hand resting +upon your head, the past, which seems as brazen and immutable as fate, +reels and totters, you will perhaps believe that the present is not +unalterably fixed for those who live and love!" + +Gotthold hurried out of the room. Cecilia, trembling with a strange +foreboding, gazed steadily at the door through which he had +disappeared. It opened again: the tall form that entered was compelled +to bend its head, and thus, with drooping head and downcast eyes, +approached her. A strange conviction shot through her mind: even so had +her father looked when he called her to his bedside an hour before he +died, and at that moment he had resembled the picture of his +grandfather, which hung in the sitting-room beside the old clock. Her +knees trembled, and almost refused to support her, as he held out his +hand. + +Gotthold closed the door. The words spoken between the two must ever +remain a secret. + + + + + CHAPTER XXX. + + +The last rays of the setting sun trembled on the heaving water in +crimson light, and crimson light glittered on the nodding grass of the +broad swamp that stretched from the western shore to the downs, and +bathed the figures of Gotthold and Jochen Prebrow, who, coming up from +the narrower strip of ground that rose from the eastern beach, had just +reached the highest point of ground. Gotthold, shading his eyes with +his hand, was already gazing into the fiery sea, while Jochen kept +pushing the spy-glass in and out of its case. At last he found the +narrow mark on the glittering brass. "Here," said he, handing the glass +to his companion, and then added as if to apologize: "One can see a +devilish long ways with it." + +"My good fellow!" replied Gotthold smiling. + +Jochen showed his white teeth, and then both suddenly grew very grave +again. Gotthold looked through the glass as eagerly as if he were +actually trying to see the boat, which had sailed four hours before +with a fair wind, and must now surely be off Sundin, if not already in +the harbor, and Jochen was as downcast as if he had seen the round +cheeks of his Stine, who positively insisted upon accompanying Frau +Brandow for the last time. + +But the worthy fellow was not thinking of himself. He could do without +his Stine for a few days or weeks, if necessary, and things generally +went so pleasantly with him that he had more than once doubted whether +he was not too well off; but his poor, poor Herr Gotthold! O Heavens! +how they looked at each other when she was going to get into the +boat, and they shook hands on the bridge once more; with such large, +wide-open eyes, which were full of tears! And then when she reached the +boat, she instantly rushed down into the cabin, where Stine had carried +the child, and then, as the wind took the sails and the boat began to +move, came out again, and stood leaning on the old gentleman's arm, +waving her handkerchief, with her big wide eyes looking steadily +towards him, though she certainly could see nothing through her tears. + +"But the boat is as good as any that can be found," said Jochen, "and +as for my father-in-law, he was glad to get something to do again, and +my brother Clas is a wonderfully clever fellow, and has often been in +Sundin. He can take good care of them all; he said he knew where +Wollnow lived, too, and one can depend upon the old gentleman, and +nobody can do more than he can; and when one has done everything within +the bounds of human possibility, he has done all he can." + +Jochen drew a long breath; he was astonished himself to find how he +could talk to-day--even his Stine would have done no better--and Herr +Gotthold had said nothing at all--what could he say against it? Jochen +continued in a still more persuasive tone: "And so you mustn't be so +sad, Herr Gotthold, for the night doesn't last all the time, and +unexpected things often happen, and when a horse once gets the bit +between its teeth, a man may pull his arms off, but it will run away +for all that; and what a horse can do, a man can too." + +"I shall not fail, Jochen," replied Gotthold, "and I am no longer +wretched, for I know I shall fight my way through, although it is a +difficult matter so long as we don't have Scheel. But I think we shall +get the fellow yet; at least he isn't dead, and that is the main +thing." + +Jochen Prebrow shook his great head. "It's a damned, miserable +business, Herr Gotthold," said he. "Old Arent in Goritz saw him a week +ago,--well, he certainly knows him, for the old man was at Dahlitz till +Hinrich Scheel drove him away, but at night all cats are gray, and +besides--there are so many chances of getting away from here by sea to +Sweden or Mechlenburg or elsewhere. Therefore, it is very probable that +he came here; but that he could be here still--no, that I don't +believe." + +The crimson glow which blazed in the western horizon had faded, and as +they turned towards the east in descending from the summit of the down, +the sea from the shore to the farthest horizon spread before them in a +deep blue expanse, against which the white sand of the beach was +relieved with singular distinctness. The chain of downs, upon whose +highest point they had just been standing, stretched towards the north +in a vast confused mass, which in the twilight seemed endless, here +overgrown with coarse grass and broom, yonder in dreary baldness, +rounded, lengthened, flattened, with sharp overhanging edges, like a +sea which, while lashed by a tempest, had suddenly been converted into +sand. Yonder, where the western shore projected farthest--Wiessow Point +they called the narrow tongue of land--a roof, just visible to the eye, +appeared above the downs, and Jochen Prebrow pointed towards it with +his spy-glass. + +"Do you see that house?" + +"A part of it." + +"That's where the Rahnkes live; I shouldn't like to be in their skins +to-day." + +"Why, what is going on there?" asked Gotthold. + +"Another of the good chances," continued Jochen, involuntarily lowering +his voice, although, as far as the eye could reach, no living creature +was to be seen except the sea-gulls hovering over the waves. "They +pretend to be fishermen, and when we were under Swedish rule also had +the right to sell liquor, and say they have it still. But that is +probably only a rumor in order to have a reason why every moment boats +run in full of people, who, like the Rahnkes, call themselves +fishermen, and have just as little right to the name. There must often +be a half-dozen there at once, the custom-house officers say, and when +they come--either by land or water--all are away, just run out to sea. +They have kept watch here on the downs, and cruised in the offing for +days together; but then no boat has ever arrived except some innocent +fishing-smack, and the Rahnkes have stood and laughed when the officers +were disappointed again. But they'll get paid for it to-night." + +"What, this evening?" + +"I really ought not to tell, but it's different with you, and besides +they must certainly be there already. Do you see the three sails +standing towards the north? Those are Uselin fishing-boats, and this is +the right time and the right course; but they have no fishermen in +them, but custom-house officers in peajackets and southwesters, and +when they are near enough they will heave to and stop close by Wiessow +Point, and the moment they heave to, a dozen custom-house officers and +gendarmes will come marching, marching up from the land-side. I have it +all from Herr Inspector from Sundin, who has already spent two days in +Wiessow, and I'm an old acquaintance of his, because I've often driven +him to different places; so he told me about it. Look! Herr Gotthold, +look! there it begins." + +Jochen, with an eagerness most unusual to him, pointed towards the +three vessels, which, in fact, after holding their course in line +directly towards the north, suddenly tacked and stood towards the land. +At the same moment, two boats that must hitherto have lain concealed +behind Wiessow Point appeared, and it was soon evident that they wished +to escape between the coast and the three vessels, while the foremost +was trying to cut them off. But it was already doubtful whether it +would succeed, as it had a longer distance to run before reaching the +point where the two courses crossed, and the smugglers sailed quite as +fast, besides laying closer to the wind. In fact, at the end of ten +minutes, a small gray cloud that rose from the pursuing boat, followed +at shorter and shorter intervals by other little gray clouds, showed +that the custom-house officers were beginning to despair of the success +of the chase, and soon the cessation of the firing proved it had +failed. The smugglers already looked like a mere speck on the horizon, +the pursuing boat had tacked, and was standing back towards Wiessow +Point, where the two others had arrived long before, "probably, with +the men who now came hurrying up from the land-side, to find the nest +empty once more," Gotthold said to himself. + +"The damned rascals!" cried Jochen Prebrow. + +They had been standing at the top of one of the higher downs, eagerly +watching the exciting spectacle, every separate phase of which was as +distinct to the two sons of the coast as if they had been in the midst +of the action. In this the excellent spy-glass had done them essential +service; it had been passed from hand to hand, and Gotthold had just +taken it. He thought, if Jochen's information was correct, they must at +least see some of the custom-house officers on the farthest downs, and +slowly turning from hillock to hillock was searching the ground before +him, already growing dim in the mists of evening, when he heard a low +exclamation. At the same moment, however, he dropped the spy-glass, and +pulled Jochen away from the crest of the down, so that their heads were +concealed by the long waving grass. + +"What is it?" + +"Hinrich Scheel! I saw him distinctly. He was standing about a thousand +paces away on the top of yonder down, with his back towards us." + +"How is that possible?" + +"I don't know; but it was he; I should know him among a thousand: there +he is again." + +But it was not on the same down, but farther to the right, and, as it +seemed to Gotthold, nearer than before; besides, the man, in whom +through the spy-glass Jochen also thought he recognized Hinrich Scheel, +was no longer standing erect, but crouching behind the crest of the +down, like the two companions, gazing in the direction of the Rahnkes' +house, from which he had come. At least Gotthold did not doubt it. The +whole situation instantly grew plain to him. Hinrich Scheel, in some +way or other, had been delayed in his flight, and found in the Rahnkes' +house, which, according to Jochen's description, was nothing more than +a den of thieves, a shelter, from which the attack of the custom-house +officers had just driven him. He had now fled before them to the downs, +and had every prospect of making his escape even if pursued, since the +approaching darkness and extreme inequality of the soil greatly favored +his designs. + +Jochen was entirely of Gotthold's opinion, but what should they do now? +Wait to see whether Hinrich, who was still lying motionless in the same +spot, would continue his flight in the same direction, and so come +nearer and nearer to them, or make the attempt to crawl up to him, as +he evidently expected no danger from this quarter? Both plans were +almost equally uncertain. The darkness was now increasing very rapidly: +at his present great distance the man would soon look like a mere dark +spot on the light sand, and must disappear entirely in a short time; on +the other hand, he need only glance around, if they were not wholly +concealed, and then the next instant would surely slide from the down +on which he lay, and of course overtaking him could not be thought of. + +Gotthold's heart throbbed as if it would burst, as he thought of all +this, and discussed it with Jochen in a whisper. In all probability, +his fate and hers depended upon his getting yonder man into his power. +A few moments before, he had had scarcely the shadow of a hope that he +would ever succeed in doing so; now an almost miraculous chance seemed +to desire to aid him. There was the man, and here he himself with his +faithful Jochen, the space that separated them so short that it could +be crossed in a few minutes, and yet the turning of an eye, a breath of +wind, a nothing, might tear his prey from him, as if he had only +dreamed all this, as if it were but a delirium of his excited fancy, +and he need only rub his eyes, and the dark spot yonder, which seemed +to be a man, would disappear. + +He had disappeared. Had he seen the pursuers approaching from that +side, and continued his flight, or had he thought the way was now open +and he could begin his retreat? The place where he had just lain was +empty. A mistake was impossible, in spite of the dim twilight the crest +of the down was still sharply relieved against the sky. Would he appear +again? And would it be nearer or farther? + +A few seconds elapsed, during which the two men did not venture to +breathe. There! There he was again, and nearer--considerably nearer; he +seemed to be coming directly towards them, and there could no longer be +a doubt of it. Within a few minutes the distance had lessened at least +one-half; they scarcely dared to look through the waving sedges, +necessary as it was to watch the movements of the man, who even at the +last moment might take another direction. And now he glided down the +slope of the next hillock in the chain, and came straight up the down +behind whose crest they lay. It was the highest of them all, and he +probably wished to look around him a short time, in order to assure +himself that no danger was threatening from any quarter. + +They had slipped down a few feet, and crouched as closely as possible +among the sedges. In a few moments Hinrich Scheel's head must appear +before them; they distinctly heard him toiling up the tolerably steep +slope on the other side, and muttering curses when the sand gave way +under his feet. + +"Now!" + +They started up, and darted to the summit. With a lightning-like +movement Hinrich glided from under Gotthold's hands, but as he turned +to the left ran directly into Jochen's arms, and the two in one +indistinguishable ball, slipped, rolled, and tumbled down the hillock +faster than Gotthold could follow them. Jochen had taken a firm hold, +but in the last turn he fell underneath; with a desperate effort +Hinrich released himself, and was dealing a furious blow with a large +clasp-knife he had drawn from his pocket, when Gotthold seized his arm +and turned the weapon aside. Jochen had already started up again, and +the next instant Hinrich Scheel, in his turn, was lying on the sand, +face downwards, and Jochen, kneeling on his shoulders, was in the act +of tying his elbows behind him with a small rope, which, after the +manner of old coachmen, he always carried about with him. + +"If you tie me, you'll crush me at the same time," gasped Hinrich +Scheel. "I won't get up." + +"Release him," said Gotthold. + +"But we'll take care of this ourselves," said Jochen as he drew a +pistol from the pocket of the prostrate man, and handed it to Gotthold. +"There!" + +Hinrich Scheel stood erect. His squinting eyes stared horribly at his +assailant from a face distorted with rage. Suddenly he started back. + +"You," he cried, "you! What do you want of me?" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI. + + +There was a wild terror in Hinrich's look and gesture, and the rattling +tone of his harsh voice. + +"What is the matter?" cried Gotthold, shaking the man, who still stood +before him as if petrified, rudely by the shoulder. + +The powerful grasp produced a strange, mysterious effect upon the man. +He stretched his long arms towards the dark sky, shook them wildly, +waved them up and down, and then threw himself on his knees, bracing +his left hand against the sand, and striking several furious blows with +the right, as if he wished to murder some one he held by the throat; +then he rose and shrieked, in answer to Gotthold's question:-- + +"What's the matter? I wish I had him!" + +"Whom?" + +"He lied; he said you were dead, and they wanted to arrest me, and +imprisonment for life would be the least punishment; and did I wish to +bring misfortune upon him, who had always been such a good master to +me, and would give me money enough to last all my life? But when he +came that night to the giant's grave, where I had concealed myself, he +only gave me five hundred thalers; he had no more, not another +shilling; he was obliged to give the rest to the lawyer, as bail for +his appearing at any moment if he was summoned. And all that was a lie, +wasn't it, sir, all a lie, every word?" + +"All," said Gotthold, "all, every word." + +"All, every word," repeated Hinrich, as if he could not yet understand +it. "Why did he need to lie? I should certainly have gone if it had +been necessary--for him. I did it for him, and as for the money, I had +it in my hand. I could have done what I chose with it, and I gave it to +him. Not a thaler was lacking; it was the whole package, just as I took +it out of the Assessor's pocket." + +"You did it for him," said Gotthold; "did you also do it by his +orders?" + +"By his orders?" replied Hinrich, "what need was there of orders? I did +it because--because--I don't know why; but he rode on my back until he +got his pony, and then I taught him to ride; he learned all, all he +knows from me; and if Brownlock wins and brings him in a pile of money, +whom has he to thank for it but Hinrich Scheel?" + +While speaking in this manner, they walked on over the downs, Gotthold +and Hinrich leading the way, while Jochen Prebrow followed behind, +though not so far that he could not overtake them in a few bounds if +necessary. It had grown very dark, so dark that they could scarcely see +the wild rabbits which glided through the coarse grass at their feet, +and a large owl soaring towards them fluttered aside in terror, as +Hinrich, after a pause, continued with a savage imprecation:-- + +"I did it, because I knew how hard up he was. He had five thousand +thalers to pay Herr Redebas the following noon, and if he did not pay +them he might be refused a place in the races. I knew that--I have been +at them often enough, and know as much about the rules as any of the +gentlemen--and I knew that he would make no fuss afterwards, although +he had said nothing about it, and I believe had not even thought of the +money the Herr Assessor carried in his pocket. But I had thought of it +all day long, and even looked out the place as we drove to Dollan. It +had long overhung the morass, and the rain had made long cracks in it, +so I said to myself: 'If they drive back to-night, and the carriage is +turned out of the road here, the earth will break off, and the whole +thing will slide down, and that's an accident which might happen to the +best driver, on a stormy night such as this will be.'" + +"Only you might easily have gone down with the rest," said Gotthold. + +"You mean, if I hadn't jumped out of the carriage at the right time? +Bah, sir! It's no harder than to get off a horse that is running away, +when one sees it is going to fall. I jumped out at the right time, and +then the ground broke away, and slid down with a thundering, crashing +sound, and then all was perfectly still, except that one or two small +pieces cracked off and rattled down the slope, and the tempest swept +howling and moaning over the morass; but that was nothing new to me, +and it was perfectly still below. + +"I stood up and looked down, wondering how far the land-slide had +probably gone. If the marl had held together well, it had doubtless +fallen into the bog, and with its speed and weight had been buried +nobody knows how deep; but it had jolted violently on the way, and I +had heard it; the whole carriage must have broken to pieces, and in +that case everything might still be lying on the edge. I must know how +matters were, so I made up my mind to climb down. + +"But it was hard work; I could not find the right place in the dark, +and nearly fell myself; at last, however, I reached the bottom of the +slope." + +"Well!" + +"Well, then I groped around there; the moon had also broken through the +clouds a little, and I soon found the carriage, or what was left of it; +it was smashed into small pieces, and one horse was lying among them; +it had broken its neck and was dead as a door-nail. Close beside the +horse lay the Herr Assessor, but he was still breathing, and when I +turned him on his back he groaned heavily, and then twitched several +times; he would die without my help, and I had already taken the money +out of his pocket, and buttoned up the coat again so that it might look +as if he were lying just as he fell." + +"Did you not look for me?" + +"I looked, but I didn't find you; he told me afterwards that you +were lying half-way down the slope, and besides the time I was +crawling about in the dark seemed very long, and there was a rustling +among the reeds, and then the other horse, which had broken loose +from the carriage and run out into the morass with the pole--stupid +beast!--began to scream, and it is a pitiful sound to hear a dying +animal shriek in its agony, and so I came up again on dry land." + +"And was Herr Brandow already there?" + +"How do you know that?" asked Hinrich in astonishment. + +"I only imagined so." + +"No, he wasn't there then, but he came directly after, and I was +furious because he had taken Brownlock; besides, what business had he +there? I told him so too, and said he must go back at once; but he +wouldn't; people had seen him ride away, and where should he say he had +been when this story came out? I had offered him the package, but he +knocked it out of my hand, and it lay on the ground between us, and I +said it might stay there. 'So it can for aught I care,' said he; 'I +didn't do it for the money;' and then he asked what had become of you? +I gave him a short answer, for I was angry, and then he said I must +turn back at once, and--and--'Do it alone, sir,' said I, 'I'll have +nothing more to do with it.' He begged my pardon, but I wouldn't make +up, out of pure ill-temper, and now he again grew anxious about what +account he could give of his whereabouts during this time, till I said +to him: 'As you have Brownlock under you, sir, you can just as well +ride across the bog, and then you will get to Neuenhof as soon as if +you had ridden away from Dollan directly after the gentlemen: I mean, +of course, over the road.' He saw this too, but his courage failed, +although he generally had plenty for such things, and I myself had +ridden across the bog a week before under his own eyes; so I said to +him: 'Then do what you choose, I must go and knock up the Prebrows now, +or I shall come in for all the blame,' and then he rode away, and it +was a splendid sight--I could see it distinctly, for the moon had come +out--and the water dashed up under the hoofs--yes, it was a splendid +sight to see how he rode." + +Hinrich walked on a few steps in silence; suddenly he stopped short. + +"And the way he has treated me is a sin and a shame; may God punish me +if I don't pay him for it. He promised me ten per cent, of all +Brownlock won, and he had ten thousand in his book then; but it may +easily amount to as much again. And he knows I would give one of my +hands to see Brownlock on the course, and have people point to me and +say: 'That's Hinrich Scheel, who trained him; he understands those +things better than all the English jockeys.' O Lord! Lord! and I'm to +do all this for him, while he leaves me for a whole week in this kennel +of Rahnkes' and I'm to come to Goritz the night before the boat, in +which I'm to take passage, sails for Mecklenburg, and I must meet him +in Goritz woods, and get the two thousand he promised me, but he was +not there, and probably thought, 'He must go tomorrow, with or without +the money;' but I'll pay him for it, by Heavens! I'll pay him for it." + +"That would cost you quite as much as him," replied Gotthold; "or do +you think the law will set you free because you did everything solely +for your master's sake?" + +"The law, sir! You won't deliver me up to the law," cried Hinrich. + +"And if I should, could you blame me for it?" + +Hinrich stopped short, but there was no possibility of escape. Jochen +Prebrow's heavy hand rested on his shoulder, and Gotthold had just +cocked the pistol, whose barrel glittered in the light of the nearest +beacon, of which they were already within a very short distance. A +single cry would summon the watchman, if he chose to push matters to +extremities. + +"I am in your power, sir," said he, "and I am not. Neither you nor any +other man shall compel me to repeat what I have just told you before a +court of justice. I may have imposed upon you with a false tale." + +"That excuse will not avail you much, Hinrich; we have proofs that the +money was not lost, but stolen and placed in your master's hands." + +And in a few words he told him the contents of Wollnow's letter, adding +what he had just learned from old Boslaf, that while searching the +bog--to the great astonishment of the men--they had followed the +hoof-prints of a horse several hundred paces; and Hinrich's denial +would produce little effect in opposition to this and other +well-established facts. + +Hinrich had listened attentively. + +"I still think you won't give me up to the law, sir," said he; "it's an +ugly story, and the less said about it the better, for--for all +concerned; but if it must be, why, sir, we poor men are never much +better treated than dogs, and these last few days I have fared even +worse; so I don't mind going to jail, if he only comes too." + +It was too dark for Gotthold to see the cruel smile that played around +the man's thick lips, as he uttered the last words. + +"I think I can spare you the jail," he answered, "if you will promise +to make no attempt at flight, and obey all my orders implicitly. I will +require nothing unreasonable." + +"I know that, sir," said Hinrich, "and here is my hand." + +The hand that rested in Gotthold's was as hard as iron; but he thought +he felt in its nervous pressure that the man intended to keep his word. + +"Come, then," said he, "and, Jochen, show us a path by which we can +reach your house without being seen, if possible." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII. + + +"My poor dear friend! To think we must part again; it is really too +hard. But don't be discouraged! Gretchen will get well, and everything +will come out right at last." + +Ottilie Wollnow said these words in the antechamber of her house in +Sundin, to Gotthold, with whom she had just left the room where Cecilia +and old Borlaf were watching Gretchen's feverish slumber. + +"Everything," repeated Ottilie, as she saw that the look of deep sorrow +on Gotthold's expressive face remained unchanged. + +"You do not really think so yourself," he replied, gratefully pressing +Ottilie's hand; "if the child dies, Cecilia, I fear, will never get +over it, no matter how much, how entirely, that scoundrel is to blame; +at any rate it will be another of those sad, torturing memories, which, +according to her own confession to you, separate her from me forever." + +Herr Wollnow came out of an adjoining room, ready for walking. Ottilie +accompanied the two friends to the door. "I wish I could go with you," +said she. + +"And it would not be a bad thing," said Wollnow as the two friends +walked through the dusky streets, in which to-day there was an unusual +stir and bustle; "women have what in such cases removes mountains--the +sovereign passion which we men, luckily for ourselves, have reasoned +away, though without obtaining in exchange the sovereign calmness with +which that strange old man met Brandow this morning. I would not speak +of it in the ladies' presence. Brandow, with the acuteness for which +even his enemies must give him credit, had made up his mind from the +first moment that Cecilia must sooner or later come here, even if she +did not do so at once. He therefore instantly turned round and drove +here as fast as the horses could go; he must have met you just outside +of Prora. Since that time he has lurked around my house and your +lodgings; I admire the firmness with which he has maintained his usual +calm manner, and his boldness in telling everybody that his wife had +gone away to make a little visit, and the farce Cousin Borlaf had +played with the farm-hands--searching the bog and forest--was a piece +of roguery for which he would call the spiteful old man, with whom he +had long been on bad terms, to a strict account. He must have had a +hell of anxiety and dread in his heart, for his enemies--and he has not +a few, foremost among whom are Redebas and the Plüggens--took an eager +interest in circulating the worst reports, and the members of the +committee on the races were on the point of formally demanding an +explanation from Brandow, when yesterday evening he said at the club +that his wife had arrived here half an hour before, and was staying +with us: the Selliens had also requested the pleasure of her company, +but the Assessor's health was not yet entirely restored, so he had +given us the preference. In order to give his statement the proper +weight, or--urged on by I know not what devil of impudence--as soon as +he heard of Cecilia's arrival yesterday evening--I suppose through Alma +Sellien, who unluckily was with my wife at the time--he rang the +door-bell, and sent in his card to Ottilie. She would undoubtedly have +been glad to receive him and give full vent to her feelings; but the +old gentleman entered the room, and with the stately politeness which +we of the last two generations have forgotten, begged her to leave him +alone with Brandow a moment. It was, in fact, not more than a minute +before the old gentleman rejoined the ladies with a mien as calm as +ever; while the other rushed down the staircase, and Cecilia, who had +no suspicion of his presence, was startled by the violence with which +somebody banged the door. Here we are at the 'Golden Lion.' Let me go +in alone. If we should not find him this evening, he ought not to know +that you have returned." + +Wollnow entered the wide hall, through whose open door a bright light +streamed into the somewhat dusky street. There were a great many guests +in the large hotel on account of the races, which had commenced to-day, +and were to be continued to-morrow, so that Wollnow was obliged to ask +several times before he could get a positive answer; and Gotthold was +kept waiting longer than he expected. As, in walking up and down, he +had for the second time proceeded some little distance from the house, +a female figure suddenly emerged from a dark side-street, passed him, +and instantly turned back with a murmured "Carl," raising her black +veil at the same moment. In spite of the dim light, Gotthold recognized +Alma Sellien. + +"You are mistaken," said he. + +Alma had also recognized him; she had felt so sure of her ground that +terror almost robbed her of all presence of mind; but it was only for a +moment. "It is fortunate it was no one else," she said, drawing a long +breath, and then, as Gotthold made no reply, added: "I have begged him +again and again to tell you; you must learn it sooner or later, and to +you the news can give only pleasure; but he never would." + +"And for good reasons." + +"What reasons? Pray, pray tell me all." + +"In another place and at another time; neither hour nor scene is +suitable." + +Wollnow came out of the hotel. "Another time, then," whispered Alma, as +she drew down her veil and glided back into the dark street from which +she had just emerged. + +"Who was that?" asked Wollnow. + +"This man will drag half the world into the mire with him," cried +Gotthold. + +"Where we should have sought him long ago, if we wanted to find him," +replied Wollnow. "It was Frau Sellien, wasn't it? You betray no secret, +it was one only to us; here the sparrows chatter it on the housetops. +The man is making it easier for us than we expected; but it is a +wonderful piece of luck that you caught Hinrich Scheel. If only the +fellow's old clannish feeling doesn't break out again at the last +moment." + +"I do not think it will; for it is precisely because Brandow has so +brutally wounded this feeling, so basely broken the faith due from the +chief to his follower--that has excited and angered the rough but in +his way honest man, to the highest degree. No, on the contrary, what I +fear is that our treatment of Brandow will not satisfy him, and he will +try to revenge himself in his own fashion." + +"And is he so far wrong?" replied Wollnow earnestly, "are we not +robbing the gallows of its victim? And even if we excuse ourselves by +saying that there are crimes worse than highway robbery and murder, +which do not come under the head of any law, cannot Hinrich Scheel +quote the same thing himself, and demand that the breach of faith +committed against him, and for whose condemnation he can certainly +apply to no regular judge, shall not remain unpunished? But forgive my +illogical obstinacy, my dear friend. I perceive that the future of more +than one innocent person depends upon the secrecy with which we go to +work. So let a Vehmgericht or a judgment from Heaven take the place of +a public trial. Here we are at the club-house. I am sorry to leave you, +but I feel with you that you must fight your way through this without +seconds." + +Gotthold walked up and down the brightly-lighted vestibule; loud +voices, laughter, and the clinking of glasses echoed from the +dining-room, into which a liveried servant had taken his card; the +clerk was sitting in the office busily employed on his books; and the +servants in the dressing-room had enough to do to take and deliver up +the coats of the gentlemen who were constantly arriving and departing. + +The man again appeared; Herr Brandow begged to be excused, but he was +very busy just now; would not tomorrow morning be time enough? + +"Time enough for what?" asked Gustav Von Plüggen, who had come out of +the dining-room directly behind the servant, and greeted Gotthold with +his usual noisy gayety, now increased by plentiful potations of wine. +"What? Brandow very busy? Stuff and nonsense! Pressing business! He's +sitting behind a bottle of Canary, writing one round sum after another +in his damned betting-book. They're all determined to be fools, though +Redebas and Otto and I have tired ourselves out talking; after what we +saw at Dollan, everything is possible. It will turn out just as it did +with Harry--Harry at the Derby, five years ago. Ever been in England? +Famous country--women, horses, sheep--famous. An old joke of mine that +always keeps fresh. What was I saying? do you want to speak to Brandow? +But why don't you come in? It will be a pleasure to me to introduce an +old schoolmate. Celebrated artist, hey? I heard some devilish good +things yesterday at the chairman's from Prince Prora, who made your +acquaintance in Rome, and is delighted to hear that you are in Sundin. +Even spoke of seeking you out; curious; on the race-course to-morrow. +By the way, got a ticket? Stand A? Don't hesitate, I beg; see, +half-a-dozen left; gives me great pleasure. Come in!" + +The servant had turned the handle of the door long before. The +dining-room was crowded with people--members of the club, and their +guests, among whom the officers of the garrison were especially +numerous. They were sitting at different tables with bottles of +champagne before them; a gay, even noisy conversation was going on; no +one noticed the new-comers, not even Brandow, who had apparently just +risen from the table, and was standing at the end of the apartment, in +the midst of a group of people who were all talking to him at once, +while he, holding up his betting-book, exclaimed: "One at a time, +gentlemen! one at a time! since you are positively determined on being +kind enough to make me a Cr[oe]sus. Trutwetter, one hundred and fifty! +Please put your name underneath. Here, if you prefer! I have kept a +place for Kummerrow's two hundred pistoles, Baron? No! Oh! dear, omen +in nomine! who would have thought it? Another! Plüggen! Et tu Brutus? +What is it? A gentleman--back again already? I am very busy! Tell the +gentleman--" + +Brandow suddenly paused; he had just seen Gotthold, who had been +standing directly behind him. + +"I have time to wait until you have finished your business here." + +"It would detain you too long." + +"I have plenty of time." + +Gotthold withdrew from the circle with a polite but formal bow; Brandow +had turned very pale, and stared sullenly at his betting-book, while +the lead-pencil trembled in his hand. What was the meaning of the +pertinacity with which this man pursued him? Should he rudely dismiss +him before the whole company? But that was impossible without a scene, +and this evening a scene might be dangerous. + +"Now, Brandow! I have no time to wait!" cried a voice. + +"Are you reckoning them up already?" asked a second. + +"I really must run them over once," replied Brandow, closing the book; +"have patience for a few minutes, gentlemen; it seems that there is a +communication of some importance to be made to me. I'll be back again +in a moment. Now may I ask your wishes?" + +"The communication I have to make is indeed of some importance, and +might be best heard without witnesses. So it is only in your own +interest that I request you to provide some place where we shall not be +disturbed." + +"Have you considered that I shall probably have more to ask of you than +you of me?" + +"I think I have considered everything; and that is probably more than +you can say." + +They were standing somewhat apart from the others, speaking in low +tones, and looking steadily into each other's eyes. + +"Come, then," said Brandow. + +"Who was that?" asked one of the gentlemen, whose autograph graced +Brandow's betting-book. + +"A famous fellow!" cried Gustav von Plüggen. "Old schoolmate of mine; +celebrated artist; talked about him all yesterday evening at the +chairman's! Protégé of Prince Prora's! Famous fellow! I'm going to have +him paint me. In England every man of rank has himself painted with all +his favorite horses and dogs, and all the rest of the family. Ever been +in England, Kummerrow? Famous country--women, horses, sheep--everything +famous!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +They crossed the hall in silence, and, without exchanging a word, +entered one of the rooms reserved for the private use of the members of +the club, and which the servant opened for the two gentlemen at a sign +from Brandow. A large hanging lamp, directly over a round table covered +with green velvet, lighted the apartment tolerably well. Several +arm-chairs, also covered with green velvet, stood around the table. + +"I suppose we shall be entirely undisturbed here," said Gotthold. + +"And I that the farce will not last long; you saw I was very busy." + +Brandow, as if in a fit of impatience, had drawn one of the chairs away +from the table and thrown himself into it, but it was by no accident +that his face was thus in the shadow, while the light streamed full on +Gotthold's. + +"Very busy," repeated Brandow, drumming on the arm of the chair, "too +busy not to be compelled to defer the account I have to settle with you +until tomorrow morning. And if you should have the--the face to try to +intimidate me, I say: Beware! beware! you do not yet know me; my +patience is not inexhaustible, and however willing I might be to avoid +a scandal, and for these few days, I freely confess, would fain escape +it--if you urge me, and it must be--I am ready--ready at any moment." + +Brandow had spoken in a loud, threatening tone; but he had evidently +failed in his object. Gotthold's eye rested upon him so calmly--with a +glance of contempt, as it seemed to him--that he could not bear the +gaze, and suddenly paused with a secret thrill of terror, as Gotthold +now quietly opened a letter he had just taken out of his pocket. + +"Will you read this letter before you say more?" + +Brandow had not the courage to refuse. + +"From the noble Wollnow, apparently, to me and about you?" + +"Yes, it is from Wollnow, but to me and about you." + +"About me! that's strange, and passably long too." + +He tried to feign a yawn as he let the sheets slip through his fingers; +but had scarcely cast a glance at them, and read the first lines, when +he started up like a madman, and hurling the letter upon the table, +exclaimed: + +"This is infamous! This demands blood! I will see nothing more, hear +nothing more! I will not be the patient victim of a vulgar intrigue. We +will speak of this again, sir, we will speak of this again." + +He wandered restlessly up and down the room; Gotthold remained quietly +in his seat. + +"You have a moment to decide whether you will read the letter, or +whether I shall show it to Count Zarrentin, before taking farther +steps." + +Brandow paused in his walk. "So you really mean to have a scandal! I +thought so. Well, perhaps it will be worth the trouble, to see how you +intend to begin." + +He threw himself into his chair again, seized the letter, and began to +read it with the air of a man who wished to get rid of a troublesome +petitioner. A scornful smile played around his lips. "I was mistaken," +he muttered as if talking to himself, "it is simply ridiculous, utterly +ridiculous." + +But his lips were pale; the smile changed to a grin, and his hands +trembled more and more. He had read very rapidly at first; but the +farther he proceeded the longer he lingered over every separate +sentence, and even word. Many he seemed to weigh and test two or three +times, and he made a pretence of reading long after he had evidently +reached the end. At last, amid the terrible tumult of his soul, a +resolution was formed. + +"You were going to give this--letter to our chairman," he said, +carefully folding the sheets; "I have no objection, but on one +condition." + +He withdrew the hand with which he had held out the letter to Gotthold. + +"On condition that I may first take a copy of this precious document, +to serve as a basis for the charge of scandal I shall bring against the +noble writer and delicate-minded receiver of this bungling performance. +To a man so extremely just as yourself, a man who does not hesitate, on +the most absurd proofs, to charge his friend with the most horrible +crimes, this will doubtless be perfectly agreeable." + +"Entirely so," replied Gotthold; "you can also keep the original. The +letter was merely to make you acquainted with certain things, to which +I did not wish to refer verbally, and has performed its work." + +"And this interesting conversation is over," said Brandow, rising; "I +mean for to-day; to-morrow we shall have more to say to each other; +only the tables will be turned. The things of which I shall accuse you +are no shameful inventions like the story about the bills, or silly +fancies like the horrible murder of Hinrich Scheel, which you will +probably cry, with all the terrible details, at the next fair, but +facts, positive facts--a pretty commentary on the song of the worthy +man, who knows how to make no better use of the hospitality offered +him, than--you have done. So farewell until to-morrow!" + +Brandow walked towards the door with a wave of the hand intended to be +contemptuous; Gotthold stepped before him. + +"You will probably have patience a short time longer, when I tell you +that your future fate must be decided now and here." + +"My fate? Are you mad?" + +"Decide for yourself. Hinrich Scheel was found by me yesterday evening +in Wiessow, where he had concealed himself, and is now at my lodgings +guarded by the brothers Prebrow." + +Brandow staggered back as if a bullet had struck him, until his hand +clutched the arm of a chair, and in that attitude stood staring at +Gotthold with eyes that seemed starting from their sockets. + +"Hinrich Scheel!" he stammered. + +"Whom you thought had disappeared from the scene forever, though you +were careless or niggardly enough not even to pay off your accomplice +properly. I am now obliged to have him watched, not to prevent his +escape--he has no wish to fly, he will endure any punishment if only +the man for whom he did what he did, does not escape; I have him +watched simply to prevent his taking this punishment into his own +harsh, cruel hands." + +Brandow had sunk into the chair. His shameless courage and elastic +strength seemed to have utterly deserted him; he looked ten years +older; but suddenly he started up again. + +"Bah!" he cried, "do you think you can frighten me in that way? If that +rascal Hinrich has allowed himself to be caught, so much the worse for +him! What harm can he do me? I hope my word will weigh no less than +that of a rascally groom, who has evidently been bribed by my enemies. +A man who knows himself innocent cares nothing for bribery: or do you +really expect to make any one believe that, if even a suspicion could +have fallen upon me from any quarter, I would have let the fellow go +without securing his silence in some way? That is certainly sheer +nonsense: or will you say, he gave him nothing, so that if he were +caught no one would ask, From whom and for what did you get this money? +Settle it among yourselves, and do as you please--an honest man like me +laughs at your threats." + +Again he went towards the door, but his step grew slower the nearer he +approached it; and ere he reached the threshold, he turned on his heel +and came up to Gotthold with a smile on his lips. + +"Let us drop the tragic masks, Gotthold, and talk like sensible people; +what are your conditions?" + +"The first is that you shall confess the deeds of which Wollnow's +letter accuses you. You know what I mean." + +"Not entirely. Is the confession only for yourself?" + +"If you consent to the other conditions, yes." + +"Very well; I did what I am said to have done. What more?" + +"That which follows as a matter of course. The daughter of an honorable +family cannot and shall not be the wife of a criminal. That is, you +will give your consent to everything we--I mean Herr Bogislas Wenhof, +Wollnow and I--may dictate in regard to the divorce." + +"And my daughter?" + +"Answer the question yourself." + +"I love the child." + +"You lie, Brandow; and even were it possible, as it is impossible, you +would still have forever forfeited the right to keep her, or even +maintain any communication with her. I hope she will forget you are her +father." + +"Which, however, I shall ever remain, and, _mon cher_, I'll give +you this knowledge, which is doubtless uncommonly pleasing, as a +wedding-present; or don't you intend to carry to a fitting end the +business you have so beautifully begun?" + +"The point in question is your destiny, not mine." + +"Which, however, seems to be somewhat nearly connected with me. Or did +you want me to believe you were doing all this for the service of God? +Pshaw, my dear friend, our acquaintance is not a thing of yesterday, +and our paths do not cross here and now for the first time. I have been +in your way, and you in mine, on the schoolroom benches, the +playground, at the dancing-lessons, and everywhere; I supplanted you in +those days, and gave you a punishment to remember all your life. Well, +you have done so, and this is the reprisal. I have lost the game--by a +single foolish play--no matter! I have lost it; and I am too old a +gambler not to understand and feel that it is my fate; but the game is +not yet over; we shall meet again, and he who laughs last, laughs +best." + +The man's eyes flashed glances of deadly hate, as he strode up and down +the room with hasty steps. His sharp teeth gnawed his livid lips, and +he tugged and tore at the ends of his long fair mustache, as he again +paused and said:-- + +"Only one question more. Shall I also have to provide the dowry?" + +"I don't know what you mean by that; I only know we intend to leave you +to take your own course as soon as you have paid your debt--outwardly +at least--and replaced the sum stolen. You will have a chance to do so +to-morrow. It is gambler's money, but that don't concern us." + +"And if I don't win?" + +"You will work. Dollan has been leased to you for five years more; you +can, if you choose--and you will be compelled to choose--pay back in +less than half the time the ten thousand thalers I shall advance to +you--it is almost the last remnant of my fortune. At any rate the +package will be found on Dollan moor to-morrow evening, and day after +to-morrow be in the coffers of the convent." + +"How well you have provided for yourself!" + +"And you too. If we drove you from your home, as you deserve--for you +are not worthy to have German laborers call you master--you would go to +ruin in the shortest possible time, and that, for your child's sake, I +do not desire." + +Brandow essayed a scornful laugh, but Gotthold's last words, and the +tone in which he uttered them, closed his lips. + +"You said just now, Brandow, that you loved your child: it was a lie; +if you had done so even a little, for her sake you would at least have +kept yourself innocent of crime. You have never loved any one except +yourself, and that with a coarse, vain, egotistical love, which had no +trace of respect for the sacredness of that which even the roughest men +reverence. Yet--although this is my honest opinion--I am a man, and may +be mistaken; perhaps it will touch your heart, when you hear that your +child is ill, very ill--that we shall possibly only be able to prolong +her innocent young life a few days. It is terrible to say it, but I +cannot lighten the burden you have laid upon your conscience: if it +dies, you have killed it." + +"I?" faltered Brandow; "I?" + +"Yes, you! You who made life worthless to her mother," replied +Gotthold, turning to Brandow. "Or did you think the blow you dealt the +mother would not strike the child, too? That the latter would not drink +death from the poisoned cup of life you gave the former? You cannot +have thought so, for you had based your whole plan upon this mutual +love between the mother and child; you thought the bond that united +their souls strong enough to bear your whole shameful web of falsehood +and deceit, treachery and violence. I say once more: if it dies, you +have killed it. Understand this clearly, man, if you can. It is so +horrible that everything else you have done is innocent in comparison; +it is so fearful that you must realize it." + +Gotthold walked several paces, and then paused before his enemy, who +sat cowering in his chair with his head resting on his hands. + +"Brandow, they say that years ago, when, struck down by your sword, I +lay on the ground before you, you dealt me a second blow. It has always +been impossible for me to believe it, even now it is difficult; but +however that may be, I cannot give a death-blow to any one lying on the +ground, no matter who he is, or what he may have done; but neither can +I hold out my hand to a worthless man, even if he extends his +imploringly to me. Remember this, Brandow. Perhaps the moment will come +sooner than you believe possible." + +Gotthold left the room; Brandow still sat in the same attitude into +which he had first sunk, staring steadily at the carpet. A dreary smile +flitted over his pale face. + +"That was a fine sermon," he muttered; "highly edifying! He got that +from his father, the parson! And I sit here, and let myself be made out +a villain by the miserable babbler, the cursed hypocrite, and don't +hurl all he says back into his canting face. Bah!" + +He started up and wandered about the room. + +"Folly, folly, folly! Her love for this dauber is not a thing of to-day +or yesterday; she has always loved him; she has never been able to +forgive herself for stooping to wed me, the haughty Princess! I knew it +from the first! And was I to pocket the insult quietly, act as if I did +not notice it, be satisfied with the crumbs thrown to me? I should have +been a fool! Nobody would have done so in my place, and I've only done +what any one else would, what thousands do who have not even my excuse. +Alma would have run away from her silly husband long ago, if I had +wanted her, if I had not always dissuaded her. But that would have been +just the right grist for their mill; their only regret is that I have +not made it easier for them. And I've made it easy enough now. Fool, +fool! How I might have made them writhe, how I might make them writhe, +if it were not for the accursed money. They put a stone in my path for +me to stumble over, and I did them the favor, and now they stand and +triumph!" + +He strode up and down the room like a caged tiger. + +"But it is not always night. A little more, and I should have wept over +that sentimental speech, as if it had been the truth, as if she had not +taught the child to hate me, as if it had the slightest trace of +resemblance to me, and might not just as well have been his, which it +probably would, if he had then been the noble family friend for which +he passes now. I have let myself be caught in the snare like a stupid +boy. It came too suddenly; I was not calm enough; and Hinrich's +reappearance was a shameful blow. Who would have thought it, after the +fellow had once been so foolish as to draw all the suspicion upon +himself, and I had made things so hot for him here! He shall pay for +it, if he ever crosses my path again--the scoundrel; he shall pay for +it. He and the daubing parson's son, and the old vagabond, and the +damned Jew, and she--she--" + +He paused before one of the large mirrors which covered the walls of +the room between the windows from floor to ceiling. + +"So I wasn't good enough for her. Other people think differently in +this respect. The fact is, I sold myself too cheap. A fellow like me +might have made very different pretensions; nay, can still at any +moment, though I look now as Don Juan did last night when the devil was +chasing him. But it's only the green glass and the dim light." + +A knock at the door interrupted his gloomy soliloquy. It was a servant, +who came to ask whether Herr Brandow was not coming back to the +dining-room soon. + +"At once," said Brandow. + +He cast another glance at the mirror. "I'm rather deplorable-looking +still. No matter! Or so much the better. They will think I am anxious +about to-morrow, and fall into the snare all the easier, the +blockheads! And to-morrow noon I shall have my thirty or forty thousand +in my purse, and--all the rest is nonsense." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +The clearest September morning shone upon the old Hanse city, whose +narrow winding streets were remarkably quiet to-day, so quiet that the +servant-girls who stood idly at the open doors of the houses could +bewail their piteous fate to each other across them undisturbed. Was it +not too shameful that the second day--the great day, when everybody, +even the little apprentices from the cobblers' benches, had gone to see +the show--they were obliged to stay and take care of the houses? And +Kopp's carriage had just come back empty for the sixth time, and was +now stopping at the apothecary's round the corner; but the young ladies +always made such a parade, and were never ready; it was a sin and a +shame, when one thought that other honest girls, who certainly wouldn't +keep the carriage waiting, were not allowed to set foot outside of the +door; but when the cat was away the mice would play. + +The merry girls, who had approached nearer and nearer each other, +joined hands and began to whirl around on the rough pavement, out of +the sunlight into the shadow of the houses, and out of the shadow back +into the sunlight, and then with a scream scattered and fled, each into +her own door, as the strange gentleman came out of a large, silent +house near by. + +Gotthold had watched all night beside Gretchen's bed with Cecilia and +old Boslaf, and good Stine had gone in and out. Several times they +thought the last moment had come; but the little heaving breast, which +Cecilia had pressed to her own, rose and fell more easily again, and +she laid the sweet little creature back upon the pillows, which were +scarcely whiter than her delicate pale face. After midnight the fever +became a little less violent, and the Doctor, who came early in the +morning, said that the danger, unfortunately, was not yet over, but a +few quieter hours might be expected, and he urgently entreated them to +use this interval in gaining fresh strength, which they certainly +greatly needed. + +He had looked at old Boslaf as he spoke, but the old man smiled +pleasantly, and said that the Doctor must not be anxious about him; he +was used to night-watching, and should soon have plenty of time to +sleep. But Cecilia, who was full of tender solicitude for the old man, +whom she now always called father, insisted that he should lie down, +and sent Gotthold away also. She would keep watch with Ottilie until +noon; if Gretchen's condition should change for the worse, he should be +notified at once. + +And so he now walked through the silent street towards his lodgings, +gazed at the girls dancing merrily, the sunlight shining so brightly on +the gray old gables, and the flock of white doves wheeling in airy +circles under the bright blue sky. How beautiful the world was! How +pure and balmy the soft warm air he eagerly inhaled! How lightly he +strode along, in spite of the long night of anxious watching! How the +blood bounded in his veins! And yet darkness and death might conquer! +If the child died--Gotthold paused with a shudder--he had seen, the +little dark mound so distinctly. But it was only a trick of his +imagination; Gretchen was still alive; she would recover; the delicate +little creature had struggled through this terrible night, and he might +even be permitted to say that it was he who had saved her life once +more. So she must live for him; her pure soft hands must fit the +keystone of the building of his happiness. Had he not hitherto +succeeded in everything far beyond his expectation! Had not even chance +showed him her most gracious aspect! A few days ago, how could he even +have ventured to hope that his rival would be so soon and so entirely +delivered into his hands, and he should be able to say, "This shall be +done, and it shall be done so and so, without any outcry, without the +knowledge of any person unconcerned?" This very evening the unfortunate +man was to return to Dollan to find the money he had stolen, and the +following day restore it to the treasury of the convent, through +Wollnow; and this evening also, the vessel which took his accomplice +would sail for England, the latter having declared of his own free will +that he could no longer stay here, and would rather go at once to +America, especially if the gentlemen would provide him with money as +generously as they had promised, and he knew they would keep their +word. So within twenty-four hours at latest everything would be settled +and levelled to a foundation on which another structure might be +erected. + +A quick, heavy step, which came towards him through the deserted street +near his lodgings, made Gotthold look up. + +"What is the matter, Jochen?" + +"He's gone," said Jochen, panting for breath. "I was just on my way to +tell you." + +"Since when?" + +"It must have been an-hour or two ago; he said he was tired and would +take a little nap, while Clas and I went down to Frau Müller's, who had +invited us to breakfast. Well, Herr Gotthold, there we sat quietly; she +had a nice pork sausage, and we never thought of any mischief, and +meantime the fellow jumped out of a second-story window into the +garden, which joins the city wall, and the gate is never locked, and we +really are not to blame. Even if one don't exactly like a man, how is +one to suppose he has such tricks in his head?" + +"An hour, you said?" + +Jochen nodded. + +"Where is Clas?" + +"Gone down to the harbor; it's just possible he may have gone on board +the ship to look about him a little." + +Gotthold shook his head. "That is extremely improbable, after, as he +knows, everything is arranged." + +"What shall we do, Herr Gotthold?" + +"Run to Herr Wollnow and tell him what has happened, and that I have +gone out to the races; and follow me as fast as you can." + +Jochen looked amazed. "Yes, to be sure, Herr Gotthold, that's possible; +he talked of nothing but the races all last evening." + +Gotthold had already taken several steps, when Jochen followed him. + +"You're not angry with me and my brother Clas, Herr Gotthold?" + +"You good, stupid fellows!" + +Jochen looked very much moved, and doubtless wished to say more; but +Gotthold pressed his hard, honest hand, and hurried down the street to +the gate, beyond which, at no very great distance from the city, was +the race-course. + +He knew the way only from description; but it could not be missed +to-day. The nearer he approached the gate, the more numerous became the +people, who were all moving in the same direction; the suburban street +through which they were obliged to pass had assumed a holiday garb. The +modest little villas, half concealed behind the trees in their garden, +were to-day adorned with garlands and tapestry; here and there, under +the shade of the boughs, stood an old gentleman, or a gardener, or a +nurse with a baby in her arms, looking pityingly or mischievously over +the dusty hedges at the throng hurrying by in the summer heat. Often +one of the long Holstein wagons, furnished with five or six seats +placed one behind the other, rattled by, empty if going towards the +city, crowded with people if driving away from it; and it rarely +happened that the usual jokes failed to be exchanged between the lucky +occupants and the dust-covered foot-passengers. + +Gotthold had already passed many of the pedestrians, and was still +hurrying anxiously on. To be sure, it was scarcely to be hoped that +either he or Jochen would find the man in such a crowd of people, +especially as he evidently did not wish to be found; but that the +race-course was the place to seek him, he did not doubt for a moment, +and as he now hastened on the fugitive's track his heart grew heavier +and heavier, the more clearly he perceived the bad results that +threatened to ensue. If Hinrich had fled not to return, to become once +more the master of his own fate, and Brandow learned it in time, he +would retract all he had yielded; the battle must begin anew, and with +an enemy who could not again be surprised; if Hinrich was only seeking +an opportunity to revenge himself, Brandow's life was not safe a moment +from the brutal violence of the man, and even admitting that Brandow +was a person who could defend himself--everything which had seemed won +was once more doubtful, even the secrecy in which the pitiful fate of +the woman he loved had hitherto been veiled from an insolent, curious +world. + +Gotthold hurried on still faster, hoping he should now soon reach +his goal, but he turned out of one street lined with gardens into +another--the suburbs seemed to have no end. It was still half an hour's +walk to the racecourse, was the reply to his question. + +A light open carriage, drawn by two superb horses, overtook and dashed +past him; he thought he had seen the face of the elegant young man who +occupied the seat behind the driver before. The young man turned +towards him, and instantly tapped his coachman eagerly on the shoulder; +the carriage stopped; its occupant sprang out and hastily approached +Gotthold, waving his hand, and calling: "Do I meet you at last?" + +A moment after, Gotthold was seated beside young Prince Prora, the +horses dashed onward, and dusty pedestrians, hedges, gardens, villas, +and barns flitted by them on either side. + +"You don't know how glad I am," said the Prince, pressing Gotthold's +hand again; "but you will when I tell you that I came from Berlin, +where I was engaged in a most important consultation with Schinkel +about my castle, solely on your account. Count Ingenheim wrote that you +had left Rome, and I heard from Prora that you were staying in this +neighborhood, so I came to seek, see, talk, persuade, obtain--enfin: +you must paint my castle in fresco. I have set my heart upon it, and +you, I suppose, have no reason to say no: Schinkel desires it too, so +you must consent. He wants you, you and nobody else; I know no one by +whom I can be so sure of being understood, he said, and was delighted +when I told him that I had had the honor of a personal acquaintance +with you for a long time, and had spent the most delightful winter in +Rome in your society. Ah! that divine Rome! But you conjurers shall +restore it to me on the walls of my northern castle; I want nothing but +Roman, or at least Italian, landscapes in the dining-room; all bright +and sunny as you can paint so marvellously, grave as you are; and as +for the landscapes of my native country, which we intend to have in the +hall where the weapons are hung, I won't interfere with you at all. It +shall be left entirely to you; and you can revel in melancholy, like +the Danish Prince, but first of all you must say yes--will you?" + +The eager young man held out his hand, and a shadow crossed his +delicate, winning face as Gotthold hesitated to clasp it. How +willingly, how joyfully he would have accepted a commission so +delightful, so complimentary, and so important; a commission which +promised to fulfil all that his artist heart could only desire; but +now, to-day-- + +"You don't wish to undertake it?" said the young Prince, sadly. + +"I do wish it, certainly I do," replied Gotthold, pressing the +outstretched hand with deep emotion, "but whether I can is the question +I am asking myself, and which at this moment I can scarcely answer with +a yes. Forgive me if I speak in riddles, Your Highness, but there are +hours and times when we do not belong to ourselves, when we are under +the spell of a fate whose course we can neither hasten nor retard, and +whose decision we must await ere we can feel free to make any +resolution ourselves." + +"I certainly do not fully understand you," replied the Prince, "but I +believe I understand that something, which is certainly no trifle, is +weighing upon your mind; that you have either met with or fear some +great misfortune, and in that case the question comes so naturally that +you will forgive my asking: can any one help you, and can I be the +person?" + +"I thank you, Your Highness; but I shall probably have to fight my way +through it alone." + +"Then I will press you no farther; but I am ready to serve you at any +time, don't forget that." + +Meantime they had emerged from between the houses; before them on the +boundless expanse of meadow-land was the race-course, with its tall +stands, its little city of booths and tents, its long rows of carriages +drawn up side by side, its dark crowd of curious spectators. A party of +horsemen dashed past them at a furious gallop; one of them, not without +difficulty, checked his foaming racer and came to the carriage door. + +"What, Plüggen, are you not with the others?" cried the Prince. + +"Paid the forfeit at the last minute, Your Highness, at the last +minute--too certain it would turn out to-day as it did at the Derby, +four years ago. Once in--ah! Gotthold, _bon jour, bon jour!_ Your +friend Brandow's doing a splendid business to-day, an infernally +splendid business." + +"How far away are they, then? Am I too late?" + +"God forbid, your Highness! That is, they must be here in ten minutes. +Just up to the last obstacle but one; everybody there--intense +excitement. Exactly as it was at the Derby four years ago, when +Hurry-Harry by Robin Hood out of Drury Lane--" + +"Then we won't detain you, Plüggen. _Au revoir_ until this evening; +drive on." + +Gustav von Plüggen, with rather a long face, touched his hat, turned +his horse, and dashed after his companions. + +"So you know this Brandow?" asked the Prince. "It's a pity about that +man; he would have had, I think, the material for a splendid general of +cavalry; a clear head, a keen eye, never at a loss, and withal brave +even to foolhardiness; but amid these tame plebeian surroundings he +will make, I fear, nothing better than a _mauvais sujet_. But it is +shameful that they took the piece of bog into the course on purpose to +injure him. I hear it was only done to give the other horses a chance, +since it is generally believed that a horse of Brownlock's weight +cannot cross a swamp." + +"He will cross it, Your Highness," said Gotthold, "you can bet a +million on it." + +"How comes Saul among the prophets?" cried the Prince, laughing. "Since +when have you become such a connoisseur in horse-flesh? You must keep +beside me, and act as prompter, if I, a notorious dilettante in these +noble arts, run any risk of distinguishing myself by my blunders." + +"I am sure that Your Highness--" + +"You want to get rid of me, I understand. Well, I am very well content, +now that I have seen and spoken to you. I shall stay three days longer +in Sundin, and then remain a week in Prora, where you must be my guest, +even in case--with which idea, however, I won't destroy my present good +humor--you will not paint a stroke for my castle. Here we are; you will +surely come up with me. One can get a better view from above, and you +must at least allow me to secure you a good place." + +The carriage stopped. The Prince sprang out, and, without waiting for +Gotthold's answer, began to ascend the steps of the stand. The latter +was obliged to follow his friend, who fully expected him to do so; when +once at the top, he could easily find an opportunity of taking leave of +him without incivility. + +The steps and stand were crowded, but every one was eager to make way +for the Prince, who was very popular, that he might reach the first +bench, on which several seats had been reserved for him and his +attendants. "I think your best course will be to follow me," cried the +Prince, laughing, and looking over his shoulder at Gotthold, "you see +here as elsewhere: everything is given away!" But Gotthold could not do +otherwise than make use of the permission. The narrow space which had +been opened between the rows of seats for the Prince had long since +closed; nay, those behind were pressing forward to get as near him as +possible, and Gotthold soon found himself surrounded by a brilliant +assembly of the older and younger ladies of the country aristocracy, in +magnificent attire; white-haired old noblemen, civil dignitaries +adorned with orders, and distinguished soldiers, all smiling brightly +and bowing to the young Prince, who, bowing in every direction, +graciously accepted the offered homage. + +"Your Highness has come just at the right moment; we shall see the +first horse appear from behind yonder hill directly; may I offer Your +Highness my glass?" cried old Count Grieben, in his shrill voice. + +"Thanks, thanks; I should not like to rob you; you are more nearly +interested in the matter than I; I suppose the goal is here in front of +the stands, as it has been every year?" + +"Yes, Your Highness, there they come!" + +The Prince had now taken the glass from the old gentleman; there was a +loud whispering and rustling on the stand. "There they come--pray sit +down," echoed on all sides, and all eyes, whether furnished with +glasses or not, sought the long hill Count Grieben had pointed out to +the Prince, and on which in fact three moving specks now became +visible, which with great speed, considering the distance, glided down +the hill, and had already disappeared in a hollow, when four or five +other moving dots appeared in precisely the same spot, likewise glided +down the hill, and vanished. But the interest of the public was almost +exclusively fixed upon the three foremost dots. From the interval of +time between the appearance of the first three specks and the four +following--to say nothing of the stragglers--it was now evident that +the victor must be one of their number; and although even the best +glass could only distinguish that the three moving clots were horsemen +racing at the top of their speed, two names were already mentioned with +positive certainty; there was a doubt about the third rider; some +thought it was Baron Kummerrow on Hengist, while others bet upon Count +Zarrentin's Rebecca, ridden by the younger Baron Breesen. + +"But the two others, Your Highness--the two others are my Curt and Carl +Brandow," shrieked old Count Grieben, crimson with excitement and +gesticulating furiously, in a tone so loud that it could be heard over +the whole stand. + +Count Grieben! Carl Brandow! Like an alarm of fire the names flew from +lip to lip along the stand, down the steps, and through the dense +throng of men below, who were standing on tiptoe and stretching their +necks; Count Grieben! Carl Brandow on Brownlock! + +Carl Brandow! A strange emotion thrilled Gotthold's frame. That was the +name which, like the spell of some evil magician, had desolated and +ruined his life; the name with which so many unpleasant thoughts had +been connected from his youth, and which in early and later times, and +even during the last few days, had been to him the incarnation of the +principle that in every human breast strives and rebels against the God +of light. And here the name rang on his ears from every lip. Carl +Brandow! Carl Brandow! like a man from whose approach streams happiness +and blessing; and beautiful eyes sparkled, and aristocratic hands +impatiently fluttered the lace-edged handkerchiefs with which they +wished to wave a welcome to the victor. Was the man whom a whole people +thus awaited in breathless suspense, perhaps right when he ventured all +and anything to gain his shining goal; wealth, and honor, and woman's +favor? Could one who took every obstacle so boldly, be expected to turn +aside from his path for a pious scruple? Could one who unhesitatingly +risked his life when the victory could not be obtained at a lesser +price, be blamed if he was not so punctilious about the weal and woe or +even the lives of others, as may be expected and demanded from the +quiet citizen? + +Such were the strange thoughts that passed through Gotthold's brain, +while his eyes, like those of the assembled thousands, were fixed upon +the spot pointed out by the experts near him as the one where the +riders must again appear. And there they were already--now recognizable +as horsemen, even by the naked eye--and "Count Grieben and Carl +Brandow" burst forth anew. For only two emerged at the same time, while +the third had already lost so much ground that he appeared full thirty +seconds later. Nothing more was to be expected from him. At the speed +with which the horses were running a lost second could not be regained, +let alone the eternity of thirty! The result now depended upon +Brownlock and Bessy, the two horses that had been the object of public +attention from the first moment and on which immense sums had been +staked up to the last. Would Brownlock win? Would Bessy carry off the +prize? No one dared to decide, no one offered or accepted a bet; they +scarcely ventured to speak, to stir; suspense had chained every tongue. +The scales were still exactly poised, without bending in the least +towards either side. If Bessy, as was universally asserted, was the +faster animal, Brandow's well-known skill in horsemanship made up for +the difference; head to head--the winding course to the stand could be +as distinctly followed as the lines on a map--the horses leaped over +the last hurdle but three, the last but two, the last but one; side by +side the riders took the last obstacle, a wall six feet high, while a +cry of admiration buzzed through the surging crowd. Then followed a +breathless silence. The race must be decided within the next minute. +After the last hurdle was a tract of perfectly level ground about five +hundred paces long; then came several hundred acres of bog, marked by +little flags affixed to poles. If Brownlock did not get a very +considerable lead on the level ground, the race was lost to him; for +Bessy--every one knew--could cross a marsh as lightly as a roe, and +Brownlock would either stick fast or must take a round-about way, which +would cost him his advantage and the victory. + +But Brownlock obtained no advantage, not a foot, not an inch; head to +head they dashed across half the distance, and now Bessy took the lead, +a half, a whole length, two, three, a half-dozen lengths. Those who had +bet on Brownlock turned pale, but a hundred times as much was staked on +Bessy; the betters exchanged triumphant glances; no one had time to +speak; Bessy was already approaching the edge of the bog; her rider was +seen to turn in his saddle to note the distance between him and his +rival, and now he turned to the left towards the edge of the swamp. +"Clever fellow," cried old Count Grieben; "it's wider, Your Highness, +it's wider there, but the ground is firmer, and he has plenty of time. +Brownlock can't come up with her, hurrah!" cried the enthusiastic old +gentleman, waving his hat. "Hurrah, hurrah!" echoed from the fickle +crowd, which had just cheered Brownlock; "Bessy wins, Brownlock loses. +Hurrah!" + +Suddenly a deep silence followed, as if a thunderbolt had fallen before +the eyes of all. Brandow reached the spot from which, a few seconds +before, Count Grieben, rendered secure of the victory by his opponent's +delay, had turned aside; and with a powerful bound Brownlock dashed +upon the bog, without turning a hair's breadth from the straight +course, flying directly over the deepest but narrowest part, with a +speed which seemed to increase every moment, while his rider, as if +going over the smoothest meadow-land, used neither whip nor spur, and +waved his hand to his rival, as he darted by him with such speed that +the water dashed into the air in a bright shower of spray. + +And now he had already reached the edge on the side nearest the stand, +and came up the broad straight course which led to the goal--no longer +at full speed, but in a long stretching gallop, as if to jeer at his +opponent, who after reaching the firm ground, despairing of victory, +had stopped; it seemed as if he wished to give the crowd an opportunity +to offer their homage. + +And "Hurrah Brownlock! hurrah Brandow!" they shouted, waving their hats +and caps, and the cry increased and swelled to a deafening, thundering +roar as the victor now rode past the stands to the goal, in the same +long stretching gallop. Everybody stood on tiptoe, the gentlemen +cheering, the ladies waving their handkerchiefs--and now all crowded +down the broad steps to the level ground, to see the victor and the +beautiful horse still nearer, when he, as was customary, returned and +again passed before the stands, but this time at a walk. + +"No privileges are recognized here, strength conquers," said the +Prince, who as well as Gotthold was pushed down the steps by the +swaying crowd; "the strength of enthusiasm, which is powerful even in +the weak. Just see how heroically that delicate lady struggles through +the throng--Is it Frau Brandow? I should like to offer her my arm." + +The lady's blue veil brushed against Gotthold's face, and he recognized +Alma Sellien. She did not see him, though she stood directly beside +him. The delicate, wan face was strangely beautified by the proud smile +that hovered on the lips; a joyous light sparkled in the blue eyes, +usually so dull and heavy; heeding nothing around her, she looked and +waited for the coming of the man she loved, whose uncovered head was +just visible above the surging crowd. And now a pair of bay shoulders +appeared, vanished, and appeared again, then the beautiful head of a +horse, and then the whole figure of the red-coated rider. Those +standing in the foremost row, recognizing the Prince, made way, and he, +with several other ladies and gentlemen, among them Alma Sellien, were +pressed forward, while the ranks closed before Gotthold, who willingly +drew back. Brandow, who, hat in hand, was bowing to the right and left, +and talking to a few friends that surrounded him, had come very near +them, when he saw the Prince, with Alma Sellien leaning on his arm. An +amazed smile flitted over his face; he hastily turned Brownlock till he +faced the pair, and bowed low over the racer's slender neck. The noble +animal stood snorting, champing its bit, and pawing impatiently. +Suddenly it sprang aside in wild alarm, and then, as its rider tried to +force it back to the spot, reared. "Back!" shouted the Prince to the +crowd, who, pressing forward from every direction, had collected in a +dense mass. But those farther away, whom no immediate danger +threatened, remained motionless. "Back, back!" cried the Prince again; +the ladies screamed. "Jump down, Brandow!" exclaimed the gentlemen. But +Brandow seemed to have forgotten his universally admired horsemanship. +Some said afterwards that he had been stunned from the first moment by +the violence with which, as the horse threw back its head in rearing, +it struck him on the forehead. As he vainly struggled with the animal +in an inconceivably preposterous manner, his eyes were fixed intently +upon a man in the crowd, who in some way--all were pressing upon each +other in wild confusion--had reached the foremost rank, and now, with +upraised arms, sprang directly before, nay under the rearing horse; it +was supposed he wanted to pull the furious animal down by the bridle. + +"Let me pass, for God's sake!" cried Gotthold. + +He had recognized Hinrich Scheel, although he had only seen the square +head, covered with gray curling hair, from which the cap had been +knocked in pressing through the crowd; not the brutal face with the +squinting green eyes, under whose fiendish power the frightened animal +reared higher and higher, pawing the air with its steel-shod hoofs as +if it would fain destroy its tormentor. And now one of the hoofs struck +the head of the mysterious man, who fell as if a bullet had pierced his +brain; but at the same moment the horse, again rearing, fell backwards, +burying his rider under him. The crowd parted with shrieks of horror. + +"A doctor, a doctor, is there no doctor here?" + +There was none, but no physician could have been of any avail. The man +who had tried to seize the horse's bridle, and in whom others also now +recognized Brandow's former trainer, Hinrich Scheel, for whose arrest a +warrant had been issued, lay dead on his back with crushed skull and +horribly distorted face, from which the dim eyes glared frightfully; +his master still lived, but Gotthold, who was supporting him in his +arms, saw that his end was fast approaching. A deathlike pallor rested +on the delicate, clear-cut features, and the white teeth gleamed with a +strange, frightful expression from between livid lips. A shudder +convulsed the whole body, and the head fell on Gotthold's breast. + +"Here comes a doctor," cried several voices. + +"He will find nothing to do," murmured Gotthold; "help me to carry him +away." + +As they raised the body, a lady in a blue veil, who had been standing +near with her hands clenched convulsively, shrieked aloud, and sank +fainting on the ground. No particular notice was taken of it. Several +ladies had fainted. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV. + + +A wondrously beautiful autumn, with mild golden days, and clear starry +nights, brooded over the country. Everywhere summer roses bloomed in +the gardens beside the asters, and the forests were very slow in +decking themselves in brilliant hues. The air was so still that the +floating threads of gossamer scarcely stirred, and when a leaf fell it +remained just where it touched the ground. The birds of passage had +paused in their migration, and chirped and--twittered among the fields +and hedges with their merry little voices, while in the evening the +wild swans, which usually, long ere this time, had soared away on their +strong white wings, called to each other along the shore. + +It was a wondrously beautiful autumn, which seemed marvellously like +summer; "but it is only an illusion," said Cecilia, "the summer is +over, winter is close at hand, and I must prepare for it." + +She had been six weeks in Dollan, which she had never expected to +enter, never hoped to see again. But the physicians had urgently +desired that, to secure perfect recovery from her severe illness, if a +winter's residence in the South was impracticable, Gretchen should at +least spend the beautiful days of autumn on the sea-shore, in a sunny +spot, sheltered from the cold winds; and what place could have +fulfilled these requirements better than quiet, sunny Dollan? And, even +if it were a sacrifice for her to return here, she made it +unhesitatingly for the sake of her child and her old father. + +He had so longed for Dollan when, contrary to the doctor's expectation, +he recovered his consciousness after a fainting fit which, a few days +after the accident on the race-course, suddenly attacked him as he sat +surrounded by his friends. "Gratify the old man's wish," said the +physician, "and do so quickly; he will not have many more. His days are +numbered, and it is our duty to procure for him, during the few that +remain, all the sunshine he misses so keenly here in the narrow crowded +streets." + +And with deep thankfulness the old man greeted the sunlight on his +native fields. Not that he expressed his gratitude in words. He usually +talked very little; but on his pale, quiet face rested an expression of +the deepest peace, his mild eyes often sparkled as if with joyful +memories, and a happy smile played around his lips, as he walked slowly +through the sunny fields by Cecilia's side, leaning on her arm. Often +too--especially in the early morning--he went out alone, and Cecilia +had been anxious about him, and at last ventured to beg him to take her +with him, no hour was too early for her. But the old man stroked her +cheeks, and said, "Let me alone; you don't know yet." + +Cecilia pondered over these strange words, and understood them for the +first time when, one morning at early dawn, she looked out of her +window, and saw the old man stand a long time in the garden beside one +of the oldest trees--a linden, under whose shade, so the story ran, +Charles the Twelfth of Sweden had sat--and then bend his white head and +wave his hand, as people do when they take leave of any one. Yes, the +old man was taking his leave, when he wandered alone through garden and +field, forest and meadow--leave of the friends and acquaintances of his +youth: here a tree, under whose branches he had dreamed of the woman he +loved; yonder a rock, against whose hard breast he had once pressed his +tortured young heart; the meadow where he had broken the wild steed +with which he had hoped to win the beautiful Ulrica von Dahlitz; the +forest whose echoes he had so often waked by the report of his good +rifle. He never carried it now: the trusty gun that had formerly +accompanied him in all his walks, rested quietly in the corner; he had +taken leave of his faithful companion forever. + +Neither did he ever turn his steps in the direction of the beach-house, +and once when he had wandered through the forest by Cecilia's side, and +they unexpectedly emerged from the trees upon the cliffs, he seemed +almost terrified, and then shook his venerable head and muttered: "That +has cost me many years, many, many years!" So saying, he made a gesture +as if to imply that those years were effaced from the tablet of his +memory. + +Perhaps they were; he never said a word about the weary time he had +lived in the beach-house, but often began to relate stories of his +young days--ancient tales, which no living person knew except himself, +and over which he could laugh merrily, while at other times the tears +ran down his pale, withered cheeks. + +Ancient tales, of which he knew every detail, every name, and Christian +name, the day and hour, and even whether the weather was pleasant or +rainy; but he remembered nothing of what had lately happened, or made +the strangest mistakes. Thus he repeatedly called Cecilia by the name +of his early love, Ulrica, and it had been a bitter grief to his +great-granddaughter, that he sometimes spoke of her husband, Gretchen's +father, as a man he loved and eagerly longed to see again, although he +had been there very recently, until she understood that he meant +Gotthold. + +It had moved her strangely at first, and then when the old man recurred +to it again as quietly as if it never had been and never could be +otherwise, and brought her name into such close connection with that of +her lover, she had accepted it like a dream, which comes between waking +and sleeping, until she started in terror at the danger that lay in the +vision. It must not, could not be. Why trifle with a reality which was +impossible, a future that could never come to pass! + +She said it with passionate vehemence, and a flood of tears, more to +herself than the old man, when he again spoke of Gotthold, who stayed +away too long, who left her who longed to see him, and the child who +was so fond of playing with him, too much and too long alone. She told +him that she dared not think of such a thing; too much, too much had +happened, which separated them forever, and that though she would give +her blood for him drop by drop, if it did not belong to her child and +her father, she could never, never be his wife. + +They were in the garden on one of the beautiful summer-like evenings of +this month of October, and as she spoke the old man gazed earnestly +towards the saffron-hued eastern sky, that gleamed through the +brilliant foliage of the trees, which was unstirred even by the +faintest breath of wind. "Yes, yes," he said, "you have suffered +keenly, keenly: but"--he added after a short pause--"that is so long, +so very long ago. Time heals much, much!" + +He seemed to be absorbed in dreams of the days, which to him alone were +no nonentity, which to him alone emerged from the river Lethe; but as +his glance fell upon the tear-stained face at his side, he passed his +hand over his brow and eyes, and said hastily, as if he feared he might +forget it again: + +"Not everything, or slowly, very slowly; sixty, seventy, I know not how +many years passed by; and it is never quite right till we take courage +and tell some human being; I told him the evening I saved him from the +sea, and so many good things followed it, so many good things; my heart +has been so light ever since. You must tell some one, too, but not me; +I forget so much, and might forget that too. You must tell him." + +And when the next evening they again walked up and down the same +garden-path, and the dim light again shimmered through the trees, he +suddenly stopped and asked: "Have you told him?" and on the third and +fourth day he repeated the question, always shaking his white head +anxiously, when she answered with burning cheeks: "No, father, I have +not told him yet," and mentally added: "And shall not tell him if he +comes to-morrow, shall never tell him." + +Gotthold came, but not alone. Prince Prora, at whose castle he had +again spent several days to show him the sketches for the armory, and +decide upon the order of the Italian landscapes for the dining-hall, +wished to accompany him on his way back to Prora, and when he heard +that Gotthold must stop at Dollan to take leave of the family before +setting out on his journey to Italy, begged permission to accompany him +there also. + +"For we are neighbors, madame," said the young man, "whether I live at +Prora or the castle, and I ought to have waited upon you long ago; but +I will confess that a special interest brings me here to-day. Our +friend has told me about the giant's grave you have in your forest, +and that it is perhaps in the best preservation of any on the whole +island. Now we need a landscape with one of these mounds for my armory, +and when I reminded him of the one at Dollan, the obstinate fellow +declares it won't do. I naturally insist it is the very one, since +Dollan--before it came into the possession of your--I mean the Wenhof +family--which, to be sure, if we include the Swedish branch, as is only +just, was two hundred years ago--belonged to Prora, like all the rest +of the island; nay, in Pagan times, a Castle Prora, surrounded with a +lofty wall and deep moat, stood on the cliffs overlooking the sea. Its +ruins are still mentioned in old histories, so it is very possible and +even probable that the grave covers the bones of my ancestors. And am I +to lose such a reminiscence for the sake of an artist's obstinacy? +Never! We have an hour to spare, and I hear I can walk there and back +in half an hour--pray don't trouble yourself, my dear friend! You are +the very last person I will take with me, to spoil my temper by your +objections." + +"I will accompany you with pleasure," said old Boslaf. "I have often +been up there deer-hunting with your Highness' great-grandfather. I +have not walked that way for a long, long time, and should like to go +once more." + +The Prince looked at the old man in astonishment; he had greeted him +with marked respect, in consequence of the many things Gotthold had +told him about him; but it seemed like a fairy tale that any one now in +existence could have gone hunting with Malte von Prora, who had lived +in the times of Frederick the Great, and been sent to Berlin on a +diplomatic mission by the Swedish government before the Seven Years' +War. + +"It is impossible for me to give you so much trouble," said he, "quite +impossible." + +But the old man did not seem to notice the polite refusal; he had +already taken his staff, and with long regular strides led the way out +of the garden, where this conversation had taken place. The Prince, +with a smile, hurried after him. + +"At least your Highness will allow us to follow you," said Gotthold. + +"I beg you to do so," replied the Prince, "for the sake of the old man, +who might not be satisfied with my company for any length of time," and +then drawing Gotthold a few steps aside, he continued: "We have an +hour, don't let it be passed unused. Since I have seen this lady, I +understand all you have not told me, you most silent of men. May God +take these mute lovers under His gracious protection!" + +Gotthold walked slowly back to the spot where he had left Cecilia, and +saw her still sitting in the same thoughtful attitude. Would she speak +to-day, or would she keep silence as she had done hitherto--let him go +in silence? + +He went up and took the hand that hung by her side. "Cecilia?" + +She slowly raised her dark lashes, and looked at him with an expression +of touching entreaty. + +"I am not to bid you speak, I am to leave you in silence, Cecilia! And +yet it must be uttered; so let me say it for you. You could tell the +secret only to a woman, and to a woman you would not need to do so; she +would understand you without words. Was it not so? Should love be less +clear-sighted than the eyes of a sympathizing friend? I do not know, I +can only tell you what I read in your heart. And it is this, Cecilia: +you love me, but dare not yield to your feelings; nay, you shrink from +the thought of becoming my wife, as if it were a sin--against whom? It +sounds cruel, Cecilia, and yet I must say it: against your pride. That +is what you fear--yourself, not me. You know as well as that the sun is +setting yonder to rise again to-morrow, that no day, no hour will come +when I shall reproach you by word or look for having been--so unhappy, +so unspeakably wretched; you know that I--as I think--have nothing to +forgive you. But you, Cecilia, think you can never forgive yourself; +you think, because when you were an inexperienced girl of sixteen you +made a mistake, repentance and shame must follow you all your future +life; repentance and shame would frighten you from my arms if you ever +obeyed the impulse of your heart and threw yourself into them." + +"And should I not do right to think, to feel so?" cried Cecilia, while +the tears streamed down her burning cheeks; "could I ever forgive +myself for having become the wife of this man? An inexperienced +girl of sixteen, do you say? I was not so very inexperienced; I was +worldly--wise enough to understand that life in the beautiful castle +and shady park of Dahlitz would be more brilliant than in a gloomy +country parsonage. And so I trod the poor student's heart under foot, +although a voice which, since that hour, has never been silenced, +whispered, he is the better man. Should I forgive myself for that, and +for letting him go away with an almost broken heart, without a word of +sympathy, of consolation, glad that his honest eyes no longer rested +upon me, no longer read my vain soul? And now, when my arrogant dream +has produced its natural result, now that I am as utterly wretched as I +deserve to be, and he returns and stands before me, a pure, noble man, +who can look with just pride upon his honest, industrious past, and +with joyful composure towards his future, which must develop still more +gloriously--is he now to stay his victorious step to raise one so +deeply fallen;--nay, what am I saying? Is she to chain him to herself +for all the future, bind the strong industrious hands, constrain the +proud mind, which ought always to be occupied with the highest things, +to perpetual consideration, daily, hourly sympathy for a wretched, +self-marred fate? Did you say pride prevented my doing that? Be it so! +But it was pride for you, in you! Ah! Gotthold, I do not feel this +pride to-day for the first time. I was proud of you when, with +sparkling eyes, you could talk so brilliantly of gods and heroes, and +say the heroic man might boldly compare himself with the gods +themselves; and when I heard, years after, you had forced your way +through obstacles, by which others would have been crushed a thousand +times, and, with a speed that seemed wonderful to those who did not +know your strength and talent, raised yourself to the highest rank in +your art, and the name of the young painter was mentioned only among +the best artists--yes, Gotthold, I was proud then, so proud and +thankful--for I thought, now I can bear everything easier, since my +crime was not visited on you, since I alone had to atone for the sin I +alone had committed." + +They had left the fields, over which scattered threads of gossamer +floated in the red light of the setting sun, and entered the dark, +silent forest. No sound was heard except the rustling of the withered +leaves at their feet, and, as Cecilia paused, the mournful song of a +solitary bird. + +But Gotthold heard no interruption; it seemed to him as if the piteous +notes of the bird only prolonged the wail of the human voice. + +"Alone, alone," he said, "always alone, and so you wish to remain, poor +love! Can a human being be alone? And are you quite alone? Granted that +I am--which I am not--the strong hero who can by constant labor +struggle along his solitary path to the golden table of the father, is +there not your child, from whom you must shut out the bright, sunny +world? You, who turn away from life with veiled head in mute despair! +what virtues will you teach it when you are yourself so wholly +destitute of the cheerfulness, in which alone the virtues thrive; nay, +when you no longer believe in that which is the best and highest of +all, which makes us what we are, makes us human beings--love? Who +pities yonder little bird, which, concealed amid the autumnal foliage, +perhaps wounded and maimed, is left behind to perish miserably? None of +its brothers and sisters, its husband or its children; they have all +flown away, unheeding, and left it behind--alone, alone! They obey the +immutable law that governs their coming and going, their life and +death, and so they do not, cannot sin; but we can and do, if we do +not obey the law that governs us, if we do not obey love. It is the +all-powerful tie that has bound and will bind together all races of +men, from the beginning to the end; the all-powerful sun beneath whose +pure light spring must return to the darkest, saddest hearts: and so +with my love I will hold you, dearest, however you may struggle; will +open your heart, however you may try to close it against me: for I am +more powerful than you, can lend you my strength, and yet have enough +for myself, and you, and your child--our child, Cecilia!" + +She had paused, trembling in every limb; pale as death, and with her +dark eyes dim with tears, she extended her hands imploringly. + +"Have mercy, Gotthold, have mercy! I can bear no more; I can bear no +more." + +A hasty step came down the narrow path that led to the giant's grave. + +"Thank God! I was coming to meet you, dear madam--I think--I know you +are not like other ladies--" + +"He is dead!" cried Cecilia. + +"I fear we shall not find him alive, though he had strength enough to +send me back. I did not like to leave him, but he was so very, very +anxious to see you, to see you both." + +They ran up the path through the underbrush, over the hill, to the +giant's grave, whose huge mass stood forth in dark relief against the +bright western sky. + +The old man was sitting on a moss-covered stone, with his back resting +against one of the larger blocks, his hands lying in his lap, and an +expression of the most profound peace on his pale, venerable face, +gazing silently towards the west, from whence brilliant sunset hues +streamed over fields, forest, moorland, and sea. Cecilia sank upon the +broom at his feet, pressing her lips to his cold hand. + +At the touch, a slight shiver ran through the limbs of the dying man. +His glance turned slowly away from the distant sky, and rested upon the +beautiful, pale, tear-wet face before him. A happy smile gleamed over +his features. "Ulrica," he whispered. The name fell from the white lips +softly, almost inaudibly, and then lips and eyelids closed. + +Cecilia's head sank upon Gotthold's breast; the Prince, who during the +whole scene had discreetly remained at a distance, turned away, and +gazed steadily at the golden sunset. + + +And the golden hues of sunset glowed upon fields and woods, and the +churchyard of Rammin, in which the old man had just been laid to rest +with his children and children's children. Only a small, very small +company had stood around the grave when the coffin was lowered, and +they had needed no priest to consecrate the place which would +henceforth be sacred to them. Then Frau Wollnow embraced Cecilia, +and whispered: "Don't allow yourself to be disconcerted by any +narrow-minded creature you may meet," and Cecilia answered: "Have no +fear, I know what I am doing." Then Ottilie kissed Gretchen; the Prince +and Herr Wollnow took leave of Cecilia with a few cordial words, and +the Prince's light carriage rolled towards his castle, and the +Wollnow's heavy equipage along the road to Prora. + +At the other end of the village, where the road leads to Neuenfähr and +Sundin, stood a travelling carriage, and they now walked silently +through the little hamlet, arm-in-arm; while the child ran before them, +and snatched at the swallows when they came too near. + +Otherwise the swallows had a free course. Up and down they darted in +their arrowy flight, now grazing the earth, now rising in graceful +curves, anon flying in a straight line and then zigzag, chirping, +twittering, and fluttering their long wings unweariedly. + +For them, too, it was probably the last evening, and to-morrow they +would fly towards the South, and not return till spring. + +Gotthold thought of this, and then of the evening when he had walked +through the deserted village-street, and the swallows' song brought +tears of sorrow to his eyes, and how empty his home and the whole +beautiful world had been to him, and how the whole beautiful world now +seemed to him like home; and as he gazed into the dark eyes of his +beloved wife, and pressed the little warm hand of the child, now his, +he knew "what the swallow sang." + + + + FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: Dumpling.] + +[Footnote 2: The second person singular is used throughout this +conversation, but I have thought it better to adopt the English mode of +address.--Tr.] + + + THE END. + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's What the Swallow Sang, by Friedrich Spielhagen + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WHAT THE SWALLOW SANG *** + +***** This file should be named 34599-8.txt or 34599-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/4/5/9/34599/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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"I will leave a few +words for him."</p> + +<p class="normal">He took his note-book and wrote a few lines. When he tore out the leaf +he perceived on the other side a little sketch which he had dashed off +that afternoon with a few hasty strokes, while his carriage stopped +before a village inn.</p> + +<p class="normal">A smile flitted over his grave features.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That won't do," he murmured. "And here again, everything is filled +with scrawls. Well," he added aloud, as he thrust the note-book back +into his pocket, "I will write from P----. Please tell him so; +farewell, my good woman."</p> + +<p class="normal">The sexton's wife did not venture to make any reply, and turned away. +The stranger looked after her retreating figure a few minutes. +"Strange," he murmured, "it seems as if it would be committing a +sacrilege to utter my name aloud in this place! It was really a relief +to my mind that the woman did not know me. How we are all under the ban +of gloomy feelings which we should be ashamed to confess to others! To +be sure it is not strange that these emotions should almost overpower +me here; here, in this spot which should be my home, where my cradle +stood, and yet where I was not allowed to return until the grave had +closed over him to whom I owe my life."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had taken a few noiseless steps within the church, and now pausing, +gazed around the narrow space. The sun, already low in the horizon, +cast through the round, leaden-cased panes of the lofty narrow windows +a mysterious light, which brightened or faded as the soft breeze raised +or lowered the branches of the ancient linden-trees outside the walls. +And thus, now clear now dim, but always sorrowful, the memories of his +early years swept through the stranger's mind as he stood motionless, +his eyes wandering over the massive white-washed walls, the few dusky +pictures hung here and there at far too great a height, the little +oaken font black with age, the altar with its two large brass sconces, +and the pulpit, whose desk was covered with a tattered cloth. +Everything was just as it used to be; he even remembered the holes in +the cover, only it was all very much smaller, more poverty-stricken and +tasteless than memory had pictured it. Yet this was the most favorable +light,--what must it be in the broad glare of day! And his gloomy, +sorrowful childhood,--what was it when he extinguished the magical +light of memory, when he saw it as it really was, as a cold fanatical +father had made it to the child so early bereft of a mother's love.</p> + +<p class="normal">The traveller started from his revery as a sharp sound suddenly echoed +through the quiet church as if something had burst asunder. It was the +clock, which had just begun to strike. He passed his hand over his +brow, mechanically counted the strokes and listened to the rumbling +echo till the last sound died away. "Seven o' clock," said he; "it is +time for me to set out again."</p> + +<p class="normal">He walked around behind the benches, up a side aisle, on the right of +the pulpit, until he reached the large iron door of the crypt. It was +fastened, but on both sides, affixed to the wall, were the mural +tablets of the pastors of Rammin, who had preached the gospel over the +coffins of their predecessors whom they were some day to join. He went +to the last stone and read the inscription, that here rested in God, +Gotthold Ephraim Weber, D.D., installed in 1805 as Pastor of St. Mary's +church in Rammin, born August 3d, 1780, died June 15th, 1833.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gotthold Ephraim Weber," murmured the stranger, "that is my name too, +and I am also a Doctor of Theology. That I would not remain where my +father placed me, but insisted upon taking the profession for which, +according to my best knowledge and belief, I was born, separated him +who now lies here from me forever. No, no, not that, at least that was +not the true cause! I never understood in your sense what is written +here: 'Blessed are those who die in the Lord.' We were never one, had +been separated long before we parted. Well, father, at least let there +be peace between us now. I wish with all my heart that you may have the +bliss in which you believed; and say: 'blessed are the--dead,' so you +certainly have the happiness in which I believe."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold made a gesture like one who holds out his hand in +reconciliation. "Let us have peace now," he repeated.</p> + +<p class="normal">A little bird, which had perched for a moment in one of the openings +above the window, twittered so loudly that the sweet clear tones filled +the silent empty church.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will take it as an answer," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">He left the building as slowly as he had entered it, and went down the +broad path in the churchyard to a spot where, at a large iron cross, +which also bore the inscription, "Blessed are those who die in the +Lord," a narrow walk branched off towards the wall. Scarcely anything +had been altered in this older portion of the cemetery; he still +remembered every mound, every cross, every stone, and every epitaph; +there at last was what he was seeking--the grave with the low wooden +railing, the stunted weeping willow, the little slanting cross, +neglected as ever, or perhaps even more so--his mother's grave.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had lost her so very young, when he was only four or five years old, +that he had scarcely the faintest shadow of personal remembrance; he +had never seen a picture of her, and his father only mentioned her name +when he said angrily: "You are just like your mother," yet perhaps for +this very reason his fancy had always busied itself very frequently +with this dead mother, who had been like him, and would certainly have +loved him as he loved her dear shadow, until it almost assumed a bodily +form. A dear, dream-like form, which came unbidden, and disappeared +when he would so gladly have detained it longer.</p> + +<p class="normal">He plucked a few leaves from the willow, but scattered them over the +grave again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We need no mementos," he said; "we understand each other without any +outward tokens, and it shall remain as it is, decay silently and +gradually, as time wills. Who would be benefited by the most superb +monument I could order from Thorwaldsen's master hand? Not you--what do +the shades in Nirwana care for such earthly vanities--and not I. I +shall never stand upon this spot again, and to others the stone would +be only a stone. No, it is better so; it is in harmony with the place."</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked up, and his artist's eye wandered over the graves, upon whose +long grass, swaying in the soft breeze, the setting sun scattered rosy +hues, to the ancient church, whose rude square tower still glowed in +the purple light, while the main building was already in deep shadow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This scene and hour would make a beautiful picture," said Gotthold, +"but I shall not paint it. That would efface it from my mind, and I +wish to hold it fast there forever."</p> + +<p class="normal">He closed his eyes a moment, and when he opened them did not look +around again as he walked slowly, with his hands behind his back, +through the narrow path to the gate. Suddenly he paused and +involuntarily extended his hand towards two little graves close beside +the path, whose inscriptions had caught his eye in passing. "Cecilia +Brandow," "Caroline Brandow." The date of the birth and death of the +children was also added in tiny characters, as small as the mounds +themselves.</p> + +<p class="normal">A strange emotion thrilled his frame. He had thought this was over, +utterly effaced from his life, and that he could take the journey to +the bedside of his dying father, which had become a pilgrimage to his +parents' graves, without being disturbed by the vicinity of his early +love. Nay, just now when he came out of the church door, he had gazed +from this lofty stand-point over the wide landscape to the park of +Dahlitz, through whose dusky trees gleamed the white gables of the +mansion, and the past had remained mute. Now it flooded his soul like a +torrent which has suddenly burst its bounds. Her children--and she +herself was then scarcely more than a child! Her children. One, the +eldest, had borne her name--the name which ever since those days had +always had a peculiar, sacred association, so that he could never hear +or read it without a strange thrill. Cecilia! Her children! Strange! +Incomprehensibly strange! Incomprehensible as the death to which they +had so soon fallen victims! She had wept and knelt at these graves with +her husband beside her, the husband whose name was also inscribed in +gilt letters upon these tablets, and who asserted his paternal rights +in the Christian name of the younger: "Carl Brandow"! Did he too shed +tears for his children? It was impossible to think of Carl Brandow's +sharp, hard features wet with tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">How the face of Gotthold's enemy--the only one he had ever had--rose in +almost tangible outlines before his mind, while a sharp pang ran +through the deep scar which, beginning under his hair, passed over the +right temple, across the cheek, and even divided the heavy beard, the +scar on whose account the sexton's wife, mindful of the words that +marked people should be avoided, had been so unwilling to leave the +stately stranger alone in the church. Was the wound going to bleed +again--the wound that man's hand had dealt when both were schoolboys? +Would it have been any miracle at that moment, when his heart was +throbbing so violently, as if to say: The wound I have been struck is +newer by some years, and much fresher and deeper, yet you see it is not +healed as you supposed, and never will be!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never," said Gotthold, "never! Well, at least I will not touch it. +And--the innocent children are not to blame, if there is blame +anywhere. I wish. I could call them back to life for you, poor Cecilia, +and may Heaven preserve those who I trust have been given you in their +place!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A figure clad in black, with a low broad-brimmed hat and white +neck-tie, approached the churchyard from the parsonage. It was +doubtless his father's successor, the new Pastor, who had returned from +examining the school earlier than the sexton's wife expected, and come +in search of the stranger who had inquired for him, and then ordered +the church to be unlocked. In his present excited frame of mind +Gotthold would gladly have avoided this meeting; but the reverend +gentleman appeared to have seen him already, for he quickened his +steps, and, as Gotthold now approached him, held out both hands, +exclaiming: "Must we meet again under such sorrowful circumstances?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold cast a puzzled glance at the beardless, plump white face of +the man who now stood before him, clasping and pressing his hands; his +watery blue eyes winking perpetually, either from emotion or because +the setting sun was shining into them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't you know me, my dear brother?" asked the reverend gentleman; +"didn't they tell you my name? August Semmel--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Surnamed Kloss,"<a name="div2Ref_01" href="#div2_01"><sup>[1]</sup></a> said +Gotthold with an involuntary laugh. "I beg +your pardon, I really had not heard your name, and then I have never +seen you lately except in uniform, with a military cap on one side of +your head, and your face covered with a beard; it is really an +excellent mask."</p> + +<p class="normal">Pastor Semmel dropped Gotthold's hands and hastily turned away, so that +he placed himself in shadow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A mask," he said, rolling up his eyes piously; "yes indeed! and, as I +now think, a very vain, not to say sinful one. I often scolded you then +because you would not enter our corps, although you sometimes did not +disdain to go to an ale--to amuse yourself with us, I mean; now I envy +you for having had the power of self-renunciation I lacked."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So Saul has now become Paul," replied Gotthold smiling, "while my +journey to Damascus is still delayed."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes," said the Pastor. "Who would have thought it! The most +industrious of us all at school, the most indefatigable at the +university; always held up as a pattern by teachers and professors; +when in the fourth session already cram--preparing us older ones for +the examination, passing your own with great distinction, and all +this--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"For Hecuba! No, dear Semmel, you must not revile my art, although I +freely admit I am but a poor artist as yet. But I can assure you of one +thing: it is easier to pass a creditable examination in theology than +to paint a good picture. I speak from experience; besides if I had +remained a theological student, who knows whether the son might not +have stepped into his father's place instead of you? That is to be +considered too."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There would have been a terrible competition," said Herr Semmel, +"although on the other hand a prophet has little honor in his own +country; and to be frank, when I was a candidate here--after I left +Halle I spent four years in Lower Pomerania as a tutor in Count +Zerneckow's family, and afterwards came to Neuenkirchen to relieve the +old man, who had grown very garrulous, so that I thought I was +positively settled--but he has entirely recovered his powers again, and +so it happened very opportunely--what was I going to say? yes--when I +applied for this place a month ago, and thought it would be an +advantage to present myself as an intimate school and university friend +of my predecessor's son, I found the recommendation was not +satisfactory everywhere. Herr Otto von Plüggen of Plüggenhof--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold could not help laughing. "I suppose so," said he, "I have +often punched his stupid head when he went to school in P."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know I was in the first class, while you were still in the +second," continued the Pastor in an apologetic tone, "and had entirely +forgotten that you must have known each other; but when, warned by my +experience with von Plüggen, I mentioned you more cautiously to several +others, I found a certain, what shall I term it? hostility would be +unchristian, but--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us drop the subject," said Gotthold somewhat impatiently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly, certainly," replied the Pastor, "although you will be glad +to hear that I took advantage of this very opportunity to speak of your +generous gift to the poor of our parish, which--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But why did you do that when I particularly requested that my name +should not be mentioned?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because it is written: 'Thou shalt not hide thy light under a bushel;' +and because it was the only way to silence the injurious report that +had become associated with your name."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Injurious report?" asked Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why yes, because people knew that for the last seven years, ever since +your uncle's death, you have been in possession of a large fortune, and +yet your father--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good Heavens! what could I do," cried Gotthold, "if my father +obstinately refused all my offers? but I really cannot discuss this +matter any farther. Besides, it is high time for me to set out, if I +wish to reach P. in good season. Has Herr Wollnow arranged everything +my father left according to your wishes? Unfortunately, I could not +attend to it myself, since, as you have probably learned from him, I +fell sick on my journey, and was forced to remain several weeks in +Milan; but I wrote to him from there to carry out the wishes of my +father's successor in every respect."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Without knowing who that successor was!" exclaimed Herr Semmel; "yes, +that's the way with you artists. Well, I have not been grasping. True, +there were many valuable books on theology in your father's library +which I would gladly have retained, and as you gave the purchaser +permission to set his own price--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is all right, my dear Semmel, and now don't come a step farther."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only to your carriage, which I saw standing at the door of the inn."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not another step, I beg of you."</p> + +<p class="normal">They were standing at the churchyard gate, which opened into the +village-street; but the Pastor seemed unable to release Gotthold's +hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For your own comfort, and the honor of your old schoolmates, I must +add one remark in connection with our former subject of conversation. +All were not guilty of such uncharitableness--I may surely be permitted +to give it that name without being uncharitable myself. Some of them +spoke very warmly in your praise; no one more so than Carl Brandow."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brandow! Carl Brandow!" exclaimed Gotthold; "it is certainly--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly only his duty, if he tries to make amends to you for an +offence committed in youthful thoughtlessness by everywhere asserting +the truth, and declaring that the demon of avarice is the very last +that could obtain dominion over you; and if your father died as poor as +he had lived, it was undoubtedly--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Farewell!" said Gotthold, extending his hand across the low door to +the Pastor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"May God bless and keep you!" said the Pastor. "You ought to spare +another hour to spend with an old friend."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold said no more. He had withdrawn his hand with almost +uncourteous haste, and was now walking rapidly down the village-street, +with his hat pulled far over his brows. Herr Semmel looked after him +with a contemptuous smile on his fat face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The enthusiast!" said he; "it seems as if the ill-luck he has had has +turned his brain. But no matter. People must cling to the rich. Carl +Brandow is a sly fellow. He probably knows why, from the moment he +heard he was coming back, he took a new key, and cannot say enough in +praise of the man whom he once abused like a reed-sparrow. Perhaps he +wants to try to borrow of him. Well, he certainly needs a loan. Plüggen +says he is making his last shifts. He will be at Plüggenhof to-morrow. +My news will make quite an excitement."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The long village-street was empty. Here and there an old woman appeared +in the doorway of one of the low straw-roofed huts, or a few half-naked +children played behind the tangled hedges in the neglected gardens; +every one else had gone to the fields, for this was the first day of +the rye-harvest.</p> + +<p class="normal">The village-street was empty, and the swallows had free course. Up and +down they moved in their arrowlike flight, now on the ground, now +rising in graceful circles, straight lines, or zig-zag course, +chirping, twittering, and unweariedly fluttering their slender wings.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold paused, pushed back his hat, which he had drawn over his eyes, +and gazed as if absorbed in thought at the graceful little creatures, +which he had loved from his earliest childhood. While he stood watching +them, the angry displeasure roused by the Pastor's words gradually +yielded to a strange melancholy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What the swallow sang, what the swallow sang," he murmured. "Yes, yes, +it echoes through the village just as it did then:--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t3">When I went away, when I went away,</p> +<p class="t5">I left well-filled chests behind,</p> +<p class="t3">But returning to-day, but returning to-day,</p> +<p class="t7">Naught I find.</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">"I thought I understood it--but I had only read it with my eyes, not my +heart, the heart of a lonely man, who after an absence of ten years +returns to the sacred scenes of his youth to find what I have found +to-day--the most painful memory of that which was once mine."</p> + +<p class="normal">Up and down flew the swallows, now close to the earth, and now in a +lofty curve over a loaded harvest-wagon which had turned into the +principal street from an adjoining lane, and disappeared in a barn.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How does it go on," said Gotthold:--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t3">Back the swallows dart, back the swallows dart,</p> +<p class="t5">And the chests again run o'er;</p> +<p class="t3">But an empty heart, but an empty heart,</p> +<p class="t7">Fills no more.</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">He passed his hand over his eyes to brush away the tears which +constantly sprang into them, while a mournful smile played around his +lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It would be an amusing spectacle to my Roman friends if they could see +me standing here crying like a schoolboy; and what would you say, +Julia? The same thing that you did when I translated the song: That is +all nonsense, my dear friend. How can a heart be empty? My heart has +never been empty since I knew I had one, and now it is full of love for +you, as yours is for me, you German dreamer. Then you stroked the hair +from my brow, and kissed me as only you can kiss. And yet, and yet! If +I loved you, Julia, it was only a feeble semblance of the passion I +once felt, as the pale East just gleamed with rosy light from the +reflection of the sunset glow in the western sky. I have parted from +you, and my heart did not quiver as it did just now when I read on her +children's gravestones the name of one now dead to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">He extended his hands as if in benediction.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sing on your sweet sad song, innocent swallows! Go and return, +bringing Spring to the barren fields and empty human hearts! May Heaven +watch over you, my dear native meadows and beloved birthplace! In spite +of all, you are as sacred to me as the memories of my youth!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The carriage was waiting at the door of the village-inn. The coachman +had merely loosened the curbs on the horses' necks, that they might eat +the bread chopped into little squares more easily. He now pushed aside +the movable crib, hastily gave them a drink from the half-emptied pail, +and when Gotthold came up was already standing with the reins in his +hand beside the door, which he opened with a friendly grin.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the first time he had shown his passenger such an attention. +They had passed over the long road across the island--Gotthold, +contrary to his usual custom, absorbed in gloomy thoughts, and by no +means dissatisfied with the taciturnity of the driver, who sat +motionless before him, hour after hour, his broad shoulders covered +with a blue linen coat, somewhat white in the seams, stooping +carelessly, and smoking a short pipe, which Gotthold did not forbid, +unpleasant as the sickly odor of the weed often was.</p> + +<p class="normal">He might therefore have some reason to be surprised when, just after +they had left the village and were driving slowly along between the +cornfields, on the narrow by-way that led to the main road, the +broad-shouldered man suddenly turned, and showing his large white +teeth, said in his Platt Deutsch accent:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't you know me, Herr Gotthold?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," said Gotthold, laughing, as he looked into the smiling face of +the driver, "but you seem to be better acquainted with me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I've been thinking all the way whether it was you or not," said the +man; "sometimes I thought it was, and then again that it wasn't."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You might have asked."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, you may well say so, but I didn't think of it; that would +certainly have been the simplest way. Well, it don't matter now; I know +you--by that!" said the driver, drawing the handle of his whip over his +face to mark the course of Gotthold's scar. "You ought to have been +known by it this morning, for one don't see such things every day; but +it's a long time ago, and such things often happen in war; besides, +with your thick beard and brown, face, you look just exactly as if you +had come from Spain, where no doubt they are fighting again; but when +you stopped just now in Rammin, and went up to the parsonage without +even asking a question, I said at once, 'Yes, it's certainly he.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you are--you are Jochen--Jochen Prebrow!" exclaimed Gotthold, +cordially extending his hand, which Jochen, turning half-round on his +seat, clasped no less heartily in his huge palm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To be sure," said he, "and you really didn't know me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How could I," replied Gotthold. "You have grown so tall and stout, +although indeed in this respect you have only fulfilled the promise of +your boyhood."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, that's so," replied Jochen, "but my sergeant in Berlin always +said it was no vice."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen Prebrow turned back to his horses. He had established the +identity between his stately passenger and the slender playfellow of +his childhood, upon which he had been reflecting all day, and was +perfectly satisfied. Gotthold too was silent; it moved him deeply to +think he could have travelled nearly all day with worthy Jochen, as if +he had been a total stranger.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen Prebrow, the son of the Dollan blacksmith! The pleasant days +again rose before him when he left P. with Curt Wenhof for the +holidays, which must always be spent in Dollan, and Jochen stood on the +moor where the road branched off from the highway, waiting for them, +and waving his cap; Jochen, who was well aware that his good times were +coming with the pair, times of catching fish and snaring birds under +the care of old Cousin Boslaf, to say nothing of a thousand wild, +thoughtless pranks on land and sea for which Curt always undertook to +be answerable to his good-natured father.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the young master is dead too," said Jochen Prebrow, again turning +half-round on his seat, in token that having settled the principal +matter, he was now ready to proceed to details.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Drowned sailing on the Spree," continued Jochen, "and yet he was +skilful as any sailor, and could swim like a fish; it was very queer, +but he told me that he should come to such an end some day." He filled +his pipe afresh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When did he tell you so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He had come from Gr. to his sister's wedding, and afterwards was to go +to Berlin and show whether he had learned his lessons, and he would +probably have come off badly, for our young master was never fond of +study. So he told me about it when we came back from P., where the +wedding took place. I drove the carriage because old Christian was +sick, and then we went at full speed to Dollan, where a great breakfast +was served, and our young master had probably been drinking a little +too much when he came out to the stable, threw himself down on the +straw, and began to sob pitifully.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What's the matter, young master?" said I.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! Jochen," he answered, "it's all up. I begged my father to let me +be a farmer, for he would never make a lawyer of me; but he says we +have nothing, nothing at all; he can't even pay my sister's dowry."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, young master," said I, "that's not so very bad; you have a rich +brother-in-law now who can certainly give you some money."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But he started up, sprang upon me, seized me by the throat, and shook +me till I was afraid for my life, crying: If you ever say another +word about that,--well, it was an ugly word for a man to call his +brother-in-law, especially our young master, who had always been so +good-natured, but I said to myself, He's been drinking too much; for he +wanted me to upset them when I drove them to Dahlitz; you know the +place, Herr Gotthold, just before you get to the smithy, when the moor +lies below you on the left, as you come down the hill. It's very easy +to upset a carriage there so that the people inside will never get up +again; but it's pretty queer business to upset your master's daughter +on her wedding-day, and even if I'd wanted to do it I didn't drive +them, after all, for Herr Brandow had ordered his own carriage with +four horses; and Hinrich Scheel, who was his coachman then and is now, +wouldn't upset them, for nobody can deny that he knows how to drive and +ride."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen Prebrow cracked his whip, and the horses, which had been +advancing along the narrow by-way at a walk, trotted rapidly over the +smooth broad high-road.</p> + +<p class="normal">A short distance on the left appeared Dahlitz, the fine estate once the +property of the ancient noble family to which Cecilia's mother +belonged, but which had long since passed into the possession of the +plebeian Brandow, and was now Carl Brandow's inheritance.</p> + +<p class="normal">The highway, as Gotthold remembered, led directly through the estate, +and for a considerable distance farther ran close by the wall of the +park. His heart began to beat violently; his eyes wandered timidly +towards the house, whose white front was already partially visible +between the out-buildings. To pass so near her home, to let the only +opportunity he might ever be offered escape thus, never, never to see +her more!</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold leaned back in the corner of the carriage, drawing the broad +brim of his hat farther over his eyes; he would fain have ordered +Jochen to turn back again. Meantime Jochen was driving on at a slow +trot; it would soon be over. But just as they were passing the gates an +empty harvest wagon came out so rapidly that the horses almost struck +Jochen's. The latter swore, the farm hand swore, and some one standing +in the courtyard swore also, Gotthold could not understand whether at +his own man or the strange coachman--probably at both; but it was not +Carl Brandow's clear voice, and the coarse fat man in top boots, who +strode heavily forward to the gate, certainly bore no resemblance to +Carl Brandow's slight, elastic figure.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Jochen again had a free passage for his frightened horses, which +he reined in with considerable difficulty as they passed at full gallop +by the low park wall, over which now and then one could obtain through +the trees and shrubs a view of the pleasure-grounds, and even +distinguish a broad handsome lawn which lay on one side of the mansion. +On this piece of turf was a swing, in which two little girls were just +being carefully pushed to and fro by their nurse, while a half-dozen +other children of all ages gambolled upon the grass, their fresh voices +ringing merrily on the quiet evening air. A stately lady moved among +the group, with a little man dressed in black beside her, apparently +the boys' tutor.</p> + +<p class="normal">The picture was only visible a few seconds, but Gotthold's keen eye had +seized it down to the smallest detail, and it was still in his mind +when the carriage moved more slowly along the broad highway. His heart +had trembled causelessly; she no longer lived here. Where was she now? +He had not heard a word from home for so long--was she dead? She was to +him, of course, and yet, and yet--</p> + +<p class="normal">"That Redebas is a coarse fellow," said Jochen taking the reins in his +left hand, "but he understands his business; he'll come out all right."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So Dahlitz does not belong to Herr Brandow?" said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I declare," replied Jochen, pointing back with the handle of his +whip into the gathering twilight, "didn't you hear anything yonder +about what has been happening in this neighborhood?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing, nothing at all, my dear Jochen. Who was to tell me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"To be sure," said Jochen, "writing isn't everybody's business, not +mine for instance, and where you have been I suppose there were very +few mails, and not much opportunity. My sergeant--he was one of the old +soldiers--was in Spain too in 1807 and"--</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I have never been in Spain," said Gotthold, "I was in Italy."</p> + +<p class="normal">This objection was both unexpected and unwelcome to Jochen. He had +fully made up his mind during the long hours that he had been +reflecting whether his passenger was the son of the Pastor at Rammin or +not, that if so, he must at any rate have come straight from Spain; for +he had heard that Gotthold had given up "preaching" and was now living +in a foreign country, and Spain was the only foreign country of which +he had ever heard. So he sank into a profound revery, puffing huge +clouds of smoke from his short pipe, and Gotthold, difficult as it was +for him to do so, was compelled to repeat his question, as to where +Herr Brandow was now living, several times.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, where should he live except in Dollan?" said Jochen at last. "He +has come down from a horse to a donkey, but that's always so when +people want to sit so high in their saddles."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And--and--his wife?"</p> + +<p class="normal">It must be asked; but Gotthold's lips quivered as he put the question.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Our poor young lady," said Jochen; "yes, when I drove her with four +horses to P. for the wedding, she didn't dream the splendor would so +soon be over. Yes, she is now in the old place again, and our old +master and the young master are both dead, and her two oldest children +too; she has only one left."</p> + +<p class="normal">So she still lived, and lived in Dollan again, dear Dollan, the +forest-girdled, sea-washed spot where he had spent the happiest and +most wretched hours of his youth, the sacred and yet accursed place to +which his dreams had so often led him in joy or sorrow, so that he woke +with a happy smile on his lips, and also so often with tears in his +eyes! For a moment it seemed as if she had been restored to him, as if +the old days had returned. He saw the slender figure gliding through +the shrubs in the garden at twilight, while he stood at the little +gable window with a throbbing heart, hearing Curt repeat "mi" till he +threw the grammar on the table, declaring that he should never +understand the stuff, and they had better go down to the garden with +Cecilia. Gotthold passed his hand over his brow and eyes. Had he spoken +the loved name aloud? Had Jochen, who had resumed his interrupted story +in the old monotonous tone, mentioned her name? Jochen did not know +exactly how it had all happened, for he had been in Berlin with the +army when Herr Wenhof died, and young Herr Brandow came in possession +of Dollan in addition to his own estate of Dahlitz: then when Jochen +was released from military duty, as his father and older brother were +enough to attend to the business of the smithy, he took service as a +groom with Peter the innkeeper at Altefähr, and only left the place +when he drove travellers to Stubbenkammer or some other part of the +island, which did not occur very often. Besides, it had never happened +that his way led to Dollan, or very near it, for what stranger would +want to travel so far away from the main road? He had not seen even the +smithy since, and if his brother had not come to Altefähr once or +twice, would have known nothing about how things were now going in +Dollan. True, now he came to think the matter over, his brother had not +told him much more than he had already learned from others; for Herr +Brandow was famous for having the finest horses in all Rugen and Upper +Pomerania, and came every autumn to the races at Str.; the noblemen +would have hard work to beat him if he was only a plain citizen; and he +would be sure to win the prize among all the gentlemen riders this +year; for Hinrich had trained a horse for him whose match could not be +found. One thing was certain, Hinrich knew more about horse-flesh than +all the English trainers who cost the other gentlemen so much money put +together, while others hinted that there was something not quite right +about the matter, and Hinrich's squint eyes could make horses do +anything he pleased. That there were such things, he being a +blacksmith's son, knew very well; but it made a great difference +whether they were honest arts, such as his father understood for +instance, or whether another person he would not mention more plainly +had a finger in the pie. People don't cross mountains with him; he +makes them pay too dear for his extra horses. It had already cost Herr +Brandow his fine estate, and they said he could not even keep Dollan +much longer, and that the devil's horses were eating the hair from his +head. Did Herr Gotthold believe in such things?</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no, no," said Gotthold, starting from his corner and sitting +erect.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen was obliged to fill his pipe, in order to think over quietly an +answer so different from what he had expected. Gotthold did not disturb +his meditations, but sat in silence, absorbed in thought, dreaming of +what was, what might have been and never would be! Never? Yes, but not +because fate does not will it; it is because human beings bring on this +destiny, because they prepare it for themselves, because in dreams +which thicken into realities, in wishes which become acts, they mould +their own fate. Did she not, on the evening when she, her father, Curt, +and himself, had made an excursion from Dollan to Dahlitz, return home +with the wish to become mistress of the place her mother's family had +so long possessed; How silently she walked through the stately +apartments, while her large sparkling eyes wandered thoughtfully over +the dark pictures on walls hung with faded silken tapestry, and the +numerous carved ornaments on the chimney-piece, which seemed to her +unaccustomed eyes a marvel of costliness! How softly she passed her +hand over the damask curtains in the sleeping-rooms, how she buried her +glowing face again and again among the flowers in the hot-house, as if +intoxicated by the heavy perfume. With what interest she listened to +that squint-eyed Hinrich, as he expatiated upon the merits of the noble +horses whose light chain halters clanked against the marble cribs, and +said it was such a pity for the young master to waste his time at the +agricultural school, when he could employ it to so much better +advantage here! And how indignantly she looked at the friend who +fancied himself so dear to her, when with jealous malice he observed +that Carl Brandow might come back all the sooner, since from all +accounts he showed the same industry at the college as he had formerly +done at school! Afterwards she had haughtily bantered the two friends +as they stood on the lawn, but when she sat down in the large wooden +swing--the same one where he had just seen the children--resting her +beautiful head on one hand, while she carelessly played with the +scarlet ribbons on her white dress with the other, and Gotthold +approached to put it in motion, she started up and said, laughing, that +such an ignorant girl ought not to trouble so learned a gentleman. He +did not suspect what bitter earnest was concealed under the jest, and +the next morning, when he was obliged to return with Curt to their +institution of learning, he slipped under her chamber-door a bit of +paper, on which he had written a free translation of one of Anacreon's +odes:--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t4">Skittish foal, I prithee why,<br> +Flashing fear from thy large eye,<br> +Cruel, dost thou mocking flee?<br> +"Fool! he nothing is to me."</p> +<p class="t4"> </p> +<p class="t4">Know for thee I soon shall bring<br> +And about thy proud neck fling<br> +The bridle, and with firm, tight rein,<br> +Swift-racing, spur thee o'er the plain.</p> +<p class="t4"> </p> +<p class="t4">Tarry now 'mid pasture-ground,<br> +Gayly frolic, lightly bound;<br> +But, my skittish foal, take heed!<br> +Thy right rider comes with speed.</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">The right rider! Alas! ere six weeks had passed, the right rider came!</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a dark evening late in Autumn, like the present one. Men, women, +boys and girls were all out of doors, for it was Saturday night, and +the great wheat-field must if possible be mowed, the sheaves bound up +and piled in heaps. They had paused to rest for half an hour, while +waiting for the rising moon to disperse the dense clouds of mist and +enable them to resume their interrupted task. Curt and he had busily +helped the laborers, and even Cecilia tied up a few sheaves; then they +carried the people the beer Cousin Boslaf had drawn from the huge cask. +There had been shouting, singing, and jesting among the youths and +maidens, but all had now become silent, and Herr Wenhof thought if they +did not begin again soon the whole company would fall asleep, and then +he should like to see the person who could get them on their feet +again. But Cousin Boslaf said they must wait ten minutes longer until +the moon shone clear, and Cousin Boslaf knew best. It grew more and +more quiet, so quiet that the partridges thought every one had gone, +and began to call loudly for their scattered families; so quiet that +Gotthold fancied he could hear the beating of his own heart, as his +eyes rested on the graceful figure that sat close beside him on a +sheaf, so near that his hand might have touched her light dress, gazing +up at the moon, whose white light made her face look strangely pale. +But the dark eyes often flashed brightly from the pallid countenance, +and a strange emotion thrilled the youth, as if a ray from the +spirit-world had fallen upon him. Yes, from the spirit-world, where he +hovered with his beloved, far above all earthly tumult, far as the pure +fancy of a youth whose heart is full of a great, sacred love can soar. +Oh! God, how immeasurably he loved her! How his whole being was bound +up in this affection! How all his thoughts, feelings, emotions were +merged into, carried away by, this passion! How every drop of blood +that flowed through his throbbing heart glowed with this love! How +every breath that passed over his fevered lips ever murmured: I love +you, I love you!</p> + +<p class="normal">And at this moment, when the heavens opened before his enraptured eyes +and he gazed into the region of the blest--at this moment the blow was +to fall, which closed the gates of the Paradise of his youth forever, +and destroyed for years his faith in the sacred feeling that dwells +securely in the human breast. "Some one is coming on horseback," old +Boslaf said, approaching the group, and pointing towards the forest. No +one else perceived anything; but that proved nothing, for the old man +could hear the grass grow. Cecilia started up, went forward a few +steps, and paused to listen, and Gotthold saw her press her hand upon +her heart. His own stood still.</p> + +<p class="normal">He and Curt had not been to Dollan during the weeks before the +examination, now successfully passed, and he had heard nothing of all +that had happened there except that one day Curt casually mentioned +that Carl Brandow had returned; but now he knew everything. The horse, +whose rapid hoof-beats he also distinguished, was not bearing Carl +Brandow over the miles that intervened between Dollan and Dahlitz for +the first time. Now he knew what the altered expression of her +features, which had attracted his attention that day, meant--the dreamy +softness that suddenly yielded to a strange excitement; he knew all, +all,--that his temple was ruined, his sanctuary profaned. He stood +apart, unable to move, while the others surrounded the rider, who had +swung himself from his horse,--the slender rider, who now disengaged +himself from the group--but not alone! They passed close by without +noticing him, he with his arm thrown around her waist, bending down and +whispering to her, she nestling to his side, every line in their +figures clearly relieved against the bright moonlight; then he saw and +heard nothing more, and afterwards could only remember that he lay long +in a dull, terrible despair, in a place far from that spot, on the edge +of the dark forest, and then started up and staggered through the +silent, sultry woods as if in a horrible dream, sometimes crying aloud +like a tortured animal, until he at last emerged from them upon the +shore of the sea, which stretched before him in a vast, boundless +expanse in the shimmering moonlight. Here he again threw himself down +on the sand, but now tears came to his relief--burning tears which, +however, flowed more and more gently, as if the lapping of the waves +was a lullaby to the poor quivering heart. At last he rose to his +knees, extended his arms, and in a long, fervent prayer, to which the +roaring of the sea murmured an accompaniment, told the universal +mother, who will never desert her child, that he would always love +her with boundless affection. Just then old Boslaf suddenly stood +beside him,--he had not heard his approach, nor did the old man say +anything,--and they walked silently along the strand until they reached +the old man's lonely little house among the downs. There he made him a +rude couch carefully and silently, and mutely smoothed his damp hair +with his hand, when he lay down to rest for an hour and looked at the +moonlight which shone through the low window on the wall and glimmered +upon the weapons, stuffed birds, nets, and fishing-rods, until the +rustling of the treetops on the shore and the low murmur of the sea +lulled him to sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold awoke from his dream. The carriage was standing still, and the +horses were snorting as they looked into the forest, through which the +road led for a short distance. It was perfectly dark, save that here +and there a ray from the moon, which had just risen, trembled through +the dense foliage of the beeches.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, what's the matter with the cursed jades?" said Jochen.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a rustling and crackling in the thick underbrush on the +right-hand side of the road; the noise grew louder, approached nearer +and nearer, until, like a hurricane, a dark, compact, moving mass burst +through the bushes and crashed into the undergrowth on the other side. +It was scarcely seen before it disappeared, while the horses, in +frantic terror, reared in the harness and swerved aside, so that it was +only by the most violent efforts that the two men, who had sprung from +the carriage, could control them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The confounded wretches," said Jochen, "the same thing happened to me +once before in this very spot. The Prince ought to do something about +it; but it gets worse every year, and if old Boslaf didn't often thin +them out a little it would be unbearable. There, hark!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The report of a musket rang through the forest at some distance on +their left, whither the wolves had taken their flight.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That was he," said Jochen, in a low tone; "he only needs to whistle +and they run straight within reach of his gun. Yes, yes, Herr Gotthold, +you said just now that there was nothing of the kind; but you'll make +an exception of old Boslaf. He can do more than one trick which no +honest Christian can imitate."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So the old man is still alive?" asked Gotthold as they drove +cautiously on through the forest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, why shouldn't he be?" replied Jochen, "they say he can live as +long as he likes. Well, I don't believe that; his end will probably +come some day, though I may not be here; but this I do know, that +people who knew him fifty years ago say that he looked just the same +then as he does now."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And he still lives in the house on the beach?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where else should he live?" asked Jochen. They had emerged from the +forest and moorland upon the beautiful smooth highway, which, lined +with huge poplars, announced to the weary traveller the vicinity of the +capital. It was still an hour's journey, but the road sloped gradually +downward, and the horses, well aware that their long day's work was +over and their cribs close at hand, collected all their strength and +trotted briskly onward. The crescent of an increasing moon floated in +the deep blue sky, shedding a pure radiance; here and there a +flickering reddish light in the dark landscape marked the situation of +some mansion house or lonely peasant hut. And now a brighter glow +shimmered from the hill up which the road led. Stately houses gleamed +forth from amid the dark foliage of the trees and bushes, the horses' +hoofs rang upon a stone pavement, and a few moments after the carriage +stopped before the "Fürstenhof," whose host welcomed the late arrival +with northern cordiality.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had expected to reach P. at an early hour; it was now nearly +ten o'clock, too late to pay the visit he had promised Herr Wollnow by +letter, yet in spite of the time the gentleman might perhaps be +waiting, and what he had to settle with him could be despatched in a +few minutes. Then the minor object of his journey would be accomplished +and he could set out again early the next morning; he would have +preferred to go on that night.</p> + +<p class="normal">The ground seemed to be burning under his feet. The events of the last +few hours, the meeting with the playmate of his youth, and his +communications, had roused the greatest agitation in his mind. As he +passed down the quiet street towards the house of his business +acquaintance, he paused several times under the dark trees, gasping for +breath, and made a defiant gesture, as if he could thus repel the +ghostly throng of memories that hovered around him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank God that now at least you are sure not to meet an old +acquaintance again," he said to himself, as he rang the bell at the +door of one of the handsomest houses upon the market-place.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Herr Wollnow is at home," said the pretty young servant-maid, "and--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bids you a most hearty welcome," interrupted Herr Wollnow, who at that +moment came out of his counting-room, and extended a broad, powerful +hand to his guest. "I am very glad to make your acquaintance at last, +though I deeply regret that the occasion should be so sorrowful. Have +you supped this evening? No? Why, that is capital; neither have I. To +be sure, you must be contented with my company, at least for the +present; my wife has a meeting of her great society to-day. She did not +want to go, for she is very anxious to renew her acquaintance with you, +or rather make it, as I say; for you will hardly remember her. She +promised to be back again at ten o'clock; but I know what that +means,--we shall have an hour to ourselves."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold apologized for his late arrival, but said that he had thought +it better to come late than not at all, especially as he intended to +set out again early the next morning, if possible.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think you will allow us to keep you with us a few days," replied +Herr Wollnow; "yet time is money, as Englishmen say, so we will devote +the time Stine needs to prepare supper to money matters. I have set +everything right." Herr Wollnow invited Gotthold to take a seat upon +the sofa in the little private office, and sat down beside him in a +leather-covered arm-chair at the round table, on which various papers +lay arranged in the most methodical order.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here are the documents that concern your late father's legacies," he +continued. "I have had wonderfully little trouble in executing the +orders you sent me from Milan. The ready money amounted only to a few +thalers, and as to furniture and other household appurtenances, the +hermits of the Theban wilderness could not have possessed much less +than satisfied your father during the latter years of his life. The +only really valuable portion of his property was the library, and here +I took the liberty of deviating a little from your commands. You had +intended that the whole profit derived from the sale should be given to +the poor of the parish, and also that your father's successor should be +permitted to set his own price upon the books that pleased him, +undoubtedly in the supposition that the gentleman would make a proper +use of this favor. But that was not the case with Pastor Semmel. He +believed in making hay while the sun shone; he not only wanted all the +best, but wished to take advantage of the opportunity, and if possible +get them for nothing. In a word, your two intentions could not be +reconciled, and as I doubtless rightly supposed that the poor people +would be nearer your heart than the Pastor, although he made a great +ado about the intimacy that had existed between you at the university, +and I believe even at school, I offered everything, with the exception +of a few insignificant trifles I was obliged to leave with him, to a +respectable firm which dealt in secondhand books, and after +considerable bargaining came to an understanding with them. We obtained +a large sum, as I wrote you, and if you are as well satisfied as the +poor people in Rammin, I need not be ashamed of the way in which I +carried out your command."</p> + +<p class="normal">An amused smile flashed from Herr Wollnow's dark eyes as Gotthold +warmly pressed his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I repeat, it was very little trouble," said he, "and I would have +taken a hundred times as much with pleasure for a man to whom I am so +greatly indebted."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You so greatly indebted? To me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"To you, certainly. If, when you entered into the possession of your +property five years ago, you had withdrawn the ten thousand thalers +invested in my business, as I earnestly advised you to do, I might not +now be in the pleasant situation of being able to return the money to +you with my warmest thanks."</p> + +<p class="normal">"For Heaven's sake," cried Gotthold, pushing back Herr Wollnow's +hand, which was extended towards a larger package fastened with an +India-rubber band.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have put aside the money at any rate," replied Herr Wollnow, "in +cash and in good bonds."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I don't want it now, any more than I did then."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well," said Herr Wollnow, "I cannot persuade you to take it as +earnestly as I did five years ago. To-day--I may venture to say it +confidently--the money is perfectly safe, and I can give you the +highest rate of interest. Then, when I was establishing a new business +here under very peculiar circumstances, and in consequence of the +impossibility of relying upon my business associates,--I mean the +capitalists of this place--a crisis might occur at any moment, I only +did my duty when I advised you to intrust your money, if not to more +honest, to safer hands. Well, you would not hear of it; would have me +keep the money; nay, I even believe I might have had it without +interest."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will admit, Herr Wollnow, that in so doing I carried out my +uncle's views."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know," replied the merchant. "Your uncle had a personal +interest in leaving the money in my hands. The great profits which +accrued to the business in Stettin through the new connections I +formed, and I may say created here, were so important that they far +outweighed the risk of a possible loss. But when your uncle gave you +the free disposal of the property by will, he acknowledged that an +artist's interests are and must be different from those of a business +man."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why yes, the interests of his art," replied Gotthold earnestly; "I +never had and never shall have any others. In this feeling, and this +alone, after I had recovered from my first astonishment, I joyfully +welcomed the rich inheritance that fell to my lot so unexpectedly."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know it," replied Herr Wollnow; "the assistance I have given from +your property to that poor deserving Brüggberg during the last three +years proves it, and he will not be your only pensioner."