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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/34587-8.txt b/34587-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..cc41fb4 --- /dev/null +++ b/34587-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,27015 @@ +Project Gutenberg's Mrs. Halliburton's Troubles, by Mrs. Henry Wood + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Mrs. Halliburton's Troubles + +Author: Mrs. Henry Wood + +Release Date: December 8, 2010 [EBook #34587] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MRS. HALLIBURTON'S TROUBLES *** + + + + +Produced by Delphine Lettau, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + MRS. HALLIBURTON'S TROUBLES + + BY MRS. HENRY WOOD + + AUTHOR OF "EAST LYNNE," "THE CHANNINGS," "JOHNNY LUDLOW," ETC. + + + _TWO HUNDRED AND TENTH THOUSAND_ + + London + MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED + NEW YORK: THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + 1904 + + LONDON: + PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED, + DUKE STREET, STAMFORD STREET, S.E., AND GREAT WINDMILL STREET. W. + + + + +MRS. HALLIBURTON'S TROUBLES. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE CLERGYMAN'S DAUGHTER. + + +In a very populous district of London, somewhat north of Temple Bar, +there stood, many years ago, a low, ancient church amidst other +churches--for you know that London abounds in them. The doors of this +church were partially open one dark evening in December, and a faint, +glimmering light might be observed inside by the passers-by. + +It was known well enough what was going on within, and why the light was +there. The rector was giving away the weekly bread. Years ago a +benevolent person had left a certain sum to be spent in twenty weekly +loaves, to be given to twenty poor widows at the discretion of the +minister. Certain curious provisos were attached to the bequest. One was +that the bread should not be less than two days old, and should have +been deposited in the church at least twenty-four hours before +distribution. Another, that each recipient must attend in person. +Failing personal attendance, no matter how unavoidable her absence, she +lost the loaf: no friend might receive it for her, neither might it be +sent to her. In that case, the minister was enjoined to bestow it upon +"any stranger widow who might present herself, even as should seem +expedient to him:" the word "stranger" being, of course, used in +contra-distinction to the twenty poor widows who were on the books as +the charity's recipients. Four times a year, one shilling to each widow +was added to the loaf of bread. + +A loaf of bread is not very much. To us, sheltered in our abundant +homes, it seems as nothing. But, to many a one, toiling and starving in +this same city of London, a loaf may be almost the turning-point between +death and life. The poor existed in those days as they exist in these: +as they always will exist: therefore it was no matter of surprise that a +crowd of widow women, most of them aged, all in poverty, should gather +round the church doors when the bread was being given out, each hoping +that, of the twenty poor widows, some one might fail to appear, and the +clerk would come to the door and call out her own particular name as the +fortunate substitute. On the days when the shilling was added to the +loaf, this waiting and hoping crowd would be increased four-fold. + +Thursday was the afternoon for the distribution. And on the day we are +now writing about, the rector entered the church at the usual hour: four +o'clock. He had to make his way through an unusual number of outsiders; +for this was one of the shilling days. He knew them all personally; was +familiar with their names and homes; for the Rev. Francis Tait was a +hard-working clergyman. And hard-working clergymen were more rare in +those days than they are in these. + +Of Scottish birth, but chiefly reared in England, he had taken orders at +the usual age, and become curate in a London parish, where the work was +heavy and the stipend small. Not that the duties attached to the church +itself were onerous; but it was a parish filled with poor. Those +familiar with such parishes know what this means, when the minister is +sympathising and conscientious. For twenty years he remained a curate, +toiling in patience, cheerfully hoping. Twenty years! It seems little to +write; but to live it is a great deal; and Francis Tait, in spite of his +hopefulness, sometimes found it so. Then promotion came. The living of +this little church that you now see open was bestowed upon him. A poor +living as compared with some others; and a poor parish, speaking of the +social condition of its inhabitants. But the living seemed wealth +compared with what he had earned as a curate; and as to his flock being +chiefly composed of the poor, he had not been accustomed to anything +else. Then the Rev. Francis Tait married; and another twenty years went +by. + +He stood in the church this evening; the loaves resting on the shelf +overhead, against the door of the vestry, all near the entrance. A +flaring tallow candle stood on the small table between him and the +widows who clustered opposite. He was sixty-five years old now; a spare +man of middle height, with a clear, pale skin, an intelligent +countenance, and a thoughtful, fine grey eye. He had a pleasant word, a +kind inquiry for all, as he put the shilling into their hands; the lame +old clerk at the same time handing over the loaf of bread. + +"Are you all here to-night?" he asked, as the distribution went on. + +"No, sir," was the answer from several who spoke at once. "Betty King's +away." + +"What is the matter with her?" + +"The rheumaticks have laid hold on her, sir. She couldn't get here +nohow. She's in her bed." + +"I must go and see her," said he. "What, are you here again, Martha?" he +continued, as a little deformed woman stepped from behind the rest, +where she had been hidden. "I am glad to see you." + +"Six blessed weeks this day, and I've not been able to come!" exclaimed +the woman. "But I'm restored wonderful." + +The distribution was approaching its close, when the rector spoke to his +clerk. "Call in Eliza Turner." + +The clerk placed on the table the four or five remaining loaves, that +each woman might help herself during his absence, and went out to the +door. + +"'Liza Turner, his reverence has called for you." + +A sigh of delight from Eliza Turner, and a groan of disappointment from +those surrounding her, greeted the clerk in answer. He took no +notice--he often heard it--but turned and limped into the church again. +Eliza Turner followed; and another woman slipped in after Eliza Turner. + +"Now, Widow Booth," cried the clerk, sharply, perceiving the intrusion, +"what business have you here? You know it's again the rules." + +"I must see his reverence," murmured the woman, pressing on--a meek, +half-starved woman; and she pushed her way into the vestry, and told her +pitiful tale. + +"I'm worse off than Widow Turner," she moaned piteously, not in tones of +complaint, but of entreaty. "She has a daughter in service as helps her; +but me, I've my poor unfortunate daughter lying in my place weak with +fever, sick with hunger! Oh, sir, couldn't you give the bounty this time +to me? I've not had a bit or drop in my mouth since morning; and then it +was but a taste o' bread and a drain o' tea, that a neighbour give me +out o' charity." + +It was absolutely necessary to discountenance these personal +applications. The rector's rule was, never to give the spare bounty to +those who applied for it: otherwise the distribution might have become a +weekly scene of squabbling and confusion. He handed the shilling and +bread to Eliza Turner; and when she had followed the other women out, he +turned to the Widow Booth, who was sobbing against the wall; speaking +kindly to her. + +"You should not have come in, Mrs. Booth. You know that I do not allow +it." + +"But I'm starving, sir," was the answer. "I thought maybe as you'd +divide it between me and Widow Turner. Sixpence for her, sixpence for +me, and the loaf halved." + +"I have no power to divide the gifts: to do so would be against the +terms of the bequest. How is it you are so badly off this week? Has your +work failed?" + +"I couldn't do it, sir, with my sick one to attend to. And I've a +gathering come on my thimble finger, and that has hindered me. I took +ninepence the day before yesterday, sir, but last night it was every +farthing of it gone." + +"I will come round and see you by-and-by," said the clergyman. + +She lifted her eyes yearningly. "Oh, sir! if you could but give me +something for a morsel of bread now! I'd be grateful for a penny loaf." + +"Mrs. Booth, you know that to give here would be altogether against my +rule," he replied with unmistakable firmness. "Neither am I pleased when +any of you attempt to ask it. Go home quietly: I have said that I will +come to you by-and-by." + +The woman thanked him and went out. Had anything been needed to prove +the necessity of the rule, it would have been the eagerness with which +the crowd of women gathered round her. Not one of them had gone away. +"Had she got anything?" To reply that she _had_ something, would have +sent the whole crowd flocking in to beg in turn of the rector. + +Widow Booth shook her head. "No, no. I knowed it before. He never will. +He says he'll come round." + +They dispersed; some in one direction, some in another. The rector blew +out the candle, and he and the clerk came forth; and the church was +closed for the distribution of bread until that day week. Mr. Tait took +the keys himself to carry them home: they were kept at his house. +Formerly the clerk had carried them there; but since he had become old +and lame, Mr. Tait would not give him the trouble. + +It was a fine night overhead, but the streets were sloppy; and the +clergyman put his foot unavoidably in many a puddle. The streets through +which his road lay were imperfectly lighted. The residence apportioned +to the rector of this parish was adjoining a well-known square, +fashionable in that day. It was a very good house, with a handsome +outward appearance. If you judged by it, you would have said the living +must be worth five hundred a year at least. It was not worth anything +like that; and the parish treated their pastor liberally in according +him so good a residence. A quarter of an hour's walk from the church +brought Mr. Tait to it. + +Until recently, a gentleman had shared this house with Mr. Tait and his +family. The curate of a neighbouring parish, the Rev. John Acton, had +been glad to live with them as a friend, admitted to their society and +their table. It was a little help: and but for that, Mr. and Mrs. Tait +would scarcely have thought themselves justified in keeping two +servants, for the educational expenses of their children ran away with a +large portion of their income. But Mr. Acton had now been removed to a +distance, and they hoped to receive some one or other in his place. + +On this evening, as Mr. Tait was picking his way through the puddles, +the usual sitting-room of his house presented a cheerful appearance, +ready to receive him. It was on the ground floor, looking upon the +street, large and lofty, and bright with firelight. Two candles, not yet +lighted, stood on the table behind the tea-tray, but the glow of the +fire was sufficient for all the work that was being done in the room. + +It was no work at all: but play. A young lady was quietly whirling round +the room with a dancing step--quietly, because her feet and movements +were gentle; and the tune she was humming, and to which she kept time, +was carolled in an undertone. She was moving thus in the happy innocence +of heart and youth. A graceful girl of middle height; one whom it +gladdened the eye to look upon. Not for her beauty, for she had no very +great beauty to boast of; but it was one of those countenances that win +their own way to favour. A fair, gentle face, openly candid, with the +same earnest, honest grey eye that so pleased you in Francis Tait, and +brown hair. She was that gentleman's eldest child, and looked about +eighteen. In reality she was a year older, but her face and dress were +both youthful. She wore a violet silk frock, made with a low body and +short sleeves: girls did not keep their pretty necks and arms covered up +then. By daylight the dress would have appeared old, but it looked very +well by candle-light. + +The sound of the latch-key in the front door brought her dancing to an +end. She knew who it was--no inmate of that house possessed a latch-key +except its master--and she turned to the fire to light the candles. + +Mr. Tait came into the room, removing neither overcoat nor hat. "Have +you made tea, Jane?" + +"No, papa; it has only just struck five." + +"Then I think I'll go out again first. I have to call on one or two of +the women, and it will be all one wetting. My feet are soaked +already"--looking down at his buckled shoes and black gaiters. "You can +get my slippers warmed, Jane. But"--the thought apparently striking +him--"would your mamma care to wait?" + +"Mamma had a cup of tea half an hour ago," replied Jane. "She said it +might do her good; if she could get some sleep after it, she might be +able to come down for a little before bedtime. The tea can be made +whenever you like, papa. There's only Francis at home, and he and I +could wait until ten, if you pleased." + +"I'll go at once, then. Not until ten, Miss Jane, but until six, or +about that time. Betty King is ill, but does not live far off. And I +must step in to the Widow Booth's." + +"Papa," cried Jane as he was turning away, "I forgot to tell you. +Francis says he thinks he knows of a gentleman who would like to come +here in Mr. Acton's place." + +"Ah! who is it?" asked the rector. + +"One of the masters at the school. Here's Francis coming down. He only +went up to wash his hands." + +"It is our new mathematical master, sir," cried Francis Tait, a youth of +eighteen, who was being brought up to the Church. "I overheard him ask +Dr. Percy if he could recommend him to a comfortable house where he +might board, and make one of the family: so I told him perhaps you might +receive him here. He said he'd come down and see you." + +Mr. Tait paused. "Would he be a desirable inmate, think you, Francis? Is +he a gentleman?" + +"Quite a gentleman, I am sure," replied Francis. "And we all like what +little we have seen of him. His name's Halliburton." + +"Is he in Orders?" + +"No. He intends to be, I think." + +"Well, of course I can say nothing about it, one way or the other," +concluded Mr. Tait, as he went out. + +Jane stood before the fire in thought, her fingers unconsciously +smoothing the parting of the glossy brown hair on her well-shaped head +as she looked at it in the pier-glass. To say that she never did such a +thing in vanity would be wrong; no pretty girl ever lived but was +conscious of her good looks. Jane, however, was neither thinking of +herself nor of vanity just then. She took a very practical part in home +duties: with her mother, a practical part amidst her father's poor: and +at this moment her thoughts were running on the additional work it might +bring her, should this gentleman come to reside with them. + +"What did you say his name was, Francis?" she suddenly asked of her +brother. + +"Whose?" + +"That gentleman's. The new master at your school." + +"Halliburton. I don't know his Christian name." + +"I wonder," mused Jane aloud, "whether he will wear out his stockings as +Mr. Acton did? There was always a dreadful amount of darning to be done +to his. Is he an old guy, Francis?" + +"Isn't he!" responded Francis Tait. "Don't faint when you see some one +come in old and fat, with green rims to his spectacles. I don't say he's +_quite_ old enough to be papa's father, but----" + +"Why! he must be eighty then, at least!" uttered Jane, in dismay. "How +could you propose it to him? We should not care to have any one older +than Mr. Acton." + +"Acton! that young chicken!" contemptuously rejoined Francis. "Put him +by the side of Mr. Halliburton! Acton was barely fifty." + + +"He was forty-eight, I think," said Jane. "Oh, dear! how I should like +to have gone with Margaret and Robert this evening!" she exclaimed, +forgetting the passing topic in another. + +"They were not polite enough to invite me," said Francis. "I shall pay +the old lady out." + +Jane laughed. "You are growing too old now, Francis, to be admitted to a +young ladies' breaking-up party. Mrs. Chilham said so to mamma----" + +Jane's words were interrupted by a knock at the front door, apparently +that of a visitor. "Jane!" cried her brother, in some trepidation, "I +should not wonder if it's Mr. Halliburton! He did not say when he should +come!" + +Another minute, and one of the servants ushered a gentleman into the +room. It was not an old guy, however, as Jane saw at a glance with a +distinct feeling of relief. A tall, gentlemanlike man of five or six and +twenty, with thin aquiline features, dark eyes, and a clear, fresh +complexion. A handsome man, very prepossessing. + +"You see I have soon availed myself of your permission to call," said +he, in pleasant tones, as he took Francis Tait's hand, and glanced +towards Jane with a slight bow. + +"My sister Jane, sir," said Francis. "Jane, this is Mr. Halliburton." + +Jane for once lost her self-possession. So surprised was she--in fact +perplexed, for she did not know whether Francis was playing a trick upon +her now, or whether he had previously played it; in short, whether this +was, or was not, Mr. Halliburton--that she could only look from one to +the other. "Are you Mr. Halliburton?" she said, in her straightforward +simplicity. + +"I am Mr. Halliburton," he answered, bending to her politely. "Can I +have the pleasure of seeing Mr. Tait?" + +"Will you take a seat?" said Jane. "Papa is out, but I do not think he +will be very long." + +"Where did he go to--do you know, Jane?" cried Francis, who was +smothering a laugh. + +"To Betty King's; and to Widow Booth's. He may have been going elsewhere +also. I think he was." + +"At any rate, I'll just run there and see. Jane, you can tell Mr. +Halliburton all about it whilst I am away. Explain to him exactly how he +will be here, and how we live. And then you can decide for yourself, +sir," concluded Francis. + +To splash through the wet streets to Betty King's or elsewhere was an +expedition rather agreeable to Francis, in his eagerness; otherwise +there was no particular necessity for his going. + +"I am sorry mamma is not up," said Jane. "She suffers from occasional +sick-headaches, and they generally keep her in bed for the day. I will +give you any information in my power." + +"Your brother Francis thought--that it might not be disagreeable to Mr. +Tait to receive a stranger into his family," said Mr. Halliburton, +speaking with some hesitation. But the young lady before him looked so +lady-like, the house altogether seemed so well appointed, that he almost +doubted whether the proposal would not offend her. + +"We wish to receive some one," said Jane. "The house is sufficiently +large to do so, and papa would like it for the sake of society: as well +as that it would help in our housekeeping," she added, in her candour. +"A friend of papa's was with us--I cannot remember precisely how many +years, but he came when I was a little girl. It was the Rev. Mr. Acton. +He left us last October." + +"I feel sure that I should like it very much: and I should think myself +fortunate if Mr. Tait would admit me," spoke the visitor. + +Jane remembered the suggestion of Francis, and deemed it her duty to +speak a little to Mr. Halliburton of "how he would be there," as it had +been expressed. She might have done so without the suggestion, for she +could not be otherwise than straightforward and open. + +"We live very plainly," she observed. "A simple joint of meat one day; +cold, with a pudding, the next." + +"I should consider myself fortunate to get the pudding," replied Mr. +Halliburton, smiling. "I have been tossed about a good deal of late +years, Miss Tait, and have not come in for too much comfort. Just now I +am in very uncomfortable lodgings." + +"I dare say papa would like to have you," said Jane, frankly, with a +sort of relief. She had thought he looked one who might be fastidious. + +"I have neither father nor mother, brother nor sister," he resumed. "In +fact, I may say that I am without relatives; for almost the only one I +have has discarded me. I often think how rich those people must be who +possess close connections and a happy home," he added, turning his +bright glance upon her. + +Jane dropped her work, which she had taken up. "I don't know what I +should do without all my dear relatives," she exclaimed. + +"Are you a large family?" + +"We are six. Papa and mamma, and four children. I am the eldest, and +Margaret is the youngest; Francis and Robert are between us. It is +breaking-up night at Margaret's school, and she has gone to it with +Robert," continued Jane, never doubting but the stranger must take as +much interest in "breaking-up nights" as she did. "I was to have gone; +but mamma has been unusually ill to-day." + +"Were you disappointed?" + +Jane bent her head while she confessed the fact, as though feeling it a +confession to be ashamed of. "It would not have been kind to leave +mamma," she added, "and I dare say some other pleasure will arise soon. +Mamma is asleep now." + +"What a charming girl!" thought Mr. Halliburton to himself. "How I wish +she was my sister!" + +"Margaret is to be a governess," observed Jane, "and is being educated +for it. She has great talent for music, and also for drawing; it is not +often the two are united. Her tastes lie quite that way--anything +clever; and as papa has no money to give us, it was well to make her a +governess." + +"And you?" said Mr. Halliburton. The question might have been thought an +impertinent one by many, but he spoke it only in his deep interest, and +Jane Tait was of too ingenuous a disposition not to answer it as openly. + +"I am not to be a governess. I am to stay at home with mamma and help +her. There is plenty to do. Margaret cannot bear domestic duties, or +sewing either. Dancing excepted, I have not learnt a single +accomplishment--unless you call French an accomplishment." + +"I am sure you have been well educated!" involuntarily spoke Mr. +Halliburton. + +"Yes; in all things solid," replied Jane. "Papa has taken care of that. +He still directs my reading. I know a good bit--of--Latin"--she added, +bringing out the concluding words with hesitation, as one who repents +his sentence--"though I do not like to confess it to you." + +"Why do you not?" + +"Because I think girls who know Latin are laughed at. I did not +regularly learn it, but I used to be in the room when papa or Mr. Acton +was teaching Francis and Robert, and I picked it up unconsciously. Mr. +Acton often took Francis; he had more time on his hands than papa. +Francis is to be a clergyman." + +"Miss Jane," said a servant, entering the room, "Mrs. Tait is awake, and +wishes to see you." + +Jane left Mr. Halliburton with a word of apology, and almost immediately +after Mr. Tait came in. He was a little taken to when he saw the +stranger. His imagination had run, if not upon an "old guy" in +spectacles, certainly upon some steady, sober, middle-aged mathematical +master. Would it be well to admit this young, good-looking man to his +house. + +If Jane Tait had been candid in her revelations to Mr. Halliburton, that +gentleman, in his turn, was not less candid to her father. He, Edgar +Halliburton, was the only child of a country clergyman, the Rev. William +Halliburton, who had died when Edgar was sixteen, leaving nothing behind +him. Edgar--he had previously lost his mother--found a home with his +late mother's brother, a gentleman named Cooper, who resided in +Birmingham. Mr. Cooper was a man in extensive wholesale business, and +wished Edgar to go into his counting-house. Edgar declined. His father +had lived long enough to form his tastes: his greatest wish had been to +see him enter the Church; and the wish had become Edgar's own. Mr. +Cooper thought there was nothing in the world like business: and looked +upon that most sacred of all callings, God's ministry, only in the light +of a profession. He had carved out his own career, step by step, +attaining wealth and importance, and wished his nephew to do the same. +"Which is best, lad?" he coarsely asked: "To rule as a merchant prince, +or starve and toil as a curate? I'm not quite a merchant prince yet, but +you may be." "It was my father's wish," pleaded Edgar in answer, "and it +is my own. I cannot give it up, sir." The dispute ran high--not in +words, but in obstinacy. Edgar would not yield, and at length Mr. Cooper +discarded him. He turned him out of doors: told him that, if he must +become a parson, he might get some one else to pay his expenses at +Oxford, for he never would. Edgar Halliburton proceeded to London, and +obtained employment as an usher in a school, teaching classics and +mathematics. From that he became a private teacher, and had so earned +his living up to the present time: but he had never succeeded in getting +to college. And Mr. Tait, before they had talked together five minutes, +was charmed with his visitor, and invited him to take tea with him, +which Jane came down to make. + +"Has your uncle never softened towards you?" Mr. Tait inquired. + +"Never. I have addressed several letters to him, but they have been +returned to me." + +"He has no family, you say. You ought--in justice, you ought to inherit +some of his wealth. Has he other relatives?" + +"He has one standing to him in the same relationship as I--my Cousin +Julia. It is not likely that I shall ever inherit a shilling of it, sir. +I do not expect it." + +"Right," said Mr. Tait, nodding his head approvingly. "There's no work +so thriftless as that of waiting for legacies. Wearying, too. I was a +poor curate, Mr. Halliburton, for twenty years--indeed, so far as being +poor goes, I am not much else now--but let that pass. I had a relative +who possessed money, and who had neither kith nor kin nearer to her than +I was. For the best part of those twenty years I was giving covert +hopes to that money; and when she died, and NOTHING was left to me, I +found out how foolish and wasteful my hopes had been. I tell my children +to trust to their own honest exertions, but never to trust to other +people's money. Allow me to urge the same upon you." + +Mr. Halliburton's lips and eyes alike smiled, as he looked gratefully at +the rector, a man so much older than himself. "I never think of it," he +earnestly said. "It appears, for me, to be as thoroughly lost as though +it did not exist. I should not have mentioned it, sir, but that I +consider it right you should know all particulars respecting me; if, as +I hope, you will admit me to your home." + +"I think we should get on very well together," frankly acknowledged Mr. +Tait, forgetting the prudent ideas which had crossed his mind. + +"I am sure we should, sir," warmly replied Edgar Halliburton. And the +bargain was made. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE SHADOW BECOMES SUBSTANCE. + + +And yet it had perhaps been well that those prudent ideas had been +allowed to obtain weight. Mr. Halliburton took up his abode with the +Taits; and, the more they saw of him, the more they liked him. In which +liking Jane must be included. + +It was a possible shadow of the future, the effects the step would bring +forth, which had whispered determent to Mr. Tait: a very brief shadow, +which had crossed his mind imperfectly, and flitted away again. Where +two young and attractive beings are thrown into daily companionship, the +result too frequently is that a mutual regard arises, stronger than any +other regard can ever be in this world. This result arrived here. + +A twelvemonth passed over from the time of Mr. Halliburton's +entrance--how swiftly for him and for Jane Tait they alone could tell. +Not a word had been spoken to her by Mr. Halliburton that he might not +have spoken to her mother or her sister Margaret; not a look on Jane's +part had been given by which he could infer that he was more to her than +the rest of the world. And yet both were inwardly conscious of the +feelings of the other; and when the twelvemonth had gone by it had +seemed to them but a span, for the love they bore each other. + +One evening in December Jane stood in the dining-room waiting to make +tea just as she had so waited that former evening. For any outward +signs, you might have thought that not a single hour had elapsed since +their first introduction--that it was the same evening as of old. It was +sloppy outside, it was bright within. The candles stood on the table +unlighted, the fire blazed, the tea-tray was placed, and only Jane was +there. Mrs. Tait was upstairs with one of her frequent sick-headaches, +Margaret was with her, and the others had not come in. + +Jane stood in a reverie--her elbow resting on the mantel-piece, and the +blaze from the fire flickering on her gentle face. She was fond of these +few minutes of idleness on a winter's evening, between the twilight hour +and lighting the candles. + +The clock in the kitchen struck five. It did not arouse her: she heard +it in a mechanical sort of manner, without taking note of it. Scarcely +had the sound of the last stroke died away when there was a knock at the +front door. + +That aroused her--for she knew it. She knew the footsteps that came in +when it was answered, and a rich damask arose to her cheeks, and the +pulses of her heart went on a little quicker than they had been going +before. + +She took her elbow from the mantel-piece, and sat down quietly on a +chair. No need to look who entered. Some one, taller by far than any in +that house, came up to the fire, and bent to warm his hands over the +blaze. + +"It is a cold night, Jane. We shall have a severe frost." + +"Yes," she answered; "the water in the barrel is already freezing over." + +"How is your mamma now?" + +"Better, thank you. Margaret has gone up to help her to dress. She is +coming down to tea." + +Mr. Halliburton remained silent a minute, and then turned to Jane, his +face glowing with satisfaction. "I have had a piece of preferment +offered me to-day." + +"Have you?" she eagerly said. "What is it?" + +"Dr. Percy proposes that, from January, I shall take the Greek classes +as well as the mathematics, and he doubles my salary. Of course I shall +have to give closer attendance, but I can readily do that. My time is +not fully employed." + +"I am very glad," said Jane. + +"So am I," he answered. "Taking all my sources of income together, I +shall now be earning two hundred and eighty-three pounds a year." + +Jane laughed. "Have you been reckoning it up?" + +"Ay; I had a motive in doing so." + +His tone was peculiar, and it caused her to look at him, but her eyelids +drooped under his gaze. He drew nearer, and laid his hand gently on her +shoulder, bending down before her to speak. + +"Jane, you have not mistaken me. I feel that you have read what has been +in my heart, what have been my intentions, as surely as though I had +spoken. It is not a great income, but it is sufficient, if you can +think it so. May I speak to Mr. Tait?" + +What Jane would have contrived to answer she never knew, but at that +moment her mother's step was heard approaching. All she did was to +glance shyly up at Mr. Halliburton, and he bent his head lower and +kissed her. Then he walked rapidly to the door and opened it for Mrs. +Tait--a pale, refined, delicate-looking lady, wrapped in a shawl. These +violent headaches, from which she so frequently suffered, did not affect +her permanent health, but on the days she suffered she would be utterly +prostrated. Mr. Halliburton gave her his arm, and led her to a seat by +the fire, his voice low and tender, his manner sympathizing. "I am +already better," she said to him, "and shall be much better after tea. +Sometimes I am tempted to envy those who do not know what a +sick-headache is." + +"They may know other maladies as painful, dear Mrs. Tait." + +"Ay, indeed. None of us can expect to be free from pain of one sort or +another in this world." + +"Shall I make the tea, mamma?" asked Jane. + +"Yes, dear; I shall be glad of it, and your papa is sure to be in soon. +There he is!" she added, as the latch-key was heard in the door. "The +boys are late this evening." + +The rector came in, and, ere the evening was over, the news was broken +to him by Mr. Halliburton. He wanted Jane. + +It was the imperfect, uncertain shadow of twelve months ago become +substance. It had been a shadow of the future only, you understand--not +a shadow of evil. To Mr. Halliburton, personally, the rector had no +objection--he had learned to love, esteem, and respect him--but it is a +serious thing to give away a child. + +"The income is very small to marry upon," he observed. "It is also +uncertain." + +"Not uncertain, sir, so long as I am blessed with health and strength. +And I have no reason to fear that these will fail." + +"I thought you were bent on taking Orders." + +Mr. Halliburton's cheek slightly flushed. "It is a prospect I have +fondly cherished," he said; "but its difficulties alarm me. The cost of +the University is great; and were I to wait until I had saved sufficient +money to go to college, I should be obliged, in a great degree, to give +up my present means of living. Who would employ a tutor who must +frequently be away for weeks? I should lose my connection, and perhaps +never regain it. A good teaching connection is more easily lost than +won." + +"True," observed Mr. Tait. + +"Once in Orders, I might remain for years a poor curate. I should most +likely do so. I have neither interest nor influence. Sir, in that case +Jane and I might be obliged to wait for years: perhaps go down to our +graves waiting." + +The Rev. Francis Tait threw back his thoughts. How _he_ had waited; how +he was not able to marry until years were advancing upon him; how in +four years now he should have attained threescore years and ten--the +term allotted to the life of man--whilst his children were still growing +up around him! No! never, never would he counsel another to wait as he +had been obliged to wait. + +"I have not yet given up hope of eventually entering the Church," +continued Mr. Halliburton; "though it must be accomplished, if at all, +slowly and patiently. I think I may be able to keep one term, or perhaps +two terms yearly, without damage to my teaching. I shall try to do so; +try to find the necessary means and time. My marriage will make no +difference to that, sir." + +Many might have suggested to Edgar Halliburton that he might keep his +terms first and marry afterwards. Mr. Tait did not: possibly the idea +did not occur to him. If it occurred to Edgar Halliburton himself, he +drove it from him. It would have delayed his marriage to an indefinite +number of years; and he loved Jane too well to do that willingly. "I +shall still get much better preferment in teaching than that which I now +hold," he urged aloud to the rector. "It is not so very small to begin +upon, sir, and Jane is willing to risk it." + +"I will not part you and Jane," said Mr. Tait, warmly. "If you have made +up your minds to share life and its cares together, you shall do so. +Still, I cannot say that I think your prospects golden." + +"Prospects that appear to have no gold at all in them sometimes turn out +very brightly, sir." + +"I can give Jane nothing, you know." + +"I have never cast a thought to it, sir; have never imagined she would +have a shilling," replied Mr. Halliburton, his face flushing with +eagerness. "It is Jane herself I want; not money." + +"Beyond a twenty-pound note which I may give her to put into her purse +on her wedding morning, that she may not leave my house absolutely +penniless, she will have nothing," cried the rector, in his +straightforward manner. "Far from saving, I and her mother have been +hardly able to make both ends meet at the end of the year. I might have +saved a few pounds yearly, had I chosen to do so; but you know what this +parish is; and the reflection has always been upon me: how would my +Master look upon my putting by small sums of money, when many of those +over whom I am placed were literally starving for bread? I have given +what I could; but I have not saved for my children." + +"You have done well, sir." + +Mr. Tait sought his daughter. "Jane," he began--"Nay, child, do not +tremble so! There is no need for trembling, or for tears, either: you +have done nothing to displease me. Jane, I like Edgar Halliburton; I +like him much. There is no one to whom I would rather give you. But I do +not like his prospects. Teaching is very precarious." + +Jane raised her timid eyes. "Precarious for _him_, papa? For one learned +and clever as he!" + +"It is badly paid. See how he toils--and he will have to toil more when +the new year comes in--and only to earn two or three hundred a year!--in +round numbers." + +Tears gathered in Jane's eyes. Toil as he did, badly paid as he might +be, she would rather have him than any other in the world, though that +other might have revelled in thousands. The rector read somewhat of this +in her downcast face. + +"My dear, the consideration lies with you. If you choose to venture upon +it, you shall have my consent, and I know you will have your mother's, +for she thinks Edgar Halliburton has not his equal in the world. But it +may bring you many troubles." + +"Papa, I am not afraid. If troubles come, they--you--told us only last +night----" + +"What, child?" + +"That troubles, regarded rightly, only lead us nearer to God," whispered +Jane, simply and timidly. + +"Right, child. And trouble must come before that great truth can be +realized. Consider the question well, Jane--whether it may not be better +to wait--and give your answer to-morrow. I shall tell Mr. Halliburton +not to ask for it to-night. As you decide, so shall it be." + +Need you be told what Jane's decision was? Two hundred and eighty-three +pounds a year seems a large sum to an inexperienced girl; quite +sufficient to purchase everything that might be wanted for a fireside. + +And so she became Jane Halliburton. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE REV. FRANCIS TAIT. + + +A hot afternoon in July. Jane Halliburton was in the drawing-room with +her mother, both sewing busily. It was a large room, with three windows, +more pleasant than the dining-room beneath, and they were fond of +sitting in it in summer. Jane had been married some three or four months +now, but looked the same young, simple, placid girl that she ever did; +and, but for the wedding-ring upon her finger, no stranger would have +supposed her to be a wife. + +An excellent arrangement had been arrived at--that she and her husband +should remain inmates of Mr. Tait's house; at any rate, for the +present. When plans were being discussed, before making the necessary +arrangements for the marriage, and Mr. Halliburton was spending all his +superfluous minutes hunting for a suitable house near to the old home, +and not too dear, Francis Tait had given utterance to a remark--"I +wonder who we shall get here in Mr. Halliburton's place, if papa takes +any one else?" and Margaret, looking up from her drawing, had added, +"Why can't Mr. Halliburton and Jane stay on with us? It would be so much +pleasanter." + +It was the first time the idea had been presented in any shape to the +rector, and it seemed to go straight to his wishes. He put down a book +he was reading, and spoke impulsively. "It would be the best thing; the +very best thing! Would you like it, Halliburton?" + +"I should, sir; very much. But it is Jane who must be consulted, not +me." + +Jane, her pretty cheeks covered with blushes, looked up and said she +should like it also; she _had_ thought of it, but had not liked to +mention it, either to her mother or to Mr. Halliburton. "I have been +quite troubled to think what mamma and the house will do without me," +she added, ingenuously. + +"Let Jane alone for thinking and planning, when difficulties are in the +way," laughed Margaret. "My opinion is that we shall never get another +pudding, or papa have his black silk Sunday hose darned, if Jane goes +from us." + +Mrs. Tait burst into tears. Like Margaret she was a bad manager, and had +mourned over Jane's departure, secretly believing she should be half +worried to death. "Oh! Jane, dear, say you'll remain!" she cried. "It +will be such a relief to me! Margaret's of no earthly use, and +everything will fall on my shoulders. Edgar, I hope you will remain with +us! It will be pleasant for all. You know the house is sufficiently +large." + +And remain they did. The wedding took place at Easter, and Mr. +Halliburton took Jane all the way to Dover to see the sea--a long way in +those days--and kept her there for a week. And then they came back +again, Jane to her old home duties, just as though she were Jane Tait +still, and Mr. Halliburton to his teaching. + +It was July now and hot weather; and Mrs. Tait and Jane were sewing in +the drawing-room. They were working for Margaret. Mr. Halliburton, +through some of his teaching connections, had obtained an excellent +situation for Margaret in a first-rate school. Margaret was to enter as +resident pupil, and receive every advantage towards the completion of +her own education; in return for which she was to teach the younger +pupils music, and pay ten pounds a year. Such an arrangement was almost +unknown then, though it has been common enough since, and Mr. and Mrs. +Tait thought of it very highly. Margaret Tait was only sixteen; but, as +if in contrast to Jane, who looked younger than her actual years, +Margaret looked older. In appearance, in manners, and also in +advancement, Margaret might have been eighteen. + +She was to enter the school, which was near Harrow, in another week, at +the termination of the holidays, and Mrs. Tait and Jane had their hands +full, getting her things ready. + +"Was this slip measured, mamma?" Jane suddenly asked, after attentively +regarding the work she had on her knee. + +"I think so," replied Mrs. Tait. "Why?" + +"It looks too short for Margaret. At least it will be too short when I +have finished this fourth tuck. It must have been measured, though, for +here are the pins in it. Perhaps Margaret measured it herself." + +"Then of course it must be measured again. There's no trusting to +anything Margaret does in the shape of work. And yet, how clever she is +at music and drawing--in fact at all her studies!" added Mrs. Tait. "It +is well, Jane, that we are not all gifted alike." + +"I think it is," acquiesced Jane. "I will go up to Margaret's room for +one of her slips, and measure this." + +"You need not do that," said Mrs. Tait. "There's an old slip of hers +amongst the work on the sofa." + +Jane found the slip, and measured the one in her hand by it. "Yes, +mamma! It is just the length without the tuck. Then I must take out what +I have done of it. It is very little." + +"Come hither, Jane. Your eyes are younger than mine. Is not that your +papa coming towards us from the far end of the square?" + +Jane approached the window nearest to her, not the one at which Mrs. +Tait was sitting. "Oh, yes, that's papa. You might tell him by his +dress, if by nothing else, mamma." + +"I could tell him by himself, if I could see," said Mrs. Tait, quaintly. +"I don't know how it is, Jane, but my sight grows very imperfect for a +distance." + +"Never mind that, mamma, so that you can continue to see well to work +and read," said Jane cheerily. "How fast papa is walking!" + +Very fast for the Rev. Francis Tait, who was not in general a quick +walker. He entered his house, and came up to the drawing-room. He had +not been well for the last few days, and threw himself into a chair, +wearily. + +"Jane, is there any of that beef-tea left, that was made for me +yesterday?" + +"Yes, papa," she said, springing up that she might get it for him. "I +will bring it to you immediately." + +"Stay, stay, child, not so fast," he interrupted. "It is not for myself. +I can do without it. I have been pained by a sad sight," he added, +looking at his wife. "There's that daughter of the Widow Booth's come +home again. I called in upon them and there she was, lying on a +mattress, dying from famine, as I verily believe. She returned last +night in a dreadful state of exhaustion, the mother says, and has had +nothing within her lips since but cold water. They tried her with solid +food, but she could not swallow it. That beef-tea will just do for her. +Have it warmed, Jane." + +"She is a sinful, ill-doing girl, Francis," remarked Mrs. Tait, "and +does not really deserve compassion." + +"All the more reason, wife, that she should be rescued from death," said +the rector, almost sternly. "The good may dare to die: the evil may not. +Don't waste time, Jane. Put it into a bottle, warm, and I'll carry it +round." + +"Is there nothing else we can send her, papa, that may do for her +equally well?" asked Jane. "A little wine, perhaps? There is very little +of the beef-tea left, and it ought to be kept for you." + +"Never mind; I wish to take it to her," said the rector. "A little wine +afterwards may do her good." + +Jane hastened to the kitchen, disturbing a servant who was doing +something over the fire. "Susan, papa wants the remainder of the +beef-tea warmed. Will you make haste and do it, whilst I search for a +bottle to put it into? It is to be taken round to Charity Booth." + +"What! is _she_ back again?" exclaimed the servant, slightingly, which +betrayed that her estimation of Charity Booth was no higher than was +that of her mistress. "It's just like the master," she continued, +proceeding to do what was required of her. "It's not often that +anything's made for himself; but if it is, he never gets the benefit of +it; he's sure to drop across somebody that he fancies wants it worse +than he does. It's not right, Miss Jane." + + +Jane was searching a cupboard, and brought forth a clean green bottle, +which held about half-a-pint. "This will be quite large enough, I +think." + +"I should think it would!" grumbled Susan, who could not be brought to +look upon the giving away of her master's own peculiar property as +anything but a personal grievance. "There's barely a gill of it left, +and he ought to have had it himself, Miss Jane." + +"Susan," she said, turning her bright face laughingly towards the woman, +"it is a good thing that you went to church and saw me married, or I +might think you meant to reflect upon me. How can I be 'Miss Jane,' +with this ring on?" + +"It's of no good my trying to remember it, ma'am. All the parish knows +you are Mrs. Halliburton, fast enough; but it don't come ready to me." + +Jane laughed pleasantly. "Where is Mary?" she asked. + +"In the back room, going on with some of Miss Margaret's things. It's +cooler, sitting there, than in this hot kitchen." + +Jane carried the little bottle of beef-tea to her father, and gave it +into his hand. He looked very pale, and rose from his chair slowly. + +"Oh, papa, you do not seem well!" she involuntarily exclaimed. "Let me +run and beat you up an egg. I will not be a minute." + +"I can't wait, child. And I question if I could eat it, were it ready +before me. I do not feel well, as you say." + +"You ought to have taken this beef-tea yourself, papa. It was made for +_you_." + +Jane could not help laying a stress upon the word. Mr. Tait placed his +hand gently upon her smoothly parted hair. "Jane, child, had I thought +of myself before others throughout life, how should I have been +following my Master's precepts?" + +She ran down the stairs before him, opening the front door for him to +pass through, that even that little exertion should be spared him. A +loving, dutiful daughter was Jane; and it is probable that the thought +of her worth especially crossed the mind of the rector at that moment. +"God bless you, my child!" he aspirated, as he passed her. + +Jane watched him across the square. Their house, though not actually in +the square, commanded a view of it. Then she returned upstairs to her +mother. "Papa thinks he will not lose time," she observed. "He is +walking fast." + +"I should call it running," responded Mrs. Tait, who had seen the speed +from the window. "But, my dear, he'll do no good with that badly +conducted Charity Booth." + +About an hour passed away, and it was drawing towards dinner-time. Jane +and Mrs. Tait were busy as ever, when Mr. Halliburton's well-known knock +was heard. + +"Edgar is home early this morning!" Jane exclaimed. + +He came springing up the stairs, two at a time, in great haste, opened +the drawing-room door, and just put in his head. Mrs. Tait, sitting with +her back to the door and her face to the window, did not turn round, and +consequently did not see him. Jane did; and was startled. Every vestige +of colour had forsaken his face. + +"Oh, Edgar! You are ill!" + +"Ill! Not I," affecting to speak gaily. "I want you for a minute, Jane." + +Mrs. Tait had looked round at Jane's exclamation, but Mr. Halliburton's +face was then withdrawn. He was standing outside the door when Jane +went out. He did not speak; but took her hand in silence and drew her +into the back room, which was their own bedroom, and closed the door. +Jane's face had grown as white as his. + +"My darling, I did not mean to alarm you," he said, holding her to him. +"I thought you had a brave heart, Jane. I thought that if I had a little +unpleasant news to impart it would be best to tell _you_, that you may +help me break it to the rest." + +Jane's heart was not feeling very brave. "What is it?" she asked, +scarcely able to speak the words from her ghastly lips. + +"Jane," he said, tenderly and gravely, "before I say any more, you must +strive for calmness." + +"It is not about yourself! You are not ill?" + +The question seemed superfluous. Mr. Halliburton was evidently not ill; +but he was agitated. Jane was frightened and perplexed: not a glimpse of +the real truth crossed her. "Tell me what it is at once, Edgar," she +said, in a calmer tone. "I can bear certainty better than suspense." + +"Why, yes, I think you are becoming brave already," he answered, looking +straight into her eyes and smiling--which was intended to reassure her. +"I must have my wife show herself a woman to-day; not a child. See what +a bungler I am! I thought to tell you all quietly and smoothly, without +alarming you; and see what I have done!--startled you to terror." + +Jane smiled faintly. She knew all this was only the precursor of tidings +that must be very ill and grievous. By a great effort she schooled +herself to calmness. Mr. Halliburton continued: + +"One, whom you and I love very much, has--has--met with an accident, +Jane." + +Her fears went straight to the right quarter at once. With that one +exception by her side, there was no one she loved as she loved her +father. + +"Papa?" + +"Yes. We must break it to Mrs. Tait." + +Her heart beat wildly against his hand, and the livid hue was once more +overspreading her face. But she strove urgently for calmness: he +whispered to her of its necessity for her own sake. + +"Edgar! is it death?" + +It was death; but he would not tell her so yet. He plunged into the +attendant details. + +"He was hastening along with a small bottle in his hand, Jane. It +contained something good for one of the sick poor, I am sure, for he was +in their neighbourhood. Suddenly he was observed to fall; and the +spectators raised him and took him to a doctor's. That doctor, +unfortunately, was not at home, and they took him to another, so that +time was lost. He was quite unconscious." + +"But you do not tell me!" she wailed. "Is he dead?" + +Mr. Halliburton asked himself a question--What good would be done by +delaying the truth? He thought he had performed his task very badly. +"Jane, Jane!" he whispered, "I can only hope to help you to bear it +better than I have broken it to you." + +She could not shed tears in that first awful moment: physically and +mentally she leaned on him for support. "_How_ can we tell my mother?" + +It was necessary that Mrs. Tait should be told, and without delay. Even +then the body was being conveyed to the house. By a curious coincidence, +Mr. Halliburton had been passing the last doctor's surgery at the very +moment the crowd was round its doors. Unusual business had called him +there; or it was a street he did not enter once in a year. "The parson +has fallen down in a fit," said some of them, recognizing and arresting +him. + +"The parson!" he repeated. "What! Mr. Tait?" + +"Sure enough," said they. And Mr. Halliburton pressed into the surgeon's +house just as the examination was over. + +"The heart, no doubt, sir," said the doctor to him. + +"He surely is not dead?" + +"Quite dead. He must have died instantaneously." + +The news had been wafted to the mob outside, and they were already +taking a shutter from its hinges. "I will go on first and prepare the +family," said Mr. Halliburton to them. "Give me a quarter of an hour's +start, and then come on." + +So that he had only a quarter of an hour for it all. His thoughts +naturally turned to his wife: not simply to spare her alarm and pain, so +far as he might, but he believed her, young as she was, to possess more +calmness and self-control than Mrs. Tait. As he sped to the house he +rehearsed his task; and might have accomplished it better but for his +tell-tale face. "Jane," he whispered, "let this be your consolation +ever: he was ready to go." + +"Oh yes!" she answered, bursting into a storm of most distressing tears. +"If any one here was ever fit for heaven, it was my dear father." + +"Hark!" exclaimed Mr. Halliburton. + +Some noise had arisen downstairs--a sound of voices speaking in +undertones. There could be no doubt that people had come to the house +with the news, and were imparting it to the two trembling servants. + +"There's not a moment to be lost, Jane." + +How Jane dried her eyes and suppressed all temporary sign of grief and +emotion, she could not tell. A sense of duty was strong within her, and +she knew that the most imperative duty of the present moment was the +support and solace of her mother. She and her husband entered the +drawing-room together, and Mrs. Tait turned with a smile to Mr. +Halliburton. + +"What secrets have you and Jane been talking together?" Then, catching +sight of Jane's white and quivering lips, she broke into a cry of agony. +"Jane! what has happened? What have you both come to tell me?" + +The tears poured from Jane's fair young face as she clasped her mother +fondly to her, tenderly whispering: "Dearest mamma, you must lean upon +us now! We will all love you and take care of you as we have never yet +done." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +NEW PLANS. + + +The post-mortem examination established beyond doubt the fact that the +Rev. Francis Tait's death was caused by heart disease. In the earlier +period of his life it had been suspected that he was subject to it, but +of late years unfavourable symptoms had not shown themselves. + +With him died of course almost all his means; and his family, if not +left utterly destitute, had little to boast in the way of wealth. Mrs. +Tait enjoyed, and had for some time enjoyed, an annuity of fifty pounds +a year; but it would cease at her death, whenever that event should take +place. What was she to do with her children? Many a bereaved widow, far +worse off than Mrs. Tait, has to ask the same perplexing question every +day. Mrs. Tait's children were partially off her hands. Jane had her +husband; Francis was earning his own living as an under-master in a +school; with Margaret ten pounds a year must be paid; and there was +still Robert. + +The death had occurred in July. By October they must be away from the +house. "You will be at no loss for a home, Mrs. Tait," Mr. Halliburton +took an opportunity of kindly saying to her. "You must allow me and Jane +to welcome you to ours." + +"Yes, Edgar," was Mrs. Tait's unhesitating reply; "it will be the best +plan. The furniture in this house will do for yours, and you shall have +it, and you must take me and my small means into it--an incumbrance to +you. I have pondered it all over, and I do not see anything else that +can be done." + +"I have no right whatever to your furniture," he replied, "and Jane has +no more right to it than have your other children. The furniture shall +be put into my house if you please; but you must either allow me to pay +you for it, or it shall remain your own, to be removed again at any time +you may please." + +A house was looked for and taken. The furniture was valued, and Mr. +Halliburton bought it--a fourth part of the sum Mrs. Tait positively +refusing to take, for she declared that so much belonged to Jane. Then +they quitted the old house of many years, and moved into the new one: +Mr. and Mrs. Halliburton, Mrs. Tait, Robert, and the two servants. + +"Will it be prudent for you, my dear, to retain both the servants?" Mrs. +Tait asked of her daughter. + +Jane blushed vividly. "We could do with one at present, mamma; but the +time will be coming that I shall require two. And Susan and Mary are +both so good that I do not care to part with them. You are used to them, +too." + +"Ah, child! I know that in all your plans and schemes you and Edgar +think first of my comfort. Do you know what I was thinking of last night +as I lay in bed?" + +"What, mamma?" + +"When Mr. Halliburton first spoke of wanting you, I and your poor papa +felt inclined to hesitate, thinking you might have made a better match. +But, my dear, I was wondering last night what we should have done in +this crisis but for him." + +"Yes," said Jane, gently. "Things that appear untoward at the time +frequently turn out afterwards to have been the very best that could +have happened. God directs all things, you know, mamma." + +A contention arose respecting Robert, some weeks after they had been in +their new house--or it may be better to call it a discussion. Robert had +never taken very kindly to what he called book-learning. Mr. Tait's wish +had been that both his sons should enter the Church. Robert had never +openly opposed this wish, and for the calling itself he had a liking; +but particularly disliked the study and application necessary to fit him +for it. Silent while his father lived, he was so no longer; but took +every opportunity of urging the point upon his mother. He was still +attending Dr. Percy's school daily. + +"You know, mother," dropping down one day in a chair, close to his +mother and Jane, and catching up one leg to nurse--rather a favourite +action of his--"I shall never earn salt at it." + +"Salt at what, Robert?" asked Mrs. Tait. + +"Why, at these rubbishing classics. _I_ shall never make a tutor, as Mr. +Halliburton and Francis do; and what on earth's to become of me? As to +any chance of my being a parson, of course that's over: where's the +money to come from?" + +"What _is_ to become of you, then?" cried Mrs. Tait. "I'm sure I don't +know." + +"Besides," went on Robert, lowering his voice, and calling up the most +effectual argument he could think of, "I ought to be doing something +for myself. I am living here upon Mr. Halliburton." + +"He is delighted to have you, Robert," interrupted Jane, quickly. "Mamma +pays----" + +"Be quiet, Mrs. Jane! What sort of a wife do you call yourself, pray, to +go against your husband's interests in that manner? I heard you +preaching up to the charity children the other day about its being +sinful to waste time." + +"Well?" said Jane. + +"Well! what's waste of time for other people is not waste of time for +me, I suppose?" went on Robert. + +"You are not wasting your time, Robert." + +"I am. And if you had the sense people give you credit for, Madam Jane, +you'd see it. I shall never, I say, earn my salt at teaching; and--just +tell me yourself whether there seems any chance now that I shall enter +the Church." + +"At present I do not see that there is," confessed Jane. + +"There! Then is it waste of time, or not, my continuing to study for a +career which I can never enter upon?" + +"But what else can you do, Robert?" interposed Mrs. Tait. "You cannot +idle your time away at home, or be running about the streets all day." + +"No," said Robert, "better stop at school for ever than do that. I want +to see the world, mother." + +"You--want--to--see--the--world!" echoed Mrs. Tait, bringing out the +words slowly in her astonishment, whilst Jane looked up from her work, +and fixed her eyes upon her brother. + +"It's only natural that I should," said Robert, with equanimity. "I have +an invitation to go down into Yorkshire." + +"What to do?" cried Mrs. Tait. + +"Oh, lots of things. They keep hunters, and----" + +"Why, you were never on horseback in your life, Robert," laughed Jane. +"You would come back with your neck broken." + +"I do wish you'd be quiet, Jane!" returned Robert, reddening. "I am +talking to mamma, not to you. Winchcombe has invited me to spend the +Christmas holidays with him down at his father's place in Yorkshire. +And, mother, I want to go; and I want you to promise that I shall not +return to school when the holidays are over. I will do anything else +that you choose to put me to. I'll learn to be a man of business, or +I'll go into an office, or I'd be apprenticed to a doctor--anything you +like, rather than stop at these everlasting school-books. I am _sick_ of +them." + +"Robert, you take my breath away!" uttered Mrs. Tait. "I have no +interest anywhere. I could not get you into any of these places." + +"I dare say Mr. Halliburton could. He knows lots of people. Jane, you +talk to him: he'll do anything for you." + +There ensued, I say, much discussion about + +Robert. But it is not with Robert Tait that our story has to do; and +only a few words need be given to him here and there. It appeared to +them all that it would be inexpedient for him to continue at school; +both with regard to his own wishes and to his prospects. He was allowed +to pay the visit with his schoolfellow, and (as he came back with neck +unbroken) Mr. Halliburton succeeded in placing him in a large wholesale +warehouse. Robert appeared to like it very much at first, and always +came home to spend Sunday with them. + +"He may rise in time to be one of the first mercantile men in London," +observed Mr. Halliburton to his wife; "one of our merchant-princes, as +my uncle used to say by me, if only----" + + +"If what? Why do you hesitate?" she asked. + +"If he will only persevere, I was going to say. But, Jane, I fear +perseverance is a quality that Robert does not possess." + +Of course all that had to be proved. It lay in the future. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MARGARET. + + +From two to three years passed away, and the Midsummer holidays were +approaching. Margaret was expected as usual for them, and Jane, +delighted to receive her, went about her glad preparations. Margaret +would not return to the school, in which she had been a paid teacher for +the last year; but was to enter a family as governess. For one +efficient, well-educated, accomplished governess to be met with in those +days, scores may be counted now--or who profess to be so; and Margaret +Tait, though barely nineteen, anticipated a salary of seventy or eighty +guineas a year. + +A warm, bright day in June, that on which Mr. Halliburton went to +receive Margaret. The coach brought her to its resting-place, the "Bull +and Mouth," in St. Martin's-le-Grand, and Mr. Halliburton reached the +inn as St. Paul's clock was striking midday. One minute more, and the +coach drove in. + +There she was, inside; a tall, fine girl, with a handsome face: a face +full of resolution and energy. Margaret Tait had her good qualities, and +she had also her faults: a great one, speaking of the latter, was +self-will. She opened the door herself and leaped out before any one +could help her, all joy and delight. + +"And what about your boxes, Margaret?" questioned Mr. Halliburton, after +a few words of greeting. "Have they come this time or not?" + +Margaret laughed. "Yes, they really have. I have not lost them on the +road, as I did at Christmas. You will never forget to tell me of that, I +am sure! But it was more the guard's fault than mine." + +A few minutes, and Mr. Halliburton, Margaret, and the boxes were +lumbering along in one of the old glass coaches. + +"And now tell me about every one," said Margaret. "How is dear mamma?" + +"She is quite well. We are all well. Jane's famous." + +"And my precious little Willy?" + +"Oh," said Mr. Halliburton, quaintly, "he is a great deal too +troublesome for anything to be the matter with him. I tell Jane she will +have to begin the whipping system soon." + +"And much Jane will attend to you! Is it a pretty baby?" + +Mr. Halliburton raised his eyebrows. "Jane thinks so. I wonder she has +not had its likeness taken." + +"Is it christened?" continued Margaret. + +"It is baptized. Jane would not have the christening until you were at +home." + +"And its name?" + +"Jane." + +"What a shame! Jane promised me it should be Margaret. Why did she +decide upon her own name?" + +"I decided upon it," said Mr. Halliburton. "Yours can wait until the +next, Margaret." + +Margaret laughed. "And how are you getting on?" + +"Very well. I have every hour of the day occupied." + +"I don't think you are looking well," rejoined Margaret. "You look thin +and fagged." + +"I am always thin, and mine is a fagging profession. Sometimes I feel +terribly weary. But I am pretty well upon the whole, Margaret." + +"Will Francis be at home these holidays?" + +"No. He passes them at a gentleman's house in Norfolk--tutor to his +sons. Francis is thoroughly industrious and persevering." + +"A contrast to poor Robert, I suppose?" + +"Well--yes; in that sense." + +"There has been some trouble about Robert, has there not?" asked +Margaret, her tone becoming grave. "Did he not get discharged?" + +"He received notice of discharge. But I saw the principals and begged +him on again. I would not talk about it to him if I were you, Margaret. +He is sensitive upon the point. Robert's intentions are good, but his +disposition is fickle. He has grown tired of his work and idles his time +away; no house of business will put up with that." + +The coach arrived at Mr. Halliburton's. Margaret rushed out of it, +giving no one time to assist her, as she had done out of the other coach +at the "Bull and Mouth." There was a great deal of impetuosity in +Margaret Tait's character. She was quite a contrast to Jane--as she had +just remarked there was a contrast between Francis and Robert upon +other points--to sensible, lady-like, self-possessed Jane, who came +forward so calmly to greet her, a glad depth of affection in her quiet +eyes. + +A boisterous embrace to her mother, a boisterous embrace to Jane, all in +haste, and then Margaret caught up a little gentleman of some two years +old, or more, who was standing holding on to Jane's dress, his great +grey eyes, honest, loving, intelligent as were his mother's, cast up in +a broad stare at Margaret. + +"You naughty Willy! Have you forgotten Aunt Margaret? Oh, you darling +child! Who's this?" + +She carried the boy up to the end of the room, where stood their old +servant Mary, nursing an infant of two months old. The baby had great +grey eyes also, and they likewise were bent on noisy Margaret. "Oh, +Willy, she is prettier than you! I won't nurse you any more. Mary, I'll +shake hands with you presently. I must take that enchanting baby first." + +Dropping discarded Willy upon the ground, snatching the baby from Mary's +arms, Margaret kissed its pretty face until she made it cry. Jane came +to the rescue. + +"You don't understand babies, Margaret. Let Mary take her again. Come +upstairs to your room, and make yourself ready for dinner. I think you +must be hungry." + +"So hungry that I shall frighten you. Of course, with the thought of +coming home, I could not touch breakfast. I hope you have something +especially nice!" + +"Your favourite dinner," said Jane, smiling. "Loin of veal and +broccoli." + +"How thoughtful you are, Jane!" Margaret could not help exclaiming. + +"Margaret, my dear," called out her mother, as she was leaving the room +with Jane. + +Margaret looked back. "What, mamma?" + +"I hope you will not continue to go on with these children as you have +begun; otherwise we shall have a quiet house turned into a noisy one." + +"Is it a quiet house?" said Margaret, laughing. + +"As if any house would not be quiet, regulated by Jane!" replied Mrs. +Tait. And Margaret, laughing still, followed her sister. + +It is curious to remark how differently things sometimes turn out from +what we intended. Had any one asked Mrs. Tait, the day that Margaret +came home, what Margaret's future career was to be, she had wondered at +the question. "A governess, certainly," would have been her answer; and +she would have thought that no power, humanly speaking, could prevent +it. And yet, Margaret Tait, as it proved, never did become a governess. + +The holidays were drawing to an end, and a very desirable situation, as +was believed, had been found for Margaret by Mr. Halliburton, the +negotiations for which were nearly completed. Mr. Halliburton gave +private lessons in sundry well-connected families, and thus enabled to +hear where ladies were required as governesses, he had recommended +Margaret. The recommendation was favourably received, and a day was +appointed for Margaret to make a personal visit at the town house of the +people in question, when she would most probably be engaged. + +On the previous evening at twilight Mr. Halliburton came home from one +of his numerous engagements. Jane was alone. Mrs. Tait, not very well, +had retired to rest early, and Margaret was out with Robert. In this, a +leisure season of the year, Robert had most of his evenings to himself, +after eight o'clock. He generally came home, and he and Margaret would +go out together. Mr. Halliburton sat down at one of the windows in +silence. + +Jane went up to him, laying her hand affectionately on his shoulder. +"You are very tired, Edgar?" + +He did not reply: only drew her hand between his, and kept it there. + +"You shall have supper at once," said Jane, glancing at the tray which +stood ready on the table. "I am sure you must want it. And it is not +right to indulge Margaret every night by waiting for her." + +"Scarcely, when she does not come in until ten or half-past," said Mr. +Halliburton. "Jane," he added confidentially, "do you think it well that +Margaret should be out so frequently in an evening?" + +"She is with Robert." + +"She may not always be with Robert alone." + +Jane felt her face flush. She knew her husband; knew that he was not one +to speak unless he had some reason for doing so. "Edgar! why do you say +this? Do you know anything? Have you seen Margaret?" + +"I saw her a quarter of an hour ago----" + +"With Robert?" interrupted Jane, more impulsively than she was in the +habit of speaking. + +"Robert was by her side. But she was walking arm in arm with Mr. +Murray." + +Jane did not much like the information. This Mr. Murray was in the same +house as Robert, holding a better position. Robert had occasionally +brought him home, and he had taken tea with them. Mrs. Halliburton felt +surprised at Margaret: it appeared, to her well-regulated mind, very +like a clandestine proceeding. What would she have said, or thought, had +she known that Margaret and Mr. Murray were in the habit of thus walking +together constantly? Robert's being with them afforded no sufficient +excuse. + +Later they saw Margaret coming home with Robert alone. He left her at +the door as usual, and then hastened away to his own home. Jane said +nothing then, but she went to Margaret's room that evening. + +"Oh, Edgar has been bringing home tales, has he?" was Margaret's answer, +when the ice was broken; and her defiant tone brought Jane hardly knew +what of dismay to her ear. "I saw him staring at us." + +"Margaret!" gasped Jane, "what can have come to you? You are completely +changed; you--you seem to speak no longer as a lady." + +"Then why do you provoke me, Jane? Is it high treason to take a +gentleman's arm, my brother being with me?" + +"It is not right to do it in secret, Margaret. If you go out ostensibly +to walk with Robert----" + +"Jane, I will not listen," Margaret said, with flashing eyes. "Because +you are Mrs. Halliburton, you assume a right to lecture me. I have +committed no grievous wrong. When I do commit it, you may take your turn +then." + +"Oh, Margaret! why will you misjudge me?" asked Jane, her voice full of +pain. "I speak to you in love, not in anger; I would not speak at all +but for your good. If the Chevasneys were to hear of this, they might +think you an unsuitable mistress for their children." + +"Compose yourself," said Margaret, scoffingly. Never had she shown such +a temper, so undesirable a disposition, as on this night; and Jane might +well look at her in amazement, and hint that she was "changed." "I shall +be found sufficiently suitable by the Chevasney family--when I consent +to enter it." + +Her tone was strangely significant, and Jane Halliburton's heart beat. +"What do you imply, Margaret?" she inquired. "You appear to have some +peculiar meaning." + +Margaret, who had been standing before the glass all this time twisting +her hair round her fingers, turned and looked her sister full in the +face. "Jane, I'll tell you, if you will undertake to make things +straight for me with mamma. I am not going to the Chevasneys--or +anywhere else--as governess." + +"Yes,"--said Jane faintly, for she had a presentiment of what was +coming. + +"I am going to be married instead." + +"Oh, Margaret!" + +"There is nothing to groan about," retorted Margaret. "Mr. Murray is +coming to speak to mamma to-morrow, and if any of you have anything to +say against him, you can say it to his face. He is a very respectable +man, and has a good income; where's the objection to him?" + +Jane could not say. Personally, she did not very much like Mr. Murray; +and certain fond visions had pictured a higher destiny for handsome, +accomplished Margaret. "I hope and trust you will be happy, if you do +marry him, Margaret!" was all she said. + +"I hope I shall. I must take my chance of that, as others do. Jane, I +beg your pardon for my crossness, but you put me out of temper." + +As others do. Ay! it was all a lottery. And Margaret Tait entered upon +her hastily-chosen married life, knowing that it was so. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +IN SAVILE-ROW. + + +Several years went on; and years rarely go on without bringing changes +with them. Jane had now four children. William, the eldest, was close +upon thirteen; Edgar, the youngest, going on for nine; Jane and Frank +were between them. Mrs. Tait was dead: and Francis Tait was the Reverend +Francis Tait. By dint of hard work and perseverance, he had succeeded in +qualifying for Orders, and was half starving upon a London curacy, as +his father had done for so many years before him. In saying "half +starving," I don't mean that he had not bread and cheese to eat; but +when a clergyman's stipend is under a hundred a year, the expression +"half starving" is justifiable. He hungers after many things that he is +unable to obtain, and he cannot maintain his position as a gentleman. +Francis Tait hungered. Over one want, especially, he hungered with an +intensely ravenous hunger; and that was, the gratification of his taste +for literature. The books he coveted to read were expensive; +impossibilities to him; he could not purchase them, and libraries were +then scarce. Had Francis Tait not been gifted with very great +conscientiousness, he would have joined teaching with his ministry. But +the wants of his parish required all his time; and he had inherited that +large share of the monitor, conscience, from his father. "I suppose I +shall have a living some time," he would think to himself: "when I am +growing an old man, probably, as he was when he gained his." + +So the Reverend Francis Tait plodded on at his curacy, and was content +to await that remote day when fortune should drop from the skies. + +Where was Margaret? Margaret had bidden adieu to old England for ever. +Her husband, who had not been promoted in his house of business as +rapidly as he thought he ought to have been, had thrown up his +situation, home and home ties, and gone out to the woods of Canada to +become a settler. Did Margaret repent her hasty marriage then? Did she +find that her finished education, her peculiar tastes and habits, so +unfitted for domestic life, were all lost in those wild woods? Music, +drawing, languages, literature, of what use were _they_ to her now? She +might educate her own children, indeed, as they grew up: the only chance +of education it appeared likely they would have. That Margaret found +herself in a peculiarly uncongenial atmosphere, there could be no doubt; +but, like a brave woman as she proved herself, not a hint of it, in +writing home, ever escaped her, not a shadow of complaint could be +gathered there. It was not often that she wrote, and her letters grew +more rare as the years went on. Robert had accompanied them, and he +boasted that he liked the life much; a thousand times better than that +of the musty old warehouse. + +Mr. Halliburton's teaching was excellent--his income good. He was now +one of the professors at King's College; but had not yet succeeded in +carrying out his dream--that of getting to Oxford or Cambridge. Edgar +Halliburton had begun at the wrong end of the ladder: he should have +gone to college first and married afterwards. He married first: and to +college he never went. A man of moderate means, with a home to keep, a +wife, children, servants, to provide for, has enough to do with his +money and time, without spending them at college. He had quite given up +the idea now; and perhaps had grown not to regret it very keenly: his +home was one of refinement, comfort, and thorough happiness. + +But about this period, or indeed some time prior to it, Mr. Halliburton +had reason to believe that he was overtaxing his strength. For a long, +long while, almost ever since he had been in London, he was aware that +he had not felt thoroughly well. Hot weather affected him and rendered +him languid; the chills of winter gave him a cough; the keen winds of +spring attacked his chest. He would throw off his ailments bravely and +go on again, not heeding them or thinking that they might ever become +serious. Perhaps he never gave a thought to that until one evening when, +upon coming in after a hard day's toil, he sat down in his chair and +quietly fainted away. + + +Jane and one of the servants were standing over him when he +recovered--Jane's face very pale and anxious. + +"Do not be alarmed," he said, smiling at her. "I suppose I dropped +asleep; or lost consciousness in some way." + +"You fainted, Edgar." + +"Fainted, did I? How silly I must have been! The room's warm, Jane: it +must have overpowered me." + +Jane was not deceived. She saw that he was making light of it to quiet +her alarm, and brought him a glass of wine. He drank it, but could not +eat anything: frequently could not eat now. + +"Edgar," she said, "you are doing too much. I have seen it for a long +time past." + +"Seen what, Jane?" + +"That your strength is not equal to your work. You must give up a +portion of your teaching." + +"My dear, how can I do so? Does it not take all I earn to meet expenses? +When accounts are settled at the end of the year, have we a shilling to +spare?" + +It was so, and Jane knew it; but her husband's health was above every +consideration in the world. "We must reduce our expenses," she said. "We +must cease to live as we are living now. We will move into a smaller +house, and keep one servant, and I will turn maid-of-all-work." + +She laughed quite merrily; but Mr. Halliburton detected a serious +meaning in her tone. He shook his head. + +"No, Jane; that time, I hope, will never come." + +He lay awake all that night buried in reflection. Do you know what this +night-reflection is, when it comes to us in all its racking intensity? +Surging over his brain, like the wild waves that chase each other on the +ocean, came the thought, "What will become of my wife and children if I +die?" Thought after thought, they all resolved themselves into that one +focus:--"I have made no provision for my wife and children: what will +become of them if I am taken?" + +Mr. Halliburton had one good habit--it was possible that he had learnt +it from his wife, for it was hers in no ordinary degree--the habit of +_looking steadfastly into the face of trouble_. Not to groan and grumble +at it--to sigh and lament that no one else's trouble ever was so great +before--but to see how it might best be met and contended with; how the +best could be made of it. + +The only feasible way he could see, was that of insuring his life. He +possessed neither lands nor money. Did he attempt to put by a portion of +his income, it would take years and years to accumulate into a sum worth +mentioning. Why, how long would it take him to economise only a thousand +pounds? No. There was only one way--that of life insurance. It was an +idea that would have occurred to most of us. He did not know how much it +would take from his yearly income to effect it. A great deal, he was +afraid; for he was approaching what is called middle life. + +He had no secrets from his wife. He consulted her upon every point; she +was his best friend, his confidante, his gentle counsellor, and he had +no intention of concealing the step he was about to take. Why should he? + +"Jane," he began, when they were at breakfast the next morning, "do you +know what I have been thinking of all night?" + +"Trouble, I am sure," she answered. "You have been very restless." + +"Not exactly trouble"--for he did not choose to acknowledge, even to +himself, that a strange sense of trouble did seem to rest on his heart +and to weigh it down. "I have been thinking more of precaution than +trouble." + +"Precaution?" echoed Jane, looking at him. + +"Ay, love. And the astonishing part of the business, to myself, is that +I never thought of the necessity for this precaution before." + +Jane divined now what he meant. Often and often had the idea occurred to +her--"Should my husband's health or life fail, we are destitute." Not +for herself did she so much care, but for her children. + +"That sudden attack last night has brought me reflection," he resumed. +"Life is uncertain with the best of us. It may be no more uncertain with +me than with others; but I feel that I must act as though it were so. +Jane, were I taken, there would be no provision for you." + +"No," she quietly said. + +"And therefore I must set about making one without delay, as far as I +can. I shall insure my life." + +Jane did not answer immediately. "It will take a great deal of money, +Edgar," she presently said. + +"I fear it will: but it must be done. What's the matter, Jane? You don't +look hopeful over it." + +"Because, were you to insure your life, to pay the yearly premium, and +our home expenses, would necessitate your working as hard as you do +now." + +"Well?" said he. "Of course it would." + + +"In any case, our expenses shall be much reduced; of that I am +determined," she went on somewhat dreamily, more it seemed in soliloquy +than to her husband. "But, with this premium to pay in addition----" + +"Jane," he interrupted, "there's not the least necessity for my relaxing +my labours. I shall not think of doing it. I may not be very strong, but +I am not ill. As to reducing our expenses, I see no help for that, +inasmuch as I must draw from them for the premium." + +"If you only can keep your health, Edgar, it is certainly what ought to +be done--to insure your life. The thought has often crossed me." + +"Why did you never suggest it?" + +"I scarcely know. I believe I did not like to do so. And I really did +not see how the premium was to be paid. How much shall you insure it +for?" + +"I thought of two thousand pounds. Could we afford more?" + +"I think not. What would be the yearly premium for that sum?" + +"I don't know. I will ascertain all particulars. What are you sighing +about, Jane?" + +Jane was sighing heavily. A weight seemed to have fallen upon her. "To +talk of life-insurance puts me too much in mind of death," she murmured. + +"Now, Jane, you are never going to turn goose!" he gaily said. "I have +heard of persons who will not make a will, because it brings them a +fancy they must be going to die. Insuring my life will not bring death +any the quicker to me: I hope I shall be here many a year yet. Why, +Jane, I may live to pay the insurance over and over again in annual +premiums! Better that I had put by the money in a bank, I shall think +then." + +"The worst of putting by money in a bank, or in any other way, is, that +you are not _compelled_ to put it," observed Jane, looking up a little +from her depression. "What ought to be put by--what is intended to be +put by--too often goes in present wants, and putting by ends in name +only: whereas, in life-assurance, the premium _must_ be paid. Edgar," +she added, passing to a different subject, "I wonder what we shall make +of our boys?" + +Mr. Halliburton's cheek flushed. "_They_ shall go to college, please +God--though I have not been able to get there myself." + +"Oh, I hope so! One or two of them, at any rate." + +Little difficulty did there appear to be in the plan to Mr. Halliburton. + +His boys should enter the University, although he had not done so: the +future of our children appears hopeful and easy to most of us. William +and Frank were in the school attached to King's College: of which you +hear Mr. Halliburton was now a professor. Edgar--never called anything +but "Gar"--went to a private school, but he would soon be entered at +King's College. Remarkably well-educated boys for their years, were the +young Halliburtons. Mr. Halliburton and Jane had taken care of that. +Home teaching was more efficient than school: both combined had rendered +them unusually intelligent and advanced. Naturally intellectual, gifted +with excellent qualities of mind and heart, Mrs. Halliburton had not +failed to do her duty by them. She spared no pains; she knew how +children ought to be brought up, and she did her duty well. Ah, my +friends! only lay a good foundation in their earlier years, and your +children will grow up to bless you. + +"Jane, I wonder which office will be the best to insure in?" + + +Jane began to recall the names of some that were familiar to her. + +"The Phoenix?" suggested she. + +Mr. Halliburton laughed. "I think that's only for fire, Jane. I am not +sure, though." In truth, he knew little about insurance offices himself. + +"There's the Sun; and the Atlas; and the Argus--oh, and ever so many +more," continued Jane. + +"I'll inquire all about it to-day," said he. + +"I wonder if the premium will take a hundred a year, Edgar?" + +He could not tell. He feared it might. "I wish Jane," he observed, "that +I had insured my life when I first married. The premium would have been +small then, and we might have managed to spare it." + +"Ay," she answered. "Sometimes I look back to things that I might have +done in the past years: and I did not do them. Now, the time has gone +by!" + +"Well, it has not gone by for insuring," said Mr. Halliburton, rising +from the breakfast-table and speaking in gay tones. "Half-past eight!" +he cried, looking at his watch. "Good-bye, Jane," said he, bending to +kiss her. "Wish me luck." + +"A weighty insurance and a small premium," she said, laughing. "But you +are not going about it now?" + +"Of course not. The offices would not be open. I shall take an +opportunity of doing so in the course of the day." + +Mr. Halliburton departed on his usual duties. It was a warm day in +April. His first attendance was King's College, and there he remained +for the morning. Then he proceeded to gain information about the various +offices and their respective merits: finally fixed upon the one he +should apply to, and bent his steps towards it. + +It was situated in the heart of the City, in a very busy part of it. The +office also appeared to be busy, for several people were in it when Mr. +Halliburton entered. A young man came forward to know his business. + +"I wish to insure my life," said Mr. Halliburton. "How must I proceed +about it?" + +"Oh yes, sir. Mr. Procter, will you attend to this gentleman?" + +Mr. Halliburton was marshalled to an inner room, where a gentlemanly man +received him. He explained his business in detail, stated his age, and +the sum he wished to insure for. Every information was politely afforded +him; and a paper, with certain printed questions, was given him to fill +up at his leisure, and then to be returned. + +Mr. Halliburton glanced over it. "You require a certificate of my birth +from the parish register where I was baptized, I perceive," he remarked. +"Why so? In stating my age, I have stated it correctly." + +The gentleman smiled. "Of that I make no doubt," he said, "for you look +younger than the age you have given me. Our office makes it a rule in +most cases to require the certificate from the register. All applicants +are not scrupulous about telling the truth, and we have been obliged to +adopt it in self-defence. We have had cases, we have indeed, sir, where +we have insured a life, and then found--though perhaps not until the +actual death has taken place--that the insurer was ten years older than +he asserted. Therefore we demand a certificate. It does occasionally +happen that applicants can bring well-known men to testify to their +age, and then we do not mind dispensing with it." + +Mr. Halliburton sent his thoughts round in a circle. There was no one in +London who knew his age of their own positive knowledge; so it was +useless to think of that. "There will be no difficulty in the matter," +he said aloud. "I can get the certificate up from Devonshire in the +course of two or three days by writing for it. My father was rector of +the church where I was christened. This will be all, then? To fill up +this paper and bring you the certificate." + +"All; with the exception of being examined by our physician." + +"What! is it necessary to be examined by a physician?" exclaimed Mr. +Halliburton. "The paper states that I must hand in a report from my +ordinary medical attendant. _He_ will not give you a bad report of me," +he added, smiling, "for it is little enough I have troubled him. I +believe the worst thing he has attended me for has been a bad cold." + +"So much the better," remarked the gentleman. "You do not look very +strong." + +"Very strong I don't think I am. I am too hard worked; get too little +rest and recreation. It was suspecting that I am not so strong as I +might be that set me thinking it might be well to insure my life for the +sake of my wife and children," he ingenuously added, in his +straightforward manner. "If I could count upon living and working on +until I am an old man, I should not do so." + +Again the gentleman smiled. "Looks are deceitful," he observed. "Nothing +more so. Sometimes those who look the most delicate live the longest." + +"You cannot say I look delicate," returned Mr. Halliburton. + +"I did not say it. I consider that you do not look robust; but that is +not saying that you look delicate. You may be a perfectly healthy man +for all I can say to the contrary." + +He ran his eyes over Mr. Halliburton as he spoke; over his tall, fine +form, his dark hair, amidst which not a streak of grey mingled, his +clearly-cut features, and his complexion, bright as a woman's. Was there +suspicion in that complexion? "A handsome man, at any rate," thought the +gazer, "if not a robust one." + +"It will be necessary, then, that I see your physician?" asked Mr. +Halliburton. + +"Yes. It cannot be dispensed with. We would not insure without it. He +attends here twice a week. In the intervening days, he may be seen in +Savile-row, from three to five. It is Dr. Carrington. His days for +coming here are Mondays and Thursdays." + +"And this is Friday," remarked Mr. Halliburton. "I shall probably go up +to him." + +Mr. Halliburton said good morning, and came away with his paper. "It's +great nonsense, my seeing this doctor!" he said to himself as he +hastened home to dinner, which he knew he must have kept waiting. "But I +suppose it is necessary as a general rule; and of course they won't make +me an exception." + +Hurrying over his dinner, in a manner that prevented its doing him any +good--as Jane assured him--he sat down to his desk when it was over and +wrote for the certificate of his birth. Folding and sealing the letter, +he put on his hat to go out again. + +"Shall you go to Savile-row this afternoon?" Jane inquired. + +"If I can by any possibility get my teaching over in time," he answered. +"Young Finchley's hour is four o'clock, but I can put him off until the +evening. I dare say I shall get up there." + +By dint of hurrying, Mr. Halliburton contrived to reach Savile-row, and +arrived there in much heat at half-past four. There was no necessity for +hurrying there on this particular day, but he felt impatient to get the +business over; as if speed now could atone for past neglect. Dr. +Carrington was at home but engaged, and Mr. Halliburton was shown into a +room. Three or four others were waiting there; whether ordinary +patients, or whether mere applicants of form like himself, he could not +tell; and it was their turn to go in before it was his. + +But his turn came at last, and he was ushered into the presence of the +doctor--a little man, fair and reserved, with powder on his head. + +Reserved in ordinary intercourse, but certainly not reserved in asking +questions. Mr. Halliburton had never been so rigidly questioned before. +What disorders had he had, and what had he not had? What were his +habits, past and present? One question came at last: "Do you feel +thoroughly strong?--healthy, elastic?" + +"I feel languid in hot weather," replied Mr. Halliburton. + +"Um! Appetite sound and good?" + +"Generally speaking. It has not been so good of late." + +"Breathing all right?" + +"Yes; it is a little tight sometimes." + +"Um! Subject to a cough?" + +"I have no settled cough. A sort of hacking cough comes on at night +occasionally. I attribute it to fatigue." + +"Um! Will you open your shirt? Just unbutton it here"--touching the +front--"and your flannel waistcoat, if you wear one." + +Mr. Halliburton bared his chest in obedience and the doctor sounded it, +and then put down his ear. Apparently his ear did not serve him +sufficiently, for he took a small instrument out of a drawer, placed it +on the chest, and then put his ear to that, changing the position of the +instrument three or four times. + +"That will do," he said at length. + +He turned to put up his stethoscope again, and Mr. Halliburton drew the +edges of his shirt together and buttoned them. + +"Why don't you wear flannel waistcoats?" asked the doctor, with quite a +sharp accent, his head down in the drawer. + +"I do wear them in winter; but in warm weather I leave them off. It was +only last week that I discarded them." + +"Was ever such folly known!" ejaculated Dr. Carrington. "One would think +people were born without common sense. Half the patients who come to me +say they leave off their flannels in summer! Why, it is in summer they +are most needed! And this warm weather won't last either. Go home, sir, +and put one on at once." + +"Certainly, if you think it right," said Mr. Halliburton with a smile. +"I thank you for telling me." + +He took up his hat and waited. The doctor appeared to wait _for him to +go_. "I understood at the office that you would give me a paper +testifying that you had examined me," explained Mr. Halliburton. + +"Ah--but I can't give it," said the doctor. + +"Why not, sir?" + +"Because I am not satisfied with you. I cannot recommend you as a +healthy life." + +Mr. Halliburton's pulses quickened a little. "Sir!" he repeated. "Not a +healthy life?" + +"Not sufficiently healthy for insurance." + +"Why! what is the matter with me?" he rejoined. + +Dr. Carrington looked him full in the face for the space of a minute +before replying. "I have had that question asked me before by parties +whom I have felt obliged to decline as I am now declining you," he said, +"and my answer has not always been palatable to them." + +"It will be palatable to me, sir; in so far as that I desire to be made +acquainted with the truth. What do you find amiss with me?" + +"The lungs are diseased." + +A chill fell over Mr. Halliburton. "Not extensively, I trust? Not beyond +hope of recovery?" + +"Were I to say not extensively, I should be deceiving you; and you tell +me that you wish for the truth. They are extensively diseased----" + +A mortal pallor overspread Mr. Halliburton's face, and he sank into a +chair. "Not for myself," he gasped, as Dr. Carrington drew nearer to +him. "I have a wife and children. If I die, they will want bread to +eat." + +"But you did not hear me out," returned the doctor, proceeding with +equanimity, as if he had not been interrupted. "They are extensively +diseased, but not beyond a hope of recovery. I do not say it is a strong +hope; but a hope there is, as I judge, provided you use the right means +and take care of yourself." + +"What am I to do? What are the means?" + +"You live, I presume, in this stifling, foggy, smoky London." + +"Yes." + +"Then got away from it. Go where you can have pure air and a clear +atmosphere. That's the first and chief thing; and that's most essential. +Not for a few weeks or months, you understand me--going out for a change +of air, as people call it--you must leave London entirely; go away +altogether." + +"But it will be impossible," urged Mr. Halliburton. "My work lies in +London." + +"Ah!" said the doctor; "too many have been with me with whom it was the +same case. But, I assure you that you must leave it; or it will be +London _versus_ life. You appear to me to be one who never ought to have +come to London----You were not born in it?" he abruptly added. + +"I never saw it until I was eighteen. I was born and reared in +Devonshire." + +"Just so. I knew it. Those born and reared in London become acclimatized +to it, generally speaking, and it does not hurt them. It does not hurt +numbers who are strangers: they find London as healthy a spot for them +as any on the face of the globe. But there are a few who cannot and +ought not to live in London; and I judge you to be one of them." + +"Has this state of health been coming on long?" + +"Yes, for some years. Had you remained in Devonshire, you might have +been a sound man all your life. My only advice to you is--get away from +London. You cannot live long if you remain in it." + +Mr. Halliburton thanked Dr. Carrington and went out. How things had +changed for him! What had gone with the day's beauty?--with the blue +sky, the bright sun? The sky was blue still, and the sun shining; but +darkness seemed to intervene between his eyes and outward things. Dying? +A shiver went through him as he thought of Jane and the children, and a +sick feeling of despair settled on his spirit. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +LATER IN THE DAY. + + +The man was utterly prostrated. He felt that the fiat of death had gone +forth, and there settled an undercurrent of conviction in his mind that +for him there would be no recovery, take what precaution he would. He +could not shake it off. There lay the fact and the fear, as a leaden +weight. + +He bent his steps towards home, walking the whole way; he moved along +the streets mechanically. The crowds passed and repassed him, but _he_ +seemed far away. Once or twice he lifted his head to them with a +yearning gesture. "Oh! that I were like you! bent on business, on +pleasure, on social intercourse!" passed through his mind. "I am not as +you; and for me you can do nothing. You cannot give me health; you +cannot give me life." + +He entered his home, and was conscious of merry voices and flitting +footsteps. A little scene of gaiety was going on: he knew of this, but +had forgotten it until that instant. It was the birthday of his little +girl, and a few young friends had been invited to make merry. Jane, +looking almost as young, quite as pretty, as when she married him, sat +at the far end of their largest room before a well-spread tea-table. She +wore festival attire. A dress of pearl-grey silk, and a thin gold chain +round her neck. The little girls were chiefly in white, and the boys +were on their best behaviour. Jane was telling them that tea was ready, +and her two servants were helping to place the little people, and to +wait upon them. + +"Oh, and here's papa, too! just in time," she cried, lifting her eyes +gladly at her husband. "That is delightful!" + +Mr. Halliburton welcomed the children. He kissed some, he talked to +others, just as if he had not that terrible vulture, care, within him. +_They_ saw nothing amiss; neither did Jane. He took his seat, and drank +his tea; all, as it were, mechanically. It did not seem to be himself; +he thought it must be some one else. In the last hour, his whole +identity appeared to have changed. Bread and butter was handed to him. +He took a slice and left it. Jane put some cake on to his plate: he left +that also. Eat! with that awful fiat racking his senses! No, it was not +possible. + +Ho looked round on his children. _His._ William, a gentle boy, with his +mother's calm, good face and her earnest eyes; Jane, a lovely child, +with fair curls flowing and a bright colour, consciously vain this +evening in her white birthday robes and her white ribbons; Frank, a +slim, dark-eyed boy, always in mischief, his features handsome and +clearly cut as were his father's; Gar, a delicate little chap, with fair +curls like his sister Jane's. Must he _leave_ those children?--abandon +them to the mercies of a cold and cruel world?--bequeath them no place +in it; no means of support? "Oh, God! Oh, God!" broke from his bitter +heart, "if it be Thy will to take me, mayst Thou shelter them!" + +"Edgar!" + +He started palpably; so far in thought was he away. Yet it was only his +wife who spoke to him. + +"Edgar, have you been up to Dr. Carrington's?" she whispered, bending +towards him. + +In his confusion he muttered some unintelligible words, which she +interpreted into a denial; there was a great deal of buzzing just then +from the young voices around. Two of the gentlemen, Frank being one, +were in hot contention touching a third gentleman's rabbits. Mrs. +Halliburton called Frank to order, and said no more to her husband for +the present. + +"We are to dance after tea," said Jane. "I have been learning one +quadrille to play. It is very easy, and mamma says I play it very well." + +"Oh, we don't want dancing," grumbled one of the boys. "We'd rather have +blindman's-buff." + +Opinions were divided again. The girls wanted dancing, the boys +blindman's-buff. Mrs. Halliburton was appealed to. + +"I think it must be dancing first and blindman's-buff afterwards," said +she. + +Tea over, the furniture was pushed aside to clear a space for the +dancers. Mr. Halliburton, his back against the wall, stood looking at +them. Looking at them as was supposed; but had they been keen observers, +they would have known that his eyes in reality saw not: they, like his +thoughts, were far away. + +His wife did presently notice that he seemed particularly abstracted. +She came up to him; he was standing with his arms folded, his head bent. +"Edgar, are you well?" + +"Well? Oh yes, dear," he replied, making an effort to rouse himself. + +"I hope you have no more teaching to-night?" + +"I ought to go to young Finchley. I put him off until seven o'clock." + +"Then"--was her quick rejoinder--"if you put off young Finchley, how was +it you could not get to Savile-row?" + +"I have been occupied all the afternoon, Jane," he said. Wanting the +courage to say how the matter really stood, he evaded the question. + +But, to go to young Finchley or to any other pupil that night, Mr. +Halliburton felt himself physically unequal. Teach! Explain abstruse +Greek and Latin rules, with his mind in its present state! It seemed to +him that it mattered little--if he was to be taken from them so +soon--whether he ever taught again. He was in the very depths of +depression. + +Suddenly, as he stood looking on, a thought came flashing over him as a +ray of light. As a _ray_ of light? Nay, as a whole flood of it. What if +Dr. Carrington were wrong?--if it should prove that, in reality, nothing +was the matter with him? Doctors--and very clever ones--were, he knew, +sometimes mistaken. Perhaps Dr. Carrington had been so! + +It was _scarcely_ likely, he went on to reason, that a mortal disease +should be upon him, and he have lived in ignorance of it! Why, he seemed +to have had very little the matter with him; nothing to talk of, +nothing to lie up for; comparatively speaking, he had been a healthy +man--was in health then. Yes, the belief did present itself that Dr. +Carrington was deceived. He, in the interests of the insurance office, +might be unnecessarily cautious. + +Mr. Halliburton left the wall, and grew cheerful and gay, and talked +freely to the children. One little lady asked if he would dance with +her. He laughed, and felt half inclined to do so. + +Which was the true mood--that sombre one, or this? Was there nothing +_false_ about this one--was there no secret consciousness that it did +not accord with his mind's actual belief; that he was only forcing it? +Be it as it would, it did not last; in the very middle of a laughing +sentence to his own little Janey, the old agony, the fear, +returned--returned with terrific violence, as a torrent that has burst +its bounds. + +"I _cannot_ bear this uncertainty!" he murmured to himself. And he went +out of the room and took up his hat. Mrs. Halliburton, who at that +moment happened to be crossing from another room, saw him open the +hall-door. + +"Are you going to young Finchley, Edgar?" + +"No. I shall give him holiday for to-night. I shall be in soon, Jane." + +He went straight to their own family doctor; a Mr. Allen, who lived +close by. They were personal friends. + +To the inquiry as to whether Mr. Allen was at home, the servant was +about to usher him into the family sitting-room, but Mr. Halliburton +stepped into the dusky surgery. He was in no mood for ladies' company. +"I will wait here," he said. "Tell your master I wish to say a word to +him." + +The surgeon came immediately, a lighted candle in his hand. He was a +dark man with a thin face. "Why won't you come in?" he asked. "There's +only Mrs. Allen and the girls there. Is anything the matter?" + +"Yes, Allen, something is the matter," was + +Mr. Halliburton's reply. "I want a friend to-night: one who will deal +with me candidly and openly: and I have come to you. Sit down." + +They both sat down; and Mr. Halliburton gave him the history of the past +four and twenty hours: commencing with the fainting-fit, and ending with +his racking doubts as to whether Dr. Carrington's opinion was borne out +by facts, or whether he might have been deceived. "Allen," he concluded, +"you must see what you can make out of my state: and you must report to +me without disguise, as you would report to your own soul." + +The surgeon looked grave. "Carrington is a clever man," he said. "One +whom it would be difficult to deceive." + +"I know his reputation. But these clever men are not infallible. Put his +opinion out of your mind: examine me yourself, and tell me what you +think." + +Mr. Allen proceeded to do so. He first of all asked Mr. Halliburton a +few general questions as to his present state of health, as he would +have done by any other patient, and then he sounded his lungs. + +"Now then--the truth," said Mr. Halliburton. + +"The truth is--so far as I can judge--that you are in no present danger +whatever." + +"Neither did Dr. Carrington say I was--in present danger," hastily +replied Mr. Halliburton. "Are my lungs sound?" + +"They are not sound: but neither do I think they are extensively +diseased. You may live for many years, with care." + +"Would any insurance office take me?" + +"No. I do not think it would." + +"It is just my death-knell, Allen." + +"If you look at it in that light I shall be very sorry to have given you +my opinion," observed the surgeon. "I repeat that, by taking care of +yourself, you may stave off disease and live many years. I would not say +this unless I thought it." + +"And would your opinion be the same as the doctor's--that I must leave +London for the country?" + +"I think you would have a far better chance of getting well in the +country than you have here. You have told me over and over again, you +know, that you were sure London air was bad for you." + +"Ay, I have," replied Mr. Halliburton. "I never have felt quite well in +it, and that's the truth. Well, I must see what can be done. Good +evening." + +If the edict did not appear to be so irrevocably dark as that of Dr. +Carrington, it was yet dark enough; and Mr. Halliburton, striving to +look it full in the face, as he was in the habit of doing by troubles +less grave, endeavoured to set himself to think "what could be done." +There was no possible chance of keeping it from his wife. If it was +really necessary that their place of residence should be changed, she +must be taken into counsel; and the sooner she was told the better. He +went home, resolved to tell her before he slept. + +The little troop departed, the children in bed, they sat together over +the fire; though the weather had become warm, an evening fire was +pleasant still. He sat nervous and fidgety. Now the moment had arrived, +he shrunk from his task. + +"Edgar, I am sure you are not well!" she exclaimed. "I have observed it +all the evening." + +"Yes, Jane, I am well. Pretty well, that is. The truth is, my darling, I +have some bad news for you, and I don't like to tell it." + +Her own family were safe and well under her roof, and her fears flew to +Francis, to Margaret, to Robert. Mr. Halliburton stopped her. + +"It does not concern any of them, Jane. It is about myself." + +"But what can it be, about yourself?" + +"They--will--not----Will you listen to the news with a brave heart?" he +broke off, with a smile, and the most cheering look he could call up to +his face. + +"Oh yes." She smiled too. She thought it could be nothing very bad. + +"They will not insure my life, Jane." + +Her heart stood still. "But why not?" + +"They consider it too great a risk. They fancy I am not strong." + +A sudden flush to her face; a moment's stillness; and then Jane +Halliburton clasped her hands with a faint cry of despair. She saw that +more remained behind. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +SUSPENSE. + + +Mrs. Halliburton sat in her chair, still enough except for the wailing +cry which had just escaped her lips. Her husband would not look at her +in that moment. His gaze was bent on the fire, and his cheek lay in his +hand. As she cried out, he stretched forth his other hand and let it +fall lightly upon hers. + +"Jane, had I thought you would look at the dark side of the picture, I +should have hesitated to tell you. Why, my dear child, the very fact of +my telling you at all, should convince you that there's nothing very +serious the matter," he added, in cheering tones of reasoning. Now that +he had spoken, he deemed it well to make the very best he could of it. + +"You say they will _not_ insure your life?" + +"Well, Jane, perhaps that expression was not a correct one. They have +not declined as yet to do so; but Dr. Carrington says he cannot give the +necessary certificate as to my being a thoroughly sound and healthy +man." + +"Then you did go up to Dr. Carrington?" + +"I did. Forgive me, Jane: I could not enter upon it before all the +children." + +She leaned over and laid her head upon his shoulder. "Tell me all about +it, Edgar," she whispered; "as much as you know yourself." + +"I have told you nearly all, Jane. I saw Dr. Carrington, and he asked me +a great many questions, and examined me here"--touching his chest. "He +fancies the organs are not sound, and declined giving the certificate." + +"That your chest is not sound?" asked Jane. + +"He said the lungs." + +"Ah!" she uttered. "What else did he say?" + +"Well, he said nothing about heart, or liver, or any other vital part, +so I conclude they are all right, and that there was nothing to say," +replied Mr. Halliburton, attempting to be cheerful. "I could have told +him my brain was strong enough had he asked about that, for I'm sure it +gets its full share of work. I need not have mentioned this to you at +all, Jane, but for a perplexing bit of advice the doctor gave me." + +Jane sat straight in her chair again, and looked at Mr. Halliburton. The +colour was beginning to return to her face. He continued: + +"Dr. Carrington earnestly recommends me to remove from London. +Indeed--he said--that it was necessary--if I would get well. No wonder +that you found my manner absent," he continued very rapidly after his +hesitation, "with that unpalatable counsel to digest." + +"Did he think you very ill?" she breathed. + +"He did not say I was 'very ill,' Jane. I am not very ill, as you may +see for yourself. My dear, what he said was that my lungs +were--were----" + +"Diseased?" she put in. + +"Diseased. Yes, that was it," he truthfully replied. "It is the term +that medical men apply when they wish to indicate delicacy. And he +strenuously recommended me to leave London." + +"For how long? Did he say?" + +"He said for good." + +Jane felt startled. "How could it be done, Edgar?" + +"In truth I do not know. If I leave London I leave my living behind me. +Now you see why I was so absorbed at tea-time. When you saw me go out, I +was going round to Allen's." + +"And what does _he_ say?" she eagerly interrupted. + +"Oh, he seems to think it a mere nothing, compared with Dr. Carrington. +He agreed with him on one point--that I ought to live out of London." + +"Edgar, I will tell you what I think must be done," said Jane, after a +pause. "I have not had time to reflect much upon it: but it strikes me +that it would be advisable for you to see another doctor, and take his +opinion: some man who is clever in affections of the lungs. Go to him +to-morrow, without any delay. Should he say that you must leave London, +of course we must leave it, no matter what the sacrifice." + +The advice corresponded with Mr. Halliburton's own opinion, and he +resolved to follow it. A conviction amounting to a certainty was upon +him, that, go to what doctor he might, the fiat would be the same as Dr. +Carrington's. He did not say so to Jane. On the contrary, he spoke of +these insurance-office doctors as being over-fastidious in the interests +of the office; and he tried to deceive his own heart with the sophistry. + + +"Shall you apply to another office to insure your life?" Jane asked. + +"I would, if I thought it would not be useless." + +"You think it would be useless?" + +"The offices all keep their own doctors, and those doctors, it is my +belief, are unnecessarily particular. I should call them crotchety, +Jane." + +"I think it must amount to this," said Jane; "that if there is anything +seriously the matter with you, no office will be found to do it; but if +the affection is only trifling or temporary you may be accepted." + +"That is about it. Oh, Jane!" he added, with an irrepressible burst of +anguish, "what would I not give to have insured my life before this came +upon me! All those past years! They seem to have been allowed to run to +waste, when I might have been using them to lay up in store for the +children!" + +How many are there of us who, looking back, can feel that our past +years, in some way or other, have _not_ been allowed to run to waste? + +What a sleepless night that was for him! What a sleepless night for his +wife! Both rose in the morning equally unrefreshed. + +"To what doctor will you go?" Jane inquired as she was dressing. + +"I have been thinking of Dr. Arnold of Finsbury," he replied. + +"Yes, you could not go to a better. Edgar, you will let me accompany +you?" + +"No, no, Jane. Your accompanying me would do no good. You could not go +into the room with me." + +She saw the force of the objection. "I shall be so very anxious," she +said, in a low tone. + +He laughed at her; he was willing to make light of it if it might ease +her fears. "My dear, I will come home at once and report to you: I will +borrow Jack's seven-leagued boots, that I may come to you the quicker." + +"You know that I _shall_ be anxious," she repeated, feeling vexed. + +"Jane," he said, his tone changing: "I see that you are more anxious +already than is good for you. It is not well that you should be so." + +"I wish I could be with you! I wish I could hear, as you will, Dr. +Arnold's opinion from his own lips!" was all she answered. + +"I will faithfully repeat it to you," said Mr. Halliburton. + +"Faithfully--word for word? On your honour?" + +"Yes, Jane, I will. You have my promise. Good news I shall be only too +glad to tell you; and, should it be the worst, it will be necessary that +you should know it." + +"You must be there before ten o'clock," she observed; "otherwise there +will be little chance of seeing him." + +"I shall be there by nine, Jane. To spare time later would interfere too +much with my day's work." + +A thought crossed Jane's mind--if the fiat were unfavourable what would +become of his day's work then--all his days? But she did not utter it. + +"Oh, papa," cried Janey at breakfast, "was it not a beautiful party! Did +you _ever_ enjoy yourself so much before?" + +"I don't suppose you ever did, Janey," he replied, in kindly tones. + +"No, that I never did. Alice Harvey's birthday comes in summer, and she +says she knows her mamma will let her give just such another! +Mamma!"--turning to Mrs. Halliburton. + +"Well, Jane?" + +"Shall you let me have a new frock for it? You know I tore mine last +night." + +"All in good time, Janey. We don't know where we may all be then." + +No, they did not. A foreshadowing of it was already upon the spirit of +Mrs. Halliburton. Not upon the children: they were spared it as yet. + +"Do not be surprised if you see me waiting for you when you come out of +Dr. Arnold's," said Jane to her husband, in low tones, as he was going +out. + +"But, Jane, why? Indeed, I think it would be foolish of you to come. My +dear, I never knew you like this before." + +Perhaps not. But when, before, had there been cause for this +apprehension? + +Jane watched him depart. Calm as she contrived to remain outwardly, she +was in a terribly restless, nervous state; little accustomed as she was +so to give way. A sick feeling was within her, a miserable sensation of +suspense; and she could scarcely battle with it. You may have felt the +same, in the dread approach of some great calamity. The reading over, +Janey got her books about, as usual. Mrs. Halliburton took charge of her +education in every branch, excepting music: for that she had a master. +She would not send Jane to school. The child sat down to her books, and +was surprised at seeing her mother come into the room with her things +on. + +"Mamma! Are you going out?" + +"For a little time, Jane." + +"Oh, let me go! Let me go too!" + +"Not this morning, dear. You will have plenty of work--preparing the +lessons that you could not prepare last night." + +"So I shall," said Janey. "I thought perhaps you meant to excuse them, +mamma." + +It was almost _impossible_ for Jane to remain in the house, in her +present state of agitation. She knew that it did appear absurdly foolish +to go after her husband; but, walk somewhere she must: how could she +turn a different way from that which he had taken? It was some distance +to Finsbury; half an hour's walk at least. Should she go, or should she +not, she asked herself as she went out of the house. She began to think +that she might have remained at home had she exercised self-control. She +had a great mind to turn back, and was slackening her pace, when she +caught sight of Mr. Allen at his surgery window. + +An impulse came over her that she would go in and ask his opinion of her +husband. She opened the door and entered. The surgeon was making up some +pills. + +"You are out early, Mrs. Halliburton!" + +"Yes," she replied. "Mr. Halliburton has gone to Finsbury Square to see +Dr. Arnold, and I----Do you think him very ill?" she abruptly broke off. + +"I do not, myself. Carrington----Did you know he had been to Dr. +Carrington?" asked Mr. Allen, almost fearing he might be betraying +secrets. + +"I know all about it. I know what the doctor said. Do you think Dr. +Carrington was mistaken?" + +"In a measure. There's no doubt the lungs are affected, but I believe +not to the grave extent assumed by Dr. Carrington." + +"He assumed, then, that they were affected to a grave extent?" she +hastily repeated, her heart beating faster. + +"I thought you said you knew all about it, Mrs. Halliburton?" + +"So I do. He may possibly not have told me the very worst said by Dr. +Carrington; but he told me quite sufficient. Mr. Allen, _you_ tell +me--do you think that there is a chance of his recovery?" + +"Most certainly I do," warmly replied the surgeon. "Every chance, Mrs. +Halliburton. I see no reason whatever why he should not keep as well as +he is now, and live for years, provided he takes care of himself. It +appears that Dr. Carrington very strongly urged his removing into the +country; he went so far as to say that it was his only chance for +life--and in that I think he went too far again. But the country would +undoubtedly do for him what London will not." + +"You think that he ought to remove to the country?" she inquired, +showing no sign of the terror those incautious words brought her--"his +only chance for life." + +"I do. If it be possible for him to manage his affairs so as to get +away, I should say let him do so by all means." + +"It _must_ be done, you know, Mr. Allen, if it is essential." + +"In my judgment it should be done. Many and many a time I have said to +him myself, 'It's a pity but that you could be out of this heavy +London!' Fogs affect him, and smoke affects him--the air altogether +affects him: and I only wonder it has not told upon him before. As Dr. +Carrington observed to him, there are some constitutions which somehow +will not thrive here." + +Mrs. Halliburton rose with a sigh. "I am glad you do not think so very +seriously of him," she breathed. + +"I do not think _seriously_ of him at all," was the surgeon's answer. "I +confess that he is not strong, and that he must have care. The pure air +of the country, and relaxation from some of his most pressing work, may +do wonders for him. If I might advise, I should say, Let no pecuniary +considerations keep him here. And that is very disinterested advice, +Mrs. Halliburton," concluded the doctor, laughing, "for, in losing you, +I should lose both friends and patients." + +Jane went out. Those ominous words were still ringing in her ears--"his +only chance for life." + +Forcing herself to self-control, she did _not_ go to meet Mr. +Halliburton. She returned home and took off her things, and gave what +attention she could to Jane's lessons. But none can tell the suspense +that was agitating her: the ever-restless glances she cast to the +window, to see him pass. By-and-by she went and stood there. + +At last she saw him coming along in the distance. She would have liked +to fly to meet him--to say, What is the news? but she did not. More +patience, and then, when he came in at the front door, she left the room +she was in, and went with him into the drawing-room, her face white as +death. + +He saw how agitated she was, strive as she would for calmness. He stood +looking at her with a smile. + +"Well, Jane, it is not so very formidable, after all." + +Her face grew hot, and her heart bounded on. "What does Dr. Arnold say? +You know, Edgar, you promised me the truth without disguise." + +"You shall have it, Jane. Dr. Arnold's opinion of me is not +unfavourable. That the lungs are to a certain extent affected, is +indisputable, and he thinks they have been so for some time. But he sees +nothing to indicate present danger to life. He believes that I may grow +into an old man yet." + +Jane breathed freely. A word of earnest thanks went up from her heart. + +"With proper diet--he has given me certain rules for living--and pure +air and sunshine, he considers that I have really little to fear. I told +you, Jane, those insurance doctors make the worst of things." + +"Dr. Arnold, then, recommends the country?" observed Jane, paying no +attention to the last remark. + +"Very strongly. Almost as strongly as Dr. Carrington." + +Jane lifted her eyes to her husband's face. "Dr. Carrington said, you +know, that it was your only chance of life." + +"Not quite as bad as that, Jane," he returned, never supposing but he +must himself have let the remark slip, and wondering how he came to do +so. "What Dr. Carrington said was, that it was London _versus_ life." + +"It is the same thing, Edgar. And now, what is to be done? Of course we +have no alternative; into the country we must go. The question is, +where?" + +"Ay, that is the question," he answered. "Not only where, but what to +do? I cannot drop down into a fresh place, and expect teaching to +surround me at once, as if it had been waiting for me. But I have not +time to talk now. Only fancy! it is half-past ten." + +Mr. Halliburton went out and Jane remained, fastened as it were to her +chair. A hundred perplexing plans and schemes were already working in +her brain. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +SEEKING A HOME. + + +Plans and schemes continued to work in Mrs. Halliburton's brain for days +and days to come. Many and many an anxious consultation did she and her +husband hold together--where should they go? What should they do? That +it was necessary to do something, and speedily, events proved, +independently of what had been said by the doctors. Before another month +had passed over his head, Mr. Halliburton had become so much worse that +he had to resign his post at King's College. But, to the hopeful minds +of himself and Jane, the country change was to bring its remedy for all +ills. They had grown to anticipate it with enthusiasm. + +His thoughts naturally ran upon teaching, as his continued occupation. +He knew nothing of any other. All England was before him; and he +supposed he might obtain a living at it, wherever he might go. Such +testimonials as his were not met with every day. His cousin Julia had +married a man of some local influence (as Mr. Halliburton had +understood) in the city in which they resided, the chief town of one of +the midland counties: and a thought crossed his mind more than once, +whether it might not be well to choose that same town to settle in. + +"They might be able to recommend me, you see, Jane," he observed to his +wife, one evening as they were sitting together, after the children were +in bed. "Not that I should much like to ask any favour of Julia." + +"Why not?" said Jane. + +"Because she is not a pleasant person to ask a favour of: it is many +years since I saw her, but I well remember that. Another reason why I +feel inclined to that place is that it is a cathedral town. Cathedral +towns have many of the higher order of the clergy in them; learning is +sure to be considered there, should it not be anywhere else. +Consequently there would be an opening for classical teaching." + +Jane thought the argument had weight. + + +"And there's yet another thing," continued Mr. Halliburton. "You +remember Peach?" + +"Peach?--Peach?" repeated Jane, as if unable to recall the name. + +"The young fellow I had so much trouble with, a few years ago--drilling +him between his terms at Oxford. But for me, he never would have passed +either his great or his little go. He did get plucked the first time he +went up. You must remember him, Jane: he has often taken tea with us +here." + +"Oh, yes--yes! I remember him now. Charley Peach." + +"Well, he has recently been appointed to a minor canonry in that same +cathedral," resumed Mr. Halliburton. "Dr. Jacobs told me of it the other +day. Now I am quite sure that Peach would be delighted to say a word for +me, or to put anything in my way. That is another reason why I am +inclined to go there." + +"I suppose the town is a healthy one?" + +"Ay, that it is; and it is seated in one of the most charming of our +counties. There'll be no London fogs or smoke there." + +"Then, Edgar, let us decide upon it." + +"Yes, I think so--unless we should hear of an opening elsewhere that may +promise better. We must be away by Midsummer, if we can, or soon after. +It will be sharp work, though." + +"What trouble it will be to pack the furniture!" she exclaimed. + +"Pack what furniture, Jane? We must sell the furniture." + +"Sell the furniture!" she uttered, aghast. + +"My dear, it would never do to take the furniture down. It would cost +almost as much as it is worth. There's no knowing, either, how long it +might be upon the road, or what damage it might receive. I expect it +would have to go principally by water." + +"By water!" cried Mrs. Halliburton. + +"I fancy so--by barge, I mean. Waggons would not take it, except by +paying heavily. A great deal of the country traffic is done by water. +This furniture is old, Jane, most of it, and will not bear rough +travelling. Consider how many years your father and mother had it in +use." + +"Then what should we do for furniture when we get there?" asked Jane. + +"Buy new with the money we receive from the sale of this. I have been +reflecting upon it a good deal, Jane, and fancy it will be the better +plan. However, if you care for this old furniture, we must take it." + +Jane looked round upon it. She did care for the time-used furniture; but +she knew how old it was, and was willing to do whatever might be best. A +vision came into her mind of fresh, bright furniture, and it looked +pleasant in imagination. "It would certainly be a great deal to pack and +carry," she acknowledged. "And some of it is not worth it." + +"And it would be more than we should want," resumed Mr. Halliburton. +"Wherever we go we must be content with a small house; at any rate at +first. But it will be time enough to go into these details, Jane, when +we have finally decided upon our destination." + +"Oh, Edgar! I shall be so sorry to take the boys from King's College." + +"Jane," he said, a flash of pain crossing his face as he spoke, "there +are so many things connected with it altogether that cause me sorrow, +that my only resource is not to think upon them. I might be tempted to +repine to ask in a spirit of rebellion why this affliction should have +come upon us. It is God's decree, and it is my duty to submit as +patiently as I can." + +It was her duty also: and she knew it as she laid her hand upon her +weary brow. A weary, weary brow from henceforth, that of Jane +Halliburton! + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A DYING BED. + + +In a handsome chamber of a handsome house in Birmingham, an old man lay +dying. For most of his life he had been engaged in a large wholesale +business--had achieved local position, had accumulated moderate wealth. +But neither wealth nor position can ensure peace to a death-bed; and the +old man lay on his, groaning over the past. + + +The season was that of mid-winter. Not the winter following the intended +removal of Mr. Halliburton from London, as spoken of in the last +chapter, but the winter preceding it--for it is necessary to go back a +little. A hard, sharp, white day in January: and the fire was piled high +in the sick room, and the large flakes of snow piled themselves outside +on the window frames and beat against the glass. The room was fitted up +with every comfort the most fastidious invalid could desire; and yet, I +say, nothing seemed to bring comfort to the invalid lying there. His +hands were clenched as in mortal agony; his eyes were apparently +watching the falling snow. The eyes saw it not: in reality they were +cast back to where his mind was--the past. + +What could be troubling him? Was it that loss, only two years ago, by +which one-half of his savings had been engulfed? Scarcely. A man +dying--as he knew he was--would be unlikely to care about that now. +Ample competence had remained to him, and he had neither son nor +daughter to inherit. Hark! what is it that he is murmuring between his +parched lips, to the accompaniment of his clenched hands? + +"I see it all now; I see it all! While we are buoyed up with health and +strength, we continue hard, selfish, obstinate in our wickedness. But +when death comes, we awake to our error; and death has come to me, and I +have awakened to mine. Why did I turn him out like a dog? He had neither +kith nor kin, and I sent him adrift on the world, to fight with it or to +starve! He was the only child of my sister, and she was gone. She and I +were of the same father and mother; we shared the same meals in +childhood, the same home, the same play, the same hopes. She wrote to me +when she was dying, as I am dying now: 'Richard, should my poor boy be +left fatherless--for my husband's health seems to be failing--be his +friend and protector for Helen's sake, and may Heaven bless you for it!' +And I scoffed at the injunction when the boy offended me, and turned him +out. _Shall I have to answer for it?_" + +The last anxious doubt was uttered more audibly than the rest; it +escaped from his lips with a groan. A woman who was dozing over the fire +started up. + +"Did you call, sir?" + +"No. Go out and leave me." + +"But----" + +"Go out and leave me," he repeated, with anger little fitted to his +position. And the woman was speeding from the room, when he caught at +the curtain and recalled her. + +"Are they not come?" + +"Not yet, sir. But, with this heavy fall, it's not to be wondered at. +The highways must be almost impassable. With good roads they might have +been here hours ago." + +She went out. He lay back on his pillow: his eyes wide open, but wearing +the same dreamy look. You may be wondering who he is; though you +probably guess, for you have heard of him once before as Mr. Cooper, the +uncle who discarded Edgar Halliburton. + +I must give you a few words of retrospect. Richard Cooper was the eldest +of three children; the others were a brother and a sister: Richard, +Alfred, and Helen. Alfred and Helen both married; Richard never did +marry. It was somewhat singular that the brother and sister should both +die, each leaving an orphan; and that the orphans should find a home in +the house of their Uncle Richard. Julia Cooper, the brother's orphan, +was the first to come to it, a long time before Edgar Halliburton came. +Helen had married the Rev. William Halliburton, and she died at his +rectory in Devonshire--sending that earnest prayer to her brother +Richard which you have just heard him utter. A little while, and her +husband, the rector, also died; and then it was that Edgar went up to +his Uncle Richard's. Fortunate for these two orphan children, it +appeared to be, that their uncle had not married and could give them a +good home. + +A good home he did give them. Julia left it first to become the wife of +Anthony Dare, a solicitor in large practice in a distant city. She +married him very soon after her cousin Edgar came to his uncle's. And it +was after the marriage of Julia that Edgar was discarded and turned +adrift. Years, many years, had gone by since then; and here lay Richard +Cooper, stricken for death and repenting of the harshness, which he had +not repented of or sought to atone for all through those long years. Ah, +my friends! whatsoever may lie upon our consciences, however we may have +contrived to ignore it during our busy lives, be assured that it will +find us out on our death-bed! + +Richard Cooper lay back on his pillow, his eyes wide open with their +inward tribulation. "Who knows but there would be time yet?" he suddenly +murmured. And the thought appeared to rouse his mind and flush his +cheek, and he lifted his hand and grasped the bell-rope, ringing it so +loudly as to bring two servants to the room. + + +"Go up, one of you, to Lawyer Weston's," he uttered. "Bring him back +with you. Tell him I want to alter my will, and that there may yet be +time. Don't send--one of _you_ go," he repeated in tones of agonising +entreaty. "Bring him; bring him back with you!" + +As the echo of his voice died away there came a loud summons at the +street door, as of a hasty arrival. "Sir," cried one of the maids, +"they're come at last! I thought I heard a carriage drawing up in the +snow." + +"Who's come?" he asked in some confusion of mind. "Weston?" + +"Not him, sir; Mr. and Mrs. Dare," replied the servant as she hurried +out. + +A lady and gentleman were getting out of a coach at the door. A tall, +very tall man, with handsome features, but an unpleasantly free +expression. The lady was tall also, stout and fair, with an imperious +look in her little turned-up nose. "Are we in time?" the latter asked of +the servants. + +"It's nearly as much as can be said, ma'am," was the answer. "But he has +roused up in the last hour, and is growing excited. The doctors thought +it might be so: that he'd not continue in the lethargy to the last." + +They went on at once to the sick chamber. Every sense of the dying man +appeared to be on the alert. His hands were holding back the curtain, +his eyes were strained on the door. "Why have you been so long?" he +cried in a voice of strength they were surprised to hear. + +"Dear uncle," said Mrs. Dare, bending over the bed and clasping the +feeble hands, "we started the very moment the letter came. But we could +not get along--the roads are dreadfully heavy." + +"Sir," whispered a servant in the invalid's ear, "are we to go now for +Lawyer Weston?" + +"No, there's no need," was the prompt answer. "Anthony Dare, you are a +lawyer," continued Mr. Cooper; "you'll do what I want done as well as +another. Will you do it?" + +"Anything you please, sir," was Mr. Dare's reply. + +"Sit down, then; Julia, sit down. You may be hungry and thirsty after +your journey; but you must wait. Life's not ebbing out of you, as it is +out of me. We'll get this matter over, that my mind may be so far at +rest; and then you can eat and drink of the best that my house affords. +I am in mortal pain, Anthony Dare." + +Mrs. Dare was silently removing some of her outer wrappings, and +whispering with the servant at the extremity of the roomy chamber; but +Mr. Dare, who had taken off his great-coat and hat in the hall, +continued to stand by the sick bed. + +"I am sorry to hear it, sir," he said, in reply to Mr. Cooper's +concluding sentence. "Can the medical men afford you no relief?" + +"It is pain of mind, Anthony Dare, not pain of body. _That_ pain has +passed from me. I would have sent for you and Julia before, but I did +not think until yesterday that the end was so near. Never let a man be +guilty of injustice!" broke forth Mr. Cooper, vehemently. "Or let him +know that it will come home to him to trouble his dying bed." + +"What can I do for you, sir?" questioned Mr. Dare. + +"If you will open that bureau, you'll find pen, ink, and paper. Julia, +come here: and see that we are alone." + +The servant left the room, and Mrs. Dare came forward, divested of her +cloaks. She wore a handsome dark-blue satin dress (much the fashion at +that time) with a good deal of rich white lace about it, a heavy gold +chain, and some very showy amethysts set in gold. The jewellery was +real, however, not sham; but altogether her attire looked somewhat out +of place for a death-chamber. + +The afternoon was drawing to a close. What with that and the dense +atmosphere outside, the chamber had grown dim. Mr. Dare disposed the +writing materials on a small round table at the invalid's elbow, and +then looked towards the distant window. + +"I fear I cannot see, sir, without a light." + +"Call for it, Julia," said the invalid. + +A lamp was brought in and placed on the table, so that its rays should +not affect those eyes so soon to close to all earthly light. And Mr. +Dare waited, pen in hand. + +"I have been hard and wilful," began Mr. Cooper, putting up his +trembling hands. "I have been obdurate, and selfish, and unjust; and now +it is keeping peace from me----" + +"But in what way, dear uncle?" softly put in Mrs. Dare; and it may as +well be remarked that whenever Mrs. Dare attempted to speak softly and +kindly it seemed to bear an unnatural sound to others' ears. + +"In what way?--why, with regard to Edgar Halliburton," said Mr. Cooper, +the dew breaking out upon his brow. "In seeking to follow the calling +marked out for him by his father, he only did his duty; and I should +have seen it in that light but for my own obstinate pride and self-will. +I did wrong to discard him: I have done wrong ever since in keeping him +from me, in refusing to be reconciled. Are you listening, Anthony Dare?" + +"Certainly, sir. I hear." + +"Julia, I say that there was no reason for my turning him away. There +has been no reason for my keeping him away. I have refused to be +reconciled: I have sent back his letters unopened; I have held him at +contemptuous defiance. When I heard that he had married, I cast harsh +words to him because he had not asked my consent, though I was aware all +the time, that I had given him no opportunity to ask it--I had harshly +refused all overtures, all intercourse. I cast harsh words to his wife, +knowing her not. But I see my error now. Do you see it, Julia? Do you +see it, Anthony Dare?" + +"Would you like to have him sent for, sir?" suggested Mr. Dare. + +"It is too late. He could not be here in time. I don't know, either, +where he lives in London, or what his address may be. Do you?"--looking +at his niece. + +"Oh dear, no," she replied, with a slightly contemptuous gesture of the +shoulders. As much as to imply that to know the address of her cousin +Edgar was quite beneath her. + + +"No, he could not get here," repeated the dying man, whilst Mrs. Dare +wiped the dews that had gathered on his pallid and wrinkled brow. +"Julia! Anthony! Anthony Dare!" + +"Sir, what is it?" + +"I wish you both to listen to me. I cannot die with this injustice +unrepaired. I have made my will in Julia's favour. It is all left to +her, except a few trifles to my servants. When the property comes to be +realised, there will be at least sixteen thousand pounds, and but for +that late mad speculation I entered into there would have been nearly +forty thousand." + +He paused. But neither Mr. nor Mrs. Dare answered. + +"You are a lawyer, Anthony, and could draw up a fresh will. But there's +no time, I say. What is darkening the room?" he abruptly broke off to +ask. + +Mr. Dare looked hastily up. Nothing was darkening the room, except the +gradually increasing gloom of evening. + +"My sight is growing dim, then," said the invalid. "Listen to me, both +of you. I charge you, Anthony and Julia Dare, that you divide this money +with Edgar Halliburton. Give him his full share; the half, even to a +farthing. Will you do so, Anthony Dare?" + +"Yes, I will, sir." + +"Be it so. I charge you both solemnly--do not fail. If you would lay up +peace for the time when you shall come to be where I am--do not fail. +There's no time legally to do what is right; I feel that there is not. +Ere the deed could be drawn up I should be gone, and could not sign it. +But I leave the charge upon you; the solemn charge. The half of my money +belongs of right to Edgar Halliburton: Julia has claim only to the other +half. Be careful how you divide it: you are sole executor, Anthony Dare. +Have you your paper ready?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Then dot down a few words, as I dictate, and I will sign them. 'I, +Richard Cooper, do repent of my injustice to my dear nephew, Edgar +Halliburton. And I desire, by this my last act on my death-bed, to +bequeath to him the half of the money and property I shall die possessed +of; and I charge Anthony Dare, the executor of my will, to carry out +this act and wish as strictly as though it were a formal and legal one. +I desire that whatever I shall die possessed of, save the bequests to my +servants, may be equally divided between my nephew Edgar and my niece +Julia.'" + +The dying man paused. "I think that's all that need be said," he +observed. "Have you finished writing it, Anthony Dare?" + +Mr. Dare wrote fast and quickly, and was concluding the last words. "It +is written, sir." + +"Read it." + +Mr. Dare proceeded to do so. Short as the time was which it took to +accomplish this, the old man had fallen into a doze ere it was +concluded; a doze or a partial stupor. They could not tell which; but, +in leaning over him, he woke up with a start. + +"I can't die with this injustice unrepaired!" he cried, his memory +evidently ignoring what had just been done. "Anthony Dare, your wife has +no right to all my money. I shall leave half of it to Edgar. I want you +to write it down." + +"It is done, sir. This is the paper." + + +"Where? where? Why don't you get light into the room? It's dark--dark. +This? Is this it?"--as Mr. Dare put it into his hand. "Now, mind!" he +added, his tone changing to one of solemn enjoinder; "mind you act upon +it. Julia has no right to more than her half share; she must not take +more: money kept by wrong, acquired by injustice, never prospers. It +would not bring you good, it would not bring a blessing. Give Edgar his +legal half; and give him his old uncle's love and contrition. Tell him, +if the past could come over again there should be no estrangement +between us." + +He lay panting for a few minutes, and then spoke again, the paper having +fallen unnoticed from his hand. + +"Julia, when you see Edgar's wife--Did I sign that paper?" he broke off. + +"No, sir," said Mr. Dare. "Will you sign it now?" + +"Ay. But, signed or not signed, you'll equally act upon it. I don't put +it forth as a legal document; I suppose it would not, in this informal +state, stand good in law. It is only a reminder to you, Anthony Dare, +that you may not forget my wishes. Hold me up in bed, and have lights +brought in." + +Anthony Dare drew the curtain back, and the rays of the lamp flashed +upon the dying man. Mr. Dare looked round for a book on which to place +the paper while it was signed. + +"I want a light," came again from the bed, in a pleading tone. "Julia, +why don't you tell them to bring in the lamp?" + +"The lamp is here, uncle. It is close to you." + +"Then there's no oil in it," he cried. "Julia, I _will_ have lights +here. Tell them to bring up the dining-room lamps. Don't ring; go and +see that they are brought." + +Unwilling to oppose him, and doubting lest his sight should really have +gone, Mrs. Dare went out, and returned with one of the servants and more +light. Mr. Cooper was then lying back on his pillow, dozing and +unconscious. + +"Has he signed the paper?" Mrs. Dare whispered to her husband. + +He shook his head negatively, and pointed to it. It was lying on the +bed, just as Mrs. Dare had left it. Mrs. Dare caught it up from any +prying eyes that might be about, folded it, and held it securely in her +hand. + +"He will wake up again presently, and can sign it then," observed Mr. +Dare, just as a gentle ring was heard at the house door. + +"It's the doctor," said the servant; "I know his ring." + +But the old man never did sign the paper, and never woke up again. He +lay in a state of lethargy throughout the night. Mr. and Mrs. Dare +watched by his bedside; the servants watched; and the doctors came in at +intervals. But there was no change in his state; until the last great +change. It occurred at daybreak; and when the neighbours opened their +windows to the cold and the snow, the house of Richard Cooper remained +closed. Death was within it. + + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +HELSTONLEIGH. + + +I believe that most of the readers of "The Channings" will not like this +story less because its scene is laid in the same place, Helstonleigh. + +I narrate to you, as you may have already discovered, a great deal of +truth: of events that have actually happened, combined with fiction. I +can only do this from my own personal experience, by taking you to the +scenes and places where I have lived. Of this same town, Helstonleigh, I +could relate to you volumes. No place in the world holds so green a spot +in my memory. Do you remember Longfellow's poem--"My Lost Youth"? + + "Often I think of the beautiful town, + That is seated by the sea; + Often in thought go up and down + The pleasant streets of that dear old town, + And my youth comes back to me. + And a verse of a Lapland song + Is haunting my memory still: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.' + + "I remember the gleams and glooms that dart + Across the schoolboy's brain; + The song and the silence in the heart, + That in part are prophecies, and in part + Are longings wild and vain. + And the voice of that fitful song + Sings on, and is never still: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.' + + "There are things of which I may not speak; + There are dreams that cannot die; + There are thoughts that make the strong heart weak, + And bring a pallor into the cheek, + And a mist before the eye. + And the words of that fatal song + Come over me like a chill: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.' + + "Strange to me now are the forms I meet + When I visit the dear old town; + But the native air is pure and sweet, + And the trees that o'ershadow each well-known street, + As they balance up and down, + Are singing the beautiful song, + Are sighing and whispering still: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.' + + "And Deering's woods are fresh and fair, + And with joy that is almost pain + My heart goes back to wander there, + And among the dreams of the days that were + I find my lost youth again. + And the music of that old song + Throbs in my memory still: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.'" + +Those are some of its verses, and what "Deering" is to Longfellow, +"Helstonleigh" is to me. + +The Birmingham stage-coach came into Helstonleigh one summer's night, +and stopped at its destination, the Star-and-Garter Hotel, bringing with +it some London passengers. The direct line of rail to Helstonleigh from +London was not then opened; and this may serve to tell you how long it +is ago. A lady and a little girl stepped from the inside of the coach, +and a gentleman and three boys got down from the outside. The latter +were soaking. Almost immediately after leaving Birmingham, to which +place the rail had conveyed them, the rain had commenced to pour in +torrents, and those outside received its full benefit. The coach was +crammed, inside and out, but with the other passengers we have nothing +to do. We have with these; they were the Halliburtons. + +For the town which Mr. Halliburton had been desirous to remove to, the +one in which his cousin, Mrs. Dare, resided, was no other than +Helstonleigh. + +Mrs. Halliburton drew a long face when she set eyes on her husband's +condition. "Edgar! you must be wet through and through!" + +"Yes, I am. There was no help for it." + +"You should have come inside when I wanted you to do so," she cried, in +a voice of distress. "You should indeed." + +"And have suffered you to take my place outside? Nonsense, Jane!" + +Jane looked at the hotel. "We had better remain here for the night. What +do you think?" + +"Yes, I think so," he replied. "It is too wet to go about looking after +anything that might be less expensive. Inquire if we can have rooms, +Jane, whilst I see after the luggage." + +Mrs. Halliburton went in, leading Janey, and was confronted by the +barmaid, a smart young woman in a smart cap. "Can we sleep here +to-night?" she inquired. + +"Yes, certainly. How many beds?" + +"I will go up with you and see," said Mrs. Halliburton. "Be so kind as +not to put us in your more expensive rooms," she added, in a lower tone. + +The barmaid looked at her from top to toe, as it is much in the habit of +barmaids to do when such a request is preferred. She saw a lady in a +black silk dress, a cashmere shawl, and a plain straw bonnet, trimmed +with white. Simple as the attire was, quiet as was the demeanour, there +was that about Mrs. Halliburton, in her voice, her accent, her bearing +altogether, which proclaimed her the gentlewoman; and the barmaid +condescended to be civil. + +"I have nothing to do with the rooms," she said; "I'll call the +chambermaid. My goodness! You had better get those wet things off, sir, +unless you want to be laid up with cold." + +The words were uttered in surprise, as her eyes encountered Mr. +Halliburton. He looked taller, and thinner, and handsomer than ever; but +he had a hollow cough now, and his cheek was hectic, and he was +certainly wet through. + +The chambermaid allotted them rooms. Mr. Halliburton, after rubbing +himself dry with towels, got into a warmed bed, and had warm drink +supplied to him. Jane, after unpacking what would be wanted for the +night, returned to the sitting-room, to which her children had been +shown. A good-natured maid, seeing the boys' clothes were damp, had +lighted a fire, and they were kneeling round it, having been provided +with bread and butter and milk. Intelligent, truthful, good-looking boys +they were, with clear skins and bright, honest eyes, and open +countenances. Janey had fallen asleep on a chair, her flaxen curls +making her a pillow on its elbow. The boys crowded to one side of the +fireplace when their mother came in, leaving the larger space for her; +and William rose and gave her a chair. Mrs. Halliburton sat down, having +laid on the table a Book of Common Prayer, which she had brought in her +hand. + +"Mamma, I hope papa will not be ill!" + +"Oh, William, I fear it. Such a terrible wetting! And to be so long in +it! How is it that he was so much worse than you are?" + +"Because he sat at the end, and the gentleman next him did not hold the +umbrella over him at all. When it came on to rain, some of the +passengers had umbrellas and some had not, so they were divided for the +best. We three had one between us, and we were wedged in between two fat +old men, who helped to keep us dry. What a pity there was not a place +for papa inside!" + +"Yes; or if he would only have taken mine!" cried Mrs. Halliburton. "A +wetting would not have hurt me, as it may hurt him. What place did they +call that, William, where I got out to ask him to change?" + +"Bromsgrove Lickey. Mamma, you have had no tea!" + +"I do not care for any," she sighed. Hers was a hopeful nature; but +something within her, this evening, seemed to whisper of trial for the +future. She turned to the table, where stood the remains of the +children's meal, cut a piece of bread from the loaf, and slowly spread +it with butter. Then she poured out a little milk. + +"Dear mamma, do have some tea!" cried William; "that's nothing but our +milk and water." + +She shook her head and took the milk. Tea would only be an additional +expense, and she was too completely dispirited to care what she drank. + +"I will read now," she said, taking up the Prayer-book. "And afterwards, +I think, you had better say your prayers here, near the fire, as you +have been so wet." + +She chose a short psalm, and read it aloud. Then the children knelt +down, each at a separate chair, to say their prayers in silence. Not as +children's prayers are sometimes hurried over, knelt they; but with +lowly reverence, their heads bowed, their young hearts lifted, never +doubting but they were heard by God. They had been trained in a good +school. + +Did you ever have a sale of old things? Goods and chattels which may +have served your purpose and looked well in their places, seem so old +when they come to be exhibited that you feel half-ashamed of them? And +as to the sum they realise--you will not have much trouble in hoarding +it. Had Mr. Halliburton known the small sum that would be the result of +his sale; had Jane dreamt that they would go for an "old song," they had +never consented to part with them. Better have been at the cost of +carrying them to Helstonleigh. Their bedding, blankets, etc., they did +take: and it was well they did so. + +I feel almost afraid to tell you how very little money they had in hand +when they arrived. All their worldly wealth was little more than a +hundred and twenty pounds. Debts had to be paid before leaving London; +and it cost money to give up their house without notice, for their +landlord was severe. + +One hundred and twenty pounds! And with this they had to buy fresh +furniture, and to live until teaching came in. A forlorn prospect on +which to recommence the world! No wonder that Jane shunned even tea at +the inn, or any other expense that might lessen their funds! But hope is +buoyant in the human heart: and unless it were so, half the world might +lay themselves down to die. + +Morning came: a bright, sunny, beautiful morning after the rain. Not, +apparently, had Mr. Halliburton suffered. His limbs felt a little stiff, +but that would go off before the day closed. Their plans were to take a +small house, as cheap a one as they could find, in accordance with--you +really must for once excuse the word--gentility. That--a tolerably fair +appearance--was necessary to Mr. Halliburton's success as a teacher. + +"A dry, healthy spot, a little way out of the town," mused the landlord +of the "Star," to whom they communicated their desire. "The London Road +would be the place then. And you probably will find there such a house +as you require." + +They found their way to the London Road--a healthy suburb of the town; +and there discovered a house they thought might suit them: a +semi-detached house of good appearance, inclosed by iron railings, and +standing a little back from the road. A sitting-room was on either side +the entrance, a kitchen at the back. Three bedrooms were above; and +above these again was a garret. A small garden was behind the house; and +beyond that was a field, which did not belong to them. The adjoining +house was similar to this one; but that possessed a large and productive +garden. An inmate of that house showed them over this one, dressed as a +Quakeress. Her features were plain, but her complexion was fair and +delicate, and she had calm blue eyes. + +"The rent of the house is thirty-two pounds per annum," she said, in +reply to Mrs. Halliburton's question. "It belongs to Thomas Ashley; but +thee must not apply to him. I will furnish thee with the address of the +agent, who has the letting of Friend Ashley's houses. It is Anthony +Dare. You will find the house pleasant and healthy, if you decide upon +it," she added, speaking to both of them. + +The latter name had struck upon Mr. Halliburton's ear. "Jane!" he +whispered to his wife, "that must be the Mr. Dare who married my cousin, +Julia Cooper. His name was Anthony Dare." + +Mr. Halliburton proceeded alone to the office of Mr. Dare, the gentleman +you met at Mr. Cooper's; Mrs. Halliburton returning to her children at +the hotel. They had decided to take the house. Mr. Dare was not at home. +"In London, with his wife," the head clerk said. But the clerk had power +to let the house. Mr. Halliburton gave him some particulars with regard +to himself, and they were considered satisfactory; but he did not +mention that he was related to Mrs. Dare. + +The next thing was about furniture. The clerk directed Mr. Halliburton +to a warehouse where both new and second-hand things might be obtained, +and he proceeded to it, calling in at the "Star" for his wife. She knew +a great deal more about furniture than he. They did the best they could, +spending about fifty pounds. A Kidderminster carpet was bought for the +best sitting-room. The other room, which was to be Mr. Halliburton's +study, and the bedrooms, went for the present without any. "We will buy +all those things when we have succeeded a bit," said Mr. Halliburton. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +ANNA LYNN. + + +They slept that night again at the "Star," and the following morning +early, they and their furniture took possession together of the house. A +busy day they found it, arranging things. Jane--who had determined, as +the saying runs, "to put her shoulder to the wheel," not only on this +day, but on future days--did not intend to engage a regular servant. +That, like the carpets, might be indulged in as they succeeded; but in +the mean time she thought a young girl might be found who would come in +for a few hours daily, and do what they wanted done. + +In the course of the morning, the fair, pleasant face of the Quakeress +was seen approaching the back door from the garden. She wore a lilac +print gown, a net kerchief crossed under it on her neck, and the +peculiar net cap, with its high caul and neat little border. + +"I have stepped in to ask if I can help thee with thy work," she began. +"Thee hast plenty to do, setting things straight, and thy husband does +not look strong. I will aid if thee pleasest." + +"You are very kind to be so thoughtful for a stranger," replied Jane, +charmed with the straightforward frankness of the Quakeress. "I hope you +will first tell me to whom I am indebted." + +"Thee can call me Patience," was the ready reply. "I live next door, +with Samuel Lynn and his daughter Anna. His wife died soon after the +child was born. I was related to Anna Lynn; and when she was departing +she sent for me, and begged me not to leave her child, unless Samuel +should take unto himself another wife. But that appears to be far from +his thoughts. He loves the child much; she is as the apple of his eye." + +"Is Mr. Lynn in business?" asked Jane. + +"Not on his own account now. He was a glove manufacturer, as a young +man, but he had not a large capital; and when the British ports were +opened for the admission of gloves from the French, it ruined him--as it +did many others in the city. Only the rich masters could stand that. +Numbers went then." + +"Went!" echoed Jane. "Went where?" + +"To ruin. Ah! I remember it: though it is a long time ago now. It was, I +think, in the year 1825. I cannot describe to thee the distress and +destruction it brought upon this city, until then so flourishing. The +manufacturers had to close their works, and the men went about the +streets starving." + +"Did the distress continue long?" + +"For weeks, and months, and years. The town will never be again, in that +respect, what it has been. Samuel Lynn was a man of integrity, and he +gave up business while he could pay everyone, and accepted the post of +manager in the manufactory of Thomas Ashley. Thomas Ashley is one of the +first manufacturers in the city, as his father was before him. When thee +shall know the place and the people better, thee will find that there is +not a name more respected throughout Helstonleigh than that of Thomas +Ashley." + +"I suppose he is a rich man?" + + +"Yes, he is rich," replied Patience, who was as busy with her hands as +she was in talking. "His household is expensive, and he keeps his open +and his close carriages; but for all that he must be putting by money. +It is not for his riches that Thomas Ashley is respected, but for his +high character. There is not a more just man living than Thomas Ashley; +there is not a manufacturer in the town who is so considerate and kind +to his workmen. His rate of wages is on the highest scale, and he is +incapable of oppression. He has a son and daughter. He, the boy, causes +him much uneasiness and cost." + +"Is he--not steady?" hastily asked Jane. + +"Bless thee, it is not that!" was the laughing answer of Patience. "He +is but a young boy yet. When he was fourteen months old, the nurse let +him fall from her arms, from the first landing to the hall below. At +first they thought he was not hurt: Margaret Ashley herself thought it; +the doctors thought it. But in a little time injury grew apparent. It +lay in one of the hips; he is often in great pain, and will be lame for +life. Abscess after abscess forms in the hip. They take him to the +sea-side; to doctors in London; but nothing cures him. A beautiful boy +as you ever saw; but his hurt renders him peevish. He is fond of books; +and David Byrne, who is a Latin and Greek scholar, goes daily to +instruct him; but the boy is thrown back by his fits of illness. It is a +great grief to Thomas and Margaret Ashley. They----Why, Anna, is it +thee? What dost thou do here?" + +Mrs. Halliburton turned from the kitchen cupboard, where she and +Patience were arranging crockery, to behold a little girl who was no +doubt Anna Lynn. Dark blue eyes were deeply set beneath their long +lashes, which lay on a damask and dimpled cheek; her pretty teeth shone +like pearls between her smiling lips, and her chestnut hair fell in a +mass of careless curls upon her neck. Never, Mrs. Halliburton thought, +had she seen a face so lovely. Jane was a pretty child; but Jane faded +into nothing in comparison with the vision standing there. + +"Thee has thy cap off again, Anna!" cried the Quakeress, with some +asperity of tone. "Art thee not ashamed to be so bold?--going about with +thy head uncovered!" + +"The cap came off, Patience," gently responded Anna. She had a sweetly +timid manner; a modest expression. + +"Thee need not tell me what is untrue. When the cap is tied on, it will +not come off, unless purposely removed. Go home and put it on. Thee may +come back again. Perhaps Friend Halliburton will permit thee to stay +awhile with her children, who are arranging their books in the study. Is +thy French lesson learnt?" + +"Not quite," replied Anna, running away. + +She returned with a pretty little white net cap on, the model of that +worn by Patience. Her luxuriant curls were pushed under it, and the +crimped border rested on the fair forehead. + +"Nay, there is no call to put all thy hair out of sight, child," said +Patience. "Where are thy combs." + +"In my hair, Patience." + +Patience took off the cap, formed two flat curls, by means of the combs, +on either side the temples, put the cap on again, and tucked the rest of +the hair smoothly under it. Mrs. Halliburton then took Anna's hand, and +led her to her own children. + +"What a pity it is to hide her hair!" she said afterwards to Patience. + +"Dost thee think so? It is the custom with our people. Anna's hair is +fine, and of a curly nature. Brush it as I will, it curls; and she has +acquired a habit of taking her cap off when I am not watching. Her +father, I grieve to say, will let her sit by the hour together, her hair +down, as thee saw it now, and her cap anywhere. I believe he thinks +nothing she does is wrong. I talk to him much." + +"I never saw a more beautiful child!" said Jane, warmly. + +"I grant thee that she is fair; but she is eleven years old now, and her +vanity should be checked. She is sometimes invited to the Ashleys', +where she sees the mode in which Mary Ashley is dressed, according to +the fashion of the world, and it sets her longing. Samuel Lynn will not +listen to me. He is pleased that his child should be received there as +Mary Ashley's equal; he cannot forget the time when he was in a good +position himself." + +"Who teaches Anna?" + +"She attends a small school for Friends, kept by Ruth Darby. It is the +holidays now. Her father educates her well. She learns French and +drawing, and other branches of study suitable for girls. Take care! let +me help thee with that heavy table." + +Presently they went to see how things were getting on in the study. Jane +could not keep her eyes from the face of that lovely child. It partly +hindered her work, which there was little need of on that busy day; a +day so busy that they were all glad when it was over, and they were at +liberty to retire to rest. + +Rarely had Jane witnessed so beautiful a view as that which met her +sight the following morning, when she drew up her blind. The previous +day had been hazy--nothing was to be seen; now the atmosphere had +cleared. The great extent of scenery spread around, the green fields, +the growing corn, the sparkling rivulets, the woods with their darker +and their brighter trees, the undulating slopes--all were charming. But +beyond all, and far more charming, bounding the landscape in the distant +horizon, stretched the long chain of the far-famed Malvern Hills. As +the sun cast upon them its light and shade, their outline so clearly +depicted against the sky, and their white villas peeping out from the +trees at their base--Jane felt that she could have gazed for ever. A +wondrous picture is that of Malvern, as seen from Helstonleigh in the +freshness of the early morning. + +"Edgar!" she impulsively exclaimed, turning to the bed--for Mr. +Halliburton had not risen--"you never saw anything more beautiful than +the view from this window. I am sure half the Londoners never dreamt of +anything like it." + +There was no reply. "Perhaps he may be still asleep," she thought. But +upon approaching the bed, she saw that his eyes were open. + +"Jane," he gasped, "I am ill." + +"Ill!" she repeated, a spasm darting through her heart. + +"Every limb is paining me. My head aches, and I am burning with fever. I +have felt it coming on all night." + +She bent down; she felt his hands and his hot face--all burning, as he +said, with fever. + +"We must call in a doctor," she quietly said, suppressing every sign of +dismay, that it might not agitate him. "I will ask Patience to recommend +one." + +"Yes; better have a doctor at once. What will become of us? If I should +be going to have an illness----" + +"Stay, Edgar; do not give way to sad anticipations," she gently said. "A +brave mind, you know, goes half way towards a cure. It is the effect of +that wetting; the cold must have been smouldering within you." + +Smouldering only to burst out the fiercer for delay. Patience spoke in +favour of their own medical man, a Mr. Parry, who lived near them and +had a large practice. He came; and pronounced the malady to be rheumatic +fever. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +ILLNESS. + + +For nine weeks Mr. Halliburton never left his bed. His wife was worn to +a shadow; what with waiting upon him, and battling with her anxiety. Her +body was weary, her heart was sick. Do _you_ know the cost of illness? +Jane knew it then. + +In two weeks more he could leave his easy-chair and crawl about the +room; and by that time he was all eagerness to commence his operations +for the future. + +"I must have some cards printed, Jane," he cried, one morning. "'Mr. +Halliburton, Professor of Classics and Mathematics, late of King's +Col--'--or should it be simply 'Edgar Halliburton?'" he broke off, to +deliberate. "I wonder what the custom may be, down here?" + +"I think you should wait until you are stronger, before you order your +cards," was Jane's reply. + +"But I can be getting things in train, Jane. I have been--how many weeks +is it now?" + +"Eleven." + +"To be sure. It was June when we came; it is now September. I have been +obliged to neglect the boys' lessons, too!" + +"They have been very good and quiet; have gone on with their lessons +themselves. If we have trouble in other ways, we have a blessing in our +children, Edgar. They are thoroughly loving and dutiful." + +"I don't know the ordinary terms of the neighbourhood," he resumed, +after an interval of silence. "And--I wonder if people will want +references? Jane"--after another silence--"you must put your things on, +and go to Mrs. Dare's." + +"To Mrs. Dare's!" she echoed. "Now? I don't know her." + +"Never mind about not knowing her," he eagerly continued. "She is my +cousin. You must ask whether they will allow themselves to be referred +to. Peach will allow it also, I am quite certain. Do go, Jane." + +Invalids in the weak state of Mr. Halliburton are apt to be restlessly +impatient when the mind is set upon any plan or project. Jane found that +it would vex him much if she declined to go to Mrs. Dare, and she +prepared for the visit. Patience directed her to their residence. + +It was situated at the opposite end of Helstonleigh. A handsome house, +inclosed in a high wall, and bearing the imposing title of "Pomeranian +Knoll." Jane entered the iron gates, walked round the carriage drive +that inclosed the lawn, and rang the house bell. A showy footman in +light blue livery, with a bunch of cords on his shoulder, answered it. + +"Can I see Mrs. Dare?" + +"What name, ma'am?" + +Jane gave in one of her visiting cards, wondering whether that was not +too grand a proceeding, considering the errand upon which she had come. +She was shown into an elegant room, to the presence of Mrs. Dare. That +lady was in a costly morning dress, with chains, rings, bracelets, and +other glittering jewellery about her: as she had worn the evening you +saw her beside Mr. Cooper's death-bed. + +"Mrs. Halliburton?" she was repeating in doubt, when Jane entered, her +eyes strained on the card. "What Mrs. Halliburton?" she added, not very +civilly, turning her eyes upon Jane. + +Jane explained. The wife of Edgar Halliburton, Mrs. Dare's cousin. + +Mrs. Dare's presence of mind wholly forsook her. She grew deathly +white; she caught at a chair for support; she was utterly unable to +speak or to conceal her agitation. Jane could only look at her in +amazement, wondering whether she was seized with sudden illness. + + +A few moments and she recovered herself. She took a seat, motioned Jane +to another, and asked, as she might have asked of any stranger, what her +business might be. Jane explained it, somewhat at length. + +Mrs. Dare's surprise was great. She could not or would not understand; +and her face flushed a deep red, and again grew deadly pale. "Edgar +Halliburton come to live in Helstonleigh!" she repeated. "And you say +you are his wife?" + +"I am his wife," was the reply of Jane, spoken with quiet dignity. + + +"_What_ is it that you say he has in view, in coming here?" + +"I beg your pardon; I thought I had explained." And Jane went over the +ground again--why he had been obliged to leave London, and his reasons +for settling in Helstonleigh. + +"You could not have come to a worse place," said Mrs. Dare, who appeared +to be annoyed almost beyond repression. "Masters of all sorts are so +plentiful here that they tread on each other's heels." + +Discouraging news! And Jane's heart beat fast on hearing it. "My husband +thought you and Mr. Dare would kindly interest yourselves for him. He +knows that Mr. Peach will----" + +"No," interrupted Mrs. Dare, in decisive tones. "For Edgar Halliburton's +own sake I must decline to recommend him; or, indeed, to interfere at +all. It would only encourage fallacious hopes. Masters are here in +abundance--I speak of private masters; they don't find half enough to +do. Schools are also plentiful. The best thing will be to go to some +place where there is a better opening, and not to settle himself here at +all!" + +"But we have already settled here," replied Jane. + +A thought suddenly struck Mrs. Dare. "It can never be Edgar who has +taken Mr. Ashley's cottage in the London Road? I remember the name was +said to be Halliburton." + + +"The same. It was let to us by Mr. Dare's clerk." + +Mrs. Dare sat biting her lips. That she was grievously annoyed was +evident, but in deference to good manners, which were partially +returning to her, she strove to repress its signs. "I presume your +husband is poor, Mrs. Halliburton?" + +"We are very poor." + +"It is generally the case with teachers, as I have observed. Well, I +can only give one answer to your application--that we must decline all +interference. I hope Edgar will not think of applying again to us upon +the subject." + +Jane rose. Mrs. Dare remained seated. And yet she prided herself upon +her good breeding! + +"I had forgotten a question which my husband particularly desired me to +ask," Jane said, turning back, as she was moving to the door. "Edgar saw +by the papers that his uncle, Mr. Cooper, died the beginning of the +year. Did he remember him on his death-bed, so far as to send a message +of reconciliation?" + +Strange to say, the countenance of Mrs. Dare again changed; now to a +burning heat, now to a livid pallor. She hesitated in her answer. + +"Yes," she said at length. "Mr. Cooper so far relented as to send him +his forgiveness. 'Tell my nephew Edgar, if you ever see him, that I am +sorry for my harshness; that I would treat him differently were the time +to come over again.' I do not remember the precise words; but they were +to that effect. There is no doubt that he would have wished to be +reconciled; but time did not allow it. I should have written to Edgar of +this, had I been acquainted with his address." + +"A letter addressed to King's College would always have found him. But +he will be glad to hear this. He also bade me ask how Mr. Cooper's money +was left--if you would kindly give him the information." + +Mrs. Dare bent her head. She was busy playing with her bracelet. "The +will was proved in Doctors' Commons. Edgar Halliburton may see it by +paying a shilling there." + +It was not a gracious answer, and Jane paused. "He cannot go to Doctors' +Commons; he is not in London," she gently said. + +Mrs. Dare raised her head. A look, speaking plainly of defiance, had +settled itself on her features. "It was left to me; the whole of it, +except a few trifling legacies to his servants. What could Edgar +Halliburton expect?" + +"I am sure that he did not expect anything," observed Jane. "Though I +believe a hope has sometimes crossed his mind that Mr. Cooper might at +the last relent, and remember him." + +"Nay," said Mrs. Dare, "he had behaved too disobediently for that. +First, in opposing his uncle's wishes that he should enter into +business; secondly, in his marriage." + +"In his marriage!" echoed Jane, a flush rising to her own face. + +"It was so. Mr. Cooper was exceedingly exasperated when he heard that +Edgar had married. He looked upon the marriage, I believe, as +undesirable for him in a pecuniary point of view. You must pardon my +speaking of this to you personally. You appear to wish for the truth." + +The flush on Jane's face deepened to crimson. + +"It is true that I had no money," she said. "But I am the daughter of a +clergyman, and was reared a gentlewoman!" + +"I suppose my uncle thought Edgar Halliburton should have married a +fortune. However all that is past and gone, and it will do no good to +recall it. I am sorry that you should have been so ill-advised for your +own interests as to fix on this place to come to." + +Mrs. Dare rose. She had sat all this time; Jane had stood. "Tell Edgar, +from me, that I am sorry to hear of his illness. Tell him there is no +possible chance of success for him in Helstonleigh; no opening whatever! +When I say that I hope he will speedily remove to some place less +overdone with masters, I speak only in his own interest!" + +She rang the bell as she spoke, and gave Jane the tips of two of her +fingers. The footman held open the hall door, and bowed her out. Jane +went down the gravel sweep, determined never again to trouble Mrs. Dare. + +"Joseph!" cried Mrs. Dare, sharply. + +"Ma'am?" + +"Should that lady ever call again, I am not at home, remember!" + +"Very well, ma'am," was the man's reply. + +Mrs. Dare did not stay to hear it. She had flown upstairs to her room in +trepidation. There she attired herself hastily and went out, bending her +steps towards Mr. Dare's office. It was situated at the end of the town; +and the door displayed a brass plate: "Mr. Dare, Solicitor." + +Mrs. Dare entered the outer room. "Is Mr. Dare alone?" she asked of the +clerks. + +"No, ma'am. Mr. Ashley is with him." + +Chafing at the answer, for she was in a mood of great impatience, of +inward tremor, Mrs. Dare waited for a few minutes. Mr. Ashley came out. +A man of nearly forty years, rather above the middle height, with a +fresh complexion, dark eyes, and well-formed features. A +benevolent-looking, good man. His wife was a cousin of Mr. Dare's. + +Mr. Dare was seated at his table in his own room when his wife came in. +She had turned again of an ashy paleness, and she dropped into a chair +near to him. + +"What is the matter?" he asked in astonishment. "Are you ill?" + +"I think I shall die," she gasped. "I have had a mortal fright, +Anthony." + +Mr. Dare rose. He was about to get her some water, or to call for it, +but she caught his arm. "Stay, and hear me! Stay! Anthony, those +Halliburtons have come to Helstonleigh. Come to live here!" + +Mr. Dare's mouth opened. "What Halliburtons?" he presently asked. + +"_They._ He has come here to settle. He wants to teach; and his wife has +been with me, asking us to be referees. Of course I put the stopper upon +that. The idea of _our_ having poor relations in the town who get their +living by teaching!" + +A very disagreeable idea indeed; for those who were playing first +fiddle in the place, and expected to play it still. But not for that did +the man and wife stand gazing at each other; and the naturally bold look +on Mr. Dare's face had faded considerably just then. + +"She asked about the will," said Mrs. Dare, dropping her voice to a +whisper, and looking round with a shiver. "I thought I should have died +with fear." + +Mr. Dare rallied his courage. Any little reminiscence that may have +momentarily disturbed his equanimity he shook off, and was his own bold +self again. + +"Nonsense, Julia! What is there to fear? The will is proved and acted +upon. Whatever the old man may have uttered to us in his death ramblings +was heard by ourselves alone. If any one _had_ heard it, I should not +much care. A will's a will all the world over; and to act against it +would be illegal." + +Mrs. Dare sat wiping her brow and gathering up _her_ courage. It came +back by slow degrees. + +"Anthony, we must get them out of Helstonleigh. For more reasons than +one we must get them out. They are in that house of Mr. Ashley's." + +He looked surprised. "They! Ay, to be sure: the name in the books is +Halliburton. It never occurred to me that it could be they. I wonder if +they are poor?" + +"Very poor, the wife said." + +"Just so," said Mr. Dare, with a pleasant smile. "I'll not ask for the +rent this quarter, but let it go on a bit. We may get them out, Mrs. +Dare." + +You need not be told that Anthony Dare and his wife had omitted to act +upon Mr. Cooper's dying injunction. At the time they did really intend +to fulfil it; they were not thieves or forgers. But Edgar Halliburton +was not present to remind them of his claims: and, when the money came +to be realised, to be in their own hands, there it was suffered to +remain. Waiting for him, of course; they did not know precisely where to +find him, and did not take any trouble to inquire. Very tempting and +useful they found the money. A large portion of their own share went in +paying back debts, for they lived at an extravagant rate; and--and in +short they had intrenched upon that other share, and could not now have +paid it over had they been ever so willing to do so. No wonder that Mrs. +Dare had felt as one in mortal fear when she met Jane Halliburton face +to face! + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A CHRISTMAS DREAM. + + +Winter had come to Helstonleigh: frost hovered in the air and rested on +the ground. How was Mr. Halliburton? He had never once been out since +his illness, and he sat by the fire when he did not lie in bed, and his +cough was racking him. He might, and probably would, have recovered +health under more favourable auspices, but anxiety of mind was killing +him. Their money was dwindling to a close, and delicacies they dared not +get for him. Mr. Halliburton would say he did not require them; could +not eat them if they were procured. Poor man! he craved for them in his +inmost heart. Strange to say, he did not see his own danger. Or, rather, +it would have been strange but that similar cases are met with every +day. "When this cold weather has passed, and spring is in, then I shall +get up my strength," was his constant cry. "Then I shall set about my +work in earnest, and make my arrival and my plans known to Peach. It has +been of no use troubling him beforehand." False, false hopes! fond, +delusive hopes! + +Dr. Carrington had said that if he _took care_ of himself, he might live +and be well. The other doctors had said the same. And there was no +reason to doubt their judgment. But they had not bargained for an attack +of rheumatic fever, or for the increased injury to the lungs which the +same cause, that past soaking, had induced. + +On Christmas Eve, he and Jane were sitting over the fire in the +twilight. He could come downstairs now; indeed, he did not appear to be +so ill as he really was. The surgeon who attended him in the fever had +been discharged long ago. "There's nothing the matter with me now but +debility; and, only time will bring me out of that," Mr. Halliburton +said, when he dismissed him. Jane was hopeful; more hopeful by fits and +starts than continuously so; but she did really believe he might get +well when winter had passed. They were sitting beside the fire, when a +great bustle interrupted them. All the children trooped in at once, with +the noise it is the delight of children not to stir without. Frank, who +had been out, had entered the house with his arms full of holly and ivy, +his bright face glowing with excitement. The others were attending him +to show off the prize. + +"Look at all this Christmas, mamma!" cried he. "I have bought it." + +"Bought it?" repeated Jane. "My dear Frank, did I not tell you we must +do without Christmas this year?" + +"But it cost nothing, mamma. Only a penny!" + +Jane sighed. She did not say to the children that even a penny was no +longer "nothing." + +"You know that penny I have kept in my pocket a long while," went on +Frank in excitement, addressing the assemblage. "Well, I thought if +mamma would not buy some Christmas, I would." + +"But you did not buy all that for a penny, Frank? We should pay sixpence +for it in London." + +"I did, though, mamma. I had it of that old man who lives in the cottage +higher up the road, with the big garden to it. He was going to cut me +more, but I told him this was plenty. You should have seen the heaps he +gave a woman for twopence: she wanted a wheelbarrow to carry it away." + +Janey clapped her hands, and began to dance. "I shall help you to dress +the rooms! We must have a merry Christmas!" + +Mr. Halliburton drew her to him. "Yes, we must have a merry Christmas, +must we not, Janey? Jane"--turning to his wife--"can you manage to have +a nice dinner for us? Christmas only comes once a year." + +He looked up with his haggard face: very much as though he were longing +for a nice dinner then. + +"I will see what I can do," said Jane in reply, smothering down another +sigh. "I am going out presently to the butcher's. A joint of beef will +be best; and though the pudding's a plain one, I hope it will be good. +Yes, we must keep Christmas." + +Christmas-day dawned, and in due time they assembled as usual. Jane +intended to go to church that day. During her husband's illness she had +been obliged to send the children alone. They had been trained to know +what church meant, and did not require some one with them to keep them +in order there. A good thing if the same could be said of all children! + +It was a clear, bright morning, cold and frosty. Mr. Halliburton came +down just as they were starting. + +"I feel so much better to-day!" he exclaimed. "I could almost go with +you myself. Jane"--smiling at her look of consternation--"you need not +be startled: I do not intend to attempt it. William, you are not ready." + +"Mamma said I was to stay with you, papa." + +"Stay with me! There's not the least necessity for that. I tell you all +I am feeling better to-day--quite well. You can go with the rest, +William." + +William looked at his mother, and for a moment Jane hesitated. Only for +a moment. "I would rather he remained, Edgar," she said. "Betsy will be +gone by twelve o'clock. Indeed, I should not feel comfortable at the +thought of your being alone." + +"Oh, very well," replied Mr. Halliburton, quite gaily. "I suppose you +must remain, William, or we shall have mamma leaving when the service is +only half over to see whether I have not fallen into the fire." + +Jane had all the household care upon her shoulders now, and a great +portion of the household work. Though an active domestic manager, she +had known nothing practically of the more menial work of a house; she +knew it only too well now. The old saying is a very true one: "Necessity +makes us acquainted with strange bedfellows." This young girl, Betsy, +who came in part of each day to assist, was almost as much trouble as +profit. She had said to Jane on Christmas Eve: "If you please, mother +says I am to be at home to-morrow, if it's convenient." I am! However, +Jane and the young lady came to a compromise. She was to go home at +twelve and come back later to wash up the dishes. Of course it entailed +upon Jane all the trouble of preparing dinner. + +Have you ever known one of these cases yourself? Where a lady--a lady, +mind you, as Jane was--has had to put aside her habits of refinement, +pin up her gown, and turn to and cook; roast the meat and boil potatoes, +and all the ether essential items? Many a one is doing it now in real +life. Jane Halliburton was not a solitary example. The pudding had been +made the day before and partly boiled: it was now on the fire, boiling +again, and the rest of the dinner she would do on her return from +church. + +It was something wonderful, the improvement in Mr. Halliburton's health +that day. He took his part with William in reading the psalms and +lessons while the rest were at church: it was what he had been unable to +do for a long time in consequence of his cough and laboured breathing. +The duty over, he lay back in his chair; in thought apparently, not +exhaustion. + +"Peace on earth, and good will towards men!" he repeated presently, in a +fervent, but somewhat absent tone. "William, my boy, I think peace must +be coming to me at last. I do feel so well." + +"What peace, papa?" asked William, puzzled. + +"The peace of renewed health, of hope; freedom from worry. The Christmas +season and the bright day have taken away all my despondency. Let me go +on like this, and in another month I shall be out and at work." + +William's eyes sparkled. He fully believed it all. Boys are sanguine. + +They were to dine at three o'clock, and Jane did her best to prepare it. +During the process, Patience appeared at the back door with a plate of +oranges. "Will thee accept of these for thy children?" asked she. + +"How kind you are!" exclaimed Jane, in a grateful impulse, as she +thought of her children. Of such little treats they had latterly enjoyed +a scanty share. "Patience, I hope you did not buy them purposely?" + +"Had I had to buy them, thee would not have seen them," returned the +candid Quakeress. "A friend of Samuel Lynn's, who lives at Bristol, +sends us a small case every winter. When I was unpacking it this morning +I said to him, 'The young ones at the next door would be pleased with a +few of these'; but he did not answer. Thee must not think him selfish; +he is not a selfish man; but he cannot bear to see anything go beside +the child. Anna looked at him eagerly; she would have been pleased to +send half the box: and he saw it. 'Take in a few, Patience,' he cried." + +"I am much obliged to him, and to you also," repeated Jane. "Patience, +Mr. Halliburton is so much better to-day! Go in, and see him." + +Patience went into the parlour, carrying the oranges with her. When she +came out again there was a grave expression on her serene face. + +"Thee will do well not to count upon this apparent improvement in thy +husband." + +Jane's heart went down considerably. "I do not exactly count upon it, +Patience," she confessed; "but he does seem to have changed so much for +the better that I feel in greater spirits than I have felt this many a +day. His cough seems almost well." + +"I do not wish to throw a damp upon thee; still, were I thee, I would +not reckon upon it. These sudden improvements sometimes turn out to have +been deceitful. Fare thee well!" + +Jane went into the parlour. The children were gathered round the plate +of oranges. "Mamma, do look!" cried Janey. "Are they not good? There +are six: one apiece for us all. I wonder if papa could eat one? Gar, you +are not to touch. Papa, could you eat an orange?" + +Unseen by the children, Mr. Halliburton had been straining his eager +gaze upon the oranges. His mouth parched with inward fever, his throat +dry, they appeared, coming thus unexpectedly before him, what the +long-wished-for spring of water is to the fainting traveller in the +desert. Jane caught the look, and handed the plate to him. "You would +like one, Edgar?" + +"I am thirsty," he said, in tones savouring of apology, for the oranges +seemed to belong to the children rather than to him. "I think I must eat +mine before dinner. Cut it into four, will you?" + +He took up one of the quarters. "It is delicious!" he exclaimed. "It is +so refreshing!" + +The children stood around and watched him. They enjoyed oranges, but +scarcely with a zest so intense as that. + +When Jane returned to the kitchen, she found a helpmate. The maid from +next door, Grace, a young Quakeress, fair and demure, was standing +there. She had been sent by Patience to do what she could for half an +hour. "How considerate she is!" thought grateful Jane. + +They dined in comfort, Grace waiting on them. Afterwards the oranges +were placed upon the table. Master Gar caught up the plate, and +presented it to his mother. "Papa has had his," quoth he. + +"Not for me, Gar," said Jane. "I do not eat oranges. I will give mine to +papa." + +The three younger children speedily attacked theirs. William did not. He +left his by the side of the one rejected by his mother, and set the +plate by Mr. Halliburton. + +"Do you intend these for me, William?" + +"Yes, papa." + +Frank looked surprised. "William, you don't mean to say you are not +going to eat your orange? Why, you were as glad as any of us when they +came." + +"I eat oranges when I want them," observed William, with an affectation +of carelessness, which betrayed a delicacy of feeling that might have +done honour to one older than he. "I have had too good a dinner to care +about oranges." + +Mr. Halliburton drew William towards him, and looked steadfastly into +his face with a meaning smile. "Thank you, my darling," he whispered: +and William coloured excessively as he sat down. + +Mr. Halliburton ate the oranges, and appeared as if he could have eaten +as many more. Then he leaned his head back on the pillow which was +placed over his chair, and presently fell asleep. + +"Be very still, dear children," whispered Jane. + +They looked round, saw why they were to be still, and hushed their busy +voices. William pulled a stool to his mother's feet, and took his seat +on it, holding her hand between his. + +"Papa will soon be well again now," he softly said. "Don't you think so, +mamma?" + +"Indeed I hope he will," she answered. + +"But don't you _think_ it?" he persisted; and Jane detected an anxiety +in his tone. Could there have been a shadow of fear upon the boy's own +heart? "He said mamma, whilst you were at church, that in another month +he should be strong again." + +"Not quite so soon as that, I fear, William. He has been so much +reduced, you know. Later: if he goes on as well as he appears to be +going on now." + +Jane set the children to that renowned game. "Cross questions and +crooked answers." You may have had the pleasure of playing it: if so, +you will remember that it consists chiefly of whispering. It is +difficult to keep children quiet long together. + +"Where am I?" cried a sudden voice, startling the children in the midst +of their silent whispers. + +It came from Mr. Halliburton. He had slept about half an hour, and was +now looking round in bewilderment, his head starting away from the +pillow. "Where am I?" he repeated. + +"You have been asleep, papa," cried Frank. + +"Asleep! Oh, yes! I remember. You are all here, and it is Christmas +Day. I have been dreaming." + +"What about, papa?" + +Mr. Halliburton let his head fall back on the pillow again. He fixed his +eyes on vacancy, and there ensued a silence. The children looked at him. + +"Singular things are dreams," he presently exclaimed. "I thought I was +on a broad, wide road--an immense road, and it was crowded with people. +We were all going one way, stumbling and tripping along----" + +"What made you stumble, papa?" interrupted Janey, whose busy tongue was +ever ready to talk. + +"The road was full of impediments," continued Mr. Halliburton, in a +dreamy tone, as if his mental vision were buried in the scene and he was +relating what had actually occurred. "Stones, and hillocks, and +brambles, and pools of shallow water, and long grass that got entangled +round our feet: nothing but difficulties and hindrances. At the end, in +the horizon, as far as the eye could reach--very, very far away +indeed--a hundred times as far away as the Malvern Hills appear to be +from us--there shone a brilliant light. So brilliant! You have never +seen anything like it in life, for the naked eye could not bear such +light. And yet we seemed to look at it, and our sight was not dazzled!" + +"Perhaps it was fireworks?" interrupted Gar. Mr. Halliburton went on +without heeding him. + +"We were all pressing on to get to the light, though the distant journey +seemed as if it could never end. So long as we kept our eyes fixed on +the light, we could see how we walked, and we passed over the rough +places without fear. Not without difficulty. But still we did pass them, +and advanced. But the moment we took our eyes from the light, then we +were stopped; some fell; some wandered aside, and would not try to go +forward; some were torn by the brambles; some fell into the water; some +stuck in the mud; in short, they could not get on any way. And yet they +knew--at least, it seemed that they knew--that if they would only lift +their eyes to the light, and keep them steadfastly on it, they were +certain to be helped, and to make progress. The few who did keep their +eyes on it--very few they were!--steadily bore onwards. The same +hindrances, the same difficulties were in their path, so that at times +they also felt tempted to despair--to fear they could not get on. But +their fears were groundless. So long as they did not take their eyes +from the light, it guided them in certainty and safety over the rough +places. It was a helper that could not fail; and it was ready to guide +every one--all those millions and millions of travellers. To guide them +throughout the whole of the way until they had gained it." + +The children had become interested and were listening with hushed lips. +"Why did they not all let it guide them?" breathlessly asked William. +"Nothing can be more easy than to keep our eyes on a light that does +not dazzle. What did you do, papa?" + +"It seemed that the light would only shine on one step at a time," +continued Mr. Halliburton, not in answer to William, but evidently +absorbed in his own thoughts. "We could not see further than the one +step, but that was sufficient; for the moment we had taken it, then the +light shone upon another. And so we passed on, progressing to the end, +the light seeming brighter and brighter as we drew near to it." + +"Did you get to it, papa?" + +"I am trying to recollect, William. I seemed to be quite close to it. I +suppose I awoke then." + +Mr. Halliburton paused, still in thought: but he said no more. Presently +he turned to his wife. "Is it nearly tea-time, Jane? I cannot think what +makes me so thirsty." + +"We can have tea now, if you like," she replied. "I will go and see +about it." + +She left the room, and Janey ran after her. In the kitchen, making a +great show and parade of being at work amidst plates and dishes, was a +damsel of fifteen, her hair curiously twisted about her head, and her +round, green eyes wide open. It was Betsy. + +"That was good pudding," cried she, turning her face to Mrs. +Halliburton. "Better than mother's." + +She alluded to a slice which had been given her. Jane smiled. "We want +tea, Betsy." + +"Have it in directly, mum," was Miss Betsy's acquiescent response. + +Scarcely were the words spoken, when a commotion was heard in the +sitting-room. The door was flung open, and the boys called out, the tone +of their voices one of utter alarm. Jane, the child, and the maid, made +but one step to the room. All Jane's fears had flown to "fire." + +Fire had been almost less startling. Mr. Halliburton was lying back on +the pillow with a ghastly face, his mouth, and shirt-front stained with +blood. He could not speak, but he asked assistance with his imploring +eyes. In coughing he had broken a blood-vessel. + +Jane did not faint; did not scream. Her whole heart turned sick, and she +felt that the end had come. Janey sank down on the floor with a faint +cry, and hid her face on the sofa. One glimpse was sufficient for Betsy. +The moment she had taken it, she subsided into a succession of shrieks; +flew out of the house and burst into that of Mr. Lynn. There she +terrified the sober family by announcing that Mr. Halliburton was lying +with his throat cut. + +Mr. Lynn and Patience hurried in, ordering Anna to remain where she was. +They saw what was the matter, and placed him in a better position: +Patience helping Mrs. Halliburton to sponge his face. + +"Shall I get the doctor for thee, friend?" asked the Quaker of Jane. "I +shall bring him quicker, maybe, than one of thy lads would." + +"Oh! yes, yes!" + +"I warned thee not to be sanguine," whispered Patience, when Mr. Lynn +had gone. "I feared it might be only the deceitfulness of the ending." + +The ending! what a confirmation of Jane's own fears! She turned her eyes +despairingly on Patience. + +Mr. Halliburton opened his trembling lips, as though he would have +spoken. Patience stopped him. + +"Thee must not talk, friend. If thee hast need of anything, can thee not +make a sign?" + +He gave them to understand that he wanted water. This was given to him, +and he appeared to be more composed. + +"There is nothing else that I can do just now," observed Patience. "I +will go back and take thy little girl with me. See her, hiding there!" + +Patience did so. Betsy cowered over the fire in the kitchen, and the +three boys and their mother stood round the dying man. + +"Children!" he gasped. + +"Oh, Edgar! do not speak!" interrupted Jane. + +He smiled as he looked at her, very much as though he knew that it did +not matter whether he spoke or remained silent. "I am at the journey's +end, Jane; close to the light. Children," he panted at slow intervals, +"when I told you my dream, I little thought it was only a type of the +present reality. I think it was sent to me that I might tell it you, for +I now see its meaning. You are travelling on to that light, as I thought +I was--as I have been. You will have the same stumbling-blocks to walk +over; none are exempt from them; trials, and temptations, and sorrows, +and drawbacks. But the light is there, ever shining to guide you, for it +is Heaven. Will you always look up to it?" + +He gathered their hands together, and held them between his. The boys, +awe-struck, bewildered with terror and grief, could only gaze in silence +and listen. + +"The light is God, my children. He is above you, and below you, and +round about you everywhere. He is ready to help you at every step and +turn. Make Him your guide; put your whole dependence upon Him, +implicitly trust to Him to lighten your path, so that you may see to +walk in it. He cannot fail. Look up to Him, and you will be unerringly +guided, though it may be--though it probably will be--only step by step. +Never lose your trust in God, and then rest assured He will conduct you +to His own bright ending. Jane, let them take it to their hearts! May +God bless you, my dear ones! and bring you to me hereafter!" + +He ceased, and lay exhausted; his eyes fondly seeking Jane's, her hand +clasped in his. Jane's own eyes were dry and burning, and she appeared +to be unnaturally calm. Gradually the fading eyes closed. In a very +short time the knock of Samuel Lynn was heard at the door. He had +brought the doctor. William, passing his handkerchief over his wet face, +went to open it. + +Mr. Parry stepped into the room, and Jane moved from beside her husband +to give place to him. "He sighed heavily a minute or two ago," she +whispered. + +The surgeon looked at him. He bent his ear to the open mouth, and then +gently unbuttoned the waistcoat, and listened for the beating of the +heart. "His life passed away in that sigh," murmured the doctor to Jane. + +It was even so. Edgar Halliburton had gone into the light. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE FUNERAL. + + +Jane looked around her--looked at all the terrors of her situation. The +first burst of grief over, and a day or two gone on, she could only look +at it. She did not know which way to turn or what to do. It is true she +placed implicit trust in God--in the LIGHT spoken of by her husband when +he was passing away. Throughout her life she had borne an ever-present, +lively trust in God's unchanging care; and she had incessantly striven +to implant the same trust in the minds of her children. But in this +season of dread anxiety, of hopeless bereavement, you will not think +less well of her for hearing that she did give way to despondency, +almost to despair. + +From tears for him who had been the dear partner of her life, to anxiety +for the future of his children--from anxiety for them, to pecuniary +distress and embarrassment--so passed on her hours from Christmas night. +Calm she had contrived to be in the presence of others; but it was the +calm of an aching heart. She dreaded her own reflections. When she rose +in the morning she said, "How shall I bear up through the day?" and when +she went to her bed, it would be, "How shall I drag through the right?" +Tossing, turning, moaning; walking the room in the darkness when no eye +was upon her; kneeling, almost without hope, to pour forth her +tribulations to God--who would believe that, in the daytime, before +others, she could be so apparently serene? Only once did she give way, +and that was the day before the funeral. + +Patience sympathised with her in a reasoning sort of way. It had been +next to impossible for Jane to keep her pecuniary anxiety from Patience, +who advised and assisted her in making the various arrangements. It was +necessary to go to work in the most sparing manner possible; and it +ended in Jane's taking Patience into her full confidence. + +"If thee can but keep a house over thy head, so as to retain thy +children with thee, thee wilt get along. Do not be cast down." + +"Oh, Patience, that is what I have been thinking about--how am I to keep +the house together. I do not see that I can do it." + +"The furniture is thine," observed Patience. "Thee might let two or +three of thy rooms, so as to cover the rent." + +"I have thought all that over and over again to myself," sighed Jane. +"But, Patience--allowing that the rent were made in that way--how are we +to live?" + +"Thee must occupy thy time in some way. Thee can sew! Dost thee know +dress-making?" + +"No--only sufficient of it to make my own plain gowns and Jane's frocks. +As to plain sewing, I could never earn food at it--it is so badly paid. +And there will be the education of my boys, and their clothing." + +"Thee hast anxiety before thee--I see it," said Patience, in a grave +tone. "Still, I would not have thee be cast down. Thee will make thyself +ill, and that will not be the way to mend thy condition." + +Jane sat down, her hands clasped on her knees, her mind viewing her dark +troubles. "If I were but clear, I should have better hope," she said, +lifting her face in its sad sorrow. "Patience, we owe half a year's +rent; and there will be the funeral expenses besides." + +"Hast thee no kindred that would aid thee in thy strait?" + +Jane shook her head. The only "kindred" she possessed in the whole world +was one who had barely enough for his own poor wants--her brother +Francis. + +"Hast thee no little property to dispose of?" continued Patience. +"Watches, or things of that kind?" + +There was her husband's watch. But Jane's pale face crimsoned at the +idea of parting with it in that manner. It was a good watch, and had +long ago been promised to William. + +"I can understand thy flush of aversion," said Patience, kindly. "I +would not be the one to suggest aught to hurt thy feelings; but thy +necessities may leave no alternative." + +A conviction that they would leave none was already stealing over Jane. +She possessed a few trinkets herself, not of much value, and a little +silver. All might have to go, not excepting the watch. "Would there be a +difficulty in disposing of them, Patience?" she asked aloud. + +"None at all: there is the pawn-shop," said the plain-speaking +Quakeress. "I do not know what many would do without it. I can tell thee +that some of the great ones of this city send their plate to it on +occasion. Thee would not like to go to such a place thyself, but thy +servant's mother, Elizabeth Carter, is a discreet woman: she would +render thee this little service. As I tell thee, if thee can only +surmount present difficulties, so as to secure a start, thee may get +on." + +Surmount present difficulties! It seemed to Jane next door to an +impossibility. She had the merest trifle of money left, was in debt, and +without means, so far as she saw, of earning even food. She paid her +last night visit to the room which contained the coffin, and went thence +up to her bed, to toss the night through on her wet pillow, with a +burning brow and an aching heart. + +It was a sad funeral to see, and one of the plainest of the plain. The +clerk of the church, who had condescended to come up to escort it--a +condescension he did not often vouchsafe to poor funerals, for they +afforded nothing good to eat and drink--walked first, without a hatband. +Then came the coffin, covered with a pall, and William and Frank behind +it. Jane had not sent Gar, poor little fellow! She thought he might be +better away. That was all; there were no attendants: the clerk, the two +boys, the coffin, and the men who bore it. + +It was sad to see. The people stopped to look as it went along the +streets, following with their eyes the poor fatherless children. One +young man stood aside, raised his hat, and held it in his hand until the +coffin had passed. But the young man had lived in foreign countries, +where it is the custom to remain uncovered whilst a funeral goes by. + +He was buried at St. Martin's Church; and, singular to say, the +officiating minister was the Rev. Mr. Peach. Mr. Peach did not know who +he was interring: he had taken the service for St. Martin's rector. +William heard his name: how many times had he heard his poor father +mention the name in connection with his hopeful prospects! He burst into +wailing sobs at the thought. Mr. Peach glanced off his book to look +compassionately at the sobbing boy. + +The funeral was over, the last word of the service spoken, the first +shovel of earth flung rattling on to the coffin. The clerk did not pay +the compliment of his escort back again; indeed, there was nothing to +escort but the two boys. They walked alone, with no company but their +hatbands. + +In the evening, at dusk, they were gathered together--Jane and all the +children. Tears seemed to have a respite: they had been shed of late all +too plentifully. + +"I must speak to you, children," said Jane, lifting her head, and +breaking the silence. "I may as well speak now, as let the days go on +first. You are young, but you are old enough to understand me. Do you +know, my darlings, how very sad our position is?" + +"In losing papa?" said Janey, catching her breath. + +"Yes, yes, in losing him," wailed Jane. "For that includes more than you +suspect. But I wish to allude more particularly to the future. My dears, +I do not see what is to become of us. We have no money; and we have no +one to give us any or to lend us any; no one in the wide world." + +The children did not interrupt; only William moved his chair nearer to +hers. She looked so young in her widow's cap: nearly as young as when, +years ago, she had married him who had that day been put out of her +sight for ever. + +"If we can only keep a roof over our heads," continued Jane, speaking +very softly from the effort to subdue her threatening emotion, "we may +perhaps struggle on. Perhaps. But it will be _struggling_; and you do +not know half that the word implies. We may not have enough to eat. We +may be cold and hungry--not once, but constantly; and we shall certainly +have to encounter and endure the slights and humiliations attendant on +extreme poverty. I do not know that we can retain a home; for we may, in +a week or two, be turned from this." + +"But why be turned from this, mamma?" + +"Because there is rent owing, and I have not the means to pay it," she +answered. "I have written to your uncle Francis, but I do not believe he +will be able to help me. He----" + +"Why can't we go back to London to live?" eagerly interrupted little +Gar. "It was so nice there! It was a better home than this." + + +"You forget, Gar, that--that----" here she almost broke down, and had to +pause a minute--"that our income there was earned by papa. He would not +be there to earn it now. No, my dear ones; I have thought the future +over in every way--thought until my brain has become confused--and the +only possible chance that I can see, of our surmounting difficulties, so +as to enable us to exist, is by endeavouring to keep this home. Patience +suggests that I should let part of it. I had already thought of that; +and I shall endeavour to do so. It may cover the rent and taxes. And I +must try and do something else that will find us food." + +The children looked perfectly thunderstruck, especially the two elder +ones, William and Jane. "Do something to find food!" they uttered, +aghast. "Mamma, what do you mean?" + +It is so difficult to make children understand these unhappy +things--those who have been brought up in comfort. Jane sighed, and +explained further. Little desolate hearts they were who listened to her. + + +"William," she resumed, "your poor papa's watch was to have been yours; +but--I scarcely like to tell you--I fear I shall be obliged to dispose +of it to help our necessities." + +A spasm shot across William's face. But, brave-hearted boy that he was, +he would not let his mother see his disappointment, and looked +cheerfully at her. + +"There is one thought that weighs more heavily on my mind than all--your +education. How I shall manage to continue it I do not know. My darlings, +I look upon this only in a degree less essential to you than food: you +know that learning is better than house and land. I do not yet see my +way clear in any way: it is very dark--almost as dark as it can be; and +but for one Friend, I should despair." + +"What friend is that, mamma? Do you mean Patience?" + +"I mean God," replied Jane. "I know that He is a sure refuge to those +who trust in Him. In my saddest moments, when I think how certain that +refuge is, a ray of light flashes over me, bright as that glorious light +in your papa's dream. Oh, my dear children! Perhaps we shall be helped +to struggle on!" + +"Who will buy us new clothes?" cried Frank, dropping upon another phase +of the difficulty. Jane sighed: it was all terribly indistinct. + +"In all the tribulation that will probably come upon us, the +humiliations, the necessities, we must strive for patience to bear them. +You do not yet understand the meaning of the term, _to bear_; but you +will learn it all too soon. You must bear not only for your own sakes, +because it is your lot, and you cannot go from it; not only for mine, +but chiefly because it is the will of God. This affliction could not +have come upon us unless God had permitted it, and I am quite sure, +therefore, that it is in some way sent for our good. We shall not be +utterly miserable if we can keep together in our house. You will aid me +in it, will you not?" + +"In what way, mamma?" they eagerly asked, as if wishing to begin +something then. "What can we do?" + +"You can aid me by being dutiful and obedient; by giving me no +unnecessary anxiety or trouble; by cheerfully making the best of our +privations; and you can strive to retain what you have already learnt by +going diligently over your lessons together. All this will aid and +comfort me." + + +William's tears burst forth, and he laid his head on his mother's lap. +"Oh, mamma dear, I will try and do for you all I can," he sobbed. "I +will indeed." + +"Take comfort, my boy," she whispered, leaning tenderly over him. +"Remember that your last act to your father was a loving sacrifice, in +giving to him the orange that you would have enjoyed. I marked it, +William. My darling children, let us all strive to bear on steadfastly +to that far-off light, ever looking unto God." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +TROUBLE. + + +A week elapsed, after the burial of Mr. Halliburton. By that time Jane +had looked fully into the best and worst of her condition, and had, so +to say, organised her plans. By the disposal of the watch, with what +little silver they possessed, and ornaments of her own, she had been +enabled to discharge the expenses of the funeral and other small debts, +and to retain a trifle in hand for present wants. + +On the last day of the week, Saturday, she received an application for +the rent. A stylish-looking stripling of some nineteen years, with light +eyes and fair hair, called from Mr. Dare to demand it. Jane told him she +could not pay him then, but would write and explain to Mr. Dare. Upon +which the gentleman, whose manners were haughtily condescending, turned +on his heel and left the house, not deigning to say good morning. As he +was swinging out at the gate, Patience, coming home from market with a +basket in her hand, met him. "How dost thee?" said she in salutation. +But there was no response from the other, except that his head went a +shade higher. + +"Do you know who that is?" inquired Jane, afterwards. + +"Of a surety. It is young Anthony Dare." + +"He has not pleasing manners." + +"Not to us. There is not a more arrogant youth in the town. But his +private character is not well spoken of." + +Jane sat down to write to Mr. Dare. Her brother Francis, to whom she had +explained her situation, had promised her the rent for the half-year +due, sixteen pounds, by the middle of February. He could not let her +have it before that period, he said, but she might positively count upon +it then. She begged Mr. Dare to accord her the favour of waiting until +then. Sealing her note, she sent it to him. + +On the Monday following, all was in readiness to _let_; and Jane was +full of hope, looking for the advent of lodgers. The best parlour and +the two best bedrooms had been vacated, and were in order. Jane slept +now with her little girl, and the boys had mattresses laid down for them +on the floor at the top of the house. They were to make the study their +sitting-room from henceforth; and a card in the window displayed the +announcement "Lodgings." The more modern word "apartments" had not then +come into fashion at Helstonleigh. + +Patience came in after breakfast with a piece of grey merino in her +hand. + +"Would thee like to make a frock for Anna?" asked she of Mrs. +Halliburton. "Sarah Locke does them for her mostly, for it is work that +I am not clever at; but Sarah sends me word she is too full of work this +week to undertake it. I heard thee say thee made Janey's frocks. If thee +can do this, and earn half-a-crown, thee art welcome. It is what I +should pay Sarah." + +Jane took the merino in thankfulness. It was as a ray of hope, come to +light up her heart. Only the instant before Patience entered she was +wishing that something could arrive for her to do, never supposing that +it would arrive. And now it had come!--and would bring her in +two-and-sixpence! "Two-and-sixpence!" we may feel inclined to echo, in +undisguised contempt for the trifle. Ay! but we may never have known the +yearning want of two-and-sixpence, or of ten-and-sixpence either! + +Jane cut out the skirt by a pattern frock, and sat down to make it, her +mind ruminating on the future. The children were at their lessons, round +the table. "I have just two pounds seventeen and sixpence left," +deliberated Jane. "This half-crown will make it three pounds. I wonder +how long we can live upon that? We have good clothes, and for the +present the boys' boots are good. If I can let the rooms we shall have +the rent, so that food is the chief thing to look to. We must spin the +money out; must live upon bread and potatoes and a little milk, until +something comes in. I wonder if five shillings a week would pay for bare +food, and for coals? I fear----" + +Jane's dreams were interrupted. The front gate was swung open, and two +people, men or gentlemen, approached the house door and knocked. Their +movements were so quick that Jane caught only a glimpse of them. "See +who it is, will you, William?" + +She heard them walk in and ask if she was at home. Putting down her +work, she shook the threads from her black dress and went out to them, +William returning to his lessons. + +The visitors were standing in the passage--one well-dressed man and one +shabby one. The former made a civil demand for the half-year's rent due. +Jane replied that she had written to Mr. Dare on the previous Saturday, +explaining things to him, and asking him to wait a short time. + +"Mr. Dare cannot wait," was the rejoinder of the applicant, still +speaking civilly. "You must allow me to remark, ma'am, that you are +strangers to the town, that you have paid no rent since you entered the +house----" + +"We believed it was the custom to pay half-yearly, as Mr. Dare did not +apply for it at the Michaelmas quarter," interrupted Jane. "We should +have paid then, had he asked for it." + +"At any rate, it is not paid," was the reply. "And--I am sorry, ma'am, +to be under the necessity of leaving this man in possession until you do +pay!" + +They walked deliberately into the best parlour; and Jane, amidst a +rushing feeling of despair that turned her heart to sickness, knew that +a seizure had been put into the house. + +As she stood in her bewilderment, Patience entered by the back door, the +way she always did enter, and caught a glimpse of the shabby man. She +drew Jane into the kitchen. + +"What does that man do here?" she inquired. + +For answer Jane sank into a chair and burst into sobs so violent as to +surprise the calm Quakeress. She turned and shut the door. + +"Hush thee! Now hush thee! Thy children will hear and be terrified. Art +thee behind with thy taxes?" + +For some minutes Jane could not reply. "Not for taxes," she said; "they +are paid. Mr. Dare has put him in for the rent." + +Patience revolved the news in considerable astonishment. "Nay, but I +think thee must be in error. Thomas Ashley would not do such a thing." + +"He has done it," sobbed Jane. + +"It is not in accordance with his character. He is a humane and +considerate man. Verily I grieve for thee! That man is not an agreeable +inmate of a house. We had him in ours last year!" + +"You!" uttered Jane, surprise penetrating even to her own grief. "You!" + +"They force us to pay church-rates," explained Patience. "We have a +scruple to do so, believing the call unjust. For years Samuel Lynn had +paid the claim to avert consequences; but last year he and many more +Friends stood out against it. The result was, that that man, now in thy +parlour, was put into our house. The amount claimed was one pound nine +shillings; and they took out of our house, and sold, goods which had +cost us eleven pounds, and which were equal to new." + +"Oh, Patience, tell me what I had better do!" implored Jane, reverting +to her own trouble. "If we are turned out and our things sold, we must +go to the workhouse. We cannot be in the streets." + +"Indeed, I feel incompetent to advise thee. Had thee not better see +Anthony Dare, and try thy persuasion that he would remove the seizure +and wait?" + +"I will go to him at once," feverishly returned Jane. "You will allow +Janey to remain with you, Patience, while I do so?" + +"Of a surety I will. She----" + +At that moment the children burst into the kitchen, one after the other. +"Mamma, who is that shabby-looking man come into the study? He has +seated himself right in front of the fire, and is knocking it about. And +the other is looking at the tables and chairs." + +It was Frank who spoke; impetuous + +Frank. Mrs. Halliburton cast a despairing look around her, and Patience +drew their attention. + +"That man is here on business," she said to them. "You must not be rude +to him, or he will be ten times more rude to you. The other will soon be +gone. Your mother is going abroad for an hour; perhaps when she returns +she will rid the house of him. Jane, child, thee can come with me and +take thy dinner with Anna." + +Mrs. Halliburton waited until the better-looking of the two men was +gone, and then started. It was a raw, cold day--what some people call a +black frost. Black and gloomy it all looked to her, outwardly and +inwardly, as she traversed the streets to the office of Mr. Dare. +Patience had directed her, and the plate on the door, "Mr. Dare, +Solicitor," showed her the right house. She stepped inside that door, +which stood open, and knocked at one to the right of the passage. +"Clerks' Room" was inscribed upon it. + +"Come in." + +Three or four clerks were in it. In one of them she recognized him who +had just left her house. The other clerks appeared to defer to him, and +called him "Mr. Stubbs." Jane, giving her name, said she wished to see +Mr. Dare, and the request was conveyed to an inner room. It brought +forth young Anthony. + +"My father is busy and cannot see you," was his salutation. "I can hear +anything you may have to say. It will be the same thing." + +"Thank you," replied Jane, in courteous tones, very different from his. +"But I would prefer to see Mr. Dare." + +"He is engaged, I say," sharply repeated Anthony. + +"I will wait, then. I must see him." + +Anthony Dare stalked back again. Jane, seeing a bench against the wall, +sat down. It was about half-past twelve when she arrived there, and when +the clock struck two, there she was still. Several clients, during that +time, had come and gone; _they_ were admitted to Mr. Dare, but she sat +on, neglected. At two o'clock Anthony came through the room with his hat +on. He appeared to be going out. + +"What! are you here still?" he exclaimed, in genuine or affected +surprise; never, in his ill-manners, removing his hat--he of whom it was +his delight to hear it said that he was the most complete gentleman in +Helstonleigh. "I assure you it is not of the least use your waiting. Mr. +Dare will not be able to see you." + +"Mr. Dare can surely spare me a minute when he has done with others." + +"He cannot to-day. Can you not say to me what you want to say?" + +"Indeed I must see Mr. Dare himself. I will wait on, if you will allow +me, hoping to do so." + +Anthony Dare vouchsafed no reply, and went out. One or two of the clerks +looked round. They appeared not to understand why she sat on so +persistently, or why Mr. Dare refused to see her. + +In about an hour's time the inner door opened. A tall man, with a bold, +free countenance, looked into the room. Supposing it to be Mr. Dare, +Jane rose and approached him. "Will you allow me a few minutes' +conversation?" she asked. "I presume you are Mr. Dare?" + +He put up his hands as if to fence her off. "I have no time, I have no +time," he reiterated, and shut the door in her face. Jane sat down again +on the bench. "Stubbs, I want you," came forth from Mr. Dare's voice, as +he opened the door an inch to speak it. + +Stubbs went in, remained a few minutes, and then returned, put on his +hat, and walked out. His departure was the signal for considerable +relaxation in the office duties. "When the cat's away--" you know the +rest. Yawning, stretching, whispering, and laughing supervened. One of +the clerks took from his pocket a paper of the biscuits called "Union" +in Helstonleigh, and began eating them. Another pulled out a bottle, and +solaced himself with some of its contents--whatever they might be. +Suddenly the man with the biscuits got off his stool, and offered them +to Mrs. Halliburton. Her pale, sad face may have prompted his good +nature to the act. + +"You have waited a good while, ma'am, and perhaps have lost your dinner +through it," he said. + +Jane took one of them. "You are very kind. Thank you," she faintly said. + +But not a crumb of it could she swallow. She had taken a slice of dry +toast for her breakfast that morning, with half a cup of milk; and it +was long since she had had a sufficiency of food at any meal. She felt +weak, sick, faint; but anxiety and suspense were at work within, +parching her throat, destroying her appetite. She held the biscuit in +her fingers, resting on her lap, and, in spite of her efforts, the +rebellious tears forced themselves to her eyes. Raising her hand, she +quietly let fall her widow's veil. + +A poor-looking man came in, and counted out eight shillings, laying them +upon the desk. "I couldn't make up the other two this week; I couldn't, +indeed," he said, with trembling eagerness. "I'll bring twelve next +week, please to say." + +"Mind you do," responded one of the clerks; "or you know what will be in +store for you." + +The man shook his head. He probably did know; and, in going out, was +nearly knocked over by a handsome lad of seventeen, who was running in. +Very handsome were his features; but they were marred by the free +expression which characterized Mr. Dare's. + +"I say, is the governor in?" cried he, out of breath. + +"Yes, sir. Lord Hawkesley's with him." + +"The deuce take Lord Hawkesley, then!" returned the young gentleman. +"Where's Stubbs? I want my week's money, and I can't wait. Walker, I +say, where's Stubbs?" + +"Stubbs is gone out, sir." + +"What a bother! Halloa! Here's some money! What is this?" continued the +speaker, catching up the eight shillings. + +"It is some that has just been paid in, Master Herbert." + +"That's all right then," said he, slipping five of them into his jacket +pocket. "Tell Stubbs to put it down as my week's money." + +He tore off. Jane sat on, wondering what she was to do. There appeared +to be little probability that she would be admitted to Mr. Dare; and +yet, how could she go home as she came--hopeless--to the presence of +that man? No; she must wait still; wait until the last. She might catch +a word with Mr. Dare as he was leaving. Jane could not help thinking his +behaviour very bad in refusing to see her. + +The office was being lighted when Mr. Stubbs returned. One of the clerks +pointed to the three shillings with his pen. "Kinnersley has brought +eight shillings. He will make it twelve next week. Couldn't manage the +ten this, he says." + +"Where are the eight shillings?" asked Stubbs. "I see only three." + +"Oh, Master Herbert came in, and took off five. He said you were to put +it down as his week's money." + +"He'll take a little too much some day, if he's not checked," was the +cynical reply of the senior clerk. "However, it's no business of mine." + +He put the three shillings into his own desk, and made an entry in a +book. After that he went in to Mr. Dare, who was now alone. A large +room, handsomely fitted up. Mr. Dare's table was near one of the +windows: a desk, at which Anthony sometimes sat, was at the other. Mr. +Dare looked up. + +"I could not do anything, sir," said Stubbs. "The other party will +listen to no proposal at all. They say they'll throw it into Chancery +first. An awful rage they are in." + +"Tush!" said Mr. Dare. "Chancery, indeed! They'll tell another tale in a +day or two. Has Kinnersley been in?" + +"Kinnersley has brought eight shillings, and promises to bring twelve +next Monday. Master Herbert carried off five of them, and left word it +was for his week's money." + +"A smart blade!" cried Mr. Dare, apostrophizing his son with personal +pride. "'Take it when I can,' is his motto. He'll make a good lawyer, +Stubbs." + +"Very good," acquiesced Stubbs. + +"Is that woman gone yet?" + +"No, sir. My opinion is, she means to wait until she sees you." + +"Then send her in at once, and let's get it over," thundered Mr. Dare. + +In what lay his objection to seeing her? A dread lest she should put +forth their relationship as a plea for his clemency? If so, he was +destined to be agreeably disappointed. Jane did not allude to it; would +not allude to it. After that interview held with Mrs. Dare, some three +or four months before, she had dropped all remembrance of the +connection: even the children did not know of it. She only solicited Mr. +Dare's leniency now, as any other stranger might have solicited it. +Little chance was there of Mr. Dare's acceding to her prayer: he and his +wife both wanted Helstonleigh to be free of the Halliburtons. + +"It will be utter ruin," she urged. "It will turn us, beggars, into the +streets. Mr. Dare, I _promise_ you the rent by the middle of February. +Unless it were certain, my brother would not have promised it to me. +Surely you may accord me this short time." + +"Ma'am, I cannot--that is, Mr. Ashley cannot. It was a reprehensible +piece of carelessness on my part to suffer the rent to go on for half a +year, considering that you were strangers. Mr. Ashley will look to me to +see him well out of it." + +"There is sufficient furniture in my house, new furniture, to pay what +is owing three times over." + +"May be, as it stands in it. Things worth forty pounds in a house, won't +fetch ten at a sale." + +"That is an additional reason why I----" + +"Now, my good lady," interrupted Mr. Dare, with imperative civility, +"one word is as good as a thousand; and that word I have said. I cannot +withdraw the seizure, except on receipt of the rent and costs. Pay them, +and I shall be most happy to do it. If you stop here all night I can +give you no other answer; and my time is valuable." + +He glanced at the door as he spoke. Jane took the hint, and passed out +of it. As much by the tone, as by the words, she gathered that there was +no hope whatever. + +The streets were bright with gas as she hurried along, her head bent, +her veil over her face, her tears falling silently. But when she left +the town behind her, and approached a lonely part of the road where no +eye was on her, no ear near her, then the sobs burst forth uncontrolled. + +"No eye on her? no ear near her?" Ay, but there was! There was one Eye, +one Ear, which never closes. And as Jane's dreadful trouble resolved +itself into a cry for help to Him who ever listens, there seemed to +come a feeling of peace, of _trust_, into her soul. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THOMAS ASHLEY. + + +Frank met her as she went in. It was dark; but she kept her veil down. + +"Oh, mamma, that's the most horrible man!" he began, in a whisper. "You +know the cheese you brought in on Saturday, that we might not eat our +bread quite dry; well, he has eaten it up, every morsel, and half a loaf +of bread! And he has burnt the whole scuttleful of coal! And he swore +because there was no meat; and he swore at us because we would not go to +the public-house and buy him some beer. He said we were to buy it and +pay for it." + +"I said you would not allow us to go, mamma," interrupted William, who +now came up. "I told him that if he wanted beer he must go and get it +for himself. I spoke civilly, you know, not rudely. He went into such a +passion, and said such things! It is a good thing Jane was out." + +"Where is Gar?" she asked. + +"Gar was frightened at the man, and the tobacco-smoke made him sick, and +he cried; and then he lay down on the floor, and went to sleep." + +_She_ felt sick. She drew her two boys into the parlour--dark there, +except for the lamp in the road, which shone in. Pressing them in her +arms, completely subdued by the miseries of her situation, she leaned +her forehead upon William's shoulder, and burst once more into a most +distressing flood of tears. + +They were alarmed. They cried with her. "Oh, mamma! what is it? Why +don't you order the man to go away?" + +"My boys, I must tell you; I cannot keep it from you," she sobbed. "That +man is put here to remain, until I can pay the rent. If I cannot pay it, +our things will be taken and sold." + +William's pulses and heart alike beat, but he was silent, Frank spoke. +"Whatever shall we do, mamma?" + +"I do not know," she wailed. "Perhaps God will help us. There is no one +else to do it." + +Patience came in, for about the sixth time, to see whether Jane had +returned, and how the mission had sped. They called her into the cold, +dark room. Jane gave her the history of the whole day, and Patience +listened in astonishment. + +"I cannot but believe that Thomas Ashley must have been mis-informed," +said she, presently. "But that you are strangers in the place, I should +say you had an enemy who may have gone to him with a tale that thee can +pay, but will not. Still, even in that case, it would be unlike Thomas +Ashley. He is a kind and a good man; not a harsh one." + +"Mr. Dare told me he was expressly acting for Mr. Ashley." + +"Well, I say that I cannot understand it," repeated Patience. "It is not +like Thomas Ashley. I will give thee an instance of his disposition and +general character. There was a baker rented under him, living in a house +of Thomas Ashley's. The baker got behind with his rent; other bakers +were more favoured than he; but he kept on at his trade, hoping times +would mend. Year by year he failed in his rent--Thomas Ashley, mark +thee, still paying him regularly for the bread supplied to his family. +'Why do you not stop his bread-money?' asked one, who knew of this, of +Thomas Ashley. 'Because he is poor, and looks to my weekly money, with +that of others, to buy his flour,' was Thomas Ashley's answer. Well, +when he owed several years' rent, the baker died, and the widow was +going to move. Anthony Dare hastened to Thomas Ashley. 'Which day shall +I levy a distress upon the goods?' asked he. 'Not at all,' replied +Thomas Ashley. And he went to the widow, and told her the rent was +forgiven, and the goods were her own, to take with her when she left. +That is Thomas Ashley." + +Jane bent her head in thought. "Is Mr. Lynn at home?" she asked. "I +should like to speak to him." + +"He has had his tea and gone back to the manufactory, but he will be +home soon after eight. I will keep Jane till bedtime. She and Anna are +happy over their puzzles." + +"Patience, am I obliged to find that man in food?" + +"That thee art. It is the law." + +The noise made by Patience in going away, brought the man forth from the +study, a candle in his hand. "When is that mother of yours coming back?" +he roared out to the boys. Jane advanced. "Oh, you are here!" he +uttered, wrathfully. "What are you going to give me to eat and drink? A +pretty thing this is, to have an officer in, and starve him!" + +"You shall have tea directly. You shall have what we have," she +answered, in a low tone. + +The kettle was boiling on the study fire. Jane lighted a fire in the +parlour, and sent Frank out for butter. The man smoked over the study +fire, as he had done all the afternoon, and Gar slept beside him on the +floor, but William went now and brought the child away. Jane sent the +man his tea in, and the loaf and butter. + +The fare did not please him. He came to the parlour and said he must +have meat; he had had none for his dinner. + +"I cannot give it you," replied Jane. "We are eating dry toast and +bread, as you may see. I sent butter to you." + +He stood there for some minutes, giving vent to his feelings in rather +strong language; and then he went back to revenge himself upon the +butter for the want of meat. Jane laid her hand upon her beating throat: +beating with its tribulation. + +Between eight and nine Jane went to the next door. Samuel Lynn had come +home for the evening, and was sitting at the table in his parlour, +helping the two little girls with a geographical puzzle, which had +baffled their skill. He was a little man, quiet in movement, pale and +sedate in feature, dry and unsympathising in manner. + +"Thee art in trouble, friend, I hear," he said, placing a chair for +Jane, whilst Patience came and called the children away. "It is sad for +thee." + +"In great trouble," answered Jane. "I came in to ask if you would serve +me in my trouble. I fancy perhaps you can do so if you will." + +"In what way, friend?" + +"Would you interest yourself for me with Mr. Ashley? He might listen to +you. Were he assured that the money would be forthcoming in February, I +think he might agree to give me time." + +"Friend, I cannot do this," was the reply of the Quaker. "My relations +with Thomas Ashley are confined to business matters, and I cannot +overstep them. To interfere with his private affairs would not be +seemly; neither might he deem it so. I am but his servant, remember." + +The words fell upon her heart as ice. She believed it her only +chance--some one interceding for her with Mr. Ashley. She said so. + +"Why not go to him thyself, friend?" + +"Would he hear me?" hastily asked Jane. "I am a stranger to him." + +"Thee art his tenant. As to hearing thee, that he certainly would. +Thomas Ashley is of a courteous nature. The poorest workman in our +manufactory, going to the master with a grievance, is sure of a patient +hearing. But if thee ask me would he grant thy petition, there I cannot +inform thee. Patience opines that thee, or thy intentions, may have been +falsely represented to him. I never knew him resort to harsh measures +before." + +"When would be the best time to see him? Is it too late to-night?" + +"To-night would not be a likely time, friend, to trouble him. He has not +long returned from a day's journey, and is, no doubt, cold and tired. I +met James Meeking driving down as I came home; he had left the master at +his house. They have been out on business connected with the +manufactory. Thee might see him in the morning, at his breakfast hour." + +Jane rose and thanked the Quaker. "I will certainly go," she said. + +"There is no need to say to him that I suggested it to thee, friend. Go +as of thy own accord." + +Jane went home with her little girl. Their undesirable visitor looked +out at the study door, and began a battle about supper. It ought to +comprise, in his opinion, meat and beer. He _insisted_ that one of the +boys should go out for beer. Jane steadily refused. She was tempted to +tell him that the children of a gentleman were not despatched to +public-houses on such errands. She offered him the money to go and get +some for himself. + +It aroused his anger. He accused her of wanting to get him out of the +house by stratagem, that she might lock him out; and he flung the pence +back amongst them. Janey screamed, and Gar burst out crying. As Patience +had said, he was not a pleasant inmate. Jane ran upstairs, and the +children followed her. + +"Where is he to sleep?" inquired William. + +It is a positive fact that, until that moment, Jane had forgotten all +about the sleeping. Of course he must sleep there, though she had not +thought of it. Amidst the poor in her father's parish in London, Jane +had seen many phases of distress; but with this particular annoyance she +had never been brought into contact. However, it had to be done. + +What a night that was for her! She paced her room nearly throughout it, +with quiet movement, Janey sleeping placidly--now giving way to all the +dark appearances of her position, to uncontrollable despondency; now +kneeling and crying for help in her heartfelt anguish. + +Morning came; the black frost had gone, and the sun shone. After +breakfast Jane put on her shawl and bonnet. + +Mr. Ashley's residence was very near to them--only a little higher up +the road. It was a large house, almost a mansion, surrounded by a +beautiful garden. Jane had passed it two or three times, and thought +what a nice place it was. She repeatedly saw Mr. Ashley walk past her +house as he went to or came from the manufactory: she was not a bad +reader of countenances, and she judged him to be a thorough gentleman. +His face was a refined one, his manner pleasant. + +She found that she had gone at an untoward time. Standing before the +hall door was Mr. Ashley's open carriage, the groom standing at the +horse's head. Even as Jane ascended the steps the door opened, and Mr. +and Mrs. Ashley were coming forth. Feeling terribly distressed and +disappointed, she scarcely defined why, Jane accosted the former, and +requested a few minutes' interview. + +Mr. Ashley looked at her. A fair young widow, evidently a lady. He did +not recognise her. He had seen her before, but she was in a different +style of dress now. + +Mr. Ashley raised his hat as he replied to her. "Is your business with +me pressing? I was just going out." + +"Indeed it is pressing," she said; "or I would not think of asking to +detain you." + +"Then walk in," he returned. "A little delay will not make much +difference." + +Opening the door of a small sitting-room, apparently his own, he invited +her to a seat near the fire. As she took it, Jane untied the crape +strings of her bonnet and threw back her heavy veil. She was as white as +a sheet, and felt choking. + +"I fear you are ill," Mr. Ashley remarked. "Can I get you anything?" + +"I shall be better in a minute, thank you," she panted. "Perhaps you do +not know me, sir. I live in your house, a little lower down. I am Mrs. +Halliburton." + +"Oh, I beg your pardon, madam; I did not remember you at first. I have +seen you in passing." + +His manner was perfectly kind and open. Not in the least like that of a +landlord who had just put a distress into his tenant's house. + +"I have come here to beseech your mercy," she began in agitation. "I +have not the rent now, but if you will consent to wait until the middle +of February, it will be ready. Oh, Mr. Ashley, do not oppress me for it! +Think of my situation." + +"I never oppressed any one in my life," was the quiet rejoinder of Mr. +Ashley, spoken, however, in a somewhat surprised tone. + +"Sir, it is oppression. I beg your pardon for saying so. I promise that +the rent shall be paid to you in a few weeks: to force my furniture from +me now, is oppression." + +"I do not understand you," returned Mr. Ashley. + +"To sell my furniture under the distress will be utter ruin to me and my +children," she continued. "We have no resource, no home; we shall have +to lie in the streets, or die. Oh, sir, do not take it!" + +"But you are agitating yourself unnecessarily, Mrs. Halliburton. I have +no intention of taking your furniture." + +"No intention, sir!" she echoed. "You have put in a distress." + +"Put in a what?" cried he, in unbounded surprise. + +"A distress. The man has been in since yesterday morning." + +Mr. Ashley looked at her a few moments in silence. "Did the man tell you +where he came from?" + +"It was Mr. Dare who put him in--acting for you. I went to Mr. Dare, and +he kept me waiting nearly five hours in his outer office before he would +see me. When he did see me, he declined to hear me. All he would say +was, that I must pay the rent or he should take the furniture: acting +for Mr. Ashley." + +A strangely severe expression darkened Mr. Ashley's face. "First of all, +my dear lady, let me assure you that I knew nothing of this, or it +should never have been done. I am surprised at Mr. Dare." + +Could she fail to trust that open countenance--that benevolent eye? Her +hopes rose high within her. "Sir, will you withdraw the man, and give me +time?" + +"I will." + +The revulsion of feeling, from despair and grief, was too great. She +burst into tears, having struggled against them in vain. Mr. Ashley rose +and looked from the window; and presently she grew calmer. When he sat +down again she gave him the outline of her situation; of her present +dilemma; of her hopes--poor hopes that they were!--of getting a scanty +living through letting her rooms and doing some sewing, or by other +employment. "Were I to lose my furniture, it would take from me this +only chance," she concluded. + +"You shall not lose it through me," warmly spoke Mr. Ashley. "The man +shall be dismissed from your house in half an hour's time." + +"Oh, thank you, thank you!" she breathed, rising to leave. "I have not +been able to supply him with great things in the shape of food, and he +uses very bad language in the hearing of my children. Thank you, Mr. +Ashley." + +He shook hands with her cordially, and attended her to the hall door. +Mrs. Ashley, a pretty, lady-like woman, somewhat stately in general, +stood there still. Well wrapped in velvet and furs, she did not care to +return to the warm rooms. Jane said a few words of apology for detaining +her, and passed on. + +Mr. Ashley turned back to his room, drew his desk towards him, and began +to write. His wife followed him. "Who was that, Thomas?" + +"Mrs. Halliburton: our widowed tenant, next door to Samuel Lynn's. You +remember I told you of meeting the funeral. Two little boys were +following alone." + +"Oh, poor little things! yes. What did she want?" + +Mr. Ashley made no reply: he was writing rapidly. The note, when +finished, was sealed and directed to Mr. Dare. He then helped his wife +into the carriage, took the reins, and sat down beside her. The groom +took his place in the seat behind, and Mr. Ashley drove round the gravel +drive, out at the gate, and turned towards Helstonleigh. + +"Thomas, you are going the wrong way!" said Mrs. Ashley, in +consternation. "What are you thinking of?" + +"I shall turn directly," he answered. There was a severe look upon his +face, and he drove very fast, by which signs Mrs. Ashley knew something +had put him out. She inquired, and he gave her the outline of what he +had just heard. + +"How could Anthony Dare act so?" involuntarily exclaimed Mrs. Ashley. + +"I don't know. I shall give him a piece of my mind to-morrow more +plainly than he will like. This is not the first time he has attempted a +rascally action under cover of my name." + +"Shall you lose the rent?" + +"I think not, Margaret. She said not, and she carries sincerity in her +face. I am sure I shall not lose it if she can help it. If I do, I must, +that's all. I never yet added to the trouble of those in distress, and I +never will." + +He pulled up at Mrs. Halliburton's house, which she had just reached +also. The groom came to the horse, and Mr. Ashley entered. The "man" was +comfortably stretched before the study fire, smoking his short pipe. Up +he jumped when he saw Mr. Ashley, and smuggled his pipe into his pocket. +His offensive manner had changed to humble servility. + +"Do you know me?" shortly inquired Mr. Ashley. + +The man pulled his hair in token of respect. "Certainly, sir. Mr. +Ashley." + +"Very well. Carry this note to Mr. Dare." + +The man received the note in his hand, and held it there, apparently, in +some perplexity. "May I leave, sir, without the authority of Mr. Dare?" + +"I thought you said you knew me," was Mr. Ashley's reply, haughty +displeasure in his tone. + +"I beg pardon, sir," replied the man, pulling his hair again, and making +a movement of departure. "I suppose I bain't a-coming back, sir?" + +"You are not." + +He took up a small bundle tied in a blue handkerchief, which he had +brought with him and appeared excessively careful of, caught at his +battered hat, ducked his head to Mr. Ashley, and left the house, the +note held between his fingers. Would you like to see what it contained? + + "Dear Sir,--I find that you have levied a distress on Mrs. + Halliburton's goods for rent due to me. That you should have + done so without my authority astonishes me much; that you + should have done so at all, knowing what you do of my + principles, astonishes me more. I send the man back to you. The + costs of this procedure you will either set down to me, or pay + out of your own pocket, whichever you may deem the more just; + but you will _not_ charge them to Mrs. Halliburton. Have the + goodness to call upon me to-morrow morning in East Street. + + "THOMAS ASHLEY." + +"He will not trouble you again, Mrs. Halliburton," observed Mr. Ashley, +with a pleasant smile, as he went out to his carriage. + +Jane stood at her window. She watched the man go towards Helstonleigh +with the note; she watched Mr. Ashley step into his seat, turn his +horse, and drive up the road. But all things were looking misty to her, +for her eyes were dim. + +"God did hear me," was her earnest thought. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +HONEY FAIR. + + +Helstonleigh abounded with glove manufactories. It was a trade that +might be said to be a blessing to the localities where it was carried +on, since it was one of the very few employments that furnished to the +poor female population easy, clean, and profitable work _at their own +homes_. The evils arising to women who go out to work in factories have +been rehearsed over and over again; and the chief evil--we will put +others out of sight--is, that it takes the married woman from her home +and her family. Her young children drag themselves up in her absence, +for worse or for better; alone they must do it, for she has to be away, +toiling for daily bread. There is no home privacy, no home comfort, no +home happiness; the factory is their life, and other interests give way +to it. But with glove-making the case was different. Whilst the husbands +were at the manufactories pursuing their day's work, the wives and elder +daughters were earning money easily and pleasantly at home. The work was +clean and profitable; all that was necessary for its accomplishment +being common skill as a seamstress. + +Not five minutes' walk from Mrs. Halliburton's house, and nearer to +Helstonleigh, a turning out of the main road led you to quite a colony +of workwomen--gloveresses, as they were termed in the local phraseology. +It was a long, wide lane; the houses, some larger, some smaller, built +on either side of it. A road quite wide enough for health if the +inhabitants had only kept it as it ought to have been kept: but they did +not do so. The highway was made a common receptacle for refuse. It was +so much easier to open the kitchen door (most of the houses were entered +at once by the kitchen), and to "chuck" things out, _pêle-mêle_, rather +than be at the trouble of conveying them to the proper receptacle, the +dust-bin at the back. Occasionally a solitary policeman would come, +picking his way through the dirt and dust, and order it to be removed; +upon which some slight improvement would be visible for a day or two. +The name of this charming place was Honey Fair; though, in truth, it was +redolent of nothing so pleasant as honey. + +Of the occupants of these houses, the husbands and elder sons were all +glove operatives; several of them in the manufactory of Mr. Ashley. The +wives sewed the gloves at home. Many a similar colony to Honey Fair was +there in Helstonleigh, but in hearing of one you hear of all. The trade +was extensively pursued. A very few of the manufactories were of the +extent that was Mr. Ashley's; and they gradually descended in size, +until some comprised not half a score workmen, all told; but whose +masters alike dignified themselves by the title of "manufacturer." + +There flourished a shop in the general line in Honey Fair kept by a Mrs. +Buffle, a great gossip. Her husband, a well-meaning, steady little man, +mincing in his speech and gait, scrupulously neat and clean in his +attire, and thence called "the dandy," was chief workman at one of the +smallest of the establishments. He had three men and two boys under him; +and so he styled himself the "foreman." No one knew half so much of the +affairs of their neighbours as did Mrs. Buffle; no one could tell of the +ill-doings and shortcomings of Honey Fair as she could. Many a gloveress +girl, running in at dusk for a halfpenny candle, did not receive it +until she had first submitted to a lecture from Mrs. Buffle. Not that +her custom was all of this ignoble description: some of the gentlemen's +houses in the neighbourhood would deal with her in a chance way, when +out of articles at home. Her wares were good; her home-cured bacon was +particularly good. Amidst other olfactory treats indigenous to Honey +Fair was that of pigs and pig-sties, kept by Mrs. Buffle. + +Occasionally Mrs. Halliburton would go to this shop; it was nearer to +her house than any other; and, in her small way, had been extensively +patronised by her. Of all her customers, Mrs. Halliburton was the one +who most puzzled Mrs. Buffle. In the first place, she never gossiped; in +the second, though evidently a lady, she would carry her purchases home +herself. The very servants from the very large houses, coming flaunting +in their smart caps, would loftily order their pound of bacon or +shillingsworth of eggs sent home for them. Mrs. Halliburton took hers +away in her own hand; and this puzzled Mrs. Buffle. "But her pays ready +money," observed that lady, when relating this to another customer, "so +'tain't my place to grumble." + +During the summer weather, whenever Jane had occasion to walk through +Honey Fair, on her way to this shop, she would linger to admire the +women at their open doors and windows, busy over their nice clean work. +Rocking the cradle with one foot, or jogging the baby on their knees, to +a tune of their own composing, their hands would be ever active at their +employment. Some made the gloves; that is, seamed the fingers together +and put in the thumbs, and these were called "makers." Some welted, or +hemmed the gloves round at the edge of the wrist; these were called +"welters." Some worked the three ornamental lines on the back; and these +were called "pointers." Some of the work was done in what was called a +patent machine, whereby the stitches were rendered perfectly equal. And +some of the stouter gloves were stitched together, instead of being +sewn: stitching so beautifully regular and neat, that a stranger would +look at it in admiration. In short, there were different branches in the +making and sewing of gloves, as there are in most trades. + +It now struck Jane that she might find employment at this work until +better times should come round. True, she had never worked at it; but +she was expert with her needle, and it was easily acquired. She +possessed a dry, cool hand, too; a great thing where sewing-silk, +sometimes floss silk, has to be used. What cared she for lowering +herself to the employment only dealt out to the poor? Was she not poor +herself? And who knew her in Helstonleigh? + +The day that Mr. Ashley removed the dreaded visitor from her house, Jane +had occasion to speak to Elizabeth Carter, her young servant's mother. +At dusk, putting aside the frock she was making for Anna, Jane proceeded +to Honey Fair, in which perfumed locality Mrs. Carter lived. An +agreement had been entered into that Betsy should still go to Mrs. +Halliburton's to do the washing (after her own fashion, but Jane could +not afford to be fastidious now), and also what was wanted in the way of +scouring--Betsy being paid a trifle in return, and instructed in the +mysteries of reading and writing. + +"'Taint no profit," observed Mrs. Carter to a crony, "but 'taint no +loss. Her won't do nothing at home, let me cry after her as I will. Out +her goes, gampusing to this house, gampusing to that; but not a bit of +work'll her stick to at home. If these new folks can keep her to work a +bit, so much the better; it'll be getting her hand in; and better still, +if they teaches her to read and write. Her wouldn't learn nothing from +the school-missis." + +Not a very favourable description of Miss Betsy. But, what the girl +chiefly wanted was a firm hand over her. Her temper and disposition were +good; but she was an only child, and her mother, though possessing a +firm hand, and a firm tongue, too, in general--none more so in Honey +Fair--had spoilt and indulged Miss Betsy until her authority was gone. + +After her business was over this evening with Mrs. Carter, Jane, who +wanted some darning cotton, turned into Mrs. Buffle's shop. That +priestess was in her accustomed place behind the counter. She curtseyed +twice, and spoke in a low, subdued tone, in deference to the widow's cap +and bonnet--to the deep mourning altogether, which Mrs. Buffle's +curiosity had not had the gratification of beholding before. + +"Would you like it fine or coarse, mum? Here's both. 'Taint a great +assortment, but it's the best quality. I don't have much call for +darning cotton, mum; the folks round about is always at their gloving +work." + +"But they must mend their stockings," observed Jane. + +"Not they," returned Mrs. Buffle. "They'd go in naked heels, mum, afore +they'd take a needle and darn 'em up. They have took to wear them untidy +boots to cover the holes, and away they go with 'em unlaced; tongue +hanging, and tag trailing half a mile behind 'em. Great big slatterns, +they be!" + +"They seem always at work," remarked Jane. + +"Always at work!" repeated Mrs. Buffle. "You don't know much of 'em, +mum, or you'd not say it. They'll play one day, and work the next; +that's their work. It's only a few of the steady ones that'll work +regular, all the week through." + +"What could a good, steady workwoman earn a week at the glove-making?" + +"That depends, mum, upon how close she stuck to it," responded Mrs. +Buffle. + +"I mean, sitting closely." + +"Oh, well," debated Mrs. Buffle carelessly, "she might earn ten +shillings a week, and do it comfortable." + +Ten shillings a week! Jane's heart beat hopefully. Upon ten shillings a +week she might manage to exist, to keep her children from starvation, +until better days arose. _She_, impelled by necessity, could sit longer +and closer, too, than perhaps those women did. Mrs. Buffle continued, +full of inward gratulation that her silent customer had come round to +gossip at last. + +"They be the improvidentest things in the world, mum, these gloveress +girls. Sundays they be dressed up as grand as queens, flowers inside +their bonnets, and ribbuns out, a-setting the churches and chapels +alight with their finery; and then off for walks with their sweethearts, +all the afternoon and evening. Mondays is mostly spent in waste, +gathering of themselves at each other's houses, talking and laughing, +or, may be, off to the fields again--anything for idleness. Tuesdays is +often the same, and then the rest of the week they has to scout over +their work, to get it in on the Saturday. Ah! you don't know 'em, mum." + +Jane paid for her darning cotton and came away, much to Mrs. Buffle's +regret. "Ten shillings a week," kept ringing in her ears. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +MRS. REECE AND DOBBS. + + +Jane was busy that evening; but the following morning she went into +Samuel Lynn's. Patience was in the kitchen, washing currants for a +pudding; the maid upstairs at her work. Jane held the body of Anna's +frock in her hand. She wished to try it on. + +"Anna is not at home," was the reply of Patience. "She is gone to spend +the day with Mary Ashley." + +Jane felt sorry; she had been in hopes of finishing it that day. +"Patience," said she, "I want to ask your advice. I have been thinking +that I might get employment at sewing gloves. It seems easy work to +learn." + +"Would thee like the work?" asked Patience. "Ladies have a prejudice +against it, because it is the work supplied to the poor. Not but that +some ladies in this town, willing to eke out their means, do work at it +in private. They get the work brought out to them and taken in." + +"That would be the worst for me," observed Jane: "taking in the work. I +do fear I should not like it." + +"Of course not. Thee could not go to the manufactory and stand amid the +crowd of women for thy turn to be served as one of them. Wait thee an +instant." + +Patience dried her hands upon the roller-towel, and took Jane into the +best parlour, the one less frequently used. Opening a closet, she +reached from it a small, peculiar-looking machine, and some unmade +gloves: the latter were in a basket, covered over with a white cloth. + +"This is different work from what the women do," said she. "It is what +is called the French point, and is confined to a few of the chief +manufacturers. It is not allowed to be done publicly, lest all should +get hold of the stitch. Those who employ the point have it done in +private." + +"Who does it here?" exclaimed Jane. + +"I do," said Patience, laughing. "Did thee think I should be like the +fine ladies, ashamed to put my hand to it? I and James Meeking's wife do +all that is at present being done for the Ashley manufactory. But now, +look thee. Samuel Lynn was saying only last night, that they must search +out for some other hand who would be trustworthy, for they want more of +the work done. It is easy to learn, and I know they would give it thee. +It is a little better paid than the other work, too. Sit thee down and +try it." + +Patience fixed the back of the glove in the pretty little square +machine, took the needle--a peculiar one--and showed how it was to be +done. Jane, in a glow of delight, accomplished some stitches readily. + +"I see thee would be handy at it," said Patience. "Thee can take the +machine indoors to-day and practise. I will give thee a piece of old +leather to exercise upon. In two or three days thee may be quite +perfect. I do not work very much at it myself, at which Samuel Lynn +grumbles. It is all my own profit, what I earn, so that he has no +selfish motive in urging me to work, except that they want more of it +done. But I have my household matters to attend to, and Anna takes up my +time. I get enough for my clothes, and that is all I care for." + +"I know I could do it! I could do it well, Patience." + +"Then I am sure thee may have it to do. They will supply thee with a +machine, and Samuel Lynn will bring thy work home and take it back +again, as he does mine. He----" + +William was bursting in upon them with a beaming face. "Mamma, make +haste home. Two ladies are asking to see the rooms." + +Jane hurried in. In the parlour sat a pleasant-looking old lady in a +large black silk bonnet. The other, smarter, younger (but _she_ must +have been forty at least), and very cross-looking, wore a Leghorn bonnet +with green and scarlet bows. She was the old lady's companion, +housekeeper, servant, all combined in one, as Jane found afterwards. + +"You have lodgings to let, ma'am," said the old lady. "Can we see them?" + +"This is the sitting-room," Jane was beginning; but she was interrupted +by the smart one in a snappish tone. + +"_This_ the sitting-room! Do you call this furnished?" + +"Don't be hasty, Dobbs," rebuked her mistress. "Hear what the lady has +to say." + +"The furniture is homely, certainly," acknowledged Jane. "But it is new +and clean. That is a most comfortable sofa. The bedrooms are above." + +The old lady said she would see them, and they proceeded upstairs. Dobbs +put her head into one room, and withdrew it with a shriek. "This room +has no bedside carpets." + +"I am sorry to say that I have no bedside carpets at present," said +Jane, feeling all the discouragement of the avowal. "I will get some as +soon as I possibly can, if any one taking the rooms will kindly do +without them for a little while." + +"Perhaps we might, Dobbs," suggested the old lady, who appeared to be of +an accommodating, easy nature; readily satisfied. + +"Begging your pardon, ma'am, you'll do nothing of the sort," returned +Dobbs. "We should have you doubled up with cramp, if you clapped your +feet on to a cold floor. _I_ am not going to do it." + +"I never do have cramp, Dobbs." + +"Which is no reason, ma'am, why you never should," authoritatively +returned Dobbs. + +"What a lovely view from these back windows!" exclaimed the old lady. +"Dobbs, do you see the Malvern Hills?" + +"We don't eat and drink views," testily responded Dobbs. + +"They are pleasant to look at though," said her mistress. "I like these +rooms. Is there a closet, ma'am, or small apartment that we could have +for our trunks, if we came?" + +"We are not coming," interrupted Dobbs, before Jane could answer. +"Carpetless floors won't suit us, ma'am." + +"There is a closet here, over the entrance," said Jane to the old lady, +as she opened the door. "Our own boxes are in it now, but I can have +them moved upstairs." + +"So there's a cock-loft, is there?" put in Dobbs. + +"A what?" cried Jane, who had never heard the word. "There is nothing +upstairs but an attic. A garret, as it is called here." + +"Yes," burst forth Dobbs, "it is called a garret by them that want to be +fine. Cock-loft is good enough for us decent folk: we've never called it +anything else. Who sleeps up there?" she summarily demanded. + +"My little boys. This was their room, but I have put them upstairs that +I may let this one." + +"There ma'am!" said Dobbs, triumphantly, as she turned to her mistress. +"You'll believe me another time, I hope! I told you I knew there was a +pack of children. One of 'em opened the door to us." + +"Perhaps they are quiet children," said the old lady, who had been so +long used to the grumbling and domineering of Dobbs, that she took it as +a matter of course. + +"They are, indeed," said Jane, "quiet, good children. I will answer for +it that they will not disturb you in any way." + +"I should like to see the kitchen, ma'am," said the old lady. + +"We only want the use of it," snapped Dobbs. "Our kitchen fire goes out +after dinner, and I boil the kettle for tea in the parlour." + +"Would attendance be required?" asked Jane of the old lady. + +"No, it wouldn't," answered Dobbs, in the same tart tone. "I wait upon +my missis, and I wait upon myself, and we have a woman in to do the +cleaning, and the washing goes out." + +The answer gave Jane great relief. _Attending_ upon lodgers had been a +dubious prospect in more respects than one. + +"It's a very good kitchen," said the old lady, as they went in, and she +turned round in it. + +"I'll be bound it smokes," said Dobbs. + +"No, it does not," replied Jane. + +"Where's the coalhouse?" asked Dobbs. "Is there two?" + +"Only one," said Jane. "It is at the back of the kitchen." + +"Then--if we did come--where could our coal be put?" fiercely demanded +Dobbs. "I must have my coalhouse to myself, with a lock and key. I don't +want the house's fires supplied from my missis's coal." + +Jane's cheeks flushed as she turned to the old lady. "Allow me to assure +you that your property--of whatever nature it may be--will be perfectly +sacred in this house. Whether locked up or not, it will be left +untouched by me and mine." + +"To be sure, ma'am," pleasantly returned the old lady. "I'm not afraid. +You must not mind what Dobbs says: she means nothing." + +"And our safe for meat and butter," proceeded that undaunted +functionary. "Is there a key to it?" + +"And now about the rent?" said the old lady, giving Jane no time to +answer that there was a key. + +Jane hesitated. And then, with a flush, asked twenty shillings a week. + +"My conscience!" uttered Dobbs. "Twenty shillings a week. And us finding +spoons and linen!" + +"Dobbs," said the old lady. "I don't see that it is so very out of the +way. A parlour, two bedrooms, a closet, and the kitchen, all +furnished----" + +"The closet's an empty, dark hole, and the kitchen's only the use of it, +and the bedrooms are carpetless," reiterated Dobbs, drowning her +mistress's voice. "But, if anybody asked you for your head, ma'am, you'd +just cut it off and give it, if I wasn't at hand to stop you." + +"Well, Dobbs, we have seen nothing else to suit us up here. And you know +I want to settle myself at this end of the town, on account of it being +high and dry. Parry says I must." + +"We have not half looked yet," said Dobbs. + +"A pound a-week is a good price, ma'am; and we have not paid quite so +much where we are: but I don't know that it's unreasonable," continued +the old lady to Jane. "What shall we do, Dobbs?" + +"Do, ma'am! Why, of course you'll come out, and try higher up. To take +these rooms without looking out for others, would be as bad as buying a +pig in a poke. Come along, ma'am. Bedrooms without carpets won't do for +us at any price," she added to Jane by way of a party salutation. + +They left the house, the lady with a cordial good morning, Dobbs with +none at all; and went quarrelling up the road. That is, the old lady +reasoning, and Dobbs disputing. The former proposed, if they saw nothing +to suit them better, to purchase bedside carpeting: upon which Dobbs +accused her of wanting to bring herself to the workhouse. + +Patience, who had watched them away, from her parlour window, came in to +learn the success. She brought in with her the machine, a plain piece of +leather, the size of the back of a glove, neatly fixed in it. Jane's +tears were falling. + +"I think they would have taken them had there been bedside carpets," +sighed she. "Oh, Patience, what a help it would been! I asked a pound a +week." + +"Did thee? That was a good price, considering thee would not have to +give attendance." + +"How do you know I should not?" asked Jane. + +"Because I know Hannah Dobbs waits upon her mistress," replied Patience. +"She is the widow of Joseph Reece, and he left her well off. I heard +they were coming to live up this way. Did they quite decline them? +Because, I can tell thee what. We have some strips of bedside carpet not +being used, and I would not mind lending them till thee can buy others. +It is a pity thee should lose the letting for the sake of a bit of +carpet." + +Jane looked up gratefully. "What should I have done without you, +Patience?" + +"Nay, it is not much: thee art welcome. I would not risk the carpet with +unknown people, but Hannah Dobbs is cleanly and careful." + +"She has a very repelling manner," observed Jane. + +"It is not agreeable," assented Patience, with a smile; "but she is +attached to her mistress, and serves her faithfully." + +Jane sat down to practise upon the leather, watching the road at the +same time. In about an hour she saw Mrs. Reece and Dobbs returning. +William went out, and asked if they would step in. + +They were already coming. They had seen nothing they liked so well. Jane +said she believed she could promise them bedside carpets. + +"Then, I think we will decide, ma'am," said the old lady. "We saw one +set of rooms, very nice ones; and they asked only seventeen shillings +a-week: but they have a young man lodger, a pupil at the infirmary, and +he comes home at all hours of the night. Dobbs questioned them till they +confessed that it was so." + +"I know what them infirmary pupils is," indignantly put in Dobbs. "I am +not going to suffer my missis to come in contact with their habits. +There ain't one of 'em as thinks anything of stopping out till morning +light. And before the sun's up they'll have a pipe in their mouths, +filling the house with smoke! It's said, too, that there's mysterious +big boxes brought to 'em, for what they call the 'furtherance of +science': perhaps some of the churchyard sextons could tell what's in +'em!" + +"Well, Dobbs. I think we may take this good lady's rooms. I'm sure we +shan't get better suited elsewhere." + +Dobbs only grunted. She was tired with her walk, and had really no +objection to the rooms; except as to price: that, she persisted in +disputing as outrageous. + +"I suppose you would not take less?" said the old lady to Jane. + +Jane hesitated; but it was impossible for her to be otherwise than +candid and truthful. "I would take a trifle less, sooner than not let +you the rooms; but I am very poor, and every shilling is a consideration +to me." + +"Well, I will take them at the price," concluded the good-natured old +lady. "And Dobbs, if you grumble, I can't help it. Can we come in--let +me see?--this is Wednesday----" + +"I won't come in on a Friday for anybody," interrupted Dobbs fiercely. + +"We will come in on Tuesday next, ma'am," decided the old lady. "Before +that, I'll send in a trolley of coal, if you'll be so kind as to receive +it." + +"And to lock it up," snapped Dobbs. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE GLOVE OPERATIVES. + + +At the hours of going to and leaving work, the Helstonleigh streets were +alive with glove operatives, some being in one branch of the trade, some +in another. There were parers, grounders, leather-sorters, dyers, +cutters, makers-up, and so on: all being necessary, besides the sewing, +to turn out one pair of gloves; though, I dare say, you did not think +it. The wages varied according to the particular work, or the men's +ability and industry, from fifteen shillings a week to twenty-five: but +all could earn a good living. If a man gained more than twenty-five, he +had a stated salary; as was the case with the foremen. These wages, +joined to what was earned by the women, were sufficient to maintain a +comfortable home, and to bring up children decently. Unfortunately the +same drawbacks prevailed in Helstonleigh that are but too common +elsewhere; and they may be classed under one general head--improvidence. +The men were given to idling away at the public-houses more time than +was good for them: the women to scold and to quarrel. Some were +slatterns; and a great many gave their husbands the welcome of a home of +discomfort, ill-management, and dirt: which, of course, had the effect +of sending them out all the more surely. + +Just about this period, the men had their especial grievance--or thought +they had: and that was, a low rate of wages and not full employment. Had +they paid a visit to other places and compared their wages with some +earned by operatives of a different class, they had found less cause to +complain. The men were rather given to comparing present wages with +those they had earned before the dark crisis (dark as far as +Helstonleigh's trade was concerned) when the British ports were opened +to foreign gloves. But few, comparatively speaking, of the manufacturers +had weathered that storm. Years have elapsed since then: but the +employment remained scarce, and the wages (I have quoted them to you) +low. Altogether, the men were, many of them, dissatisfied. They even +went so far as to talk of a "strike"; strikes being less common in those +days than they are in these. + +It was Saturday night, and the streets were crowded. The hands were +pouring out of the different manufactories; clean-looking, respectable +workmen, as a whole: for the branches of glove-making are for the most +part of a cleanly nature. Some wore their white aprons; some had rolled +them up round their waists. A few--very few, it must be owned--were +going to their homes, but the greater portion were bound for the +public-house. + +One of the most extensively patronised of the public-houses was The +Cutters' Arms. On a Saturday night, when the men's pockets were lined, +this would be crowded. The men flocked into it now and filled it, +although its room for entertainment was very large. The order from most +of them was a pint of mild ale and some tobacco. + +"Any news, Joe Fisher?" asked a man, when the pipes were set going. + +Joe Fisher tossed his head and growled. He was a tall, dark man; clothes +and condition both dilapidated. The questioner took a few whiffs, and +repeated his question. Joe growled again, but did not speak. + +"Well, you might give a chap a civil answer, Fisher." + +"What's the matter, you two?" cried a third. + +"Ben Wilks asks me is there any news!" called out Fisher, indignantly. +"I thought he might ha' heered on't without asking. Our pay was docked +again to-night; that's the news." + +"No!" uttered Wilks. + +"It were," said Fisher savagely. "A shilling a week less, good. Who's +a-going to stand it?" + +"There ain't no help for standing it," interposed a quiet-looking man +named Wheeler. "I suppose the masters is forced to lower. They say so." + +"Have your master forced hisself to it?" angrily retorted Fisher. + +"Well, Fisher, you know I'm fortunate. As all is that gets in to work at +Ashley's." + +"And precious good care they take to stop in!" cried Fisher, much +aggravated. "No danger that Ashley's hands'll give way and afford +outsiders a chance." + +"Why should they give way?" sensibly asked Wheeler. "_You_ need never +think to get in at Ashley's, Fisher, so there's no cause for you to +grumble." + +A titter went round at Fisher's expense. He did not like it. "I might +stand my chance with others, if there was room. Who says I couldn't? +Come, now!" + +A man laughed. "You had better ask Samuel Lynn that question, Fisher. +Why, he wouldn't look at you! You are not steady enough for him." + +"Samuel Lynn may go along for a ill-natured broadbrim!" was Fisher's +retort. "There'd not be half the difficulty in getting in with Mr. +Ashley hisself." + +"Yes, there would," said Wheeler, quietly. "Mr. Ashley pays first wages, +and he'll have first hands. Quaker Lynn knows what he's about." + +"Don't dispute about nothing, Fisher," interrupted a voice, borne +through the clouds of smoke from the far end of the room. "To lose a +shilling a week is bad, but not so bad as losing all. I have heard ill +news this evening." + +Fisher stretched up his long neck. "Who's that a-talking? Is it Mr. +Crouch?" + +It was Stephen Crouch; the foreman in a large firm, and a respectable, +intelligent man. "Do you remember, any of you, that a report arose some +time ago about Wilson and King? A report that died away again?" + +"That they were on their last legs," replied several voices. "Well?" + +"Well, they are off them now," continued Stephen Crouch. + +Up rose a man, his voice shaking with emotion. "It's not true, Mr. +Crouch, sure--ly!" + +"It is, Vincent. Wilson and King are going to wind up. It will be +announced next week." + +"Mercy help us! There'll be forty more hands throwed out! What's to +become of us all?" + +A dead silence fell on the room. Vincent broke it. Hope is strong in the +human heart. "Mr. Crouch, I don't think it can be true. Our wages was +all paid up to-night. And we have not heard a breath on't." + +"I know all that," said Stephen Crouch. "I know where the money came +from to pay them. It came from Mr. Ashley." + +The assertion astonished the room. "From Mr. Ashley! Did he tell it +abroad?" + +"_He_ tell it!" indignantly returned Stephen Crouch. "Mr. Ashley is an +honourable man. No. Wilson and King have a tattler too near to them; +that's how it came out. Not but what it would have been known all over +Helstonleigh on Monday, all particulars. Every sixpence, pretty near, +that Wilson and King have, is locked up in their stock. They expected +remittances by the London mail this morning, and they did not come. They +went to the bank. The bank was shy, and would not make advances; and +they had nothing in hand for wages. They went to Mr. Ashley and told him +their perplexity, and he drew a cheque. The bank cashed that, with a +bow. And if it had not been for Mr. Ashley, Ned Vincent, you and the +rest of their hands would have gone home to-night with empty pockets." + +"Will Mr. Ashley lose the money?" + +"Not he. He knew there was no danger of that, when he lent it. Nobody +will lose by Wilson and King. They have more than enough to pay +everybody in full; only their money's locked up." + +"Why are they giving up?" + +"Because they can't keep on. They have been losing a long while. What do +you ask--what will they do? They must do as others have done before +them, who have been unable to keep on. If Wilson and King had given up +ten years ago, they had then each a nice little bit of property to +retire upon. But it has been sunk since. There are too many others in +this city in the same ease." + +"And what's to become of us hands that's throwed out?" asked Vincent, +returning to his own personal grievance. + +"You must try and get taken on somewhere else, Vincent," observed +Stephen Crouch. + +"There ain't a better cutter than Ned Vincent going," cried another +voice. "He won't wait long." + +"I don't know about that," returned Vincent gloomily. "The masters is +overdone with hands." + +"Of all the bad luck as ever fell upon a town, the opening of the ports +to them foreign French was the worst for Helstonleigh," broke in the +intemperate voice of Fisher. + + +"Hold th' tongue, Fisher!" exclaimed a sensible voice. "We won't get +into them discussions again. Didn't we go over 'em, night after night, +and year after year, till we were heart-sick?--and what did they ever +bring us but ill-feeling? It's done, and it can't be undone. The ports +be open, and they'll never be closed again." + +"Did the opening of 'em ruin the trade of Helstonleigh, or didn't it? +Answer me that," said Fisher. + +"It did. We know it to our cost," was the sad answer. "But there's no +help for it." + +"Oh," returned Fisher ironically. "I thought you were going to hold out +that the opening of 'em was a boon to the place, and the keeping 'em +open a blessing. That 'ud be a new dodge. _Why_ do they keep 'em open?" + +"Just hark at Fisher!" said Mr. Buffle in a mincing tone. "He wants to +know why Government keeps open the British ports. Don't every dozen of +gloves that comes into the country pay a heavy duty? Is it likely +Government would give up that, Fisher?" + +"What did they do afore they had it?" roared Fisher. "If they did +without the duty then, they could do without it now." + +"I have heered of some gents as never tasted sugar," returned Mr. +Buffle; "but I never heered of one, who had the liking for it, as was +willing to forego the use of it. It's a case in pint; the Government +have tasted the sweets of the glove-duty, and they stick to it." + +"Avaricious wolves!" growled Fisher. "But you are a fool, dandy, for all +that. What's a bit of paltry duty, alongside of our wants? If a few of +them great Government lords had to go on empty stomachs for a month, +they'd know what the opening of ports means." + +"In all political changes, such as this, certain localities must +suffer," broke in the quiet voice of Stephen Crouch. "It will be the +means of increasing commerce wonderfully; and we, that the measure +crushed, must be content to suffer for the general good. The effects to +us can never be undone. I know what you say, Fisher," he continued, +silencing Fisher by a gesture. "I know that the ports might be re-closed +to-morrow, if Government so willed it. But it could not undo for us what +has been done. It could not repair the ruin that was wrought on +Helstonleigh. It could not reinstate firms in business; or refund to the +masters their wasted capital; or collect the hands it scattered over the +country, to find a bit of work, to beg, or to starve; or bring the dead +back to life. It could not do any of this. Neither would it restore a +flourishing trade to those of us who are left." + +"What's that last, Crouch?" + +"It never would," emphatically repeated Stephen Crouch. "A shattered +trade cannot be brought together again. It is like a shattered glass: +you may mourn over the pieces, but you cannot put them together. Believe +me, or not, as you please, my friends, but the only thing remaining is, +to make the best of what is left to us. There are other trades a deal +worse off than we are." + +"I have talked to ye about that there move--a strike," resumed Fisher, +after a pause. "We shall get no good till we try it----" + +"Fisher, don't you be a fool and show it," was the imperative +interruption of Stephen Crouch. "I have explained to you till I am +tired, what would be the effects of a strike. It would just finish you +bad workmen up, and send you and your children into the nearest dry +ditch for a floor, with the open skies above you for a roof." + +"We have never tried a strike in Helstonleigh," answered Fisher, holding +to his own opinion. + +"And I trust we never shall," returned the intelligent foreman. "Other +trades may have their strikes if they choose, and it's not our business +to find fault with them for it; but the glove trade has hitherto kept +itself aloof from strikes, and it's to be hoped it always will. You +cannot understand how a strike works, Joe Fisher, or you'd not let your +head be running on it." + +"Others' heads be running on it as well as mine, Master Crouch," said +Fisher, nodding significantly. + +"It is not improbable," was the equable rejoinder of Stephen Crouch. "Go +and strike next week, half a dozen of you. I mean the operatives of half +a dozen firms." + +"Every firm in the place must strike," interrupted Fisher hastily. "A +few on us doing it would only make bad worse." + +Stephen Crouch smiled. "Exactly. But the difficulty, Fisher, will be, +that all the firms _won't_ strike. Ask the men in our firm to strike; +ask those in Ashley's; ask others that we could name--and what would +their answer be? Why, that they know when they are well off. Suppose, +for argument's sake, that we did all strike; suppose all the hands in +Helstonleigh struck next Monday morning, and the manufactories had to be +closed? Who would have the worst of it?--we or the masters?" + +"The masters," returned Fisher in an obstinate tone. + +"No. The masters have good houses over their heads, and their bankers' +books to supply their wants while they are waiting--and their orders are +not so great that they need fear much pressure on that score. The London +houses would dispatch a few extra orders to Paris and Grenoble, and the +masters here might enjoy a nice little trip to the sea-side while our +senses were coming back to us. But where should we be? Out at elbows, +out at pocket, out at heart; some starving, some in the workhouse. If +you want to avoid those contingencies, Joe Fisher, you'll keep from +strikes." + +Fisher answered by an ironical cheer. "Here, missis," said he to the +landlady, who was then passing him, "let's have another pint, after +that." + +"That'll make nine pints you owe for since Monday night, Joe Fisher," +responded the landlady. + +"What if I do?" grunted Fisher irascibly. "I am able to pay. _I_ ain't +out of work." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +THE LADIES OF HONEY FAIR. + + +It was Saturday night in Honey Fair. A night when the ladies were at +leisure to abandon themselves to their private pursuits. The work of the +past week had gone into the warehouses; and the fresh work brought out +would not be begun until Monday morning. Some of them, as Mrs. Buffle +has informed us, did not begin it then. The women chiefly cleaned their +houses and mended their clothes; some washed and ironed--Honey Fair was +not famous for its management--not going to bed till Sunday morning; +some did their marketing; and a few, careless and lazy, spent it in +running from house to house, or congregated in the road to gossip. + +About half-past eight, one of the latter suddenly lifted the latch of a +house door and thrust in her head. It was Joe Fisher's wife. Her face +was red, and her cap in tatters. + +"Is our Becky in here, Mrs. Carter?" + +Mrs. Carter was busy. She was the maternal parent of Miss Betsy. Her +kitchen fire was out, her furniture was heaped one thing upon another; a +pail of water stood ready to wash the brick floor, when she should have +finished rubbing up the grate, and her hands and face were as grimy as +the black-lead. + +"There's no Becky here," snapped she. + +"I can't find her," returned Mrs. Fisher. "I thought her might be along +of your Betsy. I say, here's your husband coming round the corner. +There's Mark Mason and Robert East and Dale along of him. And--my! what +has that young 'un of East's been doing to hisself? He's black from head +to foot. Come and look." + +Mrs. Carter disdained the invitation. She was a hard-working, thrifty +woman, but a cross one. Priding herself upon her cleanliness, she +perpetually returned loud thanks that she was not as the dirty ones +around her. She was the Pharisee amidst many publicans. + +"If I passed my time staring and gossiping as some does, where 'ud my +work be?" was her rebuke. "Shut the door, Suke Fisher." + +Suke Fisher did as she was bid. She turned her wrists back upon her +hips, and walked to meet the advancing party, having discerned their +approach by the light of the gas-lamps. "Be you going to be sold for a +blackamoor?" demanded she of the boy. + +The boy laughed. His head, face, shoulders, hands, were ornamented with +a thick, black liquid, not unlike blacking. He appeared to enjoy the +treat, as if he had been anointed with some fragrant oil. + +"He is not a bad spectacle, is he, Dame Fisher?" remarked the young man, +whom she had called Robert East. + +"What's a-done it?" questioned she. + +"Him and Jacky Brumm got larking, and upset the dye-pot upon themselves. +We rubbed 'em down with the leather shreds, but it keeps on dripping +from their hair." + +"Won't Charlotte warm his back for him!" apostrophised Mrs. Fisher. + +The boy threw a disdainful look at her, in return for the remark. +"Charlotte's not so fond of warming backs. She never even scolds for an +accident." + +The boy and Robert East were half-brothers. They entered one of the +cottages. Robert East and his sister were between twenty and thirty, and +the boy was ten. Their mother had died early, and the young boy's +mother, their father's second wife, died when the child was born. The +father also died. How Robert and his sister, the one then seventeen, the +other fourteen, had struggled to make a living for themselves, and to +bring up the baby, they alone knew. The manner in which they had +succeeded was a marvel to many; none were more respectable now than they +were in all Honey Fair. + +Charlotte, neat and nice, sat by her bright kitchen fire, a savoury stew +cooking on the hob beside it. It was her custom to have something good +for supper on a Saturday night. Did she make home attractive on that +night to draw her brother from the seductions of the public-house? Most +likely. And she had her reward: for Robert never failed to come. The +cloth was laid, the red bricks of the floor were clean, and Charlotte's +face, as she looked up from her stocking-mending, was bright. It +darkened to consternation, however, when she cast her eyes on the boy. + +"Tom, what _have_ you been doing?" + +"Jacky Brumm threw a pot of dye over me, Charlotte." + +"There's not much real damage, Charlotte," interposed her brother. "It +looks worse than it is. I'll get it out of his hair presently, and put +his clothes into a pail of water. What have you got to-night? It smells +good." + +He alluded to supper, and took off the lid of the saucepan to peep in. +She had some stewed beef, with carrots, and the savoury steam ascended +to Robert's pleased face. + +Very few in Honey Fair managed as did Charlotte East. How she did her +housework no one knew. Not a woman, married or single, got through more +glove-sewing than Charlotte. Not one kept her house in better order: and +her clothes and her brother's were neat and respectable, week-days as +well as Sundays. Her work was taken into the warehouse on Saturday +mornings, and her marketing was done. In the afternoon she cleaned her +house, and by four o'clock was ready to sit down to her mending. No one +ever saw her in a bustle, and yet all her work was done; and well done. +Perhaps one great secret of it was that she rose very early in the +morning, winter and summer. + +"Look, Robert, here is a nice book I have bought," said she, putting a +periodical into his hands. "It comes out weekly. I shall take it in." + +Robert turned over the leaves. "It seems very interesting," he said +presently. "Here's a paper that tells all about the Holy Land. And +another that tells us how glass is made; I have often wondered." + +"You can read it to us of an evening while I work," said she. "It will +be quite a help to our getting on Tom: almost as good as sending him to +school. I gave----" + +The words were interrupted. The door was violently burst open, and a +woman entered the kitchen; knocking at doors before entering was not the +fashion in Honey Fair. The intruder was Mrs. Brumm. + +"I say, Robert East, did you see anything of my husband?" + +"I saw him go into the Horned Ram." + +"Then I wish the Horned Ram was into him!" wrathfully retorted Mrs. +Brumm. "He vowed faithfully he'd come home with his wages the first +thing after leaving work. He knows I have not a thing in the place for +to-morrow--and Dame Buffle looking out for her money. I have a good mind +to go down to the Horned Ram, and be on to him!" + +Robert East offered no opinion upon this delicate point. He remembered +the last time Mrs. Brumm had gone to the Horned Ram to be "on" to her +husband, and what it had produced. A midnight quarrel that disturbed the +slumbers of Honey Fair. + +"Who was along of him?" pursued she. + +"Three or four of them. Hubbard and Jones, I saw go in: and Adam +Thorneycroft." + +A quick rising of the head, as if startled, and a faint accession of +colour, told that one of those names had struck, perhaps unpleasantly, +on the ear of Charlotte East. "Where are your own earnings?" she asked +of Mrs. Brumm. + +"I have had to take them to Bankes's," was the rueful reply. "It's a +good deal now, and they're in a regular tantrum this week, and wouldn't +even wait till Monday. They threatened to tell Brumm, and it frightened +me out of my seventeen senses. And now, for him to go into that dratted +Horned Ram with his wages! and me without a pennypiece! It's not more +for the necessaries I want to get in, than for the things that is in +pawn. I can't iron nothing: the irons is there." + +Charlotte, busy still, turned round. "I would not put in irons, and such +things, that I wanted to use." + +"I dare say you wouldn't!" tartly responded Mrs. Brumm. "One has to put +in what one's got, and the things our husbands won't miss the sight of. +It's fine to be you, Charlotte East, setting yourself up for a lady, and +never putting your foot inside the pawn-shop, with your clean hands and +your clean kitchen on a Saturday night, sitting down to a hot supper, +while the rest of us is a-scrubbing!" + +Charlotte laughed good-humouredly. "If I tried to set myself up for a +lady, I could not be one. I work as hard as anybody; only I get it done +betimes." + +Mrs. Brumm sniffed--having no ready answer at hand. And at that moment +Tom East, encased in black, peeped out of the brewhouse, where he had +been sent by Charlotte to wash the dye off his hands. "Sakes alive!" +uttered Mrs. Brumm, aghast at the sight. + +"Jacky's worse than me," responded Tom, rather proud of having to say +so much. Robert explained to her how it had happened. + +"And our Jacky's as bad as that!" she cried. "Won't I wring it out of +him!" + +"Nonsense," said Robert; "it was an accident. Boys will be boys." + +"Yes, they will: and it's not the men that have to wash for 'em and keep +'em clean!" retorted Mrs. Brumm, terribly wrathful. "And me at a +standstill for my irons! And that beast of a Brumm stopping out." + +"I will lend you my irons," said Charlotte. + +"I won't take 'em," was the ungracious reply. "If I don't get my own, I +won't borrow none. Brumm, he'll be looking out for his Sunday clean +shirt to-morrow, and he won't get it; and that'll punish him more than +anything else. There's not a man in Honey Fair as likes to go sprucer on +a Sunday than Brumm." + +"So much the better," said Charlotte. "When men lose pride in their +appearance, they are apt to lose it in their conduct." + +"You must always put in your word for folks, Charlotte East, let 'em be +ever so bad," was Mrs. Brumm's parting salutation, as she went off and +shut the door with a bang. + +Meanwhile Timothy Carter, Mrs. Carter's husband, had turned into his own +dwelling, after leaving Robert East. The first thing to greet him was +the pail of water. Mrs. Carter had completed her grate, and was dashing +her water on to the floor. Timothy received it on his legs. + +"What's that for?" demanded Timothy, who was a meek and timid little +man. + +"Why do you brush in so sharp, then?" cried she. "Who was to know you +was a-coming?" + +Timothy had not "brushed in sharp;" he had gone in quietly. He stood +ruefully shaking the wet from his legs, first one, then the other, and +afterwards began to pick his way on tiptoe towards the fireplace. + +"Now, it's of no use your attempting to sit down yet," rebuked his wife, +in her usual cross accents. "There ain't no room for you at the fire, +and there ain't no warmth in it; it's but this blessed minute lighted. +Sit yourself on that table, again the wall, and then your legs'll be in +the dry." + +"And there I may sit for an hour, for you'll be all that time before you +have finished, by the looks on't," he ventured to remonstrate. + +"And half another hour to the end of it," answered she. "There's Betsy, +as ought to be helping, gadding out somewhere ever since she came home +at seven o'clock." + +"You says to me, says you, 'You come home to-night, Tim, as soon as +work's over, and don't go drinking!' You know you did," repeated Timothy +in an injured tone. + +"And it's a good thing as you have come, or you'd have heard my tongue +in a way you wouldn't like!" was Mrs. Carter's reply. + +Timothy sighed. That tongue was the two-edged sword of his life: how +dreaded, none but himself could tell. He had mounted the table in +obedience to orders, but he now got off again. + +"What are you after now?" shrilly demanded Mrs. Carter, who was on her +knees, scouring the bricks. + +"I want my pipe and 'baccy." + +"You stop where you are," was the imperative answer, "and wait till I +have time to get it;" and Timothy humbly sat down again. + +"You might get this done afore night, 'Lizabeth, as I've said over and +over again," cried he, plucking up a little spirit. "When a man comes +home tired, even if there ain't a bit o' supper for him, he expects a +morsel o' fire to sit down to, so as he can smoke his pipe in quiet. It +cows him, you see, to find his place in this ruck, where there ain't a +dry spot to put the sole of his foot on, and nothing but a table with +unekal legs to sit upon, and----" + +"I might get it done afore?" shrieked Mrs. Carter. "Afore! When, through +that Betsy's laziness, leaving everything on my shoulders, I couldn't +get in my gloving till four o'clock this afternoon! Every earthly thing +have I had to do since then. I raked out my fire----" + +"What's the good of raking out the fire?" interposed Timothy. + +"Goodness help the simpleton! Wanting to know the good of raking out the +fire--as if he was born yesterday! Can a grate be black-leaded while +it's hot, pray?" + +"It might be black-leaded at some other time," debated he. "In a +morning, perhaps." + +"I dare say it might, if I had not my gloving to do," she answered, +trembling with wrath. "When folks takes out shop work, they has to get +on with that--and is glad to do it. Where would you be if I earned +nothing? It isn't much of a roof we should have over our heads, with +your paltry fifteen or sixteen shillings a-week. You be nothing but a +parer, remember." + +"There's no need to disparage of me, 'Lizabeth," he rejoined, with a +meek little cough. "You knowed I was a parer before you ventured on me." + +"Just take your legs up higher, or you'll be knocking my cap with your +dirty boots," said Mrs. Carter, who was nearing the table in her +scrubbing. + +"I'll stand outside the door a bit, I think," he answered. "I am in your +way everywhere." + +"Sit where you are, and lift up your legs," was the reiterated command. +And Timothy obeyed. + +Cold and dreary, on he sat, watching the cleaning of the kitchen. The +fire gave out no heat, and the squares of bricks did not dry. He took +some silver from his pocket, and laid it in a stack on the table beside +him, for his wife to take up at her leisure. She allowed him no chance +of squandering _his_ wages. + +A few minutes, and Mrs. Carter rose from her knees and went into the +yard for a fresh supply of water. Timothy did not wait for a second +ducking. He slipped off the table, took a shilling from the heap, and +stole from the house. + +Back came Mrs. Carter, her pail brimming. "You go over to Dame Buffle's, +Tim, and----Why, where's he gone?" + +He was not in the kitchen, that was certain; and she opened the +staircase door, and elevated her voice shrilly. "Are you gone tramping +up my stairs, with your dirty boots? Tim Carter, I say, are you +upstairs?" + +Of course Tim Carter was not upstairs: or he had never dared to leave +that voice unanswered. + +"Now, if he has gone off to any of them sotting publics, he shan't hear +the last of it," she exclaimed, opening the door and gazing as far as +the nearest gas-light would permit. But Timothy was beyond her eye and +reach, and she caught up the money and counted it. Fourteen shillings. +One shilling of it gone. + +She knew what it meant, and dashed the silver into a wide-necked +canister on the high mantelshelf, which contained also her own earnings +for the week. It would have been as much as meek Tim Carter's life was +worth to touch that canister, and she kept it openly on the +mantel-piece. Many unfortunate wives in Honey Fair could not keep their +money from their husbands even under lock and key. As she was putting +the canister in its place again, Betsy came in. Mrs. Carter turned +sharply upon her. + +"Now, miss! where have you been?" + +"Law, mother, how you fly out! I have only been to Cross's." + +"You ungrateful piece of brass, when you know there's so much to be done +on a Satur-night that I can't turn myself round! You shan't go gadding +about half your time. I'll put you from home entire, to a good tight +service." + +Betsy had heard the same threat so often that its effect was gone. Had +her mother only kept her in one-tenth of the subjection that she did her +husband, it might have been better for the young lady. "I was only in at +Cross's," she repeated. + +"What's the good of telling me that falsehood? I went to Cross's after +you, but you wasn't there, and hadn't been there. You want a good sound +shaking, miss." + +"If I wasn't at Cross's, I was at Mason's," was the imperturbable reply +of Miss Betsy. "I was at Mason's first. Mark Mason came home and turned +as sour as a wasp, because the place was in a mess. She was washing her +children, and she's got the kitchen to do, and he began blowing up. I +left 'em then, and went in to Cross's. Mason went back down the hill; +so he'll come home tipsy." + +"Why can't she get her children washed afore he comes home?" retorted +Mrs. Carter, who could see plenty of motes in her neighbours' eyes, +though utterly blind to the beam in her own. "Such wretched management! +Children ought to be packed out of the way by seven o'clock." + +"You don't get your cleaning over, any more than she does," remarked +Miss Betsy boldly. + +Mrs. Carter turned an angry gaze upon her; a torrent of words breaking +from her lips. "I get my cleaning over! I, who am at work every moment +of my day, from early morning till late at night! You'd liken me to that +good-for-nothing Het Mason, who hardly makes a dozen o' gloves in a +week, and keeps her house like a pigsty! Where would you and your father +be, if I didn't work to keep you, and slave to make the place sweet and +comfortable? Be off to Dame Buffle's and buy me a besom, you ungrateful +monkey: and then you turn to and dust these chairs." + +Betsy did not wait for a second bidding. She preferred going for besoms, +or for anything else, to her mother's kitchen and her mother's scolding. +Her coming back was another affair; she would be just as likely to +propel the besom into the kitchen and make off herself, as to enter. + +She suddenly stopped now, door in hand, to relate some news. + +"I say, mother, there's going to be a party at the Alhambra +tea-gardens." + +"A party at the Alhambra tea-gardens, with frost and snow on the +ground!" ironically repeated Mrs. Carter. "Be off, and don't be an oaf." + +"It's true," said Betsy. "All Honey Fair's going to it. I shall go too. +'Melia and Mary Ann Cross is going to have new things for it, and----" + +"Will you go along and get that besom?" cried angry Mrs. Carter. "No +child of mine shall go off to their Alhambras, catching their death on +the wet grass." + +"Wet grass!" echoed Betsy. "Why, you're never such a gaby as to think +they'd have a party on the grass! It is to be in the big room, and +there's to be a fiddle and a tam----" + +"----bourine" never came. Mrs. Carter sent the wet mop flying after Miss +Betsy, and the young lady, dexterously evading it, flung-to the door and +departed. + +A couple of hours later, Timothy Carter was escorted home, his own +walking none of the steadiest. The men with him had taken more than +Timothy; but it was that weak man's misfortune to be overcome by a +little. You will allow, however, that he had taken enough, having spent +his shilling and gone into debt besides. Mrs. Carter received +him----Well, I am rather at a loss to describe it. She did not actually +beat him, but her shrill voice might be heard all over Honey Fair, +lavishing hard names upon helpless Tim. First of all, she turned out +his pockets. The shilling was all gone. "And how much more tacked on to +it?" asked she, wise by experience. And Timothy was just able to +understand and answer. He felt himself as a lamb in the fangs of a wolf. +"Eightpence halfpenny." + +"A shilling and eightpence halfpenny chucked away in drink in one +night!" repeated Mrs. Carter. She gave him a short, emphatic shake, and +propelled him up the stairs; leaving him without a light, to get to bed +as he could. She had still some hours' work downstairs, in the shape of +mending clothes. + +But it never once occurred to Mrs. Carter that she had herself to thank +for his misdoings. With a tidy room and a cheerful fire to receive him, +on returning from his day's work, Timothy Carter would no more have +thought of the public-houses than you or I should. And if, as did +Charlotte East, she had welcomed him with a good supper and a pleasant +tongue, poor Tim in his gratitude had forsworn public-houses for ever. + +Neither, when Mark Mason staggered home, and _his_ wife raved at and +quarrelled with him, to the further edification of Honey Fair, did it +strike that lady that she could be in fault. As Mrs. Carter had said, +Henrietta Mason did not overburden herself with work of any sort; but +she did make a pretence of washing her four children in a bucket on a +Saturday night, and her kitchen afterwards. The ceremony was delayed +through idleness and bad management to the least propitious part of the +evening. So sure as she had the bucket before the fire, and the children +collected round it; one in, one just out roaring to be dried, and the +two others waiting their turn for the water, all of them stark +naked--for Mrs. Mason made a point of undressing them at once to save +trouble--so sure, I say, as these ablutions were in progress, the +children frantically crying, Mrs. Mason boxing, storming, and rubbing, +and the kitchen swimming, in would walk the father. Words invariably +ensued: a short, sharp quarrel; and he would turn out again for the +nearest public-house, where he was welcomed by a sociable room and a +glowing fire. Can any one be surprised that it should be so? + +You must not think these cases overdrawn; you must not think them +exceptional cases. They are neither the one nor the other. They are +truthful pictures, taken from what Honey Fair was then. I very much fear +the same pictures might be taken from some places still. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +MR. BRUMM'S SUNDAY SHIRT. + + +But there's something to say yet of Mrs. Brumm. You saw her turning away +from Robert East's door, saying that her husband, Andrew, had promised +to come home that night and to bring his wages. Mrs. Brumm, a bad +manager, as were many of the rest, would probably have received him with +a sloppy kitchen, buckets, and besoms. Andrew had had experience of +this, and, disloyal knight that he was, allowed himself to be seduced +into the Horned Ram. He'd just take one pint and a pipe, he said to his +conscience, and be home in time for his wife to get what she wanted. A +little private matter of his own would call him away early. Pressed for +a sum of money in the week which was owing to his club, and not +possessing it, he had put his Sunday coat in pledge: and this he wanted +to get out. However, a comrade sitting in the next chair to him at the +Horned Ram had to get _his_ coat out of the same accommodating +receptacle. Nothing more easy than for him to bring out Andrew's at the +same time; which was done. The coat on the back of his chair, his pipe +in his mouth, and a pint of good ale before him, the outer world was as +nothing to Andrew Brumm. + +At ten o'clock, the landlord came in. "Andrew Brumm, here's your wife +wanting to see you." + +Now Andrew was not a bad sort of man by any means, but he had a great +antipathy to being looked after. A joke went round at Andrew's expense; +for if there was one thing the men in general hated more than another, +it was that their wives should come in quest of them to the +public-houses. Mrs. Brumm received a sharp reprimand; but she saw that +he was, as she expressed it, "getting on," so she got some money from +him and kept her scolding for another opportunity. + +She did not go near the pawnbroker's to get her irons out. She bought a +bit of meat and what else she wanted, and returned to Honey Fair. Robert +East was closing his door for the night as she passed it. "Has Brumm +come home?" he asked. + +"Not he, the toper! He is stuck fast at the Horned Ram, getting in for +it nicely. I have been after him for some money." + +"Have you got your irons out?" inquired Charlotte, coming to the door. + +"No, nor nothing else; and there's pretty near half the kitchen in. It's +him that'll suffer. He has been getting out his own coat, but he can't +put it on. Leastways, he won't without a clean collar and shirt; and let +him fish for _them_. Wait till to-morrow comes, Mr. 'Drew Brumm!" + +"Was _his_ coat in?" returned Charlotte, surprised. + +"That it was. Him as goes on so when I puts a thing or two in! He owed +some money at his club, and he went and put his coat in for four +shillings, and Adam Thorneycroft has been and fetched it out for him." + +"Adam Thorneycroft!" involuntarily returned Charlotte. + +"Thorneycroft's coat was in too, and he went for it just now, and Brumm +gave him the ticket to get out his. Smith's daughter told me that. She +was serving with her mother in the bar." + +"Is Adam Thorneycroft at the Horned Ram still?" + +"That he is: side by side with Brumm. A nice pair of 'em! Charlotte +East, take my advice; don't you have anything to say to Thorneycroft. A +woman had better climb up to the top of her topmost chimbley and pitch +herself off, head foremost, than marry a man given to drink." + +Charlotte East felt vexed at the allusion--vexed that her name should be +coupled openly with that of Adam Thorneycroft by the busy tongues of +Honey Fair. That an attachment existed between herself and Adam +Thorneycroft was true; but she did not wish the fact to become too +apparent to others. Latterly she had been schooling her heart to forget +him, for he was taking to frequent public-houses. + +Mrs. Brumm went home, and was soon followed by her husband. He was not +much the worse for what he had taken: he was a little. Mrs. Brumm +reproached him with it, and a wordy war ensued. + +They arose peaceably in the morning. Andrew was a civil, well-conducted +man, and but for Horned Rams would have been a pattern to three parts of +Honey Fair. He liked to be dressed well on Sunday and to attend the +cathedral with his two children: he was very fond of listening to the +chanting Mrs. Brumm--as was the custom generally with the wives of Honey +Fair--stayed at home to cook the dinner. Andrew was accustomed to do +many odd jobs on the Sunday morning, to save his wife trouble. He +cleaned the boots and shoes, brushed his clothes, filled the coal-box, +and made himself useful in sundry other ways. All this done, they sat +down to breakfast with the two children, the unfortunate Jacky less +black than he had been the previous night. + +"Now, Jacky," said Brumm, when the meal was over, "get yourself ready; +it has gone ten. Polly too." + +"It's a'most too cold for Polly this morning," said Mrs. Brumm. + +"Not a bit on't. The walk'll do her good, and give her an appetite for +dinner. What is for dinner, Bell? I asked you before, but you didn't +answer." + +"It ain't much thanks to you as there's anything," retorted Mrs. Brumm, +who rejoiced in the aristocratic name of Arabella. "You plant yourself +again at the Horned Ram, and see if I worries myself to come after you +for money. I'll starve on the Sunday first." + +"I can't think what goes of your money," returned Andrew. "There had not +used to be this fuss if I stopped out for half an hour on the Saturday +night, with my wages in my pocket. Where does yours go to?" + +"It goes in necessaries," shortly answered Mrs. Brumm. But not caring +for reasons of her own to pursue this particular topic, she turned to +that of the dinner. "I have half a shoulder of mutton, and I'm going to +take it to the bake'us with a batter pudden under it, and to boil the +taters at home." + +"That's capital!" returned Andrew, gently rubbing his hands. "There's +nothing nicer than baked mutton and a batter pudden. Jacky, brush your +hair well: it's as rough as bristles." + +"I had to use a handful of soda to get the dye out," said Mrs. Brumm. +"Soda's awful stuff for making the hair rough." + +Andrew slipped out to the Honey Fair barber, who did an extensive +business on Sunday morning, to be shaved. When he returned he went up to +wash and dress, and finally uncovered a deal box where he was accustomed +to find his clean shirt. With all Mrs. Brumm's faults she had neat ways. +The shirt was not there. + +"Bell, where's my clean shirt?" he called out from the top of the +stairs. + +Mrs. Bell Brumm had been listening for the words and received them with +satisfaction. She nodded, winked, and went through a little pantomime of +ecstasy, to the intense delight of the children, who were in the secret, +and nodded and winked with her. "Clean shirt?" she called back again, as +if not understanding. + +"My Sunday shirt ain't here." + +"You haven't got no Sunday shirt to-day." + +Andrew Brumm descended the stairs in consternation. "No Sunday shirt!" +he repeated. + +"No shirt, nor no collar, nor no handkercher," coolly affirmed Mrs. +Brumm. "There ain't none ironed. They be all in the wet and the rough, +wrapped up in an old towel. Jacky and Polly haven't nothing either." + +Brumm stared considerably. "Why, what's the meaning of that?" + +"The irons are in pawn," shortly answered Mrs. Brumm. "You know you +never came home with the money, so I couldn't get 'em out." + +Another wordy war. Andrew protested she had no "call" to put the irons +in any such place. She impudently retorted that she should put the house +in if she liked. + +A hundred such little episodes could be related of the domestic life of +Honey Fair. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +THE MESSRS. BANKES. + + +On the Monday morning, a troop of the gloveress girls flocked into +Charlotte East's. They were taking holiday, as was usual with them on +Mondays. Charlotte was a favourite. It is true, she "bothered" them, as +they called it, with good advice, but they liked her in spite of it. +Charlotte's kitchen was always tidy and peaceful, with a bright fire +burning in it: other kitchens would be full of bustle and dirt. +Charlotte never let them hinder her; she worked away at her gloves all +the time. Charlotte was a glove-maker; that is, she sewed the fingers +together, and put in the thumbs, forgits, and quirks. Look at your own +gloves, English made. The long strips running up inside the fingers are +the forgits; and the little pieces between, where the fingers open, are +the quirks. The gloves Charlotte was occupied with now were of a very +dark green colour, almost black, called corbeau in the trade, and they +were sewn with white silk. Charlotte's stitches were as beautifully +regular as though she had used a patent machine. The white silk and the +fellow glove to the one she was making, lay inside a clean white +handkerchief doubled upon her lap; other gloves, equally well covered, +were in a basket at her side. + +The girls had come in noisily, with flushed cheeks and eager eyes. +Charlotte saw that something was exciting them. They liked to tell her +of their little difficulties and pleasures. Betsy Carter had informed +her mother that there was going to be a "party at the Alhambra +tea-gardens," if you remember; and this was the point of interest +to-day. These "Alhambra tea-gardens," however formidable and perhaps +suggestive the name, were very innocent in reality. They belonged to a +quiet roadside inn, half a mile from the town, and comprised a large +garden and extensive lawn. The view from them was beautiful; and many a +party from Helstonleigh, far higher in the scale of society than these +girls, would go there in summer to take tea and enjoy the view. A young, +tall, handsome girl of eighteen had drawn her chair close to +Charlotte's. She was the half-sister of Mark Mason, and had her home +with him and his wife; supporting herself after a fashion by her work. +But she was always in debt to them, and she and Mrs. Mark did not get +along well together. She wore a new shawl, and straw bonnet trimmed with +blue ribbons: and her dark hair fell in glossy ringlets--as was the +fashion then. Two other girls perched themselves on a table. They were +sisters--Amelia and Mary Ann Cross; others placed themselves where they +could. Somewhat light were they in manner, these girls; free in speech. +Nothing farther. If an unhappy girl did, by mischance, turn out badly, +or, as the expressive phrase had it, "went wrong," she was forthwith +shunned, and shunned for ever. Whatever may have been the faults and +failings prevailing in Honey Fair, this sort of wrong-doing was not +common amongst them. + +"Why, Caroline, that is new!" exclaimed Charlotte East, alluding to the +shawl. + +Caroline Mason laughed. "Is it not a beauty?" cried she. And it may be +remarked that in speech and accent she was superior to some of the +girls. + +Charlotte took a corner of it in her hand. "It must have cost a pound at +least," she said. "Is it paid for?" + +Again Caroline laughed. "Never you mind whether it's paid for or not, +Charlotte. You won't be called upon for the money for it. As I told my +sister-in-law yesterday." + +"You did not want it, Caroline; and I am quite sure you could not afford +it. Your winter cloak was good yet. It is so bad a plan, getting goods +on credit. I wish those Bankeses had never come near the place!" + +"Don't you run down Bankes's, Charlotte East," interposed Eliza Tyrrett, +a very plain girl, with an ill-natured expression of face. "We should +never get along at all if it wasn't for Bankes's." + +"You would get along all the better," returned Charlotte. "How much are +they going to charge you for this shawl, Caroline?" + +Caroline and Eliza Tyrrett exchanged peculiar glances. There appeared to +be some secret between them, connected with the shawl. "Oh, a pound or +so," replied Caroline. "What was it, Eliza?" + +Eliza Tyrrett burst into a loud laugh, and Caroline echoed it. Charlotte +East did not press for the answer. But she did press the matter against +dealing with Bankes's; as she had pressed it many a time before. + +A twelvemonth ago, some strangers had opened a linen-draper's shop in a +back street of Helstonleigh; brothers of the name of Bankes. They +professed to do business upon credit, and to wait upon people at their +own homes, after the fashion of hawkers. Every Monday would one of them +appear in Honey Fair, a great pack of goods on his back, which would be +opened for inspection at each house. Caps, shawls, gown-pieces, calico, +flannel, and finery, would be displayed in all their fascinations. Now, +you who are reading this, only reflect on the temptation! The women of +Honey Fair went into debt; and it was three parts the work of their +lives to keep the finery, and the system, from the knowledge of their +husbands. + +"Pay us so much weekly," Bankes's would say. And the women did so: it +seemed like getting a gown for nothing. But Bankes's were found to be +strict in collecting the instalments; and how these weekly payments told +upon the wages, I will leave you to judge. Some would have many +shillings to pay weekly. Charlotte East and a few more prudent ones +spoke against this system; but they made no impression. The temptation +was too great. Charlotte assumed that this was how Caroline Mason's +shawl had been obtained. In that, however, she was mistaken. + +"Charlotte, we are going down to Bankes's. There'll be a better choice +in his shop than in his pack. You have heard of the party at the +Alhambra. Well, it is to be next Monday, and we want to ask you what we +shall wear. What would you advise us to get for it?" + +"Get nothing," replied Charlotte. "Don't go to Bankes's, and don't go to +the Alhambra." + +The whole assembly sat in wonder, with open eyes. "Not go to the party!" +echoed pert Amelia Cross. "What next, Charlotte East?" + +"I told you what it would be, if you came into Charlotte East's," said +Eliza Tyrrett, a sneer on her countenance. + +"I am not against proper amusement, though I don't much care for it +myself," said Charlotte. "But when you speak of going to a party at the +Alhambra, somehow it does not sound respectable." + +The girls opened their eyes wider. "Why, Charlotte, what harm do you +suppose will come to us? We can take care of ourselves, I hope?" + +"It is not that," said Charlotte. "Of course you can. Still it does not +sound nice. It is like going to a public-house--you can't call the +Alhambra anything else. It is quite different, this, from going there to +have tea in the summer. But that's not it, I say. If you go to it, you +would be running into debt for all sorts of things at Bankes's, and get +into trouble." + +"My sister-in-law says you are a croaker, Charlotte; and she's right," +cried Caroline Mason, with good-humour. + +"Charlotte, it is not a bit of use your talking," broke in Mary Ann +Cross vehemently. "We shall go to the party, and we shall buy new things +for it. Bankes's have some lovely sarcenets, cross-barred; green, and +pink, and lilac; and me and 'Melia mean to have a dress apiece off 'em. +With a pink bow in front, and a white collar--my! wouldn't folks stare +at us!--Twelve yards each it would take, and they are one-and-eightpence +a yard." + +"Mary Ann, it would be just madness! There'd be the making, the lining, +and the ribbon: five or six-and-twenty shillings each, they would cost +you. Pray don't!" + +"How you do reckon things up, Charlotte! We should pay off weekly: we +have time afore us." + +"What would your father say?" + +"Charlotte, just hold your noise about father," quickly returned Amelia +Cross, in a hushed and altered tone. "You know we don't tell him about +Bankes's." + +Charlotte found she might as well have talked to the winds. The girls +were bent upon the evening's pleasure, and also upon the smart things +they deemed necessary for it. A few minutes more and they left her; and +trooped down to the shop of the Messrs. Bankes. + +Charlotte was coming home that evening from an errand to the town, when +she met Adam Thorneycroft. He was somewhat above the common run of +workmen. + +"Oh, is it you, Charlotte?" he exclaimed, stopping her. "I say, how is +it that you'll never have anything to say to me now?" + +"I have told you why, Adam," she replied. + +"You have told me a pack of nonsense. I wouldn't lose you, Charlotte, to +be made king of England. When once we are married, you shall see how +steady I'll be. I will not enter a public-house." + +"You have been saying that you will not for these twelve months past, +Adam," she sadly rejoined; and, had her face been visible in the dark +night, he would have seen that it was working with agitation. + +"What does it hurt a man, to go out and take a quiet pipe and a glass +after his work's over? Everybody does it." + +"Everybody does not. But I do not wish to contend. It seems to bring you +no conviction. Half the miseries around us in Honey Fair arise from so +much of the wages being wasted at the public-houses. I know what you +would say--that the wives are in fault as well. So they are. I do not +believe people were sent into the world to live as so many of us live: +nothing but scuffle and discomfort, and--I may almost say +it--sinfulness. One of these wretched households shall never be mine." + +"My goodness, Charlotte! How seriously you speak!" + +"It is a serious subject. I want to try to live so as to do my duty by +myself and by those around me; to pass my days in peace with the world +and with my conscience. A woman beaten down, cowed by all sorts of ills, +could not do so; and, where the husband is unsteady, she must be beaten +down. Adam, you know it is not with a willing heart I give you up, but I +am forced to it." + +"How can you bring yourself to say this to me?" he rejoined. + +"I don't deny that it is hard," she faintly said, suppressing with +difficulty her emotion. "This many a week I and duty have been having a +conflict with each other: but duty has gained the mastery. I knew it +would from the first----" + +"Duty be smothered!" interrupted Adam Thorneycroft. "I shall think you a +born natural presently, Charlotte." + +"Yes, I know. I can't help it. Adam, we should never pull together, you +see. Good-bye! We can be friends in future, if you like; nothing more." + +She held out her hand to him for a parting salutation. Adam, hurt and +angry, flung it from him, and turned towards Helstonleigh: and Charlotte +continued her way home, her tears dropping in the dusky night. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +HARD TO BEAR. + + +Mrs. Halliburton struggled on. A struggle, my reader, that it is to be +hoped, for your comfort's sake, you have never experienced, and never +will. She had learnt the stitch for the back of the gloves, and Mr. Lynn +supplied her with a machine and with work. But she could not do it +quickly as yet; though it was a hopeful day for her when she found that +her weekly earnings amounted to six shillings. + +Mrs. Reece paid her twenty shillings a week. Or rather, Dobbs: for Dobbs +was paymaster-general. Of that, Jane could use (she had made a close +calculation) six shillings, putting by fourteen for rent and taxes. Her +taxes were very light, part of them being paid by the landlord, as was +the custom with some houses in Helstonleigh. But for this, the rent +would have been less. Sorely tempted as she was, by hunger, by cold, +almost by starvation, Jane was resolute in leaving the fourteen +shillings intact. She had suffered too much from non-payment of the last +rent, not to be prepared with the next. But--the endurance and +deprivation!--how great they were! And she suffered far more for her +children than for herself. + +One night, towards the middle of February, she felt very downhearted: +almost as if she could not struggle on much longer. With her own +earnings and the six shillings taken from Mrs. Reece's money she could +count little more than twelve shillings weekly, and everything had to be +found out of it. Coals, candles, washing--that is, the soap, firing, +etc., necessary for Miss Betsy Carter to do it with; the boys' +shoe-mending and other trifles, besides food. You will not, therefore, +be surprised to hear that on this night they had literally nothing in +the house but part of a loaf of bread. Jane was resolute in one +thing--not to go into debt. Mrs. Buffle would have given credit, +probably other shops also; but Jane believed that her sole chance of +surmounting the struggle eventually was by keeping debt, even trifling +debt, away. They had this morning eaten bread for breakfast; they had +eaten potatoes and salt for dinner; and now, tea-time, there was bread +again. All Jane had in her pocket was twopence, which must be kept for +milk for the following morning; so they were drinking water now. + +They were round the fire; two of the boys kneeling on the ground to get +the better blaze, thankful they had a fire at all. Their lessons were +over for the day. William had been thoroughly well brought on by his +father, in Greek, Latin, Euclid, and in English generally--in short, in +the branches necessary to a good education. Frank and Gar were forward +also; indeed, Frank, for his age, was a very good Latin scholar. But how +could they do much good or make much progress by themselves? William +helped his brothers as well as he could, but it was somewhat profitless +work; and Jane was all too conscious that they needed to be at school. +Altogether, her heart was sore within her. + +Another thing was beginning to worry her--a fear lest her brother should +not be able to send the rent. She had fully counted upon it; but, now +that the time of its promised receipt was at hand, fears and doubts +arose. She was dwelling on it now--now, as she sat there at her work, in +the twilight of the early spring evening. If the money did not come, all +she could do would be to go to Mr. Ashley, tell him of her ill luck, and +that he must take the things at last. They must turn out, wanderers on +the wide earth; no---- + +A plaintive cry interrupted her dream and recalled her to reality. It +came from Jane, who was seated on a stool, her head leaning against the +side of the mantel-piece. + +"She is crying, mamma," cried quick Frank; and Janey whispered something +into Frank's ear, the cry deepening into sobs. + +"Mamma, she's crying because she's hungry." + +"Janey, dear, I have nothing but bread. You know it. Could you eat a +bit?" + +"I want something else," sobbed Janey. "Some meat, or some pudding. It +is such a long time since we had any. I am tired of bread; I am very +hungry." + +There came an echoing cry from the other side of the fireplace. Gar had +laid his head down on the floor, and he now broke out, sobbing also. + +"I am hungry too. I don't like bread any more than Janey does. When +shall we have something nice?" + +Jane gathered them to her, one in each arm, soothing them with soft +caresses, her heart aching, her own sobs choked down, one single comfort +present to her--that God knew what she had to bear. + +Almost she began to fear for her own health. Would the intense anxiety, +combined with the want of sufficient food, tell upon her? Would her +sleepless nights tell upon her? Would her grief for the loss of her +husband--a grief not the less keenly felt because she did not parade +it--tell upon her? All _that_ lay in the future. + +She rose the next morning early to her work; she always had to rise +early--the boys and Jane setting the breakfast. Breakfast! Putting the +bread upon the table and taking in the milk. For twopence they had a +quart of skimmed milk, and were glad to get it. Her head was heavy, her +frame hot, the result of inward fever, her limbs were tired before the +day began; worse than all, there was that utter weariness of mind which +predisposes a sufferer from it to lie down and die. "This will never +do," thought Jane; "I _must_ bear up." + +A dispute between Frank and Gar! They were good, affectionate boys; but +little tempers must break out now and then. In trying to settle it, Jane +burst into tears. It put an end to the fray more effectually than +anything else could have done. The boys looked blank with consternation, +and Janey burst into hysterical sobs. + +"Don't, Jane, don't," said the poor mother; "I am not well; but do not +_you_ cry." + +"I am not well, either," sobbed Janey. "It hurts me here, and here." She +put her hand to her head and chest, and Jane knew that she was weak from +long-continued insufficiency of food. There was no remedy for it. Jane +only wished she could bear for them all. + +Some time after breakfast there came the postman's knock at the door. A +thickish letter--twopence to pay. The penny postal system had come in, +but letters were not so universally prepaid then as they are now. + +Jane glanced over it with a beating heart. Yes, it was her brother's +handwriting. Could the promised rent have really arrived? She felt sick +with agitation. + +"I have no money at all, Frank. Ask Dobbs if she will lend you +twopence." + +Away went Frank, in his quick and not very ceremonious manner, +penetrating to the kitchen, where Dobbs happened to be. "Dobbs, will you +please to lend mamma twopence? It is for a letter." + +"Dobbs, indeed! Who's 'Dobbs'?" retorted that functionary in wrath. "I +am Mrs. Dobbs, if you please. Take yourself out of my sight till you can +learn manners." + +"Won't you lend it? The postman's waiting." + +"No, I won't," returned Dobbs. + +Back ran Frank. "She won't lend it, mamma. She says I was rude to her, +and called her Dobbs." + +"Oh, Frank!" But the postman was impatient, demanding whether he was to +be kept there all day. Jane was fain to apply to Dobbs herself, and +procured the loan. Then she ran upstairs with the letter, and her +trembling fingers broke the seal. Two banknotes, for 10£. each, fell out +of it. The promised loan had been sixteen pounds. The Rev. Francis Tait +had contrived to spare four pounds more. + +Before Jane had recovered from her excitement--almost before a breath of +thanks had gone up from her heart--she saw Mr. Ashley on the opposite +side of the road, going towards Helstonleigh. Being in no state to weigh +her actions, only conscious that the two notes lay in her hand--actual +realities--she threw on her bonnet and shawl, and went across the road +to Mr. Ashley. In her agitation, she scarcely knew what she did or said. + +"Oh, sir--I beg your pardon--but I have at this moment received the +money for the back rent. May I give it to you now?" + +Mr. Ashley looked at her in surprise. A scarlet spot shone on her thin +cheeks--a happy excitement was spread over her face of care. He read the +indications plainly--that she was an eager payer, but no willing debtor. +The open letter in her hand, and the postman opposite, told the tale. + +"There is no such hurry, Mrs. Halliburton," he said, smiling. "I cannot +give you a receipt here." + +"You can send it to me," she said. "I would rather pay you than Mr. +Dare." + +She held out the notes to him. He felt in his pocket whether he had +sufficient change, found he had, and handed it to her. "That is it, +madam--four sovereigns. Thank you." + +She took them hesitatingly, but did not close her hand. "Was there not +some expense incurred when--when that man was put in?" + +"Not for you to pay, Mrs. Halliburton," he pointedly returned. "I hope +you are getting pretty well through your troubles?" + +The tears came into her eyes, and she turned them away. Getting pretty +well through her troubles! "Thank you for inquiring," she meekly said. +"I shall, I believe, have the quarter's rent ready in March, when it +falls due." + +"Do not put yourself out of the way to pay it," he replied. "If it would +be more convenient to you to let it go on to the half-year, it would be +the same to me." + +Her heart rose to the kindness. "Thank you, Mr. Ashley, thank you very +much for your consideration; but I must pay as I go on, if I possibly +can." + +Patience stood at her gate, smiling as she recrossed the road. She had +seen what had passed. + +"Thee hast good news, I see. But thee wert in a hurry, to pay thy rent +in the road." + +"My brother has sent me the rent and four pounds over. Patience, I can +buy bedside carpets now." + +Patience looked pleased. "With all thy riches thee will scarcely thank +me for this poor three and sixpence," holding out the silver to her. +"Samuel Lynn left it; it is owing thee for thy work." + +Jane smiled sadly as she took it. Her riches! "How is Anna?" she asked. + +"She is nicely, thank thee, and is gone to school. But she was wilful +over her lessons this morning. Farewell. I am glad thee art so far out +of thy perplexities." + +Very far, indeed; and a great relief it was. Can you realize these +troubles of Mrs. Halliburton's? Not, I think, as she realized them. We +pity the trials and endurance of the poor; but, believe me, they are as +nothing compared with the bitter lot of reduced gentlepeople. Jane had +not been brought up to poverty, to scanty and hard fare, to labour, to +humiliations, to the pain of debt. But for hope--and some of us know how +strong that is in the human heart--and for that better hope, _trust_, +Jane never could have gone through her trials. Her physical privations +alone were almost too hard to bear. Can you wonder that an unexpected +present of four pounds seemed as a mine of wealth? + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +INCIPIENT VANITY. + + +But four pounds, however large a sum to look at, dwindles down sadly in +the spending; especially when bedside carpets, and boys' boots--new ones +and the mending of old ones--have to be deducted from it at the +commencement. An idea had for some time been looming in Jane's mind; +looming ominously, for she did not like to speak of it. It was, that +William must go out and enter upon some employment, by which a little +weekly money might be added to their stock. He was eager enough; +indulging, no doubt, boy-like, peculiar visions of his own, great and +grand. But these Jane had to dispel; to explain that for young boys, +such as he, earning money implied hard work. + +His face flushed scarlet. Jane drew him to her and pressed her cheek +upon his. + +"There would be no real disgrace in it, my darling. No work in itself +brings disgrace; be it carrying out parcels or sweeping out a shop. So +long as we retain our refinement of tone, of manner, our courteous +conduct one to the other, we shall still be gentlepeople, let us work at +what we may. William, I think it is your _duty_ to help in our need." + +"Yes, I see, mamma," he answered. "I will try and do it; anything that +may turn up." + +Jane had not much faith in things "turning up." She believed that they +must be sought for. That same evening she went into Mr. Lynn's, with the +view to asking his counsel. There she found Anna in trouble. The cause +was as follows. + +Patience, leaving Anna alone at her lessons, had gone into the kitchen +to give some directions to Grace. Anna seized the opportunity to take a +little recreation: not that it was greatly needed, for--spoilt child +that she was!--she had merely looked at her books with vacant eyes, not +having in reality learned a single word. First of all, off went her cap. +Next, she drew from her pocket a small mirror, about the size of a +five-shilling piece. Propping this against her books on the table before +her, so that the rays of the lamp might fall upon it, she proceeded to +admire herself, and twist her flowing hair round her pretty fingers to +make a shower of ringlets. Sad vanity for a little born Quakeress! But +it must be owned that never did mirror, small or large, give back a more +lovely image than that child's. She had just arranged her curls, and was +contemplating their effect to her entire satisfaction, when back came +Patience sooner than she was expected, and caught the young lady at her +impromptu toilette. What with the curls and what with the mirror, Anna +did not know which to hurry away first. + +"Thee naughty child! Thee naughty, naughty child! What is to become of +thee? Where did thee get this?" + +Anna burst into tears. In her perplexity she said she had "found" the +mirror. + +"That thee did not," said Patience calmly. "I ask thee where thee got it +from?" + +Of a remarkably pliant nature, wavering and timid, Anna never withstood +long the persistent questioning of Patience. Amid many tears the truth +came out. Lucy Dixon had brought it to school in her workbox. It was a +doll's mirror, and she, Anna, had given her sixpence for it. + +"The sixpence that thy father bestowed upon thee yesterday for being a +good girl," retorted Patience. "I told him thee would likely not make a +profitable use of it. Come up to bed with thee! I will talk to thee +after thee are in it." + +Of all things, Anna disliked to be sent to bed before her time. She +sobbed, expostulated, and promised all sorts of amendment for the +future. Patience, firm and quiet, would have carried her point, but for +the entrance of Samuel Lynn. The fault was related to him by Patience, +and the mirror exhibited. Anna clung around him in a storm of sobs. + +"Dear father! Dear, dear father, don't thee let me go to bed! Let me sit +by thee while thee hast thy supper. Patience may keep the glass, but +don't thee let me go." + +It was quite a picture--the child clinging there with her crimsoned +cheeks, her wet eyelashes, and her soft flowing hair. Samuel Lynn, +albeit a man not given to demonstration, strained her to him with a +loving movement. Perhaps the crime of looking into a doll's glass and +toying with her hair appeared to him more venial than it did to +Patience; but then, she was his beloved child. + +"Will thee transgress again, Anna?" + +"No, I never will," sobbed Anna. + +"Then Patience will suffer thee to sit up this once. But thee must be +careful." + +He placed her in a chair close to him. Patience, disapproving very much +but saying nothing, left the room. Grace appeared with the supper-tray, +and a message that Patience would take her supper in the kitchen. It was +at this juncture that Mrs. Halliburton came in. She told the Quaker that +she had come to consult him about William; and mentioned her intentions. + +"To tell thee the truth, friend, I have marvelled much that thee did +not, under thy circumstances, seek to place out thy eldest son," was the +answer. "He might be helping thee." + +"He is young to earn anything, Mr. Lynn. Do you see a chance of my +getting him a place?" + +"That depends, friend, upon the sort of place he may wish for. I could +help him to a place to-morrow. But it is one that may not accord with +thy notions." + +"What is it?" eagerly asked Jane. + +"It is in Thomas Ashley's manufactory. We are in want of another boy, +and the master told me to-day I had better inquire for one." + +"What would he have to do?" asked Jane. "And what would he earn?" + +"He would have to do anything he may be directed to do. Thy son is older +than are our boys who come to us ordinarily, and he has been differently +brought up; therefore I might put him to somewhat better employment. He +might also be paid a trifle more. They sweep and dust, go on outdoor +errands, carry messages indoors, black the gloves, get in coal; and they +earn, if they are sharp, half-a-crown a week." + +Jane's heart sank within her. + +"But thy son, I say, might be treated somewhat differently. Not that he +must be above doing any of these duties, should he be put to them. I can +assure thee, friend, that some of the first manufacturers of this town +have thus begun their career. A thoroughly practical knowledge of the +business is only to be acquired by beginning at the first step of the +ladder, and working upwards." + +"Did Mr. Ashley so begin?" She could scarcely tell why she asked the +question. Unless it was that a feeling came over her that if Mr. Ashley +had done these things, she would not mind William's doing them. + +"No, friend. Thomas Ashley's father was a man of means, and Thomas was +bred up a classical scholar and a gentleman. He has never taken a +practical part in the working of the business: I do that for him. His +labours are chiefly confined to the correspondence and the keeping of +the books. His father wished him to embrace a profession rather than be +a glove manufacturer: but Thomas preferred to succeed his father. If +thee would like thy son to enter our manufactory, I will try him." + +Jane was dubious. She felt quite sure that William would not like it. +"He has been thinking of a counting-house, or a lawyer's or +conveyancer's office," she said aloud. "He would like to employ his time +in writing. Would there be difficulty in getting him into one?" + +"I do not opine a lawyer would take a boy of his size. They require +their writing to be well and correctly done. About that, I cannot tell +thee much, for I have nothing to do with lawyers. He can inquire." + +Jane rose. She stood by the table, unconsciously stroking Anna's flowing +curls--for the cap had never been replaced, and Samuel Lynn found no +fault with the omission. "I will speak candidly," said Jane. "I fear +that the place you have kindly offered me would not be liked by William. +Other employments, writing for example, would be more palatable. +Nevertheless, were he unable to obtain anything else I should be glad to +accept this. Will you give me three or four days for consideration?" + +"To oblige thee, I will, friend. When Thomas Ashley gives orders, he is +prompt in having them attended to; and he spoke, as I have informed +thee, about a fresh boy to-day. Would it not be a help to thee, friend, +if thee got thy other two boys into the school attached to the +cathedral?" + +"But I have no interest," said Jane. "I hear that education there is +free; but I do not possess the slightest chance." + +"Thee may get a chance, friend. There's nothing like trying. I must tell +thee that the school is not thought highly of, in consequence of the +instruction being confined exclusively to Latin and Greek. In the old +days this was thought enough; but people are now getting more +enlightened. Thomas Ashley was educated there; but he had a private +tutor at home for the branches not taught at the college; he had also +masters for what are called accomplishments. He is one of the most +accomplished men of the day. Few are so thoroughly and comprehensively +educated as Thomas Ashley. I have heard say thy sons have begun Latin. +It might be a help to them if they could get in." + +"I should desire nothing better," Jane breathlessly rejoined, a new hope +penetrating her heart. "I have heard of the collegiate school here; but, +until very recently I supposed it to be an expensive institution." + +"No, friend; it is free. The best way to get a boy in is by making +interest with the head-master of the school, or with some of the +cathedral clergy." + +A recollection of Mr. Peach flashed into Jane's mind as a ray of light. +She bade good-night to Samuel Lynn and Anna, and to Patience as she +passed the kitchen. Patience had been crying. + +"I am grieved about Anna," she explained. "I love the child dearly, but +Samuel Lynn is blind to her faults; and it argues badly for the future. +Thee cannot imagine half her vanity; I fear me, too, she is deceitful. I +wish her father could see it! I wish he would indulge her less and +correct her more! Good night to thee." + +Before concluding the chapter, it may as well be mentioned that a piece +of good fortune about this time befell Janey. She found favour with +Dobbs! How it came about perhaps Dobbs could not herself have told. +Certainly no one else could. + +Mrs. Reece had got into the habit of asking Jane into her parlour to +tea. She was a kind-hearted old lady and liked the child. Dobbs would +afterwards be at work, generally some patching and mending to her own +clothes; and Dobbs, though she would not acknowledge it to herself or to +any one else, could not see to thread her needle. Needle in one hand and +thread in the other, she would poke the two together for five minutes, +no result supervening. Janey hit upon the plan of threading her a needle +in silence, whilst Dobbs used the one; and from that time Jane kept her +in threaded needles. Whether this conciliated Dobbs must remain a +mystery, but she took a liking for Jane; and the liking grew into love. +Henceforth Janey wanted for nothing. While the others starved, she lived +on the fat of the land. Meat and pudding, fowls and pastry, whatever +dinner in the parlour might consist of, Janey had her share of it, and a +full share too. At first Mrs. Halliburton, from motives of delicacy, +would not allow Jane to go in; upon which Dobbs would enter, boiling +over with indignation, red with the exertion of cooking, and +triumphantly bear her off. Jane spoke seriously to Mrs. Reece about it, +but the old lady declared she was as glad to have the child as Dobbs +was. + +Once, Janey came to a standstill over some apple pudding, which had +followed upon veal cutlets and bacon. "I am quite full," said she, more +plainly than politely: "I can't eat a bit more. May I give this piece +upon my plate to Gar?" + +"No, you may not," snapped Dobbs, drowning Mrs. Reece's words, that she +might give it and welcome. "How dare you, Janey? You know that boys is +the loadstones of my life." + +Dobbs probably used the word loadstones to indicate a heavy weight. She +seized the plate of pudding and finished it herself, lest it should find +its way to the suggested quarter--a self-sacrifice which served to show +her earnestness in the cause. Nothing gave Dobbs indigestion like apple +pudding, and she knew she should be a martyr for four-and-twenty hours +afterwards. + +Thus Jane, at least, suffered from henceforth no privations, and for +this Mrs. Halliburton was very thankful. The time was to come, however, +when she would have reason to be more so. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +MR. ASHLEY'S MANUFACTORY. + + +The happy thought, suggested by Samuel Lynn, Jane carried out. She +applied in person to Mr. Peach, and he obtained an immediate entrance +for Frank to the college school, with a promise for Gar to enter at +quarter-day, the 25th of March. He was perfectly thunderstruck when he +found that his old friend and tutor, Mr. Halliburton, was dead; had died +in Helstonleigh; and that he--_he!_--had buried him. There was no need +to ask him twice, after that, to exert his interest for the fatherless +children. The school (I have told you what it was many years ago) was +not held in the highest repute, from the reason spoken of by Samuel +Lynn; vacancies often occurred, and admission was easy. It was one great +weight off Jane's mind. + +William was not so fortunate. He was at that period very short for his +age, timid in manner, and no office could be persuaded to take him. +Nothing in the least congenial to him presented itself or could be +found; and the result was that he resigned himself to Samuel Lynn, who +introduced him to Mr. Ashley's extensive manufactory--to be initiated by +degrees into all the mysteries necessary to convert a skin into a glove. +And although his interest and curiosity were excited by what he saw, he +pronounced it a "hateful" business. + +When the skins came in from the leather-dressers they were washed in a +tub of cold water. The next day warm water, mixed with yolks of eggs, +was poured on them, and a couple of men, bare-legged to the knee, got +into the tub, and danced upon them, skins, eggs, and water, for two +hours. Then they were spread in a field to dry, till they were as hard +as lantern horn; then they were "staked," as it was called--a long +process, to smooth and soften them. To the stainers next, to be stained +black or coloured; next to the parers, to have the loose flesh pared +from the inside, and to be smoothed again with pumice-stone--all this +being done on the outside premises. Then they came inside, to the hands +of one of the foremen, who sorted and marked them for the cutters. The +cutters cut the skins into tranks (the shape of the hand in outline) +with the separate thumbs and forgits, and sent them in to the slitters. +The slitters slit the four fingers, and _shaped_ the thumbs and forgits: +after that, they were ready for the women--three different women, you +may remember, being necessary to turn out each glove, so far as the +sewing went; for one woman rarely worked at more than her own peculiar +branch, or was capable of working at it. This done, and back in the +manufactory again, they had to be pulled straight, and "padded," or +rubbed, a process by which they were brightened. If black gloves, the +seams were washed over with a black dye, or else glazed; then they were +hung up to dry. This done, they went into Samuel Lynn's room, a large +room next to Mr. Ashley's private room, and here they were sorted into +firsts, seconds, or thirds; the sorting being always done by Samuel +Lynn, or by James Meeking the head foreman. It was called "making-up." +Next they were banded round with a paper in dozens, labelled, and placed +in small boxes, ready for the warehouses in London. A great deal, you +see, before one pair of gloves could be turned out. + +The first morning that William went at six o'clock with Samuel Lynn, he +was ordered to light the fire in Mr. Ashley's room, sweep it out, and +dust it, first of all sprinkling the floor with water from a +watering-pot. And this was to be part of his work every morning at +present; Samuel Lynn giving him strict charge never to disturb anything +on Mr. Ashley's desk. If he moved things to dust the desk, he was to lay +them down again in the same places and in the same position. The duster +consisted of some leather shreds tied up into a knot, the ends loose. He +found he should have to wait on Mr. Ashley and Samuel Lynn, bring things +they wanted, carry messages to the men, and go out when sent. A pair of +shears, which he could not manage, was put into his hand, and he had to +cut a damaged skin, useless for gloves, into narrow strips, standing at +one of the counters in Samuel Lynn's room. William wondered whether they +were to make another duster, but he found they were used in the +manufactory in place of string. That done, a round, polished stick was +handed to him, tapered at either end, which he had to pass over and over +some small gloves to make them smooth, after the manner of a cook +rolling out paste for a pie. He looked with dismay at the two young +errand boys of the establishment, who were black with dye. But Samuel +Lynn had distinctly told him that he would not be expected to place +himself on their level. The rooms were for the most part very light, one +or two sides being entirely of glass. + +On the evening of this first day, William, after he got home, sat there +in sad heaviness. His mother asked how he liked his employment, and he +returned an evasive answer. Presently he rose to go to bed, saying he +had a headache. Up he went to the garret, and flung himself down on the +mattress, sobbing as if his heart would break. Jane, suspecting +something of this, followed him up. She caught him in her arms. + +"Oh, my darling, don't give way! Things may grow brighter after a time." + +"It is such a dreadful change!--from my books, my Latin and Greek, to go +there and sweep out places like those two black boys!" he said +hysterically, all his reticence gone. + +"My dear boy! my darling boy! I know not how to reconcile you, how to +lessen your cares. Your experience of the sorrow of life is beginning +early. You are hungry, too." + +"I am always hungry," answered William, quite unable to affect +concealment in that hour of grief. "I heard one of those black boys say +he had boiled pork and greens for dinner. I did so envy him." + +Jane checked her tears; they were rising rebelliously. "William, darling +your lot seems just now very dark and painful, but it might be worse." + +"Worse!" he echoed in surprise. "How could it be worse? Mamma, I am no +better than an errand-boy there." + +"It would be worse, William, if you were one of those poor black boys. +Unenlightened; no wish for higher things; content to remain as they are +for ever." + +"But that could never be," he urged. "To be content with such a life is +impossible." + +"They are content, William." + +He saw the drift of the argument. "Yes, mamma," he acknowledged; "I did +not reflect. It would be worse if I were quite as they are." + +"William, we can only bear our difficulties, and make the best of them, +trusting to surmount them in the end. You and I must both do this. Trust +is different from hope. If we only hope, we may lose courage; but if we +fully and freely _trust_, we cannot. Patience and perseverance, +endurance and trust, they will in the end triumph; never fear. If I +feared, William, I should go into the grave with despair. I never lose +my trust. I never lose my conviction, firm and certain, that God is +watching over me, that He is permitting these trials for some wise +purpose, and that in His own good time we shall be brought through +them." + +William's sobs were growing lighter. + +"The time may come when we shall be at ease again," continued Jane; +"when we shall look back on this time of trial, and be thankful that we +did bear up and surmount it, instead of fainting under the burden. God +will take care that the battle is not too hot for us, if we only resign +ourselves, in all trust, to do the best. The future is grievously dim +and indistinct. As the guiding light in your father's dream shone only +on one step at a time, so can I see only one step before me." + +"What step is that?" he asked somewhat eagerly. + +"The one obvious step before me is to persevere, as I am now doing, to +try and retain this home for you, my children; to work as I can, so as +to keep you around me. I must strive to keep you together, and you must +help me. Bear up bravely, William. Make the best of this unpleasant +employment and its mortifications, and strive to overcome your +repugnance to it. Be resolute, my boy, in doing your duty in it, because +it is your duty, and because, William--because it is helping your +mother." + +A shadow of the trust, so firm in his mother's heart, began to dawn in +his. "Yes, it is my duty," he resolutely said. "I will try to do it--to +hope and trust." + +Jane strained him to her. "Were you and I to give way now, darling, our +past troubles would have been borne for nothing. Let us, I repeat, look +forward to the time when we may say, 'We did not faint; we battled on, +and overcame.' It _will_ come, William. Only trust to God." + +She quitted him, leaving him to reflection and resolve scarcely +befitting his young years. + +The week wore on to its close. On the Saturday night, William, his face +flushed, held out four shillings to his mother. "My week's wages, +mamma." + +Jane's face flushed also. "It is more than I expected, William," she +said. "I fancied you would have three." + +"I think the master fixed the sum," said William. + +"The master? Do you mean Mr. Ashley?" + +"We never say 'Mr. Ashley' in the manufactory; we say 'the master.' Mr. +Lynn was paying the wages to-night. I heard them say that sometimes Mr. +Lynn paid them, and sometimes James Meeking. Those two black boys have +half-a-crown apiece. He left me to the last, and when the rest were +gone, he looked at me and took up three shillings. Then he seemed to +hesitate, and suddenly he locked the desk, went into the master's room, +and spoke with him. He came back in a minute, unlocked the desk, and +gave me four shillings. 'Thee hast not earned it,' he said, 'but I think +thee has done thy best. Thee will have the same each week, so long as +thee does so.'" + +Jane held the four shillings, and felt that she was growing quite rich. +The rest crowded round to look. "Can't we have a nice dinner to-morrow +with it?" said one. + +"I think we must," said Jane cheerily. "A nice dinner for once in a way. +What shall it be?" + +"Roast beef," called out Frank. + +"Pork with crackling," suggested Janey. "That of Mrs. Reece's yesterday +was so good." + +"Couldn't we have fowls and a jam pudding?" asked Gar. + +Jane smiled and kissed him. All the suggestions were beyond her purse. +"We will have a meat pudding," she said; "that's best." And the children +cheerfully acquiesced. They had implicit faith in their mother; they +knew that what she said was best, would be best. + +On this same Saturday night Charlotte East was returning home from +Helstonleigh, an errand having taken her thither after dark. Almost +opposite to the turning to Honey Fair, a lane branched off, leading to +some farm-houses; a lane, green and pleasant in summer, but bare and +uninviting now. Two people turned into it as Charlotte looked across. +She caught only a glance; but something in the aspect of both struck +upon her as familiar. A gas-lamp at the corner shed a light upon the +spot, and Charlotte suddenly halted, and stood endeavouring to peer +further. But they were soon out of view. A feeling of dismay had stolen +over Charlotte. She hoped she was mistaken; that the parties were not +those she had fancied; and she slowly continued her way. A few paces +more, she turned up the road leading to Honey Fair and found herself +nearly knocked over by one who came running against her, apparently in +some excitement and in a great hurry. + +"Who's this?" cried the voice of Eliza Tyrrett. "Charlotte East, I +declare! I say, have you seen anything of Caroline Mason?" + +Charlotte hesitated. She hoped she had not seen her; though the +misgiving was upon her that she had. "Did you think I might have seen +her?" she returned. "Has she come this way?" + +"Yes, I expect she has come this way, and I want to find her," returned +Eliza Tyrrett vehemently. "I saw her making off out of Honey Fair, and I +saw who was waiting for her round the corner. I knew my company wasn't +wanted then, and turned into Dame Buffle's for a talk; and there I found +that Madam Carry has been telling falsehoods about me. Let me set on to +her, that's all! I shall say what she won't like." + +"Who do you mean was waiting for her?" inquired Charlotte East. + +Eliza Tyrrett laughed. She was beginning to recover her temper. "You'd +like to know, wouldn't you?" said she pertly. "But I'm not going to tell +tales out of school." + +"I think I do know," returned Charlotte quietly. "I fear I do." + +"Do you? I thought nobody knew nothing about it but me. It has been +going on this ten weeks. Did you see her, though, Charlotte?" + +"I thought I saw her, but I could not believe my eyes. She was +with--with--some one she has no business to be with." + +"Oh, as to business, I don't know about that," carelessly answered Eliza +Tyrrett. "We have a right to walk with anybody we like." + +"Whether it is good or bad for you?" returned Charlotte. + +"There's no 'bad' in it," cried Eliza Tyrrett indignantly. "I never saw +such an old maid as you are, Charlotte East, never! Carry Mason's not a +child, to be led into mischief." + +"Carry's very foolish," was Charlotte's comment. + +"Oh, of course _you_ think so, or it wouldn't be you. You'll go and tell +upon her at home, I suppose, now." + +"I shall tell _her_," said Charlotte. "Folks should choose their +acquaintances in their own class of life, if they want things to turn +out pleasantly." + +"Were you not all took in about that shawl!" uttered Eliza Tyrrett, with +a laugh. "You thought she went in debt for it at Bankes's, and her +people at home thought so. Het Mason shrieked on at her like anything, +for spending money on her back while she owed it for her board. _He_ +gave her that." + +"Eliza!" + +"He did. Law, where's the harm? He is rich enough to give all us girls +in Honey Fair one apiece, and who'd be the worse for it? Only his +pocket; and that can afford it. I wish he would!" + +"I wish you would not talk so, Eliza. She is not a fit companion for +him, even though it is but to take a walk; and she ought to remember +that she is not." + +"He wants her for a longer companion than that," observed Eliza Tyrrett; +"that is, if he tells true. He wants her to marry him." + +"He--wants her to marry him!" repeated Charlotte, speaking the words in +sheer amazement. "Who says so?" + +"He does. I should hardly think he can be in earnest, though." + +"Eliza Tyrrett, we cannot be speaking of the same person," cried +Charlotte, feeling bewildered. "To whom have you been alluding?" + +"To the same that you have, I expect. Young Anthony Dare." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +THE FORGOTTEN LETTER. + + +It was the last day of March, and five o'clock in the afternoon. The +great bell had rung in Mr. Ashley's manufactory, the signal for the men +to go to their tea. Scuffling feet echoed to it from all parts, and +clattered down the stairs on their way out. The ground floor was not +used for the indoor purposes of the manufactory, the business being +carried on in the first and second floors. The first flight of stairs +opened into what was called the serving-room, a very large apartment; +through this, on the right, branched off Mr. Ashley's room and Samuel +Lynn's. On the left, various passages led to other rooms, and the upper +flight of stairs was opposite to the entrance-stairs. The +serving-counter, running completely across the room, formed a barrier +between the serving-room and the entrance staircase. + +The men flocked into the serving-room, passed it, and rattled down the +stairs. Samuel Lynn was changing his coat to follow, and William +Halliburton was waiting for him, his cap on, for he walked to and fro +with the Quaker, when Mr. Ashley's voice was heard from his room: the +counting-house, as it was frequently called. + +"William!" It was usual to distinguish the boys by their Christian name +only; the men by both their Christian and surnames. Samuel Lynn was "Mr. +Lynn." + +"Did thee not hear the master calling to thee?" + +William had certainly heard Mr. Ashley's voice; but it was so unusual to +be called by it, that he had paid no attention. He had very little +communication with Mr. Ashley; in the three or four weeks he had now +been at the manufactory Mr. Ashley had not spoken to him a dozen words. +He hastened into the counting-house, taking off his cap in the presence +of Mr. Ashley. + +"Have the men gone to tea?" inquired Mr. Ashley, who was sealing a +letter. + +"Yes, sir," replied William. + +"Is George Dance gone?" George Dance was an apprentice, and it was his +business to take the letters to the post. + +"They are all gone, sir, except Mr. Lynn; and James Meeking, who is +waiting to lock up." + +"Do you know the post-office?" + +"Oh, yes, sir. It is in West Street, at the other end of the town." + +"Take this letter, and put it carefully in." + +William received the letter from Mr. Ashley, and dropped it into his +jacket pocket. It was addressed to Bristol; the London mail-bags were +already made up. Mr. Ashley put on his hat and departed, followed by +Samuel Lynn and William. James Meeking locked up, as it was his +invariable business to do, and carried the keys into his own house. He +inhabited part of the ground floor of the premises. + +"Are thee not coming home with me this evening?" inquired Samuel Lynn of +William, who was turning off the opposite way. + +"No; the master has given me a letter to post. I have also an errand to +do for my mother." + +It happened (things do happen in a curious sort of way in this world) +that Mrs. Halliburton had desired William to bring her in some candles +and soap at tea-time, and to purchase them at Lockett's shop. Lockett's +shop was rather far off; there were others nearer; but Lockett's goods +were of the best quality, and his extensive trade enabled him to sell a +halfpenny a pound cheaper. A halfpenny was a halfpenny with Jane then. +William went on his way, walking fast. + +As he was passing the cathedral, he came into contact with the college +boys, then just let out of school. It was the first day that Gar had +joined; he had received his appointment, according to promise. Very +thankful was Jane; in spite of the drawback of having to provide them +with linen surplices. William halted to see if he could discern Gar +amidst the throng: it was not unnatural that he should look for him. + +One of the boys caught sight of William standing there. It was Cyril +Dare, the third son of Mr. Dare, a boy older and considerably bigger +than William. + +"If there's not another of that Halliburton lot posted there!" cried he, +to a knot of those around. "Perhaps he will be coming amongst us +next--because we have not enough with the two! Look at the fellow, +staring at us! He is a common errand-boy at Ashley's." + +Frank Halliburton, who, little as he was, wanted neither for spirit nor +pluck, heard the words and confronted Cyril Dare. "That is my brother," +said he. "What have you to say against him?" + +Cyril Dare cast a glance of scorn on Frank, regarding him from top to +toe. "You audacious young puppy! I say he is a snob. There!" + +"Then I say he is not," retorted Frank. "You are one yourself, for +saying it." + +Cyril Dare, big enough to have crushed Frank to death, speedily had him +on the ground, and treated him not very mercifully when there. William, +a witness to this, but not understanding it, pushed his way through the +crowd to protect Frank. All he saw was that Frank was down, and two big +boys were kicking him. + +"Let him alone!" cried he. "How can you be so cowardly as to attack a +little fellow? And two of you! Shame!" + +Now, if there was one earthly thing that the college boys would not +brook, it was being interfered with by a stranger. William suffered. +Frank's treatment had been nothing to what he had to submit to. He was +knocked down, trampled on, kicked, buffeted, abused; Cyril Dare being +the chief and primary aggressor. At that moment the under-master came in +view, and the boys made off--all except Cyril Dare. + +Reined in against the wall, at a few yards' distance, was a lad on a +pony. He had delicately expressive features, large soft brown eyes, a +complexion too bright for health, and wavy dark hair. The face was +beautiful; but two upright lines were indented in the white forehead, as +if worn there by pain, and the one ungloved hand was white and thin. He +was as old as William within a year; but, slight and fragile, would be +taken to be much younger. Seeing and hearing--though not very +clearly--what had passed, he touched his pony, and rode up to Cyril +Dare. The latter was beginning to walk away leisurely, in the wake of +his companions; the upper boys were rather fond of ignoring the presence +of the under-master. Cyril turned at hearing himself called. + +"What! Is it you, Henry Ashley? Where did you spring from?" + +"Cyril Dare," was the answer, "you are a wretched coward." + +Cyril Dare was feeling anger yet, and the words did not lessen it. "Of +course _you_ can say so!" he cried. "You know that you can say what you +like with impunity. One can't chastise a cripple like you." + +The brilliant, painful colour flushed into the face of Henry Ashley. To +allude openly to infirmity such as this is as iron entering into the +soul. Upon a sensitive, timid, refined nature (and those suffering from +this sort of affliction are nearly sure to possess that nature), it +falls with a bitterness that can neither be conceived by others nor +spoken of by themselves. Henry Ashley braved it out. + +"A coward, and a double coward!" he repeated, looking Cyril Dare full in +the face, whilst the transparent flush grew hotter on his own. "You +struck a young boy down, and then kicked him; and for nothing but that +he stood up like a trump at your abuse of his brother." + +"You couldn't hear," returned Cyril Dare roughly. + +"I heard enough. I say that you are a coward." + +"Chut! They are snobs out-and-out." + +"I don't care if they are chimney-sweeps. It does not make you less a +coward. And you'll be one as long as you live. If I had my strength, I'd +serve you out as you served them out." + +"Ah, but you have not your strength, you know!" mocked Cyril. "And as +you seem to be going into one of your heroic fits, I shall make a start, +for I have no time to waste on them." + +He tore away. Henry Ashley turned his pony and addressed William. Both +boys had spoken rapidly, so that scarcely a minute had passed, and +William had only just risen from the ground. He leaned against the wall, +giddy, as he wiped the blood from his face. "Are you much hurt?" asked +Henry, kindly, his large dark eyes full of sympathy. + +"No, thank you; it is nothing," replied William. "He is a great coward, +though, whoever he is." + +"It is Cyril Dare," called out Frank. + +"Yes, it is Cyril Dare," continued Henry Ashley. "I have been telling +him what a coward he is. I am ashamed of him: he is my cousin, in a +remote degree. I am glad you are not hurt." + +Henry Ashley rode away towards his home. Frank followed in the same +direction; as did Gar, who now came in view. William proceeded up the +town. He was a little hurt, although he had disowned it to Henry Ashley. +His head felt light, his arms ached; perhaps the sensation of giddiness +was as much from the want of food as anything. He purchased what was +required for his mother; and then made the best of his way home again. +Mr. Ashley's letter had gone clean out of his head. + +Frank, in the manner usual with boys, carried home so exaggerated a +story of William's damages, that Jane expected to see him arrive +half-killed. Samuel Lynn heard of it, and said William might stop at +home that evening. It has never been mentioned that his hours were from +six till eight in the morning, from nine till one, from two till five, +and from six till eight. These were Mr. Lynn's hours, and William was +allowed to keep the same; the men had half-an-hour less allowed for +breakfast and tea. + +William was glad of the rest, after his battle, and the evening passed +on. It was growing late, almost bedtime, when suddenly there flashed +into his memory Mr. Ashley's letter. He put his hand into his +jacket-pocket. There it lay, snug and safe. With a few words of +explanation to his mother, so hasty and incoherent that she did not +understand a syllable, he snatched his cap, and flew away in the +direction of the town. + +Boys have good legs and lungs; and William scarcely slackened speed +until he gained the post-office, not far short of a mile. Dropping the +letter into the box, he stood against the wall to recover breath. A +clerk was standing at the door whistling; and at that moment a +gentleman, apparently a stranger, came out of a neighbouring hotel, a +letter in hand. + +"This is the head post-office, I believe?" said he to the clerk. + +"Yes." + +"Am I in time to post a letter for Bristol?" + +"No, sir. The bags for the Bristol mail are made up. It will be through +the town directly." + +William heard this with consternation. If it was too late for this +gentleman's letter, it was too late for Mr. Ashley's. + +He said nothing to any one that night; but he lay awake thinking over +what might be the consequences of his forgetfulness. The letter might be +one of importance; Mr. Ashley might discharge him for his neglect--and +the weekly four shillings had grown into an absolute necessity. William +possessed a large share of conscientiousness, and the fault disturbed +him much. + +When he came down at six, he found his mother up and at work. He gave +her the history of what had happened. "What can be done?" he asked. + +"Nay, William, put that question to yourself. What ought you to do? +Reflect a moment." + +"I suppose I ought to tell Mr. Ashley." + +"Do not say 'I suppose,' my dear. You must tell him." + +"Yes, I know I must," he acknowledged. "I have been thinking about it +all night. But I don't like to." + +"Ah, child! we have many things to do that we 'don't like.' But the +first trouble is always the worst. Look it fully in the face, and it +will melt away. There is no help for it in this matter, William; your +duty is plain. There's Mr. Lynn looking out for you." + +William went out, heavy with the thought of the task he should have to +accomplish after breakfast. He knew that he must do it. It was a duty, +as his mother had said; and she had fully impressed upon them all, from +their infancy, the necessity of looking out for their duty and doing it, +whether in great things or in small. + +Mr. Ashley entered the manufactory that morning at his usual hour, +half-past nine. He opened and read his letters, and then was engaged for +some time with Samuel Lynn. By ten o'clock the counting-house was clear. +Mr. Ashley was alone in it, and William knew that his time was come. He +went in, and approached Mr. Ashley's desk. + +Mr. Ashley, who was writing, looked up. "What is it?" + +William's face grew red and white by turns. He was of a remarkably +sensitive nature; and these sensitive natures cannot help betraying +their inward emotion. Try as he would, he could not get a word out. Mr. +Ashley was surprised. "What is the matter?" he wonderingly asked. + +"If you please, sir--I am very sorry--it is about the letter," he +stammered, and was unable to get any further. + +"The letter!" repeated Mr. Ashley. "What letter? Not the letter I gave +you to post?" + +"I forgot it, sir,"--and William's own voice sounded to his ear +painfully clear. + +"Forgot to post it! That was unpardonably careless. Where is the +letter?" + +"I forgot it, sir, until night, and then I ran to the post-office and +put it in. Afterwards I heard the clerk say that the Bristol bags were +made up, so of course it would not go. I am very sorry, sir," he +repeated, after a pause. + +"How came you to forget it? You ought to have gone direct from here, and +posted it." + +"So I did go, sir. That is I was going, but----" + +"But what?" returned Mr. Ashley, for William had made a dead standstill. + +"The college boys set on me, sir. They were ill-using my brother, and I +interfered; and then they turned upon me. It made me forget the letter." + + +"It was you who got into an affray with the college boys, was it?" cried +Mr. Ashley. He had heard his son's version of the affair, without +suspecting that it related to William. + +William waited by the desk. "If you please, sir, was it of great +consequence?" + +"It might have been. Do not be guilty of such carelessness again." + +"I will try not, sir." + +Mr. Ashley looked down at his writing. William waited. He did not +suppose it was over, and he wanted to know the worst. "Why do you stay?" +asked Mr. Ashley. + +"I hope you will not turn me away for it, sir," he said, his colour +changing again. + +"Well--not this time," replied Mr. Ashley, smiling to himself. "But I'll +tell you what I should have felt inclined to turn you away for," he +added--"concealing the fact from me. Whatever fault, omission, or +accident you may commit, always acknowledge it at once; it is the best +plan, and the easiest. You may go back to your work now." + +William left the room with a lighter step. Mr. Ashley looked after him. +"That's an honest lad," thought he. "He might just as well have kept it +from me; calculating on the chances of its not coming out: many boys +would have done so. He has been brought up in a good school." + +Before the day was over, William came again into contact with Mr. +Ashley. That gentleman sometimes made his appearance in the manufactory +in an evening--not always. He did not on this one. When Samuel Lynn and +William entered it on their return from tea, a gentleman was waiting in +the counting-house on business. Samuel Lynn, who was, on such occasions, +Mr. Ashley's _alter ego_, came out of the counting-house presently, with +a note in his hand. + +"Thee put on thy cap, and take this to the master's house. Ask to see +him, and say that I wait for an answer." + +William ran off with the note: no fear of his forgetting this time. It +was addressed in the plain form used by the Quakers, "Thomas Ashley;" +and could William have looked inside, he would have seen, instead of the +complimentary "Sir," that the commencement was, "Respected Friend." He +observed his mother sitting close at her window, to catch what remained +of the declining light, and nodded to her as he passed. + +"Can I see Mr. Ashley?" he inquired, when he reached the house. + +The servant replied that he could. He left William in the hall, and +opened the door of the dining-room; a handsome room, of lofty +proportions. Mr. Ashley was slowly pacing it to and fro, whilst Henry +sat at a table, preparing his Latin exercise for his tutor. It was Mr. +Ashley's custom to help Henry with his Latin, easing difficulties to him +by explanation. Henry was very backward with his classics; he had not +yet begun Greek: his own private hope was, that he never should begin +it. His sufferings rendered learning always irksome, sometimes +unbearable. The same cause frequently made him irritable--an irritation +that could not be checked, as it would have been in a more healthy boy. +The servant told his master he was wanted, and Mr. Ashley looked into +the hall. + +"Oh, is it you, William?" he said. "Come in." + +William advanced. "Mr. Lynn said I was to see yourself, sir, and to say +that he waited for an answer." + +Mr. Ashley opened the note, and read it by the lamp on Henry's table. It +was not dark outside, and the chandelier was not lighted, but Henry's +lamp was. "Sit down," said Mr. Ashley to William, and left the room, +note in hand. + +William felt it was something, Mr. Ashley's recognizing a difference +between him and those black boys in the manufactory: they would scarcely +have been told to sit in the hall. William sat down on the first chair +at hand. Henry Ashley looked at him, and he recognized him as the boy +who had been maltreated by the college boys on the previous day; but +Henry was in no mood to be sociable, or even condescending--he never +was, when over his lessons. His hip was giving him pain, and his +exercise was making him fractious. + +"There! it's always the case! Another five minutes, and I should have +finished this horrid exercise. Papa is sure to go away, or be called +away, when he's helping me! It's a shame." + +Mrs. Ashley opened the door at this juncture, and looked into the room. +"I thought your papa was here, Henry." + +"No, he is not here. He has gone to his study, and I am stuck fast. Some +blessed note has come, which he has to attend to: and I don't know +whether this word should be put in the ablative or the dative! I'll run +the pen through it!" + +"Oh, Henry, Henry! Do not be so impatient." + +Mrs. Ashley shut the door again; and Henry continued to worry himself, +making no progress, except in fretfulness. At length William approached +him. "Will you let me help you?" + +Surprise brought Henry's grumbling to a standstill. "You!" he exclaimed. +"Do you know anything of Latin?" + +"I am very much farther in it than what you are doing. My brother Gar is +as far as that. Shall I help you? You have put that wrong; it ought to +be in the accusative." + +"Well, if you can help me, you may, for I want to get it over," said +Henry, with a doubting stress upon the "can." "You can sit down, if you +wish to," he patronizingly added. + +"Thank you, I don't care about sitting down," replied William, beginning +at once upon his task. + +The two boys were soon deep in the exercise, William not doing it, but +rendering it easy to Henry; in the same manner that Mr. Halliburton, +when he was at that stage, used to make it clear to him. + +"I say," cried Henry, "who taught you?" + +"Papa. He gave a great deal of time to me, and that got me on. I can see +a wrong word there," added William, casting his eyes to the top of the +page. "It ought to be in the vocative, and you have put it in the +dative." + +"You are mistaken, then. Papa told me that: and he is not likely to be +wrong. Papa is one of the best classical scholars of the day--although +he is a manufacturer," added Henry, who, through his relatives, the +Dares, had been infected with a contempt for business. + +"It should be in the vocative," repeated William. + +"I shan't alter it. The idea of your finding fault with Mr. Ashley's +Latin! Let us get on. What case is this?" + +The last word of the exercise was being written, when Mr. Ashley opened +the door and called to William. He gave him a note for Mr. Lynn, and +William departed. Mr. Ashley returned to complete the interrupted +exercise. + +"I say, papa, that fellow knows Latin," began Henry. + +"What fellow?" returned Mr. Ashley. + +"Why, that chap of yours who has been here. He has helped me through my +exercise. Not doing it for me: you need not be afraid; but explaining to +me how to do it. He made it easier to me than you do, papa." + +Mr. Ashley took the book in his hand, and saw that it was correct. He +knew Henry could not, or would not, have made it so himself. Henry +continued: + +"He said his papa used to explain it to him. Fancy one of your +manufactory errand-boys saying 'papa.'" + +"You must not class him with the ordinary errand-boys, Henry. The boy +has been as well brought up as you have." + +"I thought so; for he has impudence about him," was Master Henry's +retort. + +"Was he impudent to you?" + +"To me? Oh no. He is as civil a fellow as ever I spoke to. Indeed, but +for remembering who he was, I should call him a gentlemanly fellow. +Whilst he was telling me, I forgot who he was, and talked to him as an +equal, and _he_ talked to me as one. I call him impudent, because he +found fault with your Latin." + +"Indeed!" returned Mr. Ashley, an amused smile parting his lips. + +"He says this word's wrong. That it ought to be in the vocative case." + +"So it ought to be," assented Mr. Ashley, casting his eyes on the word +to which Henry pointed. + +"You told me the dative, papa." + +"That I certainly did not, Henry. The mistake must have been your own." + +"He persisted that it was wrong, although I told him it was your Latin. +Papa, it is the same boy who had the row yesterday with Cyril Dare. What +a pity it is, though, that a fellow so well up in his Latin should be +shut up in a manufactory!" + +"The only 'pity' is, that he is in it too early," was the response of +Mr. Ashley. "His Latin would not be any detriment to his being in a +manufactory, or the manufactory to his Latin. I am a manufacturer +myself, Henry. You appear to ignore that sometimes." + +"The Dares go on so. They din it into my ears that a manufacturer cannot +be a gentleman." + +"I shall cause you to drop the acquaintance of the Dares, if you allow +yourself to listen to all the false and foolish notions they may give +utterance to. Cyril Dare will probably go into a manufactory himself." + +Henry looked up curiously. "I don't think so, papa." + +"I do," returned Mr. Ashley, in a significant tone. Henry was surprised +at the news. He knew his father never advanced a decided opinion unless +he had good grounds for it. He burst into a laugh. The notion of Cyril +Dare's going into a manufactory tickled his fancy amazingly. + + + + +PART THE SECOND. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +A SUGGESTED FEAR. + + +One morning, towards the middle of April, Mrs. Halliburton went up to +Mr. Ashley's. She had brought him the quarter's rent. + +"Will you allow me to pay it to yourself, sir--now, and in future?" she +asked. "I feel an unconquerable aversion to having further dealings with +Mr. Dare." + +"I can understand that you should have," said Mr. Ashley. "Yes, you can +pay it to me, Mrs. Halliburton. Always remembering you know, that I am +in no hurry for it," he added with a smile. + +"Thank you. You are very kind. But I must pay as I go on." + +He wrote the receipt, and handed it to her. "I hope you are satisfied +with William?" she said, as she folded it up. + +"Quite so. I believe he gives satisfaction to Mr. Lynn. I have little to +do with him myself. Mr. Lynn tells me that he finds him a remarkably +truthful, open-natured boy." + +"You will always find him that," said Jane. "He is getting more +reconciled to the manufactory than he was at first." + +"Did he not like it at first?" + +"No, he did not. He was disappointed altogether. He had hoped to find +some employment more suited to the way in which he had been brought up. +He cannot divest himself of the idea that he is looked upon as on a +level with the poor errand-boys of your establishment, and therefore has +lost caste. He had wished also to be in some office--a lawyer's, for +instance--where the hours for leaving are early, so that he might have +had the evening for his studies. But he is growing more reconciled to +the inevitable." + +"I suppose he wished to continue his studies?" + +"He did so naturally. The foundation of an advanced education has been +laid, and he expected it was to go on to completion. His brothers are +now in the college school, occupied all day long with their studies, and +of course William feels the difference. He gets to his books for an hour +when he returns home in an evening; but he is weary, and does not do +much good." + +"He appears to be a more persevering, thoughtful boy than are some," +remarked Mr. Ashley. + +"Very thoughtful--very persevering. It has been the labour of my life, +Mr. Ashley, to foster good seed in my children; to reason with them, to +make them my companions. They have been endowed, I am thankful to say, +with admirable qualities of head and heart, and I have striven +unweariedly to nourish the good in them. It is not often that boys are +brought into contact with sorrow so early as they. Their father's death +and my adverse circumstances have been real trials." + +"They must have been," rejoined Mr. Ashley. + +"While others of their age think only of play," she continued, "my boys +have been obliged to learn the sad experiences of life; and it has given +them a thought, a care, beyond their years. There is no necessity to +_make_ Frank and Edgar apply to their lessons unremittingly; they do it +of their own accord, with their whole abilities, knowing that education +is the only advantage they can possess--the one chance of their getting +on in the world. Had William been a boy of a different disposition, less +tractable, less reflective, less conscientious, I might have found some +difficulty in inducing him to work as he is doing." + +"Does he complain?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"Oh no, sir! He feels that it is his duty to work, to assist as far as +he can, and he does it without complaining. I see that he cannot help +feeling it. He would like to be in the college with his brothers; but I +cheer him up, and tell him it may all turn out for the best. Perhaps it +will." + +She rose as she spoke. Mr. Ashley shook hands with her, and attended her +through the hall. "Your sons deserve to get on, Mrs. Halliburton, and I +hope they will do so. It is an admirable promise for the future man when +a boy displays thought and self-reliance." + +"Mamma!" suddenly exclaimed Janey, as they sat at breakfast the morning +after this, "do you remember what to-day is? It is my birthday." + +Jane had remembered it. She had been almost in hopes that the child +would not remember it. One year ago that day the first glimpse of the +shadow so soon to fall upon them had shown itself. What a change! The +contrast between last year and this was almost incredible. Then they had +been in possession of a good home, were living in prosperity, in +apparent security. Now--Jane's heart turned sick at the thought. Only +one short year! + +"Yes, Janey dear," she replied in sadly subdued tones. "I did not forget +it. I----" + +A double knock at the door interrupted what she would have further said. +They heard Dobbs answer it: visitors were chiefly for Mrs. Reece. + +Who should be standing there but Samuel Lynn! He did not choose the +familiar back way, as Patience did, had he occasion to call, but knocked +at the front. + +"Is Jane Halliburton within?" + +"You can go and see," said crusty, disappointed Dobbs, flourishing her +hand towards the study door. "It's not often that she's out." + +Jane rose at his entrance; but he declined to sit, standing while he +delivered the message with which he had been charged. + +"Friend, thee need not send thy son to the manufactory again in an +evening, except on Saturdays. On the other evenings he may remain at +home from tea-time and pursue his studies. His wages will not be +lessened." + +And Jane knew that the considerate kindness emanated from Thomas Ashley. + +She managed better with her work as the months went on. By summer she +could do it quickly; the days were long then, and, by dint of sitting +closely to it, she could earn twelve shillings a week. With William's +earnings, and the six shillings taken from Mrs. Reece's payments, that +made twenty-two. It was quite a fortune compared with what had been. But +like most good fortunes it had its drawbacks. In the first place, she +could not always earn it; she was compelled to steal unwilling time to +mend her own and the children's clothes. In the second place, a large +portion of it had to be devoted to buying their clothes, besides other +incidental expenses; so that in the matter of housekeeping they were not +much better off than before. Still, Jane did begin to think that she +should see her way clearer. But there was sorrow of a different nature +looming in the distance. + +One afternoon, which Jane was obliged to devote to plain sewing, she was +sitting alone in the study when there came a hard short thump at it, +which was Dobbs's way of making known her presence there. + +"Come in!" + +Dobbs came in and sat herself down opposite Jane. It was summer weather, +and the August dust blew in at the open window. "I want to know what's +the matter with Janey," began she, without circumlocution. + +"With Janey?" repeated Mrs. Halliburton. "What should be the matter with +her? I know of nothing." + +"Of course not," sarcastically answered Dobbs. "Eyes appear to be given +to some folks only to blind 'em--more's the pity! You can't see it; my +missis can't see it; but I say that the child is ill." + +"Oh, Dobbs! I think you must be mistaken." + +"Now I'd thank you to be civil, if you please, Mrs. Halliburton," +retorted Dobbs. "You don't take me for a common servant, I hope. Who's +'Dobbs'?" + +"I had no wish to be uncivil," said Jane. "I am so accustomed to hearing +Mrs. Reece call you Dobbs, that----" + +"My missis is one case, and other folks is another," burst forth Dobbs, +by way of interruption. "I have a handle to my name, I hope, which is +Mrs. Dobbs, and I'd be obleeged to you not to forget it again. What's +the reason that Janey's always tired now, I ask--don't want to +stir--gets a bright pink in the cheeks and inside the hands?" + +"It is only the effect of the hot weather." + +The opinion did not please Dobbs. "There's not a earthly thing happens +but it's laid to the weather," she angrily cried. "The weather, indeed! +If Janey is not going off after her pa, it's an odd thing to me." + +Jane's heart-pulse stood still. + +"Does she have night-perspirations, or does she not?" demanded Dobbs. +"She tells me she's hot and damp; so I conclude it is so." + +"Only from the heat--only from the heat," panted Jane eagerly. She dared +not admit the fear. + +"Well, the first time I go down to the town, I shall take her to Parry. +It won't be at your cost," she hastened to add in ungracious tones, for +Jane was about to interrupt. "If she wants to know what she is took to +the doctor for, I shall tell her it is to have her teeth looked at. She +has a nasty cough upon her: perhaps you haven't noticed that! Some can't +see a child decaying under their very nose, while strangers can see it +palpable." + +"She has coughed since last week, the day of the rain, when she went +with Anna Lynn into the field at the back, and they got their feet wet. +Oh, I am sure there is nothing seriously the matter with her," added +Jane, resolutely endeavouring to put the suggested fear from her. "I +want her in: she must help me with my sewing." + +"Then she's not a-going to help," resolutely returned Dobbs. "She has +had a good dinner of roast lamb, sparrow-grass and kidney potatoes, and +she's sitting back in my easy chair, opposite to my missis in hers. Her +wanting always to rest might have told some folks that she was ailing. +When children are in health, their legs and wings and tongue are on the +go from morning till night. You never need pervide 'em with a seat but +for their meals; and, give 'em their way, they'd eat _them_ standing. +Jane's always wanting to rest now, and she shall rest." + +"But, indeed she must help me to-day," urged Jane. "She can sew straight +seams, and hem. Look at this heap of mending! and it must be finished +to-night. I cannot afford to be about it to-morrow." + +"What sewing is it you want done?" questioned Dobbs, lifting up the work +with a jerk. "I'll do it myself sooner than the child shall be +bothered." + +"Oh no, thank you. I should not like to trouble you with it." + +"Now, I make the offer to do the work," crossly responded Dobbs; "and if +I didn't mean to do it, I shouldn't make it. You'd do well to give it +me, if you want it done. Janey shan't work this afternoon." + +Taking her at her word, and indeed glad to do so, Jane showed Dobbs a +task, and Dobbs swung off with it. Jane called after her that she had +not taken a needle and cotton. Dobbs retorted that she had needles and +cotton of her own, she hoped, and needn't be beholden to anybody else +for 'em. + +Jane sat on, anxious, all the afternoon. Janey remained in Mrs. Reece's +parlour, and revelled in an early tea and pikelets. Jane was disturbed +from her thoughts by the boisterous entrance of Frank and Gar; more +boisterous than usual. Frank was a most excitable boy, and had been told +that evening by the head master of the college school, the Reverend Mr. +Keating, that he might be one of the candidates for the vacant place in +the choir. This was enough to set Frank off for a week. "You know what a +nice voice you say I have, mamma; what a good ear for music!" he +reiterated. "As good, you tell us, as Aunt Margaret's used to be. I +shall be sure to gain the post if you will let me try. We have to be at +college for an hour morning and afternoon daily, but we can easily get +that up if we are industrious. Some of the best Helstonleigh scholars +who have shone at Oxford and Cambridge were choristers. And I should +have about ten pounds a-year paid to me." + +Ten pounds a-year! Jane listened with a beating heart. It would more +than keep him in clothes. She inquired more fully into particulars. + +The result was that Frank had permission to try for the vacant +choristership, and gained it. His voice was the best of those tried. He +went home in a glow. "Now, mamma, the sooner you set about a new +surplice for me the better." + +"A new surplice, Frank!" Ah, it was not all profit. + +"A chorister must have two surplices, mamma. King's scholars can do with +one, having them washed between the Sundays: choristers can't. We must +have them always in wear, you know, except in Lent, and on the day of +King Charles the Martyr." + +Jane smiled; he talked so fast. "What is that you are running on about?" + +"Goodness, mamma, don't you understand? All the six weeks of Lent, and +on the 30th of January, the cathedral is hung with black, and the +choristers have to wear black cloth surplices. They don't find the black +ones: the college does that." + +Frank's success in gaining the place did not give universal pleasure to +the college school. Since the day of the disturbance in the spring, in +which William was mixed up, the two young Halliburtons had been at a +discount with the desk at which Cyril Dare sat; and this desk pretty +well ruled the school. + +"It's coming to a fine pass!" exclaimed Cyril Dare, when the result of +the trial was carried into the school. "Here's the town clerk's own son +passed over as nobody, and that snob of a Halliburton put in! Somebody +ought to have told the dean what snobs they are." + +"What would the dean have cared?" grumbled another, whose young brother +had been amongst the rejected ones. "To get good voices in the choir is +all he cares for in the matter." + +"I say, where do they live--that set?" + +"In a house of Ashley's, in the London Road," answered Cyril Dare. "They +couldn't pay the rent, and my father put a bum in." + +"Bosh, Dare!" + +"It's true," said Cyril Dare. "My father manages Ashley's rents, you +know. They'd have had every stick and stone sold, only Ashley--he is a +regular soft over some things--took and gave them time. Oh, they are a +horrid lot! They don't keep a servant!" + +The blank astonishment this last item of intelligence caused at the +desk, can't be described. Again Cyril's word was disputed. + +"They don't, I tell you," he repeated. "I taxed Halliburton senior with +it one day, and he told me to my face they could not afford one. He +possesses brass enough to set up a foundry, does that fellow. The eldest +one is at Ashley's manufactory, errand-boy. Errand-boy! And here's this +one promoted to the choir, over gentlemen's heads! He ought to be +pitched into, ought Halliburton senior." + +In the school, Frank was Halliburton senior; Gar, Halliburton junior. +"How is it that he says he was at King's College before he came here? I +heard him tell Keating so," asked a boy. + +At this moment Mr. Keating's voice was heard. "Silence!" Cyril Dare let +a minute elapse, and then began again. + +"Such a low thing, you know, not to keep servants! We couldn't do at all +without five or six. I'll tell you what: the school may do as it likes, +but our desk shall cut the two fellows here." + +And the desk did so; and Frank and Gar had to put up with many +mortifications. There was no help for it. Frank was brave as a young +lion; but against some sorts of oppression there is no standing up. More +than once was the boy in tears, telling his griefs to his mother. It +fell more on Frank than it did on Gar. + +Jane could only strive to console him, as she did William. "Patience and +forbearance, my darling Frank! You will outlive it in time." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +SHADOWS IN HONEY FAIR. + + +August was hot in Honey Fair. The women sat at their open doors, or even +outside them; the children tumbled in the gutters; the refuse in the +road was none the better for the month's heat. + +Charlotte East sat in her kitchen one Tuesday afternoon, busy as usual. +Her door was shut, but her window was open. Suddenly the latch was +lifted and Mrs. Cross came in: not with the bold, boisterous movements +that were common to Honey Fair, but with creeping steps that seemed +afraid of their own echoes, and a scared face. + +Mrs. Cross was in trouble. Her two daughters, Amelia and Mary Ann, to +whom you have had the honour of an introduction, had purchased those +lovely cross-barred sarcenets, green, pink, and lilac, and worn them at +the party at the Alhambra: which party went off satisfactorily, leaving +nothing behind it but some headaches for the next day, and a trifle of +pecuniary embarrassment to Honey Fair in general. What with the finery +for the party, and other finery, and what with articles really useful, +but which perhaps _might_ have been done without, Honey Fair was pretty +deeply in with the Messrs. Bankes. In Mrs. Cross's family alone, herself +and her daughters owed, conjointly, so much to these accommodating +tradesmen that it took eight shillings a week to keep them quiet. You +can readily understand how this impoverished the weekly housekeeping; +and the falsehoods that had to be concocted, by way of keeping the +husband, Jacob Cross, in the dark, were something alarming. This was the +state of things in many of the homes of Honey Fair. + +Mrs. Cross came in with timid steps and a scared face. "Charlotte, lend +me five shillings for the love of goodness!" cried she, speaking as if +afraid of the sound of her own voice. "I don't know another soul to ask +but you. There ain't another that would have it to lend, barring Dame +Buffle, and she never lends." + +"You owe me twelve shillings already," answered Charlotte, pausing for a +moment in her sewing. + +"I know that. I'll pay you off by degrees, if it's only a shilling a +week. I am a'most drove mad. Bankes's folks was here yesterday, and me +and the girls had only four shillings to give 'em. I'm getting in +arrears frightful, and Bankes's is as cranky over it as can be. It's all +smooth and fair so long as you're buying of Bankes's and paying 'em; but +just get behind, and see what short answers and sour looks you'll have!" + +"But Amelia and Mary Ann took in their work on Saturday and had their +money?" + +"My patience! I don't know what us should do if they hadn't! We have to +pay up everywhere. We're in debt at Buffle's, in debt to the baker, in +debt for shoes; we're in debt on all sides. And there's Cross spending +three shilling good of his wages at the public-house! It takes what me +and the girls earn to pay a bit up here and there, and stop things from +coming to Cross's ears. Half the house is in the pawn-shop, and what'll +become of us I don't know. I can't sleep o' nights, hardly, for thinking +on't." + +Charlotte felt sure that, were it her case, she should not sleep at all. + + +"The worst is, I have to keep the little 'uns away from school. Pay for +'em I can't. And a fine muck they get into, playing in the road all day. +'What does these children do to theirselves at school, to get into this +dirty mess?' asks Cross, when he comes in. 'Oh, they plays a bit in the +gutter coming home,' says I. 'We plays a bit, father,' cries they, when +they hears me, a-winking at each other to think how we does their +father." + +Charlotte shook her head. "I should end it all." + +"End it! I wish we could end it! The girls is going to slave theirselves +night and day this week and next. But it's not for my good: it's for +their'n. They want to get their grand silks out o' pawn! Nothing but +outside finery goes down with them, though they've not an inside rag to +their backs. They leave care to me. Fools to be sure, they was, to buy +them silks! They have been in the pawn-shop ever since, and Bankes's +a-tearing 'em to pieces for the money!" + +"I should end it by confessing to Jacob," said Charlotte, when she could +get in a word. "He is not a bad husband----" + +"And look at his passionate temper!" broke in Mrs. Cross. "Let it get to +his ears that we have gone on tick to Bankes's and elsewhere, and he'd +rave the house out of winders." + +"He would be angry at first, no doubt; but when he cooled down he would +see the necessity of something being done, and help in it. If you all +set on and put your shoulders to the wheel you might soon get clear. +Live upon the very least that will satisfy hunger--the plainest +food--dry bread and potatoes. No beer, no meat, no finery, no luxuries; +and with the rest of the week's money begin to pay up. You'd be clear in +no time." + +Mrs. Cross stared in consternation. "You be a Job's comforter, +Charlotte! Dry bread and taters! who could put up with that?" + +"When poor people like us fall into trouble, it is the only way that I +know of to get out of it. I'd rather mortify my appetite for a year than +have my rest broken by care." + +"Your advice is good enough for talking, Charlotte, but it don't answer +for acting. Cross must have his bit o' meat and his beer, his butter and +his cheese, his tea and his sugar--and so must the rest on us. But about +this five shillings?--do lend it me, Charlotte! It is for the landlord: +we're almost in a fix with him." + +"For the landlord!" repeated Charlotte involuntarily. "You must keep +_him_ paid, or it would be the worst of all." + +"I know we must. He was took bad yesterday--more's the blessing!--and +couldn't get round; but he's here to-day as burly as beef. We haven't +paid him for this three weeks," she added, dropping her voice to an +ominous whisper; "and I declare to you, Charlotte East, that the sight +of him at our door is as good to me as a dose of physic. Just now, round +he comes, a-lifting the latch, and me turning sick the minute I sees +him. 'Ready, Mrs. Cross?' asks he, in his short, surly way, putting his +brown wig up. 'I'm sorry I ain't, Mr. Abbott, sir,' says I; 'but I'll +have some next week for certain.' 'That won't do for me,' says he: 'I +must have it this. If you can't give me some money, I shall apply to +your husband.' The fright this put me into I've not got over yet, +Charlotte; for Cross don't know but what the rent's paid up regular. 'I +know what's going on,' old Abbott begins again, 'and I have knowed it +for some time. You women in this Honey Fair, you pay your money to them +Bankeses, which is the blight o' the place, and then you can't pay me.' +Only fancy his calling Bankeses a blight!" + +"That's just what they are," remarked Charlotte. + +"For shame, Charlotte East! When one's way is a bit eased by being able +to get a few things on trust, you must put in your word again it! Some +of us would never get a new gown to our backs if it wasn't for Bankeses. +Abbott's gone off to other houses, collecting; warning me as he'd call +again in half an hour, and if some money wasn't ready for him then he'd +go straight off to Jacob, to his shop o' work. If you can let me have +one week for him, Charlotte--five shillings--I'll be ever grateful." + +Charlotte rose, unlocked a drawer, and gave five shillings to Mrs. +Cross, thinking in her own mind that the kindest course would be for the +landlord to go to Cross, as he had threatened. + +Mrs. Cross took the money. Her mind so far relieved, she could indulge +in a little gossip; for Mr. Abbott's half-hour had not yet expired. + +"I say, Charlotte, what d'ye think? I'm afraid Ben Tyrrett and our Mary +Ann is a-going to take up together." + +"Indeed!" exclaimed Charlotte. "That's new." + +"Not over-new. They have been talking together on and off, but I never +thought it was serious till last Sunday. I have set my face dead against +it. He has a nasty temper of his own; and he's nothing but a jobber at +fifteen shillings a week, and his profits of the egg-whites. Our Mary +Ann might do better than that." + +"I think she might," assented Charlotte. "And she is over-young to think +of marrying." + +"Young!" wrathfully repeated Mrs. Cross. "I should think she is young! +Girls are as soft as apes. The minute a chap says a word to 'em about +marrying, they're all agog to do it, whether it's fit, or whether it's +unfit. Our Mary Ann might look inches over Ben Tyrrett's head, if she +had any sense in her. Hark ye, Charlotte! When you see her, just put in +a word against it; maybe it'll turn her. Tell her you'd not have Tyrrett +at a gift." + +"And that's true," replied Charlotte, with a laugh, as her guest +departed. + +A few minutes, and Charlotte received another visitor. This was the wife +of Mark Mason--a tall, bony woman, with rough black hair and a loud +voice. That voice and Mark did not get on very well together. She put +her hands back upon her hips, and used it now, standing before Charlotte +in a threatening attitude. + +"What do you do, keeping our Carry out at night?" + +Charlotte looked up in surprise. She was thinking of something else, or +her answer might have been more cautious, for she was one of those who +never willingly make mischief. + +"I do not keep Caroline out. She is here of an evening now and then--not +often." + +Mrs. Mason laughed--a low derisive laugh of mockery. "I knew it was a +falsehood when she told it me! There she goes out, night after night, +night after night; so I set Mark on to her, for I couldn't keep her in, +neither find out where she went to. Mark was in a passion--something had +put him out, and Carry was frightened, for he had hold of her arm +savage-like. 'I am at Charlotte East's of a night, Mark,' she said. 'I +shall take no harm there.'" + +Charlotte did not lift her eyes from her work. Mrs. Mason stood +defiantly. + +"Now, then! Where is it she gets to?" + +"Why do you apply to me?" returned Charlotte. "I am not Caroline Mason's +keeper." + +"If you bain't her keeper, you be her adviser," retorted Mrs. Mason. +"And that's worse." + +"When I advise Caroline at all, I advise her for her good." + +"My eyes are opened now, if they was blind before," continued Mrs. +Mason, apostrophizing in no gentle terms the offending Caroline. "Who +gave Carry that there shawl?--who gave, her that there fine gown?--who +gave her that gold brooch, with a stone in it 'twixt red and yaller, and +a naked Cupid in white aflying on it? 'A nice brooch you've got there, +miss,' says I to her. 'Yes,' says she, 'they call 'em cameons.' 'And +where did you get it, pray?' says I. 'And that's my business,' answers +she. Next there was a neck-scarf, green and lavender, with yaller fringe +at its ends, as deep as my forefinger. 'You're running up a tidy score +at Bankes's, my lady,' says I. 'I shan't come to you to pay for it,' +says she. 'No,' thinks I to myself, 'but you be living in our house, and +you may bring Mark into trouble over it,' for he's a soft-hearted gander +at times. So down I goes to Bankes's place last night. 'Just turn to the +debt-book, young man,' says I to the gentleman behind the counter--it +were the one with the dark hair--'and tell me how much is owed by +Caroline Mason.' 'Come to settle it?' asks he. 'Maybe, and maybe not,' +says I. 'I wants my question answered, whether or no.' Are you +listening, Charlotte East?" + +Charlotte lifted her eyes from her work. "Yes." + +"He lays hold of a big book," continues Mrs. Mason, who was talking her +face crimson, "and draws his finger down its pages. 'Caroline +Mason--Caroline Mason,' says he. 'I don't think we have anything against +her. No: it's crossed off. There was a trifle against her, but she paid +it last week.' Well, I stood staring at the man, thinking he was +deceiving me, saying she had _paid_. 'When did she pay for that shawl +she had in the winter, and how much did it cost?' asks I. 'Shawl?' says +he. 'Caroline Mason hasn't had no shawl of us.' 'Nor a gown at Easter--a +fancy sort of thing, with stripes?' I goes on: 'nor a cameon brooch last +week? nor a scarf with yaller fringe?' 'Nothing o' the sort,' says he, +decisive. 'Caroline Mason hasn't bought any of those things from us. She +had some bonnet ribbon, and that she paid for.' Now, what was I to +think?" concluded Mrs. Mason. + +Charlotte did not know. + +"I comes home a-pondering, and at the corner of the lane I catches sight +of a certain gentleman loitering about in the shade. The truth flashed +into my mind. 'He's after our Caroline,' says I to myself; 'and it's him +that has given her the things, and we shall just have her a world's +spectacle!' I accused Eliza Tyrrett of being the confidant. 'It isn't +me,' says she; 'it's Charlotte East.' So I bottled up my temper till +now, and now I've come to learn the rights on't." + +"I cannot tell you the rights," replied Charlotte. "I do not know them. +I have striven to give Caroline some good advice lately, and that is all +I have had to do with it. Mrs. Mason, you know that I should never +advise Caroline, or any one else, but for her good." + +Mrs. Mason would have acknowledged this in a cooler moment. "Why did +that Tyrrett girl laugh at me, then? And why did Carry say she spent her +evenings here?" cried she. "The gentleman I see was young Anthony Dare: +and Carry had better bury herself alive than be drawn aside by his +nonsense." + +"Much better," acquiesced Charlotte. "Where is Caroline?" + +"Under lock and key," said Mrs. Mason. + +"Under lock and key!" echoed Charlotte. + +"Yes; under lock and key; and there she shall stop. She was out all this +blessed morning with Eliza Tyrrett, and never walked herself in till +after Mark had had his dinner and was gone. So then I began upon her. My +temper was up, and I didn't spare her. I vowed I'd tell Mark what I had +seen and heard, and what sort of a wolf she allowed to make her presents +of fine clothes. With that she turned wild and flung up to her room in +the cock-loft, and I followed and locked her in." + +"You have done very wrong," said Charlotte. "It is not by harshness that +any good will be done with Caroline. You know her disposition: a child +might lead her by kindness, but she rises up against harshness. My +opinion is that she never would have given the least trouble at all had +you made her a better home." + +This bold avowal took away Mrs. Mason's breath. "A better home!" cried +she, when she could speak. "A better home! Fed upon French rolls and +lobster salad and apricot tarts, and give her a lady's maid to +hook-and-eye her gown for her! My heart! that beats all." + +"I don't speak of food, and that sort of thing," rejoined Charlotte. "If +you had treated her with kind words instead of cross ones she would have +been as good a girl as ever lived. Instead of that you have made your +home unbearable; and so driven her out, with her dangerous good looks, +to be told of them by the first idler who came across her: and that +seems to have been Anthony Dare. Go home and let her out of where you +have locked her in; do, Hetty Mason! Let her out, and speak kindly to +her, and treat her as a sister; and you'll undo all the bad yet." + +"I shan't then!" was the passionate reply. "I'll see you and her hung +first, before I speak kind to her to encourage her in her loose ways!" + +Mrs. Mason flung out of the house as she concluded, giving the door a +bang which only had the effect of sending it open again. Charlotte +sighed as she rose to close it: not only for any peril that Caroline +Mason might be in, but for the general blindness, the distorted views of +right and wrong, which seemed to obtain amidst the women of Honey Fair. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE DARES AT HOME. + + +A profusion of glass and plate glittered on the dining-table of Mr. +Dare. It was six o'clock, and they had just sat down. Mrs. Dare, in a +light gauze dress and blonde head-dress, sat at the head of the table. +There was a large family of them; four sons and four daughters; and all +were present; also Miss Benyon, the governess. Anthony and Herbert sat +on either side Mrs. Dare; Adelaide and Julia, the eldest daughters, near +their father; the four other children, Cyril and George, Rosa and Minny, +were between them. + +Mr. Dare was helping the salmon. In due course, a plate, followed by the +sauce, was carried to Anthony. + +"What's this! Melted butter! Where's the lobster sauce?" + +"There is no lobster sauce to-day," said Mrs. Dare. "We sent late, and +the lobsters were all gone. There was a small supply. Joseph, take the +anchovy to Mr. Anthony." + +Mr. Anthony jerked the anchovy sauce off the salver, dashed some on to +his plate, and jerked the bottle back again. Not with a very good grace: +his palate was a dainty one. Indeed, it was a family complaint. + +"I wouldn't give a fig for salmon without lobster sauce," he cried. "I +hope you won't send late again." + +"It was the cook's fault," said Mrs. Dare. "She did not fully understand +my orders." + +"Deaf old creature!" exclaimed Anthony. + +"Anthony, there's cucumber," said Julia, looking down the table at her +brother. "Ann, take the cucumber to Mr. Anthony." + +"You know I never eat cucumber with salmon," grumbled Anthony, in reply. +And it was not graciously spoken, for the offer had been dictated by +good-nature. + +A pause ensued. It was at length broken by Mrs. Dare. + +"Herbert, are you growing more reconciled to office-work?" + +"No; and never shall," returned Herbert. "From ten till five is an awful +clog upon one's time; it's as bad as school." + +Mr. Dare looked up from his plate. "You might have been put to a +profession that would occupy a great deal more time than that, Herbert. +What calls have you upon your time, pray, that it is so valuable? Will +you take some more fish?" + +"Well, I don't know. I think I will. It is good to-day; very good with +the cucumber, that Anthony despises." + +Ann took his plate up to Mr. Dare. + +"Anthony," said that gentleman, as he helped the salmon, "where were you +this afternoon? You were away from the office altogether, after two +o'clock." + +"Out with Hawkesley," shortly replied Anthony. + +"Yes; it is all very well to say, 'Out with Hawkesley,' but the office +suffers. I wish you young men were not quite so fond of taking your +pleasure." + +"A little more fish, sir?" asked Joseph of Anthony. + +"Not if I know it." + +The second course came in. A quarter of lamb, asparagus and other +vegetables. Herbert looked cross. He had recently taken a dislike to +lamb, or fancied he had done so. + +"Of course there's something coming for me!" he said. + + +"Oh, of course," said Mrs. Dare. "Cook knows you don't like lamb." + +Nothing, however, came in. Ann was sent to inquire the reason of the +neglect. The cook had been unable to procure veal cutlet, and Master +Herbert had said if she ever sent him up a mutton-chop again he should +throw it at her head. Such was the message brought back. + +"What an old story-teller she must be to say she could not get veal +cutlet!" exclaimed Herbert. "I hate mutton and lamb, and I am not going +to eat either one or the other." + +"I heard the butcher say this morning that he had no veal, Master +Herbert," interposed Ann. "This hot weather they don't kill much meat." + +"Why have you taken this dislike to lamb, Herbert?" asked Mr. Dare. "You +have eaten it all the season." + + +"That's just it," answered Herbert. "I have eaten so much of it that I +am sick of it." + +"Never mind, Herbert," said his mother. "There's a cherry tart coming +and a delicious lemon pudding. I don't think you can be so very hungry; +you went twice to salmon." + +Herbert was not in a good humour. All the Dares had been culpably +pampered, and of course it bore its fruits. He sat drumming with his +silver fork upon the table, condescending to try a little asparagus, and +a great deal of both pie and pudding. Cheese, salad, and dessert +followed, of which Herbert partook plentifully. Still he thought he was +terribly used in not having had different meat specially provided for +him; and he could not recover his good humour. I tell you the Dares had +been most culpably indulged. The house was one of luxury and profusion, +and every little whim and fancy had been studied. It is one of the worst +schools a child can be reared in. + +The three younger daughters and the governess withdrew, after taking +each a glass of wine. Cyril and George went off likewise, to their +lessons or to play. It was their own affair, and Mr. Dare made it no +concern of his. Presently Mrs. Dare and Adelaide rose. + +"Hawkesley's coming in this evening," called out Anthony, as they were +going through the door. + +Adelaide turned. "What did you say, Anthony?" + +"Lord Hawkesley's coming. At least he said he would look in for an hour. +But there's no dependence to be placed on him." + +"We must be in the large drawing-room, mamma, this evening," said +Adelaide, as they crossed the hall. "Miss Benyon and the children can +take tea in the school-room." + +"Yes," assented Mrs. Dare. "It is bad form to have one's drawing-room +cucumbered with children, and Lord Hawkesley understands all that. Let +them be in the school-room." + +"Julia also?" + +Mrs. Dare shrugged her shoulders. "If you can persuade her into it. I +don't think Julia will consent to take tea in the school-room. Why +should she?" + +Adelaide vouchsafed no reply. Dutiful children they were +not--affectionate children they were not--they had not been brought up +to be so. Mrs. Dare was of the world, worldly: very much so: and that +leaves very little time upon the hands for earnest duties. She had taken +no pains to train her children: she had given them very little love. +This conversation had taken place in the hall. Mrs. Dare went upstairs +to the large drawing-room, a really handsome room. She rang the bell and +gave sundry orders, the moving motive for all being the doubtful visit +of Viscount Hawkesley--ices from the pastrycook's, a tray of +refreshments, the best china, the best silver. Then Mrs. Dare reclined +in her chair for her after-dinner nap--an indulgence she much favoured. + +Adelaide Dare entered the smaller drawing-room, an apartment more +commonly used, and opening from the hall. Julia was reading a book just +brought in from the library. Miss Benyon was softly playing, and the two +little ones were quarrelling. Miss Benyon turned round from the piano +when Adelaide entered. + +"You must make tea in the school-room this evening, Miss Benyon, for the +children. Julia, you are to take yours there." + +Julia looked up from her book. "Who says so?" + +"Mamma. Lord Hawkesley's coming, and we cannot have the drawing-room +crowded." + +"I am not going to keep out of the drawing-room for Lord Hawkesley," +returned Julia, a quiet girl in appearance and manner. "Who is Lord +Hawkesley, that he should disarrange the economy of the house? There's +so much ceremony and parade observed when he comes that it upsets all +comfort. Your lordship this, and your lordship that; and papa my-lording +him to the skies. I don't like it. He looks down upon us--I know he +does--although he condescends to make a sort of friend of Anthony." + +Adelaide Dare's dark eyes flashed and her face crimsoned. She was a +handsome girl. "Julia! I do think you are an idiot!" + +"Perhaps I am," composedly returned Julia, who was of a careless, easy +temper; "but I am not going to be kept out of the drawing-room for my +Lord Hawkesley. Let me go on with my book in peace, Adelaide: it is a +charming one." + +Meanwhile Herbert Dare, seeing no prospect of more wine in store--for +Mr. Dare, with wonderful prudence, told Herbert that two glasses of port +were sufficient for him--left his seat, and bolted out at the +dining-room window, which opened on to the ground. He ran into the hall +for his hat, and then, speeding across the lawn, passed into the +high-road. Anthony remained alone with his father; and Anthony was +plucking up courage to speak upon a subject that was causing him some +perplexity. He plunged into it at once. + +"Father, I am in a mess. I have managed to outrun the constable." + +Mr. Dare was at that moment holding his glass of wine between his eye +and the light. The words quite scared him. He set his glass down and +looked at Anthony. + +"How's that? How have you managed that?" + +"I don't know how it has come about," was Anthony's answer. "It is so, +sir; and you must be so good as to help me out of it." + +"Your allowance is sufficient--amply so. Do you forget that I set you +clear of debt at the beginning of the year? What money do you want?" + +Anthony Dare began pulling the fringe out of the dessert napkin, to the +great detriment of the damask. "Two hundred pounds, sir." + +"Two hundred pounds!" echoed Mr. Dare, a dark expression clouding his +handsome face. "Do you want to ruin me, Anthony? Look at my expenses! +Look at the claims upon me! I say that your allowance is a liberal one, +and you ought to keep within it." + +Anthony sat biting his lip. "I would not have applied to you, sir, if I +could have helped it; but I am driven into a corner and _must_ find +money. I and Hawkesley drew some bills together. He has taken up two, +and I----" + +"Then you and Hawkesley were a couple of fools for your pains," +intemperately interrupted Mr. Dare. "There's no game so dangerous, so +delusive, as that of drawing bills. Have I not told you so, over and +over again? Simple debt may be put off from month to month, and from +year to year; but bills are nasty things. When I was a young man I lived +for years upon promises to pay, but I took care not to put my name to a +bill." + +"Hawkesley----" + +"Hawkesley may do what you must not," interrupted Mr. Dare, drowning his +son's voice. "He has his father's long rent-roll to turn to. Recollect, +Anthony, this must not occur again. It is impossible that I can be +called upon periodically for these sums. Herbert is almost a man, and +Cyril and George are growing up. A pretty thing, if you were all to come +upon me in this manner. I have to exert my wits as it is, I can tell +you. I'll give you a cheque to-morrow; and I should serve you right if I +were to put you upon half allowance until I am repaid." + +Mr. Dare finished his wine, rang for the table to be cleared, and left +the room. Anthony remained standing against the side of the window, half +in, half out, buried in a brown study, when Herbert came up, leaping +over the grass. Herbert was nearly as tall as Anthony. He had been for +some time articled to his father, but had only joined the office the +previous Midsummer. He looked into the room and saw it was empty. + +"Where's the governor?" + +"Gone somewhere. Into the drawing-room, perhaps," replied Anthony. + + +"What a nuisance!" ejaculated Herbert. "One can't talk to him before the +girls. I want twenty-five shillings from him. Markham has the primest +fishing-rod to sell, and I must have it." + +"Twenty-five shillings for a fishing-rod!" cried Anthony. + +"And cheap at the price," answered Herbert. "You don't often see so +complete a thing as this. Markham would not part with it--it's a relic +of his better days, he says--only his old mother wants some comfort or +other which he can't otherwise afford. The case----" + +"You have half-a-dozen fishing-rods already." + +"Half a dozen rubbish! That's what they are, compared with this one. +It's no business of yours, Anthony." + +"Not at all. But you'll oblige me, Herbert, by not bothering the +governor for money to-night. I have been asking him for some, and it has +put him out." + +"Did you get it?" + +Anthony nodded. + +"Then you'll let me have the one-pound-five, Anthony?" + +"I can't," returned Anthony. "I shall have a cheque to-morrow, and I +must pay it away whole. _That_ won't clear me. But I didn't dare to tell +of more." + +"If I don't get that fishing-rod to-night, Markham may sell it to some +one else," grumbled Herbert. + +"Go and get it," replied Anthony. "Promise him the money for to-morrow. +You are not obliged to give it, you know. The governor has just said +that he lived for years upon promises to pay." + +"Markham wants the money down." + +"He'll think that as good as down if you tell him he shall have it +to-morrow. Bring the fishing-rod away; possession's nine points of the +law, you know." + +"He'll make such an awful row afterwards, if he finds he does not get +the money." + +"Let him. You can row again. It's the easiest thing on earth to fence +off little paltry debts like that. People get tired of asking for them." + +Away vaulted Herbert for the fishing-rod. Anthony yawned, stretched +himself, and walked out just as twilight was fading. He was going out to +keep an appointment. + +Herbert Dare went back to Markham's. The man--though, indeed, so far as +birth went he might be called a gentleman--lived a little way beyond Mr. +Dare's. The cottage was situated in the midst of a large garden, in +which Markham worked late and early. He had a very, very small patrimony +upon which he lived and kept his mother. He was bending over one of the +beds when Herbert returned. "He would take the fishing-rod then, and +bring the money over at nine in the morning, before going to the office. +Mr. Dare was gone out, or he would have brought it at once," was the +substance of the words in which Herbert concluded the negotiation. + +Could they have looked behind the hedge at that moment, Herbert Dare and +Markham, they would have seen two young gentlemen suddenly duck down +under its shelter, creep silently along, heedless of the ditch, which, +however, was tolerably dry at that season, make a sudden bolt across the +road, when they got opposite Mr. Dare's entrance, and whisk within its +gates. They were Cyril and George. That they had been at some mischief +and were trying to escape detection, was unmistakable. Under cover of +the garden-wall, as they had previously done under cover of the hedge, +crept they; sprang into the house by the dining-room window, tore up the +stairs, and took refuge in the drawing-room, startlingly arousing Mrs. +Dare from her after-dinner slumbers. + +In point of fact, they had reckoned upon finding the room unoccupied. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THROWING AT THE BATS. + + +Aroused thus abruptly out of sleep, cross and startled, Mrs. Dare +attacked the two boys with angry words. "I will know what you have been +doing," she exclaimed, rising and shaking out the flounces of her dress. +"You have been at some mischief! Why do you come violently in, in this +manner, looking as frightened as hares?" + +"Not frightened," replied Cyril. "We are only hot. We had a run for it." + +"A run for what?" she repeated. "When I say I will know a thing, I mean +to know it. I ask you what you have been doing?" + +"It's nothing very dreadful, that you need put yourself out," replied +George. "One of old Markham's windows has come to grief." + +"Then that's through throwing stones again!" exclaimed Mrs. Dare. "Now I +am certain of it, and you need not attempt to deny it. You shall pay for +it out of your own pocket-money if he comes here, as he did the last +time." + +"Ah, but he won't come here," returned Cyril. "He didn't see us. Is tea +not ready?" + +"You can go to the school-room and see. You are to take it there this +evening." + +The boys tore away to the school-room. Unlike Julia, they did not care +where they took it, provided they had it. Miss Benyon was pouring out +the tea as they entered. They threw themselves on a sofa, and burst into +a fit of laughter so immoderate and long that their two young sisters +crowded round eagerly, asking to hear the joke. + +"It was the primest fun!" cried Cyril, when he could speak. "We have +just smashed one of Markham's windows. The old woman was at it in a +nightcap, and I think the stone must have touched her head. Markham and +Herbert were holding a confab together and they never saw us!" + +"We were chucking at the leathering bats," put in George, jealous that +his brother should have all the telling to himself, "and the stone----" + +"It is leather-winged bat, George," interrupted the governess. "I +corrected you the other night." + +"What does it matter?" roughly answered George. "I wish you wouldn't put +me out. A leathering-bat dipped down nearly right upon our heads, and we +both heaved at him, and one of the stones went through the window, +nearly taking, as Cyril says, old Mother Markham's head. Won't they be +in a temper at having to pay for it! They are as poor as charity." + +"They'll make you pay," said Rosa. + +"Will they?" retorted Cyril. "No catch, no have! I'll give them leave to +make us pay when they find us out. Do you suppose we are donkeys, you +girls? We dipped down under the hedge, and not a soul saw us. What's for +tea?" + +"Bread and butter," replied the governess. + +"Then those may eat it that like! I shall have jam." + +Cyril rang the bell as he spoke. Nancy, the maid who waited on the +school-room, came in answer to it. "Some jam," said Cyril. "And be quick +over it." + +"What sort, sir?" inquired Nancy. + +"Sort? oh--let's see: damson." + +"The damson jam was finished last week, sir. It is nearly the season to +make more." + +Cyril replied by a rude and ugly word. After some cogitation, he decided +upon black currant. + +"And bring me up some apricot," put in George. + +"And we'll have some gooseberry," called out Rosa. "If you boys have +jam, we'll have some too." + +Nancy disappeared. Cyril suddenly threw himself back on the sofa, and +burst into another ringing laugh. "I can't help it," he exclaimed. "I am +thinking of the old woman's fright, and their dismay at having to pay +the damage." + +"Do you know what I should do in your place, Cyril?" said Miss Benyon. +"I should go back to Markham, and tell him honourably that I caused the +accident. You know how poor they are; they cannot afford to pay for it." + +Cyril stared at Miss Benyon. "Where'd be the pull of that?" asked he. + +"The 'pull,' Cyril, would be, that you would repair a wrong done to an +unoffending neighbour, and might go to sleep with a clear conscience." + +The last suggestion amused Cyril amazingly he and conscience had not a +great deal to do with each other. He was politely telling Miss Benyon +that those notions were good enough for old maids, when Nancy appeared +with the several sorts of jam demanded. Cyril drew his chair to the +table, and Nancy went down. + +"Ring the bell, Rosa," said Cyril, before the girl could well have +reached the kitchen. "I can't see one sort from another; we must have +candles." + +"Ring it yourself," retorted Rosa. + +"George, ring the bell," commanded Cyril. + +George obeyed. He was under Cyril in the college school, and accustomed +to obey him. + +"You might have told Nancy when she was here," remarked Miss Benyon to +Cyril. "It would have saved her a journey." + +"And if it would?" asked Cyril. "What were servants' legs made for, but +to be used?" + +Nancy received the order for the candles, and brought them up. It was to +be hoped her legs _were_ made to be used, for scarcely had Cyril begun +to enjoy his black currant jam when they were heard coming up the stairs +again. + +"Master Cyril, Mr. Markham wants to see you." + +Cyril and the rest exchanged looks. "Did you say I was at home?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Then you were an idiot for your pains! I can't come down, tell him. I +am at tea." + +Down went Nancy accordingly. And back she came again. "He says he must +see you, Master Cyril." + +"Be a man, Cyril, and face it," whispered Miss Benyon in his ear. + +Cyril jerked his head rudely away from her. "I won't go down. There! +Nancy, you may tell Markham so." + +"He has sat down on the garden bench, sir, outside the window to wait," +explained Nancy. "He says, if you won't see him he shall ask for Mr. +Dare." + +Cyril appeared to be in for it. He dashed his bread and jam on the +table, and clattered down. "Who's wanting me?" called out he, when he +got outside. "Oh!--is it you, Markham?" + +"How came you to throw a stone just now, and break my window, Cyril +Dare?" + +The words threw Cyril into the greatest apparent surprise. "_I_ throw a +stone and break your window!" repeated he. "I don't know what you mean." + +"Either you or your brother threw it; you were both together. It entered +my mother's bedroom window, and went within an inch of her head. I'll +trouble you to send a glazier round to put the pane in." + +"Well, of all strange accusations, this is about the strangest!" uttered +Cyril. "We have not been near your window; we are upstairs at our tea." + + +At this juncture, Mr. Dare came out. He had heard the altercation in the +house. "What's this?" asked he. "Good evening, Markham." + +Markham explained. "They crouched down under the hedge when they had +done the mischief," he continued, "thinking, no doubt, to get away +undetected. But, as it happened, Brooks the nurseryman was in his ground +behind the opposite hedge, and he saw the whole. He says they were +throwing at the bats. Now I should be sorry to get them punished, Mr. +Dare; we have been boys ourselves; but if young gentlemen will throw +stones, they must pay for any damage they do. I have requested your son +to send a glazier round in the morning. I am sorry he should have denied +the fact." + +Mr. Dare turned to Cyril. "If you did it, why do you deny it?" + +Cyril hesitated for the tenth part of a second. Which would be the best +policy? To give in, or to hold out? He chose the latter. His word was as +good as that confounded Brooks's, and he'd brave it out! "We didn't do +it," he angrily said; "we have not been near the place this evening. +Brooks must have mistaken others for us in the dusk." + +"They did do it, Mr. Dare. There's no mistake about it. Brooks had been +watching them, and he thinks it was the bigger one who threw that +particular stone. If I had set a house on fire," Markham added to Cyril, +"I'd rather confess the accident, than deny it by a lie. What sort of a +man do you expect to make?" + +"A better one than you!" insolently retorted Cyril. + +"Wait an instant," said Mr. Dare. He proceeded to the school-room to +inquire of George. That young gentleman had been an admiring hearer of +the colloquy from a staircase-window. He tore back to the school-room on +the approach of his father; hastily deciding that he must bear out Cyril +in the denial. "Now, George," said Mr. Dare, sternly, "did you and Cyril +do this, or did you not?" + +"Of course we did not, papa," was the ready reply. "We have not been +near Markham's. Brooks must be a fool." + +Mr. Dare believed him. He was leaving the room when Miss Benyon +interposed. + +"Sir, I should be doing wrong to allow you to be deceived. They did +break the window." + +The address caused Mr. Dare to pause. "How do you know it, Miss Benyon?" + +Miss Benyon related what had passed. Mr. Dare cast his eyes sternly upon +his youngest son. "It is you who are the fool, George, not Brooks. A lie +is sure to get found out in the end; don't attempt to tell another." + +Mr. Dare went down. "I cannot come quite to the bottom of this +business, Markham," said he, feeling unwilling to expose his sons more +than they had exposed themselves. "At all events you shall have the +window put in. A pane of glass is not much on either side." + +"It is a good deal to my pocket, Mr. Dare. But that's all I ask. And you +know my character too well to fear I would make a doubtful claim. Brooks +is open to inquiry." + +He departed; and Mr. Dare touched Cyril on the arm. "Come with me." + +He took him into the room, and there ensued an angry lecture. Cyril +thought George had confessed, and stood silent before his father. "What +a sneak he must have been!" thought Cyril. "Won't I serve him out!" + +"If you have acquired the habit of speaking falsely, you had better +relinquish it," resumed Mr. Dare. "It will not be a recommendation in +the eyes of Mr. Ashley." + +"I am not going to Ashley's," burst forth Cyril; for the mention of the +subject was sure to anger him. "Turn manufacturer, indeed! I'd +rather----" + +"You'd rather be a gentleman at large," interrupted Mr. Dare. "But," he +sarcastically added, "gentlemen require something to live upon. Listen, +Cyril. One of the finest openings that I know of in this city, for a +young man, is in Ashley's manufactory. _You_ may despise Mr. Ashley as a +manufacturer; but others respect him. He was reared a gentleman--he is +regarded as one; he is wealthy, and his business is large and +flourishing. Suppose you could drop into this, after him?--succeed to +this fine business, its sole proprietor? I can tell you that you would +occupy a better position, and be in receipt of a far larger income than +either Anthony or Herbert will be." + +"But there's no such chance as that, for me," debated Cyril. + +"There is the chance: and that's why you are to be placed there. Henry, +from his infirmity, is not to be brought up to business, and there is no +other son. You will be apprenticed to Mr. Ashley, with a view to +succeeding, as a son would, first of all to a partnership with him, +eventually to the whole. Now, this is the prospect before you, Cyril; +and prejudiced though you are, you must see that it is a fine one." + +"Well," acknowledged Cyril, "I wouldn't object to drop into a good thing +like that. Has Mr. Ashley proposed it?" + +"No, he has not distinctly proposed it. But he did admit, when your +apprenticeship was being spoken of, that he might be wanting somebody to +succeed him. He more than hinted that whoever might be chosen to succeed +him, or to be associated with him, must be rendered fit for the +connection by being an estimable and a good man; one held in honour by +his fellow citizens. No other could be linked with the name of Ashley. +And now, sir, what do you think he, Mr. Ashley, would say to your +behaviour to-night?" + +Cyril looked rather shame-faced. + +"You will go to Mr. Ashley's, Cyril. But I wish you to remember, to +remember always, that the ultimate advantages will depend upon yourself +and your conduct. Become a good man, and there's little doubt they will +be yours; turn out indifferently, and there's not the slightest chance +for you." + +"I shan't succeed to any of Ashley's money, I suppose?" complacently +questioned Cyril, who somewhat ignored the conditions, and saw himself +in prospective Mr. Ashley's successor. + +"It is impossible to say what you may succeed to," replied Mr. Dare, in +so significant a tone as to surprise Cyril. "Henry Ashley's I should +imagine to be a doubtful life; should anything happen to him, Mary +Ashley will, of course, inherit all. And he will be a fortunate man who +shall get into her good graces and marry her." + +It was a broad hint to a boy like Cyril. "She's such a proud thing, that +Mary Ashley!" grumbled he. + +"She is a very sweet child," was the warm rejoinder of Mr. Dare. And +Cyril went upstairs again to his jam and his interrupted tea. + +Meanwhile the evening went on, and the drawing-room was waiting for Lord +Hawkesley. Mrs. Dare and Adelaide were waiting for him--waiting +anxiously in elegant attire. Mr. Dare did not seem to care whether he +came or not; and Julia, who was buried in an easy chair with her book, +would have preferred, of the two, that he stayed away. Between eight and +nine he arrived. A little man; young, fair, with light eyes and sharp +features, a somewhat cynical expression habitually on his lips. +Helstonleigh, in its gossip, conjectured that he must be making young +Anthony Dare useful to him in some way or other, or he would not have +condescended to the intimacy. For Lord Hawkesley, a proud man by nature, +had been reared as an earl's son and heir; which meant an exclusiveness +far greater in those days than it is in these. This was the third +evening visit he had paid to Mrs. Dare. Had Adelaide's good looks any +attraction for him? _She_ was beginning to think so, and to weave +visions upon the strength of it. Entrenched as the Dares were in their +folly and assumption, Adelaide was blind to the wide social gulf that +lay between herself and Viscount Hawkesley. + +She sat down at the piano at his request and sang an Italian song. She +had a good voice, and her singing was better than her Italian accent. +Lord Hawkesley stood by her and looked over the music. + +"I like your style of singing very much," he remarked to her when the +song was over. "You must have learnt of a good master." + +"_Comme ça_," carelessly rejoined Adelaide. As is the case with many +more young ladies who possess a superficial knowledge of French, she +thought it the perfection of good taste to display as much of it as she +did know. "I had the best professor that Helstonleigh can give; but what +are Helstonleigh professors compared with those of London? We cannot +expect first-rate talent here." + +"Do you like London?" asked Lord Hawkesley. + +"I was never there," replied Adelaide, feeling the confession, when made +to Lord Hawkesley, to be nothing but a humiliation. + +"Indeed! You would enjoy a London season." + +"Oh, so much! I know nothing of the London season, except from books. A +contrast to your lordship, you will say," she added, with a laugh. "You +must be almost tired of it; _désillusionné_." + +"What's that in English?" inquired Lord Hawkesley, whose French studies, +as far as they had extended, had been utterly thrown away upon him. +Labouring under the deficiency, he had to make the best of it, and did +it with a boast. "Used up, I suppose you mean?" + +Adelaide coloured excessively. She wondered if he was laughing at her, +and made a mental vow never to speak French to a lord again. + +"Will you think me exacting, Miss Dare, if I trespass upon you for +another song?" + +Adelaide did not think him exacting in the least. She was ready to sing +as long as he pleased. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +CHARLOTTE EAST'S PRESENT. + + +Towards dusk, that same evening, Charlotte East went over to Mrs. +Buffle's for some butter. After she was served, Mrs. Buffle--who was a +little shrimp of a woman, with a red nose--crossed her arms upon the +counter and bent her face towards Charlotte's. "Have you heered the +news?" asked she. "Mary Ann Cross is going to make a match of it with +Ben Tyrrett." + +"Is she?" said Charlotte. "They had better wait a few years, both of +them, until they shall have put by something." + +"They're neither of them of the putting-by sort," returned Mrs. Buffle. +"Them Crosses is the worst girls to spend in all the Fair: unless it's +Carry Mason. She don't spare her back, she don't. The wonder is, how she +gets it." + +"Young girls will dress," observed Charlotte, carelessly. + +Mrs. Buffle laughed. "You speak as if you were an old one." + +"I feel like one sometimes, Mrs. Buffle. When children are left, as I +and Robert were, with a baby brother to bring up, and hardly any means +to do it upon, it helps to steady them. Tom----" + +Eliza Tyrrett burst in at the door, with a violence that made its bell +twang and tinkle. "Half-a-pound o' dips, long-tens, Dame Buffle, and be +quick about it," was her order. "There's such a flare-up, in at +Mason's." + +"A flare-up!" repeated Mrs. Buffle, who was always ripe and ready for a +dish of scandal, whether it touched on domestic differences, or on young +girls' improvidence in the shape of dress. "Is Mason and her having a +noise?" + +"It's not him and her. It's about Carry. Hetty Mason locked Carry up +this afternoon, and Mason never came home at all to tea; he went and had +some beer instead, and a turn at skittles, and she wouldn't let Carry +out. He came in just now, and his wife told him a whole heap about +Carry, and Mason went up to the cock-loft, undid the door, and +threatened to kick Carry down. They're having it out in the kitchen, all +three." + +"What has Carry done?" asked Mrs. Buffle eagerly. + +"Perhaps Charlotte East can tell," said Eliza Tyrrett, slyly. "She has +been thick with Carry lately. _I_ am not a-going to spoil sport." + +Charlotte took up her butter, and bending a severe look of caution on +the Tyrrett girl, left the shop. Anthony Dare's reputation was not a +brilliant one, and the bare fact of Caroline Mason's allowing herself to +walk with him would have damaged her in the eyes of Honey Fair. As well +keep it, if possible, from Mrs. Buffle and other gossips. + +As Charlotte crossed to her own door, she became conscious that some one +was flying towards her in the dusk of the evening: a woman with a fleet +foot and panting breath. Charlotte caught hold of her. "Caroline, where +are you going?" + +"Let me alone, Charlotte East"--and Caroline's nostrils were working, +her eyes flashing. "I have left their house for ever, and am going to +one who will give me a better." + +Charlotte held her tight. "You must not go, Caroline." + +"I will," she defiantly answered. "I have chosen my lot this night for +better or for worse. Will I stay to be taunted without a cause? To be +told I am what I am not? No! If anything should happen to me, let them +reproach themselves, for they have driven me on to it." + +Charlotte tried her utmost to restrain the wild girl. "Caroline," she +urged, "this is the turning-point in your life. A step forward, and you +may have passed it beyond recall; a step backwards, and you may be saved +for ever. Come home with me." + +Caroline in her madness--it was little else--turned her ghastly face +upon Charlotte. "You shan't stop me, Charlotte East! You go your way, +and I'll go mine. Shall Mark and she go on at me without cause, I say, +calling me false names?" + +"Come home with me, Caroline. You shall stay with me to-night; you +shan't go back to Hetty. My bed's not large, but it will hold us." + +"I won't, I won't!" she uttered, struggling to be free. + +"Only for a minute," implored Charlotte. "Come in for a minute until you +are calm. You are mad just now." + +"I am driven to it. There!" + +With a jerk she wrenched herself from Charlotte's grasp, passion giving +her strength: and she flew onwards and was lost in the dark night. +Charlotte East ran home. Her brothers were there. "Tom," said she, "put +this butter in the cupboard for me;" and out she went again. At the end +of Honey Fair, a road lay each way. Which should she take? Which had +Caroline taken? + +She chose the one to the right--it was the most retired--and went +groping about it for twenty minutes. As it happened, as such things +generally do happen, Caroline had taken the other. + +In a sheltered part of that, which lay back, away from the glare of the +gas lamps, Caroline had taken refuge. She had expected some one would be +there to meet her; but she found herself mistaken. Down she sat on a +stone, and her wild passion began to diminish. + +Nearly half an hour afterwards, Charlotte found her there. Caroline was +talking to Anthony Dare, who had just come up. Charlotte grasped +Caroline. + +"You must come with me, Caroline." + + +"Who on earth are you, and what do you want intruding here?" demanded +Anthony Dare, turning round with a fierce stare on Charlotte. + +"I am Charlotte East, sir, if it is any matter to you to know my name, +and I am a friend of Caroline Mason's. I am here to take her out of +harm's way." + +"There's nothing to harm her here," haughtily answered young Anthony. +"Mind your own business." + +"I am afraid there is one thing to harm her, sir, and that's you," said +brave Charlotte. "You can't come among us people in Honey Fair for any +good. Folks bent on good errands don't need to wait till dark before +they pay their visits. You had better give up prowling about this place, +Mr. Anthony Dare. Stay with your equals, sir; with those that will be a +match for you." + +"The woman must be deranged!" uttered Anthony, going into a terrible +passion. "How dare you presume to say such things to me?" + +"How dare you, sir, set yourself out to work ill?" retorted Charlotte. +"Come along, Caroline," she added to the girl, who was now crying +bitterly. "As for you, sir, if you mean no harm, as you say, and it is +necessary that you should condescend to visit Honey Fair, please to pay +your visits in the broad light of day." + +No very pleasant word broke from Anthony Dare. He would have liked to +exterminate Charlotte. "Caroline," foamed he, "order this woman away. If +I could see a policeman, I'd give her in charge." + +"Sir, if you dare attempt to detain her, I'll appeal to the first +passer-by. I'll tell them to look at the great and grand Mr. Anthony +Dare, and to ask him what he wants here, night after night." + +Even as Charlotte spoke, footsteps were heard, and two gentlemen, +talking together, advanced. The voice of one fell familiarly on the ear +of Anthony Dare, familiarly on that of Charlotte East. The latter +uttered a joyful cry. + +"There's Mr. Ashley! Loose her, sir, or I'll call to him." + +To have Mr. Ashley "called to" on the point would not be altogether +agreeable to the feelings of young Anthony. "You fool!" he exclaimed to +Charlotte East, "what harm do you suppose I meant, or thought of? You +must be a very strange person yourself, to get such a thing into your +imagination. Good night, Caroline." + +And turning on his heel haughtily, Anthony Dare stalked off in the +direction of Helstonleigh. Mr. Ashley passed on, having noticed nothing, +and Charlotte East wound her arm round the sobbing girl, subdued now, +and led her home. + +Anthony went straight to Pomeranian Knoll, and threw himself on to a +sofa in a very ill humour. Lord Hawkesley was occupied with Adelaide and +her singing, and paid little attention to him. + +At the close of the evening they left together, Anthony going out with +Lord Hawkesley, and linking arms as they proceeded towards the Star +Hotel, Lord Hawkesley's usual quarters when in Helstonleigh. + +"I have got two hundred out of the governor," began Anthony in a +confidential tone. "He will give me the cheque to-morrow." + +"What's two hundred, Dare?" slightingly spoke his lordship. "It's +nothing." + +"It was of no use trying for more to-night. The two hundred will stop +present worry, Hawkesley; the future must be provided for when it +comes." And they walked on with a quicker step. + +Mrs. Dare had looked at her watch as they departed. It was half-past +eleven. She said she supposed they might as well be going to bed, and +Mr. Dare roused himself. For the last half-hour he had been half-asleep; +quite asleep he did not choose to fall, in the young man's presence. A +viscount to Lawyer Dare was a viscount. "Where's Herbert?" asked he, +stretching himself. Master Herbert, Joseph answered, had had supper +served (not being able to recover from the short allowance at dinner), +and had gone to bed. The rest, excepting Adelaide, had gone before, free +from want, from care, full of the good things of this life. The young +Halliburtons, their cousins once removed, had knelt and thanked God for +the day's good, even though that day to them had been what all their +days were now, one of poverty and privation. Not so the Dares. As +children, for they were not in a heathen land, they had been taught to +say their prayers at night; but as they grew older, the custom was +suffered to fall into disuse. The family attended church on Sundays, +fashionably attired, and there ended their religion. + +To bed and to sleep went they, all the household, old and young--Joseph, +the manservant, excepted. Sleepy Joseph stretched himself in a large +chair to wait the return of Mr. Anthony: sleepy Joseph had so to stretch +himself most nights. Mr. Anthony might come in in an hour's time, or Mr. +Anthony might not come in until it was nearly time to commence the day's +duties in the morning. It was all a chance; as poor Joseph knew to his +cost. + +Nine o'clock was the breakfast hour at Mr. Dare's, and the family were +in general pretty punctual at it. On the following morning they were all +assembled at the meal, Anthony rather red about the eyes, when Ann, the +housemaid, entered. + +"Here's a parcel for you, Mr. Anthony." + +She held in her arms a large untidy sort of bundle, done round with +string. Anthony turned his wondering eyes upon it. + +"That! It can't be for me." + +"A boy brought it and said it was for you, sir," returned Ann, letting +the cumbersome parcel fall on a chair. "I asked if there was any answer, +and he said there was not." + +"It must be from your tailor, Anthony," said Mrs. Dare. + +Anthony's consequence was offended at the suggestion. "My tailor send me +a parcel done up like that!" repeated he. "He had better! He would get +no more of my custom." + +"What an extraordinary direction!" exclaimed Julia, who had got up, and +drawn near, in her curiosity: "'Young Mister Antony Dare!' Just look, +all of you." + +Anthony rose, and the rest followed, except Mr. Dare, who was busy with +a county paper, and paid no attention. A happy thought darted into +Minny's mind. "I know!" she cried, clapping her hands. "Cyril and George +are playing Anthony a trick, like the one they played Miss Benyon." + +Anthony, too hastily taking up the view thus suggested, and inwardly +vowing a not agreeable chastisement to the two, as soon as they should +rush in to breakfast from school, took out his penknife and severed the +string. The paper fell apart, and the contents rolled on to the floor. + +What on earth were they? What did they mean? A woman's gown, tawdry but +pretty; a shawl; a neck-scarf, with gold-coloured fringe; two pairs of +gloves, the fingers worn into holes; a bow of handsome ribbon; a cameo +brooch, fine and false; and one or two more such articles, not new, +stood disclosed. The party around gazed in sheer amazement. + +"If ever I saw such a collection as this!" exclaimed Mrs. Dare. "It is a +woman's clothing. Why should they have been sent to you, Anthony?" + +Anthony's cheek wore rather a conscious colour just then. "How should I +know?" he replied. "They must have been directed to me by mistake. Take +the rags away, Ann"--spurning them with his foot--"and throw them into +the dust-bin. Who knows what infected place they may have come from?" + +Mrs. Dare and the young ladies shrieked at the last suggestion, gathered +their skirts about them, and retired as far as the limits of the room +allowed. Some enemy of malicious intent must have done it, they became +convinced. Ann--no more liking to be infected with measles or what not +than they--seized the tongs, gingerly lifted the articles inside the +paper, dragged the whole outside the door, and called Joseph to carry +them to the receptacle indicated by Mr. Anthony. + +Charlotte East had thought she would not do her work by halves. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE FEAR GROWING GREATER. + + +We must leap over some months. A story, you know, cannot stand still, +any more than we can. + +Spring had come round. The sofa belonging to Mrs. Reece's parlour was in +Mrs. Halliburton's, and Janey was lying on it--her blue eyes bright, her +cheeks hectic, her fair curls falling in disorder. Through autumn, +through winter, it had appeared that Dobbs's prognostications of evil +for Jane were not to be borne out, for she had recovered from the +temporary indications of illness, and had continued well; but, with the +early spring weather, Jane failed, and failed rapidly. The cough came +back, and great weakness grew upon her. She was always wanting to be at +rest, and would lie about anywhere. Spreading a cloak on the floor, with +a pillow for her head, Janey would plant herself between her mother and +the fire, pulling the cloak up on the side near the door. One day Dobbs +came in and saw her there. + +"My heart alive!" uttered Dobbs, when she had recovered her surprise; +"what are you lying down there for?" + +"I am tired," replied Janey; "and there's nowhere else to lie. If I put +three chairs together, it is not comfortable, and the pillow rolls off." + +"There's the sofa in our room," said Dobbs. "Why don't you lie on that?" + + +"So I do, you know, Dobbs; but I want to talk to mamma sometimes." + +Dobbs disappeared. Presently there was a floundering and thumping heard +in the passage, and the sofa was propelled in by Dobbs, very red with +the exertion. "My missis is indignant to think that the child should be +upon the floor," cried she, wrathfully. "One would suppose some folks +were born without brains, or the sofa might have been asked for." + +"But, Dobbs," said Janey--and _she_ was allowed to "Dobbs" as much as +she pleased, unreproved--"what am I to lie on in your room?" + +"Isn't there my easy chair, with the high foot-board in front--as good +as a bed when you let it out?" returned Dobbs, proceeding to place Janey +comfortably on the sofa. "And now let me say what I came in to say, when +the sight of that child on the cold floor sent me shocked out again," +she added, turning to Jane. "My missis's leg is no better to-day, and +she has made up her mind to have Parry. It's erysipelas, as sure as a +gun. Every other spring, about, she's laid up with it in her legs, one +or the other of 'em. Ten weeks I have known her in bed with it----" + +"The very best preventive to erysipelas is to take an occasional warm +bath," interrupted Jane. + +The suggestion gave immense offence to Dobbs. "A warm bath!" she +uttered, ironically. "And how, pray, should my missis take a warm bath? +Sit down in a mashing-tub, and have a furnace of boiling water turned on +to her? Those new-fangled notions may do for Londoners, but they are not +known at Helstonleigh. Warm baths!" repeated Dobbs, with increased +scorn: "hadn't you better propose a water-bed at once? I have heard that +they are inventing _them_ also." + +"I have heard so, too," pleasantly replied Jane. + +"Well, my missis is going to have Parry up, and she intends that he +shall see Janey and give her some physic--if physic will be of use," +added Dobbs, with an incredulous sniff. "My missis says it will. She +puts faith in Parry's physic as if it was gold; it's a good thing she's +not ill often, or she'd let herself be poisoned if quantity could poison +her! And, Janey, you'll take the physic, like a precious lamb; and heaps +of nice things you shall have after it, to drive the taste out. Warm +baths!" ejaculated Dobbs, as she went out, returning to the old +grievance. "I wonder what the world's coming to?" + +Mr. Parry was called in, and soon had his two regular patients there. +Mrs. Reece was confined to her bed with erysipelas in her leg; and if +Janey seemed better one day, she seemed worse the next. The surgeon did +not say what was the matter with Jane. He ordered her everything good in +the shape of food; he particularly ordered port wine. An hour after the +latter order had been given Dobbs appeared, with a full decanter in her +hand. + +"It's two glasses a day that she is to take--one at eleven and one at +three," cried she without circumlocution. + +"But, indeed, I cannot think of accepting so costly a thing from Mrs. +Reece as port wine," interrupted Jane, in consternation. + +"You can do as you like, ma'am," said Dobbs with equanimity. "Janey will +accept it; she'll drink her two glasses of wine daily, if I have to come +and drench her with it. And it won't be any cost out of my missis's +pocket, if that's what you are thinking of," logically proceeded Dobbs. +"Parry says it will be a good three months before she can take her wine +again; so Janey can drink it for her. If my missis grudged her port wine +or was cramped in pocket, I should not take my one glass a day, which I +do regular." + +"I can never repay you and Mrs. Reece for your kindness and generosity +to Jane," sighed Mrs. Halliburton. + +"You can do it when you are asked," was Dobbs's retort. "There's the +wing and merrythought of a fowl coming in for her dinner, with a bit of +sweet boiled pork. I don't give myself the ceremony of cloth-laying, now +my missis is in bed, but just eat it in the rough; so the child had +better have hers brought in here comfortably, till my missis is down +again. And, Janey, you'll come upstairs to tea to us; I have taken up +the easy chair." + +"Thank you very much, Dobbs," said Janey. + +"And don't you let them cormorants be eating her dinners or drinking her +wine," said Dobbs, fiercely, as she was going out. "Keep a sharp +look-out upon 'em." + +"They would not do it!" warmly replied Jane. "You do not know my boys +yet, if you think they would rob their sick sister." + +"I know that boys' stomachs are always on the crave for anything that's +good," retorted Dobbs. "You might skin a boy if you were forced to it, +but you'd never drive his nature out of him; and that's to be always +eating!" + +So she had even _this_ help--port wine! It seemed almost beyond belief, +and Jane lost herself in thought. + +"Mamma, you don't hear me!" + +"Did you speak, Janey?" + +"I say I think Dobbs got that fowl for me. Mrs. Reece is not taking +meat, and Dobbs would not buy a fowl for herself. She will give me all +the best parts, and pick the bones herself. You'll see. How kind they +are to me! What should I have done, mamma, if I had only our plain food? +I know I could not eat it now." + +"God is over us, my dear child," was Jane's reply. "It is He who has +directed this help to us: never doubt it, Jane. Whether we live or die," +she added pointedly, "we are in His hands, and He orders all things for +the best." + +"Can to die be for the best?" asked Janey, sitting up to think over the +question. + +"Why, yes, my dear girl; certainly it is, if God wills it. How often +have I talked to you about the REST after the grave! No more tears, no +more partings. Which is best--to be here, or to go to that rest? Oh, +Janey! we can put up surely with illness and with crosses here, if we +may only attain to that. This world will last only for a little while at +best; but that other will abide for ever and for ever." + +A summons from Mr. Parry's boy: Miss Halliburton's medicine had arrived. +Miss Halliburton made a grievous face over it, when her mamma poured the +dose out. "I never _can_ take it! It smells so nasty!" + +Jane held the wine-glass towards her, a grave, kind smile upon her face. +"My darling, it is one of earth's little crosses; _try_ and not rebel +against it. Here's a bit of Patience's jam left, to take after it." + +Janey smiled bravely as she took the glass. "It was not so bad as I +thought, mamma," said she, when she had swallowed it. + +"Of course not, Janey; nothing is that we set about with a brave heart." + +But, with every good thing, Janey did not improve. Her mother shrank +from admitting the fact that was growing only too palpable; and Dobbs +would come in and sit looking at Janey for a quarter of an hour +together, never speaking. + +"Why do you look at me so, Dobbs?" asked Janey, one day, suddenly. "You +were crying when you looked at me last night at dusk." + +Dobbs was rather taken to. "I had been peeling onions," said she. + +"Why do you shrink from looking at the truth?" an inward voice kept +repeating in Mrs. Halliburton's heart. "Is it right, or wise, or well to +do so?" No; she knew that it could not be. + +That same day, after Mr. Parry had paid his visit to Mrs. Reece, he +looked in upon Janey. "Am I getting better?" she asked him. "I want to +go into the green fields again, and run about." + +"Ah," said he, "we must wait for that, little maid." + +Jane went out to the door with him. When he put out his hand to say good +morning, he saw that she was white with emotion, and could not speak +readily. "Will she live or die, Mr. Parry?" was the whispered question +that came at last. + +"Now don't distress yourself, Mrs. Halliburton. In these lingering cases +we must be content to wait the issue, whatever it may be." + +"I have had so much trouble of one sort or another, that I think I have +become inured to it," she continued, striving to speak more calmly. +"These several days past I have been deciding to ask you the truth. If +I am to lose her, it will be better that I should know it beforehand: it +will be easier for me to bear. She is in danger, is she not?" + +"Yes," he replied; "I fear she is." + +"Is there any hope?" + +"Well, you know, Mrs. Halliburton, while there is life there is hope." + +His tone was kindly; but she could not well mistake that, of human hope, +there was none. Her lips were pale--her bosom was heaving. "I +understand," she murmured. "Tell me one other thing: how near is the +end?" + +"That I really cannot tell you," he more readily replied. "These cases +vary much in their progression. Do not be downcast, Mrs. Halliburton. We +must every one of us go, sooner or later. Sometimes I wish I could see +all mine gone before me, rather than leave them behind to the cares of +this troublesome world." + +He shook hands and departed. Jane crept softly upstairs to her own room, +and was shut in for ten minutes. Poor thing! _she_ could not spare time +for the indulgence of grief, as others might! she must hasten to her +never-ceasing work. She had her task to do; and ten minutes lost from it +in the day must be made up at night. + +As she was going downstairs, with red eyes, Mrs. Reece heard her +footstep and called to her from her bed. "Is that you, ma'am?" + +So Jane had to go in. "Are you better?" she inquired. + +"No, ma'am, I don't see much improvement," replied the old lady. "Mr. +Parry is going to change the lotion; but it's a thing that will have its +course. How is Janey? Does he say?" + +"She is much the same," said Jane. "She grows no better. I fear she +never will." + +"Ay! so Dobbs says; and it strikes me Parry has told her so. Now, ma'am, +you spare nothing that can do her good. Whatever she fancies, tell +Dobbs, and it shall be had. I would not for the world have a dying child +stinted while I can help it. Don't spare wine; don't spare anything." + +"A dying child!" The words, in spite of Jane's previous convictions; +nay, her knowledge; caused her heart to sink with a chill. She +proceeded, as she had done many times before, to express a tithe of her +gratitude to Mrs. Reece for the substantial kindness shown to Janey. + +"Don't say anything about it, ma'am," returned the old lady in her +simple, straightforward way. "I have neither chick nor child of my own, +and both I and Dobbs have taken a liking for Janey. We can't think +anything we can do too much for her. I have spoken to Parry--therefore +don't spare his services; at any hour of the day or night send for him +if you deem it necessary." + +With another attempt at heartfelt thanks, Jane went down. Full as her +cup was to the brim, she was yet overwhelmed with the sense of kindness +shown. From that time she set herself to the task of preparing Janey for +the great change by gradual degrees--a little now, a little then: to +make her long for the translation to that better land. + +One evening, about eight o'clock, Patience entered--partly to inquire +after Janey, partly to ask William if he would go to bring Anna from +Mrs. Ashley's, where she had been taking tea. Samuel Lynn was detained +in the town on business, and Grace had been permitted to go out: +therefore Patience had no one to send. William left his books, and went +out with alacrity. Patience sat down by Janey's sofa. + +"I get so tired, Patience. I wish I had some pretty books to read! I +have read all Anna's over and over again." + +"And she won't eat solids now, and she grows tired of mutton-broth, and +sago, and egg-flip, and those things," put in Dobbs, in an injured tone, +who was also sitting there. + +"I would try her with a little beef-tea, made with plenty of carrots and +thickened with arrowroot," said Patience. + +"Beef-tea, made with carrots and thickened with arrowroot!" ungraciously +responded Dobbs, who held in contempt every one's cooking except her +own. + +"I can tell thee that it is one of the nicest things taken," said +Patience. "It might be a change for the child." + +"How's it made?" asked Dobbs. "It might do for my missis: _she's_ tired +of mutton broth." + +"Slice a pound of lean beef, and let it soak for two hours in a quart of +cold water," replied Patience. "Then put meat and water into a saucepan, +with a couple of large carrots scraped and sliced. Let it warm +gradually, and then simmer for about four hours, thee putting salt to +taste. Strain it off; and, when cold, take off the fat. As the broth is +wanted, stir it up, and take from it as much as may be required, boiling +the portion, for a minute, with a little arrowroot." + +Dobbs condescended to intimate that perhaps she might try it; though +she'd be bound it was poor stuff. + +William had hastened to Mr. Ashley's. He was shown into a room to wait +for Anna, and his attention was immediately attracted by a shelf full of +children's story-books. He knew they were just what Janey was longing +for. He had taken some in his hand, when Anna came in, ready for him, +accompanied by Mrs. Ashley, Mary, and Henry. Then William became aware +of the liberty he had taken in touching the things, and, in his +self-consciousness, the colour, as usual, rushed to his face. It was a +frank, ingenuous face, with its fair, open forehead, and its earnest, +dark grey eyes; and Mrs. Ashley thought it so. + +"Were you looking at our books?" asked Henry, who was in a remarkably +good humour. + +"I am sorry to have touched them," replied William. "I was thinking of +something else." + +"I would be nearly sure thee were thinking of thy sister," cried Anna, +who had an ever-ready tongue. + +"Yes, I was," replied William candidly. "I was wishing she could read +them." + +"I have told her about the books," said Anna, turning from William to +the rest. "I related to her as much as I could remember of 'Anna Ross:' +that book which thee had in thy hand, William. She would so like to read +them; she is always ill." + +"Is she very ill?" inquired Mrs. Ashley. + +"She is dying," replied Anna. + +It was the first intimation William had received of the great fear. His +countenance changed, his heart beat wildly. "Oh, Anna! who says it?" he +cried out, in a low, wailing tone. + +There was a dead silence. Anna's announcement sounded sufficiently +startling, and Mrs. Ashley looked with sympathy at the evidently +agitated boy. + +"There! that's my tongue!" cried Anna repentantly. "Patience says she +wonders some one does not cut it out for me." + +Mary Ashley--a fair, gentle little girl, with large brown eyes, like +Henry's--stepped forward, full of sympathy. "I have heard of your sister +from Anna," she said. "She is welcome to read all my books; you can take +some to her now, and change them as often as you like." + +How pleased William was! Mary selected four, and gave them to him. "Anna +Ross," "The Blind Farmer," "Theophilus and Sophia," and "Margaret +White." Very old, some of the books, and childish; but admirably suited +to what people were beginning to call Jane--a dying child. + +"I say," cried out Henry, a little aristocratic patronage in his tone, +as William was departing, "how do you get on with your Latin?" + +"I get on very well. Not quite so fast as I should with a master. I have +to puzzle out difficulties for myself, and I am not sure but that's one +of the best ways to get on. I go on with my Greek, too; and Euclid, +and----" + +"How much time do you work?" burst forth Henry. + +"From six o'clock till half-past nine. A little of the time I am helping +my brothers." + +"There's perseverance, Henry!" cried Mrs. Ashley; and Master Henry +shrugged his shoulders. + +"Anna," began William, as they walked along, "how do you know that Janey +is so ill?" + +"Now, William, thee must ask thy mother whether she is ill or not. She +may get well--how do I know? She was ill last summer, and Hannah Dobbs +would have it she was in a bad way then; but she recovered. Dost thee +know what Patience says?" + +"What?" asked William eagerly. + +"Patience says I have ten ears where I ought to have two; and I think +thee hast the same. Fare thee well," she added, as they reached her +door. "Thank thee for coming for me." + +William waited at the gate until Anna was admitted, and then hastened +home. Jane was alone, working as usual. + +"Mamma, is it true that Janey is dying?" + +Jane's heart gave a leap; and poor William, as she saw, could scarcely +speak for agitation. "Who told you that?" she asked in low tones. + +"Anna Lynn. _Is_ it true?" + +"William, I fear it may be. Don't grieve, child! don't grieve!" + +William had laid his head down upon the table, the sobs breaking forth. +His poor mother left her seat, and bent her head down beside him, +sobbing also. + +"William, for my sake don't grieve!" she whispered. "God alone knows +what is good. He would not take her unless it were for the best." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE END. + + +April passed. May was passing; and the end of Jane Halliburton was at +hand. There was no secret now about her state; but she was going away +very peacefully. + +In this month, May, there occurred another vacancy in the choir of the +cathedral. Little Gar--but he was growing too big now to be called +Little Gar--proved to be the successful candidate; so that both boys +were now in the choir. + +"It will be such a help to me, learning to chant, should I ever try for +a minor canonry," boasted Gar, who never tired of telling them that he +meant to be a clergyman. + +"Gar, dear, did you ever sit down and count the cost?" asked Mrs. +Halliburton. "I fear it will not be your luck to go to college." + +"Labor omnia vincit," cried out Gar. "You have heard us stumbling over +our Latin often enough, mamma, to know what that means. Frank will need +to count the cost, too, if he is ever to make himself into a barrister; +and he says he _will_ be one." + +"Oh, you two vain boys!" cried Jane, laughing. + +"Mamma," spoke up Janey from the sofa--and her breathing was laboured +now--"is there harm in their wishing this?" + +"Not at all. They are laudable aims. Only Frank and Gar are so poor and +friendless that I fear the hopes are too ambitious to end in anything +but disappointment." + +Janey called Gar to her, and pulled his face down to a level with hers, +whispering softly, "Strive well, Gar, and trust in God." + +Later, when Jane had to be out on an indispensable errand, Dobbs came in +to sit with Janey. She brought her some jelly in a saucer. + +"I am nearly tired of it, Dobbs," said Janey. "I grow tired of +everything. And I don't like to say so, because it seems so ungrateful." + +"It's the nature of illness to get tired of things," responded Dobbs, +who thought it was her mission never to cease buoying Janey up with +hope. "You'll be better when the hot weather comes in." + +"No, I shan't, Dobbs. I shall never get better now." + +A combination of feelings, indignation predominating, nearly took away +Dobbs's breath. "Who on earth has been putting that grim notion in your +head?" asked she. + +"It is true, Dobbs." + +"True!" ejaculated Dobbs. "Who has been saying it to you? I want to know +that." + +"Mamma for one. She----" + +"Of all the stupids!" burst forth Dobbs, drowning what Janey was about +to say. "To frighten the child by telling her she's going to die!" + +"It does not frighten me, Dobbs. I like to lie and think of it." + +Dobbs fell into a doubt whether Janey was in her senses. "Like to lie +and think of being screwed down in a coffin, and put into the cold +ground, and left there till the judgment day!" uttered she. + +"Oh, but, Dobbs, you must know better than that," returned Jane. "_We_ +are not put into the coffin; it is only our bodies that are put into the +coffin; we go into the world of departed spirits." + +"De-par-ted what?" ejaculated Dobbs, whose notions of the future--the +life after this life--were not very definite; and who could not have +been more astonished had Jane begun to talk to her in Greek. + +"Mamma has always tried to explain these things to us," said Jane. "She +has made them as clear to us as they can be made, and she has taught us +not to fear death. She says a great mistake is often made by those who +bring up children. They are taught to run away from death as something +gloomy and frightful, instead of being shown its bright side." + +"Well, I never heard the like!" exclaimed Dobbs, lost in wonder. "How +can there be a bright side to death?--in a horrid coffin, with brass +nails and tin-tacks that screw you down?" + +Tears filled Janey's eyes. "Oh, Dobbs, you must learn better than that, +or how will you ever be reconciled to death? Don't you know that when +we die, we--our spirit, that is, for it is our spirit that lives and +thinks--leave our body behind us? There's no more consciousness in our +body, and it is put into the grave till the last day. It is like the +shell that the silkworm casts away when it comes into the moth: the life +is in the moth: not in the cast-off shell. You cannot think what trouble +mamma has taken with us always to explain these things; and she has +talked to me so much lately." + +"And where does the spirit go--by which, I suppose, you mean the soul?" +asked Dobbs. + +Janey shook her head, to express her ignorance at the best. "It is all a +mystery," she said; "but mamma has taught us to believe that there's a +place for the departed, and that we shall be there. It is not to be +supposed that the soul, a thing of life, could be boxed up in a coffin, +Dobbs. When Jesus Christ said to the thief on the cross, 'To-day shalt +thou be with me in paradise,' he meant that world. It is a place of +light and rest." + +"And the good and bad are there together?" + +Again Janey shook her head. "Don't you remember, in the parable of the +rich man and the beggar, there was a great gulf between them, and +Abraham said that it could not be passed? I dare say it will be very +peaceful and happy there: quite different from this world, where there's +so much trouble and sickness. Why should I be afraid of death, Dobbs?" + +Dobbs sat looking at her, and was some minutes before she spoke. "Not +afraid to die!" she slowly said. "Well, I should be." + +Janey's eyes were wet. "Nobody need be afraid to die when they have +learnt to trust in God. Don't you know," she answered with something +like enthusiasm, "that many people, when dying, have seen Jesus waiting +for them? What does it matter, then, where our bodies are put? We are +going to be with Jesus. Indeed, Dobbs, there's nothing sad in dying, if +you only can look at it in the right way. It is those who look at it in +the wrong way that are afraid to die." + +"The child's as learned as a minister!" was Dobbs's inward comment. +"Ours told us last Sunday evening at Chapel that we were all on the high +road to perdition. I'd rather listen to her creed than to his: it sounds +more encouraging. Their ma hasn't brought 'em up amiss; and that's the +truth!" + +The soliloquy was interrupted by the return of Mrs. Halliburton. Almost +immediately afterwards some visitors came in--Mary Ashley and Anna Lynn. +It was the first time Mary had been there, and she had come to bring +Janey some more books. She was one of those graceful children whom it is +pleasant to look at. A contrast in attire she presented to the little +Quakeress, with her silk dress, her straw hat, trimmed with a wreath of +flowers and white ribbons, her dark curls falling beneath it. She was +much younger than her brother Henry; but there was a great resemblance +between them--in the refined features, the bright complexion, and the +soft dark eyes. Somehow, through a remark made by Dobbs, the +conversation turned upon Jane's inability to recover; and Mary Ashley +heard with extreme wonder that death was not dreaded. "Her ma has taught +her different," was Dobbs's comment. + +"Mamma takes great pains with us," observed Mary; "but I should not like +to die. How is it?" she added, turning to Mrs. Halliburton. "Jane is not +much older than I, and yet she does not dread it!" + +"My dear," was the reply, "I think it is simply this. Those whom God is +intending to take from the world, He often, in His mercy and wisdom, +weans from the love of it. You are healthy and strong, and the world is +pleasant to you. Jane has been so long weak and ill that she no longer +finds enjoyment in it; and this naturally causes her to look beyond this +world to the rest and peace of the next. All things are well ordered." + +Mary Ashley began to think they must be. Chattering Anna, vain Anna, sat +gazing at Mary's pretty hat, her drooping curls; none, except Anna +herself, knew with what envious longing. Anna, at any rate, was not +tired of the world. + +The end grew nearer and nearer. There came a day when Jane did not get +up; there came a second, and a third. On the fourth morning, Janey, who +had passed a comfortable night, compared with some nights which had +preceded it, was sitting up in bed when her brothers came in from +school. They hurried over their breakfast and ran up to her, carrying +the remains of it in their hands. + +The first few minutes after breakfast had always been devoted by Jane to +reading to her children; in spite of her necessity for close working +they were so devoted still. "I will read here this morning," she +observed, as the boys stood around the bed. + +"Mamma," interrupted Janey, "read about the holy city, in the Book of +Revelation." + +Mrs. Halliburton turned to the twenty-first chapter, and had read to the +twenty-third verse--"And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the +moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb +is the light thereof"--when Jane suddenly started forward in bed, her +eyes fixed on some opposite point. Mrs. Halliburton paused, and +endeavoured to put her gently back again. + +"Oh, mamma, don't keep me!" she said in a strangely thrilling tone; +"don't keep me! I see the light! I see papa!" + +There was a strange light, not as of earth, in her own face, an +ineffable smile on her lip, that told more of heaven. Her arms dropped; +and she sank back on the pillow. Jane Halliburton had gone to her +Heavenly Father; it may be also to her earthly one. Gar screamed. + +Dobbs arrived in the midst of the commotion. And when Dobbs saw what had +happened, she fell into a storm of anger, of passionate sobs, half ready +to knock down Mrs. Halliburton with words, and the poor boys with blows. +Why was she not called to see the last of her? The only young thing she +had cared for in all the world, and yet she could not be allowed to wish +her farewell! She'd never love another again as long as her days lasted! +In vain they strove to explain to her that it was sudden, unexpected, +momentary: Dobbs would not listen. + +Mrs. Halliburton stole away from Dobbs's storm--anywhere. Her heart was +brimful. Although she had known that this must be the ending, now that +it had come she was as one unprepared. In her grief and sorrow, she was +tempted for a moment--but only for a moment--to question the goodness +and wisdom of God. + +Some one called to her from the foot of the stairs, and she went down. +She had to go down; she could not shut herself up, as those can who have +servants to be their deputies. Anna Lynn stood there, dressed for +school. + +"Friend Jane Halliburton, Patience has sent me to ask after Janey this +morning. Is she better?" + +"No, Anna. She is dead." + +Jane spoke with unnatural calmness. The child, scared at the words, +backed away out at the garden door, and then flew to Patience with the +news. It brought Patience in. Jane was nearly prostrate then. + +"Nay, but thee art grieving sadly! Thee must not take on so." + +"Oh, Patience! why should it be?" she wailed aloud in her despair and +bereavement. "Anna left in health and joyousness; my child taken! Surely +God is dealing hardly with me." + +"Thee must not say that," returned Patience gravely. "But thee art not +thyself just now. What truth was it that I heard thee impress upon thy +child not a week ago? That God's ways are not as our ways." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +A WEDDING IN HONEY FAIR. + + +But that such contrasts are all too common in life, you might think it +scarcely seemly to go direct from a house of death to a house of +marriage. This same morning which witnessed the death of Jane +Halliburton, witnessed also the wedding of Mary Ann Cross and Ben +Tyrrett. Upon which there was wonderful rejoicing at the Crosses' +house. + +Of course, whether a wedding was a good one or a bad one (speaking from +a pecuniary point of view), it was equally the custom to feast over it +in Honey Fair. Benjamin Tyrrett was only what is called a jobber in the +glove trade, earning fifteen or sixteen shillings a week; but Mary Ann +Cross made up her mind to have him--in defiance of parental and other +admonitions that she ought to look over Ben's head. They had gone to +work Honey Fair fashion, preparing nothing. Every shilling that Mary Ann +Cross could spare went in finery--had long gone in finery. In vain +Charlotte East impressed upon her the necessity of saving: of waiting. +Mary Ann would do neither one nor the other. + +"All that you can spare from back debts, and from present actual wants, +you should put by," Charlotte had urged. "You don't know how many more +calls there are for money after marriage than before it." + +"There'll be two of us to earn it then," logically replied Mary Ann. + +"And two of you to live," said Charlotte. "To marry upon nothing is to +rush into trouble." + +"How you do go on, Charlotte East! He'll earn his wages, and I shall +earn mine. Where'll be the trouble? I shan't want to spend so much upon +my back when I am married." + +"To marry as you are going to do, must bring trouble," persisted +Charlotte. "He will manage to get together a few bits of cheap +furniture, just what you can't do without, to put into one room; and +there you will be set up, neither of you having one sixpence laid by to +fall back upon; and perhaps the furniture unpaid, hanging like a log +upon you. What shall you do when children come, Mary Ann?" + +Mary Ann Cross giggled. "If ever I heard the like of you, Charlotte! If +children do come, they must come, that's all. We can't send 'em back +again." + +"No, you can't," said Charlotte. "They generally arrive in pretty good +troops: and sometimes there's little to welcome them on. Half the +quarrels between man and wife, in our class of life, spring from nothing +but large families and small means. Their tempers get soured with each +other, and never get pleased again." + +"Folks must take their chance, Charlotte." + +"There's no _must_ in it. You are nineteen, Ben Tyrrett's twenty-three; +suppose you made up your minds to wait two or three years. You would be +quite young enough then: and meanwhile, if both of you laid by, you +would have something in hand to meet extra expenses, or sickness if it +came." + +"Opinions differs," shortly returned Mary Ann. "If folks tell true, you +were putting by ever so long for your marriage, and it all ended in +smoke. I'd rather make sure of a husband when I can get him." + +An expression of pain crossed the face of Charlotte East. "Whether I +marry or not," she answered calmly, "I shall be none the worse for +having laid money by instead of squandering it. If the best man that +ever was born came to me, I would not marry him if we had made no better +provision for a rainy day than you and Tyrrett have. What can come of +such unions, Mary Ann?" + +"It's the way most of us girls do marry," returned Mary Ann. + +"And what comes of it, I ask? _Blows_ sometimes, Mary Ann; the workhouse +sometimes; trouble always." + +"Is it true that you put by, Charlotte?" + +"Yes. I put by what I can." + +"But how in wonder do you manage it? You dress as well as we do. I'm +sure our backs take all our money; father pretty nigh keeps the house." + +"I dress better than you in one sense, Mary Ann. I don't have on a silk +gown one day and a petticoat in rags the next. No one ever sees me +otherwise than neat and clean, and my clothes keep good a long while. +It's the finery that runs away with your money. I am not ashamed to make +a bonnet last two years; you'd have two in a season. Another thing, Mary +Ann: I do not waste my time--I sit to my work; and I dare say I earn +double what you do." + +"Let us hear what you earned last week, if it isn't impertinent," was +Mary Ann's answer. + +"Ten and ninepence." + +"Look at that!" cried the girl, lifting her hands. "I brought out but +five and twopence, and I left no money for silk, and am in debt two +quarterns. 'Melia was worse. Hers came to four and eleven. That surly +old foreman says to me when he was paying, 'What d'ye leave for silk, +Mary Ann Cross? There's two quarterns down.' 'I know there is, sir,' +says I, 'but I don't leave nothing to-day.' He gave a grunt at that, the +old file did." + +"And I suppose you spent your five shillings in some useless thing?" + +"I had to pay up at Bankes's, and the rest went in a new peach +bonnet-ribbon." + +"Peach! You should have bought white, if you must be married." + +"Thank you, Charlotte! What next? Do you suppose I'm going to be married +in that shabby old straw, that I've worn all the spring? Not if I know +it." + +"Where's your money to come from for a new one? There will be other +things wanted, more essential than a bonnet." + +"I'll have a new one if I go in trust for it," returned Mary Ann. +"Tyrrett buys the ring. And it is of no use for you to preach, +Charlotte; if you preach your tongue out, it'll do no good." + +Charlotte might, indeed, have preached a very long sermon before she +could effect any change in the system of improvidence obtaining in Honey +Fair. Neither Benjamin Tyrrett nor Mary Ann Cross was gifted with +forethought, and they took no pains to acquire it. + +The marriage was carried out, and this was the happy day. Mrs. Cross +gave an entertainment in honour of the event, at which the bride and +bridegroom assisted--as the French say--with as many others as the +kitchen would hold. Tea for the ladies, pipes and ale for the gentlemen, +supper for all, with spirits-and-water handed round. + +How Mrs. Cross had contrived to go on so long without an _exposé_, she +scarcely knew herself. The wonder was, that she had gone on at all. It +took the energies of her life to patch up her embarrassments, and hide +her difficulties from her husband. The evil day, however, was only +delayed. It could not be averted. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +AN EXPLOSION FOR MRS. CROSS. + + +The evil day, hinted at in the last chapter, was not long in coming. It +might not have fallen quite so soon but for a misfortune which overtook +Jacob Cross. The manufacturer for whom he worked died suddenly, and the +business was immediately given up--the made gloves being bought by up a +London house, and the stock in trade, leather machines, etc., sold by +auction. He had been a first-class manufacturer, doing nearly as large a +business as Mr. Ashley; and not only Jacob Cross, but many more men in +Honey Fair were thrown out of work--one of whom was Andrew Brumm; +another, Timothy Carter. This happened only a few months after Mary Ann +Cross's marriage. + +It struck terror to the heart of Mrs. Cross. Though she had paid some of +her debts, she had incurred others: indeed, the very fact of her having +to pay had caused her to incur fresh ones. Her position was ominous. She +and Amelia had worked for this same manufacturer, now dead, and of +course they were at a standstill. Mary Ann Tyrrett had likewise worked +for him; but she had left the paternal home; and with her we have +nothing just now to do. The position of others was ominous, as well as +that of Mrs. Cross. It was the autumn season, and trade was flat. Winter +orders had gone in, and there was no necessity to hurry those for the +spring; so that the hands thrown out of work, both men and women, stood +every chance of remaining out. + +A gloom overspread Honey Fair. In many a household the articles least +needed went, week after week, to the pawnbrokers, without being redeemed +on the Saturday night, as in more prosperous times. Upon the proceeds +the families had to exist. It was bad enough for those who were free +from debt; but for those already labouring under it--above all, +labouring under secret debt--it was something not to be told. Mrs. +Cross had nightmares regularly every night. Visions would come over her +now and again of running away, if she had only known where to run to. +The men would stand or sit at their doors all day, with pipes in their +mouths: money was sure to be found for tobacco, by hook or by crook. +There they would lounge in gloomy silence, varied by an occasional wordy +war with their wives, who wished them anywhere else; or they and their +pipes would saunter up and down the road, forming into groups to condole +with each other and to abuse the glove trade. + +One Monday afternoon there was a small assemblage in the kitchen of +Jacob Cross--himself, Andrew Brumm, and Timothy Carter. Brumm and Carter +were, in one sense, more fortunate than Cross; inasmuch as that their +respective wives worked each for another house, not the one which had +closed; therefore they retained their employment. The fact, however, +appeared to afford little consolation to the two men, for they were +keeping up a chorus of grumbling, when Joe Fisher staggered in--if you +have not forgotten him. + +Fisher had hitherto managed, to the intense surprise of every one, to +keep out of the workhouse. He would be taken on for a job of work now +and then; but manufacturers were chary of employing Joe Fisher. For one +thing, he gave way to drink. A disreputable-looking object had he +become: a tattered coat and waistcoat, pantaloons in rags, and not the +ghost of a shirt. People wondered how he found money for drink. + +"Who'll give us house-room?" was his salutation, as he pushed himself +in, his eyes haggard, his legs unsteady, his face thin from incipient +famine. "Will nobody give us a corner to lie in?" + +The men took their pipes from their mouths. "Turned out at last, Joe?" + +"Turned out," replied Joe. "And my missis close upon her down-lying." + +Mrs. Cross, who was at the back of the kitchen, washing out her potato +saucepan, of which frugal edible, seasoned with salt, the family dinner +had consisted, put in her word. + +"You couldn't expect nothing else, Joe Fisher. There you have been, in +them folks' furnished room, paying nothing, and paying nothing, and you +drinking everlasting. They have threatened you long enough. Last week, +you know, they took a vow you should go this." + +"Where's the wife and little 'uns?" asked meek Timothy Carter. + +"You can look at 'em," responded Fisher. "They're not a hundred miles +off. They bain't out of view." + +He gave a flourish of his hand towards the road, and the men and Mrs. +Cross crowded to the door to reconnoitre. In the middle of the lane, +crouched down in its mud, for the weather had been bad, and it was very +wet under foot, was untidy Sukey Fisher--a woman all skin and bone now, +her face hopeless and desperate. She wore no cap, and her matted hair +fell on to her gown--such a gown! all tatters and dirt. Several young +children huddled around her. + +"Untidy creature!" muttered Mrs. Cross to herself. "She is as fond of a +drop as her lazy, quarrelsome husband; and this is what they have +brought it to between 'em! Them poor little objects of young 'uns 'ud be +as well dead as alive." + +"Look at 'em!" began Fisher. "And they call this a free country! They +call it a country as is a pattern to others and a refuge for the needy. +Why don't Government, that opened our ports to them foreign French and +keeps 'em open, come down and take a look at my wife squatting +there?--turned out of our room without a place to put our heads into!" + +"If you hadn't put quite as much inside your head, Joe Fisher, and been +doing of it for years, you might have had more for the outside on't +now," again spoke Mrs. Cross in her sharp tones. The woman was not +naturally sharp, as were some in Honey Fair; but the miserable fear she +lived in, added to their present privations, told upon her temper. + +"Hold your magging," said Joe Fisher. "I never like to quarrel with +petticuts, one's own belongings excepted. All as I say, Mother Cross, +is, don't _you_ mag." + +Mrs. Cross made no reply to this, and Fisher resumed. + +"This comes of letting the Government and the masters have their own +way! If we had that there strike among us, that I've so often told ye +on, things would be different. Let a man sit down a minute, Cross." + +Cross civilly pushed a chair towards him, concentrating his attention +afterwards upon Mrs. Fisher. A crowd had collected round her; and Mrs. +Buffle, with a feeling of humanity that few had given that lady credit +for possessing, sent out an old woollen shawl to the shivering woman, +and a basin of hasty pudding. The mother could not feed the whining +children fast enough with the one iron spoon. + +A young man ran up to Cross's door. It was Adam Thorneycroft. He did not +live in Honey Fair, but often found his way to it, although Charlotte +had rejected him. "Is Joe Fisher here?" asked he. "Fisher, why don't you +go to the workhouse and tell them the state your wife is in? She can't +stop there." + +"Her state is no concern of your'n, Master Thorneycroft," was the sullen +answer. + +Thorneycroft turned on his heel, a scornful gesture escaping him at +Fisher's half-stupid condition. "I must be off to my work," he +observed; "but can't one of you, who are gentlemen at large, just go to +the workhouse and acquaint them with the woman's helplessness, and that +of her children around her?" + +Timothy Carter responded to it. "I'll go," said he; "I haven't nothing +to do with myself this afternoon." + +Timothy and Adam walked away together, Tim treading with gingerly feet +past his own door, lest his wife should recognise his step, bolt out, +and stop him. Charlotte East was standing at her door, and Adam halted. +Timothy walked on: he did not feel himself perfectly safe yet. + +"What a life that poor woman's is!" exclaimed Charlotte. + +"Ay," assented Adam; "and all through Fisher's not sticking to his +work." + +Charlotte moved her face gravely towards him. "Say through his drinking, +Adam." + +"Do you speak that as a warning, Charlotte?" he continued. "I think you +mean well by me, but you go just the wrong way to show it. If you wanted +me to keep steady, you should have come and helped me in it. Good-bye. I +am late." + +"Gentlemen at large, young Thorney called us!" cried Jacob Cross to his +friend Brumm, as Fisher went off and they sat down again. "He's not far +out. What's to be the end on't?" + +"Why, the work'us," responded Mrs. Cross, who rarely let an opportunity +slip of putting in her own opinion. "The work'us for us as well as for +the Fishers, unless things take a turn. When great, big, able-bodied men +is throwed out o' work, and yet has to eat and drink, and other folks at +home has to eat and drink, and nothing to stay their stomachs upon, the +work'us can't be far off." + +"Never for me!" said Andrew Brumm. "I'll work to keep me and mine out on +it, if it is at breaking stones upon the road. I know one thing--if ever +I do get into certain work again, I'll make my missis be a bit +providenter than she was before." + +"Bell Brumm ain't one of the provident sort," dissented Mrs. Cross. "How +do you manage to get along at all, Drew, these bad times? You don't seem +to get into trouble." + +"Well, we manage somehow," replied Andrew. "But we have to pinch. My +missis sticks at her work, now I be out on't. She hardly looks off it; +and I does the house, and sees to the children. Nine shilling, all but +her silk, she earned last week. And finding that we _can_ exist on that +after a fashion, has set me thinking that when my good wages was added +to it we ought to have put by for a rainy day," he continued, after a +pause. "Just let me get the chance again!" + +"It's surprising the miracles wages works when folks ain't earning +none!" put in Mrs. Cross in a tone of irony, who did not altogether like +the turn the conversation was taking. "When you get into work again, +Drew Brumm, your wife won't be more able to save than the rest of us." + +"But she shall," returned Andrew. "And she sees for herself now that it +might be done." + +"I was a-making a calkelation yesterday how long we might hold out on +our household things," observed Jacob Cross--a silent man, in general. +"If none of us can get work, they'll have to go, piecemeal. One can't +clam; one must live upon something." + +"I'm resolved upon one point--that I won't have no underhand debt +again," resumed Brumm. "Last spring I found out the flaring trade my +missis was carrying on with them Bankes's--and the way I come to know of +it was funny: but never mind that. 'Bell,' says I to her, 'I'd rather +sell off all I've got and go tramping the country, than I'd live with a +sword over my head'--which debt is. And I went down to Bankes's and said +to 'em, 'If you let my wife get into debt again, I won't pay it, as I +now give you notice, and I'll have you up before the justices for a +pest.' I thought I'd make it strong, you see, Cross. And I paid off +their bill, so much a week, and got shut of 'em. Them Bankes's does more +mischief in Honey Fair than everything else put together." + +"Why, what do Bankes's do?" asked Jacob, in happy ignorance. + +"Do!" returned Brumm. "Don't you know----" + +But at that critical moment, Mrs. Cross, in bustling behind Andrew +Brumm's chair, which was on the tilt, contrived to get her foot +entangled in it. Brumm, his chair, and his pipe, all came down together. + +"Mercy on us!" uttered Jacob Cross, coming to the rescue. "How did you +manage that, Brumm?" + +Before Brumm could answer, or had well gathered himself up, there was +another visitor--Mr. Abbott, the landlord of at least a third of Honey +Fair. He had come on his usual Monday's errand. Jacob Cross put down his +pipe and touched his hat, which, in the manners of Honey Fair, was worn +indoors. It was not often that the landlord and the men came into +contact with each other. + +"Are you ready for me, Mrs. Cross?" + +"We are not ready to-day, sir," interposed Jacob. "You must please to +give us a little grace these hard times, sir. The moment I be in work +again, I'll think of you, before I think of ourselves." + +"I have given all the grace I can give," replied Mr. Abbott, a hard, +surly man. "You must either pay, or turn out: I don't care which." + +"I'll pay you as soon as I am in work, sir; you may count upon it. As to +turning out, sir, where could I turn to? You'd not let me take out my +furniture, and we can't sit down in the street, as Fisher's wife is +doing." + +Mr. Abbott turned to the door. When he came back, a man was with him. "I +must trouble you to give this man house-room for a few days. As you +won't go out, he must stop in, to see that your goods stop in." + +Cross's spirit rose within him. "It's a hard way to treat a man, sir! I +have lived under you for years, and you have had your rent regular." + +"Regular!" exclaimed the landlord. "I have had more trouble to get it +from your wife, since Bankes's came to Helstonleigh, than from anybody +else in Honey Fair." + +Cross did not understand this. He was too much absorbed by the point in +question to ask an explanation. "There's only three weeks owing to you, +sir, and----" + +"Three weeks!" interrupted Mr. Abbott; "there are nine weeks owing to +me. Nine weeks to-day." + +Jacob Cross stood confounded. "Who says there's nine weeks?" asked he. + +"I say so. Your wife can say so. Ask her." + +But Mrs. Cross, with a scared face and white lips, whisked through the +door and hurried down Honey Fair. The explosion had come. + +Mr. Abbott, wasting no more words, departed, leaving the unwelcome +visitor behind him. Andrew Brumm came in again from outside, where he +had stood, out of delicacy, feeling thankful that _his_ rent was all +right. It was pinching work; but Andrew was beginning to learn that debt +pinches the mind, more than hunger pinches the body. + +"Comrade," whispered he, grasping Cross's hand, "it's all along of them +Bankes's. The women buy their fal-lals and their finery, and the weekly +payments to 'em must be kept up, whether or no, for fear Bankes's should +let out on't to us, and ask us for the money. Of course the rent and +other things gets behind. Half the women round us are knee-deep in +Bankes's books." + +"Why couldn't you have told me this before?" demanded Cross, in his +astonishment. + +"It's not my province to interfere with other men's wives," was Brumm's +sensible answer. + +"Where's she got to?" cried Jacob, looking round for his wife. "I'll +come to the bottom of this. Nine weeks' rent owing; and her salving me +up that it was only three!" + +Jacob might well say, "Where's she got to?" Mrs. Cross had glided down +Honey Fair into the first friendly door that happened to be open. That +was Mrs. Carter's. "For mercy's sake, let's stop here a minute, +Elizabeth Carter!" exclaimed she. "We have got the bums in!" + +Mrs. Carter was rubbing up some brass candlesticks. Work ran short with +her that week, and therefore she spent it in cleaning, which was her +notion of taking holiday; scrubbing and scouring from morning till +night. She turned round and stared at Mrs. Cross, who, with white face +and gasping breath, had sunk down upon a chair. + +"What on earth's the matter?" + +"Abbott has brought it out to my husband that I owes nine weeks' rent, +and he's telling him about Bankes's, and now he has gone and put a bum +into the house!" + +"More soft you, to have had to do with Bankes's!" was the sympathy +offered by Mrs. Carter. "You couldn't expect nothing less." + +"That old skinflint, Abbott----" + +Mrs. Cross stopped short. She opened the staircase door about an inch, +and humbly twisted herself through the aperture. Who should be standing +there to hear her, having followed her in, but Mr. Abbott himself. + +He had no need to say, "Ready, Mrs. Carter?" Mrs. Carter always was +ready. She paid him weekly, and asked no favour. The payment made, he +departed again, and Mrs. Cross emerged from her retreat. + +"_You_ can pay him!" she exclaimed, with some envy. "And Timothy's out +o' work, too; and you be slack. How do you manage it?" + +"I'm not a fool," was the logical response of Mrs. Carter. "If I spent +my earnings when they are coming in regular, or let Tim keep his to his +own cheek, where should we be in a time like this? I have my +understanding about me." + +Mrs. Carter did not praise her understanding without cause. Whatever +social virtues she may have lacked, she was rich in thrift, in +forethought. Had Timothy remained out of work for a twelvemonth, they +would not have been put to shifts. + +"I'm afraid to go back!" cried Mrs. Cross. + +"So should I be, if I got myself into your mess." + +The offered sympathy not being consolatory to her present frame of mind, +Mrs. Cross departed. Home, at present, she dared not go. She went about +Honey Fair, seeking the gossiping pity which Elizabeth Carter had +declined to give, but which she was yearning for. Thus she spent an hour +or two. + +Meanwhile the news had been spreading through Honey Fair, "Crosses had +the bums in;" and Mary Ann, hearing it, flew home to know whether it was +correct. She--partly through fear, partly in the security from paternal +correction, imparted to her by the feeling that she was Mary Ann +Tyrrett, and no longer Mary Ann Cross--yielded to her father's +questions, and made full confession. Debts here, debts there, debts +everywhere. Cross was overwhelmed; and when his wife at length came in, +he quietly knocked her down. + +The broker advanced to the rescue. "If you dare to come between man and +wife," raved Cross, lifting his arm menacingly, "I'll serve you the +same." He was a quiet-tempered man, but this business had terribly +exasperated him. "You'll come to die in the work'us," he uttered to his +wife. "And serve you right! It's your doings that have broke up our +home." + +"No," retorted she passionately, as she lifted herself from the floor; +"it's your squanderings in the publics o' nights, that have helped to +break up our home." + +It was a little of both. + +The quarrel was interrupted by a commotion outside, and Mrs. Cross +darted out to look--glad, perhaps, to escape from her husband's anger. +An official from the workhouse had come down with an order for the +admission of Susan Fisher instanter. Timothy Carter, in his meek and +humane spirit, had so enlarged upon the state of affairs in general, +touching Mrs. Fisher, that the workhouse bestirred itself. An officer +was despatched to marshal them into it at once. The uproar was caused by +her resistance: she was still sitting in the road. + +"I won't go into the work'us," she screamed; "I won't go there to be +parted from my children and my husband. If I'm to die, I'll die out +here." + +"Just get up and march, and don't let's have no row," said the officer. +"Else I'll fetch a wheel-barrer, and wheel ye to it." + +She resisted, shrieking and flinging her arms and her wild hair about +her, as only a foolish woman would do; the children, alarmed, clung to +her and cried, and all Honey Fair came out to look. Mr. Joe Fisher also +staggered up, in a state not to be described. He had been invited by +some friend, more sympathizing than judicious, to solace his troubles +with strong waters; and down he fell in the mud, helpless. + +"Well, here's a pretty kettle of fish!" cried the perplexed workhouse +man. "A nice pair, they are! How I am to get 'em both there, is beyond +me! She can walk, if she's forced to it; but he can't! They spend their +money in sotting, and when they have no more to spend they come to us to +keep 'em! I must get an open cart." + +The cart was procured somewhere and brought to the scene, a policeman in +attendance; and the children were lifted into it one by one. Next the +man was thrown in, like a clod; and then came the woman's turn. With +much struggling and kicking, with shrieks that might have been heard a +mile off, she was at length hoisted into it. But she tumbled out again: +raving that "no work'us shouldn't hold her." The official raved in turn; +and Honey Fair hugged itself. It had not had the gratification of so +exciting a scene for many a day; to say nothing of the satisfaction it +derived from hearing the workhouse set at defiance. + +The official and the policeman at length conquered. She was secured, and +the cart started at a snail's pace with its load--Mrs. Fisher setting up +a prolonged and dismal lamentation not unlike an Irish howl: and Honey +Fair, in its curiosity, following the cart as its train. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A STRAY SHILLING. + + +"Whose shilling is this on my desk?" inquired Mr. Ashley of Samuel Lynn, +one morning towards the close of the summer. + +"I cannot tell thee," was the reply of the Quaker. "I know nothing of +it." + +"It is none of mine, to my knowledge," remarked Mr. Ashley. + +"What shilling is that on the master's desk?" repeated Samuel Lynn to +William when he returned into his own room, where William was. + +"I put a shilling on the desk this morning," replied William. "I found +it in the waste-paper basket." + +"Thee go in, then, and tell the master." + +William did so. "The shilling rolled out of the waste-paper basket, +sir," said he, entering the counting-house and approaching Mr. Ashley. + +Mr. Ashley was remarkably exact in his accounts. He had missed no +shilling, and he did not think it was his. "What should bring a shilling +in the waste-paper basket?" he asked. "It may have rolled out of your +own pocket." + +William could have smiled at the remark. A shilling out of _his_ pocket! +"Oh, no, sir, it did not." + +Mr. Ashley sat looking earnestly at William--as the latter fancied. In +reality he was buried deep in his own thoughts. But William felt +uncomfortable under the survey, and his face flushed to a glow. Why +should he feel uncomfortable? What should cause the flush? + +This. Since Janey's death, some months ago now, their circumstances had +been more straitened than ever; of course, there had been expenses +attending it, and Mrs. Halliburton was paying them off weekly. Bread and +potatoes, and a little milk, would often be their food. On the previous +night Jane had a sick headache. Some tea would have been acceptable, but +she had neither tea nor money in the house; and she was firm in her +resolution not to purchase on trust. On this morning early, when William +rose, he found his mother down before him, at her work as usual. Her +head felt better, she said; it might get quite well if she had only some +tea; but she had not, and--there was an end of it. William went out, +ardently wishing (in the vague profitless manner that he might have +wished for Aladdin's lamp) that he had only a shilling to procure some +for her. When, half an hour after, this shilling rolled out of the +waste-paper basket, as he was shaking it in Mr. Ashley's counting-house, +a strong temptation--not to take it, but to wish that he might take it, +that it was not wrong to take it--rushed over him. He put it down on +the desk and turned from it--turned from the temptation, for the +shilling seemed to scorch his fingers. The remembrance of this wish--it +sounded to him like a dishonest one--had brought the vivid colour to his +face, under what he thought was Mr. Ashley's scrutiny. That gentleman +observed it. + +"What are you turning red for?" + +This crowned all. William's face changed to scarlet. + +Mr. Ashley was surprised. He came to the conclusion that some mystery +must be connected with the shilling--something wrong. He determined to +fathom it. "Why do you look confused?" he resumed. + +"It was only at my own thoughts, sir." + +"What are they? Let me hear them." + +William hesitated. "I would rather not tell them, sir." + +"But I would rather you did." Mr. Ashley spoke quietly, as usual; but +there lay command in the quietest tone of Mr. Ashley's. + +Implicit obedience had been enjoined upon the Halliburtons from their +earliest childhood. In that manufactory Mr. Ashley was William's +_master_, and he believed he had no resource but to comply with his +desire. William was of a remarkably ingenuous nature; and if he had to +impart a thing, he did not do it by halves, although it might tell +against himself. + +"When I found that shilling this morning, sir, the thought came over me +to wish it was mine--to wish that I might take it without doing ill. The +thought did not come over me _to take it_," he added, raising his +truthful eyes to Mr. Ashley's, "only to wish that it was not wrong to do +so. When you looked at me so earnestly, sir, I fancied you could see +what my thoughts had been. And they were not honourable thoughts." + +"Did you ever take money that was not yours?" asked Mr. Ashley, after a +pause. + +William looked surprised. "No, sir, never." + +Mr. Ashley paused again. "I have known children help themselves to +halfpence and pence, and think it little crime." + +The boy shook his head. "We have been taught better than that, sir. And, +besides the crime, money taken in that way would bring us no good, only +trouble. It could not prosper." + +"Tell me why you think that." + +"My mother has always taught us that a bad action can never prosper in +the end." + +"I suppose you coveted the shilling for marbles; or for sweetmeats?" + +"Oh no, sir. It was not for myself that I wished it." + +"Then for whom? For what?" + +This caused William's face to flush again. Mr. Ashley questioned till he +drew from him the particulars--how that he had wished to buy some tea, +and why he had wished it. + +"I have heard," remarked Mr. Ashley, after listening, "that you have +many privations to put up with." + +"It is true, sir. But we don't so much care for them if we only _can_ +put up with them. My mother says she knows better days will be in store +for us, if we only bear on patiently. I am sure we boys ought to do so, +if she can. It is worse for her than for us." + +There ensued another searching question from Mr. Ashley. "Have you ever, +when alone in the egg-house, amidst its thousands of eggs, been tempted +to pocket a few to carry home?" + +For one moment William suffered a flash of resentment to cross his +countenance. The next his eyes filled with tears. He felt deeply hurt. + +"No, sir, I have not. I hope you do not fear that I am capable of it?" + +"No, I do not," said Mr. Ashley. "Your father was a clergyman, I think I +have heard?" + +"He was intended for a clergyman, sir, but he did not get to the +University. His father was a clergyman--a rector in Devonshire, and my +mother's father was a clergyman in London. My uncle Francis is also a +clergyman, but only a curate. We are gentlepeople, though we are poor. +We would not take eggs or anything else." + +Mr. Ashley suppressed a smile. "I conclude that you and your brothers +live in hope some time of regaining your position in life?" + +"Yes, sir. I think it is that hope that makes us put up with hard things +so well." + +"What do you think of being?" + +William's countenance fell. "There is not so much chance of my getting +on, sir, as there is for my brothers. Frank and Gar are hopeful enough; +but I don't look forward to anything good for me. My mother says if I +only help her I shall be doing my duty." + +"Your sister died in a decline," remarked Mr. Ashley. "These home +privations must have told upon her." + +William's face brightened. "She had everything she wanted, sir; +everything, even to port wine. Mrs. Reece and Dobbs took a liking to her +when they first came, and they never let her want for anything. Mamma +says that Jane's wants having been supplied in so extraordinary a +manner, ought to teach us how certainly God is looking over us and +taking care of us--that all things, when they come to be absolutely +needed, will no doubt be supplied to us, as they were to her." + +"What a perfect trust in God that boy seems to have!" mused Mr. Ashley, +when he dismissed William. "Mrs. Halliburton must be a mother in a +thousand. And he will make a man in a thousand, unless I am mistaken. +Truthful, open, candid--_I_ don't know a boy like him!" + +About five minutes before the great bell was rung at one o'clock, +William was called into the counting-house. "I have been casting up my +cash and find I am a shilling short," observed Mr. Ashley, "therefore +the shilling that you found is no doubt the missing one. I shall give it +to you," he continued: "a reward for telling me the straightforward +truth when I questioned you." + +William took the shilling--as he supposed. "Here are two!" he exclaimed, +in his surprise. + +"You cannot buy much tea with one; and that is what you were thinking +of. Would you like to be apprenticed to me?" Mr. Ashley resumed, +drowning the boy's thanks. + +The question took William by storm: he was at a loss what to answer. He +would have been equally at a loss had he been accorded a whole week to +deliberate upon it. He looked foolish, and said he could not tell. + +"Would you like the business?" pursued Mr. Ashley. + +"I like the business very well, sir, now I'm used to it. But I could not +hope ever to get on to be a master." + +"There's no knowing what you may get on to be, if you are steady and +persevering. Masters don't begin at the top of the tree; they begin at +the bottom and work up to it. At least, that is the case with a great +many. In becoming an apprentice you would occupy a better position in +the manufactory than you do now." + +"Joe Stubbs is an apprentice, is he not, sir?" + +"I will explain it to you, if you do not understand," said Mr. Ashley. +"Joe Stubbs is apprenticed to one branch of the business, the cutting; +John Braithwait is an apprentice to the staining, and so on. These lads +expect to remain workmen all their lives, working at their own peculiar +branch. You would not be apprenticed to any one branch, but to the +whole, with a view to becoming hereafter a manager or a master; in the +same manner that I might apprentice my son, were he intended for the +business." + +William thought he should like this. Suddenly his countenance fell. + +"What now?" asked Mr. Ashley. + +"I have heard, sir, that the apprentices do not earn wages at first. +I--I am afraid we could not well do at home without mine." + +"You need not concern yourself with what you hear, or with what others +earn or don't earn. I should give you eight shillings a-week, instead of +four, and you would retain your evenings for study, as you do now. I do +not see any different or better opening for you," continued Mr. Ashley; +"but should any arise hereafter, through your mother's relatives, or +from any other channel, I would not stand in the way of your +advancement, but would consent to cancel your indentures. Do you +understand what I have been saying?" + +"Yes, sir, I do. Thank you very much." + +"You can speak to Mrs. Halliburton about it, and hear what her wishes +may be," concluded Mr. Ashley. + +The result was, that William was apprenticed to Mr. Ashley. "I can tell +thee, thee hast found favour with the master," remarked Samuel Lynn to +William. "He has made thee his apprentice, and has admitted thee, I +hear, to the companionship of his son. They are proofs that he judges +well of thee. Pay thee attention to deserve it." + +It was quite true that William was admitted to the occasional +companionship of Henry Ashley. Henry had taken a fancy to him, and would +get him there to help him stumble through his Latin. + +The next to be apprenticed to Mr. Ashley, and almost at the same time, +was Cyril Dare. But when he found that he was to be the +fellow-apprentice of William Halliburton, the two on a level in every +respect, wages excepted--and of wages Master Cyril was at first to earn +none--he was most indignant, and complained explosively to his father. +"Can't you speak to Mr. Ashley, sir?" + +"Where would be the use?" asked Mr. Dare. "There's not a man in +Helstonleigh would brook interference in his affairs less than Thomas +Ashley. If one of the two apprentices must leave, because they are too +much for each other's company, it would be you, Cyril, rely upon it." + +Cyril growled; but, as Mr. Dare said, there was no help for it. And he +and William had to get on together in the best way they could. Cyril had +thought that he should be the only gentleman-apprentice at Mr. Ashley's. +There was a marked distinction observed in a manufactory between the +common apprentices, who did the rough work, and what were called the +gentleman-apprentices. It did not please Cyril that William should have +been made one of the latter. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE SCHOOLBOYS' NOTES. + + +As the time went on, Jane's brain grew very busy. Its care was the +education of her boys--a perplexing theme. So far as the classics went, +they were progressing. Frank and Gar certainly were not pushed on as +they might have been, for Helstonleigh collegiate school was not at that +time renowned for its pushing qualities; but the boys had a spur in +themselves. Jane never ceased to urge them to attention, to strive after +progress; not by the harsh reproaches some children have to hear, but +by loving encouragement and gentle persuasion. She would call up +pleasant pictures of the future, when they should have surmounted the +difficulties of toil, and be reaping their reward. It had ever been her +custom to treat her children as friends; as friends and companions, more +than as children. I am not sure that it is not a good plan in all cases, +but it undoubtedly is so where children are naturally well disposed and +intelligent. Even when they were little, she would converse and reason +with them, so far as their understandings would permit. The primary +thing she inculcated was the habit of unquestioning obedience. This +secured in their earliest childhood, she could afford to reason with +them as they grew older; to appeal to their own sense of intelligence; +to show them how to form and exercise a right judgment. Had the children +been wilful, deceitful, or opposed to her, her plan must have been +different; compulsion must have taken the place of reasoning. When they +did anything wrong--all children will, or they are not children--she +would take the offender to her alone. There would be no scolding; but in +a grave, calm, loving voice she would say, "Was this right? Did you +forget that you were doing wrong and would grieve me? Did you forget +that you were offending God?" And so she would talk; and teach them to +do right in all things, for the sake of right, for the sake of doing +their duty to Heaven and to man. These lessons from a mother loved as +Jane was, could not fail to take root and bear seed. The young +Halliburtons were in fair training to make not only good, but admirable +men. + +Jane inculcated another valuable lesson. In all perplexity, trouble, or +untoward misfortune, she taught them to _look it full in the face_; not +to fly from it, as is the too-common custom, but to meet it and do the +best with it. She knew that in trouble, as in terror, looking it in the +face takes away half its sting: and so she was teaching them to look, +not only by precept, but by example. With such minds, such training to +work upon, there was little need to _urge_ them to apply closely to +their studies; they saw its necessity themselves, and acted upon it. "It +is your only chance, my darlings, of getting on in life," she would say. +"You wish to be good and great men; and I think perhaps you may be, if +you persevere. It is a tempting thing, I know, to leave wearying tasks +for play or idleness; but do not yield to it. Look to the future. When +you feel tired, out of sorts, as if Latin were the greatest grievance +upon earth, say to yourselves, 'It is my duty to keep on, and my duty I +must do. If I turn idle now, my past application will be lost; but, if I +persevere, I may go bravely on to the end.' Be brave, darlings, for my +sake." + +And the boys were so. Thus it would happen that when the rest of the +school were talking, or idling, or being caned, the Halliburtons were at +work. The head master could not fail to observe their steady +application; and he more than once held them up as an example to the +school. + +So far so good. But though the classics are essential parts of a good +education, they do not include all its requisites. And nothing else was +taught in the college school. There certainly was a writing master, and +something like an initiation into the first rules of arithmetic was +attempted; but not a boy in the charity school, hard by, that could not +have shamed the college boys in adding up a column of figures or in +writing a page. As to their English----You should have seen them attempt +to write a letter. In short, the college school ignored everything +except Latin and Greek. + +This state of affairs gave Jane great concern. "Unless I can organize +some plan, my boys will grow up dunces," she said to herself. And a plan +she did organize. None could remedy this so well as herself; she, so +thoroughly educated in all essential branches. It would take two hours +from her work, but for the sake of her boys she would sacrifice that. +Every night, therefore, except Saturday, as soon as they had prepared +their lessons for school--and in doing that they were helped by +William--she left her work and became their instructor. History, +geography, astronomy, composition, and so on. You can fill up the list. + +And she had her reward. The boys advanced rapidly. As the months and +quarters went on, it was only so much the more instruction gained by +them. + +I think you must be indulged with a glance at one of these college +school notes. But, first of all, suppose we read one written by Frank. + + "DEAR GLENN,--Thanks for wishing me to join your fishing + expedition the day after to-morrow, but I can't come. My mother + says, as I had a holiday from college one day last week, it + will not do to ask for it again. You told me to send word this + evening whether or not, so I drop you this note. I should like + to go, and shall be thinking of you all day. Mind you let me + have a look at the fish you bring home. Yours, + + "FRANK HALLIBURTON." + +The note was addressed "Glenn senior," and Gar was ordered to deliver it +at Glenn senior's house. Glenn senior, who was a king's scholar, not a +chorister, made a wry face over it when delivered, and sat down on the +spur of the moment to answer it: + + "DEER HALIBURTON,--Its all stuf about not asking for leve again + what do the musty old prebens care who gets leve therell be + enuff to sing without you tell your mother I cant excuse you + from our party theirs 8 of us going and a stunning baxket of + progg as good go out for a day's fishing has stop at home on a + holiday for the benefit of that preshous colledge bring me word + you'll come to-morrow at skool for we want to arrange our plans + yours old fellow + + "P GLENN." + +Master P. Glenn was concluding his note when his father passed through +the room and glanced over the boy's shoulder. He (Mr. Glenn) was a +surgeon; one of the chief surgeons attached to the Helstonleigh +infirmary, and in excellent practice. "At your exercise, Philip?" + +"No, papa. I am writing a note to one of our fellows. I want him to be +of our fishing party on Wednesday." + +"Wednesday! Have you a holiday on Wednesday?" + +"Yes. Don't you know it will be a saint's day?" + +"Not I," said Mr. Glenn. "Saints' days don't concern me as they do you +college boys. That's a pretty specimen of English!" he added, running +his amused eyes over Philip's note. + +"Are there any mistakes in it?" returned Philip. "But it's no matter, +papa. We don't profess to write English in the college school." + +"It is well you don't profess it," remarked Mr. Glenn. "But how is it +your friend Halliburton can turn out good English?" He had taken up +Frank's letter. + +"Oh! they are such chaps for learning, the two Halliburtons. They stick +at it like a horse-leech--never getting the cane for turned lessons. +They have school at home in the evenings for English, and history, and +such stuff that they don't get at college." + +"Have they a tutor?" + +"They are not rich enough for a tutor. Mrs. Halliburton's the tutor. +What do you think Gar Halliburton did the other day? Keating was having +a row with the fourth desk, and he gave them some extra verses to do. Up +goes Gar Halliburton, before he had been a minute at his seat. 'If you +please, sir,' says he to Keating, 'I had better have another piece.' +'Why so?' asks Keating. 'Because,' says Gar, 'I did these same verses +with my brother at home a week ago.' He meant his eldest brother; not +Frank. But, now, was not that honourable, papa?" + +"Yes, it was," answered Mr. Glenn. + +"That's just the Halliburtons all over. They are ultra-honourable." + +"I should like to see your friend Frank, and inquire how he manages to +pick up his English." + +"Let me bring him to tea to-morrow night!" cried Philip eagerly. + +"You may, if you like." + +"Hurrah!" shouted Philip. "And you'll persuade him not to mind his +mother, but to come to our fishing party?" + +"Philip!" + +"Well, papa, I don't mean that, exactly. But I do not see the use of +boys listening to their mothers just in everything." + +Philip Glenn seized his note, and added a postscript:--"My father sais +you are to come to tea to-morrow we shall be so joly." And it was +despatched to Frank by a servant in livery. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A LESSON FOR PHILIP GLENN. + + +Frank was as eager to accept the invitation as Philip had been to offer +it. When the afternoon arrived, and school was over, Frank tore home, +donned his best clothes, and then tore back again to Mr. Glenn's house. +Philip received him in the small room, where he and his brother prepared +their lessons. + +"How is it that you and my boys write English so differently?" inquired +Mr. Glenn, when he had made Frank's acquaintance. + +Frank broke into a broad smile, suggested by the remembrance of Philip's +English. "We study it at home, sir." + +"But some one teaches you?" + +"Mamma. She was afraid that we should grow up ignorant of everything +except Latin and Greek; so she thought she would remedy the evil." + +"And she takes you in an evening?" + +"Yes, sir; every evening except Saturday, when she is sure to be busy. +She comes to the table as soon as our lessons for school are prepared, +and we commence English. The easier portions of our Latin and Greek we +do in the day, I and Gar: we crib the time from play-hours; and my +brother William helps us at night with the more difficult parts." + +"Where is your brother at school?" asked Mr. Glenn. + +"He is not at school, sir. He is at Mr. Ashley's, with Cyril Dare. +William has not been to school since papa died. But he was well up in +everything, for papa had taken great pains with him, and he has gone on +by himself since." + +"Can he do much good by himself?" + +"Good!" echoed Frank, speaking bluntly in his eagerness; "I don't think +you could find so good a scholar for his age. There's not one could come +near him in the college school. At first he found it hard work. He had +no one to explain difficult points for him, and was obliged to puzzle +them out with his own brains. And it's that that has got him on." + +Mr. Glenn nodded. "Where a good foundation has been laid, a hard-working +boy may get on better without a master than with one, provided----" + +"That is just what William says," interrupted Frank, his dark eyes +sparkling with animation. "He would have given anything at one time to +be at the college school with us; but he does not care about it now." + +"Provided his heart is in his work, I was about to add," said Mr. Glenn, +smiling at Frank's eagerness. + +"Oh, of course, sir. And that's what William's is. He has such capital +books, too--all the best that are published. They were papa's. I hardly +know how I and Gar should get on, without William's help." + +"Does he help you?" + +"He has helped us ever since papa died; before we went to college, and +since. We do algebra and Euclid with him." + +"In--deed!" exclaimed Mr. Glenn, looking hard at Frank. "When do you +contrive to do all this?" + +"In the evening. Tea is over by half-past five, and we three--William, +I, and Gar--turn at once to our lessons. In about two hours mamma joins +us, and we work with her about two hours more. Of course we have +different nights for different studies, Latin every night, Greek nearly +every night, Euclid twice a week, algebra twice a week, and so on. And +the lessons we do with mamma are portioned out; some one night, some +another." + +"You must be very persevering boys," cried Mr. Glenn. "Do you never +catch yourselves looking off to play; to talk and laugh?" + +"No, sir, never. We have got into the habit of sticking to our lessons; +mamma brought us into it. And then, we are anxious to get on: half the +battle lies in that." + +"I think it does. Philip, my boy, here's a lesson for you, and for all +other lazy scapegraces." + +Philip shrugged his shoulders, with a laugh. "Papa, I don't see any good +in working so hard." + +"Your friend Frank does." + +"We are obliged to work, sir," said Frank, candidly. "We have no money, +and it is only by education that we can hope to get on. Mamma thinks it +may turn out all for the best. She says that boys who expect money very +often rely upon it and not upon themselves. She would rather turn us out +into the world with our talents cultivated and a will to use them, than +with a fortune apiece. There's not a parable in the Bible mamma is +fonder of reading to us than that of the ten talents." + +"No fortune!" repeated Mr. Glenn in a dreamy tone. + +"Not a penny; mamma has to work to keep us," returned Frank, making the +avowal as freely as though he had proclaimed that his mother was +lady-in-waiting to the Queen, and he one of her pages. Jane had +contrived to convince them that in poverty itself there lay no shame or +stigma; but a great deal in paltry attempts to conceal it. + +"Frank," said Mr. Glenn, "I was thinking that you must possess a fortune +in your mother." + +"And so we do!" said Frank. "When Philip's note came to me last night, +and we were--were----" + +"Laughing over it!" suggested Mr. Glenn, helping out Frank's hesitation, +and laughing himself. + +"Yes, that's it; only I did not like to say it," acknowledged Frank. +"But I dare say you know, sir, how most of the college boys write. Mamma +said then, how glad we ought to be that she can make time to teach us +better, and that we have the resolution to persevere." + + +"I wish your mother would admit my sons to her class," said Mr. Glenn, +half-seriously, half-jokingly. "I would give her any recompense." + +"Shall I ask her?" cried Frank. + +"Perhaps she would feel hurt?" + +"Oh no, she wouldn't," answered Frank impulsively. "I will ask her." + +"I should not like such a strict mother," avowed Philip Glenn. + +"Strict!" echoed Frank. "Mamma's not strict." + +"She must be. She says you shan't come fishing with us to-morrow." + +"No, she did not. She said she wished me not to go, and thought I had +better not, and then she left it to me." + +Philip Glenn stared. "You told me at school this morning that it was +decided you were not to come. And now you say Mrs. Halliburton left it +to you." + +"So she did," answered Frank. "She generally leaves these things to us. +She shows us what we ought to do, and why it is right that we should do +it, and then she leaves it to what she calls our own good sense. It is +like putting us upon our honour." + +"And you do as you know she wishes you would do?" interposed Mr. Glenn. + +"Yes, sir, always." + +"Suppose you were to take your own will for once against hers?" cried +Philip in a cross tone. "What then?" + +"Then I dare say she would decide herself the next time, and tell us we +were not to be trusted. But there's no fear. We know her wishes are sure +to be right; and we would not vex her for the world. The last time the +dean was here there was a fuss about the choristers getting holiday so +often; and he forbade its being done." + +"But the dean's away," impatiently interrupted Philip Glenn. "Old Ripton +is in residence, and he would give it you for the asking. He knows +nothing about the dean's order." + +"That's the very reason," returned Frank. "Mamma put it to me whether it +would be an honourable thing to do. She said, if Dr. Ripton had known of +the dean's order, then I might have asked him, and he could do as he +pleased. She makes us wish to do what is right--not only what appears +so." + +"And you'll punish yourself by going without the holiday, for some +rubbishing notion of 'doing right'! It's just nonsense, Frank." + +"Of course we have to punish ourselves sometimes," acknowledged Frank. +"I shall be wishing all day long to-morrow that I was with you. But when +evening comes, and the day's over, then I shall be glad to have done +right. Mamma says if we do not learn to act rightly and self-reliantly +as boys we shall not do so as men." + +Mr. Glenn laid his hand on Frank's shoulder. "Inculcate your creed upon +my sons, if you can," said he, speaking seriously. "Has your mother +taught it to you long?" + +"She has always been teaching it to us; ever since we were little," +rejoined Frank. "If we had to begin now, I don't know that we should +make much of it." + +Mr. Glenn fell into a reverie. As Mr. Ashley had once judged by some +words dropped by William, so Mr. Glenn was judging now--that Mrs. +Halliburton must be a mother in a thousand. Frank turned to Philip. + +"Have you done your lessons?" + +"Done my lessons! No. Have you?" + +Frank laughed. "Yes, or I should not have come. I have not played a +minute to-day--but cribbed the time. Scanning, and exercise, and Greek; +I have done them all." + +"It seems to me that you and your brothers make friends of your lessons, +whilst most boys make enemies," observed Mr. Glenn. + +"Yes, that's true," said Frank. + +"Philip," said Mr. Glenn to his son that evening after Frank had +departed, "I give you _carte blanche_ to bring that boy here as much as +you like. If you are wise, you will make a lasting friend of him." + +"I like the Halliburtons," replied Philip. "The college school doesn't, +though." + +"And pray, why?" + +"Well, I think Dare senior first set the school against them--that's +Cyril, you know, papa. He was always going on at them. They were snobs +for sticking to their lessons, he said, which gentlemen never did; and +they were snobs because they had no money to spend, which gentlemen +always had; and they were snobs for this, and snobs for the other; and +he got his desk, which ruled the school, to cut them. They had to put up +with a good deal then, but they are bigger now, and can fight their way; +and, since Dare senior left, the school has begun to like them. If they +are poor, they can't help it," concluded Philip, as if he would +apologize for the fact. + +"Poor!" retorted Mr. Glenn. "I can tell you, Master Philip, and the +college school too, that they are rich in things that you want. Unless I +am deceived, the Halliburtons will grow up to be men of no common +order." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +MAKING PROGRESS. + + +Trifles, as we all know, lead to great events. When Frank Halliburton +had gone home, in his usual flying, eager manner, plunging headlong into +the subject of Mr. Glenn's request, and Jane consented to grant it, she +little thought that it would lead to a considerable increase to her +income, enabling them to procure several comforts, and rendering better +private instruction than her own easy for her sons. + +Not that she yielded to the request at once. She took time for +consideration. But Frank was urgent; and she was one of those ever ready +to do a good turn for others. The Glenns, as Frank said, did write +English wretchedly; and if she could help to improve them without losing +time or money, neither of which she could afford, why not do so? And she +consented. + +It certainly did occur to Mrs. Halliburton to wonder that Mr. Glenn had +not provided private instruction for his sons, to remedy the +deficiencies existing in the college school system. Mr. Glenn suddenly +awoke to the same wonder himself. The fact was, that he, like many other +gentlemen in Helstonleigh who had sons in the college school, had been +content to let things take their chance: possibly he assumed that +spelling and composition would come to his sons by intuition, as they +grew older. The contrast Frank Halliburton presented to Philip aroused +him from his neglect. + +Jane consented to allow the two young Glenns to share the time and +instruction she gave to her own boys. Mr. Glenn received the favour +gladly; but, at first, there was great battling with the young gentlemen +themselves. They could not be made to complete their lessons for school, +so as to be at Mrs. Halliburton's by the hour appointed. At length it +was accomplished, and they took to going regularly. + +Before three months had elapsed, great improvement had become visible in +their spelling. They were also acquiring an insight into English +grammar; had learnt that America was not situated in the Mediterranean, +or watered by the Nile; and that English history did not solely consist +of two incidents--the beheading of King Charles, and the Gunpowder Plot. +Improvement was also visible in their manners and in the bent of their +minds. From being boisterous, self-willed, and careless, they became +more considerate, more tractable; and Mr. Glenn actually once heard +Philip decline to embark in some tempting scrape, because it would "not +be right." + +For it was impossible for Jane to have lads near her, and not gently try +to counteract their faults and failings, as she would have done by her +own sons; whilst the remarkable consideration and deference paid by the +young Halliburtons to their mother, their warm affection for her, and +the pleasant peace, the refinement of tone and manner distinguishing +their home, told upon Philip and Charles Glenn with good influence. At +the end of three months, Mr. Glenn wrote a note of warm thanks to Mrs. +Halliburton, expressing a hope that she would still allow his sons the +privilege of joining her own, and, in a delicate manner, begging grace +for his act, enclosed four guineas; which was payment at the rate of +sixteen guineas a year for the two. + +Jane had not expected it. Nothing had been hinted to her about payment, +and she did not expect to receive any: she did not understand that the +boys had joined on those terms. It was very welcome. In writing back to +Mr. Glenn, she stated that she had not expected to receive remuneration; +but she spoke of her straitened circumstances and thanked him for the +help it would be. + +"That comes from a gentlewoman," was his remark to his wife, when he +read the note. "I should like to know her." + +"I hinted as much to Frank one day, but he said his mother was too much +occupied to receive visits or to pay them," was Mrs. Glenn's reply. + +As it happened, however, Mr. Glenn did pay her a visit. A friend of his, +whose boys were in the college school, struck with the improvement in +the Glenns, and hearing of its source, wondered whether his boys might +not be received on the same terms, and Mr. Glenn undertook to propose +it. The result of all this was, that in six months from the time of that +afternoon when Frank first took tea at Mr. Glenn's, Jane had ten evening +pupils, college boys. There she stopped. Others applied, but her table +would not hold more, nor could she do justice to a greater number. The +ten would bring her in eighty guineas a year; she devoted to them two +hours, five evenings in the week. + +Now she could command somewhat better food, and more liberal instruction +for her own boys, William included, in those higher branches of +knowledge which they could not, or had not, commenced for themselves. A +learned professor, David Byrne, whose lodgings were in the London Road, +was applied to, and he agreed to receive the young Halliburtons at a +very moderate charge, three evenings in the week. + +"Mamma," cried William, one day, with his thoughtful smile, soon after +this agreement was entered upon, "we seem to be getting on amazingly. We +can learn something else now, if you have no objection." + +"What is that?" asked Jane. + +"French. As I and Samuel Lynn were walking home to-day, we met Monsieur +Colin. He said he was about to organize a French class, twelve in +number, and would be glad if we would make three of the number. What do +you say?" + +"It is a great temptation," answered Jane. "I have long wished you could +learn French. Would it be very expensive?" + +"Very cheap to us. He said he considered you a sister professor----" + +"The idea!" burst forth Frank, hotly. "Mamma a professor!" + +"Indeed, I don't know that I can aspire to anything so formidable," said +Jane, with a laugh. "A schoolmistress would be a better word." + +Frank was indignant. "You are not a schoolmistress, mamma. I----" + +"Frank," interrupted Jane, her tone changing to seriousness. + +"What, mamma?" + +"I am _thankful_ to be one." + +The tears rose to Frank's eyes. "You are a _lady_, mamma. I shall never +think you anything else. There!" + +Jane smiled. "Well, I hope I am, Frank; although I help to make gloves +and teach boys English." + +"How well Mr. Lynn speaks French!" exclaimed William. + +"Does he speak it?" + +"As a native. I cannot tell what his accent may be, but he speaks it as +readily as Monsieur Colin. Shall we learn, mamma? It will be the +greatest advantage to us, Monsieur Colin conversing with us in French." + +"But what about the time, William?" + +"Oh, if you will manage the money, we will manage the time," returned +William, laughing. "Only trust to us, mother. We will make it, and +neglect nothing." + +"Then, William, you may tell Monsieur Colin that you shall learn." + +"Fair and easy!" broke out Frank; a saying of his when pleased. "Mamma, +I think, what with one thing and another turning up, we boys shall be +getting quite first-class education." + +"Although mamma feared we never should accomplish it," returned William. +"As did I." + +"Fear!" cried Frank. "I didn't. I knew that 'where there's a will +there's a way.' _Degeneres animos timor arguit_," added he, finishing +off with one of his favourite Latin quotations; but forgetting, in his +flourish, that he was paying a poor compliment to his mother and his +brother. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +WILLIAM HALLIBURTON'S GHOST. + + +This chapter may be said to commence the second part of this history, +for some years have elapsed since the events last recorded. + +Do you doubt that the self-denying patience displayed by Jane +Halliburton, her persevering struggles, her never-fainting industry, +joined to her all-perfect trust in the goodness and guidance of the Most +High God, could fail to bring their reward? It is not possible. But do +not fancy that it came suddenly in the shape of a coach-and-six. Rewards +worth having are not acquired so easily. Have you met with the following +lines? They are somewhat applicable. + + "How rarely, friend, a good, great man inherits + Honour and wealth, with all his worth and pains! + It seems a fable from the land of spirits + When any man obtains that which he merits, + Or any merits that which he obtains. + For shame, my friend! renounce this idle strain: + What would'st thou have the good, great man obtain-- + Wealth? title? dignity? a golden chain? + Or heaps of corpses which his sword hath slain? + Goodness and greatness are not means, but ends. + Hath he not always treasures, always friends, + The good, great man? Three treasures-- + Love; and life; and calm thoughts, equable as infants' breath. + And three fast friends, more sure than day or night, + Himself; his Maker; and the angel, Death." + +Jane's reward was in progress: it had not fully come. At present it was +little more than that of an approving conscience for having fought her +way through difficulties in the patient continuance of well-doing, and +in the fulfilment, in a remarkable manner, of the subject she had had +most at heart--that of giving her sons an education that would fit them +to fulfil any part they might be called upon to play in the destinies of +life--in watching them grow up full of promise to make good and great +men. + +In circumstances, Jane was tolerably at ease now. Time had wrought its +changes. Mrs. Reece had gone--not into other lodgings, but to join Janey +Halliburton on the long journey. And Dobbs--Dobbs!--was servant to Mrs. +Halliburton! Dobbs had experienced misfortune. Dobbs had put by a good +round sum in a bank, for Dobbs had been provident all her life; and the +bank broke and swallowed up Dobbs's savings; and nearly all Dobbs's +surly independence went with it. Misfortunes do not come alone; and Mrs. +Reece died almost immediately after Dobbs's treacherous bank went. The +old lady's will had been good to leave Dobbs something, but she had not +the power to do so: the income she had enjoyed went at her death to her +late husband's relatives. She had made Dobbs handsome presents from time +to time, and these Dobbs had placed with the rest of her money. It had +all gone. + +Poor Dobbs, good for nothing in the first shock of the loss, paid Mrs. +Halliburton for a bedroom weekly, and sat down to fret. Next, she tried +to earn a living at making gloves--an employment Dobbs had followed in +her early days. But, what with not being so young as she was, neither +eyes nor fingers, Dobbs found she could make nothing of the work. She +went about the house doing odd tasks for Mrs. Halliburton, until that +lady ventured on a proposal (with as much deference as though she had +been making it to an Indian Begum), that Dobbs should remain with her as +her servant. An experienced, thoroughly good servant she required now; +and that she knew Dobbs to be. Dobbs acquiesced; and forthwith went +upstairs, moved her things into the dark closet, and obstinately adopted +it as her own bedroom. + +The death of Mrs. Reece had enabled Jane to put into practice a plan she +had long thought of--that of receiving boarders into her house, after +the manner of the dames at Eton. Some of the foundation boys in the +college school lived at a distance, and it was a great matter with the +parents to place them in families where they would find a good home. The +wife of the head master, Mrs. Keating, took in half-a-dozen; Jane +thought she might do the same. She had been asked to do so; but had not +room while Mrs. Reece was with her. She still held her class in the +evening. As one set of boys finished with her, others were only too glad +to take their places: there was no teaching like Mrs. Halliburton's. +Upon making it known that she could receive boarders, applications +poured in; and six, all she had accommodation for, came. They, of +course, attended the college school during the day. Thus she could +afford to relinquish working at the gloves; and did so, to Samuel Lynn's +chagrin: a steady, regular worker, as Jane had been, was valuable to the +manufactory. Altogether, what with her evening class, and the sum paid +by the boarders, her income was between two and three hundred a year, +not including what was earned by William. + +William had made progress at Mr. Ashley's, and now earned thirty +shillings a week. Frank and Gar had not left the college school. Frank's +time was out, and more than out: but when a scholar advanced in the +manner that Frank Halliburton had done, Mr. Keating was not in a hurry +to intimate to him that his time had expired. So Frank remained on, +studying hard, one of the most finished scholars Helstonleigh Collegiate +School had ever turned out. + +There sat one great desire in Frank's heart; it had almost grown into a +passion; it coloured his dreams by night and his thoughts by day--that +of matriculating at one of the two Universities. The random and somewhat +dim idea of Frank's early days--studying for the Bar--had become the +fixed purpose of his life. That he was especially gifted with the +tastes and qualifications necessary to make a good pleader, there could +be no doubt about; therefore, Frank had probably not mistaken his +vocation. Persevering in study, keen in perceptive intellect, equable in +temper, fluent and persuasive in speech, a true type was he of an embryo +barrister. He did not quite see his way yet to getting to college. +Neither did Gar; and Gar had set _his_ mind upon the Church. + +One cold January evening, bright, clear, and frosty, Samuel Lynn stopped +away from the manufactory. He had received a letter by the evening post +saying that a friend, on his way from Birmingham to Bristol, would halt +for a few hours at his house and go on by the Bristol mail, which passed +through the city at eleven o'clock. The friend arrived punctually, was +regaled with tea and other good things in the state parlour, and he and +Samuel Lynn settled themselves to enjoy a pleasant evening together, +Patience and Anna forming part of the company. Anna's luxuriant curls +and her wondrous beauty--for, in growing up, that beauty had not belied +the promise of her childhood--were shaded under the demure Quaker's cap. +Something else had not belied the promise of her childhood, and that was +her vanity. + +Apparently, she did not find the evening or the visitor to her taste. He +was old, as were her father and Patience: every one above thirty Anna +was apt to class as "old." She fidgeted, was restless, and, just as the +clock struck seven--as if the sound rendered any further inaction +unbearable--she rose and was quietly stealing from the room. + +"Where are thee going, Anna?" asked her father. + +Anna coloured, as if taken by surprise. "Friend Jane Halliburton +promised to lend me a book, father: I should like to fetch it." + +"Sit thee still, child; thee dost not want to read to-night when friend +Stanley is with us. Show him thy drawings. Meanwhile, I will get the +chessmen. Thee'd like a game?" turning to his visitor. + +"Ay, I should," was the ready answer. "Remember, friend Lynn, I beat +thee last time." + +"Maybe my skill will redeem itself to-night," nodded the Quaker, as he +rose for the chessboard. "It shall try its best." + +"Would thee like a candle?" asked Patience, who was busy sewing. + +"Not at all. My chamber is light as day, with the moon so near the +full." + +Mr. Lynn went up to his room. The chessboard and men were kept on a +table near the window. As he took them from it he glanced out at the +pleasant scene. His window, at the back, faced the charming landscape, +and the Malvern Hills in the horizon shone out almost as distinctly as +by day. Not, however, on the landscape were Samuel Lynn's eyes fixed; +they had caught something nearer, which drew his attention. + +Pacing the field-path which ran behind his low garden hedge was a male +figure in a cloak. To see a man, whether with a cloak or without it, +abroad on a moonlight night, would not have been extraordinary; but +Samuel Lynn's notice was drawn by this one's movements. Beyond the +immediate space occupied by the house, the field-path was hidden: on one +side, by the high hedge intervening between his garden and Mrs. +Halliburton's; on the other, by a wall. The figure--whoever it might +be--would come to one of these corners, stealthily peep at Samuel Lynn's +house and windows, and then continue his way past it, until he reached +the other corner, where he would halt and peep again, partially hiding +himself behind the hedge. That he was waiting for something or some one +was apparent, for he stamped his feet occasionally in an impatient +manner. + +"What can it be that he does there?" cried the Quaker, half aloud: "this +is the second time I have seen him. He cannot be taking a sketch of my +house by moonlight! Were it any other than thee, William Halliburton, I +should say it wore a clandestine look." + +He returned to the parlour, and took his revenge on his friend by +checkmating him three times in succession. At nine o'clock supper came +in, and at ten Mr. Stanley, accompanied by Samuel Lynn, left, to walk +leisurely into Helstonleigh and await the Bristol mail. As they turned +out of the house they saw William Halliburton going in at his own door. + +"It is a cold night," William remarked to Mr. Lynn. + +"Very. Good night to thee." + +You cannot see what he is like by this light, especially in that +disguising cloak, and the cap with its protecting ears. But you can see +him the following morning, as he stands in Mr. Ashley's counting-house. + +A well-grown, upright, noble form, a head taller than Samuel Lynn, by +whose side he is standing, with a peculiarly attractive face. Not for +its beauty--the face cannot boast of very much--but for its broad brow +of intellect, its firm, sweet mouth, and its truthful dark-grey eyes. +None could mistake William Halliburton for anything but a gentleman, +although they had seen him, as now, with a white apron tied round his +waist. William was making up gloves: a term, as you may remember, which +means sorting them according to their qualities--work that was sometimes +done in Mr. Ashley's room, on account of its steady light, for it bore a +north aspect. A table, or counter, was fixed down one side, under its +windows. Mr. Lynn stood by his side, looking on. + +"Thee can do it tolerably well, William," he observed, after some +minutes' close inspection. + +William smiled. The Quaker never bestowed decided praise, and never +thought any one could be trusted in the making-up department, himself +and James Meeking excepted. William had been exercised in the making-up +for the past eighteen months, and he thought he ought to do it pretty +well by this time. Mr. Lynn was turning away, when his keen sight fell +on several dozens at a little distance. He took up one of the top pairs +with a hasty movement, knitted his brow, and then took up others. + +"Thee has not exercised thy judgment or thy caution here, friend +William." + +"I did not make up those," replied William. + +"Who did, then?" + +"Cyril Dare." + +"I have told Cyril Dare he is not to attempt the making-up," returned + +Samuel Lynn, in severe tones. "When did he do these?" + +"Yesterday afternoon." + +"There, again! He knows the gloves are not made up in a winter's +afternoon. I myself would not do it by so obscure a light. Thee go over +these thyself when thee has finished the stack before thee." + +Samuel Lynn was not one who spared work. He mixed the offending dozens +together indiscriminately, and pushed them towards William. Then he +turned to his own place, and went on with his work: he was also making +up. Presently he spoke again. + +"What does thee do at the back of my house of a night? Thee must find +the walk cold." + +William turned his head with a movement of surprise. "I don't do +anything at the back of your house. What do you mean?" + +"Not walk about there, watching it, as thee did last night?" + +"Certainly not! I do not understand you." + +Samuel Lynn's brows knit heavily. "William, I deemed thee truthful. Why +deny what is a palpable fact?" + +William Halliburton put down the pair of gloves he had in his hand, and +turned to the Quaker. "In saying that I do not walk at the back of your +house at night, or at the back of any house, I state the truth." + +"Last night at seven o'clock, I _saw_ thee parading there in thy cloak. +I saw thee, I say, William. The night was unusually light." + +"Last night, from tea-time until half-past nine, I never stirred out of +my mother's parlour," rejoined William. "I was at my books as usual. At +half-past nine I ran up to say a word to Henry Ashley. You saw me +returning." + +"But I saw thee at the back with my own eyes," persisted the Quaker. "I +saw thy cloak. Thee had on that blue cap of thine: it was tied down over +thy ears; and the collar of the cloak was turned up, to protect thee, as +I surmised, from the cold." + + +"It must have been my ghost," responded William. "_Should_ I be likely +to pace up and down a cold field, for pastime, on a January night?" + +"Will thee oblige me by putting on thy cloak?" was all the answer +returned by Samuel Lynn. + +"What--now?" + +"Please." + +William, laughing, went out of the room, and came back in his cloak. It +was an old-fashioned cloak--a remarkable cloak--a dark plaid, its collar +lined with red. Formerly worn by gentlemen, they had now become nearly +obsolete; but William had picked this up for much less than half its +value. He did not care much for fashion, and it was warm and comfortable +in winter weather. + +"Perhaps you wish me to put on my cap?" said William, in a serio-comic +tone. + +"Yes; and turn down the ears." + +He obeyed, very much amused. "Anything more?" asked he. + +"Walk thyself about an instant." + +His lips smiling, his eyes dancing, William marched from one side of the +room to the other. While this was in process Cyril Dare bustled in, and +stood in amazement, staring at William. The Quaker paid no attention to +his arrival, except that he took out his watch and glanced at it. He +continued to address William. + +"And thee can assure me to my face, that thee was not pacing the field +last night in the moonlight, dressed as now?" + +"I can, and do," replied William. + +"Then, William, it is one of two things. My eyes or thy word must be +false." + +"Did you see my face?" asked William. + +"Not much of that. With the ears down and the collar up, thy face was +pretty effectually concealed. There's not another cloak like thine in +all Helstonleigh." + +"You are right there," laughed William; "there's not one half so +handsome. Admire the contrast of the purple and green plaid and the +scarlet collar." + +"No, not another like it," emphatically repeated the Quaker. "I tell +thee, William Halliburton, in the teeth of thy denial, that I saw thee, +or a figure precisely similar to thee, parading the field-path last +night, and stealthily watching my windows." + +"It's a clear case of ghost," returned William, with an amused look at +Cyril Dare. "How much longer am I to make a walking Guy of myself, for +your pleasure and Cyril's astonishment?" + +"Thee can take it off," replied the Quaker, his curt tone betraying +dissatisfaction. Until that moment he had believed William Halliburton +to be the very quintessence of truth. His belief was now shaken. + +In the small passage between Mr. Ashley's room and Samuel Lynn's, +William hung up the cloak and cap. The Quaker turned to Cyril Dare, who +was taking off his great-coat, stern displeasure in his tone. + +"Dost thee know the time?" + +"Just gone half-past nine," replied Cyril. + +Mr. Lynn held out his watch to Cyril. It wanted seventeen minutes to +ten. "Nine o'clock is thy hour. I am tired of telling thee to be more +punctual. And thee did not come before breakfast." + +"I overslept myself," said Cyril. + +"As thee dost pretty often, it seems. If thee can do no better than thee +did yesterday, as well oversleep thyself for good. Look at these +gloves." + +"Well!" cried Cyril, who was a good-looking young man, in stature not +far short of William. At least he would have been good-looking, but for +his eyes; there was a look in them, almost amounting to a squint; and +they did not gaze openly and honestly into another's eyes. His face was +thin, and his features were well-formed. "Well!" cried he. + +"It is well," repeated the Quaker; "well that I looked at them, for they +must be done again. Firsts are mixed with seconds, thirds with firsts; I +do not know that I ever saw gloves so ill made up. What have I told +thee?" + +"Lots of things," responded Cyril, who liked to set the manager at +defiance, as far as he dared. + +"I have desired thee never to attempt to make up the gloves. I now +forbid thee again; and thee will do well not to forget it. Begin and +band these gloves that William Halliburton is making ready." + +Cyril jerked open the drawer where the paper bands were kept, took some +out of it, and carried them to the counter, where William stood. Mr. +Lynn interposed with another order. + +"Thee will please put thy apron on." + +Now, having to wear this apron was the very bugbear of Cyril Dare's +life. "There's no need of an apron to paper gloves," he responded. + +"Thee will put on thy apron, friend," calmly repeated Samuel Lynn. + +"I hate the apron," fumed Cyril, jerking open another drawer, and +jerking out his apron; for he might not openly disobey the authority of +Samuel Lynn. "I should think I am the first gentleman that ever was made +to wear one." + +"If thee are practically engaged in a glove manufactory, thee must wear +an apron, gentleman or no gentleman," equably returned the Quaker. "As +we all do." + +"All don't!" retorted Cyril. "The master does not." + +"Thee are not in the master's position yet, Cyril Dare. And I would +advise thee to exercise thy discretion more and thy tongue less." + +The discussion was interrupted by the entrance of Mr. Ashley, and the +room dropped into silence. There might be no presuming in the presence +of the master. He sat down to his desk, and opened his morning letters. +Presently a young man put his head in and addressed Samuel Lynn. + +"Noaks, the stainer, has come in, sir. He says the skins given out to +him yesterday would be better for coloured than blacks." + +"Desire James Meeking to attend to him," said Mr. Lynn. + +"James Meeking isn't here, sir. He's up in the cutters' room, or +somewhere." + +Samuel Lynn, upon this, went out himself. Cyril Dare followed him. Cyril +was rather fond of taking short trips about the manufactory, as +interludes to his work. Soon after, the master lifted his head. + +"Step here, William." + +William put down the gloves he was examining and approached the desk. +"What sort of a French scholar are you?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"A very good one, sir," he replied, after a pause given to surprise. "I +know it thoroughly. I can read and write it as readily as I can +English." + +"But I mean as to speaking. Could you make yourself understood, for +instance, if you were suddenly dropped down into a French town, where +the natives spoke nothing but their own language?" + +William smiled. "I don't think I should have much difficulty over it. I +have been so much with Monsieur Colin that I talk as fast as he does. He +stops me occasionally to grumble at what he calls _l'accent anglais_." + +"I am not sure that I shall not send you on a mission to France," +resumed Mr. Ashley. "You can be better spared than Samuel Lynn; and it +must be one of you. Will you undertake it?" + +"I will undertake anything that you wish me to do, sir, that I could +accomplish," replied William, lifting his clear earnest eyes to those of +his master. + +"You are an exceedingly good judge of skins: even Samuel Lynn admits +that. I want some intelligent, trustworthy person to go over to France, +look about the markets there, and pick up what will suit us. The demand +for skins is great at the present time, and the markets must be watched +to select suitable bales before other bidders step in and pounce upon +them. By these means we may secure some good bargains and good skins: we +have succeeded lately in doing neither." + +"At Annonay, I presume you mean, sir." + +"Annonay and its neighbourhood; that's the chief market for dressed +skins. The undressed pelts are to be met with best, as you are aware, in +the neighbourhood of Lyons. You would have to look after both. I have +talked the matter over with Mr. Lynn, and he thinks you may be trusted +both as to ability and conduct." + +"I will do my best if I am sent," replied William. + +"Your stay might extend over two or three months. We can do with a great +deal; both of pelts and dressed skins. The dressers at Annonay----Cyril, +what are you doing there?" + +Cyril could scarcely have told. He had come into the counting-house +unnoticed, and his ears had picked up somewhat of the conversation. In +his anger and annoyance, Cyril had remained, his face turned towards the +speakers, listening for more. + +For it had oozed out at Pomeranian Knoll, through a word dropped by +Henry Ashley, that Mr. Ashley had it in contemplation to despatch some +one from the manufactory on this mission to France, and that the some +one would not be Samuel Lynn. Cyril received the information with +avidity, never doubting that _he_ would be the one fixed upon. To give +him his due, he was really a good judge of skins--not better than +William; but somehow Cyril had never given a thought to William in the +matter. Greatly had he anticipated the journey to the land of pleasure, +where he would be under no one's control but his own. In that moment, +when he heard Mr. Ashley speaking to William upon the subject, not to +him, Cyril felt at war with every one and everything; with the master, +with William, and especially with the business, which he hated as much +as he had ever done. + +But Mr. Ashley was not one to do things in a hurry, and he had only +broached the subject. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +"NOTHING RISK, NOTHING WIN." + + +It was Saturday night, the Saturday after the above conversation, and +Mr. Lynn was making ready to pay the men. James Meeking was payer in a +general way; but James Meeking was also packer; that is, he packed, with +assistance, the goods destined for London. A parcel was being sent off +this evening, so that it fell to Mr. Lynn's lot to pay the workmen. He +stood before the desk in the serving-room, counting out the money in +readiness. There was a quantity of silver in a bag, and a great many +brown paper packets of halfpence; each packet containing five +shillings. But they all had to be counted, for sometimes a packet would +run a penny or twopence short. + +The door at the foot of the stairs was heard to open, and a man's step +came up. It proved to be a workman from a neighbouring manufactory. + +"If you please, Mr. Lynn, could you oblige our people with twelve or +fourteen pounds' worth of change?" he asked. "We couldn't get in enough +to-day, try as we would. The halfpence seem as scarce as the silver." + +Now it happened that the Ashley manufactory was that evening abundantly +supplied. Samuel Lynn went into the counting-house to the master, who +was seated at the desk. "The Dunns have sent in to know if we can oblige +them with twelve or fourteen pounds' worth of change," said he. "We have +plenty to-night; but to send away so much may run us very short. Dost +thee happen to have any gold that thee can spare?" + +Mr. Ashley looked at his own cash drawer. "Here are six, seven +sovereigns." + +"That will be sufficient," replied Samuel Lynn, taking them from his +hand, and going back to the applicant in the serving-room. "How much has +thee need of?" asked he. + +"Fourteen pounds, please, sir. I have the cheque here, made out for it. +Silver or copper, it doesn't matter which; or a little gold. I have +brought a basket along with me." + +Mr. Lynn gave the money, and took the cheque. The man departed, and the +Quaker carried the cheque to Mr. Ashley. + +Mr. Ashley put the cheque into one of the pigeon-holes of his desk. He +had the account in duplicate before him, of the goods going off, and was +casting it up. William and Cyril were both in the counting-house, but +not engaged with Mr. Ashley. William was marking small figures on +certain banded gloves; Cyril was looking on, an employment that suited +Cyril amazingly. His want of occupation caught the Quaker's eye. + +"If thee has nothing to do, thee can come and help me count the papers +of coppers." + +Cyril dared not say "No," before Mr. Ashley. He might have hesitated to +say it to Samuel Lynn; nevertheless, it was a work he especially +disliked. It is _not_ pleasant to soil the fingers counting innumerable +five-shilling brown-paper packets of copper money; to part them into +stacks of twelve pence, or twenty-four halfpence. In point of fact, it +was James Meeking's work; but there were times when Samuel Lynn, +William, and Cyril had each to take his turn at it. Perhaps the two +former liked it no better than did Cyril Dare. + +Cyril ungraciously followed to the serving-room. In a few minutes James +Meeking looked in at the counting-house. "Is the master ready?" + +Mr. Ashley rose and went into the next room, carrying one of the +duplicate lists. The men were waiting to pack--James Meeking and the +other packer, a young man named Dance. The several papers of boxes were +ready on a side counter; and Mr. Ashley stood with the list in his hand, +ready to verify them. Had Samuel Lynn not been occupied with serving, he +would have done this. + +"Three dozen best men's outsizes, coloured," called out James Meeking, +reading the marks on the first parcel he took up. + +"Right," responded Mr. Ashley. + +James Meeking laid it upon the packing-table--clear, except for an +enormous sheet of brown paper as thick as card-board--turned to the side +counter and took up another of the parcels. + +"Three dozen best men's outsizes, coloured," repeated he. + +"Right," replied Mr. Ashley. + +And so on, till all the parcels were told through and were found to +tally with the invoice. Then began the packing. It made a large parcel, +about four feet square. Mr. Ashley remained, looking on. + +"You will not have enough string there," he observed, as the men were +placing the string round it in squares. + +"I told you we shouldn't, Meeking," said George Dance. + +"There's no more downstairs," was Meeking's answer, "I thought it might +be enough." + +Neither of the men could leave the parcel. They were mounted on steps on +either side of it. Mr. Ashley called to William. "Light the lantern, and +go upstairs to the string-closet. Bring down a ball." + +Candles were not allowed to be carried about the premises. William came +forth, lighted the lantern, and went upstairs. At the same moment, Cyril +Dare, who had finished his disagreeable copper counting, strolled into +the counting-house. Finding it empty, he thought he could not do better +than take a survey of Mr. Ashley's desk, the lid of which was propped +open. He had no particular motive in doing this, except that that +receptacle might present some food or other to gratify his curiosity, +which the glove-laden counters could not be supposed to do. Amidst other +things his eyes fell on the Messrs. Dunns' cheque, which lay in one of +the pigeon-holes. + +"It would set me up for a fortnight, that fourteen pounds!" ejaculated +he. "No one would find it out, either. Ashley would suspect any one in +the manufactory before he'd suspect _me_!" + +He stood for a moment in indecision, his hand stretched out. Should it +be drawn back, and the temptation resisted; or, should he yield to it? +"Here goes!" cried Cyril. "Nothing risk, nothing win!" + +He transferred the cheque to his own pocket, and stole out of the +counting-house into the small narrow passage which intervened between it +and Mr. Lynn's room, where the parcel was being made up. Passing +stealthily through the room, at the back of the huge parcel, which hid +him from the eyes of the men and of Mr. Ashley, he emerged in safety +into the serving-room, took up his position close to Samuel Lynn, and +began assiduously to count over some shilling stacks which he had +already verified. Samuel Lynn, his face turned to the crowd of men who +were on the other side the counter receiving their wages, had not +noticed the absence of Cyril Dare. Upon this probable fact Cyril had +reckoned. + +"Any more to count?" asked Cyril. + +Samuel Lynn turned his head round. "Not if thee has finished all the +packets." Had he seen what had just taken place, he might have entrusted +packets of coppers to Mr. Cyril less confidently. + +Cyril jumped upon the edge of the desk, and remained perched there. +William Halliburton came back with the twine, which he handed to George +Dance. Blowing out the lantern, he returned to the counting-house. + +The parcel was completed, and James Meeking directed it in his plain, +clerk-like hand--"Messrs. James Morrison, Dillon, and Co., Fore Street, +London." It was then conveyed to a truck in waiting, to be wheeled to +the parcels office. Mr. Ashley returned to his desk and sat down. +Presently Cyril Dare came in. + +"Halliburton, don't you want to be paid to-night? Every one's paid but +you. Mr. Lynn's waiting to close the desk." + +"Here is a letter for the post, William," called out Mr. Ashley. + +"I am coming back, sir. I have not set the counter straight yet." + +He received his money--thirty shillings a week now. He then put things +straight in the counting-house, to do which was as much Cyril's work as +his, and took a letter from the hands of Mr. Ashley. It contained one of +the duplicate lists, and was addressed as the parcel had been. William +generally had charge of the outward-bound letters now; he did not forget +them as he had done in his first unlucky essay. He threw on the elegant +cloak of which you have heard, took his hat, and went through the town, +as far as the post-office, Cyril Dare walking with him. There they +parted; Cyril continuing his way homewards, William retracing his steps. + +All had left the manufactory except Mr. Ashley and Samuel Lynn. James +Meeking had gone down. On a late night, as the present, when all had +done except the master and Samuel Lynn, the latter would sometimes say +to the foreman, "Thee can go on to thy supper; I will lock up, and bring +thee the keys." Mr. Ashley was setting his desk straight--putting sundry +papers in their places; tearing up others. He unlocked his cash drawer, +and put his hand into the pigeon-hole for the cheque. It was not there. +Neither there nor anywhere, that he could see. + +"Why, where's that cheque?" he exclaimed. + +It caused Samuel Lynn to turn. "Cheque?" he repeated. + +"Dunns' cheque, that you brought me an hour ago." + +"I saw thee put it in the second pigeon-hole," said the Quaker, +advancing to the desk, and standing by Mr. Ashley. + +"I know I did. But it is gone." + +"Thee must have moved it. Perhaps it is in thy private drawer?" + +Mr. Ashley shook his head: he was deep in consideration. "I have not +touched it since I placed it there," he presently said. "Unless--surely +I cannot have torn it up by mistake?" + +He and Samuel Lynn both stooped over the waste-paper basket. They could +detect nothing of the sort amidst its contents. Mr. Ashley was +nonplussed. "This is a curious thing, Samuel," said he. "No one was in +the room during my absence except William Halliburton." + +"He would not meddle with thy desk," observed the Quaker. + +"No: nor suffer any one else to meddle with it. I should like to see +William. He may possibly throw some light upon the subject. The cheque +could not vanish into thin air." + +Samuel Lynn went down to James Meeking's, whom he disturbed at supper. +He bade him watch at the entrance-gate for the return of William from +the post-office, and request him to walk into the manufactory. William +was not very long in making his appearance. He received the +message--that the master and Mr. Lynn wanted him--and in he went with +alacrity, having jumped to the conclusion that some conference was about +to be held touching the French journey. + +Considerably surprised was he to learn what the matter really was. He +quite laughed at the idea of the cheque's being gone, and believed that +Mr. Ashley must have torn it up. Very minutely went he over the contents +of the paper-basket. Its relics were not there. + +"It's like magic!" exclaimed William. "No one entered the +counting-house; not even Mr. Lynn or Cyril Dare." + +"Cyril Dare was with me," said the Quaker. "Verily it seems to savour of +the marvellous." + +It certainly did; and no conclusion could be come to. Neither could +anything be done that night. + +It was late when William reached home--a quarter past ten. Frank was +sitting over the fire, waiting for him. Gar had gone to bed tired; Mrs. +Halliburton with headache; Dobbs, because there was nothing more to do. + +"How late you are!" was Frank's salutation; "just because I want to have +a talk with you." + +"Upon the old theme," said William, with a smile. "Oxford or Cambridge?" + +"I say, William, if you are going to throw cold water upon it----But it +won't put a damper upon me," broke off Frank, gaily. + +"I would rather throw hot water on it than cold, Frank." + +"Look here, William. I am growing up to be a man, and I can't bear the +idea of living longer upon my mother. At my age I ought to be helping +her. I am no nearer the University than I was years ago; and if I cannot +get there, all my labour and my learning will be thrown away." + +"Not thrown away," said William. + +"Thrown away as far as my views are concerned. I must go to the Bar, or +go to nothing--_aut Cæsar, aut nullus_. To the University I _will_ go; +and I see nothing for it but to do so as a servitor. I shan't care a fig +for the ridicule of those who get there by a golden road. There's Lacon +going to Christchurch at Easter, a gentleman commoner; Parr goes to +Cambridge, to old Trinity." + +"They are the sons of rich men." + +"I am not envying them. We have not faced the difficulties of our +position so long, and made the best of them, for me to begin envying +others now. Wall's nephew goes up at Easter----" + +"Oh, does he?" interrupted William. "I thought he could not manage it." + +"Nor can he manage it in that sense. His father has too large a family +to help him, and there's no chance of the exhibition. It is promised, +Keating has announced. The exhibitions in Helstonleigh College don't go +by right." + +"Right or merit, do you mean, Frank?" + +"I suppose I mean merit; but the one implies the other. They go by +neither." + +"Or you think that Frank Halliburton would have had it?" + +"At any rate, he has not got it. Neither has Wall. Therefore, we have +made up our minds, he and I, to go to Oxford as servitors." + +"All right! Success to you both!" + +Frank fell into a reverie. The friend of whom he spoke, Wall, was nephew +of the under-master of the college school. "Of course I never expected +to get to college in any other way," continued Frank, taking up the +tongs and balancing them on his fingers. "If an exhibition did at odd +moments cross my hopes, I would not dwell upon it. There are fellows in +the school richer and greater than I. However, the exhibition is _gone_, +and there's an end of it. The question now is--if I do go as a servitor, +can my mother find the little additional expense necessary to keep me +there?" + +"Yes, I am sure she can: and will," replied William. + +"There'll be the expenses of travelling, and sundry other little +things," went on Frank. "Wall says it will cost each of us about fifteen +pounds a year. We have dinner and supper free. Of course, I should +never think of tea, and for breakfast I would take milk and plain bread. +There'd be living at home between terms--unless I found something to +do--and my clothes." + +"It can be managed. Frank, you'll drop those tongs." + +"What we shall have to do as servitors neither I nor Wall can precisely +tell," continued Frank, paying no attention to the warning. "Wall says, +brushing clothes, and setting tables for meals, and waiting on the other +students at dinner, will be amongst the refreshing exercises. However it +may be, my mind is made up _to do_. If they put me to black shoes, I +shall only sing over it, and sit down to my studies with a better will +when the shoes have come to an end." + +William smiled. "Blacking shoes will be no new employment to you, +Frank." + +"No. And if ever I catch myself coveting the ease and dignity of the +lordly hats, I shall just cast my thoughts back again to our early +privations; to what my mother struggled through for us; and that will +bring me down again. We owe all to her; and I hope she will owe +something to us in the shape of comforts before she dies," warmly added +Frank, the tears rising to his eyes. + +"It is what I have hoped for years," replied William, in a low tone. "It +is coming, Frank." + +"Well, I think I do now see one step before me. You remember papa's +dream, William?" + +William simply bowed his head. + +"Lately I have not even seen that step. Between ourselves, I was losing +some of my hopefulness; and you know that is what I never lost, whatever +the rest of you may have done." + +"We none of us lost hope, Frank. It was hope that enabled us to bear on. +You were over-sanguine." + +"It comes to the same thing. The step I see before me now is to go to +Oxford as a servitor. To St. John's if I can, for I should like to be +with Wall. He is a good, plodding fellow, though I don't know that he is +over-burthened with brains." + +"Not with the quick brains of Frank Halliburton." + +Frank laughed. "You know Perry, the minor canon? He also went to St. +John's as a servitor. I shall get him to tell me----" + +Frank stopped. The tongs had gone down with a clatter. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +MRS. DARE'S GOVERNESS. + + +"There's such a row at our place!" suddenly announced Cyril Dare, at the +Pomeranian Knoll dinner-table, one Monday evening. + +"What about?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"Some money's missing. At least, a cheque; which amounts to the same +thing." + +"Not quite the same," dissented Mr. Dare. "Unless it has been cashed." + +"I mean the same as regards noise," continued Cyril. "There's as much +fuss being made over it as if it had been fourteen pounds' weight of +solid gold. It was a cheque of Dunns'; and the master put it into his +desk, or says he did so. When he came to look for it, it was gone." + +"Who took it?" inquired Mr. Dare. + +"Who's to know? That's what we want to find out." + +"What was the amount?" + +"Fourteen pounds, I say. A paltry sum. Ashley makes a boast, and says +it's not the amount that bothers him, but the feeling that we must have +some one false near us." + +"Don't speak so slightingly of money," rebuked Mr. Dare. "Fourteen +pounds are not so easily picked up that it should be pleasant to lose +them." + +"I'm sure I don't want to speak slightingly of money," returned Cyril, +rebelliously. "You keep me too short, sir, for me not to know the full +value of it. But fourteen pounds cannot be much of a loss to Mr. +Ashley." + +"If I keep you short, you have forced me to it by your +extravagances--you and the rest of you," responded Mr. Dare, in short, +emphatic tones. + +An unpleasant pause ensued. When the father of a family intimates that +his income is diminishing, it is not a welcome announcement. The young +Dares had been obliged to hear it often lately. Adelaide broke the +silence. + +"How was the cheque taken?" + +"It was a cheque brought by Dunns' people on Saturday night, in exchange +for money, and the master placed it in his open desk in the +counting-house," explained Cyril. "He went into Lynn's room to watch the +packing, and was away an hour. When he returned, the cheque was gone." + +"Who was in the counting-house?" + +"Not a soul except Halliburton. He was there all the time." + +"And no one else went in?" cried Mr. Dare. + +"No one," replied Cyril, sending up his plate for more meat. + +"Why, then, it would look as if Halliburton took it?" exclaimed Mr. +Dare. + +Cyril raised his eyebrows. "No one would venture to suggest as much in +the hearing of the manufactory. It appears to be impressed with the +opinion that Halliburton, like kings, can do no wrong." + +"Mr. Ashley is so?" + +"Mr. Ashley, and downwards." + +"But, Cyril, if the facts are as you state, Halliburton must have been +the one to take it," objected Mr. Dare. "Possibly the cheque may have +been only mislaid?" + +"The counting-house underwent a thorough search this morning, and every +corner of the master's desk was turned out, but nothing came of it. +Halliburton appears to be in a world of surprise as to where it can have +gone; but he does not seem to glance at the fact that suspicion may +attach to him." + +"Of course Mr. Ashley intends to investigate it officially?" said Mr. +Dare. + +"He does not say," replied Cyril. "He had the two packers before him +this morning separately, inquiring if they saw any one pass through the +room to the counting-house on Saturday night. He also questioned me. We +had none of us seen anything of the sort." + +"Where were you at the time, Cyril?" eagerly questioned Mr. Dare. + +Knowing what we know, it may seem a pointed question. It was not, +however, so spoken. Mr. Dare would probably have suspected the whole +manufactory before casting suspicion upon his son. The thought that +really crossed his mind was, that if his son _had_ happened to be in the +way and had seen the thief, whoever he might be, steal into the +counting-house, so that through him he might be discovered, it would +have been a feather in Cyril's cap in the sight of Mr. Ashley. And to +find favour with Mr. Ashley Mr. Dare considered ought to be the ruling +aim of Cyril's life. + +"I was away from it all, as it happened," said Cyril, in reply to the +question. "Old Lynn nailed me on Saturday to help to pay the men. While +the cheque was disappearing, I was at the delightful employment of +counting coppers." + +"Did one of the packers get in?" + +"Impossible. They were under Mr. Ashley's eye the whole time." + +"Look here, Cyril," interrupted Mrs. Dare, the first word she had +spoken: "is it sure that that yea-and-nay Simon of a Quaker has not +helped himself to it?" + +Cyril burst into a laugh. "He is not a Simon in the manufactory, I can +tell you, ma'am. He is too much of a martinet." + +"Will Mr. Ashley be at the manufactory this evening, Cyril?" questioned +Mr. Dare. + +"You may as well ask me whether the moon will shine," was the response +of Cyril. "Mr. Ashley comes sometimes in an evening; but we never know +whether he will or not, beforehand." + +"Because he may be glad of legal assistance," remarked Mr. Dare, who +rarely failed to turn an eye to business. + +You may remember the party that formerly sat round Mr. Dare's +dinner-table on that day, some years ago, when Herbert was pleased to +fancy that he fared badly, not appreciating the excellences of lamb. Two +of that party were now absent from it--Julia Dare and Miss Benyon. Julia +had married, and had left England with her husband; and Miss Benyon had +been discarded for a more fashionable governess. + +This fashionable governess now sat at the table. She was called +Mademoiselle Varsini. You must not mistake her for a French woman; she +was an Italian. She had been a great deal in France, and spoke the +language as a native--indeed, it was more easy to her now than her +childhood's tongue; and French was the language she was required to +converse in with her pupils, Rosa and Minny Dare. English also she spoke +fluently, but with a foreign accent. + +She was peculiar looking. Her complexion was of pale olive, and her eyes +were light blue. It is not often that light blue eyes are seen in +conjunction with so dark a skin. Strange eyes they were--eyes that +glistened as if they were made of glass; they had at times a hard, +glazed appearance. Her black hair was drawn from her face and twisted +into innumerable rolls at the back of her head. It was smooth and +beautiful, as if a silken rope had been coiled there. Her lips were thin +and compressed in a remarkable degree, which may have been supposed to +indicate firmness of character. Tall, and full across the bust for her +years, her figure would have been called a fine one. She wore a +closely-fitting dress of some soft, dark material, with small +embroidered cuffs and collar. + +What were her years? She said twenty-five: but she might be taken for +either older or younger. It is difficult to guess with certainty the age +of an Italian woman. As a rule they look much older than English women; +and, when they do begin to show age, they show it rapidly. Mr. Dare had +never approved of the engagement of this foreign governess. Mrs. Dare +had picked her up from an advertisement, and had persisted in engaging +her, in spite of the written references being in French and that she +could only read one word in ten of them. Mr. Dare's scruples were solely +pecuniary. The salary was to be fifty pounds a year; exactly double the +amount paid to Miss Benyon; and he had great expenses on him now. "What +did the girls want with a fashionable foreign governess?" he asked. But +he made no impression upon Mrs. Dare. The lady was engaged, and arrived +in Helstonleigh: and Mr. Dare had declared, from that hour to this, that +he could not make her out. He professed to be a great reader of the +human face, and of human character. + +"Has there been any attempt made to cash the cheque?" resumed Mr. Dare +to Cyril. + +"Ashley said nothing about that," replied Cyril. "It was lost after +banking hours on Saturday night; therefore he would be sure to stop it +at the bank before Monday morning. It is Ashley's loss; Dunns, of +course, have nothing to do with it." + +"It would be no difficult matter to change it in the town," remarked +Anthony Dare. "Anyone would cash a cheque of Dunns': it is as good as a +banknote." + +Cyril lifted his shoulders. "The fellow had better not be caught at it, +though." + +"What would be the punishment in Angleterre for such a crime?" spoke up +the governess. + +"Transportation for a longer or a shorter period," replied Mr. Dare. + +"What you would phrase _aux galères_ mademoiselle," struck in Herbert. + +"Ah, ça!" responded mademoiselle. + +As they called her "mademoiselle" we must do the same. There had been a +discussion as to what she was to be called when she first came. _Miss_ +Varsini was not grand enough. Signora Varsini was not deemed familiar +enough for daily use. Therefore "mademoiselle" was decided upon. It +appeared to be all one to mademoiselle herself. She had been accustomed, +she said, to be called mademoiselle in France. + +Mr. Dare hurried over his dinner and his wine, and rose. He was going to +find out Mr. Ashley. He was in hopes some professional business might +arise to him in the investigation of the loss spoken of by Cyril. He was +not a particularly covetous man, and had never been considered grasping, +especially in business; but circumstances were rendering him so now. His +general expenses were enormous--his sons contrived that their own +expenses should be enormous; and Mr. Dare sometimes did not know which +way to turn to meet them. Anthony drained him--it was Mr. Dare's own +expression; Herbert drained him; Cyril wanted to drain him; George was +working on for it. Small odds and ends arising in a lawyer's practice, +that years ago Mr. Dare would scarcely have cared to trouble himself to +undertake, were eagerly sought for by him now. He must work to live. It +was not that his practice was a bad one; it was an excellent practice; +but, do as Mr. Dare would, his expenses outran it. + +He bent his steps to the manufactory. Had Mr. Ashley not been there, Mr. +Dare would have gone on to his house. But Mr. Ashley was there. They +were shut into the private room, and Mr. Ashley gave the particulars of +the loss, more in detail than Cyril had given them. + +"There is only one opinion to be formed," observed Mr. Dare. "Young +Halliburton was the thief. The cheque could not go of itself; and no one +else appears to have been near it." + +In urging the case against William, Mr. Dare was influenced by no covert +motive. He drew his inferences from the circumstances related to him, +and spoke in accordance with them. The resentment he had once felt +against the Halliburtons for coming to Helstonleigh (though the +resentment was on Mrs. Dare's part rather than on his) had long since +died away. They did not cross his path or he theirs; they did not +presume upon the relationship; had not, so far as Mr. Dare knew, made it +known abroad; therefore they were quite welcome to be in Helstonleigh +for Mr. Dare. To do Mr. Dare justice, he was rather kindly disposed +towards his fellow-creatures, unless self-interest carried him the other +way. Cyril often amused himself at home by abusing William Halliburton: +they were tolerable friends and companions when together, but Cyril +could not overcome his feeling of dislike; a feeling to which jealousy +was now added, for William found more favour with Mr. Ashley than he +did. Cyril gave vent to his anger in explosions at home, and William was +not spared in them: but Mr. Dare had learnt what his son's prejudices +were worth. + +"It must have been Halliburton," repeated Mr. Dare. + +"No," replied Mr. Ashley. "There are four persons, of all those who were +in my manufactory on Saturday night, for whom I will answer as +confidently as I would for myself. James Meeking and George Dance are +two. I believe them both to be honest as the day; and if additional +confirmation that it was not they were necessary, neither of them +stirred from beneath my own eye during the possible time of the loss. +The other two are Samuel Lynn and William Halliburton. Samuel Lynn is +above suspicion; and I have watched William grow up from boyhood--always +upright, truthful and honourable; but more truthful, more honourable, +year by year, as the years have passed." + +"I dare say he is," acquiesced Mr. Dare. "Indeed, I like his look +myself. There's something unusually frank about it. Of course you will +have it officially investigated? I came down to offer you my services in +the matter." + +"You are very good," was the reply of Mr. Ashley. "Before entering +farther into the affair, I must be fully convinced that the cheque's +disappearance was not caused by myself. I----" + +"By yourself?" interrupted Mr. Dare, in surprise. + +"I do not _think_ it was, mind; but there is a chance of it. I remember +tearing up a paper or two after I received the cheque, and putting the +pieces, as I believe, into the waste-paper basket. But I won't answer +for it that I did not put them into the fire instead, as I passed it on +my way to Mr. Lynn's room to call over the parcels bill." + +"But you would not tear up the cheque?" cried Mr. Dare. + +"Certainly not, intentionally. If I did it through carelessness, all I +can say is, I have been _very_ careless. No; I shall not stir in this +matter for a day or two." + +"But why wait?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"If the cheque was stolen, it was probably changed somewhere in the town +that same night; and this will soon be known. I shall wait." + + +Mr. Dare could not bring Mr. Ashley to a more business-like frame of +mind. He left the manufactory, and went straight to the police-station, +there to hold an interview with Mr. Sergeant Delves, a popular officer, +with whom Mr. Dare had had dealings before. He stated the case to him, +and desired Mr. Delves to ferret out what he could. + +"Privately, you know, Delves," said he, winking at the sergeant, whom he +held by the shoulder. "There's no doubt, in my opinion, that the cheque +was changed that same night--probably at a public-house. Go to work _sub +rosâ_--you understand; and any information you may obtain bring quietly +to me. Don't take it to Mr. Ashley." + +"I understand," replied Sergeant Delves, a portly man with a padded +breast and a red face, who, in his official costume, always looked as if +he were choking. "I'll see to it." + +And he did so; and very effectively. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +TAKING AN ITALIAN LESSON. + + +But the evening is not yet over at Pomeranian Knoll. + +The dinner-table had broken up. Anthony Dare left the house soon after +his father. Mrs. Dare turned to the fire for her after-dinner nap: the +young ladies, Adelaide excepted, proceeded to the drawing-room. Adelaide +Dare was thinner than formerly; and there was a worn, restless look upon +her face, that told of care or of disappointment. She remained in her +seat at the dessert-table, and, fencing herself round with a newspaper, +lest Mrs. Dare's eyes should open, took a letter from her pocket and +spread it on the table. + +Viscount Hawkesley had never come forward to make her the Viscountess; +but he had not given up his visits to Pomeranian Knoll, and Adelaide had +never ceased hoping. It was one of his letters that she was poring over +now. Two or three years ago she might have married well. A clergyman had +desired to make her his wife. Adelaide declined. She had possibly her +own private reasons for believing in the good faith of Lord Hawkesley. +Adelaide Dare was not the first who has thrown away the substance to +grasp the shadow. + +Mademoiselle Varsini, on leaving the dinner-table, had gone up to the +school-room. There she stirred the fire into a blaze, sat down in a +chair, and bent her head in what seemed to be an attitude of listening. + +She did not listen in vain. Soon, stealthy footsteps were heard +ascending the stairs, and a streak of vermilion flashed into her olive +cheek, and she pressed her hand upon her bosom, as if to still its +beating. "_Que je suis bête!_" she murmured. French was far more +familiar to her than her native tongue. + +The footsteps proved to be those of Herbert Dare. A tall, handsome man +now, better-looking than Anthony. He, Herbert, would have been very +handsome indeed, but that his features were spoiled by the free +expression they had worn in his youth--free as that which characterised +the face of Mr. Dare. He was coming in to pay a visit to the governess. +He paid her a good many visits: possibly thought it polite to do so. +Some gentlemen are polite, and some are the contrary; some take every +opportunity of improving their minds; some don't care whether they +improve them or not. Herbert Dare we should place amidst the former: a +thirst for foreign languages must, undoubtedly, be reckoned one of the +desires for improvement. Minny Dare had one evening broken in upon a +visit her brother was paying to mademoiselle, and she (very +impertinently, it must be owned) inquired what he was doing there. +"Taking an Italian lesson," Herbert answered, and he did not want Minny +to bother him over it. Minny made a wry face at the books spread out +between Herbert and mademoiselle, seated opposite each other at either +end of the table, and withdrew with all speed lest the governess should +press her to share in it. Minny did not like Italian lessons as much as +Herbert appeared to do. + +He came in with quiet footsteps, and the first thing he did was to--lock +the door. The action may have been intended as a quiet reproof to Miss +Minny: if so, it is a pity she was not there to profit by it. + +"Have they asked for me in the salon?" began the governess. + +"Not they," replied Herbert. "They are too much occupied with their own +concerns." + +"Herbert, why were you not here on Saturday night?" she asked. + +"On Saturday night? Oh--I remember. I had to go out to keep an +engagement." + +"You might have spoken to me first, then," she answered resentfully. +"Just one little word. I did come up here, and I waited--I waited! After +the tea I came up, and I waited again. Ah! quelle patience!" + +"Waited to give me my Italian lesson?" + +Herbert Dare spoke in a voice of laughing raillery. The Italian girl did +not seem inclined to laugh. She stood on one side the fire, and its +blaze--it was the only light in the room--flickered on her compressed +lips. More compressed than ever were they to-night. + +"Now, what's the use of turning cross, Bianca?" continued Herbert, still +laughing. "You are as exacting as if I paid you a guinea a lesson, and +went upon a system of 'no lesson, no pay.' If----" + +"Bah!" interrupted mademoiselle angrily: and it certainly was not +respectful of Herbert, as pupil, to call her by her Christian name--if +it was that which angered her. "I am getting nearly tired of it all." + +"Tired of me! You might have a worse pupil----" + + +"Will you be quiet, then!" cried she, stamping her foot. "I am not +inclined for folly to-night. You shall not say again you are coming +here, if you don't come, mind, as you did on Saturday night." + +"Well, I had an engagement, and I went straight off from the +dinner-table to keep it," answered Herbert, becoming serious. "Upon my +word of honour it was not my fault, Bianca; it was a business +engagement. I had not time to come here before I went." + +"Then you might have come when you returned," she said. + +"Scarcely," replied he. "I was not home till two in the morning." + +Bianca Varsini lifted her strange eyes to his. "Why tell me that?" she +asked, her voice changing to one of mournful complaint. "I know you went +out from dinner--I watched you out; and I saw you when you went out +again. It was past ten. I saw you with my own eyes." + +"You must have good eyes, Bianca. I went out from the dinner-table----" + +"Not then--not then; I speak not of then," she vehemently interrupted. +"You might have come here before you went out the second time." + +"I declare I don't know what you mean," he said, staring at her. "I did +not come in until two in the morning. It was past two." + +"But I saw you," she persisted. "It was moonlight, and I saw you cross +the lawn from the dining-room window, and go out. I was at this window, +and I watched you go in the direction of the gate. It was long past +ten." + +"Bianca, you were dreaming! I was not near the house." + +Again she stamped her foot. "_Why_ you deceive me? Would I say I saw you +if I did not?" + +Herbert had once seen Bianca Varsini in a passion. He did not care to +see her in one again. When he said that he had not come near the house, +from the time of his leaving it on rising from dinner, until two in the +morning, he had spoken the strict truth. What the Italian girl was +driving at, he could not imagine: but he deemed it as well to drop the +subject. + +"You are a folle, Bianca, as you often call yourself," said he +jestingly, taking her hands. "You go into a temper for nothing. I'd get +rid of that haste, if I were you." + +"It was my mother's temper," she answered, drawing her hands away and +letting them fall by her side. "Do you know what she once did! She spit +in the face of the Archevêque of Paris!" + +"She was a lady!" cried Herbert ironically. "How was that?" + +"He offended her. He was passing her in procession at the _Fête Dieu_, +and he said something reproachful to her, and it put her in a temper, +and she spit at him! She could do worse than that if she liked! She +could have died for those who were kind to her; but let them offend +her--je les en fais mes compliments!" + +"I say, mademoiselle, who was your mother?" + +"Never you mind! She was on the stage; not what you English call good. +But she was good to me; and she wished me to be what she was not. When I +was twelve she put me into a convent. La maudite place!" + +Herbert laughed. He knew enough of French to understand the expression. + +"It was maudite to me. I must not dance; I must not sing; I must not +have my liberty to do the simplest thing on earth. I must be up in the +morning to prayers; and then at my lessons all day; and then at prayers +again. I did pray. I did pray to the Virgin to take me from it. I nearly +prayed my heart out--and she never heard me! I had been there a +year--figure to yourself, a year!--when my mother came to see me. She +had been back in Italy. 'Take me away,' I said to her, 'before I die!' +'No, Bianca mia,' she answered, 'I leave you here that you may not die; +that your life may be happier than mine is, for mine is the vraie +misère.' I not tell you in Italian, as she spoke, for you not understand +it," rapidly interrupted mademoiselle. "My mother, she continued to me: +'When you are instructed, you shall become a gouvernante in a family of +the noblesse; you shall consort with the princes without shame; and +perhaps you will make a good parti in marriage. Though you have no +fortune, you will be accomplished; you will have the manière and the +tournure; you will be belle.' Do you think me belle?" she abruptly broke +off again. + +"Enchanting!" answered Herbert. "Have I not told you so five hundred +times?" + +She stole a glance at the little old-fashioned oval glass which hung +over the mantel-piece, and then went on. + +"My mother would not take me out. Though I lay on the flagstones of the +visitors' parlour, though I wept for it, she would not take me out. 'It +is for your good, Bianca mia,' she said. And I remained there seven +years. Seven years! Do you figure it?" + +"But I suppose you grew reconciled?" + +"We grow reconciled to the worst in time," she answered, dreamily gazing +into the fire with her strange eyes. "I pressed down my despair into +myself at first, and I looked out for the opportunity to run away. We +were as closely kept as the nuns in their cells, in their barred rooms, +in their grated chapel; but, sooner than not have had my will and get +away, I would have set the place on fire!" + +"I say, mademoiselle, don't you talk treason!" cried Herbert, laughing. + +"Do you think I would not?" she answered, turning to him, a gleaming +look in her eyes. "But I had to wait for the opportunity to escape; and, +while I waited, news came that my mother had died. She caught cold one +night when she was in her evening robe, and it settled in her throat, +and formed a dépôt, and she died. And so it was all over with my escape! +My mother gone, I had nowhere to fly to. And I stopped in that enfer +seven years." + +"You are complimentary to convents, Bianca. Maudite in one breath, enfer +in another!" + +"They are all that, and worse!" intemperately responded the Italian +girl. "They are--mais n'importe; c'est fini pour moi. I had to beat down +my heart then, and stop in one. Ah! I know not how I did it. I look back +and wonder. Seven years!" + +"But who paid for you all that time?" + +"My mother was not poor. She had enough for that. She made the +arrangements with a priest when she was dying, and paid the money to +him. The convent educated me, and dressed me, and made me hard. Their +cold rules beat down my rebellious heart; beat it down to hardness. I +should not have been so hard but for that convent!" + +"Oh, you are hard, then?" was the remark of Herbert Dare. + +"I can be!" nodded Mademoiselle Varsini. "Better not cross _me_!" + +"And how did you get out of the convent?" + +"When I was nineteen, they sent me out into a situation, to teach music +and my own language, and French and English. They taught well in the +convent: I could speak English then as readily as I speak it now: and +they gave me a box of clothes and four five-franc pieces, saying that +was the last of my mother's effects. What cared I? Had they turned me +out penniless, I should have jumped to go. I served in that first +situation two years. It was easy, and it was good pay." + +"French people?" + +"But certainly: Parisians. It was not more than one mile from the +convent. There was but one little pupil." + +"Why did you leave?" + +"I was put into a passion one day, and madame said after that she was +frightened to keep me. Ah! I have had adventures, I can tell you. In the +next place I did not stay three months; the ennui came to me, and I left +it for another that I found; and the other one I liked--I had my +liberty. I should have stayed in that, but one came and turned me out of +it." + +"A fresh governess?" + +"No; a man. A hideous. He was madame's brother, and he was wrinkled and +yellow, and his long skinny fingers were like claws. He wanted me to +marry him; he said he was rich. Sell myself to that monster? +No!--continue a governess, rather. One evening madame and my two pupils +had gone to the Odéon, and he came to the little étude where I sat. He +locked the door, and said he would not unlock it till I gave him a +promise to be his wife. I stormed, and I stormed: he tried to take my +hand, the imbécile! He laughed at me, and said I was caged----" + +"Why did you not ring the bell?" interrupted Herbert. + +"Bon! Do we have bells in every room in the old Parisian houses? I would +have pulled open the window, but he stood against the fastening, +laughing still; so I dashed my hand through a pane, and the glass +clattered down to the court below, and the servants came out to look up. +'I cannot undo the étude door,' I called to them; 'come and break it +open!' So that hideous undid it then, and the servants got some water +and bathed my hand. 'But why need the signora have put her hand through +the glass? Why not have opened the window?' said one. 'What is that to +you?' I said. 'You will not have to pay for it. Bind my hand up.' They +wrapped it in a handkerchief, and I put on my bonnet and cloak, and went +out. Madeleine--she was the cook, and a good old soul--saw me. 'But +where is the signorina going so late as this?' she asked. 'Where should +I be going, but to the pharmacien's?' I answered; and I went my way." + +"We say chemist's in England," observed Herbert. "Did he find your hand +much damaged?" + +"I did not go there. Think you I made attention to my hand? I went to +the--what you call it?--cutler's shops, through the Rue Montmartre, and +I bought a two-edged stiletto. It was that long"--pointing from her +wrist to the end of her finger--"besides the handle. I showed it to that +hideous the next day. 'You come to the room where I sit again,' I said +to him, 'and you will see.' He told madame his sister, and she said I +must leave." + +Herbert Dare looked at her--at her pale face, which had gone white in +the telling, her glistening, stony eyes, her drawn lips. "You would not +have dared to use the stiletto, though!" he cried, in some wonder. + +"I not dare! You do not know me. When I am roused, there's not a thing I +would not dare to do. I am not ruffled at trifles: things that excite +others do not trouble me. 'Bah! What matter trifles?' I say. My mother +always told me to let the evil spirit lie torpid within me, or I should +not die in my bed." + +"I say," cried Herbert, half mockingly, "what religion do you call +yourself?" + +She took the question literally. "I am a Catholic or Protestant as is +agreeable to my places," was the very candid answer. "I am not a +dévote--a saint. Where's the use of it?" + +"That is why you generally have those violent headaches on Sunday," said +Herbert Dare, laughing. "You ought----" + +There was an interruption. Rosa Dare's footsteps were heard on the +stairs, and they halted at the door. + +"Mademoiselle!" she called out. + +Mademoiselle did not answer. Herbert Dare flung his handkerchief over +the handle of the door in a manner that hid the key-hole. Rosa Dare +tried the door, found it fastened, and went off grumbling. + +"It's my belief mademoiselle locks herself in there to get a nap after +dinner, as mamma does in the dining-room!" + +She was heard to enter the drawing-room and slam the door. Herbert +softly opened that of the school-room, and went down after his sister. + +"I say, Herbert," cried Rosa, when he entered, "have you seen anything +of mademoiselle?" + +"I!" responded Herbert. "Do you think I keep mademoiselle in my pocket?" + + +"She goes and locks herself up in the school-room after dinner, and I +can't think what she does there, or what she can be at," retorted Rosa. + +"At her devotions, perhaps," suggested Herbert. + +The words did not please Mrs. Dare, who had then joined the circle. +"Herbert, I will not have Mademoiselle Varsini ridiculed," she said +quite sternly. "She is a most efficient instructress for Rosa and Minny, +and we must be careful not to give her offence, or she might leave." + +"I'm sure I have heard of foreign women telling their beads till +cock-crowing," persisted Herbert. + +"Those are Roman Catholics. A Protestant, as is Mademoiselle +Varsini----" + +Mrs. Dare's angry words were cut short by the appearance of Mademoiselle +Varsini herself. She, the governess, turned to Rosa. "What did you want +just now when you came to the school-room door?" + +"I wanted you here to show me that filet stitch," answered Rosa, slight +impertinence peeping out in her tone. "And I don't see why you should +not answer when I knock, mademoiselle." + +"It may not always suit me to answer," was the calm reply of the +governess. "My time is my own after dinner; and Madame Dare will agree +with me that a governess should hold full control over her school-room." + +"You are perfectly right, mademoiselle," acquiesced Mrs. Dare. + +Mademoiselle went to the piano and dashed off a symphony. She was a +brilliant player. Herbert, looking at his watch, and finding it later +than he thought, hurried from the house. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +A VISION IN HONEY FAIR. + + +The surmise that the missing cheque had been changed into good money on +the Saturday night, proved to be correct. White, the butcher at the +corner of the shambles, had given change for it, and locked up the +cheque in the cash-box. Had he paid it into the bank on Monday, he would +have found what it was worth. But he did not do so. Mr. White was a fat +man with a good-humoured countenance and black hair. Sergeant Delves +proceeded to his house some time on the Tuesday. + +"I hear you cashed a cheque of the Messrs. Dunn on Saturday night," +began he. "Who brought it to you?" + +"Ah, what about that cheque?" returned the butcher. "One of your men has +been in here, asking a lot of questions." + +"A good deal about it," said the sergeant. "It was stolen from Mr. +Ashley." + +"Stolen from Mr. Ashley!" echoed the butcher, staring at Sergeant +Delves. + +"Stolen out of his desk. And you stand a nice chance, White, of losing +the money. You should be more cautious. Who was it brought it here?" + +"A gentleman. A respectable man, at any rate. Who says it's stolen?" + +"I do," replied the sergeant, sitting himself down on the +meat-block--rather a damp seat from its just having been washed with hot +water. Delves liked to make himself familiar with his old friends in +Helstonleigh in a patronising manner; it was only lately he had been +promoted to sergeant. "Now! let's have the particulars, White." + +"I had just shut up my shop, all but the door, when in come a gentleman +in a cloak and cap. 'Could you oblige the Messrs. Dunn with change for a +cheque, Mr. White?' says he, handing a cheque to me. 'Yes, sir,' said I, +'I can; very happy to oblige 'em. Would you like it in gold?' Well, he +said he would like it in gold, and I gave it to him. 'Thank ye,' said +he; 'I'd have got it nearer if I could, for I'm troubled to death with +tooth-ache; but people are shut up:' and I noticed that he had kept his +white handkerchief up to his mouth and nose. He went out with the gold, +and I put up the cheque. And that's all I know about it, Delves." + +"Don't you know who it was?" + +"No, I don't. He had a cap on, with the ears coming down his cheeks; +and, what with that, and the peak over his eyes, and the white +handkerchief held up to his nose, I didn't so much as get a sight of his +face. The shop was pretty near dark, too, for the gas was out. There was +only a candle at the pay window." + +"If a man came in disguised like that, asking to have a cheque changed +into gold, it might have occurred to some tradesmen there'd be something +wrong about it," cried the sergeant. + +"I didn't know he was disguised," objected the butcher. "I saw it was a +good cheque of the Messrs. Dunn, and I never gave a thought to anything +else. I've had their cheques before to-day. Mr. William Dunn has dealt +here this twenty year. But now that it's put into my head, I begin to +think he _was_ disguised," continued the butcher. "His voice was odd, +thick and low, and he spoke as if he had plums in his mouth." + +"Should you know him again?" + +"Ay. That is if he came in dressed as he was then. I'd know the cloak +out of a hundred. It was one of them old-fashioned plaid rockelows." + +"Roquelaures," corrected the sergeant. + +"Something of that. The collar was lined with red, with a little edge of +fur on it. There's a few such shaped cloaks in the town now, made of +blue serge or cloth." + +"What time was it?" asked the sergeant. + +"Just eleven. I was shutting up." + +Sergeant Delves took possession of the cheque and proceeded to the +office of Mr. Dare. A long conference ensued, and then they went out +together towards Mr. Ashley's manufactory. On the road they happened to +meet Cyril, and Mr. Dare drew him aside. + +"Do you happen to know any one who wears an old-fashioned plaid cloak?" +he asked. + +"Halliburton wears one," replied Cyril: "the greatest object of a thing +you ever saw. I say," continued Cyril, "what's old Delves doing with +you?" + +"Not much," carelessly said Mr. Dare. "He has been looking after a +little private business for me." + +"Oh, is that all?" and Cyril, feeling reassured, tore off on the errand +he was bound for. For reasons best known to himself, it would not have +pleased him that Sergeant Delves should be pressed into the affair of +the cheque. At least, Cyril would have preferred that the matter should +be allowed to rest. + +He executed his commission, one that he had been charged with by Samuel +Lynn, turned back, passed the manufactory, and took his way to Honey +Fair on a little matter of his own. It was only the purchase of a +dog--not to make a mystery of it. A dog that had taken Cyril's fancy, +and for which he and the owner had not yet been able to come to terms. +So he was going up again to try his powers of persuasion. + +As he walked rapidly through Honey Fair, he saw a little bit of by-play +on the opposite side. A young woman in a tattered gown, and a dirty +bonnet drawn over her face, was walking along as rapidly as he. Her bent +head, her humble attitude, her shrinking air, her haste to get out of +sight of others, all betrayed that she, from some cause or other, was +not in good odour with the world around. That she felt herself under a +cloud, was only too apparent: it was a cloud of humiliation, for which +she had only herself to thank. The women who met her hurried past with a +toss of the head and then stood to peep after her as she disappeared in +the distance. + +_She_ hurried--hurried past them--glad, it seemed, to be away from their +stern looks and condemning eyes. Had you seen her, you would never have +recognised her. In the dim eye, darker than of yore, the white cheek, +the wasted form, no likeness remained of the once-blooming Caroline +Mason. + +Just as she passed opposite to Cyril, Eliza Tyrrett came out of a house +and met her; and Eliza, picking up her skirts, lest they should become +contaminated, swept past with a sidelong glance of reproach and a +scornful gesture. Caroline's head only bent the lower as she glided away +from her old companion. + +It had been just as well that Charlotte East had not sent back that +bundle, years ago, to surprise Anthony Dare. It was years now since +Charlotte herself had come to the same conclusion. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE DUPLICATE CLOAKS. + + +Leaning back against the corner of the mantel-piece by the side of the +blazing fire in his private room, calmly surveying those ranged before +him, and listening to their tale with an impassive face, was Thomas +Ashley. Sergeant Delves and Mr. Dare were giving him the account of the +changing of the cheque, obtained from White the butcher. Samuel Lynn +stood near the master's desk, his brow knit in perplexity, his +countenance keen and anxious. The description of the cloak, tallying so +exactly with the one worn by William Halliburton, led Mr. Dare to the +conclusion, nay, to the positive conviction that the butcher's visitor +could have been no other than William. The sergeant held the same view; +but the sergeant adopted it with difficulty. + +"It's an odd thing for _him_ to turn thief," said he, reflectively. "I'd +have trusted that young fellow, sir, with untold gold," he added, to Mr. +Ashley. "Here's another proof how we may be deceived." + +"I told you," said Mr. Dare, turning to Mr. Ashley, "that it could be no +other than Halliburton." + +"Thee will permit me to say, friend Dare, that I do not agree with thy +deductions," interposed the Quaker, before Mr. Ashley could answer. + +"Why, what would you have?" returned Mr. Dare. "Nothing can be plainer. +Ask Sergeant Delves if he thinks further proof can be needed." + +"Many a man has been hanged upon less," was the oracular answer of +Sergeant Delves. + +"What part of my deductions do you object to?" inquired Mr. Dare of the +Quaker. + +"Thee art assuming--if I understand thee correctly--that there is no +other cloak in the city so similar to William's as to be mistaken for +it." + +"Just so." + +"Then, friend, I tell thee that there is." + +Mr. Dare opened his eyes. "Who wears it?" he asked. + +"That is another question," said Samuel Lynn. "I should be glad to find +out myself, for curiosity's sake." + +Then Mr. Lynn told the story of his having observed a man, whom he had +taken for William, walking at the back of his house, apparently waiting +for something. "I saw him on two evenings," he observed, "at some +considerable interval of time. The figure bore a perfect resemblance to +William Halliburton; the height, the cloak, the cap--all appeared to be +his. I taxed him with it. He denied it _in toto_, said he had not been +walking there at all, and I believed he was attempting, for the first +time since I have known him, to deceive me. I----" + +"Are you sure he was not?" put in Mr. Dare. + +"Thee should allow me to finish, friend. Last night I was home somewhat +earlier than usual--thee can recollect why," the Quaker added, looking +at Mr. Ashley. "I was up in my room, and I saw the same figure pacing +about in precisely the same manner. William's denial had staggered me, +otherwise I could have been ready to affirm that it was himself and no +other. The moon was not up; but it was a very light night, and I marked +every point in the cloak--it was as like William's as two peas are like +each other. What he could want, pacing at the back of my house and of +his, puzzled me much. I----" + + +"What time was this, Mr. Lynn?" interrupted the sergeant. + +"Past eight o'clock. Later than the hour at which I had seen him on the +two previous occasions. 'It is William Halliburton, of a surety,' I said +to myself; and I thought I would pounce upon him, and so convict him of +the falsehood he had told. I left my house by the front door, went down +the road, past the houses, and entered the gate admitting into the +field. I walked up quietly, keeping under the hedge as much as possible, +and approached William--as I deemed him to be. He was then standing +still, and gazing at the upper windows of my house. In spite of my +caution, he heard me, and turned round. Whether he knew me or not, I +cannot say; but he clipped the cloak around him with a hasty movement, +and made off right across the field. I would not be balked if I could +help it. I opened friend Jane Halliburton's back gate, and proceeded +through the garden and house to the parlour, which I entered without +ceremony. There sat William at his books." + +"Then it was not he, after all!" cried Mr. Dare, interested in the tale. + + +"Of a surety it was not he. I tell thee, friend, he was seated quietly +at his studies. 'Hast thee lent thy cloak to a friend to-night?' I asked +him. He looked surprised, and said he had not. But, to be convinced, I +requested to see his cloak, and he took me outside the door, and there +was the cloak hanging up in the passage, his cap beside it. That is why +I did not approve of thy deductions, friend Anthony Dare, in assuming +that the cloak, which the man had on who changed the cheque, must be +William Halliburton's," concluded Mr. Lynn. + +"You say the man looked like William when you were close to him?" +inquired Mr. Ashley, who thought the whole affair very curious, and now +broke silence for the first time. + +"Very much like him," answered Samuel Lynn. "But the resemblance may +have been only in the cloak and cap. The face was not discernible; by +accident or design, it was concealed. I think there need not be better +negative proof that it was not William who changed the cheque." + +Mr. Ashley smiled. "Without this evidence of Mr. Lynn's I could have +told you it was waste of time to cast suspicion on William Halliburton +to me," said he, addressing the sergeant and Mr. Dare. "Were you to come +here and accuse myself, it would make just as much impression upon me. +Wait an instant, gentlemen." + +He went to the door, opened it, and called William. The latter came in, +erect, courteous, noble--never suspecting the sergeant's business there +could have anything to do with him. + +"William," began his master, "who is it that wears a similar cloak to +yours, in the town?" + +"I am unable to say, sir," was William's ready reply. "Until last +night," and he turned to Samuel Lynn with a smile, "I should have said +there was not another like it. I suppose now there must be one." + +"If there is one, there may be more," remarked Mr. Ashley. "The fact is, +William, the cheque has been traced. It was changed at White's, the +butcher; and the person changing it wore a cloak, it seems, very much +like yours." + +"Indeed!" cried William, with animation. "Well, sir, of course there may +be many such cloaks in the town. All I can say is, I have not seen +them." + +"There can't be many," spoke up the sergeant, "if it be the +old-fashioned sort of thing described to me." + +William looked the sergeant full in the face with his open countenance, +his honest eyes. No guilt there. "Would you like to see my cloak?" he +asked. "It may be a guide, if you think the one worn resembled it." + +The sergeant nodded. "I was going to ask you to bring it in, if it was +here." + +William brought it in. "It is one of the bygones," said he laughing. "I +have some thoughts of forwarding it to the British Museum, as a specimen +of antiquity. Stay! I will put it on, that you may see its beauties the +better." + +He threw the cloak over his shoulders, and exhibited himself off, as he +had done once before in that counting-house for the benefit of Samuel +Lynn. "I think the British Museum will get it," he continued, in the +same joking spirit. "Not until winter's over, though. It is a good +friend on a cold night." + +Sergeant Delves' eyes were riveted on the cloak. "Where have I seen that +cloak?" he mused, in a dreamy tone. "Lately, too!" + +"You may have seen me in it," said William. + +The sergeant shook his head. He lifted one hand to his temples, and +proceeded to rub them gently, as if the process would assist his memory, +never once relaxing his gaze. + +"Did White say the changer of the cheque was a tall man?" asked Mr. +Ashley. + +"Yes," said Mr. Dare. "Whether he meant as tall as William Halliburton, +I cannot say. There are not--why, I should think there are not a hundred +men in the town who come up to that height," he added, looking at +William. + +"Yourself one of them," said William, turning to him with a smile. + +Mr. Dare shook his head, a regret for his past youth crossing his heart. +"Ay, once. I am beginning to grow downward now." + +Mr. Ashley was buried in reflection. There was a curious sound of +mystery about the tale altogether, to his ears. That there were many +thieves in Helstonleigh, he did not doubt--people who would appropriate +a cheque, or anything else that came in their way; but why the same +person--if it was the same--should pace the cold field at night, +watching Samuel Lynn's house, was inexplicable. "It may not be the +same," he observed aloud. "Shall you watch for the man again?" he asked +of Mr. Lynn. + +"I shall not give myself much trouble over it now," was the reply. +"While I was concerned to ascertain William's truthfulness----" + +"I scarcely think you need have doubted it, Mr. Lynn," interrupted +William. + +"True. I have never doubted thee yet. But it appeared to be thy word +against the sight of my own eyes. The master will understand----" + +A most extraordinary interruption came from Sergeant Delves. He threw up +his head with a start, and gave vent to a shrill, prolonged whistle. "It +looks dark!" cried he. + +"What didst thee say, friend Delves?" + +"I beg pardon, gentlemen," answered the sergeant. "I was not speaking to +any of you; I was following up the bent of mine own thoughts. It +suddenly flashed into my mind who it is that I have seen in one of these +cloaks." + +"And who is it?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"You must excuse me, sir, if I keep that to myself," was the answer. + +"As tall a man as William Halliburton?" + +The sergeant ran his eyes up and down William's figure. "A shade taller, +I should say, if anything." + +"And it struck me that the man who made off across the field was a shade +taller," observed Samuel Lynn. + +"Well, I can't make sense of it," resumed Mr. Dare, breaking a pause. +"Let us allow, if you like, that there are fifty such cloaks in the +town. Unless one, wearing such, had access to Mr. Ashley's +counting-house, to this very room that we are now in, how does the fact +of there being others remove the suspicion from William Halliburton?" + +Mr. Dare had not intended wilfully to cause him pain. He had forgotten +for the moment that William was a stranger to the doubt raised touching +himself. Amidst the deep silence that ensued, William looked from one to +the other. + +"Who suspects me?" he asked, surprise the only emotion in his tone. + +Sergeant Delves tapped him significantly on the shoulder. "Never you +trouble yourself, young sir. If what has come into my mind be right, it +isn't _you_ who are guilty." + +When he and Mr. Dare went out, Mr. Ashley followed them to the outer +gate. As they stood there talking, Frank Halliburton passed. "Look +here," thought the sergeant to himself, "there's not much doubt as to +the black sheep--I see that: but it's as well, to be on the sure side. +Young man," cried he aloud to Frank, in the authoritative, patronizing +manner which Sergeant Delves was fond of assuming when he could, "what +time did your brother William get home last Saturday night? I suppose +you know, if you were at home yourself." + +Frank looked at him rather haughtily. "_I_ know," he replied. "I have +yet to learn why you need know." + +"Tell him, Frank," said Mr. Ashley, with a smile. + +"It was a little after ten," said Frank. + +"Did he go out again?" asked the sergeant. + +"Out again at that time!" cried Frank. "No: he did not go out again. We +sat talking together ever so long, and then went up to bed." + +"Ah!" rejoined the sergeant. It was all he answered. And he wished Mr. +Ashley good day, and departed with Mr. Dare. + +"I am going to Oxford at Easter, Mr. Ashley," cried Frank with +animation. + +"I am pleased to hear it." + +"But only as a servitor. I don't mind," he added, throwing back his head +with pardonable pride. "Let me once get a start, and I hope to rise +above some who go there as gentlemen-commoners. I intend to make this my +circuit," he went on, half jokingly, half seriously. + +"You are ambitious, Frank. I heartily wish you success. There's nothing +like keeping a good heart." + +"Oh yes, success is not doubtful. I'll do battle with all the +obstructions in my course. Good afternoon, sir." + +William, curious and anxious, could make nothing of his books that night +at home. At length he threw up, put on the notable cloak, and went down +to the manufactory. He found Mr. Ashley there; and the counting-house +soon received an addition to its company in the person of Sergeant +Delves. He had come in search of William. Not being aware that William +was allowed the privilege of spending his evenings at home, he had +supposed the manufactory was the place to find him in. + + +"I want you down at White's," said the sergeant. "Put on your cloak, +will you be so good, Mr. Halliburton, and come with me?" + +"Do you suspect me?" was William's answer. + +"No, I don't," returned the sergeant. "I told you before, to-day, that I +did not. The fact is"--dropping his voice to a mysterious whisper--"I +want to do a little bit of private inquiry on my own account. I have a +clue to the party: and I should like to work it out." + +"If you have a sufficient clue, the party had better be arrested at +once," observed Mr. Ashley. + +"Ah, but it's not sufficient for that," nodded the sergeant. "No, Mr. +Ashley, sir; my strong advice to you is, keep quiet a bit." + +They started for the butcher's, William wearing his cloak and cap, and +Mr. Ashley accompanying them. Mr. Ashley possessed his own curiosity +upon various points; perhaps his own doubts. + +"It is strange who this man can be who walks at the back of your house," +observed Mr. Ashley to William, as they went along. "What can be his +motive for walking there, dressed like you?" + +"It is curious, sir." + +"I should suppose it can only arise from a desire that he should be +taken for you," continued Mr. Ashley. "But to what end? Why should he +walk there at all?" + +"Why, indeed!" responded William. + +"What coloured gloves are you wearing?" abruptly interrupted Sergeant +Delves. + +William took his hands from beneath his cloak, and held them out. They +were of the darkest possible colour, next to black; the shade called in +the glove trade "corbeau." "These are all I have in use at present," he +said. "They are nearly new." + +"Have you worn any light gloves lately? Tan or fawn?" + +"I scarcely ever wear tan gloves. I have not put on a pair for months." + +They arrived at the butcher's and entered. White was standing at his +block, chopping a bone in two. He lifted his head, and touched his hair +to Mr. Ashley. + +"Is this the gentleman who had the money of you for the cheque?" began +Sergeant Delves, without circumlocution. + +Mr. White put down his chopper, and took a survey of William. "It's like +the cloak and cap that the other wore," said he. + +Sergeants take up words quickly. "That the 'other' wore? Then you do not +think it was this one?" + +"No, I don't," decided the butcher. "The one who brought the cheque was +a shorter man." + +"Shorter!" repeated Mr. Ashley, remembering it had been said in his +counting-house that the man who appeared to be personating William was +thought to have the advantage the other way. "You mean taller, White." + +"No, sir, I mean shorter. I am sure he was shorter. Not much, though." + +There was a pause. "You observed that his gloves were tan, I think," +said the sergeant. + +"Something of that sort. Clean light gloves they were, such as gentlemen +wear." + + +"Finally, then, White, you decide that this was not the gentleman?" + +"Not he," said the butcher. "It's not the same voice." + +"The voice goes for nothing," said Sergeant Delves. "The other one had +plums in his mouth." + +"Well," said the butcher, "I think I should have known Mr. Halliburton, +in spite of any disguise, had he come in." + +"Don't make too sure, White," said the sergeant, with one of his wise +nods. "He who came might have turned out to be just as familiar to you +as Mr. Halliburton, if he had let you see his face. The fact is, White, +there's some one going about with a cloak like this, and we want to find +out who it is. Mr. Halliburton would give a pound out of his pocket, I'm +sure, to know." + +"I'd give two," said Mr. Ashley, with a smile. + +"Sir," asked the butcher of Mr. Ashley, "what about the money? Shall I +lose it?" + +"Now, White, just wait a bit," put in the sergeant. "If it was a +gentleman that changed it, perhaps we shall get it out of _him_. Any +way, you keep quiet." + +They left the shop--standing a moment together before parting. The +sergeant's road lay one way; Mr. Ashley's and William's another. "This +only makes the matter more obscure," observed Mr. Ashley, alluding to +what had passed. + +"Not at all. It makes it all the more clear," was the cool reply of the +sergeant. + +"White says the man was shorter than Mr. Halliburton." + +"It's just what I expected him to say," nodded the sergeant. "If I am on +the right scent--and I'd lay a thousand pound on it!--the man who +changed the cheque _is_ shorter. I just wanted White's evidence on the +point," he added, looking at William; "and that is why I asked you to +come down, dressed in your cloak. Good night, gentlemen." + +He turned up the Shambles. And Mr. Ashley and William walked away side +by side. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +IN THE STARLIGHT. + + +The conversation at Mr. Dare's dinner-table again turned upon the loss +of the cheque, and the proceedings thereon. It was natural that it +should turn upon it. Mr. Dare's mind was full of it; and he gave +utterance to various conjectures and speculations, as they occurred to +him. + +"In spite of what they say, I cannot help thinking that it must have +been William Halliburton," he remarked with emphasis. "He alone was in +the counting-house when the cheque disappeared; and the person changing +it at White's, is proved to have borne the strongest possible +resemblance to him; at all events, to his dress. The face was hidden--as +of course it would be. People who attempt to pass off stolen cheques, +take pretty good care that their features are not seen. + +"But who hesitates to bring it home to Halliburton?" inquired Mrs. Dare. + +"They all do--as it seems to me. Ashley won't hear a word: laughs at the +idea of Halliburton's being capable of it, and says we may as well +accuse himself. That's nothing: as Cyril says, Mr. Ashley appears to be +imbued with the idea that Halliburton can do no wrong: but now Delves +has veered round. He shifts the blame entirely off Halliburton." + +"Upon whom does he shift it?" asked Anthony Dare. + +"He won't say," replied Mr. Dare. "He has grown mysterious over it since +the afternoon; nodding and winking, and giving no explanation. He says +he knows who it is who possesses the second cloak." + +"The second cloak!" The words were a puzzle to most at table, and Mr. +Dare had to explain that another cloak, similar to that worn by William +Halliburton, was supposed to be in existence. + +Cyril looked up, with wonder marked on his face. "Does Delves say there +are two such cloaks?" asked he. + +"That there are two such cloaks appears to be an indisputable fact," +replied Mr. Dare. "The one cloak was parading behind the Halliburtons' +house last night. Samuel Lynn went up to it----" + +"The cloak parading tout seul--alone?" interrupted Signora Varsini, with +a perplexed air. + +A laugh went round the table. "Accompanied by the wearer, mademoiselle," +said Mr. Dare, continuing the account of Samuel Lynn's adventure. "Thus +the fact of there being two cloaks is established," he proceeded. +"Still, that tells nothing; unless the owner of the other has access to +Mr. Ashley's counting-house. I pointed this fact out to them. But +Delves--which is most unaccountable--differed from me; and when we +parted he expressed an opinion, with that confident nod of his, that it +was not Halliburton's cloak which had been in the mischief at the +butcher's, but the other." + +"What a thundering falsehood!" burst forth Herbert Dare. + +"_Sir!_" cried Mr. Dare, while all around the table stared at Herbert's +excited manner. + +Herbert had the grace to feel ashamed of his abrupt and intemperate +rudeness. "I beg your pardon, sir; I spoke in my surprise. I mean that +Delves must be telling a falsehood, if he seeks to throw the guilt off +Halliburton. The very fact of the fellow's wearing a strange cloak such +as that, when he went to get rid of the cheque, must be proof positive +of Halliburton's guilt." + +"So I think," acquiesced Mr. Dare. + +"What sort of a cloak is this that you laugh at, and call scarce?" +inquired the governess. + +"The greatest scarecrow of a thing you can conceive, mademoiselle," +responded Mr. Dare. "I had the pleasure of seeing it to-day on +Halliburton. It is a dark green-and-blue Scotch plaid, made very full, +with a turned up collar lined with red, and a bit of fur edging it." + +"Plaid? Plaid?" repeated mademoiselle. "Why it must be----" + +"What?" asked Mr. Dare, for she had stopped. + +"It must be very ugly," concluded she. But somehow Mr. Dare gathered an +impression that it was not what she had been about to say. + +"What is it that Delves says about the cloaks?" eagerly questioned +Cyril. "I cannot make it out." + +"Delves says he knows who it is that owns the other; and that it was the +other which went to change the cheque at White's." + +"What mysterious words, papa!" cried Adelaide. "The cloak went to change +the cheque!" + +"They were Delves' own words," replied Mr. Dare. "He did seem remarkably +mysterious over it." + +"Is he going to hunt up the other cloak?" resumed Cyril. + +"I conclude so. He was pondering over it for some time before he could +remember who it was that he had seen wear a similar cloak. When the +recollection came to him, he started up with surprise. Sharp men, these +police-officers!" added Mr. Dare. "They forget nothing." + +"And they ferret out everything," said Herbert with some testiness. +"Instead of wasting time over vain speculations touching cloaks, why +does not he secure Halliburton? It is impossible that the other +cloak--if there is another--could have had anything to do with the +affair." + +"I dropped a note to Delves after he left me, recommending him to follow +up the suspicion on Halliburton, whether Mr. Ashley is agreeable or +not," said Mr. Dare. "I have rarely in my life met with a stronger case +of presumptive evidence." + +So, many, besides Mr. Dare, would have felt inclined to say. Herbert, +like his father, was firm in the belief that William Halliburton must +have taken the money; that it must have been he who paid the visit to +the butcher. What Cyril thought may be best inferred from his actions. A +sudden fear had come over him that Sergeant Delves was really going to +search out the other cloak. A most inconvenient procedure for Cyril, +lest, in the process, the sergeant should search out _him_. He laid down +his knife and fork. He had had quite enough dinner for one day. + +"Are you not hungry, Cyril?" asked his mother. + +"I had a tremendous lunch," answered Cyril. "I can't eat more now." + +He sat at the table until they had finished, feeling that he was being +choked with dread. But that a guilty conscience deprives us of free +action, he would have left the table and gone about some work he was now +eager to do. + +He rose when the rest did, looked about for a pair of large scissors, +and glided with them up the staircase, his eyes and ears on the alert, +lest there should be any watching him. No human being in that house had +the slightest knowledge of what Cyril was about to do, or that he was +going to do anything; but to Cyril's guilty conscience it seemed that +all must be on the look-out. + +A candle and scissors in hand he stole up to Herbert's room and locked +himself in. Inside a closet within the room hung a dark blue camlet +cloak, and Cyril took it from the hook. It had a plaid lining: a lining +of the precise pattern and colours that the material of William +Halliburton's cloak was composed of. The cloak was of the same full, +old-fashioned make; its collar was lined with red, tipped with fur: in +short, the one cloak worn on the right side and the other worn on the +wrong side, could not have been told apart. This cloak belonged to +Herbert Dare; occasionally, though not often, he went out at dusk, +wearing it wrong side outermost. It was he, no doubt, whom Sergeant +Delves had seen wearing one. He was a little taller than William +Halliburton, towering above six feet. What his motive had been in +causing a cloak to be lined so that, turned, it should resemble William +Halliburton's, or whether the similarity in the lining had been +accidental, was only known to Herbert himself. + +With trembling fingers, and sharp scissors that were not particular +where they cut, Cyril began his task of taking out this plaid lining. +That he had worn it to the butcher's, and that he feared it might tell +tales of him, were facts only too apparent. Better put it out of the way +for ever! Unpicking, cutting, snipping, Cyril tore away at the lining, +and at length got it out, the cloak suffering considerable damage in the +shape of cuts and rents, and loose threads. Hanging the cloak up again, +he twisted the lining together. + +He was thus engaged when the handle of the door was briskly turned, as +if some one essayed to enter who had not expected to find it fastened. +Cyril dashed the lining under the bed, and made a spring to the window. +To leap out? surely not: for the fall would have killed him. But he had +nearly lost all presence of mind in his perplexity and fear. + +Another turn at the handle, and the steps went on their way. Cyril +thought he recognized them for the housemaid's, Betsy. He supposed she +was going her evening round of the chambers. Gathering the lining under +his arm, he halted to think. His hands shook, and his face was white. + +What should he do with this tell-tale thing? He could not eat it; he +dared not burn it. There was no room, of those which had fires, where he +might make sure of being alone: and the smell would alarm the house. +What _was_ he to do with it? + +Dig a hole and bury it, came a prompting voice within him; and Cyril +waited for no better suggestion, but crept with it down the stairs, and +out to the garden. + +Seizing a spade, he dug a hole rapidly in an unfrequented place; and +when it was large enough thrust the stuff in. Then he covered it over +again, to leave the spot apparently as he found it. + +"I wish those stars would give a stronger light," grumbled Cyril, +looking up at the dark blue canopy. "I must come again in the morning, I +suppose, and see that it's all safe. It wouldn't do to bring a lantern." + +Now it happened that Mr. Herbert Dare was bound on a private errand that +evening. His intention was to go abroad in his cloak while he executed +it. Just about the time that Cyril was putting the finishing touch to +the hole, Herbert went up to his room to get the cloak. + +To get the cloak, indeed! When Herbert opened the closet-door, nothing +except the mutilated object just described met his eye. A torn, cut +thing, the threads hanging from it loosely. Nothing could exceed +Herbert's consternation as he stared at it. He thought he must be in a +dream. _Was_ it his cloak? Just before dinner, when he came up to wash +his hands, he had seen his cloak hanging there, perfect. He shook it, he +pulled it, he peered at it. His cloak it certainly was; but who had +destroyed it? A suspicion flashed into his mind that it might be the +governess. He made but a few steps to the school-room, carrying the +cloak with him. + +The governess was sitting there, listlessly enough. Perhaps she was +waiting for him. "I say, mademoiselle," he began, "what on earth have +you been doing to my cloak?" + +"To your cloak!" responded she. "What should I have been doing to it?" + +"Look here," he said, spreading it out before her. "Who or what has done +this? It was all right when I went down to dinner." + +She stared at it in astonishment great as Herbert's, and threw off a +volley of surprise in her foreign tongue. But she was a shrewd woman. +Ay, never was there a shrewder than Bianca Varsini. Mr. Sergeant Delves +was not a bad hand at ferreting out conclusions; but she would have +beaten the sergeant hollow. + +"Tenez," cried she, putting up her forefinger in thought, as she gazed +at the cloak. "Cyril did this." + +"Cyril!" + +She nodded her head. "You stood it out to me that you did not come in on +Saturday evening and go out again between ten and eleven----" + +"I did not," interrupted Herbert. "I told you truth, but you would not +believe me." + +"But this cloak went out. And it was turned the plaid side outwards, and +your cap was on, tied down at the ears. Naturally I thought it was you. +It must have been Cyril! Do you comprehend?" + +"No, I don't," said Herbert. "How mysteriously you are speaking!" + +"It must have been Cyril who robbed Mr. Ashley." + +"Mademoiselle!" interrupted Herbert indignantly. + +"Ecoutez, mon ami. He was blanched as white as a mouchoir, while your +father spoke of it at dinner--did you see that he could not eat? 'You +look guilty, Monsieur Cyril,' I said to myself, not really thinking him +to be so. But be persuaded it was no other. He must have taken the +paper-money--or what you call it--and come home here for your cloak and +cap to wear, while he changed it for gold, thinking it would fall on +that other one who wears the cloak; that William Hall----I cannot say +the name; c'est trop dur pour les lèvres. It is Cyril, and no other. He +has turned afraid now, and has torn the lining out." + +Herbert could make no rejoinder at first, partly in dismay, partly in +astonishment. "It cannot have been Cyril!" he reiterated. + +"I say it is Cyril," persisted the young lady. "I saw him creep up the +stairs after dinner, with a candle and your mother's great scissors in +his hand. He did not see me. I was in the dark, looking out of my room. +Depend he was going to do it then." + +"Then, of all blind idiots, Cyril's the worst!--if he did take the +cheque," uttered Herbert. "Should it become known, he is done for; and +that for life. And my father helping to fan the flame!" + +The governess shrugged her shoulders. "I not like Cyril," she said. "I +have never liked him since I came." + +"But you will not tell against him!" cried Herbert, in fear. + +"No, no, no. Tell against your brother! Why should I? It is no concern +of mine. Unless people meddle with me, I not meddle with them. Cyril is +safe, for me." + +"What on earth am I to do for my cloak to-night?" debated Herbert. "I +was going--going where I want it." + +"Why you want it so to-night?" asked mademoiselle sharply. + +"Because it's cold," responded Herbert. "The cloak was warmer than my +overcoat is." + +"Last night you go out, to-night you go out, to-morrow you go out. It is +always so now!" + +"I have a lot of perplexing business upon me," answered Herbert. "I have +no time to see about it in the day." + +Some little time longer he remained talking with her, partially +disputing. The Italian, from some cause or other, went into ill-humour +and said some provoking things. Herbert, it must be confessed, received +them with good temper, and she grew more affable. When he left her, she +offered to pick the loose threads out of the cloak, and hem up the +bottom. + +"You'll lock the door while you do it?" he urged. + +"I will take it to my chamber," she said. "No one will molest me there." + +Herbert left it with her and went out. Cyril went out. Anthony had +already gone out. Mr. Dare remained at home. He and his wife were +conversing over the dining-room fire, in the course of the evening, when +Joseph came in. + +"You are wanted, please, sir," he said to his master. + +"Who wants me?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"It's Policeman Delves, sir." + +"Oh, show him in here," said Mr. Dare. "I hope something will be done in +this," he added to his wife. "It may turn out a good slice of luck for +me." + +Sergeant Delves came in. In point of fact, he had just returned from +that interview with the butcher, where he had been accompanied by Mr. +Ashley and William. + +"Well, Delves, did you get my note?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"Yes, sir, I did," said the sergeant, taking the seat offered him. "It's +what I have come up about." + +"Do you intend to act upon my advice?" + +"Why--no, I think not," replied the sergeant. "Not, at any rate, until I +have had a talk with you." + +"What will you take?" + +"Well, sir, the night's cold. I don't mind a drop of brandy-and-water." + +It was brought, and Mr. Dare joined his visitor in partaking of it. He +agreed with him that the night was cold. But nothing could Mr. Dare make +of him. As often as he turned the conversation on the subject in hand, +so often did the sergeant turn it off again. Mrs. Dare grew tired of +listening to nothing; and she departed, leaving them together. + +Then the manner of Sergeant Delves changed. He drew his chair forward; +and bent towards Mr. Dare. + +"You have been urging me to go against young Halliburton," he began. "It +won't do. Halliburton no more fingered that cheque, or had anything to +do with it, than you or I had. Mr. Dare, don't you stir in this matter +any further." + +"My present intention is to stir it to the bottom," returned Mr. Dare. + +"Look here," said the sergeant in an undertone; "I am not obliged to +take notice of offences that don't come legally in my way. Many a thing +has been done in this town--ay, and is being done now--that I am obliged +to wink at; it don't lay right in my duty to take notice of it, so I +keep my eyes shut. Now that's just it in this case. So long as the +parties concerned, Mr. Ashley, or White, don't put it into my hands +officially, I am not obliged to take so-and-so into custody, or to act +upon my own suspicions. And I won't do it upon suspicions of my own: I +promise it. If I am forced, that's another matter." + +"Are you alluding to Halliburton?" + +"No. You are on the wrong scent, I say." + +"And you think you are on the right one?" + +"I could put my finger out this night and lay it on the fox. But I tell +you, sir, I don't want to, unless I am compelled. Don't _you_ compel me, +Mr. Dare, of all people in the world." + +Mr. Dare leaned back in his chair, his thumbs in his waistcoat armholes. +No suspicion of the truth had crossed him, and he could not understand +either the sergeant or his manner. The latter rose to depart. + +"The other cloak, similar to young Halliburton's, belongs to your son +Herbert," he whispered, as he passed Mr. Dare. "It was his brother, +Cyril, who wore it on Saturday night, and who changed the cheque: +therefore we may give a guess as to who took the cheque out of Mr. +Ashley's desk. Now you be still over it, sir, for his sake, as I shall +be. If I can, I'll call at your office to-morrow, Mr. Dare, and talk +further. White must have the money refunded to him, or _he_ won't be +still." + +Anthony Dare fell into a confusion of horror and consternation, leaving +the sergeant to bow himself out. Mrs. Dare heard the departure, and +returned to the room. + +"Well," cried she briskly, "is he going to accuse Halliburton?" + +Mr. Dare did not answer. He looked up in a beseeching, helpless sort of +manner, as one who is stunned by a blow. + +"What is the matter?" she questioned, gazing at him closely. "Are you +ill?" + +He rose up shaking, as if ague were upon him. "No--no." + +"Perhaps you are cold," said Mrs. Dare. "I asked you what Delves was +going to do. Will he accuse Halliburton?" + +"Be still!" sharply cried Mr. Dare in a tone of pain. "The matter is to +be hushed up. It was not Halliburton." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +A PRESENT OF TEA-LEAVES. + + +How went on Honey Fair? Better and worse, better and worse, according to +custom; the worse prevailing over the better. + +Of all its inhabitants, none had advanced so well as Robert East. +Honestly to confess it, that is not saying much; since the greater +portion, instead of advancing in the world's social scale, had +retrograded. Robert had left the manufactory he had worked for and was +now second foreman at Mr. Ashley's. He was also becoming through +perseverance an excellent scholar in a plain way. He had had one friend +to help him; and that was William Halliburton. + +The Easts had removed to a better house; one of those which had a garden +in front of it. No garden was more fragrant than theirs; and it was kept +in order by Robert and Thomas East. The house was larger than they +required, and part of it was occupied by Stephen Crouch and his +daughter. It was known that the Easts were putting by money: and Honey +Fair wondered: for none lived more comfortably, more respectably. Honey +Fair--taking it as a whole--lived neither comfortably nor respectably. +The Fishers had never come out of the workhouse, and Joe was dead. The +Crosses, turned from their home, their furniture sold, had found +lodgings; two rooms. Improvident as ever, were they. They did not +attempt to rise even to their former condition; but grovelled on, living +from hand to mouth. The Masons, man and wife, passed their time +agreeably in quarrels. At least, that it was agreeable may be assumed, +for the quarrels never ceased. Now and then they were diversified by a +fight. The children were growing up without training; and Caroline--ah! +I don't know that it will do much good to ask after her. Caroline, years +ago, had taken a false step; and, try as she would, she could not +regain her footing. She lived in a garret alone. She had so lived a long +while; and she worked her fingers to the bone to keep body and soul +together, and went about with her head down. Honey Fair looked askance +at her, and gathered up its petticoats when they saw her coming, as you +saw Eliza Tyrrett gather up hers, lest they should come into contact +with those contaminations. The Carters thrived; the Brumms, also, were +better off than they used to be; and the Buffles did so excellently that +a joke went about that they would be retiring on their fortune: but the +greater portion of Honey Fair was full of trouble and improvidence. + +William Halliburton frequently found himself in Honey Fair. It was the +most direct road from his house to that of Monsieur Colin, the French +master. William, sociably inclined by nature, had sometimes dropped in +at one or other of the houses. He would find Robert East labouring at +his books much more than he need have laboured had some little +assistance been given him in his progress. William good-naturedly +undertook to supply it. It became quite a common thing for him to go +round and pass an hour with the Easts and Stephen Crouch. + +The unpleasant social features of Honey Fair thus obtruded themselves on +William Halliburton's notice; it was impossible that any one passing +much through Honey Fair should not be struck with them. Could nothing be +done to rescue the people from this degraded condition?--and a degraded +one it was, compared with what it might have been. Young and +inexperienced as he was, it was a question that sometimes arose to +William's mind. Dirty homes, scolding mothers, ragged and pining +children, rough and swearing husbands! Waste, discomfort, evil. The +women laid the blame on the men: reproached them with wasting their +evenings and their money at the public-house. The men retorted upon the +women, and said they had not a home "fit for a pig to come into." +Meanwhile the money, whether earned by husband or wife, _went_. It went +somehow, bringing apparently nothing to show for it, and the least +possible return of good. Thus they struggled and squabbled on, their +lives little better than one continued scene of scramble, discomfort, +and toil. At a year's end they were not in the least bettered, not in +the least raised, socially, morally, or physically, from their condition +at the year's commencement. Nothing had been achieved; except that they +were one year nearer to the great barrier which separates time from +eternity. + +Ask them what they were toiling and struggling for. They did not know. +What was their end, their aim? They had none. If they could only rub on, +and keep body and soul together (as poor Caroline Mason was trying to do +in her garret), it appeared to be all they cared for. They did not +endeavour to lift up their hopes or their aspirations above that; they +were willing so to go on until death should come. What a life! what an +end! + +A feeling would now and then come over William that he might in some way +help them to attempt better things. To do so was a duty which seemed to +be lying across his path, that he might take it up and make it his. How +to set about it, he knew no more than the Man in the Moon. Now and then +disheartening moments would come upon him. To attempt to sweep away the +evils of Honey Fair appeared a far more formidable task than to cleanse +the Augean Stables could ever have appeared to Hercules. He knew that +any endeavour, whether on his part or on that of others, who might be +far more experienced and capable than he, would be utterly fruitless +unless the incentive to exertion, to strive to do better, should be +first born within themselves. Ah, my friends! the aid of others may be +looked upon as a great thing; but without self-struggle and self-help +little good will be effected. + +One evening in passing the house partially occupied by the Crosses the +door was flung violently open, a girl of fifteen flew shrieking out and +a saucer of wet tea-leaves came flying after her. The tea-leaves +alighted on the girl's neck, just escaping William's arm. It was the +youngest girl of the family, Patty. The tea-leaves had come from Mrs. +Cross. Her face was red with passion, her voice loud; the girl, on her +part, was insulting and abusive. Mrs. Cross had her hands stretched out, +to scratch, or tear, or pull hair, and a personal skirmish would +inevitably have ensued but for the chance of William's being there. He +received the hands upon his arm and contrived to detain them. + +"What's the matter, Mrs. Cross?" + +"Matter!" raved Mrs. Cross. "She's a idle, impedent wicked huzzy--that's +what's the matter. She knows I've my gloving to get in for Saturday, and +not a stroke'll she help. There's the dishes lying dirty from dinner, +the tea-cups lying from tea, and touch 'em she won't. She expects me to +do it, and me with my gloving to find 'em in food! I took hold of her +arm to make her do it, and she turned and struck at me, the +good-for-nothing faggot! I hope none on it didn't go on you, sir," added +Mrs. Cross, somewhat modifying her voice, and pausing to recover breath. + +"Better that it had gone on my coat than on Patty's neck," replied he, +in a good-natured, half-joking tone; though, indeed, the girl, with her +evil look at her mother, her insolent air, stood there scarcely worth +his defence. "If my mother asked me to wash tea-things or do anything +else, Patty, I should do it, and think it a pleasure to help her," he +added, to the girl. + +Patty pushed her tangled hair behind her ears, and turned a defiant look +upon her mother. Hidden as she had thought it from William, he saw it. + +"You just wait," nodded Mrs. Cross, in answer as defiant. "I'll make +your back smart by-and-by." + +Which of the two was the more in fault? It was hard to say. The girl had +never been brought up to know her duty, or to do it. The mother from her +earliest childhood had given abuse and blows; no kindly, persuasive +words; no training. Little wonder, now Patty was growing up, that she +turned again. It was the usual sort of maternal government throughout +Honey Fair. In these, and similar cases, where could interference or +counsel avail, unless the spirit of the mothers and daughters could be +changed? + +William walked on, after the little episode of the tea-leaves. He could +not help contrasting these homes with his home; their life with his +life. He was given to reflection beyond his years, and he wished these +people could be aroused to improvement both of mind and body. They were +living for no end; toiling only to satisfy the wants of the day--nay, to +arrest the wants, rather than to satisfy them. How many of them were so +much as thinking of another world? Their toil and turmoil in this was +too great to enable them to cast a thought to the next. + +"I wonder," mused William, as he stepped towards M. Colin's, "whether +some of the better-conducted of the men might not be induced to come +round to East's in an evening? It might be a beginning, at any rate. +Once wean the men from the public-houses, and there's no knowing what +reform might be effected. I would willingly give up an hour or two of my +evenings to them!" + +His visit to M. Colin over, he retraced his steps to Honey Fair and +turned into Robert East's. It was past eight o'clock then. Robert and +Stephen Crouch were home from work, and were getting out their books. +Charlotte sat by, at work as usual, and Tom East was drawing Charlotte's +head towards him, to whisper something to her. + +"Robert," said William, speaking impulsively, the moment he entered, "I +wonder whether you could induce a few of your neighbours to come here of +an evening?" + +"What for, sir?" asked Robert turning round from the book-shelves where +he stood, searching for some volume. + +"It might be so much better for them. It might end in being so. I wish," +he added with sudden warmth, "we could get all Honey Fair here!" + +"All Honey Fair!" echoed Stephen Crouch in astonishment. + +"I mean what I say, Crouch." + +"Why, sir, the room wouldn't hold a quarter or a tenth part, or a +hundredth part of them." + +William laughed. "No, that it would not, practically. There is so much +discomfort around us, and--and ill-doing--I must call it so, for want of +a better name--that I sometimes wish we could mend it a little." + +"Who mend it, sir?" + +"Any one who would try. You two might help towards it. If you could +seduce a few round here, and get them to be interested in your own +evening occupation--books and rational conversation--and so wean them +from the public-houses, it would be a great thing." + +"There'd never be any good done with the men, take them as a whole, sir. +They are an ignorant, easy-going lot, and don't care to be better." + +"That's just it, Crouch. They don't care to be better. But they might be +taught to care. It would be a very great thing if Honey Fair could be +brought to spend its evenings as you spend yours. If the men gave up +spending their money, and reeling home after it; and the women kept tidy +hearths and civil tongues. As Charlotte does," he added looking round at +her. + +"There's no denying that, sir." + +"I think something might be done. By degrees, you understand; not in a +hurry. Were you to take the men by storm--to say, 'We want you to lead +changed lives, and are going to show you how to do it,' your movement +would fail, and you would get laughed at into the bargain. Say to the +men, 'You shan't go to the public-house, because you waste your time, +your money, and your temper,' and, rely upon it, it would have as much +effect as if you spoke to the wind. But get them to come here as a sort +of change, and you may secure them for good if you make the evenings +pleasant to them. In short, give them some employment or attraction that +will outweigh the attractions of the public-house." + +"It would certainly be a good thing," said Stephen Crouch, musingly. +"They might be for trying to raise themselves then." + +"Ay," spoke William, with enthusiasm. "Once let them find the day-spring +within themselves, the wish to do right, to be raised above what they +are now, and the rest will be easy. When once that day-spring can be +found, a man is made. God never sent a man here, but he implanted that +within him. The difficulty is, to awaken it." + +"And it is not always done, sir," said Charlotte, lifting her face from +her work with a kindling eye, a heightened colour. _She_ had found it. + +"Charlotte, I fear it is rarely done, instead of not always. It lies +pretty dormant, to judge by appearances, in Honey Fair." + +William was right. It is an epoch in a man's life, that finding what he +had not inaptly called the day-spring. Self-esteem, self-reliance, the +courage of long-continued patience, the striving to make the best of the +mind's good gifts--all are born of it. He who possesses it may soar to a +bright and, happy lot, bearing in mind--may he always bear it!--the rest +and reward promised hereafter. + +"At any rate, it would be giving them a chance, as it seems to me," +observed William. "I think I know one who would come. Andrew Brumm." + +"Ah, _he_ would, and be glad to come," replied Robert East. "He is +different from many of them. I know another who would, sir; and that's +Adam Thornycroft." + +Charlotte bent her head over her work. + +"Since that cousin of his died of _delirium tremens_, Thornycroft has +said good-bye to the public-houses. He spends his evenings at home with +his mother: but I know he would like to spend them here. Tim Carter +would come, sir." + +"If Mrs. Tim will let him," put in Tom East saucily. And a laugh went +round. + +"Ever so few to begin with, will set the example to others," remarked +William. "There's no knowing what it may grow to. Small beginnings make +great endings. I have talked with my mother about Honey Fair. She has +always said: 'Before Honey Fair's conduct can be improved, its minds +must be improved.'" + +"There will be the women yet, sir," spoke Charlotte. "If they are to +remain as they are, it will be of little use the men doing anything for +themselves." + +"Charlotte, once begun, I say there's no knowing where the work may +end," he gravely answered. + +The rain, which had been threatening all the evening, was coming down +pretty smartly as William walked through Honey Fair on his return. +Standing against a shutter near his own door was Jacob Cross. "Good +night, Jacob," said William. + +"Goodnight, sir," answered Jacob sullenly. + +"Are you standing in the rain that it may make you grow, as the children +say?" asked William in his ever-pleasant tone. + +"I'm standing here 'cause I've nowhere else to stand," said the man, his +voice full of resentment. "I'm turned out of our room, and I have no +money for the Horned Ram." + +"A good thing you have not," thought William. "What has turned you out +of your room?" he asked. + +"I'm turned out, sir, by the row there is in it. Our Mary Ann's come +home." + +"Mary Ann?" repeated William, not quite understanding. + +"Our Mary Ann, what took and married Ben Tyrrett. A fine market she have +brought her pigs to!" + +"What has she done?" questioned William. + +"She's done enough," wrathfully answered Cross. "We told her when she +married Tyrrett that he was nothing but a jobber at fifteen shillings +a-week--and it's all he was, sir, as you know. 'Wait,' I says to her; +'somebody better than him'll turn up.' Her mother says 'Wait.' Others +says 'Wait.' No, not she; the girls are all marrying mad. Well, she took +her own way; she would take it; and they got married, and set up upon +nothing. Neither of 'em had saved a two-penny-piece; and Ben fond of the +public; and our Mary Ann fond of laziness and finery; and not knowing +how to keep house any more than her young sister Patty did." + +William remembered the little interlude of that evening in which Miss +Patty had played her part. Jacob continued. + +"It was all fine and sunshiny with 'em for a few days or a few weeks, +till the novelty wears off, and then they finds things going cranky. The +money, _that_ begins to run short; and Mary Ann, she finds that Ben +likes his glass; and Ben, he finds that she's just a doll, with no +gumption or management inside her. They quarrels--naterally, and they +comes to us to settle it. 'You was both red-hot for the bargain,' says +I, 'and you must just make the best of it and of one another.' And so +they went back: and it has gone on till this, quarrelling continual. And +now he's took to beat her, and home she came to-night, not half an hour +ago, with her three children and a black eye, vowing she'll stop at home +and won't go back to him again. And she and her mother's having words +over it, and the babies a-squalling--enough noise to raise the ceiling +off, and I come out of it. I wish I was dead, I do!" + +Jacob's account of the noise was scarcely exaggerated. It penetrated to +where they stood, two or three houses off. William had moved closer, +that the umbrella might give Cross part of its shelter. "Not a very +sensible wish, that of yours, is it, Cross?" remarked he. + +"I have wished it long, sir, sensible or not sensible. I slaves away my +days and have nothing but a pigsty to step into at home, and angry words +in it. A nice place for a tired man! I can't afford the public more than +three or four nights a-week; not that, always. They're getting corky at +the beer-shops, nowadays, and won't give trust. Wednesday this is; +Thursday, to-morrow; Friday, next night: three nights, and me without a +shelter to put my head in!" + +"I should like to take you to one to-morrow night," said William. "Will +you go with me?" + +"Where to?" ungraciously asked Cross. + +"To Robert East's. You know how he and Crouch spend their evenings. +There's always something going on there interesting and pleasant." + +"Crouch and East don't want me." + +"Yes, they do. They will be only too glad if you, and a few more +intelligent men, will join them. Try it, Cross. There's a warm room to +sit in, at all events, and nothing to pay." + +"Ah, it's all very fine for them Easts! We haven't their luck. Look at +me! Down in the world." + +William put his hand on the man's shoulder. "Why should you be down in +the world?" + +"Why should I?" repeated Cross, in surprise. "Because I am," he +logically answered. + +"That is not the reason. The reason is because you do not try to rise in +the world." + +"It's no use trying." + +"Have you ever tried?" + +"Why, no! How can I try?" + +"You wished just now that you were dead. Would it not be better to wish +to live?" + +"Not such a life as mine." + +"But to wish to live would seem to imply that it must be a better life. +And why need your life be so miserable? You gain fair wages; your wife +earns money. Altogether I suppose you must have twenty-six or +twenty-eight shillings a week----" + +"But there's no thrift with it," exclaimed Cross. "It melts away +somehow. Before the middle of the week comes, it's all gone." + +"You spend some at the Horned Ram, you know," said William, not in a +reproving tone. + + +"She squanders away in rubbish more than that," was Jacob's answer, +pointing towards his house, and not giving at all a complimentary stress +upon the "she." + +"And with nothing to show for it in return, either of you. Try another +plan, Jacob." + +"I'd not be backward--if I could see one to try," said he, after a +pause. + +"Be here at half-past eight to-morrow evening, and I will go in with you +to East's. If you cannot see any better way, you can spend a pleasant +evening. But now, Jacob, let me say a word to you, and do you note it. +If you find the evening pass agreeably, go the next evening, and the +next; go always. You can't tell all that may arise from it in time. I +know of one thing that will." + +"What's that, sir?" + +"Why, that instead of wishing yourself dead, you will grow to think life +too short, for the good you find in it." + +He went on his way. Jacob Cross, deprived of the umbrella, stood in the +rain as before and looked after him, indulging his reflections. + +"He is a young man, and things wear their bright side to him. But he has +a cordial way with him, and don't look at folks as if they was dirt." + +And that had been the origin of the _soirées_ held at Robert East's. By +degrees ten or a dozen men took to going there, and--what was more--to +like to go, and to find an interest in it. It was a great improvement +upon the Horned Ram. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +HENRY ASHLEY'S OBJECT IN LIFE. + + +On one of the warm, bright days that we sometimes have in the month of +February, all the brighter from their contrast to the passing winter, +William Halliburton was walking home to tea from the manufactory, and +overtook Henry Ashley limping along. + +Henry was below the middle height, and slight in form, with the same +beautiful face that had marked his boyhood, delicately refined in +feature, brilliant in colour; the same upright lines of pain knit in the +smooth white brow. + +"Just the man I wanted," said he, linking his arm within William's. "You +are a good help up a hill, and I am hot and tired." + +"Wrapped up in that coat, with its fur lining, I should think you are! I +have doffed my elegant cloak, you see, to-day." + +"Is it off to the British Museum?" + +William laughed. "I have not had time to pack it up." + +"I am glad I met you. You must come home to tea with me. Well? Why are +you hesitating? You have no engagement?" + +"Nothing more than usual. My studies----" + +"You are study mad!" interrupted Henry Ashley. "What do you want to be? +A Socrates? An Admirable Crichton?" + +"Nothing so formidable. I want to be useful." + +"And you make yourself accomplished, as a preliminary step to it. Mary +took up the fencing-sticks for you yesterday. Herbert Dare was at our +house--some freak is taking him to be a pretty constant visitor just +now--and the talk turned upon Frank. You know," broke off Henry in his +quaint way, "I never use long words when short ones will do: you learned +ones would say 'conversation.' Mr. Keating had said to my father that +Frank Halliburton was a brilliant scholar, and I retailed it to Herbert. +I knew it would put him up, and there's nothing I like half so much as +to _rile_ the Dares. Herbert sneered. 'And he owes it partly to +William,' I went on, 'for if Frank's a brilliant scholar, William's a +brilliant_er_!' 'William Halliburton a brilliant scholar!' stormed +scornful Herbert. 'Has he learnt to be one at the manufactory? So long +as he knows how gloves are made, that's enough for him. What does _he_ +want with the requirements of gentlemen?' Up looked Miss Mary; her +colour rising, her eyes flashing. She was at her drawing: at which, by +the way, she makes no progress; nothing to be compared with Anna Lynn. +'William Halliburton has forgotten more than you ever learnt, Herbert +Dare,' cried she; 'and there's more of the true gentleman in his little +finger than there is in your whole body.' 'There's for you, Herbert +Dare,' whistled I; 'but it's true, lad, like it or not as you may!' +Herbert _was_ riled." + +Henry turned his head as he concluded, and looked up at William. A gleam +like a sunbeam had flashed into William's eyes; a colour to his cheeks. + +"Well?" cried Henry sharply, for William did not speak. "Have you +nothing to say?" + +"It was generous of Miss Ashley." + +"I don't mean that. Oh dear!" sighed Henry, who appeared to be in one of +his fitful moods; "who is to know whether things will turn out crooked +or straight in this world of ours? What objection have you to coming +home with me for the evening? That's what I mean." + +"None. I can give up my books for a night, bookworm as you think me. But +they will expect me at East's." + +"Happy the man that expecteth nothing!" responded Henry. "Disappoint +them." + +"As for disappointing them, I shouldn't so much mind, but I can't abide +to disappoint myself," returned William, quoting from Goldsmith's good +old play, of which both he and Henry were fond. + +"You don't mean to say it would be a disappointment to _you_, not giving +the lesson, or whatever it is, to those working chaps!" uttered Henry +Ashley. + +"Not as you would count disappointment. When I do not get round for an +hour, it seems as a night lost. I know the men like to see me; and I am +always fearing that we are not sure of them." + +"You speak as though your whole soul were in the business," returned +Henry Ashley. + +"I think my heart is in it." + +Henry looked at him wistfully, and his tone grew serious. "William, I +would give all I am worth, present, and to come, to change places with +you." + +"To change places with me!" echoed William, in surprise. + +"Yes: for you have an object in life. You may have many. To be useful in +your generation is one of them." + +"And so may you have objects in life." + +"With this encumbrance!" He stamped his lame leg, and a look of keen +vexation settled itself in his face. "You can go forth into the world +with your strong limbs, your unbroken health; you can work, or you can +play; you can be active, or you can be still, at will. But what am I? A +poor, weak creature; infirm of temper, tortured by pain, condemned half +my days to the monotony of a sick-room. Compare my lot with yours!" + +"There are those who would choose your lot in preference to mine, were +the option given them," returned William. "I must work. It is a duty +laid upon me. You can play." + +"Thank you! How?" + +"I am not speaking literally. Every good and pleasing thing that money +can purchase is at your command. You have only to enjoy them, so far as +you may. One, suffering as you do, bears not upon him the responsibility +to _use_ his time, that a healthy man does. Lots, in this world, Henry, +are, as I believe, pretty equally balanced. Many would envy you your +life of calm repose." + +"It is not calm," was the abrupt rejoinder. "It is disturbed by pain, +and aggravated by temper; and--and--tormented by uncertainty." + +"At any rate, you can subdue the one." + +"Which, pray?" + +"The temper. Henry"--dropping his voice--"a victory over your own temper +may be one of the few obligations laid upon you." + +"I wish I could live for an object," grumbled Henry. + +"Come round with me to East's, sometimes." + +"I--daresay!" retorted Henry, when he could recover from his amazement. +"Thank you again, Mr. Halliburton." + +William laughed. But he soon resumed his seriousness. "I can understand +that for you, the favoured son of Mr. Ashley, reared in refinement and +exclusiveness----" + +"Enshrined in pride--the failing that Helstonleigh is pleased to call my +besetting sin; sheltered under care and coddling so great that the very +winds of heaven are not suffered to visit my face too roughly!" was the +impetuous interruption of Henry Ashley. "Come! bring it all out. Don't, +from motives of delicacy, keep in any of my faults, virtues, or +advantages!" + +"I can understand, I say, why you are unwilling to break through the +reserve of your home habits," William calmly continued. "But, if you did +so, you might no longer have to complain of the want of an object in +life." + +At this moment they came in view of William's house. Mrs. Halliburton +happened to be at one of the windows. William nodded his greeting, and +Henry raised his hat. Presently Henry began again. + +"Pray, do you join the town in its gratuitous opinion that Henry Ashley, +of all in it, is the proudest amid the proud?" + +"I do not find you proud," said William. + +"You! As far as you and I are concerned, I think the boot might be on +the other leg. You might set up for being proud over me." + +William could not help laughing. "Putting joking aside, my opinion is, +Henry, that your shyness and sensitiveness are in fault; not your pride. +It is your reserved manner alone which has caused Helstonleigh to take +up the impression that you are unduly proud." + +"Right, old fellow!" returned Henry in emphatic tones. "If you knew how +far I and pride stand apart--but let it pass." + +Arrived at the entrance to Mr. Ashley's, William threw open the gate for +Henry, retreating himself. "I must go home first, Henry. I won't be a +quarter of an hour." + +Henry looked cross. "Why on earth, then, did you not go in as we passed? +What was the use of your coming up here to go back again?" + +"I thought my arm was helping you." + +"So it was. But--there! don't be an hour." + +As William walked rapidly back, he met Mrs. Ashley's carriage. She and +Mary were in it. Mrs. Ashley nodded as he raised his hat, and Mary +glanced at him with a smile and a heightened colour. She had grown up to +excessive beauty. + +A few moments, and William met beauty of another style--Anna Lynn. Her +cheeks were the flushed, dimpled cheeks of her childhood; the same +sky-blue eyes gleaming from between their long dark lashes; the same +profusion of silky, brown hair; the same gentle, sweetly modest manners. +William stopped to shake hands with her. + +"Out alone, Anna?" + +"I am on my way to take tea with Mary Ashley." + +"Are you? We shall meet there, then." + +"That will be pleasant. Fare thee well for the present, William." + +She continued her way. William ran in home, and to his chamber. Dressing +himself hastily, he went to the room where his mother sat, and stood +before her. + +"Does my coat fit me, mother?" + +"Why, where are you going?" she asked. + +"To Mrs. Ashley's. I have put on my new coat. Does it do? It seems all +right"--throwing up his arms. + +"Yes, it fits you exactly. I think you are growing a dandy. Go along. I +must not look at you too long." + +"Why not?" he asked in surprise. + +"In case I grow proud of my eldest son. And I would rather be proud of +his goodness than of his looks." + +William laughingly gave his mother a farewell kiss. "Tell Gar I am sorry +he will not have me at his elbow this evening, to find fault with his +Greek. Good-bye, mother dear." + +In truth, there was something remarkably noble in William Halliburton's +appearance. As he entered Mrs. Ashley's drawing-room, the fact seemed to +strike upon Henry with unusual force, who greeted him from his distant +sofa. + +"So that's what you went back for!--to turn yourself into a buck!" he +called out as William approached him. "As if you were not well enough +before! Did you dress for me, pray?" + +"For you!" laughed William. "That's good!" + +"In saying 'me,' I include the family," returned Henry quaintly. +"There's no one else to dress for." + +"Yes, there is. There's Anna Lynn." + +Now, in good truth, William had no covert meaning in giving this answer. +The words rose to his lips, and he spoke them lightly. Perhaps he could +have given a very different one, had he been compelled to speak out the +inmost feeling of his heart. Strange, however, was the effect on Henry +Ashley. He grasped William's arm with emotion, and pulled his face down +to him as he lay. + +"What do you say? What do you mean?" + +"I mean nothing in particular. Anna _is_ here." + +"You shall not evade me," gasped Henry. "I must have it out, now or +later. WHAT is it that you mean?" + +William stood, almost confounded. Henry was evidently in painful +excitement; every vestige of colour had forsaken his sensitive +countenance, and his white hands shook as they held William. + +"What do _you_ mean?" William whispered. "I said nothing to agitate you +thus, that I am aware of. Are we at cross-purposes?" + +A spot, bright as carmine, began to flush into the invalid's pale +cheeks, and he moved his face so that the light did not fall upon it. + +"I'll have it out, I say. What is Anna Lynn to you?" + +"Nothing," answered William, a smile parting his lips. + +"What is she to you?" reiterated Henry, his tone painfully earnest. + +William edged himself on to the sofa, so as to cover Henry from the gaze +of any eyes that might be directed to him from the other parts of the +room. "I like Anna very much," he said in a clear, low tone; "almost as +I might like a sister; but I have no love for her, in the sense you +would imply--if I am not mistaking your meaning. And I never shall +have." + +Henry looked at him wistfully. "On your honour?" + +"Henry! was there need to ask it? On my honour, if you will." + +"No, no; there was no need: you are always truthful. Bear with me, +William! bear with my infirmities." + +"My sister Anna Lynn might be, and welcome. My wife never." + +Henry did not answer. His face was growing damp with physical pain. + +"You have one of your fits of suffering coming on!" breathed William. +"Shall I get you anything?" + +"Hush! only sit there, to hide me from them: and be still." + +William did as he was requested, sitting so as to screen him from Mrs. +Ashley and the rest. He held his hands, and the paroxysm, sharp while it +lasted, passed away. Henry's very lips had grown white with pain. + +"You see what a poor wretch I am!" + +"I see that you suffer," was William's compassionate answer. + +"From henceforth there is a fresh bond of union between us, for you +possess my secret. It is what no one else in the world does. William, +_that's_ my object in life." + +William did not reply. Perplexity was crowding on his mind, shading his +countenance. + +"Well!" cried Henry, beginning to recover his equanimity, and with it +his sharp retorts. "Why are you looking so blue?" + +"Will it be smooth sailing for you, Henry, with Mr. Ashley?" + +"Yes, I think it will," was the hasty rejoinder: its very haste, its +fractious tone, proving that Henry was by no means so sure of it as he +would imply. "I am not as others are: therefore he will let minor +considerations yield to my happiness." + +William looked uncommonly grave. "Mr. Ashley is not all," he said, +arousing from a reverie. "There may be difficulties elsewhere. She must +not marry out of their own society. Samuel Lynn is one of its strictest +members." + +"Rubbish! Samuel Lynn is my father's servant, and I am my father's son. +If Samuel should take a strait-laced fit, and hold out, why, I'll turn +broadbrim." + +"Samuel Lynn is my father's servant!" In that very fact, William saw +cause to fear that it might not be such plain sailing with Mr. Ashley as +Henry wished to anticipate. He could not help looking the doubts he +felt. Henry observed it. + +"What's the matter now?" he peevishly asked. "I do think you were born +to be the plague of my life! My belief is, you want her for yourself." + +"I am only anxious for you, Henry. I wish you could have assured +yourself that it would go well, before--before allowing your feelings to +be irrevocably bound up in it. A blow, for you, might be hard to bear." + +"How could I help my feelings?" retorted Henry. "I did not fix them +purposely on Anna Lynn. Before I knew anything about it, they had fixed +themselves. Almost before I knew that I cared for her, she was more to +me than the sun in the heavens. There has been no help for it at all, I +tell you. So don't preach." + +"Have you spoken to her?" + +Henry shook his head. "The time has not come for it. I must make it +right with the master before I can stir a step: and I fear it is not +quite ripe for that. Mind _you_ don't talk." + +William smiled. "I will mind." + +"You'd better. If that Quaker society got a hint of it, there's no +knowing what a hullabaloo they might make. They might be for reading +Anna a public lecture at Meeting: or get Samuel Lynn to vow he'd not +give his consent." + +"I should argue in this way, were I you, Henry. With my love so firmly +fixed on Anna Lynn----I beg your pardon, Miss Ashley." + +William started up. Mary Ashley was standing close to the sofa. Had she +caught the sense of the last words? + +"Mamma spoke twice, but you were too busily engaged to hear," said Mary. +"Henry, James is waiting to wheel your sofa to the tea-table." + +Henry rose. Passing his arm through William's, he approached the group. +The servant pushed the sofa after them. Standing together were Mary +Ashley and Anna Lynn. They presented a great contrast to each other. +Mary wore an evening dress of shimmering silk, its low body trimmed with +rich white lace; white lace hung from its drooping sleeves: and she had +on ornaments of gold. Anna was in grey merino, high in the neck, close +at the wrists; not a bit of lace about her, not an ornament; nothing but +a plain white linen collar. "Catch me letting her wear those +Methodistical things when she shall be mine!" thought Henry. "I'll make +a bonfire of the lot." + +But the Quaker cap? Ah! it was not there. Anna had continued her habit +at home of throwing it off, as formerly. Patience reprimanded in vain. +She was not seconded by Samuel Lynn. "We are by ourselves, Patience; it +does not much matter," he would say; "the child says she is cooler +without it." But had Samuel Lynn known that Anna was in the habit of +discarding it on every possible occasion when she was from home, he had +been as severe as Patience. At Mr. Ashley's, especially, she would sit, +as now, without it, her lovely face made more lovely by its falling +curls. Anna did wrong, and she knew it; but she was a wilful girl, and a +vain one. That pretty, timid, retiring manner concealed much self-will, +much vanity; though in some things she was as easily swayed as a child. + +She disobeyed Patience in another matter. Patience would say to her, +"Should Mary Ashley be opening her instrument of music, thee will mind +not to listen to her songs: thee can go into another room." + +"Oh, yes, Patience," she would answer; "I will mind." + +But, instead of not listening, Miss Anna would place herself near the +piano, and drink in the songs as if her whole heart were in the music. +Music had a great effect upon her; and there she would sit entranced, as +though she were in some earthly Elysium. She said nothing of this at +home; but the deceit was wrong. + +They were sitting down to tea, when Herbert Dare came in. The hours for +meals were early at Mr. Ashley's: the medical men considered it best for +Henry. Herbert could be a gentleman when he chose; good-looking also; +quite an addition to a drawing-room. He took his seat between Mary and +Anna. + +"I say, how is it you are not dining at home this evening?" asked Henry, +who somehow did not regard the Dares with any great favour. + +"I dined in the middle of the day," was Herbert's reply. + +"The condescension! I thought only plebeians did that. James, is there a +piece of chalk in the house? I must chalk that up." + +"Henry! Henry!" reproved Mrs. Ashley. + +"Oh, let him talk, Mrs. Ashley," said Herbert, with supreme good humour. +"There's nothing he likes so well as a wordy war." + +"Nothing in the world," acquiesced Henry. "Especially with Herbert +Dare." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +ATTERLY'S FIELD. + + +Laughing, talking, playing at proverbs, earning and paying forfeits, it +was a merry group in Mrs. Ashley's drawing-room. That lady herself was +not joining in the merriment. She sat apart at a small table, some work +in her hand, speaking a word now and then, and smiling to herself in +echo to some unusual burst of laughter. It was so surprising that only +five voices could make so much noise. They were sitting in a circle; +Mary Ashley between William Halliburton and Herbert Dare, Anna Lynn +between Herbert Dare and Henry Ashley, Henry and William side by side. + +Time, in these happy moments, passes rapidly. In due course, the hands +of the French clock on the mantel-piece pointed to half-past eight, and +its silver tones rang out the chimes. They were at the end of the game, +and just settling themselves to commence another. The half-hour aroused +William, and he glanced towards the clock. + +"Half-past eight! who would have thought it? I had no idea it was so +late. I must leave you just for half an hour," he added, rising. + +"Leave for what?" cried Henry Ashley. + +"To go as far as East's. I will not remain there." + +Henry broke into a "wordy war," as Herbert Dare had called it earlier in +the evening. William smiled, and overruled him in his quiet way. + +"They have my promise to go round this evening," he said. "I gave it +them unconditionally, and must just go round to tell them I cannot +come--if that's not a contradiction. Don't look so cross, Henry." + +"Of course, you don't mean to come back," resentfully spoke Henry. "When +you get there, you'll stop there." + +"No; I have told you I will not. But if I let them expect me all the +evening, they will be looking and waiting, and do no good." + +He went out as he spoke, and left the house. As he reached the gate Mr. +Ashley was coming in. Mr. Ashley had been in the manufactory; he did not +often go there after tea. "Going already, William?" Mr. Ashley exclaimed +in accents of surprise. + +"Not for long, sir. I must just look in at East's." + +"Is that scheme likely to prosper? Can you keep the men?" + +"Yes, indeed, I think so. My hopes are strong." + +"Well, there's nothing like hope," answered Mr. Ashley, with a laugh. +"But I shall wonder if you do keep them. William," he added, after a +slight pause, his tone changing to a business one, "I have a few words +to say to you. I was about to speak to you in the counting-house this +afternoon, but something put it aside. I have changed my plans with +respect to this Lyons journey. Instead of despatching you, as I had +thought of doing, I believe I shall send Samuel Lynn." + +Mr. Ashley paused. William did not immediately reply. + +"Samuel Lynn's experience is greater than yours. It is a new thing, and +he will see, better than you could do, what can and what cannot be +done." + +"Very well, sir," at length answered William. + +"You speak as though you were disappointed," remarked Mr. Ashley. + +William was disappointed. But his motive for the feeling lay far deeper +than Mr. Ashley supposed. "I should like to have gone, sir, very much. +But--of course, my liking, or not liking, has nothing to do with it. +Perhaps it is as well that I should not go," he resumed, more in +soliloquy, as if he were trying to reconcile himself to the +disappointment by argument, than in observation to Mr. Ashley. "I do not +see how the men would have done without me at East's." + +"Ay, that's a grave consideration," replied Mr. Ashley jokingly, as he +turned to walk to his own door. + +William stood still, nailed as it were to the spot, looking after his +master. A most unwelcome thought had flashed over him; and in the +impulse of the moment he followed Mr. Ashley, to speak it out. Even in +the night's obscurity, his emotion was perceptible. + +"Mr. Ashley, the suspicion cast on me, at the time that cheque was lost, +has not been the reason--the reason for your declining to intrust me +with this commission?" + +Mr. Ashley looked at him in surprise. But that William's agitation was +all too real, he would have laughed at him. + +"William, I think you are turning silly. No suspicion was cast on you." + +"You have never stirred in the matter, sir; you have never spoken to me +to tell me you were satisfied that I was not in any way guilty," was +William's impulsive answer. + +"Spoken to you! where was the need? Why, William, my whole life, my +daily intercourse with you, is only so much proof that _you_ have my +full confidence. Should I admit you to my home, to the companionship of +my children, if I had no more faith in you than that?" + +"True," said William, beginning to recover himself. "It was a thought +that flashed over me, sir, when you said I was not to be sent on this +journey. I should not like you to doubt me; I could not live under it." + +"William, you reproached me with not having stirred in----" + +"I beg your pardon, sir. I never thought of such a thing as reproach. I +would not presume to do it." + +"I have not stirred in the matter," resumed Mr. Ashley. "A very +disagreeable suspicion arises in my mind at times, as to how the cheque +went; and I do not choose to stir in it. Have you no suspicion on the +point?" + +The question took William by surprise. He stammered in his answer; an +unusual thing for him to do. "N--o." + +"I ask if you have a suspicion?" quietly repeated Mr. Ashley, meaningly, +as if he took William's answer for nothing, or had not heard it. + +Then William spoke out readily. "A suspicion has crossed my mind, sir. +But it is one I should not like to breathe to you." + +"That's enough. I see. White voluntarily took the loss of the money on +himself. He came to me to say so; therefore, I infer that it has in some +private way been refunded to him. Mr. Dare veered round, and advised me +not to investigate the affair, as I was no loser by it; Delves hinted +the same thing. Altogether, I can see through the thing pretty clearly, +and I am content to let it rest. Are you satisfied? If not----" + +Mr. Ashley broke off abruptly. William waited. + +"So, don't turn foolish again. You and I now understand each other. +William!" he emphatically added, "I am growing to like you almost as I +like my own children. I am proud of you; and I shall be prouder yet. God +bless you, my boy!" + +It was so very rare that the calm, dignified Thomas Ashley was betrayed +into anything like demonstrativeness, that William could only stand and +look. And while he looked, the door closed on his master. + +He went way with all speed, calling at his home. Were the truth to be +told, perhaps William was quite as anxious to be back again at Mr. +Ashley's as Henry was that he should be there. Scarcely stopping for a +word of greeting, he opened a drawer, took from it a small case of +fossils, and then searched for something else; something which +apparently he could not find. + +"Have any of you seen my microscope?" he asked, turning to the group at +the table bending over their books. + +Jane looked round. "My dear, I lent it to Patience to-day. I suppose she +forgot to return it. Gar, will you go and ask her for it?" + +"Don't disturb yourself, Gar," said William. "I am going out, and will +ask Patience myself." + +Patience was alone in her parlour. She returned him the microscope, +saying that the reason she had not sent it in was, that she had not had +time to use it. "Thee art in evening dress!" she remarked to William. + +"I am at Mrs. Ashley's. I have only come out for a few minutes. Thank +you. Good night, Patience." + +"Wait thee a moment, William. Is Anna ready to come home?" + +"No, that she is not. Why?" + +"I want to send for her. Samuel Lynn is spending the evening in the +town, so I must send Grace. And I don't care to send her late. She will +only get talking to John Pembridge, if she goes out after he is home +from work." + +William smiled. "It is natural that she should, I suppose. When are they +going to be married?" + +"Shortly," answered Patience, in a tone not quite so equable as usual. +Patience saw no good in people getting married in general; and she was +vexed at the prospect of losing Grace in particular. "She leaves us in a +fortnight from this," she continued, alluding to Grace, "and all her +thoughts seem to be bent now upon meeting John Pembridge. Could thee +bring Anna home for me?" + +"With pleasure," replied William. + +"That is well, then. Grace does not deserve to go out to-night, for she +wilfully crossed me to-day. Good evening, William." + +Fossil-case in hand, and the microscope in his pocket, William made the +best of his way to Honey Fair. Robert East, Stephen Crouch, Brumm, +Thornycroft, Carter, Cross, and some half-dozen others, were crowded +round Robert's table. William handed them the fossils and the +microscope; told the men to amuse themselves with them for that night, +and he would explain more about them on the morrow. He was ever anxious +that the men should have some object of amusement as a rallying point on +these evenings; anything to keep their interest awakened. + +Before the half-hour had expired, he was back at Mr. Ashley's. Proverbs +had been given up, and Mary was at the piano. Mr. Ashley had been +accompanying her on the flute, on which instrument he was a brilliant +player, and when William entered she was singing a duet with Herbert +Dare. Anna--disobedient Anna--was seated, listening with all her ears +and heart to the music, her up-turned countenance quite wonderful to +look upon in its rapt delight. + +"I think you could sing," spoke Henry Ashley to her, in an undertone, +after watching her while the song lasted. + + +Anna shook her head. "I may not try," she said, raising her blue eyes to +him for one moment, and then dropping them. + +"The time may come when you may," returned Henry, in a deeper whisper. + +She did not answer, she did not lift her eyes; but the faintest possible +smile parted her rosy lips--a smile which seemed to express a +consciousness that perhaps that time might come. And Henry, shy and +sensitive, stood apart and gazed upon her, his heart beating. + +"Young lady," said William, advancing, "do you know that a special +honour has been assigned me to-night? One that concerns you." + +Anna raised her eyes now. She felt as much at ease with William as she +did with her father or Patience. "What dost thee say, William? An +honour?" + +"That of seeing you safely home. I----" + +"What's that for?" interrupted Anna. "Where's my father?" + +"He is not at home this evening. And Patience did not care to send out +Grace. I'll take care of you." + +William could not but observe the sudden flush, the glow of pleasure, or +what looked like pleasure, that overspread Anna's countenance at the +information. "What's that for?" he thought, echoing her recent words. +But Mary began to sing again, and his attention was diverted. + +Ten o'clock was the signal for departure. As they were going +out--William, Anna, and Herbert Dare, who took the opportunity to leave +with them--Henry Ashley limped after them, and drew William aside in the +hall. + +"Honour bright, mind, my friend!" + +William did not understand. "Honour bright, always," said he. "But what +do you mean?" + +"You'll not get making love to her on your way home!" + +William could not help laughing. He turned his amused face full on +Henry. "Be at rest. I would not care to make love to her, had I full +leave and license from the Quaker society, granted me in public +meeting." + +"Do you think I did not see her brightened countenance when you told her +she was to go home with you?" retorted Henry. + +"I saw it too. I conclude she was pleased that her father was not coming +for her, little undutiful thing! However it may have been, rely upon it +that brightening was not for me." + +Pressing his hand warmly, with a pressure that no false friend ever +gave, William hastened away. It was time. Herbert Dare and Anna had not +waited for him, but were ever so far ahead. + +"Very polite of you!" cried William, when he caught them up. "Anna, had +you gone pitching into that part of the path they are mending, I should +have been responsible, you know. You might have waited for me." + +He spoke good-humouredly, making a joke of it. Herbert Dare did not +appear to receive it as one. He retorted haughtily. + +"Do you suppose I am not capable of taking care of Miss Lynn? As much so +as you, at any rate." + +"Possibly," coolly returned William, not losing his good-humoured tone. +Herbert Dare had given Anna his arm. William walked near her on the +other side. Thus they reached Mr. Lynn's. + +"Good night," said Herbert, shaking hands with her. "Good night to you, +Halliburton." + +"Good night," replied William. + +Herbert Dare set off running. William knocked at the door and waited +until it was opened. Then he also shook hands with Anna, and saw her in. + +Frank and Gar were putting up their books for the night when William +entered. The boarders had gone to bed. Jane, a very unusual thing for +her, was sitting by the fire, doing nothing. + +"Am I not idle, William?" she said. + +William bent to kiss her. "There's no need for you to be anything but +idle now, mother." + +"No need! William, you know better. There's great need that none should +be idle: none in the world. But I have a bad headache to-night." + +"William," called out Gar, "they brought this round for you from East's. +Young Tom came with it." + +It was the case of fossils and the microscope. William observed that +they need not have sent them, as he should want them there the next +evening. "Patience said she had not had time to use the microscope," he +continued. "I think I will take it in to her. I suppose she has been +buying linen, and wants to see if the threads are even." + +"The Lynns will have gone to bed by this time," said Jane. + +"Not to-night. I have only just seen Anna home from Mrs. Ashley's; and +Mr. Lynn has gone out to supper." + +He turned to leave the room with the microscope, but Gar was looking at +the fossils and asked the loan of it. A few minutes, and William finally +went out. + +Patience came to the door, in answer to his knock. She thanked him for +the microscope and stood a minute or two chatting. Patience was fond of +a gossip; there was no denying it. + +"Will thee not walk in?" + +"Not now," he said, turning away. "Good night, Patience." + +"Good night to thee. Thee send in Anna, please. She is having a pretty +long talk with thy mother." + +William was at a loss. "I saw Anna in from Mr. Ashley's." + +"She did but ask whether her father was home, and then ran through the +house," replied Patience. "She had a message for thy mother, she said, +from Margaret Ashley." + +"Mrs. Ashley does not send messages to my mother," returned William, in +some wonder. "They have no acquaintance with each other--beyond a bow, +in passing." + +"She must have sent her one to-night--why else should the child go in to +deliver it?" persisted Patience. "Not but that Anna is always running +into thy house at nights. I fear she must trouble thy mother at her +class." + +"She never stays long enough for that," replied William. "When she does +come in--and it is not often--she just opens the door; 'How dost thee, +friend Jane Halliburton?' and out again." + +"Then thee can know nothing about it, William. I tell thee she never +stays less than an hour, and she is always there. I say to her that one +of these evenings thy mother may likely be hinting to her that her room +will be more acceptable than her company. Thee send her home now, +please." + +William turned away. Curious thoughts were passing through his mind. +That Anna did not go in, in the frequent manner Patience intimated; that +she rarely stayed above a minute or two, he knew. He knew--at least, he +felt perfectly sure--that Anna was not at his house now; had not been +there. And yet Patience said "Send her home." + +"Has Anna been here?" he asked when he went in. + +"Anna? No." + +Not just that moment, to draw observation, but presently, William left +the room, and went into the garden at the back. A very unpleasant +suspicion had arisen in his mind. It might not have occurred to him, but +for certain glances which he had observed pass that evening between +Herbert Dare and Anna--glances of confidence--as if they had a private +mutual understanding on some point or other. He had not understood them +then: he very much feared he was about to understand them now. + +Opening the gate leading to the field at the back, commonly called +Atterly's Field, he looked cautiously around. For a moment or two he +could see nothing. The hedge was thick on either side, and no living +being appeared to be beneath its shade. But he saw farther when his eyes +became accustomed to the obscurity. + +Pacing slowly together, were Herbert Dare and Anna. Now moving on, a few +steps; now pausing to converse more at ease. William drew a deep breath. +He saw quite enough to be sure this was not the first time they had so +paced together: and thought after thought crowded on his mind; one idea, +one remembrance chasing another. + +Was this the explanation of the plaid cloak, which had paraded +stealthily on that very field-path during the past winter? There could +not be a doubt of it. And was it in this manner that Anna's flying +absences from home were spent--absences which she, in her unpardonable +deceit, had accounted for to Patience by saying that she was with Mrs. +Halliburton? Alas for Anna! Alas for all who deviate by an untruth from +the path of rectitude! If the misguided child--she was little better +than a child--could only have seen the future that was before her! It +may have been very pleasant, very romantic to steal a march on Patience, +and pace out there in the cold, chattering to Herbert Dare; listening to +his protestations that he cared for no one in the world but herself; +never had cared, never should care: but it was laying up for Anna a day +of reckoning, the like of which had rarely fallen on a young head. +William seemed to take it all in at a glance; and, rising tumultuously +over other unpleasant thoughts, came the remembrance of Henry Ashley's +misplaced and ill-starred love. + +With another deep breath, that was more like a groan than anything +else--for Herbert Dare never brought good to any one in his life, and +William knew it--William set off towards them. Whether they heard +footsteps, or whether they thought the time for parting had come, +certain it was that Herbert was gone before William could reach them, +and Anna was speeding towards her home with a fleet step. William placed +himself in her way, and she started aside with a scream that went +echoing through the field. Then they had not heard him. + +"William, is it thee? Thee hast frightened me nearly out of my senses." + +"Anna," he gravely said, "Patience is waiting for you." + +Anna Lynn's imagination led her to all sorts of fantastic fears. "Oh, +William, thee hast not been in to Patience!" she exclaimed, in sudden +trembling. "Thee hast not been to our house to seek me!" + +They had reached his gate now. He halted, and took her hand in his, his +manner impressive, his voice firm. "Anna, I must speak to you as I would +to my own sister; as I might to Janey, had she lived, and been drawn +into this terrible imprudence. Though, indeed, I should not then speak, +but act. What tales are they that Herbert Dare is deceiving you with?" + +"Hast thee been in to Patience? Hast thee been in to Patience?" +reiterated Anna. + +"Patience knows nothing of this. She thinks you are at our house. I ask +you, Anna, what foolish tales Herbert Dare is deceiving you with?" + +Anna--relieved on the score of her fright--shook her head petulantly. +"He is not deceiving me with any. He would not deceive." + +"Anna, hear me. His very nature, as I believe, is deceit. I fear he has +little truth, little honour within him. Is Herbert professing to--to +love you?" + +"I will not answer thee aught. I will not hear thee speak against +Herbert Dare." + +"Anna," he continued in a lower tone, "you ought to be _afraid_ of +Herbert Dare. He is not a good man." + +How wilful she was! "It is of no use thy talking," she reiterated, +putting her fingers to her ears. "Herbert Dare _is_ good. I will not +hear thee speak against him." + +"Then, Anna, as you meet it in this way, I must inform your father or +Patience of what I have seen. If you will not keep yourself out of +harm's way, they must do it for you." + +It terrified her to the last degree. Anna could have died rather than +suffer her escapade to reach the ears of home. "How can thee talk of +harm, William? What harm is likely to come to me? I did no more harm +talking to Herbert Dare here, than I did, talking to him in Margaret +Ashley's drawing-room." + +"My dear child, you do not understand things," he answered. "The very +fact of your stealing from your home to walk about in this manner, +however innocent it may be in itself, would do you incalculable harm in +the eyes of the world. And I am quite sure that in no shape or form can +Herbert Dare bring you good, or contribute to your good. Tell me one +thing, Anna: Have you learnt to care much for him?" + +"I don't care for him at all," responded Anna. + +"No! Then why walk about with him?" + +"Because it's fun to cheat Patience." + +"Oh, Anna, this is very wrong, very foolish. Do you mean what you +say--that you do not care for him?" + +"Of course I mean it," she answered. "I think he is very kind and +pleasant, and he gave me a pretty locket. But that's all. William, thee +wilt not tell upon me?" she continued, clinging to his arm, her tone +changing to one of entreaty, as the terror, which she had been +endeavouring to conceal with light words, returned upon her. "William! +thee art kind and obliging--thee wilt not tell upon me! I will promise +thee never to meet Herbert Dare again, if thee wilt not." + +"It would be for your own sake, Anna, that I should speak. How do I +know that you would keep your word?" + +"I give thee my promise that I will! I will not meet Herbert Dare in +this way again. I tell thee I do not care to meet him. Canst thee not +believe me?" + +He did believe her, implicitly. Her eyes were streaming; her pretty +hands clung about him. He did like Anna very much, and he would not draw +vexation upon her, if it could be avoided with expediency. + +"I will rely upon you then, Anna. Believe me, you could not choose a +worse friend in all Helstonleigh, than Herbert Dare. I have your word?" + +"Yes. And I have thine." + +He placed her arm within his own, and led her to the back door of her +house. Patience was standing at it. "I have brought you the little +truant," he said. + +"It is well thee hast," replied Patience. "I had just opened the door to +come after her. Anna, thee art worse than a wild thing. Running off in +this manner!" + + +It had not been in William's way to see much of Anna's inner qualities. +He had not detected her deceit; he did not know that she could be +untruthful when it suited her to be so. He had firm faith in her word, +never questioning that it might be depended upon. Nevertheless, when he +came afterwards to reflect upon the matter, he thought it might be his +duty to give Patience a little word of caution. And this he could do +without compromising Anna. + +He contrived to see Patience alone the very next day. She began talking +of their previous evening at the Ashleys'. + +"Yes," observed William, "it was a pleasant evening. It would have been +all the pleasanter, though, but for one who was there--Herbert Dare." + +"I do not admire the Dares," said Patience frigidly. + +"Nor I. But I observed one thing, Patience--that he admires Anna. Were +Anna my sister, I should not like her to be too much admired by Herbert +Dare. So take care of her." + +Patience looked steadily at him. William continued, his tone +confidential. + +"You know what Herbert Dare is said to be, Patience--fonder of leading +people to ill than to good. Anna is giddy--as you yourself tell her +twenty times a day. I would keep her carefully under my own eyes. I +would not even allow her to run into our house at night, as she is fond +of doing," he added with marked emphasis. "She is as safe there as she +is here; but it is giving her a taste of liberty that she may not be the +better for in the end. When she comes in, send Grace with her, or bring +her yourself: I will see her home again. Tell her she is a grown-up +young lady now, and it is not proper that she should go out unattended," +he concluded, laughing. + +"William, I do not quite understand thee. Hast thee cause to say this?" + +"All I say, Patience, is--keep her out of the way of possible harm, of +undesirable friendships. Were Anna to be drawn into a liking for Herbert +Dare, I am sure it would not be agreeable to Mr. Lynn. He would never +consider the Dares a desirable family for her to marry into----" + +"Marry into the family of the Dares!" interrupted Patience hotly. "Art +thee losing thy senses, William?" + +"These likings sometimes lead to marriage," quietly continued William. +"Therefore, I say, keep her away from all chance of forming them. +Believe me, my advice is good." + +"I think I understand," concluded Patience. "I thank thee kindly, +William." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +ANNA'S EXCUSE. + + +A very unpleasant part of the story has now to be touched upon. +Unpleasant things occur in real life, and if true pictures have to be +given of the world as it exists, as it goes on its round, day by day, +allusion to them cannot be wholly avoided. + +Certain words of William Halliburton to Patience had run in this +fashion: "Were Anna to be drawn into a liking for Herbert Dare, I am +sure it would not be agreeable to Mr. Lynn. He would never consider the +Dares a desirable family for her to marry into." In thus speaking, +William had striven to put the case in a polite sort of form to the ears +of Patience. As to any probability of marriage between one of the Dares +and Anna Lynn, he would scarcely have believed it within the range of +possibility. The Dares, one and all, would have considered Anna far +beneath them in position, whilst the difference of religion would on +Anna's side be an almost insurmountable objection. The worst that +William had contemplated was the "liking" he had hinted at. He cared for +Anna's welfare as he would have cared for a sister's, and he believed it +would not contribute to her happiness that she should become attached to +Herbert Dare. But for compromising Anna--and he had given his word not +to do it--he would have spoken out openly and said there was a danger of +this liking coming to pass, if she met him as he feared she had been in +the habit of doing. Certainly he would not have alluded to the remote +possibility of marriage, the mention of which had so scared Patience. + +What had William thought, what had Patience said, could they have known +that this liking was already implanted in Anna's heart beyond recall? +Alas! that it should have been so! Quiet, childish, timid as Anna +outwardly appeared, the strongest affection had been aroused in her +heart for Herbert Dare--was filling its every crevice. These apparently +shy, sensitive natures are sometimes only the more passionate and +wayward within. One evening a few months previously, Anna was walking +in Atterly's Field, behind their house. Anna had been in the habit of +walking there--nay, of playing there--since she was a child, and she +would as soon have associated harm with their garden as with that field. +Farmer Atterly kept his sheep in it, and Anna had run about with the +lambs as long as she could remember. Herbert Dare came up +accidentally--the path through it, leading along at the back of the +houses, was public, though not much frequented--and he spoke to Anna. +Anna knew him to say "Good day" when she passed him in the street; and +she now and then saw him at Mrs. Ashley's. Herbert stayed talking with +her a few minutes, and then went on his way. + +Somehow, from that time, he and Anna encountered each other there pretty +frequently; and that was how the liking had grown. If a qualm of +conscience crossed Miss Anna at times that it was not quite the thing +for a young lady to do, thus to meet a gentleman in secret, she +conveniently put the qualm away. That harm should arise from it in any +way never so much as crossed her mind for a moment; and to do Herbert +Dare justice, real harm was probably as far from his mind as from hers. + +He grew to like her, almost as she liked him. Herbert Dare did not, in +the sight of Helstonleigh, stand out as a model of all the cardinal +virtues; but he was not all bad. Anna believed him all good--all honour, +truth, excellence; and her heart had flashed out a rebuke to William +when he hinted that Herbert was not exactly a paragon. She only knew +that the very sound of his footstep made her heart leap with happiness; +she only knew that to her he appeared everything that was bright and +fascinating. Her great dread was, lest their intimacy should become +known and separation ensue. That separation would be inevitable, were +her father or Patience to become cognizant of it, Anna rightly believed. + +Cunning little sophist that she was! She would fain persuade herself +that an innocent meeting out of doors was justifiable, where a meeting +indoors was out of the question. They had no acquaintance with the +Dares; consequently Herbert could plead no excuse for calling in upon +them--none at least that would be likely to carry weight with Patience. +And so the young lady reconciled her conscience in the best way she +could, stole out as often as she was able to meet him, and left +discovery to take care of itself. + +Discovery came in the shape of William Halliburton. It was bad enough; +but far less alarming to Anna than it might have been. Had her father +dropped upon her, she would have run away and fallen into the nearest +pond, in her terror and consternation. + +Though guilty of certain trifling inaccuracies--such as protesting that +she "did not care" for Herbert Dare--Anna, in that interview with +William, fully meant to keep the promise she made, not to meet him +again. Promises, however, given under the influence of terror or other +sudden emotion, are not always kept. It would probably prove so with +Anna's. One thing was indisputable--that where a mind could so far +forget its moral rectitude as to practise deceit in one particular, as +Anna was doing, it would not be very scrupulous to keep its better +promises. + +Anna's thoughts for many a morning latterly, when she arose, had been +"This evening I shall see him," and the prospect seemed to quicken her +fingers, as it quickened her heart. But on the morning after the +discovery, her first thought was, "I must never see him again as I have +done. How shall I warn him not to come?" That he would be in the field +again that evening, unless warned, she knew: if William Halliburton saw +him there a quarrel might ensue between them; at any rate, an unpleasant +scene. Anna came down, feeling cross and petulant, and inclined to wish +William had been at the bottom of the sea before he had found them out +the previous evening. + +"Where there's a will, there's a way," it is said. Anna Lynn contrived +that day to exemplify it. Her will was set upon seeing Herbert Dare, and +she did see him: it can scarcely be said by accident. Anna contrived to +be sent into the town by Patience on an errand, and she managed to +linger so long in the neighbourhood of Mr. Dare's office, gazing in at +the shops in West Street (if Patience had only seen her!), that Herbert +Dare passed. + +"Anna!" + +"Herbert, I have been waiting in the hope of seeing thee," she +whispered, her manner timid as a fawn, her pretty cheeks blushing. "Thee +must not come again in the evening, for I cannot meet thee." + +"Why so?" asked Herbert. + +"William Halliburton saw me with thee last night, and he says it is not +right. I had to give him my promise not to meet thee again, or he would +have told my father." + +Herbert cast a word to William; not a complimentary one. "What business +is it of his?" he asked. + +"I dare not stay talking to thee, Herbert. Patience will likely be +sending Grace after me, finding me so long away. But I was obliged to +tell thee this, lest thee should be coming again. Fare thee well!" + +Passing swiftly from him, Anna went on her way. Herbert did not choose +to follow her in the open street. She went along, poor child, with her +head down and her eyelashes glistening. It was little else than bitter +sorrow thus to part with Herbert Dare. + +Patience was standing at the door, looking out for her when she came in +sight of home. Patience had given little heed to what William +Halliburton had said the previous night, or she might not have sent Anna +into Helstonleigh alone. In point of fact, Patience had thought William +a little fanciful. But when, instead of being home at four o'clock, as +she ought to have been, the clock struck five, and she had not made her +appearance, Patience began to think she did let her have too much +liberty. + +"Now, where hast thee been?" was Patience's salutation, delivered in icy +tones. + +"I met so many people, Patience. They stayed to talk with me." + +Brushing past Patience, deaf to her subsequent reproofs, Anna flew up to +her own room. When she came down, her father had entered, and Patience +was pouring out the tea. + +"Wilt thee tell thy father where thee hast been?" + +The command was delivered in Patience's driest tone. Anna, inwardly +tormented, outwardly vexed, burst into tears. The Quaker looked up in +surprise. + +Patience explained. Anna had left home at three o'clock to execute a +little commission: she might well have been home in three-quarters of an +hour and she had only made her appearance now. + +"What kept thee, child?" asked her father. + +"I only looked in at a shop or two," pleaded Anna, through her tears. +"There were the prettiest new engravings in at Thomas Woakam's! If +Patience had wanted me to run both ways, she should have said so." + +Notwithstanding the little spice of impertinence peeping out in the last +sentence, Samuel Lynn saw no reason to correct Anna. That she could ever +be wrong, he scarcely admitted to his own heart. "Dry thy tears, child, +and take thy tea," said he. "Patience wanted thee, maybe, for some +household matter; it can wait another opportunity. Patience," he added, +as if to drown the sound of his words and their remembrance, "are my +shirts in order?" + +"Thy shirts in order?" repeated Patience. "Why dost thee ask that?" + +"I should not have asked it without reason," returned he. "Wilt thee +please give me an answer?" + +"The old shirts are as much in order as things, beginning to wear, can +be," replied Patience. "Thy new shirts I cannot say much about. They +will not be finished this side Midsummer, unless Anna sits to them a +little closer than she is doing now." + +"Thy shirts will be ready quite in time, father; before the old ones are +gone beyond wearing," spoke up Anna. + +"I don't know that," said Mr. Lynn. "Had they been ready, child, I might +have wanted them now. I am going a journey." + +"Is it the French journey thee hast talked of once or twice lately?" +interposed Patience. + +"Yes," said Samuel Lynn. "The master was speaking to me about it this +afternoon. We were interrupted, and I did not altogether gather when he +wishes me to start; but I fancy it will be immediately----" + +"Oh, father! couldst thee not take me?" + +The interruption came from Anna. Her blue eyes were glistening, her +cheeks were crimson; a journey to the interior of France wore charms for +her as great as it did for Cyril Dare. All the way home from West Street +she had been thinking how she should spend her miserable home days, +debarred of the evening snatches of Mr. Herbert's charming society. +Going to France would be something. + +"I wish I could take thee, child! But thee art aware thee might as well +ask me to take the Malvern Hills." + +In her inward conviction, Anna believed she might. Before she could +oppose any answering but most useless argument, Samuel Lynn's attention +was directed to the road. Parting opposite to his house, as if they had +just walked together from the manufactory, were Mr. Ashley and William +Halliburton. The master walked on. William, catching Samuel Lynn's eye, +came across and entered. + +Mr. Ashley had been telling William some news. Though no vacillating man +in a general way, it appeared that he had again reconsidered his +determination with regard to despatching William to France. He had come +to the resolve to send him, as well as Samuel Lynn. William could not +help surmising that his betrayed emotion the previous night, his fears +touching Mr. Ashley's reason for not sending him, may have had something +to do with that gentleman's change of mind. + +"Will you be troubled with me?" asked he of Mr. Lynn, when he had +imparted this to him. + +"If such be the master's fiat, I cannot help being troubled with thee," +was the answer of Samuel Lynn; but the tone of his voice spoke of +anything rather than dissatisfaction. "Why is he sending thee as well as +myself?" + +"He told me he thought it might be best that you should show me the +markets, and introduce me to the skin merchants, as I should probably +have to make the journey alone in future," replied William. "I had no +idea, until the master mentioned it now, that you had ever made the +journey yourself, Mr. Lynn; you never told me." + +"There was nothing, that I am aware of, to call for the information," +observed the Quaker, in his usual dry manner. "I went there two or three +times on my own account when I was in business for myself. Did the +master tell thee when he should expect us to start?" + +"Not precisely. The beginning of the week, I think." + +"I have been asking my father if he cannot take me," put in Anna, in +plaintive tones, looking at William. + +"And I have answered her, that she may as well ask me to take the +Malvern Hills," was the rejoinder of Samuel Lynn. "I could as likely +take the one as the other." + +Likely or unlikely, Samuel Lynn would have taken her beyond all +doubt--taken her with a greedy, sheltering grasp--had he foreseen the +result of leaving her at home, the grievous trouble that was to fall +upon her head. + +"Thee wilt drink a dish of tea with us this evening, William?" + +It was Patience who spoke. William hesitated, but he saw they would be +pleased at his doing so, and he sat down. The conversation turned upon +France--upon Samuel Lynn's experiences, and William's anticipations. +Anna lapsed into silence and abstraction. + +In the bustle of moving, when Samuel Lynn was departing for the +manufactory, William, before going home to his books, contrived to +obtain a word alone with Anna. + +"Have you thought of our compact?" + +"Yes," she said, freely meeting his eyes in honest truth. "I saw him +this afternoon in the street; I went on purpose to try and meet him. He +will not come again." + +"That is well. Mind and take care of yourself, Anna," he added, with a +smile. "I shall be away, and not able to give an eye to you, as I freely +confess it had been my resolve to do." + +Anna shook her head. "He does not come again," she repeated. "Thee may +go away believing me, William." + +And William did go away believing her--went away to France putting faith +in her; thinking that the undesirable intimacy was at an end for ever. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +PATIENCE COME TO GRIEF. + + +In the early part of March, Samuel Lynn and William departed on their +journey to France. And the first thought that occurred to Patience +afterwards was one that is apt to occur to many thrifty housekeepers on +the absence of the master--that of instituting a thorough cleansing of +the house, from garret to cellar; or, as Anna mischievously expressed +it, "turning the house inside out." She knew Patience did not like her +wild phrases, and therefore she used them. + +Patience was parting with Grace--the servant who had been with them so +many years. Grace had resolved to get married. In vain Patience assured +her that marriage, generally speaking, was found to be nothing better +than a bed of thorns. Grace would not listen. Others had risked the +thorns before her, and she thought she must try her chance with the +rest. Patience had no resource but to fall in with the decision, and to +look out for another servant. It appeared that she could not readily +find one; at least, one whom she would venture to engage. She was +unusually particular; and while she waited and looked out, she engaged +Hester Dell, a humble member of her own persuasion, to come in +temporarily. Hester lived with her aged mother, not far off, chiefly +supporting herself by doing fine needlework at her own, or at the +Friends' houses. She readily consented to take up her abode with +Patience for a month or so, to help with the housework, and looked upon +it as a sort of holiday. + +"It's of no use to begin the house until Grace shall be gone," observed +Patience to Anna. "She'd likely be scrubbing the paper on the walls, +instead of the paint, for her head is turned just now." + +"What fun, if she should!" ejaculated Anna. + +"Fun for thee, perhaps, who art ignorant of cost and labour," rebuked +Patience. "I shall wait until Grace has departed. The day that she goes, +Hester comes in; and I shall have the house begun the day following." + +"Couldn't thee have it begun the same day?" saucily asked Anna. + +"Will thee attend to thy stitching?" returned Patience sharply. "Thy +father's wristbands will not be done the better for thy nonsense." + +"Shall I be turned out of my bedroom?" resumed Anna. + +"For a night, perchance. Thee canst go into thy father's. But the top of +the house will be done first." + +"Is the roof to be scrubbed?" went on Anna. "I don't know how Hester +will hold on while she does it." + +"Thee art in one of thy wilful humours this morning," responded +Patience. "Art thee going to set me at defiance now thy father's back is +turned?" + +"Who said anything about setting thee at defiance?" asked Anna. "I +_should_ like to see Hester scrubbing the roof!" + +"Thee hadst better behave thyself, Anna," was the retort of Patience. +And Anna, in her lighthearted wilfulness, burst into a merry laugh. + +Grace departed, and Hester came in: a quiet little body, of forty +years, with dark hair and defective teeth. Patience, as good as her +word, was up betimes the following morning, and had the house up +betimes, to institute the ceremony. Their house contained the same +accommodation as Mrs. Halliburton's, with this addition--that the garret +in the Quaker's had been partitioned off into two chambers. Patience +slept in one; Grace had occupied the other. The three bedrooms on the +floor beneath were used, one by Mr. Lynn, one by Anna; the other was +kept as a spare room, for any chance visitor; the "best room" it was +usually called. The house belonged to Mr. Lynn. Formerly, both houses +had belonged to him; but at the time of his loss he had sold the other +to Mr. Ashley. + +The ablutions were in full play. Hester, with a pail, mop, +scrubbing-brush, and other essentials, was ensconced in the top +chambers; Anna, ostensibly at her wristband stitching (but the work did +not get on very fast), was singing to herself in an undertone in one of +the parlours, the door safely shut; while Patience was exercising a +general superintendence, giving an eye everywhere. Suddenly there echoed +a loud noise, as of a fall, and a scream resounded throughout the house. +It appeared to come from what they usually called the bedroom floor. +Anna flew up the stairs, and Hester Dell flew down the upper ones. At +the foot of the garret stairs, her head against the door of Anna's +chamber, lay Patience and a heavy bed-pole. In attempting to carry the +pole down from her room, she had somehow overbalanced herself, and +fallen heavily. + +"Is the house coming down?" Anna was beginning to say. But she stopped +in consternation when she saw Patience. Hester attempted to pick her up. + +"Thee cannot raise me, Hester. Anna, child, thee must not attempt to +touch me. I fear my leg is br----" + +Her voice died away, her eyes closed, and a hue, as of death, overspread +her countenance. Anna, more terrified than she had ever been in her +life, flew round to Mrs. Halliburton's. + +Dobbs, from her kitchen, saw her coming--saw the young face streaming +with tears, heard the short cries of alarm--and Dobbs stepped out. + +"Why, what on earth's the matter now?" asked she. + +Anna seized Dobbs, and clung to her; partly that to do so seemed some +protection in her great terror. "Oh, Dobbs, come in to Patience!" she +cried. "I think she's dying." + +The voice reached the ears of Jane. She came forth from the parlour. +Dobbs was then running in to Samuel Lynn's, and Jane ran also, +understanding nothing. + +Patience was reviving when they entered. All her cry was, that they must +not move her. One of her legs was in some manner doubled under her, and +doubled over the pole. Jane felt a conviction that it was broken. + +"Who can run fastest?" she asked. "We must have Mr. Parry here." + +Hester waited for no further instruction. She caught up her +fawn-coloured Quaker shawl and grey bonnet, and was off, putting them on +as she ran. Anna, sobbing wildly, turned and hid her face on Jane, as +one who wants to be comforted. Then, her mood changing, she threw +herself down beside Patience, the tears from her own eyes falling on +Patience's face. + +"Patience, dear Patience, canst thee forgive me? I have been wilful and +naughty, but I never meant to cross thee really. I did it only to tease +thee; but I loved thee all the while." + +Patience, suffering as she was, drew down the repentant face to kiss it +fervently. "I know it, dear child; I know thee. Don't thee distress +thyself for me." + +Mr. Parry came, and Patience was carried into the spare room. Her leg +was broken, and badly broken; the surgeon called it a compound fracture. + +So there was an end to the grand cleansing scheme for a long time to +come! Patience lay in sickness and pain, and Hester had to make her her +first care. Anna's spirits revived in a day or two. Mr. Parry said a +cure would be effected in time; that the worst of the business was the +long confinement for Patience; and Anna forgot her dutiful fit of +repentance. Patience _would_ be well again, would be about as before; +and, as to the present confinement, Anna rather grew to look upon it as +the interposition of some good fairy, who must have taken her own +liberty under its special protection. + +Whether Anna would have succeeded in eluding the vigilance of Patience +_up_ cannot be told; she certainly did that of Patience _down_. Anna had +told Herbert Dare that he was not to pay a visit to Atterly's field +again, or expect her to pay one; but Herbert Dare was about the last +person to obey such advice. Had William Halliburton remained to be--as +Herbert termed it--a treacherous spy, there's no doubt that Herbert +would have striven to set his vigilance at defiance: with William's +absence, the field, both literally and figuratively, was open to him. In +the absence of Samuel Lynn, it was doubly open. Herbert Dare knew +perfectly well that if the Quaker once gained the slightest inkling of +his secret acquaintance with Anna, it would effectually be put a stop +to. To wear a cloak resembling William Halliburton's, on his visits to +the field, had been the result of a bright idea. It had suddenly +occurred to Mr. Herbert that if the Quaker's lynx eyes did by mischance +catch sight of the cloak, promenading some fine night at the back of his +residence, they would accord it no particular notice, concluding the +wearer to be William Halliburton taking a moonlight stroll at the back +of _his_ residence. Nevertheless, Herbert had timed his visits so as to +make pretty sure that Samuel Lynn was out of view, safely ensconced in +Mr. Ashley's manufactory; and he had generally succeeded. Not quite +always, as the reader knows. + +Anna was of a most persuadable nature. In defiance of her promise to +William, she suffered Herbert Dare to persuade her again into the old +system of meeting him. Guileless as a child, never giving thought to +wrong or to harm--beyond the wrong and harm of thus clandestinely +stealing out, and that wrong she conveniently ignored--she saw nothing +very grave in doing it. Herbert could not come indoors; Patience would +be sure not to welcome him; and therefore, she logically argued to her +own mind, she must go out to him. + +She had learnt to like Herbert Dare a great deal too well not to wish to +meet him, to talk with him. Herbert, on his part, had learnt to like +her. An hour passed in whispering to Anna, in mischievously untying her +sober cap, and letting the curls fall, in laying his own hand fondly on +the young head, and telling her he cared for her beyond every earthly +thing. It had grown to be one of his most favourite recreations; and +Herbert was not one to deny himself any recreation that he took a fancy +to. He intended no harm to the pretty child. It is possible that, had +any one seriously pointed out to him the harm that might arise to Anna, +in the estimation of Helstonleigh, should these stolen meetings be found +out, Herbert might for once have done violence to his inclinations, and +not have persisted in them. Unfortunately--very unfortunately, as it was +to turn out--there was no one to give this word of caution. Patience was +ill, William was away: and no one else knew anything about it. In point +of fact, Patience could not be said to know anything, for William's +warning had not made the impression upon her that it ought to have done. +Patience's confiding nature was in fault. For Anna deliberately to meet +Herbert Dare or any other "Herbert" in secret, she would have deemed a +simple impossibility. In the judgment of Patience, it had been nothing +less than irredeemable sin. + +What did Herbert Dare promise himself, in thus leading Anna into this +imprudence? Herbert promised himself nothing--beyond the passing +gratification of the hour. Herbert had never been one to give any care +to the future, for himself or for any one else; and he was not likely to +begin to do it at present. As to seeking Anna for his wife, such a +thought had never crossed his mind. In the first place, at the rate the +Dares--Herbert and his brothers--were going on, a wife for any of them +seemed amongst the impossibilities. Unless, indeed, she made the bargain +beforehand to live upon air; there was no chance of their having +anything else to live upon. But, had Herbert been in a position, +pecuniarily considered, to marry ten wives, Anna Lynn would not have +been one of them. Agreeable as it might be to him to linger with Anna, +he considered her far beneath himself; and pride, with Herbert, was +always in the ascendant. Herbert had been introduced to Anna Lynn at +Mrs. Ashley's, and that threw a sort of prestige around her. She was +also enshrined in the respectable Quaker body of the town. But for these +facts, for being who she was, Herbert might have been less scrupulous in +his behaviour towards her. He would not--it may be as well to say he +dared not--be otherwise than considerate towards Anna Lynn; but, on the +other hand, he would not have considered her worthy to become his wife. +On the part of Samuel Lynn, he would far rather have seen his child in +her coffin, than the wife of Herbert Dare. The young Dares did not bear +a good name in Helstonleigh. + +In this most uncertain and unsatisfactory state of things, what on +earth--as Dobbs had said to Anna--did Herbert want with her at all? Far, +far better that he had allowed Anna to fall in with the sensible advice +of William Halliburton--"Do not meet him again." It was a sad pity; and +it is very probable that Herbert Dare regretted it afterwards, in the +grievous misery it entailed. Misery to both; and without positive ill +conduct on the part of either. + +But that time has not yet come, and we are only at the stage of Samuel +Lynn's absence and Patience's broken leg. Anna had taken to stealing out +again; and her wits were at work to concoct a plausible excuse for her +absences to Hester Dell, that no tales might be carried to Patience. + +"Hester, Patience is a fidget. Thee must see that. She would like me to +keep at my work all day, all day, evening too, and never have a breath +of fresh air! She'd like me to shut myself up in this parlour, as she +has now to be shut up in her room; never to be in the garden in the +lovely twilight; never to run and look at the pretty lambs in the field; +never to go next door, and say 'How dost thee?' to Jane Halliburton! +It's a shame, Hester!" + +"Well, I think it would be, if it were true," responded Hester, a simple +woman in mind and language, who loved Anna almost as well as did +Patience. "But dost thee not think thee art mistaken, child? Patience +seems anxious that thee should go out. She says I am to take thee." + +"I dare say!" responded Anna; "and leave her all alone! How would she +come downstairs with her broken leg, if any one knocked at the door? +She's a dreadful fidget, Hester. She'd like to watch me as a cat watches +a mouse. Look at last night! It's all on account of these shirts. She +thinks I shan't get them done. I shall." + +"Why, dear, I think thee wilt," returned Hester, casting her eyes on the +work. "Thee art getting on with them." + +"I am getting on nicely. I have done all the stitching, and nearly the +plain part of the bodies; I shall soon be at the gathers. What did she +say to thee last night?" + +"She said, 'Go to the parlour, Hester, and See whether Anna does not +want a light.' And I came and could not find thee. And then she said +thee wast always running into the next door, troubling them, and she +would not have it done. Thee came in just at the time, and she scolded +thee." + +"Yes, she did," resentfully spoke Anna. "I tell thee, Hester, she's the +worst fidget breathing. I give thee my word, Hester, that I had not been +inside the Halliburtons' door. I had been in this garden and in the +field. I had been close at work all day----" + +"Not quite all day, dear," interrupted Hester, willing to smooth matters +to the child as far as she was able. "Thee hadst thy friend Mary Ashley +here to call in the morning, and thee hadst Sarah Dixon in the +afternoon." + +"Well, I had been at work a good part of the day," corrected Anna, "and +I wanted some fresh air after it. Where's the crime?" + +"Crime, dear! It's only natural. If I had not my errands to go upon, and +so take the air that way, I should like myself to run to the field, when +my work was done." + +"So would any one else, except Patience," retorted Anna. "Hester, look +thee. When she asks after me again, thee hast no need to tell her, +should I have run out. It only fidgets her, and she is not well enough +to be fidgeted. Thee tell her I am at my sewing. But I _can't_ be sewing +for ever, Hester; I must have a few minutes' holiday from it now and +then. Patience might have cause to grumble if I ran away and left it in +the day." + +"Well, dear, I think it is only reasonable," slowly answered Hester, +considering the matter over. "I'll not tell her thee art in the garden +again; for she must be kept tranquil, friend Parry says." + +"She was just as bad when I was a little girl, Hester," concluded Anna. +"She wouldn't let me run in the garden alone then, for fear I should eat +the gooseberries. But it is not the gooseberry season now." + +"All quite true and reasonable," thought Hester Dell. + +And so the young lady contrived to enjoy a fair share of evening +liberty. Not but that she would have done with more, had she known how +to get it. And as the weeks went on, and the cold weather of early +spring merged into summer days, more genial nights, she and Herbert Dare +grew bold in their immunity from discovery, and scarcely an evening +passed but they might have been seen, had any one been on the watch, in +Farmer Atterly's field. Anna had reached the point of taking his arm +now; and there they would pace under cover of the hedge, Herbert +talking, and Anna dreaming that she was in Eden. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE GOVERNESS'S EXPEDITION. + + +Herbert Dare sat enjoying the beauty of the April evening in the garden +of Pomeranian Knoll. He was hoisted on the back of a garden bench, and +balanced himself astride it, the tip of one toe resting on the seat, the +other foot dangling. The month was drawing to its close, and the beams +of the setting sun streamed athwart Herbert's face. It might be supposed +that he had seated himself there to bask in the soft, still air and +lovely sunset. In point of fact, he hardly knew whether the sun was +rising or setting--whether the evening was fair or foul--so buried was +he in deep thought and perplexing care. + +The particular care which was troubling Herbert Dare, was one which has, +at some time or other, troubled the peace of a great many of us. It was +pecuniary embarrassment. Herbert had been in it for a long time; had, in +fact, been sinking into it deeper and deeper. He had managed to ward it +off hitherto in some way or other; but the time to do that much longer +was going by. He was not given to forethought, it has been previously +mentioned; but he could not conceal from himself that unpleasantness +would ensue, and that speedily, unless something could be done. What was +that something to be? He did not know; he could not imagine. His father +protested that he had not the means to help him; and Herbert believed +that Mr. Dare spoke the truth. Not that Mr. Dare knew of the extent of +the embarrassment. Had he done so, it would have come to the same thing, +so far as his help went. His sons, as he said, had drained him to the +utmost. + +Anthony passed the end of the walk. Whether he saw Herbert or not, +certain it was, that he turned away from his direction. Herbert lifted +his eyes, an angry light in them. He lifted his voice also, angry too. + +"Here, you! Don't go skulking off because you see me sitting here. I +want you." + +Anthony was taken to. It is more than probable that he _was_ skulking +off, and that he _had_ seen Herbert, for he did not particularly care +then to come into contact with his brother. Anthony was in embarrassment +on his own score; was ill at ease from more reasons than one; and when +the mind is troubled, sharp words do not tend to soothe it. Little else +than sharp words had been exchanged latterly between Anthony and Herbert +Dare. + +It was no temporary ill-feeling, vexed to-day, pleased to-morrow, +which had grown up between them; the ill-will had existed a long time. +Herbert believed that his brother had injured him, had wilfully +played him false, and his heart bitterly resented it. That Anthony was +in fault at the beginning was undoubted. He had drawn Herbert +unsuspiciously--unsuspiciously on Herbert's part, you understand--into +some mess with regard to bills. Anthony was fond of "bills;" Herbert, +more wise in that respect, had never meddled with them: his opinion +coincided with his father's: they were edged tools, which cut both ways. +"Eschew bills if you want to die upon your own bed," was a saying of Mr. +Dare's, frequently uttered for the benefit of his sons. Good advice, no +doubt. Mr. Dare, as a lawyer, ought to know. Herbert had held by the +advice; Anthony never had; and the time came when Anthony took care that +his brother should not. + +In a period of deep embarrassment for Anthony, he had persuaded Herbert +to sign two bills for him, their aggregate amount being large; assuring +him, in the most earnest and apparently truthful manner, that the money +to meet them, when due, was already provided. Herbert, in his good +nature, fell into the snare. It turned out not only that the bills were +not met at all, but Anthony had so contrived it that Herbert should be +responsible, not he himself. Herbert regarded it as a shameful piece of +treachery, and never ceased to reproach his brother. Anthony, who was of +a sullen, morose temper, resented the reproach; and they did not lead +together the happiest of lives. The bills were not settled yet; indeed, +they formed part of Herbert's most pressing embarrassments. This was one +cause of the ill-feeling between them, and there were others, of a +different nature. Anthony and Herbert Dare had never been cordial with +each other, even in childhood. + +Anthony, called by Herbert, advanced. "Who wants to skulk away?" asked +he. "Are you judging me by yourself?" + +"I hope not," returned Herbert, in tones of the most withering contempt +and scorn. "Listen to me. I've told you five hundred times that I'll +have some settlement, and if you don't come to it amicably, I'll force +you to it. Do you hear, you? I'll _force_ you to it." + +"Try it," retorted Anthony, with a mocking laugh; and he coolly walked +away. + +Walked away, leaving Herbert in a towering rage. He felt inclined to +follow him; to knock him down. Had Anthony only met the affair in a +proper spirit, it had been different. Had he said, "Herbert, I am +uncommonly vexed--I'll see what can be done," or words to that effect, +half the sting in his brother's mind would have been removed; but, to +taunt Herbert with having to pay--as he sometimes did--was almost +unbearable. Had Herbert been of Anthony's temper, he would have proved +that it was quite unbearable. + +But Herbert's temper was roused now. It was the toss of a die whether he +followed Anthony and struck him down, or whether he did not. The die was +cast by the appearance of Signora Varsini; and Anthony, for that +evening, escaped. + +It was not very gallant of Herbert to remain where he was, in the +presence of the governess, astride upon the garden bench. Herbert was +feeling angry in no ordinary degree, and this may have been his excuse. +She came up, apparently in anger also. Her brow was frowning, her +compressed mouth drawn in until its lips were hidden. + +There is good advice in the old song or saying: "It is well to be off +with the old love, before you are on with the new." As good advice as +that of Mr. Dare's, relative to the bills. Herbert might have sung it in +character. He should have made things square with the Signora Varsini, +before entering too extensively on his friendship with Anna Lynn. + +Not that the governess could be supposed to occupy any position in the +mind or heart of Herbert Dare, except _as_ governess; governess to his +sisters. Herbert would probably have said so, had you asked him. What +_she_ might have said, is a different matter. She looks angry enough to +say anything just now. The fact appeared to be--so far as any one not +personally interested in the matter could be supposed to gather it--that +Herbert had latterly given offence to the governess, by not going to the +school-room for what he called his Italian lessons. Of course he could +not be in two places at once; and if his leisure hour after dinner was +spent in Atterly's field, it was impossible that he could be in the +school-room, learning Italian with the governess. But she resented it as +a slight. She was of an exacting nature; probably of a jealous nature; +and she regarded it as a personal slight, and resented it bitterly. She +had been rather abrupt in speech and manner to Herbert, in consequence; +and that, _he_ resented. But, being naturally of an easy temper, Herbert +was no friend to unnecessary disputes. He tried what he could towards +soothing the young lady; and, finding he effected no good in that way, +he adopted the other alternative--he shunned her. The governess +perceived this, and worked herself up into a state of semi-fury. + +She came down upon him in full sail. The moment Herbert saw her, he +remembered having given her a half-promise the previous day to pay her a +visit that evening. "Now for it," thought he to himself. + +"Why you keep me waiting like this?" began she, when she was close to +him. + +"Have I kept you waiting?" civilly returned Herbert. "I am very sorry. +The fact is, mademoiselle, I have a good deal of worry upon me, and I'm +fit for nobody's company but my own to-night. You might not have thanked +me for my visit, had I come." + +"That is my own look-out," replied the governess. "When a gentleman +makes a promise to me, I expect him to keep it. I go up to the +school-room, and I wait, I wait, I wait! Ah, my poor patience, how I +wait! I have that copy of Tasso, that you said you would like to see. +Will you come?" + +Herbert thought he was in for it. He glanced at the setting sun--at +least, at the spot where the sun had gone down, for it had sunk below +the horizon, leaving only crimson streaks in the grey sky to tell of +what had been. Twilight was rapidly coming on, when he would depart to +pay his usual evening visit: there was no time, he decided, for Tasso +and the governess. + +"I'll come another evening," said he. "I have an engagement, and I must +go out to keep it." + +A stony hardness settled on mademoiselle's face. "What engagement?" she +imperatively demanded. + +It might be thought that Herbert would have been justified in civilly +declining to satisfy her curiosity. What was it to her? Apparently he +thought otherwise. Possibly he was afraid of an outbreak. + +"What engagement! Oh--I am going to play a pool at billiards with Lord +Hawkesley. He is in Helstonleigh again." + +"And that is what you go for, every evening--to play billiards with Lord +Hawkesley?" she resumed, her eyes glistening ominously. + +"Of course it is, mademoiselle. With Hawkesley or other fellows." + +"A lie!" curtly responded mademoiselle. + +"I say," cried Herbert, laughing good-humouredly: "do you call that +orthodox language?" + +"It nothing to you what I call it," she cried, clipping her words in her +vehemence, as she would do when excited. "It not with Milord Hawkesley, +not to billiards that you go! I know it is not." + + +"Then I tell you that I often play billiards," cried Herbert. "On my +honour I do." + +"May-be, may-be," answered she, very rapidly. "But it not to billiards +that you go every evening. Every evening!--every evening! Not an evening +now, but you go out, you go out! I bought Tasso--do you know that I +_bought_ Tasso?--that I have bought it with my money, that you may have +the pleasure of hearing me read it, as you said--as you call it? Should +I spend the money, had I thought you would not come when I had it--would +not care to hear it read?" + +Had she been in a more amiable mood, Herbert would have told her that +she was a simpleton for spending her money; he would have told her that +Tasso, read in the original, would have been to him unintelligible as +Sanscrit. He had a faint remembrance of saying to mademoiselle that he +should like to read Tasso, in answer to a remark that Tasso was her +favourite of the Italian poets: but he had only made the observation +carelessly, without seriously meaning anything. And she had been so +foolish as to go and buy it! + +"Will you come this evening and hear it begun?" she continued, breaking +the pause, and speaking rather more graciously. + +"Upon my word of honour, Bianca, I can't to-night," he answered, feeling +himself, between the two--the engagement made, and the engagement sought +to be made--somewhat embarrassed. "I will come another evening; you may +depend upon me." + +"You say to me yesterday that you would come this evening; that I might +depend upon you. Much you care!" + +"But I could not help myself. An engagement arose, and I was obliged to +fall in with it. I was, indeed. I'll hear Tasso another evening." + +"You will not break your paltry engagement at billiards to keep your +word to a lady! C'est bien!" + +"It--it is not altogether that," replied Herbert, getting out of the +reproach in the best way he could. "I have some business as well." + +She fastened her glistening eyes upon him. There was an expression in +them which Herbert neither understood nor liked. "C'est très bien!" she +slowly repeated. "I know where you are going, and for what!" + +A smile--at her assumed knowledge, and what it was worth--flitted over +Herbert Dare's face. "You are very wise," said he. + +"Take care of yourself, mon ami! C'est tout ce que je vous dis." + +"Now, mademoiselle, what is the matter, that you should look and speak +in that manner?" he asked, still in the same good-humoured tone, as if +he would fain pass the affair away in a joke. "I'm sure I have enough +bother upon me, without your adding to it." + +"What is your bother?" + +"Never mind: it would give you no pleasure to know it. It is caused by +Anthony--and be hanged to him!" + +"Anthony is worth ten of you!" fiercely responded mademoiselle. + +"Every one to his own liking," carelessly remarked Herbert. "It's well +for me that all the world does not think as you do, mademoiselle." + +Mademoiselle looked as though she would like to beat him. "So!" she +foamed, drawing back her bloodless lips; "now that your turn is served, +Bianca Varsini may just be sent to the enfer! Garde-toi, mon camarade!" + +"Garde your voice," replied Herbert. "The cows yonder will think it's a +tempest. I wish my turn _was_ served, in more ways than one. What +particular turn do you mean? If it's buying Tasso, I'll purchase it from +you at double price." + +He could not help giving her a little chaff. It was what he would have +called it: chaff. Exacting people fretted his generally easy temper, +and he was beginning to fear that she would detain him until it was too +late to see Anna. + +But, on the latter score, he was set at rest. With a few words, spoken +in Italian, she nodded her head angrily at him, and turned away. Fierce +words, in spite of their low tone, Herbert was sure they were, but he +could not catch one of them. Had he caught them all, it would have come +to the same, so far as his understanding went. Excellent as Signora +Varsini's method of teaching Italian may have been, her lessons had not +as yet been very efficient for Herbert Dare. + +She crossed her hands before her, and went down the walk, taking the +path to the house. Proceeding straight up to the school-room, she met +Cyril on the stairs. He had apparently been dressing himself for the +evening, and was going out to spend it. The governess caught him +abruptly, pulled him inside the school-room, and closed the door. + +"I say, mademoiselle, what's that for?" asked Cyril, believing, by the +fierce look of the young lady, that she was about to take some summary +vengeance upon him. + +"Cyril! you tell me. Where is it that Herbert goes to of an evening? +Every evening--every evening?" + +Cyril stared excessively. "What does it concern you to know where he +goes, mademoiselle?" returned he. + +"I want to know for my own reasons, and that's enough for you, Monsieur +Cyril. Where does he go?" + +"He goes out," responded Cyril. + +The governess stamped her foot petulantly. "I could tell you that he +goes out. I ask you where it is that he goes?" + +"How should I know?" was Cyril's answer. "It's not my business." + +"_Don't_ you know?" demanded mademoiselle. + +"No, that I don't," heartily spoke Cyril. "Do you suppose I watch him, +mademoiselle? He'd pretty soon pitch into me, if he caught me at that +game. I dare say he goes to billiards." + +The suggestion excited the ire of the governess. "He has been telling +you to say so!" she said, menace in every tone of her voice, every +gesture of her lifted hand. + +Cyril opened his eyes to their utmost width. He could not understand why +the governess should be asking him this, or why Herbert's movements +should concern her. "I know nothing at all about it," he answered; and, +so far, he spoke the truth. "I don't know that Herbert goes anywhere in +particular of an evening. If he does, he would not tell me." + +She laid her hand heavily on his shoulder; she brought her +face--terrible in its livid earnestness--almost into contact with his. +"Ecoutez, mon ami," she whispered to the amazed Cyril. "If you are going +to play this game with me, I will play one with you. Who wore the cloak +to that boucherie, and got the money?--who ripped out the écossais side +afterwards, leaving it all mangled and open? Think you, I don't know? +Ah, ha! Monsieur Cyril, you cannot play the farce with me!" + +Cyril's face turned ghastly, drops of sweat broke out over his forehead. +"Hush!" he cried, looking round in the instinct of terror, lest +listeners should be at hand. + +"Yes; you say, 'Hush!'" she resumed. "I will hush if you don't make me +speak. I have hushed ever since. You tell me what I want to know, and +I'll hush always." + +"Mademoiselle Varsini!" he cried, his manner too painfully earnest for +her to doubt now that he spoke the truth: "I declare that I know nothing +of Herbert's movements. I don't know where he goes or what he does. When +I told you I supposed he went to billiards, I said what I thought might +be the case. He may go to fifty places of an evening, for all I can +tell. Tell me what it is you want found out, and I will try and do it." + +Cyril was not one to play the spy on his brother; in fact, as he had +just classically observed to the young lady, Herbert would have "pitched +into" him, had he found him attempting it. And serve him right! But +Cyril saw that he was in her power; and that made all the difference. He +would now have tracked Herbert to the ends of the earth at her bidding. + +But she did not bid him. Quite the contrary. She took her hand from +Cyril's shoulder, opened the door, and said she did not want him any +longer. "It is no matter," cried she; "I wanted to learn something about +Monsieur Herbert, for a reason; but if you do not know it, let it pass. +It is no matter." + +Cyril departed; first of all lifting his cowardly face. It looked a +coward's then. "You'll keep counsel, mademoiselle?" + +"Yes. When people don't offend me, I don't offend them." + +She stood at the door after he had gone down, half in, half out of the +room, apparently in deep thought. Presently footsteps were heard coming +up, and she retreated and closed the door. + +They were those of Herbert. He went on to his room, remained there a few +minutes, and then came out again. Mademoiselle had the door ajar as he +descended. Her quick eye detected that he had been giving a few +finishing touches to his toilette--brushing his hair, pulling down his +wristbands, and various other little odds and ends of dandyism. + +"And you do that to play billiards!" nodded she, inwardly, as she looked +after him. "I'll see, monsieur." + +Upstairs with a soft step, went she, to her own chamber. She reached +from her box a long and loose dark-green cloak, similar to those worn by +the women of France and Flanders, and a black silk quilted bonnet. It +was her travelling attire, and she put it on now. Then she locked her +chamber door behind her, and slipped down into the dining-room, with as +soft a step as she had gone up. + +Passing out at the open window, she kept tolerably under cover of the +trees, and gained the road. It was quite dusk then, but she recognized +Herbert before her, walking with a quick step. She put on a quick step +also, keeping a safe distance between herself and him. He went through +the town, to the London road, and turned into Atterly's field. The +governess turned into it after him. + +There she stopped under the hedge, to reconnoitre. A few minutes, and +she could distinguish that he was joined by some young girl, whom he met +with every token of respect and confidence. A strange cry went forth on +the evening air. + +Herbert Dare was startled. "What noise was that?" he exclaimed. + +Anna had heard nothing. "It must have been one of the lambs in the +field, Herbert." + +"It was more like a human voice in pain," observed Herbert. But they +heard no more. + +They began their usual walk--a few paces backward and forward, beneath +the most sheltered part of the hedge, Anna taking his arm. Mademoiselle +could see, as well as the darkness allowed her; but she could not hear. +Her face, peeping out of the shadowy bonnet, was not unlike the face of +a tiger. + +She crawled away. She had noticed as she turned into the field an iron +gate that led into the garden, which the hedge skirted. She crept round +to it, found it locked, and mounted it. It had spikes on the top, but +the signora would not have cared just then had she found herself +impaled. She got safe over it, and then considered how to reach the spot +where they stood without their hearing her. + +Would she be baffled? _She_ be baffled! No. She stooped down, unlaced +her boots, and stole softly on in her stockings. And there she was! +almost as close to them as they were to each other. + +Where had the signora heard those gentle, timid tones before? A lovely +girl, looking little more than a child, in her modest Quaker dress, rose +to her mind's eye. She had seen her with Miss Ashley. She--the +signora--knelt down upon the earth, the better to catch what was said. + +"Listeners never hear any good of themselves." It is a proverb too often +exemplified, as the signora could have told that night. Herbert Dare was +accounting for his late appearance, which he laid to the charge of the +governess. He gave a description of the interview she had volunteered +him in the garden at home--more ludicrous, perhaps, than true, but +certainly not complimentary to the signora. Anna laughed; and the lady +on the other side gathered that this was not the first time she had +formed a topic of merriment between them. You should have seen her face. +_Pour plaisir_, as she herself might have said. + +She stayed out the interview. When it was over, and Herbert Dare had +departed, she put on her boots and mounted the gate again; but she was +not so agile this time, and a spike entered her wrist. Binding her +handkerchief round it, to arrest the blood, she returned to Pomeranian +Knoll. + +Five hundred questions were showered upon her when she entered the +drawing-room, looking calm and impassible as ever. Not a tress of her +elaborate braids of hair was out of place; not a fold awry in her dress. +Much wonder had been excited by her failing to appear at tea; Minny had +drummed a waltz on her chamber door, but mademoiselle would not open it, +and would not speak. + +"I cannot speak when I am lying down with those _vilaine_ headaches," +remarked mademoiselle. + +"Have you a headache, mademoiselle?" asked Mrs. Dare. "Will you have a +cup of tea brought up?" + +Mademoiselle declined the tea. She was not thirsty. + +"What have you done to your wrist, mademoiselle?" called out Herbert, +who was stretched on a sofa, at the far end of the room. + +"My wrist? Oh, I scratched it." + +"How did you manage that?" + +"Ah, bah! it's nothing," responded mademoiselle. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +THE QUARREL. + + +It is grievous, when ill-feeling arises between brothers, that that +ill-feeling should be cherished instead of being subdued. But such was +the case with Anthony and Herbert Dare. By the time the sunny month of +May came in, matters had grown to such a height between them, that Mr. +Dare found himself compelled to interfere. It was beginning to make +things in the house uncomfortable. They would meet at meals, and not +only abstain from speaking to each other, but take every possible +opportunity of showing mutual and marked discourtesy. No positive +outbreak between them had as yet taken place in the presence of the +family: but it was only smouldering, and might be daily looked for. + +Mr. Dare, so far as the original cause went, blamed his eldest son. +Undoubtedly Anthony had been solely in fault. It was a dishonourable, +ungenerous, unmanly act, to draw his brother into trouble, and to do it +plausibly and deceitfully. At the _present_ stage of the affair, Mr. +Dare saw occasion to blame Herbert more than Anthony. "It is you who +keep up the ball, Herbert," he said to him. "If you would suffer the +matter to die away, Anthony would do so." "Of course he would," Herbert +replied. "He has served his turn, and would be glad that it should end +there." + +It was in vain that Mr. Dare talked to them. A dozen times did he +recommend them to "shake hands and make it up." Neither appeared +inclined to take the advice. Anthony was sullen. He would have been +content to let the affair drop quietly into oblivion: perhaps, as +Herbert said, had been glad that it should so drop; but, make the +slightest move towards it, he would not. Herbert openly said that _he'd_ +not shake hands. If Anthony wanted ever to shake hands with him again, +let him pay up. + +_There_ lay the grievance; "paying up." The bills, not paid, were a +terrible thorn in the side of Herbert Dare. He was responsible, and he +knew not one hour from another but he might be arrested on them. To +soothe matters between his sons, Mr. Dare would willingly have taken the +charge of payment upon himself, but he had positively not the money to +do it with. In point of fact, Mr. Dare was growing seriously embarrassed +on his own score. He had had a great deal of trouble with his sons, with +Anthony in particular, and he had grown sick and tired of helping them +out of pecuniary difficulties. Still, he would have relieved Herbert of +this one nightmare, had it been in his power. Herbert had been deluded +into it, without any advantage to himself; therefore Mr. Dare had the +will, could he have managed it, to help him out. He told Herbert that he +would see what he could do after a while. The promise did not relieve +Herbert of present fears; neither did it restore peace between the +malcontents. Had Herbert been relieved of that particular embarrassment, +others would have remained to him; but that fact did not in the least +lessen his soreness, as to the point in question. + +It was an intensely hot day; far hotter than is usual at the season; and +the afternoon sun streamed full on the windows of Pomeranian Knoll, +suggesting thoughts of July, instead of May. A gay party--at any rate, a +party dressed in gay attire--were crossing the hall to enter a carriage +that waited at the door. Mr. Dare, Mrs. Dare, and Adelaide. Mrs. Dare +had always been given to gay attire, and her daughters had inherited her +taste. They were going to dine at a friend's house, a few miles' +distance from Helstonleigh. The invitation was for seven o'clock. It was +now striking six, the dinner-hour at Mr. Dare's. + +Minny, looking half melted, had perched herself upon the end of the +balustrades to watch the departure. + +"You'll fall, child," said Mr. Dare. + +Minny laughed, and said there was no danger of her falling. She wondered +what her father would think if he saw her sometimes at her gymnastics on +the balustrades, taking a sweeping slide from the top to the bottom. She +generally contrived that he should not see her; or mademoiselle either. +Mademoiselle had caught sight of the performance once, and had given her +a whole French fable to learn by way of punishment. + +"Are we to have strawberries for dinner, mamma?" asked Minny. + +"You will have what I have thought proper to order," replied Mrs. Dare +rather sharply. She was feeling hot and cross. Something had put her out +while dressing. + +"I think you might wait for strawberries until they are ripe in our own +garden; not buy them regardless of cost," interposed Mr. Dare, speaking +for the general benefit, but not to any one in particular. + +Minny dropped the subject. "Your dress is turned up, Adelaide," said +she. + +Adelaide looked languidly behind her, and a maid, who had followed them +down, advanced and put right the refractory dress: a handsome dress of +pink silk, glistening with its own richness. At that moment Anthony +entered the hall. He had just come home to dinner, and looked in a very +bad humour. + +"How late you'll be!" he cried. + +"Not at all. We shall drive there in an hour." + +They swept out at the door, Mrs. Dare and Adelaide. Mr. Dare was about +to follow them when a sudden thought appeared to strike him, and he +turned back and addressed Anthony. + +"You young men take care that you don't get quarrelling with each other. +Do you hear, Anthony?" + +"I hear," ungraciously replied Anthony, not turning to speak, but +continuing his way up to his dressing-room. He probably regarded the +injunction with contempt, for it was too much in Anthony Dare's nature +so to regard all advice, of whatever kind. Nevertheless it had been well +that he had given heed to it. It had been well that that last word to +his father had been one of affection! + +Dinner was served. Anthony, in the absence of Mr. and Mrs. Dare, took +the head. Rosa, with a show of great parade and ceremony, assumed the +seat opposite to him and said she should be mistress. Minny responded +that Rosa was not going to be mistress over her, and the governess +desired Miss Rosa not to talk so loudly. Rather derogatory checks, +these, to the dignity of a "mistress." + +Herbert was not at table. Irregular as the young Dares were in many of +their habits, they were generally home to dinner. Minny wondered aloud +where Herbert was. Anthony replied that he was "skulking." + +"Skulking!" echoed Minny. + +"Yes, skulking," angrily repeated Anthony. "He left the office at three +o'clock, and has never been near it since. And the governor left at +four!" he added, in a tone that seemed to say he considered that also a +grievance. + +"Where did Herbert go to?" asked Rosa. + +"I don't know," responded Anthony. "I only know that I had a double +share of work to do." + +Anthony Dare was no friend to work. And having had to do a little more +than he would have done had Herbert remained at his post, had +considerably aggravated his temper. + +"Why should Monsieur Herbert go away and leave you his work to do?" +inquired the governess, lifting her eyes from her plate to Anthony. + +"I shall take care to ask him why," returned Anthony. + +"It is not fair that he should," continued mademoiselle. "I would not +have done it for him, Monsieur Anthony." + +"Neither should I, had I not been obliged," said Anthony, not in the +least relaxing from his ill-humour, either in looks or tone. "It was +work that had to be done before post-time, and one of our clerks is away +on business to-day." + +Dinner proceeded to its close. Joseph hesitated, unwilling to remove the +cloth. "Is it to be left for Mr. Herbert?" he asked. + +"No!" imperiously answered Anthony. "If he cannot come in for dinner, +dinner shall not be kept for him." + +"Cook is keeping the things by the fire, sir." + + +"Then tell her to save herself the trouble." + +So the cloth was removed, and dessert put on. To Minny's inexpressible +disappointment it turned out that there were no strawberries. This put +_her_ into an ill-humour, and she left the table and the room, declaring +she would not touch anything else. Mademoiselle Varsini called her back, +and ordered her to her seat; she would not permit so great a breach of +discipline. Cyril and George, who were not under mademoiselle's control, +gulped down a glass of wine, and hastened out to keep an engagement. It +was a very innocent one; a cricket match had been organized for the +evening, by some of the old college boys; and Cyril and George were +amongst the players. It has never been mentioned that Mr. Ashley, in his +strict sense of justice, had allowed Cyril the privilege of spending his +evenings at home five nights in the week, as he did to William +Halliburton. + +The rest remained at table. Minny, per force; Rosa, to take an unlimited +quantity of oranges; Mademoiselle Varsini, because it was the custom to +remain. But mademoiselle soon rose and withdrew with her pupils; Anthony +was not showing himself a particularly sociable companion. He had not +touched any dessert; but seemed to be drinking a good deal of wine. + +As they were going out of the room, Herbert bustled in. "Now then, take +care!" cried he, for Minny, paying little attention to her movements, +had gone full tilt at him. + +"Oh! Herbert, can't you see?" cried she, dolefully rubbing her head. +"What made you so late? Dinner's gone away." + +"It can be brought in again," replied Herbert carelessly. "Comme il est +chaud! n'est-ce pas, mademoiselle?" + +This last was addressed to the governess. Rosa screamed with laughter at +his bad French, and mademoiselle smiled. "You get on in French as you do +in Italian, Monsieur Herbert," cried she. "And that is what you +call--backward." + +Herbert laughed good-humouredly. He did not know what particular mistake +he had made; truth to say, he did not care. They withdrew, and he rang +the bell for his dinner. + +"Mind, Herbert," cried Minny, putting in her head again at the door, +"papa said you were not to quarrel." + +Better, perhaps, that she had not said it! Who can tell? + +The brothers remained alone. Anthony sullen, and, as yet, silent. He +appeared to have emptied the port wine decanter, and to be beginning +upon the sherry! Herbert strolled past him; supreme indifference in his +manner--some might have said contempt--and stood just outside the +window, whistling. + +You have not forgotten that this dining-room window opened to the +ground. The apartment was long and somewhat narrow, the window large and +high, and opening in the centre, after the manner of a French one. The +door was at one end of the room; the window at the other. + +Anthony was in too quarrelsome a mood to remain silent long. He began +the skirmish by demanding what Herbert meant by absenting himself from +the office for the afternoon, and where he had been to. His resentful +tones, his authoritative words, were not calculated to win a very civil +answer. + +They did not win one from Herbert. _His_ tones were resentful, too; his +words were coolly aggravating. Anthony was not his master; when he was, +he might, perhaps, answer him. Such was their purport. + +A hot interchange of words ensued. Nothing more. Anthony remained at the +table; Herbert, half in, half out of the window, leaned against its +frame. When Joseph returned to put things in readiness for Herbert's +dinner, they had subsided into quietness. It was only a lull in the +storm. + +Joseph placed the dessert nearer Anthony's end of the table, and laid +the cloth across the other end. Herbert came into the room. "What a time +you are with dinner, Joseph!" cried he. "One would think it was being +cooked over again." + +"Cook's warming it, sir." + +"Warming it!" echoed Herbert. "Why couldn't she keep it warm? She might +be sure I should be home to dinner." + +"She was keeping it warm, sir; but Mr. Anthony ordered it to be put +away." + +Now, the man had really no intention of making mischief when he said +this: that it might cause ill-feeling between the brothers never crossed +his mind. He was only anxious that he and the cook should stand free +from blame; for the young Dares, when displeased with the servants, were +not in the habit of sparing them. Herbert turned to Anthony. + +"What business have you to interfere with my dinner? Or with anything +else that concerns me?" + +"I choose to make it my business," insolently retorted Anthony. + +At this juncture Joseph left the room. He had laid the cloth, and had +nothing more to stay for. Better perhaps that he had remained! Surely +they would not have proceeded to extremities, the brothers, before their +servant! In a short time, sounds, as if both were in a terrible state of +fury, resounded through the house from the dining-room. The sounds did +not reach the kitchen, which was partially detached from the house; but +the young ladies heard them, and came running out of the drawing-room. + +The governess was in the school-room. The noise penetrated even there. +She also came forth, and saw her two pupils extended over the +balustrades, listening. At any other time mademoiselle would have +reproved them: now she crept down and leaned over in company. + +"What can be the matter?" whispered she. + +"Papa told them not to quarrel!" was all the answer, uttered by Minny. + +It was a terrible quarrel--there was little doubt of that; no child's +play. Passionate bursts of fury rose incessantly, now from one, now from +the other, now from both. Hot recrimination; words that were not suited +to unaccustomed ears--or to any ears, for the matter of that--rose high +and loud. The governess turned pale, and Minny burst into tears. + +"Some one ought to go into the room," said Rosa. "Minny, you go! Tell +them to be quiet." + +"I am afraid," replied Minny. + +"So am I." + +A fearful sound: an explosion louder than all the rest. A noise as if +some heavy weight had been thrown down. Had it come to blows? Minny +shrieked, and at the same moment Joseph was seen coming along with a +tray, Herbert's dinner upon it. + +His presence seemed to bring with it a sense of courage, and Rosa and +Minny flew down followed by the governess. Herbert had been knocked down +by Anthony. He was gathering himself up when Joseph opened the door. +Gathering himself up in a tempest of passion, his white face a livid +fury, as he caught hold of a knife from the table and rushed upon +Anthony. + +But Joseph was too quick for him. The man dashed his tray on the table, +seized Herbert, and turned the uplifted knife downwards. "For Heaven's +sake, sir, recollect yourself!" said he. + +Recollect himself then? No. Persons, who put themselves into that mad +state of passion, cannot "recollect" themselves. Joseph kept his hold, +and the dining-room resounded with shrieks and sobs. They proceeded from +Rosa and Minny. They pulled their brothers by the coats, they implored, +they entreated. The women servants came flying from the kitchen, and the +Italian governess asked the two gentlemen in French whether they were +not ashamed of themselves. + +Perhaps they were. At any rate the quarrel was, for the time, ended. +Herbert flung the knife upon the table and turned his white face upon +his brother. + +"Take care of yourself, though!" cried he, in marked tones: "I swear you +shall have it yet." + +They pulled Anthony out of the room, Rosa and Minny; or it is difficult +to say what rejoinder he might have made, or how violently the quarrel +might have been renewed. It was certain that he had taken more wine than +was good for him; and that, generally speaking, did not improve the +temper of Anthony Dare. Mademoiselle Varsini walked by his side, talking +volubly in French. Whether she was sympathizing or scolding, Anthony did +not know. Not particularly bright at understanding French at the best of +times, even when spoken slowly, he could not, in his present excitement, +catch the meaning of a single word. Entering the drawing-room, he threw +himself upon the sofa, intending to smooth down his ruffled plumage by +taking a nap. + +Herbert meanwhile had remained in the dining-room, smoothing down _his_ +ruffled plumage. Joseph and the cook were bending over the _débris_ on +the carpet. When Joseph dashed down his tray on the table, a dish of +potatoes had bounded off; both dish and potatoes thereby coming to +grief. Herbert sat down and made an excellent dinner. He was not of a +sullen temper; and, unlike Anthony, the affair once over he was soon +himself again. Should they come into contact again directly, there was +no saying how it would end or what might ensue. His dinner over, he went +by-and-by to the drawing-room. Joseph had just entered, and was arousing +Anthony from the sleep he had dropped into. "One of the waiters from the +Star-and-Garter has come, sir. He says Lord Hawkesley has sent him to +say that the gentlemen are waiting for you." + +"I can't go, tell him," responded Anthony, speaking as he looked, +thoroughly out of sorts. "I am not going out to-night. Here! Joseph!" +for the man was turning away with the message. + +"Sir?" + +"Take these, and bring me my slippers." + +"These" were his boots, which he, not very politely, kicked off in the +ladies' presence, and sent flying after Joseph. The man stooped to pick +them up and was carrying them away. + +"Here!--what a hurry you are in!" began Anthony again. "Take lights up +to my chamber, and the brandy, and some cold water. I shall make myself +comfortable there for the night. This room's unbearable, with its +present company." + +The last was a shaft levelled at Herbert. He did not retort, for a +wonder. In fact, Anthony afforded little time for it. Before the words +had well left his lips, he had left the room. Herbert began to whistle; +its very tone insolent. + +It appeared almost certain that the unpleasantness was not yet over; and +Rosa audibly wished her papa was at home. Joseph carried to Anthony's +room what he required, and then brought the tea to the drawing-room. +Herbert said he should take tea with them. It was rather unusual for him +to do so; it was very unusual for Anthony not to go out. Their sisters +felt sure that they were only staying in to renew hostilities; and again +Rosa almost passionately wished for the presence of her father. + +It was dusk by the time tea was over. Herbert rose to leave the room. +"Where are you going?" cried mademoiselle sharply after him. + +"That's my business," he replied, not in too conciliatory a tone. +Perhaps he thought the question proceeded from one of his sisters, for +he was outside the door when it reached him. + +"He is going into Anthony's room!" cried Rosa, turning pale, as they +heard him run upstairs. "Oh, mademoiselle! what can be done? I think +I'll call Joseph." + +"Hush!" cried mademoiselle. "Wait you here. I will go and see." + +She stole out of the room and up the stairs, intending to reconnoitre. +But she had no time to do so. Herbert was coming down again, and she +could only slip inside the school-room door, and peep out. He had +evidently been upstairs for his cloak, for he was putting it on as he +descended. + +"The cloak on a hot night like this!" said mademoiselle mentally. "He +must want to disguise himself!" + +She stopped to listen. Joseph had come up the stairs, bringing something +to Anthony, and Herbert arrested him, speaking in low tones. + +"Don't make any mistake to-night about the dining-room window, Joseph. I +can't think how you could have been so stupid last night!" + +"Sir, I assure you I left it undone, as usual," replied Joseph. "It must +have been master who fastened it." + +"Well, take care that it does not occur again," said Herbert. "I expect +to be in between ten and eleven; but I may be later, and I don't want to +ring you up again." + +Herbert went swiftly downstairs and out, choosing to depart by the way, +as it appeared, that he intended to enter--the dining-room window. +Joseph proceeded to Anthony's chamber: and the governess returned to her +frightened pupils in the drawing-room. + +"A la bonne heure!" she said to them. "Monsieur Herbert has gone out, +and I heard him say to Joseph that he had gone for the evening." + +"Then it's all safe!" cried Minny. And she began dancing round the room. +"Mademoiselle, how pale you look!" + +Mademoiselle had sat down in her place before the tea-tray, and was +leaning her cheek upon her hand. She was certainly looking unusually +pale. "Enough to make me!" she said, in answer to Minny. "If there were +to be this disturbance often in the house, I would not stop in it for +double my _appointements_. It has given me one of those _vilaine_ +headaches, and I think I shall go to bed. You will not be afraid to stay +up alone, mesdemoiselles?" + +"There is nothing to be afraid of now," promptly answered Rosa, who had +far rather be without her governess's company than with it. "Don't sit +up for us, mademoiselle." + +"Then I will go at once," said mademoiselle. And she wished them good +night, and retired to her chamber. + + + + +PART THE THIRD. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +ANNA LYNN'S DILEMMA. + + +It was a lovely evening. One of those warm, still evenings that May +sometimes brings us, when gnats hum in the air, and the trees are at +rest. The day had been intensely hot: the evening was little less so, +and Anna Lynn leaned over the gate of their garden, striving to catch +what of freshness there might be in the coming night. The garish day was +fading into moonlight; the distant Malvern hills grew fainter and +fainter on the view; the little lambs in the field--growing into great +lambs now, some of them--had long lain down to rest; and the Thursday +evening bells came chiming pleasantly on the ear from Helstonleigh. + +"How late he is to-night!" murmured Anna. "If he does not come soon, I +shall not be able to stay out." + +Even as the words passed her lips, a faint movement might be +distinguished in the obscurity of the night, telling of the advent of +Herbert Dare. Anna looked round to see that the windows were clear from +prying eyes, and went forth to meet him. + +He had halted at the usual place, under cover of the hedge. The hedge of +sweetbriar, skirting that side garden into which Signora Varsini had +made good her _entrée_, in the gratification of her curiosity. A shaded +walk and a quiet one: very little fear there, of overlookers. + +"Herbert, thee art late!" cried Anna. + +"A good thing I was able to come at all," responded Herbert, taking +Anna's arm within his own. "I thought at one time I must have remained +at home, to chastise my brother Anthony." + +"Chastise thy brother Anthony!" repeated Anna in astonishment. + +Herbert, for the first time, told her of the unpleasantness that existed +between his brother and himself. He did not mention the precise cause; +but simply said Anthony had behaved ill to him, and drawn down upon him +trouble and vexation. Anna was all sympathy. Had Herbert told her the +offence had lain on his side, not on Anthony's, her entire sympathy had +still been his. She deemed Herbert everything that was good and great +and worthy. Anthony--what little she knew of him--she did not like. + +"Herbert, maybe he will be striking thee in secret, when thee art +unprepared." + +"Let him!" carelessly replied Herbert. "I can strike again. I am +stronger than he is. I know one thing: either he or I must leave my +father's house and take lodgings; we can't remain in it together." + +"It would be he to leave, would it not, Herbert? Thy father would not be +so unjust as to turn thee out for thy brother's fault." + +"I don't know about that," said Herbert. "I expect it is I who would +have to go. Anthony is the eldest, and my mother's favourite." + +Anna lifted her hand, in her innocent surprise. Anthony the favourite by +the side of Herbert? She could not understand how so great an anomaly +could exist. + +Interested in the topic, the time slipped on. During a moment of +silence, when they had halted in their walk, they heard what was called +the ten o'clock bell strike out from Helstonleigh: a bell that boomed +out over the city every night for ten minutes before ten o'clock. The +sound startled Anna. She had indeed overstayed her time. + +"One moment, Anna!" cried Herbert, as she was preparing to fly off. +"There can't be any such hurry. Hester will not be going to bed yet, on +a hot night like this. I wanted you to return me that book, if you have +done with it. It is not mine, and I have been asked for it." + +Truth to say, Anna would be glad to return it. The book was Moore's +"Lalla Rookh," and Anna had been upon thorns all the time she had been +reading it, lest by some unlucky mishap it might reach the eyes of +Patience. _She_ thought it everything that was beautiful; she had read +pages of it over and over again; they wore for her a strange +enchantment; but she had a shrewd suspicion that neither book nor +reading would be approved by Patience. + +"I'll bring it out to thee at once, Herbert, if I can," she hastily +said. "If not, I will give it thee to-morrow evening." + +"Not so fast, young lady," said Herbert, laughing, and detaining her. +"You may not come back again. I'll wish you good night now." + +"Nay, please thee let me go! What will Hester say to me?" + +Scarcely giving a moment to the adieu, Anna sped with swift feet to the +garden gate. But the moment she was within the barrier, and had turned +the key, she began--little dissembler that she was!--to step on slowly, +in a careless, _nonchalant_ manner, looking up at the sky, turning her +head to the trees, in no more hurry apparently than if bedtime were +three hours off. She had seen Hester Dell standing at the house door. + +"Child," said Hester gravely, "thee shouldst not stay out so late as +this." + +"It is so warm a night, Hester!" + +"But thee shouldst not be beyond the premises. Patience would not like +it. It is past thy bedtime, too. Patience's sleeping-draught has not +come," she added, turning to another subject. + +"Her sleeping-draught not come!" repeated Anna in surprise. + +"It has not. I have been expecting the boy to knock every minute, or I +should have come to see after thee. Friend Parry may have forgotten it." + +"Why, of course he must have forgotten it," said Anna, inwardly +promising the boy a sixpence for his forgetfulness. "The medicine always +comes in the morning. Will Patience sleep without it?" + +"I fear me not. What dost thee think? Suppose I were to run for it?" + +"Yes, do, Hester." + +They went in, Hester closing the back door and locking it. She put on +her shawl and bonnet, and was going out at the front door when the clock +struck ten. + +"It is ten o'clock, child," she said to Anna. "Thee go to bed. Thee +needst not sit up. I'll take the latch-key with me and let myself in." + +"Oh, Hester! I don't want to go to bed yet," returned Anna fretfully. +"It is like a summer's evening." + +"But thee hadst better, child," urged Hester. "Patience has been angry +with me once or twice, saying I suffer thee to sit up late. A pretty +budget she will be telling thy father on his return! Thee go to bed. Thy +candle is ready here on the slab. Good night." + +Hester departed, shutting fast the door, and carrying with her the +latch-key. Anna, fully convinced that friend Parry's forgetfulness, or +the boy's, must have been designed as a special favour to herself, went +softly into the best parlour to take the book out of her pretty +work-table. + +But the room was dark, and Anna could not find her keys. She believed +she had left her keys on the top of this very work-table; but feel as +she would she could not place her hands upon them. With a word of +impatience, lest, with all her hurry, Herbert Dare should be gone before +she could return to him with the book, she went to the kitchen, lighted +the chamber candle spoken of by Hester as placed ready for her use, and +carried it into the parlour. + +Her keys were found on the mantel-piece. She unlocked the drawer, took +from it the book, blew out the candle, and ran through the garden to the +field. + +Another minute, and Herbert would have left. He was turning away. In +truth, he had not in the least expected to see Anna back again. "Then +you have been able to come!" he exclaimed, in his surprise. + +"Hester is gone out," explained Anna. "Friend Parry has forgotten to +send Patience's medicine, and Hester has gone for it. Herbert, thee only +think! But for Hester's expecting Parry's boy to knock at the door, she +would have come out here searching for me! She said she would. I must +never forget the time again. There's the book, and thank thee. I am +sorry and yet glad to give it thee back." + +"Is that not a paradox?" asked Herbert, with a smile. "I do not know why +you should be either sorry or glad: to be both seems inexplicable." + +"I am sorry to lose it: it is the most charming book I have read, and +but for Patience I should like to have kept it for ever," returned Anna +with enthusiasm. "But I always felt afraid of Hester's finding it and +carrying it up to Patience. Patience would be angry; and she might tell +my father. That is why I am glad to give it back to thee." + +"Why did you not lock it up?" asked Herbert. + +"I did lock it up. I locked it in my work-table drawer. But I forget to +put my keys in my pocket; I leave them about anywhere. I should have +been out with it sooner, but that I could not find the keys." + +Anna was in no momentary hurry to run in now. Hester was safe for full +twenty minutes to come, therefore her haste need not be so great. She +knew that it was past her bedtime, and that Patience would be wondering +(unless by great good-fortune Patience should have dropped asleep) why +she did not go in to wish her good night. But these reflections Anna +conveniently ignored, in the charm of remaining longer to talk about the +book. She told Herbert that she had been copying the engravings, but she +must put the drawings in some safe place before Patience was about +again. "Tell me the time, please," she suddenly said, bringing her +chatter to a standstill. + +Herbert took out his watch, and held its face towards the moon. "It is +twelve minutes past ten." + +"Then I must be going in," said Anna. "She could be back in twenty +minutes, and she must not find me out again." + +Herbert turned with her, and walked to the gate; pacing slowly, both of +them, and talking still. He turned in at the gate with her, and Anna +made no demur. No fear of his being seen. Patience was as safe in bed as +if she had been chained there, and Hester could not be back quite yet. +Arrived at the door, closed as Anna had left it, Herbert put out his +hand. "I suppose I must bid you a final good night now, Anna," he said +in low tones. + + +"That thee must. I have to come down the garden again to lock the gate +after thee. And Hester may not be more than three or four minutes +longer. Good night to thee, Herbert." + +"Let me see that it is all safe for you, against you do go in," said +Herbert, laying his hand on the handle of the door to open it. + +To open it? Nay: he could not open it. The handle resisted his efforts. +"Did you lock it, Anna?" + +Anna smiled at what she thought his awkwardness. "Thee art turning it +the wrong way, Herbert. See!" + +He withdrew his hand to give place to hers, and she turned the handle +softly and gently the contrary way; that is, she essayed to turn it. But +it would not turn for her, any more than it had turned for Herbert Dare. +A sick feeling of terror rushed over Anna, as a conviction of the truth +grew upon her. Hester Dell had returned, and she was locked out! + +In good truth, it was no less a calamity. Hester Dell had not gone far +from the door on her errand, when she met the doctor's boy with his +basket, hastening up with the medicine. "I was just coming after it," +said Hester to him. "Whatever brings thee so late?" + +"Mr. Parry was called out this morning before he had time to make it up, +and he has only just come home," was the boy's reply. + +"Better late than never," he somewhat saucily added. + +"Well, so it is," acquiesced Hester, who rarely gave anything but a meek +retort. And she turned back home, letting herself in with the latch-key. +The house appeared precisely as she had left it, except that Anna's +candle had disappeared from the mahogany slab in the passage. "That's +right! the child's gone to bed," soliloquised she. + +She proceeded to go to bed herself. The Quaker's was an early household. +All Hester had to do now, was to give Patience her sleeping-draught. +"Let me see," continued Hester, still in soliloquy, "I think I did lock +the back door." + +To make sure, she tried the key and found it was not locked. Rather +wondering, for she certainly thought she _had_ locked it, but dismissing +the subject the next minute from her thoughts, she locked it now and +took the key out. Then she continued her way up to Patience. Patience, +lying there lonely and dull with her night-light, turned her eyes on +Hester. + +"Did thee think we had forgotten thee, Patience? Parry has been out all +day, the boy says, and the physic is but this minute come." + +"Where's Anna?" inquired Patience. + +"She is gone to bed." + +"Why did she not come to me as usual?" + +"Did she not come?" asked Hester. + +"I have seen nothing of her all the evening." + +"Maybe she thought thee'd be dozing," observed Hester, bringing forward +the sleeping-draught which she had been pouring into a wine-glass. She +said no more. Her private opinion was that Anna had purposely abstained +from the visit lest she should receive a scolding for going to bed late, +her usual hour being half-past nine. Neither did Patience say any more. +She was feeling that Anna might be a little less ungrateful. She took +the draught, and Hester went to bed. + +And poor Anna? To describe her dismay, her consternation, would be a +useless attempt. The doors were fast--the windows were fast also. +Herbert Dare essayed to soothe her, but she would not be soothed. She +sat down on the step of the back door and cried bitterly: all her +apprehension being for the terrible scolding she should have from +Patience, were it found out; the worse than scolding if Patience told +her father. + +To give Herbert Dare his due, he felt truly vexed at the dilemma for +Anna's sake. Could he have let her in by getting down a chimney himself, +or in any other impromptu way, and so opened the door for her, he would +have done it. "Don't cry, Anna," he entreated, "don't cry! I'll take +care of you. Nothing shall harm you. I'll not go away." + +The more he talked, the more she cried. Very like a little child. Had +Herbert Dare known how to break the glass without noise he would have +taken out a pane in the kitchen window, and so reached the fastening and +opened it. Anna, in worse terror than ever, begged him not to attempt +it. It would be sure to arouse Hester. + +"But you'll be so cold, child, staying here all night!" he urged. "You +are shivering now." + +Anna was shivering: shivering with vexation and fear. Herbert thought it +would be better that he should boldly knock up Hester; and he suggested +it: nay, he pressed it. But the proposal sounded more alarming to Anna +than any that had gone before it. It seemed that there was nothing to be +done. + +How long she sat there, crying and shivering and refusing to be +comforted or to hear reason, she could not tell. Half the night, it +seemed. But Anna, you must remember, was counting time by her own state +of mind, not by the clock. Suddenly a bright thought, as a ray of light, +flashed into her brain. + +"There's the pantry window," she cried, arresting her tears. "How could +I ever have forgotten it? There is no glass, and thee art strong enough +to push in the wire." + +This pantry window Herbert Dare had known nothing about. It was at the +side of the house, thickly surrounded by shrubs; a square window frame, +protected by wire. He fought his way to it amidst the shrubs; but to get +in proved a work of time and difficulty. The window was at some height +from the ground, the wire was strong. Anna sat on the door-step, never +stirring, leaving him to get in if he could, her tears falling, and +terrific visions of Patience's anger chasing each other through her +mind. And the night went on. + +"Anna!" + +She could have shouted forth a cry of delight as she leaped up. He had +entered, had found his way to the kitchen window, had gently raised it, +and was softly calling to her. Some little difficulty still, but with +Herbert's assistance she was safely landed, a great tear in her dress +the only damage. He had managed to obtain a light by means of some +fusees in his pocket, and had lighted a candle. Anna sat down on a +chair, her face radiant through her tears. "How shall I ever thank +thee?" + +He was looking at his fingers with a half-serious, half-mocking +expression of dismay. The wire had torn them in many places, and they +were bleeding. "I could have got in quicker had I forced the wire out in +the middle," he observed, "but that would have told tales. I pushed it +away from the side, and have pushed it back again into its place as well +as I could. Perhaps it may escape notice." + +"How shall I ever thank thee?" was all Anna could repeat in her +gratitude. + +"Now you know what you must do, Anna," said he. "I am going to jump out +through the window, and be off home. You must shut it and fasten it +after me: I'd shut it myself, after I'm out, but that these stains on my +fingers would be transferred to the frame. And when you leave the +kitchen, remember to turn the key of the door outside. I found it +turned. Do you understand? And now farewell, my little locked-out +princess. Don't say I have not worked wonders for you, as the good +spirits do in the fairy tales." + +She caught his hand in her glad delight. She looked at him with a face +full of gratitude. Herbert Dare bent down and took a kiss from the +up-turned face. Perhaps he thought he had fairly earned the reward. Then +he proceeded to swing himself through the window, feeling delighted that +he had been able to free Anna from her dilemma. + +Before Helstonleigh arose next morning, a startling report was +circulating through the city, the very air teeming with it. A report +that Anthony Dare had been killed in the night by his brother Herbert. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +COMMOTION. + + +The streets of Helstonleigh, lying so still and quiet in the moonlight, +were broken in upon by the noisy sound of a carriage, bowling through +them. A carriage that was abroad late. It wanted very little of the time +when the church clocks would boom out the two hours after midnight. +Time, surely, for all sober people to be in bed! + +The carriage contained Mr. Dare, his wife and daughter. They went, as +you may remember, to a dinner party in the country. The dinner was +succeeded by an evening gathering, and it was nearly one o'clock when +they left the house to return. It wanted only five minutes to two when +the carriage stopped at their own home, and sleepy Joseph opened the +door to them. + +"All in bed?" asked Mr. Dare, as he bustled into the hall. + +"I believe so, sir," answered Joseph, as carelessly as he could speak. +Mr. Dare, he was aware, alluded to his sons; and not being by any means +sure upon the point, Joseph was willing to escape further questioning. + +Two of the maids came forward--the lady's maid, as she was called in the +family, and Betsy. Betsy was no other than our old friend Betsy Carter: +once the little maid-of-all-work at Mrs. Halliburton's; risen now to be +a very fine housemaid at Mrs. Dare's. They had sat up to attend upon +Mrs. Dare and Adelaide. + +Mr. Dare had been for a long while in the habit of smoking a pipe before +he went to bed. He would have told you that he could not do without it. +If business or pleasure took him out, he must have his pipe when he +returned, however late it might be. + +"How hot it is!" he exclaimed, throwing back his coat. "Leave the hall +door open, Joseph: I'll sit outside. Bring me my pipe." + +Joseph looked for the pipe in its appointed resting-place, and could not +see it. It was a small, handsome pipe, silver-mounted, with an amber +mouth-piece. The tobacco-jar was there, but Joseph could see nothing of +the pipe. + +"Law! I remember!" exclaimed Betsy. "Master left it in the dining-room +last night, and I put it under the sideboard when I was doing the room +this morning, intending to bring it away. I'll go and get it." + +Taking the candle from Joseph's hand, she turned hastily into the +dining-room. Not, however, as hastily as she came out of it. She rushed +out, uttering a succession of piercing shrieks, and seized upon Joseph. +The shrieks echoed through the house, upstairs and down, and Mr. Dare +came in. + +"Why, what on earth's the matter, girl?" cried he. "Have you seen a +ghost?" + +"Oh, sir! Oh, Joseph, don't let go of me; Mr. Anthony's lying in there, +dead!" + +"Don't be a simpleton," responded Mr. Dare, staring at Betsy. + +Joseph gave a rather less complimentary reprimand, and shook the girl +off. But suddenly, even as the words left his lips, there rose up before +his mind's eye the vision of the past evening: the quarrel, the threats, +the violence between Anthony and Herbert. A strange apprehension seated +itself in the man's mind. + +"Be still, you donkey!" he whispered to Betsy, his voice scarcely +audible, his manner subdued. "I'll go in and see." + +Taking the candle, he went into the dining-room. Mr. Dare followed. The +worst thought that occurred to Mr. Dare was, that Anthony might have +taken more wine than was good for him, and had fallen down, helpless, in +the dining-room. Unhappily, Anthony had been known so to transgress. +Only a week or two before----but let that pass: it has nothing to do +with us now. + +Mr. Dare followed Joseph in. At the upper end of the room, near the +window, lay some one on the ground. It was surely Anthony. He was lying +on his side, his head thrown back, his face up-turned. A ghastly face, +which sent poor Joseph's pulses bounding on with a terrible fear as he +looked down at it. The same face which had scared Betsy when _she_ +looked down. + +"He is stark dead!" whispered Joseph, with a shiver, to Mr. Dare. + +Mr. Dare, his own life-blood seeming to have stopped, bent over his son +by the light of the candle. Anthony appeared to be not only dead, but +cold. In his terrible shock, his agitation, he still remembered that it +was well, if possible, to spare the sight to his wife and daughter. Mrs. +Dare and Adelaide, alarmed by Betsy's screams, had run downstairs, and +were now hastening into the room. + +"Go back! go back!" cried Mr. Dare, fencing them away with his hands. +"Adelaide, you must not come in! Julia," he added to his wife, in tones +of imploring entreaty, "go upstairs, and keep back Adelaide." + +He half led, half pushed them across the hall. Mrs. Dare had never in +all her life seen his face as she saw it now--a face of terror. She +caught the fear; vaguely enough, it must be confessed, for she had not +heard Anthony's name, as yet, mentioned in connection with it. + +"What is it?" she asked, holding on by the balustrades. "What is there +in the dining-room?" + +"I don't know what it is," replied Mr. Dare, from between his white +lips. "Go upstairs! Adelaide, go up with your mother." + +Mr. Dare was stopped by more screams. Whilst he was preventing immediate +terror to his wife and daughter, the lady's maid, her curiosity excited +beyond repression, had slipped into the dining-room, and peeped over +Joseph's shoulder. What she had expected to see she perhaps could not +have stated; what she did see was so far worse than her wildest fears, +that she lost sense of everything, except the moment's fear; and shriek +after shriek echoed from her. + +A scene of confusion ensued. Mrs. Dare tried to force her way to the +room; Adelaide followed her; Betsy began bewailing Mr. Anthony, by name, +in wild words. And the sleepers, above, came flocking out of their +chambers, with trembling limbs and white faces. + +Mr. Dare put his back against the dining-room door. "Girls, go back! +Julia, go back, for the love of Heaven! Mademoiselle, is that you? Be so +good as to stay where you are, and keep Rosa and Minny with you." + +"Mais, qu'est-ce que c'est, donc?" exclaimed mademoiselle, speaking, in +her wonder, in her most familiar tongue, and, truth to say, paying +little heed to Mr. Dare's injunction. "Y a-t-il du malheur arrivé?" + +Betsy went up to her. Betsy recognised her as one not of the family, to +whom she could ease her overflowing mind. The same thought had occurred +to Betsy as to Joseph. "Poor Mr. Anthony's lying in there dead, mamzel," +she whispered. "Mr. Herbert must have killed him." + +Unheeding the request of Mr. Dare, unmindful of the deficiences or want +of elegance in her costume, which consisted of what she called a +_peignoir_, and a borderless calico nightcap, mademoiselle flew down to +the hall and slipped into the dining-room. Some of the others slipped in +also, and a sad scene ensued. What with wife, governess, servants, and +children, Mr. Dare was powerless to end it. Mademoiselle went straight +up, gave one look, and staggered back against the wall. + +"C'est vrai!" she muttered. "C'est Monsieur Anthony." + +"It is Anthony," shivered Mr. Dare, "I fear--I fear violence has been +done him." + +The governess was breathing heavily. She looked quite as ghastly as did +that up-turned face. "But why should it be?" she asked, in English. "Who +has done it?" + +Ah, who had done it! Joseph's frightened face seemed to say that he +could tell if he dared, Cyril bounded into the room, and clasped one of +the arms. But he let it fall again. "It is rigid!" he gasped. "Is he +dead? Father! he can't be dead!" + +Mr. Dare hurried Joseph from the room--hurried him across the hall to +the door. He, Mr. Dare, seemed so agitated as scarcely to know what he +was about. "Make all haste," he said; "the nearest surgeon." + +"Sir," whispered Joseph, turning when he was outside the door, his +agitation as great as his master's: "I'm afraid it's Mr. Herbert who has +done this." + +"Why?" sharply asked Mr. Dare. + +"They had a dreadful quarrel this evening, sir, after you left. Mr. +Herbert drew a knife upon his brother. I got in just in time to stop +bloodshed, or it might have happened then." + +Mr. Dare suppressed a groan. "Go off, Joseph, and bring a doctor here. +He may not be past reviving, Milbank is the nearest. If he is at home, +bring him; if not, get anybody." + +Joseph, without his hat, sped across the lawn, and gained the entrance +gate at the very moment that a gig was passing. By the light of a lamp, +Joseph saw that it contained Mr. Glenn, the surgeon, driven by his +servant. He had been on a late professional visit into the country. +Joseph shouted running before the horse in his excitement, and the man +pulled up. + +"What's the matter, Joseph?" asked Mr. Glenn. "Any one ill?" + +Somewhat curious to say, Mr. Glenn was the usual medical attendant of +the Dares. Joseph explained as well as he could. Mr. Anthony had been +found lying on the dining-room carpet, to all appearance dead. Mr. Glenn +descended. + +"Anything up at your place?" asked a policeman, who had just come by, on +his beat. + +"I should think there is," returned Joseph. "One of the gentlemen's +been found dead." + +"Dead!" echoed the policeman. "Which of them is it?" he asked, after a +pause. + +"Mr. Anthony." + +"Why, I saw him turn in here about half-past eleven!" observed the +officer, "He is in a fit, perhaps." + +"Why do you say that?" asked Joseph. + +"Because he had been taking a drop too much. He could hardly walk. +Somebody brought him as far as the gate." + +Mr. Glenn had hastened on. The policeman followed with Joseph. Followed, +possibly, to gratify his curiosity; possibly, because he thought his +services might be in some way required. When the two entered the +dining-room, Mr. Glenn was kneeling down to examine Anthony, and sounds +of distress came on their ears from a distance. They were caused by the +hysterics of Mrs. Dare. + +"Is he dead, sir?" asked the policeman, in a low tone. + +"He has been dead these two or three hours," was Mr. Glenn's reply. + +But it was not a fit. It was not anything so innocent. Mr. Glenn found +that the cause of death was a stab in the side. Death, he believed, must +have been instantaneous: and the hemorrhage was chiefly internal. There +were very few stains on the clothes. + +"What's this!" cried Mr. Glenn. + +He was pulling at some large substance on which Anthony had fallen. It +proved to be a cloak. Cyril--and some others present--recognised it as +Herbert's cloak. Where was Herbert? In bed? Was it possible that he +could sleep through the noise and confusion that the house was in? + +"Can nothing be done?" asked Mr. Dare of the surgeon. + +Mr. Glenn shook his head. "He is stone dead, you see; dead, and nearly +cold. He must have been dead more than two hours. I should say nearer +three." + +From two to three hours! Then that would bring the time of his death to +about half-past eleven o'clock; close upon the time that the policeman +saw him returning home. Some one turned to ask the policeman a question, +but he had disappeared. Mr. Glenn went to see what he could do for Mrs. +Dare, whose cries had been painful to hear, and Mr. Dare drew Joseph +aside. Somehow he felt that he _dared_ not question him in the presence +of witnesses, lest any condemnatory fact should transpire to bring the +guilt home to his second son. In spite of the sight of Anthony lying +dead before him, in spite of what he had heard of the quarrel, he could +not bring his mind to believe that Herbert had been guilty of this most +dastardly deed. + +"What time did you let him in?" asked Mr. Dare, pointing to his +ill-fated son. + +Joseph answered evasively. "The policeman said it was about half after +eleven, sir." + +"And what time did Mr. Herbert come home?" + +In point of fact, but for seeing the cloak where he did see it, Joseph +would not have known whether Mr. Herbert was at home yet. He felt there +was nothing for it but to tell the simple truth to Mr. Dare--that the +gentlemen had been in the habit of letting themselves in at any hour +they pleased, the dining-room window being left unfastened for them. +Joseph made the admission, and Mr. Dare received it with anger. + +"I did it by their orders, sir," the man said, with deprecation. "If you +think it was wrong, perhaps you'll put things on a better footing for +the future. But, to wait up every night till its pretty near time to +rise again, is what I can't do, or anybody else. Flesh and blood is but +mortal, sir, and couldn't stand it." + +"But you were not kept up like that?" cried Mr. Dare. + +"Yes, sir, I was. If one of the gentlemen wasn't out, the other would +be. I told them it was impossible I could be up nearly all night and +every night, and rise in the morning just the same, and do my work in +the day. So they took to have the dining-room window left open, and came +in that way, and I went to rest at my proper hour. Mr. Cyril and Mr. +George, too, they are taking to stay out." + +"The house might have been robbed over and over again!" exclaimed Mr. +Dare. + +"I told them so, sir. But they laughed at me. They said who'd be likely +to come through the grounds and up to the windows and try them? At any +rate, sir," added Joseph, as a last excuse, "they _ordered_ it done. And +that's how it is, sir, that I don't know what time either Mr. Anthony or +Mr. Herbert came in last night." + +Mr. Dare said no more. The fruits of the way in which his sons had been +reared were coming heavily home to him. He turned to go upstairs to +Herbert's chamber. On the bottom stairs, swaying herself to and fro in +her _peignoir_, a staring print, all the colours of the rainbow, sat the +governess. She lifted her white face as Mr. Dare approached. + +"Is he dead?" + +Mr. Dare shook his head. "The surgeon says he has been dead ever since +the beginning of the night." + +"And Monsieur Herbert? Is _he_ dead?" + +"_He_ dead!" repeated Mr. Dare in an accent of alarm, fearing possibly +she might have a motive for the question. "What should bring him also +dead? Mademoiselle, why do you ask it?" + +"Eh, me, I don't know," she answered. "I am bewildered with it all. Why +should he be dead, and not the other? Why should either be dead?" + +Mr. Dare saw that she did look bewildered; scarcely in her senses. She +had a white handkerchief in her hand, and was wiping the moisture from +her scarcely less white face. "Did you witness the quarrel between +them?" he inquired, supposing that she had done so by her words. + +"If I did, I not tell," she vehemently answered, her English less clear +than usual. "If Joseph say--I hear him say it to you just now--that +Monsieur Herbert took a knife to his brother, I not give testimony to +it. What affair is it of mine, that I should tell against one or the +other? Who did it?--who killed him?"--she rapidly continued. "It was not +Monsieur Herbert. No, I will say always that it was not Monsieur +Herbert. He would not kill his brother." + +"I do not think he would," earnestly spoke Mr. Dare. + +"No, no, no!" said mademoiselle, her voice rising with her emphasis. "He +never kill his brother; he not enough _méchant_ for that." + +"Perhaps he has not come in?" cried Mr. Dare, catching at the thought. + +Betsy Garter answered the words. She had stolen up in the general +restlessness, and halted there. "He must be come in, sir," she said; +"else how could his cloak be in the dining-room? They are saying that +it's Mr. Herbert's cloak which was under Mr. Anthony." + +"What has Mr. Herbert's cloak to do with his coming in or not coming +in?" sharply asked Mr. Dare. "He would not be wearing his cloak this +weather." + + +"But he does wear it, sir," returned Betsy. "He went out in it +to-night." + +"Did you see him?" sternly asked Mr. Dare. + +"If I hadn't seen him, I couldn't have told that he went out in it," +independently replied Betsy, who, like her mother, was fond of +maintaining her own opinion. "I was looking out of the window in Miss +Adelaide's room, and I saw Mr. Herbert go out by way of the dining-room +window towards the entrance-gate." + +"Wearing his cloak?" + +"Wearing his cloak," assented Betsy, "I hoped he was hot enough in it." + +The words seemed to carry terrible conviction to Mr. Dare's mind. +Unwilling to believe the girl, he sought Joseph and asked him. + +"Yes, for certain," Joseph answered. "Mr. Herbert, as he was coming +downstairs to go out, stopped to speak to me, sir, and he was fastening +his cloak on then." + +Minny ran up, bursting with grief and terror as she seized upon Mr. +Dare. "Papa! papa! is it true?" she sobbed. + +"Is what true, child?" + +"That it was Herbert? They are saying so." + +"Hush!" said Mr. Dare. Carrying a candle, he went up to Herbert's room, +his heart aching. That Herbert could sleep through the noise was +surprising; and yet, not much so. His room was more remote from the +house than were the other rooms, and looked towards the back. But, had +he slept through it? When Mr. Dare went in, he was sitting up in bed, +awaking, or pretending to awake, from sleep. The window, thrown wide +open, may have contributed to deaden any sound in the house. "Can you +sleep through this, Herbert?" cried Mr. Dare. + +Herbert stared, and rubbed his eyes, and stared again, as one +bewildered. "Is that you, father?" he presently cried. "What is it?" + +"Herbert," said his father, in low tones of pain, of dread; "what have +you been doing to your brother?" + +Herbert, as if not understanding the drift of the question, stared more +than ever. "I have done nothing to him," he presently said. "Do you mean +Anthony?" + +"Anthony is lying on the dining-room floor killed--murdered. Herbert, +_who did it_?" + +Herbert Dare sat motionless in bed, looking utterly lost. That he could +not understand, or was affecting not to understand, was evident. +"Anthony is--what do you say, sir?" + +"He is dead; he is _murdered_," replied Mr. Dare. "Oh, my son, my son, +say you did not do it! for the love of heaven, say you did not do it!" +And the unhappy father burst into tears and sank down on the bed, +utterly unmanned. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +ACCUSED. + + +The grey dawn of the early May morning was breaking over the world--over +the group gathered in Mr. Dare's dining-room. That gentleman, his +surviving sons, a stranger, a constable or two; and Sergeant Delves, who +had been summoned to the scene. Sundry of the household were going in +and out, of their own restless, curious accord, or by summons. The +sergeant was making inquiries into the facts and details of the evening. + +Anthony Dare--as may be remembered--had sullenly retired to his room, +refusing to go out when the message came to him from Lord Hawkesley. It +appeared, by what was afterwards learnt, that he, Anthony Dare, had made +an appointment to meet Hawkesley and some other men at the +Star-and-Garter hotel, where Lord Hawkesley was staying; the proposed +amusement of the evening being cards. Anthony Dare remained in his +chamber, solacing his chafed temper with brandy-and-water, until the +waiter from the Star-and-Garter appeared a second time, bearing a note. +This note Sergeant Delves had found in one of the pockets, and had it +now open before him. It ran as follows:-- + + "DEAR DARE,--We are all here waiting, and can't make up the + tables without you. What do you mean by shirking us? Come + along, and don't be a month over it.--Yours, + + "HAWKESLEY." + +This note had prevailed. Anthony, possibly repenting of the solitary +evening to which he had condemned himself, put on his boots again and +went forth: not--it is not pleasant to have to record it, but it cannot +be concealed--not sober. He had taken ale with his dinner, wine after +it, and brandy-and-water in his room. The three combined had told upon +him. + +On his arrival at the Star-and-Garter, he found six or seven gentlemen +assembled. But, instead of sitting down there in Lord Hawkesley's room, +it was suddenly decided to adjourn to the lodgings of a Mr. Brittle, +hard by; a young Oxonian, who had been plucked in his Little Go, and was +supposed to be reading hard to avoid a second similar catastrophe. They +went to Mr. Brittle's and sat down to cards, over which brandy-and-water +and other drinks were introduced. Anthony Dare, by way of quenching his +thirst, did not spare them, and was not particular as to the sorts. The +consequence was that he soon became most disagreeable company, snarling +with all around; in short, unfit for play. This _contretemps_ put the +rest of the party out of sorts, and they broke up. But for that, they +might probably have sat on, until morning, and that poor unhappy life +have been spared. There was no knowing what might have been. Anthony +Dare was in no fit state to walk alone, and one of them, Mr. Brittle, +undertook to see him home. Mr. Brittle left him at the gate, and Anthony +Dare stumbled over the lawn and gained the house. After that, nothing +further was known. So much as this would not have been known, but that, +in hastening for Delves, the policeman had come across Mr. Brittle. It +was only natural that the latter, shocked and startled, should bend his +steps to the scene; and from him they gathered the account of Anthony's +movements abroad. + +But now came the difficulty. Who had let Anthony in? No one. There was +little doubt that he had made his way through the dining-room window. +Joseph had turned the key of the front door at eleven o'clock, and he +had not been called upon to open it until the return of Mr. and Mrs. +Dare. The policeman who happened to be passing when Anthony came +home--or it may be more correct to say, was brought home--testified to +the probable fact that he had entered by means of the dining-room +window. The man had watched him: had seen that, instead of making for +the front door, which faced the road and was in view, he had stumbled +across the grass, and disappeared down by the side of the house. On this +side the dining-room window was situated; therefore it was only +reasonable to suppose that Anthony had so entered. + +"Had you any motive in watching him?" asked Sergeant Delves of this man. + +"None, except to see that he did not fall," was the reply. "When the +gentleman who brought him home loosed his arm, he told him, in a joking +way, not to get kissing the ground as he went in; and I thought I'd +watch him that I might go to his assistance if he did fall. He could +hardly walk: he pitched about with every step." + +"Did he fall?" + +"No; he managed to keep up. But I should think he was a good five +minutes getting over the grass plat." + +"Did the gentleman remain to watch him?" + +"No, not for above a minute. He just waited to see that he got safe over +the gravel path on to the grass, and then he went back." + +"Did you see anyone else come in? About that time?--or before it?--or +after it?" + +The man shook his head. "I didn't see anyone else at all. I shut the +gate after Mr. Anthony, and I didn't see it opened again. Not but what +plenty might have opened and shut it, and gone in, too, when I was +higher up my beat." + +Sergeant Delves called Joseph. "It appears uncommonly odd that you +should have heard no noise whatever," he observed. "A man's movements +are not generally very quiet when in the state described as being that +of young Mr. Dare's. The probability is that he would enter the +dining-room noisily. He'd be nearly sure to fall against the furniture, +being in the dark." + +"It's certain that I never did hear him," replied Joseph. "We was shut +up in the kitchen, and I was mostly nodding from the time I locked up at +eleven till master came home at two. The two girls was chattering loud +enough; they was at the table, making-up caps, or something of that. The +cook went to bed at ten; she was tired." + +"Then, with the exception of you three, all the household were in bed?" + +"All of 'em--as was at home," answered Joseph. "The governess had gone +early, the two young ladies went about ten, Mr. Cyril and Mr. George +went soon after ten. They came home from cricket 'dead beat' they said, +had supper, and went to bed soon after it." + +"It's not usual for them--the young men, I mean--to go to bed so early, +is it?" asked Sergeant Delves. + +"No, except on cricket nights," answered Joseph. "After cricket they +generally come home and have supper, and don't go out again. Other +nights they are mostly sure to be out late." + +"And you did not hear Mr. Herbert come in?" + +"Sergeant Delves, I say that I never heard nothing nor nobody from the +time I locked the front door till master and missis came home," +reiterated Joseph, growing angry. "Let me repeat it ten times over, I +couldn't say it plainer. If I had heard either of the gentlemen come in, +I should have gone to 'em to see if anything was wanted. Specially to +Mr. Anthony, knowing that he was not sober when he went out." + +Two points appeared more particularly to strike Sergeant Delves. The one +was, that no noise should have been heard; that a deed like this could +have been committed in, as it appeared, absolute silence. The other was, +that the dining-room window should have been found fastened inside. The +latter fact confirmed the strong suspicion that the offender was an +inmate of the house. A person, not an inmate of the house, would +naturally have escaped by the open dining-room window; but to do this, +_and_ to fasten it inside after him was an impossibility. Every other +window in the house, every door, had been securely fastened; some in the +earlier part of the evening, some at eleven o'clock by Joseph. Herbert +Dare voluntarily acknowledged that it was he who had fastened the +dining-room window. His own account was--and the sergeant looked at him +narrowly while he gave it--that he had returned home late, getting on +for two o'clock; that he had come in through the dining-room, and had +put down the window fastening. He declared that he had not seen Anthony. +If Anthony had been lying there, as he was afterwards found, he, +Herbert, had not observed him. But, he said, so far as he remembered, he +never glanced to that part of the room at all, but had gone straight +through on the other side, between the table and the fireplace. And if +he had glanced to it he could have seen nothing, for the room was dark. +He had no light, and had to feel his way. + +"Was it usual for the young gentlemen to fasten the window?" Sergeant +Delves asked of Joseph. And Joseph replied that they sometimes did, +sometimes did not. If by any chance Mr. Anthony and Mr. Herbert came in +together, then they would fasten it; or if, when the one came in, he +knew that the other was not out, he would equally fasten it. Mr. Cyril +and Mr. George did not often come in that way; in fact, they were not +out so late, generally speaking, as were their brothers. + + +"Precisely so," Herbert assented, with reference to the fastening. He +had fastened it, believing his brother Anthony to be at home and in bed. +When he went out the previous evening, Anthony had already gone to his +room, expressing his intention not to leave it again that night. + +Sergeant Delves inquired--no doubt for reasons of his own--whether this +expressed intention on the part of Anthony could be testified to by any +one besides Herbert. Yes. By Joseph, by the governess, by Rosa and Minny +Dare; all four had heard him say it. The sergeant would not trouble the +young ladies, but requested to speak to the governess. + +The governess was indignant at the request being made. She was in and +out amongst them with her white face, in her many-coloured _peignior_. +She had been upstairs and partially dressed herself; had discarded the +calico nightcap and done her hair, put on the _peignior_ again, and come +down to see and to listen. But she did not like being questioned. + +"I know nothing about it," she said to the sergeant, speaking +vehemently. "What should I know about it? I will tell you nothing. I +went to bed before it was well nine o'clock; I had a headache; and I +never heard anything more till the commotion began. Why you ask me?" + +"But you can surely tell, ma'am, whether or not you heard Mr. Anthony +say he was going to his chamber for the night?" remonstrated the +sergeant. + +"Yes, he did say it," she answered vehemently. "He said it in the salon. +He kicked off his boots, and told Joseph to bring his slippers, and to +take brandy-and-water to his room, for he should not leave it again that +night. I never thought or knew that he had left it until I saw him lying +in the dining-room, and they said he was dead." + +"Was Mr. Herbert present when he said he should go to his room for the +night?" + +"He was present, I think: I think he had come in then to the salon. That +is all I know. I made the tea, and then my head got bad, and I went to +bed. I can tell you nothing further." + +"Did you hear any noise in the house, ma'am?" + +"No. If there was any noise I did not notice it. I soon went to sleep. +Where is the use of your asking me these things? You should ask those +who sat up. I shall be sick if you make me talk about it. Nothing of +this ever arrived in any family where I have been before." + +The sergeant allowed her to retire. She went to the stairs and sat down +on the lower step, and leaned her cheek upon her hand, all as she had +done previously. Mr. Dare asked her why she did not go upstairs, away +from the confusion and bustle of the sad scene; but she shook her head. +She did not care to be in her chamber alone, she answered, and her +pupils were shut in with Madame Dare and Mademoiselle Adelaide. + +It is possible that one thing puzzled the sergeant: though what puzzled +him and what did not puzzle him had to be left to conjecture, for he +said nothing about it. No weapon had been found. The policemen had been +searching the room thoroughly, had partly searched the house; but had +come upon no instrument likely to have inflicted the wound. A +carving-knife or common table-knife had been suggested, remembering the +previous occurrences of the evening; but Mr. Glenn's decided opinion +was, that it must have been a very different instrument; some slender, +sharp-pointed, two-edged blade, he thought, about six inches in length. + +The most suspicious evidence, referring to Herbert, was the cloak. The +sergeant had examined it curiously, with compressed lips. Herbert +disposed of this, so far as he was concerned--that is, if he was to be +believed. He said that he had put his cloak on, had gone out in it as +far as the entrance gate; but finding it warmer than was agreeable, he +had turned back, and flung it on to the dining-room table, going in, as +he had come out, through the window. He added, as a little bit of +confirmatory evidence, that he remembered seeing the cloak begin to +slide off the table again, that he saw it must fall to the ground; but, +being in a hurry, he would not stop to prevent its doing so, or to pick +it up. + +The sergeant never seemed to take his sidelong glance from Herbert Dare. +He had gone to work in his own way; hearing the different accounts and +conjectures, sifting this bit of evidence, turning about that, holding a +whispered colloquy with the man who had been sent to examine Herbert's +room: holding a longer whispered colloquy with Herbert himself. On the +departure of the surgeon and Mr. Brittle, who had gone away together, he +had marched to the front and side doors of the house, locked them, and +put the keys into his pocket. "Nobody goes out of this without my +permission," quoth he. + +Then he took Mr. Dare aside. "There's no mistake about this, I fear," +said he gravely. + +Mr. Dare knew what he meant. He himself was growing grievously +faint-hearted. But he would not say so; he would not allow it to be seen +that he cast, or could cast, a suspicion on Herbert. "It appears to me +that--that--if poor Anthony was in the state they describe, that he may +have sat down or laid down after entering the dining-room, and dropped +asleep," observed Mr. Dare. "Easy, then--the window being left open--for +some midnight housebreaker from the street to have come in and attacked +him." + +"Pooh!" said Sergeant Delves. "It is no housebreaker that has done this. +We have a difficult line of duty to perform at times, us police; and all +we can do to soften matters, is to go to work as genteelly as is +consistent with the law. I'm sorry to have to say it, Mr. Dare, but I +have felt obliged to order my men to keep a look-out on Mr. Herbert." + +A chill ran through Mr. Dare. "It could not have been Herbert!" he +rejoined, his tone one of pain, almost of entreaty. "Mr. Glenn says it +could not have been done later than half-past eleven, or so. Herbert +never came home until nearly two." + +"Who is to prove that he was not at home till near two?" + +"He says he was not. I have no doubt it can be proved. And poor Anthony +was dead more than two hours before." + +"Now, look you here," cried Sergeant Delves, falling back on a favourite +phrase of his. "Mr. Glenn is correct enough as to the time of the +occurrence: I have had some experience in death myself, and I'm sure he +is not far out. But let that pass. Here are witnesses who saw him alive +at half-past eleven o'clock, and you come home at two and find him dead. +Now, let your son Herbert thus state where he was from half-past eleven +till two. He says he was out: not near home at all. Very good. Only let +him mention the place, so that we can verify it, and find, beyond +dispute, that he _was_ out, and the suspicion against him will be at an +end. But he won't do this." + +"Not do it?" echoed Mr. Dare. + +"He tells me point-blank that he can't and he won't. I asked him." + +Mr. Dare turned impetuously to the room where he had left his second +son--his eldest son now. "Here, Herbert"--he was beginning. But the +officer cut short the words by drawing him back. + +"Don't go and make matters worse," whispered he: "perhaps they'll be bad +enough without it. Now, Lawyer Dare, you'll do well not to turn +obstinate, for I am giving you a bit of friendly advice. You and I have +had many a transaction together, and I don't mind going a bit out of my +way for you, as I wouldn't do for other people. The worst thing your son +could do, would be to say before those chattering servants that he can't +or won't tell where he has been all night, or half the night. It would +be self-condemnation at once. Ask him in private, if you must ask him." + +Mr. Dare called his son to him, and Herbert answered to it. A policeman +was sauntering after him, but the sergeant gave him a nod, and the man +went back. + +"Herbert, you say you did not come in until near two this morning." + +"Neither did I. It wanted about twenty minutes to it. The churches +struck half-past one as I came through the town." + +"Where did you stay?" + +"Well--I can't say," replied Herbert. + +Mr. Dare grew agitated. "You must say, Herbert," he hoarsely whispered, +"or take the consequences." + +"I can't help the consequences," was Herbert's answer. "Where I was last +night is no matter to any one, and I shall not say." + +"Your not saying--if you can say--is just folly," interposed the +sergeant. "It's the first question the magistrates will ask when you are +placed before them." + +Herbert looked up angrily. "Place me before the magistrates!" he echoed. +"What do you mean? You will not dare to take me into custody!" + +"You have been in custody this half-hour," coolly returned the sergeant. + +Herbert looked terribly fierce. + +"I will not submit to this indignity," he exclaimed. "_I will not._ +Sergeant Delves, you are overstepping----" + +"Look here," interrupted the sergeant, drawing something from some +unseen receptacle; and Mr. Herbert, to his dismay, caught sight of a +pair of handcuffs. "Don't you force me to use them," said the officer. +"You are in custody, and must go before the magistrates; but now, you be +a gentleman, and I'll use you as one." + +"I protest upon my honour that I have had neither act nor part in this +crime!" cried Herbert, in agitation. "Do you think I would stain my hand +with the sin of Cain?" + +"What is that on your hand?" asked the sergeant, bending forward to look +more closely at Herbert's fingers. + +Herbert held them out openly enough. "I was doing something last night +which tore my fingers," he said. "I was trying to undo the fastenings of +some wire. Sergeant Delves, I declare to you solemnly, that from the +moment when my brother went to his chamber, as witnesses have stated to +you, I never saw him until my father brought me down from my bed to see +him lying dead." + +"You drew a knife on him not many hours before, you know, Mr. Herbert!" + +"It was done in the heat of passion. He provoked me very much; but I +should not have used it. No, poor fellow! I should never have injured +him." + +"Well, you only make your tale good to the magistrates," was all the +sergeant's answer. "It will be their affair as soon as you are before +them--not mine." + +Herbert Dare was handed back to the constable; and, as soon as the +justice-room opened, was conveyed before the magistrates--all, as the +sergeant termed it, in a genteel, gentlemanly sort of way. He was +charged with the murder of his brother Anthony. + +To describe the commotion that spread over Helstonleigh would be beyond +any pen. The college boys were in a strange state of excitement: both +Anthony and Herbert Dare had been college boys themselves not so very +long ago. Gar Halliburton--who was no longer a college boy, but a +supernumerary--went home full of it. Having imparted it there, he +thought he could not do better than go in and regale Patience with the +news, by way of _divertissement_ to her sick bed. "May I come up, +Patience?" he called out from the foot of the stairs. "I have something +to tell you." + +Receiving permission, up he flew. Patience, partially raised, was sewing +with her hands, which she could just contrive to do. Anna sat by the +window, putting the buttons on some new shirts. + + +"I have finished two," cried she, turning round to Gar in great glee. +"And my father's coming home next week, he writes us word. Perhaps thy +mother has had a letter from William. Look at the shirts!" she +continued, exhibiting them. + +"Never mind bothering about shirts, now, Anna," returned Gar, losing +sight of his gallantry in his excitement. "Patience, the most dreadful +thing has happened. Anthony Dare's murdered!" + +Patience, calm Patience, only looked at Gar. Perhaps she did not believe +it. Anna's hands, holding out the shirts, were arrested midway: her +mouth and blue eyes alike opening. + +"He was murdered in their dining-room in the night," went on Gar, intent +only on his tale. "The town is all up in arms; you never saw such an +uproar. When we came out of school just now, we thought the French must +have come to invade us, by the crowds there were in the street. You +couldn't get near the Guildhall, where the examination was going on. Not +more than half a dozen of us were able to fight our way in. Herbert Dare +looked so pale; he was standing there, guarded by three policemen----" + +"Thee hast a fast tongue, Gar," interrupted Patience. "Dost thee mean to +say Herbert Dare was in custody?" + +"Of course, he was," replied Gar, faster than before. "It is he who has +done it. At least, he is accused of it. He and Anthony had a quarrel +yesterday, and it came to knives. They were parted then; but he is +supposed to have laid wait for Anthony in the night and killed him." + +"Is Anthony dead? Is he----Anna! what hast thee----?" + +Anna had dropped the shirts and the buttons. Her blue eyes had closed, +her lips and cheeks had grown white, her hands fell powerless. "She is +fainting!" shouted Gar, as he ran to support her. + +"Gar, dear," said Patience, "thee shouldst not tell ill news quite so +abruptly. Thee hast made me feel queer. Canst thee stretch thy hands out +to the bell? It will bring up Hester." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +COMMITTED FOR TRIAL. + + +Helstonleigh could not recover its equanimity. Never had it been so +rudely shaken. Incidents there had been as startling; crimes of as deep +a dye; but, taking it with all its attendant circumstances, no +occurrence, in the memory of the oldest inhabitant, had excited the +interest that was attaching to the death and assumed murder of Anthony +Dare. + +The social standing of the parties, above that in which such unhappy +incidents are more generally found; the conspicuous position they +occupied in the town, and the very uncertainty--the mystery, it may be +said--in which the affair was wrapped, wrought local curiosity to the +highest point. + +Scarcely a shadow of doubt rested on the public mind that the deed had +been done by Herbert Dare. The Police force, actively engaged in +searching out all the details, held the same opinion. In one sense, this +was, perhaps, unfortunate; for, when strong suspicion, whether of the +police or of the public, is especially directed to one isolated point, +it inevitably tends to keep down doubts that might arise in regard to +other quarters. + +It seemed scarcely possible to hope that Herbert was not guilty. All the +facts tended to the assumption that he was so. There was the ill-feeling +known to have existed between himself and his brother: the quarrel and +violence in the dining-room not many hours before, in which quarrel +Herbert _had_ raised a knife upon him. "But for the entrance of the +servant Joseph," said the people, one to another, "the murder might have +been done then." Joseph had stopped evil consequences at the time, but +he had not stopped Herbert's mouth--the threat he had uttered in his +passion--still to be revenged. Terribly those words told now against +Herbert Dare. + +Another thing that told against him, and in a most forcible manner, was +the cloak. That he had put it on to go out; nay, had been seen to go out +in it by the housemaid, was indisputable; and his brother was found +lying on this very cloak. In vain Herbert protested, when before the +magistrates and at the coroner's inquest, that he returned before +leaving the gates, and had flung this cloak into the dining-room, +finding it too hot that evening to wear. He obtained no credit. He had +not been seen to do this; and the word of an accused man goes for +little. All ominous, these things--all telling against him, but nothing, +taking them collectively, as compared with his refusal to state where he +was that night. He left the house between eight and nine, close upon +nine, he thought; he was not sure of the exact time to a quarter of an +hour; and he never returned to it until nearly two. Such was his +account. But, where he had been in the interim, he positively refused to +state. + +It was only his assertion, you see, against the broad basis of +suspicion. Anthony Dare's death must have taken place, as testified by +Mr. Glenn, somewhere about half-past eleven; who was to prove that +Herbert at that time was not at home? "I was not," Herbert reiterated, +when before the coroner. "I did not return home till between half-past +one and two. The churches struck the half-hour as I was coming through +the town, and it would take me afterwards some ten minutes to reach +home. It must have been about twenty minutes to two when I entered." + +"But where were you? Where had you been? Where did you come from?" he +was asked. + +"That I cannot state," he replied. "I was out upon a little business of +my own; business that concerns no one but myself; and I decline to make +it public." + +On that score nothing more could be obtained from him. The coroner drew +his own conclusions; the jury drew _theirs_; the police had already +drawn theirs, and very positive ones. + +These were the two facts that excited the ire of Sergeant Delves and his +official colleagues: with all their searching, they could find no weapon +likely to have been the one used; and they could not discover where +Herbert Dare had gone to that evening. It happened that no one +remembered to have seen him passing in the town, early or late; or, if +they had seen him, it had made no impression on their memory. The +appearance of Mr. Dare's sons was so common an occurrence that no +especial note was likely to have been taken of it. Herbert declared that +in passing through West Street, Turtle, the auctioneer, was leaning out +at his open bedroom window, and that he, Herbert, had called out to him, +and asked whether he was star-gazing. Mr. Turtle, when applied to, could +not corroborate this. He believed that he _had_ been looking out at his +window that night; he believed that it might have been about the hour +named, getting on for two, for he was late going to bed, having been to +a supper party; but he had no recollection whatever of seeing Mr. +Herbert pass, or of having been spoken to by him, or by any one else. +When pressed upon the point, Mr. Turtle acknowledged that his intellects +might not have been in the clearest state of perception, the supper +party having been a jovial one. + +One of the jury remarked that it was very singular the prisoner could go +through the dining-room, and not observe his brother lying in it. The +prisoner replied that it was not singular at all. The room was in +darkness, and he had felt his way through it on the opposite side of the +table to that where his brother was afterwards found. He had gone +straight through, and up to his chamber, as quietly as possible, not to +disturb the house; and he dropped asleep as soon as he was in bed. + +The verdict returned was "Wilful murder against Herbert Dare," and he +was committed to the county gaol to take his trial at the assizes. Mr. +Dare's house was beyond the precincts of the city. Sergeant Delves and +his men renewed their inquiries; but they could discover no trace, +either of the weapon, or of where Herbert Dare had passed the suspicious +hours. The sergeant was vexed; but he would not allow that he was +beaten. "Only give us time," said he, with a characteristic nod. "The +Pyramids of Egypt were only built up stone by stone." + +Tuesday morning--the morning fixed for the funeral of Anthony Dare. The +curious portion of Helstonleigh wended its way up to the churchyard; as +it is the delight of the curious portion of a town to do. What a sad +sight it was! That dark object, covered by its pall, carried by its +attendants, followed by the mourners; Mr. Dare, and his sons Cyril and +George. He, the father, bent his face in his handkerchief, as he walked +behind the coffin to the grave. Many a man in Helstonleigh enjoyed a +higher share of esteem and respect than did Lawyer Dare; but not one +present in that crowded churchyard that did not feel for him in his +bitter grief. Not one, let us hope, that did not feel to his heart's +core the fate of the unhappy Anthony, now, for weal or for woe, to +answer before his Maker for his life on earth. + +That same day, Tuesday, witnessed the return of Samuel Lynn and William +Halliburton. They arrived in the evening, and of course the first news +they were greeted with was the prevailing topic. Few things caused the +ever-composed Quaker to betray surprise; but William was half-stunned +with the news. Anthony Dare dead--murdered--buried that very day; and +Herbert in prison, awaiting his trial for the offence! To William the +whole affair seemed more incredible than real. + +"Sir," he said to his master, when, the following morning, they were +alone together in the counting-house at the manufactory, "do you believe +Herbert Dare can be guilty?" + +Mr. Ashley had been gazing at William, lost in thought. The change we +often see, or fancy we see, in a near friend, after a few weeks' +absence, was apparent in William. He had improved in looks; and yet +those looks, with their true nobility, both of form and intellect, had +been scarcely capable of improvement. Nevertheless, it was there, and +Mr. Ashley had been struck with it. + +"I cannot say," he replied, aroused by the question. "Facts appear +conclusively against him; but it seems incredible that he should so have +lost himself. To be suspected and committed on such a charge is grief +enough, without the reality of guilt." + + +"So it is," acquiesced William. + +"We feel the disgrace very keenly--as all must who are connected with +the Dares in ever so remote a degree. _I_ feel it, William; feel it as a +blow; Mrs. Ashley is the cousin of Anthony Dare." + +"They are relatives of ours also," said William in a low tone. "My +father was first cousin to Mrs. Dare." + +Mr. Ashley looked at him with surprise. "Your father first cousin to +Mrs. Dare!" he repeated. "What are you saying?" + +"Her first cousin, sir. You have heard of old Mr. Cooper, of +Birmingham?" + +"From whom the Dares inherited their money. Well?" + +"Mr. Cooper had a brother and a sister. Mrs. Dare was the daughter of +the brother; the sister married the Reverend William Halliburton, and my +father was their son. Mrs. Dare, as Julia Cooper, and my father, Edgar +Halliburton, both lived together for some time under their uncle's roof +at Birmingham." + +A moment's pause, and then Mr. Ashley laid his hand on William's +shoulder. "Then that brings a sort of relationship between us, William. +I shall have a right to feel pride in you now." + +William laughed. But his cheek flushed with the pleasure of a more +earnest feeling. His greatest earthly wish was to be appreciated by Mr. +Ashley. + +"How is it I never heard of this relationship before?" cried Mr. Ashley. +"Was it purposely concealed?" + +"It is only within a year or two that I have known of it," replied +William. "Frank and Gar are not aware of it yet. When we first came to +Helstonleigh, the Dares were much annoyed at it; and they made it known +to my mother in so unmistakable a manner, that she resolved to drop all +mention of the relationship; she would have dropped the relationship +itself if she could have done so. It was natural, perhaps, that they +should feel annoyed," continued William, seeking to apologize for them. +"They were rich and great in the eyes of the town; we were poor and +obscure." + +Mr. Ashley was casting his recollections backwards. A certain event, +which had always somewhat puzzled him, was becoming clear now. "William, +when Anthony Dare--acting, as he said, for me--put that seizure into +your house for rent, it must have been done with the view of driving you +from the town?" + +"My mother says she has always thought so, sir." + +"I see; I see. Why, William, half the inheritance, enjoyed by the Dares, +ought justly to have been your father's!" + +"We shall do as well without it, in the long-run, sir," replied William, +a bright smile illumining his face. "Hard though the struggle was at the +beginning!" + +"Ay, that you will!" warmly returned Mr. Ashley. "The ways of Providence +are wonderful! Yes, William--and I know you have been taught to think +so--what men call the chances of the world, are all God's dealings. +Reflect on the circumstances favouring the Dares; reflect on your own +drawbacks and disadvantages! They had wealth, position, a lucrative +profession; everything, in fact, to help them on, that can be desired by +a family in middle-class life; whilst you had poverty, obscurity, and +toil to contend with. But now, look at what they are! Mr. Dare's money +is dissipated; he is overwhelmed with embarrassment--I know it to be a +fact, William; but this is for your ear alone. Folly, recklessness, +irreligion, reign in his house; his daughters lost in pretentious +vanity; his sons in something worse. In a few years they will have gone +down--down. Yes," added Mr. Ashley, pointing with his finger to the +floor of his counting-house, "down to the dogs. I can see it coming, as +surely as that the sun is in the heavens. You and they will have +exchanged positions, William; nay, you and yours, unless I am greatly +mistaken, will be in a far higher position than they have ever occupied; +for you will have secured the favour of God, and the approbation of all +good men." + +"That Frank and Gar will attain to a position in time, I should be worse +than a heathen to doubt, looking back on the wonderful manner in which +we have been helped on," thoughtfully observed William. "For myself I am +not sanguine." + +"Do you never cherish dreams on your own account?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"If I do, sir, they are vague dreams. My position affords no scope for +ambition." + +"I don't know that," said Mr. Ashley. "Would you not be satisfied to +become one of the great manufacturers of this great city?" he continued, +laughing. + +"Not unless I could be one of the greatest. Such as----" William +stopped. + +"Myself, for instance?" quietly put in Mr. Ashley. + +"Yes, indeed," answered William, lifting his earnest eyes to his master. +"Were it possible that I could ever attain to be as you are, sir, in all +things--in character, in position, in the estimation of my +fellow-citizens--it would be sufficient ambition for me, and I should +sit down content." + +"Not you," cried Mr. Ashley. "You would then be casting your thoughts to +serving your said fellow-citizens in Parliament, or some such exalted +vision. Man's nature is to soar, you know; it cannot rest. As soon as +one object of ambition is attained, others are sought after." + +"So far as I go, we need not discuss it," was William's answer. "There's +no chance of my ever becoming even a second-rate manufacturer; let alone +what you are, sir." + +"The next best thing to being myself, would perhaps be that of being my +partner, William." + +The voice in which his master spoke was so significant, that William's +face flushed to crimson. Mr. Ashley noticed it. + +"Did that ambition ever occur to you?" + +"No, sir, never. That honour is looked upon as being destined for Cyril +Dare." + +"Indeed!" calmly repeated Mr. Ashley. "If you could transform your +nature into Cyril, I do not say but that it might be so in time." + +"He expects it himself, sir." + +"Would he be a worthy associate for me, think you?" inquired Mr. + +Ashley, bending his gaze full on William. + +William made no reply. Perhaps none was expected, for his master +resumed: + +"I do not recommend you to indulge that particular dream of ambition; I +cannot see sufficiently into the future. It is my intention to push you +somewhat on in the world. I have no son to advance," he added, an +expression of sadness crossing his face. "All I can do for my boy is to +leave him at ease after me. Therefore I may, if I live, advance you in +his stead. Provided, William, you continue to deserve it." + +A smile parted William's lips. That, he would ever strive for, heaven +helping him. + +Mr. Ashley again laid his hand on William, and gazed into his face. "I +have had a wonderful account of you from Samuel Lynn. And it is not +often the Friend launches into decided praise." + +"Oh, have you, sir?" returned William with animation. "I am glad he was +pleased with me." + +"He was more than pleased. But I must not forget that I was charged with +a message from Henry. He is outrageous at your not having gone to him +last night. I shall be sending him to France one of these days, under +your escort, William. It may do him good, in more ways than one." + +"I will come to Henry this evening, sir. I must leave him, though, for +half an hour, to go round to East's." + +"Your conscience is engaged, I see. You know what Henry accused you of, +the last time you left him to go to East's?" + +"Of being enamoured of Charlotte," said William, laughing in answer to +Mr. Ashley's smile. "I will come, at any rate, sir, and battle the other +matter out with Henry." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +A BRUISED HEART. + + +If it were a hopeless task to attempt to describe the consternation of +Helstonleigh at the death of Anthony Dare, far more difficult would it +be to picture that of Anna Lynn. Believe Herbert guilty, Anna did not; +she could scarcely have believed that, had an angel come down from +heaven to affirm it. Her state of mind was not to be envied; suspense, +sorrow, anxiety filled it, causing her to be in a grievous state of +restlessness. She had to conceal this from the eyes of Patience; from +the eyes of the world. For one thing, she could not get at the correct +particulars; newspapers did not come in her way, and she shrank, in her +self-consciousness, from asking. Her whole being--if we may dare to say +it here--was wrapt in Herbert Dare; father, friends, home, country; she +could have sacrificed them all to save him. She would have laid down her +life for his. Her good sense was distorted, her judgment warped; she saw +passing events, not with the eye of dispassionate fact, or with any fact +at all, but through the unhealthy tinge of fond, blind prejudice. The +blow had almost crushed her; the dread suspense was wearing out her +heart. She seemed no longer the same careless child as before; in a few +hours she had overstepped the barrier of girlish timidity, and had +gained the experience which is bought with sorrow. + +On the evening mentioned in the last chapter, just before William went +out to keep his appointment with Henry Ashley, he saw from the window +Anna in his mother's garden, bending over the flowers, and glancing up +at him. Glancing, as it struck William, with a strangely wistful +expression. He went out to her. + +"Tending the flowers, Anna?" + +She turned to him, her fair young face utterly colourless. "I have been +so wanting to see thee, William! I came here, hoping thee wouldst come +out. At dinner time I was here, and thee only nodded to me from the +window. I did not like to beckon to thee." + +"I am sorry to have been so stupid, Anna. What is it?" + +"Thee hast heard what has happened--that dreadful thing! Hast thee heard +it all?" + +"I believe so. All that is known." + +"I want thee to tell it me. Patience won't talk of it; Hester only +shakes her head; and I am afraid to ask Gar. _Thee_ tell it to me." + +"It would not do you good to know, Anna," he gravely said. "Better try +and not think----" + +"William, hush thee!" she feverishly exclaimed. "Thee knew there was +a--a friendship between me and _him_. If I cannot learn all there is to +be learnt, I shall die." + +William looked down at the changing cheek, the eyes full of pain, the +trembling hands, clasped in their eagerness. It might be better to tell +her than to leave her in this state of suspense. + +"William, there is no one in the wide world that knows he cared for me, +but thee," she imploringly resumed. "Thee must tell me; thee _must_ tell +me!" + +"You mean that you want to hear the particulars of--of what took place +on Thursday night?" + +"Yes. All. Then, and since. I have but heard snatches of the wicked +tale." + +He obeyed her: telling her all the broad facts, but suppressing a few of +the details. She leaned against the garden-gate, listening in silence; +her face turned from him, looking through the bars into the field. + +"Why do they not believe him?" was her first comment, spoken sharply and +abruptly. "He says he was not near the house at the time the act must +have been done: why do they not believe him?" + +"It is easy to assert a thing, Anna. But the law requires proof." + +"Proof? That he must declare to them where he has been?" + +"Undoubtedly. And corroborative proof must also be given." + +"But what sort of proof? I do not understand their laws." + +"Suppose Herbert Dare asserted that he had spent those hours with me, +for instance; then I must go forward at the trial and confirm his +assertion. Also any other witnesses who may have seen him with me, if +there were any. It would be establishing what is called an _alibi_." + +"And would they acquit him then? Suppose there were only one witness to +speak for him? Would one be sufficient?" + +"Certainly. Provided the witness were trustworthy." + +"If a witness went forward and declared it now, would they release him?" + +"Impossible. He is committed to take his trial at the assizes, and he +cannot be released beforehand. It is exceedingly unwise of him not to +declare where he was that evening--if he can do so." + +"Where do the public think he was? What do they say?" + +"I am afraid the public, Anna, think that he was not out anywhere. At +any rate, after eleven or half-past." + +"Then they are very cruel!" she passionately exclaimed. "Do they _all_ +think that?" + +"There may be a few who judge that it was as he says; that he was really +away, and is, consequently, innocent." + +"And where do _they_ think he was?" eagerly responded Anna again. "Do +they suspect any place where he might have been?" + +William made no reply. It was not at all expedient to impart to her all +the gossip or surmises of the town. But his silence seemed to agitate +her more than any reply could have done. She turned to him, trembling +with emotion, the tears streaming down her face. + +"Oh, William! tell me what is thought! Tell me, I implore thee! Thee +cannot leave me in this trouble. Where is it thought he was?" + +He took her hands; he bent over her as tenderly as any brother could +have done; he read all too surely how opposite to the truth had been her +former assertion to him--that she did not care for Herbert Dare. + +"Anna, child, you must not agitate yourself in this way: there is no +just cause for doing so. I assure you I do not know where it is thought +Herbert Dare may have been that night; neither, so far as can be learnt, +does any one else know. It is the chief point--where he was--that is +puzzling the town." + +She laid her head down on the gate again, closing her eyes, as in very +weariness. William's heart ached for her. + +"He may not be guilty, Anna," was all the consolation he could find to +offer. + +"_May_ not be guilty!" she echoed in a tone of pain. "He _is_ not +guilty. William, I tell thee he is not. Dost thee think I would defend +him if he could do so wicked a thing?" + +He did not dispute the point with her; he did not tell her that her +assumption of his innocence was inconsistent with the facts of the case. +Presently Anna resumed. + +"Why must he remain in gaol till the trial? There was that man who stole +the skins from Thomas Ashley--they let him out, when he was taken, until +the sessions came on, and then he went up for trial." + +"That man was out on bail. But they do not take bail in cases so grave +as this." + +"I may not stay longer. There's Hester coming to call me in. I rely upon +thee to tell me anything fresh that may arise," she said, lifting her +beseeching eyes to his. + +"One word, Anna, before you go. And yet, I see how worse than useless it +is to say it to you now. You must forget Herbert Dare." + +"I shall forget him, William, when I cease to have memory," she +whispered. "Never before. Thee wilt keep my counsel?" + +"Truly and faithfully." + +"Fare thee well, William; I have no friend but thee." + +She ran swiftly into their own premises. William turned to pursue his +way to Mr. Ashley's, the thought of Henry Ashley's misplaced attachment +lying on his mind as an incubus. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +ONE DYING IN HONEY FAIR. + + +Mrs. Buffle stood in what she called her "back'us," practically +superintending a periodical wash. The day was hot, and the steam was +hot, and, as Mrs. Buffle rubbed away, she began to think she should +never be cool again. + +"Missis," shrieked out a young voice from the precincts of the shop, +"Ben Tyrrett's wife says will you let her have a gill o' vinegar? Be I +to serve it?" + +The words came from the small damsel who was had in to help on cleaning +and washing days. Mrs. Buffle kept her hands still in the soapsuds, and +projected her hot face over the tub to answer. + +"Matty, tell Mary Ann Tyrrett as she promised faithful to bring me +something off her score this week, but I've not seen the colour of it +yet." + +"She says as it's to put to his head," called back Matty, alluding to +the present demand. "He's bad a-bed, and have fainted right off." + +"Serve him right," responded Mrs. Buffle. "You may give her the vinegar, +Matty. Tell her as it's a penny farthing. I heered he had been drinking +again," she added to herself and the washing tub, "and laid hisself down +in the wet road the night afore last, and was found there in the +morning." + +Later in the day, it happened that William Halliburton was passing +through Honey Fair, and met Charlotte East. She stopped him. "Have you +heard, sir, that Tyrrett is dying?" she asked. + +"Tyrrett dying!" repeated William in amazement. "Who says he is?" + +"The doctor says it, I believe, sir. I must say he looks like it. Mary +Ann sent for me, and I have been down to see him." + +"Why, what can be the matter with him?" asked William. "He was at work +the day before yesterday!" + +"He was at work, sir, but he could not speak, they tell me, for that +illness that has been hanging about him so long, and had settled on his +chest. That night, after leaving work, instead of going home and getting +a basin of gruel, or something of that sort, he went to the Horned Ram, +and drank there till he couldn't keep upright." + +"With his chest in that state!" + +"And that was not the worst," resumed Charlotte. "It had been a wet day, +if you remember, sir, and he somehow strayed into Oxlip Lane, and fell +down, and lay there till morning. What with drink, and what with +exposure to the wet, his chest grew dangerously inflamed, and now the +doctor says he has not many hours to live." + +"I am sorry to hear it," cried William. "Is he sensible?" + +"Too sensible, sir, in one sense," replied Charlotte. "His remorse is +dreadful. He is saying that if he had not misspent his life, he might +have died a good man, instead of a bad one." + +William passed on, much concerned at the news. His way led him past Ben +Tyrrett's lodgings, and he turned in. Mary Ann was sobbing and wailing, +in the midst of as many curious and condoling neighbours as the kitchen +would contain. All were in full gossip--as might be expected. Mrs. Cross +had taken home the three little children, by way of keeping the place +quiet; and the sick man was lying in the room above, surrounded by +several of his fellow-workmen, who had heard of his critical state. + +Some of the women sidled off when William entered, rather ashamed of +being caught chattering vehemently. It was remarkable the deference that +was paid him, and from no assumption of his own--indeed, the absence of +assumption may have partially accounted for it. But, though ever +courteous and pleasant with them all, he was a thorough gentleman: and +the working classes are keen to distinguish this. + +"Why, Mrs. Tyrrett, this is sad news!" he said. "Is your husband so +ill?" + +"Oh, he must die, he must die, sir!" she answered in a frantic tone. +Uncomfortably as they had lived together, the man was still her +husband, and there is no doubt she was feeling the present crisis; was +shrinking with dread from the future. A widow with three young children, +and the workhouse for an asylum! It was the only prospect before her. +"He must die, anyways; but he might have lasted a few hours longer, if I +could have got what the doctor ordered." + +William did not understand. + +"It was a blister and some physic, sir," explained one of the women. +"The doctor wrote it on a paper, and said it was to be took to the +nearest druggist's. But when they got it there, Darwin said he couldn't +trust the Tyrretts, and they must send the money if they wanted the +things." + +"It was not Mr. Parry, then, who was called in?" + +"It were a strange doctor, sir, as was fetched. There was Tyrrett's last +bout of illness owing for to Parry, and so they didn't like to send for +him. As to them druggists, they be some of 'em a cross-grained set, +unless you goes with the money in your hand." + +William asked to see the prescription. It was produced, and he read its +contents--he was as capable of doing so and of understanding it as the +best doctor in Helstonleigh. He tore a leaf from his pocket-book, wrote +a few words in pencil, folded it with the prescription, and desired one +of the women to take it to the chemist's again. He then went up to the +sick room. + +Tyrrett was lying on a flock mattress, on an ugly brown bedstead, the +four posts upright and undraped. A blanket and a checked blue cotton +quilt covered him. His breathing was terribly laboured, his face +painfully anxious. William approached him, bending his head, to avoid +contact with the ceiling. + +"I'm a-going, sir," cried the man, in tones as anxious as his face. "I'm +a-going at last." + +"I hope not," said William. "I hope you will get better. You are to have +a blister on your chest, and----" + +"No he ain't, sir," interrupted one of the men. "Darwin won't send it." + +"Oh yes, he will, if he is properly asked. They have gone again to him. +Are you in much pain, Tyrrett?" + +"I'm in an agony of pain here, sir," pointing to his chest. "But that +ain't nothing to my pain of mind. Oh, Mr. Halliburton, you're good, sir; +you haven't nothing to reproach yourself with; can't you do nothing for +me? I'm going into the sight of my Maker, and He's angry with me!" + +In truth, William knew not what to answer. Tyrrett's voice was as a wail +of anguish; his hands were stretched out beseechingly. + +"Charlotte East were here just now, and she told me to go to +Christ--that He was merciful and forgiving. But how am I to go to Him? +If I try, sir, I can't, for there's my past life rising up before me. I +have been a bad man: I have never once in all my life tried to please +God." + +The words echoed through the stillness of the room; echoed with a sound +that was terribly awful. _Never once to have tried to please God!_ +Throughout a whole life, and throughout all its blessings! + +"I have never thought of God," he continued to reiterate. "I have never +cared for Him, or tried to please Him, or done the least thing for Him. +And now I'm going to face His wrath, and I can't help myself!" + +"You may be spared yet," said William; "you may indeed. And your future +life must atone for the past." + +"I shan't be spared, sir; I feel that the world's all up with me," was +the rejoinder. "I'm going fast, and there's nobody to give me a word of +comfort! Can't _you_, sir? I'm going away, and God's angry with me!" + +William leaned over him. "I can only say as Charlotte East did," he +whispered. "Try and find your Saviour. There is mercy with Him at the +eleventh hour." + +"I have not the time to find Him," breathed forth Tyrrett, in agony. "I +might find Him if I had time given me; but I have not got it." + +William, shrinking in his youth and inexperience from arguing upon +topics so momentous, was not equal to the emergency. Who was? He did +what he could; and that was to despatch a message for a clergyman, who +answered the summons with speed. + +The blister also came, and the medicine that had been prescribed. +William went home, hoping all might prove as a healing balm to the sick +man. + +A fallacious hope. Tyrrett died the following morning. When William went +round early on his mission of inquiry, he found him dead. Some of the +men, whom he had seen with Tyrrett the previous night, were assembled in +the kitchen. + +"He is but just gone, sir," they said, "The women be up with him now. +They have took his wife round screeching to her mother's. He died with +that there blister on his chest." + +"Did he die peacefully?" was William's question. + +"Awful hard, sir, toward the last; moaning, and calling, and clenching +his hands in mortal pain. His sister, she come round--she's a hard one, +is that Liza Tyrrett--and she set on at the wife, saying it was her +fault that he'd took to go out drinking. That there parson couldn't do +nothing with him," concluded the speaker, lowering his voice. + +William's breath stood still. "No!" + +The man shook his head. "Tyrrett weren't in a frame o' mind for it, sir. +He kep' crying out as he had led a bad life, and never thought of +God--and them was his last words. It ain't happy, sir, to die like +that. It have quite cowed down us as was with him: one gets thinking, +sir, what sort of a place it may be, t'other side, where he's gone to." + +William lifted his head, a sort of eager hope on his countenance, +speaking cheerily. "Could you not let poor Tyrrett's death act as a +warning to you?" + +There was a dead silence. Five men were present; every one of them +leading careless lives. Somehow they did not much like to hear of +"warning," although the present moment was one of unusual seriousness. + +"Religion is so dreadful dull and gloomy, sir." + +"Religion dull and gloomy!" echoed William. "Well, perhaps some people +do make a gloomy affair of it; but then I don't think theirs can be the +right religion. I do not believe people were sent into the world to be +gloomy: time enough for that when troubles come." + +"What _is_ religion?" asked one of the men. + +"It is a sort of thing that's a great deal better to be felt than talked +about," answered William. "I am no parson, and cannot pretend to +enlighten you. We might never come to an understanding over it, were we +to discuss it all day long. I would rather talk to you of life, and its +practical duties." + +"Tyrrett said as he had never paid heed to any of his duties. It were +his cry over and over again, sir, in the night. He said he had drunk, +and swore, and beat his wife, and done just what he oughtn't to ha' +done." + +"Ay, I fear it was so," replied William. "Poor Tyrrett's existence was +divided into three phrases--working, drinking, quarrelling: +dissatisfaction attending all. I fear a great many more in Honey Fair +could say the same." + +The men's consciences were pricking them; some of them began to stand +uncomfortably on one leg. _They_ tippled; _they_ quarrelled; they _had_ +been known to administer personal correction to their wives on +provocation. + +"Times upon times I asked Tyrrett to come round of an evening to Robert +East's," continued William. "He never did come. But I can tell you this, +my men; had he taken to pass his evenings there twelve months ago, when +the society--as they call it--was first formed, he might have been a +hale man now, instead of lying there, dead." + +"Do you mean that he'd have growed religious, sir?" + +"I tell you we will put religion out of the discussion: as you don't +seem to like the word. Had Tyrrett taken to like rational evenings, +instead of public-houses, it would have made a wonderful difference in +his mode of thought, and difference in conduct would have followed. Look +at his father-in-law, Cross. He was living without hope or aim, at +loggerheads with his wife and with the world, and rather given to +wishing himself dead. All that's over. Do you think I should like to go +about with a dirty face and holes in my coat?" + +The men laughed. They thought not. + +"Cross used to do so. But you see nothing of that now. Many others used +to do so. Many do so still." + +Rather conscience-stricken again, the men tried to hide their elbows. +"It's true enough," said one. "Cross, and some more of 'em, are getting +smart." + +"Smart inside as well as out," said William. "They are acquiring +self-respect; one of the best qualities a man can find. They wouldn't be +seen in the street now in rags, or the worse for drink, or in any other +degrading position; no, not if you bribed them with gold. Coming round +to East's has done that for them. They are beginning to see that it's +just as well to lead pleasant lives here, as unpleasant ones. In a short +time, Cross will be getting furniture about him again, towards setting +up the home he lost. He--and many more--will also, as I truly believe, +be beginning to set up furniture of another sort." + +"What sort's that, sir?" + +"The furniture that will stand him in need for the next life; the life +that Tyrrett has now entered upon," replied William in deeper tones. "It +is a life that _must_ come, you know; our little span of time here, in +comparison with eternity, is but as a drop of water to the great river +that runs through the town; and it is as well to be prepared for it. +Now, the next five I am going to get round to East's are you." + + +"Us, sir?" + +"Every one of you; although I believe you have been in the habit of +complimenting your friends who go there with the title of 'milksops.' I +want to take you there this evening. If you don't like it, you know you +need not repeat the visit. You will come, to oblige me, won't you?" + +They said they would. And William went out satisfied, though he hardly +knew how Robert East would manage to stow away the new comers. Not many +steps from the door he encountered Mrs. Buffle. She stopped him to talk +of Tyrrett. + +"Better that he had spent his loose time at East's than at the publics," +remarked that lady. + +"It is the very thing we have been saying," answered William. "I wish we +could get all Honey Fair there; though, indeed there's no room for more +than we have now. I cast a longing eye sometimes to that building at the +back, which they say was built for a Mormon stronghold, and has never +been fitted up, owing to a dispute among themselves about the number of +wives each elder might appropriate to his own share." + +"Disgraceful pollagists!" struck in Mrs. Buffle, apostrophizing the +Mormon elders. "One husband is enough to have at one's fireside, +goodness knows, without being worried with an unlimited number." + +"That is not the question," said William, laughing. "It is, how many +wives are enough? However, I wish we could get the building. East will +have to hold the gathering in his garden soon." + +"There's no denying that it have worked good in Honey Fair," +acknowledged Mrs. Buffle. "It isn't alone the men that have grown more +respectable, them as have took to go, but their wives too. You see, sir, +in sitting at the public-houses, it wasn't only that they drank +themselves quarrelsome, but they spent their money. Now their tempers +are saved, and their money's saved. The wives see the benefit of it, and +of course try to be better-behaved theirselves. Not but what there's +plenty of room for improvement still," added Mrs. Buffle, in a tone of +patronage. + +"It will come in time," said William. + +"What we must do now, is to look out for a larger room." + +"One with a chimbley in it, as'll draw?" suggested Mrs. Buffle. + +"Oh yes. What would they do without fire on a winter's night? The great +point is, to have things thoroughly comfortable." + +"If it hadn't been for the chimbley, I might have offered our big +garret, sir. But it's the crankiest thing ever built, is that chimbley; +the minute a handful of fire's lighted, the smoke puffs it out again. +And then again--there'd be the passing through the shop, obstructing the +custom." + +"Of course there would," assented William. "We must try for that failure +in the rear, after all." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +COMING HOME TO THE DARES. + + +The Pyramids of Egypt grew, in the course of time, into pyramids, as was +oracularly remarked by Sergeant Delves; but that official's exertions, +labour as hard as he would, grew to nothing--when applied to the cause +with which he had compared the pyramids. All inquiry, all searching +brought to bear upon it by him and his co-adherents, did not bring +anything to light of Herbert Dare's movements on that fatal night. Where +he had passed the hours remained an impenetrable mystery; and the +sergeant had to confess himself foiled. He came, not unnaturally, to the +conclusion that Herbert Dare was not anywhere, so far as the outer world +was concerned: that he had been at home, committing the mischief. A +conclusion the sergeant had drawn from the very first, and it had never +been shaken. Nevertheless, it was his duty to put all the skill and +craft of the local police force into action; and very close inquiries +were made. Every house of entertainment in the city, of whatever +nature--whether a billiard-room or an oyster-shop; whether a chief hotel +or an obscure public-house--was visited and keenly questioned; but no +one would acknowledge to having seen Herbert Dare on the particular +evening. In short, no trace of him could be unearthed. + +"Just as much out as I was," said the sergeant to himself. And + +Helstonleigh held the same conviction. + +Pomeranian Knoll was desolate: with a desolation it had never expected +to fall upon it. A shattering blow had been struck to Mr. and Mrs. Dare. +To lose their eldest son in so terrible a manner, seemed, of itself, +sufficient agony for a whole lifetime. Whatever may have been his +faults--and Helstonleigh knew that he was somewhat rich in faults--he +was dear to them; dearer than her other children to Mrs. Dare. Herbert +had remarked, in conversing with Anna Lynn, that Anthony was his +mother's favourite. It was so. She had loved him deeply, had been blind +to his failings. Neither Mr. Dare nor his wife was amongst the religious +of the world. Religious thoughts and reflections, they, in common with +many others in Helstonleigh, were content to leave to a remote +death-bed. But they had been less than human, worse than heathen, could +they be insensible to the fate of Anthony--hurled away with his sins +upon his head. He was cut off suddenly from this world, and--what of the +next? It was a question, an uncertainty, that they dared not follow; and +they sat, one on each side their desolate hearth, and wailed forth their +vain anguish. + +This would, in truth, have been tribulation enough to have overshadowed +a life; but there was more beyond it. Hemmed in by pride, as the Dares +had been, playing at being great and grand in Helstonleigh, the +situation of Herbert, setting aside their fears or their sympathy for +himself, was about the most complete checkmate that could have fallen +upon them. It was the cup of humiliation drained to its dregs. Whether +he should be proved guilty or not, he was thrown into prison as a common +felon, awaiting his trial for murder; and that disgrace could not be +wiped out. Did they believe him guilty? They did not know themselves. To +suspect him of such a crime was painful in the last degree to their +feelings; but why did he persist in refusing to state where he was on +the eventful night? There was the point that staggered them. + +A deep gloom overhung the house, extending to all its inmates. Even the +servants went about with sad faces and quiet steps. The young ladies +knew that a calamity had been dealt to them from which they should never +wholly recover. Their star of brilliancy, in its little sphere of light +at Helstonleigh, had faded into dimness, if not wholly gone down below +the horizon. Should Herbert be found guilty, it could never rise again. +Adelaide rarely spoke; she appeared to possess some inward source of +vexation or grief, apart from the general tribulation. At least, so +judged Signora Varsini; and she was a shrewd observer. She, Miss Dare, +spent most of her time shut up in her own room. Rosa and Minny were +chiefly with their governess. They were getting of an age to feel it in +an equal degree with the rest. Rosa was eighteen, and had begun to go +out with Mrs. Dare and Adelaide: Minny was anticipating the same +privilege. It was all stopped now--visiting, gaiety, pleasure; and it +was felt as a part of the misfortune. + +The first shock of the occurrence subsided, the funeral over, and the +family settled down in its mourning, the governess exacted their studies +from her two pupils as before. They were loth to recommence them, and +appealed to their mother. "It was cruel of mademoiselle to wish it of +them," they said. Mademoiselle rejoined that her motive was anything but +cruel: she felt sure that occupation for the mind was the best +counteraction to grief. If they would not study, where was the use of +her remaining, she demanded. Madame Dare had better allow her to leave. +She would go without notice, if madame pleased. She should be glad to +get back to the Continent. They did not have murders there in society; +at least, she, mademoiselle, had never encountered personal experience +of it. + +Mrs. Dare did not appear willing to accede to the proposition. The +governess was a most efficient instructress; and six or twelve months +more of her services would be essential to her pupils, if they were to +be turned out as pupils ought to be. Besides, Sergeant Delves had +intimated that the signora's testimony would be necessary at the trial, +and therefore she could not be allowed to depart. Mr. Dare thought if +they did allow her to depart, they might be accused of wishing to +suppress evidence, and it might tell against Herbert. So mademoiselle +had to resign herself to remaining. "Très bien," she equably said; "she +was willing; only the young ladies must resume their lessons." A mandate +in which Mrs. Dare acquiesced. + +Sometimes Minny, who was given to be incorrigibly idle, would burst into +tears over the trouble of her work, and then lay it upon her distress +touching the uncertain fate of Herbert. One day, upon doing this, the +governess broke out sharply. + +"He deserves to lie in prison, does Monsieur Herbert!" + +"Why do you say that, mademoiselle?" asked Minny resentfully. + +"Because he is a fool," politely returned mademoiselle. "He say, does he +not, that he was not home at the time. It is well; but why does he not +say where he was? I think he is a fool, me." + +"You may as well say outright, mademoiselle, that you think him guilty!" +retorted Minny. + +"But I not think him guilty," dissented mademoiselle. "I have said from +the first that he was not guilty. I think he is not one capable of doing +such an injury, to his brother or to any one else. I used to be great +friends with Monsieur Herbert once, when I gave him those Italian +lessons, and I never saw to make me believe his disposition was a +cruel." + +In point of fact, the governess, more explicitly than any one else in +the house, had unceasingly declared her belief in Herbert's innocence. +Truly and sincerely she did not believe him capable of so grievous a +crime. He was not of a cruel or revengeful disposition: certainly not +one to lie in wait, and attack another savagely and secretly. She had +never believed that he was, and would not believe it now. Neither had +his family. Sergeant Delves' opinion was, that whoever had attacked +Anthony _had_ lain in wait for him in the dining room, and had sprung +upon him as he entered. It is possible, however, that the same point +staggered mademoiselle that staggered the rest--Herbert Dare's refusal +to state where he was at the time. Believing, as she did, that he could +account for it if he chose, she deemed herself perfectly justified in +applying to him the complimentary epithet you have just heard. She +expressed true sympathy and regret at the untimely fate of Anthony, +lamenting him much and genuinely. + +Upon Cyril and George the punishment also fell. With one brother not +cold in his grave, and the other thrown into gaol to await his trial for +murder, they could not, for shame, pursue their amusements as formerly; +and amusements to Cyril and George Dare had become a necessity of daily +life. Their friends and companions were growing shy of them--or they +fancied it. Conscience is all too suggestive. They fancied people +shunned them when they walked along the street: Cyril, even, as he stood +in Samuel Lynn's room at the manufactory, thought the men, as they +passed in and out, looked askance at him. Very likely it was only +imagination. George Dare had set his heart upon a commission; one of the +members for the city had made a half-promise to Mr. Dare that he would +"see what could be done at the Horse Guards." Failing available interest +in that quarter, George was in hope that his father would screw out +money to purchase one. But, until Herbert was proved innocent (if that +time should ever arrive), the question of his entering the army must +remain in abeyance. This state of things altogether did not give +pleasure to Cyril and George Dare. But there was no remedy for it, and +they had to content themselves with sundry private explosions of temper, +by way of relief to their minds. + +Yes, the evil fell upon all; upon the parents and upon the children. Of +course, the latter suffered nothing in comparison with Mr. and Mrs. +Dare. Unhappy days, restless nights, were their portion now: the world +seemed to be growing too miserable to live in. + +"There must be a fatality upon the boys!" Mr. Dare exclaimed one day, in +the bitterness of his spirit, as he paced the room with restless steps, +his wife sitting moodily, her elbow on the centre-table, her cheek +pressed upon her hand. "Unless there had been a fatality upon them, they +never could have turned out as they have." + +Mrs. Dare resented the speech. In her unhappy frame of mind, which told +terribly upon her temper, it seemed a sort of relief to resent +everything. If Mr. Dare spoke against their sons, she stood up for them. +"Turned out!" she repeated angrily. + +"Let us say, as things have turned out, then, if you will. They appear +to be turning out pretty badly, as it seems to me. The boys have had +every indulgence in life: they have enjoyed a luxurious home; they have +ruined me to supply their extravagances----" + +"Ruined you!" again resented Mrs. Dare. + +"Ay; ruined. It has all but come to it. And yet, what good has the +indulgence or have the advantages brought them? Far better--I begin to +see it now--that they had been reared to self-denial; made to work for +their daily bread." + +"How can you give utterance to such things!" rejoined Mrs. Dare, in a +chafed tone. + +Mr. Dare stopped in his restless pacing, and confronted his wife. "Are +we happy in our sons? Speak the truth." + +"How could any one be happy, overwhelmed with a misfortune such as +this?" + +"Put that aside: what are they without it? Rebellious to us; badly +conducted in the sight of the world." + +"Who says they are badly conducted?" asked Mrs. Dare, an undercurrent of +consciousness whispering that she need not have made the objection. +"They may be a little wild; but it is a common failing with those of +their age and condition. Their faults are only faults of youth and of +uncurbed spirits." + +"I wish, then, their spirits had been curbed," was Mr. Dare's reply. "It +is useless now to reproach each other," he continued, resuming his walk; +"but there must have been something radically wrong in their +bringing-up. Anthony, gone: Herbert, perhaps, to follow him by almost a +worse death, certainly a more disgraceful one: Cyril----" Mr. Dare +stopped abruptly in his catalogue, and went on more generally. "There is +no comfort in them for us: there never will be any." + +"What can you bring against Cyril?" sharply asked Mrs. Dare. It may be, +that these complaints of her husband fretted her temper; chafed, +perhaps, her conscience. Certain it was, they rendered her irritable; +and Mr. Dare had latterly indulged in them frequently. "If Cyril is a +little wild, it is a gentlemanly failing. There's nothing else to urge +against him." + +"Is theft gentlemanly?" + +"Theft!" repeated Mrs. Dare. + +"Theft. I have concealed many things from you, Julia, wishing to spare +your feelings. But it may be as well now that you should know a little +more of what your sons really are. Cyril might have stood where Herbert +will stand--at the criminal bar; though for a crime of lesser degree. +For all I can tell, he may stand at it still." + +Mrs. Dare looked scared. "What has he done?" she asked, her tone growing +timid. + +"I say that I have kept these things from you. I wish I could have kept +them from you always; but it seems to me that exposure is arising in +many ways, and it is better that you should be prepared for it, if it +must come. I awake now in the morning to apprehension; I am alarmed +throughout the day at my own shadow, dreading what unknown fate may not +be falling upon them. Herbert in peril of the hangman: Cyril in peril of +a forced voyage to the penal settlements." + +A sensation of utter fear stole over Mrs. Dare. For the moment, she +could not speak. But she rallied her powers to defend Cyril. + +"I think Cyril is hardly used, what with one thing and another. He was +to have gone on that French journey, and at the last moment was pushed +out of it for Halliburton. I felt more vexed at it, almost, than Cyril +himself, and I spoke a word of my mind to Mrs. Ashley." + +"You did?" + +"Yes. I did not speak of it in the light of disappointment to Cyril; the +actual fact of not taking the journey; so much as of the vexation he +experienced at being supplanted by one whom he--whom we all--consider +inferior to himself, William Halliburton. I let Mrs. Ashley know that we +regarded it as a most unmerited and uncalled-for slight; and I took care +to drop a hint that we believed Halliburton to have been guilty in that +cheque affair." + +Mr. Dare paused. "What did Mrs. Ashley say?" he presently asked. + +"She said very little. I never saw her so frigid. She intimated that Mr. +Ashley was a competent judge of his own business----" + +"I mean as to the cheque?" interrupted Mr. Dare. + +"She was more frigid over that than over the other. She preferred not to +discuss it, she answered; who might have stolen it; or who not." + +"I can set you right on both points," said Mr. Dare. "Cyril came to me, +complaining of being superseded in this French journey, and I complied +with his request, that I should go and remonstrate with Mr. +Ashley--being a simpleton for my pains. Mr. Ashley informed me that he +never had entertained the slightest intention of despatching Cyril, and +why Cyril should have taken up the notion, he could not tell. Mr. Ashley +went on to say that he did not consider Cyril sufficiently steady to be +intrusted abroad alone----" + +"Steady!" echoed Mrs. Dare. "What has steadiness to do with executing +business? And, as to being alone, Quaker Lynn went over also." + +"But at the outset, which was the time I spoke to him, Mr. Ashley's +intention was to dispatch only one--Halliburton. He said that Cyril's +want of steadiness would always have been a bar to his thinking of him. +Shall I go on and enlighten you on the other point--the cheque?" Mr. +Dare added, after a pause. + +"Y--es," she answered, a nervous dread causing her to speak with +hesitation. Had she a foreshadowing of what was coming? + +"It was Cyril who took it," said Mr. Dare, dropping his voice to a +whisper. + +"Cyril!" she gasped. + +"Our son, Cyril. No other." + +Mrs. Dare took her hand from her cheek, and leaned back in the chair. +She was very pale. + +"He was traced to White's shop, where he changed the cheque for gold. He +had put on Herbert's cloak, the plaid lining outside. When he began to +fear detection, he ripped the lining out, and left the cloak in the +state it is; now in the possession of the police. Some of the jags and +cuts have been sewn up, I suppose by one of the servants: I made no +close inquiries. That cloak," he added, with a passing shiver, "might +tell queer tales of our sons, if it were able to speak." + +"How did you know it was Cyril?" breathed Mrs. Dare. + +"From Delves." + +"Delves! Does _he_ know it?" + +"He does. And the man is keeping the secret out of consideration for us. +Delves is good-hearted at bottom. Not but that I spoke a friendly word +for him when he was made sergeant. It all tells." + +"And Mr. Ashley?" she asked. + +"There is no doubt that Ashley has some suspicion: the very fact of his +not making a stir in it proves that he has. It would not please him that +a relative--as Cyril is--should stand his trial for felony." + +"How harshly you put it!" exclaimed Mrs. Dare, bursting into tears. +"Felony." + +"Nay; what else can I call it?" + +A pause ensued. Mr. Dare resumed his restless pacing. Mrs. Dare sat with +her handkerchief to her face. Presently she looked up. + +"They said it was Halliburton's cloak that the person wore who went to +change the cheque." + +"It was not Halliburton's. It was Herbert's turned inside out. Herbert +knew nothing about it, for I questioned him. He had gone out that night, +leaving his cloak hanging in his closet. I asked him how it happened +that his cloak, on the inside, should resemble Halliburton's, and he +said it was a coincidence. I don't believe him. I entertain little doubt +that it was so contrived with a view to enacting some mischief. In fact, +what with one revelation and another, I live, as I say, in constant +dread of new troubles turning up." + +Bitter, most bitter were these revelations to Mrs. Dare; bitter had they +been to her husband. Too swiftly were the fruits of their children's +rearing coming home to them, bringing their recompense. "There must be a +fatality upon the boys!" he reiterated. Possibly. But had neither +parents nor children done aught to invoke it? + +"Since these evils have come upon our house--the fate of Anthony, the +uncertainty overhanging Herbert, the certain guilt of Cyril," resumed +Mr. Dare: "I have asked myself whether the money we inherited from old +Mr. Cooper may not have wrought ill for us, instead of good." + +"Have wrought ill?" + +"Ay! Brought with it a curse, instead of a blessing." + +She made no remark. + +"He warned us that if we took Edgar Halliburton's share it would not +bring us good. Do you remember how eagerly he spoke it? We did take it," +Mr. Dare added, dropping his voice to the lowest whisper. "And I believe +it has just acted as a curse upon us." + +"You are fanciful!" she cried, her hands shivering, as she raised her +handkerchief to her pale face. + +"No; there's no fancy in it. We should have done well to attend to the +warning of the dying. Heaven is my witness that at the time, such a +thought as that of appropriating it ourselves never crossed my mind. We +launched out into expense, and the other share became a necessity to us. +It is that expense which has ruined our children." + +"How can you say it?" she rejoined, lifting her hands in a passionate +sort of manner. + +"It has been nothing else. Had they been reared more plainly, they would +not have acquired those extravagant notions which have proved their +bane. Without that inheritance and the style of living we allowed it to +entail upon us, the boys must have understood that they would have to +earn money before they spent it, and they would have put their shoulders +to the wheel. Julia," he continued, halting by her, and stretching forth +his troubled face until it nearly touched hers, "it might have been +well now, well with them and with us, had our children been obliged to +battle with the poverty to which we condemned the Halliburtons." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +AN UGLY VISION. + + +Mr. Dare had not taken upon himself the legal conduct of his son +Herbert's case. It had been intrusted to the care of a solicitor in +Helstonleigh, Mr. Winthorne. This gentleman, more forcibly than any one +else, urged upon Herbert Dare the necessity of declaring--if he could +declare--where he had been on the night of the murder. He clearly +foresaw that, if his client persisted in his present silence, there was +no chance of any result but the worst. + +He could obtain no response. Deaf to him, as he had been to others, +Herbert Dare would disclose nothing. In vain Mr. Winthorne pointed to +consequences; first, by delicate hints; next, by hints not delicate; +then, by speaking out broadly and fully. It is not pleasant to tell your +client, in so many words, that he will be hanged and nothing can save +him, unless he compels you to it. Herbert Dare so compelled Mr. +Winthorne. All in vain. Mr. Winthorne found he might just as well talk +to the walls of the cell. Herbert Dare declared, in the most positive +manner, that he had been out the whole of the time stated; from +half-past eight o'clock, until nearly two; and from this declaration he +never swerved. + +Mr. Winthorne was perplexed. The prisoner's assertions were so uniformly +earnest, bearing so apparently the stamp of truth, that he could not +disbelieve him; or rather, sometimes he believed and sometimes he +doubted. It is true that Herbert's declarations did wear an air of +entire truth; but Mr. Winthorne had been engaged for criminal offenders +before, and knew what the assertions of a great many of them were worth. +Down deep in his heart he reasoned very much after the manner of +Sergeant Delves: "If he had been absent, he'd confess it to save his +neck." He said so to Herbert. + +Herbert took the matter, on the whole, coolly; he had done so from the +beginning. He did not believe that his neck was really in jeopardy. +"They'll never find me guilty," was his belief. He could not avoid +standing his trial: that was a calamity from which there was no escape: +but he steadily refused to look at its results in a sombre light. + +"_Can_ you tell me where you were?" Mr. Winthorne one morning +impulsively asked him, when June was drawing to its close. + +"I could if I liked," replied Herbert Dare. "I suppose you mean by that, +to throw discredit on what I say, Winthorne; but you are wrong. I could +point out to you and to all Helstonleigh where I was that night; but I +will not do so. I have my reasons, and I will not." + +"Then you will fall," said the lawyer. "The very fact of there being no +other quarter than yourself on which to cast a shadow of suspicion, will +tell against you. You have been bred to the law, and must see these +things as plainly as I can put them to you." + +"There's the point that puzzles me--who it can have been that did the +injury. I'd give half my remaining life to know." + +Mr. Winthorne thought that the whole of it, to judge by present +appearances, might not be an inconveniently prolonged period; but he did +not say so. "What is your objection to speak?" he asked. + +"You have put the same question about fifty times, Winthorne, and you'll +never get any different answer from the one you have had already--that I +don't choose to state it." + +"I suppose you were not committing murder in another quarter of the +town, were you?" + +"I suppose I was not," equably returned Herbert. + +"Then, failing that crime, there's no other in the decalogue that I'd +not confess to, to save my life. Whether I was robbing a bank, or +setting a church on fire, I'd tell it out rather than be hanged by the +neck until I was dead." + +"Ah, but I was not doing either," said Herbert. + +"Then there's the less reason for your persisting in the observance of +so much mystery." + +"My doing so is my own business," returned Herbert. + +"No, it is not your own business," objected Mr. Winthorne. "You assert +that you are innocent of the crime with which you are charged----" + +"I assert nothing but the truth," interrupted Herbert. + +"Good. Then, if you are innocent, and if you can prove your innocence, +it is your duty to your family to do it. A man's duties in this life are +not owing to himself alone: above all, a son's. He owes allegiance to +his father and mother; his consideration for them should be above his +consideration for himself. If you can prove your innocence it will be an +unpardonable sin not to do it; a sin inflicted on your family." + +"I can't help it," replied Herbert in his obstinacy. "I have my reasons +for not speaking, and I shall not speak." + +"You will surely suffer the penalty," said Mr. Winthorne. + +"Then I must suffer it," returned the prisoner. + +But it is one thing to talk, and another to act. Many a brave spirit, +ready and willing to undergo hanging in theory, would find his heart +fail and his bravery altogether die out, were he really required to +reduce it to practice. + +Herbert Dare was only human. After July had come in and the time for the +opening of the assizes might be counted by hours, then his courage began +to flinch. He spent a night in tossing from side to side on his pallet +(a wide difference between that and his comfortable bed at home), during +which a certain ugly apparatus, to be erected for his especial use +within the walls of the prison some fine Saturday morning, on which he +might figure by no means gracefully, had mentally disturbed his rest. + + +He arose unrefreshed. The vision of that possible future was not a +pleasant one. Herbert remembered once, when he had been a college boy, +that the Saturday morning's occasional drama had been enacted for the +warning and edification of the town, and of the country people flocking +into it for market. The college boys had determined for once in their +lives to see the sight--if they could accomplish it. The ceremony was +invariably performed at eight o'clock; the exhibition closed at nine; +and the boys' difficulty was, how to arrive at the scene in time, +considering that it was only at the striking of the latter hour that +they were let loose down the steps of the school. They had tried the +_time_ between the cloisters and the county prison; and found that by +dint of taking the shorter way through the back streets, tearing along +at the fleetest pace, and knocking over every obstruction--human, +animal, or material--that might unfortunately be in their path, they +could do the distance in four minutes. Arriving rather out of wind, it's +true: but that was nothing. + +Four minutes! they did not see their way. If the curtain descended at +nine, sharp, as good be forty minutes after the hour, as four, in point +of practical effect. But the Helstonleigh college boys--as you may +sometimes have heard remarked before--were not wont to allow +difficulties to overmaster them. If there was a possible way of +overcoming obstacles, they were sure to find it. Consultations had been +anxious. To request the head-master to allow them as a favour to depart +five or ten minutes before the usual time, would be worse than useless. +It was a question whether he ever would have accorded it; but there was +no chance of it on _that_ morning. Neither could the whole school be +taken summarily with spasms, or croup, or any other excruciating malady +necessitating compassion and an early dismissal. + +They came to the resolve of applying to the official who had the +cathedral clock under his charge: or, as they phrased it, "coming over +the clock-man." By dint of coaxing, or bribery, or some other element of +persuasion, they got this functionary to promise to put the clock on +eight minutes on that particular morning. And it was done. And at eight +minutes before nine by the sun, the cathedral clock rang out its nine +strokes. But, instead of the master lifting his finger--the signal for +the boys to tear forth--the master sat quiet at his desk, and never gave +it. He sat until the eight minutes had gone by, when the other churches +in the town gave out their hour; he sat _four minutes after that_: and +then he nodded them their dismissal. + +The twelve minutes had seemed to the boys like twelve hours. Where the +hitch was, they never knew; they never have known to this day; as they +would tell you themselves. Whether the master had received an inkling of +what was in the wind; or whether, by one of those extraordinary +coincidences that sometimes occur in life, he, for that one morning, +allowed the hour to slip by unheeded--had not heard it strike--they +could not tell. He gave out no explanation, then or afterwards. The +clock-man protested that he had been true; had not breathed a hint to +any one living of the purposed advancement; and the boys had no reason +to disbelieve him. + + +However it might have been, they could not alter it. It was four minutes +past nine when they clattered _pêle-mêle_ down the school-room steps. +Away they tore, full of fallacious hope, out at the cloisters, through +the cathedral precincts, along the nearest streets, and arrived within +the given four minutes, rather than over it. + +Alas, for human expectations! The prison was there, it is true, +formidable as usual; but all trace of the morning's jubilee had passed +away. Not only had the chief actor been removed, but also that ugly +apparatus which Herbert Dare had dreamt of. _That_ might have afforded +them some gratification to contemplate, failing the greater sight. The +college boys, dumb in the first moment of their disappointment, gave +vent to it at length with three dismal groans, the echoes of which might +have been heard as far off as the cathedral. Groans not intended for the +unhappy mortal, then beyond hearing of that or any other earthly sound; +not for the officials of the county prison, all too quick-handed that +morning; but given as a compliment to the respected gentleman at that +time holding the situation of head-master. + +Herbert Dare remembered this: it was rising up in his mind with strange +distinctness. He himself had been one of the deputation chosen to "come +over" the clock-man; had been the chief persuader of that functionary. +Would the college boys hasten down if _he_ were to----In spite of his +bravery, he broke off the speculation with a shudder; and, calling the +turnkey to him, he despatched a message for Mr. Winthorne. Was it the +remembrance of his old school-fellows, of what _they_ would think of +him, that brought about what no other consideration had been able to +effect? + +As much indulgence as it was possible to allow a prisoner was accorded +to Herbert Dare. Indeed, it may be questioned whether any previous +prisoner, incarcerated within the walls of the county prison, had ever +enjoyed so much. The governor of the prison and Mr. Dare had lived on +intimate terms. Mr. Dare and his two elder sons had been familiar, in +their legal capacity, with both its civil and criminal prisoners; and +the turnkeys had often bowed Herbert in and out of cells, as they now +bowed out Mr. Winthorne. Altogether, what with the governor's friendly +feeling, and the turnkey's reverential one, Herbert Dare obtained more +privileges than the ordinary run of prisoners. The message was at once +taken to Mr. Winthorne, and it brought that gentleman back again. + +"I have made up my mind to tell," was Herbert's brief salutation when he +entered. + +"A very sensible resolution," replied the lawyer. Doubts, however, +crossed his mind as he spoke, whether the prisoner was not about to set +up some plea which had never had place in fact. In like manner to +Sergeant Delves, Mr. Winthorne had arrived at the firm belief that there +was nothing to tell. "Well?" said he. + +"That is, conditionally," resumed Herbert Dare. "It would be of little +use my saying I was at such and such a place, unless I could bring +forward confirmatory evidence." + +"Of course it would not." + +"Well; there are witnesses who could give this satisfactory evidence: +but the question is, will they be willing to do it?" + +"What motive or excuse could they have for refusing?" returned Mr. +Winthorne. "When a fellow-creature's life is at stake, surely there is +no man so lost to humanity as not to come forward and save it, if it be +in his power." + +"Circumstances alter cases," was the curt reply of Herbert Dare. + +"Was it your doubt, as to whether they would come forward, that caused +your hesitation to call on them to do so?" asked Mr. Winthorne, +something not pleasant in his tones. + +"Not altogether. I foresaw a difficulty in it; I foresee it still. +Winthorne, you look at me with a face full of doubt. There is no need +for it--as you will find." + +"Well, go on," said the lawyer; for Herbert had stopped. + +"The thing must be gone about in a very cautious manner; and I don't +quite see how it can be done," resumed Herbert slowly. "Winthorne, I +think I had better make a confidant of you, and tell you the whole story +from beginning to end." + +"If I am to do you any good, I must hear it, I expect. A man can't work +in the dark." + +"Sit down then, and I'll begin. Though, mind--I tell it you in +confidence. It's not for Helstonleigh. But you will see the expediency +of being silent when you have heard it." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +SERGEANT DELVES "LOOKS UP." + + +The following Saturday was the day fixed for the opening of the +commission at Helstonleigh. It soon came round, and the streets in the +afternoon wore their usual holiday appearance. The high sheriff's +procession went out to meet the judges, and groups stood about, waiting +and watching for its return. Amongst other people blocking up the way, +might be observed the portly person of Sergeant Delves. He strolled +along, seeming to look at nothing, but his keen eye was everywhere. It +suddenly fell upon Mr. Winthorne, who was picking his way through the +crowd as fast as he could do so, apparently in a hurry. Hurry or not, +Sergeant Delves stopped him, and drew him to a safe spot beyond the +reach of curious ears. + +"I was looking for you, Mr. Winthorne," said Delves in a confidential +tone. "I say--this tale, that Dare will succeed in establishing an +_alibi_, is it reliable?" + +"Why--who the mischief can have been setting that afloat?" returned the +lawyer, in tones of the utmost astonishment, not unmixed with vexation. + +"Dare himself was my informant," replied the sergeant. "I was in the +prison just now, and saw him in the yard with the turnkey. He called me +aside, and told me he was as good as acquitted." + +"Then he is an idiot for his pains. He had no right to talk of it, even +to you." + +"_I_ am dark," carelessly returned Delves. "I don't wish ill to the +Dares, and wouldn't work it to them; as perhaps some of them could tell +you," he added significantly. "What about this acquittal that he talks +of?" + +"There's no doubt he will be acquitted. He will prove an _alibi_." + +"Is it a got-up _alibi_?" asked the plain-speaking sergeant. + +"No. And as far as I go, I would not lend myself to getting up anything +false," observed the solicitor. "He has said from the first, you know, +that he was not near the house at the time, and so it will turn out." + +"Has he confessed where he was, after all his standing out?" + +"Yes; to me: it will be disclosed at the trial." + +"He was after no good, I know," nodded the sergeant oracularly. + +Mr. Winthorne raised his eyebrows, and slightly jerked his shoulders. +The movement may have meant anything or nothing. He did not reply in +words. + +Sergeant Delves fell into a reverie. He roused himself from it to take a +searching gaze at the lawyer. "Sir," said he, and he could hardly have +spoken more earnestly had his life depended on it, "tell me the truth +out-and-out. Do you, yourself, from the depths of your own judgment, +believe Herbert Dare to have been innocent?" + +"Delves, as truly as that you and I now stand here, I honestly believe +that he had no more to do with his brother's death than we had." + +"Then I'm blest if I don't take up the other scent!" exclaimed Mr. +Delves, slapping his thigh. "I did think of it once, but I dropped it +again, so sure was I that it was Master Herbert." + +"What scent is that?" + +"Look here," said the sergeant--"but now it's my turn to warn you to be +dark. There was a young woman met Anthony Dare the night of the murder, +when he was going down to the Star and Garter. It's a young woman he did +not behave genteel to some time back, as the ghost says in the song. She +met him that night, and she gave him a bit of her tongue; not much, for +he wouldn't stop to listen. But now, Mr. Winthorne, it has crossed my +mind many times whether she might not have watched for his going home +again, and followed him; followed him right into the dining-room, and +done the mischief. I'll lay a guinea it was her!" added the sergeant, +arriving at a hasty conclusion. "I shall look up again now." + +"Do you mean that young woman in Honey Fair?" asked Mr. Winthorne. + +"Just so. Her, and nobody else. The doubt has crossed me; but, as I say, +I was so certain it was the brother, that I did not follow it up." + +"Could a woman's feeble hand inflict such injuries?" debated the +solicitor. + +"'Feeble' be hanged!" politely rejoined the sergeant. "Some women have +the fists of men; and the strength of 'em, too. You don't know 'em as we +do. A desperate woman will do anything. And Anthony Dare, remember, had +not his strength in him that night." + +Mr. Winthorne shook his head. "That girl has no look of ferocity about +her. I should question it being her. Let's see--what is her name?" + +"Listen!" returned the sergeant. "When you have had half as much to do +with people as I have, you'll have learnt not to go by looks. Her name +is Caroline Mason." + +At that moment the cathedral bells rang out, announcing the return of +the procession, the advent of the judges. As if the sound reminded the +lawyer of the speed of time, he hastily went on his way; leaving the +sergeant to use his eyes and ears at the expense of the crowd. + +"I wonder how the prisoners in the gaol feels?" remarked a woman whom +the sergeant recognised as being no other than Mrs. Cross. She had just +come out of a warehouse with her supply of work for the ensuing week. + +"Ah, poor creatures!" responded another of the group, and _that_ was +Mrs. Brumm. "I wonder how young Dare likes it!" + +"Or how old Dare likes it--if he can hear 'em all the way up at his +office. They'll know their fate soon, them two." + +In close vicinity to this colloquy was a young woman, drawn against the +wall, under shelter of a projecting doorway. Her once good-looking face +was haggard, and her clothes were scanty. It was for this reason, +perhaps, that she appeared to shun observation. Sergeant Delves, +apparently without any other design than that of working his way +leisurely through the throng, edged himself up to her. + +"Looking out for the show, Miss Mason?" + +Caroline turned her spiritless eyes upon him. "I'm waiting till there's +a way cleared for me to get through, without pushing against folks and +contaminating 'em. What's the show to me, or me to it?" + +"At the last assizes, in March, when the judges came in, young Anthony +Dare made one in the streets, looking on," resumed the sergeant, +chatting affably. "I saw him and spoke to him. And now he is gone where +there's no shows to see." + +She made no reply. + +"The women there," pointing his thumb at the group of talkers hard by, +"are saying that Herbert Dare won't like the sound of the college +bells.--Hey, me! Look at those young toads of college boys, just let out +of school!" broke off the sergeant, as a tribe of some twenty of the +king's scholars came fighting and elbowing their way through the throng +to the front. "They are just like so many wild colts! Maybe the +prisoner, Herbert Dare, is now casting his thoughts back to the time +when he made one of the band, and was as free from care as they are. +It's not so long ago." + +Caroline Mason asked a question somewhat abruptly. "Will he be found +guilty, sir, do you think?" + +The sergeant turned the tail of his keen eye upon her, and answered the +question by asking another. "Do you?" + +She shook her head. "I don't think he was guilty." + +"You don't?" + +"No, I don't. Why should one brother kill another?" + +"Very true," coughed the sergeant. "But somebody must have done it. If +Herbert Dare did not, who did?" + +"Ah! who did? I'd like to know," she passionately added. "He had folks +in this town that owed him grudges, had Mr. Anthony Dare." + +"If my vision didn't deceive me, I saw you talking to him that very +same night," carelessly observed the sergeant. + +"Did you see me?" she rejoined, apparently as much at ease as the +sergeant himself. "I had to do an errand at that end of the town, and I +met him, and told him what he was. I hadn't spoke to him for months and +months; for years, I think. I had slipped into doors, down entries, +anywhere to avoid him, if I saw him coming; but a feeling came over me +to speak to him then. I'm glad I did. I hope the truths I said to him +went along with him to enliven him on his journey!" + +"Did you see him after that, later in the evening?" resumed the +inspector, putting the question sociably, and stretching his neck up to +obtain a view of something at a distance. + +"No, I didn't," she replied. "But I would, if I had thought it was going +to be his last. I'd have bade him remember all his good works where he +was going to. I'd almost have went with him, I would, to have heard how +he answered for them, up there." + +Caroline Mason glanced upwards to indicate the sky, when a loud flourish +of trumpets from the advancing heralds sounded close upon them. As they +rode up at a foot pace, they dropped their trumpets, and the mounted +javelin-men quickly followed, their javelins in rest. A carriage or two; +a few more officials; and then advanced the equipage of the high +sheriff. Only one of the judges was in it, fully robed: a fine man, with +a benign countenance. A grave smile was on it as he spoke to the +sheriff, who sat opposite to him, his chaplain by his side. + +Sergeant Delves's attention was distracted for an instant, and when he +looked round again, Caroline Mason had disappeared. He just caught sight +of her in the distance, winding her way through the crowd, her head +down. + +"Did she do it, or did she not?" cried the sergeant, in soliloquy. "Go +on, go on, my lady, for the present; you are about to be a bit looked +after." + +How _did_ the prisoners feel, and Herbert Dare amongst them, as the +joyous sounds, outside, fell upon their ears; the blast of the trumpets, +the sweetness of the bells, the stir of life: penetrating within the +walls of the city and county prisons? Did they feel that the pomp and +show, run after as a holiday sight, was only a cruel advent to +them?--that the formidable and fiery vision in the scarlet robe and +flowing wig, who sat in the carriage, bending his serene face upon the +mob, collected to stare and shout, might prove the pronouncer of their +doom?--a doom that should close the portals of this world upon them, and +open those of eternity! + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE TRIAL. + + +Tuesday morning was the day fixed for the trial of Herbert Dare. You +might have walked upon the people's heads in the vicinity of the +Guildhall, for all the town wished to get in to hear it. Of course only +a very small portion of the town, relatively speaking, could have its +wish, or succeed in fighting a way to a place. Of the rest, some went +back to their homes, disappointed and exploding; and the rest collected +outside and blocked up the street. The police had their work cut out +that day; whilst the javelin-men, heralding in the judges, experienced +great difficulty in keeping clear the passages. The heat in court would +be desperate as the day advanced. + +Sir William Leader, as senior judge, took his seat in the criminal +court. It was he whom you saw in the sheriff's carriage on Saturday. The +same benignant face was bent upon the crowded court that had been bent +upon the street mob; the same penetrating eye; the same grave, calm +bearing. The prisoner was immediately placed at the bar, and all eyes, +strange or familiar, were strained to look at him. They saw a tall, +handsome young man, looking too gentlemanly to stand in the felon's +dock. He was habited in deep mourning. His countenance, usually somewhat +conspicuous for its bright complexion, was pale, probably from the +moment's emotion, and his white handkerchief was lifted to his mouth as +he moved forward; otherwise he was calm. Old Anthony Dale was in court, +looking far more agitated than his son. Preliminaries were gone through, +and the trial began. + +"Prisoner at the bar, how say you? Are you guilty, or not guilty?" + +Herbert Dare raised his eyes fearlessly, and pleaded in a firm tone: + +"Not Guilty!" + +The leading counsel for the prosecution, Serjeant Seeitall, stated the +case. His address occupied some time, and he then proceeded to call +witnesses. One of the first examined was Betsy Carter. She deposed to +the facts of having sat up with the lady's-maid and Joseph, until the +return of Mr. and Mrs. Dare and their daughter; to having then gone into +the dining-room with a light to look for Mr. Dare's pipe, which she had +left there in the morning, when cleaning the room. "In moving forward +with the candle, I saw something dark on the ground," continued Betsy, +who, when her first timidity had gone off, seemed inclined to be +communicative. "At the first glance, I thought it was one of the +gentlemen gone to sleep there; but when I stooped down with the light, I +saw it was the face of the dead. Awful, it looked!" + +"What did you next do?" demanded the examining counsel. + +"Screeched out, gentlemen," responded Betsy. + +"What else?" + +"I went out of the room, screeching to Joseph in the hall, and master +came in from outside the front door, where he was waiting, all peaceful +and ignorant, for his pipe, little thinking what there was so close to +him. I screeched out all the more, gentlemen, when I remembered the +quarrel that had took place at dinner that afternoon, and I knew it was +nobody but Mr. Herbert that had done the murder." + +The witness was sharply told to confine herself to evidence. + +"It couldn't be nobody else," retorted Betsy, who, once set going, was a +match for any cross-examiner. "There was the cloak to prove it. Mr. +Herbert had gone out in the cloak that very night, and the poor dead +gentleman was lying on it. Which proves it must have come off in the +scuffle between 'em." + +The fact of the quarrel, the facts connected with the cloak, as well as +all other facts, had been mentioned by the learned Serjeant Seeitall in +his opening address. The witness was questioned as to what she knew of +the quarrel: but it appeared that she had not been present; consequently +could not testify to it. The cloak she could say more about, and spoke +of it confidently as Mr. Herbert's. + +"How did you know the cloak, found under the dead man, was Mr. +Herbert's?" interposed the prisoner's counsel, Mr. Chattaway. + +"Because I did," returned the witness. + +"I ask you how you knew it?" + +"By lots of tokens," she answered. "By the shining black clasp, for one +thing, and by the tears and jags in it, for another. Nobody has ever +pretended it was not the cloak. I have seen it fifty times hanging up in +Mr. Herbert's closet." + +"You saw the prisoner going out in it that evening?" + +"Yes, I did," she answered. "I was looking out at Miss Adelaide's +chamber window, and I saw him come out of the dining-room window, and go +off towards the front gates. The gentlemen often went out through the +dining-room window, instead of at the hall door." + +"The prisoner says he came back immediately, and left his cloak in the +dining-room, going out finally without it. Did you see him come back?" + +"No, I didn't," replied Betsy. + +"How long did you remain at the window?" + +"Not long." + +"Did you remain long enough for him to cross the lawn to the front +entrance gates, and come back again?" + +"No, I don't think I did, sir." + +"The court will please take note of that answer," said Mr. Chattaway, +who was aware that a great deal had been made of the fact of the +housemaid's having seen him go out in the cloak. "You left the window +then, immediately?" + +"Pretty near immediately. I don't think I stayed long enough at it for +him to come back from the front gates--if he did come. I have never said +I did," she resentfully continued. + +"What time was it that you saw him go out?" + +"I hadn't took particular notice of the time. It was dusk. I was turning +down my beds; and I generally do that a little before nine. The next +room I went into was Mr. Anthony's." + +"The deceased was in it, was he not?" + +"He was in it, stretched full length upon the sofa. He had his head down +on the cushion, and his feet up over the arm at the foot, all +comfortable and easy, with a cigar in his mouth, and some glasses and +things on the table near him. 'What are you come bothering in here for?' +he asked. So I begged his pardon; for you see, gentlemen, I didn't know +he was there, and I went out again, and met Joseph carrying up a note to +him. A little while after that, he went out." + +The witness's propensity to degenerate into gossip appeared +irrepressible. Several times she was stopped; once by the judge. + +"Of how many servants did the household of Mr. Dare consist?" she was +asked. + +"There were four of us, gentlemen." + +"Did you all sit up that night?" + +"All but the cook. She went to bed." + +"And the family, those who were at home, went to bed?" + +"All of them, sir. The governess went early; she was not well; and Miss +Rosa and Miss Minny went, and the two young gentlemen went when they +came home from playing cricket." + +"In point of fact, then, no one was up except you three servants in the +kitchen?" + +"Nobody, sir." + +"And you heard no noise in the house until the return of Mr. and Mrs. +Dare?" + +"We never heard nothing," responded Betsy. "We were sitting quietly in +the kitchen; me and the lady's-maid at work, and Joseph asleep. We never +heard any noise at all." + +This was the substance of what was asked her. Joseph was next called, +and gave his testimony. He deposed to having fastened up the house at +eleven o'clock, with the exception of the dining-room window: that was +left open in obedience to orders. All other facts within his knowledge +he also testified to. The governess, Signorina Varsini, was called, and +questioned upon two points: what she had seen and heard of the quarrel, +and of the subsequent conduct of Anthony and Herbert to each other in +the drawing-room. But her testimony amounted to nothing, and she might +as well not have been troubled. She was also asked whether she had heard +any noise in the house between eleven o'clock and the return of Mr. and +Mrs. Dare. She replied that she did not hear any, for she had been +asleep. She went to sleep long before eleven, and did not wake up until +aroused by the commotion caused by the finding of the body. The witness +was proceeding to favour the court with her own conviction that the +prisoner was innocent, but was brought up with a summary notice that +that was not evidence, and that, if she knew nothing more, she might +withdraw. Upon which, she honoured the bench with an elaborate curtsey, +and retired. Not a witness throughout the day gave evidence with more +absolute equanimity. + +Lord Hawkesley was examined; also Mr. Brittle--the latter coming to +Helstonleigh on his subpoena. But to give the testimony of all the +witnesses in length, would only be to repeat what has already been +related. It will be sufficient to extract a few questions here and +there. + +"What were the games played in your rooms that evening?" was asked of +Mr. Brittle. + +"Some played whist; some écarté." + +"At which did the deceased play?" + +"At whist." + +"Was he a loser, or a gainer?" + +"A loser; but to a very trifling amount. We were playing half-crown +points. He and myself played against Lord Hawkesley and Captain Bellew. +We broke up because he, the deceased, was not sufficiently sober to +play." + +"Was he sober when he joined you?" + +"By no means. He appeared to have been drinking rather freely; and he +took more in my rooms, which made him worse." + +"Why did you accompany him home?" + +"He was scarcely in a state to proceed alone: and I felt no objection to +a walk. It was a fine night." + +"Did he speak, during the evening, of the dispute which had taken place +between him and his brother?" interposed the judge. + +"He did not, my lord. A slight incident occurred, as we were going to +his home, which it may be perhaps as well to mention----" + +"You must mention everything which bears upon this unhappy case, sir," +interrupted the judge. "You are sworn to tell the whole truth." + +"I do not suppose it does bear upon it directly, my lord. Had I attached +importance to it, I should have spoken of it before. In passing the +turning which leads to the race-course, a man met us, and began to abuse +the deceased. The deceased was inclined to stop and return it, but I +drew him on." + +"Of what nature was the abuse?" asked the counsel. + +"I do not recollect the precise terms. It was to the effect that he, the +deceased, tippled away his money instead of paying his debts. The man +backed against the wall as he spoke: he appeared to have had rather too +much himself. I drew the deceased on, and we were soon out of hearing." + +"What became of the man?" + +"I do not know. We left him standing against the wall. He called loudly +after the deceased to know when his bill was to be paid. I judged him to +be some petty tradesman." + +"Did he follow you?" + +"No. At least, we heard no more of him afterwards. I saw the deceased +safely within his own gate, and left him." + +"What state, as to sobriety, was the deceased in then?" + +"He was what may be called half-seasover," replied the witness. "He +could talk, but his words were not very distinct." + +"Could he walk alone?" + +"After a fashion. He stumbled as he walked." + +"What time was this?" + +"About half-past eleven. I think the half-hour struck directly after I +left him, but I am not quite sure." + +"As you returned, did you see anything of the man who had accosted the +deceased?" + +"Not anything." + +Strange to say the very man thus spoken of was in court, listening to +the trial. Upon hearing the evidence given by Mr. Brittle, he +voluntarily came forward as a witness. He said he had been "having a +drop," and it had made him abusive, but that Anthony Dare had owed him +money long for work done, mending and making. He was a jobbing tailor, +and the bill was a matter of fourteen pounds. Anthony Dare had only put +him off and off; he was a poor man, with a wife and family to keep, and +he wanted the money badly; but now, he supposed, he should never be +paid. He lived close to the spot where he met the deceased and the +gentleman who had just given evidence, and he could prove that he went +home as soon as they were out of sight, and was in bed at half-past +eleven. What with debts and various other things, he concluded the town +had had enough to rue in young Anthony Dare. Still, the poor fellow +didn't deserve such a shocking fate as murder, and he would have been +the first to protect him from it. + +That the evidence was given in good faith, was undoubted. He was known +to the town as a harmless, inoffensive man, addicted, though upon rare +occasions, to taking more than was good for him, when he was apt to +dilate upon his grievances. + +The constable who had been on duty that night near Mr. Dare's residence +was the next witness called. "Did you see the deceased that night?" was +asked of him. + +"Yes, sir, I did," was the reply. "I saw him walking home with the +gentleman who has given evidence--Mr. Brittle. I noticed that young Mr. +Dare talked thick, as if he had been drinking." + +"Did they appear to be on good terms?" + +"Very good terms, sir. Mr. Brittle was laughing when he opened the gate +for the deceased, and told him to mind he did not kiss the grass; or +something to that effect." + +"Were you close to them?" + +"Quite close, sir. I said 'Good night' to the deceased, but he seemed +not to notice it. I stood and watched him over the grass. He reeled as +he walked." + +"What time was this?" + +"Nigh upon half-past eleven, sir." + +"Did you detect any signs of people moving within the house?" + +"Not any, sir. The house seemed quite still, and the blinds were down +before the windows." + +"Did you see any one enter the gate that night besides the deceased?" + +"Not any one." + +"Not the prisoner?" + +"Not any one," repeated the policeman. + +"Did you see anything of the prisoner later, between half-past one and +two, the time he alleges as that of his going home?" + +"I never saw the prisoner at all that night, sir." + +"He could have gone in, as he states, without your seeing him?" +interposed the prisoner's counsel. + +"Yes, certainly, a dozen times over. My beat extended to half-a-mile +beyond Mr. Dare's." + +One witness, who was placed in the box, created a profound sensation: +for it was the unhappy father, Anthony Dare. Since the deed was +committed, two months ago, Mr. Dare had been growing old. His brow was +furrowed, his cheeks were wrinkled, his hair was turning white, and he +looked, as he obeyed the call to the witness-box, as a man sinking under +a heavy weight of care. Many of the countenances present expressed deep +commiseration for him. + +He was sworn, and various questions were asked him. Amongst others, +whether he knew anything of the quarrel which had taken place between +his two sons. + +"Personally, nothing," was the reply. "I was not at home." + +"It has been testified that when they were parted, your son Herbert +threatened his brother. Is he of a revengeful disposition?" + +"No," replied Mr. Dare, with emotion; "that, I can truly say, he is not. +My poor son, Anthony, was somewhat given to sullenness; but Herbert +never was." + +"There had been a great deal of ill-feeling between them of late, I +believe." + +"I fear there had been." + + +"It is stated that you yourself, upon leaving home that evening, left +them a warning not to quarrel. Was it so?" + +"I believe I did. Anthony entered the house as we were leaving it, and I +did say something to him to that effect." + +"The prisoner was not present?" + +"No. He had not returned." + +"It is proved that he came home later, dined, and went out again at +dusk. It does not appear that he was seen afterwards by any member of +your household, until you yourself went up to his room and found him +there, after the discovery of the body. His own account is, that he had +only recently returned. Do you know where he was, during his absence?" + +"No." + +"Or where he went to?" + +"No," repeated the witness in sadly faltering tones, for he knew that +this was the one weak point in the defence. + +"He will not tell you?" + +"He declines to do so. But," the witness added, with emotion, "he has +denied his guilt to me from the first, in the most decisive manner: and +I solemnly believe him to be innocent. Why he will not state where he +was, I cannot conceive; but not a shade of doubt rests upon my mind that +he could state it if he chose, and that it would be the means of +establishing the fact of his absence. I would not assert this if I did +not believe it," said the witness, raising his trembling hand. "They +were both my boys: the one destroyed was my eldest, perhaps my dearest; +and I declare that I would not, knowingly, screen his assassin, although +that assassin were his brother." + +The case for the prosecution concluded, and the defence was entered +upon. The prisoner's counsel--two of them eminent men, Mr. Chattaway +himself being no secondary light in the forensic world--laboured under +one disadvantage, as it appeared to the crowded court. They exerted all +their eloquence in seeking to divert the guilt from the prisoner: but +they could not--distort facts as they might, call upon imagination as +they would--they could not conjure up the ghost of any other channel to +which to direct suspicion. There lay the weak point, as it had lain +throughout. If Herbert Dare was not guilty, who was? The family, quietly +sleeping in their beds, were beyond the pale of suspicion; the household +equally so; and no trace of any midnight intruder to the house could be +found. It was a grave stumbling-block for the prisoner's counsel; but +such stumbling-blocks are as nothing to an expert pleader. Bit by bit +Mr. Chattaway disposed, or seemed to dispose, of every argument that +could tell against the prisoner. The presence of the cloak in the +dining-room, from which so much appearance of guilt had been deduced, he +converted into a negative proof of innocence. "Had he been the one +engaged in the struggle," argued the learned Q.C., "would he have been +mad enough to leave his own cloak there, underneath his victim, a +damning proof of guilt? No! that, at any rate, he would have taken away. +The very fact of the cloak being under the murdered man was a most +indisputable proof, as he regarded it, that the prisoner remained +totally ignorant of what had happened--ignorant of his unfortunate +brother's being at all in the dining-room. Why! had he only surmised +that his brother was lying, wounded or dead, in the room, would he not +have hastened to remove his cloak out of it, before it should be seen +there, knowing, as he must know, that, from the very terms on which he +and his brother had been, it would be looked upon as a proof of his +guilt?" The argument told well with the jury--probably with the judge. + +Bit by bit, so did he thus dispose of the suspicious circumstances: of +all, except one. And that was the great one, the one that nobody could +get over: the refusal of the prisoner to state where he was that night. +"All in good time, gentlemen of the jury," said Mr. Chattaway, some +murmured words reaching his ear that the omission was deemed ominous. "I +am coming to that later; and I shall prove as complete and distinct an +_alibi_ as it was ever my lot to submit to an enlightened court." + +The court listened, the jury listened, the spectators listened, and +"hoped he might." He had spoken, for the most part, to incredulous ears. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE WITNESSES FOR THE ALIBI. + + +When the speech of the counsel ended, and the time came for the +production of the witness or witnesses who were to prove the _alibi_, +there appeared to be some delay. The intense heat of the court had been +growing greater with every hour. The rays of the afternoon sun, now +sinking lower and lower in the heavens, had only brought with them a +more deadly feeling of suffocation. But, to go out for a breath of air, +even had the thronged state of the passages permitted the movement, +appeared to enter into no one's thoughts. Their suspense was too keen, +their interest too absorbing. Who were those mysterious witnesses, that +would testify to the innocence of Herbert Dare? + +A stir at the extreme end of the court, where it joined the other +passage. Every eye was strained to see, every ear to listen, as an usher +came clearing the way. "By your leave there--by your leave; room for a +witness!" + +The spectators looked, and stretched their necks, and looked again. A +few among them experienced a strange thrill of disappointment, and felt +that they should have much pleasure in being allowed the privilege of +boxing the usher's ears, for he preceded no one more important than +Richard Winthorne, the lawyer. Ah, but wait a bit! What short and slight +figure is it that Mr. Winthorne is guiding along? The angry crowd have +not caught sight of her yet. + +But, when they do--when the drooping, shrinking form is at length in the +witness-box; her eyes never raised, her lovely face bent in timid +dread--then a murmur arises, and shakes the court to its foundation. The +judge feels for his glasses--rarely used--and puts them across his nose, +and gazes at her. A fair girl, attired in the simple, modest garb +peculiar to the sect called Quakers, not more modest than the lovely and +gentle face. She does not take the oath, only the affirmation peculiar +to her people. + +"What is your name?" commenced the prisoner's counsel. + +That she spoke words in reply, was evident, by the moving of her lips: +but they could not be heard. + +"You must speak up," interposed the judge, in tones of kindness. + +A deep struggle for breath, an effort of which even those around could +see the pain, and the answer came. "They call me Anna. I am the daughter +of Samuel Lynn." + +"Where do your live?" + +"I live with my father and Patience, in the London Road." + +"What do you know of the prisoner at the bar?" + +A pause. She probably did not understand the sort of answer required. +One came that was unexpected. + +"I know him to be innocent of the crime of which he is accused." + +"How do you know this?" + +"Because he could not have been near the spot at the time." + +"Where was he then?" + +"With me." + +But the reply came forth in so faint a whisper that again she had to be +enjoined to speak louder, and she repeated it, using different words. + +"He was at our house." + +"At what hour did he go to your house?" + +"It was past nine when he came up first." + +"And what time did he leave?" + +"It was about one in the morning." + +The answer appeared to create some stir. A late hour for a sober little +Quakeress to confess to. + +"Was he spending the evening with your friends?" + +"No." + +"Did they not know he was there?" + +"No." + +"It was a clandestine visit to yourself, then? Where were they?" + +A pause, and a very trembling answer. "They were in bed." + +"Oh! You were entertaining him by yourself, then?" + +She burst into tears. The judge let fall his glasses as though under the +pressure of some annoyance, every feature of his fine face expressive of +compassion: it may be, his thoughts had flown to daughters of his own. +The crowd stood with open mouths, gaping with undisguised astonishment, +and the burly Queen's counsel proceeded. + +"And so he prolonged his visit until one o'clock in the morning?" + +"I was locked out," she sobbed. "That is how he came to stay so late." + +Bit by bit, with question and cross-questioning, it all came out: that +Herbert Dare had been in the habit of paying stolen visits to the field, +and that Anna had been in the habit of meeting him there. That she had +gone in on this night just before ten, which was later than she had ever +stayed out before: but, finding Hester had to go out for medicine for +Patience, she had run to the field again to take a book to the prisoner; +and that upon attempting to enter soon afterwards, she found the door +locked, Hester having met the doctor's boy, and come back at once. She +told it all, as simply and guilelessly as a child. + +"What were you doing all that time? From ten o'clock until one in the +morning?" + +"I was sitting on the door-step, crying." + +"Was the prisoner with you?" + +"Yes. He stood by me part of the time, telling me not to be afraid; and +the rest of the time--more than an hour, I think--he was working at the +wires of the pantry window, to try to get in." + +"Was he all that time at the wires?" + +"It was a long time before I remembered the pantry window. He wanted to +knock up Hester, but I was afraid to let him. I feared she might tell +Patience, and they would have been so angry with me. He got in, at last, +at the pantry window, and he opened the kitchen window for me, and I +went in by it." + +"And you mean to say he was all that time, till one o'clock in the +morning, forcing the wires of a pantry window?" cried Sergeant Seeitall. + +"It was nearly one. I am telling thee the truth." + +"And you did not lose sight of the prisoner from the time he first came +to the field, at nine o'clock, until he left you at one?" + +"Only for the few minutes--it may have been four or five--when I ran in +and came out again with the book. He waited in the field." + +"What time was that?" + +"The ten o'clock bell was going in Helstonleigh. We could hear it." + +"He was with you all the rest of the time." + +"Yes, all. When he was working at the pantry window I could not see him, +because he was round the angle of the house, but I could hear him at the +wires. Not a minute of the time but I heard him. He was more than an +hour at the wires, as I have told thee." + +"And until he began at the wires?" + +"He was standing up by me, telling me not to be afraid." + +"All the time? You affirm this?" + +"I am affirming all that I say to thee. I am speaking as before my +Maker." + +"Don't you think it is a pretty confession for a young lady to make?" + +She burst into fresh tears. The judge turned his grave face upon +Sergeant Seeitall. But the sergeant had impudence enough for ten. + +"Pray, how many times had that pretty little midnight drama been +enacted?" he continued, whilst Anna sobbed in distress. + +"Never before," burst forth a deep voice. "Don't you see it was a pure +accident, as she tells you? How dare you treat her as you might a +shameless witness?" + +The interruption--one of powerful emotion--had come from the prisoner. +At the sound of his voice, Anna started, and looked round hurriedly to +the quarter whence it came. It was the first time she had raised her +eyes to the court since entering the witness-box. She had glanced up to +answer whoever questioned her, and that was all. + +"Well?" said Sergeant Seeitall, as if demanding what else she might have +to communicate. + +"I have no more to tell. I have told thee all I know. It was nearly one +o'clock when he went away, and I never saw him after." + +"Did the prisoner wear a cloak when he came to the field that night?" + +"No. He wore one sometimes, but he did not have it on that night. It was +very warm----" + +But, at that moment, Anna Lynn became conscious that a familiar face was +strained upon her from the midst of the crowd: familiar, and yet not +familiar; for the face was distorted from its natural look, and was +blanched, as of one in the last agony--the face of Samuel Lynn. With a +sharp cry of pain--of dread--Anna fell on the floor in a fainting fit. +What the shame of being before that public court, of answering the +searching questions of the counsel, had failed to take away--her +senses--the sight of her father, cognizant of her disgrace, had +effected. Surely it was a disgrace for a young and guileless maiden to +have to confess to such an escapade--an escapade that sounded worse to +censuring ears than it had been in reality. Anna fainted. Mr. Winthorne +stepped forward, and she was borne out. + +Another Quakeress was now put into the witness-box, and the court looked +upon a little middle-aged woman, whose face was sallow, and who showed +her defective teeth as she spoke. It was Hester Dell. She wore a brown +silk bonnet, lined with white, and a fawn-coloured shawl. She was told +that she must state what she knew, relative to the visit of Herbert Dare +that night. + +"I went to rest at my usual hour, or, maybe, a trifle later, for I had +waited for the arrival of some physic, never supposing but that the +child, Anna, had gone to her room before me, and was safe in bed. I had +been asleep some considerable time, as it seemed, when I was awakened by +what sounded like the raising of the kitchen window underneath. I sat up +in bed and listened, and was convinced that the window was being raised +slowly and cautiously, as if the raiser did not want it to be heard. I +was considerably startled, the more so as I knew I had left the window +fastened: and my thoughts turned to house-breakers. While I deliberated +what to do, seeing I was but a lone woman in the house, save for the +child Anna, and Patience who was disabled in her bed, I heard what +appeared to be the voice of the child, and it sounded in the yard. I +went to my window, but I could not see anything, it being right over the +kitchen, and I not daring to open it. But I still heard Anna's voice: +she was speaking in a low tone, and I believed I caught other tones +also--those of a man. I thought I must be asleep and dreaming: next I +thought it must be young Gar from the next door, Jane Halliburton's son. +Her other sons I knew to be not at home; the one being abroad, the other +at the University of Oxford. I deliberated, could anything be the matter +at their house, and the boy have come for help. Then I reflected that +that was most unlikely, for why should he be stealthily opening the +kitchen window, and why should Anna be whispering with him? In short, to +tell thee the truth"--raising her eyes to the judge, whom she appeared +to address, to the ignoring of everyone else--"I did not know what to +think, and I grew more disturbed. I quietly put on a few things, and +went softly down the stairs, deeming it well, for my own sake, to feel +my way, as it were, and not to run headlong into danger. I stood a +moment at the kitchen door, listening; and there I distinctly heard Anna +laugh--a little, gentle laugh. It reassured me, though I was still +puzzled; and I opened the door at once." + +Here the witness made a dead pause. + +"What did you see when you opened the door?" asked the judge. + +"I would not tell thee, but that I am bound to tell thee," she frankly +answered. "I saw the prisoner, Herbert Dare. He appeared to have been +laughing with Anna, who stood near him, and he was preparing to get out +at the window as I entered." + +"Well? what next?" inquired the counsel in an impatient tone; for Hester +had stopped again. + +"I can hardly tell what next," replied the witness. "Looking back, it +appears nothing but confusion in my mind. It seemed nothing but +confusion at the time. Anna cried out, and hid her face in fear; and the +prisoner attempted some explanation, which I would not listen to. To see +a son of Anthony Dare's in the house with the child at that midnight +hour, filled me with anger and bewilderment. I ordered him away; I +believe I pushed him through the window; I threatened to call in a +policeman. Finally he went away." + +"Saying nothing?" + +"I tell you all, I would not listen to it. I remembered scraps of what +he said afterwards. That Anna was not to blame--that I had no cause to +scold her or to acquaint Patience with what happened--that the fault, if +there was any fault, was mine, for locking the back door so quickly. I +refused to hear farther, and he departed, saying he would explain when I +was less angry. That is all I saw of him." + +"Did you mention this affair to anyone?" asked the counsel for the +prosecution. + +"No." + +"Why not?" + +"The child clung about me in tears after he was gone, giving me the +explanation that I would not hear from him, and beseeching me not to +acquaint Patience. She told me how it had happened. That upon my going +out to see after the sleeping-draught for Patience, she had taken the +opportunity to run to the field with a book, where Herbert Dare waited: +and that upon attempting to come in again she found the door locked." + +"You returned sooner than she expected?" + +"Yes. I met the doctor's boy near our house, bringing the physic, and I +took it from him and went home again directly. Not seeing Anna about, I +never thought but that she had retired to bed. I went up also, trying +the back door as I passed it, which to my surprise I found unfastened." + +"Why to your surprise?" + +"Because I had, as I believed, previously turned the key of it. Finding +it unlocked, I concluded I must have been mistaken. Afterwards, when the +explanation came, I learnt that Anna had undone it. She clung about me, +as I tell thee, sobbing and crying, saying, as he had said, that there +was no cause to be angry with her: that she could not help what had +happened; and that she had sat crying on the door-step the whole of the +time, until he had effected an entrance for her. I went to the pantry +window, and saw where the wires had been torn away, not roughly, but +neatly; and I knew it must have taken a long time to accomplish. I fell +in with the child's prayer, and did not speak of what had occurred; not +even to Patience. This is the first time it has escaped my lips." + +"So you deemed it desirable to conceal such an adventure, and give the +prisoner opportunity to renew his midnight visits?" retorted the counsel +for the prosecution. + +"What was done could not be undone," said the witness. "I was willing to +spare the scandal to the child, and not be the means of spreading it +abroad. While I was deliberating whether to tell Patience, seeing she +was in so suffering a state, news came that Herbert Dare was a prisoner. +He had been arrested the following morning, on the accusation of +murdering his brother, and I knew that he was safe for several weeks to +come. Hence I held my tongue." + +The witness had given her evidence in a clear, straightforward, +uncompromising manner, widely at variance with the distressed timidity +of Anna. Not a shade of doubt rested on the mind of any person in court +that both had spoken the exact truth. But the counsel seemed inclined to +question still. + +"Since when did you know you were coming here to give this evidence?" + +"Only when I did come. Richard Winthorne, the man of law, came to our +house in a fly this afternoon, and brought us away with him. By some +remarks he exchanged with Anna when we were in it, I found that she had +known of it this day or two. They feared to avert me, I suppose, lest, +maybe, I might refuse to attend." + +"One question more, witness. Did the prisoner wear a cloak that night?" + +"No; I did not see any." + +This closed the evidence, and the witness was allowed to withdraw. +Richard Winthorne went in search of Samuel Lynn, and found him seated on +a bench in the outer hall surrounded by gentlemen of his persuasion, +many of them of high standing in Helstonleigh. Tales of marvel, you +know, never lose anything in spreading; neither are people given to +placing a light construction on public gossip, when they can, by any +stretch of imagination, give it a dark one. In this affair, however, no +very great stretch was required. The town jumped to the charitable +conclusion that Anna Lynn must be one of the naughtiest girls under the +sun; imprudent, ungrateful, disobedient; I don't know what else. Had she +been guilty of scattering poison in Atterly's field, and so killed all +the lambs, they could not have said, or thought, worse than they did. +All joined in it, charitable and uncharitable; all sorts of evil notions +were spread, and were taken up. Herbert Dare, you may be very sure, came +in for _his_ share. + +The news had been taken to Mr. Ashley's manufactory, sent by the +astounded Patience, that Richard Winthorne had come and taken away Anna +and Hester Dell to give testimony at the trial of Herbert Dare. The +Quaker, perplexed and wondering, believed Patience must be demented; +that the message could have no foundation in truth. Nevertheless, he +bent his steps to the Guildhall, accompanied by William Halliburton, and +was witness to the evidence. He, strict and sober-minded, was not likely +to take up a more favourable construction of the general facts than the +town was taking up. It may be guessed what it was for him. + +He sat now on a bench in the outer hall, surrounded by friends, who, on +hearing the crying scandal whispered, touching a young member of their +body, had come flocking down to the Guildhall. When they spoke to him, +he did not appear to hear; he sat with his hands on his knees, and his +head sunk on his breast, never raising it. Richard Winthorne approached +him. + +"Miss Lynn and her servant will not be wanted again," said the lawyer. +"I have sent for a fly." + +The fly came. Anna was placed in it by Mr. Winthorne; Hester Dell +followed; and Samuel Lynn came forward and stumbled into it. It is the +proper word. He appeared to have no power left in his limbs. + +"Thou wilt not be harsh with her, Samuel," whispered an influential +Friend, who had a benevolent countenance. "Some of us will confer with +thee to-morrow; but, meanwhile, do not be harsh with her. Thou wilt call +to mind that she is thy child, and motherless." + +Samuel Lynn made no reply. He did not appear to hear. He sat opposite +his daughter, his eyes never lifted, and his face assuming a leaden hue. +Hester suddenly leaned from the door, and beckoned to William +Halliburton. + +"Will thee please be so obliging as go up with us in the fly?" she said +in his ear. "I do not like his look." + +William stepped in, and the fly drove away with closed blinds, to the +intense chagrin of the curious mob. Before it was out of the town, +William and Hester, with a simultaneous movement, supported the Quaker. +Anna screamed. "What is it?" she uttered, terrified at the sight of his +drawn, distorted face. + +"It is thy work," said Hester, less placidly than she would have spoken +in a calmer moment. "If thee hast saved the life of thy friend, Herbert +Dare, thee hast probably destroyed that of thy father." + +They were close to the residence of Mr. Parry, and William ordered the +fly to stop. The surgeon was at home, and took William's place in it. +Samuel Lynn had been struck down with paralysis. + +William was at the house before they were, preparing Patience. Patience +was so far restored to health herself as to be able to walk about a +little; she was very lame still. + +They carried Mr. Lynn to his room. Anna in her deep humiliation and +shame--having to give evidence, and such evidence, in the face of that +open court, had been nothing less to her--flew to her own chamber, and +flung herself, dressed as she was, on the carpet, in desperate +abandonment. William saw her there as he passed it from her father's +room. There was no one to attend to her, for they were occupied with Mr. +Lynn. It was no moment for ceremony, and William entered and attempted +to raise her. + +"Let me be, William; let me be! I only want to die." + +"Anna, child, this will not mend the past. Do not give way like this." + +But she resolutely turned from him, sobbing more wildly. "Only to die! +only to die!" + +William went for his mother, and gave her the outline of the tale, +asking her to go to the house of distress and see what could be done. +Jane, in utter astonishment, sought further explanation. She could not +understand him in the least. + +"I assure you, I understand it nearly as little," replied William. "Anna +was locked out through some mistake of Hester's, it appears, and Herbert +Dare stayed with her. That it will be the means of acquitting him, there +is no doubt; but Helstonleigh is making its comments very freely." + +Jane went in, her senses bewildered. She found Patience in a state not +to be described; she found Anna where William had left her, reiterating +the same cry, "Oh, that I were dead! that I were dead!" + +Meanwhile, the trial at the Guildhall was drawing to its close, and the +judge proceeded to sum up. Not with the frantic bursts of oratory +indulged in by those eloquent gentlemen, the counsel, but in a tone of +dispassionate reasoning. He placed the facts concisely before the jury, +not speaking in favour of the prisoner, but candidly avowing that he did +not see how they could get over the evidence of the prisoner's two +witnesses, the young Quaker lady and her maid. If that was to be +believed--and for himself he fully believed it--then the prisoner could +not have been guilty of the murder, and was clearly entitled to an +acquittal. It was six o'clock when the jury retired to deliberate. + +The judge, the bar, the spectators, sat on, or stood, with what patience +they might, in the crowded and heated court. On the fiat of those twelve +men hung the life of the prisoner: whether he was to be discharged an +innocent man, or hanged as a guilty one. Reposing in the pocket of Sir +William Leader was a certain little cap, black in colour, innocuous in +itself, but of awful significance when brought forth by the hand of the +presiding judge. Was it destined to be brought forth that night? + +The jury were coming in at last. Only an hour had they remained in +deliberation, for seven o'clock was booming out over the town. It had +seemed to the impatient spectators more than two hours. What must it +have seemed to the prisoner? They ranged themselves in their box, and +the crier proclaimed silence. + +"Have you agreed upon your verdict, gentlemen of the jury?" + +"We have." + +"How say you, gentlemen, guilty or not guilty?" + +The foreman advanced an imperceptible step and looked at the judge, +speaking deliberately: + +"My lord, we find the prisoner NOT GUILTY." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A COUCH OF PAIN. + + +"William, I have had my death-blow! I have had my death-blow!" + +The speaker was Henry Ashley. Four days had elapsed since the trial of +Herbert Dare, and William Halliburton saw him now for the first time +after that event. What with mind and body, Henry was in a grievous state +of pain: all William's compassion was called forth, as he leaned over +his couch. + +It has been hinted that Helstonleigh, in its charity, took up the very +worst view of the case that could be taken up, with regard to Anna Lynn. +Had she gone about with a blazing torch and set all the houses on fire, +their inhabitants could not have mounted themselves on higher stilts. +Somehow, _everybody_ took it up. It was like those apparently +well-authenticated political reports that arrive now and then by +telegram, driving the Stock Exchange, or the Paris Bourse, into a state +of mad credulity. No one _thought_ to doubt it; people caught up the +notion from one another as they catch a fever. If even Samuel Lynn had +looked upon it in the worst light, bringing to him paralysis, little +chance was there that others might gaze through a brighter glass. It had +half killed Henry Ashley: and the words were not, in point of fact, so +wild as they sounded. "I have had my death-blow! I have had my +death-blow!" + +"No, you have not," was William's answer. "It is a blow--I know it--but +not one that you cannot outlive." + +"Why did you not come to me? Four whole days, and you have never been +near the house!" + +"Because I feared that you would be throwing yourself into the state of +agitation that you are now doing," replied William, candidly. "Mr. +Ashley said to me on the Wednesday, 'Henry has one of his bad attacks +again.' I knew it to be more of mind than body this time, and I thought +it well that you should be left in quiet. There's no one you can talk +about it to, except me." + +"Your staying away has not served your purpose, then. My father came to +me with the details, thinking to divert me for a moment from my physical +pain; never supposing that each word was a dagger plunged into my very +being. My mother came, with this scrap of news, or the other scrap. Mary +came, wondering and eager, asking information at second-hand: mamma was +mysterious over it, and would not tell her. Mary cannot credit ill of +Anna: she has as great a trust in her still as I had. As I had! Oh, +William! she was my object in life. She was all my future--my world--my +heaven!" + +"Now you know you will suffer for this excitement," cried William, +almost as he would have said it to a wayward child. + +He might as well have talked to the wind. Henry neither heard nor heeded +him. He continued, his manner as full of agitation as his mind. + +"I am not as other men. You can go forth, all of you, into the world, to +your pleasures, your amusements. I am confined here. But what mattered +it? Did I envy you? No. While I had her to think of, I was happier than +you." + +"Had this not happened, you might have been crossed in some other way, +and so it would have come to the same thing." + +"And now it is over," reiterated Henry, paying no attention to the +remark. "It is over, and gone; and I--I wish, William, I had gone with +it." + +"I wish you would be reasonable." + +"Don't preach. You active men, with your innumerable objects and +interests in life, cannot know what it is for one like me, shut out from +the world, to _love_. I tell you, William, it was literally my life; the +core of my life; my all. I am not sure but that I have been mad ever +since." + +"I am not sure but that you are mad now," returned William, believing +that to humour him might be the worst plan he could adopt. + +"I dare say I am," was the unsatisfactory answer. "Four days, and I have +had to bury it all within me! I could not wail it out to my own pillow +at night; for they concluded it was one of my bad attacks, and old nurse +was posted in the bed in the next room with the door open. There's no +one I can rave to but you, and you must let me do it, unless you would +have me go quite mad, I hope I shan't be here long to be a trouble to +any of you." + +William did not know what to say. He believed there was nothing for it +at present but to let him "rave himself out." "But I wish," he said, +aloud, continuing the bent of his own thoughts, "that you would be a +little rational over it." + +"Stop a bit. Did you ever experience a blow such as this?" + +"No indeed." + +"Then don't hold forth to me, I say. You do not understand. It was all +the joy I had on earth." + +"You must learn to find other joys, other----" + +"The despicable villain!" broke forth Henry, the heat-drops welling to +his brow, as they had welled to Anna's when before the judge. "The +shame-faced, cowardly villain! Was she not Samuel Lynn's child, and my +sister's friend? What possessed the jury to acquit him? Did they think a +rope's-end too good for his neck?" + +"He was proved innocent of the murder. If he has any conscience----" + +"What?" fiercely interrupted Henry Ashley. "_He_ a conscience! I don't +know what you are dreaming of. Is he going to stop in Helstonleigh?" + +"I conclude so. He resumed his place quietly in his father's office the +day after the trial. He is in London now, but only temporarily." + +"Resumed his place quietly! What was the mob about, then?" + +The question was put so quaintly, in such confiding simplicity, that a +smile rose to William's face. "In awe of the police, I expect," he +answered. "The Dares, while his fate was uncertain, have been +rusticating. Cyril told me to-day, that now that the accusation was +proved to have been false, they were 'coming out' again." + +"Coming out in what? Villainy?" + +"He left the 'what' to be inferred. In grandeur, I expect. The +established innocence of Herbert----" + +"If you apply that word to the man, William Halliburton, you are as +black as he is." + +William remembered Henry's tribulation both of mind and body, and went +on without the shadow of a retort. + +"I apply it to him in relation to the crime of which he was charged. His +acquittal and release have caused the Dares to hold up their heads +again. But they have lost caste in Helstonleigh." + +"Caste!" was the scornful ejaculation of Henry Ashley. "They never had +any caste to lose. Does the master intend to retain Cyril in the +manufactory?" + +"I have heard nothing to the contrary. If he retained him whilst the +accusation was hanging over Herbert Dare's head, he will not be likely +to discard him now it is removed." + +"Removed!" shrieked Henry. "If one accusation has been removed, has not +a worse taken its place?" + +"Would it be just to visit on one brother the sins of another?" + +"A nice pair of brothers they are!" cried Henry in the sharp, petulant +manner habitual to him, when racked with pain. "How will Samuel Lynn +like the company of Cyril Dare by his side in the manufactory, when he +gets well again?" + +William shook his head. These considerations were not for him. They were +Mr. Ashley's. + +"You heard her give her evidence?" resumed Henry, breaking a pause. + +"Most of it." + +"Tell it me." + +"No, Henry; it would not do you good to hear it." + +"Tell it me, I say," persisted Henry wilfully. "I know it in substance. +I want to have it repeated over to me, word for word." + +"But----" + +Henry suddenly raised his hand and laid it on William's lips, with a +warning movement. He turned and saw Mary Ashley. + +"Take her back to the drawing-room, William," he whispered. "I can bear +no one but you about me now. Not yet, Mary," he added aloud, motioning +his sister away with his hand. "Not now." + +Mary halted in indecision. William advanced, placed her hand within his +arm, and led her, somewhat summarily, from the room. + +"I am only obeying orders, Miss Ashley," said he. "They are to see you +back to the drawing-room." + +"If Henry can bear you with him, he might bear me." + +"You know what his whims and fancies are, when he is suffering." + +"Is there not a particularly good understanding between you and Henry?" +she pointedly asked. + +"Yes; we understand each other perfectly." + +"Well, then, tell me--what is it that is the matter with him this time? +I do not like to say so to mamma, because she might call me fanciful, +but it appears to me that Henry's illness is more on the mind than on +the body." + +William made no reply. + +"And yet, I cannot imagine it possible for Henry to have picked up any +annoyance or grief," resumed Mary. "How can he have done so? He is not +like one who goes out into the world--who has to meet with cares and +cheeks. You do not speak," she added, looking at William. "Is it that +you will not tell me? or do you know nothing?" + +William lowered his voice. "I can only say that, should there be +anything of the sort you mention, the kinder course for Henry--indeed +the only course--will be, not to allow him to perceive that you suspect +it. Conceal the suspicion both from him and from others. Remember his +excessive sensitiveness. When he sees cause to hide his feelings, it +would be almost death to him to have them scrutinized." + +"I think you must be in his full confidence," observed Mary, looking at +William. + +"Pretty well so," he answered, with a passing smile. + +"Then, if he has any secret grief, will you try and soothe it to him?" + +"With all my best endeavours," earnestly spoke William. But there was +not the least apparent necessity for his taking Mary Ashley's hand +between his own, and pressing it there while he said it, any more than +there was necessity for that vivid blush of hers, as she turned into the +drawing-room. + +But you must be anxious to hear of Anna Lynn. Poor Anna! who had fallen +so terribly into the black books of the town, without really very much +deserving it. It was a most unlucky _contretemps_, having been locked +out; it was a still more unfortunate sequel, having to confess to it at +the trial. She was not a pattern of goodness, it must be confessed: had +not yet attained to that perfect model, which expects, as of a right, a +niche in the saintly calendar. She was reprehensibly vain; she delighted +in plaguing Patience; and she took to running out into the field, when +it had been far better that she had remained at home. That running out +entailed deceit and some stories: but it entailed nothing worse, and +Helstonleigh need not have been so very severe in its judgment. + +Never had there been a more forcible illustration of the old saying, +"Give a dog a bad name, and hang him," than in this instance. When +William Halliburton had told Anna that Herbert Dare was not a good man, +and did not bear a good name, he had told her the strict truth. For that +very reason a secret intimacy with him was undesirable, however innocent +it might be, however innocent it _was_, in itself: and for that very +reason did Helstonleigh look at it through clouded spectacles. Had she +been locked out all night, instead of half a one, with some one in +better odour, Helstonleigh had not set up its scornful crest. It is +quite impossible to tell you what Herbert Dare had done, to have such a +burden on his back as people seemed inclined to lay there. Perhaps they +did not know themselves. Some accused him of one thing, some of another; +ill reports never lose by carrying: the two cats on the tiles, you know, +were magnified into a hundred. No one is as black as he is +painted--there's a saying to that effect--neither, I dare say, was +Herbert Dare. At any rate--and that is what we have to do with--he was +not so in this particular instance. He was as vexed at the locking out +as any one else could have been; and he did the best (save one thing) +that he could for Anna, under the circumstances, and got her in again. +The only proper thing to have done, was to knock up Hester. He had +wished to do it, but had yielded to Anna's entreaties, that were born of +fear. + +Not a soul seemed to cast so much as a good word or a charitable thought +to him in the matter. Did he deserve none? However thoughtless or +reprehensible his conduct was, in drawing Anna into those field +excursions, when the explosion came, he met it as a gentleman. Many a +one, more renowned for the cardinal graces than was Herbert Dare, might +have spoken out at once, and cleared himself at the expense of making +known Anna's unlucky escapade. Not so he. A doubt may have been upon him +that were it betrayed Helstonleigh might cast a taint on her fair name: +and he strove to save it. He suffered the brand of a murderer to be +attached to him--he languished for many weeks in prison as a +criminal--all to save it. He all but went to the scaffold to save it. He +might have called Anna and Hester Dell forward at the inquest, at the +preliminary examination before the magistrates, and thus have cleared +himself; but he would not do so. Whilst there was a chance of his +innocence being brought to light in any other manner, he would not call +on Anna. He allowed the odium to settle upon his own head. He went to +prison, hoping that he should be cleared in some other way. There was a +generous, chivalric feeling in this, which Helstonleigh could not +understand when emanating from Herbert Dare, and they declined to give +him credit for it. They preferred to look at the affair altogether in a +different light, and to lavish hard names upon it. Every soul was alike: +there was no exception: Samuel Lynn, and all else in Helstonleigh. They +caught the epidemic, I say, one from another. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +A RAY OF LIGHT. + + +The first sharpness of the edge worn off, Anna grew cross. She did not +see why every one should be blaming her. What had so sadly prostrated +herself was the shame of having to appear before the court; to stand in +it and give her evidence. The excitement, the shame, combined with the +terrifying illness of her father, brought on, as Hester told her, +through her, had sent her into a wild state of contrition and alarm. +Little wonder that she wished herself dead! The mood passed away as the +days went on, and Anna became tolerably herself again. When Friends +called at the house to inquire after or to see her father, she ran and +hid herself in her room, fearful lest a lecture on those field +recreations might be delivered to her gratuitously. She shunned +Patience, too, as much as she could. Patience had grown cold and silent; +and Anna rather liked the change. + +She sat for the most part in her father's room, never moving from his +bedside, unless disturbed from it; never speaking; eating only when food +was placed before her. Anna was in grievous fear lest a public reprimand +should be in store for her, delivered at meeting on First Day: but she +saw no reason why every one should continue to be cross with her at +home. + +She happened to be alone with her father when he first recovered +consciousness. Some fifteen days had elapsed since the trial. But for +the fact of her being with him, a difficulty might have been experienced +to get her there. She dreaded his anger, his reproach, more than +anything. So long as he lay without his senses, knowing her not, so long +was she content to sit, watching. She was seated by the bedside in her +usual listless attitude, head and eyes cast down, when her father's +hand, not the one affected, was suddenly lifted and laid upon hers, +which rested on the counterpane. Startled, Anna turned her gaze upon +him, and she saw that his intellects were restored. With a suppressed +cry of dismay she would have flown away, but he clasped his fingers +round hers. + +"Anna!" + +She sank down on her knees, shaking as if with ague, and buried her face +in the clothes. Samuel Lynn stretched forth his hand and put it on her +head. + +"Thou art my own child, Anna; thy mother left thee to me for good and +for ill; and I will stand by thee in thy sorrow." + +She burst into a storm of hysterical tears. He let it have its course; +he drew her wet face to his and kissed it; he talked to her soothingly, +never speaking a single word of reproach; and Anna overcame her fear and +her sobs. She knelt down by the bed still, and let her cheek rest on the +counterpane. + +"It has nearly killed me," he murmured, after a while. "But I pray for +life: I will struggle hard to live, that thee mayst have one protector. +Friends and foes may cast reproach to thee, but I will not." + +"Why should _they_ cast reproach to me, father?" returned Anna, with a +little spice of resentment. "I have not harmed them." + +"No, child; thee hast not; only thyself. I will help thee to bear the +reproach. Thou art my own child." + +"But there's nothing for _them_ to reproach me with," she reiterated, +her face buried deeper in the counterpane. "It was not pleasant to stand +there; but it is over. And they need not reflect upon me for it." + +"What is over? To stand where?" he asked. + + +"At the Guildhall, on the trial." + +"It is not _that_ that people will reproach thee with, Anna. It was not +a nice thing for thee; but that, in itself, brings no reproach." + +Anna lifted her head wonderingly. "What does, then?" she uttered. + +He did not answer. He only closed his eyes, a deep groan bursting from +the very depths of his heart. It came into Anna's mind that he must be +thinking of her previous acquaintance with Herbert Dare; of her stolen +meetings in the field by twilight. + +"Oh, father, don't thee be angry with me!" she implored, the tears +streaming from her eyes. "It was no harm; it was not indeed. Thee +mightst have been present always, for all the harm there was, and I wish +thee hadst been. Why should thee think anger of it? There was no more +harm in my talking with him now and then in the field, than there was in +my talking with him in Margaret Ashley's drawing-room." + +Something in the simple words, in the tone, in the manner altogether, +caused the Quaker's heart to leap within him. Had he been making a +molehill into a mountain? Surely, yes! But what else he would have said +or done, what questions asked, cannot be known, for they were +interrupted by a visit from William Halliburton. Anna stole away. + +William was full of hearty congratulation on the visible +improvement--the, so far, restoration to health. The Quaker murmured +some half-inarticulate words, indicating something to the effect that he +might not have been ill, but for taking up a worse view of the case +than, as he believed now, it really merited. + +William leaned over him; a glad look in his eye; a glad sound in his low +voice. + +"My mother has been telling Patience so to-day. She, my mother, is +convinced now that very exaggerated blame was cast upon Anna. It was +foolish of her, of course, to fall into the habit of running to the +field; but the locking out might have happened to anyone. My mother told +me this not half an hour ago. She has seen and talked to Anna frequently +this last day or two, and has drawn her own positive deductions. My +mother is vexed with herself for having fallen into the popular +condemnation." + +"Ay!" uttered Samuel Lynn. "There _is_ condemnation abroad, then? I +thought there was." + +"People will come to their senses in good time," was William's answer. +"Never doubt it." + +The Quaker raised his feeble hand, and laid it upon William's. "The +Ashleys--have _they_ blamed her?" + +"I fear they have," was the only reply he could make, in his strict +truth. + +"Then, William, thee go to them. Go to them now, and set them right." + +He was already going, for he was engaged to the Ashleys that evening. +Between Henry Ashley, the men at East's, and his own studies, which he +would not wholly neglect, William's evenings had a tolerably busy time +of it. He had assumed Samuel Lynn's place in the manufactory by Mr. +Ashley's orders, head of all things, under the master. Cyril ground his +teeth at this; he looked upon it as a slight to himself; but Cyril had +no power to alter it. + +William found Mr. and Mrs. Ashley alone. Mary was out. He sat with them +for a few minutes, talking of Anna, and then rose to go to Henry. "How +is he this evening?" he inquired. + +"Ill and very fractious," was Mr. Ashley's reply. "William, you have +great influence over him. I wish you could persuade him to _give way_ +less. He is not ill enough, so far as we can see, to keep his room; but +we cannot get him out of it." + +Henry was in one of his depressed moods, excessively dispirited and +irritable. "Oh! so you have come!" he burst forth as William entered. "I +should be ashamed to neglect a sick fellow as you neglect me. If I were +well and strong, and you ill, you would find it different." + +"I know I am late," acknowledged William. "Samuel Lynn took up a little +of my time; and I have been sitting some minutes in the drawing-room." + +"Of course!" was the fractious answer. "Any one before me." + +"Samuel Lynn is a great deal better," continued William. "His mind is +restored." + +Henry received the news ungraciously, making no rejoinder; but his side +was twitching with pain. "How is _she_?" he asked. "Is the shame +fretting out her life?" + +"Not at all. She is very well. As to shame--as you call it--I believe +she has not taken much to herself." + +"It will kill her: you'll see. The sooner the better for her I should +say." + +William sat down on the edge of the sofa, on which the invalid was +lying. "Henry, I would set you right upon a point, if I thought it would +be expedient to do so. You do go into fits of excitement so great, that +it is dangerous to speak." + +"Tell out anything you have to tell. Tell me, if you choose, that the +house is on fire, and I must be pitched out of window to escape it. It +would make no impression upon me. My fits of excitement have passed away +with Anna Lynn." + +"My news relates to Anna." + +"What if it does? She has passed away _for me_." + +"Helstonleigh, in its usual hasty fashion of jumping to conclusions, has +jumped to a false one," continued William. "There have been no grounds +for the great blame cast to Anna; except in the minds of a charitable +public." + +"A fact?" asked Henry, after a pause. + +"There's not a shade of doubt about it." + +He received the answer with equanimity; it may be said, with apathy. And +turning on his couch, he drew the cover over him, repeating the words +previously spoken: "She has passed away for me." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +MR. DELVES ON HIS BEAM ENDS. + + +Samuel Lynn grew better, and Mr. Ashley, in his considerate kindness, +proposed that he should reside abroad for a few months in the +neighbourhood of Annonay, to watch the skin market, and pick up skins +that would be suitable for their use. Anna and Patience were to +accompany him. Anna had somewhat regained her footing in the good graces +of the gossipers. That she did so, was partly owing to the indignant +defence of her, entered upon by Herbert Dare. Herbert did behave well in +this case, and he must have his due. Upon his return from London, +whither he had gone soon after the termination of the trial, remaining +away a week or two, he found what a very charitable ovation Helstonleigh +was bestowing upon Anna Lynn. He met it with a storm of indignation; he +bade them think as badly of him as they chose; believe him a second +Burke if they liked; but to keep their mistaken tongues off Anna. What +with one thing and another, some of the scandal-mongers did begin to +think they had been too hasty, and withdrew their censure. Some (as a +matter of course) preferred to doubt still; and opinions remained +divided. + +Helstonleigh took up the gossip on another score--that of Mr. Ashley's +sending Samuel Lynn abroad, as his skin-buyer, for an indefinite period. +"A famous trade Ashley must be doing, to go to that expense!" grumbled +some of the envious manufacturers. True; he _had_ a famous trade. And if +he had not had one, he might have sent him all the same. Helstonleigh +never knew the benevolence of Thomas Ashley's heart. The journey was +fully decided upon; and Samuel Lynn had an application from a member of +his own persuasion, to rent his house, furnished, for the term of his +absence. He was glad to accept the accommodation. + +But, before Mr. Lynn and his family started, Helstonleigh was fated to +sustain another loss, in the person of Herbert Dare. Herbert contrived +to get some sort of mission entrusted to _him_ abroad, and made rather a +summary exit from Helstonleigh to enter upon it. A friend of Herbert's, +who had gone over to live in Holland, and with whom he was in frequent +correspondence, wrote and offered him a situation in a merchant's house +in Rotterdam, as "English clerk." The offer came in answer to a hint, or +perhaps more than a hint, from Herbert, that a year or two's sojourn +abroad would be acceptable to him. He would receive a good salary, if he +proved himself equal to the duties, the information stated, and might +rise in it, if he chose to remain. Herbert wrote off-hand to secure it, +and then told his father what he had done. + +"Enter a house at Rotterdam, as English clerk!" repeated Mr. Dare, +unable to credit his own ears. "_You_ a clerk!" + +"What am I to do?" asked Herbert. "Since I came out of there," pointing +in the direction of the county prison, "claims have thickened upon me. I +do owe a good deal, and that's a fact--what with my own scores, and that +for which I am liable for--for poor Anthony. People won't wait much +longer; and I have no fancy to try the debtor's side of the prison." + +They were standing in the front room of the office. Mr. Dare's business +appeared to be considerably falling off, and the office had often +leisure on its hands now. Of the two clerks kept, one had holiday, the +other was out. Somehow, what with one untoward thing and another, people +were growing shy of the Dares. Mr. Dare leaned against the corner of the +window-frame, watching the passers-by, his hands in his pockets, and a +blank look on his face. + +"You say you can't help me, sir?" Herbert continued. + +"You know I can't; sufficiently to do any good," returned Mr. Dare. "I +am too much pressed for money myself. Look at the expenses attending the +trial: and I was embarrassed enough before. I _cannot_ help you." + +"It seems to me, too, that you want me gone from here." + +"I have not said so," curtly responded Mr. Dare. + +"You told me the other day that it was my presence in the office which +scared clients from it." + +Mr. Dare could not deny the fact. He _had_ said it. What's more, he had +thought it; and did so still. "I cannot tell what else it is that is +keeping clients away," he rejoined. "We have not had a dozen in since +the trial." + +"It is a slack season of the year." + +"Maybe," shortly answered Mr. Dare. "Slack as it is, there's some +business astir, but people are going elsewhere to get it done; those, +too, who have never for years been near anyone but us. The truth is, +Herbert, you fell into bad odour with the town on the day of the trial; +and that you must know. Though acquitted of the murder, all sorts of +other things were laid to your charge. Quaker Lynn's stroke amongst the +rest." + +"Carping sinners!" ejaculated Herbert. + +"And I suppose it turned people against the office," continued Mr. +Dare. "My belief is, they won't come back again as long as you are in +it." + +"That's precisely what I meant you had hinted to me" said Herbert. +"Therefore, I thought I had better leave it. Pattison says he can get me +this berth, and I should like to try it." + +"_You_'ll not like to turn merchant's clerk," repeated Mr. Dare with +emphasis. + +"I shall like it better than being nailed for debt here," somewhat +coarsely answered Herbert. "It is not so agreeable at home now, +especially in this office, that I should cry to stay in it. You have +changed, sir, amongst the rest: many a day through, you don't give me a +civil word." + +Again Mr. Dare felt that he _had_ changed to Herbert. When he found that +he--Herbert--might have cleared himself at first from the terrible +accusation of fratricide, had he so chosen, instead of allowing the +obloquy to rest upon himself and his family for so long a period, he had +become bitterly angry. Mrs. Dare and the whole family joined in the +feeling, and Herbert suffered. + +"As to civility, Herbert, I must first get over the soreness left by +your conduct. You acted very badly in allowing the case to go on to +trial. If you had no objection to sit down quietly under the crime +yourself, you had no right to throw the disgrace and expense upon your +family." + +"If it were to come over again, I would not do so," acknowledged +Herbert. "I thought then I was acting for the best." + +"Pshaw!" was the peevish ejaculation of Mr. Dare. + +"Altogether," resumed Herbert, "I think I had better go away. After a +time, something or other may turn up to make things smoother here, and +then I can come home again; unless I find a better opening abroad. I may +do so; and I believe I shall like living there." + +"Very well," said Mr. Dare, after some minutes' silence. "It may be for +the best. At all events, it will give time for things here to blow over. +If you don't find it what you like, you can only return." + +"I shall be sure not to return, unless I can square up some of my +liabilities here," returned Herbert. "You must help me to get there, +sir." + +"What do you want?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"Fifty pounds." + +"I can't do it, Herbert," was the prompt answer. + +"I must have it if I am to go," was Herbert's firm reply. "There are two +or three trifles here which I will not leave unsettled, and I cannot go +over there with pockets absolutely empty. Fifty pounds is not so great a +sum, sir, to pay to get rid of me." + +Old Anthony Dare knit his brow in perplexity. He supposed he must +furnish the money, though he did not in the least see how it was to be +done. + +The matter settled, Herbert took his hat and went out. The first object +his eyes alighted on outside was Sergeant Delves. That worthy, pacing +through the town, had brought himself to an anchor opposite the office +of Mr. Dare, and was regarding it, lost in a brown study. The sergeant +was in a state of discomfiture, touching the affair of the late Anthony +Dare. He had lost no time in "looking after" Miss Caroline Mason, as he +had promised himself; and the sequence had been--defeat. Without any +open stir on the part of the police--without allowing Caroline herself +to know that she was doubted--the sergeant contrived to put himself in +full possession of her movements on that night. The result proved that +she must be exempt from the suspicion; or, as the sergeant expressed it, +"was out of the hole;" and that gentleman remained at fault again. + +Herbert crossed over to him. "What are you looking at, Delves?" + +"I wasn't looking at anything in particular," was the answer. "Coming in +sight of your office naturally brought my thoughts back to that +unsatisfactory business. I never was so baffled before." + +"It is very strange who it could have been," observed Herbert. "I often +think of it." + +"Never so baffled before," continued the sergeant, as if there had been +no interruption to his own words. "I could almost have been upon oath at +the time, that the murderer was in the house; hadn't left it. And +yet----" + +"You could have been upon oath that it was I," interrupted Herbert. + +"That's true. I could. But you had yourself chiefly to thank for it, Mr. +Herbert Dare, through making a mystery of your movements that night. +After you were cleared, my mind turned to that girl; and that, I found, +was no go." + +"What girl?" interrupted Herbert. + +"The one in Honey Fair: your brother Anthony's old sweetheart. It wasn't +her, though; I have proofs. Charlotte East had her at her house that +evening, and kept her till twelve o'clock, when she went home to bed in +her garret. Charlotte's going to try to make something of her again. And +now I am baffled, and I don't deny it." + +"To suspect any girl is ridiculous," observed Herbert Dare. "No girl, it +is to be hoped, would possess the courage or the strength to accomplish +such a deed as that." + +"You don't know 'em as we police do," nodded the sergeant. "I was asking +your father only a day or two ago, whether he could make sure of his +servants, that they had not been in it----" + +"Of our servants?" interrupted Herbert, in surprise. "What an idea!" + +"Well, I have gone round to my old opinion--that it _was_ some one in +the house," returned the sergeant. "But it seems the servants are all on +the square. I can't make it out." + +"Why on earth should you suppose it to be any one in the house?" +questioned Herbert, in considerable wonderment. + +"Because I do," was the answer. "We police see and note down what others +pass over. There was odds and ends of things at the time that made us +infer it; and I can't get it out of my mind." + +"It is an impossibility that it could have been a resident of the +house," dissented Herbert. "Every one in it is above suspicion." + +"Who do _you_ fancy it might have been?" asked the sergeant, abruptly, +almost as if he wished to surprise Herbert out of an incautious answer. + +But Herbert had nothing to tell him; no suspicion was on his mind to be +surprised out of. "If I could fancy it was, or might be, any particular +individual, I should come to you and say so, without asking," he +replied. "I am as much at fault as you can be. Anthony may have made +slight enemies in the town, what with his debts and his temper, and one +thing or another; but no enemies of that terrible nature--capable of +killing him. I wish I could see cause for a reasonable suspicion," he +added with emotion. "I would give my right arm"--stretching it out--"to +solve the mystery. As well for my sake as for my dead brother's." + +"Well, all I can say is, that I am down on my beam ends," concluded the +sergeant. + +Meanwhile Henry Ashley was getting little better. He had fallen into a +state of utter prostration. Mental anguish had told upon him physically, +and his bodily weakness was no doubt great: but he made no effort to +rouse himself. He would lie for hours, his eyes half-closed, noticing no +one. The medical men said they had seen nothing like it, and Mr. and +Mrs. Ashley grew alarmed. The only one to remonstrate with him--he alone +held the key to its cause--was William Halliburton. + +William's influence over him was very great: he yielded to no one, not +even to his father, as he would yield to William. Henry gave the reins +to his tongue, and said all sorts of irritating things to William, as he +did to every one else. It only masked the deep affection, the lasting +friendship, which had taken possession of his heart for William. + +"Let me be; let me be," he said to William one day, in answer to a +remonstrance that he should rouse himself. "I told you that my life had +passed out with _her_." + +"But your life has not passed out with her," argued William; "your life +is in you, just as much as it ever was. And it is your duty to make some +use of your life; not to let it run to waste--as you are doing." + +"It does not affect you," was the tart reply. + +"It does very much affect me. I am grieved to see you hug your pain, +instead of shaking it off; vexed to think that a man should so bury his +days. It is an unfortunate thing that no one is cognizant of this matter +but myself." + +"Is it though!" retorted Henry. "You are a fine Job's comforter!" + +"Yes, it is. Were it known to those about you, you would not for shame +lie here, and indulge regrets after an imprudent and silly girl." + +Henry flashed an angry glance at him from his soft dark eyes. "Take +care, my good fellow! I can stand some things; but I don't stand all." + +"An imprudent, silly girl, who does not care a rush for you," +emphatically repeated William: "whose wild and ill-judged affection is +given to another. Was ever infatuation like unto yours!" + +"Have a care, I tell you!" burst forth Henry. "By what right do you say +these things to me?" + +"I say them for your good--and I intend that you should feel them. When +a surgeon's knife probes a wound, the patient groans and winces; but it +is done to cure him." + +"You are a man of eloquence!" sarcastically rejoined Henry. "Pity but +you could flourish at the Bar, and take the anticipated shine out of +Frank!" + +"Answer me one plain question, Henry. Do you still indulge a hope +towards Anna Lynn?--to her becoming your wife?" + +With a shriek of anger, Henry caught up his slipper, and sent it flying +through the air at William's head. + +"What's that for?" equably demanded William, dodging his head out of the +way. + +"How dare you hint at such a thing? I told you there were some things I +wouldn't stand. Is it fitting that one who has figured in such an +escapade should be made the wife of an Ashley? If we were left by our +two selves upon the earth, all else gone dead and out of it, I wouldn't +marry her." + +"Precisely so. I have judged you rightly. Then, under this state of +things, what in the name of fortune is the use of your lying here and +thinking about her?" + +"I don't think about her," fractiously returned Henry. "You are always +fancying things." + +"You do think about her. I can see that you do. I should be above it," +quaintly continued William. + +"Go and pick up my slipper." + +"Will you come down to tea this evening?" + +"No, I won't. You come here and preach up this morality, or divinity, or +whatever you may please to term it, to me; but, wait and see how you'd +act, if you should ever get struck on the keen edge as I have been." + +"Come! let me help you up." + +"Don't bother. I am not going to get up. I----" + +At that moment, Mr. Ashley opened the door. His errand likewise was to +induce Henry to leave his sofa and his room, and join them below. Henry +could not be brought to comply. + +"No. I have just told William. I cannot think why he did not go back and +say so. He only stops here to worry me. There! get along, William; and +come back when you have swallowed enough tea." + +Mr. Ashley laid his hand on William's arm, as they walked together along +the corridor, and brought him to a halt. "What _is_ this illness of +Henry's? There is some secret connected with it, I am sure, and you are +cognizant of it. I must know what it is." + +Mr. Ashley's tone was a decided one; his manner firm. William made no +reply. + +"Tell me what it is, William." + +"I cannot," said William. "Certainly not without Henry's permission; and +I do not think he will give it. If it were my secret, sir, instead of +his, I would tell it at your bidding." + +"Is it of the mind or the body?" + +"The mind. I think the worst is over. Do not speak to him about it, I +pray you, sir." + +"William, is it anything that can be remedied? By money?--by any means +at command?" + +"It can never be remedied," replied William earnestly, "Were the whole +world brought to bear upon it, it could do nothing. Time and his own +good sense must effect the cure." + +"Then I may as well not ask about it if I cannot aid. You are fully in +his confidence." + +"Yes. And all that another can do, I am doing. We have a daily battle. I +want to rouse him out of his apathy." + +"Oh, that you could!" aspirated Mr. Ashley. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +A LOSS FOR POMERANIAN KNOLL. + + +Pomeranian Knoll had scarcely recovered its equanimity after the shock +of the departure of Herbert Dare for foreign parts, when it found itself +about to be shorn of another inmate. The word "shock" is used to express +the suddenness of the affair, rather than in its enlarged and more +ordinary sense. Herbert, what with one thing and another, had brought a +good deal of vexation upon the paternal home; Helstonleigh also had not +been holding him in extensive favour since the trial; and that home was +not sorry that he should absent himself from it for a time. But it +certainly did not bargain for his announcing his departure one night, +and being off the next morning. Yet such was the course he pursued: and +in that light his departure may be said to have been a shock to the +town. Mr. Dare had known of it longer; but he had not proclaimed it any +more than Herbert had: it may be that Herbert feared being stopped, if +the intended journey got wind. + +A week or two after this, Signora Varsini received a letter with a +foreign post-mark on it. The fact was nothing extraordinary in itself: +the signora did occasionally receive letters bearing foreign post-marks; +but this one threw her into a state of commotion, the like of which had +never been witnessed. Thrusting the letter into the deepest pocket of +her dress when it was delivered to her, she finished giving the music +lesson to Minny, which she was occupied upon, and then retired to her +room to peruse it. From this she emerged a short time after, with a long +face of consternation, uttering frantic ejaculations. Mrs. Dare was +quite alarmed. What was the matter with mademoiselle? + +"Ah, what misère! what désolation! what tristes nouvelles!" The letter +was from her aunt in Paris, who was thrown upon her death-bed; and she, +mademoiselle, must hasten thither without delay. If she could not start +by a train that day, she must go by the first one the next. She was +désolée to leave madame at a coup; her heart would break in bidding +adieu to the young ladies; but necessity was stern. She must make her +baggage forthwith, and would be obliged to madame for her salary. + +Mrs. Dare was taken--as the saying runs--all of a heap. She had not +cared to part with mademoiselle so soon, although the retaining her +entailed an additional expense, which they could ill afford in their +gradually increasing embarrassments and straitening means: but the chief +point that puzzled her was the paying up of the salary. Between thirty +and forty pounds were due. There appeared, however, to be no help for +it, and she applied to Mr. Dare. + +"You may as well ask me for my head as for that sum to-day," was that +gentleman's reply, thinking he was destined never to find peace on +earth. "Tell her you will send it after her, if she must go." + +Mrs. Dare shook her head. It would not be of the least use, she was +sure. Mademoiselle was not one to be put off in that way, or to depart +without her money. + +How Mr. Dare managed it he perhaps hardly knew himself; but he brought +home the money at night, and the governess was paid in full. On the +following morning there was a ceremonious leave-taking, loud and +suggestive on the part of mademoiselle. She saluted them all on both +cheeks, and promised to write every week, at least. A fly came to the +door for her and her luggage, and George Dare mounted the box to escort +her to the station. Mademoiselle politely invited him inside; but he had +just lighted a cigar, and preferred to stop where he was. + +"I say, mademoiselle," cried he, after she was seated in the railway +carriage, "if you should happen to come across Herbert, I wish you'd +tell him----" + +Mademoiselle interrupted with a burst of indignation. _She_ come across +Monsieur Herbert! What should bring her coming across _him_? Monsieur +George must be _fou_ to think it. Monsieur Herbert was not in Paris, was +he? She had understood he was in Holland. + +"Oh, well, it's all on the other side of the Channel," answered George, +whose geographical notions of the Continent were not very definite. +"Perhaps you won't see him, though, mademoiselle; so never mind." + +Mademoiselle replied by telling him to take care of himself; for the +whistle was sounding. George drew back, and watched the train off; +mademoiselle nodding her farewell to him from the window. + +And that was the last that Helstonleigh saw of Mrs. Dare's Italian +governess, the Signora Varsini. Helstonleigh might not have been any the +worse had it never seen the first of her. Mrs. Dare, after her +departure, suddenly remembered that mademoiselle had once told her she +had not a single relative in the world. Who could this aunt be, to whom +she was hastening? + +And Henry Ashley? As the weeks and the months went on, Henry began to +rouse himself from his prostration; his apathy. William Halliburton made +no secret of it to Henry that it was suspected he was suffering from +some inward grief which he was concealing, and that he had been +questioned on the point by Mr. Ashley. "You know," said William, "I +shall have no resource but to _tell_, unless you show yourself a +sensible man, and come out of this nonsense." + +It alarmed Henry; rather than have his secret feelings betrayed for the +family benefit, he could have died. In a grumbling and discontented sort +of mood, he went about again, and resumed his idle occupations (such as +they were) as usual. One evening William enticed him out for a walk, +took possession of his arm, and pounced into Robert East's, before Henry +well knew where he was. He sat down, apathetic and indifferent, after +nodding carelessly to the respectful salutation of the men. "I must give +just ten minutes to them, as I am here," observed William. "You can go +to sleep the while." + +The ten minutes lengthened into twenty, and Henry's attention was so far +roused that he came to the table in his impulsive way, and began talking +on his own account. When William was ready to go, he was not; and he +actually told the men that he would come round again. It was a great +point gained. + +Small beginnings, it has been remarked, lead to great endings. The +humble, confined way in which the class had begun at Robert East's; the +vague ideas of William upon the subject; the doubtings of East and +Crouch, were looked back upon with a smile. For the little venture had +swollen itself into a great undertaking--an undertaking that was +destined to effect a revolution throughout the whole of Honey Fair, and +might probably even extend to Helstonleigh itself. The drawback now was +want of room; numbers were being kept away by it. Henry Ashley did go +again; and finding that books of the right kind ran short, he, the day +after his second visit, wrote off an order for a whole cargo. + +Mr. Ashley was in a state of inward delight. Anything to rouse him! "You +think it will succeed, that movement, do you, Henry?" he carelessly +observed. + +"It's safe to succeed," was the answer. "William, with his palavering, +has gained the ear of the fellows. I don't believe there's William +Halliburton's equal in the whole world!" he added, with enthusiasm. +"Fancy his sacrificing his time to such a thing, and for no benefit to +himself! It will bear a rich crop of fruit too. If I have the gift--I'll +give you a long word for once--of ratiocination, this reform of +William's will be more extensive than we now foresee." + +The chief thing in these evenings was to keep alive the interest of the +men. Not to lead them to abstruse things, which they had a difficulty in +understanding, and remained strange to at best; but rather to plunge +them into familiar home topics--the philosophy, if you will, of everyday +life. There is a right and a wrong way of doing most things, and it +often happens that people, from ignorance, pursue the wrong. Of the +plain sanitary laws, relating to physical health, Honey Fair was +intensely ignorant: of the ventilation of rooms, of cleanliness, of the +most simple rules by which the body can be kept in order, they knew no +more than they did of the moon. When a man was, to use Honey Fair +phraseology, "took bad," he generally neglected the symptoms altogether, +thereby laying the foundation of worse illness: or else he went to a +doctor, and ran himself into expense. A little familiarity with ordinary +complaints and ordinary antidotes would have remedied this. An +acquaintance with sanitary laws would have prevented it. When children +were down with measles or scarlatina, the careless of the land allowed +the maladies to take their own course, and the sufferers to air +themselves in the gutters, as usual. The cautious ones smothered the +patients in a hot room, keeping up a fire as large as the stock of coals +would allow, and borrowing all the blankets from the houses on either +side, to heap upon them. No wonder the supply of little coffins was +great to Honey Fair. + +All these things would be talked of and discussed, and a little +enlightenment imparted to the men, as a guidance for the future. No one +who did not witness it can imagine the delighted satisfaction with which +these and similar practical topics were welcomed; for they bore for them +a personal interest--they concerned themselves, their families, and +their homes. + +One evening the way in which Honey Fair rather liked to spend its +Sundays was under discussion; namely, the men in smoking; the women +slatternly and dirty; the children fighting and quarrelling in the dirt +outside. + +William Halliburton was asking them in a half-earnest, half-joking +manner, what particular benefit they found in it, that it should not be +remedied? Could they impart its pleasures to him? If so---- + +His voice suddenly faltered and stopped. Standing just inside the door +of the room, a quiet spectator and listener of the proceedings, was +Thomas Ashley. The men followed William's gaze, saw who was amongst +them, and rose in respectful silence. + +Mr. Ashley came forward, signing to William to continue. But William's +eloquence had died out, leaving only a heightened colour in its place. +In the presence of Mr. Ashley, whom he so loved and respected, he had +grown timid as a child. + +"Do you know," said Mr. Ashley, addressing the men, "it gives me greater +pleasure to see you here than it would do were I to hear that you had +come into a fortune." + +They smiled and shook their heads. "Fortunes didn't come to the like o' +them." + +"Never mind," replied Mr. Ashley: "fortunes are not the best gifts in +life." + +He stayed talking with them some little time, quiet words of +encouragement, and then withdrew, wishing them good luck. William left +with him: and as they passed through Honey Fair, the women ran to their +doors to gaze after them. Mr. Ashley, slightly bent with his advancing +years, leaned upon William's arm, but his face was fresh as ever, and +his dark hair showed no signs of age. William erect, noble; his height +greater than Mr. Ashley's, his forehead broader, his deep grey eyes +strangely earnest and sincere; and a flitting smile playing on his lips. +He was listening to Mr. Ashley's satisfaction at what he had witnessed. + +"How long do you intend to sacrifice your evenings to them?" + +"It is no sacrifice, Mr. Ashley. I am glad to do it. I consider it one +of the best uses to which my evenings could be given. I intend to enlist +Henry for good in the cause, if I can do so." + +"You will be an ingenious persuader if you do," returned Mr. Ashley. "I +would give half I am worth," he abruptly added, "to see the boy take an +interest in life." + +"It will be sure to come, sir. One of these days I shall surprise him +into reading a good play to the men. Something to laugh at. It will be a +beginning." + +"He is very much better," observed Mr. Ashley. "All that listless apathy +is going." + +"Oh yes. He is all but cured." + +"What was it, William?" + +William was taken by surprise. He did not answer, and Mr. Ashley +repeated the question. + +"It is his secret, sir, not mine." + +"You must confide it to me," said Mr. Ashley, in his tone of quiet +firmness. "You know me, William. When I promise that neither it nor the +fact of its having been disclosed to me, shall ever escape me, directly +or indirectly, to any living person, you know that you may depend upon +me." + +He paused. William did not speak: he was debating with himself what he +_ought_ to do. + +"William, it is a relief that I must have. Since my suspicions, that +there was a secret, were confirmed, I cannot tell you what improbable +fancies and fears have not run riot in my brain. For prostration so +excessive to have overtaken him, one would almost think he had been +guilty of murder, or some other unaccountable crime. _You must relieve +my mind_: which, in spite of my uncontrollable fancies, I do not doubt +the truth will do. It will make no difference to any one; it will only +be an additional bond between myself and you; and you, my almost son." + +William's duty rose before him, clear and distinct. But when he spoke, +it was in a whisper. + +"He loved Anna Lynn." + +Mr. Ashley walked on without comment. William resumed. + +"Had that unhappy affair not taken place, Henry's intention was to make +her his wife, provided you could have been brought to consent to it. His +whole days used to be spent, I believe, in planning how he could best +invent a chance of obtaining it." + +"And now?" very sharply asked Mr. Ashley. + +"Now the thing is at an end for ever. Henry's good sense has come to his +aid; I suppose I may say his pride; his self-esteem. Innocent of actual +ill as Anna was in the affair, there was sufficient reflection cast upon +her to prove to Henry that his hopeful visions could never be carried +out. That was Henry's secret, sir: and I almost feared the blow would +have killed him. But he is getting over it." + +Mr. Ashley drew a deep breath. "William, I thank you. You have relieved +me from a nightmare: and you may forget having given me the confidence +if you like, for it will never be abused. What are you going to do about +space?" he continued, in a different tone. + +"About space, sir?" + +"For those protégés of yours, at East's. They seem to me to be tolerably +confined for it, there?" + +"Yes, and that is not the worst," said William. "Men are asking to join +every day, and they cannot be taken in." + +"_I_ can't think how you manage to get so many--and to keep them." + +"I suppose the chief secret is, that their interest enters into it. We +contrive to keep that up. Most of them would not go back to the Horned +Ram for the world." + +"Well, where shall you stow them?" + +"It is more than I can say, sir. We must manage it somehow." + +"Henry told me you were ambitious enough to aspire to the Mormon +failure." + +"I was foolish enough to do so," replied William, with a laugh. "Seeing +it was very much in the condition of the famed picture taken of the good +Dr. Primrose and his family--useless--I went and offered a rent for +it--only a trifling sum, it is true; but if our fires only kept it from +damp, one would think the builder might have been glad to let it, thrown +as it is upon his hands. I told him so." + +"What did he say?" + +"He stood out for thirty pounds. But that's more than I--than we can +afford." + +"And who was going to find the money? You?" + +William hesitated; but did not see any way out of the dilemma. + +"Well, sir, you know it is a sad pity for the good work to be stopped, +through so insignificant a trifle as want of room." + +"I think it is," replied Mr. Ashley. "You can hire it to-morrow, and +move your forms and tables and books into it as soon as you like. I will +find the rent." + +The words took William by surprise. "Oh, Mr. Ashley, do you really mean +it?" + +"Really mean it? It is little enough, compared with what you are doing. +A few years, William, and your name may be great in Helstonleigh. You +are working on for it." + +William walked with Mr. Ashley as far as his house, and then turned back +to his own. He found sorrow there. Not having been home since +dinner-time, for he had taken tea at Mr. Ashley's, he was unconscious of +some tidings which had been brought by the afternoon's post. Jane sat +and grieved while she told him. Her brother Robert was dead. Very rarely +indeed did she hear from the New World; Margaret appeared to be too full +of cares and domestic bustle to write often. She might not have written +now, but to tell of the death of Robert. + +"I have lost myself sometimes in a vision of seeing Robert home again," +said Jane, with a sigh. "And now he is gone!" + +"He was not married, was he?" asked William. + +"No. I fear he never got on very well. Never to be at his ease." + +Gar came in noisily, and interrupted them. The death of an uncle whom he +had never seen, and who had lived thousands of miles away, did not +appear to Gar to be a matter calling for any especial amount of grief. +Gar was in high spirits on his own account; for Gar was going to +Cambridge. Not in all the pomp and pride of an unlimited purse, however, +but as a humble sizar. + +Gar, not seeing his way very clearly, had been wise enough to pluck up +courage and apply for counsel to the head master of the college school. +He had told him that he meant to go to college, and how he meant to go, +and he asked Mr. Keating if he could help him to a situation, where he +might be useful between terms. "A school where I might become a junior +assistant," suggested Gar. "Or any family who would take me to read with +their sons? If I only earned my food, it would be so much the less +weight upon my mother," added he, in the candid spirit peculiar to the +family. + +"Have you forgotten that you ought to work, yourself, out of terms, +nearly as hard as in them?" asked Mr. Keating. + +"Oh, no, sir, I have not forgotten it. I will take care to accomplish my +own work as well. That should not suffer." + +Mr. Keating looked at the cheerful, hopeful face, a sure index of the +brave hopeful spirit. He had taken unusual interest in the two +Halliburtons, so clever and persevering. It had been impossible for him +not to do so; for, if Mr. Keating had a weakness, it was for a good +classical scholar. + +"I'll see about it, Gar," said he. "But you are rather young to read +with students. And I do not suppose any school would be willing to +engage you on account of the interruption that keeping your terms would +cause. If nothing better turns up, you can remain in the college +school-room here, and undertake one of the junior desks. I should give +you nothing for it," added the master, "except your meals. Those you +would be welcome to take at my house with my private pupils, sleeping at +your own home. And I think that, for you, it would be a better +arrangement than any other, for it would leave you plenty of time for +your own studies, and I could still superintend them." + +Gar thought the arrangement would be first-rate. It would be the very +thing. "Not that I ever thought of it," he ingenuously said. "I did not +know the college school admitted assistants." + +"Neither does it," replied the master. "You would be ostensibly my +private pupil. And if I choose to set a private pupil to keep the desks +to their work, that is my affair." + +Gar could only reiterate his thanks. + +"I am pleased to give you this little encouragement," remarked Mr. +Keating. "When I see boys hopefully plodding on in the teeth of +difficulties, of brave heart, of sterling conduct, they deserve all the +encouragement that can be given to them. If you and your brothers only +go on as you have hitherto gone on, you will stand in after-years as +bright examples of what industry and perseverance can achieve." + +So that, altogether, Gar was in spirits, and did not by any means put on +superfluous mourning for a gentleman who had died in the backwoods of +Canada, although he was his mother's brother. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +AN OFFER OF MARRIAGE. + + +"Mary," said Mr. Ashley, "I have received an offer of marriage for you." + +A somewhat abrupt announcement to make to a young lady, and Mr. Ashley +spoke in the gravest tone. They were seated round the breakfast table, +Mary by her mother's side, who was pouring out the coffee. Mary looked +surprised, rather amused; but that was the only emotion discernible in +her countenance. + +"It is fine to be you, Miss Mary!" struck in Henry, before anyone could +speak. "Pray, sir, who is the venturer?" + +"He assures me that his happiness is bound up in his offer being +accepted," resumed Mr. Ashley. "I fancy he felt inclined to assure me +that Mary's was also. Of course, all I can do, is, to lay the proposal +before her." + +"What _is_ it that you are talking about, Thomas?" interposed Mrs. +Ashley, unable until then to say a word, and speaking with some +irritability. "I do not consider Mary old enough to be married. How can +you think of saying such things to her?" + +"Neither do I, mamma," said Mary, with a laugh. "I like my home too well +to leave it." + +"And while you are talking sentiment, my curiosity is on the rack," +cried Henry. "I have inquired the name of the bridegroom, and I should +like to be answered." + +"The would-be bridegroom," put in Mary. + +"Mary, I am ashamed of you!" went on Henry. "I blush for your manners. +Nice credit she does to your bringing up, mamma! When young ladies of +condition receive a celestial offer, they behave with due propriety, +hang their heads with a blush, and subdue their voice to a whisper. And +here's Mary--look at her!--talking quite loudly and making merry over +it. Once more, sir, who is the adventurous gentleman? Is it good old +General Wells, our gouty neighbour opposite, who is lifted in and out of +his chariot for his daily airing? I have told Mary repeatedly that she +was setting her cap at him." + +"It is not so advantageous a proposal in a financial point of view," +observed Mr. Ashley, maintaining his impassibility. "It proceeds from +one of my dependents at the manufactory." + +Mary had the sugar-basin in her hand at the moment, and a sudden tremor +seemed to seize her. She set it down; but so clumsily, that half the +lumps fell out. Her face had turned to a glowing crimson. Mr. Ashley +noticed it. + +Mrs. Ashley only noticed the sugar. "Mary, how came you to do that? Very +careless, my dear." + +Mary began meekly to pick up the sugar, the flush giving way to pallor. +She lifted her handkerchief to her face and held it there, as if she had +a cold. + +"The honour comes from Cyril Dare," said Mr. Ashley. + +"Cyril Dare!" + +"Cyril Dare!" + +In different tones of scorn, but each expressing it most fully, the +repetition broke from Mrs. Ashley and Henry. Mary, on the contrary, +recovered her equanimity and her countenance. She laughed out, as if she +were glad. + +"What did you say to him, papa?" + +"I gave him my opinion only. That I thought he had mistaken my daughter, +if he entertained hopes that she would listen to his suit. The question +rests with you, Mary." + +"Oh papa, what nonsense! rests with me! Why you know I would never have +Cyril Dare." + +A smile crossed Mr. Ashley's face. He probably _had_ known it. + +"Cyril Dare!" repeated Mary, as if unable to overcome her astonishment. +"He must have turned silly. I would not have Cyril Dare if he were worth +his weight in gold." + +"And he must be worth a great deal more than his weight in gold, Mary, +before I would consent to your having him," quietly rejoined Mr. Ashley. + +"Have _him_!" echoed Henry. "If I feared there was a danger of the +daughter of all the Ashleys so degrading herself, I should bribe cook to +make an arsenic cake, cut the young lady a portion myself, and stand by +while she ate it." + +"Don't talk foolishly, Henry," rebuked Mrs. Ashley. + +"Mamma, I must say I do not think it would be half so foolish as Cyril +Dare was," cried Mary, with spirit. + +Mrs. Ashley, relieved from any temporary fear of losing Mary, was +comfortably going on with her breakfast. "Did Cyril say how he meant to +provide for Mary, if he obtained her?" asked she, with an amused look. + +"He did not touch upon ways and means. I conclude that he intended I +should have the honour of keeping them both." + +Henry Ashley leaned back in his chair, and laughed. "If this is not the +richest joke I have heard for a long while! Cyril Dare! the kinsman of +Herbert the beautiful! Confound his im-pu-dence!" + +"Then you decline the honour of the alliance, Mary?" said Mr. Ashley. +"What am I to tell him?" + +"What you please, papa. Tell him, if you like, that I would rather marry +a chimney-sweep. I _would_, if it came to a choice between the two. How +very senseless of Cyril to think of such a thing!" + +"How very shrewd, I think, Mary--if he could only have got you," was the +reply of Mr. Ashley. + +"If!" saucily put in Mary. + +Henry bent over the table to his sister. "I tell you what, Mary. You go +this morning and offer yourself to our gouty friend, the general. He +will jump at it, and we'll have the banns put up. We cannot, you know, +be subjected to such shocks as these, on your account; it is +unreasonable to expect it. I assure you it will be the most effectual +plan to set Cyril Dare, and those of his tribe, at rest. No, thank you, +ma'am," turning to Mrs. Ashley--"no more coffee. This has been enough +breakfast for me." + +"Who is this?" asked Mr. Ashley, as footsteps were heard on the +gravel-walk. + +Mrs. Ashley lifted her eyes. "It is William Halliburton." + +"William Halliburton!" echoed Henry. "Ah! if you could have put his +heart and intellect into Cyril's form, now, it might have done." + +He spoke with that freedom of speech which characterized him, and in +which, from his infirmity, he had not been checked. No one made any +remark in answer, and William entered. He had come to ask some business +question of Mr. Ashley. + +"I will walk down with you," said Mr. Ashley, "and see to it. Take a +seat, William." + +"It is getting late, sir." + +"Well, I suppose you can afford to be late for once," replied Mr. +Ashley. And William smiled as he sat down. + +"We have had a letter from Cambridge, this morning. From Gar." + +"And how does Mr. Gar get on?" asked Henry. + +"First rate. He takes a leaf out of Frank's book; determined to see no +difficulties in his way. Frank's letters are always cheering. I really +believe he cares no more for being a servitor than he would for wearing +a hat at Christchurch. All his wish is to get on: he looks to the +future." + +"But he does his duty in the present," quietly remarked Mr. Ashley. + +William smiled. "It is the only way to insure the future, sir. Frank and +Gar have been learning that all their lives." + +Mr. Ashley, telling William not to get the fidgets, for he was not ready +yet, withdrew to the next room with his wife. They had some weighty +domestic matter to settle, touching a dinner party. Henry linked his arm +within William's and drew him to the window, throwing it open to the +early spring sunshine. Mary remained at the breakfast table. + +"What do you think Cyril Dare, the presuming, has had the conscience to +ask?" began he. + +"I know," replied William. "I heard him say he should ask it yesterday." + +"The deuce you did?" uttered Henry. "And you did not knock him down?" + +"Knock him down! Was it any business of mine?" + +"You might have done it as my friend, I think. A slight correction of +his impudence." + +"I do not see that it is your business either," returned William. "It is +Mr. Ashley's." + +"Oh, indeed! Perhaps you would like it carried out?" + +"I have no right to say it shall not be." + +"Thank you!" chafed Henry. "Mary," he called out to his sister, "here's +Halliburton recommending that that business we know of shall be carried +out." + +William only laughed. He was accustomed to Henry's exaggerations. "It is +what Cyril has been expecting for years," said he. + +Henry gazed at him. "What is? What are you talking of?" + +"Being taken into partnership by Mr. Ashley." + +"Is it _that_ you are blundering over? Does he expect it?" continued +Henry, after a pause. + +"Cyril said, yesterday, the firm would soon be Ashley and Dare." + +"Did he indeed! He had better not count upon it so as to disturb his +digestion. That's presumption enough, goodness knows; but it is a mere +flea-bite compared with the other. He has asked for Mary. It is true as +that we are standing here." + +William turned his questioning gaze on Henry. He did not understand. +"Asked for her for what? What to do?" + +"To be his wife." + +"Oh!" The strange sound was not a burst of indignation, or a groan of +pain: it was a mixture of both. William thrust his head out of the +window. + +"He actually asked the master for her yesterday!" went on Henry. "He +said his heart, or liver, or some such part of him was bound up in her: +as she was bound up in him. Fancy the honour of her becoming Mrs. +Cyril!" + +William did not turn his head: not a glimpse of his face could be +caught. "Will she have him?" he asked, at length. + +The question exasperated Henry. "Yes, she will. There! Go and +congratulate her. You are a fool, William." + +The sound of his angry voice, not his words, reached Mary's ears. She +came forward. "What is the matter, Henry?" + +"So he is a fool," was Henry's answer. "He wants to know if you are +going to marry Cyril Dare. I tell him yes. No one but an idiot would +have asked it." + +William turned, his face full of an emotion that Henry had never seen +there: a streak of scarlet on his cheeks, his earnest eyes strangely +troubled. And Mary?