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It has proved as fortunate for him as for me that help came in time," +replied Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">He supported his head on his left hand, and mechanically drew +arabesques on a sheet of paper that lay before him, while he continued +in a lower tone:</p> + +<p class="normal">"And it was also quite time for me. For two years in Munich I had +already devoted every hour and moment I could spare from the labor of +earning a livelihood, to art, beloved art, which is so infinitely +coy to a tyro, especially one who is compelled to begin after his +one-and-twentieth year. My strength was almost exhausted; I had seen +the last star of hope disappear; nothing bound me to life except a sort +of defiance of a fate which I thought I had not deserved, and the shame +of appearing to rush out of this world like a simpleton, in the eyes of +those who had aided me to live. How distinctly I remember the hour! I +had returned to my little attic room towards nightfall, from the studio +of a famous artist to which an acquaintance had procured me admittance, +with a soul filled to overflowing with the mighty impressions produced +by works of the greatest genius, and yet utterly exhausted, for I had +resolved a few days before to give up no more lessons, even if I +starved, and I was almost starving. I placed myself before my easel, +but the colors blended into one confused mass. The palette fell from my +hand; I staggered to the table to pour out a glass of water, and--there +lay the letter which informed me that I had been made the heir of a +relative whom I had never seen, and was the possessor of a fortune +which, at a casual estimation, amounted to more than a hundred thousand +thalers. What was more natural than that in this wonderful moment I +should make the vow: this shall belong to Art, and to you only so far +as you are an artist."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing is more natural and simple," said Herr Wollnow; "but that you +should have kept the oath, and I know you have done so, is--as we +children of Adam are now constituted--not quite so natural and simple. +But now, as the business matters are settled, we will, if agreeable to +you, talk more comfortably over a glass of wine."</p> + +<p class="normal">Herr Wollnow opened the door of a spacious apartment handsomely +furnished as a half dining, half sitting room, and invited his guest to +take a seat at the table, which was covered with a snow-white cloth, +and furnished with all sorts of dainties served in valuable china, and +several bottles of wine. As Gotthold sat down, his eyes wandered over +several large and small oil paintings which were skilfuly arranged upon +the walls.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon an artist's curiosity," said he.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I understand little or nothing of your beautiful art," replied Herr +Wollnow, as he fastened a napkin under his fat chin; "but my wife is a +great amateur, and, as she sometimes persuades herself, a connoisseur. +You must give her the pleasure of showing you her treasures. I am +afraid the little collection will not find much favor in your eyes, +with the exception of one picture, which I also consider a masterpiece, +and which is greatly admired by all who see it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold would gladly have gone nearer to the paintings; one of them +which hung at some little distance, seemed strangely familiar, but Herr +Wollnow had already filled the green glasses with odorous Rhine wine, +and a robust elderly woman came noisily in with a platter of freshly +broiled fish in her red hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stine says that you were always particularly fond of flounders," said +Herr Wollnow, "and so she would not give up the pleasure of offering +you your favorite dish herself."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold looked up at the stout figure, and instantly recognized good +Stine Lachmund, who, during his boyhood, had almost kept the house at +Dollan in the place of its invalid mistress, and after her death +managed affairs entirely alone, yet had always maintained a good +understanding with the boys and all the world, in spite of the many +difficulties of her position.</p> + +<p class="normal">He held out his hand to his old friend, who, after putting the platter +on the table, and wiping her red fingers on her apron in a most +unnecessary manner, grasped it eagerly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was sure you would know me again," said she, her fat face beaming +with delight. "But goodness gracious, how you have altered! What a +handsome man you have grown! I should never have known you again!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"So I used to be desperately ugly, Stine?" asked Gotthold, smiling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why," replied Stine, with a grave, questioning glance, "you had +handsome blue eyes, it is true; but they always looked so large and +sorrowful that it made one feel badly, and then your little thin face +was divided by a scar from there to there--it looked terribly; such a +good boy, too, it was too outrageous--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"All that has been forgotten long ago," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And a big beard has grown over it," added Stine.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yen can tell Line to bring in a bottle of the red seal," said Herr +Wollnow, who thought he perceived that his guest wished to cut short +this recognition scene. "You must pardon me," he continued, turning to +Gotthold, when Stine had gone out after again shaking hands, and the +pretty young maid-servant, who moved noiselessly to and fro, began to +wait upon the gentlemen, "you must pardon me for being unable to spare +you this little scene. The good woman was so delighted to hear of your +coming, and a man who returns home must make up his mind to meet +familiar faces at every step."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have experienced that to-day," replied Gotthold; "your wife, too, +you said--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is proud of having known you when you were not a famous artist, but a +diffident boy about thirteen years old, who obstinately refused to take +part in a dance which some aristocratic mammas had arranged with +difficulty, and then joined it when he heard that no one else would +dance with little Ottilie Blaustein. She has never forgotten your +magnanimity."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And she--Fraulein Ottilie--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Has been my wife for six years," said Herr Wollnow. "You look at me +with discreet astonishment; you have quickly calculated that the little +dancer of those days cannot now be much more than twenty-five, and +you set me down very correctly at some years over fifty--we will say +fifty-six. But we Jews--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you a Jew?" asked Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of the purest descent," replied Herr Wollnow; "didn't you perceive +that, when I locked your money up in my desk so quickly just now? Of +the purest Polish descent, although out of love for my wife, who +declared that she had suffered enough from Judaism, and also from +business motives, I have taken the step, a very easy one for me, from +one positive religion which was indifferent to me, to another that was +no less so. But I was going to say that we Jews, or we men who are +educated in the Jewish faith, are as unromantic in regard to marriage +as everything else, but we keep to the law; I mean by that the law of +nature, which is not at all romantic, but very sober, and consequently +all the more logical."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then you think that a great difference between the ages of the husband +and wife is one of the laws of nature which should be strictly +observed?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"By no means, only that under certain circumstances it is no +impediment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly not, but--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Allow me to explain my opinion by some statistics. I am descended from +a very long-lived family. My grandfather--he could not tell either the +place or time of his birth positively--must have been more than a +hundred years old when he died, blind and crippled, it is true, but +with his mental powers almost entirely unimpaired. My father was +ninety. I, who no longer needed to toil and moil for myself, was able +six years ago, when in my fiftieth year, to marry, and thus I have the +expectation of seeing my little family, even if an addition should be +bestowed upon us, grow up to maturity, supposing that I attain my +eightieth year, to which, as you will admit, I have on the father's +side the most well-founded title."</p> + +<p class="normal">Herr Wollnow rested his broad shoulders comfortably against the back of +his chair, and passed his hands over his high forehead and thick black +hair, in which Gotthold could not yet perceive the smallest thread of +gray. "That is," said he, "if I understand you rightly, marriage ought +to be in the first place arranged for the welfare of the children, and +therefore it is only necessary to consider the signs of the times in +and for which the children are born."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly," replied Herr Wollnow; "in the first place, I might almost +say in the first and last."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the husband and wife?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ought and will find their pleasure in their love for their children, +their joy in the new fresh world which surrounds them, as well as a +sufficient compensation for all lost illusions, and a reward for the +anxieties and deprivations which necessarily spring from this love and +joy."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And their own love, the love which brought them together, which +induced them to make this particular choice out of the countless +multitude of possibilities--the love which ever increases and must +continue to increase until it finally illumines every thought, +heightens every feeling, warms every drop of blood--would you take this +from marriage, or consider it as something which may or may not exist? +Never! 'Love is everywhere, except in hell,' says Wolfram von +Eschenbach. I know not whether he is right, but I do know that a +marriage where there is no love, nay, where love does not exist as I +understand it, is in my eyes a hell."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had spoken with a passion which, eagerly as he strove to +suppress it, had not escaped the keen ears of his host.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us change the subject," he said kindly, "and try another upon +which we shall certainly find it easier to agree."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, let us keep to this," replied Gotthold; "upon so important a +subject I am anxious to hear the opinion of a man whose judgment and +character I prize so highly--the full opinion; for I am sure you have +still much to say."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly," replied Herr Wollnow hesitatingly; "a great deal, but I +fear very little that will please you, as you now think of marriage. I +say as you now think, and beg you not to misunderstand me; for you, who +have grown up among romantic traditions, and, as an artist, are perhaps +especially disposed to take an ideal view of human affairs, can +probably not be induced to give up your preconceived opinion except by +your own experience. But no matter; I should need to be far less firmly +convinced of the justice of my own opinion than I am, or to esteem my +opponent less than I do if I allowed your last proposition to pass +without contradiction. You said that without love, as you so eloquently +described it, marriage would be a hell; I assert that this very love, +or rather the unrealized dream of this love, makes a hell of many, far +too many marriages."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Unrealized," said Gotthold; "oh! yes, that is just what causes the +unhappiness."</p> + +<p class="normal">"An unavoidable one, or at least in many cases not to be avoided. You +will admit that most marriages must commence with this illusion, which +is more or less vivid according to the nature and imaginative power of +the dreamer. There are so few persons who do not desire to be specially +rewarded for paying their debts to nature and society. When they +perceive that the question of marriage concerns a very different object +from the realization of their dreams, and that this object is the more +easily attained the less they give themselves up to fancies, the +majority, of course, will at first rub their eyes in some little +perplexity, but no longer take the affair tragically, but as it is; and +these are the marriages which I--with all due respect for humanity, +which certainly consists of average mortals--call average marriages, +and which in Germany, England, America, nay, even in France and Italy, +wherever I have wandered in the civilized world, I have always found as +much alike as two eggs. It is, take it all in all, very dry, but very +healthful prose; there is much modest quiet happiness, and of course +also much, very much sorrow; but none which would not befall a human +being as such. I mean the frail, easily injured creature at last doomed +to death--and very little which results from the marriage. But this +misery is found in overwhelming measure when people wish to realize, +nay to transform into a still more brilliant reality, the dream they +have enjoyed as lovers. How many heart-breaking conflicts, how many +vain struggles, how much strength wasted which was greatly needed for +far more important purposes, how much senseless and useless cruelty +towards one's self and others! You see I speak only of those who take +life earnestly, not of the multitudes of stupid people who are +incapable of any moral idea, nor of the, if possible, still greater +number of frivolous natures; who snap their fingers at all morality."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know it," replied Gotthold; "but why should not earnest, honorable +human beings, when they become conscious of their mistakes, seek to +cast out the errors that have crept into the score of their lives while +there is time?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In what way?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"By restoring each other's freedom."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Freedom? What freedom? The liberty of chaining themselves again as +soon as possible, of making another choice at once if, as is usually +the case, they have not previously done so; a new choice which will +probably prove no wiser, no more circumspect, than the first? Consider, +we are speaking of earnest, honorable human beings! Well, they +doubtless went earnestly and honorably to work in making their first +choice, and if, in spite of all their earnestness, they went astray +where they could choose freely and without embarrassment, they +certainly would the second time, when burdened by the weight of +self-created suffering, blinded by a treacherous passion. If a new +clerk begins the first calculation I allow him to make on an entirely +false principle, I may not send him away, but I never intrust any +important matter to him again without watching him. And--while there is +time--did you say? When is there time? Perhaps never, if two people +have belonged to each other body and soul--for earnest, honorable +people will give their souls to each other--perhaps never, and certainly +not after; and here I come back to the point from whence I started--after +the bond which thereby becomes a hallowed one has been blessed with +children. Believe me, I could make many other remarks upon this subject: +the chasm that severs the parents goes through the hearts of the +children; they will feel the gulf painfully sooner or later, and never +wholly cease to suffer from it, if--which to be sure is not always the +case--they have hearts."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And will not a child's heart be torn," cried Gotthold, painfully +agitated, "will it not bleed at the thought of its parents who have +lived together in torment, and wasted away in this torture?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"They would not have wasted away," replied Herr Wollnow, "if they had +come to an understanding with each other in my acceptation of the term; +if they had always said to each other, and kept faithfully in their +hearts the thought: for our children's sakes we must not despond, must +bear our sorrows, must sacredly keep the ledger of our lives, and, if +any error has actually crept in, calculate and calculate until we have +found it. Who in the world should be responsible for the result except +the person to whom the book was intrusted? And then there is also a +bankruptcy from which the unfortunate sufferer comes forth +impoverished, perhaps a beggar, with nothing to cover his nakedness +except the consciousness: you have done your duty, met your +obligations. Woe to him who cannot think this of his parents: well for +him who can think and say so; who by their graves can weep sorrowful +but sweet tears, and pass on in peace."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold's head was resting on his hand. Let us have peace, he had said +to his father's shade, and sorrowful but sweet tears had fallen from +his eyes upon his mother's grave. Would they have been less sweet if +she had left the father who could not make her happy, if she had sought +and perhaps found joy in another's arms?</p> + +<p class="normal">Herr Wollnow's dark eyes rested upon his guest's noble features, now +shadowed by gloom and doubt, with an expression of mingled compassion +and severity. Had he said too much, or not enough? Should he be silent, +or ought he to say more, and tell the young man who so closely +resembled his mother, and yet had so much of his father's character, +the history of his parents?</p> + +<p class="normal">Just then the door-bell rang, and at the same moment his wife's voice +sounded from the entry. She was a woman to quickly inspire other and +gayer thoughts in men's minds, even if the conversation had taken a +grave and critical turn.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"I beg you to excuse me a thousand, thousand times," cried Fran Wollnow +from the threshold of the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That makes two thousand," said her husband, who with his guest had +risen to meet her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You shan't always reckon up everything, you bad man."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But take no notice of anything--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you shan't always interrupt me and spoil my prettiest speeches. I +had thought of the most charming things to say to our guest."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps they begin with good evening?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, of course; good evening, and welcome, you are most heartily +welcome," said Frau Wollnow, extending two plump little hands to +Gotthold, and looking up into his face with the most eager curiosity in +her brown eyes. "Dear me, how you have grown, and how much you have +improved!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold could not return the compliment. Ottilie Blaustein seemed to +him to have grown much stouter, but neither taller nor handsomer than +when he last saw her. Nevertheless the plump, somewhat flushed face +beamed with mirth and good-nature, and it was by no means difficult for +him to respond to the cordial greeting of his old acquaintance with no +less warmth. She begged the gentlemen to sit down again; she would, +with their permission, take a seat with them, and beg for a glass of +wine, for she had been obliged to talk so much that evening that she +was very thirsty. Then she instantly started up again, and asked her +husband in a half whisper whether he had already showed it to him, in +reply to which mysterious question Herr Wollnow smilingly shook his +stately head. "I would not spoil your pleasure," said he.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You good Emil!" she exclaimed, hastily kissing her husband on the +forehead, and then turned to Gotthold. "Come, I must give you a proof +that you obliged no ungrateful person when you enabled the little +Jewish girl to join the dance. See, I bought this in remembrance of +you, and would have purchased it if it had been as worthless as it is +valuable, and as dear as the price for which I obtained my treasure was +nominal."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had seized a candle, and now led Gotthold to the landscape which +had already attracted his attention, even across the room. The latter +started, and with difficulty suppressed an exclamation of surprise and +pain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is Dollan, isn't it?" said Ottilie.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold made no reply; he took the candle from the lady's hand, and +held it so that the light fell upon the picture, which was hung rather +too high. Yes, it was the very one into which he had painted his love +and anguish, the picture of which he had just spoken to Herr Wollnow, +that had been upon his easel on the evening which had made such a +wonderful change in his life. To prove to himself that he had +irrevocably broken all ties with his past, and must now begin a new +phase of his life and struggles, he gave away the sketch and did not +destroy the picture, but very prosaically presented it to an +exhibition, from which it went to another, then to a third and fourth, +and was finally sold, he did not know where or to whom, nor did he wish +to know; it should disappear to him. And yet during all this time he +had been unable to shake off the recollection of this picture. He could +have painted it again from memory, but it would not have been the one +hallowed by so much suffering. And he must find it again, here and now, +when his soul was already so full of the magic fragrance which +everything he saw and heard bore to him from the days when every breath +that swept across »his brow or fanned his cheek, exhaled the odor of +pine trees, of the ocean, and of love.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And how do you suppose I obtained it?" said Frau Wollnow; "and +especially how do you suppose I found out it was yours; for you know +we do not judge from the style, or at least I did not at that time. +But when people are to have a piece of good fortune! So I said to +Cecilia Brandow, whom I--it is now six years ago, and I had just been +married--met at the wool market in Sundin, I had almost said; but of +course only the gentlemen went there, and we drove in with them on +account of the exhibition, where I met her. We had so much to say, +like any two friends who had not seen each other since they left +boarding-school--you perhaps do not remember that Cecilia and I were in +the same boarding-school at Sundin--or at least I had a great deal to +say, for I found Cecilia very quiet. I believe she had lost her second +child only a short time before. We were separated by the crowd, and I +at last found her again in one of the most out-of-the-way rooms, +standing alone before this picture with her eyes full of tears, which, +as I came up, she tried to conceal."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good Heavens!" said I; "isn't that--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," she replied; "and it is by him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"By whom?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In a word, she had recognized it instantly, and would not admit that +she was mistaken when I told her the 'G. W.' in the corner might be +Heaven knows whom. You see I didn't understand much about pictures +then--now when I--but your hand trembles, you cannot hold the +candlestick any longer."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me have the picture," said Gotthold; then perceiving that the +husband and wife were looking at him in surprise, he added calmly, +replacing the candlestick upon the table: "The painting is really not +worthy to be hung among your other pictures, which are excellent. It is +the work of a pupil, and moreover was painted from memory after a very +hasty sketch, I will promise you another and better one of the same +place, which I will make on the spot if you will--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! that would be delightful, that would be splendid," exclaimed Frau +Wollnow. "I will hold you to your promise: another, not a better one, +you can't make it better, that is impossible; but to have a picture +painted on the spot by the most celebrated landscape painter of the day +will be a triumph of which I can boast all the rest of my life. Give me +your hand upon it!" She held out both hands to Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well," said Herr Wollnow, "the bargain is made, and now according to +the good old custom we will seal it with a drink. You see, Herr +Gotthold Weber, woman's wit surpasses priestly cunning. I might have +preached a long time to induce you to remain here; my wife comes, and +the timid bird is caught. Well, I am glad of it, heartily glad."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And how delighted Cecilia will be," cried Frau Wollnow. "My poor +Cecilia! she really needs something to divert her thoughts a little, +and this will be so pleasant." Gotthold turned pale. When he made his +over-hasty promise, the thought of thus creating a convenient pretext +for seeing Cecilia again had certainly been farthest from his mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think we can spare our friend the trouble of the journey," said Herr +Wollnow, "and you will be perfectly well satisfied with a copy."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You certainly know that we are not talking about a copy, but a new, +entirely new picture," exclaimed Ottilie. "But you understand nothing +about it, my dear Emil, or he doesn't want to understand."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I only do not want to send our friend away again immediately, but to +keep him with us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell the truth, Emil, tell the truth," said Frau Wollnow, shaking her +finger at him. "The fact, Herr Weber, is simply that he can't bear +Brandow, Heaven knows why. To be sure I can't either, and have no +reason for it except that he always teased me at the dancing lessons in +his malicious way. But I care nothing about him, only his angelic +wife."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And since husband and wife are one--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"If everybody thought as you do, dear Emil--and I too, of course; but +there is no rule without an exception, and the Brandow marriage is one +so thoroughly bad and unfortunate that I really do not see why we--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Should talk so much about it," said Herr Wollnow; "and it is all the +more unnecessary, as our guest can probably take no special interest in +the subject."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No interest," cried Ottilie, clasping her hands; "no interest. Pray, +Herr Gotthold--how I keep falling into the old habit--excuse me--but +do tell this man, who thinks Goethe's 'Elective Affinities' in bad +taste--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon me, I said immoral--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, in bad taste; the evening of the day before yesterday, when we +were talking about it at the Herr Conrector's, and you made the +unprecedented assertion that Goethe had committed a perfidy--yes, you +said perfidy--when he made the only person in the whole novel who +uttered anything truthful about marriage-the mediator--a half +simpleton."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But what do you want with your elective affinities!" exclaimed Wollnow +almost angrily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He don't believe in them," said Ottilie triumphantly, "and says that, +like ghosts, they only haunt the brains of fools. But the fact is, he +only pretends to think so, and secretly believes in them more than many +other people; and now he is troubled, as a child is afraid of ghosts, +at the thought that you will go to Dollan and see your old friend +again."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How absurdly you talk," said Herr Wollnow, scarcely concealing his +painful embarrassment by a forced smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, we have talked of nothing else all the evening in our little +society," cried Ottilie. "You must know, Herr Gotthold, that there are +three members of our dancing class here besides myself--all married +now: Pauline Ellis--well, she perhaps will not interest you; Louise +Palm, the girl with the brown eyes--we always called her Zingarella; +and Hermine Sandberg--you know, that handsome girl, it is a pity that +she was a little cross-eyed and stammered. We knew everything, +everything down to the smallest particulars, especially your duel with +Carl Brandow--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"At which, however, so far as I can remember, none of the ladies you +have mentioned were present," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good!" exclaimed Herr Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, it isn't good," said Ottilie pouting; "it isn't at all good or +kind in Herr Gotthold to make fun of the faithful friendship people +have kept for him for so many years."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That was very far from my intention," replied Gotthold. "On the +contrary, I feel highly honored and greatly flattered that my humble +self furnished such charming ladies with a subject for conversation, +even for a few moments."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go on with your jibes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I assure you once more that I am perfectly sincere."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you give me a proof of it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly, if I can."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well then," said Ottilie with a deep blush, "tell me how the duel +chanced to take place, for I will confess that one said one thing, and +another another, and at last we found out that nobody knew. Will you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very willingly," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had noticed Herr Wollnow's repeated attempts to give the +conversation another turn, and thought he could perceive that his +host's former remarks had not been so entirely unpremeditated as they +had at first seemed. Had Frau Wollnow told her husband a romance to +suit her own fancy, and made him play Heaven knows what ridiculous +part? He must try to put an end to such rumors, and believed that the +very best way of doing so would be to fulfil Frau Wollnow's wish, and +tell the story with the utmost possible frankness, as if it concerned a +third person.</p> + +<p class="normal">These thoughts passed rapidly through his mind as he slowly raised the +glass of wine to his lips. He sipped a little of it, and then said, +turning to Frau Wollnow with a smile:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"How gladly, honored lady, would I begin my story with the words of +Schiller: 'Oh! queen, you wake the unspeakably torturing smart of the +old wound, but it won't do, it won't do. True, when there is any sudden +change of weather I have a twinge in the wound, but it is by no means +unspeakably painful; and at all events at this moment I feel nothing at +all, except the profound truth of the old saying, that young people +will be young people, and will play youthful pranks, oftentimes very +foolish ones. To this latter category undoubtedly belongs my combat +with Carl Brandow, which did not, however, as you suppose, originate in +the dancing lessons, but was only brought to a decisive issue there, +after it had long been glowing under the ashes, and even threatened +once before to break out into light flames. The first cause was this. +In our fifth form it was an old custom, most sacredly observed, that an +open space should be reserved between the first bench and the +lecturer's chair for the 'old boys,' which no 'new boy' was permitted +to enter before the close of the first term, on pain of a severe +thrashing. Carl Brandow, it is true, belonged to the 'old boys,' indeed +the very old boys; for he had been in the fifth form three years, but +was still on the last bench, although if I remember rightly, he had +already passed his eighteenth birthday. I was one of the 'new boys,' +one of the latest comers indeed; for I had just entered at Michaelmas, +a lad of fourteen, to the no small annoyance of my father, who had +prepared me himself, and expected I should be at once enrolled among +the first classes. It was not without reason, for when at the end of +the first week, according to custom, the rank of the different scholars +was assigned from the result of certain exercises we called +extemporalia, mine proved to be without fault, and I was transferred to +my well-earned dignity of <i>Primus omnium</i> with a certain degree of +ceremony. And yet I was not even now to be permitted to cross the space +before the first bench! From the first moment I had felt this +prohibition as an outrage; now I openly declared it to be one, and said +that I would never submit to it, but on the contrary demanded the +abolition of the brutal rule, not only for myself but all the new boys, +whose champion I considered myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In thus wording my demand I had really been guided only by my own +intuitive sense of justice, without being actuated by any other motive; +but the result proved that I could not have done better if I had been +the most crafty demagogue. Standing alone, I should have had no chance +of accomplishing my bold innovation; but now my cause was the cause of +all, that is of all the 'new boys,' and chance willed that our numbers +were exactly the same as those of the other party. Even in regard to +bodily strength, which boys so well know how to rate according to age, +we might probably have compared tolerably with them, and the little +that was wanting would have been well supplied by the enthusiasm for +the good cause which I unceasingly labored to arouse--if it had not +been for Carl Brandow. Who could withstand this eighteen-years-old +hero, slender and strong as a young pine? He would rage among us like +Achilles among the Trojans, and strew the field--a retired open space +in a little wood behind the school-house--with the bodies of the +enemies he had hurled to the ground; for it was agreed that whoever in +struggling should touch the earth with his back was to be considered +conquered, and desist from the battle, which was to be decided in this +manner before the eyes of six honorable members of the first class, who +accepted the office of umpires with a readiness deserving of +acknowledgment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet there was no retreat, even if we, which was not the case, had +thought of making one. The hour arrived--one Saturday afternoon, on +which we had contrived to evade the watchfulness of the teacher--and I +do not believe that soldiers ordered to assault a battery vomiting +death and destruction can feel more solemn and earnest than did we. I +may say, especially I. I had caused the struggle; I had involved all +the brave boys in it; I felt responsible for the result, and for the +disgrace in case of defeat--an event which seemed more probable every +moment. That I was determined to do my utmost and strain every nerve is +a matter of course. I hoped and prayed the gods that Carl Brandow might +fall to me--for the antagonists were to be drawn by lot, and only he +who had conquered his opponent was permitted to choose from among those +who had vanquished theirs until all was decided. I do not remember +whether the senior boys, who devised these ingenious rules, had copied +from Sir Walter Scott; I only know I have never read the famous +description of the tournament at Ashby, in Ivanhoe, without being +reminded of that Saturday afternoon--the shady forest glade, and the +boyish faces glowing with courage and ardor for the combat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And, as in the tournament of Ashby, a wholly unforeseen accident in +the person of the Black Knight, the <i>Noir Fainéant</i>, saved the hero's +otherwise hopelessly lost cause, so it was here.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Among the new boys was a lad of sixteen, with a frank honest face, +which would have been handsome if it had possessed a little more +animation, and the large earnest blue eyes had been a shade less +dreamy. Although not tall, he was powerfully built, and we should +perhaps have reckoned upon his assistance had not his indolence seemed +to us to be very much greater than the strength he might possess, for +he had never given any proof of it; and in reply to our eager questions +about how he rated himself, merely shrugged his broad shoulders in +silence."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Curt Wenhof!" exclaimed Frau Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, Curt Wenhof, my poor dear Curt," continued Gotthold, whose voice +trembled at the recollection of the beloved friend of his youth. "I can +see him now, as, after throwing his adversary to the ground as easily +as a binder casts the sheaf behind him, he stood there as idly as if he +had nothing more to do with the affair. I had also hurled my antagonist +down and was just rising, gasping for breath, when Carl Brandow, who +meantime had disposed of two or three, rushed upon me. 'Now,' I thought +to myself, 'you must make it as hard for him as possible.' I did not +dream of victory. But at the same instant Curt sprang before me; the +next moment the two opponents had seized each other, and at the first +grip Carl Brandow perceived that he had to deal with an adversary who +was at least his equal in strength and courage, and, as the result +proved, greatly his superior in coolness and endurance. It was a +beautiful spectacle to see the two young athletes wrestling together--a +spectacle we all enjoyed, umpires, victors, vanquished, and combatants; +for by a silent agreement we had all formed a wide circle around them +and watched every phase of the conflict with hope, fear, and loud +cheers, according to the side to which we belonged, until at last a +wild shout of exultation rang from my party, as Curt Wenhof raised his +opponent, whose strength was utterly exhausted, and hurled him upon the +turf with such violence that the poor fellow lay half senseless, unable +to move.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The conflict was decided, so said the seniors, and in truth it was; +who would have ventured to cope with Carl Brandow's conqueror? In the +joy of my heart I embraced the good Curt, vowed an eternal friendship +with him, and then turned to Carl Brandow, who meantime had risen from +the ground, and, as the leader of one party to the representative of +the other, offered him my hand, expressing the wish and hope that an +honorable peace might follow the honorable struggle. He took my hand, +and I believe even laughed, and said he was not a fool to grieve over a +thing that could not be helped."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's just like him," cried Frau Wollnow eagerly, "friendly and +agreeable to your face, and malicious and cruel behind your back."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You see my wife has already taken sides," said Herr Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Already!" exclaimed Fran Wollnow. "Why, I never thought or felt +otherwise; I have always been against him, and certainly had good +reason for it; I should like to know what would have become of me at +those dancing lessons, if you had not come to my assistance so kindly. +I shall never forget it, and it was all the more noble in you, because +you cared nothing about me, but were in love with the beautiful +Cecilia, which I never suspected."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I fear it would be useless to contradict you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Entirely useless. I can see you now starting from the chair beside me, +pale with anger and trembling in every limb, when Carl Brandow kissed +Cecilia, and she burst into tears."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And had I not reason to be angry!" exclaimed Gotthold. "It was an +agreement among us young people that the kisses which were ordered in +the games of forfeits were to consist in pressing the lips upon the +hand. All were bound by it, even Carl Brandow; and until then the +compact had been inviolably kept. I had a right not to suffer this +insolent breach of the bargain, or permit it to pass unpunished,--a +double right, since during the last year I had been to Dollan with Curt +so often, and was on such friendly terms with the brother and sister, +especially as Curt, as you may remember, in his indolent way, would not +share the dancing lessons, and I might therefore be permitted to +consider myself the legitimate protector of my friend. Moreover, Curt, +whom I had with great difficulty pulled through the examination for the +senior class, was not in favor with the teachers; a flagrant breach of +the peace such as would now be necessary, would undoubtedly have caused +him to be suspended; and finally I will confess I thought Carl Brandow +intended to vex and insult me by his impertinence, and resolved to take +up the gauntlet and fight out the battle for Curt as he had appeared +for me. It was all youthful folly, my honored friends; I blush even now +when I think of it, and so I will relate what remains to be told in as +few words as possible.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The preparations for the duel--for us proud seniors it must of course +be a genuine duel"--continued Gotthold, "were conducted with all +possible secrecy. Only those immediately concerned,--that is, the +principals and seconds, to use this classic expression,--knew the place +and hour. It was not difficult to procure weapons, for in spite of the +strictest commands, there were at least half a dozen pairs of rapiers +among us. Carl Brandow had one, and his particular friends told +wonderful stories of his skill; but Curt was also the fortunate +possessor of two good swords, with whose terrible clatter we had often, +when at Dollan, startled the quiet woods from their repose. I had a +quick eye, and, spite of my fifteen years, a firm hand, and Carl +Braudow was probably no little surprised when, at the decisive moment, +he found his despised opponent so well prepared; at least, he grew more +restless and violent every moment, and thus made it possible for me, +although he was really greatly my superior in skill, not only to hold +my ground but even to change my posture to one of attack, and deal him +a blow on the shoulder so deep that the blood flowed through the +sleeve. The seconds shouted to us to stop. I instantly lowered my +rapier, but in his frenzy of rage at his mischance he heard the shout +and saw my gesture no more than I saw and heard anything of what +happened to me during the next four weeks."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is said to have struck twice," observed Frau Wollnow; "the last +time when you were lying on the ground."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not believe it and never shall," replied Gotthold; "our seconds +had certainly lost their heads and could not afterwards say positively +how the affair had happened. But now, my clear Madam and Herr Wollnow, +I fear I must have, exhausted your patience and will take my leave. +Good Heavens! Twelve o'clock already! It is unpardonable!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could have listened all night," said Frau Wollnow, with a deep sigh, +as she also, but very slowly, rose from her chair. "Ah! youth, youth! +people are never young but once."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank God," said Gotthold gayly; "otherwise people would be compelled +to play their foolish pranks twice."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is so old as to be safe from folly," said Herr Wollnow, with a +grave smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You!" exclaimed his wife, embracing him. "You are much too old and far +too wicked. People must not only be young, but also good, like our +friend here, in order to be so badly rewarded for all his goodness. I +can imagine how it went to your heart when Cecilia, married this +Brandow. That sweet innocent girl of seventeen wedded to him! Ah! when +we see such things it is enough to make us lose faith in mankind +forever."</p> + +<p class="normal">"This faith is not so frequently to be found either in Israel or +elsewhere," said Herr Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you go?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am going already, my dear Madam."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, dear! now you are beginning too. I meant to say, will you really +go to Dollan?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I must do so now, even if I were not obliged to go on account of the +picture."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"To restore my faith in mankind, at least the part most important to +me, myself," replied Gotthold, with a smile, whose derision did not +escape Herr Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very much displeased with you," said the latter, as he re-entered +the dining-room, after accompanying Gotthold to the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"With me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What must the man think of me? What a meddlesome awkward fellow he +must consider me. It is a real piece of good fortune that I went no +farther."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But what have I done?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why did you never tell me this famous narrative of your youth, from +which it is very evident that he loved and probably still loves your +friend Cecilia, as you call her, although I have never seen anything of +the friendship."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you really think so?" exclaimed Fran Wollnow, starting up and +throwing her arms around her husband; "do you really think so? Did he +tell you so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of his vexation, Herr Wollnow could not help laughing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should probably be the last person whom he would choose for his +confidant, especially now, after I, stupid oaf, have been hammering +away upon this subject for the last hour."</p> + +<p class="normal">"On this subject? I really don't understand you, Emil."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't understand me! Gracious, you clever soul! How difficult it is +for women to see their way in matters they proudly condescend to +consider their own. Don't understand me? Well, I can assure you that +yonder enthusiast understood you perfectly, and will be on his way to +Dollan early to-morrow morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I can't see any particular harm in that," said Frau Wollnow. +"Why should not those two meet again, after so many years, even if they +really do still love each other? I will give poor Cecilia the pleasure +with all my heart--she needs consolation so much."</p> + +<p class="normal">"As much as her worthy husband needs money. Day after to-morrow is the +last day of grace for his note of five thousand thalers which is +deposited with me. Perhaps he will help both: he has the means to do +so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! Emil, your everlasting prose is unbearable."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I never promised you that you would find me a poet."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Heaven knows that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It would be better for me if you knew it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Emil!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg your pardon. I am really so much annoyed that I can't help being +spiteful. But that conies of meddling with other people's affairs. Let +the fools do as they please, and come to bed."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">When, after a night of torturing restlessness, Gotthold suddenly awoke +from his heavy morning sleep, the sun had already been shining through +the white lace curtains of his chamber for several hours. "Thank God," +he said aloud, "morning has come, and with the morning everything will +doubtless look brighter."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was soon dressed, and standing at the open window. How familiar the +scene was to him. There was the circular space, with its grass-grown +walks, and the little obelisk in the centre, surrounded by pleasant +white houses with pretty gardens; yonder the stately schoolhouse, from +whose open windows the singing of the boys rang out so distinctly upon +the quiet of the Sabbath morning, that he fancied he could distinguish +the words of the hymn. On the right hand, peering between the houses, +and rising above their roofs, appeared the dark green foliage of the +huge trees in the royal park, and far away on the left, between other +dwellings, gleamed a portion of the lake, and the tiny islet--just at +this moment sparkling in the sunlight--which lies before the large +island. He had seen the beautiful picture hundreds and hundreds of +times just as he saw it now, when, after the morning service was over, +he stood at the window of the school-house with Curt, his eyes +wandering towards the region where beloved Dollan lay; and even as now +it allured him from the narrow walls of the room out into the sunny +fields, the shady woods, and by the blue lake. These lights, these +shadow, this brilliant azure hue had kindled in the boy a pure desire +to reproduce, to counterfeit what lay so clearly, though in such +complicated lines before him, and so deeply stirred his heart with +strange forebodings. They had been his first teachers in the wonderful +language of lines and colors; and fluently as he had since learned to +speak it, he was still indebted to them for all that he had attained. +Had he not felt yesterday, when he drove through the familiar scenes, +heavy as was his heart, that all his toil and labor in beautiful Italy +had been more or less vain, and he had always painted only with his +eyes and hand, never with his heart; spoken a beautiful, musical, but +foreign tongue with difficulty, instead of his native language; and +that here, and here only, in his native country, and beneath his native +sky, could he become a true artist, who does not utter what others can +say as well or better, but what he alone can express, because he is +himself what he says.</p> + +<p class="normal">But could home really still be home to him after all that had happened, +all he had experienced and suffered here? Why not, if he only saw it +with the eyes with which he endeavored to see the rest of the world; if +he wished to be nothing more than what, in his good hours, he believed +himself to be--a true artist, living only in his ideal creations, +behind whom everything that fetters other men lies like an +unsubstantial vision, and for whom, when in evil plight, there is a God +to whom he can tell what he suffers. Yes, his art, chaste and severe, +had been his guiding-star in the labyrinth of his early days, his +talisman in the misery and poverty of the years he had spent in +Munich, his refuge at all times; and she should and would continue to +be so--would cling loyally to him if he was faithful to her, and ever +throned her reverently on high as his protectress, his adored goddess.</p> + +<p class="normal">The boys' song died away. Gotthold passed his hand over his eyes, and +turned back into the room just as there was a loud knock at the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What, is it you, Jochen?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, Herr Gotthold, it is I," replied Jochen Prebrow, after putting +the coffee-tray he had brought in as carefully on the table as if it +had been a soap-bubble, which would break at the slightest touch. "Clas +Classen, from Neuenkirchen, or, as they call him here, Louis, had just +gone down cellar when you rang, and I thought the coffee would taste +none the worse for my bringing it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly not; I am very much obliged to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And besides, I wanted to ask when I should harness the horses."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall remain here a few days," replied Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">At these words a smile began to overspread Jochen's broad face, but it +instantly vanished again as Gotthold continued: "So you must drive on +alone, old friend."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should like to stay here a few days too," said Jochen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you cannot unless I keep the carriage? Then I will, and, what is +of more value to me, you; and we will go on at once to Dollan, which I +suppose is what you want. Or do you think the horses ought not to be +left so long?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen had no anxiety on that score. His good friend, Clas Classen, +whom the people here had the strange custom of calling Louis, would +willingly undertake the care of them and see that they had all they +needed, but why did Herr Gotthold walk when they had horses and +carriage on the spot?</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I should prefer to walk," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, what's one man's meat is another man's poison," said Jochen +rubbing his thick hair. "But there's still another difficulty in the +way: you will find the nest empty."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"They passed through here an hour ago, both the gentleman and lady," +replied Jochen. "I was sitting in the coffee-room and they stopped at +the door."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold stared steadily at Jochen. She had been there, so near him, +under the window at which he had just been standing, and he might have +seen the pure face again as Jochen saw it, who spoke of it as coolly as +if it were a thing that might happen every day.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And did you speak to her, Jochen?" he said at last hesitatingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The lady remained in the carriage," said Jochen; "but he came in to +drink a little rum, and as there was nobody else in the room, and I had +just got some out of the cupboard for myself, I helped him to it; and +then he asked where I came from, and I told him I was here with a +gentleman, but I thought we should go on to-day as soon as he was up. +He asked if I knew the gentleman; but of course I didn't; for, thought +I, the friendship between those two was never very great, and the less +one has to do with Herr Brandow the better. Wasn't I right? Well, and +so one word led to another, and he took out his watch and said he was +going to Plüggenhof and should probably stay there till to-morrow +evening, and then he drank his rum, which he will perhaps pay for when +he comes back, and away he went; he had a pair of splendid bays, +thorough-breds, especially the saddle-horse. You would have been +delighted with them, for you are a judge of horses; I saw that +yesterday."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold's eyes were still fixed steadily upon the floor. She would not +even know that he had been here.</p> + +<p class="normal">Be it so! He had not intended, even for a moment, to cross her path; +and now the way was open, perfectly open; he could carry out +unhindered, and without any pain, the plan he had formed yesterday when +he returned from the Wollnows' through the park to the inn.</p> + +<p class="normal">An hour afterwards the two men were walking along the road to Dollan, +at first upon the highway, then by side paths and short cuts, every +foot of which Gotthold knew.</p> + +<p class="normal">He walked on, lost in dreams of the days that had fled and could never +return, while far above his head the larks sang unceasingly, the black +crows stalked over the quiet fields abandoned to Sabbath solitude, the +bright-plumaged jays fluttered over the moors, and above the border of +the distant woods an eagle wheeled in majestic circles. Jochen, who had +taken nothing except Gotthold's dressing-case and paint-box tied up +with his own little bundle in a gay cotton handkerchief, generally +loitered a little behind and did not disturb his silent companion by +any undue loquacity. Jochen had his own thoughts, which to be sure did +not dwell upon the past but the future, thoughts he would gladly have +uttered, only that he knew not how to guide the conversation in that +direction. But they were approaching nearer and nearer to the corner of +the woods, where he must part from Gotthold for the day, and if he +wished to hear his opinion at all, now was the time. So he took heart, +overtook his companion with a few long strides, walked on a few minutes +by his side in silence, and was not a little startled himself when he +suddenly uttered aloud the question he had mutely repeated a hundred +times: "What do you think about marrying, Herr Gotthold?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold paused and looked in astonishment at the worthy Jochen, who +also stood still, and whose broad face, with its staring eyes and +half-open mouth, wore so singular an expression that he could not help +smiling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What put that into your head?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because I want to get married."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then you must know about it far better than I, who do not."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen closed his lips and swallowed several times, as if he had taken +too large a mouthful. Gotthold was now forced to laugh outright.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, Jochen," he exclaimed, "why are you so mysterious to an old +friend? I will gladly give you my best advice, and if I can, and you +care about it, my blessing also, but I must first know what the matter +is really about. So you want to be married?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, Herr Gotthold," said Jochen, taking off his cap and wiping the +drops of perspiration from his brown forehead; "at least I don't +exactly, but she says she has always wanted me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is something, and who is she?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stine Lachmund."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But, Jochen, she is at least fifteen years older than you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She can't help that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, certainly not."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And then she is a capable woman, who has a good stout frame and strong +bones, only it is a little hard for her to move about because she has +rather too much flesh now, but she says that would probably go off if +she had more work to do than she has at the Wollnows', where life is +altogether too easy."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, if she thinks so herself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, and then she has put by a pretty sum of money at the Wollnows', +and her old father and mother at Thiessow,--you know, Herr Gotthold, we +sailed over there once with the young master, and there was a terribly +high sea outside, so that we got there as wet as cats, and old Lachmund +thought we must really have had a ducking."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And then he made us a stiff glass of grog," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And our young master drank a little too much, and played all sorts +of pranks in the old man's long jacket, with his sou'wester on his +head--that was a jolly time, Herr Gotthold." Jochen had lost the thread +of his story, but Gotthold kindly prompted him, and he now went on to +relate that the old couple, rich people for their station in life, who +had kept a sort of inn in the large fishing village, at last wished to +resign the sceptre they had so long and obstinately held to their only +daughter, and give themselves up to repose for the rest of their days, +on condition that she should instantly marry some good man.</p> + +<p class="normal">So Stine Lachmund, whom Jochen had visited in the kitchen at the same +time that Gotthold had been calling upon her master and mistress, had +reported, and asked Jochen whether he would be her husband.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For you see, Herr Gotthold," continued Jochen, "she don't take to +everybody, and she has known me, as one might say, all my life, and +knows I am an orderly, sober man, who understands how to take care of +horses, knows enough about farming, and can even manage a boat, if it +doesn't blow too hard."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then so far everything would be perfectly suitable," said Gotthold, +"but now we come to the principal thing: do you really love her?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, that's just it," replied Jochen thoughtfully. "She asked me +herself last night, and what was I to say?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The truth, Jochen, nothing but the truth."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did, Herr Gotthold, I did tell the truth. 'Not yet,' I said, and +then she laughed and said that would do no harm, all that would come +right if the woman and the man were well-behaved. I must ask you, you +would give me the right advice."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, you would know about it; you had always been a good man, +and--and--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if you had married our young lady, she would have been a great +deal better off than she is now; yes, and, Herr Gotthold, I only saw +her side face this morning through the window, as she sat alone in the +carriage; but this I must say, she doesn't look over happy, and Stine +says she has not much reason to. Do you think so too, Herr Gotthold?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know, I hope"--replied Gotthold, "people talk so much,--but we +were speaking about your offer."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, and what do you say now?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is there to be said? If you feel inclined, marry Stine, who is +certainly a worthy, honest girl, and may you both be as happy and +prosperous as you deserve."</p> + +<p class="normal">They had seated themselves in the shade at the edge of the wood, in +order to carry on this important conversation quietly, but now Gotthold +rose, hastily seized his travelling case and paint-box, which Jochen +had laid on the grass beside him, warmly shook the hard brown hand of +his companion, and entered the forest without casting another glance +behind. Jochen looked after his retreating figure, then took his own +little bundle on a stick over his shoulder, and began to ascend the +moor, above whose topmost crest the roof of his father's smithy was +just visible.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold hurried restlessly through the forest with hasty steps, as if +he had not a moment to lose. But it was only the tumult of sore, +sorrowful thoughts, that drove him on and would not leave him, any more +than the swarm of flies which had entered the woods with him and +hovered about his head, now rising, now falling, now lingering behind, +now flitting on before.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To think that I must always hear it, everywhere, and from all +tongues," he murmured, "as if I were responsible for it; as if it were +a reproach to me that she is not happy! Happy! Who is? Perhaps the +infallible people who can recite, their moral multiplication table +forward and backward like this Wollnow, the wise, self-righteous +Pharisee; or like good Jochen, to whom fifteen years more or less in +his Stine is of no consequence, provided a good maintenance is +guaranteed him. But on the other hand--am I happy? Are thousands and +thousands of others, who have scarcely a greater fault than that they +are men, men with hearts that feel and sympathize, suffer and +compassionate? A curse upon compassion and sympathy! They make us the +pitiful creatures we are. What are you rustling, venerable beeches, +which for centuries have strewn your withered leaves each Autumn over +the soil of this forest, only to shine forth again in Spring in the +full beauty of your green foliage? What are you murmuring, little +brook, as you carry your clear brown water to the sea as busily to-day +as when I played upon your bank, a merry boy, and thought it a heroic +deed to leap across you from shore to shore? Alas! in the rustling, the +murmur, I hear the same song that the swallow sang yesterday, the song +of the eternal youth of Nature, which is ever the same, always equally +strong, equally beautiful; and of the transitoriness, the frailty of +men, who prolong a sorrowful, yet greedy existence by fear and hope, +eat this shadowy food until death, and yet are happiest while their +hearts can still hope and fear, their hearts which can never again be +filled if once emptied, or if they fill and throb once more, fill with +contempt, throb with indignation, that they could ever have been so +foolish as to beat anxiously in blended hope and fear. Well, I no +longer hope, so I need not fear even the view that awaits me yonder."</p> + +<p class="normal">From the broader, but completely neglected road that had hitherto +followed the course of the forest stream, and, turning to the right, +still pursued its windings deeper into the woods to the sea, a +foot-path branched off to the left and led upward, at first between the +trunks of huge trees, but gradually through more and more stunted +underbrush, which finally dwindled into heather and broom that covered +the whole crest of the hill to its highest point, where the men of +ancient times, in memory of one of their princes, had reared a huge +monument of massive blocks of stone, now covered with thick moss, and +partly buried in the earth. It was the spot from which Gotthold, with +an unsteady hand, had made the colored sketch he afterwards used for +the painting that hung in Frau Wollnow's room.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now he stood there again, after ten long years--in, the shadow of +one of the blocks of stone which protected him from the burning rays of +the sun, while before him stretched the landscape with whose wondrous +beauty the boy's eyes had never been satiated. Ah! Time had not +obliterated a single charm; nay, it seemed as if the hour was expressly +adapted to show him the Paradise of his youth in all its magic.</p> + +<p class="normal">The hour of noon! The brilliant sunlight bathed the tops of the +beeches, over which his eyes wandered to emerald meadows and golden +cornfields--the meadows and fields of Dollan, which lay like a quiet +sunny Eden among the shaded, wood-covered hills that enclosed it on all +sides. Amid the meadows and fields, relieved against the darker foliage +of the trees in the garden, appeared the straw thatched roofs of the +farm buildings, and the tiled roof of the long, low mansion-house, in +whose red gable he could distinctly perceive the tiny window of the +little room he had occupied with Curt whenever he went to Dollan. What +memories that little window evoked! It seemed as if his eyes were fixed +upon it by some magic spell, and could scarcely turn away either to the +right, where the hills opened and afforded a view of the blue sea upon +which the distant white sails glittered like stars, or to the left, to +glance over the wide brown moorland, upon which the lonely smithy stood +under an ancient oak, the only tree in the shadeless waste, above whose +verge towered other wood-crowned heights which closed the view on the +land side.</p> + +<p class="normal">The hour of noon, the hour of the great Pan! Not the faintest breath +stirred the shining air; motionless were the dazzling white clouds upon +the steel blue vault of the heavens; motionless the tops of the trees, +the blossoming bushes, even the long blades of grass. Not a sound +disturbed the profound stillness; even the locust, which had chirped +among the stones of the giant's monument, was silent, perhaps terrified +by the brown serpent, which, with its head upraised and its round +glittering eyes fixed steadily upon Gotthold, lay motionless upon one +of the masses of rock a few paces off, with the rest of its scaly body +buried in a dense mass of heather. He had not noticed it before, and +now perceived it with a sort of shudder. It seemed as if the torpor +into which Nature had sunk had been embodied; as if the spirit of +loneliness and desolation had assumed a material form. Woe betide you +when the loneliness of yonder mansion with its neglected garden, the +desolation of this remote valley, so far away from all human society, +stares at you with those cold, cruel eyes; when you listen in the +stillness for a beloved voice, and hear only the blood seething in your +temples, and the heavy, anxious throbbing of your heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">Avaunt, fiend, avaunt!</p> + +<p class="normal">He raised his staff; the serpent disappeared; when he reached the rock +upon which it must have been lying, he could see nothing but the +swaying of the flowers through whose closely interwoven roots it was +gliding away.</p> + +<p class="normal">Or was it only an illusion of his excited fancy, and did the flowers +bend to the soft breeze that now breathed through the hot air, growing +constantly stronger and stronger, so that a rustling and murmuring +arose in the forest behind him, the treetops at his feet began to +whisper, and at last the cool fresh wind from the sea blew over the +panting earth.</p> + +<p class="normal">The spell was broken; Gotthold again looked at the landscape; but now +with the eye of the artist, who is seeking to obtain the best view of +his subject.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I chose the morning light then, if one can call it choice; it was a +mistake and I must arrange the atmospheric effect artistically, but the +sun should be at a moderate height above the horizon, almost directly +over the smithy; that will be about six o'clock, and I can have what I +need until eight. I think it will prove a picture which might satisfy +others as well as yonder talkative lady."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold collected his luggage; then it occurred to him that he might +just as well leave his colors there. So he placed the box on the rock +where the serpent had lain, in the dense shadow, and went down the +hill, along the woodland path, to the long ravine through which the +stream rippled to the sea, and at whose mouth, in the little inlet +between two steep overhanging cliffs, stood Cousin Boslaf's lonely +little house. In the old days at Dollan it had gone by the name of the +beach-house, nor was the title used only there; the name was in all +mouths, especially those of the ship-masters, to whom it was a welcome +landmark on that dangerous coast even by day, and still more at night, +when the warning light in Cousin Boslaf's window streamed through the +yawning night over the dreary waste of waters to the helpless mariner. +The brilliant glow extended a long distance, thanks to the huge arched +tin dish which the old man had fastened behind the lamp, and whose +spotless brightness rivalled polished silver. This light had now burned +seventy years, to the joy of shipmasters and fishermen and the honor of +the worthy man who kindled it night after night at no one's bidding, +but in simple obedience to the dictates of his own kind heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">Seventy years, and probably more rather than less; no one had counted +them. Ever since the oldest man in that neighborhood could remember, +Cousin Boslaf had lived in the beach-house--was it strange that he +should be a half-mythical personage to the younger generations? He +almost seemed so to his own relatives in Dollan, among whom he lived; +in whose society, at least, he spent many hours; whose joys and sorrows +he shared in his quiet way, and to whom his history was known; at least +Curt's father had known and related it, Gotthold could not remember +the occasion, and whether he had told the boys or--what was more +probable--communicated it to some friends over a bottle of wine, and +the boys had secretly listened in some corner.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was long since Gotthold had thought of this story, which reminded +him of a time when many a beech-tree that now reared its stately head +far above the wanderer f did not exist. But now it once more came back +to his memory, down to the smallest details, which he really knew not +whether he had heard at that time, imagined since, or now first learned +from the rustling of the forest giants, and the murmur of the brook +that accompanied his steps.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When we were under the Swedish rule," so all the stories of those days +began, there lived on the island two cousins named Wenhof--Adolf and +Bogislaf--both equally young, equally strong and handsome, and equally +in love with a charming young lady, whom her father would give only to +a rich man, for the simple reason that he had nothing but his noble +blood and the great estate of Dahlitz, which was loaded with debts to +an amount exceeding its value. The two cousins, it is true, did not +belong to the nobility, but they had descended from a very good old +family, and the Lord of Dahlitz would have made no objection to either, +except the one he was unfortunately obliged to make to both, namely, +that they were, if possible, poorer than himself. In fact, neither +possessed anything except a good rifle with the hunting equipments +belonging to it, and a pair of stout boots, whose thick soles crossed +the thresholds of their many friends on the island, where they were +everywhere welcome companions in the hunt or at the board. Of equal +height, and almost similar cast of features, they also did everything +alike, or so nearly alike that the hospitable, cheery land-owners saw +one enter the courtyard no less gladly than the other, and were still +better pleased when both appeared, which was almost always the case, +for the two cousins loved each other much more warmly than most +brothers, and as for their passion for the beautiful Ulrica of Dahlitz, +their hopes of possessing her were so small that it was not worth while +to quarrel about it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Just at that time something happened which at one blow completely +altered their situation, or at least the situation of one of them.</p> + +<p class="normal">A very wealthy and eccentric uncle in Sweden died, who, besides his +property in that country, had an estate on the island to bequeath, +namely, beautiful Dollan, which at that time included the forest down +to the sea-coast, and all the land across the wide moor to the +Schanzenberge. This estate he now left to the two cousins, or rather to +one of them, for according to the singular wording of the will it was +to go to the one whom a jury of six of his acquaintances should +pronounce the "best man." Everybody laughed when this strange condition +was made known, and the cousins laughed too. But they soon became very +serious when they considered that not only Dollan was at stake, but +Ulrica von Dahlitz, whom her father would joyfully give in marriage to +the owner of Dollan. It was strange to see the two cousins, who had +hitherto been inseparable, now begin to take separate paths, and, when +they could not avoid each other, measure each other with grave, +questioning, almost hostile looks, which seemed to say: I am the better +man.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the bottom of his heart each was obliged to confess, and did +acknowledge, that the matter was at least very doubtful; and so thought +and said the six judges whom the two cousins had chosen, and whose +decision they had promised to obey. But all six were blameless young +men, who set about their difficult task very gravely and solemnly, and +held long, very long consultations, during which immense quantities of +good old red wine were drunk, and a vast number of pipes was smoked, +until they at last came to the following conclusion, which was +universally praised as a wise and perfectly suitable one.</p> + +<p class="normal">The cousin who should best perform six tasks to be given by the judges, +should be considered by them and the world the best man.</p> + +<p class="normal">The cousins would now have been in a very unfortunate situation, if the +judges had obtained their wisdom from any philosophical or learned +book; but no one of them had even thought of such a thing. The best +man, according to their standard, would be he who, in the first place, +should be able in the presence of the judges, within forty-eight hours, +to put a three-years-old stallion, which had never been mounted, +through the four principal paces--the walk, the trot, the gallop, and +the run; secondly, cross the moor of Dollan, from the manor-house to +the old smithy, with a team of four fiery young horses, going at full +gallop, on a certain line; thirdly, swim from the shore to a ship +anchored a German mile away in the offing; fourthly, from sunset to +sunrise--it was in June, and the nights were short--drink a dozen +bottles of wine; and fifthly, during that time play Boston with three +of the judges without making any great mistakes. But if, as was almost +expected, the judges even then could not decide, the cousins were to +have twelve shots with a rifle at a target placed at a distance of two +hundred and fifty paces, and the one who could hit the centre most +frequently should be "the best man," and the owner of Dollan.</p> + +<p class="normal">This sixth and last trial was really a last resource, upon which the +judges had decided very unwillingly; for every child knew that Bogislaf +was not only the better shot of the two, but the best on the whole +island; still the matter must be settled in some way, and as Adolf, +perhaps hoping that he should win the prize before that test was +reached, made no objection to number six, everything was decided and +the contest could begin.</p> + +<p class="normal">It began and continued as had been universally expected. The two young +sons of Anak rode their horses, guided their carriages, swam their +mile, drank their twelve bottles of wine, and played their Boston with +such equal skill and faultlessness, that the most scrupulous eye could +detect no difference in the merit of the performance, and with heavy +hearts the judges were obliged to proceed to the last trial, whose +result was not doubtful.</p> + +<p class="normal">And heavy, heavy as a hundred-pound weight poor Adolf's heart might +well have felt in his brave breast, when he appeared on the ground on +the momentous day. He was very much depressed, and the secret +encouragement of the judges, who wished him well, did not cheer him. +"It is all useless now," he murmured.</p> + +<p class="normal">But, strangely enough, Bogislaf seemed no less moved, nay, even more +agitated than his cousin. He was pale, his large blue eyes looked dim +and sunken, and his particular friends noticed, to their horror, that +when the cousins shook hands, as they always did before every contest, +his hand--his strong brown hand--trembled like that of a timid girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">The cousins, who were to fire alternately, drew lots; Adolf had the +first shot. He was a long time in taking aim, raised and lowered his +gun several times, and finally hit the last ring but one.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I knew it beforehand," he said, covering his eyes, and would have +liked to stop his ears; but he listened intently, and drew a long +breath, when instead of the "centre" he expected, the number of the +last ring on the target was mentioned, and repeated in a loud tone by +one of the judges.</p> + +<p class="normal">Was it possible? Well then, there was still hope. Adolf collected all +his powers; he shot better and better, three, four, six, nine, and ten, +and again six and ten; and Bogislaf always remained one ring behind +him, neither more nor less--always one ring.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is playing with him, as a cat plays with a mouse," the judges said +to each other after the first three shots had been fired.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Bogislaf grew paler, and his hand trembled more and more violently +at every trial, and only grew steady at the moment when he discharged +the gun; but he was always one ring behind Adolf, and now came the last +shot, the worst Adolf had made. In his terrible excitement he had just +grazed the outer edge of the target; if Bogislaf now hit the centre, he +would be the victor: the result of the long struggle, the magnificent +estate, the beautiful bride--all, all depended upon that one shot.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pale as death, Bogislaf stepped forward, but his hand no longer +trembled; firmly, as if his arm and the gun were one, he took aim, the +glittering barrel did not swerve a hair's breadth, and now the report +crashed upon the stillness. "It has hit the mark," said the judges.</p> + +<p class="normal">The markers went forward and sought again and again, they could not +find the bullet; the judges also went to the spot and searched and +searched, but they could not find it either. The unprecedented, almost +incredible thing had happened--Bogislaf had not even hit the target.</p> + +<p class="normal">The judges looked at each other in perplexity, and for poor Bogislaf's +sake scarcely ventured to utter what must be said. But Bogislaf went up +to his cousin, who stood with downcast eyes, as if ashamed of his +victory, seized his hand, and evidently wished to say something which +did not escape his pale, quivering lips. But it could not have been a +curse, for he fell sobbing on Adolf's neck, pressed him to his heart, +then released him, and without uttering a word, strode away and +disappeared.</p> + +<p class="normal">He remained absent. Many supposed he had killed himself; others +declared that he had buried himself in the northern part of Norway amid +the ice and snow to hunt bears and wolves; and they were perhaps right.</p> + +<p class="normal">At all events, he was not dead, but after an absence of several years +suddenly appeared on the estate of a friend who had been one of the +judges, and here his cousin Adolf and his young wife Ulrica met +him--quite accidentally, for they had not heard of his return, and the +young wife was so startled that she fell fainting on the floor, and was +restored to consciousness with great difficulty. To be sure, she had +always been one of those who believed Bogislaf dead, and had already +had several discussions on the subject with her husband, who always +asserted the contrary. It was said that this was by no means the only +point of difference between the husband and wife, and there were in +truth many things which did not increase the happiness of the young +pair. True, the extravagant old Lord of Dahlitz, who had sold his +property to a Herr Brandow--Carl Brandow's great-grandfather--and then +lived very contentedly on his son-in-law for several years, was now +dead, but the daughter had inherited her father's expensive tastes, and +Adolf was anything but a good economist.</p> + +<p class="normal">This last quality certainly did not prevent him from doing what the +simplest gratitude required;--and therefore--in spite of his wife's +opposition--he invited poor Bogislaf to visit him at Dollan and remain +as long as possible. At first Bogislaf positively refused, and with +good reason. The cause of the result of the shooting match had now +transpired! It was known that the evening before the contest Ulrica had +sent her cousin and most intimate friend, Emma von Dahlitz, a poor +orphan who lived with her wealthy relatives, to Bogislaf with the +message: she would never, never, though everybody should declare him to +be the best man, accept him for her husband, but Adolf, whom she always +had loved, and always should. Then Bogislaf, as he no longer had any +hope of winning the girl he loved, generously resigned to his cousin a +property which no longer had any charm for him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He long refused to accept his fortunate cousin's invitation, but +finally came--for only a week. But the days had become weeks, the weeks +months, and the months years, so that this was now the fourth +generation which had known old Bogislaf Wenhof, or, as he was commonly +called, Cousin Boslaf, in the beach-house of Dollan. He had removed +there at the end of the first week, after purchasing it, together with +the few fields and meadows belonging to it, for a very small sum from +the government, which had originally built it for a watch-house; but +though the beach-house did not really belong to Dollan, but was Cousin +Boslaf's own property, Cousin Boslaf clung to Dollan all the more +closely, so closely that the constant intercourse had filled the heads +of the people with all sorts of superstitious fancies, in which the old +man sometimes figured as the good, and sometimes the evil genius of +Dollan, and especially the Wenhof family. Alas! even if he were the +good genius, he had been unable to prevent the ruin of the house, or +withhold the son of Adolf and Ulrica, who had many of the Dahlitz +traits of character, from selling Dollan to the convent of St. Jürgen +at the close of the preceding century, after which he was glad to +remain as a tenant where he had once been master. Cousin Boslaf had not +been able to prevent that, or any of the other things which had +happened from that time to the present day.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But what does this mean?" said Gotthold to himself. "How can one let +his healthy brain become so bewildered by the rustling of the forest, +the murmur of the stream, and these old tales! I believe the serpent +has bewitched me with its cold glittering eyes, and I am still under +its spell. But its reign is over now. There is the sea gleaming through +the boughs, my own beloved, beautiful sea! Its fresh breath will cool +my hot brow. And he, the old man who lives yonder, and who learned so +early the meaning of the harsh word sacrifice; who renounced power, +wealth, and woman's favor that he might not lose his own manhood, was +probably the better and wiser man."</p> + +<p class="normal">Still following the course of the stream, which, now that it was so +near its mouth, grew more noisy and impatient, falling in many a +miniature cascade as it hurried plashing and murmuring down the ravine, +overgrown with huge clumps of ferns and the most luxuriant grass, +Gotthold, a few moments after, reached the shore. On the right hand, +almost at the extreme point of the promontory, which, covered with +large and small stones like the rest of the coast, ran out several +hundred paces into the sea, stood Cousin Boslaf's house. The old flag, +which Gotthold had remembered from his boyhood, still fluttered from +the tall staff on the gable roof. It had originally been a Swedish +banner, but in the course of years the wind and weather had so dimmed +its colors, and made so many repairs necessary, that the authorities +could not have taken umbrage at this relic of foreign rule, even if +they had troubled themselves particularly about Cousin Boslaf's +actions. This, however, they had never done, so the old flag fluttered +and rustled and flapped merrily in the fresh breeze, which blew still +stronger as Gotthold now stood before the low dwelling, built partly of +unhewn stone from the shore, whose only door was on the side towards +the land. The door was locked; he could not look into the little +iron-barred windows on the right and left, which lighted the kitchen +and store-room, for they were considerably above a man's height, close +under the roof; and the strong iron shutters were put over the two +larger windows in the front of the house, which faced the sea. +Evidently Cousin Boslaf was not at home.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To be sure," said Gotthold, "after an absence of ten years we can't be +surprised not to find a man who was eighty years old at the time we +left him."</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet he could not believe that the old man was dead. He had just +been thinking of him so eagerly, seen him so distinctly in his mind's +eye--the tall, slender figure, walking with long, regular strides, as +he had so often beheld him. No, no, the old man belonged to the race of +giants; he had surely outlived this little space of time.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then the house and its surroundings--the little front yard enclosed +by a walk, the tiny garden bordered with shells--did not look as if +they had been left for any length of time. Everything was in order and +painfully neat, as the old man used to keep it; the little bridge in +the creek to which he fastened his boat had even been lately mended +with new pieces of wood, carefully dovetailed together. But the boat +had gone; undoubtedly cousin Boslaf had rowed out to sea in her. To be +sure, it was not his custom, but the old man's habits might have +altered during the last few years.</p> + +<p class="normal">The afternoon was already far advanced; the walk through the ravine to +the beach-house had occupied more time than Gotthold expected. He would +wait for Cousin Boslaf an hour longer, and then return to the giant's +grave, paint until sunset, claim the hospitality of the smithy for the +night, and early the next morning--it was to be hoped with better +success--seek out his old friend once more. Then he could reach Prora +at noon, and after taking leave of the Wollnows, drive on with Jochen +without delay. He had thought yesterday of finishing the picture in +Prora; but they would pass through the place to-morrow evening on their +return from Plüggenhof, so Jochen had informed him, and he would not +trust a second time to the chance which had saved him from meeting Carl +Brandow that very morning.</p> + +<p class="normal">The young man had thrown himself down upon the shore under the shadow +of the beeches, which here extended to the very brink of the steep +cliff. Accustomed as he had been on his sketching excursions to satisfy +himself for a whole day with a piece of bread and a drink from his +flask, he now felt no hunger; but he experienced far more fatigue than +he had usually done after longer walks. As he lay there with the +beeches rustling over his head, and the waves breaking on the stony +shore beneath with their monotonous cadence, his lids gradually fell +over eyes wearied by long gazing over the boundless waste of waters.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A few hours later, Carl Brandow and Hinrich Scheel were riding over the +moor from the smithy to Dollan, the same road which they had passed +over in the opposite direction not ten minutes before. They rode at a +quick trot, the groom a few dozen paces behind his master, though not +from any feeling of respect, and certainly not because he was worse +mounted. On the contrary, his horse was a magnificent brown animal of +the purest blood, far more valuable than his master's half-breed, so +valuable in fact, that any passer-by would have wondered how such a +noble animal could be ridden upon such an ordinary occasion. But +Hinrich Scheel was no ordinary rider; he noticed every movement of the +horse upon the rough road as carefully as if he were training it upon a +smooth race-course; not the smallest awkwardness was suffered to pass +unnoticed; it had just been guilty of a trick for which it must be +punished; and that was the reason why he had remained a little behind.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly Carl Brandow drew his rein, and half turning said, over his +shoulder, "Are you perfectly sure you saw him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I told you I passed within a hundred paces of him," answered Hinrich +Scheel sulkily; "and I had plenty of time to look at him too; I believe +he stood up there an hour, as if he had taken root."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But why did that scoundrel of a Jochen say just now that he didn't +know where he was?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps he doesn't."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stuff and nonsense!"</p> + +<p class="normal">They rode on a short distance side by side; the master staring gloomily +straight before him, and the groom from time to time casting a sly +glance at him from his squinting eyes. Then he urged his horse still +nearer and said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why should he know? I don't know why you are running after him as a +cat chases a mouse."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bah!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nor why you came back from Plüggenhof so soon, have ridden the horses +half to death, and gave me a louis-d'or when I told you I had seen +him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll give you six if you'll tell me where I can find him," cried Carl +Brandow, turning eagerly in his saddle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where you can find him? Why that's easy enough; with the old man in +the beach-house yonder."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where I cannot seek him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Without having the old man send a bullet through your body. Six +louis-d'or! I think I should wait a long time for the money. But I will +tell you where you can find him without the gold, if you'll let me ride +Brownlock across the bog."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you crazy?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will cross it faster than you can cross the hill. Can I go?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Before them the road ran in a tolerably steep ascent over a hill, an +outlying spur of the Schanzenberge on the left, which stretched some +distance into the moor. On the right of this hill a broad tract of +marshy land extended across the moor to the forest, where it found an +outlet in the stream whose course to the sea Gotthold had followed that +afternoon. The summit of the hill had undoubtedly sunk into the marsh +years before, for the long mound of earth divided it like a wall, which +at the time it was engulfed had doubtless been very steep, but in the +course of years had been so much washed away by the trickling of water +down the hillside that, it now formed an irregular slope, along whose +upper edge ran the old carriage road, while farther up the acclivity +large stones made the way impassable for vehicles, although horsemen +and pedestrians might wind through. The condition of affairs had +probably not been so bad when Bogislaf and Adolf Wenhof were obliged to +drive their horses along here at full gallop, for now no man in his +senses would pass the spot in a carriage except at a walk, and Jochen +Prebrow was perfectly right when he said that it would have been easy +for him--or any one else--to execute Curt's wild order, and hurl the +young pair down the slope into the bog on their wedding day.</p> + +<p class="normal">The riders had stopped their horses; Carl Brandow looked up the hill +and over the marsh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are crazy," he said again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Crazy or not," exclaimed Hinrich Scheel impatiently, "it must be done. +I went to Salchow this morning to hear what Mr. Thompson had to say. +The fellow always knows everything, and declares that they have +enclosed a piece of marshy ground in the race-course for Brownlock's +special benefit, because they think he is too heavy to cross it, and +you'll be obliged to take a wide sweep around. Well, sir, if you make +the victory so easy for Bessy, Count Grieben and the other gentlemen +will be very well satisfied, and I can be satisfied too."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You would be no better, suited than I," said Brandow, and then +muttered between his teeth: "everything is all of a piece now."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shall I?" said Hinrich Scheel, who probably perceived his master's +irresolution.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For aught I care."</p> + +<p class="normal">A ray of joy flitted over Hinrich's ugly face. He turned the horse, +which had long been champing his bit impatiently, and galloped a +hundred paces to the left, to the edge of the marsh, then paused and +shouted:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ready?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Brownlock sprang forward with a mighty leap, and then flew over the +marshy ground. Again and again his light hoofs broke through the thin +covering of turf, so that the water dashed high into the air, but his +wild speed did not lessen, on the contrary it seemed to increase, as if +the noble animal knew a bottomless gulf was yawning under him, and that +he was running for his own life and that of his daring rider. And now +the quaking soil grew visibly firmer. The deed scarcely believed +possible had been accomplished, Brownlock had crossed the marsh, and +would cross any other. "There is no doubt now," muttered Brandow, "I +can accept every bet; and am I to let Plüggen have the animal for the +paltry sum of five thousand thalers! I should be a fool! Besides, he +probably was not in earnest; but the money must be forthcoming, even if +I should have to steal or commit a murder for it. Holloa!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He had not turned his eyes from Brownlock, as he rode across the hill +at a gallop without noticing where he was going, until his chestnut, +accustomed to pass this place at a walk, recoiled from the edge so +suddenly that the gravel and pebbles rolled down the slope.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Holloa!" cried Brandow again, as he soothed the frightened animal, "I +came very near committing the murder on myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">He rode down the other side of the hill more cautiously, and then +dashed up to Hinrich, who was galloping up and down the edge of the +bog, trying to soothe the snorting racer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you say to that, sir?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That you are a capital fellow; and now, since you have had your own +way, where do you think I shall find him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"On the giant's grave," said Hinrich; "I went up there after he had +gone away, and found a thing like a box. There was a little key +sticking in it, and it held his painting tools, as I saw. The box had +been put carefully in the shade; but about six o'clock the sunlight +will fall where the shadow rested this morning, and I think he will be +on the spot at that time."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And why didn't you tell me so at once?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You may be satisfied that I didn't tell you," answered Hinrich, +tenderly patting Brownlock's slender neck. "You wouldn't have known +that you are, I don't know how many thousand thalers richer than you +supposed."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is six o'clock," said Brandow, looking at his watch.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then ride on and find him. I must take Brownlock home. Shall I tell +Frau Brandow that we shall have a visitor this evening?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know that yet myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She would be so delighted."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be off, and hold your tongue."</p> + +<p class="normal">A repulsive grin overspread Hinrich's grotesque face, and he cast a +piercing glance at his master, but made no reply, turned Brownlock, and +rode slowly away.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I might just as well tell him everything," said Carl Brandow to +himself, as he turned his horse's head and rode over the moor towards +the forest. "I believe the damned fellow sees through me as if I were +glass. No matter; everybody must have some one on whom he can depend, +and certainly I could not have done without him this time. I've no +desire to invite the stupid fellow, but it is one chance more, and I +should be a fool to hesitate long in my present situation."</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl Brandow dropped the reins on his horse's neck as he rode slowly up +the rough forest path at a walk, and drew from his pocket a letter +which he had found on his return home, half an hour before:</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"<span class="sc">Dear Sir</span>:--I hasten to inform you that, as I expected and told you, it +was unanimously decided by the convent yesterday not to give an +extension of credit, upon any account, but on the contrary to hold you +to the promise given, both verbally and in writing, and require the ten +thousand on the day it becomes due. I am very sorry to be obliged to +write this to you, after what you told me in confidence; but I firmly +believe that--with your excitable nature--you have considered your +situation more desperate than it really is. In any case, I think it is +better for you to know where you stand, and be able to use the week +that still remains to discover new resources, if the old ones are +really so entirely exhausted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I intend to pay you a short visit on the 15th, as I must go to several +estates at that time, and can, if agreeable to you, take the money back +with me and save you the trouble of a journey here. Perhaps my wife +will accompany me. She is very anxious to see Dollan, of whose romantic +situation I have spoken so enthusiastically, and also renew her +acquaintance with her old friends--Frau Wollnow in Prora and your +wife--after an absence of so many years. Do you require any stronger +proof of my conviction that you can separate the messenger from his +message, and that both to you and your lovely wife, I am as ever, Your +sincere friend, <span style="letter-spacing:10px"> </span><span class="sc">Bernhard Sellien</span>."</p> + +<p class="normal">"P. S. I have just learned something that greatly interests me, and may +perhaps interest you also. Gotthold Weber, the distinguished artist +whose acquaintance I made two years ago in Italy, and with whom you, as +you afterwards informed me, have been intimate ever since your school +days, passed through Sundin to-day on his way to Prora, where he +intends to spend some time. He will undoubtedly seek you out, or +perhaps you will seek him. He belongs to the class of people whom we +are glad to find, even if we are obliged to go out of our way to do +so."</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Carl Brandow laughed scornfully as he put the letter back into his +pocket and took up the reins again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe the devil has his finger in the pie. Ever since I have known +that the man will come here, I have been pursued by the thought that +he, and only he, can save me. Why? Probably because only a fool would +take the trouble, and he is the greatest one I ever knew. And while I +drove by under his very nose this morning, everybody rushes forward to +put me on the track he so carefully conceals. It was plain that the man +Jochen dared not tell where he was, either this morning or just now, +but he belongs to the class of people for whom we are willing to go out +of our way. And what a charming surprise it will be for her, if I can +bring him to her."</p> + +<p class="normal">Again the rider laughed, even more bitterly than before, then stopped +suddenly, gnawing his under lip with his teeth as he struck with his +riding-whip at the overhanging boughs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How pale she grew when the parson blundered out the news. Of course +she did not wish it to be noticed, of course. But unluckily we observe +everything in a person with whom we have enjoyed the pleasure of daily +intercourse for nine or ten years! How she looked when I took my +departure so soon after, as if she knew the cause, and how silent she +was on the way, although I exerted all my powers of pleasing. She no +longer believes in my amiability, nor I either; but I have so often +vexed her about the man that I might surely make him afford her +pleasure for once. And if, as is very probable, the silly swain is +playing at hide and seek more on her account than mine--why it will be +all the easier to lead him by the nose, and the affair will be all the +more amusing. But, to be sure, I must catch him first. Well, we shall +see directly."</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl Brandow swung himself from the saddle, fastened his horse's bridle +to a tree, and began to ascend the narrow foot-path through the wood to +the giant's grave.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had already been working for half an hour with the zeal of an +artist who has enthusiastically seized upon his subject, and must take +advantage of the present hour, which will not return. Though sky, +earth, and sea should adorn themselves at to-morrow's sunset with the +same brilliant hues, though the hill should cast the same deep shadows +upon the valley and ravines--he would not stand upon the same spot +again to replace what had been forgotten, and complete what had been +begun.</p> + +<p class="normal">So he sat upon one of the lower stones of the giant's grave, drinking +in, with an artist's glowing eyes, the beauty of the scene and hour, +and with an artist's busy hand creating an image of this beauty. The +colors on the palette seemed to mingle of their own accord, and every +stroke of the brush upon the little square of canvas brought the image +nearer its original with a speed and certainty which astonished the +artist himself. Never before had any work progressed so rapidly, never +had design and execution met so lovingly, never had the enthusiastic +feeling of power made him so happy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it possible the dream that here alone I can reach the standard I am +destined to attain may be something more than a dream?" he said to +himself, "and is the hidden wisdom of the ancient myth of Antæus to be +proved again in me? But to be sure we are all sons of earth; it is not +our mother's fault if we struggle toward the distant suns, in whose +strange glow our waxen wings quickly melt. I was such an Icarus +yonder." "Yes, yes," he exclaimed aloud, "Rome, Naples, Syracuse, you +Paradises of artists, what is this poor slip of earth in comparison +with you! And yet to me it is more, so much more, it is my home."</p> + +<p class="normal">"To which an old friend bids you heartily welcome," said a clear voice +behind him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold started and turned.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Carl Brandow!"</p> + +<p class="normal">There he stood, his slight, elastic figure resting against the very +block upon which the serpent had lain that morning; and his round, hard +eyes, whose piercing gaze was fixed upon him, reminded Gotthold of the +staring eyes of the reptile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To be sure it is I," said Carl Brandow, as he came forward with a +smile intended to be friendly, but which was as cold as the hand he +held out to Gotthold, and in which the latter hesitatingly placed the +tips of his fingers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How did you find me here?" asked Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am an old hunter," replied Brandow, showing his white teeth. +"Nothing escapes me so easily, especially on my own ground. But I will +not boast. The matter was really simple enough. I knew several weeks +ago that you were coming, and this afternoon I heard, when with +Plüggen, of Plüggenhof, Otto Plüggen, we used to call him Straw +Plüggen, you know, to distinguish him from his younger brother, Gustav, +Hay Plüggen, who has inherited Gransewitz--I was saying: I heard from +our new Pastor that you had been in Rammin yesterday evening, and had +driven on to Prora. Of course Plüggen, at my request, instantly sent +his carriage to bring you to Plüggenhof; you were no longer there, but +had set out on foot with Jochen Prebrow for Dollan. Well, of course I +did not remain in Plüggenhof a moment longer, although we had just sat +down to the table to receive you with full glasses. I drove my horses +half to death, and nearly killed my poor wife with fright, in order at +least to meet you on the way, in case you had been cruel enough not to +wait for our return. We arrived and asked for you before we got out of +the carriage: no one had been there. My wife and I looked at each other +in horror. 'There is somebody sitting on the giant's grave,' said my +factotum, Hinrich Scheel, who now came up to the carriage; 'I saw him +there this noon.' 'It's not impossible,' said my wife, that 'he has +learned on the way that we were not at home, and, industrious as usual, +is making use of the time. It was always one of his favorite spots.' I +said nothing, but ran up to the gable-room with my spy-glass, and saw +what Hinrich, in spite of his squint eyes, had seen without any glass; +ran down again, jumped on a horse, and--find here what I sought. That +painting is wonderfully beautiful, really splendid; but now pack up +your traps, if you please! Another day is coming, and this is enough, +and too much for the present. From noon until now is certainly long +enough, even for an artist. How delighted my wife will be!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl Brandow had already thrown Gotthold's travelling bag over his +shoulder, and now seized the box which the latter had been arranging.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One moment," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You can safely trust me with your treasures."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is not the point."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is it then?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold hesitated; but there was no time for deliberation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is this," said he; "I cannot accept your invitation, kindly as it +is expressed and honestly as, I wish to believe, it is meant."</p> + +<p class="normal">"For Heaven's sake, why not?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because in so doing I should wrong myself, and, in a certain sense, +you also. Myself: because I could not stay in Dollan, in your house, +without being at every step, at every moment, a prey to the most +painful memories; and who would not willingly spare himself such a +trial, if he could avoid it? You: because--it must be said, Brandow! I +have always considered you my enemy, and my sentiments towards you have +been no friendly ones, even up to this very day, this very hour. Who +would invite a man who is not well disposed towards him to his house!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it possible?" cried Brandow. "Then that straw head of a Plüggen and +the Parson may have been right when they said: 'He won't come!' 'He +will come,' said I, 'if only to prove that he is still the generous +fellow he always was!' No, Gotthold, you must not give me the lie, if +only on account of those silly fellows, and people like them, who would +then have another fine opportunity to make merry over Carl Brandow, who +always aims very high and then comes out at the little end of the horn. +Well, unhappily there is something in it: I am no longer what I was +once, but a poor devil who must learn to be modest; but this time I +won't be, just this time. And now your hand, old enemy! there, that's +right! I knew you better than you knew yourself."</p> + +<p class="normal">They began to descend the hill, Brandow, who insisted upon carrying +Gotthold's luggage, still talking eagerly in his hasty, often +incoherent manner, Gotthold silent and vainly trying to shake off the +bewilderment that clouded his brain and oppressed his heart; he had +tried to be frank, perfectly frank; but he had not been so: he had not +said the last thing because he could not, because he must appear like a +fool, a coxcomb, if he did, and like a rude unmannerly boor if he did +not, and simply answered: I will not. But would not even that have been +better than for them to meet again?</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold stood still, and threw back his coat and vest; he felt as if +he were stifling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's terribly sultry here in the wood," said Carl Brandow. "It would +have been much nearer if we had gone down the other side, and then +crossed the fields; but we were obliged to make this circuit to get my +horse. There stands the rascal, stamping his shoes off in his +impatience. Now then, en avant!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow threw the bridle over his arm and Gotthold took a portion of +his luggage, so they walked quickly through the woods by a cross path, +which soon brought them out into the fields. At a short distance, only +separated from them by a few meadows and a broad field of rye, stood +the manor-house, already partly in the shadow which the hill on the +left-hand side of the moor cast far into the valley, while the tops of +the taller trees in the garden and the crests of the huge poplars, +which enclosed the grounds on the three other sides, still glowed in +the light of the setting sun. The little window of the gable-room +glittered and flashed back his rays. Gotthold could scarcely turn his +eyes away; he fancied every moment that it must open and Cecilia appear +and wave her white hand towards him with a gesture of warning: no +nearer, for God's sake, no nearer! And then it seemed to him as if he +were once more back in the old days, when he used to come out with Curt +to spend a precious Saturday afternoon and delightful Sunday, and in +their impatience to reach their goal they ran the last part of the way +at full speed. At every step his agitation increased; he scarcely heard +what his companion was saying to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Carl Brandow was only talking in order to conceal from his guest +the anxiety that oppressed him. Would it not have been better to have +told her of his design, even at the risk of her opposition, or, still +worse, of affording her pleasure? Ought he not at least to have taken +advantage of the last opportunity, and prepared her for the visit by +Hinrich Scheel, instead of expressly commanding him to be silent? Or +would the clever fellow once more, as he had often done, follow his own +counsel and guide an ill-managed affair into the right course? And yet, +what could happen if he suddenly appeared before her with him? Would +she give him the lie in the presence of her guest, say she had known +nothing about his visit, and her husband had told an untruth? It was +certainly possible; but woe be unto her if she did so.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here we are," said Carl Brandow, as they reached the old linden before +the door. "Welcome to Dollan! Welcome!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He had spoken in a very loud tone, standing in the open doorway, and +now shouted, raising his clear voice to its highest pitch, "Hinrich, +Fritz!--where are they all?"</p> + +<p class="normal">But there was no movement within the house, and no one appeared in the +courtyard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is always just so on Sundays," said Brandow, "Everybody runs wild, +especially if the master is away from home. Rike! Hinrich! Fritz!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A half-grown lad, in a dirty red waistcoat and top boots, now came +running across the courtyard, and at the same moment a young girl +appeared from the house. Brandow received both with angry words. The +girl answered pertly: she had been with the mistress, who could not +quiet the child; it was still crying about its arm; and the boy +muttered as he took the horse's bridle: he had been obliged to help +Hinrich about Brownlock; he was threatened with the colic.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Deuce take it!" cried Brandow; "that damned Hinrich, this is what I +get by letting him have his own way! I must leave you alone a moment, +or will you come with me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow did not wait for Gotthold's reply, but hurried across the +courtyard with long strides. He must know what was the matter with +Brownlock. And then: Cecilia had enough to do in the nursery; she would +not come out at present.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter with the child?" asked Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She fell down just as the mistress got home, and has probably broken +her arm," said the girl, who had been gazing curiously at the stranger +with her merry gray eyes, and now hurried back into the house.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold followed her through the entry and into the sitting-room on +the left, and would gladly have entered the adjoining chamber, from +which, as the girl opened and closed the door, the wailing of a child +and a woman's voice consoling it were distinctly audible. It was her +voice,--somewhat deeper and more gentle, it seemed to him, than in the +old days, but he had only distinguished a few tones above the moaning +of the child.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor thing," he murmured, "poor child, if I could only help it."</p> + +<p class="normal">His hand was extended towards the handle of the door, but instantly +fell again. If the girl had told her he was there, she would probably +come out for a moment; at any rate Carl must soon return.</p> + +<p class="normal">He stationed himself at the open window and looked across the empty +courtyard towards the building Brandow had entered. How could he stay +so long! He again turned back into the room, which was already +beginning to grow dark, and his eyes wandered mechanically over the +furniture and pictures, many of which he thought he recognized, while +his ear was strained to catch the sounds from the next room. But +everything there had now become quiet, and in the stillness the old +Black Forest clock ticked so loudly--he had not noticed it before--the +evening breeze whispered in the linden before the window, and then once +more he heard nothing except the blood beating in his temples.</p> + +<p class="normal">Had any misfortune happened? Was the child--he must have some +certainty.</p> + +<p class="normal">But just as he took a step forward, the door opened and Cecilia +entered. The girl had told her nothing about the stranger; she came to +get a piece of linen from her work-basket, which stood in one of the +windows. The shadows fell heavily over Gotthold, and she did not see +him--her eyes were turned towards the window--until she had almost +reached him, when she suddenly paused, extending both hands in terror +towards the dark figure. The light of the setting sun streamed full +upon her pallid face, from which the large dark eyes stared with a +strange glassy look.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is I, Cecilia!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gotthold!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He did not know that he held out his arms; the next moment he would not +have been able to say whether she had really rested upon his breast. +When he was again conscious of what was passing around him, he was +standing beside her at the child's little bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The girl was playing with Gretchen just before we came home--she fell +with her arm under her; I thought she had only bruised it; but it has +grown worse and worse, she cannot move it, and cries at the slightest +touch; I think she has broken it here above the wrist."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had bent over the child, who gazed at him in surprise, but +without the least alarm. He thought he was looking into Cecilia's eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you the new doctor?" asked the little girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, Gretchen, I am not a doctor, but if you love your mamma you will +let me take hold of your arm."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It hurts so," said Gretchen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I won't be long."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold took the little arm and moved it at the shoulder and +elbow--the child made no resistance; then he passed his hand carefully +down the lower arm to the joint and bent the wrist a little. The child +uttered a low cry. Gotthold laid the arm gently back on the coverlet +and stood erect.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think I can assure you that the arm is not broken; it is nothing +more than a severe sprain. I should like to put on a bandage, which +will relieve Gretchen's pain, because it will prevent her from moving +the joint. That will be sufficient until the doctor comes. May I?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He had spoken in a low tone, but the child heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let him do it, mamma," she said; "I like the new doctor a great deal +better than the old one."</p> + +<p class="normal">A few large tears ran down Cecilia's pale cheeks, and Gotthold's own +eyes grew hot. He asked whether she had a certain kind of bandage which +he described; one was brought, exactly what he needed. As he rolled it +he said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is fortunate, that during the years I spent in study I visited, in +the interests of my art and also from real love of the profession, +various anatomical and other medical colleges. I have already been +able, on several occasions, to make my little knowledge useful, when no +other aid was at hand and the case was rather worse than this. I +repeat, there is not the least danger, and I would, if necessary, +undertake to effect a cure without the least hesitation."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have perfect confidence in you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold's lips quivered. They had always addressed each other by the +familiar "thou," nor had he, either in dreams or waking visions, called +her by any other title during the last ten years.</p> + +<p class="normal">The bandage was adjusted to Gotthold's satisfaction. Gretchen, +exhausted by weeping, and now entirely free from pain, had laid her +head on her pillow and seemed about to fall asleep. Gotthold left the +chamber and went back to the sitting-room. While groping about in the +dark for his hat, the most singular sensation overpowered him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had not forgotten that he wished to find Brandow and tell him of the +child's condition, but it seemed as if the intention was entirely +unnecessary; as if Carl Brandow cared as little about the child as he +did about Carl Brandow's horse; as if only he and Cecilia had anything +to do with it, and as though this had been not only during the last +quarter of an hour, but always, and could never be different.</p> + +<p class="normal">Oppressed by this strange bewilderment, he stood motionless, and only +regained his senses when Cecilia entered quietly, but hastily, held out +both hands to him, and said in a low, rapid tone:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thank thee, Gotthold, and--I noticed that the formal 'you' wounded +thee, but the girl was looking at us in such astonishment; she repeats +everything, and besides, it must be, but once--for the last time--I +wanted to speak in the old way, as thou wert here once more."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That sounds, Cecilia, as if you<a name="div2Ref_02" href="#div2_02"><sup>[2]</sup></a> +had not wished me to come."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had now released her hands, which he had clasped firmly in his own, +and thrown herself into a chair by the window, supporting her head on +her hand. He went up to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cecilia, did you not wish me to come?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes," she murmured, "I have longed to see you again--for +years--always; but you ought not to have come; no, you ought not to +have come!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I will go, Cecilia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no," she exclaimed, hastily raising her head, "I do not mean that. +You are here--the mischief is done. And now you can stay--you must stay +until--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She paused suddenly. Gotthold, who was following the direction of +her eyes, glanced through the open window and saw at the end of the +court-yard Carl Brandow talking with Hinrich Scheel, whom he now left +and came hurriedly towards the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has returned already," she murmured; "what will you say to him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't understand you, Cecilia,"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He hates you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I don't know why he sought me out and gave me such a pressing +invitation to his home, which I certainly had never intended to enter."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He sought you out--invited you--that is impossible."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then he meant to make me--us--but that is no less impossible."</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked at him in astonishment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Impossible!" she said, "impossible!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A strange, sad smile flitted over her pale face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then everything can remain as it was," she said, "it is all right."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Holloa!" cried Brandow, who had seen them both at the window, and now +quickened his already hasty steps and eagerly waved his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">He entered the room immediately, after calling from the door: "Ah! so +you have found her already! Isn't this a surprise, eh? What am I to get +for it? Ah! a man must be cunning. Not a word to the wife, who would +make all sorts of well-meant objections about old enmity and other +long-forgotten follies; and then tell the friend she will be on +tenter-hooks till I bring him home. That's the way to catch one's +birds!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He laughed loudly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will wake Gretchen," said Cecilia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, what is the matter with her?" asked Brandow, lowering his voice. +"I hope it is nothing serious, a false alarm, as it was with Brownlock, +or--where are you going, Cecilia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had risen and entered the next room, closing the door behind her. +Gotthold informed Carl how he had found the child, and what he had done +for the present.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But shall we need to send for the doctor at once?" said Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not think it absolutely necessary," replied Gotthold, "but if you +are at all anxious--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I anxious? God forbid! It would be the first time in my life. I leave +all that to my wife, who, if the child is in question--oh! here you +are! Gotthold says we need not send for Lauterbach immediately, and +besides it would be of very little use; he is never to be found on +Sundays. I shall be obliged to drive over early to-morrow morning and +then I can bring him back with me. Don't you think that will do?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you look at Gretchen again?" said Cecilia. She did not glance at +her husband, but addressed Gotthold, who followed her, leaving the door +open behind him, in the expectation that Brandow would go with them; +but he had paused half way. Gnawing his under lip, he looked through +the open door at the pair, who were now standing one on each side of +the child's little bed, bending over it, so that in the dusk their +faces seemed to touch. Were they not whispering: "he has deceived us," +or something of the kind? No, it was Rieke who had spoken. "The girl +shall keep a sharp watch for me. So far everything has gone better than +I could expect."</p> + +<p class="normal">He went slowly into the room; involuntarily pausing a moment upon the +threshold, which he had not crossed for a long time, and shrinking from +a bluish light that suddenly filled the apartment, now almost dark. But +it was nothing--only the first flash of lightning from a thunder-storm +which had risen at the close of the sultry day. Thunder rolled in the +distance, the trees in the garden swayed to and fro, and a few heavy +drops of rain plashed against the window-panes.</p> + +<p class="normal">The storm had long subsided and the night was far advanced when +Gotthold, treading softly and carefully, shielding his light with his +hand, crossed the wide garretlike entry, lumbered with all sorts of +articles, towards the gable-room, which had been assigned him as his +sleeping apartment. Brandow, with whom he had been sitting until this +time over a bottle of wine in the room on the right-hand side of the +entry, which had always been appropriated by the master of the house, +had wished to accompany him, but Gotthold declined: he could find the +way; two pairs of boots made more noise than one, and he remembered +that footsteps on the upper floor sounded remarkably loud at night. +"Well then, go alone, you stickler for everybody's comfort," said +Brandow laughing, "and remember, sleep off all thoughts of going away +to-morrow; I tell you once for all I won't hear of it. I'll stop for +Jochen Prebrow as I pass the smithy to-morrow; he can sit on the box +with my Fritz, and I'll bring your luggage out to you. I shan't let you +leave under a week, and if I had my way you should stay here always. +But you'll take good care not to do that; such a life would be +unendurable to a man of the world. Well, I have complained of my fate +more than is seemly; but in the presence of a man of your stamp, one is +too painfully reminded of what he might perhaps have made himself, and +what he has finally become. Good night, old fellow, and pleasant +dreams!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And now Gotthold stood at the open window in the cosy old gable-room. +But eagerly as he inhaled the night breeze, which blew fresh and cool +through the trees, still dripping with rain-drops, it did not lighten +his heart, which throbbed heavily and painfully in his panting breast, +like a sleeper whose brain is oppressed by some painful dream. Was it +not all a mad dream that he was standing in Dollan in the gable-room, +gazing at the dim light which fell upon the dark shrubbery from the +window below him, the window of the room where she had slept when a +girl, and in which she now watched beside the bed of her child, her +child and his--</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold sank into a chair beside the window, and pressed his hands +upon his burning brow.</p> + +<p class="normal">A gust of wind which sighed through the rustling trees roused him +from his painful reverie. He started up with a shiver. His limbs +trembled as if in a fever. He shut the window, and threw himself in +the darkness--the light he had brought with him had gone out long +before--upon the bed. It was the very same one in which he had so often +slept when a boy and a youth, and it stood in the same place. He had +noticed that when he entered the room. Now he thought of it again, and +remembered the last time he had lain here--ten years ago, in the early +morning after the night, the first part of which he had spent in the +beach-house with Cousin Boslaf, and a few hours after, when they were +awake below, he was to go down and bid them farewell forever--then too +he; had turned his burning head first on one side and then the other +upon the pillows, and had been unable to find rest anywhere.</p> + +<p class="normal">"After wandering through the wide world so long to be whirled back to +this little room, the same as I was then! No, not the same! Poorer, +much poorer!</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t4">When I wandered away, away, away,</p> +<p class="t5">Coffers and chests were heavy;</p> +<p class="t4">As homeward I turn my steps to-day,</p> +<p class="t5">Everything is empty.</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">"Empty, empty!" he murmured, as if his burning, wakeful eyes could read +the cheerless words from the white wall opposite to him, on whose bare +surface the first gray light of dawn was struggling with the darkness +of night.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A succession of quiet days had passed over quiet Dollan, and each one +was to have been the last Gotthold spent upon the estate, but there was +always some reason why another was added. Once it was the unfinished +sketch, which must be more nearly completed; then Gretchen wept so +bitterly because Uncle Gotthold was going that morning, when it was her +birthday; on Thursday the rye was cut, the farm hands had a little +festival in the evening, and had arranged all sorts of amusing sports +in which, through old Statthalter Möller, they begged Gotthold to help +them a little; on Friday a young architect arrived, who wanted to show +a plan for the new house, and Brandow was very anxious to have +Gotthold's opinion about it; the next day his departure could not be +thought of, because Brandow would be absent on business all day long, +and the day after the Herr Assessor Sellien had promised to come with +his wife, and Otto and Gustav Plüggen, Herr Redebas, from Dahlitz, and +several other neighbors would arrive; there was to be quite a little +company; Brandow had written to everybody that Gotthold would be there, +everybody was anticipating the pleasure of meeting him, and, in a word, +nothing could be said about going away before Monday, and on Monday +they would discuss the subject again.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was Saturday afternoon; Brandow had ridden away in the morning and +told Gotthold that he should not return before evening. The business +must have been very urgent which could call the master away from his +estate on such a day. Brandow was very much behindhand in getting in +his rye, and moreover did not even have an inspector, though he had +repeatedly complained to Gotthold of the stupid old Statthalter Möller, +on whom he could not depend at all, so the crowd of laborers who were +to-day employed in the fields and barn were left entirely to +themselves. Gotthold had offered to take control of them, if Brandow +was obliged to go away; but the latter, although he knew that Gotthold +really understood the business, and that the people were fond of him +and would have willingly obeyed him, most positively declined the +proposal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's bad enough for me to be compelled to commit the rudeness of +leaving you alone all day; more than that you must not require. So long +as it is possible to avoid it, you know I am not accustomed to +incommode my friends."</p> + +<p class="normal">With these words he had ridden away, and Gotthold had taken his +painting utensils, in order to have an excuse for leaving the house and +wandering through the woods and along the sea-shore; he strolled +restlessly on without any definite purpose, until he recollected that +he had heard from the old fisherman, Carl Peters, of Ralow, that Cousin +Boslaf would return from his expedition to Sundin this very evening. +Carl Peters must know, for the old man had given him the key of the +beach-house, that he might light the lamp in the evening and keep watch +at night; besides, Carl Peters' son had accompanied Cousin Boslaf on +his expedition. So Gotthold went to the beach-house and sat down to +wait on the bluff in the shadow of the beeches; but the sea broke upon +the shore with such a melancholy, monotonous cadence, the sunny hours +dragged along so slowly, and besides, if he wanted to tell her that he +had decided to leave Dollan to-morrow instead of Monday, this was the +right time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The mistress is in the garden with Gretchen," said pretty Rieke; "you +know her favorite seat."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold looked quietly at the girl, who hastily averted her face. The +last remark was at least superfluous, for the garden was not so large +that any one could not easily find the person he sought; but moreover +Rieke had spoken in a tone which jarred upon Gotthold's ear. He had +often thought the girl's merry gray eyes wandered from him to Cecilia, +and from Cecilia back to him, with a watchful glance, and she had +several times entered the room quickly, or approached them elsewhere, +always with the question whether they had called her. He had remembered +Cecilia's words on the first evening of their meeting, "She repeats +everything," and mentally added: "She shall have nothing to tell."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, her amusement will be over to-morrow," he thought to himself, as +he went slowly up the walk, bordered on each side with hedges, towards +a small spot, also surrounded with hedges and adorned with beds of +flowers, where Cecilia usually remained at this hour with her child.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gretchen came running to meet him as soon as she caught sight of him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where have you been, Uncle Gotthold? What have you brought me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He was always in the habit of bringing the child some rare flower, +oddly shaped pebble, or other curiosity on his return from his rambles; +but to-day, for the first time, he had not thought of it. Gretchen was +very indignant "I don't love you any more," she said, running back to +her mother; "and mamma shan't love you either!" she exclaimed, raising +her little head from her mother's lap.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold, after greeting Cecilia, had seated himself at a short +distance from her on another bench, as he always did if she did not +invite him to take his place beside her. She had not done so to-day, +and scarcely looked up from her work when she silently gave him her +hand. It had made a painful impression upon him, but as he watched her +quietly, he thought he noticed that her eyelids were red. Had she +wished to conceal the traces of recent tears, to hide the fact that she +could still weep, that the cold expressionless glance with which she +now seemed to look beyond him towards the child, who was playing at the +other end of the glade, was not the only expression of which the eyes +which had formerly beamed with such a gentle light were now capable?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can bear it no longer," the young man murmured to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had risen and approached Cecilia, who, as he came up, drew her dress +away, although there was plenty of room on the large seat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cecilia," he said, "I have given a half-promise to stay until Monday, +but it occurred to me that the Selliens, if they come to-morrow, will +probably spend the night here, and perhaps some of your other guests, +and as your accommodations are somewhat limited;--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You wish to go!" interrupted Cecilia; "why not say so plainly?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had looked up from her work, as Gotthold began to speak, with a +quick, pained glance that cut him to the heart; but when she answered, +her voice sounded perfectly calm, though a little hollow, and she even +smiled as she took up her sewing again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When do you wish to go?" she added after a pause, as Gotthold, unable +to reply, was still silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought of leaving early to-morrow morning," he answered, and it +seemed as if some one else had uttered the words. "Carl told me that he +should send a carriage to town then."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Early to-morrow morning!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had dropped her work in her lap again, and for a moment covered her +eyes and forehead with her left hand, while the fingers of her right, +which rested on the work, trembled slightly; then her hand fell +heavily, and she stared fixedly at the ground with a frowning brow, as +she said in the same hollow tone: "What reason should I have to keep +you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps because you might be glad to see me here," answered Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">He thought she had not heard the words, but they had been distinctly +audible; the pause only lasted until she was sure that she could speak +again without bursting into tears. She would not, dared not weep, and +now regained her self-control.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know I am," she replied; "but that is no reason for wishing to +keep you. I feel too well how unpleasant life is here, how monotonous, +how tiresome to all who are not accustomed to it, and one cannot become +accustomed to things in a few days, it requires years, long years. So I +invite no one--I cannot believe anybody takes pleasure in coming; and I +detain no one--I can easily imagine that a guest is glad to go. Why +should I treat you differently from others?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is no reason, if I am no more to you than others."</p> + +<p class="normal">"More? What does that imply? Oh! you mean because we knew each other so +early in life, because we were friends when we were both young? But +what does that signify? What is youthful friendship? And do we remain +the same? You have done so perhaps, at least in the principal thing, +but I certainly have not; I resemble the Cecilia of those days as +little as--as reality resembles our dreams; and besides--I am married; +a wife needs no friend, has no friend, if she loves her husband, and if +she does not--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us suppose the latter case," said Gotthold, as Cecilia suddenly +paused.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The case is not so simple as it seems," she answered, examining the +stitches in her sewing; "yes, many cases may be imagined. For instance, +it is very probable that he loves her, and even a woman of very little +nobility of character is rarely insensible to and ungrateful for true +love; but granted that he does not love her, loves her no longer, +perhaps never has loved her--well, then everything will depend upon how +the wife is constituted. Perhaps she is not proud, and therefore not +ashamed to confess her unhappiness to a friend, who might then venture +to become her lover; or if she is proud, she will do--I know not what, +but certainly she would conceal herself in the deepest chasm in the +earth, rather than give way and say, no matter to whom, I am unhappy!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if that is not necessary, if her misery is written on her brow, +looks from her eyes, speaks in every tone of her voice?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Something flitted over Cecilia's face like the shadow of a cloud; but +she smoothed her work with special care, as she answered in a +passionless, almost monotonous voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who can say that? Who is so wise that he can read upon the brow of any +human being the thoughts that are passing within, without ever +deceiving himself or making another's face the mirror of his own +beloved vanity? But we have fallen into a very disagreeable +conversation. Tell me, instead, where you are going when you leave +here, and where you expect to live in future? You will not return to +Italy? It seems to me you told me so a short time ago."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks for your interest in me," replied Gotthold, with trembling +lips; "but I have made no definite plans as yet. When I left Rome, it +was certainly with the desire to remain here in the North, at least for +some time, and try whether home could ever become home again to me; but +the attempt will probably not succeed, nay, I think has already +failed."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It seems to me that this is rather too soon to decide such a +question," said Cecilia; "but the matter is probably of importance only +to us; you fortunate artists have your home in your art, and you take +that with you wherever you turn your steps."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And yet, I think, we can have our art only at home," replied Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is, that only in his home can the artist reach the highest point +his talents will enable him to attain. I have formed this conclusion +from the history of all arts, which have only prospered when the +artists had the good fortune to be supplied with subjects furnished by +the country of which they were citizens and the time in which they +lived-for in this sense, time is also the artist's home: I mean: when +they had the good fortune, and of course the power also, to be able to +freely develop their talents on their native soil, and upon subjects +furnished by their home. I have also drawn this inference from my own +observation, which has taught me that those who were unable to find any +materials for their art at home--subjects identified with the place and +time--were no true artists, but either dilettanti and imitators, or +positive charlatans, who deceived with their artificial productions, +destitute alike of life and merit, only the great multitude--the +beggarly crowd--to which they, in the inmost depths of their natures, +certainly belonged."</p> + +<p class="normal">When Gotthold first began to speak upon this subject, which at that +moment was very far from his thoughts, he had only wished to soothe the +tumult of his soul, or at least to conceal it from the pale woman by +his side; then, carried away by the theme, he had spoken with a certain +earnestness, and at last with a freedom of which, a moment before, he +would not have believed himself capable. And so, at first absently, but +gradually with more eagerness, Cecilia had listened; a ray of the old +fire flashed from her dark eye as she asked,</p> + +<p class="normal">"And does this apply to you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It does; that is, it was a misfortune that through my unhappy quarrel +with my father, and in consequence of several sorrowful memories upon +which it is not worth while to enter here,--it was a misfortune that I +was, in a certain measure, banished from my home at the moment when I +could least dispense with it: the flowers I had sought for in the +meadows when a child; the trees under which the boy played, through +whose tops he saw the sunbeams glide and heard the rain patter; the +skies which at one time could laugh so brightly and anon look so +unspeakably gloomy, so infinitely dreary; the sea, over whose smooth +surface, gleaming in the sunset, or billows black with storm, the fancy +of the youth had hovered, sailed out to the regions of the Blest, and +the mournful, misty realms of his dreams of battle and conflict and +early heroic death: all this--I mean the things and the dreams--I might +have been able to paint, to the pleasure and delight of others, in +whom, by my pictures, I might have awakened memories of their own +childhood, boyhood, and youth; what I paint now I have not drawn from +my own soul, have not painted, cannot paint with my whole heart, so how +can it, at best, be anything more than sounding brass?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then why are you artists so eager to go to foreign lands?" asked +Cecilia.</p> + +<p class="normal">She seemed once more the intelligent young girl, whose radiant dark +eyes reflected the restless ardor of her mind, from whose lips fell +silvery laughter, and then grave, earnest words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think this eagerness is often blind and foolish," replied Gotthold, +"and, at any rate, I would always advise a young artist not to go to +Rome until his own ideas are firmly fixed, or he will be a mere +plaything of the winds and clouds. Goethe had written his works on +German art, and long been a master of it, when he went to Italy; so he +could quietly compose his Faust beneath the pines in the garden of the +Villa Borghese, and return laden with the rich treasures of his +observations of the country, the people, and the events which for +centuries had taken place beneath its glorious skies, and yet remain to +the very depths of his artist soul precisely the same as he was before. +It is just the same in the republic of the arts as in the state, +Cecilia. What citizen could understand the great relations of the +government who had not first practised his powers of vision upon the +smaller affairs of the parish; who could render any valuable service to +the parish, who had not learned to rule his own household; who could +manage his house, direct and govern his family, who did not know how to +rule and guide himself?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gertrude had come up while Gotthold was speaking; Cecilia lifted her +into her lap, and the child sat there silently, as if she knew she must +not interrupt. Now, as Gotthold paused, she said, "Mamma, I want Uncle +Gotthold to be my papa!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A deep flush crimsoned Cecilia's face, and she hastily tried to put +Gretchen down, but the child would not give up the point so easily. She +threw her right arm around her mother's neck, and said, coaxingly, +"Can't he, mamma; he has such pretty blue eyes, and is always kind to +you, and papa is often so horrid; can't he, mamma?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cecilia hastily rose with the child in her arms, and took a few paces +forward, as if she wished to fly from the place. But her knees +trembled, she could go no farther, and was obliged to put Gretchen +down, who, alarmed by her mother's impetuosity, ran away crying, but +the next moment forgot her grief at the sight of some bright-hued +butterflies which fluttered before her over the flower-beds. Cecilia +still stood motionless with her face averted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cecilia!" said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had approached her, and tried to take the hand that hung by her +side. She turned, and the face of Medusa confronted him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cecilia!" exclaimed Gotthold, again extending his hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not draw back, she did not stir; the rigid features were +motionless, except for the quivering of the half-parted lips, and then +the words came slowly, like the last drops of blood from a mortal +wound.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not need your sympathy, do you hear? I have given you no right to +pity me, neither you nor any one else. Why do you torture me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall not torture you long, Cecilia; I have told you I am going."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why don't you go then? Why do you speak to me of such things? To me? +You will drive me mad, and--I won't go mad."</p> + +<p class="normal">"This is madness, Cecilia," cried Gotthold passionately. "If you do not +love him--and you do not, you cannot--no divine, and certainly no human +law, compels you to remain, to pine, to die in nameless misery. And he +loves you no better than you do him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did he tell you so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it necessary?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"On your honor, Gotthold, did he tell you so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, but--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And suppose he did love me, for all that, and--I loved him? How can +you dare speak to me as you have spoken? How can you dare give me the +lie by your silence, humiliate me so deeply in my own eyes! Is this +your boasted friendship?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold bent his head and turned away. Gretchen came to meet him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where are you going, Uncle Gotthold?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He raised the child in his arms, kissed her, put her on the ground, and +went on.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why is Uncle Gotthold crying, mamma?" asked Gretchen, pulling her +mother's dress. "Papa can't cry, can he, mamma?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cecilia made no reply; her wide tearless eyes were fixed on the spot +where Gotthold had disappeared between the beeches.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Forever," she murmured, "forever!"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">When Gotthold reached the little wooden gate, which, shaded by a +half-decayed linden-tree, afforded egress through the rough hedge on +this side of the garden, he paused and glanced cautiously over the +sunny fields towards the forest. He could not have endured to meet any +one just now, perhaps be obliged to stop and answer a greeting or +question. But he saw no one; all were in the great rye-field, where +they had been toiling all day; the path to the forest was open.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sun shone with a fierce burning glow, and the heated air quivered +over the wheat, which was already beginning to ripen, and whose stout +stalks were unstirred by the faintest breeze; countless cicadas chirped +and buzzed noisily on both sides of the narrow path that wound through +the fields; a large flock of wild pigeons circled at no very great +height in the air, and as they wheeled with lightning-like speed, the +moving cloud glittered in the rays of the setting sun against the clear +blue sky like a shield of polished steel.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold saw all this, because he was accustomed to live with nature, +and even felt the electricity that pervaded the atmosphere, but only as +being perfectly in harmony with the conflict that oppressed his heart. +Shame had long since dried the burning tears grief had forced from his +eyes; shame for having, by his want of self-control, produced this +scene, in which, after eight long days of torture, he had finally +played the undignified part of the third person, only to learn that she +still loved this man, and her unhappiness consisted in the knowledge +that she was not as much beloved by him as she desired to be. "On your +honor, Gotthold, did he tell you so?" In what a despairing tone she had +uttered the words! How the dread of hearing a "yes" had disfigured her +beautiful face! "Is this your boasted friendship?" Yes, his friendship, +with which he had been troublesome to her years before, with which he +was troublesome now, only that he could no longer hide himself behind +its mask as in those days, only that he no longer had the poor +consolation of being able to slip away unnoticed and unperceived, as he +had done that night.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had lain here on the edge of the forest, under the great beech-tree, +in the darkness of the night, and plucked up the moss, and cursed +himself and the whole world because, by the pale light of the moon, he +had seen two happy lovers. Now the sun glared broadly upon his couch of +pain, as if it wished to show him how childish his grief had been, and +that he should have reserved his despair for this hour. She had been +happy! Gotthold tried to laugh, but the sound that came from his +tortured breast was a cry, a dull moaning cry like that of a wounded +animal. Even so had he wailed when he tottered along this very path +through the sultry woods that night, and the trees danced around him in +the dim moonlight like mocking spectres. Now they stood in brazen +sun-steeped ranks, and seemed to say: What do we care for your +self-created anguish, you fool!</p> + +<p class="normal">And what do I care for your misery! said the sea, which, now as he +emerged from the forest upon the bluff, stretched before him in a +blackish-blue expanse, as if petrified in its unapproachable majesty. +He had seen it under this aspect once before, one afternoon when he had +been wandering along the rocky cliffs of Anacapri, and it had given him +the subject for one of his best paintings; but now he only bestowed a +passing thought upon it, as the memory of the cool forest shade and +murmuring fountain by which he sat a short time before, flits through +the burning brain of a sun-scorched wanderer on a dusty highway.</p> + +<p class="normal">Below him in the little inlet, which had been toilsomely dug in the +rocky shore, were the boats which belonged to the estate. During the +last few days he had often used the smaller one to row to various +places along the coast, and had the key of the chain by which it was +fastened to the stake in his pocket.</p> + +<p class="normal">Broader and broader grew the shadow which fell from the shore upon +the sea and overtook Gotthold, as with powerful strokes he began to +row across the wide bay, at whose extreme southern point stood the +beach-house, now brightly illumined by the sunlight. But the shadow did +not proceed from the shore, but a black wall of clouds which, of +perfectly uniform breadth, rose slowly in the heavens, and whose sharp +upper edge glowed and sparkled with a gloomy fire. It was a heavy +thunderstorm from the land. Well, let it come! Gotthold longed to escape +from the sultry atmosphere that brooded over his soul, and breathe +freely once more in the strife of the elements. A fiery shaft quivered +across the black wall of clouds, then a second, a third; and with +marvellous speed the dark curtain rose higher and higher, extinguishing +every gleam of light in sky and shore, and upon the sea, over which the +wind now whistled in gusts, furrowing its mirror-like surface and soon +lashing it into foaming surges.</p> + +<p class="normal">Waves and wind turned Gotthold's little boat aside from its course and +drove it, as if in sport, towards the sea, though now, clearly +perceiving his danger, he tried to guide it to the shore. After a few +strokes he realized that his only hope of deliverance was that the +storm might pass as quickly as it had come.</p> + +<p class="normal">But it seemed as if the fiends of darkness had heard his sacrilegious +words and were now determined to have their victim. The black shadow +spread farther and farther over the raging sea; only a few white sails +still gleamed in the distant horizon, and now they also disappeared in +the darkness; the waves dashed still higher, and the boat receded still +faster from the shore, where already, even to Gotthold's keen eye, the +white bluff and the dark forest that crowned it blended together in one +gray line. There was no longer any doubt that the skiff would be driven +into the open sea, unless, which might happen at any moment, some wave +upset it; nay, it seemed a miracle that this had not already occurred.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold calmly did what he could to save himself; he carefully watched +the rise and fall of every approaching wave and kept the boat's head to +the wind, now with the right oar, now with the left, and anon making a +powerful stroke with both. If it upset, all depended upon whether it +sank immediately or floated on the surface. In the latter case his +situation was not utterly desperate; he might perhaps be able to cling +to it, and, if the wind veered, either be carried back to land, or +rescued by some passing ship; but if the boat sank, he was lost +according to all human calculation. He could not put down the oars a +moment to divest himself of his clothing, and not even so good a +swimmer as himself could hope, fully clad, to swim for many hours in +such a sea, especially as he already began to feel that his strength, +carefully as he had husbanded it, was gradually beginning to fail.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gradually at first, and then faster and faster. Hitherto he had +executed the most complicated movements of the oars with perfect ease, +but now they grew heavier and heavier in the stiffened hands, the +benumbed arms. His breast grew more and more oppressed, his heart beat +more and more painfully, his breathing changed to gasping, his throat +seemed choked, his temples throbbed; come what would, he must rest a +moment, take in the oars, and let the boat drift.</p> + +<p class="normal">The little skiff instantly began to ship water; Gotthold had expected +it. "It can't last much longer now," he said to himself, "and what does +it matter? If you could live for her, it would be worth the trouble; +but now--to whom do you die except yourself? Death cannot be so very +painful. True, she will think: 'He tried to lose his life, and he might +have spared me that.' It is very ungallant in me to drift ashore a +disfigured corpse, very ungallant and very stupid; but it is all of a +piece, and surely a man cannot pay for a folly more dearly than with +his life."