--her face seemed to have borrowed the same flush, as +she stood there, her head and eyelashes bent. + +Henry Ashley gazed, first at one, next at the other, and then turned and +leaned from the window himself. In contrition for having spoken so +openly of his sister's affairs? Not at all. Whistling the bars of a +renowned comic song of the day called "The Steam Arm." + +Mr. Ashley put in his head. "I am ready, William." + +William touched Mary's hand in silence by way of adieu, and halted as he +passed Henry. "Shall you come round to the men to-night?" + +"No, I shan't," retorted Henry. "I am upset for the day." + +He was halfway down the path when he heard himself called by Henry, +still leaning from the window. He went back to him. + +"She said she'd rather have a chimney-sweep than Cyril Dare. Don't go +and make a muff of yourself again." + +William turned away without any answer. Mr. Ashley, who had waited, put +his arm within his, and they proceeded to the manufactory. + +"Have you heard this rumour, respecting Herbert Dare, that has been +wafted over from Germany within the last day or two?" inquired Mr. +Ashley, as they walked along. + +"Yes, sir," replied William. + +"I wonder if it is true?" + +William did not answer. William's private opinion was, that it was true. +It had been tolerably well authenticated. A rumour that need not be very +specifically enlarged upon here. Helstonleigh never came to the bottom +of it: never knew for certain how much of it was true, and how much +false, and we cannot expect to be better favoured than Helstonleigh, in +the point of enlightenment. It was not a pleasant rumour, and the late +governess's name was unaccountably mixed up in it. For one thing, it +said that Herbert Dare, finding commercial pursuits not congenial to his +taste, had given them up, and was roaming about Germany. Mademoiselle +also. It was a report that did not do credit to Herbert, or tend to +reflect respectability on his family; yet Mr. Ashley fully believed that +to that report he owed the application of Cyril with regard to Mary, +strange as it may appear at a first glance, to say it. The application +had astonished Mr. Ashley beyond expression. He could only come to the +conclusion that Cyril must have entertained the hope for some time, but +had been induced to disclose it prematurely. So prematurely--even +allowing that other circumstances favoured it--that Mr. Ashley was +tempted to laugh. A man without means, without a home, without any +definite prospects, merely a workman, as might be said, in his +manufactory, upon a very small salary; it was ridiculous in the extreme +for _him_ to offer marriage to Miss Ashley. Mr. Ashley, of upright +conduct in the sight of day, was not one to wink at folly; any escapade +such as that, now flying about Helstonleigh as attributed to Herbert, +would not be an additional recommendation in Cyril's favour. Had he +hastened to speak _before_ it should reach Mr. Ashley's ears? Mr. Ashley +thought so. An hour after Cyril had spoken, he heard the scandal; and it +flashed over his mind that to that he was indebted for the premature +honour. Cyril would have liked to secure his consent before anything +unpleasant transpired. + +As Mr. Ashley came in view of the manufactory, Cyril Dare observed him. +Cyril was lounging in an indolent manner at the entrance doors, +exchanging greetings with the various passers-by. He ought to have been +inside at his business; but oughts went for little with Cyril. Since +Samuel Lynn's departure, Cyril had been living in clover; enjoying as +much idleness as he liked. William assumed no authority over him, though +full authority had been given to William over the manufactory in +general; and Cyril, except when he just happened to be under Mr. +Ashley's eye, passed his time agreeably. Cyril stared as he caught sight +of the master, and then went in, his spirits going down a little. To see +the master thus walking confidentially with William, seemed to argue +unfavourably for his suit; though why it should seem so, Cyril did not +know. Cyril's staring was occasioned by that fact. He had never been +promoted to the honour of thus walking familiarly with Mr. Ashley. In +fact, for the master, a reserved and proud man with all his good +qualities, to link his arm within a dependant's, astonished Cyril +considerably. + +When they entered, Cyril was at work in his apron, standing at the +counter in the master's room, steady and assiduous, as though he had +been there for the last half-hour. The master came in, but William +remained in Mr. Lynn's room. + +"Good morning, sir," said Cyril. + +"Good morning," replied the master. + +He sat down to his desk, and opened a letter that was lying on it. +Presently he looked up. + +"Cyril!" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Step here." + +Cyril approached the desk, feeling what a lady might call nervous. The +decisive moment had come: should he be provided for, for life; enjoy a +good position and the means of living as a gentleman? Or would his +unlucky star prevail, and consign him to--he did not quite foresee to +what? + +"I have spoken to Miss Ashley. She was excessively surprised at your +application, and begs to decline it in the most unequivocal manner. +Allow me to add a recommendation from myself, that you bury in oblivion +the fact of your having made it." + +Cyril hesitated for a moment, and looked foolish. "Why?" he asked. + +"_Why?_" repeated Mr. Ashley. "I think you could answer that query for +yourself, and save me the trouble. I do not wish to go too closely into +facts and causes, past and present, unless you desire it. One thing you +must be aware of, Cyril, that such a proposition from you to my daughter +was utterly out of place. I should have rejected it point-blank +yesterday; in fact, in the surprise of the moment, I almost spoke out +more plainly than you would have liked, but that I thought it as well +for you to have Miss Ashley's opinion as well as my own." + +"Why am I rejected, sir?" continued Cyril. + +Mr. Ashley waved his hand with dignity. "Return to your employment, +Cyril. It is quite sufficient for you to know that you are rejected, +without my going into motives and reasons. They might not, I say, be +palatable to you." + +Cyril did not venture to press it further. He returned to the counter, +and stood there, ostensibly going on with his work, and boiling over +with rage. The master sat some little time longer and then left the +room. Soon after, William came in. His eye caught Cyril's employment. + +"Cyril," cried he, hastily advancing to him, "you must not make up those +gloves. I told you yesterday not to touch them." + +A dangerous speech. Cyril was not unlike touchwood at that moment, +liable to go off at the slightest contact. "You told me!" he burst +forth. "Do you think I am going to do what you choose to tell me? Try it +on for the future, that's all. _You_ tell _me_!" + +"They are the very best gloves, and must be sorted with nicety," +returned William. "Don't you know that the sorting of the last parcel +was found fault with in London? It vexed the master; and he desired me +to do all the sorting myself, until Mr. Lynn should be at home." + +"I choose to sort," returned Cyril. + +"But you must not sort in the face of the master's orders; or, if you +do, I must go over them again." + +"That's right; praise up yourself!" foamed Cyril. "Of course you are an +efficient sorter, and I am a bad one." + +"You might be as good a sorter as any one, if you chose to give it +proper time and attention. What a temper you are in this morning! What's +the matter?" + +"The matter is, that I have submitted to your rule long enough, but I'll +do it no longer," was the reply of Cyril, whose anger was gathering +strength, and whose ill feeling towards William, deep down in his heart +from long ago, had had envy added to it of late. + +William made no reply. He carefully swept the dozens that Cyril had made +up, farther down the counter, that they might be in a stronger light. + +"What's that for?" cried Cyril. "How dare you meddle with my work? They +are done as well as you can do them, any day." + +"Now, where's the use of flying into this passion, Cyril? What's it for? +Do you suppose I go over your work again for pleasure, or to find fault +with it? I do it because the master has ordered me to make up every +dozen that goes out; and if you do it first of all, it is sheer waste of +time. See here," added William, holding two or three pairs towards him, +"_these_ will not do for firsts." + +Angry Cyril! He was quite beside himself with anger. It was not this +trifling matter in the daily business that would have excited him; but +Mr. Ashley's rejection, his words altogether, had turned Cyril's blood +into gall; and this was made the outlet. He dashed the gloves out of +William's hand to the farthest corner of the room, and struck him a +powerful blow on the chest. It caused William to stagger: he was +unprepared for it; but whether he would have returned it must remain +uncertain. Before there was time or opportunity, Cyril found himself +whirled backwards by a hand as powerful as his own; and a voice of stern +authority was demanding the meaning of the scene. + +The hand, the voice, were those of the master. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE EXPLOSION. + + +"What is the meaning of this, Cyril Dare?" + +Had Cyril supposed that the master was so close at hand, he had subdued +his passion to something short of striking a blow. He stood against the +counter, his brow lowering, his eye furious; William looked angry too. +Mr. Ashley, calm and dignified, waited for an answer. + +None came. Cyril was too excited to speak. + +"Will you explain it?" said the master, turning to William. "Fighting in +my counting-house!" + +"I cannot, sir," replied William, recovering his equanimity. "I do not +understand it. I did nothing to provoke him, that I am aware of. It is +true I said I must go over the gloves again that he had made up." + +"What are those gloves flung there?" + +"I was showing them to him--that they were not fit for firsts." + +"They are fit for firsts!" retorted Cyril, breaking his silence. "I know +I did put a pair in that was not up to the mark." + +The master went and picked up the gloves himself. Taking them to the +light, he turned them about in his hands. + +"I should put two of these pairs as seconds, and one as thirds," +remarked he. "You must have been asleep when you put this one among the +firsts," he continued, indicating the latter pair, and speaking to Cyril +Dare. "It has a flaw in it." + +"Of course you will uphold Halliburton, sir, whatever he may say. That +has been the case for a long time past." + +He spoke in an insolent tone; such as none within the walls of that +manufactory had ever dared to use to the master. The master turned upon +him, speaking quietly and significantly. + + +"You forget yourself, Cyril Dare." + +"All he does is right, and all I do is wrong," persisted Cyril. "You +treat him, sir, just as though you considered him the gentleman, instead +of me." + +A half-smile, which had too much mockery in it to please Cyril, crossed +the lips of Mr. Ashley. "What's that you say about being a gentleman, +Cyril? Repeat it, will you? I should like to hear it again." + +Mockery and double mockery! Cyril's suggestive ears detected it in the +tone, if no other ears could do so. It did not improve his temper. "The +thing is this, sir: I won't submit to this state of affairs any longer. +I was not placed here to be ruled over by him; and if things can't be +put upon a better footing, one of us must leave." + +"Then, as it has come to this explosion, I say the same," struck in +William. "It is high time that things were put upon a better footing. +Cyril, you have forced me to speak, and you must take the consequences. +Sir," turning to the master, "my authority over the men is ridiculed in +their hearing. It ought not to be so." + +"By whom?" demanded the master. + +"You can ask that question of Cyril, sir." + +The master did ask it of Cyril. "Have you done this?" + +"Possibly I have," innocently returned Cyril. + +"You know you have," rejoined William. + +"Only yesterday, when I was giving directions to the stainers, he +derided all I said, and one of them inquired whether I had received +orders for what I was telling them. If the authority vested in me is to +be undermined, the men will soon set it at naught." + +Mr. Ashley looked provoked; more so than William ever remembered to have +seen him. He paused a moment, his lips quivering angrily, and then flung +open the counting-house door. + +"Dick!" + +Dick, a young tinker of ten, black in clothes and in skin, came flying +at the summons and its unusually stern tone. "Please, sir?" + +"Ring the large bell." + +Dick stared with all his eyes at hearing the words. To ring the large +bell between ten and eleven o'clock in the morning was a marvel that had +never happened in Dick's experience. But the master's orders were to be +obeyed, not questioned; and Dick, rang out a prolonged peal. The master +looked into the serving-room. + +"James Meeking, I have ordered the bell rung for the men. Pass the word +for them to come into my room; and do you and East come with them." + +The men appeared, flocking from all parts of the premises, their +astonishment certainly not inferior to Dick's. What could be the meaning +of the wholesale summoning to the presence of the master? They stood +there crowding, a sea of curious faces. Dick, consigned to the +background, climbed up the door-post, and held on by it in a mysterious +manner. + +Mr. Ashley drew William to his side, and laid his hand upon him. + +"It has been told to me that the authority vested in Mr. Halliburton has +not been implicitly obeyed by every one in the manufactory. I have +called you before me to give you my instructions personally upon the +point, that there may be no misunderstanding in the future. Whatever +directions he may see well to give, you will receive them from him, as +you would from myself. I invest him with full and complete power. And in +all my absences from the manufactory, whether they may be of an hour's, +a day's, or any longer duration, Mr. Halliburton is its master." + +They touched their hair, turned and went out as far as the serving-room, +collecting there to talk. In a short time, one of them was seen coming +back again; a grey-haired man, a sorter of leather. He addressed himself +to Mr. Ashley. + +"We have not disputed his orders, please, sir, that we can call to mind; +and if we have done it unintentional, we'd ask pardon for it, for it's +what we never thought to do. Next to yourself, sir, we couldn't wish for +a better master than young Mr. Halliburton. We think as much of him, +sir, as we should if he was your own son." + +"All right, my men," cheerfully responded Thomas Ashley. + +But was not Cyril put in the background by this? As badly as Dick had +been; and Cyril had no door-post to climb, and so obtain vantage ground. +He had stood with his back to the crowd and his face to the counter. +When the men were out of hearing, he turned and walked up to the +master. + +"It is the place I thought to fill," said he. "It is the place that was +promised me." + +"Not promised," replied Mr. Ashley. "Not thought to be promised. A very +long time ago, you may have been spoken of conditionally, as likely to +fill it. Conditionally, I say." + +"Conditionally on what, sir?" + +"On your fitness for it. By conduct and by capability." + +"What is the matter with my conduct, sir?" returned Cyril, his tone a +sharp one. + +"It is bad," curtly replied Mr. Ashley. "Deceitful in public; bad in +private. I have told you once before this morning, that I do not care to +go into details; you must know that there is no necessity for my doing +so." + +Cyril paused. "I have been led to expect, sir, that you would take me +into partnership." + +"Not by me," said the master. + +"My father and mother had given me the hope ever since I came here." + +"I cannot help that. They had no authority for it from me." + +"They have always said I should be made your partner and son-in-law," +persisted Cyril. + +"They have! It is very obliging of them, I am sure, to settle my affairs +for me, even to the disposal of my daughter! Pray what nice little +destiny may they have carved out for Mrs. Ashley or for my son?" + +Cyril chafed at the words. He would have liked, just then, to strike Mr. +Ashley, as he had struck William. "Would I ever have demeaned myself to +enter a glove manufactory, disgracing my family, had I known I was to be +only a workman in it?" he cried. "No, sir, that I never would. I am +rightly served, for putting myself out of my position as a gentleman." + +Mr. Ashley, but for the pity he felt, could have laughed outright. He +really did feel pity for Cyril. He believed that the unhappy way in +which the young Dares were turning out might be laid to the fault of +their rearing, and this had rendered him considerate to Cyril. _How_ +considerate he had for a long while been, he himself alone knew: Cyril +perhaps suspected. + +"It is a shame!" cried Cyril. "To be dealt with in this way is nothing +less than a fraud upon me. I was led to expect that I should be made +your partner." + +"Wait a bit, Cyril. I am willing to put you right upon the point. The +proposal, that you should be placed here, emanated in the first instance +from your father. He came to me one day, here, in this very room, +saying that he concluded I should not put Henry to business, and thought +it would be a fine opening for his son Cyril. He hinted that I should +want some one to succeed me; and that you might come to it with that +view. But I most distinctly disclaimed endorsing that hint in the +remotest degree. I would not subscribe to it so much as by a vague +'Perhaps it may be so.' All that I conceded upon the point was this. I +told Mr. Dare that when the time came for me to be looking out for some +one to succeed me--if it ever did come--and I found his son--you--had +served me faithfully, was upright in conduct and in heart--one, in +short, whom I could thoroughly confide in--why, then he should have the +preference over any other. So much I did say, Cyril, but no more." + + +"And why won't you give me the preference, sir?" + +Mr. Ashley looked at him, apparently in surprise that he could ask the +question. He bent his head forward, and spoke in a low tone, but one +full of meaning. + +"Upright in conduct and in heart, I said, Cyril. It was an absolute +condition." + +Cyril's gaze fell before Mr. Ashley's. His conscience may have pricked +him, and he had the grace to look ashamed of himself. There ensued a +pause. + +Presently Cyril looked up. "Then I am to understand, sir, that all hope +of being your partner and successor is over?" + +"It is. It has been over this many a year, Cyril. I should do wrong to +deal otherwise than perfectly plainly with you. Were you to reform +anything there may have been amiss in your conduct, to become a model of +excellence in the sight of Helstonleigh, I could never admit your name +to be associated with mine. The very notion is offensive to me." + +Cyril--it was a great wonder--restrained his passion. "Perhaps I had +better leave, then?" he said. + +"You are welcome to stay until you can find a situation more agreeable +to you," replied Mr. Ashley. "Provided you undertake to behave +yourself." + +"Stay! and for nothing in the end!" echoed Cyril. "No, that I never +will! If I must remain a dependant, I'll try it on at something else. I +am sick of this." + +He untied his apron, dashed it on to the floor, and went out without +another word. So furiously did he stamp through the serving-room, that +James Meeking turned round to look at him, and Dick, taking a recreative +balance at that moment on the edge of an upright coal-scuttle, thought +he must be running for the fire-engines. Dick's speculations were +disturbed by the sound of the master's voice, calling to him. + +He hastened to the counting-house, and was ordered to "take that apron +away." Dick picked it up and withdrew with it, folding it carefully +against Mr. Cyril should come in. Dick little thought the manufactory +had seen the last of him. + +Mr. Ashley was indulging in a quiet laugh. "Demeaning himself by +entering my manufactory! Disgracing his family--the high blood of the +Dares! Poor Cyril! William, do you look at it in the same light?" + +William had remained in the room, taking no part whatever in the final +contest. He had stood with his back to them, following his occupation. +He turned round now. + +"Sir, you know I do not." + +"You once told me it presented no field for getting on. What was the +word you used?--was it ambition? Truly, there's not much ambition +attached to it. Nevertheless, I am satisfied with my career, William, +although I am only the glove manufacturer, Thomas Ashley." + +_He_ satisfied! How many a one would be proud to be in the position of +Thomas Ashley! William did not say so. He began to speak of Cyril Dare. + +"Do you think he will come back again, sir?" + +"I do not think he will. Should he do so, the doors are closed to him. +He has left of his own accord, and I shall not allow him to return." + +"I am very sorry," remarked William. "It has been partly my fault." + +"Do not make yourself uneasy. I have _tolerated_ Cyril Dare here; have +allowed him to remain on sufferance: and that is the best that can be +said of it." + +"He may feel it as a blow." + +"As a jubilee, you mean. It will be nothing less to him. He has hated +the manufactory with all his heart from the moment he first entered it, +and is now, if we could see him, kicking up his heels with delight at +the emancipation. Cyril Dare my partner!" + +William continued his work, saying nothing. Mr. Ashley resumed: + +"I must be casting my thoughts around for a fitting substitute to +succeed to the post of ambition Cyril coveted. Can you direct me to any +quarter, William?" + +Mr. Ashley was now standing at William's side, looking at him as he went +over the gloves left by Cyril. He saw the red flush mount to his face. +Mr. Ashley laid his hand on William's shoulder, and spoke in low tones, +full of emotion. + +"It may come, my boy; my almost son! And when Thomas Ashley's head shall +be low in the grave, the leading manufacturer of this city may be +William Halliburton." + +A loud rapping at the door with a thick stick interrupted the master's +words. He turned to behold Mr. Dare. It appeared that Cyril had by +chance met his father in the street almost immediately after going out; +he had volunteered to him a most exaggerated account, and Mr. Dare had +come, as he said, to learn the rights of it. + +William left the room. He could not avoid remarking the bowed, broken +appearance of the man. Mr. Ashley related the particulars, and the +listener was obliged to acknowledge that Cyril had been to blame--had +been too hasty. + +"I confess it appears so," he said. "He must have been led away by +temper. But, Mr. Ashley, you ought to stretch a point, and make a +concession. We are kinsmen." + +"What concession?" + +"Discharge William Halliburton. Things can never go on smoothly between +him and Cyril. Stretch a point to oblige us, and send him away." + +"Discharge William Halliburton!" echoed Mr. Ashley in surprise. "I could +as soon discharge myself. William is the right hand of the business. It +could go on without me, but I am not sure that it could do so without +him." + +"Cyril can take his place." + +"Cyril is not qualified for it. And----" + +"Cyril declares he will never enter the place again, so long as +Halliburton is in it." + +"Cyril never will enter it again," quietly rejoined Mr. Ashley. "Cyril +and I have parted. I will give you his wages for this week, now that you +are here; legally, though, he could not claim them." + +Mr. Dare looked sad--gloomy. It was only what he had expected for some +time past. "You promised to do well by him, Mr. Ashley; to take him into +partnership." + +"You must surely remember that I promised nothing of the sort," said Mr. +Ashley. "I have been telling the same thing to Cyril. All I said--and a +shrewd, business man, as you are, could not fail thoroughly to +understand me," he pointedly added--"was, that I would choose Cyril in +preference to others, provided he proved himself worthy of the +preference. Circumstances appear to have worked entirely against +carrying out that idea, Mr. Dare." + +"What circumstances?" + +Mr. Ashley did not immediately reply, and the question was repeated in a +hasty, almost an imperative tone. Then Mr. Ashley answered it. + +"I do not wish to say a word that should unnecessarily hurt your +feelings; but in a matter of business I believe there is no resource but +to speak plainly. The unfortunate notoriety acquired, in one way or +other, by your sons, has rendered the name of Dare so conspicuous, that, +were there no other reason, it could never be associated with mine." + +"Conspicuous? How?" interposed Mr. Dare. + +Mr. Ashley would not have believed the words were uttered as a question, +but that the answer was evidently waited for. "You ask _how_," he said. +"Surely I need not remind you. The scandal which, in more ways than one, +attached to Anthony--though I am sorry to allude to him, poor fellow, +in any such way; the circumstances attending the trial of Herbert; +the----" + +"Herbert was innocent," interrupted Mr. Dare. + +"Innocent of the murder, no doubt; as innocent as you or I. But people +made free with his name in other ways; had often made free with it. And +look at this last report, wafted over to us from Germany, that is just +now astonishing the city!" + +"Hang him for a simpleton!" burst forth Mr. Dare. + +"It is all so much discredit to the name--to the family altogether," +concluded Mr. Ashley, as if his sentence had not been interrupted. + +"The faults of his brothers ought to be no good reason for your +rejecting Cyril." + +"They are not my reason for rejecting him," quietly returned Mr. Ashley. + +"No? You have just said they were." + +"I said the notoriety given by your sons to the name of Dare would bar +its association with mine. In saying 'your sons,' I included Cyril +himself. _He_ interposes the greatest barrier of all. Were the rest of +them of good report in the sight of day, Cyril is not so." + +"What's the matter with him?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"I do not care to tell you. A great deal of it you must know." + +"Go on," cried Anthony Dare, who was leaning forward in his chair, his +chin resting on his stick, as one who sets himself calmly to hear the +whole. + +"Cyril's private conduct is bad. He----" + +"Follies of youth only," cried old Anthony. "He will outlive them." + +"Youth's follies sometimes end in manhood's crimes," was the reply. "I +am thankful that my son is free from them." + +"Your son!" returned Anthony Dare, coughing down his slighting tone. +"Your son is one apart. He has not the health to be knocking about. If +young men are worth anything, they are sure to be a bit wild." + +A frown passed over the master's brow. "You are mistaken, Mr. Dare. +Young men who are worth anything keep themselves from such folly. +Opinions have taken a turn. Society is becoming more sensible of the +world's increased enlightenment; and ill conduct, although its pursuer +may be a fashionable young man, is beginning to be called by its right +name. Would you believe that Cyril has, more than once, come here--I +hesitate to say the word, it is so ugly a one--drunk? Drunk, Mr. Dare!" + +"No!" + +"He has." + +"Then he must have been a fool for his pains," was the angry retort of +old Anthony. + +"He is untruthful; he is idle; he is deceitful--but I do not, I say, +care to go into this. Were you cognizant of the application Cyril made +to me yesterday, respecting my daughter?" + +"I don't know of any application." + +"He did me the honour to make her an offer of marriage." + +Old Anthony lifted his head sharply, not speaking. The master continued: + +"He said yesterday that he was acting by your advice. He repeated +to-day, that you and Mrs. Dare had led him to look to Mary." + +"Well?" returned Mr. Dare. "But I did not know he had spoken." + +"How could you--excuse me, I again say, if I am to speak plainly--how +could you ever have entertained so wild an idea?" + +"Perhaps you would like to call it a presumptuous one?" chafed Mr. Dare. + +"I do call it so," returned Mr. Ashley. "It can be regarded as nothing +less; any impartial person would tell you so. I put out of the +discussion altogether the want of means on the part of Cyril; I speak of +its suitability. That Cyril should have aspired to an alliance with Mary +Ashley was presumption in the highest degree. It has displeased me very +much, and Henry looks upon it in the light of an insult." + +"Who's Henry?" scornfully returned Mr. Dare. "A dreamy hypochondriac! +Pray is Cyril not as well born as Mary Ashley?" + +"Has he been as well reared? Is he proving that he has been? A man's +conduct is of far more importance than his birth." + +"It would seem that you care little about birth, or rearing either, or +you would not exalt Halliburton to a level with yourself." + +The master fixed his expressive eyes on Anthony Dare. "Halliburton's +birth is, at any rate, as good as your family's and mine. His father's +mother and your wife's father were brother and sister." + +Old Anthony looked taken by surprise. "I don't know anything about it," +said he, somewhat roughly. "I know a little of how he has been bred, he +and his brothers." + +"So do I," said Mr. Ashley. "I wish a few more in the world had been +bred in the same way." + +"Why! they have been bred to work!" exclaimed old Anthony, in +astonishment. "They have not been bred as gentlemen. They have not had +enough to eat." + +The concluding sentence elicited an involuntary laugh from the master. +"At any rate, the want does not appear to have stinted their growth, or +injured them in a physical point of view," he rejoined, a touch of +sarcasm in his tone. "They are fine-grown men; and, Mr. Dare, they are +_gentlemen_, whether they have been bred as such or not. Gentlemen in +looks, in manners, and in mind and heart." + +"I don't care what they are," again repeated old Anthony. "I did not +come here to talk about them, but about Cyril. Your exalting Halliburton +into the general favour that ought legitimately to have been Cyril's is +a piece of injustice. Cyril says you have this morning announced +publicly that Halliburton is master, under you. It is flagrant +injustice." + +"No man living has ever had cause to tax me with injustice," +impressively answered Thomas Ashley. "I have been far more just to Cyril +than he deserves. Stay: 'just' is a wrong word. I have been far more +_lenient_ to him. Shall I tell you that I have kept him on here out of +compassion, in the hope that the considerate way in which I treated him +might be an inducement to him to turn over a new leaf, and discard his +faults? I would not turn him away to be a town's talk. Deep down within +the archives of my memory, my own sole knowledge, I buried the great +fault of which he was guilty here. He was young; and I would not take +from him his fair fame on the very threshold of his commercial life." + +"Great fault?" hesitated Mr. Dare, looking half frightened. + +Thomas Ashley inclined his head, and lowered his voice to a deeper +whisper. + +"When he robbed my desk of the cheque, I fancy your own suspicions of +him were to the full as much awakened as mine." + +There was no reply, unless a groan from Anthony Dare could be called +one. His hands, supporting his chin, rested on his stick still. Mr. +Ashley resumed: + +"I became convinced, though not in the first blush of the affair that +the transgressor was no other than Cyril; and I deliberated what my +course should be. Natural impulse would have led me to turn him away, if +not to prosecute. The latter would scarcely have been palatable towards +one of my wife's kindred. What was I to do with him? Turn him adrift +without a character? and a character that would get him any other +situation of confidence, I could not give him. I resolved to keep him +on. For his own sake I would give him a chance of redeeming what he may +have done in a moment's thoughtless temptation. I spoke to him +privately. I did not tell him in so many words that I knew him to be +guilty; but he could not well misunderstand that my suspicions were +awakened. I told him his conduct had not been good--not such that I +could approve; but that I was willing, for his own sake, to bury the +past in silence, and retain him, as a last chance. I very distinctly +warned him what would be the consequences of the smallest repetition of +his fault: that no consideration for myself or for him would induce me +to look over it a second time. Thus he stayed on: I, continually giving +an eye to his conduct, and taking due precautions for the protection of +my property, and keeping fast my keys. James Meeking received my orders +that Mr. Cyril should never be called upon to help pay the men, or to +count the packets of halfpence; and when the man looked wonderingly at +me in return, I casually added that there was no necessity to put Mr. +Cyril to an employment he particularly disliked, while he could call +upon East to help him, or in case of need, upon Mr. Halliburton. Never +think again, Mr. Dare, that I have been unjust to your son. If I have +erred at all, it has been on the side of kindness." + +There was a long pause. Anthony Dare probably was feeling the kindness, +in spite of himself. + +"What have you had to complain of in him since?" he asked. + +"Not of any more robbery: but of his general conduct a great deal. He is +deceitful: he has appeared here in the state I have hinted to you; he is +incorrigibly idle. He probably fancies, because I do not take a very +active part in the management of my business and my workpeople, that I +sit here with my eyes shut, seeing little and knowing less of what goes +on around me. He is essentially mistaken: I am cognizant of all; as much +so, or nearly as much so, as Samuel Lynn would be, were he at his post +again. Look at his sorting of gloves, for instance--the very thing about +which the disturbance occurred just now. Cyril _can_ sort if he pleases; +he is as capable of sorting them properly as I should be; perhaps more +so: but he does not do it; and every dozen he attempts to make up has to +be done over again. In point of fact, he has been of no real use here; +for nothing that he attempts to do will he do well. A fitting hand to +fill the post of manager! Taking all these facts into consideration," +added the master, "you will not be surprised that an offer of marriage +from Cyril Dare to my daughter bears an appearance little removed from +insult." + +So it was all known to Mr. Ashley, and there was an end of Cyril and his +hopes! It may be said of his prospects. + +"What is he to do now?" broke from the lips of Anthony Dare. + +"Indeed I do not know. Unless he changes his habits, he will do no good +at anything." + +"Won't you take him back again?" + +"No," unequivocally pronounced Mr. Ashley. "He has left of his own +accord, and he must abide by it. Stay--hear me out. Were I to allow him +to return, he would not remain here a week; I am certain of it. That +Cyril has been acting a part, to beguile me of my favour with regard to +those foolish hopes of his, there is no doubt. The hopes gone, he would +not keep up even the semblance of good conduct; neither would he submit +to the rule of William Halliburton. It is best as it is; he is gone, and +he cannot return. My opinion is, that were the offer of return made to +him, he would reject it." + +Mr. Dare's opinion was not far different, although he had pleaded for +the concession. + +"Then you will not make him your partner?" he resumed. + +"Mr. Dare!" + +"I suppose you will take in Halliburton?" + +"It is very probable. Whoever I take must be a man of probity and +honour: and a gentleman," he added, with a stress upon the word. +"William Halliburton is all that." + +Anthony Dare rose with a groan. He could contend no longer. + +"My sons have been my bane," he uttered from between his bloodless lips. +"I wonder, sometimes, whether they were born bad." + +"No," said Thomas Ashley. "The badness has come with their training." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +"CALLED." + + +And now there occurs another gap in the story--a gap of years, and we +have entered on the third and last part. + +The patient well-doing of the Halliburtons was approaching fruition, +their struggles were well-nigh over, and they were ready to play their +part, for success or for failure, in the great drama of life. Jane's +troubles were at an end. + +Did you ever remark how some things, when they draw towards a close, +seem to advance with rapid strides, unlike the slow, crawling pace that +characterized their beginning? Life: in its childhood, its youth, nay, +in its middle age, how slowly it seems to pass! how protracted its +distinctive periods appear to be! But when old age approaches then time +moves with giant strides. Undertake a work, whether of the hands or the +head, very, very slow does the progress appear to be, until it is far +advanced; and then the conclusion is attained fast and imperceptibly. +Thus does it seem to be in the history of the young Halliburtons. To +them the race may have been tedious, the labour as hard at the close of +their preparatory career as at its commencement; but not so to those who +were watching them. + +There has not been space to trace the life of Frank and Gar at the +Universities, to record word by word how they bore onward with +unflinching perseverance, looking towards the goal in view. Great praise +was due to them; and they won it from those who knew what hard work +meant. Patiently and steadily had they laboured on, making of themselves +sound and brilliant scholars, resisting temptations that lead so many +astray, and _bearing_ the slights and mortifications incidental to their +subordinate position. "I'll take it all out, when I am Lord Chancellor +of England," Frank would say, in his cheery way. Of course Frank had +always intended to go up for honours; and of course Frank gained them. +He went to Oxford as a humble servitor, and he left it a man of note. +Francis Halliburton had obtained a double-first, and gained his +fellowship. + +He had entered himself a student of the Middle Temple long before his +college career was over. The expenses of qualifying for the Bar are +considerable, and Frank's fellowship did not suffice for all. He +procured literary employment: writing a leading article for one of the +daily papers, and contributing to sundry reviews. + +Gar, too, had quitted Cambridge with unusual credit, though he was _not_ +senior wrangler. No one but Gar, perhaps, knew that he had aspired to +that proud distinction, so it did not signify. A more solid scholar, or +one with a higher character in the best sense of the term, never left +the University to be ordained by the Bishop of Helstonleigh--or by any +other prelate on the bench. He had a choice of a title to orders. His +uncle, the Reverend Francis Tait--who, like his father before him, had, +after many years' service, obtained a living--had offered Gar his title. +But a clergyman in the county of Helstonleigh had also offered him one, +and Gar, thanking his uncle, chose Helstonleigh. + +William's dream of ambition was fulfilled; the dream which he had _not_ +indulged; for it had seemed all too high and vague for possibility. He +was Mr. Ashley's partner. The great firm in Helstonleigh was Ashley and +Halliburton. + +Ashley and Halliburton! And the event had been so gradually, so +naturally led up to, that Helstonleigh was not surprised when it was +announced. Of course William received as yet only a small share of the +profits: how small or how large was not known. Helstonleigh racked its +curiosity to learn particulars, and racked it in vain. One fact was +assumed beyond doubt: that a portion of the profits was secured to Henry +in the event of Mr. Ashley's death. + +William was now virtually sole master of the business. Mr. Ashley had +partially retired from the manufactory: at least, his visits to it were +of occurrence so rare as almost to amount to retirement. Samuel Lynn was +manager, as of old; William had assumed Mr. Ashley's place and desk in +the counting-house--as master. Mr. Ashley had purchased an estate, +Deoffam Hall, some two to three miles distant from the city, close to +the little village of Deoffam: and there he and his family had gone to +reside. He retained his old house in the London Road, and they would +visit it occasionally, and pass a week there. The change of abode did +not appear to give unqualified gratification to Henry Ashley. He had +become so attached to William that he could not bear to be far away from +him. In the old home William's visits had been daily; or rather, +nightly: in this he did see him so often. William contrived to go over +twice or thrice a week; but that did not appear to be often enough for +Henry. Mary Ashley was not married; to the surprise of Helstonleigh: but +Mary somewhat obstinately refused to leave the paternal home. William +and his mother lived on together in the old house. But they were alone +now: for he could afford to keep up its expenses, and he had insisted +upon doing so; insisted that she who had worked so hard for them, should +have rest, now they could work for her. + +Yes, they had all worked; worked on for the end, and gained it. Looking +back, Jane wondered how she had struggled on. It seemed now next to an +impossibility that she could have done it. Verily and truly she believed +that God alone had borne her up. Had it been a foreshadowing of what was +to come, when her father, years back, had warned her, on the very day of +her marriage with Mr. Halliburton had been decided, that it might bring +many troubles upon her? Perhaps so. One thing was certain: that it had +brought them, and in no common degree. But the troubles were surmounted +now: and Jane's boys were turned out just as well as though she had had +thousands a year to bring them up upon. Perhaps better. + +Perhaps better! How full of force is the suggestion! I wonder if no one +will let this history of the young Halliburtons read a lesson to them? +Many a student, used worse by fortune and the world than he thinks he +deserves, might take it to himself with profit. Do not let it be flung +away as a fancy picture; endeavour to make it your reality. A career, +worked out as theirs was, insures success as a necessity. "Ah!" you may +think, "I am poor; I can't hope to achieve such things." Poor! What were +they? What's that you say? "There are so many difficulties in the way!" +Quite true; there are difficulties in the way of attaining most things +worth having; but they are only placed there to be overcome. Like the +hillocks and stumbling-blocks in that dream that came to Mr. Halliburton +when he was dying, they are placed there to be subdued, not to be +shunned in fear, or turned from in idleness. Whatever may be your object +in life, work on for it. Be you heir to a dukedom, or be your heritage +that of daily toil, an object you must have: a man who has none is the +most miserable being on the face of the earth. Bear manfully onward and +attain the prize. Toil may be hard, but it will grow lighter as you +advance; impediments may be disheartening, but they are not +insurmountable; privations may be painful, but you are working on to +plenty; temptations to indolence, to flagging, to that many-headed +monster, sin, may be pulling at you; but they will not stir you from +your path an inch, unless you choose to let them do so. Only be +resolute; only regard trustingly the end, and labour for it; and it will +surely come. It may look in the distance so far off that the very hope +of attaining it seems but a chimera. Never mind; bear hopefully on, and +the distance will lessen palpably with every step. No real good was ever +attained to in this world without working for it. No real good, as I +honestly believe, was ever gained, unless God's blessing went with the +endeavours to attain it. _Make a friend of God._ Do that, and fight your +way on, doing your duty, and you will find the goal: as the sons of Mrs. +Halliburton did. + +Jane was sitting alone one afternoon in her parlour. She was little +changed. None, looking at her, could believe her old enough to be the +mother of those three great men, her sons. Not that Gar was +particularly great; he was only of middle height. Jane wore a shaded +silk dress; and her hair looked as smooth and abundant as in the old +days of her girlhood. It was remarkable how little her past troubles had +told upon her good looks; how little she was aging. + +She saw the postman come to the door, and Dobbs brought in a letter. +"It's Mr. Frank's writing," growled Dobbs. + +Jane opened it, and found that Frank had been "called." Half his care +was over. + + "MY DARLING MOTHER,--I am made a barrister at last. I really + am; and I beg you will all receive the announcement with + appropriate awe and deference. I was called to-day: and I + intend to have a photograph taken of myself in my wig and gown, + and send it down to you as a confirmation of the fact. When you + see the guy the wig makes of me, you will say you never saw an + ugly man before. Tell Dobbs so; it will gladden her heart: + don't you remember how she used to assure us, when boys, that + we ought to be put under a glass case, as three ultra specimens + of ugliness? + + "I shall get on now, dearest mother. It may be a little up-hill + work at first: but there's no fear. A first-rate law firm has + promised me some briefs: and one of these speedy days I shall + inevitably take the ears of some court by storm--the jury + struck into themselves with the learned counsel's astounding + eloquence, and the bar dumb--and then my fortune's made. I need + not tell you what circuit I shall patronize, or in how short a + time afterwards I intend to be leading it: but I will tell you + that my first object in life, when I am up in the world, shall + be the ease and comfort of my dear mother. William is not going + to do everything, and have you all to himself. + + "Talking about William, ask him if he cannot get up some chance + litigation, that I may have the honour of appearing for him + next assizes. I'll do it all free, _gratis_, for nothing. Ever + your own son, + + "FRANK." + +Jane started up from her chair at the news, almost as a glad child. Who +could she find to share it with her? She ran into the next house to +Patience. Patience limped a little in her walk still; she would limp +always. Anna, in her sober Quaker's cap, the border resting on her fair +forehead, looked up from her drawing, and Jane told them the news, and +read the letter. + +"That is nice," said Patience. "It must be a weight off thy mind." + +"I don't know that it is that," replied Jane. "I have never doubted his +success. I don't doubt it still. But I am very glad." + +"I wish I had a cause to try," cried Anna, who had recovered all her old +spirits and her love of chatter. "I would let Frank plead it for me." + +"Will you come back with me, Anna, and take tea?" said Jane. "I shall be +alone this evening. William is going over to Deoffam Hall." + +"I'll come," replied Anna, beginning to put up her pencils with +alacrity. Truth to say, she was just as fond of going out and of taking +off her cap, that her curls might fall, as she used to be. She had quite +recovered caste in the opinion of Helstonleigh. In fact, when the +reaction set in, Helstonleigh had been rather demonstrative in its +expression of repentance for having taken so harsh a view of the case. +Nevertheless, it had been a real lesson to Anna, and had rendered her +more sober and cautious in conduct. + +Dobbs was standing at the kitchen door as they went in. "Dobbs," said +Jane, in the gladness of her heart, "Mr. Frank is called." + +"Called?" responded Dobbs, staring with all her might. + +"Yes. He was called yesterday." + +"Him called!" repeated Dobbs, evidently doubting the fact. "Then, ma'am +you'll excuse me, but I'm not a-going to believe it. It's a deal more +likely he's gone off t'other way, than that he's called to grace." + +Anna nearly choked with laughter. Jane laughed so that she could not at +once speak. "Oh, Dobbs, I don't mean that sort of calling. He is called +to the Bar. He has become a barrister." + +"Oh--that," said Dobbs ungraciously. "Much good may it do him, ma'am!" + +"He wears a wig and gown now, Dobbs," put in Anna. "He says his mother +is to tell thee that it makes a guy of him, and so gladden thy heart." + +"Ugh!" grunted Dobbs. + +"We will make him put them on when he comes down, won't we! Dobbs, if +thee'd like his picture in them, he'll send it thee." + +"He'd better keep it," retorted Dobbs. "I never yet saw no good in young +chaps having their picturs took, Miss Anna. They're vain enough without +that. Called! That would have been a new flight for _him_." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +A GLIMPSE OF A BLISSFUL DREAM. + + +A prettier place than Deoffam Hall could not well be conceived. "For its +size," carping people would add. Well, it was not so large as Windsor +Castle; but it was no smaller than the bishop's palace at +Helstonleigh--if it has been your good fortune to see that renowned +edifice. Deoffam Hall was a white, moderate-sized, modern villa, rising +in the midst of charming grounds; grassy lawns smooth as velvet, winding +rivulets, groves of trees affording shelter on a summer's day. On the +terrace before the windows a stately peacock was fond of spreading its +plumes, and in the small park--it was only a small one--the deer rubbed +their antlers on the fine old trees. The deer and the peacock were the +especial pets of Henry Ashley. Deoffam itself was an insignificant +village; a few gentlemen's houses and a good many cottages comprised it. +It was pleasantly and conveniently situated; within a walk of +Helstonleigh for those who liked walking, or within a short drive. But, +desirable as it was as a residence, Henry Ashley was rather addicted to +grumbling at it. He would often wish himself back in his old home. + +One lovely morning in early summer, when they were assembled together +discussing plans for the day, he suddenly broke into one of his +grumbling humours. "You bought Deoffam for me, sir," he was beginning, +"but----" + +"I bought it for myself and your mother," interposed Mr. Ashley. + +"Of course. But to descend to me afterwards--you know what I mean. I +have made up my mind, when that time shall come, to send gratitude to +the winds, and sell it. Stuck out here, alone with the peacock, you and +the mother gone, I should----I don't like to outrage your feelings by +saying what I might do." + +"There's Mary," said Mrs. Ashley. + +"Mary! I expect she'll have gone into fresh quarters by that time. She +has only stopped here so long out of politeness to me." + +Mary lifted her eyes, a smile and a glow on her bright face. A lovely +picture, she, in her delicate summer muslin dress. + +"I tell every one she is devoted to me," went on Henry, in his quaint +fashion. "'Very strange that handsome girl, Mary Ashley, does not get +married!' cries Helstonleigh. Mary, my dear, I know your vanity is +already as great as it can be, so I don't fear to increase it. 'My +sister get married!' I say to them. 'Not she; she has resolved to make a +noble sacrifice of herself for my sake, and live at home with me, a +vestal virgin, and see to the puddings.'" + +The smile left Mary's face--the glow remained. "I do wish you would not +talk nonsense, Henry! As if Helstonleigh troubled itself to make +remarks upon me. It is not so rude as you are." + +"Just hark at her!" returned Henry. "Helstonleigh not trouble itself to +make remarks! When you know the town was up in arms when you refused Sir +Harry Marr, and sent him packing. Such an honour had never fallen to its +luck before--that one of its fair citizens, born and bred, should have +the chance of becoming a real live My Lady." + + +Mary was cutting a pencil at the moment, and broke the point off. +"Papa," cried she, turning her hot face to his, "can't you make Henry +talk sense?--if he must talk at all." + +Mrs. Ashley interposed. It was quite true that Mary had had, as Henry +phrased it, a chance of becoming a "real live My Lady"; and there lurked +in Mrs. Ashley's heart a shadow of grievance, of disappointment, that +she should have refused the honour. She spoke rather sharply, taking +Henry's part, not Mary's. + +"Henry is talking nothing but sense. My opinion is that you behaved +quite rudely to Sir Harry. It is an offer you will not have again, Mary. +Still," added Mrs. Ashley, subduing her tone a little, "it is no +business of Helstonleigh's; neither do I see whence the town could have +derived its knowledge." + +"As if any news could be stirring, good or bad, that Helstonleigh does +not ferret its way to!" returned Henry. + +"My belief is that Henry went and told," retorted Mary. + +"I! what next?" cried Henry. "As if I should tell of the graceless +doings of my sister; it is bad enough to lie under the weighty knowledge +one's self." + +"And as if I should ever consent to marry Sir Harry Marr!" returned +Mary, with a touch of her brother's spirit. + +"Mary," said Mr. Ashley, quietly, "you seemed to slip out of that +business, and of all questioning over it, as smoothly as an eel. I never +came to the bottom of it. What was your objection to Sir Harry?" + +"Objection, papa?" she faltered, with a crimsoned face. "I--I did not +care for him." + +"Oh, that was it, was it?" returned Mr. Ashley. + +"Is it always to go on so, my dear?" asked her mother. + +Poor Mary was in sad confusion, scarcely knowing whether to burst into +anger or into tears. "What do you mean, mamma? How 'go on'?" + +"This rejection of every one. You have had three good offers----" + +"Not counting the venture of Cyril Dare," put in Henry. + +"And you say 'No' to all," concluded Mrs. Ashley. "I fear you must be +very fastidious." + +"And she's growing into an old maid, and----" + +"Be quiet, Henry. Can't you leave me in peace?" + +"My dear, it is true," cried Henry, who was in one of his teasing moods. +"Of course I have not kept count of your age since you were eighteen--it +wouldn't be polite to do so; but my private conviction is that you are +four-and-twenty this blessed summer." + +"If I were four-and-thirty," answered Mary, "I wouldn't marry Sir Harry +Marr. I am not _obliged_ to marry, I suppose, am I?" + +"My dear, no one said you were," said Henry, flinging a rose at her, +which he took from his button-hole. "But don't you see that this brings +round my argument, that you have resolved to make yourself a noble +sisterly sacrifice, and stop at home with me? Don't you take to cats +yet, though!" + +Mary thought she was getting the worst of it, and left the room. Soon +afterwards Mrs. Ashley was called out by a servant. + +"Did you receive a note from William this morning, sir?" asked Henry. + +"Yes," replied Mr. Ashley, taking it from his pocket. "He mentions in it +that there is a report in the town that Herbert Dare is dead." + +"Herbert Dare! I wonder if it's true?" + +"It is to be hoped not. I fear he was not very fit to die. I am going +into Helstonleigh, and shall probably hear more." + +"Oh! are you going in to-day, sir? Despatch William back, will you?" + +"I don't know, Henry. They may be busy at the manufactory. If so, I am +sure he will not leave it." + +"What a blessing if that manufactory were up in the clouds!" was Henry's +rejoinder. "When I want William particularly, it is sure to be--that +manufactory!" + +"It is well William does not think as you do," remarked Mr. Ashley. + +"Well, sir, he must certainly think Samuel Lynn a nonentity, or he would +not stick himself so closely to business. You never applied yourself in +such a way." + +"Yes, I did. But you must please to remember, Master Henry, that the +cases are not on a parallel. I was head and chief of all, accountable to +none. Had I chosen to take a twelvemonth's holiday, and let the business +go, it would have been my own affair exclusively. Whether the business +went right, or whether it went wrong, I was accountable to none. William +is not in that position." + +"I know he is often in the position of not being to be had when he is +wanted," was Henry's reply, as he listlessly turned over some books +that lay on the table. + +"Will you go into town with me?" + +"I could not stand it to-day. My hip is giving me twinges." + +"Is it? I had better bring back Parry." + +"No. I won't have him, unless I find there's actual need. The mother +knows what to do with me. I don't suppose it will come to anything; and +I have been so much better of late." + +"Yes, you have. Although you quarrel with Deoffam, it is the change to +it--the air of the place--that has renewed your health, you ungrateful +boy!" + +Mr. Ashley's eyes were bent lovingly on Henry's as he said it. Henry +seized his father's hands, his half-mocking tone exchanged for one of +earnestness. + +"Not ungrateful, sir--far from it. I know the value of my dear father: +that a kinder or a better one son could not possess. I shall grumble on +to my life's end. It is my amusement. But the grumbling is from my lips +only: not from my fractious spirit, as it was in days gone by." + +"I have remarked that: remarked it with deep thankfulness. You have +acquired a victory over that fractious spirit." + +"For which the chief thanks are due to William Halliburton. Sir, it is +so. But for him, most probably I should have gone, a discontented +wretch, to the--let me be poetical for once--silent tomb: never seeking +out either the light or the love that may be found in this world." + +Mr. Ashley glanced at his son. He saw that he was contending with +emotion, although he had reassumed his bantering tone. + +"Henry, what light--what love?" + +"The light and the love that a man may take into his own spirit. +He--William--told me, years ago, that I might make even my life a +pleasant and a useful one; and measureless was the ridicule I gave him +for it. But I have found that he was right. When William came to the +house one night, a humble errand-boy, sent by Samuel Lynn with a +note--do you remember it, sir?--and offered to help me, dunce that I +was, with my Latin exercise--a help I graciously condescended to +accept--we little thought what a blessing had entered the dwelling." + +"We little thought what a brave, honest, indomitable spirit was +enshrined in the humble errand-boy," continued Mr. Ashley. + +"He has got on as he deserved. He will be a worthy successor to you, +sir: a second Thomas Ashley; a far better one than I should ever have +been, had I possessed the rudest health. There's only one thing more for +William to gain, and then I expect he will be at rest." + +"What's that?" + +"Oh, it's no concern of mine, sir. If folks can't manage for themselves, +they need not come to me to help them." + +Mr. Ashley looked keenly at his son. Henry passed to another topic. + +"Do send him here, sir, when you get in; or else drive him back with +you." + +"I shall see," said Mr. Ashley. "Do you know where your mother went to?" + +"After some domestic catastrophe, I expect. Martha came to the door, +with a face as green as the peacock's tail, and beckoned her out. The +best dinner-service come to grief, perhaps." + +Mr. Ashley rang, and ordered the pony-carriage to be got ready: one +bought chiefly for Henry, that he might drive into town. Before he +started, he came across Mary, who stood at one of the corridor windows +upstairs, and had evidently been crying. + +"What is your grief, Mary?" + +She turned to the sheltering arm open to her, and tried to choke the +tears down, which were again rising. "I wish you and mamma would not +keep so angry at my refusing Sir Harry Marr." + +"Who told you I was angry, Mary?" + +"Oh, papa, I fancied so this morning. Mamma is angry about it, and it +pains me. It is as though you wanted me gone." + +"My dear child! Gone! For our comfort I should wish you might never go, +Mary. But for your own, it may be different." + +"I do not wish to go," she sobbed. "I want to stay at home always. It +was not my fault, papa, if I could not like Sir Harry." + +"You should never, with my consent, marry any one you did not like, +Mary; not if it were the greatest match in the three kingdoms. Why this +distress, my dear? Mamma's vexation will blow over. She hoped--as Henry +tells us--to see you converted into a 'real live My Lady.' 'My daughter, +Lady Marr!' It will blow over, child." + +Mary cried in silence. "And you will not let me be driven away, papa? +You will keep me at home always?" + +Mr. Ashley shook his head. "Always is a long day, Mary. Some one may be +coming, less distasteful than Sir Harry Marr, who will induce you to +leave it." + +"No, never!" cried she, somewhat more vehemently than the case seemed to +warrant. "Should any one be asking you for me, you can tell them 'No,' +at once; do not trouble to bring the news to me." + +"_Any one_, Mary?" + +"Yes, papa, no matter who. Do not drive me away from you." + +He stooped and kissed her. She stood at the window still, in a dreamy +attitude, and watched the carriage drive off with Mr. Ashley. Presently +Henry passed. + +"Has the master gone, do you know, Mary?" + +"Five minutes ago." + +"I hope and trust he'll send back William." + +It was striking half-past two when Mr. Ashley entered the manufactory. +Samuel Lynn was in his own room, sorting gloves; William was in the +counting house, seated at his desk. His, now; formerly Mr. Ashley's; the +very desk from which the cheque had disappeared; but William took a more +active part in the general management than Mr. Ashley had ever done. He +rose, shook hands with the master, and placed a chair for him. The +"master" still he was called; indeed, he actually was so; William, "Mr. +Halliburton." + +A short time given to business details, and then Mr. Ashley referred to +the report of Herbert Dare's death. Poor Herbert Dare had never returned +from abroad, and it was to be feared he had been getting lower and lower +in the scale of society. Under happier auspices, and with different +training, Herbert might have made a happier and a better man. +Helstonleigh did not know how he lived abroad, or why he stayed there. +Possibly the free and easy continental life had become necessary to him. +Homburg, Baden-Baden, Wiesbaden, wherever there were gaming-tables, +there might be found Herbert Dare. That he must find a living at them in +some way seemed pretty evident. It was a great pity. + +"How did you hear that he was dead?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"From Richard Winthorne," replied William. "I met him yesterday evening +in Guild Street, and he told me a report had come over that Herbert Dare +had died of fever." + +As William spoke, a gentleman entered the room, and interrupted them; a +Captain Chambers. "Have you heard that Herbert Dare's dead?" was his +first greeting. + +"Is it certain?" asked Mr. Ashley. + +"I don't know. Report says it is certain; but report is not always to be +believed. How that family has gone down!" continued Captain Chambers. +"Anthony first; now Herbert; and Cyril will be next. He will go out of +the world in some discreditable way. A wretched scamp! Shocking habits! +Old Dare, too, unless I am mistaken, is on his last legs." + +"Is he ill?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"No; no worse than usual; but I never saw a man so broken. I alluded to +the legs of prosperity. Talk about reports, though," and Captain +Chambers suddenly wheeled round on William, "there's one going the round +of the town to-day about you." + +"What's that?" asked William. "Not that I am dead, I suppose, or on my +last legs?" + +"Something better. That you are going to marry Sophy Glenn." + +William looked all amazement, an amused smile stealing over his lips. +"Well, I never!" uttered he, using a phrase just then in vogue in +Helstonleigh. "What has put that into the town's head?" + +"You should best know that," said Captain Chambers. "Did you not, for +one thing, beau Miss Sophy to a concert last night? Come, Master +William! guilty or not guilty?" + +"Guilty of the beauing," answered William. "I called on the Glenns +yesterday evening, and found them starting for the concert; so I +accompanied them. I did give my arm to Sophy." + +"And whispered the sweet words, 'Will you be my charming wife?'" + +"No, that I did not," said William, laughing. "And I dare say I shall +never whisper them to any woman yet born: if it will give Helstonleigh +satisfaction to know so much." + +"You might go farther and fare worse, than in taking Sophy Glenn, I can +tell you that, Master William," returned Captain Chambers. "Remember, +she is the lucky one of three sisters, and had the benignant godmother. +Sophy Glenn counts five thousand pounds to her fortune." + +When Captain Chambers took his departure, Mr. Ashley looked at William. +"I have heard Henry joke you about the Glenn girls--nice little girls +they are too! Is there anything in it, William?" + +"Sir! How can you ask such a thing?" + +"I think, with Chambers, that a man might do worse than marry Sophy +Glenn." + +"So do I, sir. But I shall not be the man." + +"Well, I think it is time you contemplated something of the sort. You +will soon be thirty years of age." + +"Yes, sir, but I do not intend to marry." + +"Why not?" asked Mr. Ashley. + +"Because--I fear my wishes would lead me to soar too high. That is, +I--I--mean----" He stopped; and seemed to be falling into inextricable +confusion. A notable thing for the self-possessed William Halliburton. + +"Do you mean that you have an attachment in some quarter?" resumed Mr. +Ashley. + +William's face turned fiery red. "I cannot deny it, sir," he answered, +after considerable hesitation. + +"And that she is above your reach?" + +"Yes." + +"In what manner? In position?--or by any insurmountable obstacle? I +suppose she is not some one else's wife?" + +William smiled. "Oh, no. In position." + +"Shall I give you my opinion, William, without knowing the case in +detail?" + +William was standing at one corner of the mantel-piece, his arm leaning +on its narrow shelf. He did not lift his eyes. "Yes, sir, if you +please." + +"Then I think there is scarcely any marriageable girl in the county, to +whom you might not aspire, and in time win." + +"Oh, Mr. Ashley!" + +"Is it the daughter of the lord-lieutenant?" + +William laughed. + +"Is it the bishop's daughter?" + +William shook his head. "She seems to be quite as far removed from me." + +"Come, I must know. Who is it?" + +"It is impossible that I can tell you, sir." + +"I must know. I don't think I have ever asked you in vain, since the +time when, a boy, you confessed your thoughts about the found shilling. +Secrets from me! I will know, William!" + +William did not answer. The upper part of his face was concealed by his +hand; but Mr. Ashley marked the sweet smile that played around his +mouth. + +"Come, I will help you. Is it the charming Dobbs?" + +Amused, he took his hand from his face. "Well, sir--no." + +"It cannot be Charlotte East; because she is married." + +William seemed as impervious as ever. The master suddenly laid his hand +upon his shoulder, and confronted him face to face. + +"Is it Mary Ashley?" + +The burning flush of scarlet that dyed his face, even to the very roots +of his hair, told Mr. Ashley the truth, far more effectually than words +could have done. There ensued a pause. Mr. Ashley was the first to break +it. + +"How long have you loved her?" + +"For years. _That_ has been the wild dream of my aspirations: one that I +knew would never be realized," he answered, suffering his eyes to meet +for a moment Mr. Ashley's. + +"Have you spoken to her of it?" + +"Never." + +"Or led her to believe you loved her?" + +"No, sir. Unless my looks and tones may have betrayed me. I fear they +have; but it was not intentionally done." + +"Honest in this, as in all else," thought Mr. Ashley. "What am I to say +to you?" he asked aloud. + +"I do not know," sighed William. "I expect, of course, sir, that you +will forbid me Deoffam Hall: but I can still meet Henry at the house in +town. I hope you will forgive me!" he added in an impassioned tone. "I +could not help loving her. Before I knew what my new feelings meant, +love had come. Such love! Had I been in a position to marry her, I would +have made her life one dream of happiness! When I awoke to it all----" + +"What awoke you?" was the interruption. + + +"I think it was Cyril Dare's asking for her. I debated with myself +then, whether I ought to give up going to your house; but I came to the +conclusion that, so long as I was able to hide my feelings from her, I +need not banish myself. My judgment was wrong, I know; but the +temptation to see her occasionally was great, and I did not resist it." + +"And so you continued to go, feeding the flame?" + +"Yes. Feeding it passionately and hopelessly; never forgetting that the +pain of separation must come!" + +"Did you hear of Sir Harry Marr's offer?" + +"Yes, I heard of it." + +William swept his hand across his face as he spoke. It wore a _wrung_ +expression. Mr. Ashley changed his tone. + +"William, I cannot decide this matter, one way or the other. You must +ask Mary to do that!" + +"_Sir!_" + +"If Mary chooses to favour you more than she does other suitors, I will +not forbid her doing it. Only this very day she begged me, with tears, +to keep all such troublesome customers away from her; to refuse them of +my own accord. But it strikes me that you may as well have an answer +from herself!" + +William, his whole soul in his eyes, was gazing at Mr. Ashley. He could +not tell whether he might believe what he heard; whether he was awake or +dreaming. + +"Did I deliver you a message from Henry?" + +"No, sir," was the abstracted response. + +"He wants you to go over to him. I said I would send you if you were not +busy. He is not very well to-day." + +"But--Mr. Ashley--did you mean what you said?" + +"Should I have said it had I not meant it?" was the quiet answer. "Have +you a difficulty in believing it?" + +The ingenuous light rose to William's eyes, as he raised them to his +master's. "I have no money," he whispered. "I cannot settle a farthing +upon her." + +"You have something better than money, William--worth. And I can make +settlements. Go and hear what Mary says. You will catch the half-past +three o'clock coach, if you make haste." + +William went out, believing still that he must be in a trance. His +deeply buried dream of the long past years: was it about, indeed, to +become reality? + +But in the midst of it he could not help casting a thought to a less +pleasing subject--the Dares. Herbert was young to die; he was, no doubt, +unprepared to die; and William sincerely hoped that the report would +prove untrue. The Dares were going down sadly in the social scale; Cyril +especially. He was just what Captain Chambers had called him--a scamp. +After leaving Mr. Ashley's, he had entered his father's office; as a +temporary thing, it was said; but he had never left it for anything +else. A great deal of his time was passed in public-houses. George, +whose commission never came, had gone out, some two or three years ago, +to Sydney. His sister Julia and her husband had settled there, and they +had found an opening for George. William walked on, thinking of the +Dares' position and of his own. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +WAYS AND MEANS. + + +When William reached Deoffam Hall, he found Henry Ashley alone, lying in +the drawing-room, the sofa near the open window. + +"That's good!" cried he. "Good of the master for sending you, and of you +for coming." + +"You don't look well to-day," observed William. "Your brow has the old +lines of pain in it." + +"Thanks to my hip, which is giving me threatening twinges. What's this +report about Dare? Is it confirmed?" + +"Not absolutely. It was Winthorne told me. Captain Chambers came into +the manufactory, and spoke of it this afternoon." + +"I dare say it's true," said Henry. "I wonder if Anna Lynn will put on +weeds for him?" he sarcastically added. + +"Quakers don't wear weeds." + +"Teach your grandmother," returned Henry, lapsing into one of those +free, popular phrases he indulged in, and _was_ indulged in. "How you +stare at me! Do you think I am not _cured_? Ay; years ago." + +"You'd have no objection to see Anna marry, I suppose?" + +"She's welcome to marry, for me. You may go and propose to her yourself, +if you like. I'll be groomsman at the wedding." + +"Would the alliance give you pleasure?" + +Henry laughed. "You'd deserve hanging in chains, if you did enter upon +it; that's all." + +"I have had one wife assigned to me to-day," remarked William. + +"Whom may she be?" + +"Sophy Glenn." + +"Sophy Glenn?" + +"Sophy Glenn. Chambers gravely assured me that Helstonleigh had settled +the match. He, Chambers, considers that I may go farther and fare worse. +Mr. Ashley said the same." + +"But what do _you_ say?" cried Henry, rising up on his sofa, and +speaking quite sharply. + +"I? Oh, I shall consider of it." + +At that moment Mary Ashley appeared on the terrace outside; a small +basket and a pair of scissors in her hand. Henry called to her. "Are you +going to cut more flowers?" + +"Yes. Mamma has sent the others away. She said they were fading." Seeing +William there, she nodded to him, her colour rising. + +"I say, Mary--he has come here to bring some news," went on Henry. "What +do you suppose it is?" + +"Mamma has told me. About Herbert Dare." + +"Not that. He is going to make himself into a respectable man, and marry +Sophy Glenn. He came here to announce it. Don't cut too much of that +syringa; its sweetness is overpowering in a room." + +Mary walked away. William felt excessively annoyed. "You are more +dangerous than a child," he exclaimed. "What made you say that?" + +And Henry, like a true child, fell back, laughing aloud. "I say, though, +comrade, where are you off to?" he called after William, who was leaving +the room. + +"To cut the flowers for your sister, of course." + +But when William reached Mary Ashley, she had apparently forgotten her +errand. Standing in a dark spot against the trunk of the acacia tree, +her face was white and still, and the basket lay on the ground. She +picked it up, and would have hastened away, but William caught her hand +and placed it within his arm, little less agitated than she was. + +"Not to tell him that news," he whispered. "I did indeed come here, +hoping to solicit one to be my wife; but it was not Sophy Glenn. Mary, +you cannot mistake what my feelings have long been." + +"But--papa?" she gasped, unable to control her emotion. + +He looked at her; he made her look at him. What strange, happy light was +that in his earnest eyes, causing her heart to bound? "Mr. Ashley sent +me to you," he softly whispered. + +Henry lay and waited till he was tired. No William; no Mary; no flowers; +no anything. Had they both gone to sleep? He arose; and, taking his +stick, limped away to see after them. But he searched the flower-garden +in vain. + +In the sheltered shrubbery, pacing it leisurely, as closely together as +they could well be linked, were they; a great deal too much occupied +with each other to pay attention to anything else. The basket lay on the +ground, empty of all, except the scissors. + +"Well, you two are a nice lot for a summer's day!" began Henry, after +his old fashion, and using his own astonished eyes. "What of the +flowers?" + +Mary would have flown, but William held her tightly, and led her up to +her brother. He strove to speak jestingly; but his voice betrayed his +emotion. + +"Henry, shall it be your sister, or Sophy Glenn?" + +"So! you have been settling it for yourselves, have you! I would not be +in your shoes, Miss Ashley, when the parental thunderbolts shall +descend. Was this what you flung Sir Harry over for? There never was any +accounting for taste in this world, and there never will be. I ask you +where the flowers are, and I should like an answer." + +"I will cut them now," said William. "Will you come?" he asked, holding +out his arm to Henry. + +"No," replied Henry, sitting down on the shrubbery bench, "I must +digest this shock first. You two will be enough to cut them, I dare +say." + +They walked away towards the flower-garden. But ere they had gone many +steps he called out; and they turned. + +"Mary! before you tie yourself up irrevocably, I hope you will reflect +upon the ignominy of his being nothing on earth but a manufacturer. A +pretty come down, that, for the Lady Marr who might have been!" + +He was in one of his most ironical moods; a sure sign that his inward +state was that of glowing satisfaction. This had been his hope for +years--his plan, it may be said; but he had kept himself silent and +neutral. As he sat there ruminating, he heard the distant sound of the +pony carriage; and, taking a short cut, met it in the park. Mr. Ashley +handed the reins to his groom, got out, and gave his arm to Henry. + +"How are you by this time?" + +"Better, sir. Nothing much to brag of." + +"I thought William would have been with you. Is he not come?" + +"Yes, he is come. But I am second with him to-day. Miss Mary's first." + +"Oh indeed!" returned Mr. Ashley. + +"They are gone off somewhere, under the pretext of cutting flowers. I +don't think the flowers were quite the object, though." + +He stole a glance at his father as he spoke. But he gathered nothing. +And he dashed at once into the subject he had at heart. + +"Father, you will not stand in their light! It will be a crushing blow +to both, if you do. Let him have her! There's not a man in the world +half as worthy." + +But still Mr. Ashley made no rejoinder. Henry scarcely gave him time to +make one. + +"I have seen it a long time. I have seen how Halliburton kept down his +feelings, not being sure of the ground with you. I fear that to-day they +must have overmastered him; for he has certainly spoken out. Dear +father, don't make two of the best spirits in the world miserable, by +withholding your consent!" + +"Henry," said Mr. Ashley, turning to him with a smile, "do you fancy +William Halliburton is one to have spoken out without my consent?" + +Henry's thin cheek flushed. "Did you give it him? Have you already given +it him?" + +"I gave it him to-day. I drew from him the fact of his attachment to +Mary: not telling him in so many words that he should have her, but +leaving it for her to decide." + +"Then it will be: for I have seen where Miss Mary's love has been. How +immeasurably you have relieved me!" continued Henry. "The last half-hour +I have been seeing nothing but perplexity and cross-grained guardians." + +"Have you?" returned Mr. Ashley. "You should have brought a little +common sense to bear upon the subject, Henry." + +"But my fear was, sir, that you would not bring the common sense to +bear," freely spoke Henry. + +"You do not quite understand me. Had I entertained an insuperable +objection to Mary's becoming his wife, do you suppose I should have been +so wanting in prudence and forethought as to have allowed opportunity +for an attachment to ripen? I have long believed that there was no man +within the circle of my acquaintance, or without it, so deserving of +Mary, except in fortune: therefore I suffered him to come here, with my +eyes open as to what might be the result. A very probable result, it has +appeared to me. I would forgive any girl who fell in love with William +Halliburton." + +"And what about ways and means?" + +"William's share shall be increased, and Mary will not go to him +dowerless. They must live in our house in Helstonleigh; and when we want +to go there we must be their guests." + +"It will be the working-out of my visions," said Henry in low deep +tones. "I have seen them in it in fancy; in that very house; and myself +with them, my home when I please. I think you have been planning for me, +as much as for them." + +"Not exactly, Henry. I have not planned. I have only let things take +their course. It will be happier for you, my boy, than if she had gone +from us to be Lady Marr." + +"Oh! if ever I felt inclined to smother a man, it was that Marr. I +never, you know, brought myself to be decently civil to him. There's no +answering for the vanity of maidens, and I thought it just possible he +might put William's nose out of joint. What will the mother say?" + +"The mother will be divided," said Mr. Ashley, a smile crossing his +face. "She likes William; but she likes a title. We must allow her a day +or two to get over it. I will go and give her the tidings now, if Mary +has not done so." + +"Mary is with her lovier," returned Henry. "She can't have dragged +herself away from him yet." + +Mary, however, was not with her "lovier." As Mr. Ashley crossed the +hall, he met her. She stopped in hesitation, and coloured vividly. + +"Well, Mary, I soon sent you a candidate; though it was in defiance of +your express orders. Did I do right?" + +Mary burst into tears, and Mr. Ashley drew her face to him. "May God +bless your future and his, my child!" + +"I am afraid to tell mamma," she sobbed. "I think she will be angry. I +could not help liking him." + +"Why, that is the very excuse he made to me! Neither can I help liking +him, Mary. I will tell mamma." + +Mrs. Ashley received the tidings not altogether with equanimity. As Mr. +Ashley had surmised, she was divided between conflicting opinions. She +liked and admired William; but she equally liked and admired a title and +fortune. + +"Such a position to relinquish--the union with Sir Harry!" + +"Had she married Sir Harry we should have lost her," said Mr. Ashley. + +"Lost her!" + +"To be sure we should. She would have gone to her new home, twelve miles +on the other side of Helstonleigh, amidst her new connections, and have +been lost to us, excepting for a formal visit now and then. As it is, we +shall keep her; at her old home." + +"Yes, there's a great deal to be said on both sides," acknowledged Mrs. +Ashley. "What does Henry say?" + +"That he thinks I have been planning to secure his happiness. Had Mary +married away, we--when we quit this scene--must have left him to his +lonely self: now, we shall leave him to them. Things are wisely +ordered," impressively added Mr. Ashley: "in this, as in all else. +Margaret, let us accept them, and be grateful." + +Mrs. Ashley went to seek William. "You will be a loving husband to her," +she said with agitation. "You will take care of her and cherish her?" + +"With the best endeavours of my whole life," he fervently answered, as +he took Mrs. Ashley's hands in his. + +It was a happy group that evening. Henry lay on his sofa in complacent +ease, Mary drawn down beside him, and William leaning over the back of +it, while Mr. and Mrs. Ashley sat at a distance, partially out of +hearing. + +"Have you heard what the master says?" asked Henry. "He thinks you have +been getting up your bargain out of complaisance to me. You are aware, I +hope, Mr. William, that whoever takes Mary must take me?" + +"I am perfectly willing." + +"It is well you are! And--do you know where you are to live?" + +William shook his head. "You can understand how all these future +considerations have weighed me down," he said, glancing at Mary. + +"You are to live at the house in Helstonleigh. It's to be converted into +yours by some patent process. The master had an eye to this, I know, +when he declined to take out any of the furniture, upon our removal +here. The house is to be yours, and the run of it is to be mine; and I +shall grumble away to my heart's content at you both. What do you answer +to that, Mr. William? I don't ask her; she's nobody." + +"I can only answer that the more you run into it, the better pleased we +shall be. And we can stand any extent of grumbling." + +"I am glad you can. You ought to by this time, for you have been pretty +well seasoned to it. So, in the Helstonleigh house, remember, my old +rooms are mine; and I intend to be the plague of your lives. After a +time--may it be a long time!--I suppose it will be 'Mr. Halliburton of +Deoffam Hall.'" + +"What nonsense you talk, Henry!" + +"Nonsense? I shall make it over to you. Catch me sticking myself out +here in solitary state to the admiration of the peacock! What's the +matter with you now, you two! Oh, well, if you turn up your noses at +Deoffam, it shall never be yours. I'll leave it to the eldest +chickabiddy. And mark you, please! I shall have him named 'Ashley,' and +stand godfather to him; and, he'll be mine, and not yours. I shall do +just as I like with the whole lot, if they count a score, and spoil them +as much as I choose." + +"What _is_ the matter there?" exclaimed Mrs. Ashley, perceiving a +commotion on the sofa. + +Mary succeeded in freeing herself, and went away with a crimsoned face. +"Mamma, I think Henry must be going out of his mind! He is talking so +absurdly." + +"Absurdly! Was what I said absurd, William?" + +William laughed. "It was premature, at any rate." + +Henry stretched up his hands and laid hold of William's. "It is true +what Mary says--that I must be going out of my mind. So I am: with joy." + + * * * * * + +But the report of Herbert Dare's death proved to be a false one. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +THE DREAM REALIZED. + + +The approaching marriage of William Halliburton gave rise to a dispute. +A dispute of love, though, not bitterness. Frank and Gar contended which +should have their mother. William no longer wanted her; he was going to +a home of his own. Frank wished to take larger chambers where she would +find sufficient accommodation; he urged a hundred reasons; his +grievances with his laundress, and his buttonless shirts. Gar, who was +in priest's orders now, had remained in that same first curacy, at a +hundred a year and the parsonage house to live in. He said he had been +wanting his mother all along, and could not do without her. + +Jane inclined to Gar. She said she had an idea that old ladies--how they +would have rebelled at hearing her call herself old!--were out of place +in a young barrister's chambers; and she had a further idea that +chambers were comfortless quarters to live in. The question was to be +decided when they met at William's wedding. Frank was getting on well; +better than the ordinary run of aspirants; he had come through +Helstonleigh two or three times on circuit, and had picked up odds and +ends of briefs there. + +Meanwhile William took possession of Mr. Ashley's old house, and the +wedding day approached. Besides her boys, Jane had another visitor for +the time; her brother Francis, who came down to marry them. Perhaps +because the Vicar of Deoffam had recently died. He might have come all +the same, had that gouty old gentleman been still alive. + +All clear and cloudless rose the September sun on Deoffam; never a +brighter sun shone on a wedding. It was a quiet wedding: only a few +guests were invited to it. Mary, in her white lace robes and floating +veil--flushed, timid, lovely--stood with her bridesmaids; not more +lovely than one of those bridesmaids, for one was Anna Lynn. + +Anna Lynn! Yes; Anna Lynn. To the lasting scandal of Patience, Anna +stood in the open church, dressed in bridesmaid's attire. Mary, who had +not been permitted the same intimacy with Anna since that marked and +unhappy time, but who had loved her all along, had been allowed by Mrs. +Ashley to choose her for one of her bridesmaids. The invitation was +proffered, and Samuel Lynn did not see reason to decline it. Patience +was indignantly rebellious; Anna, wild with delight. Look at her, as she +stands there! flowing robes of white around her, not made after the +primitive fashion of _her_ robes, but in the fashion of the day. Her +falling hair shades her carmine cheeks, and her blue eyes seek modestly +the ground. A fair picture; and a dangerous one to Henry Ashley, had +those old feelings of his remained in the ascendant. But he was cured; +as he told William: and he told it in truth. + +A short time, and Anna would want bridesmaids on her own account; though +that may be speaking metaphorically of a Quakeress. Anna's pretty face +had pierced the heart of one of their male body; and he had asked for +Anna in marriage. A very desirable male was he, in a social point of +view; and female Helstonleigh turned up its nose in envy at Anna's +fortune. He was considerably older than Anna; a fine-looking man and a +wealthy one, engaged in wholesale business. His name was Gurney; his +residence, outside the city, was a handsome one, replete with every +comfort; and he drove a carriage-and-pair. He had been for some time a +visitor at Samuel Lynn's, and Anna had learned to like him. That his +object in visiting there could only be Anna, every one had been sure of, +his position being so superior to Samuel Lynn's. Every one but Anna. +Somehow, since that past escapade, Anna had not cast a thought to +marrying, or to the probability of anyone asking her; and she did not +suspect his intentions. If she had suspected them, she might have set +herself against him; for there was a little spice of opposition in her, +which she loved to indulge. However, before that suspicion came to her +she had grown to care for him too much to play the coquette. Strange to +say, there was something in his figure and in the outline of his face, +which reminded people of Herbert Dare; but his features and their +expression were quite different. + +It was a most excellent match for Anna; there was no doubt of that; but +it did not afford complete satisfaction to Patience. Patience felt a +foreboding that he would be a good deal more indulgent to Anna than she +considered was wholesomely good for her: Patience had a misgiving that +Anna would be putting off her caps as she chose, then, and would not be +reprimanded for it. Not unlikely; could that future bridegroom, Charles +Gurney, catch sight of Anna as she stands now! for a more charming +picture never was seen. + +William, quiet and self-possessed, received Mary from the hands of her +father, who gave her away. The Reverend Francis Tait read the service, +and Gar, in his white canonicals, stood with him, after the new fashion +of the day. Jane's tears dropped on her pearl-grey damask dress; Frank +made himself very busy amongst the bridesmaids; and Henry Ashley was in +his most mocking mood. Thus they were made man and wife; and Mr. Tait's +voice rose high and echoed down the aisles of the little old church at +Deoffam, as he spoke the solemn injunction--"THOSE WHOM GOD HATH JOINED +TOGETHER, LET NO MAN PUT ASUNDER." + +Helstonleigh's streets were lined that day, and Helstonleigh's windows +were alive with heads. It was known that the bride and bridegroom would +pass through the town, on the first stage of their bridal tour, whose +ultimate destination was to be the Continent. The whole crowd of the +Ashley workpeople had gathered outside the manufactory, neglecting their +afternoon's work; a neglect which Samuel Lynn not only winked at, but +participated in, for he stood with them. As the carriage, which was Mr. +Ashley's, came in sight, its four horses urged by the postillions to a +sharp trot, one deafening cheer arose from the men. William laughed and +nodded to them; but they did not get half a good view of the master's +daughter beside him: nothing but a glimpse of a flushed cheek, and a +piece of a white veil. + +Slouching at the corner of a street, in a seedy coat, his eyes +bloodshot, was Cyril Dare. Never did one look more of a _mauvais sujet_ +than he, as he watched the chariot pass. The place now occupied by +William might have been his, had he so willed it and worked for it. Not, +perhaps, that of Mary's husband; he could not be sure of that, but as +Mr. Ashley's partner. A bitter cloud of disappointment, of repentance, +crossed his face as he looked at them. They both saw him standing there. +Did Mary think what a promising husband he would have made her? Cyril +flung a word after them; and it was not a blessing. + +Dobbs had also flung something after them, and in point of time and +precedence this ought to have been mentioned first. Patience, watching +from her window, curious as every one else, had seen Dobbs come out with +something under her apron, and take up her station at the gate, where +she waited patiently for just an hour and a quarter. As the carriage had +come into view, Dobbs sheltered herself behind the shrubs, nothing to be +seen of her above them, but her cap and eyes. The moment the carriage +was past, out flew Dobbs to the middle of the road. Bringing forth from +their hiding-place a pair of shoes considerably the worse for wear, the +one possessing no sole, and the other no upper leather, Dobbs dashed +them with force after the chariot, very much discomposing the manservant +in the rear, whose head they struck. + +"Nothing like old shoes to bring 'em luck," grunted Dobbs to Patience, +as she retired indoors. "I never knew good come of a wedding that didn't +get 'em." + +"_I_ wish them luck; the luck of a safe arrival home from those +unpleasant foreign parts," emphatically remarked Patience, who had found +her residence amongst the French nothing less than a species of +terrestrial purgatory. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +THE BISHOP'S LETTER. + + +A day or two after the wedding, a letter was delivered at Mrs. +Halliburton's residence, addressed to Gar. Its seal, a mitre, prepared +Gar to find that it came from the Bishop of Helstonleigh. Its contents +proved to be a mandate, commanding his attendance the following morning +at the palace at nine o'clock. Gar turned nervous. Had he fallen under +his bishop's displeasure, and was about to be reprimanded? Mr. Tait had +gone back to London; Gar was to leave on the following day, Saturday; +Frank meant to stay on for a week or two. It was his vacation. + +"That's Gar all over!" cried Frank, who had perched himself on a side +table. "Gar is sure to look to the dark side of things, instead of the +bright. If the Lord Chancellor sent for me, I should set it down that my +fortune was about to be made. His lordship's going to present you with a +living, Gar." + +"That's good!" retorted Gar. "What interest have I with the bishop?" + +"He has known you long enough." + +"As he has many others. If the bishop interested himself for all the +clergymen who have been educated at Helstonleigh college school, he +would have enough upon his hands. I expect it is to find fault with me +for some unconscious offence." + +"Go it, Gar! You'll get no sleep to-night." + +"Frank, I must say the note appears a peremptory one," remarked Jane. + +"Middling for that. It's short, if not sweet." + +Whether Gar had any sleep or not that night, he did not say; but he +started to keep the appointment punctually. His mother and Frank +remained together, and Jane fell into a bit of quiet talk over the +breakfast table. + +"Frank," said she, "I am often uneasy about you." + +"About me!" cried Frank in considerable wonderment. + +"If you were to go wrong! I know what the temptations of a London life +must be. Especially to a young man who has, so to say, no home." + +"I steer clear of them. Mother darling, I am telling you the truth," he +added earnestly. "Do you think we could ever fall away from such +training as yours? No. Look at what William is; look at Gar; and for +myself, though I don't like to boast, I assure you, the Anti-evil-doing +Society--if you have ever heard of that respected body--might hoist me +on a pedestal at Exeter Hall as their choicest model. You don't like my +joking! Believe me, then, in all seriousness, that your sons will never +fail you. We did not battle on in our duty as boys, to forget it as men. +You taught us the bravest lesson that a mother can teach, or a child +learn, when you contrived to impress upon us the truth that God is our +witness always, ever present." + +Jane's eyes filled with tears: not of grief. She knew that Frank was +speaking from his heart. + +"And you are getting on well?" + +"What with stray briefs that come to me, and my literary work, and the +fellowship, I make six or seven hundred a year already." + +"I hope you are not spending it all?" + +"That I am not. I put by all I can. It is true that I don't live upon +bread and potatoes six days in the week, as you know we have done; but I +take care that my expenses are moderate. It is keeping hare-brained +follies at arm's-length that enables me to save." + +"And now, Frank, for another question. What made you send me that +hundred-pound note?" + +"I shall send you another soon," was all Frank's answer. "The idea of my +gaining a superfluity of money, and sending none to my darling mother!" + +"But indeed I don't know what to do with it, Frank. I do not require +it." + +"Then put it by to look at. As long as I have brains to work with, I +shall think of my mother. Have you forgotten how she worked for us? I +wish you would come and live with me?" + +Jane entered into all her arguments for deeming that she should be +better with Gar. Not the least of them was, that she should still be +near Helstonleigh. Of all her sons, Jane, perhaps unconsciously to +herself, most loved her eldest: and to go far away from him would have +been another trouble. + +By-and-by, they saw Gar coming back. And he did not look as if he had +been receiving a reprimand: quite the contrary. He came in almost as +impulsively as he used to do in his schoolboy days. + +"Frank, you were right! The bishop is going to give me a living. Mother, +it is true." + +"Of course," said Frank. "I always am right." + +"The bishop did not keep me waiting a minute, although I was there +before my time. He was very kind, and----" + +"But about the living?" cried impatient Frank. + +"I am telling you, Frank. The bishop said he had watched us grow +up--meaning you, as well--and he felt pleased to tell me that he had +never seen anything but good in either of us. But I need not repeat all +that. He went on to ask me whether I should be prepared to do my duty +zealously in a living, were one given to me. I answered that I hoped I +should--and the long and the short of it is, that I am going to be +appointed to one." + +"Long live the bishop!" cried Frank. "Where's the living situated! In +the moon?" + +"Ah, where indeed? Guess what living it is, mother." + +"Gar, dear, how can I?" asked Jane. "Is it a minor canonry?" + +They both laughed. It recalled Jane to her absence of mind. The bishop +had nothing to do with bestowing the minor canonries. Neither could a +minor canonry be called a "living." + +"Mother, it is Deoffam." + +"Deoffam! Oh, Gar!" + +"Yes, it is Deoffam. You will not have to go far away from Helstonleigh, +now." + +"I'll lay my court wig that Mr. Ashley has had his finger in the pie!" +cried quick Frank. + +But, in point of fact, the gift had emanated from the prelate himself. +And a very good gift it was: four hundred a year, and the prettiest +parsonage house within ten miles. The brilliant scholarship of the +Halliburtons, attained by their own unflagging industry, the high +character they had always borne, had not been lost upon the Bishop of +Helstonleigh. Gar's conduct as a clergyman had been exemplary; Gar's +preaching was of no mean order, and the bishop deemed that such a one as +Gar ought not to be overlooked. The day has gone by for a bishop to know +nothing of the younger clergy of his diocese, and he of Helstonleigh had +Gar Halliburton down in his preferment book. It is just possible that +the announcement of his name in the local papers, as having helped to +marry his brother at Deoffam, may have put that particular living into +the bishop's head. Certain it was, that, a few hours after the bishop +read it, he ordered his carriage, and went to pay a visit at Deoffam +Hall. During his stay, he took Mr. Ashley's arm, and drew him out on to +the terrace, very much as though he wished to take a nearer view of the +peacock. + +"I have been thinking, Mr. Ashley, of bestowing the living of Deoffam +upon Edgar Halliburton. What should you say to it?" + +"That I should almost feel it as a personal favour paid to myself," was +the reply of Mr. Ashley. + +"Then it is done," said the bishop. "He is young, but I know a great +many older men who are less deserving than he." + +"Your lordship may rely upon it that there are few men, young or old, +who are so intrinsically deserving as the Halliburtons." + +"I know it," said the bishop. "They interested me as lads, and I have +watched them ever since." + +And that is how Gar became Vicar of Deoffam. + +"You will be trying for a minor canonry now, Gar, I suppose, living so +near to it?" observed Jane. + +"Mrs. Halliburton, will you be so kind as not to put unsuitable notions +into his head?" interrupted Frank. "The Reverend Gar must look out for a +canonry, not a minor. And he won't stop there. When I am on the +woolsack, in my place in the Lords, Gar may be opposite to me, a +spiritual peer." + +Jane laughed, as did Frank. Who knew, though? It all lay in the future. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +A DYING CONFESSION. + + +Meanwhile William Halliburton and his wife had crossed the Channel. +Amongst other letters, written home to convey news of them, was the +following. It was written by Mary to Mrs. Ashley, after they had been +abroad a week or two. + + "_Hôtel du Chapeau Rouge_, _Dunkerque_, + + "_September 24th._ + + "MY EVER DEAR MAMMA, + + "You have heard from William how it was that we altered our + intended route. I thought the sea-side so delightful that I was + unwilling to leave it, even for Paris, and we determined to + remain on the coast, especially as I shall have other + opportunities of seeing Paris with William. Boulogne was + crowded and noisy, so we left it for less frequented towns, + staying a day or two in each place. We went to Calais and to + Gravelines; also to Bourbourg, and to Cassel--the two latter + _not_ on the coast. The view from Cassel--which you must not + confound with Cassel in Germany--is magnificent. We met some + English people on the summit of the hill, and they told us the + English called it the Malvern of France. I am not sure which + affords the finer view, Cassel or Malvern. They say that eighty + towns or villages may be counted from it; but I cannot say that + we made out anything like so many. We can see the sea in the + far distance--as we can, on a clear day, catch a glimpse from + Malvern of the Bristol Channel. The view from some of the + windows of the Hôtel de Sauvage was so beautiful that I was + never tired of looking at it. William says he shall show me + better views when he takes me to Lyons and Annonay, but I + scarcely think it possible. At a short distance rises a + monastery of the order of La Trappe, where the monks never + speak, except the 'Memento mori' when they meet each other. + Some of the customs of the hotel were primitive; they gave us + tablespoons in our coffee-cups for breakfast. + + "From Cassel we came to Dunkerque, and are staying at the + Chapeau Rouge, the only large hotel in the place. The other + large hotel was made into a convent some time back; both are in + the Rue des Capucins. It is a fine and very clean old fortified + town, with a statue of Jean Bart in the middle of the Place. + Place Jean Bart, it is called; and the market is held in it on + Wednesdays and Saturdays, as it is at Helstonleigh. Such a + crowded scene on the Saturday! and the women's snow-white caps + quite shine in the sun. I cannot tell you how much I like to + look at these old Flemish towns! By moonlight, they look + exactly like the towns you are familiar with in old pictures. + There is a large basin here, and a long harbour and pier. One + English lady, whom we met at the table d'hôte, said she had + never been to the end of the pier yet, and she had lived in + Dunkerque four years. It was too far for a walk, she said. The + country round is flat and poor, and the lower classes mostly + speak Flemish. + + "On Monday we went by barge to a place called Bergues, four + miles off. It was market day there, and the barge was crowded + with passengers from Dunkerque. A nice old town, with a fine + church. They charged us only five sous for our passage. But I + must leave all these descriptions until I return home, and come + to what I have chiefly to tell you. + + "There is a piece of enclosed ground here, called the Pare. On + the previous Saturday, which was the day we first arrived here, + I and William were walking through it, and sat down on one of + the benches facing the old tower. I was rather tired, having + been to the end of the pier--for its length did not alarm us. + Some one was seated at the other end of the bench, but we did + not take particular notice of her. Suddenly she turned to me, + and spoke: 'Have I not the honour of seeing Miss Ashley?' + Mamma, you may imagine my surprise. It was that Italian + governess of the Dares, Mademoiselle Varsini, as they used to + call her. William interposed: I don't think he liked her + speaking to me. I suppose he thought of that story about her, + which came over from Germany. He rose and took me on his arm to + move away. 'Formerly Miss Ashley,' he said to her: 'now Mrs. + Halliburton.' But William's anger died away--if he had felt + any--when he saw her face. I cannot describe to you how + fearfully ill she looked. Her cheeks were white, and drawn, and + hollow; her eyes were sunk within a dark circle, and her lips + were open and looked black. 'Are you ill?' I asked her. 'I am + so ill that a few days will be the finish of me,' she answered. + 'The doctor gave me to the falling of the leaves, and many are + already strewing the grass; in less than a week's time from + this, I shall be lower than they are.' 'Is Herbert Dare with + you?' inquired William--but he has said since that he spoke in + the moment's impulse. Had he taken thought, he would not have + put the question. 'No, he is not with me,' she answered, in an + angry tone. 'I know nothing of him. He is just a vagabond on + the face of the earth.' 'What is it that is the matter with + you?' William asked her. 'They call it decay,' she answered. 'I + was in Brussels, getting my living by daily teaching. I had to + go out in all weathers, and I did not take heed to the colds I + caught. I suppose they settled on my lungs.' 'Have you been in + this town long?' we inquired of her. 'I came in August,' she + answered. 'The Belgian doctor said if I had a change, it might + do something for me, and I came here; it was the same to me + where I went. But it did me harm instead of good. I grew worse + directly I came; and the doctor here said I must not move away + again; the travelling would injure me. What mattered it? As + good die here as elsewhere.' That she had death written plainly + in her face, was evident. Nevertheless, William tried to say a + word of hope to her: but she interrupted him. 'There's no + recovery for me; I am sure to die; and the time, it's to be + hoped, will not be long in coming, or my money will not hold + out.' She spoke in a matter-of-fact tone shocking to hear: and + before I could call up any answer, she turned to William. 'You + are the William Halli--I never could say the name--who was at + Mr. Ashley's with Cyril Dare. May I ask where you have + descended in Dunkerque?' 'At the Chapeau Rouge,' replied + William. 'Then, if I should send there to ask you to come and + speak with me, will you come?' she continued. 'I have something + that I should like to tell you before I die.' William informed + her that we should remain a week; and we wished her good + morning and moved away into another walk. Soon afterwards, we + saw a Sister of Charity, one of those who go about nursing the + sick, come up to her and lead her away. She could scarcely + crawl, and halted to take breath between every few steps. + + "This, I have told you, was last Saturday. This evening, + Wednesday, just as we were rising from table, a waiter came to + William and called him out, saying he was wanted. It proved to + be the Sister of Charity that we had seen in the park; she told + William that Madame Varsini was near death, and had sent her + for him. So William went with her, and I have been writing this + to you since his departure. It is now ten o'clock, and he has + not yet returned. I shall keep this open to tell you what she + wanted with him. I cannot imagine. + + "Past eleven. William has come in. He thinks she will not live + over to-morrow. And I have kept my letter open for nothing, for + William will not tell me. He says she has been talking to him + about herself and the Dares; but that the tale is more fit for + papa's ears than for yours or mine. + + "My sincerest love to papa and Henry. We are so glad Gar is to + be at Deoffam!--And believe me, your ever-loving child, + + "MARY HALLIBURTON." + + "Excuse the smear. I had nearly put 'Mary Ashley.'" + + * * * * * + +This meeting, described in Mary's letter, must have been one of those +remarkable coincidences that sometimes occur during a lifetime. Chance +encounters they are sometimes called. Chance! Had William and his wife +not gone to Dunkerque--and they went there by accident, as may be said, +for the original plan had been to spend their absence in Paris--they +would not have met. Had the Italian lady not gone to Dunkerque when +ordered change--and she chose it by accident, she said--they would not +have met. But somehow both parties _were_ brought there, and they did +meet. It was not chance that led them there. + +When William went out with the sister, she conducted him to a small +lodging in the Rue Nationale, a street not far from the hotel. The +accommodation appeared to consist of a small ante-room and a +bed-chamber. Signora Varsini was in the latter, dressed in a _peignoir_, +and sitting in an arm-chair, supported by cushions. A washed-out, faded +_peignoir_, possibly the very one she had worn years ago, the night of +the death of Anthony Dare. William was surprised; by the sister's +account he had expected to find her in bed, almost in the last +extremity. But hers was a restless spirit. She was evidently weaker, and +her breath seemed to come irregularly. William sat down in a chair +opposite to her: he could not see very much of her face, for the small +lamp on the table had a green shade over it, which cast its gloom on the +room. + +The sister retired to the ante-room and closed the door between with a +caution. "Madame was not to talk much." For a few moments after the +first greeting, she, "Madame," kept silence; then she spoke in English. + +"I should not have known you. I never saw much of you. But I knew Miss +Ashley in a moment. You must have prospered well." + +"Yes, I am Mr. Ashley's partner." + +"So! That is what Cyril Dare coveted for himself. Miss Ashley also. +'Bah, Monsieur Cyril!' said I sometimes to my mind; 'neither the one nor +the other for thee.' Where is he?" + +"Cyril? He is at home. Doing no good." + +"He never do good," she said with bitterness. "He Herbert's own brother. +And the other one--George?" + +"George is in Australia. He has a chance, I believe, of doing pretty +well." + +"Are the girls married?" + +"No." + +"Not Adelaide?" + +"No." + +Something like a smile curled her dark and fevered lips. "Mademoiselle +Adelaide was trying after that vicomte. 'Bah!' I would say to myself as +I did by Cyril, 'there's no vicomte for her; he is only playing his +game.' Does he go there now?" + +"Lord Hawkesley? Oh, no. All intimacy has ceased." + +"They have gone down, have they not? They are very poor?" + +"I fear they are poor now. Yes, they have very much gone down. May I +inquire what it is you want with me?" + +"You inquire soon," she answered in resentful tones. "Do you fear I +should contaminate you?--as you feared for your wife on Saturday?" + +"If I can aid you in any way I shall be happy and ready to do so," was +William's answer, spoken soothingly. "I think you are very ill." + +"The doctor was here this afternoon. 'Ma chère,' said he, 'to-morrow +will about end it. You are too weak to last longer; the inside is +gone.'" + +"Did he speak to you in that way?--a medical man!" + +"He is aware that I know as much about my own state as he does. He might +not be so plain with all his patients. Then I said to the sister, 'Get +me up and make the bed, for I must see a friend.'--And I sent her for +you. I told you I wanted you to do me a little service. Will you do it?" + +"If it is in my power." + +"It is not much. It is this," she added, drawing from beneath the +_peignoir_ a small packet, sealed and stamped, looking like a thick +letter. "Will you undertake to put this surely in the post after I am +dead? I do not want it posted before." + +"Certainly I will," he answered, taking it from her hand, and glancing +at the superscription. It was addressed to Herbert Dare at Dusseldorf. +"Is he there?" asked William. + +"That was his address the last I heard of him. He is now here, now +there, now elsewhere; a vagabond, as I told you, on the face of the +earth. He is like Cain," she vehemently continued. "Cain wandered abroad +over the earth, never finding rest. So does Herbert Dare. Who wonders? +Cain killed his brother: what did _he_ do?" + +William lifted his eyes to her face; as much of it as might be +distinguished under the dark shade cast by the lamp. That she appeared +to be in a very demonstrative state of resentment against Herbert Dare +was indisputable. + +"He did not kill his brother, at any rate," observed William. "I fear he +is not a good man; and you may have cause to know that more conclusively +than I; but he did not kill his brother. You were in Helstonleigh at the +time, mademoiselle, and must remember that he was cleared," added +William, falling into the style of address used by the Dares. + +"Then I say he did kill him." + +She spoke with slow distinctness. William could only look at her in +amazement. Was her mind wandering? She sat glaring at him with her light +blue eyes, so glazed, yet glistening; just the same eyes that used to +puzzle old Anthony Dare. + +"What did you say?" asked William. + +"I say that Herbert Dare is a second Cain," she answered. + +"He did not kill Anthony," repeated William. "He could not have killed +him. He was in another place at the time." + +"Yes. With that Puritan child in the dainty dress--fit attire only for +your folles in--what you call the place?--Bedlam! I know he was in +another place," she continued: and she appeared to be growing terribly +excited, between passion and natural emotion. + +"Then what are you speaking of?" asked William. "It is an impossibility +that Herbert could have killed his brother." + +"He caused him to be killed." + +William felt a nameless dread creeping over him. "What do you mean?" he +breathed. + +"I send that letter, which you have taken charge of, to Herbert the bad; +but he moves about from place to place, and it may never reach him. So I +want to tell you in substance what is written in the letter, that you +may repeat it to him when you come across him. He may be going back to +Helstonleigh some day; if he not die off first, with his vagabond life. +Was it not said there, once, that he was dead?" + +"Only for a day or two. It was a false report." + +"And when you see him--in case he has not had that packet--you will tell +him this that I am now about to tell you." + +"What is its nature?" asked William. + +"Will you promise to tell him?" + +"Not until I first hear what it may be," fearlessly replied William. +"Intrust it to me, if you will, and I will keep it sacred; but I must +use my own judgment as to imparting it to Herbert Dare. It may be +something that would be better left unsaid." + +"I do not ask you to keep it sacred," she rejoined. "You may tell it to +the world if you please; you may tell it to your wife; you may tell it +to all Helstonleigh. But not until I am dead. Will you give that +promise?" + +"That I will readily give you." + +"On your honour?" + +William's truthful eyes smiled into hers. "On my honour--if that shall +better satisfy you. It was not necessary." + +She remained silent a few moments, and then burst forth vehemently. +"When you see him, that cochon, that vaurien----" + +"I beg you to be calm," interrupted William. "This excitement must be +most injurious to one in your weak state; I cannot sit and listen to +it." + +"Tell him," said she, leaning forward, and speaking in a somewhat calmer +tone, "tell him that it was he who caused the death of his brother +Anthony." + +William could only look at her. Was she wandering? "_I_ killed him," she +went on. "Killed him in mistake for Monsieur Herbert." + +Barely had the words left her lips, when all that had been strange in +that past tragedy seamed to roll away as a cloud from William's mind. +The utter mystery there had been as to the perpetrator: the almost +impossibility of pointing accusation to any, seemed now accounted for: +and a conviction that she was speaking the dreadful truth fell upon him. +Involuntarily he recoiled from her. + +"He used me ill; yes, he used me ill, that wicked Herbert!" she +continued in agitation. "He told me stories; he was false to me; he +mocked at me! He had made me care for him; I cared for him--ah, I not +tell you how. And then he turned round to laugh at me. He had but amused +himself--pour faire passer la temps!" + +Her voice had risen to a shriek; her face and lips grew ghastly, and she +began to twitch as one falling into convulsion. William grew alarmed, +and hastened to her support. He could not help it, much as his spirit +revolted from her. + +"Y a-t-il quelque chose qu'on peut donner à madame pour la soulager?" he +called out hastily to the sister in his fear. + +The woman glided in. "Mais oui, monsieur. Madame s'agite, n'est-ce pas?" + +"Elle s'agite beaucoup." + +The sister poured some drops from a phial into a wine-glass of water, +and held it to those quivering lips. "Si vous vous agitez comme cela, +madame, c'est pour vous tuer, savez-vous?" cried she. + +"I fear so too," added William in English to the invalid. "It would be +better for me not to hear this, than for you to put yourself into this +state." + +She grew calmer, and the sister quitted them. William resumed his seat +as before; there appeared to be no help for it, and she continued her +tale. + +"I not agitate myself again," she said. "I not tell you all the details, +or what I suffered: à quoi bon? Pain at morning, pain at midday, pain at +night; I think my heart turned dark, and it has never been right +again----" + +"Hush, mademoiselle! The sister will hear you." + +"What matter? She not speak English." + +"I really cannot, for your sake, remain here, if you put yourself into +this state," he rejoined. + +"You must remain; you must listen! You have promised to do it," she +answered. + +"I will, if you will be calm." + +"I'll be calm," she rejoined, the check having driven back the rising +passion. "The worst is told. Or rather, I do not tell you the +worst--that mauvais Herbert! Do you wonder that my spirit was turned to +revenge?" + +Perceiving somewhat of her fierce and fiery nature, William did not +wonder at it. "I do not know what I am to understand yet?" he whispered. +"Did _you_--_kill_--Anthony?" + +She leaned back on her pillow, clasping her hands before her. "Ah me! I +did! Tell him so," she continued again passionately; "tell him that I +killed Anthony--thinking it was _him_." + +"It is a dreadful story!" shuddered William. + +"I did not mean it to be so dreadful," she answered, speaking quite +equably. "No, I did not; and I am telling you as true as though it were +my confession before receiving the _bon dieu_. I only meant to wound +him----" + +"Herbert?" + +"Herbert! Of course; who else but Herbert?" she retorted, giving signs +of another relapse. "Had I cause of anger against that pauvre Anthony? +No; no. Anthony was sharp with the rest sometimes, but he was always +civil to me; I never had a mis-word with him. I not like Cyril; but I +not dislike George and Anthony. Why, why," she continued, wringing her +hands, "did Anthony come forth from his chamber that night and go out, +when he said he had retired to it for good? That is where all the evil +arose." + +"Not all," dissented William in low tones. + +"Yes, all," she sharply repeated. "I had only meant to give Mr. Herbert +a little prick in the dark, just to repay him, to stop his pleasant +visits to that field for a term. I never thought to kill him. I liked +him better than that, ill as he was behaving to me. I never thought to +kill him; I never thought much to hurt him. And it would not have hurt +Anthony; but that he was what you call tipsy, and fell on the point of +the----" + +"Scissors?" suggested William, for she had stopped. How could he, even +with this confession before him, speak to a lady--or one who ought to +have been a lady--of any uglier weapon? + +"I had something by me sharper than scissors. But never you mind what. +That, so far, does not matter. The little hurt I had intended for +Herbert he escaped; and poor Anthony was killed." + +There was a long pause. William broke it, speaking out his thoughts +impulsively. + +"And yet you went to Rotterdam afterwards to make friends with Herbert!" + +"When he write and tell me there good teaching in the place, could I +know it was untrue? Could I know that he would borrow all my money from +me? Could I know that he turn out a worse----" + +"Mademoiselle, I pray you, be calm." + +"There, then. I will say no more. I have outlived it. But I wish him to +know that that fine night's work was _his_. It was the right man who lay +in prison for it. The letter I have given you may never reach him; and I +ask you tell him, for his pill, should it not." + +"Then you have never hinted this to him?" asked William. + +"Never. I was afraid. Will you tell him?" + +"I cannot make the promise. I must use my own discretion. I think it is +very unlikely that I shall ever see him." + +"You meet people that you do not look for. Until last Saturday, you +might have said it was unlikely that you would meet me." + +"That is true." + +Now that the excitement of the disclosure was over, she lay back in a +grievous state of exhaustion. William rose to leave, and she held out +her hand to him. Could he shun it--guilty as she had confessed herself +to him? No. Who was he, that he should set himself up to judge her? And +she was dying! + +"Can nothing be done to alleviate your sufferings?" he inquired in a +kindly tone. + +"Nothing. The sooner death comes to release me from them, the better." + +He lingered yet, hesitating. Then he bent closer to her, and spoke in a +whisper. + +"Have you thought much of that other life? Of the necessity of +repentance--of seeking earnestly the pardon of God?" + +"That is your Protestant fashion," she answered with equanimity. "I have +made my confession to a priest and he has given me absolution. A good +fat old man; he was very kind to me; he saw how I had been tossed and +turned about in life. He will bring the _bon dieu_ to me the last thing, +and cause a mass to be said for my soul." + +"I thought I had heard that you were a Protestant." + +"I was either. I said I was a Protestant to Madame Dare. But the Roman +Catholic religion is the most convenient to take up when you are +passing. _Your_ priests say they cannot pardon sins." + +The interview took longer in acting than it has in telling, and William +returned to the hotel to find Mary tired, wondering at his absence, and +a letter to Mrs. Ashley--with which you have been favoured--lying on the +table, awaiting its conclusion. + +"You are weary, my darling. You should not have remained up." + +"I thought you were never coming, William. I thought you must have gone +off by the London steamer, and left me here! The hotel omnibus took some +passengers to it at ten o'clock." + +William sat down on the sofa, and drew her to him; the full tide of +thankfulness going up from his heart that all women were not as the one +he had just left. + +"And what did Mademoiselle Varsini want with you, William? Is she really +dying?" + +"I think she is dying. You must not ask me what she wanted, Mary. It was +to tell me something--to speak of things connected with herself and the +Dares. They would not be pleasant to your ears." + +"But I have been writing an account of all this to mamma, and have left +my letter open, to send word what the governess could have to say to +you. What can I tell her?" + +"Tell her as I tell you, my dearest: that what I have been listening to +is more fit for Mr. Ashley's ears than for yours or hers." + +Mary rose and wrote rapidly the concluding lines. William stood and +watched her. He laughed at the "smear." + +"I am not familiar with my new name yet: I was signing myself 'Mary +Ashley.'" + +"Would you go back to the old name, if you could?" cried he, somewhat +saucily. + +"Oh, William!" + +Saturday came round again: the day they were to leave--just a week since +they had come, since the encounter in the park. They were taking an +early walk in the market, when certain low sounds, as of chanting, +struck upon their ears. A funeral was coming along; it had just turned +out of the great church of St. Eloi, at the other corner of the Place. +Not a wealthy funeral--quite the other thing. On the previous day they +had seen a grand interment, attended by its distinguishing marks; seven +or eight banners, as many priests. Some sudden feeling prompted William +to ask whose funeral this was, and he made inquiry of a shopkeeper, who +was standing at her door. + +"Monsieur, c'est l'enterrement d'une étrangère. Une Italienne, l'on dit: +Madame Varsini." + +"Oh, William! do they bury her already?" was Mary's shocked +remonstrance. "It was only yesterday at midday the sister came to you to +say she had died. What a shame!" + +"Hush, love! Many of the people here understand English. They bury +quickly in these countries." + +They stood on the pavement, and the funeral came quickly on. One black +banner borne aloft in a man's hand, two boys in surplices with lighted +candles, and the priest chanting with his open book. Eight men, in white +corded hats and black cloaks, bore the coffin on a bier, and there was a +sprinkling of impromptu followers--as there always is at these foreign +funerals. As the dead was borne past him on its way to the cemetery, +William, following the usage of the country, lifted his hat, and +remained uncovered until it had gone by. + +And that was the last of Bianca Varsini. + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE DOWNFALL OF THE DARES. + + +It was a winter's morning, and the family party round the breakfast +table at William Halliburton's looked a cheery one, with its adjuncts of +a good fire and good fare. Mr. and Mrs. Ashley and Henry were guests. +And I can tell you that in Mr. Ashley they were entertaining no less a +personage than the high sheriff of the county. + +The gentlemen nominated for sheriffs, that year, for the county of +Helstonleigh, whose names had gone up to the Queen, were as follows:-- + +Humphrey Coldicott, Esquire, of Coldicott Grange; + +Sir Harry Marr, Bart., of The Lynch; + +Thomas Ashley, Esquire, of Deoffam Hall. And her Majesty had been +pleased to pick the latter name. + +The gate of the garden swung open, and some one came hastily round the +gravel-path to the house. Mary, who was seated at the head of the table, +facing the window, caught a view of the visitor. + +"It is Mrs. Dare!" she exclaimed. + +"Mrs. Dare!" repeated Mr. Ashley, as a peal at the hall-bell was heard. +"Nonsense, child!" + +"Papa, indeed it is." + +"I think you must be mistaken, Mary," said her husband. "Mrs. Dare would +scarcely be out at this early hour." + +"Oh, you disbelievers all!" laughed Mary. "As if I did not know Mrs. +Dare! She looked scared and flurried." + +Mrs. Dare, looking indeed scared and flurried, came into the +breakfast-room. The servant had been showing her into another room, but +she put him aside, and appeared amidst them. + +What brought her there? What had she come to tell them? Alas! of their +unhappy downfall. How the Dares had contrived to go on so long, without +the crash coming, they alone knew. They had promised to pay here, they +had promised to pay there; and people, tradespeople especially, did not +much like to begin compulsory measures with old Anthony Dare, who had so +long held sway in Helstonleigh. His professional business had almost +left him--perhaps because there was no efficient head to carry it on. +Cyril was just what mademoiselle had called Herbert, a vagabond; and +Cyril was an irretrievable one. No good to the business was he--not half +as much good as he was to the public-houses. Mr. Dare, with white hair, +bent form, and dim eyes, would go creeping to his office most days; but +his memory was leaving him, and it was evident to all that he was +relapsing into his second childhood. Latterly they had lived entirely by +privately disposing of their portable effects--as Honey Fair used to do +when it fell out of work. They owed money everywhere; rent, taxes, +servants' wages, large debts, small debts--it was universal. And now the +landlord had put in his claim after the manner of landlords, and it had +brought on the climax. They were literally without resource; they knew +not where to turn; they had not a penny, or the worth of it, in the wide +world. Mrs. Dare, in the alarm occasioned by the unwelcome visitor--for +the landlord's man had made good his entrance that morning--came flying +off to Mr. Ashley, some extravagant hope floating in her mind that help +might be obtained from him. + +"Here's trouble! Here's trouble!" she exclaimed by way of salutation, +wringing her hands frantically. + +They rose in consternation, believing she must have gone wild. William +handed her a chair. + +"There, don't come round me," she cried, as she flung herself into it. +"Go on with your breakfast. I have concealed our troubles until I am +heart-sick, and now they can be concealed no longer, and I have come for +help to you. Don't press anything upon me, Mrs. William Halliburton; to +attempt to eat would choke me!" + +She sat there and entered on her grievances. How they had long been +without money, had lived by credit, and by pledging things out of their +house; how they owed more than she could tell; how a "horrible man" had +come into their house that morning, as an emissary of the landlord. + +"What are we to do?" she wailed. "Will you help us? Mr. Ashley, will +you?--your wife is my husband's cousin, you know. Mr. Halliburton, will +_you_ help us? Don't you know that I have a right to claim kindred with +you? Your father and I were first cousins, and lived for some time under +the same roof." + +William remembered the former years when she had not been so ready to +own the relationship. He remembered the day when Mr. Dare had put a +seizure into their house, and his mother had gone, craving grace of him. +Mr. Ashley remembered it, and his eye met William's. How marvellously +had the change been brought round! the right come to light! + +"What is it that you wish me to do?" inquired Mr. Ashley. "I do not +understand." + +"Not understand!" she sharply echoed, in her grief. "I want the landlord +paid out. You have ample means at command, Mr. Ashley, and might do this +much for us." + +A modest request, certainly! The rent due was for three years: +considerably more than two hundred pounds. Mr. Ashley replied to it +quietly. + +"A moment's reflection might convince you, Mrs. Dare, that to pay this +money would be fruitless waste. The instant this procedure gets +wind--and in all probability it has already done so--other claims, as +pressing, will be enforced." + +"Tradespeople must wait," she answered, with irritation. + +"Wait for what?" asked Mr. Ashley. "Do you expect to drop into a +fortune?" + +Wait for what, indeed? For complete ruin? There was nothing else to wait +for. Mrs. Dare sat beating her foot against the carpet. + +"Mr. Dare has grown useless," she said. "What he says one minute, he +forgets the next; he is almost in a state of imbecility. I have no one +to consult with, and therefore I come to you. Indeed, you must help me." + +"But I do not see what I can do for you," rejoined Mr. Ashley. "As to +paying your debts, it is--it is--in fact, it is not to be thought of. I +have my own payments to make, my expenses to keep up. I could not do it, +Mrs. Dare." + +She paused again, playing nervously with her bonnet strings. "Will you +go back with me, and see what you can make of Mr. Dare? Perhaps between +you something may be arranged. I don't understand things." + +"I cannot go back with you," replied Mr. Ashley. "I must attend the +meeting which takes place this morning at the Guildhall." + + +"In your official capacity," remarked Mrs. Dare in not at all a pleasant +tone of voice. "I forgot that you preside at it. How very grand you have +become!" + +"Very grand indeed, I think, considering the lowly estimation in which +you held the glove manufacturer, Thomas Ashley," he answered, with a +good-humoured laugh. "I will call upon your husband in the course of the +day, Mrs. Dare." + +She turned to William. "Will you return with me? I have a claim on you," +she reiterated eagerly. + +He shook his head. "I accompany Mr. Ashley to the meeting." + +She was obliged to be satisfied, turned abruptly, and left the room, +William attending her to the door. + +"What d'you call that?" asked Henry, lifting his voice for the first +time. + +"Call it?" repeated his sister. + +"Yes, Mrs. Mary; call it. Cheek, I should say." + +"Hush, Henry," said Mr. Ashley. + +"Very well, sir. It's cheek all the same, though." + +As Mr. Ashley surmised, the misfortune had already got wind, and the +unhappy Dares were besieged that day by clamorous creditors. When Mr. +Ashley and William arrived there, for they walked up at the conclusion +of the public meeting, they found Mr. Dare seated alone in the +dining-room; that sad dining-room which had witnessed the tragical end +of Anthony. He cowered over the fire, his thin hands stretched out to +the blaze. He was not altogether childish; but his memory failed, and he +was apt to fall into fits of wandering. Mr. Ashley drew forward a chair +and sat down by him. + +"I fear things do not look very bright," he observed. "We called in at +your office as we came by, and found a seizure was also put in there." + +"There's nothing much for 'em to take but the desks," returned old +Anthony. + +"Mrs. Dare wished me to come and talk matters over with you, to see +whether anything could be done. She does not understand them, she said." + +"What _can_ be done, when things come to such a pass as this?" returned +Anthony Dare, lifting his head sharply. "That's just like women--'seeing +what's to be done!' I am beset on all sides. If the bank sent me a +present of three or four thousand pounds, we might go on again. But it +won't, you know. The things must go, and we must go. I suppose they'll +not put me in prison; they'd get nothing by doing it." + +He leaned forward and rested his chin on his stick, which was stretched +out before him as usual. Presently he resumed, his eyes and words alike +wandering: + +"He said the money would not bring us good if we kept it. And it has +not: it has brought a curse. I have told Julia so twenty times since +Anthony went. Only the half of it was ours, you know, and we took the +whole." + +"What money?" asked Mr. Ashley, wondering what he was saying. + +"Old Cooper's. We were at Birmingham when he died, I and Julia. The will +left it all to her, but he charged us----" + +Mr. Dare suddenly stopped. His eye had fallen on William. In these fits +of wandering he partially lost his memory, and mixed things and people +together in the most inextricable confusion. + +"Are you Edgar Halliburton?" he went on. + +"I am his son. Do you not remember me, Mr. Dare?" + +"Ay, ay. Your son-in-law," nodding to Mr. Ashley. "But Cyril was to have +had that place, you know. He was to have been your partner." + +Mr. Ashley made no reply. It might not have been understood. And Mr. +Dare resumed, confounding William with his father. + +"It was hers in the will, you know, Edgar, and that's some excuse, for +we had to prove it. There was not time to alter the will, but he said it +was an unjust one, and charged us to divide the money; half for us, half +for you; to divide it to the last halfpenny. And we took it all. We did +not mean to take it, or to cheat you, but somehow the money went; our +expenses were great, and we had heavy debts, and when you came +afterwards to Helstonleigh and died, your share was already broken +into, and it was too late. Ill-gotten money brings nothing but a curse, +and that money brought it to us. Will you shake hands and forgive?" + +"Heartily," replied William, taking his wasted hand. + +"But you had to struggle, and the money would have kept struggle from +you. It was many thousands." + +"Who knows whether it would or not?" cheerily answered William. "Had we +possessed money to fall back upon, we might not have struggled with a +will; we might not have put out all the exertion that was in us, and +then we should never have got on as we have done." + +"Ay; got on. You are looked up to now; you have become gentlemen. And +what are my boys? The money was yours." + +"Dismiss it entirely from your memory, Mr. Dare," was William's answer, +given in true compassion. "I believe that our not having had it may have +been good for us in the long-run, rather than a drawback. The utter want +of money may have been the secret of our success." + +"Ay," nodded old Dare. "My boys should have been taught to work, and +they were only taught to spend. We must have our luxuries indoors, +forsooth, and our show without; our servants, and our carriages, and our +confounded pride. What has it ended in?" + +What had it! They made no answer. Mr. Dare remained still for a while, +and then lifted his haggard face, and spoke in a whisper, a shrinking +dread in his face and tone. + +"They have been nothing but my curses. It was through Herbert that she, +that wicked foreign woman, murdered Anthony." + +Did he know of _that_? How had the knowledge come to him! William had +not betrayed it, except to Mr. Ashley and Henry. And they had buried the +dreadful secret down deep in the archives of their breasts. Mr. Dare's +next words disclosed the puzzle. + +"She died, that woman. And she wrote to Herbert on her death-bed and +made a confession. He sent a part of it on here, lest, I suppose, we +might doubt him still. But his conduct led to it. It is dreadful to have +such sons as mine!" + +His stick fell to the ground. Mr. Ashley held him, while William picked +it up. He was gasping for breath. + +"You are not well," cried Mr. Ashley. + +"No; I think I am going. One can't stand these repeated shocks. Did I +see Edgar Halliburton here? I thought he was dead. Is he come for his +money?" he continued in a shivering whisper. "We acted according to the +will, sir: according to the will, tell him. He can see it in Doctors' +Commons. He can't proceed against us; he has no proof. Let him go and +look at the will." + +"We had better leave him, William," murmured Mr. Ashley. "Our presence +only excites him." + +In the opposite room sat Mrs. Dare. Adelaide passed out of it as they +entered. Never before had they remarked how sadly worn and faded she +looked. Her later life had been spent in pining after the chance of +greatness she had lost, in missing Viscount Hawkesley. Irrevocably lost +to her; for the daughter of a neighbouring earl now called him husband. +They sat down by Mrs. Dare, but could only condole with her: nothing but +the most irretrievable ruin was around. + +"We shall be turned from here," she wailed. "How are we to find a +home--to earn a living?" + +"Your daughters must do something to assist you," replied Mr. Ashley. +"Teaching, or----" + +"Teaching! in this overdone place!" she interrupted. + +"It has been somewhat overdone in that way, certainly of late years," he +answered. "If they cannot get teaching, they may find some other +employment. Work of some sort." + +"Work!" shrieked Mrs. Dare. "My daughters _work_!" + +"Indeed, I don't know what else is to be done," he answered. "Their +education has been good, and I should think they may obtain daily +teaching: perhaps sufficient to enable you to live quietly. I will pay +for a lodging for you, and give you a trifle towards housekeeping, until +you can turn yourselves round." + +"I wish we were all dead!" was the response of Mrs. Dare. + +Mr. Ashley went a little nearer to her. "What is this story that your +husband has been telling about the misappropriation of the money that +Mr. Cooper desired should be handed to Edgar Halliburton?" + +She threw her hands before her face with a low cry. "Has he been +betraying _that_? What will become of us?--what shall we do with him? If +ever a family was beaten down by fate, it is ours." + +Not gratuitously by fate, thought Mr. Ashley. Its own misdoings have +brought the evil upon it. "Where is Cyril?" he asked aloud. "He ought to +bestir himself to help you, now." + + +"Cyril!" echoed Mrs. Dare, a bitter scowl rising to her face. "_He_ help +us! You know what Cyril is." + +As they went out, they met Cyril. What a contrast the two cousins +presented, side by side!--he and William might be called such. The +one--fine, noble, intellectual; his countenance setting forth its own +truth, candour, honour; making the best in his walk of life, of the +talents entrusted to him by God. The other--slouching, untidy, all but +ragged; his offensive doings too plainly shown in his bloated face, his +inflamed eyes: letting his talents and his days run to worse than waste; +a burden to himself and to those around him. And yet, in their boyhood +days, how great had been Cyril's advantages over William Halliburton's! + +They walked away arm-in-arm, William and Mr. Ashley. A short visit to +the manufactory in passing, and then they continued their way home, +taking it purposely through Honey Fair. + +Honey Fair! Could _that_ be Honey Fair? Honey Fair used to be an +unsightly, inodorous place, where mud, garbage, and children ran riot +together: a species, in short, of capacious pigsty. But look at it now. +The paths are well kept, the road is clean and cared for. Her Majesty's +state coach-and-eight might drive down it, and the horses would not have +to tread gingerly. The houses are the same; small and large bear +evidence of care, of thrift, of a respectable class of inmates. The +windows are no longer stuffed with rags, or the palings broken. And that +little essay--the assembling at Robert East's, and William +Halliburton--had led to the change. + +Men and women had been awakened to self-respect; to the duty of striving +to live well and to do well; to the solemn thought that there is another +world after this, where their works, good or bad, would follow them. +They had learned to reflect that it _might_ be possible that one phase +of a lost soul's punishment after death, will lie in remembering the +duties it ought to have performed in life. They knew, without any effort +of reflection, that it is a remembrance which makes the sting of many a +death-bed. Formerly, Honey Fair had believed (those who had thought +about it) that their duties in this world and any duties which lay in +preparing for the next, were as wide apart as the two poles. Of that +they had now learned the fallacy. Honey Fair had grown serene. Children +were taken out of the streets to be sent to school; the Messrs. Bankes +had been discarded, for the women had grown wiser; and, for all the +custom the "Horned Ram" obtained from Honey Fair, it might have shut +itself up. In short, Honey Fair had been awakened, speaking from a +moderate point of view, to enlightenment; to the social improvements of +an advancing and a thinking age. + +This was a grand day with Honey Fair, as Mr. Ashley and William knew, +when they turned to walk through it. Mr. Ashley had purchased that +building you have heard of, for a comparative trifle, and made Honey +Fair a present of it. It was very useful. It did for their schools, +their night meetings, their provident clubs; and to-night a treat was to +be held in it. The men expected that Mr. Ashley would look in, and Henry +Ashley had sent round his chemical apparatus to give them some +experiments, and had bought a great magic-lantern. The place was now +called the "Ashley Institute." Some thought--Mr. Ashley for one--that +the "Halliburton Institute" would have been more consonant with fact; +but William had resolutely withstood it. The piece of waste land behind +it had been converted into a sort of playground and garden. The children +were not watched in it incessantly, and screamed at:--"You'll destroy +those flowers!" "You'll break that window!" "You are tearing up the +shrubs!" No: they were made to understand that they were _trusted_ not +to do these things; and they took the trust to themselves, and were +proud of it. You may train a child to this, if you will. + +As they passed the house of Charlotte East, she was turning in at her +garden gate; and, standing at the window, dandling a baby, was Caroline +Mason. Caroline was servant to Charlotte now, and that was Charlotte's +baby; for Charlotte was no longer Charlotte East, but Mrs. Thorneycroft. +She curtsied as they came up. + +"Good afternoon, gentlemen. I have been round to the rooms to show them +how to arrange the evergreens. I hope they will have a pleasant +evening!" + +"They!" echoed Mr. Ashley. "Are you not coming yourself?" + +"I think not, sir. Adam and Robert will be there, of course; but I can't +well leave baby!" + +"Nonsense, Charlotte!" exclaimed William. "What harm will happen to the +baby? Are you afraid of its running away?" + +"Ah, sir, you don't understand babies yet." + +"That has to come," laughed Mr. Ashley. + +"I understand enough about babies to pronounce that one a most exacting +infant, if you can't leave it for an hour or two," persisted William. +"You must come, Charlotte. My wife intends to be there." + +"Well, sir,--I know I should like it. Perhaps I can manage to run round +for an hour, leaving Caroline to listen." + +"How does Caroline go on?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"Sir, never a better young woman went into a house. That was a dreadful +lesson to her, and it has taught her what nothing else could. I believe +that Honey Fair will respect her in time." + +"My opinion is, that Honey Fair would not be going far out of its way to +respect her now," remarked William. "Once a false step is taken, it is +very much the fashion to go tripping over others. Caroline, on the +contrary, has been using all her poor endeavours ever since to retrieve +that first mistake." + +"I could not wish for a better servant," said Charlotte. "Of course, I +could not keep a servant for housework alone, and Caroline nearly earns +her food helping me at the gloves. I am pleased, and she is grateful. +Yes, sir, it is as you say--Honey Fair ought to respect her. It will +come in time." + +"As most good things come, that are striven for in the right way," +remarked Mr. Ashley. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +ASSIZE TIME. + + +Once more, in this, the almost concluding chapter of the history, are we +obliged to take notice of Assize Saturday. Once more had the high +sheriff's procession gone out to receive the judges; and never had the +cathedral bells rung out more clearly, or the streets and windows been +so thronged. + +A blast, shrill and loud, from the advancing heralds, was borne on the +air of the bright March afternoon, as the cavalcade advanced up East +Street. The javelin-men rode next, two abreast, in the plain dark Ashley +livery, the points of their javelins glittering in the sunshine, +scarcely able to advance for the crowd. A feverish crowd. Little cared +they to-day for the proud trumpets, the javelin-bearers, the various +attractions that made their delight on other of those days; they cared +only for that stately equipage in the rear. Not for its four prancing +horses, its silver ornaments, its portly coachman on the hammer-cloth; +not even for the very judges themselves; but for the master of that +carriage, the high sheriff, Thomas Ashley. + +He sat in it, its only plainly attired inmate. The scarlet robes, the +flowing wigs of the judges, were opposite to him; beside him were the +rich black silk robes of his chaplain, the vicar of Deoffam. A crowd of +gentlemen on horseback followed--a crowd Helstonleigh had rarely seen. +William was one of them. The popularity of a high sheriff may be judged +by the number of his attendants, when he goes out to meet the judges. +Half Helstonleigh had placed itself on horseback that day, to do honour +to Thomas Ashley. + +Occupying a conspicuous position in the street were the Ashley workmen. +Clean and shaved, they had surreptitiously conveyed their best coats to +the manufactory; and, with the first peal of the college bells, had +rushed out, dressed--every soul--leaving the manufactory alone in its +glory, and Samuel Lynn to take care of it. The shout they raised, as the +sheriff's carriage drew near, deafened the street. It was out of all +manner of etiquette or precedence to cheer the sheriff when in +attendance on the judges; but who could be angry with them? Not Mr. +Ashley. Their lordships looked out astonished. One of the judges you +have met before--Sir William Leader; the other was Mr. Justice Keene. + +The judges gazed from the carriage, wondering what the shouts could +mean. They saw a respectable-looking body of men--not respectable in +dress only, but in face--gathered there, bareheaded, and cheering the +carriage with all their might and main. + +"What can that be for?" cried Mr. Justice Keene. + +"I believe it must be meant for me," observed Mr. Ashley, taken by +surprise as much as the judges were. "Foolish fellows! Your lordships +must understand that they are the workmen belonging to my manufactory." + +But his eyes were dim, as he leaned forward and acknowledged the +greeting. Such a shout followed upon it! The judges, used to shouting as +they were, had rarely heard the like, so deep and heartfelt was it. + +"There's genuine good-feeling in that cheer," said Sir William Leader. +"I like to hear it. It is more than lip deep." + +The dinner party for the judges that night was given at the deanery. Not +a more honoured guest had it than the high sheriff. His chaplain was +with him, and William and Frank were also guests. What did the Dares +think of the Halliburtons now? + +The Dares, just then, were too much occupied with their own concerns to +think of them at all. They were planning how to get out to Australia. +Their daughter Julia, more dutiful than some daughters might prove +themselves, had offered an asylum to her father and mother, if they +would go out to Sydney. Her sisters, she wrote word, would find good +situations there as governesses--probably in time find husbands. + +They were wild to go. They wanted to get away from mortifying +Helstonleigh, and to try their fortunes in a new world. The passage +money was the difficulty. Julia had not sent it, possibly not supposing +they were so very badly off; she did not know yet of the last touch to +their misfortunes. How could they scrape together even enough for a +steerage passage? Mr. Ashley's private opinion was that he should have +to furnish it. Ah! he was a good man. Never a better, never a more +considerate to others than Thomas Ashley. + +Sunday morning rose to the ringing again of the cathedral bells--bells +that do not condescend to ring except on rare occasions--telling that it +was some day of note in Helstonleigh. It was a fine day, sunny, and very +warm for March, and the glittering east window reflected its colours +upon a crowd such as the cathedral had rarely seen assembled within its +walls for divine service, even on those thronging days, Assize Sundays. + +The procession extended nearly the whole way from the grand entrance +gates to the choir, passing through the body and the nave. The high +sheriff's men, standing so still, their formidable javelins in rest, had +enough to do to retain their places, from the pressure of the crowd, as +they kept the line of way. The bishop in his robes, the clergy in their +white garments and scarlet or black hoods, the long line of college boys +in their surplices, the lay-clerks, yet in white. Not (as you were told +of yesterday) on them; not on the mayor and corporation, with their +chains and gowns; not on the grey-wigged judges, their fiery trains held +up behind, glaring cynosure of eyes on other days, was the attention of +that crowd fixed; but on him who walked, calm, dignified, quiet, in +immediate attendance on the judges--their revered fellow-citizen, Thomas +Ashley. In attendance on _him_ was his chaplain, his black gown, so +contrasting with the glare and glitter, marking him out conspicuously. + +The organ had burst forth as they entered the great gates, +simultaneously with the ceasing of the bells which had been sending +their melody over the city. With some difficulty, places were found for +those of note; but many a score stood that day. The bishop had gone on +to his throne; and opposite to him, in the archdeacon's stall, the +appointed place for the preacher on Assize Sundays, sat the sheriff's +chaplain. Sir William Leader was shown to the dean's stall; Mr. Justice +Keene to the sub-dean's; the dean sitting next the one, the high sheriff +next the other. William Halliburton was in a canon's stall; +Frank--handsome Frank!--found a place amidst many other barristers. And +in the ladies' pew, underneath the dean, seated with the dean's wife, +were Mrs. Ashley, her daughter, and Mrs. Halliburton. + +The Reverend Mr. Keating chanted the service, putting his best voice +into it. They gave that fine anthem, "Behold, God is my salvation." Very +good were the services and the singing that day. The dean, the +prebendary in residence, and Mr. Keating went to the communion-table for +the commandments, and thus the service drew to an end. As they were +conducted back to their stall, a verger with his silver mace cleared a +space for the sheriff's chaplain to ascend the pulpit stairs, the +preacher of the day. + +How the college boys gazed at him! Only a short time before +(comparatively speaking) he had been one of them, a college boy himself; +some of the seniors (juniors then) had been school-fellows with him. Now +he was the Reverend Edgar Halliburton, chief personage for the moment in +that cathedral. To the boys' eyes he seemed to look dark; except on +Assize Sundays, they were accustomed to see only white robes in that +pulpit. + +"Too young to give us a good sermon," thought half the congregation, as +they scanned him. Nevertheless, they liked his countenance; its grave +earnest look. He gave out his text, a verse from Ecclesiastes: + +"Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might; for there is +no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither +thou goest." + +Then he leaned a little forward on the cushion; and, after a pause, +began his sermon, which lay before him, and worked out the text. + +It was an admirable discourse, clear and practical; but you will not +care to have it recapitulated for you, as it was recapitulated in the +local newspapers. Remembering what the bringing up of the Halliburtons +had been, it was impossible that Gar's sermons should not be practical; +and the congregation began to think they had been mistaken in their +estimate of what a young man could do. He told the judges where their +duty lay, as fearlessly as he told it to the college boys, as he told it +to all. He told them that the golden secret of success and happiness in +this life, lay in the faithful and earnest performance of the duties +that crowded on their path, striving on unweariedly, whatsoever those +duties might be, whether pleasant or painful; _joined to implicit +reliance on, and trust in God_. A plainer sermon was never preached. In +manner he was remarkably calm and impressive, and the tone of his voice +was quiet and persuasive, just as if he were speaking to them. He was +listened to with breathless interest throughout; even those gentry, the +college boys, were for once beguiled into attending to a sermon. Jane's +tears fell incessantly, and she had to let down her white veil to hide +them; as on that day, years ago, when she had let down her black crape +veil to conceal them, in the office of Anthony Dare. Different tears +this time. + +The sermon lasted just half an hour, and it had seemed only a quarter of +one. The bishop then rose and gave the blessing, and the crowds began to +file out. As the preacher was being marshalled by a verger through the +choir to take his place in the procession next the high sheriff, Mr. +Keating met him and grasped his hand. + + +"You are all right, Gar," he whispered, "and I am proud of having +educated you. That sermon will tell home to some of the drones." + +"I knew he'd astonish 'em!" ejaculated Dobbs, who had walked all the way +from Deoffam to see the sight, to hear her master preach to the +cathedral, and had fought out a standing-place for herself right in +front of the pulpit. "_His_ sermons aren't filled up with bottomless +pits as are never full enough, like those of some preachers be." + +That sermon and the Rev. Edgar Halliburton were talked of much in +Helstonleigh that day. + +But ere the close of another day the town was ringing with the name of +Frank. He had led; he, Frank Halliburton! A cause of some importance was +tried in the _Nisi Prius_ Court, in which the defendant was Mr. Glenn +the surgeon. Mr. Glenn, who had liked Frank from the hour he first +conversed with him that evening at his house, now so long ago--a +conversation at which you had the pleasure of assisting--who had also +the highest opinion of Frank's abilities in his profession, had made it +a point that his case should be intrusted to Frank. Mr. Glenn was not +deceived. Frank led admirably, and his eloquence quite took the +spectators by storm. What was of more importance, it told upon Mr. +Justice Keene and the jury, and Frank sat down in triumph and won his +verdict. + +"I told you I should do it, mother," said he, quietly, when he reached +Deoffam that night, after being nearly smothered with congratulations. +"You will live to see me on the woolsack yet." + +Jane laughed. She often had laughed at the same boast. She was alone +that evening; Gar was attending the high sheriff at an official dinner +at Helstonleigh. "Will no lesser prize content you, Frank?" asked she, +jestingly. "Say, for example, the Solicitor-Generalship?" + +"Only as a stepping-stone." + +"And you still get on well? Seriously speaking now. Frank." + +"First-rate," answered Frank. "This day's work will be the best lift for +me, though, unless I am mistaken. I had two fresh briefs put into my +hands as I sat down," he added, going off in a laugh. "See if I make +this year less than a thousand!" + +"And the next thing, I suppose, you will be thinking of getting +married?" + +The bold barrister actually blushed. "What nonsense, mother! Marry, and +lose my fellowship!" + +"Frank, it is so! I see it in your face. You must tell me who it is." + +"Well, as yet it is no one. I must wait until my eloquence, as they +called it to-day in court, is a more assured fact with the public, and +then I may speak out to the judge. She means waiting for me, though, so +it is all right." + +"Tell me, Frank," repeated Jane; "who is 'she'?" + +"Maria Leader." + +Jane looked at him doubtingly. "Not Sir William's daughter?" + +"His second daughter." + +"Is not that rather too aspiring for Frank Halliburton?" + +"Maria does not think so. I have been aspiring all my life, mother; and +so long as I work on for it honourably and uprightly, I see no harm in +being so." + +"No, Frank; good instead of harm. How did you become acquainted with +her?" + +"Her brother and I are chums: have been ever since we were at Oxford. +Bob is at the Chancery bar, but he has not much nous for it--not half +the clever man that his father was. His chambers are next to mine, and I +often go home with him. The girls make a great deal of us, too. That is +how I first knew Maria." + +"Then I suppose you see something of the judge?" + +"Oh dear," laughed Frank, "the judge and I are upon intimate terms in +private life; quite cronies. You would not think it, though, if you saw +me bowing before my lord when he sits in his big wig. Sometimes I fancy +he suspects." + +"Suspects what?" + +"That I and Maria would like to join cause together. But I don't mind if +he does. I am a favourite of his. The very Sunday before we came on +circuit he asked me to dine there. We went to church in the evening, and +I had Maria under my wing; Sir William and Lady Leader trudging on +before us." + +"Well, Frank, I wish you success. I don't think you would choose any but +a nice girl, a good girl----" + +"Stop a moment, mother; you will meet the judge to-morrow night, and you +may then draw a picture of Maria. She is as like him as two peas." + +"How old is she, Frank?" + +"Two-and-twenty. _I_ shall have her. He was not always the great Judge +Leader, you know, mother; and he knows it. And he knows that every one +must have a beginning, as he and my lady had it. For years after they +were married he did not make five hundred a year, and they had to live +upon it. He does not fear to revert to it, either; often talks of it to +me and Bob--a sort of hint, I suppose, that folk do get on in time, by +dint of patience. You will like Sir William Leader." + +Yes: Jane would meet Sir William on the following night, for that would +be the evening of the entertainment given by the high sheriff to the +judges at Deoffam Hall. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE HIGH SHERIFF'S DINNER PARTY. + + +William Halliburton drove his wife over in the pony carriage in the +afternoon; they would dress and sleep at Deoffam. They went early, and +in driving past Deoffam Vicarage, who should be at the gate looking out +for them, but Anna! Not Anna Lynn now, but Anna Gurney. + +"William, William, there's Anna!" Mary exclaimed. "I will get out here." + +He assisted her down, and they remained talking with Anna. Then William +asked what he was to do. Wait with the carriage for Mary, or drive on to +the hall, and walk back for her? + +"Drive to the hall," said Mary, who wished to stay a little while with +Anna. "But, William," she added, as he got in, "don't let my box go +round to the stables." + +"With all its finery!" laughed William. + +"It contains my dinner dress," Mary explained to Anna. "Have you been +here long?" + +"This hour, I think," replied Anna. "My husband had business a mile or +two further on, and drove me here. What a nice garden this is! See, I +have been picking Gar's flowers." + +"Where is Mrs. Halliburton?" asked Mary. + +"Dobbs called her in to settle some dispute in the kitchen. I know Dobbs +is a great tyrant over that new housemaid." + +"But now tell me about yourself, Anna," said Mary, leading her to a +bench. "I have scarcely seen you since you were married. How do you like +being your own mistress?" + +"Oh, it's charming!" replied Anna, with all her old childish, natural +manner. "Mary, what dost thee think? Charles lets me sit without my +caps." + +Mary laughed. "To the great scandal of Patience!" + +"Indeed, yes. One day, Patience called when we were at dinner. I had not +so much as a bit of net on, and Patience looked so cross; but she said +nothing, for the servants were in waiting. When they had left the room +she told Charles that she was surprised at his allowing it; that I was +giddy enough and vain enough, and it would only make me worse. Charles +smiled; he was eating walnuts: and what dost thee think he answered? +He--but I don't like to tell thee," broke off Anna, covering her face +with her pretty hands. + +"Yes, yes, Anna, you must tell me." + +"He told Patience that he liked to see me without the caps, and there +was no need for my wearing them until I should have children old enough +to set an example to." + +Anna took off her straw bonnet as she spoke, and her curls fell to +shade her blushing cheeks. Mary wondered whether the "children" would +have faces as lovely as their mother's. She had never seen Anna look so +well. For one thing, she had rarely seen her so well dressed. She wore a +stone-coloured corded silk, glistening with richness, and an exquisite +white shawl that must have cost no end of money. + +"I should always let my curls be seen, Anna," said Mary; "there _can_ be +no harm in it." + +"No, that there can't, as Charles does not think so," emphatically +answered Anna. "Mary," dropping her voice to a whisper, "I want Charles +not to wear those straight coats any more. He shakes his head at me and +laughs; but I think he will listen to me." + +Seeing what she did of the change in Anna's dress, Mary thought so too. +Not but that Anna's things were still cut sufficiently in the old form +to bespeak her sect: as they, no doubt, always would be. + +"When art thee coming to spend the day with me, as thee promised?" asked +Anna. + +"Very soon: when this assize bustle shall be over." + +"How gay you will be to-night!" + +"How formal you mean," said Mary. "To entertain judges when on circuit, +and bishops, and deans, is more formidable than pleasant. It is a state +dinner to-night. When I saw papa this morning, I inquired if we were to +have the javelin-men on guard in the dining-room." + +Anna laughed. "Do Frank and Gar dine there?" + +"Of course. The high sheriff could not give a dinner party without his +chaplain at hand to say grace," returned Mary, laughing. + +William came back: and they all remained for almost the rest of the +afternoon, Jane regaling them with tea. It was scarcely over when Mr. +Gurney drove up in his carriage: a large, open carriage, the groom's +seat behind, the horses very fine ones. He came in for a few minutes; a +very pleasant man of nearly forty years; a handsome man also. Then he +took possession of Anna, carefully assisted her up, took the seat beside +her, and the reins, and drove off. + +William started for the Hall with Mary, walking at a brisk pace. It was +not ten minutes' distance, but the evening was getting on. Henry Ashley +met them as they entered, and began upon them in his crossest tones. + +"Now what have you two got to say for yourselves? Here, I expect you, +Mr. William, to pass the afternoon with me: the mother expects Mary: and +nothing arrives but a milliner's box! And you make your appearance when +it's pretty nearly time to go up to embellish!" + +"We stayed at the Vicarage, Henry; and I don't think mamma could want +me. Anna Gurney was there." + +"Rubbish! Who's Anna Gurney that she should upset things? I wanted +William, and that's enough. Do you think you are to monopolize him, Mrs. +Mary, just because you happen to have married him?" + +Mary went behind her brother, and playfully put her arms round his +neck. "I will lend him to you now and then, if you are good," she +whispered. + +"You idle, inattentive girl! The mother wanted you to cut some hot-house +flowers for the dinner-table." + +"Did she? I will do it now." + +"Listen to her! Do it now! when it has been done this hour past. +William, I don't intend to show up to-night." + +"Why not?" asked William. + +"It is a nuisance to change one's things: and my side's not over clever +to-day: and the ungrateful delinquency of you two has put me +out-of-sorts altogether," answered Henry, making up his catalogue. +"Condemning one to vain expectation, and to fretting and fuming over it! +I shan't show up. William must represent me." + +"Yes, you will show up," replied William. "For you know that your not +doing so would vex Mr. Ashley." + +"A nice lot _you_ are to talk about vexing! You don't care how you vex +me." + +William gently took him by the arm. "Come along to your room now, and I +will help you with your things. Once ready, you can do as you like about +appearing." + +"You treat me just as a child," grumbled Henry. "I say, do the judges +come in their wigs?" + +Mary broke into a laugh. + +"Because that case of stuffed owls had better be ordered out of the +hall. The animals may be looked upon as personal." + +"I hope there's a good fire in your room, Henry." + +"There had better be, unless the genius that presides over the fires in +this household would like to feel the weight of my displeasure." + +Mary went to find her mother; she was in her chamber, dressing. + +"My dear child, how late you are!" + +"There's plenty of time, mamma. We stayed at the parsonage. Anna Gurney +was there. Henry says he is not very well." + +"He says that always when William disappoints him. He will be all right +now you have come. Go to your room, my dear, and I will send Sarah to +you." + +Mary was ready, and the maid gone, before William left Henry to come +and dress on his own account. Mary wore white silk, with emerald +ornaments. + +"Shall I do, William?" asked she, when William came in. + +"Do!" he answered, running his eyes over her. "No!" + +"Why, what's the matter with me?" she cried, turning hurriedly to the +great glass. + +"This." He took her in his arms, and kissed her passionately. "My +darling wife! You will never 'do' without that." + +It was not a formidable party at all, in defiance of Mary's +anticipations. The judges, divested of their flowing wigs and flaming +robes, looked just like other men. Jane liked Sir William Leader, as +Frank had told her she would; and Mr. Justice Keene was an easy, +talkative man, fond of a good joke and a good dinner. Mr. Justice Keene +seemed excessively to admire Mary Halliburton; and--there could be no +doubt about it, and I hope the legal bench won't look grave at the +reflection--seemed very much inclined to get up a flirtation with her +over the coffee. Being a judge, I think the bishop ought to have read +him a reprimand. + +Standing at one end of the room, coffee-cups in hand, were Sir William +Leader, the Dean of Helstonleigh, Mr. Ashley, and his son. They were +talking of the Halliburtons. Sir William knew a good deal of their +history from Frank. + +"It is most wonderful!" Sir William was remarking. "Self-educated, +self-supporting, and to be what they are!" + +"Not altogether self-educated," dissented the dean; "for the two +younger, the barrister and clergyman, were in the school attached to my +cathedral; but self-educated in a great degree. The eldest, my friend's +son-in-law, never had a lesson in the classics after his father's death, +and there's not a more finished scholar in the county." + +"The father died and left them badly provided for," remarked Sir +William. + +"He did not leave them provided for at all, Sir William," corrected Mr. +Ashley. "He left nothing, literally nothing, but the furniture of the +small house they rented; and he left some trifling debts. Poor Mrs. +Halliburton turned to work with a will, and not only contrived to +support them, but brought them up to be what you see them--high-minded, +honourable, educated men." + +The judge turned his eyes on Jane. She was sitting on a distant sofa, +talking with the bishop. So quiet, so lady-like, nay--so attractive--she +looked still, in the rich pearl-grey dress warn at William's wedding; +not in the least like one who had had to toil hard for bread. + +"I have heard of her--heard of her worth from Frank," he said, with +emphasis. "She must be one in a thousand." + +"One in a million, Sir William," burst forth Henry Ashley. "When they +were boys, you could not have bribed them to do a wrong thing: neither +temptation nor anything else turned them from the right. And they would +not be turned from the right now, if I know anything of them." + +The judge walked up to Jane, and took the seat beside her just vacated +by the bishop. + +"Mrs. Halliburton," said he, "you must be proud of your sons." + +Jane smiled. "I have latterly been obliged to take myself to task for +being so, Sir William," she answered. + +"To task! I wish I had three such sons to take myself to task for being +proud of," was his answer. "Not that mine are to be found fault with; +but they are not like these." + +"Do you think Frank will get on?" she asked him. + +"It is no longer a question of getting on. He has begun to rise in an +unusually rapid manner. I should not be surprised if, in after-years, he +may find the very highest honours opening to him." + +Again Jane smiled. "He has been in the habit of telling us that he looks +forward to ruling England as Lord Chancellor." + +The judge laughed. "I never knew a newly-fledged barrister who did not +indulge that vision," said he. "I know I did. But there are really not +many Frank Halliburtons. So, sir," he continued, for Frank at that +moment passed, and the judge pinned him, "I hear you cherish dreams of +the woolsack." + +"To look at it from a distance is not high treason, Sir William," was +Frank's ready answer. + +"Why, what do you suppose _you_ would do on the woolsack, if you got +there?" cried Sir William. + +"My duty, I hope, Sir William. I would try hard for it." + +Sir William loosed him with an amused expression, and Frank passed on. +Jane began to think Frank's dream--not of the woolsack, but of Maria +Leader--not so very improbable a one. + +"I have heard of your early struggles," said the judge to her in low +tones. "Frank has talked to me. How you could have borne up, and done +long-continued battle with them, I cannot imagine!" + +"I never could have done it but for one thing," she answered: "my trust +in God. Times upon times, Sir William, when the storm was beating about +my head, I had no help or comfort in the wide world: I had nothing to +turn to but that. I never lost my trust in God." + +"And therefore God stood by you," remarked the judge. + +"And _therefore_ God stood by me, and helped me on. I wish," she added +earnestly, "the whole world could learn the same great lesson that I +have learnt. I have--I humbly hope I have--been enabled to teach it to +my boys. I have tried to do it from their very earliest years." + +"Frank shall have Maria," thought the judge to himself. "They are an +admirable family. The young chaplain should have another of the girls if +he liked her." + +What was William thinking of, as he stood a little apart, with his +serene brow and his thoughtful smile? His mind was in the past. That +long past night, following the day of his entrance to Mr. Ashley's +manufactory, was present to him, when he had lain down in despair, and +sobbed out his bitter grief. "Bear up, my child," were the words his +mother had comforted him with: "only do your duty, and trust implicitly +in God." And when she had gone down, and he could get the sobs away from +his heart and throat, he made the resolve to do as she had told him--at +any rate, to try and do it. And he kneeled down there and then, and +asked to be helped to do it. And, from that hour to this, William had +never known the trust to fail. Success? Yes, they had reaped +success--success in no measured degree. Be very sure that it was born of +that great trust. Oh!--as Jane had just said to Sir William Leader--if +the world could only learn this wonderful truth! + +"BECAUSE HE HATH SET HIS LOVE UPON ME, THEREFORE WILL I DELIVER HIM: I +WILL SET HIM UP, BECAUSE HE HATH KNOWN MY NAME." + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Mrs. Halliburton's Troubles, by Mrs. Henry Wood + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MRS. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Mrs. Halliburton's Troubles + +Author: Mrs. Henry Wood + +Release Date: December 8, 2010 [EBook #34587] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MRS. HALLIBURTON'S TROUBLES *** + + + + +Produced by Delphine Lettau, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + + + + +<h1>MRS. HALLIBURTON'S TROUBLES</h1> + +<h2>BY MRS. HENRY WOOD</h2> + +<h3>AUTHOR OF "EAST LYNNE," "THE CHANNINGS," "JOHNNY LUDLOW," ETC.</h3> + + +<h3><i>TWO HUNDRED AND TENTH THOUSAND</i></h3> + +<h3>London<br /> +MACMILLAN AND CO., <span class="smcap">Limited</span><br /> +NEW YORK: THE MACMILLAN COMPANY<br /> +1904</h3> + +<h3>LONDON:<br /> +PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED,<br /> +DUKE STREET, STAMFORD STREET, S.E., AND GREAT WINDMILL STREET. W.</h3> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I. THE CLERGYMAN'S DAUGHTER.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II. THE SHADOW BECOMES SUBSTANCE.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III. THE REV. FRANCIS TAIT.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV. NEW PLANS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V. MARGARET.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI. IN SAVILE-ROW.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII. LATER IN THE DAY.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII. SUSPENSE.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX. SEEKING A HOME.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X. A DYING BED.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI. HELSTONLEIGH.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII. ANNA LYNN.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII. ILLNESS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV. A CHRISTMAS DREAM.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV. THE FUNERAL.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI. TROUBLE.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII. THOMAS ASHLEY.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII. HONEY FAIR.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX. MRS. REECE AND DOBBS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX. THE GLOVE OPERATIVES.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI. THE LADIES OF HONEY FAIR.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII. MR. BRUMM'S SUNDAY SHIRT.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII. THE MESSRS. BANKES.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV. HARD TO BEAR.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV. INCIPIENT VANITY.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI. MR. ASHLEY'S MANUFACTORY.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII. THE FORGOTTEN LETTER.</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#PART_THE_SECOND">PART THE SECOND.</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IB">CHAPTER I. A SUGGESTED FEAR.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IIB">CHAPTER II. SHADOWS IN HONEY FAIR.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IIIB">CHAPTER III. THE DARES AT HOME.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IVB">CHAPTER IV. THROWING AT THE BATS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VB">CHAPTER V. CHARLOTTE EAST'S PRESENT.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIB">CHAPTER VI. THE FEAR GROWING GREATER.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIIB">CHAPTER VII. THE END.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIIIB">CHAPTER VIII. A WEDDING IN HONEY FAIR.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IXB">CHAPTER IX. AN EXPLOSION FOR MRS. CROSS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XB">CHAPTER X. A STRAY SHILLING.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIB">CHAPTER XI. THE SCHOOLBOYS' NOTES.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIIB">CHAPTER XII. A LESSON FOR PHILIP GLENN.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIIIB">CHAPTER XIII. MAKING PROGRESS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIVB">CHAPTER XIV. WILLIAM HALLIBURTON'S GHOST.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVB">CHAPTER XV. "NOTHING RISK, NOTHING WIN."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIB">CHAPTER XVI. MRS. DARE'S GOVERNESS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIIB">CHAPTER XVII. TAKING AN ITALIAN LESSON.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIIIB">CHAPTER XVIII. A VISION IN HONEY FAIR.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIXB">CHAPTER XIX. THE DUPLICATE CLOAKS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXB">CHAPTER XX. IN THE STARLIGHT.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIB">CHAPTER XXI. A PRESENT OF TEA-LEAVES.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIIB">CHAPTER XXII. HENRY ASHLEY'S OBJECT IN LIFE.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIIIB">CHAPTER XXIII. ATTERLY'S FIELD.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIVB">CHAPTER XXIV. ANNA'S EXCUSE.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVB">CHAPTER XXV. PATIENCE COME TO GRIEF.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIB">CHAPTER XXVI. THE GOVERNESS'S EXPEDITION.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIIB">CHAPTER XXVII. THE QUARREL.</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#PART_THE_THIRD">PART THE THIRD.</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IC">CHAPTER I. ANNA LYNN'S DILEMMA.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IIC">CHAPTER II. COMMOTION.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IIIC">CHAPTER III. ACCUSED.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IVC">CHAPTER IV. COMMITTED FOR TRIAL.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VC">CHAPTER V. A BRUISED HEART.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIC">CHAPTER VI. ONE DYING IN HONEY FAIR.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIIC">CHAPTER VII. COMING HOME TO THE DARES.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIIIC">CHAPTER VIII. AN UGLY VISION.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IXC">CHAPTER IX. SERGEANT DELVES "LOOKS UP."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XC">CHAPTER X. THE TRIAL.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIC">CHAPTER XI. THE WITNESSES FOR THE ALIBI.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIIC">CHAPTER XII. A COUCH OF PAIN.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIIIC">CHAPTER XIII. A RAY OF LIGHT.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIVC">CHAPTER XIV. MR. DELVES ON HIS BEAM ENDS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVC">CHAPTER XV. A LOSS FOR POMERANIAN KNOLL.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIC">CHAPTER XVI. AN OFFER OF MARRIAGE.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIIC">CHAPTER XVII. THE EXPLOSION.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIIIC">CHAPTER XVIII. "CALLED."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIXC">CHAPTER XIX. A GLIMPSE OF A BLISSFUL DREAM.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXC">CHAPTER XX. WAYS AND MEANS.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIC">CHAPTER XXI. THE DREAM REALIZED.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIIC">CHAPTER XXII. THE BISHOP'S LETTER.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIIIC">CHAPTER XXIII. A DYING CONFESSION.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIVC">CHAPTER XXIV. THE DOWNFALL OF THE DARES.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVC">CHAPTER XXV. ASSIZE TIME.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIC">CHAPTER XXVI. THE HIGH SHERIFF'S DINNER PARTY.</a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>MRS. HALLIBURTON'S TROUBLES.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<h3>THE CLERGYMAN'S DAUGHTER.</h3> + + +<p>In a very populous district of London, somewhat north of Temple Bar, +there stood, many years ago, a low, ancient church amidst other +churches—for you know that London abounds in them. The doors of this +church were partially open one dark evening in December, and a faint, +glimmering light might be observed inside by the passers-by.</p> + +<p>It was known well enough what was going on within, and why the light was +there. The rector was giving away the weekly bread. Years ago a +benevolent person had left a certain sum to be spent in twenty weekly +loaves, to be given to twenty poor widows at the discretion of the +minister. Certain curious provisos were attached to the bequest. One was +that the bread should not be less than two days old, and should have +been deposited in the church at least twenty-four hours before +distribution. Another, that each recipient must attend in person. +Failing personal attendance, no matter how unavoidable her absence, she +lost the loaf: no friend might receive it for her, neither might it be +sent to her. In that case, the minister was enjoined to bestow it upon +"any stranger widow who might present herself, even as should seem +expedient to him:" the word "stranger" being, of course, used in +contra-distinction to the twenty poor widows who were on the books as +the charity's recipients. Four times a year, one shilling to each widow +was added to the loaf of bread.</p> + +<p>A loaf of bread is not very much. To us, sheltered in our abundant +homes, it seems as nothing. But, to many a one, toiling and starving in +this same city of London, a loaf may be almost the turning-point between +death and life. The poor existed in those days as they exist in these: +as they always will exist: therefore it was no matter of surprise that a +crowd of widow women, most of them aged, all in poverty, should gather +round the church doors when the bread was being given out, each hoping +that, of the twenty poor widows, some one might fail to appear, and the +clerk would come to the door and call out her own particular name as the +fortunate substitute. On the days when the shilling was added to the +loaf, this waiting and hoping crowd would be increased four-fold.</p> + +<p>Thursday was the afternoon for the distribution. And on the day we are +now writing about, the rector entered the church at the usual hour: four +o'clock. He had to make his way through an unusual number of outsiders; +for this was one of the shilling days. He knew them all personally; was +familiar with their names and homes; for the Rev. Francis Tait was a +hard-working clergyman. And hard-working clergymen were more rare in +those days than they are in these.</p> + +<p>Of Scottish birth, but chiefly reared in England, he had taken orders at +the usual age, and become curate in a London parish, where the work was +heavy and the stipend small. Not that the duties attached to the church +itself were onerous; but it was a parish filled with poor. Those +familiar with such parishes know what this means, when the minister is +sympathising and conscientious. For twenty years he remained a curate, +toiling in patience, cheerfully hoping. Twenty years! It seems little to +write; but to live it is a great deal; and Francis Tait, in spite of his +hopefulness, sometimes found it so. Then promotion came. The living of +this little church that you now see open was bestowed upon him. A poor +living as compared with some others; and a poor parish, speaking of the +social condition of its inhabitants. But the living seemed wealth +compared with what he had earned as a curate; and as to his flock being +chiefly composed of the poor, he had not been accustomed to anything +else. Then the Rev. Francis Tait married; and another twenty years went +by.</p> + +<p>He stood in the church this evening; the loaves resting on the shelf +overhead, against the door of the vestry, all near the entrance. A +flaring tallow candle stood on the small table between him and the +widows who clustered opposite. He was sixty-five years old now; a spare +man of middle height, with a clear, pale skin, an intelligent +countenance, and a thoughtful, fine grey eye. He had a pleasant word, a +kind inquiry for all, as he put the shilling into their hands; the lame +old clerk at the same time handing over the loaf of bread.</p> + +<p>"Are you all here to-night?" he asked, as the distribution went on.</p> + +<p>"No, sir," was the answer from several who spoke at once. "Betty King's +away."</p> + +<p>"What is the matter with her?"</p> + +<p>"The rheumaticks have laid hold on her, sir. She couldn't get here +nohow. She's in her bed."</p> + +<p>"I must go and see her," said he. "What, are you here again, Martha?" he +continued, as a little deformed woman stepped from behind the rest, +where she had been hidden. "I am glad to see you."</p> + +<p>"Six blessed weeks this day, and I've not been able to come!" exclaimed +the woman. "But I'm restored wonderful."</p> + +<p>The distribution was approaching its close, when the rector spoke to his +clerk. "Call in Eliza Turner."</p> + +<p>The clerk placed on the table the four or five remaining loaves, that +each woman might help herself during his absence, and went out to the +door.</p> + +<p>"'Liza Turner, his reverence has called for you."</p> + +<p>A sigh of delight from Eliza Turner, and a groan of disappointment from +those surrounding her, greeted the clerk in answer. He took no +notice—he often heard it—but turned and limped into the church again. +Eliza Turner followed; and another woman slipped in after Eliza Turner.</p> + +<p>"Now, Widow Booth," cried the clerk, sharply, perceiving the intrusion, +"what business have you here? You know it's again the rules."</p> + +<p>"I must see his reverence," murmured the woman, pressing on—a meek, +half-starved woman; and she pushed her way into the vestry, and told her +pitiful tale.</p> + +<p>"I'm worse off than Widow Turner," she moaned piteously, not in tones of +complaint, but of entreaty. "She has a daughter in service as helps her; +but me, I've my poor unfortunate daughter lying in my place weak with +fever, sick with hunger! Oh, sir, couldn't you give the bounty this time +to me? I've not had a bit or drop in my mouth since morning; and then it +was but a taste o' bread and a drain o' tea, that a neighbour give me +out o' charity."</p> + +<p>It was absolutely necessary to discountenance these personal +applications. The rector's rule was, never to give the spare bounty to +those who applied for it: otherwise the distribution might have become a +weekly scene of squabbling and confusion. He handed the shilling and +bread to Eliza Turner; and when she had followed the other women out, he +turned to the Widow Booth, who was sobbing against the wall; speaking +kindly to her.</p> + +<p>"You should not have come in, Mrs. Booth. You know that I do not allow +it."</p> + +<p>"But I'm starving, sir," was the answer. "I thought maybe as you'd +divide it between me and Widow Turner. Sixpence for her, sixpence for +me, and the loaf halved."</p> + +<p>"I have no power to divide the gifts: to do so would be against the +terms of the bequest. How is it you are so badly off this week? Has your +work failed?"</p> + +<p>"I couldn't do it, sir, with my sick one to attend to. And I've a +gathering come on my thimble finger, and that has hindered me. I took +ninepence the day before yesterday, sir, but last night it was every +farthing of it gone."</p> + +<p>"I will come round and see you by-and-by," said the clergyman.</p> + +<p>She lifted her eyes yearningly. "Oh, sir! if you could but give me +something for a morsel of bread now! I'd be grateful for a penny loaf."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Booth, you know that to give here would be altogether against my +rule," he replied with unmistakable firmness. "Neither am I pleased when +any of you attempt to ask it. Go home quietly: I have said that I will +come to you by-and-by."</p> + +<p>The woman thanked him and went out. Had anything been needed to prove +the necessity of the rule, it would have been the eagerness with which +the crowd of women gathered round her. Not one of them had gone away. +"Had she got anything?" To reply that she <i>had</i> something, would have +sent the whole crowd flocking in to beg in turn of the rector.</p> + +<p>Widow Booth shook her head. "No, no. I knowed it before. He never will. +He says he'll come round."</p> + +<p>They dispersed; some in one direction, some in another. The rector blew +out the candle, and he and the clerk came forth; and the church was +closed for the distribution of bread until that day week. Mr. Tait took +the keys himself to carry them home: they were kept at his house. +Formerly the clerk had carried them there; but since he had become old +and lame, Mr. Tait would not give him the trouble.</p> + +<p>It was a fine night overhead, but the streets were sloppy; and the +clergyman put his foot unavoidably in many a puddle. The streets through +which his road lay were imperfectly lighted. The residence apportioned +to the rector of this parish was adjoining a well-known square, +fashionable in that day. It was a very good house, with a handsome +outward appearance. If you judged by it, you would have said the living +must be worth five hundred a year at least. It was not worth anything +like that; and the parish treated their pastor liberally in according +him so good a residence. A quarter of an hour's walk from the church +brought Mr. Tait to it.</p> + +<p>Until recently, a gentleman had shared this house with Mr. Tait and his +family. The curate of a neighbouring parish, the Rev. John Acton, had +been glad to live with them as a friend, admitted to their society and +their table. It was a little help: and but for that, Mr. and Mrs. Tait +would scarcely have thought themselves justified in keeping two +servants, for the educational expenses of their children ran away with a +large portion of their income. But Mr. Acton had now been removed to a +distance, and they hoped to receive some one or other in his place.</p> + +<p>On this evening, as Mr. Tait was picking his way through the puddles, +the usual sitting-room of his house presented a cheerful appearance, +ready to receive him. It was on the ground floor, looking upon the +street, large and lofty, and bright with firelight. Two candles, not yet +lighted, stood on the table behind the tea-tray, but the glow of the +fire was sufficient for all the work that was being done in the room.</p> + +<p>It was no work at all: but play. A young lady was quietly whirling round +the room with a dancing step—quietly, because her feet and movements +were gentle; and the tune she was humming, and to which she kept time, +was carolled in an undertone. She was moving thus in the happy innocence +of heart and youth. A graceful girl of middle height; one whom it +gladdened the eye to look upon. Not for her beauty, for she had no very +great beauty to boast of; but it was one of those countenances that win +their own way to favour. A fair, gentle face, openly candid, with the +same earnest, honest grey eye that so pleased you in Francis Tait, and +brown hair. She was that gentleman's eldest child, and looked about +eighteen. In reality she was a year older, but her face and dress were +both youthful. She wore a violet silk frock, made with a low body and +short sleeves: girls did not keep their pretty necks and arms covered up +then. By daylight the dress would have appeared old, but it looked very +well by candle-light.</p> + +<p>The sound of the latch-key in the front door brought her dancing to an +end. She knew who it was—no inmate of that house possessed a latch-key +except its master—and she turned to the fire to light the candles.</p> + +<p>Mr. Tait came into the room, removing neither overcoat nor hat. "Have +you made tea, Jane?"</p> + +<p>"No, papa; it has only just struck five."</p> + +<p>"Then I think I'll go out again first. I have to call on one or two of +the women, and it will be all one wetting. My feet are soaked +already"—looking down at his buckled shoes and black gaiters. "You can +get my slippers warmed, Jane. But"—the thought apparently striking +him—"would your mamma care to wait?"</p> + +<p>"Mamma had a cup of tea half an hour ago," replied Jane. "She said it +might do her good; if she could get some sleep after it, she might be +able to come down for a little before bedtime. The tea can be made +whenever you like, papa. There's only Francis at home, and he and I +could wait until ten, if you pleased."</p> + +<p>"I'll go at once, then. Not until ten, Miss Jane, but until six, or +about that time. Betty King is ill, but does not live far off. And I +must step in to the Widow Booth's."</p> + +<p>"Papa," cried Jane as he was turning away, "I forgot to tell you. +Francis says he thinks he knows of a gentleman who would like to come +here in Mr. Acton's place."</p> + +<p>"Ah! who is it?" asked the rector.</p> + +<p>"One of the masters at the school. Here's Francis coming down. He only +went up to wash his hands."</p> + +<p>"It is our new mathematical master, sir," cried Francis Tait, a youth of +eighteen, who was being brought up to the Church. "I overheard him ask +Dr. Percy if he could recommend him to a comfortable house where he +might board, and make one of the family: so I told him perhaps you might +receive him here. He said he'd come down and see you."</p> + +<p>Mr. Tait paused. "Would he be a desirable inmate, think you, Francis? Is +he a gentleman?"</p> + +<p>"Quite a gentleman, I am sure," replied Francis. "And we all like what +little we have seen of him. His name's Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"Is he in Orders?"</p> + +<p>"No. He intends to be, I think."</p> + +<p>"Well, of course I can say nothing about it, one way or the other," +concluded Mr. Tait, as he went out.</p> + +<p>Jane stood before the fire in thought, her fingers unconsciously +smoothing the parting of the glossy brown hair on her well-shaped head +as she looked at it in the pier-glass. To say that she never did such a +thing in vanity would be wrong; no pretty girl ever lived but was +conscious of her good looks. Jane, however, was neither thinking of +herself nor of vanity just then. She took a very practical part in home +duties: with her mother, a practical part amidst her father's poor: and +at this moment her thoughts were running on the additional work it might +bring her, should this gentleman come to reside with them.</p> + +<p>"What did you say his name was, Francis?" she suddenly asked of her +brother.</p> + +<p>"Whose?"</p> + +<p>"That gentleman's. The new master at your school."</p> + +<p>"Halliburton. I don't know his Christian name."</p> + +<p>"I wonder," mused Jane aloud, "whether he will wear out his stockings as +Mr. Acton did? There was always a dreadful amount of darning to be done +to his. Is he an old guy, Francis?"</p> + +<p>"Isn't he!" responded Francis Tait. "Don't faint when you see some one +come in old and fat, with green rims to his spectacles. I don't say he's +<i>quite</i> old enough to be papa's father, but——"</p> + +<p>"Why! he must be eighty then, at least!" uttered Jane, in dismay. "How +could you propose it to him? We should not care to have any one older +than Mr. Acton."</p> + +<p>"Acton! that young chicken!" contemptuously rejoined Francis. "Put him +by the side of Mr. Halliburton! Acton was barely fifty."</p> + +<p>"He was forty-eight, I think," said Jane. "Oh, dear! how I should like +to have gone with Margaret and Robert this evening!" she exclaimed, +forgetting the passing topic in another.</p> + +<p>"They were not polite enough to invite me," said Francis. "I shall pay +the old lady out."</p> + +<p>Jane laughed. "You are growing too old now, Francis, to be admitted to a +young ladies' breaking-up party. Mrs. Chilham said so to mamma——"</p> + +<p>Jane's words were interrupted by a knock at the front door, apparently +that of a visitor. "Jane!" cried her brother, in some trepidation, "I +should not wonder if it's Mr. Halliburton! He did not say when he should +come!"</p> + +<p>Another minute, and one of the servants ushered a gentleman into the +room. It was not an old guy, however, as Jane saw at a glance with a +distinct feeling of relief. A tall, gentlemanlike man of five or six and +twenty, with thin aquiline features, dark eyes, and a clear, fresh +complexion. A handsome man, very prepossessing.</p> + +<p>"You see I have soon availed myself of your permission to call," said +he, in pleasant tones, as he took Francis Tait's hand, and glanced +towards Jane with a slight bow.</p> + +<p>"My sister Jane, sir," said Francis. "Jane, this is Mr. Halliburton."</p> + +<p>Jane for once lost her self-possession. So surprised was she—in fact +perplexed, for she did not know whether Francis was playing a trick upon +her now, or whether he had previously played it; in short, whether this +was, or was not, Mr. Halliburton—that she could only look from one to +the other. "Are you Mr. Halliburton?" she said, in her straightforward +simplicity.</p> + +<p>"I am Mr. Halliburton," he answered, bending to her politely. "Can I +have the pleasure of seeing Mr. Tait?"</p> + +<p>"Will you take a seat?" said Jane. "Papa is out, but I do not think he +will be very long."</p> + +<p>"Where did he go to—do you know, Jane?" cried Francis, who was +smothering a laugh.</p> + +<p>"To Betty King's; and to Widow Booth's. He may have been going elsewhere +also. I think he was."</p> + +<p>"At any rate, I'll just run there and see. Jane, you can tell Mr. +Halliburton all about it whilst I am away. Explain to him exactly how he +will be here, and how we live. And then you can decide for yourself, +sir," concluded Francis.</p> + +<p>To splash through the wet streets to Betty King's or elsewhere was an +expedition rather agreeable to Francis, in his eagerness; otherwise +there was no particular necessity for his going.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry mamma is not up," said Jane. "She suffers from occasional +sick-headaches, and they generally keep her in bed for the day. I will +give you any information in my power."</p> + +<p>"Your brother Francis thought—that it might not be disagreeable to Mr. +Tait to receive a stranger into his family," said Mr. Halliburton, +speaking with some hesitation. But the young lady before him looked so +lady-like, the house altogether seemed so well appointed, that he almost +doubted whether the proposal would not offend her.</p> + +<p>"We wish to receive some one," said Jane. "The house is sufficiently +large to do so, and papa would like it for the sake of society: as well +as that it would help in our housekeeping," she added, in her candour. +"A friend of papa's was with us—I cannot remember precisely how many +years, but he came when I was a little girl. It was the Rev. Mr. Acton. +He left us last October."</p> + +<p>"I feel sure that I should like it very much: and I should think myself +fortunate if Mr. Tait would admit me," spoke the visitor.</p> + +<p>Jane remembered the suggestion of Francis, and deemed it her duty to +speak a little to Mr. Halliburton of "how he would be there," as it had +been expressed. She might have done so without the suggestion, for she +could not be otherwise than straightforward and open.</p> + +<p>"We live very plainly," she observed. "A simple joint of meat one day; +cold, with a pudding, the next."</p> + +<p>"I should consider myself fortunate to get the pudding," replied Mr. +Halliburton, smiling. "I have been tossed about a good deal of late +years, Miss Tait, and have not come in for too much comfort. Just now I +am in very uncomfortable lodgings."</p> + +<p>"I dare say papa would like to have you," said Jane, frankly, with a +sort of relief. She had thought he looked one who might be fastidious.</p> + +<p>"I have neither father nor mother, brother nor sister," he resumed. "In +fact, I may say that I am without relatives; for almost the only one I +have has discarded me. I often think how rich those people must be who +possess close connections and a happy home," he added, turning his +bright glance upon her.</p> + +<p>Jane dropped her work, which she had taken up. "I don't know what I +should do without all my dear relatives," she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Are you a large family?"</p> + +<p>"We are six. Papa and mamma, and four children. I am the eldest, and +Margaret is the youngest; Francis and Robert are between us. It is +breaking-up night at Margaret's school, and she has gone to it with +Robert," continued Jane, never doubting but the stranger must take as +much interest in "breaking-up nights" as she did. "I was to have gone; +but mamma has been unusually ill to-day."</p> + +<p>"Were you disappointed?"</p> + +<p>Jane bent her head while she confessed the fact, as though feeling it a +confession to be ashamed of. "It would not have been kind to leave +mamma," she added, "and I dare say some other pleasure will arise soon. +Mamma is asleep now."</p> + +<p>"What a charming girl!" thought Mr. Halliburton to himself. "How I wish +she was my sister!"</p> + +<p>"Margaret is to be a governess," observed Jane, "and is being educated +for it. She has great talent for music, and also for drawing; it is not +often the two are united. Her tastes lie quite that way—anything +clever; and as papa has no money to give us, it was well to make her a +governess."</p> + +<p>"And you?" said Mr. Halliburton. The question might have been thought an +impertinent one by many, but he spoke it only in his deep interest, and +Jane Tait was of too ingenuous a disposition not to answer it as openly.</p> + +<p>"I am not to be a governess. I am to stay at home with mamma and help +her. There is plenty to do. Margaret cannot bear domestic duties, or +sewing either. Dancing excepted, I have not learnt a single +accomplishment—unless you call French an accomplishment."</p> + +<p>"I am sure you have been well educated!" involuntarily spoke Mr. +Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"Yes; in all things solid," replied Jane. "Papa has taken care of that. +He still directs my reading. I know a good bit—of—Latin"—she added, +bringing out the concluding words with hesitation, as one who repents +his sentence—"though I do not like to confess it to you."</p> + +<p>"Why do you not?"</p> + +<p>"Because I think girls who know Latin are laughed at. I did not +regularly learn it, but I used to be in the room when papa or Mr. Acton +was teaching Francis and Robert, and I picked it up unconsciously. Mr. +Acton often took Francis; he had more time on his hands than papa. +Francis is to be a clergyman."</p> + +<p>"Miss Jane," said a servant, entering the room, "Mrs. Tait is awake, and +wishes to see you."</p> + +<p>Jane left Mr. Halliburton with a word of apology, and almost immediately +after Mr. Tait came in. He was a little taken to when he saw the +stranger. His imagination had run, if not upon an "old guy" in +spectacles, certainly upon some steady, sober, middle-aged mathematical +master. Would it be well to admit this young, good-looking man to his +house.</p> + +<p>If Jane Tait had been candid in her revelations to Mr. Halliburton, that +gentleman, in his turn, was not less candid to her father. He, Edgar +Halliburton, was the only child of a country clergyman, the Rev. William +Halliburton, who had died when Edgar was sixteen, leaving nothing behind +him. Edgar—he had previously lost his mother—found a home with his +late mother's brother, a gentleman named Cooper, who resided in +Birmingham. Mr. Cooper was a man in extensive wholesale business, and +wished Edgar to go into his counting-house. Edgar declined. His father +had lived long enough to form his tastes: his greatest wish had been to +see him enter the Church; and the wish had become Edgar's own. Mr. +Cooper thought there was nothing in the world like business: and looked +upon that most sacred of all callings, God's ministry, only in the light +of a profession. He had carved out his own career, step by step, +attaining wealth and importance, and wished his nephew to do the same. +"Which is best, lad?" he coarsely asked: "To rule as a merchant prince, +or starve and toil as a curate? I'm not quite a merchant prince yet, but +you may be." "It was my father's wish," pleaded Edgar in answer, "and it +is my own. I cannot give it up, sir." The dispute ran high—not in +words, but in obstinacy. Edgar would not yield, and at length Mr. Cooper +discarded him. He turned him out of doors: told him that, if he must +become a parson, he might get some one else to pay his expenses at +Oxford, for he never would. Edgar Halliburton proceeded to London, and +obtained employment as an usher in a school, teaching classics and +mathematics. From that he became a private teacher, and had so earned +his living up to the present time: but he had never succeeded in getting +to college. And Mr. Tait, before they had talked together five minutes, +was charmed with his visitor, and invited him to take tea with him, +which Jane came down to make.</p> + +<p>"Has your uncle never softened towards you?" Mr. Tait inquired.</p> + +<p>"Never. I have addressed several letters to him, but they have been +returned to me."</p> + +<p>"He has no family, you say. You ought—in justice, you ought to inherit +some of his wealth. Has he other relatives?"</p> + +<p>"He has one standing to him in the same relationship as I—my Cousin +Julia. It is not likely that I shall ever inherit a shilling of it, sir. +I do not expect it."</p> + +<p>"Right," said Mr. Tait, nodding his head approvingly. "There's no work +so thriftless as that of waiting for legacies. Wearying, too. I was a +poor curate, Mr. Halliburton, for twenty years—indeed, so far as being +poor goes, I am not much else now—but let that pass. I had a relative +who possessed money, and who had neither kith nor kin nearer to her than +I was. For the best part of those twenty years I was giving covert +hopes to that money; and when she died, and <span class="smcap">NOTHING</span> was left to me, I +found out how foolish and wasteful my hopes had been. I tell my children +to trust to their own honest exertions, but never to trust to other +people's money. Allow me to urge the same upon you."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton's lips and eyes alike smiled, as he looked gratefully at +the rector, a man so much older than himself. "I never think of it," he +earnestly said. "It appears, for me, to be as thoroughly lost as though +it did not exist. I should not have mentioned it, sir, but that I +consider it right you should know all particulars respecting me; if, as +I hope, you will admit me to your home."</p> + +<p>"I think we should get on very well together," frankly acknowledged Mr. +Tait, forgetting the prudent ideas which had crossed his mind.</p> + +<p>"I am sure we should, sir," warmly replied Edgar Halliburton. And the +bargain was made.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<h3>THE SHADOW BECOMES SUBSTANCE.</h3> + + +<p>And yet it had perhaps been well that those prudent ideas had been +allowed to obtain weight. Mr. Halliburton took up his abode with the +Taits; and, the more they saw of him, the more they liked him. In which +liking Jane must be included.</p> + +<p>It was a possible shadow of the future, the effects the step would bring +forth, which had whispered determent to Mr. Tait: a very brief shadow, +which had crossed his mind imperfectly, and flitted away again. Where +two young and attractive beings are thrown into daily companionship, the +result too frequently is that a mutual regard arises, stronger than any +other regard can ever be in this world. This result arrived here.</p> + +<p>A twelvemonth passed over from the time of Mr. Halliburton's +entrance—how swiftly for him and for Jane Tait they alone could tell. +Not a word had been spoken to her by Mr. Halliburton that he might not +have spoken to her mother or her sister Margaret; not a look on Jane's +part had been given by which he could infer that he was more to her than +the rest of the world. And yet both were inwardly conscious of the +feelings of the other; and when the twelvemonth had gone by it had +seemed to them but a span, for the love they bore each other.</p> + +<p>One evening in December Jane stood in the dining-room waiting to make +tea just as she had so waited that former evening. For any outward +signs, you might have thought that not a single hour had elapsed since +their first introduction—that it was the same evening as of old. It was +sloppy outside, it was bright within. The candles stood on the table +unlighted, the fire blazed, the tea-tray was placed, and only Jane was +there. Mrs. Tait was upstairs with one of her frequent sick-headaches, +Margaret was with her, and the others had not come in.</p> + +<p>Jane stood in a reverie—her elbow resting on the mantel-piece, and the +blaze from the fire flickering on her gentle face. She was fond of these +few minutes of idleness on a winter's evening, between the twilight hour +and lighting the candles.</p> + +<p>The clock in the kitchen struck five. It did not arouse her: she heard +it in a mechanical sort of manner, without taking note of it. Scarcely +had the sound of the last stroke died away when there was a knock at the +front door.</p> + +<p>That aroused her—for she knew it. She knew the footsteps that came in +when it was answered, and a rich damask arose to her cheeks, and the +pulses of her heart went on a little quicker than they had been going +before.</p> + +<p>She took her elbow from the mantel-piece, and sat down quietly on a +chair. No need to look who entered. Some one, taller by far than any in +that house, came up to the fire, and bent to warm his hands over the +blaze.</p> + +<p>"It is a cold night, Jane. We shall have a severe frost."</p> + +<p>"Yes," she answered; "the water in the barrel is already freezing over."</p> + +<p>"How is your mamma now?"</p> + +<p>"Better, thank you. Margaret has gone up to help her to dress. She is +coming down to tea."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton remained silent a minute, and then turned to Jane, his +face glowing with satisfaction. "I have had a piece of preferment +offered me to-day."</p> + +<p>"Have you?" she eagerly said. "What is it?"</p> + +<p>"Dr. Percy proposes that, from January, I shall take the Greek classes +as well as the mathematics, and he doubles my salary. Of course I shall +have to give closer attendance, but I can readily do that. My time is +not fully employed."</p> + +<p>"I am very glad," said Jane.</p> + +<p>"So am I," he answered. "Taking all my sources of income together, I +shall now be earning two hundred and eighty-three pounds a year."</p> + +<p>Jane laughed. "Have you been reckoning it up?"</p> + +<p>"Ay; I had a motive in doing so."</p> + +<p>His tone was peculiar, and it caused her to look at him, but her eyelids +drooped under his gaze. He drew nearer, and laid his hand gently on her +shoulder, bending down before her to speak.</p> + +<p>"Jane, you have not mistaken me. I feel that you have read what has been +in my heart, what have been my intentions, as surely as though I had +spoken. It is not a great income, but it is sufficient, if you can +think it so. May I speak to Mr. Tait?"</p> + +<p>What Jane would have contrived to answer she never knew, but at that +moment her mother's step was heard approaching. All she did was to +glance shyly up at Mr. Halliburton, and he bent his head lower and +kissed her. Then he walked rapidly to the door and opened it for Mrs. +Tait—a pale, refined, delicate-looking lady, wrapped in a shawl. These +violent headaches, from which she so frequently suffered, did not affect +her permanent health, but on the days she suffered she would be utterly +prostrated. Mr. Halliburton gave her his arm, and led her to a seat by +the fire, his voice low and tender, his manner sympathizing. "I am +already better," she said to him, "and shall be much better after tea. +Sometimes I am tempted to envy those who do not know what a +sick-headache is."</p> + +<p>"They may know other maladies as painful, dear Mrs. Tait."</p> + +<p>"Ay, indeed. None of us can expect to be free from pain of one sort or +another in this world."</p> + +<p>"Shall I make the tea, mamma?" asked Jane.</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear; I shall be glad of it, and your papa is sure to be in soon. +There he is!" she added, as the latch-key was heard in the door. "The +boys are late this evening."</p> + +<p>The rector came in, and, ere the evening was over, the news was broken +to him by Mr. Halliburton. He wanted Jane.</p> + +<p>It was the imperfect, uncertain shadow of twelve months ago become +substance. It had been a shadow of the future only, you understand—not +a shadow of evil. To Mr. Halliburton, personally, the rector had no +objection—he had learned to love, esteem, and respect him—but it is a +serious thing to give away a child.</p> + +<p>"The income is very small to marry upon," he observed. "It is also +uncertain."</p> + +<p>"Not uncertain, sir, so long as I am blessed with health and strength. +And I have no reason to fear that these will fail."</p> + +<p>"I thought you were bent on taking Orders."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton's cheek slightly flushed. "It is a prospect I have +fondly cherished," he said; "but its difficulties alarm me. The cost of +the University is great; and were I to wait until I had saved sufficient +money to go to college, I should be obliged, in a great degree, to give +up my present means of living. Who would employ a tutor who must +frequently be away for weeks? I should lose my connection, and perhaps +never regain it. A good teaching connection is more easily lost than +won."</p> + +<p>"True," observed Mr. Tait.</p> + +<p>"Once in Orders, I might remain for years a poor curate. I should most +likely do so. I have neither interest nor influence. Sir, in that case +Jane and I might be obliged to wait for years: perhaps go down to our +graves waiting."</p> + +<p>The Rev. Francis Tait threw back his thoughts. How <i>he</i> had waited; how +he was not able to marry until years were advancing upon him; how in +four years now he should have attained threescore years and ten—the +term allotted to the life of man—whilst his children were still growing +up around him! No! never, never would he counsel another to wait as he +had been obliged to wait.</p> + +<p>"I have not yet given up hope of eventually entering the Church," +continued Mr. Halliburton; "though it must be accomplished, if at all, +slowly and patiently. I think I may be able to keep one term, or perhaps +two terms yearly, without damage to my teaching. I shall try to do so; +try to find the necessary means and time. My marriage will make no +difference to that, sir."</p> + +<p>Many might have suggested to Edgar Halliburton that he might keep his +terms first and marry afterwards. Mr. Tait did not: possibly the idea +did not occur to him. If it occurred to Edgar Halliburton himself, he +drove it from him. It would have delayed his marriage to an indefinite +number of years; and he loved Jane too well to do that willingly. "I +shall still get much better preferment in teaching than that which I now +hold," he urged aloud to the rector. "It is not so very small to begin +upon, sir, and Jane is willing to risk it."</p> + +<p>"I will not part you and Jane," said Mr. Tait, warmly. "If you have made +up your minds to share life and its cares together, you shall do so. +Still, I cannot say that I think your prospects golden."</p> + +<p>"Prospects that appear to have no gold at all in them sometimes turn out +very brightly, sir."</p> + +<p>"I can give Jane nothing, you know."</p> + +<p>"I have never cast a thought to it, sir; have never imagined she would +have a shilling," replied Mr. Halliburton, his face flushing with +eagerness. "It is Jane herself I want; not money."</p> + +<p>"Beyond a twenty-pound note which I may give her to put into her purse +on her wedding morning, that she may not leave my house absolutely +penniless, she will have nothing," cried the rector, in his +straightforward manner. "Far from saving, I and her mother have been +hardly able to make both ends meet at the end of the year. I might have +saved a few pounds yearly, had I chosen to do so; but you know what this +parish is; and the reflection has always been upon me: how would my +Master look upon my putting by small sums of money, when many of those +over whom I am placed were literally starving for bread? I have given +what I could; but I have not saved for my children."</p> + +<p>"You have done well, sir."</p> + +<p>Mr. Tait sought his daughter. "Jane," he began—"Nay, child, do not +tremble so! There is no need for trembling, or for tears, either: you +have done nothing to displease me. Jane, I like Edgar Halliburton; I +like him much. There is no one to whom I would rather give you. But I do +not like his prospects. Teaching is very precarious."</p> + +<p>Jane raised her timid eyes. "Precarious for <i>him</i>, papa? For one learned +and clever as he!"</p> + +<p>"It is badly paid. See how he toils—and he will have to toil more when +the new year comes in—and only to earn two or three hundred a year!—in +round numbers."</p> + +<p>Tears gathered in Jane's eyes. Toil as he did, badly paid as he might +be, she would rather have him than any other in the world, though that +other might have revelled in thousands. The rector read somewhat of this +in her downcast face.</p> + +<p>"My dear, the consideration lies with you. If you choose to venture upon +it, you shall have my consent, and I know you will have your mother's, +for she thinks Edgar Halliburton has not his equal in the world. But it +may bring you many troubles."</p> + +<p>"Papa, I am not afraid. If troubles come, they—you—told us only last +night——"</p> + +<p>"What, child?"</p> + +<p>"That troubles, regarded rightly, only lead us nearer to God," whispered +Jane, simply and timidly.</p> + +<p>"Right, child. And trouble must come before that great truth can be +realized. Consider the question well, Jane—whether it may not be better +to wait—and give your answer to-morrow. I shall tell Mr. Halliburton +not to ask for it to-night. As you decide, so shall it be."</p> + +<p>Need you be told what Jane's decision was? Two hundred and eighty-three +pounds a year seems a large sum to an inexperienced girl; quite +sufficient to purchase everything that might be wanted for a fireside.</p> + +<p>And so she became Jane Halliburton.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<h3>THE REV. FRANCIS TAIT.</h3> + + +<p>A hot afternoon in July. Jane Halliburton was in the drawing-room with +her mother, both sewing busily. It was a large room, with three windows, +more pleasant than the dining-room beneath, and they were fond of +sitting in it in summer. Jane had been married some three or four months +now, but looked the same young, simple, placid girl that she ever did; +and, but for the wedding-ring upon her finger, no stranger would have +supposed her to be a wife.</p> + +<p>An excellent arrangement had been arrived at—that she and her husband +should remain inmates of Mr. Tait's house; at any rate, for the +present. When plans were being discussed, before making the necessary +arrangements for the marriage, and Mr. Halliburton was spending all his +superfluous minutes hunting for a suitable house near to the old home, +and not too dear, Francis Tait had given utterance to a remark—"I +wonder who we shall get here in Mr. Halliburton's place, if papa takes +any one else?" and Margaret, looking up from her drawing, had added, +"Why can't Mr. Halliburton and Jane stay on with us? It would be so much +pleasanter."</p> + +<p>It was the first time the idea had been presented in any shape to the +rector, and it seemed to go straight to his wishes. He put down a book +he was reading, and spoke impulsively. "It would be the best thing; the +very best thing! Would you like it, Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>"I should, sir; very much. But it is Jane who must be consulted, not +me."</p> + +<p>Jane, her pretty cheeks covered with blushes, looked up and said she +should like it also; she <i>had</i> thought of it, but had not liked to +mention it, either to her mother or to Mr. Halliburton. "I have been +quite troubled to think what mamma and the house will do without me," +she added, ingenuously.</p> + +<p>"Let Jane alone for thinking and planning, when difficulties are in the +way," laughed Margaret. "My opinion is that we shall never get another +pudding, or papa have his black silk Sunday hose darned, if Jane goes +from us."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tait burst into tears. Like Margaret she was a bad manager, and had +mourned over Jane's departure, secretly believing she should be half +worried to death. "Oh! Jane, dear, say you'll remain!" she cried. "It +will be such a relief to me! Margaret's of no earthly use, and +everything will fall on my shoulders. Edgar, I hope you will remain with +us! It will be pleasant for all. You know the house is sufficiently +large."</p> + +<p>And remain they did. The wedding took place at Easter, and Mr. +Halliburton took Jane all the way to Dover to see the sea—a long way in +those days—and kept her there for a week. And then they came back +again, Jane to her old home duties, just as though she were Jane Tait +still, and Mr. Halliburton to his teaching.</p> + +<p>It was July now and hot weather; and Mrs. Tait and Jane were sewing in +the drawing-room. They were working for Margaret. Mr. Halliburton, +through some of his teaching connections, had obtained an excellent +situation for Margaret in a first-rate school. Margaret was to enter as +resident pupil, and receive every advantage towards the completion of +her own education; in return for which she was to teach the younger +pupils music, and pay ten pounds a year. Such an arrangement was almost +unknown then, though it has been common enough since, and Mr. and Mrs. +Tait thought of it very highly. Margaret Tait was only sixteen; but, as +if in contrast to Jane, who looked younger than her actual years, +Margaret looked older. In appearance, in manners, and also in +advancement, Margaret might have been eighteen.</p> + +<p>She was to enter the school, which was near Harrow, in another week, at +the termination of the holidays, and Mrs. Tait and Jane had their hands +full, getting her things ready.</p> + +<p>"Was this slip measured, mamma?" Jane suddenly asked, after attentively +regarding the work she had on her knee.</p> + +<p>"I think so," replied Mrs. Tait. "Why?"</p> + +<p>"It looks too short for Margaret. At least it will be too short when I +have finished this fourth tuck. It must have been measured, though, for +here are the pins in it. Perhaps Margaret measured it herself."</p> + +<p>"Then of course it must be measured again. There's no trusting to +anything Margaret does in the shape of work. And yet, how clever she is +at music and drawing—in fact at all her studies!" added Mrs. Tait. "It +is well, Jane, that we are not all gifted alike."</p> + +<p>"I think it is," acquiesced Jane. "I will go up to Margaret's room for +one of her slips, and measure this."</p> + +<p>"You need not do that," said Mrs. Tait. "There's an old slip of hers +amongst the work on the sofa."</p> + +<p>Jane found the slip, and measured the one in her hand by it. "Yes, +mamma! It is just the length without the tuck. Then I must take out what +I have done of it. It is very little."</p> + +<p>"Come hither, Jane. Your eyes are younger than mine. Is not that your +papa coming towards us from the far end of the square?"</p> + +<p>Jane approached the window nearest to her, not the one at which Mrs. +Tait was sitting. "Oh, yes, that's papa. You might tell him by his +dress, if by nothing else, mamma."</p> + +<p>"I could tell him by himself, if I could see," said Mrs. Tait, quaintly. +"I don't know how it is, Jane, but my sight grows very imperfect for a +distance."</p> + +<p>"Never mind that, mamma, so that you can continue to see well to work +and read," said Jane cheerily. "How fast papa is walking!"</p> + +<p>Very fast for the Rev. Francis Tait, who was not in general a quick +walker. He entered his house, and came up to the drawing-room. He had +not been well for the last few days, and threw himself into a chair, +wearily.</p> + +<p>"Jane, is there any of that beef-tea left, that was made for me +yesterday?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, papa," she said, springing up that she might get it for him. "I +will bring it to you immediately."</p> + +<p>"Stay, stay, child, not so fast," he interrupted. "It is not for myself. +I can do without it. I have been pained by a sad sight," he added, +looking at his wife. "There's that daughter of the Widow Booth's come +home again. I called in upon them and there she was, lying on a +mattress, dying from famine, as I verily believe. She returned last +night in a dreadful state of exhaustion, the mother says, and has had +nothing within her lips since but cold water. They tried her with solid +food, but she could not swallow it. That beef-tea will just do for her. +Have it warmed, Jane."</p> + +<p>"She is a sinful, ill-doing girl, Francis," remarked Mrs. Tait, "and +does not really deserve compassion."</p> + +<p>"All the more reason, wife, that she should be rescued from death," said +the rector, almost sternly. "The good may dare to die: the evil may not. +Don't waste time, Jane. Put it into a bottle, warm, and I'll carry it +round."</p> + +<p>"Is there nothing else we can send her, papa, that may do for her +equally well?" asked Jane. "A little wine, perhaps? There is very little +of the beef-tea left, and it ought to be kept for you."</p> + +<p>"Never mind; I wish to take it to her," said the rector. "A little wine +afterwards may do her good."</p> + +<p>Jane hastened to the kitchen, disturbing a servant who was doing +something over the fire. "Susan, papa wants the remainder of the +beef-tea warmed. Will you make haste and do it, whilst I search for a +bottle to put it into? It is to be taken round to Charity Booth."</p> + +<p>"What! is <i>she</i> back again?" exclaimed the servant, slightingly, which +betrayed that her estimation of Charity Booth was no higher than was +that of her mistress. "It's just like the master," she continued, +proceeding to do what was required of her. "It's not often that +anything's made for himself; but if it is, he never gets the benefit of +it; he's sure to drop across somebody that he fancies wants it worse +than he does. It's not right, Miss Jane."</p> + +<p>Jane was searching a cupboard, and brought forth a clean green bottle, +which held about half-a-pint. "This will be quite large enough, I +think."</p> + +<p>"I should think it would!" grumbled Susan, who could not be brought to +look upon the giving away of her master's own peculiar property as +anything but a personal grievance. "There's barely a gill of it left, +and he ought to have had it himself, Miss Jane."</p> + +<p>"Susan," she said, turning her bright face laughingly towards the woman, +"it is a good thing that you went to church and saw me married, or I +might think you meant to reflect upon me. How can I be 'Miss Jane,' +with this ring on?"</p> + +<p>"It's of no good my trying to remember it, ma'am. All the parish knows +you are Mrs. Halliburton, fast enough; but it don't come ready to me."</p> + +<p>Jane laughed pleasantly. "Where is Mary?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"In the back room, going on with some of Miss Margaret's things. It's +cooler, sitting there, than in this hot kitchen."</p> + +<p>Jane carried the little bottle of beef-tea to her father, and gave it +into his hand. He looked very pale, and rose from his chair slowly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, papa, you do not seem well!" she involuntarily exclaimed. "Let me +run and beat you up an egg. I will not be a minute."</p> + +<p>"I can't wait, child. And I question if I could eat it, were it ready +before me. I do not feel well, as you say."</p> + +<p>"You ought to have taken this beef-tea yourself, papa. It was made for +<i>you</i>."</p> + +<p>Jane could not help laying a stress upon the word. Mr. Tait placed his +hand gently upon her smoothly parted hair. "Jane, child, had I thought +of myself before others throughout life, how should I have been +following my Master's precepts?"</p> + +<p>She ran down the stairs before him, opening the front door for him to +pass through, that even that little exertion should be spared him. A +loving, dutiful daughter was Jane; and it is probable that the thought +of her worth especially crossed the mind of the rector at that moment. +"God bless you, my child!" he aspirated, as he passed her.</p> + +<p>Jane watched him across the square. Their house, though not actually in +the square, commanded a view of it. Then she returned upstairs to her +mother. "Papa thinks he will not lose time," she observed. "He is +walking fast."</p> + +<p>"I should call it running," responded Mrs. Tait, who had seen the speed +from the window. "But, my dear, he'll do no good with that badly +conducted Charity Booth."</p> + +<p>About an hour passed away, and it was drawing towards dinner-time. Jane +and Mrs. Tait were busy as ever, when Mr. Halliburton's well-known knock +was heard.</p> + +<p>"Edgar is home early this morning!" Jane exclaimed.</p> + +<p>He came springing up the stairs, two at a time, in great haste, opened +the drawing-room door, and just put in his head. Mrs. Tait, sitting with +her back to the door and her face to the window, did not turn round, and +consequently did not see him. Jane did; and was startled. Every vestige +of colour had forsaken his face.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Edgar! You are ill!"</p> + +<p>"Ill! Not I," affecting to speak gaily. "I want you for a minute, Jane."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tait had looked round at Jane's exclamation, but Mr. Halliburton's +face was then withdrawn. He was standing outside the door when Jane +went out. He did not speak; but took her hand in silence and drew her +into the back room, which was their own bedroom, and closed the door. +Jane's face had grown as white as his.</p> + +<p>"My darling, I did not mean to alarm you," he said, holding her to him. +"I thought you had a brave heart, Jane. I thought that if I had a little +unpleasant news to impart it would be best to tell <i>you</i>, that you may +help me break it to the rest."</p> + +<p>Jane's heart was not feeling very brave. "What is it?" she asked, +scarcely able to speak the words from her ghastly lips.</p> + +<p>"Jane," he said, tenderly and gravely, "before I say any more, you must +strive for calmness."</p> + +<p>"It is not about yourself! You are not ill?"</p> + +<p>The question seemed superfluous. Mr. Halliburton was evidently not ill; +but he was agitated. Jane was frightened and perplexed: not a glimpse of +the real truth crossed her. "Tell me what it is at once, Edgar," she +said, in a calmer tone. "I can bear certainty better than suspense."</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, I think you are becoming brave already," he answered, looking +straight into her eyes and smiling—which was intended to reassure her. +"I must have my wife show herself a woman to-day; not a child. See what +a bungler I am! I thought to tell you all quietly and smoothly, without +alarming you; and see what I have done!—startled you to terror."</p> + +<p>Jane smiled faintly. She knew all this was only the precursor of tidings +that must be very ill and grievous. By a great effort she schooled +herself to calmness. Mr. Halliburton continued:</p> + +<p>"One, whom you and I love very much, has—has—met with an accident, +Jane."</p> + +<p>Her fears went straight to the right quarter at once. With that one +exception by her side, there was no one she loved as she loved her +father.</p> + +<p>"Papa?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. We must break it to Mrs. Tait."</p> + +<p>Her heart beat wildly against his hand, and the livid hue was once more +overspreading her face. But she strove urgently for calmness: he +whispered to her of its necessity for her own sake.</p> + +<p>"Edgar! is it death?"</p> + +<p>It was death; but he would not tell her so yet. He plunged into the +attendant details.</p> + +<p>"He was hastening along with a small bottle in his hand, Jane. It +contained something good for one of the sick poor, I am sure, for he was +in their neighbourhood. Suddenly he was observed to fall; and the +spectators raised him and took him to a doctor's. That doctor, +unfortunately, was not at home, and they took him to another, so that +time was lost. He was quite unconscious."</p> + +<p>"But you do not tell me!" she wailed. "Is he dead?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton asked himself a question—What good would be done by +delaying the truth? He thought he had performed his task very badly. +"Jane, Jane!" he whispered, "I can only hope to help you to bear it +better than I have broken it to you."</p> + +<p>She could not shed tears in that first awful moment: physically and +mentally she leaned on him for support. "<i>How</i> can we tell my mother?"</p> + +<p>It was necessary that Mrs. Tait should be told, and without delay. Even +then the body was being conveyed to the house. By a curious coincidence, +Mr. Halliburton had been passing the last doctor's surgery at the very +moment the crowd was round its doors. Unusual business had called him +there; or it was a street he did not enter once in a year. "The parson +has fallen down in a fit," said some of them, recognizing and arresting +him.</p> + +<p>"The parson!" he repeated. "What! Mr. Tait?"</p> + +<p>"Sure enough," said they. And Mr. Halliburton pressed into the surgeon's +house just as the examination was over.</p> + +<p>"The heart, no doubt, sir," said the doctor to him.</p> + +<p>"He surely is not dead?"</p> + +<p>"Quite dead. He must have died instantaneously."</p> + +<p>The news had been wafted to the mob outside, and they were already +taking a shutter from its hinges. "I will go on first and prepare the +family," said Mr. Halliburton to them. "Give me a quarter of an hour's +start, and then come on."</p> + +<p>So that he had only a quarter of an hour for it all. His thoughts +naturally turned to his wife: not simply to spare her alarm and pain, so +far as he might, but he believed her, young as she was, to possess more +calmness and self-control than Mrs. Tait. As he sped to the house he +rehearsed his task; and might have accomplished it better but for his +tell-tale face. "Jane," he whispered, "let this be your consolation +ever: he was ready to go."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes!" she answered, bursting into a storm of most distressing tears. +"If any one here was ever fit for heaven, it was my dear father."</p> + +<p>"Hark!" exclaimed Mr. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>Some noise had arisen downstairs—a sound of voices speaking in +undertones. There could be no doubt that people had come to the house +with the news, and were imparting it to the two trembling servants.</p> + +<p>"There's not a moment to be lost, Jane."</p> + +<p>How Jane dried her eyes and suppressed all temporary sign of grief and +emotion, she could not tell. A sense of duty was strong within her, and +she knew that the most imperative duty of the present moment was the +support and solace of her mother. She and her husband entered the +drawing-room together, and Mrs. Tait turned with a smile to Mr. +Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"What secrets have you and Jane been talking together?" Then, catching +sight of Jane's white and quivering lips, she broke into a cry of agony. +"Jane! what has happened? What have you both come to tell me?"</p> + +<p>The tears poured from Jane's fair young face as she clasped her mother +fondly to her, tenderly whispering: "Dearest mamma, you must lean upon +us now! We will all love you and take care of you as we have never yet +done."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<h3>NEW PLANS.</h3> + + +<p>The post-mortem examination established beyond doubt the fact that the +Rev. Francis Tait's death was caused by heart disease. In the earlier +period of his life it had been suspected that he was subject to it, but +of late years unfavourable symptoms had not shown themselves.</p> + +<p>With him died of course almost all his means; and his family, if not +left utterly destitute, had little to boast in the way of wealth. Mrs. +Tait enjoyed, and had for some time enjoyed, an annuity of fifty pounds +a year; but it would cease at her death, whenever that event should take +place. What was she to do with her children? Many a bereaved widow, far +worse off than Mrs. Tait, has to ask the same perplexing question every +day. Mrs. Tait's children were partially off her hands. Jane had her +husband; Francis was earning his own living as an under-master in a +school; with Margaret ten pounds a year must be paid; and there was +still Robert.</p> + +<p>The death had occurred in July. By October they must be away from the +house. "You will be at no loss for a home, Mrs. Tait," Mr. Halliburton +took an opportunity of kindly saying to her. "You must allow me and Jane +to welcome you to ours."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Edgar," was Mrs. Tait's unhesitating reply; "it will be the best +plan. The furniture in this house will do for yours, and you shall have +it, and you must take me and my small means into it—an incumbrance to +you. I have pondered it all over, and I do not see anything else that +can be done."</p> + +<p>"I have no right whatever to your furniture," he replied, "and Jane has +no more right to it than have your other children. The furniture shall +be put into my house if you please; but you must either allow me to pay +you for it, or it shall remain your own, to be removed again at any time +you may please."</p> + +<p>A house was looked for and taken. The furniture was valued, and Mr. +Halliburton bought it—a fourth part of the sum Mrs. Tait positively +refusing to take, for she declared that so much belonged to Jane. Then +they quitted the old house of many years, and moved into the new one: +Mr. and Mrs. Halliburton, Mrs. Tait, Robert, and the two servants.</p> + +<p>"Will it be prudent for you, my dear, to retain both the servants?" Mrs. +Tait asked of her daughter.</p> + +<p>Jane blushed vividly. "We could do with one at present, mamma; but the +time will be coming that I shall require two. And Susan and Mary are +both so good that I do not care to part with them. You are used to them, +too."</p> + +<p>"Ah, child! I know that in all your plans and schemes you and Edgar +think first of my comfort. Do you know what I was thinking of last night +as I lay in bed?"</p> + +<p>"What, mamma?"</p> + +<p>"When Mr. Halliburton first spoke of wanting you, I and your poor papa +felt inclined to hesitate, thinking you might have made a better match. +But, my dear, I was wondering last night what we should have done in +this crisis but for him."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Jane, gently. "Things that appear untoward at the time +frequently turn out afterwards to have been the very best that could +have happened. God directs all things, you know, mamma."</p> + +<p>A contention arose respecting Robert, some weeks after they had been in +their new house—or it may be better to call it a discussion. Robert had +never taken very kindly to what he called book-learning. Mr. Tait's wish +had been that both his sons should enter the Church. Robert had never +openly opposed this wish, and for the calling itself he had a liking; +but particularly disliked the study and application necessary to fit him +for it. Silent while his father lived, he was so no longer; but took +every opportunity of urging the point upon his mother. He was still +attending Dr. Percy's school daily.</p> + +<p>"You know, mother," dropping down one day in a chair, close to his +mother and Jane, and catching up one leg to nurse—rather a favourite +action of his—"I shall never earn salt at it."</p> + +<p>"Salt at what, Robert?" asked Mrs. Tait.</p> + +<p>"Why, at these rubbishing classics. <i>I</i> shall never make a tutor, as Mr. +Halliburton and Francis do; and what on earth's to become of me? As to +any chance of my being a parson, of course that's over: where's the +money to come from?"</p> + +<p>"What <i>is</i> to become of you, then?" cried Mrs. Tait. "I'm sure I don't +know."</p> + +<p>"Besides," went on Robert, lowering his voice, and calling up the most +effectual argument he could think of, "I ought to be doing something +for myself. I am living here upon Mr. Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"He is delighted to have you, Robert," interrupted Jane, quickly. "Mamma +pays——"</p> + +<p>"Be quiet, Mrs. Jane! What sort of a wife do you call yourself, pray, to +go against your husband's interests in that manner? I heard you +preaching up to the charity children the other day about its being +sinful to waste time."</p> + +<p>"Well?" said Jane.</p> + +<p>"Well! what's waste of time for other people is not waste of time for +me, I suppose?" went on Robert.</p> + +<p>"You are not wasting your time, Robert."</p> + +<p>"I am. And if you had the sense people give you credit for, Madam Jane, +you'd see it. I shall never, I say, earn my salt at teaching; and—just +tell me yourself whether there seems any chance now that I shall enter +the Church."</p> + +<p>"At present I do not see that there is," confessed Jane.</p> + +<p>"There! Then is it waste of time, or not, my continuing to study for a +career which I can never enter upon?"</p> + +<p>"But what else can you do, Robert?" interposed Mrs. Tait. "You cannot +idle your time away at home, or be running about the streets all day."</p> + +<p>"No," said Robert, "better stop at school for ever than do that. I want +to see the world, mother."</p> + +<p>"You—want—to—see—the—world!" echoed Mrs. Tait, bringing out the +words slowly in her astonishment, whilst Jane looked up from her work, +and fixed her eyes upon her brother.</p> + +<p>"It's only natural that I should," said Robert, with equanimity. "I have +an invitation to go down into Yorkshire."</p> + +<p>"What to do?" cried Mrs. Tait.</p> + +<p>"Oh, lots of things. They keep hunters, and——"</p> + +<p>"Why, you were never on horseback in your life, Robert," laughed Jane. +"You would come back with your neck broken."</p> + +<p>"I do wish you'd be quiet, Jane!" returned Robert, reddening. "I am +talking to mamma, not to you. Winchcombe has invited me to spend the +Christmas holidays with him down at his father's place in Yorkshire. +And, mother, I want to go; and I want you to promise that I shall not +return to school when the holidays are over. I will do anything else +that you choose to put me to. I'll learn to be a man of business, or +I'll go into an office, or I'd be apprenticed to a doctor—anything you +like, rather than stop at these everlasting school-books. I am <i>sick</i> of +them."</p> + +<p>"Robert, you take my breath away!" uttered Mrs. Tait. "I have no +interest anywhere. I could not get you into any of these places."</p> + +<p>"I dare say Mr. Halliburton could. He knows lots of people. Jane, you +talk to him: he'll do anything for you."</p> + +<p>There ensued, I say, much discussion about</p> + +<p>Robert. But it is not with Robert Tait that our story has to do; and +only a few words need be given to him here and there. It appeared to +them all that it would be inexpedient for him to continue at school; +both with regard to his own wishes and to his prospects. He was allowed +to pay the visit with his schoolfellow, and (as he came back with neck +unbroken) Mr. Halliburton succeeded in placing him in a large wholesale +warehouse. Robert appeared to like it very much at first, and always +came home to spend Sunday with them.</p> + +<p>"He may rise in time to be one of the first mercantile men in London," +observed Mr. Halliburton to his wife; "one of our merchant-princes, as +my uncle used to say by me, if only——"</p> + +<p>"If what? Why do you hesitate?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"If he will only persevere, I was going to say. But, Jane, I fear +perseverance is a quality that Robert does not possess."</p> + +<p>Of course all that had to be proved. It lay in the future.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<h3>MARGARET.</h3> + + +<p>From two to three years passed away, and the Midsummer holidays were +approaching. Margaret was expected as usual for them, and Jane, +delighted to receive her, went about her glad preparations. Margaret +would not return to the school, in which she had been a paid teacher for +the last year; but was to enter a family as governess. For one +efficient, well-educated, accomplished governess to be met with in those +days, scores may be counted now—or who profess to be so; and Margaret +Tait, though barely nineteen, anticipated a salary of seventy or eighty +guineas a year.</p> + +<p>A warm, bright day in June, that on which Mr. Halliburton went to +receive Margaret. The coach brought her to its resting-place, the "Bull +and Mouth," in St. Martin's-le-Grand, and Mr. Halliburton reached the +inn as St. Paul's clock was striking midday. One minute more, and the +coach drove in.</p> + +<p>There she was, inside; a tall, fine girl, with a handsome face: a face +full of resolution and energy. Margaret Tait had her good qualities, and +she had also her faults: a great one, speaking of the latter, was +self-will. She opened the door herself and leaped out before any one +could help her, all joy and delight.</p> + +<p>"And what about your boxes, Margaret?" questioned Mr. Halliburton, after +a few words of greeting. "Have they come this time or not?"</p> + +<p>Margaret laughed. "Yes, they really have. I have not lost them on the +road, as I did at Christmas. You will never forget to tell me of that, I +am sure! But it was more the guard's fault than mine."</p> + +<p>A few minutes, and Mr. Halliburton, Margaret, and the boxes were +lumbering along in one of the old glass coaches.</p> + +<p>"And now tell me about every one," said Margaret. "How is dear mamma?"</p> + +<p>"She is quite well. We are all well. Jane's famous."</p> + +<p>"And my precious little Willy?"</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Mr. Halliburton, quaintly, "he is a great deal too +troublesome for anything to be the matter with him. I tell Jane she will +have to begin the whipping system soon."</p> + +<p>"And much Jane will attend to you! Is it a pretty baby?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton raised his eyebrows. "Jane thinks so. I wonder she has +not had its likeness taken."</p> + +<p>"Is it christened?" continued Margaret.</p> + +<p>"It is baptized. Jane would not have the christening until you were at +home."</p> + +<p>"And its name?"</p> + +<p>"Jane."</p> + +<p>"What a shame! Jane promised me it should be Margaret. Why did she +decide upon her own name?"</p> + +<p>"I decided upon it," said Mr. Halliburton. "Yours can wait until the +next, Margaret."</p> + +<p>Margaret laughed. "And how are you getting on?"</p> + +<p>"Very well. I have every hour of the day occupied."</p> + +<p>"I don't think you are looking well," rejoined Margaret. "You look thin +and fagged."</p> + +<p>"I am always thin, and mine is a fagging profession. Sometimes I feel +terribly weary. But I am pretty well upon the whole, Margaret."</p> + +<p>"Will Francis be at home these holidays?"</p> + +<p>"No. He passes them at a gentleman's house in Norfolk—tutor to his +sons. Francis is thoroughly industrious and persevering."</p> + +<p>"A contrast to poor Robert, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"Well—yes; in that sense."</p> + +<p>"There has been some trouble about Robert, has there not?" asked +Margaret, her tone becoming grave. "Did he not get discharged?"</p> + +<p>"He received notice of discharge. But I saw the principals and begged +him on again. I would not talk about it to him if I were you, Margaret. +He is sensitive upon the point. Robert's intentions are good, but his +disposition is fickle. He has grown tired of his work and idles his time +away; no house of business will put up with that."</p> + +<p>The coach arrived at Mr. Halliburton's. Margaret rushed out of it, +giving no one time to assist her, as she had done out of the other coach +at the "Bull and Mouth." There was a great deal of impetuosity in +Margaret Tait's character. She was quite a contrast to Jane—as she had +just remarked there was a contrast between Francis and Robert upon +other points—to sensible, lady-like, self-possessed Jane, who came +forward so calmly to greet her, a glad depth of affection in her quiet +eyes.</p> + +<p>A boisterous embrace to her mother, a boisterous embrace to Jane, all in +haste, and then Margaret caught up a little gentleman of some two years +old, or more, who was standing holding on to Jane's dress, his great +grey eyes, honest, loving, intelligent as were his mother's, cast up in +a broad stare at Margaret.</p> + +<p>"You naughty Willy! Have you forgotten Aunt Margaret? Oh, you darling +child! Who's this?"</p> + +<p>She carried the boy up to the end of the room, where stood their old +servant Mary, nursing an infant of two months old. The baby had great +grey eyes also, and they likewise were bent on noisy Margaret. "Oh, +Willy, she is prettier than you! I won't nurse you any more. Mary, I'll +shake hands with you presently. I must take that enchanting baby first."</p> + +<p>Dropping discarded Willy upon the ground, snatching the baby from Mary's +arms, Margaret kissed its pretty face until she made it cry. Jane came +to the rescue.</p> + +<p>"You don't understand babies, Margaret. Let Mary take her again. Come +upstairs to your room, and make yourself ready for dinner. I think you +must be hungry."</p> + +<p>"So hungry that I shall frighten you. Of course, with the thought of +coming home, I could not touch breakfast. I hope you have something +especially nice!"</p> + +<p>"Your favourite dinner," said Jane, smiling. "Loin of veal and +broccoli."</p> + +<p>"How thoughtful you are, Jane!" Margaret could not help exclaiming.</p> + +<p>"Margaret, my dear," called out her mother, as she was leaving the room +with Jane.</p> + +<p>Margaret looked back. "What, mamma?"</p> + +<p>"I hope you will not continue to go on with these children as you have +begun; otherwise we shall have a quiet house turned into a noisy one."</p> + +<p>"Is it a quiet house?" said Margaret, laughing.</p> + +<p>"As if any house would not be quiet, regulated by Jane!" replied Mrs. +Tait. And Margaret, laughing still, followed her sister.</p> + +<p>It is curious to remark how differently things sometimes turn out from +what we intended. Had any one asked Mrs. Tait, the day that Margaret +came home, what Margaret's future career was to be, she had wondered at +the question. "A governess, certainly," would have been her answer; and +she would have thought that no power, humanly speaking, could prevent +it. And yet, Margaret Tait, as it proved, never did become a governess.</p> + +<p>The holidays were drawing to an end, and a very desirable situation, as +was believed, had been found for Margaret by Mr. Halliburton, the +negotiations for which were nearly completed. Mr. Halliburton gave +private lessons in sundry well-connected families, and thus enabled to +hear where ladies were required as governesses, he had recommended +Margaret. The recommendation was favourably received, and a day was +appointed for Margaret to make a personal visit at the town house of the +people in question, when she would most probably be engaged.</p> + +<p>On the previous evening at twilight Mr. Halliburton came home from one +of his numerous engagements. Jane was alone. Mrs. Tait, not very well, +had retired to rest early, and Margaret was out with Robert. In this, a +leisure season of the year, Robert had most of his evenings to himself, +after eight o'clock. He generally came home, and he and Margaret would +go out together. Mr. Halliburton sat down at one of the windows in +silence.</p> + +<p>Jane went up to him, laying her hand affectionately on his shoulder. +"You are very tired, Edgar?"</p> + +<p>He did not reply: only drew her hand between his, and kept it there.</p> + +<p>"You shall have supper at once," said Jane, glancing at the tray which +stood ready on the table. "I am sure you must want it. And it is not +right to indulge Margaret every night by waiting for her."</p> + +<p>"Scarcely, when she does not come in until ten or half-past," said Mr. +Halliburton. "Jane," he added confidentially, "do you think it well that +Margaret should be out so frequently in an evening?"</p> + +<p>"She is with Robert."</p> + +<p>"She may not always be with Robert alone."</p> + +<p>Jane felt her face flush. She knew her husband; knew that he was not one +to speak unless he had some reason for doing so. "Edgar! why do you say +this? Do you know anything? Have you seen Margaret?"</p> + +<p>"I saw her a quarter of an hour ago——"</p> + +<p>"With Robert?" interrupted Jane, more impulsively than she was in the +habit of speaking.</p> + +<p>"Robert was by her side. But she was walking arm in arm with Mr. +Murray."</p> + +<p>Jane did not much like the information. This Mr. Murray was in the same +house as Robert, holding a better position. Robert had occasionally +brought him home, and he had taken tea with them. Mrs. Halliburton felt +surprised at Margaret: it appeared, to her well-regulated mind, very +like a clandestine proceeding. What would she have said, or thought, had +she known that Margaret and Mr. Murray were in the habit of thus walking +together constantly? Robert's being with them afforded no sufficient +excuse.</p> + +<p>Later they saw Margaret coming home with Robert alone. He left her at +the door as usual, and then hastened away to his own home. Jane said +nothing then, but she went to Margaret's room that evening.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Edgar has been bringing home tales, has he?" was Margaret's answer, +when the ice was broken; and her defiant tone brought Jane hardly knew +what of dismay to her ear. "I saw him staring at us."</p> + +<p>"Margaret!" gasped Jane, "what can have come to you? You are completely +changed; you—you seem to speak no longer as a lady."</p> + +<p>"Then why do you provoke me, Jane? Is it high treason to take a +gentleman's arm, my brother being with me?"</p> + +<p>"It is not right to do it in secret, Margaret. If you go out ostensibly +to walk with Robert——"</p> + +<p>"Jane, I will not listen," Margaret said, with flashing eyes. "Because +you are Mrs. Halliburton, you assume a right to lecture me. I have +committed no grievous wrong. When I do commit it, you may take your turn +then."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Margaret! why will you misjudge me?" asked Jane, her voice full of +pain. "I speak to you in love, not in anger; I would not speak at all +but for your good. If the Chevasneys were to hear of this, they might +think you an unsuitable mistress for their children."</p> + +<p>"Compose yourself," said Margaret, scoffingly. Never had she shown such +a temper, so undesirable a disposition, as on this night; and Jane might +well look at her in amazement, and hint that she was "changed." "I shall +be found sufficiently suitable by the Chevasney family—when I consent +to enter it."</p> + +<p>Her tone was strangely significant, and Jane Halliburton's heart beat. +"What do you imply, Margaret?" she inquired. "You appear to have some +peculiar meaning."</p> + +<p>Margaret, who had been standing before the glass all this time twisting +her hair round her fingers, turned and looked her sister full in the +face. "Jane, I'll tell you, if you will undertake to make things +straight for me with mamma. I am not going to the Chevasneys—or +anywhere else—as governess."</p> + +<p>"Yes,"—said Jane faintly, for she had a presentiment of what was +coming.</p> + +<p>"I am going to be married instead."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Margaret!"</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to groan about," retorted Margaret. "Mr. Murray is +coming to speak to mamma to-morrow, and if any of you have anything to +say against him, you can say it to his face. He is a very respectable +man, and has a good income; where's the objection to him?"</p> + +<p>Jane could not say. Personally, she did not very much like Mr. Murray; +and certain fond visions had pictured a higher destiny for handsome, +accomplished Margaret. "I hope and trust you will be happy, if you do +marry him, Margaret!" was all she said.</p> + +<p>"I hope I shall. I must take my chance of that, as others do. Jane, I +beg your pardon for my crossness, but you put me out of temper."</p> + +<p>As others do. Ay! it was all a lottery. And Margaret Tait entered upon +her hastily-chosen married life, knowing that it was so.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h3>IN SAVILE-ROW.</h3> + + +<p>Several years went on; and years rarely go on without bringing changes +with them. Jane had now four children. William, the eldest, was close +upon thirteen; Edgar, the youngest, going on for nine; Jane and Frank +were between them. Mrs. Tait was dead: and Francis Tait was the Reverend +Francis Tait. By dint of hard work and perseverance, he had succeeded in +qualifying for Orders, and was half starving upon a London curacy, as +his father had done for so many years before him. In saying "half +starving," I don't mean that he had not bread and cheese to eat; but +when a clergyman's stipend is under a hundred a year, the expression +"half starving" is justifiable. He hungers after many things that he is +unable to obtain, and he cannot maintain his position as a gentleman. +Francis Tait hungered. Over one want, especially, he hungered with an +intensely ravenous hunger; and that was, the gratification of his taste +for literature. The books he coveted to read were expensive; +impossibilities to him; he could not purchase them, and libraries were +then scarce. Had Francis Tait not been gifted with very great +conscientiousness, he would have joined teaching with his ministry. But +the wants of his parish required all his time; and he had inherited that +large share of the monitor, conscience, from his father. "I suppose I +shall have a living some time," he would think to himself: "when I am +growing an old man, probably, as he was when he gained his."</p> + +<p>So the Reverend Francis Tait plodded on at his curacy, and was content +to await that remote day when fortune should drop from the skies.</p> + +<p>Where was Margaret? Margaret had bidden adieu to old England for ever. +Her husband, who had not been promoted in his house of business as +rapidly as he thought he ought to have been, had thrown up his +situation, home and home ties, and gone out to the woods of Canada to +become a settler. Did Margaret repent her hasty marriage then? Did she +find that her finished education, her peculiar tastes and habits, so +unfitted for domestic life, were all lost in those wild woods? Music, +drawing, languages, literature, of what use were <i>they</i> to her now? She +might educate her own children, indeed, as they grew up: the only chance +of education it appeared likely they would have. That Margaret found +herself in a peculiarly uncongenial atmosphere, there could be no doubt; +but, like a brave woman as she proved herself, not a hint of it, in +writing home, ever escaped her, not a shadow of complaint could be +gathered there. It was not often that she wrote, and her letters grew +more rare as the years went on. Robert had accompanied them, and he +boasted that he liked the life much; a thousand times better than that +of the musty old warehouse.</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton's teaching was excellent—his income good. He was now +one of the professors at King's College; but had not yet succeeded in +carrying out his dream—that of getting to Oxford or Cambridge. Edgar +Halliburton had begun at the wrong end of the ladder: he should have +gone to college first and married afterwards. He married first: and to +college he never went. A man of moderate means, with a home to keep, a +wife, children, servants, to provide for, has enough to do with his +money and time, without spending them at college. He had quite given up +the idea now; and perhaps had grown not to regret it very keenly: his +home was one of refinement, comfort, and thorough happiness.</p> + +<p>But about this period, or indeed some time prior to it, Mr. Halliburton +had reason to believe that he was overtaxing his strength. For a long, +long while, almost ever since he had been in London, he was aware that +he had not felt thoroughly well. Hot weather affected him and rendered +him languid; the chills of winter gave him a cough; the keen winds of +spring attacked his chest. He would throw off his ailments bravely and +go on again, not heeding them or thinking that they might ever become +serious. Perhaps he never gave a thought to that until one evening when, +upon coming in after a hard day's toil, he sat down in his chair and +quietly fainted away.</p> + +<p>Jane and one of the servants were standing over him when he +recovered—Jane's face very pale and anxious.</p> + +<p>"Do not be alarmed," he said, smiling at her. "I suppose I dropped +asleep; or lost consciousness in some way."</p> + +<p>"You fainted, Edgar."</p> + +<p>"Fainted, did I? How silly I must have been! The room's warm, Jane: it +must have overpowered me."</p> + +<p>Jane was not deceived. She saw that he was making light of it to quiet +her alarm, and brought him a glass of wine. He drank it, but could not +eat anything: frequently could not eat now.</p> + +<p>"Edgar," she said, "you are doing too much. I have seen it for a long +time past."</p> + +<p>"Seen what, Jane?"</p> + +<p>"That your strength is not equal to your work. You must give up a +portion of your teaching."</p> + +<p>"My dear, how can I do so? Does it not take all I earn to meet expenses? +When accounts are settled at the end of the year, have we a shilling to +spare?"</p> + +<p>It was so, and Jane knew it; but her husband's health was above every +consideration in the world. "We must reduce our expenses," she said. "We +must cease to live as we are living now. We will move into a smaller +house, and keep one servant, and I will turn maid-of-all-work."</p> + +<p>She laughed quite merrily; but Mr. Halliburton detected a serious +meaning in her tone. He shook his head.</p> + +<p>"No, Jane; that time, I hope, will never come."</p> + +<p>He lay awake all that night buried in reflection. Do you know what this +night-reflection is, when it comes to us in all its racking intensity? +Surging over his brain, like the wild waves that chase each other on the +ocean, came the thought, "What will become of my wife and children if I +die?" Thought after thought, they all resolved themselves into that one +focus:—"I have made no provision for my wife and children: what will +become of them if I am taken?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton had one good habit—it was possible that he had learnt +it from his wife, for it was hers in no ordinary degree—the habit of +<i>looking steadfastly into the face of trouble</i>. Not to groan and grumble +at it—to sigh and lament that no one else's trouble ever was so great +before—but to see how it might best be met and contended with; how the +best could be made of it.</p> + +<p>The only feasible way he could see, was that of insuring his life. He +possessed neither lands nor money. Did he attempt to put by a portion of +his income, it would take years and years to accumulate into a sum worth +mentioning. Why, how long would it take him to economise only a thousand +pounds? No. There was only one way—that of life insurance. It was an +idea that would have occurred to most of us. He did not know how much it +would take from his yearly income to effect it. A great deal, he was +afraid; for he was approaching what is called middle life.</p> + +<p>He had no secrets from his wife. He consulted her upon every point; she +was his best friend, his confidante, his gentle counsellor, and he had +no intention of concealing the step he was about to take. Why should he?</p> + +<p>"Jane," he began, when they were at breakfast the next morning, "do you +know what I have been thinking of all night?"</p> + +<p>"Trouble, I am sure," she answered. "You have been very restless."</p> + +<p>"Not exactly trouble"—for he did not choose to acknowledge, even to +himself, that a strange sense of trouble did seem to rest on his heart +and to weigh it down. "I have been thinking more of precaution than +trouble."</p> + +<p>"Precaution?" echoed Jane, looking at him.</p> + +<p>"Ay, love. And the astonishing part of the business, to myself, is that +I never thought of the necessity for this precaution before."</p> + +<p>Jane divined now what he meant. Often and often had the idea occurred to +her—"Should my husband's health or life fail, we are destitute." Not +for herself did she so much care, but for her children.</p> + +<p>"That sudden attack last night has brought me reflection," he resumed. +"Life is uncertain with the best of us. It may be no more uncertain with +me than with others; but I feel that I must act as though it were so. +Jane, were I taken, there would be no provision for you."</p> + +<p>"No," she quietly said.</p> + +<p>"And therefore I must set about making one without delay, as far as I +can. I shall insure my life."</p> + +<p>Jane did not answer immediately. "It will take a great deal of money, +Edgar," she presently said.</p> + +<p>"I fear it will: but it must be done. What's the matter, Jane? You don't +look hopeful over it."</p> + +<p>"Because, were you to insure your life, to pay the yearly premium, and +our home expenses, would necessitate your working as hard as you do +now."</p> + +<p>"Well?" said he. "Of course it would."</p> + +<p>"In any case, our expenses shall be much reduced; of that I am +determined," she went on somewhat dreamily, more it seemed in soliloquy +than to her husband. "But, with this premium to pay in addition——"</p> + +<p>"Jane," he interrupted, "there's not the least necessity for my relaxing +my labours. I shall not think of doing it. I may not be very strong, but +I am not ill. As to reducing our expenses, I see no help for that, +inasmuch as I must draw from them for the premium."</p> + +<p>"If you only can keep your health, Edgar, it is certainly what ought to +be done—to insure your life. The thought has often crossed me."</p> + +<p>"Why did you never suggest it?"</p> + +<p>"I scarcely know. I believe I did not like to do so. And I really did +not see how the premium was to be paid. How much shall you insure it +for?"</p> + +<p>"I thought of two thousand pounds. Could we afford more?"</p> + +<p>"I think not. What would be the yearly premium for that sum?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I will ascertain all particulars. What are you sighing +about, Jane?"</p> + +<p>Jane was sighing heavily. A weight seemed to have fallen upon her. "To +talk of life-insurance puts me too much in mind of death," she murmured.</p> + +<p>"Now, Jane, you are never going to turn goose!" he gaily said. "I have +heard of persons who will not make a will, because it brings them a +fancy they must be going to die. Insuring my life will not bring death +any the quicker to me: I hope I shall be here many a year yet. Why, +Jane, I may live to pay the insurance over and over again in annual +premiums! Better that I had put by the money in a bank, I shall think +then."</p> + +<p>"The worst of putting by money in a bank, or in any other way, is, that +you are not <i>compelled</i> to put it," observed Jane, looking up a little +from her depression. "What ought to be put by—what is intended to be +put by—too often goes in present wants, and putting by ends in name +only: whereas, in life-assurance, the premium <i>must</i> be paid. Edgar," +she added, passing to a different subject, "I wonder what we shall make +of our boys?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton's cheek flushed. "<i>They</i> shall go to college, please +God—though I have not been able to get there myself."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I hope so! One or two of them, at any rate."</p> + +<p>Little difficulty did there appear to be in the plan to Mr. Halliburton. +His boys should enter the University, although he had not done so: the +future of our children appears hopeful and easy to most of us. William +and Frank were in the school attached to King's College: of which you +hear Mr. Halliburton was now a professor. Edgar—never called anything +but "Gar"—went to a private school, but he would soon be entered at +King's College. Remarkably well-educated boys for their years, were the +young Halliburtons. Mr. Halliburton and Jane had taken care of that. +Home teaching was more efficient than school: both combined had rendered +them unusually intelligent and advanced. Naturally intellectual, gifted +with excellent qualities of mind and heart, Mrs. Halliburton had not +failed to do her duty by them. She spared no pains; she knew how +children ought to be brought up, and she did her duty well. Ah, my +friends! only lay a good foundation in their earlier years, and your +children will grow up to bless you.</p> + +<p>"Jane, I wonder which office will be the best to insure in?"</p> + +<p>Jane began to recall the names of some that were familiar to her.</p> + +<p>"The Phœnix?" suggested she.</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton laughed. "I think that's only for fire, Jane. I am not +sure, though." In truth, he knew little about insurance offices himself.</p> + +<p>"There's the Sun; and the Atlas; and the Argus—oh, and ever so many +more," continued Jane.</p> + +<p>"I'll inquire all about it to-day," said he.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if the premium will take a hundred a year, Edgar?"</p> + +<p>He could not tell. He feared it might. "I wish Jane," he observed, "that +I had insured my life when I first married. The premium would have been +small then, and we might have managed to spare it."</p> + +<p>"Ay," she answered. "Sometimes I look back to things that I might have +done in the past years: and I did not do them. Now, the time has gone +by!"</p> + +<p>"Well, it has not gone by for insuring," said Mr. Halliburton, rising +from the breakfast-table and speaking in gay tones. "Half-past eight!" +he cried, looking at his watch. "Good-bye, Jane," said he, bending to +kiss her. "Wish me luck."</p> + +<p>"A weighty insurance and a small premium," she said, laughing. "But you +are not going about it now?"</p> + +<p>"Of course not. The offices would not be open. I shall take an +opportunity of doing so in the course of the day."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton departed on his usual duties. It was a warm day in +April. His first attendance was King's College, and there he remained +for the morning. Then he proceeded to gain information about the various +offices and their respective merits: finally fixed upon the one he +should apply to, and bent his steps towards it.</p> + +<p>It was situated in the heart of the City, in a very busy part of it. The +office also appeared to be busy, for several people were in it when Mr. +Halliburton entered. A young man came forward to know his business.</p> + +<p>"I wish to insure my life," said Mr. Halliburton. "How must I proceed +about it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, sir. Mr. Procter, will you attend to this gentleman?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton was marshalled to an inner room, where a gentlemanly man +received him. He explained his business in detail, stated his age, and +the sum he wished to insure for. Every information was politely afforded +him; and a paper, with certain printed questions, was given him to fill +up at his leisure, and then to be returned.</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton glanced over it. "You require a certificate of my birth +from the parish register where I was baptized, I perceive," he remarked. +"Why so? In stating my age, I have stated it correctly."</p> + +<p>The gentleman smiled. "Of that I make no doubt," he said, "for you look +younger than the age you have given me. Our office makes it a rule in +most cases to require the certificate from the register. All applicants +are not scrupulous about telling the truth, and we have been obliged to +adopt it in self-defence. We have had cases, we have indeed, sir, where +we have insured a life, and then found—though perhaps not until the +actual death has taken place—that the insurer was ten years older than +he asserted. Therefore we demand a certificate. It does occasionally +happen that applicants can bring well-known men to testify to their +age, and then we do not mind dispensing with it."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton sent his thoughts round in a circle. There was no one in +London who knew his age of their own positive knowledge; so it was +useless to think of that. "There will be no difficulty in the matter," +he said aloud. "I can get the certificate up from Devonshire in the +course of two or three days by writing for it. My father was rector of +the church where I was christened. This will be all, then? To fill up +this paper and bring you the certificate."</p> + +<p>"All; with the exception of being examined by our physician."</p> + +<p>"What! is it necessary to be examined by a physician?" exclaimed Mr. +Halliburton. "The paper states that I must hand in a report from my +ordinary medical attendant. <i>He</i> will not give you a bad report of me," +he added, smiling, "for it is little enough I have troubled him. I +believe the worst thing he has attended me for has been a bad cold."</p> + +<p>"So much the better," remarked the gentleman. "You do not look very +strong."</p> + +<p>"Very strong I don't think I am. I am too hard worked; get too little +rest and recreation. It was suspecting that I am not so strong as I +might be that set me thinking it might be well to insure my life for the +sake of my wife and children," he ingenuously added, in his +straightforward manner. "If I could count upon living and working on +until I am an old man, I should not do so."</p> + +<p>Again the gentleman smiled. "Looks are deceitful," he observed. "Nothing +more so. Sometimes those who look the most delicate live the longest."</p> + +<p>"You cannot say I look delicate," returned Mr. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"I did not say it. I consider that you do not look robust; but that is +not saying that you look delicate. You may be a perfectly healthy man +for all I can say to the contrary."</p> + +<p>He ran his eyes over Mr. Halliburton as he spoke; over his tall, fine +form, his dark hair, amidst which not a streak of grey mingled, his +clearly-cut features, and his complexion, bright as a woman's. Was there +suspicion in that complexion? "A handsome man, at any rate," thought the +gazer, "if not a robust one."</p> + +<p>"It will be necessary, then, that I see your physician?" asked Mr. +Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"Yes. It cannot be dispensed with. We would not insure without it. He +attends here twice a week. In the intervening days, he may be seen in +Savile-row, from three to five. It is Dr. Carrington. His days for +coming here are Mondays and Thursdays."</p> + +<p>"And this is Friday," remarked Mr. Halliburton. "I shall probably go up +to him."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton said good morning, and came away with his paper. "It's +great nonsense, my seeing this doctor!" he said to himself as he +hastened home to dinner, which he knew he must have kept waiting. "But I +suppose it is necessary as a general rule; and of course they won't make +me an exception."</p> + +<p>Hurrying over his dinner, in a manner that prevented its doing him any +good—as Jane assured him—he sat down to his desk when it was over and +wrote for the certificate of his birth. Folding and sealing the letter, +he put on his hat to go out again.</p> + +<p>"Shall you go to Savile-row this afternoon?" Jane inquired.</p> + +<p>"If I can by any possibility get my teaching over in time," he answered. +"Young Finchley's hour is four o'clock, but I can put him off until the +evening. I dare say I shall get up there."</p> + +<p>By dint of hurrying, Mr. Halliburton contrived to reach Savile-row, and +arrived there in much heat at half-past four. There was no necessity for +hurrying there on this particular day, but he felt impatient to get the +business over; as if speed now could atone for past neglect. Dr. +Carrington was at home but engaged, and Mr. Halliburton was shown into a +room. Three or four others were waiting there; whether ordinary +patients, or whether mere applicants of form like himself, he could not +tell; and it was their turn to go in before it was his.</p> + +<p>But his turn came at last, and he was ushered into the presence of the +doctor—a little man, fair and reserved, with powder on his head.</p> + +<p>Reserved in ordinary intercourse, but certainly not reserved in asking +questions. Mr. Halliburton had never been so rigidly questioned before. +What disorders had he had, and what had he not had? What were his +habits, past and present? One question came at last: "Do you feel +thoroughly strong?—healthy, elastic?"</p> + +<p>"I feel languid in hot weather," replied Mr. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"Um! Appetite sound and good?"</p> + +<p>"Generally speaking. It has not been so good of late."</p> + +<p>"Breathing all right?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; it is a little tight sometimes."</p> + +<p>"Um! Subject to a cough?"</p> + +<p>"I have no settled cough. A sort of hacking cough comes on at night +occasionally. I attribute it to fatigue."</p> + +<p>"Um! Will you open your shirt? Just unbutton it here"—touching the +front—"and your flannel waistcoat, if you wear one."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton bared his chest in obedience and the doctor sounded it, +and then put down his ear. Apparently his ear did not serve him +sufficiently, for he took a small instrument out of a drawer, placed it +on the chest, and then put his ear to that, changing the position of the +instrument three or four times.</p> + +<p>"That will do," he said at length.</p> + +<p>He turned to put up his stethoscope again, and Mr. Halliburton drew the +edges of his shirt together and buttoned them.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you wear flannel waistcoats?" asked the doctor, with quite a +sharp accent, his head down in the drawer.</p> + +<p>"I do wear them in winter; but in warm weather I leave them off. It was +only last week that I discarded them."</p> + +<p>"Was ever such folly known!" ejaculated Dr. Carrington. "One would think +people were born without common sense. Half the patients who come to me +say they leave off their flannels in summer! Why, it is in summer they +are most needed! And this warm weather won't last either. Go home, sir, +and put one on at once."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, if you think it right," said Mr. Halliburton with a smile. +"I thank you for telling me."</p> + +<p>He took up his hat and waited. The doctor appeared to wait <i>for him to +go</i>. "I understood at the office that you would give me a paper +testifying that you had examined me," explained Mr. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"Ah—but I can't give it," said the doctor.</p> + +<p>"Why not, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Because I am not satisfied with you. I cannot recommend you as a +healthy life."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton's pulses quickened a little. "Sir!" he repeated. "Not a +healthy life?"</p> + +<p>"Not sufficiently healthy for insurance."</p> + +<p>"Why! what is the matter with me?" he rejoined.</p> + +<p>Dr. Carrington looked him full in the face for the space of a minute +before replying. "I have had that question asked me before by parties +whom I have felt obliged to decline as I am now declining you," he said, +"and my answer has not always been palatable to them."</p> + +<p>"It will be palatable to me, sir; in so far as that I desire to be made +acquainted with the truth. What do you find amiss with me?"</p> + +<p>"The lungs are diseased."</p> + +<p>A chill fell over Mr. Halliburton. "Not extensively, I trust? Not beyond +hope of recovery?"</p> + +<p>"Were I to say not extensively, I should be deceiving you; and you tell +me that you wish for the truth. They are extensively diseased——"</p> + +<p>A mortal pallor overspread Mr. Halliburton's face, and he sank into a +chair. "Not for myself," he gasped, as Dr. Carrington drew nearer to +him. "I have a wife and children. If I die, they will want bread to +eat."</p> + +<p>"But you did not hear me out," returned the doctor, proceeding with +equanimity, as if he had not been interrupted. "They are extensively +diseased, but not beyond a hope of recovery. I do not say it is a strong +hope; but a hope there is, as I judge, provided you use the right means +and take care of yourself."</p> + +<p>"What am I to do? What are the means?"</p> + +<p>"You live, I presume, in this stifling, foggy, smoky London."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Then got away from it. Go where you can have pure air and a clear +atmosphere. That's the first and chief thing; and that's most essential. +Not for a few weeks or months, you understand me—going out for a change +of air, as people call it—you must leave London entirely; go away +altogether."</p> + +<p>"But it will be impossible," urged Mr. Halliburton. "My work lies in +London."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said the doctor; "too many have been with me with whom it was the +same case. But, I assure you that you must leave it; or it will be +London <i>versus</i> life. You appear to me to be one who never ought to have +come to London——You were not born in it?" he abruptly added.</p> + +<p>"I never saw it until I was eighteen. I was born and reared in +Devonshire."</p> + +<p>"Just so. I knew it. Those born and reared in London become acclimatized +to it, generally speaking, and it does not hurt them. It does not hurt +numbers who are strangers: they find London as healthy a spot for them +as any on the face of the globe. But there are a few who cannot and +ought not to live in London; and I judge you to be one of them."</p> + +<p>"Has this state of health been coming on long?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, for some years. Had you remained in Devonshire, you might have +been a sound man all your life. My only advice to you is—get away from +London. You cannot live long if you remain in it."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton thanked Dr. Carrington and went out. How things had +changed for him! What had gone with the day's beauty?—with the blue +sky, the bright sun? The sky was blue still, and the sun shining; but +darkness seemed to intervene between his eyes and outward things. Dying? +A shiver went through him as he thought of Jane and the children, and a +sick feeling of despair settled on his spirit.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h3>LATER IN THE DAY.</h3> + + +<p>The man was utterly prostrated. He felt that the fiat of death had gone +forth, and there settled an undercurrent of conviction in his mind that +for him there would be no recovery, take what precaution he would. He +could not shake it off. There lay the fact and the fear, as a leaden +weight.</p> + +<p>He bent his steps towards home, walking the whole way; he moved along +the streets mechanically. The crowds passed and repassed him, but <i>he</i> +seemed far away. Once or twice he lifted his head to them with a +yearning gesture. "Oh! that I were like you! bent on business, on +pleasure, on social intercourse!" passed through his mind. "I am not as +you; and for me you can do nothing. You cannot give me health; you +cannot give me life."</p> + +<p>He entered his home, and was conscious of merry voices and flitting +footsteps. A little scene of gaiety was going on: he knew of this, but +had forgotten it until that instant. It was the birthday of his little +girl, and a few young friends had been invited to make merry. Jane, +looking almost as young, quite as pretty, as when she married him, sat +at the far end of their largest room before a well-spread tea-table. She +wore festival attire. A dress of pearl-grey silk, and a thin gold chain +round her neck. The little girls were chiefly in white, and the boys +were on their best behaviour. Jane was telling them that tea was ready, +and her two servants were helping to place the little people, and to +wait upon them.</p> + +<p>"Oh, and here's papa, too! just in time," she cried, lifting her eyes +gladly at her husband. "That is delightful!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton welcomed the children. He kissed some, he talked to +others, just as if he had not that terrible vulture, care, within him. +<i>They</i> saw nothing amiss; neither did Jane. He took his seat, and drank +his tea; all, as it were, mechanically. It did not seem to be himself; +he thought it must be some one else. In the last hour, his whole +identity appeared to have changed. Bread and butter was handed to him. +He took a slice and left it. Jane put some cake on to his plate: he left +that also. Eat! with that awful fiat racking his senses! No, it was not +possible.</p> + +<p>Ho looked round on his children. <i>His.</i> William, a gentle boy, with his +mother's calm, good face and her earnest eyes; Jane, a lovely child, +with fair curls flowing and a bright colour, consciously vain this +evening in her white birthday robes and her white ribbons; Frank, a +slim, dark-eyed boy, always in mischief, his features handsome and +clearly cut as were his father's; Gar, a delicate little chap, with fair +curls like his sister Jane's. Must he <i>leave</i> those children?—abandon +them to the mercies of a cold and cruel world?—bequeath them no place +in it; no means of support? "Oh, God! Oh, God!" broke from his bitter +heart, "if it be Thy will to take me, mayst Thou shelter them!"</p> + +<p>"Edgar!"</p> + +<p>He started palpably; so far in thought was he away. Yet it was only his +wife who spoke to him.</p> + +<p>"Edgar, have you been up to Dr. Carrington's?" she whispered, bending +towards him.</p> + +<p>In his confusion he muttered some unintelligible words, which she +interpreted into a denial; there was a great deal of buzzing just then +from the young voices around. Two of the gentlemen, Frank being one, +were in hot contention touching a third gentleman's rabbits. Mrs. +Halliburton called Frank to order, and said no more to her husband for +the present.</p> + +<p>"We are to dance after tea," said Jane. "I have been learning one +quadrille to play. It is very easy, and mamma says I play it very well."</p> + +<p>"Oh, we don't want dancing," grumbled one of the boys. "We'd rather have +blindman's-buff."</p> + +<p>Opinions were divided again. The girls wanted dancing, the boys +blindman's-buff. Mrs. Halliburton was appealed to.</p> + +<p>"I think it must be dancing first and blindman's-buff afterwards," said +she.</p> + +<p>Tea over, the furniture was pushed aside to clear a space for the +dancers. Mr. Halliburton, his back against the wall, stood looking at +them. Looking at them as was supposed; but had they been keen observers, +they would have known that his eyes in reality saw not: they, like his +thoughts, were far away.</p> + +<p>His wife did presently notice that he seemed particularly abstracted. +She came up to him; he was standing with his arms folded, his head bent. +"Edgar, are you well?"</p> + +<p>"Well? Oh yes, dear," he replied, making an effort to rouse himself.</p> + +<p>"I hope you have no more teaching to-night?"</p> + +<p>"I ought to go to young Finchley. I put him off until seven o'clock."</p> + +<p>"Then"—was her quick rejoinder—"if you put off young Finchley, how was +it you could not get to Savile-row?"</p> + +<p>"I have been occupied all the afternoon, Jane," he said. Wanting the +courage to say how the matter really stood, he evaded the question.</p> + +<p>But, to go to young Finchley or to any other pupil that night, Mr. +Halliburton felt himself physically unequal. Teach! Explain abstruse +Greek and Latin rules, with his mind in its present state! It seemed to +him that it mattered little—if he was to be taken from them so +soon—whether he ever taught again. He was in the very depths of +depression.</p> + +<p>Suddenly, as he stood looking on, a thought came flashing over him as a +ray of light. As a <i>ray</i> of light? Nay, as a whole flood of it. What if +Dr. Carrington were wrong?—if it should prove that, in reality, nothing +was the matter with him? Doctors—and very clever ones—were, he knew, +sometimes mistaken. Perhaps Dr. Carrington had been so!</p> + +<p>It was <i>scarcely</i> likely, he went on to reason, that a mortal disease +should be upon him, and he have lived in ignorance of it! Why, he seemed +to have had very little the matter with him; nothing to talk of, +nothing to lie up for; comparatively speaking, he had been a healthy +man—was in health then. Yes, the belief did present itself that Dr. +Carrington was deceived. He, in the interests of the insurance office, +might be unnecessarily cautious.</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton left the wall, and grew cheerful and gay, and talked +freely to the children. One little lady asked if he would dance with +her. He laughed, and felt half inclined to do so.</p> + +<p>Which was the true mood—that sombre one, or this? Was there nothing +<i>false</i> about this one—was there no secret consciousness that it did +not accord with his mind's actual belief; that he was only forcing it? +Be it as it would, it did not last; in the very middle of a laughing +sentence to his own little Janey, the old agony, the fear, +returned—returned with terrific violence, as a torrent that has burst +its bounds.</p> + +<p>"I <i>cannot</i> bear this uncertainty!" he murmured to himself. And he went +out of the room and took up his hat. Mrs. Halliburton, who at that +moment happened to be crossing from another room, saw him open the +hall-door.</p> + +<p>"Are you going to young Finchley, Edgar?"</p> + +<p>"No. I shall give him holiday for to-night. I shall be in soon, Jane."</p> + +<p>He went straight to their own family doctor; a Mr. Allen, who lived +close by. They were personal friends.</p> + +<p>To the inquiry as to whether Mr. Allen was at home, the servant was +about to usher him into the family sitting-room, but Mr. Halliburton +stepped into the dusky surgery. He was in no mood for ladies' company. +"I will wait here," he said. "Tell your master I wish to say a word to +him."</p> + +<p>The surgeon came immediately, a lighted candle in his hand. He was a +dark man with a thin face. "Why won't you come in?" he asked. "There's +only Mrs. Allen and the girls there. Is anything the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Allen, something is the matter," was</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton's reply. "I want a friend to-night: one who will deal +with me candidly and openly: and I have come to you. Sit down."</p> + +<p>They both sat down; and Mr. Halliburton gave him the history of the past +four and twenty hours: commencing with the fainting-fit, and ending with +his racking doubts as to whether Dr. Carrington's opinion was borne out +by facts, or whether he might have been deceived. "Allen," he concluded, +"you must see what you can make out of my state: and you must report to +me without disguise, as you would report to your own soul."</p> + +<p>The surgeon looked grave. "Carrington is a clever man," he said. "One +whom it would be difficult to deceive."</p> + +<p>"I know his reputation. But these clever men are not infallible. Put his +opinion out of your mind: examine me yourself, and tell me what you +think."</p> + +<p>Mr. Allen proceeded to do so. He first of all asked Mr. Halliburton a +few general questions as to his present state of health, as he would +have done by any other patient, and then he sounded his lungs.</p> + +<p>"Now then—the truth," said Mr. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"The truth is—so far as I can judge—that you are in no present danger +whatever."</p> + +<p>"Neither did Dr. Carrington say I was—in present danger," hastily +replied Mr. Halliburton. "Are my lungs sound?"</p> + +<p>"They are not sound: but neither do I think they are extensively +diseased. You may live for many years, with care."</p> + +<p>"Would any insurance office take me?"</p> + +<p>"No. I do not think it would."</p> + +<p>"It is just my death-knell, Allen."</p> + +<p>"If you look at it in that light I shall be very sorry to have given you +my opinion," observed the surgeon. "I repeat that, by taking care of +yourself, you may stave off disease and live many years. I would not say +this unless I thought it."</p> + +<p>"And would your opinion be the same as the doctor's—that I must leave +London for the country?"</p> + +<p>"I think you would have a far better chance of getting well in the +country than you have here. You have told me over and over again, you +know, that you were sure London air was bad for you."</p> + +<p>"Ay, I have," replied Mr. Halliburton. "I never have felt quite well in +it, and that's the truth. Well, I must see what can be done. Good +evening."</p> + +<p>If the edict did not appear to be so irrevocably dark as that of Dr. +Carrington, it was yet dark enough; and Mr. Halliburton, striving to +look it full in the face, as he was in the habit of doing by troubles +less grave, endeavoured to set himself to think "what could be done." +There was no possible chance of keeping it from his wife. If it was +really necessary that their place of residence should be changed, she +must be taken into counsel; and the sooner she was told the better. He +went home, resolved to tell her before he slept.</p> + +<p>The little troop departed, the children in bed, they sat together over +the fire; though the weather had become warm, an evening fire was +pleasant still. He sat nervous and fidgety. Now the moment had arrived, +he shrunk from his task.</p> + +<p>"Edgar, I am sure you are not well!" she exclaimed. "I have observed it +all the evening."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Jane, I am well. Pretty well, that is. The truth is, my darling, I +have some bad news for you, and I don't like to tell it."</p> + +<p>Her own family were safe and well under her roof, and her fears flew to +Francis, to Margaret, to Robert. Mr. Halliburton stopped her.</p> + +<p>"It does not concern any of them, Jane. It is about myself."</p> + +<p>"But what can it be, about yourself?"</p> + +<p>"They—will—not——Will you listen to the news with a brave heart?" he +broke off, with a smile, and the most cheering look he could call up to +his face.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes." She smiled too. She thought it could be nothing very bad.</p> + +<p>"They will not insure my life, Jane."</p> + +<p>Her heart stood still. "But why not?"</p> + +<p>"They consider it too great a risk. They fancy I am not strong."</p> + +<p>A sudden flush to her face; a moment's stillness; and then Jane +Halliburton clasped her hands with a faint cry of despair. She saw that +more remained behind.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<h3>SUSPENSE.</h3> + + +<p>Mrs. Halliburton sat in her chair, still enough except for the wailing +cry which had just escaped her lips. Her husband would not look at her +in that moment. His gaze was bent on the fire, and his cheek lay in his +hand. As she cried out, he stretched forth his other hand and let it +fall lightly upon hers.</p> + +<p>"Jane, had I thought you would look at the dark side of the picture, I +should have hesitated to tell you. Why, my dear child, the very fact of +my telling you at all, should convince you that there's nothing very +serious the matter," he added, in cheering tones of reasoning. Now that +he had spoken, he deemed it well to make the very best he could of it.</p> + +<p>"You say they will <i>not</i> insure your life?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Jane, perhaps that expression was not a correct one. They have +not declined as yet to do so; but Dr. Carrington says he cannot give the +necessary certificate as to my being a thoroughly sound and healthy +man."</p> + +<p>"Then you did go up to Dr. Carrington?"</p> + +<p>"I did. Forgive me, Jane: I could not enter upon it before all the +children."</p> + +<p>She leaned over and laid her head upon his shoulder. "Tell me all about +it, Edgar," she whispered; "as much as you know yourself."</p> + +<p>"I have told you nearly all, Jane. I saw Dr. Carrington, and he asked me +a great many questions, and examined me here"—touching his chest. "He +fancies the organs are not sound, and declined giving the certificate."</p> + +<p>"That your chest is not sound?" asked Jane.</p> + +<p>"He said the lungs."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" she uttered. "What else did he say?"</p> + +<p>"Well, he said nothing about heart, or liver, or any other vital part, +so I conclude they are all right, and that there was nothing to say," +replied Mr. Halliburton, attempting to be cheerful. "I could have told +him my brain was strong enough had he asked about that, for I'm sure it +gets its full share of work. I need not have mentioned this to you at +all, Jane, but for a perplexing bit of advice the doctor gave me."</p> + +<p>Jane sat straight in her chair again, and looked at Mr. Halliburton. The +colour was beginning to return to her face. He continued:</p> + +<p>"Dr. Carrington earnestly recommends me to remove from London. +Indeed—he said—that it was necessary—if I would get well. No wonder +that you found my manner absent," he continued very rapidly after his +hesitation, "with that unpalatable counsel to digest."</p> + +<p>"Did he think you very ill?" she breathed.</p> + +<p>"He did not say I was 'very ill,' Jane. I am not very ill, as you may +see for yourself. My dear, what he said was that my lungs +were—were——"</p> + +<p>"Diseased?" she put in.</p> + +<p>"Diseased. Yes, that was it," he truthfully replied. "It is the term +that medical men apply when they wish to indicate delicacy. And he +strenuously recommended me to leave London."</p> + +<p>"For how long? Did he say?"</p> + +<p>"He said for good."</p> + +<p>Jane felt startled. "How could it be done, Edgar?"</p> + +<p>"In truth I do not know. If I leave London I leave my living behind me. +Now you see why I was so absorbed at tea-time. When you saw me go out, I +was going round to Allen's."</p> + +<p>"And what does <i>he</i> say?" she eagerly interrupted.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he seems to think it a mere nothing, compared with Dr. Carrington. +He agreed with him on one point—that I ought to live out of London."</p> + +<p>"Edgar, I will tell you what I think must be done," said Jane, after a +pause. "I have not had time to reflect much upon it: but it strikes me +that it would be advisable for you to see another doctor, and take his +opinion: some man who is clever in affections of the lungs. Go to him +to-morrow, without any delay. Should he say that you must leave London, +of course we must leave it, no matter what the sacrifice."</p> + +<p>The advice corresponded with Mr. Halliburton's own opinion, and he +resolved to follow it. A conviction amounting to a certainty was upon +him, that, go to what doctor he might, the fiat would be the same as Dr. +Carrington's. He did not say so to Jane. On the contrary, he spoke of +these insurance-office doctors as being over-fastidious in the interests +of the office; and he tried to deceive his own heart with the sophistry.</p> + + +<p>"Shall you apply to another office to insure your life?" Jane asked.</p> + +<p>"I would, if I thought it would not be useless."</p> + +<p>"You think it would be useless?"</p> + +<p>"The offices all keep their own doctors, and those doctors, it is my +belief, are unnecessarily particular. I should call them crotchety, +Jane."</p> + +<p>"I think it must amount to this," said Jane; "that if there is anything +seriously the matter with you, no office will be found to do it; but if +the affection is only trifling or temporary you may be accepted."</p> + +<p>"That is about it. Oh, Jane!" he added, with an irrepressible burst of +anguish, "what would I not give to have insured my life before this came +upon me! All those past years! They seem to have been allowed to run to +waste, when I might have been using them to lay up in store for the +children!"</p> + +<p>How many are there of us who, looking back, can feel that our past +years, in some way or other, have <i>not</i> been allowed to run to waste?</p> + +<p>What a sleepless night that was for him! What a sleepless night for his +wife! Both rose in the morning equally unrefreshed.</p> + +<p>"To what doctor will you go?" Jane inquired as she was dressing.</p> + +<p>"I have been thinking of Dr. Arnold of Finsbury," he replied.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you could not go to a better. Edgar, you will let me accompany +you?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, Jane. Your accompanying me would do no good. You could not go +into the room with me."</p> + +<p>She saw the force of the objection. "I shall be so very anxious," she +said, in a low tone.</p> + +<p>He laughed at her; he was willing to make light of it if it might ease +her fears. "My dear, I will come home at once and report to you: I will +borrow Jack's seven-leagued boots, that I may come to you the quicker."</p> + +<p>"You know that I <i>shall</i> be anxious," she repeated, feeling vexed.</p> + +<p>"Jane," he said, his tone changing: "I see that you are more anxious +already than is good for you. It is not well that you should be so."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could be with you! I wish I could hear, as you will, Dr. +Arnold's opinion from his own lips!" was all she answered.</p> + +<p>"I will faithfully repeat it to you," said Mr. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"Faithfully—word for word? On your honour?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Jane, I will. You have my promise. Good news I shall be only too +glad to tell you; and, should it be the worst, it will be necessary that +you should know it."</p> + +<p>"You must be there before ten o'clock," she observed; "otherwise there +will be little chance of seeing him."</p> + +<p>"I shall be there by nine, Jane. To spare time later would interfere too +much with my day's work."</p> + +<p>A thought crossed Jane's mind—if the fiat were unfavourable what would +become of his day's work then—all his days? But she did not utter it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, papa," cried Janey at breakfast, "was it not a beautiful party! Did +you <i>ever</i> enjoy yourself so much before?"</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose you ever did, Janey," he replied, in kindly tones.</p> + +<p>"No, that I never did. Alice Harvey's birthday comes in summer, and she +says she knows her mamma will let her give just such another! +Mamma!"—turning to Mrs. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"Well, Jane?"</p> + +<p>"Shall you let me have a new frock for it? You know I tore mine last +night."</p> + +<p>"All in good time, Janey. We don't know where we may all be then."</p> + +<p>No, they did not. A foreshadowing of it was already upon the spirit of +Mrs. Halliburton. Not upon the children: they were spared it as yet.</p> + +<p>"Do not be surprised if you see me waiting for you when you come out of +Dr. Arnold's," said Jane to her husband, in low tones, as he was going +out.</p> + +<p>"But, Jane, why? Indeed, I think it would be foolish of you to come. My +dear, I never knew you like this before."</p> + +<p>Perhaps not. But when, before, had there been cause for this +apprehension?</p> + +<p>Jane watched him depart. Calm as she contrived to remain outwardly, she +was in a terribly restless, nervous state; little accustomed as she was +so to give way. A sick feeling was within her, a miserable sensation of +suspense; and she could scarcely battle with it. You may have felt the +same, in the dread approach of some great calamity. The reading over, +Janey got her books about, as usual. Mrs. Halliburton took charge of her +education in every branch, excepting music: for that she had a master. +She would not send Jane to school. The child sat down to her books, and +was surprised at seeing her mother come into the room with her things +on.</p> + +<p>"Mamma! Are you going out?"</p> + +<p>"For a little time, Jane."</p> + +<p>"Oh, let me go! Let me go too!"</p> + +<p>"Not this morning, dear. You will have plenty of work—preparing the +lessons that you could not prepare last night."</p> + +<p>"So I shall," said Janey. "I thought perhaps you meant to excuse them, +mamma."</p> + +<p>It was almost <i>impossible</i> for Jane to remain in the house, in her +present state of agitation. She knew that it did appear absurdly foolish +to go after her husband; but, walk somewhere she must: how could she +turn a different way from that which he had taken? It was some distance +to Finsbury; half an hour's walk at least. Should she go, or should she +not, she asked herself as she went out of the house. She began to think +that she might have remained at home had she exercised self-control. She +had a great mind to turn back, and was slackening her pace, when she +caught sight of Mr. Allen at his surgery window.</p> + +<p>An impulse came over her that she would go in and ask his opinion of her +husband. She opened the door and entered. The surgeon was making up some +pills.</p> + +<p>"You are out early, Mrs. Halliburton!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she replied. "Mr. Halliburton has gone to Finsbury Square to see +Dr. Arnold, and I——Do you think him very ill?" she abruptly broke off.</p> + +<p>"I do not, myself. Carrington——Did you know he had been to Dr. +Carrington?" asked Mr. Allen, almost fearing he might be betraying +secrets.</p> + +<p>"I know all about it. I know what the doctor said. Do you think Dr. +Carrington was mistaken?"</p> + +<p>"In a measure. There's no doubt the lungs are affected, but I believe +not to the grave extent assumed by Dr. Carrington."</p> + +<p>"He assumed, then, that they were affected to a grave extent?" she +hastily repeated, her heart beating faster.</p> + +<p>"I thought you said you knew all about it, Mrs. Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>"So I do. He may possibly not have told me the very worst said by Dr. +Carrington; but he told me quite sufficient. Mr. Allen, <i>you</i> tell +me—do you think that there is a chance of his recovery?"</p> + +<p>"Most certainly I do," warmly replied the surgeon. "Every chance, Mrs. +Halliburton. I see no reason whatever why he should not keep as well as +he is now, and live for years, provided he takes care of himself. It +appears that Dr. Carrington very strongly urged his removing into the +country; he went so far as to say that it was his only chance for +life—and in that I think he went too far again. But the country would +undoubtedly do for him what London will not."</p> + +<p>"You think that he ought to remove to the country?" she inquired, +showing no sign of the terror those incautious words brought her—"his +only chance for life."</p> + +<p>"I do. If it be possible for him to manage his affairs so as to get +away, I should say let him do so by all means."</p> + +<p>"It <i>must</i> be done, you know, Mr. Allen, if it is essential."</p> + +<p>"In my judgment it should be done. Many and many a time I have said to +him myself, 'It's a pity but that you could be out of this heavy +London!' Fogs affect him, and smoke affects him—the air altogether +affects him: and I only wonder it has not told upon him before. As Dr. +Carrington observed to him, there are some constitutions which somehow +will not thrive here."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Halliburton rose with a sigh. "I am glad you do not think so very +seriously of him," she breathed.</p> + +<p>"I do not think <i>seriously</i> of him at all," was the surgeon's answer. "I +confess that he is not strong, and that he must have care. The pure air +of the country, and relaxation from some of his most pressing work, may +do wonders for him. If I might advise, I should say, Let no pecuniary +considerations keep him here. And that is very disinterested advice, +Mrs. Halliburton," concluded the doctor, laughing, "for, in losing you, +I should lose both friends and patients."</p> + +<p>Jane went out. Those ominous words were still ringing in her ears—"his +only chance for life."</p> + +<p>Forcing herself to self-control, she did <i>not</i> go to meet Mr. +Halliburton. She returned home and took off her things, and gave what +attention she could to Jane's lessons. But none can tell the suspense +that was agitating her: the ever-restless glances she cast to the +window, to see him pass. By-and-by she went and stood there.</p> + +<p>At last she saw him coming along in the distance. She would have liked +to fly to meet him—to say, What is the news? but she did not. More +patience, and then, when he came in at the front door, she left the room +she was in, and went with him into the drawing-room, her face white as +death.</p> + +<p>He saw how agitated she was, strive as she would for calmness. He stood +looking at her with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Well, Jane, it is not so very formidable, after all."</p> + +<p>Her face grew hot, and her heart bounded on. "What does Dr. Arnold say? +You know, Edgar, you promised me the truth without disguise."</p> + +<p>"You shall have it, Jane. Dr. Arnold's opinion of me is not +unfavourable. That the lungs are to a certain extent affected, is +indisputable, and he thinks they have been so for some time. But he sees +nothing to indicate present danger to life. He believes that I may grow +into an old man yet."</p> + +<p>Jane breathed freely. A word of earnest thanks went up from her heart.</p> + +<p>"With proper diet—he has given me certain rules for living—and pure +air and sunshine, he considers that I have really little to fear. I told +you, Jane, those insurance doctors make the worst of things."</p> + +<p>"Dr. Arnold, then, recommends the country?" observed Jane, paying no +attention to the last remark.</p> + +<p>"Very strongly. Almost as strongly as Dr. Carrington."</p> + +<p>Jane lifted her eyes to her husband's face. "Dr. Carrington said, you +know, that it was your only chance of life."</p> + +<p>"Not quite as bad as that, Jane," he returned, never supposing but he +must himself have let the remark slip, and wondering how he came to do +so. "What Dr. Carrington said was, that it was London <i>versus</i> life."</p> + +<p>"It is the same thing, Edgar. And now, what is to be done? Of course we +have no alternative; into the country we must go. The question is, +where?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, that is the question," he answered. "Not only where, but what to +do? I cannot drop down into a fresh place, and expect teaching to +surround me at once, as if it had been waiting for me. But I have not +time to talk now. Only fancy! it is half-past ten."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton went out and Jane remained, fastened as it were to her +chair. A hundred perplexing plans and schemes were already working in +her brain.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<h3>SEEKING A HOME.</h3> + + +<p>Plans and schemes continued to work in Mrs. Halliburton's brain for days +and days to come. Many and many an anxious consultation did she and her +husband hold together—where should they go? What should they do? That +it was necessary to do something, and speedily, events proved, +independently of what had been said by the doctors. Before another month +had passed over his head, Mr. Halliburton had become so much worse that +he had to resign his post at King's College. But, to the hopeful minds +of himself and Jane, the country change was to bring its remedy for all +ills. They had grown to anticipate it with enthusiasm.</p> + +<p>His thoughts naturally ran upon teaching, as his continued occupation. +He knew nothing of any other. All England was before him; and he +supposed he might obtain a living at it, wherever he might go. Such +testimonials as his were not met with every day. His cousin Julia had +married a man of some local influence (as Mr. Halliburton had +understood) in the city in which they resided, the chief town of one of +the midland counties: and a thought crossed his mind more than once, +whether it might not be well to choose that same town to settle in.</p> + +<p>"They might be able to recommend me, you see, Jane," he observed to his +wife, one evening as they were sitting together, after the children were +in bed. "Not that I should much like to ask any favour of Julia."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" said Jane.</p> + +<p>"Because she is not a pleasant person to ask a favour of: it is many +years since I saw her, but I well remember that. Another reason why I +feel inclined to that place is that it is a cathedral town. Cathedral +towns have many of the higher order of the clergy in them; learning is +sure to be considered there, should it not be anywhere else. +Consequently there would be an opening for classical teaching."</p> + +<p>Jane thought the argument had weight.</p> + +<p>"And there's yet another thing," continued Mr. Halliburton. "You +remember Peach?"</p> + +<p>"Peach?—Peach?" repeated Jane, as if unable to recall the name.</p> + +<p>"The young fellow I had so much trouble with, a few years ago—drilling +him between his terms at Oxford. But for me, he never would have passed +either his great or his little go. He did get plucked the first time he +went up. You must remember him, Jane: he has often taken tea with us +here."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes—yes! I remember him now. Charley Peach."</p> + +<p>"Well, he has recently been appointed to a minor canonry in that same +cathedral," resumed Mr. Halliburton. "Dr. Jacobs told me of it the other +day. Now I am quite sure that Peach would be delighted to say a word for +me, or to put anything in my way. That is another reason why I am +inclined to go there."</p> + +<p>"I suppose the town is a healthy one?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, that it is; and it is seated in one of the most charming of our +counties. There'll be no London fogs or smoke there."</p> + +<p>"Then, Edgar, let us decide upon it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think so—unless we should hear of an opening elsewhere that may +promise better. We must be away by Midsummer, if we can, or soon after. +It will be sharp work, though."</p> + +<p>"What trouble it will be to pack the furniture!" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Pack what furniture, Jane? We must sell the furniture."</p> + +<p>"Sell the furniture!" she uttered, aghast.</p> + +<p>"My dear, it would never do to take the furniture down. It would cost +almost as much as it is worth. There's no knowing, either, how long it +might be upon the road, or what damage it might receive. I expect it +would have to go principally by water."</p> + +<p>"By water!" cried Mrs. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"I fancy so—by barge, I mean. Waggons would not take it, except by +paying heavily. A great deal of the country traffic is done by water. +This furniture is old, Jane, most of it, and will not bear rough +travelling. Consider how many years your father and mother had it in +use."</p> + +<p>"Then what should we do for furniture when we get there?" asked Jane.</p> + +<p>"Buy new with the money we receive from the sale of this. I have been +reflecting upon it a good deal, Jane, and fancy it will be the better +plan. However, if you care for this old furniture, we must take it."</p> + +<p>Jane looked round upon it. She did care for the time-used furniture; but +she knew how old it was, and was willing to do whatever might be best. A +vision came into her mind of fresh, bright furniture, and it looked +pleasant in imagination. "It would certainly be a great deal to pack and +carry," she acknowledged. "And some of it is not worth it."</p> + +<p>"And it would be more than we should want," resumed Mr. Halliburton. +"Wherever we go we must be content with a small house; at any rate at +first. But it will be time enough to go into these details, Jane, when +we have finally decided upon our destination."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Edgar! I shall be so sorry to take the boys from King's College."</p> + +<p>"Jane," he said, a flash of pain crossing his face as he spoke, "there +are so many things connected with it altogether that cause me sorrow, +that my only resource is not to think upon them. I might be tempted to +repine to ask in a spirit of rebellion why this affliction should have +come upon us. It is God's decree, and it is my duty to submit as +patiently as I can."</p> + +<p>It was her duty also: and she knew it as she laid her hand upon her +weary brow. A weary, weary brow from henceforth, that of Jane +Halliburton!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<h3>A DYING BED.</h3> + + +<p>In a handsome chamber of a handsome house in Birmingham, an old man lay +dying. For most of his life he had been engaged in a large wholesale +business—had achieved local position, had accumulated moderate wealth. +But neither wealth nor position can ensure peace to a death-bed; and the +old man lay on his, groaning over the past.</p> + +<p>The season was that of mid-winter. Not the winter following the intended +removal of Mr. Halliburton from London, as spoken of in the last +chapter, but the winter preceding it—for it is necessary to go back a +little. A hard, sharp, white day in January: and the fire was piled high +in the sick room, and the large flakes of snow piled themselves outside +on the window frames and beat against the glass. The room was fitted up +with every comfort the most fastidious invalid could desire; and yet, I +say, nothing seemed to bring comfort to the invalid lying there. His +hands were clenched as in mortal agony; his eyes were apparently +watching the falling snow. The eyes saw it not: in reality they were +cast back to where his mind was—the past.</p> + +<p>What could be troubling him? Was it that loss, only two years ago, by +which one-half of his savings had been engulfed? Scarcely. A man +dying—as he knew he was—would be unlikely to care about that now. +Ample competence had remained to him, and he had neither son nor +daughter to inherit. Hark! what is it that he is murmuring between his +parched lips, to the accompaniment of his clenched hands?</p> + +<p>"I see it all now; I see it all! While we are buoyed up with health and +strength, we continue hard, selfish, obstinate in our wickedness. But +when death comes, we awake to our error; and death has come to me, and I +have awakened to mine. Why did I turn him out like a dog? He had neither +kith nor kin, and I sent him adrift on the world, to fight with it or to +starve! He was the only child of my sister, and she was gone. She and I +were of the same father and mother; we shared the same meals in +childhood, the same home, the same play, the same hopes. She wrote to me +when she was dying, as I am dying now: 'Richard, should my poor boy be +left fatherless—for my husband's health seems to be failing—be his +friend and protector for Helen's sake, and may Heaven bless you for it!' +And I scoffed at the injunction when the boy offended me, and turned him +out. <i>Shall I have to answer for it?</i>"</p> + +<p>The last anxious doubt was uttered more audibly than the rest; it +escaped from his lips with a groan. A woman who was dozing over the fire +started up.</p> + +<p>"Did you call, sir?"</p> + +<p>"No. Go out and leave me."</p> + +<p>"But——"</p> + +<p>"Go out and leave me," he repeated, with anger little fitted to his +position. And the woman was speeding from the room, when he caught at +the curtain and recalled her.</p> + +<p>"Are they not come?"</p> + +<p>"Not yet, sir. But, with this heavy fall, it's not to be wondered at. +The highways must be almost impassable. With good roads they might have +been here hours ago."</p> + +<p>She went out. He lay back on his pillow: his eyes wide open, but wearing +the same dreamy look. You may be wondering who he is; though you +probably guess, for you have heard of him once before as Mr. Cooper, the +uncle who discarded Edgar Halliburton.</p> + +<p>I must give you a few words of retrospect. Richard Cooper was the eldest +of three children; the others were a brother and a sister: Richard, +Alfred, and Helen. Alfred and Helen both married; Richard never did +marry. It was somewhat singular that the brother and sister should both +die, each leaving an orphan; and that the orphans should find a home in +the house of their Uncle Richard. Julia Cooper, the brother's orphan, +was the first to come to it, a long time before Edgar Halliburton came. +Helen had married the Rev. William Halliburton, and she died at his +rectory in Devonshire—sending that earnest prayer to her brother +Richard which you have just heard him utter. A little while, and her +husband, the rector, also died; and then it was that Edgar went up to +his Uncle Richard's. Fortunate for these two orphan children, it +appeared to be, that their uncle had not married and could give them a +good home.</p> + +<p>A good home he did give them. Julia left it first to become the wife of +Anthony Dare, a solicitor in large practice in a distant city. She +married him very soon after her cousin Edgar came to his uncle's. And it +was after the marriage of Julia that Edgar was discarded and turned +adrift. Years, many years, had gone by since then; and here lay Richard +Cooper, stricken for death and repenting of the harshness, which he had +not repented of or sought to atone for all through those long years. Ah, +my friends! whatsoever may lie upon our consciences, however we may have +contrived to ignore it during our busy lives, be assured that it will +find us out on our death-bed!</p> + +<p>Richard Cooper lay back on his pillow, his eyes wide open with their +inward tribulation. "Who knows but there would be time yet?" he suddenly +murmured. And the thought appeared to rouse his mind and flush his +cheek, and he lifted his hand and grasped the bell-rope, ringing it so +loudly as to bring two servants to the room.</p> + +<p>"Go up, one of you, to Lawyer Weston's," he uttered. "Bring him back +with you. Tell him I want to alter my will, and that there may yet be +time. Don't send—one of <i>you</i> go," he repeated in tones of agonising +entreaty. "Bring him; bring him back with you!"</p> + +<p>As the echo of his voice died away there came a loud summons at the +street door, as of a hasty arrival. "Sir," cried one of the maids, +"they're come at last! I thought I heard a carriage drawing up in the +snow."</p> + +<p>"Who's come?" he asked in some confusion of mind. "Weston?"</p> + +<p>"Not him, sir; Mr. and Mrs. Dare," replied the servant as she hurried +out.</p> + +<p>A lady and gentleman were getting out of a coach at the door. A tall, +very tall man, with handsome features, but an unpleasantly free +expression. The lady was tall also, stout and fair, with an imperious +look in her little turned-up nose. "Are we in time?" the latter asked of +the servants.</p> + +<p>"It's nearly as much as can be said, ma'am," was the answer. "But he has +roused up in the last hour, and is growing excited. The doctors thought +it might be so: that he'd not continue in the lethargy to the last."</p> + +<p>They went on at once to the sick chamber. Every sense of the dying man +appeared to be on the alert. His hands were holding back the curtain, +his eyes were strained on the door. "Why have you been so long?" he +cried in a voice of strength they were surprised to hear.</p> + +<p>"Dear uncle," said Mrs. Dare, bending over the bed and clasping the +feeble hands, "we started the very moment the letter came. But we could +not get along—the roads are dreadfully heavy."</p> + +<p>"Sir," whispered a servant in the invalid's ear, "are we to go now for +Lawyer Weston?"</p> + +<p>"No, there's no need," was the prompt answer. "Anthony Dare, you are a +lawyer," continued Mr. Cooper; "you'll do what I want done as well as +another. Will you do it?"</p> + +<p>"Anything you please, sir," was Mr. Dare's reply.</p> + +<p>"Sit down, then; Julia, sit down. You may be hungry and thirsty after +your journey; but you must wait. Life's not ebbing out of you, as it is +out of me. We'll get this matter over, that my mind may be so far at +rest; and then you can eat and drink of the best that my house affords. +I am in mortal pain, Anthony Dare."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare was silently removing some of her outer wrappings, and +whispering with the servant at the extremity of the roomy chamber; but +Mr. Dare, who had taken off his great-coat and hat in the hall, +continued to stand by the sick bed.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to hear it, sir," he said, in reply to Mr. Cooper's +concluding sentence. "Can the medical men afford you no relief?"</p> + +<p>"It is pain of mind, Anthony Dare, not pain of body. <i>That</i> pain has +passed from me. I would have sent for you and Julia before, but I did +not think until yesterday that the end was so near. Never let a man be +guilty of injustice!" broke forth Mr. Cooper, vehemently. "Or let him +know that it will come home to him to trouble his dying bed."</p> + +<p>"What can I do for you, sir?" questioned Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"If you will open that bureau, you'll find pen, ink, and paper. Julia, +come here: and see that we are alone."</p> + +<p>The servant left the room, and Mrs. Dare came forward, divested of her +cloaks. She wore a handsome dark-blue satin dress (much the fashion at +that time) with a good deal of rich white lace about it, a heavy gold +chain, and some very showy amethysts set in gold. The jewellery was +real, however, not sham; but altogether her attire looked somewhat out +of place for a death-chamber.</p> + +<p>The afternoon was drawing to a close. What with that and the dense +atmosphere outside, the chamber had grown dim. Mr. Dare disposed the +writing materials on a small round table at the invalid's elbow, and +then looked towards the distant window.</p> + +<p>"I fear I cannot see, sir, without a light."</p> + +<p>"Call for it, Julia," said the invalid.</p> + +<p>A lamp was brought in and placed on the table, so that its rays should +not affect those eyes so soon to close to all earthly light. And Mr. +Dare waited, pen in hand.</p> + +<p>"I have been hard and wilful," began Mr. Cooper, putting up his +trembling hands. "I have been obdurate, and selfish, and unjust; and now +it is keeping peace from me——"</p> + +<p>"But in what way, dear uncle?" softly put in Mrs. Dare; and it may as +well be remarked that whenever Mrs. Dare attempted to speak softly and +kindly it seemed to bear an unnatural sound to others' ears.</p> + +<p>"In what way?—why, with regard to Edgar Halliburton," said Mr. Cooper, +the dew breaking out upon his brow. "In seeking to follow the calling +marked out for him by his father, he only did his duty; and I should +have seen it in that light but for my own obstinate pride and self-will. +I did wrong to discard him: I have done wrong ever since in keeping him +from me, in refusing to be reconciled. Are you listening, Anthony Dare?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, sir. I hear."</p> + +<p>"Julia, I say that there was no reason for my turning him away. There +has been no reason for my keeping him away. I have refused to be +reconciled: I have sent back his letters unopened; I have held him at +contemptuous defiance. When I heard that he had married, I cast harsh +words to him because he had not asked my consent, though I was aware all +the time, that I had given him no opportunity to ask it—I had harshly +refused all overtures, all intercourse. I cast harsh words to his wife, +knowing her not. But I see my error now. Do you see it, Julia? Do you +see it, Anthony Dare?"</p> + +<p>"Would you like to have him sent for, sir?" suggested Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"It is too late. He could not be here in time. I don't know, either, +where he lives in London, or what his address may be. Do you?"—looking +at his niece.</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, no," she replied, with a slightly contemptuous gesture of the +shoulders. As much as to imply that to know the address of her cousin +Edgar was quite beneath her.</p> + +<p>"No, he could not get here," repeated the dying man, whilst Mrs. Dare +wiped the dews that had gathered on his pallid and wrinkled brow. +"Julia! Anthony! Anthony Dare!"</p> + +<p>"Sir, what is it?"</p> + +<p>"I wish you both to listen to me. I cannot die with this injustice +unrepaired. I have made my will in Julia's favour. It is all left to +her, except a few trifles to my servants. When the property comes to be +realised, there will be at least sixteen thousand pounds, and but for +that late mad speculation I entered into there would have been nearly +forty thousand."</p> + +<p>He paused. But neither Mr. nor Mrs. Dare answered.</p> + +<p>"You are a lawyer, Anthony, and could draw up a fresh will. But there's +no time, I say. What is darkening the room?" he abruptly broke off to +ask.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare looked hastily up. Nothing was darkening the room, except the +gradually increasing gloom of evening.</p> + +<p>"My sight is growing dim, then," said the invalid. "Listen to me, both +of you. I charge you, Anthony and Julia Dare, that you divide this money +with Edgar Halliburton. Give him his full share; the half, even to a +farthing. Will you do so, Anthony Dare?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I will, sir."</p> + +<p>"Be it so. I charge you both solemnly—do not fail. If you would lay up +peace for the time when you shall come to be where I am—do not fail. +There's no time legally to do what is right; I feel that there is not. +Ere the deed could be drawn up I should be gone, and could not sign it. +But I leave the charge upon you; the solemn charge. The half of my money +belongs of right to Edgar Halliburton: Julia has claim only to the other +half. Be careful how you divide it: you are sole executor, Anthony Dare. +Have you your paper ready?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Then dot down a few words, as I dictate, and I will sign them. 'I, +Richard Cooper, do repent of my injustice to my dear nephew, Edgar +Halliburton. And I desire, by this my last act on my death-bed, to +bequeath to him the half of the money and property I shall die possessed +of; and I charge Anthony Dare, the executor of my will, to carry out +this act and wish as strictly as though it were a formal and legal one. +I desire that whatever I shall die possessed of, save the bequests to my +servants, may be equally divided between my nephew Edgar and my niece +Julia.'"</p> + +<p>The dying man paused. "I think that's all that need be said," he +observed. "Have you finished writing it, Anthony Dare?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare wrote fast and quickly, and was concluding the last words. "It +is written, sir."</p> + +<p>"Read it."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare proceeded to do so. Short as the time was which it took to +accomplish this, the old man had fallen into a doze ere it was +concluded; a doze or a partial stupor. They could not tell which; but, +in leaning over him, he woke up with a start.</p> + +<p>"I can't die with this injustice unrepaired!" he cried, his memory +evidently ignoring what had just been done. "Anthony Dare, your wife has +no right to all my money. I shall leave half of it to Edgar. I want you +to write it down."</p> + +<p>"It is done, sir. This is the paper."</p> + +<p>"Where? where? Why don't you get light into the room? It's dark—dark. +This? Is this it?"—as Mr. Dare put it into his hand. "Now, mind!" he +added, his tone changing to one of solemn enjoinder; "mind you act upon +it. Julia has no right to more than her half share; she must not take +more: money kept by wrong, acquired by injustice, never prospers. It +would not bring you good, it would not bring a blessing. Give Edgar his +legal half; and give him his old uncle's love and contrition. Tell him, +if the past could come over again there should be no estrangement +between us."</p> + +<p>He lay panting for a few minutes, and then spoke again, the paper having +fallen unnoticed from his hand.</p> + +<p>"Julia, when you see Edgar's wife—Did I sign that paper?" he broke off.</p> + +<p>"No, sir," said Mr. Dare. "Will you sign it now?"</p> + +<p>"Ay. But, signed or not signed, you'll equally act upon it. I don't put +it forth as a legal document; I suppose it would not, in this informal +state, stand good in law. It is only a reminder to you, Anthony Dare, +that you may not forget my wishes. Hold me up in bed, and have lights +brought in."</p> + +<p>Anthony Dare drew the curtain back, and the rays of the lamp flashed +upon the dying man. Mr. Dare looked round for a book on which to place +the paper while it was signed.</p> + +<p>"I want a light," came again from the bed, in a pleading tone. "Julia, +why don't you tell them to bring in the lamp?"</p> + +<p>"The lamp is here, uncle. It is close to you."</p> + +<p>"Then there's no oil in it," he cried. "Julia, I <i>will</i> have lights +here. Tell them to bring up the dining-room lamps. Don't ring; go and +see that they are brought."</p> + +<p>Unwilling to oppose him, and doubting lest his sight should really have +gone, Mrs. Dare went out, and returned with one of the servants and more +light. Mr. Cooper was then lying back on his pillow, dozing and +unconscious.</p> + +<p>"Has he signed the paper?" Mrs. Dare whispered to her husband.</p> + +<p>He shook his head negatively, and pointed to it. It was lying on the +bed, just as Mrs. Dare had left it. Mrs. Dare caught it up from any +prying eyes that might be about, folded it, and held it securely in her +hand.</p> + +<p>"He will wake up again presently, and can sign it then," observed Mr. +Dare, just as a gentle ring was heard at the house door.</p> + +<p>"It's the doctor," said the servant; "I know his ring."</p> + +<p>But the old man never did sign the paper, and never woke up again. He +lay in a state of lethargy throughout the night. Mr. and Mrs. Dare +watched by his bedside; the servants watched; and the doctors came in at +intervals. But there was no change in his state; until the last great +change. It occurred at daybreak; and when the neighbours opened their +windows to the cold and the snow, the house of Richard Cooper remained +closed. Death was within it.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<h3>HELSTONLEIGH.</h3> + + +<p>I believe that most of the readers of "The Channings" will not like this +story less because its scene is laid in the same place, Helstonleigh.</p> + +<p>I narrate to you, as you may have already discovered, a great deal of +truth: of events that have actually happened, combined with fiction. I +can only do this from my own personal experience, by taking you to the +scenes and places where I have lived. Of this same town, Helstonleigh, I +could relate to you volumes. No place in the world holds so green a spot +in my memory. Do you remember Longfellow's poem—"My Lost Youth"?</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Often I think of the beautiful town,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That is seated by the sea;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Often in thought go up and down<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The pleasant streets of that dear old town,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And my youth comes back to me.<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And a verse of a Lapland song<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Is haunting my memory still:<br /></span> +<span class="i4">'A boy's will is the wind's will,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.'<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"I remember the gleams and glooms that dart<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Across the schoolboy's brain;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The song and the silence in the heart,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That in part are prophecies, and in part<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Are longings wild and vain.<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And the voice of that fitful song<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Sings on, and is never still:<br /></span> +<span class="i4">'A boy's will is the wind's will,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.'<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"There are things of which I may not speak;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">There are dreams that cannot die;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">There are thoughts that make the strong heart weak,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And bring a pallor into the cheek,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And a mist before the eye.<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And the words of that fatal song<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Come over me like a chill:<br /></span> +<span class="i4">'A boy's will is the wind's will,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.'<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Strange to me now are the forms I meet<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When I visit the dear old town;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But the native air is pure and sweet,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the trees that o'ershadow each well-known street,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As they balance up and down,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Are singing the beautiful song,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Are sighing and whispering still:<br /></span> +<span class="i4">'A boy's will is the wind's will,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.'<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"And Deering's woods are fresh and fair,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And with joy that is almost pain<br /></span> +<span class="i0">My heart goes back to wander there,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And among the dreams of the days that were<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I find my lost youth again.<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And the music of that old song<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Throbs in my memory still:<br /></span> +<span class="i4">'A boy's will is the wind's will,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.'"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Those are some of its verses, and what "Deering" is to Longfellow, +"Helstonleigh" is to me.</p> + +<p>The Birmingham stage-coach came into Helstonleigh one summer's night, +and stopped at its destination, the Star-and-Garter Hotel, bringing with +it some London passengers. The direct line of rail to Helstonleigh from +London was not then opened; and this may serve to tell you how long it +is ago. A lady and a little girl stepped from the inside of the coach, +and a gentleman and three boys got down from the outside. The latter +were soaking. Almost immediately after leaving Birmingham, to which +place the rail had conveyed them, the rain had commenced to pour in +torrents, and those outside received its full benefit. The coach was +crammed, inside and out, but with the other passengers we have nothing +to do. We have with these; they were the Halliburtons.</p> + +<p>For the town which Mr. Halliburton had been desirous to remove to, the +one in which his cousin, Mrs. Dare, resided, was no other than +Helstonleigh.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Halliburton drew a long face when she set eyes on her husband's +condition. "Edgar! you must be wet through and through!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am. There was no help for it."</p> + +<p>"You should have come inside when I wanted you to do so," she cried, in +a voice of distress. "You should indeed."</p> + +<p>"And have suffered you to take my place outside? Nonsense, Jane!"</p> + +<p>Jane looked at the hotel. "We had better remain here for the night. What +do you think?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think so," he replied. "It is too wet to go about looking after +anything that might be less expensive. Inquire if we can have rooms, +Jane, whilst I see after the luggage."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Halliburton went in, leading Janey, and was confronted by the +barmaid, a smart young woman in a smart cap. "Can we sleep here +to-night?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>"Yes, certainly. How many beds?"</p> + +<p>"I will go up with you and see," said Mrs. Halliburton. "Be so kind as +not to put us in your more expensive rooms," she added, in a lower tone.</p> + +<p>The barmaid looked at her from top to toe, as it is much in the habit of +barmaids to do when such a request is preferred. She saw a lady in a +black silk dress, a cashmere shawl, and a plain straw bonnet, trimmed +with white. Simple as the attire was, quiet as was the demeanour, there +was that about Mrs. Halliburton, in her voice, her accent, her bearing +altogether, which proclaimed her the gentlewoman; and the barmaid +condescended to be civil.</p> + +<p>"I have nothing to do with the rooms," she said; "I'll call the +chambermaid. My goodness! You had better get those wet things off, sir, +unless you want to be laid up with cold."</p> + +<p>The words were uttered in surprise, as her eyes encountered Mr. +Halliburton. He looked taller, and thinner, and handsomer than ever; but +he had a hollow cough now, and his cheek was hectic, and he was +certainly wet through.</p> + +<p>The chambermaid allotted them rooms. Mr. Halliburton, after rubbing +himself dry with towels, got into a warmed bed, and had warm drink +supplied to him. Jane, after unpacking what would be wanted for the +night, returned to the sitting-room, to which her children had been +shown. A good-natured maid, seeing the boys' clothes were damp, had +lighted a fire, and they were kneeling round it, having been provided +with bread and butter and milk. Intelligent, truthful, good-looking boys +they were, with clear skins and bright, honest eyes, and open +countenances. Janey had fallen asleep on a chair, her flaxen curls +making her a pillow on its elbow. The boys crowded to one side of the +fireplace when their mother came in, leaving the larger space for her; +and William rose and gave her a chair. Mrs. Halliburton sat down, having +laid on the table a Book of Common Prayer, which she had brought in her +hand.</p> + +<p>"Mamma, I hope papa will not be ill!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, William, I fear it. Such a terrible wetting! And to be so long in +it! How is it that he was so much worse than you are?"</p> + +<p>"Because he sat at the end, and the gentleman next him did not hold the +umbrella over him at all. When it came on to rain, some of the +passengers had umbrellas and some had not, so they were divided for the +best. We three had one between us, and we were wedged in between two fat +old men, who helped to keep us dry. What a pity there was not a place +for papa inside!"</p> + +<p>"Yes; or if he would only have taken mine!" cried Mrs. Halliburton. "A +wetting would not have hurt me, as it may hurt him. What place did they +call that, William, where I got out to ask him to change?"</p> + +<p>"Bromsgrove Lickey. Mamma, you have had no tea!"</p> + +<p>"I do not care for any," she sighed. Hers was a hopeful nature; but +something within her, this evening, seemed to whisper of trial for the +future. She turned to the table, where stood the remains of the +children's meal, cut a piece of bread from the loaf, and slowly spread +it with butter. Then she poured out a little milk.</p> + +<p>"Dear mamma, do have some tea!" cried William; "that's nothing but our +milk and water."</p> + +<p>She shook her head and took the milk. Tea would only be an additional +expense, and she was too completely dispirited to care what she drank.</p> + +<p>"I will read now," she said, taking up the Prayer-book. "And afterwards, +I think, you had better say your prayers here, near the fire, as you +have been so wet."</p> + +<p>She chose a short psalm, and read it aloud. Then the children knelt +down, each at a separate chair, to say their prayers in silence. Not as +children's prayers are sometimes hurried over, knelt they; but with +lowly reverence, their heads bowed, their young hearts lifted, never +doubting but they were heard by God. They had been trained in a good +school.</p> + +<p>Did you ever have a sale of old things? Goods and chattels which may +have served your purpose and looked well in their places, seem so old +when they come to be exhibited that you feel half-ashamed of them? And +as to the sum they realise—you will not have much trouble in hoarding +it. Had Mr. Halliburton known the small sum that would be the result of +his sale; had Jane dreamt that they would go for an "old song," they had +never consented to part with them. Better have been at the cost of +carrying them to Helstonleigh. Their bedding, blankets, etc., they did +take: and it was well they did so.</p> + +<p>I feel almost afraid to tell you how very little money they had in hand +when they arrived. All their worldly wealth was little more than a +hundred and twenty pounds. Debts had to be paid before leaving London; +and it cost money to give up their house without notice, for their +landlord was severe.</p> + +<p>One hundred and twenty pounds! And with this they had to buy fresh +furniture, and to live until teaching came in. A forlorn prospect on +which to recommence the world! No wonder that Jane shunned even tea at +the inn, or any other expense that might lessen their funds! But hope is +buoyant in the human heart: and unless it were so, half the world might +lay themselves down to die.</p> + +<p>Morning came: a bright, sunny, beautiful morning after the rain. Not, +apparently, had Mr. Halliburton suffered. His limbs felt a little stiff, +but that would go off before the day closed. Their plans were to take a +small house, as cheap a one as they could find, in accordance with—you +really must for once excuse the word—gentility. That—a tolerably fair +appearance—was necessary to Mr. Halliburton's success as a teacher.</p> + +<p>"A dry, healthy spot, a little way out of the town," mused the landlord +of the "Star," to whom they communicated their desire. "The London Road +would be the place then. And you probably will find there such a house +as you require."</p> + +<p>They found their way to the London Road—a healthy suburb of the town; +and there discovered a house they thought might suit them: a +semi-detached house of good appearance, inclosed by iron railings, and +standing a little back from the road. A sitting-room was on either side +the entrance, a kitchen at the back. Three bedrooms were above; and +above these again was a garret. A small garden was behind the house; and +beyond that was a field, which did not belong to them. The adjoining +house was similar to this one; but that possessed a large and productive +garden. An inmate of that house showed them over this one, dressed as a +Quakeress. Her features were plain, but her complexion was fair and +delicate, and she had calm blue eyes.</p> + +<p>"The rent of the house is thirty-two pounds per annum," she said, in +reply to Mrs. Halliburton's question. "It belongs to Thomas Ashley; but +thee must not apply to him. I will furnish thee with the address of the +agent, who has the letting of Friend Ashley's houses. It is Anthony +Dare. You will find the house pleasant and healthy, if you decide upon +it," she added, speaking to both of them.</p> + +<p>The latter name had struck upon Mr. Halliburton's ear. "Jane!" he +whispered to his wife, "that must be the Mr. Dare who married my cousin, +Julia Cooper. His name was Anthony Dare."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton proceeded alone to the office of Mr. Dare, the gentleman +you met at Mr. Cooper's; Mrs. Halliburton returning to her children at +the hotel. They had decided to take the house. Mr. Dare was not at home. +"In London, with his wife," the head clerk said. But the clerk had power +to let the house. Mr. Halliburton gave him some particulars with regard +to himself, and they were considered satisfactory; but he did not +mention that he was related to Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>The next thing was about furniture. The clerk directed Mr. Halliburton +to a warehouse where both new and second-hand things might be obtained, +and he proceeded to it, calling in at the "Star" for his wife. She knew +a great deal more about furniture than he. They did the best they could, +spending about fifty pounds. A Kidderminster carpet was bought for the +best sitting-room. The other room, which was to be Mr. Halliburton's +study, and the bedrooms, went for the present without any. "We will buy +all those things when we have succeeded a bit," said Mr. Halliburton.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<h3>ANNA LYNN.</h3> + + +<p>They slept that night again at the "Star," and the following morning +early, they and their furniture took possession together of the house. A +busy day they found it, arranging things. Jane—who had determined, as +the saying runs, "to put her shoulder to the wheel," not only on this +day, but on future days—did not intend to engage a regular servant. +That, like the carpets, might be indulged in as they succeeded; but in +the mean time she thought a young girl might be found who would come in +for a few hours daily, and do what they wanted done.</p> + +<p>In the course of the morning, the fair, pleasant face of the Quakeress +was seen approaching the back door from the garden. She wore a lilac +print gown, a net kerchief crossed under it on her neck, and the +peculiar net cap, with its high caul and neat little border.</p> + +<p>"I have stepped in to ask if I can help thee with thy work," she began. +"Thee hast plenty to do, setting things straight, and thy husband does +not look strong. I will aid if thee pleasest."</p> + +<p>"You are very kind to be so thoughtful for a stranger," replied Jane, +charmed with the straightforward frankness of the Quakeress. "I hope you +will first tell me to whom I am indebted."</p> + +<p>"Thee can call me Patience," was the ready reply. "I live next door, +with Samuel Lynn and his daughter Anna. His wife died soon after the +child was born. I was related to Anna Lynn; and when she was departing +she sent for me, and begged me not to leave her child, unless Samuel +should take unto himself another wife. But that appears to be far from +his thoughts. He loves the child much; she is as the apple of his eye."</p> + +<p>"Is Mr. Lynn in business?" asked Jane.</p> + +<p>"Not on his own account now. He was a glove manufacturer, as a young +man, but he had not a large capital; and when the British ports were +opened for the admission of gloves from the French, it ruined him—as it +did many others in the city. Only the rich masters could stand that. +Numbers went then."</p> + +<p>"Went!" echoed Jane. "Went where?"</p> + +<p>"To ruin. Ah! I remember it: though it is a long time ago now. It was, I +think, in the year 1825. I cannot describe to thee the distress and +destruction it brought upon this city, until then so flourishing. The +manufacturers had to close their works, and the men went about the +streets starving."</p> + +<p>"Did the distress continue long?"</p> + +<p>"For weeks, and months, and years. The town will never be again, in that +respect, what it has been. Samuel Lynn was a man of integrity, and he +gave up business while he could pay everyone, and accepted the post of +manager in the manufactory of Thomas Ashley. Thomas Ashley is one of the +first manufacturers in the city, as his father was before him. When thee +shall know the place and the people better, thee will find that there is +not a name more respected throughout Helstonleigh than that of Thomas +Ashley."</p> + +<p>"I suppose he is a rich man?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he is rich," replied Patience, who was as busy with her hands as +she was in talking. "His household is expensive, and he keeps his open +and his close carriages; but for all that he must be putting by money. +It is not for his riches that Thomas Ashley is respected, but for his +high character. There is not a more just man living than Thomas Ashley; +there is not a manufacturer in the town who is so considerate and kind +to his workmen. His rate of wages is on the highest scale, and he is +incapable of oppression. He has a son and daughter. He, the boy, causes +him much uneasiness and cost."</p> + +<p>"Is he—not steady?" hastily asked Jane.</p> + +<p>"Bless thee, it is not that!" was the laughing answer of Patience. "He +is but a young boy yet. When he was fourteen months old, the nurse let +him fall from her arms, from the first landing to the hall below. At +first they thought he was not hurt: Margaret Ashley herself thought it; +the doctors thought it. But in a little time injury grew apparent. It +lay in one of the hips; he is often in great pain, and will be lame for +life. Abscess after abscess forms in the hip. They take him to the +sea-side; to doctors in London; but nothing cures him. A beautiful boy +as you ever saw; but his hurt renders him peevish. He is fond of books; +and David Byrne, who is a Latin and Greek scholar, goes daily to +instruct him; but the boy is thrown back by his fits of illness. It is a +great grief to Thomas and Margaret Ashley. They——Why, Anna, is it +thee? What dost thou do here?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Halliburton turned from the kitchen cupboard, where she and +Patience were arranging crockery, to behold a little girl who was no +doubt Anna Lynn. Dark blue eyes were deeply set beneath their long +lashes, which lay on a damask and dimpled cheek; her pretty teeth shone +like pearls between her smiling lips, and her chestnut hair fell in a +mass of careless curls upon her neck. Never, Mrs. Halliburton thought, +had she seen a face so lovely. Jane was a pretty child; but Jane faded +into nothing in comparison with the vision standing there.</p> + +<p>"Thee has thy cap off again, Anna!" cried the Quakeress, with some +asperity of tone. "Art thee not ashamed to be so bold?—going about with +thy head uncovered!"</p> + +<p>"The cap came off, Patience," gently responded Anna. She had a sweetly +timid manner; a modest expression.</p> + +<p>"Thee need not tell me what is untrue. When the cap is tied on, it will +not come off, unless purposely removed. Go home and put it on. Thee may +come back again. Perhaps Friend Halliburton will permit thee to stay +awhile with her children, who are arranging their books in the study. Is +thy French lesson learnt?"</p> + +<p>"Not quite," replied Anna, running away.</p> + +<p>She returned with a pretty little white net cap on, the model of that +worn by Patience. Her luxuriant curls were pushed under it, and the +crimped border rested on the fair forehead.</p> + +<p>"Nay, there is no call to put all thy hair out of sight, child," said +Patience. "Where are thy combs."</p> + +<p>"In my hair, Patience."</p> + +<p>Patience took off the cap, formed two flat curls, by means of the combs, +on either side the temples, put the cap on again, and tucked the rest of +the hair smoothly under it. Mrs. Halliburton then took Anna's hand, and +led her to her own children.</p> + +<p>"What a pity it is to hide her hair!" she said afterwards to Patience.</p> + +<p>"Dost thee think so? It is the custom with our people. Anna's hair is +fine, and of a curly nature. Brush it as I will, it curls; and she has +acquired a habit of taking her cap off when I am not watching. Her +father, I grieve to say, will let her sit by the hour together, her hair +down, as thee saw it now, and her cap anywhere. I believe he thinks +nothing she does is wrong. I talk to him much."</p> + +<p>"I never saw a more beautiful child!" said Jane, warmly.</p> + +<p>"I grant thee that she is fair; but she is eleven years old now, and her +vanity should be checked. She is sometimes invited to the Ashleys', +where she sees the mode in which Mary Ashley is dressed, according to +the fashion of the world, and it sets her longing. Samuel Lynn will not +listen to me. He is pleased that his child should be received there as +Mary Ashley's equal; he cannot forget the time when he was in a good +position himself."</p> + +<p>"Who teaches Anna?"</p> + +<p>"She attends a small school for Friends, kept by Ruth Darby. It is the +holidays now. Her father educates her well. She learns French and +drawing, and other branches of study suitable for girls. Take care! let +me help thee with that heavy table."</p> + +<p>Presently they went to see how things were getting on in the study. Jane +could not keep her eyes from the face of that lovely child. It partly +hindered her work, which there was little need of on that busy day; a +day so busy that they were all glad when it was over, and they were at +liberty to retire to rest.</p> + +<p>Rarely had Jane witnessed so beautiful a view as that which met her +sight the following morning, when she drew up her blind. The previous +day had been hazy—nothing was to be seen; now the atmosphere had +cleared. The great extent of scenery spread around, the green fields, +the growing corn, the sparkling rivulets, the woods with their darker +and their brighter trees, the undulating slopes—all were charming. But +beyond all, and far more charming, bounding the landscape in the distant +horizon, stretched the long chain of the far-famed Malvern Hills. As +the sun cast upon them its light and shade, their outline so clearly +depicted against the sky, and their white villas peeping out from the +trees at their base—Jane felt that she could have gazed for ever. A +wondrous picture is that of Malvern, as seen from Helstonleigh in the +freshness of the early morning.</p> + +<p>"Edgar!" she impulsively exclaimed, turning to the bed—for Mr. +Halliburton had not risen—"you never saw anything more beautiful than +the view from this window. I am sure half the Londoners never dreamt of +anything like it."</p> + +<p>There was no reply. "Perhaps he may be still asleep," she thought. But +upon approaching the bed, she saw that his eyes were open.</p> + +<p>"Jane," he gasped, "I am ill."</p> + +<p>"Ill!" she repeated, a spasm darting through her heart.</p> + +<p>"Every limb is paining me. My head aches, and I am burning with fever. I +have felt it coming on all night."</p> + +<p>She bent down; she felt his hands and his hot face—all burning, as he +said, with fever.</p> + +<p>"We must call in a doctor," she quietly said, suppressing every sign of +dismay, that it might not agitate him. "I will ask Patience to recommend +one."</p> + +<p>"Yes; better have a doctor at once. What will become of us? If I should +be going to have an illness——"</p> + +<p>"Stay, Edgar; do not give way to sad anticipations," she gently said. "A +brave mind, you know, goes half way towards a cure. It is the effect of +that wetting; the cold must have been smouldering within you."</p> + +<p>Smouldering only to burst out the fiercer for delay. Patience spoke in +favour of their own medical man, a Mr. Parry, who lived near them and +had a large practice. He came; and pronounced the malady to be rheumatic +fever.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<h3>ILLNESS.</h3> + + +<p>For nine weeks Mr. Halliburton never left his bed. His wife was worn to +a shadow; what with waiting upon him, and battling with her anxiety. Her +body was weary, her heart was sick. Do <i>you</i> know the cost of illness? +Jane knew it then.</p> + +<p>In two weeks more he could leave his easy-chair and crawl about the +room; and by that time he was all eagerness to commence his operations +for the future.</p> + +<p>"I must have some cards printed, Jane," he cried, one morning. "'Mr. +Halliburton, Professor of Classics and Mathematics, late of King's +Col—'—or should it be simply 'Edgar Halliburton?'" he broke off, to +deliberate. "I wonder what the custom may be, down here?"</p> + +<p>"I think you should wait until you are stronger, before you order your +cards," was Jane's reply.</p> + +<p>"But I can be getting things in train, Jane. I have been—how many weeks +is it now?"</p> + +<p>"Eleven."</p> + +<p>"To be sure. It was June when we came; it is now September. I have been +obliged to neglect the boys' lessons, too!"</p> + +<p>"They have been very good and quiet; have gone on with their lessons +themselves. If we have trouble in other ways, we have a blessing in our +children, Edgar. They are thoroughly loving and dutiful."</p> + +<p>"I don't know the ordinary terms of the neighbourhood," he resumed, +after an interval of silence. "And—I wonder if people will want +references? Jane"—after another silence—"you must put your things on, +and go to Mrs. Dare's."</p> + +<p>"To Mrs. Dare's!" she echoed. "Now? I don't know her."</p> + +<p>"Never mind about not knowing her," he eagerly continued. "She is my +cousin. You must ask whether they will allow themselves to be referred +to. Peach will allow it also, I am quite certain. Do go, Jane."</p> + +<p>Invalids in the weak state of Mr. Halliburton are apt to be restlessly +impatient when the mind is set upon any plan or project. Jane found that +it would vex him much if she declined to go to Mrs. Dare, and she +prepared for the visit. Patience directed her to their residence.</p> + +<p>It was situated at the opposite end of Helstonleigh. A handsome house, +inclosed in a high wall, and bearing the imposing title of "Pomeranian +Knoll." Jane entered the iron gates, walked round the carriage drive +that inclosed the lawn, and rang the house bell. A showy footman in +light blue livery, with a bunch of cords on his shoulder, answered it.</p> + +<p>"Can I see Mrs. Dare?"</p> + +<p>"What name, ma'am?"</p> + +<p>Jane gave in one of her visiting cards, wondering whether that was not +too grand a proceeding, considering the errand upon which she had come. +She was shown into an elegant room, to the presence of Mrs. Dare. That +lady was in a costly morning dress, with chains, rings, bracelets, and +other glittering jewellery about her: as she had worn the evening you +saw her beside Mr. Cooper's death-bed.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Halliburton?" she was repeating in doubt, when Jane entered, her +eyes strained on the card. "What Mrs. Halliburton?" she added, not very +civilly, turning her eyes upon Jane.</p> + +<p>Jane explained. The wife of Edgar Halliburton, Mrs. Dare's cousin.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare's presence of mind wholly forsook her. She grew deathly +white; she caught at a chair for support; she was utterly unable to +speak or to conceal her agitation. Jane could only look at her in +amazement, wondering whether she was seized with sudden illness.</p> + +<p>A few moments and she recovered herself. She took a seat, motioned Jane +to another, and asked, as she might have asked of any stranger, what her +business might be. Jane explained it, somewhat at length.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare's surprise was great. She could not or would not understand; +and her face flushed a deep red, and again grew deadly pale. "Edgar +Halliburton come to live in Helstonleigh!" she repeated. "And you say +you are his wife?"</p> + +<p>"I am his wife," was the reply of Jane, spoken with quiet dignity.</p> + +<p>"<i>What</i> is it that you say he has in view, in coming here?"</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon; I thought I had explained." And Jane went over the +ground again—why he had been obliged to leave London, and his reasons +for settling in Helstonleigh.</p> + +<p>"You could not have come to a worse place," said Mrs. Dare, who appeared +to be annoyed almost beyond repression. "Masters of all sorts are so +plentiful here that they tread on each other's heels."</p> + +<p>Discouraging news! And Jane's heart beat fast on hearing it. "My husband +thought you and Mr. Dare would kindly interest yourselves for him. He +knows that Mr. Peach will——"</p> + +<p>"No," interrupted Mrs. Dare, in decisive tones. "For Edgar Halliburton's +own sake I must decline to recommend him; or, indeed, to interfere at +all. It would only encourage fallacious hopes. Masters are here in +abundance—I speak of private masters; they don't find half enough to +do. Schools are also plentiful. The best thing will be to go to some +place where there is a better opening, and not to settle himself here at +all!"</p> + +<p>"But we have already settled here," replied Jane.</p> + +<p>A thought suddenly struck Mrs. Dare. "It can never be Edgar who has +taken Mr. Ashley's cottage in the London Road? I remember the name was +said to be Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"The same. It was let to us by Mr. Dare's clerk."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare sat biting her lips. That she was grievously annoyed was +evident, but in deference to good manners, which were partially +returning to her, she strove to repress its signs. "I presume your +husband is poor, Mrs. Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>"We are very poor."</p> + +<p>"It is generally the case with teachers, as I have observed. Well, I +can only give one answer to your application—that we must decline all +interference. I hope Edgar will not think of applying again to us upon +the subject."</p> + +<p>Jane rose. Mrs. Dare remained seated. And yet she prided herself upon +her good breeding!</p> + +<p>"I had forgotten a question which my husband particularly desired me to +ask," Jane said, turning back, as she was moving to the door. "Edgar saw +by the papers that his uncle, Mr. Cooper, died the beginning of the +year. Did he remember him on his death-bed, so far as to send a message +of reconciliation?"</p> + +<p>Strange to say, the countenance of Mrs. Dare again changed; now to a +burning heat, now to a livid pallor. She hesitated in her answer.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said at length. "Mr. Cooper so far relented as to send him +his forgiveness. 'Tell my nephew Edgar, if you ever see him, that I am +sorry for my harshness; that I would treat him differently were the time +to come over again.' I do not remember the precise words; but they were +to that effect. There is no doubt that he would have wished to be +reconciled; but time did not allow it. I should have written to Edgar of +this, had I been acquainted with his address."</p> + +<p>"A letter addressed to King's College would always have found him. But +he will be glad to hear this. He also bade me ask how Mr. Cooper's money +was left—if you would kindly give him the information."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare bent her head. She was busy playing with her bracelet. "The +will was proved in Doctors' Commons. Edgar Halliburton may see it by +paying a shilling there."</p> + +<p>It was not a gracious answer, and Jane paused. "He cannot go to Doctors' +Commons; he is not in London," she gently said.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare raised her head. A look, speaking plainly of defiance, had +settled itself on her features. "It was left to me; the whole of it, +except a few trifling legacies to his servants. What could Edgar +Halliburton expect?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure that he did not expect anything," observed Jane. "Though I +believe a hope has sometimes crossed his mind that Mr. Cooper might at +the last relent, and remember him."</p> + +<p>"Nay," said Mrs. Dare, "he had behaved too disobediently for that. +First, in opposing his uncle's wishes that he should enter into +business; secondly, in his marriage."</p> + +<p>"In his marriage!" echoed Jane, a flush rising to her own face.</p> + +<p>"It was so. Mr. Cooper was exceedingly exasperated when he heard that +Edgar had married. He looked upon the marriage, I believe, as +undesirable for him in a pecuniary point of view. You must pardon my +speaking of this to you personally. You appear to wish for the truth."</p> + +<p>The flush on Jane's face deepened to crimson.</p> + +<p>"It is true that I had no money," she said. "But I am the daughter of a +clergyman, and was reared a gentlewoman!"</p> + +<p>"I suppose my uncle thought Edgar Halliburton should have married a +fortune. However all that is past and gone, and it will do no good to +recall it. I am sorry that you should have been so ill-advised for your +own interests as to fix on this place to come to."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare rose. She had sat all this time; Jane had stood. "Tell Edgar, +from me, that I am sorry to hear of his illness. Tell him there is no +possible chance of success for him in Helstonleigh; no opening whatever! +When I say that I hope he will speedily remove to some place less +overdone with masters, I speak only in his own interest!"</p> + +<p>She rang the bell as she spoke, and gave Jane the tips of two of her +fingers. The footman held open the hall door, and bowed her out. Jane +went down the gravel sweep, determined never again to trouble Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Joseph!" cried Mrs. Dare, sharply.</p> + +<p>"Ma'am?"</p> + +<p>"Should that lady ever call again, I am not at home, remember!"</p> + +<p>"Very well, ma'am," was the man's reply.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare did not stay to hear it. She had flown upstairs to her room in +trepidation. There she attired herself hastily and went out, bending her +steps towards Mr. Dare's office. It was situated at the end of the town; +and the door displayed a brass plate: "Mr. Dare, Solicitor."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare entered the outer room. "Is Mr. Dare alone?" she asked of the +clerks.</p> + +<p>"No, ma'am. Mr. Ashley is with him."</p> + +<p>Chafing at the answer, for she was in a mood of great impatience, of +inward tremor, Mrs. Dare waited for a few minutes. Mr. Ashley came out. +A man of nearly forty years, rather above the middle height, with a +fresh complexion, dark eyes, and well-formed features. A +benevolent-looking, good man. His wife was a cousin of Mr. Dare's.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare was seated at his table in his own room when his wife came in. +She had turned again of an ashy paleness, and she dropped into a chair +near to him.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter?" he asked in astonishment. "Are you ill?"</p> + +<p>"I think I shall die," she gasped. "I have had a mortal fright, +Anthony."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare rose. He was about to get her some water, or to call for it, +but she caught his arm. "Stay, and hear me! Stay! Anthony, those +Halliburtons have come to Helstonleigh. Come to live here!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare's mouth opened. "What Halliburtons?" he presently asked.</p> + +<p>"<i>They.</i> He has come here to settle. He wants to teach; and his wife has +been with me, asking us to be referees. Of course I put the stopper upon +that. The idea of <i>our</i> having poor relations in the town who get their +living by teaching!"</p> + +<p>A very disagreeable idea indeed; for those who were playing first +fiddle in the place, and expected to play it still. But not for that did +the man and wife stand gazing at each other; and the naturally bold look +on Mr. Dare's face had faded considerably just then.</p> + +<p>"She asked about the will," said Mrs. Dare, dropping her voice to a +whisper, and looking round with a shiver. "I thought I should have died +with fear."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare rallied his courage. Any little reminiscence that may have +momentarily disturbed his equanimity he shook off, and was his own bold +self again.</p> + +<p>"Nonsense, Julia! What is there to fear? The will is proved and acted +upon. Whatever the old man may have uttered to us in his death ramblings +was heard by ourselves alone. If any one <i>had</i> heard it, I should not +much care. A will's a will all the world over; and to act against it +would be illegal."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare sat wiping her brow and gathering up <i>her</i> courage. It came +back by slow degrees.</p> + +<p>"Anthony, we must get them out of Helstonleigh. For more reasons than +one we must get them out. They are in that house of Mr. Ashley's."</p> + +<p>He looked surprised. "They! Ay, to be sure: the name in the books is +Halliburton. It never occurred to me that it could be they. I wonder if +they are poor?"</p> + +<p>"Very poor, the wife said."</p> + +<p>"Just so," said Mr. Dare, with a pleasant smile. "I'll not ask for the +rent this quarter, but let it go on a bit. We may get them out, Mrs. +Dare."</p> + +<p>You need not be told that Anthony Dare and his wife had omitted to act +upon Mr. Cooper's dying injunction. At the time they did really intend +to fulfil it; they were not thieves or forgers. But Edgar Halliburton +was not present to remind them of his claims: and, when the money came +to be realised, to be in their own hands, there it was suffered to +remain. Waiting for him, of course; they did not know precisely where to +find him, and did not take any trouble to inquire. Very tempting and +useful they found the money. A large portion of their own share went in +paying back debts, for they lived at an extravagant rate; and—and in +short they had intrenched upon that other share, and could not now have +paid it over had they been ever so willing to do so. No wonder that Mrs. +Dare had felt as one in mortal fear when she met Jane Halliburton face +to face!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<h3>A CHRISTMAS DREAM.</h3> + + + +<p>Winter had come to Helstonleigh: frost hovered in the air and rested on +the ground. How was Mr. Halliburton? He had never once been out since +his illness, and he sat by the fire when he did not lie in bed, and his +cough was racking him. He might, and probably would, have recovered +health under more favourable auspices, but anxiety of mind was killing +him. Their money was dwindling to a close, and delicacies they dared not +get for him. Mr. Halliburton would say he did not require them; could +not eat them if they were procured. Poor man! he craved for them in his +inmost heart. Strange to say, he did not see his own danger. Or, rather, +it would have been strange but that similar cases are met with every +day. "When this cold weather has passed, and spring is in, then I shall +get up my strength," was his constant cry. "Then I shall set about my +work in earnest, and make my arrival and my plans known to Peach. It has +been of no use troubling him beforehand." False, false hopes! fond, +delusive hopes!</p> + +<p>Dr. Carrington had said that if he <i>took care</i> of himself, he might live +and be well. The other doctors had said the same. And there was no +reason to doubt their judgment. But they had not bargained for an attack +of rheumatic fever, or for the increased injury to the lungs which the +same cause, that past soaking, had induced.</p> + +<p>On Christmas Eve, he and Jane were sitting over the fire in the +twilight. He could come downstairs now; indeed, he did not appear to be +so ill as he really was. The surgeon who attended him in the fever had +been discharged long ago. "There's nothing the matter with me now but +debility; and, only time will bring me out of that," Mr. Halliburton +said, when he dismissed him. Jane was hopeful; more hopeful by fits and +starts than continuously so; but she did really believe he might get +well when winter had passed. They were sitting beside the fire, when a +great bustle interrupted them. All the children trooped in at once, with +the noise it is the delight of children not to stir without. Frank, who +had been out, had entered the house with his arms full of holly and ivy, +his bright face glowing with excitement. The others were attending him +to show off the prize.</p> + +<p>"Look at all this Christmas, mamma!" cried he. "I have bought it."</p> + +<p>"Bought it?" repeated Jane. "My dear Frank, did I not tell you we must +do without Christmas this year?"</p> + +<p>"But it cost nothing, mamma. Only a penny!"</p> + +<p>Jane sighed. She did not say to the children that even a penny was no +longer "nothing."</p> + +<p>"You know that penny I have kept in my pocket a long while," went on +Frank in excitement, addressing the assemblage. "Well, I thought if +mamma would not buy some Christmas, I would."</p> + +<p>"But you did not buy all that for a penny, Frank? We should pay sixpence +for it in London."</p> + +<p>"I did, though, mamma. I had it of that old man who lives in the cottage +higher up the road, with the big garden to it. He was going to cut me +more, but I told him this was plenty. You should have seen the heaps he +gave a woman for twopence: she wanted a wheelbarrow to carry it away."</p> + +<p>Janey clapped her hands, and began to dance. "I shall help you to dress +the rooms! We must have a merry Christmas!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton drew her to him. "Yes, we must have a merry Christmas, +must we not, Janey? Jane"—turning to his wife—"can you manage to have +a nice dinner for us? Christmas only comes once a year."</p> + +<p>He looked up with his haggard face: very much as though he were longing +for a nice dinner then.</p> + +<p>"I will see what I can do," said Jane in reply, smothering down another +sigh. "I am going out presently to the butcher's. A joint of beef will +be best; and though the pudding's a plain one, I hope it will be good. +Yes, we must keep Christmas."</p> + +<p>Christmas-day dawned, and in due time they assembled as usual. Jane +intended to go to church that day. During her husband's illness she had +been obliged to send the children alone. They had been trained to know +what church meant, and did not require some one with them to keep them +in order there. A good thing if the same could be said of all children!</p> + +<p>It was a clear, bright morning, cold and frosty. Mr. Halliburton came +down just as they were starting.</p> + +<p>"I feel so much better to-day!" he exclaimed. "I could almost go with +you myself. Jane"—smiling at her look of consternation—"you need not +be startled: I do not intend to attempt it. William, you are not ready."</p> + +<p>"Mamma said I was to stay with you, papa."</p> + +<p>"Stay with me! There's not the least necessity for that. I tell you all +I am feeling better to-day—quite well. You can go with the rest, +William."</p> + +<p>William looked at his mother, and for a moment Jane hesitated. Only for +a moment. "I would rather he remained, Edgar," she said. "Betsy will be +gone by twelve o'clock. Indeed, I should not feel comfortable at the +thought of your being alone."</p> + +<p>"Oh, very well," replied Mr. Halliburton, quite gaily. "I suppose you +must remain, William, or we shall have mamma leaving when the service is +only half over to see whether I have not fallen into the fire."</p> + +<p>Jane had all the household care upon her shoulders now, and a great +portion of the household work. Though an active domestic manager, she +had known nothing practically of the more menial work of a house; she +knew it only too well now. The old saying is a very true one: "Necessity +makes us acquainted with strange bedfellows." This young girl, Betsy, +who came in part of each day to assist, was almost as much trouble as +profit. She had said to Jane on Christmas Eve: "If you please, mother +says I am to be at home to-morrow, if it's convenient." I am! However, +Jane and the young lady came to a compromise. She was to go home at +twelve and come back later to wash up the dishes. Of course it entailed +upon Jane all the trouble of preparing dinner.</p> + +<p>Have you ever known one of these cases yourself? Where a lady—a lady, +mind you, as Jane was—has had to put aside her habits of refinement, +pin up her gown, and turn to and cook; roast the meat and boil potatoes, +and all the ether essential items? Many a one is doing it now in real +life. Jane Halliburton was not a solitary example. The pudding had been +made the day before and partly boiled: it was now on the fire, boiling +again, and the rest of the dinner she would do on her return from +church.</p> + +<p>It was something wonderful, the improvement in Mr. Halliburton's health +that day. He took his part with William in reading the psalms and +lessons while the rest were at church: it was what he had been unable to +do for a long time in consequence of his cough and laboured breathing. +The duty over, he lay back in his chair; in thought apparently, not +exhaustion.</p> + +<p>"Peace on earth, and good will towards men!" he repeated presently, in a +fervent, but somewhat absent tone. "William, my boy, I think peace must +be coming to me at last. I do feel so well."</p> + +<p>"What peace, papa?" asked William, puzzled.</p> + +<p>"The peace of renewed health, of hope; freedom from worry. The Christmas +season and the bright day have taken away all my despondency. Let me go +on like this, and in another month I shall be out and at work."</p> + +<p>William's eyes sparkled. He fully believed it all. Boys are sanguine.</p> + +<p>They were to dine at three o'clock, and Jane did her best to prepare it. +During the process, Patience appeared at the back door with a plate of +oranges. "Will thee accept of these for thy children?" asked she.</p> + +<p>"How kind you are!" exclaimed Jane, in a grateful impulse, as she +thought of her children. Of such little treats they had latterly enjoyed +a scanty share. "Patience, I hope you did not buy them purposely?"</p> + +<p>"Had I had to buy them, thee would not have seen them," returned the +candid Quakeress. "A friend of Samuel Lynn's, who lives at Bristol, +sends us a small case every winter. When I was unpacking it this morning +I said to him, 'The young ones at the next door would be pleased with a +few of these'; but he did not answer. Thee must not think him selfish; +he is not a selfish man; but he cannot bear to see anything go beside +the child. Anna looked at him eagerly; she would have been pleased to +send half the box: and he saw it. 'Take in a few, Patience,' he cried."</p> + +<p>"I am much obliged to him, and to you also," repeated Jane. "Patience, +Mr. Halliburton is so much better to-day! Go in, and see him."</p> + +<p>Patience went into the parlour, carrying the oranges with her. When she +came out again there was a grave expression on her serene face.</p> + +<p>"Thee will do well not to count upon this apparent improvement in thy +husband."</p> + +<p>Jane's heart went down considerably. "I do not exactly count upon it, +Patience," she confessed; "but he does seem to have changed so much for +the better that I feel in greater spirits than I have felt this many a +day. His cough seems almost well."</p> + +<p>"I do not wish to throw a damp upon thee; still, were I thee, I would +not reckon upon it. These sudden improvements sometimes turn out to have +been deceitful. Fare thee well!"</p> + +<p>Jane went into the parlour. The children were gathered round the plate +of oranges. "Mamma, do look!" cried Janey. "Are they not good? There +are six: one apiece for us all. I wonder if papa could eat one? Gar, you +are not to touch. Papa, could you eat an orange?"</p> + +<p>Unseen by the children, Mr. Halliburton had been straining his eager +gaze upon the oranges. His mouth parched with inward fever, his throat +dry, they appeared, coming thus unexpectedly before him, what the +long-wished-for spring of water is to the fainting traveller in the +desert. Jane caught the look, and handed the plate to him. "You would +like one, Edgar?"</p> + +<p>"I am thirsty," he said, in tones savouring of apology, for the oranges +seemed to belong to the children rather than to him. "I think I must eat +mine before dinner. Cut it into four, will you?"</p> + +<p>He took up one of the quarters. "It is delicious!" he exclaimed. "It is +so refreshing!"</p> + +<p>The children stood around and watched him. They enjoyed oranges, but +scarcely with a zest so intense as that.</p> + +<p>When Jane returned to the kitchen, she found a helpmate. The maid from +next door, Grace, a young Quakeress, fair and demure, was standing +there. She had been sent by Patience to do what she could for half an +hour. "How considerate she is!" thought grateful Jane.</p> + +<p>They dined in comfort, Grace waiting on them. Afterwards the oranges +were placed upon the table. Master Gar caught up the plate, and +presented it to his mother. "Papa has had his," quoth he.</p> + +<p>"Not for me, Gar," said Jane. "I do not eat oranges. I will give mine to +papa."</p> + +<p>The three younger children speedily attacked theirs. William did not. He +left his by the side of the one rejected by his mother, and set the +plate by Mr. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"Do you intend these for me, William?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, papa."</p> + +<p>Frank looked surprised. "William, you don't mean to say you are not +going to eat your orange? Why, you were as glad as any of us when they +came."</p> + +<p>"I eat oranges when I want them," observed William, with an affectation +of carelessness, which betrayed a delicacy of feeling that might have +done honour to one older than he. "I have had too good a dinner to care +about oranges."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton drew William towards him, and looked steadfastly into +his face with a meaning smile. "Thank you, my darling," he whispered: +and William coloured excessively as he sat down.</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton ate the oranges, and appeared as if he could have eaten +as many more. Then he leaned his head back on the pillow which was +placed over his chair, and presently fell asleep.</p> + +<p>"Be very still, dear children," whispered Jane.</p> + +<p>They looked round, saw why they were to be still, and hushed their busy +voices. William pulled a stool to his mother's feet, and took his seat +on it, holding her hand between his.</p> + +<p>"Papa will soon be well again now," he softly said. "Don't you think so, +mamma?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I hope he will," she answered.</p> + +<p>"But don't you <i>think</i> it?" he persisted; and Jane detected an anxiety +in his tone. Could there have been a shadow of fear upon the boy's own +heart? "He said mamma, whilst you were at church, that in another month +he should be strong again."</p> + +<p>"Not quite so soon as that, I fear, William. He has been so much +reduced, you know. Later: if he goes on as well as he appears to be +going on now."</p> + +<p>Jane set the children to that renowned game. "Cross questions and +crooked answers." You may have had the pleasure of playing it: if so, +you will remember that it consists chiefly of whispering. It is +difficult to keep children quiet long together.</p> + +<p>"Where am I?" cried a sudden voice, startling the children in the midst +of their silent whispers.</p> + +<p>It came from Mr. Halliburton. He had slept about half an hour, and was +now looking round in bewilderment, his head starting away from the +pillow. "Where am I?" he repeated.</p> + +<p>"You have been asleep, papa," cried Frank.</p> + +<p>"Asleep! Oh, yes! I remember. You are all here, and it is Christmas +Day. I have been dreaming."</p> + +<p>"What about, papa?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton let his head fall back on the pillow again. He fixed his +eyes on vacancy, and there ensued a silence. The children looked at him.</p> + +<p>"Singular things are dreams," he presently exclaimed. "I thought I was +on a broad, wide road—an immense road, and it was crowded with people. +We were all going one way, stumbling and tripping along——"</p> + +<p>"What made you stumble, papa?" interrupted Janey, whose busy tongue was +ever ready to talk.</p> + +<p>"The road was full of impediments," continued Mr. Halliburton, in a +dreamy tone, as if his mental vision were buried in the scene and he was +relating what had actually occurred. "Stones, and hillocks, and +brambles, and pools of shallow water, and long grass that got entangled +round our feet: nothing but difficulties and hindrances. At the end, in +the horizon, as far as the eye could reach—very, very far away +indeed—a hundred times as far away as the Malvern Hills appear to be +from us—there shone a brilliant light. So brilliant! You have never +seen anything like it in life, for the naked eye could not bear such +light. And yet we seemed to look at it, and our sight was not dazzled!"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it was fireworks?" interrupted Gar. Mr. Halliburton went on +without heeding him.</p> + +<p>"We were all pressing on to get to the light, though the distant journey +seemed as if it could never end. So long as we kept our eyes fixed on +the light, we could see how we walked, and we passed over the rough +places without fear. Not without difficulty. But still we did pass them, +and advanced. But the moment we took our eyes from the light, then we +were stopped; some fell; some wandered aside, and would not try to go +forward; some were torn by the brambles; some fell into the water; some +stuck in the mud; in short, they could not get on any way. And yet they +knew—at least, it seemed that they knew—that if they would only lift +their eyes to the light, and keep them steadfastly on it, they were +certain to be helped, and to make progress. The few who did keep their +eyes on it—very few they were!—steadily bore onwards. The same +hindrances, the same difficulties were in their path, so that at times +they also felt tempted to despair—to fear they could not get on. But +their fears were groundless. So long as they did not take their eyes +from the light, it guided them in certainty and safety over the rough +places. It was a helper that could not fail; and it was ready to guide +every one—all those millions and millions of travellers. To guide them +throughout the whole of the way until they had gained it."</p> + +<p>The children had become interested and were listening with hushed lips. +"Why did they not all let it guide them?" breathlessly asked William. +"Nothing can be more easy than to keep our eyes on a light that does +not dazzle. What did you do, papa?"</p> + +<p>"It seemed that the light would only shine on one step at a time," +continued Mr. Halliburton, not in answer to William, but evidently +absorbed in his own thoughts. "We could not see further than the one +step, but that was sufficient; for the moment we had taken it, then the +light shone upon another. And so we passed on, progressing to the end, +the light seeming brighter and brighter as we drew near to it."</p> + +<p>"Did you get to it, papa?"</p> + +<p>"I am trying to recollect, William. I seemed to be quite close to it. I +suppose I awoke then."</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton paused, still in thought: but he said no more. Presently +he turned to his wife. "Is it nearly tea-time, Jane? I cannot think what +makes me so thirsty."</p> + +<p>"We can have tea now, if you like," she replied. "I will go and see +about it."</p> + +<p>She left the room, and Janey ran after her. In the kitchen, making a +great show and parade of being at work amidst plates and dishes, was a +damsel of fifteen, her hair curiously twisted about her head, and her +round, green eyes wide open. It was Betsy.</p> + +<p>"That was good pudding," cried she, turning her face to Mrs. +Halliburton. "Better than mother's."</p> + +<p>She alluded to a slice which had been given her. Jane smiled. "We want +tea, Betsy."</p> + +<p>"Have it in directly, mum," was Miss Betsy's acquiescent response.</p> + +<p>Scarcely were the words spoken, when a commotion was heard in the +sitting-room. The door was flung open, and the boys called out, the tone +of their voices one of utter alarm. Jane, the child, and the maid, made +but one step to the room. All Jane's fears had flown to "fire."</p> + +<p>Fire had been almost less startling. Mr. Halliburton was lying back on +the pillow with a ghastly face, his mouth, and shirt-front stained with +blood. He could not speak, but he asked assistance with his imploring +eyes. In coughing he had broken a blood-vessel.</p> + +<p>Jane did not faint; did not scream. Her whole heart turned sick, and she +felt that the end had come. Janey sank down on the floor with a faint +cry, and hid her face on the sofa. One glimpse was sufficient for Betsy. +The moment she had taken it, she subsided into a succession of shrieks; +flew out of the house and burst into that of Mr. Lynn. There she +terrified the sober family by announcing that Mr. Halliburton was lying +with his throat cut.</p> + +<p>Mr. Lynn and Patience hurried in, ordering Anna to remain where she was. +They saw what was the matter, and placed him in a better position: +Patience helping Mrs. Halliburton to sponge his face.</p> + +<p>"Shall I get the doctor for thee, friend?" asked the Quaker of Jane. "I +shall bring him quicker, maybe, than one of thy lads would."</p> + +<p>"Oh! yes, yes!"</p> + +<p>"I warned thee not to be sanguine," whispered Patience, when Mr. Lynn +had gone. "I feared it might be only the deceitfulness of the ending."</p> + +<p>The ending! what a confirmation of Jane's own fears! She turned her eyes +despairingly on Patience.</p> + +<p>Mr. Halliburton opened his trembling lips, as though he would have +spoken. Patience stopped him.</p> + +<p>"Thee must not talk, friend. If thee hast need of anything, can thee not +make a sign?"</p> + +<p>He gave them to understand that he wanted water. This was given to him, +and he appeared to be more composed.</p> + +<p>"There is nothing else that I can do just now," observed Patience. "I +will go back and take thy little girl with me. See her, hiding there!"</p> + +<p>Patience did so. Betsy cowered over the fire in the kitchen, and the +three boys and their mother stood round the dying man.</p> + +<p>"Children!" he gasped.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Edgar! do not speak!" interrupted Jane.</p> + +<p>He smiled as he looked at her, very much as though he knew that it did +not matter whether he spoke or remained silent. "I am at the journey's +end, Jane; close to the light. Children," he panted at slow intervals, +"when I told you my dream, I little thought it was only a type of the +present reality. I think it was sent to me that I might tell it you, for +I now see its meaning. You are travelling on to that light, as I thought +I was—as I have been. You will have the same stumbling-blocks to walk +over; none are exempt from them; trials, and temptations, and sorrows, +and drawbacks. But the light is there, ever shining to guide you, for it +is Heaven. Will you always look up to it?"</p> + +<p>He gathered their hands together, and held them between his. The boys, +awe-struck, bewildered with terror and grief, could only gaze in silence +and listen.</p> + +<p>"The light is God, my children. He is above you, and below you, and +round about you everywhere. He is ready to help you at every step and +turn. Make Him your guide; put your whole dependence upon Him, +implicitly trust to Him to lighten your path, so that you may see to +walk in it. He cannot fail. Look up to Him, and you will be unerringly +guided, though it may be—though it probably will be—only step by step. +Never lose your trust in God, and then rest assured He will conduct you +to His own bright ending. Jane, let them take it to their hearts! May +God bless you, my dear ones! and bring you to me hereafter!"</p> + +<p>He ceased, and lay exhausted; his eyes fondly seeking Jane's, her hand +clasped in his. Jane's own eyes were dry and burning, and she appeared +to be unnaturally calm. Gradually the fading eyes closed. In a very +short time the knock of Samuel Lynn was heard at the door. He had +brought the doctor. William, passing his handkerchief over his wet face, +went to open it.</p> + +<p>Mr. Parry stepped into the room, and Jane moved from beside her husband +to give place to him. "He sighed heavily a minute or two ago," she +whispered.</p> + +<p>The surgeon looked at him. He bent his ear to the open mouth, and then +gently unbuttoned the waistcoat, and listened for the beating of the +heart. "His life passed away in that sigh," murmured the doctor to Jane.</p> + +<p>It was even so. Edgar Halliburton had gone into the light.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<h3>THE FUNERAL.</h3> + + +<p>Jane looked around her—looked at all the terrors of her situation. The +first burst of grief over, and a day or two gone on, she could only look +at it. She did not know which way to turn or what to do. It is true she +placed implicit trust in God—in the LIGHT spoken of by her husband when +he was passing away. Throughout her life she had borne an ever-present, +lively trust in God's unchanging care; and she had incessantly striven +to implant the same trust in the minds of her children. But in this +season of dread anxiety, of hopeless bereavement, you will not think +less well of her for hearing that she did give way to despondency, +almost to despair.</p> + +<p>From tears for him who had been the dear partner of her life, to anxiety +for the future of his children—from anxiety for them, to pecuniary +distress and embarrassment—so passed on her hours from Christmas night. +Calm she had contrived to be in the presence of others; but it was the +calm of an aching heart. She dreaded her own reflections. When she rose +in the morning she said, "How shall I bear up through the day?" and when +she went to her bed, it would be, "How shall I drag through the right?" +Tossing, turning, moaning; walking the room in the darkness when no eye +was upon her; kneeling, almost without hope, to pour forth her +tribulations to God—who would believe that, in the daytime, before +others, she could be so apparently serene? Only once did she give way, +and that was the day before the funeral.</p> + +<p>Patience sympathised with her in a reasoning sort of way. It had been +next to impossible for Jane to keep her pecuniary anxiety from Patience, +who advised and assisted her in making the various arrangements. It was +necessary to go to work in the most sparing manner possible; and it +ended in Jane's taking Patience into her full confidence.</p> + +<p>"If thee can but keep a house over thy head, so as to retain thy +children with thee, thee wilt get along. Do not be cast down."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Patience, that is what I have been thinking about—how am I to keep +the house together. I do not see that I can do it."</p> + +<p>"The furniture is thine," observed Patience. "Thee might let two or +three of thy rooms, so as to cover the rent."</p> + +<p>"I have thought all that over and over again to myself," sighed Jane. +"But, Patience—allowing that the rent were made in that way—how are we +to live?"</p> + +<p>"Thee must occupy thy time in some way. Thee can sew! Dost thee know +dress-making?"</p> + +<p>"No—only sufficient of it to make my own plain gowns and Jane's frocks. +As to plain sewing, I could never earn food at it—it is so badly paid. +And there will be the education of my boys, and their clothing."</p> + +<p>"Thee hast anxiety before thee—I see it," said Patience, in a grave +tone. "Still, I would not have thee be cast down. Thee will make thyself +ill, and that will not be the way to mend thy condition."</p> + +<p>Jane sat down, her hands clasped on her knees, her mind viewing her dark +troubles. "If I were but clear, I should have better hope," she said, +lifting her face in its sad sorrow. "Patience, we owe half a year's +rent; and there will be the funeral expenses besides."</p> + +<p>"Hast thee no kindred that would aid thee in thy strait?"</p> + +<p>Jane shook her head. The only "kindred" she possessed in the whole world +was one who had barely enough for his own poor wants—her brother +Francis.</p> + +<p>"Hast thee no little property to dispose of?" continued Patience. +"Watches, or things of that kind?"</p> + +<p>There was her husband's watch. But Jane's pale face crimsoned at the +idea of parting with it in that manner. It was a good watch, and had +long ago been promised to William.</p> + +<p>"I can understand thy flush of aversion," said Patience, kindly. "I +would not be the one to suggest aught to hurt thy feelings; but thy +necessities may leave no alternative."</p> + +<p>A conviction that they would leave none was already stealing over Jane. +She possessed a few trinkets herself, not of much value, and a little +silver. All might have to go, not excepting the watch. "Would there be a +difficulty in disposing of them, Patience?" she asked aloud.</p> + +<p>"None at all: there is the pawn-shop," said the plain-speaking +Quakeress. "I do not know what many would do without it. I can tell thee +that some of the great ones of this city send their plate to it on +occasion. Thee would not like to go to such a place thyself, but thy +servant's mother, Elizabeth Carter, is a discreet woman: she would +render thee this little service. As I tell thee, if thee can only +surmount present difficulties, so as to secure a start, thee may get +on."</p> + +<p>Surmount present difficulties! It seemed to Jane next door to an +impossibility. She had the merest trifle of money left, was in debt, and +without means, so far as she saw, of earning even food. She paid her +last night visit to the room which contained the coffin, and went thence +up to her bed, to toss the night through on her wet pillow, with a +burning brow and an aching heart.</p> + +<p>It was a sad funeral to see, and one of the plainest of the plain. The +clerk of the church, who had condescended to come up to escort it—a +condescension he did not often vouchsafe to poor funerals, for they +afforded nothing good to eat and drink—walked first, without a hatband. +Then came the coffin, covered with a pall, and William and Frank behind +it. Jane had not sent Gar, poor little fellow! She thought he might be +better away. That was all; there were no attendants: the clerk, the two +boys, the coffin, and the men who bore it.</p> + +<p>It was sad to see. The people stopped to look as it went along the +streets, following with their eyes the poor fatherless children. One +young man stood aside, raised his hat, and held it in his hand until the +coffin had passed. But the young man had lived in foreign countries, +where it is the custom to remain uncovered whilst a funeral goes by.</p> + +<p>He was buried at St. Martin's Church; and, singular to say, the +officiating minister was the Rev. Mr. Peach. Mr. Peach did not know who +he was interring: he had taken the service for St. Martin's rector. +William heard his name: how many times had he heard his poor father +mention the name in connection with his hopeful prospects! He burst into +wailing sobs at the thought. Mr. Peach glanced off his book to look +compassionately at the sobbing boy.</p> + +<p>The funeral was over, the last word of the service spoken, the first +shovel of earth flung rattling on to the coffin. The clerk did not pay +the compliment of his escort back again; indeed, there was nothing to +escort but the two boys. They walked alone, with no company but their +hatbands.</p> + +<p>In the evening, at dusk, they were gathered together—Jane and all the +children. Tears seemed to have a respite: they had been shed of late all +too plentifully.</p> + +<p>"I must speak to you, children," said Jane, lifting her head, and +breaking the silence. "I may as well speak now, as let the days go on +first. You are young, but you are old enough to understand me. Do you +know, my darlings, how very sad our position is?"</p> + +<p>"In losing papa?" said Janey, catching her breath.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, in losing him," wailed Jane. "For that includes more than you +suspect. But I wish to allude more particularly to the future. My dears, +I do not see what is to become of us. We have no money; and we have no +one to give us any or to lend us any; no one in the wide world."</p> + +<p>The children did not interrupt; only William moved his chair nearer to +hers. She looked so young in her widow's cap: nearly as young as when, +years ago, she had married him who had that day been put out of her +sight for ever.</p> + +<p>"If we can only keep a roof over our heads," continued Jane, speaking +very softly from the effort to subdue her threatening emotion, "we may +perhaps struggle on. Perhaps. But it will be <i>struggling</i>; and you do +not know half that the word implies. We may not have enough to eat. We +may be cold and hungry—not once, but constantly; and we shall certainly +have to encounter and endure the slights and humiliations attendant on +extreme poverty. I do not know that we can retain a home; for we may, in +a week or two, be turned from this."</p> + +<p>"But why be turned from this, mamma?"</p> + +<p>"Because there is rent owing, and I have not the means to pay it," she +answered. "I have written to your uncle Francis, but I do not believe he +will be able to help me. He——"</p> + +<p>"Why can't we go back to London to live?" eagerly interrupted little +Gar. "It was so nice there! It was a better home than this."</p> + +<p>"You forget, Gar, that—that——" here she almost broke down, and had to +pause a minute—"that our income there was earned by papa. He would not +be there to earn it now. No, my dear ones; I have thought the future +over in every way—thought until my brain has become confused—and the +only possible chance that I can see, of our surmounting difficulties, so +as to enable us to exist, is by endeavouring to keep this home. Patience +suggests that I should let part of it. I had already thought of that; +and I shall endeavour to do so. It may cover the rent and taxes. And I +must try and do something else that will find us food."</p> + +<p>The children looked perfectly thunderstruck, especially the two elder +ones, William and Jane. "Do something to find food!" they uttered, +aghast. "Mamma, what do you mean?"</p> + +<p>It is so difficult to make children understand these unhappy +things—those who have been brought up in comfort. Jane sighed, and +explained further. Little desolate hearts they were who listened to her.</p> + + +<p>"William," she resumed, "your poor papa's watch was to have been yours; +but—I scarcely like to tell you—I fear I shall be obliged to dispose +of it to help our necessities."</p> + +<p>A spasm shot across William's face. But, brave-hearted boy that he was, +he would not let his mother see his disappointment, and looked +cheerfully at her.</p> + +<p>"There is one thought that weighs more heavily on my mind than all—your +education. How I shall manage to continue it I do not know. My darlings, +I look upon this only in a degree less essential to you than food: you +know that learning is better than house and land. I do not yet see my +way clear in any way: it is very dark—almost as dark as it can be; and +but for one Friend, I should despair."</p> + +<p>"What friend is that, mamma? Do you mean Patience?"</p> + +<p>"I mean God," replied Jane. "I know that He is a sure refuge to those +who trust in Him. In my saddest moments, when I think how certain that +refuge is, a ray of light flashes over me, bright as that glorious light +in your papa's dream. Oh, my dear children! Perhaps we shall be helped +to struggle on!"</p> + +<p>"Who will buy us new clothes?" cried Frank, dropping upon another phase +of the difficulty. Jane sighed: it was all terribly indistinct.</p> + +<p>"In all the tribulation that will probably come upon us, the +humiliations, the necessities, we must strive for patience to bear them. +You do not yet understand the meaning of the term, <i>to bear</i>; but you +will learn it all too soon. You must bear not only for your own sakes, +because it is your lot, and you cannot go from it; not only for mine, +but chiefly because it is the will of God. This affliction could not +have come upon us unless God had permitted it, and I am quite sure, +therefore, that it is in some way sent for our good. We shall not be +utterly miserable if we can keep together in our house. You will aid me +in it, will you not?"</p> + +<p>"In what way, mamma?" they eagerly asked, as if wishing to begin +something then. "What can we do?"</p> + +<p>"You can aid me by being dutiful and obedient; by giving me no +unnecessary anxiety or trouble; by cheerfully making the best of our +privations; and you can strive to retain what you have already learnt by +going diligently over your lessons together. All this will aid and +comfort me."</p> + +<p>William's tears burst forth, and he laid his head on his mother's lap. +"Oh, mamma dear, I will try and do for you all I can," he sobbed. "I +will indeed."</p> + +<p>"Take comfort, my boy," she whispered, leaning tenderly over him. +"Remember that your last act to your father was a loving sacrifice, in +giving to him the orange that you would have enjoyed. I marked it, +William. My darling children, let us all strive to bear on steadfastly +to that far-off light, ever looking unto God."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<h3>TROUBLE.</h3> + + +<p>A week elapsed, after the burial of Mr. Halliburton. By that time Jane +had looked fully into the best and worst of her condition, and had, so +to say, organised her plans. By the disposal of the watch, with what +little silver they possessed, and ornaments of her own, she had been +enabled to discharge the expenses of the funeral and other small debts, +and to retain a trifle in hand for present wants.</p> + +<p>On the last day of the week, Saturday, she received an application for +the rent. A stylish-looking stripling of some nineteen years, with light +eyes and fair hair, called from Mr. Dare to demand it. Jane told him she +could not pay him then, but would write and explain to Mr. Dare. Upon +which the gentleman, whose manners were haughtily condescending, turned +on his heel and left the house, not deigning to say good morning. As he +was swinging out at the gate, Patience, coming home from market with a +basket in her hand, met him. "How dost thee?" said she in salutation. +But there was no response from the other, except that his head went a +shade higher.</p> + +<p>"Do you know who that is?" inquired Jane, afterwards.</p> + +<p>"Of a surety. It is young Anthony Dare."</p> + +<p>"He has not pleasing manners."</p> + +<p>"Not to us. There is not a more arrogant youth in the town. But his +private character is not well spoken of."</p> + +<p>Jane sat down to write to Mr. Dare. Her brother Francis, to whom she had +explained her situation, had promised her the rent for the half-year +due, sixteen pounds, by the middle of February. He could not let her +have it before that period, he said, but she might positively count upon +it then. She begged Mr. Dare to accord her the favour of waiting until +then. Sealing her note, she sent it to him.</p> + +<p>On the Monday following, all was in readiness to <i>let</i>; and Jane was +full of hope, looking for the advent of lodgers. The best parlour and +the two best bedrooms had been vacated, and were in order. Jane slept +now with her little girl, and the boys had mattresses laid down for them +on the floor at the top of the house. They were to make the study their +sitting-room from henceforth; and a card in the window displayed the +announcement "Lodgings." The more modern word "apartments" had not then +come into fashion at Helstonleigh.</p> + +<p>Patience came in after breakfast with a piece of grey merino in her +hand.</p> + +<p>"Would thee like to make a frock for Anna?" asked she of Mrs. +Halliburton. "Sarah Locke does them for her mostly, for it is work that +I am not clever at; but Sarah sends me word she is too full of work this +week to undertake it. I heard thee say thee made Janey's frocks. If thee +can do this, and earn half-a-crown, thee art welcome. It is what I +should pay Sarah."</p> + +<p>Jane took the merino in thankfulness. It was as a ray of hope, come to +light up her heart. Only the instant before Patience entered she was +wishing that something could arrive for her to do, never supposing that +it would arrive. And now it had come!—and would bring her in +two-and-sixpence! "Two-and-sixpence!" we may feel inclined to echo, in +undisguised contempt for the trifle. Ay! but we may never have known the +yearning want of two-and-sixpence, or of ten-and-sixpence either!</p> + +<p>Jane cut out the skirt by a pattern frock, and sat down to make it, her +mind ruminating on the future. The children were at their lessons, round +the table. "I have just two pounds seventeen and sixpence left," +deliberated Jane. "This half-crown will make it three pounds. I wonder +how long we can live upon that? We have good clothes, and for the +present the boys' boots are good. If I can let the rooms we shall have +the rent, so that food is the chief thing to look to. We must spin the +money out; must live upon bread and potatoes and a little milk, until +something comes in. I wonder if five shillings a week would pay for bare +food, and for coals? I fear——"</p> + +<p>Jane's dreams were interrupted. The front gate was swung open, and two +people, men or gentlemen, approached the house door and knocked. Their +movements were so quick that Jane caught only a glimpse of them. "See +who it is, will you, William?"</p> + +<p>She heard them walk in and ask if she was at home. Putting down her +work, she shook the threads from her black dress and went out to them, +William returning to his lessons.</p> + +<p>The visitors were standing in the passage—one well-dressed man and one +shabby one. The former made a civil demand for the half-year's rent due. +Jane replied that she had written to Mr. Dare on the previous Saturday, +explaining things to him, and asking him to wait a short time.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dare cannot wait," was the rejoinder of the applicant, still +speaking civilly. "You must allow me to remark, ma'am, that you are +strangers to the town, that you have paid no rent since you entered the +house——"</p> + +<p>"We believed it was the custom to pay half-yearly, as Mr. Dare did not +apply for it at the Michaelmas quarter," interrupted Jane. "We should +have paid then, had he asked for it."</p> + +<p>"At any rate, it is not paid," was the reply. "And—I am sorry, ma'am, +to be under the necessity of leaving this man in possession until you do +pay!"</p> + +<p>They walked deliberately into the best parlour; and Jane, amidst a +rushing feeling of despair that turned her heart to sickness, knew that +a seizure had been put into the house.</p> + +<p>As she stood in her bewilderment, Patience entered by the back door, the +way she always did enter, and caught a glimpse of the shabby man. She +drew Jane into the kitchen.</p> + +<p>"What does that man do here?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>For answer Jane sank into a chair and burst into sobs so violent as to +surprise the calm Quakeress. She turned and shut the door.</p> + +<p>"Hush thee! Now hush thee! Thy children will hear and be terrified. Art +thee behind with thy taxes?"</p> + +<p>For some minutes Jane could not reply. "Not for taxes," she said; "they +are paid. Mr. Dare has put him in for the rent."</p> + +<p>Patience revolved the news in considerable astonishment. "Nay, but I +think thee must be in error. Thomas Ashley would not do such a thing."</p> + +<p>"He has done it," sobbed Jane.</p> + +<p>"It is not in accordance with his character. He is a humane and +considerate man. Verily I grieve for thee! That man is not an agreeable +inmate of a house. We had him in ours last year!"</p> + +<p>"You!" uttered Jane, surprise penetrating even to her own grief. "You!"</p> + +<p>"They force us to pay church-rates," explained Patience. "We have a +scruple to do so, believing the call unjust. For years Samuel Lynn had +paid the claim to avert consequences; but last year he and many more +Friends stood out against it. The result was, that that man, now in thy +parlour, was put into our house. The amount claimed was one pound nine +shillings; and they took out of our house, and sold, goods which had +cost us eleven pounds, and which were equal to new."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Patience, tell me what I had better do!" implored Jane, reverting +to her own trouble. "If we are turned out and our things sold, we must +go to the workhouse. We cannot be in the streets."</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I feel incompetent to advise thee. Had thee not better see +Anthony Dare, and try thy persuasion that he would remove the seizure +and wait?"</p> + +<p>"I will go to him at once," feverishly returned Jane. "You will allow +Janey to remain with you, Patience, while I do so?"</p> + +<p>"Of a surety I will. She——"</p> + +<p>At that moment the children burst into the kitchen, one after the other. +"Mamma, who is that shabby-looking man come into the study? He has +seated himself right in front of the fire, and is knocking it about. And +the other is looking at the tables and chairs."</p> + +<p>It was Frank who spoke; impetuous</p> + +<p>Frank. Mrs. Halliburton cast a despairing look around her, and Patience +drew their attention.</p> + +<p>"That man is here on business," she said to them. "You must not be rude +to him, or he will be ten times more rude to you. The other will soon be +gone. Your mother is going abroad for an hour; perhaps when she returns +she will rid the house of him. Jane, child, thee can come with me and +take thy dinner with Anna."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Halliburton waited until the better-looking of the two men was +gone, and then started. It was a raw, cold day—what some people call a +black frost. Black and gloomy it all looked to her, outwardly and +inwardly, as she traversed the streets to the office of Mr. Dare. +Patience had directed her, and the plate on the door, "Mr. Dare, +Solicitor," showed her the right house. She stepped inside that door, +which stood open, and knocked at one to the right of the passage. +"Clerks' Room" was inscribed upon it.</p> + +<p>"Come in."</p> + +<p>Three or four clerks were in it. In one of them she recognized him who +had just left her house. The other clerks appeared to defer to him, and +called him "Mr. Stubbs." Jane, giving her name, said she wished to see +Mr. Dare, and the request was conveyed to an inner room. It brought +forth young Anthony.</p> + +<p>"My father is busy and cannot see you," was his salutation. "I can hear +anything you may have to say. It will be the same thing."</p> + +<p>"Thank you," replied Jane, in courteous tones, very different from his. +"But I would prefer to see Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>"He is engaged, I say," sharply repeated Anthony.</p> + +<p>"I will wait, then. I must see him."</p> + +<p>Anthony Dare stalked back again. Jane, seeing a bench against the wall, +sat down. It was about half-past twelve when she arrived there, and when +the clock struck two, there she was still. Several clients, during that +time, had come and gone; <i>they</i> were admitted to Mr. Dare, but she sat +on, neglected. At two o'clock Anthony came through the room with his hat +on. He appeared to be going out.</p> + +<p>"What! are you here still?" he exclaimed, in genuine or affected +surprise; never, in his ill-manners, removing his hat—he of whom it was +his delight to hear it said that he was the most complete gentleman in +Helstonleigh. "I assure you it is not of the least use your waiting. Mr. +Dare will not be able to see you."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dare can surely spare me a minute when he has done with others."</p> + +<p>"He cannot to-day. Can you not say to me what you want to say?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I must see Mr. Dare himself. I will wait on, if you will allow +me, hoping to do so."</p> + +<p>Anthony Dare vouchsafed no reply, and went out. One or two of the clerks +looked round. They appeared not to understand why she sat on so +persistently, or why Mr. Dare refused to see her.</p> + +<p>In about an hour's time the inner door opened. A tall man, with a bold, +free countenance, looked into the room. Supposing it to be Mr. Dare, +Jane rose and approached him. "Will you allow me a few minutes' +conversation?" she asked. "I presume you are Mr. Dare?"</p> + +<p>He put up his hands as if to fence her off. "I have no time, I have no +time," he reiterated, and shut the door in her face. Jane sat down again +on the bench. "Stubbs, I want you," came forth from Mr. Dare's voice, as +he opened the door an inch to speak it.</p> + +<p>Stubbs went in, remained a few minutes, and then returned, put on his +hat, and walked out. His departure was the signal for considerable +relaxation in the office duties. "When the cat's away—" you know the +rest. Yawning, stretching, whispering, and laughing supervened. One of +the clerks took from his pocket a paper of the biscuits called "Union" +in Helstonleigh, and began eating them. Another pulled out a bottle, and +solaced himself with some of its contents—whatever they might be. +Suddenly the man with the biscuits got off his stool, and offered them +to Mrs. Halliburton. Her pale, sad face may have prompted his good +nature to the act.</p> + +<p>"You have waited a good while, ma'am, and perhaps have lost your dinner +through it," he said.</p> + +<p>Jane took one of them. "You are very kind. Thank you," she faintly said.</p> + +<p>But not a crumb of it could she swallow. She had taken a slice of dry +toast for her breakfast that morning, with half a cup of milk; and it +was long since she had had a sufficiency of food at any meal. She felt +weak, sick, faint; but anxiety and suspense were at work within, +parching her throat, destroying her appetite. She held the biscuit in +her fingers, resting on her lap, and, in spite of her efforts, the +rebellious tears forced themselves to her eyes. Raising her hand, she +quietly let fall her widow's veil.</p> + +<p>A poor-looking man came in, and counted out eight shillings, laying them +upon the desk. "I couldn't make up the other two this week; I couldn't, +indeed," he said, with trembling eagerness. "I'll bring twelve next +week, please to say."</p> + +<p>"Mind you do," responded one of the clerks; "or you know what will be in +store for you."</p> + +<p>The man shook his head. He probably did know; and, in going out, was +nearly knocked over by a handsome lad of seventeen, who was running in. +Very handsome were his features; but they were marred by the free +expression which characterized Mr. Dare's.</p> + +<p>"I say, is the governor in?" cried he, out of breath.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir. Lord Hawkesley's with him."</p> + +<p>"The deuce take Lord Hawkesley, then!" returned the young gentleman. +"Where's Stubbs? I want my week's money, and I can't wait. Walker, I +say, where's Stubbs?"</p> + +<p>"Stubbs is gone out, sir."</p> + +<p>"What a bother! Halloa! Here's some money! What is this?" continued the +speaker, catching up the eight shillings.</p> + +<p>"It is some that has just been paid in, Master Herbert."</p> + +<p>"That's all right then," said he, slipping five of them into his jacket +pocket. "Tell Stubbs to put it down as my week's money."</p> + +<p>He tore off. Jane sat on, wondering what she was to do. There appeared +to be little probability that she would be admitted to Mr. Dare; and +yet, how could she go home as she came—hopeless—to the presence of +that man? No; she must wait still; wait until the last. She might catch +a word with Mr. Dare as he was leaving. Jane could not help thinking his +behaviour very bad in refusing to see her.</p> + +<p>The office was being lighted when Mr. Stubbs returned. One of the clerks +pointed to the three shillings with his pen. "Kinnersley has brought +eight shillings. He will make it twelve next week. Couldn't manage the +ten this, he says."</p> + +<p>"Where are the eight shillings?" asked Stubbs. "I see only three."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Master Herbert came in, and took off five. He said you were to put +it down as his week's money."</p> + +<p>"He'll take a little too much some day, if he's not checked," was the +cynical reply of the senior clerk. "However, it's no business of mine."</p> + +<p>He put the three shillings into his own desk, and made an entry in a +book. After that he went in to Mr. Dare, who was now alone. A large +room, handsomely fitted up. Mr. Dare's table was near one of the +windows: a desk, at which Anthony sometimes sat, was at the other. Mr. +Dare looked up.</p> + +<p>"I could not do anything, sir," said Stubbs. "The other party will +listen to no proposal at all. They say they'll throw it into Chancery +first. An awful rage they are in."</p> + +<p>"Tush!" said Mr. Dare. "Chancery, indeed! They'll tell another tale in a +day or two. Has Kinnersley been in?"</p> + +<p>"Kinnersley has brought eight shillings, and promises to bring twelve +next Monday. Master Herbert carried off five of them, and left word it +was for his week's money."</p> + +<p>"A smart blade!" cried Mr. Dare, apostrophizing his son with personal +pride. "'Take it when I can,' is his motto. He'll make a good lawyer, +Stubbs."</p> + +<p>"Very good," acquiesced Stubbs.</p> + +<p>"Is that woman gone yet?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir. My opinion is, she means to wait until she sees you."</p> + +<p>"Then send her in at once, and let's get it over," thundered Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>In what lay his objection to seeing her? A dread lest she should put +forth their relationship as a plea for his clemency? If so, he was +destined to be agreeably disappointed. Jane did not allude to it; would +not allude to it. After that interview held with Mrs. Dare, some three +or four months before, she had dropped all remembrance of the +connection: even the children did not know of it. She only solicited Mr. +Dare's leniency now, as any other stranger might have solicited it. +Little chance was there of Mr. Dare's acceding to her prayer: he and his +wife both wanted Helstonleigh to be free of the Halliburtons.</p> + +<p>"It will be utter ruin," she urged. "It will turn us, beggars, into the +streets. Mr. Dare, I <i>promise</i> you the rent by the middle of February. +Unless it were certain, my brother would not have promised it to me. +Surely you may accord me this short time."</p> + +<p>"Ma'am, I cannot—that is, Mr. Ashley cannot. It was a reprehensible +piece of carelessness on my part to suffer the rent to go on for half a +year, considering that you were strangers. Mr. Ashley will look to me to +see him well out of it."</p> + +<p>"There is sufficient furniture in my house, new furniture, to pay what +is owing three times over."</p> + +<p>"May be, as it stands in it. Things worth forty pounds in a house, won't +fetch ten at a sale."</p> + +<p>"That is an additional reason why I——"</p> + +<p>"Now, my good lady," interrupted Mr. Dare, with imperative civility, +"one word is as good as a thousand; and that word I have said. I cannot +withdraw the seizure, except on receipt of the rent and costs. Pay them, +and I shall be most happy to do it. If you stop here all night I can +give you no other answer; and my time is valuable."</p> + +<p>He glanced at the door as he spoke. Jane took the hint, and passed out +of it. As much by the tone, as by the words, she gathered that there was +no hope whatever.</p> + +<p>The streets were bright with gas as she hurried along, her head bent, +her veil over her face, her tears falling silently. But when she left +the town behind her, and approached a lonely part of the road where no +eye was on her, no ear near her, then the sobs burst forth uncontrolled.</p> + +<p>"No eye on her? no ear near her?" Ay, but there was! There was one Eye, +one Ear, which never closes. And as Jane's dreadful trouble resolved +itself into a cry for help to Him who ever listens, there seemed to +come a feeling of peace, of <i>trust</i>, into her soul.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<h3>THOMAS ASHLEY.</h3> + + +<p>Frank met her as she went in. It was dark; but she kept her veil down.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mamma, that's the most horrible man!" he began, in a whisper. "You +know the cheese you brought in on Saturday, that we might not eat our +bread quite dry; well, he has eaten it up, every morsel, and half a loaf +of bread! And he has burnt the whole scuttleful of coal! And he swore +because there was no meat; and he swore at us because we would not go to +the public-house and buy him some beer. He said we were to buy it and +pay for it."</p> + +<p>"I said you would not allow us to go, mamma," interrupted William, who +now came up. "I told him that if he wanted beer he must go and get it +for himself. I spoke civilly, you know, not rudely. He went into such a +passion, and said such things! It is a good thing Jane was out."</p> + +<p>"Where is Gar?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Gar was frightened at the man, and the tobacco-smoke made him sick, and +he cried; and then he lay down on the floor, and went to sleep."</p> + +<p><i>She</i> felt sick. She drew her two boys into the parlour—dark there, +except for the lamp in the road, which shone in. Pressing them in her +arms, completely subdued by the miseries of her situation, she leaned +her forehead upon William's shoulder, and burst once more into a most +distressing flood of tears.</p> + +<p>They were alarmed. They cried with her. "Oh, mamma! what is it? Why +don't you order the man to go away?"</p> + +<p>"My boys, I must tell you; I cannot keep it from you," she sobbed. "That +man is put here to remain, until I can pay the rent. If I cannot pay it, +our things will be taken and sold."</p> + +<p>William's pulses and heart alike beat, but he was silent, Frank spoke. +"Whatever shall we do, mamma?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know," she wailed. "Perhaps God will help us. There is no one +else to do it."</p> + +<p>Patience came in, for about the sixth time, to see whether Jane had +returned, and how the mission had sped. They called her into the cold, +dark room. Jane gave her the history of the whole day, and Patience +listened in astonishment.</p> + +<p>"I cannot but believe that Thomas Ashley must have been mis-informed," +said she, presently. "But that you are strangers in the place, I should +say you had an enemy who may have gone to him with a tale that thee can +pay, but will not. Still, even in that case, it would be unlike Thomas +Ashley. He is a kind and a good man; not a harsh one."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dare told me he was expressly acting for Mr. Ashley."</p> + +<p>"Well, I say that I cannot understand it," repeated Patience. "It is not +like Thomas Ashley. I will give thee an instance of his disposition and +general character. There was a baker rented under him, living in a house +of Thomas Ashley's. The baker got behind with his rent; other bakers +were more favoured than he; but he kept on at his trade, hoping times +would mend. Year by year he failed in his rent—Thomas Ashley, mark +thee, still paying him regularly for the bread supplied to his family. +'Why do you not stop his bread-money?' asked one, who knew of this, of +Thomas Ashley. 'Because he is poor, and looks to my weekly money, with +that of others, to buy his flour,' was Thomas Ashley's answer. Well, +when he owed several years' rent, the baker died, and the widow was +going to move. Anthony Dare hastened to Thomas Ashley. 'Which day shall +I levy a distress upon the goods?' asked he. 'Not at all,' replied +Thomas Ashley. And he went to the widow, and told her the rent was +forgiven, and the goods were her own, to take with her when she left. +That is Thomas Ashley."</p> + +<p>Jane bent her head in thought. "Is Mr. Lynn at home?" she asked. "I +should like to speak to him."</p> + +<p>"He has had his tea and gone back to the manufactory, but he will be +home soon after eight. I will keep Jane till bedtime. She and Anna are +happy over their puzzles."</p> + +<p>"Patience, am I obliged to find that man in food?"</p> + +<p>"That thee art. It is the law."</p> + +<p>The noise made by Patience in going away, brought the man forth from the +study, a candle in his hand. "When is that mother of yours coming back?" +he roared out to the boys. Jane advanced. "Oh, you are here!" he +uttered, wrathfully. "What are you going to give me to eat and drink? A +pretty thing this is, to have an officer in, and starve him!"</p> + +<p>"You shall have tea directly. You shall have what we have," she +answered, in a low tone.</p> + +<p>The kettle was boiling on the study fire. Jane lighted a fire in the +parlour, and sent Frank out for butter. The man smoked over the study +fire, as he had done all the afternoon, and Gar slept beside him on the +floor, but William went now and brought the child away. Jane sent the +man his tea in, and the loaf and butter.</p> + +<p>The fare did not please him. He came to the parlour and said he must +have meat; he had had none for his dinner.</p> + +<p>"I cannot give it you," replied Jane. "We are eating dry toast and +bread, as you may see. I sent butter to you."</p> + +<p>He stood there for some minutes, giving vent to his feelings in rather +strong language; and then he went back to revenge himself upon the +butter for the want of meat. Jane laid her hand upon her beating throat: +beating with its tribulation.</p> + +<p>Between eight and nine Jane went to the next door. Samuel Lynn had come +home for the evening, and was sitting at the table in his parlour, +helping the two little girls with a geographical puzzle, which had +baffled their skill. He was a little man, quiet in movement, pale and +sedate in feature, dry and unsympathising in manner.</p> + +<p>"Thee art in trouble, friend, I hear," he said, placing a chair for +Jane, whilst Patience came and called the children away. "It is sad for +thee."</p> + +<p>"In great trouble," answered Jane. "I came in to ask if you would serve +me in my trouble. I fancy perhaps you can do so if you will."</p> + +<p>"In what way, friend?"</p> + +<p>"Would you interest yourself for me with Mr. Ashley? He might listen to +you. Were he assured that the money would be forthcoming in February, I +think he might agree to give me time."</p> + +<p>"Friend, I cannot do this," was the reply of the Quaker. "My relations +with Thomas Ashley are confined to business matters, and I cannot +overstep them. To interfere with his private affairs would not be +seemly; neither might he deem it so. I am but his servant, remember."</p> + +<p>The words fell upon her heart as ice. She believed it her only +chance—some one interceding for her with Mr. Ashley. She said so.</p> + +<p>"Why not go to him thyself, friend?"</p> + +<p>"Would he hear me?" hastily asked Jane. "I am a stranger to him."</p> + +<p>"Thee art his tenant. As to hearing thee, that he certainly would. +Thomas Ashley is of a courteous nature. The poorest workman in our +manufactory, going to the master with a grievance, is sure of a patient +hearing. But if thee ask me would he grant thy petition, there I cannot +inform thee. Patience opines that thee, or thy intentions, may have been +falsely represented to him. I never knew him resort to harsh measures +before."</p> + +<p>"When would be the best time to see him? Is it too late to-night?"</p> + +<p>"To-night would not be a likely time, friend, to trouble him. He has not +long returned from a day's journey, and is, no doubt, cold and tired. I +met James Meeking driving down as I came home; he had left the master at +his house. They have been out on business connected with the +manufactory. Thee might see him in the morning, at his breakfast hour."</p> + +<p>Jane rose and thanked the Quaker. "I will certainly go," she said.</p> + +<p>"There is no need to say to him that I suggested it to thee, friend. Go +as of thy own accord."</p> + +<p>Jane went home with her little girl. Their undesirable visitor looked +out at the study door, and began a battle about supper. It ought to +comprise, in his opinion, meat and beer. He <i>insisted</i> that one of the +boys should go out for beer. Jane steadily refused. She was tempted to +tell him that the children of a gentleman were not despatched to +public-houses on such errands. She offered him the money to go and get +some for himself.</p> + +<p>It aroused his anger. He accused her of wanting to get him out of the +house by stratagem, that she might lock him out; and he flung the pence +back amongst them. Janey screamed, and Gar burst out crying. As Patience +had said, he was not a pleasant inmate. Jane ran upstairs, and the +children followed her.</p> + +<p>"Where is he to sleep?" inquired William.</p> + +<p>It is a positive fact that, until that moment, Jane had forgotten all +about the sleeping. Of course he must sleep there, though she had not +thought of it. Amidst the poor in her father's parish in London, Jane +had seen many phases of distress; but with this particular annoyance she +had never been brought into contact. However, it had to be done.</p> + +<p>What a night that was for her! She paced her room nearly throughout it, +with quiet movement, Janey sleeping placidly—now giving way to all the +dark appearances of her position, to uncontrollable despondency; now +kneeling and crying for help in her heartfelt anguish.</p> + +<p>Morning came; the black frost had gone, and the sun shone. After +breakfast Jane put on her shawl and bonnet.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley's residence was very near to them—only a little higher up +the road. It was a large house, almost a mansion, surrounded by a +beautiful garden. Jane had passed it two or three times, and thought +what a nice place it was. She repeatedly saw Mr. Ashley walk past her +house as he went to or came from the manufactory: she was not a bad +reader of countenances, and she judged him to be a thorough gentleman. +His face was a refined one, his manner pleasant.</p> + +<p>She found that she had gone at an untoward time. Standing before the +hall door was Mr. Ashley's open carriage, the groom standing at the +horse's head. Even as Jane ascended the steps the door opened, and Mr. +and Mrs. Ashley were coming forth. Feeling terribly distressed and +disappointed, she scarcely defined why, Jane accosted the former, and +requested a few minutes' interview.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked at her. A fair young widow, evidently a lady. He did +not recognise her. He had seen her before, but she was in a different +style of dress now.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley raised his hat as he replied to her. "Is your business with +me pressing? I was just going out."</p> + +<p>"Indeed it is pressing," she said; "or I would not think of asking to +detain you."</p> + +<p>"Then walk in," he returned. "A little delay will not make much +difference."</p> + +<p>Opening the door of a small sitting-room, apparently his own, he invited +her to a seat near the fire. As she took it, Jane untied the crape +strings of her bonnet and threw back her heavy veil. She was as white as +a sheet, and felt choking.</p> + +<p>"I fear you are ill," Mr. Ashley remarked. "Can I get you anything?"</p> + +<p>"I shall be better in a minute, thank you," she panted. "Perhaps you do +not know me, sir. I live in your house, a little lower down. I am Mrs. +Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I beg your pardon, madam; I did not remember you at first. I have +seen you in passing."</p> + +<p>His manner was perfectly kind and open. Not in the least like that of a +landlord who had just put a distress into his tenant's house.</p> + +<p>"I have come here to beseech your mercy," she began in agitation. "I +have not the rent now, but if you will consent to wait until the middle +of February, it will be ready. Oh, Mr. Ashley, do not oppress me for it! +Think of my situation."</p> + +<p>"I never oppressed any one in my life," was the quiet rejoinder of Mr. +Ashley, spoken, however, in a somewhat surprised tone.</p> + +<p>"Sir, it is oppression. I beg your pardon for saying so. I promise that +the rent shall be paid to you in a few weeks: to force my furniture from +me now, is oppression."</p> + +<p>"I do not understand you," returned Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"To sell my furniture under the distress will be utter ruin to me and my +children," she continued. "We have no resource, no home; we shall have +to lie in the streets, or die. Oh, sir, do not take it!"</p> + +<p>"But you are agitating yourself unnecessarily, Mrs. Halliburton. I have +no intention of taking your furniture."</p> + +<p>"No intention, sir!" she echoed. "You have put in a distress."</p> + +<p>"Put in a what?" cried he, in unbounded surprise.</p> + +<p>"A distress. The man has been in since yesterday morning."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked at her a few moments in silence. "Did the man tell you +where he came from?"</p> + +<p>"It was Mr. Dare who put him in—acting for you. I went to Mr. Dare, and +he kept me waiting nearly five hours in his outer office before he would +see me. When he did see me, he declined to hear me. All he would say +was, that I must pay the rent or he should take the furniture: acting +for Mr. Ashley."</p> + +<p>A strangely severe expression darkened Mr. Ashley's face. "First of all, +my dear lady, let me assure you that I knew nothing of this, or it +should never have been done. I am surprised at Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>Could she fail to trust that open countenance—that benevolent eye? Her +hopes rose high within her. "Sir, will you withdraw the man, and give me +time?"</p> + +<p>"I will."</p> + +<p>The revulsion of feeling, from despair and grief, was too great. She +burst into tears, having struggled against them in vain. Mr. Ashley rose +and looked from the window; and presently she grew calmer. When he sat +down again she gave him the outline of her situation; of her present +dilemma; of her hopes—poor hopes that they were!—of getting a scanty +living through letting her rooms and doing some sewing, or by other +employment. "Were I to lose my furniture, it would take from me this +only chance," she concluded.</p> + +<p>"You shall not lose it through me," warmly spoke Mr. Ashley. "The man +shall be dismissed from your house in half an hour's time."</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you, thank you!" she breathed, rising to leave. "I have not +been able to supply him with great things in the shape of food, and he +uses very bad language in the hearing of my children. Thank you, Mr. +Ashley."</p> + +<p>He shook hands with her cordially, and attended her to the hall door. +Mrs. Ashley, a pretty, lady-like woman, somewhat stately in general, +stood there still. Well wrapped in velvet and furs, she did not care to +return to the warm rooms. Jane said a few words of apology for detaining +her, and passed on.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley turned back to his room, drew his desk towards him, and began +to write. His wife followed him. "Who was that, Thomas?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Halliburton: our widowed tenant, next door to Samuel Lynn's. You +remember I told you of meeting the funeral. Two little boys were +following alone."</p> + +<p>"Oh, poor little things! yes. What did she want?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley made no reply: he was writing rapidly. The note, when +finished, was sealed and directed to Mr. Dare. He then helped his wife +into the carriage, took the reins, and sat down beside her. The groom +took his place in the seat behind, and Mr. Ashley drove round the gravel +drive, out at the gate, and turned towards Helstonleigh.</p> + +<p>"Thomas, you are going the wrong way!" said Mrs. Ashley, in +consternation. "What are you thinking of?"</p> + +<p>"I shall turn directly," he answered. There was a severe look upon his +face, and he drove very fast, by which signs Mrs. Ashley knew something +had put him out. She inquired, and he gave her the outline of what he +had just heard.</p> + +<p>"How could Anthony Dare act so?" involuntarily exclaimed Mrs. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I shall give him a piece of my mind to-morrow more +plainly than he will like. This is not the first time he has attempted a +rascally action under cover of my name."</p> + +<p>"Shall you lose the rent?"</p> + +<p>"I think not, Margaret. She said not, and she carries sincerity in her +face. I am sure I shall not lose it if she can help it. If I do, I must, +that's all. I never yet added to the trouble of those in distress, and I +never will."</p> + +<p>He pulled up at Mrs. Halliburton's house, which she had just reached +also. The groom came to the horse, and Mr. Ashley entered. The "man" was +comfortably stretched before the study fire, smoking his short pipe. Up +he jumped when he saw Mr. Ashley, and smuggled his pipe into his pocket. +His offensive manner had changed to humble servility.</p> + +<p>"Do you know me?" shortly inquired Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>The man pulled his hair in token of respect. "Certainly, sir. Mr. +Ashley."</p> + +<p>"Very well. Carry this note to Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>The man received the note in his hand, and held it there, apparently, in +some perplexity. "May I leave, sir, without the authority of Mr. Dare?"</p> + +<p>"I thought you said you knew me," was Mr. Ashley's reply, haughty +displeasure in his tone.</p> + +<p>"I beg pardon, sir," replied the man, pulling his hair again, and making +a movement of departure. "I suppose I bain't a-coming back, sir?"</p> + +<p>"You are not."</p> + +<p>He took up a small bundle tied in a blue handkerchief, which he had +brought with him and appeared excessively careful of, caught at his +battered hat, ducked his head to Mr. Ashley, and left the house, the +note held between his fingers. Would you like to see what it contained?</p> + +<blockquote><p>"Dear Sir,—I find that you have levied a distress on Mrs. +Halliburton's goods for rent due to me. That you should have +done so without my authority astonishes me much; that you +should have done so at all, knowing what you do of my +principles, astonishes me more. I send the man back to you. The +costs of this procedure you will either set down to me, or pay +out of your own pocket, whichever you may deem the more just; +but you will <i>not</i> charge them to Mrs. Halliburton. Have the +goodness to call upon me to-morrow morning in East Street.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Thomas Ashley.</span>"</p></blockquote> + +<p>"He will not trouble you again, Mrs. Halliburton," observed Mr. Ashley, +with a pleasant smile, as he went out to his carriage.</p> + +<p>Jane stood at her window. She watched the man go towards Helstonleigh +with the note; she watched Mr. Ashley step into his seat, turn his +horse, and drive up the road. But all things were looking misty to her, +for her eyes were dim.</p> + +<p>"God did hear me," was her earnest thought.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<h3>HONEY FAIR.</h3> + + +<p>Helstonleigh abounded with glove manufactories. It was a trade that +might be said to be a blessing to the localities where it was carried +on, since it was one of the very few employments that furnished to the +poor female population easy, clean, and profitable work <i>at their own +homes</i>. The evils arising to women who go out to work in factories have +been rehearsed over and over again; and the chief evil—we will put +others out of sight—is, that it takes the married woman from her home +and her family. Her young children drag themselves up in her absence, +for worse or for better; alone they must do it, for she has to be away, +toiling for daily bread. There is no home privacy, no home comfort, no +home happiness; the factory is their life, and other interests give way +to it. But with glove-making the case was different. Whilst the husbands +were at the manufactories pursuing their day's work, the wives and elder +daughters were earning money easily and pleasantly at home. The work was +clean and profitable; all that was necessary for its accomplishment +being common skill as a seamstress.</p> + +<p>Not five minutes' walk from Mrs. Halliburton's house, and nearer to +Helstonleigh, a turning out of the main road led you to quite a colony +of workwomen—gloveresses, as they were termed in the local phraseology. +It was a long, wide lane; the houses, some larger, some smaller, built +on either side of it. A road quite wide enough for health if the +inhabitants had only kept it as it ought to have been kept: but they did +not do so. The highway was made a common receptacle for refuse. It was +so much easier to open the kitchen door (most of the houses were entered +at once by the kitchen), and to "chuck" things out, <i>pêle-mêle</i>, rather +than be at the trouble of conveying them to the proper receptacle, the +dust-bin at the back. Occasionally a solitary policeman would come, +picking his way through the dirt and dust, and order it to be removed; +upon which some slight improvement would be visible for a day or two. +The name of this charming place was Honey Fair; though, in truth, it was +redolent of nothing so pleasant as honey.</p> + +<p>Of the occupants of these houses, the husbands and elder sons were all +glove operatives; several of them in the manufactory of Mr. Ashley. The +wives sewed the gloves at home. Many a similar colony to Honey Fair was +there in Helstonleigh, but in hearing of one you hear of all. The trade +was extensively pursued. A very few of the manufactories were of the +extent that was Mr. Ashley's; and they gradually descended in size, +until some comprised not half a score workmen, all told; but whose +masters alike dignified themselves by the title of "manufacturer."</p> + +<p>There flourished a shop in the general line in Honey Fair kept by a Mrs. +Buffle, a great gossip. Her husband, a well-meaning, steady little man, +mincing in his speech and gait, scrupulously neat and clean in his +attire, and thence called "the dandy," was chief workman at one of the +smallest of the establishments. He had three men and two boys under him; +and so he styled himself the "foreman." No one knew half so much of the +affairs of their neighbours as did Mrs. Buffle; no one could tell of the +ill-doings and shortcomings of Honey Fair as she could. Many a gloveress +girl, running in at dusk for a halfpenny candle, did not receive it +until she had first submitted to a lecture from Mrs. Buffle. Not that +her custom was all of this ignoble description: some of the gentlemen's +houses in the neighbourhood would deal with her in a chance way, when +out of articles at home. Her wares were good; her home-cured bacon was +particularly good. Amidst other olfactory treats indigenous to Honey +Fair was that of pigs and pig-sties, kept by Mrs. Buffle.</p> + +<p>Occasionally Mrs. Halliburton would go to this shop; it was nearer to +her house than any other; and, in her small way, had been extensively +patronised by her. Of all her customers, Mrs. Halliburton was the one +who most puzzled Mrs. Buffle. In the first place, she never gossiped; in +the second, though evidently a lady, she would carry her purchases home +herself. The very servants from the very large houses, coming flaunting +in their smart caps, would loftily order their pound of bacon or +shillingsworth of eggs sent home for them. Mrs. Halliburton took hers +away in her own hand; and this puzzled Mrs. Buffle. "But her pays ready +money," observed that lady, when relating this to another customer, "so +'tain't my place to grumble."</p> + +<p>During the summer weather, whenever Jane had occasion to walk through +Honey Fair, on her way to this shop, she would linger to admire the +women at their open doors and windows, busy over their nice clean work. +Rocking the cradle with one foot, or jogging the baby on their knees, to +a tune of their own composing, their hands would be ever active at their +employment. Some made the gloves; that is, seamed the fingers together +and put in the thumbs, and these were called "makers." Some welted, or +hemmed the gloves round at the edge of the wrist; these were called +"welters." Some worked the three ornamental lines on the back; and these +were called "pointers." Some of the work was done in what was called a +patent machine, whereby the stitches were rendered perfectly equal. And +some of the stouter gloves were stitched together, instead of being +sewn: stitching so beautifully regular and neat, that a stranger would +look at it in admiration. In short, there were different branches in the +making and sewing of gloves, as there are in most trades.</p> + +<p>It now struck Jane that she might find employment at this work until +better times should come round. True, she had never worked at it; but +she was expert with her needle, and it was easily acquired. She +possessed a dry, cool hand, too; a great thing where sewing-silk, +sometimes floss silk, has to be used. What cared she for lowering +herself to the employment only dealt out to the poor? Was she not poor +herself? And who knew her in Helstonleigh?</p> + +<p>The day that Mr. Ashley removed the dreaded visitor from her house, Jane +had occasion to speak to Elizabeth Carter, her young servant's mother. +At dusk, putting aside the frock she was making for Anna, Jane proceeded +to Honey Fair, in which perfumed locality Mrs. Carter lived. An +agreement had been entered into that Betsy should still go to Mrs. +Halliburton's to do the washing (after her own fashion, but Jane could +not afford to be fastidious now), and also what was wanted in the way of +scouring—Betsy being paid a trifle in return, and instructed in the +mysteries of reading and writing.</p> + +<p>"'Taint no profit," observed Mrs. Carter to a crony, "but 'taint no +loss. Her won't do nothing at home, let me cry after her as I will. Out +her goes, gampusing to this house, gampusing to that; but not a bit of +work'll her stick to at home. If these new folks can keep her to work a +bit, so much the better; it'll be getting her hand in; and better still, +if they teaches her to read and write. Her wouldn't learn nothing from +the school-missis."</p> + +<p>Not a very favourable description of Miss Betsy. But, what the girl +chiefly wanted was a firm hand over her. Her temper and disposition were +good; but she was an only child, and her mother, though possessing a +firm hand, and a firm tongue, too, in general—none more so in Honey +Fair—had spoilt and indulged Miss Betsy until her authority was gone.</p> + +<p>After her business was over this evening with Mrs. Carter, Jane, who +wanted some darning cotton, turned into Mrs. Buffle's shop. That +priestess was in her accustomed place behind the counter. She curtseyed +twice, and spoke in a low, subdued tone, in deference to the widow's cap +and bonnet—to the deep mourning altogether, which Mrs. Buffle's +curiosity had not had the gratification of beholding before.</p> + +<p>"Would you like it fine or coarse, mum? Here's both. 'Taint a great +assortment, but it's the best quality. I don't have much call for +darning cotton, mum; the folks round about is always at their gloving +work."</p> + +<p>"But they must mend their stockings," observed Jane.</p> + +<p>"Not they," returned Mrs. Buffle. "They'd go in naked heels, mum, afore +they'd take a needle and darn 'em up. They have took to wear them untidy +boots to cover the holes, and away they go with 'em unlaced; tongue +hanging, and tag trailing half a mile behind 'em. Great big slatterns, +they be!"</p> + +<p>"They seem always at work," remarked Jane.</p> + +<p>"Always at work!" repeated Mrs. Buffle. "You don't know much of 'em, +mum, or you'd not say it. They'll play one day, and work the next; +that's their work. It's only a few of the steady ones that'll work +regular, all the week through."</p> + +<p>"What could a good, steady workwoman earn a week at the glove-making?"</p> + +<p>"That depends, mum, upon how close she stuck to it," responded Mrs. +Buffle.</p> + +<p>"I mean, sitting closely."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well," debated Mrs. Buffle carelessly, "she might earn ten +shillings a week, and do it comfortable."</p> + +<p>Ten shillings a week! Jane's heart beat hopefully. Upon ten shillings a +week she might manage to exist, to keep her children from starvation, +until better days arose. <i>She</i>, impelled by necessity, could sit longer +and closer, too, than perhaps those women did. Mrs. Buffle continued, +full of inward gratulation that her silent customer had come round to +gossip at last.</p> + +<p>"They be the improvidentest things in the world, mum, these gloveress +girls. Sundays they be dressed up as grand as queens, flowers inside +their bonnets, and ribbuns out, a-setting the churches and chapels +alight with their finery; and then off for walks with their sweethearts, +all the afternoon and evening. Mondays is mostly spent in waste, +gathering of themselves at each other's houses, talking and laughing, +or, may be, off to the fields again—anything for idleness. Tuesdays is +often the same, and then the rest of the week they has to scout over +their work, to get it in on the Saturday. Ah! you don't know 'em, mum."</p> + +<p>Jane paid for her darning cotton and came away, much to Mrs. Buffle's +regret. "Ten shillings a week," kept ringing in her ears.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<h3>MRS. REECE AND DOBBS.</h3> + + +<p>Jane was busy that evening; but the following morning she went into +Samuel Lynn's. Patience was in the kitchen, washing currants for a +pudding; the maid upstairs at her work. Jane held the body of Anna's +frock in her hand. She wished to try it on.</p> + +<p>"Anna is not at home," was the reply of Patience. "She is gone to spend +the day with Mary Ashley."</p> + +<p>Jane felt sorry; she had been in hopes of finishing it that day. +"Patience," said she, "I want to ask your advice. I have been thinking +that I might get employment at sewing gloves. It seems easy work to +learn."</p> + +<p>"Would thee like the work?" asked Patience. "Ladies have a prejudice +against it, because it is the work supplied to the poor. Not but that +some ladies in this town, willing to eke out their means, do work at it +in private. They get the work brought out to them and taken in."</p> + +<p>"That would be the worst for me," observed Jane: "taking in the work. I +do fear I should not like it."</p> + +<p>"Of course not. Thee could not go to the manufactory and stand amid the +crowd of women for thy turn to be served as one of them. Wait thee an +instant."</p> + +<p>Patience dried her hands upon the roller-towel, and took Jane into the +best parlour, the one less frequently used. Opening a closet, she +reached from it a small, peculiar-looking machine, and some unmade +gloves: the latter were in a basket, covered over with a white cloth.</p> + +<p>"This is different work from what the women do," said she. "It is what +is called the French point, and is confined to a few of the chief +manufacturers. It is not allowed to be done publicly, lest all should +get hold of the stitch. Those who employ the point have it done in +private."</p> + +<p>"Who does it here?" exclaimed Jane.</p> + +<p>"I do," said Patience, laughing. "Did thee think I should be like the +fine ladies, ashamed to put my hand to it? I and James Meeking's wife do +all that is at present being done for the Ashley manufactory. But now, +look thee. Samuel Lynn was saying only last night, that they must search +out for some other hand who would be trustworthy, for they want more of +the work done. It is easy to learn, and I know they would give it thee. +It is a little better paid than the other work, too. Sit thee down and +try it."</p> + +<p>Patience fixed the back of the glove in the pretty little square +machine, took the needle—a peculiar one—and showed how it was to be +done. Jane, in a glow of delight, accomplished some stitches readily.</p> + +<p>"I see thee would be handy at it," said Patience. "Thee can take the +machine indoors to-day and practise. I will give thee a piece of old +leather to exercise upon. In two or three days thee may be quite +perfect. I do not work very much at it myself, at which Samuel Lynn +grumbles. It is all my own profit, what I earn, so that he has no +selfish motive in urging me to work, except that they want more of it +done. But I have my household matters to attend to, and Anna takes up my +time. I get enough for my clothes, and that is all I care for."</p> + +<p>"I know I could do it! I could do it well, Patience."</p> + +<p>"Then I am sure thee may have it to do. They will supply thee with a +machine, and Samuel Lynn will bring thy work home and take it back +again, as he does mine. He——"</p> + +<p>William was bursting in upon them with a beaming face. "Mamma, make +haste home. Two ladies are asking to see the rooms."</p> + +<p>Jane hurried in. In the parlour sat a pleasant-looking old lady in a +large black silk bonnet. The other, smarter, younger (but <i>she</i> must +have been forty at least), and very cross-looking, wore a Leghorn bonnet +with green and scarlet bows. She was the old lady's companion, +housekeeper, servant, all combined in one, as Jane found afterwards.</p> + +<p>"You have lodgings to let, ma'am," said the old lady. "Can we see them?"</p> + +<p>"This is the sitting-room," Jane was beginning; but she was interrupted +by the smart one in a snappish tone.</p> + +<p>"<i>This</i> the sitting-room! Do you call this furnished?"</p> + +<p>"Don't be hasty, Dobbs," rebuked her mistress. "Hear what the lady has +to say."</p> + +<p>"The furniture is homely, certainly," acknowledged Jane. "But it is new +and clean. That is a most comfortable sofa. The bedrooms are above."</p> + +<p>The old lady said she would see them, and they proceeded upstairs. Dobbs +put her head into one room, and withdrew it with a shriek. "This room +has no bedside carpets."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to say that I have no bedside carpets at present," said +Jane, feeling all the discouragement of the avowal. "I will get some as +soon as I possibly can, if any one taking the rooms will kindly do +without them for a little while."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps we might, Dobbs," suggested the old lady, who appeared to be of +an accommodating, easy nature; readily satisfied.</p> + +<p>"Begging your pardon, ma'am, you'll do nothing of the sort," returned +Dobbs. "We should have you doubled up with cramp, if you clapped your +feet on to a cold floor. <i>I</i> am not going to do it."</p> + +<p>"I never do have cramp, Dobbs."</p> + +<p>"Which is no reason, ma'am, why you never should," authoritatively +returned Dobbs.</p> + +<p>"What a lovely view from these back windows!" exclaimed the old lady. +"Dobbs, do you see the Malvern Hills?"</p> + +<p>"We don't eat and drink views," testily responded Dobbs.</p> + +<p>"They are pleasant to look at though," said her mistress. "I like these +rooms. Is there a closet, ma'am, or small apartment that we could have +for our trunks, if we came?"</p> + +<p>"We are not coming," interrupted Dobbs, before Jane could answer. +"Carpetless floors won't suit us, ma'am."</p> + +<p>"There is a closet here, over the entrance," said Jane to the old lady, +as she opened the door. "Our own boxes are in it now, but I can have +them moved upstairs."</p> + +<p>"So there's a cock-loft, is there?" put in Dobbs.</p> + +<p>"A what?" cried Jane, who had never heard the word. "There is nothing +upstairs but an attic. A garret, as it is called here."</p> + +<p>"Yes," burst forth Dobbs, "it is called a garret by them that want to be +fine. Cock-loft is good enough for us decent folk: we've never called it +anything else. Who sleeps up there?" she summarily demanded.</p> + +<p>"My little boys. This was their room, but I have put them upstairs that +I may let this one."</p> + +<p>"There ma'am!" said Dobbs, triumphantly, as she turned to her mistress. +"You'll believe me another time, I hope! I told you I knew there was a +pack of children. One of 'em opened the door to us."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps they are quiet children," said the old lady, who had been so +long used to the grumbling and domineering of Dobbs, that she took it as +a matter of course.</p> + +<p>"They are, indeed," said Jane, "quiet, good children. I will answer for +it that they will not disturb you in any way."</p> + +<p>"I should like to see the kitchen, ma'am," said the old lady.</p> + +<p>"We only want the use of it," snapped Dobbs. "Our kitchen fire goes out +after dinner, and I boil the kettle for tea in the parlour."</p> + +<p>"Would attendance be required?" asked Jane of the old lady.</p> + +<p>"No, it wouldn't," answered Dobbs, in the same tart tone. "I wait upon +my missis, and I wait upon myself, and we have a woman in to do the +cleaning, and the washing goes out."</p> + +<p>The answer gave Jane great relief. <i>Attending</i> upon lodgers had been a +dubious prospect in more respects than one.</p> + +<p>"It's a very good kitchen," said the old lady, as they went in, and she +turned round in it.</p> + +<p>"I'll be bound it smokes," said Dobbs.</p> + +<p>"No, it does not," replied Jane.</p> + +<p>"Where's the coalhouse?" asked Dobbs. "Is there two?"</p> + +<p>"Only one," said Jane. "It is at the back of the kitchen."</p> + +<p>"Then—if we did come—where could our coal be put?" fiercely demanded +Dobbs. "I must have my coalhouse to myself, with a lock and key. I don't +want the house's fires supplied from my missis's coal."</p> + +<p>Jane's cheeks flushed as she turned to the old lady. "Allow me to assure +you that your property—of whatever nature it may be—will be perfectly +sacred in this house. Whether locked up or not, it will be left +untouched by me and mine."</p> + +<p>"To be sure, ma'am," pleasantly returned the old lady. "I'm not afraid. +You must not mind what Dobbs says: she means nothing."</p> + +<p>"And our safe for meat and butter," proceeded that undaunted +functionary. "Is there a key to it?"</p> + +<p>"And now about the rent?" said the old lady, giving Jane no time to +answer that there was a key.</p> + +<p>Jane hesitated. And then, with a flush, asked twenty shillings a week.</p> + +<p>"My conscience!" uttered Dobbs. "Twenty shillings a week. And us finding +spoons and linen!"</p> + +<p>"Dobbs," said the old lady. "I don't see that it is so very out of the +way. A parlour, two bedrooms, a closet, and the kitchen, all +furnished——"</p> + +<p>"The closet's an empty, dark hole, and the kitchen's only the use of it, +and the bedrooms are carpetless," reiterated Dobbs, drowning her +mistress's voice. "But, if anybody asked you for your head, ma'am, you'd +just cut it off and give it, if I wasn't at hand to stop you."</p> + +<p>"Well, Dobbs, we have seen nothing else to suit us up here. And you know +I want to settle myself at this end of the town, on account of it being +high and dry. Parry says I must."</p> + +<p>"We have not half looked yet," said Dobbs.</p> + +<p>"A pound a-week is a good price, ma'am; and we have not paid quite so +much where we are: but I don't know that it's unreasonable," continued +the old lady to Jane. "What shall we do, Dobbs?"</p> + +<p>"Do, ma'am! Why, of course you'll come out, and try higher up. To take +these rooms without looking out for others, would be as bad as buying a +pig in a poke. Come along, ma'am. Bedrooms without carpets won't do for +us at any price," she added to Jane by way of a party salutation.</p> + +<p>They left the house, the lady with a cordial good morning, Dobbs with +none at all; and went quarrelling up the road. That is, the old lady +reasoning, and Dobbs disputing. The former proposed, if they saw nothing +to suit them better, to purchase bedside carpeting: upon which Dobbs +accused her of wanting to bring herself to the workhouse.</p> + +<p>Patience, who had watched them away, from her parlour window, came in to +learn the success. She brought in with her the machine, a plain piece of +leather, the size of the back of a glove, neatly fixed in it. Jane's +tears were falling.</p> + +<p>"I think they would have taken them had there been bedside carpets," +sighed she. "Oh, Patience, what a help it would been! I asked a pound a +week."</p> + +<p>"Did thee? That was a good price, considering thee would not have to +give attendance."</p> + +<p>"How do you know I should not?" asked Jane.</p> + +<p>"Because I know Hannah Dobbs waits upon her mistress," replied Patience. +"She is the widow of Joseph Reece, and he left her well off. I heard +they were coming to live up this way. Did they quite decline them? +Because, I can tell thee what. We have some strips of bedside carpet not +being used, and I would not mind lending them till thee can buy others. +It is a pity thee should lose the letting for the sake of a bit of +carpet."</p> + +<p>Jane looked up gratefully. "What should I have done without you, +Patience?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, it is not much: thee art welcome. I would not risk the carpet with +unknown people, but Hannah Dobbs is cleanly and careful."</p> + +<p>"She has a very repelling manner," observed Jane.</p> + +<p>"It is not agreeable," assented Patience, with a smile; "but she is +attached to her mistress, and serves her faithfully."</p> + +<p>Jane sat down to practise upon the leather, watching the road at the +same time. In about an hour she saw Mrs. Reece and Dobbs returning. +William went out, and asked if they would step in.</p> + +<p>They were already coming. They had seen nothing they liked so well. Jane +said she believed she could promise them bedside carpets.</p> + +<p>"Then, I think we will decide, ma'am," said the old lady. "We saw one +set of rooms, very nice ones; and they asked only seventeen shillings +a-week: but they have a young man lodger, a pupil at the infirmary, and +he comes home at all hours of the night. Dobbs questioned them till they +confessed that it was so."</p> + +<p>"I know what them infirmary pupils is," indignantly put in Dobbs. "I am +not going to suffer my missis to come in contact with their habits. +There ain't one of 'em as thinks anything of stopping out till morning +light. And before the sun's up they'll have a pipe in their mouths, +filling the house with smoke! It's said, too, that there's mysterious +big boxes brought to 'em, for what they call the 'furtherance of +science': perhaps some of the churchyard sextons could tell what's in +'em!"</p> + +<p>"Well, Dobbs. I think we may take this good lady's rooms. I'm sure we +shan't get better suited elsewhere."</p> + +<p>Dobbs only grunted. She was tired with her walk, and had really no +objection to the rooms; except as to price: that, she persisted in +disputing as outrageous.</p> + +<p>"I suppose you would not take less?" said the old lady to Jane.</p> + +<p>Jane hesitated; but it was impossible for her to be otherwise than +candid and truthful. "I would take a trifle less, sooner than not let +you the rooms; but I am very poor, and every shilling is a consideration +to me."</p> + +<p>"Well, I will take them at the price," concluded the good-natured old +lady. "And Dobbs, if you grumble, I can't help it. Can we come in—let +me see?—this is Wednesday——"</p> + +<p>"I won't come in on a Friday for anybody," interrupted Dobbs fiercely.</p> + +<p>"We will come in on Tuesday next, ma'am," decided the old lady. "Before +that, I'll send in a trolley of coal, if you'll be so kind as to receive +it."</p> + +<p>"And to lock it up," snapped Dobbs.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<h3>THE GLOVE OPERATIVES.</h3> + + +<p>At the hours of going to and leaving work, the Helstonleigh streets were +alive with glove operatives, some being in one branch of the trade, some +in another. There were parers, grounders, leather-sorters, dyers, +cutters, makers-up, and so on: all being necessary, besides the sewing, +to turn out one pair of gloves; though, I dare say, you did not think +it. The wages varied according to the particular work, or the men's +ability and industry, from fifteen shillings a week to twenty-five: but +all could earn a good living. If a man gained more than twenty-five, he +had a stated salary; as was the case with the foremen. These wages, +joined to what was earned by the women, were sufficient to maintain a +comfortable home, and to bring up children decently. Unfortunately the +same drawbacks prevailed in Helstonleigh that are but too common +elsewhere; and they may be classed under one general head—improvidence. +The men were given to idling away at the public-houses more time than +was good for them: the women to scold and to quarrel. Some were +slatterns; and a great many gave their husbands the welcome of a home of +discomfort, ill-management, and dirt: which, of course, had the effect +of sending them out all the more surely.</p> + +<p>Just about this period, the men had their especial grievance—or thought +they had: and that was, a low rate of wages and not full employment. Had +they paid a visit to other places and compared their wages with some +earned by operatives of a different class, they had found less cause to +complain. The men were rather given to comparing present wages with +those they had earned before the dark crisis (dark as far as +Helstonleigh's trade was concerned) when the British ports were opened +to foreign gloves. But few, comparatively speaking, of the manufacturers +had weathered that storm. Years have elapsed since then: but the +employment remained scarce, and the wages (I have quoted them to you) +low. Altogether, the men were, many of them, dissatisfied. They even +went so far as to talk of a "strike"; strikes being less common in those +days than they are in these.</p> + +<p>It was Saturday night, and the streets were crowded. The hands were +pouring out of the different manufactories; clean-looking, respectable +workmen, as a whole: for the branches of glove-making are for the most +part of a cleanly nature. Some wore their white aprons; some had rolled +them up round their waists. A few—very few, it must be owned—were +going to their homes, but the greater portion were bound for the +public-house.</p> + +<p>One of the most extensively patronised of the public-houses was The +Cutters' Arms. On a Saturday night, when the men's pockets were lined, +this would be crowded. The men flocked into it now and filled it, +although its room for entertainment was very large. The order from most +of them was a pint of mild ale and some tobacco.</p> + +<p>"Any news, Joe Fisher?" asked a man, when the pipes were set going.</p> + +<p>Joe Fisher tossed his head and growled. He was a tall, dark man; clothes +and condition both dilapidated. The questioner took a few whiffs, and +repeated his question. Joe growled again, but did not speak.</p> + +<p>"Well, you might give a chap a civil answer, Fisher."</p> + +<p>"What's the matter, you two?" cried a third.</p> + +<p>"Ben Wilks asks me is there any news!" called out Fisher, indignantly. +"I thought he might ha' heered on't without asking. Our pay was docked +again to-night; that's the news."</p> + +<p>"No!" uttered Wilks.</p> + +<p>"It were," said Fisher savagely. "A shilling a week less, good. Who's +a-going to stand it?"</p> + +<p>"There ain't no help for standing it," interposed a quiet-looking man +named Wheeler. "I suppose the masters is forced to lower. They say so."</p> + +<p>"Have your master forced hisself to it?" angrily retorted Fisher.</p> + +<p>"Well, Fisher, you know I'm fortunate. As all is that gets in to work at +Ashley's."</p> + +<p>"And precious good care they take to stop in!" cried Fisher, much +aggravated. "No danger that Ashley's hands'll give way and afford +outsiders a chance."</p> + +<p>"Why should they give way?" sensibly asked Wheeler. "<i>You</i> need never +think to get in at Ashley's, Fisher, so there's no cause for you to +grumble."</p> + +<p>A titter went round at Fisher's expense. He did not like it. "I might +stand my chance with others, if there was room. Who says I couldn't? +Come, now!"</p> + +<p>A man laughed. "You had better ask Samuel Lynn that question, Fisher. +Why, he wouldn't look at you! You are not steady enough for him."</p> + +<p>"Samuel Lynn may go along for a ill-natured broadbrim!" was Fisher's +retort. "There'd not be half the difficulty in getting in with Mr. +Ashley hisself."</p> + +<p>"Yes, there would," said Wheeler, quietly. "Mr. Ashley pays first wages, +and he'll have first hands. Quaker Lynn knows what he's about."</p> + +<p>"Don't dispute about nothing, Fisher," interrupted a voice, borne +through the clouds of smoke from the far end of the room. "To lose a +shilling a week is bad, but not so bad as losing all. I have heard ill +news this evening."</p> + +<p>Fisher stretched up his long neck. "Who's that a-talking? Is it Mr. +Crouch?"</p> + +<p>It was Stephen Crouch; the foreman in a large firm, and a respectable, +intelligent man. "Do you remember, any of you, that a report arose some +time ago about Wilson and King? A report that died away again?"</p> + +<p>"That they were on their last legs," replied several voices. "Well?"</p> + +<p>"Well, they are off them now," continued Stephen Crouch.</p> + +<p>Up rose a man, his voice shaking with emotion. "It's not true, Mr. +Crouch, sure—ly!"</p> + +<p>"It is, Vincent. Wilson and King are going to wind up. It will be +announced next week."</p> + +<p>"Mercy help us! There'll be forty more hands throwed out! What's to +become of us all?"</p> + +<p>A dead silence fell on the room. Vincent broke it. Hope is strong in the +human heart. "Mr. Crouch, I don't think it can be true. Our wages was +all paid up to-night. And we have not heard a breath on't."</p> + +<p>"I know all that," said Stephen Crouch. "I know where the money came +from to pay them. It came from Mr. Ashley."</p> + +<p>The assertion astonished the room. "From Mr. Ashley! Did he tell it +abroad?"</p> + +<p>"<i>He</i> tell it!" indignantly returned Stephen Crouch. "Mr. Ashley is an +honourable man. No. Wilson and King have a tattler too near to them; +that's how it came out. Not but what it would have been known all over +Helstonleigh on Monday, all particulars. Every sixpence, pretty near, +that Wilson and King have, is locked up in their stock. They expected +remittances by the London mail this morning, and they did not come. They +went to the bank. The bank was shy, and would not make advances; and +they had nothing in hand for wages. They went to Mr. Ashley and told him +their perplexity, and he drew a cheque. The bank cashed that, with a +bow. And if it had not been for Mr. Ashley, Ned Vincent, you and the +rest of their hands would have gone home to-night with empty pockets."</p> + +<p>"Will Mr. Ashley lose the money?"</p> + +<p>"Not he. He knew there was no danger of that, when he lent it. Nobody +will lose by Wilson and King. They have more than enough to pay +everybody in full; only their money's locked up."</p> + +<p>"Why are they giving up?"</p> + +<p>"Because they can't keep on. They have been losing a long while. What do +you ask—what will they do? They must do as others have done before +them, who have been unable to keep on. If Wilson and King had given up +ten years ago, they had then each a nice little bit of property to +retire upon. But it has been sunk since. There are too many others in +this city in the same ease."</p> + +<p>"And what's to become of us hands that's throwed out?" asked Vincent, +returning to his own personal grievance.</p> + +<p>"You must try and get taken on somewhere else, Vincent," observed +Stephen Crouch.</p> + +<p>"There ain't a better cutter than Ned Vincent going," cried another +voice. "He won't wait long."</p> + +<p>"I don't know about that," returned Vincent gloomily. "The masters is +overdone with hands."</p> + +<p>"Of all the bad luck as ever fell upon a town, the opening of the ports +to them foreign French was the worst for Helstonleigh," broke in the +intemperate voice of Fisher.</p> + +<p>"Hold th' tongue, Fisher!" exclaimed a sensible voice. "We won't get +into them discussions again. Didn't we go over 'em, night after night, +and year after year, till we were heart-sick?—and what did they ever +bring us but ill-feeling? It's done, and it can't be undone. The ports +be open, and they'll never be closed again."</p> + +<p>"Did the opening of 'em ruin the trade of Helstonleigh, or didn't it? +Answer me that," said Fisher.</p> + +<p>"It did. We know it to our cost," was the sad answer. "But there's no +help for it."</p> + +<p>"Oh," returned Fisher ironically. "I thought you were going to hold out +that the opening of 'em was a boon to the place, and the keeping 'em +open a blessing. That 'ud be a new dodge. <i>Why</i> do they keep 'em open?"</p> + +<p>"Just hark at Fisher!" said Mr. Buffle in a mincing tone. "He wants to +know why Government keeps open the British ports. Don't every dozen of +gloves that comes into the country pay a heavy duty? Is it likely +Government would give up that, Fisher?"</p> + +<p>"What did they do afore they had it?" roared Fisher. "If they did +without the duty then, they could do without it now."</p> + +<p>"I have heered of some gents as never tasted sugar," returned Mr. +Buffle; "but I never heered of one, who had the liking for it, as was +willing to forego the use of it. It's a case in pint; the Government +have tasted the sweets of the glove-duty, and they stick to it."</p> + +<p>"Avaricious wolves!" growled Fisher. "But you are a fool, dandy, for all +that. What's a bit of paltry duty, alongside of our wants? If a few of +them great Government lords had to go on empty stomachs for a month, +they'd know what the opening of ports means."</p> + +<p>"In all political changes, such as this, certain localities must +suffer," broke in the quiet voice of Stephen Crouch. "It will be the +means of increasing commerce wonderfully; and we, that the measure +crushed, must be content to suffer for the general good. The effects to +us can never be undone. I know what you say, Fisher," he continued, +silencing Fisher by a gesture. "I know that the ports might be re-closed +to-morrow, if Government so willed it. But it could not undo for us what +has been done. It could not repair the ruin that was wrought on +Helstonleigh. It could not reinstate firms in business; or refund to the +masters their wasted capital; or collect the hands it scattered over the +country, to find a bit of work, to beg, or to starve; or bring the dead +back to life. It could not do any of this. Neither would it restore a +flourishing trade to those of us who are left."</p> + +<p>"What's that last, Crouch?"</p> + +<p>"It never would," emphatically repeated Stephen Crouch. "A shattered +trade cannot be brought together again. It is like a shattered glass: +you may mourn over the pieces, but you cannot put them together. Believe +me, or not, as you please, my friends, but the only thing remaining is, +to make the best of what is left to us. There are other trades a deal +worse off than we are."</p> + +<p>"I have talked to ye about that there move—a strike," resumed Fisher, +after a pause. "We shall get no good till we try it——"</p> + +<p>"Fisher, don't you be a fool and show it," was the imperative +interruption of Stephen Crouch. "I have explained to you till I am +tired, what would be the effects of a strike. It would just finish you +bad workmen up, and send you and your children into the nearest dry +ditch for a floor, with the open skies above you for a roof."</p> + +<p>"We have never tried a strike in Helstonleigh," answered Fisher, holding +to his own opinion.</p> + +<p>"And I trust we never shall," returned the intelligent foreman. "Other +trades may have their strikes if they choose, and it's not our business +to find fault with them for it; but the glove trade has hitherto kept +itself aloof from strikes, and it's to be hoped it always will. You +cannot understand how a strike works, Joe Fisher, or you'd not let your +head be running on it."</p> + +<p>"Others' heads be running on it as well as mine, Master Crouch," said +Fisher, nodding significantly.</p> + +<p>"It is not improbable," was the equable rejoinder of Stephen Crouch. "Go +and strike next week, half a dozen of you. I mean the operatives of half +a dozen firms."</p> + +<p>"Every firm in the place must strike," interrupted Fisher hastily. "A +few on us doing it would only make bad worse."</p> + +<p>Stephen Crouch smiled. "Exactly. But the difficulty, Fisher, will be, +that all the firms <i>won't</i> strike. Ask the men in our firm to strike; +ask those in Ashley's; ask others that we could name—and what would +their answer be? Why, that they know when they are well off. Suppose, +for argument's sake, that we did all strike; suppose all the hands in +Helstonleigh struck next Monday morning, and the manufactories had to be +closed? Who would have the worst of it?—we or the masters?"</p> + +<p>"The masters," returned Fisher in an obstinate tone.</p> + +<p>"No. The masters have good houses over their heads, and their bankers' +books to supply their wants while they are waiting—and their orders are +not so great that they need fear much pressure on that score. The London +houses would dispatch a few extra orders to Paris and Grenoble, and the +masters here might enjoy a nice little trip to the sea-side while our +senses were coming back to us. But where should we be? Out at elbows, +out at pocket, out at heart; some starving, some in the workhouse. If +you want to avoid those contingencies, Joe Fisher, you'll keep from +strikes."</p> + +<p>Fisher answered by an ironical cheer. "Here, missis," said he to the +landlady, who was then passing him, "let's have another pint, after +that."</p> + +<p>"That'll make nine pints you owe for since Monday night, Joe Fisher," +responded the landlady.</p> + +<p>"What if I do?" grunted Fisher irascibly. "I am able to pay. <i>I</i> ain't +out of work."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<h3>THE LADIES OF HONEY FAIR.</h3> + + +<p>It was Saturday night in Honey Fair. A night when the ladies were at +leisure to abandon themselves to their private pursuits. The work of the +past week had gone into the warehouses; and the fresh work brought out +would not be begun until Monday morning. Some of them, as Mrs. Buffle +has informed us, did not begin it then. The women chiefly cleaned their +houses and mended their clothes; some washed and ironed—Honey Fair was +not famous for its management—not going to bed till Sunday morning; +some did their marketing; and a few, careless and lazy, spent it in +running from house to house, or congregated in the road to gossip.</p> + +<p>About half-past eight, one of the latter suddenly lifted the latch of a +house door and thrust in her head. It was Joe Fisher's wife. Her face +was red, and her cap in tatters.</p> + +<p>"Is our Becky in here, Mrs. Carter?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Carter was busy. She was the maternal parent of Miss Betsy. Her +kitchen fire was out, her furniture was heaped one thing upon another; a +pail of water stood ready to wash the brick floor, when she should have +finished rubbing up the grate, and her hands and face were as grimy as +the black-lead.</p> + +<p>"There's no Becky here," snapped she.</p> + +<p>"I can't find her," returned Mrs. Fisher. "I thought her might be along +of your Betsy. I say, here's your husband coming round the corner. +There's Mark Mason and Robert East and Dale along of him. And—my! what +has that young 'un of East's been doing to hisself? He's black from head +to foot. Come and look."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Carter disdained the invitation. She was a hard-working, thrifty +woman, but a cross one. Priding herself upon her cleanliness, she +perpetually returned loud thanks that she was not as the dirty ones +around her. She was the Pharisee amidst many publicans.</p> + +<p>"If I passed my time staring and gossiping as some does, where 'ud my +work be?" was her rebuke. "Shut the door, Suke Fisher."</p> + +<p>Suke Fisher did as she was bid. She turned her wrists back upon her +hips, and walked to meet the advancing party, having discerned their +approach by the light of the gas-lamps. "Be you going to be sold for a +blackamoor?" demanded she of the boy.</p> + +<p>The boy laughed. His head, face, shoulders, hands, were ornamented with +a thick, black liquid, not unlike blacking. He appeared to enjoy the +treat, as if he had been anointed with some fragrant oil.</p> + +<p>"He is not a bad spectacle, is he, Dame Fisher?" remarked the young man, +whom she had called Robert East.</p> + +<p>"What's a-done it?" questioned she.</p> + +<p>"Him and Jacky Brumm got larking, and upset the dye-pot upon themselves. +We rubbed 'em down with the leather shreds, but it keeps on dripping +from their hair."</p> + +<p>"Won't Charlotte warm his back for him!" apostrophised Mrs. Fisher.</p> + +<p>The boy threw a disdainful look at her, in return for the remark. +"Charlotte's not so fond of warming backs. She never even scolds for an +accident."</p> + +<p>The boy and Robert East were half-brothers. They entered one of the +cottages. Robert East and his sister were between twenty and thirty, and +the boy was ten. Their mother had died early, and the young boy's +mother, their father's second wife, died when the child was born. The +father also died. How Robert and his sister, the one then seventeen, the +other fourteen, had struggled to make a living for themselves, and to +bring up the baby, they alone knew. The manner in which they had +succeeded was a marvel to many; none were more respectable now than they +were in all Honey Fair.</p> + +<p>Charlotte, neat and nice, sat by her bright kitchen fire, a savoury stew +cooking on the hob beside it. It was her custom to have something good +for supper on a Saturday night. Did she make home attractive on that +night to draw her brother from the seductions of the public-house? Most +likely. And she had her reward: for Robert never failed to come. The +cloth was laid, the red bricks of the floor were clean, and Charlotte's +face, as she looked up from her stocking-mending, was bright. It +darkened to consternation, however, when she cast her eyes on the boy.</p> + +<p>"Tom, what <i>have</i> you been doing?"</p> + +<p>"Jacky Brumm threw a pot of dye over me, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"There's not much real damage, Charlotte," interposed her brother. "It +looks worse than it is. I'll get it out of his hair presently, and put +his clothes into a pail of water. What have you got to-night? It smells +good."</p> + +<p>He alluded to supper, and took off the lid of the saucepan to peep in. +She had some stewed beef, with carrots, and the savoury steam ascended +to Robert's pleased face.</p> + +<p>Very few in Honey Fair managed as did Charlotte East. How she did her +housework no one knew. Not a woman, married or single, got through more +glove-sewing than Charlotte. Not one kept her house in better order: and +her clothes and her brother's were neat and respectable, week-days as +well as Sundays. Her work was taken into the warehouse on Saturday +mornings, and her marketing was done. In the afternoon she cleaned her +house, and by four o'clock was ready to sit down to her mending. No one +ever saw her in a bustle, and yet all her work was done; and well done. +Perhaps one great secret of it was that she rose very early in the +morning, winter and summer.</p> + +<p>"Look, Robert, here is a nice book I have bought," said she, putting a +periodical into his hands. "It comes out weekly. I shall take it in."</p> + +<p>Robert turned over the leaves. "It seems very interesting," he said +presently. "Here's a paper that tells all about the Holy Land. And +another that tells us how glass is made; I have often wondered."</p> + +<p>"You can read it to us of an evening while I work," said she. "It will +be quite a help to our getting on Tom: almost as good as sending him to +school. I gave——"</p> + +<p>The words were interrupted. The door was violently burst open, and a +woman entered the kitchen; knocking at doors before entering was not the +fashion in Honey Fair. The intruder was Mrs. Brumm.</p> + +<p>"I say, Robert East, did you see anything of my husband?"</p> + +<p>"I saw him go into the Horned Ram."</p> + +<p>"Then I wish the Horned Ram was into him!" wrathfully retorted Mrs. +Brumm. "He vowed faithfully he'd come home with his wages the first +thing after leaving work. He knows I have not a thing in the place for +to-morrow—and Dame Buffle looking out for her money. I have a good mind +to go down to the Horned Ram, and be on to him!"</p> + +<p>Robert East offered no opinion upon this delicate point. He remembered +the last time Mrs. Brumm had gone to the Horned Ram to be "on" to her +husband, and what it had produced. A midnight quarrel that disturbed the +slumbers of Honey Fair.</p> + +<p>"Who was along of him?" pursued she.</p> + +<p>"Three or four of them. Hubbard and Jones, I saw go in: and Adam +Thorneycroft."</p> + +<p>A quick rising of the head, as if startled, and a faint accession of +colour, told that one of those names had struck, perhaps unpleasantly, +on the ear of Charlotte East. "Where are your own earnings?" she asked +of Mrs. Brumm.</p> + +<p>"I have had to take them to Bankes's," was the rueful reply. "It's a +good deal now, and they're in a regular tantrum this week, and wouldn't +even wait till Monday. They threatened to tell Brumm, and it frightened +me out of my seventeen senses. And now, for him to go into that dratted +Horned Ram with his wages! and me without a pennypiece! It's not more +for the necessaries I want to get in, than for the things that is in +pawn. I can't iron nothing: the irons is there."</p> + +<p>Charlotte, busy still, turned round. "I would not put in irons, and such +things, that I wanted to use."</p> + +<p>"I dare say you wouldn't!" tartly responded Mrs. Brumm. "One has to put +in what one's got, and the things our husbands won't miss the sight of. +It's fine to be you, Charlotte East, setting yourself up for a lady, and +never putting your foot inside the pawn-shop, with your clean hands and +your clean kitchen on a Saturday night, sitting down to a hot supper, +while the rest of us is a-scrubbing!"</p> + +<p>Charlotte laughed good-humouredly. "If I tried to set myself up for a +lady, I could not be one. I work as hard as anybody; only I get it done +betimes."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brumm sniffed—having no ready answer at hand. And at that moment +Tom East, encased in black, peeped out of the brewhouse, where he had +been sent by Charlotte to wash the dye off his hands. "Sakes alive!" +uttered Mrs. Brumm, aghast at the sight.</p> + +<p>"Jacky's worse than me," responded Tom, rather proud of having to say +so much. Robert explained to her how it had happened.</p> + +<p>"And our Jacky's as bad as that!" she cried. "Won't I wring it out of +him!"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense," said Robert; "it was an accident. Boys will be boys."</p> + +<p>"Yes, they will: and it's not the men that have to wash for 'em and keep +'em clean!" retorted Mrs. Brumm, terribly wrathful. "And me at a +standstill for my irons! And that beast of a Brumm stopping out."</p> + +<p>"I will lend you my irons," said Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"I won't take 'em," was the ungracious reply. "If I don't get my own, I +won't borrow none. Brumm, he'll be looking out for his Sunday clean +shirt to-morrow, and he won't get it; and that'll punish him more than +anything else. There's not a man in Honey Fair as likes to go sprucer on +a Sunday than Brumm."</p> + +<p>"So much the better," said Charlotte. "When men lose pride in their +appearance, they are apt to lose it in their conduct."</p> + +<p>"You must always put in your word for folks, Charlotte East, let 'em be +ever so bad," was Mrs. Brumm's parting salutation, as she went off and +shut the door with a bang.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Timothy Carter, Mrs. Carter's husband, had turned into his own +dwelling, after leaving Robert East. The first thing to greet him was +the pail of water. Mrs. Carter had completed her grate, and was dashing +her water on to the floor. Timothy received it on his legs.</p> + +<p>"What's that for?" demanded Timothy, who was a meek and timid little +man.</p> + +<p>"Why do you brush in so sharp, then?" cried she. "Who was to know you +was a-coming?"</p> + +<p>Timothy had not "brushed in sharp;" he had gone in quietly. He stood +ruefully shaking the wet from his legs, first one, then the other, and +afterwards began to pick his way on tiptoe towards the fireplace.</p> + +<p>"Now, it's of no use your attempting to sit down yet," rebuked his wife, +in her usual cross accents. "There ain't no room for you at the fire, +and there ain't no warmth in it; it's but this blessed minute lighted. +Sit yourself on that table, again the wall, and then your legs'll be in +the dry."</p> + +<p>"And there I may sit for an hour, for you'll be all that time before you +have finished, by the looks on't," he ventured to remonstrate.</p> + +<p>"And half another hour to the end of it," answered she. "There's Betsy, +as ought to be helping, gadding out somewhere ever since she came home +at seven o'clock."</p> + +<p>"You says to me, says you, 'You come home to-night, Tim, as soon as +work's over, and don't go drinking!' You know you did," repeated Timothy +in an injured tone.</p> + +<p>"And it's a good thing as you have come, or you'd have heard my tongue +in a way you wouldn't like!" was Mrs. Carter's reply.</p> + +<p>Timothy sighed. That tongue was the two-edged sword of his life: how +dreaded, none but himself could tell. He had mounted the table in +obedience to orders, but he now got off again.</p> + +<p>"What are you after now?" shrilly demanded Mrs. Carter, who was on her +knees, scouring the bricks.</p> + +<p>"I want my pipe and 'baccy."</p> + +<p>"You stop where you are," was the imperative answer, "and wait till I +have time to get it;" and Timothy humbly sat down again.</p> + +<p>"You might get this done afore night, 'Lizabeth, as I've said over and +over again," cried he, plucking up a little spirit. "When a man comes +home tired, even if there ain't a bit o' supper for him, he expects a +morsel o' fire to sit down to, so as he can smoke his pipe in quiet. It +cows him, you see, to find his place in this ruck, where there ain't a +dry spot to put the sole of his foot on, and nothing but a table with +unekal legs to sit upon, and——"</p> + +<p>"I might get it done afore?" shrieked Mrs. Carter. "Afore! When, through +that Betsy's laziness, leaving everything on my shoulders, I couldn't +get in my gloving till four o'clock this afternoon! Every earthly thing +have I had to do since then. I raked out my fire——"</p> + +<p>"What's the good of raking out the fire?" interposed Timothy.</p> + +<p>"Goodness help the simpleton! Wanting to know the good of raking out the +fire—as if he was born yesterday! Can a grate be black-leaded while +it's hot, pray?"</p> + +<p>"It might be black-leaded at some other time," debated he. "In a +morning, perhaps."</p> + +<p>"I dare say it might, if I had not my gloving to do," she answered, +trembling with wrath. "When folks takes out shop work, they has to get +on with that—and is glad to do it. Where would you be if I earned +nothing? It isn't much of a roof we should have over our heads, with +your paltry fifteen or sixteen shillings a-week. You be nothing but a +parer, remember."</p> + +<p>"There's no need to disparage of me, 'Lizabeth," he rejoined, with a +meek little cough. "You knowed I was a parer before you ventured on me."</p> + +<p>"Just take your legs up higher, or you'll be knocking my cap with your +dirty boots," said Mrs. Carter, who was nearing the table in her +scrubbing.</p> + +<p>"I'll stand outside the door a bit, I think," he answered. "I am in your +way everywhere."</p> + +<p>"Sit where you are, and lift up your legs," was the reiterated command. +And Timothy obeyed.</p> + +<p>Cold and dreary, on he sat, watching the cleaning of the kitchen. The +fire gave out no heat, and the squares of bricks did not dry. He took +some silver from his pocket, and laid it in a stack on the table beside +him, for his wife to take up at her leisure. She allowed him no chance +of squandering <i>his</i> wages.</p> + +<p>A few minutes, and Mrs. Carter rose from her knees and went into the +yard for a fresh supply of water. Timothy did not wait for a second +ducking. He slipped off the table, took a shilling from the heap, and +stole from the house.</p> + +<p>Back came Mrs. Carter, her pail brimming. "You go over to Dame Buffle's, +Tim, and——Why, where's he gone?"</p> + +<p>He was not in the kitchen, that was certain; and she opened the +staircase door, and elevated her voice shrilly. "Are you gone tramping +up my stairs, with your dirty boots? Tim Carter, I say, are you +upstairs?"</p> + +<p>Of course Tim Carter was not upstairs: or he had never dared to leave +that voice unanswered.</p> + +<p>"Now, if he has gone off to any of them sotting publics, he shan't hear +the last of it," she exclaimed, opening the door and gazing as far as +the nearest gas-light would permit. But Timothy was beyond her eye and +reach, and she caught up the money and counted it. Fourteen shillings. +One shilling of it gone.</p> + +<p>She knew what it meant, and dashed the silver into a wide-necked +canister on the high mantelshelf, which contained also her own earnings +for the week. It would have been as much as meek Tim Carter's life was +worth to touch that canister, and she kept it openly on the +mantel-piece. Many unfortunate wives in Honey Fair could not keep their +money from their husbands even under lock and key. As she was putting +the canister in its place again, Betsy came in. Mrs. Carter turned +sharply upon her.</p> + +<p>"Now, miss! where have you been?"</p> + +<p>"Law, mother, how you fly out! I have only been to Cross's."</p> + +<p>"You ungrateful piece of brass, when you know there's so much to be done +on a Satur-night that I can't turn myself round! You shan't go gadding +about half your time. I'll put you from home entire, to a good tight +service."</p> + +<p>Betsy had heard the same threat so often that its effect was gone. Had +her mother only kept her in one-tenth of the subjection that she did her +husband, it might have been better for the young lady. "I was only in at +Cross's," she repeated.</p> + +<p>"What's the good of telling me that falsehood? I went to Cross's after +you, but you wasn't there, and hadn't been there. You want a good sound +shaking, miss."</p> + +<p>"If I wasn't at Cross's, I was at Mason's," was the imperturbable reply +of Miss Betsy. "I was at Mason's first. Mark Mason came home and turned +as sour as a wasp, because the place was in a mess. She was washing her +children, and she's got the kitchen to do, and he began blowing up. I +left 'em then, and went in to Cross's. Mason went back down the hill; +so he'll come home tipsy."</p> + +<p>"Why can't she get her children washed afore he comes home?" retorted +Mrs. Carter, who could see plenty of motes in her neighbours' eyes, +though utterly blind to the beam in her own. "Such wretched management! +Children ought to be packed out of the way by seven o'clock."</p> + +<p>"You don't get your cleaning over, any more than she does," remarked +Miss Betsy boldly.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Carter turned an angry gaze upon her; a torrent of words breaking +from her lips. "I get my cleaning over! I, who am at work every moment +of my day, from early morning till late at night! You'd liken me to that +good-for-nothing Het Mason, who hardly makes a dozen o' gloves in a +week, and keeps her house like a pigsty! Where would you and your father +be, if I didn't work to keep you, and slave to make the place sweet and +comfortable? Be off to Dame Buffle's and buy me a besom, you ungrateful +monkey: and then you turn to and dust these chairs."</p> + +<p>Betsy did not wait for a second bidding. She preferred going for besoms, +or for anything else, to her mother's kitchen and her mother's scolding. +Her coming back was another affair; she would be just as likely to +propel the besom into the kitchen and make off herself, as to enter.</p> + +<p>She suddenly stopped now, door in hand, to relate some news.</p> + +<p>"I say, mother, there's going to be a party at the Alhambra +tea-gardens."</p> + +<p>"A party at the Alhambra tea-gardens, with frost and snow on the +ground!" ironically repeated Mrs. Carter. "Be off, and don't be an oaf."</p> + +<p>"It's true," said Betsy. "All Honey Fair's going to it. I shall go too. +'Melia and Mary Ann Cross is going to have new things for it, and——"</p> + +<p>"Will you go along and get that besom?" cried angry Mrs. Carter. "No +child of mine shall go off to their Alhambras, catching their death on +the wet grass."</p> + +<p>"Wet grass!" echoed Betsy. "Why, you're never such a gaby as to think +they'd have a party on the grass! It is to be in the big room, and +there's to be a fiddle and a tam——"</p> + +<p>"——bourine" never came. Mrs. Carter sent the wet mop flying after Miss +Betsy, and the young lady, dexterously evading it, flung-to the door and +departed.</p> + +<p>A couple of hours later, Timothy Carter was escorted home, his own +walking none of the steadiest. The men with him had taken more than +Timothy; but it was that weak man's misfortune to be overcome by a +little. You will allow, however, that he had taken enough, having spent +his shilling and gone into debt besides. Mrs. Carter received +him——Well, I am rather at a loss to describe it. She did not actually +beat him, but her shrill voice might be heard all over Honey Fair, +lavishing hard names upon helpless Tim. First of all, she turned out +his pockets. The shilling was all gone. "And how much more tacked on to +it?" asked she, wise by experience. And Timothy was just able to +understand and answer. He felt himself as a lamb in the fangs of a wolf. +"Eightpence halfpenny."</p> + +<p>"A shilling and eightpence halfpenny chucked away in drink in one +night!" repeated Mrs. Carter. She gave him a short, emphatic shake, and +propelled him up the stairs; leaving him without a light, to get to bed +as he could. She had still some hours' work downstairs, in the shape of +mending clothes.</p> + +<p>But it never once occurred to Mrs. Carter that she had herself to thank +for his misdoings. With a tidy room and a cheerful fire to receive him, +on returning from his day's work, Timothy Carter would no more have +thought of the public-houses than you or I should. And if, as did +Charlotte East, she had welcomed him with a good supper and a pleasant +tongue, poor Tim in his gratitude had forsworn public-houses for ever.</p> + +<p>Neither, when Mark Mason staggered home, and <i>his</i> wife raved at and +quarrelled with him, to the further edification of Honey Fair, did it +strike that lady that she could be in fault. As Mrs. Carter had said, +Henrietta Mason did not overburden herself with work of any sort; but +she did make a pretence of washing her four children in a bucket on a +Saturday night, and her kitchen afterwards. The ceremony was delayed +through idleness and bad management to the least propitious part of the +evening. So sure as she had the bucket before the fire, and the children +collected round it; one in, one just out roaring to be dried, and the +two others waiting their turn for the water, all of them stark +naked—for Mrs. Mason made a point of undressing them at once to save +trouble—so sure, I say, as these ablutions were in progress, the +children frantically crying, Mrs. Mason boxing, storming, and rubbing, +and the kitchen swimming, in would walk the father. Words invariably +ensued: a short, sharp quarrel; and he would turn out again for the +nearest public-house, where he was welcomed by a sociable room and a +glowing fire. Can any one be surprised that it should be so?</p> + +<p>You must not think these cases overdrawn; you must not think them +exceptional cases. They are neither the one nor the other. They are +truthful pictures, taken from what Honey Fair was then. I very much fear +the same pictures might be taken from some places still.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<h3>MR. BRUMM'S SUNDAY SHIRT.</h3> + + +<p>But there's something to say yet of Mrs. Brumm. You saw her turning away +from Robert East's door, saying that her husband, Andrew, had promised +to come home that night and to bring his wages. Mrs. Brumm, a bad +manager, as were many of the rest, would probably have received him with +a sloppy kitchen, buckets, and besoms. Andrew had had experience of +this, and, disloyal knight that he was, allowed himself to be seduced +into the Horned Ram. He'd just take one pint and a pipe, he said to his +conscience, and be home in time for his wife to get what she wanted. A +little private matter of his own would call him away early. Pressed for +a sum of money in the week which was owing to his club, and not +possessing it, he had put his Sunday coat in pledge: and this he wanted +to get out. However, a comrade sitting in the next chair to him at the +Horned Ram had to get <i>his</i> coat out of the same accommodating +receptacle. Nothing more easy than for him to bring out Andrew's at the +same time; which was done. The coat on the back of his chair, his pipe +in his mouth, and a pint of good ale before him, the outer world was as +nothing to Andrew Brumm.</p> + +<p>At ten o'clock, the landlord came in. "Andrew Brumm, here's your wife +wanting to see you."</p> + +<p>Now Andrew was not a bad sort of man by any means, but he had a great +antipathy to being looked after. A joke went round at Andrew's expense; +for if there was one thing the men in general hated more than another, +it was that their wives should come in quest of them to the +public-houses. Mrs. Brumm received a sharp reprimand; but she saw that +he was, as she expressed it, "getting on," so she got some money from +him and kept her scolding for another opportunity.</p> + +<p>She did not go near the pawnbroker's to get her irons out. She bought a +bit of meat and what else she wanted, and returned to Honey Fair. Robert +East was closing his door for the night as she passed it. "Has Brumm +come home?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Not he, the toper! He is stuck fast at the Horned Ram, getting in for +it nicely. I have been after him for some money."</p> + +<p>"Have you got your irons out?" inquired Charlotte, coming to the door.</p> + +<p>"No, nor nothing else; and there's pretty near half the kitchen in. It's +him that'll suffer. He has been getting out his own coat, but he can't +put it on. Leastways, he won't without a clean collar and shirt; and let +him fish for <i>them</i>. Wait till to-morrow comes, Mr. 'Drew Brumm!"</p> + +<p>"Was <i>his</i> coat in?" returned Charlotte, surprised.</p> + +<p>"That it was. Him as goes on so when I puts a thing or two in! He owed +some money at his club, and he went and put his coat in for four +shillings, and Adam Thorneycroft has been and fetched it out for him."</p> + +<p>"Adam Thorneycroft!" involuntarily returned Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Thorneycroft's coat was in too, and he went for it just now, and Brumm +gave him the ticket to get out his. Smith's daughter told me that. She +was serving with her mother in the bar."</p> + +<p>"Is Adam Thorneycroft at the Horned Ram still?"</p> + +<p>"That he is: side by side with Brumm. A nice pair of 'em! Charlotte +East, take my advice; don't you have anything to say to Thorneycroft. A +woman had better climb up to the top of her topmost chimbley and pitch +herself off, head foremost, than marry a man given to drink."</p> + +<p>Charlotte East felt vexed at the allusion—vexed that her name should be +coupled openly with that of Adam Thorneycroft by the busy tongues of +Honey Fair. That an attachment existed between herself and Adam +Thorneycroft was true; but she did not wish the fact to become too +apparent to others. Latterly she had been schooling her heart to forget +him, for he was taking to frequent public-houses.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brumm went home, and was soon followed by her husband. He was not +much the worse for what he had taken: he was a little. Mrs. Brumm +reproached him with it, and a wordy war ensued.</p> + +<p>They arose peaceably in the morning. Andrew was a civil, well-conducted +man, and but for Horned Rams would have been a pattern to three parts of +Honey Fair. He liked to be dressed well on Sunday and to attend the +cathedral with his two children: he was very fond of listening to the +chanting Mrs. Brumm—as was the custom generally with the wives of Honey +Fair—stayed at home to cook the dinner. Andrew was accustomed to do +many odd jobs on the Sunday morning, to save his wife trouble. He +cleaned the boots and shoes, brushed his clothes, filled the coal-box, +and made himself useful in sundry other ways. All this done, they sat +down to breakfast with the two children, the unfortunate Jacky less +black than he had been the previous night.</p> + +<p>"Now, Jacky," said Brumm, when the meal was over, "get yourself ready; +it has gone ten. Polly too."</p> + +<p>"It's a'most too cold for Polly this morning," said Mrs. Brumm.</p> + +<p>"Not a bit on't. The walk'll do her good, and give her an appetite for +dinner. What is for dinner, Bell? I asked you before, but you didn't +answer."</p> + +<p>"It ain't much thanks to you as there's anything," retorted Mrs. Brumm, +who rejoiced in the aristocratic name of Arabella. "You plant yourself +again at the Horned Ram, and see if I worries myself to come after you +for money. I'll starve on the Sunday first."</p> + +<p>"I can't think what goes of your money," returned Andrew. "There had not +used to be this fuss if I stopped out for half an hour on the Saturday +night, with my wages in my pocket. Where does yours go to?"</p> + +<p>"It goes in necessaries," shortly answered Mrs. Brumm. But not caring +for reasons of her own to pursue this particular topic, she turned to +that of the dinner. "I have half a shoulder of mutton, and I'm going to +take it to the bake'us with a batter pudden under it, and to boil the +taters at home."</p> + +<p>"That's capital!" returned Andrew, gently rubbing his hands. "There's +nothing nicer than baked mutton and a batter pudden. Jacky, brush your +hair well: it's as rough as bristles."</p> + +<p>"I had to use a handful of soda to get the dye out," said Mrs. Brumm. +"Soda's awful stuff for making the hair rough."</p> + +<p>Andrew slipped out to the Honey Fair barber, who did an extensive +business on Sunday morning, to be shaved. When he returned he went up to +wash and dress, and finally uncovered a deal box where he was accustomed +to find his clean shirt. With all Mrs. Brumm's faults she had neat ways. +The shirt was not there.</p> + +<p>"Bell, where's my clean shirt?" he called out from the top of the +stairs.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bell Brumm had been listening for the words and received them with +satisfaction. She nodded, winked, and went through a little pantomime of +ecstasy, to the intense delight of the children, who were in the secret, +and nodded and winked with her. "Clean shirt?" she called back again, as +if not understanding.</p> + +<p>"My Sunday shirt ain't here."</p> + +<p>"You haven't got no Sunday shirt to-day."</p> + +<p>Andrew Brumm descended the stairs in consternation. "No Sunday shirt!" +he repeated.</p> + +<p>"No shirt, nor no collar, nor no handkercher," coolly affirmed Mrs. +Brumm. "There ain't none ironed. They be all in the wet and the rough, +wrapped up in an old towel. Jacky and Polly haven't nothing either."</p> + +<p>Brumm stared considerably. "Why, what's the meaning of that?"</p> + +<p>"The irons are in pawn," shortly answered Mrs. Brumm. "You know you +never came home with the money, so I couldn't get 'em out."</p> + +<p>Another wordy war. Andrew protested she had no "call" to put the irons +in any such place. She impudently retorted that she should put the house +in if she liked.</p> + +<p>A hundred such little episodes could be related of the domestic life of +Honey Fair.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE MESSRS. BANKES.</h3> + + +<p>On the Monday morning, a troop of the gloveress girls flocked into +Charlotte East's. They were taking holiday, as was usual with them on +Mondays. Charlotte was a favourite. It is true, she "bothered" them, as +they called it, with good advice, but they liked her in spite of it. +Charlotte's kitchen was always tidy and peaceful, with a bright fire +burning in it: other kitchens would be full of bustle and dirt. +Charlotte never let them hinder her; she worked away at her gloves all +the time. Charlotte was a glove-maker; that is, she sewed the fingers +together, and put in the thumbs, forgits, and quirks. Look at your own +gloves, English made. The long strips running up inside the fingers are +the forgits; and the little pieces between, where the fingers open, are +the quirks. The gloves Charlotte was occupied with now were of a very +dark green colour, almost black, called corbeau in the trade, and they +were sewn with white silk. Charlotte's stitches were as beautifully +regular as though she had used a patent machine. The white silk and the +fellow glove to the one she was making, lay inside a clean white +handkerchief doubled upon her lap; other gloves, equally well covered, +were in a basket at her side.</p> + +<p>The girls had come in noisily, with flushed cheeks and eager eyes. +Charlotte saw that something was exciting them. They liked to tell her +of their little difficulties and pleasures. Betsy Carter had informed +her mother that there was going to be a "party at the Alhambra +tea-gardens," if you remember; and this was the point of interest +to-day. These "Alhambra tea-gardens," however formidable and perhaps +suggestive the name, were very innocent in reality. They belonged to a +quiet roadside inn, half a mile from the town, and comprised a large +garden and extensive lawn. The view from them was beautiful; and many a +party from Helstonleigh, far higher in the scale of society than these +girls, would go there in summer to take tea and enjoy the view. A young, +tall, handsome girl of eighteen had drawn her chair close to +Charlotte's. She was the half-sister of Mark Mason, and had her home +with him and his wife; supporting herself after a fashion by her work. +But she was always in debt to them, and she and Mrs. Mark did not get +along well together. She wore a new shawl, and straw bonnet trimmed with +blue ribbons: and her dark hair fell in glossy ringlets—as was the +fashion then. Two other girls perched themselves on a table. They were +sisters—Amelia and Mary Ann Cross; others placed themselves where they +could. Somewhat light were they in manner, these girls; free in speech. +Nothing farther. If an unhappy girl did, by mischance, turn out badly, +or, as the expressive phrase had it, "went wrong," she was forthwith +shunned, and shunned for ever. Whatever may have been the faults and +failings prevailing in Honey Fair, this sort of wrong-doing was not +common amongst them.</p> + +<p>"Why, Caroline, that is new!" exclaimed Charlotte East, alluding to the +shawl.</p> + +<p>Caroline Mason laughed. "Is it not a beauty?" cried she. And it may be +remarked that in speech and accent she was superior to some of the +girls.</p> + +<p>Charlotte took a corner of it in her hand. "It must have cost a pound at +least," she said. "Is it paid for?"</p> + +<p>Again Caroline laughed. "Never you mind whether it's paid for or not, +Charlotte. You won't be called upon for the money for it. As I told my +sister-in-law yesterday."</p> + +<p>"You did not want it, Caroline; and I am quite sure you could not afford +it. Your winter cloak was good yet. It is so bad a plan, getting goods +on credit. I wish those Bankeses had never come near the place!"</p> + +<p>"Don't you run down Bankes's, Charlotte East," interposed Eliza Tyrrett, +a very plain girl, with an ill-natured expression of face. "We should +never get along at all if it wasn't for Bankes's."</p> + +<p>"You would get along all the better," returned Charlotte. "How much are +they going to charge you for this shawl, Caroline?"</p> + +<p>Caroline and Eliza Tyrrett exchanged peculiar glances. There appeared to +be some secret between them, connected with the shawl. "Oh, a pound or +so," replied Caroline. "What was it, Eliza?"</p> + +<p>Eliza Tyrrett burst into a loud laugh, and Caroline echoed it. Charlotte +East did not press for the answer. But she did press the matter against +dealing with Bankes's; as she had pressed it many a time before.</p> + +<p>A twelvemonth ago, some strangers had opened a linen-draper's shop in a +back street of Helstonleigh; brothers of the name of Bankes. They +professed to do business upon credit, and to wait upon people at their +own homes, after the fashion of hawkers. Every Monday would one of them +appear in Honey Fair, a great pack of goods on his back, which would be +opened for inspection at each house. Caps, shawls, gown-pieces, calico, +flannel, and finery, would be displayed in all their fascinations. Now, +you who are reading this, only reflect on the temptation! The women of +Honey Fair went into debt; and it was three parts the work of their +lives to keep the finery, and the system, from the knowledge of their +husbands.