</p> + +<p class="normal">Thoughts crowded still more confusedly upon his bewildered brain as, +utterly exhausted, he sat bending forward, staring at the oars, which +he still clenched mechanically in his stiffened fingers, and the +reeling edge of the boat, which was now sharply relieved against the +grayish-black sky, and then buried a foot deep under the foaming crest +of a breaking wave. Then he saw all this only as a background, from +which her face appeared in perfect distinctness, no longer with the +mouth quivering with pain and the cold Medusa eyes, but transfigured by +a merry roguish smile, as it had always arisen before his memory from +the precious days of youth, and as he had seen it lately for one +moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly an infinite sorrow seized upon him that he must give up life +without having lived, without being loved by her; the life which, if he +was only permitted to go on loving her, was an inexpressible happiness; +the life which did not belong to him, which he owed to her, and for +which, for her sake, he would struggle till his latest breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">The stiffened fingers again closed firmly around the handles of the +oars; the benumbed arms moved and parried with powerful strokes the +onset of the rushing waves; the wearied eyes gazed once more over the +foaming waters for some hope of deliverance, and a joyful shout escaped +his laboring breast when, as if summoned by some spell, a sail emerged +from the watery mist with which the air was filled. The next moment it +came shooting forward, a large vessel, with her larboard side so low in +the water, that Gotthold saw the whole keel from bow to stern, and +above the high bulwark nothing was visible except the head of the +steersman, whose snow-white hair fluttered in the wind, and the upper +part of the body of a young man on the bowsprit, who held a coil of +rope in his hand. And now, like a serpent, the line fell directly +across his boat. He seized it and wound it around him. Then came a +powerful jerk; his boat, filled almost to the water's edge, reeled to +and fro, and sank under his feet; but his hands were already clinging +to the side of the larger vessel; two strong arms seized him under the +shoulders, and the next moment he fell at the feet of Cousin Boslaf, +who held out his left hand to him, while with the right he turned his +helm by a powerful effort, to save his own boat from being swamped.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The sea was still heaving after the thunder-storm of the afternoon, but +the sun had cast a trembling light over the dark waves before it set. +The stars now gradually appeared in the blackish-blue vault of the +heavens; Gotthold raised his eyes to them, and then gazed into the +quiet countenance of the old man, by whose side he was seated upon a +bench, sheltered by the thick walls of the beach-house. Through the +window beside them gleamed the light of the lamp, which, ever since +Cousin Boslaf had lived in the beach-house, had burned there night +after night, and would now continue to burn on, even after his eyes +were closed in death. It was for this object that he had taken the +journey to Sundin--the first since he returned from Sweden, sixty-five +years ago, and probably the last he would ever make in his life. It had +cost him an effort to give up his hermit habits for days, and mingle +with mankind once more. But it must be done; he dared not ask whether +the road would be hard or easy for him. So he had sailed away, +accompanied by young Carl Peters, the son of his old friend, and for +six long days presented himself at the Herr Präsident's every morning, +and was always sent away because the Herr Präsident was too busy to see +him, as the valet said, who finally roughly forbade him to come again, +just at the moment the former left his study, and, seeing the old man, +asked him kindly who he was, and what he wanted. Then Cousin Boslaf +told the friendly gentleman that his name was Bogislaf Wenhof, and he +had been very intimate with Malte von Krissowitz, whose portrait was +hanging on the wall, and who, if he was not mistaken, was the +Präsident's great-grandfather, and then told him his desire. Malte von +Krissowitz was one of the six young men who had officiated as judges +during the contest between Bogislaf and Adolf Wenhof; the Präsident, +when a very young man, had heard the famous story from his father, who +had it from his grandfather, to whom his great-grandfather had related +it; it seemed to him like a fairy tale that the hero of that story +should be still alive, and the very old man who was sitting on the sofa +beside him. He called his wife and daughter, introduced them to the old +man, and insisted that he should stay to dinner. Everybody was most +kind and friendly, and--what was most important--the Präsident, when he +bade him farewell, gave him his word of honor that the good cause for +which he pleaded should henceforth be his own.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Within a few days," said Cousin Boslaf, "a beacon will be erected here +before the house, on a high foundation of stone, whose light can be +seen a mile farther than that of my lamp. Carl Peters is appointed +keeper, and will live with me in the beach-house, which for the present +will serve as a watch-house, and after my death is to become the +property of the government. So this great care is removed from my mind. +I need say no longer, when I extinguish the lamp at daybreak: Will you +be able to light it again this evening?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man was silent; the Swedish banner flapped still more loudly +upon the roof of the beach-house; the waves broke more heavily upon the +rocky strand. Gotthold's eyes wandered with deep reverence over the +figure at his side, the tall form of the silver-haired old man of +ninety, whose heart still beat so warmly in his breast for all +mankind--for the poor sailors whom he did not know, and who did not +know him, of whom he knew nothing except that they were sailing yonder +in the night, invisible even to his keen eyes, and so long as they saw +the light kept away from the dangerous coast, as their fathers and +grandfathers had taught them to do. The old man who lived only for +others, whose whole existence was nothing but love for others, from +whom he neither asked nor expected love or gratitude, had to-day risked +his own life to save him, who scarcely desired to be saved, to whom +life seemed valueless because he loved and was not beloved in return. +What would the old man say to that? Would he, in the boundlessness of +his unselfish love, even be able to understand such a selfish, +egotistical passion?</p> + +<p class="normal">"That was my one anxiety," Cousin Boslaf began again; "the government +has relieved me of it; I have one other which no one can remove."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does it concern her--Cecilia?" asked Gotthold with a beating heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said the old man, "it does concern her, Ulrica's +great-grandchild, who looks so like her ancestress, but is probably +even more unhappy. She should never have been allowed to marry the man, +if I had had my way; but they threw my advice to the winds; they have +always done so."</p> + +<p class="normal">A strange, terrible change had come over the old man. His tall form was +bent as if all strength had left it; his deep voice, so firm a few +moments before, quivered and trembled, when after a short pause, which +Gotthold did not venture to interrupt, he continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"They have always done so. And so they have lost their fields, one +after another, and their forests, one after another, and become tenants +where they were once masters, and gone to ruin, one after another. I +have let it pass, been forced to let it pass, and always thought: Now +matters can't be worse--but the worst was still in store for me. They +were all reckless and frivolous; but none were wicked, not one, and +after all they were men who, if need be, could live honestly by the +labor of their hands. Now, now, even the old name will die out with me; +only one poor helpless woman is left, who has exchanged her name for +that of a man who is a good-for-nothing fellow like his forefathers; +the worthless wretch will drag her down to shame with him--her shame +and mine!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man's last words were scarcely audible; for he had buried his +wrinkled face in his knotty hands. Gotthold laid his hand on his knee.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How can you talk so, Cousin Boslaf!" said he, "how can you accuse +yourself of a misfortune you have been unable to prevent; you, who have +always been the good genius of the house!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The good genius of the house--great God!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man started up and strode hastily to the shore, where he stood +with his face turned towards the sea; his white hair fluttered in the +wind; he raised his arms towards the dark waters, and then let them +fall again, muttering unintelligible words. Gotthold still kept by his +side; had the old man become childish, or had he gone mad?</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter, Cousin Boslaf?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cousin Boslaf!" shrieked the old man, "ay, Cousin Boslaf! He called me +so, and she too, and all the rest with them and after them, my +children, and children's children!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cousin Boslaf!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Always Cousin Boslaf! Yes, it is quite right, and will be placed on my +gravestone. I have sworn that no human being should ever hear the tale, +but I can bear it no longer. One man shall learn the crime we committed +against mankind, that he may forgive us our sin in the name of mankind. +I have always loved you, and to-day I saved your life, so you shall be +the man."</p> + +<p class="normal">He led Gotthold back to the bench.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have probably heard of the contest I had with my Cousin Adolf +about Dollan?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," replied Gotthold, "and have thought of it all very recently as I +came to visit you, and in the depths of my heart praised the rare +magnanimity with which you resigned the rich estate and beloved maiden +to your cousin, after you learned that he was preferred by her. Emma +von Dahlitz, Ulrica's confidante, brought you this message the evening +before the decisive day; was it not so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cousin Boslaf, "only the message was false, and she who +brought it lied, out of love--as she afterwards wrote me on her +death--bed a few years after, when I was in Sweden--out of love for me, +whom she hoped to win herself. The unhappy girl had also confessed this +to Ulrica, who, like me, had believed her lies, and that I had mocked +and jeered at her, and said I would rather have a Lapland woman for my +wife. Well, I had wooed no Laplander; but the unfortunate maiden had +become Adolf's wife, and so, as Adolf's wife and the mother of two +children, I found her when I returned. A third child--also a boy--was +born a year after. The two older ones died in early youth; the third +lived and remained the only child, and this boy was--my son!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor, poor man," murmured Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ay indeed, poor man!" said old Boslaf, "for who is poorer than a man +who cannot rejoice over his own child, dares not call his before all +the world, what is his if anything in the world is. I dared not. Ulrica +was proud; she would rather have died ten deaths than taken upon +herself the shame of the violation of her marriage vow; and I was +cowardly, cowardly out of love for her and him--my poor, good, +unsuspicious Adolf, whom from childhood I had loved like a brother, who +believed in me wholly and entirely, who would have asserted against the +whole world that I was his best, most faithful friend. So a few +terrible years passed away; Ulrica, exhausted by the fearful conflict +between duty and love she dared not acknowledge, died; holding her cold +hands, I was forced to swear that I would keep the secret. So I have +been and still remain Cousin Boslaf to my child and grandchildren. They +have given me a little higher place in their affections than an old +servant whom people will not dismiss, tiresome as he often is; they +have also let me talk when they were in a good humor; and if a child +was born, old Cousin Boslaf was allowed to sit at the lower end of the +table at the christening festival, or when one of them was borne to the +churchyard in Rammin he was suffered to ride in the last coach, if +there was a vacant seat. I have borne it all: bitternesses without +number or measure; I have believed that by humility, by love towards +others, I might atone for the crime I had committed against my own +flesh and blood; but the curse has not been removed from me: 'I have +never yet seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging their +bread.' I have been no righteous man; my seed will be forced to beg +their bread; I have grown so old only that I might live to see it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never, never!" exclaimed Gotthold starting up; "never!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What will you do?" said the old man, "lend him money! What becomes of +the water you take in your hand? What becomes of the money loaned to a +gambler? I brought him one evening the savings of sixty years; it was +no inconsiderable sum, the farm-rent of my few fields and meadows at +interest and compound interest; the next morning he had not a shilling +of it left. You told me just now that you were a rich man, perhaps +you can give him more. He will take as much as he can get, and the +moment he can obtain no more, show you the door and forbid you his +house, as he did me. He knew very well I would not accuse him, that I +could not; I had not required a written proof that I had given my +great-granddaughter what I had."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And Cecilia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is the true child of her ancestors; too proud to do anything but +shed secret tears over the misery which has come upon her. I know those +tears of old; they give the eyes which shed them at night upon lonely +pillows, the fixed sad expression with which she has looked at me, +whenever I have met her since--it has not been often. Where are you +going so fast?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had started up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have been here a long time already--too long."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is she expecting you, Gotthold?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man had laid his hand upon his shoulder; Gotthold noticed how +steadily the keen eyes rested upon him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," he said, "I do not think she is."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And it is better so," replied the old man. "It is enough for one to +experience what I have done. When, shall I see you again?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I intended to go away early to-morrow morning, but I will come here +from Prora."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's right; my child is unhappy enough now; the sooner you go the +better it will be."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"The better it will be," repeated Gotthold, as he strode through the +dark forest. For whom--for me? My fate is decided. For her? What is it +to her whether I come or go? For him? If he only wanted my money and +not me, why didn't he say so long ago? I have offered it to him often +enough--perhaps not plainly enough; I could not make up my mind to +speak more distinctly; it seemed like trying to buy the husband's +permission to remain near the wife. Why has he not wanted it? Doesn't +he believe in my sincerity? Is he too proud to take it from <i>me</i>? And +yet who should give to him more willingly than I? It is the only thing +I can do for her. Perhaps that is all they need to make them perfectly +happy; perhaps his love is of the kind that only thrives in the +sunlight of prosperity, and languishes sadly in the mists of care. We +will succor this feeble love. That will bring the roses back to her +cheeks, and she will laugh happily again as she used to do in the old +days.</p> + +<p class="normal">I play no very brilliant part in the family drama; but when was the +rôle of third person conspicuous or grateful? Poor, poor old man! What +must he not have suffered! What must he not suffer still! But he was +not guiltless, no, not guiltless! Only falsehood is sin, not truth. The +marriage bond between Adolf Wenhof and Ulrica von Dahlitz, as it was +brought about by a lie, was and remained a lie. She loved another, and +this other came; she saw that he loved her still as he had always loved +her; in an hour of intoxication, after so many years of torture, she +became his; she was his wife before her own conscience; she ought also +to have become so in the sight of man. It was a twofold, threefold, +thousandfold lie that she did not do so, that she did not break off the +old life and suffer a new one to begin that very hour! In consequence +of this lie, she, the proud, beautiful woman, sank into an early grave! +He has vainly sought through all these endless years to atone for his +crime--the crime of having thrust truth from his threshold and +permitted falsehood to cross it! Holy genius of mankind, thou who +livest in the light of truth, save me from the greatest of all sins; +save me from falsehood!</p> + +<p class="normal">A dark figure came hastily across the glade near the edge of the +forest, through which the path ran. When it approached a little nearer, +Gotthold recognized old Statthalter Möller, who now raised both arms, +exclaiming:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank God, here you are! You've given us a fine fright!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I? Whom? How?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You, to be sure, you! And whom? All of us, up to our mistress, who is +perfectly beside herself! How? Well, that's a pretty question! When a +man rows out to sea in such a nutshell of a boat, with a horrible +thunderstorm rising, and that old blockhead of a Christian sees it, and +thinks: Well, I'm curious to see how he gets back; but isn't at all +curious, goes into the forest, and waits till the storm is over, and +then about half an hour ago sends his boy to say: the boat hasn't come +back yet, and may not some accident have happened to the gentleman? +Lord, there was a pretty piece of business then! And our mistress must +have been very much frightened, for she came running out at once, and +started us off. The mistress is not to be trifled with when she is in +earnest, kind as she is; and we all got frightened too, and some have +gone down to Ralow, thinking you might have been driven in there; and +some to Neuhof, and I was just going to the beach-house to ask the old +gentleman, who has probably come back to-day, what we should do next. +The mistress wanted to go herself, but I wouldn't let her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is the mistress?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is probably still in the field," said Möller, pointing to the +left; "I have just left her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And how long have the others been gone?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"As long as I have; if I hurry, I shall probably overtake them."</p> + +<p class="normal">Statthalter Möller struck into the forest on the right, shouting the +names of the laborers, while Gotthold hastily walked on by the path, +which in a few moments brought him to the edge of the forest, where an +old beech-tree stood alone in the open field, upon which the moon shed +a dim, fitful light through the rifts in the heavy black clouds. It was +the rye-field, which they had been reaping that day. A loaded wagon was +just starting, and men were still working around a few others, but, as +it seemed to Gotthold, rather lazily; he heard the voices of the men +raised in eager conversation, and saw that they were standing in little +groups between the sheaves, several rows of which extended along the +edge of the forest. The thought that such important work had been +interrupted or carried on less zealously on his account was unpleasant +to Gotthold, and he hurried towards the workmen. He had not perceived +Cecilia, although he could see the whole field with tolerable +distinctness; she had probably gone back to the house again.</p> + +<p class="normal">But as he approached the beech-tree, a white figure which had been +sitting with its face buried in its hands, and was now startled by his +hasty steps, rose from the circular bench that surrounded the huge +trunk.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In Heaven's name, Möller, have you returned already? Is he--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is I myself; Cecilia, dear, dearest Cecilia!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gotthold!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had thrown herself into his arms; he held the pliant figure which +clung closer and closer to him in an ardent embrace; her soft lips +quivered against his in a long, tremulous, passionate kiss.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that you?" said Carl Brandow's voice suddenly, close beside them.</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed as if he had sprung from the earth; doubtless the sheaves, +the last of which stood partly under the ends of the drooping boughs of +the beech-tree, had concealed his approach, but in the shadow of its +foliage probably nothing but Cecilia's light dress had been visible to +the new-comer. Yet, in Gotthold's sensitive mood, the man's loud laugh +had a horrible sound, and his clear voice a disagreeably shrill tone +never heard before, as, flourishing his riding-whip in the air, +according to his custom, he cried: "I have heard all; I always say: +Don't turn your back, something always happens which wouldn't have +occurred otherwise. I shouldn't have let you go on such a wild-goose +chase, any more than I would have commenced reaping at the end next the +barn. What will become of this stuff if it should begin to rain again, +as there is every appearance of its doing, and rain all day to-morrow? +In that case we can take it to the manure heap, instead of the barn; +nobody will come here with a wagon for a week, and it will have +sprouted long before then."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It isn't so bad after all, sir," said Statthalter Möller, who had just +come up with the men he had overtaken in the forest. "We haven't any +more room in the barn; we'll put up a cover here, and then it will be +all right."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course, you always know better than I!" exclaimed Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wanted to begin by the barn; but Hinrich Scheel wouldn't allow it, +and said you yourself--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! of course I did it myself; I'm always to blame when you idiots +have done anything stupid!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not the first time that Gotthold had heard Carl Brandow scold +his workmen in this way; but never had the cause been so frivolous, and +the wrong so clearly on his own side. Gotthold had himself heard him, +as he rode away that morning, call to Hinrich Scheel that they were to +begin the reaping at the upper end of the field by the forest. Was he +drunk? Had he seen more than he wished to have known? Did he want to +wreak his jealous fury on the innocent workmen? Or was this merely the +preamble, and a test to see whether, in the explanation which must take +place immediately, he would adopt the tone of an injured, insulted man?</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold did not fear this explanation; his only dread was that it +might take place in Cecilia's presence. He wished his loved one to be +away, and moreover he felt the necessity of hearing one word from her +to assure him that all this was no confused dream, but reality; that in +the kiss which still trembled on his lips she had given herself to him, +that he might venture to act, decide for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the fear of provoking an outbreak from Brandow made him timid and +awkward; she shrank away, actuated by the same feeling; and he did not +succeed in carrying out his intention on the way home. Brandow walked +between them; he was obliged to relate his adventure, and Brandow +railed at Cousin Boslaf, who was always everywhere, from whom one +wasn't safe even when on the water, and who had undoubtedly arranged +the whole scene, including the thunder-storm and all its appurtenances, +in order to be able to save something again. Under other circumstances +Gotthold would not have allowed such sarcasms, which Brandow +accompanied with sneering laughter, to pass unanswered; but now he must +be suffered to say what he chose. Then the latter clapped him on the +shoulder, crying: "No offence, Gotthold; but I can't bear the old +sneak, and have my own reasons for it. Either a man is master of his +house, or he isn't; to have a third party, who is always interfering +everywhere, and of course always thinks he knows best, would not do, at +least not for me. As we used to say at school, 'One king, one ruler!' +You probably remember the Greek words too; I, poor devil, am glad I +happened to keep the German ones."</p> + +<p class="normal">They reached the house. Gotthold could not shake off Brandow, who +detained him before the door in conversation about some agricultural +matter, while Cecilia entered. Hinrich Scheel came up and complained of +the Statthalter, who had ordered even the carriage-horses to be +harnessed to the wagons. Brandow flew into a furious passion; Gotthold +murmured something about being obliged to change his clothes, and +slipped into the house. But he found no one in the sitting-room except +pretty Rieke, who was setting the tea-table, and looked roguishly at +him out of the corners of her eyes while he glanced over the newspaper +which lay on the table before the sofa. The girl went out, but came +back immediately, and pretended to be doing something in the closet; +she evidently intended to remain in the room. Gotthold now went up to +his chamber, and changed his clothes, which had been only partially +dried in the beach-house. As he performed the task, his trembling hands +almost refused to obey his bidding. Was it the fever of impatience +before the final decision, or was it actual sickness, brought on by +over-exertion during the storm? "Don't be sick now," he murmured; "now +of all times! Now, when you no longer belong to yourself, when you owe +your life, your every breath, your every drop of blood to her!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow's voice echoed from the lower floor in loud, angry tones. Was +he talking to Cecilia? Had the rage, perhaps repressed with difficulty +till now, burst forth? Was the drama to be played before the servants?</p> + +<p class="normal">In the twinkling of an eye Gotthold had left his room, crossed the long +dark entry, and gone down-stairs. But fortunately his fear had been +groundless. Cecilia had sent word that she felt tired, and should not +come to supper. Then why couldn't they have set the table in his room +on the other side of the hall, where they would be undisturbed and +disturb no one? Would Rieke never have any sense? Rieke answered +pertly, as she reluctantly obeyed the command, that she wished other +people's sense was as good as hers; who was to know what to do when one +order was given one minute, and another the next! Brandow told her to +be silent. The girl laughed scornfully: Oh! of course it was very +convenient to forbid people to open their mouths, but it wouldn't do in +the long run, and if she wanted to speak she would speak, and then +other people would have to hold their tongues.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Leave the room," shouted Brandow furiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl answered with a still more impudent laugh, and then left the +apartment, banging the door after her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's what one gets for being too indulgent," cried Brandow, +swallowing at a single gulp a glass of wine which he had poured out +with an unsteady hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">He cast a sly glance at Gotthold, who looked him steadily in the face. +What did this scene mean? What could the girl tell, if she chose to +speak? Had she claims upon her master which he was obliged to +acknowledge? Had a weapon unexpectedly fallen into his hands which +might be of use to him in this hour? An ignoble weapon indeed; but +perhaps not too much so for a conflict with a man who, while the +husband of such a wife, did not disdain the servant.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet Gotthold said to himself that he would not begin the quarrel, but, +if possible, defer it until he had come to some understanding with +Cecilia about the next step to be taken. And it seemed possible; nay, +Gotthold soon became doubtful whether Brandow at most had anything more +than a vague suspicion, to which he either could not or dared not give +expression. Perhaps he wished to increase his courage by drink, for he +now drained glass after glass, and brought one bottle of old wine after +another from his sleeping-room; perhaps he wanted to give vent to his +powerless anger, in some degree at least, when he railed at Cousin +Boslaf, the old sneak who had perfectly disgusted him with life by his +perpetual interference, until he at last forbade him the house; and +then spoke once more of his miserable circumstances, as he called them, +for which, however, he was less to blame than some other people.</p> + +<p class="normal">"True," he exclaimed, "I have spent more on my journeys than tailors +and glove-makers do; I have lived in a manner befitting a gentleman, +but the principal cause of my disgraceful situation is my marriage. Of +course you look incredulous; you would like, as an old ally of the +Wenhofs, to contradict me; it would be useless; I know too well how all +this has come about. I will say nothing about the noble Curt--the few +college debts I was obliged to pay for him were a mere bagatelle; but +the old man, who was by no means so old as not to have a damned good +relish for the pleasant things of this world--the old man was not a +particularly desirable father-in-law. I even had to pay for the wedding +outfit, but--good heavens--at such a time a man would bring the stars +from the sky to adorn his beloved; so I wouldn't have minded advancing +the money for the few trinkets and other things, if that had been the +end of it. But unfortunately that was not the case. I gave my +father-in-law ten thousand thalers in cash during the two years he +lived, and was obliged to pay at least as much in debts after his +death. That's a pretty good bit of money, <i>mon cher</i>, when a man has no +more than enough for himself; and so my beautiful Dahlitz went to the +devil, and I was glad to be able to creep into Dollan for shelter, and +some day Dollan will go to the devil too; for a man can't keep the best +farm in the world nowadays, unless he has property of his own, and the +prudent Brothers of the Convent of St. Jurgen have kept me as short as +my father-in-law, who could never get the better of them. But what am I +thinking of, to be entertaining such a distinguished gentleman with +this rubbish! You can't help me, and if you could, a man doesn't allow +himself to be helped by his good friends--he applies to his good +enemies."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow laughed loudly, and starting up, paced hastily up and down the +room with an agitated air, and at last stopped before the closet +containing his weapons, pulled a pistol from its nail, cocked it, and +turning towards Gotthold, cried:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only, unfortunately, the good friends are often the same as the good +enemies, so that one can't separate them. Don't you think so!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It may happen so," said Gotthold quietly; "but you would do better to +hang up the pistol again; your hand is too unsteady for such tricks +to-night; some accident might occur."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold was determined not to enter upon an explanation with the +half-intoxicated man this evening, under any circumstances; and equally +determined not to yield to his threats, if this was intended for one, +and permit the ransom money to be extorted, which he must pay if he +wished to leave the place without any further difficulty.</p> + +<p class="normal">The expression of calm decision upon the grave countenance of his guest +had not escaped Brandow; he let the half-raised weapon fall, laid it +aside, came back to the table, threw himself into his chair, and said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are right! Some accident might happen; but no one would care, and, +after all, it would only be consistent if I should put a bullet through +my brain. You are a lucky fellow. You have been obliged to work from +your early youth, and so have learned a great deal; now a great +fortune, more than you can use, comes to you without the least trouble. +I have never worked, have learned nothing, and I lose a property +without which I am nothing, less than nothing: the jest of all who have +known me, a scarecrow to the gay birds I have hitherto equalled or +excelled, and who now leave the poor plucked crow to his fate. Death +and the devil!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He dashed his glass down upon the table so violently that it broke.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, pshaw! the matter is not worth getting into a passion about. +Everything must have an end, and however they may jeer at me, nobody +can say I have not enjoyed life. I have drunk the best wine, ridden the +fastest horses, and kissed the prettiest women. You are a connoisseur +too, Gotthold; you have done just the same in your quiet way, of +course. Yes, you were always a sly-boots, and I had a cursed respect +for your cunning, even in our school-days. Well, no offence; I am not +very stupid, and clever people, like you and me, always get along +together; it's only dunces who quarrel--dunces, silly boys, as we were +then. Do you remember? Tierce, quart, quart, tierce! Ha! ha! ha! That +wouldn't suit us now. Touch glasses, old boy, and drink! Drink to good +fellowship!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And he held out his brimming glass.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My glass is empty," said Gotthold; "and so is the bottle. Let us go to +bed; we have drunk more than enough."</p> + +<p class="normal">He left the room before Brandow, who was staring at him with eyeballs +starting from his head, could reply.</p> + +<p class="normal">As the door closed behind him, Brandow made a spring like that of a +wild beast after its prey, and then paused in the middle of the room, +showing his white teeth, and shaking his clenched fists at the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cursed scoundrel! I'll have your blood, drop by drop; but first I'll +have your money!"</p> + +<p class="normal">His uplifted arms fell; he tottered to the table, and sat there +supporting his burning head in his hands, gnawing his lips with his +sharp teeth till the blood sprang through the skin, mentally heaping +crime upon crime, but none would lead him to his goal. Suddenly he +started up and a hoarse laugh burst forth. So it should be! She, she +herself must ask him, and that was the way to force her to do so! +Vengeance, full vengeance, and no danger, except that the servant might +chatter! She had already threatened to do so several times, and to-day +had been more impudent than ever; but all must be accomplished +to-morrow, and to-night was available for many things.</p> + +<p class="normal">That night--he did not know how late it was, for he had lain there +fully dressed, with throbbing temples, awake, and yet as if in some +wild dream, falling from the heights of more than earthly bliss into +the depths of helpless anxiety and dread--that very night Gotthold +heard above the rustling of the foliage before his window, and the +plashing of the rain against the panes, a sound which made him start +from his bed, and, holding his breath, listen intently. The noise was +like a scream, a woman's scream, and could only have come from the +chamber below him, where Cecilia slept alone with her child. He reached +the window at a single bound. The wind and rain beat into his face, but +above the wind and rain he distinctly heard Brandow's voice, now louder +and now lower, as a man speaks who is carried away by passion, and then +violently forces himself to be calm. At intervals he thought he +distinguished her voice; but perhaps it was only his fancy, excited to +madness, which filled the pauses in which he did not hear the voice of +the man he hated. A conjugal scene in the chamber of the wife, who +cannot, must not lock her door; who must hear the wild words of the +furious drunken husband, and has nothing to oppose to his fury save her +tears!</p> + +<p class="normal">"And she bears it, must bear it! Must wring her hands helplessly! This +is bitterer than death!" 'murmured Gotthold. "Why didn't I speak? All +might now have been decided! Is not keeping silence when one ought to +speak also a lie, a cruel, horrible lie, and must falsehood be spoken +by the good as well as the bad? To-morrow, if to-morrow were only here, +if such a night can have a morrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">He threw himself on his bed, moaning and sobbing, and buried his head +in the pillows, then started up again. Was not that a step moving +slowly and cautiously over the floor? Was any one coming to him with a +murderous weapon? Thank God!</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold sprang to the door and tore it open. Everything was +silent--silent and dark. The stairs from below led directly up the +middle of the entry, between the two gables; the cautious step he had +heard was not on his side, and had undoubtedly gone towards the other, +where, opposite to his room, were two smaller chambers, one of which, +on the left, stood empty, and the other was occupied by pretty Rieke; +for a faint light, which was quickly extinguished, now gleamed through +a crack in the door of the right-hand room, and through the deep +stillness came a laugh, instantly hushed, as if a hand had been +suddenly placed over the laughing lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold shut the door; he wished to see and hear no more.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A gray dreary morning followed the dark rainy night. Endless masses +of vapor, now and then piled into thick clouds, rolled in from the +sea,--masses so deep that they almost covered the lofty tops of the +poplars, which now bent before the rude wind over the drenched straw +roofs of the barns, and then rebounded defiantly, shaking their +branches indignantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold stood at the window of the sitting room, gazing gloomily at +the dreary scene. He had slept an hour towards morning, almost against +his will; but anxiety for what might be coming weighed upon his soul +more heavily than physical exhaustion upon his body. Terrible as the +night had been, stars of hope ever and anon had sparkled cheeringly +through the darkness; now it seemed as if this dreary day had only +dawned to say: This solitary, hideous drifting is life, reality; what +have I to do with your dreams? As he came down the staircase, he had +seen almost with an emotion of horror that preparations for the +reception of guests were being made in the large hall looking out upon +the garden, which was generally unused; the clattering of pots and +pans, and the loud voices of maid-servants came from the kitchen at the +end of the long hall; and a groom was just pushing from the stable the +carriage which was to bring the guests from Prora. Everything was going +on as usual, as if to-day would be like yesterday, and to-morrow like +to day; as if nothing could happen which would make the old world young +again as it was on the first day that dawned on Paradise. And yet, and +yet, it surely was no dream; it had certainly happened. It could not +blow away like formless mist! It must assume some shape, emerge from +the chaos, perhaps be worked out by a hot conflict; it was all the +same! Only it could not be lost!</p> + +<p class="normal">But this dreary inactive waiting was terrible! She must know that he +had been standing here half an hour already, waiting for her, for one +word from her lips, even one look, to say to him: I am yours, as you +are mine; trust me as I trust you. Why did she not come? The moment was +more favorable than any which might occur again all day. Brandow had +just crossed the courtyard to the stables, as he did every morning; the +breakfast was on the table; they had always spent half an hour together +at this time undisturbed--and to-day, to-day she must needs leave him +alone!</p> + +<p class="normal">A boundless impatience took possession of him; he paced up and down the +room, glancing every moment towards the door through which that other +had come and gone last night, and which was closed upon him, listening +with straining ears that he might distinguish some sound, but heard +nothing except the sleepy buzzing of a fly; even the house clock in the +tall old-fashioned wooden case did not tick to-day; the hands had +stopped during the night.</p> + +<p class="normal">He pressed his hands to his beating temples; it seemed as if he should +go mad if this torture did not cease, and then a thought occurred to +him more terrible than all the rest. Was she afraid of him? Did shame +withhold her from appearing before the eyes of him against whose heart +her own had throbbed yesterday, whose kiss she had received and +answered? No, no, a thousand times no! Whatever kept her from him, it +was not that, not that! It was a crime against her proud nature even to +think it! She might die, but not live to be dishonorable. Perhaps she +was ill, very ill, helpless, alone--ah! that was Gretchen's voice: +"Mamma, I want to go with you; I want to go with you to Uncle Gotthold. +I want to bid Uncle Gotthold 'good morning!'" and then low soothing +tones, then the door opened and she entered.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold rushed toward her, but only a few steps. She had raised both +hands with a gesture of the most imploring entreaty, and the most +imploring entreaty looked forth from the large tearful eyes, and pure +pale face. So she approached, so she stood before him, and then almost +inaudible words fell from her quivering lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you forgive me, Gotthold!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He could not answer; gesture, expression, words--all told him that his +haunting fear had become reality; that in one way or another all was +lost.</p> + +<p class="normal">A fierce anguish overpowered him, and then anger arose in his heart; he +laughed aloud!</p> + +<p class="normal">"So this is all the courage you have!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her arms fell, her lips closed, her features quivered convulsively, and +her whole frame trembled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, Gotthold, not all. But I thank you for being angry; or it might +have been impossible for me to perform my task. No, don't look at me +so; don't look at me so. Laugh as you laughed just now! What can a man +do but laugh, when a woman by whom he believes himself beloved comes +and says--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You need not," cried Gotthold; "you need not; a man does not +comprehend such things, but he feels them without words."</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned towards the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gotthold!"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was despair in the tone; the young man's hand fell from the +latch.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Can it be, Cecilia? I have frightened you by my vehemence; but it +shall not happen again. Only say one word--tell me you love me, and I +will bear all; everything else is a matter of indifference to me; we +must and shall see some way of escape; but you cannot let me go so, not +so, I implore you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">But he searched her face for some token of assent in vain. Her features +seemed set in a horrible smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she said, "not so: not before you have promised that you will +save my husband, whom I love and honor; from whom I cannot, will not +part."</p> + +<p class="normal">She uttered the words slowly, in a monotonous tone, like something +learned by rote, and now paused like a scholar who has forgotten her +lesson.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What does this farce mean?" said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">The door of the sleeping-room opened, Gretchen put her curly head in, +and then came bounding towards her mother. Cecilia clasped the child +passionately in her arms, and hastily continued, while a feverish +flush replaced her former death-like pallor: "Save him from the +bankruptcy into which he will fall, if you do not help him. The matter +concerns--concerns--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She released Gretchen, and pressed both hands upon her brow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mamma, mamma," screamed the little one, beginning to cry aloud, as +Gotthold supported the tottering figure to the nearest chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter with my wife?" asked Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had not heard him enter. At the first sound of his voice +Cecilia raised herself from his arms, and stood erect between the two +men, without support, clasping the child to her heart, pale as death, +but with an expression of sorrowful resolution; and there was a +strange, unvarying firmness in the tone of her voice, as, fixing her +eyes upon her husband, she said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"He knows, and will do it."</p> + +<p class="normal">And then turning to Gotthold:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will do it for the sake of our old friendship, Gotthold, will you +not? And farewell, Gotthold; we shall not see each other again."</p> + +<p class="normal">She held out an icy hand to him, took Gretchen in her arms, and left +the room without looking back, while the child stretched out its little +hands over her shoulder, calling, "Bring me something pretty to-day, +uncle Gotthold. Do you hear, uncle Gotthold?"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"If women only wouldn't take everything tragically," said Brandow; +"it's really a pity. First she proposed it herself, and now--but we +mustn't expect the dear creatures to be consistent."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what do you require of me?" asked Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had seated himself at the table, while Brandow strode restlessly up +and down the room, pretending to busy himself in doing first one thing +and then another.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Require! How you talk! Require! If I had had anything to require of +you I shouldn't have been silent so long; but I think my wife has told +you all, or did she--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"She has told me everything except the amount."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Except the amount? Capital! capital!--so exactly like a woman! Except +the amount! Of course there's no occasion to lay any stress upon such +secondary considerations."</p> + +<p class="normal">And Brandow essayed a laugh which sounded rather hoarse.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Short and good."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Short, for aught I care, and good. Well, I hope you'll take it so. I +want twenty-five thousand thalers."</p> + +<p class="normal">"When?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's the devil of it. Ten thousand, which I owe the trustees of the +convent for arrears of rent, are to be paid to-morrow to the convent +treasurer at Sundin; but Sellien, if he comes to-day, would take the +money back with him; of course, however, that is only a favor on his +part, and would be a convenience on mine--there's no obligation; so +to-morrow morning will be time enough for that. The rest--I mean the +fifteen thousand--is a debt of honor, which must be paid this evening, +if I don't wish to lose Brownlock and my wheat harvest, which I +pledged. Between ourselves, they really had designs only upon +Brownlock. They, that is, the two Plüggens and Redebas, who fairly +pressed me for the money, and then fixed to-day as the last limit of +time for payment, because they knew what a strait I am in about my +arrears of rent, and hoped, under any circumstances, I should be unable +to pay, and then they would have Brownlock. The sneaks, the swindlers! +Brownlock, that is worth twice as much as the whole amount--Brownlock, +a horse on which I already have fifteen thousand in my betting-book, +and which will bring me in thirty thousand as sure as my name is Carl +Brandow."</p> + +<p class="normal">He acted as if he had talked himself into a rage, and lashed the air +and the tops of his boots with his riding-whip, while his crafty eyes +rested steadily upon Gotthold, who still sat motionless at the table, +resting his head on his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I am to procure the money for you? How did you arrange that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My plan was something of this kind: my wife told me you wished to +leave us to-day; of course I am prodigiously sorry; but you have your +reasons, which I respect, although I don't know them; and you will +perhaps make use of the carriage I am just going to send to Prora for +the Selliens. I'll let Hinrich Scheel, on whom I can depend implicitly, +go with you; and Hinrich could then bring back the fifteen thousand +with which I must feed my dear guests. You need not pay the money at +all; that blameless usurer, your worthy Wollnow, might not count it +out. The ten thousand for Sellien can remain there: he can take it +himself to-morrow morning, when he will be obliged to pass through +Prora again. Just write me a line, or even tell Hinrich that the money +will be ready for him at Wollnow's on receipt of my order. Then he +could leave the acquittance here, or give it to Wollnow, from whom I +can get it whenever I have an opportunity, and the affair is settled."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And suppose Wollnow won't give me the money?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Won't give it to you? Why, you have fifty thousand in his business."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a groschen more than ten."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But Semmel assured me--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Semmel is mistaken."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow had paused, with his riding-whip uplifted. Was the man trying +to drive a bargain? A paltry ten thousand? Did he expect to get off +with that?</p> + +<p class="normal">A scornful smile flitted over his sharp face, which was unusually pale +to-day, and the riding-whip whizzed through the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, pshaw, you have credit for fifty thousand. Credit is money, as +nobody knows better than I, who have lived on it so long. But do as you +choose! I don't plead for myself--I'm made of hard wood, and shall +survive the storm. I am sorry for poor Cecilia, though. She reckoned so +confidently upon your friendship; persuaded me so urgently to confide +in you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had been compelled to exert all his strength in order to +control himself during this horrible scene, and not show his antagonist +how terribly he was suffering. Suddenly a mist crept over his eyes, a +roaring sound was in his ears, it seemed as if he was lying on the +ground, and Brandow, who stood over him, was just raising his arm for a +second blow. Then, with a violent effort, he shook off the faintness +that threatened to overpower him, and said, rising:</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is right. Cecilia shall not have reckoned upon my friendship in +vain; take care that you don't make a mistake yourself."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow had involuntarily recoiled a few paces, startled by Gotthold's +ghastly face. He tried to answer with a jest to the effect that he was +not in the habit of being mistaken where his debts were concerned; but +Gotthold cut short the sentence with a contemptuous "Enough!" and left +the room to pack his clothes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Fifteen minutes after, the carriage driven by Hinrich Scheel rolled +away through the misty morning across the moor, on the way to Prora.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Coffee had just been served in Frau Wollnow's pleasant little balcony +room in the second story. The gentlemen had gone down-stairs to smoke a +cigar in the office, but the ladies were still sitting at the table, +from which the pretty young servant-girl was removing the dishes. The +three children, who could not become accustomed to the altered +arrangements of the household--coffee was generally served in the +sitting-room below--romped noisily around, to Frau Wollnow's great +amusement, while Alma Sellien smoothed a frown of displeasure from her +white forehead with her soft dainty hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Couldn't you send the children away now?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The children!" said Frau Wollnow, casting an astonished glance from +her round brown eyes at her brown-eyed darlings.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm always a little nervous in the morning; and to-day must be doubly +cautious, as I have a country excursion in prospect."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon me, dear Alma; I forgot you were not accustomed to the +noise. It is not always so bad; but since Stine left me day before +yesterday--dear me, I can't blame her; the good old thing wants to get +married, and to a young man who might almost be her son, so she +certainly has no time to lose. She has gone back to her parents. The +wedding will take place in a fortnight. It was hard enough for her to +leave the children--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were going to send the children away, dear!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The children were sent away. Alma Sellien leaned back in the corner of +the sofa exhausted, and said, closing her soft blue eyes as it half +asleep: "I am sure this will be another disappointment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What, dear Alma?" asked Frau Wollnow, whose thoughts were still with +her children.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My husband is so terribly enthusiastic about him; he's always +enthusiastic about men I afterwards think horrible."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will be mistaken this time," cried Frau Wollnow, who, engrossed in +this interesting subject, even failed to hear her youngest child crying +upon the stairs; "your husband has said too little rather than too +much. He is not only a handsome man--which, for my part, I consider of +very little consequence--tall, and of an extremely elegant, graceful +bearing, which harmonizes most admirably with the gentle, yet resolute +expression of his features, the mild, yet steady gaze of his large +deep-blue eyes, and even the soft, but sonorous tone of his voice."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are surely turning poetess," said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ottilie Wollnow blushed to the roots of the curly bluish-black hair on +her temples.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't deny that I am very, very--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Much in love with him," said Alma, completing the sentence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why yes, if you choose to say so; that is, as I love everything good +and beautiful."</p> + +<p class="normal">"An excellent theory, which I profess myself, only unfortunately in +practice we must always be withheld by the opposition of our husbands. +Yours did not seem to be quite so much delighted with your protégé."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My good Emil!" said Frau Wollnow, "we don't agree in a great many +things, and, dear me, it is certainly no wonder; he has been obliged to +work so hard all his life, that it has made him a little grave and +pedantic; but he is a thoroughly good man, and in this case you are +entirely mistaken; at heart he is even more interested in Gotthold than +I, or, if that is saying too much, quite as much so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It did not seem so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it was only seeming. He is afraid of compromising his dignity if +he talks as he really feels. I have found that all people who have had +a sorrowful youth are so. Even the heart, so to speak, needs to have +had its dancing lessons, and when it has had none, when it has always +been compelled to beat under the pressure of straitened, gloomy +surroundings, as in my poor Emil's case, people never overcome it all +their lives. But what I was going to say is, that this time there is a +special reason for it. My good Emil certainly never told even me--dear, +kind man, as if I would have taken it amiss--that thirty or thirty-five +years ago he was once very deeply in love with Gotthold's mother, when +they lived in the same house in Stettin--it is a long and very romantic +story."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! oh!" said Alma, "who would ever have given your husband credit for +that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why," cried Ottilie, "you are entirely mistaken in Emil; his nature +has a freshness, a power, a youthful fire--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How happy you are!" said Alma with a faint sigh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope you are no less so; but I wanted to explain why Emil always +becomes so quiet when the conversation turns upon Gotthold. That is the +reason of it, and then he has taken it into his head that this visit to +the Brandows must turn out unlucky for him--Gotthold. You know Gotthold +used to be in love with Cecilia; nay, between ourselves, I am sure he +loves her still. But now, tell me yourself: can you see any great +misfortune in that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not at all; I only think it rather improbable; you know I have never +been able to share your enthusiasm about Cecilia, and don't see why all +the men are to be in love with her. Her husband evidently isn't; at +least I know a lady to whom he devotes himself whenever he meets her, +in a way that proves his heart is not very strongly engaged in any +other quarter."</p> + +<p class="normal">"If he has one. Forgive me, dear Alma, you are a prudent woman, and I +am sure you love your husband; but Brandow is really an extremely +dangerous man. Possessed of the most attractive manners, when he +chooses to adopt them; always lively and humorous, even witty, yet +sensible when the occasion requires him to be so; and moreover bold, +fearless, an acknowledged master of all chivalrous arts--and such +things always impose upon us women--in a word, a dangerous man. Good +Heavens, would it have been possible, under any other circumstances, to +understand how the aristocratic, poetic Cecilia could have fallen in +love with him! But what does all this avail without true love, and I do +not believe Carl Brandow is capable of the feeling. Now let a man such +as I have described Gotthold to be, enter the home of such a couple,--a +man, moreover, who has scarcely conquered a boyish love for the +wife,--indeed, if one reflects upon it, one can hardly blame my +husband: such passionate natures, and in the loneliness of country +life,--it really seems as if scales had fallen from my eyes. And +Gotthold has not written a word all this week! Still waters run deep, +but may not deep waters perhaps be still? And I have actually been the +cause of it by my unlucky mania for pictures!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think I can set your mind at rest, so far as that goes," said Alma. +"I have found that men always have some reason for doing what they +wish; if it isn't one thing, it's another. And then this evening, or +to-morrow morning at latest, if we spend the night at Dollan, I can +bring you the very latest and most exact news about all these +interesting complications. I only fear they will prove less interesting +than you expect."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lucky Alma!" said Ottilie sighing; "how much I should like to go with +you. But my husband would never allow it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Allow' is a word a husband should never be permitted to use to his +wife," said Alma, as she slipped her wedding-ring up and down her +slender finger.</p> + +<p class="normal">The conversation between the two ladies was interrupted by Assessor +Sellien, who hastily entered the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why," said his wife, "have you come back already? Is the carriage +here? I haven't put on my travelling-dress yet."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The carriage is not here," said the Assessor as he seated himself +between the two ladies, and raised his wife's hand, which hung loosely +over the back of the sofa, to his lips; "I only came to ask whether you +would not prefer to stay here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stay here!" said Alma, hastily starting from her lounging attitude in +the sofa corner. "What has got into your head, Hugo?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have one of your headaches, dear child, and a very bad one; I +noticed it some time ago."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are entirely mistaken, dear Hugo; I feel unusually well this +morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And this terrible weather," said the Assessor, looking thoughtfully +through the open door that led to the balcony; "there, it is raining +again; I don't understand how ladies can expose themselves so."</p> + +<p class="normal">He rose and shut the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brandow will send a close carriage in any case," said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So much the worse," cried the Assessor. "You could not endure an hour +in a close carriage, poor child. And then those terrible roads--I know +them! To cross Dollan moor after it has rained all night--it's actually +dangerous."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will not expose you to the danger all alone," said Alma smiling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is very different, dear child. Men must follow wherever duty +calls."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the prospect of a good dinner--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In a word, dear Alma, you would do me a favor if you would stay here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have not the least inclination to do you this favor, dear Hugo, and +now what else is there, if I may ask?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The Assessor had risen and walked up and down the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, then," he said pausing, "you know how unwilling I am to deny you +anything; but this time I really cannot allow you to go."</p> + +<p class="normal">Alma looked at her husband in astonishment; Ottilie, who could no +longer control herself, burst into a merry laugh, exclaiming:</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Allow' is a word a husband should never be permitted to use to his +wife."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps the word is not exactly suitable," said the Assessor; "but it +does not alter the fact. And the fact is, that your husband has just +given me certain information, which makes Alma's accompanying me this +time appear not only undesirable, but even impossible. And your +husband, my dear lady, is entirely of my opinion."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But Emil's solicitude carries him entirely too far," cried Frau +Wollnow angrily; "poor Cecilia has not deserved this. That is attacking +a woman's reputation, not only unnecessarily, but without the slightest +reason. If people are so excessively strict, they will be obliged to +give up all society."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't understand you, dear madam," said the Assessor, "at least I do +not know what connection Frau Brandow's reputation could have with this +very disagreeable affair."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I don't understand you," replied Ottilie.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It will be best," answered Sellien, "in order to avoid further +misunderstandings, to tell the ladies plainly what the point in +question really is. True, Herr Wollnow charged me to be cautious; but +the flattering obstinacy with which my wife rejects my timid attempts +to induce her to stay here, compels me to withdraw from my diplomatic +position. Herr Wollnow has just informed me that my confident +expectation that Brandow would have the ten thousand thalers ready, +which I was to receive from him to-day, is all an illusion. To be sure, +Brandow wrote me about a fortnight ago, and made no secret of his +embarrassments; but he's such a clever fellow, and has always helped +himself out of his scrapes when the pinch came; at any rate, he made no +answer to my encouraging letter, and as I said before, I supposed he +would not let me come for nothing, but on the contrary have everything +ready. Now, however, I hear from your husband that matters are very +different, in fact quite desperate. Brandow's credit is entirely +exhausted. Herr Wollnow says that nobody could be found on the whole +island who would lend him a thaler, since the two Plüggens and Redebas, +who have kept his head above water so long, declared yesterday in +Wollnow's counting-room that their patience was exhausted, and he would +not get another shilling from them. Instead of that, they were to get +something from him, that is, they were to receive a very large sum +within a few days. They mentioned fifteen thousand thalers; but Herr +Wollnow thinks there was probably a little exaggeration about it. But +even if this was the whole amount of Brandow's indebtedness--which is +undoubtedly not the case--he is still a lost man. The convent +confidently expects that Brandow will pay his two years' rent +to-morrow. If he does not, it will certainly make use of its right, and +proceed to expel him from Dollan, and then Brandow will be as +thoroughly and completely ruined as a man can be."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor Cecilia! Poor, poor Cecilia!" cried Frau Wollnow, bursting into +tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am sorry for her," said the Assessor, playing with his long nails. +"But what can be done?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Emil must help them!" exclaimed Frau Wollnow, removing her +handkerchief from her face a moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He will beware of that, as he said just now; it is pouring water into +the Danaïdes seive."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you, dear Herr Sellien, you are his friend; you cannot see your +friend go to ruin."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Assessor shrugged his shoulders. "Friend! Dear me, whom don't we +call by that name? And my relations with Brandow are very superficial, +mere business connections, if you choose to call them so; are they not, +my dear wife?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly, certainly," murmured Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I should be giving up this very business relation if I allowed +Alma to accompany me, when the situation was so critical. In the +presence of ladies it is very difficult not to touch the chords of +tender feeling, and it seems to me extremely desirable to avoid the +possibility of doing so. Are you not of my opinion, dear Alma?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is a very disagreeable affair," said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it not? And why should you expose yourself to it unnecessarily? I +knew my wise little wife would yield the point at last."</p> + +<p class="normal">And the Assessor tenderly kissed Alma's hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But in that case it seems to me you must stay here too, my dear Herr +Assessor," said Frau Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I? Why? On the contrary, it is only prudent for me to appear as +natural as possible. I know nothing; I suspect nothing. Of course I +shall be extremely sorry when Brandow takes me aside and tells me he +can't pay; but I'll wager the dinner will be none the worse for that, +and taste none the worse to me. His red wine and champagne were always +superb."</p> + +<p class="normal">Frau Wollnow rose and went out upon the balcony. She must breathe the +fresh air, even at the risk of having her new silk morning-dress +spoiled by the rain, which was now falling quite heavily from the gray +sky. "Poor, poor Cecilia!" she repeated sighing, "and there is no one +who can and will save you."</p> + +<p class="normal">She remembered that she had brought her husband a dowry of fifty +thousand thalers, but she could not touch them without Emil's +permission, and Emil would not allow it. Should she try to move him by +throwing herself prostrate at his feet? She could almost have laughed +outright at the extravagant idea, especially when she imagined the +astonished expression her husband's face would wear; but the tears +again sprang to her eyes and mingled with the rain-drops that beat upon +her burning face. Suddenly the husband and wife within were roused from +their low-toned, eager conversation by a loud exclamation from the +balcony. "Gotthold, good heavens, Gotthold!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where, where?" cried the Assessor and his wife with one voice, as they +hurried out upon the balcony.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There he comes," said Ottilie, pointing towards the square, across +which a man with a broad-brimmed hat, pulled low over his eyes, was +walking directly towards the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He isn't so tall as Brandow," said Alma, who was critically inspecting +the new-comer through an opera-glass.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What can he want?" asked her husband.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We shall soon know," said Frau Wollnow, as with a vague feeling of +anxiety she pressed her two companions back into the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Gotthold had only asked for Herr Wollnow, the maid-servant informed +them, and she had been ordered to show him into Herr Wollnow's +counting-room. The interview, whatever its purport might be, lasted +much longer than was at all agreeable to the impatient waiters, and +after an hour, during which the Assessor had rather increased than +lessened the ladies' impatience by a detailed account of his adventures +with Gotthold in Sicily, Herr Wollnow appeared alone. They were +astonished, amazed, and scarcely satisfied when Wollnow said that +Gotthold had only gone to the Fürstenhof to change his clothes, and +would come back if his business gave him time. They wanted to know what +business could be so pressing that Gotthold had selected Sunday morning +for its transaction.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The ladies must ask that of himself," said Herr Wollnow; "he has not +taken me into his confidence. All I know is, that he is going to drive +back to Dollan with our friends here, return to-night or to-morrow +morning in the same excellent company, from which he anticipates a +great deal of pleasure, and then continue his journey without further +delay. It seems that the point in question concerns the hasty purchase +of a few gifts, with which he wants to surprise his host and hostess at +Dollan at parting; at least he wanted me to give him a sum of money +which is rather large for mere travelling expenses, but I can say no +more."</p> + +<p class="normal">And Herr Wollnow, apparently with the utmost unconcern, hummed an air +from "Figaro" as he left the room to avoid further questioning.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't think it at all polite for him not to present himself a +moment, at least," said Alma; "I've a great mind to punish him for it +by not appearing at breakfast."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! pray don't," said the Assessor.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ottilie Wollnow made no answer. She knew her husband too well to have +the gloomy expression of his eyes and the cloud on his brow escape her +notice, in spite of his apparent unconcern. Besides, she had a +foreboding that Gotthold's interview with her husband had not been +quite so innocent as it seemed, that there was something disagreeable, +perhaps some misfortune impending, and above all, she was convinced +that the Selliens were getting into a passion in vain, and Gotthold +would not appear at breakfast.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The little company at Dollan had already been wandering for half an +hour up and down the rain-soaked paths in the garden, between the +dripping hedges, waiting for the arrival of Assessor Sellien and +dinner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You're a pretty fellow," cried Hans Redebas, who was walking with Otto +von Plüggen, as Brandow with Gustav von Plüggen and Pastor Semmel met +him on the same spot for the third time: "first you invite us to meet +some one who vanishes in the dew and mist; then it occurs to your +lovely wife, on whose account we all come here, to have a headache and +not appear; and finally, we're kept waiting for the Assessor, and +wandering around your old wet garden like horses in a tread-mill! I'll +give you ten minutes, and if we don't sit down to the table by that +time I'll have my horses harnessed, and we'll dine in Dahlitz, and not +badly either. What do you say to that, Pastor?"</p> + +<p class="normal">And Herr Redebas laughed and clapped the Pastor, who had come with him +in his carriage, rudely on the shoulder. Brandow laughed too, and said +they must have patience; it was not his fault that the Assessor had not +arrived, and things had gone contrary that day; the dinner had been +ready a long time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then in the name of three devils, let's go to the table, or I shall +faint away," cried Herr Redebas.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was by no means probable that this man, with the frame and strength +of a giant, would be overcome by such a sudden attack of weakness; but +Brandow had every reason not to increase the ill-humor of his guests. +Already, to shorten the time before dinner, they had played a game of +cards, in which the Pastor took no share except by his intense +interest, and lost a few hundred thalers. To be sure, the amount was +very little in comparison to the sum he owed his visitors; but they had +been irritated by the loss, and took the less care to conceal their +annoyance as Brandow still uttered no word in allusion to the business +for whose settlement they had really assembled. Undoubtedly he was +unable to pay. To be sure, they had expected it, nay, in point of fact, +the whole transaction which Hans Redebas and the two Plüggens had +jointly undertaken was based upon this supposition; but now each was +not sorry to consider himself in the light of a man of honor, whose +confidence had been most shamefully betrayed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Herr Redebas, especially, was in a very irritable mood. The conditions +to which, at the conclusion of the mutual bargain, he had agreed, +pleased him less and less every moment. Why had he not required the +whole sum to be paid, or else claimed for his share the second stake +Brandow had offered in addition to Brownlock, his wheat-harvest? The +wheat, as he had just convinced himself, was an exceptionably, +unexpectedly fine crop; it would have brought in a very large profit; +while the horse, after all, was a doubtful bargain. Since the committee +had included a large tract of marsh land in the course laid out for the +race between the gentlemen riders, the chances in favor of Brownlock, +which was universally considered too heavy a horse, were very +considerably lessened. And, moreover, what had such a sedate, man as +Hans Redebas to do with such things, which, after all, were only fit +for the nobility? It would be better for the two Plüggens to see what +they could make of the horse! It was their trade; they understood it, +and so in God's name let them take the beast for their ten thousand, +and leave him the wheat crop! But this time, in spite of the proverbial +want of harmony that prevailed between them, the two brothers made +common cause. The bargain had been settled, and every one must rest +satisfied with it; if Hans Redebas fancied he was the only one who +could see into a thing, he'd find himself greatly mistaken. Therefore, +as Herr Redebas could not vent his anger upon his two companions, he +thought himself entitled to treat Brandow with all the more rudeness +and want of consideration. Even before dinner he had shown this +disposition to an extravagant degree, and the wine, of which he drank +immense quantities at the table, in spite of its many other excellent +qualities, did not possess that of improving the giant's temper.</p> + +<p class="normal">At any other time it would have been an easy matter for Brandow to +parry his antagonist's coarse jests and turn the laugh against him; +nay, he was usually considered among his associates to be a man whom +one could not offend, with impunity; but to-day his dreaded powers of +sarcasm, as well as his often tested courage, seemed to have deserted +him. He did not hear what could not have been inaudible, did not +understand what no one could fail to comprehend, laughed when he would +usually have started up in fury, and with pale trembling lips tried as +well as he could to give the conversation a jesting turn, for which +purpose he grasped at more and more questionable expedients, and at +last related anecdotes, which even to the long-suffering Pastor, seemed +altogether too scandalous.</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of the noise and laughter, in spite of the row of empty +bottles which grew longer and longer under the side-board, it was a +dreary, uncomfortable meal, and to no one more so than to the master of +the house. Brandow knew from long experience that he could require his +nerves to bear a great deal, but it now seemed as if he should not be +able to accomplish what he had undertaken to-day. While laughing +heartily over a story he had just related, his fingers fairly trembled +with the longing he felt to snatch the champagne bottle from the cooler +and shatter it upon Redebas' huge black head. He was aware that his +strength was almost exhausted; he should break down if Hinrich Scheel +did not return soon and release him from this horrible torture of +uncertainty. And then it seemed as if this torment was nothing to the +other, the torment of the certainty that his wife loved that man, and +despised him too much even to hate him, and that he fully deserved her +scorn. Again and again--with the speed of lightning--in the few seconds +it required to raise a glass of wine to his lips and swallow the +contents--he lived over the scene of the night before in her +sleeping-room, when he stood before her with clenched fists, and not a +muscle in her pale face quivered until he struck her to the heart with +the fatal blow which he had cruelly withheld so long. To her heart! Her +heart! It had been a master-stroke! A thrust which crushed the proud +haughty woman like a stag overtaken by a bullet, rendered her his weak, +obedient tool, and made him master of the situation. An enviable +situation, to sit here and endure Redebas' coarse taunts, laugh at his +own silly wit, look at the stupid faces of the two Plüggens, be cordial +to the canting Parson, be forced to see that no one's glass was empty, +and amid all the noisy tumult listen continually for the rolling of the +carriage which would bring Hinrich, and with Hinrich the money for +which he had done what he had done, suffered what he had suffered, and +without which he was a ruined man. At last, at last! There was the +clatter of horses' hoofs, and the rattle of a carriage, which stopped +before the house. No one had heard it except himself! So much the +better, he could speak to Hinrich undisturbed!</p> + +<p class="normal">He left his guests under the pretext that he wanted to get another +brand of champagne, and hurried across the hall to the open door, +before which the carriage was still standing, and he perceived the +Assessor engaged in conversation with Hinrich Scheel, when he suddenly +heard his own name called from his room, the door of which also stood +open, and turning at the sound, saw the man he hated standing before +him. A thrill of mingled rage and alarm shot through his frame like a +two-edged sword. What brought this man back? How could he dare to +return? To say that he had no money, would not pay.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have a few moments to ourselves," said Gotthold, bolting the door +behind Brandow; "the Assessor is still outside; he knows nothing; no +one knows anything except, of course, Wollnow, without whom I could not +procure the money you wanted. Even now I have been unable to get it as +you wished, and therefore was obliged to come here again. You wanted +fifteen thousand thalers in cash. Wollnow, who is obliged to make very +large payments for the purchase of grain this morning, could give me +only ten thousand; the remainder I bring you in these drafts of five +thousand thalers each, accepted by Wollnow, and payable at sight +to-morrow, in Sundin, by Philip Nathanson, the wealthiest banker there. +These drafts, in consequence of Wollnow's credit with your friends in +the neighborhood, are as good as ready money. I think you will be able +to settle your affairs with them yourself; but in any case I am here to +come to your assistance with my personal credit, though I confidently +believe that it will not be needed."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold laid a large sealed packet on the table, and drew from his +pocket-book the three drafts, which he handed Brandow, and the latter +glanced over with a practised eye to convince himself that these papers +were really as good as ready money.</p> + +<p class="normal">A sensation of wonderful relief overpowered the half-intoxicated man. +Freedom from the agony of expectation, the certainty of deliverance +from his desperate situation, and, moreover, the prospect of soon +coming out as winner of the Sundin races, and gainer of an immense sum +of money by the aid of his now restored Brownlock--all this overwhelmed +him like a delirium of joy, and he felt a sort of longing to clasp in +his arms the man who had aided in procuring all this, as his preserver +and only true friend; and at the same moment he said to himself that it +was impossible that this man, dreamer and enthusiast though he was, +would entrust to him a sum, which in itself was a little fortune, +unless the worst that his jealous fancy had imagined had already +happened--and the expression of the staring eyes he now fixed upon +Gotthold seemed to say: "I could crush you like a serpent which has +crossed my path!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not think you will ever be in a situation to return this money," +said Gotthold; "perhaps it will not be disagreeable to you to hear that +from this time I renounce all expectation of repayment, and therefore a +receipt, which would really remain only a bit of paper."</p> + +<p class="normal">He left the room; Brandow burst into a hoarse laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That, too," he muttered, "as if another proof were needed! But you +shall pay for it, both of you, so dearly, that this in comparison will +be only a drop of water on a hot stone."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Assessor looked in through the door, which Gotthold had left half +open. He had heard from the latter that Brandow was here, and hastened +to take advantage of the favorable opportunity to greet his friend +alone, and express his regret that Gotthold's business had detained +them so long in Prora, that he was unable to bring his wife, who was +suffering from a severe headache, to Dollan. Brandow declared it to be +a proof of the sympathy between two beautiful natures that his wife was +also attacked by the same sickness to-day; and the sarcastic, even +sneering tone in which he said it, caused the Assessor to secretly +congratulate himself upon his caution in coming to this falling house +alone. His astonishment was all the greater when Brandow continued with +the most perfect composure:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"And as we are now alone, my dear Sellien, we will take advantage of +the opportunity to settle our little business matter. Here are the ten +thousand thalers due. I have them from Wollnow. The package is just as +I received it, stamped with his seal. If you wish to take the, I +presume superfluous, but perhaps necessary trouble, of counting them, +don't have the least hesitation about it. When you have finished, +follow me. I'll make out a receipt, which you will please sign and put +in this drawer."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Assessor was so astonished that he really hardly knew what to +answer; at any rate he was determined to subject the contents of the +package to a rigid scrutiny, in spite of Wollnow's seals. Brandow +hastily dashed off a receipt, and then left the room with a sarcastic: +"Don't make any mistakes, my dear Assessor!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He had discharged this business hastily in order to be able to speak to +his confidant. Hinrich Scheel was still waiting before the door with +the carriage; but he had very little to tell, and didn't know why the +departure from Prora had been so long delayed. He thought there had +been some trouble about the money, and they were obliged to wait for +Loitz, who had gone out to drive. The Assessor's wife was not sick; on +the contrary, she was standing on the balcony beside Frau Wollnow, +kissing her hand to the gentlemen as they drove away. Neither did he +know what the gentlemen were talking about on the road; they had +jabbered in some foreign language most of the time. So he drove into +every hole on the way--and there were plenty to-day after the rain--and +made the ride so uncomfortable for the Herr Assessor that he finally +swore aloud in good German, and declared he would not go over that road +again to-day if he was paid a ton of gold. Then the other answered: "In +that case he must go back alone, for he wouldn't stay all night at +Dollan under any circumstances."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a bad road at night," said Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Especially when it's as dark as it will be this evening," answered +Hinrich Scheel.</p> + +<p class="normal">The eyes of the master and servant met and were instantly averted +again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are many things which might make an accident befall a person who +was positively determined to go over it at night," said Brandow slowly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Unless the driver was very careful," added Hinrich Scheel.</p> + +<p class="normal">Again their eyes met. No doubt Hinrich had understood him--this time as +usual, no doubt this time as usual, Hinrich knew what he wanted. +Brandow drew a long breath. He would fain have seen whether Hinrich +would not have said another, a final word; but the latter had turned +towards his horses. A loud tumult of voices, shouting at each other in +tones of the most violent rage, echoed from the dining-room, and at the +same moment Rieke came running out. The pretty maid-servant's round +cheeks were deeply flushed, her gray eyes sparkled, and her luxuriant +fair hair was not so smooth as it had been at the commencement of the +dinner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter?" asked Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They've been quarreling for the last fifteen minutes. I think they +will soon come to blows," said Rieke, showing her white teeth in a +merry laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We will speak of it again," Brandow called to Hinrich, who was just +driving the carriage away, and then drew Rieke into the dark hall.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has come back again," said he; "see where he goes, and as soon as +you notice anything, tell me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't want to be everlastingly running after those two," said Rieke +sulkily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, of course you like it much better to have the gentlemen yonder +pinch your cheeks and hug you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why not?" said the girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know what I promised last night," whispered Brandow, now throwing +his own arm around her slender waist, and putting his lips to her ear.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Promising is one thing, and keeping your word is another," said Rieke, +but without making any very strenuous effort to release herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">The noise in the dining-room grew louder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There, you will be a good child," said Brandow; "and now off with you; +I must see what those fellows are doing."</p> + +<p class="normal">Hans Redebas had thought he would take advantage of their host's +momentary absence to again urge upon the two brothers his proposal that +they should give up Brandow's wheat-crop to him for his share, and in +exchange take entire possession of Brownlock; and as a witness of the +honesty of his intentions, quoted the Pastor, with whom he had +repeatedly talked the matter over on the way to Dollan. The Pastor, who +wished to make himself agreeable to his patron in every way, had +endeavored to depict the advantages the arrangement would have for all +concerned, but in his drunkenness laid on the colors so vividly that +the two brothers were startled, and recalled a partial concession which +they had already made. Upon this Hans Redebas called the Pastor a +stupid dunce, who was always meddling with everything, though he knew +nothing at all, except a little theological trash, and therefore ought +to keep his mouth shut everywhere except in his pulpit. Then the +reverend gentleman had started up exclaiming that "dunce" was a word +which, as an old graduate of Halle, he would not endure from any one, +even his patron, upon which Herr Redebas burst into a roar of laughter, +which roused the drunken man to actual fury.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meantime the two Plüggens had also commenced a violent dispute. Gustav +had whispered to his brother that he should like to accept the offer, +if Redebas would add two thousand thalers to it; Otto, as the elder, +warned the younger brother against entering into any bargain with +Redebas, who had more sense in his little finger than he in his whole +body. Gustav considered himself insulted by this doubt of his +shrewdness, and muttered something about the "straw" which might be +found in the other's head, an allusion to the well-known nickname of +the elder brother, which of course produced a response in which "hay" +was given a prominent place. So all four shouted at each other, to the +great amazement of the groom, Fritz, who listened with open mouth till +he suddenly felt some one touch him on the shoulder, and looking up saw +his master's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be off, and don't come in here again till I call you."</p> + +<p class="normal">The lad left the room; Brandow again surveyed the brawlers at the table +with hasty glances. "This is just the right moment," he muttered +through his clenched teeth.</p> + +<p class="normal">He approached the table, but instead of sitting down, remained standing +with his arms resting on the back of his chair, and said, rejoicing in +the sight of the confused faces of the four men, who had suddenly +become silent: "Pardon me for interrupting your interesting +conversation, gentlemen, especially with a mere business matter, but it +must be settled. Hinrich Scheel has just returned from Prora--with the +Assessor and another gentleman whose name shall be kept secret for the +present. I had requested Wollnow to send me fifteen thousand thalers in +cash from my balance in his hands. He begged me to allow him to send +drafts to the same amount instead. Drafts, gentlemen, given by the +house of Louis Loitz & Co., in Prora, accepted by Wollnow himself, and +payable by Philip Nathanson in Sundin. Perhaps the gentlemen will be +kind enough to hand me in exchange for these drafts--of five thousand +thalers each--the three notes you lately received from me, in case you +happen to have them with you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Bowing ironically, Brandow held out the three drafts which he had +arranged in his hand in the shape of a fan.</p> + +<p class="normal">The confederates looked at each other suspiciously. The matter was not +perfectly regular; the notes were payable in cash; they were not +obliged to take drafts; but they had just been quarrelling too much +among themselves to be capable of forming a united resolution at once, +and at heart each was glad that the other was cheated out of the prey +he had deemed secure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, gentlemen," exclaimed Brandow, "I hope none of you will take +exception to the manner of my payment. It would be an insult to the +worthy Wollnow, to whose complaisance we have all at times been +indebted. Or would you like to have the Assessor, who may come in at +any moment, be a witness of the way in which the Herren von Plüggen and +Herr Hans Redebas are in the habit of treating an old friend who has +become involved in a little embarrassment?"</p> + +<p class="normal">In fact the Assessor's voice was now heard in the hall.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hand it over," said Hans Redebas.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll raise no objections," said Otto von Plüggen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm no spoil-sport," said Gustav.</p> + +<p class="normal">The drafts were put into the pocket-books of the three gentlemen, in +exchange for the notes, which Brandow, with a sarcastic smile, crushed +like pieces of waste paper, and thrust into his pocket just as the +Assessor entered.</p> + +<p class="normal">His appearance afforded Brandow a welcome pretext for breaking up the +dinner-party, which had already in his opinion lasted too long. It had +stopped raining; would they not prefer to drink their coffee in the +cool garden, instead of that close room? He expected to find Gotthold +in the garden, and was not mistaken. They met him walking up and down +in one of the most out-of-the-way paths. He said nothing when Brandow +spoke of his return as a surprise he had prepared for his guests, and +apologized for his non-appearance on plea of a violent headache, which +often attacked him suddenly, and he had hoped to shake off before +presenting himself to the company. The two Plüggens were delighted to +see their old school-fellow, whom they had always cordially hated, and +Herr Redebas esteemed it an honor to make the acquaintance of such a +famous man, although it was very evident that he had not the least idea +in what particular branch of human activity Gotthold had won his +renown. The Pastor, upon whom he was accustomed to depend at such +times, unfortunately could give him no information, because he had just +thrust his arm into the Assessor's, whom he met that day for the first +time, and was assuring him of his eternal friendship. The Assessor +laughed and was good-natured enough to laugh again, when Hans Redebas, +to display his much-admired strength, raised the pair in his arms and +carried them around the open space, thereby inciting Otto von Plüggen +to take out his silk pocket-handkerchief, and holding it by the two +corners, jump over it forward and backward, while Gustav, in laudable +emulation of his ingenious brother, balanced a garden chair on his +lower teeth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now I should like to show you my trick," cried Brandow, "and therefore +will beg you to follow me a few steps."</p> + +<p class="normal">He went forward and opened a little door in the hedge, which led +directly into the open space where he trained his racers. It was a +tolerably large piece of ground, selected with great discrimination, +and prepared with much skill for the purpose for which it was intended. +There were wide and narrow ditches, low and high fences, broad +stretches of smooth, closely-shaven turf to permit the horse to display +his full speed, and heavy fallow ground for a hunting gallop. Brandow +had inclosed three sides of this space, the fourth of which was +occupied by the stables, with a board fence the height of a man, and +kept it jealously secluded from every one. Now he rejoiced in the +glances of envious admiration the three landed proprietors cast around +them. But he had a still greater annoyance in store. As the little +party moved towards the stables, Hinrich Scheel came forward to meet +them, leading Brownlock. The beautiful animal champed his bit +impatiently, rubbed his delicate head against the shoulder of his +groom, and then once more gazed at the by-standers with his large black +eyes, as if to ask each who would have courage to cope with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, gentlemen," cried Brandow, "you had a great desire to ride +Brownlock; there he is. I'll bet ten louis-d'or to one, that none of +you can even mount him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shouldn't like to break the beast's back," muttered Hans Redebas.</p> + +<p class="normal">Otto Plüggen had sprained his foot in leaping, but Gustav thought he +could easily win the ten louis-d'or.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gustav von Plüggen was universally acknowledged to be a good rider, and +had gained the prize more than once in the Sundin races. He did not +doubt for an instant that he should win the bet, but nevertheless +thought it advisable to go to work with all possible caution. So he +walked around the horse to render it familiar with the sight of him, +patted the slender neck, scratched its smooth forehead, and then, still +talking to the animal, gently took the reins and told Hinrich Sheel to +stand aside. But the moment he touched the stirrup with his foot, +Brownlock sprang aside so violently, that Gustav was glad even to +retain his hold upon the bridle. Again and again he made the attempt, +always with the same want of success.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could have told you so before," cried Herr Redebas.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You're making a fool of yourself again unnecessarily," snarled his +brother.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had noticed that Hinrich Scheel always stood directly before +the horse with his squinting eyes fixed steadily upon it, and whenever +Gustav tried to mount, made an almost imperceptible motion with his +head, upon which the animal, whose black eyes were fixed intently upon +its trainer, either sprang aside or reared.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think you would do better if you told Hinrich Scheel to go away from +the horse, Herr von Plüggen," said he.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! Gustav will give it up," cried Brandow hastily; "I only made the +bet in jest; the fact is, that Hinrich Scheel has trained Brownlock not +to allow any one to mount except himself or me; and I could not get +into the saddle against Hinrich's will. This was the very trick I +wanted to show you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Every one, with the exception of Gotthold, took the whole thing as a +joke, until Brandow proved the contrary before their own eyes. +Brownlock would not allow him to mount, until Hinrich Scheel gave the +sign. Now came the second part of the exhibition Brandow had in store +for his guests. He rode Brownlock over the whole course, taking the +most difficult obstacles with an ease which displayed in the clearest +light his perfect horsemanship, as well as the almost wonderful +strength and endurance of the noble animal, and filled the hearts of +his three rivals with the bitterest envy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a shame for a fellow like that to have such a horse," said Gustav +Plüggen, who had joined Gotthold, while the rest of the party went to +visit the stables; "a downright shame. That is: he certainly rides +splendidly--for a plebeian, I mean; but a plebeian never ought to be +allowed to keep race-horses. I talked about it enough in the committee, +when we were arranging the races at Sundin eight years ago; but I +couldn't get my way. Now we have the consequences. For the last four +years Brandow has taken all the best prizes; it's enough to drive one +mad. The fellow would have been ruined long ago if it hadn't been for +the races, the races--and his wife."</p> + +<p class="normal">"His wife?" asked Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, of course. We wouldn't have lent him another penny long ago; but +for the sake of his wife, who is really a lovely woman; we can't let +him go to ruin entirely. Of course he knows that better than any one +else, and so she is always obliged to be of the party when any new +credit is to be obtained. A week ago to-day, when we were in +Plüggenhof, Otto paid his attentions to her at the table in the +wildest way--in the presence of his own wife, née Baroness von +Grieben-Keffen--and half an hour after dinner Brandow had his five +thousand thalers in his pocket. It was a piece of madness on Otto's +part; we had agreed that we would not give more than five thousand +together. It would have proved a capital thing for us, but that +damned Jew has spoiled it again. The devil knows why he helped him. +And the Assessor told me he had been paid too. Twenty-five thousand +thalers at one slap! I don't understand it at all--and that's saying +something, for I generally know all his tricks and turns. The Pastor +thinks you, and nobody else, have given him the money; and in return +Brandow will overlook it if you and his wife--there, you needn't fly +into a rage. Parson's gossip, that's all. You would take care of +yourself--twenty-five thousand--ridiculous! But he has it--that's a +fact, as they say in England--ever been in England? I was there--eight +years ago when we were arranging about the Sundin races--famous +country! horses, women, sheep--famous!-what was I going to say? He has +the twenty-five thousand, and Dollan's safe for five years, the +Assessor says; and now Brownlock too! Damn! that is a horse! On my +honor, I haven't seen his equal even in England. What action! What a +hock! And how he went over everything! Magnificent! But too heavy! too +heavy, 'pon honor--he won't cross the piece of marsh-land we have now +taken into the race-course. They say Prince Prora declared it wasn't +fair! It's all very well for him to talk, he has no interest in the +racing! Won't you come in with us? I hear there is to be a little +card-party made up."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have never gambled, and--my headache is coming on again."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Strange, I've no more idea what a headache is than if I had no +head--you artists probably get it from the oil paints; they smell +abominably."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The young nobleman followed the others, who had already entered the +house and gone into Brandow's room on the right of the hall, where the +gaming-table, as Gotthold had noticed through the window, was already +prepared.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, Herr Weber, are you going to stay out here?" asked Rieke, who had +been standing in the hall, and now approached him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her gray eyes rested upon him with a very friendly expression, and the +thought passed through his mind that it probably depended only upon +himself to win the goodwill of this avaricious creature, and even now +he might make up for his neglect, nay must do so if he wished to +accomplish the object for which he had returned to Dollan. He had given +her a very handsome present when he took his departure that morning; +perhaps he only needed to go on as he had begun.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We didn't expect to see you again so soon," added the girl; "and you +went away so suddenly: you left a great many things behind; a beautiful +red silk handkerchief--shall I get it for you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She was now standing close beside him, and as if by accident, touched +his arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think it would be very becoming to you," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you? I should think you would know a great deal about what was +becoming to me. You never had eyes for anybody except--some one else."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is your mistress to-day? Why doesn't she appear?" asked +Gotthold, and then as he fancied he saw a cloud pass over the girl's +face, added: "I would give a great deal to know."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How much?" said the girl, with a roguish laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rieke, where are you?" cried Brandow's voice from the dining-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We want some more glasses. Where is the girl?" and he banged the door +angrily behind him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He didn't see us," whispered Rieke. "I must go in now, but I'll come +back again directly."</p> + +<p class="normal">She glided away; Gotthold stood still a few moments, undecided whether +to make an attempt to see Cecilia on his own account or not. There was +no question that the girl could be of use to him if she chose; but +would she choose? She seemed really frightened when Brandow called; but +he had not relied much upon the fickle favor of the frivolous lass, and +perhaps the whole thing was a preconcerted plot between Brandow and the +girl in order to make sure of him, entangle him the more firmly in the +net. No, it was better, trusting only to his own skill, to take +advantage of the opportunity.</p> + +<p class="normal">And the opportunity was more favorable, than any which might offer +again. A second stolen glance through the window into the already +lighted room showed him that the party were busily engaged in their +game--faro apparently--and Brandow had the bank--so he could not leave +now. Rieke was standing at the back of the tolerably large room with a +waiter full of glasses, which the Pastor was filling from a large +bowl--so she too was employed for the present. The hall was perfectly +still; the table in the dining-room still stood just as the guests had +left it--the solitary candle at which they had lighted their cigars +flickered in the strong draught, as if ready to go out. This room was +also unoccupied; so he succeeded in reaching the dusky garden unseen.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although the sun had scarcely set, it was almost dark. The clouds, +which had dispersed a little during the afternoon, were once more piled +in huge dark masses, which a high wind blowing in irregular gusts, +drove to and fro as if in wild sport. The tops of the old trees swayed +hither and thither; and the tall hedges rustled and hissed like a +thousand sharp tongues.</p> + +<p class="normal">So it seemed to Gotthold. Again and again he paused, gasping for +breath; he was so entirely unaccustomed to do anything by stealth. And +yet it must be; he could not part from her forever in this way.</p> + +<p class="normal">The end of the house, in the lower part of which was her chamber, and +above it the room he had occupied, looked out upon a smaller garden, +which was separated from the courtyard by a wall, shut in on the +opposite side by a barn, and divided from the larger garden at the back +of the house by a very thick, high hedge. It had originally been a +fruit and vegetable garden, and a few huge old apple and pear trees +still stood in different parts of it; but had afterwards been converted +into a play-ground for the children of the house, for whose sake the +asparagus and cucumber beds had been transformed into a grass plot, and +a narrow door cut through the thick wall of the nursery.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had repeatedly seen Cecilia, who always retired early in the +evening, in this garden with the child, or--at a later hour--alone. His +hope was to find her here, or at any rate to make known his presence, +of which she had probably not been informed, and--he did not know what +would, must happen then; he only said to himself that things could not, +should not remain as they were.</p> + +<p class="normal">The place, so far as it could be seen from the door, was empty, but a +light appeared at first one and then another window. Cautiously as he +closed the door, he could not prevent its creaking loudly on its rusty +hinges; at the same moment a watch-dog with which Gretchen often played +sprang towards the intruder with a loud bark, but was silent again as +soon as it recognized Gotthold. He accepted the animal's caresses as a +good omen, and walked cautiously on towards the light, which now +streamed steadily from one window, that of the child's sleeping-room, +which adjoined Cecilia's. Gotthold, with a beating heart, approached it +and saw her.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had apparently just put the little girl's playthings away, and then +sank into a chair beside the table, supporting her forehead upon her +left hand, the image of grief. The rays of the light standing behind +her clearly revealed the exquisite shape of the head, the delicate +outlines of the slender neck, the soft curves of the shoulders and +bust, while the deep shadow seemed to increase the expression of sorrow +upon the pure features. Gotthold's heart overflowed with love and pity. +"Cecilia, dearest Cecilia!" he murmured.</p> + +<p class="normal">She could not have heard the words; but at that moment she raised her +head, and, glancing towards the window, perceived the dark figure +before it. Starting from her chair with a low exclamation of joy, she +extended her arms, then waved him back with both hands, crying in tones +of agony:</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no, for God's sake!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had neither seen Cecilia's repellent gesture, nor heard her +words. He had hastily entered by the door, which was only latched, and +was now kneeling at her feet, clasping her hands, and covering them +with passionate kisses.</p> + +<p class="normal">All that had moved his heart and filled it to bursting during these +last few days, so overflowing with the joy and anguish of love, all the +nameless agony he had suffered from the night before until now, gushed +from his lips in a torrent of wild, passionate words; and, however she +might struggle against it, she felt herself carried away and borne +along by the tide, until, springing up and clasping her in his arms, he +cried: "So come, Cecilia! you must not remain another moment in this +house, must not stay under the same roof with this scoundrel, who +allows himself to be paid with paltry money for the shame of knowing +that his wife is beloved by another, and loves him in return. I went +away without you this morning--it all came upon me so suddenly, was so +incomprehensible; I thought I must obey your command, although I did +not understand you, although you acted from compassion for the man whom +you had once loved, nay, out of a remnant of affection for him. Now I +understand you better, now I know, once for all, that you love me, now +I have found--we have found each other again; now no one, nothing shall +part us! Cecilia! you do not answer me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had gazed at him with eyes that expressed the most painful +astonishment. Now she seized the light and led the way into her +chamber, at the back of which stood her bed, and close before it the +tiny couch of her child.</p> + +<p class="normal">The little one lay with her eyes not quite closed, her lips half +parted, and her round cheeks flushed with the childish slumber which +follows waking hours, as the hues of twilight follow the setting sun. +Cecilia did not point to the child; but her glance and the expression +of her features said as plainly as words, "This is my answer."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold's eyes fell; in the selfishness of passion he had scarcely +thought of the child at all, and certainly never as an obstacle. He did +not understand it even now. "Your child will be mine," he faltered. +"You shall never be parted from the child; I will never separate you +from her."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had placed the light on the floor, that it might not shine in +Gretchen's eyes, and then knelt beside the little bed, pressing her +forehead against the edge, and waving her hand for him to go. Gotthold +stood beside the kneeling form with the despair of a man who feels that +his cause is lost, and yet cannot and will not give it up. Suddenly the +dog, which had followed them, began to growl, and then broke into a low +bark as he put his nose to the threshold of the door which opened into +the sitting-room; Gotthold thought he heard a rustling there, and +walked towards it; Cecilia threw herself before him. Her countenance +and gestures expressed the most deadly terror; she motioned towards the +nursery, through which they had come, and as Gotthold did not instantly +obey, hurried into the room herself. Gotthold mechanically followed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go, go, for God's sake!" exclaimed Cecilia.</p> + +<p class="normal">They were the first words that had escaped her lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will not fly again!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You must! or all has been in vain! The torture, the conflict, the +shame--all, all."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cecilia," cried Gotthold, fairly beside himself, "I should be unworthy +the name of a man, if I left you so again. I want light; I want to know +what I am doing, why I am doing it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I dare say no more; you must understand me; I thought you would have +done so from the first, or I should not have had the courage; I should +be the most miserable creature on earth if you did not understand me +even now. But you will, or I could not love you. And now, by your love +for me, Gotthold, you must not remain here an instant longer. Farewell, +and farewell forever!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed as if a struggle had taken place between the two in the +dimly-lighted room; he had held her and she had clung to him as if +forever; then she desperately released herself from his hold, and +pushed him from her, as if his presence must bring death and +destruction. Then he once more held the dear form in his arms, clasped +it to his heart, felt her hot, quivering lips pressed to his, and then +stood outside in the garden, with the rain beating into his face, the +swaying tree-tops above him rustling and whispering, and the tall +hedges beside him hissing and muttering, as if with thousands and +thousands of tongues: "Fool, silly fool, simpleton, to let yourself be +cheated, once, twice, as often as she--or he chooses--how do I know?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He burst into a loud laugh, and as he did so there was a burning +sensation in his breast which grew hotter and hotter; he would have +given much if he could have wept. But that he could not, would not do. +After all, nothing was yet decided; nothing was yet lost, although his +soul was as dark as the black night that covered the earth around him. +No star pierced the rack of dense driving clouds; scarcely the faintest +ray of light was visible in the west. And yet--this dull gleam came +from the sun, which had set and would rise again to-morrow; it was a +pledge that the gloomy night would not last forever. And on his lips +still lingered a memory of her breath, the fervor of her kisses. No! +no! There could be no eternal separation! This torture could not last +forever!</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XX.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Pretty Rieke had been detained in the dining-room longer than she +liked, the Pastor had performed his office of cup-bearer with an +unsteady hand, and moreover thought it necessary to accompany the +performance with long-winded, incoherent speeches; but the gentlemen at +the gaming-table had drunk the faster, and impatiently demanded more, +until at last Rieke, tired of the continual running to and fro which +seemed to have no end, resolutely carried the side-board with the bowl +upon it to the gaming-table, and thus rendered it possible for the +willing Pastor to present the glasses he filled himself. Then, after +leaning over Hans Redebas' chair and watching the game a few minutes, +she glided hastily out of the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">She wanted to continue her conversation with Gotthold. The handsome, +quiet man had always pleased her, and she had played the rôle of spy, +which Brandow had assigned her, less from love for her master than +jealousy of her mistress, to whom she grudged the attentions of the +stately stranger. The generous present he had bestowed upon her that +morning had in some degree touched, and even puzzled her, and the +cordiality he had just shown had completely disarmed her. Of course he +had only come back for her mistress' sake, but to her fickle heart it +was no enigma how one object can be kept in view without losing sight +of another. She would even help him, if he was very, very friendly to +her; and after all, it was certainly better for her if the stranger +finally ran away with her mistress.</p> + +<p class="normal">But she did not find him at the door, where she had left him. Besides, +the door was not a suitable place to continue the interesting +conversation, and the hall was equally undesirable. Perhaps he was in +the dining-room. He was not there; the trees in the garden, into which +she cast a glance, were tossing quite too rudely. Where could he have +gone? Where, except to his own room, to look after the things he had +left there! She must help him; he could not find anything in the dark.</p> + +<p class="normal">The pretty servant-girl drew a long breath, and then in the twinkling +of an eye glided noiselessly up the stairs and across the hall to the +gable room Gotthold had occupied during his stay. Here she paused, +pressing her hands to her burning cheeks and heaving breast, and then +after a low knock, to which she expected no reply, slowly opened the +door, as if with timid reluctance. Her cheeks had burned, her heart had +throbbed in vain-the room was empty. She went to the window, and +instantly drew back again. There, close beneath her, in the children's +playground, was the man she sought, cautiously approaching the window +from which a faint, varying light fell upon the tree-trunks; and then +he disappeared--where, except through the nursery to her? She had not +given the two hypocrites credit for that; they knew how to help +themselves, to be sure! It was too shameless! Then the promise he had +made her several times, but which she had not really believed, that he +would make her his wife if the other was once out of the way, might +come true. At any rate, he should know it; they deserved nothing +better.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What does this mean?" cried Hans Redebas, as Brandow, with a hasty +apology, rose from the table just as the cards had been cut.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll come back directly," answered Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That we should have expected," shouted Redebas. "Pastor, another +glass!" Brandow left the table unwillingly; he had been winning +considerable sums, and his gambler's superstition warned him that he +ought, not to turn his back upon the game; but Rieke had beckoned to +him over Hans Redebas' shock of black hair-something particularly +important must have happened.</p> + +<p class="normal">He followed the girl into the hall, and from thence into the +sitting-room on the left, where she told him by signs to step lightly, +until they reached the narrow door that opened into Cecilia's +sleeping-room. A faint ray of light gleamed through the crack over the +threshold. The girl crouched down and put her ear to the door. Brandow +stood bending over her, also listening. They could distinctly hear some +one speaking, but neither who it was, nor what was said. But what did +it matter? To whom could she speak here, except to him? What could they +say except what they dared not suffer others to hear? And now the light +grew brighter--they had entered the sleeping-room. Brandow trembled +from head to foot with jealous fury. Should he rush in and strangle the +pair, expose them to open shame? But Gotthold was no longer the feeble +boy of former days; the result of a conflict with him, man to man, was +at least doubtful, and he had certainly already received his pay. The +disgrace would cling to him, and--it was too late! The barking of the +dog, which made him and his accomplice fly from the door, must have +warned them too; he would find the nest empty. Be it so; he had heard +enough.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well?" said Rieke, when they had glided back through the sitting-room +and were again standing in the hall.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go in, and say I will come directly," replied Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">The tone in which he spoke predicted some evil; Rieke was almost sorry +for what she had done. "He isn't like you," she said soothingly, with +the most perfect sincerity.</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow laughed scornfully. "Go in," he repeated, stamping his foot.</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl obeyed; Brandow went to the open door and gazed across the +dark court-yard towards the stables. The rain beat into his face, and +with it came the sickly odor of native tobacco. On the left, directly +under him, before the stone bench glowed a red spot, and a harsh voice +asked:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, what about harnessing the horses?"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the man for whom he had just been looking, upon whom he had +depended for the execution of the plan of vengeance brooding darkly in +his soul, nay the man, as he now imagined, who had implanted its first +germ. So it was to be.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He won't want to go away now, if it were only on account of the bad +weather."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The others must go too."</p> + +<p class="normal">"They have stayed here often enough."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Send them away."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow reflected a moment. "If I win a few hundred more, they will go +of their own accord," he murmured. "But you must give him a thorough +soaking, Hinrich--a thorough one, mind."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where there is no bottom," said Hinrich.</p> + +<p class="normal">The words quivered through Brandow's soul like a flash of lightning +across a midnight sky. That was the very thing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I'll give you whatever you ask!" he said, in a hoarse tone, +bending down into the cloud of smoke that rose from Hinrich's pipe.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No pay, no work,--and that trick with Brownlock a little while ago +cost me five louis-d'or. I should like half down now."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here it is," said Brandow, feeling in his pocket, and giving him as +much of the gold he had just won as he could grasp.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have always been a good master to me," said Hinrich, rubbing the +gold pieces together in his horny palm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And will be a still better one in future."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The gentlemen will go away if you don't come in at once," said Rieke, +hurrying out. She had left the door of the room open, and Hans Redebas' +gruff bass voice was heard shouting: "Brandow! Brandow!" amid shrill +laughter, and a hoarse tone repeating: "We won't go home! We won't go +home!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll get rid of you," muttered Brandow. "You will stay here, Hinrich."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll wait, sir."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow went back into the gaming-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are taking an undue advantage of the freedom the accidental +absence of ladies bestows," said Brandow, with cutting contempt, as his +guests received him with upraised glasses and a halloo, to which Gustav +von Plüggen added a loud hip, hip, hurrah!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Accidental?" cried Hans Redebas; "not at all accidental; you are +driving a good business to-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And where is your wife?" said Otto von Plüggen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I demand an explanation of this," cried Brandow; "I will not permit--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused suddenly. Turning angrily towards Otto von Plüggen, he saw +Gotthold, who must have entered the room directly behind him, and had +unquestionably heard all. It was impossible to discuss this subject in +his presence. So, with a violent effort, he forced back the furious +hate that surged up in his heart at the sight of his face, and cried:</p> + +<p class="normal">"So there you are at last! Where in the world have you hidden yourself? +Thank God, you have come to put an end to this horrible gambling."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ho! ho!" exclaimed Hans Redebas, "horrible gambling! Is that the way +the wind blows? I believe you! He has won six hundred or more already. +Does that taste badly?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I owe no man any revenge, however," cried Brandow, with a gesture of +exaggerated violence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But, Brandow," expostulated the Assessor, "you mustn't weigh every +word; Redebas had no intention of offending you. He only wanted to +continue the game, and, to speak frankly, I don't see what we could do +better."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, Herr Assessor, if you think what you have also won--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The few thalers!" said the Assessor, not without some little +embarrassment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can certainly make no objection," continued Brandow. "I only thought +that this little consideration was due our friend Gotthold, who does +not play, and of whom we have seen so little, or rather I should say, +ourselves. He doesn't lose a great deal in dispensing with our society, +but we do in losing his."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pray don't disturb yourselves on my account," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, then, in the devil's name, go on," cried Hans Redebas, seizing +the cards. "I'll keep the bank for once, I can probably find a few +little savings still."</p> + +<p class="normal">And with his left hand he drew from the thick pocketbook lying before +him a pile of bank-notes which he crushed together in a heap. "There +now, play in regular order, Brandow and the rest of you, I beg."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am sorry, but what can I do? I hope you will excuse me," Brandow +whispered to Gotthold, as he resumed his place at the table. Gotthold +drew back, and could do nothing but accept the invitation of the +Pastor, who was sitting in one corner of the great leather-covered +sofa, and as Gotthold took his place beside him, leaned a little +forward, not without difficulty, and began to talk with a faltering +tongue.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes, my beloved friend, a sinful world, a wicked, sinful world, +but we must not be too harsh, not too harsh, for Heaven's sake! You +work all the week, or at least order your servants to work for you; but +they must not do it on Sunday, on pain of a heavy punishment. Just +before the beginning of this harvest, we sent out a paper written in +the strongest terms. What were they doing with the long hours? Idleness +is the beginning of all crimes: gambling, drinking--Rieke, a glass--two +glasses--don't you drink? Do very wrong--brewed myself--from a receipt +of my honored employer, Count Zernikow. I brewed more than three +hundred bowls during my career as tutor--could do it at last with my +eyes shut--with my eyes shut--eyes shut."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had only stammered the last words, his heavy head fell forward, and +the lower part of his face disappeared amid the folds of his crumpled +white cravat. He sank helplessly back into his corner.</p> + +<p class="normal">The vacant face filled Gotthold with angry contempt.</p> + +<p class="normal">The man had realized the promise of the boy; intoxication had torn away +the mask of hypocrisy, and there was the stupid, dissolute face of the +Halle student, whom Gotthold so well remembered. It could not be +otherwise. But that this pitiful creature should be his father's +successor, this blinking owl sit in the eyrie of the eagle, whose fiery +eyes had always sought the sun; this coarse buffoon be permitted to +tinkle his bells in the very place where the preacher, with glowing +eloquence, had summoned his hearers to repentance and atonement, seemed +to him a personal insult. And yet this man was in his proper place; the +flock was worthy of the shepherd; everything here was of a piece--like +a picture drawn by some master hand, in the boldest outlines and most +glaring colors: the drunken Pastor nodding in the sofa corner, the +excited, wine-flushed faces of the gamblers, the voluptuous figure of +the maid-servant passing to and fro and handing the fiery beverage to +the revellers, exchanging a sly smile or hasty word with one, +coquettishly pushing away the hand of another, who tried to pass his +arm around her waist--the true goddess of this temple of sin!--and the +whole enveloped in the circling wreaths of gray smoke which ascended +from the constantly burning pipes, and floated in dusky red rings +around the dim wicks of the candles; only that it was no picture, but +the coarsest, rudest, most commonplace reality. And alas, the outrage +that she should be compelled to live under this roof, that the wild +riot should re-echo even in her quiet room--not for the first or last +time!-that these were the men who frequented the house--these +empty-headed, silly young noblemen, this rough upstart, with his coarse +hands and coarser jests. And when this company of fauns and satyrs +departed, to have for her only consoler solitude--solitude which stared +at her with cold, hard, piercing serpent eyes. There they were, those +very eyes; they had just glanced over the cards with a quick stealthy +look! Those eyes, and hers--soft, gentle, tender!</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold no longer saw the gamblers. He beheld her sitting in the +lonely nursery beside her child's playthings; a touching figure, still +so girlish in its soft, delicate outlines. He saw the sad face suffused +with a roseate flush of joy, saw it disfigured with pain and terror-he +lived over in imagination the whole scene, which already seemed like a +dream; and dreamed on of a future which must surely come, a future full +of sunlight, love, and poetry.</p> + +<p class="normal">He could not have told how long he had been sitting absorbed in +thought, when a loud noise at the gaming-table suddenly startled him. +Something unusual seemed to have happened; Hans Redebas and Brandow +alone retained their seats, the others were bending over the table with +eager faces; even Rieke was gazing so intently that she forgot to push +away the Assessor's arm, which had been thrown around her waist.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you take it again?" cried Redebas.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Another thousand? That will make it five!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Devil take it, yes!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A breathless silence followed, in which Gotthold heard nothing but the +noise of the cards Redebas dealt, and then another outcry and tumult, +such as had previously roused him from his revery, only this time it +was so loud that even the drunken Pastor staggered out of his corner. +Gotthold approached the table. His first glance rested upon Brandow's +face, which was deadly pale; but his thin lips were firmly compressed, +and a disagreeable smile even sparkled in his stern, cold eyes, as he +now cried, turning to the new-comer:</p> + +<p class="normal">"They have plucked me finely, Gotthold; but night never lasts forever."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But this," cried Redebas throwing the cards on the table, and making a +memorandum in his pocket-book, "I decline!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What does that mean?" asked Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That I will play no more," answered Redebas with a loud laugh, closing +his pocket-book and rising heavily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I always thought the loser could break up the game, not the winner."</p> + +<p class="normal">"If the winner is not sure of his point--oh! yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I demand an explanation!" cried Brandow, pushing the table aside.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, Brandow, do be reasonable!" exclaimed Otto and Gustav von +Plüggen, in the same breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you in partnership again?" answered Brandow with a sneering laugh, +and then stepped before Redebas: "I demand an explanation at once!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The giant had drawn back a step: "Oho," he cried; "if that's what you +want, come on!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear Brandow," said the Assessor soothingly, putting himself +between them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know what I am doing, Herr Assessor," answered Brandow, pushing him +aside.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I know too," cried Redebas, throwing up the window, and shouting +across the quiet court-yard in a voice like the roar of a lion. +"Harness the horses, August! harness the horses!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A scene of wild confusion followed, in which all shouted together, so +that Gotthold could only distinguish a word here and there. Hans +Redebas raved loudest of all, but apparently quite as much from fear as +anger, while Brandow remained comparatively calm, and was evidently +intent upon separating the Assessor, who was constantly intermeddling, +from the three others whom the Pastor now joined, and by all possible +signs announced his intention of making a speech, in which he actually +several times got as far as the beginning: "My beloved friends!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The three carriages, to which the impatient coachmen had harnessed the +horses long before, drove up. The quarrel had been continued from the +room to the hall, from the hall to the door, and even to the carriage +steps.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We shall see, we shall see," cried Hans Redebas; "are you in, Pastor? +Then, in the devil's name, drive on--we shall see," he shouted again +from the carriage window, as the powerful Danish horses trotted away at +a rapid pace towards the northern gate, from whence the shorter road, +which, however, was scarcely visible in the darkness, led through the +forest to Dahlitz.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meantime Otto and Gustav von Plüggen had finally become involved in a +quarrel with each other. Gustav, who had no lamps on his carriage, +declared that he must go across the moor, while Otto wanted to follow +Redebas. Gustav had already borne so much from his older brother that +day, that he considered himself obliged to take this refusal as a +personal insult. He had no bundle of hay in front of his head, and +wouldn't run the risk of breaking his skull against the trees in the +forest. "Then he could light the straw in it, and find his way home by +that," Otto replied.</p> + +<p class="normal">So they drove away in opposite directions.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is very foolish," said Brandow, looking after Gustav's carriage.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One will get across and the other won't," replied Hinrich Scheel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We know that you are the best driver."</p> + +<p class="normal">"An accident is liable to happen to any one."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is, you want it to be so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It seems you don't."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow did not answer immediately. He had thought the matter less +difficult; but he need not break his neck, only an arm or leg.</p> + +<p class="normal">He cast a timid glance through the window; the light fell directly upon +Gotthold's grave, handsome face. Brandow ground his teeth. No, it was +not enough. He must have his life; the damned hypocrite deserved +nothing better, and where was the crime? An accident might happen to +the best driver.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly he started. He had not thought of that before. By his quarrel +with his associates at the gaming-table he had fortunately prevented +the whole party from remaining all night until broad daylight, as they +had often done before, and thus robbed Gotthold of a suitable excuse +for staying also, if such was his intention--and of that Brandow, after +what he had heard, was firmly convinced. He had also, by intentionally +keeping the Assessor out of the quarrel, made it impossible for the +latter to go away at once with the others, though he had not lacked +invitations, as thus his prey would have escaped him, for Gotthold +probably would not have remained without the Assessor. But now--how +could he separate the two? If the Assessor stayed--and he did not seem +to think of leaving--Gotthold would stay also, or at least have a +most plausible excuse for doing so; and if he forced the Assessor to +go--</p> + +<p class="normal">Again his sullen glance wandered towards the two men in the room--the +Assessor talking to Gotthold with the most animated gestures; the +latter, to judge from his expression and movements, listening +reluctantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I drove them both here, so I can drive them both back again," said +Hinrich Scheel, pressing down the ashes in his pipe.</p> + +<p class="normal">Both! One! yes; but what had the other done to him? Nothing! Nothing at +all! And he had received ten thousand thalers from him to-day.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a pity about the beautiful money, if any accident should happen +to us on the moor," said Hinrich, knocking the tobacco out of his pipe; +"I'll get the carriage ready, and take those jades of Jochen Klüts; it +would be a pity to hurt our grays."</p> + +<p class="normal">He walked slowly away. Brandow's eyes followed the short dark figure; +he wanted to call him back, to tell him he need not harness the horses, +but only a strange, hoarse, choking sound came from his throat; his +tongue clung to his palate, and as he raised his foot he staggered like +a drunken man, and was obliged to hold fast to the trunk of one of the +old linden-trees, through whose thick branches a violent gust of wind +was just roaring. The rain, which again began to fall, beat into his +face, now burning with a strange flush, although he was shivering from +head to foot.</p> + +<p class="normal">There! What was that? The noise of the carriage which Hinrich was +pushing out of the barn. There was still time! But, after all, he had +said nothing, nothing at all; how could he help it if an accident +happened to Hinrich on the moor at night?</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold and the Assessor had remained in the room; the latter was +trying to explain to Gotthold that Brandow had certainly been quite +right when he asked that the game should be continued, but had done +wrong to express his wish in so peremptory a manner; and finally he +ought not to have forgotten that he was the host, and as such must +overlook any little impropriety on the part of his guests.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the latter part of his long speech, the Assessor had addressed +himself in an admonitory tone, partly to Brandow, who had just entered +the room, and going up to the side-board swallowed several glasses of +wine. "I have in fact been compelled to overlook many such things +to-day, and am obliged to you, Herr Assessor, for keeping me in +practice up to the last minute."</p> + +<p class="normal">The tone in which Brandow said this, and the gesture with which he +approached the Assessor, were so peculiar that the latter was partly +sobered, and stared in astonishment at his host, who now came a step +nearer and said in a low voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or what do you call it, when the guests, in presence of the servants, +subject the conduct of the master of the house to such an unsparing +criticism?" and he pointed to Rieke, under whose direction another maid +servant and the groom Fritz were beginning to remove the glasses +standing about on the tables, and sweep up the fragments scattered over +the floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Assessor drew himself up to his full height.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg your pardon," said he, "and will request you to be kind enough +to place your carriage at my disposal for my return. I regret that I +did not accept from your other guests the favor I must now solicit of +you. I can still depend upon your company, Gotthold?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think Brandow will make no objections."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg the gentlemen to act their own pleasure."</p> + +<p class="normal">They bowed to each other with distant civility. A few minutes after, +the same light carriage that had brought the two gentlemen to Dollan a +few hours before rolled over the rough road into the dark, gusty night. +Hinrich Scheel drove the horses.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">It was about ten o'clock, but, although the season was mid-summer and +the moon must have already risen, dark as only a moonless night in +autumn could be. And with autumnal chillness the wind blew over the rye +stubble, and the rain, which had just begun to fall again with renewed +violence, beat into their faces.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Button your coat up," said Gotthold to his companion, who was swaying +to and fro uncomfortably in his seat. "You seem very much heated."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because I have kept buttoned up all the evening," answered the +Assessor. "I mean it in a literal sense, on account of the ten thousand +thalers I have had in my breast-pocket; figuratively I might have been +somewhat more so; but for all that, I beg of you, my dear friend, give +me some explanation of Brandow's mysterious conduct. He actually turned +me out of doors! And why? I don't understand it. After we had been on +the most cordial terms the whole evening; after we had been, so to +speak, hand-and-glove. And everything settled! The whole large sum paid +in cash, down to the last penny, which, to be sure, is the greatest +mystery of all. And he is to have the money from Wollnow! Did Wollnow +mystify me? And why? I no more see any light in all this than I can see +my hand before my eyes. Horrible darkness!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The moon has been up an hour already," said Hinrich Scheel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And is that why you have no lamps on the carriage?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Herr von Plüggen had none either."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You thought your pipe would give us light enough, didn't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I needn't smoke, sir."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then don't; I can't say that the odor of your canaster is very +agreeable."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Folks like us can't smoke nice tobacco, like fine gentlemen," said +Hinrich Scheel, emptying his pipe so roughly that the sparks flew in +all directions through the darkness, and thrusting it into his +breast-pocket.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Isn't this the same fellow who drove us here this afternoon?" asked +the Assessor in a low tone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The same," answered Gotthold; "and I should advise you to use the same +precaution we adopted on the way here."</p> + +<p class="normal">But the Assessor was not in the mood to follow Gotthold's counsel. The +intoxication, from which the scene with Brandow had only roused him for +a short time, returned with redoubled power, now that he was exposed to +the cold night air. He began to abuse Brandow, in whose favor he had +always spoken at the convent, who but for him would have been obliged +to leave Dollan a year ago, who was greatly indebted to him in every +respect, and now repaid him with the basest ingratitude. But his +friendship and protection were now at an end. He still had the fine +fellow under his thumb. The lease must yet be renewed. To be sure, +Brandow had paid this time, but what guarantee of future security was +there to be had from a man who, in his precarious situation, loaded +himself with a gambling debt of five thousand thalers? He need only +give the monks this piece of information, and Brandow would be cast +off. Did Brandow expect to satisfy the convent by the assurance that he +would win the race on Brownlock! Brownlock, nothing but Brownlock! +Brandow had not won yet, and they were strict in their rules at the +race-course. Only last year, young Klebenitz--eldest son of a nobleman +though he was--had been excluded because it got noised abroad that he +had been twenty-four hours late in paying a gambling debt. It was still +very doubtful whether Redebas would have the five thousand thalers he +had just won from Brandow lying on his desk by to-morrow noon.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had tried in vain to interrupt his loquacious companion, and +was therefore not at all displeased when the latter, after stammering a +few incoherent words, suddenly relapsed into silence, and leaning back +in his corner seemed to wish to sleep off his intoxication. Gotthold +spread his own travelling-rug over his knees, turned up the collar of +his overcoat, and gazing out into the darkness, resigned himself to his +thoughts. Brandow's conduct was incomprehensible to him also. What +could have induced him to insult the Assessor in this way?--a man whose +favor he had every reason to keep. Had he been drunk too? But if so, +the fit of intoxication must have come upon him very suddenly, and had +at all events assumed a singular form--the form of the hatred which +veils itself under the garb of cold politeness. Or, had all this +concerned him alone? Had he been so anxious to get his enemy out of the +house that he had even suffered it to cost him the friendship of the +influential man? That was a solution so simple and natural, so unlike +the cold calculating man; but if it was not drunkenness, or hate that +wishes to satisfy itself, what was it?</p> + +<p class="normal">And suppose it were hate that desires to satisfy itself at any cost? +Suppose this hate was directed towards her, no less than him, nay +perhaps even more. Suppose this terrible man wanted to clear the house +of guests in order to give free course to his furious hate, to be able +to riot in some fell vengeance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold half started from his seat, groaning aloud, and then sank back +again, reproaching himself for conjuring up such horrible apparitions. +That was certainly the most improbable of all. Whatever means he had +used the night before to break down the pride of one of the proudest of +women, he had conquered, he was master of the situation; he might be +satisfied! And was he not? He now knew the secret of coining gold, +cunning alchemist that he was; and how soon he might be again in a +situation where he would be obliged to make use of his art, that very +evening had proved. What becomes of the water you take in your hand? +What becomes of the money you give a gambler? Cousin Boslaf had been +right.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the more Gotthold endeavored to push aside the terrible thought as +improbable, nay impossible, the more distinctly the scene appeared +before his eyes. He saw him creep towards her chamber, cautiously open +the door, glide into the room, up to the bed. Merciful Heaven! what was +that? He had distinctly heard his name called in a piercing cry of +mortal agony.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was only a trick of his excited fancy, a horned owl perhaps, which, +hurled along by the storm on noiseless wings, had swept close over his +head, and in its surprise uttered the cry. This, or something of the +sort.</p> + +<p class="normal">Undoubtedly; but fancy continued the cruel sport none the less +zealously, and converted the long-drawn howling and hollow roaring of +the tempest over the moor, the rustling of the clumps of broom by the +wayside, the creaking of the carriage, and the panting of the weary +horses, into ghostly voices which muttered terrible words, voices and +words such as might be uttered by the shapes which glided through the +grayish black twilight over the masses of rock on the moor on the right +of the carriage, or flitted on the left through the impenetrable +darkness that brooded coldly over the morass.</p> + +<p class="normal">The road had been gradually ascending for some time, and according to +Gotthold's belief, they had almost reached the crest of the hill, when +the horses suddenly stopped, snorting violently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What's the matter?" asked Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">Hinrich Scheel's only reply was several violent lashes, which urged the +horses onward again, but only a few paces, then they stopped once more, +snorting still louder, and pressing backward so that the carriage moved +a little down the hill.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The damned jades!" cried Hinrich Scheel, who was no longer on his seat +on the box, but standing on the right of the carriage.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter, I say?" cried Gotthold, starting up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing at all," shouted Hinrich. "Sit still. The damned jades! This +little pull! I'll teach them to shirk. Sit still, we shall be up +directly! Damn the whip!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Hinrich, who had been lashing the horses frantically, now disappeared +from the side of the carriage, the frightened animals made a few more +bounds forward--suddenly the vehicle leaned towards the left--farther +and farther; like a flash of lightning the thought passed through +Gotthold's mind, that if the carriage should upset here, it would +undoubtedly fall sixty feet down the slope into the morass; he already +had his hand on the back to swing himself out on the right, but would +not save himself without his companion. But the latter did not rise, +did not even stir. He seized him to drag him out of the carriage. +Too late! There was a dull roaring, rushing, rattling, as if the +earth itself was opening to engulf carriage, horses, and men; a +whizzing sound in their ears--a terrible shock, a falling, rolling, +crashing,--another crashing, rolling, shattering, and then--the horror +was over!</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">In the large comfortable room adjoining the office, in the subdued +light of a beautiful lamp--the companion to which was burning on a +side-table at the end of the room--sat Frau Ottilie Wollnow and Alma +Sellien; Ottilie engaged in sewing; while Alma leaned back in the sofa +corner, with her slender hands resting idly in her lap. Before the +ladies, on a high-backed chair drawn forward in the light, stood +Gotthold's picture of Dollan, at which Alma from time to time threw one +of her languishing glances. If the gentlemen came back that evening, +she wanted to give Gotthold a pleasant surprise by showing him the +interest she took in his work, and therefore the picture, which had +just been taken down at her request, must remain in its present +position.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am only afraid it may slip down and get injured," said Ottilie; "and +besides, I am not at all sure they will come back this evening."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know what their return has to do with my enjoyment of art," +answered Alma, shading her eyes with her hand, and looking at the +picture with an evident increase of interest. "In what bold relief +these beeches stand in the foreground! how easily the eye glides over +the fields in the centre, and lingers there in refreshing repose, ere +it turns with delight to the brown moor on the left, or wanders +longingly towards the dim blue horizon bounded by the sea! He is really +a great artist."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ottilie laughed. "And do you mean to say all that to him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why not?" answered Alma. "I like to give every one his due."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Especially when the 'every one' is a man so attractive as Gotthold."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have only seen and spoken to him five minutes this morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And that has been enough to completely win the heart of such a subtle +connoisseur. Confess, Alma, you are fascinated, and now see that our +poor Cecilia must not be judged so very harshly, even if she really did +have the misfortune to think such a man attractive."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know my views in regard to these things are very strict," replied +Alma; "yes, very strict, though you do choose to open your eyes in +astonishment. But to speak frankly, it is a matter of perfect +indifference to me what your poor Cecilia thinks or doesn't think; only +I would rather not despair of the good taste and good sense of the men, +and that I certainly should do if such a man was so deluded as to think +your poor Cecilia charming."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, Alma!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pray, my dear Ottilie, allow me to have and retain my own opinion on +this point. Tell me instead--for it interests me, now that I have +become personally acquainted with him--what you know of his former +circumstances. Hugo declares he is almost a millionaire. Is he really +so rich, and how did he get the property? Hugo says it is a very +mysterious story--but he always says that when he can give no +information about a thing. What is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing at all," replied Ottilie; "I mean nothing at all mysterious; +but the story is a sad one; I could not help crying when Emil related +it to me a short time ago--he had never spoken of it before!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And Ottilie Wollnow wiped away the tears that already hung on her dark +lashes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You make me terribly curious," said Alma; "how can a story be sad +which finally results in half a million?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is probably not so much so now," said Ottilie; "besides, you must +not ask me for any particulars, for Emil's story was very--what shall I +say--very general--for reasons I hinted to you this morning, and +I--from the same cause--did not venture to ask him for any farther +details. We must always respect all such old German favors, and seem to +think them true and genuine."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Old German favors?" asked Alma in astonishment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ottilie laughed. "That's what I call our husbands' reminiscences of +their old love affairs, which they treasure with such ludicrous +emotion, and, so to speak, always wear secretly under their coats, in +order not to shame us by their brilliancy, for we are really good, +excellent wives; but how could we bear any comparison with these +heroines? In this case, to be sure--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Excuse me for interrupting you, dear Ottilie, but you were going to +tell me how Gotthold got his fortune."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is all closely connected," replied Ottilie; "the German favor, I +mean my good Emil's old flame and Gotthold's mother, is one and the +same person; but to be sure Emil declares I always begin my stories at +the end, so now by way of exception I'll commence at the beginning. But +how am I to do it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps by stating who the lady you have mentioned really was."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You always hit the nail on the head! Certainly, who was she? The only +child of her parents; her father was Reginald Lenz, a rich merchant in +Stettin--I have forgotten her mother's name; but she must have been a +dear, sweet creature, and loved her husband passionately, too +passionately perhaps. He was probably a very attractive man--he always +went by the name of 'handsome Lenz,' and such people are spoiled: the +merry bachelor life is continued after marriage; a few unlucky +speculations may have happened also; in a word, Herr Lenz failed at the +end of a few years, or stood on the verge of bankruptcy, and the books +did not balance as they ought; he would not survive the disgrace, +and--it is terrible to think of--he took a cheerful farewell of his +young wife to go out hunting, and clear his head after reckoning so +many figures, as he said, and in the evening they brought him home with +his brains dashed out. Was it not terrible?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go on," said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! the rest is almost as bad. The young wife, who had had no +suspicion of her husband's situation--or she would not have let him +leave her--saw the body without the slightest preparation. An hour +after--the unhappy woman was daily expecting the birth of another +child--she was attacked by a violent fever, and in a few days was a +corpse."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How imprudent," said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The little five-year-old Marie--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"An ugly name," observed Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't think so; at any rate its bearer was anything but ugly, Emil +says; and to speak frankly, I am sure that in this respect he does not +exaggerate, and the little lady, who naturally in the course of years +grew up to maturity, really possessed all the admirable qualities which +turned the head of the poor young fellow, who was then only twenty. And +he was not alone; all the other young men employed in the business +fared just the same. I forgot to say, or was just going to tell you, +that the poor little orphan had been received in her uncle's house, the +brother of her unhappy father, but a man who was exactly his opposite +in every respect; plain, stern, pedantic, an excellent business-man of +the old school, as Emil says, who had entered his counting-room and at +that time risen to be head clerk. His wife was wonderfully well suited +to him, that is, she was not one whit less plain, or less strict and +pedantic, so the poor little girl could not have found the house +exactly a bed of roses."</p> + +<p class="normal">"In spite of all her admirers?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In spite of all her admirers. She inherited it from her father, who +always aimed too high."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps she did not know what she wanted."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is possible; at any rate, none of the young men found favor in +her eyes, though Emil was slightly preferred; but only, he says, +because he was the only Jew in the Christian establishment, and +therefore in some degree rebuffed by the others--the position of the +Jews thirty years ago, you must know, was even more precarious and +uncomfortable than it is now, although even now everything is perhaps +not quite what it should be. At any fate, she treated the man +worst whose outward circumstances entitled him to the most +consideration--namely, her cousin Eduard, the only son of the house, a +quiet, shy young man, who loved her passionately. Emil says that even +now it makes the tears come into his eyes when he thinks of the time +that Eduard, who was his most intimate friend, spoke of what he +suffered, not in pompous, high-sounding words, which would not have +been at all like him, but so gently, so resignedly--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can't bear these gentle, resigned men," said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They seldom succeed, as poor Eduard's example shows. But to be sure, +she refused very different people, who were by no means gentle and +resigned--officers, barons, and counts: she was the wonder of the city, +and the idol of all the young men, and she noticed them no more than +the sun heeds the mist."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are really getting poetical," said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is one of Emil's comparisons, he always grows poetical when he +speaks of her--till at last the right one came."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The country Pastor. Gracious Heavens! <i>Tant de bruit pour une +omelette</i>," said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Excuse me, it was nothing of that sort; on the contrary, he was a very +remarkable man, who had turned the heads of as many women as she had +men. And it was not confined to women; many men, and those by no means +the least important, were also very enthusiastic about him, among +others, my Emil, who since he was baptized on our wedding-day, has not +set foot inside of a church, but then, Jew as he was, attended +regularly every Sunday the service held by the young Substitute--I +believe that's what they call them. The whole city went, he says; +people stood at the doors, and even outside, just to see him come in. +In a word, this young preacher was the right man. How they became +acquainted with each other I don't know, and it is of no consequence. +To see and love each other was the same thing. Her foster-parents, who +on Eduard's account were glad to get her out of the house, of course +gave their consent at once, although the little parish here in Rammin +on which they married was a place to starve rather than live in. So +they left Stettin, and came here, and--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The story ends," said Alma, "as all stories which begin in such a +remarkable manner usually do--in commonplace poverty. But I don't see +yet from all this how Gotthold got his half million."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is not a half million," replied Ottilie; "about a hundred thousand, +Emil thinks, and from whom should he get it but the good Eduard, who +would never marry, though the rich heir, of course, could have made the +most brilliant matches, but remained faithful to his early love as long +as he lived, and on his death-bed left a portion of his property to +benevolent institutions, and the remainder to his cousin's son as his +nearest heir."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It must have been a very pleasant surprise," said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Undoubtedly, although I must say that no real blessing attends the +money. To be sure, he is now a rich man, or at least well to-do; but +what personal benefit does he get? Scarcely any. Ten thousand thalers +or so were invested in Emil's business before our marriage; since then, +thank God, he has needed no stranger's money, and he has never troubled +himself about them; the rest he has left in the business in Stettin, +which is carried on by one of the partners of the old firm, and where +it is by no means safe; but he doesn't even touch the interest, except +to aid needy artists, or encourage struggling young men by enabling +them to go to the Academy, take a journey to Italy, or something of +that sort. Well, he doesn't need it; he easily earns as much as he +wants, and moreover is such a thoroughly good man that he likes to +befriend others, but I think he has already made up his mind what to +do."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What?" asked Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why doesn't he marry? He has certainly had the best opportunities, and +he is twenty-eight years old! I fear, I fear he will remain a bachelor +like his foster-uncle in Stettin, and--for the same reason. And as for +the money, I think I know what will become of that too. After what we +heard this morning about Brandow's circumstances, it would be very well +invested; for poor Gretchen probably will not inherit much from her +father and mother."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He won't be such a fool!" exclaimed Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"People said just the same about good Eduard Lenz. And I think, I +think--but you must not betray me when your husband returns--I think a +part of his property went into Brandow's hands to-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did your husband tell you so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In that case I should be sure of it; the idea of Emil's +chattering--but you don't know him. It's all my own idea, but we shall +ascertain when the gentlemen come home to-morrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I told them when they went away that I should expect them without fail +this evening," replied Alma, looking at the picture through her hand, +and mentally repeating the words with which she intended to receive +Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, there they are already!" cried Ottilie as the door-bell rang.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It must be your husband back from his club."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He does not ring," answered Ottilie; "besides, it is not his step."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ottilie, with a "come in," went towards the door, at which they now +heard a knock. Alma leaned back in the sofa corner with her head a +little bent, in the act of displaying her white hands to the best +possible advantage, when she was startled from her <i>pose</i> by a low +exclamation from Ottilie.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Herr Brandow!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon me, Madam, pardon me, ladies, for presenting myself unannounced +in the absence of a servant. I hope you will bear with me a few +minutes, and help me to carry out a little joke I want to play upon our +friends."</p> + +<p class="normal">He bowed; Ottilie gazed at him in astonishment, even terror. Herr +Brandow did not look like a person who is trying to carry out a jest; +his face was pale and haggard, his long fair moustache disordered, his +dress a strange mixture of evening and riding costume, and splashed +with mud to his shoulders. And to come in this plight, at this late +hour, to a house where he was a stranger, nay, which had actually been +closed against him for years--Ottilie had only one explanation of all +this.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Has any misfortune happened?" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Misfortune," said Brandow; "none that I am aware of; or yes, the +misfortune that I have treated my friends a little uncivilly. The +rudeness was very slight, but as I, although a sorely tried man, am not +accustomed to this kind of misfortune, I could not rest until I had +made the attempt to rehabilitate myself in my own eyes, to say nothing +of my friends, who have doubtless already forgiven me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then they are coming to-night, are they not? I told you so," exclaimed +Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly, and they will be here immediately, in--we will say twenty +minutes--yes, twenty minutes. They left Dollan at exactly ten minutes +of ten; it is now just half-past; with my powerful horses and so good a +driver as Hinrich they will not need more than an hour, in spite of the +horrible weather; so in twenty minutes, ladies, we shall hear the +carriage drive up."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow had taken out his watch, and did not turn his eyes from it as +he made his calculation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you?" asked Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I myself, dear madam, after parting from the gentlemen, with a want of +cordiality I sincerely regret, rode away from Dollan precisely at ten, +and just twenty-five minutes after had my horse put into the stable of +the Fürstenhof, that is, I was just five times as long in going over +the mile and a half from Dollan to the Fürstenhof, as in walking the +five hundred steps from the Fürstenhof here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were twenty-five minutes in coming the same distance that will +occupy the others an hour!" cried Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon me; I couldn't go by the same road our friends took across the +Dollan moor, or it would have spoiled my surprise. I rode over another +that leads through Neuenhof, Lankenitz, Faschwitz, etc. Frau Wollnow +doubtless knows the direction--a way quite as long, and certainly as +bad, as I unfortunately perceive too late, by the condition of my +clothes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! how I admire these bold feats of horsemanship!" exclaimed Alma, +opening her eyes very wide to express her enthusiasm. "Sit down here +beside me, dear Herr Brandow."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had forgotten the arrangement she had made for Gotthold's +reception, and as she pushed the back of the chair with her +outstretched hand, the picture slipped down and fell on the floor. +Ottilie, who saw it, uttered a loud exclamation. Brandow sprang forward +to raise it, but had scarcely cast a glance at it, when he dropped it +from his hands with a low cry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My poor picture!" exclaimed Ottilie.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg ten thousand pardons," said Brandow. "I see that when a man has +ridden a mile and a half in twenty-five minutes, he is not quite master +of his limbs."</p> + +<p class="normal">In fact, he trembled violently as he again took the picture in his +hands; nay, he seemed to find it difficult to stand. Ottilie, who +noticed it, at last invited him to sit down.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shall I not put the picture away first?" asked Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"On no account!" exclaimed Alma. "I can't part with it, and to you, my +dear friend, it must have a double interest. Just see in what bold +relief these beeches stand in the foreground. How easily the eye glides +over the fields in the centre and lingers in refreshing repose, ere it +wanders longingly towards the dim blue horizon of the sea on the right, +or turns with delight to the brown moor on the left."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! certainly, certainly," said Brandow, without looking at the +picture; "it is intended for Dollan, isn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Intended for Dollan!" exclaimed Ottilie, "why, Herr Brandow, you +wanted to buy it yourself. Don't you remember the time when your wife +and I were standing before the picture and you came up?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! certainly, certainly," said Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I would like to bet that the gentlemen are on that brown moor now," +said Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly; to be sure," replied Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Impossible!" exclaimed Ottilie, "unless some accident has happened to +the carriage, which we do not want to fear."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly, oh! certainly not," said Brandow, wiping the cold +perspiration from his forehead with his handkerchief.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are faint, Herr Brandow; let me offer you some refreshments," +said Ottilie, ringing the bell, and rising to give her orders to the +maid-servant, who instantly entered.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the same moment Alma leaned forward, and holding out her hand to +Brandow, whispered, "My dear friend, how glad I am to see you! What +have you done to Hugo? I should think it would be for the interest of +us all that you should remain good friends."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow took the little white hand, and hastily raised it to his lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! certainly, certainly, my beautiful friend," he replied, "that is +the very reason I am here; it is really nothing at all. I was a little +excited by--I--oh! my dear madam, why do you trouble yourself? A glass +of wine, if you insist upon it, but nothing else, I beg of you, nothing +else."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had turned towards Ottilie. Alma--threw herself back into the sofa +corner, pouting. Brandow's manner was certainly very strange to-day, so +cold, not in the least like his usual one. Alma determined to punish +him for it when Gotthold came, and to render the pain more severe, +resolved to be particularly charming during the few minutes that would +intervene.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the minutes passed, the clock struck eleven, half-past eleven--an +hour had elapsed since Brandow's arrival, and still no sound of +carriage wheels was heard, nothing but the rustling of the tall poplars +in the little square before the house, and the plashing of the rain +against the window-panes whenever a pause in the conversation occurred. +And it seemed as if the later it grew, the more frequent such pauses +became; for Ottilie, contrary to her custom, spoke very little. Alma, +as usual, thought it enough to give people, by a gracious smile, +permission to amuse her, and Brandow, this evening, was by no means the +entertaining companion he was generally considered. The restlessness +with which he darted from one subject to another had a feverish haste, +his laugh sounded forced, at times he did not seem to notice that not a +word had been uttered for some minutes, but sat staring at the picture, +until he suddenly started and began to talk again in an extremely loud +voice, whose harsh tones jarred upon Ottilie's nerves. Her anxiety +increased every moment. She had already risen several times, gone to +the window, and pushing aside the curtain, gazed out in the night, +which was made, if possible, darker still by the feeble gleam of the +tiny flames in the street-lamps.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very anxious," she exclaimed at last, turning from the window.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is certainly strange," said Brandow, "it is now ten minutes of +twelve; they ought to have been here an hour ago."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And my husband does not come either," said Ottilie.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be glad that he is having a good time," replied Alma. "Are you going +already, my dear friend?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will try to obtain some news of them," answered Brandow, who had +hastily risen and taken his hat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You won't venture out into this darkness again?" cried Alma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, Alma!" exclaimed Ottilie.</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow was in the act of taking leave, when the doorbell rang, a heavy +step passed through the counting-room, and Herr Wollnow entered. +Ottilie hurried towards him, and in a few words told him how matters +stood. Herr Wollnow greeted the late guest with cold politeness. He saw +no special reason for being anxious as yet, if Herr Brandow was not.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But he is," cried Ottilie.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In that case Herr Brandow would have gone in search of information +long ago," replied Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am anxious, and I am not," said Brandow. "It is certainly a very +dark night, and the road is not particularly good in one or two places, +but Hinrich Scheel is a remarkably good driver, and--yes, it has just +occurred to me--Gustav von Plüggen drove over the same road only a few +minutes before our friends."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Which does not prove that some mischance may not have befallen one or +the other party, or perhaps both," answered Wollnow. "I say mischance, +ladies, not misfortune, but even a trifling mischance--the breaking of +a wheel, or anything of that sort--is no joke on such a night as this; +and I am most decidedly in favor of going to meet our friends. I will +accompany you, Herr Brandow, if agreeable to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly, of course, but I came on horseback," replied Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then we will take a carriage at the Fürstenhof; if anything has +happened, a carriage may be useful to them."</p> + +<p class="normal">Alma thought it very uncivil in the gentlemen to leave the ladies alone +at such a moment, while Ottilie gave her husband a shawl, and whispered +with a most affectionate kiss, "That's my own good Emil!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow had requested the ladies to stay in the room. When the door was +closed, he said, "I am sure some misfortune has happened to them; and +so are you, are you not?"</p> + +<p class="normal">His black eyes flashed so strangely, and looked so keen and piercing in +the light of the lamp he carried in his hand, that Brandow shrank as if +a question on which the result of the whole matter depended had been +put to him in a court-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! certainly not, by no means," he faltered; "that is, I really don't +know what to think."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nor I either," replied Wollnow curtly, putting the lamp on a table +near the hall-door, and drawing back the bolt.</p> + +<p class="normal">The light fell brightly upon the door, and as Wollnow opened it +darkness yawned outside. Suddenly against the black background appeared +a figure at the sight of which even the calm Wollnow trembled, while +Brandow, who was directly behind him, staggered back with a low +cry--the figure of a man, whose clothing was drenched with water and +besmeared with sand and clay as if he had just risen from the earth, +and whose pale face, framed in its dark beard and shaded by a +broad-brimmed hat, was terribly disfigured by a narrow stream of blood +which ran from his temple across his cheek.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In Heaven's name, Gotthold, what has happened?" exclaimed Wollnow, +holding out both hands to his friend, and drawing him into the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where are the ladies?" asked Gotthold in a low tone.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow motioned towards the sitting-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then keep them away. Sellien is in the Fürstenhof, we have just +bandaged his wounds, he is still unconscious; Lauterbach despairs of +his recovery. I thought it would be better for me to bring the news. +You here, Brandow?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow had recovered his composure; it was absurd that he should have +been so unnecessarily anxious. The scoundrel had as many lives as a +cat, and what did he care for the other?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have been waiting here for you almost two hours," said he. "But how +could such an accident have happened? Poor Gotthold, and that good +fellow Sellien! I must see how he is. You will probably remain here +now, and you also, Herr Wollnow."</p> + +<p class="normal">Without waiting for a reply, he rushed out and disappeared in the +darkness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow's eyes flashed as he looked after him, but he repressed the +words that seemed trembling on his lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you, my dear Gotthold?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have got off so," said Gotthold. "But what is to be done now? How +shall we tell his wife?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should like to see him myself first. They know I was going to meet +you, and will not miss me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then come."</p> + +<p class="normal">The two friends went out. Wollnow gave Gotthold his arm. "Lean on me," +said he; "lean firmly, and don't speak."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only one thing. The ten thousand thalers Sellien had with him are +lost. We did not notice it until we were cutting off his coat here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How can they be lost if you were obliged to cut off his coat?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold made no reply; the faintness which he had already several +times scarcely been able to conquer, once more stole over him, and he +was obliged to lean very heavily on Wollnow's arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus, not without considerable difficulty, they reached the Fürstenhof, +where everything was in the greatest confusion, but did not see Brandow +again. The host said that he had ordered his horse to be saddled as +soon as he heard of the news of the loss of the money, and then rode +away without seeing the Assessor. He could do no good here, he said; +but the money would scarcely be found without him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nor with him perhaps," muttered Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">There had been no change in the Assessor's condition.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If he does not recover his senses soon, we have no hope of saving the +patient," said Doctor Lauterbach.</p> + +<p class="normal">The physician soon had two patients. Gotthold fell fainting upon +Sellien's bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I said so," observed the Doctor; "it's a miracle that he has held out +so long. It is really a bad accident."</p> + +<p class="normal">"If it is an accident," muttered Wollnow.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Herr Wollnow and his wife now spent days and nights of ceaseless care. +It had proved possible to move the Assessor, in spite of his serious +injuries, to their house, where he was much more comfortably situated +in every respect, while Gotthold, who in comparison was scarcely +considered wounded, they were obliged to leave at the Fürstenhof. He +had lain for hours, either unconscious or tossing in the wildest +delirium, a prey to violent fever; the doctor shook his head gravely, +and spoke of a concussion of the brain, which was not impossible, or +some internal injury, which was extremely probable. Herr Wollnow was +very anxious, and spent every moment he could spare by the bedside of +the invalid.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Assessor's case is really very simple," said he; "he has broken +his left leg, and put his right arm out of joint; the arm has been set, +and the leg is going on admirably. I'm not anxious about the Assessor, +whom you ladies will soon set to rights; but with Gotthold it is +different; we don't yet know exactly where we are; I can't be spared +there."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ottilie thought he would have believed it impossible for him to be +spared from Gotthold's side, under any circumstances, but she had +nothing to say against a preference she herself shared; Gotthold +already seemed like her own son.</p> + +<p class="normal">Herr Wollnow received this remarkable confession with a smile, and the +same rather melancholy smile flitted over his grave face again and +again, as he sat beside the sick man's bed, stroked the soft wavy hair +from his burning brow, and compared the delicate features, now deadly +pale and anon flushed with fever, with those of another face, which had +once seemed to him the type and expression of all beauty, and whose +memory his faithful heart had kept so loyally.</p> + +<p class="normal">And many strange thoughts, evoked by this recollection, passed +through his mind as he sat in the quiet room through the long silent +hours,--thoughts which approached caressingly, and he repelled because +they sought to remove him from the firm ground on which he had placed +himself and his house, and where he must stand resolutely if he did not +wish to become the sport of the winds and the waves, with all that had +been entrusted to his care. No, no; it beseems not only God to +pronounce what He has created good, but man must also be permitted to +say so of his works, must be able to say so, if he is to preserve the +strength and courage needed to guard what he has made. He had chosen +his own part; no matter whether he had taken the worse or better, he +had chosen it, and in those words all was said. Those are not the best, +but the worst men, who wish to decide for themselves what has been +settled long ago.</p> + +<p class="normal">But for him, who, according to the number of his years, might be his +son--whom he would so gladly--no no! not that, not that; but he loved +him because he was so good and noble, loved him as an older man can and +may love a younger whom he sees tottering along the same intricate +mazes of the path of life, which once drank his own heart's blood--for +him nothing was yet decided. Could not the determination be made so +that the heart need not pour forth its best blood, ere it was calm +enough to understand the lessons of wisdom? How gladly would he have +procured him a happiness of which he had himself been deprived! It +could no longer be a perfect happiness, under any circumstances--too +much had already happened which would cast its shadow athwart the +fairest future--but perhaps to him it was the only one possible. After +all, there was something in the race, in the old habits of thought and +feeling transmitted to their descendants by those ancient Germans, who +did not try to improve their wretched homes, but simply gave the matter +up, who knew of no other stratagem in battle except that of binding +themselves together with chains, and in gambling preferred to be +ruined, rather than make any concession to ill-luck. And now he too! +the son of such a father, such a mother, who both had been destroyed by +this excess of feeling, which will suffer no bargaining and trading. +Here also the case was essentially different; a force was involved here +which was entirely lacking then, a force which almost seemed to make +what he would otherwise condemn as a crime against society, an act of +philanthropy--a necessity, and yet in his eyes a sad one.</p> + +<p class="normal">To be sure, almost everything in regard to this question was still and +must remain mere conjecture, at least so long as those who had been the +victims of this--accident on the moor were unable to tell what they +knew, or what observations they had made before and after. True, at +best it was probable that very little weight could be given to the +Assessor's statement, since from the little Gotthold had communicated +on that first evening, it was evident enough that the former had been +incapable of judging of anything; and even now, when he could think and +speak clearly again, he persisted in the assertion that he knew +nothing, and must have slept until the catastrophe happened. But +Gotthold, who, with the delicate perceptions of an artist, must have +seen, heard, and noticed everything, could undoubtedly supply materials +which a clever investigator would know how to prize.</p> + +<p class="normal">To be sure, Justizrath von Zadenig, in the neighboring capital of the +island, to whose district the case belonged, could hardly be included +in this category. The Herr Justizrath saw nothing at all unusual in the +event. That carriages might be upset in more or less dangerous places, +and pocket-books or such things lost, everybody must admit; and that +the road across Dollan moor contained such places was well known, at +least to him, Justizrath von Zadenig, who knew the story of the two +Wenhof cousins, part of which was connected with Dollan moor, very +well, as everybody else did, who, like him, was descended from one of +the old island families. The Brandows were not an old family, and the +way in which they had got possession of Dahlitz was not exactly +justifiable; but they no longer owned it, and Carl Brandow ought not to +be called to account for the condition of the Dollan roads, over which +three or four generations of Wenhofs had passed to and fro unmolested. +That was a thing he, Justizrath von Zadenig, considered quite +inadmissible, the more so as the brunt of the trouble would not come +upon Brandow, but on his own brother-in-law, the Herr Landrath von +Swantenit, of Swantenit, who at the last session of the court had been +made responsible for the condition of the high-roads and by-ways. If, +however, Herr Wollnow, of whose wisdom and judgment he held the highest +opinion, thought that the matter ought to be thoroughly investigated, +he would send at once for the Herr Referendar von Pahlen, and even +despatch a gensdarme with him, which, always looked particularly +official and serious. Surely Herr Wollnow would be satisfied with that.</p> + +<p class="normal">Herr Wollnow was satisfied, because he had obtained all he could get +from the indolent, but in other respects worthy old gentleman; and +after he had settled a few other business matters, returned to Prora, +where, at the door of the Fürstenhof, he met Carl Brandow, who had +ridden in to-day, as usual, to inquire in person about the condition of +the invalids.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Things are going on admirably," he cried, as he saw Herr Wollnow. "His +head has been perfectly clear for the last hour. I have not tried to +see him, because I thought all excitement ought still to be avoided; +but I spoke to Lauterbach, who looks very solemn. He had made up his +mind to an inflammation of the brain, and now sees that he'll pull +through. Sellien, too, is getting along as well as can be expected; so +I can ride home today with a lighter heart than usual. How delighted my +wife will be! Perhaps I shall bring her in with me tomorrow. I have +Frau Wollnow's permission to do so. Good-by until to-morrow, Herr +Wollnow, good by."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That chestnut gelding's a fine horse," said the groom, looking after +him as he galloped away; "but it's nothing at all in comparison to the +one he rode Sunday night. That was a splendid animal."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow's glance had also followed the slight figure, whose seat in the +saddle was so firm and graceful. "If he is really the scoundrel I think +him, it will be difficult to outwit him at all events. And I must not +let Gotthold notice anything; it would excite him terribly, and, for +the present, without due cause; at least I must have firmer ground. It +would certainly be no child's play: the snare which could catch the +knave would need very small meshes."</p> + +<p class="normal">As his friend entered, Gotthold extended his hand, which, though very +white, was entirely free from fever.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There," said he, "feel it yourself; and now with this clasp let me +thank you for your kindness, your affection. I have not been so +entirely out of my mind as not to see your face distinctly from time to +time, amid all the delirious fancies that oppressed me, and always with +the grave pitying expression, which I shall gratefully remember as long +as I live."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold's voice trembled, and tears glittered in his eyes--"It is not +the weakness of sickness," said he: "I will frankly confess the truth: +it is the power of an emotion which is entirely new to me. I have had +so little opportunity to be grateful for the services of love. The +person who to others, during their whole lives, stands forth as the +image of unselfish, self-sacrificing devotion--my mother--died so +early, I scarcely knew her; I was separated from my father by an--as I +must believe--impassable gulf, and for ten years have wandered about +the world amid a thousand events, a thousand relations, ever in the +bustle of society, constantly among, and often even the centre of a +large circle of friends, and yet in the inmost depths of my soul +alone--alone, and longing for a love which so late in life has been +given me by a man whom I saw a few days ago for the first time, and +between whom and myself no relations had previously existed save those +of the most ordinary business transactions."</p> + +<p class="normal">The merchant's grave dark face expressed keen emotion, and his deep +voice sounded strangely low and gentle as he said after a short pause:</p> + +<p class="normal">"And suppose that we did not meet a few days ago for the first time; +suppose I had held you in my arms when you were a boy four or five +years old; suppose the interest I took in you sprang from a much deeper +source than our business relations, was connected with all the poetry +and beauty of my life: what then, my dear young friend, what then?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you know my mother?" asked Gotthold, with a sudden presentiment; +"you must have known her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I knew and--loved her. To know and love her was in those days the same +thing to me, nay, even at this moment they still seem to belong +together, like light and warmth."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And my mother--loved you. Speak frankly, and explain the mystery that +has always rested upon the relations between my parents."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow shook his head. "No, no," said he, "that is not it; even if it +seemed so for a moment, it was only seeming, and it is the sorrowful +pride of my life that I did not allow myself to be dazzled by this +semblance; that through it I perceived the rugged path duty and honor +commanded me to tread."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You increase the mystery instead of dispelling it," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So many things in this drama have remained mysterious, even to me," +replied Wollnow, covering his eyes with his hand; "but one fact is +plain, that a man of your father's stamp, so highly gifted, so glowing +with the holy passion of truth, could not fail to arouse an +overmastering love in the heart of your no less gifted, no less +enthusiastic mother. I assure you, my friend, if ever there was a love +such as you described a short time ago, it was that which impelled +these two rare, beautiful natures towards each other, like two flames +which rush together into one. Any one who witnessed the spectacle stood +in silent admiration, saying: No other conclusion is possible. My poor +dear friend said so, though it was a death sentence to him; I said so +too, and thought my heart would break; but it was stronger than I +believed, and then--I was determined to live! With that determination +one can do so, my friend, although it is at first a very wretched, +pitiful fragment of life."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow paused, for he felt that he could not go on calmly. After a +short time he continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not now in a condition to judge whether I have erred in allowing +myself to be led on to make this confession to you, but I should +certainly wrong the memory of your parents, you, my dear young friend, +nay, myself, if I did not now tell you all, although the all is but +little, and this little terribly significant of the sad uncertainty of +human destiny.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The handsome young couple came here. I saw them again by accident a +few years after, when business chanced to bring me into this +neighborhood, for I would have gone out of my way to avoid a meeting +which could only cause me pain. But as I drove through Rammin, one of +the wheels of my carriage broke directly in front of the parsonage. I +was thrown out so violently that I dislocated my arm, and was compelled +to claim your parents' hospitality for several weeks. You cannot +remember me, but I can still see the curly-haired, large-eyed little +boy, who played so happily at his mother's side among the beds of +asters in the garden in the autumn sunlight, and, thank God, had no +suspicion of the meaning of the mournful expression with which the +beautiful young mother often gazed over the child's head into vacancy. +Alas! for her the flowers did not bloom, the sun did not shine; +everything around her was dark, and darkness was within her, in her +warm young heart. And it was the same in the ardent heart of the man +whom she had once so passionately loved, and who had loved her with +equal fervor, who, I am perfectly sure, loved her with no less devotion +at that moment, when they already seemed to hate each other, perhaps +fancied they did. Oh! my dear friend, I won't preach--I won't begin our +late dispute again; but how can I help touching the wound, and saying: +'Here again it was--and in a fatal manner--the want of moderation, +which will not be satisfied with things as they are, will not try to +make the best of circumstances, but releasing itself from commonplace +conditions, strives to realize an ideal vision'? These two beautiful +natures, which could offer so much, be so much to each other, +considered it nothing because it was not all. She expected him to be +not only the champion of the Church before whom she had at first knelt +in admiration, but also to possess every virtue the intelligent, +much-courted young girl had ever admired in any man. He expected her to +wear, in addition to all the charms with which nature had so lavishly +endowed her--I know not what mystic crown, without which all earthly +beauty was valueless in the eyes of the enthusiastic apostle. And +instead of trying to lessen the necessary differences between their +natures as much as possible by gentleness and patience, and overlook +the remnant which would still be left, out of respect for the Great +Power of which we are only an infinitesimal part, both with fatal +defiance increased their special gifts; he wanted to do nothing but see +and read obscure writings by a glass; she, who had always been far too +proud to be vain, declared that the glass told her nothing except that +she was young and beautiful, as the world was, in spite of all fanatics +and devotees. And now this strange conflict went on in the quiet +parsonage of a little village, on an island which in those days was +almost entirely secluded from all intercourse with the outside +world--what marvel was it that the two unhappy combatants bled from +painful wounds--and must bleed to death if they are not separated in +time, the world thinks and says in such cases. I am well aware of it, +but I did not think so. I said to myself: 'These two cannot forget or +lose each other, even if they should place a world between them, and +next to themselves the person would suffer most who might be mad enough +to aid this separation.' I said this also to the young wife, who could +not or would not conceal her misery from me. I spoke to her--as I +thought my duty required me to do--with earnest entreaty, and I must +confess that in so speaking I drowned, not the voice of my conviction, +but of my own heart, which during this strange scene seemed as if it +would burst my laboring breast. Now, for the first time, I learned that +before the right man came I had been dearer to the beautiful girl than +I had ever ventured to hope or suspect--learned it in broken words and +hints which rose from her glowing, passionate heart like sparks from a +blazing fire. How can I deny that I was touched by this fire, that it +became inexpressibly difficult for me to withstand it? Yes, my friend, +I struggled like the patriarch of old on that wondrous night, and from +my heaving breast, like his, the magic words were gasped forth, 'I will +not let thee go, except Thou bless me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"And was it no blessing that some trace of the repose I had won by so +fierce a conflict seemed to calm the soul of the despairing young wife, +that she--which in such a situation is everything--found time to regain +her self-control, to remember what she had once possessed, to ask +herself whether she might not possess it again if she desired. I can +still see the look with which she extended her hand as she bade me +farewell, the earnest, expressive glance in which a gleam of hope still +sparkled. I can still hear her sweet voice utter the words which were +the richest reward to me for all I had done and suffered, the words: 'I +thank you, my friend.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I thank you," said Gotthold, seizing the hand of the +deeply-agitated man, and pressing it warmly, "thank you with all my +heart, for you have acted according to your sincere conviction, and +what can a man do more? But you did not save my poor mother from dying +of a broken heart."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow looked gloomily at the floor. Gotthold, smiling sadly, +continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"To be sure, it is better to die so, to die young, than to live on with +a broken heart, to the torment instead of the joy of one's self and +others, as was the fate of my poor father. And he cannot have become +reconciled to my mother's shade. Else why, when he pushed me from him +in anger, did his pale lips murmur: 'You are just like your mother'? +No, no, my friend, I honor your wisdom, but I think one must be born +wise--it is not to be learned."</p> + +<p class="normal">"At least in one lesson," said Wollnow, with grave kindness, "and this +has lasted long enough--too long, when I consider the condition of the +pupil."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold protested against this decision; he felt perfectly well, and +strong enough to continue the argument a long time; besides, the +subject had a demoniacal charm for him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And for that very reason we will drop it," replied Wollnow, "and +instead, if you are really strong enough, I will request you to answer +a few questions in relation to your unlucky drive. I will confess that +I put them partly at the desire of a prominent magistrate. At least, +Justizrath von Zadenig declares that no farther steps can be taken in +this disagreeable matter without your deposition, and has begged me to +take it down in a legal form."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold looked up in astonishment--"What is the point in question?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It concerns, in the first place, the lost money, which must, if +possible, be recovered," replied Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor Sellien! I am sorry for him," said Gotthold; "but I don't see how +your questions and my answers can aid in its recovery."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us see. Do you know that Sellien had the money with him when you +left Dollan?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am sure of it; as he did not suspect it came from me, he told me in +a walk we took after dinner that Brandow had paid him, and showed me +the packet, which he took out of the breast-pocket of his coat. I also +saw it there during the whole evening--not without some little anxiety. +I feared he might be tempted to stake the money. Fortunately he always +won."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So he was gambling. Who was the loser?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brandow."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did he lose much?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think he lost five thousand thalers to Redebas, who was the only +person that had the courage to make a stand against so rash an +adversary."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course he did not pay him on the spot."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly not; and from that very circumstance arose the quarrel which +ended in the others leaving the house in a rage."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you take any part in the dispute?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, no; Sellien perhaps was a little mixed up with it; at least +Brandow made it the pretext for the rudeness that drove us also from +the house."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Drove you out of the house! Very good," said Wollnow, when he had made +a written record of the words. "And Sellien still had the money when +you went away?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I felt the packet when I buttoned his overcoat; he was then partially +intoxicated."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the overcoat was still buttoned when Lauterbach wanted to bandage +his injuries here. So you said a short time ago, and Lauterbach +confirms it. Did you make no attempt to remove his clothes at the +smithy?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. Old Prebrow wanted to do so, but Sellien, who came to his senses +for a moment, begged so earnestly to be let alone, that we desisted, +and contented ourselves with making him as comfortable a bed as we +could on some straw and hay in the bottom of the wagon the Prebrows had +already prepared."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And did you feel the pocket-book there too?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold reflected a moment. "No," said he, "he did not have it there. +I remember now, because first the old man and then I myself felt his +breast, as he complained of severe pain in his left ribs. I could not +have helped feeling the packet. That is certainly strange."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is indeed," replied Wollnow, "since neither of the worthy Prebrows, +father and son, who carried him from the place where the accident +occurred to the smithy, can have taken it out of his pocket."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Impossible!" exclaimed Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And it is almost equally impossible, though in another sense, +that during his fall he can have lost it out of the pocket of a +closely-buttoned coat, over which another was buttoned."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet there is no other supposition."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So it seems. But let us go back a few steps. You had the impression +throughout, that Brandow was driving you from the house. Did not that +seem strange?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No and yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We will suppose that the no refers to your relations with Brandow, and +the yes to the Assessor's, whose favor he certainly had the most urgent +motives to keep. I confess it is incomprehensible to me. And on such a +night too--as King Lear says, 'In storm and rain and darkness'--to +drive you out of the house and give you a carriage with no lamps to +convey you over such notoriously bad roads."</p> + +<p class="normal">"All that is true," said Gotthold in an embarrassed tone; "but +recurring to Brandow's unfriendliness--which, moreover, he instantly +regretted, and tried to make amends for the same evening--will scarcely +help us to the recovery of the money."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You see what an unskilful inquisitor I am," replied Wollnow, passing +his hand over his brow. "Let us leave the master, and without regard +for the old adage, turn to the man. Was he not the same one who drove +you out in the morning?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The same. Brandow's trainer, and as you see, occasional coachman, +steward also, in a word, factotum."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Factotum, very good," said Wollnow. "A do-everything, in contrast to +always doing right, for this Signer Do-everything seems to fear nothing +and no one, at least that was the impression he made upon me. What do +you think of the man?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That he is a remarkable fellow, so far as this, that any one who had +seen him once would hardly forget him. I remember him perfectly from +the time I first knew him, years ago, till now: the square flat head, +and low retreating forehead of the large animals of the cat tribe, to +which his green squinting eyes also bear a resemblance, while his broad +shoulders, short, thick-set figure, and clumsy bow legs are more like +the dog tribe--a cross between the terrier and bull-dog, whose tenacity +and faithfulness he also possesses. I believe he would go through fire +and water for his master."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And water," said Wollnow. "What wonderful eyes you artists have! How +dear that description is! And now we have this estimable monster, this +faithful Caliban, on the front seat of the carriage, driving through +the darkness. What about the ride?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have frankly confessed that, until just before the accident, I +noticed little or nothing of what was passing around me. But I remember +now that we ascended the hill with difficulty, probably because the +wind was directly against us, and Hinrich Scheel, with his usual +cruelty, violently lashed the poor horses, which seemed to have a +presentiment of their fate, and would not move from the spot until +Hinrich at last jumped out of the carriage."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Jumped out of the carriage," repeated Wollnow; "that was very wise, +very apropos; for the fall occurred directly after, didn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It must have taken place at that very moment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us say a few moments after, otherwise the faithful Caliban would +have been obliged to join the party. The fall you have already +described to me, so far as you were conscious of the precise +moment--and it is astonishing how far an artist's observation extends +to the gates, nay, I might say across the very threshold of death. And +how long did this terrible moment, when you were so near your end, +last?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can hardly say; I became unconscious without pain or struggle, as +quickly and imperceptibly as the lid falls over the eye; and in the +same manner, without the slightest struggle, my senses returned, and I +lay with my eyes fixed upon the moon, watching the yellowish brown +clouds over her face grow thinner and thinner--as if I had nothing else +to do--until her rays suddenly pierced the last transparent veil, and +shone in their full brilliancy. At the same moment the consciousness of +my situation returned, and I knew as well as if some one had told me +that I had remained lying on a ledge about half way down the slope, +while the carriage and horses, sliding down the precipice to the edge +of the morass, were lying in one confused, terrible heap, amid which I +could distinguish nothing. After this, I must have again fallen, not +into an unconscious condition, but a sort of delirious state. I had a +distinct vision of a horseman, who, with a speed that only occurs in +dreams, dashed away from me across the marsh in the direction of +Neuenhof. Like the traditional ghostly rider, he had his head bent far +over the long thin neck of his flying steed, and wore a tall hat. A +ghost in a tall hat, isn't it ridiculous?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very ridiculous!" said Wollnow. He had risen from his seat again, and +gone to the window to conceal his agitation from Gotthold. What was +that the groom had said just now about the remarkable speed of the +horse Brandow had ridden that night? And the spectral rider had dashed +in the direction of Neuenhof, from whence Brandow had come!--Brandow, +who strangely enough had worn a tall hat that night, and the tall hat +was splashed with marshy water.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow turned to Gotthold again: "Do you think it impossible for any +one, I mean any one of flesh and blood, to cross Dollan marsh, even on +the best and fastest horse?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What put that into your head?" asked Gotthold in amazement.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! nothing, except that Brandow has been telling everywhere that one +of the horses which broke away from the carriage and tried to make its +escape across the morass was drowned in the attempt."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then that is surely the best proof of the impossibility."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly," replied Wollnow; "and now you must have perfect quiet, or +Lauterbach will be very angry. I will come back again in two hours; +until then you must sleep undisturbed."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow spent the two hours in a restless, impatient mood, of which the +calm, self-possessed man would not have believed himself capable. He +was expecting the young lawyer, who had promised to stop in Prora on +his return from Dollan and tell him the result of his investigations. +Herr von Pahlen had left B. two hours before him, and might surely have +executed his commission by this time. The expected visitor arrived at +last, but without the gendarme Herr von Zadenig had ordered to attend +him to give a suitable coloring to the affair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This is a very strange business," said Herr von Pahlen. "You know I +went ostensibly to take the deposition of the man who drove the +gentlemen, Hinrich Scheel; at least he was the principal person, and +now would you believe it--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The man had disappeared," said Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How did you know?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I only thought so; but go on."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Had actually disappeared," continued Herr von Pahlen, "although half +an hour before our arrival he had been seen by the laborers on the +estate, and also by Herr Brandow, who had just returned home. He had +disappeared and could not be found, although Herr Brandow was kind +enough to send men in every direction, who as Herr Brandow himself +said, must have found him if--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The man had wanted to be found."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Exactly, but how stupid in the fellow, who, after all, is not to +blame, except for having taken for the journey the two worst beasts +among the many good ones, in order to spare the carriage-horses. It is +from this cause Brandow says, as he now looks at the matter, that the +whole misfortune arose. To be sure, if the fellow has really fled--I +have left Rüterbusch there for the present, who will arrest him if he +makes his appearance--the case assumes a very different aspect. The +fellow will suggest the inference that he either found the money, God +knows how, or took it out of the Assessor's pocket while he was +senseless, and now, being conscious of his guilt, fled when he saw us +coming--and one can see a long distance over the moor. Brandow, who was +very much astonished, said that he should have attributed such a crime +to any one rather than this man, who had always been highly esteemed by +his father, and since his death had served him faithfully and honestly, +but admitted that the sudden disappearance was very mysterious; and +after all everything was possible; at any rate, the possibility could +not now be denied that the poor devil might have yielded to the great +temptation of becoming a rich man at one stroke."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A devil always feels tempted to do evil, even if he is not poor," said +Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So you think he has stolen it," asked the lawyer eagerly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have nothing to do with the matter," replied Wollnow evasively, +while his dark eyes flashed with an expression that seemed to say that +for all that he did have an opinion in regard to the affair, and a very +decided one.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had left Prora for Sundin as soon as his health permitted, +although Ottilie declared that the Prora air was infinitely better for +a convalescent, and he could complete the promised picture just as well +here as there. Nay, she had even announced herself ready to give up the +present entirely, if their friend could not be induced to stay on any +other terms; but her husband had again differed from her in opinion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We ought not to try to detain one who wants to go," said he, "or we +must be responsible for all the results that may proceed from his stay, +and that I have no inclination to do in this case. I am sincerely +attached to the young man, as he deserves, and wish him from my heart +all the happiness he deserves; but I don't exactly see how he could +obtain it upon this path. And in this I have not clung to the views you +know I hold regarding marriage. I would be reconciled to all possible +concessions, if Gotthold could be helped. But that cannot be done yet. +The only way to remove the obstacles from his path is such a terrible +one, that, from my knowledge of his nature, he will shudder to use it +if matters ever go far enough. At present they have not reached that +point."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall take care not to rack my brains over this mystery," cried +Ottilie; "only let me ask one question, to which I beg you to give me a +plain, straightforward answer: Does Gotthold know of this expedient?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have not mentioned it to him, but it is possible that, with his +penetration, he has hit upon it himself."</p> + +<p class="normal">However little satisfaction Ottilie had derived from this very vague +information, she had not been able to doubt that Gotthold really wished +to go away, and even her husband's persuasion would hardly have +detained him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had hurried off with the impetuosity of one who fancies some +magic spell has been cast over him, and strives to break it, cost what +it may. And had not an enchanted ring been woven around him from the +moment he had entered his native island, and been driven by the +companion of his boyhood, without recognizing him, through his native +fields? Good Jochen Prebrow! He certainly bore very little resemblance +to a Mercury, and yet with him had commenced the succession of marvels +which had taken place during the last few days, which had now shown him +a heavenly face and now a fiendish grin; now refreshed him with nectar +and ambrosia, and anon strewn ashes on his tongue.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should be the most miserable creature on earth if you did not +understand me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The words constantly rang in his ears--the words and the anxious tone +in which she had uttered them, as if from the depths of the +wretchedness into which she would sink without hope of deliverance, if +he did not understand her. She and he! Was not doubt misunderstanding, +and were not doubt and despair one and the same thing in this case?</p> + +<p class="normal">Had he understood her?</p> + +<p class="normal">It was in the middle of the night, when Gotthold started from a +troubled sleep, that the meaning of the mystery had appeared before his +soul, as if born of the darkness: there was one thing, and only one, +which she could not, dared not do: go while her child remained, +remained in the power of this fiend; and by this one thing the fiend +had forced her to obey his will. And force her to go he can and will, +will apply for the dissolution of a marriage bond she has broken--or +would she, the proud woman, deny it? Deny upon oath, in a court of +justice, that she had ever rested in the arms of her friend? Repeat in +the court-room, before the world, the yes which in his presence she had +long since changed to an inflexible no? Very well, then the breach of +faith was proved, the marriage dissolved, the child would be taken from +the guilty parent, and given to the one who was innocent of blame!</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, with a sneering laugh, he had repeated to her the shameful +formula, with which the next morning, in the presence of her lover, she +was to degrade herself to a level with the lowest--must do so if he did +not see through the fiendish plot, if he did not understand her!</p> + +<p class="normal">Thank God, he understood her now! But how she must have suffered! How +she must suffer still!</p> + +<p class="normal">And was this state of things to continue? Never, never. Now that he had +at last penetrated his enemy's base game, he must win the victory. If +he had allowed himself to be paid with money for the shame of knowing +that his wife's heart belonged to another, how far would not his +venality extend? But he would sell everything--honor, wife, and child. +Why had he not disposed of all at once, since he knew any price would +be paid that came within the means of the buyer? Did he wish to +increase the value of his wares by selling them separately? Or was +there, even for him, a limit which he could not pass? Inconceivable. Or +was his hatred towards his rival greater than his avarice? Did he carry +the refinement of cruelty so far as only to mutilate his victim, in +order to exult in her agony?</p> + +<p class="normal">It was certainly very probable from such a man, but how long would this +spendthrift and gambler remain in a situation to be able to afford +himself so costly a luxury? How soon would necessity compel him to sell +off his wares? What had the purchaser to do, except practise a little +patience and keep the money ready?</p> + +<p class="normal">The property which Gotthold had hitherto considered of so little +importance, suddenly acquired a priceless value in his eyes, and he +felt sorely troubled by the thought that he had entrusted the greater +part of it to persons whose honesty was by no means beyond question; +at least Wollnow, even when their intercourse had been limited to +letter-writing, had repeatedly made such hints, and finally in plain +words warned him against the house in Stettin; but Gotthold, out of +indifference towards the property, and respect for the name of his dead +relative, which had been retained by the firm, had not heeded the +warning until Wollnow had recently spoken on this point even more +urgently, and said that he must withdraw his money, and there was +danger in delay. The banker in Sundin who discounted Wollnow's notes +had confirmed the statement of his business acquaintance, and offered +him his services, but said it would be better to withdraw it to-day +than to-morrow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had intended to do so, but his next visit had been to his +protégé, the young artist Bruggberg, whom he found dying, and in the +duties of friendship he had forgotten everything else. Then days and +weeks of the most sorrowful emotions had followed, during which he +could form no resolution. Now he did not need to form any; now he was +eager to make up for the delay; but it was too late.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he entered the banker's office, the latter came to meet him with a +very grave face. News had just come from Stettin that Lenz & Co. had +failed, in a most unprecedented, scandalous manner; the creditors would +not receive five per cent. "I am sincerely sorry," said Herr Nathanson; +"I lose a small sum myself, if one can be said to lose what one has +given up all hopes of getting long ago; but you are very heavily +involved, if I understand you rightly. Did you not have fifty thousand +thalers invested there?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A short time before Gotthold would merely have shrugged his shoulders +at such news, and gone back to his work. Now it came upon him like a +thunder-clap. By the sum recently borrowed of Wollnow and his present +loss, his property was reduced to about one-fourth of its original +amount, and even this, strictly speaking, no longer belonged to him. +Nay, he need not even be overstrict; it was only necessary not to be +faithless to the obligations into which he had entered--obligations to +struggling young artists, who had based their hopes of the future on +his friendship, to widows and children of his deceased companions in +art, who but for him would sink into poverty. What was left him if he +paid these debts, as his honor, his heart bade him? Nothing! Nothing +except the income from his labor. It was enough and more than enough +for himself--but for the insatiate avarice of that spendthrift! He +would not be put off with promises, nor accept payments on account, not +he!</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold stood helpless before a barrier that towered before him in +impassable height, and which neither his anger nor his despair could +remove. Of what crime could she be charged, except that young, +generous, and confiding, she had allowed herself to be deceived by a +villain, and then after long years of terrible, silent agony, had once +more breathed freely at the sight of the friend of her youth, and fled +to his arms for deliverance? And now she was the guilty one, and this +scoundrel, asserting his rights, could mock, torture, kill her +unpunished.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus anger and love drove him restlessly around in the terrible circle, +from which no escape seemed possible unless some means could be found +to fasten the crime, before the eyes of all the world, upon the person +who was really guilty.</p> + +<p class="normal">But how could such crimes be proved?</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold started in horror when, while racking his brains over the +possibility, he surprised himself in the act of producing this proof. +Should he sully his own and Cecilia's honor by revealing the dark +secrets, which, under cover of the night, extended from the master's +room at Dollan to the little attic chamber of the maid-servant? Never!</p> + +<p class="normal">And that the spendthrift and gambler would ever venture out of the dark +mole-tracks of vice to the comparatively open road of crime was a +thought that had also occurred to him; but there were too many +probabilities against it. He did not give the scoundrel credit for the +courage that always belongs to crime; besides, in that case, Wollnow +would probably have expressed some suspicion; Wollnow, who, apparently +out of sympathy for the Assessor, and perhaps also from the impulse of +his own nature, which every dark problem irritated, had entered into +the affair so eagerly, followed with so much care even the smallest +clew that might lead to the discovery of the lost or stolen money. And, +after all, was it not a psychological impossibility, that even a +Brandow--if he had been directly or indirectly concerned in the +robbery--could quietly clasp the hand of the man he had wronged, as he +had done just now, when Gotthold met him engaged in a most animated +conversation with the convalescent and his wife. True, the matter had +been settled by the trustees of the convent of St. Jürgen, in a manner +particularly favorable to Sellien. Under the direction of Alma's +father, who presided at the meeting, they decided that the Assessor was +not in the least to blame, since, as the agent of the convent, he was +authorized, nay obliged, to receive the money, and certainly could not +be held responsible for what happened to him on Dollan moor, during and +after the fall. So the convent merely set down the ten thousand thalers +as lost, "and," Sellien's father-in-law said, "if we were requested to +withdraw the warrant for the apprehension of Hinrich Scheel, I, for +one, should make no objection. The fellow has escaped long ago, and it +is neither for our interest, gentlemen, nor that of my son-in-law, to +have the stupid story constantly kept before the people."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow laughed heartily when Sellien, in the most amusing manner, gave +an account of the last meeting of the trustees, but was unfortunately +obliged to take his leave immediately, as he wanted to go away directly +after he had attended another consultation of the racing committee: the +seventh within a fortnight! He could not get away from the city at all; +but what was he to do? It was everything to him to get the resolution +to include a piece of marshy ground in the race-course withdrawn. His +Brownlock, which had compared very favorably with the other horses +yesterday, was as good a steeple-chaser as could be found; but for the +very reason that he had so much power in leaping, required firm ground. +"It would be a sin and shame to treat him so; even young Prince Prora +has declared it 'indigne.' But I'll pay no forfeit for non-performance +of my contract. I'd rather be left sticking in the bog and if necessary +drown."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is a hero!" Alma Sellien exclaimed, ere Brandow had closed the door +behind him, opening her eyes very wide to express her enthusiasm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is a fool," Gotthold muttered to himself, as he walked through the +wet, silent streets towards his lodgings; "at least as much fool as +knave, and certainly incapable of a deed which, in any sense, requires +a man."</p> + +<p class="normal">On reaching his room, Gotthold found a letter in the firm, even bold +hand of Wollnow, now so familiar to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The epistle was a lengthy one. Gotthold expected to find news of the +Stettin affair, about which a great deal of correspondence had passed +between him and his friend during the last few weeks. He was mistaken. +His eyes sparkled as, still standing, he glanced rapidly over the +pages; then he threw himself into a chair, but instantly started up +again, for his resolution was already formed. He hurried to the house +where the racing committee met. Herr Brandow, after a violent +altercation with one of the gentlemen on the committee, had left the +house half an hour before. He went to the hotel where he knew Brandow +usually lodged. This time Herr Brandow had not done the hotel the +honor; perhaps he had taken a room at the "Golden Lion." The "Golden +Lion" knew nothing of Herr Brandow; perhaps the gentleman might be at +the "White Rose." Brandow had left the "White Rose" about fifteen +minutes before, for home, the head waiter thought, at least he had +ordered his luggage to be carried to the ferry-boat.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next boat left in half an hour. Gotthold had just time to hurry +home and put clothing enough to last for a few days into a travelling +bag. "It is possible that I may not return for several days," he called +to the landlady, and added in an under-tone: "It is possible I may not +return at all."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The passage to the island was unusually long that day. A strong +head-wind had sprung up; the boat was overloaded with passengers and +horses, and they were obliged to tack, cautiously. Conversation among +the passengers, most of whom were land-owners and farmers on the +island, turned almost exclusively upon the races which were to take +place in a few days, and would be the most brilliant ones that had ever +been seen. Horses were to come from Silesia, and even Hungary; Prince +Prora would probably have taken part in them himself, if he had been +admitted. The great public prize was increased to a thousand thalers, +but the principal race would be the one between the gentlemen riders. +It had at first been supposed that not three of the twenty-four horses +registered would appear, since even in May, six, from fear of Herr +Brandow's Brownlock, had already paid the forfeit for failing to fulfil +their contract; but now the tables were turned, now all wanted to be +allowed a place, for it was notorious that Brownlock could not cross +the marsh, and then he would be obliged to give up the lead to go round +it, and could not recover it again, since there was only one very +slight impediment between the bog and the winning-post, and on a free +course the other horses could easily cope with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">So the men, putting their heads together, talked eagerly among +themselves, while rain and spray dashed over their broad shoulders, and +Gotthold pondered over the letter he carried in his pocket. "Brownlock +can't cross the bog, Brandow says so himself;" he had another motive +for saying so besides that of stimulating his opponent's desire to bet, +as one of the speakers had suggested.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last the boat reached the opposite shore. Gotthold hurried to the +inn to get a carriage to take him to Prora. Herr Peter's three +carriages were all away, but one would soon return, nay, ought to have +been back now; but he could not depend upon the grooms; the only +reliable one he had ever had got married about three weeks ago, one +Jochen Prebrow from Dollan, that is, not the estate, but the smithy, +near which the accident had lately happened of which the gentleman had +probably heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, good gracious!" exclaimed Herr Peters, "it's you yourself. I +should hardly have known you. You look much paler and thinner than you +did three weeks ago, when you passed through here with the Herr +Assessor and Herr Wollnow. I was talking the matter over with Herr +Brandow a few hours ago. It's a pity you missed the twelve o'clock +boat, or you might have gone on with Herr Brandow, who always has his +own horses here to meet him. There is no trace of Hinrich Scheel yet; +no doubt the fellow has been on his way to America for the last three +weeks."</p> + +<p class="normal">Herr Peters was now obliged to attend to his other guests, whose tall, +broad figures crowded the large coffee-room. Gotthold had already seen +curious glances directed towards him; probably Herr Peters had pointed +him out as the hero of the accident on Dollan moor, which had caused a +great deal of talk on, its own account, and now that Brandow's name was +in every mouth, was more discussed than ever. So he left the room, +which reeked with tobacco-smoke, and wandered about in the pouring +rain, until at last, after an hour of impatient waiting, the promised +carriage arrived--an old rickety chaise, to which fortunately a pair of +fresh horses was harnessed. Herr Peters came out to take leave of him, +and say that in consequence of the great demand, he could not have the +carriage at the usual price. Gotthold consented to the shameless +extortion, and would have given even more to get on.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I saw what was in the wind at once," said Herr Peters to his guests; +"Brandow two hours ago, and now he. Mark my words; they are after +Scheel."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nonsense," said a fat farmer; "he's gone where the pepper grows long +ago."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think he has taken his life," observed another.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or had it taken," growled a third.</p> + +<p class="normal">They again put their heads together, even more eagerly than before. +That Hinrich Scheel had not reaped the fruits of his crime alone, nay, +possibly, had been wholly cheated out of them, was an opinion which had +obtained a firm hold upon the public mind, although the rumor had not +assumed a definite form. This time also people either could not or +would not mention any names; on the contrary, the affair grew darker +and darker the longer they talked it over, and the more frequently the +thick little glasses filled with a greenish liquid were emptied. Herr +Peters looked on well satisfied; it might be doubtful which of the +disputants would first call for a bowl of his famous mulled wine; but +that the call would be made within the next five minutes was perfectly +certain. Herr Peters had already made a signal through the little +window that opened into the kitchen to his daughter, who was standing +by the hearth.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meantime Gotthold drove on through the pouring rain, which shrouded the +whole landscape in a gray veil that grew denser and denser hour by +hour. The wind whistled through the chinks in the leathern curtains, +which had been buttoned down to protect the occupants of the chaise +from the storm; the crazy old vehicle creaked and groaned +whenever--which happened only too often--the wheels on the right or +left slipped into the holes of the rough road; but the horses were +powerful, and the driver, who expected a liberal fee, was willing, so +it rolled forward with tolerable speed, although by no means rapidly +enough to suit Gotthold's increasing impatience.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet he was compelled to acknowledge to himself, and did so again and +again, that there was no sensible reason for his haste, that nothing +depended upon one hour more or less, nay, that another hour, which +might perhaps mature some definite resolution in his mind, would be +welcome. Yet, even while he said so, he leaned forward to shout to the +driver that the road was perfectly smooth here, and he might drive +faster.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he leaned back again into the corner of his little damp prison, +drew out Wollnow's letter and gazed at it as if he could not believe +any one could write such words as those in a hand so firm, characters +so large and clear. And for the second time he read:</p> + +<p class="normal">"What I have to tell you to-day, my dear friend, is so bad that the +most skilful preamble would not make it better. So without any +introduction: the upsetting of the carriage on the moor was no unlucky +accident, but a shameful crime, of which Brandow was the instigator. +Secondly, the money was stolen. The originator of the theft, which +might be termed murder, was Brandow again; he was probably present at +the time, or else appeared on the scene directly after; at any rate, +the fruits of the robbery fell into his hands. Whether the two crimes +may to a certain extent be considered one--I mean whether the first was +committed that the second might be executed, or whether the second was +perpetrated on the spur of the moment, after the first had been +performed--I do not know, and probably no one ever will, since it is to +be feared that a third terrible crime has resulted from the first two.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who betrayed this horror to me? That which is so often the betrayer of +crimes--chance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A chance than which nothing could be more accidental.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The money in the packet consisted of hundred, fifty, and twenty-five +thaler notes. I had myself, as you know, counted and put up the amount; +but of course that would not enable me to positively swear to the +identity of any one of the bills, even if it came back to me again. +With one, however, I am in a position to do so; the note is once more +in my hands, and I can prove in whose possession it has been in the +mean time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was obliged to pay out this bill ten years ago at a very critical +time--it was the last money I possessed, and in a humorous freak I +marked on it the words, 'a lucky journey,' and the date in small, +almost microscopical characters, on the upper right-hand corner of its +face. Four years ago this same note came back to me. I honored my old +friend with the word 'welcome,' which, together with the date, I +wrote on the left-hand upper corner of the back, and gave it, as a +luck-penny, a place in my pocket-book, where it remained until three +weeks ago. You will remember that ready money was rather scarce with +me, and I took advantage of the opportunity to punish myself for my +superstitious feelings by adding this note to the rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now, this bill, to whose identity I can swear, Herr Redebas received +from Brandow on the day after the accident, as a part of the gambling +debt due that afternoon; he left the money in his desk without touching +it, until he made me a payment yesterday in which was this very note. I +asked Herr Redebas--without telling him my reasons--whether he could +swear to this statement if necessary; he answered in some little +astonishment, but very positively, that he was ready to do so at any +moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brandow, as is well known, had related here and there, that is, had +intentionally spread the report, that the five thousand thalers he paid +Herr Redebas at noon had been received in the morning from Jacob +Demminer, a produce dealer in this place, as part payment on account of +the seven thousand for which he had sold his wheat to him. This +statement had nothing improbable in and of itself, and as Jacob +Demminer bears the reputation of doing any business by which money can +be made, even that of a receiver of stolen goods, there was certainly +the shadow of a possibility that the master had received in the +morning, in payment for his wheat, the very money of which the man had +robbed our friend the night before, and thought he had placed in safety +with the worthy Jacob, with whom he had perhaps had business dealings +for a long time. I say, there is the shadow of a possibility, for the +time was rather short; still, we do not yet know where and how Hinrich +Scheel spent the rest of the night, so it might have been.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The worthy Jacob, however, had not this affair at least on his +conscience, but the business Brandow wished to transact with him did +not take place either. To be sure Brandow was here that morning, and +also in the dark hole Jacob calls his counting-room; he took money away +with him, too, but only two thousand thalers, and not for this year's +wheat, which he had sold to Jacob months before, but for the next +year's harvest. He was obliged to sell at any price, in order to be +able to show the money at this time, and he could name any sum without +fearing that the worthy Jacob would contradict a customer with whom he +did such profitable business. The discovery of this trick was also +effected by chance, in the person of a poor young Jew, who had worked +several years for the worthy Jacob, and gained his confidence, until +now his conscience, or I know not what, suddenly urged him to pour out +his heart to me, and implore me to save him from this den of crime.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us recapitulate. Brandow, who on the day of the accident was known +to be destitute of money, and received only two thousand thalers the +following morning, pays Herr Redebas, at noon, five thousand at one +stroke; and among this money is the hundred-thaler note which was in +the package that disappeared at the time of the accident.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Disappeared! Why not lost, found, but not restored to its owner?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then it would still have been stolen. But from the beginning it was +both a theft and robbery.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Remember that you felt the package in the Assessor's coat-pocket after +you left Dollan; that you no longer felt it at the smithy, and yet the +coat you had buttoned was still fastened. This, to be sure, is no +positive proof--nay, the latter circumstance at first even seems to be +against my supposition. Why, it might be said, should a thief so +cunning in all other respects intentionally incur an additional risk? +But people may try to be too cunning; and it certainly was not known +that you had kept your eye on the package all the evening, and +afterwards, when you buttoned the Assessor's coat, even had it under +your hand. The defender of the accused will, of course, doubt the +correctness of this statement, will--but we are not in a court of +justice. To me the fact is plain: the Assessor had the money with him +at the time of the fall; afterwards, when the two Prebrows raised the +poor fellow, while Henrich Scheel stood by with the lantern, he no +longer had it--that is, it had been stolen during the interval.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By whom?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Undoubtedly by this very Hinrich Scheel, but very, very probably not +by him alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Can Brandow have been present at the time?</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has taken no little trouble to prove his alibi, even before any +proof was asked, and evidently began the affair cunningly enough. He +rode here by the way of Neuenhof, Lankenitz, and Faschwitz--that is a +fact; the people in the villages heard him dash through; he even took +time to talk to several persons he met. If he rode the whole way he +cannot have been present at the time the deed was committed; even the +best rider on the fastest horse could not do that. But suppose he did +not ride the whole way--suppose he turned into the road just above +Neuenhof--suppose the spectral horseman whom you saw in your vision +dashing across the morass had been a veritable rider of flesh and +blood, and this rider had been Carl Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You say that is impossible. What is impossible to a man pursued by the +furies, if he has a horse under him like the much-praised Brownlock?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brandow rode Brownlock that night; the groom at the Fürstenhof swore +it, after he saw the racer, day before yesterday, on his way to Sundin. +And when a man like Brandow rides a horse which in itself represents a +small fortune, and on which, moreover, he has bet thousands, on such a +night, over such roads, at such a pace, he must have been in a great +hurry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He must have been in a very great hurry, or, my dear friend, you would +not have escaped with your life; you certainly would not have been +spared. A man whom people dash headlong over a precipice sixty feet +high they silence entirely, if they are not in too great a hurry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet, as I said before, this will probably remain a mystery, even to a +wiser judge than Justizrath von Zadenig. One of those who were there +will never betray it, and the other can no longer do so.</p> + +<p class="normal">"As I returned from B. I met Brandow; he may easily have learned from +my coachman that I had been talking to the Justizrath for an hour. He +rode towards home at full gallop; an hour after the lawyer arrived with +the gendarme, but did not find Hinrich Scheel, although people had seen +him about all the forenoon; and he even took his master's horse when he +came home. The master was very, very anxious that the missing man +should be found; he even directed the search himself; he--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will not protract this horrible supposition farther; it is the only +one which occurs in my story, all the others are facts--facts which cry +aloud to heaven--which ought not, must not remain unpunished. I know, +my dearest friend, you'll think as I do, though every fibre of your +heart must quiver at the thought that you--you--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall come to Sundin with my wife day after to-morrow. We will then +discuss, not what is to be done--there can be no doubt about that; but +the how is certainly to be considered."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold put the letter back in his pocket, and gazed out into the +cheerless, rain-blurred landscape so fixedly, that he scarcely heard a +carriage, which, coming from Prora, passed by on the other side of the +road. It was still a half hour's ride to Prora, but it seemed an +eternity to the impatient traveller. At last the carriage stopped +before Wollnow's house.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"I am so sorry to have you go," said Ottilie; "my husband must +certainly return before evening. He will be very angry with me for not +keeping you. And then, confess it frankly, my dear friend, you are +going without any definite plan--any fixed purpose--and in this way +intend to meet a man like Brandow--that is, to lose the game before it +is begun."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ottilie had seized Gotthold's hands as if to draw him back from the +door into the room. Gotthold shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are right," said he, "but there are cases where the one who is not +right, or at least cannot prove that he is, must act according to his +own opinions. That is my case. I cannot put Brandow in prison or drag +him to the scaffold; I can't--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Even if he must otherwise still remain Cecilia's husband? You cannot +permit that either."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly not, and therefore a third plan must be found."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Which never can be. Dear, dear Gotthold, let me say to you what my +husband would have said if he were here: Never! He will never yield if +you go to him so, alone and helpless, without the bailiff and myrmidons +of the law; you must be able to prove that you have him completely in +your power, and that is not the case now. My husband said yesterday +evening: 'If we could only confront him with Scheel. There is really +nothing to be done without him; but where is Scheel? Perhaps at the +bottom of the Dollan morass.' Ah! my dear friend, stay away from this +den of murderers."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And ought I to leave her there?" exclaimed Gotthold. "Woe betide me +for having done so until now, for not having risked everything to take +her away with me, her and her child, for it was only the child that +detained her, and he would have sold the child too if I had had head +and heart enough to offer him the right price. Now I can offer nothing +except a mortal struggle; but I am sure, and he knows very well, that I +shall not be conquered this time. Forgive me, my dear friend, for using +so many words where acts would beseem me better, and--farewell."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ottilie burst into tears. "And you," she exclaimed, "my dear, dear +friend. Ah! yes, you must go, you must risk all if you love Cecilia, +and that you did love her--I knew long ago, and my good Emil knew it, +and--and--Emil would not act otherwise in your place, believe me, +whatever he may have said before, and may say after! He knows what +passionate love is, nay, he would make no objections if he were eight +and twenty, and in your place! But I can't help it if I am not as +beautiful and intellectual as your dear dead mother was; and besides, I +was not even in existence thirty years ago, and there are much more +unhappy married couples than we, and, and--may you and your Cecilia be +as happy!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She embraced and kissed Gotthold very warmly, and then stood at the +open window letting the rain drip upon her tear-stained face as she +waved her handkerchief while his carriage jolted over the rough +pavement.</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of all the delays, it was still nearly an hour before sunset +when Gotthold left Prora, and the horses stepped out bravely; he must +surely reach Dollan before dark. He repeated this to himself several +times in the course of the next hour, and then reflected why he +constantly recurred to this calculation over and over again, and what +difference it made whether he reached Dollan before or after dark. He +could find no answer, and even as he sought for one, said to himself +once more: "Thank God, I shall get there before dark!" Were his +thoughts beginning to get confused? That would be bad; his head would +probably have much to bear to-day, then his anxious eyes wandered to +the heavy clouds, wet stubble, and black fields, and he murmured: "It +will grow dark earlier than I expected," and as if the obstinacy of the +idea required a corresponding idea, even if it were a mild one, he +added: "I shall not find her."</p> + +<p class="normal">And now he could not shake off the new idea: he would not find her. As +if she would hide herself from him, and he would be obliged to seek her +in vain because it was too dark.</p> + +<p class="normal">Or was all this only nonsense, such as arises in the confused brain of +a man who for hours has jolted alone in a damp chaise, over rough +country roads, staring out into the murky atmosphere, which grew grayer +and denser every minute. Was it the terrible type of a terrible +possibility. Hinrich Scheel had taken Brandow's horse when he came +home, and two hours after Hinrich Scheel had disappeared. Now he had +been at home at least four hours; so he had had twice as much time.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold tore away the curtain which was still fastened on one side; it +seemed as if he was suffocating. At last! there was the smithy close +before him; he would see and speak to the worthy Prebrows; they lived +so near that they could surely tell him they had seen and spoken to her +a short time before.</p> + +<p class="normal">The smithy was lonely and deserted; several hours must have passed +since the bellows, had been used: a thick covering of ashes lay over +the dead coals. It seemed as if the father and son, who lived alone in +the old-fashioned little house, had just run away from their work. The +piece of iron they had last been forging still lay on the anvil, the +pincers and hammer were close beside it on the ground, as if they had +been suddenly thrown down to rush out of the door, which stood wide +open. The driver was very indignant; one of the springs of the chaise +was almost broken. He had depended upon getting the injury repaired +here so that it should go no farther. Gotthold told the lad to follow +him slowly, he would go forward on foot.</p> + +<p class="normal">He could not have waited a moment longer; the sight of the deserted +smithy had infinitely increased the terrible anxiety which had tortured +him all the way. He hurried up the ascending road over the moor, +without heeding the rain that the wind drove into his face with +redoubled violence as he walked hastily on, his eyes always fixed upon +the nearest hillock which lay before him, and seemed inaccessible. Then +he stood panting for breath on the top of the slope, but his view on +the right was no clearer; a gray mist from the morass floated nearer +and nearer, was so near already that the rugged side of the next +hillock gleamed very dimly through the drizzling vapor, and he scarcely +recognized the scene of the accident. On reaching the bottom he +remembered that by keeping close to the edge one might pass between the +hill and morass, so he left the height on the left, and took that +course.</p> + +<p class="normal">But as he turned towards the marsh he entered farther and farther into +the fog that had now spread over the bog like a heaving gray sea, and +whirled against the steep acclivity like surges dashed by a violent +wind against the cliffs.</p> + +<p class="normal">While the height on the left obstructed his view, and on the right he +gazed into the gray mist, which scarcely permitted him to see where to +set his feet, the terrible dread increased at every step; it seemed as +if every moment the misty curtain must rise to reveal the horrible +picture it now concealed, and the height against which it pressed was +only there that he might not escape the scene. And there it was!</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold stood trembling and staring into the mist with eyes fairly +starting from their sockets. It could have been nothing but a trick of +his over-excited fancy, for he now saw nothing, nothing at all, and yet +he had seen it with perfect distinctness: four or five figures standing +in a circle, thrusting long poles into the morass--misty spectres!</p> + +<p class="normal">No, no; no spectres! Or else ghosts could speak with human voices, +which he clearly distinguished, although he could not understand the +words, and now he even caught a few.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Could it possibly be here?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, it was not possible--it was certain; he now knew why he had been +so alarmed."</p> + +<p class="normal">The next moment, with a single bound, he had dashed through the tall +sedges which, at this spot, enclosed the morass with a broad girdle; +the thin covering of turf rose and fell under him--he did not notice +it; again and again the water dashed up under his flying feet--he did +not heed it; his eyes pierced the mist in the direction from which he +had heard the voices, and now heard them again still nearer; and now +the figures, which a rift in the mist had just revealed to him, +appeared again; he reached them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cousin Boslaf!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stand farther away, and you others, too! There are too many of us +here; the ground won't bear, and I can do it alone."</p> + +<p class="normal">They stepped back; again and again the old man let the long pole, +furnished with an iron hook, slide cautiously down into the water which +had here formed a small dark pool amid the rushes and nodding grass. +Then he drew it out and gave it to one of the men. "There is nothing +here. This was the last place, we will go back; keep close behind me; +and you too, Gotthold. Tread in my footsteps."</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man, holding his gun on his shoulder, walked forward with the +long, regular stride of a huntsman, till the others, among whom was +Clas Prebrow, Jochen's brother, found it difficult to keep up with him. +He paused several times, and seemed to be trying the ground; but it was +only for a few moments, then he moved on into the mist. The men +followed without hesitation; they knew they could go on calmly if +Cousin Boslaf led the way; and now the ground became firmer and firmer; +they were on the very spot from which they had started an hour ago. +Cousin Boslaf called Gotthold to his side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Since when?" asked Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"At two o'clock this morning; the dogs have been keen on her track; I +knew it first three hours ago."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you still have hope?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man gazed into the mist.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have not found her," said he, "so the others may not either, and in +that case there would still be hope, although it is not probable that +she could have gone far with the child in the darkness."</p> + +<p class="normal">"With the child?" cried Gotthold, "with Gretchen! then all is well; she +would do the child no injury."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Injury!" said the old man, "injury! there are greater injuries than +death."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold shuddered. She had not been willing to part from the child; +she had thought herself obliged to bear--able to bear--anything for its +sake. Now matters had become unendurable, and she was compelled to cast +the burden aside. What would become of Gretchen? There are worse +injuries than death.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">They walked rapidly towards the house, old Boslaf still leading the way +with his long, regular strides, his eyes now bent upon the ground, and +anon gazing keenly into the gloom of the gathering twilight; but he did +not speak, and Gotthold asked no questions. Yet before he reached the +court-yard, he knew--from various remarks made by the other men--that +when, towards noon, the rumor spread abroad among the laborers that the +mistress had disappeared with her child, it was said at once that they +were dead. No one had been the first to utter the words; every one had +spoken them at the same time, and suggested that somebody should +go to Cousin Boslaf. Cousin Boslaf had come instantly--with his old +long-barrelled gun over his shoulder--and divided the men into parties. +Statthalter Möller, with one band, was to cross the fields and search +the forest near the seashore. Prebrow, the blacksmith, who had been +sent for, was to head another company and go to the upper part of the +moor, towards the Schanzenbergen; and Cousin Boslaf himself, with the +remainder, down to the morass; then they would all meet at the house +again. Two hours before--they were then still farther out in the +morass, and there was some little fog, though it was by no means so +thick--they had seen Herr Brandow come home, and very soon after ride +away again. He had taken a wise course, for the men had resolved that +the murderer should not leave the estate alive again; it was no matter +about Hinrich Scheel, who was as bad as his master; but his wife and +child--it was too much, and they had always said it would happen some +day.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had all said so and had let it happen! True, they had been unable +to prevent it; but he! Gotthold thought his heart would burst with +shame and horror.</p> + +<p class="normal">They reached the house almost at the same moment as the two other +parties, who had carefully searched the region assigned to them, and +found nothing, not the smallest trace.</p> + +<p class="normal">What was to be done now?</p> + +<p class="normal">Very little more could be done. True, the fog had dispersed, but +twilight had already closed in; in half an hour, or an hour at latest, +it would be perfectly dark. Besides, the men, who ever since noon had +been constantly on their feet, searching bushes and woods, fields and +morass, were evidently fatigued and exhausted, though quite ready to +search the forest in the direction of Dahlitz, as soon as they had +eaten the supper Cousin Boslaf had ordered to be brought out from the +house. The old man himself neither eat nor drank; he stood with folded +arms, leaning against the trunk of one of the huge old lindens, waiting +patiently until the men should once more be ready to help him seek +his great-granddaughter, the last of his race, at the bottom of the +marl-pit, the depths of some forest ravine, or wherever she had fled +with her child to die.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had entered the house to look for Mine, a good young +servant-girl whom he had often seen playing with Gretchen, and who +appeared to be very devoted to Cecilia; perhaps he might learn from her +something that would give a clew. He found her in the kitchen, where +with eyes swollen with weeping, she was helping the housekeeper prepare +bread and butter for the men's supper. When she caught sight of +Gotthold she dropped the knife with a cry of joy, and came running +towards him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold told her to leave the room with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">At first the good child's tears almost choked her words. The mistress +had been very sad the last few weeks, much more sorrowful than usual; +she had scarcely spoken except to Gretchen, whom she would never trust +out of her sight, and even to her only when it was absolutely +necessary. Yesterday she had remained out of doors alone until very +late in the evening, and when she came in looked so pale and exhausted, +and stared straight before her with such a fixed expression; she would +not go to bed, however, but insisted that she should go to her mother +in Neuenhof, who was very sick, and added that she need not come back +before noon, and then the mistress had already been gone, no one knows +how long. Rieke had certainly known it long before, but said nothing +from fear of the other servants, and hid herself up stairs until the +master came home. At first he scolded her furiously, and struck at her +with his riding-whip, but Rieke cried and screamed that she would +charge the master with it, and made such evil speeches that at last he +took her away with him in the carriage; and her dear kind mistress had +been obliged to go out of the house in the middle of the night, and +dear sweet little Gretchen had not even had her new boots, for they +were locked up in the closet, and she had the key in her pocket.</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl began to cry again; Gotthold said a few words which were +intended to be consoling, and was then obliged to turn away, for his +own grief threatened to overpower him. The sobbing girl had reminded +him of the sunny days when he sought out Cecilia in the garden, and +played with Gretchen among the flower-beds.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he came out of the house again, the men had finished their meals +and were ready to set out. Prebrow, the blacksmith, was to search the +forest on the left, and the Statthalter on the right of the road to +Dahlitz. Cousin Boslaf would keep to the road itself. They were just +going when Gotthold's chaise jolted into the courtyard; the spring was +now entirely broken, and the tire was off of one wheel. Cousin Boslaf +asked the Statthalter whether Herr Wenhofs old carriage was still +there, and capable of being used. The carriage was there, and might be +made fit for use. Then Clas Prebrow should repair it, put in a pair of +fresh horses, and follow them. Gotthold looked at the old man +inquiringly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall seek till I find her," said Cousin Boslaf, pushing the rifle +farther over his shoulder, "and I shall find her--alive or dead; in +either case we shall need the carriage."</p> + +<p class="normal">They reached the forest; the men had already spread out to the right +and left, and now pressed eagerly into its depths.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall keep to the road," said Cousin Boslaf as they walked on side +by side. "I can trust my old eyes, and I almost believe she has taken +this way. She would reach the forest sooner, and directly behind the +woods, in a ploughed field on the right, is the great marl-pit. When +she was a child, a poor girl who had killed her new-born babe drowned +herself there."</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man did not change his long, regular stride as he spoke, and +his keen eyes searched the deep furrows of the rough road, or glanced +over the bashes and tree trunks on either side, between which, here in +the depths of the forest, the darkness already brooded gloomily. The +men within the woods shouted to each other, in order to keep together: +oftentimes one of the dogs they had taken with them barked loudly, then +for a moment all was silent again, save the wind sighing through the +treetops, and shaking the rain-drops from the leaves. Then the old man +paused, listened, and went on again, after convincing himself that the +men still kept to their track, and nothing remarkable had happened.</p> + +<p class="normal">So they came to the end of the forest, whose dark edge stretched out +into the twilight on either side as far as the eye could reach. Nothing +was to be seen of the men, who had been obliged to make their way +through the underbrush more slowly. Cousin Boslaf pointed towards the +right, where a short distance from the road, in the ploughed field, a +round spot was relieved against the darker earth; it was the marl-pit, +which the continual rain of the last few days had filled nearly to the +brim.</p> + +<p class="normal">They crossed the edge of the road to the field; the old man again took +the lead, but more slowly than before, and his head was bowed lower, as +if he wished to count every separate blade of the short wet grass. +Suddenly he paused: "Here!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He pointed to the wet ground, upon which, as Gotthold now also +perceived, were the marks of footprints, a large one, with a smaller +one beside it. The footprints came from the road they had just left, +but had emerged from the forest sooner, and gone towards the marl-pit, +and they had come upon it farther down at a right angle. The old hunter +and the young man looked at each other; neither spoke--they knew the +decisive moment had come.</p> + +<p class="normal">Slowly and cautiously they followed the clew, which ran straight before +them towards the marl-pit, on whose surface they already saw the +rippling of the water, as the strong breeze blew it against the edges. +Only about fifty paces more, and all would be decided.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold's eyes rested fixedly upon the horrible water, which glittered +spectrally in the last feeble glimmer of twilight; he saw her standing +on the edge holding the child by the hand, gazing--</p> + +<p class="normal">One of the old man's hands rested on his shoulder, the other pointed +downwards. "She took the child in her arms here."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was only one footprint, the larger one, and the mark was +deeper--five, ten, fifteen steps--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stay!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man had uttered the word, and waving Gotthold back with his +hand at the same moment, he fell upon his knees. The footprints were +confused, as if she had taken a few steps irresolutely to and fro, and +then the trail became distinct again, going straight on, but parallel +with the edge of the marl-pit, and then they turned back in the +direction of the road, and remained in that course to the bank, from +whose sharp edge a small piece of turf had been torn as she stepped +upon the path with her burden.</p> + +<p class="normal">The two men stood in the road once more; Gotthold felt as if the solid +earth were reeling under him; he threw himself into the arms of the old +man, who clasped him in a warm embrace.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We may hope now, my dear son; but we are not yet at the end."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will bear and risk everything, so long as I can still hope," cried +Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">The dark figures of men now emerged singly and in pairs from the gloomy +forest, and approached the place where they stood. They had found +nothing; and Statthalter Möller asked whether they should now search +the marl-pit; they could probably do no more than that today; it had +grown too dark, and the people were completely worn out.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But if Herr Wenhof wants us to do anything, we will, won't we, men?" +asked Statthalter Möller.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ay, that we will," they replied in chorus.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thank you," said Cousin Boslaf, "you can help me no more now; I will +go on alone with this gentleman, as soon as Clas Prebrow comes with the +carriage, and I now have a hope that I may find my great-grandchild +alive."</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man's voice trembled as he pronounced the last words, and the +people looked at him in astonishment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, my great-grandchild," the old man began again, and his voice was +now strong, and had acquired a strangely deep, solemn tone, "for that +she is--my great-grandchild, and the great-grandchild of Ulrica, the +wife of Adolf Wenhof. You have aided me so faithfully to-day that I +cannot help telling you the truth. There is no one living whom it can +harm, but it may do you good to know that the truth must always be +spoken, that an old man of ninety must speak it, for no other reason +than that it is the truth. And now go home, children, and don't allow +yourselves to be tempted to take vengeance on him who has driven my +child from house and home--don't vent your anger on the house and farm. +Better men have lived there before him, and better ones will dwell +there after him; and now once more I thank you, children."</p> + +<p class="normal">The men had listened in silence; one after another removed his +cap--they did not exactly know why; and when the old man and Gotthold +entered the carriage, which meantime had quietly driven up, all stood +around it with bared heads, and even after the coach had gone on, and +they had set out on their way home, it was long ere any one ventured to +speak aloud.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the coach drove on through the darkness towards the fishing village +of Ralow. It was a delightful road on a summer evening, and Cecilia had +been fond of walking here with the child. Gotthold thought she would +follow this direction, and the old man had assented. "It is your turn +now," said he. "We were seeking a dead body, and an old man is well +suited for that; now that we are in search of a living woman, young +blood may be better."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Two days after, Jochen Prebrow was standing before the door of his +house, just after his second breakfast, looking out to sea through a +long spy-glass, which with his left hand he rested against the tall +flag-staff that stood before the house. Worthy Jochen might often be +found in the same spot, engaged in the same occupation It was not that +he sought or hoped to find anything unusual out at sea; but in leisure +moments the spy-glass, which usually rested on two crooked bars close +beside the door under the shelter of the projecting roof, afforded an +excellent amusement, even if, as at this moment, there was nothing to +be seen on the sea except the waves, here and there crested with foam, +dancing merrily in the morning breeze.</p> + +<p class="normal">But to-day the worthy Jochen did not even see the foam-crested waves; +he saw absolutely nothing at all; yet when, at the end of five minutes, +he put down and closed the spy-glass, his broad face wore an expression +as anxious as if he had perceived a large ship, driven by a north-east +storm on the Wiessow cliffs, and his neighbor Pilot Bonsak had said she +could not be saved.</p> + +<p class="normal">And the same anxious expression rested upon the plump face of his +Stine, who had just appeared in the doorway, and with both hands, +usually so busy, idly folded under her apron, began to gaze at the blue +morning sky and shining white clouds scattered over it, without even +noticing her Jochen, who was standing scarcely six paces away.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no," sighed Stine.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes," said Jochen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Jochen, how you frightened me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And it is frightful, when one thinks of it," said Jochen.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had opened the spy-glass again, and was evidently about to resume +his former occupation; but Stine took it out of his hands, put it in +its place, and said in a somewhat irritated tone, "You do nothing but +look through the old thing, and I so worried that I hardly know whether +I'm on my head or my heels."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! but if you don't know, Stine"--</p> + +<p class="normal">"How am I to know? Why are you my husband, if I, poor creature, am +expected to know everything? And she has just asked me again whether +the Swede is not yet here. Poor girl! To go all that long way in such a +nutshell of a boat! And who knows whether the people over yonder will +want her. They are only fourth or fifth cousins."</p> + +<p class="normal">Stine had spoken with great emotion, but in a suppressed tone, and had +drawn her Jochen out to the blackthorn hedge that divided the sandy +little garden from the sandy village-street. Jochen had a vague +perception that as a man and a husband, and moreover sole innkeeper of +Wiessow, he must say something, so he replied: "You'll see, Stine, we +sha'n't carry it through."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Jochen, I wouldn't have believed you were so bad," exclaimed Stine, +as, sobbing violently and pressing both red hands over her eyes, she +turned away from her husband and went back to the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen was left standing by the hedge, and raised his arms; but the +spy-glass was resting quietly in its place, and, in consideration of +his wickedness, he did not venture to take down the care-dispeller. So +he let his arms fall again and thrust his hands into his pockets. Thank +God, here was his pipe! It now had many idle hours, for Stine could not +bear smoking, and if she should see him now when she was so angry, she +probably would not make friends again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen let the pipe slide back into his pocket, and gazed at the +sparkling sea like one who, without any optical instrument, still sees +only too distinctly the spot where just now a majestic ship went down +with all on board.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-morning, Prebrow," said a voice close beside him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen slowly turned his blue eyes from the distant horizon towards the +gentleman who, with the collar of his coat turned up over his ears, had +just passed along by the hedge with hasty strides.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-morning, Herr In--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"St--" said the gentleman, stopping and putting his finger on his lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To-night!" continued the gentleman; "I tell you, because, after +everything has gone on well, until now, somebody might at the last +moment get some suspicion, and inquire of you. Of course you don't know +me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Heaven forbid!" replied Jochen.</p> + +<p class="normal">The gentleman nodded and was about to continue his walk, but paused +again as if struck by the troubled expression of Jochen's face, and +added: "You needn't take it to heart, Prebrow; it serves the Rahnk +right; their conduct is a disgrace to Wiessow and the whole region, and +after all there is no one who would not be glad to have you get rid of +the rascals. And when I come back next time, Prebrow, I shall of course +lodge with you; this time I must keep out of the way."</p> + +<p class="normal">The gentleman nodded, walked lightly away, and after casting a rapid +glance around him, entered the pilot's house.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A damned miserable business," muttered Jochen, without exactly knowing +which of the two he meant, the one going on in his own house, or the +other of which the Herr steuer-inspector had just spoken. It was +probably the former; the second certainly did not concern him at all, +but it was a secret the more, and he already had far too much trouble +with one.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-morning, Jochen."</p> + +<p class="normal">This time Jochen was actually frightened. There was his brother Clas in +the very spot where the Herr inspector had just been standing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, good Heavens, Clas, what brings you here?" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! you may well say that, Jochen," answered Clas.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is the smithy burned?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, Jochen, how can you ask such stupid questions?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The bridge of understanding seemed broken. The feeling that the whole +world was one dark secret, and he the unhappy man who had to guard it, +overpowered Jochen still more.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Won't you come in, Clas?" said he.</p> + +<p class="normal">He could not help saying that; he could not leave his only brother, who +moreover was the elder of the two, standing in the street.</p> + +<p class="normal">Clas Prebrow instantly accepted his brother's invitation, +notwithstanding the unbrotherly tone in which it was given, shook hands +with Jochen, and said, glancing towards the house, "You're very well +off here, Jochen."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And probably have a great many guests."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What business is it of yours?" cried Jochen violently, as if he had +been bitterly insulted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, I only asked the question," said Clas.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is no one here at all," cried Jochen, "no one at all;" and he +stepped before the other as he was making his way towards the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That happens just right," said Clas; "then I can turn back and tell +old Herr Wenhorf and Herr Gotthold that they can get lodgings in your +house."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen was perfectly horrified. What should he do? He had promised to +keep silence, but what could silence avail if Herr Gotthold came +straight into the house, and the old gentleman too, for whom he had +such a wholesome respect. If the latter fixed his clear old eyes upon +him, he must certainly tell everything, and--"Stine, Stine," shouted +Jochen, as if the only inn in Wiessow were in flames from top to +bottom.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Jochen, have you gone perfectly crazy? Don't you think at all of--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Stine, who had come running out of the house at her husband's loud +outcry, suddenly slopped short and stared at her brother-in-law with +open mouth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You see," said Jochen with great satisfaction.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is he?" asked Stine.</p> + +<p class="normal">Clas Prebrow felt that his diplomatic reserve would not answer with the +clever Stine, and at this stage of his mission he must drop the mask. +So he rubbed his large, hard, blackened hands contentedly, and showed +his white teeth, but suddenly grew grave again, and said, while his +glance wandered over the row of windows in the upper story, "Wouldn't +it be better for us to go in?"</p> + +<p class="normal">They went in and entered the little sitting-room directly behind the +large coffee-room, which Stine only left for a moment to get from the +cupboard a bottle of rum and two glasses, that the brothers might drink +to each other's health, and Clas's tongue should not get dry in case he +had a great deal to tell.</p> + +<p class="normal">Clas probably would have had a very long story, but remembering that +the gentlemen were awaiting his return, he cut it short.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had come upon the right clew the very first evening, but lost it +again the following day because the lady left the carriage she had +taken at Ralow, in Gulnitz, and went on on foot, to conceal her route. +She succeeded so well in this, that they spent a whole day and night in +searching, and only recovered the lost trail late yesterday evening in +Trentow. To be sure, it would now scarcely have been doubtful what +direction she had taken; but they had left the carriage at noon at Herr +von Schoritz of Schoritz, who was a friend of Gotthold's, in order to +proceed on their journey on foot to mislead Herr Brandow, in case he +was behind them, and therefore they had been obliged to rest a few +hours in Trentow, and to-day they were coming from Trentow, and he ran +on before, less to inquire whether the lady was here than to beg his +sister-in-law to prepare her, that she might not be too much +frightened.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! goodness gracious," said Stine, "poor, poor child! we were obliged +to promise solemnly that we would not betray her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stine, we sha'n't be able to carry it through," said Jochen.</p> + +<p class="normal">In her heart Stine had never expected to do so; nay, she had always +prayed that Heaven would interpose and send Herr Gotthold to them +before it was too late. To be sure, she could not acknowledge this +openly, but neither did she wish to be actually unfaithful to the +promise she had given Cecilia, and in her perplexity began to weep +bitterly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen nodded assent, as if he wanted to show his Stine that she had +now taken the right course. Clas emptied his glass and said, rising, +"So we shall be here in fifteen minutes. You're so clever, Stine, you +can easily settle matters, and you can come with me, Jochen."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen started up and went out of the room so hastily that he left his +glass half full. Stine intended to pour the liquor back into the bottle +again, but in her absence of mind drank it herself. Tears fell from her +eyes: "We poor women!" she murmured.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXIX.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">After Stine had left the room, Cecilia still remained sitting by her +child's little bed. Gretchen had fallen asleep, and it now seemed to +the mother that the innocent little face looked paler, and the white, +delicate hands often twitched convulsively. Suppose she should be +seriously ill? Suppose she should die, and all the horror and grief of +these hours had been endured in vain?</p> + +<p class="normal">She pressed her hands to her throbbing temples. There was no one--no +one who could counsel and help her. And yet she was with friends, with +her good old Stine, who had received her yesterday with a flood of +joyful tears, who was nearly beside herself with grief and joy at the +unexpected visit, and with worthy Jochen, whose honest face mingled +pleasantly with the happy memories of her girlish days--how deserted +she would feel in yonder foreign land! Would they not look upon her, +treat her as an adventuress? And could she blame them for it? Could she +tell her pitiful story to all the world--nay, even to one human being?</p> + +<p class="normal">The harassing anxiety drove her from her seat to the window of the next +room. A broad expanse of blue sea flashed between the gable-roofs of +the neighbors' houses and the white downs; a sail gleamed on the +distant horizon. It was a fresh, bright scene that was framed in by the +low window, and she gazed at it with the eyes with which he had taught +her to behold nature; then she remembered that the empty waste of +waters, with the lonely ship pursuing its solitary way into the unknown +distance, was to her and her child a cruel, pitiless reality. Her head +drooped; she did not notice the slight noise outside the door, and only +looked up when it opened, and Stine, an expression of mingled timidity +and joy on her face, which was swollen and red with weeping, entered, +and then looked back towards some one who was standing behind her. A +sudden foreboding, which drove every drop of blood to her heart, +thrilled Cecilia's frame. Who could the dark figure in the entry be +except the one person for whom she had so eagerly longed, for whose +coming she had waited and hoped as the devotee waits and hopes for a +miracle? Now he was here, because he loved her--and yet, and yet it +could not, must not be; and her half-extended arms fell, her trembling +hands did not return the clasp of his.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is Gretchen?"</p> + +<p class="normal">They went to the child's bed, where good Stine had already preceded +them. The little pale cheeks were now deeply flushed, the hands +twitched more violently; Cecilia's anxious eyes said, what did not +cross her trembling lips until they had again entered the next room, +"If she dies, I have killed her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She will not die," replied Gotthold, "but you must not decide upon +anything hastily; you must no longer struggle on alone, must not +disdain my aid as you have done till now."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That I may drag you, who are guiltless of this misery, down to ruin +with me? I have already involved you too far, but more--never."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you call more, Cecilia? I love you; in those words all is +said, in those words our lives are woven into one circle. What could +you suffer that I would not suffer with you? Nay, has not even your +past life become mine and always belonged to me? Has not all this ever +brooded over my soul as a vague, anxious foreboding, drawing a veil +over my brightest hours? Yes, Cecilia, when I consider this, I cannot +help saying: 'Thank God! thank God that the veil is rent, that life +lies before me as it is, although obstacles and difficulties of all +kinds threaten to bar our way. We will conquer them. If I ever +despaired, I shall do so no longer, now that you are restored to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had bent his lips to her ear as he sat behind her; his deep voice +grew so low as to become almost inaudible, but she caught every +syllable, and each word pierced her to the heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! Cecilia, Cecilia! you would not have killed yourself and your +child only--you would have slain me too. Well, since a voice you must +ever hold sacred, of whose veracity you must never, never have the +smallest doubt, has cried, live! live for me, Cecilia, for--you cannot +live without me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nor with you," cried Cecilia, wringing her hands. "No, do not turn +your honest eyes upon me with such a questioning, reproachful look, my +own dear love! I would fain tell you all, but I cannot; perhaps I might +to a woman, yet to her, if she were a true woman, I should not need to +do so, for she would understand me without words."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You do not love me as you must love the man from whom you could and +would accept every sacrifice, because love, the true love which bears +and suffers all things, perceives no sacrifices, and yours is not the +true love!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke without the slightest tinge of bitterness; but his chest +heaved painfully, and his lips quivered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Am I not right in saying that no man, even the best, the most delicate +in feeling, can rightly understand us?" replied Cecilia, bending +towards Gotthold, and pushing his hair back from his burning brow. For +a moment the old sweet smile played around her delicate lips and +sparkled in her eyes, the smile of which Gotthold had often dreamed, +and then spent the whole day absorbed in reverie, as if under the +influence of some magic spell. But it was only for a moment; then it +disappeared, and sorrowful earnestness was again expressed in every +feature of the beautiful face, again echoed in the tones of her voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"True love! Dare a woman who has experienced what I have, even take the +word on her lips? True love! Would you have called it so, when I--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She paused suddenly, rose, went to the window, came back again, and +standing before Gotthold with her arms folded across her breast, said: +"When I procured still larger supplies for his avarice, when I would +have suffered myself and my child to be sold, though you would have +been compelled to sacrifice the last penny of your fortune to buy our +freedom--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You might have done so, and did not!" exclaimed Gotthold, in the most +painful agitation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I might, and did not," replied Cecilia, "but certainly not because I +doubted, for an instant, that you would, without hesitation, sacrifice +all, all; such a doubt is inconceivable to a woman who knows herself +beloved, nay, she would, under similar circumstances, go begging for +her lover; but--it is useless, Gotthold, I shall never find words. Ah! +the misery that is even denied the relief of expressing its agony, +which must consume away in silent torture."</p> + +<p class="normal">She wandered up and down the room, wringing her hands. Gotthold's +mournful eyes followed her as she paced to and fro, and a feeling of +intense bitterness welled up in his heart. There had been a +possibility, but she had not seized it, and now it was too late.</p> + +<p class="normal">He told her so, and why it was now too late, and that even if, by the +income from his labor, he could satisfy the claims which others already +had upon the small remnant of property that now remained, it would be a +mere nothing to her husband's avarice, a sum which, if any one offered +him, he would hurl back into his face with a scornful laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cecilia, pausing in the centre of the room, had listened eagerly, +gasping for breath. "My poor Gotthold," said she; "but for me--it is +better so, even the temptation cannot assail me now, and the matter is +decided. Yes, Gotthold, it is decided; besides, perhaps it was only a +momentary thirst for money, which the deadly hatred he bore you has +long since swallowed up. He will not release me; I have not chosen, +will not choose death as long as the last possibility of deliverance, +flight, remains. Let me fly, Gotthold, before it is too late; do not +detain me. You wish to save me, and are only driving me into the arms +of death."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will keep you, save you, and tear you from the arms of death," cried +Gotthold, clasping Cecilia's hands, "you and your child, whom you would +kill, if, while ill and feverish, you exposed it to the dangers of a +journey, which, under any circumstances, would be a useless cruelty, +for he would know how to find you there or anywhere if he wants to do +so--there as well as here, and therefore you must not stay here. You +can remain nowhere, except under my protection, I repeat it. I will +guard you. Cecilia, have you then no faith in me, my courage, my +strength, my judgment? And I too cannot tell you all, how I intend to +save you, will save you; I must beg you to let me take my own way, +without explanation. Is not what is fair for women, right for men? May +not cases occur for us also, in which we act as duty and honor command, +and which we can confide only to a man? And, Cecilia, when I tell you +that I have trusted to a man, to whom from childhood you have looked up +with deep reverence, without suspecting that you owed him the respect +so freely paid--and this man approves of my plan and resolution, and +will himself do all in his power that the plan may not remain a plan, +that the resolution may be executed--and this man will assure you of +the fact with his own lips--Cecilia, I will bring this old man, your +ancestor, to you, and when kneeling before him with his hand resting +upon your head, the past, which seems as brazen and immutable as fate, +reels and totters, you will perhaps believe that the present is not +unalterably fixed for those who live and love!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold hurried out of the room. Cecilia, trembling with a strange +foreboding, gazed steadily at the door through which he had +disappeared. It opened again: the tall form that entered was compelled +to bend its head, and thus, with drooping head and downcast eyes, +approached her. A strange conviction shot through her mind: even so had +her father looked when he called her to his bedside an hour before he +died, and at that moment he had resembled the picture of his +grandfather, which hung in the sitting-room beside the old clock. Her +knees trembled, and almost refused to support her, as he held out his +hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold closed the door. The words spoken between the two must ever +remain a secret.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXX.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The last rays of the setting sun trembled on the heaving water in +crimson light, and crimson light glittered on the nodding grass of the +broad swamp that stretched from the western shore to the downs, and +bathed the figures of Gotthold and Jochen Prebrow, who, coming up from +the narrower strip of ground that rose from the eastern beach, had just +reached the highest point of ground. Gotthold, shading his eyes with +his hand, was already gazing into the fiery sea, while Jochen kept +pushing the spy-glass in and out of its case. At last he found the +narrow mark on the glittering brass. "Here," said he, handing the glass +to his companion, and then added as if to apologize: "One can see a +devilish long ways with it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My good fellow!" replied Gotthold smiling.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen showed his white teeth, and then both suddenly grew very grave +again. Gotthold looked through the glass as eagerly as if he were +actually trying to see the boat, which had sailed four hours before +with a fair wind, and must now surely be off Sundin, if not already in +the harbor, and Jochen was as downcast as if he had seen the round +cheeks of his Stine, who positively insisted upon accompanying Frau +Brandow for the last time.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the worthy fellow was not thinking of himself. He could do without +his Stine for a few days or weeks, if necessary, and things generally +went so pleasantly with him that he had more than once doubted whether +he was not too well off; but his poor, poor Herr Gotthold! O Heavens! +how they looked at each other when she was going to get into the +boat, and they shook hands on the bridge once more; with such large, +wide-open eyes, which were full of tears! And then when she reached the +boat, she instantly rushed down into the cabin, where Stine had carried +the child, and then, as the wind took the sails and the boat began to +move, came out again, and stood leaning on the old gentleman's arm, +waving her handkerchief, with her big wide eyes looking steadily +towards him, though she certainly could see nothing through her tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the boat is as good as any that can be found," said Jochen, "and +as for my father-in-law, he was glad to get something to do again, and +my brother Clas is a wonderfully clever fellow, and has often been in +Sundin. He can take good care of them all; he said he knew where +Wollnow lived, too, and one can depend upon the old gentleman, and +nobody can do more than he can; and when one has done everything within +the bounds of human possibility, he has done all he can."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen drew a long breath; he was astonished himself to find how he +could talk to-day--even his Stine would have done no better--and Herr +Gotthold had said nothing at all--what could he say against it? Jochen +continued in a still more persuasive tone: "And so you mustn't be so +sad, Herr Gotthold, for the night doesn't last all the time, and +unexpected things often happen, and when a horse once gets the bit +between its teeth, a man may pull his arms off, but it will run away +for all that; and what a horse can do, a man can too."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall not fail, Jochen," replied Gotthold, "and I am no longer +wretched, for I know I shall fight my way through, although it is a +difficult matter so long as we don't have Scheel. But I think we shall +get the fellow yet; at least he isn't dead, and that is the main +thing."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen Prebrow shook his great head. "It's a damned, miserable +business, Herr Gotthold," said he. "Old Arent in Goritz saw him a week +ago,--well, he certainly knows him, for the old man was at Dahlitz till +Hinrich Scheel drove him away, but at night all cats are gray, and +besides--there are so many chances of getting away from here by sea to +Sweden or Mechlenburg or elsewhere. Therefore, it is very probable that +he came here; but that he could be here still--no, that I don't +believe."</p> + +<p class="normal">The crimson glow which blazed in the western horizon had faded, and as +they turned towards the east in descending from the summit of the down, +the sea from the shore to the farthest horizon spread before them in a +deep blue expanse, against which the white sand of the beach was +relieved with singular distinctness. The chain of downs, upon whose +highest point they had just been standing, stretched towards the north +in a vast confused mass, which in the twilight seemed endless, here +overgrown with coarse grass and broom, yonder in dreary baldness, +rounded, lengthened, flattened, with sharp overhanging edges, like a +sea which, while lashed by a tempest, had suddenly been converted into +sand. Yonder, where the western shore projected farthest--Wiessow Point +they called the narrow tongue of land--a roof, just visible to the eye, +appeared above the downs, and Jochen Prebrow pointed towards it with +his spy-glass.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you see that house?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A part of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's where the Rahnkes live; I shouldn't like to be in their skins +to-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, what is going on there?" asked Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Another of the good chances," continued Jochen, involuntarily lowering +his voice, although, as far as the eye could reach, no living creature +was to be seen except the sea-gulls hovering over the waves. "They +pretend to be fishermen, and when we were under Swedish rule also had +the right to sell liquor, and say they have it still. But that is +probably only a rumor in order to have a reason why every moment boats +run in full of people, who, like the Rahnkes, call themselves +fishermen, and have just as little right to the name. There must often +be a half-dozen there at once, the custom-house officers say, and when +they come--either by land or water--all are away, just run out to sea. +They have kept watch here on the downs, and cruised in the offing for +days together; but then no boat has ever arrived except some innocent +fishing-smack, and the Rahnkes have stood and laughed when the officers +were disappointed again. But they'll get paid for it to-night."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What, this evening?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I really ought not to tell, but it's different with you, and besides +they must certainly be there already. Do you see the three sails +standing towards the north? Those are Uselin fishing-boats, and this is +the right time and the right course; but they have no fishermen in +them, but custom-house officers in peajackets and southwesters, and +when they are near enough they will heave to and stop close by Wiessow +Point, and the moment they heave to, a dozen custom-house officers and +gendarmes will come marching, marching up from the land-side. I have it +all from Herr Inspector from Sundin, who has already spent two days in +Wiessow, and I'm an old acquaintance of his, because I've often driven +him to different places; so he told me about it. Look! Herr Gotthold, +look! there it begins."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen, with an eagerness most unusual to him, pointed towards the +three vessels, which, in fact, after holding their course in line +directly towards the north, suddenly tacked and stood towards the land. +At the same moment, two boats that must hitherto have lain concealed +behind Wiessow Point appeared, and it was soon evident that they wished +to escape between the coast and the three vessels, while the foremost +was trying to cut them off. But it was already doubtful whether it +would succeed, as it had a longer distance to run before reaching the +point where the two courses crossed, and the smugglers sailed quite as +fast, besides laying closer to the wind. In fact, at the end of ten +minutes, a small gray cloud that rose from the pursuing boat, followed +at shorter and shorter intervals by other little gray clouds, showed +that the custom-house officers were beginning to despair of the success +of the chase, and soon the cessation of the firing proved it had +failed. The smugglers already looked like a mere speck on the horizon, +the pursuing boat had tacked, and was standing back towards Wiessow +Point, where the two others had arrived long before, "probably, with +the men who now came hurrying up from the land-side, to find the nest +empty once more," Gotthold said to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The damned rascals!" cried Jochen Prebrow.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had been standing at the top of one of the higher downs, eagerly +watching the exciting spectacle, every separate phase of which was as +distinct to the two sons of the coast as if they had been in the midst +of the action. In this the excellent spy-glass had done them essential +service; it had been passed from hand to hand, and Gotthold had just +taken it. He thought, if Jochen's information was correct, they must at +least see some of the custom-house officers on the farthest downs, and +slowly turning from hillock to hillock was searching the ground before +him, already growing dim in the mists of evening, when he heard a low +exclamation. At the same moment, however, he dropped the spy-glass, and +pulled Jochen away from the crest of the down, so that their heads were +concealed by the long waving grass.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hinrich Scheel! I saw him distinctly. He was standing about a thousand +paces away on the top of yonder down, with his back towards us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How is that possible?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know; but it was he; I should know him among a thousand: there +he is again."</p> + +<p class="normal">But it was not on the same down, but farther to the right, and, as it +seemed to Gotthold, nearer than before; besides, the man, in whom +through the spy-glass Jochen also thought he recognized Hinrich Scheel, +was no longer standing erect, but crouching behind the crest of the +down, like the two companions, gazing in the direction of the Rahnkes' +house, from which he had come. At least Gotthold did not doubt it. The +whole situation instantly grew plain to him. Hinrich Scheel, in some +way or other, had been delayed in his flight, and found in the Rahnkes' +house, which, according to Jochen's description, was nothing more than +a den of thieves, a shelter, from which the attack of the custom-house +officers had just driven him. He had now fled before them to the downs, +and had every prospect of making his escape even if pursued, since the +approaching darkness and extreme inequality of the soil greatly favored +his designs.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen was entirely of Gotthold's opinion, but what should they do now? +Wait to see whether Hinrich, who was still lying motionless in the same +spot, would continue his flight in the same direction, and so come +nearer and nearer to them, or make the attempt to crawl up to him, as +he evidently expected no danger from this quarter? Both plans were +almost equally uncertain. The darkness was now increasing very rapidly: +at his present great distance the man would soon look like a mere dark +spot on the light sand, and must disappear entirely in a short time; on +the other hand, he need only glance around, if they were not wholly +concealed, and then the next instant would surely slide from the down +on which he lay, and of course overtaking him could not be thought of.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold's heart throbbed as if it would burst, as he thought of all +this, and discussed it with Jochen in a whisper. In all probability, +his fate and hers depended upon his getting yonder man into his power. +A few moments before, he had had scarcely the shadow of a hope that he +would ever succeed in doing so; now an almost miraculous chance seemed +to desire to aid him. There was the man, and here he himself with his +faithful Jochen, the space that separated them so short that it could +be crossed in a few minutes, and yet the turning of an eye, a breath of +wind, a nothing, might tear his prey from him, as if he had only +dreamed all this, as if it were but a delirium of his excited fancy, +and he need only rub his eyes, and the dark spot yonder, which seemed +to be a man, would disappear.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had disappeared. Had he seen the pursuers approaching from that +side, and continued his flight, or had he thought the way was now open +and he could begin his retreat? The place where he had just lain was +empty. A mistake was impossible, in spite of the dim twilight the crest +of the down was still sharply relieved against the sky. Would he appear +again? And would it be nearer or farther?</p> + +<p class="normal">A few seconds elapsed, during which the two men did not venture to +breathe. There! There he was again, and nearer--considerably nearer; he +seemed to be coming directly towards them, and there could no longer be +a doubt of it. Within a few minutes the distance had lessened at least +one-half; they scarcely dared to look through the waving sedges, +necessary as it was to watch the movements of the man, who even at the +last moment might take another direction. And now he glided down the +slope of the next hillock in the chain, and came straight up the down +behind whose crest they lay. It was the highest of them all, and he +probably wished to look around him a short time, in order to assure +himself that no danger was threatening from any quarter.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had slipped down a few feet, and crouched as closely as possible +among the sedges. In a few moments Hinrich Scheel's head must appear +before them; they distinctly heard him toiling up the tolerably steep +slope on the other side, and muttering curses when the sand gave way +under his feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now!"</p> + +<p class="normal">They started up, and darted to the summit. With a lightning-like +movement Hinrich glided from under Gotthold's hands, but as he turned +to the left ran directly into Jochen's arms, and the two in one +indistinguishable ball, slipped, rolled, and tumbled down the hillock +faster than Gotthold could follow them. Jochen had taken a firm hold, +but in the last turn he fell underneath; with a desperate effort +Hinrich released himself, and was dealing a furious blow with a large +clasp-knife he had drawn from his pocket, when Gotthold seized his arm +and turned the weapon aside. Jochen had already started up again, and +the next instant Hinrich Scheel, in his turn, was lying on the sand, +face downwards, and Jochen, kneeling on his shoulders, was in the act +of tying his elbows behind him with a small rope, which, after the +manner of old coachmen, he always carried about with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you tie me, you'll crush me at the same time," gasped Hinrich +Scheel. "I won't get up."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Release him," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But we'll take care of this ourselves," said Jochen as he drew a +pistol from the pocket of the prostrate man, and handed it to Gotthold. +"There!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Hinrich Scheel stood erect. His squinting eyes stared horribly at his +assailant from a face distorted with rage. Suddenly he started back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You," he cried, "you! What do you want of me?"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">There was a wild terror in Hinrich's look and gesture, and the rattling +tone of his harsh voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter?" cried Gotthold, shaking the man, who still stood +before him as if petrified, rudely by the shoulder.</p> + +<p class="normal">The powerful grasp produced a strange, mysterious effect upon the man. +He stretched his long arms towards the dark sky, shook them wildly, +waved them up and down, and then threw himself on his knees, bracing +his left hand against the sand, and striking several furious blows with +the right, as if he wished to murder some one he held by the throat; +then he rose and shrieked, in answer to Gotthold's question:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"What's the matter? I wish I had him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whom?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He lied; he said you were dead, and they wanted to arrest me, and +imprisonment for life would be the least punishment; and did I wish to +bring misfortune upon him, who had always been such a good master to +me, and would give me money enough to last all my life? But when he +came that night to the giant's grave, where I had concealed myself, he +only gave me five hundred thalers; he had no more, not another +shilling; he was obliged to give the rest to the lawyer, as bail for +his appearing at any moment if he was summoned. And all that was a lie, +wasn't it, sir, all a lie, every word?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"All," said Gotthold, "all, every word."</p> + +<p class="normal">"All, every word," repeated Hinrich, as if he could not yet understand +it. "Why did he need to lie? I should certainly have gone if it had +been necessary--for him. I did it for him, and as for the money, I had +it in my hand. I could have done what I chose with it, and I gave it to +him. Not a thaler was lacking; it was the whole package, just as I took +it out of the Assessor's pocket."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You did it for him," said Gotthold; "did you also do it by his +orders?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"By his orders?" replied Hinrich, "what need was there of orders? I did +it because--because--I don't know why; but he rode on my back until he +got his pony, and then I taught him to ride; he learned all, all he +knows from me; and if Brownlock wins and brings him in a pile of money, +whom has he to thank for it but Hinrich Scheel?"</p> + +<p class="normal">While speaking in this manner, they walked on over the downs, Gotthold +and Hinrich leading the way, while Jochen Prebrow followed behind, +though not so far that he could not overtake them in a few bounds if +necessary. It had grown very dark, so dark that they could scarcely see +the wild rabbits which glided through the coarse grass at their feet, +and a large owl soaring towards them fluttered aside in terror, as +Hinrich, after a pause, continued with a savage imprecation:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did it, because I knew how hard up he was. He had five thousand +thalers to pay Herr Redebas the following noon, and if he did not pay +them he might be refused a place in the races. I knew that--I have been +at them often enough, and know as much about the rules as any of the +gentlemen--and I knew that he would make no fuss afterwards, although +he had said nothing about it, and I believe had not even thought of the +money the Herr Assessor carried in his pocket. But I had thought of it +all day long, and even looked out the place as we drove to Dollan. It +had long overhung the morass, and the rain had made long cracks in it, +so I said to myself: 'If they drive back to-night, and the carriage is +turned out of the road here, the earth will break off, and the whole +thing will slide down, and that's an accident which might happen to the +best driver, on a stormy night such as this will be.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only you might easily have gone down with the rest," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You mean, if I hadn't jumped out of the carriage at the right time? +Bah, sir! It's no harder than to get off a horse that is running away, +when one sees it is going to fall. I jumped out at the right time, and +then the ground broke away, and slid down with a thundering, crashing +sound, and then all was perfectly still, except that one or two small +pieces cracked off and rattled down the slope, and the tempest swept +howling and moaning over the morass; but that was nothing new to me, +and it was perfectly still below.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I stood up and looked down, wondering how far the land-slide had +probably gone. If the marl had held together well, it had doubtless +fallen into the bog, and with its speed and weight had been buried +nobody knows how deep; but it had jolted violently on the way, and I +had heard it; the whole carriage must have broken to pieces, and in +that case everything might still be lying on the edge. I must know how +matters were, so I made up my mind to climb down.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it was hard work; I could not find the right place in the dark, +and nearly fell myself; at last, however, I reached the bottom of the +slope."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, then I groped around there; the moon had also broken through the +clouds a little, and I soon found the carriage, or what was left of it; +it was smashed into small pieces, and one horse was lying among them; +it had broken its neck and was dead as a door-nail. Close beside the +horse lay the Herr Assessor, but he was still breathing, and when I +turned him on his back he groaned heavily, and then twitched several +times; he would die without my help, and I had already taken the money +out of his pocket, and buttoned up the coat again so that it might look +as if he were lying just as he fell."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you not look for me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I looked, but I didn't find you; he told me afterwards that you +were lying half-way down the slope, and besides the time I was +crawling about in the dark seemed very long, and there was a rustling +among the reeds, and then the other horse, which had broken loose +from the carriage and run out into the morass with the pole--stupid +beast!--began to scream, and it is a pitiful sound to hear a dying +animal shriek in its agony, and so I came up again on dry land."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And was Herr Brandow already there?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How do you know that?" asked Hinrich in astonishment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I only imagined so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, he wasn't there then, but he came directly after, and I was +furious because he had taken Brownlock; besides, what business had he +there? I told him so too, and said he must go back at once; but he +wouldn't; people had seen him ride away, and where should he say he had +been when this story came out? I had offered him the package, but he +knocked it out of my hand, and it lay on the ground between us, and I +said it might stay there. 'So it can for aught I care,' said he; 'I +didn't do it for the money;' and then he asked what had become of you? +I gave him a short answer, for I was angry, and then he said I must +turn back at once, and--and--'Do it alone, sir,' said I, 'I'll have +nothing more to do with it.' He begged my pardon, but I wouldn't make +up, out of pure ill-temper, and now he again grew anxious about what +account he could give of his whereabouts during this time, till I said +to him: 'As you have Brownlock under you, sir, you can just as well +ride across the bog, and then you will get to Neuenhof as soon as if +you had ridden away from Dollan directly after the gentlemen: I mean, +of course, over the road.' He saw this too, but his courage failed, +although he generally had plenty for such things, and I myself had +ridden across the bog a week before under his own eyes; so I said to +him: 'Then do what you choose, I must go and knock up the Prebrows now, +or I shall come in for all the blame,' and then he rode away, and it +was a splendid sight--I could see it distinctly, for the moon had come +out--and the water dashed up under the hoofs--yes, it was a splendid +sight to see how he rode."</p> + +<p class="normal">Hinrich walked on a few steps in silence; suddenly he stopped short.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the way he has treated me is a sin and a shame; may God punish me +if I don't pay him for it. He promised me ten per cent, of all +Brownlock won, and he had ten thousand in his book then; but it may +easily amount to as much again. And he knows I would give one of my +hands to see Brownlock on the course, and have people point to me and +say: 'That's Hinrich Scheel, who trained him; he understands those +things better than all the English jockeys.' O Lord! Lord! and I'm to +do all this for him, while he leaves me for a whole week in this kennel +of Rahnkes' and I'm to come to Goritz the night before the boat, in +which I'm to take passage, sails for Mecklenburg, and I must meet him +in Goritz woods, and get the two thousand he promised me, but he was +not there, and probably thought, 'He must go tomorrow, with or without +the money;' but I'll pay him for it, by Heavens! I'll pay him for it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That would cost you quite as much as him," replied Gotthold; "or do +you think the law will set you free because you did everything solely +for your master's sake?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The law, sir! You won't deliver me up to the law," cried Hinrich.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if I should, could you blame me for it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Hinrich stopped short, but there was no possibility of escape. Jochen +Prebrow's heavy hand rested on his shoulder, and Gotthold had just +cocked the pistol, whose barrel glittered in the light of the nearest +beacon, of which they were already within a very short distance. A +single cry would summon the watchman, if he chose to push matters to +extremities.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am in your power, sir," said he, "and I am not. Neither you nor any +other man shall compel me to repeat what I have just told you before a +court of justice. I may have imposed upon you with a false tale."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That excuse will not avail you much, Hinrich; we have proofs that the +money was not lost, but stolen and placed in your master's hands."</p> + +<p class="normal">And in a few words he told him the contents of Wollnow's letter, adding +what he had just learned from old Boslaf, that while searching the +bog--to the great astonishment of the men--they had followed the +hoof-prints of a horse several hundred paces; and Hinrich's denial +would produce little effect in opposition to this and other +well-established facts.</p> + +<p class="normal">Hinrich had listened attentively.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I still think you won't give me up to the law, sir," said he; "it's an +ugly story, and the less said about it the better, for--for all +concerned; but if it must be, why, sir, we poor men are never much +better treated than dogs, and these last few days I have fared even +worse; so I don't mind going to jail, if he only comes too."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was too dark for Gotthold to see the cruel smile that played around +the man's thick lips, as he uttered the last words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think I can spare you the jail," he answered, "if you will promise +to make no attempt at flight, and obey all my orders implicitly. I will +require nothing unreasonable."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know that, sir," said Hinrich, "and here is my hand."