</p> + +<p>"Pay us so much weekly," Bankes's would say. And the women did so: it +seemed like getting a gown for nothing. But Bankes's were found to be +strict in collecting the instalments; and how these weekly payments told +upon the wages, I will leave you to judge. Some would have many +shillings to pay weekly. Charlotte East and a few more prudent ones +spoke against this system; but they made no impression. The temptation +was too great. Charlotte assumed that this was how Caroline Mason's +shawl had been obtained. In that, however, she was mistaken.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, we are going down to Bankes's. There'll be a better choice +in his shop than in his pack. You have heard of the party at the +Alhambra. Well, it is to be next Monday, and we want to ask you what we +shall wear. What would you advise us to get for it?"</p> + +<p>"Get nothing," replied Charlotte. "Don't go to Bankes's, and don't go to +the Alhambra."</p> + +<p>The whole assembly sat in wonder, with open eyes. "Not go to the party!" +echoed pert Amelia Cross. "What next, Charlotte East?"</p> + +<p>"I told you what it would be, if you came into Charlotte East's," said +Eliza Tyrrett, a sneer on her countenance.</p> + +<p>"I am not against proper amusement, though I don't much care for it +myself," said Charlotte. "But when you speak of going to a party at the +Alhambra, somehow it does not sound respectable."</p> + +<p>The girls opened their eyes wider. "Why, Charlotte, what harm do you +suppose will come to us? We can take care of ourselves, I hope?"</p> + +<p>"It is not that," said Charlotte. "Of course you can. Still it does not +sound nice. It is like going to a public-house—you can't call the +Alhambra anything else. It is quite different, this, from going there to +have tea in the summer. But that's not it, I say. If you go to it, you +would be running into debt for all sorts of things at Bankes's, and get +into trouble."</p> + +<p>"My sister-in-law says you are a croaker, Charlotte; and she's right," +cried Caroline Mason, with good-humour.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, it is not a bit of use your talking," broke in Mary Ann +Cross vehemently. "We shall go to the party, and we shall buy new things +for it. Bankes's have some lovely sarcenets, cross-barred; green, and +pink, and lilac; and me and 'Melia mean to have a dress apiece off 'em. +With a pink bow in front, and a white collar—my! wouldn't folks stare +at us!—Twelve yards each it would take, and they are one-and-eightpence +a yard."</p> + +<p>"Mary Ann, it would be just madness! There'd be the making, the lining, +and the ribbon: five or six-and-twenty shillings each, they would cost +you. Pray don't!"</p> + +<p>"How you do reckon things up, Charlotte! We should pay off weekly: we +have time afore us."</p> + +<p>"What would your father say?"</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, just hold your noise about father," quickly returned Amelia +Cross, in a hushed and altered tone. "You know we don't tell him about +Bankes's."</p> + +<p>Charlotte found she might as well have talked to the winds. The girls +were bent upon the evening's pleasure, and also upon the smart things +they deemed necessary for it. A few minutes more and they left her; and +trooped down to the shop of the Messrs. Bankes.</p> + +<p>Charlotte was coming home that evening from an errand to the town, when +she met Adam Thorneycroft. He was somewhat above the common run of +workmen.</p> + +<p>"Oh, is it you, Charlotte?" he exclaimed, stopping her. "I say, how is +it that you'll never have anything to say to me now?"</p> + +<p>"I have told you why, Adam," she replied.</p> + +<p>"You have told me a pack of nonsense. I wouldn't lose you, Charlotte, to +be made king of England. When once we are married, you shall see how +steady I'll be. I will not enter a public-house."</p> + +<p>"You have been saying that you will not for these twelve months past, +Adam," she sadly rejoined; and, had her face been visible in the dark +night, he would have seen that it was working with agitation.</p> + +<p>"What does it hurt a man, to go out and take a quiet pipe and a glass +after his work's over? Everybody does it."</p> + +<p>"Everybody does not. But I do not wish to contend. It seems to bring you +no conviction. Half the miseries around us in Honey Fair arise from so +much of the wages being wasted at the public-houses. I know what you +would say—that the wives are in fault as well. So they are. I do not +believe people were sent into the world to live as so many of us live: +nothing but scuffle and discomfort, and—I may almost say +it—sinfulness. One of these wretched households shall never be mine."</p> + +<p>"My goodness, Charlotte! How seriously you speak!"</p> + +<p>"It is a serious subject. I want to try to live so as to do my duty by +myself and by those around me; to pass my days in peace with the world +and with my conscience. A woman beaten down, cowed by all sorts of ills, +could not do so; and, where the husband is unsteady, she must be beaten +down. Adam, you know it is not with a willing heart I give you up, but I +am forced to it."</p> + +<p>"How can you bring yourself to say this to me?" he rejoined.</p> + +<p>"I don't deny that it is hard," she faintly said, suppressing with +difficulty her emotion. "This many a week I and duty have been having a +conflict with each other: but duty has gained the mastery. I knew it +would from the first——"</p> + +<p>"Duty be smothered!" interrupted Adam Thorneycroft. "I shall think you a +born natural presently, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know. I can't help it. Adam, we should never pull together, you +see. Good-bye! We can be friends in future, if you like; nothing more."</p> + +<p>She held out her hand to him for a parting salutation. Adam, hurt and +angry, flung it from him, and turned towards Helstonleigh: and Charlotte +continued her way home, her tears dropping in the dusky night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + +<h3>HARD TO BEAR.</h3> + + +<p>Mrs. Halliburton struggled on. A struggle, my reader, that it is to be +hoped, for your comfort's sake, you have never experienced, and never +will. She had learnt the stitch for the back of the gloves, and Mr. Lynn +supplied her with a machine and with work. But she could not do it +quickly as yet; though it was a hopeful day for her when she found that +her weekly earnings amounted to six shillings.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Reece paid her twenty shillings a week. Or rather, Dobbs: for Dobbs +was paymaster-general. Of that, Jane could use (she had made a close +calculation) six shillings, putting by fourteen for rent and taxes. Her +taxes were very light, part of them being paid by the landlord, as was +the custom with some houses in Helstonleigh. But for this, the rent +would have been less. Sorely tempted as she was, by hunger, by cold, +almost by starvation, Jane was resolute in leaving the fourteen +shillings intact. She had suffered too much from non-payment of the last +rent, not to be prepared with the next. But—the endurance and +deprivation!—how great they were! And she suffered far more for her +children than for herself.</p> + +<p>One night, towards the middle of February, she felt very downhearted: +almost as if she could not struggle on much longer. With her own +earnings and the six shillings taken from Mrs. Reece's money she could +count little more than twelve shillings weekly, and everything had to be +found out of it. Coals, candles, washing—that is, the soap, firing, +etc., necessary for Miss Betsy Carter to do it with; the boys' +shoe-mending and other trifles, besides food. You will not, therefore, +be surprised to hear that on this night they had literally nothing in +the house but part of a loaf of bread. Jane was resolute in one +thing—not to go into debt. Mrs. Buffle would have given credit, +probably other shops also; but Jane believed that her sole chance of +surmounting the struggle eventually was by keeping debt, even trifling +debt, away. They had this morning eaten bread for breakfast; they had +eaten potatoes and salt for dinner; and now, tea-time, there was bread +again. All Jane had in her pocket was twopence, which must be kept for +milk for the following morning; so they were drinking water now.</p> + +<p>They were round the fire; two of the boys kneeling on the ground to get +the better blaze, thankful they had a fire at all. Their lessons were +over for the day. William had been thoroughly well brought on by his +father, in Greek, Latin, Euclid, and in English generally—in short, in +the branches necessary to a good education. Frank and Gar were forward +also; indeed, Frank, for his age, was a very good Latin scholar. But how +could they do much good or make much progress by themselves? William +helped his brothers as well as he could, but it was somewhat profitless +work; and Jane was all too conscious that they needed to be at school. +Altogether, her heart was sore within her.</p> + +<p>Another thing was beginning to worry her—a fear lest her brother should +not be able to send the rent. She had fully counted upon it; but, now +that the time of its promised receipt was at hand, fears and doubts +arose. She was dwelling on it now—now, as she sat there at her work, in +the twilight of the early spring evening. If the money did not come, all +she could do would be to go to Mr. Ashley, tell him of her ill luck, and +that he must take the things at last. They must turn out, wanderers on +the wide earth; no——</p> + +<p>A plaintive cry interrupted her dream and recalled her to reality. It +came from Jane, who was seated on a stool, her head leaning against the +side of the mantel-piece.</p> + +<p>"She is crying, mamma," cried quick Frank; and Janey whispered something +into Frank's ear, the cry deepening into sobs.</p> + +<p>"Mamma, she's crying because she's hungry."</p> + +<p>"Janey, dear, I have nothing but bread. You know it. Could you eat a +bit?"</p> + +<p>"I want something else," sobbed Janey. "Some meat, or some pudding. It +is such a long time since we had any. I am tired of bread; I am very +hungry."</p> + +<p>There came an echoing cry from the other side of the fireplace. Gar had +laid his head down on the floor, and he now broke out, sobbing also.</p> + +<p>"I am hungry too. I don't like bread any more than Janey does. When +shall we have something nice?"</p> + +<p>Jane gathered them to her, one in each arm, soothing them with soft +caresses, her heart aching, her own sobs choked down, one single comfort +present to her—that God knew what she had to bear.</p> + +<p>Almost she began to fear for her own health. Would the intense anxiety, +combined with the want of sufficient food, tell upon her? Would her +sleepless nights tell upon her? Would her grief for the loss of her +husband—a grief not the less keenly felt because she did not parade +it—tell upon her? All <i>that</i> lay in the future.</p> + +<p>She rose the next morning early to her work; she always had to rise +early—the boys and Jane setting the breakfast. Breakfast! Putting the +bread upon the table and taking in the milk. For twopence they had a +quart of skimmed milk, and were glad to get it. Her head was heavy, her +frame hot, the result of inward fever, her limbs were tired before the +day began; worse than all, there was that utter weariness of mind which +predisposes a sufferer from it to lie down and die. "This will never +do," thought Jane; "I <i>must</i> bear up."</p> + +<p>A dispute between Frank and Gar! They were good, affectionate boys; but +little tempers must break out now and then. In trying to settle it, Jane +burst into tears. It put an end to the fray more effectually than +anything else could have done. The boys looked blank with consternation, +and Janey burst into hysterical sobs.</p> + +<p>"Don't, Jane, don't," said the poor mother; "I am not well; but do not +<i>you</i> cry."</p> + +<p>"I am not well, either," sobbed Janey. "It hurts me here, and here." She +put her hand to her head and chest, and Jane knew that she was weak from +long-continued insufficiency of food. There was no remedy for it. Jane +only wished she could bear for them all.</p> + +<p>Some time after breakfast there came the postman's knock at the door. A +thickish letter—twopence to pay. The penny postal system had come in, +but letters were not so universally prepaid then as they are now.</p> + +<p>Jane glanced over it with a beating heart. Yes, it was her brother's +handwriting. Could the promised rent have really arrived? She felt sick +with agitation.</p> + +<p>"I have no money at all, Frank. Ask Dobbs if she will lend you +twopence."</p> + +<p>Away went Frank, in his quick and not very ceremonious manner, +penetrating to the kitchen, where Dobbs happened to be. "Dobbs, will you +please to lend mamma twopence? It is for a letter."</p> + +<p>"Dobbs, indeed! Who's 'Dobbs'?" retorted that functionary in wrath. "I +am Mrs. Dobbs, if you please. Take yourself out of my sight till you can +learn manners."</p> + +<p>"Won't you lend it? The postman's waiting."</p> + +<p>"No, I won't," returned Dobbs.</p> + +<p>Back ran Frank. "She won't lend it, mamma. She says I was rude to her, +and called her Dobbs."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Frank!" But the postman was impatient, demanding whether he was to +be kept there all day. Jane was fain to apply to Dobbs herself, and +procured the loan. Then she ran upstairs with the letter, and her +trembling fingers broke the seal. Two banknotes, for 10£. each, fell out +of it. The promised loan had been sixteen pounds. The Rev. Francis Tait +had contrived to spare four pounds more.</p> + +<p>Before Jane had recovered from her excitement—almost before a breath of +thanks had gone up from her heart—she saw Mr. Ashley on the opposite +side of the road, going towards Helstonleigh. Being in no state to weigh +her actions, only conscious that the two notes lay in her hand—actual +realities—she threw on her bonnet and shawl, and went across the road +to Mr. Ashley. In her agitation, she scarcely knew what she did or said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, sir—I beg your pardon—but I have at this moment received the +money for the back rent. May I give it to you now?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked at her in surprise. A scarlet spot shone on her thin +cheeks—a happy excitement was spread over her face of care. He read the +indications plainly—that she was an eager payer, but no willing debtor. +The open letter in her hand, and the postman opposite, told the tale.</p> + +<p>"There is no such hurry, Mrs. Halliburton," he said, smiling. "I cannot +give you a receipt here."</p> + +<p>"You can send it to me," she said. "I would rather pay you than Mr. +Dare."</p> + +<p>She held out the notes to him. He felt in his pocket whether he had +sufficient change, found he had, and handed it to her. "That is it, +madam—four sovereigns. Thank you."</p> + +<p>She took them hesitatingly, but did not close her hand. "Was there not +some expense incurred when—when that man was put in?"</p> + +<p>"Not for you to pay, Mrs. Halliburton," he pointedly returned. "I hope +you are getting pretty well through your troubles?"</p> + +<p>The tears came into her eyes, and she turned them away. Getting pretty +well through her troubles! "Thank you for inquiring," she meekly said. +"I shall, I believe, have the quarter's rent ready in March, when it +falls due."</p> + +<p>"Do not put yourself out of the way to pay it," he replied. "If it would +be more convenient to you to let it go on to the half-year, it would be +the same to me."</p> + +<p>Her heart rose to the kindness. "Thank you, Mr. Ashley, thank you very +much for your consideration; but I must pay as I go on, if I possibly +can."</p> + +<p>Patience stood at her gate, smiling as she recrossed the road. She had +seen what had passed.</p> + +<p>"Thee hast good news, I see. But thee wert in a hurry, to pay thy rent +in the road."</p> + +<p>"My brother has sent me the rent and four pounds over. Patience, I can +buy bedside carpets now."</p> + +<p>Patience looked pleased. "With all thy riches thee will scarcely thank +me for this poor three and sixpence," holding out the silver to her. +"Samuel Lynn left it; it is owing thee for thy work."</p> + +<p>Jane smiled sadly as she took it. Her riches! "How is Anna?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"She is nicely, thank thee, and is gone to school. But she was wilful +over her lessons this morning. Farewell. I am glad thee art so far out +of thy perplexities."</p> + +<p>Very far, indeed; and a great relief it was. Can you realize these +troubles of Mrs. Halliburton's? Not, I think, as she realized them. We +pity the trials and endurance of the poor; but, believe me, they are as +nothing compared with the bitter lot of reduced gentlepeople. Jane had +not been brought up to poverty, to scanty and hard fare, to labour, to +humiliations, to the pain of debt. But for hope—and some of us know how +strong that is in the human heart—and for that better hope, <i>trust</i>, +Jane never could have gone through her trials. Her physical privations +alone were almost too hard to bear. Can you wonder that an unexpected +present of four pounds seemed as a mine of wealth?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + +<h3>INCIPIENT VANITY.</h3> + + +<p>But four pounds, however large a sum to look at, dwindles down sadly in +the spending; especially when bedside carpets, and boys' boots—new ones +and the mending of old ones—have to be deducted from it at the +commencement. An idea had for some time been looming in Jane's mind; +looming ominously, for she did not like to speak of it. It was, that +William must go out and enter upon some employment, by which a little +weekly money might be added to their stock. He was eager enough; +indulging, no doubt, boy-like, peculiar visions of his own, great and +grand. But these Jane had to dispel; to explain that for young boys, +such as he, earning money implied hard work.</p> + +<p>His face flushed scarlet. Jane drew him to her and pressed her cheek +upon his.</p> + +<p>"There would be no real disgrace in it, my darling. No work in itself +brings disgrace; be it carrying out parcels or sweeping out a shop. So +long as we retain our refinement of tone, of manner, our courteous +conduct one to the other, we shall still be gentlepeople, let us work at +what we may. William, I think it is your <i>duty</i> to help in our need."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I see, mamma," he answered. "I will try and do it; anything that +may turn up."</p> + +<p>Jane had not much faith in things "turning up." She believed that they +must be sought for. That same evening she went into Mr. Lynn's, with the +view to asking his counsel. There she found Anna in trouble. The cause +was as follows.</p> + +<p>Patience, leaving Anna alone at her lessons, had gone into the kitchen +to give some directions to Grace. Anna seized the opportunity to take a +little recreation: not that it was greatly needed, for—spoilt child +that she was!—she had merely looked at her books with vacant eyes, not +having in reality learned a single word. First of all, off went her cap. +Next, she drew from her pocket a small mirror, about the size of a +five-shilling piece. Propping this against her books on the table before +her, so that the rays of the lamp might fall upon it, she proceeded to +admire herself, and twist her flowing hair round her pretty fingers to +make a shower of ringlets. Sad vanity for a little born Quakeress! But +it must be owned that never did mirror, small or large, give back a more +lovely image than that child's. She had just arranged her curls, and was +contemplating their effect to her entire satisfaction, when back came +Patience sooner than she was expected, and caught the young lady at her +impromptu toilette. What with the curls and what with the mirror, Anna +did not know which to hurry away first.</p> + +<p>"Thee naughty child! Thee naughty, naughty child! What is to become of +thee? Where did thee get this?"</p> + +<p>Anna burst into tears. In her perplexity she said she had "found" the +mirror.</p> + +<p>"That thee did not," said Patience calmly. "I ask thee where thee got it +from?"</p> + +<p>Of a remarkably pliant nature, wavering and timid, Anna never withstood +long the persistent questioning of Patience. Amid many tears the truth +came out. Lucy Dixon had brought it to school in her workbox. It was a +doll's mirror, and she, Anna, had given her sixpence for it.</p> + +<p>"The sixpence that thy father bestowed upon thee yesterday for being a +good girl," retorted Patience. "I told him thee would likely not make a +profitable use of it. Come up to bed with thee! I will talk to thee +after thee are in it."</p> + +<p>Of all things, Anna disliked to be sent to bed before her time. She +sobbed, expostulated, and promised all sorts of amendment for the +future. Patience, firm and quiet, would have carried her point, but for +the entrance of Samuel Lynn. The fault was related to him by Patience, +and the mirror exhibited. Anna clung around him in a storm of sobs.</p> + +<p>"Dear father! Dear, dear father, don't thee let me go to bed! Let me sit +by thee while thee hast thy supper. Patience may keep the glass, but +don't thee let me go."</p> + +<p>It was quite a picture—the child clinging there with her crimsoned +cheeks, her wet eyelashes, and her soft flowing hair. Samuel Lynn, +albeit a man not given to demonstration, strained her to him with a +loving movement. Perhaps the crime of looking into a doll's glass and +toying with her hair appeared to him more venial than it did to +Patience; but then, she was his beloved child.</p> + +<p>"Will thee transgress again, Anna?"</p> + +<p>"No, I never will," sobbed Anna.</p> + +<p>"Then Patience will suffer thee to sit up this once. But thee must be +careful."</p> + +<p>He placed her in a chair close to him. Patience, disapproving very much +but saying nothing, left the room. Grace appeared with the supper-tray, +and a message that Patience would take her supper in the kitchen. It was +at this juncture that Mrs. Halliburton came in. She told the Quaker that +she had come to consult him about William; and mentioned her intentions.</p> + +<p>"To tell thee the truth, friend, I have marvelled much that thee did +not, under thy circumstances, seek to place out thy eldest son," was the +answer. "He might be helping thee."</p> + +<p>"He is young to earn anything, Mr. Lynn. Do you see a chance of my +getting him a place?"</p> + +<p>"That depends, friend, upon the sort of place he may wish for. I could +help him to a place to-morrow. But it is one that may not accord with +thy notions."</p> + +<p>"What is it?" eagerly asked Jane.</p> + +<p>"It is in Thomas Ashley's manufactory. We are in want of another boy, +and the master told me to-day I had better inquire for one."</p> + +<p>"What would he have to do?" asked Jane. "And what would he earn?"</p> + +<p>"He would have to do anything he may be directed to do. Thy son is older +than are our boys who come to us ordinarily, and he has been differently +brought up; therefore I might put him to somewhat better employment. He +might also be paid a trifle more. They sweep and dust, go on outdoor +errands, carry messages indoors, black the gloves, get in coal; and they +earn, if they are sharp, half-a-crown a week."</p> + +<p>Jane's heart sank within her.</p> + +<p>"But thy son, I say, might be treated somewhat differently. Not that he +must be above doing any of these duties, should he be put to them. I can +assure thee, friend, that some of the first manufacturers of this town +have thus begun their career. A thoroughly practical knowledge of the +business is only to be acquired by beginning at the first step of the +ladder, and working upwards."</p> + +<p>"Did Mr. Ashley so begin?" She could scarcely tell why she asked the +question. Unless it was that a feeling came over her that if Mr. Ashley +had done these things, she would not mind William's doing them.</p> + +<p>"No, friend. Thomas Ashley's father was a man of means, and Thomas was +bred up a classical scholar and a gentleman. He has never taken a +practical part in the working of the business: I do that for him. His +labours are chiefly confined to the correspondence and the keeping of +the books. His father wished him to embrace a profession rather than be +a glove manufacturer: but Thomas preferred to succeed his father. If +thee would like thy son to enter our manufactory, I will try him."</p> + +<p>Jane was dubious. She felt quite sure that William would not like it. +"He has been thinking of a counting-house, or a lawyer's or +conveyancer's office," she said aloud. "He would like to employ his time +in writing. Would there be difficulty in getting him into one?"</p> + +<p>"I do not opine a lawyer would take a boy of his size. They require +their writing to be well and correctly done. About that, I cannot tell +thee much, for I have nothing to do with lawyers. He can inquire."</p> + +<p>Jane rose. She stood by the table, unconsciously stroking Anna's flowing +curls—for the cap had never been replaced, and Samuel Lynn found no +fault with the omission. "I will speak candidly," said Jane. "I fear +that the place you have kindly offered me would not be liked by William. +Other employments, writing for example, would be more palatable. +Nevertheless, were he unable to obtain anything else I should be glad to +accept this. Will you give me three or four days for consideration?"</p> + +<p>"To oblige thee, I will, friend. When Thomas Ashley gives orders, he is +prompt in having them attended to; and he spoke, as I have informed +thee, about a fresh boy to-day. Would it not be a help to thee, friend, +if thee got thy other two boys into the school attached to the +cathedral?"</p> + +<p>"But I have no interest," said Jane. "I hear that education there is +free; but I do not possess the slightest chance."</p> + +<p>"Thee may get a chance, friend. There's nothing like trying. I must tell +thee that the school is not thought highly of, in consequence of the +instruction being confined exclusively to Latin and Greek. In the old +days this was thought enough; but people are now getting more +enlightened. Thomas Ashley was educated there; but he had a private +tutor at home for the branches not taught at the college; he had also +masters for what are called accomplishments. He is one of the most +accomplished men of the day. Few are so thoroughly and comprehensively +educated as Thomas Ashley. I have heard say thy sons have begun Latin. +It might be a help to them if they could get in."</p> + +<p>"I should desire nothing better," Jane breathlessly rejoined, a new hope +penetrating her heart. "I have heard of the collegiate school here; but, +until very recently I supposed it to be an expensive institution."</p> + +<p>"No, friend; it is free. The best way to get a boy in is by making +interest with the head-master of the school, or with some of the +cathedral clergy."</p> + +<p>A recollection of Mr. Peach flashed into Jane's mind as a ray of light. +She bade good-night to Samuel Lynn and Anna, and to Patience as she +passed the kitchen. Patience had been crying.</p> + +<p>"I am grieved about Anna," she explained. "I love the child dearly, but +Samuel Lynn is blind to her faults; and it argues badly for the future. +Thee cannot imagine half her vanity; I fear me, too, she is deceitful. I +wish her father could see it! I wish he would indulge her less and +correct her more! Good night to thee."</p> + +<p>Before concluding the chapter, it may as well be mentioned that a piece +of good fortune about this time befell Janey. She found favour with +Dobbs! How it came about perhaps Dobbs could not herself have told. +Certainly no one else could.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Reece had got into the habit of asking Jane into her parlour to +tea. She was a kind-hearted old lady and liked the child. Dobbs would +afterwards be at work, generally some patching and mending to her own +clothes; and Dobbs, though she would not acknowledge it to herself or to +any one else, could not see to thread her needle. Needle in one hand and +thread in the other, she would poke the two together for five minutes, +no result supervening. Janey hit upon the plan of threading her a needle +in silence, whilst Dobbs used the one; and from that time Jane kept her +in threaded needles. Whether this conciliated Dobbs must remain a +mystery, but she took a liking for Jane; and the liking grew into love. +Henceforth Janey wanted for nothing. While the others starved, she lived +on the fat of the land. Meat and pudding, fowls and pastry, whatever +dinner in the parlour might consist of, Janey had her share of it, and a +full share too. At first Mrs. Halliburton, from motives of delicacy, +would not allow Jane to go in; upon which Dobbs would enter, boiling +over with indignation, red with the exertion of cooking, and +triumphantly bear her off. Jane spoke seriously to Mrs. Reece about it, +but the old lady declared she was as glad to have the child as Dobbs +was.</p> + +<p>Once, Janey came to a standstill over some apple pudding, which had +followed upon veal cutlets and bacon. "I am quite full," said she, more +plainly than politely: "I can't eat a bit more. May I give this piece +upon my plate to Gar?"</p> + +<p>"No, you may not," snapped Dobbs, drowning Mrs. Reece's words, that she +might give it and welcome. "How dare you, Janey? You know that boys is +the loadstones of my life."</p> + +<p>Dobbs probably used the word loadstones to indicate a heavy weight. She +seized the plate of pudding and finished it herself, lest it should find +its way to the suggested quarter—a self-sacrifice which served to show +her earnestness in the cause. Nothing gave Dobbs indigestion like apple +pudding, and she knew she should be a martyr for four-and-twenty hours +afterwards.</p> + +<p>Thus Jane, at least, suffered from henceforth no privations, and for +this Mrs. Halliburton was very thankful. The time was to come, however, +when she would have reason to be more so.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + +<h3>MR. ASHLEY'S MANUFACTORY.</h3> + + +<p>The happy thought, suggested by Samuel Lynn, Jane carried out. She +applied in person to Mr. Peach, and he obtained an immediate entrance +for Frank to the college school, with a promise for Gar to enter at +quarter-day, the 25th of March. He was perfectly thunderstruck when he +found that his old friend and tutor, Mr. Halliburton, was dead; had died +in Helstonleigh; and that he—<i>he!</i>—had buried him. There was no need +to ask him twice, after that, to exert his interest for the fatherless +children. The school (I have told you what it was many years ago) was +not held in the highest repute, from the reason spoken of by Samuel +Lynn; vacancies often occurred, and admission was easy. It was one great +weight off Jane's mind.</p> + +<p>William was not so fortunate. He was at that period very short for his +age, timid in manner, and no office could be persuaded to take him. +Nothing in the least congenial to him presented itself or could be +found; and the result was that he resigned himself to Samuel Lynn, who +introduced him to Mr. Ashley's extensive manufactory—to be initiated by +degrees into all the mysteries necessary to convert a skin into a glove. +And although his interest and curiosity were excited by what he saw, he +pronounced it a "hateful" business.</p> + +<p>When the skins came in from the leather-dressers they were washed in a +tub of cold water. The next day warm water, mixed with yolks of eggs, +was poured on them, and a couple of men, bare-legged to the knee, got +into the tub, and danced upon them, skins, eggs, and water, for two +hours. Then they were spread in a field to dry, till they were as hard +as lantern horn; then they were "staked," as it was called—a long +process, to smooth and soften them. To the stainers next, to be stained +black or coloured; next to the parers, to have the loose flesh pared +from the inside, and to be smoothed again with pumice-stone—all this +being done on the outside premises. Then they came inside, to the hands +of one of the foremen, who sorted and marked them for the cutters. The +cutters cut the skins into tranks (the shape of the hand in outline) +with the separate thumbs and forgits, and sent them in to the slitters. +The slitters slit the four fingers, and <i>shaped</i> the thumbs and forgits: +after that, they were ready for the women—three different women, you +may remember, being necessary to turn out each glove, so far as the +sewing went; for one woman rarely worked at more than her own peculiar +branch, or was capable of working at it. This done, and back in the +manufactory again, they had to be pulled straight, and "padded," or +rubbed, a process by which they were brightened. If black gloves, the +seams were washed over with a black dye, or else glazed; then they were +hung up to dry. This done, they went into Samuel Lynn's room, a large +room next to Mr. Ashley's private room, and here they were sorted into +firsts, seconds, or thirds; the sorting being always done by Samuel +Lynn, or by James Meeking the head foreman. It was called "making-up." +Next they were banded round with a paper in dozens, labelled, and placed +in small boxes, ready for the warehouses in London. A great deal, you +see, before one pair of gloves could be turned out.</p> + +<p>The first morning that William went at six o'clock with Samuel Lynn, he +was ordered to light the fire in Mr. Ashley's room, sweep it out, and +dust it, first of all sprinkling the floor with water from a +watering-pot. And this was to be part of his work every morning at +present; Samuel Lynn giving him strict charge never to disturb anything +on Mr. Ashley's desk. If he moved things to dust the desk, he was to lay +them down again in the same places and in the same position. The duster +consisted of some leather shreds tied up into a knot, the ends loose. He +found he should have to wait on Mr. Ashley and Samuel Lynn, bring things +they wanted, carry messages to the men, and go out when sent. A pair of +shears, which he could not manage, was put into his hand, and he had to +cut a damaged skin, useless for gloves, into narrow strips, standing at +one of the counters in Samuel Lynn's room. William wondered whether they +were to make another duster, but he found they were used in the +manufactory in place of string. That done, a round, polished stick was +handed to him, tapered at either end, which he had to pass over and over +some small gloves to make them smooth, after the manner of a cook +rolling out paste for a pie. He looked with dismay at the two young +errand boys of the establishment, who were black with dye. But Samuel +Lynn had distinctly told him that he would not be expected to place +himself on their level. The rooms were for the most part very light, one +or two sides being entirely of glass.</p> + +<p>On the evening of this first day, William, after he got home, sat there +in sad heaviness. His mother asked how he liked his employment, and he +returned an evasive answer. Presently he rose to go to bed, saying he +had a headache. Up he went to the garret, and flung himself down on the +mattress, sobbing as if his heart would break. Jane, suspecting +something of this, followed him up. She caught him in her arms.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my darling, don't give way! Things may grow brighter after a time."</p> + +<p>"It is such a dreadful change!—from my books, my Latin and Greek, to go +there and sweep out places like those two black boys!" he said +hysterically, all his reticence gone.</p> + +<p>"My dear boy! my darling boy! I know not how to reconcile you, how to +lessen your cares. Your experience of the sorrow of life is beginning +early. You are hungry, too."</p> + +<p>"I am always hungry," answered William, quite unable to affect +concealment in that hour of grief. "I heard one of those black boys say +he had boiled pork and greens for dinner. I did so envy him."</p> + +<p>Jane checked her tears; they were rising rebelliously. "William, darling +your lot seems just now very dark and painful, but it might be worse."</p> + +<p>"Worse!" he echoed in surprise. "How could it be worse? Mamma, I am no +better than an errand-boy there."</p> + +<p>"It would be worse, William, if you were one of those poor black boys. +Unenlightened; no wish for higher things; content to remain as they are +for ever."</p> + +<p>"But that could never be," he urged. "To be content with such a life is +impossible."</p> + +<p>"They are content, William."</p> + +<p>He saw the drift of the argument. "Yes, mamma," he acknowledged; "I did +not reflect. It would be worse if I were quite as they are."</p> + +<p>"William, we can only bear our difficulties, and make the best of them, +trusting to surmount them in the end. You and I must both do this. Trust +is different from hope. If we only hope, we may lose courage; but if we +fully and freely <i>trust</i>, we cannot. Patience and perseverance, +endurance and trust, they will in the end triumph; never fear. If I +feared, William, I should go into the grave with despair. I never lose +my trust. I never lose my conviction, firm and certain, that God is +watching over me, that He is permitting these trials for some wise +purpose, and that in His own good time we shall be brought through +them."</p> + +<p>William's sobs were growing lighter.</p> + +<p>"The time may come when we shall be at ease again," continued Jane; +"when we shall look back on this time of trial, and be thankful that we +did bear up and surmount it, instead of fainting under the burden. God +will take care that the battle is not too hot for us, if we only resign +ourselves, in all trust, to do the best. The future is grievously dim +and indistinct. As the guiding light in your father's dream shone only +on one step at a time, so can I see only one step before me."</p> + +<p>"What step is that?" he asked somewhat eagerly.</p> + +<p>"The one obvious step before me is to persevere, as I am now doing, to +try and retain this home for you, my children; to work as I can, so as +to keep you around me. I must strive to keep you together, and you must +help me. Bear up bravely, William. Make the best of this unpleasant +employment and its mortifications, and strive to overcome your +repugnance to it. Be resolute, my boy, in doing your duty in it, because +it is your duty, and because, William—because it is helping your +mother."</p> + +<p>A shadow of the trust, so firm in his mother's heart, began to dawn in +his. "Yes, it is my duty," he resolutely said. "I will try to do it—to +hope and trust."</p> + +<p>Jane strained him to her. "Were you and I to give way now, darling, our +past troubles would have been borne for nothing. Let us, I repeat, look +forward to the time when we may say, 'We did not faint; we battled on, +and overcame.' It <i>will</i> come, William. Only trust to God."</p> + +<p>She quitted him, leaving him to reflection and resolve scarcely +befitting his young years.</p> + +<p>The week wore on to its close. On the Saturday night, William, his face +flushed, held out four shillings to his mother. "My week's wages, +mamma."</p> + +<p>Jane's face flushed also. "It is more than I expected, William," she +said. "I fancied you would have three."</p> + +<p>"I think the master fixed the sum," said William.</p> + +<p>"The master? Do you mean Mr. Ashley?"</p> + +<p>"We never say 'Mr. Ashley' in the manufactory; we say 'the master.' Mr. +Lynn was paying the wages to-night. I heard them say that sometimes Mr. +Lynn paid them, and sometimes James Meeking. Those two black boys have +half-a-crown apiece. He left me to the last, and when the rest were +gone, he looked at me and took up three shillings. Then he seemed to +hesitate, and suddenly he locked the desk, went into the master's room, +and spoke with him. He came back in a minute, unlocked the desk, and +gave me four shillings. 'Thee hast not earned it,' he said, 'but I think +thee has done thy best. Thee will have the same each week, so long as +thee does so.'"</p> + +<p>Jane held the four shillings, and felt that she was growing quite rich. +The rest crowded round to look. "Can't we have a nice dinner to-morrow +with it?" said one.</p> + +<p>"I think we must," said Jane cheerily. "A nice dinner for once in a way. +What shall it be?"</p> + +<p>"Roast beef," called out Frank.</p> + +<p>"Pork with crackling," suggested Janey. "That of Mrs. Reece's yesterday +was so good."</p> + +<p>"Couldn't we have fowls and a jam pudding?" asked Gar.</p> + +<p>Jane smiled and kissed him. All the suggestions were beyond her purse. +"We will have a meat pudding," she said; "that's best." And the children +cheerfully acquiesced. They had implicit faith in their mother; they +knew that what she said was best, would be best.</p> + +<p>On this same Saturday night Charlotte East was returning home from +Helstonleigh, an errand having taken her thither after dark. Almost +opposite to the turning to Honey Fair, a lane branched off, leading to +some farm-houses; a lane, green and pleasant in summer, but bare and +uninviting now. Two people turned into it as Charlotte looked across. +She caught only a glance; but something in the aspect of both struck +upon her as familiar. A gas-lamp at the corner shed a light upon the +spot, and Charlotte suddenly halted, and stood endeavouring to peer +further. But they were soon out of view. A feeling of dismay had stolen +over Charlotte. She hoped she was mistaken; that the parties were not +those she had fancied; and she slowly continued her way. A few paces +more, she turned up the road leading to Honey Fair and found herself +nearly knocked over by one who came running against her, apparently in +some excitement and in a great hurry.</p> + +<p>"Who's this?" cried the voice of Eliza Tyrrett. "Charlotte East, I +declare! I say, have you seen anything of Caroline Mason?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte hesitated. She hoped she had not seen her; though the +misgiving was upon her that she had. "Did you think I might have seen +her?" she returned. "Has she come this way?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I expect she has come this way, and I want to find her," returned +Eliza Tyrrett vehemently. "I saw her making off out of Honey Fair, and I +saw who was waiting for her round the corner. I knew my company wasn't +wanted then, and turned into Dame Buffle's for a talk; and there I found +that Madam Carry has been telling falsehoods about me. Let me set on to +her, that's all! I shall say what she won't like."</p> + +<p>"Who do you mean was waiting for her?" inquired Charlotte East.</p> + +<p>Eliza Tyrrett laughed. She was beginning to recover her temper. "You'd +like to know, wouldn't you?" said she pertly. "But I'm not going to tell +tales out of school."</p> + +<p>"I think I do know," returned Charlotte quietly. "I fear I do."</p> + +<p>"Do you? I thought nobody knew nothing about it but me. It has been +going on this ten weeks. Did you see her, though, Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>"I thought I saw her, but I could not believe my eyes. She was +with—with—some one she has no business to be with."</p> + +<p>"Oh, as to business, I don't know about that," carelessly answered Eliza +Tyrrett. "We have a right to walk with anybody we like."</p> + +<p>"Whether it is good or bad for you?" returned Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"There's no 'bad' in it," cried Eliza Tyrrett indignantly. "I never saw +such an old maid as you are, Charlotte East, never! Carry Mason's not a +child, to be led into mischief."</p> + +<p>"Carry's very foolish," was Charlotte's comment.</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course <i>you</i> think so, or it wouldn't be you. You'll go and tell +upon her at home, I suppose, now."</p> + +<p>"I shall tell <i>her</i>," said Charlotte. "Folks should choose their +acquaintances in their own class of life, if they want things to turn +out pleasantly."</p> + +<p>"Were you not all took in about that shawl!" uttered Eliza Tyrrett, with +a laugh. "You thought she went in debt for it at Bankes's, and her +people at home thought so. Het Mason shrieked on at her like anything, +for spending money on her back while she owed it for her board. <i>He</i> +gave her that."</p> + +<p>"Eliza!"</p> + +<p>"He did. Law, where's the harm? He is rich enough to give all us girls +in Honey Fair one apiece, and who'd be the worse for it? Only his +pocket; and that can afford it. I wish he would!"</p> + +<p>"I wish you would not talk so, Eliza. She is not a fit companion for +him, even though it is but to take a walk; and she ought to remember +that she is not."</p> + +<p>"He wants her for a longer companion than that," observed Eliza Tyrrett; +"that is, if he tells true. He wants her to marry him."</p> + +<p>"He—wants her to marry him!" repeated Charlotte, speaking the words in +sheer amazement. "Who says so?"</p> + +<p>"He does. I should hardly think he can be in earnest, though."</p> + +<p>"Eliza Tyrrett, we cannot be speaking of the same person," cried +Charlotte, feeling bewildered. "To whom have you been alluding?"</p> + +<p>"To the same that you have, I expect. Young Anthony Dare."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + +<h3>THE FORGOTTEN LETTER.</h3> + + +<p>It was the last day of March, and five o'clock in the afternoon. The +great bell had rung in Mr. Ashley's manufactory, the signal for the men +to go to their tea. Scuffling feet echoed to it from all parts, and +clattered down the stairs on their way out. The ground floor was not +used for the indoor purposes of the manufactory, the business being +carried on in the first and second floors. The first flight of stairs +opened into what was called the serving-room, a very large apartment; +through this, on the right, branched off Mr. Ashley's room and Samuel +Lynn's. On the left, various passages led to other rooms, and the upper +flight of stairs was opposite to the entrance-stairs. The +serving-counter, running completely across the room, formed a barrier +between the serving-room and the entrance staircase.</p> + +<p>The men flocked into the serving-room, passed it, and rattled down the +stairs. Samuel Lynn was changing his coat to follow, and William +Halliburton was waiting for him, his cap on, for he walked to and fro +with the Quaker, when Mr. Ashley's voice was heard from his room: the +counting-house, as it was frequently called.</p> + +<p>"William!" It was usual to distinguish the boys by their Christian name +only; the men by both their Christian and surnames. Samuel Lynn was "Mr. +Lynn."</p> + +<p>"Did thee not hear the master calling to thee?"</p> + +<p>William had certainly heard Mr. Ashley's voice; but it was so unusual to +be called by it, that he had paid no attention. He had very little +communication with Mr. Ashley; in the three or four weeks he had now +been at the manufactory Mr. Ashley had not spoken to him a dozen words. +He hastened into the counting-house, taking off his cap in the presence +of Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Have the men gone to tea?" inquired Mr. Ashley, who was sealing a +letter.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," replied William.</p> + +<p>"Is George Dance gone?" George Dance was an apprentice, and it was his +business to take the letters to the post.</p> + +<p>"They are all gone, sir, except Mr. Lynn; and James Meeking, who is +waiting to lock up."</p> + +<p>"Do you know the post-office?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, sir. It is in West Street, at the other end of the town."</p> + +<p>"Take this letter, and put it carefully in."</p> + +<p>William received the letter from Mr. Ashley, and dropped it into his +jacket pocket. It was addressed to Bristol; the London mail-bags were +already made up. Mr. Ashley put on his hat and departed, followed by +Samuel Lynn and William. James Meeking locked up, as it was his +invariable business to do, and carried the keys into his own house. He +inhabited part of the ground floor of the premises.</p> + +<p>"Are thee not coming home with me this evening?" inquired Samuel Lynn of +William, who was turning off the opposite way.</p> + +<p>"No; the master has given me a letter to post. I have also an errand to +do for my mother."</p> + +<p>It happened (things do happen in a curious sort of way in this world) +that Mrs. Halliburton had desired William to bring her in some candles +and soap at tea-time, and to purchase them at Lockett's shop. Lockett's +shop was rather far off; there were others nearer; but Lockett's goods +were of the best quality, and his extensive trade enabled him to sell a +halfpenny a pound cheaper. A halfpenny was a halfpenny with Jane then. +William went on his way, walking fast.</p> + +<p>As he was passing the cathedral, he came into contact with the college +boys, then just let out of school. It was the first day that Gar had +joined; he had received his appointment, according to promise. Very +thankful was Jane; in spite of the drawback of having to provide them +with linen surplices. William halted to see if he could discern Gar +amidst the throng: it was not unnatural that he should look for him.</p> + +<p>One of the boys caught sight of William standing there. It was Cyril +Dare, the third son of Mr. Dare, a boy older and considerably bigger +than William.</p> + +<p>"If there's not another of that Halliburton lot posted there!" cried he, +to a knot of those around. "Perhaps he will be coming amongst us +next—because we have not enough with the two! Look at the fellow, +staring at us! He is a common errand-boy at Ashley's."</p> + +<p>Frank Halliburton, who, little as he was, wanted neither for spirit nor +pluck, heard the words and confronted Cyril Dare. "That is my brother," +said he. "What have you to say against him?"</p> + +<p>Cyril Dare cast a glance of scorn on Frank, regarding him from top to +toe. "You audacious young puppy! I say he is a snob. There!"</p> + +<p>"Then I say he is not," retorted Frank. "You are one yourself, for +saying it."</p> + +<p>Cyril Dare, big enough to have crushed Frank to death, speedily had him +on the ground, and treated him not very mercifully when there. William, +a witness to this, but not understanding it, pushed his way through the +crowd to protect Frank. All he saw was that Frank was down, and two big +boys were kicking him.</p> + +<p>"Let him alone!" cried he. "How can you be so cowardly as to attack a +little fellow? And two of you! Shame!"</p> + +<p>Now, if there was one earthly thing that the college boys would not +brook, it was being interfered with by a stranger. William suffered. +Frank's treatment had been nothing to what he had to submit to. He was +knocked down, trampled on, kicked, buffeted, abused; Cyril Dare being +the chief and primary aggressor. At that moment the under-master came in +view, and the boys made off—all except Cyril Dare.</p> + +<p>Reined in against the wall, at a few yards' distance, was a lad on a +pony. He had delicately expressive features, large soft brown eyes, a +complexion too bright for health, and wavy dark hair. The face was +beautiful; but two upright lines were indented in the white forehead, as +if worn there by pain, and the one ungloved hand was white and thin. He +was as old as William within a year; but, slight and fragile, would be +taken to be much younger. Seeing and hearing—though not very +clearly—what had passed, he touched his pony, and rode up to Cyril +Dare. The latter was beginning to walk away leisurely, in the wake of +his companions; the upper boys were rather fond of ignoring the presence +of the under-master. Cyril turned at hearing himself called.</p> + +<p>"What! Is it you, Henry Ashley? Where did you spring from?"</p> + +<p>"Cyril Dare," was the answer, "you are a wretched coward."</p> + +<p>Cyril Dare was feeling anger yet, and the words did not lessen it. "Of +course <i>you</i> can say so!" he cried. "You know that you can say what you +like with impunity. One can't chastise a cripple like you."</p> + +<p>The brilliant, painful colour flushed into the face of Henry Ashley. To +allude openly to infirmity such as this is as iron entering into the +soul. Upon a sensitive, timid, refined nature (and those suffering from +this sort of affliction are nearly sure to possess that nature), it +falls with a bitterness that can neither be conceived by others nor +spoken of by themselves. Henry Ashley braved it out.</p> + +<p>"A coward, and a double coward!" he repeated, looking Cyril Dare full in +the face, whilst the transparent flush grew hotter on his own. "You +struck a young boy down, and then kicked him; and for nothing but that +he stood up like a trump at your abuse of his brother."</p> + +<p>"You couldn't hear," returned Cyril Dare roughly.</p> + +<p>"I heard enough. I say that you are a coward."</p> + +<p>"Chut! They are snobs out-and-out."</p> + +<p>"I don't care if they are chimney-sweeps. It does not make you less a +coward. And you'll be one as long as you live. If I had my strength, I'd +serve you out as you served them out."</p> + +<p>"Ah, but you have not your strength, you know!" mocked Cyril. "And as +you seem to be going into one of your heroic fits, I shall make a start, +for I have no time to waste on them."</p> + +<p>He tore away. Henry Ashley turned his pony and addressed William. Both +boys had spoken rapidly, so that scarcely a minute had passed, and +William had only just risen from the ground. He leaned against the wall, +giddy, as he wiped the blood from his face. "Are you much hurt?" asked +Henry, kindly, his large dark eyes full of sympathy.</p> + +<p>"No, thank you; it is nothing," replied William. "He is a great coward, +though, whoever he is."</p> + +<p>"It is Cyril Dare," called out Frank.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is Cyril Dare," continued Henry Ashley. "I have been telling +him what a coward he is. I am ashamed of him: he is my cousin, in a +remote degree. I am glad you are not hurt."</p> + +<p>Henry Ashley rode away towards his home. Frank followed in the same +direction; as did Gar, who now came in view. William proceeded up the +town. He was a little hurt, although he had disowned it to Henry Ashley. +His head felt light, his arms ached; perhaps the sensation of giddiness +was as much from the want of food as anything. He purchased what was +required for his mother; and then made the best of his way home again. +Mr. Ashley's letter had gone clean out of his head.</p> + +<p>Frank, in the manner usual with boys, carried home so exaggerated a +story of William's damages, that Jane expected to see him arrive +half-killed. Samuel Lynn heard of it, and said William might stop at +home that evening. It has never been mentioned that his hours were from +six till eight in the morning, from nine till one, from two till five, +and from six till eight. These were Mr. Lynn's hours, and William was +allowed to keep the same; the men had half-an-hour less allowed for +breakfast and tea.</p> + +<p>William was glad of the rest, after his battle, and the evening passed +on. It was growing late, almost bedtime, when suddenly there flashed +into his memory Mr. Ashley's letter. He put his hand into his +jacket-pocket. There it lay, snug and safe. With a few words of +explanation to his mother, so hasty and incoherent that she did not +understand a syllable, he snatched his cap, and flew away in the +direction of the town.</p> + +<p>Boys have good legs and lungs; and William scarcely slackened speed +until he gained the post-office, not far short of a mile. Dropping the +letter into the box, he stood against the wall to recover breath. A +clerk was standing at the door whistling; and at that moment a +gentleman, apparently a stranger, came out of a neighbouring hotel, a +letter in hand.</p> + +<p>"This is the head post-office, I believe?" said he to the clerk.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Am I in time to post a letter for Bristol?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir. The bags for the Bristol mail are made up. It will be through +the town directly."</p> + +<p>William heard this with consternation. If it was too late for this +gentleman's letter, it was too late for Mr. Ashley's.</p> + +<p>He said nothing to any one that night; but he lay awake thinking over +what might be the consequences of his forgetfulness. The letter might be +one of importance; Mr. Ashley might discharge him for his neglect—and +the weekly four shillings had grown into an absolute necessity. William +possessed a large share of conscientiousness, and the fault disturbed +him much.</p> + +<p>When he came down at six, he found his mother up and at work. He gave +her the history of what had happened. "What can be done?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Nay, William, put that question to yourself. What ought you to do? +Reflect a moment."</p> + +<p>"I suppose I ought to tell Mr. Ashley."</p> + +<p>"Do not say 'I suppose,' my dear. You must tell him."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know I must," he acknowledged. "I have been thinking about it +all night. But I don't like to."</p> + +<p>"Ah, child! we have many things to do that we 'don't like.' But the +first trouble is always the worst. Look it fully in the face, and it +will melt away. There is no help for it in this matter, William; your +duty is plain. There's Mr. Lynn looking out for you."</p> + +<p>William went out, heavy with the thought of the task he should have to +accomplish after breakfast. He knew that he must do it. It was a duty, +as his mother had said; and she had fully impressed upon them all, from +their infancy, the necessity of looking out for their duty and doing it, +whether in great things or in small.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley entered the manufactory that morning at his usual hour, +half-past nine. He opened and read his letters, and then was engaged for +some time with Samuel Lynn. By ten o'clock the counting-house was clear. +Mr. Ashley was alone in it, and William knew that his time was come. He +went in, and approached Mr. Ashley's desk.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley, who was writing, looked up. "What is it?"</p> + +<p>William's face grew red and white by turns. He was of a remarkably +sensitive nature; and these sensitive natures cannot help betraying +their inward emotion. Try as he would, he could not get a word out. Mr. +Ashley was surprised. "What is the matter?" he wonderingly asked.</p> + +<p>"If you please, sir—I am very sorry—it is about the letter," he +stammered, and was unable to get any further.</p> + +<p>"The letter!" repeated Mr. Ashley. "What letter? Not the letter I gave +you to post?"</p> + +<p>"I forgot it, sir,"—and William's own voice sounded to his ear +painfully clear.</p> + +<p>"Forgot to post it! That was unpardonably careless. Where is the +letter?"</p> + +<p>"I forgot it, sir, until night, and then I ran to the post-office and +put it in. Afterwards I heard the clerk say that the Bristol bags were +made up, so of course it would not go. I am very sorry, sir," he +repeated, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"How came you to forget it? You ought to have gone direct from here, and +posted it."</p> + +<p>"So I did go, sir. That is I was going, but——"</p> + +<p>"But what?" returned Mr. Ashley, for William had made a dead standstill.</p> + +<p>"The college boys set on me, sir. They were ill-using my brother, and I +interfered; and then they turned upon me. It made me forget the letter."</p> + + +<p>"It was you who got into an affray with the college boys, was it?" cried +Mr. Ashley. He had heard his son's version of the affair, without +suspecting that it related to William.</p> + +<p>William waited by the desk. "If you please, sir, was it of great +consequence?"</p> + +<p>"It might have been. Do not be guilty of such carelessness again."</p> + +<p>"I will try not, sir."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked down at his writing. William waited. He did not +suppose it was over, and he wanted to know the worst. "Why do you stay?" +asked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I hope you will not turn me away for it, sir," he said, his colour +changing again.</p> + +<p>"Well—not this time," replied Mr. Ashley, smiling to himself. "But I'll +tell you what I should have felt inclined to turn you away for," he +added—"concealing the fact from me. Whatever fault, omission, or +accident you may commit, always acknowledge it at once; it is the best +plan, and the easiest. You may go back to your work now."</p> + +<p>William left the room with a lighter step. Mr. Ashley looked after him. +"That's an honest lad," thought he. "He might just as well have kept it +from me; calculating on the chances of its not coming out: many boys +would have done so. He has been brought up in a good school."</p> + +<p>Before the day was over, William came again into contact with Mr. +Ashley. That gentleman sometimes made his appearance in the manufactory +in an evening—not always. He did not on this one. When Samuel Lynn and +William entered it on their return from tea, a gentleman was waiting in +the counting-house on business. Samuel Lynn, who was, on such occasions, +Mr. Ashley's <i>alter ego</i>, came out of the counting-house presently, with +a note in his hand.</p> + +<p>"Thee put on thy cap, and take this to the master's house. Ask to see +him, and say that I wait for an answer."</p> + +<p>William ran off with the note: no fear of his forgetting this time. It +was addressed in the plain form used by the Quakers, "Thomas Ashley;" +and could William have looked inside, he would have seen, instead of the +complimentary "Sir," that the commencement was, "Respected Friend." He +observed his mother sitting close at her window, to catch what remained +of the declining light, and nodded to her as he passed.</p> + +<p>"Can I see Mr. Ashley?" he inquired, when he reached the house.</p> + +<p>The servant replied that he could. He left William in the hall, and +opened the door of the dining-room; a handsome room, of lofty +proportions. Mr. Ashley was slowly pacing it to and fro, whilst Henry +sat at a table, preparing his Latin exercise for his tutor. It was Mr. +Ashley's custom to help Henry with his Latin, easing difficulties to him +by explanation. Henry was very backward with his classics; he had not +yet begun Greek: his own private hope was, that he never should begin +it. His sufferings rendered learning always irksome, sometimes +unbearable. The same cause frequently made him irritable—an irritation +that could not be checked, as it would have been in a more healthy boy. +The servant told his master he was wanted, and Mr. Ashley looked into +the hall.</p> + +<p>"Oh, is it you, William?" he said. "Come in."</p> + +<p>William advanced. "Mr. Lynn said I was to see yourself, sir, and to say +that he waited for an answer."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley opened the note, and read it by the lamp on Henry's table. It +was not dark outside, and the chandelier was not lighted, but Henry's +lamp was. "Sit down," said Mr. Ashley to William, and left the room, +note in hand.</p> + +<p>William felt it was something, Mr. Ashley's recognizing a difference +between him and those black boys in the manufactory: they would scarcely +have been told to sit in the hall. William sat down on the first chair +at hand. Henry Ashley looked at him, and he recognized him as the boy +who had been maltreated by the college boys on the previous day; but +Henry was in no mood to be sociable, or even condescending—he never +was, when over his lessons. His hip was giving him pain, and his +exercise was making him fractious.</p> + +<p>"There! it's always the case! Another five minutes, and I should have +finished this horrid exercise. Papa is sure to go away, or be called +away, when he's helping me! It's a shame."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashley opened the door at this juncture, and looked into the room. +"I thought your papa was here, Henry."</p> + +<p>"No, he is not here. He has gone to his study, and I am stuck fast. Some +blessed note has come, which he has to attend to: and I don't know +whether this word should be put in the ablative or the dative! I'll run +the pen through it!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Henry, Henry! Do not be so impatient."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashley shut the door again; and Henry continued to worry himself, +making no progress, except in fretfulness. At length William approached +him. "Will you let me help you?"</p> + +<p>Surprise brought Henry's grumbling to a standstill. "You!" he exclaimed. +"Do you know anything of Latin?"</p> + +<p>"I am very much farther in it than what you are doing. My brother Gar is +as far as that. Shall I help you? You have put that wrong; it ought to +be in the accusative."</p> + +<p>"Well, if you can help me, you may, for I want to get it over," said +Henry, with a doubting stress upon the "can." "You can sit down, if you +wish to," he patronizingly added.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, I don't care about sitting down," replied William, beginning +at once upon his task.</p> + +<p>The two boys were soon deep in the exercise, William not doing it, but +rendering it easy to Henry; in the same manner that Mr. Halliburton, +when he was at that stage, used to make it clear to him.</p> + +<p>"I say," cried Henry, "who taught you?"</p> + +<p>"Papa. He gave a great deal of time to me, and that got me on. I can see +a wrong word there," added William, casting his eyes to the top of the +page. "It ought to be in the vocative, and you have put it in the +dative."</p> + +<p>"You are mistaken, then. Papa told me that: and he is not likely to be +wrong. Papa is one of the best classical scholars of the day—although +he is a manufacturer," added Henry, who, through his relatives, the +Dares, had been infected with a contempt for business.</p> + +<p>"It should be in the vocative," repeated William.</p> + +<p>"I shan't alter it. The idea of your finding fault with Mr. Ashley's +Latin! Let us get on. What case is this?"</p> + +<p>The last word of the exercise was being written, when Mr. Ashley opened +the door and called to William. He gave him a note for Mr. Lynn, and +William departed. Mr. Ashley returned to complete the interrupted +exercise.</p> + +<p>"I say, papa, that fellow knows Latin," began Henry.</p> + +<p>"What fellow?" returned Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Why, that chap of yours who has been here. He has helped me through my +exercise. Not doing it for me: you need not be afraid; but explaining to +me how to do it. He made it easier to me than you do, papa."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley took the book in his hand, and saw that it was correct. He +knew Henry could not, or would not, have made it so himself. Henry +continued:</p> + +<p>"He said his papa used to explain it to him. Fancy one of your +manufactory errand-boys saying 'papa.'"</p> + +<p>"You must not class him with the ordinary errand-boys, Henry. The boy +has been as well brought up as you have."</p> + +<p>"I thought so; for he has impudence about him," was Master Henry's +retort.</p> + +<p>"Was he impudent to you?"</p> + +<p>"To me? Oh no. He is as civil a fellow as ever I spoke to. Indeed, but +for remembering who he was, I should call him a gentlemanly fellow. +Whilst he was telling me, I forgot who he was, and talked to him as an +equal, and <i>he</i> talked to me as one. I call him impudent, because he +found fault with your Latin."</p> + +<p>"Indeed!" returned Mr. Ashley, an amused smile parting his lips.</p> + +<p>"He says this word's wrong. That it ought to be in the vocative case."</p> + +<p>"So it ought to be," assented Mr. Ashley, casting his eyes on the word +to which Henry pointed.</p> + +<p>"You told me the dative, papa."</p> + +<p>"That I certainly did not, Henry. The mistake must have been your own."</p> + +<p>"He persisted that it was wrong, although I told him it was your Latin. +Papa, it is the same boy who had the row yesterday with Cyril Dare. What +a pity it is, though, that a fellow so well up in his Latin should be +shut up in a manufactory!"</p> + +<p>"The only 'pity' is, that he is in it too early," was the response of +Mr. Ashley. "His Latin would not be any detriment to his being in a +manufactory, or the manufactory to his Latin. I am a manufacturer +myself, Henry. You appear to ignore that sometimes."</p> + +<p>"The Dares go on so. They din it into my ears that a manufacturer cannot +be a gentleman."</p> + +<p>"I shall cause you to drop the acquaintance of the Dares, if you allow +yourself to listen to all the false and foolish notions they may give +utterance to. Cyril Dare will probably go into a manufactory himself."</p> + +<p>Henry looked up curiously. "I don't think so, papa."</p> + +<p>"I do," returned Mr. Ashley, in a significant tone. Henry was surprised +at the news. He knew his father never advanced a decided opinion unless +he had good grounds for it. He burst into a laugh. The notion of Cyril +Dare's going into a manufactory tickled his fancy amazingly.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="PART_THE_SECOND" id="PART_THE_SECOND"></a>PART THE SECOND.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IB" id="CHAPTER_IB"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<h3>A SUGGESTED FEAR.</h3> + + +<p>One morning, towards the middle of April, Mrs. Halliburton went up to +Mr. Ashley's. She had brought him the quarter's rent.</p> + +<p>"Will you allow me to pay it to yourself, sir—now, and in future?" she +asked. "I feel an unconquerable aversion to having further dealings with +Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>"I can understand that you should have," said Mr. Ashley. "Yes, you can +pay it to me, Mrs. Halliburton. Always remembering you know, that I am +in no hurry for it," he added with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Thank you. You are very kind. But I must pay as I go on."</p> + +<p>He wrote the receipt, and handed it to her. "I hope you are satisfied +with William?" she said, as she folded it up.</p> + +<p>"Quite so. I believe he gives satisfaction to Mr. Lynn. I have little to +do with him myself. Mr. Lynn tells me that he finds him a remarkably +truthful, open-natured boy."</p> + +<p>"You will always find him that," said Jane. "He is getting more +reconciled to the manufactory than he was at first."</p> + +<p>"Did he not like it at first?"</p> + +<p>"No, he did not. He was disappointed altogether. He had hoped to find +some employment more suited to the way in which he had been brought up. +He cannot divest himself of the idea that he is looked upon as on a +level with the poor errand-boys of your establishment, and therefore has +lost caste. He had wished also to be in some office—a lawyer's, for +instance—where the hours for leaving are early, so that he might have +had the evening for his studies. But he is growing more reconciled to +the inevitable."</p> + +<p>"I suppose he wished to continue his studies?"</p> + +<p>"He did so naturally. The foundation of an advanced education has been +laid, and he expected it was to go on to completion. His brothers are +now in the college school, occupied all day long with their studies, and +of course William feels the difference. He gets to his books for an hour +when he returns home in an evening; but he is weary, and does not do +much good."</p> + +<p>"He appears to be a more persevering, thoughtful boy than are some," +remarked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Very thoughtful—very persevering. It has been the labour of my life, +Mr. Ashley, to foster good seed in my children; to reason with them, to +make them my companions. They have been endowed, I am thankful to say, +with admirable qualities of head and heart, and I have striven +unweariedly to nourish the good in them. It is not often that boys are +brought into contact with sorrow so early as they. Their father's death +and my adverse circumstances have been real trials."</p> + +<p>"They must have been," rejoined Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"While others of their age think only of play," she continued, "my boys +have been obliged to learn the sad experiences of life; and it has given +them a thought, a care, beyond their years. There is no necessity to +<i>make</i> Frank and Edgar apply to their lessons unremittingly; they do it +of their own accord, with their whole abilities, knowing that education +is the only advantage they can possess—the one chance of their getting +on in the world. Had William been a boy of a different disposition, less +tractable, less reflective, less conscientious, I might have found some +difficulty in inducing him to work as he is doing."</p> + +<p>"Does he complain?" inquired Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Oh no, sir! He feels that it is his duty to work, to assist as far as +he can, and he does it without complaining. I see that he cannot help +feeling it. He would like to be in the college with his brothers; but I +cheer him up, and tell him it may all turn out for the best. Perhaps it +will."</p> + +<p>She rose as she spoke. Mr. Ashley shook hands with her, and attended her +through the hall. "Your sons deserve to get on, Mrs. Halliburton, and I +hope they will do so. It is an admirable promise for the future man when +a boy displays thought and self-reliance."</p> + +<p>"Mamma!" suddenly exclaimed Janey, as they sat at breakfast the morning +after this, "do you remember what to-day is? It is my birthday."</p> + +<p>Jane had remembered it. She had been almost in hopes that the child +would not remember it. One year ago that day the first glimpse of the +shadow so soon to fall upon them had shown itself. What a change! The +contrast between last year and this was almost incredible. Then they had +been in possession of a good home, were living in prosperity, in +apparent security. Now—Jane's heart turned sick at the thought. Only +one short year!</p> + +<p>"Yes, Janey dear," she replied in sadly subdued tones. "I did not forget +it. I——"</p> + +<p>A double knock at the door interrupted what she would have further said. +They heard Dobbs answer it: visitors were chiefly for Mrs. Reece.</p> + +<p>Who should be standing there but Samuel Lynn! He did not choose the +familiar back way, as Patience did, had he occasion to call, but knocked +at the front.</p> + +<p>"Is Jane Halliburton within?"</p> + +<p>"You can go and see," said crusty, disappointed Dobbs, flourishing her +hand towards the study door. "It's not often that she's out."</p> + +<p>Jane rose at his entrance; but he declined to sit, standing while he +delivered the message with which he had been charged.</p> + +<p>"Friend, thee need not send thy son to the manufactory again in an +evening, except on Saturdays. On the other evenings he may remain at +home from tea-time and pursue his studies. His wages will not be +lessened."</p> + +<p>And Jane knew that the considerate kindness emanated from Thomas Ashley.</p> + +<p>She managed better with her work as the months went on. By summer she +could do it quickly; the days were long then, and, by dint of sitting +closely to it, she could earn twelve shillings a week. With William's +earnings, and the six shillings taken from Mrs. Reece's payments, that +made twenty-two. It was quite a fortune compared with what had been. But +like most good fortunes it had its drawbacks. In the first place, she +could not always earn it; she was compelled to steal unwilling time to +mend her own and the children's clothes. In the second place, a large +portion of it had to be devoted to buying their clothes, besides other +incidental expenses; so that in the matter of housekeeping they were not +much better off than before. Still, Jane did begin to think that she +should see her way clearer. But there was sorrow of a different nature +looming in the distance.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, which Jane was obliged to devote to plain sewing, she was +sitting alone in the study when there came a hard short thump at it, +which was Dobbs's way of making known her presence there.</p> + +<p>"Come in!"</p> + +<p>Dobbs came in and sat herself down opposite Jane. It was summer weather, +and the August dust blew in at the open window. "I want to know what's +the matter with Janey," began she, without circumlocution.</p> + +<p>"With Janey?" repeated Mrs. Halliburton. "What should be the matter with +her? I know of nothing."</p> + +<p>"Of course not," sarcastically answered Dobbs. "Eyes appear to be given +to some folks only to blind 'em—more's the pity! You can't see it; my +missis can't see it; but I say that the child is ill."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Dobbs! I think you must be mistaken."</p> + +<p>"Now I'd thank you to be civil, if you please, Mrs. Halliburton," +retorted Dobbs. "You don't take me for a common servant, I hope. Who's +'Dobbs'?"</p> + +<p>"I had no wish to be uncivil," said Jane. "I am so accustomed to hearing +Mrs. Reece call you Dobbs, that——"</p> + +<p>"My missis is one case, and other folks is another," burst forth Dobbs, +by way of interruption. "I have a handle to my name, I hope, which is +Mrs. Dobbs, and I'd be obleeged to you not to forget it again. What's +the reason that Janey's always tired now, I ask—don't want to +stir—gets a bright pink in the cheeks and inside the hands?"</p> + +<p>"It is only the effect of the hot weather."</p> + +<p>The opinion did not please Dobbs. "There's not a earthly thing happens +but it's laid to the weather," she angrily cried. "The weather, indeed! +If Janey is not going off after her pa, it's an odd thing to me."</p> + +<p>Jane's heart-pulse stood still.</p> + +<p>"Does she have night-perspirations, or does she not?" demanded Dobbs. +"She tells me she's hot and damp; so I conclude it is so."</p> + +<p>"Only from the heat—only from the heat," panted Jane eagerly. She dared +not admit the fear.</p> + +<p>"Well, the first time I go down to the town, I shall take her to Parry. +It won't be at your cost," she hastened to add in ungracious tones, for +Jane was about to interrupt. "If she wants to know what she is took to +the doctor for, I shall tell her it is to have her teeth looked at. She +has a nasty cough upon her: perhaps you haven't noticed that! Some can't +see a child decaying under their very nose, while strangers can see it +palpable."</p> + +<p>"She has coughed since last week, the day of the rain, when she went +with Anna Lynn into the field at the back, and they got their feet wet. +Oh, I am sure there is nothing seriously the matter with her," added +Jane, resolutely endeavouring to put the suggested fear from her. "I +want her in: she must help me with my sewing."</p> + +<p>"Then she's not a-going to help," resolutely returned Dobbs. "She has +had a good dinner of roast lamb, sparrow-grass and kidney potatoes, and +she's sitting back in my easy chair, opposite to my missis in hers. Her +wanting always to rest might have told some folks that she was ailing. +When children are in health, their legs and wings and tongue are on the +go from morning till night. You never need pervide 'em with a seat but +for their meals; and, give 'em their way, they'd eat <i>them</i> standing. +Jane's always wanting to rest now, and she shall rest."</p> + +<p>"But, indeed she must help me to-day," urged Jane. "She can sew straight +seams, and hem. Look at this heap of mending! and it must be finished +to-night. I cannot afford to be about it to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"What sewing is it you want done?" questioned Dobbs, lifting up the work +with a jerk. "I'll do it myself sooner than the child shall be +bothered."</p> + +<p>"Oh no, thank you. I should not like to trouble you with it."</p> + +<p>"Now, I make the offer to do the work," crossly responded Dobbs; "and if +I didn't mean to do it, I shouldn't make it. You'd do well to give it +me, if you want it done. Janey shan't work this afternoon."</p> + +<p>Taking her at her word, and indeed glad to do so, Jane showed Dobbs a +task, and Dobbs swung off with it. Jane called after her that she had +not taken a needle and cotton. Dobbs retorted that she had needles and +cotton of her own, she hoped, and needn't be beholden to anybody else +for 'em.</p> + +<p>Jane sat on, anxious, all the afternoon. Janey remained in Mrs. Reece's +parlour, and revelled in an early tea and pikelets. Jane was disturbed +from her thoughts by the boisterous entrance of Frank and Gar; more +boisterous than usual. Frank was a most excitable boy, and had been told +that evening by the head master of the college school, the Reverend Mr. +Keating, that he might be one of the candidates for the vacant place in +the choir. This was enough to set Frank off for a week. "You know what a +nice voice you say I have, mamma; what a good ear for music!" he +reiterated. "As good, you tell us, as Aunt Margaret's used to be. I +shall be sure to gain the post if you will let me try. We have to be at +college for an hour morning and afternoon daily, but we can easily get +that up if we are industrious. Some of the best Helstonleigh scholars +who have shone at Oxford and Cambridge were choristers. And I should +have about ten pounds a-year paid to me."</p> + +<p>Ten pounds a-year! Jane listened with a beating heart. It would more +than keep him in clothes. She inquired more fully into particulars.</p> + +<p>The result was that Frank had permission to try for the vacant +choristership, and gained it. His voice was the best of those tried. He +went home in a glow. "Now, mamma, the sooner you set about a new +surplice for me the better."</p> + +<p>"A new surplice, Frank!" Ah, it was not all profit.</p> + +<p>"A chorister must have two surplices, mamma. King's scholars can do with +one, having them washed between the Sundays: choristers can't. We must +have them always in wear, you know, except in Lent, and on the day of +King Charles the Martyr."</p> + +<p>Jane smiled; he talked so fast. "What is that you are running on about?"</p> + +<p>"Goodness, mamma, don't you understand? All the six weeks of Lent, and +on the 30th of January, the cathedral is hung with black, and the +choristers have to wear black cloth surplices. They don't find the black +ones: the college does that."</p> + +<p>Frank's success in gaining the place did not give universal pleasure to +the college school. Since the day of the disturbance in the spring, in +which William was mixed up, the two young Halliburtons had been at a +discount with the desk at which Cyril Dare sat; and this desk pretty +well ruled the school.</p> + +<p>"It's coming to a fine pass!" exclaimed Cyril Dare, when the result of +the trial was carried into the school. "Here's the town clerk's own son +passed over as nobody, and that snob of a Halliburton put in! Somebody +ought to have told the dean what snobs they are."</p> + +<p>"What would the dean have cared?" grumbled another, whose young brother +had been amongst the rejected ones. "To get good voices in the choir is +all he cares for in the matter."</p> + +<p>"I say, where do they live—that set?"</p> + +<p>"In a house of Ashley's, in the London Road," answered Cyril Dare. "They +couldn't pay the rent, and my father put a bum in."</p> + +<p>"Bosh, Dare!"</p> + +<p>"It's true," said Cyril Dare. "My father manages Ashley's rents, you +know. They'd have had every stick and stone sold, only Ashley—he is a +regular soft over some things—took and gave them time. Oh, they are a +horrid lot! They don't keep a servant!"</p> + +<p>The blank astonishment this last item of intelligence caused at the +desk, can't be described. Again Cyril's word was disputed.</p> + +<p>"They don't, I tell you," he repeated. "I taxed Halliburton senior with +it one day, and he told me to my face they could not afford one. He +possesses brass enough to set up a foundry, does that fellow. The eldest +one is at Ashley's manufactory, errand-boy. Errand-boy! And here's this +one promoted to the choir, over gentlemen's heads! He ought to be +pitched into, ought Halliburton senior."</p> + +<p>In the school, Frank was Halliburton senior; Gar, Halliburton junior. +"How is it that he says he was at King's College before he came here? I +heard him tell Keating so," asked a boy.</p> + +<p>At this moment Mr. Keating's voice was heard. "Silence!" Cyril Dare let +a minute elapse, and then began again.</p> + +<p>"Such a low thing, you know, not to keep servants! We couldn't do at all +without five or six. I'll tell you what: the school may do as it likes, +but our desk shall cut the two fellows here."</p> + +<p>And the desk did so; and Frank and Gar had to put up with many +mortifications. There was no help for it. Frank was brave as a young +lion; but against some sorts of oppression there is no standing up. More +than once was the boy in tears, telling his griefs to his mother. It +fell more on Frank than it did on Gar.</p> + +<p>Jane could only strive to console him, as she did William. "Patience and +forbearance, my darling Frank! You will outlive it in time."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IIB" id="CHAPTER_IIB"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<h3>SHADOWS IN HONEY FAIR.</h3> + + +<p>August was hot in Honey Fair. The women sat at their open doors, or even +outside them; the children tumbled in the gutters; the refuse in the +road was none the better for the month's heat.</p> + +<p>Charlotte East sat in her kitchen one Tuesday afternoon, busy as usual. +Her door was shut, but her window was open. Suddenly the latch was +lifted and Mrs. Cross came in: not with the bold, boisterous movements +that were common to Honey Fair, but with creeping steps that seemed +afraid of their own echoes, and a scared face.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cross was in trouble. Her two daughters, Amelia and Mary Ann, to +whom you have had the honour of an introduction, had purchased those +lovely cross-barred sarcenets, green, pink, and lilac, and worn them at +the party at the Alhambra: which party went off satisfactorily, leaving +nothing behind it but some headaches for the next day, and a trifle of +pecuniary embarrassment to Honey Fair in general. What with the finery +for the party, and other finery, and what with articles really useful, +but which perhaps <i>might</i> have been done without, Honey Fair was pretty +deeply in with the Messrs. Bankes. In Mrs. Cross's family alone, herself +and her daughters owed, conjointly, so much to these accommodating +tradesmen that it took eight shillings a week to keep them quiet. You +can readily understand how this impoverished the weekly housekeeping; +and the falsehoods that had to be concocted, by way of keeping the +husband, Jacob Cross, in the dark, were something alarming. This was the +state of things in many of the homes of Honey Fair.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cross came in with timid steps and a scared face. "Charlotte, lend +me five shillings for the love of goodness!" cried she, speaking as if +afraid of the sound of her own voice. "I don't know another soul to ask +but you. There ain't another that would have it to lend, barring Dame +Buffle, and she never lends."</p> + +<p>"You owe me twelve shillings already," answered Charlotte, pausing for a +moment in her sewing.</p> + +<p>"I know that. I'll pay you off by degrees, if it's only a shilling a +week. I am a'most drove mad. Bankes's folks was here yesterday, and me +and the girls had only four shillings to give 'em. I'm getting in +arrears frightful, and Bankes's is as cranky over it as can be. It's all +smooth and fair so long as you're buying of Bankes's and paying 'em; but +just get behind, and see what short answers and sour looks you'll have!"</p> + +<p>"But Amelia and Mary Ann took in their work on Saturday and had their +money?"</p> + +<p>"My patience! I don't know what us should do if they hadn't! We have to +pay up everywhere. We're in debt at Buffle's, in debt to the baker, in +debt for shoes; we're in debt on all sides. And there's Cross spending +three shilling good of his wages at the public-house! It takes what me +and the girls earn to pay a bit up here and there, and stop things from +coming to Cross's ears. Half the house is in the pawn-shop, and what'll +become of us I don't know. I can't sleep o' nights, hardly, for thinking +on't."</p> + +<p>Charlotte felt sure that, were it her case, she should not sleep at all.</p> + + +<p>"The worst is, I have to keep the little 'uns away from school. Pay for +'em I can't. And a fine muck they get into, playing in the road all day. +'What does these children do to theirselves at school, to get into this +dirty mess?' asks Cross, when he comes in. 'Oh, they plays a bit in the +gutter coming home,' says I. 'We plays a bit, father,' cries they, when +they hears me, a-winking at each other to think how we does their +father."</p> + +<p>Charlotte shook her head. "I should end it all."</p> + +<p>"End it! I wish we could end it! The girls is going to slave theirselves +night and day this week and next. But it's not for my good: it's for +their'n. They want to get their grand silks out o' pawn! Nothing but +outside finery goes down with them, though they've not an inside rag to +their backs. They leave care to me. Fools to be sure, they was, to buy +them silks! They have been in the pawn-shop ever since, and Bankes's +a-tearing 'em to pieces for the money!"</p> + +<p>"I should end it by confessing to Jacob," said Charlotte, when she could +get in a word. "He is not a bad husband——"</p> + +<p>"And look at his passionate temper!" broke in Mrs. Cross. "Let it get to +his ears that we have gone on tick to Bankes's and elsewhere, and he'd +rave the house out of winders."</p> + +<p>"He would be angry at first, no doubt; but when he cooled down he would +see the necessity of something being done, and help in it. If you all +set on and put your shoulders to the wheel you might soon get clear. +Live upon the very least that will satisfy hunger—the plainest +food—dry bread and potatoes. No beer, no meat, no finery, no luxuries; +and with the rest of the week's money begin to pay up. You'd be clear in +no time."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cross stared in consternation. "You be a Job's comforter, +Charlotte! Dry bread and taters! who could put up with that?"</p> + +<p>"When poor people like us fall into trouble, it is the only way that I +know of to get out of it. I'd rather mortify my appetite for a year than +have my rest broken by care."</p> + +<p>"Your advice is good enough for talking, Charlotte, but it don't answer +for acting. Cross must have his bit o' meat and his beer, his butter and +his cheese, his tea and his sugar—and so must the rest on us. But about +this five shillings?—do lend it me, Charlotte! It is for the landlord: +we're almost in a fix with him."</p> + +<p>"For the landlord!" repeated Charlotte involuntarily. "You must keep +<i>him</i> paid, or it would be the worst of all."</p> + +<p>"I know we must. He was took bad yesterday—more's the blessing!—and +couldn't get round; but he's here to-day as burly as beef. We haven't +paid him for this three weeks," she added, dropping her voice to an +ominous whisper; "and I declare to you, Charlotte East, that the sight +of him at our door is as good to me as a dose of physic. Just now, round +he comes, a-lifting the latch, and me turning sick the minute I sees +him. 'Ready, Mrs. Cross?' asks he, in his short, surly way, putting his +brown wig up. 'I'm sorry I ain't, Mr. Abbott, sir,' says I; 'but I'll +have some next week for certain.' 'That won't do for me,' says he: 'I +must have it this. If you can't give me some money, I shall apply to +your husband.' The fright this put me into I've not got over yet, +Charlotte; for Cross don't know but what the rent's paid up regular. 'I +know what's going on,' old Abbott begins again, 'and I have knowed it +for some time. You women in this Honey Fair, you pay your money to them +Bankeses, which is the blight o' the place, and then you can't pay me.' +Only fancy his calling Bankeses a blight!"</p> + +<p>"That's just what they are," remarked Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"For shame, Charlotte East! When one's way is a bit eased by being able +to get a few things on trust, you must put in your word again it! Some +of us would never get a new gown to our backs if it wasn't for Bankeses. +Abbott's gone off to other houses, collecting; warning me as he'd call +again in half an hour, and if some money wasn't ready for him then he'd +go straight off to Jacob, to his shop o' work. If you can let me have +one week for him, Charlotte—five shillings—I'll be ever grateful."</p> + +<p>Charlotte rose, unlocked a drawer, and gave five shillings to Mrs. +Cross, thinking in her own mind that the kindest course would be for the +landlord to go to Cross, as he had threatened.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cross took the money. Her mind so far relieved, she could indulge +in a little gossip; for Mr. Abbott's half-hour had not yet expired.</p> + +<p>"I say, Charlotte, what d'ye think? I'm afraid Ben Tyrrett and our Mary +Ann is a-going to take up together."</p> + +<p>"Indeed!" exclaimed Charlotte. "That's new."</p> + +<p>"Not over-new. They have been talking together on and off, but I never +thought it was serious till last Sunday. I have set my face dead against +it. He has a nasty temper of his own; and he's nothing but a jobber at +fifteen shillings a week, and his profits of the egg-whites. Our Mary +Ann might do better than that."</p> + +<p>"I think she might," assented Charlotte. "And she is over-young to think +of marrying."</p> + +<p>"Young!" wrathfully repeated Mrs. Cross. "I should think she is young! +Girls are as soft as apes. The minute a chap says a word to 'em about +marrying, they're all agog to do it, whether it's fit, or whether it's +unfit. Our Mary Ann might look inches over Ben Tyrrett's head, if she +had any sense in her. Hark ye, Charlotte! When you see her, just put in +a word against it; maybe it'll turn her. Tell her you'd not have Tyrrett +at a gift."</p> + +<p>"And that's true," replied Charlotte, with a laugh, as her guest +departed.</p> + +<p>A few minutes, and Charlotte received another visitor. This was the wife +of Mark Mason—a tall, bony woman, with rough black hair and a loud +voice. That voice and Mark did not get on very well together. She put +her hands back upon her hips, and used it now, standing before Charlotte +in a threatening attitude.</p> + +<p>"What do you do, keeping our Carry out at night?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte looked up in surprise. She was thinking of something else, or +her answer might have been more cautious, for she was one of those who +never willingly make mischief.</p> + +<p>"I do not keep Caroline out. She is here of an evening now and then—not +often."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mason laughed—a low derisive laugh of mockery. "I knew it was a +falsehood when she told it me! There she goes out, night after night, +night after night; so I set Mark on to her, for I couldn't keep her in, +neither find out where she went to. Mark was in a passion—something had +put him out, and Carry was frightened, for he had hold of her arm +savage-like. 'I am at Charlotte East's of a night, Mark,' she said. 'I +shall take no harm there.'"</p> + +<p>Charlotte did not lift her eyes from her work. Mrs. Mason stood +defiantly.</p> + +<p>"Now, then! Where is it she gets to?"</p> + +<p>"Why do you apply to me?" returned Charlotte. "I am not Caroline Mason's +keeper."</p> + +<p>"If you bain't her keeper, you be her adviser," retorted Mrs. Mason. +"And that's worse."</p> + +<p>"When I advise Caroline at all, I advise her for her good."</p> + +<p>"My eyes are opened now, if they was blind before," continued Mrs. +Mason, apostrophizing in no gentle terms the offending Caroline. "Who +gave Carry that there shawl?—who gave, her that there fine gown?—who +gave her that gold brooch, with a stone in it 'twixt red and yaller, and +a naked Cupid in white aflying on it? 'A nice brooch you've got there, +miss,' says I to her. 'Yes,' says she, 'they call 'em cameons.' 'And +where did you get it, pray?' says I. 'And that's my business,' answers +she. Next there was a neck-scarf, green and lavender, with yaller fringe +at its ends, as deep as my forefinger. 'You're running up a tidy score +at Bankes's, my lady,' says I. 'I shan't come to you to pay for it,' +says she. 'No,' thinks I to myself, 'but you be living in our house, and +you may bring Mark into trouble over it,' for he's a soft-hearted gander +at times. So down I goes to Bankes's place last night. 'Just turn to the +debt-book, young man,' says I to the gentleman behind the counter—it +were the one with the dark hair—'and tell me how much is owed by +Caroline Mason.' 'Come to settle it?' asks he. 'Maybe, and maybe not,' +says I. 'I wants my question answered, whether or no.' Are you +listening, Charlotte East?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte lifted her eyes from her work. "Yes."</p> + +<p>"He lays hold of a big book," continues Mrs. Mason, who was talking her +face crimson, "and draws his finger down its pages. 'Caroline +Mason—Caroline Mason,' says he. 'I don't think we have anything against +her. No: it's crossed off. There was a trifle against her, but she paid +it last week.' Well, I stood staring at the man, thinking he was +deceiving me, saying she had <i>paid</i>. 'When did she pay for that shawl +she had in the winter, and how much did it cost?' asks I. 'Shawl?' says +he. 'Caroline Mason hasn't had no shawl of us.' 'Nor a gown at Easter—a +fancy sort of thing, with stripes?' I goes on: 'nor a cameon brooch last +week? nor a scarf with yaller fringe?' 'Nothing o' the sort,' says he, +decisive. 'Caroline Mason hasn't bought any of those things from us. She +had some bonnet ribbon, and that she paid for.' Now, what was I to +think?" concluded Mrs. Mason.</p> + +<p>Charlotte did not know.</p> + +<p>"I comes home a-pondering, and at the corner of the lane I catches sight +of a certain gentleman loitering about in the shade. The truth flashed +into my mind. 'He's after our Caroline,' says I to myself; 'and it's him +that has given her the things, and we shall just have her a world's +spectacle!' I accused Eliza Tyrrett of being the confidant. 'It isn't +me,' says she; 'it's Charlotte East.' So I bottled up my temper till +now, and now I've come to learn the rights on't."</p> + +<p>"I cannot tell you the rights," replied Charlotte. "I do not know them. +I have striven to give Caroline some good advice lately, and that is all +I have had to do with it. Mrs. Mason, you know that I should never +advise Caroline, or any one else, but for her good."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mason would have acknowledged this in a cooler moment. "Why did +that Tyrrett girl laugh at me, then? And why did Carry say she spent her +evenings here?" cried she. "The gentleman I see was young Anthony Dare: +and Carry had better bury herself alive than be drawn aside by his +nonsense."</p> + +<p>"Much better," acquiesced Charlotte. "Where is Caroline?"</p> + +<p>"Under lock and key," said Mrs. Mason.</p> + +<p>"Under lock and key!" echoed Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Yes; under lock and key; and there she shall stop. She was out all this +blessed morning with Eliza Tyrrett, and never walked herself in till +after Mark had had his dinner and was gone. So then I began upon her. My +temper was up, and I didn't spare her. I vowed I'd tell Mark what I had +seen and heard, and what sort of a wolf she allowed to make her presents +of fine clothes. With that she turned wild and flung up to her room in +the cock-loft, and I followed and locked her in."</p> + +<p>"You have done very wrong," said Charlotte. "It is not by harshness that +any good will be done with Caroline. You know her disposition: a child +might lead her by kindness, but she rises up against harshness. My +opinion is that she never would have given the least trouble at all had +you made her a better home."</p> + +<p>This bold avowal took away Mrs. Mason's breath. "A better home!" cried +she, when she could speak. "A better home! Fed upon French rolls and +lobster salad and apricot tarts, and give her a lady's maid to +hook-and-eye her gown for her! My heart! that beats all."</p> + +<p>"I don't speak of food, and that sort of thing," rejoined Charlotte. "If +you had treated her with kind words instead of cross ones she would have +been as good a girl as ever lived. Instead of that you have made your +home unbearable; and so driven her out, with her dangerous good looks, +to be told of them by the first idler who came across her: and that +seems to have been Anthony Dare. Go home and let her out of where you +have locked her in; do, Hetty Mason! Let her out, and speak kindly to +her, and treat her as a sister; and you'll undo all the bad yet."</p> + +<p>"I shan't then!" was the passionate reply. "I'll see you and her hung +first, before I speak kind to her to encourage her in her loose ways!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mason flung out of the house as she concluded, giving the door a +bang which only had the effect of sending it open again. Charlotte +sighed as she rose to close it: not only for any peril that Caroline +Mason might be in, but for the general blindness, the distorted views of +right and wrong, which seemed to obtain amidst the women of Honey Fair.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IIIB" id="CHAPTER_IIIB"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<h3>THE DARES AT HOME.</h3> + + +<p>A profusion of glass and plate glittered on the dining-table of Mr. +Dare. It was six o'clock, and they had just sat down. Mrs. Dare, in a +light gauze dress and blonde head-dress, sat at the head of the table. +There was a large family of them; four sons and four daughters; and all +were present; also Miss Benyon, the governess. Anthony and Herbert sat +on either side Mrs. Dare; Adelaide and Julia, the eldest daughters, near +their father; the four other children, Cyril and George, Rosa and Minny, +were between them.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare was helping the salmon. In due course, a plate, followed by the +sauce, was carried to Anthony.</p> + +<p>"What's this! Melted butter! Where's the lobster sauce?"</p> + +<p>"There is no lobster sauce to-day," said Mrs. Dare. "We sent late, and +the lobsters were all gone. There was a small supply. Joseph, take the +anchovy to Mr. Anthony."</p> + +<p>Mr. Anthony jerked the anchovy sauce off the salver, dashed some on to +his plate, and jerked the bottle back again. Not with a very good grace: +his palate was a dainty one. Indeed, it was a family complaint.</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't give a fig for salmon without lobster sauce," he cried. "I +hope you won't send late again."</p> + +<p>"It was the cook's fault," said Mrs. Dare. "She did not fully understand +my orders."</p> + +<p>"Deaf old creature!" exclaimed Anthony.</p> + +<p>"Anthony, there's cucumber," said Julia, looking down the table at her +brother. "Ann, take the cucumber to Mr. Anthony."</p> + +<p>"You know I never eat cucumber with salmon," grumbled Anthony, in reply. +And it was not graciously spoken, for the offer had been dictated by +good-nature.</p> + +<p>A pause ensued. It was at length broken by Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Herbert, are you growing more reconciled to office-work?"</p> + +<p>"No; and never shall," returned Herbert. "From ten till five is an awful +clog upon one's time; it's as bad as school."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare looked up from his plate. "You might have been put to a +profession that would occupy a great deal more time than that, Herbert. +What calls have you upon your time, pray, that it is so valuable? Will +you take some more fish?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know. I think I will. It is good to-day; very good with +the cucumber, that Anthony despises."</p> + +<p>Ann took his plate up to Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Anthony," said that gentleman, as he helped the salmon, "where were you +this afternoon? You were away from the office altogether, after two +o'clock."</p> + +<p>"Out with Hawkesley," shortly replied Anthony.</p> + +<p>"Yes; it is all very well to say, 'Out with Hawkesley,' but the office +suffers. I wish you young men were not quite so fond of taking your +pleasure."</p> + +<p>"A little more fish, sir?" asked Joseph of Anthony.</p> + +<p>"Not if I know it."</p> + +<p>The second course came in. A quarter of lamb, asparagus and other +vegetables. Herbert looked cross. He had recently taken a dislike to +lamb, or fancied he had done so.</p> + +<p>"Of course there's something coming for me!" he said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course," said Mrs. Dare. "Cook knows you don't like lamb."</p> + +<p>Nothing, however, came in. Ann was sent to inquire the reason of the +neglect. The cook had been unable to procure veal cutlet, and Master +Herbert had said if she ever sent him up a mutton-chop again he should +throw it at her head. Such was the message brought back.</p> + +<p>"What an old story-teller she must be to say she could not get veal +cutlet!" exclaimed Herbert. "I hate mutton and lamb, and I am not going +to eat either one or the other."</p> + +<p>"I heard the butcher say this morning that he had no veal, Master +Herbert," interposed Ann. "This hot weather they don't kill much meat."</p> + +<p>"Why have you taken this dislike to lamb, Herbert?" asked Mr. Dare. "You +have eaten it all the season."</p> + +<p>"That's just it," answered Herbert. "I have eaten so much of it that I +am sick of it."</p> + +<p>"Never mind, Herbert," said his mother. "There's a cherry tart coming +and a delicious lemon pudding. I don't think you can be so very hungry; +you went twice to salmon."</p> + +<p>Herbert was not in a good humour. All the Dares had been culpably +pampered, and of course it bore its fruits. He sat drumming with his +silver fork upon the table, condescending to try a little asparagus, and +a great deal of both pie and pudding. Cheese, salad, and dessert +followed, of which Herbert partook plentifully. Still he thought he was +terribly used in not having had different meat specially provided for +him; and he could not recover his good humour. I tell you the Dares had +been most culpably indulged. The house was one of luxury and profusion, +and every little whim and fancy had been studied. It is one of the worst +schools a child can be reared in.</p> + +<p>The three younger daughters and the governess withdrew, after taking +each a glass of wine. Cyril and George went off likewise, to their +lessons or to play. It was their own affair, and Mr. Dare made it no +concern of his. Presently Mrs. Dare and Adelaide rose.</p> + +<p>"Hawkesley's coming in this evening," called out Anthony, as they were +going through the door.</p> + +<p>Adelaide turned. "What did you say, Anthony?"</p> + +<p>"Lord Hawkesley's coming. At least he said he would look in for an hour. +But there's no dependence to be placed on him."</p> + +<p>"We must be in the large drawing-room, mamma, this evening," said +Adelaide, as they crossed the hall. "Miss Benyon and the children can +take tea in the school-room."</p> + +<p>"Yes," assented Mrs. Dare. "It is bad form to have one's drawing-room +cucumbered with children, and Lord Hawkesley understands all that. Let +them be in the school-room."</p> + +<p>"Julia also?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare shrugged her shoulders. "If you can persuade her into it. I +don't think Julia will consent to take tea in the school-room. Why +should she?"</p> + +<p>Adelaide vouchsafed no reply. Dutiful children they were +not—affectionate children they were not—they had not been brought up +to be so. Mrs. Dare was of the world, worldly: very much so: and that +leaves very little time upon the hands for earnest duties. She had taken +no pains to train her children: she had given them very little love. +This conversation had taken place in the hall. Mrs. Dare went upstairs +to the large drawing-room, a really handsome room. She rang the bell and +gave sundry orders, the moving motive for all being the doubtful visit +of Viscount Hawkesley—ices from the pastrycook's, a tray of +refreshments, the best china, the best silver. Then Mrs. Dare reclined +in her chair for her after-dinner nap—an indulgence she much favoured.</p> + +<p>Adelaide Dare entered the smaller drawing-room, an apartment more +commonly used, and opening from the hall. Julia was reading a book just +brought in from the library. Miss Benyon was softly playing, and the two +little ones were quarrelling. Miss Benyon turned round from the piano +when Adelaide entered.</p> + +<p>"You must make tea in the school-room this evening, Miss Benyon, for the +children. Julia, you are to take yours there."</p> + +<p>Julia looked up from her book. "Who says so?"</p> + +<p>"Mamma. Lord Hawkesley's coming, and we cannot have the drawing-room +crowded."</p> + +<p>"I am not going to keep out of the drawing-room for Lord Hawkesley," +returned Julia, a quiet girl in appearance and manner. "Who is Lord +Hawkesley, that he should disarrange the economy of the house? There's +so much ceremony and parade observed when he comes that it upsets all +comfort. Your lordship this, and your lordship that; and papa my-lording +him to the skies. I don't like it. He looks down upon us—I know he +does—although he condescends to make a sort of friend of Anthony."</p> + +<p>Adelaide Dare's dark eyes flashed and her face crimsoned. She was a +handsome girl. "Julia! I do think you are an idiot!"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I am," composedly returned Julia, who was of a careless, easy +temper; "but I am not going to be kept out of the drawing-room for my +Lord Hawkesley. Let me go on with my book in peace, Adelaide: it is a +charming one."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Herbert Dare, seeing no prospect of more wine in store—for +Mr. Dare, with wonderful prudence, told Herbert that two glasses of port +were sufficient for him—left his seat, and bolted out at the +dining-room window, which opened on to the ground. He ran into the hall +for his hat, and then, speeding across the lawn, passed into the +high-road. Anthony remained alone with his father; and Anthony was +plucking up courage to speak upon a subject that was causing him some +perplexity. He plunged into it at once.</p> + +<p>"Father, I am in a mess. I have managed to outrun the constable."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare was at that moment holding his glass of wine between his eye +and the light. The words quite scared him. He set his glass down and +looked at Anthony.</p> + +<p>"How's that? How have you managed that?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know how it has come about," was Anthony's answer. "It is so, +sir; and you must be so good as to help me out of it."</p> + +<p>"Your allowance is sufficient—amply so. Do you forget that I set you +clear of debt at the beginning of the year? What money do you want?"</p> + +<p>Anthony Dare began pulling the fringe out of the dessert napkin, to the +great detriment of the damask. "Two hundred pounds, sir."</p> + +<p>"Two hundred pounds!" echoed Mr. Dare, a dark expression clouding his +handsome face. "Do you want to ruin me, Anthony? Look at my expenses! +Look at the claims upon me! I say that your allowance is a liberal one, +and you ought to keep within it."</p> + +<p>Anthony sat biting his lip. "I would not have applied to you, sir, if I +could have helped it; but I am driven into a corner and <i>must</i> find +money. I and Hawkesley drew some bills together. He has taken up two, +and I——"</p> + +<p>"Then you and Hawkesley were a couple of fools for your pains," +intemperately interrupted Mr. Dare. "There's no game so dangerous, so +delusive, as that of drawing bills. Have I not told you so, over and +over again? Simple debt may be put off from month to month, and from +year to year; but bills are nasty things. When I was a young man I lived +for years upon promises to pay, but I took care not to put my name to a +bill."</p> + +<p>"Hawkesley——"</p> + +<p>"Hawkesley may do what you must not," interrupted Mr. Dare, drowning his +son's voice. "He has his father's long rent-roll to turn to. Recollect, +Anthony, this must not occur again. It is impossible that I can be +called upon periodically for these sums. Herbert is almost a man, and +Cyril and George are growing up. A pretty thing, if you were all to come +upon me in this manner. I have to exert my wits as it is, I can tell +you. I'll give you a cheque to-morrow; and I should serve you right if I +were to put you upon half allowance until I am repaid."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare finished his wine, rang for the table to be cleared, and left +the room. Anthony remained standing against the side of the window, half +in, half out, buried in a brown study, when Herbert came up, leaping +over the grass. Herbert was nearly as tall as Anthony. He had been for +some time articled to his father, but had only joined the office the +previous Midsummer. He looked into the room and saw it was empty.</p> + +<p>"Where's the governor?"</p> + +<p>"Gone somewhere. Into the drawing-room, perhaps," replied Anthony.</p> + +<p>"What a nuisance!" ejaculated Herbert. "One can't talk to him before the +girls. I want twenty-five shillings from him. Markham has the primest +fishing-rod to sell, and I must have it."</p> + +<p>"Twenty-five shillings for a fishing-rod!" cried Anthony.</p> + +<p>"And cheap at the price," answered Herbert. "You don't often see so +complete a thing as this. Markham would not part with it—it's a relic +of his better days, he says—only his old mother wants some comfort or +other which he can't otherwise afford. The case——"</p> + +<p>"You have half-a-dozen fishing-rods already."</p> + +<p>"Half a dozen rubbish! That's what they are, compared with this one. +It's no business of yours, Anthony."</p> + +<p>"Not at all. But you'll oblige me, Herbert, by not bothering the +governor for money to-night. I have been asking him for some, and it has +put him out."</p> + +<p>"Did you get it?"</p> + +<p>Anthony nodded.</p> + +<p>"Then you'll let me have the one-pound-five, Anthony?"</p> + +<p>"I can't," returned Anthony. "I shall have a cheque to-morrow, and I +must pay it away whole. <i>That</i> won't clear me. But I didn't dare to tell +of more."</p> + +<p>"If I don't get that fishing-rod to-night, Markham may sell it to some +one else," grumbled Herbert.</p> + +<p>"Go and get it," replied Anthony. "Promise him the money for to-morrow. +You are not obliged to give it, you know. The governor has just said +that he lived for years upon promises to pay."</p> + +<p>"Markham wants the money down."</p> + +<p>"He'll think that as good as down if you tell him he shall have it +to-morrow. Bring the fishing-rod away; possession's nine points of the +law, you know."</p> + +<p>"He'll make such an awful row afterwards, if he finds he does not get +the money."</p> + +<p>"Let him. You can row again. It's the easiest thing on earth to fence +off little paltry debts like that. People get tired of asking for them."</p> + +<p>Away vaulted Herbert for the fishing-rod. Anthony yawned, stretched +himself, and walked out just as twilight was fading. He was going out to +keep an appointment.</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare went back to Markham's. The man—though, indeed, so far as +birth went he might be called a gentleman—lived a little way beyond Mr. +Dare's. The cottage was situated in the midst of a large garden, in +which Markham worked late and early. He had a very, very small patrimony +upon which he lived and kept his mother. He was bending over one of the +beds when Herbert returned. "He would take the fishing-rod then, and +bring the money over at nine in the morning, before going to the office. +Mr. Dare was gone out, or he would have brought it at once," was the +substance of the words in which Herbert concluded the negotiation.</p> + +<p>Could they have looked behind the hedge at that moment, Herbert Dare and +Markham, they would have seen two young gentlemen suddenly duck down +under its shelter, creep silently along, heedless of the ditch, which, +however, was tolerably dry at that season, make a sudden bolt across the +road, when they got opposite Mr. Dare's entrance, and whisk within its +gates. They were Cyril and George. That they had been at some mischief +and were trying to escape detection, was unmistakable. Under cover of +the garden-wall, as they had previously done under cover of the hedge, +crept they; sprang into the house by the dining-room window, tore up the +stairs, and took refuge in the drawing-room, startlingly arousing Mrs. +Dare from her after-dinner slumbers.</p> + +<p>In point of fact, they had reckoned upon finding the room unoccupied.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IVB" id="CHAPTER_IVB"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<h3>THROWING AT THE BATS.</h3> + + +<p>Aroused thus abruptly out of sleep, cross and startled, Mrs. Dare +attacked the two boys with angry words. "I will know what you have been +doing," she exclaimed, rising and shaking out the flounces of her dress. +"You have been at some mischief! Why do you come violently in, in this +manner, looking as frightened as hares?"</p> + +<p>"Not frightened," replied Cyril. "We are only hot. We had a run for it."</p> + +<p>"A run for what?" she repeated. "When I say I will know a thing, I mean +to know it. I ask you what you have been doing?"</p> + +<p>"It's nothing very dreadful, that you need put yourself out," replied +George. "One of old Markham's windows has come to grief."</p> + +<p>"Then that's through throwing stones again!" exclaimed Mrs. Dare. "Now I +am certain of it, and you need not attempt to deny it. You shall pay for +it out of your own pocket-money if he comes here, as he did the last +time."</p> + +<p>"Ah, but he won't come here," returned Cyril. "He didn't see us. Is tea +not ready?"</p> + +<p>"You can go to the school-room and see. You are to take it there this +evening."</p> + +<p>The boys tore away to the school-room. Unlike Julia, they did not care +where they took it, provided they had it. Miss Benyon was pouring out +the tea as they entered. They threw themselves on a sofa, and burst into +a fit of laughter so immoderate and long that their two young sisters +crowded round eagerly, asking to hear the joke.</p> + +<p>"It was the primest fun!" cried Cyril, when he could speak. "We have +just smashed one of Markham's windows. The old woman was at it in a +nightcap, and I think the stone must have touched her head. Markham and +Herbert were holding a confab together and they never saw us!"</p> + +<p>"We were chucking at the leathering bats," put in George, jealous that +his brother should have all the telling to himself, "and the stone——"</p> + +<p>"It is leather-winged bat, George," interrupted the governess. "I +corrected you the other night."</p> + +<p>"What does it matter?" roughly answered George. "I wish you wouldn't put +me out. A leathering-bat dipped down nearly right upon our heads, and we +both heaved at him, and one of the stones went through the window, +nearly taking, as Cyril says, old Mother Markham's head. Won't they be +in a temper at having to pay for it! They are as poor as charity."</p> + +<p>"They'll make you pay," said Rosa.</p> + +<p>"Will they?" retorted Cyril. "No catch, no have! I'll give them leave to +make us pay when they find us out. Do you suppose we are donkeys, you +girls? We dipped down under the hedge, and not a soul saw us. What's for +tea?"</p> + +<p>"Bread and butter," replied the governess.</p> + +<p>"Then those may eat it that like! I shall have jam."</p> + +<p>Cyril rang the bell as he spoke. Nancy, the maid who waited on the +school-room, came in answer to it. "Some jam," said Cyril. "And be quick +over it."</p> + +<p>"What sort, sir?" inquired Nancy.</p> + +<p>"Sort? oh—let's see: damson."</p> + +<p>"The damson jam was finished last week, sir. It is nearly the season to +make more."</p> + +<p>Cyril replied by a rude and ugly word. After some cogitation, he decided +upon black currant.</p> + +<p>"And bring me up some apricot," put in George.</p> + +<p>"And we'll have some gooseberry," called out Rosa. "If you boys have +jam, we'll have some too."</p> + +<p>Nancy disappeared. Cyril suddenly threw himself back on the sofa, and +burst into another ringing laugh. "I can't help it," he exclaimed. "I am +thinking of the old woman's fright, and their dismay at having to pay +the damage."</p> + +<p>"Do you know what I should do in your place, Cyril?" said Miss Benyon. +"I should go back to Markham, and tell him honourably that I caused the +accident. You know how poor they are; they cannot afford to pay for it."</p> + +<p>Cyril stared at Miss Benyon. "Where'd be the pull of that?" asked he.</p> + +<p>"The 'pull,' Cyril, would be, that you would repair a wrong done to an +unoffending neighbour, and might go to sleep with a clear conscience."</p> + +<p>The last suggestion amused Cyril amazingly he and conscience had not a +great deal to do with each other. He was politely telling Miss Benyon +that those notions were good enough for old maids, when Nancy appeared +with the several sorts of jam demanded. Cyril drew his chair to the +table, and Nancy went down.</p> + +<p>"Ring the bell, Rosa," said Cyril, before the girl could well have +reached the kitchen. "I can't see one sort from another; we must have +candles."</p> + +<p>"Ring it yourself," retorted Rosa.</p> + +<p>"George, ring the bell," commanded Cyril.</p> + +<p>George obeyed. He was under Cyril in the college school, and accustomed +to obey him.</p> + +<p>"You might have told Nancy when she was here," remarked Miss Benyon to +Cyril. "It would have saved her a journey."</p> + +<p>"And if it would?" asked Cyril. "What were servants' legs made for, but +to be used?"</p> + +<p>Nancy received the order for the candles, and brought them up. It was to +be hoped her legs <i>were</i> made to be used, for scarcely had Cyril begun +to enjoy his black currant jam when they were heard coming up the stairs +again.</p> + +<p>"Master Cyril, Mr. Markham wants to see you."</p> + +<p>Cyril and the rest exchanged looks. "Did you say I was at home?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Then you were an idiot for your pains! I can't come down, tell him. I +am at tea."</p> + +<p>Down went Nancy accordingly. And back she came again. "He says he must +see you, Master Cyril."</p> + +<p>"Be a man, Cyril, and face it," whispered Miss Benyon in his ear.</p> + +<p>Cyril jerked his head rudely away from her. "I won't go down. There! +Nancy, you may tell Markham so."</p> + +<p>"He has sat down on the garden bench, sir, outside the window to wait," +explained Nancy. "He says, if you won't see him he shall ask for Mr. +Dare."</p> + +<p>Cyril appeared to be in for it. He dashed his bread and jam on the +table, and clattered down. "Who's wanting me?" called out he, when he +got outside. "Oh!—is it you, Markham?"</p> + +<p>"How came you to throw a stone just now, and break my window, Cyril +Dare?"</p> + +<p>The words threw Cyril into the greatest apparent surprise. "<i>I</i> throw a +stone and break your window!" repeated he. "I don't know what you mean."</p> + +<p>"Either you or your brother threw it; you were both together. It entered +my mother's bedroom window, and went within an inch of her head. I'll +trouble you to send a glazier round to put the pane in."</p> + +<p>"Well, of all strange accusations, this is about the strangest!" uttered +Cyril. "We have not been near your window; we are upstairs at our tea."</p> + + +<p>At this juncture, Mr. Dare came out. He had heard the altercation in the +house. "What's this?" asked he. "Good evening, Markham."</p> + +<p>Markham explained. "They crouched down under the hedge when they had +done the mischief," he continued, "thinking, no doubt, to get away +undetected. But, as it happened, Brooks the nurseryman was in his ground +behind the opposite hedge, and he saw the whole. He says they were +throwing at the bats. Now I should be sorry to get them punished, Mr. +Dare; we have been boys ourselves; but if young gentlemen will throw +stones, they must pay for any damage they do. I have requested your son +to send a glazier round in the morning. I am sorry he should have denied +the fact."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare turned to Cyril. "If you did it, why do you deny it?"</p> + +<p>Cyril hesitated for the tenth part of a second. Which would be the best +policy? To give in, or to hold out? He chose the latter. His word was as +good as that confounded Brooks's, and he'd brave it out! "We didn't do +it," he angrily said; "we have not been near the place this evening. +Brooks must have mistaken others for us in the dusk."</p> + +<p>"They did do it, Mr. Dare. There's no mistake about it. Brooks had been +watching them, and he thinks it was the bigger one who threw that +particular stone. If I had set a house on fire," Markham added to Cyril, +"I'd rather confess the accident, than deny it by a lie. What sort of a +man do you expect to make?"</p> + +<p>"A better one than you!" insolently retorted Cyril.</p> + +<p>"Wait an instant," said Mr. Dare. He proceeded to the school-room to +inquire of George. That young gentleman had been an admiring hearer of +the colloquy from a staircase-window. He tore back to the school-room on +the approach of his father; hastily deciding that he must bear out Cyril +in the denial. "Now, George," said Mr. Dare, sternly, "did you and Cyril +do this, or did you not?"</p> + +<p>"Of course we did not, papa," was the ready reply. "We have not been +near Markham's. Brooks must be a fool."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare believed him. He was leaving the room when Miss Benyon +interposed.</p> + +<p>"Sir, I should be doing wrong to allow you to be deceived. They did +break the window."</p> + +<p>The address caused Mr. Dare to pause. "How do you know it, Miss Benyon?"</p> + +<p>Miss Benyon related what had passed. Mr. Dare cast his eyes sternly upon +his youngest son. "It is you who are the fool, George, not Brooks. A lie +is sure to get found out in the end; don't attempt to tell another."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare went down. "I cannot come quite to the bottom of this +business, Markham," said he, feeling unwilling to expose his sons more +than they had exposed themselves. "At all events you shall have the +window put in. A pane of glass is not much on either side."</p> + +<p>"It is a good deal to my pocket, Mr. Dare. But that's all I ask. And you +know my character too well to fear I would make a doubtful claim. Brooks +is open to inquiry."</p> + +<p>He departed; and Mr. Dare touched Cyril on the arm. "Come with me."</p> + +<p>He took him into the room, and there ensued an angry lecture. Cyril +thought George had confessed, and stood silent before his father. "What +a sneak he must have been!" thought Cyril. "Won't I serve him out!"</p> + +<p>"If you have acquired the habit of speaking falsely, you had better +relinquish it," resumed Mr. Dare. "It will not be a recommendation in +the eyes of Mr. Ashley."</p> + +<p>"I am not going to Ashley's," burst forth Cyril; for the mention of the +subject was sure to anger him. "Turn manufacturer, indeed! I'd +rather——"</p> + +<p>"You'd rather be a gentleman at large," interrupted Mr. Dare. "But," he +sarcastically added, "gentlemen require something to live upon. Listen, +Cyril. One of the finest openings that I know of in this city, for a +young man, is in Ashley's manufactory. <i>You</i> may despise Mr. Ashley as a +manufacturer; but others respect him. He was reared a gentleman—he is +regarded as one; he is wealthy, and his business is large and +flourishing. Suppose you could drop into this, after him?—succeed to +this fine business, its sole proprietor? I can tell you that you would +occupy a better position, and be in receipt of a far larger income than +either Anthony or Herbert will be."</p> + +<p>"But there's no such chance as that, for me," debated Cyril.</p> + +<p>"There is the chance: and that's why you are to be placed there. Henry, +from his infirmity, is not to be brought up to business, and there is no +other son. You will be apprenticed to Mr. Ashley, with a view to +succeeding, as a son would, first of all to a partnership with him, +eventually to the whole. Now, this is the prospect before you, Cyril; +and prejudiced though you are, you must see that it is a fine one."</p> + +<p>"Well," acknowledged Cyril, "I wouldn't object to drop into a good thing +like that. Has Mr. Ashley proposed it?"</p> + +<p>"No, he has not distinctly proposed it. But he did admit, when your +apprenticeship was being spoken of, that he might be wanting somebody to +succeed him. He more than hinted that whoever might be chosen to succeed +him, or to be associated with him, must be rendered fit for the +connection by being an estimable and a good man; one held in honour by +his fellow citizens. No other could be linked with the name of Ashley. +And now, sir, what do you think he, Mr. Ashley, would say to your +behaviour to-night?"</p> + +<p>Cyril looked rather shame-faced.</p> + +<p>"You will go to Mr. Ashley's, Cyril. But I wish you to remember, to +remember always, that the ultimate advantages will depend upon yourself +and your conduct. Become a good man, and there's little doubt they will +be yours; turn out indifferently, and there's not the slightest chance +for you."</p> + +<p>"I shan't succeed to any of Ashley's money, I suppose?" complacently +questioned Cyril, who somewhat ignored the conditions, and saw himself +in prospective Mr. Ashley's successor.</p> + +<p>"It is impossible to say what you may succeed to," replied Mr. Dare, in +so significant a tone as to surprise Cyril. "Henry Ashley's I should +imagine to be a doubtful life; should anything happen to him, Mary +Ashley will, of course, inherit all. And he will be a fortunate man who +shall get into her good graces and marry her."</p> + +<p>It was a broad hint to a boy like Cyril. "She's such a proud thing, that +Mary Ashley!" grumbled he.</p> + +<p>"She is a very sweet child," was the warm rejoinder of Mr. Dare. And +Cyril went upstairs again to his jam and his interrupted tea.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the evening went on, and the drawing-room was waiting for Lord +Hawkesley. Mrs. Dare and Adelaide were waiting for him—waiting +anxiously in elegant attire. Mr. Dare did not seem to care whether he +came or not; and Julia, who was buried in an easy chair with her book, +would have preferred, of the two, that he stayed away. Between eight and +nine he arrived. A little man; young, fair, with light eyes and sharp +features, a somewhat cynical expression habitually on his lips. +Helstonleigh, in its gossip, conjectured that he must be making young +Anthony Dare useful to him in some way or other, or he would not have +condescended to the intimacy. For Lord Hawkesley, a proud man by nature, +had been reared as an earl's son and heir; which meant an exclusiveness +far greater in those days than it is in these. This was the third +evening visit he had paid to Mrs. Dare. Had Adelaide's good looks any +attraction for him? <i>She</i> was beginning to think so, and to weave +visions upon the strength of it. Entrenched as the Dares were in their +folly and assumption, Adelaide was blind to the wide social gulf that +lay between herself and Viscount Hawkesley.</p> + +<p>She sat down at the piano at his request and sang an Italian song. She +had a good voice, and her singing was better than her Italian accent. +Lord Hawkesley stood by her and looked over the music.</p> + +<p>"I like your style of singing very much," he remarked to her when the +song was over. "You must have learnt of a good master."</p> + +<p>"<i>Comme ça</i>," carelessly rejoined Adelaide. As is the case with many +more young ladies who possess a superficial knowledge of French, she +thought it the perfection of good taste to display as much of it as she +did know. "I had the best professor that Helstonleigh can give; but what +are Helstonleigh professors compared with those of London? We cannot +expect first-rate talent here."</p> + +<p>"Do you like London?" asked Lord Hawkesley.</p> + +<p>"I was never there," replied Adelaide, feeling the confession, when made +to Lord Hawkesley, to be nothing but a humiliation.</p> + +<p>"Indeed! You would enjoy a London season."</p> + +<p>"Oh, so much! I know nothing of the London season, except from books. A +contrast to your lordship, you will say," she added, with a laugh. "You +must be almost tired of it; <i>désillusionné</i>."</p> + +<p>"What's that in English?" inquired Lord Hawkesley, whose French studies, +as far as they had extended, had been utterly thrown away upon him. +Labouring under the deficiency, he had to make the best of it, and did +it with a boast. "Used up, I suppose you mean?"</p> + +<p>Adelaide coloured excessively. She wondered if he was laughing at her, +and made a mental vow never to speak French to a lord again.</p> + +<p>"Will you think me exacting, Miss Dare, if I trespass upon you for +another song?"</p> + +<p>Adelaide did not think him exacting in the least. She was ready to sing +as long as he pleased.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VB" id="CHAPTER_VB"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<h3>CHARLOTTE EAST'S PRESENT.</h3> + + +<p>Towards dusk, that same evening, Charlotte East went over to Mrs. +Buffle's for some butter. After she was served, Mrs. Buffle—who was a +little shrimp of a woman, with a red nose—crossed her arms upon the +counter and bent her face towards Charlotte's. "Have you heered the +news?" asked she. "Mary Ann Cross is going to make a match of it with +Ben Tyrrett."</p> + +<p>"Is she?" said Charlotte. "They had better wait a few years, both of +them, until they shall have put by something."</p> + +<p>"They're neither of them of the putting-by sort," returned Mrs. Buffle. +"Them Crosses is the worst girls to spend in all the Fair: unless it's +Carry Mason. She don't spare her back, she don't. The wonder is, how she +gets it."</p> + +<p>"Young girls will dress," observed Charlotte, carelessly.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Buffle laughed. "You speak as if you were an old one."</p> + +<p>"I feel like one sometimes, Mrs. Buffle. When children are left, as I +and Robert were, with a baby brother to bring up, and hardly any means +to do it upon, it helps to steady them. Tom——"</p> + +<p>Eliza Tyrrett burst in at the door, with a violence that made its bell +twang and tinkle. "Half-a-pound o' dips, long-tens, Dame Buffle, and be +quick about it," was her order. "There's such a flare-up, in at +Mason's."</p> + +<p>"A flare-up!" repeated Mrs. Buffle, who was always ripe and ready for a +dish of scandal, whether it touched on domestic differences, or on young +girls' improvidence in the shape of dress. "Is Mason and her having a +noise?"</p> + +<p>"It's not him and her. It's about Carry. Hetty Mason locked Carry up +this afternoon, and Mason never came home at all to tea; he went and had +some beer instead, and a turn at skittles, and she wouldn't let Carry +out. He came in just now, and his wife told him a whole heap about +Carry, and Mason went up to the cock-loft, undid the door, and +threatened to kick Carry down. They're having it out in the kitchen, all +three."</p> + +<p>"What has Carry done?" asked Mrs. Buffle eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps Charlotte East can tell," said Eliza Tyrrett, slyly. "She has +been thick with Carry lately. <i>I</i> am not a-going to spoil sport."</p> + +<p>Charlotte took up her butter, and bending a severe look of caution on +the Tyrrett girl, left the shop. Anthony Dare's reputation was not a +brilliant one, and the bare fact of Caroline Mason's allowing herself to +walk with him would have damaged her in the eyes of Honey Fair. As well +keep it, if possible, from Mrs. Buffle and other gossips.</p> + +<p>As Charlotte crossed to her own door, she became conscious that some one +was flying towards her in the dusk of the evening: a woman with a fleet +foot and panting breath. Charlotte caught hold of her. "Caroline, where +are you going?"</p> + +<p>"Let me alone, Charlotte East"—and Caroline's nostrils were working, +her eyes flashing. "I have left their house for ever, and am going to +one who will give me a better."</p> + +<p>Charlotte held her tight. "You must not go, Caroline."</p> + +<p>"I will," she defiantly answered. "I have chosen my lot this night for +better or for worse. Will I stay to be taunted without a cause? To be +told I am what I am not? No! If anything should happen to me, let them +reproach themselves, for they have driven me on to it."</p> + +<p>Charlotte tried her utmost to restrain the wild girl. "Caroline," she +urged, "this is the turning-point in your life. A step forward, and you +may have passed it beyond recall; a step backwards, and you may be saved +for ever. Come home with me."</p> + +<p>Caroline in her madness—it was little else—turned her ghastly face +upon Charlotte. "You shan't stop me, Charlotte East! You go your way, +and I'll go mine. Shall Mark and she go on at me without cause, I say, +calling me false names?"</p> + +<p>"Come home with me, Caroline. You shall stay with me to-night; you +shan't go back to Hetty. My bed's not large, but it will hold us."</p> + +<p>"I won't, I won't!" she uttered, struggling to be free.</p> + +<p>"Only for a minute," implored Charlotte. "Come in for a minute until you +are calm. You are mad just now."</p> + +<p>"I am driven to it. There!"</p> + +<p>With a jerk she wrenched herself from Charlotte's grasp, passion giving +her strength: and she flew onwards and was lost in the dark night. +Charlotte East ran home. Her brothers were there. "Tom," said she, "put +this butter in the cupboard for me;" and out she went again. At the end +of Honey Fair, a road lay each way. Which should she take? Which had +Caroline taken?</p> + +<p>She chose the one to the right—it was the most retired—and went +groping about it for twenty minutes. As it happened, as such things +generally do happen, Caroline had taken the other.</p> + +<p>In a sheltered part of that, which lay back, away from the glare of the +gas lamps, Caroline had taken refuge. She had expected some one would be +there to meet her; but she found herself mistaken. Down she sat on a +stone, and her wild passion began to diminish.</p> + +<p>Nearly half an hour afterwards, Charlotte found her there. Caroline was +talking to Anthony Dare, who had just come up. Charlotte grasped +Caroline.</p> + +<p>"You must come with me, Caroline."</p> + +<p>"Who on earth are you, and what do you want intruding here?" demanded +Anthony Dare, turning round with a fierce stare on Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"I am Charlotte East, sir, if it is any matter to you to know my name, +and I am a friend of Caroline Mason's. I am here to take her out of +harm's way."</p> + +<p>"There's nothing to harm her here," haughtily answered young Anthony. +"Mind your own business."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid there is one thing to harm her, sir, and that's you," said +brave Charlotte. "You can't come among us people in Honey Fair for any +good. Folks bent on good errands don't need to wait till dark before +they pay their visits. You had better give up prowling about this place, +Mr. Anthony Dare. Stay with your equals, sir; with those that will be a +match for you."</p> + +<p>"The woman must be deranged!" uttered Anthony, going into a terrible +passion. "How dare you presume to say such things to me?"</p> + +<p>"How dare you, sir, set yourself out to work ill?" retorted Charlotte. +"Come along, Caroline," she added to the girl, who was now crying +bitterly. "As for you, sir, if you mean no harm, as you say, and it is +necessary that you should condescend to visit Honey Fair, please to pay +your visits in the broad light of day."</p> + +<p>No very pleasant word broke from Anthony Dare. He would have liked to +exterminate Charlotte. "Caroline," foamed he, "order this woman away. If +I could see a policeman, I'd give her in charge."</p> + +<p>"Sir, if you dare attempt to detain her, I'll appeal to the first +passer-by. I'll tell them to look at the great and grand Mr. Anthony +Dare, and to ask him what he wants here, night after night."</p> + +<p>Even as Charlotte spoke, footsteps were heard, and two gentlemen, +talking together, advanced. The voice of one fell familiarly on the ear +of Anthony Dare, familiarly on that of Charlotte East. The latter +uttered a joyful cry.</p> + +<p>"There's Mr. Ashley! Loose her, sir, or I'll call to him."</p> + +<p>To have Mr. Ashley "called to" on the point would not be altogether +agreeable to the feelings of young Anthony. "You fool!" he exclaimed to +Charlotte East, "what harm do you suppose I meant, or thought of? You +must be a very strange person yourself, to get such a thing into your +imagination. Good night, Caroline."</p> + +<p>And turning on his heel haughtily, Anthony Dare stalked off in the +direction of Helstonleigh. Mr. Ashley passed on, having noticed nothing, +and Charlotte East wound her arm round the sobbing girl, subdued now, +and led her home.</p> + +<p>Anthony went straight to Pomeranian Knoll, and threw himself on to a +sofa in a very ill humour. Lord Hawkesley was occupied with Adelaide and +her singing, and paid little attention to him.</p> + +<p>At the close of the evening they left together, Anthony going out with +Lord Hawkesley, and linking arms as they proceeded towards the Star +Hotel, Lord Hawkesley's usual quarters when in Helstonleigh.</p> + +<p>"I have got two hundred out of the governor," began Anthony in a +confidential tone. "He will give me the cheque to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"What's two hundred, Dare?" slightingly spoke his lordship. "It's +nothing."</p> + +<p>"It was of no use trying for more to-night. The two hundred will stop +present worry, Hawkesley; the future must be provided for when it +comes." And they walked on with a quicker step.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare had looked at her watch as they departed. It was half-past +eleven. She said she supposed they might as well be going to bed, and +Mr. Dare roused himself. For the last half-hour he had been half-asleep; +quite asleep he did not choose to fall, in the young man's presence. A +viscount to Lawyer Dare was a viscount. "Where's Herbert?" asked he, +stretching himself. Master Herbert, Joseph answered, had had supper +served (not being able to recover from the short allowance at dinner), +and had gone to bed. The rest, excepting Adelaide, had gone before, free +from want, from care, full of the good things of this life. The young +Halliburtons, their cousins once removed, had knelt and thanked God for +the day's good, even though that day to them had been what all their +days were now, one of poverty and privation. Not so the Dares. As +children, for they were not in a heathen land, they had been taught to +say their prayers at night; but as they grew older, the custom was +suffered to fall into disuse. The family attended church on Sundays, +fashionably attired, and there ended their religion.</p> + +<p>To bed and to sleep went they, all the household, old and young—Joseph, +the manservant, excepted. Sleepy Joseph stretched himself in a large +chair to wait the return of Mr. Anthony: sleepy Joseph had so to stretch +himself most nights. Mr. Anthony might come in in an hour's time, or Mr. +Anthony might not come in until it was nearly time to commence the day's +duties in the morning. It was all a chance; as poor Joseph knew to his +cost.</p> + +<p>Nine o'clock was the breakfast hour at Mr. Dare's, and the family were +in general pretty punctual at it. On the following morning they were all +assembled at the meal, Anthony rather red about the eyes, when Ann, the +housemaid, entered.</p> + +<p>"Here's a parcel for you, Mr. Anthony."</p> + +<p>She held in her arms a large untidy sort of bundle, done round with +string. Anthony turned his wondering eyes upon it.</p> + +<p>"That! It can't be for me."</p> + +<p>"A boy brought it and said it was for you, sir," returned Ann, letting +the cumbersome parcel fall on a chair. "I asked if there was any answer, +and he said there was not."</p> + +<p>"It must be from your tailor, Anthony," said Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>Anthony's consequence was offended at the suggestion. "My tailor send me +a parcel done up like that!" repeated he. "He had better! He would get +no more of my custom."</p> + +<p>"What an extraordinary direction!" exclaimed Julia, who had got up, and +drawn near, in her curiosity: "'Young Mister Antony Dare!' Just look, +all of you."</p> + +<p>Anthony rose, and the rest followed, except Mr. Dare, who was busy with +a county paper, and paid no attention. A happy thought darted into +Minny's mind. "I know!" she cried, clapping her hands. "Cyril and George +are playing Anthony a trick, like the one they played Miss Benyon."</p> + +<p>Anthony, too hastily taking up the view thus suggested, and inwardly +vowing a not agreeable chastisement to the two, as soon as they should +rush in to breakfast from school, took out his penknife and severed the +string. The paper fell apart, and the contents rolled on to the floor.</p> + +<p>What on earth were they? What did they mean? A woman's gown, tawdry but +pretty; a shawl; a neck-scarf, with gold-coloured fringe; two pairs of +gloves, the fingers worn into holes; a bow of handsome ribbon; a cameo +brooch, fine and false; and one or two more such articles, not new, +stood disclosed. The party around gazed in sheer amazement.</p> + +<p>"If ever I saw such a collection as this!" exclaimed Mrs. Dare. "It is a +woman's clothing. Why should they have been sent to you, Anthony?"</p> + +<p>Anthony's cheek wore rather a conscious colour just then. "How should I +know?" he replied. "They must have been directed to me by mistake. Take +the rags away, Ann"—spurning them with his foot—"and throw them into +the dust-bin. Who knows what infected place they may have come from?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare and the young ladies shrieked at the last suggestion, gathered +their skirts about them, and retired as far as the limits of the room +allowed. Some enemy of malicious intent must have done it, they became +convinced. Ann—no more liking to be infected with measles or what not +than they—seized the tongs, gingerly lifted the articles inside the +paper, dragged the whole outside the door, and called Joseph to carry +them to the receptacle indicated by Mr. Anthony.</p> + +<p>Charlotte East had thought she would not do her work by halves.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIB" id="CHAPTER_VIB"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h3>THE FEAR GROWING GREATER.</h3> + + +<p>We must leap over some months. A story, you know, cannot stand still, +any more than we can.</p> + +<p>Spring had come round. The sofa belonging to Mrs. Reece's parlour was in +Mrs. Halliburton's, and Janey was lying on it—her blue eyes bright, her +cheeks hectic, her fair curls falling in disorder. Through autumn, +through winter, it had appeared that Dobbs's prognostications of evil +for Jane were not to be borne out, for she had recovered from the +temporary indications of illness, and had continued well; but, with the +early spring weather, Jane failed, and failed rapidly. The cough came +back, and great weakness grew upon her. She was always wanting to be at +rest, and would lie about anywhere. Spreading a cloak on the floor, with +a pillow for her head, Janey would plant herself between her mother and +the fire, pulling the cloak up on the side near the door. One day Dobbs +came in and saw her there.</p> + +<p>"My heart alive!" uttered Dobbs, when she had recovered her surprise; +"what are you lying down there for?"</p> + +<p>"I am tired," replied Janey; "and there's nowhere else to lie. If I put +three chairs together, it is not comfortable, and the pillow rolls off."</p> + +<p>"There's the sofa in our room," said Dobbs. "Why don't you lie on that?"</p> + + +<p>"So I do, you know, Dobbs; but I want to talk to mamma sometimes."</p> + +<p>Dobbs disappeared. Presently there was a floundering and thumping heard +in the passage, and the sofa was propelled in by Dobbs, very red with +the exertion. "My missis is indignant to think that the child should be +upon the floor," cried she, wrathfully. "One would suppose some folks +were born without brains, or the sofa might have been asked for."</p> + +<p>"But, Dobbs," said Janey—and <i>she</i> was allowed to "Dobbs" as much as +she pleased, unreproved—"what am I to lie on in your room?"</p> + +<p>"Isn't there my easy chair, with the high foot-board in front—as good +as a bed when you let it out?" returned Dobbs, proceeding to place Janey +comfortably on the sofa. "And now let me say what I came in to say, when +the sight of that child on the cold floor sent me shocked out again," +she added, turning to Jane. "My missis's leg is no better to-day, and +she has made up her mind to have Parry. It's erysipelas, as sure as a +gun. Every other spring, about, she's laid up with it in her legs, one +or the other of 'em. Ten weeks I have known her in bed with it——"</p> + +<p>"The very best preventive to erysipelas is to take an occasional warm +bath," interrupted Jane.</p> + +<p>The suggestion gave immense offence to Dobbs. "A warm bath!" she +uttered, ironically. "And how, pray, should my missis take a warm bath? +Sit down in a mashing-tub, and have a furnace of boiling water turned on +to her? Those new-fangled notions may do for Londoners, but they are not +known at Helstonleigh. Warm baths!" repeated Dobbs, with increased +scorn: "hadn't you better propose a water-bed at once? I have heard that +they are inventing <i>them</i> also."</p> + +<p>"I have heard so, too," pleasantly replied Jane.</p> + +<p>"Well, my missis is going to have Parry up, and she intends that he +shall see Janey and give her some physic—if physic will be of use," +added Dobbs, with an incredulous sniff. "My missis says it will. She +puts faith in Parry's physic as if it was gold; it's a good thing she's +not ill often, or she'd let herself be poisoned if quantity could poison +her! And, Janey, you'll take the physic, like a precious lamb; and heaps +of nice things you shall have after it, to drive the taste out. Warm +baths!" ejaculated Dobbs, as she went out, returning to the old +grievance. "I wonder what the world's coming to?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Parry was called in, and soon had his two regular patients there. +Mrs. Reece was confined to her bed with erysipelas in her leg; and if +Janey seemed better one day, she seemed worse the next. The surgeon did +not say what was the matter with Jane. He ordered her everything good in +the shape of food; he particularly ordered port wine. An hour after the +latter order had been given Dobbs appeared, with a full decanter in her +hand.</p> + +<p>"It's two glasses a day that she is to take—one at eleven and one at +three," cried she without circumlocution.</p> + +<p>"But, indeed, I cannot think of accepting so costly a thing from Mrs. +Reece as port wine," interrupted Jane, in consternation.</p> + +<p>"You can do as you like, ma'am," said Dobbs with equanimity. "Janey will +accept it; she'll drink her two glasses of wine daily, if I have to come +and drench her with it. And it won't be any cost out of my missis's +pocket, if that's what you are thinking of," logically proceeded Dobbs. +"Parry says it will be a good three months before she can take her wine +again; so Janey can drink it for her. If my missis grudged her port wine +or was cramped in pocket, I should not take my one glass a day, which I +do regular."</p> + +<p>"I can never repay you and Mrs. Reece for your kindness and generosity +to Jane," sighed Mrs. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"You can do it when you are asked," was Dobbs's retort. "There's the +wing and merrythought of a fowl coming in for her dinner, with a bit of +sweet boiled pork. I don't give myself the ceremony of cloth-laying, now +my missis is in bed, but just eat it in the rough; so the child had +better have hers brought in here comfortably, till my missis is down +again. And, Janey, you'll come upstairs to tea to us; I have taken up +the easy chair."</p> + +<p>"Thank you very much, Dobbs," said Janey.</p> + +<p>"And don't you let them cormorants be eating her dinners or drinking her +wine," said Dobbs, fiercely, as she was going out. "Keep a sharp +look-out upon 'em."</p> + +<p>"They would not do it!" warmly replied Jane. "You do not know my boys +yet, if you think they would rob their sick sister."</p> + +<p>"I know that boys' stomachs are always on the crave for anything that's +good," retorted Dobbs. "You might skin a boy if you were forced to it, +but you'd never drive his nature out of him; and that's to be always +eating!"</p> + +<p>So she had even <i>this</i> help—port wine! It seemed almost beyond belief, +and Jane lost herself in thought.</p> + +<p>"Mamma, you don't hear me!"</p> + +<p>"Did you speak, Janey?"</p> + +<p>"I say I think Dobbs got that fowl for me. Mrs. Reece is not taking +meat, and Dobbs would not buy a fowl for herself. She will give me all +the best parts, and pick the bones herself. You'll see. How kind they +are to me! What should I have done, mamma, if I had only our plain food? +I know I could not eat it now."</p> + +<p>"God is over us, my dear child," was Jane's reply. "It is He who has +directed this help to us: never doubt it, Jane. Whether we live or die," +she added pointedly, "we are in His hands, and He orders all things for +the best."</p> + +<p>"Can to die be for the best?" asked Janey, sitting up to think over the +question.</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, my dear girl; certainly it is, if God wills it. How often +have I talked to you about the <span class="smcap">rest</span> after the grave! No more tears, no +more partings. Which is best—to be here, or to go to that rest? Oh, +Janey! we can put up surely with illness and with crosses here, if we +may only attain to that. This world will last only for a little while at +best; but that other will abide for ever and for ever."</p> + +<p>A summons from Mr. Parry's boy: Miss Halliburton's medicine had arrived. +Miss Halliburton made a grievous face over it, when her mamma poured the +dose out. "I never <i>can</i> take it! It smells so nasty!"</p> + +<p>Jane held the wine-glass towards her, a grave, kind smile upon her face. +"My darling, it is one of earth's little crosses; <i>try</i> and not rebel +against it. Here's a bit of Patience's jam left, to take after it."</p> + +<p>Janey smiled bravely as she took the glass. "It was not so bad as I +thought, mamma," said she, when she had swallowed it.</p> + +<p>"Of course not, Janey; nothing is that we set about with a brave heart."</p> + +<p>But, with every good thing, Janey did not improve. Her mother shrank +from admitting the fact that was growing only too palpable; and Dobbs +would come in and sit looking at Janey for a quarter of an hour +together, never speaking.</p> + +<p>"Why do you look at me so, Dobbs?" asked Janey, one day, suddenly. "You +were crying when you looked at me last night at dusk."</p> + +<p>Dobbs was rather taken to. "I had been peeling onions," said she.</p> + +<p>"Why do you shrink from looking at the truth?" an inward voice kept +repeating in Mrs. Halliburton's heart. "Is it right, or wise, or well to +do so?" No; she knew that it could not be.</p> + +<p>That same day, after Mr. Parry had paid his visit to Mrs. Reece, he +looked in upon Janey. "Am I getting better?" she asked him. "I want to +go into the green fields again, and run about."</p> + +<p>"Ah," said he, "we must wait for that, little maid."</p> + +<p>Jane went out to the door with him. When he put out his hand to say good +morning, he saw that she was white with emotion, and could not speak +readily. "Will she live or die, Mr. Parry?" was the whispered question +that came at last.</p> + +<p>"Now don't distress yourself, Mrs. Halliburton. In these lingering cases +we must be content to wait the issue, whatever it may be."</p> + +<p>"I have had so much trouble of one sort or another, that I think I have +become inured to it," she continued, striving to speak more calmly. +"These several days past I have been deciding to ask you the truth. If +I am to lose her, it will be better that I should know it beforehand: it +will be easier for me to bear. She is in danger, is she not?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," he replied; "I fear she is."</p> + +<p>"Is there any hope?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you know, Mrs. Halliburton, while there is life there is hope."</p> + +<p>His tone was kindly; but she could not well mistake that, of human hope, +there was none. Her lips were pale—her bosom was heaving. "I +understand," she murmured. "Tell me one other thing: how near is the +end?"</p> + +<p>"That I really cannot tell you," he more readily replied. "These cases +vary much in their progression. Do not be downcast, Mrs. Halliburton. We +must every one of us go, sooner or later. Sometimes I wish I could see +all mine gone before me, rather than leave them behind to the cares of +this troublesome world."</p> + +<p>He shook hands and departed. Jane crept softly upstairs to her own room, +and was shut in for ten minutes. Poor thing! <i>she</i> could not spare time +for the indulgence of grief, as others might! she must hasten to her +never-ceasing work. She had her task to do; and ten minutes lost from it +in the day must be made up at night.</p> + +<p>As she was going downstairs, with red eyes, Mrs. Reece heard her +footstep and called to her from her bed. "Is that you, ma'am?"</p> + +<p>So Jane had to go in. "Are you better?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>"No, ma'am, I don't see much improvement," replied the old lady. "Mr. +Parry is going to change the lotion; but it's a thing that will have its +course. How is Janey? Does he say?"</p> + +<p>"She is much the same," said Jane. "She grows no better. I fear she +never will."</p> + +<p>"Ay! so Dobbs says; and it strikes me Parry has told her so. Now, ma'am, +you spare nothing that can do her good. Whatever she fancies, tell +Dobbs, and it shall be had. I would not for the world have a dying child +stinted while I can help it. Don't spare wine; don't spare anything."</p> + +<p>"A dying child!" The words, in spite of Jane's previous convictions; +nay, her knowledge; caused her heart to sink with a chill. She +proceeded, as she had done many times before, to express a tithe of her +gratitude to Mrs. Reece for the substantial kindness shown to Janey.</p> + +<p>"Don't say anything about it, ma'am," returned the old lady in her +simple, straightforward way. "I have neither chick nor child of my own, +and both I and Dobbs have taken a liking for Janey. We can't think +anything we can do too much for her. I have spoken to Parry—therefore +don't spare his services; at any hour of the day or night send for him +if you deem it necessary."</p> + +<p>With another attempt at heartfelt thanks, Jane went down. Full as her +cup was to the brim, she was yet overwhelmed with the sense of kindness +shown. From that time she set herself to the task of preparing Janey for +the great change by gradual degrees—a little now, a little then: to +make her long for the translation to that better land.</p> + +<p>One evening, about eight o'clock, Patience entered—partly to inquire +after Janey, partly to ask William if he would go to bring Anna from +Mrs. Ashley's, where she had been taking tea. Samuel Lynn was detained +in the town on business, and Grace had been permitted to go out: +therefore Patience had no one to send. William left his books, and went +out with alacrity. Patience sat down by Janey's sofa.</p> + +<p>"I get so tired, Patience. I wish I had some pretty books to read! I +have read all Anna's over and over again."</p> + +<p>"And she won't eat solids now, and she grows tired of mutton-broth, and +sago, and egg-flip, and those things," put in Dobbs, in an injured tone, +who was also sitting there.</p> + +<p>"I would try her with a little beef-tea, made with plenty of carrots and +thickened with arrowroot," said Patience.</p> + +<p>"Beef-tea, made with carrots and thickened with arrowroot!" ungraciously +responded Dobbs, who held in contempt every one's cooking except her +own.</p> + +<p>"I can tell thee that it is one of the nicest things taken," said +Patience. "It might be a change for the child."</p> + +<p>"How's it made?" asked Dobbs. "It might do for my missis: <i>she's</i> tired +of mutton broth."</p> + +<p>"Slice a pound of lean beef, and let it soak for two hours in a quart of +cold water," replied Patience. "Then put meat and water into a saucepan, +with a couple of large carrots scraped and sliced. Let it warm +gradually, and then simmer for about four hours, thee putting salt to +taste. Strain it off; and, when cold, take off the fat. As the broth is +wanted, stir it up, and take from it as much as may be required, boiling +the portion, for a minute, with a little arrowroot."</p> + +<p>Dobbs condescended to intimate that perhaps she might try it; though +she'd be bound it was poor stuff.</p> + +<p>William had hastened to Mr. Ashley's. He was shown into a room to wait +for Anna, and his attention was immediately attracted by a shelf full of +children's story-books. He knew they were just what Janey was longing +for. He had taken some in his hand, when Anna came in, ready for him, +accompanied by Mrs. Ashley, Mary, and Henry. Then William became aware +of the liberty he had taken in touching the things, and, in his +self-consciousness, the colour, as usual, rushed to his face. It was a +frank, ingenuous face, with its fair, open forehead, and its earnest, +dark grey eyes; and Mrs. Ashley thought it so.</p> + +<p>"Were you looking at our books?" asked Henry, who was in a remarkably +good humour.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to have touched them," replied William. "I was thinking of +something else."</p> + +<p>"I would be nearly sure thee were thinking of thy sister," cried Anna, +who had an ever-ready tongue.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I was," replied William candidly. "I was wishing she could read +them."</p> + +<p>"I have told her about the books," said Anna, turning from William to +the rest. "I related to her as much as I could remember of 'Anna Ross:' +that book which thee had in thy hand, William. She would so like to read +them; she is always ill."</p> + +<p>"Is she very ill?" inquired Mrs. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"She is dying," replied Anna.</p> + +<p>It was the first intimation William had received of the great fear. His +countenance changed, his heart beat wildly. "Oh, Anna! who says it?" he +cried out, in a low, wailing tone.</p> + +<p>There was a dead silence. Anna's announcement sounded sufficiently +startling, and Mrs. Ashley looked with sympathy at the evidently +agitated boy.</p> + +<p>"There! that's my tongue!" cried Anna repentantly. "Patience says she +wonders some one does not cut it out for me."</p> + +<p>Mary Ashley—a fair, gentle little girl, with large brown eyes, like +Henry's—stepped forward, full of sympathy. "I have heard of your sister +from Anna," she said. "She is welcome to read all my books; you can take +some to her now, and change them as often as you like."</p> + +<p>How pleased William was! Mary selected four, and gave them to him. "Anna +Ross," "The Blind Farmer," "Theophilus and Sophia," and "Margaret +White." Very old, some of the books, and childish; but admirably suited +to what people were beginning to call Jane—a dying child.</p> + +<p>"I say," cried out Henry, a little aristocratic patronage in his tone, +as William was departing, "how do you get on with your Latin?"</p> + +<p>"I get on very well. Not quite so fast as I should with a master. I have +to puzzle out difficulties for myself, and I am not sure but that's one +of the best ways to get on. I go on with my Greek, too; and Euclid, +and——"</p> + +<p>"How much time do you work?" burst forth Henry.</p> + +<p>"From six o'clock till half-past nine. A little of the time I am helping +my brothers."</p> + +<p>"There's perseverance, Henry!" cried Mrs. Ashley; and Master Henry +shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Anna," began William, as they walked along, "how do you know that Janey +is so ill?"</p> + +<p>"Now, William, thee must ask thy mother whether she is ill or not. She +may get well—how do I know? She was ill last summer, and Hannah Dobbs +would have it she was in a bad way then; but she recovered. Dost thee +know what Patience says?"</p> + +<p>"What?" asked William eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Patience says I have ten ears where I ought to have two; and I think +thee hast the same. Fare thee well," she added, as they reached her +door. "Thank thee for coming for me."</p> + +<p>William waited at the gate until Anna was admitted, and then hastened +home. Jane was alone, working as usual.</p> + +<p>"Mamma, is it true that Janey is dying?"</p> + +<p>Jane's heart gave a leap; and poor William, as she saw, could scarcely +speak for agitation. "Who told you that?" she asked in low tones.</p> + +<p>"Anna Lynn. <i>Is</i> it true?"</p> + +<p>"William, I fear it may be. Don't grieve, child! don't grieve!"</p> + +<p>William had laid his head down upon the table, the sobs breaking forth. +His poor mother left her seat, and bent her head down beside him, +sobbing also.</p> + +<p>"William, for my sake don't grieve!" she whispered. "God alone knows +what is good. He would not take her unless it were for the best."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIIB" id="CHAPTER_VIIB"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h3>THE END.</h3> + + +<p>April passed. May was passing; and the end of Jane Halliburton was at +hand. There was no secret now about her state; but she was going away +very peacefully.</p> + +<p>In this month, May, there occurred another vacancy in the choir of the +cathedral. Little Gar—but he was growing too big now to be called +Little Gar—proved to be the successful candidate; so that both boys +were now in the choir.</p> + +<p>"It will be such a help to me, learning to chant, should I ever try for +a minor canonry," boasted Gar, who never tired of telling them that he +meant to be a clergyman.</p> + +<p>"Gar, dear, did you ever sit down and count the cost?" asked Mrs. +Halliburton. "I fear it will not be your luck to go to college."</p> + +<p>"Labor omnia vincit," cried out Gar. "You have heard us stumbling over +our Latin often enough, mamma, to know what that means. Frank will need +to count the cost, too, if he is ever to make himself into a barrister; +and he says he <i>will</i> be one."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you two vain boys!" cried Jane, laughing.</p> + +<p>"Mamma," spoke up Janey from the sofa—and her breathing was laboured +now—"is there harm in their wishing this?"</p> + +<p>"Not at all. They are laudable aims. Only Frank and Gar are so poor and +friendless that I fear the hopes are too ambitious to end in anything +but disappointment."</p> + +<p>Janey called Gar to her, and pulled his face down to a level with hers, +whispering softly, "Strive well, Gar, and trust in God."</p> + +<p>Later, when Jane had to be out on an indispensable errand, Dobbs came in +to sit with Janey. She brought her some jelly in a saucer.</p> + +<p>"I am nearly tired of it, Dobbs," said Janey. "I grow tired of +everything. And I don't like to say so, because it seems so ungrateful."</p> + +<p>"It's the nature of illness to get tired of things," responded Dobbs, +who thought it was her mission never to cease buoying Janey up with +hope. "You'll be better when the hot weather comes in."</p> + +<p>"No, I shan't, Dobbs. I shall never get better now."</p> + +<p>A combination of feelings, indignation predominating, nearly took away +Dobbs's breath. "Who on earth has been putting that grim notion in your +head?" asked she.</p> + +<p>"It is true, Dobbs."</p> + +<p>"True!" ejaculated Dobbs. "Who has been saying it to you? I want to know +that."</p> + +<p>"Mamma for one. She——"</p> + +<p>"Of all the stupids!" burst forth Dobbs, drowning what Janey was about +to say. "To frighten the child by telling her she's going to die!"</p> + +<p>"It does not frighten me, Dobbs. I like to lie and think of it."</p> + +<p>Dobbs fell into a doubt whether Janey was in her senses. "Like to lie +and think of being screwed down in a coffin, and put into the cold +ground, and left there till the judgment day!" uttered she.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but, Dobbs, you must know better than that," returned Jane. "<i>We</i> +are not put into the coffin; it is only our bodies that are put into the +coffin; we go into the world of departed spirits."</p> + +<p>"De-par-ted what?" ejaculated Dobbs, whose notions of the future—the +life after this life—were not very definite; and who could not have +been more astonished had Jane begun to talk to her in Greek.</p> + +<p>"Mamma has always tried to explain these things to us," said Jane. "She +has made them as clear to us as they can be made, and she has taught us +not to fear death. She says a great mistake is often made by those who +bring up children. They are taught to run away from death as something +gloomy and frightful, instead of being shown its bright side."</p> + +<p>"Well, I never heard the like!" exclaimed Dobbs, lost in wonder. "How +can there be a bright side to death?—in a horrid coffin, with brass +nails and tin-tacks that screw you down?"</p> + +<p>Tears filled Janey's eyes. "Oh, Dobbs, you must learn better than that, +or how will you ever be reconciled to death? Don't you know that when +we die, we—our spirit, that is, for it is our spirit that lives and +thinks—leave our body behind us? There's no more consciousness in our +body, and it is put into the grave till the last day. It is like the +shell that the silkworm casts away when it comes into the moth: the life +is in the moth: not in the cast-off shell. You cannot think what trouble +mamma has taken with us always to explain these things; and she has +talked to me so much lately."</p> + +<p>"And where does the spirit go—by which, I suppose, you mean the soul?" +asked Dobbs.</p> + +<p>Janey shook her head, to express her ignorance at the best. "It is all a +mystery," she said; "but mamma has taught us to believe that there's a +place for the departed, and that we shall be there. It is not to be +supposed that the soul, a thing of life, could be boxed up in a coffin, +Dobbs. When Jesus Christ said to the thief on the cross, 'To-day shalt +thou be with me in paradise,' he meant that world. It is a place of +light and rest."</p> + +<p>"And the good and bad are there together?"</p> + +<p>Again Janey shook her head. "Don't you remember, in the parable of the +rich man and the beggar, there was a great gulf between them, and +Abraham said that it could not be passed? I dare say it will be very +peaceful and happy there: quite different from this world, where there's +so much trouble and sickness. Why should I be afraid of death, Dobbs?"</p> + +<p>Dobbs sat looking at her, and was some minutes before she spoke. "Not +afraid to die!" she slowly said. "Well, I should be."</p> + +<p>Janey's eyes were wet. "Nobody need be afraid to die when they have +learnt to trust in God. Don't you know," she answered with something +like enthusiasm, "that many people, when dying, have seen Jesus waiting +for them? What does it matter, then, where our bodies are put? We are +going to be with Jesus. Indeed, Dobbs, there's nothing sad in dying, if +you only can look at it in the right way. It is those who look at it in +the wrong way that are afraid to die."</p> + +<p>"The child's as learned as a minister!" was Dobbs's inward comment. +"Ours told us last Sunday evening at Chapel that we were all on the high +road to perdition. I'd rather listen to her creed than to his: it sounds +more encouraging. Their ma hasn't brought 'em up amiss; and that's the +truth!"</p> + +<p>The soliloquy was interrupted by the return of Mrs. Halliburton. Almost +immediately afterwards some visitors came in—Mary Ashley and Anna Lynn. +It was the first time Mary had been there, and she had come to bring +Janey some more books. She was one of those graceful children whom it is +pleasant to look at. A contrast in attire she presented to the little +Quakeress, with her silk dress, her straw hat, trimmed with a wreath of +flowers and white ribbons, her dark curls falling beneath it. She was +much younger than her brother Henry; but there was a great resemblance +between them—in the refined features, the bright complexion, and the +soft dark eyes. Somehow, through a remark made by Dobbs, the +conversation turned upon Jane's inability to recover; and Mary Ashley +heard with extreme wonder that death was not dreaded. "Her ma has taught +her different," was Dobbs's comment.</p> + +<p>"Mamma takes great pains with us," observed Mary; "but I should not like +to die. How is it?" she added, turning to Mrs. Halliburton. "Jane is not +much older than I, and yet she does not dread it!"</p> + +<p>"My dear," was the reply, "I think it is simply this. Those whom God is +intending to take from the world, He often, in His mercy and wisdom, +weans from the love of it. You are healthy and strong, and the world is +pleasant to you. Jane has been so long weak and ill that she no longer +finds enjoyment in it; and this naturally causes her to look beyond this +world to the rest and peace of the next. All things are well ordered."</p> + +<p>Mary Ashley began to think they must be. Chattering Anna, vain Anna, sat +gazing at Mary's pretty hat, her drooping curls; none, except Anna +herself, knew with what envious longing. Anna, at any rate, was not +tired of the world.</p> + +<p>The end grew nearer and nearer. There came a day when Jane did not get +up; there came a second, and a third. On the fourth morning, Janey, who +had passed a comfortable night, compared with some nights which had +preceded it, was sitting up in bed when her brothers came in from +school. They hurried over their breakfast and ran up to her, carrying +the remains of it in their hands.</p> + +<p>The first few minutes after breakfast had always been devoted by Jane to +reading to her children; in spite of her necessity for close working +they were so devoted still. "I will read here this morning," she +observed, as the boys stood around the bed.</p> + +<p>"Mamma," interrupted Janey, "read about the holy city, in the Book of +Revelation."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Halliburton turned to the twenty-first chapter, and had read to the +twenty-third verse—"And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the +moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb +is the light thereof"—when Jane suddenly started forward in bed, her +eyes fixed on some opposite point. Mrs. Halliburton paused, and +endeavoured to put her gently back again.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mamma, don't keep me!" she said in a strangely thrilling tone; +"don't keep me! I see the light! I see papa!"</p> + +<p>There was a strange light, not as of earth, in her own face, an +ineffable smile on her lip, that told more of heaven. Her arms dropped; +and she sank back on the pillow. Jane Halliburton had gone to her +Heavenly Father; it may be also to her earthly one. Gar screamed.</p> + +<p>Dobbs arrived in the midst of the commotion. And when Dobbs saw what had +happened, she fell into a storm of anger, of passionate sobs, half ready +to knock down Mrs. Halliburton with words, and the poor boys with blows. +Why was she not called to see the last of her? The only young thing she +had cared for in all the world, and yet she could not be allowed to wish +her farewell! She'd never love another again as long as her days lasted! +In vain they strove to explain to her that it was sudden, unexpected, +momentary: Dobbs would not listen.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Halliburton stole away from Dobbs's storm—anywhere. Her heart was +brimful. Although she had known that this must be the ending, now that +it had come she was as one unprepared. In her grief and sorrow, she was +tempted for a moment—but only for a moment—to question the goodness +and wisdom of God.</p> + +<p>Some one called to her from the foot of the stairs, and she went down. +She had to go down; she could not shut herself up, as those can who have +servants to be their deputies. Anna Lynn stood there, dressed for +school.</p> + +<p>"Friend Jane Halliburton, Patience has sent me to ask after Janey this +morning. Is she better?"</p> + +<p>"No, Anna. She is dead."</p> + +<p>Jane spoke with unnatural calmness. The child, scared at the words, +backed away out at the garden door, and then flew to Patience with the +news. It brought Patience in. Jane was nearly prostrate then.</p> + +<p>"Nay, but thee art grieving sadly! Thee must not take on so."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Patience! why should it be?" she wailed aloud in her despair and +bereavement. "Anna left in health and joyousness; my child taken! Surely +God is dealing hardly with me."</p> + +<p>"Thee must not say that," returned Patience gravely. "But thee art not +thyself just now. What truth was it that I heard thee impress upon thy +child not a week ago? That God's ways are not as our ways."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIIIB" id="CHAPTER_VIIIB"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<h3>A WEDDING IN HONEY FAIR.</h3> + + +<p>But that such contrasts are all too common in life, you might think it +scarcely seemly to go direct from a house of death to a house of +marriage. This same morning which witnessed the death of Jane +Halliburton, witnessed also the wedding of Mary Ann Cross and Ben +Tyrrett. Upon which there was wonderful rejoicing at the Crosses' +house.</p> + +<p>Of course, whether a wedding was a good one or a bad one (speaking from +a pecuniary point of view), it was equally the custom to feast over it +in Honey Fair. Benjamin Tyrrett was only what is called a jobber in the +glove trade, earning fifteen or sixteen shillings a week; but Mary Ann +Cross made up her mind to have him—in defiance of parental and other +admonitions that she ought to look over Ben's head. They had gone to +work Honey Fair fashion, preparing nothing. Every shilling that Mary Ann +Cross could spare went in finery—had long gone in finery. In vain +Charlotte East impressed upon her the necessity of saving: of waiting. +Mary Ann would do neither one nor the other.</p> + +<p>"All that you can spare from back debts, and from present actual wants, +you should put by," Charlotte had urged. "You don't know how many more +calls there are for money after marriage than before it."</p> + +<p>"There'll be two of us to earn it then," logically replied Mary Ann.</p> + +<p>"And two of you to live," said Charlotte. "To marry upon nothing is to +rush into trouble."</p> + +<p>"How you do go on, Charlotte East! He'll earn his wages, and I shall +earn mine. Where'll be the trouble? I shan't want to spend so much upon +my back when I am married."</p> + +<p>"To marry as you are going to do, must bring trouble," persisted +Charlotte. "He will manage to get together a few bits of cheap +furniture, just what you can't do without, to put into one room; and +there you will be set up, neither of you having one sixpence laid by to +fall back upon; and perhaps the furniture unpaid, hanging like a log +upon you. What shall you do when children come, Mary Ann?"</p> + +<p>Mary Ann Cross giggled. "If ever I heard the like of you, Charlotte! If +children do come, they must come, that's all. We can't send 'em back +again."</p> + +<p>"No, you can't," said Charlotte. "They generally arrive in pretty good +troops: and sometimes there's little to welcome them on. Half the +quarrels between man and wife, in our class of life, spring from nothing +but large families and small means. Their tempers get soured with each +other, and never get pleased again."</p> + +<p>"Folks must take their chance, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"There's no <i>must</i> in it. You are nineteen, Ben Tyrrett's twenty-three; +suppose you made up your minds to wait two or three years. You would be +quite young enough then: and meanwhile, if both of you laid by, you +would have something in hand to meet extra expenses, or sickness if it +came."</p> + +<p>"Opinions differs," shortly returned Mary Ann. "If folks tell true, you +were putting by ever so long for your marriage, and it all ended in +smoke. I'd rather make sure of a husband when I can get him."</p> + +<p>An expression of pain crossed the face of Charlotte East. "Whether I +marry or not," she answered calmly, "I shall be none the worse for +having laid money by instead of squandering it. If the best man that +ever was born came to me, I would not marry him if we had made no better +provision for a rainy day than you and Tyrrett have. What can come of +such unions, Mary Ann?"</p> + +<p>"It's the way most of us girls do marry," returned Mary Ann.</p> + +<p>"And what comes of it, I ask? <i>Blows</i> sometimes, Mary Ann; the workhouse +sometimes; trouble always."</p> + +<p>"Is it true that you put by, Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I put by what I can."</p> + +<p>"But how in wonder do you manage it? You dress as well as we do. I'm +sure our backs take all our money; father pretty nigh keeps the house."</p> + +<p>"I dress better than you in one sense, Mary Ann. I don't have on a silk +gown one day and a petticoat in rags the next. No one ever sees me +otherwise than neat and clean, and my clothes keep good a long while. +It's the finery that runs away with your money. I am not ashamed to make +a bonnet last two years; you'd have two in a season. Another thing, Mary +Ann: I do not waste my time—I sit to my work; and I dare say I earn +double what you do."</p> + +<p>"Let us hear what you earned last week, if it isn't impertinent," was +Mary Ann's answer.</p> + +<p>"Ten and ninepence."</p> + +<p>"Look at that!" cried the girl, lifting her hands. "I brought out but +five and twopence, and I left no money for silk, and am in debt two +quarterns. 'Melia was worse. Hers came to four and eleven. That surly +old foreman says to me when he was paying, 'What d'ye leave for silk, +Mary Ann Cross? There's two quarterns down.' 'I know there is, sir,' +says I, 'but I don't leave nothing to-day.' He gave a grunt at that, the +old file did."</p> + +<p>"And I suppose you spent your five shillings in some useless thing?"</p> + +<p>"I had to pay up at Bankes's, and the rest went in a new peach +bonnet-ribbon."</p> + +<p>"Peach! You should have bought white, if you must be married."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Charlotte! What next? Do you suppose I'm going to be married +in that shabby old straw, that I've worn all the spring? Not if I know +it."</p> + +<p>"Where's your money to come from for a new one? There will be other +things wanted, more essential than a bonnet."</p> + +<p>"I'll have a new one if I go in trust for it," returned Mary Ann. +"Tyrrett buys the ring. And it is of no use for you to preach, +Charlotte; if you preach your tongue out, it'll do no good."</p> + +<p>Charlotte might, indeed, have preached a very long sermon before she +could effect any change in the system of improvidence obtaining in Honey +Fair. Neither Benjamin Tyrrett nor Mary Ann Cross was gifted with +forethought, and they took no pains to acquire it.</p> + +<p>The marriage was carried out, and this was the happy day. Mrs. Cross +gave an entertainment in honour of the event, at which the bride and +bridegroom assisted—as the French say—with as many others as the +kitchen would hold. Tea for the ladies, pipes and ale for the gentlemen, +supper for all, with spirits-and-water handed round.</p> + +<p>How Mrs. Cross had contrived to go on so long without an <i>exposé</i>, she +scarcely knew herself. The wonder was, that she had gone on at all. It +took the energies of her life to patch up her embarrassments, and hide +her difficulties from her husband. The evil day, however, was only +delayed. It could not be averted.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IXB" id="CHAPTER_IXB"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<h3>AN EXPLOSION FOR MRS. CROSS.</h3> + + +<p>The evil day, hinted at in the last chapter, was not long in coming. It +might not have fallen quite so soon but for a misfortune which overtook +Jacob Cross. The manufacturer for whom he worked died suddenly, and the +business was immediately given up—the made gloves being bought by up a +London house, and the stock in trade, leather machines, etc., sold by +auction. He had been a first-class manufacturer, doing nearly as large a +business as Mr. Ashley; and not only Jacob Cross, but many more men in +Honey Fair were thrown out of work—one of whom was Andrew Brumm; +another, Timothy Carter. This happened only a few months after Mary Ann +Cross's marriage.</p> + +<p>It struck terror to the heart of Mrs. Cross. Though she had paid some of +her debts, she had incurred others: indeed, the very fact of her having +to pay had caused her to incur fresh ones. Her position was ominous. She +and Amelia had worked for this same manufacturer, now dead, and of +course they were at a standstill. Mary Ann Tyrrett had likewise worked +for him; but she had left the paternal home; and with her we have +nothing just now to do. The position of others was ominous, as well as +that of Mrs. Cross. It was the autumn season, and trade was flat. Winter +orders had gone in, and there was no necessity to hurry those for the +spring; so that the hands thrown out of work, both men and women, stood +every chance of remaining out.</p> + +<p>A gloom overspread Honey Fair. In many a household the articles least +needed went, week after week, to the pawnbrokers, without being redeemed +on the Saturday night, as in more prosperous times. Upon the proceeds +the families had to exist. It was bad enough for those who were free +from debt; but for those already labouring under it—above all, +labouring under secret debt—it was something not to be told. Mrs. +Cross had nightmares regularly every night. Visions would come over her +now and again of running away, if she had only known where to run to. +The men would stand or sit at their doors all day, with pipes in their +mouths: money was sure to be found for tobacco, by hook or by crook. +There they would lounge in gloomy silence, varied by an occasional wordy +war with their wives, who wished them anywhere else; or they and their +pipes would saunter up and down the road, forming into groups to condole +with each other and to abuse the glove trade.</p> + +<p>One Monday afternoon there was a small assemblage in the kitchen of +Jacob Cross—himself, Andrew Brumm, and Timothy Carter. Brumm and Carter +were, in one sense, more fortunate than Cross; inasmuch as that their +respective wives worked each for another house, not the one which had +closed; therefore they retained their employment. The fact, however, +appeared to afford little consolation to the two men, for they were +keeping up a chorus of grumbling, when Joe Fisher staggered in—if you +have not forgotten him.</p> + +<p>Fisher had hitherto managed, to the intense surprise of every one, to +keep out of the workhouse. He would be taken on for a job of work now +and then; but manufacturers were chary of employing Joe Fisher. For one +thing, he gave way to drink. A disreputable-looking object had he +become: a tattered coat and waistcoat, pantaloons in rags, and not the +ghost of a shirt. People wondered how he found money for drink.</p> + +<p>"Who'll give us house-room?" was his salutation, as he pushed himself +in, his eyes haggard, his legs unsteady, his face thin from incipient +famine. "Will nobody give us a corner to lie in?"</p> + +<p>The men took their pipes from their mouths. "Turned out at last, Joe?"</p> + +<p>"Turned out," replied Joe. "And my missis close upon her down-lying."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cross, who was at the back of the kitchen, washing out her potato +saucepan, of which frugal edible, seasoned with salt, the family dinner +had consisted, put in her word.</p> + +<p>"You couldn't expect nothing else, Joe Fisher. There you have been, in +them folks' furnished room, paying nothing, and paying nothing, and you +drinking everlasting. They have threatened you long enough. Last week, +you know, they took a vow you should go this."</p> + +<p>"Where's the wife and little 'uns?" asked meek Timothy Carter.</p> + +<p>"You can look at 'em," responded Fisher. "They're not a hundred miles +off. They bain't out of view."</p> + +<p>He gave a flourish of his hand towards the road, and the men and Mrs. +Cross crowded to the door to reconnoitre. In the middle of the lane, +crouched down in its mud, for the weather had been bad, and it was very +wet under foot, was untidy Sukey Fisher—a woman all skin and bone now, +her face hopeless and desperate. She wore no cap, and her matted hair +fell on to her gown—such a gown! all tatters and dirt. Several young +children huddled around her.</p> + +<p>"Untidy creature!" muttered Mrs. Cross to herself. "She is as fond of a +drop as her lazy, quarrelsome husband; and this is what they have +brought it to between 'em! Them poor little objects of young 'uns 'ud be +as well dead as alive."</p> + +<p>"Look at 'em!" began Fisher. "And they call this a free country! They +call it a country as is a pattern to others and a refuge for the needy. +Why don't Government, that opened our ports to them foreign French and +keeps 'em open, come down and take a look at my wife squatting +there?—turned out of our room without a place to put our heads into!"</p> + +<p>"If you hadn't put quite as much inside your head, Joe Fisher, and been +doing of it for years, you might have had more for the outside on't +now," again spoke Mrs. Cross in her sharp tones. The woman was not +naturally sharp, as were some in Honey Fair; but the miserable fear she +lived in, added to their present privations, told upon her temper.</p> + +<p>"Hold your magging," said Joe Fisher. "I never like to quarrel with +petticuts, one's own belongings excepted. All as I say, Mother Cross, +is, don't <i>you</i> mag."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cross made no reply to this, and Fisher resumed.</p> + +<p>"This comes of letting the Government and the masters have their own +way! If we had that there strike among us, that I've so often told ye +on, things would be different. Let a man sit down a minute, Cross."</p> + +<p>Cross civilly pushed a chair towards him, concentrating his attention +afterwards upon Mrs. Fisher. A crowd had collected round her; and Mrs. +Buffle, with a feeling of humanity that few had given that lady credit +for possessing, sent out an old woollen shawl to the shivering woman, +and a basin of hasty pudding. The mother could not feed the whining +children fast enough with the one iron spoon.</p> + +<p>A young man ran up to Cross's door. It was Adam Thorneycroft. He did not +live in Honey Fair, but often found his way to it, although Charlotte +had rejected him. "Is Joe Fisher here?" asked he. "Fisher, why don't you +go to the workhouse and tell them the state your wife is in? She can't +stop there."</p> + +<p>"Her state is no concern of your'n, Master Thorneycroft," was the sullen +answer.</p> + +<p>Thorneycroft turned on his heel, a scornful gesture escaping him at +Fisher's half-stupid condition. "I must be off to my work," he +observed; "but can't one of you, who are gentlemen at large, just go to +the workhouse and acquaint them with the woman's helplessness, and that +of her children around her?"</p> + +<p>Timothy Carter responded to it. "I'll go," said he; "I haven't nothing +to do with myself this afternoon."</p> + +<p>Timothy and Adam walked away together, Tim treading with gingerly feet +past his own door, lest his wife should recognise his step, bolt out, +and stop him. Charlotte East was standing at her door, and Adam halted. +Timothy walked on: he did not feel himself perfectly safe yet.</p> + +<p>"What a life that poor woman's is!" exclaimed Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Ay," assented Adam; "and all through Fisher's not sticking to his +work."</p> + +<p>Charlotte moved her face gravely towards him. "Say through his drinking, +Adam."</p> + +<p>"Do you speak that as a warning, Charlotte?" he continued. "I think you +mean well by me, but you go just the wrong way to show it. If you wanted +me to keep steady, you should have come and helped me in it. Good-bye. I +am late."</p> + +<p>"Gentlemen at large, young Thorney called us!" cried Jacob Cross to his +friend Brumm, as Fisher went off and they sat down again. "He's not far +out. What's to be the end on't?"</p> + +<p>"Why, the work'us," responded Mrs. Cross, who rarely let an opportunity +slip of putting in her own opinion. "The work'us for us as well as for +the Fishers, unless things take a turn. When great, big, able-bodied men +is throwed out o' work, and yet has to eat and drink, and other folks at +home has to eat and drink, and nothing to stay their stomachs upon, the +work'us can't be far off."</p> + +<p>"Never for me!" said Andrew Brumm. "I'll work to keep me and mine out on +it, if it is at breaking stones upon the road. I know one thing—if ever +I do get into certain work again, I'll make my missis be a bit +providenter than she was before."</p> + +<p>"Bell Brumm ain't one of the provident sort," dissented Mrs. Cross. "How +do you manage to get along at all, Drew, these bad times? You don't seem +to get into trouble."</p> + +<p>"Well, we manage somehow," replied Andrew. "But we have to pinch. My +missis sticks at her work, now I be out on't. She hardly looks off it; +and I does the house, and sees to the children. Nine shilling, all but +her silk, she earned last week. And finding that we <i>can</i> exist on that +after a fashion, has set me thinking that when my good wages was added +to it we ought to have put by for a rainy day," he continued, after a +pause. "Just let me get the chance again!"</p> + +<p>"It's surprising the miracles wages works when folks ain't earning +none!" put in Mrs. Cross in a tone of irony, who did not altogether like +the turn the conversation was taking. "When you get into work again, +Drew Brumm, your wife won't be more able to save than the rest of us."</p> + +<p>"But she shall," returned Andrew. "And she sees for herself now that it +might be done."</p> + +<p>"I was a-making a calkelation yesterday how long we might hold out on +our household things," observed Jacob Cross—a silent man, in general. +"If none of us can get work, they'll have to go, piecemeal. One can't +clam; one must live upon something."</p> + +<p>"I'm resolved upon one point—that I won't have no underhand debt +again," resumed Brumm. "Last spring I found out the flaring trade my +missis was carrying on with them Bankes's—and the way I come to know of +it was funny: but never mind that. 'Bell,' says I to her, 'I'd rather +sell off all I've got and go tramping the country, than I'd live with a +sword over my head'—which debt is. And I went down to Bankes's and said +to 'em, 'If you let my wife get into debt again, I won't pay it, as I +now give you notice, and I'll have you up before the justices for a +pest.' I thought I'd make it strong, you see, Cross. And I paid off +their bill, so much a week, and got shut of 'em. Them Bankes's does more +mischief in Honey Fair than everything else put together."</p> + +<p>"Why, what do Bankes's do?" asked Jacob, in happy ignorance.</p> + +<p>"Do!" returned Brumm. "Don't you know——"</p> + +<p>But at that critical moment, Mrs. Cross, in bustling behind Andrew +Brumm's chair, which was on the tilt, contrived to get her foot +entangled in it. Brumm, his chair, and his pipe, all came down together.</p> + +<p>"Mercy on us!" uttered Jacob Cross, coming to the rescue. "How did you +manage that, Brumm?"</p> + +<p>Before Brumm could answer, or had well gathered himself up, there was +another visitor—Mr. Abbott, the landlord of at least a third of Honey +Fair. He had come on his usual Monday's errand. Jacob Cross put down his +pipe and touched his hat, which, in the manners of Honey Fair, was worn +indoors. It was not often that the landlord and the men came into +contact with each other.</p> + +<p>"Are you ready for me, Mrs. Cross?"</p> + +<p>"We are not ready to-day, sir," interposed Jacob. "You must please to +give us a little grace these hard times, sir. The moment I be in work +again, I'll think of you, before I think of ourselves."</p> + +<p>"I have given all the grace I can give," replied Mr. Abbott, a hard, +surly man. "You must either pay, or turn out: I don't care which."</p> + +<p>"I'll pay you as soon as I am in work, sir; you may count upon it. As to +turning out, sir, where could I turn to? You'd not let me take out my +furniture, and we can't sit down in the street, as Fisher's wife is +doing."</p> + +<p>Mr. Abbott turned to the door. When he came back, a man was with him. "I +must trouble you to give this man house-room for a few days. As you +won't go out, he must stop in, to see that your goods stop in."</p> + +<p>Cross's spirit rose within him. "It's a hard way to treat a man, sir! I +have lived under you for years, and you have had your rent regular."</p> + +<p>"Regular!" exclaimed the landlord. "I have had more trouble to get it +from your wife, since Bankes's came to Helstonleigh, than from anybody +else in Honey Fair."</p> + +<p>Cross did not understand this. He was too much absorbed by the point in +question to ask an explanation. "There's only three weeks owing to you, +sir, and——"</p> + +<p>"Three weeks!" interrupted Mr. Abbott; "there are nine weeks owing to +me. Nine weeks to-day."</p> + +<p>Jacob Cross stood confounded. "Who says there's nine weeks?" asked he.</p> + +<p>"I say so. Your wife can say so. Ask her."</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Cross, with a scared face and white lips, whisked through the +door and hurried down Honey Fair. The explosion had come.</p> + +<p>Mr. Abbott, wasting no more words, departed, leaving the unwelcome +visitor behind him. Andrew Brumm came in again from outside, where he +had stood, out of delicacy, feeling thankful that <i>his</i> rent was all +right. It was pinching work; but Andrew was beginning to learn that debt +pinches the mind, more than hunger pinches the body.</p> + +<p>"Comrade," whispered he, grasping Cross's hand, "it's all along of them +Bankes's. The women buy their fal-lals and their finery, and the weekly +payments to 'em must be kept up, whether or no, for fear Bankes's should +let out on't to us, and ask us for the money. Of course the rent and +other things gets behind. Half the women round us are knee-deep in +Bankes's books."</p> + +<p>"Why couldn't you have told me this before?" demanded Cross, in his +astonishment.</p> + +<p>"It's not my province to interfere with other men's wives," was Brumm's +sensible answer.</p> + +<p>"Where's she got to?" cried Jacob, looking round for his wife. "I'll +come to the bottom of this. Nine weeks' rent owing; and her salving me +up that it was only three!"</p> + +<p>Jacob might well say, "Where's she got to?" Mrs. Cross had glided down +Honey Fair into the first friendly door that happened to be open. That +was Mrs. Carter's. "For mercy's sake, let's stop here a minute, +Elizabeth Carter!" exclaimed she. "We have got the bums in!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Carter was rubbing up some brass candlesticks. Work ran short with +her that week, and therefore she spent it in cleaning, which was her +notion of taking holiday; scrubbing and scouring from morning till +night. She turned round and stared at Mrs. Cross, who, with white face +and gasping breath, had sunk down upon a chair.</p> + +<p>"What on earth's the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Abbott has brought it out to my husband that I owes nine weeks' rent, +and he's telling him about Bankes's, and now he has gone and put a bum +into the house!"</p> + +<p>"More soft you, to have had to do with Bankes's!" was the sympathy +offered by Mrs. Carter. "You couldn't expect nothing less."</p> + +<p>"That old skinflint, Abbott——"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cross stopped short. She opened the staircase door about an inch, +and humbly twisted herself through the aperture. Who should be standing +there to hear her, having followed her in, but Mr. Abbott himself.</p> + +<p>He had no need to say, "Ready, Mrs. Carter?" Mrs. Carter always was +ready. She paid him weekly, and asked no favour. The payment made, he +departed again, and Mrs. Cross emerged from her retreat.</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i> can pay him!" she exclaimed, with some envy. "And Timothy's out +o' work, too; and you be slack. How do you manage it?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not a fool," was the logical response of Mrs. Carter. "If I spent +my earnings when they are coming in regular, or let Tim keep his to his +own cheek, where should we be in a time like this? I have my +understanding about me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Carter did not praise her understanding without cause. Whatever +social virtues she may have lacked, she was rich in thrift, in +forethought. Had Timothy remained out of work for a twelvemonth, they +would not have been put to shifts.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid to go back!" cried Mrs. Cross.</p> + +<p>"So should I be, if I got myself into your mess."</p> + +<p>The offered sympathy not being consolatory to her present frame of mind, +Mrs. Cross departed. Home, at present, she dared not go. She went about +Honey Fair, seeking the gossiping pity which Elizabeth Carter had +declined to give, but which she was yearning for. Thus she spent an hour +or two.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the news had been spreading through Honey Fair, "Crosses had +the bums in;" and Mary Ann, hearing it, flew home to know whether it was +correct. She—partly through fear, partly in the security from paternal +correction, imparted to her by the feeling that she was Mary Ann +Tyrrett, and no longer Mary Ann Cross—yielded to her father's +questions, and made full confession. Debts here, debts there, debts +everywhere. Cross was overwhelmed; and when his wife at length came in, +he quietly knocked her down.</p> + +<p>The broker advanced to the rescue. "If you dare to come between man and +wife," raved Cross, lifting his arm menacingly, "I'll serve you the +same." He was a quiet-tempered man, but this business had terribly +exasperated him. "You'll come to die in the work'us," he uttered to his +wife. "And serve you right! It's your doings that have broke up our +home."</p> + +<p>"No," retorted she passionately, as she lifted herself from the floor; +"it's your squanderings in the publics o' nights, that have helped to +break up our home."</p> + +<p>It was a little of both.</p> + +<p>The quarrel was interrupted by a commotion outside, and Mrs. Cross +darted out to look—glad, perhaps, to escape from her husband's anger. +An official from the workhouse had come down with an order for the +admission of Susan Fisher instanter. Timothy Carter, in his meek and +humane spirit, had so enlarged upon the state of affairs in general, +touching Mrs. Fisher, that the workhouse bestirred itself. An officer +was despatched to marshal them into it at once. The uproar was caused by +her resistance: she was still sitting in the road.</p> + +<p>"I won't go into the work'us," she screamed; "I won't go there to be +parted from my children and my husband. If I'm to die, I'll die out +here."</p> + +<p>"Just get up and march, and don't let's have no row," said the officer. +"Else I'll fetch a wheel-barrer, and wheel ye to it."</p> + +<p>She resisted, shrieking and flinging her arms and her wild hair about +her, as only a foolish woman would do; the children, alarmed, clung to +her and cried, and all Honey Fair came out to look. Mr. Joe Fisher also +staggered up, in a state not to be described. He had been invited by +some friend, more sympathizing than judicious, to solace his troubles +with strong waters; and down he fell in the mud, helpless.</p> + +<p>"Well, here's a pretty kettle of fish!" cried the perplexed workhouse +man. "A nice pair, they are! How I am to get 'em both there, is beyond +me! She can walk, if she's forced to it; but he can't! They spend their +money in sotting, and when they have no more to spend they come to us to +keep 'em! I must get an open cart."</p> + +<p>The cart was procured somewhere and brought to the scene, a policeman in +attendance; and the children were lifted into it one by one. Next the +man was thrown in, like a clod; and then came the woman's turn. With +much struggling and kicking, with shrieks that might have been heard a +mile off, she was at length hoisted into it. But she tumbled out again: +raving that "no work'us shouldn't hold her." The official raved in turn; +and Honey Fair hugged itself. It had not had the gratification of so +exciting a scene for many a day; to say nothing of the satisfaction it +derived from hearing the workhouse set at defiance.</p> + +<p>The official and the policeman at length conquered. She was secured, and +the cart started at a snail's pace with its load—Mrs. Fisher setting up +a prolonged and dismal lamentation not unlike an Irish howl: and Honey +Fair, in its curiosity, following the cart as its train.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XB" id="CHAPTER_XB"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<h3>A STRAY SHILLING.</h3> + + +<p>"Whose shilling is this on my desk?" inquired Mr. Ashley of Samuel Lynn, +one morning towards the close of the summer.</p> + +<p>"I cannot tell thee," was the reply of the Quaker. "I know nothing of +it."</p> + +<p>"It is none of mine, to my knowledge," remarked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"What shilling is that on the master's desk?" repeated Samuel Lynn to +William when he returned into his own room, where William was.</p> + +<p>"I put a shilling on the desk this morning," replied William. "I found +it in the waste-paper basket."</p> + +<p>"Thee go in, then, and tell the master."</p> + +<p>William did so. "The shilling rolled out of the waste-paper basket, +sir," said he, entering the counting-house and approaching Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley was remarkably exact in his accounts. He had missed no +shilling, and he did not think it was his. "What should bring a shilling +in the waste-paper basket?" he asked. "It may have rolled out of your +own pocket."</p> + +<p>William could have smiled at the remark. A shilling out of <i>his</i> pocket! +"Oh, no, sir, it did not."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley sat looking earnestly at William—as the latter fancied. In +reality he was buried deep in his own thoughts. But William felt +uncomfortable under the survey, and his face flushed to a glow. Why +should he feel uncomfortable? What should cause the flush?</p> + +<p>This. Since Janey's death, some months ago now, their circumstances had +been more straitened than ever; of course, there had been expenses +attending it, and Mrs. Halliburton was paying them off weekly. Bread and +potatoes, and a little milk, would often be their food. On the previous +night Jane had a sick headache. Some tea would have been acceptable, but +she had neither tea nor money in the house; and she was firm in her +resolution not to purchase on trust. On this morning early, when William +rose, he found his mother down before him, at her work as usual. Her +head felt better, she said; it might get quite well if she had only some +tea; but she had not, and—there was an end of it. William went out, +ardently wishing (in the vague profitless manner that he might have +wished for Aladdin's lamp) that he had only a shilling to procure some +for her. When, half an hour after, this shilling rolled out of the +waste-paper basket, as he was shaking it in Mr. Ashley's counting-house, +a strong temptation—not to take it, but to wish that he might take it, +that it was not wrong to take it—rushed over him. He put it down on +the desk and turned from it—turned from the temptation, for the +shilling seemed to scorch his fingers. The remembrance of this wish—it +sounded to him like a dishonest one—had brought the vivid colour to his +face, under what he thought was Mr. Ashley's scrutiny. That gentleman +observed it.</p> + +<p>"What are you turning red for?"</p> + +<p>This crowned all. William's face changed to scarlet.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley was surprised. He came to the conclusion that some mystery +must be connected with the shilling—something wrong. He determined to +fathom it. "Why do you look confused?" he resumed.</p> + +<p>"It was only at my own thoughts, sir."</p> + +<p>"What are they? Let me hear them."</p> + +<p>William hesitated. "I would rather not tell them, sir."</p> + +<p>"But I would rather you did." Mr. Ashley spoke quietly, as usual; but +there lay command in the quietest tone of Mr. Ashley's.</p> + +<p>Implicit obedience had been enjoined upon the Halliburtons from their +earliest childhood. In that manufactory Mr. Ashley was William's +<i>master</i>, and he believed he had no resource but to comply with his +desire. William was of a remarkably ingenuous nature; and if he had to +impart a thing, he did not do it by halves, although it might tell +against himself.</p> + +<p>"When I found that shilling this morning, sir, the thought came over me +to wish it was mine—to wish that I might take it without doing ill. The +thought did not come over me <i>to take it</i>," he added, raising his +truthful eyes to Mr. Ashley's, "only to wish that it was not wrong to do +so. When you looked at me so earnestly, sir, I fancied you could see +what my thoughts had been. And they were not honourable thoughts."</p> + +<p>"Did you ever take money that was not yours?" asked Mr. Ashley, after a +pause.</p> + +<p>William looked surprised. "No, sir, never."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley paused again. "I have known children help themselves to +halfpence and pence, and think it little crime."</p> + +<p>The boy shook his head. "We have been taught better than that, sir. And, +besides the crime, money taken in that way would bring us no good, only +trouble. It could not prosper."</p> + +<p>"Tell me why you think that."</p> + +<p>"My mother has always taught us that a bad action can never prosper in +the end."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you coveted the shilling for marbles; or for sweetmeats?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, sir. It was not for myself that I wished it."</p> + +<p>"Then for whom? For what?"</p> + +<p>This caused William's face to flush again. Mr. Ashley questioned till he +drew from him the particulars—how that he had wished to buy some tea, +and why he had wished it.</p> + +<p>"I have heard," remarked Mr. Ashley, after listening, "that you have +many privations to put up with."</p> + +<p>"It is true, sir. But we don't so much care for them if we only <i>can</i> +put up with them. My mother says she knows better days will be in store +for us, if we only bear on patiently. I am sure we boys ought to do so, +if she can. It is worse for her than for us."</p> + +<p>There ensued another searching question from Mr. Ashley. "Have you ever, +when alone in the egg-house, amidst its thousands of eggs, been tempted +to pocket a few to carry home?"</p> + +<p>For one moment William suffered a flash of resentment to cross his +countenance. The next his eyes filled with tears. He felt deeply hurt.</p> + +<p>"No, sir, I have not. I hope you do not fear that I am capable of it?"</p> + +<p>"No, I do not," said Mr. Ashley. "Your father was a clergyman, I think I +have heard?"</p> + +<p>"He was intended for a clergyman, sir, but he did not get to the +University. His father was a clergyman—a rector in Devonshire, and my +mother's father was a clergyman in London. My uncle Francis is also a +clergyman, but only a curate. We are gentlepeople, though we are poor. +We would not take eggs or anything else."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley suppressed a smile. "I conclude that you and your brothers +live in hope some time of regaining your position in life?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir. I think it is that hope that makes us put up with hard things +so well."</p> + +<p>"What do you think of being?"</p> + +<p>William's countenance fell. "There is not so much chance of my getting +on, sir, as there is for my brothers. Frank and Gar are hopeful enough; +but I don't look forward to anything good for me. My mother says if I +only help her I shall be doing my duty."</p> + +<p>"Your sister died in a decline," remarked Mr. Ashley. "These home +privations must have told upon her."</p> + +<p>William's face brightened. "She had everything she wanted, sir; +everything, even to port wine. Mrs. Reece and Dobbs took a liking to her +when they first came, and they never let her want for anything. Mamma +says that Jane's wants having been supplied in so extraordinary a +manner, ought to teach us how certainly God is looking over us and +taking care of us—that all things, when they come to be absolutely +needed, will no doubt be supplied to us, as they were to her."</p> + +<p>"What a perfect trust in God that boy seems to have!" mused Mr. Ashley, +when he dismissed William. "Mrs. Halliburton must be a mother in a +thousand. And he will make a man in a thousand, unless I am mistaken. +Truthful, open, candid—<i>I</i> don't know a boy like him!"</p> + +<p>About five minutes before the great bell was rung at one o'clock, +William was called into the counting-house. "I have been casting up my +cash and find I am a shilling short," observed Mr. Ashley, "therefore +the shilling that you found is no doubt the missing one. I shall give it +to you," he continued: "a reward for telling me the straightforward +truth when I questioned you."</p> + +<p>William took the shilling—as he supposed. "Here are two!" he exclaimed, +in his surprise.</p> + +<p>"You cannot buy much tea with one; and that is what you were thinking +of. Would you like to be apprenticed to me?" Mr. Ashley resumed, +drowning the boy's thanks.</p> + +<p>The question took William by storm: he was at a loss what to answer. He +would have been equally at a loss had he been accorded a whole week to +deliberate upon it. He looked foolish, and said he could not tell.</p> + +<p>"Would you like the business?" pursued Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I like the business very well, sir, now I'm used to it. But I could not +hope ever to get on to be a master."</p> + +<p>"There's no knowing what you may get on to be, if you are steady and +persevering. Masters don't begin at the top of the tree; they begin at +the bottom and work up to it. At least, that is the case with a great +many. In becoming an apprentice you would occupy a better position in +the manufactory than you do now."</p> + +<p>"Joe Stubbs is an apprentice, is he not, sir?"</p> + +<p>"I will explain it to you, if you do not understand," said Mr. Ashley. +"Joe Stubbs is apprenticed to one branch of the business, the cutting; +John Braithwait is an apprentice to the staining, and so on. These lads +expect to remain workmen all their lives, working at their own peculiar +branch. You would not be apprenticed to any one branch, but to the +whole, with a view to becoming hereafter a manager or a master; in the +same manner that I might apprentice my son, were he intended for the +business."</p> + +<p>William thought he should like this. Suddenly his countenance fell.</p> + +<p>"What now?" asked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I have heard, sir, that the apprentices do not earn wages at first. +I—I am afraid we could not well do at home without mine."</p> + +<p>"You need not concern yourself with what you hear, or with what others +earn or don't earn. I should give you eight shillings a-week, instead of +four, and you would retain your evenings for study, as you do now. I do +not see any different or better opening for you," continued Mr. Ashley; +"but should any arise hereafter, through your mother's relatives, or +from any other channel, I would not stand in the way of your +advancement, but would consent to cancel your indentures. Do you +understand what I have been saying?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, I do. Thank you very much."</p> + +<p>"You can speak to Mrs. Halliburton about it, and hear what her wishes +may be," concluded Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>The result was, that William was apprenticed to Mr. Ashley. "I can tell +thee, thee hast found favour with the master," remarked Samuel Lynn to +William. "He has made thee his apprentice, and has admitted thee, I +hear, to the companionship of his son. They are proofs that he judges +well of thee. Pay thee attention to deserve it."</p> + +<p>It was quite true that William was admitted to the occasional +companionship of Henry Ashley. Henry had taken a fancy to him, and would +get him there to help him stumble through his Latin.</p> + +<p>The next to be apprenticed to Mr. Ashley, and almost at the same time, +was Cyril Dare. But when he found that he was to be the +fellow-apprentice of William Halliburton, the two on a level in every +respect, wages excepted—and of wages Master Cyril was at first to earn +none—he was most indignant, and complained explosively to his father. +"Can't you speak to Mr. Ashley, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Where would be the use?" asked Mr. Dare. "There's not a man in +Helstonleigh would brook interference in his affairs less than Thomas +Ashley. If one of the two apprentices must leave, because they are too +much for each other's company, it would be you, Cyril, rely upon it."</p> + +<p>Cyril growled; but, as Mr. Dare said, there was no help for it. And he +and William had to get on together in the best way they could. Cyril had +thought that he should be the only gentleman-apprentice at Mr. Ashley's. +There was a marked distinction observed in a manufactory between the +common apprentices, who did the rough work, and what were called the +gentleman-apprentices. It did not please Cyril that William should have +been made one of the latter.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIB" id="CHAPTER_XIB"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<h3>THE SCHOOLBOYS' NOTES.</h3> + + +<p>As the time went on, Jane's brain grew very busy. Its care was the +education of her boys—a perplexing theme. So far as the classics went, +they were progressing. Frank and Gar certainly were not pushed on as +they might have been, for Helstonleigh collegiate school was not at that +time renowned for its pushing qualities; but the boys had a spur in +themselves. Jane never ceased to urge them to attention, to strive after +progress; not by the harsh reproaches some children have to hear, but +by loving encouragement and gentle persuasion. She would call up +pleasant pictures of the future, when they should have surmounted the +difficulties of toil, and be reaping their reward. It had ever been her +custom to treat her children as friends; as friends and companions, more +than as children. I am not sure that it is not a good plan in all cases, +but it undoubtedly is so where children are naturally well disposed and +intelligent. Even when they were little, she would converse and reason +with them, so far as their understandings would permit. The primary +thing she inculcated was the habit of unquestioning obedience. This +secured in their earliest childhood, she could afford to reason with +them as they grew older; to appeal to their own sense of intelligence; +to show them how to form and exercise a right judgment. Had the children +been wilful, deceitful, or opposed to her, her plan must have been +different; compulsion must have taken the place of reasoning. When they +did anything wrong—all children will, or they are not children—she +would take the offender to her alone. There would be no scolding; but in +a grave, calm, loving voice she would say, "Was this right? Did you +forget that you were doing wrong and would grieve me? Did you forget +that you were offending God?" And so she would talk; and teach them to +do right in all things, for the sake of right, for the sake of doing +their duty to Heaven and to man. These lessons from a mother loved as +Jane was, could not fail to take root and bear seed. The young +Halliburtons were in fair training to make not only good, but admirable +men.</p> + +<p>Jane inculcated another valuable lesson. In all perplexity, trouble, or +untoward misfortune, she taught them to <i>look it full in the face</i>; not +to fly from it, as is the too-common custom, but to meet it and do the +best with it. She knew that in trouble, as in terror, looking it in the +face takes away half its sting: and so she was teaching them to look, +not only by precept, but by example. With such minds, such training to +work upon, there was little need to <i>urge</i> them to apply closely to +their studies; they saw its necessity themselves, and acted upon it. "It +is your only chance, my darlings, of getting on in life," she would say. +"You wish to be good and great men; and I think perhaps you may be, if +you persevere. It is a tempting thing, I know, to leave wearying tasks +for play or idleness; but do not yield to it. Look to the future. When +you feel tired, out of sorts, as if Latin were the greatest grievance +upon earth, say to yourselves, 'It is my duty to keep on, and my duty I +must do. If I turn idle now, my past application will be lost; but, if I +persevere, I may go bravely on to the end.' Be brave, darlings, for my +sake."</p> + +<p>And the boys were so. Thus it would happen that when the rest of the +school were talking, or idling, or being caned, the Halliburtons were at +work. The head master could not fail to observe their steady +application; and he more than once held them up as an example to the +school.</p> + +<p>So far so good. But though the classics are essential parts of a good +education, they do not include all its requisites. And nothing else was +taught in the college school. There certainly was a writing master, and +something like an initiation into the first rules of arithmetic was +attempted; but not a boy in the charity school, hard by, that could not +have shamed the college boys in adding up a column of figures or in +writing a page. As to their English——You should have seen them attempt +to write a letter. In short, the college school ignored everything +except Latin and Greek.</p> + +<p>This state of affairs gave Jane great concern. "Unless I can organize +some plan, my boys will grow up dunces," she said to herself. And a plan +she did organize. None could remedy this so well as herself; she, so +thoroughly educated in all essential branches. It would take two hours +from her work, but for the sake of her boys she would sacrifice that. +Every night, therefore, except Saturday, as soon as they had prepared +their lessons for school—and in doing that they were helped by +William—she left her work and became their instructor. History, +geography, astronomy, composition, and so on. You can fill up the list.</p> + +<p>And she had her reward. The boys advanced rapidly. As the months and +quarters went on, it was only so much the more instruction gained by +them.</p> + +<p>I think you must be indulged with a glance at one of these college +school notes. But, first of all, suppose we read one written by Frank.</p> + +<blockquote><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Glenn</span>,—Thanks for wishing me to join your fishing +expedition the day after to-morrow, but I can't come. My mother +says, as I had a holiday from college one day last week, it +will not do to ask for it again. You told me to send word this +evening whether or not, so I drop you this note. I should like +to go, and shall be thinking of you all day. Mind you let me +have a look at the fish you bring home. Yours,</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Frank Halliburton</span>."</p></blockquote> + +<p>The note was addressed "Glenn senior," and Gar was ordered to deliver it +at Glenn senior's house. Glenn senior, who was a king's scholar, not a +chorister, made a wry face over it when delivered, and sat down on the +spur of the moment to answer it:</p> + +<blockquote><p>"<span class="smcap">Deer Haliburton</span>,—Its all stuf about not asking for leve again +what do the musty old prebens care who gets leve therell be +enuff to sing without you tell your mother I cant excuse you +from our party theirs 8 of us going and a stunning baxket of +progg as good go out for a day's fishing has stop at home on a +holiday for the benefit of that preshous colledge bring me word +you'll come to-morrow at skool for we want to arrange our plans +yours old fellow</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">P Glenn</span>."</p></blockquote> + +<p>Master P. Glenn was concluding his note when his father passed through +the room and glanced over the boy's shoulder. He (Mr. Glenn) was a +surgeon; one of the chief surgeons attached to the Helstonleigh +infirmary, and in excellent practice. "At your exercise, Philip?"</p> + +<p>"No, papa. I am writing a note to one of our fellows. I want him to be +of our fishing party on Wednesday."</p> + +<p>"Wednesday! Have you a holiday on Wednesday?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Don't you know it will be a saint's day?"</p> + +<p>"Not I," said Mr. Glenn. "Saints' days don't concern me as they do you +college boys. That's a pretty specimen of English!" he added, running +his amused eyes over Philip's note.</p> + +<p>"Are there any mistakes in it?" returned Philip. "But it's no matter, +papa. We don't profess to write English in the college school."</p> + +<p>"It is well you don't profess it," remarked Mr. Glenn. "But how is it +your friend Halliburton can turn out good English?" He had taken up +Frank's letter.</p> + +<p>"Oh! they are such chaps for learning, the two Halliburtons. They stick +at it like a horse-leech—never getting the cane for turned lessons. +They have school at home in the evenings for English, and history, and +such stuff that they don't get at college."</p> + +<p>"Have they a tutor?"</p> + +<p>"They are not rich enough for a tutor. Mrs. Halliburton's the tutor. +What do you think Gar Halliburton did the other day? Keating was having +a row with the fourth desk, and he gave them some extra verses to do. Up +goes Gar Halliburton, before he had been a minute at his seat. 'If you +please, sir,' says he to Keating, 'I had better have another piece.' +'Why so?' asks Keating. 'Because,' says Gar, 'I did these same verses +with my brother at home a week ago.' He meant his eldest brother; not +Frank. But, now, was not that honourable, papa?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it was," answered Mr. Glenn.</p> + +<p>"That's just the Halliburtons all over. They are ultra-honourable."</p> + +<p>"I should like to see your friend Frank, and inquire how he manages to +pick up his English."</p> + +<p>"Let me bring him to tea to-morrow night!" cried Philip eagerly.</p> + +<p>"You may, if you like."</p> + +<p>"Hurrah!" shouted Philip. "And you'll persuade him not to mind his +mother, but to come to our fishing party?"</p> + +<p>"Philip!"</p> + +<p>"Well, papa, I don't mean that, exactly. But I do not see the use of +boys listening to their mothers just in everything."</p> + +<p>Philip Glenn seized his note, and added a postscript:—"My father sais +you are to come to tea to-morrow we shall be so joly." And it was +despatched to Frank by a servant in livery.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIIB" id="CHAPTER_XIIB"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<h3>A LESSON FOR PHILIP GLENN.</h3> + + +<p>Frank was as eager to accept the invitation as Philip had been to offer +it. When the afternoon arrived, and school was over, Frank tore home, +donned his best clothes, and then tore back again to Mr. Glenn's house. +Philip received him in the small room, where he and his brother prepared +their lessons.</p> + +<p>"How is it that you and my boys write English so differently?" inquired +Mr. Glenn, when he had made Frank's acquaintance.</p> + +<p>Frank broke into a broad smile, suggested by the remembrance of Philip's +English. "We study it at home, sir."</p> + +<p>"But some one teaches you?"</p> + +<p>"Mamma. She was afraid that we should grow up ignorant of everything +except Latin and Greek; so she thought she would remedy the evil."</p> + +<p>"And she takes you in an evening?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir; every evening except Saturday, when she is sure to be busy. +She comes to the table as soon as our lessons for school are prepared, +and we commence English. The easier portions of our Latin and Greek we +do in the day, I and Gar: we crib the time from play-hours; and my +brother William helps us at night with the more difficult parts."</p> + +<p>"Where is your brother at school?" asked Mr. Glenn.</p> + +<p>"He is not at school, sir. He is at Mr. Ashley's, with Cyril Dare. +William has not been to school since papa died. But he was well up in +everything, for papa had taken great pains with him, and he has gone on +by himself since."</p> + +<p>"Can he do much good by himself?"</p> + +<p>"Good!" echoed Frank, speaking bluntly in his eagerness; "I don't think +you could find so good a scholar for his age. There's not one could come +near him in the college school. At first he found it hard work. He had +no one to explain difficult points for him, and was obliged to puzzle +them out with his own brains. And it's that that has got him on."</p> + +<p>Mr. Glenn nodded. "Where a good foundation has been laid, a hard-working +boy may get on better without a master than with one, provided——"</p> + +<p>"That is just what William says," interrupted Frank, his dark eyes +sparkling with animation. "He would have given anything at one time to +be at the college school with us; but he does not care about it now."</p> + +<p>"Provided his heart is in his work, I was about to add," said Mr. Glenn, +smiling at Frank's eagerness.</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course, sir. And that's what William's is. He has such capital +books, too—all the best that are published. They were papa's. I hardly +know how I and Gar should get on, without William's help."</p> + +<p>"Does he help you?"</p> + +<p>"He has helped us ever since papa died; before we went to college, and +since. We do algebra and Euclid with him."</p> + +<p>"In—deed!" exclaimed Mr. Glenn, looking hard at Frank. "When do you +contrive to do all this?"</p> + +<p>"In the evening. Tea is over by half-past five, and we three—William, +I, and Gar—turn at once to our lessons. In about two hours mamma joins +us, and we work with her about two hours more. Of course we have +different nights for different studies, Latin every night, Greek nearly +every night, Euclid twice a week, algebra twice a week, and so on. And +the lessons we do with mamma are portioned out; some one night, some +another."</p> + +<p>"You must be very persevering boys," cried Mr. Glenn. "Do you never +catch yourselves looking off to play; to talk and laugh?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir, never. We have got into the habit of sticking to our lessons; +mamma brought us into it. And then, we are anxious to get on: half the +battle lies in that."</p> + +<p>"I think it does. Philip, my boy, here's a lesson for you, and for all +other lazy scapegraces."</p> + +<p>Philip shrugged his shoulders, with a laugh. "Papa, I don't see any good +in working so hard."</p> + +<p>"Your friend Frank does."</p> + +<p>"We are obliged to work, sir," said Frank, candidly. "We have no money, +and it is only by education that we can hope to get on. Mamma thinks it +may turn out all for the best. She says that boys who expect money very +often rely upon it and not upon themselves. She would rather turn us out +into the world with our talents cultivated and a will to use them, than +with a fortune apiece. There's not a parable in the Bible mamma is +fonder of reading to us than that of the ten talents."</p> + +<p>"No fortune!" repeated Mr. Glenn in a dreamy tone.</p> + +<p>"Not a penny; mamma has to work to keep us," returned Frank, making the +avowal as freely as though he had proclaimed that his mother was +lady-in-waiting to the Queen, and he one of her pages. Jane had +contrived to convince them that in poverty itself there lay no shame or +stigma; but a great deal in paltry attempts to conceal it.</p> + +<p>"Frank," said Mr. Glenn, "I was thinking that you must possess a fortune +in your mother."</p> + +<p>"And so we do!" said Frank. "When Philip's note came to me last night, +and we were—were——"</p> + +<p>"Laughing over it!" suggested Mr. Glenn, helping out Frank's hesitation, +and laughing himself.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's it; only I did not like to say it," acknowledged Frank. +"But I dare say you know, sir, how most of the college boys write. Mamma +said then, how glad we ought to be that she can make time to teach us +better, and that we have the resolution to persevere."</p> + +<p>"I wish your mother would admit my sons to her class," said Mr. Glenn, +half-seriously, half-jokingly. "I would give her any recompense."</p> + +<p>"Shall I ask her?" cried Frank.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps she would feel hurt?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, she wouldn't," answered Frank impulsively. "I will ask her."</p> + +<p>"I should not like such a strict mother," avowed Philip Glenn.</p> + +<p>"Strict!" echoed Frank. "Mamma's not strict."</p> + +<p>"She must be. She says you shan't come fishing with us to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"No, she did not. She said she wished me not to go, and thought I had +better not, and then she left it to me."</p> + +<p>Philip Glenn stared. "You told me at school this morning that it was +decided you were not to come. And now you say Mrs. Halliburton left it +to you."</p> + +<p>"So she did," answered Frank. "She generally leaves these things to us. +She shows us what we ought to do, and why it is right that we should do +it, and then she leaves it to what she calls our own good sense. It is +like putting us upon our honour."</p> + +<p>"And you do as you know she wishes you would do?" interposed Mr. Glenn.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, always."</p> + +<p>"Suppose you were to take your own will for once against hers?" cried +Philip in a cross tone. "What then?"</p> + +<p>"Then I dare say she would decide herself the next time, and tell us we +were not to be trusted. But there's no fear. We know her wishes are sure +to be right; and we would not vex her for the world. The last time the +dean was here there was a fuss about the choristers getting holiday so +often; and he forbade its being done."</p> + +<p>"But the dean's away," impatiently interrupted Philip Glenn. "Old Ripton +is in residence, and he would give it you for the asking. He knows +nothing about the dean's order."</p> + +<p>"That's the very reason," returned Frank. "Mamma put it to me whether it +would be an honourable thing to do. She said, if Dr. Ripton had known of +the dean's order, then I might have asked him, and he could do as he +pleased. She makes us wish to do what is right—not only what appears +so."</p> + +<p>"And you'll punish yourself by going without the holiday, for some +rubbishing notion of 'doing right'! It's just nonsense, Frank."</p> + +<p>"Of course we have to punish ourselves sometimes," acknowledged Frank. +"I shall be wishing all day long to-morrow that I was with you. But when +evening comes, and the day's over, then I shall be glad to have done +right. Mamma says if we do not learn to act rightly and self-reliantly +as boys we shall not do so as men."</p> + +<p>Mr. Glenn laid his hand on Frank's shoulder. "Inculcate your creed upon +my sons, if you can," said he, speaking seriously. "Has your mother +taught it to you long?"</p> + +<p>"She has always been teaching it to us; ever since we were little," +rejoined Frank. "If we had to begin now, I don't know that we should +make much of it."</p> + +<p>Mr. Glenn fell into a reverie. As Mr. Ashley had once judged by some +words dropped by William, so Mr. Glenn was judging now—that Mrs. +Halliburton must be a mother in a thousand. Frank turned to Philip.</p> + +<p>"Have you done your lessons?"</p> + +<p>"Done my lessons! No. Have you?"</p> + +<p>Frank laughed. "Yes, or I should not have come. I have not played a +minute to-day—but cribbed the time. Scanning, and exercise, and Greek; +I have done them all."</p> + +<p>"It seems to me that you and your brothers make friends of your lessons, +whilst most boys make enemies," observed Mr. Glenn.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's true," said Frank.</p> + +<p>"Philip," said Mr. Glenn to his son that evening after Frank had +departed, "I give you <i>carte blanche</i> to bring that boy here as much as +you like. If you are wise, you will make a lasting friend of him."</p> + +<p>"I like the Halliburtons," replied Philip. "The college school doesn't, +though."</p> + +<p>"And pray, why?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I think Dare senior first set the school against them—that's +Cyril, you know, papa. He was always going on at them. They were snobs +for sticking to their lessons, he said, which gentlemen never did; and +they were snobs because they had no money to spend, which gentlemen +always had; and they were snobs for this, and snobs for the other; and +he got his desk, which ruled the school, to cut them. They had to put up +with a good deal then, but they are bigger now, and can fight their way; +and, since Dare senior left, the school has begun to like them. If they +are poor, they can't help it," concluded Philip, as if he would +apologize for the fact.</p> + +<p>"Poor!" retorted Mr. Glenn. "I can tell you, Master Philip, and the +college school too, that they are rich in things that you want. Unless I +am deceived, the Halliburtons will grow up to be men of no common +order."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIIIB" id="CHAPTER_XIIIB"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<h3>MAKING PROGRESS.</h3> + + +<p>Trifles, as we all know, lead to great events. When Frank Halliburton +had gone home, in his usual flying, eager manner, plunging headlong into +the subject of Mr. Glenn's request, and Jane consented to grant it, she +little thought that it would lead to a considerable increase to her +income, enabling them to procure several comforts, and rendering better +private instruction than her own easy for her sons.</p> + +<p>Not that she yielded to the request at once. She took time for +consideration. But Frank was urgent; and she was one of those ever ready +to do a good turn for others. The Glenns, as Frank said, did write +English wretchedly; and if she could help to improve them without losing +time or money, neither of which she could afford, why not do so? And she +consented.</p> + +<p>It certainly did occur to Mrs. Halliburton to wonder that Mr. Glenn had +not provided private instruction for his sons, to remedy the +deficiencies existing in the college school system. Mr. Glenn suddenly +awoke to the same wonder himself. The fact was, that he, like many other +gentlemen in Helstonleigh who had sons in the college school, had been +content to let things take their chance: possibly he assumed that +spelling and composition would come to his sons by intuition, as they +grew older. The contrast Frank Halliburton presented to Philip aroused +him from his neglect.</p> + +<p>Jane consented to allow the two young Glenns to share the time and +instruction she gave to her own boys. Mr. Glenn received the favour +gladly; but, at first, there was great battling with the young gentlemen +themselves. They could not be made to complete their lessons for school, +so as to be at Mrs. Halliburton's by the hour appointed. At length it +was accomplished, and they took to going regularly.</p> + +<p>Before three months had elapsed, great improvement had become visible in +their spelling. They were also acquiring an insight into English +grammar; had learnt that America was not situated in the Mediterranean, +or watered by the Nile; and that English history did not solely consist +of two incidents—the beheading of King Charles, and the Gunpowder Plot. +Improvement was also visible in their manners and in the bent of their +minds. From being boisterous, self-willed, and careless, they became +more considerate, more tractable; and Mr. Glenn actually once heard +Philip decline to embark in some tempting scrape, because it would "not +be right."</p> + +<p>For it was impossible for Jane to have lads near her, and not gently try +to counteract their faults and failings, as she would have done by her +own sons; whilst the remarkable consideration and deference paid by the +young Halliburtons to their mother, their warm affection for her, and +the pleasant peace, the refinement of tone and manner distinguishing +their home, told upon Philip and Charles Glenn with good influence. At +the end of three months, Mr. Glenn wrote a note of warm thanks to Mrs. +Halliburton, expressing a hope that she would still allow his sons the +privilege of joining her own, and, in a delicate manner, begging grace +for his act, enclosed four guineas; which was payment at the rate of +sixteen guineas a year for the two.</p> + +<p>Jane had not expected it. Nothing had been hinted to her about payment, +and she did not expect to receive any: she did not understand that the +boys had joined on those terms. It was very welcome. In writing back to +Mr. Glenn, she stated that she had not expected to receive remuneration; +but she spoke of her straitened circumstances and thanked him for the +help it would be.</p> + +<p>"That comes from a gentlewoman," was his remark to his wife, when he +read the note. "I should like to know her."</p> + +<p>"I hinted as much to Frank one day, but he said his mother was too much +occupied to receive visits or to pay them," was Mrs. Glenn's reply.</p> + +<p>As it happened, however, Mr. Glenn did pay her a visit. A friend of his, +whose boys were in the college school, struck with the improvement in +the Glenns, and hearing of its source, wondered whether his boys might +not be received on the same terms, and Mr. Glenn undertook to propose +it. The result of all this was, that in six months from the time of that +afternoon when Frank first took tea at Mr. Glenn's, Jane had ten evening +pupils, college boys. There she stopped. Others applied, but her table +would not hold more, nor could she do justice to a greater number. The +ten would bring her in eighty guineas a year; she devoted to them two +hours, five evenings in the week.</p> + +<p>Now she could command somewhat better food, and more liberal instruction +for her own boys, William included, in those higher branches of +knowledge which they could not, or had not, commenced for themselves. A +learned professor, David Byrne, whose lodgings were in the London Road, +was applied to, and he agreed to receive the young Halliburtons at a +very moderate charge, three evenings in the week.</p> + +<p>"Mamma," cried William, one day, with his thoughtful smile, soon after +this agreement was entered upon, "we seem to be getting on amazingly. We +can learn something else now, if you have no objection."</p> + +<p>"What is that?" asked Jane.</p> + +<p>"French. As I and Samuel Lynn were walking home to-day, we met Monsieur +Colin. He said he was about to organize a French class, twelve in +number, and would be glad if we would make three of the number. What do +you say?"</p> + +<p>"It is a great temptation," answered Jane. "I have long wished you could +learn French. Would it be very expensive?"</p> + +<p>"Very cheap to us. He said he considered you a sister professor——"</p> + +<p>"The idea!" burst forth Frank, hotly. "Mamma a professor!"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I don't know that I can aspire to anything so formidable," said +Jane, with a laugh. "A schoolmistress would be a better word."</p> + +<p>Frank was indignant. "You are not a schoolmistress, mamma. I——"</p> + +<p>"Frank," interrupted Jane, her tone changing to seriousness.</p> + +<p>"What, mamma?"</p> + +<p>"I am <i>thankful</i> to be one."</p> + +<p>The tears rose to Frank's eyes. "You are a <i>lady</i>, mamma. I shall never +think you anything else. There!"</p> + +<p>Jane smiled. "Well, I hope I am, Frank; although I help to make gloves +and teach boys English."</p> + +<p>"How well Mr. Lynn speaks French!" exclaimed William.</p> + +<p>"Does he speak it?"</p> + +<p>"As a native. I cannot tell what his accent may be, but he speaks it as +readily as Monsieur Colin. Shall we learn, mamma? It will be the +greatest advantage to us, Monsieur Colin conversing with us in French."</p> + +<p>"But what about the time, William?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, if you will manage the money, we will manage the time," returned +William, laughing. "Only trust to us, mother. We will make it, and +neglect nothing."</p> + +<p>"Then, William, you may tell Monsieur Colin that you shall learn."</p> + +<p>"Fair and easy!" broke out Frank; a saying of his when pleased. "Mamma, +I think, what with one thing and another turning up, we boys shall be +getting quite first-class education."</p> + +<p>"Although mamma feared we never should accomplish it," returned William. +"As did I."</p> + +<p>"Fear!" cried Frank. "I didn't. I knew that 'where there's a will +there's a way.' <i>Degeneres animos timor arguit</i>," added he, finishing +off with one of his favourite Latin quotations; but forgetting, in his +flourish, that he was paying a poor compliment to his mother and his +brother.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIVB" id="CHAPTER_XIVB"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<h3>WILLIAM HALLIBURTON'S GHOST.</h3> + + +<p>This chapter may be said to commence the second part of this history, +for some years have elapsed since the events last recorded.</p> + +<p>Do you doubt that the self-denying patience displayed by Jane +Halliburton, her persevering struggles, her never-fainting industry, +joined to her all-perfect trust in the goodness and guidance of the Most +High God, could fail to bring their reward? It is not possible. But do +not fancy that it came suddenly in the shape of a coach-and-six. Rewards +worth having are not acquired so easily. Have you met with the following +lines? They are somewhat applicable.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"How rarely, friend, a good, great man inherits<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Honour and wealth, with all his worth and pains!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">It seems a fable from the land of spirits<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When any man obtains that which he merits,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Or any merits that which he obtains.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For shame, my friend! renounce this idle strain:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">What would'st thou have the good, great man obtain—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Wealth? title? dignity? a golden chain?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Or heaps of corpses which his sword hath slain?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Goodness and greatness are not means, but ends.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Hath he not always treasures, always friends,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The good, great man? Three treasures—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Love; and life; and calm thoughts, equable as infants' breath.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And three fast friends, more sure than day or night,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Himself; his Maker; and the angel, Death."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Jane's reward was in progress: it had not fully come. At present it was +little more than that of an approving conscience for having fought her +way through difficulties in the patient continuance of well-doing, and +in the fulfilment, in a remarkable manner, of the subject she had had +most at heart—that of giving her sons an education that would fit them +to fulfil any part they might be called upon to play in the destinies of +life—in watching them grow up full of promise to make good and great +men.</p> + +<p>In circumstances, Jane was tolerably at ease now. Time had wrought its +changes. Mrs. Reece had gone—not into other lodgings, but to join Janey +Halliburton on the long journey. And Dobbs—Dobbs!—was servant to Mrs. +Halliburton! Dobbs had experienced misfortune. Dobbs had put by a good +round sum in a bank, for Dobbs had been provident all her life; and the +bank broke and swallowed up Dobbs's savings; and nearly all Dobbs's +surly independence went with it. Misfortunes do not come alone; and Mrs. +Reece died almost immediately after Dobbs's treacherous bank went. The +old lady's will had been good to leave Dobbs something, but she had not +the power to do so: the income she had enjoyed went at her death to her +late husband's relatives. She had made Dobbs handsome presents from time +to time, and these Dobbs had placed with the rest of her money. It had +all gone.</p> + +<p>Poor Dobbs, good for nothing in the first shock of the loss, paid Mrs. +Halliburton for a bedroom weekly, and sat down to fret. Next, she tried +to earn a living at making gloves—an employment Dobbs had followed in +her early days. But, what with not being so young as she was, neither +eyes nor fingers, Dobbs found she could make nothing of the work. She +went about the house doing odd tasks for Mrs. Halliburton, until that +lady ventured on a proposal (with as much deference as though she had +been making it to an Indian Begum), that Dobbs should remain with her as +her servant. An experienced, thoroughly good servant she required now; +and that she knew Dobbs to be. Dobbs acquiesced; and forthwith went +upstairs, moved her things into the dark closet, and obstinately adopted +it as her own bedroom.</p> + +<p>The death of Mrs. Reece had enabled Jane to put into practice a plan she +had long thought of—that of receiving boarders into her house, after +the manner of the dames at Eton. Some of the foundation boys in the +college school lived at a distance, and it was a great matter with the +parents to place them in families where they would find a good home. The +wife of the head master, Mrs. Keating, took in half-a-dozen; Jane +thought she might do the same. She had been asked to do so; but had not +room while Mrs. Reece was with her. She still held her class in the +evening. As one set of boys finished with her, others were only too glad +to take their places: there was no teaching like Mrs. Halliburton's. +Upon making it known that she could receive boarders, applications +poured in; and six, all she had accommodation for, came. They, of +course, attended the college school during the day. Thus she could +afford to relinquish working at the gloves; and did so, to Samuel Lynn's +chagrin: a steady, regular worker, as Jane had been, was valuable to the +manufactory. Altogether, what with her evening class, and the sum paid +by the boarders, her income was between two and three hundred a year, +not including what was earned by William.</p> + +<p>William had made progress at Mr. Ashley's, and now earned thirty +shillings a week. Frank and Gar had not left the college school. Frank's +time was out, and more than out: but when a scholar advanced in the +manner that Frank Halliburton had done, Mr. Keating was not in a hurry +to intimate to him that his time had expired. So Frank remained on, +studying hard, one of the most finished scholars Helstonleigh Collegiate +School had ever turned out.</p> + +<p>There sat one great desire in Frank's heart; it had almost grown into a +passion; it coloured his dreams by night and his thoughts by day—that +of matriculating at one of the two Universities. The random and somewhat +dim idea of Frank's early days—studying for the Bar—had become the +fixed purpose of his life. That he was especially gifted with the +tastes and qualifications necessary to make a good pleader, there could +be no doubt about; therefore, Frank had probably not mistaken his +vocation. Persevering in study, keen in perceptive intellect, equable in +temper, fluent and persuasive in speech, a true type was he of an embryo +barrister. He did not quite see his way yet to getting to college. +Neither did Gar; and Gar had set <i>his</i> mind upon the Church.</p> + +<p>One cold January evening, bright, clear, and frosty, Samuel Lynn stopped +away from the manufactory. He had received a letter by the evening post +saying that a friend, on his way from Birmingham to Bristol, would halt +for a few hours at his house and go on by the Bristol mail, which passed +through the city at eleven o'clock. The friend arrived punctually, was +regaled with tea and other good things in the state parlour, and he and +Samuel Lynn settled themselves to enjoy a pleasant evening together, +Patience and Anna forming part of the company. Anna's luxuriant curls +and her wondrous beauty—for, in growing up, that beauty had not belied +the promise of her childhood—were shaded under the demure Quaker's cap. +Something else had not belied the promise of her childhood, and that was +her vanity.</p> + +<p>Apparently, she did not find the evening or the visitor to her taste. He +was old, as were her father and Patience: every one above thirty Anna +was apt to class as "old." She fidgeted, was restless, and, just as the +clock struck seven—as if the sound rendered any further inaction +unbearable—she rose and was quietly stealing from the room.</p> + +<p>"Where are thee going, Anna?" asked her father.</p> + +<p>Anna coloured, as if taken by surprise. "Friend Jane Halliburton +promised to lend me a book, father: I should like to fetch it."</p> + +<p>"Sit thee still, child; thee dost not want to read to-night when friend +Stanley is with us. Show him thy drawings. Meanwhile, I will get the +chessmen. Thee'd like a game?" turning to his visitor.</p> + +<p>"Ay, I should," was the ready answer. "Remember, friend Lynn, I beat +thee last time."</p> + +<p>"Maybe my skill will redeem itself to-night," nodded the Quaker, as he +rose for the chessboard. "It shall try its best."</p> + +<p>"Would thee like a candle?" asked Patience, who was busy sewing.</p> + +<p>"Not at all. My chamber is light as day, with the moon so near the +full."</p> + +<p>Mr. Lynn went up to his room. The chessboard and men were kept on a +table near the window. As he took them from it he glanced out at the +pleasant scene. His window, at the back, faced the charming landscape, +and the Malvern Hills in the horizon shone out almost as distinctly as +by day. Not, however, on the landscape were Samuel Lynn's eyes fixed; +they had caught something nearer, which drew his attention.</p> + +<p>Pacing the field-path which ran behind his low garden hedge was a male +figure in a cloak. To see a man, whether with a cloak or without it, +abroad on a moonlight night, would not have been extraordinary; but +Samuel Lynn's notice was drawn by this one's movements. Beyond the +immediate space occupied by the house, the field-path was hidden: on one +side, by the high hedge intervening between his garden and Mrs. +Halliburton's; on the other, by a wall. The figure—whoever it might +be—would come to one of these corners, stealthily peep at Samuel Lynn's +house and windows, and then continue his way past it, until he reached +the other corner, where he would halt and peep again, partially hiding +himself behind the hedge. That he was waiting for something or some one +was apparent, for he stamped his feet occasionally in an impatient +manner.</p> + +<p>"What can it be that he does there?" cried the Quaker, half aloud: "this +is the second time I have seen him. He cannot be taking a sketch of my +house by moonlight! Were it any other than thee, William Halliburton, I +should say it wore a clandestine look."</p> + +<p>He returned to the parlour, and took his revenge on his friend by +checkmating him three times in succession. At nine o'clock supper came +in, and at ten Mr. Stanley, accompanied by Samuel Lynn, left, to walk +leisurely into Helstonleigh and await the Bristol mail. As they turned +out of the house they saw William Halliburton going in at his own door.</p> + +<p>"It is a cold night," William remarked to Mr. Lynn.</p> + +<p>"Very. Good night to thee."</p> + +<p>You cannot see what he is like by this light, especially in that +disguising cloak, and the cap with its protecting ears. But you can see +him the following morning, as he stands in Mr. Ashley's counting-house.</p> + +<p>A well-grown, upright, noble form, a head taller than Samuel Lynn, by +whose side he is standing, with a peculiarly attractive face. Not for +its beauty—the face cannot boast of very much—but for its broad brow +of intellect, its firm, sweet mouth, and its truthful dark-grey eyes. +None could mistake William Halliburton for anything but a gentleman, +although they had seen him, as now, with a white apron tied round his +waist. William was making up gloves: a term, as you may remember, which +means sorting them according to their qualities—work that was sometimes +done in Mr. Ashley's room, on account of its steady light, for it bore a +north aspect. A table, or counter, was fixed down one side, under its +windows. Mr. Lynn stood by his side, looking on.</p> + +<p>"Thee can do it tolerably well, William," he observed, after some +minutes' close inspection.</p> + +<p>William smiled. The Quaker never bestowed decided praise, and never +thought any one could be trusted in the making-up department, himself +and James Meeking excepted. William had been exercised in the making-up +for the past eighteen months, and he thought he ought to do it pretty +well by this time. Mr. Lynn was turning away, when his keen sight fell +on several dozens at a little distance. He took up one of the top pairs +with a hasty movement, knitted his brow, and then took up others.</p> + +<p>"Thee has not exercised thy judgment or thy caution here, friend +William."</p> + +<p>"I did not make up those," replied William.</p> + +<p>"Who did, then?"</p> + +<p>"Cyril Dare."</p> + +<p>"I have told Cyril Dare he is not to attempt the making-up," returned +Samuel Lynn, in severe tones. "When did he do these?"</p> + +<p>"Yesterday afternoon."</p> + +<p>"There, again! He knows the gloves are not made up in a winter's +afternoon. I myself would not do it by so obscure a light. Thee go over +these thyself when thee has finished the stack before thee."</p> + +<p>Samuel Lynn was not one who spared work. He mixed the offending dozens +together indiscriminately, and pushed them towards William. Then he +turned to his own place, and went on with his work: he was also making +up. Presently he spoke again.</p> + +<p>"What does thee do at the back of my house of a night? Thee must find +the walk cold."</p> + +<p>William turned his head with a movement of surprise. "I don't do +anything at the back of your house. What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"Not walk about there, watching it, as thee did last night?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly not! I do not understand you."</p> + +<p>Samuel Lynn's brows knit heavily. "William, I deemed thee truthful. Why +deny what is a palpable fact?"</p> + +<p>William Halliburton put down the pair of gloves he had in his hand, and +turned to the Quaker. "In saying that I do not walk at the back of your +house at night, or at the back of any house, I state the truth."</p> + +<p>"Last night at seven o'clock, I <i>saw</i> thee parading there in thy cloak. +I saw thee, I say, William. The night was unusually light."</p> + +<p>"Last night, from tea-time until half-past nine, I never stirred out of +my mother's parlour," rejoined William. "I was at my books as usual. At +half-past nine I ran up to say a word to Henry Ashley. You saw me +returning."</p> + +<p>"But I saw thee at the back with my own eyes," persisted the Quaker. "I +saw thy cloak. Thee had on that blue cap of thine: it was tied down over +thy ears; and the collar of the cloak was turned up, to protect thee, as +I surmised, from the cold."</p> + +<p>"It must have been my ghost," responded William. "<i>Should</i> I be likely +to pace up and down a cold field, for pastime, on a January night?"</p> + +<p>"Will thee oblige me by putting on thy cloak?" was all the answer +returned by Samuel Lynn.</p> + +<p>"What—now?"</p> + +<p>"Please."</p> + +<p>William, laughing, went out of the room, and came back in his cloak. It +was an old-fashioned cloak—a remarkable cloak—a dark plaid, its collar +lined with red. Formerly worn by gentlemen, they had now become nearly +obsolete; but William had picked this up for much less than half its +value. He did not care much for fashion, and it was warm and comfortable +in winter weather.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you wish me to put on my cap?" said William, in a serio-comic +tone.</p> + +<p>"Yes; and turn down the ears."</p> + +<p>He obeyed, very much amused. "Anything more?" asked he.</p> + +<p>"Walk thyself about an instant."</p> + +<p>His lips smiling, his eyes dancing, William marched from one side of the +room to the other. While this was in process Cyril Dare bustled in, and +stood in amazement, staring at William. The Quaker paid no attention to +his arrival, except that he took out his watch and glanced at it. He +continued to address William.</p> + +<p>"And thee can assure me to my face, that thee was not pacing the field +last night in the moonlight, dressed as now?"</p> + +<p>"I can, and do," replied William.</p> + +<p>"Then, William, it is one of two things. My eyes or thy word must be +false."</p> + +<p>"Did you see my face?" asked William.</p> + +<p>"Not much of that. With the ears down and the collar up, thy face was +pretty effectually concealed. There's not another cloak like thine in +all Helstonleigh."</p> + +<p>"You are right there," laughed William; "there's not one half so +handsome. Admire the contrast of the purple and green plaid and the +scarlet collar."