</p> + +<p class="normal">The hand that rested in Gotthold's was as hard as iron; but he thought +he felt in its nervous pressure that the man intended to keep his word.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come, then," said he, "and, Jochen, show us a path by which we can +reach your house without being seen, if possible."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"My poor dear friend! To think we must part again; it is really too +hard. But don't be discouraged! Gretchen will get well, and everything +will come out right at last."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ottilie Wollnow said these words in the antechamber of her house in +Sundin, to Gotthold, with whom she had just left the room where Cecilia +and old Borlaf were watching Gretchen's feverish slumber.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Everything," repeated Ottilie, as she saw that the look of deep sorrow +on Gotthold's expressive face remained unchanged.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You do not really think so yourself," he replied, gratefully pressing +Ottilie's hand; "if the child dies, Cecilia, I fear, will never get +over it, no matter how much, how entirely, that scoundrel is to blame; +at any rate it will be another of those sad, torturing memories, which, +according to her own confession to you, separate her from me forever."</p> + +<p class="normal">Herr Wollnow came out of an adjoining room, ready for walking. Ottilie +accompanied the two friends to the door. "I wish I could go with you," +said she.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And it would not be a bad thing," said Wollnow as the two friends +walked through the dusky streets, in which to-day there was an unusual +stir and bustle; "women have what in such cases removes mountains--the +sovereign passion which we men, luckily for ourselves, have reasoned +away, though without obtaining in exchange the sovereign calmness with +which that strange old man met Brandow this morning. I would not speak +of it in the ladies' presence. Brandow, with the acuteness for which +even his enemies must give him credit, had made up his mind from the +first moment that Cecilia must sooner or later come here, even if she +did not do so at once. He therefore instantly turned round and drove +here as fast as the horses could go; he must have met you just outside +of Prora. Since that time he has lurked around my house and your +lodgings; I admire the firmness with which he has maintained his usual +calm manner, and his boldness in telling everybody that his wife had +gone away to make a little visit, and the farce Cousin Borlaf had +played with the farm-hands--searching the bog and forest--was a piece +of roguery for which he would call the spiteful old man, with whom he +had long been on bad terms, to a strict account. He must have had a +hell of anxiety and dread in his heart, for his enemies--and he has not +a few, foremost among whom are Redebas and the Plüggens--took an eager +interest in circulating the worst reports, and the members of the +committee on the races were on the point of formally demanding an +explanation from Brandow, when yesterday evening he said at the club +that his wife had arrived here half an hour before, and was staying +with us: the Selliens had also requested the pleasure of her company, +but the Assessor's health was not yet entirely restored, so he had +given us the preference. In order to give his statement the proper +weight, or--urged on by I know not what devil of impudence--as soon as +he heard of Cecilia's arrival yesterday evening--I suppose through Alma +Sellien, who unluckily was with my wife at the time--he rang the +door-bell, and sent in his card to Ottilie. She would undoubtedly have +been glad to receive him and give full vent to her feelings; but the +old gentleman entered the room, and with the stately politeness which +we of the last two generations have forgotten, begged her to leave him +alone with Brandow a moment. It was, in fact, not more than a minute +before the old gentleman rejoined the ladies with a mien as calm as +ever; while the other rushed down the staircase, and Cecilia, who had +no suspicion of his presence, was startled by the violence with which +somebody banged the door. Here we are at the 'Golden Lion.' Let me go +in alone. If we should not find him this evening, he ought not to know +that you have returned."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow entered the wide hall, through whose open door a bright light +streamed into the somewhat dusky street. There were a great many guests +in the large hotel on account of the races, which had commenced to-day, +and were to be continued to-morrow, so that Wollnow was obliged to ask +several times before he could get a positive answer; and Gotthold was +kept waiting longer than he expected. As, in walking up and down, he +had for the second time proceeded some little distance from the house, +a female figure suddenly emerged from a dark side-street, passed him, +and instantly turned back with a murmured "Carl," raising her black +veil at the same moment. In spite of the dim light, Gotthold recognized +Alma Sellien.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are mistaken," said he.</p> + +<p class="normal">Alma had also recognized him; she had felt so sure of her ground that +terror almost robbed her of all presence of mind; but it was only for a +moment. "It is fortunate it was no one else," she said, drawing a long +breath, and then, as Gotthold made no reply, added: "I have begged him +again and again to tell you; you must learn it sooner or later, and to +you the news can give only pleasure; but he never would."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And for good reasons."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What reasons? Pray, pray tell me all."</p> + +<p class="normal">"In another place and at another time; neither hour nor scene is +suitable."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wollnow came out of the hotel. "Another time, then," whispered Alma, as +she drew down her veil and glided back into the dark street from which +she had just emerged.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who was that?" asked Wollnow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This man will drag half the world into the mire with him," cried +Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where we should have sought him long ago, if we wanted to find him," +replied Wollnow. "It was Frau Sellien, wasn't it? You betray no secret, +it was one only to us; here the sparrows chatter it on the housetops. +The man is making it easier for us than we expected; but it is a +wonderful piece of luck that you caught Hinrich Scheel. If only the +fellow's old clannish feeling doesn't break out again at the last +moment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not think it will; for it is precisely because Brandow has so +brutally wounded this feeling, so basely broken the faith due from the +chief to his follower--that has excited and angered the rough but in +his way honest man, to the highest degree. No, on the contrary, what I +fear is that our treatment of Brandow will not satisfy him, and he will +try to revenge himself in his own fashion."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And is he so far wrong?" replied Wollnow earnestly, "are we not +robbing the gallows of its victim? And even if we excuse ourselves by +saying that there are crimes worse than highway robbery and murder, +which do not come under the head of any law, cannot Hinrich Scheel +quote the same thing himself, and demand that the breach of faith +committed against him, and for whose condemnation he can certainly +apply to no regular judge, shall not remain unpunished? But forgive my +illogical obstinacy, my dear friend. I perceive that the future of more +than one innocent person depends upon the secrecy with which we go to +work. So let a Vehmgericht or a judgment from Heaven take the place of +a public trial. Here we are at the club-house. I am sorry to leave you, +but I feel with you that you must fight your way through this without +seconds."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold walked up and down the brightly-lighted vestibule; loud +voices, laughter, and the clinking of glasses echoed from the +dining-room, into which a liveried servant had taken his card; the +clerk was sitting in the office busily employed on his books; and the +servants in the dressing-room had enough to do to take and deliver up +the coats of the gentlemen who were constantly arriving and departing.</p> + +<p class="normal">The man again appeared; Herr Brandow begged to be excused, but he was +very busy just now; would not tomorrow morning be time enough?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Time enough for what?" asked Gustav Von Plüggen, who had come out of +the dining-room directly behind the servant, and greeted Gotthold with +his usual noisy gayety, now increased by plentiful potations of wine. +"What? Brandow very busy? Stuff and nonsense! Pressing business! He's +sitting behind a bottle of Canary, writing one round sum after another +in his damned betting-book. They're all determined to be fools, though +Redebas and Otto and I have tired ourselves out talking; after what we +saw at Dollan, everything is possible. It will turn out just as it did +with Harry--Harry at the Derby, five years ago. Ever been in England? +Famous country--women, horses, sheep--famous. An old joke of mine that +always keeps fresh. What was I saying? do you want to speak to Brandow? +But why don't you come in? It will be a pleasure to me to introduce an +old schoolmate. Celebrated artist, hey? I heard some devilish good +things yesterday at the chairman's from Prince Prora, who made your +acquaintance in Rome, and is delighted to hear that you are in Sundin. +Even spoke of seeking you out; curious; on the race-course to-morrow. +By the way, got a ticket? Stand A? Don't hesitate, I beg; see, +half-a-dozen left; gives me great pleasure. Come in!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The servant had turned the handle of the door long before. The +dining-room was crowded with people--members of the club, and their +guests, among whom the officers of the garrison were especially +numerous. They were sitting at different tables with bottles of +champagne before them; a gay, even noisy conversation was going on; no +one noticed the new-comers, not even Brandow, who had apparently just +risen from the table, and was standing at the end of the apartment, in +the midst of a group of people who were all talking to him at once, +while he, holding up his betting-book, exclaimed: "One at a time, +gentlemen! one at a time! since you are positively determined on being +kind enough to make me a Cr[oe]sus. Trutwetter, one hundred and fifty! +Please put your name underneath. Here, if you prefer! I have kept a +place for Kummerrow's two hundred pistoles, Baron? No! Oh! dear, omen +in nomine! who would have thought it? Another! Plüggen! Et tu Brutus? +What is it? A gentleman--back again already? I am very busy! Tell the +gentleman--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow suddenly paused; he had just seen Gotthold, who had been +standing directly behind him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have time to wait until you have finished your business here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It would detain you too long."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have plenty of time."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold withdrew from the circle with a polite but formal bow; Brandow +had turned very pale, and stared sullenly at his betting-book, while +the lead-pencil trembled in his hand. What was the meaning of the +pertinacity with which this man pursued him? Should he rudely dismiss +him before the whole company? But that was impossible without a scene, +and this evening a scene might be dangerous.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now, Brandow! I have no time to wait!" cried a voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you reckoning them up already?" asked a second.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I really must run them over once," replied Brandow, closing the book; +"have patience for a few minutes, gentlemen; it seems that there is a +communication of some importance to be made to me. I'll be back again +in a moment. Now may I ask your wishes?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The communication I have to make is indeed of some importance, and +might be best heard without witnesses. So it is only in your own +interest that I request you to provide some place where we shall not be +disturbed."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you considered that I shall probably have more to ask of you than +you of me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think I have considered everything; and that is probably more than +you can say."</p> + +<p class="normal">They were standing somewhat apart from the others, speaking in low +tones, and looking steadily into each other's eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come, then," said Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who was that?" asked one of the gentlemen, whose autograph graced +Brandow's betting-book.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A famous fellow!" cried Gustav von Plüggen. "Old schoolmate of mine; +celebrated artist; talked about him all yesterday evening at the +chairman's! Protégé of Prince Prora's! Famous fellow! I'm going to have +him paint me. In England every man of rank has himself painted with all +his favorite horses and dogs, and all the rest of the family. Ever been +in England, Kummerrow? Famous country--women, horses, sheep--everything +famous!"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">They crossed the hall in silence, and, without exchanging a word, +entered one of the rooms reserved for the private use of the members of +the club, and which the servant opened for the two gentlemen at a sign +from Brandow. A large hanging lamp, directly over a round table covered +with green velvet, lighted the apartment tolerably well. Several +arm-chairs, also covered with green velvet, stood around the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose we shall be entirely undisturbed here," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I that the farce will not last long; you saw I was very busy."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow, as if in a fit of impatience, had drawn one of the chairs away +from the table and thrown himself into it, but it was by no accident +that his face was thus in the shadow, while the light streamed full on +Gotthold's.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very busy," repeated Brandow, drumming on the arm of the chair, "too +busy not to be compelled to defer the account I have to settle with you +until tomorrow morning. And if you should have the--the face to try to +intimidate me, I say: Beware! beware! you do not yet know me; my +patience is not inexhaustible, and however willing I might be to avoid +a scandal, and for these few days, I freely confess, would fain escape +it--if you urge me, and it must be--I am ready--ready at any moment."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow had spoken in a loud, threatening tone; but he had evidently +failed in his object. Gotthold's eye rested upon him so calmly--with a +glance of contempt, as it seemed to him--that he could not bear the +gaze, and suddenly paused with a secret thrill of terror, as Gotthold +now quietly opened a letter he had just taken out of his pocket.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you read this letter before you say more?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow had not the courage to refuse.</p> + +<p class="normal">"From the noble Wollnow, apparently, to me and about you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, it is from Wollnow, but to me and about you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"About me! that's strange, and passably long too."</p> + +<p class="normal">He tried to feign a yawn as he let the sheets slip through his fingers; +but had scarcely cast a glance at them, and read the first lines, when +he started up like a madman, and hurling the letter upon the table, +exclaimed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"This is infamous! This demands blood! I will see nothing more, hear +nothing more! I will not be the patient victim of a vulgar intrigue. We +will speak of this again, sir, we will speak of this again."</p> + +<p class="normal">He wandered restlessly up and down the room; Gotthold remained quietly +in his seat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have a moment to decide whether you will read the letter, or +whether I shall show it to Count Zarrentin, before taking farther +steps."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow paused in his walk. "So you really mean to have a scandal! I +thought so. Well, perhaps it will be worth the trouble, to see how you +intend to begin."</p> + +<p class="normal">He threw himself into his chair again, seized the letter, and began to +read it with the air of a man who wished to get rid of a troublesome +petitioner. A scornful smile played around his lips. "I was mistaken," +he muttered as if talking to himself, "it is simply ridiculous, utterly +ridiculous."</p> + +<p class="normal">But his lips were pale; the smile changed to a grin, and his hands +trembled more and more. He had read very rapidly at first; but the +farther he proceeded the longer he lingered over every separate +sentence, and even word. Many he seemed to weigh and test two or three +times, and he made a pretence of reading long after he had evidently +reached the end. At last, amid the terrible tumult of his soul, a +resolution was formed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were going to give this--letter to our chairman," he said, +carefully folding the sheets; "I have no objection, but on one +condition."</p> + +<p class="normal">He withdrew the hand with which he had held out the letter to Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"On condition that I may first take a copy of this precious document, +to serve as a basis for the charge of scandal I shall bring against the +noble writer and delicate-minded receiver of this bungling performance. +To a man so extremely just as yourself, a man who does not hesitate, on +the most absurd proofs, to charge his friend with the most horrible +crimes, this will doubtless be perfectly agreeable."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Entirely so," replied Gotthold; "you can also keep the original. The +letter was merely to make you acquainted with certain things, to which +I did not wish to refer verbally, and has performed its work."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And this interesting conversation is over," said Brandow, rising; "I +mean for to-day; to-morrow we shall have more to say to each other; +only the tables will be turned. The things of which I shall accuse you +are no shameful inventions like the story about the bills, or silly +fancies like the horrible murder of Hinrich Scheel, which you will +probably cry, with all the terrible details, at the next fair, but +facts, positive facts--a pretty commentary on the song of the worthy +man, who knows how to make no better use of the hospitality offered +him, than--you have done. So farewell until to-morrow!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow walked towards the door with a wave of the hand intended to be +contemptuous; Gotthold stepped before him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will probably have patience a short time longer, when I tell you +that your future fate must be decided now and here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My fate? Are you mad?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Decide for yourself. Hinrich Scheel was found by me yesterday evening +in Wiessow, where he had concealed himself, and is now at my lodgings +guarded by the brothers Prebrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow staggered back as if a bullet had struck him, until his hand +clutched the arm of a chair, and in that attitude stood staring at +Gotthold with eyes that seemed starting from their sockets.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hinrich Scheel!" he stammered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whom you thought had disappeared from the scene forever, though you +were careless or niggardly enough not even to pay off your accomplice +properly. I am now obliged to have him watched, not to prevent his +escape--he has no wish to fly, he will endure any punishment if only +the man for whom he did what he did, does not escape; I have him +watched simply to prevent his taking this punishment into his own +harsh, cruel hands."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow had sunk into the chair. His shameless courage and elastic +strength seemed to have utterly deserted him; he looked ten years +older; but suddenly he started up again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bah!" he cried, "do you think you can frighten me in that way? If that +rascal Hinrich has allowed himself to be caught, so much the worse for +him! What harm can he do me? I hope my word will weigh no less than +that of a rascally groom, who has evidently been bribed by my enemies. +A man who knows himself innocent cares nothing for bribery: or do you +really expect to make any one believe that, if even a suspicion could +have fallen upon me from any quarter, I would have let the fellow go +without securing his silence in some way? That is certainly sheer +nonsense: or will you say, he gave him nothing, so that if he were +caught no one would ask, From whom and for what did you get this money? +Settle it among yourselves, and do as you please--an honest man like me +laughs at your threats."</p> + +<p class="normal">Again he went towards the door, but his step grew slower the nearer he +approached it; and ere he reached the threshold, he turned on his heel +and came up to Gotthold with a smile on his lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us drop the tragic masks, Gotthold, and talk like sensible people; +what are your conditions?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The first is that you shall confess the deeds of which Wollnow's +letter accuses you. You know what I mean."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not entirely. Is the confession only for yourself?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you consent to the other conditions, yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well; I did what I am said to have done. What more?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That which follows as a matter of course. The daughter of an honorable +family cannot and shall not be the wife of a criminal. That is, you +will give your consent to everything we--I mean Herr Bogislas Wenhof, +Wollnow and I--may dictate in regard to the divorce."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And my daughter?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Answer the question yourself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I love the child."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You lie, Brandow; and even were it possible, as it is impossible, you +would still have forever forfeited the right to keep her, or even +maintain any communication with her. I hope she will forget you are her +father."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Which, however, I shall ever remain, and, <i>mon cher</i>, I'll give +you this knowledge, which is doubtless uncommonly pleasing, as a +wedding-present; or don't you intend to carry to a fitting end the +business you have so beautifully begun?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The point in question is your destiny, not mine."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Which, however, seems to be somewhat nearly connected with me. Or did +you want me to believe you were doing all this for the service of God? +Pshaw, my dear friend, our acquaintance is not a thing of yesterday, +and our paths do not cross here and now for the first time. I have been +in your way, and you in mine, on the schoolroom benches, the +playground, at the dancing-lessons, and everywhere; I supplanted you in +those days, and gave you a punishment to remember all your life. Well, +you have done so, and this is the reprisal. I have lost the game--by a +single foolish play--no matter! I have lost it; and I am too old a +gambler not to understand and feel that it is my fate; but the game is +not yet over; we shall meet again, and he who laughs last, laughs +best."</p> + +<p class="normal">The man's eyes flashed glances of deadly hate, as he strode up and down +the room with hasty steps. His sharp teeth gnawed his livid lips, and +he tugged and tore at the ends of his long fair mustache, as he again +paused and said:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only one question more. Shall I also have to provide the dowry?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know what you mean by that; I only know we intend to leave you +to take your own course as soon as you have paid your debt--outwardly +at least--and replaced the sum stolen. You will have a chance to do so +to-morrow. It is gambler's money, but that don't concern us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if I don't win?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will work. Dollan has been leased to you for five years more; you +can, if you choose--and you will be compelled to choose--pay back in +less than half the time the ten thousand thalers I shall advance to +you--it is almost the last remnant of my fortune. At any rate the +package will be found on Dollan moor to-morrow evening, and day after +to-morrow be in the coffers of the convent."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How well you have provided for yourself!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you too. If we drove you from your home, as you deserve--for you +are not worthy to have German laborers call you master--you would go to +ruin in the shortest possible time, and that, for your child's sake, I +do not desire."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brandow essayed a scornful laugh, but Gotthold's last words, and the +tone in which he uttered them, closed his lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You said just now, Brandow, that you loved your child: it was a lie; +if you had done so even a little, for her sake you would at least have +kept yourself innocent of crime. You have never loved any one except +yourself, and that with a coarse, vain, egotistical love, which had no +trace of respect for the sacredness of that which even the roughest men +reverence. Yet--although this is my honest opinion--I am a man, and may +be mistaken; perhaps it will touch your heart, when you hear that your +child is ill, very ill--that we shall possibly only be able to prolong +her innocent young life a few days. It is terrible to say it, but I +cannot lighten the burden you have laid upon your conscience: if it +dies, you have killed it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I?" faltered Brandow; "I?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, you! You who made life worthless to her mother," replied +Gotthold, turning to Brandow. "Or did you think the blow you dealt the +mother would not strike the child, too? That the latter would not drink +death from the poisoned cup of life you gave the former? You cannot +have thought so, for you had based your whole plan upon this mutual +love between the mother and child; you thought the bond that united +their souls strong enough to bear your whole shameful web of falsehood +and deceit, treachery and violence. I say once more: if it dies, you +have killed it. Understand this clearly, man, if you can. It is so +horrible that everything else you have done is innocent in comparison; +it is so fearful that you must realize it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold walked several paces, and then paused before his enemy, who +sat cowering in his chair with his head resting on his hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brandow, they say that years ago, when, struck down by your sword, I +lay on the ground before you, you dealt me a second blow. It has always +been impossible for me to believe it, even now it is difficult; but +however that may be, I cannot give a death-blow to any one lying on the +ground, no matter who he is, or what he may have done; but neither can +I hold out my hand to a worthless man, even if he extends his +imploringly to me. Remember this, Brandow. Perhaps the moment will come +sooner than you believe possible."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold left the room; Brandow still sat in the same attitude into +which he had first sunk, staring steadily at the carpet. A dreary smile +flitted over his pale face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That was a fine sermon," he muttered; "highly edifying! He got that +from his father, the parson! And I sit here, and let myself be made out +a villain by the miserable babbler, the cursed hypocrite, and don't +hurl all he says back into his canting face. Bah!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He started up and wandered about the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Folly, folly, folly! Her love for this dauber is not a thing of to-day +or yesterday; she has always loved him; she has never been able to +forgive herself for stooping to wed me, the haughty Princess! I knew it +from the first! And was I to pocket the insult quietly, act as if I did +not notice it, be satisfied with the crumbs thrown to me? I should have +been a fool! Nobody would have done so in my place, and I've only done +what any one else would, what thousands do who have not even my excuse. +Alma would have run away from her silly husband long ago, if I had +wanted her, if I had not always dissuaded her. But that would have been +just the right grist for their mill; their only regret is that I have +not made it easier for them. And I've made it easy enough now. Fool, +fool! How I might have made them writhe, how I might make them writhe, +if it were not for the accursed money. They put a stone in my path for +me to stumble over, and I did them the favor, and now they stand and +triumph!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He strode up and down the room like a caged tiger.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it is not always night. A little more, and I should have wept over +that sentimental speech, as if it had been the truth, as if she had not +taught the child to hate me, as if it had the slightest trace of +resemblance to me, and might not just as well have been his, which it +probably would, if he had then been the noble family friend for which +he passes now. I have let myself be caught in the snare like a stupid +boy. It came too suddenly; I was not calm enough; and Hinrich's +reappearance was a shameful blow. Who would have thought it, after the +fellow had once been so foolish as to draw all the suspicion upon +himself, and I had made things so hot for him here! He shall pay for +it, if he ever crosses my path again--the scoundrel; he shall pay for +it. He and the daubing parson's son, and the old vagabond, and the +damned Jew, and she--she--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused before one of the large mirrors which covered the walls of +the room between the windows from floor to ceiling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So I wasn't good enough for her. Other people think differently in +this respect. The fact is, I sold myself too cheap. A fellow like me +might have made very different pretensions; nay, can still at any +moment, though I look now as Don Juan did last night when the devil was +chasing him. But it's only the green glass and the dim light."</p> + +<p class="normal">A knock at the door interrupted his gloomy soliloquy. It was a servant, +who came to ask whether Herr Brandow was not coming back to the +dining-room soon.</p> + +<p class="normal">"At once," said Brandow.</p> + +<p class="normal">He cast another glance at the mirror. "I'm rather deplorable-looking +still. No matter! Or so much the better. They will think I am anxious +about to-morrow, and fall into the snare all the easier, the +blockheads! And to-morrow noon I shall have my thirty or forty thousand +in my purse, and--all the rest is nonsense."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXIV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The clearest September morning shone upon the old Hanse city, whose +narrow winding streets were remarkably quiet to-day, so quiet that the +servant-girls who stood idly at the open doors of the houses could +bewail their piteous fate to each other across them undisturbed. Was it +not too shameful that the second day--the great day, when everybody, +even the little apprentices from the cobblers' benches, had gone to see +the show--they were obliged to stay and take care of the houses? And +Kopp's carriage had just come back empty for the sixth time, and was +now stopping at the apothecary's round the corner; but the young ladies +always made such a parade, and were never ready; it was a sin and a +shame, when one thought that other honest girls, who certainly wouldn't +keep the carriage waiting, were not allowed to set foot outside of the +door; but when the cat was away the mice would play.</p> + +<p class="normal">The merry girls, who had approached nearer and nearer each other, +joined hands and began to whirl around on the rough pavement, out of +the sunlight into the shadow of the houses, and out of the shadow back +into the sunlight, and then with a scream scattered and fled, each into +her own door, as the strange gentleman came out of a large, silent +house near by.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had watched all night beside Gretchen's bed with Cecilia and +old Boslaf, and good Stine had gone in and out. Several times they +thought the last moment had come; but the little heaving breast, which +Cecilia had pressed to her own, rose and fell more easily again, and +she laid the sweet little creature back upon the pillows, which were +scarcely whiter than her delicate pale face. After midnight the fever +became a little less violent, and the Doctor, who came early in the +morning, said that the danger, unfortunately, was not yet over, but a +few quieter hours might be expected, and he urgently entreated them to +use this interval in gaining fresh strength, which they certainly +greatly needed.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had looked at old Boslaf as he spoke, but the old man smiled +pleasantly, and said that the Doctor must not be anxious about him; he +was used to night-watching, and should soon have plenty of time to +sleep. But Cecilia, who was full of tender solicitude for the old man, +whom she now always called father, insisted that he should lie down, +and sent Gotthold away also. She would keep watch with Ottilie until +noon; if Gretchen's condition should change for the worse, he should be +notified at once.</p> + +<p class="normal">And so he now walked through the silent street towards his lodgings, +gazed at the girls dancing merrily, the sunlight shining so brightly on +the gray old gables, and the flock of white doves wheeling in airy +circles under the bright blue sky. How beautiful the world was! How +pure and balmy the soft warm air he eagerly inhaled! How lightly he +strode along, in spite of the long night of anxious watching! How the +blood bounded in his veins! And yet darkness and death might conquer! +If the child died--Gotthold paused with a shudder--he had seen, the +little dark mound so distinctly. But it was only a trick of his +imagination; Gretchen was still alive; she would recover; the delicate +little creature had struggled through this terrible night, and he might +even be permitted to say that it was he who had saved her life once +more. So she must live for him; her pure soft hands must fit the +keystone of the building of his happiness. Had he not hitherto +succeeded in everything far beyond his expectation! Had not even chance +showed him her most gracious aspect! A few days ago, how could he even +have ventured to hope that his rival would be so soon and so entirely +delivered into his hands, and he should be able to say, "This shall be +done, and it shall be done so and so, without any outcry, without the +knowledge of any person unconcerned?" This very evening the unfortunate +man was to return to Dollan to find the money he had stolen, and the +following day restore it to the treasury of the convent, through +Wollnow; and this evening also, the vessel which took his accomplice +would sail for England, the latter having declared of his own free will +that he could no longer stay here, and would rather go at once to +America, especially if the gentlemen would provide him with money as +generously as they had promised, and he knew they would keep their +word. So within twenty-four hours at latest everything would be settled +and levelled to a foundation on which another structure might be +erected.</p> + +<p class="normal">A quick, heavy step, which came towards him through the deserted street +near his lodgings, made Gotthold look up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter, Jochen?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He's gone," said Jochen, panting for breath. "I was just on my way to +tell you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Since when?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It must have been an-hour or two ago; he said he was tired and would +take a little nap, while Clas and I went down to Frau Müller's, who had +invited us to breakfast. Well, Herr Gotthold, there we sat quietly; she +had a nice pork sausage, and we never thought of any mischief, and +meantime the fellow jumped out of a second-story window into the +garden, which joins the city wall, and the gate is never locked, and we +really are not to blame. Even if one don't exactly like a man, how is +one to suppose he has such tricks in his head?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"An hour, you said?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is Clas?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gone down to the harbor; it's just possible he may have gone on board +the ship to look about him a little."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold shook his head. "That is extremely improbable, after, as he +knows, everything is arranged."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What shall we do, Herr Gotthold?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Run to Herr Wollnow and tell him what has happened, and that I have +gone out to the races; and follow me as fast as you can."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen looked amazed. "Yes, to be sure, Herr Gotthold, that's possible; +he talked of nothing but the races all last evening."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had already taken several steps, when Jochen followed him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You're not angry with me and my brother Clas, Herr Gotthold?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You good, stupid fellows!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Jochen looked very much moved, and doubtless wished to say more; but +Gotthold pressed his hard, honest hand, and hurried down the street to +the gate, beyond which, at no very great distance from the city, was +the race-course.</p> + +<p class="normal">He knew the way only from description; but it could not be missed +to-day. The nearer he approached the gate, the more numerous became the +people, who were all moving in the same direction; the suburban street +through which they were obliged to pass had assumed a holiday garb. The +modest little villas, half concealed behind the trees in their garden, +were to-day adorned with garlands and tapestry; here and there, under +the shade of the boughs, stood an old gentleman, or a gardener, or a +nurse with a baby in her arms, looking pityingly or mischievously over +the dusty hedges at the throng hurrying by in the summer heat. Often +one of the long Holstein wagons, furnished with five or six seats +placed one behind the other, rattled by, empty if going towards the +city, crowded with people if driving away from it; and it rarely +happened that the usual jokes failed to be exchanged between the lucky +occupants and the dust-covered foot-passengers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold had already passed many of the pedestrians, and was still +hurrying anxiously on. To be sure, it was scarcely to be hoped that +either he or Jochen would find the man in such a crowd of people, +especially as he evidently did not wish to be found; but that the +race-course was the place to seek him, he did not doubt for a moment, +and as he now hastened on the fugitive's track his heart grew heavier +and heavier, the more clearly he perceived the bad results that +threatened to ensue. If Hinrich had fled not to return, to become once +more the master of his own fate, and Brandow learned it in time, he +would retract all he had yielded; the battle must begin anew, and with +an enemy who could not again be surprised; if Hinrich was only seeking +an opportunity to revenge himself, Brandow's life was not safe a moment +from the brutal violence of the man, and even admitting that Brandow +was a person who could defend himself--everything which had seemed won +was once more doubtful, even the secrecy in which the pitiful fate of +the woman he loved had hitherto been veiled from an insolent, curious +world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold hurried on still faster, hoping he should now soon reach +his goal, but he turned out of one street lined with gardens into +another--the suburbs seemed to have no end. It was still half an hour's +walk to the racecourse, was the reply to his question.</p> + +<p class="normal">A light open carriage, drawn by two superb horses, overtook and dashed +past him; he thought he had seen the face of the elegant young man who +occupied the seat behind the driver before. The young man turned +towards him, and instantly tapped his coachman eagerly on the shoulder; +the carriage stopped; its occupant sprang out and hastily approached +Gotthold, waving his hand, and calling: "Do I meet you at last?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A moment after, Gotthold was seated beside young Prince Prora, the +horses dashed onward, and dusty pedestrians, hedges, gardens, villas, +and barns flitted by them on either side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You don't know how glad I am," said the Prince, pressing Gotthold's +hand again; "but you will when I tell you that I came from Berlin, +where I was engaged in a most important consultation with Schinkel +about my castle, solely on your account. Count Ingenheim wrote that you +had left Rome, and I heard from Prora that you were staying in this +neighborhood, so I came to seek, see, talk, persuade, obtain--enfin: +you must paint my castle in fresco. I have set my heart upon it, and +you, I suppose, have no reason to say no: Schinkel desires it too, so +you must consent. He wants you, you and nobody else; I know no one by +whom I can be so sure of being understood, he said, and was delighted +when I told him that I had had the honor of a personal acquaintance +with you for a long time, and had spent the most delightful winter in +Rome in your society. Ah! that divine Rome! But you conjurers shall +restore it to me on the walls of my northern castle; I want nothing but +Roman, or at least Italian, landscapes in the dining-room; all bright +and sunny as you can paint so marvellously, grave as you are; and as +for the landscapes of my native country, which we intend to have in the +hall where the weapons are hung, I won't interfere with you at all. It +shall be left entirely to you; and you can revel in melancholy, like +the Danish Prince, but first of all you must say yes--will you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The eager young man held out his hand, and a shadow crossed his +delicate, winning face as Gotthold hesitated to clasp it. How +willingly, how joyfully he would have accepted a commission so +delightful, so complimentary, and so important; a commission which +promised to fulfil all that his artist heart could only desire; but +now, to-day--</p> + +<p class="normal">"You don't wish to undertake it?" said the young Prince, sadly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do wish it, certainly I do," replied Gotthold, pressing the +outstretched hand with deep emotion, "but whether I can is the question +I am asking myself, and which at this moment I can scarcely answer with +a yes. Forgive me if I speak in riddles, Your Highness, but there are +hours and times when we do not belong to ourselves, when we are under +the spell of a fate whose course we can neither hasten nor retard, and +whose decision we must await ere we can feel free to make any +resolution ourselves."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I certainly do not fully understand you," replied the Prince, "but I +believe I understand that something, which is certainly no trifle, is +weighing upon your mind; that you have either met with or fear some +great misfortune, and in that case the question comes so naturally that +you will forgive my asking: can any one help you, and can I be the +person?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thank you, Your Highness; but I shall probably have to fight my way +through it alone."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I will press you no farther; but I am ready to serve you at any +time, don't forget that."</p> + +<p class="normal">Meantime they had emerged from between the houses; before them on the +boundless expanse of meadow-land was the race-course, with its tall +stands, its little city of booths and tents, its long rows of carriages +drawn up side by side, its dark crowd of curious spectators. A party of +horsemen dashed past them at a furious gallop; one of them, not without +difficulty, checked his foaming racer and came to the carriage door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What, Plüggen, are you not with the others?" cried the Prince.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Paid the forfeit at the last minute, Your Highness, at the last +minute--too certain it would turn out to-day as it did at the Derby, +four years ago. Once in--ah! Gotthold, <i>bon jour, bon jour!</i> Your +friend Brandow's doing a splendid business to-day, an infernally +splendid business."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How far away are they, then? Am I too late?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"God forbid, your Highness! That is, they must be here in ten minutes. +Just up to the last obstacle but one; everybody there--intense +excitement. Exactly as it was at the Derby four years ago, when +Hurry-Harry by Robin Hood out of Drury Lane--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then we won't detain you, Plüggen. <i>Au revoir</i> until this evening; +drive on."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gustav von Plüggen, with rather a long face, touched his hat, turned +his horse, and dashed after his companions.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So you know this Brandow?" asked the Prince. "It's a pity about that +man; he would have had, I think, the material for a splendid general of +cavalry; a clear head, a keen eye, never at a loss, and withal brave +even to foolhardiness; but amid these tame plebeian surroundings he +will make, I fear, nothing better than a <i>mauvais sujet</i>. But it is +shameful that they took the piece of bog into the course on purpose to +injure him. I hear it was only done to give the other horses a chance, +since it is generally believed that a horse of Brownlock's weight +cannot cross a swamp."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He will cross it, Your Highness," said Gotthold, "you can bet a +million on it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How comes Saul among the prophets?" cried the Prince, laughing. "Since +when have you become such a connoisseur in horse-flesh? You must keep +beside me, and act as prompter, if I, a notorious dilettante in these +noble arts, run any risk of distinguishing myself by my blunders."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am sure that Your Highness--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You want to get rid of me, I understand. Well, I am very well content, +now that I have seen and spoken to you. I shall stay three days longer +in Sundin, and then remain a week in Prora, where you must be my guest, +even in case--with which idea, however, I won't destroy my present good +humor--you will not paint a stroke for my castle. Here we are; you will +surely come up with me. One can get a better view from above, and you +must at least allow me to secure you a good place."</p> + +<p class="normal">The carriage stopped. The Prince sprang out, and, without waiting for +Gotthold's answer, began to ascend the steps of the stand. The latter +was obliged to follow his friend, who fully expected him to do so; when +once at the top, he could easily find an opportunity of taking leave of +him without incivility.</p> + +<p class="normal">The steps and stand were crowded, but every one was eager to make way +for the Prince, who was very popular, that he might reach the first +bench, on which several seats had been reserved for him and his +attendants. "I think your best course will be to follow me," cried the +Prince, laughing, and looking over his shoulder at Gotthold, "you see +here as elsewhere: everything is given away!" But Gotthold could not do +otherwise than make use of the permission. The narrow space which had +been opened between the rows of seats for the Prince had long since +closed; nay, those behind were pressing forward to get as near him as +possible, and Gotthold soon found himself surrounded by a brilliant +assembly of the older and younger ladies of the country aristocracy, in +magnificent attire; white-haired old noblemen, civil dignitaries +adorned with orders, and distinguished soldiers, all smiling brightly +and bowing to the young Prince, who, bowing in every direction, +graciously accepted the offered homage.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your Highness has come just at the right moment; we shall see the +first horse appear from behind yonder hill directly; may I offer Your +Highness my glass?" cried old Count Grieben, in his shrill voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks, thanks; I should not like to rob you; you are more nearly +interested in the matter than I; I suppose the goal is here in front of +the stands, as it has been every year?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, Your Highness, there they come!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince had now taken the glass from the old gentleman; there was a +loud whispering and rustling on the stand. "There they come--pray sit +down," echoed on all sides, and all eyes, whether furnished with +glasses or not, sought the long hill Count Grieben had pointed out to +the Prince, and on which in fact three moving specks now became +visible, which with great speed, considering the distance, glided down +the hill, and had already disappeared in a hollow, when four or five +other moving dots appeared in precisely the same spot, likewise glided +down the hill, and vanished. But the interest of the public was almost +exclusively fixed upon the three foremost dots. From the interval of +time between the appearance of the first three specks and the four +following--to say nothing of the stragglers--it was now evident that +the victor must be one of their number; and although even the best +glass could only distinguish that the three moving clots were horsemen +racing at the top of their speed, two names were already mentioned with +positive certainty; there was a doubt about the third rider; some +thought it was Baron Kummerrow on Hengist, while others bet upon Count +Zarrentin's Rebecca, ridden by the younger Baron Breesen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the two others, Your Highness--the two others are my Curt and Carl +Brandow," shrieked old Count Grieben, crimson with excitement and +gesticulating furiously, in a tone so loud that it could be heard over +the whole stand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Count Grieben! Carl Brandow! Like an alarm of fire the names flew from +lip to lip along the stand, down the steps, and through the dense +throng of men below, who were standing on tiptoe and stretching their +necks; Count Grieben! Carl Brandow on Brownlock!</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl Brandow! A strange emotion thrilled Gotthold's frame. That was the +name which, like the spell of some evil magician, had desolated and +ruined his life; the name with which so many unpleasant thoughts had +been connected from his youth, and which in early and later times, and +even during the last few days, had been to him the incarnation of the +principle that in every human breast strives and rebels against the God +of light. And here the name rang on his ears from every lip. Carl +Brandow! Carl Brandow! like a man from whose approach streams happiness +and blessing; and beautiful eyes sparkled, and aristocratic hands +impatiently fluttered the lace-edged handkerchiefs with which they +wished to wave a welcome to the victor. Was the man whom a whole people +thus awaited in breathless suspense, perhaps right when he ventured all +and anything to gain his shining goal; wealth, and honor, and woman's +favor? Could one who took every obstacle so boldly, be expected to turn +aside from his path for a pious scruple? Could one who unhesitatingly +risked his life when the victory could not be obtained at a lesser +price, be blamed if he was not so punctilious about the weal and woe or +even the lives of others, as may be expected and demanded from the +quiet citizen?</p> + +<p class="normal">Such were the strange thoughts that passed through Gotthold's brain, +while his eyes, like those of the assembled thousands, were fixed upon +the spot pointed out by the experts near him as the one where the +riders must again appear. And there they were already--now recognizable +as horsemen, even by the naked eye--and "Count Grieben and Carl +Brandow" burst forth anew. For only two emerged at the same time, while +the third had already lost so much ground that he appeared full thirty +seconds later. Nothing more was to be expected from him. At the speed +with which the horses were running a lost second could not be regained, +let alone the eternity of thirty! The result now depended upon +Brownlock and Bessy, the two horses that had been the object of public +attention from the first moment and on which immense sums had been +staked up to the last. Would Brownlock win? Would Bessy carry off the +prize? No one dared to decide, no one offered or accepted a bet; they +scarcely ventured to speak, to stir; suspense had chained every tongue. +The scales were still exactly poised, without bending in the least +towards either side. If Bessy, as was universally asserted, was the +faster animal, Brandow's well-known skill in horsemanship made up for +the difference; head to head--the winding course to the stand could be +as distinctly followed as the lines on a map--the horses leaped over +the last hurdle but three, the last but two, the last but one; side by +side the riders took the last obstacle, a wall six feet high, while a +cry of admiration buzzed through the surging crowd. Then followed a +breathless silence. The race must be decided within the next minute. +After the last hurdle was a tract of perfectly level ground about five +hundred paces long; then came several hundred acres of bog, marked by +little flags affixed to poles. If Brownlock did not get a very +considerable lead on the level ground, the race was lost to him; for +Bessy--every one knew--could cross a marsh as lightly as a roe, and +Brownlock would either stick fast or must take a round-about way, which +would cost him his advantage and the victory.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Brownlock obtained no advantage, not a foot, not an inch; head to +head they dashed across half the distance, and now Bessy took the lead, +a half, a whole length, two, three, a half-dozen lengths. Those who had +bet on Brownlock turned pale, but a hundred times as much was staked on +Bessy; the betters exchanged triumphant glances; no one had time to +speak; Bessy was already approaching the edge of the bog; her rider was +seen to turn in his saddle to note the distance between him and his +rival, and now he turned to the left towards the edge of the swamp. +"Clever fellow," cried old Count Grieben; "it's wider, Your Highness, +it's wider there, but the ground is firmer, and he has plenty of time. +Brownlock can't come up with her, hurrah!" cried the enthusiastic old +gentleman, waving his hat. "Hurrah, hurrah!" echoed from the fickle +crowd, which had just cheered Brownlock; "Bessy wins, Brownlock loses. +Hurrah!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly a deep silence followed, as if a thunderbolt had fallen before +the eyes of all. Brandow reached the spot from which, a few seconds +before, Count Grieben, rendered secure of the victory by his opponent's +delay, had turned aside; and with a powerful bound Brownlock dashed +upon the bog, without turning a hair's breadth from the straight +course, flying directly over the deepest but narrowest part, with a +speed which seemed to increase every moment, while his rider, as if +going over the smoothest meadow-land, used neither whip nor spur, and +waved his hand to his rival, as he darted by him with such speed that +the water dashed into the air in a bright shower of spray.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now he had already reached the edge on the side nearest the stand, +and came up the broad straight course which led to the goal--no longer +at full speed, but in a long stretching gallop, as if to jeer at his +opponent, who after reaching the firm ground, despairing of victory, +had stopped; it seemed as if he wished to give the crowd an opportunity +to offer their homage.</p> + +<p class="normal">And "Hurrah Brownlock! hurrah Brandow!" they shouted, waving their hats +and caps, and the cry increased and swelled to a deafening, thundering +roar as the victor now rode past the stands to the goal, in the same +long stretching gallop. Everybody stood on tiptoe, the gentlemen +cheering, the ladies waving their handkerchiefs--and now all crowded +down the broad steps to the level ground, to see the victor and the +beautiful horse still nearer, when he, as was customary, returned and +again passed before the stands, but this time at a walk.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No privileges are recognized here, strength conquers," said the +Prince, who as well as Gotthold was pushed down the steps by the +swaying crowd; "the strength of enthusiasm, which is powerful even in +the weak. Just see how heroically that delicate lady struggles through +the throng--Is it Frau Brandow? I should like to offer her my arm."</p> + +<p class="normal">The lady's blue veil brushed against Gotthold's face, and he recognized +Alma Sellien. She did not see him, though she stood directly beside +him. The delicate, wan face was strangely beautified by the proud smile +that hovered on the lips; a joyous light sparkled in the blue eyes, +usually so dull and heavy; heeding nothing around her, she looked and +waited for the coming of the man she loved, whose uncovered head was +just visible above the surging crowd. And now a pair of bay shoulders +appeared, vanished, and appeared again, then the beautiful head of a +horse, and then the whole figure of the red-coated rider. Those +standing in the foremost row, recognizing the Prince, made way, and he, +with several other ladies and gentlemen, among them Alma Sellien, were +pressed forward, while the ranks closed before Gotthold, who willingly +drew back. Brandow, who, hat in hand, was bowing to the right and left, +and talking to a few friends that surrounded him, had come very near +them, when he saw the Prince, with Alma Sellien leaning on his arm. An +amazed smile flitted over his face; he hastily turned Brownlock till he +faced the pair, and bowed low over the racer's slender neck. The noble +animal stood snorting, champing its bit, and pawing impatiently. +Suddenly it sprang aside in wild alarm, and then, as its rider tried to +force it back to the spot, reared. "Back!" shouted the Prince to the +crowd, who, pressing forward from every direction, had collected in a +dense mass. But those farther away, whom no immediate danger +threatened, remained motionless. "Back, back!" cried the Prince again; +the ladies screamed. "Jump down, Brandow!" exclaimed the gentlemen. But +Brandow seemed to have forgotten his universally admired horsemanship. +Some said afterwards that he had been stunned from the first moment by +the violence with which, as the horse threw back its head in rearing, +it struck him on the forehead. As he vainly struggled with the animal +in an inconceivably preposterous manner, his eyes were fixed intently +upon a man in the crowd, who in some way--all were pressing upon each +other in wild confusion--had reached the foremost rank, and now, with +upraised arms, sprang directly before, nay under the rearing horse; it +was supposed he wanted to pull the furious animal down by the bridle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me pass, for God's sake!" cried Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had recognized Hinrich Scheel, although he had only seen the square +head, covered with gray curling hair, from which the cap had been +knocked in pressing through the crowd; not the brutal face with the +squinting green eyes, under whose fiendish power the frightened animal +reared higher and higher, pawing the air with its steel-shod hoofs as +if it would fain destroy its tormentor. And now one of the hoofs struck +the head of the mysterious man, who fell as if a bullet had pierced his +brain; but at the same moment the horse, again rearing, fell backwards, +burying his rider under him. The crowd parted with shrieks of horror.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A doctor, a doctor, is there no doctor here?"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was none, but no physician could have been of any avail. The man +who had tried to seize the horse's bridle, and in whom others also now +recognized Brandow's former trainer, Hinrich Scheel, for whose arrest a +warrant had been issued, lay dead on his back with crushed skull and +horribly distorted face, from which the dim eyes glared frightfully; +his master still lived, but Gotthold, who was supporting him in his +arms, saw that his end was fast approaching. A deathlike pallor rested +on the delicate, clear-cut features, and the white teeth gleamed with a +strange, frightful expression from between livid lips. A shudder +convulsed the whole body, and the head fell on Gotthold's breast.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here comes a doctor," cried several voices.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He will find nothing to do," murmured Gotthold; "help me to carry him +away."</p> + +<p class="normal">As they raised the body, a lady in a blue veil, who had been standing +near with her hands clenched convulsively, shrieked aloud, and sank +fainting on the ground. No particular notice was taken of it. Several +ladies had fainted.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A wondrously beautiful autumn, with mild golden days, and clear starry +nights, brooded over the country. Everywhere summer roses bloomed in +the gardens beside the asters, and the forests were very slow in +decking themselves in brilliant hues. The air was so still that the +floating threads of gossamer scarcely stirred, and when a leaf fell it +remained just where it touched the ground. The birds of passage had +paused in their migration, and chirped and--twittered among the fields +and hedges with their merry little voices, while in the evening the +wild swans, which usually, long ere this time, had soared away on their +strong white wings, called to each other along the shore.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a wondrously beautiful autumn, which seemed marvellously like +summer; "but it is only an illusion," said Cecilia, "the summer is +over, winter is close at hand, and I must prepare for it."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had been six weeks in Dollan, which she had never expected to +enter, never hoped to see again. But the physicians had urgently +desired that, to secure perfect recovery from her severe illness, if a +winter's residence in the South was impracticable, Gretchen should at +least spend the beautiful days of autumn on the sea-shore, in a sunny +spot, sheltered from the cold winds; and what place could have +fulfilled these requirements better than quiet, sunny Dollan? And, even +if it were a sacrifice for her to return here, she made it +unhesitatingly for the sake of her child and her old father.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had so longed for Dollan when, contrary to the doctor's expectation, +he recovered his consciousness after a fainting fit which, a few days +after the accident on the race-course, suddenly attacked him as he sat +surrounded by his friends. "Gratify the old man's wish," said the +physician, "and do so quickly; he will not have many more. His days are +numbered, and it is our duty to procure for him, during the few that +remain, all the sunshine he misses so keenly here in the narrow crowded +streets."</p> + +<p class="normal">And with deep thankfulness the old man greeted the sunlight on his +native fields. Not that he expressed his gratitude in words. He usually +talked very little; but on his pale, quiet face rested an expression of +the deepest peace, his mild eyes often sparkled as if with joyful +memories, and a happy smile played around his lips, as he walked slowly +through the sunny fields by Cecilia's side, leaning on her arm. Often +too--especially in the early morning--he went out alone, and Cecilia +had been anxious about him, and at last ventured to beg him to take her +with him, no hour was too early for her. But the old man stroked her +cheeks, and said, "Let me alone; you don't know yet."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cecilia pondered over these strange words, and understood them for the +first time when, one morning at early dawn, she looked out of her +window, and saw the old man stand a long time in the garden beside one +of the oldest trees--a linden, under whose shade, so the story ran, +Charles the Twelfth of Sweden had sat--and then bend his white head and +wave his hand, as people do when they take leave of any one. Yes, the +old man was taking his leave, when he wandered alone through garden and +field, forest and meadow--leave of the friends and acquaintances of his +youth: here a tree, under whose branches he had dreamed of the woman he +loved; yonder a rock, against whose hard breast he had once pressed his +tortured young heart; the meadow where he had broken the wild steed +with which he had hoped to win the beautiful Ulrica von Dahlitz; the +forest whose echoes he had so often waked by the report of his good +rifle. He never carried it now: the trusty gun that had formerly +accompanied him in all his walks, rested quietly in the corner; he had +taken leave of his faithful companion forever.</p> + +<p class="normal">Neither did he ever turn his steps in the direction of the beach-house, +and once when he had wandered through the forest by Cecilia's side, and +they unexpectedly emerged from the trees upon the cliffs, he seemed +almost terrified, and then shook his venerable head and muttered: "That +has cost me many years, many, many years!" So saying, he made a gesture +as if to imply that those years were effaced from the tablet of his +memory.</p> + +<p class="normal">Perhaps they were; he never said a word about the weary time he had +lived in the beach-house, but often began to relate stories of his +young days--ancient tales, which no living person knew except himself, +and over which he could laugh merrily, while at other times the tears +ran down his pale, withered cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ancient tales, of which he knew every detail, every name, and Christian +name, the day and hour, and even whether the weather was pleasant or +rainy; but he remembered nothing of what had lately happened, or made +the strangest mistakes. Thus he repeatedly called Cecilia by the name +of his early love, Ulrica, and it had been a bitter grief to his +great-granddaughter, that he sometimes spoke of her husband, Gretchen's +father, as a man he loved and eagerly longed to see again, although he +had been there very recently, until she understood that he meant +Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">It had moved her strangely at first, and then when the old man recurred +to it again as quietly as if it never had been and never could be +otherwise, and brought her name into such close connection with that of +her lover, she had accepted it like a dream, which comes between waking +and sleeping, until she started in terror at the danger that lay in the +vision. It must not, could not be. Why trifle with a reality which was +impossible, a future that could never come to pass!</p> + +<p class="normal">She said it with passionate vehemence, and a flood of tears, more to +herself than the old man, when he again spoke of Gotthold, who stayed +away too long, who left her who longed to see him, and the child who +was so fond of playing with him, too much and too long alone. She told +him that she dared not think of such a thing; too much, too much had +happened, which separated them forever, and that though she would give +her blood for him drop by drop, if it did not belong to her child and +her father, she could never, never be his wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">They were in the garden on one of the beautiful summer-like evenings of +this month of October, and as she spoke the old man gazed earnestly +towards the saffron-hued eastern sky, that gleamed through the +brilliant foliage of the trees, which was unstirred even by the +faintest breath of wind. "Yes, yes," he said, "you have suffered +keenly, keenly: but"--he added after a short pause--"that is so long, +so very long ago. Time heals much, much!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He seemed to be absorbed in dreams of the days, which to him alone were +no nonentity, which to him alone emerged from the river Lethe; but as +his glance fell upon the tear-stained face at his side, he passed his +hand over his brow and eyes, and said hastily, as if he feared he might +forget it again:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not everything, or slowly, very slowly; sixty, seventy, I know not how +many years passed by; and it is never quite right till we take courage +and tell some human being; I told him the evening I saved him from the +sea, and so many good things followed it, so many good things; my heart +has been so light ever since. You must tell some one, too, but not me; +I forget so much, and might forget that too. You must tell him."</p> + +<p class="normal">And when the next evening they again walked up and down the same +garden-path, and the dim light again shimmered through the trees, he +suddenly stopped and asked: "Have you told him?" and on the third and +fourth day he repeated the question, always shaking his white head +anxiously, when she answered with burning cheeks: "No, father, I have +not told him yet," and mentally added: "And shall not tell him if he +comes to-morrow, shall never tell him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold came, but not alone. Prince Prora, at whose castle he had +again spent several days to show him the sketches for the armory, and +decide upon the order of the Italian landscapes for the dining-hall, +wished to accompany him on his way back to Prora, and when he heard +that Gotthold must stop at Dollan to take leave of the family before +setting out on his journey to Italy, begged permission to accompany him +there also.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For we are neighbors, madame," said the young man, "whether I live at +Prora or the castle, and I ought to have waited upon you long ago; but +I will confess that a special interest brings me here to-day. Our +friend has told me about the giant's grave you have in your forest, +and that it is perhaps in the best preservation of any on the whole +island. Now we need a landscape with one of these mounds for my armory, +and when I reminded him of the one at Dollan, the obstinate fellow +declares it won't do. I naturally insist it is the very one, since +Dollan--before it came into the possession of your--I mean the Wenhof +family--which, to be sure, if we include the Swedish branch, as is only +just, was two hundred years ago--belonged to Prora, like all the rest +of the island; nay, in Pagan times, a Castle Prora, surrounded with a +lofty wall and deep moat, stood on the cliffs overlooking the sea. Its +ruins are still mentioned in old histories, so it is very possible and +even probable that the grave covers the bones of my ancestors. And am I +to lose such a reminiscence for the sake of an artist's obstinacy? +Never! We have an hour to spare, and I hear I can walk there and back +in half an hour--pray don't trouble yourself, my dear friend! You are +the very last person I will take with me, to spoil my temper by your +objections."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will accompany you with pleasure," said old Boslaf. "I have often +been up there deer-hunting with your Highness' great-grandfather. I +have not walked that way for a long, long time, and should like to go +once more."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince looked at the old man in astonishment; he had greeted him +with marked respect, in consequence of the many things Gotthold had +told him about him; but it seemed like a fairy tale that any one now in +existence could have gone hunting with Malte von Prora, who had lived +in the times of Frederick the Great, and been sent to Berlin on a +diplomatic mission by the Swedish government before the Seven Years' +War.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is impossible for me to give you so much trouble," said he, "quite +impossible."</p> + +<p class="normal">But the old man did not seem to notice the polite refusal; he had +already taken his staff, and with long regular strides led the way out +of the garden, where this conversation had taken place. The Prince, +with a smile, hurried after him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"At least your Highness will allow us to follow you," said Gotthold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg you to do so," replied the Prince, "for the sake of the old man, +who might not be satisfied with my company for any length of time," and +then drawing Gotthold a few steps aside, he continued: "We have an +hour, don't let it be passed unused. Since I have seen this lady, I +understand all you have not told me, you most silent of men. May God +take these mute lovers under His gracious protection!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold walked slowly back to the spot where he had left Cecilia, and +saw her still sitting in the same thoughtful attitude. Would she speak +to-day, or would she keep silence as she had done hitherto--let him go +in silence?</p> + +<p class="normal">He went up and took the hand that hung by her side. "Cecilia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She slowly raised her dark lashes, and looked at him with an expression +of touching entreaty.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not to bid you speak, I am to leave you in silence, Cecilia! And +yet it must be uttered; so let me say it for you. You could tell the +secret only to a woman, and to a woman you would not need to do so; she +would understand you without words. Was it not so? Should love be less +clear-sighted than the eyes of a sympathizing friend? I do not know, I +can only tell you what I read in your heart. And it is this, Cecilia: +you love me, but dare not yield to your feelings; nay, you shrink from +the thought of becoming my wife, as if it were a sin--against whom? It +sounds cruel, Cecilia, and yet I must say it: against your pride. That +is what you fear--yourself, not me. You know as well as that the sun is +setting yonder to rise again to-morrow, that no day, no hour will come +when I shall reproach you by word or look for having been--so unhappy, +so unspeakably wretched; you know that I--as I think--have nothing to +forgive you. But you, Cecilia, think you can never forgive yourself; +you think, because when you were an inexperienced girl of sixteen you +made a mistake, repentance and shame must follow you all your future +life; repentance and shame would frighten you from my arms if you ever +obeyed the impulse of your heart and threw yourself into them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And should I not do right to think, to feel so?" cried Cecilia, while +the tears streamed down her burning cheeks; "could I ever forgive +myself for having become the wife of this man? An inexperienced +girl of sixteen, do you say? I was not so very inexperienced; I was +worldly--wise enough to understand that life in the beautiful castle +and shady park of Dahlitz would be more brilliant than in a gloomy +country parsonage. And so I trod the poor student's heart under foot, +although a voice which, since that hour, has never been silenced, +whispered, he is the better man. Should I forgive myself for that, and +for letting him go away with an almost broken heart, without a word of +sympathy, of consolation, glad that his honest eyes no longer rested +upon me, no longer read my vain soul? And now, when my arrogant dream +has produced its natural result, now that I am as utterly wretched as I +deserve to be, and he returns and stands before me, a pure, noble man, +who can look with just pride upon his honest, industrious past, and +with joyful composure towards his future, which must develop still more +gloriously--is he now to stay his victorious step to raise one so +deeply fallen;--nay, what am I saying? Is she to chain him to herself +for all the future, bind the strong industrious hands, constrain the +proud mind, which ought always to be occupied with the highest things, +to perpetual consideration, daily, hourly sympathy for a wretched, +self-marred fate? Did you say pride prevented my doing that? Be it so! +But it was pride for you, in you! Ah! Gotthold, I do not feel this +pride to-day for the first time. I was proud of you when, with +sparkling eyes, you could talk so brilliantly of gods and heroes, and +say the heroic man might boldly compare himself with the gods +themselves; and when I heard, years after, you had forced your way +through obstacles, by which others would have been crushed a thousand +times, and, with a speed that seemed wonderful to those who did not +know your strength and talent, raised yourself to the highest rank in +your art, and the name of the young painter was mentioned only among +the best artists--yes, Gotthold, I was proud then, so proud and +thankful--for I thought, now I can bear everything easier, since my +crime was not visited on you, since I alone had to atone for the sin I +alone had committed."</p> + +<p class="normal">They had left the fields, over which scattered threads of gossamer +floated in the red light of the setting sun, and entered the dark, +silent forest. No sound was heard except the rustling of the withered +leaves at their feet, and, as Cecilia paused, the mournful song of a +solitary bird.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Gotthold heard no interruption; it seemed to him as if the piteous +notes of the bird only prolonged the wail of the human voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Alone, alone," he said, "always alone, and so you wish to remain, poor +love! Can a human being be alone? And are you quite alone? Granted that +I am--which I am not--the strong hero who can by constant labor +struggle along his solitary path to the golden table of the father, is +there not your child, from whom you must shut out the bright, sunny +world? You, who turn away from life with veiled head in mute despair! +what virtues will you teach it when you are yourself so wholly +destitute of the cheerfulness, in which alone the virtues thrive; nay, +when you no longer believe in that which is the best and highest of +all, which makes us what we are, makes us human beings--love? Who +pities yonder little bird, which, concealed amid the autumnal foliage, +perhaps wounded and maimed, is left behind to perish miserably? None of +its brothers and sisters, its husband or its children; they have all +flown away, unheeding, and left it behind--alone, alone! They obey the +immutable law that governs their coming and going, their life and +death, and so they do not, cannot sin; but we can and do, if we do +not obey the law that governs us, if we do not obey love. It is the +all-powerful tie that has bound and will bind together all races of +men, from the beginning to the end; the all-powerful sun beneath whose +pure light spring must return to the darkest, saddest hearts: and so +with my love I will hold you, dearest, however you may struggle; will +open your heart, however you may try to close it against me: for I am +more powerful than you, can lend you my strength, and yet have enough +for myself, and you, and your child--our child, Cecilia!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had paused, trembling in every limb; pale as death, and with her +dark eyes dim with tears, she extended her hands imploringly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have mercy, Gotthold, have mercy! I can bear no more; I can bear no +more."</p> + +<p class="normal">A hasty step came down the narrow path that led to the giant's grave.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank God! I was coming to meet you, dear madam--I think--I know you +are not like other ladies--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is dead!" cried Cecilia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I fear we shall not find him alive, though he had strength enough to +send me back. I did not like to leave him, but he was so very, very +anxious to see you, to see you both."</p> + +<p class="normal">They ran up the path through the underbrush, over the hill, to the +giant's grave, whose huge mass stood forth in dark relief against the +bright western sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man was sitting on a moss-covered stone, with his back resting +against one of the larger blocks, his hands lying in his lap, and an +expression of the most profound peace on his pale, venerable face, +gazing silently towards the west, from whence brilliant sunset hues +streamed over fields, forest, moorland, and sea. Cecilia sank upon the +broom at his feet, pressing her lips to his cold hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the touch, a slight shiver ran through the limbs of the dying man. +His glance turned slowly away from the distant sky, and rested upon the +beautiful, pale, tear-wet face before him. A happy smile gleamed over +his features. "Ulrica," he whispered. The name fell from the white lips +softly, almost inaudibly, and then lips and eyelids closed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cecilia's head sank upon Gotthold's breast; the Prince, who during the +whole scene had discreetly remained at a distance, turned away, and +gazed steadily at the golden sunset.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">And the golden hues of sunset glowed upon fields and woods, and the +churchyard of Rammin, in which the old man had just been laid to rest +with his children and children's children. Only a small, very small +company had stood around the grave when the coffin was lowered, and +they had needed no priest to consecrate the place which would +henceforth be sacred to them. Then Frau Wollnow embraced Cecilia, +and whispered: "Don't allow yourself to be disconcerted by any +narrow-minded creature you may meet," and Cecilia answered: "Have no +fear, I know what I am doing." Then Ottilie kissed Gretchen; the Prince +and Herr Wollnow took leave of Cecilia with a few cordial words, and +the Prince's light carriage rolled towards his castle, and the +Wollnow's heavy equipage along the road to Prora.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the other end of the village, where the road leads to Neuenfähr and +Sundin, stood a travelling carriage, and they now walked silently +through the little hamlet, arm-in-arm; while the child ran before them, +and snatched at the swallows when they came too near.</p> + +<p class="normal">Otherwise the swallows had a free course. Up and down they darted in +their arrowy flight, now grazing the earth, now rising in graceful +curves, anon flying in a straight line and then zigzag, chirping, +twittering, and fluttering their long wings unweariedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">For them, too, it was probably the last evening, and to-morrow they +would fly towards the South, and not return till spring.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gotthold thought of this, and then of the evening when he had walked +through the deserted village-street, and the swallows' song brought +tears of sorrow to his eyes, and how empty his home and the whole +beautiful world had been to him, and how the whole beautiful world now +seemed to him like home; and as he gazed into the dark eyes of his +beloved wife, and pressed the little warm hand of the child, now his, +he knew "what the swallow sang."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_01" href="#div2Ref_01">Footnote 1</a>: Dumpling.</p> + +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_02" href="#div2Ref_02">Footnote 2</a>: The second +person singular is used throughout this +conversation, but I have thought it better to adopt the English mode of +address.--<span class="sc2">Tr</span>.</p> +<br> +<br> +<h3>THE END.</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's What the Swallow Sang, by Friedrich Spielhagen + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WHAT THE SWALLOW SANG *** + +***** This file should be named 34599-h.htm or 34599-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/4/5/9/34599/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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"I will leave a few +words for him." + +He took his note-book and wrote a few lines. When he tore out the leaf +he perceived on the other side a little sketch which he had dashed off +that afternoon with a few hasty strokes, while his carriage stopped +before a village inn. + +A smile flitted over his grave features. + +"That won't do," he murmured. "And here again, everything is filled +with scrawls. Well," he added aloud, as he thrust the note-book back +into his pocket, "I will write from P----. Please tell him so; +farewell, my good woman." + +The sexton's wife did not venture to make any reply, and turned away. +The stranger looked after her retreating figure a few minutes. +"Strange," he murmured, "it seems as if it would be committing a +sacrilege to utter my name aloud in this place! It was really a relief +to my mind that the woman did not know me. How we are all under the ban +of gloomy feelings which we should be ashamed to confess to others! To +be sure it is not strange that these emotions should almost overpower +me here; here, in this spot which should be my home, where my cradle +stood, and yet where I was not allowed to return until the grave had +closed over him to whom I owe my life." + +He had taken a few noiseless steps within the church, and now pausing, +gazed around the narrow space. The sun, already low in the horizon, +cast through the round, leaden-cased panes of the lofty narrow windows +a mysterious light, which brightened or faded as the soft breeze raised +or lowered the branches of the ancient linden-trees outside the walls. +And thus, now clear now dim, but always sorrowful, the memories of his +early years swept through the stranger's mind as he stood motionless, +his eyes wandering over the massive white-washed walls, the few dusky +pictures hung here and there at far too great a height, the little +oaken font black with age, the altar with its two large brass sconces, +and the pulpit, whose desk was covered with a tattered cloth. +Everything was just as it used to be; he even remembered the holes in +the cover, only it was all very much smaller, more poverty-stricken and +tasteless than memory had pictured it. Yet this was the most favorable +light,--what must it be in the broad glare of day! And his gloomy, +sorrowful childhood,--what was it when he extinguished the magical +light of memory, when he saw it as it really was, as a cold fanatical +father had made it to the child so early bereft of a mother's love. + +The traveller started from his revery as a sharp sound suddenly echoed +through the quiet church as if something had burst asunder. It was the +clock, which had just begun to strike. He passed his hand over his +brow, mechanically counted the strokes and listened to the rumbling +echo till the last sound died away. "Seven o' clock," said he; "it is +time for me to set out again." + +He walked around behind the benches, up a side aisle, on the right of +the pulpit, until he reached the large iron door of the crypt. It was +fastened, but on both sides, affixed to the wall, were the mural +tablets of the pastors of Rammin, who had preached the gospel over the +coffins of their predecessors whom they were some day to join. He went +to the last stone and read the inscription, that here rested in God, +Gotthold Ephraim Weber, D.D., installed in 1805 as Pastor of St. Mary's +church in Rammin, born August 3d, 1780, died June 15th, 1833. + +"Gotthold Ephraim Weber," murmured the stranger, "that is my name too, +and I am also a Doctor of Theology. That I would not remain where my +father placed me, but insisted upon taking the profession for which, +according to my best knowledge and belief, I was born, separated him +who now lies here from me forever. No, no, not that, at least that was +not the true cause! I never understood in your sense what is written +here: 'Blessed are those who die in the Lord.' We were never one, had +been separated long before we parted. Well, father, at least let there +be peace between us now. I wish with all my heart that you may have the +bliss in which you believed; and say: 'blessed are the--dead,' so you +certainly have the happiness in which I believe." + +Gotthold made a gesture like one who holds out his hand in +reconciliation. "Let us have peace now," he repeated. + +A little bird, which had perched for a moment in one of the openings +above the window, twittered so loudly that the sweet clear tones filled +the silent empty church. + +"I will take it as an answer," said Gotthold. + +He left the building as slowly as he had entered it, and went down the +broad path in the churchyard to a spot where, at a large iron cross, +which also bore the inscription, "Blessed are those who die in the +Lord," a narrow walk branched off towards the wall. Scarcely anything +had been altered in this older portion of the cemetery; he still +remembered every mound, every cross, every stone, and every epitaph; +there at last was what he was seeking--the grave with the low wooden +railing, the stunted weeping willow, the little slanting cross, +neglected as ever, or perhaps even more so--his mother's grave. + +He had lost her so very young, when he was only four or five years old, +that he had scarcely the faintest shadow of personal remembrance; he +had never seen a picture of her, and his father only mentioned her name +when he said angrily: "You are just like your mother," yet perhaps for +this very reason his fancy had always busied itself very frequently +with this dead mother, who had been like him, and would certainly have +loved him as he loved her dear shadow, until it almost assumed a bodily +form. A dear, dream-like form, which came unbidden, and disappeared +when he would so gladly have detained it longer. + +He plucked a few leaves from the willow, but scattered them over the +grave again. + +"We need no mementos," he said; "we understand each other without any +outward tokens, and it shall remain as it is, decay silently and +gradually, as time wills. Who would be benefited by the most superb +monument I could order from Thorwaldsen's master hand? Not you--what do +the shades in Nirwana care for such earthly vanities--and not I. I +shall never stand upon this spot again, and to others the stone would +be only a stone. No, it is better so; it is in harmony with the place." + +He looked up, and his artist's eye wandered over the graves, upon whose +long grass, swaying in the soft breeze, the setting sun scattered rosy +hues, to the ancient church, whose rude square tower still glowed in +the purple light, while the main building was already in deep shadow. + +"This scene and hour would make a beautiful picture," said Gotthold, +"but I shall not paint it. That would efface it from my mind, and I +wish to hold it fast there forever." + +He closed his eyes a moment, and when he opened them did not look +around again as he walked slowly, with his hands behind his back, +through the narrow path to the gate. Suddenly he paused and +involuntarily extended his hand towards two little graves close beside +the path, whose inscriptions had caught his eye in passing. "Cecilia +Brandow," "Caroline Brandow." The date of the birth and death of the +children was also added in tiny characters, as small as the mounds +themselves. + +A strange emotion thrilled his frame. He had thought this was over, +utterly effaced from his life, and that he could take the journey to +the bedside of his dying father, which had become a pilgrimage to his +parents' graves, without being disturbed by the vicinity of his early +love. Nay, just now when he came out of the church door, he had gazed +from this lofty stand-point over the wide landscape to the park of +Dahlitz, through whose dusky trees gleamed the white gables of the +mansion, and the past had remained mute. Now it flooded his soul like a +torrent which has suddenly burst its bounds. Her children--and she +herself was then scarcely more than a child! Her children. One, the +eldest, had borne her name--the name which ever since those days had +always had a peculiar, sacred association, so that he could never hear +or read it without a strange thrill. Cecilia! Her children! Strange! +Incomprehensibly strange! Incomprehensible as the death to which they +had so soon fallen victims! She had wept and knelt at these graves with +her husband beside her, the husband whose name was also inscribed in +gilt letters upon these tablets, and who asserted his paternal rights +in the Christian name of the younger: "Carl Brandow"! Did he too shed +tears for his children? It was impossible to think of Carl Brandow's +sharp, hard features wet with tears. + +How the face of Gotthold's enemy--the only one he had ever had--rose in +almost tangible outlines before his mind, while a sharp pang ran +through the deep scar which, beginning under his hair, passed over the +right temple, across the cheek, and even divided the heavy beard, the +scar on whose account the sexton's wife, mindful of the words that +marked people should be avoided, had been so unwilling to leave the +stately stranger alone in the church. Was the wound going to bleed +again--the wound that man's hand had dealt when both were schoolboys? +Would it have been any miracle at that moment, when his heart was +throbbing so violently, as if to say: The wound I have been struck is +newer by some years, and much fresher and deeper, yet you see it is not +healed as you supposed, and never will be! + +"Never," said Gotthold, "never! Well, at least I will not touch it. +And--the innocent children are not to blame, if there is blame +anywhere. I wish. I could call them back to life for you, poor Cecilia, +and may Heaven preserve those who I trust have been given you in their +place!" + +A figure clad in black, with a low broad-brimmed hat and white +neck-tie, approached the churchyard from the parsonage. It was +doubtless his father's successor, the new Pastor, who had returned from +examining the school earlier than the sexton's wife expected, and come +in search of the stranger who had inquired for him, and then ordered +the church to be unlocked. In his present excited frame of mind +Gotthold would gladly have avoided this meeting; but the reverend +gentleman appeared to have seen him already, for he quickened his +steps, and, as Gotthold now approached him, held out both hands, +exclaiming: "Must we meet again under such sorrowful circumstances?" + +Gotthold cast a puzzled glance at the beardless, plump white face of +the man who now stood before him, clasping and pressing his hands; his +watery blue eyes winking perpetually, either from emotion or because +the setting sun was shining into them. + +"Don't you know me, my dear brother?" asked the reverend gentleman; +"didn't they tell you my name? August Semmel--" + +"Surnamed Kloss,"[1] said Gotthold with an involuntary laugh. "I beg +your pardon, I really had not heard your name, and then I have never +seen you lately except in uniform, with a military cap on one side of +your head, and your face covered with a beard; it is really an +excellent mask." + +Pastor Semmel dropped Gotthold's hands and hastily turned away, so that +he placed himself in shadow. + +"A mask," he said, rolling up his eyes piously; "yes indeed! and, as I +now think, a very vain, not to say sinful one. I often scolded you then +because you would not enter our corps, although you sometimes did not +disdain to go to an ale--to amuse yourself with us, I mean; now I envy +you for having had the power of self-renunciation I lacked." + +"So Saul has now become Paul," replied Gotthold smiling, "while my +journey to Damascus is still delayed." + +"Yes, yes," said the Pastor. "Who would have thought it! The most +industrious of us all at school, the most indefatigable at the +university; always held up as a pattern by teachers and professors; +when in the fourth session already cram--preparing us older ones for +the examination, passing your own with great distinction, and all +this--" + +"For Hecuba! No, dear Semmel, you must not revile my art, although I +freely admit I am but a poor artist as yet. But I can assure you of one +thing: it is easier to pass a creditable examination in theology than +to paint a good picture. I speak from experience; besides if I had +remained a theological student, who knows whether the son might not +have stepped into his father's place instead of you? That is to be +considered too." + +"There would have been a terrible competition," said Herr Semmel, +"although on the other hand a prophet has little honor in his own +country; and to be frank, when I was a candidate here--after I left +Halle I spent four years in Lower Pomerania as a tutor in Count +Zerneckow's family, and afterwards came to Neuenkirchen to relieve the +old man, who had grown very garrulous, so that I thought I was +positively settled--but he has entirely recovered his powers again, and +so it happened very opportunely--what was I going to say? yes--when I +applied for this place a month ago, and thought it would be an +advantage to present myself as an intimate school and university friend +of my predecessor's son, I found the recommendation was not +satisfactory everywhere. Herr Otto von Plueggen of Plueggenhof--" + +Gotthold could not help laughing. "I suppose so," said he, "I have +often punched his stupid head when he went to school in P." + +"You know I was in the first class, while you were still in the +second," continued the Pastor in an apologetic tone, "and had entirely +forgotten that you must have known each other; but when, warned by my +experience with von Plueggen, I mentioned you more cautiously to several +others, I found a certain, what shall I term it? hostility would be +unchristian, but--" + +"Let us drop the subject," said Gotthold somewhat impatiently. + +"Certainly, certainly," replied the Pastor, "although you will be glad +to hear that I took advantage of this very opportunity to speak of your +generous gift to the poor of our parish, which--" + +"But why did you do that when I particularly requested that my name +should not be mentioned?" + +"Because it is written: 'Thou shalt not hide thy light under a bushel;' +and because it was the only way to silence the injurious report that +had become associated with your name." + +"Injurious report?" asked Gotthold. + +"Why yes, because people knew that for the last seven years, ever since +your uncle's death, you have been in possession of a large fortune, and +yet your father--" + +"Good Heavens! what could I do," cried Gotthold, "if my father +obstinately refused all my offers? but I really cannot discuss this +matter any farther. Besides, it is high time for me to set out, if I +wish to reach P. in good season. Has Herr Wollnow arranged everything +my father left according to your wishes? Unfortunately, I could not +attend to it myself, since, as you have probably learned from him, I +fell sick on my journey, and was forced to remain several weeks in +Milan; but I wrote to him from there to carry out the wishes of my +father's successor in every respect." + +"Without knowing who that successor was!" exclaimed Herr Semmel; "yes, +that's the way with you artists. Well, I have not been grasping. True, +there were many valuable books on theology in your father's library +which I would gladly have retained, and as you gave the purchaser +permission to set his own price--" + +"That is all right, my dear Semmel, and now don't come a step farther." + +"Only to your carriage, which I saw standing at the door of the inn." + +"Not another step, I beg of you." + +They were standing at the churchyard gate, which opened into the +village-street; but the Pastor seemed unable to release Gotthold's +hand. + +"For your own comfort, and the honor of your old schoolmates, I must +add one remark in connection with our former subject of conversation. +All were not guilty of such uncharitableness--I may surely be permitted +to give it that name without being uncharitable myself. Some of them +spoke very warmly in your praise; no one more so than Carl Brandow." + +"Brandow! Carl Brandow!" exclaimed Gotthold; "it is certainly--" + +"Certainly only his duty, if he tries to make amends to you for an +offence committed in youthful thoughtlessness by everywhere asserting +the truth, and declaring that the demon of avarice is the very last +that could obtain dominion over you; and if your father died as poor as +he had lived, it was undoubtedly--" + +"Farewell!" said Gotthold, extending his hand across the low door to +the Pastor. + +"May God bless and keep you!" said the Pastor. "You ought to spare +another hour to spend with an old friend." + +Gotthold said no more. He had withdrawn his hand with almost +uncourteous haste, and was now walking rapidly down the village-street, +with his hat pulled far over his brows. Herr Semmel looked after him +with a contemptuous smile on his fat face. + +"The enthusiast!" said he; "it seems as if the ill-luck he has had has +turned his brain. But no matter. People must cling to the rich. Carl +Brandow is a sly fellow. He probably knows why, from the moment he +heard he was coming back, he took a new key, and cannot say enough in +praise of the man whom he once abused like a reed-sparrow. Perhaps he +wants to try to borrow of him. Well, he certainly needs a loan. Plueggen +says he is making his last shifts. He will be at Plueggenhof to-morrow. +My news will make quite an excitement." + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +The long village-street was empty. Here and there an old woman appeared +in the doorway of one of the low straw-roofed huts, or a few half-naked +children played behind the tangled hedges in the neglected gardens; +every one else had gone to the fields, for this was the first day of +the rye-harvest. + +The village-street was empty, and the swallows had free course. Up and +down they moved in their arrowlike flight, now on the ground, now +rising in graceful circles, straight lines, or zig-zag course, +chirping, twittering, and unweariedly fluttering their slender wings. + +Gotthold paused, pushed back his hat, which he had drawn over his eyes, +and gazed as if absorbed in thought at the graceful little creatures, +which he had loved from his earliest childhood. While he stood watching +them, the angry displeasure roused by the Pastor's words gradually +yielded to a strange melancholy. + +"What the swallow sang, what the swallow sang," he murmured. "Yes, yes, +it echoes through the village just as it did then:-- + + + When I went away, when I went away, + I left well-filled chests behind, + But returning to-day, but returning to-day, + Naught I find. + + +"I thought I understood it--but I had only read it with my eyes, not my +heart, the heart of a lonely man, who after an absence of ten years +returns to the sacred scenes of his youth to find what I have found +to-day--the most painful memory of that which was once mine." + +Up and down flew the swallows, now close to the earth, and now in a +lofty curve over a loaded harvest-wagon which had turned into the +principal street from an adjoining lane, and disappeared in a barn. + +"How does it go on," said Gotthold:-- + + + Back the swallows dart, back the swallows dart, + And the chests again run o'er; + But an empty heart, but an empty heart, + Fills no more. + + +He passed his hand over his eyes to brush away the tears which +constantly sprang into them, while a mournful smile played around his +lips. + +"It would be an amusing spectacle to my Roman friends if they could see +me standing here crying like a schoolboy; and what would you say, +Julia? The same thing that you did when I translated the song: That is +all nonsense, my dear friend. How can a heart be empty? My heart has +never been empty since I knew I had one, and now it is full of love for +you, as yours is for me, you German dreamer. Then you stroked the hair +from my brow, and kissed me as only you can kiss. And yet, and yet! If +I loved you, Julia, it was only a feeble semblance of the passion I +once felt, as the pale East just gleamed with rosy light from the +reflection of the sunset glow in the western sky. I have parted from +you, and my heart did not quiver as it did just now when I read on her +children's gravestones the name of one now dead to me." + +He extended his hands as if in benediction. + +"Sing on your sweet sad song, innocent swallows! Go and return, +bringing Spring to the barren fields and empty human hearts! May Heaven +watch over you, my dear native meadows and beloved birthplace! In spite +of all, you are as sacred to me as the memories of my youth!" + +The carriage was waiting at the door of the village-inn. The coachman +had merely loosened the curbs on the horses' necks, that they might eat +the bread chopped into little squares more easily. He now pushed aside +the movable crib, hastily gave them a drink from the half-emptied pail, +and when Gotthold came up was already standing with the reins in his +hand beside the door, which he opened with a friendly grin. + +It was the first time he had shown his passenger such an attention. +They had passed over the long road across the island--Gotthold, +contrary to his usual custom, absorbed in gloomy thoughts, and by no +means dissatisfied with the taciturnity of the driver, who sat +motionless before him, hour after hour, his broad shoulders covered +with a blue linen coat, somewhat white in the seams, stooping +carelessly, and smoking a short pipe, which Gotthold did not forbid, +unpleasant as the sickly odor of the weed often was. + +He might therefore have some reason to be surprised when, just after +they had left the village and were driving slowly along between the +cornfields, on the narrow by-way that led to the main road, the +broad-shouldered man suddenly turned, and showing his large white +teeth, said in his Platt Deutsch accent: + +"Don't you know me, Herr Gotthold?" + +"No," said Gotthold, laughing, as he looked into the smiling face of +the driver, "but you seem to be better acquainted with me." + +"I've been thinking all the way whether it was you or not," said the +man; "sometimes I thought it was, and then again that it wasn't." + +"You might have asked." + +"Yes, you may well say so, but I didn't think of it; that would +certainly have been the simplest way. Well, it don't matter now; I know +you--by that!" said the driver, drawing the handle of his whip over his +face to mark the course of Gotthold's scar. "You ought to have been +known by it this morning, for one don't see such things every day; but +it's a long time ago, and such things often happen in war; besides, +with your thick beard and brown, face, you look just exactly as if you +had come from Spain, where no doubt they are fighting again; but when +you stopped just now in Rammin, and went up to the parsonage without +even asking a question, I said at once, 'Yes, it's certainly he.'" + +"And you are--you are Jochen--Jochen Prebrow!" exclaimed Gotthold, +cordially extending his hand, which Jochen, turning half-round on his +seat, clasped no less heartily in his huge palm. + +"To be sure," said he, "and you really didn't know me." + +"How could I," replied Gotthold. "You have grown so tall and stout, +although indeed in this respect you have only fulfilled the promise of +your boyhood." + +"Yes, that's so," replied Jochen, "but my sergeant in Berlin always +said it was no vice." + +Jochen Prebrow turned back to his horses. He had established the +identity between his stately passenger and the slender playfellow of +his childhood, upon which he had been reflecting all day, and was +perfectly satisfied. Gotthold too was silent; it moved him deeply to +think he could have travelled nearly all day with worthy Jochen, as if +he had been a total stranger. + +Jochen Prebrow, the son of the Dollan blacksmith! The pleasant days +again rose before him when he left P. with Curt Wenhof for the +holidays, which must always be spent in Dollan, and Jochen stood on the +moor where the road branched off from the highway, waiting for them, +and waving his cap; Jochen, who was well aware that his good times were +coming with the pair, times of catching fish and snaring birds under +the care of old Cousin Boslaf, to say nothing of a thousand wild, +thoughtless pranks on land and sea for which Curt always undertook to +be answerable to his good-natured father. + +"And the young master is dead too," said Jochen Prebrow, again turning +half-round on his seat, in token that having settled the principal +matter, he was now ready to proceed to details. + +Gotthold nodded. + +"Drowned sailing on the Spree," continued Jochen, "and yet he was +skilful as any sailor, and could swim like a fish; it was very queer, +but he told me that he should come to such an end some day." He filled +his pipe afresh. + +"When did he tell you so?" + +"He had come from Gr. to his sister's wedding, and afterwards was to go +to Berlin and show whether he had learned his lessons, and he would +probably have come off badly, for our young master was never fond of +study. So he told me about it when we came back from P., where the +wedding took place. I drove the carriage because old Christian was +sick, and then we went at full speed to Dollan, where a great breakfast +was served, and our young master had probably been drinking a little +too much when he came out to the stable, threw himself down on the +straw, and began to sob pitifully. + +"What's the matter, young master?" said I. + +"Ah! Jochen," he answered, "it's all up. I begged my father to let me +be a farmer, for he would never make a lawyer of me; but he says we +have nothing, nothing at all; he can't even pay my sister's dowry." + +"Well, young master," said I, "that's not so very bad; you have a rich +brother-in-law now who can certainly give you some money." + +"But he started up, sprang upon me, seized me by the throat, and shook +me till I was afraid for my life, crying: If you ever say another +word about that,--well, it was an ugly word for a man to call his +brother-in-law, especially our young master, who had always been so +good-natured, but I said to myself, He's been drinking too much; for he +wanted me to upset them when I drove them to Dahlitz; you know the +place, Herr Gotthold, just before you get to the smithy, when the moor +lies below you on the left, as you come down the hill. It's very easy +to upset a carriage there so that the people inside will never get up +again; but it's pretty queer business to upset your master's daughter +on her wedding-day, and even if I'd wanted to do it I didn't drive +them, after all, for Herr Brandow had ordered his own carriage with +four horses; and Hinrich Scheel, who was his coachman then and is now, +wouldn't upset them, for nobody can deny that he knows how to drive and +ride." + +Jochen Prebrow cracked his whip, and the horses, which had been +advancing along the narrow by-way at a walk, trotted rapidly over the +smooth broad high-road. + +A short distance on the left appeared Dahlitz, the fine estate once the +property of the ancient noble family to which Cecilia's mother +belonged, but which had long since passed into the possession of the +plebeian Brandow, and was now Carl Brandow's inheritance. + +The highway, as Gotthold remembered, led directly through the estate, +and for a considerable distance farther ran close by the wall of the +park. His heart began to beat violently; his eyes wandered timidly +towards the house, whose white front was already partially visible +between the out-buildings. To pass so near her home, to let the only +opportunity he might ever be offered escape thus, never, never to see +her more! + +Gotthold leaned back in the corner of the carriage, drawing the broad +brim of his hat farther over his eyes; he would fain have ordered +Jochen to turn back again. Meantime Jochen was driving on at a slow +trot; it would soon be over. But just as they were passing the gates an +empty harvest wagon came out so rapidly that the horses almost struck +Jochen's. The latter swore, the farm hand swore, and some one standing +in the courtyard swore also, Gotthold could not understand whether at +his own man or the strange coachman--probably at both; but it was not +Carl Brandow's clear voice, and the coarse fat man in top boots, who +strode heavily forward to the gate, certainly bore no resemblance to +Carl Brandow's slight, elastic figure. + +Then Jochen again had a free passage for his frightened horses, which +he reined in with considerable difficulty as they passed at full gallop +by the low park wall, over which now and then one could obtain through +the trees and shrubs a view of the pleasure-grounds, and even +distinguish a broad handsome lawn which lay on one side of the mansion. +On this piece of turf was a swing, in which two little girls were just +being carefully pushed to and fro by their nurse, while a half-dozen +other children of all ages gambolled upon the grass, their fresh voices +ringing merrily on the quiet evening air. A stately lady moved among +the group, with a little man dressed in black beside her, apparently +the boys' tutor. + +The picture was only visible a few seconds, but Gotthold's keen eye had +seized it down to the smallest detail, and it was still in his mind +when the carriage moved more slowly along the broad highway. His heart +had trembled causelessly; she no longer lived here. Where was she now? +He had not heard a word from home for so long--was she dead? She was to +him, of course, and yet, and yet-- + +"That Redebas is a coarse fellow," said Jochen taking the reins in his +left hand, "but he understands his business; he'll come out all right." + +"So Dahlitz does not belong to Herr Brandow?" said Gotthold. + +"Well, I declare," replied Jochen, pointing back with the handle of his +whip into the gathering twilight, "didn't you hear anything yonder +about what has been happening in this neighborhood?" + +"Nothing, nothing at all, my dear Jochen. Who was to tell me?" + +"To be sure," said Jochen, "writing isn't everybody's business, not +mine for instance, and where you have been I suppose there were very +few mails, and not much opportunity. My sergeant--he was one of the old +soldiers--was in Spain too in 1807 and"-- + +"But I have never been in Spain," said Gotthold, "I was in Italy." + +This objection was both unexpected and unwelcome to Jochen. He had +fully made up his mind during the long hours that he had been +reflecting whether his passenger was the son of the Pastor at Rammin or +not, that if so, he must at any rate have come straight from Spain; for +he had heard that Gotthold had given up "preaching" and was now living +in a foreign country, and Spain was the only foreign country of which +he had ever heard. So he sank into a profound revery, puffing huge +clouds of smoke from his short pipe, and Gotthold, difficult as it was +for him to do so, was compelled to repeat his question, as to where +Herr Brandow was now living, several times. + +"Why, where should he live except in Dollan?" said Jochen at last. "He +has come down from a horse to a donkey, but that's always so when +people want to sit so high in their saddles." + +"And--and--his wife?" + +It must be asked; but Gotthold's lips quivered as he put the question. + +"Our poor young lady," said Jochen; "yes, when I drove her with four +horses to P. for the wedding, she didn't dream the splendor would so +soon be over. Yes, she is now in the old place again, and our old +master and the young master are both dead, and her two oldest children +too; she has only one left." + +So she still lived, and lived in Dollan again, dear Dollan, the +forest-girdled, sea-washed spot where he had spent the happiest and +most wretched hours of his youth, the sacred and yet accursed place to +which his dreams had so often led him in joy or sorrow, so that he woke +with a happy smile on his lips, and also so often with tears in his +eyes! For a moment it seemed as if she had been restored to him, as if +the old days had returned. He saw the slender figure gliding through +the shrubs in the garden at twilight, while he stood at the little +gable window with a throbbing heart, hearing Curt repeat "mi" till he +threw the grammar on the table, declaring that he should never +understand the stuff, and they had better go down to the garden with +Cecilia. Gotthold passed his hand over his brow and eyes. Had he spoken +the loved name aloud? Had Jochen, who had resumed his interrupted story +in the old monotonous tone, mentioned her name? Jochen did not know +exactly how it had all happened, for he had been in Berlin with the +army when Herr Wenhof died, and young Herr Brandow came in possession +of Dollan in addition to his own estate of Dahlitz: then when Jochen +was released from military duty, as his father and older brother were +enough to attend to the business of the smithy, he took service as a +groom with Peter the innkeeper at Altefaehr, and only left the place +when he drove travellers to Stubbenkammer or some other part of the +island, which did not occur very often. Besides, it had never happened +that his way led to Dollan, or very near it, for what stranger would +want to travel so far away from the main road? He had not seen even the +smithy since, and if his brother had not come to Altefaehr once or +twice, would have known nothing about how things were now going in +Dollan. True, now he came to think the matter over, his brother had not +told him much more than he had already learned from others; for Herr +Brandow was famous for having the finest horses in all Rugen and Upper +Pomerania, and came every autumn to the races at Str.; the noblemen +would have hard work to beat him if he was only a plain citizen; and he +would be sure to win the prize among all the gentlemen riders this +year; for Hinrich had trained a horse for him whose match could not be +found. One thing was certain, Hinrich knew more about horse-flesh than +all the English trainers who cost the other gentlemen so much money put +together, while others hinted that there was something not quite right +about the matter, and Hinrich's squint eyes could make horses do +anything he pleased. That there were such things, he being a +blacksmith's son, knew very well; but it made a great difference +whether they were honest arts, such as his father understood for +instance, or whether another person he would not mention more plainly +had a finger in the pie. People don't cross mountains with him; he +makes them pay too dear for his extra horses. It had already cost Herr +Brandow his fine estate, and they said he could not even keep Dollan +much longer, and that the devil's horses were eating the hair from his +head. Did Herr Gotthold believe in such things? + +"No, no, no," said Gotthold, starting from his corner and sitting +erect. + +Jochen was obliged to fill his pipe, in order to think over quietly an +answer so different from what he had expected. Gotthold did not disturb +his meditations, but sat in silence, absorbed in thought, dreaming of +what was, what might have been and never would be! Never? Yes, but not +because fate does not will it; it is because human beings bring on this +destiny, because they prepare it for themselves, because in dreams +which thicken into realities, in wishes which become acts, they mould +their own fate. Did she not, on the evening when she, her father, Curt, +and himself, had made an excursion from Dollan to Dahlitz, return home +with the wish to become mistress of the place her mother's family had +so long possessed; How silently she walked through the stately +apartments, while her large sparkling eyes wandered thoughtfully over +the dark pictures on walls hung with faded silken tapestry, and the +numerous carved ornaments on the chimney-piece, which seemed to her +unaccustomed eyes a marvel of costliness! How softly she passed her +hand over the damask curtains in the sleeping-rooms, how she buried her +glowing face again and again among the flowers in the hot-house, as if +intoxicated by the heavy perfume. With what interest she listened to +that squint-eyed Hinrich, as he expatiated upon the merits of the noble +horses whose light chain halters clanked against the marble cribs, and +said it was such a pity for the young master to waste his time at the +agricultural school, when he could employ it to so much better +advantage here! And how indignantly she looked at the friend who +fancied himself so dear to her, when with jealous malice he observed +that Carl Brandow might come back all the sooner, since from all +accounts he showed the same industry at the college as he had formerly +done at school! Afterwards she had haughtily bantered the two friends +as they stood on the lawn, but when she sat down in the large wooden +swing--the same one where he had just seen the children--resting her +beautiful head on one hand, while she carelessly played with the +scarlet ribbons on her white dress with the other, and Gotthold +approached to put it in motion, she started up and said, laughing, that +such an ignorant girl ought not to trouble so learned a gentleman. He +did not suspect what bitter earnest was concealed under the jest, and +the next morning, when he was obliged to return with Curt to their +institution of learning, he slipped under her chamber-door a bit of +paper, on which he had written a free translation of one of Anacreon's +odes:-- + + + Skittish foal, I prithee why, + Flashing fear from thy large eye, + Cruel, dost thou mocking flee? + "Fool! he nothing is to me." + + Know for thee I soon shall bring + And about thy proud neck fling + The bridle, and with firm, tight rein, + Swift-racing, spur thee o'er the plain. + + Tarry now 'mid pasture-ground, + Gayly frolic, lightly bound; + But, my skittish foal, take heed! + Thy right rider comes with speed. + + +The right rider! Alas! ere six weeks had passed, the right rider came! + +It was a dark evening late in Autumn, like the present one. Men, women, +boys and girls were all out of doors, for it was Saturday night, and +the great wheat-field must if possible be mowed, the sheaves bound up +and piled in heaps. They had paused to rest for half an hour, while +waiting for the rising moon to disperse the dense clouds of mist and +enable them to resume their interrupted task. Curt and he had busily +helped the laborers, and even Cecilia tied up a few sheaves; then they +carried the people the beer Cousin Boslaf had drawn from the huge cask. +There had been shouting, singing, and jesting among the youths and +maidens, but all had now become silent, and Herr Wenhof thought if they +did not begin again soon the whole company would fall asleep, and then +he should like to see the person who could get them on their feet +again. But Cousin Boslaf said they must wait ten minutes longer until +the moon shone clear, and Cousin Boslaf knew best. It grew more and +more quiet, so quiet that the partridges thought every one had gone, +and began to call loudly for their scattered families; so quiet that +Gotthold fancied he could hear the beating of his own heart, as his +eyes rested on the graceful figure that sat close beside him on a +sheaf, so near that his hand might have touched her light dress, gazing +up at the moon, whose white light made her face look strangely pale. +But the dark eyes often flashed brightly from the pallid countenance, +and a strange emotion thrilled the youth, as if a ray from the +spirit-world had fallen upon him. Yes, from the spirit-world, where he +hovered with his beloved, far above all earthly tumult, far as the pure +fancy of a youth whose heart is full of a great, sacred love can soar. +Oh! God, how immeasurably he loved her! How his whole being was bound +up in this affection! How all his thoughts, feelings, emotions were +merged into, carried away by, this passion! How every drop of blood +that flowed through his throbbing heart glowed with this love! How +every breath that passed over his fevered lips ever murmured: I love +you, I love you! + +And at this moment, when the heavens opened before his enraptured eyes +and he gazed into the region of the blest--at this moment the blow was +to fall, which closed the gates of the Paradise of his youth forever, +and destroyed for years his faith in the sacred feeling that dwells +securely in the human breast. "Some one is coming on horseback," old +Boslaf said, approaching the group, and pointing towards the forest. No +one else perceived anything; but that proved nothing, for the old man +could hear the grass grow. Cecilia started up, went forward a few +steps, and paused to listen, and Gotthold saw her press her hand upon +her heart. His own stood still. + +He and Curt had not been to Dollan during the weeks before the +examination, now successfully passed, and he had heard nothing of all +that had happened there except that one day Curt casually mentioned +that Carl Brandow had returned; but now he knew everything. The horse, +whose rapid hoof-beats he also distinguished, was not bearing Carl +Brandow over the miles that intervened between Dollan and Dahlitz for +the first time. Now he knew what the altered expression of her +features, which had attracted his attention that day, meant--the dreamy +softness that suddenly yielded to a strange excitement; he knew all, +all,--that his temple was ruined, his sanctuary profaned. He stood +apart, unable to move, while the others surrounded the rider, who had +swung himself from his horse,--the slender rider, who now disengaged +himself from the group--but not alone! They passed close by without +noticing him, he with his arm thrown around her waist, bending down and +whispering to her, she nestling to his side, every line in their +figures clearly relieved against the bright moonlight; then he saw and +heard nothing more, and afterwards could only remember that he lay long +in a dull, terrible despair, in a place far from that spot, on the edge +of the dark forest, and then started up and staggered through the +silent, sultry woods as if in a horrible dream, sometimes crying aloud +like a tortured animal, until he at last emerged from them upon the +shore of the sea, which stretched before him in a vast, boundless +expanse in the shimmering moonlight. Here he again threw himself down +on the sand, but now tears came to his relief--burning tears which, +however, flowed more and more gently, as if the lapping of the waves +was a lullaby to the poor quivering heart. At last he rose to his +knees, extended his arms, and in a long, fervent prayer, to which the +roaring of the sea murmured an accompaniment, told the universal +mother, who will never desert her child, that he would always love +her with boundless affection. Just then old Boslaf suddenly stood +beside him,--he had not heard his approach, nor did the old man say +anything,--and they walked silently along the strand until they reached +the old man's lonely little house among the downs. There he made him a +rude couch carefully and silently, and mutely smoothed his damp hair +with his hand, when he lay down to rest for an hour and looked at the +moonlight which shone through the low window on the wall and glimmered +upon the weapons, stuffed birds, nets, and fishing-rods, until the +rustling of the treetops on the shore and the low murmur of the sea +lulled him to sleep. + +Gotthold awoke from his dream. The carriage was standing still, and the +horses were snorting as they looked into the forest, through which the +road led for a short distance. It was perfectly dark, save that here +and there a ray from the moon, which had just risen, trembled through +the dense foliage of the beeches. + +"Why, what's the matter with the cursed jades?" said Jochen. + +There was a rustling and crackling in the thick underbrush on the +right-hand side of the road; the noise grew louder, approached nearer +and nearer, until, like a hurricane, a dark, compact, moving mass burst +through the bushes and crashed into the undergrowth on the other side. +It was scarcely seen before it disappeared, while the horses, in +frantic terror, reared in the harness and swerved aside, so that it was +only by the most violent efforts that the two men, who had sprung from +the carriage, could control them. + +"The confounded wretches," said Jochen, "the same thing happened to me +once before in this very spot. The Prince ought to do something about +it; but it gets worse every year, and if old Boslaf didn't often thin +them out a little it would be unbearable. There, hark!" + +The report of a musket rang through the forest at some distance on +their left, whither the wolves had taken their flight. + +"That was he," said Jochen, in a low tone; "he only needs to whistle +and they run straight within reach of his gun. Yes, yes, Herr Gotthold, +you said just now that there was nothing of the kind; but you'll make +an exception of old Boslaf. He can do more than one trick which no +honest Christian can imitate." + +"So the old man is still alive?" asked Gotthold as they drove +cautiously on through the forest. + +"Yes, why shouldn't he be?" replied Jochen, "they say he can live as +long as he likes. Well, I don't believe that; his end will probably +come some day, though I may not be here; but this I do know, that +people who knew him fifty years ago say that he looked just the same +then as he does now." + +"And he still lives in the house on the beach?" + +"Where else should he live?" asked Jochen. They had emerged from the +forest and moorland upon the beautiful smooth highway, which, lined +with huge poplars, announced to the weary traveller the vicinity of the +capital. It was still an hour's journey, but the road sloped gradually +downward, and the horses, well aware that their long day's work was +over and their cribs close at hand, collected all their strength and +trotted briskly onward. The crescent of an increasing moon floated in +the deep blue sky, shedding a pure radiance; here and there a +flickering reddish light in the dark landscape marked the situation of +some mansion house or lonely peasant hut. And now a brighter glow +shimmered from the hill up which the road led. Stately houses gleamed +forth from amid the dark foliage of the trees and bushes, the horses' +hoofs rang upon a stone pavement, and a few moments after the carriage +stopped before the "Fuerstenhof," whose host welcomed the late arrival +with northern cordiality. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +Gotthold had expected to reach P. at an early hour; it was now nearly +ten o'clock, too late to pay the visit he had promised Herr Wollnow by +letter, yet in spite of the time the gentleman might perhaps be +waiting, and what he had to settle with him could be despatched in a +few minutes. Then the minor object of his journey would be accomplished +and he could set out again early the next morning; he would have +preferred to go on that night. + +The ground seemed to be burning under his feet. The events of the last +few hours, the meeting with the playmate of his youth, and his +communications, had roused the greatest agitation in his mind. As he +passed down the quiet street towards the house of his business +acquaintance, he paused several times under the dark trees, gasping for +breath, and made a defiant gesture, as if he could thus repel the +ghostly throng of memories that hovered around him. + +"Thank God that now at least you are sure not to meet an old +acquaintance again," he said to himself, as he rang the bell at the +door of one of the handsomest houses upon the market-place. + +"Herr Wollnow is at home," said the pretty young servant-maid, "and--" + +"Bids you a most hearty welcome," interrupted Herr Wollnow, who at that +moment came out of his counting-room, and extended a broad, powerful +hand to his guest. "I am very glad to make your acquaintance at last, +though I deeply regret that the occasion should be so sorrowful. Have +you supped this evening? No? Why, that is capital; neither have I. To +be sure, you must be contented with my company, at least for the +present; my wife has a meeting of her great society to-day. She did not +want to go, for she is very anxious to renew her acquaintance with you, +or rather make it, as I say; for you will hardly remember her. She +promised to be back again at ten o'clock; but I know what that +means,--we shall have an hour to ourselves." + +Gotthold apologized for his late arrival, but said that he had thought +it better to come late than not at all, especially as he intended to +set out again early the next morning, if possible. + +"I think you will allow us to keep you with us a few days," replied +Herr Wollnow; "yet time is money, as Englishmen say, so we will devote +the time Stine needs to prepare supper to money matters. I have set +everything right." Herr Wollnow invited Gotthold to take a seat upon +the sofa in the little private office, and sat down beside him in a +leather-covered arm-chair at the round table, on which various papers +lay arranged in the most methodical order. + +"Here are the documents that concern your late father's legacies," he +continued. "I have had wonderfully little trouble in executing the +orders you sent me from Milan. The ready money amounted only to a few +thalers, and as to furniture and other household appurtenances, the +hermits of the Theban wilderness could not have possessed much less +than satisfied your father during the latter years of his life. The +only really valuable portion of his property was the library, and here +I took the liberty of deviating a little from your commands. You had +intended that the whole profit derived from the sale should be given to +the poor of the parish, and also that your father's successor should be +permitted to set his own price upon the books that pleased him, +undoubtedly in the supposition that the gentleman would make a proper +use of this favor. But that was not the case with Pastor Semmel. He +believed in making hay while the sun shone; he not only wanted all the +best, but wished to take advantage of the opportunity, and if possible +get them for nothing. In a word, your two intentions could not be +reconciled, and as I doubtless rightly supposed that the poor people +would be nearer your heart than the Pastor, although he made a great +ado about the intimacy that had existed between you at the university, +and I believe even at school, I offered everything, with the exception +of a few insignificant trifles I was obliged to leave with him, to a +respectable firm which dealt in secondhand books, and after +considerable bargaining came to an understanding with them. We obtained +a large sum, as I wrote you, and if you are as well satisfied as the +poor people in Rammin, I need not be ashamed of the way in which I +carried out your command." + +An amused smile flashed from Herr Wollnow's dark eyes as Gotthold +warmly pressed his hand. + +"I repeat, it was very little trouble," said he, "and I would have +taken a hundred times as much with pleasure for a man to whom I am so +greatly indebted." + +"You so greatly indebted? To me?" + +"To you, certainly. If, when you entered into the possession of your +property five years ago, you had withdrawn the ten thousand thalers +invested in my business, as I earnestly advised you to do, I might not +now be in the pleasant situation of being able to return the money to +you with my warmest thanks." + +"For Heaven's sake," cried Gotthold, pushing back Herr Wollnow's +hand, which was extended towards a larger package fastened with an +India-rubber band. + +"I have put aside the money at any rate," replied Herr Wollnow, "in +cash and in good bonds." + +"But I don't want it now, any more than I did then." + +"Well," said Herr Wollnow, "I cannot persuade you to take it as +earnestly as I did five years ago. To-day--I may venture to say it +confidently--the money is perfectly safe, and I can give you the +highest rate of interest. Then, when I was establishing a new business +here under very peculiar circumstances, and in consequence of the +impossibility of relying upon my business associates,--I mean the +capitalists of this place--a crisis might occur at any moment, I only +did my duty when I advised you to intrust your money, if not to more +honest, to safer hands. Well, you would not hear of it; would have me +keep the money; nay, I even believe I might have had it without +interest." + +"You will admit, Herr Wollnow, that in so doing I carried out my +uncle's views." + +"I don't know," replied the merchant. "Your uncle had a personal +interest in leaving the money in my hands. The great profits which +accrued to the business in Stettin through the new connections I +formed, and I may say created here, were so important that they far +outweighed the risk of a possible loss. But when your uncle gave you +the free disposal of the property by will, he acknowledged that an +artist's interests are and must be different from those of a business +man." + +"Why yes, the interests of his art," replied Gotthold earnestly; "I +never had and never shall have any others. In this feeling, and this +alone, after I had recovered from my first astonishment, I joyfully +welcomed the rich inheritance that fell to my lot so unexpectedly." + +"I know it," replied Herr Wollnow; "the assistance I have given from +your property to that poor deserving Brueggberg during the last three +years proves it, and he will not be your only pensioner." + +"It has proved as fortunate for him as for me that help came in time," +replied Gotthold. + +He supported his head on his left hand, and mechanically drew +arabesques on a sheet of paper that lay before him, while he continued +in a lower tone: + +"And it was also quite time for me. For two years in Munich I had +already devoted every hour and moment I could spare from the labor of +earning a livelihood, to art, beloved art, which is so infinitely +coy to a tyro, especially one who is compelled to begin after his +one-and-twentieth year. My strength was almost exhausted; I had seen +the last star of hope disappear; nothing bound me to life except a sort +of defiance of a fate which I thought I had not deserved, and the shame +of appearing to rush out of this world like a simpleton, in the eyes of +those who had aided me to live. How distinctly I remember the hour! I +had returned to my little attic room towards nightfall, from the studio +of a famous artist to which an acquaintance had procured me admittance, +with a soul filled to overflowing with the mighty impressions produced +by works of the greatest genius, and yet utterly exhausted, for I had +resolved a few days before to give up no more lessons, even if I +starved, and I was almost starving. I placed myself before my easel, +but the colors blended into one confused mass. The palette fell from my +hand; I staggered to the table to pour out a glass of water, and--there +lay the letter which informed me that I had been made the heir of a +relative whom I had never seen, and was the possessor of a fortune +which, at a casual estimation, amounted to more than a hundred thousand +thalers. What was more natural than that in this wonderful moment I +should make the vow: this shall belong to Art, and to you only so far +as you are an artist." + +"Nothing is more natural and simple," said Herr Wollnow; "but that you +should have kept the oath, and I know you have done so, is--as we +children of Adam are now constituted--not quite so natural and simple. +But now, as the business matters are settled, we will, if agreeable to +you, talk more comfortably over a glass of wine." + +Herr Wollnow opened the door of a spacious apartment handsomely +furnished as a half dining, half sitting room, and invited his guest to +take a seat at the table, which was covered with a snow-white cloth, +and furnished with all sorts of dainties served in valuable china, and +several bottles of wine. As Gotthold sat down, his eyes wandered over +several large and small oil paintings which were skilfuly arranged upon +the walls. + +"Pardon an artist's curiosity," said he. + +"I understand little or nothing of your beautiful art," replied Herr +Wollnow, as he fastened a napkin under his fat chin; "but my wife is a +great amateur, and, as she sometimes persuades herself, a connoisseur. +You must give her the pleasure of showing you her treasures. I am +afraid the little collection will not find much favor in your eyes, +with the exception of one picture, which I also consider a masterpiece, +and which is greatly admired by all who see it." + +Gotthold would gladly have gone nearer to the paintings; one of them +which hung at some little distance, seemed strangely familiar, but Herr +Wollnow had already filled the green glasses with odorous Rhine wine, +and a robust elderly woman came noisily in with a platter of freshly +broiled fish in her red hands. + +"Stine says that you were always particularly fond of flounders," said +Herr Wollnow, "and so she would not give up the pleasure of offering +you your favorite dish herself." + +Gotthold looked up at the stout figure, and instantly recognized good +Stine Lachmund, who, during his boyhood, had almost kept the house at +Dollan in the place of its invalid mistress, and after her death +managed affairs entirely alone, yet had always maintained a good +understanding with the boys and all the world, in spite of the many +difficulties of her position. + +He held out his hand to his old friend, who, after putting the platter +on the table, and wiping her red fingers on her apron in a most +unnecessary manner, grasped it eagerly. + +"I was sure you would know me again," said she, her fat face beaming +with delight. "But goodness gracious, how you have altered! What a +handsome man you have grown! I should never have known you again!" + +"So I used to be desperately ugly, Stine?" asked Gotthold, smiling. + +"Why," replied Stine, with a grave, questioning glance, "you had +handsome blue eyes, it is true; but they always looked so large and +sorrowful that it made one feel badly, and then your little thin face +was divided by a scar from there to there--it looked terribly; such a +good boy, too, it was too outrageous--" + +"All that has been forgotten long ago," said Gotthold. + +"And a big beard has grown over it," added Stine. + +"Yen can tell Line to bring in a bottle of the red seal," said Herr +Wollnow, who thought he perceived that his guest wished to cut short +this recognition scene. "You must pardon me," he continued, turning to +Gotthold, when Stine had gone out after again shaking hands, and the +pretty young maid-servant, who moved noiselessly to and fro, began to +wait upon the gentlemen, "you must pardon me for being unable to spare +you this little scene. The good woman was so delighted to hear of your +coming, and a man who returns home must make up his mind to meet +familiar faces at every step." + +"I have experienced that to-day," replied Gotthold; "your wife, too, +you said--" + +"Is proud of having known you when you were not a famous artist, but a +diffident boy about thirteen years old, who obstinately refused to take +part in a dance which some aristocratic mammas had arranged with +difficulty, and then joined it when he heard that no one else would +dance with little Ottilie Blaustein. She has never forgotten your +magnanimity." + +"And she--Fraulein Ottilie--" + +"Has been my wife for six years," said Herr Wollnow. "You look at me +with discreet astonishment; you have quickly calculated that the little +dancer of those days cannot now be much more than twenty-five, and +you set me down very correctly at some years over fifty--we will say +fifty-six. But we Jews--" + +"Are you a Jew?" asked Gotthold. + +"Of the purest descent," replied Herr Wollnow; "didn't you perceive +that, when I locked your money up in my desk so quickly just now? Of +the purest Polish descent, although out of love for my wife, who +declared that she had suffered enough from Judaism, and also from +business motives, I have taken the step, a very easy one for me, from +one positive religion which was indifferent to me, to another that was +no less so. But I was going to say that we Jews, or we men who are +educated in the Jewish faith, are as unromantic in regard to marriage +as everything else, but we keep to the law; I mean by that the law of +nature, which is not at all romantic, but very sober, and consequently +all the more logical." + +"Then you think that a great difference between the ages of the husband +and wife is one of the laws of nature which should be strictly +observed?" + +"By no means, only that under certain circumstances it is no +impediment." + +"Certainly not, but--" + +"Allow me to explain my opinion by some statistics. I am descended from +a very long-lived family. My grandfather--he could not tell either the +place or time of his birth positively--must have been more than a +hundred years old when he died, blind and crippled, it is true, but +with his mental powers almost entirely unimpaired. My father was +ninety. I, who no longer needed to toil and moil for myself, was able +six years ago, when in my fiftieth year, to marry, and thus I have the +expectation of seeing my little family, even if an addition should be +bestowed upon us, grow up to maturity, supposing that I attain my +eightieth year, to which, as you will admit, I have on the father's +side the most well-founded title." + +Herr Wollnow rested his broad shoulders comfortably against the back of +his chair, and passed his hands over his high forehead and thick black +hair, in which Gotthold could not yet perceive the smallest thread of +gray. "That is," said he, "if I understand you rightly, marriage ought +to be in the first place arranged for the welfare of the children, and +therefore it is only necessary to consider the signs of the times in +and for which the children are born." + +"Certainly," replied Herr Wollnow; "in the first place, I might almost +say in the first and last." + +"And the husband and wife?" + +"Ought and will find their pleasure in their love for their children, +their joy in the new fresh world which surrounds them, as well as a +sufficient compensation for all lost illusions, and a reward for the +anxieties and deprivations which necessarily spring from this love and +joy." + +"And their own love, the love which brought them together, which +induced them to make this particular choice out of the countless +multitude of possibilities--the love which ever increases and must +continue to increase until it finally illumines every thought, +heightens every feeling, warms every drop of blood--would you take this +from marriage, or consider it as something which may or may not exist? +Never! 'Love is everywhere, except in hell,' says Wolfram von +Eschenbach. I know not whether he is right, but I do know that a +marriage where there is no love, nay, where love does not exist as I +understand it, is in my eyes a hell." + +Gotthold had spoken with a passion which, eagerly as he strove to +suppress it, had not escaped the keen ears of his host. + +"Let us change the subject," he said kindly, "and try another upon +which we shall certainly find it easier to agree." + +"No, let us keep to this," replied Gotthold; "upon so important a +subject I am anxious to hear the opinion of a man whose judgment and +character I prize so highly--the full opinion; for I am sure you have +still much to say." + +"Certainly," replied Herr Wollnow hesitatingly; "a great deal, but I +fear very little that will please you, as you now think of marriage. I +say as you now think, and beg you not to misunderstand me; for you, who +have grown up among romantic traditions, and, as an artist, are perhaps +especially disposed to take an ideal view of human affairs, can +probably not be induced to give up your preconceived opinion except by +your own experience. But no matter; I should need to be far less firmly +convinced of the justice of my own opinion than I am, or to esteem my +opponent less than I do if I allowed your last proposition to pass +without contradiction. You said that without love, as you so eloquently +described it, marriage would be a hell; I assert that this very love, +or rather the unrealized dream of this love, makes a hell of many, far +too many marriages." + +"Unrealized," said Gotthold; "oh! yes, that is just what causes the +unhappiness." + +"An unavoidable one, or at least in many cases not to be avoided. You +will admit that most marriages must commence with this illusion, which +is more or less vivid according to the nature and imaginative power of +the dreamer. There are so few persons who do not desire to be specially +rewarded for paying their debts to nature and society. When they +perceive that the question of marriage concerns a very different object +from the realization of their dreams, and that this object is the more +easily attained the less they give themselves up to fancies, the +majority, of course, will at first rub their eyes in some little +perplexity, but no longer take the affair tragically, but as it is; and +these are the marriages which I--with all due respect for humanity, +which certainly consists of average mortals--call average marriages, +and which in Germany, England, America, nay, even in France and Italy, +wherever I have wandered in the civilized world, I have always found as +much alike as two eggs. It is, take it all in all, very dry, but very +healthful prose; there is much modest quiet happiness, and of course +also much, very much sorrow; but none which would not befall a human +being as such. I mean the frail, easily injured creature at last doomed +to death--and very little which results from the marriage. But this +misery is found in overwhelming measure when people wish to realize, +nay to transform into a still more brilliant reality, the dream they +have enjoyed as lovers. How many heart-breaking conflicts, how many +vain struggles, how much strength wasted which was greatly needed for +far more important purposes, how much senseless and useless cruelty +towards one's self and others! You see I speak only of those who take +life earnestly, not of the multitudes of stupid people who are +incapable of any moral idea, nor of the, if possible, still greater +number of frivolous natures; who snap their fingers at all morality." + +"I know it," replied Gotthold; "but why should not earnest, honorable +human beings, when they become conscious of their mistakes, seek to +cast out the errors that have crept into the score of their lives while +there is time?" + +"In what way?" + +"By restoring each other's freedom." + +"Freedom? What freedom? The liberty of chaining themselves again as +soon as possible, of making another choice at once if, as is usually +the case, they have not previously done so; a new choice which will +probably prove no wiser, no more circumspect, than the first? Consider, +we are speaking of earnest, honorable human beings! Well, they +doubtless went earnestly and honorably to work in making their first +choice, and if, in spite of all their earnestness, they went astray +where they could choose freely and without embarrassment, they +certainly would the second time, when burdened by the weight of +self-created suffering, blinded by a treacherous passion. If a new +clerk begins the first calculation I allow him to make on an entirely +false principle, I may not send him away, but I never intrust any +important matter to him again without watching him. And--while there is +time--did you say? When is there time? Perhaps never, if two people +have belonged to each other body and soul--for earnest, honorable +people will give their souls to each other--perhaps never, and certainly +not after; and here I come back to the point from whence I started--after +the bond which thereby becomes a hallowed one has been blessed with +children. Believe me, I could make many other remarks upon this subject: +the chasm that severs the parents goes through the hearts of the +children; they will feel the gulf painfully sooner or later, and never +wholly cease to suffer from it, if--which to be sure is not always the +case--they have hearts." + +"And will not a child's heart be torn," cried Gotthold, painfully +agitated, "will it not bleed at the thought of its parents who have +lived together in torment, and wasted away in this torture?" + +"They would not have wasted away," replied Herr Wollnow, "if they had +come to an understanding with each other in my acceptation of the term; +if they had always said to each other, and kept faithfully in their +hearts the thought: for our children's sakes we must not despond, must +bear our sorrows, must sacredly keep the ledger of our lives, and, if +any error has actually crept in, calculate and calculate until we have +found it. Who in the world should be responsible for the result except +the person to whom the book was intrusted? And then there is also a +bankruptcy from which the unfortunate sufferer comes forth +impoverished, perhaps a beggar, with nothing to cover his nakedness +except the consciousness: you have done your duty, met your +obligations. Woe to him who cannot think this of his parents: well for +him who can think and say so; who by their graves can weep sorrowful +but sweet tears, and pass on in peace." + +Gotthold's head was resting on his hand. Let us have peace, he had said +to his father's shade, and sorrowful but sweet tears had fallen from +his eyes upon his mother's grave. Would they have been less sweet if +she had left the father who could not make her happy, if she had sought +and perhaps found joy in another's arms? + +Herr Wollnow's dark eyes rested upon his guest's noble features, now +shadowed by gloom and doubt, with an expression of mingled compassion +and severity. Had he said too much, or not enough? Should he be silent, +or ought he to say more, and tell the young man who so closely +resembled his mother, and yet had so much of his father's character, +the history of his parents? + +Just then the door-bell rang, and at the same moment his wife's voice +sounded from the entry. She was a woman to quickly inspire other and +gayer thoughts in men's minds, even if the conversation had taken a +grave and critical turn. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +"I beg you to excuse me a thousand, thousand times," cried Fran Wollnow +from the threshold of the door. + +"That makes two thousand," said her husband, who with his guest had +risen to meet her. + +"You shan't always reckon up everything, you bad man." + +"But take no notice of anything--" + +"And you shan't always interrupt me and spoil my prettiest speeches. I +had thought of the most charming things to say to our guest." + +"Perhaps they begin with good evening?" + +"Why, of course; good evening, and welcome, you are most heartily +welcome," said Frau Wollnow, extending two plump little hands to +Gotthold, and looking up into his face with the most eager curiosity in +her brown eyes. "Dear me, how you have grown, and how much you have +improved!" + +Gotthold could not return the compliment. Ottilie Blaustein seemed to +him to have grown much stouter, but neither taller nor handsomer than +when he last saw her. Nevertheless the plump, somewhat flushed face +beamed with mirth and good-nature, and it was by no means difficult for +him to respond to the cordial greeting of his old acquaintance with no +less warmth. She begged the gentlemen to sit down again; she would, +with their permission, take a seat with them, and beg for a glass of +wine, for she had been obliged to talk so much that evening that she +was very thirsty. Then she instantly started up again, and asked her +husband in a half whisper whether he had already showed it to him, in +reply to which mysterious question Herr Wollnow smilingly shook his +stately head. "I would not spoil your pleasure," said he. + +"You good Emil!" she exclaimed, hastily kissing her husband on the +forehead, and then turned to Gotthold. "Come, I must give you a proof +that you obliged no ungrateful person when you enabled the little +Jewish girl to join the dance. See, I bought this in remembrance of +you, and would have purchased it if it had been as worthless as it is +valuable, and as dear as the price for which I obtained my treasure was +nominal." + +She had seized a candle, and now led Gotthold to the landscape which +had already attracted his attention, even across the room. The latter +started, and with difficulty suppressed an exclamation of surprise and +pain. + +"It is Dollan, isn't it?" said Ottilie. + +Gotthold made no reply; he took the candle from the lady's hand, and +held it so that the light fell upon the picture, which was hung rather +too high. Yes, it was the very one into which he had painted his love +and anguish, the picture of which he had just spoken to Herr Wollnow, +that had been upon his easel on the evening which had made such a +wonderful change in his life. To prove to himself that he had +irrevocably broken all ties with his past, and must now begin a new +phase of his life and struggles, he gave away the sketch and did not +destroy the picture, but very prosaically presented it to an +exhibition, from which it went to another, then to a third and fourth, +and was finally sold, he did not know where or to whom, nor did he wish +to know; it should disappear to him. And yet during all this time he +had been unable to shake off the recollection of this picture. He could +have painted it again from memory, but it would not have been the one +hallowed by so much suffering. And he must find it again, here and now, +when his soul was already so full of the magic fragrance which +everything he saw and heard bore to him from the days when every breath +that swept across "his brow or fanned his cheek, exhaled the odor of +pine trees, of the ocean, and of love. + +"And how do you suppose I obtained it?" said Frau Wollnow; "and +especially how do you suppose I found out it was yours; for you know +we do not judge from the style, or at least I did not at that time. +But when people are to have a piece of good fortune! So I said to +Cecilia Brandow, whom I--it is now six years ago, and I had just been +married--met at the wool market in Sundin, I had almost said; but of +course only the gentlemen went there, and we drove in with them on +account of the exhibition, where I met her. We had so much to say, +like any two friends who had not seen each other since they left +boarding-school--you perhaps do not remember that Cecilia and I were in +the same boarding-school at Sundin--or at least I had a great deal to +say, for I found Cecilia very quiet. I believe she had lost her second +child only a short time before. We were separated by the crowd, and I +at last found her again in one of the most out-of-the-way rooms, +standing alone before this picture with her eyes full of tears, which, +as I came up, she tried to conceal." + +"Good Heavens!" said I; "isn't that--" + +"Yes," she replied; "and it is by him." + +"By whom?" + +"In a word, she had recognized it instantly, and would not admit that +she was mistaken when I told her the 'G. W.' in the corner might be +Heaven knows whom. You see I didn't understand much about pictures +then--now when I--but your hand trembles, you cannot hold the +candlestick any longer." + +"Let me have the picture," said Gotthold; then perceiving that the +husband and wife were looking at him in surprise, he added calmly, +replacing the candlestick upon the table: "The painting is really not +worthy to be hung among your other pictures, which are excellent. It is +the work of a pupil, and moreover was painted from memory after a very +hasty sketch, I will promise you another and better one of the same +place, which I will make on the spot if you will--" + +"Oh! that would be delightful, that would be splendid," exclaimed Frau +Wollnow. "I will hold you to your promise: another, not a better one, +you can't make it better, that is impossible; but to have a picture +painted on the spot by the most celebrated landscape painter of the day +will be a triumph of which I can boast all the rest of my life. Give me +your hand upon it!" She held out both hands to Gotthold. + +"Well," said Herr Wollnow, "the bargain is made, and now according to +the good old custom we will seal it with a drink. You see, Herr +Gotthold Weber, woman's wit surpasses priestly cunning. I might have +preached a long time to induce you to remain here; my wife comes, and +the timid bird is caught. Well, I am glad of it, heartily glad." + +"And how delighted Cecilia will be," cried Frau Wollnow. "My poor +Cecilia! she really needs something to divert her thoughts a little, +and this will be so pleasant." Gotthold turned pale. When he made his +over-hasty promise, the thought of thus creating a convenient pretext +for seeing Cecilia again had certainly been farthest from his mind. + +"I think we can spare our friend the trouble of the journey," said Herr +Wollnow, "and you will be perfectly well satisfied with a copy." + +"You certainly know that we are not talking about a copy, but a new, +entirely new picture," exclaimed Ottilie. "But you understand nothing +about it, my dear Emil, or he doesn't want to understand." + +"I only do not want to send our friend away again immediately, but to +keep him with us." + +"Tell the truth, Emil, tell the truth," said Frau Wollnow, shaking her +finger at him. "The fact, Herr Weber, is simply that he can't bear +Brandow, Heaven knows why. To be sure I can't either, and have no +reason for it except that he always teased me at the dancing lessons in +his malicious way. But I care nothing about him, only his angelic +wife." + +"And since husband and wife are one--" + +"If everybody thought as you do, dear Emil--and I too, of course; but +there is no rule without an exception, and the Brandow marriage is one +so thoroughly bad and unfortunate that I really do not see why we--" + +"Should talk so much about it," said Herr Wollnow; "and it is all the +more unnecessary, as our guest can probably take no special interest in +the subject." + +"No interest," cried Ottilie, clasping her hands; "no interest. Pray, +Herr Gotthold--how I keep falling into the old habit--excuse me--but +do tell this man, who thinks Goethe's 'Elective Affinities' in bad +taste--" + +"Pardon me, I said immoral--" + +"No, in bad taste; the evening of the day before yesterday, when we +were talking about it at the Herr Conrector's, and you made the +unprecedented assertion that Goethe had committed a perfidy--yes, you +said perfidy--when he made the only person in the whole novel who +uttered anything truthful about marriage-the mediator--a half +simpleton." + +"But what do you want with your elective affinities!" exclaimed Wollnow +almost angrily. + +"He don't believe in them," said Ottilie triumphantly, "and says that, +like ghosts, they only haunt the brains of fools. But the fact is, he +only pretends to think so, and secretly believes in them more than many +other people; and now he is troubled, as a child is afraid of ghosts, +at the thought that you will go to Dollan and see your old friend +again." + +"How absurdly you talk," said Herr Wollnow, scarcely concealing his +painful embarrassment by a forced smile. + +"Why, we have talked of nothing else all the evening in our little +society," cried Ottilie. "You must know, Herr Gotthold, that there are +three members of our dancing class here besides myself--all married +now: Pauline Ellis--well, she perhaps will not interest you; Louise +Palm, the girl with the brown eyes--we always called her Zingarella; +and Hermine Sandberg--you know, that handsome girl, it is a pity that +she was a little cross-eyed and stammered. We knew everything, +everything down to the smallest particulars, especially your duel with +Carl Brandow--" + +"At which, however, so far as I can remember, none of the ladies you +have mentioned were present," said Gotthold. + +"Good!" exclaimed Herr Wollnow. + +"No, it isn't good," said Ottilie pouting; "it isn't at all good or +kind in Herr Gotthold to make fun of the faithful friendship people +have kept for him for so many years." + +"That was very far from my intention," replied Gotthold. "On the +contrary, I feel highly honored and greatly flattered that my humble +self furnished such charming ladies with a subject for conversation, +even for a few moments." + +"Go on with your jibes." + +"I assure you once more that I am perfectly sincere." + +"Will you give me a proof of it?" + +"Certainly, if I can." + +"Well then," said Ottilie with a deep blush, "tell me how the duel +chanced to take place, for I will confess that one said one thing, and +another another, and at last we found out that nobody knew. Will you?" + +"Very willingly," said Gotthold. + +He had noticed Herr Wollnow's repeated attempts to give the +conversation another turn, and thought he could perceive that his +host's former remarks had not been so entirely unpremeditated as they +had at first seemed. Had Frau Wollnow told her husband a romance to +suit her own fancy, and made him play Heaven knows what ridiculous +part? He must try to put an end to such rumors, and believed that the +very best way of doing so would be to fulfil Frau Wollnow's wish, and +tell the story with the utmost possible frankness, as if it concerned a +third person. + +These thoughts passed rapidly through his mind as he slowly raised the +glass of wine to his lips. He sipped a little of it, and then said, +turning to Frau Wollnow with a smile:-- + +"How gladly, honored lady, would I begin my story with the words of +Schiller: 'Oh! queen, you wake the unspeakably torturing smart of the +old wound, but it won't do, it won't do. True, when there is any sudden +change of weather I have a twinge in the wound, but it is by no means +unspeakably painful; and at all events at this moment I feel nothing at +all, except the profound truth of the old saying, that young people +will be young people, and will play youthful pranks, oftentimes very +foolish ones. To this latter category undoubtedly belongs my combat +with Carl Brandow, which did not, however, as you suppose, originate in +the dancing lessons, but was only brought to a decisive issue there, +after it had long been glowing under the ashes, and even threatened +once before to break out into light flames. The first cause was this. +In our fifth form it was an old custom, most sacredly observed, that an +open space should be reserved between the first bench and the +lecturer's chair for the 'old boys,' which no 'new boy' was permitted +to enter before the close of the first term, on pain of a severe +thrashing. Carl Brandow, it is true, belonged to the 'old boys,' indeed +the very old boys; for he had been in the fifth form three years, but +was still on the last bench, although if I remember rightly, he had +already passed his eighteenth birthday. I was one of the 'new boys,' +one of the latest comers indeed; for I had just entered at Michaelmas, +a lad of fourteen, to the no small annoyance of my father, who had +prepared me himself, and expected I should be at once enrolled among +the first classes. It was not without reason, for when at the end of +the first week, according to custom, the rank of the different scholars +was assigned from the result of certain exercises we called +extemporalia, mine proved to be without fault, and I was transferred to +my well-earned dignity of _Primus omnium_ with a certain degree of +ceremony. And yet I was not even now to be permitted to cross the space +before the first bench! From the first moment I had felt this +prohibition as an outrage; now I openly declared it to be one, and said +that I would never submit to it, but on the contrary demanded the +abolition of the brutal rule, not only for myself but all the new boys, +whose champion I considered myself. + +"In thus wording my demand I had really been guided only by my own +intuitive sense of justice, without being actuated by any other motive; +but the result proved that I could not have done better if I had been +the most crafty demagogue. Standing alone, I should have had no chance +of accomplishing my bold innovation; but now my cause was the cause of +all, that is of all the 'new boys,' and chance willed that our numbers +were exactly the same as those of the other party. Even in regard to +bodily strength, which boys so well know how to rate according to age, +we might probably have compared tolerably with them, and the little +that was wanting would have been well supplied by the enthusiasm for +the good cause which I unceasingly labored to arouse--if it had not +been for Carl Brandow. Who could withstand this eighteen-years-old +hero, slender and strong as a young pine? He would rage among us like +Achilles among the Trojans, and strew the field--a retired open space +in a little wood behind the school-house--with the bodies of the +enemies he had hurled to the ground; for it was agreed that whoever in +struggling should touch the earth with his back was to be considered +conquered, and desist from the battle, which was to be decided in this +manner before the eyes of six honorable members of the first class, who +accepted the office of umpires with a readiness deserving of +acknowledgment. + +"Yet there was no retreat, even if we, which was not the case, had +thought of making one. The hour arrived--one Saturday afternoon, on +which we had contrived to evade the watchfulness of the teacher--and I +do not believe that soldiers ordered to assault a battery vomiting +death and destruction can feel more solemn and earnest than did we. I +may say, especially I. I had caused the struggle; I had involved all +the brave boys in it; I felt responsible for the result, and for the +disgrace in case of defeat--an event which seemed more probable every +moment. That I was determined to do my utmost and strain every nerve is +a matter of course. I hoped and prayed the gods that Carl Brandow might +fall to me--for the antagonists were to be drawn by lot, and only he +who had conquered his opponent was permitted to choose from among those +who had vanquished theirs until all was decided. I do not remember +whether the senior boys, who devised these ingenious rules, had copied +from Sir Walter Scott; I only know I have never read the famous +description of the tournament at Ashby, in Ivanhoe, without being +reminded of that Saturday afternoon--the shady forest glade, and the +boyish faces glowing with courage and ardor for the combat. + +"And, as in the tournament of Ashby, a wholly unforeseen accident in +the person of the Black Knight, the _Noir Faineant_, saved the hero's +otherwise hopelessly lost cause, so it was here. + +"Among the new boys was a lad of sixteen, with a frank honest face, +which would have been handsome if it had possessed a little more +animation, and the large earnest blue eyes had been a shade less +dreamy. Although not tall, he was powerfully built, and we should +perhaps have reckoned upon his assistance had not his indolence seemed +to us to be very much greater than the strength he might possess, for +he had never given any proof of it; and in reply to our eager questions +about how he rated himself, merely shrugged his broad shoulders in +silence." + +"Curt Wenhof!" exclaimed Frau Wollnow. + +"Yes, Curt Wenhof, my poor dear Curt," continued Gotthold, whose voice +trembled at the recollection of the beloved friend of his youth. "I can +see him now, as, after throwing his adversary to the ground as easily +as a binder casts the sheaf behind him, he stood there as idly as if he +had nothing more to do with the affair. I had also hurled my antagonist +down and was just rising, gasping for breath, when Carl Brandow, who +meantime had disposed of two or three, rushed upon me. 'Now,' I thought +to myself, 'you must make it as hard for him as possible.' I did not +dream of victory. But at the same instant Curt sprang before me; the +next moment the two opponents had seized each other, and at the first +grip Carl Brandow perceived that he had to deal with an adversary who +was at least his equal in strength and courage, and, as the result +proved, greatly his superior in coolness and endurance. It was a +beautiful spectacle to see the two young athletes wrestling together--a +spectacle we all enjoyed, umpires, victors, vanquished, and combatants; +for by a silent agreement we had all formed a wide circle around them +and watched every phase of the conflict with hope, fear, and loud +cheers, according to the side to which we belonged, until at last a +wild shout of exultation rang from my party, as Curt Wenhof raised his +opponent, whose strength was utterly exhausted, and hurled him upon the +turf with such violence that the poor fellow lay half senseless, unable +to move. + +"The conflict was decided, so said the seniors, and in truth it was; +who would have ventured to cope with Carl Brandow's conqueror? In the +joy of my heart I embraced the good Curt, vowed an eternal friendship +with him, and then turned to Carl Brandow, who meantime had risen from +the ground, and, as the leader of one party to the representative of +the other, offered him my hand, expressing the wish and hope that an +honorable peace might follow the honorable struggle. He took my hand, +and I believe even laughed, and said he was not a fool to grieve over a +thing that could not be helped." + +"That's just like him," cried Frau Wollnow eagerly, "friendly and +agreeable to your face, and malicious and cruel behind your back." + +"You see my wife has already taken sides," said Herr Wollnow. + +"Already!" exclaimed Fran Wollnow. "Why, I never thought or felt +otherwise; I have always been against him, and certainly had good +reason for it; I should like to know what would have become of me at +those dancing lessons, if you had not come to my assistance so kindly. +I shall never forget it, and it was all the more noble in you, because +you cared nothing about me, but were in love with the beautiful +Cecilia, which I never suspected." + +"I fear it would be useless to contradict you." + +"Entirely useless. I can see you now starting from the chair beside me, +pale with anger and trembling in every limb, when Carl Brandow kissed +Cecilia, and she burst into tears." + +"And had I not reason to be angry!" exclaimed Gotthold. "It was an +agreement among us young people that the kisses which were ordered in +the games of forfeits were to consist in pressing the lips upon the +hand. All were bound by it, even Carl Brandow; and until then the +compact had been inviolably kept. I had a right not to suffer this +insolent breach of the bargain, or permit it to pass unpunished,--a +double right, since during the last year I had been to Dollan with Curt +so often, and was on such friendly terms with the brother and sister, +especially as Curt, as you may remember, in his indolent way, would not +share the dancing lessons, and I might therefore be permitted to +consider myself the legitimate protector of my friend. Moreover, Curt, +whom I had with great difficulty pulled through the examination for the +senior class, was not in favor with the teachers; a flagrant breach of +the peace such as would now be necessary, would undoubtedly have caused +him to be suspended; and finally I will confess I thought Carl Brandow +intended to vex and insult me by his impertinence, and resolved to take +up the gauntlet and fight out the battle for Curt as he had appeared +for me. It was all youthful folly, my honored friends; I blush even now +when I think of it, and so I will relate what remains to be told in as +few words as possible. + +"The preparations for the duel--for us proud seniors it must of course +be a genuine duel"--continued Gotthold, "were conducted with all +possible secrecy. Only those immediately concerned,--that is, the +principals and seconds, to use this classic expression,--knew the place +and hour. It was not difficult to procure weapons, for in spite of the +strictest commands, there were at least half a dozen pairs of rapiers +among us. Carl Brandow had one, and his particular friends told +wonderful stories of his skill; but Curt was also the fortunate +possessor of two good swords, with whose terrible clatter we had often, +when at Dollan, startled the quiet woods from their repose. I had a +quick eye, and, spite of my fifteen years, a firm hand, and Carl +Braudow was probably no little surprised when, at the decisive moment, +he found his despised opponent so well prepared; at least, he grew more +restless and violent every moment, and thus made it possible for me, +although he was really greatly my superior in skill, not only to hold +my ground but even to change my posture to one of attack, and deal him +a blow on the shoulder so deep that the blood flowed through the +sleeve. The seconds shouted to us to stop. I instantly lowered my +rapier, but in his frenzy of rage at his mischance he heard the shout +and saw my gesture no more than I saw and heard anything of what +happened to me during the next four weeks." + +"He is said to have struck twice," observed Frau Wollnow; "the last +time when you were lying on the ground." + +"I do not believe it and never shall," replied Gotthold; "our seconds +had certainly lost their heads and could not afterwards say positively +how the affair had happened. But now, my clear Madam and Herr Wollnow, +I fear I must have, exhausted your patience and will take my leave. +Good Heavens! Twelve o'clock already! It is unpardonable!" + +"I could have listened all night," said Frau Wollnow, with a deep sigh, +as she also, but very slowly, rose from her chair. "Ah! youth, youth! +people are never young but once." + +"Thank God," said Gotthold gayly; "otherwise people would be compelled +to play their foolish pranks twice." + +"Who is so old as to be safe from folly," said Herr Wollnow, with a +grave smile. + +"You!" exclaimed his wife, embracing him. "You are much too old and far +too wicked. People must not only be young, but also good, like our +friend here, in order to be so badly rewarded for all his goodness. I +can imagine how it went to your heart when Cecilia, married this +Brandow. That sweet innocent girl of seventeen wedded to him! Ah! when +we see such things it is enough to make us lose faith in mankind +forever." + +"This faith is not so frequently to be found either in Israel or +elsewhere," said Herr Wollnow. + +"Will you go?" + +"I am going already, my dear Madam." + +"Oh, dear! now you are beginning too. I meant to say, will you really +go to Dollan?" + +"I must do so now, even if I were not obliged to go on account of the +picture." + +"Why?" + +"To restore my faith in mankind, at least the part most important to +me, myself," replied Gotthold, with a smile, whose derision did not +escape Herr Wollnow. + +"I am very much displeased with you," said the latter, as he re-entered +the dining-room, after accompanying Gotthold to the door. + +"With me?" + +"What must the man think of me? What a meddlesome awkward fellow he +must consider me. It is a real piece of good fortune that I went no +farther." + +"But what have I done?" + +"Why did you never tell me this famous narrative of your youth, from +which it is very evident that he loved and probably still loves your +friend Cecilia, as you call her, although I have never seen anything of +the friendship." + +"Do you really think so?" exclaimed Fran Wollnow, starting up and +throwing her arms around her husband; "do you really think so? Did he +tell you so?" + +In spite of his vexation, Herr Wollnow could not help laughing. + +"I should probably be the last person whom he would choose for his +confidant, especially now, after I, stupid oaf, have been hammering +away upon this subject for the last hour." + +"On this subject? I really don't understand you, Emil." + +"Don't understand me! Gracious, you clever soul! How difficult it is +for women to see their way in matters they proudly condescend to +consider their own. Don't understand me? Well, I can assure you that +yonder enthusiast understood you perfectly, and will be on his way to +Dollan early to-morrow morning." + +"Well, I can't see any particular harm in that," said Frau Wollnow. +"Why should not those two meet again, after so many years, even if they +really do still love each other? I will give poor Cecilia the pleasure +with all my heart--she needs consolation so much." + +"As much as her worthy husband needs money. Day after to-morrow is the +last day of grace for his note of five thousand thalers which is +deposited with me. Perhaps he will help both: he has the means to do +so." + +"Oh! Emil, your everlasting prose is unbearable." + +"I never promised you that you would find me a poet." + +"Heaven knows that." + +"It would be better for me if you knew it." + +"Emil!" + +"I beg your pardon. I am really so much annoyed that I can't help being +spiteful. But that conies of meddling with other people's affairs. Let +the fools do as they please, and come to bed." + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +When, after a night of torturing restlessness, Gotthold suddenly awoke +from his heavy morning sleep, the sun had already been shining through +the white lace curtains of his chamber for several hours. "Thank God," +he said aloud, "morning has come, and with the morning everything will +doubtless look brighter." + +He was soon dressed, and standing at the open window. How familiar the +scene was to him. There was the circular space, with its grass-grown +walks, and the little obelisk in the centre, surrounded by pleasant +white houses with pretty gardens; yonder the stately schoolhouse, from +whose open windows the singing of the boys rang out so distinctly upon +the quiet of the Sabbath morning, that he fancied he could distinguish +the words of the hymn. On the right hand, peering between the houses, +and rising above their roofs, appeared the dark green foliage of the +huge trees in the royal park, and far away on the left, between other +dwellings, gleamed a portion of the lake, and the tiny islet--just at +this moment sparkling in the sunlight--which lies before the large +island. He had seen the beautiful picture hundreds and hundreds of +times just as he saw it now, when, after the morning service was over, +he stood at the window of the school-house with Curt, his eyes +wandering towards the region where beloved Dollan lay; and even as now +it allured him from the narrow walls of the room out into the sunny +fields, the shady woods, and by the blue lake. These lights, these +shadow, this brilliant azure hue had kindled in the boy a pure desire +to reproduce, to counterfeit what lay so clearly, though in such +complicated lines before him, and so deeply stirred his heart with +strange forebodings. They had been his first teachers in the wonderful +language of lines and colors; and fluently as he had since learned to +speak it, he was still indebted to them for all that he had attained. +Had he not felt yesterday, when he drove through the familiar scenes, +heavy as was his heart, that all his toil and labor in beautiful Italy +had been more or less vain, and he had always painted only with his +eyes and hand, never with his heart; spoken a beautiful, musical, but +foreign tongue with difficulty, instead of his native language; and +that here, and here only, in his native country, and beneath his native +sky, could he become a true artist, who does not utter what others can +say as well or better, but what he alone can express, because he is +himself what he says. + +But could home really still be home to him after all that had happened, +all he had experienced and suffered here? Why not, if he only saw it +with the eyes with which he endeavored to see the rest of the world; if +he wished to be nothing more than what, in his good hours, he believed +himself to be--a true artist, living only in his ideal creations, +behind whom everything that fetters other men lies like an +unsubstantial vision, and for whom, when in evil plight, there is a God +to whom he can tell what he suffers. Yes, his art, chaste and severe, +had been his guiding-star in the labyrinth of his early days, his +talisman in the misery and poverty of the years he had spent in +Munich, his refuge at all times; and she should and would continue to +be so--would cling loyally to him if he was faithful to her, and ever +throned her reverently on high as his protectress, his adored goddess. + +The boys' song died away. Gotthold passed his hand over his eyes, and +turned back into the room just as there was a loud knock at the door. + +"What, is it you, Jochen?" + +"Yes, Herr Gotthold, it is I," replied Jochen Prebrow, after putting +the coffee-tray he had brought in as carefully on the table as if it +had been a soap-bubble, which would break at the slightest touch. "Clas +Classen, from Neuenkirchen, or, as they call him here, Louis, had just +gone down cellar when you rang, and I thought the coffee would taste +none the worse for my bringing it." + +"Certainly not; I am very much obliged to you." + +"And besides, I wanted to ask when I should harness the horses." + +"I shall remain here a few days," replied Gotthold. + +At these words a smile began to overspread Jochen's broad face, but it +instantly vanished again as Gotthold continued: "So you must drive on +alone, old friend." + +"I should like to stay here a few days too," said Jochen. + +"And you cannot unless I keep the carriage? Then I will, and, what is +of more value to me, you; and we will go on at once to Dollan, which I +suppose is what you want. Or do you think the horses ought not to be +left so long?" + +Jochen had no anxiety on that score. His good friend, Clas Classen, +whom the people here had the strange custom of calling Louis, would +willingly undertake the care of them and see that they had all they +needed, but why did Herr Gotthold walk when they had horses and +carriage on the spot? + +"But I should prefer to walk," said Gotthold. + +"Well, what's one man's meat is another man's poison," said Jochen +rubbing his thick hair. "But there's still another difficulty in the +way: you will find the nest empty." + +"What do you mean?" + +"They passed through here an hour ago, both the gentleman and lady," +replied Jochen. "I was sitting in the coffee-room and they stopped at +the door." + +Gotthold stared steadily at Jochen. She had been there, so near him, +under the window at which he had just been standing, and he might have +seen the pure face again as Jochen saw it, who spoke of it as coolly as +if it were a thing that might happen every day. + +"And did you speak to her, Jochen?" he said at last hesitatingly. + +"The lady remained in the carriage," said Jochen; "but he came in to +drink a little rum, and as there was nobody else in the room, and I had +just got some out of the cupboard for myself, I helped him to it; and +then he asked where I came from, and I told him I was here with a +gentleman, but I thought we should go on to-day as soon as he was up. +He asked if I knew the gentleman; but of course I didn't; for, thought +I, the friendship between those two was never very great, and the less +one has to do with Herr Brandow the better. Wasn't I right? Well, and +so one word led to another, and he took out his watch and said he was +going to Plueggenhof and should probably stay there till to-morrow +evening, and then he drank his rum, which he will perhaps pay for when +he comes back, and away he went; he had a pair of splendid bays, +thorough-breds, especially the saddle-horse. You would have been +delighted with them, for you are a judge of horses; I saw that +yesterday." + +Gotthold's eyes were still fixed steadily upon the floor. She would not +even know that he had been here. + +Be it so! He had not intended, even for a moment, to cross her path; +and now the way was open, perfectly open; he could carry out +unhindered, and without any pain, the plan he had formed yesterday when +he returned from the Wollnows' through the park to the inn. + +An hour afterwards the two men were walking along the road to Dollan, +at first upon the highway, then by side paths and short cuts, every +foot of which Gotthold knew. + +He walked on, lost in dreams of the days that had fled and could never +return, while far above his head the larks sang unceasingly, the black +crows stalked over the quiet fields abandoned to Sabbath solitude, the +bright-plumaged jays fluttered over the moors, and above the border of +the distant woods an eagle wheeled in majestic circles. Jochen, who had +taken nothing except Gotthold's dressing-case and paint-box tied up +with his own little bundle in a gay cotton handkerchief, generally +loitered a little behind and did not disturb his silent companion by +any undue loquacity. Jochen had his own thoughts, which to be sure did +not dwell upon the past but the future, thoughts he would gladly have +uttered, only that he knew not how to guide the conversation in that +direction. But they were approaching nearer and nearer to the corner of +the woods, where he must part from Gotthold for the day, and if he +wished to hear his opinion at all, now was the time. So he took heart, +overtook his companion with a few long strides, walked on a few minutes +by his side in silence, and was not a little startled himself when he +suddenly uttered aloud the question he had mutely repeated a hundred +times: "What do you think about marrying, Herr Gotthold?" + +Gotthold paused and looked in astonishment at the worthy Jochen, who +also stood still, and whose broad face, with its staring eyes and +half-open mouth, wore so singular an expression that he could not help +smiling. + +"What put that into your head?" + +"Because I want to get married." + +"Then you must know about it far better than I, who do not." + +Jochen closed his lips and swallowed several times, as if he had taken +too large a mouthful. Gotthold was now forced to laugh outright. + +"Why, Jochen," he exclaimed, "why are you so mysterious to an old +friend? I will gladly give you my best advice, and if I can, and you +care about it, my blessing also, but I must first know what the matter +is really about. So you want to be married?" + +"Yes, Herr Gotthold," said Jochen, taking off his cap and wiping the +drops of perspiration from his brown forehead; "at least I don't +exactly, but she says she has always wanted me." + +"That is something, and who is she?" + +"Stine Lachmund." + +"But, Jochen, she is at least fifteen years older than you." + +"She can't help that." + +"No, certainly not." + +"And then she is a capable woman, who has a good stout frame and strong +bones, only it is a little hard for her to move about because she has +rather too much flesh now, but she says that would probably go off if +she had more work to do than she has at the Wollnows', where life is +altogether too easy." + +"Well, if she thinks so herself." + +"Yes, and then she has put by a pretty sum of money at the Wollnows', +and her old father and mother at Thiessow,--you know, Herr Gotthold, we +sailed over there once with the young master, and there was a terribly +high sea outside, so that we got there as wet as cats, and old Lachmund +thought we must really have had a ducking." + +"And then he made us a stiff glass of grog," said Gotthold. + +"And our young master drank a little too much, and played all sorts +of pranks in the old man's long jacket, with his sou'wester on his +head--that was a jolly time, Herr Gotthold." Jochen had lost the thread +of his story, but Gotthold kindly prompted him, and he now went on to +relate that the old couple, rich people for their station in life, who +had kept a sort of inn in the large fishing village, at last wished to +resign the sceptre they had so long and obstinately held to their only +daughter, and give themselves up to repose for the rest of their days, +on condition that she should instantly marry some good man. + +So Stine Lachmund, whom Jochen had visited in the kitchen at the same +time that Gotthold had been calling upon her master and mistress, had +reported, and asked Jochen whether he would be her husband. + +"For you see, Herr Gotthold," continued Jochen, "she don't take to +everybody, and she has known me, as one might say, all my life, and +knows I am an orderly, sober man, who understands how to take care of +horses, knows enough about farming, and can even manage a boat, if it +doesn't blow too hard." + +"Then so far everything would be perfectly suitable," said Gotthold, +"but now we come to the principal thing: do you really love her?" + +"Yes, that's just it," replied Jochen thoughtfully. "She asked me +herself last night, and what was I to say?" + +"The truth, Jochen, nothing but the truth." + +"I did, Herr Gotthold, I did tell the truth. 'Not yet,' I said, and +then she laughed and said that would do no harm, all that would come +right if the woman and the man were well-behaved. I must ask you, you +would give me the right advice." + +"I?" + +"Yes, you would know about it; you had always been a good man, +and--and--" + +"And?" + +"And if you had married our young lady, she would have been a great +deal better off than she is now; yes, and, Herr Gotthold, I only saw +her side face this morning through the window, as she sat alone in the +carriage; but this I must say, she doesn't look over happy, and Stine +says she has not much reason to. Do you think so too, Herr Gotthold?" + +"I don't know, I hope"--replied Gotthold, "people talk so much,--but we +were speaking about your offer." + +"Yes, and what do you say now?" + +"What is there to be said? If you feel inclined, marry Stine, who is +certainly a worthy, honest girl, and may you both be as happy and +prosperous as you deserve." + +They had seated themselves in the shade at the edge of the wood, in +order to carry on this important conversation quietly, but now Gotthold +rose, hastily seized his travelling case and paint-box, which Jochen +had laid on the grass beside him, warmly shook the hard brown hand of +his companion, and entered the forest without casting another glance +behind. Jochen looked after his retreating figure, then took his own +little bundle on a stick over his shoulder, and began to ascend the +moor, above whose topmost crest the roof of his father's smithy was +just visible. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +Gotthold hurried restlessly through the forest with hasty steps, as if +he had not a moment to lose. But it was only the tumult of sore, +sorrowful thoughts, that drove him on and would not leave him, any more +than the swarm of flies which had entered the woods with him and +hovered about his head, now rising, now falling, now lingering behind, +now flitting on before. + +"To think that I must always hear it, everywhere, and from all +tongues," he murmured, "as if I were responsible for it; as if it were +a reproach to me that she is not happy! Happy! Who is? Perhaps the +infallible people who can recite, their moral multiplication table +forward and backward like this Wollnow, the wise, self-righteous +Pharisee; or like good Jochen, to whom fifteen years more or less in +his Stine is of no consequence, provided a good maintenance is +guaranteed him. But on the other hand--am I happy? Are thousands and +thousands of others, who have scarcely a greater fault than that they +are men, men with hearts that feel and sympathize, suffer and +compassionate? A curse upon compassion and sympathy! They make us the +pitiful creatures we are. What are you rustling, venerable beeches, +which for centuries have strewn your withered leaves each Autumn over +the soil of this forest, only to shine forth again in Spring in the +full beauty of your green foliage? What are you murmuring, little +brook, as you carry your clear brown water to the sea as busily to-day +as when I played upon your bank, a merry boy, and thought it a heroic +deed to leap across you from shore to shore? Alas! in the rustling, the +murmur, I hear the same song that the swallow sang yesterday, the song +of the eternal youth of Nature, which is ever the same, always equally +strong, equally beautiful; and of the transitoriness, the frailty of +men, who prolong a sorrowful, yet greedy existence by fear and hope, +eat this shadowy food until death, and yet are happiest while their +hearts can still hope and fear, their hearts which can never again be +filled if once emptied, or if they fill and throb once more, fill with +contempt, throb with indignation, that they could ever have been so +foolish as to beat anxiously in blended hope and fear. Well, I no +longer hope, so I need not fear even the view that awaits me yonder." + +From the broader, but completely neglected road that had hitherto +followed the course of the forest stream, and, turning to the right, +still pursued its windings deeper into the woods to the sea, a +foot-path branched off to the left and led upward, at first between the +trunks of huge trees, but gradually through more and more stunted +underbrush, which finally dwindled into heather and broom that covered +the whole crest of the hill to its highest point, where the men of +ancient times, in memory of one of their princes, had reared a huge +monument of massive blocks of stone, now covered with thick moss, and +partly buried in the earth. It was the spot from which Gotthold, with +an unsteady hand, had made the colored sketch he afterwards used for +the painting that hung in Frau Wollnow's room. + +And now he stood there again, after ten long years--in, the shadow of +one of the blocks of stone which protected him from the burning rays of +the sun, while before him stretched the landscape with whose wondrous +beauty the boy's eyes had never been satiated. Ah! Time had not +obliterated a single charm; nay, it seemed as if the hour was expressly +adapted to show him the Paradise of his youth in all its magic. + +The hour of noon! The brilliant sunlight bathed the tops of the +beeches, over which his eyes wandered to emerald meadows and golden +cornfields--the meadows and fields of Dollan, which lay like a quiet +sunny Eden among the shaded, wood-covered hills that enclosed it on all +sides. Amid the meadows and fields, relieved against the darker foliage +of the trees in the garden, appeared the straw thatched roofs of the +farm buildings, and the tiled roof of the long, low mansion-house, in +whose red gable he could distinctly perceive the tiny window of the +little room he had occupied with Curt whenever he went to Dollan. What +memories that little window evoked! It seemed as if his eyes were fixed +upon it by some magic spell, and could scarcely turn away either to the +right, where the hills opened and afforded a view of the blue sea upon +which the distant white sails glittered like stars, or to the left, to +glance over the wide brown moorland, upon which the lonely smithy stood +under an ancient oak, the only tree in the shadeless waste, above whose +verge towered other wood-crowned heights which closed the view on the +land side. + +The hour of noon, the hour of the great Pan! Not the faintest breath +stirred the shining air; motionless were the dazzling white clouds upon +the steel blue vault of the heavens; motionless the tops of the trees, +the blossoming bushes, even the long blades of grass. Not a sound +disturbed the profound stillness; even the locust, which had chirped +among the stones of the giant's monument, was silent, perhaps terrified +by the brown serpent, which, with its head upraised and its round +glittering eyes fixed steadily upon Gotthold, lay motionless upon one +of the masses of rock a few paces off, with the rest of its scaly body +buried in a dense mass of heather. He had not noticed it before, and +now perceived it with a sort of shudder. It seemed as if the torpor +into which Nature had sunk had been embodied; as if the spirit of +loneliness and desolation had assumed a material form. Woe betide you +when the loneliness of yonder mansion with its neglected garden, the +desolation of this remote valley, so far away from all human society, +stares at you with those cold, cruel eyes; when you listen in the +stillness for a beloved voice, and hear only the blood seething in your +temples, and the heavy, anxious throbbing of your heart. + +Avaunt, fiend, avaunt! + +He raised his staff; the serpent disappeared; when he reached the rock +upon which it must have been lying, he could see nothing but the +swaying of the flowers through whose closely interwoven roots it was +gliding away. + +Or was it only an illusion of his excited fancy, and did the flowers +bend to the soft breeze that now breathed through the hot air, growing +constantly stronger and stronger, so that a rustling and murmuring +arose in the forest behind him, the treetops at his feet began to +whisper, and at last the cool fresh wind from the sea blew over the +panting earth. + +The spell was broken; Gotthold again looked at the landscape; but now +with the eye of the artist, who is seeking to obtain the best view of +his subject. + +"I chose the morning light then, if one can call it choice; it was a +mistake and I must arrange the atmospheric effect artistically, but the +sun should be at a moderate height above the horizon, almost directly +over the smithy; that will be about six o'clock, and I can have what I +need until eight. I think it will prove a picture which might satisfy +others as well as yonder talkative lady." + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +Gotthold collected his luggage; then it occurred to him that he might +just as well leave his colors there. So he placed the box on the rock +where the serpent had lain, in the dense shadow, and went down the +hill, along the woodland path, to the long ravine through which the +stream rippled to the sea, and at whose mouth, in the little inlet +between two steep overhanging cliffs, stood Cousin Boslaf's lonely +little house. In the old days at Dollan it had gone by the name of the +beach-house, nor was the title used only there; the name was in all +mouths, especially those of the ship-masters, to whom it was a welcome +landmark on that dangerous coast even by day, and still more at night, +when the warning light in Cousin Boslaf's window streamed through the +yawning night over the dreary waste of waters to the helpless mariner. +The brilliant glow extended a long distance, thanks to the huge arched +tin dish which the old man had fastened behind the lamp, and whose +spotless brightness rivalled polished silver. This light had now burned +seventy years, to the joy of shipmasters and fishermen and the honor of +the worthy man who kindled it night after night at no one's bidding, +but in simple obedience to the dictates of his own kind heart. + +Seventy years, and probably more rather than less; no one had counted +them. Ever since the oldest man in that neighborhood could remember, +Cousin Boslaf had lived in the beach-house--was it strange that he +should be a half-mythical personage to the younger generations? He +almost seemed so to his own relatives in Dollan, among whom he lived; +in whose society, at least, he spent many hours; whose joys and sorrows +he shared in his quiet way, and to whom his history was known; at least +Curt's father had known and related it, Gotthold could not remember +the occasion, and whether he had told the boys or--what was more +probable--communicated it to some friends over a bottle of wine, and +the boys had secretly listened in some corner. + +It was long since Gotthold had thought of this story, which reminded +him of a time when many a beech-tree that now reared its stately head +far above the wanderer f did not exist. But now it once more came back +to his memory, down to the smallest details, which he really knew not +whether he had heard at that time, imagined since, or now first learned +from the rustling of the forest giants, and the murmur of the brook +that accompanied his steps. + +"When we were under the Swedish rule," so all the stories of those days +began, there lived on the island two cousins named Wenhof--Adolf and +Bogislaf--both equally young, equally strong and handsome, and equally +in love with a charming young lady, whom her father would give only to +a rich man, for the simple reason that he had nothing but his noble +blood and the great estate of Dahlitz, which was loaded with debts to +an amount exceeding its value. The two cousins, it is true, did not +belong to the nobility, but they had descended from a very good old +family, and the Lord of Dahlitz would have made no objection to either, +except the one he was unfortunately obliged to make to both, namely, +that they were, if possible, poorer than himself. In fact, neither +possessed anything except a good rifle with the hunting equipments +belonging to it, and a pair of stout boots, whose thick soles crossed +the thresholds of their many friends on the island, where they were +everywhere welcome companions in the hunt or at the board. Of equal +height, and almost similar cast of features, they also did everything +alike, or so nearly alike that the hospitable, cheery land-owners saw +one enter the courtyard no less gladly than the other, and were still +better pleased when both appeared, which was almost always the case, +for the two cousins loved each other much more warmly than most +brothers, and as for their passion for the beautiful Ulrica of Dahlitz, +their hopes of possessing her were so small that it was not worth while +to quarrel about it. + +Just at that time something happened which at one blow completely +altered their situation, or at least the situation of one of them. + +A very wealthy and eccentric uncle in Sweden died, who, besides his +property in that country, had an estate on the island to bequeath, +namely, beautiful Dollan, which at that time included the forest down +to the sea-coast, and all the land across the wide moor to the +Schanzenberge. This estate he now left to the two cousins, or rather to +one of them, for according to the singular wording of the will it was +to go to the one whom a jury of six of his acquaintances should +pronounce the "best man." Everybody laughed when this strange condition +was made known, and the cousins laughed too. But they soon became very +serious when they considered that not only Dollan was at stake, but +Ulrica von Dahlitz, whom her father would joyfully give in marriage to +the owner of Dollan. It was strange to see the two cousins, who had +hitherto been inseparable, now begin to take separate paths, and, when +they could not avoid each other, measure each other with grave, +questioning, almost hostile looks, which seemed to say: I am the better +man. + +In the bottom of his heart each was obliged to confess, and did +acknowledge, that the matter was at least very doubtful; and so thought +and said the six judges whom the two cousins had chosen, and whose +decision they had promised to obey. But all six were blameless young +men, who set about their difficult task very gravely and solemnly, and +held long, very long consultations, during which immense quantities of +good old red wine were drunk, and a vast number of pipes was smoked, +until they at last came to the following conclusion, which was +universally praised as a wise and perfectly suitable one. + +The cousin who should best perform six tasks to be given by the judges, +should be considered by them and the world the best man. + +The cousins would now have been in a very unfortunate situation, if the +judges had obtained their wisdom from any philosophical or learned +book; but no one of them had even thought of such a thing. The best +man, according to their standard, would be he who, in the first place, +should be able in the presence of the judges, within forty-eight hours, +to put a three-years-old stallion, which had never been mounted, +through the four principal paces--the walk, the trot, the gallop, and +the run; secondly, cross the moor of Dollan, from the manor-house to +the old smithy, with a team of four fiery young horses, going at full +gallop, on a certain line; thirdly, swim from the shore to a ship +anchored a German mile away in the offing; fourthly, from sunset to +sunrise--it was in June, and the nights were short--drink a dozen +bottles of wine; and fifthly, during that time play Boston with three +of the judges without making any great mistakes. But if, as was almost +expected, the judges even then could not decide, the cousins were to +have twelve shots with a rifle at a target placed at a distance of two +hundred and fifty paces, and the one who could hit the centre most +frequently should be "the best man," and the owner of Dollan. + +This sixth and last trial was really a last resource, upon which the +judges had decided very unwillingly; for every child knew that Bogislaf +was not only the better shot of the two, but the best on the whole +island; still the matter must be settled in some way, and as Adolf, +perhaps hoping that he should win the prize before that test was +reached, made no objection to number six, everything was decided and +the contest could begin. + +It began and continued as had been universally expected. The two young +sons of Anak rode their horses, guided their carriages, swam their +mile, drank their twelve bottles of wine, and played their Boston with +such equal skill and faultlessness, that the most scrupulous eye could +detect no difference in the merit of the performance, and with heavy +hearts the judges were obliged to proceed to the last trial, whose +result was not doubtful. + +And heavy, heavy as a hundred-pound weight poor Adolf's heart might +well have felt in his brave breast, when he appeared on the ground on +the momentous day. He was very much depressed, and the secret +encouragement of the judges, who wished him well, did not cheer him. +"It is all useless now," he murmured. + +But, strangely enough, Bogislaf seemed no less moved, nay, even more +agitated than his cousin. He was pale, his large blue eyes looked dim +and sunken, and his particular friends noticed, to their horror, that +when the cousins shook hands, as they always did before every contest, +his hand--his strong brown hand--trembled like that of a timid girl. + +The cousins, who were to fire alternately, drew lots; Adolf had the +first shot. He was a long time in taking aim, raised and lowered his +gun several times, and finally hit the last ring but one. + +"I knew it beforehand," he said, covering his eyes, and would have +liked to stop his ears; but he listened intently, and drew a long +breath, when instead of the "centre" he expected, the number of the +last ring on the target was mentioned, and repeated in a loud tone by +one of the judges. + +Was it possible? Well then, there was still hope. Adolf collected all +his powers; he shot better and better, three, four, six, nine, and ten, +and again six and ten; and Bogislaf always remained one ring behind +him, neither more nor less--always one ring. + +"He is playing with him, as a cat plays with a mouse," the judges said +to each other after the first three shots had been fired. + +But Bogislaf grew paler, and his hand trembled more and more violently +at every trial, and only grew steady at the moment when he discharged +the gun; but he was always one ring behind Adolf, and now came the last +shot, the worst Adolf had made. In his terrible excitement he had just +grazed the outer edge of the target; if Bogislaf now hit the centre, he +would be the victor: the result of the long struggle, the magnificent +estate, the beautiful bride--all, all depended upon that one shot. + +Pale as death, Bogislaf stepped forward, but his hand no longer +trembled; firmly, as if his arm and the gun were one, he took aim, the +glittering barrel did not swerve a hair's breadth, and now the report +crashed upon the stillness. "It has hit the mark," said the judges. + +The markers went forward and sought again and again, they could not +find the bullet; the judges also went to the spot and searched and +searched, but they could not find it either. The unprecedented, almost +incredible thing had happened--Bogislaf had not even hit the target. + +The judges looked at each other in perplexity, and for poor Bogislaf's +sake scarcely ventured to utter what must be said. But Bogislaf went up +to his cousin, who stood with downcast eyes, as if ashamed of his +victory, seized his hand, and evidently wished to say something which +did not escape his pale, quivering lips. But it could not have been a +curse, for he fell sobbing on Adolf's neck, pressed him to his heart, +then released him, and without uttering a word, strode away and +disappeared. + +He remained absent. Many supposed he had killed himself; others +declared that he had buried himself in the northern part of Norway amid +the ice and snow to hunt bears and wolves; and they were perhaps right. + +At all events, he was not dead, but after an absence of several years +suddenly appeared on the estate of a friend who had been one of the +judges, and here his cousin Adolf and his young wife Ulrica met +him--quite accidentally, for they had not heard of his return, and the +young wife was so startled that she fell fainting on the floor, and was +restored to consciousness with great difficulty. To be sure, she had +always been one of those who believed Bogislaf dead, and had already +had several discussions on the subject with her husband, who always +asserted the contrary. It was said that this was by no means the only +point of difference between the husband and wife, and there were in +truth many things which did not increase the happiness of the young +pair. True, the extravagant old Lord of Dahlitz, who had sold his +property to a Herr Brandow--Carl Brandow's great-grandfather--and then +lived very contentedly on his son-in-law for several years, was now +dead, but the daughter had inherited her father's expensive tastes, and +Adolf was anything but a good economist. + +This last quality certainly did not prevent him from doing what the +simplest gratitude required;--and therefore--in spite of his wife's +opposition--he invited poor Bogislaf to visit him at Dollan and remain +as long as possible. At first Bogislaf positively refused, and with +good reason. The cause of the result of the shooting match had now +transpired! It was known that the evening before the contest Ulrica had +sent her cousin and most intimate friend, Emma von Dahlitz, a poor +orphan who lived with her wealthy relatives, to Bogislaf with the +message: she would never, never, though everybody should declare him to +be the best man, accept him for her husband, but Adolf, whom she always +had loved, and always should. Then Bogislaf, as he no longer had any +hope of winning the girl he loved, generously resigned to his cousin a +property which no longer had any charm for him. + +He long refused to accept his fortunate cousin's invitation, but +finally came--for only a week. But the days had become weeks, the weeks +months, and the months years, so that this was now the fourth +generation which had known old Bogislaf Wenhof, or, as he was commonly +called, Cousin Boslaf, in the beach-house of Dollan. He had removed +there at the end of the first week, after purchasing it, together with +the few fields and meadows belonging to it, for a very small sum from +the government, which had originally built it for a watch-house; but +though the beach-house did not really belong to Dollan, but was Cousin +Boslaf's own property, Cousin Boslaf clung to Dollan all the more +closely, so closely that the constant intercourse had filled the heads +of the people with all sorts of superstitious fancies, in which the old +man sometimes figured as the good, and sometimes the evil genius of +Dollan, and especially the Wenhof family. Alas! even if he were the +good genius, he had been unable to prevent the ruin of the house, or +withhold the son of Adolf and Ulrica, who had many of the Dahlitz +traits of character, from selling Dollan to the convent of St. Juergen +at the close of the preceding century, after which he was glad to +remain as a tenant where he had once been master. Cousin Boslaf had not +been able to prevent that, or any of the other things which had +happened from that time to the present day. + +"But what does this mean?" said Gotthold to himself. "How can one let +his healthy brain become so bewildered by the rustling of the forest, +the murmur of the stream, and these old tales! I believe the serpent +has bewitched me with its cold glittering eyes, and I am still under +its spell. But its reign is over now. There is the sea gleaming through +the boughs, my own beloved, beautiful sea! Its fresh breath will cool +my hot brow. And he, the old man who lives yonder, and who learned so +early the meaning of the harsh word sacrifice; who renounced power, +wealth, and woman's favor that he might not lose his own manhood, was +probably the better and wiser man." + +Still following the course of the stream, which, now that it was so +near its mouth, grew more noisy and impatient, falling in many a +miniature cascade as it hurried plashing and murmuring down the ravine, +overgrown with huge clumps of ferns and the most luxuriant grass, +Gotthold, a few moments after, reached the shore. On the right hand, +almost at the extreme point of the promontory, which, covered with +large and small stones like the rest of the coast, ran out several +hundred paces into the sea, stood Cousin Boslaf's house. The old flag, +which Gotthold had remembered from his boyhood, still fluttered from +the tall staff on the gable roof. It had originally been a Swedish +banner, but in the course of years the wind and weather had so dimmed +its colors, and made so many repairs necessary, that the authorities +could not have taken umbrage at this relic of foreign rule, even if +they had troubled themselves particularly about Cousin Boslaf's +actions. This, however, they had never done, so the old flag fluttered +and rustled and flapped merrily in the fresh breeze, which blew still +stronger as Gotthold now stood before the low dwelling, built partly of +unhewn stone from the shore, whose only door was on the side towards +the land. The door was locked; he could not look into the little +iron-barred windows on the right and left, which lighted the kitchen +and store-room, for they were considerably above a man's height, close +under the roof; and the strong iron shutters were put over the two +larger windows in the front of the house, which faced the sea. +Evidently Cousin Boslaf was not at home. + +"To be sure," said Gotthold, "after an absence of ten years we can't be +surprised not to find a man who was eighty years old at the time we +left him." + +And yet he could not believe that the old man was dead. He had just +been thinking of him so eagerly, seen him so distinctly in his mind's +eye--the tall, slender figure, walking with long, regular strides, as +he had so often beheld him. No, no, the old man belonged to the race of +giants; he had surely outlived this little space of time. + +And then the house and its surroundings--the little front yard enclosed +by a walk, the tiny garden bordered with shells--did not look as if +they had been left for any length of time. Everything was in order and +painfully neat, as the old man used to keep it; the little bridge in +the creek to which he fastened his boat had even been lately mended +with new pieces of wood, carefully dovetailed together. But the boat +had gone; undoubtedly cousin Boslaf had rowed out to sea in her. To be +sure, it was not his custom, but the old man's habits might have +altered during the last few years. + +The afternoon was already far advanced; the walk through the ravine to +the beach-house had occupied more time than Gotthold expected. He would +wait for Cousin Boslaf an hour longer, and then return to the giant's +grave, paint until sunset, claim the hospitality of the smithy for the +night, and early the next morning--it was to be hoped with better +success--seek out his old friend once more. Then he could reach Prora +at noon, and after taking leave of the Wollnows, drive on with Jochen +without delay. He had thought yesterday of finishing the picture in +Prora; but they would pass through the place to-morrow evening on their +return from Plueggenhof, so Jochen had informed him, and he would not +trust a second time to the chance which had saved him from meeting Carl +Brandow that very morning. + +The young man had thrown himself down upon the shore under the shadow +of the beeches, which here extended to the very brink of the steep +cliff. Accustomed as he had been on his sketching excursions to satisfy +himself for a whole day with a piece of bread and a drink from his +flask, he now felt no hunger; but he experienced far more fatigue than +he had usually done after longer walks. As he lay there with the +beeches rustling over his head, and the waves breaking on the stony +shore beneath with their monotonous cadence, his lids gradually fell +over eyes wearied by long gazing over the boundless waste of waters. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +A few hours later, Carl Brandow and Hinrich Scheel were riding over the +moor from the smithy to Dollan, the same road which they had passed +over in the opposite direction not ten minutes before. They rode at a +quick trot, the groom a few dozen paces behind his master, though not +from any feeling of respect, and certainly not because he was worse +mounted. On the contrary, his horse was a magnificent brown animal of +the purest blood, far more valuable than his master's half-breed, so +valuable in fact, that any passer-by would have wondered how such a +noble animal could be ridden upon such an ordinary occasion. But +Hinrich Scheel was no ordinary rider; he noticed every movement of the +horse upon the rough road as carefully as if he were training it upon a +smooth race-course; not the smallest awkwardness was suffered to pass +unnoticed; it had just been guilty of a trick for which it must be +punished; and that was the reason why he had remained a little behind. + +Suddenly Carl Brandow drew his rein, and half turning said, over his +shoulder, "Are you perfectly sure you saw him?" + +"I told you I passed within a hundred paces of him," answered Hinrich +Scheel sulkily; "and I had plenty of time to look at him too; I believe +he stood up there an hour, as if he had taken root." + +"But why did that scoundrel of a Jochen say just now that he didn't +know where he was?" + +"Perhaps he doesn't." + +"Stuff and nonsense!" + +They rode on a short distance side by side; the master staring gloomily +straight before him, and the groom from time to time casting a sly +glance at him from his squinting eyes. Then he urged his horse still +nearer and said: + +"Why should he know? I don't know why you are running after him as a +cat chases a mouse." + +"Bah!" + +"Nor why you came back from Plueggenhof so soon, have ridden the horses +half to death, and gave me a louis-d'or when I told you I had seen +him." + +"I'll give you six if you'll tell me where I can find him," cried Carl +Brandow, turning eagerly in his saddle. + +"Where you can find him? Why that's easy enough; with the old man in +the beach-house yonder." + +"Where I cannot seek him." + +"Without having the old man send a bullet through your body. Six +louis-d'or! I think I should wait a long time for the money. But I will +tell you where you can find him without the gold, if you'll let me ride +Brownlock across the bog." + +"Are you crazy?" + +"I will cross it faster than you can cross the hill. Can I go?" + +Before them the road ran in a tolerably steep ascent over a hill, an +outlying spur of the Schanzenberge on the left, which stretched some +distance into the moor. On the right of this hill a broad tract of +marshy land extended across the moor to the forest, where it found an +outlet in the stream whose course to the sea Gotthold had followed that +afternoon. The summit of the hill had undoubtedly sunk into the marsh +years before, for the long mound of earth divided it like a wall, which +at the time it was engulfed had doubtless been very steep, but in the +course of years had been so much washed away by the trickling of water +down the hillside that, it now formed an irregular slope, along whose +upper edge ran the old carriage road, while farther up the acclivity +large stones made the way impassable for vehicles, although horsemen +and pedestrians might wind through. The condition of affairs had +probably not been so bad when Bogislaf and Adolf Wenhof were obliged to +drive their horses along here at full gallop, for now no man in his +senses would pass the spot in a carriage except at a walk, and Jochen +Prebrow was perfectly right when he said that it would have been easy +for him--or any one else--to execute Curt's wild order, and hurl the +young pair down the slope into the bog on their wedding day. + +The riders had stopped their horses; Carl Brandow looked up the hill +and over the marsh. + +"You are crazy," he said again. + +"Crazy or not," exclaimed Hinrich Scheel impatiently, "it must be done. +I went to Salchow this morning to hear what Mr. Thompson had to say. +The fellow always knows everything, and declares that they have +enclosed a piece of marshy ground in the race-course for Brownlock's +special benefit, because they think he is too heavy to cross it, and +you'll be obliged to take a wide sweep around. Well, sir, if you make +the victory so easy for Bessy, Count Grieben and the other gentlemen +will be very well satisfied, and I can be satisfied too." + +"You would be no better, suited than I," said Brandow, and then +muttered between his teeth: "everything is all of a piece now." + +"Shall I?" said Hinrich Scheel, who probably perceived his master's +irresolution. + +"For aught I care." + +A ray of joy flitted over Hinrich's ugly face. He turned the horse, +which had long been champing his bit impatiently, and galloped a +hundred paces to the left, to the edge of the marsh, then paused and +shouted: + +"Ready?" + +"Yes!" + +"Now!" + +Brownlock sprang forward with a mighty leap, and then flew over the +marshy ground. Again and again his light hoofs broke through the thin +covering of turf, so that the water dashed high into the air, but his +wild speed did not lessen, on the contrary it seemed to increase, as if +the noble animal knew a bottomless gulf was yawning under him, and that +he was running for his own life and that of his daring rider. And now +the quaking soil grew visibly firmer. The deed scarcely believed +possible had been accomplished, Brownlock had crossed the marsh, and +would cross any other. "There is no doubt now," muttered Brandow, "I +can accept every bet; and am I to let Plueggen have the animal for the +paltry sum of five thousand thalers! I should be a fool! Besides, he +probably was not in earnest; but the money must be forthcoming, even if +I should have to steal or commit a murder for it. Holloa!" + +He had not turned his eyes from Brownlock, as he rode across the hill +at a gallop without noticing where he was going, until his chestnut, +accustomed to pass this place at a walk, recoiled from the edge so +suddenly that the gravel and pebbles rolled down the slope. + +"Holloa!" cried Brandow again, as he soothed the frightened animal, "I +came very near committing the murder on myself." + +He rode down the other side of the hill more cautiously, and then +dashed up to Hinrich, who was galloping up and down the edge of the +bog, trying to soothe the snorting racer. + +"What do you say to that, sir?" + +"That you are a capital fellow; and now, since you have had your own +way, where do you think I shall find him?" + +"On the giant's grave," said Hinrich; "I went up there after he had +gone away, and found a thing like a box. There was a little key +sticking in it, and it held his painting tools, as I saw. The box had +been put carefully in the shade; but about six o'clock the sunlight +will fall where the shadow rested this morning, and I think he will be +on the spot at that time." + +"And why didn't you tell me so at once?" + +"You may be satisfied that I didn't tell you," answered Hinrich, +tenderly patting Brownlock's slender neck. "You wouldn't have known +that you are, I don't know how many thousand thalers richer than you +supposed." + +"It is six o'clock," said Brandow, looking at his watch. + +"Then ride on and find him. I must take Brownlock home. Shall I tell +Frau Brandow that we shall have a visitor this evening?" + +"I don't know that yet myself." + +"She would be so delighted." + +"Be off, and hold your tongue." + +A repulsive grin overspread Hinrich's grotesque face, and he cast a +piercing glance at his master, but made no reply, turned Brownlock, and +rode slowly away. + +"I might just as well tell him everything," said Carl Brandow to +himself, as he turned his horse's head and rode over the moor towards +the forest. "I believe the damned fellow sees through me as if I were +glass. No matter; everybody must have some one on whom he can depend, +and certainly I could not have done without him this time. I've no +desire to invite the stupid fellow, but it is one chance more, and I +should be a fool to hesitate long in my present situation." + +Carl Brandow dropped the reins on his horse's neck as he rode slowly up +the rough forest path at a walk, and drew from his pocket a letter +which he had found on his return home, half an hour before: + + +"Dear Sir:--I hasten to inform you that, as I expected and told you, it +was unanimously decided by the convent yesterday not to give an +extension of credit, upon any account, but on the contrary to hold you +to the promise given, both verbally and in writing, and require the ten +thousand on the day it becomes due. I am very sorry to be obliged to +write this to you, after what you told me in confidence; but I firmly +believe that--with your excitable nature--you have considered your +situation more desperate than it really is. In any case, I think it is +better for you to know where you stand, and be able to use the week +that still remains to discover new resources, if the old ones are +really so entirely exhausted. + +"I intend to pay you a short visit on the 15th, as I must go to several +estates at that time, and can, if agreeable to you, take the money back +with me and save you the trouble of a journey here. Perhaps my wife +will accompany me. She is very anxious to see Dollan, of whose romantic +situation I have spoken so enthusiastically, and also renew her +acquaintance with her old friends--Frau Wollnow in Prora and your +wife--after an absence of so many years. Do you require any stronger +proof of my conviction that you can separate the messenger from his +message, and that both to you and your lovely wife, I am as ever, Your +sincere friend, Bernhard Sellien." + +"P. S. I have just learned something that greatly interests me, and may +perhaps interest you also. Gotthold Weber, the distinguished artist +whose acquaintance I made two years ago in Italy, and with whom you, as +you afterwards informed me, have been intimate ever since your school +days, passed through Sundin to-day on his way to Prora, where he +intends to spend some time. He will undoubtedly seek you out, or +perhaps you will seek him. He belongs to the class of people whom we +are glad to find, even if we are obliged to go out of our way to do +so." + + +Carl Brandow laughed scornfully as he put the letter back into his +pocket and took up the reins again. + +"I believe the devil has his finger in the pie. Ever since I have known +that the man will come here, I have been pursued by the thought that +he, and only he, can save me. Why? Probably because only a fool would +take the trouble, and he is the greatest one I ever knew. And while I +drove by under his very nose this morning, everybody rushes forward to +put me on the track he so carefully conceals. It was plain that the man +Jochen dared not tell where he was, either this morning or just now, +but he belongs to the class of people for whom we are willing to go out +of our way. And what a charming surprise it will be for her, if I can +bring him to her." + +Again the rider laughed, even more bitterly than before, then stopped +suddenly, gnawing his under lip with his teeth as he struck with his +riding-whip at the overhanging boughs. + +"How pale she grew when the parson blundered out the news. Of course +she did not wish it to be noticed, of course. But unluckily we observe +everything in a person with whom we have enjoyed the pleasure of daily +intercourse for nine or ten years! How she looked when I took my +departure so soon after, as if she knew the cause, and how silent she +was on the way, although I exerted all my powers of pleasing. She no +longer believes in my amiability, nor I either; but I have so often +vexed her about the man that I might surely make him afford her +pleasure for once. And if, as is very probable, the silly swain is +playing at hide and seek more on her account than mine--why it will be +all the easier to lead him by the nose, and the affair will be all the +more amusing. But, to be sure, I must catch him first. Well, we shall +see directly." + +Carl Brandow swung himself from the saddle, fastened his horse's bridle +to a tree, and began to ascend the narrow foot-path through the wood to +the giant's grave. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +Gotthold had already been working for half an hour with the zeal of an +artist who has enthusiastically seized upon his subject, and must take +advantage of the present hour, which will not return. Though sky, +earth, and sea should adorn themselves at to-morrow's sunset with the +same brilliant hues, though the hill should cast the same deep shadows +upon the valley and ravines--he would not stand upon the same spot +again to replace what had been forgotten, and complete what had been +begun. + +So he sat upon one of the lower stones of the giant's grave, drinking +in, with an artist's glowing eyes, the beauty of the scene and hour, +and with an artist's busy hand creating an image of this beauty. The +colors on the palette seemed to mingle of their own accord, and every +stroke of the brush upon the little square of canvas brought the image +nearer its original with a speed and certainty which astonished the +artist himself. Never before had any work progressed so rapidly, never +had design and execution met so lovingly, never had the enthusiastic +feeling of power made him so happy. + +"Is it possible the dream that here alone I can reach the standard I am +destined to attain may be something more than a dream?" he said to +himself, "and is the hidden wisdom of the ancient myth of Antaeus to be +proved again in me? But to be sure we are all sons of earth; it is not +our mother's fault if we struggle toward the distant suns, in whose +strange glow our waxen wings quickly melt. I was such an Icarus +yonder." "Yes, yes," he exclaimed aloud, "Rome, Naples, Syracuse, you +Paradises of artists, what is this poor slip of earth in comparison +with you! And yet to me it is more, so much more, it is my home." + +"To which an old friend bids you heartily welcome," said a clear voice +behind him. + +Gotthold started and turned. + +"Carl Brandow!" + +There he stood, his slight, elastic figure resting against the very +block upon which the serpent had lain that morning; and his round, hard +eyes, whose piercing gaze was fixed upon him, reminded Gotthold of the +staring eyes of the reptile. + +"To be sure it is I," said Carl Brandow, as he came forward with a +smile intended to be friendly, but which was as cold as the hand he +held out to Gotthold, and in which the latter hesitatingly placed the +tips of his fingers. + +"How did you find me here?" asked Gotthold. + +"I am an old hunter," replied Brandow, showing his white teeth. +"Nothing escapes me so easily, especially on my own ground. But I will +not boast. The matter was really simple enough. I knew several weeks +ago that you were coming, and this afternoon I heard, when with +Plueggen, of Plueggenhof, Otto Plueggen, we used to call him Straw +Plueggen, you know, to distinguish him from his younger brother, Gustav, +Hay Plueggen, who has inherited Gransewitz--I was saying: I heard from +our new Pastor that you had been in Rammin yesterday evening, and had +driven on to Prora. Of course Plueggen, at my request, instantly sent +his carriage to bring you to Plueggenhof; you were no longer there, but +had set out on foot with Jochen Prebrow for Dollan. Well, of course I +did not remain in Plueggenhof a moment longer, although we had just sat +down to the table to receive you with full glasses. I drove my horses +half to death, and nearly killed my poor wife with fright, in order at +least to meet you on the way, in case you had been cruel enough not to +wait for our return. We arrived and asked for you before we got out of +the carriage: no one had been there. My wife and I looked at each other +in horror. 'There is somebody sitting on the giant's grave,' said my +factotum, Hinrich Scheel, who now came up to the carriage; 'I saw him +there this noon.' 'It's not impossible,' said my wife, that 'he has +learned on the way that we were not at home, and, industrious as usual, +is making use of the time. It was always one of his favorite spots.' I +said nothing, but ran up to the gable-room with my spy-glass, and saw +what Hinrich, in spite of his squint eyes, had seen without any glass; +ran down again, jumped on a horse, and--find here what I sought. That +painting is wonderfully beautiful, really splendid; but now pack up +your traps, if you please! Another day is coming, and this is enough, +and too much for the present. From noon until now is certainly long +enough, even for an artist. How delighted my wife will be!" + +Carl Brandow had already thrown Gotthold's travelling bag over his +shoulder, and now seized the box which the latter had been arranging. + +"One moment," said Gotthold. + +"You can safely trust me with your treasures." + +"That is not the point." + +"What is it then?" + +Gotthold hesitated; but there was no time for deliberation. + +"It is this," said he; "I cannot accept your invitation, kindly as it +is expressed and honestly as, I wish to believe, it is meant." + +"For Heaven's sake, why not?" + +"Because in so doing I should wrong myself, and, in a certain sense, +you also. Myself: because I could not stay in Dollan, in your house, +without being at every step, at every moment, a prey to the most +painful memories; and who would not willingly spare himself such a +trial, if he could avoid it? You: because--it must be said, Brandow! I +have always considered you my enemy, and my sentiments towards you have +been no friendly ones, even up to this very day, this very hour. Who +would invite a man who is not well disposed towards him to his house!" + +"Is it possible?" cried Brandow. "Then that straw head of a Plueggen and +the Parson may have been right when they said: 'He won't come!' 'He +will come,' said I, 'if only to prove that he is still the generous +fellow he always was!' No, Gotthold, you must not give me the lie, if +only on account of those silly fellows, and people like them, who would +then have another fine opportunity to make merry over Carl Brandow, who +always aims very high and then comes out at the little end of the horn. +Well, unhappily there is something in it: I am no longer what I was +once, but a poor devil who must learn to be modest; but this time I +won't be, just this time. And now your hand, old enemy! there, that's +right! I knew you better than you knew yourself." + +They began to descend the hill, Brandow, who insisted upon carrying +Gotthold's luggage, still talking eagerly in his hasty, often +incoherent manner, Gotthold silent and vainly trying to shake off the +bewilderment that clouded his brain and oppressed his heart; he had +tried to be frank, perfectly frank; but he had not been so: he had not +said the last thing because he could not, because he must appear like a +fool, a coxcomb, if he did, and like a rude unmannerly boor if he did +not, and simply answered: I will not. But would not even that have been +better than for them to meet again? + +Gotthold stood still, and threw back his coat and vest; he felt as if +he were stifling. + +"It's terribly sultry here in the wood," said Carl Brandow. "It would +have been much nearer if we had gone down the other side, and then +crossed the fields; but we were obliged to make this circuit to get my +horse. There stands the rascal, stamping his shoes off in his +impatience. Now then, en avant!" + +Brandow threw the bridle over his arm and Gotthold took a portion of +his luggage, so they walked quickly through the woods by a cross path, +which soon brought them out into the fields. At a short distance, only +separated from them by a few meadows and a broad field of rye, stood +the manor-house, already partly in the shadow which the hill on the +left-hand side of the moor cast far into the valley, while the tops of +the taller trees in the garden and the crests of the huge poplars, +which enclosed the grounds on the three other sides, still glowed in +the light of the setting sun. The little window of the gable-room +glittered and flashed back his rays. Gotthold could scarcely turn his +eyes away; he fancied every moment that it must open and Cecilia appear +and wave her white hand towards him with a gesture of warning: no +nearer, for God's sake, no nearer! And then it seemed to him as if he +were once more back in the old days, when he used to come out with Curt +to spend a precious Saturday afternoon and delightful Sunday, and in +their impatience to reach their goal they ran the last part of the way +at full speed. At every step his agitation increased; he scarcely heard +what his companion was saying to him. + +But Carl Brandow was only talking in order to conceal from his guest +the anxiety that oppressed him. Would it not have been better to have +told her of his design, even at the risk of her opposition, or, still +worse, of affording her pleasure? Ought he not at least to have taken +advantage of the last opportunity, and prepared her for the visit by +Hinrich Scheel, instead of expressly commanding him to be silent? Or +would the clever fellow once more, as he had often done, follow his own +counsel and guide an ill-managed affair into the right course? And yet, +what could happen if he suddenly appeared before her with him? Would +she give him the lie in the presence of her guest, say she had known +nothing about his visit, and her husband had told an untruth? It was +certainly possible; but woe be unto her if she did so. + +"Here we are," said Carl Brandow, as they reached the old linden before +the door. "Welcome to Dollan! Welcome!" + +He had spoken in a very loud tone, standing in the open doorway, and +now shouted, raising his clear voice to its highest pitch, "Hinrich, +Fritz!--where are they all?" + +But there was no movement within the house, and no one appeared in the +courtyard. + +"It is always just so on Sundays," said Brandow, "Everybody runs wild, +especially if the master is away from home. Rike! Hinrich! Fritz!" + +A half-grown lad, in a dirty red waistcoat and top boots, now came +running across the courtyard, and at the same moment a young girl +appeared from the house. Brandow received both with angry words. The +girl answered pertly: she had been with the mistress, who could not +quiet the child; it was still crying about its arm; and the boy +muttered as he took the horse's bridle: he had been obliged to help +Hinrich about Brownlock; he was threatened with the colic. + +"Deuce take it!" cried Brandow; "that damned Hinrich, this is what I +get by letting him have his own way! I must leave you alone a moment, +or will you come with me?" + +Brandow did not wait for Gotthold's reply, but hurried across the +courtyard with long strides. He must know what was the matter with +Brownlock. And then: Cecilia had enough to do in the nursery; she would +not come out at present. + +"What is the matter with the child?" asked Gotthold. + +"She fell down just as the mistress got home, and has probably broken +her arm," said the girl, who had been gazing curiously at the stranger +with her merry gray eyes, and now hurried back into the house. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +Gotthold followed her through the entry and into the sitting-room on +the left, and would gladly have entered the adjoining chamber, from +which, as the girl opened and closed the door, the wailing of a child +and a woman's voice consoling it were distinctly audible. It was her +voice,--somewhat deeper and more gentle, it seemed to him, than in the +old days, but he had only distinguished a few tones above the moaning +of the child. + +"Poor thing," he murmured, "poor child, if I could only help it." + +His hand was extended towards the handle of the door, but instantly +fell again. If the girl had told her he was there, she would probably +come out for a moment; at any rate Carl must soon return. + +He stationed himself at the open window and looked across the empty +courtyard towards the building Brandow had entered. How could he stay +so long! He again turned back into the room, which was already +beginning to grow dark, and his eyes wandered mechanically over the +furniture and pictures, many of which he thought he recognized, while +his ear was strained to catch the sounds from the next room. But +everything there had now become quiet, and in the stillness the old +Black Forest clock ticked so loudly--he had not noticed it before--the +evening breeze whispered in the linden before the window, and then once +more he heard nothing except the blood beating in his temples. + +Had any misfortune happened? Was the child--he must have some +certainty. + +But just as he took a step forward, the door opened and Cecilia +entered. The girl had told her nothing about the stranger; she came to +get a piece of linen from her work-basket, which stood in one of the +windows. The shadows fell heavily over Gotthold, and she did not see +him--her eyes were turned towards the window--until she had almost +reached him, when she suddenly paused, extending both hands in terror +towards the dark figure. The light of the setting sun streamed full +upon her pallid face, from which the large dark eyes stared with a +strange glassy look. + +"It is I, Cecilia!" + +"Gotthold!" + +He did not know that he held out his arms; the next moment he would not +have been able to say whether she had really rested upon his breast. +When he was again conscious of what was passing around him, he was +standing beside her at the child's little bed. + +"The girl was playing with Gretchen just before we came home--she fell +with her arm under her; I thought she had only bruised it; but it has +grown worse and worse, she cannot move it, and cries at the slightest +touch; I think she has broken it here above the wrist." + +Gotthold had bent over the child, who gazed at him in surprise, but +without the least alarm. He thought he was looking into Cecilia's eyes. + +"Are you the new doctor?" asked the little girl. + +"No, Gretchen, I am not a doctor, but if you love your mamma you will +let me take hold of your arm." + +"It hurts so," said Gretchen. + +"I won't be long." + +Gotthold took the little arm and moved it at the shoulder and +elbow--the child made no resistance; then he passed his hand carefully +down the lower arm to the joint and bent the wrist a little. The child +uttered a low cry. Gotthold laid the arm gently back on the coverlet +and stood erect. + +"I think I can assure you that the arm is not broken; it is nothing +more than a severe sprain. I should like to put on a bandage, which +will relieve Gretchen's pain, because it will prevent her from moving +the joint. That will be sufficient until the doctor comes. May I?" + +He had spoken in a low tone, but the child heard. + +"Let him do it, mamma," she said; "I like the new doctor a great deal +better than the old one." + +A few large tears ran down Cecilia's pale cheeks, and Gotthold's own +eyes grew hot. He asked whether she had a certain kind of bandage which +he described; one was brought, exactly what he needed. As he rolled it +he said: + +"It is fortunate, that during the years I spent in study I visited, in +the interests of my art and also from real love of the profession, +various anatomical and other medical colleges. I have already been +able, on several occasions, to make my little knowledge useful, when no +other aid was at hand and the case was rather worse than this. I +repeat, there is not the least danger, and I would, if necessary, +undertake to effect a cure without the least hesitation." + +"I have perfect confidence in you." + +Gotthold's lips quivered. They had always addressed each other by the +familiar "thou," nor had he, either in dreams or waking visions, called +her by any other title during the last ten years. + +The bandage was adjusted to Gotthold's satisfaction. Gretchen, +exhausted by weeping, and now entirely free from pain, had laid her +head on her pillow and seemed about to fall asleep. Gotthold left the +chamber and went back to the sitting-room. While groping about in the +dark for his hat, the most singular sensation overpowered him. + +He had not forgotten that he wished to find Brandow and tell him of the +child's condition, but it seemed as if the intention was entirely +unnecessary; as if Carl Brandow cared as little about the child as he +did about Carl Brandow's horse; as if only he and Cecilia had anything +to do with it, and as though this had been not only during the last +quarter of an hour, but always, and could never be different. + +Oppressed by this strange bewilderment, he stood motionless, and only +regained his senses when Cecilia entered quietly, but hastily, held out +both hands to him, and said in a low, rapid tone: + +"I thank thee, Gotthold, and--I noticed that the formal 'you' wounded +thee, but the girl was looking at us in such astonishment; she repeats +everything, and besides, it must be, but once--for the last time--I +wanted to speak in the old way, as thou wert here once more." + +"That sounds, Cecilia, as if you[2] had not wished me to come." + +She had now released her hands, which he had clasped firmly in his own, +and thrown herself into a chair by the window, supporting her head on +her hand. He went up to her. + +"Cecilia, did you not wish me to come?" + +"Yes, yes," she murmured, "I have longed to see you again--for +years--always; but you ought not to have come; no, you ought not to +have come!" + +"Then I will go, Cecilia." + +"No, no," she exclaimed, hastily raising her head, "I do not mean that. +You are here--the mischief is done. And now you can stay--you must stay +until--" + +She paused suddenly. Gotthold, who was following the direction of +her eyes, glanced through the open window and saw at the end of the +court-yard Carl Brandow talking with Hinrich Scheel, whom he now left +and came hurriedly towards the house. + +"He has returned already," she murmured; "what will you say to him?" + +"I don't understand you, Cecilia," + +"He hates you." + +"Then I don't know why he sought me out and gave me such a pressing +invitation to his home, which I certainly had never intended to enter." + +"He sought you out--invited you--that is impossible." + +"Then he meant to make me--us--but that is no less impossible." + +She looked at him in astonishment. + +"Impossible!" she said, "impossible!" + +A strange, sad smile flitted over her pale face. + +"Then everything can remain as it was," she said, "it is all right." + +"Holloa!" cried Brandow, who had seen them both at the window, and now +quickened his already hasty steps and eagerly waved his hand. + +He entered the room immediately, after calling from the door: "Ah! so +you have found her already! Isn't this a surprise, eh? What am I to get +for it? Ah! a man must be cunning. Not a word to the wife, who would +make all sorts of well-meant objections about old enmity and other +long-forgotten follies; and then tell the friend she will be on +tenter-hooks till I bring him home. That's the way to catch one's +birds!" + +He laughed loudly. + +"You will wake Gretchen," said Cecilia. + +"Yes, what is the matter with her?" asked Brandow, lowering his voice. +"I hope it is nothing serious, a false alarm, as it was with Brownlock, +or--where are you going, Cecilia?" + +She had risen and entered the next room, closing the door behind her. +Gotthold informed Carl how he had found the child, and what he had done +for the present. + +"But shall we need to send for the doctor at once?" said Brandow. + +"I do not think it absolutely necessary," replied Gotthold, "but if you +are at all anxious--" + +"I anxious? God forbid! It would be the first time in my life. I leave +all that to my wife, who, if the child is in question--oh! here you +are! Gotthold says we need not send for Lauterbach immediately, and +besides it would be of very little use; he is never to be found on +Sundays. I shall be obliged to drive over early to-morrow morning and +then I can bring him back with me. Don't you think that will do?" + +"Will you look at Gretchen again?" said Cecilia. She did not glance at +her husband, but addressed Gotthold, who followed her, leaving the door +open behind him, in the expectation that Brandow would go with them; +but he had paused half way. Gnawing his under lip, he looked through +the open door at the pair, who were now standing one on each side of +the child's little bed, bending over it, so that in the dusk their +faces seemed to touch. Were they not whispering: "he has deceived us," +or something of the kind? No, it was Rieke who had spoken. "The girl +shall keep a sharp watch for me. So far everything has gone better than +I could expect." + +He went slowly into the room; involuntarily pausing a moment upon the +threshold, which he had not crossed for a long time, and shrinking from +a bluish light that suddenly filled the apartment, now almost dark. But +it was nothing--only the first flash of lightning from a thunder-storm +which had risen at the close of the sultry day. Thunder rolled in the +distance, the trees in the garden swayed to and fro, and a few heavy +drops of rain plashed against the window-panes. + +The storm had long subsided and the night was far advanced when +Gotthold, treading softly and carefully, shielding his light with his +hand, crossed the wide garretlike entry, lumbered with all sorts of +articles, towards the gable-room, which had been assigned him as his +sleeping apartment. Brandow, with whom he had been sitting until this +time over a bottle of wine in the room on the right-hand side of the +entry, which had always been appropriated by the master of the house, +had wished to accompany him, but Gotthold declined: he could find the +way; two pairs of boots made more noise than one, and he remembered +that footsteps on the upper floor sounded remarkably loud at night. +"Well then, go alone, you stickler for everybody's comfort," said +Brandow laughing, "and remember, sleep off all thoughts of going away +to-morrow; I tell you once for all I won't hear of it. I'll stop for +Jochen Prebrow as I pass the smithy to-morrow; he can sit on the box +with my Fritz, and I'll bring your luggage out to you. I shan't let you +leave under a week, and if I had my way you should stay here always. +But you'll take good care not to do that; such a life would be +unendurable to a man of the world. Well, I have complained of my fate +more than is seemly; but in the presence of a man of your stamp, one is +too painfully reminded of what he might perhaps have made himself, and +what he has finally become. Good night, old fellow, and pleasant +dreams!" + +And now Gotthold stood at the open window in the cosy old gable-room. +But eagerly as he inhaled the night breeze, which blew fresh and cool +through the trees, still dripping with rain-drops, it did not lighten +his heart, which throbbed heavily and painfully in his panting breast, +like a sleeper whose brain is oppressed by some painful dream. Was it +not all a mad dream that he was standing in Dollan in the gable-room, +gazing at the dim light which fell upon the dark shrubbery from the +window below him, the window of the room where she had slept when a +girl, and in which she now watched beside the bed of her child, her +child and his-- + +Gotthold sank into a chair beside the window, and pressed his hands +upon his burning brow. + +A gust of wind which sighed through the rustling trees roused him +from his painful reverie. He started up with a shiver. His limbs +trembled as if in a fever. He shut the window, and threw himself in +the darkness--the light he had brought with him had gone out long +before--upon the bed. It was the very same one in which he had so often +slept when a boy and a youth, and it stood in the same place. He had +noticed that when he entered the room. Now he thought of it again, and +remembered the last time he had lain here--ten years ago, in the early +morning after the night, the first part of which he had spent in the +beach-house with Cousin Boslaf, and a few hours after, when they were +awake below, he was to go down and bid them farewell forever--then too +he; had turned his burning head first on one side and then the other +upon the pillows, and had been unable to find rest anywhere. + +"After wandering through the wide world so long to be whirled back to +this little room, the same as I was then! No, not the same! Poorer, +much poorer! + + + When I wandered away, away, away, + Coffers and chests were heavy; + As homeward I turn my steps to-day, + Everything is empty. + + +"Empty, empty!" he murmured, as if his burning, wakeful eyes could read +the cheerless words from the white wall opposite to him, on whose bare +surface the first gray light of dawn was struggling with the darkness +of night. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +A succession of quiet days had passed over quiet Dollan, and each one +was to have been the last Gotthold spent upon the estate, but there was +always some reason why another was added. Once it was the unfinished +sketch, which must be more nearly completed; then Gretchen wept so +bitterly because Uncle Gotthold was going that morning, when it was her +birthday; on Thursday the rye was cut, the farm hands had a little +festival in the evening, and had arranged all sorts of amusing sports +in which, through old Statthalter Moeller, they begged Gotthold to help +them a little; on Friday a young architect arrived, who wanted to show +a plan for the new house, and Brandow was very anxious to have +Gotthold's opinion about it; the next day his departure could not be +thought of, because Brandow would be absent on business all day long, +and the day after the Herr Assessor Sellien had promised to come with +his wife, and Otto and Gustav Plueggen, Herr Redebas, from Dahlitz, and +several other neighbors would arrive; there was to be quite a little +company; Brandow had written to everybody that Gotthold would be there, +everybody was anticipating the pleasure of meeting him, and, in a word, +nothing could be said about going away before Monday, and on Monday +they would discuss the subject again. + +It was Saturday afternoon; Brandow had ridden away in the morning and +told Gotthold that he should not return before evening. The business +must have been very urgent which could call the master away from his +estate on such a day. Brandow was very much behindhand in getting in +his rye, and moreover did not even have an inspector, though he had +repeatedly complained to Gotthold of the stupid old Statthalter Moeller, +on whom he could not depend at all, so the crowd of laborers who were +to-day employed in the fields and barn were left entirely to +themselves. Gotthold had offered to take control of them, if Brandow +was obliged to go away; but the latter, although he knew that Gotthold +really understood the business, and that the people were fond of him +and would have willingly obeyed him, most positively declined the +proposal. + +"It's bad enough for me to be compelled to commit the rudeness of +leaving you alone all day; more than that you must not require. So long +as it is possible to avoid it, you know I am not accustomed to +incommode my friends." + +With these words he had ridden away, and Gotthold had taken his +painting utensils, in order to have an excuse for leaving the house and +wandering through the woods and along the sea-shore; he strolled +restlessly on without any definite purpose, until he recollected that +he had heard from the old fisherman, Carl Peters, of Ralow, that Cousin +Boslaf would return from his expedition to Sundin this very evening. +Carl Peters must know, for the old man had given him the key of the +beach-house, that he might light the lamp in the evening and keep watch +at night; besides, Carl Peters' son had accompanied Cousin Boslaf on +his expedition. So Gotthold went to the beach-house and sat down to +wait on the bluff in the shadow of the beeches; but the sea broke upon +the shore with such a melancholy, monotonous cadence, the sunny hours +dragged along so slowly, and besides, if he wanted to tell her that he +had decided to leave Dollan to-morrow instead of Monday, this was the +right time. + +"The mistress is in the garden with Gretchen," said pretty Rieke; "you +know her favorite seat." + +Gotthold looked quietly at the girl, who hastily averted her face. The +last remark was at least superfluous, for the garden was not so large +that any one could not easily find the person he sought; but moreover +Rieke had spoken in a tone which jarred upon Gotthold's ear. He had +often thought the girl's merry gray eyes wandered from him to Cecilia, +and from Cecilia back to him, with a watchful glance, and she had +several times entered the room quickly, or approached them elsewhere, +always with the question whether they had called her. He had remembered +Cecilia's words on the first evening of their meeting, "She repeats +everything," and mentally added: "She shall have nothing to tell." + +"Well, her amusement will be over to-morrow," he thought to himself, as +he went slowly up the walk, bordered on each side with hedges, towards +a small spot, also surrounded with hedges and adorned with beds of +flowers, where Cecilia usually remained at this hour with her child. + +Gretchen came running to meet him as soon as she caught sight of him. + +"Where have you been, Uncle Gotthold? What have you brought me?" + +He was always in the habit of bringing the child some rare flower, +oddly shaped pebble, or other curiosity on his return from his rambles; +but to-day, for the first time, he had not thought of it. Gretchen was +very indignant "I don't love you any more," she said, running back to +her mother; "and mamma shan't love you either!" she exclaimed, raising +her little head from her mother's lap. + +Gotthold, after greeting Cecilia, had seated himself at a short +distance from her on another bench, as he always did if she did not +invite him to take his place beside her. She had not done so to-day, +and scarcely looked up from her work when she silently gave him her +hand. It had made a painful impression upon him, but as he watched her +quietly, he thought he noticed that her eyelids were red. Had she +wished to conceal the traces of recent tears, to hide the fact that she +could still weep, that the cold expressionless glance with which she +now seemed to look beyond him towards the child, who was playing at the +other end of the glade, was not the only expression of which the eyes +which had formerly beamed with such a gentle light were now capable? + +"I can bear it no longer," the young man murmured to himself. + +He had risen and approached Cecilia, who, as he came up, drew her dress +away, although there was plenty of room on the large seat. + +"Cecilia," he said, "I have given a half-promise to stay until Monday, +but it occurred to me that the Selliens, if they come to-morrow, will +probably spend the night here, and perhaps some of your other guests, +and as your accommodations are somewhat limited;--" + +"You wish to go!" interrupted Cecilia; "why not say so plainly?" + +She had looked up from her work, as Gotthold began to speak, with a +quick, pained glance that cut him to the heart; but when she answered, +her voice sounded perfectly calm, though a little hollow, and she even +smiled as she took up her sewing again. + +"When do you wish to go?" she added after a pause, as Gotthold, unable +to reply, was still silent. + +"I thought of leaving early to-morrow morning," he answered, and it +seemed as if some one else had uttered the words. "Carl told me that he +should send a carriage to town then." + +"Early to-morrow morning!" + +She had dropped her work in her lap again, and for a moment covered her +eyes and forehead with her left hand, while the fingers of her right, +which rested on the work, trembled slightly; then her hand fell +heavily, and she stared fixedly at the ground with a frowning brow, as +she said in the same hollow tone: "What reason should I have to keep +you?" + +"Perhaps because you might be glad to see me here," answered Gotthold. + +He thought she had not heard the words, but they had been distinctly +audible; the pause only lasted until she was sure that she could speak +again without bursting into tears. She would not, dared not weep, and +now regained her self-control. + +"You know I am," she replied; "but that is no reason for wishing to +keep you. I feel too well how unpleasant life is here, how monotonous, +how tiresome to all who are not accustomed to it, and one cannot become +accustomed to things in a few days, it requires years, long years. So I +invite no one--I cannot believe anybody takes pleasure in coming; and I +detain no one--I can easily imagine that a guest is glad to go. Why +should I treat you differently from others?" + +"There is no reason, if I am no more to you than others." + +"More? What does that imply? Oh! you mean because we knew each other so +early in life, because we were friends when we were both young? But +what does that signify? What is youthful friendship? And do we remain +the same? You have done so perhaps, at least in the principal thing, +but I certainly have not; I resemble the Cecilia of those days as +little as--as reality resembles our dreams; and besides--I am married; +a wife needs no friend, has no friend, if she loves her husband, and if +she does not--" + +"Let us suppose the latter case," said Gotthold, as Cecilia suddenly +paused. + +"The case is not so simple as it seems," she answered, examining the +stitches in her sewing; "yes, many cases may be imagined. For instance, +it is very probable that he loves her, and even a woman of very little +nobility of character is rarely insensible to and ungrateful for true +love; but granted that he does not love her, loves her no longer, +perhaps never has loved her--well, then everything will depend upon how +the wife is constituted. Perhaps she is not proud, and therefore not +ashamed to confess her unhappiness to a friend, who might then venture +to become her lover; or if she is proud, she will do--I know not what, +but certainly she would conceal herself in the deepest chasm in the +earth, rather than give way and say, no matter to whom, I am unhappy!" + +"And if that is not necessary, if her misery is written on her brow, +looks from her eyes, speaks in every tone of her voice?" + +Something flitted over Cecilia's face like the shadow of a cloud; but +she smoothed her work with special care, as she answered in a +passionless, almost monotonous voice: + +"Who can say that? Who is so wise that he can read upon the brow of any +human being the thoughts that are passing within, without ever +deceiving himself or making another's face the mirror of his own +beloved vanity? But we have fallen into a very disagreeable +conversation. Tell me, instead, where you are going when you leave +here, and where you expect to live in future? You will not return to +Italy? It seems to me you told me so a short time ago." + +"Thanks for your interest in me," replied Gotthold, with trembling +lips; "but I have made no definite plans as yet. When I left Rome, it +was certainly with the desire to remain here in the North, at least for +some time, and try whether home could ever become home again to me; but +the attempt will probably not succeed, nay, I think has already +failed." + +"It seems to me that this is rather too soon to decide such a +question," said Cecilia; "but the matter is probably of importance only +to us; you fortunate artists have your home in your art, and you take +that with you wherever you turn your steps." + +"And yet, I think, we can have our art only at home," replied Gotthold. + +"That is?" + +"That is, that only in his home can the artist reach the highest point +his talents will enable him to attain. I have formed this conclusion +from the history of all arts, which have only prospered when the +artists had the good fortune to be supplied with subjects furnished by +the country of which they were citizens and the time in which they +lived-for in this sense, time is also the artist's home: I mean: when +they had the good fortune, and of course the power also, to be able to +freely develop their talents on their native soil, and upon subjects +furnished by their home. I have also drawn this inference from my own +observation, which has taught me that those who were unable to find any +materials for their art at home--subjects identified with the place and +time--were no true artists, but either dilettanti and imitators, or +positive charlatans, who deceived with their artificial productions, +destitute alike of life and merit, only the great multitude--the +beggarly crowd--to which they, in the inmost depths of their natures, +certainly belonged." + +When Gotthold first began to speak upon this subject, which at that +moment was very far from his thoughts, he had only wished to soothe the +tumult of his soul, or at least to conceal it from the pale woman by +his side; then, carried away by the theme, he had spoken with a certain +earnestness, and at last with a freedom of which, a moment before, he +would not have believed himself capable. And so, at first absently, but +gradually with more eagerness, Cecilia had listened; a ray of the old +fire flashed from her dark eye as she asked, + +"And does this apply to you?" + +"It does; that is, it was a misfortune that through my unhappy quarrel +with my father, and in consequence of several sorrowful memories upon +which it is not worth while to enter here,--it was a misfortune that I +was, in a certain measure, banished from my home at the moment when I +could least dispense with it: the flowers I had sought for in the +meadows when a child; the trees under which the boy played, through +whose tops he saw the sunbeams glide and heard the rain patter; the +skies which at one time could laugh so brightly and anon look so +unspeakably gloomy, so infinitely dreary; the sea, over whose smooth +surface, gleaming in the sunset, or billows black with storm, the fancy +of the youth had hovered, sailed out to the regions of the Blest, and +the mournful, misty realms of his dreams of battle and conflict and +early heroic death: all this--I mean the things and the dreams--I might +have been able to paint, to the pleasure and delight of others, in +whom, by my pictures, I might have awakened memories of their own +childhood, boyhood, and youth; what I paint now I have not drawn from +my own soul, have not painted, cannot paint with my whole heart, so how +can it, at best, be anything more than sounding brass?" + +"Then why are you artists so eager to go to foreign lands?" asked +Cecilia. + +She seemed once more the intelligent young girl, whose radiant dark +eyes reflected the restless ardor of her mind, from whose lips fell +silvery laughter, and then grave, earnest words. + +"I think this eagerness is often blind and foolish," replied Gotthold, +"and, at any rate, I would always advise a young artist not to go to +Rome until his own ideas are firmly fixed, or he will be a mere +plaything of the winds and clouds. Goethe had written his works on +German art, and long been a master of it, when he went to Italy; so he +could quietly compose his Faust beneath the pines in the garden of the +Villa Borghese, and return laden with the rich treasures of his +observations of the country, the people, and the events which for +centuries had taken place beneath its glorious skies, and yet remain to +the very depths of his artist soul precisely the same as he was before. +It is just the same in the republic of the arts as in the state, +Cecilia. What citizen could understand the great relations of the +government who had not first practised his powers of vision upon the +smaller affairs of the parish; who could render any valuable service to +the parish, who had not learned to rule his own household; who could +manage his house, direct and govern his family, who did not know how to +rule and guide himself?" + +Gertrude had come up while Gotthold was speaking; Cecilia lifted her +into her lap, and the child sat there silently, as if she knew she must +not interrupt. Now, as Gotthold paused, she said, "Mamma, I want Uncle +Gotthold to be my papa!" + +A deep flush crimsoned Cecilia's face, and she hastily tried to put +Gretchen down, but the child would not give up the point so easily. She +threw her right arm around her mother's neck, and said, coaxingly, +"Can't he, mamma; he has such pretty blue eyes, and is always kind to +you, and papa is often so horrid; can't he, mamma?" + +Cecilia hastily rose with the child in her arms, and took a few paces +forward, as if she wished to fly from the place. But her knees +trembled, she could go no farther, and was obliged to put Gretchen +down, who, alarmed by her mother's impetuosity, ran away crying, but +the next moment forgot her grief at the sight of some bright-hued +butterflies which fluttered before her over the flower-beds. Cecilia +still stood motionless with her face averted. + +"Cecilia!" said Gotthold. + +He had approached her, and tried to take the hand that hung by her +side. She turned, and the face of Medusa confronted him. + +"Cecilia!" exclaimed Gotthold, again extending his hands. + +She did not draw back, she did not stir; the rigid features were +motionless, except for the quivering of the half-parted lips, and then +the words came slowly, like the last drops of blood from a mortal +wound. + +"I do not need your sympathy, do you hear? I have given you no right to +pity me, neither you nor any one else. Why do you torture me?" + +"I shall not torture you long, Cecilia; I have told you I am going." + +"Why don't you go then? Why do you speak to me of such things? To me? +You will drive me mad, and--I won't go mad." + +"This is madness, Cecilia," cried Gotthold passionately. "If you do not +love him--and you do not, you cannot--no divine, and certainly no human +law, compels you to remain, to pine, to die in nameless misery. And he +loves you no better than you do him." + +"Did he tell you so?" + +"Is it necessary?" + +"On your honor, Gotthold, did he tell you so?" + +"No, but--" + +"And suppose he did love me, for all that, and--I loved him? How can +you dare speak to me as you have spoken? How can you dare give me the +lie by your silence, humiliate me so deeply in my own eyes! Is this +your boasted friendship?" + +Gotthold bent his head and turned away. Gretchen came to meet him. + +"Where are you going, Uncle Gotthold?" + +He raised the child in his arms, kissed her, put her on the ground, and +went on. + +"Why is Uncle Gotthold crying, mamma?" asked Gretchen, pulling her +mother's dress. "Papa can't cry, can he, mamma?" + +Cecilia made no reply; her wide tearless eyes were fixed on the spot +where Gotthold had disappeared between the beeches. + +"Forever," she murmured, "forever!" + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +When Gotthold reached the little wooden gate, which, shaded by a +half-decayed linden-tree, afforded egress through the rough hedge on +this side of the garden, he paused and glanced cautiously over the +sunny fields towards the forest. He could not have endured to meet any +one just now, perhaps be obliged to stop and answer a greeting or +question. But he saw no one; all were in the great rye-field, where +they had been toiling all day; the path to the forest was open. + +The sun shone with a fierce burning glow, and the heated air quivered +over the wheat, which was already beginning to ripen, and whose stout +stalks were unstirred by the faintest breeze; countless cicadas chirped +and buzzed noisily on both sides of the narrow path that wound through +the fields; a large flock of wild pigeons circled at no very great +height in the air, and as they wheeled with lightning-like speed, the +moving cloud glittered in the rays of the setting sun against the clear +blue sky like a shield of polished steel. + +Gotthold saw all this, because he was accustomed to live with nature, +and even felt the electricity that pervaded the atmosphere, but only as +being perfectly in harmony with the conflict that oppressed his heart. +Shame had long since dried the burning tears grief had forced from his +eyes; shame for having, by his want of self-control, produced this +scene, in which, after eight long days of torture, he had finally +played the undignified part of the third person, only to learn that she +still loved this man, and her unhappiness consisted in the knowledge +that she was not as much beloved by him as she desired to be. "On your +honor, Gotthold, did he tell you so?" In what a despairing tone she had +uttered the words! How the dread of hearing a "yes" had disfigured her +beautiful face! "Is this your boasted friendship?" Yes, his friendship, +with which he had been troublesome to her years before, with which he +was troublesome now, only that he could no longer hide himself behind +its mask as in those days, only that he no longer had the poor +consolation of being able to slip away unnoticed and unperceived, as he +had done that night. + +He had lain here on the edge of the forest, under the great beech-tree, +in the darkness of the night, and plucked up the moss, and cursed +himself and the whole world because, by the pale light of the moon, he +had seen two happy lovers. Now the sun glared broadly upon his couch of +pain, as if it wished to show him how childish his grief had been, and +that he should have reserved his despair for this hour. She had been +happy! Gotthold tried to laugh, but the sound that came from his +tortured breast was a cry, a dull moaning cry like that of a wounded +animal. Even so had he wailed when he tottered along this very path +through the sultry woods that night, and the trees danced around him in +the dim moonlight like mocking spectres. Now they stood in brazen +sun-steeped ranks, and seemed to say: What do we care for your +self-created anguish, you fool! + +And what do I care for your misery! said the sea, which, now as he +emerged from the forest upon the bluff, stretched before him in a +blackish-blue expanse, as if petrified in its unapproachable majesty. +He had seen it under this aspect once before, one afternoon when he had +been wandering along the rocky cliffs of Anacapri, and it had given him +the subject for one of his best paintings; but now he only bestowed a +passing thought upon it, as the memory of the cool forest shade and +murmuring fountain by which he sat a short time before, flits through +the burning brain of a sun-scorched wanderer on a dusty highway. + +Below him in the little inlet, which had been toilsomely dug in the +rocky shore, were the boats which belonged to the estate. During the +last few days he had often used the smaller one to row to various +places along the coast, and had the key of the chain by which it was +fastened to the stake in his pocket. + +Broader and broader grew the shadow which fell from the shore upon +the sea and overtook Gotthold, as with powerful strokes he began to +row across the wide bay, at whose extreme southern point stood the +beach-house, now brightly illumined by the sunlight. But the shadow did +not proceed from the shore, but a black wall of clouds which, of +perfectly uniform breadth, rose slowly in the heavens, and whose sharp +upper edge glowed and sparkled with a gloomy fire. It was a heavy +thunderstorm from the land. Well, let it come! Gotthold longed to escape +from the sultry atmosphere that brooded over his soul, and breathe +freely once more in the strife of the elements. A fiery shaft quivered +across the black wall of clouds, then a second, a third; and with +marvellous speed the dark curtain rose higher and higher, extinguishing +every gleam of light in sky and shore, and upon the sea, over which the +wind now whistled in gusts, furrowing its mirror-like surface and soon +lashing it into foaming surges. + +Waves and wind turned Gotthold's little boat aside from its course and +drove it, as if in sport, towards the sea, though now, clearly +perceiving his danger, he tried to guide it to the shore. After a few +strokes he realized that his only hope of deliverance was that the +storm might pass as quickly as it had come. + +But it seemed as if the fiends of darkness had heard his sacrilegious +words and were now determined to have their victim. The black shadow +spread farther and farther over the raging sea; only a few white sails +still gleamed in the distant horizon, and now they also disappeared in +the darkness; the waves dashed still higher, and the boat receded still +faster from the shore, where already, even to Gotthold's keen eye, the +white bluff and the dark forest that crowned it blended together in one +gray line. There was no longer any doubt that the skiff would be driven +into the open sea, unless, which might happen at any moment, some wave +upset it; nay, it seemed a miracle that this had not already occurred. + +Gotthold calmly did what he could to save himself; he carefully watched +the rise and fall of every approaching wave and kept the boat's head to +the wind, now with the right oar, now with the left, and anon making a +powerful stroke with both. If it upset, all depended upon whether it +sank immediately or floated on the surface. In the latter case his +situation was not utterly desperate; he might perhaps be able to cling +to it, and, if the wind veered, either be carried back to land, or +rescued by some passing ship; but if the boat sank, he was lost +according to all human calculation. He could not put down the oars a +moment to divest himself of his clothing, and not even so good a +swimmer as himself could hope, fully clad, to swim for many hours in +such a sea, especially as he already began to feel that his strength, +carefully as he had husbanded it, was gradually beginning to fail. + +Gradually at first, and then faster and faster. Hitherto he had +executed the most complicated movements of the oars with perfect ease, +but now they grew heavier and heavier in the stiffened hands, the +benumbed arms. His breast grew more and more oppressed, his heart beat +more and more painfully, his breathing changed to gasping, his throat +seemed choked, his temples throbbed; come what would, he must rest a +moment, take in the oars, and let the boat drift. + +The little skiff instantly began to ship water; Gotthold had expected +it. "It can't last much longer now," he said to himself, "and what does +it matter? If you could live for her, it would be worth the trouble; +but now--to whom do you die except yourself? Death cannot be so very +painful. True, she will think: 'He tried to lose his life, and he might +have spared me that.' It is very ungallant in me to drift ashore a +disfigured corpse, very ungallant and very stupid; but it is all of a +piece, and surely a man cannot pay for a folly more dearly than with +his life." + +Thoughts crowded still more confusedly upon his bewildered brain as, +utterly exhausted, he sat bending forward, staring at the oars, which +he still clenched mechanically in his stiffened fingers, and the +reeling edge of the boat, which was now sharply relieved against the +grayish-black sky, and then buried a foot deep under the foaming crest +of a breaking wave. Then he saw all this only as a background, from +which her face appeared in perfect distinctness, no longer with the +mouth quivering with pain and the cold Medusa eyes, but transfigured by +a merry roguish smile, as it had always arisen before his memory from +the precious days of youth, and as he had seen it lately for one +moment. + +Suddenly an infinite sorrow seized upon him that he must give up life +without having lived, without being loved by her; the life which, if he +was only permitted to go on loving her, was an inexpressible happiness; +the life which did not belong to him, which he owed to her, and for +which, for her sake, he would struggle till his latest breath. + +The stiffened fingers again closed firmly around the handles of the +oars; the benumbed arms moved and parried with powerful strokes the +onset of the rushing waves; the wearied eyes gazed once more over the +foaming waters for some hope of deliverance, and a joyful shout escaped +his laboring breast when, as if summoned by some spell, a sail emerged +from the watery mist with which the air was filled. The next moment it +came shooting forward, a large vessel, with her larboard side so low in +the water, that Gotthold saw the whole keel from bow to stern, and +above the high bulwark nothing was visible except the head of the +steersman, whose snow-white hair fluttered in the wind, and the upper +part of the body of a young man on the bowsprit, who held a coil of +rope in his hand. And now, like a serpent, the line fell directly +across his boat. He seized it and wound it around him. Then came a +powerful jerk; his boat, filled almost to the water's edge, reeled to +and fro, and sank under his feet; but his hands were already clinging +to the side of the larger vessel; two strong arms seized him under the +shoulders, and the next moment he fell at the feet of Cousin Boslaf, +who held out his left hand to him, while with the right he turned his +helm by a powerful effort, to save his own boat from being swamped. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +The sea was still heaving after the thunder-storm of the afternoon, but +the sun had cast a trembling light over the dark waves before it set. +The stars now gradually appeared in the blackish-blue vault of the +heavens; Gotthold raised his eyes to them, and then gazed into the +quiet countenance of the old man, by whose side he was seated upon a +bench, sheltered by the thick walls of the beach-house. Through the +window beside them gleamed the light of the lamp, which, ever since +Cousin Boslaf had lived in the beach-house, had burned there night +after night, and would now continue to burn on, even after his eyes +were closed in death. It was for this object that he had taken the +journey to Sundin--the first since he returned from Sweden, sixty-five +years ago, and probably the last he would ever make in his life. It had +cost him an effort to give up his hermit habits for days, and mingle +with mankind once more. But it must be done; he dared not ask whether +the road would be hard or easy for him. So he had sailed away, +accompanied by young Carl Peters, the son of his old friend, and for +six long days presented himself at the Herr Praesident's every morning, +and was always sent away because the Herr Praesident was too busy to see +him, as the valet said, who finally roughly forbade him to come again, +just at the moment the former left his study, and, seeing the old man, +asked him kindly who he was, and what he wanted. Then Cousin Boslaf +told the friendly gentleman that his name was Bogislaf Wenhof, and he +had been very intimate with Malte von Krissowitz, whose portrait was +hanging on the wall, and who, if he was not mistaken, was the +Praesident's great-grandfather, and then told him his desire. Malte von +Krissowitz was one of the six young men who had officiated as judges +during the contest between Bogislaf and Adolf Wenhof; the Praesident, +when a very young man, had heard the famous story from his father, who +had it from his grandfather, to whom his great-grandfather had related +it; it seemed to him like a fairy tale that the hero of that story +should be still alive, and the very old man who was sitting on the sofa +beside him. He called his wife and daughter, introduced them to the old +man, and insisted that he should stay to dinner. Everybody was most +kind and friendly, and--what was most important--the Praesident, when he +bade him farewell, gave him his word of honor that the good cause for +which he pleaded should henceforth be his own. + +"Within a few days," said Cousin Boslaf, "a beacon will be erected here +before the house, on a high foundation of stone, whose light can be +seen a mile farther than that of my lamp. Carl Peters is appointed +keeper, and will live with me in the beach-house, which for the present +will serve as a watch-house, and after my death is to become the +property of the government. So this great care is removed from my mind. +I need say no longer, when I extinguish the lamp at daybreak: Will you +be able to light it again this evening?" + +The old man was silent; the Swedish banner flapped still more loudly +upon the roof of the beach-house; the waves broke more heavily upon the +rocky strand. Gotthold's eyes wandered with deep reverence over the +figure at his side, the tall form of the silver-haired old man of +ninety, whose heart still beat so warmly in his breast for all +mankind--for the poor sailors whom he did not know, and who did not +know him, of whom he knew nothing except that they were sailing yonder +in the night, invisible even to his keen eyes, and so long as they saw +the light kept away from the dangerous coast, as their fathers and +grandfathers had taught them to do. The old man who lived only for +others, whose whole existence was nothing but love for others, from +whom he neither asked nor expected love or gratitude, had to-day risked +his own life to save him, who scarcely desired to be saved, to whom +life seemed valueless because he loved and was not beloved in return. +What would the old man say to that? Would he, in the boundlessness of +his unselfish love, even be able to understand such a selfish, +egotistical passion? + +"That was my one anxiety," Cousin Boslaf began again; "the government +has relieved me of it; I have one other which no one can remove." + +"Does it concern her--Cecilia?" asked Gotthold with a beating heart. + +"Yes," said the old man, "it does concern her, Ulrica's +great-grandchild, who looks so like her ancestress, but is probably +even more unhappy. She should never have been allowed to marry the man, +if I had had my way; but they threw my advice to the winds; they have +always done so." + +A strange, terrible change had come over the old man. His tall form was +bent as if all strength had left it; his deep voice, so firm a few +moments before, quivered and trembled, when after a short pause, which +Gotthold did not venture to interrupt, he continued: + +"They have always done so. And so they have lost their fields, one +after another, and their forests, one after another, and become tenants +where they were once masters, and gone to ruin, one after another. I +have let it pass, been forced to let it pass, and always thought: Now +matters can't be worse--but the worst was still in store for me. They +were all reckless and frivolous; but none were wicked, not one, and +after all they were men who, if need be, could live honestly by the +labor of their hands. Now, now, even the old name will die out with me; +only one poor helpless woman is left, who has exchanged her name for +that of a man who is a good-for-nothing fellow like his forefathers; +the worthless wretch will drag her down to shame with him--her shame +and mine!" + +The old man's last words were scarcely audible; for he had buried his +wrinkled face in his knotty hands. Gotthold laid his hand on his knee. + +"How can you talk so, Cousin Boslaf!" said he, "how can you accuse +yourself of a misfortune you have been unable to prevent; you, who have +always been the good genius of the house!" + +"The good genius of the house--great God!" + +The old man started up and strode hastily to the shore, where he stood +with his face turned towards the sea; his white hair fluttered in the +wind; he raised his arms towards the dark waters, and then let them +fall again, muttering unintelligible words. Gotthold still kept by his +side; had the old man become childish, or had he gone mad? + +"What is the matter, Cousin Boslaf?" he asked. + +"Cousin Boslaf!" shrieked the old man, "ay, Cousin Boslaf! He called me +so, and she too, and all the rest with them and after them, my +children, and children's children!" + +"Cousin Boslaf!" + +"Always Cousin Boslaf! Yes, it is quite right, and will be placed on my +gravestone. I have sworn that no human being should ever hear the tale, +but I can bear it no longer. One man shall learn the crime we committed +against mankind, that he may forgive us our sin in the name of mankind. +I have always loved you, and to-day I saved your life, so you shall be +the man." + +He led Gotthold back to the bench. + +"You have probably heard of the contest I had with my Cousin Adolf +about Dollan?" + +"Yes," replied Gotthold, "and have thought of it all very recently as I +came to visit you, and in the depths of my heart praised the rare +magnanimity with which you resigned the rich estate and beloved maiden +to your cousin, after you learned that he was preferred by her. Emma +von Dahlitz, Ulrica's confidante, brought you this message the evening +before the decisive day; was it not so?" + +"Yes," said Cousin Boslaf, "only the message was false, and she who +brought it lied, out of love--as she afterwards wrote me on her +death--bed a few years after, when I was in Sweden--out of love for me, +whom she hoped to win herself. The unhappy girl had also confessed this +to Ulrica, who, like me, had believed her lies, and that I had mocked +and jeered at her, and said I would rather have a Lapland woman for my +wife. Well, I had wooed no Laplander; but the unfortunate maiden had +become Adolf's wife, and so, as Adolf's wife and the mother of two +children, I found her when I returned. A third child--also a boy--was +born a year after. The two older ones died in early youth; the third +lived and remained the only child, and this boy was--my son!" + +"Poor, poor man," murmured Gotthold. + +"Ay indeed, poor man!" said old Boslaf, "for who is poorer than a man +who cannot rejoice over his own child, dares not call his before all +the world, what is his if anything in the world is. I dared not. Ulrica +was proud; she would rather have died ten deaths than taken upon +herself the shame of the violation of her marriage vow; and I was +cowardly, cowardly out of love for her and him--my poor, good, +unsuspicious Adolf, whom from childhood I had loved like a brother, who +believed in me wholly and entirely, who would have asserted against the +whole world that I was his best, most faithful friend. So a few +terrible years passed away; Ulrica, exhausted by the fearful conflict +between duty and love she dared not acknowledge, died; holding her cold +hands, I was forced to swear that I would keep the secret. So I have +been and still remain Cousin Boslaf to my child and grandchildren. They +have given me a little higher place in their affections than an old +servant whom people will not dismiss, tiresome as he often is; they +have also let me talk when they were in a good humor; and if a child +was born, old Cousin Boslaf was allowed to sit at the lower end of the +table at the christening festival, or when one of them was borne to the +churchyard in Rammin he was suffered to ride in the last coach, if +there was a vacant seat. I have borne it all: bitternesses without +number or measure; I have believed that by humility, by love towards +others, I might atone for the crime I had committed against my own +flesh and blood; but the curse has not been removed from me: 'I have +never yet seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging their +bread.' I have been no righteous man; my seed will be forced to beg +their bread; I have grown so old only that I might live to see it." + +"Never, never!" exclaimed Gotthold starting up; "never!" + +"What will you do?" said the old man, "lend him money! What becomes of +the water you take in your hand? What becomes of the money loaned to a +gambler? I brought him one evening the savings of sixty years; it was +no inconsiderable sum, the farm-rent of my few fields and meadows at +interest and compound interest; the next morning he had not a shilling +of it left. You told me just now that you were a rich man, perhaps +you can give him more. He will take as much as he can get, and the +moment he can obtain no more, show you the door and forbid you his +house, as he did me. He knew very well I would not accuse him, that I +could not; I had not required a written proof that I had given my +great-granddaughter what I had." + +"And Cecilia?" + +"She is the true child of her ancestors; too proud to do anything but +shed secret tears over the misery which has come upon her. I know those +tears of old; they give the eyes which shed them at night upon lonely +pillows, the fixed sad expression with which she has looked at me, +whenever I have met her since--it has not been often. Where are you +going so fast?" + +Gotthold had started up. + +"I have been here a long time already--too long." + +"Is she expecting you, Gotthold?" + +The old man had laid his hand upon his shoulder; Gotthold noticed how +steadily the keen eyes rested upon him. + +"No," he said, "I do not think she is." + +"And it is better so," replied the old man. "It is enough for one to +experience what I have done. When, shall I see you again?" + +"I intended to go away early to-morrow morning, but I will come here +from Prora." + +"That's right; my child is unhappy enough now; the sooner you go the +better it will be." + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +"The better it will be," repeated Gotthold, as he strode through the +dark forest. For whom--for me? My fate is decided. For her? What is it +to her whether I come or go? For him? If he only wanted my money and +not me, why didn't he say so long ago? I have offered it to him often +enough--perhaps not plainly enough; I could not make up my mind to +speak more distinctly; it seemed like trying to buy the husband's +permission to remain near the wife. Why has he not wanted it? Doesn't +he believe in my sincerity? Is he too proud to take it from _me_? And +yet who should give to him more willingly than I? It is the only thing +I can do for her. Perhaps that is all they need to make them perfectly +happy; perhaps his love is of the kind that only thrives in the +sunlight of prosperity, and languishes sadly in the mists of care. We +will succor this feeble love. That will bring the roses back to her +cheeks, and she will laugh happily again as she used to do in the old +days. + +I play no very brilliant part in the family drama; but when was the +role of third person conspicuous or grateful? Poor, poor old man! What +must he not have suffered! What must he not suffer still! But he was +not guiltless, no, not guiltless! Only falsehood is sin, not truth. The +marriage bond between Adolf Wenhof and Ulrica von Dahlitz, as it was +brought about by a lie, was and remained a lie. She loved another, and +this other came; she saw that he loved her still as he had always loved +her; in an hour of intoxication, after so many years of torture, she +became his; she was his wife before her own conscience; she ought also +to have become so in the sight of man. It was a twofold, threefold, +thousandfold lie that she did not do so, that she did not break off the +old life and suffer a new one to begin that very hour! In consequence +of this lie, she, the proud, beautiful woman, sank into an early grave! +He has vainly sought through all these endless years to atone for his +crime--the crime of having thrust truth from his threshold and +permitted falsehood to cross it! Holy genius of mankind, thou who +livest in the light of truth, save me from the greatest of all sins; +save me from falsehood! + +A dark figure came hastily across the glade near the edge of the +forest, through which the path ran. When it approached a little nearer, +Gotthold recognized old Statthalter Moeller, who now raised both arms, +exclaiming: + +"Thank God, here you are! You've given us a fine fright!" + +"I? Whom? How?" + +"You, to be sure, you! And whom? All of us, up to our mistress, who is +perfectly beside herself! How? Well, that's a pretty question! When a +man rows out to sea in such a nutshell of a boat, with a horrible +thunderstorm rising, and that old blockhead of a Christian sees it, and +thinks: Well, I'm curious to see how he gets back; but isn't at all +curious, goes into the forest, and waits till the storm is over, and +then about half an hour ago sends his boy to say: the boat hasn't come +back yet, and may not some accident have happened to the gentleman? +Lord, there was a pretty piece of business then! And our mistress must +have been very much frightened, for she came running out at once, and +started us off. The mistress is not to be trifled with when she is in +earnest, kind as she is; and we all got frightened too, and some have +gone down to Ralow, thinking you might have been driven in there; and +some to Neuhof, and I was just going to the beach-house to ask the old +gentleman, who has probably come back to-day, what we should do next. +The mistress wanted to go herself, but I wouldn't let her." + +"Where is the mistress?" + +"She is probably still in the field," said Moeller, pointing to the +left; "I have just left her." + +"And how long have the others been gone?" + +"As long as I have; if I hurry, I shall probably overtake them." + +Statthalter Moeller struck into the forest on the right, shouting the +names of the laborers, while Gotthold hastily walked on by the path, +which in a few moments brought him to the edge of the forest, where an +old beech-tree stood alone in the open field, upon which the moon shed +a dim, fitful light through the rifts in the heavy black clouds. It was +the rye-field, which they had been reaping that day. A loaded wagon was +just starting, and men were still working around a few others, but, as +it seemed to Gotthold, rather lazily; he heard the voices of the men +raised in eager conversation, and saw that they were standing in little +groups between the sheaves, several rows of which extended along the +edge of the forest. The thought that such important work had been +interrupted or carried on less zealously on his account was unpleasant +to Gotthold, and he hurried towards the workmen. He had not perceived +Cecilia, although he could see the whole field with tolerable +distinctness; she had probably gone back to the house again. + +But as he approached the beech-tree, a white figure which had been +sitting with its face buried in its hands, and was now startled by his +hasty steps, rose from the circular bench that surrounded the huge +trunk. + +"In Heaven's name, Moeller, have you returned already? Is he--" + +"It is I myself; Cecilia, dear, dearest Cecilia!" + +"Gotthold!" + +She had thrown herself into his arms; he held the pliant figure which +clung closer and closer to him in an ardent embrace; her soft lips +quivered against his in a long, tremulous, passionate kiss. + +"Is that you?" said Carl Brandow's voice suddenly, close beside them. + +It seemed as if he had sprung from the earth; doubtless the sheaves, +the last of which stood partly under the ends of the drooping boughs of +the beech-tree, had concealed his approach, but in the shadow of its +foliage probably nothing but Cecilia's light dress had been visible to +the new-comer. Yet, in Gotthold's sensitive mood, the man's loud laugh +had a horrible sound, and his clear voice a disagreeably shrill tone +never heard before, as, flourishing his riding-whip in the air, +according to his custom, he cried: "I have heard all; I always say: +Don't turn your back, something always happens which wouldn't have +occurred otherwise. I shouldn't have let you go on such a wild-goose +chase, any more than I would have commenced reaping at the end next the +barn. What will become of this stuff if it should begin to rain again, +as there is every appearance of its doing, and rain all day to-morrow? +In that case we can take it to the manure heap, instead of the barn; +nobody will come here with a wagon for a week, and it will have +sprouted long before then." + +"It isn't so bad after all, sir," said Statthalter Moeller, who had just +come up with the men he had overtaken in the forest. "We haven't any +more room in the barn; we'll put up a cover here, and then it will be +all right." + +"Of course, you always know better than I!" exclaimed Brandow. + +"I wanted to begin by the barn; but Hinrich Scheel wouldn't allow it, +and said you yourself--" + +"Oh! of course I did it myself; I'm always to blame when you idiots +have done anything stupid!" + +It was not the first time that Gotthold had heard Carl Brandow scold +his workmen in this way; but never had the cause been so frivolous, and +the wrong so clearly on his own side. Gotthold had himself heard him, +as he rode away that morning, call to Hinrich Scheel that they were to +begin the reaping at the upper end of the field by the forest. Was he +drunk? Had he seen more than he wished to have known? Did he want to +wreak his jealous fury on the innocent workmen? Or was this merely the +preamble, and a test to see whether, in the explanation which must take +place immediately, he would adopt the tone of an injured, insulted man? + +Gotthold did not fear this explanation; his only dread was that it +might take place in Cecilia's presence. He wished his loved one to be +away, and moreover he felt the necessity of hearing one word from her +to assure him that all this was no confused dream, but reality; that in +the kiss which still trembled on his lips she had given herself to him, +that he might venture to act, decide for her. + +But the fear of provoking an outbreak from Brandow made him timid and +awkward; she shrank away, actuated by the same feeling; and he did not +succeed in carrying out his intention on the way home. Brandow walked +between them; he was obliged to relate his adventure, and Brandow +railed at Cousin Boslaf, who was always everywhere, from whom one +wasn't safe even when on the water, and who had undoubtedly arranged +the whole scene, including the thunder-storm and all its appurtenances, +in order to be able to save something again. Under other circumstances +Gotthold would not have allowed such sarcasms, which Brandow +accompanied with sneering laughter, to pass unanswered; but now he must +be suffered to say what he chose. Then the latter clapped him on the +shoulder, crying: "No offence, Gotthold; but I can't bear the old +sneak, and have my own reasons for it. Either a man is master of his +house, or he isn't; to have a third party, who is always interfering +everywhere, and of course always thinks he knows best, would not do, at +least not for me. As we used to say at school, 'One king, one ruler!' +You probably remember the Greek words too; I, poor devil, am glad I +happened to keep the German ones." + +They reached the house. Gotthold could not shake off Brandow, who +detained him before the door in conversation about some agricultural +matter, while Cecilia entered. Hinrich Scheel came up and complained of +the Statthalter, who had ordered even the carriage-horses to be +harnessed to the wagons. Brandow flew into a furious passion; Gotthold +murmured something about being obliged to change his clothes, and +slipped into the house. But he found no one in the sitting-room except +pretty Rieke, who was setting the tea-table, and looked roguishly at +him out of the corners of her eyes while he glanced over the newspaper +which lay on the table before the sofa. The girl went out, but came +back immediately, and pretended to be doing something in the closet; +she evidently intended to remain in the room. Gotthold now went up to +his chamber, and changed his clothes, which had been only partially +dried in the beach-house. As he performed the task, his trembling hands +almost refused to obey his bidding. Was it the fever of impatience +before the final decision, or was it actual sickness, brought on by +over-exertion during the storm? "Don't be sick now," he murmured; "now +of all times! Now, when you no longer belong to yourself, when you owe +your life, your every breath, your every drop of blood to her!" + +Brandow's voice echoed from the lower floor in loud, angry tones. Was +he talking to Cecilia? Had the rage, perhaps repressed with difficulty +till now, burst forth? Was the drama to be played before the servants? + +In the twinkling of an eye Gotthold had left his room, crossed the long +dark entry, and gone down-stairs. But fortunately his fear had been +groundless. Cecilia had sent word that she felt tired, and should not +come to supper. Then why couldn't they have set the table in his room +on the other side of the hall, where they would be undisturbed and +disturb no one? Would Rieke never have any sense? Rieke answered +pertly, as she reluctantly obeyed the command, that she wished other +people's sense was as good as hers; who was to know what to do when one +order was given one minute, and another the next! Brandow told her to +be silent. The girl laughed scornfully: Oh! of course it was very +convenient to forbid people to open their mouths, but it wouldn't do in +the long run, and if she wanted to speak she would speak, and then +other people would have to hold their tongues. + +"Leave the room," shouted Brandow furiously. + +The girl answered with a still more impudent laugh, and then left the +apartment, banging the door after her. + +"That's what one gets for being too indulgent," cried Brandow, +swallowing at a single gulp a glass of wine which he had poured out +with an unsteady hand. + +He cast a sly glance at Gotthold, who looked him steadily in the face. +What did this scene mean? What could the girl tell, if she chose to +speak? Had she claims upon her master which he was obliged to +acknowledge? Had a weapon unexpectedly fallen into his hands which +might be of use to him in this hour? An ignoble weapon indeed; but +perhaps not too much so for a conflict with a man who, while the +husband of such a wife, did not disdain the servant. + +Yet Gotthold said to himself that he would not begin the quarrel, but, +if possible, defer it until he had come to some understanding with +Cecilia about the next step to be taken. And it seemed possible; nay, +Gotthold soon became doubtful whether Brandow at most had anything more +than a vague suspicion, to which he either could not or dared not give +expression. Perhaps he wished to increase his courage by drink, for he +now drained glass after glass, and brought one bottle of old wine after +another from his sleeping-room; perhaps he wanted to give vent to his +powerless anger, in some degree at least, when he railed at Cousin +Boslaf, the old sneak who had perfectly disgusted him with life by his +perpetual interference, until he at last forbade him the house; and +then spoke once more of his miserable circumstances, as he called them, +for which, however, he was less to blame than some other people. + +"True," he exclaimed, "I have spent more on my journeys than tailors +and glove-makers do; I have lived in a manner befitting a gentleman, +but the principal cause of my disgraceful situation is my marriage. Of +course you look incredulous; you would like, as an old ally of the +Wenhofs, to contradict me; it would be useless; I know too well how all +this has come about. I will say nothing about the noble Curt--the few +college debts I was obliged to pay for him were a mere bagatelle; but +the old man, who was by no means so old as not to have a damned good +relish for the pleasant things of this world--the old man was not a +particularly desirable father-in-law. I even had to pay for the wedding +outfit, but--good heavens--at such a time a man would bring the stars +from the sky to adorn his beloved; so I wouldn't have minded advancing +the money for the few trinkets and other things, if that had been the +end of it. But unfortunately that was not the case. I gave my +father-in-law ten thousand thalers in cash during the two years he +lived, and was obliged to pay at least as much in debts after his +death. That's a pretty good bit of money, _mon cher_, when a man has no +more than enough for himself; and so my beautiful Dahlitz went to the +devil, and I was glad to be able to creep into Dollan for shelter, and +some day Dollan will go to the devil too; for a man can't keep the best +farm in the world nowadays, unless he has property of his own, and the +prudent Brothers of the Convent of St. Jurgen have kept me as short as +my father-in-law, who could never get the better of them. But what am I +thinking of, to be entertaining such a distinguished gentleman with +this rubbish! You can't help me, and if you could, a man doesn't allow +himself to be helped by his good friends--he applies to his good +enemies." + +Brandow laughed loudly, and starting up, paced hastily up and down the +room with an agitated air, and at last stopped before the closet +containing his weapons, pulled a pistol from its nail, cocked it, and +turning towards Gotthold, cried: + +"Only, unfortunately, the good friends are often the same as the good +enemies, so that one can't separate them. Don't you think so!" + +"It may happen so," said Gotthold quietly; "but you would do better to +hang up the pistol again; your hand is too unsteady for such tricks +to-night; some accident might occur." + +Gotthold was determined not to enter upon an explanation with the +half-intoxicated man this evening, under any circumstances; and equally +determined not to yield to his threats, if this was intended for one, +and permit the ransom money to be extorted, which he must pay if he +wished to leave the place without any further difficulty. + +The expression of calm decision upon the grave countenance of his guest +had not escaped Brandow; he let the half-raised weapon fall, laid it +aside, came back to the table, threw himself into his chair, and said: + +"You are right! Some accident might happen; but no one would care, and, +after all, it would only be consistent if I should put a bullet through +my brain. You are a lucky fellow. You have been obliged to work from +your early youth, and so have learned a great deal; now a great +fortune, more than you can use, comes to you without the least trouble. +I have never worked, have learned nothing, and I lose a property +without which I am nothing, less than nothing: the jest of all who have +known me, a scarecrow to the gay birds I have hitherto equalled or +excelled, and who now leave the poor plucked crow to his fate. Death +and the devil!" + +He dashed his glass down upon the table so violently that it broke. + +"Oh, pshaw! the matter is not worth getting into a passion about. +Everything must have an end, and however they may jeer at me, nobody +can say I have not enjoyed life. I have drunk the best wine, ridden the +fastest horses, and kissed the prettiest women. You are a connoisseur +too, Gotthold; you have done just the same in your quiet way, of +course. Yes, you were always a sly-boots, and I had a cursed respect +for your cunning, even in our school-days. Well, no offence; I am not +very stupid, and clever people, like you and me, always get along +together; it's only dunces who quarrel--dunces, silly boys, as we were +then. Do you remember? Tierce, quart, quart, tierce! Ha! ha! ha! That +wouldn't suit us now. Touch glasses, old boy, and drink! Drink to good +fellowship!" + +And he held out his brimming glass. + +"My glass is empty," said Gotthold; "and so is the bottle. Let us go to +bed; we have drunk more than enough." + +He left the room before Brandow, who was staring at him with eyeballs +starting from his head, could reply. + +As the door closed behind him, Brandow made a spring like that of a +wild beast after its prey, and then paused in the middle of the room, +showing his white teeth, and shaking his clenched fists at the door. + +"Cursed scoundrel! I'll have your blood, drop by drop; but first I'll +have your money!" + +His uplifted arms fell; he tottered to the table, and sat there +supporting his burning head in his hands, gnawing his lips with his +sharp teeth till the blood sprang through the skin, mentally heaping +crime upon crime, but none would lead him to his goal. Suddenly he +started up and a hoarse laugh burst forth. So it should be! She, she +herself must ask him, and that was the way to force her to do so! +Vengeance, full vengeance, and no danger, except that the servant might +chatter! She had already threatened to do so several times, and to-day +had been more impudent than ever; but all must be accomplished +to-morrow, and to-night was available for many things. + +That night--he did not know how late it was, for he had lain there +fully dressed, with throbbing temples, awake, and yet as if in some +wild dream, falling from the heights of more than earthly bliss into +the depths of helpless anxiety and dread--that very night Gotthold +heard above the rustling of the foliage before his window, and the +plashing of the rain against the panes, a sound which made him start +from his bed, and, holding his breath, listen intently. The noise was +like a scream, a woman's scream, and could only have come from the +chamber below him, where Cecilia slept alone with her child. He reached +the window at a single bound. The wind and rain beat into his face, but +above the wind and rain he distinctly heard Brandow's voice, now louder +and now lower, as a man speaks who is carried away by passion, and then +violently forces himself to be calm. At intervals he thought he +distinguished her voice; but perhaps it was only his fancy, excited to +madness, which filled the pauses in which he did not hear the voice of +the man he hated. A conjugal scene in the chamber of the wife, who +cannot, must not lock her door; who must hear the wild words of the +furious drunken husband, and has nothing to oppose to his fury save her +tears! + +"And she bears it, must bear it! Must wring her hands helplessly! This +is bitterer than death!" 'murmured Gotthold. "Why didn't I speak? All +might now have been decided! Is not keeping silence when one ought to +speak also a lie, a cruel, horrible lie, and must falsehood be spoken +by the good as well as the bad? To-morrow, if to-morrow were only here, +if such a night can have a morrow." + +He threw himself on his bed, moaning and sobbing, and buried his head +in the pillows, then started up again. Was not that a step moving +slowly and cautiously over the floor? Was any one coming to him with a +murderous weapon? Thank God! + +Gotthold sprang to the door and tore it open. Everything was +silent--silent and dark. The stairs from below led directly up the +middle of the entry, between the two gables; the cautious step he had +heard was not on his side, and had undoubtedly gone towards the other, +where, opposite to his room, were two smaller chambers, one of which, +on the left, stood empty, and the other was occupied by pretty Rieke; +for a faint light, which was quickly extinguished, now gleamed through +a crack in the door of the right-hand room, and through the deep +stillness came a laugh, instantly hushed, as if a hand had been +suddenly placed over the laughing lips. + +Gotthold shut the door; he wished to see and hear no more. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +A gray dreary morning followed the dark rainy night. Endless masses +of vapor, now and then piled into thick clouds, rolled in from the +sea,--masses so deep that they almost covered the lofty tops of the +poplars, which now bent before the rude wind over the drenched straw +roofs of the barns, and then rebounded defiantly, shaking their +branches indignantly. + +Gotthold stood at the window of the sitting room, gazing gloomily at +the dreary scene. He had slept an hour towards morning, almost against +his will; but anxiety for what might be coming weighed upon his soul +more heavily than physical exhaustion upon his body. Terrible as the +night had been, stars of hope ever and anon had sparkled cheeringly +through the darkness; now it seemed as if this dreary day had only +dawned to say: This solitary, hideous drifting is life, reality; what +have I to do with your dreams? As he came down the staircase, he had +seen almost with an emotion of horror that preparations for the +reception of guests were being made in the large hall looking out upon +the garden, which was generally unused; the clattering of pots and +pans, and the loud voices of maid-servants came from the kitchen at the +end of the long hall; and a groom was just pushing from the stable the +carriage which was to bring the guests from Prora. Everything was going +on as usual, as if to-day would be like yesterday, and to-morrow like +to day; as if nothing could happen which would make the old world young +again as it was on the first day that dawned on Paradise. And yet, and +yet, it surely was no dream; it had certainly happened. It could not +blow away like formless mist! It must assume some shape, emerge from +the chaos, perhaps be worked out by a hot conflict; it was all the +same! Only it could not be lost! + +But this dreary inactive waiting was terrible! She must know that he +had been standing here half an hour already, waiting for her, for one +word from her lips, even one look, to say to him: I am yours, as you +are mine; trust me as I trust you. Why did she not come? The moment was +more favorable than any which might occur again all day. Brandow had +just crossed the courtyard to the stables, as he did every morning; the +breakfast was on the table; they had always spent half an hour together +at this time undisturbed--and to-day, to-day she must needs leave him +alone! + +A boundless impatience took possession of him; he paced up and down the +room, glancing every moment towards the door through which that other +had come and gone last night, and which was closed upon him, listening +with straining ears that he might distinguish some sound, but heard +nothing except the sleepy buzzing of a fly; even the house clock in the +tall old-fashioned wooden case did not tick to-day; the hands had +stopped during the night. + +He pressed his hands to his beating temples; it seemed as if he should +go mad if this torture did not cease, and then a thought occurred to +him more terrible than all the rest. Was she afraid of him? Did shame +withhold her from appearing before the eyes of him against whose heart +her own had throbbed yesterday, whose kiss she had received and +answered? No, no, a thousand times no! Whatever kept her from him, it +was not that, not that! It was a crime against her proud nature even to +think it! She might die, but not live to be dishonorable. Perhaps she +was ill, very ill, helpless, alone--ah! that was Gretchen's voice: +"Mamma, I want to go with you; I want to go with you to Uncle Gotthold. +I want to bid Uncle Gotthold 'good morning!'" and then low soothing +tones, then the door opened and she entered. + +Gotthold rushed toward her, but only a few steps. She had raised both +hands with a gesture of the most imploring entreaty, and the most +imploring entreaty looked forth from the large tearful eyes, and pure +pale face. So she approached, so she stood before him, and then almost +inaudible words fell from her quivering lips. + +"Will you forgive me, Gotthold!" + +He could not answer; gesture, expression, words--all told him that his +haunting fear had become reality; that in one way or another all was +lost. + +A fierce anguish overpowered him, and then anger arose in his heart; he +laughed aloud! + +"So this is all the courage you have!" + +Her arms fell, her lips closed, her features quivered convulsively, and +her whole frame trembled. + +"No, Gotthold, not all. But I thank you for being angry; or it might +have been impossible for me to perform my task. No, don't look at me +so; don't look at me so. Laugh as you laughed just now! What can a man +do but laugh, when a woman by whom he believes himself beloved comes +and says--" + +"You need not," cried Gotthold; "you need not; a man does not +comprehend such things, but he feels them without words." + +He turned towards the door. + +"Gotthold!" + +There was despair in the tone; the young man's hand fell from the +latch. + +"Can it be, Cecilia? I have frightened you by my vehemence; but it +shall not happen again. Only say one word--tell me you love me, and I +will bear all; everything else is a matter of indifference to me; we +must and shall see some way of escape; but you cannot let me go so, not +so, I implore you!" + +But he searched her face for some token of assent in vain. Her features +seemed set in a horrible smile. + +"No," she said, "not so: not before you have promised that you will +save my husband, whom I love and honor; from whom I cannot, will not +part." + +She uttered the words slowly, in a monotonous tone, like something +learned by rote, and now paused like a scholar who has forgotten her +lesson. + +"What does this farce mean?" said Gotthold. + +The door of the sleeping-room opened, Gretchen put her curly head in, +and then came bounding towards her mother. Cecilia clasped the child +passionately in her arms, and hastily continued, while a feverish +flush replaced her former death-like pallor: "Save him from the +bankruptcy into which he will fall, if you do not help him. The matter +concerns--concerns--" + +She released Gretchen, and pressed both hands upon her brow. + +"Mamma, mamma," screamed the little one, beginning to cry aloud, as +Gotthold supported the tottering figure to the nearest chair. + +"What is the matter with my wife?" asked Brandow. + +Gotthold had not heard him enter. At the first sound of his voice +Cecilia raised herself from his arms, and stood erect between the two +men, without support, clasping the child to her heart, pale as death, +but with an expression of sorrowful resolution; and there was a +strange, unvarying firmness in the tone of her voice, as, fixing her +eyes upon her husband, she said: + +"He knows, and will do it." + +And then turning to Gotthold: + +"You will do it for the sake of our old friendship, Gotthold, will you +not? And farewell, Gotthold; we shall not see each other again." + +She held out an icy hand to him, took Gretchen in her arms, and left +the room without looking back, while the child stretched out its little +hands over her shoulder, calling, "Bring me something pretty to-day, +uncle Gotthold. Do you hear, uncle Gotthold?" + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + +"If women only wouldn't take everything tragically," said Brandow; +"it's really a pity. First she proposed it herself, and now--but we +mustn't expect the dear creatures to be consistent." + +"And what do you require of me?" asked Gotthold. + +He had seated himself at the table, while Brandow strode restlessly up +and down the room, pretending to busy himself in doing first one thing +and then another. + +"Require! How you talk! Require! If I had had anything to require of +you I shouldn't have been silent so long; but I think my wife has told +you all, or did she--" + +"She has told me everything except the amount." + +"Except the amount? Capital! capital!--so exactly like a woman! Except +the amount! Of course there's no occasion to lay any stress upon such +secondary considerations." + +And Brandow essayed a laugh which sounded rather hoarse. + +"Short and good." + +"Short, for aught I care, and good. Well, I hope you'll take it so. I +want twenty-five thousand thalers." + +"When?" + +"That's the devil of it. Ten thousand, which I owe the trustees of the +convent for arrears of rent, are to be paid to-morrow to the convent +treasurer at Sundin; but Sellien, if he comes to-day, would take the +money back with him; of course, however, that is only a favor on his +part, and would be a convenience on mine--there's no obligation; so +to-morrow morning will be time enough for that. The rest--I mean the +fifteen thousand--is a debt of honor, which must be paid this evening, +if I don't wish to lose Brownlock and my wheat harvest, which I +pledged. Between ourselves, they really had designs only upon +Brownlock. They, that is, the two Plueggens and Redebas, who fairly +pressed me for the money, and then fixed to-day as the last limit of +time for payment, because they knew what a strait I am in about my +arrears of rent, and hoped, under any circumstances, I should be unable +to pay, and then they would have Brownlock. The sneaks, the swindlers! +Brownlock, that is worth twice as much as the whole amount--Brownlock, +a horse on which I already have fifteen thousand in my betting-book, +and which will bring me in thirty thousand as sure as my name is Carl +Brandow." + +He acted as if he had talked himself into a rage, and lashed the air +and the tops of his boots with his riding-whip, while his crafty eyes +rested steadily upon Gotthold, who still sat motionless at the table, +resting his head on his hand. + +"And I am to procure the money for you? How did you arrange that?" + +"My plan was something of this kind: my wife told me you wished to +leave us to-day; of course I am prodigiously sorry; but you have your +reasons, which I respect, although I don't know them; and you will +perhaps make use of the carriage I am just going to send to Prora for +the Selliens. I'll let Hinrich Scheel, on whom I can depend implicitly, +go with you; and Hinrich could then bring back the fifteen thousand +with which I must feed my dear guests. You need not pay the money at +all; that blameless usurer, your worthy Wollnow, might not count it +out. The ten thousand for Sellien can remain there: he can take it +himself to-morrow morning, when he will be obliged to pass through +Prora again. Just write me a line, or even tell Hinrich that the money +will be ready for him at Wollnow's on receipt of my order. Then he +could leave the acquittance here, or give it to Wollnow, from whom I +can get it whenever I have an opportunity, and the affair is settled." + +"And suppose Wollnow won't give me the money?" + +"Won't give it to you? Why, you have fifty thousand in his business." + +"Not a groschen more than ten." + +"But Semmel assured me--" + +"Semmel is mistaken." + +Brandow had paused, with his riding-whip uplifted. Was the man trying +to drive a bargain? A paltry ten thousand? Did he expect to get off +with that? + +A scornful smile flitted over his sharp face, which was unusually pale +to-day, and the riding-whip whizzed through the air. + +"Oh, pshaw, you have credit for fifty thousand. Credit is money, as +nobody knows better than I, who have lived on it so long. But do as you +choose! I don't plead for myself--I'm made of hard wood, and shall +survive the storm. I am sorry for poor Cecilia, though. She reckoned so +confidently upon your friendship; persuaded me so urgently to confide +in you." + +Gotthold had been compelled to exert all his strength in order to +control himself during this horrible scene, and not show his antagonist +how terribly he was suffering. Suddenly a mist crept over his eyes, a +roaring sound was in his ears, it seemed as if he was lying on the +ground, and Brandow, who stood over him, was just raising his arm for a +second blow. Then, with a violent effort, he shook off the faintness +that threatened to overpower him, and said, rising: + +"That is right. Cecilia shall not have reckoned upon my friendship in +vain; take care that you don't make a mistake yourself." + +Brandow had involuntarily recoiled a few paces, startled by Gotthold's +ghastly face. He tried to answer with a jest to the effect that he was +not in the habit of being mistaken where his debts were concerned; but +Gotthold cut short the sentence with a contemptuous "Enough!" and left +the room to pack his clothes. + +Fifteen minutes after, the carriage driven by Hinrich Scheel rolled +away through the misty morning across the moor, on the way to Prora. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + + +Coffee had just been served in Frau Wollnow's pleasant little balcony +room in the second story. The gentlemen had gone down-stairs to smoke a +cigar in the office, but the ladies were still sitting at the table, +from which the pretty young servant-girl was removing the dishes. The +three children, who could not become accustomed to the altered +arrangements of the household--coffee was generally served in the +sitting-room below--romped noisily around, to Frau Wollnow's great +amusement, while Alma Sellien smoothed a frown of displeasure from her +white forehead with her soft dainty hand. + +"Couldn't you send the children away now?" + +"The children!" said Frau Wollnow, casting an astonished glance from +her round brown eyes at her brown-eyed darlings. + +"I'm always a little nervous in the morning; and to-day must be doubly +cautious, as I have a country excursion in prospect." + +"Pardon me, dear Alma; I forgot you were not accustomed to the +noise. It is not always so bad; but since Stine left me day before +yesterday--dear me, I can't blame her; the good old thing wants to get +married, and to a young man who might almost be her son, so she +certainly has no time to lose. She has gone back to her parents. The +wedding will take place in a fortnight. It was hard enough for her to +leave the children--" + +"You were going to send the children away, dear!" + +The children were sent away. Alma Sellien leaned back in the corner of +the sofa exhausted, and said, closing her soft blue eyes as it half +asleep: "I am sure this will be another disappointment." + +"What, dear Alma?" asked Frau Wollnow, whose thoughts were still with +her children. + +"My husband is so terribly enthusiastic about him; he's always +enthusiastic about men I afterwards think horrible." + +"You will be mistaken this time," cried Frau Wollnow, who, engrossed in +this interesting subject, even failed to hear her youngest child crying +upon the stairs; "your husband has said too little rather than too +much. He is not only a handsome man--which, for my part, I consider of +very little consequence--tall, and of an extremely elegant, graceful +bearing, which harmonizes most admirably with the gentle, yet resolute +expression of his features, the mild, yet steady gaze of his large +deep-blue eyes, and even the soft, but sonorous tone of his voice." + +"You are surely turning poetess," said Alma. + +Ottilie Wollnow blushed to the roots of the curly bluish-black hair on +her temples. + +"I don't deny that I am very, very--" + +"Much in love with him," said Alma, completing the sentence. + +"Why yes, if you choose to say so; that is, as I love everything good +and beautiful." + +"An excellent theory, which I profess myself, only unfortunately in +practice we must always be withheld by the opposition of our husbands. +Yours did not seem to be quite so much delighted with your protege." + +"My good Emil!" said Frau Wollnow, "we don't agree in a great many +things, and, dear me, it is certainly no wonder; he has been obliged to +work so hard all his life, that it has made him a little grave and +pedantic; but he is a thoroughly good man, and in this case you are +entirely mistaken; at heart he is even more interested in Gotthold than +I, or, if that is saying too much, quite as much so." + +"It did not seem so." + +"But it was only seeming. He is afraid of compromising his dignity if +he talks as he really feels. I have found that all people who have had +a sorrowful youth are so. Even the heart, so to speak, needs to have +had its dancing lessons, and when it has had none, when it has always +been compelled to beat under the pressure of straitened, gloomy +surroundings, as in my poor Emil's case, people never overcome it all +their lives. But what I was going to say is, that this time there is a +special reason for it. My good Emil certainly never told even me--dear, +kind man, as if I would have taken it amiss--that thirty or thirty-five +years ago he was once very deeply in love with Gotthold's mother, when +they lived in the same house in Stettin--it is a long and very romantic +story." + +"Oh! oh!" said Alma, "who would ever have given your husband credit for +that?" + +"Why," cried Ottilie, "you are entirely mistaken in Emil; his nature +has a freshness, a power, a youthful fire--" + +"How happy you are!" said Alma with a faint sigh. + +"I hope you are no less so; but I wanted to explain why Emil always +becomes so quiet when the conversation turns upon Gotthold. That is the +reason of it, and then he has taken it into his head that this visit to +the Brandows must turn out unlucky for him--Gotthold. You know Gotthold +used to be in love with Cecilia; nay, between ourselves, I am sure he +loves her still. But now, tell me yourself: can you see any great +misfortune in that?" + +"Not at all; I only think it rather improbable; you know I have never +been able to share your enthusiasm about Cecilia, and don't see why all +the men are to be in love with her. Her husband evidently isn't; at +least I know a lady to whom he devotes himself whenever he meets her, +in a way that proves his heart is not very strongly engaged in any +other quarter." + +"If he has one. Forgive me, dear Alma, you are a prudent woman, and I +am sure you love your husband; but Brandow is really an extremely +dangerous man. Possessed of the most attractive manners, when he +chooses to adopt them; always lively and humorous, even witty, yet +sensible when the occasion requires him to be so; and moreover bold, +fearless, an acknowledged master of all chivalrous arts--and such +things always impose upon us women--in a word, a dangerous man. Good +Heavens, would it have been possible, under any other circumstances, to +understand how the aristocratic, poetic Cecilia could have fallen in +love with him! But what does all this avail without true love, and I do +not believe Carl Brandow is capable of the feeling. Now let a man such +as I have described Gotthold to be, enter the home of such a couple,--a +man, moreover, who has scarcely conquered a boyish love for the +wife,--indeed, if one reflects upon it, one can hardly blame my +husband: such passionate natures, and in the loneliness of country +life,--it really seems as if scales had fallen from my eyes. And +Gotthold has not written a word all this week! Still waters run deep, +but may not deep waters perhaps be still? And I have actually been the +cause of it by my unlucky mania for pictures!" + +"I think I can set your mind at rest, so far as that goes," said Alma. +"I have found that men always have some reason for doing what they +wish; if it isn't one thing, it's another. And then this evening, or +to-morrow morning at latest, if we spend the night at Dollan, I can +bring you the very latest and most exact news about all these +interesting complications. I only fear they will prove less interesting +than you expect." + +"Lucky Alma!" said Ottilie sighing; "how much I should like to go with +you. But my husband would never allow it." + +"'Allow' is a word a husband should never be permitted to use to his +wife," said Alma, as she slipped her wedding-ring up and down her +slender finger. + +The conversation between the two ladies was interrupted by Assessor +Sellien, who hastily entered the room. + +"Why," said his wife, "have you come back already? Is the carriage +here? I haven't put on my travelling-dress yet." + +"The carriage is not here," said the Assessor as he seated himself +between the two ladies, and raised his wife's hand, which hung loosely +over the back of the sofa, to his lips; "I only came to ask whether you +would not prefer to stay here." + +"Stay here!" said Alma, hastily starting from her lounging attitude in +the sofa corner. "What has got into your head, Hugo?" + +"You have one of your headaches, dear child, and a very bad one; I +noticed it some time ago." + +"You are entirely mistaken, dear Hugo; I feel unusually well this +morning." + +"And this terrible weather," said the Assessor, looking thoughtfully +through the open door that led to the balcony; "there, it is raining +again; I don't understand how ladies can expose themselves so." + +He rose and shut the door. + +"Brandow will send a close carriage in any case," said Alma. + +"So much the worse," cried the Assessor. "You could not endure an hour +in a close carriage, poor child. And then those terrible roads--I know +them! To cross Dollan moor after it has rained all night--it's actually +dangerous." + +"I will not expose you to the danger all alone," said Alma smiling. + +"That is very different, dear child. Men must follow wherever duty +calls." + +"And the prospect of a good dinner--" + +"In a word, dear Alma, you would do me a favor if you would stay here." + +"I have not the least inclination to do you this favor, dear Hugo, and +now what else is there, if I may ask?" + +The Assessor had risen and walked up and down the room. + +"Well, then," he said pausing, "you know how unwilling I am to deny you +anything; but this time I really cannot allow you to go." + +Alma looked at her husband in astonishment; Ottilie, who could no +longer control herself, burst into a merry laugh, exclaiming: + +"'Allow' is a word a husband should never be permitted to use to his +wife." + +"Perhaps the word is not exactly suitable," said the Assessor; "but it +does not alter the fact. And the fact is, that your husband has just +given me certain information, which makes Alma's accompanying me this +time appear not only undesirable, but even impossible. And your +husband, my dear lady, is entirely of my opinion." + +"But Emil's solicitude carries him entirely too far," cried Frau +Wollnow angrily; "poor Cecilia has not deserved this. That is attacking +a woman's reputation, not only unnecessarily, but without the slightest +reason. If people are so excessively strict, they will be obliged to +give up all society." + +"I don't understand you, dear madam," said the Assessor, "at least I do +not know what connection Frau Brandow's reputation could have with this +very disagreeable affair." + +"Then I don't understand you," replied Ottilie. + +"It will be best," answered Sellien, "in order to avoid further +misunderstandings, to tell the ladies plainly what the point in +question really is. True, Herr Wollnow charged me to be cautious; but +the flattering obstinacy with which my wife rejects my timid attempts +to induce her to stay here, compels me to withdraw from my diplomatic +position. Herr Wollnow has just informed me that my confident +expectation that Brandow would have the ten thousand thalers ready, +which I was to receive from him to-day, is all an illusion. To be sure, +Brandow wrote me about a fortnight ago, and made no secret of his +embarrassments; but he's such a clever fellow, and has always helped +himself out of his scrapes when the pinch came; at any rate, he made no +answer to my encouraging letter, and as I said before, I supposed he +would not let me come for nothing, but on the contrary have everything +ready. Now, however, I hear from your husband that matters are very +different, in fact quite desperate. Brandow's credit is entirely +exhausted. Herr Wollnow says that nobody could be found on the whole +island who would lend him a thaler, since the two Plueggens and Redebas, +who have kept his head above water so long, declared yesterday in +Wollnow's counting-room that their patience was exhausted, and he would +not get another shilling from them. Instead of that, they were to get +something from him, that is, they were to receive a very large sum +within a few days. They mentioned fifteen thousand thalers; but Herr +Wollnow thinks there was probably a little exaggeration about it. But +even if this was the whole amount of Brandow's indebtedness--which is +undoubtedly not the case--he is still a lost man. The convent +confidently expects that Brandow will pay his two years' rent +to-morrow. If he does not, it will certainly make use of its right, and +proceed to expel him from Dollan, and then Brandow will be as +thoroughly and completely ruined as a man can be." + +"Poor Cecilia! Poor, poor Cecilia!" cried Frau Wollnow, bursting into +tears. + +"I am sorry for her," said the Assessor, playing with his long nails. +"But what can be done?" + +"Emil must help them!" exclaimed Frau Wollnow, removing her +handkerchief from her face a moment. + +"He will beware of that, as he said just now; it is pouring water into +the Danaides seive." + +"But you, dear Herr Sellien, you are his friend; you cannot see your +friend go to ruin." + +The Assessor shrugged his shoulders. "Friend! Dear me, whom don't we +call by that name? And my relations with Brandow are very superficial, +mere business connections, if you choose to call them so; are they not, +my dear wife?" + +"Certainly, certainly," murmured Alma. + +"And I should be giving up this very business relation if I allowed +Alma to accompany me, when the situation was so critical. In the +presence of ladies it is very difficult not to touch the chords of +tender feeling, and it seems to me extremely desirable to avoid the +possibility of doing so. Are you not of my opinion, dear Alma?" + +"It is a very disagreeable affair," said Alma. + +"Is it not? And why should you expose yourself to it unnecessarily? I +knew my wise little wife would yield the point at last." + +And the Assessor tenderly kissed Alma's hand. + +"But in that case it seems to me you must stay here too, my dear Herr +Assessor," said Frau Wollnow. + +"I? Why? On the contrary, it is only prudent for me to appear as +natural as possible. I know nothing; I suspect nothing. Of course I +shall be extremely sorry when Brandow takes me aside and tells me he +can't pay; but I'll wager the dinner will be none the worse for that, +and taste none the worse to me. His red wine and champagne were always +superb." + +Frau Wollnow rose and went out upon the balcony. She must breathe the +fresh air, even at the risk of having her new silk morning-dress +spoiled by the rain, which was now falling quite heavily from the gray +sky. "Poor, poor Cecilia!" she repeated sighing, "and there is no one +who can and will save you." + +She remembered that she had brought her husband a dowry of fifty +thousand thalers, but she could not touch them without Emil's +permission, and Emil would not allow it. Should she try to move him by +throwing herself prostrate at his feet? She could almost have laughed +outright at the extravagant idea, especially when she imagined the +astonished expression her husband's face would wear; but the tears +again sprang to her eyes and mingled with the rain-drops that beat upon +her burning face. Suddenly the husband and wife within were roused from +their low-toned, eager conversation by a loud exclamation from the +balcony. "Gotthold, good heavens, Gotthold!" + +"Where, where?" cried the Assessor and his wife with one voice, as they +hurried out upon the balcony. + +"There he comes," said Ottilie, pointing towards the square, across +which a man with a broad-brimmed hat, pulled low over his eyes, was +walking directly towards the house. + +"He isn't so tall as Brandow," said Alma, who was critically inspecting +the new-comer through an opera-glass. + +"What can he want?" asked her husband. + +"We shall soon know," said Frau Wollnow, as with a vague feeling of +anxiety she pressed her two companions back into the room. + +But Gotthold had only asked for Herr Wollnow, the maid-servant informed +them, and she had been ordered to show him into Herr Wollnow's +counting-room. The interview, whatever its purport might be, lasted +much longer than was at all agreeable to the impatient waiters, and +after an hour, during which the Assessor had rather increased than +lessened the ladies' impatience by a detailed account of his adventures +with Gotthold in Sicily, Herr Wollnow appeared alone. They were +astonished, amazed, and scarcely satisfied when Wollnow said that +Gotthold had only gone to the Fuerstenhof to change his clothes, and +would come back if his business gave him time. They wanted to know what +business could be so pressing that Gotthold had selected Sunday morning +for its transaction. + +"The ladies must ask that of himself," said Herr Wollnow; "he has not +taken me into his confidence. All I know is, that he is going to drive +back to Dollan with our friends here, return to-night or to-morrow +morning in the same excellent company, from which he anticipates a +great deal of pleasure, and then continue his journey without further +delay. It seems that the point in question concerns the hasty purchase +of a few gifts, with which he wants to surprise his host and hostess at +Dollan at parting; at least he wanted me to give him a sum of money +which is rather large for mere travelling expenses, but I can say no +more." + +And Herr Wollnow, apparently with the utmost unconcern, hummed an air +from "Figaro" as he left the room to avoid further questioning. + +"I don't think it at all polite for him not to present himself a +moment, at least," said Alma; "I've a great mind to punish him for it +by not appearing at breakfast." + +"Oh! pray don't," said the Assessor. + +Ottilie Wollnow made no answer. She knew her husband too well to have +the gloomy expression of his eyes and the cloud on his brow escape her +notice, in spite of his apparent unconcern. Besides, she had a +foreboding that Gotthold's interview with her husband had not been +quite so innocent as it seemed, that there was something disagreeable, +perhaps some misfortune impending, and above all, she was convinced +that the Selliens were getting into a passion in vain, and Gotthold +would not appear at breakfast. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + + +The little company at Dollan had already been wandering for half an +hour up and down the rain-soaked paths in the garden, between the +dripping hedges, waiting for the arrival of Assessor Sellien and +dinner. + +"You're a pretty fellow," cried Hans Redebas, who was walking with Otto +von Plueggen, as Brandow with Gustav von Plueggen and Pastor Semmel met +him on the same spot for the third time: "first you invite us to meet +some one who vanishes in the dew and mist; then it occurs to your +lovely wife, on whose account we all come here, to have a headache and +not appear; and finally, we're kept waiting for the Assessor, and +wandering around your old wet garden like horses in a tread-mill! I'll +give you ten minutes, and if we don't sit down to the table by that +time I'll have my horses harnessed, and we'll dine in Dahlitz, and not +badly either. What do you say to that, Pastor?" + +And Herr Redebas laughed and clapped the Pastor, who had come with him +in his carriage, rudely on the shoulder. Brandow laughed too, and said +they must have patience; it was not his fault that the Assessor had not +arrived, and things had gone contrary that day; the dinner had been +ready a long time. + +"Then in the name of three devils, let's go to the table, or I shall +faint away," cried Herr Redebas. + +It was by no means probable that this man, with the frame and strength +of a giant, would be overcome by such a sudden attack of weakness; but +Brandow had every reason not to increase the ill-humor of his guests. +Already, to shorten the time before dinner, they had played a game of +cards, in which the Pastor took no share except by his intense +interest, and lost a few hundred thalers. To be sure, the amount was +very little in comparison to the sum he owed his visitors; but they had +been irritated by the loss, and took the less care to conceal their +annoyance as Brandow still uttered no word in allusion to the business +for whose settlement they had really assembled. Undoubtedly he was +unable to pay. To be sure, they had expected it, nay, in point of fact, +the whole transaction which Hans Redebas and the two Plueggens had +jointly undertaken was based upon this supposition; but now each was +not sorry to consider himself in the light of a man of honor, whose +confidence had been most shamefully betrayed. + +Herr Redebas, especially, was in a very irritable mood. The conditions +to which, at the conclusion of the mutual bargain, he had agreed, +pleased him less and less every moment. Why had he not required the +whole sum to be paid, or else claimed for his share the second stake +Brandow had offered in addition to Brownlock, his wheat-harvest? The +wheat, as he had just convinced himself, was an exceptionably, +unexpectedly fine crop; it would have brought in a very large profit; +while the horse, after all, was a doubtful bargain. Since the committee +had included a large tract of marsh land in the course laid out for the +race between the gentlemen riders, the chances in favor of Brownlock, +which was universally considered too heavy a horse, were very +considerably lessened. And, moreover, what had such a sedate, man as +Hans Redebas to do with such things, which, after all, were only fit +for the nobility? It would be better for the two Plueggens to see what +they could make of the horse! It was their trade; they understood it, +and so in God's name let them take the beast for their ten thousand, +and leave him the wheat crop! But this time, in spite of the proverbial +want of harmony that prevailed between them, the two brothers made +common cause. The bargain had been settled, and every one must rest +satisfied with it; if Hans Redebas fancied he was the only one who +could see into a thing, he'd find himself greatly mistaken. Therefore, +as Herr Redebas could not vent his anger upon his two companions, he +thought himself entitled to treat Brandow with all the more rudeness +and want of consideration. Even before dinner he had shown this +disposition to an extravagant degree, and the wine, of which he drank +immense quantities at the table, in spite of its many other excellent +qualities, did not possess that of improving the giant's temper. + +At any other time it would have been an easy matter for Brandow to +parry his antagonist's coarse jests and turn the laugh against him; +nay, he was usually considered among his associates to be a man whom +one could not offend, with impunity; but to-day his dreaded powers of +sarcasm, as well as his often tested courage, seemed to have deserted +him. He did not hear what could not have been inaudible, did not +understand what no one could fail to comprehend, laughed when he would +usually have started up in fury, and with pale trembling lips tried as +well as he could to give the conversation a jesting turn, for which +purpose he grasped at more and more questionable expedients, and at +last related anecdotes, which even to the long-suffering Pastor, seemed +altogether too scandalous. + +In spite of the noise and laughter, in spite of the row of empty +bottles which grew longer and longer under the side-board, it was a +dreary, uncomfortable meal, and to no one more so than to the master of +the house. Brandow knew from long experience that he could require his +nerves to bear a great deal, but it now seemed as if he should not be +able to accomplish what he had undertaken to-day. While laughing +heartily over a story he had just related, his fingers fairly trembled +with the longing he felt to snatch the champagne bottle from the cooler +and shatter it upon Redebas' huge black head. He was aware that his +strength was almost exhausted; he should break down if Hinrich Scheel +did not return soon and release him from this horrible torture of +uncertainty. And then it seemed as if this torment was nothing to the +other, the torment of the certainty that his wife loved that man, and +despised him too much even to hate him, and that he fully deserved her +scorn. Again and again--with the speed of lightning--in the few seconds +it required to raise a glass of wine to his lips and swallow the +contents--he lived over the scene of the night before in her +sleeping-room, when he stood before her with clenched fists, and not a +muscle in her pale face quivered until he struck her to the heart with +the fatal blow which he had cruelly withheld so long. To her heart! Her +heart! It had been a master-stroke! A thrust which crushed the proud +haughty woman like a stag overtaken by a bullet, rendered her his weak, +obedient tool, and made him master of the situation. An enviable +situation, to sit here and endure Redebas' coarse taunts, laugh at his +own silly wit, look at the stupid faces of the two Plueggens, be cordial +to the canting Parson, be forced to see that no one's glass was empty, +and amid all the noisy tumult listen continually for the rolling of the +carriage which would bring Hinrich, and with Hinrich the money for +which he had done what he had done, suffered what he had suffered, and +without which he was a ruined man. At last, at last! There was the +clatter of horses' hoofs, and the rattle of a carriage, which stopped +before the house. No one had heard it except himself! So much the +better, he could speak to Hinrich undisturbed! + +He left his guests under the pretext that he wanted to get another +brand of champagne, and hurried across the hall to the open door, +before which the carriage was still standing, and he perceived the +Assessor engaged in conversation with Hinrich Scheel, when he suddenly +heard his own name called from his room, the door of which also stood +open, and turning at the sound, saw the man he hated standing before +him. A thrill of mingled rage and alarm shot through his frame like a +two-edged sword. What brought this man back? How could he dare to +return? To say that he had no money, would not pay. + +"We have a few moments to ourselves," said Gotthold, bolting the door +behind Brandow; "the Assessor is still outside; he knows nothing; no +one knows anything except, of course, Wollnow, without whom I could not +procure the money you wanted. Even now I have been unable to get it as +you wished, and therefore was obliged to come here again. You wanted +fifteen thousand thalers in cash. Wollnow, who is obliged to make very +large payments for the purchase of grain this morning, could give me +only ten thousand; the remainder I bring you in these drafts of five +thousand thalers each, accepted by Wollnow, and payable at sight +to-morrow, in Sundin, by Philip Nathanson, the wealthiest banker there. +These drafts, in consequence of Wollnow's credit with your friends in +the neighborhood, are as good as ready money. I think you will be able +to settle your affairs with them yourself; but in any case I am here to +come to your assistance with my personal credit, though I confidently +believe that it will not be needed." + +Gotthold laid a large sealed packet on the table, and drew from his +pocket-book the three drafts, which he handed Brandow, and the latter +glanced over with a practised eye to convince himself that these papers +were really as good as ready money. + +A sensation of wonderful relief overpowered the half-intoxicated man. +Freedom from the agony of expectation, the certainty of deliverance +from his desperate situation, and, moreover, the prospect of soon +coming out as winner of the Sundin races, and gainer of an immense sum +of money by the aid of his now restored Brownlock--all this overwhelmed +him like a delirium of joy, and he felt a sort of longing to clasp in +his arms the man who had aided in procuring all this, as his preserver +and only true friend; and at the same moment he said to himself that it +was impossible that this man, dreamer and enthusiast though he was, +would entrust to him a sum, which in itself was a little fortune, +unless the worst that his jealous fancy had imagined had already +happened--and the expression of the staring eyes he now fixed upon +Gotthold seemed to say: "I could crush you like a serpent which has +crossed my path!" + +"I do not think you will ever be in a situation to return this money," +said Gotthold; "perhaps it will not be disagreeable to you to hear that +from this time I renounce all expectation of repayment, and therefore a +receipt, which would really remain only a bit of paper." + +He left the room; Brandow burst into a hoarse laugh. + +"That, too," he muttered, "as if another proof were needed! But you +shall pay for it, both of you, so dearly, that this in comparison will +be only a drop of water on a hot stone." + +The Assessor looked in through the door, which Gotthold had left half +open. He had heard from the latter that Brandow was here, and hastened +to take advantage of the favorable opportunity to greet his friend +alone, and express his regret that Gotthold's business had detained +them so long in Prora, that he was unable to bring his wife, who was +suffering from a severe headache, to Dollan. Brandow declared it to be +a proof of the sympathy between two beautiful natures that his wife was +also attacked by the same sickness to-day; and the sarcastic, even +sneering tone in which he said it, caused the Assessor to secretly +congratulate himself upon his caution in coming to this falling house +alone. His astonishment was all the greater when Brandow continued with +the most perfect composure:-- + +"And as we are now alone, my dear Sellien, we will take advantage of +the opportunity to settle our little business matter. Here are the ten +thousand thalers due. I have them from Wollnow. The package is just as +I received it, stamped with his seal. If you wish to take the, I +presume superfluous, but perhaps necessary trouble, of counting them, +don't have the least hesitation about it. When you have finished, +follow me. I'll make out a receipt, which you will please sign and put +in this drawer." + +The Assessor was so astonished that he really hardly knew what to +answer; at any rate he was determined to subject the contents of the +package to a rigid scrutiny, in spite of Wollnow's seals. Brandow +hastily dashed off a receipt, and then left the room with a sarcastic: +"Don't make any mistakes, my dear Assessor!" + +He had discharged this business hastily in order to be able to speak to +his confidant. Hinrich Scheel was still waiting before the door with +the carriage; but he had very little to tell, and didn't know why the +departure from Prora had been so long delayed. He thought there had +been some trouble about the money, and they were obliged to wait for +Loitz, who had gone out to drive. The Assessor's wife was not sick; on +the contrary, she was standing on the balcony beside Frau Wollnow, +kissing her hand to the gentlemen as they drove away. Neither did he +know what the gentlemen were talking about on the road; they had +jabbered in some foreign language most of the time. So he drove into +every hole on the way--and there were plenty to-day after the rain--and +made the ride so uncomfortable for the Herr Assessor that he finally +swore aloud in good German, and declared he would not go over that road +again to-day if he was paid a ton of gold. Then the other answered: "In +that case he must go back alone, for he wouldn't stay all night at +Dollan under any circumstances." + +"It's a bad road at night," said Brandow. + +"Especially when it's as dark as it will be this evening," answered +Hinrich Scheel. + +The eyes of the master and servant met and were instantly averted +again. + +"There are many things which might make an accident befall a person who +was positively determined to go over it at night," said Brandow slowly. + +"Unless the driver was very careful," added Hinrich Scheel. + +Again their eyes met. No doubt Hinrich had understood him--this time as +usual, no doubt this time as usual, Hinrich knew what he wanted. +Brandow drew a long breath. He would fain have seen whether Hinrich +would not have said another, a final word; but the latter had turned +towards his horses. A loud tumult of voices, shouting at each other in +tones of the most violent rage, echoed from the dining-room, and at the +same moment Rieke came running out. The pretty maid-servant's round +cheeks were deeply flushed, her gray eyes sparkled, and her luxuriant +fair hair was not so smooth as it had been at the commencement of the +dinner. + +"What is the matter?" asked Brandow. + +"They've been quarreling for the last fifteen minutes. I think they +will soon come to blows," said Rieke, showing her white teeth in a +merry laugh. + +"We will speak of it again," Brandow called to Hinrich, who was just +driving the carriage away, and then drew Rieke into the dark hall. + +"He has come back again," said he; "see where he goes, and as soon as +you notice anything, tell me." + +"I don't want to be everlastingly running after those two," said Rieke +sulkily. + +"Oh, of course you like it much better to have the gentlemen yonder +pinch your cheeks and hug you." + +"Why not?" said the girl. + +"You know what I promised last night," whispered Brandow, now throwing +his own arm around her slender waist, and putting his lips to her ear. + +"Promising is one thing, and keeping your word is another," said Rieke, +but without making any very strenuous effort to release herself. + +The noise in the dining-room grew louder. + +"There, you will be a good child," said Brandow; "and now off with you; +I must see what those fellows are doing." + +Hans Redebas had thought he would take advantage of their host's +momentary absence to again urge upon the two brothers his proposal that +they should give up Brandow's wheat-crop to him for his share, and in +exchange take entire possession of Brownlock; and as a witness of the +honesty of his intentions, quoted the Pastor, with whom he had +repeatedly talked the matter over on the way to Dollan. The Pastor, who +wished to make himself agreeable to his patron in every way, had +endeavored to depict the advantages the arrangement would have for all +concerned, but in his drunkenness laid on the colors so vividly that +the two brothers were startled, and recalled a partial concession which +they had already made. Upon this Hans Redebas called the Pastor a +stupid dunce, who was always meddling with everything, though he knew +nothing at all, except a little theological trash, and therefore ought +to keep his mouth shut everywhere except in his pulpit. Then the +reverend gentleman had started up exclaiming that "dunce" was a word +which, as an old graduate of Halle, he would not endure from any one, +even his patron, upon which Herr Redebas burst into a roar of laughter, +which roused the drunken man to actual fury. + +Meantime the two Plueggens had also commenced a violent dispute. Gustav +had whispered to his brother that he should like to accept the offer, +if Redebas would add two thousand thalers to it; Otto, as the elder, +warned the younger brother against entering into any bargain with +Redebas, who had more sense in his little finger than he in his whole +body. Gustav considered himself insulted by this doubt of his +shrewdness, and muttered something about the "straw" which might be +found in the other's head, an allusion to the well-known nickname of +the elder brother, which of course produced a response in which "hay" +was given a prominent place. So all four shouted at each other, to the +great amazement of the groom, Fritz, who listened with open mouth till +he suddenly felt some one touch him on the shoulder, and looking up saw +his master's face. + +"Be off, and don't come in here again till I call you." + +The lad left the room; Brandow again surveyed the brawlers at the table +with hasty glances. "This is just the right moment," he muttered +through his clenched teeth. + +He approached the table, but instead of sitting down, remained standing +with his arms resting on the back of his chair, and said, rejoicing in +the sight of the confused faces of the four men, who had suddenly +become silent: "Pardon me for interrupting your interesting +conversation, gentlemen, especially with a mere business matter, but it +must be settled. Hinrich Scheel has just returned from Prora--with the +Assessor and another gentleman whose name shall be kept secret for the +present. I had requested Wollnow to send me fifteen thousand thalers in +cash from my balance in his hands. He begged me to allow him to send +drafts to the same amount instead. Drafts, gentlemen, given by the +house of Louis Loitz & Co., in Prora, accepted by Wollnow himself, and +payable by Philip Nathanson in Sundin. Perhaps the gentlemen will be +kind enough to hand me in exchange for these drafts--of five thousand +thalers each--the three notes you lately received from me, in case you +happen to have them with you." + +Bowing ironically, Brandow held out the three drafts which he had +arranged in his hand in the shape of a fan. + +The confederates looked at each other suspiciously. The matter was not +perfectly regular; the notes were payable in cash; they were not +obliged to take drafts; but they had just been quarrelling too much +among themselves to be capable of forming a united resolution at once, +and at heart each was glad that the other was cheated out of the prey +he had deemed secure. + +"Well, gentlemen," exclaimed Brandow, "I hope none of you will take +exception to the manner of my payment. It would be an insult to the +worthy Wollnow, to whose complaisance we have all at times been +indebted. Or would you like to have the Assessor, who may come in at +any moment, be a witness of the way in which the Herren von Plueggen and +Herr Hans Redebas are in the habit of treating an old friend who has +become involved in a little embarrassment?" + +In fact the Assessor's voice was now heard in the hall. + +"Hand it over," said Hans Redebas. + +"I'll raise no objections," said Otto von Plueggen. + +"I'm no spoil-sport," said Gustav. + +The drafts were put into the pocket-books of the three gentlemen, in +exchange for the notes, which Brandow, with a sarcastic smile, crushed +like pieces of waste paper, and thrust into his pocket just as the +Assessor entered. + +His appearance afforded Brandow a welcome pretext for breaking up the +dinner-party, which had already in his opinion lasted too long. It had +stopped raining; would they not prefer to drink their coffee in the +cool garden, instead of that close room? He expected to find Gotthold +in the garden, and was not mistaken. They met him walking up and down +in one of the most out-of-the-way paths. He said nothing when Brandow +spoke of his return as a surprise he had prepared for his guests, and +apologized for his non-appearance on plea of a violent headache, which +often attacked him suddenly, and he had hoped to shake off before +presenting himself to the company. The two Plueggens were delighted to +see their old school-fellow, whom they had always cordially hated, and +Herr Redebas esteemed it an honor to make the acquaintance of such a +famous man, although it was very evident that he had not the least idea +in what particular branch of human activity Gotthold had won his +renown. The Pastor, upon whom he was accustomed to depend at such +times, unfortunately could give him no information, because he had just +thrust his arm into the Assessor's, whom he met that day for the first +time, and was assuring him of his eternal friendship. The Assessor +laughed and was good-natured enough to laugh again, when Hans Redebas, +to display his much-admired strength, raised the pair in his arms and +carried them around the open space, thereby inciting Otto von Plueggen +to take out his silk pocket-handkerchief, and holding it by the two +corners, jump over it forward and backward, while Gustav, in laudable +emulation of his ingenious brother, balanced a garden chair on his +lower teeth. + +"Now I should like to show you my trick," cried Brandow, "and therefore +will beg you to follow me a few steps." + +He went forward and opened a little door in the hedge, which led +directly into the open space where he trained his racers. It was a +tolerably large piece of ground, selected with great discrimination, +and prepared with much skill for the purpose for which it was intended. +There were wide and narrow ditches, low and high fences, broad +stretches of smooth, closely-shaven turf to permit the horse to display +his full speed, and heavy fallow ground for a hunting gallop. Brandow +had inclosed three sides of this space, the fourth of which was +occupied by the stables, with a board fence the height of a man, and +kept it jealously secluded from every one. Now he rejoiced in the +glances of envious admiration the three landed proprietors cast around +them. But he had a still greater annoyance in store. As the little +party moved towards the stables, Hinrich Scheel came forward to meet +them, leading Brownlock. The beautiful animal champed his bit +impatiently, rubbed his delicate head against the shoulder of his +groom, and then once more gazed at the by-standers with his large black +eyes, as if to ask each who would have courage to cope with him. + +"Well, gentlemen," cried Brandow, "you had a great desire to ride +Brownlock; there he is. I'll bet ten louis-d'or to one, that none of +you can even mount him." + +"I shouldn't like to break the beast's back," muttered Hans Redebas. + +Otto Plueggen had sprained his foot in leaping, but Gustav thought he +could easily win the ten louis-d'or. + +Gustav von Plueggen was universally acknowledged to be a good rider, and +had gained the prize more than once in the Sundin races. He did not +doubt for an instant that he should win the bet, but nevertheless +thought it advisable to go to work with all possible caution. So he +walked around the horse to render it familiar with the sight of him, +patted the slender neck, scratched its smooth forehead, and then, still +talking to the animal, gently took the reins and told Hinrich Sheel to +stand aside. But the moment he touched the stirrup with his foot, +Brownlock sprang aside so violently, that Gustav was glad even to +retain his hold upon the bridle. Again and again he made the attempt, +always with the same want of success. + +"I could have told you so before," cried Herr Redebas. + +"You're making a fool of yourself again unnecessarily," snarled his +brother. + +Gotthold had noticed that Hinrich Scheel always stood directly before +the horse with his squinting eyes fixed steadily upon it, and whenever +Gustav tried to mount, made an almost imperceptible motion with his +head, upon which the animal, whose black eyes were fixed intently upon +its trainer, either sprang aside or reared. + +"I think you would do better if you told Hinrich Scheel to go away from +the horse, Herr von Plueggen," said he. + +"Oh! Gustav will give it up," cried Brandow hastily; "I only made the +bet in jest; the fact is, that Hinrich Scheel has trained Brownlock not +to allow any one to mount except himself or me; and I could not get +into the saddle against Hinrich's will. This was the very trick I +wanted to show you." + +Every one, with the exception of Gotthold, took the whole thing as a +joke, until Brandow proved the contrary before their own eyes. +Brownlock would not allow him to mount, until Hinrich Scheel gave the +sign. Now came the second part of the exhibition Brandow had in store +for his guests. He rode Brownlock over the whole course, taking the +most difficult obstacles with an ease which displayed in the clearest +light his perfect horsemanship, as well as the almost wonderful +strength and endurance of the noble animal, and filled the hearts of +his three rivals with the bitterest envy. + +"It's a shame for a fellow like that to have such a horse," said Gustav +Plueggen, who had joined Gotthold, while the rest of the party went to +visit the stables; "a downright shame. That is: he certainly rides +splendidly--for a plebeian, I mean; but a plebeian never ought to be +allowed to keep race-horses. I talked about it enough in the committee, +when we were arranging the races at Sundin eight years ago; but I +couldn't get my way. Now we have the consequences. For the last four +years Brandow has taken all the best prizes; it's enough to drive one +mad. The fellow would have been ruined long ago if it hadn't been for +the races, the races--and his wife." + +"His wife?" asked Gotthold. + +"Why, of course. We wouldn't have lent him another penny long ago; but +for the sake of his wife, who is really a lovely woman; we can't let +him go to ruin entirely. Of course he knows that better than any one +else, and so she is always obliged to be of the party when any new +credit is to be obtained. A week ago to-day, when we were in +Plueggenhof, Otto paid his attentions to her at the table in the +wildest way--in the presence of his own wife, nee Baroness von +Grieben-Keffen--and half an hour after dinner Brandow had his five +thousand thalers in his pocket. It was a piece of madness on Otto's +part; we had agreed that we would not give more than five thousand +together. It would have proved a capital thing for us, but that +damned Jew has spoiled it again. The devil knows why he helped him. +And the Assessor told me he had been paid too. Twenty-five thousand +thalers at one slap! I don't understand it at all--and that's saying +something, for I generally know all his tricks and turns. The Pastor +thinks you, and nobody else, have given him the money; and in return +Brandow will overlook it if you and his wife--there, you needn't fly +into a rage. Parson's gossip, that's all. You would take care of +yourself--twenty-five thousand--ridiculous! But he has it--that's a +fact, as they say in England--ever been in England? I was there--eight +years ago when we were arranging about the Sundin races--famous +country! horses, women, sheep--famous!-what was I going to say? He has +the twenty-five thousand, and Dollan's safe for five years, the +Assessor says; and now Brownlock too! Damn! that is a horse! On my +honor, I haven't seen his equal even in England. What action! What a +hock! And how he went over everything! Magnificent! But too heavy! too +heavy, 'pon honor--he won't cross the piece of marsh-land we have now +taken into the race-course. They say Prince Prora declared it wasn't +fair! It's all very well for him to talk, he has no interest in the +racing! Won't you come in with us? I hear there is to be a little +card-party made up." + +"I have never gambled, and--my headache is coming on again." + +"Strange, I've no more idea what a headache is than if I had no +head--you artists probably get it from the oil paints; they smell +abominably." + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + + +The young nobleman followed the others, who had already entered the +house and gone into Brandow's room on the right of the hall, where the +gaming-table, as Gotthold had noticed through the window, was already +prepared. + +"Why, Herr Weber, are you going to stay out here?" asked Rieke, who had +been standing in the hall, and now approached him. + +Her gray eyes rested upon him with a very friendly expression, and the +thought passed through his mind that it probably depended only upon +himself to win the goodwill of this avaricious creature, and even now +he might make up for his neglect, nay must do so if he wished to +accomplish the object for which he had returned to Dollan. He had given +her a very handsome present when he took his departure that morning; +perhaps he only needed to go on as he had begun. + +"We didn't expect to see you again so soon," added the girl; "and you +went away so suddenly: you left a great many things behind; a beautiful +red silk handkerchief--shall I get it for you?" + +She was now standing close beside him, and as if by accident, touched +his arm. + +"I think it would be very becoming to you," said Gotthold. + +"Do you? I should think you would know a great deal about what was +becoming to me. You never had eyes for anybody except--some one else." + +"Where is your mistress to-day? Why doesn't she appear?" asked +Gotthold, and then as he fancied he saw a cloud pass over the girl's +face, added: "I would give a great deal to know." + +"How much?" said the girl, with a roguish laugh. + +"Rieke, where are you?" cried Brandow's voice from the dining-room. + +"We want some more glasses. Where is the girl?" and he banged the door +angrily behind him. + +"He didn't see us," whispered Rieke. "I must go in now, but I'll come +back again directly." + +She glided away; Gotthold stood still a few moments, undecided whether +to make an attempt to see Cecilia on his own account or not. There was +no question that the girl could be of use to him if she chose; but +would she choose? She seemed really frightened when Brandow called; but +he had not relied much upon the fickle favor of the frivolous lass, and +perhaps the whole thing was a preconcerted plot between Brandow and the +girl in order to make sure of him, entangle him the more firmly in the +net. No, it was better, trusting only to his own skill, to take +advantage of the opportunity. + +And the opportunity was more favorable, than any which might offer +again. A second stolen glance through the window into the already +lighted room showed him that the party were busily engaged in their +game--faro apparently--and Brandow had the bank--so he could not leave +now. Rieke was standing at the back of the tolerably large room with a +waiter full of glasses, which the Pastor was filling from a large +bowl--so she too was employed for the present. The hall was perfectly +still; the table in the dining-room still stood just as the guests had +left it--the solitary candle at which they had lighted their cigars +flickered in the strong draught, as if ready to go out. This room was +also unoccupied; so he succeeded in reaching the dusky garden unseen. + +Although the sun had scarcely set, it was almost dark. The clouds, +which had dispersed a little during the afternoon, were once more piled +in huge dark masses, which a high wind blowing in irregular gusts, +drove to and fro as if in wild sport. The tops of the old trees swayed +hither and thither; and the tall hedges rustled and hissed like a +thousand sharp tongues. + +So it seemed to Gotthold. Again and again he paused, gasping for +breath; he was so entirely unaccustomed to do anything by stealth. And +yet it must be; he could not part from her forever in this way. + +The end of the house, in the lower part of which was her chamber, and +above it the room he had occupied, looked out upon a smaller garden, +which was separated from the courtyard by a wall, shut in on the +opposite side by a barn, and divided from the larger garden at the back +of the house by a very thick, high hedge. It had originally been a +fruit and vegetable garden, and a few huge old apple and pear trees +still stood in different parts of it; but had afterwards been converted +into a play-ground for the children of the house, for whose sake the +asparagus and cucumber beds had been transformed into a grass plot, and +a narrow door cut through the thick wall of the nursery. + +Gotthold had repeatedly seen Cecilia, who always retired early in the +evening, in this garden with the child, or--at a later hour--alone. His +hope was to find her here, or at any rate to make known his presence, +of which she had probably not been informed, and--he did not know what +would, must happen then; he only said to himself that things could not, +should not remain as they were. + +The place, so far as it could be seen from the door, was empty, but a +light appeared at first one and then another window. Cautiously as he +closed the door, he could not prevent its creaking loudly on its rusty +hinges; at the same moment a watch-dog with which Gretchen often played +sprang towards the intruder with a loud bark, but was silent again as +soon as it recognized Gotthold. He accepted the animal's caresses as a +good omen, and walked cautiously on towards the light, which now +streamed steadily from one window, that of the child's sleeping-room, +which adjoined Cecilia's. Gotthold, with a beating heart, approached it +and saw her. + +She had apparently just put the little girl's playthings away, and then +sank into a chair beside the table, supporting her forehead upon her +left hand, the image of grief. The rays of the light standing behind +her clearly revealed the exquisite shape of the head, the delicate +outlines of the slender neck, the soft curves of the shoulders and +bust, while the deep shadow seemed to increase the expression of sorrow +upon the pure features. Gotthold's heart overflowed with love and pity. +"Cecilia, dearest Cecilia!" he murmured. + +She could not have heard the words; but at that moment she raised her +head, and, glancing towards the window, perceived the dark figure +before it. Starting from her chair with a low exclamation of joy, she +extended her arms, then waved him back with both hands, crying in tones +of agony: + +"No, no, for God's sake!" + +Gotthold had neither seen Cecilia's repellent gesture, nor heard her +words. He had hastily entered by the door, which was only latched, and +was now kneeling at her feet, clasping her hands, and covering them +with passionate kisses. + +All that had moved his heart and filled it to bursting during these +last few days, so overflowing with the joy and anguish of love, all the +nameless agony he had suffered from the night before until now, gushed +from his lips in a torrent of wild, passionate words; and, however she +might struggle against it, she felt herself carried away and borne +along by the tide, until, springing up and clasping her in his arms, he +cried: "So come, Cecilia! you must not remain another moment in this +house, must not stay under the same roof with this scoundrel, who +allows himself to be paid with paltry money for the shame of knowing +that his wife is beloved by another, and loves him in return. I went +away without you this morning--it all came upon me so suddenly, was so +incomprehensible; I thought I must obey your command, although I did +not understand you, although you acted from compassion for the man whom +you had once loved, nay, out of a remnant of affection for him. Now I +understand you better, now I know, once for all, that you love me, now +I have found--we have found each other again; now no one, nothing shall +part us! Cecilia! you do not answer me?" + +She had gazed at him with eyes that expressed the most painful +astonishment. Now she seized the light and led the way into her +chamber, at the back of which stood her bed, and close before it the +tiny couch of her child. + +The little one lay with her eyes not quite closed, her lips half +parted, and her round cheeks flushed with the childish slumber which +follows waking hours, as the hues of twilight follow the setting sun. +Cecilia did not point to the child; but her glance and the expression +of her features said as plainly as words, "This is my answer." + +Gotthold's eyes fell; in the selfishness of passion he had scarcely +thought of the child at all, and certainly never as an obstacle. He did +not understand it even now. "Your child will be mine," he faltered. +"You shall never be parted from the child; I will never separate you +from her." + +She had placed the light on the floor, that it might not shine in +Gretchen's eyes, and then knelt beside the little bed, pressing her +forehead against the edge, and waving her hand for him to go. Gotthold +stood beside the kneeling form with the despair of a man who feels that +his cause is lost, and yet cannot and will not give it up. Suddenly the +dog, which had followed them, began to growl, and then broke into a low +bark as he put his nose to the threshold of the door which opened into +the sitting-room; Gotthold thought he heard a rustling there, and +walked towards it; Cecilia threw herself before him. Her countenance +and gestures expressed the most deadly terror; she motioned towards the +nursery, through which they had come, and as Gotthold did not instantly +obey, hurried into the room herself. Gotthold mechanically followed. + +"Go, go, for God's sake!" exclaimed Cecilia. + +They were the first words that had escaped her lips. + +"I will not fly again!" + +"You must! or all has been in vain! The torture, the conflict, the +shame--all, all." + +"Cecilia," cried Gotthold, fairly beside himself, "I should be unworthy +the name of a man, if I left you so again. I want light; I want to know +what I am doing, why I am doing it?" + +"I dare say no more; you must understand me; I thought you would have +done so from the first, or I should not have had the courage; I should +be the most miserable creature on earth if you did not understand me +even now. But you will, or I could not love you. And now, by your love +for me, Gotthold, you must not remain here an instant longer. Farewell, +and farewell forever!" + +It seemed as if a struggle had taken place between the two in the +dimly-lighted room; he had held her and she had clung to him as if +forever; then she desperately released herself from his hold, and +pushed him from her, as if his presence must bring death and +destruction. Then he once more held the dear form in his arms, clasped +it to his heart, felt her hot, quivering lips pressed to his, and then +stood outside in the garden, with the rain beating into his face, the +swaying tree-tops above him rustling and whispering, and the tall +hedges beside him hissing and muttering, as if with thousands and +thousands of tongues: "Fool, silly fool, simpleton, to let yourself be +cheated, once, twice, as often as she--or he chooses--how do I know?" + +He burst into a loud laugh, and as he did so there was a burning +sensation in his breast which grew hotter and hotter; he would have +given much if he could have wept. But that he could not, would not do. +After all, nothing was yet decided; nothing was yet lost, although his +soul was as dark as the black night that covered the earth around him. +No star pierced the rack of dense driving clouds; scarcely the faintest +ray of light was visible in the west. And yet--this dull gleam came +from the sun, which had set and would rise again to-morrow; it was a +pledge that the gloomy night would not last forever. And on his lips +still lingered a memory of her breath, the fervor of her kisses. No! +no! There could be no eternal separation! This torture could not last +forever! + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + + +Pretty Rieke had been detained in the dining-room longer than she +liked, the Pastor had performed his office of cup-bearer with an +unsteady hand, and moreover thought it necessary to accompany the +performance with long-winded, incoherent speeches; but the gentlemen at +the gaming-table had drunk the faster, and impatiently demanded more, +until at last Rieke, tired of the continual running to and fro which +seemed to have no end, resolutely carried the side-board with the bowl +upon it to the gaming-table, and thus rendered it possible for the +willing Pastor to present the glasses he filled himself. Then, after +leaning over Hans Redebas' chair and watching the game a few minutes, +she glided hastily out of the room. + +She wanted to continue her conversation with Gotthold. The handsome, +quiet man had always pleased her, and she had played the role of spy, +which Brandow had assigned her, less from love for her master than +jealousy of her mistress, to whom she grudged the attentions of the +stately stranger. The generous present he had bestowed upon her that +morning had in some degree touched, and even puzzled her, and the +cordiality he had just shown had completely disarmed her. Of course he +had only come back for her mistress' sake, but to her fickle heart it +was no enigma how one object can be kept in view without losing sight +of another. She would even help him, if he was very, very friendly to +her; and after all, it was certainly better for her if the stranger +finally ran away with her mistress. + +But she did not find him at the door, where she had left him. Besides, +the door was not a suitable place to continue the interesting +conversation, and the hall was equally undesirable. Perhaps he was in +the dining-room. He was not there; the trees in the garden, into which +she cast a glance, were tossing quite too rudely. Where could he have +gone? Where, except to his own room, to look after the things he had +left there! She must help him; he could not find anything in the dark. + +The pretty servant-girl drew a long breath, and then in the twinkling +of an eye glided noiselessly up the stairs and across the hall to the +gable room Gotthold had occupied during his stay. Here she paused, +pressing her hands to her burning cheeks and heaving breast, and then +after a low knock, to which she expected no reply, slowly opened the +door, as if with timid reluctance. Her cheeks had burned, her heart had +throbbed in vain-the room was empty. She went to the window, and +instantly drew back again. There, close beneath her, in the children's +playground, was the man she sought, cautiously approaching the window +from which a faint, varying light fell upon the tree-trunks; and then +he disappeared--where, except through the nursery to her? She had not +given the two hypocrites credit for that; they knew how to help +themselves, to be sure! It was too shameless! Then the promise he had +made her several times, but which she had not really believed, that he +would make her his wife if the other was once out of the way, might +come true. At any rate, he should know it; they deserved nothing +better. + +"What does this mean?" cried Hans Redebas, as Brandow, with a hasty +apology, rose from the table just as the cards had been cut. + +"I'll come back directly," answered Brandow. + +"That we should have expected," shouted Redebas. "Pastor, another +glass!" Brandow left the table unwillingly; he had been winning +considerable sums, and his gambler's superstition warned him that he +ought, not to turn his back upon the game; but Rieke had beckoned to +him over Hans Redebas' shock of black hair-something particularly +important must have happened. + +He followed the girl into the hall, and from thence into the +sitting-room on the left, where she told him by signs to step lightly, +until they reached the narrow door that opened into Cecilia's +sleeping-room. A faint ray of light gleamed through the crack over the +threshold. The girl crouched down and put her ear to the door. Brandow +stood bending over her, also listening. They could distinctly hear some +one speaking, but neither who it was, nor what was said. But what did +it matter? To whom could she speak here, except to him? What could they +say except what they dared not suffer others to hear? And now the light +grew brighter--they had entered the sleeping-room. Brandow trembled +from head to foot with jealous fury. Should he rush in and strangle the +pair, expose them to open shame? But Gotthold was no longer the feeble +boy of former days; the result of a conflict with him, man to man, was +at least doubtful, and he had certainly already received his pay. The +disgrace would cling to him, and--it was too late! The barking of the +dog, which made him and his accomplice fly from the door, must have +warned them too; he would find the nest empty. Be it so; he had heard +enough. + +"Well?" said Rieke, when they had glided back through the sitting-room +and were again standing in the hall. + +"Go in, and say I will come directly," replied Brandow. + +The tone in which he spoke predicted some evil; Rieke was almost sorry +for what she had done. "He isn't like you," she said soothingly, with +the most perfect sincerity. + +Brandow laughed scornfully. "Go in," he repeated, stamping his foot. + +The girl obeyed; Brandow went to the open door and gazed across the +dark court-yard towards the stables. The rain beat into his face, and +with it came the sickly odor of native tobacco. On the left, directly +under him, before the stone bench glowed a red spot, and a harsh voice +asked: + +"Well, what about harnessing the horses?" + +It was the man for whom he had just been looking, upon whom he had +depended for the execution of the plan of vengeance brooding darkly in +his soul, nay the man, as he now imagined, who had implanted its first +germ. So it was to be. + +"He won't want to go away now, if it were only on account of the bad +weather." + +"The others must go too." + +"They have stayed here often enough." + +"Send them away." + +Brandow reflected a moment. "If I win a few hundred more, they will go +of their own accord," he murmured. "But you must give him a thorough +soaking, Hinrich--a thorough one, mind." + +"Where there is no bottom," said Hinrich. + +The words quivered through Brandow's soul like a flash of lightning +across a midnight sky. That was the very thing. + +"And I'll give you whatever you ask!" he said, in a hoarse tone, +bending down into the cloud of smoke that rose from Hinrich's pipe. + +"No pay, no work,--and that trick with Brownlock a little while ago +cost me five louis-d'or. I should like half down now." + +"Here it is," said Brandow, feeling in his pocket, and giving him as +much of the gold he had just won as he could grasp. + +"You have always been a good master to me," said Hinrich, rubbing the +gold pieces together in his horny palm. + +"And will be a still better one in future." + +"The gentlemen will go away if you don't come in at once," said Rieke, +hurrying out. She had left the door of the room open, and Hans Redebas' +gruff bass voice was heard shouting: "Brandow! Brandow!" amid shrill +laughter, and a hoarse tone repeating: "We won't go home! We won't go +home!" + +"I'll get rid of you," muttered Brandow. "You will stay here, Hinrich." + +"I'll wait, sir." + +Brandow went back into the gaming-room. + +"You are taking an undue advantage of the freedom the accidental +absence of ladies bestows," said Brandow, with cutting contempt, as his +guests received him with upraised glasses and a halloo, to which Gustav +von Plueggen added a loud hip, hip, hurrah! + +"Accidental?" cried Hans Redebas; "not at all accidental; you are +driving a good business to-day." + +"And where is your wife?" said Otto von Plueggen. + +"I demand an explanation of this," cried Brandow; "I will not permit--" + +He paused suddenly. Turning angrily towards Otto von Plueggen, he saw +Gotthold, who must have entered the room directly behind him, and had +unquestionably heard all. It was impossible to discuss this subject in +his presence. So, with a violent effort, he forced back the furious +hate that surged up in his heart at the sight of his face, and cried: + +"So there you are at last! Where in the world have you hidden yourself? +Thank God, you have come to put an end to this horrible gambling." + +"Ho! ho!" exclaimed Hans Redebas, "horrible gambling! Is that the way +the wind blows? I believe you! He has won six hundred or more already. +Does that taste badly?" + +"I owe no man any revenge, however," cried Brandow, with a gesture of +exaggerated violence. + +"But, Brandow," expostulated the Assessor, "you mustn't weigh every +word; Redebas had no intention of offending you. He only wanted to +continue the game, and, to speak frankly, I don't see what we could do +better." + +"Well, Herr Assessor, if you think what you have also won--" + +"The few thalers!" said the Assessor, not without some little +embarrassment. + +"I can certainly make no objection," continued Brandow. "I only thought +that this little consideration was due our friend Gotthold, who does +not play, and of whom we have seen so little, or rather I should say, +ourselves. He doesn't lose a great deal in dispensing with our society, +but we do in losing his." + +"Pray don't disturb yourselves on my account," said Gotthold. + +"Well, then, in the devil's name, go on," cried Hans Redebas, seizing +the cards. "I'll keep the bank for once, I can probably find a few +little savings still." + +And with his left hand he drew from the thick pocketbook lying before +him a pile of bank-notes which he crushed together in a heap. "There +now, play in regular order, Brandow and the rest of you, I beg." + +"I am sorry, but what can I do? I hope you will excuse me," Brandow +whispered to Gotthold, as he resumed his place at the table. Gotthold +drew back, and could do nothing but accept the invitation of the +Pastor, who was sitting in one corner of the great leather-covered +sofa, and as Gotthold took his place beside him, leaned a little +forward, not without difficulty, and began to talk with a faltering +tongue. + +"Yes, yes, my beloved friend, a sinful world, a wicked, sinful world, +but we must not be too harsh, not too harsh, for Heaven's sake! You +work all the week, or at least order your servants to work for you; but +they must not do it on Sunday, on pain of a heavy punishment. Just +before the beginning of this harvest, we sent out a paper written in +the strongest terms. What were they doing with the long hours? Idleness +is the beginning of all crimes: gambling, drinking--Rieke, a glass--two +glasses--don't you drink? Do very wrong--brewed myself--from a receipt +of my honored employer, Count Zernikow. I brewed more than three +hundred bowls during my career as tutor--could do it at last with my +eyes shut--with my eyes shut--eyes shut." + +He had only stammered the last words, his heavy head fell forward, and +the lower part of his face disappeared amid the folds of his crumpled +white cravat. He sank helplessly back into his corner. + +The vacant face filled Gotthold with angry contempt. + +The man had realized the promise of the boy; intoxication had torn away +the mask of hypocrisy, and there was the stupid, dissolute face of the +Halle student, whom Gotthold so well remembered. It could not be +otherwise. But that this pitiful creature should be his father's +successor, this blinking owl sit in the eyrie of the eagle, whose fiery +eyes had always sought the sun; this coarse buffoon be permitted to +tinkle his bells in the very place where the preacher, with glowing +eloquence, had summoned his hearers to repentance and atonement, seemed +to him a personal insult. And yet this man was in his proper place; the +flock was worthy of the shepherd; everything here was of a piece--like +a picture drawn by some master hand, in the boldest outlines and most +glaring colors: the drunken Pastor nodding in the sofa corner, the +excited, wine-flushed faces of the gamblers, the voluptuous figure of +the maid-servant passing to and fro and handing the fiery beverage to +the revellers, exchanging a sly smile or hasty word with one, +coquettishly pushing away the hand of another, who tried to pass his +arm around her waist--the true goddess of this temple of sin!--and the +whole enveloped in the circling wreaths of gray smoke which ascended +from the constantly burning pipes, and floated in dusky red rings +around the dim wicks of the candles; only that it was no picture, but +the coarsest, rudest, most commonplace reality. And alas, the outrage +that she should be compelled to live under this roof, that the wild +riot should re-echo even in her quiet room--not for the first or last +time!-that these were the men who frequented the house--these +empty-headed, silly young noblemen, this rough upstart, with his coarse +hands and coarser jests. And when this company of fauns and satyrs +departed, to have for her only consoler solitude--solitude which stared +at her with cold, hard, piercing serpent eyes. There they were, those +very eyes; they had just glanced over the cards with a quick stealthy +look! Those eyes, and hers--soft, gentle, tender! + +Gotthold no longer saw the gamblers. He beheld her sitting in the +lonely nursery beside her child's playthings; a touching figure, still +so girlish in its soft, delicate outlines. He saw the sad face suffused +with a roseate flush of joy, saw it disfigured with pain and terror-he +lived over in imagination the whole scene, which already seemed like a +dream; and dreamed on of a future which must surely come, a future full +of sunlight, love, and poetry. + +He could not have told how long he had been sitting absorbed in +thought, when a loud noise at the gaming-table suddenly startled him. +Something unusual seemed to have happened; Hans Redebas and Brandow +alone retained their seats, the others were bending over the table with +eager faces; even Rieke was gazing so intently that she forgot to push +away the Assessor's arm, which had been thrown around her waist. + +"Do you take it again?" cried Redebas. + +"Yes." + +"Another thousand? That will make it five!" + +"Devil take it, yes!" + +A breathless silence followed, in which Gotthold heard nothing but the +noise of the cards Redebas dealt, and then another outcry and tumult, +such as had previously roused him from his revery, only this time it +was so loud that even the drunken Pastor staggered out of his corner. +Gotthold approached the table. His first glance rested upon Brandow's +face, which was deadly pale; but his thin lips were firmly compressed, +and a disagreeable smile even sparkled in his stern, cold eyes, as he +now cried, turning to the new-comer: + +"They have plucked me finely, Gotthold; but night never lasts forever." + +"But this," cried Redebas throwing the cards on the table, and making a +memorandum in his pocket-book, "I decline!" + +"What does that mean?" asked Brandow. + +"That I will play no more," answered Redebas with a loud laugh, closing +his pocket-book and rising heavily. + +"I always thought the loser could break up the game, not the winner." + +"If the winner is not sure of his point--oh! yes." + +"I demand an explanation!" cried Brandow, pushing the table aside. + +"Why, Brandow, do be reasonable!" exclaimed Otto and Gustav von +Plueggen, in the same breath. + +"Are you in partnership again?" answered Brandow with a sneering laugh, +and then stepped before Redebas: "I demand an explanation at once!" + +The giant had drawn back a step: "Oho," he cried; "if that's what you +want, come on!" + +"My dear Brandow," said the Assessor soothingly, putting himself +between them. + +"I know what I am doing, Herr Assessor," answered Brandow, pushing him +aside. + +"And I know too," cried Redebas, throwing up the window, and shouting +across the quiet court-yard in a voice like the roar of a lion. +"Harness the horses, August! harness the horses!" + +A scene of wild confusion followed, in which all shouted together, so +that Gotthold could only distinguish a word here and there. Hans +Redebas raved loudest of all, but apparently quite as much from fear as +anger, while Brandow remained comparatively calm, and was evidently +intent upon separating the Assessor, who was constantly intermeddling, +from the three others whom the Pastor now joined, and by all possible +signs announced his intention of making a speech, in which he actually +several times got as far as the beginning: "My beloved friends!" + +The three carriages, to which the impatient coachmen had harnessed the +horses long before, drove up. The quarrel had been continued from the +room to the hall, from the hall to the door, and even to the carriage +steps. + +"We shall see, we shall see," cried Hans Redebas; "are you in, Pastor? +Then, in the devil's name, drive on--we shall see," he shouted again +from the carriage window, as the powerful Danish horses trotted away at +a rapid pace towards the northern gate, from whence the shorter road, +which, however, was scarcely visible in the darkness, led through the +forest to Dahlitz. + +Meantime Otto and Gustav von Plueggen had finally become involved in a +quarrel with each other. Gustav, who had no lamps on his carriage, +declared that he must go across the moor, while Otto wanted to follow +Redebas. Gustav had already borne so much from his older brother that +day, that he considered himself obliged to take this refusal as a +personal insult. He had no bundle of hay in front of his head, and +wouldn't run the risk of breaking his skull against the trees in the +forest. "Then he could light the straw in it, and find his way home by +that," Otto replied. + +So they drove away in opposite directions. + +"That is very foolish," said Brandow, looking after Gustav's carriage. + +"One will get across and the other won't," replied Hinrich Scheel. + +"We know that you are the best driver." + +"An accident is liable to happen to any one." + +"That is, you want it to be so." + +"It seems you don't." + +Brandow did not answer immediately. He had thought the matter less +difficult; but he need not break his neck, only an arm or leg. + +He cast a timid glance through the window; the light fell directly upon +Gotthold's grave, handsome face. Brandow ground his teeth. No, it was +not enough. He must have his life; the damned hypocrite deserved +nothing better, and where was the crime? An accident might happen to +the best driver. + +Suddenly he started. He had not thought of that before. By his quarrel +with his associates at the gaming-table he had fortunately prevented +the whole party from remaining all night until broad daylight, as they +had often done before, and thus robbed Gotthold of a suitable excuse +for staying also, if such was his intention--and of that Brandow, after +what he had heard, was firmly convinced. He had also, by intentionally +keeping the Assessor out of the quarrel, made it impossible for the +latter to go away at once with the others, though he had not lacked +invitations, as thus his prey would have escaped him, for Gotthold +probably would not have remained without the Assessor. But now--how +could he separate the two? If the Assessor stayed--and he did not seem +to think of leaving--Gotthold would stay also, or at least have a +most plausible excuse for doing so; and if he forced the Assessor to +go-- + +Again his sullen glance wandered towards the two men in the room--the +Assessor talking to Gotthold with the most animated gestures; the +latter, to judge from his expression and movements, listening +reluctantly. + +"I drove them both here, so I can drive them both back again," said +Hinrich Scheel, pressing down the ashes in his pipe. + +Both! One! yes; but what had the other done to him? Nothing! Nothing at +all! And he had received ten thousand thalers from him to-day. + +"It's a pity about the beautiful money, if any accident should happen +to us on the moor," said Hinrich, knocking the tobacco out of his pipe; +"I'll get the carriage ready, and take those jades of Jochen Kluets; it +would be a pity to hurt our grays." + +He walked slowly away. Brandow's eyes followed the short dark figure; +he wanted to call him back, to tell him he need not harness the horses, +but only a strange, hoarse, choking sound came from his throat; his +tongue clung to his palate, and as he raised his foot he staggered like +a drunken man, and was obliged to hold fast to the trunk of one of the +old linden-trees, through whose thick branches a violent gust of wind +was just roaring. The rain, which again began to fall, beat into his +face, now burning with a strange flush, although he was shivering from +head to foot. + +There! What was that? The noise of the carriage which Hinrich was +pushing out of the barn. There was still time! But, after all, he had +said nothing, nothing at all; how could he help it if an accident +happened to Hinrich on the moor at night? + +Gotthold and the Assessor had remained in the room; the latter was +trying to explain to Gotthold that Brandow had certainly been quite +right when he asked that the game should be continued, but had done +wrong to express his wish in so peremptory a manner; and finally he +ought not to have forgotten that he was the host, and as such must +overlook any little impropriety on the part of his guests. + +During the latter part of his long speech, the Assessor had addressed +himself in an admonitory tone, partly to Brandow, who had just entered +the room, and going up to the side-board swallowed several glasses of +wine. "I have in fact been compelled to overlook many such things +to-day, and am obliged to you, Herr Assessor, for keeping me in +practice up to the last minute." + +The tone in which Brandow said this, and the gesture with which he +approached the Assessor, were so peculiar that the latter was partly +sobered, and stared in astonishment at his host, who now came a step +nearer and said in a low voice: + +"Or what do you call it, when the guests, in presence of the servants, +subject the conduct of the master of the house to such an unsparing +criticism?" and he pointed to Rieke, under whose direction another maid +servant and the groom Fritz were beginning to remove the glasses +standing about on the tables, and sweep up the fragments scattered over +the floor. + +The Assessor drew himself up to his full height. + +"I beg your pardon," said he, "and will request you to be kind enough +to place your carriage at my disposal for my return. I regret that I +did not accept from your other guests the favor I must now solicit of +you. I can still depend upon your company, Gotthold?" + +"I think Brandow will make no objections." + +"I beg the gentlemen to act their own pleasure." + +They bowed to each other with distant civility. A few minutes after, +the same light carriage that had brought the two gentlemen to Dollan a +few hours before rolled over the rough road into the dark, gusty night. +Hinrich Scheel drove the horses. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + +It was about ten o'clock, but, although the season was mid-summer and +the moon must have already risen, dark as only a moonless night in +autumn could be. And with autumnal chillness the wind blew over the rye +stubble, and the rain, which had just begun to fall again with renewed +violence, beat into their faces. + +"Button your coat up," said Gotthold to his companion, who was swaying +to and fro uncomfortably in his seat. "You seem very much heated." + +"Because I have kept buttoned up all the evening," answered the +Assessor. "I mean it in a literal sense, on account of the ten thousand +thalers I have had in my breast-pocket; figuratively I might have been +somewhat more so; but for all that, I beg of you, my dear friend, give +me some explanation of Brandow's mysterious conduct. He actually turned +me out of doors! And why? I don't understand it. After we had been on +the most cordial terms the whole evening; after we had been, so to +speak, hand-and-glove. And everything settled! The whole large sum paid +in cash, down to the last penny, which, to be sure, is the greatest +mystery of all. And he is to have the money from Wollnow! Did Wollnow +mystify me? And why? I no more see any light in all this than I can see +my hand before my eyes. Horrible darkness!" + +"The moon has been up an hour already," said Hinrich Scheel. + +"And is that why you have no lamps on the carriage?" + +"Herr von Plueggen had none either." + +"You thought your pipe would give us light enough, didn't you?" + +"I needn't smoke, sir." + +"Then don't; I can't say that the odor of your canaster is very +agreeable." + +"Folks like us can't smoke nice tobacco, like fine gentlemen," said +Hinrich Scheel, emptying his pipe so roughly that the sparks flew in +all directions through the darkness, and thrusting it into his +breast-pocket. + +"Isn't this the same fellow who drove us here this afternoon?" asked +the Assessor in a low tone. + +"The same," answered Gotthold; "and I should advise you to use the same +precaution we adopted on the way here." + +But the Assessor was not in the mood to follow Gotthold's counsel. The +intoxication, from which the scene with Brandow had only roused him for +a short time, returned with redoubled power, now that he was exposed to +the cold night air. He began to abuse Brandow, in whose favor he had +always spoken at the convent, who but for him would have been obliged +to leave Dollan a year ago, who was greatly indebted to him in every +respect, and now repaid him with the basest ingratitude. But his +friendship and protection were now at an end. He still had the fine +fellow under his thumb. The lease must yet be renewed. To be sure, +Brandow had paid this time, but what guarantee of future security was +there to be had from a man who, in his precarious situation, loaded +himself with a gambling debt of five thousand thalers? He need only +give the monks this piece of information, and Brandow would be cast +off. Did Brandow expect to satisfy the convent by the assurance that he +would win the race on Brownlock! Brownlock, nothing but Brownlock! +Brandow had not won yet, and they were strict in their rules at the +race-course. Only last year, young Klebenitz--eldest son of a nobleman +though he was--had been excluded because it got noised abroad that he +had been twenty-four hours late in paying a gambling debt. It was still +very doubtful whether Redebas would have the five thousand thalers he +had just won from Brandow lying on his desk by to-morrow noon. + +Gotthold had tried in vain to interrupt his loquacious companion, and +was therefore not at all displeased when the latter, after stammering a +few incoherent words, suddenly relapsed into silence, and leaning back +in his corner seemed to wish to sleep off his intoxication. Gotthold +spread his own travelling-rug over his knees, turned up the collar of +his overcoat, and gazing out into the darkness, resigned himself to his +thoughts. Brandow's conduct was incomprehensible to him also. What +could have induced him to insult the Assessor in this way?--a man whose +favor he had every reason to keep. Had he been drunk too? But if so, +the fit of intoxication must have come upon him very suddenly, and had +at all events assumed a singular form--the form of the hatred which +veils itself under the garb of cold politeness. Or, had all this +concerned him alone? Had he been so anxious to get his enemy out of the +house that he had even suffered it to cost him the friendship of the +influential man? That was a solution so simple and natural, so unlike +the cold calculating man; but if it was not drunkenness, or hate that +wishes to satisfy itself, what was it? + +And suppose it were hate that desires to satisfy itself at any cost? +Suppose this hate was directed towards her, no less than him, nay +perhaps even more. Suppose this terrible man wanted to clear the house +of guests in order to give free course to his furious hate, to be able +to riot in some fell vengeance. + +Gotthold half started from his seat, groaning aloud, and then sank back +again, reproaching himself for conjuring up such horrible apparitions. +That was certainly the most improbable of all. Whatever means he had +used the night before to break down the pride of one of the proudest of +women, he had conquered, he was master of the situation; he might be +satisfied! And was he not? He now knew the secret of coining gold, +cunning alchemist that he was; and how soon he might be again in a +situation where he would be obliged to make use of his art, that very +evening had proved. What becomes of the water you take in your hand? +What becomes of the money you give a gambler? Cousin Boslaf had been +right. + +But the more Gotthold endeavored to push aside the terrible thought as +improbable, nay impossible, the more distinctly the scene appeared +before his eyes. He saw him creep towards her chamber, cautiously open +the door, glide into the room, up to the bed. Merciful Heaven! what was +that? He had distinctly heard his name called in a piercing cry of +mortal agony. + +It was only a trick of his excited fancy, a horned owl perhaps, which, +hurled along by the storm on noiseless wings, had swept close over his +head, and in its surprise uttered the cry. This, or something of the +sort. + +Undoubtedly; but fancy continued the cruel sport none the less +zealously, and converted the long-drawn howling and hollow roaring of +the tempest over the moor, the rustling of the clumps of broom by the +wayside, the creaking of the carriage, and the panting of the weary +horses, into ghostly voices which muttered terrible words, voices and +words such as might be uttered by the shapes which glided through the +grayish black twilight over the masses of rock on the moor on the right +of the carriage, or flitted on the left through the impenetrable +darkness that brooded coldly over the morass. + +The road had been gradually ascending for some time, and according to +Gotthold's belief, they had almost reached the crest of the hill, when +the horses suddenly stopped, snorting violently. + +"What's the matter?" asked Gotthold. + +Hinrich Scheel's only reply was several violent lashes, which urged the +horses onward again, but only a few paces, then they stopped once more, +snorting still louder, and pressing backward so that the carriage moved +a little down the hill. + +"The damned jades!" cried Hinrich Scheel, who was no longer on his seat +on the box, but standing on the right of the carriage. + +"What is the matter, I say?" cried Gotthold, starting up. + +"Nothing at all," shouted Hinrich. "Sit still. The damned jades! This +little pull! I'll teach them to shirk. Sit still, we shall be up +directly! Damn the whip!" + +Hinrich, who had been lashing the horses frantically, now disappeared +from the side of the carriage, the frightened animals made a few more +bounds forward--suddenly the vehicle leaned towards the left--farther +and farther; like a flash of lightning the thought passed through +Gotthold's mind, that if the carriage should upset here, it would +undoubtedly fall sixty feet down the slope into the morass; he already +had his hand on the back to swing himself out on the right, but would +not save himself without his companion. But the latter did not rise, +did not even stir. He seized him to drag him out of the carriage. +Too late! There was a dull roaring, rushing, rattling, as if the +earth itself was opening to engulf carriage, horses, and men; a +whizzing sound in their ears--a terrible shock, a falling, rolling, +crashing,--another crashing, rolling, shattering, and then--the horror +was over! + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + +In the large comfortable room adjoining the office, in the subdued +light of a beautiful lamp--the companion to which was burning on a +side-table at the end of the room--sat Frau Ottilie Wollnow and Alma +Sellien; Ottilie engaged in sewing; while Alma leaned back in the sofa +corner, with her slender hands resting idly in her lap. Before the +ladies, on a high-backed chair drawn forward in the light, stood +Gotthold's picture of Dollan, at which Alma from time to time threw one +of her languishing glances. If the gentlemen came back that evening, +she wanted to give Gotthold a pleasant surprise by showing him the +interest she took in his work, and therefore the picture, which had +just been taken down at her request, must remain in its present +position. + +"I am only afraid it may slip down and get injured," said Ottilie; "and +besides, I am not at all sure they will come back this evening." + +"I don't know what their return has to do with my enjoyment of art," +answered Alma, shading her eyes with her hand, and looking at the +picture with an evident increase of interest. "In what bold relief +these beeches stand in the foreground! how easily the eye glides over +the fields in the centre, and lingers there in refreshing repose, ere +it turns with delight to the brown moor on the left, or wanders +longingly towards the dim blue horizon bounded by the sea! He is really +a great artist." + +Ottilie laughed. "And do you mean to say all that to him?" + +"Why not?" answered Alma. "I like to give every one his due." + +"Especially when the 'every one' is a man so attractive as Gotthold." + +"I have only seen and spoken to him five minutes this morning." + +"And that has been enough to completely win the heart of such a subtle +connoisseur. Confess, Alma, you are fascinated, and now see that our +poor Cecilia must not be judged so very harshly, even if she really did +have the misfortune to think such a man attractive." + +"You know my views in regard to these things are very strict," replied +Alma; "yes, very strict, though you do choose to open your eyes in +astonishment. But to speak frankly, it is a matter of perfect +indifference to me what your poor Cecilia thinks or doesn't think; only +I would rather not despair of the good taste and good sense of the men, +and that I certainly should do if such a man was so deluded as to think +your poor Cecilia charming." + +"Why, Alma!" + +"Pray, my dear Ottilie, allow me to have and retain my own opinion on +this point. Tell me instead--for it interests me, now that I have +become personally acquainted with him--what you know of his former +circumstances. Hugo declares he is almost a millionaire. Is he really +so rich, and how did he get the property? Hugo says it is a very +mysterious story--but he always says that when he can give no +information about a thing. What is it?" + +"Nothing at all," replied Ottilie; "I mean nothing at all mysterious; +but the story is a sad one; I could not help crying when Emil related +it to me a short time ago--he had never spoken of it before!" + +And Ottilie Wollnow wiped away the tears that already hung on her dark +lashes. + +"You make me terribly curious," said Alma; "how can a story be sad +which finally results in half a million?" + +"It is probably not so much so now," said Ottilie; "besides, you must +not ask me for any particulars, for Emil's story was very--what shall I +say--very general--for reasons I hinted to you this morning, and +I--from the same cause--did not venture to ask him for any farther +details. We must always respect all such old German favors, and seem to +think them true and genuine." + +"Old German favors?" asked Alma in astonishment. + +Ottilie laughed. "That's what I call our husbands' reminiscences of +their old love affairs, which they treasure with such ludicrous +emotion, and, so to speak, always wear secretly under their coats, in +order not to shame us by their brilliancy, for we are really good, +excellent wives; but how could we bear any comparison with these +heroines? In this case, to be sure--" + +"Excuse me for interrupting you, dear Ottilie, but you were going to +tell me how Gotthold got his fortune." + +"It is all closely connected," replied Ottilie; "the German favor, I +mean my good Emil's old flame and Gotthold's mother, is one and the +same person; but to be sure Emil declares I always begin my stories at +the end, so now by way of exception I'll commence at the beginning. But +how am I to do it?" + +"Perhaps by stating who the lady you have mentioned really was." + +"You always hit the nail on the head! Certainly, who was she? The only +child of her parents; her father was Reginald Lenz, a rich merchant in +Stettin--I have forgotten her mother's name; but she must have been a +dear, sweet creature, and loved her husband passionately, too +passionately perhaps. He was probably a very attractive man--he always +went by the name of 'handsome Lenz,' and such people are spoiled: the +merry bachelor life is continued after marriage; a few unlucky +speculations may have happened also; in a word, Herr Lenz failed at the +end of a few years, or stood on the verge of bankruptcy, and the books +did not balance as they ought; he would not survive the disgrace, +and--it is terrible to think of--he took a cheerful farewell of his +young wife to go out hunting, and clear his head after reckoning so +many figures, as he said, and in the evening they brought him home with +his brains dashed out. Was it not terrible?" + +"Go on," said Alma. + +"Ah! the rest is almost as bad. The young wife, who had had no +suspicion of her husband's situation--or she would not have let him +leave her--saw the body without the slightest preparation. An hour +after--the unhappy woman was daily expecting the birth of another +child--she was attacked by a violent fever, and in a few days was a +corpse." + +"How imprudent," said Alma. + +"The little five-year-old Marie--" + +"An ugly name," observed Alma. + +"I don't think so; at any rate its bearer was anything but ugly, Emil +says; and to speak frankly, I am sure that in this respect he does not +exaggerate, and the little lady, who naturally in the course of years +grew up to maturity, really possessed all the admirable qualities which +turned the head of the poor young fellow, who was then only twenty. And +he was not alone; all the other young men employed in the business +fared just the same. I forgot to say, or was just going to tell you, +that the poor little orphan had been received in her uncle's house, the +brother of her unhappy father, but a man who was exactly his opposite +in every respect; plain, stern, pedantic, an excellent business-man of +the old school, as Emil says, who had entered his counting-room and at +that time risen to be head clerk. His wife was wonderfully well suited +to him, that is, she was not one whit less plain, or less strict and +pedantic, so the poor little girl could not have found the house +exactly a bed of roses." + +"In spite of all her admirers?" + +"In spite of all her admirers. She inherited it from her father, who +always aimed too high." + +"Perhaps she did not know what she wanted." + +"That is possible; at any rate, none of the young men found favor in +her eyes, though Emil was slightly preferred; but only, he says, +because he was the only Jew in the Christian establishment, and +therefore in some degree rebuffed by the others--the position of the +Jews thirty years ago, you must know, was even more precarious and +uncomfortable than it is now, although even now everything is perhaps +not quite what it should be. At any fate, she treated the man +worst whose outward circumstances entitled him to the most +consideration--namely, her cousin Eduard, the only son of the house, a +quiet, shy young man, who loved her passionately. Emil says that even +now it makes the tears come into his eyes when he thinks of the time +that Eduard, who was his most intimate friend, spoke of what he +suffered, not in pompous, high-sounding words, which would not have +been at all like him, but so gently, so resignedly--" + +"I can't bear these gentle, resigned men," said Alma. + +"They seldom succeed, as poor Eduard's example shows. But to be sure, +she refused very different people, who were by no means gentle and +resigned--officers, barons, and counts: she was the wonder of the city, +and the idol of all the young men, and she noticed them no more than +the sun heeds the mist." + +"You are really getting poetical," said Alma. + +"It is one of Emil's comparisons, he always grows poetical when he +speaks of her--till at last the right one came." + +"The country Pastor. Gracious Heavens! _Tant de bruit pour une +omelette_," said Alma. + +"Excuse me, it was nothing of that sort; on the contrary, he was a very +remarkable man, who had turned the heads of as many women as she had +men. And it was not confined to women; many men, and those by no means +the least important, were also very enthusiastic about him, among +others, my Emil, who since he was baptized on our wedding-day, has not +set foot inside of a church, but then, Jew as he was, attended +regularly every Sunday the service held by the young Substitute--I +believe that's what they call them. The whole city went, he says; +people stood at the doors, and even outside, just to see him come in. +In a word, this young preacher was the right man. How they became +acquainted with each other I don't know, and it is of no consequence. +To see and love each other was the same thing. Her foster-parents, who +on Eduard's account were glad to get her out of the house, of course +gave their consent at once, although the little parish here in Rammin +on which they married was a place to starve rather than live in. So +they left Stettin, and came here, and--" + +"The story ends," said Alma, "as all stories which begin in such a +remarkable manner usually do--in commonplace poverty. But I don't see +yet from all this how Gotthold got his half million." + +"It is not a half million," replied Ottilie; "about a hundred thousand, +Emil thinks, and from whom should he get it but the good Eduard, who +would never marry, though the rich heir, of course, could have made the +most brilliant matches, but remained faithful to his early love as long +as he lived, and on his death-bed left a portion of his property to +benevolent institutions, and the remainder to his cousin's son as his +nearest heir." + +"It must have been a very pleasant surprise," said Alma. + +"Undoubtedly, although I must say that no real blessing attends the +money. To be sure, he is now a rich man, or at least well to-do; but +what personal benefit does he get? Scarcely any. Ten thousand thalers +or so were invested in Emil's business before our marriage; since then, +thank God, he has needed no stranger's money, and he has never troubled +himself about them; the rest he has left in the business in Stettin, +which is carried on by one of the partners of the old firm, and where +it is by no means safe; but he doesn't even touch the interest, except +to aid needy artists, or encourage struggling young men by enabling +them to go to the Academy, take a journey to Italy, or something of +that sort. Well, he doesn't need it; he easily earns as much as he +wants, and moreover is such a thoroughly good man that he likes to +befriend others, but I think he has already made up his mind what to +do." + +"What?" asked Alma. + +"Why doesn't he marry? He has certainly had the best opportunities, and +he is twenty-eight years old! I fear, I fear he will remain a bachelor +like his foster-uncle in Stettin, and--for the same reason. And as for +the money, I think I know what will become of that too. After what we +heard this morning about Brandow's circumstances, it would be very well +invested; for poor Gretchen probably will not inherit much from her +father and mother." + +"He won't be such a fool!" exclaimed Alma. + +"People said just the same about good Eduard Lenz. And I think, I +think--but you must not betray me when your husband returns--I think a +part of his property went into Brandow's hands to-day." + +"Did your husband tell you so?" + +"In that case I should be sure of it; the idea of Emil's +chattering--but you don't know him. It's all my own idea, but we shall +ascertain when the gentlemen come home to-morrow." + +"I told them when they went away that I should expect them without fail +this evening," replied Alma, looking at the picture through her hand, +and mentally repeating the words with which she intended to receive +Gotthold. + +"Why, there they are already!" cried Ottilie as the door-bell rang. + +"It must be your husband back from his club." + +"He does not ring," answered Ottilie; "besides, it is not his step." + +Ottilie, with a "come in," went towards the door, at which they now +heard a knock. Alma leaned back in the sofa corner with her head a +little bent, in the act of displaying her white hands to the best +possible advantage, when she was startled from her _pose_ by a low +exclamation from Ottilie. + +"Herr Brandow!" + +"Pardon me, Madam, pardon me, ladies, for presenting myself unannounced +in the absence of a servant. I hope you will bear with me a few +minutes, and help me to carry out a little joke I want to play upon our +friends." + +He bowed; Ottilie gazed at him in astonishment, even terror. Herr +Brandow did not look like a person who is trying to carry out a jest; +his face was pale and haggard, his long fair moustache disordered, his +dress a strange mixture of evening and riding costume, and splashed +with mud to his shoulders. And to come in this plight, at this late +hour, to a house where he was a stranger, nay, which had actually been +closed against him for years--Ottilie had only one explanation of all +this. + +"Has any misfortune happened?" she exclaimed. + +"Misfortune," said Brandow; "none that I am aware of; or yes, the +misfortune that I have treated my friends a little uncivilly. The +rudeness was very slight, but as I, although a sorely tried man, am not +accustomed to this kind of misfortune, I could not rest until I had +made the attempt to rehabilitate myself in my own eyes, to say nothing +of my friends, who have doubtless already forgiven me." + +"Then they are coming to-night, are they not? I told you so," exclaimed +Alma. + +"Certainly, and they will be here immediately, in--we will say twenty +minutes--yes, twenty minutes. They left Dollan at exactly ten minutes +of ten; it is now just half-past; with my powerful horses and so good a +driver as Hinrich they will not need more than an hour, in spite of the +horrible weather; so in twenty minutes, ladies, we shall hear the +carriage drive up." + +Brandow had taken out his watch, and did not turn his eyes from it as +he made his calculation. + +"And you?" asked Alma. + +"I myself, dear madam, after parting from the gentlemen, with a want of +cordiality I sincerely regret, rode away from Dollan precisely at ten, +and just twenty-five minutes after had my horse put into the stable of +the Fuerstenhof, that is, I was just five times as long in going over +the mile and a half from Dollan to the Fuerstenhof, as in walking the +five hundred steps from the Fuerstenhof here." + +"You were twenty-five minutes in coming the same distance that will +occupy the others an hour!" cried Alma. + +"Pardon me; I couldn't go by the same road our friends took across the +Dollan moor, or it would have spoiled my surprise. I rode over another +that leads through Neuenhof, Lankenitz, Faschwitz, etc. Frau Wollnow +doubtless knows the direction--a way quite as long, and certainly as +bad, as I unfortunately perceive too late, by the condition of my +clothes." + +"Oh! how I admire these bold feats of horsemanship!" exclaimed Alma, +opening her eyes very wide to express her enthusiasm. "Sit down here +beside me, dear Herr Brandow." + +She had forgotten the arrangement she had made for Gotthold's +reception, and as she pushed the back of the chair with her +outstretched hand, the picture slipped down and fell on the floor. +Ottilie, who saw it, uttered a loud exclamation. Brandow sprang forward +to raise it, but had scarcely cast a glance at it, when he dropped it +from his hands with a low cry. + +"My poor picture!" exclaimed Ottilie. + +"I beg ten thousand pardons," said Brandow. "I see that when a man has +ridden a mile and a half in twenty-five minutes, he is not quite master +of his limbs." + +In fact, he trembled violently as he again took the picture in his +hands; nay, he seemed to find it difficult to stand. Ottilie, who +noticed it, at last invited him to sit down. + +"Shall I not put the picture away first?" asked Brandow. + +"On no account!" exclaimed Alma. "I can't part with it, and to you, my +dear friend, it must have a double interest. Just see in what bold +relief these beeches stand in the foreground. How easily the eye glides +over the fields in the centre and lingers in refreshing repose, ere it +wanders longingly towards the dim blue horizon of the sea on the right, +or turns with delight to the brown moor on the left." + +"Oh! certainly, certainly," said Brandow, without looking at the +picture; "it is intended for Dollan, isn't it?" + +"Intended for Dollan!" exclaimed Ottilie, "why, Herr Brandow, you +wanted to buy it yourself. Don't you remember the time when your wife +and I were standing before the picture and you came up?" + +"Oh! certainly, certainly," said Brandow. + +"I would like to bet that the gentlemen are on that brown moor now," +said Alma. + +"Certainly; to be sure," replied Brandow. + +"Impossible!" exclaimed Ottilie, "unless some accident has happened to +the carriage, which we do not want to fear." + +"Certainly, oh! certainly not," said Brandow, wiping the cold +perspiration from his forehead with his handkerchief. + +"You are faint, Herr Brandow; let me offer you some refreshments," +said Ottilie, ringing the bell, and rising to give her orders to the +maid-servant, who instantly entered. + +At the same moment Alma leaned forward, and holding out her hand to +Brandow, whispered, "My dear friend, how glad I am to see you! What +have you done to Hugo? I should think it would be for the interest of +us all that you should remain good friends." + +Brandow took the little white hand, and hastily raised it to his lips. + +"Oh! certainly, certainly, my beautiful friend," he replied, "that is +the very reason I am here; it is really nothing at all. I was a little +excited by--I--oh! my dear madam, why do you trouble yourself? A glass +of wine, if you insist upon it, but nothing else, I beg of you, nothing +else." + +He had turned towards Ottilie. Alma--threw herself back into the sofa +corner, pouting. Brandow's manner was certainly very strange to-day, so +cold, not in the least like his usual one. Alma determined to punish +him for it when Gotthold came, and to render the pain more severe, +resolved to be particularly charming during the few minutes that would +intervene. + +But the minutes passed, the clock struck eleven, half-past eleven--an +hour had elapsed since Brandow's arrival, and still no sound of +carriage wheels was heard, nothing but the rustling of the tall poplars +in the little square before the house, and the plashing of the rain +against the window-panes whenever a pause in the conversation occurred. +And it seemed as if the later it grew, the more frequent such pauses +became; for Ottilie, contrary to her custom, spoke very little. Alma, +as usual, thought it enough to give people, by a gracious smile, +permission to amuse her, and Brandow, this evening, was by no means the +entertaining companion he was generally considered. The restlessness +with which he darted from one subject to another had a feverish haste, +his laugh sounded forced, at times he did not seem to notice that not a +word had been uttered for some minutes, but sat staring at the picture, +until he suddenly started and began to talk again in an extremely loud +voice, whose harsh tones jarred upon Ottilie's nerves. Her anxiety +increased every moment. She had already risen several times, gone to +the window, and pushing aside the curtain, gazed out in the night, +which was made, if possible, darker still by the feeble gleam of the +tiny flames in the street-lamps. + +"I am very anxious," she exclaimed at last, turning from the window. + +"It is certainly strange," said Brandow, "it is now ten minutes of +twelve; they ought to have been here an hour ago." + +"And my husband does not come either," said Ottilie. + +"Be glad that he is having a good time," replied Alma. "Are you going +already, my dear friend?" + +"I will try to obtain some news of them," answered Brandow, who had +hastily risen and taken his hat. + +"You won't venture out into this darkness again?" cried Alma. + +"Why, Alma!" exclaimed Ottilie. + +Brandow was in the act of taking leave, when the doorbell rang, a heavy +step passed through the counting-room, and Herr Wollnow entered. +Ottilie hurried towards him, and in a few words told him how matters +stood. Herr Wollnow greeted the late guest with cold politeness. He saw +no special reason for being anxious as yet, if Herr Brandow was not. + +"But he is," cried Ottilie. + +"In that case Herr Brandow would have gone in search of information +long ago," replied Wollnow. + +"I am anxious, and I am not," said Brandow. "It is certainly a very +dark night, and the road is not particularly good in one or two places, +but Hinrich Scheel is a remarkably good driver, and--yes, it has just +occurred to me--Gustav von Plueggen drove over the same road only a few +minutes before our friends." + +"Which does not prove that some mischance may not have befallen one or +the other party, or perhaps both," answered Wollnow. "I say mischance, +ladies, not misfortune, but even a trifling mischance--the breaking of +a wheel, or anything of that sort--is no joke on such a night as this; +and I am most decidedly in favor of going to meet our friends. I will +accompany you, Herr Brandow, if agreeable to you." + +"Certainly, of course, but I came on horseback," replied Brandow. + +"Then we will take a carriage at the Fuerstenhof; if anything has +happened, a carriage may be useful to them." + +Alma thought it very uncivil in the gentlemen to leave the ladies alone +at such a moment, while Ottilie gave her husband a shawl, and whispered +with a most affectionate kiss, "That's my own good Emil!" + +Wollnow had requested the ladies to stay in the room. When the door was +closed, he said, "I am sure some misfortune has happened to them; and +so are you, are you not?" + +His black eyes flashed so strangely, and looked so keen and piercing in +the light of the lamp he carried in his hand, that Brandow shrank as if +a question on which the result of the whole matter depended had been +put to him in a court-room. + +"Oh! certainly not, by no means," he faltered; "that is, I really don't +know what to think." + +"Nor I either," replied Wollnow curtly, putting the lamp on a table +near the hall-door, and drawing back the bolt. + +The light fell brightly upon the door, and as Wollnow opened it +darkness yawned outside. Suddenly against the black background appeared +a figure at the sight of which even the calm Wollnow trembled, while +Brandow, who was directly behind him, staggered back with a low +cry--the figure of a man, whose clothing was drenched with water and +besmeared with sand and clay as if he had just risen from the earth, +and whose pale face, framed in its dark beard and shaded by a +broad-brimmed hat, was terribly disfigured by a narrow stream of blood +which ran from his temple across his cheek. + +"In Heaven's name, Gotthold, what has happened?" exclaimed Wollnow, +holding out both hands to his friend, and drawing him into the house. + +"Where are the ladies?" asked Gotthold in a low tone. + +Wollnow motioned towards the sitting-room. + +"Then keep them away. Sellien is in the Fuerstenhof, we have just +bandaged his wounds, he is still unconscious; Lauterbach despairs of +his recovery. I thought it would be better for me to bring the news. +You here, Brandow?" + +Brandow had recovered his composure; it was absurd that he should have +been so unnecessarily anxious. The scoundrel had as many lives as a +cat, and what did he care for the other? + +"I have been waiting here for you almost two hours," said he. "But how +could such an accident have happened? Poor Gotthold, and that good +fellow Sellien! I must see how he is. You will probably remain here +now, and you also, Herr Wollnow." + +Without waiting for a reply, he rushed out and disappeared in the +darkness. + +Wollnow's eyes flashed as he looked after him, but he repressed the +words that seemed trembling on his lips. + +"And you, my dear Gotthold?" + +"I have got off so," said Gotthold. "But what is to be done now? How +shall we tell his wife?" + +"I should like to see him myself first. They know I was going to meet +you, and will not miss me." + +"Then come." + +The two friends went out. Wollnow gave Gotthold his arm. "Lean on me," +said he; "lean firmly, and don't speak." + +"Only one thing. The ten thousand thalers Sellien had with him are +lost. We did not notice it until we were cutting off his coat here." + +"How can they be lost if you were obliged to cut off his coat?" + +Gotthold made no reply; the faintness which he had already several +times scarcely been able to conquer, once more stole over him, and he +was obliged to lean very heavily on Wollnow's arm. + +Thus, not without considerable difficulty, they reached the Fuerstenhof, +where everything was in the greatest confusion, but did not see Brandow +again. The host said that he had ordered his horse to be saddled as +soon as he heard of the news of the loss of the money, and then rode +away without seeing the Assessor. He could do no good here, he said; +but the money would scarcely be found without him. + +"Nor with him perhaps," muttered Wollnow. + +There had been no change in the Assessor's condition. + +"If he does not recover his senses soon, we have no hope of saving the +patient," said Doctor Lauterbach. + +The physician soon had two patients. Gotthold fell fainting upon +Sellien's bed. + +"I said so," observed the Doctor; "it's a miracle that he has held out +so long. It is really a bad accident." + +"If it is an accident," muttered Wollnow. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Herr Wollnow and his wife now spent days and nights of ceaseless care. +It had proved possible to move the Assessor, in spite of his serious +injuries, to their house, where he was much more comfortably situated +in every respect, while Gotthold, who in comparison was scarcely +considered wounded, they were obliged to leave at the Fuerstenhof. He +had lain for hours, either unconscious or tossing in the wildest +delirium, a prey to violent fever; the doctor shook his head gravely, +and spoke of a concussion of the brain, which was not impossible, or +some internal injury, which was extremely probable. Herr Wollnow was +very anxious, and spent every moment he could spare by the bedside of +the invalid. + +"The Assessor's case is really very simple," said he; "he has broken +his left leg, and put his right arm out of joint; the arm has been set, +and the leg is going on admirably. I'm not anxious about the Assessor, +whom you ladies will soon set to rights; but with Gotthold it is +different; we don't yet know exactly where we are; I can't be spared +there." + +Ottilie thought he would have believed it impossible for him to be +spared from Gotthold's side, under any circumstances, but she had +nothing to say against a preference she herself shared; Gotthold +already seemed like her own son. + +Herr Wollnow received this remarkable confession with a smile, and the +same rather melancholy smile flitted over his grave face again and +again, as he sat beside the sick man's bed, stroked the soft wavy hair +from his burning brow, and compared the delicate features, now deadly +pale and anon flushed with fever, with those of another face, which had +once seemed to him the type and expression of all beauty, and whose +memory his faithful heart had kept so loyally. + +And many strange thoughts, evoked by this recollection, passed +through his mind as he sat in the quiet room through the long silent +hours,--thoughts which approached caressingly, and he repelled because +they sought to remove him from the firm ground on which he had placed +himself and his house, and where he must stand resolutely if he did not +wish to become the sport of the winds and the waves, with all that had +been entrusted to his care. No, no; it beseems not only God to +pronounce what He has created good, but man must also be permitted to +say so of his works, must be able to say so, if he is to preserve the +strength and courage needed to guard what he has made. He had chosen +his own part; no matter whether he had taken the worse or better, he +had chosen it, and in those words all was said. Those are not the best, +but the worst men, who wish to decide for themselves what has been +settled long ago. + +But for him, who, according to the number of his years, might be his +son--whom he would so gladly--no no! not that, not that; but he loved +him because he was so good and noble, loved him as an older man can and +may love a younger whom he sees tottering along the same intricate +mazes of the path of life, which once drank his own heart's blood--for +him nothing was yet decided. Could not the determination be made so +that the heart need not pour forth its best blood, ere it was calm +enough to understand the lessons of wisdom? How gladly would he have +procured him a happiness of which he had himself been deprived! It +could no longer be a perfect happiness, under any circumstances--too +much had already happened which would cast its shadow athwart the +fairest future--but perhaps to him it was the only one possible. After +all, there was something in the race, in the old habits of thought and +feeling transmitted to their descendants by those ancient Germans, who +did not try to improve their wretched homes, but simply gave the matter +up, who knew of no other stratagem in battle except that of binding +themselves together with chains, and in gambling preferred to be +ruined, rather than make any concession to ill-luck. And now he too! +the son of such a father, such a mother, who both had been destroyed by +this excess of feeling, which will suffer no bargaining and trading. +Here also the case was essentially different; a force was involved here +which was entirely lacking then, a force which almost seemed to make +what he would otherwise condemn as a crime against society, an act of +philanthropy--a necessity, and yet in his eyes a sad one. + +To be sure, almost everything in regard to this question was still and +must remain mere conjecture, at least so long as those who had been the +victims of this--accident on the moor were unable to tell what they +knew, or what observations they had made before and after. True, at +best it was probable that very little weight could be given to the +Assessor's statement, since from the little Gotthold had communicated +on that first evening, it was evident enough that the former had been +incapable of judging of anything; and even now, when he could think and +speak clearly again, he persisted in the assertion that he knew +nothing, and must have slept until the catastrophe happened. But +Gotthold, who, with the delicate perceptions of an artist, must have +seen, heard, and noticed everything, could undoubtedly supply materials +which a clever investigator would know how to prize. + +To be sure, Justizrath von Zadenig, in the neighboring capital of the +island, to whose district the case belonged, could hardly be included +in this category. The Herr Justizrath saw nothing at all unusual in the +event. That carriages might be upset in more or less dangerous places, +and pocket-books or such things lost, everybody must admit; and that +the road across Dollan moor contained such places was well known, at +least to him, Justizrath von Zadenig, who knew the story of the two +Wenhof cousins, part of which was connected with Dollan moor, very +well, as everybody else did, who, like him, was descended from one of +the old island families. The Brandows were not an old family, and the +way in which they had got possession of Dahlitz was not exactly +justifiable; but they no longer owned it, and Carl Brandow ought not to +be called to account for the condition of the Dollan roads, over which +three or four generations of Wenhofs had passed to and fro unmolested. +That was a thing he, Justizrath von Zadenig, considered quite +inadmissible, the more so as the brunt of the trouble would not come +upon Brandow, but on his own brother-in-law, the Herr Landrath von +Swantenit, of Swantenit, who at the last session of the court had been +made responsible for the condition of the high-roads and by-ways. If, +however, Herr Wollnow, of whose wisdom and judgment he held the highest +opinion, thought that the matter ought to be thoroughly investigated, +he would send at once for the Herr Referendar von Pahlen, and even +despatch a gensdarme with him, which, always looked particularly +official and serious. Surely Herr Wollnow would be satisfied with that. + +Herr Wollnow was satisfied, because he had obtained all he could get +from the indolent, but in other respects worthy old gentleman; and +after he had settled a few other business matters, returned to Prora, +where, at the door of the Fuerstenhof, he met Carl Brandow, who had +ridden in to-day, as usual, to inquire in person about the condition of +the invalids. + +"Things are going on admirably," he cried, as he saw Herr Wollnow. "His +head has been perfectly clear for the last hour. I have not tried to +see him, because I thought all excitement ought still to be avoided; +but I spoke to Lauterbach, who looks very solemn. He had made up his +mind to an inflammation of the brain, and now sees that he'll pull +through. Sellien, too, is getting along as well as can be expected; so +I can ride home today with a lighter heart than usual. How delighted my +wife will be! Perhaps I shall bring her in with me tomorrow. I have +Frau Wollnow's permission to do so. Good-by until to-morrow, Herr +Wollnow, good by." + +"That chestnut gelding's a fine horse," said the groom, looking after +him as he galloped away; "but it's nothing at all in comparison to the +one he rode Sunday night. That was a splendid animal." + +Wollnow's glance had also followed the slight figure, whose seat in the +saddle was so firm and graceful. "If he is really the scoundrel I think +him, it will be difficult to outwit him at all events. And I must not +let Gotthold notice anything; it would excite him terribly, and, for +the present, without due cause; at least I must have firmer ground. It +would certainly be no child's play: the snare which could catch the +knave would need very small meshes." + +As his friend entered, Gotthold extended his hand, which, though very +white, was entirely free from fever. + +"There," said he, "feel it yourself; and now with this clasp let me +thank you for your kindness, your affection. I have not been so +entirely out of my mind as not to see your face distinctly from time to +time, amid all the delirious fancies that oppressed me, and always with +the grave pitying expression, which I shall gratefully remember as long +as I live." + +Gotthold's voice trembled, and tears glittered in his eyes--"It is not +the weakness of sickness," said he: "I will frankly confess the truth: +it is the power of an emotion which is entirely new to me. I have had +so little opportunity to be grateful for the services of love. The +person who to others, during their whole lives, stands forth as the +image of unselfish, self-sacrificing devotion--my mother--died so +early, I scarcely knew her; I was separated from my father by an--as I +must believe--impassable gulf, and for ten years have wandered about +the world amid a thousand events, a thousand relations, ever in the +bustle of society, constantly among, and often even the centre of a +large circle of friends, and yet in the inmost depths of my soul +alone--alone, and longing for a love which so late in life has been +given me by a man whom I saw a few days ago for the first time, and +between whom and myself no relations had previously existed save those +of the most ordinary business transactions." + +The merchant's grave dark face expressed keen emotion, and his deep +voice sounded strangely low and gentle as he said after a short pause: + +"And suppose that we did not meet a few days ago for the first time; +suppose I had held you in my arms when you were a boy four or five +years old; suppose the interest I took in you sprang from a much deeper +source than our business relations, was connected with all the poetry +and beauty of my life: what then, my dear young friend, what then?" + +"Did you know my mother?" asked Gotthold, with a sudden presentiment; +"you must have known her." + +"I knew and--loved her. To know and love her was in those days the same +thing to me, nay, even at this moment they still seem to belong +together, like light and warmth." + +"And my mother--loved you. Speak frankly, and explain the mystery that +has always rested upon the relations between my parents." + +Wollnow shook his head. "No, no," said he, "that is not it; even if it +seemed so for a moment, it was only seeming, and it is the sorrowful +pride of my life that I did not allow myself to be dazzled by this +semblance; that through it I perceived the rugged path duty and honor +commanded me to tread." + +"You increase the mystery instead of dispelling it," said Gotthold. + +"So many things in this drama have remained mysterious, even to me," +replied Wollnow, covering his eyes with his hand; "but one fact is +plain, that a man of your father's stamp, so highly gifted, so glowing +with the holy passion of truth, could not fail to arouse an +overmastering love in the heart of your no less gifted, no less +enthusiastic mother. I assure you, my friend, if ever there was a love +such as you described a short time ago, it was that which impelled +these two rare, beautiful natures towards each other, like two flames +which rush together into one. Any one who witnessed the spectacle stood +in silent admiration, saying: No other conclusion is possible. My poor +dear friend said so, though it was a death sentence to him; I said so +too, and thought my heart would break; but it was stronger than I +believed, and then--I was determined to live! With that determination +one can do so, my friend, although it is at first a very wretched, +pitiful fragment of life." + +Wollnow paused, for he felt that he could not go on calmly. After a +short time he continued: + +"I am not now in a condition to judge whether I have erred in allowing +myself to be led on to make this confession to you, but I should +certainly wrong the memory of your parents, you, my dear young friend, +nay, myself, if I did not now tell you all, although the all is but +little, and this little terribly significant of the sad uncertainty of +human destiny. + +"The handsome young couple came here. I saw them again by accident a +few years after, when business chanced to bring me into this +neighborhood, for I would have gone out of my way to avoid a meeting +which could only cause me pain. But as I drove through Rammin, one of +the wheels of my carriage broke directly in front of the parsonage. I +was thrown out so violently that I dislocated my arm, and was compelled +to claim your parents' hospitality for several weeks. You cannot +remember me, but I can still see the curly-haired, large-eyed little +boy, who played so happily at his mother's side among the beds of +asters in the garden in the autumn sunlight, and, thank God, had no +suspicion of the meaning of the mournful expression with which the +beautiful young mother often gazed over the child's head into vacancy. +Alas! for her the flowers did not bloom, the sun did not shine; +everything around her was dark, and darkness was within her, in her +warm young heart. And it was the same in the ardent heart of the man +whom she had once so passionately loved, and who had loved her with +equal fervor, who, I am perfectly sure, loved her with no less devotion +at that moment, when they already seemed to hate each other, perhaps +fancied they did. Oh! my dear friend, I won't preach--I won't begin our +late dispute again; but how can I help touching the wound, and saying: +'Here again it was--and in a fatal manner--the want of moderation, +which will not be satisfied with things as they are, will not try to +make the best of circumstances, but releasing itself from commonplace +conditions, strives to realize an ideal vision'? These two beautiful +natures, which could offer so much, be so much to each other, +considered it nothing because it was not all. She expected him to be +not only the champion of the Church before whom she had at first knelt +in admiration, but also to possess every virtue the intelligent, +much-courted young girl had ever admired in any man. He expected her to +wear, in addition to all the charms with which nature had so lavishly +endowed her--I know not what mystic crown, without which all earthly +beauty was valueless in the eyes of the enthusiastic apostle. And +instead of trying to lessen the necessary differences between their +natures as much as possible by gentleness and patience, and overlook +the remnant which would still be left, out of respect for the Great +Power of which we are only an infinitesimal part, both with fatal +defiance increased their special gifts; he wanted to do nothing but see +and read obscure writings by a glass; she, who had always been far too +proud to be vain, declared that the glass told her nothing except that +she was young and beautiful, as the world was, in spite of all fanatics +and devotees. And now this strange conflict went on in the quiet +parsonage of a little village, on an island which in those days was +almost entirely secluded from all intercourse with the outside +world--what marvel was it that the two unhappy combatants bled from +painful wounds--and must bleed to death if they are not separated in +time, the world thinks and says in such cases. I am well aware of it, +but I did not think so. I said to myself: 'These two cannot forget or +lose each other, even if they should place a world between them, and +next to themselves the person would suffer most who might be mad enough +to aid this separation.' I said this also to the young wife, who could +not or would not conceal her misery from me. I spoke to her--as I +thought my duty required me to do--with earnest entreaty, and I must +confess that in so speaking I drowned, not the voice of my conviction, +but of my own heart, which during this strange scene seemed as if it +would burst my laboring breast. Now, for the first time, I learned that +before the right man came I had been dearer to the beautiful girl than +I had ever ventured to hope or suspect--learned it in broken words and +hints which rose from her glowing, passionate heart like sparks from a +blazing fire. How can I deny that I was touched by this fire, that it +became inexpressibly difficult for me to withstand it? Yes, my friend, +I struggled like the patriarch of old on that wondrous night, and from +my heaving breast, like his, the magic words were gasped forth, 'I will +not let thee go, except Thou bless me.' + +"And was it no blessing that some trace of the repose I had won by so +fierce a conflict seemed to calm the soul of the despairing young wife, +that she--which in such a situation is everything--found time to regain +her self-control, to remember what she had once possessed, to ask +herself whether she might not possess it again if she desired. I can +still see the look with which she extended her hand as she bade me +farewell, the earnest, expressive glance in which a gleam of hope still +sparkled. I can still hear her sweet voice utter the words which were +the richest reward to me for all I had done and suffered, the words: 'I +thank you, my friend.'" + +"And I thank you," said Gotthold, seizing the hand of the +deeply-agitated man, and pressing it warmly, "thank you with all my +heart, for you have acted according to your sincere conviction, and +what can a man do more? But you did not save my poor mother from dying +of a broken heart." + +Wollnow looked gloomily at the floor. Gotthold, smiling sadly, +continued: + +"To be sure, it is better to die so, to die young, than to live on with +a broken heart, to the torment instead of the joy of one's self and +others, as was the fate of my poor father. And he cannot have become +reconciled to my mother's shade. Else why, when he pushed me from him +in anger, did his pale lips murmur: 'You are just like your mother'? +No, no, my friend, I honor your wisdom, but I think one must be born +wise--it is not to be learned." + +"At least in one lesson," said Wollnow, with grave kindness, "and this +has lasted long enough--too long, when I consider the condition of the +pupil." + +Gotthold protested against this decision; he felt perfectly well, and +strong enough to continue the argument a long time; besides, the +subject had a demoniacal charm for him. + +"And for that very reason we will drop it," replied Wollnow, "and +instead, if you are really strong enough, I will request you to answer +a few questions in relation to your unlucky drive. I will confess that +I put them partly at the desire of a prominent magistrate. At least, +Justizrath von Zadenig declares that no farther steps can be taken in +this disagreeable matter without your deposition, and has begged me to +take it down in a legal form." + +Gotthold looked up in astonishment--"What is the point in question?" + +"It concerns, in the first place, the lost money, which must, if +possible, be recovered," replied Wollnow. + +"Poor Sellien! I am sorry for him," said Gotthold; "but I don't see how +your questions and my answers can aid in its recovery." + +"Let us see. Do you know that Sellien had the money with him when you +left Dollan?" + +"I am sure of it; as he did not suspect it came from me, he told me in +a walk we took after dinner that Brandow had paid him, and showed me +the packet, which he took out of the breast-pocket of his coat. I also +saw it there during the whole evening--not without some little anxiety. +I feared he might be tempted to stake the money. Fortunately he always +won." + +"So he was gambling. Who was the loser?" + +"Brandow." + +"Did he lose much?" + +"I think he lost five thousand thalers to Redebas, who was the only +person that had the courage to make a stand against so rash an +adversary." + +"Of course he did not pay him on the spot." + +"Certainly not; and from that very circumstance arose the quarrel which +ended in the others leaving the house in a rage." + +"Did you take any part in the dispute?" + +"Oh, no; Sellien perhaps was a little mixed up with it; at least +Brandow made it the pretext for the rudeness that drove us also from +the house." + +"Drove you out of the house! Very good," said Wollnow, when he had made +a written record of the words. "And Sellien still had the money when +you went away?" + +"I felt the packet when I buttoned his overcoat; he was then partially +intoxicated." + +"And the overcoat was still buttoned when Lauterbach wanted to bandage +his injuries here. So you said a short time ago, and Lauterbach +confirms it. Did you make no attempt to remove his clothes at the +smithy?" + +"No. Old Prebrow wanted to do so, but Sellien, who came to his senses +for a moment, begged so earnestly to be let alone, that we desisted, +and contented ourselves with making him as comfortable a bed as we +could on some straw and hay in the bottom of the wagon the Prebrows had +already prepared." + +"And did you feel the pocket-book there too?" + +Gotthold reflected a moment. "No," said he, "he did not have it there. +I remember now, because first the old man and then I myself felt his +breast, as he complained of severe pain in his left ribs. I could not +have helped feeling the packet. That is certainly strange." + +"It is indeed," replied Wollnow, "since neither of the worthy Prebrows, +father and son, who carried him from the place where the accident +occurred to the smithy, can have taken it out of his pocket." + +"Impossible!" exclaimed Gotthold. + +"And it is almost equally impossible, though in another sense, +that during his fall he can have lost it out of the pocket of a +closely-buttoned coat, over which another was buttoned." + +"Yet there is no other supposition." + +"So it seems. But let us go back a few steps. You had the impression +throughout, that Brandow was driving you from the house. Did not that +seem strange?" + +"No and yes." + +"We will suppose that the no refers to your relations with Brandow, and +the yes to the Assessor's, whose favor he certainly had the most urgent +motives to keep. I confess it is incomprehensible to me. And on such a +night too--as King Lear says, 'In storm and rain and darkness'--to +drive you out of the house and give you a carriage with no lamps to +convey you over such notoriously bad roads." + +"All that is true," said Gotthold in an embarrassed tone; "but +recurring to Brandow's unfriendliness--which, moreover, he instantly +regretted, and tried to make amends for the same evening--will scarcely +help us to the recovery of the money." + +"You see what an unskilful inquisitor I am," replied Wollnow, passing +his hand over his brow. "Let us leave the master, and without regard +for the old adage, turn to the man. Was he not the same one who drove +you out in the morning?" + +"The same. Brandow's trainer, and as you see, occasional coachman, +steward also, in a word, factotum." + +"Factotum, very good," said Wollnow. "A do-everything, in contrast to +always doing right, for this Signer Do-everything seems to fear nothing +and no one, at least that was the impression he made upon me. What do +you think of the man?" + +"That he is a remarkable fellow, so far as this, that any one who had +seen him once would hardly forget him. I remember him perfectly from +the time I first knew him, years ago, till now: the square flat head, +and low retreating forehead of the large animals of the cat tribe, to +which his green squinting eyes also bear a resemblance, while his broad +shoulders, short, thick-set figure, and clumsy bow legs are more like +the dog tribe--a cross between the terrier and bull-dog, whose tenacity +and faithfulness he also possesses. I believe he would go through fire +and water for his master." + +"And water," said Wollnow. "What wonderful eyes you artists have! How +dear that description is! And now we have this estimable monster, this +faithful Caliban, on the front seat of the carriage, driving through +the darkness. What about the ride?" + +"I have frankly confessed that, until just before the accident, I +noticed little or nothing of what was passing around me. But I remember +now that we ascended the hill with difficulty, probably because the +wind was directly against us, and Hinrich Scheel, with his usual +cruelty, violently lashed the poor horses, which seemed to have a +presentiment of their fate, and would not move from the spot until +Hinrich at last jumped out of the carriage." + +"Jumped out of the carriage," repeated Wollnow; "that was very wise, +very apropos; for the fall occurred directly after, didn't it?" + +"It must have taken place at that very moment." + +"Let us say a few moments after, otherwise the faithful Caliban would +have been obliged to join the party. The fall you have already +described to me, so far as you were conscious of the precise +moment--and it is astonishing how far an artist's observation extends +to the gates, nay, I might say across the very threshold of death. And +how long did this terrible moment, when you were so near your end, +last?" + +"I can hardly say; I became unconscious without pain or struggle, as +quickly and imperceptibly as the lid falls over the eye; and in the +same manner, without the slightest struggle, my senses returned, and I +lay with my eyes fixed upon the moon, watching the yellowish brown +clouds over her face grow thinner and thinner--as if I had nothing else +to do--until her rays suddenly pierced the last transparent veil, and +shone in their full brilliancy. At the same moment the consciousness of +my situation returned, and I knew as well as if some one had told me +that I had remained lying on a ledge about half way down the slope, +while the carriage and horses, sliding down the precipice to the edge +of the morass, were lying in one confused, terrible heap, amid which I +could distinguish nothing. After this, I must have again fallen, not +into an unconscious condition, but a sort of delirious state. I had a +distinct vision of a horseman, who, with a speed that only occurs in +dreams, dashed away from me across the marsh in the direction of +Neuenhof. Like the traditional ghostly rider, he had his head bent far +over the long thin neck of his flying steed, and wore a tall hat. A +ghost in a tall hat, isn't it ridiculous?" + +"Very ridiculous!" said Wollnow. He had risen from his seat again, and +gone to the window to conceal his agitation from Gotthold. What was +that the groom had said just now about the remarkable speed of the +horse Brandow had ridden that night? And the spectral rider had dashed +in the direction of Neuenhof, from whence Brandow had come!--Brandow, +who strangely enough had worn a tall hat that night, and the tall hat +was splashed with marshy water. + +Wollnow turned to Gotthold again: "Do you think it impossible for any +one, I mean any one of flesh and blood, to cross Dollan marsh, even on +the best and fastest horse?" + +"What put that into your head?" asked Gotthold in amazement. + +"Oh! nothing, except that Brandow has been telling everywhere that one +of the horses which broke away from the carriage and tried to make its +escape across the morass was drowned in the attempt." + +"Then that is surely the best proof of the impossibility." + +"Certainly," replied Wollnow; "and now you must have perfect quiet, or +Lauterbach will be very angry. I will come back again in two hours; +until then you must sleep undisturbed." + +Wollnow spent the two hours in a restless, impatient mood, of which the +calm, self-possessed man would not have believed himself capable. He +was expecting the young lawyer, who had promised to stop in Prora on +his return from Dollan and tell him the result of his investigations. +Herr von Pahlen had left B. two hours before him, and might surely have +executed his commission by this time. The expected visitor arrived at +last, but without the gendarme Herr von Zadenig had ordered to attend +him to give a suitable coloring to the affair. + +"This is a very strange business," said Herr von Pahlen. "You know I +went ostensibly to take the deposition of the man who drove the +gentlemen, Hinrich Scheel; at least he was the principal person, and +now would you believe it--" + +"The man had disappeared," said Wollnow. + +"How did you know?" + +"I only thought so; but go on." + +"Had actually disappeared," continued Herr von Pahlen, "although half +an hour before our arrival he had been seen by the laborers on the +estate, and also by Herr Brandow, who had just returned home. He had +disappeared and could not be found, although Herr Brandow was kind +enough to send men in every direction, who as Herr Brandow himself +said, must have found him if--" + +"The man had wanted to be found." + +"Exactly, but how stupid in the fellow, who, after all, is not to +blame, except for having taken for the journey the two worst beasts +among the many good ones, in order to spare the carriage-horses. It is +from this cause Brandow says, as he now looks at the matter, that the +whole misfortune arose. To be sure, if the fellow has really fled--I +have left Rueterbusch there for the present, who will arrest him if he +makes his appearance--the case assumes a very different aspect. The +fellow will suggest the inference that he either found the money, God +knows how, or took it out of the Assessor's pocket while he was +senseless, and now, being conscious of his guilt, fled when he saw us +coming--and one can see a long distance over the moor. Brandow, who was +very much astonished, said that he should have attributed such a crime +to any one rather than this man, who had always been highly esteemed by +his father, and since his death had served him faithfully and honestly, +but admitted that the sudden disappearance was very mysterious; and +after all everything was possible; at any rate, the possibility could +not now be denied that the poor devil might have yielded to the great +temptation of becoming a rich man at one stroke." + +"A devil always feels tempted to do evil, even if he is not poor," said +Wollnow. + +"So you think he has stolen it," asked the lawyer eagerly. + +"I have nothing to do with the matter," replied Wollnow evasively, +while his dark eyes flashed with an expression that seemed to say that +for all that he did have an opinion in regard to the affair, and a very +decided one. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV. + + +Gotthold had left Prora for Sundin as soon as his health permitted, +although Ottilie declared that the Prora air was infinitely better for +a convalescent, and he could complete the promised picture just as well +here as there. Nay, she had even announced herself ready to give up the +present entirely, if their friend could not be induced to stay on any +other terms; but her husband had again differed from her in opinion. + +"We ought not to try to detain one who wants to go," said he, "or we +must be responsible for all the results that may proceed from his stay, +and that I have no inclination to do in this case. I am sincerely +attached to the young man, as he deserves, and wish him from my heart +all the happiness he deserves; but I don't exactly see how he could +obtain it upon this path. And in this I have not clung to the views you +know I hold regarding marriage. I would be reconciled to all possible +concessions, if Gotthold could be helped. But that cannot be done yet. +The only way to remove the obstacles from his path is such a terrible +one, that, from my knowledge of his nature, he will shudder to use it +if matters ever go far enough. At present they have not reached that +point." + +"I shall take care not to rack my brains over this mystery," cried +Ottilie; "only let me ask one question, to which I beg you to give me a +plain, straightforward answer: Does Gotthold know of this expedient?" + +"I have not mentioned it to him, but it is possible that, with his +penetration, he has hit upon it himself." + +However little satisfaction Ottilie had derived from this very vague +information, she had not been able to doubt that Gotthold really wished +to go away, and even her husband's persuasion would hardly have +detained him. + +Gotthold had hurried off with the impetuosity of one who fancies some +magic spell has been cast over him, and strives to break it, cost what +it may. And had not an enchanted ring been woven around him from the +moment he had entered his native island, and been driven by the +companion of his boyhood, without recognizing him, through his native +fields? Good Jochen Prebrow! He certainly bore very little resemblance +to a Mercury, and yet with him had commenced the succession of marvels +which had taken place during the last few days, which had now shown him +a heavenly face and now a fiendish grin; now refreshed him with nectar +and ambrosia, and anon strewn ashes on his tongue. + +"I should be the most miserable creature on earth if you did not +understand me!" + +The words constantly rang in his ears--the words and the anxious tone +in which she had uttered them, as if from the depths of the +wretchedness into which she would sink without hope of deliverance, if +he did not understand her. She and he! Was not doubt misunderstanding, +and were not doubt and despair one and the same thing in this case? + +Had he understood her? + +It was in the middle of the night, when Gotthold started from a +troubled sleep, that the meaning of the mystery had appeared before his +soul, as if born of the darkness: there was one thing, and only one, +which she could not, dared not do: go while her child remained, +remained in the power of this fiend; and by this one thing the fiend +had forced her to obey his will. And force her to go he can and will, +will apply for the dissolution of a marriage bond she has broken--or +would she, the proud woman, deny it? Deny upon oath, in a court of +justice, that she had ever rested in the arms of her friend? Repeat in +the court-room, before the world, the yes which in his presence she had +long since changed to an inflexible no? Very well, then the breach of +faith was proved, the marriage dissolved, the child would be taken from +the guilty parent, and given to the one who was innocent of blame! + +Then, with a sneering laugh, he had repeated to her the shameful +formula, with which the next morning, in the presence of her lover, she +was to degrade herself to a level with the lowest--must do so if he did +not see through the fiendish plot, if he did not understand her! + +Thank God, he understood her now! But how she must have suffered! How +she must suffer still! + +And was this state of things to continue? Never, never. Now that he had +at last penetrated his enemy's base game, he must win the victory. If +he had allowed himself to be paid with money for the shame of knowing +that his wife's heart belonged to another, how far would not his +venality extend? But he would sell everything--honor, wife, and child. +Why had he not disposed of all at once, since he knew any price would +be paid that came within the means of the buyer? Did he wish to +increase the value of his wares by selling them separately? Or was +there, even for him, a limit which he could not pass? Inconceivable. Or +was his hatred towards his rival greater than his avarice? Did he carry +the refinement of cruelty so far as only to mutilate his victim, in +order to exult in her agony? + +It was certainly very probable from such a man, but how long would this +spendthrift and gambler remain in a situation to be able to afford +himself so costly a luxury? How soon would necessity compel him to sell +off his wares? What had the purchaser to do, except practise a little +patience and keep the money ready? + +The property which Gotthold had hitherto considered of so little +importance, suddenly acquired a priceless value in his eyes, and he +felt sorely troubled by the thought that he had entrusted the greater +part of it to persons whose honesty was by no means beyond question; +at least Wollnow, even when their intercourse had been limited to +letter-writing, had repeatedly made such hints, and finally in plain +words warned him against the house in Stettin; but Gotthold, out of +indifference towards the property, and respect for the name of his dead +relative, which had been retained by the firm, had not heeded the +warning until Wollnow had recently spoken on this point even more +urgently, and said that he must withdraw his money, and there was +danger in delay. The banker in Sundin who discounted Wollnow's notes +had confirmed the statement of his business acquaintance, and offered +him his services, but said it would be better to withdraw it to-day +than to-morrow. + +Gotthold had intended to do so, but his next visit had been to his +protege, the young artist Bruggberg, whom he found dying, and in the +duties of friendship he had forgotten everything else. Then days and +weeks of the most sorrowful emotions had followed, during which he +could form no resolution. Now he did not need to form any; now he was +eager to make up for the delay; but it was too late. + +When he entered the banker's office, the latter came to meet him with a +very grave face. News had just come from Stettin that Lenz & Co. had +failed, in a most unprecedented, scandalous manner; the creditors would +not receive five per cent. "I am sincerely sorry," said Herr Nathanson; +"I lose a small sum myself, if one can be said to lose what one has +given up all hopes of getting long ago; but you are very heavily +involved, if I understand you rightly. Did you not have fifty thousand +thalers invested there?" + +A short time before Gotthold would merely have shrugged his shoulders +at such news, and gone back to his work. Now it came upon him like a +thunder-clap. By the sum recently borrowed of Wollnow and his present +loss, his property was reduced to about one-fourth of its original +amount, and even this, strictly speaking, no longer belonged to him. +Nay, he need not even be overstrict; it was only necessary not to be +faithless to the obligations into which he had entered--obligations to +struggling young artists, who had based their hopes of the future on +his friendship, to widows and children of his deceased companions in +art, who but for him would sink into poverty. What was left him if he +paid these debts, as his honor, his heart bade him? Nothing! Nothing +except the income from his labor. It was enough and more than enough +for himself--but for the insatiate avarice of that spendthrift! He +would not be put off with promises, nor accept payments on account, not +he! + +Gotthold stood helpless before a barrier that towered before him in +impassable height, and which neither his anger nor his despair could +remove. Of what crime could she be charged, except that young, +generous, and confiding, she had allowed herself to be deceived by a +villain, and then after long years of terrible, silent agony, had once +more breathed freely at the sight of the friend of her youth, and fled +to his arms for deliverance? And now she was the guilty one, and this +scoundrel, asserting his rights, could mock, torture, kill her +unpunished. + +Thus anger and love drove him restlessly around in the terrible circle, +from which no escape seemed possible unless some means could be found +to fasten the crime, before the eyes of all the world, upon the person +who was really guilty. + +But how could such crimes be proved? + +Gotthold started in horror when, while racking his brains over the +possibility, he surprised himself in the act of producing this proof. +Should he sully his own and Cecilia's honor by revealing the dark +secrets, which, under cover of the night, extended from the master's +room at Dollan to the little attic chamber of the maid-servant? Never! + +And that the spendthrift and gambler would ever venture out of the dark +mole-tracks of vice to the comparatively open road of crime was a +thought that had also occurred to him; but there were too many +probabilities against it. He did not give the scoundrel credit for the +courage that always belongs to crime; besides, in that case, Wollnow +would probably have expressed some suspicion; Wollnow, who, apparently +out of sympathy for the Assessor, and perhaps also from the impulse of +his own nature, which every dark problem irritated, had entered into +the affair so eagerly, followed with so much care even the smallest +clew that might lead to the discovery of the lost or stolen money. And, +after all, was it not a psychological impossibility, that even a +Brandow--if he had been directly or indirectly concerned in the +robbery--could quietly clasp the hand of the man he had wronged, as he +had done just now, when Gotthold met him engaged in a most animated +conversation with the convalescent and his wife. True, the matter had +been settled by the trustees of the convent of St. Juergen, in a manner +particularly favorable to Sellien. Under the direction of Alma's +father, who presided at the meeting, they decided that the Assessor was +not in the least to blame, since, as the agent of the convent, he was +authorized, nay obliged, to receive the money, and certainly could not +be held responsible for what happened to him on Dollan moor, during and +after the fall. So the convent merely set down the ten thousand thalers +as lost, "and," Sellien's father-in-law said, "if we were requested to +withdraw the warrant for the apprehension of Hinrich Scheel, I, for +one, should make no objection. The fellow has escaped long ago, and it +is neither for our interest, gentlemen, nor that of my son-in-law, to +have the stupid story constantly kept before the people." + +Brandow laughed heartily when Sellien, in the most amusing manner, gave +an account of the last meeting of the trustees, but was unfortunately +obliged to take his leave immediately, as he wanted to go away directly +after he had attended another consultation of the racing committee: the +seventh within a fortnight! He could not get away from the city at all; +but what was he to do? It was everything to him to get the resolution +to include a piece of marshy ground in the race-course withdrawn. His +Brownlock, which had compared very favorably with the other horses +yesterday, was as good a steeple-chaser as could be found; but for the +very reason that he had so much power in leaping, required firm ground. +"It would be a sin and shame to treat him so; even young Prince Prora +has declared it 'indigne.' But I'll pay no forfeit for non-performance +of my contract. I'd rather be left sticking in the bog and if necessary +drown." + +"He is a hero!" Alma Sellien exclaimed, ere Brandow had closed the door +behind him, opening her eyes very wide to express her enthusiasm. + +"He is a fool," Gotthold muttered to himself, as he walked through the +wet, silent streets towards his lodgings; "at least as much fool as +knave, and certainly incapable of a deed which, in any sense, requires +a man." + +On reaching his room, Gotthold found a letter in the firm, even bold +hand of Wollnow, now so familiar to him. + +The epistle was a lengthy one. Gotthold expected to find news of the +Stettin affair, about which a great deal of correspondence had passed +between him and his friend during the last few weeks. He was mistaken. +His eyes sparkled as, still standing, he glanced rapidly over the +pages; then he threw himself into a chair, but instantly started up +again, for his resolution was already formed. He hurried to the house +where the racing committee met. Herr Brandow, after a violent +altercation with one of the gentlemen on the committee, had left the +house half an hour before. He went to the hotel where he knew Brandow +usually lodged. This time Herr Brandow had not done the hotel the +honor; perhaps he had taken a room at the "Golden Lion." The "Golden +Lion" knew nothing of Herr Brandow; perhaps the gentleman might be at +the "White Rose." Brandow had left the "White Rose" about fifteen +minutes before, for home, the head waiter thought, at least he had +ordered his luggage to be carried to the ferry-boat. + +The next boat left in half an hour. Gotthold had just time to hurry +home and put clothing enough to last for a few days into a travelling +bag. "It is possible that I may not return for several days," he called +to the landlady, and added in an under-tone: "It is possible I may not +return at all." + + + + + CHAPTER XXV. + + +The passage to the island was unusually long that day. A strong +head-wind had sprung up; the boat was overloaded with passengers and +horses, and they were obliged to tack, cautiously. Conversation among +the passengers, most of whom were land-owners and farmers on the +island, turned almost exclusively upon the races which were to take +place in a few days, and would be the most brilliant ones that had ever +been seen. Horses were to come from Silesia, and even Hungary; Prince +Prora would probably have taken part in them himself, if he had been +admitted. The great public prize was increased to a thousand thalers, +but the principal race would be the one between the gentlemen riders. +It had at first been supposed that not three of the twenty-four horses +registered would appear, since even in May, six, from fear of Herr +Brandow's Brownlock, had already paid the forfeit for failing to fulfil +their contract; but now the tables were turned, now all wanted to be +allowed a place, for it was notorious that Brownlock could not cross +the marsh, and then he would be obliged to give up the lead to go round +it, and could not recover it again, since there was only one very +slight impediment between the bog and the winning-post, and on a free +course the other horses could easily cope with him. + +So the men, putting their heads together, talked eagerly among +themselves, while rain and spray dashed over their broad shoulders, and +Gotthold pondered over the letter he carried in his pocket. "Brownlock +can't cross the bog, Brandow says so himself;" he had another motive +for saying so besides that of stimulating his opponent's desire to bet, +as one of the speakers had suggested. + +At last the boat reached the opposite shore. Gotthold hurried to the +inn to get a carriage to take him to Prora. Herr Peter's three +carriages were all away, but one would soon return, nay, ought to have +been back now; but he could not depend upon the grooms; the only +reliable one he had ever had got married about three weeks ago, one +Jochen Prebrow from Dollan, that is, not the estate, but the smithy, +near which the accident had lately happened of which the gentleman had +probably heard. + +"Why, good gracious!" exclaimed Herr Peters, "it's you yourself. I +should hardly have known you. You look much paler and thinner than you +did three weeks ago, when you passed through here with the Herr +Assessor and Herr Wollnow. I was talking the matter over with Herr +Brandow a few hours ago. It's a pity you missed the twelve o'clock +boat, or you might have gone on with Herr Brandow, who always has his +own horses here to meet him. There is no trace of Hinrich Scheel yet; +no doubt the fellow has been on his way to America for the last three +weeks." + +Herr Peters was now obliged to attend to his other guests, whose tall, +broad figures crowded the large coffee-room. Gotthold had already seen +curious glances directed towards him; probably Herr Peters had pointed +him out as the hero of the accident on Dollan moor, which had caused a +great deal of talk on, its own account, and now that Brandow's name was +in every mouth, was more discussed than ever. So he left the room, +which reeked with tobacco-smoke, and wandered about in the pouring +rain, until at last, after an hour of impatient waiting, the promised +carriage arrived--an old rickety chaise, to which fortunately a pair of +fresh horses was harnessed. Herr Peters came out to take leave of him, +and say that in consequence of the great demand, he could not have the +carriage at the usual price. Gotthold consented to the shameless +extortion, and would have given even more to get on. + +"I saw what was in the wind at once," said Herr Peters to his guests; +"Brandow two hours ago, and now he. Mark my words; they are after +Scheel." + +"Nonsense," said a fat farmer; "he's gone where the pepper grows long +ago." + +"I think he has taken his life," observed another. + +"Or had it taken," growled a third. + +They again put their heads together, even more eagerly than before. +That Hinrich Scheel had not reaped the fruits of his crime alone, nay, +possibly, had been wholly cheated out of them, was an opinion which had +obtained a firm hold upon the public mind, although the rumor had not +assumed a definite form. This time also people either could not or +would not mention any names; on the contrary, the affair grew darker +and darker the longer they talked it over, and the more frequently the +thick little glasses filled with a greenish liquid were emptied. Herr +Peters looked on well satisfied; it might be doubtful which of the +disputants would first call for a bowl of his famous mulled wine; but +that the call would be made within the next five minutes was perfectly +certain. Herr Peters had already made a signal through the little +window that opened into the kitchen to his daughter, who was standing +by the hearth. + +Meantime Gotthold drove on through the pouring rain, which shrouded the +whole landscape in a gray veil that grew denser and denser hour by +hour. The wind whistled through the chinks in the leathern curtains, +which had been buttoned down to protect the occupants of the chaise +from the storm; the crazy old vehicle creaked and groaned +whenever--which happened only too often--the wheels on the right or +left slipped into the holes of the rough road; but the horses were +powerful, and the driver, who expected a liberal fee, was willing, so +it rolled forward with tolerable speed, although by no means rapidly +enough to suit Gotthold's increasing impatience. + +Yet he was compelled to acknowledge to himself, and did so again and +again, that there was no sensible reason for his haste, that nothing +depended upon one hour more or less, nay, that another hour, which +might perhaps mature some definite resolution in his mind, would be +welcome. Yet, even while he said so, he leaned forward to shout to the +driver that the road was perfectly smooth here, and he might drive +faster. + +Then he leaned back again into the corner of his little damp prison, +drew out Wollnow's letter and gazed at it as if he could not believe +any one could write such words as those in a hand so firm, characters +so large and clear. And for the second time he read: + +"What I have to tell you to-day, my dear friend, is so bad that the +most skilful preamble would not make it better. So without any +introduction: the upsetting of the carriage on the moor was no unlucky +accident, but a shameful crime, of which Brandow was the instigator. +Secondly, the money was stolen. The originator of the theft, which +might be termed murder, was Brandow again; he was probably present at +the time, or else appeared on the scene directly after; at any rate, +the fruits of the robbery fell into his hands. Whether the two crimes +may to a certain extent be considered one--I mean whether the first was +committed that the second might be executed, or whether the second was +perpetrated on the spur of the moment, after the first had been +performed--I do not know, and probably no one ever will, since it is to +be feared that a third terrible crime has resulted from the first two. + +"Who betrayed this horror to me? That which is so often the betrayer of +crimes--chance. + +"A chance than which nothing could be more accidental. + +"The money in the packet consisted of hundred, fifty, and twenty-five +thaler notes. I had myself, as you know, counted and put up the amount; +but of course that would not enable me to positively swear to the +identity of any one of the bills, even if it came back to me again. +With one, however, I am in a position to do so; the note is once more +in my hands, and I can prove in whose possession it has been in the +mean time. + +"I was obliged to pay out this bill ten years ago at a very critical +time--it was the last money I possessed, and in a humorous freak I +marked on it the words, 'a lucky journey,' and the date in small, +almost microscopical characters, on the upper right-hand corner of its +face. Four years ago this same note came back to me. I honored my old +friend with the word 'welcome,' which, together with the date, I +wrote on the left-hand upper corner of the back, and gave it, as a +luck-penny, a place in my pocket-book, where it remained until three +weeks ago. You will remember that ready money was rather scarce with +me, and I took advantage of the opportunity to punish myself for my +superstitious feelings by adding this note to the rest. + +"Now, this bill, to whose identity I can swear, Herr Redebas received +from Brandow on the day after the accident, as a part of the gambling +debt due that afternoon; he left the money in his desk without touching +it, until he made me a payment yesterday in which was this very note. I +asked Herr Redebas--without telling him my reasons--whether he could +swear to this statement if necessary; he answered in some little +astonishment, but very positively, that he was ready to do so at any +moment. + +"Brandow, as is well known, had related here and there, that is, had +intentionally spread the report, that the five thousand thalers he paid +Herr Redebas at noon had been received in the morning from Jacob +Demminer, a produce dealer in this place, as part payment on account of +the seven thousand for which he had sold his wheat to him. This +statement had nothing improbable in and of itself, and as Jacob +Demminer bears the reputation of doing any business by which money can +be made, even that of a receiver of stolen goods, there was certainly +the shadow of a possibility that the master had received in the +morning, in payment for his wheat, the very money of which the man had +robbed our friend the night before, and thought he had placed in safety +with the worthy Jacob, with whom he had perhaps had business dealings +for a long time. I say, there is the shadow of a possibility, for the +time was rather short; still, we do not yet know where and how Hinrich +Scheel spent the rest of the night, so it might have been. + +"The worthy Jacob, however, had not this affair at least on his +conscience, but the business Brandow wished to transact with him did +not take place either. To be sure Brandow was here that morning, and +also in the dark hole Jacob calls his counting-room; he took money away +with him, too, but only two thousand thalers, and not for this year's +wheat, which he had sold to Jacob months before, but for the next +year's harvest. He was obliged to sell at any price, in order to be +able to show the money at this time, and he could name any sum without +fearing that the worthy Jacob would contradict a customer with whom he +did such profitable business. The discovery of this trick was also +effected by chance, in the person of a poor young Jew, who had worked +several years for the worthy Jacob, and gained his confidence, until +now his conscience, or I know not what, suddenly urged him to pour out +his heart to me, and implore me to save him from this den of crime. + +"Let us recapitulate. Brandow, who on the day of the accident was known +to be destitute of money, and received only two thousand thalers the +following morning, pays Herr Redebas, at noon, five thousand at one +stroke; and among this money is the hundred-thaler note which was in +the package that disappeared at the time of the accident. + +"Disappeared! Why not lost, found, but not restored to its owner? + +"Then it would still have been stolen. But from the beginning it was +both a theft and robbery. + +"Remember that you felt the package in the Assessor's coat-pocket after +you left Dollan; that you no longer felt it at the smithy, and yet the +coat you had buttoned was still fastened. This, to be sure, is no +positive proof--nay, the latter circumstance at first even seems to be +against my supposition. Why, it might be said, should a thief so +cunning in all other respects intentionally incur an additional risk? +But people may try to be too cunning; and it certainly was not known +that you had kept your eye on the package all the evening, and +afterwards, when you buttoned the Assessor's coat, even had it under +your hand. The defender of the accused will, of course, doubt the +correctness of this statement, will--but we are not in a court of +justice. To me the fact is plain: the Assessor had the money with him +at the time of the fall; afterwards, when the two Prebrows raised the +poor fellow, while Henrich Scheel stood by with the lantern, he no +longer had it--that is, it had been stolen during the interval. + +"By whom? + +"Undoubtedly by this very Hinrich Scheel, but very, very probably not +by him alone. + +"Can Brandow have been present at the time? + +"He has taken no little trouble to prove his alibi, even before any +proof was asked, and evidently began the affair cunningly enough. He +rode here by the way of Neuenhof, Lankenitz, and Faschwitz--that is a +fact; the people in the villages heard him dash through; he even took +time to talk to several persons he met. If he rode the whole way he +cannot have been present at the time the deed was committed; even the +best rider on the fastest horse could not do that. But suppose he did +not ride the whole way--suppose he turned into the road just above +Neuenhof--suppose the spectral horseman whom you saw in your vision +dashing across the morass had been a veritable rider of flesh and +blood, and this rider had been Carl Brandow. + +"You say that is impossible. What is impossible to a man pursued by the +furies, if he has a horse under him like the much-praised Brownlock? + +"Brandow rode Brownlock that night; the groom at the Fuerstenhof swore +it, after he saw the racer, day before yesterday, on his way to Sundin. +And when a man like Brandow rides a horse which in itself represents a +small fortune, and on which, moreover, he has bet thousands, on such a +night, over such roads, at such a pace, he must have been in a great +hurry. + +"He must have been in a very great hurry, or, my dear friend, you would +not have escaped with your life; you certainly would not have been +spared. A man whom people dash headlong over a precipice sixty feet +high they silence entirely, if they are not in too great a hurry. + +"Yet, as I said before, this will probably remain a mystery, even to a +wiser judge than Justizrath von Zadenig. One of those who were there +will never betray it, and the other can no longer do so. + +"As I returned from B. I met Brandow; he may easily have learned from +my coachman that I had been talking to the Justizrath for an hour. He +rode towards home at full gallop; an hour after the lawyer arrived with +the gendarme, but did not find Hinrich Scheel, although people had seen +him about all the forenoon; and he even took his master's horse when he +came home. The master was very, very anxious that the missing man +should be found; he even directed the search himself; he--" + +"I will not protract this horrible supposition farther; it is the only +one which occurs in my story, all the others are facts--facts which cry +aloud to heaven--which ought not, must not remain unpunished. I know, +my dearest friend, you'll think as I do, though every fibre of your +heart must quiver at the thought that you--you-- + +"I shall come to Sundin with my wife day after to-morrow. We will then +discuss, not what is to be done--there can be no doubt about that; but +the how is certainly to be considered." + +Gotthold put the letter back in his pocket, and gazed out into the +cheerless, rain-blurred landscape so fixedly, that he scarcely heard a +carriage, which, coming from Prora, passed by on the other side of the +road. It was still a half hour's ride to Prora, but it seemed an +eternity to the impatient traveller. At last the carriage stopped +before Wollnow's house. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI. + + +"I am so sorry to have you go," said Ottilie; "my husband must +certainly return before evening. He will be very angry with me for not +keeping you. And then, confess it frankly, my dear friend, you are +going without any definite plan--any fixed purpose--and in this way +intend to meet a man like Brandow--that is, to lose the game before it +is begun." + +Ottilie had seized Gotthold's hands as if to draw him back from the +door into the room. Gotthold shook his head. + +"You are right," said he, "but there are cases where the one who is not +right, or at least cannot prove that he is, must act according to his +own opinions. That is my case. I cannot put Brandow in prison or drag +him to the scaffold; I can't--" + +"Even if he must otherwise still remain Cecilia's husband? You cannot +permit that either." + +"Certainly not, and therefore a third plan must be found." + +"Which never can be. Dear, dear Gotthold, let me say to you what my +husband would have said if he were here: Never! He will never yield if +you go to him so, alone and helpless, without the bailiff and myrmidons +of the law; you must be able to prove that you have him completely in +your power, and that is not the case now. My husband said yesterday +evening: 'If we could only confront him with Scheel. There is really +nothing to be done without him; but where is Scheel? Perhaps at the +bottom of the Dollan morass.' Ah! my dear friend, stay away from this +den of murderers." + +"And ought I to leave her there?" exclaimed Gotthold. "Woe betide me +for having done so until now, for not having risked everything to take +her away with me, her and her child, for it was only the child that +detained her, and he would have sold the child too if I had had head +and heart enough to offer him the right price. Now I can offer nothing +except a mortal struggle; but I am sure, and he knows very well, that I +shall not be conquered this time. Forgive me, my dear friend, for using +so many words where acts would beseem me better, and--farewell." + +Ottilie burst into tears. "And you," she exclaimed, "my dear, dear +friend. Ah! yes, you must go, you must risk all if you love Cecilia, +and that you did love her--I knew long ago, and my good Emil knew it, +and--and--Emil would not act otherwise in your place, believe me, +whatever he may have said before, and may say after! He knows what +passionate love is, nay, he would make no objections if he were eight +and twenty, and in your place! But I can't help it if I am not as +beautiful and intellectual as your dear dead mother was; and besides, I +was not even in existence thirty years ago, and there are much more +unhappy married couples than we, and, and--may you and your Cecilia be +as happy!" + +She embraced and kissed Gotthold very warmly, and then stood at the +open window letting the rain drip upon her tear-stained face as she +waved her handkerchief while his carriage jolted over the rough +pavement. + +In spite of all the delays, it was still nearly an hour before sunset +when Gotthold left Prora, and the horses stepped out bravely; he must +surely reach Dollan before dark. He repeated this to himself several +times in the course of the next hour, and then reflected why he +constantly recurred to this calculation over and over again, and what +difference it made whether he reached Dollan before or after dark. He +could find no answer, and even as he sought for one, said to himself +once more: "Thank God, I shall get there before dark!" Were his +thoughts beginning to get confused? That would be bad; his head would +probably have much to bear to-day, then his anxious eyes wandered to +the heavy clouds, wet stubble, and black fields, and he murmured: "It +will grow dark earlier than I expected," and as if the obstinacy of the +idea required a corresponding idea, even if it were a mild one, he +added: "I shall not find her." + +And now he could not shake off the new idea: he would not find her. As +if she would hide herself from him, and he would be obliged to seek her +in vain because it was too dark. + +Or was all this only nonsense, such as arises in the confused brain of +a man who for hours has jolted alone in a damp chaise, over rough +country roads, staring out into the murky atmosphere, which grew grayer +and denser every minute. Was it the terrible type of a terrible +possibility. Hinrich Scheel had taken Brandow's horse when he came +home, and two hours after Hinrich Scheel had disappeared. Now he had +been at home at least four hours; so he had had twice as much time. + +Gotthold tore away the curtain which was still fastened on one side; it +seemed as if he was suffocating. At last! there was the smithy close +before him; he would see and speak to the worthy Prebrows; they lived +so near that they could surely tell him they had seen and spoken to her +a short time before. + +The smithy was lonely and deserted; several hours must have passed +since the bellows, had been used: a thick covering of ashes lay over +the dead coals. It seemed as if the father and son, who lived alone in +the old-fashioned little house, had just run away from their work. The +piece of iron they had last been forging still lay on the anvil, the +pincers and hammer were close beside it on the ground, as if they had +been suddenly thrown down to rush out of the door, which stood wide +open. The driver was very indignant; one of the springs of the chaise +was almost broken. He had depended upon getting the injury repaired +here so that it should go no farther. Gotthold told the lad to follow +him slowly, he would go forward on foot. + +He could not have waited a moment longer; the sight of the deserted +smithy had infinitely increased the terrible anxiety which had tortured +him all the way. He hurried up the ascending road over the moor, +without heeding the rain that the wind drove into his face with +redoubled violence as he walked hastily on, his eyes always fixed upon +the nearest hillock which lay before him, and seemed inaccessible. Then +he stood panting for breath on the top of the slope, but his view on +the right was no clearer; a gray mist from the morass floated nearer +and nearer, was so near already that the rugged side of the next +hillock gleamed very dimly through the drizzling vapor, and he scarcely +recognized the scene of the accident. On reaching the bottom he +remembered that by keeping close to the edge one might pass between the +hill and morass, so he left the height on the left, and took that +course. + +But as he turned towards the marsh he entered farther and farther into +the fog that had now spread over the bog like a heaving gray sea, and +whirled against the steep acclivity like surges dashed by a violent +wind against the cliffs. + +While the height on the left obstructed his view, and on the right he +gazed into the gray mist, which scarcely permitted him to see where to +set his feet, the terrible dread increased at every step; it seemed as +if every moment the misty curtain must rise to reveal the horrible +picture it now concealed, and the height against which it pressed was +only there that he might not escape the scene. And there it was! + +Gotthold stood trembling and staring into the mist with eyes fairly +starting from their sockets. It could have been nothing but a trick of +his over-excited fancy, for he now saw nothing, nothing at all, and yet +he had seen it with perfect distinctness: four or five figures standing +in a circle, thrusting long poles into the morass--misty spectres! + +No, no; no spectres! Or else ghosts could speak with human voices, +which he clearly distinguished, although he could not understand the +words, and now he even caught a few. + +"Could it possibly be here?" + +"No, it was not possible--it was certain; he now knew why he had been +so alarmed." + +The next moment, with a single bound, he had dashed through the tall +sedges which, at this spot, enclosed the morass with a broad girdle; +the thin covering of turf rose and fell under him--he did not notice +it; again and again the water dashed up under his flying feet--he did +not heed it; his eyes pierced the mist in the direction from which he +had heard the voices, and now heard them again still nearer; and now +the figures, which a rift in the mist had just revealed to him, +appeared again; he reached them. + +"Cousin Boslaf!" + +"Stand farther away, and you others, too! There are too many of us +here; the ground won't bear, and I can do it alone." + +They stepped back; again and again the old man let the long pole, +furnished with an iron hook, slide cautiously down into the water which +had here formed a small dark pool amid the rushes and nodding grass. +Then he drew it out and gave it to one of the men. "There is nothing +here. This was the last place, we will go back; keep close behind me; +and you too, Gotthold. Tread in my footsteps." + +The old man, holding his gun on his shoulder, walked forward with the +long, regular stride of a huntsman, till the others, among whom was +Clas Prebrow, Jochen's brother, found it difficult to keep up with him. +He paused several times, and seemed to be trying the ground; but it was +only for a few moments, then he moved on into the mist. The men +followed without hesitation; they knew they could go on calmly if +Cousin Boslaf led the way; and now the ground became firmer and firmer; +they were on the very spot from which they had started an hour ago. +Cousin Boslaf called Gotthold to his side. + +"Since when?" asked Gotthold. + +"At two o'clock this morning; the dogs have been keen on her track; I +knew it first three hours ago." + +"And you still have hope?" + +The old man gazed into the mist. + +"We have not found her," said he, "so the others may not either, and in +that case there would still be hope, although it is not probable that +she could have gone far with the child in the darkness." + +"With the child?" cried Gotthold, "with Gretchen! then all is well; she +would do the child no injury." + +"Injury!" said the old man, "injury! there are greater injuries than +death." + +Gotthold shuddered. She had not been willing to part from the child; +she had thought herself obliged to bear--able to bear--anything for its +sake. Now matters had become unendurable, and she was compelled to cast +the burden aside. What would become of Gretchen? There are worse +injuries than death. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII. + + +They walked rapidly towards the house, old Boslaf still leading the way +with his long, regular strides, his eyes now bent upon the ground, and +anon gazing keenly into the gloom of the gathering twilight; but he did +not speak, and Gotthold asked no questions. Yet before he reached the +court-yard, he knew--from various remarks made by the other men--that +when, towards noon, the rumor spread abroad among the laborers that the +mistress had disappeared with her child, it was said at once that they +were dead. No one had been the first to utter the words; every one had +spoken them at the same time, and suggested that somebody should +go to Cousin Boslaf. Cousin Boslaf had come instantly--with his old +long-barrelled gun over his shoulder--and divided the men into parties. +Statthalter Moeller, with one band, was to cross the fields and search +the forest near the seashore. Prebrow, the blacksmith, who had been +sent for, was to head another company and go to the upper part of the +moor, towards the Schanzenbergen; and Cousin Boslaf himself, with the +remainder, down to the morass; then they would all meet at the house +again. Two hours before--they were then still farther out in the +morass, and there was some little fog, though it was by no means so +thick--they had seen Herr Brandow come home, and very soon after ride +away again. He had taken a wise course, for the men had resolved that +the murderer should not leave the estate alive again; it was no matter +about Hinrich Scheel, who was as bad as his master; but his wife and +child--it was too much, and they had always said it would happen some +day. + +They had all said so and had let it happen! True, they had been unable +to prevent it; but he! Gotthold thought his heart would burst with +shame and horror. + +They reached the house almost at the same moment as the two other +parties, who had carefully searched the region assigned to them, and +found nothing, not the smallest trace. + +What was to be done now? + +Very little more could be done. True, the fog had dispersed, but +twilight had already closed in; in half an hour, or an hour at latest, +it would be perfectly dark. Besides, the men, who ever since noon had +been constantly on their feet, searching bushes and woods, fields and +morass, were evidently fatigued and exhausted, though quite ready to +search the forest in the direction of Dahlitz, as soon as they had +eaten the supper Cousin Boslaf had ordered to be brought out from the +house. The old man himself neither eat nor drank; he stood with folded +arms, leaning against the trunk of one of the huge old lindens, waiting +patiently until the men should once more be ready to help him seek +his great-granddaughter, the last of his race, at the bottom of the +marl-pit, the depths of some forest ravine, or wherever she had fled +with her child to die. + +Gotthold had entered the house to look for Mine, a good young +servant-girl whom he had often seen playing with Gretchen, and who +appeared to be very devoted to Cecilia; perhaps he might learn from her +something that would give a clew. He found her in the kitchen, where +with eyes swollen with weeping, she was helping the housekeeper prepare +bread and butter for the men's supper. When she caught sight of +Gotthold she dropped the knife with a cry of joy, and came running +towards him. + +Gotthold told her to leave the room with him. + +At first the good child's tears almost choked her words. The mistress +had been very sad the last few weeks, much more sorrowful than usual; +she had scarcely spoken except to Gretchen, whom she would never trust +out of her sight, and even to her only when it was absolutely +necessary. Yesterday she had remained out of doors alone until very +late in the evening, and when she came in looked so pale and exhausted, +and stared straight before her with such a fixed expression; she would +not go to bed, however, but insisted that she should go to her mother +in Neuenhof, who was very sick, and added that she need not come back +before noon, and then the mistress had already been gone, no one knows +how long. Rieke had certainly known it long before, but said nothing +from fear of the other servants, and hid herself up stairs until the +master came home. At first he scolded her furiously, and struck at her +with his riding-whip, but Rieke cried and screamed that she would +charge the master with it, and made such evil speeches that at last he +took her away with him in the carriage; and her dear kind mistress had +been obliged to go out of the house in the middle of the night, and +dear sweet little Gretchen had not even had her new boots, for they +were locked up in the closet, and she had the key in her pocket. + +The girl began to cry again; Gotthold said a few words which were +intended to be consoling, and was then obliged to turn away, for his +own grief threatened to overpower him. The sobbing girl had reminded +him of the sunny days when he sought out Cecilia in the garden, and +played with Gretchen among the flower-beds. + +When he came out of the house again, the men had finished their meals +and were ready to set out. Prebrow, the blacksmith, was to search the +forest on the left, and the Statthalter on the right of the road to +Dahlitz. Cousin Boslaf would keep to the road itself. They were just +going when Gotthold's chaise jolted into the courtyard; the spring was +now entirely broken, and the tire was off of one wheel. Cousin Boslaf +asked the Statthalter whether Herr Wenhofs old carriage was still +there, and capable of being used. The carriage was there, and might be +made fit for use. Then Clas Prebrow should repair it, put in a pair of +fresh horses, and follow them. Gotthold looked at the old man +inquiringly. + +"I shall seek till I find her," said Cousin Boslaf, pushing the rifle +farther over his shoulder, "and I shall find her--alive or dead; in +either case we shall need the carriage." + +They reached the forest; the men had already spread out to the right +and left, and now pressed eagerly into its depths. + +"I shall keep to the road," said Cousin Boslaf as they walked on side +by side. "I can trust my old eyes, and I almost believe she has taken +this way. She would reach the forest sooner, and directly behind the +woods, in a ploughed field on the right, is the great marl-pit. When +she was a child, a poor girl who had killed her new-born babe drowned +herself there." + +The old man did not change his long, regular stride as he spoke, and +his keen eyes searched the deep furrows of the rough road, or glanced +over the bashes and tree trunks on either side, between which, here in +the depths of the forest, the darkness already brooded gloomily. The +men within the woods shouted to each other, in order to keep together: +oftentimes one of the dogs they had taken with them barked loudly, then +for a moment all was silent again, save the wind sighing through the +treetops, and shaking the rain-drops from the leaves. Then the old man +paused, listened, and went on again, after convincing himself that the +men still kept to their track, and nothing remarkable had happened. + +So they came to the end of the forest, whose dark edge stretched out +into the twilight on either side as far as the eye could reach. Nothing +was to be seen of the men, who had been obliged to make their way +through the underbrush more slowly. Cousin Boslaf pointed towards the +right, where a short distance from the road, in the ploughed field, a +round spot was relieved against the darker earth; it was the marl-pit, +which the continual rain of the last few days had filled nearly to the +brim. + +They crossed the edge of the road to the field; the old man again took +the lead, but more slowly than before, and his head was bowed lower, as +if he wished to count every separate blade of the short wet grass. +Suddenly he paused: "Here!" + +He pointed to the wet ground, upon which, as Gotthold now also +perceived, were the marks of footprints, a large one, with a smaller +one beside it. The footprints came from the road they had just left, +but had emerged from the forest sooner, and gone towards the marl-pit, +and they had come upon it farther down at a right angle. The old hunter +and the young man looked at each other; neither spoke--they knew the +decisive moment had come. + +Slowly and cautiously they followed the clew, which ran straight before +them towards the marl-pit, on whose surface they already saw the +rippling of the water, as the strong breeze blew it against the edges. +Only about fifty paces more, and all would be decided. + +Gotthold's eyes rested fixedly upon the horrible water, which glittered +spectrally in the last feeble glimmer of twilight; he saw her standing +on the edge holding the child by the hand, gazing-- + +One of the old man's hands rested on his shoulder, the other pointed +downwards. "She took the child in her arms here." + +There was only one footprint, the larger one, and the mark was +deeper--five, ten, fifteen steps-- + +"Stay!" + +The old man had uttered the word, and waving Gotthold back with his +hand at the same moment, he fell upon his knees. The footprints were +confused, as if she had taken a few steps irresolutely to and fro, and +then the trail became distinct again, going straight on, but parallel +with the edge of the marl-pit, and then they turned back in the +direction of the road, and remained in that course to the bank, from +whose sharp edge a small piece of turf had been torn as she stepped +upon the path with her burden. + +The two men stood in the road once more; Gotthold felt as if the solid +earth were reeling under him; he threw himself into the arms of the old +man, who clasped him in a warm embrace. + +"We may hope now, my dear son; but we are not yet at the end." + +"I will bear and risk everything, so long as I can still hope," cried +Gotthold. + +The dark figures of men now emerged singly and in pairs from the gloomy +forest, and approached the place where they stood. They had found +nothing; and Statthalter Moeller asked whether they should now search +the marl-pit; they could probably do no more than that today; it had +grown too dark, and the people were completely worn out. + +"But if Herr Wenhof wants us to do anything, we will, won't we, men?" +asked Statthalter Moeller. + +"Ay, that we will," they replied in chorus. + +"I thank you," said Cousin Boslaf, "you can help me no more now; I will +go on alone with this gentleman, as soon as Clas Prebrow comes with the +carriage, and I now have a hope that I may find my great-grandchild +alive." + +The old man's voice trembled as he pronounced the last words, and the +people looked at him in astonishment. + +"Yes, my great-grandchild," the old man began again, and his voice was +now strong, and had acquired a strangely deep, solemn tone, "for that +she is--my great-grandchild, and the great-grandchild of Ulrica, the +wife of Adolf Wenhof. You have aided me so faithfully to-day that I +cannot help telling you the truth. There is no one living whom it can +harm, but it may do you good to know that the truth must always be +spoken, that an old man of ninety must speak it, for no other reason +than that it is the truth. And now go home, children, and don't allow +yourselves to be tempted to take vengeance on him who has driven my +child from house and home--don't vent your anger on the house and farm. +Better men have lived there before him, and better ones will dwell +there after him; and now once more I thank you, children." + +The men had listened in silence; one after another removed his +cap--they did not exactly know why; and when the old man and Gotthold +entered the carriage, which meantime had quietly driven up, all stood +around it with bared heads, and even after the coach had gone on, and +they had set out on their way home, it was long ere any one ventured to +speak aloud. + +But the coach drove on through the darkness towards the fishing village +of Ralow. It was a delightful road on a summer evening, and Cecilia had +been fond of walking here with the child. Gotthold thought she would +follow this direction, and the old man had assented. "It is your turn +now," said he. "We were seeking a dead body, and an old man is well +suited for that; now that we are in search of a living woman, young +blood may be better." + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +Two days after, Jochen Prebrow was standing before the door of his +house, just after his second breakfast, looking out to sea through a +long spy-glass, which with his left hand he rested against the tall +flag-staff that stood before the house. Worthy Jochen might often be +found in the same spot, engaged in the same occupation It was not that +he sought or hoped to find anything unusual out at sea; but in leisure +moments the spy-glass, which usually rested on two crooked bars close +beside the door under the shelter of the projecting roof, afforded an +excellent amusement, even if, as at this moment, there was nothing to +be seen on the sea except the waves, here and there crested with foam, +dancing merrily in the morning breeze. + +But to-day the worthy Jochen did not even see the foam-crested waves; +he saw absolutely nothing at all; yet when, at the end of five minutes, +he put down and closed the spy-glass, his broad face wore an expression +as anxious as if he had perceived a large ship, driven by a north-east +storm on the Wiessow cliffs, and his neighbor Pilot Bonsak had said she +could not be saved. + +And the same anxious expression rested upon the plump face of his +Stine, who had just appeared in the doorway, and with both hands, +usually so busy, idly folded under her apron, began to gaze at the blue +morning sky and shining white clouds scattered over it, without even +noticing her Jochen, who was standing scarcely six paces away. + +"No, no," sighed Stine. + +"Yes, yes," said Jochen. + +"Jochen, how you frightened me!" + +"And it is frightful, when one thinks of it," said Jochen. + +He had opened the spy-glass again, and was evidently about to resume +his former occupation; but Stine took it out of his hands, put it in +its place, and said in a somewhat irritated tone, "You do nothing but +look through the old thing, and I so worried that I hardly know whether +I'm on my head or my heels." + +"Oh! but if you don't know, Stine"-- + +"How am I to know? Why are you my husband, if I, poor creature, am +expected to know everything? And she has just asked me again whether +the Swede is not yet here. Poor girl! To go all that long way in such a +nutshell of a boat! And who knows whether the people over yonder will +want her. They are only fourth or fifth cousins." + +Stine had spoken with great emotion, but in a suppressed tone, and had +drawn her Jochen out to the blackthorn hedge that divided the sandy +little garden from the sandy village-street. Jochen had a vague +perception that as a man and a husband, and moreover sole innkeeper of +Wiessow, he must say something, so he replied: "You'll see, Stine, we +sha'n't carry it through." + +"Jochen, I wouldn't have believed you were so bad," exclaimed Stine, +as, sobbing violently and pressing both red hands over her eyes, she +turned away from her husband and went back to the house. + +Jochen was left standing by the hedge, and raised his arms; but the +spy-glass was resting quietly in its place, and, in consideration of +his wickedness, he did not venture to take down the care-dispeller. So +he let his arms fall again and thrust his hands into his pockets. Thank +God, here was his pipe! It now had many idle hours, for Stine could not +bear smoking, and if she should see him now when she was so angry, she +probably would not make friends again. + +Jochen let the pipe slide back into his pocket, and gazed at the +sparkling sea like one who, without any optical instrument, still sees +only too distinctly the spot where just now a majestic ship went down +with all on board. + +"Good-morning, Prebrow," said a voice close beside him. + +Jochen slowly turned his blue eyes from the distant horizon towards the +gentleman who, with the collar of his coat turned up over his ears, had +just passed along by the hedge with hasty strides. + +"Good-morning, Herr In--" + +"St--" said the gentleman, stopping and putting his finger on his lips. + +Jochen nodded. + +"To-night!" continued the gentleman; "I tell you, because, after +everything has gone on well, until now, somebody might at the last +moment get some suspicion, and inquire of you. Of course you don't know +me." + +"Heaven forbid!" replied Jochen. + +The gentleman nodded and was about to continue his walk, but paused +again as if struck by the troubled expression of Jochen's face, and +added: "You needn't take it to heart, Prebrow; it serves the Rahnk +right; their conduct is a disgrace to Wiessow and the whole region, and +after all there is no one who would not be glad to have you get rid of +the rascals. And when I come back next time, Prebrow, I shall of course +lodge with you; this time I must keep out of the way." + +The gentleman nodded, walked lightly away, and after casting a rapid +glance around him, entered the pilot's house. + +"A damned miserable business," muttered Jochen, without exactly knowing +which of the two he meant, the one going on in his own house, or the +other of which the Herr steuer-inspector had just spoken. It was +probably the former; the second certainly did not concern him at all, +but it was a secret the more, and he already had far too much trouble +with one. + +"Good-morning, Jochen." + +This time Jochen was actually frightened. There was his brother Clas in +the very spot where the Herr inspector had just been standing. + +"Why, good Heavens, Clas, what brings you here?" he exclaimed. + +"Ah! you may well say that, Jochen," answered Clas. + +"Is the smithy burned?" + +"Why, Jochen, how can you ask such stupid questions?" + +The bridge of understanding seemed broken. The feeling that the whole +world was one dark secret, and he the unhappy man who had to guard it, +overpowered Jochen still more. + +"Won't you come in, Clas?" said he. + +He could not help saying that; he could not leave his only brother, who +moreover was the elder of the two, standing in the street. + +Clas Prebrow instantly accepted his brother's invitation, +notwithstanding the unbrotherly tone in which it was given, shook hands +with Jochen, and said, glancing towards the house, "You're very well +off here, Jochen." + +Jochen nodded. + +"And probably have a great many guests." + +"What business is it of yours?" cried Jochen violently, as if he had +been bitterly insulted. + +"Why, I only asked the question," said Clas. + +"There is no one here at all," cried Jochen, "no one at all;" and he +stepped before the other as he was making his way towards the house. + +"That happens just right," said Clas; "then I can turn back and tell +old Herr Wenhorf and Herr Gotthold that they can get lodgings in your +house." + +Jochen was perfectly horrified. What should he do? He had promised to +keep silence, but what could silence avail if Herr Gotthold came +straight into the house, and the old gentleman too, for whom he had +such a wholesome respect. If the latter fixed his clear old eyes upon +him, he must certainly tell everything, and--"Stine, Stine," shouted +Jochen, as if the only inn in Wiessow were in flames from top to +bottom. + +"Jochen, have you gone perfectly crazy? Don't you think at all of--" + +Stine, who had come running out of the house at her husband's loud +outcry, suddenly slopped short and stared at her brother-in-law with +open mouth. + +"You see," said Jochen with great satisfaction. + +"Where is he?" asked Stine. + +Clas Prebrow felt that his diplomatic reserve would not answer with the +clever Stine, and at this stage of his mission he must drop the mask. +So he rubbed his large, hard, blackened hands contentedly, and showed +his white teeth, but suddenly grew grave again, and said, while his +glance wandered over the row of windows in the upper story, "Wouldn't +it be better for us to go in?" + +They went in and entered the little sitting-room directly behind the +large coffee-room, which Stine only left for a moment to get from the +cupboard a bottle of rum and two glasses, that the brothers might drink +to each other's health, and Clas's tongue should not get dry in case he +had a great deal to tell. + +Clas probably would have had a very long story, but remembering that +the gentlemen were awaiting his return, he cut it short. + +They had come upon the right clew the very first evening, but lost it +again the following day because the lady left the carriage she had +taken at Ralow, in Gulnitz, and went on on foot, to conceal her route. +She succeeded so well in this, that they spent a whole day and night in +searching, and only recovered the lost trail late yesterday evening in +Trentow. To be sure, it would now scarcely have been doubtful what +direction she had taken; but they had left the carriage at noon at Herr +von Schoritz of Schoritz, who was a friend of Gotthold's, in order to +proceed on their journey on foot to mislead Herr Brandow, in case he +was behind them, and therefore they had been obliged to rest a few +hours in Trentow, and to-day they were coming from Trentow, and he ran +on before, less to inquire whether the lady was here than to beg his +sister-in-law to prepare her, that she might not be too much +frightened. + +"Oh! goodness gracious," said Stine, "poor, poor child! we were obliged +to promise solemnly that we would not betray her." + +"Stine, we sha'n't be able to carry it through," said Jochen. + +In her heart Stine had never expected to do so; nay, she had always +prayed that Heaven would interpose and send Herr Gotthold to them +before it was too late. To be sure, she could not acknowledge this +openly, but neither did she wish to be actually unfaithful to the +promise she had given Cecilia, and in her perplexity began to weep +bitterly. + +Jochen nodded assent, as if he wanted to show his Stine that she had +now taken the right course. Clas emptied his glass and said, rising, +"So we shall be here in fifteen minutes. You're so clever, Stine, you +can easily settle matters, and you can come with me, Jochen." + +Jochen started up and went out of the room so hastily that he left his +glass half full. Stine intended to pour the liquor back into the bottle +again, but in her absence of mind drank it herself. Tears fell from her +eyes: "We poor women!" she murmured. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX. + + +After Stine had left the room, Cecilia still remained sitting by her +child's little bed. Gretchen had fallen asleep, and it now seemed to +the mother that the innocent little face looked paler, and the white, +delicate hands often twitched convulsively. Suppose she should be +seriously ill? Suppose she should die, and all the horror and grief of +these hours had been endured in vain? + +She pressed her hands to her throbbing temples. There was no one--no +one who could counsel and help her. And yet she was with friends, with +her good old Stine, who had received her yesterday with a flood of +joyful tears, who was nearly beside herself with grief and joy at the +unexpected visit, and with worthy Jochen, whose honest face mingled +pleasantly with the happy memories of her girlish days--how deserted +she would feel in yonder foreign land! Would they not look upon her, +treat her as an adventuress? And could she blame them for it? Could she +tell her pitiful story to all the world--nay, even to one human being? + +The harassing anxiety drove her from her seat to the window of the next +room. A broad expanse of blue sea flashed between the gable-roofs of +the neighbors' houses and the white downs; a sail gleamed on the +distant horizon. It was a fresh, bright scene that was framed in by the +low window, and she gazed at it with the eyes with which he had taught +her to behold nature; then she remembered that the empty waste of +waters, with the lonely ship pursuing its solitary way into the unknown +distance, was to her and her child a cruel, pitiless reality. Her head +drooped; she did not notice the slight noise outside the door, and only +looked up when it opened, and Stine, an expression of mingled timidity +and joy on her face, which was swollen and red with weeping, entered, +and then looked back towards some one who was standing behind her. A +sudden foreboding, which drove every drop of blood to her heart, +thrilled Cecilia's frame. Who could the dark figure in the entry be +except the one person for whom she had so eagerly longed, for whose +coming she had waited and hoped as the devotee waits and hopes for a +miracle? Now he was here, because he loved her--and yet, and yet it +could not, must not be; and her half-extended arms fell, her trembling +hands did not return the clasp of his. + +"Where is Gretchen?" + +They went to the child's bed, where good Stine had already preceded +them. The little pale cheeks were now deeply flushed, the hands +twitched more violently; Cecilia's anxious eyes said, what did not +cross her trembling lips until they had again entered the next room, +"If she dies, I have killed her." + +"She will not die," replied Gotthold, "but you must not decide upon +anything hastily; you must no longer struggle on alone, must not +disdain my aid as you have done till now." + +"That I may drag you, who are guiltless of this misery, down to ruin +with me? I have already involved you too far, but more--never." + +"What do you call more, Cecilia? I love you; in those words all is +said, in those words our lives are woven into one circle. What could +you suffer that I would not suffer with you? Nay, has not even your +past life become mine and always belonged to me? Has not all this ever +brooded over my soul as a vague, anxious foreboding, drawing a veil +over my brightest hours? Yes, Cecilia, when I consider this, I cannot +help saying: 'Thank God! thank God that the veil is rent, that life +lies before me as it is, although obstacles and difficulties of all +kinds threaten to bar our way. We will conquer them. If I ever +despaired, I shall do so no longer, now that you are restored to me." + +He had bent his lips to her ear as he sat behind her; his deep voice +grew so low as to become almost inaudible, but she caught every +syllable, and each word pierced her to the heart. + +"Ah! Cecilia, Cecilia! you would not have killed yourself and your +child only--you would have slain me too. Well, since a voice you must +ever hold sacred, of whose veracity you must never, never have the +smallest doubt, has cried, live! live for me, Cecilia, for--you cannot +live without me." + +"Nor with you," cried Cecilia, wringing her hands. "No, do not turn +your honest eyes upon me with such a questioning, reproachful look, my +own dear love! I would fain tell you all, but I cannot; perhaps I might +to a woman, yet to her, if she were a true woman, I should not need to +do so, for she would understand me without words." + +"You do not love me as you must love the man from whom you could and +would accept every sacrifice, because love, the true love which bears +and suffers all things, perceives no sacrifices, and yours is not the +true love!" + +He spoke without the slightest tinge of bitterness; but his chest +heaved painfully, and his lips quivered. + +"Am I not right in saying that no man, even the best, the most delicate +in feeling, can rightly understand us?" replied Cecilia, bending +towards Gotthold, and pushing his hair back from his burning brow. For +a moment the old sweet smile played around her delicate lips and +sparkled in her eyes, the smile of which Gotthold had often dreamed, +and then spent the whole day absorbed in reverie, as if under the +influence of some magic spell. But it was only for a moment; then it +disappeared, and sorrowful earnestness was again expressed in every +feature of the beautiful face, again echoed in the tones of her voice. + +"True love! Dare a woman who has experienced what I have, even take the +word on her lips? True love! Would you have called it so, when I--" + +She paused suddenly, rose, went to the window, came back again, and +standing before Gotthold with her arms folded across her breast, said: +"When I procured still larger supplies for his avarice, when I would +have suffered myself and my child to be sold, though you would have +been compelled to sacrifice the last penny of your fortune to buy our +freedom--" + +"You might have done so, and did not!" exclaimed Gotthold, in the most +painful agitation. + +"I might, and did not," replied Cecilia, "but certainly not because I +doubted, for an instant, that you would, without hesitation, sacrifice +all, all; such a doubt is inconceivable to a woman who knows herself +beloved, nay, she would, under similar circumstances, go begging for +her lover; but--it is useless, Gotthold, I shall never find words. Ah! +the misery that is even denied the relief of expressing its agony, +which must consume away in silent torture." + +She wandered up and down the room, wringing her hands. Gotthold's +mournful eyes followed her as she paced to and fro, and a feeling of +intense bitterness welled up in his heart. There had been a +possibility, but she had not seized it, and now it was too late. + +He told her so, and why it was now too late, and that even if, by the +income from his labor, he could satisfy the claims which others already +had upon the small remnant of property that now remained, it would be a +mere nothing to her husband's avarice, a sum which, if any one offered +him, he would hurl back into his face with a scornful laugh. + +Cecilia, pausing in the centre of the room, had listened eagerly, +gasping for breath. "My poor Gotthold," said she; "but for me--it is +better so, even the temptation cannot assail me now, and the matter is +decided. Yes, Gotthold, it is decided; besides, perhaps it was only a +momentary thirst for money, which the deadly hatred he bore you has +long since swallowed up. He will not release me; I have not chosen, +will not choose death as long as the last possibility of deliverance, +flight, remains. Let me fly, Gotthold, before it is too late; do not +detain me. You wish to save me, and are only driving me into the arms +of death." + +"I will keep you, save you, and tear you from the arms of death," cried +Gotthold, clasping Cecilia's hands, "you and your child, whom you would +kill, if, while ill and feverish, you exposed it to the dangers of a +journey, which, under any circumstances, would be a useless cruelty, +for he would know how to find you there or anywhere if he wants to do +so--there as well as here, and therefore you must not stay here. You +can remain nowhere, except under my protection, I repeat it. I will +guard you. Cecilia, have you then no faith in me, my courage, my +strength, my judgment? And I too cannot tell you all, how I intend to +save you, will save you; I must beg you to let me take my own way, +without explanation. Is not what is fair for women, right for men? May +not cases occur for us also, in which we act as duty and honor command, +and which we can confide only to a man? And, Cecilia, when I tell you +that I have trusted to a man, to whom from childhood you have looked up +with deep reverence, without suspecting that you owed him the respect +so freely paid--and this man approves of my plan and resolution, and +will himself do all in his power that the plan may not remain a plan, +that the resolution may be executed--and this man will assure you of +the fact with his own lips--Cecilia, I will bring this old man, your +ancestor, to you, and when kneeling before him with his hand resting +upon your head, the past, which seems as brazen and immutable as fate, +reels and totters, you will perhaps believe that the present is not +unalterably fixed for those who live and love!" + +Gotthold hurried out of the room. Cecilia, trembling with a strange +foreboding, gazed steadily at the door through which he had +disappeared. It opened again: the tall form that entered was compelled +to bend its head, and thus, with drooping head and downcast eyes, +approached her. A strange conviction shot through her mind: even so had +her father looked when he called her to his bedside an hour before he +died, and at that moment he had resembled the picture of his +grandfather, which hung in the sitting-room beside the old clock. Her +knees trembled, and almost refused to support her, as he held out his +hand. + +Gotthold closed the door. The words spoken between the two must ever +remain a secret. + + + + + CHAPTER XXX. + + +The last rays of the setting sun trembled on the heaving water in +crimson light, and crimson light glittered on the nodding grass of the +broad swamp that stretched from the western shore to the downs, and +bathed the figures of Gotthold and Jochen Prebrow, who, coming up from +the narrower strip of ground that rose from the eastern beach, had just +reached the highest point of ground. Gotthold, shading his eyes with +his hand, was already gazing into the fiery sea, while Jochen kept +pushing the spy-glass in and out of its case. At last he found the +narrow mark on the glittering brass. "Here," said he, handing the glass +to his companion, and then added as if to apologize: "One can see a +devilish long ways with it." + +"My good fellow!" replied Gotthold smiling. + +Jochen showed his white teeth, and then both suddenly grew very grave +again. Gotthold looked through the glass as eagerly as if he were +actually trying to see the boat, which had sailed four hours before +with a fair wind, and must now surely be off Sundin, if not already in +the harbor, and Jochen was as downcast as if he had seen the round +cheeks of his Stine, who positively insisted upon accompanying Frau +Brandow for the last time. + +But the worthy fellow was not thinking of himself. He could do without +his Stine for a few days or weeks, if necessary, and things generally +went so pleasantly with him that he had more than once doubted whether +he was not too well off; but his poor, poor Herr Gotthold! O Heavens! +how they looked at each other when she was going to get into the +boat, and they shook hands on the bridge once more; with such large, +wide-open eyes, which were full of tears! And then when she reached the +boat, she instantly rushed down into the cabin, where Stine had carried +the child, and then, as the wind took the sails and the boat began to +move, came out again, and stood leaning on the old gentleman's arm, +waving her handkerchief, with her big wide eyes looking steadily +towards him, though she certainly could see nothing through her tears. + +"But the boat is as good as any that can be found," said Jochen, "and +as for my father-in-law, he was glad to get something to do again, and +my brother Clas is a wonderfully clever fellow, and has often been in +Sundin. He can take good care of them all; he said he knew where +Wollnow lived, too, and one can depend upon the old gentleman, and +nobody can do more than he can; and when one has done everything within +the bounds of human possibility, he has done all he can." + +Jochen drew a long breath; he was astonished himself to find how he +could talk to-day--even his Stine would have done no better--and Herr +Gotthold had said nothing at all--what could he say against it? Jochen +continued in a still more persuasive tone: "And so you mustn't be so +sad, Herr Gotthold, for the night doesn't last all the time, and +unexpected things often happen, and when a horse once gets the bit +between its teeth, a man may pull his arms off, but it will run away +for all that; and what a horse can do, a man can too." + +"I shall not fail, Jochen," replied Gotthold, "and I am no longer +wretched, for I know I shall fight my way through, although it is a +difficult matter so long as we don't have Scheel. But I think we shall +get the fellow yet; at least he isn't dead, and that is the main +thing." + +Jochen Prebrow shook his great head. "It's a damned, miserable +business, Herr Gotthold," said he. "Old Arent in Goritz saw him a week +ago,--well, he certainly knows him, for the old man was at Dahlitz till +Hinrich Scheel drove him away, but at night all cats are gray, and +besides--there are so many chances of getting away from here by sea to +Sweden or Mechlenburg or elsewhere. Therefore, it is very probable that +he came here; but that he could be here still--no, that I don't +believe." + +The crimson glow which blazed in the western horizon had faded, and as +they turned towards the east in descending from the summit of the down, +the sea from the shore to the farthest horizon spread before them in a +deep blue expanse, against which the white sand of the beach was +relieved with singular distinctness. The chain of downs, upon whose +highest point they had just been standing, stretched towards the north +in a vast confused mass, which in the twilight seemed endless, here +overgrown with coarse grass and broom, yonder in dreary baldness, +rounded, lengthened, flattened, with sharp overhanging edges, like a +sea which, while lashed by a tempest, had suddenly been converted into +sand. Yonder, where the western shore projected farthest--Wiessow Point +they called the narrow tongue of land--a roof, just visible to the eye, +appeared above the downs, and Jochen Prebrow pointed towards it with +his spy-glass. + +"Do you see that house?" + +"A part of it." + +"That's where the Rahnkes live; I shouldn't like to be in their skins +to-day." + +"Why, what is going on there?" asked Gotthold. + +"Another of the good chances," continued Jochen, involuntarily lowering +his voice, although, as far as the eye could reach, no living creature +was to be seen except the sea-gulls hovering over the waves. "They +pretend to be fishermen, and when we were under Swedish rule also had +the right to sell liquor, and say they have it still. But that is +probably only a rumor in order to have a reason why every moment boats +run in full of people, who, like the Rahnkes, call themselves +fishermen, and have just as little right to the name. There must often +be a half-dozen there at once, the custom-house officers say, and when +they come--either by land or water--all are away, just run out to sea. +They have kept watch here on the downs, and cruised in the offing for +days together; but then no boat has ever arrived except some innocent +fishing-smack, and the Rahnkes have stood and laughed when the officers +were disappointed again. But they'll get paid for it to-night." + +"What, this evening?" + +"I really ought not to tell, but it's different with you, and besides +they must certainly be there already. Do you see the three sails +standing towards the north? Those are Uselin fishing-boats, and this is +the right time and the right course; but they have no fishermen in +them, but custom-house officers in peajackets and southwesters, and +when they are near enough they will heave to and stop close by Wiessow +Point, and the moment they heave to, a dozen custom-house officers and +gendarmes will come marching, marching up from the land-side. I have it +all from Herr Inspector from Sundin, who has already spent two days in +Wiessow, and I'm an old acquaintance of his, because I've often driven +him to different places; so he told me about it. Look! Herr Gotthold, +look! there it begins." + +Jochen, with an eagerness most unusual to him, pointed towards the +three vessels, which, in fact, after holding their course in line +directly towards the north, suddenly tacked and stood towards the land. +At the same moment, two boats that must hitherto have lain concealed +behind Wiessow Point appeared, and it was soon evident that they wished +to escape between the coast and the three vessels, while the foremost +was trying to cut them off. But it was already doubtful whether it +would succeed, as it had a longer distance to run before reaching the +point where the two courses crossed, and the smugglers sailed quite as +fast, besides laying closer to the wind. In fact, at the end of ten +minutes, a small gray cloud that rose from the pursuing boat, followed +at shorter and shorter intervals by other little gray clouds, showed +that the custom-house officers were beginning to despair of the success +of the chase, and soon the cessation of the firing proved it had +failed. The smugglers already looked like a mere speck on the horizon, +the pursuing boat had tacked, and was standing back towards Wiessow +Point, where the two others had arrived long before, "probably, with +the men who now came hurrying up from the land-side, to find the nest +empty once more," Gotthold said to himself. + +"The damned rascals!" cried Jochen Prebrow. + +They had been standing at the top of one of the higher downs, eagerly +watching the exciting spectacle, every separate phase of which was as +distinct to the two sons of the coast as if they had been in the midst +of the action. In this the excellent spy-glass had done them essential +service; it had been passed from hand to hand, and Gotthold had just +taken it. He thought, if Jochen's information was correct, they must at +least see some of the custom-house officers on the farthest downs, and +slowly turning from hillock to hillock was searching the ground before +him, already growing dim in the mists of evening, when he heard a low +exclamation. At the same moment, however, he dropped the spy-glass, and +pulled Jochen away from the crest of the down, so that their heads were +concealed by the long waving grass. + +"What is it?" + +"Hinrich Scheel! I saw him distinctly. He was standing about a thousand +paces away on the top of yonder down, with his back towards us." + +"How is that possible?" + +"I don't know; but it was he; I should know him among a thousand: there +he is again." + +But it was not on the same down, but farther to the right, and, as it +seemed to Gotthold, nearer than before; besides, the man, in whom +through the spy-glass Jochen also thought he recognized Hinrich Scheel, +was no longer standing erect, but crouching behind the crest of the +down, like the two companions, gazing in the direction of the Rahnkes' +house, from which he had come. At least Gotthold did not doubt it. The +whole situation instantly grew plain to him. Hinrich Scheel, in some +way or other, had been delayed in his flight, and found in the Rahnkes' +house, which, according to Jochen's description, was nothing more than +a den of thieves, a shelter, from which the attack of the custom-house +officers had just driven him. He had now fled before them to the downs, +and had every prospect of making his escape even if pursued, since the +approaching darkness and extreme inequality of the soil greatly favored +his designs. + +Jochen was entirely of Gotthold's opinion, but what should they do now? +Wait to see whether Hinrich, who was still lying motionless in the same +spot, would continue his flight in the same direction, and so come +nearer and nearer to them, or make the attempt to crawl up to him, as +he evidently expected no danger from this quarter? Both plans were +almost equally uncertain. The darkness was now increasing very rapidly: +at his present great distance the man would soon look like a mere dark +spot on the light sand, and must disappear entirely in a short time; on +the other hand, he need only glance around, if they were not wholly +concealed, and then the next instant would surely slide from the down +on which he lay, and of course overtaking him could not be thought of. + +Gotthold's heart throbbed as if it would burst, as he thought of all +this, and discussed it with Jochen in a whisper. In all probability, +his fate and hers depended upon his getting yonder man into his power. +A few moments before, he had had scarcely the shadow of a hope that he +would ever succeed in doing so; now an almost miraculous chance seemed +to desire to aid him. There was the man, and here he himself with his +faithful Jochen, the space that separated them so short that it could +be crossed in a few minutes, and yet the turning of an eye, a breath of +wind, a nothing, might tear his prey from him, as if he had only +dreamed all this, as if it were but a delirium of his excited fancy, +and he need only rub his eyes, and the dark spot yonder, which seemed +to be a man, would disappear. + +He had disappeared. Had he seen the pursuers approaching from that +side, and continued his flight, or had he thought the way was now open +and he could begin his retreat? The place where he had just lain was +empty. A mistake was impossible, in spite of the dim twilight the crest +of the down was still sharply relieved against the sky. Would he appear +again? And would it be nearer or farther? + +A few seconds elapsed, during which the two men did not venture to +breathe. There! There he was again, and nearer--considerably nearer; he +seemed to be coming directly towards them, and there could no longer be +a doubt of it. Within a few minutes the distance had lessened at least +one-half; they scarcely dared to look through the waving sedges, +necessary as it was to watch the movements of the man, who even at the +last moment might take another direction. And now he glided down the +slope of the next hillock in the chain, and came straight up the down +behind whose crest they lay. It was the highest of them all, and he +probably wished to look around him a short time, in order to assure +himself that no danger was threatening from any quarter. + +They had slipped down a few feet, and crouched as closely as possible +among the sedges. In a few moments Hinrich Scheel's head must appear +before them; they distinctly heard him toiling up the tolerably steep +slope on the other side, and muttering curses when the sand gave way +under his feet. + +"Now!" + +They started up, and darted to the summit. With a lightning-like +movement Hinrich glided from under Gotthold's hands, but as he turned +to the left ran directly into Jochen's arms, and the two in one +indistinguishable ball, slipped, rolled, and tumbled down the hillock +faster than Gotthold could follow them. Jochen had taken a firm hold, +but in the last turn he fell underneath; with a desperate effort +Hinrich released himself, and was dealing a furious blow with a large +clasp-knife he had drawn from his pocket, when Gotthold seized his arm +and turned the weapon aside. Jochen had already started up again, and +the next instant Hinrich Scheel, in his turn, was lying on the sand, +face downwards, and Jochen, kneeling on his shoulders, was in the act +of tying his elbows behind him with a small rope, which, after the +manner of old coachmen, he always carried about with him. + +"If you tie me, you'll crush me at the same time," gasped Hinrich +Scheel. "I won't get up." + +"Release him," said Gotthold. + +"But we'll take care of this ourselves," said Jochen as he drew a +pistol from the pocket of the prostrate man, and handed it to Gotthold. +"There!" + +Hinrich Scheel stood erect. His squinting eyes stared horribly at his +assailant from a face distorted with rage. Suddenly he started back. + +"You," he cried, "you! What do you want of me?" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI. + + +There was a wild terror in Hinrich's look and gesture, and the rattling +tone of his harsh voice. + +"What is the matter?" cried Gotthold, shaking the man, who still stood +before him as if petrified, rudely by the shoulder. + +The powerful grasp produced a strange, mysterious effect upon the man. +He stretched his long arms towards the dark sky, shook them wildly, +waved them up and down, and then threw himself on his knees, bracing +his left hand against the sand, and striking several furious blows with +the right, as if he wished to murder some one he held by the throat; +then he rose and shrieked, in answer to Gotthold's question:-- + +"What's the matter? I wish I had him!" + +"Whom?" + +"He lied; he said you were dead, and they wanted to arrest me, and +imprisonment for life would be the least punishment; and did I wish to +bring misfortune upon him, who had always been such a good master to +me, and would give me money enough to last all my life? But when he +came that night to the giant's grave, where I had concealed myself, he +only gave me five hundred thalers; he had no more, not another +shilling; he was obliged to give the rest to the lawyer, as bail for +his appearing at any moment if he was summoned. And all that was a lie, +wasn't it, sir, all a lie, every word?" + +"All," said Gotthold, "all, every word." + +"All, every word," repeated Hinrich, as if he could not yet understand +it. "Why did he need to lie? I should certainly have gone if it had +been necessary--for him. I did it for him, and as for the money, I had +it in my hand. I could have done what I chose with it, and I gave it to +him. Not a thaler was lacking; it was the whole package, just as I took +it out of the Assessor's pocket." + +"You did it for him," said Gotthold; "did you also do it by his +orders?" + +"By his orders?" replied Hinrich, "what need was there of orders? I did +it because--because--I don't know why; but he rode on my back until he +got his pony, and then I taught him to ride; he learned all, all he +knows from me; and if Brownlock wins and brings him in a pile of money, +whom has he to thank for it but Hinrich Scheel?" + +While speaking in this manner, they walked on over the downs, Gotthold +and Hinrich leading the way, while Jochen Prebrow followed behind, +though not so far that he could not overtake them in a few bounds if +necessary. It had grown very dark, so dark that they could scarcely see +the wild rabbits which glided through the coarse grass at their feet, +and a large owl soaring towards them fluttered aside in terror, as +Hinrich, after a pause, continued with a savage imprecation:-- + +"I did it, because I knew how hard up he was. He had five thousand +thalers to pay Herr Redebas the following noon, and if he did not pay +them he might be refused a place in the races. I knew that--I have been +at them often enough, and know as much about the rules as any of the +gentlemen--and I knew that he would make no fuss afterwards, although +he had said nothing about it, and I believe had not even thought of the +money the Herr Assessor carried in his pocket. But I had thought of it +all day long, and even looked out the place as we drove to Dollan. It +had long overhung the morass, and the rain had made long cracks in it, +so I said to myself: 'If they drive back to-night, and the carriage is +turned out of the road here, the earth will break off, and the whole +thing will slide down, and that's an accident which might happen to the +best driver, on a stormy night such as this will be.'" + +"Only you might easily have gone down with the rest," said Gotthold. + +"You mean, if I hadn't jumped out of the carriage at the right time? +Bah, sir! It's no harder than to get off a horse that is running away, +when one sees it is going to fall. I jumped out at the right time, and +then the ground broke away, and slid down with a thundering, crashing +sound, and then all was perfectly still, except that one or two small +pieces cracked off and rattled down the slope, and the tempest swept +howling and moaning over the morass; but that was nothing new to me, +and it was perfectly still below. + +"I stood up and looked down, wondering how far the land-slide had +probably gone. If the marl had held together well, it had doubtless +fallen into the bog, and with its speed and weight had been buried +nobody knows how deep; but it had jolted violently on the way, and I +had heard it; the whole carriage must have broken to pieces, and in +that case everything might still be lying on the edge. I must know how +matters were, so I made up my mind to climb down. + +"But it was hard work; I could not find the right place in the dark, +and nearly fell myself; at last, however, I reached the bottom of the +slope." + +"Well!" + +"Well, then I groped around there; the moon had also broken through the +clouds a little, and I soon found the carriage, or what was left of it; +it was smashed into small pieces, and one horse was lying among them; +it had broken its neck and was dead as a door-nail. Close beside the +horse lay the Herr Assessor, but he was still breathing, and when I +turned him on his back he groaned heavily, and then twitched several +times; he would die without my help, and I had already taken the money +out of his pocket, and buttoned up the coat again so that it might look +as if he were lying just as he fell." + +"Did you not look for me?" + +"I looked, but I didn't find you; he told me afterwards that you +were lying half-way down the slope, and besides the time I was +crawling about in the dark seemed very long, and there was a rustling +among the reeds, and then the other horse, which had broken loose +from the carriage and run out into the morass with the pole--stupid +beast!--began to scream, and it is a pitiful sound to hear a dying +animal shriek in its agony, and so I came up again on dry land." + +"And was Herr Brandow already there?" + +"How do you know that?" asked Hinrich in astonishment. + +"I only imagined so." + +"No, he wasn't there then, but he came directly after, and I was +furious because he had taken Brownlock; besides, what business had he +there? I told him so too, and said he must go back at once; but he +wouldn't; people had seen him ride away, and where should he say he had +been when this story came out? I had offered him the package, but he +knocked it out of my hand, and it lay on the ground between us, and I +said it might stay there. 'So it can for aught I care,' said he; 'I +didn't do it for the money;' and then he asked what had become of you? +I gave him a short answer, for I was angry, and then he said I must +turn back at once, and--and--'Do it alone, sir,' said I, 'I'll have +nothing more to do with it.' He begged my pardon, but I wouldn't make +up, out of pure ill-temper, and now he again grew anxious about what +account he could give of his whereabouts during this time, till I said +to him: 'As you have Brownlock under you, sir, you can just as well +ride across the bog, and then you will get to Neuenhof as soon as if +you had ridden away from Dollan directly after the gentlemen: I mean, +of course, over the road.' He saw this too, but his courage failed, +although he generally had plenty for such things, and I myself had +ridden across the bog a week before under his own eyes; so I said to +him: 'Then do what you choose, I must go and knock up the Prebrows now, +or I shall come in for all the blame,' and then he rode away, and it +was a splendid sight--I could see it distinctly, for the moon had come +out--and the water dashed up under the hoofs--yes, it was a splendid +sight to see how he rode." + +Hinrich walked on a few steps in silence; suddenly he stopped short. + +"And the way he has treated me is a sin and a shame; may God punish me +if I don't pay him for it. He promised me ten per cent, of all +Brownlock won, and he had ten thousand in his book then; but it may +easily amount to as much again. And he knows I would give one of my +hands to see Brownlock on the course, and have people point to me and +say: 'That's Hinrich Scheel, who trained him; he understands those +things better than all the English jockeys.' O Lord! Lord! and I'm to +do all this for him, while he leaves me for a whole week in this kennel +of Rahnkes' and I'm to come to Goritz the night before the boat, in +which I'm to take passage, sails for Mecklenburg, and I must meet him +in Goritz woods, and get the two thousand he promised me, but he was +not there, and probably thought, 'He must go tomorrow, with or without +the money;' but I'll pay him for it, by Heavens! I'll pay him for it." + +"That would cost you quite as much as him," replied Gotthold; "or do +you think the law will set you free because you did everything solely +for your master's sake?" + +"The law, sir! You won't deliver me up to the law," cried Hinrich. + +"And if I should, could you blame me for it?" + +Hinrich stopped short, but there was no possibility of escape. Jochen +Prebrow's heavy hand rested on his shoulder, and Gotthold had just +cocked the pistol, whose barrel glittered in the light of the nearest +beacon, of which they were already within a very short distance. A +single cry would summon the watchman, if he chose to push matters to +extremities. + +"I am in your power, sir," said he, "and I am not. Neither you nor any +other man shall compel me to repeat what I have just told you before a +court of justice. I may have imposed upon you with a false tale." + +"That excuse will not avail you much, Hinrich; we have proofs that the +money was not lost, but stolen and placed in your master's hands." + +And in a few words he told him the contents of Wollnow's letter, adding +what he had just learned from old Boslaf, that while searching the +bog--to the great astonishment of the men--they had followed the +hoof-prints of a horse several hundred paces; and Hinrich's denial +would produce little effect in opposition to this and other +well-established facts. + +Hinrich had listened attentively. + +"I still think you won't give me up to the law, sir," said he; "it's an +ugly story, and the less said about it the better, for--for all +concerned; but if it must be, why, sir, we poor men are never much +better treated than dogs, and these last few days I have fared even +worse; so I don't mind going to jail, if he only comes too." + +It was too dark for Gotthold to see the cruel smile that played around +the man's thick lips, as he uttered the last words. + +"I think I can spare you the jail," he answered, "if you will promise +to make no attempt at flight, and obey all my orders implicitly. I will +require nothing unreasonable." + +"I know that, sir," said Hinrich, "and here is my hand." + +The hand that rested in Gotthold's was as hard as iron; but he thought +he felt in its nervous pressure that the man intended to keep his word. + +"Come, then," said he, "and, Jochen, show us a path by which we can +reach your house without being seen, if possible." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII. + + +"My poor dear friend! To think we must part again; it is really too +hard. But don't be discouraged! Gretchen will get well, and everything +will come out right at last." + +Ottilie Wollnow said these words in the antechamber of her house in +Sundin, to Gotthold, with whom she had just left the room where Cecilia +and old Borlaf were watching Gretchen's feverish slumber. + +"Everything," repeated Ottilie, as she saw that the look of deep sorrow +on Gotthold's expressive face remained unchanged. + +"You do not really think so yourself," he replied, gratefully pressing +Ottilie's hand; "if the child dies, Cecilia, I fear, will never get +over it, no matter how much, how entirely, that scoundrel is to blame; +at any rate it will be another of those sad, torturing memories, which, +according to her own confession to you, separate her from me forever." + +Herr Wollnow came out of an adjoining room, ready for walking. Ottilie +accompanied the two friends to the door. "I wish I could go with you," +said she. + +"And it would not be a bad thing," said Wollnow as the two friends +walked through the dusky streets, in which to-day there was an unusual +stir and bustle; "women have what in such cases removes mountains--the +sovereign passion which we men, luckily for ourselves, have reasoned +away, though without obtaining in exchange the sovereign calmness with +which that strange old man met Brandow this morning. I would not speak +of it in the ladies' presence. Brandow, with the acuteness for which +even his enemies must give him credit, had made up his mind from the +first moment that Cecilia must sooner or later come here, even if she +did not do so at once. He therefore instantly turned round and drove +here as fast as the horses could go; he must have met you just outside +of Prora. Since that time he has lurked around my house and your +lodgings; I admire the firmness with which he has maintained his usual +calm manner, and his boldness in telling everybody that his wife had +gone away to make a little visit, and the farce Cousin Borlaf had +played with the farm-hands--searching the bog and forest--was a piece +of roguery for which he would call the spiteful old man, with whom he +had long been on bad terms, to a strict account. He must have had a +hell of anxiety and dread in his heart, for his enemies--and he has not +a few, foremost among whom are Redebas and the Plueggens--took an eager +interest in circulating the worst reports, and the members of the +committee on the races were on the point of formally demanding an +explanation from Brandow, when yesterday evening he said at the club +that his wife had arrived here half an hour before, and was staying +with us: the Selliens had also requested the pleasure of her company, +but the Assessor's health was not yet entirely restored, so he had +given us the preference. In order to give his statement the proper +weight, or--urged on by I know not what devil of impudence--as soon as +he heard of Cecilia's arrival yesterday evening--I suppose through Alma +Sellien, who unluckily was with my wife at the time--he rang the +door-bell, and sent in his card to Ottilie. She would undoubtedly have +been glad to receive him and give full vent to her feelings; but the +old gentleman entered the room, and with the stately politeness which +we of the last two generations have forgotten, begged her to leave him +alone with Brandow a moment. It was, in fact, not more than a minute +before the old gentleman rejoined the ladies with a mien as calm as +ever; while the other rushed down the staircase, and Cecilia, who had +no suspicion of his presence, was startled by the violence with which +somebody banged the door. Here we are at the 'Golden Lion.' Let me go +in alone. If we should not find him this evening, he ought not to know +that you have returned." + +Wollnow entered the wide hall, through whose open door a bright light +streamed into the somewhat dusky street. There were a great many guests +in the large hotel on account of the races, which had commenced to-day, +and were to be continued to-morrow, so that Wollnow was obliged to ask +several times before he could get a positive answer; and Gotthold was +kept waiting longer than he expected. As, in walking up and down, he +had for the second time proceeded some little distance from the house, +a female figure suddenly emerged from a dark side-street, passed him, +and instantly turned back with a murmured "Carl," raising her black +veil at the same moment. In spite of the dim light, Gotthold recognized +Alma Sellien. + +"You are mistaken," said he. + +Alma had also recognized him; she had felt so sure of her ground that +terror almost robbed her of all presence of mind; but it was only for a +moment. "It is fortunate it was no one else," she said, drawing a long +breath, and then, as Gotthold made no reply, added: "I have begged him +again and again to tell you; you must learn it sooner or later, and to +you the news can give only pleasure; but he never would." + +"And for good reasons." + +"What reasons? Pray, pray tell me all." + +"In another place and at another time; neither hour nor scene is +suitable." + +Wollnow came out of the hotel. "Another time, then," whispered Alma, as +she drew down her veil and glided back into the dark street from which +she had just emerged. + +"Who was that?" asked Wollnow. + +"This man will drag half the world into the mire with him," cried +Gotthold. + +"Where we should have sought him long ago, if we wanted to find him," +replied Wollnow. "It was Frau Sellien, wasn't it? You betray no secret, +it was one only to us; here the sparrows chatter it on the housetops. +The man is making it easier for us than we expected; but it is a +wonderful piece of luck that you caught Hinrich Scheel. If only the +fellow's old clannish feeling doesn't break out again at the last +moment." + +"I do not think it will; for it is precisely because Brandow has so +brutally wounded this feeling, so basely broken the faith due from the +chief to his follower--that has excited and angered the rough but in +his way honest man, to the highest degree. No, on the contrary, what I +fear is that our treatment of Brandow will not satisfy him, and he will +try to revenge himself in his own fashion." + +"And is he so far wrong?" replied Wollnow earnestly, "are we not +robbing the gallows of its victim? And even if we excuse ourselves by +saying that there are crimes worse than highway robbery and murder, +which do not come under the head of any law, cannot Hinrich Scheel +quote the same thing himself, and demand that the breach of faith +committed against him, and for whose condemnation he can certainly +apply to no regular judge, shall not remain unpunished? But forgive my +illogical obstinacy, my dear friend. I perceive that the future of more +than one innocent person depends upon the secrecy with which we go to +work. So let a Vehmgericht or a judgment from Heaven take the place of +a public trial. Here we are at the club-house. I am sorry to leave you, +but I feel with you that you must fight your way through this without +seconds." + +Gotthold walked up and down the brightly-lighted vestibule; loud +voices, laughter, and the clinking of glasses echoed from the +dining-room, into which a liveried servant had taken his card; the +clerk was sitting in the office busily employed on his books; and the +servants in the dressing-room had enough to do to take and deliver up +the coats of the gentlemen who were constantly arriving and departing. + +The man again appeared; Herr Brandow begged to be excused, but he was +very busy just now; would not tomorrow morning be time enough? + +"Time enough for what?" asked Gustav Von Plueggen, who had come out of +the dining-room directly behind the servant, and greeted Gotthold with +his usual noisy gayety, now increased by plentiful potations of wine. +"What? Brandow very busy? Stuff and nonsense! Pressing business! He's +sitting behind a bottle of Canary, writing one round sum after another +in his damned betting-book. They're all determined to be fools, though +Redebas and Otto and I have tired ourselves out talking; after what we +saw at Dollan, everything is possible. It will turn out just as it did +with Harry--Harry at the Derby, five years ago. Ever been in England? +Famous country--women, horses, sheep--famous. An old joke of mine that +always keeps fresh. What was I saying? do you want to speak to Brandow? +But why don't you come in? It will be a pleasure to me to introduce an +old schoolmate. Celebrated artist, hey? I heard some devilish good +things yesterday at the chairman's from Prince Prora, who made your +acquaintance in Rome, and is delighted to hear that you are in Sundin. +Even spoke of seeking you out; curious; on the race-course to-morrow. +By the way, got a ticket? Stand A? Don't hesitate, I beg; see, +half-a-dozen left; gives me great pleasure. Come in!" + +The servant had turned the handle of the door long before. The +dining-room was crowded with people--members of the club, and their +guests, among whom the officers of the garrison were especially +numerous. They were sitting at different tables with bottles of +champagne before them; a gay, even noisy conversation was going on; no +one noticed the new-comers, not even Brandow, who had apparently just +risen from the table, and was standing at the end of the apartment, in +the midst of a group of people who were all talking to him at once, +while he, holding up his betting-book, exclaimed: "One at a time, +gentlemen! one at a time! since you are positively determined on being +kind enough to make me a Cr[oe]sus. Trutwetter, one hundred and fifty! +Please put your name underneath. Here, if you prefer! I have kept a +place for Kummerrow's two hundred pistoles, Baron? No! Oh! dear, omen +in nomine! who would have thought it? Another! Plueggen! Et tu Brutus? +What is it? A gentleman--back again already? I am very busy! Tell the +gentleman--" + +Brandow suddenly paused; he had just seen Gotthold, who had been +standing directly behind him. + +"I have time to wait until you have finished your business here." + +"It would detain you too long." + +"I have plenty of time." + +Gotthold withdrew from the circle with a polite but formal bow; Brandow +had turned very pale, and stared sullenly at his betting-book, while +the lead-pencil trembled in his hand. What was the meaning of the +pertinacity with which this man pursued him? Should he rudely dismiss +him before the whole company? But that was impossible without a scene, +and this evening a scene might be dangerous. + +"Now, Brandow! I have no time to wait!" cried a voice. + +"Are you reckoning them up already?" asked a second. + +"I really must run them over once," replied Brandow, closing the book; +"have patience for a few minutes, gentlemen; it seems that there is a +communication of some importance to be made to me. I'll be back again +in a moment. Now may I ask your wishes?" + +"The communication I have to make is indeed of some importance, and +might be best heard without witnesses. So it is only in your own +interest that I request you to provide some place where we shall not be +disturbed." + +"Have you considered that I shall probably have more to ask of you than +you of me?" + +"I think I have considered everything; and that is probably more than +you can say." + +They were standing somewhat apart from the others, speaking in low +tones, and looking steadily into each other's eyes. + +"Come, then," said Brandow. + +"Who was that?" asked one of the gentlemen, whose autograph graced +Brandow's betting-book. + +"A famous fellow!" cried Gustav von Plueggen. "Old schoolmate of mine; +celebrated artist; talked about him all yesterday evening at the +chairman's! Protege of Prince Prora's! Famous fellow! I'm going to have +him paint me. In England every man of rank has himself painted with all +his favorite horses and dogs, and all the rest of the family. Ever been +in England, Kummerrow? Famous country--women, horses, sheep--everything +famous!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +They crossed the hall in silence, and, without exchanging a word, +entered one of the rooms reserved for the private use of the members of +the club, and which the servant opened for the two gentlemen at a sign +from Brandow. A large hanging lamp, directly over a round table covered +with green velvet, lighted the apartment tolerably well. Several +arm-chairs, also covered with green velvet, stood around the table. + +"I suppose we shall be entirely undisturbed here," said Gotthold. + +"And I that the farce will not last long; you saw I was very busy." + +Brandow, as if in a fit of impatience, had drawn one of the chairs away +from the table and thrown himself into it, but it was by no accident +that his face was thus in the shadow, while the light streamed full on +Gotthold's. + +"Very busy," repeated Brandow, drumming on the arm of the chair, "too +busy not to be compelled to defer the account I have to settle with you +until tomorrow morning. And if you should have the--the face to try to +intimidate me, I say: Beware! beware! you do not yet know me; my +patience is not inexhaustible, and however willing I might be to avoid +a scandal, and for these few days, I freely confess, would fain escape +it--if you urge me, and it must be--I am ready--ready at any moment." + +Brandow had spoken in a loud, threatening tone; but he had evidently +failed in his object. Gotthold's eye rested upon him so calmly--with a +glance of contempt, as it seemed to him--that he could not bear the +gaze, and suddenly paused with a secret thrill of terror, as Gotthold +now quietly opened a letter he had just taken out of his pocket. + +"Will you read this letter before you say more?" + +Brandow had not the courage to refuse. + +"From the noble Wollnow, apparently, to me and about you?" + +"Yes, it is from Wollnow, but to me and about you." + +"About me! that's strange, and passably long too." + +He tried to feign a yawn as he let the sheets slip through his fingers; +but had scarcely cast a glance at them, and read the first lines, when +he started up like a madman, and hurling the letter upon the table, +exclaimed: + +"This is infamous! This demands blood! I will see nothing more, hear +nothing more! I will not be the patient victim of a vulgar intrigue. We +will speak of this again, sir, we will speak of this again." + +He wandered restlessly up and down the room; Gotthold remained quietly +in his seat. + +"You have a moment to decide whether you will read the letter, or +whether I shall show it to Count Zarrentin, before taking farther +steps." + +Brandow paused in his walk. "So you really mean to have a scandal! I +thought so. Well, perhaps it will be worth the trouble, to see how you +intend to begin." + +He threw himself into his chair again, seized the letter, and began to +read it with the air of a man who wished to get rid of a troublesome +petitioner. A scornful smile played around his lips. "I was mistaken," +he muttered as if talking to himself, "it is simply ridiculous, utterly +ridiculous." + +But his lips were pale; the smile changed to a grin, and his hands +trembled more and more. He had read very rapidly at first; but the +farther he proceeded the longer he lingered over every separate +sentence, and even word. Many he seemed to weigh and test two or three +times, and he made a pretence of reading long after he had evidently +reached the end. At last, amid the terrible tumult of his soul, a +resolution was formed. + +"You were going to give this--letter to our chairman," he said, +carefully folding the sheets; "I have no objection, but on one +condition." + +He withdrew the hand with which he had held out the letter to Gotthold. + +"On condition that I may first take a copy of this precious document, +to serve as a basis for the charge of scandal I shall bring against the +noble writer and delicate-minded receiver of this bungling performance. +To a man so extremely just as yourself, a man who does not hesitate, on +the most absurd proofs, to charge his friend with the most horrible +crimes, this will doubtless be perfectly agreeable." + +"Entirely so," replied Gotthold; "you can also keep the original. The +letter was merely to make you acquainted with certain things, to which +I did not wish to refer verbally, and has performed its work." + +"And this interesting conversation is over," said Brandow, rising; "I +mean for to-day; to-morrow we shall have more to say to each other; +only the tables will be turned. The things of which I shall accuse you +are no shameful inventions like the story about the bills, or silly +fancies like the horrible murder of Hinrich Scheel, which you will +probably cry, with all the terrible details, at the next fair, but +facts, positive facts--a pretty commentary on the song of the worthy +man, who knows how to make no better use of the hospitality offered +him, than--you have done. So farewell until to-morrow!" + +Brandow walked towards the door with a wave of the hand intended to be +contemptuous; Gotthold stepped before him. + +"You will probably have patience a short time longer, when I tell you +that your future fate must be decided now and here." + +"My fate? Are you mad?" + +"Decide for yourself. Hinrich Scheel was found by me yesterday evening +in Wiessow, where he had concealed himself, and is now at my lodgings +guarded by the brothers Prebrow." + +Brandow staggered back as if a bullet had struck him, until his hand +clutched the arm of a chair, and in that attitude stood staring at +Gotthold with eyes that seemed starting from their sockets. + +"Hinrich Scheel!" he stammered. + +"Whom you thought had disappeared from the scene forever, though you +were careless or niggardly enough not even to pay off your accomplice +properly. I am now obliged to have him watched, not to prevent his +escape--he has no wish to fly, he will endure any punishment if only +the man for whom he did what he did, does not escape; I have him +watched simply to prevent his taking this punishment into his own +harsh, cruel hands." + +Brandow had sunk into the chair. His shameless courage and elastic +strength seemed to have utterly deserted him; he looked ten years +older; but suddenly he started up again. + +"Bah!" he cried, "do you think you can frighten me in that way? If that +rascal Hinrich has allowed himself to be caught, so much the worse for +him! What harm can he do me? I hope my word will weigh no less than +that of a rascally groom, who has evidently been bribed by my enemies. +A man who knows himself innocent cares nothing for bribery: or do you +really expect to make any one believe that, if even a suspicion could +have fallen upon me from any quarter, I would have let the fellow go +without securing his silence in some way? That is certainly sheer +nonsense: or will you say, he gave him nothing, so that if he were +caught no one would ask, From whom and for what did you get this money? +Settle it among yourselves, and do as you please--an honest man like me +laughs at your threats." + +Again he went towards the door, but his step grew slower the nearer he +approached it; and ere he reached the threshold, he turned on his heel +and came up to Gotthold with a smile on his lips. + +"Let us drop the tragic masks, Gotthold, and talk like sensible people; +what are your conditions?" + +"The first is that you shall confess the deeds of which Wollnow's +letter accuses you. You know what I mean." + +"Not entirely. Is the confession only for yourself?" + +"If you consent to the other conditions, yes." + +"Very well; I did what I am said to have done. What more?" + +"That which follows as a matter of course. The daughter of an honorable +family cannot and shall not be the wife of a criminal. That is, you +will give your consent to everything we--I mean Herr Bogislas Wenhof, +Wollnow and I--may dictate in regard to the divorce." + +"And my daughter?" + +"Answer the question yourself." + +"I love the child." + +"You lie, Brandow; and even were it possible, as it is impossible, you +would still have forever forfeited the right to keep her, or even +maintain any communication with her. I hope she will forget you are her +father." + +"Which, however, I shall ever remain, and, _mon cher_, I'll give +you this knowledge, which is doubtless uncommonly pleasing, as a +wedding-present; or don't you intend to carry to a fitting end the +business you have so beautifully begun?" + +"The point in question is your destiny, not mine." + +"Which, however, seems to be somewhat nearly connected with me. Or did +you want me to believe you were doing all this for the service of God? +Pshaw, my dear friend, our acquaintance is not a thing of yesterday, +and our paths do not cross here and now for the first time. I have been +in your way, and you in mine, on the schoolroom benches, the +playground, at the dancing-lessons, and everywhere; I supplanted you in +those days, and gave you a punishment to remember all your life. Well, +you have done so, and this is the reprisal. I have lost the game--by a +single foolish play--no matter! I have lost it; and I am too old a +gambler not to understand and feel that it is my fate; but the game is +not yet over; we shall meet again, and he who laughs last, laughs +best." + +The man's eyes flashed glances of deadly hate, as he strode up and down +the room with hasty steps. His sharp teeth gnawed his livid lips, and +he tugged and tore at the ends of his long fair mustache, as he again +paused and said:-- + +"Only one question more. Shall I also have to provide the dowry?" + +"I don't know what you mean by that; I only know we intend to leave you +to take your own course as soon as you have paid your debt--outwardly +at least--and replaced the sum stolen. You will have a chance to do so +to-morrow. It is gambler's money, but that don't concern us." + +"And if I don't win?" + +"You will work. Dollan has been leased to you for five years more; you +can, if you choose--and you will be compelled to choose--pay back in +less than half the time the ten thousand thalers I shall advance to +you--it is almost the last remnant of my fortune. At any rate the +package will be found on Dollan moor to-morrow evening, and day after +to-morrow be in the coffers of the convent." + +"How well you have provided for yourself!" + +"And you too. If we drove you from your home, as you deserve--for you +are not worthy to have German laborers call you master--you would go to +ruin in the shortest possible time, and that, for your child's sake, I +do not desire." + +Brandow essayed a scornful laugh, but Gotthold's last words, and the +tone in which he uttered them, closed his lips. + +"You said just now, Brandow, that you loved your child: it was a lie; +if you had done so even a little, for her sake you would at least have +kept yourself innocent of crime. You have never loved any one except +yourself, and that with a coarse, vain, egotistical love, which had no +trace of respect for the sacredness of that which even the roughest men +reverence. Yet--although this is my honest opinion--I am a man, and may +be mistaken; perhaps it will touch your heart, when you hear that your +child is ill, very ill--that we shall possibly only be able to prolong +her innocent young life a few days. It is terrible to say it, but I +cannot lighten the burden you have laid upon your conscience: if it +dies, you have killed it." + +"I?" faltered Brandow; "I?" + +"Yes, you! You who made life worthless to her mother," replied +Gotthold, turning to Brandow. "Or did you think the blow you dealt the +mother would not strike the child, too? That the latter would not drink +death from the poisoned cup of life you gave the former? You cannot +have thought so, for you had based your whole plan upon this mutual +love between the mother and child; you thought the bond that united +their souls strong enough to bear your whole shameful web of falsehood +and deceit, treachery and violence. I say once more: if it dies, you +have killed it. Understand this clearly, man, if you can. It is so +horrible that everything else you have done is innocent in comparison; +it is so fearful that you must realize it." + +Gotthold walked several paces, and then paused before his enemy, who +sat cowering in his chair with his head resting on his hands. + +"Brandow, they say that years ago, when, struck down by your sword, I +lay on the ground before you, you dealt me a second blow. It has always +been impossible for me to believe it, even now it is difficult; but +however that may be, I cannot give a death-blow to any one lying on the +ground, no matter who he is, or what he may have done; but neither can +I hold out my hand to a worthless man, even if he extends his +imploringly to me. Remember this, Brandow. Perhaps the moment will come +sooner than you believe possible." + +Gotthold left the room; Brandow still sat in the same attitude into +which he had first sunk, staring steadily at the carpet. A dreary smile +flitted over his pale face. + +"That was a fine sermon," he muttered; "highly edifying! He got that +from his father, the parson! And I sit here, and let myself be made out +a villain by the miserable babbler, the cursed hypocrite, and don't +hurl all he says back into his canting face. Bah!" + +He started up and wandered about the room. + +"Folly, folly, folly! Her love for this dauber is not a thing of to-day +or yesterday; she has always loved him; she has never been able to +forgive herself for stooping to wed me, the haughty Princess! I knew it +from the first! And was I to pocket the insult quietly, act as if I did +not notice it, be satisfied with the crumbs thrown to me? I should have +been a fool! Nobody would have done so in my place, and I've only done +what any one else would, what thousands do who have not even my excuse. +Alma would have run away from her silly husband long ago, if I had +wanted her, if I had not always dissuaded her. But that would have been +just the right grist for their mill; their only regret is that I have +not made it easier for them. And I've made it easy enough now. Fool, +fool! How I might have made them writhe, how I might make them writhe, +if it were not for the accursed money. They put a stone in my path for +me to stumble over, and I did them the favor, and now they stand and +triumph!" + +He strode up and down the room like a caged tiger. + +"But it is not always night. A little more, and I should have wept over +that sentimental speech, as if it had been the truth, as if she had not +taught the child to hate me, as if it had the slightest trace of +resemblance to me, and might not just as well have been his, which it +probably would, if he had then been the noble family friend for which +he passes now. I have let myself be caught in the snare like a stupid +boy. It came too suddenly; I was not calm enough; and Hinrich's +reappearance was a shameful blow. Who would have thought it, after the +fellow had once been so foolish as to draw all the suspicion upon +himself, and I had made things so hot for him here! He shall pay for +it, if he ever crosses my path again--the scoundrel; he shall pay for +it. He and the daubing parson's son, and the old vagabond, and the +damned Jew, and she--she--" + +He paused before one of the large mirrors which covered the walls of +the room between the windows from floor to ceiling. + +"So I wasn't good enough for her. Other people think differently in +this respect. The fact is, I sold myself too cheap. A fellow like me +might have made very different pretensions; nay, can still at any +moment, though I look now as Don Juan did last night when the devil was +chasing him. But it's only the green glass and the dim light." + +A knock at the door interrupted his gloomy soliloquy. It was a servant, +who came to ask whether Herr Brandow was not coming back to the +dining-room soon. + +"At once," said Brandow. + +He cast another glance at the mirror. "I'm rather deplorable-looking +still. No matter! Or so much the better. They will think I am anxious +about to-morrow, and fall into the snare all the easier, the +blockheads! And to-morrow noon I shall have my thirty or forty thousand +in my purse, and--all the rest is nonsense." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +The clearest September morning shone upon the old Hanse city, whose +narrow winding streets were remarkably quiet to-day, so quiet that the +servant-girls who stood idly at the open doors of the houses could +bewail their piteous fate to each other across them undisturbed. Was it +not too shameful that the second day--the great day, when everybody, +even the little apprentices from the cobblers' benches, had gone to see +the show--they were obliged to stay and take care of the houses? And +Kopp's carriage had just come back empty for the sixth time, and was +now stopping at the apothecary's round the corner; but the young ladies +always made such a parade, and were never ready; it was a sin and a +shame, when one thought that other honest girls, who certainly wouldn't +keep the carriage waiting, were not allowed to set foot outside of the +door; but when the cat was away the mice would play. + +The merry girls, who had approached nearer and nearer each other, +joined hands and began to whirl around on the rough pavement, out of +the sunlight into the shadow of the houses, and out of the shadow back +into the sunlight, and then with a scream scattered and fled, each into +her own door, as the strange gentleman came out of a large, silent +house near by. + +Gotthold had watched all night beside Gretchen's bed with Cecilia and +old Boslaf, and good Stine had gone in and out. Several times they +thought the last moment had come; but the little heaving breast, which +Cecilia had pressed to her own, rose and fell more easily again, and +she laid the sweet little creature back upon the pillows, which were +scarcely whiter than her delicate pale face. After midnight the fever +became a little less violent, and the Doctor, who came early in the +morning, said that the danger, unfortunately, was not yet over, but a +few quieter hours might be expected, and he urgently entreated them to +use this interval in gaining fresh strength, which they certainly +greatly needed. + +He had looked at old Boslaf as he spoke, but the old man smiled +pleasantly, and said that the Doctor must not be anxious about him; he +was used to night-watching, and should soon have plenty of time to +sleep. But Cecilia, who was full of tender solicitude for the old man, +whom she now always called father, insisted that he should lie down, +and sent Gotthold away also. She would keep watch with Ottilie until +noon; if Gretchen's condition should change for the worse, he should be +notified at once. + +And so he now walked through the silent street towards his lodgings, +gazed at the girls dancing merrily, the sunlight shining so brightly on +the gray old gables, and the flock of white doves wheeling in airy +circles under the bright blue sky. How beautiful the world was! How +pure and balmy the soft warm air he eagerly inhaled! How lightly he +strode along, in spite of the long night of anxious watching! How the +blood bounded in his veins! And yet darkness and death might conquer! +If the child died--Gotthold paused with a shudder--he had seen, the +little dark mound so distinctly. But it was only a trick of his +imagination; Gretchen was still alive; she would recover; the delicate +little creature had struggled through this terrible night, and he might +even be permitted to say that it was he who had saved her life once +more. So she must live for him; her pure soft hands must fit the +keystone of the building of his happiness. Had he not hitherto +succeeded in everything far beyond his expectation! Had not even chance +showed him her most gracious aspect! A few days ago, how could he even +have ventured to hope that his rival would be so soon and so entirely +delivered into his hands, and he should be able to say, "This shall be +done, and it shall be done so and so, without any outcry, without the +knowledge of any person unconcerned?" This very evening the unfortunate +man was to return to Dollan to find the money he had stolen, and the +following day restore it to the treasury of the convent, through +Wollnow; and this evening also, the vessel which took his accomplice +would sail for England, the latter having declared of his own free will +that he could no longer stay here, and would rather go at once to +America, especially if the gentlemen would provide him with money as +generously as they had promised, and he knew they would keep their +word. So within twenty-four hours at latest everything would be settled +and levelled to a foundation on which another structure might be +erected. + +A quick, heavy step, which came towards him through the deserted street +near his lodgings, made Gotthold look up. + +"What is the matter, Jochen?" + +"He's gone," said Jochen, panting for breath. "I was just on my way to +tell you." + +"Since when?" + +"It must have been an-hour or two ago; he said he was tired and would +take a little nap, while Clas and I went down to Frau Mueller's, who had +invited us to breakfast. Well, Herr Gotthold, there we sat quietly; she +had a nice pork sausage, and we never thought of any mischief, and +meantime the fellow jumped out of a second-story window into the +garden, which joins the city wall, and the gate is never locked, and we +really are not to blame. Even if one don't exactly like a man, how is +one to suppose he has such tricks in his head?" + +"An hour, you said?" + +Jochen nodded. + +"Where is Clas?" + +"Gone down to the harbor; it's just possible he may have gone on board +the ship to look about him a little." + +Gotthold shook his head. "That is extremely improbable, after, as he +knows, everything is arranged." + +"What shall we do, Herr Gotthold?" + +"Run to Herr Wollnow and tell him what has happened, and that I have +gone out to the races; and follow me as fast as you can." + +Jochen looked amazed. "Yes, to be sure, Herr Gotthold, that's possible; +he talked of nothing but the races all last evening." + +Gotthold had already taken several steps, when Jochen followed him. + +"You're not angry with me and my brother Clas, Herr Gotthold?" + +"You good, stupid fellows!" + +Jochen looked very much moved, and doubtless wished to say more; but +Gotthold pressed his hard, honest hand, and hurried down the street to +the gate, beyond which, at no very great distance from the city, was +the race-course. + +He knew the way only from description; but it could not be missed +to-day. The nearer he approached the gate, the more numerous became the +people, who were all moving in the same direction; the suburban street +through which they were obliged to pass had assumed a holiday garb. The +modest little villas, half concealed behind the trees in their garden, +were to-day adorned with garlands and tapestry; here and there, under +the shade of the boughs, stood an old gentleman, or a gardener, or a +nurse with a baby in her arms, looking pityingly or mischievously over +the dusty hedges at the throng hurrying by in the summer heat. Often +one of the long Holstein wagons, furnished with five or six seats +placed one behind the other, rattled by, empty if going towards the +city, crowded with people if driving away from it; and it rarely +happened that the usual jokes failed to be exchanged between the lucky +occupants and the dust-covered foot-passengers. + +Gotthold had already passed many of the pedestrians, and was still +hurrying anxiously on. To be sure, it was scarcely to be hoped that +either he or Jochen would find the man in such a crowd of people, +especially as he evidently did not wish to be found; but that the +race-course was the place to seek him, he did not doubt for a moment, +and as he now hastened on the fugitive's track his heart grew heavier +and heavier, the more clearly he perceived the bad results that +threatened to ensue. If Hinrich had fled not to return, to become once +more the master of his own fate, and Brandow learned it in time, he +would retract all he had yielded; the battle must begin anew, and with +an enemy who could not again be surprised; if Hinrich was only seeking +an opportunity to revenge himself, Brandow's life was not safe a moment +from the brutal violence of the man, and even admitting that Brandow +was a person who could defend himself--everything which had seemed won +was once more doubtful, even the secrecy in which the pitiful fate of +the woman he loved had hitherto been veiled from an insolent, curious +world. + +Gotthold hurried on still faster, hoping he should now soon reach +his goal, but he turned out of one street lined with gardens into +another--the suburbs seemed to have no end. It was still half an hour's +walk to the racecourse, was the reply to his question. + +A light open carriage, drawn by two superb horses, overtook and dashed +past him; he thought he had seen the face of the elegant young man who +occupied the seat behind the driver before. The young man turned +towards him, and instantly tapped his coachman eagerly on the shoulder; +the carriage stopped; its occupant sprang out and hastily approached +Gotthold, waving his hand, and calling: "Do I meet you at last?" + +A moment after, Gotthold was seated beside young Prince Prora, the +horses dashed onward, and dusty pedestrians, hedges, gardens, villas, +and barns flitted by them on either side. + +"You don't know how glad I am," said the Prince, pressing Gotthold's +hand again; "but you will when I tell you that I came from Berlin, +where I was engaged in a most important consultation with Schinkel +about my castle, solely on your account. Count Ingenheim wrote that you +had left Rome, and I heard from Prora that you were staying in this +neighborhood, so I came to seek, see, talk, persuade, obtain--enfin: +you must paint my castle in fresco. I have set my heart upon it, and +you, I suppose, have no reason to say no: Schinkel desires it too, so +you must consent. He wants you, you and nobody else; I know no one by +whom I can be so sure of being understood, he said, and was delighted +when I told him that I had had the honor of a personal acquaintance +with you for a long time, and had spent the most delightful winter in +Rome in your society. Ah! that divine Rome! But you conjurers shall +restore it to me on the walls of my northern castle; I want nothing but +Roman, or at least Italian, landscapes in the dining-room; all bright +and sunny as you can paint so marvellously, grave as you are; and as +for the landscapes of my native country, which we intend to have in the +hall where the weapons are hung, I won't interfere with you at all. It +shall be left entirely to you; and you can revel in melancholy, like +the Danish Prince, but first of all you must say yes--will you?" + +The eager young man held out his hand, and a shadow crossed his +delicate, winning face as Gotthold hesitated to clasp it. How +willingly, how joyfully he would have accepted a commission so +delightful, so complimentary, and so important; a commission which +promised to fulfil all that his artist heart could only desire; but +now, to-day-- + +"You don't wish to undertake it?" said the young Prince, sadly. + +"I do wish it, certainly I do," replied Gotthold, pressing the +outstretched hand with deep emotion, "but whether I can is the question +I am asking myself, and which at this moment I can scarcely answer with +a yes. Forgive me if I speak in riddles, Your Highness, but there are +hours and times when we do not belong to ourselves, when we are under +the spell of a fate whose course we can neither hasten nor retard, and +whose decision we must await ere we can feel free to make any +resolution ourselves." + +"I certainly do not fully understand you," replied the Prince, "but I +believe I understand that something, which is certainly no trifle, is +weighing upon your mind; that you have either met with or fear some +great misfortune, and in that case the question comes so naturally that +you will forgive my asking: can any one help you, and can I be the +person?" + +"I thank you, Your Highness; but I shall probably have to fight my way +through it alone." + +"Then I will press you no farther; but I am ready to serve you at any +time, don't forget that." + +Meantime they had emerged from between the houses; before them on the +boundless expanse of meadow-land was the race-course, with its tall +stands, its little city of booths and tents, its long rows of carriages +drawn up side by side, its dark crowd of curious spectators. A party of +horsemen dashed past them at a furious gallop; one of them, not without +difficulty, checked his foaming racer and came to the carriage door. + +"What, Plueggen, are you not with the others?" cried the Prince. + +"Paid the forfeit at the last minute, Your Highness, at the last +minute--too certain it would turn out to-day as it did at the Derby, +four years ago. Once in--ah! Gotthold, _bon jour, bon jour!_ Your +friend Brandow's doing a splendid business to-day, an infernally +splendid business." + +"How far away are they, then? Am I too late?" + +"God forbid, your Highness! That is, they must be here in ten minutes. +Just up to the last obstacle but one; everybody there--intense +excitement. Exactly as it was at the Derby four years ago, when +Hurry-Harry by Robin Hood out of Drury Lane--" + +"Then we won't detain you, Plueggen. _Au revoir_ until this evening; +drive on." + +Gustav von Plueggen, with rather a long face, touched his hat, turned +his horse, and dashed after his companions. + +"So you know this Brandow?" asked the Prince. "It's a pity about that +man; he would have had, I think, the material for a splendid general of +cavalry; a clear head, a keen eye, never at a loss, and withal brave +even to foolhardiness; but amid these tame plebeian surroundings he +will make, I fear, nothing better than a _mauvais sujet_. But it is +shameful that they took the piece of bog into the course on purpose to +injure him. I hear it was only done to give the other horses a chance, +since it is generally believed that a horse of Brownlock's weight +cannot cross a swamp." + +"He will cross it, Your Highness," said Gotthold, "you can bet a +million on it." + +"How comes Saul among the prophets?" cried the Prince, laughing. "Since +when have you become such a connoisseur in horse-flesh? You must keep +beside me, and act as prompter, if I, a notorious dilettante in these +noble arts, run any risk of distinguishing myself by my blunders." + +"I am sure that Your Highness--" + +"You want to get rid of me, I understand. Well, I am very well content, +now that I have seen and spoken to you. I shall stay three days longer +in Sundin, and then remain a week in Prora, where you must be my guest, +even in case--with which idea, however, I won't destroy my present good +humor--you will not paint a stroke for my castle. Here we are; you will +surely come up with me. One can get a better view from above, and you +must at least allow me to secure you a good place." + +The carriage stopped. The Prince sprang out, and, without waiting for +Gotthold's answer, began to ascend the steps of the stand. The latter +was obliged to follow his friend, who fully expected him to do so; when +once at the top, he could easily find an opportunity of taking leave of +him without incivility. + +The steps and stand were crowded, but every one was eager to make way +for the Prince, who was very popular, that he might reach the first +bench, on which several seats had been reserved for him and his +attendants. "I think your best course will be to follow me," cried the +Prince, laughing, and looking over his shoulder at Gotthold, "you see +here as elsewhere: everything is given away!" But Gotthold could not do +otherwise than make use of the permission. The narrow space which had +been opened between the rows of seats for the Prince had long since +closed; nay, those behind were pressing forward to get as near him as +possible, and Gotthold soon found himself surrounded by a brilliant +assembly of the older and younger ladies of the country aristocracy, in +magnificent attire; white-haired old noblemen, civil dignitaries +adorned with orders, and distinguished soldiers, all smiling brightly +and bowing to the young Prince, who, bowing in every direction, +graciously accepted the offered homage. + +"Your Highness has come just at the right moment; we shall see the +first horse appear from behind yonder hill directly; may I offer Your +Highness my glass?" cried old Count Grieben, in his shrill voice. + +"Thanks, thanks; I should not like to rob you; you are more nearly +interested in the matter than I; I suppose the goal is here in front of +the stands, as it has been every year?" + +"Yes, Your Highness, there they come!" + +The Prince had now taken the glass from the old gentleman; there was a +loud whispering and rustling on the stand. "There they come--pray sit +down," echoed on all sides, and all eyes, whether furnished with +glasses or not, sought the long hill Count Grieben had pointed out to +the Prince, and on which in fact three moving specks now became +visible, which with great speed, considering the distance, glided down +the hill, and had already disappeared in a hollow, when four or five +other moving dots appeared in precisely the same spot, likewise glided +down the hill, and vanished. But the interest of the public was almost +exclusively fixed upon the three foremost dots. From the interval of +time between the appearance of the first three specks and the four +following--to say nothing of the stragglers--it was now evident that +the victor must be one of their number; and although even the best +glass could only distinguish that the three moving clots were horsemen +racing at the top of their speed, two names were already mentioned with +positive certainty; there was a doubt about the third rider; some +thought it was Baron Kummerrow on Hengist, while others bet upon Count +Zarrentin's Rebecca, ridden by the younger Baron Breesen. + +"But the two others, Your Highness--the two others are my Curt and Carl +Brandow," shrieked old Count Grieben, crimson with excitement and +gesticulating furiously, in a tone so loud that it could be heard over +the whole stand. + +Count Grieben! Carl Brandow! Like an alarm of fire the names flew from +lip to lip along the stand, down the steps, and through the dense +throng of men below, who were standing on tiptoe and stretching their +necks; Count Grieben! Carl Brandow on Brownlock! + +Carl Brandow! A strange emotion thrilled Gotthold's frame. That was the +name which, like the spell of some evil magician, had desolated and +ruined his life; the name with which so many unpleasant thoughts had +been connected from his youth, and which in early and later times, and +even during the last few days, had been to him the incarnation of the +principle that in every human breast strives and rebels against the God +of light. And here the name rang on his ears from every lip. Carl +Brandow! Carl Brandow! like a man from whose approach streams happiness +and blessing; and beautiful eyes sparkled, and aristocratic hands +impatiently fluttered the lace-edged handkerchiefs with which they +wished to wave a welcome to the victor. Was the man whom a whole people +thus awaited in breathless suspense, perhaps right when he ventured all +and anything to gain his shining goal; wealth, and honor, and woman's +favor? Could one who took every obstacle so boldly, be expected to turn +aside from his path for a pious scruple? Could one who unhesitatingly +risked his life when the victory could not be obtained at a lesser +price, be blamed if he was not so punctilious about the weal and woe or +even the lives of others, as may be expected and demanded from the +quiet citizen? + +Such were the strange thoughts that passed through Gotthold's brain, +while his eyes, like those of the assembled thousands, were fixed upon +the spot pointed out by the experts near him as the one where the +riders must again appear. And there they were already--now recognizable +as horsemen, even by the naked eye--and "Count Grieben and Carl +Brandow" burst forth anew. For only two emerged at the same time, while +the third had already lost so much ground that he appeared full thirty +seconds later. Nothing more was to be expected from him. At the speed +with which the horses were running a lost second could not be regained, +let alone the eternity of thirty! The result now depended upon +Brownlock and Bessy, the two horses that had been the object of public +attention from the first moment and on which immense sums had been +staked up to the last. Would Brownlock win? Would Bessy carry off the +prize? No one dared to decide, no one offered or accepted a bet; they +scarcely ventured to speak, to stir; suspense had chained every tongue. +The scales were still exactly poised, without bending in the least +towards either side. If Bessy, as was universally asserted, was the +faster animal, Brandow's well-known skill in horsemanship made up for +the difference; head to head--the winding course to the stand could be +as distinctly followed as the lines on a map--the horses leaped over +the last hurdle but three, the last but two, the last but one; side by +side the riders took the last obstacle, a wall six feet high, while a +cry of admiration buzzed through the surging crowd. Then followed a +breathless silence. The race must be decided within the next minute. +After the last hurdle was a tract of perfectly level ground about five +hundred paces long; then came several hundred acres of bog, marked by +little flags affixed to poles. If Brownlock did not get a very +considerable lead on the level ground, the race was lost to him; for +Bessy--every one knew--could cross a marsh as lightly as a roe, and +Brownlock would either stick fast or must take a round-about way, which +would cost him his advantage and the victory. + +But Brownlock obtained no advantage, not a foot, not an inch; head to +head they dashed across half the distance, and now Bessy took the lead, +a half, a whole length, two, three, a half-dozen lengths. Those who had +bet on Brownlock turned pale, but a hundred times as much was staked on +Bessy; the betters exchanged triumphant glances; no one had time to +speak; Bessy was already approaching the edge of the bog; her rider was +seen to turn in his saddle to note the distance between him and his +rival, and now he turned to the left towards the edge of the swamp. +"Clever fellow," cried old Count Grieben; "it's wider, Your Highness, +it's wider there, but the ground is firmer, and he has plenty of time. +Brownlock can't come up with her, hurrah!" cried the enthusiastic old +gentleman, waving his hat. "Hurrah, hurrah!" echoed from the fickle +crowd, which had just cheered Brownlock; "Bessy wins, Brownlock loses. +Hurrah!" + +Suddenly a deep silence followed, as if a thunderbolt had fallen before +the eyes of all. Brandow reached the spot from which, a few seconds +before, Count Grieben, rendered secure of the victory by his opponent's +delay, had turned aside; and with a powerful bound Brownlock dashed +upon the bog, without turning a hair's breadth from the straight +course, flying directly over the deepest but narrowest part, with a +speed which seemed to increase every moment, while his rider, as if +going over the smoothest meadow-land, used neither whip nor spur, and +waved his hand to his rival, as he darted by him with such speed that +the water dashed into the air in a bright shower of spray. + +And now he had already reached the edge on the side nearest the stand, +and came up the broad straight course which led to the goal--no longer +at full speed, but in a long stretching gallop, as if to jeer at his +opponent, who after reaching the firm ground, despairing of victory, +had stopped; it seemed as if he wished to give the crowd an opportunity +to offer their homage. + +And "Hurrah Brownlock! hurrah Brandow!" they shouted, waving their hats +and caps, and the cry increased and swelled to a deafening, thundering +roar as the victor now rode past the stands to the goal, in the same +long stretching gallop. Everybody stood on tiptoe, the gentlemen +cheering, the ladies waving their handkerchiefs--and now all crowded +down the broad steps to the level ground, to see the victor and the +beautiful horse still nearer, when he, as was customary, returned and +again passed before the stands, but this time at a walk. + +"No privileges are recognized here, strength conquers," said the +Prince, who as well as Gotthold was pushed down the steps by the +swaying crowd; "the strength of enthusiasm, which is powerful even in +the weak. Just see how heroically that delicate lady struggles through +the throng--Is it Frau Brandow? I should like to offer her my arm." + +The lady's blue veil brushed against Gotthold's face, and he recognized +Alma Sellien. She did not see him, though she stood directly beside +him. The delicate, wan face was strangely beautified by the proud smile +that hovered on the lips; a joyous light sparkled in the blue eyes, +usually so dull and heavy; heeding nothing around her, she looked and +waited for the coming of the man she loved, whose uncovered head was +just visible above the surging crowd. And now a pair of bay shoulders +appeared, vanished, and appeared again, then the beautiful head of a +horse, and then the whole figure of the red-coated rider. Those +standing in the foremost row, recognizing the Prince, made way, and he, +with several other ladies and gentlemen, among them Alma Sellien, were +pressed forward, while the ranks closed before Gotthold, who willingly +drew back. Brandow, who, hat in hand, was bowing to the right and left, +and talking to a few friends that surrounded him, had come very near +them, when he saw the Prince, with Alma Sellien leaning on his arm. An +amazed smile flitted over his face; he hastily turned Brownlock till he +faced the pair, and bowed low over the racer's slender neck. The noble +animal stood snorting, champing its bit, and pawing impatiently. +Suddenly it sprang aside in wild alarm, and then, as its rider tried to +force it back to the spot, reared. "Back!" shouted the Prince to the +crowd, who, pressing forward from every direction, had collected in a +dense mass. But those farther away, whom no immediate danger +threatened, remained motionless. "Back, back!" cried the Prince again; +the ladies screamed. "Jump down, Brandow!" exclaimed the gentlemen. But +Brandow seemed to have forgotten his universally admired horsemanship. +Some said afterwards that he had been stunned from the first moment by +the violence with which, as the horse threw back its head in rearing, +it struck him on the forehead. As he vainly struggled with the animal +in an inconceivably preposterous manner, his eyes were fixed intently +upon a man in the crowd, who in some way--all were pressing upon each +other in wild confusion--had reached the foremost rank, and now, with +upraised arms, sprang directly before, nay under the rearing horse; it +was supposed he wanted to pull the furious animal down by the bridle. + +"Let me pass, for God's sake!" cried Gotthold. + +He had recognized Hinrich Scheel, although he had only seen the square +head, covered with gray curling hair, from which the cap had been +knocked in pressing through the crowd; not the brutal face with the +squinting green eyes, under whose fiendish power the frightened animal +reared higher and higher, pawing the air with its steel-shod hoofs as +if it would fain destroy its tormentor. And now one of the hoofs struck +the head of the mysterious man, who fell as if a bullet had pierced his +brain; but at the same moment the horse, again rearing, fell backwards, +burying his rider under him. The crowd parted with shrieks of horror. + +"A doctor, a doctor, is there no doctor here?" + +There was none, but no physician could have been of any avail. The man +who had tried to seize the horse's bridle, and in whom others also now +recognized Brandow's former trainer, Hinrich Scheel, for whose arrest a +warrant had been issued, lay dead on his back with crushed skull and +horribly distorted face, from which the dim eyes glared frightfully; +his master still lived, but Gotthold, who was supporting him in his +arms, saw that his end was fast approaching. A deathlike pallor rested +on the delicate, clear-cut features, and the white teeth gleamed with a +strange, frightful expression from between livid lips. A shudder +convulsed the whole body, and the head fell on Gotthold's breast. + +"Here comes a doctor," cried several voices. + +"He will find nothing to do," murmured Gotthold; "help me to carry him +away." + +As they raised the body, a lady in a blue veil, who had been standing +near with her hands clenched convulsively, shrieked aloud, and sank +fainting on the ground. No particular notice was taken of it. Several +ladies had fainted. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV. + + +A wondrously beautiful autumn, with mild golden days, and clear starry +nights, brooded over the country. Everywhere summer roses bloomed in +the gardens beside the asters, and the forests were very slow in +decking themselves in brilliant hues. The air was so still that the +floating threads of gossamer scarcely stirred, and when a leaf fell it +remained just where it touched the ground. The birds of passage had +paused in their migration, and chirped and--twittered among the fields +and hedges with their merry little voices, while in the evening the +wild swans, which usually, long ere this time, had soared away on their +strong white wings, called to each other along the shore. + +It was a wondrously beautiful autumn, which seemed marvellously like +summer; "but it is only an illusion," said Cecilia, "the summer is +over, winter is close at hand, and I must prepare for it." + +She had been six weeks in Dollan, which she had never expected to +enter, never hoped to see again. But the physicians had urgently +desired that, to secure perfect recovery from her severe illness, if a +winter's residence in the South was impracticable, Gretchen should at +least spend the beautiful days of autumn on the sea-shore, in a sunny +spot, sheltered from the cold winds; and what place could have +fulfilled these requirements better than quiet, sunny Dollan? And, even +if it were a sacrifice for her to return here, she made it +unhesitatingly for the sake of her child and her old father. + +He had so longed for Dollan when, contrary to the doctor's expectation, +he recovered his consciousness after a fainting fit which, a few days +after the accident on the race-course, suddenly attacked him as he sat +surrounded by his friends. "Gratify the old man's wish," said the +physician, "and do so quickly; he will not have many more. His days are +numbered, and it is our duty to procure for him, during the few that +remain, all the sunshine he misses so keenly here in the narrow crowded +streets." + +And with deep thankfulness the old man greeted the sunlight on his +native fields. Not that he expressed his gratitude in words. He usually +talked very little; but on his pale, quiet face rested an expression of +the deepest peace, his mild eyes often sparkled as if with joyful +memories, and a happy smile played around his lips, as he walked slowly +through the sunny fields by Cecilia's side, leaning on her arm. Often +too--especially in the early morning--he went out alone, and Cecilia +had been anxious about him, and at last ventured to beg him to take her +with him, no hour was too early for her. But the old man stroked her +cheeks, and said, "Let me alone; you don't know yet." + +Cecilia pondered over these strange words, and understood them for the +first time when, one morning at early dawn, she looked out of her +window, and saw the old man stand a long time in the garden beside one +of the oldest trees--a linden, under whose shade, so the story ran, +Charles the Twelfth of Sweden had sat--and then bend his white head and +wave his hand, as people do when they take leave of any one. Yes, the +old man was taking his leave, when he wandered alone through garden and +field, forest and meadow--leave of the friends and acquaintances of his +youth: here a tree, under whose branches he had dreamed of the woman he +loved; yonder a rock, against whose hard breast he had once pressed his +tortured young heart; the meadow where he had broken the wild steed +with which he had hoped to win the beautiful Ulrica von Dahlitz; the +forest whose echoes he had so often waked by the report of his good +rifle. He never carried it now: the trusty gun that had formerly +accompanied him in all his walks, rested quietly in the corner; he had +taken leave of his faithful companion forever. + +Neither did he ever turn his steps in the direction of the beach-house, +and once when he had wandered through the forest by Cecilia's side, and +they unexpectedly emerged from the trees upon the cliffs, he seemed +almost terrified, and then shook his venerable head and muttered: "That +has cost me many years, many, many years!" So saying, he made a gesture +as if to imply that those years were effaced from the tablet of his +memory. + +Perhaps they were; he never said a word about the weary time he had +lived in the beach-house, but often began to relate stories of his +young days--ancient tales, which no living person knew except himself, +and over which he could laugh merrily, while at other times the tears +ran down his pale, withered cheeks. + +Ancient tales, of which he knew every detail, every name, and Christian +name, the day and hour, and even whether the weather was pleasant or +rainy; but he remembered nothing of what had lately happened, or made +the strangest mistakes. Thus he repeatedly called Cecilia by the name +of his early love, Ulrica, and it had been a bitter grief to his +great-granddaughter, that he sometimes spoke of her husband, Gretchen's +father, as a man he loved and eagerly longed to see again, although he +had been there very recently, until she understood that he meant +Gotthold. + +It had moved her strangely at first, and then when the old man recurred +to it again as quietly as if it never had been and never could be +otherwise, and brought her name into such close connection with that of +her lover, she had accepted it like a dream, which comes between waking +and sleeping, until she started in terror at the danger that lay in the +vision. It must not, could not be. Why trifle with a reality which was +impossible, a future that could never come to pass! + +She said it with passionate vehemence, and a flood of tears, more to +herself than the old man, when he again spoke of Gotthold, who stayed +away too long, who left her who longed to see him, and the child who +was so fond of playing with him, too much and too long alone. She told +him that she dared not think of such a thing; too much, too much had +happened, which separated them forever, and that though she would give +her blood for him drop by drop, if it did not belong to her child and +her father, she could never, never be his wife. + +They were in the garden on one of the beautiful summer-like evenings of +this month of October, and as she spoke the old man gazed earnestly +towards the saffron-hued eastern sky, that gleamed through the +brilliant foliage of the trees, which was unstirred even by the +faintest breath of wind. "Yes, yes," he said, "you have suffered +keenly, keenly: but"--he added after a short pause--"that is so long, +so very long ago. Time heals much, much!" + +He seemed to be absorbed in dreams of the days, which to him alone were +no nonentity, which to him alone emerged from the river Lethe; but as +his glance fell upon the tear-stained face at his side, he passed his +hand over his brow and eyes, and said hastily, as if he feared he might +forget it again: + +"Not everything, or slowly, very slowly; sixty, seventy, I know not how +many years passed by; and it is never quite right till we take courage +and tell some human being; I told him the evening I saved him from the +sea, and so many good things followed it, so many good things; my heart +has been so light ever since. You must tell some one, too, but not me; +I forget so much, and might forget that too. You must tell him." + +And when the next evening they again walked up and down the same +garden-path, and the dim light again shimmered through the trees, he +suddenly stopped and asked: "Have you told him?" and on the third and +fourth day he repeated the question, always shaking his white head +anxiously, when she answered with burning cheeks: "No, father, I have +not told him yet," and mentally added: "And shall not tell him if he +comes to-morrow, shall never tell him." + +Gotthold came, but not alone. Prince Prora, at whose castle he had +again spent several days to show him the sketches for the armory, and +decide upon the order of the Italian landscapes for the dining-hall, +wished to accompany him on his way back to Prora, and when he heard +that Gotthold must stop at Dollan to take leave of the family before +setting out on his journey to Italy, begged permission to accompany him +there also. + +"For we are neighbors, madame," said the young man, "whether I live at +Prora or the castle, and I ought to have waited upon you long ago; but +I will confess that a special interest brings me here to-day. Our +friend has told me about the giant's grave you have in your forest, +and that it is perhaps in the best preservation of any on the whole +island. Now we need a landscape with one of these mounds for my armory, +and when I reminded him of the one at Dollan, the obstinate fellow +declares it won't do. I naturally insist it is the very one, since +Dollan--before it came into the possession of your--I mean the Wenhof +family--which, to be sure, if we include the Swedish branch, as is only +just, was two hundred years ago--belonged to Prora, like all the rest +of the island; nay, in Pagan times, a Castle Prora, surrounded with a +lofty wall and deep moat, stood on the cliffs overlooking the sea. Its +ruins are still mentioned in old histories, so it is very possible and +even probable that the grave covers the bones of my ancestors. And am I +to lose such a reminiscence for the sake of an artist's obstinacy? +Never! We have an hour to spare, and I hear I can walk there and back +in half an hour--pray don't trouble yourself, my dear friend! You are +the very last person I will take with me, to spoil my temper by your +objections." + +"I will accompany you with pleasure," said old Boslaf. "I have often +been up there deer-hunting with your Highness' great-grandfather. I +have not walked that way for a long, long time, and should like to go +once more." + +The Prince looked at the old man in astonishment; he had greeted him +with marked respect, in consequence of the many things Gotthold had +told him about him; but it seemed like a fairy tale that any one now in +existence could have gone hunting with Malte von Prora, who had lived +in the times of Frederick the Great, and been sent to Berlin on a +diplomatic mission by the Swedish government before the Seven Years' +War. + +"It is impossible for me to give you so much trouble," said he, "quite +impossible." + +But the old man did not seem to notice the polite refusal; he had +already taken his staff, and with long regular strides led the way out +of the garden, where this conversation had taken place. The Prince, +with a smile, hurried after him. + +"At least your Highness will allow us to follow you," said Gotthold. + +"I beg you to do so," replied the Prince, "for the sake of the old man, +who might not be satisfied with my company for any length of time," and +then drawing Gotthold a few steps aside, he continued: "We have an +hour, don't let it be passed unused. Since I have seen this lady, I +understand all you have not told me, you most silent of men. May God +take these mute lovers under His gracious protection!" + +Gotthold walked slowly back to the spot where he had left Cecilia, and +saw her still sitting in the same thoughtful attitude. Would she speak +to-day, or would she keep silence as she had done hitherto--let him go +in silence? + +He went up and took the hand that hung by her side. "Cecilia?" + +She slowly raised her dark lashes, and looked at him with an expression +of touching entreaty. + +"I am not to bid you speak, I am to leave you in silence, Cecilia! And +yet it must be uttered; so let me say it for you. You could tell the +secret only to a woman, and to a woman you would not need to do so; she +would understand you without words. Was it not so? Should love be less +clear-sighted than the eyes of a sympathizing friend? I do not know, I +can only tell you what I read in your heart. And it is this, Cecilia: +you love me, but dare not yield to your feelings; nay, you shrink from +the thought of becoming my wife, as if it were a sin--against whom? It +sounds cruel, Cecilia, and yet I must say it: against your pride. That +is what you fear--yourself, not me. You know as well as that the sun is +setting yonder to rise again to-morrow, that no day, no hour will come +when I shall reproach you by word or look for having been--so unhappy, +so unspeakably wretched; you know that I--as I think--have nothing to +forgive you. But you, Cecilia, think you can never forgive yourself; +you think, because when you were an inexperienced girl of sixteen you +made a mistake, repentance and shame must follow you all your future +life; repentance and shame would frighten you from my arms if you ever +obeyed the impulse of your heart and threw yourself into them." + +"And should I not do right to think, to feel so?" cried Cecilia, while +the tears streamed down her burning cheeks; "could I ever forgive +myself for having become the wife of this man? An inexperienced +girl of sixteen, do you say? I was not so very inexperienced; I was +worldly--wise enough to understand that life in the beautiful castle +and shady park of Dahlitz would be more brilliant than in a gloomy +country parsonage. And so I trod the poor student's heart under foot, +although a voice which, since that hour, has never been silenced, +whispered, he is the better man. Should I forgive myself for that, and +for letting him go away with an almost broken heart, without a word of +sympathy, of consolation, glad that his honest eyes no longer rested +upon me, no longer read my vain soul? And now, when my arrogant dream +has produced its natural result, now that I am as utterly wretched as I +deserve to be, and he returns and stands before me, a pure, noble man, +who can look with just pride upon his honest, industrious past, and +with joyful composure towards his future, which must develop still more +gloriously--is he now to stay his victorious step to raise one so +deeply fallen;--nay, what am I saying? Is she to chain him to herself +for all the future, bind the strong industrious hands, constrain the +proud mind, which ought always to be occupied with the highest things, +to perpetual consideration, daily, hourly sympathy for a wretched, +self-marred fate? Did you say pride prevented my doing that? Be it so! +But it was pride for you, in you! Ah! Gotthold, I do not feel this +pride to-day for the first time. I was proud of you when, with +sparkling eyes, you could talk so brilliantly of gods and heroes, and +say the heroic man might boldly compare himself with the gods +themselves; and when I heard, years after, you had forced your way +through obstacles, by which others would have been crushed a thousand +times, and, with a speed that seemed wonderful to those who did not +know your strength and talent, raised yourself to the highest rank in +your art, and the name of the young painter was mentioned only among +the best artists--yes, Gotthold, I was proud then, so proud and +thankful--for I thought, now I can bear everything easier, since my +crime was not visited on you, since I alone had to atone for the sin I +alone had committed." + +They had left the fields, over which scattered threads of gossamer +floated in the red light of the setting sun, and entered the dark, +silent forest. No sound was heard except the rustling of the withered +leaves at their feet, and, as Cecilia paused, the mournful song of a +solitary bird. + +But Gotthold heard no interruption; it seemed to him as if the piteous +notes of the bird only prolonged the wail of the human voice. + +"Alone, alone," he said, "always alone, and so you wish to remain, poor +love! Can a human being be alone? And are you quite alone? Granted that +I am--which I am not--the strong hero who can by constant labor +struggle along his solitary path to the golden table of the father, is +there not your child, from whom you must shut out the bright, sunny +world? You, who turn away from life with veiled head in mute despair! +what virtues will you teach it when you are yourself so wholly +destitute of the cheerfulness, in which alone the virtues thrive; nay, +when you no longer believe in that which is the best and highest of +all, which makes us what we are, makes us human beings--love? Who +pities yonder little bird, which, concealed amid the autumnal foliage, +perhaps wounded and maimed, is left behind to perish miserably? None of +its brothers and sisters, its husband or its children; they have all +flown away, unheeding, and left it behind--alone, alone! They obey the +immutable law that governs their coming and going, their life and +death, and so they do not, cannot sin; but we can and do, if we do +not obey the law that governs us, if we do not obey love. It is the +all-powerful tie that has bound and will bind together all races of +men, from the beginning to the end; the all-powerful sun beneath whose +pure light spring must return to the darkest, saddest hearts: and so +with my love I will hold you, dearest, however you may struggle; will +open your heart, however you may try to close it against me: for I am +more powerful than you, can lend you my strength, and yet have enough +for myself, and you, and your child--our child, Cecilia!" + +She had paused, trembling in every limb; pale as death, and with her +dark eyes dim with tears, she extended her hands imploringly. + +"Have mercy, Gotthold, have mercy! I can bear no more; I can bear no +more." + +A hasty step came down the narrow path that led to the giant's grave. + +"Thank God! I was coming to meet you, dear madam--I think--I know you +are not like other ladies--" + +"He is dead!" cried Cecilia. + +"I fear we shall not find him alive, though he had strength enough to +send me back. I did not like to leave him, but he was so very, very +anxious to see you, to see you both." + +They ran up the path through the underbrush, over the hill, to the +giant's grave, whose huge mass stood forth in dark relief against the +bright western sky. + +The old man was sitting on a moss-covered stone, with his back resting +against one of the larger blocks, his hands lying in his lap, and an +expression of the most profound peace on his pale, venerable face, +gazing silently towards the west, from whence brilliant sunset hues +streamed over fields, forest, moorland, and sea. Cecilia sank upon the +broom at his feet, pressing her lips to his cold hand. + +At the touch, a slight shiver ran through the limbs of the dying man. +His glance turned slowly away from the distant sky, and rested upon the +beautiful, pale, tear-wet face before him. A happy smile gleamed over +his features. "Ulrica," he whispered. The name fell from the white lips +softly, almost inaudibly, and then lips and eyelids closed. + +Cecilia's head sank upon Gotthold's breast; the Prince, who during the +whole scene had discreetly remained at a distance, turned away, and +gazed steadily at the golden sunset. + + +And the golden hues of sunset glowed upon fields and woods, and the +churchyard of Rammin, in which the old man had just been laid to rest +with his children and children's children. Only a small, very small +company had stood around the grave when the coffin was lowered, and +they had needed no priest to consecrate the place which would +henceforth be sacred to them. Then Frau Wollnow embraced Cecilia, +and whispered: "Don't allow yourself to be disconcerted by any +narrow-minded creature you may meet," and Cecilia answered: "Have no +fear, I know what I am doing." Then Ottilie kissed Gretchen; the Prince +and Herr Wollnow took leave of Cecilia with a few cordial words, and +the Prince's light carriage rolled towards his castle, and the +Wollnow's heavy equipage along the road to Prora. + +At the other end of the village, where the road leads to Neuenfaehr and +Sundin, stood a travelling carriage, and they now walked silently +through the little hamlet, arm-in-arm; while the child ran before them, +and snatched at the swallows when they came too near. + +Otherwise the swallows had a free course. Up and down they darted in +their arrowy flight, now grazing the earth, now rising in graceful +curves, anon flying in a straight line and then zigzag, chirping, +twittering, and fluttering their long wings unweariedly. + +For them, too, it was probably the last evening, and to-morrow they +would fly towards the South, and not return till spring. + +Gotthold thought of this, and then of the evening when he had walked +through the deserted village-street, and the swallows' song brought +tears of sorrow to his eyes, and how empty his home and the whole +beautiful world had been to him, and how the whole beautiful world now +seemed to him like home; and as he gazed into the dark eyes of his +beloved wife, and pressed the little warm hand of the child, now his, +he knew "what the swallow sang." + + + + FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: Dumpling.] + +[Footnote 2: The second person singular is used throughout this +conversation, but I have thought it better to adopt the English mode of +address.--Tr.] + + + THE END. + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's What the Swallow Sang, by Friedrich Spielhagen + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WHAT THE SWALLOW SANG *** + +***** This file should be named 34599.txt or 34599.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/4/5/9/34599/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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