</p> + +<p>"No, not another like it," emphatically repeated the Quaker. "I tell +thee, William Halliburton, in the teeth of thy denial, that I saw thee, +or a figure precisely similar to thee, parading the field-path last +night, and stealthily watching my windows."</p> + +<p>"It's a clear case of ghost," returned William, with an amused look at +Cyril Dare. "How much longer am I to make a walking Guy of myself, for +your pleasure and Cyril's astonishment?"</p> + +<p>"Thee can take it off," replied the Quaker, his curt tone betraying +dissatisfaction. Until that moment he had believed William Halliburton +to be the very quintessence of truth. His belief was now shaken.</p> + +<p>In the small passage between Mr. Ashley's room and Samuel Lynn's, +William hung up the cloak and cap. The Quaker turned to Cyril Dare, who +was taking off his great-coat, stern displeasure in his tone.</p> + +<p>"Dost thee know the time?"</p> + +<p>"Just gone half-past nine," replied Cyril.</p> + +<p>Mr. Lynn held out his watch to Cyril. It wanted seventeen minutes to +ten. "Nine o'clock is thy hour. I am tired of telling thee to be more +punctual. And thee did not come before breakfast."</p> + +<p>"I overslept myself," said Cyril.</p> + +<p>"As thee dost pretty often, it seems. If thee can do no better than thee +did yesterday, as well oversleep thyself for good. Look at these +gloves."</p> + +<p>"Well!" cried Cyril, who was a good-looking young man, in stature not +far short of William. At least he would have been good-looking, but for +his eyes; there was a look in them, almost amounting to a squint; and +they did not gaze openly and honestly into another's eyes. His face was +thin, and his features were well-formed. "Well!" cried he.</p> + +<p>"It is well," repeated the Quaker; "well that I looked at them, for they +must be done again. Firsts are mixed with seconds, thirds with firsts; I +do not know that I ever saw gloves so ill made up. What have I told +thee?"</p> + +<p>"Lots of things," responded Cyril, who liked to set the manager at +defiance, as far as he dared.</p> + +<p>"I have desired thee never to attempt to make up the gloves. I now +forbid thee again; and thee will do well not to forget it. Begin and +band these gloves that William Halliburton is making ready."</p> + +<p>Cyril jerked open the drawer where the paper bands were kept, took some +out of it, and carried them to the counter, where William stood. Mr. +Lynn interposed with another order.</p> + +<p>"Thee will please put thy apron on."</p> + +<p>Now, having to wear this apron was the very bugbear of Cyril Dare's +life. "There's no need of an apron to paper gloves," he responded.</p> + +<p>"Thee will put on thy apron, friend," calmly repeated Samuel Lynn.</p> + +<p>"I hate the apron," fumed Cyril, jerking open another drawer, and +jerking out his apron; for he might not openly disobey the authority of +Samuel Lynn. "I should think I am the first gentleman that ever was made +to wear one."</p> + +<p>"If thee are practically engaged in a glove manufactory, thee must wear +an apron, gentleman or no gentleman," equably returned the Quaker. "As +we all do."</p> + +<p>"All don't!" retorted Cyril. "The master does not."</p> + +<p>"Thee are not in the master's position yet, Cyril Dare. And I would +advise thee to exercise thy discretion more and thy tongue less."</p> + +<p>The discussion was interrupted by the entrance of Mr. Ashley, and the +room dropped into silence. There might be no presuming in the presence +of the master. He sat down to his desk, and opened his morning letters. +Presently a young man put his head in and addressed Samuel Lynn.</p> + +<p>"Noaks, the stainer, has come in, sir. He says the skins given out to +him yesterday would be better for coloured than blacks."</p> + +<p>"Desire James Meeking to attend to him," said Mr. Lynn.</p> + +<p>"James Meeking isn't here, sir. He's up in the cutters' room, or +somewhere."</p> + +<p>Samuel Lynn, upon this, went out himself. Cyril Dare followed him. Cyril +was rather fond of taking short trips about the manufactory, as +interludes to his work. Soon after, the master lifted his head.</p> + +<p>"Step here, William."</p> + +<p>William put down the gloves he was examining and approached the desk. +"What sort of a French scholar are you?" inquired Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"A very good one, sir," he replied, after a pause given to surprise. "I +know it thoroughly. I can read and write it as readily as I can +English."</p> + +<p>"But I mean as to speaking. Could you make yourself understood, for +instance, if you were suddenly dropped down into a French town, where +the natives spoke nothing but their own language?"</p> + +<p>William smiled. "I don't think I should have much difficulty over it. I +have been so much with Monsieur Colin that I talk as fast as he does. He +stops me occasionally to grumble at what he calls <i>l'accent anglais</i>."</p> + +<p>"I am not sure that I shall not send you on a mission to France," +resumed Mr. Ashley. "You can be better spared than Samuel Lynn; and it +must be one of you. Will you undertake it?"</p> + +<p>"I will undertake anything that you wish me to do, sir, that I could +accomplish," replied William, lifting his clear earnest eyes to those of +his master.</p> + +<p>"You are an exceedingly good judge of skins: even Samuel Lynn admits +that. I want some intelligent, trustworthy person to go over to France, +look about the markets there, and pick up what will suit us. The demand +for skins is great at the present time, and the markets must be watched +to select suitable bales before other bidders step in and pounce upon +them. By these means we may secure some good bargains and good skins: we +have succeeded lately in doing neither."</p> + +<p>"At Annonay, I presume you mean, sir."</p> + +<p>"Annonay and its neighbourhood; that's the chief market for dressed +skins. The undressed pelts are to be met with best, as you are aware, in +the neighbourhood of Lyons. You would have to look after both. I have +talked the matter over with Mr. Lynn, and he thinks you may be trusted +both as to ability and conduct."</p> + +<p>"I will do my best if I am sent," replied William.</p> + +<p>"Your stay might extend over two or three months. We can do with a great +deal; both of pelts and dressed skins. The dressers at Annonay——Cyril, +what are you doing there?"</p> + +<p>Cyril could scarcely have told. He had come into the counting-house +unnoticed, and his ears had picked up somewhat of the conversation. In +his anger and annoyance, Cyril had remained, his face turned towards the +speakers, listening for more.</p> + +<p>For it had oozed out at Pomeranian Knoll, through a word dropped by +Henry Ashley, that Mr. Ashley had it in contemplation to despatch some +one from the manufactory on this mission to France, and that the some +one would not be Samuel Lynn. Cyril received the information with +avidity, never doubting that <i>he</i> would be the one fixed upon. To give +him his due, he was really a good judge of skins—not better than +William; but somehow Cyril had never given a thought to William in the +matter. Greatly had he anticipated the journey to the land of pleasure, +where he would be under no one's control but his own. In that moment, +when he heard Mr. Ashley speaking to William upon the subject, not to +him, Cyril felt at war with every one and everything; with the master, +with William, and especially with the business, which he hated as much +as he had ever done.</p> + +<p>But Mr. Ashley was not one to do things in a hurry, and he had only +broached the subject.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVB" id="CHAPTER_XVB"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<h3>"NOTHING RISK, NOTHING WIN."</h3> + + +<p>It was Saturday night, the Saturday after the above conversation, and +Mr. Lynn was making ready to pay the men. James Meeking was payer in a +general way; but James Meeking was also packer; that is, he packed, with +assistance, the goods destined for London. A parcel was being sent off +this evening, so that it fell to Mr. Lynn's lot to pay the workmen. He +stood before the desk in the serving-room, counting out the money in +readiness. There was a quantity of silver in a bag, and a great many +brown paper packets of halfpence; each packet containing five +shillings. But they all had to be counted, for sometimes a packet would +run a penny or twopence short.</p> + +<p>The door at the foot of the stairs was heard to open, and a man's step +came up. It proved to be a workman from a neighbouring manufactory.</p> + +<p>"If you please, Mr. Lynn, could you oblige our people with twelve or +fourteen pounds' worth of change?" he asked. "We couldn't get in enough +to-day, try as we would. The halfpence seem as scarce as the silver."</p> + +<p>Now it happened that the Ashley manufactory was that evening abundantly +supplied. Samuel Lynn went into the counting-house to the master, who +was seated at the desk. "The Dunns have sent in to know if we can oblige +them with twelve or fourteen pounds' worth of change," said he. "We have +plenty to-night; but to send away so much may run us very short. Dost +thee happen to have any gold that thee can spare?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked at his own cash drawer. "Here are six, seven +sovereigns."</p> + +<p>"That will be sufficient," replied Samuel Lynn, taking them from his +hand, and going back to the applicant in the serving-room. "How much has +thee need of?" asked he.</p> + +<p>"Fourteen pounds, please, sir. I have the cheque here, made out for it. +Silver or copper, it doesn't matter which; or a little gold. I have +brought a basket along with me."</p> + +<p>Mr. Lynn gave the money, and took the cheque. The man departed, and the +Quaker carried the cheque to Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley put the cheque into one of the pigeon-holes of his desk. He +had the account in duplicate before him, of the goods going off, and was +casting it up. William and Cyril were both in the counting-house, but +not engaged with Mr. Ashley. William was marking small figures on +certain banded gloves; Cyril was looking on, an employment that suited +Cyril amazingly. His want of occupation caught the Quaker's eye.</p> + +<p>"If thee has nothing to do, thee can come and help me count the papers +of coppers."</p> + +<p>Cyril dared not say "No," before Mr. Ashley. He might have hesitated to +say it to Samuel Lynn; nevertheless, it was a work he especially +disliked. It is <i>not</i> pleasant to soil the fingers counting innumerable +five-shilling brown-paper packets of copper money; to part them into +stacks of twelve pence, or twenty-four halfpence. In point of fact, it +was James Meeking's work; but there were times when Samuel Lynn, +William, and Cyril had each to take his turn at it. Perhaps the two +former liked it no better than did Cyril Dare.</p> + +<p>Cyril ungraciously followed to the serving-room. In a few minutes James +Meeking looked in at the counting-house. "Is the master ready?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley rose and went into the next room, carrying one of the +duplicate lists. The men were waiting to pack—James Meeking and the +other packer, a young man named Dance. The several papers of boxes were +ready on a side counter; and Mr. Ashley stood with the list in his hand, +ready to verify them. Had Samuel Lynn not been occupied with serving, he +would have done this.</p> + +<p>"Three dozen best men's outsizes, coloured," called out James Meeking, +reading the marks on the first parcel he took up.</p> + +<p>"Right," responded Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>James Meeking laid it upon the packing-table—clear, except for an +enormous sheet of brown paper as thick as card-board—turned to the side +counter and took up another of the parcels.</p> + +<p>"Three dozen best men's outsizes, coloured," repeated he.</p> + +<p>"Right," replied Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>And so on, till all the parcels were told through and were found to +tally with the invoice. Then began the packing. It made a large parcel, +about four feet square. Mr. Ashley remained, looking on.</p> + +<p>"You will not have enough string there," he observed, as the men were +placing the string round it in squares.</p> + +<p>"I told you we shouldn't, Meeking," said George Dance.</p> + +<p>"There's no more downstairs," was Meeking's answer, "I thought it might +be enough."</p> + +<p>Neither of the men could leave the parcel. They were mounted on steps on +either side of it. Mr. Ashley called to William. "Light the lantern, and +go upstairs to the string-closet. Bring down a ball."</p> + +<p>Candles were not allowed to be carried about the premises. William came +forth, lighted the lantern, and went upstairs. At the same moment, Cyril +Dare, who had finished his disagreeable copper counting, strolled into +the counting-house. Finding it empty, he thought he could not do better +than take a survey of Mr. Ashley's desk, the lid of which was propped +open. He had no particular motive in doing this, except that that +receptacle might present some food or other to gratify his curiosity, +which the glove-laden counters could not be supposed to do. Amidst other +things his eyes fell on the Messrs. Dunns' cheque, which lay in one of +the pigeon-holes.</p> + +<p>"It would set me up for a fortnight, that fourteen pounds!" ejaculated +he. "No one would find it out, either. Ashley would suspect any one in +the manufactory before he'd suspect <i>me</i>!"</p> + +<p>He stood for a moment in indecision, his hand stretched out. Should it +be drawn back, and the temptation resisted; or, should he yield to it? +"Here goes!" cried Cyril. "Nothing risk, nothing win!"</p> + +<p>He transferred the cheque to his own pocket, and stole out of the +counting-house into the small narrow passage which intervened between it +and Mr. Lynn's room, where the parcel was being made up. Passing +stealthily through the room, at the back of the huge parcel, which hid +him from the eyes of the men and of Mr. Ashley, he emerged in safety +into the serving-room, took up his position close to Samuel Lynn, and +began assiduously to count over some shilling stacks which he had +already verified. Samuel Lynn, his face turned to the crowd of men who +were on the other side the counter receiving their wages, had not +noticed the absence of Cyril Dare. Upon this probable fact Cyril had +reckoned.</p> + +<p>"Any more to count?" asked Cyril.</p> + +<p>Samuel Lynn turned his head round. "Not if thee has finished all the +packets." Had he seen what had just taken place, he might have entrusted +packets of coppers to Mr. Cyril less confidently.</p> + +<p>Cyril jumped upon the edge of the desk, and remained perched there. +William Halliburton came back with the twine, which he handed to George +Dance. Blowing out the lantern, he returned to the counting-house.</p> + +<p>The parcel was completed, and James Meeking directed it in his plain, +clerk-like hand—"Messrs. James Morrison, Dillon, and Co., Fore Street, +London." It was then conveyed to a truck in waiting, to be wheeled to +the parcels office. Mr. Ashley returned to his desk and sat down. +Presently Cyril Dare came in.</p> + +<p>"Halliburton, don't you want to be paid to-night? Every one's paid but +you. Mr. Lynn's waiting to close the desk."</p> + +<p>"Here is a letter for the post, William," called out Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I am coming back, sir. I have not set the counter straight yet."</p> + +<p>He received his money—thirty shillings a week now. He then put things +straight in the counting-house, to do which was as much Cyril's work as +his, and took a letter from the hands of Mr. Ashley. It contained one of +the duplicate lists, and was addressed as the parcel had been. William +generally had charge of the outward-bound letters now; he did not forget +them as he had done in his first unlucky essay. He threw on the elegant +cloak of which you have heard, took his hat, and went through the town, +as far as the post-office, Cyril Dare walking with him. There they +parted; Cyril continuing his way homewards, William retracing his steps.</p> + +<p>All had left the manufactory except Mr. Ashley and Samuel Lynn. James +Meeking had gone down. On a late night, as the present, when all had +done except the master and Samuel Lynn, the latter would sometimes say +to the foreman, "Thee can go on to thy supper; I will lock up, and bring +thee the keys." Mr. Ashley was setting his desk straight—putting sundry +papers in their places; tearing up others. He unlocked his cash drawer, +and put his hand into the pigeon-hole for the cheque. It was not there. +Neither there nor anywhere, that he could see.</p> + +<p>"Why, where's that cheque?" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>It caused Samuel Lynn to turn. "Cheque?" he repeated.</p> + +<p>"Dunns' cheque, that you brought me an hour ago."</p> + +<p>"I saw thee put it in the second pigeon-hole," said the Quaker, +advancing to the desk, and standing by Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I know I did. But it is gone."</p> + +<p>"Thee must have moved it. Perhaps it is in thy private drawer?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley shook his head: he was deep in consideration. "I have not +touched it since I placed it there," he presently said. "Unless—surely +I cannot have torn it up by mistake?"</p> + +<p>He and Samuel Lynn both stooped over the waste-paper basket. They could +detect nothing of the sort amidst its contents. Mr. Ashley was +nonplussed. "This is a curious thing, Samuel," said he. "No one was in +the room during my absence except William Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"He would not meddle with thy desk," observed the Quaker.</p> + +<p>"No: nor suffer any one else to meddle with it. I should like to see +William. He may possibly throw some light upon the subject. The cheque +could not vanish into thin air."</p> + +<p>Samuel Lynn went down to James Meeking's, whom he disturbed at supper. +He bade him watch at the entrance-gate for the return of William from +the post-office, and request him to walk into the manufactory. William +was not very long in making his appearance. He received the +message—that the master and Mr. Lynn wanted him—and in he went with +alacrity, having jumped to the conclusion that some conference was about +to be held touching the French journey.</p> + +<p>Considerably surprised was he to learn what the matter really was. He +quite laughed at the idea of the cheque's being gone, and believed that +Mr. Ashley must have torn it up. Very minutely went he over the contents +of the paper-basket. Its relics were not there.</p> + +<p>"It's like magic!" exclaimed William. "No one entered the +counting-house; not even Mr. Lynn or Cyril Dare."</p> + +<p>"Cyril Dare was with me," said the Quaker. "Verily it seems to savour of +the marvellous."</p> + +<p>It certainly did; and no conclusion could be come to. Neither could +anything be done that night.</p> + +<p>It was late when William reached home—a quarter past ten. Frank was +sitting over the fire, waiting for him. Gar had gone to bed tired; Mrs. +Halliburton with headache; Dobbs, because there was nothing more to do.</p> + +<p>"How late you are!" was Frank's salutation; "just because I want to have +a talk with you."</p> + +<p>"Upon the old theme," said William, with a smile. "Oxford or Cambridge?"</p> + +<p>"I say, William, if you are going to throw cold water upon it——But it +won't put a damper upon me," broke off Frank, gaily.</p> + +<p>"I would rather throw hot water on it than cold, Frank."</p> + +<p>"Look here, William. I am growing up to be a man, and I can't bear the +idea of living longer upon my mother. At my age I ought to be helping +her. I am no nearer the University than I was years ago; and if I cannot +get there, all my labour and my learning will be thrown away."</p> + +<p>"Not thrown away," said William.</p> + +<p>"Thrown away as far as my views are concerned. I must go to the Bar, or +go to nothing—<i>aut Cæsar, aut nullus</i>. To the University I <i>will</i> go; +and I see nothing for it but to do so as a servitor. I shan't care a fig +for the ridicule of those who get there by a golden road. There's Lacon +going to Christchurch at Easter, a gentleman commoner; Parr goes to +Cambridge, to old Trinity."</p> + +<p>"They are the sons of rich men."</p> + +<p>"I am not envying them. We have not faced the difficulties of our +position so long, and made the best of them, for me to begin envying +others now. Wall's nephew goes up at Easter——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, does he?" interrupted William. "I thought he could not manage it."</p> + +<p>"Nor can he manage it in that sense. His father has too large a family +to help him, and there's no chance of the exhibition. It is promised, +Keating has announced. The exhibitions in Helstonleigh College don't go +by right."</p> + +<p>"Right or merit, do you mean, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose I mean merit; but the one implies the other. They go by +neither."</p> + +<p>"Or you think that Frank Halliburton would have had it?"</p> + +<p>"At any rate, he has not got it. Neither has Wall. Therefore, we have +made up our minds, he and I, to go to Oxford as servitors."</p> + +<p>"All right! Success to you both!"</p> + +<p>Frank fell into a reverie. The friend of whom he spoke, Wall, was nephew +of the under-master of the college school. "Of course I never expected +to get to college in any other way," continued Frank, taking up the +tongs and balancing them on his fingers. "If an exhibition did at odd +moments cross my hopes, I would not dwell upon it. There are fellows in +the school richer and greater than I. However, the exhibition is <i>gone</i>, +and there's an end of it. The question now is—if I do go as a servitor, +can my mother find the little additional expense necessary to keep me +there?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am sure she can: and will," replied William.</p> + +<p>"There'll be the expenses of travelling, and sundry other little +things," went on Frank. "Wall says it will cost each of us about fifteen +pounds a year. We have dinner and supper free. Of course, I should +never think of tea, and for breakfast I would take milk and plain bread. +There'd be living at home between terms—unless I found something to +do—and my clothes."</p> + +<p>"It can be managed. Frank, you'll drop those tongs."</p> + +<p>"What we shall have to do as servitors neither I nor Wall can precisely +tell," continued Frank, paying no attention to the warning. "Wall says, +brushing clothes, and setting tables for meals, and waiting on the other +students at dinner, will be amongst the refreshing exercises. However it +may be, my mind is made up <i>to do</i>. If they put me to black shoes, I +shall only sing over it, and sit down to my studies with a better will +when the shoes have come to an end."</p> + +<p>William smiled. "Blacking shoes will be no new employment to you, +Frank."</p> + +<p>"No. And if ever I catch myself coveting the ease and dignity of the +lordly hats, I shall just cast my thoughts back again to our early +privations; to what my mother struggled through for us; and that will +bring me down again. We owe all to her; and I hope she will owe +something to us in the shape of comforts before she dies," warmly added +Frank, the tears rising to his eyes.</p> + +<p>"It is what I have hoped for years," replied William, in a low tone. "It +is coming, Frank."</p> + +<p>"Well, I think I do now see one step before me. You remember papa's +dream, William?"</p> + +<p>William simply bowed his head.</p> + +<p>"Lately I have not even seen that step. Between ourselves, I was losing +some of my hopefulness; and you know that is what I never lost, whatever +the rest of you may have done."</p> + +<p>"We none of us lost hope, Frank. It was hope that enabled us to bear on. +You were over-sanguine."</p> + +<p>"It comes to the same thing. The step I see before me now is to go to +Oxford as a servitor. To St. John's if I can, for I should like to be +with Wall. He is a good, plodding fellow, though I don't know that he is +over-burthened with brains."</p> + +<p>"Not with the quick brains of Frank Halliburton."</p> + +<p>Frank laughed. "You know Perry, the minor canon? He also went to St. +John's as a servitor. I shall get him to tell me——"</p> + +<p>Frank stopped. The tongs had gone down with a clatter.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIB" id="CHAPTER_XVIB"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<h3>MRS. DARE'S GOVERNESS.</h3> + + +<p>"There's such a row at our place!" suddenly announced Cyril Dare, at the +Pomeranian Knoll dinner-table, one Monday evening.</p> + +<p>"What about?" asked Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Some money's missing. At least, a cheque; which amounts to the same +thing."</p> + +<p>"Not quite the same," dissented Mr. Dare. "Unless it has been cashed."</p> + +<p>"I mean the same as regards noise," continued Cyril. "There's as much +fuss being made over it as if it had been fourteen pounds' weight of +solid gold. It was a cheque of Dunns'; and the master put it into his +desk, or says he did so. When he came to look for it, it was gone."</p> + +<p>"Who took it?" inquired Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Who's to know? That's what we want to find out."</p> + +<p>"What was the amount?"</p> + +<p>"Fourteen pounds, I say. A paltry sum. Ashley makes a boast, and says +it's not the amount that bothers him, but the feeling that we must have +some one false near us."</p> + +<p>"Don't speak so slightingly of money," rebuked Mr. Dare. "Fourteen +pounds are not so easily picked up that it should be pleasant to lose +them."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I don't want to speak slightingly of money," returned Cyril, +rebelliously. "You keep me too short, sir, for me not to know the full +value of it. But fourteen pounds cannot be much of a loss to Mr. +Ashley."</p> + +<p>"If I keep you short, you have forced me to it by your +extravagances—you and the rest of you," responded Mr. Dare, in short, +emphatic tones.</p> + +<p>An unpleasant pause ensued. When the father of a family intimates that +his income is diminishing, it is not a welcome announcement. The young +Dares had been obliged to hear it often lately. Adelaide broke the +silence.</p> + +<p>"How was the cheque taken?"</p> + +<p>"It was a cheque brought by Dunns' people on Saturday night, in exchange +for money, and the master placed it in his open desk in the +counting-house," explained Cyril. "He went into Lynn's room to watch the +packing, and was away an hour. When he returned, the cheque was gone."</p> + +<p>"Who was in the counting-house?"</p> + +<p>"Not a soul except Halliburton. He was there all the time."</p> + +<p>"And no one else went in?" cried Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"No one," replied Cyril, sending up his plate for more meat.</p> + +<p>"Why, then, it would look as if Halliburton took it?" exclaimed Mr. +Dare.</p> + +<p>Cyril raised his eyebrows. "No one would venture to suggest as much in +the hearing of the manufactory. It appears to be impressed with the +opinion that Halliburton, like kings, can do no wrong."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Ashley is so?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Ashley, and downwards."</p> + +<p>"But, Cyril, if the facts are as you state, Halliburton must have been +the one to take it," objected Mr. Dare. "Possibly the cheque may have +been only mislaid?"</p> + +<p>"The counting-house underwent a thorough search this morning, and every +corner of the master's desk was turned out, but nothing came of it. +Halliburton appears to be in a world of surprise as to where it can have +gone; but he does not seem to glance at the fact that suspicion may +attach to him."</p> + +<p>"Of course Mr. Ashley intends to investigate it officially?" said Mr. +Dare.</p> + +<p>"He does not say," replied Cyril. "He had the two packers before him +this morning separately, inquiring if they saw any one pass through the +room to the counting-house on Saturday night. He also questioned me. We +had none of us seen anything of the sort."</p> + +<p>"Where were you at the time, Cyril?" eagerly questioned Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>Knowing what we know, it may seem a pointed question. It was not, +however, so spoken. Mr. Dare would probably have suspected the whole +manufactory before casting suspicion upon his son. The thought that +really crossed his mind was, that if his son <i>had</i> happened to be in the +way and had seen the thief, whoever he might be, steal into the +counting-house, so that through him he might be discovered, it would +have been a feather in Cyril's cap in the sight of Mr. Ashley. And to +find favour with Mr. Ashley Mr. Dare considered ought to be the ruling +aim of Cyril's life.</p> + +<p>"I was away from it all, as it happened," said Cyril, in reply to the +question. "Old Lynn nailed me on Saturday to help to pay the men. While +the cheque was disappearing, I was at the delightful employment of +counting coppers."</p> + +<p>"Did one of the packers get in?"</p> + +<p>"Impossible. They were under Mr. Ashley's eye the whole time."</p> + +<p>"Look here, Cyril," interrupted Mrs. Dare, the first word she had +spoken: "is it sure that that yea-and-nay Simon of a Quaker has not +helped himself to it?"</p> + +<p>Cyril burst into a laugh. "He is not a Simon in the manufactory, I can +tell you, ma'am. He is too much of a martinet."</p> + +<p>"Will Mr. Ashley be at the manufactory this evening, Cyril?" questioned +Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"You may as well ask me whether the moon will shine," was the response +of Cyril. "Mr. Ashley comes sometimes in an evening; but we never know +whether he will or not, beforehand."</p> + +<p>"Because he may be glad of legal assistance," remarked Mr. Dare, who +rarely failed to turn an eye to business.</p> + +<p>You may remember the party that formerly sat round Mr. Dare's +dinner-table on that day, some years ago, when Herbert was pleased to +fancy that he fared badly, not appreciating the excellences of lamb. Two +of that party were now absent from it—Julia Dare and Miss Benyon. Julia +had married, and had left England with her husband; and Miss Benyon had +been discarded for a more fashionable governess.</p> + +<p>This fashionable governess now sat at the table. She was called +Mademoiselle Varsini. You must not mistake her for a French woman; she +was an Italian. She had been a great deal in France, and spoke the +language as a native—indeed, it was more easy to her now than her +childhood's tongue; and French was the language she was required to +converse in with her pupils, Rosa and Minny Dare. English also she spoke +fluently, but with a foreign accent.</p> + +<p>She was peculiar looking. Her complexion was of pale olive, and her eyes +were light blue. It is not often that light blue eyes are seen in +conjunction with so dark a skin. Strange eyes they were—eyes that +glistened as if they were made of glass; they had at times a hard, +glazed appearance. Her black hair was drawn from her face and twisted +into innumerable rolls at the back of her head. It was smooth and +beautiful, as if a silken rope had been coiled there. Her lips were thin +and compressed in a remarkable degree, which may have been supposed to +indicate firmness of character. Tall, and full across the bust for her +years, her figure would have been called a fine one. She wore a +closely-fitting dress of some soft, dark material, with small +embroidered cuffs and collar.</p> + +<p>What were her years? She said twenty-five: but she might be taken for +either older or younger. It is difficult to guess with certainty the age +of an Italian woman. As a rule they look much older than English women; +and, when they do begin to show age, they show it rapidly. Mr. Dare had +never approved of the engagement of this foreign governess. Mrs. Dare +had picked her up from an advertisement, and had persisted in engaging +her, in spite of the written references being in French and that she +could only read one word in ten of them. Mr. Dare's scruples were solely +pecuniary. The salary was to be fifty pounds a year; exactly double the +amount paid to Miss Benyon; and he had great expenses on him now. "What +did the girls want with a fashionable foreign governess?" he asked. But +he made no impression upon Mrs. Dare. The lady was engaged, and arrived +in Helstonleigh: and Mr. Dare had declared, from that hour to this, that +he could not make her out. He professed to be a great reader of the +human face, and of human character.</p> + +<p>"Has there been any attempt made to cash the cheque?" resumed Mr. Dare +to Cyril.</p> + +<p>"Ashley said nothing about that," replied Cyril. "It was lost after +banking hours on Saturday night; therefore he would be sure to stop it +at the bank before Monday morning. It is Ashley's loss; Dunns, of +course, have nothing to do with it."</p> + +<p>"It would be no difficult matter to change it in the town," remarked +Anthony Dare. "Anyone would cash a cheque of Dunns': it is as good as a +banknote."</p> + +<p>Cyril lifted his shoulders. "The fellow had better not be caught at it, +though."</p> + +<p>"What would be the punishment in Angleterre for such a crime?" spoke up +the governess.</p> + +<p>"Transportation for a longer or a shorter period," replied Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"What you would phrase <i>aux galères</i> mademoiselle," struck in Herbert.</p> + +<p>"Ah, ça!" responded mademoiselle.</p> + +<p>As they called her "mademoiselle" we must do the same. There had been a +discussion as to what she was to be called when she first came. <i>Miss</i> +Varsini was not grand enough. Signora Varsini was not deemed familiar +enough for daily use. Therefore "mademoiselle" was decided upon. It +appeared to be all one to mademoiselle herself. She had been accustomed, +she said, to be called mademoiselle in France.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare hurried over his dinner and his wine, and rose. He was going to +find out Mr. Ashley. He was in hopes some professional business might +arise to him in the investigation of the loss spoken of by Cyril. He was +not a particularly covetous man, and had never been considered grasping, +especially in business; but circumstances were rendering him so now. His +general expenses were enormous—his sons contrived that their own +expenses should be enormous; and Mr. Dare sometimes did not know which +way to turn to meet them. Anthony drained him—it was Mr. Dare's own +expression; Herbert drained him; Cyril wanted to drain him; George was +working on for it. Small odds and ends arising in a lawyer's practice, +that years ago Mr. Dare would scarcely have cared to trouble himself to +undertake, were eagerly sought for by him now. He must work to live. It +was not that his practice was a bad one; it was an excellent practice; +but, do as Mr. Dare would, his expenses outran it.</p> + +<p>He bent his steps to the manufactory. Had Mr. Ashley not been there, Mr. +Dare would have gone on to his house. But Mr. Ashley was there. They +were shut into the private room, and Mr. Ashley gave the particulars of +the loss, more in detail than Cyril had given them.</p> + +<p>"There is only one opinion to be formed," observed Mr. Dare. "Young +Halliburton was the thief. The cheque could not go of itself; and no one +else appears to have been near it."</p> + +<p>In urging the case against William, Mr. Dare was influenced by no covert +motive. He drew his inferences from the circumstances related to him, +and spoke in accordance with them. The resentment he had once felt +against the Halliburtons for coming to Helstonleigh (though the +resentment was on Mrs. Dare's part rather than on his) had long since +died away. They did not cross his path or he theirs; they did not +presume upon the relationship; had not, so far as Mr. Dare knew, made it +known abroad; therefore they were quite welcome to be in Helstonleigh +for Mr. Dare. To do Mr. Dare justice, he was rather kindly disposed +towards his fellow-creatures, unless self-interest carried him the other +way. Cyril often amused himself at home by abusing William Halliburton: +they were tolerable friends and companions when together, but Cyril +could not overcome his feeling of dislike; a feeling to which jealousy +was now added, for William found more favour with Mr. Ashley than he +did. Cyril gave vent to his anger in explosions at home, and William was +not spared in them: but Mr. Dare had learnt what his son's prejudices +were worth.</p> + +<p>"It must have been Halliburton," repeated Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"No," replied Mr. Ashley. "There are four persons, of all those who were +in my manufactory on Saturday night, for whom I will answer as +confidently as I would for myself. James Meeking and George Dance are +two. I believe them both to be honest as the day; and if additional +confirmation that it was not they were necessary, neither of them +stirred from beneath my own eye during the possible time of the loss. +The other two are Samuel Lynn and William Halliburton. Samuel Lynn is +above suspicion; and I have watched William grow up from boyhood—always +upright, truthful and honourable; but more truthful, more honourable, +year by year, as the years have passed."</p> + +<p>"I dare say he is," acquiesced Mr. Dare. "Indeed, I like his look +myself. There's something unusually frank about it. Of course you will +have it officially investigated? I came down to offer you my services in +the matter."</p> + +<p>"You are very good," was the reply of Mr. Ashley. "Before entering +farther into the affair, I must be fully convinced that the cheque's +disappearance was not caused by myself. I——"</p> + +<p>"By yourself?" interrupted Mr. Dare, in surprise.</p> + +<p>"I do not <i>think</i> it was, mind; but there is a chance of it. I remember +tearing up a paper or two after I received the cheque, and putting the +pieces, as I believe, into the waste-paper basket. But I won't answer +for it that I did not put them into the fire instead, as I passed it on +my way to Mr. Lynn's room to call over the parcels bill."</p> + +<p>"But you would not tear up the cheque?" cried Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Certainly not, intentionally. If I did it through carelessness, all I +can say is, I have been <i>very</i> careless. No; I shall not stir in this +matter for a day or two."</p> + +<p>"But why wait?" asked Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"If the cheque was stolen, it was probably changed somewhere in the town +that same night; and this will soon be known. I shall wait."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare could not bring Mr. Ashley to a more business-like frame of +mind. He left the manufactory, and went straight to the police-station, +there to hold an interview with Mr. Sergeant Delves, a popular officer, +with whom Mr. Dare had had dealings before. He stated the case to him, +and desired Mr. Delves to ferret out what he could.</p> + +<p>"Privately, you know, Delves," said he, winking at the sergeant, whom he +held by the shoulder. "There's no doubt, in my opinion, that the cheque +was changed that same night—probably at a public-house. Go to work <i>sub +rosâ</i>—you understand; and any information you may obtain bring quietly +to me. Don't take it to Mr. Ashley."</p> + +<p>"I understand," replied Sergeant Delves, a portly man with a padded +breast and a red face, who, in his official costume, always looked as if +he were choking. "I'll see to it."</p> + +<p>And he did so; and very effectively.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIIB" id="CHAPTER_XVIIB"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<h3>TAKING AN ITALIAN LESSON.</h3> + + +<p>But the evening is not yet over at Pomeranian Knoll.</p> + +<p>The dinner-table had broken up. Anthony Dare left the house soon after +his father. Mrs. Dare turned to the fire for her after-dinner nap: the +young ladies, Adelaide excepted, proceeded to the drawing-room. Adelaide +Dare was thinner than formerly; and there was a worn, restless look upon +her face, that told of care or of disappointment. She remained in her +seat at the dessert-table, and, fencing herself round with a newspaper, +lest Mrs. Dare's eyes should open, took a letter from her pocket and +spread it on the table.</p> + +<p>Viscount Hawkesley had never come forward to make her the Viscountess; +but he had not given up his visits to Pomeranian Knoll, and Adelaide had +never ceased hoping. It was one of his letters that she was poring over +now. Two or three years ago she might have married well. A clergyman had +desired to make her his wife. Adelaide declined. She had possibly her +own private reasons for believing in the good faith of Lord Hawkesley. +Adelaide Dare was not the first who has thrown away the substance to +grasp the shadow.</p> + +<p>Mademoiselle Varsini, on leaving the dinner-table, had gone up to the +school-room. There she stirred the fire into a blaze, sat down in a +chair, and bent her head in what seemed to be an attitude of listening.</p> + +<p>She did not listen in vain. Soon, stealthy footsteps were heard +ascending the stairs, and a streak of vermilion flashed into her olive +cheek, and she pressed her hand upon her bosom, as if to still its +beating. "<i>Que je suis bête!</i>" she murmured. French was far more +familiar to her than her native tongue.</p> + +<p>The footsteps proved to be those of Herbert Dare. A tall, handsome man +now, better-looking than Anthony. He, Herbert, would have been very +handsome indeed, but that his features were spoiled by the free +expression they had worn in his youth—free as that which characterised +the face of Mr. Dare. He was coming in to pay a visit to the governess. +He paid her a good many visits: possibly thought it polite to do so. +Some gentlemen are polite, and some are the contrary; some take every +opportunity of improving their minds; some don't care whether they +improve them or not. Herbert Dare we should place amidst the former: a +thirst for foreign languages must, undoubtedly, be reckoned one of the +desires for improvement. Minny Dare had one evening broken in upon a +visit her brother was paying to mademoiselle, and she (very +impertinently, it must be owned) inquired what he was doing there. +"Taking an Italian lesson," Herbert answered, and he did not want Minny +to bother him over it. Minny made a wry face at the books spread out +between Herbert and mademoiselle, seated opposite each other at either +end of the table, and withdrew with all speed lest the governess should +press her to share in it. Minny did not like Italian lessons as much as +Herbert appeared to do.</p> + +<p>He came in with quiet footsteps, and the first thing he did was to—lock +the door. The action may have been intended as a quiet reproof to Miss +Minny: if so, it is a pity she was not there to profit by it.</p> + +<p>"Have they asked for me in the salon?" began the governess.</p> + +<p>"Not they," replied Herbert. "They are too much occupied with their own +concerns."</p> + +<p>"Herbert, why were you not here on Saturday night?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"On Saturday night? Oh—I remember. I had to go out to keep an +engagement."</p> + +<p>"You might have spoken to me first, then," she answered resentfully. +"Just one little word. I did come up here, and I waited—I waited! After +the tea I came up, and I waited again. Ah! quelle patience!"</p> + +<p>"Waited to give me my Italian lesson?"</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare spoke in a voice of laughing raillery. The Italian girl did +not seem inclined to laugh. She stood on one side the fire, and its +blaze—it was the only light in the room—flickered on her compressed +lips. More compressed than ever were they to-night.</p> + +<p>"Now, what's the use of turning cross, Bianca?" continued Herbert, still +laughing. "You are as exacting as if I paid you a guinea a lesson, and +went upon a system of 'no lesson, no pay.' If——"</p> + +<p>"Bah!" interrupted mademoiselle angrily: and it certainly was not +respectful of Herbert, as pupil, to call her by her Christian name—if +it was that which angered her. "I am getting nearly tired of it all."</p> + +<p>"Tired of me! You might have a worse pupil——"</p> + +<p>"Will you be quiet, then!" cried she, stamping her foot. "I am not +inclined for folly to-night. You shall not say again you are coming +here, if you don't come, mind, as you did on Saturday night."</p> + +<p>"Well, I had an engagement, and I went straight off from the +dinner-table to keep it," answered Herbert, becoming serious. "Upon my +word of honour it was not my fault, Bianca; it was a business +engagement. I had not time to come here before I went."</p> + +<p>"Then you might have come when you returned," she said.</p> + +<p>"Scarcely," replied he. "I was not home till two in the morning."</p> + +<p>Bianca Varsini lifted her strange eyes to his. "Why tell me that?" she +asked, her voice changing to one of mournful complaint. "I know you went +out from dinner—I watched you out; and I saw you when you went out +again. It was past ten. I saw you with my own eyes."</p> + +<p>"You must have good eyes, Bianca. I went out from the dinner-table——"</p> + +<p>"Not then—not then; I speak not of then," she vehemently interrupted. +"You might have come here before you went out the second time."</p> + +<p>"I declare I don't know what you mean," he said, staring at her. "I did +not come in until two in the morning. It was past two."</p> + +<p>"But I saw you," she persisted. "It was moonlight, and I saw you cross +the lawn from the dining-room window, and go out. I was at this window, +and I watched you go in the direction of the gate. It was long past +ten."</p> + +<p>"Bianca, you were dreaming! I was not near the house."</p> + +<p>Again she stamped her foot. "<i>Why</i> you deceive me? Would I say I saw you +if I did not?"</p> + +<p>Herbert had once seen Bianca Varsini in a passion. He did not care to +see her in one again. When he said that he had not come near the house, +from the time of his leaving it on rising from dinner, until two in the +morning, he had spoken the strict truth. What the Italian girl was +driving at, he could not imagine: but he deemed it as well to drop the +subject.</p> + +<p>"You are a folle, Bianca, as you often call yourself," said he +jestingly, taking her hands. "You go into a temper for nothing. I'd get +rid of that haste, if I were you."</p> + +<p>"It was my mother's temper," she answered, drawing her hands away and +letting them fall by her side. "Do you know what she once did! She spit +in the face of the Archevêque of Paris!"</p> + +<p>"She was a lady!" cried Herbert ironically. "How was that?"</p> + +<p>"He offended her. He was passing her in procession at the <i>Fête Dieu</i>, +and he said something reproachful to her, and it put her in a temper, +and she spit at him! She could do worse than that if she liked! She +could have died for those who were kind to her; but let them offend +her—je les en fais mes compliments!"</p> + +<p>"I say, mademoiselle, who was your mother?"</p> + +<p>"Never you mind! She was on the stage; not what you English call good. +But she was good to me; and she wished me to be what she was not. When I +was twelve she put me into a convent. La maudite place!"</p> + +<p>Herbert laughed. He knew enough of French to understand the expression.</p> + +<p>"It was maudite to me. I must not dance; I must not sing; I must not +have my liberty to do the simplest thing on earth. I must be up in the +morning to prayers; and then at my lessons all day; and then at prayers +again. I did pray. I did pray to the Virgin to take me from it. I nearly +prayed my heart out—and she never heard me! I had been there a +year—figure to yourself, a year!—when my mother came to see me. She +had been back in Italy. 'Take me away,' I said to her, 'before I die!' +'No, Bianca mia,' she answered, 'I leave you here that you may not die; +that your life may be happier than mine is, for mine is the vraie +misère.' I not tell you in Italian, as she spoke, for you not understand +it," rapidly interrupted mademoiselle. "My mother, she continued to me: +'When you are instructed, you shall become a gouvernante in a family of +the noblesse; you shall consort with the princes without shame; and +perhaps you will make a good parti in marriage. Though you have no +fortune, you will be accomplished; you will have the manière and the +tournure; you will be belle.' Do you think me belle?" she abruptly broke +off again.</p> + +<p>"Enchanting!" answered Herbert. "Have I not told you so five hundred +times?"</p> + +<p>She stole a glance at the little old-fashioned oval glass which hung +over the mantel-piece, and then went on.</p> + +<p>"My mother would not take me out. Though I lay on the flagstones of the +visitors' parlour, though I wept for it, she would not take me out. 'It +is for your good, Bianca mia,' she said. And I remained there seven +years. Seven years! Do you figure it?"</p> + +<p>"But I suppose you grew reconciled?"</p> + +<p>"We grow reconciled to the worst in time," she answered, dreamily gazing +into the fire with her strange eyes. "I pressed down my despair into +myself at first, and I looked out for the opportunity to run away. We +were as closely kept as the nuns in their cells, in their barred rooms, +in their grated chapel; but, sooner than not have had my will and get +away, I would have set the place on fire!"</p> + +<p>"I say, mademoiselle, don't you talk treason!" cried Herbert, laughing.</p> + +<p>"Do you think I would not?" she answered, turning to him, a gleaming +look in her eyes. "But I had to wait for the opportunity to escape; and, +while I waited, news came that my mother had died. She caught cold one +night when she was in her evening robe, and it settled in her throat, +and formed a dépôt, and she died. And so it was all over with my escape! +My mother gone, I had nowhere to fly to. And I stopped in that enfer +seven years."</p> + +<p>"You are complimentary to convents, Bianca. Maudite in one breath, enfer +in another!"</p> + +<p>"They are all that, and worse!" intemperately responded the Italian +girl. "They are—mais n'importe; c'est fini pour moi. I had to beat down +my heart then, and stop in one. Ah! I know not how I did it. I look back +and wonder. Seven years!"</p> + +<p>"But who paid for you all that time?"</p> + +<p>"My mother was not poor. She had enough for that. She made the +arrangements with a priest when she was dying, and paid the money to +him. The convent educated me, and dressed me, and made me hard. Their +cold rules beat down my rebellious heart; beat it down to hardness. I +should not have been so hard but for that convent!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you are hard, then?" was the remark of Herbert Dare.</p> + +<p>"I can be!" nodded Mademoiselle Varsini. "Better not cross <i>me</i>!"</p> + +<p>"And how did you get out of the convent?"</p> + +<p>"When I was nineteen, they sent me out into a situation, to teach music +and my own language, and French and English. They taught well in the +convent: I could speak English then as readily as I speak it now: and +they gave me a box of clothes and four five-franc pieces, saying that +was the last of my mother's effects. What cared I? Had they turned me +out penniless, I should have jumped to go. I served in that first +situation two years. It was easy, and it was good pay."</p> + +<p>"French people?"</p> + +<p>"But certainly: Parisians. It was not more than one mile from the +convent. There was but one little pupil."</p> + +<p>"Why did you leave?"</p> + +<p>"I was put into a passion one day, and madame said after that she was +frightened to keep me. Ah! I have had adventures, I can tell you. In the +next place I did not stay three months; the ennui came to me, and I left +it for another that I found; and the other one I liked—I had my +liberty. I should have stayed in that, but one came and turned me out of +it."</p> + +<p>"A fresh governess?"</p> + +<p>"No; a man. A hideous. He was madame's brother, and he was wrinkled and +yellow, and his long skinny fingers were like claws. He wanted me to +marry him; he said he was rich. Sell myself to that monster? +No!—continue a governess, rather. One evening madame and my two pupils +had gone to the Odéon, and he came to the little étude where I sat. He +locked the door, and said he would not unlock it till I gave him a +promise to be his wife. I stormed, and I stormed: he tried to take my +hand, the imbécile! He laughed at me, and said I was caged——"</p> + +<p>"Why did you not ring the bell?" interrupted Herbert.</p> + +<p>"Bon! Do we have bells in every room in the old Parisian houses? I would +have pulled open the window, but he stood against the fastening, +laughing still; so I dashed my hand through a pane, and the glass +clattered down to the court below, and the servants came out to look up. +'I cannot undo the étude door,' I called to them; 'come and break it +open!' So that hideous undid it then, and the servants got some water +and bathed my hand. 'But why need the signora have put her hand through +the glass? Why not have opened the window?' said one. 'What is that to +you?' I said. 'You will not have to pay for it. Bind my hand up.' They +wrapped it in a handkerchief, and I put on my bonnet and cloak, and went +out. Madeleine—she was the cook, and a good old soul—saw me. 'But +where is the signorina going so late as this?' she asked. 'Where should +I be going, but to the pharmacien's?' I answered; and I went my way."</p> + +<p>"We say chemist's in England," observed Herbert. "Did he find your hand +much damaged?"</p> + +<p>"I did not go there. Think you I made attention to my hand? I went to +the—what you call it?—cutler's shops, through the Rue Montmartre, and +I bought a two-edged stiletto. It was that long"—pointing from her +wrist to the end of her finger—"besides the handle. I showed it to that +hideous the next day. 'You come to the room where I sit again,' I said +to him, 'and you will see.' He told madame his sister, and she said I +must leave."</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare looked at her—at her pale face, which had gone white in +the telling, her glistening, stony eyes, her drawn lips. "You would not +have dared to use the stiletto, though!" he cried, in some wonder.</p> + +<p>"I not dare! You do not know me. When I am roused, there's not a thing I +would not dare to do. I am not ruffled at trifles: things that excite +others do not trouble me. 'Bah! What matter trifles?' I say. My mother +always told me to let the evil spirit lie torpid within me, or I should +not die in my bed."</p> + +<p>"I say," cried Herbert, half mockingly, "what religion do you call +yourself?"</p> + +<p>She took the question literally. "I am a Catholic or Protestant as is +agreeable to my places," was the very candid answer. "I am not a +dévote—a saint. Where's the use of it?"</p> + +<p>"That is why you generally have those violent headaches on Sunday," said +Herbert Dare, laughing. "You ought——"</p> + +<p>There was an interruption. Rosa Dare's footsteps were heard on the +stairs, and they halted at the door.</p> + +<p>"Mademoiselle!" she called out.</p> + +<p>Mademoiselle did not answer. Herbert Dare flung his handkerchief over +the handle of the door in a manner that hid the key-hole. Rosa Dare +tried the door, found it fastened, and went off grumbling.</p> + +<p>"It's my belief mademoiselle locks herself in there to get a nap after +dinner, as mamma does in the dining-room!"</p> + +<p>She was heard to enter the drawing-room and slam the door. Herbert +softly opened that of the school-room, and went down after his sister.</p> + +<p>"I say, Herbert," cried Rosa, when he entered, "have you seen anything +of mademoiselle?"</p> + +<p>"I!" responded Herbert. "Do you think I keep mademoiselle in my pocket?"</p> + +<p>"She goes and locks herself up in the school-room after dinner, and I +can't think what she does there, or what she can be at," retorted Rosa.</p> + +<p>"At her devotions, perhaps," suggested Herbert.</p> + +<p>The words did not please Mrs. Dare, who had then joined the circle. +"Herbert, I will not have Mademoiselle Varsini ridiculed," she said +quite sternly. "She is a most efficient instructress for Rosa and Minny, +and we must be careful not to give her offence, or she might leave."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I have heard of foreign women telling their beads till +cock-crowing," persisted Herbert.</p> + +<p>"Those are Roman Catholics. A Protestant, as is Mademoiselle +Varsini——"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare's angry words were cut short by the appearance of Mademoiselle +Varsini herself. She, the governess, turned to Rosa. "What did you want +just now when you came to the school-room door?"</p> + +<p>"I wanted you here to show me that filet stitch," answered Rosa, slight +impertinence peeping out in her tone. "And I don't see why you should +not answer when I knock, mademoiselle."</p> + +<p>"It may not always suit me to answer," was the calm reply of the +governess. "My time is my own after dinner; and Madame Dare will agree +with me that a governess should hold full control over her school-room."</p> + +<p>"You are perfectly right, mademoiselle," acquiesced Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>Mademoiselle went to the piano and dashed off a symphony. She was a +brilliant player. Herbert, looking at his watch, and finding it later +than he thought, hurried from the house.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIIIB" id="CHAPTER_XVIIIB"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<h3>A VISION IN HONEY FAIR.</h3> + + +<p>The surmise that the missing cheque had been changed into good money on +the Saturday night, proved to be correct. White, the butcher at the +corner of the shambles, had given change for it, and locked up the +cheque in the cash-box. Had he paid it into the bank on Monday, he would +have found what it was worth. But he did not do so. Mr. White was a fat +man with a good-humoured countenance and black hair. Sergeant Delves +proceeded to his house some time on the Tuesday.</p> + +<p>"I hear you cashed a cheque of the Messrs. Dunn on Saturday night," +began he. "Who brought it to you?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, what about that cheque?" returned the butcher. "One of your men has +been in here, asking a lot of questions."</p> + +<p>"A good deal about it," said the sergeant. "It was stolen from Mr. +Ashley."</p> + +<p>"Stolen from Mr. Ashley!" echoed the butcher, staring at Sergeant +Delves.</p> + +<p>"Stolen out of his desk. And you stand a nice chance, White, of losing +the money. You should be more cautious. Who was it brought it here?"</p> + +<p>"A gentleman. A respectable man, at any rate. Who says it's stolen?"</p> + +<p>"I do," replied the sergeant, sitting himself down on the +meat-block—rather a damp seat from its just having been washed with hot +water. Delves liked to make himself familiar with his old friends in +Helstonleigh in a patronising manner; it was only lately he had been +promoted to sergeant. "Now! let's have the particulars, White."</p> + +<p>"I had just shut up my shop, all but the door, when in come a gentleman +in a cloak and cap. 'Could you oblige the Messrs. Dunn with change for a +cheque, Mr. White?' says he, handing a cheque to me. 'Yes, sir,' said I, +'I can; very happy to oblige 'em. Would you like it in gold?' Well, he +said he would like it in gold, and I gave it to him. 'Thank ye,' said +he; 'I'd have got it nearer if I could, for I'm troubled to death with +tooth-ache; but people are shut up:' and I noticed that he had kept his +white handkerchief up to his mouth and nose. He went out with the gold, +and I put up the cheque. And that's all I know about it, Delves."</p> + +<p>"Don't you know who it was?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't. He had a cap on, with the ears coming down his cheeks; +and, what with that, and the peak over his eyes, and the white +handkerchief held up to his nose, I didn't so much as get a sight of his +face. The shop was pretty near dark, too, for the gas was out. There was +only a candle at the pay window."</p> + +<p>"If a man came in disguised like that, asking to have a cheque changed +into gold, it might have occurred to some tradesmen there'd be something +wrong about it," cried the sergeant.</p> + +<p>"I didn't know he was disguised," objected the butcher. "I saw it was a +good cheque of the Messrs. Dunn, and I never gave a thought to anything +else. I've had their cheques before to-day. Mr. William Dunn has dealt +here this twenty year. But now that it's put into my head, I begin to +think he <i>was</i> disguised," continued the butcher. "His voice was odd, +thick and low, and he spoke as if he had plums in his mouth."</p> + +<p>"Should you know him again?"</p> + +<p>"Ay. That is if he came in dressed as he was then. I'd know the cloak +out of a hundred. It was one of them old-fashioned plaid rockelows."</p> + +<p>"Roquelaures," corrected the sergeant.</p> + +<p>"Something of that. The collar was lined with red, with a little edge of +fur on it. There's a few such shaped cloaks in the town now, made of +blue serge or cloth."</p> + +<p>"What time was it?" asked the sergeant.</p> + +<p>"Just eleven. I was shutting up."</p> + +<p>Sergeant Delves took possession of the cheque and proceeded to the +office of Mr. Dare. A long conference ensued, and then they went out +together towards Mr. Ashley's manufactory. On the road they happened to +meet Cyril, and Mr. Dare drew him aside.</p> + +<p>"Do you happen to know any one who wears an old-fashioned plaid cloak?" +he asked.</p> + +<p>"Halliburton wears one," replied Cyril: "the greatest object of a thing +you ever saw. I say," continued Cyril, "what's old Delves doing with +you?"</p> + +<p>"Not much," carelessly said Mr. Dare. "He has been looking after a +little private business for me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, is that all?" and Cyril, feeling reassured, tore off on the errand +he was bound for. For reasons best known to himself, it would not have +pleased him that Sergeant Delves should be pressed into the affair of +the cheque. At least, Cyril would have preferred that the matter should +be allowed to rest.</p> + +<p>He executed his commission, one that he had been charged with by Samuel +Lynn, turned back, passed the manufactory, and took his way to Honey +Fair on a little matter of his own. It was only the purchase of a +dog—not to make a mystery of it. A dog that had taken Cyril's fancy, +and for which he and the owner had not yet been able to come to terms. +So he was going up again to try his powers of persuasion.</p> + +<p>As he walked rapidly through Honey Fair, he saw a little bit of by-play +on the opposite side. A young woman in a tattered gown, and a dirty +bonnet drawn over her face, was walking along as rapidly as he. Her bent +head, her humble attitude, her shrinking air, her haste to get out of +sight of others, all betrayed that she, from some cause or other, was +not in good odour with the world around. That she felt herself under a +cloud, was only too apparent: it was a cloud of humiliation, for which +she had only herself to thank. The women who met her hurried past with a +toss of the head and then stood to peep after her as she disappeared in +the distance.</p> + +<p><i>She</i> hurried—hurried past them—glad, it seemed, to be away from their +stern looks and condemning eyes. Had you seen her, you would never have +recognised her. In the dim eye, darker than of yore, the white cheek, +the wasted form, no likeness remained of the once-blooming Caroline +Mason.</p> + +<p>Just as she passed opposite to Cyril, Eliza Tyrrett came out of a house +and met her; and Eliza, picking up her skirts, lest they should become +contaminated, swept past with a sidelong glance of reproach and a +scornful gesture. Caroline's head only bent the lower as she glided away +from her old companion.</p> + +<p>It had been just as well that Charlotte East had not sent back that +bundle, years ago, to surprise Anthony Dare. It was years now since +Charlotte herself had come to the same conclusion.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIXB" id="CHAPTER_XIXB"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<h3>THE DUPLICATE CLOAKS.</h3> + + +<p>Leaning back against the corner of the mantel-piece by the side of the +blazing fire in his private room, calmly surveying those ranged before +him, and listening to their tale with an impassive face, was Thomas +Ashley. Sergeant Delves and Mr. Dare were giving him the account of the +changing of the cheque, obtained from White the butcher. Samuel Lynn +stood near the master's desk, his brow knit in perplexity, his +countenance keen and anxious. The description of the cloak, tallying so +exactly with the one worn by William Halliburton, led Mr. Dare to the +conclusion, nay, to the positive conviction that the butcher's visitor +could have been no other than William. The sergeant held the same view; +but the sergeant adopted it with difficulty.</p> + +<p>"It's an odd thing for <i>him</i> to turn thief," said he, reflectively. "I'd +have trusted that young fellow, sir, with untold gold," he added, to Mr. +Ashley. "Here's another proof how we may be deceived."</p> + +<p>"I told you," said Mr. Dare, turning to Mr. Ashley, "that it could be no +other than Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"Thee will permit me to say, friend Dare, that I do not agree with thy +deductions," interposed the Quaker, before Mr. Ashley could answer.</p> + +<p>"Why, what would you have?" returned Mr. Dare. "Nothing can be plainer. +Ask Sergeant Delves if he thinks further proof can be needed."</p> + +<p>"Many a man has been hanged upon less," was the oracular answer of +Sergeant Delves.</p> + +<p>"What part of my deductions do you object to?" inquired Mr. Dare of the +Quaker.</p> + +<p>"Thee art assuming—if I understand thee correctly—that there is no +other cloak in the city so similar to William's as to be mistaken for +it."</p> + +<p>"Just so."</p> + +<p>"Then, friend, I tell thee that there is."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare opened his eyes. "Who wears it?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"That is another question," said Samuel Lynn. "I should be glad to find +out myself, for curiosity's sake."</p> + +<p>Then Mr. Lynn told the story of his having observed a man, whom he had +taken for William, walking at the back of his house, apparently waiting +for something. "I saw him on two evenings," he observed, "at some +considerable interval of time. The figure bore a perfect resemblance to +William Halliburton; the height, the cloak, the cap—all appeared to be +his. I taxed him with it. He denied it <i>in toto</i>, said he had not been +walking there at all, and I believed he was attempting, for the first +time since I have known him, to deceive me. I——"</p> + +<p>"Are you sure he was not?" put in Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Thee should allow me to finish, friend. Last night I was home somewhat +earlier than usual—thee can recollect why," the Quaker added, looking +at Mr. Ashley. "I was up in my room, and I saw the same figure pacing +about in precisely the same manner. William's denial had staggered me, +otherwise I could have been ready to affirm that it was himself and no +other. The moon was not up; but it was a very light night, and I marked +every point in the cloak—it was as like William's as two peas are like +each other. What he could want, pacing at the back of my house and of +his, puzzled me much. I——"</p> + +<p>"What time was this, Mr. Lynn?" interrupted the sergeant.</p> + +<p>"Past eight o'clock. Later than the hour at which I had seen him on the +two previous occasions. 'It is William Halliburton, of a surety,' I said +to myself; and I thought I would pounce upon him, and so convict him of +the falsehood he had told. I left my house by the front door, went down +the road, past the houses, and entered the gate admitting into the +field. I walked up quietly, keeping under the hedge as much as possible, +and approached William—as I deemed him to be. He was then standing +still, and gazing at the upper windows of my house. In spite of my +caution, he heard me, and turned round. Whether he knew me or not, I +cannot say; but he clipped the cloak around him with a hasty movement, +and made off right across the field. I would not be balked if I could +help it. I opened friend Jane Halliburton's back gate, and proceeded +through the garden and house to the parlour, which I entered without +ceremony. There sat William at his books."</p> + +<p>"Then it was not he, after all!" cried Mr. Dare, interested in the tale.</p> + + +<p>"Of a surety it was not he. I tell thee, friend, he was seated quietly +at his studies. 'Hast thee lent thy cloak to a friend to-night?' I asked +him. He looked surprised, and said he had not. But, to be convinced, I +requested to see his cloak, and he took me outside the door, and there +was the cloak hanging up in the passage, his cap beside it. That is why +I did not approve of thy deductions, friend Anthony Dare, in assuming +that the cloak, which the man had on who changed the cheque, must be +William Halliburton's," concluded Mr. Lynn.</p> + +<p>"You say the man looked like William when you were close to him?" +inquired Mr. Ashley, who thought the whole affair very curious, and now +broke silence for the first time.</p> + +<p>"Very much like him," answered Samuel Lynn. "But the resemblance may +have been only in the cloak and cap. The face was not discernible; by +accident or design, it was concealed. I think there need not be better +negative proof that it was not William who changed the cheque."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley smiled. "Without this evidence of Mr. Lynn's I could have +told you it was waste of time to cast suspicion on William Halliburton +to me," said he, addressing the sergeant and Mr. Dare. "Were you to come +here and accuse myself, it would make just as much impression upon me. +Wait an instant, gentlemen."</p> + +<p>He went to the door, opened it, and called William. The latter came in, +erect, courteous, noble—never suspecting the sergeant's business there +could have anything to do with him.</p> + +<p>"William," began his master, "who is it that wears a similar cloak to +yours, in the town?"</p> + +<p>"I am unable to say, sir," was William's ready reply. "Until last +night," and he turned to Samuel Lynn with a smile, "I should have said +there was not another like it. I suppose now there must be one."</p> + +<p>"If there is one, there may be more," remarked Mr. Ashley. "The fact is, +William, the cheque has been traced. It was changed at White's, the +butcher; and the person changing it wore a cloak, it seems, very much +like yours."</p> + +<p>"Indeed!" cried William, with animation. "Well, sir, of course there may +be many such cloaks in the town. All I can say is, I have not seen +them."</p> + +<p>"There can't be many," spoke up the sergeant, "if it be the +old-fashioned sort of thing described to me."</p> + +<p>William looked the sergeant full in the face with his open countenance, +his honest eyes. No guilt there. "Would you like to see my cloak?" he +asked. "It may be a guide, if you think the one worn resembled it."</p> + +<p>The sergeant nodded. "I was going to ask you to bring it in, if it was +here."</p> + +<p>William brought it in. "It is one of the bygones," said he laughing. "I +have some thoughts of forwarding it to the British Museum, as a specimen +of antiquity. Stay! I will put it on, that you may see its beauties the +better."</p> + +<p>He threw the cloak over his shoulders, and exhibited himself off, as he +had done once before in that counting-house for the benefit of Samuel +Lynn. "I think the British Museum will get it," he continued, in the +same joking spirit. "Not until winter's over, though. It is a good +friend on a cold night."</p> + +<p>Sergeant Delves' eyes were riveted on the cloak. "Where have I seen that +cloak?" he mused, in a dreamy tone. "Lately, too!"</p> + +<p>"You may have seen me in it," said William.</p> + +<p>The sergeant shook his head. He lifted one hand to his temples, and +proceeded to rub them gently, as if the process would assist his memory, +never once relaxing his gaze.</p> + +<p>"Did White say the changer of the cheque was a tall man?" asked Mr. +Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Mr. Dare. "Whether he meant as tall as William Halliburton, +I cannot say. There are not—why, I should think there are not a hundred +men in the town who come up to that height," he added, looking at +William.</p> + +<p>"Yourself one of them," said William, turning to him with a smile.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare shook his head, a regret for his past youth crossing his heart. +"Ay, once. I am beginning to grow downward now."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley was buried in reflection. There was a curious sound of +mystery about the tale altogether, to his ears. That there were many +thieves in Helstonleigh, he did not doubt—people who would appropriate +a cheque, or anything else that came in their way; but why the same +person—if it was the same—should pace the cold field at night, +watching Samuel Lynn's house, was inexplicable. "It may not be the +same," he observed aloud. "Shall you watch for the man again?" he asked +of Mr. Lynn.</p> + +<p>"I shall not give myself much trouble over it now," was the reply. +"While I was concerned to ascertain William's truthfulness——"</p> + +<p>"I scarcely think you need have doubted it, Mr. Lynn," interrupted +William.</p> + +<p>"True. I have never doubted thee yet. But it appeared to be thy word +against the sight of my own eyes. The master will understand——"</p> + +<p>A most extraordinary interruption came from Sergeant Delves. He threw up +his head with a start, and gave vent to a shrill, prolonged whistle. "It +looks dark!" cried he.</p> + +<p>"What didst thee say, friend Delves?"</p> + +<p>"I beg pardon, gentlemen," answered the sergeant. "I was not speaking to +any of you; I was following up the bent of mine own thoughts. It +suddenly flashed into my mind who it is that I have seen in one of these +cloaks."</p> + +<p>"And who is it?" asked Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"You must excuse me, sir, if I keep that to myself," was the answer.</p> + +<p>"As tall a man as William Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>The sergeant ran his eyes up and down William's figure. "A shade taller, +I should say, if anything."</p> + +<p>"And it struck me that the man who made off across the field was a shade +taller," observed Samuel Lynn.</p> + +<p>"Well, I can't make sense of it," resumed Mr. Dare, breaking a pause. +"Let us allow, if you like, that there are fifty such cloaks in the +town. Unless one, wearing such, had access to Mr. Ashley's +counting-house, to this very room that we are now in, how does the fact +of there being others remove the suspicion from William Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare had not intended wilfully to cause him pain. He had forgotten +for the moment that William was a stranger to the doubt raised touching +himself. Amidst the deep silence that ensued, William looked from one to +the other.</p> + +<p>"Who suspects me?" he asked, surprise the only emotion in his tone.</p> + +<p>Sergeant Delves tapped him significantly on the shoulder. "Never you +trouble yourself, young sir. If what has come into my mind be right, it +isn't <i>you</i> who are guilty."</p> + +<p>When he and Mr. Dare went out, Mr. Ashley followed them to the outer +gate. As they stood there talking, Frank Halliburton passed. "Look +here," thought the sergeant to himself, "there's not much doubt as to +the black sheep—I see that: but it's as well, to be on the sure side. +Young man," cried he aloud to Frank, in the authoritative, patronizing +manner which Sergeant Delves was fond of assuming when he could, "what +time did your brother William get home last Saturday night? I suppose +you know, if you were at home yourself."</p> + +<p>Frank looked at him rather haughtily. "<i>I</i> know," he replied. "I have +yet to learn why you need know."</p> + +<p>"Tell him, Frank," said Mr. Ashley, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"It was a little after ten," said Frank.</p> + +<p>"Did he go out again?" asked the sergeant.</p> + +<p>"Out again at that time!" cried Frank. "No: he did not go out again. We +sat talking together ever so long, and then went up to bed."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" rejoined the sergeant. It was all he answered. And he wished Mr. +Ashley good day, and departed with Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"I am going to Oxford at Easter, Mr. Ashley," cried Frank with +animation.</p> + +<p>"I am pleased to hear it."</p> + +<p>"But only as a servitor. I don't mind," he added, throwing back his head +with pardonable pride. "Let me once get a start, and I hope to rise +above some who go there as gentlemen-commoners. I intend to make this my +circuit," he went on, half jokingly, half seriously.</p> + +<p>"You are ambitious, Frank. I heartily wish you success. There's nothing +like keeping a good heart."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, success is not doubtful. I'll do battle with all the +obstructions in my course. Good afternoon, sir."</p> + +<p>William, curious and anxious, could make nothing of his books that night +at home. At length he threw up, put on the notable cloak, and went down +to the manufactory. He found Mr. Ashley there; and the counting-house +soon received an addition to its company in the person of Sergeant +Delves. He had come in search of William. Not being aware that William +was allowed the privilege of spending his evenings at home, he had +supposed the manufactory was the place to find him in.</p> + +<p>"I want you down at White's," said the sergeant. "Put on your cloak, +will you be so good, Mr. Halliburton, and come with me?"</p> + +<p>"Do you suspect me?" was William's answer.</p> + +<p>"No, I don't," returned the sergeant. "I told you before, to-day, that I +did not. The fact is"—dropping his voice to a mysterious whisper—"I +want to do a little bit of private inquiry on my own account. I have a +clue to the party: and I should like to work it out."</p> + +<p>"If you have a sufficient clue, the party had better be arrested at +once," observed Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Ah, but it's not sufficient for that," nodded the sergeant. "No, Mr. +Ashley, sir; my strong advice to you is, keep quiet a bit."</p> + +<p>They started for the butcher's, William wearing his cloak and cap, and +Mr. Ashley accompanying them. Mr. Ashley possessed his own curiosity +upon various points; perhaps his own doubts.</p> + +<p>"It is strange who this man can be who walks at the back of your house," +observed Mr. Ashley to William, as they went along. "What can be his +motive for walking there, dressed like you?"</p> + +<p>"It is curious, sir."</p> + +<p>"I should suppose it can only arise from a desire that he should be +taken for you," continued Mr. Ashley. "But to what end? Why should he +walk there at all?"</p> + +<p>"Why, indeed!" responded William.</p> + +<p>"What coloured gloves are you wearing?" abruptly interrupted Sergeant +Delves.</p> + +<p>William took his hands from beneath his cloak, and held them out. They +were of the darkest possible colour, next to black; the shade called in +the glove trade "corbeau." "These are all I have in use at present," he +said. "They are nearly new."</p> + +<p>"Have you worn any light gloves lately? Tan or fawn?"</p> + +<p>"I scarcely ever wear tan gloves. I have not put on a pair for months."</p> + +<p>They arrived at the butcher's and entered. White was standing at his +block, chopping a bone in two. He lifted his head, and touched his hair +to Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Is this the gentleman who had the money of you for the cheque?" began +Sergeant Delves, without circumlocution.</p> + +<p>Mr. White put down his chopper, and took a survey of William. "It's like +the cloak and cap that the other wore," said he.</p> + +<p>Sergeants take up words quickly. "That the 'other' wore? Then you do not +think it was this one?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't," decided the butcher. "The one who brought the cheque was +a shorter man."</p> + +<p>"Shorter!" repeated Mr. Ashley, remembering it had been said in his +counting-house that the man who appeared to be personating William was +thought to have the advantage the other way. "You mean taller, White."</p> + +<p>"No, sir, I mean shorter. I am sure he was shorter. Not much, though."</p> + +<p>There was a pause. "You observed that his gloves were tan, I think," +said the sergeant.</p> + +<p>"Something of that sort. Clean light gloves they were, such as gentlemen +wear."</p> + +<p>"Finally, then, White, you decide that this was not the gentleman?"</p> + +<p>"Not he," said the butcher. "It's not the same voice."</p> + +<p>"The voice goes for nothing," said Sergeant Delves. "The other one had +plums in his mouth."</p> + +<p>"Well," said the butcher, "I think I should have known Mr. Halliburton, +in spite of any disguise, had he come in."</p> + +<p>"Don't make too sure, White," said the sergeant, with one of his wise +nods. "He who came might have turned out to be just as familiar to you +as Mr. Halliburton, if he had let you see his face. The fact is, White, +there's some one going about with a cloak like this, and we want to find +out who it is. Mr. Halliburton would give a pound out of his pocket, I'm +sure, to know."</p> + +<p>"I'd give two," said Mr. Ashley, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Sir," asked the butcher of Mr. Ashley, "what about the money? Shall I +lose it?"</p> + +<p>"Now, White, just wait a bit," put in the sergeant. "If it was a +gentleman that changed it, perhaps we shall get it out of <i>him</i>. Any +way, you keep quiet."</p> + +<p>They left the shop—standing a moment together before parting. The +sergeant's road lay one way; Mr. Ashley's and William's another. "This +only makes the matter more obscure," observed Mr. Ashley, alluding to +what had passed.</p> + +<p>"Not at all. It makes it all the more clear," was the cool reply of the +sergeant.</p> + +<p>"White says the man was shorter than Mr. Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"It's just what I expected him to say," nodded the sergeant. "If I am on +the right scent—and I'd lay a thousand pound on it!—the man who +changed the cheque <i>is</i> shorter. I just wanted White's evidence on the +point," he added, looking at William; "and that is why I asked you to +come down, dressed in your cloak. Good night, gentlemen."</p> + +<p>He turned up the Shambles. And Mr. Ashley and William walked away side +by side.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXB" id="CHAPTER_XXB"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<h3>IN THE STARLIGHT.</h3> + + +<p>The conversation at Mr. Dare's dinner-table again turned upon the loss +of the cheque, and the proceedings thereon. It was natural that it +should turn upon it. Mr. Dare's mind was full of it; and he gave +utterance to various conjectures and speculations, as they occurred to +him.</p> + +<p>"In spite of what they say, I cannot help thinking that it must have +been William Halliburton," he remarked with emphasis. "He alone was in +the counting-house when the cheque disappeared; and the person changing +it at White's, is proved to have borne the strongest possible +resemblance to him; at all events, to his dress. The face was hidden—as +of course it would be. People who attempt to pass off stolen cheques, +take pretty good care that their features are not seen.</p> + +<p>"But who hesitates to bring it home to Halliburton?" inquired Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>"They all do—as it seems to me. Ashley won't hear a word: laughs at the +idea of Halliburton's being capable of it, and says we may as well +accuse himself. That's nothing: as Cyril says, Mr. Ashley appears to be +imbued with the idea that Halliburton can do no wrong: but now Delves +has veered round. He shifts the blame entirely off Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"Upon whom does he shift it?" asked Anthony Dare.</p> + +<p>"He won't say," replied Mr. Dare. "He has grown mysterious over it since +the afternoon; nodding and winking, and giving no explanation. He says +he knows who it is who possesses the second cloak."</p> + +<p>"The second cloak!" The words were a puzzle to most at table, and Mr. +Dare had to explain that another cloak, similar to that worn by William +Halliburton, was supposed to be in existence.</p> + +<p>Cyril looked up, with wonder marked on his face. "Does Delves say there +are two such cloaks?" asked he.</p> + +<p>"That there are two such cloaks appears to be an indisputable fact," +replied Mr. Dare. "The one cloak was parading behind the Halliburtons' +house last night. Samuel Lynn went up to it——"</p> + +<p>"The cloak parading tout seul—alone?" interrupted Signora Varsini, with +a perplexed air.</p> + +<p>A laugh went round the table. "Accompanied by the wearer, mademoiselle," +said Mr. Dare, continuing the account of Samuel Lynn's adventure. "Thus +the fact of there being two cloaks is established," he proceeded. +"Still, that tells nothing; unless the owner of the other has access to +Mr. Ashley's counting-house. I pointed this fact out to them. But +Delves—which is most unaccountable—differed from me; and when we +parted he expressed an opinion, with that confident nod of his, that it +was not Halliburton's cloak which had been in the mischief at the +butcher's, but the other."</p> + +<p>"What a thundering falsehood!" burst forth Herbert Dare.</p> + +<p>"<i>Sir!</i>" cried Mr. Dare, while all around the table stared at Herbert's +excited manner.</p> + +<p>Herbert had the grace to feel ashamed of his abrupt and intemperate +rudeness. "I beg your pardon, sir; I spoke in my surprise. I mean that +Delves must be telling a falsehood, if he seeks to throw the guilt off +Halliburton. The very fact of the fellow's wearing a strange cloak such +as that, when he went to get rid of the cheque, must be proof positive +of Halliburton's guilt."</p> + +<p>"So I think," acquiesced Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"What sort of a cloak is this that you laugh at, and call scarce?" +inquired the governess.</p> + +<p>"The greatest scarecrow of a thing you can conceive, mademoiselle," +responded Mr. Dare. "I had the pleasure of seeing it to-day on +Halliburton. It is a dark green-and-blue Scotch plaid, made very full, +with a turned up collar lined with red, and a bit of fur edging it."</p> + +<p>"Plaid? Plaid?" repeated mademoiselle. "Why it must be——"</p> + +<p>"What?" asked Mr. Dare, for she had stopped.</p> + +<p>"It must be very ugly," concluded she. But somehow Mr. Dare gathered an +impression that it was not what she had been about to say.</p> + +<p>"What is it that Delves says about the cloaks?" eagerly questioned +Cyril. "I cannot make it out."</p> + +<p>"Delves says he knows who it is that owns the other; and that it was the +other which went to change the cheque at White's."</p> + +<p>"What mysterious words, papa!" cried Adelaide. "The cloak went to change +the cheque!"</p> + +<p>"They were Delves' own words," replied Mr. Dare. "He did seem remarkably +mysterious over it."</p> + +<p>"Is he going to hunt up the other cloak?" resumed Cyril.</p> + +<p>"I conclude so. He was pondering over it for some time before he could +remember who it was that he had seen wear a similar cloak. When the +recollection came to him, he started up with surprise. Sharp men, these +police-officers!" added Mr. Dare. "They forget nothing."</p> + +<p>"And they ferret out everything," said Herbert with some testiness. +"Instead of wasting time over vain speculations touching cloaks, why +does not he secure Halliburton? It is impossible that the other +cloak—if there is another—could have had anything to do with the +affair."</p> + +<p>"I dropped a note to Delves after he left me, recommending him to follow +up the suspicion on Halliburton, whether Mr. Ashley is agreeable or +not," said Mr. Dare. "I have rarely in my life met with a stronger case +of presumptive evidence."</p> + +<p>So, many, besides Mr. Dare, would have felt inclined to say. Herbert, +like his father, was firm in the belief that William Halliburton must +have taken the money; that it must have been he who paid the visit to +the butcher. What Cyril thought may be best inferred from his actions. A +sudden fear had come over him that Sergeant Delves was really going to +search out the other cloak. A most inconvenient procedure for Cyril, +lest, in the process, the sergeant should search out <i>him</i>. He laid down +his knife and fork. He had had quite enough dinner for one day.</p> + +<p>"Are you not hungry, Cyril?" asked his mother.</p> + +<p>"I had a tremendous lunch," answered Cyril. "I can't eat more now."</p> + +<p>He sat at the table until they had finished, feeling that he was being +choked with dread. But that a guilty conscience deprives us of free +action, he would have left the table and gone about some work he was now +eager to do.</p> + +<p>He rose when the rest did, looked about for a pair of large scissors, +and glided with them up the staircase, his eyes and ears on the alert, +lest there should be any watching him. No human being in that house had +the slightest knowledge of what Cyril was about to do, or that he was +going to do anything; but to Cyril's guilty conscience it seemed that +all must be on the look-out.</p> + +<p>A candle and scissors in hand he stole up to Herbert's room and locked +himself in. Inside a closet within the room hung a dark blue camlet +cloak, and Cyril took it from the hook. It had a plaid lining: a lining +of the precise pattern and colours that the material of William +Halliburton's cloak was composed of. The cloak was of the same full, +old-fashioned make; its collar was lined with red, tipped with fur: in +short, the one cloak worn on the right side and the other worn on the +wrong side, could not have been told apart. This cloak belonged to +Herbert Dare; occasionally, though not often, he went out at dusk, +wearing it wrong side outermost. It was he, no doubt, whom Sergeant +Delves had seen wearing one. He was a little taller than William +Halliburton, towering above six feet. What his motive had been in +causing a cloak to be lined so that, turned, it should resemble William +Halliburton's, or whether the similarity in the lining had been +accidental, was only known to Herbert himself.</p> + +<p>With trembling fingers, and sharp scissors that were not particular +where they cut, Cyril began his task of taking out this plaid lining. +That he had worn it to the butcher's, and that he feared it might tell +tales of him, were facts only too apparent. Better put it out of the way +for ever! Unpicking, cutting, snipping, Cyril tore away at the lining, +and at length got it out, the cloak suffering considerable damage in the +shape of cuts and rents, and loose threads. Hanging the cloak up again, +he twisted the lining together.</p> + +<p>He was thus engaged when the handle of the door was briskly turned, as +if some one essayed to enter who had not expected to find it fastened. +Cyril dashed the lining under the bed, and made a spring to the window. +To leap out? surely not: for the fall would have killed him. But he had +nearly lost all presence of mind in his perplexity and fear.</p> + +<p>Another turn at the handle, and the steps went on their way. Cyril +thought he recognized them for the housemaid's, Betsy. He supposed she +was going her evening round of the chambers. Gathering the lining under +his arm, he halted to think. His hands shook, and his face was white.</p> + +<p>What should he do with this tell-tale thing? He could not eat it; he +dared not burn it. There was no room, of those which had fires, where he +might make sure of being alone: and the smell would alarm the house. +What <i>was</i> he to do with it?</p> + +<p>Dig a hole and bury it, came a prompting voice within him; and Cyril +waited for no better suggestion, but crept with it down the stairs, and +out to the garden.</p> + +<p>Seizing a spade, he dug a hole rapidly in an unfrequented place; and +when it was large enough thrust the stuff in. Then he covered it over +again, to leave the spot apparently as he found it.</p> + +<p>"I wish those stars would give a stronger light," grumbled Cyril, +looking up at the dark blue canopy. "I must come again in the morning, I +suppose, and see that it's all safe. It wouldn't do to bring a lantern."</p> + +<p>Now it happened that Mr. Herbert Dare was bound on a private errand that +evening. His intention was to go abroad in his cloak while he executed +it. Just about the time that Cyril was putting the finishing touch to +the hole, Herbert went up to his room to get the cloak.</p> + +<p>To get the cloak, indeed! When Herbert opened the closet-door, nothing +except the mutilated object just described met his eye. A torn, cut +thing, the threads hanging from it loosely. Nothing could exceed +Herbert's consternation as he stared at it. He thought he must be in a +dream. <i>Was</i> it his cloak? Just before dinner, when he came up to wash +his hands, he had seen his cloak hanging there, perfect. He shook it, he +pulled it, he peered at it. His cloak it certainly was; but who had +destroyed it? A suspicion flashed into his mind that it might be the +governess. He made but a few steps to the school-room, carrying the +cloak with him.</p> + +<p>The governess was sitting there, listlessly enough. Perhaps she was +waiting for him. "I say, mademoiselle," he began, "what on earth have +you been doing to my cloak?"</p> + +<p>"To your cloak!" responded she. "What should I have been doing to it?"</p> + +<p>"Look here," he said, spreading it out before her. "Who or what has done +this? It was all right when I went down to dinner."</p> + +<p>She stared at it in astonishment great as Herbert's, and threw off a +volley of surprise in her foreign tongue. But she was a shrewd woman. +Ay, never was there a shrewder than Bianca Varsini. Mr. Sergeant Delves +was not a bad hand at ferreting out conclusions; but she would have +beaten the sergeant hollow.</p> + +<p>"Tenez," cried she, putting up her forefinger in thought, as she gazed +at the cloak. "Cyril did this."</p> + +<p>"Cyril!"</p> + +<p>She nodded her head. "You stood it out to me that you did not come in on +Saturday evening and go out again between ten and eleven——"</p> + +<p>"I did not," interrupted Herbert. "I told you truth, but you would not +believe me."</p> + +<p>"But this cloak went out. And it was turned the plaid side outwards, and +your cap was on, tied down at the ears. Naturally I thought it was you. +It must have been Cyril! Do you comprehend?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't," said Herbert. "How mysteriously you are speaking!"</p> + +<p>"It must have been Cyril who robbed Mr. Ashley."</p> + +<p>"Mademoiselle!" interrupted Herbert indignantly.</p> + +<p>"Ecoutez, mon ami. He was blanched as white as a mouchoir, while your +father spoke of it at dinner—did you see that he could not eat? 'You +look guilty, Monsieur Cyril,' I said to myself, not really thinking him +to be so. But be persuaded it was no other. He must have taken the +paper-money—or what you call it—and come home here for your cloak and +cap to wear, while he changed it for gold, thinking it would fall on +that other one who wears the cloak; that William Hall——I cannot say +the name; c'est trop dur pour les lèvres. It is Cyril, and no other. He +has turned afraid now, and has torn the lining out."</p> + +<p>Herbert could make no rejoinder at first, partly in dismay, partly in +astonishment. "It cannot have been Cyril!" he reiterated.</p> + +<p>"I say it is Cyril," persisted the young lady. "I saw him creep up the +stairs after dinner, with a candle and your mother's great scissors in +his hand. He did not see me. I was in the dark, looking out of my room. +Depend he was going to do it then."</p> + +<p>"Then, of all blind idiots, Cyril's the worst!—if he did take the +cheque," uttered Herbert. "Should it become known, he is done for; and +that for life. And my father helping to fan the flame!"</p> + +<p>The governess shrugged her shoulders. "I not like Cyril," she said. "I +have never liked him since I came."</p> + +<p>"But you will not tell against him!" cried Herbert, in fear.</p> + +<p>"No, no, no. Tell against your brother! Why should I? It is no concern +of mine. Unless people meddle with me, I not meddle with them. Cyril is +safe, for me."</p> + +<p>"What on earth am I to do for my cloak to-night?" debated Herbert. "I +was going—going where I want it."</p> + +<p>"Why you want it so to-night?" asked mademoiselle sharply.</p> + +<p>"Because it's cold," responded Herbert. "The cloak was warmer than my +overcoat is."</p> + +<p>"Last night you go out, to-night you go out, to-morrow you go out. It is +always so now!"</p> + +<p>"I have a lot of perplexing business upon me," answered Herbert. "I have +no time to see about it in the day."</p> + +<p>Some little time longer he remained talking with her, partially +disputing. The Italian, from some cause or other, went into ill-humour +and said some provoking things. Herbert, it must be confessed, received +them with good temper, and she grew more affable. When he left her, she +offered to pick the loose threads out of the cloak, and hem up the +bottom.</p> + +<p>"You'll lock the door while you do it?" he urged.</p> + +<p>"I will take it to my chamber," she said. "No one will molest me there."</p> + +<p>Herbert left it with her and went out. Cyril went out. Anthony had +already gone out. Mr. Dare remained at home. He and his wife were +conversing over the dining-room fire, in the course of the evening, when +Joseph came in.</p> + +<p>"You are wanted, please, sir," he said to his master.</p> + +<p>"Who wants me?" asked Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"It's Policeman Delves, sir."</p> + +<p>"Oh, show him in here," said Mr. Dare. "I hope something will be done in +this," he added to his wife. "It may turn out a good slice of luck for +me."</p> + +<p>Sergeant Delves came in. In point of fact, he had just returned from +that interview with the butcher, where he had been accompanied by Mr. +Ashley and William.</p> + +<p>"Well, Delves, did you get my note?" asked Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, I did," said the sergeant, taking the seat offered him. "It's +what I have come up about."</p> + +<p>"Do you intend to act upon my advice?"</p> + +<p>"Why—no, I think not," replied the sergeant. "Not, at any rate, until I +have had a talk with you."</p> + +<p>"What will you take?"</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, the night's cold. I don't mind a drop of brandy-and-water."</p> + +<p>It was brought, and Mr. Dare joined his visitor in partaking of it. He +agreed with him that the night was cold. But nothing could Mr. Dare make +of him. As often as he turned the conversation on the subject in hand, +so often did the sergeant turn it off again. Mrs. Dare grew tired of +listening to nothing; and she departed, leaving them together.</p> + +<p>Then the manner of Sergeant Delves changed. He drew his chair forward; +and bent towards Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"You have been urging me to go against young Halliburton," he began. "It +won't do. Halliburton no more fingered that cheque, or had anything to +do with it, than you or I had. Mr. Dare, don't you stir in this matter +any further."</p> + +<p>"My present intention is to stir it to the bottom," returned Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Look here," said the sergeant in an undertone; "I am not obliged to +take notice of offences that don't come legally in my way. Many a thing +has been done in this town—ay, and is being done now—that I am obliged +to wink at; it don't lay right in my duty to take notice of it, so I +keep my eyes shut. Now that's just it in this case. So long as the +parties concerned, Mr. Ashley, or White, don't put it into my hands +officially, I am not obliged to take so-and-so into custody, or to act +upon my own suspicions. And I won't do it upon suspicions of my own: I +promise it. If I am forced, that's another matter."</p> + +<p>"Are you alluding to Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>"No. You are on the wrong scent, I say."</p> + +<p>"And you think you are on the right one?"</p> + +<p>"I could put my finger out this night and lay it on the fox. But I tell +you, sir, I don't want to, unless I am compelled. Don't <i>you</i> compel me, +Mr. Dare, of all people in the world."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare leaned back in his chair, his thumbs in his waistcoat armholes. +No suspicion of the truth had crossed him, and he could not understand +either the sergeant or his manner. The latter rose to depart.</p> + +<p>"The other cloak, similar to young Halliburton's, belongs to your son +Herbert," he whispered, as he passed Mr. Dare. "It was his brother, +Cyril, who wore it on Saturday night, and who changed the cheque: +therefore we may give a guess as to who took the cheque out of Mr. +Ashley's desk. Now you be still over it, sir, for his sake, as I shall +be. If I can, I'll call at your office to-morrow, Mr. Dare, and talk +further. White must have the money refunded to him, or <i>he</i> won't be +still."</p> + +<p>Anthony Dare fell into a confusion of horror and consternation, leaving +the sergeant to bow himself out. Mrs. Dare heard the departure, and +returned to the room.</p> + +<p>"Well," cried she briskly, "is he going to accuse Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare did not answer. He looked up in a beseeching, helpless sort of +manner, as one who is stunned by a blow.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter?" she questioned, gazing at him closely. "Are you +ill?"</p> + +<p>He rose up shaking, as if ague were upon him. "No—no."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you are cold," said Mrs. Dare. "I asked you what Delves was +going to do. Will he accuse Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>"Be still!" sharply cried Mr. Dare in a tone of pain. "The matter is to +be hushed up. It was not Halliburton."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIB" id="CHAPTER_XXIB"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<h3>A PRESENT OF TEA-LEAVES.</h3> + + +<p>How went on Honey Fair? Better and worse, better and worse, according to +custom; the worse prevailing over the better.</p> + +<p>Of all its inhabitants, none had advanced so well as Robert East. +Honestly to confess it, that is not saying much; since the greater +portion, instead of advancing in the world's social scale, had +retrograded. Robert had left the manufactory he had worked for and was +now second foreman at Mr. Ashley's. He was also becoming through +perseverance an excellent scholar in a plain way. He had had one friend +to help him; and that was William Halliburton.</p> + +<p>The Easts had removed to a better house; one of those which had a garden +in front of it. No garden was more fragrant than theirs; and it was kept +in order by Robert and Thomas East. The house was larger than they +required, and part of it was occupied by Stephen Crouch and his +daughter. It was known that the Easts were putting by money: and Honey +Fair wondered: for none lived more comfortably, more respectably. Honey +Fair—taking it as a whole—lived neither comfortably nor respectably. +The Fishers had never come out of the workhouse, and Joe was dead. The +Crosses, turned from their home, their furniture sold, had found +lodgings; two rooms. Improvident as ever, were they. They did not +attempt to rise even to their former condition; but grovelled on, living +from hand to mouth. The Masons, man and wife, passed their time +agreeably in quarrels. At least, that it was agreeable may be assumed, +for the quarrels never ceased. Now and then they were diversified by a +fight. The children were growing up without training; and Caroline—ah! +I don't know that it will do much good to ask after her. Caroline, years +ago, had taken a false step; and, try as she would, she could not +regain her footing. She lived in a garret alone. She had so lived a long +while; and she worked her fingers to the bone to keep body and soul +together, and went about with her head down. Honey Fair looked askance +at her, and gathered up its petticoats when they saw her coming, as you +saw Eliza Tyrrett gather up hers, lest they should come into contact +with those contaminations. The Carters thrived; the Brumms, also, were +better off than they used to be; and the Buffles did so excellently that +a joke went about that they would be retiring on their fortune: but the +greater portion of Honey Fair was full of trouble and improvidence.</p> + +<p>William Halliburton frequently found himself in Honey Fair. It was the +most direct road from his house to that of Monsieur Colin, the French +master. William, sociably inclined by nature, had sometimes dropped in +at one or other of the houses. He would find Robert East labouring at +his books much more than he need have laboured had some little +assistance been given him in his progress. William good-naturedly +undertook to supply it. It became quite a common thing for him to go +round and pass an hour with the Easts and Stephen Crouch.</p> + +<p>The unpleasant social features of Honey Fair thus obtruded themselves on +William Halliburton's notice; it was impossible that any one passing +much through Honey Fair should not be struck with them. Could nothing be +done to rescue the people from this degraded condition?—and a degraded +one it was, compared with what it might have been. Young and +inexperienced as he was, it was a question that sometimes arose to +William's mind. Dirty homes, scolding mothers, ragged and pining +children, rough and swearing husbands! Waste, discomfort, evil. The +women laid the blame on the men: reproached them with wasting their +evenings and their money at the public-house. The men retorted upon the +women, and said they had not a home "fit for a pig to come into." +Meanwhile the money, whether earned by husband or wife, <i>went</i>. It went +somehow, bringing apparently nothing to show for it, and the least +possible return of good. Thus they struggled and squabbled on, their +lives little better than one continued scene of scramble, discomfort, +and toil. At a year's end they were not in the least bettered, not in +the least raised, socially, morally, or physically, from their condition +at the year's commencement. Nothing had been achieved; except that they +were one year nearer to the great barrier which separates time from +eternity.</p> + +<p>Ask them what they were toiling and struggling for. They did not know. +What was their end, their aim? They had none. If they could only rub on, +and keep body and soul together (as poor Caroline Mason was trying to do +in her garret), it appeared to be all they cared for. They did not +endeavour to lift up their hopes or their aspirations above that; they +were willing so to go on until death should come. What a life! what an +end!</p> + +<p>A feeling would now and then come over William that he might in some way +help them to attempt better things. To do so was a duty which seemed to +be lying across his path, that he might take it up and make it his. How +to set about it, he knew no more than the Man in the Moon. Now and then +disheartening moments would come upon him. To attempt to sweep away the +evils of Honey Fair appeared a far more formidable task than to cleanse +the Augean Stables could ever have appeared to Hercules. He knew that +any endeavour, whether on his part or on that of others, who might be +far more experienced and capable than he, would be utterly fruitless +unless the incentive to exertion, to strive to do better, should be +first born within themselves. Ah, my friends! the aid of others may be +looked upon as a great thing; but without self-struggle and self-help +little good will be effected.</p> + +<p>One evening in passing the house partially occupied by the Crosses the +door was flung violently open, a girl of fifteen flew shrieking out and +a saucer of wet tea-leaves came flying after her. The tea-leaves +alighted on the girl's neck, just escaping William's arm. It was the +youngest girl of the family, Patty. The tea-leaves had come from Mrs. +Cross. Her face was red with passion, her voice loud; the girl, on her +part, was insulting and abusive. Mrs. Cross had her hands stretched out, +to scratch, or tear, or pull hair, and a personal skirmish would +inevitably have ensued but for the chance of William's being there. He +received the hands upon his arm and contrived to detain them.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter, Mrs. Cross?"</p> + +<p>"Matter!" raved Mrs. Cross. "She's a idle, impedent wicked huzzy—that's +what's the matter. She knows I've my gloving to get in for Saturday, and +not a stroke'll she help. There's the dishes lying dirty from dinner, +the tea-cups lying from tea, and touch 'em she won't. She expects me to +do it, and me with my gloving to find 'em in food! I took hold of her +arm to make her do it, and she turned and struck at me, the +good-for-nothing faggot! I hope none on it didn't go on you, sir," added +Mrs. Cross, somewhat modifying her voice, and pausing to recover breath.</p> + +<p>"Better that it had gone on my coat than on Patty's neck," replied he, +in a good-natured, half-joking tone; though, indeed, the girl, with her +evil look at her mother, her insolent air, stood there scarcely worth +his defence. "If my mother asked me to wash tea-things or do anything +else, Patty, I should do it, and think it a pleasure to help her," he +added, to the girl.</p> + +<p>Patty pushed her tangled hair behind her ears, and turned a defiant look +upon her mother. Hidden as she had thought it from William, he saw it.</p> + +<p>"You just wait," nodded Mrs. Cross, in answer as defiant. "I'll make +your back smart by-and-by."</p> + +<p>Which of the two was the more in fault? It was hard to say. The girl had +never been brought up to know her duty, or to do it. The mother from her +earliest childhood had given abuse and blows; no kindly, persuasive +words; no training. Little wonder, now Patty was growing up, that she +turned again. It was the usual sort of maternal government throughout +Honey Fair. In these, and similar cases, where could interference or +counsel avail, unless the spirit of the mothers and daughters could be +changed?</p> + +<p>William walked on, after the little episode of the tea-leaves. He could +not help contrasting these homes with his home; their life with his +life. He was given to reflection beyond his years, and he wished these +people could be aroused to improvement both of mind and body. They were +living for no end; toiling only to satisfy the wants of the day—nay, to +arrest the wants, rather than to satisfy them. How many of them were so +much as thinking of another world? Their toil and turmoil in this was +too great to enable them to cast a thought to the next.</p> + +<p>"I wonder," mused William, as he stepped towards M. Colin's, "whether +some of the better-conducted of the men might not be induced to come +round to East's in an evening? It might be a beginning, at any rate. +Once wean the men from the public-houses, and there's no knowing what +reform might be effected. I would willingly give up an hour or two of my +evenings to them!"</p> + +<p>His visit to M. Colin over, he retraced his steps to Honey Fair and +turned into Robert East's. It was past eight o'clock then. Robert and +Stephen Crouch were home from work, and were getting out their books. +Charlotte sat by, at work as usual, and Tom East was drawing Charlotte's +head towards him, to whisper something to her.</p> + +<p>"Robert," said William, speaking impulsively, the moment he entered, "I +wonder whether you could induce a few of your neighbours to come here of +an evening?"</p> + +<p>"What for, sir?" asked Robert turning round from the book-shelves where +he stood, searching for some volume.</p> + +<p>"It might be so much better for them. It might end in being so. I wish," +he added with sudden warmth, "we could get all Honey Fair here!"</p> + +<p>"All Honey Fair!" echoed Stephen Crouch in astonishment.</p> + +<p>"I mean what I say, Crouch."</p> + +<p>"Why, sir, the room wouldn't hold a quarter or a tenth part, or a +hundredth part of them."</p> + +<p>William laughed. "No, that it would not, practically. There is so much +discomfort around us, and—and ill-doing—I must call it so, for want of +a better name—that I sometimes wish we could mend it a little."</p> + +<p>"Who mend it, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Any one who would try. You two might help towards it. If you could +seduce a few round here, and get them to be interested in your own +evening occupation—books and rational conversation—and so wean them +from the public-houses, it would be a great thing."</p> + +<p>"There'd never be any good done with the men, take them as a whole, sir. +They are an ignorant, easy-going lot, and don't care to be better."</p> + +<p>"That's just it, Crouch. They don't care to be better. But they might be +taught to care. It would be a very great thing if Honey Fair could be +brought to spend its evenings as you spend yours. If the men gave up +spending their money, and reeling home after it; and the women kept tidy +hearths and civil tongues. As Charlotte does," he added looking round at +her.</p> + +<p>"There's no denying that, sir."</p> + +<p>"I think something might be done. By degrees, you understand; not in a +hurry. Were you to take the men by storm—to say, 'We want you to lead +changed lives, and are going to show you how to do it,' your movement +would fail, and you would get laughed at into the bargain. Say to the +men, 'You shan't go to the public-house, because you waste your time, +your money, and your temper,' and, rely upon it, it would have as much +effect as if you spoke to the wind. But get them to come here as a sort +of change, and you may secure them for good if you make the evenings +pleasant to them. In short, give them some employment or attraction that +will outweigh the attractions of the public-house."</p> + +<p>"It would certainly be a good thing," said Stephen Crouch, musingly. +"They might be for trying to raise themselves then."</p> + +<p>"Ay," spoke William, with enthusiasm. "Once let them find the day-spring +within themselves, the wish to do right, to be raised above what they +are now, and the rest will be easy. When once that day-spring can be +found, a man is made. God never sent a man here, but he implanted that +within him. The difficulty is, to awaken it."</p> + +<p>"And it is not always done, sir," said Charlotte, lifting her face from +her work with a kindling eye, a heightened colour. <i>She</i> had found it.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, I fear it is rarely done, instead of not always. It lies +pretty dormant, to judge by appearances, in Honey Fair."</p> + +<p>William was right. It is an epoch in a man's life, that finding what he +had not inaptly called the day-spring. Self-esteem, self-reliance, the +courage of long-continued patience, the striving to make the best of the +mind's good gifts—all are born of it. He who possesses it may soar to a +bright and, happy lot, bearing in mind—may he always bear it!—the rest +and reward promised hereafter.</p> + +<p>"At any rate, it would be giving them a chance, as it seems to me," +observed William. "I think I know one who would come. Andrew Brumm."</p> + +<p>"Ah, <i>he</i> would, and be glad to come," replied Robert East. "He is +different from many of them. I know another who would, sir; and that's +Adam Thornycroft."</p> + +<p>Charlotte bent her head over her work.</p> + +<p>"Since that cousin of his died of <i>delirium tremens</i>, Thornycroft has +said good-bye to the public-houses. He spends his evenings at home with +his mother: but I know he would like to spend them here. Tim Carter +would come, sir."</p> + +<p>"If Mrs. Tim will let him," put in Tom East saucily. And a laugh went +round.</p> + +<p>"Ever so few to begin with, will set the example to others," remarked +William. "There's no knowing what it may grow to. Small beginnings make +great endings. I have talked with my mother about Honey Fair. She has +always said: 'Before Honey Fair's conduct can be improved, its minds +must be improved.'"</p> + +<p>"There will be the women yet, sir," spoke Charlotte. "If they are to +remain as they are, it will be of little use the men doing anything for +themselves."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, once begun, I say there's no knowing where the work may +end," he gravely answered.</p> + +<p>The rain, which had been threatening all the evening, was coming down +pretty smartly as William walked through Honey Fair on his return. +Standing against a shutter near his own door was Jacob Cross. "Good +night, Jacob," said William.</p> + +<p>"Goodnight, sir," answered Jacob sullenly.</p> + +<p>"Are you standing in the rain that it may make you grow, as the children +say?" asked William in his ever-pleasant tone.</p> + +<p>"I'm standing here 'cause I've nowhere else to stand," said the man, his +voice full of resentment. "I'm turned out of our room, and I have no +money for the Horned Ram."</p> + +<p>"A good thing you have not," thought William. "What has turned you out +of your room?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I'm turned out, sir, by the row there is in it. Our Mary Ann's come +home."</p> + +<p>"Mary Ann?" repeated William, not quite understanding.</p> + +<p>"Our Mary Ann, what took and married Ben Tyrrett. A fine market she have +brought her pigs to!"</p> + +<p>"What has she done?" questioned William.</p> + +<p>"She's done enough," wrathfully answered Cross. "We told her when she +married Tyrrett that he was nothing but a jobber at fifteen shillings +a-week—and it's all he was, sir, as you know. 'Wait,' I says to her; +'somebody better than him'll turn up.' Her mother says 'Wait.' Others +says 'Wait.' No, not she; the girls are all marrying mad. Well, she took +her own way; she would take it; and they got married, and set up upon +nothing. Neither of 'em had saved a two-penny-piece; and Ben fond of the +public; and our Mary Ann fond of laziness and finery; and not knowing +how to keep house any more than her young sister Patty did."</p> + +<p>William remembered the little interlude of that evening in which Miss +Patty had played her part. Jacob continued.</p> + +<p>"It was all fine and sunshiny with 'em for a few days or a few weeks, +till the novelty wears off, and then they finds things going cranky. The +money, <i>that</i> begins to run short; and Mary Ann, she finds that Ben +likes his glass; and Ben, he finds that she's just a doll, with no +gumption or management inside her. They quarrels—naterally, and they +comes to us to settle it. 'You was both red-hot for the bargain,' says +I, 'and you must just make the best of it and of one another.' And so +they went back: and it has gone on till this, quarrelling continual. And +now he's took to beat her, and home she came to-night, not half an hour +ago, with her three children and a black eye, vowing she'll stop at home +and won't go back to him again. And she and her mother's having words +over it, and the babies a-squalling—enough noise to raise the ceiling +off, and I come out of it. I wish I was dead, I do!"</p> + +<p>Jacob's account of the noise was scarcely exaggerated. It penetrated to +where they stood, two or three houses off. William had moved closer, +that the umbrella might give Cross part of its shelter. "Not a very +sensible wish, that of yours, is it, Cross?" remarked he.</p> + +<p>"I have wished it long, sir, sensible or not sensible. I slaves away my +days and have nothing but a pigsty to step into at home, and angry words +in it. A nice place for a tired man! I can't afford the public more than +three or four nights a-week; not that, always. They're getting corky at +the beer-shops, nowadays, and won't give trust. Wednesday this is; +Thursday, to-morrow; Friday, next night: three nights, and me without a +shelter to put my head in!"</p> + +<p>"I should like to take you to one to-morrow night," said William. "Will +you go with me?"</p> + +<p>"Where to?" ungraciously asked Cross.</p> + +<p>"To Robert East's. You know how he and Crouch spend their evenings. +There's always something going on there interesting and pleasant."</p> + +<p>"Crouch and East don't want me."</p> + +<p>"Yes, they do. They will be only too glad if you, and a few more +intelligent men, will join them. Try it, Cross. There's a warm room to +sit in, at all events, and nothing to pay."</p> + +<p>"Ah, it's all very fine for them Easts! We haven't their luck. Look at +me! Down in the world."</p> + +<p>William put his hand on the man's shoulder. "Why should you be down in +the world?"</p> + +<p>"Why should I?" repeated Cross, in surprise. "Because I am," he +logically answered.</p> + +<p>"That is not the reason. The reason is because you do not try to rise in +the world."</p> + +<p>"It's no use trying."</p> + +<p>"Have you ever tried?"</p> + +<p>"Why, no! How can I try?"</p> + +<p>"You wished just now that you were dead. Would it not be better to wish +to live?"</p> + +<p>"Not such a life as mine."</p> + +<p>"But to wish to live would seem to imply that it must be a better life. +And why need your life be so miserable? You gain fair wages; your wife +earns money. Altogether I suppose you must have twenty-six or +twenty-eight shillings a week——"</p> + +<p>"But there's no thrift with it," exclaimed Cross. "It melts away +somehow. Before the middle of the week comes, it's all gone."</p> + +<p>"You spend some at the Horned Ram, you know," said William, not in a +reproving tone.</p> + +<p>"She squanders away in rubbish more than that," was Jacob's answer, +pointing towards his house, and not giving at all a complimentary stress +upon the "she."</p> + +<p>"And with nothing to show for it in return, either of you. Try another +plan, Jacob."</p> + +<p>"I'd not be backward—if I could see one to try," said he, after a +pause.</p> + +<p>"Be here at half-past eight to-morrow evening, and I will go in with you +to East's. If you cannot see any better way, you can spend a pleasant +evening. But now, Jacob, let me say a word to you, and do you note it. +If you find the evening pass agreeably, go the next evening, and the +next; go always. You can't tell all that may arise from it in time. I +know of one thing that will."</p> + +<p>"What's that, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Why, that instead of wishing yourself dead, you will grow to think life +too short, for the good you find in it."</p> + +<p>He went on his way. Jacob Cross, deprived of the umbrella, stood in the +rain as before and looked after him, indulging his reflections.</p> + +<p>"He is a young man, and things wear their bright side to him. But he has +a cordial way with him, and don't look at folks as if they was dirt."</p> + +<p>And that had been the origin of the <i>soirées</i> held at Robert East's. By +degrees ten or a dozen men took to going there, and—what was more—to +like to go, and to find an interest in it. It was a great improvement +upon the Horned Ram.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIIB" id="CHAPTER_XXIIB"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<h3>HENRY ASHLEY'S OBJECT IN LIFE.</h3> + + +<p>On one of the warm, bright days that we sometimes have in the month of +February, all the brighter from their contrast to the passing winter, +William Halliburton was walking home to tea from the manufactory, and +overtook Henry Ashley limping along.</p> + +<p>Henry was below the middle height, and slight in form, with the same +beautiful face that had marked his boyhood, delicately refined in +feature, brilliant in colour; the same upright lines of pain knit in the +smooth white brow.</p> + +<p>"Just the man I wanted," said he, linking his arm within William's. "You +are a good help up a hill, and I am hot and tired."</p> + +<p>"Wrapped up in that coat, with its fur lining, I should think you are! I +have doffed my elegant cloak, you see, to-day."</p> + +<p>"Is it off to the British Museum?"</p> + +<p>William laughed. "I have not had time to pack it up."</p> + +<p>"I am glad I met you. You must come home to tea with me. Well? Why are +you hesitating? You have no engagement?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing more than usual. My studies——"</p> + +<p>"You are study mad!" interrupted Henry Ashley. "What do you want to be? +A Socrates? An Admirable Crichton?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing so formidable. I want to be useful."</p> + +<p>"And you make yourself accomplished, as a preliminary step to it. Mary +took up the fencing-sticks for you yesterday. Herbert Dare was at our +house—some freak is taking him to be a pretty constant visitor just +now—and the talk turned upon Frank. You know," broke off Henry in his +quaint way, "I never use long words when short ones will do: you learned +ones would say 'conversation.' Mr. Keating had said to my father that +Frank Halliburton was a brilliant scholar, and I retailed it to Herbert. +I knew it would put him up, and there's nothing I like half so much as +to <i>rile</i> the Dares. Herbert sneered. 'And he owes it partly to +William,' I went on, 'for if Frank's a brilliant scholar, William's a +brilliant<i>er</i>!' 'William Halliburton a brilliant scholar!' stormed +scornful Herbert. 'Has he learnt to be one at the manufactory? So long +as he knows how gloves are made, that's enough for him. What does <i>he</i> +want with the requirements of gentlemen?' Up looked Miss Mary; her +colour rising, her eyes flashing. She was at her drawing: at which, by +the way, she makes no progress; nothing to be compared with Anna Lynn. +'William Halliburton has forgotten more than you ever learnt, Herbert +Dare,' cried she; 'and there's more of the true gentleman in his little +finger than there is in your whole body.' 'There's for you, Herbert +Dare,' whistled I; 'but it's true, lad, like it or not as you may!' +Herbert <i>was</i> riled."</p> + +<p>Henry turned his head as he concluded, and looked up at William. A gleam +like a sunbeam had flashed into William's eyes; a colour to his cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Well?" cried Henry sharply, for William did not speak. "Have you +nothing to say?"</p> + +<p>"It was generous of Miss Ashley."</p> + +<p>"I don't mean that. Oh dear!" sighed Henry, who appeared to be in one of +his fitful moods; "who is to know whether things will turn out crooked +or straight in this world of ours? What objection have you to coming +home with me for the evening? That's what I mean."</p> + +<p>"None. I can give up my books for a night, bookworm as you think me. But +they will expect me at East's."</p> + +<p>"Happy the man that expecteth nothing!" responded Henry. "Disappoint +them."</p> + +<p>"As for disappointing them, I shouldn't so much mind, but I can't abide +to disappoint myself," returned William, quoting from Goldsmith's good +old play, of which both he and Henry were fond.</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say it would be a disappointment to <i>you</i>, not giving +the lesson, or whatever it is, to those working chaps!" uttered Henry +Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Not as you would count disappointment. When I do not get round for an +hour, it seems as a night lost. I know the men like to see me; and I am +always fearing that we are not sure of them."</p> + +<p>"You speak as though your whole soul were in the business," returned +Henry Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I think my heart is in it."</p> + +<p>Henry looked at him wistfully, and his tone grew serious. "William, I +would give all I am worth, present, and to come, to change places with +you."</p> + +<p>"To change places with me!" echoed William, in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Yes: for you have an object in life. You may have many. To be useful in +your generation is one of them."</p> + +<p>"And so may you have objects in life."</p> + +<p>"With this encumbrance!" He stamped his lame leg, and a look of keen +vexation settled itself in his face. "You can go forth into the world +with your strong limbs, your unbroken health; you can work, or you can +play; you can be active, or you can be still, at will. But what am I? A +poor, weak creature; infirm of temper, tortured by pain, condemned half +my days to the monotony of a sick-room. Compare my lot with yours!"</p> + +<p>"There are those who would choose your lot in preference to mine, were +the option given them," returned William. "I must work. It is a duty +laid upon me. You can play."</p> + +<p>"Thank you! How?"</p> + +<p>"I am not speaking literally. Every good and pleasing thing that money +can purchase is at your command. You have only to enjoy them, so far as +you may. One, suffering as you do, bears not upon him the responsibility +to <i>use</i> his time, that a healthy man does. Lots, in this world, Henry, +are, as I believe, pretty equally balanced. Many would envy you your +life of calm repose."</p> + +<p>"It is not calm," was the abrupt rejoinder. "It is disturbed by pain, +and aggravated by temper; and—and—tormented by uncertainty."</p> + +<p>"At any rate, you can subdue the one."</p> + +<p>"Which, pray?"</p> + +<p>"The temper. Henry"—dropping his voice—"a victory over your own temper +may be one of the few obligations laid upon you."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could live for an object," grumbled Henry.</p> + +<p>"Come round with me to East's, sometimes."</p> + +<p>"I—daresay!" retorted Henry, when he could recover from his amazement. +"Thank you again, Mr. Halliburton."</p> + +<p>William laughed. But he soon resumed his seriousness. "I can understand +that for you, the favoured son of Mr. Ashley, reared in refinement and +exclusiveness——"</p> + +<p>"Enshrined in pride—the failing that Helstonleigh is pleased to call my +besetting sin; sheltered under care and coddling so great that the very +winds of heaven are not suffered to visit my face too roughly!" was the +impetuous interruption of Henry Ashley. "Come! bring it all out. Don't, +from motives of delicacy, keep in any of my faults, virtues, or +advantages!"</p> + +<p>"I can understand, I say, why you are unwilling to break through the +reserve of your home habits," William calmly continued. "But, if you did +so, you might no longer have to complain of the want of an object in +life."</p> + +<p>At this moment they came in view of William's house. Mrs. Halliburton +happened to be at one of the windows. William nodded his greeting, and +Henry raised his hat. Presently Henry began again.</p> + +<p>"Pray, do you join the town in its gratuitous opinion that Henry Ashley, +of all in it, is the proudest amid the proud?"</p> + +<p>"I do not find you proud," said William.</p> + +<p>"You! As far as you and I are concerned, I think the boot might be on +the other leg. You might set up for being proud over me."</p> + +<p>William could not help laughing. "Putting joking aside, my opinion is, +Henry, that your shyness and sensitiveness are in fault; not your pride. +It is your reserved manner alone which has caused Helstonleigh to take +up the impression that you are unduly proud."</p> + +<p>"Right, old fellow!" returned Henry in emphatic tones. "If you knew how +far I and pride stand apart—but let it pass."</p> + +<p>Arrived at the entrance to Mr. Ashley's, William threw open the gate for +Henry, retreating himself. "I must go home first, Henry. I won't be a +quarter of an hour."</p> + +<p>Henry looked cross. "Why on earth, then, did you not go in as we passed? +What was the use of your coming up here to go back again?"</p> + +<p>"I thought my arm was helping you."</p> + +<p>"So it was. But—there! don't be an hour."</p> + +<p>As William walked rapidly back, he met Mrs. Ashley's carriage. She and +Mary were in it. Mrs. Ashley nodded as he raised his hat, and Mary +glanced at him with a smile and a heightened colour. She had grown up to +excessive beauty.</p> + +<p>A few moments, and William met beauty of another style—Anna Lynn. Her +cheeks were the flushed, dimpled cheeks of her childhood; the same +sky-blue eyes gleaming from between their long dark lashes; the same +profusion of silky, brown hair; the same gentle, sweetly modest manners. +William stopped to shake hands with her.</p> + +<p>"Out alone, Anna?"</p> + +<p>"I am on my way to take tea with Mary Ashley."</p> + +<p>"Are you? We shall meet there, then."</p> + +<p>"That will be pleasant. Fare thee well for the present, William."</p> + +<p>She continued her way. William ran in home, and to his chamber. Dressing +himself hastily, he went to the room where his mother sat, and stood +before her.</p> + +<p>"Does my coat fit me, mother?"</p> + +<p>"Why, where are you going?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"To Mrs. Ashley's. I have put on my new coat. Does it do? It seems all +right"—throwing up his arms.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it fits you exactly. I think you are growing a dandy. Go along. I +must not look at you too long."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" he asked in surprise.</p> + +<p>"In case I grow proud of my eldest son. And I would rather be proud of +his goodness than of his looks."</p> + +<p>William laughingly gave his mother a farewell kiss. "Tell Gar I am sorry +he will not have me at his elbow this evening, to find fault with his +Greek. Good-bye, mother dear."</p> + +<p>In truth, there was something remarkably noble in William Halliburton's +appearance. As he entered Mrs. Ashley's drawing-room, the fact seemed to +strike upon Henry with unusual force, who greeted him from his distant +sofa.</p> + +<p>"So that's what you went back for!—to turn yourself into a buck!" he +called out as William approached him. "As if you were not well enough +before! Did you dress for me, pray?"</p> + +<p>"For you!" laughed William. "That's good!"</p> + +<p>"In saying 'me,' I include the family," returned Henry quaintly. +"There's no one else to dress for."</p> + +<p>"Yes, there is. There's Anna Lynn."</p> + +<p>Now, in good truth, William had no covert meaning in giving this answer. +The words rose to his lips, and he spoke them lightly. Perhaps he could +have given a very different one, had he been compelled to speak out the +inmost feeling of his heart. Strange, however, was the effect on Henry +Ashley. He grasped William's arm with emotion, and pulled his face down +to him as he lay.</p> + +<p>"What do you say? What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"I mean nothing in particular. Anna <i>is</i> here."</p> + +<p>"You shall not evade me," gasped Henry. "I must have it out, now or +later. <span class="smcap">What</span> is it that you mean?"</p> + +<p>William stood, almost confounded. Henry was evidently in painful +excitement; every vestige of colour had forsaken his sensitive +countenance, and his white hands shook as they held William.</p> + +<p>"What do <i>you</i> mean?" William whispered. "I said nothing to agitate you +thus, that I am aware of. Are we at cross-purposes?"</p> + +<p>A spot, bright as carmine, began to flush into the invalid's pale +cheeks, and he moved his face so that the light did not fall upon it.</p> + +<p>"I'll have it out, I say. What is Anna Lynn to you?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing," answered William, a smile parting his lips.</p> + +<p>"What is she to you?" reiterated Henry, his tone painfully earnest.</p> + +<p>William edged himself on to the sofa, so as to cover Henry from the gaze +of any eyes that might be directed to him from the other parts of the +room. "I like Anna very much," he said in a clear, low tone; "almost as +I might like a sister; but I have no love for her, in the sense you +would imply—if I am not mistaking your meaning. And I never shall +have."</p> + +<p>Henry looked at him wistfully. "On your honour?"</p> + +<p>"Henry! was there need to ask it? On my honour, if you will."</p> + +<p>"No, no; there was no need: you are always truthful. Bear with me, +William! bear with my infirmities."</p> + +<p>"My sister Anna Lynn might be, and welcome. My wife never."</p> + +<p>Henry did not answer. His face was growing damp with physical pain.</p> + +<p>"You have one of your fits of suffering coming on!" breathed William. +"Shall I get you anything?"</p> + +<p>"Hush! only sit there, to hide me from them: and be still."</p> + +<p>William did as he was requested, sitting so as to screen him from Mrs. +Ashley and the rest. He held his hands, and the paroxysm, sharp while it +lasted, passed away. Henry's very lips had grown white with pain.</p> + +<p>"You see what a poor wretch I am!"</p> + +<p>"I see that you suffer," was William's compassionate answer.</p> + +<p>"From henceforth there is a fresh bond of union between us, for you +possess my secret. It is what no one else in the world does. William, +<i>that's</i> my object in life."</p> + +<p>William did not reply. Perplexity was crowding on his mind, shading his +countenance.</p> + +<p>"Well!" cried Henry, beginning to recover his equanimity, and with it +his sharp retorts. "Why are you looking so blue?"</p> + +<p>"Will it be smooth sailing for you, Henry, with Mr. Ashley?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think it will," was the hasty rejoinder: its very haste, its +fractious tone, proving that Henry was by no means so sure of it as he +would imply. "I am not as others are: therefore he will let minor +considerations yield to my happiness."</p> + +<p>William looked uncommonly grave. "Mr. Ashley is not all," he said, +arousing from a reverie. "There may be difficulties elsewhere. She must +not marry out of their own society. Samuel Lynn is one of its strictest +members."</p> + +<p>"Rubbish! Samuel Lynn is my father's servant, and I am my father's son. +If Samuel should take a strait-laced fit, and hold out, why, I'll turn +broadbrim."</p> + +<p>"Samuel Lynn is my father's servant!" In that very fact, William saw +cause to fear that it might not be such plain sailing with Mr. Ashley as +Henry wished to anticipate. He could not help looking the doubts he +felt. Henry observed it.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter now?" he peevishly asked. "I do think you were born +to be the plague of my life! My belief is, you want her for yourself."</p> + +<p>"I am only anxious for you, Henry. I wish you could have assured +yourself that it would go well, before—before allowing your feelings to +be irrevocably bound up in it. A blow, for you, might be hard to bear."</p> + +<p>"How could I help my feelings?" retorted Henry. "I did not fix them +purposely on Anna Lynn. Before I knew anything about it, they had fixed +themselves. Almost before I knew that I cared for her, she was more to +me than the sun in the heavens. There has been no help for it at all, I +tell you. So don't preach."</p> + +<p>"Have you spoken to her?"</p> + +<p>Henry shook his head. "The time has not come for it. I must make it +right with the master before I can stir a step: and I fear it is not +quite ripe for that. Mind <i>you</i> don't talk."</p> + +<p>William smiled. "I will mind."</p> + +<p>"You'd better. If that Quaker society got a hint of it, there's no +knowing what a hullabaloo they might make. They might be for reading +Anna a public lecture at Meeting: or get Samuel Lynn to vow he'd not +give his consent."</p> + +<p>"I should argue in this way, were I you, Henry. With my love so firmly +fixed on Anna Lynn——I beg your pardon, Miss Ashley."</p> + +<p>William started up. Mary Ashley was standing close to the sofa. Had she +caught the sense of the last words?</p> + +<p>"Mamma spoke twice, but you were too busily engaged to hear," said Mary. +"Henry, James is waiting to wheel your sofa to the tea-table."</p> + +<p>Henry rose. Passing his arm through William's, he approached the group. +The servant pushed the sofa after them. Standing together were Mary +Ashley and Anna Lynn. They presented a great contrast to each other. +Mary wore an evening dress of shimmering silk, its low body trimmed with +rich white lace; white lace hung from its drooping sleeves: and she had +on ornaments of gold. Anna was in grey merino, high in the neck, close +at the wrists; not a bit of lace about her, not an ornament; nothing but +a plain white linen collar. "Catch me letting her wear those +Methodistical things when she shall be mine!" thought Henry. "I'll make +a bonfire of the lot."</p> + +<p>But the Quaker cap? Ah! it was not there. Anna had continued her habit +at home of throwing it off, as formerly. Patience reprimanded in vain. +She was not seconded by Samuel Lynn. "We are by ourselves, Patience; it +does not much matter," he would say; "the child says she is cooler +without it." But had Samuel Lynn known that Anna was in the habit of +discarding it on every possible occasion when she was from home, he had +been as severe as Patience. At Mr. Ashley's, especially, she would sit, +as now, without it, her lovely face made more lovely by its falling +curls. Anna did wrong, and she knew it; but she was a wilful girl, and a +vain one. That pretty, timid, retiring manner concealed much self-will, +much vanity; though in some things she was as easily swayed as a child.</p> + +<p>She disobeyed Patience in another matter. Patience would say to her, +"Should Mary Ashley be opening her instrument of music, thee will mind +not to listen to her songs: thee can go into another room."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, Patience," she would answer; "I will mind."</p> + +<p>But, instead of not listening, Miss Anna would place herself near the +piano, and drink in the songs as if her whole heart were in the music. +Music had a great effect upon her; and there she would sit entranced, as +though she were in some earthly Elysium. She said nothing of this at +home; but the deceit was wrong.</p> + +<p>They were sitting down to tea, when Herbert Dare came in. The hours for +meals were early at Mr. Ashley's: the medical men considered it best for +Henry. Herbert could be a gentleman when he chose; good-looking also; +quite an addition to a drawing-room. He took his seat between Mary and +Anna.</p> + +<p>"I say, how is it you are not dining at home this evening?" asked Henry, +who somehow did not regard the Dares with any great favour.</p> + +<p>"I dined in the middle of the day," was Herbert's reply.</p> + +<p>"The condescension! I thought only plebeians did that. James, is there a +piece of chalk in the house? I must chalk that up."</p> + +<p>"Henry! Henry!" reproved Mrs. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Oh, let him talk, Mrs. Ashley," said Herbert, with supreme good humour. +"There's nothing he likes so well as a wordy war."</p> + +<p>"Nothing in the world," acquiesced Henry. "Especially with Herbert +Dare."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIIIB" id="CHAPTER_XXIIIB"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> +<h3>ATTERLY'S FIELD.</h3> + + +<p>Laughing, talking, playing at proverbs, earning and paying forfeits, it +was a merry group in Mrs. Ashley's drawing-room. That lady herself was +not joining in the merriment. She sat apart at a small table, some work +in her hand, speaking a word now and then, and smiling to herself in +echo to some unusual burst of laughter. It was so surprising that only +five voices could make so much noise. They were sitting in a circle; +Mary Ashley between William Halliburton and Herbert Dare, Anna Lynn +between Herbert Dare and Henry Ashley, Henry and William side by side.</p> + +<p>Time, in these happy moments, passes rapidly. In due course, the hands +of the French clock on the mantel-piece pointed to half-past eight, and +its silver tones rang out the chimes. They were at the end of the game, +and just settling themselves to commence another. The half-hour aroused +William, and he glanced towards the clock.</p> + +<p>"Half-past eight! who would have thought it? I had no idea it was so +late. I must leave you just for half an hour," he added, rising.</p> + +<p>"Leave for what?" cried Henry Ashley.</p> + +<p>"To go as far as East's. I will not remain there."</p> + +<p>Henry broke into a "wordy war," as Herbert Dare had called it earlier in +the evening. William smiled, and overruled him in his quiet way.</p> + +<p>"They have my promise to go round this evening," he said. "I gave it +them unconditionally, and must just go round to tell them I cannot +come—if that's not a contradiction. Don't look so cross, Henry."</p> + +<p>"Of course, you don't mean to come back," resentfully spoke Henry. "When +you get there, you'll stop there."</p> + +<p>"No; I have told you I will not. But if I let them expect me all the +evening, they will be looking and waiting, and do no good."</p> + +<p>He went out as he spoke, and left the house. As he reached the gate Mr. +Ashley was coming in. Mr. Ashley had been in the manufactory; he did not +often go there after tea. "Going already, William?" Mr. Ashley exclaimed +in accents of surprise.</p> + +<p>"Not for long, sir. I must just look in at East's."</p> + +<p>"Is that scheme likely to prosper? Can you keep the men?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, I think so. My hopes are strong."</p> + +<p>"Well, there's nothing like hope," answered Mr. Ashley, with a laugh. +"But I shall wonder if you do keep them. William," he added, after a +slight pause, his tone changing to a business one, "I have a few words +to say to you. I was about to speak to you in the counting-house this +afternoon, but something put it aside. I have changed my plans with +respect to this Lyons journey. Instead of despatching you, as I had +thought of doing, I believe I shall send Samuel Lynn."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley paused. William did not immediately reply.</p> + +<p>"Samuel Lynn's experience is greater than yours. It is a new thing, and +he will see, better than you could do, what can and what cannot be +done."</p> + +<p>"Very well, sir," at length answered William.</p> + +<p>"You speak as though you were disappointed," remarked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>William was disappointed. But his motive for the feeling lay far deeper +than Mr. Ashley supposed. "I should like to have gone, sir, very much. +But—of course, my liking, or not liking, has nothing to do with it. +Perhaps it is as well that I should not go," he resumed, more in +soliloquy, as if he were trying to reconcile himself to the +disappointment by argument, than in observation to Mr. Ashley. "I do not +see how the men would have done without me at East's."</p> + +<p>"Ay, that's a grave consideration," replied Mr. Ashley jokingly, as he +turned to walk to his own door.</p> + +<p>William stood still, nailed as it were to the spot, looking after his +master. A most unwelcome thought had flashed over him; and in the +impulse of the moment he followed Mr. Ashley, to speak it out. Even in +the night's obscurity, his emotion was perceptible.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Ashley, the suspicion cast on me, at the time that cheque was lost, +has not been the reason—the reason for your declining to intrust me +with this commission?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked at him in surprise. But that William's agitation was +all too real, he would have laughed at him.</p> + +<p>"William, I think you are turning silly. No suspicion was cast on you."</p> + +<p>"You have never stirred in the matter, sir; you have never spoken to me +to tell me you were satisfied that I was not in any way guilty," was +William's impulsive answer.</p> + +<p>"Spoken to you! where was the need? Why, William, my whole life, my +daily intercourse with you, is only so much proof that <i>you</i> have my +full confidence. Should I admit you to my home, to the companionship of +my children, if I had no more faith in you than that?"</p> + +<p>"True," said William, beginning to recover himself. "It was a thought +that flashed over me, sir, when you said I was not to be sent on this +journey. I should not like you to doubt me; I could not live under it."</p> + +<p>"William, you reproached me with not having stirred in——"</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon, sir. I never thought of such a thing as reproach. I +would not presume to do it."</p> + +<p>"I have not stirred in the matter," resumed Mr. Ashley. "A very +disagreeable suspicion arises in my mind at times, as to how the cheque +went; and I do not choose to stir in it. Have you no suspicion on the +point?"</p> + +<p>The question took William by surprise. He stammered in his answer; an +unusual thing for him to do. "N—o."</p> + +<p>"I ask if you have a suspicion?" quietly repeated Mr. Ashley, meaningly, +as if he took William's answer for nothing, or had not heard it.</p> + +<p>Then William spoke out readily. "A suspicion has crossed my mind, sir. +But it is one I should not like to breathe to you."</p> + +<p>"That's enough. I see. White voluntarily took the loss of the money on +himself. He came to me to say so; therefore, I infer that it has in some +private way been refunded to him. Mr. Dare veered round, and advised me +not to investigate the affair, as I was no loser by it; Delves hinted +the same thing. Altogether, I can see through the thing pretty clearly, +and I am content to let it rest. Are you satisfied? If not——"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley broke off abruptly. William waited.</p> + +<p>"So, don't turn foolish again. You and I now understand each other. +William!" he emphatically added, "I am growing to like you almost as I +like my own children. I am proud of you; and I shall be prouder yet. God +bless you, my boy!"</p> + +<p>It was so very rare that the calm, dignified Thomas Ashley was betrayed +into anything like demonstrativeness, that William could only stand and +look. And while he looked, the door closed on his master.</p> + +<p>He went way with all speed, calling at his home. Were the truth to be +told, perhaps William was quite as anxious to be back again at Mr. +Ashley's as Henry was that he should be there. Scarcely stopping for a +word of greeting, he opened a drawer, took from it a small case of +fossils, and then searched for something else; something which +apparently he could not find.</p> + +<p>"Have any of you seen my microscope?" he asked, turning to the group at +the table bending over their books.</p> + +<p>Jane looked round. "My dear, I lent it to Patience to-day. I suppose she +forgot to return it. Gar, will you go and ask her for it?"</p> + +<p>"Don't disturb yourself, Gar," said William. "I am going out, and will +ask Patience myself."</p> + +<p>Patience was alone in her parlour. She returned him the microscope, +saying that the reason she had not sent it in was, that she had not had +time to use it. "Thee art in evening dress!" she remarked to William.</p> + +<p>"I am at Mrs. Ashley's. I have only come out for a few minutes. Thank +you. Good night, Patience."</p> + +<p>"Wait thee a moment, William. Is Anna ready to come home?"</p> + +<p>"No, that she is not. Why?"</p> + +<p>"I want to send for her. Samuel Lynn is spending the evening in the +town, so I must send Grace. And I don't care to send her late. She will +only get talking to John Pembridge, if she goes out after he is home +from work."</p> + +<p>William smiled. "It is natural that she should, I suppose. When are they +going to be married?"</p> + +<p>"Shortly," answered Patience, in a tone not quite so equable as usual. +Patience saw no good in people getting married in general; and she was +vexed at the prospect of losing Grace in particular. "She leaves us in a +fortnight from this," she continued, alluding to Grace, "and all her +thoughts seem to be bent now upon meeting John Pembridge. Could thee +bring Anna home for me?"</p> + +<p>"With pleasure," replied William.</p> + +<p>"That is well, then. Grace does not deserve to go out to-night, for she +wilfully crossed me to-day. Good evening, William."</p> + +<p>Fossil-case in hand, and the microscope in his pocket, William made the +best of his way to Honey Fair. Robert East, Stephen Crouch, Brumm, +Thornycroft, Carter, Cross, and some half-dozen others, were crowded +round Robert's table. William handed them the fossils and the +microscope; told the men to amuse themselves with them for that night, +and he would explain more about them on the morrow. He was ever anxious +that the men should have some object of amusement as a rallying point on +these evenings; anything to keep their interest awakened.</p> + +<p>Before the half-hour had expired, he was back at Mr. Ashley's. Proverbs +had been given up, and Mary was at the piano. Mr. Ashley had been +accompanying her on the flute, on which instrument he was a brilliant +player, and when William entered she was singing a duet with Herbert +Dare. Anna—disobedient Anna—was seated, listening with all her ears +and heart to the music, her up-turned countenance quite wonderful to +look upon in its rapt delight.</p> + +<p>"I think you could sing," spoke Henry Ashley to her, in an undertone, +after watching her while the song lasted.</p> + +<p>Anna shook her head. "I may not try," she said, raising her blue eyes to +him for one moment, and then dropping them.</p> + +<p>"The time may come when you may," returned Henry, in a deeper whisper.</p> + +<p>She did not answer, she did not lift her eyes; but the faintest possible +smile parted her rosy lips—a smile which seemed to express a +consciousness that perhaps that time might come. And Henry, shy and +sensitive, stood apart and gazed upon her, his heart beating.</p> + +<p>"Young lady," said William, advancing, "do you know that a special +honour has been assigned me to-night? One that concerns you."</p> + +<p>Anna raised her eyes now. She felt as much at ease with William as she +did with her father or Patience. "What dost thee say, William? An +honour?"</p> + +<p>"That of seeing you safely home. I——"</p> + +<p>"What's that for?" interrupted Anna. "Where's my father?"</p> + +<p>"He is not at home this evening. And Patience did not care to send out +Grace. I'll take care of you."</p> + +<p>William could not but observe the sudden flush, the glow of pleasure, or +what looked like pleasure, that overspread Anna's countenance at the +information. "What's that for?" he thought, echoing her recent words. +But Mary began to sing again, and his attention was diverted.</p> + +<p>Ten o'clock was the signal for departure. As they were going +out—William, Anna, and Herbert Dare, who took the opportunity to leave +with them—Henry Ashley limped after them, and drew William aside in the +hall.</p> + +<p>"Honour bright, mind, my friend!"</p> + +<p>William did not understand. "Honour bright, always," said he. "But what +do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"You'll not get making love to her on your way home!"</p> + +<p>William could not help laughing. He turned his amused face full on +Henry. "Be at rest. I would not care to make love to her, had I full +leave and license from the Quaker society, granted me in public +meeting."</p> + +<p>"Do you think I did not see her brightened countenance when you told her +she was to go home with you?" retorted Henry.</p> + +<p>"I saw it too. I conclude she was pleased that her father was not coming +for her, little undutiful thing! However it may have been, rely upon it +that brightening was not for me."</p> + +<p>Pressing his hand warmly, with a pressure that no false friend ever +gave, William hastened away. It was time. Herbert Dare and Anna had not +waited for him, but were ever so far ahead.</p> + +<p>"Very polite of you!" cried William, when he caught them up. "Anna, had +you gone pitching into that part of the path they are mending, I should +have been responsible, you know. You might have waited for me."</p> + +<p>He spoke good-humouredly, making a joke of it. Herbert Dare did not +appear to receive it as one. He retorted haughtily.</p> + +<p>"Do you suppose I am not capable of taking care of Miss Lynn? As much so +as you, at any rate."</p> + +<p>"Possibly," coolly returned William, not losing his good-humoured tone. +Herbert Dare had given Anna his arm. William walked near her on the +other side. Thus they reached Mr. Lynn's.</p> + +<p>"Good night," said Herbert, shaking hands with her. "Good night to you, +Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"Good night," replied William.</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare set off running. William knocked at the door and waited +until it was opened. Then he also shook hands with Anna, and saw her in.</p> + +<p>Frank and Gar were putting up their books for the night when William +entered. The boarders had gone to bed. Jane, a very unusual thing for +her, was sitting by the fire, doing nothing.</p> + +<p>"Am I not idle, William?" she said.</p> + +<p>William bent to kiss her. "There's no need for you to be anything but +idle now, mother."</p> + +<p>"No need! William, you know better. There's great need that none should +be idle: none in the world. But I have a bad headache to-night."</p> + +<p>"William," called out Gar, "they brought this round for you from East's. +Young Tom came with it."</p> + +<p>It was the case of fossils and the microscope. William observed that +they need not have sent them, as he should want them there the next +evening. "Patience said she had not had time to use the microscope," he +continued. "I think I will take it in to her. I suppose she has been +buying linen, and wants to see if the threads are even."</p> + +<p>"The Lynns will have gone to bed by this time," said Jane.</p> + +<p>"Not to-night. I have only just seen Anna home from Mrs. Ashley's; and +Mr. Lynn has gone out to supper."</p> + +<p>He turned to leave the room with the microscope, but Gar was looking at +the fossils and asked the loan of it. A few minutes, and William finally +went out.</p> + +<p>Patience came to the door, in answer to his knock. She thanked him for +the microscope and stood a minute or two chatting. Patience was fond of +a gossip; there was no denying it.</p> + +<p>"Will thee not walk in?"</p> + +<p>"Not now," he said, turning away. "Good night, Patience."</p> + +<p>"Good night to thee. Thee send in Anna, please. She is having a pretty +long talk with thy mother."</p> + +<p>William was at a loss. "I saw Anna in from Mr. Ashley's."</p> + +<p>"She did but ask whether her father was home, and then ran through the +house," replied Patience. "She had a message for thy mother, she said, +from Margaret Ashley."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Ashley does not send messages to my mother," returned William, in +some wonder. "They have no acquaintance with each other—beyond a bow, +in passing."</p> + +<p>"She must have sent her one to-night—why else should the child go in to +deliver it?" persisted Patience. "Not but that Anna is always running +into thy house at nights. I fear she must trouble thy mother at her +class."</p> + +<p>"She never stays long enough for that," replied William. "When she does +come in—and it is not often—she just opens the door; 'How dost thee, +friend Jane Halliburton?' and out again."</p> + +<p>"Then thee can know nothing about it, William. I tell thee she never +stays less than an hour, and she is always there. I say to her that one +of these evenings thy mother may likely be hinting to her that her room +will be more acceptable than her company. Thee send her home now, +please."</p> + +<p>William turned away. Curious thoughts were passing through his mind. +That Anna did not go in, in the frequent manner Patience intimated; that +she rarely stayed above a minute or two, he knew. He knew—at least, he +felt perfectly sure—that Anna was not at his house now; had not been +there. And yet Patience said "Send her home."</p> + +<p>"Has Anna been here?" he asked when he went in.</p> + +<p>"Anna? No."</p> + +<p>Not just that moment, to draw observation, but presently, William left +the room, and went into the garden at the back. A very unpleasant +suspicion had arisen in his mind. It might not have occurred to him, but +for certain glances which he had observed pass that evening between +Herbert Dare and Anna—glances of confidence—as if they had a private +mutual understanding on some point or other. He had not understood them +then: he very much feared he was about to understand them now.</p> + +<p>Opening the gate leading to the field at the back, commonly called +Atterly's Field, he looked cautiously around. For a moment or two he +could see nothing. The hedge was thick on either side, and no living +being appeared to be beneath its shade. But he saw farther when his eyes +became accustomed to the obscurity.</p> + +<p>Pacing slowly together, were Herbert Dare and Anna. Now moving on, a few +steps; now pausing to converse more at ease. William drew a deep breath. +He saw quite enough to be sure this was not the first time they had so +paced together: and thought after thought crowded on his mind; one idea, +one remembrance chasing another.</p> + +<p>Was this the explanation of the plaid cloak, which had paraded +stealthily on that very field-path during the past winter? There could +not be a doubt of it. And was it in this manner that Anna's flying +absences from home were spent—absences which she, in her unpardonable +deceit, had accounted for to Patience by saying that she was with Mrs. +Halliburton? Alas for Anna! Alas for all who deviate by an untruth from +the path of rectitude! If the misguided child—she was little better +than a child—could only have seen the future that was before her! It +may have been very pleasant, very romantic to steal a march on Patience, +and pace out there in the cold, chattering to Herbert Dare; listening to +his protestations that he cared for no one in the world but herself; +never had cared, never should care: but it was laying up for Anna a day +of reckoning, the like of which had rarely fallen on a young head. +William seemed to take it all in at a glance; and, rising tumultuously +over other unpleasant thoughts, came the remembrance of Henry Ashley's +misplaced and ill-starred love.</p> + +<p>With another deep breath, that was more like a groan than anything +else—for Herbert Dare never brought good to any one in his life, and +William knew it—William set off towards them. Whether they heard +footsteps, or whether they thought the time for parting had come, +certain it was that Herbert was gone before William could reach them, +and Anna was speeding towards her home with a fleet step. William placed +himself in her way, and she started aside with a scream that went +echoing through the field. Then they had not heard him.</p> + +<p>"William, is it thee? Thee hast frightened me nearly out of my senses."</p> + +<p>"Anna," he gravely said, "Patience is waiting for you."</p> + +<p>Anna Lynn's imagination led her to all sorts of fantastic fears. "Oh, +William, thee hast not been in to Patience!" she exclaimed, in sudden +trembling. "Thee hast not been to our house to seek me!"</p> + +<p>They had reached his gate now. He halted, and took her hand in his, his +manner impressive, his voice firm. "Anna, I must speak to you as I would +to my own sister; as I might to Janey, had she lived, and been drawn +into this terrible imprudence. Though, indeed, I should not then speak, +but act. What tales are they that Herbert Dare is deceiving you with?"</p> + +<p>"Hast thee been in to Patience? Hast thee been in to Patience?" +reiterated Anna.</p> + +<p>"Patience knows nothing of this. She thinks you are at our house. I ask +you, Anna, what foolish tales Herbert Dare is deceiving you with?"</p> + +<p>Anna—relieved on the score of her fright—shook her head petulantly. +"He is not deceiving me with any. He would not deceive."</p> + +<p>"Anna, hear me. His very nature, as I believe, is deceit. I fear he has +little truth, little honour within him. Is Herbert professing to—to +love you?"</p> + +<p>"I will not answer thee aught. I will not hear thee speak against +Herbert Dare."</p> + +<p>"Anna," he continued in a lower tone, "you ought to be <i>afraid</i> of +Herbert Dare. He is not a good man."</p> + +<p>How wilful she was! "It is of no use thy talking," she reiterated, +putting her fingers to her ears. "Herbert Dare <i>is</i> good. I will not +hear thee speak against him."</p> + +<p>"Then, Anna, as you meet it in this way, I must inform your father or +Patience of what I have seen. If you will not keep yourself out of +harm's way, they must do it for you."</p> + +<p>It terrified her to the last degree. Anna could have died rather than +suffer her escapade to reach the ears of home. "How can thee talk of +harm, William? What harm is likely to come to me? I did no more harm +talking to Herbert Dare here, than I did, talking to him in Margaret +Ashley's drawing-room."</p> + +<p>"My dear child, you do not understand things," he answered. "The very +fact of your stealing from your home to walk about in this manner, +however innocent it may be in itself, would do you incalculable harm in +the eyes of the world. And I am quite sure that in no shape or form can +Herbert Dare bring you good, or contribute to your good. Tell me one +thing, Anna: Have you learnt to care much for him?"</p> + +<p>"I don't care for him at all," responded Anna.</p> + +<p>"No! Then why walk about with him?"</p> + +<p>"Because it's fun to cheat Patience."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Anna, this is very wrong, very foolish. Do you mean what you +say—that you do not care for him?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I mean it," she answered. "I think he is very kind and +pleasant, and he gave me a pretty locket. But that's all. William, thee +wilt not tell upon me?" she continued, clinging to his arm, her tone +changing to one of entreaty, as the terror, which she had been +endeavouring to conceal with light words, returned upon her. "William! +thee art kind and obliging—thee wilt not tell upon me! I will promise +thee never to meet Herbert Dare again, if thee wilt not."</p> + +<p>"It would be for your own sake, Anna, that I should speak. How do I +know that you would keep your word?"</p> + +<p>"I give thee my promise that I will! I will not meet Herbert Dare in +this way again. I tell thee I do not care to meet him. Canst thee not +believe me?"</p> + +<p>He did believe her, implicitly. Her eyes were streaming; her pretty +hands clung about him. He did like Anna very much, and he would not draw +vexation upon her, if it could be avoided with expediency.</p> + +<p>"I will rely upon you then, Anna. Believe me, you could not choose a +worse friend in all Helstonleigh, than Herbert Dare. I have your word?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. And I have thine."</p> + +<p>He placed her arm within his own, and led her to the back door of her +house. Patience was standing at it. "I have brought you the little +truant," he said.</p> + +<p>"It is well thee hast," replied Patience. "I had just opened the door to +come after her. Anna, thee art worse than a wild thing. Running off in +this manner!"</p> + +<p>It had not been in William's way to see much of Anna's inner qualities. +He had not detected her deceit; he did not know that she could be +untruthful when it suited her to be so. He had firm faith in her word, +never questioning that it might be depended upon. Nevertheless, when he +came afterwards to reflect upon the matter, he thought it might be his +duty to give Patience a little word of caution. And this he could do +without compromising Anna.</p> + +<p>He contrived to see Patience alone the very next day. She began talking +of their previous evening at the Ashleys'.</p> + +<p>"Yes," observed William, "it was a pleasant evening. It would have been +all the pleasanter, though, but for one who was there—Herbert Dare."</p> + +<p>"I do not admire the Dares," said Patience frigidly.</p> + +<p>"Nor I. But I observed one thing, Patience—that he admires Anna. Were +Anna my sister, I should not like her to be too much admired by Herbert +Dare. So take care of her."</p> + +<p>Patience looked steadily at him. William continued, his tone +confidential.</p> + +<p>"You know what Herbert Dare is said to be, Patience—fonder of leading +people to ill than to good. Anna is giddy—as you yourself tell her +twenty times a day. I would keep her carefully under my own eyes. I +would not even allow her to run into our house at night, as she is fond +of doing," he added with marked emphasis. "She is as safe there as she +is here; but it is giving her a taste of liberty that she may not be the +better for in the end. When she comes in, send Grace with her, or bring +her yourself: I will see her home again. Tell her she is a grown-up +young lady now, and it is not proper that she should go out unattended," +he concluded, laughing.</p> + +<p>"William, I do not quite understand thee. Hast thee cause to say this?"</p> + +<p>"All I say, Patience, is—keep her out of the way of possible harm, of +undesirable friendships. Were Anna to be drawn into a liking for Herbert +Dare, I am sure it would not be agreeable to Mr. Lynn. He would never +consider the Dares a desirable family for her to marry into——"</p> + +<p>"Marry into the family of the Dares!" interrupted Patience hotly. "Art +thee losing thy senses, William?"</p> + +<p>"These likings sometimes lead to marriage," quietly continued William. +"Therefore, I say, keep her away from all chance of forming them. +Believe me, my advice is good."</p> + +<p>"I think I understand," concluded Patience. "I thank thee kindly, +William."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIVB" id="CHAPTER_XXIVB"></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + +<h3>ANNA'S EXCUSE.</h3> + + +<p>A very unpleasant part of the story has now to be touched upon. +Unpleasant things occur in real life, and if true pictures have to be +given of the world as it exists, as it goes on its round, day by day, +allusion to them cannot be wholly avoided.</p> + +<p>Certain words of William Halliburton to Patience had run in this +fashion: "Were Anna to be drawn into a liking for Herbert Dare, I am +sure it would not be agreeable to Mr. Lynn. He would never consider the +Dares a desirable family for her to marry into." In thus speaking, +William had striven to put the case in a polite sort of form to the ears +of Patience. As to any probability of marriage between one of the Dares +and Anna Lynn, he would scarcely have believed it within the range of +possibility. The Dares, one and all, would have considered Anna far +beneath them in position, whilst the difference of religion would on +Anna's side be an almost insurmountable objection. The worst that +William had contemplated was the "liking" he had hinted at. He cared for +Anna's welfare as he would have cared for a sister's, and he believed it +would not contribute to her happiness that she should become attached to +Herbert Dare. But for compromising Anna—and he had given his word not +to do it—he would have spoken out openly and said there was a danger of +this liking coming to pass, if she met him as he feared she had been in +the habit of doing. Certainly he would not have alluded to the remote +possibility of marriage, the mention of which had so scared Patience.</p> + +<p>What had William thought, what had Patience said, could they have known +that this liking was already implanted in Anna's heart beyond recall? +Alas! that it should have been so! Quiet, childish, timid as Anna +outwardly appeared, the strongest affection had been aroused in her +heart for Herbert Dare—was filling its every crevice. These apparently +shy, sensitive natures are sometimes only the more passionate and +wayward within. One evening a few months previously, Anna was walking +in Atterly's Field, behind their house. Anna had been in the habit of +walking there—nay, of playing there—since she was a child, and she +would as soon have associated harm with their garden as with that field. +Farmer Atterly kept his sheep in it, and Anna had run about with the +lambs as long as she could remember. Herbert Dare came up +accidentally—the path through it, leading along at the back of the +houses, was public, though not much frequented—and he spoke to Anna. +Anna knew him to say "Good day" when she passed him in the street; and +she now and then saw him at Mrs. Ashley's. Herbert stayed talking with +her a few minutes, and then went on his way.</p> + +<p>Somehow, from that time, he and Anna encountered each other there pretty +frequently; and that was how the liking had grown. If a qualm of +conscience crossed Miss Anna at times that it was not quite the thing +for a young lady to do, thus to meet a gentleman in secret, she +conveniently put the qualm away. That harm should arise from it in any +way never so much as crossed her mind for a moment; and to do Herbert +Dare justice, real harm was probably as far from his mind as from hers.</p> + +<p>He grew to like her, almost as she liked him. Herbert Dare did not, in +the sight of Helstonleigh, stand out as a model of all the cardinal +virtues; but he was not all bad. Anna believed him all good—all honour, +truth, excellence; and her heart had flashed out a rebuke to William +when he hinted that Herbert was not exactly a paragon. She only knew +that the very sound of his footstep made her heart leap with happiness; +she only knew that to her he appeared everything that was bright and +fascinating. Her great dread was, lest their intimacy should become +known and separation ensue. That separation would be inevitable, were +her father or Patience to become cognizant of it, Anna rightly believed.</p> + +<p>Cunning little sophist that she was! She would fain persuade herself +that an innocent meeting out of doors was justifiable, where a meeting +indoors was out of the question. They had no acquaintance with the +Dares; consequently Herbert could plead no excuse for calling in upon +them—none at least that would be likely to carry weight with Patience. +And so the young lady reconciled her conscience in the best way she +could, stole out as often as she was able to meet him, and left +discovery to take care of itself.</p> + +<p>Discovery came in the shape of William Halliburton. It was bad enough; +but far less alarming to Anna than it might have been. Had her father +dropped upon her, she would have run away and fallen into the nearest +pond, in her terror and consternation.</p> + +<p>Though guilty of certain trifling inaccuracies—such as protesting that +she "did not care" for Herbert Dare—Anna, in that interview with +William, fully meant to keep the promise she made, not to meet him +again. Promises, however, given under the influence of terror or other +sudden emotion, are not always kept. It would probably prove so with +Anna's. One thing was indisputable—that where a mind could so far +forget its moral rectitude as to practise deceit in one particular, as +Anna was doing, it would not be very scrupulous to keep its better +promises.</p> + +<p>Anna's thoughts for many a morning latterly, when she arose, had been +"This evening I shall see him," and the prospect seemed to quicken her +fingers, as it quickened her heart. But on the morning after the +discovery, her first thought was, "I must never see him again as I have +done. How shall I warn him not to come?" That he would be in the field +again that evening, unless warned, she knew: if William Halliburton saw +him there a quarrel might ensue between them; at any rate, an unpleasant +scene. Anna came down, feeling cross and petulant, and inclined to wish +William had been at the bottom of the sea before he had found them out +the previous evening.</p> + +<p>"Where there's a will, there's a way," it is said. Anna Lynn contrived +that day to exemplify it. Her will was set upon seeing Herbert Dare, and +she did see him: it can scarcely be said by accident. Anna contrived to +be sent into the town by Patience on an errand, and she managed to +linger so long in the neighbourhood of Mr. Dare's office, gazing in at +the shops in West Street (if Patience had only seen her!), that Herbert +Dare passed.</p> + +<p>"Anna!"</p> + +<p>"Herbert, I have been waiting in the hope of seeing thee," she +whispered, her manner timid as a fawn, her pretty cheeks blushing. "Thee +must not come again in the evening, for I cannot meet thee."</p> + +<p>"Why so?" asked Herbert.</p> + +<p>"William Halliburton saw me with thee last night, and he says it is not +right. I had to give him my promise not to meet thee again, or he would +have told my father."</p> + +<p>Herbert cast a word to William; not a complimentary one. "What business +is it of his?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I dare not stay talking to thee, Herbert. Patience will likely be +sending Grace after me, finding me so long away. But I was obliged to +tell thee this, lest thee should be coming again. Fare thee well!"</p> + +<p>Passing swiftly from him, Anna went on her way. Herbert did not choose +to follow her in the open street. She went along, poor child, with her +head down and her eyelashes glistening. It was little else than bitter +sorrow thus to part with Herbert Dare.</p> + +<p>Patience was standing at the door, looking out for her when she came in +sight of home. Patience had given little heed to what William +Halliburton had said the previous night, or she might not have sent Anna +into Helstonleigh alone. In point of fact, Patience had thought William +a little fanciful. But when, instead of being home at four o'clock, as +she ought to have been, the clock struck five, and she had not made her +appearance, Patience began to think she did let her have too much +liberty.</p> + +<p>"Now, where hast thee been?" was Patience's salutation, delivered in icy +tones.</p> + +<p>"I met so many people, Patience. They stayed to talk with me."</p> + +<p>Brushing past Patience, deaf to her subsequent reproofs, Anna flew up to +her own room. When she came down, her father had entered, and Patience +was pouring out the tea.</p> + +<p>"Wilt thee tell thy father where thee hast been?"</p> + +<p>The command was delivered in Patience's driest tone. Anna, inwardly +tormented, outwardly vexed, burst into tears. The Quaker looked up in +surprise.</p> + +<p>Patience explained. Anna had left home at three o'clock to execute a +little commission: she might well have been home in three-quarters of an +hour and she had only made her appearance now.</p> + +<p>"What kept thee, child?" asked her father.</p> + +<p>"I only looked in at a shop or two," pleaded Anna, through her tears. +"There were the prettiest new engravings in at Thomas Woakam's! If +Patience had wanted me to run both ways, she should have said so."</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding the little spice of impertinence peeping out in the last +sentence, Samuel Lynn saw no reason to correct Anna. That she could ever +be wrong, he scarcely admitted to his own heart. "Dry thy tears, child, +and take thy tea," said he. "Patience wanted thee, maybe, for some +household matter; it can wait another opportunity. Patience," he added, +as if to drown the sound of his words and their remembrance, "are my +shirts in order?"</p> + +<p>"Thy shirts in order?" repeated Patience. "Why dost thee ask that?"</p> + +<p>"I should not have asked it without reason," returned he. "Wilt thee +please give me an answer?"</p> + +<p>"The old shirts are as much in order as things, beginning to wear, can +be," replied Patience. "Thy new shirts I cannot say much about. They +will not be finished this side Midsummer, unless Anna sits to them a +little closer than she is doing now."</p> + +<p>"Thy shirts will be ready quite in time, father; before the old ones are +gone beyond wearing," spoke up Anna.</p> + +<p>"I don't know that," said Mr. Lynn. "Had they been ready, child, I might +have wanted them now. I am going a journey."</p> + +<p>"Is it the French journey thee hast talked of once or twice lately?" +interposed Patience.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Samuel Lynn. "The master was speaking to me about it this +afternoon. We were interrupted, and I did not altogether gather when he +wishes me to start; but I fancy it will be immediately——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, father! couldst thee not take me?"</p> + +<p>The interruption came from Anna. Her blue eyes were glistening, her +cheeks were crimson; a journey to the interior of France wore charms for +her as great as it did for Cyril Dare. All the way home from West Street +she had been thinking how she should spend her miserable home days, +debarred of the evening snatches of Mr. Herbert's charming society. +Going to France would be something.</p> + +<p>"I wish I could take thee, child! But thee art aware thee might as well +ask me to take the Malvern Hills."</p> + +<p>In her inward conviction, Anna believed she might. Before she could +oppose any answering but most useless argument, Samuel Lynn's attention +was directed to the road. Parting opposite to his house, as if they had +just walked together from the manufactory, were Mr. Ashley and William +Halliburton. The master walked on. William, catching Samuel Lynn's eye, +came across and entered.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley had been telling William some news. Though no vacillating man +in a general way, it appeared that he had again reconsidered his +determination with regard to despatching William to France. He had come +to the resolve to send him, as well as Samuel Lynn. William could not +help surmising that his betrayed emotion the previous night, his fears +touching Mr. Ashley's reason for not sending him, may have had something +to do with that gentleman's change of mind.</p> + +<p>"Will you be troubled with me?" asked he of Mr. Lynn, when he had +imparted this to him.</p> + +<p>"If such be the master's fiat, I cannot help being troubled with thee," +was the answer of Samuel Lynn; but the tone of his voice spoke of +anything rather than dissatisfaction. "Why is he sending thee as well as +myself?"</p> + +<p>"He told me he thought it might be best that you should show me the +markets, and introduce me to the skin merchants, as I should probably +have to make the journey alone in future," replied William. "I had no +idea, until the master mentioned it now, that you had ever made the +journey yourself, Mr. Lynn; you never told me."</p> + +<p>"There was nothing, that I am aware of, to call for the information," +observed the Quaker, in his usual dry manner. "I went there two or three +times on my own account when I was in business for myself. Did the +master tell thee when he should expect us to start?"</p> + +<p>"Not precisely. The beginning of the week, I think."</p> + +<p>"I have been asking my father if he cannot take me," put in Anna, in +plaintive tones, looking at William.</p> + +<p>"And I have answered her, that she may as well ask me to take the +Malvern Hills," was the rejoinder of Samuel Lynn. "I could as likely +take the one as the other."</p> + +<p>Likely or unlikely, Samuel Lynn would have taken her beyond all +doubt—taken her with a greedy, sheltering grasp—had he foreseen the +result of leaving her at home, the grievous trouble that was to fall +upon her head.</p> + +<p>"Thee wilt drink a dish of tea with us this evening, William?"</p> + +<p>It was Patience who spoke. William hesitated, but he saw they would be +pleased at his doing so, and he sat down. The conversation turned upon +France—upon Samuel Lynn's experiences, and William's anticipations. +Anna lapsed into silence and abstraction.</p> + +<p>In the bustle of moving, when Samuel Lynn was departing for the +manufactory, William, before going home to his books, contrived to +obtain a word alone with Anna.</p> + +<p>"Have you thought of our compact?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, freely meeting his eyes in honest truth. "I saw him +this afternoon in the street; I went on purpose to try and meet him. He +will not come again."</p> + +<p>"That is well. Mind and take care of yourself, Anna," he added, with a +smile. "I shall be away, and not able to give an eye to you, as I freely +confess it had been my resolve to do."</p> + +<p>Anna shook her head. "He does not come again," she repeated. "Thee may +go away believing me, William."</p> + +<p>And William did go away believing her—went away to France putting faith +in her; thinking that the undesirable intimacy was at an end for ever.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVB" id="CHAPTER_XXVB"></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + +<h3>PATIENCE COME TO GRIEF.</h3> + + +<p>In the early part of March, Samuel Lynn and William departed on their +journey to France. And the first thought that occurred to Patience +afterwards was one that is apt to occur to many thrifty housekeepers on +the absence of the master—that of instituting a thorough cleansing of +the house, from garret to cellar; or, as Anna mischievously expressed +it, "turning the house inside out." She knew Patience did not like her +wild phrases, and therefore she used them.</p> + +<p>Patience was parting with Grace—the servant who had been with them so +many years. Grace had resolved to get married. In vain Patience assured +her that marriage, generally speaking, was found to be nothing better +than a bed of thorns. Grace would not listen. Others had risked the +thorns before her, and she thought she must try her chance with the +rest. Patience had no resource but to fall in with the decision, and to +look out for another servant. It appeared that she could not readily +find one; at least, one whom she would venture to engage. She was +unusually particular; and while she waited and looked out, she engaged +Hester Dell, a humble member of her own persuasion, to come in +temporarily. Hester lived with her aged mother, not far off, chiefly +supporting herself by doing fine needlework at her own, or at the +Friends' houses. She readily consented to take up her abode with +Patience for a month or so, to help with the housework, and looked upon +it as a sort of holiday.</p> + +<p>"It's of no use to begin the house until Grace shall be gone," observed +Patience to Anna. "She'd likely be scrubbing the paper on the walls, +instead of the paint, for her head is turned just now."</p> + +<p>"What fun, if she should!" ejaculated Anna.</p> + +<p>"Fun for thee, perhaps, who art ignorant of cost and labour," rebuked +Patience. "I shall wait until Grace has departed. The day that she goes, +Hester comes in; and I shall have the house begun the day following."</p> + +<p>"Couldn't thee have it begun the same day?" saucily asked Anna.</p> + +<p>"Will thee attend to thy stitching?" returned Patience sharply. "Thy +father's wristbands will not be done the better for thy nonsense."</p> + +<p>"Shall I be turned out of my bedroom?" resumed Anna.</p> + +<p>"For a night, perchance. Thee canst go into thy father's. But the top of +the house will be done first."</p> + +<p>"Is the roof to be scrubbed?" went on Anna. "I don't know how Hester +will hold on while she does it."</p> + +<p>"Thee art in one of thy wilful humours this morning," responded +Patience. "Art thee going to set me at defiance now thy father's back is +turned?"</p> + +<p>"Who said anything about setting thee at defiance?" asked Anna. "I +<i>should</i> like to see Hester scrubbing the roof!"</p> + +<p>"Thee hadst better behave thyself, Anna," was the retort of Patience. +And Anna, in her lighthearted wilfulness, burst into a merry laugh.</p> + +<p>Grace departed, and Hester came in: a quiet little body, of forty +years, with dark hair and defective teeth. Patience, as good as her +word, was up betimes the following morning, and had the house up +betimes, to institute the ceremony. Their house contained the same +accommodation as Mrs. Halliburton's, with this addition—that the garret +in the Quaker's had been partitioned off into two chambers. Patience +slept in one; Grace had occupied the other. The three bedrooms on the +floor beneath were used, one by Mr. Lynn, one by Anna; the other was +kept as a spare room, for any chance visitor; the "best room" it was +usually called. The house belonged to Mr. Lynn. Formerly, both houses +had belonged to him; but at the time of his loss he had sold the other +to Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>The ablutions were in full play. Hester, with a pail, mop, +scrubbing-brush, and other essentials, was ensconced in the top +chambers; Anna, ostensibly at her wristband stitching (but the work did +not get on very fast), was singing to herself in an undertone in one of +the parlours, the door safely shut; while Patience was exercising a +general superintendence, giving an eye everywhere. Suddenly there echoed +a loud noise, as of a fall, and a scream resounded throughout the house. +It appeared to come from what they usually called the bedroom floor. +Anna flew up the stairs, and Hester Dell flew down the upper ones. At +the foot of the garret stairs, her head against the door of Anna's +chamber, lay Patience and a heavy bed-pole. In attempting to carry the +pole down from her room, she had somehow overbalanced herself, and +fallen heavily.</p> + +<p>"Is the house coming down?" Anna was beginning to say. But she stopped +in consternation when she saw Patience. Hester attempted to pick her up.</p> + +<p>"Thee cannot raise me, Hester. Anna, child, thee must not attempt to +touch me. I fear my leg is br——"</p> + +<p>Her voice died away, her eyes closed, and a hue, as of death, overspread +her countenance. Anna, more terrified than she had ever been in her +life, flew round to Mrs. Halliburton's.</p> + +<p>Dobbs, from her kitchen, saw her coming—saw the young face streaming +with tears, heard the short cries of alarm—and Dobbs stepped out.</p> + +<p>"Why, what on earth's the matter now?" asked she.</p> + +<p>Anna seized Dobbs, and clung to her; partly that to do so seemed some +protection in her great terror. "Oh, Dobbs, come in to Patience!" she +cried. "I think she's dying."</p> + +<p>The voice reached the ears of Jane. She came forth from the parlour. +Dobbs was then running in to Samuel Lynn's, and Jane ran also, +understanding nothing.</p> + +<p>Patience was reviving when they entered. All her cry was, that they must +not move her. One of her legs was in some manner doubled under her, and +doubled over the pole. Jane felt a conviction that it was broken.</p> + +<p>"Who can run fastest?" she asked. "We must have Mr. Parry here."</p> + +<p>Hester waited for no further instruction. She caught up her +fawn-coloured Quaker shawl and grey bonnet, and was off, putting them on +as she ran. Anna, sobbing wildly, turned and hid her face on Jane, as +one who wants to be comforted. Then, her mood changing, she threw +herself down beside Patience, the tears from her own eyes falling on +Patience's face.</p> + +<p>"Patience, dear Patience, canst thee forgive me? I have been wilful and +naughty, but I never meant to cross thee really. I did it only to tease +thee; but I loved thee all the while."</p> + +<p>Patience, suffering as she was, drew down the repentant face to kiss it +fervently. "I know it, dear child; I know thee. Don't thee distress +thyself for me."</p> + +<p>Mr. Parry came, and Patience was carried into the spare room. Her leg +was broken, and badly broken; the surgeon called it a compound fracture.</p> + +<p>So there was an end to the grand cleansing scheme for a long time to +come! Patience lay in sickness and pain, and Hester had to make her her +first care. Anna's spirits revived in a day or two. Mr. Parry said a +cure would be effected in time; that the worst of the business was the +long confinement for Patience; and Anna forgot her dutiful fit of +repentance. Patience <i>would</i> be well again, would be about as before; +and, as to the present confinement, Anna rather grew to look upon it as +the interposition of some good fairy, who must have taken her own +liberty under its special protection.</p> + +<p>Whether Anna would have succeeded in eluding the vigilance of Patience +<i>up</i> cannot be told; she certainly did that of Patience <i>down</i>. Anna had +told Herbert Dare that he was not to pay a visit to Atterly's field +again, or expect her to pay one; but Herbert Dare was about the last +person to obey such advice. Had William Halliburton remained to be—as +Herbert termed it—a treacherous spy, there's no doubt that Herbert +would have striven to set his vigilance at defiance: with William's +absence, the field, both literally and figuratively, was open to him. In +the absence of Samuel Lynn, it was doubly open. Herbert Dare knew +perfectly well that if the Quaker once gained the slightest inkling of +his secret acquaintance with Anna, it would effectually be put a stop +to. To wear a cloak resembling William Halliburton's, on his visits to +the field, had been the result of a bright idea. It had suddenly +occurred to Mr. Herbert that if the Quaker's lynx eyes did by mischance +catch sight of the cloak, promenading some fine night at the back of his +residence, they would accord it no particular notice, concluding the +wearer to be William Halliburton taking a moonlight stroll at the back +of <i>his</i> residence. Nevertheless, Herbert had timed his visits so as to +make pretty sure that Samuel Lynn was out of view, safely ensconced in +Mr. Ashley's manufactory; and he had generally succeeded. Not quite +always, as the reader knows.</p> + +<p>Anna was of a most persuadable nature. In defiance of her promise to +William, she suffered Herbert Dare to persuade her again into the old +system of meeting him. Guileless as a child, never giving thought to +wrong or to harm—beyond the wrong and harm of thus clandestinely +stealing out, and that wrong she conveniently ignored—she saw nothing +very grave in doing it. Herbert could not come indoors; Patience would +be sure not to welcome him; and therefore, she logically argued to her +own mind, she must go out to him.</p> + +<p>She had learnt to like Herbert Dare a great deal too well not to wish to +meet him, to talk with him. Herbert, on his part, had learnt to like +her. An hour passed in whispering to Anna, in mischievously untying her +sober cap, and letting the curls fall, in laying his own hand fondly on +the young head, and telling her he cared for her beyond every earthly +thing. It had grown to be one of his most favourite recreations; and +Herbert was not one to deny himself any recreation that he took a fancy +to. He intended no harm to the pretty child. It is possible that, had +any one seriously pointed out to him the harm that might arise to Anna, +in the estimation of Helstonleigh, should these stolen meetings be found +out, Herbert might for once have done violence to his inclinations, and +not have persisted in them. Unfortunately—very unfortunately, as it was +to turn out—there was no one to give this word of caution. Patience was +ill, William was away: and no one else knew anything about it. In point +of fact, Patience could not be said to know anything, for William's +warning had not made the impression upon her that it ought to have done. +Patience's confiding nature was in fault. For Anna deliberately to meet +Herbert Dare or any other "Herbert" in secret, she would have deemed a +simple impossibility. In the judgment of Patience, it had been nothing +less than irredeemable sin.</p> + +<p>What did Herbert Dare promise himself, in thus leading Anna into this +imprudence? Herbert promised himself nothing—beyond the passing +gratification of the hour. Herbert had never been one to give any care +to the future, for himself or for any one else; and he was not likely to +begin to do it at present. As to seeking Anna for his wife, such a +thought had never crossed his mind. In the first place, at the rate the +Dares—Herbert and his brothers—were going on, a wife for any of them +seemed amongst the impossibilities. Unless, indeed, she made the bargain +beforehand to live upon air; there was no chance of their having +anything else to live upon. But, had Herbert been in a position, +pecuniarily considered, to marry ten wives, Anna Lynn would not have +been one of them. Agreeable as it might be to him to linger with Anna, +he considered her far beneath himself; and pride, with Herbert, was +always in the ascendant. Herbert had been introduced to Anna Lynn at +Mrs. Ashley's, and that threw a sort of prestige around her. She was +also enshrined in the respectable Quaker body of the town. But for these +facts, for being who she was, Herbert might have been less scrupulous in +his behaviour towards her. He would not—it may be as well to say he +dared not—be otherwise than considerate towards Anna Lynn; but, on the +other hand, he would not have considered her worthy to become his wife. +On the part of Samuel Lynn, he would far rather have seen his child in +her coffin, than the wife of Herbert Dare. The young Dares did not bear +a good name in Helstonleigh.</p> + +<p>In this most uncertain and unsatisfactory state of things, what on +earth—as Dobbs had said to Anna—did Herbert want with her at all? Far, +far better that he had allowed Anna to fall in with the sensible advice +of William Halliburton—"Do not meet him again." It was a sad pity; and +it is very probable that Herbert Dare regretted it afterwards, in the +grievous misery it entailed. Misery to both; and without positive ill +conduct on the part of either.</p> + +<p>But that time has not yet come, and we are only at the stage of Samuel +Lynn's absence and Patience's broken leg. Anna had taken to stealing out +again; and her wits were at work to concoct a plausible excuse for her +absences to Hester Dell, that no tales might be carried to Patience.</p> + +<p>"Hester, Patience is a fidget. Thee must see that. She would like me to +keep at my work all day, all day, evening too, and never have a breath +of fresh air! She'd like me to shut myself up in this parlour, as she +has now to be shut up in her room; never to be in the garden in the +lovely twilight; never to run and look at the pretty lambs in the field; +never to go next door, and say 'How dost thee?' to Jane Halliburton! +It's a shame, Hester!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I think it would be, if it were true," responded Hester, a simple +woman in mind and language, who loved Anna almost as well as did +Patience. "But dost thee not think thee art mistaken, child? Patience +seems anxious that thee should go out. She says I am to take thee."</p> + +<p>"I dare say!" responded Anna; "and leave her all alone! How would she +come downstairs with her broken leg, if any one knocked at the door? +She's a dreadful fidget, Hester. She'd like to watch me as a cat watches +a mouse. Look at last night! It's all on account of these shirts. She +thinks I shan't get them done. I shall."</p> + +<p>"Why, dear, I think thee wilt," returned Hester, casting her eyes on the +work. "Thee art getting on with them."</p> + +<p>"I am getting on nicely. I have done all the stitching, and nearly the +plain part of the bodies; I shall soon be at the gathers. What did she +say to thee last night?"</p> + +<p>"She said, 'Go to the parlour, Hester, and See whether Anna does not +want a light.' And I came and could not find thee. And then she said +thee wast always running into the next door, troubling them, and she +would not have it done. Thee came in just at the time, and she scolded +thee."</p> + +<p>"Yes, she did," resentfully spoke Anna. "I tell thee, Hester, she's the +worst fidget breathing. I give thee my word, Hester, that I had not been +inside the Halliburtons' door. I had been in this garden and in the +field. I had been close at work all day——"</p> + +<p>"Not quite all day, dear," interrupted Hester, willing to smooth matters +to the child as far as she was able. "Thee hadst thy friend Mary Ashley +here to call in the morning, and thee hadst Sarah Dixon in the +afternoon."</p> + +<p>"Well, I had been at work a good part of the day," corrected Anna, "and +I wanted some fresh air after it. Where's the crime?"</p> + +<p>"Crime, dear! It's only natural. If I had not my errands to go upon, and +so take the air that way, I should like myself to run to the field, when +my work was done."</p> + +<p>"So would any one else, except Patience," retorted Anna. "Hester, look +thee. When she asks after me again, thee hast no need to tell her, +should I have run out. It only fidgets her, and she is not well enough +to be fidgeted. Thee tell her I am at my sewing. But I <i>can't</i> be sewing +for ever, Hester; I must have a few minutes' holiday from it now and +then. Patience might have cause to grumble if I ran away and left it in +the day."</p> + +<p>"Well, dear, I think it is only reasonable," slowly answered Hester, +considering the matter over. "I'll not tell her thee art in the garden +again; for she must be kept tranquil, friend Parry says."</p> + +<p>"She was just as bad when I was a little girl, Hester," concluded Anna. +"She wouldn't let me run in the garden alone then, for fear I should eat +the gooseberries. But it is not the gooseberry season now."</p> + +<p>"All quite true and reasonable," thought Hester Dell.</p> + +<p>And so the young lady contrived to enjoy a fair share of evening +liberty. Not but that she would have done with more, had she known how +to get it. And as the weeks went on, and the cold weather of early +spring merged into summer days, more genial nights, she and Herbert Dare +grew bold in their immunity from discovery, and scarcely an evening +passed but they might have been seen, had any one been on the watch, in +Farmer Atterly's field. Anna had reached the point of taking his arm +now; and there they would pace under cover of the hedge, Herbert +talking, and Anna dreaming that she was in Eden.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIB" id="CHAPTER_XXVIB"></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + +<h3>THE GOVERNESS'S EXPEDITION.</h3> + + +<p>Herbert Dare sat enjoying the beauty of the April evening in the garden +of Pomeranian Knoll. He was hoisted on the back of a garden bench, and +balanced himself astride it, the tip of one toe resting on the seat, the +other foot dangling. The month was drawing to its close, and the beams +of the setting sun streamed athwart Herbert's face. It might be supposed +that he had seated himself there to bask in the soft, still air and +lovely sunset. In point of fact, he hardly knew whether the sun was +rising or setting—whether the evening was fair or foul—so buried was +he in deep thought and perplexing care.</p> + +<p>The particular care which was troubling Herbert Dare, was one which has, +at some time or other, troubled the peace of a great many of us. It was +pecuniary embarrassment. Herbert had been in it for a long time; had, in +fact, been sinking into it deeper and deeper. He had managed to ward it +off hitherto in some way or other; but the time to do that much longer +was going by. He was not given to forethought, it has been previously +mentioned; but he could not conceal from himself that unpleasantness +would ensue, and that speedily, unless something could be done. What was +that something to be? He did not know; he could not imagine. His father +protested that he had not the means to help him; and Herbert believed +that Mr. Dare spoke the truth. Not that Mr. Dare knew of the extent of +the embarrassment. Had he done so, it would have come to the same thing, +so far as his help went. His sons, as he said, had drained him to the +utmost.</p> + +<p>Anthony passed the end of the walk. Whether he saw Herbert or not, +certain it was, that he turned away from his direction. Herbert lifted +his eyes, an angry light in them. He lifted his voice also, angry too.</p> + +<p>"Here, you! Don't go skulking off because you see me sitting here. I +want you."</p> + +<p>Anthony was taken to. It is more than probable that he <i>was</i> skulking +off, and that he <i>had</i> seen Herbert, for he did not particularly care +then to come into contact with his brother. Anthony was in embarrassment +on his own score; was ill at ease from more reasons than one; and when +the mind is troubled, sharp words do not tend to soothe it. Little else +than sharp words had been exchanged latterly between Anthony and Herbert +Dare.</p> + +<p>It was no temporary ill-feeling, vexed to-day, pleased to-morrow, +which had grown up between them; the ill-will had existed a long time. +Herbert believed that his brother had injured him, had wilfully +played him false, and his heart bitterly resented it. That Anthony was +in fault at the beginning was undoubted. He had drawn Herbert +unsuspiciously—unsuspiciously on Herbert's part, you understand—into +some mess with regard to bills. Anthony was fond of "bills;" Herbert, +more wise in that respect, had never meddled with them: his opinion +coincided with his father's: they were edged tools, which cut both ways. +"Eschew bills if you want to die upon your own bed," was a saying of Mr. +Dare's, frequently uttered for the benefit of his sons. Good advice, no +doubt. Mr. Dare, as a lawyer, ought to know. Herbert had held by the +advice; Anthony never had; and the time came when Anthony took care that +his brother should not.</p> + +<p>In a period of deep embarrassment for Anthony, he had persuaded Herbert +to sign two bills for him, their aggregate amount being large; assuring +him, in the most earnest and apparently truthful manner, that the money +to meet them, when due, was already provided. Herbert, in his good +nature, fell into the snare. It turned out not only that the bills were +not met at all, but Anthony had so contrived it that Herbert should be +responsible, not he himself. Herbert regarded it as a shameful piece of +treachery, and never ceased to reproach his brother. Anthony, who was of +a sullen, morose temper, resented the reproach; and they did not lead +together the happiest of lives. The bills were not settled yet; indeed, +they formed part of Herbert's most pressing embarrassments. This was one +cause of the ill-feeling between them, and there were others, of a +different nature. Anthony and Herbert Dare had never been cordial with +each other, even in childhood.</p> + +<p>Anthony, called by Herbert, advanced. "Who wants to skulk away?" asked +he. "Are you judging me by yourself?"</p> + +<p>"I hope not," returned Herbert, in tones of the most withering contempt +and scorn. "Listen to me. I've told you five hundred times that I'll +have some settlement, and if you don't come to it amicably, I'll force +you to it. Do you hear, you? I'll <i>force</i> you to it."</p> + +<p>"Try it," retorted Anthony, with a mocking laugh; and he coolly walked +away.</p> + +<p>Walked away, leaving Herbert in a towering rage. He felt inclined to +follow him; to knock him down. Had Anthony only met the affair in a +proper spirit, it had been different. Had he said, "Herbert, I am +uncommonly vexed—I'll see what can be done," or words to that effect, +half the sting in his brother's mind would have been removed; but, to +taunt Herbert with having to pay—as he sometimes did—was almost +unbearable. Had Herbert been of Anthony's temper, he would have proved +that it was quite unbearable.</p> + +<p>But Herbert's temper was roused now. It was the toss of a die whether he +followed Anthony and struck him down, or whether he did not. The die was +cast by the appearance of Signora Varsini; and Anthony, for that +evening, escaped.</p> + +<p>It was not very gallant of Herbert to remain where he was, in the +presence of the governess, astride upon the garden bench. Herbert was +feeling angry in no ordinary degree, and this may have been his excuse. +She came up, apparently in anger also. Her brow was frowning, her +compressed mouth drawn in until its lips were hidden.</p> + +<p>There is good advice in the old song or saying: "It is well to be off +with the old love, before you are on with the new." As good advice as +that of Mr. Dare's, relative to the bills. Herbert might have sung it in +character. He should have made things square with the Signora Varsini, +before entering too extensively on his friendship with Anna Lynn.</p> + +<p>Not that the governess could be supposed to occupy any position in the +mind or heart of Herbert Dare, except <i>as</i> governess; governess to his +sisters. Herbert would probably have said so, had you asked him. What +<i>she</i> might have said, is a different matter. She looks angry enough to +say anything just now. The fact appeared to be—so far as any one not +personally interested in the matter could be supposed to gather it—that +Herbert had latterly given offence to the governess, by not going to the +school-room for what he called his Italian lessons. Of course he could +not be in two places at once; and if his leisure hour after dinner was +spent in Atterly's field, it was impossible that he could be in the +school-room, learning Italian with the governess. But she resented it as +a slight. She was of an exacting nature; probably of a jealous nature; +and she regarded it as a personal slight, and resented it bitterly. She +had been rather abrupt in speech and manner to Herbert, in consequence; +and that, <i>he</i> resented. But, being naturally of an easy temper, Herbert +was no friend to unnecessary disputes. He tried what he could towards +soothing the young lady; and, finding he effected no good in that way, +he adopted the other alternative—he shunned her. The governess +perceived this, and worked herself up into a state of semi-fury.</p> + +<p>She came down upon him in full sail. The moment Herbert saw her, he +remembered having given her a half-promise the previous day to pay her a +visit that evening. "Now for it," thought he to himself.</p> + +<p>"Why you keep me waiting like this?" began she, when she was close to +him.</p> + +<p>"Have I kept you waiting?" civilly returned Herbert. "I am very sorry. +The fact is, mademoiselle, I have a good deal of worry upon me, and I'm +fit for nobody's company but my own to-night. You might not have thanked +me for my visit, had I come."</p> + +<p>"That is my own look-out," replied the governess. "When a gentleman +makes a promise to me, I expect him to keep it. I go up to the +school-room, and I wait, I wait, I wait! Ah, my poor patience, how I +wait! I have that copy of Tasso, that you said you would like to see. +Will you come?"</p> + +<p>Herbert thought he was in for it. He glanced at the setting sun—at +least, at the spot where the sun had gone down, for it had sunk below +the horizon, leaving only crimson streaks in the grey sky to tell of +what had been. Twilight was rapidly coming on, when he would depart to +pay his usual evening visit: there was no time, he decided, for Tasso +and the governess.</p> + +<p>"I'll come another evening," said he. "I have an engagement, and I must +go out to keep it."</p> + +<p>A stony hardness settled on mademoiselle's face. "What engagement?" she +imperatively demanded.</p> + +<p>It might be thought that Herbert would have been justified in civilly +declining to satisfy her curiosity. What was it to her? Apparently he +thought otherwise. Possibly he was afraid of an outbreak.</p> + +<p>"What engagement! Oh—I am going to play a pool at billiards with Lord +Hawkesley. He is in Helstonleigh again."</p> + +<p>"And that is what you go for, every evening—to play billiards with Lord +Hawkesley?" she resumed, her eyes glistening ominously.</p> + +<p>"Of course it is, mademoiselle. With Hawkesley or other fellows."</p> + +<p>"A lie!" curtly responded mademoiselle.</p> + +<p>"I say," cried Herbert, laughing good-humouredly: "do you call that +orthodox language?"</p> + +<p>"It nothing to you what I call it," she cried, clipping her words in her +vehemence, as she would do when excited. "It not with Milord Hawkesley, +not to billiards that you go! I know it is not."</p> + +<p>"Then I tell you that I often play billiards," cried Herbert. "On my +honour I do."</p> + +<p>"May-be, may-be," answered she, very rapidly. "But it not to billiards +that you go every evening. Every evening!—every evening! Not an evening +now, but you go out, you go out! I bought Tasso—do you know that I +<i>bought</i> Tasso?—that I have bought it with my money, that you may have +the pleasure of hearing me read it, as you said—as you call it? Should +I spend the money, had I thought you would not come when I had it—would +not care to hear it read?"</p> + +<p>Had she been in a more amiable mood, Herbert would have told her that +she was a simpleton for spending her money; he would have told her that +Tasso, read in the original, would have been to him unintelligible as +Sanscrit. He had a faint remembrance of saying to mademoiselle that he +should like to read Tasso, in answer to a remark that Tasso was her +favourite of the Italian poets: but he had only made the observation +carelessly, without seriously meaning anything. And she had been so +foolish as to go and buy it!</p> + +<p>"Will you come this evening and hear it begun?" she continued, breaking +the pause, and speaking rather more graciously.</p> + +<p>"Upon my word of honour, Bianca, I can't to-night," he answered, feeling +himself, between the two—the engagement made, and the engagement sought +to be made—somewhat embarrassed. "I will come another evening; you may +depend upon me."</p> + +<p>"You say to me yesterday that you would come this evening; that I might +depend upon you. Much you care!"</p> + +<p>"But I could not help myself. An engagement arose, and I was obliged to +fall in with it. I was, indeed. I'll hear Tasso another evening."</p> + +<p>"You will not break your paltry engagement at billiards to keep your +word to a lady! C'est bien!"</p> + +<p>"It—it is not altogether that," replied Herbert, getting out of the +reproach in the best way he could. "I have some business as well."</p> + +<p>She fastened her glistening eyes upon him. There was an expression in +them which Herbert neither understood nor liked. "C'est très bien!" she +slowly repeated. "I know where you are going, and for what!"</p> + +<p>A smile—at her assumed knowledge, and what it was worth—flitted over +Herbert Dare's face. "You are very wise," said he.</p> + +<p>"Take care of yourself, mon ami! C'est tout ce que je vous dis."</p> + +<p>"Now, mademoiselle, what is the matter, that you should look and speak +in that manner?" he asked, still in the same good-humoured tone, as if +he would fain pass the affair away in a joke. "I'm sure I have enough +bother upon me, without your adding to it."</p> + +<p>"What is your bother?"</p> + +<p>"Never mind: it would give you no pleasure to know it. It is caused by +Anthony—and be hanged to him!"</p> + +<p>"Anthony is worth ten of you!" fiercely responded mademoiselle.</p> + +<p>"Every one to his own liking," carelessly remarked Herbert. "It's well +for me that all the world does not think as you do, mademoiselle."</p> + +<p>Mademoiselle looked as though she would like to beat him. "So!" she +foamed, drawing back her bloodless lips; "now that your turn is served, +Bianca Varsini may just be sent to the enfer! Garde-toi, mon camarade!"</p> + +<p>"Garde your voice," replied Herbert. "The cows yonder will think it's a +tempest. I wish my turn <i>was</i> served, in more ways than one. What +particular turn do you mean? If it's buying Tasso, I'll purchase it from +you at double price."</p> + +<p>He could not help giving her a little chaff. It was what he would have +called it: chaff. Exacting people fretted his generally easy temper, +and he was beginning to fear that she would detain him until it was too +late to see Anna.</p> + +<p>But, on the latter score, he was set at rest. With a few words, spoken +in Italian, she nodded her head angrily at him, and turned away. Fierce +words, in spite of their low tone, Herbert was sure they were, but he +could not catch one of them. Had he caught them all, it would have come +to the same, so far as his understanding went. Excellent as Signora +Varsini's method of teaching Italian may have been, her lessons had not +as yet been very efficient for Herbert Dare.</p> + +<p>She crossed her hands before her, and went down the walk, taking the +path to the house. Proceeding straight up to the school-room, she met +Cyril on the stairs. He had apparently been dressing himself for the +evening, and was going out to spend it. The governess caught him +abruptly, pulled him inside the school-room, and closed the door.</p> + +<p>"I say, mademoiselle, what's that for?" asked Cyril, believing, by the +fierce look of the young lady, that she was about to take some summary +vengeance upon him.</p> + +<p>"Cyril! you tell me. Where is it that Herbert goes to of an evening? +Every evening—every evening?"</p> + +<p>Cyril stared excessively. "What does it concern you to know where he +goes, mademoiselle?" returned he.</p> + +<p>"I want to know for my own reasons, and that's enough for you, Monsieur +Cyril. Where does he go?"</p> + +<p>"He goes out," responded Cyril.</p> + +<p>The governess stamped her foot petulantly. "I could tell you that he +goes out. I ask you where it is that he goes?"</p> + +<p>"How should I know?" was Cyril's answer. "It's not my business."</p> + +<p>"<i>Don't</i> you know?" demanded mademoiselle.</p> + +<p>"No, that I don't," heartily spoke Cyril. "Do you suppose I watch him, +mademoiselle? He'd pretty soon pitch into me, if he caught me at that +game. I dare say he goes to billiards."</p> + +<p>The suggestion excited the ire of the governess. "He has been telling +you to say so!" she said, menace in every tone of her voice, every +gesture of her lifted hand.</p> + +<p>Cyril opened his eyes to their utmost width. He could not understand why +the governess should be asking him this, or why Herbert's movements +should concern her. "I know nothing at all about it," he answered; and, +so far, he spoke the truth. "I don't know that Herbert goes anywhere in +particular of an evening. If he does, he would not tell me."</p> + +<p>She laid her hand heavily on his shoulder; she brought her +face—terrible in its livid earnestness—almost into contact with his. +"Ecoutez, mon ami," she whispered to the amazed Cyril. "If you are going +to play this game with me, I will play one with you. Who wore the cloak +to that boucherie, and got the money?—who ripped out the écossais side +afterwards, leaving it all mangled and open? Think you, I don't know? +Ah, ha! Monsieur Cyril, you cannot play the farce with me!"</p> + +<p>Cyril's face turned ghastly, drops of sweat broke out over his forehead. +"Hush!" he cried, looking round in the instinct of terror, lest +listeners should be at hand.</p> + +<p>"Yes; you say, 'Hush!'" she resumed. "I will hush if you don't make me +speak. I have hushed ever since. You tell me what I want to know, and +I'll hush always."</p> + +<p>"Mademoiselle Varsini!" he cried, his manner too painfully earnest for +her to doubt now that he spoke the truth: "I declare that I know nothing +of Herbert's movements. I don't know where he goes or what he does. When +I told you I supposed he went to billiards, I said what I thought might +be the case. He may go to fifty places of an evening, for all I can +tell. Tell me what it is you want found out, and I will try and do it."</p> + +<p>Cyril was not one to play the spy on his brother; in fact, as he had +just classically observed to the young lady, Herbert would have "pitched +into" him, had he found him attempting it. And serve him right! But +Cyril saw that he was in her power; and that made all the difference. He +would now have tracked Herbert to the ends of the earth at her bidding.</p> + +<p>But she did not bid him. Quite the contrary. She took her hand from +Cyril's shoulder, opened the door, and said she did not want him any +longer. "It is no matter," cried she; "I wanted to learn something about +Monsieur Herbert, for a reason; but if you do not know it, let it pass. +It is no matter."</p> + +<p>Cyril departed; first of all lifting his cowardly face. It looked a +coward's then. "You'll keep counsel, mademoiselle?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. When people don't offend me, I don't offend them."</p> + +<p>She stood at the door after he had gone down, half in, half out of the +room, apparently in deep thought. Presently footsteps were heard coming +up, and she retreated and closed the door.</p> + +<p>They were those of Herbert. He went on to his room, remained there a few +minutes, and then came out again. Mademoiselle had the door ajar as he +descended. Her quick eye detected that he had been giving a few +finishing touches to his toilette—brushing his hair, pulling down his +wristbands, and various other little odds and ends of dandyism.</p> + +<p>"And you do that to play billiards!" nodded she, inwardly, as she looked +after him. "I'll see, monsieur."</p> + +<p>Upstairs with a soft step, went she, to her own chamber. She reached +from her box a long and loose dark-green cloak, similar to those worn by +the women of France and Flanders, and a black silk quilted bonnet. It +was her travelling attire, and she put it on now. Then she locked her +chamber door behind her, and slipped down into the dining-room, with as +soft a step as she had gone up.</p> + +<p>Passing out at the open window, she kept tolerably under cover of the +trees, and gained the road. It was quite dusk then, but she recognized +Herbert before her, walking with a quick step. She put on a quick step +also, keeping a safe distance between herself and him. He went through +the town, to the London road, and turned into Atterly's field. The +governess turned into it after him.</p> + +<p>There she stopped under the hedge, to reconnoitre. A few minutes, and +she could distinguish that he was joined by some young girl, whom he met +with every token of respect and confidence. A strange cry went forth on +the evening air.</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare was startled. "What noise was that?" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>Anna had heard nothing. "It must have been one of the lambs in the +field, Herbert."</p> + +<p>"It was more like a human voice in pain," observed Herbert. But they +heard no more.</p> + +<p>They began their usual walk—a few paces backward and forward, beneath +the most sheltered part of the hedge, Anna taking his arm. Mademoiselle +could see, as well as the darkness allowed her; but she could not hear. +Her face, peeping out of the shadowy bonnet, was not unlike the face of +a tiger.</p> + +<p>She crawled away. She had noticed as she turned into the field an iron +gate that led into the garden, which the hedge skirted. She crept round +to it, found it locked, and mounted it. It had spikes on the top, but +the signora would not have cared just then had she found herself +impaled. She got safe over it, and then considered how to reach the spot +where they stood without their hearing her.</p> + +<p>Would she be baffled? <i>She</i> be baffled! No. She stooped down, unlaced +her boots, and stole softly on in her stockings. And there she was! +almost as close to them as they were to each other.</p> + +<p>Where had the signora heard those gentle, timid tones before? A lovely +girl, looking little more than a child, in her modest Quaker dress, rose +to her mind's eye. She had seen her with Miss Ashley. She—the +signora—knelt down upon the earth, the better to catch what was said.</p> + +<p>"Listeners never hear any good of themselves." It is a proverb too often +exemplified, as the signora could have told that night. Herbert Dare was +accounting for his late appearance, which he laid to the charge of the +governess. He gave a description of the interview she had volunteered +him in the garden at home—more ludicrous, perhaps, than true, but +certainly not complimentary to the signora. Anna laughed; and the lady +on the other side gathered that this was not the first time she had +formed a topic of merriment between them. You should have seen her face. +<i>Pour plaisir</i>, as she herself might have said.</p> + +<p>She stayed out the interview. When it was over, and Herbert Dare had +departed, she put on her boots and mounted the gate again; but she was +not so agile this time, and a spike entered her wrist. Binding her +handkerchief round it, to arrest the blood, she returned to Pomeranian +Knoll.</p> + +<p>Five hundred questions were showered upon her when she entered the +drawing-room, looking calm and impassible as ever. Not a tress of her +elaborate braids of hair was out of place; not a fold awry in her dress. +Much wonder had been excited by her failing to appear at tea; Minny had +drummed a waltz on her chamber door, but mademoiselle would not open it, +and would not speak.</p> + +<p>"I cannot speak when I am lying down with those <i>vilaine</i> headaches," +remarked mademoiselle.</p> + +<p>"Have you a headache, mademoiselle?" asked Mrs. Dare. "Will you have a +cup of tea brought up?"</p> + +<p>Mademoiselle declined the tea. She was not thirsty.</p> + +<p>"What have you done to your wrist, mademoiselle?" called out Herbert, +who was stretched on a sofa, at the far end of the room.</p> + +<p>"My wrist? Oh, I scratched it."</p> + +<p>"How did you manage that?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, bah! it's nothing," responded mademoiselle.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIIB" id="CHAPTER_XXVIIB"></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + +<h3>THE QUARREL.</h3> + + +<p>It is grievous, when ill-feeling arises between brothers, that that +ill-feeling should be cherished instead of being subdued. But such was +the case with Anthony and Herbert Dare. By the time the sunny month of +May came in, matters had grown to such a height between them, that Mr. +Dare found himself compelled to interfere. It was beginning to make +things in the house uncomfortable. They would meet at meals, and not +only abstain from speaking to each other, but take every possible +opportunity of showing mutual and marked discourtesy. No positive +outbreak between them had as yet taken place in the presence of the +family: but it was only smouldering, and might be daily looked for.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare, so far as the original cause went, blamed his eldest son. +Undoubtedly Anthony had been solely in fault. It was a dishonourable, +ungenerous, unmanly act, to draw his brother into trouble, and to do it +plausibly and deceitfully. At the <i>present</i> stage of the affair, Mr. +Dare saw occasion to blame Herbert more than Anthony. "It is you who +keep up the ball, Herbert," he said to him. "If you would suffer the +matter to die away, Anthony would do so." "Of course he would," Herbert +replied. "He has served his turn, and would be glad that it should end +there."</p> + +<p>It was in vain that Mr. Dare talked to them. A dozen times did he +recommend them to "shake hands and make it up." Neither appeared +inclined to take the advice. Anthony was sullen. He would have been +content to let the affair drop quietly into oblivion: perhaps, as +Herbert said, had been glad that it should so drop; but, make the +slightest move towards it, he would not. Herbert openly said that <i>he'd</i> +not shake hands. If Anthony wanted ever to shake hands with him again, +let him pay up.</p> + +<p><i>There</i> lay the grievance; "paying up." The bills, not paid, were a +terrible thorn in the side of Herbert Dare. He was responsible, and he +knew not one hour from another but he might be arrested on them. To +soothe matters between his sons, Mr. Dare would willingly have taken the +charge of payment upon himself, but he had positively not the money to +do it with. In point of fact, Mr. Dare was growing seriously embarrassed +on his own score. He had had a great deal of trouble with his sons, with +Anthony in particular, and he had grown sick and tired of helping them +out of pecuniary difficulties. Still, he would have relieved Herbert of +this one nightmare, had it been in his power. Herbert had been deluded +into it, without any advantage to himself; therefore Mr. Dare had the +will, could he have managed it, to help him out. He told Herbert that he +would see what he could do after a while. The promise did not relieve +Herbert of present fears; neither did it restore peace between the +malcontents. Had Herbert been relieved of that particular embarrassment, +others would have remained to him; but that fact did not in the least +lessen his soreness, as to the point in question.</p> + +<p>It was an intensely hot day; far hotter than is usual at the season; and +the afternoon sun streamed full on the windows of Pomeranian Knoll, +suggesting thoughts of July, instead of May. A gay party—at any rate, a +party dressed in gay attire—were crossing the hall to enter a carriage +that waited at the door. Mr. Dare, Mrs. Dare, and Adelaide. Mrs. Dare +had always been given to gay attire, and her daughters had inherited her +taste. They were going to dine at a friend's house, a few miles' +distance from Helstonleigh. The invitation was for seven o'clock. It was +now striking six, the dinner-hour at Mr. Dare's.</p> + +<p>Minny, looking half melted, had perched herself upon the end of the +balustrades to watch the departure.</p> + +<p>"You'll fall, child," said Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>Minny laughed, and said there was no danger of her falling. She wondered +what her father would think if he saw her sometimes at her gymnastics on +the balustrades, taking a sweeping slide from the top to the bottom. She +generally contrived that he should not see her; or mademoiselle either. +Mademoiselle had caught sight of the performance once, and had given her +a whole French fable to learn by way of punishment.</p> + +<p>"Are we to have strawberries for dinner, mamma?" asked Minny.</p> + +<p>"You will have what I have thought proper to order," replied Mrs. Dare +rather sharply. She was feeling hot and cross. Something had put her out +while dressing.</p> + +<p>"I think you might wait for strawberries until they are ripe in our own +garden; not buy them regardless of cost," interposed Mr. Dare, speaking +for the general benefit, but not to any one in particular.</p> + +<p>Minny dropped the subject. "Your dress is turned up, Adelaide," said +she.</p> + +<p>Adelaide looked languidly behind her, and a maid, who had followed them +down, advanced and put right the refractory dress: a handsome dress of +pink silk, glistening with its own richness. At that moment Anthony +entered the hall. He had just come home to dinner, and looked in a very +bad humour.</p> + +<p>"How late you'll be!" he cried.</p> + +<p>"Not at all. We shall drive there in an hour."</p> + +<p>They swept out at the door, Mrs. Dare and Adelaide. Mr. Dare was about +to follow them when a sudden thought appeared to strike him, and he +turned back and addressed Anthony.</p> + +<p>"You young men take care that you don't get quarrelling with each other. +Do you hear, Anthony?"</p> + +<p>"I hear," ungraciously replied Anthony, not turning to speak, but +continuing his way up to his dressing-room. He probably regarded the +injunction with contempt, for it was too much in Anthony Dare's nature +so to regard all advice, of whatever kind. Nevertheless it had been well +that he had given heed to it. It had been well that that last word to +his father had been one of affection!</p> + +<p>Dinner was served. Anthony, in the absence of Mr. and Mrs. Dare, took +the head. Rosa, with a show of great parade and ceremony, assumed the +seat opposite to him and said she should be mistress. Minny responded +that Rosa was not going to be mistress over her, and the governess +desired Miss Rosa not to talk so loudly. Rather derogatory checks, +these, to the dignity of a "mistress."</p> + +<p>Herbert was not at table. Irregular as the young Dares were in many of +their habits, they were generally home to dinner. Minny wondered aloud +where Herbert was. Anthony replied that he was "skulking."</p> + +<p>"Skulking!" echoed Minny.</p> + +<p>"Yes, skulking," angrily repeated Anthony. "He left the office at three +o'clock, and has never been near it since. And the governor left at +four!" he added, in a tone that seemed to say he considered that also a +grievance.</p> + +<p>"Where did Herbert go to?" asked Rosa.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," responded Anthony. "I only know that I had a double +share of work to do."</p> + +<p>Anthony Dare was no friend to work. And having had to do a little more +than he would have done had Herbert remained at his post, had +considerably aggravated his temper.</p> + +<p>"Why should Monsieur Herbert go away and leave you his work to do?" +inquired the governess, lifting her eyes from her plate to Anthony.</p> + +<p>"I shall take care to ask him why," returned Anthony.</p> + +<p>"It is not fair that he should," continued mademoiselle. "I would not +have done it for him, Monsieur Anthony."</p> + +<p>"Neither should I, had I not been obliged," said Anthony, not in the +least relaxing from his ill-humour, either in looks or tone. "It was +work that had to be done before post-time, and one of our clerks is away +on business to-day."</p> + +<p>Dinner proceeded to its close. Joseph hesitated, unwilling to remove the +cloth. "Is it to be left for Mr. Herbert?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"No!" imperiously answered Anthony. "If he cannot come in for dinner, +dinner shall not be kept for him."</p> + +<p>"Cook is keeping the things by the fire, sir."</p> + +<p>"Then tell her to save herself the trouble."</p> + +<p>So the cloth was removed, and dessert put on. To Minny's inexpressible +disappointment it turned out that there were no strawberries. This put +<i>her</i> into an ill-humour, and she left the table and the room, declaring +she would not touch anything else. Mademoiselle Varsini called her back, +and ordered her to her seat; she would not permit so great a breach of +discipline. Cyril and George, who were not under mademoiselle's control, +gulped down a glass of wine, and hastened out to keep an engagement. It +was a very innocent one; a cricket match had been organized for the +evening, by some of the old college boys; and Cyril and George were +amongst the players. It has never been mentioned that Mr. Ashley, in his +strict sense of justice, had allowed Cyril the privilege of spending his +evenings at home five nights in the week, as he did to William +Halliburton.</p> + +<p>The rest remained at table. Minny, per force; Rosa, to take an unlimited +quantity of oranges; Mademoiselle Varsini, because it was the custom to +remain. But mademoiselle soon rose and withdrew with her pupils; Anthony +was not showing himself a particularly sociable companion. He had not +touched any dessert; but seemed to be drinking a good deal of wine.</p> + +<p>As they were going out of the room, Herbert bustled in. "Now then, take +care!" cried he, for Minny, paying little attention to her movements, +had gone full tilt at him.</p> + +<p>"Oh! Herbert, can't you see?" cried she, dolefully rubbing her head. +"What made you so late? Dinner's gone away."</p> + +<p>"It can be brought in again," replied Herbert carelessly. "Comme il est +chaud! n'est-ce pas, mademoiselle?"</p> + +<p>This last was addressed to the governess. Rosa screamed with laughter at +his bad French, and mademoiselle smiled. "You get on in French as you do +in Italian, Monsieur Herbert," cried she. "And that is what you +call—backward."</p> + +<p>Herbert laughed good-humouredly. He did not know what particular mistake +he had made; truth to say, he did not care. They withdrew, and he rang +the bell for his dinner.</p> + +<p>"Mind, Herbert," cried Minny, putting in her head again at the door, +"papa said you were not to quarrel."</p> + +<p>Better, perhaps, that she had not said it! Who can tell?</p> + +<p>The brothers remained alone. Anthony sullen, and, as yet, silent. He +appeared to have emptied the port wine decanter, and to be beginning +upon the sherry! Herbert strolled past him; supreme indifference in his +manner—some might have said contempt—and stood just outside the +window, whistling.</p> + +<p>You have not forgotten that this dining-room window opened to the +ground. The apartment was long and somewhat narrow, the window large and +high, and opening in the centre, after the manner of a French one. The +door was at one end of the room; the window at the other.</p> + +<p>Anthony was in too quarrelsome a mood to remain silent long. He began +the skirmish by demanding what Herbert meant by absenting himself from +the office for the afternoon, and where he had been to. His resentful +tones, his authoritative words, were not calculated to win a very civil +answer.</p> + +<p>They did not win one from Herbert. <i>His</i> tones were resentful, too; his +words were coolly aggravating. Anthony was not his master; when he was, +he might, perhaps, answer him. Such was their purport.</p> + +<p>A hot interchange of words ensued. Nothing more. Anthony remained at the +table; Herbert, half in, half out of the window, leaned against its +frame. When Joseph returned to put things in readiness for Herbert's +dinner, they had subsided into quietness. It was only a lull in the +storm.</p> + +<p>Joseph placed the dessert nearer Anthony's end of the table, and laid +the cloth across the other end. Herbert came into the room. "What a time +you are with dinner, Joseph!" cried he. "One would think it was being +cooked over again."</p> + +<p>"Cook's warming it, sir."</p> + +<p>"Warming it!" echoed Herbert. "Why couldn't she keep it warm? She might +be sure I should be home to dinner."</p> + +<p>"She was keeping it warm, sir; but Mr. Anthony ordered it to be put +away."</p> + +<p>Now, the man had really no intention of making mischief when he said +this: that it might cause ill-feeling between the brothers never crossed +his mind. He was only anxious that he and the cook should stand free +from blame; for the young Dares, when displeased with the servants, were +not in the habit of sparing them. Herbert turned to Anthony.</p> + +<p>"What business have you to interfere with my dinner? Or with anything +else that concerns me?"</p> + +<p>"I choose to make it my business," insolently retorted Anthony.</p> + +<p>At this juncture Joseph left the room. He had laid the cloth, and had +nothing more to stay for. Better perhaps that he had remained! Surely +they would not have proceeded to extremities, the brothers, before their +servant! In a short time, sounds, as if both were in a terrible state of +fury, resounded through the house from the dining-room. The sounds did +not reach the kitchen, which was partially detached from the house; but +the young ladies heard them, and came running out of the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>The governess was in the school-room. The noise penetrated even there. +She also came forth, and saw her two pupils extended over the +balustrades, listening. At any other time mademoiselle would have +reproved them: now she crept down and leaned over in company.</p> + +<p>"What can be the matter?" whispered she.</p> + +<p>"Papa told them not to quarrel!" was all the answer, uttered by Minny.</p> + +<p>It was a terrible quarrel—there was little doubt of that; no child's +play. Passionate bursts of fury rose incessantly, now from one, now from +the other, now from both. Hot recrimination; words that were not suited +to unaccustomed ears—or to any ears, for the matter of that—rose high +and loud. The governess turned pale, and Minny burst into tears.</p> + +<p>"Some one ought to go into the room," said Rosa. "Minny, you go! Tell +them to be quiet."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid," replied Minny.</p> + +<p>"So am I."</p> + +<p>A fearful sound: an explosion louder than all the rest. A noise as if +some heavy weight had been thrown down. Had it come to blows? Minny +shrieked, and at the same moment Joseph was seen coming along with a +tray, Herbert's dinner upon it.</p> + +<p>His presence seemed to bring with it a sense of courage, and Rosa and +Minny flew down followed by the governess. Herbert had been knocked down +by Anthony. He was gathering himself up when Joseph opened the door. +Gathering himself up in a tempest of passion, his white face a livid +fury, as he caught hold of a knife from the table and rushed upon +Anthony.</p> + +<p>But Joseph was too quick for him. The man dashed his tray on the table, +seized Herbert, and turned the uplifted knife downwards. "For Heaven's +sake, sir, recollect yourself!" said he.</p> + +<p>Recollect himself then? No. Persons, who put themselves into that mad +state of passion, cannot "recollect" themselves. Joseph kept his hold, +and the dining-room resounded with shrieks and sobs. They proceeded from +Rosa and Minny. They pulled their brothers by the coats, they implored, +they entreated. The women servants came flying from the kitchen, and the +Italian governess asked the two gentlemen in French whether they were +not ashamed of themselves.</p> + +<p>Perhaps they were. At any rate the quarrel was, for the time, ended. +Herbert flung the knife upon the table and turned his white face upon +his brother.</p> + +<p>"Take care of yourself, though!" cried he, in marked tones: "I swear you +shall have it yet."</p> + +<p>They pulled Anthony out of the room, Rosa and Minny; or it is difficult +to say what rejoinder he might have made, or how violently the quarrel +might have been renewed. It was certain that he had taken more wine than +was good for him; and that, generally speaking, did not improve the +temper of Anthony Dare. Mademoiselle Varsini walked by his side, talking +volubly in French. Whether she was sympathizing or scolding, Anthony did +not know. Not particularly bright at understanding French at the best of +times, even when spoken slowly, he could not, in his present excitement, +catch the meaning of a single word. Entering the drawing-room, he threw +himself upon the sofa, intending to smooth down his ruffled plumage by +taking a nap.</p> + +<p>Herbert meanwhile had remained in the dining-room, smoothing down <i>his</i> +ruffled plumage. Joseph and the cook were bending over the <i>débris</i> on +the carpet. When Joseph dashed down his tray on the table, a dish of +potatoes had bounded off; both dish and potatoes thereby coming to +grief. Herbert sat down and made an excellent dinner. He was not of a +sullen temper; and, unlike Anthony, the affair once over he was soon +himself again. Should they come into contact again directly, there was +no saying how it would end or what might ensue. His dinner over, he went +by-and-by to the drawing-room. Joseph had just entered, and was arousing +Anthony from the sleep he had dropped into. "One of the waiters from the +Star-and-Garter has come, sir. He says Lord Hawkesley has sent him to +say that the gentlemen are waiting for you."</p> + +<p>"I can't go, tell him," responded Anthony, speaking as he looked, +thoroughly out of sorts. "I am not going out to-night. Here! Joseph!" +for the man was turning away with the message.</p> + +<p>"Sir?"</p> + +<p>"Take these, and bring me my slippers."</p> + +<p>"These" were his boots, which he, not very politely, kicked off in the +ladies' presence, and sent flying after Joseph. The man stooped to pick +them up and was carrying them away.</p> + +<p>"Here!—what a hurry you are in!" began Anthony again. "Take lights up +to my chamber, and the brandy, and some cold water. I shall make myself +comfortable there for the night. This room's unbearable, with its +present company."</p> + +<p>The last was a shaft levelled at Herbert. He did not retort, for a +wonder. In fact, Anthony afforded little time for it. Before the words +had well left his lips, he had left the room. Herbert began to whistle; +its very tone insolent.</p> + +<p>It appeared almost certain that the unpleasantness was not yet over; and +Rosa audibly wished her papa was at home. Joseph carried to Anthony's +room what he required, and then brought the tea to the drawing-room. +Herbert said he should take tea with them. It was rather unusual for him +to do so; it was very unusual for Anthony not to go out. Their sisters +felt sure that they were only staying in to renew hostilities; and again +Rosa almost passionately wished for the presence of her father.</p> + +<p>It was dusk by the time tea was over. Herbert rose to leave the room. +"Where are you going?" cried mademoiselle sharply after him.</p> + +<p>"That's my business," he replied, not in too conciliatory a tone. +Perhaps he thought the question proceeded from one of his sisters, for +he was outside the door when it reached him.</p> + +<p>"He is going into Anthony's room!" cried Rosa, turning pale, as they +heard him run upstairs. "Oh, mademoiselle! what can be done? I think +I'll call Joseph."</p> + +<p>"Hush!" cried mademoiselle. "Wait you here. I will go and see."</p> + +<p>She stole out of the room and up the stairs, intending to reconnoitre. +But she had no time to do so. Herbert was coming down again, and she +could only slip inside the school-room door, and peep out. He had +evidently been upstairs for his cloak, for he was putting it on as he +descended.</p> + +<p>"The cloak on a hot night like this!" said mademoiselle mentally. "He +must want to disguise himself!"</p> + +<p>She stopped to listen. Joseph had come up the stairs, bringing something +to Anthony, and Herbert arrested him, speaking in low tones.</p> + +<p>"Don't make any mistake to-night about the dining-room window, Joseph. I +can't think how you could have been so stupid last night!"</p> + +<p>"Sir, I assure you I left it undone, as usual," replied Joseph. "It must +have been master who fastened it."</p> + +<p>"Well, take care that it does not occur again," said Herbert. "I expect +to be in between ten and eleven; but I may be later, and I don't want to +ring you up again."</p> + +<p>Herbert went swiftly downstairs and out, choosing to depart by the way, +as it appeared, that he intended to enter—the dining-room window. +Joseph proceeded to Anthony's chamber: and the governess returned to her +frightened pupils in the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>"A la bonne heure!" she said to them. "Monsieur Herbert has gone out, +and I heard him say to Joseph that he had gone for the evening."</p> + +<p>"Then it's all safe!" cried Minny. And she began dancing round the room. +"Mademoiselle, how pale you look!"</p> + +<p>Mademoiselle had sat down in her place before the tea-tray, and was +leaning her cheek upon her hand. She was certainly looking unusually +pale. "Enough to make me!" she said, in answer to Minny. "If there were +to be this disturbance often in the house, I would not stop in it for +double my <i>appointements</i>. It has given me one of those <i>vilaine</i> +headaches, and I think I shall go to bed. You will not be afraid to stay +up alone, mesdemoiselles?"</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to be afraid of now," promptly answered Rosa, who had +far rather be without her governess's company than with it. "Don't sit +up for us, mademoiselle."</p> + +<p>"Then I will go at once," said mademoiselle. And she wished them good +night, and retired to her chamber.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="PART_THE_THIRD" id="PART_THE_THIRD"></a>PART THE THIRD.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IC" id="CHAPTER_IC"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<h3>ANNA LYNN'S DILEMMA.</h3> + + +<p>It was a lovely evening. One of those warm, still evenings that May +sometimes brings us, when gnats hum in the air, and the trees are at +rest. The day had been intensely hot: the evening was little less so, +and Anna Lynn leaned over the gate of their garden, striving to catch +what of freshness there might be in the coming night. The garish day was +fading into moonlight; the distant Malvern hills grew fainter and +fainter on the view; the little lambs in the field—growing into great +lambs now, some of them—had long lain down to rest; and the Thursday +evening bells came chiming pleasantly on the ear from Helstonleigh.</p> + +<p>"How late he is to-night!" murmured Anna. "If he does not come soon, I +shall not be able to stay out."</p> + +<p>Even as the words passed her lips, a faint movement might be +distinguished in the obscurity of the night, telling of the advent of +Herbert Dare. Anna looked round to see that the windows were clear from +prying eyes, and went forth to meet him.</p> + +<p>He had halted at the usual place, under cover of the hedge. The hedge of +sweetbriar, skirting that side garden into which Signora Varsini had +made good her <i>entrée</i>, in the gratification of her curiosity. A shaded +walk and a quiet one: very little fear there, of overlookers.</p> + +<p>"Herbert, thee art late!" cried Anna.</p> + +<p>"A good thing I was able to come at all," responded Herbert, taking +Anna's arm within his own. "I thought at one time I must have remained +at home, to chastise my brother Anthony."</p> + +<p>"Chastise thy brother Anthony!" repeated Anna in astonishment.</p> + +<p>Herbert, for the first time, told her of the unpleasantness that existed +between his brother and himself. He did not mention the precise cause; +but simply said Anthony had behaved ill to him, and drawn down upon him +trouble and vexation. Anna was all sympathy. Had Herbert told her the +offence had lain on his side, not on Anthony's, her entire sympathy had +still been his. She deemed Herbert everything that was good and great +and worthy. Anthony—what little she knew of him—she did not like.</p> + +<p>"Herbert, maybe he will be striking thee in secret, when thee art +unprepared."</p> + +<p>"Let him!" carelessly replied Herbert. "I can strike again. I am +stronger than he is. I know one thing: either he or I must leave my +father's house and take lodgings; we can't remain in it together."</p> + +<p>"It would be he to leave, would it not, Herbert? Thy father would not be +so unjust as to turn thee out for thy brother's fault."</p> + +<p>"I don't know about that," said Herbert. "I expect it is I who would +have to go. Anthony is the eldest, and my mother's favourite."</p> + +<p>Anna lifted her hand, in her innocent surprise. Anthony the favourite by +the side of Herbert? She could not understand how so great an anomaly +could exist.</p> + +<p>Interested in the topic, the time slipped on. During a moment of +silence, when they had halted in their walk, they heard what was called +the ten o'clock bell strike out from Helstonleigh: a bell that boomed +out over the city every night for ten minutes before ten o'clock. The +sound startled Anna. She had indeed overstayed her time.</p> + +<p>"One moment, Anna!" cried Herbert, as she was preparing to fly off. +"There can't be any such hurry. Hester will not be going to bed yet, on +a hot night like this. I wanted you to return me that book, if you have +done with it. It is not mine, and I have been asked for it."</p> + +<p>Truth to say, Anna would be glad to return it. The book was Moore's +"Lalla Rookh," and Anna had been upon thorns all the time she had been +reading it, lest by some unlucky mishap it might reach the eyes of +Patience. <i>She</i> thought it everything that was beautiful; she had read +pages of it over and over again; they wore for her a strange +enchantment; but she had a shrewd suspicion that neither book nor +reading would be approved by Patience.</p> + +<p>"I'll bring it out to thee at once, Herbert, if I can," she hastily +said. "If not, I will give it thee to-morrow evening."</p> + +<p>"Not so fast, young lady," said Herbert, laughing, and detaining her. +"You may not come back again. I'll wish you good night now."</p> + +<p>"Nay, please thee let me go! What will Hester say to me?"</p> + +<p>Scarcely giving a moment to the adieu, Anna sped with swift feet to the +garden gate. But the moment she was within the barrier, and had turned +the key, she began—little dissembler that she was!—to step on slowly, +in a careless, <i>nonchalant</i> manner, looking up at the sky, turning her +head to the trees, in no more hurry apparently than if bedtime were +three hours off. She had seen Hester Dell standing at the house door.</p> + +<p>"Child," said Hester gravely, "thee shouldst not stay out so late as +this."</p> + +<p>"It is so warm a night, Hester!"</p> + +<p>"But thee shouldst not be beyond the premises. Patience would not like +it. It is past thy bedtime, too. Patience's sleeping-draught has not +come," she added, turning to another subject.</p> + +<p>"Her sleeping-draught not come!" repeated Anna in surprise.</p> + +<p>"It has not. I have been expecting the boy to knock every minute, or I +should have come to see after thee. Friend Parry may have forgotten it."</p> + +<p>"Why, of course he must have forgotten it," said Anna, inwardly +promising the boy a sixpence for his forgetfulness. "The medicine always +comes in the morning. Will Patience sleep without it?"</p> + +<p>"I fear me not. What dost thee think? Suppose I were to run for it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, do, Hester."</p> + +<p>They went in, Hester closing the back door and locking it. She put on +her shawl and bonnet, and was going out at the front door when the clock +struck ten.</p> + +<p>"It is ten o'clock, child," she said to Anna. "Thee go to bed. Thee +needst not sit up. I'll take the latch-key with me and let myself in."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Hester! I don't want to go to bed yet," returned Anna fretfully. +"It is like a summer's evening."</p> + +<p>"But thee hadst better, child," urged Hester. "Patience has been angry +with me once or twice, saying I suffer thee to sit up late. A pretty +budget she will be telling thy father on his return! Thee go to bed. Thy +candle is ready here on the slab. Good night."</p> + +<p>Hester departed, shutting fast the door, and carrying with her the +latch-key. Anna, fully convinced that friend Parry's forgetfulness, or +the boy's, must have been designed as a special favour to herself, went +softly into the best parlour to take the book out of her pretty +work-table.</p> + +<p>But the room was dark, and Anna could not find her keys. She believed +she had left her keys on the top of this very work-table; but feel as +she would she could not place her hands upon them. With a word of +impatience, lest, with all her hurry, Herbert Dare should be gone before +she could return to him with the book, she went to the kitchen, lighted +the chamber candle spoken of by Hester as placed ready for her use, and +carried it into the parlour.</p> + +<p>Her keys were found on the mantel-piece. She unlocked the drawer, took +from it the book, blew out the candle, and ran through the garden to the +field.</p> + +<p>Another minute, and Herbert would have left. He was turning away. In +truth, he had not in the least expected to see Anna back again. "Then +you have been able to come!" he exclaimed, in his surprise.</p> + +<p>"Hester is gone out," explained Anna. "Friend Parry has forgotten to +send Patience's medicine, and Hester has gone for it. Herbert, thee only +think! But for Hester's expecting Parry's boy to knock at the door, she +would have come out here searching for me! She said she would. I must +never forget the time again. There's the book, and thank thee. I am +sorry and yet glad to give it thee back."</p> + +<p>"Is that not a paradox?" asked Herbert, with a smile. "I do not know why +you should be either sorry or glad: to be both seems inexplicable."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to lose it: it is the most charming book I have read, and +but for Patience I should like to have kept it for ever," returned Anna +with enthusiasm. "But I always felt afraid of Hester's finding it and +carrying it up to Patience. Patience would be angry; and she might tell +my father. That is why I am glad to give it back to thee."</p> + +<p>"Why did you not lock it up?" asked Herbert.</p> + +<p>"I did lock it up. I locked it in my work-table drawer. But I forget to +put my keys in my pocket; I leave them about anywhere. I should have +been out with it sooner, but that I could not find the keys."</p> + +<p>Anna was in no momentary hurry to run in now. Hester was safe for full +twenty minutes to come, therefore her haste need not be so great. She +knew that it was past her bedtime, and that Patience would be wondering +(unless by great good-fortune Patience should have dropped asleep) why +she did not go in to wish her good night. But these reflections Anna +conveniently ignored, in the charm of remaining longer to talk about the +book. She told Herbert that she had been copying the engravings, but she +must put the drawings in some safe place before Patience was about +again. "Tell me the time, please," she suddenly said, bringing her +chatter to a standstill.</p> + +<p>Herbert took out his watch, and held its face towards the moon. "It is +twelve minutes past ten."</p> + +<p>"Then I must be going in," said Anna. "She could be back in twenty +minutes, and she must not find me out again."</p> + +<p>Herbert turned with her, and walked to the gate; pacing slowly, both of +them, and talking still. He turned in at the gate with her, and Anna +made no demur. No fear of his being seen. Patience was as safe in bed as +if she had been chained there, and Hester could not be back quite yet. +Arrived at the door, closed as Anna had left it, Herbert put out his +hand. "I suppose I must bid you a final good night now, Anna," he said +in low tones.</p> + +<p>"That thee must. I have to come down the garden again to lock the gate +after thee. And Hester may not be more than three or four minutes +longer. Good night to thee, Herbert."</p> + +<p>"Let me see that it is all safe for you, against you do go in," said +Herbert, laying his hand on the handle of the door to open it.</p> + +<p>To open it? Nay: he could not open it. The handle resisted his efforts. +"Did you lock it, Anna?"</p> + +<p>Anna smiled at what she thought his awkwardness. "Thee art turning it +the wrong way, Herbert. See!"</p> + +<p>He withdrew his hand to give place to hers, and she turned the handle +softly and gently the contrary way; that is, she essayed to turn it. But +it would not turn for her, any more than it had turned for Herbert Dare. +A sick feeling of terror rushed over Anna, as a conviction of the truth +grew upon her. Hester Dell had returned, and she was locked out!</p> + +<p>In good truth, it was no less a calamity. Hester Dell had not gone far +from the door on her errand, when she met the doctor's boy with his +basket, hastening up with the medicine. "I was just coming after it," +said Hester to him. "Whatever brings thee so late?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Parry was called out this morning before he had time to make it up, +and he has only just come home," was the boy's reply.</p> + +<p>"Better late than never," he somewhat saucily added.</p> + +<p>"Well, so it is," acquiesced Hester, who rarely gave anything but a meek +retort. And she turned back home, letting herself in with the latch-key. +The house appeared precisely as she had left it, except that Anna's +candle had disappeared from the mahogany slab in the passage. "That's +right! the child's gone to bed," soliloquised she.</p> + +<p>She proceeded to go to bed herself. The Quaker's was an early household. +All Hester had to do now, was to give Patience her sleeping-draught. +"Let me see," continued Hester, still in soliloquy, "I think I did lock +the back door."</p> + +<p>To make sure, she tried the key and found it was not locked. Rather +wondering, for she certainly thought she <i>had</i> locked it, but dismissing +the subject the next minute from her thoughts, she locked it now and +took the key out. Then she continued her way up to Patience. Patience, +lying there lonely and dull with her night-light, turned her eyes on +Hester.</p> + +<p>"Did thee think we had forgotten thee, Patience? Parry has been out all +day, the boy says, and the physic is but this minute come."</p> + +<p>"Where's Anna?" inquired Patience.</p> + +<p>"She is gone to bed."</p> + +<p>"Why did she not come to me as usual?"</p> + +<p>"Did she not come?" asked Hester.</p> + +<p>"I have seen nothing of her all the evening."</p> + +<p>"Maybe she thought thee'd be dozing," observed Hester, bringing forward +the sleeping-draught which she had been pouring into a wine-glass. She +said no more. Her private opinion was that Anna had purposely abstained +from the visit lest she should receive a scolding for going to bed late, +her usual hour being half-past nine. Neither did Patience say any more. +She was feeling that Anna might be a little less ungrateful. She took +the draught, and Hester went to bed.</p> + +<p>And poor Anna? To describe her dismay, her consternation, would be a +useless attempt. The doors were fast—the windows were fast also. +Herbert Dare essayed to soothe her, but she would not be soothed. She +sat down on the step of the back door and cried bitterly: all her +apprehension being for the terrible scolding she should have from +Patience, were it found out; the worse than scolding if Patience told +her father.</p> + +<p>To give Herbert Dare his due, he felt truly vexed at the dilemma for +Anna's sake. Could he have let her in by getting down a chimney himself, +or in any other impromptu way, and so opened the door for her, he would +have done it. "Don't cry, Anna," he entreated, "don't cry! I'll take +care of you. Nothing shall harm you. I'll not go away."</p> + +<p>The more he talked, the more she cried. Very like a little child. Had +Herbert Dare known how to break the glass without noise he would have +taken out a pane in the kitchen window, and so reached the fastening and +opened it. Anna, in worse terror than ever, begged him not to attempt +it. It would be sure to arouse Hester.</p> + +<p>"But you'll be so cold, child, staying here all night!" he urged. "You +are shivering now."</p> + +<p>Anna was shivering: shivering with vexation and fear. Herbert thought it +would be better that he should boldly knock up Hester; and he suggested +it: nay, he pressed it. But the proposal sounded more alarming to Anna +than any that had gone before it. It seemed that there was nothing to be +done.</p> + +<p>How long she sat there, crying and shivering and refusing to be +comforted or to hear reason, she could not tell. Half the night, it +seemed. But Anna, you must remember, was counting time by her own state +of mind, not by the clock. Suddenly a bright thought, as a ray of light, +flashed into her brain.</p> + +<p>"There's the pantry window," she cried, arresting her tears. "How could +I ever have forgotten it? There is no glass, and thee art strong enough +to push in the wire."</p> + +<p>This pantry window Herbert Dare had known nothing about. It was at the +side of the house, thickly surrounded by shrubs; a square window frame, +protected by wire. He fought his way to it amidst the shrubs; but to get +in proved a work of time and difficulty. The window was at some height +from the ground, the wire was strong. Anna sat on the door-step, never +stirring, leaving him to get in if he could, her tears falling, and +terrific visions of Patience's anger chasing each other through her +mind. And the night went on.</p> + +<p>"Anna!"</p> + +<p>She could have shouted forth a cry of delight as she leaped up. He had +entered, had found his way to the kitchen window, had gently raised it, +and was softly calling to her. Some little difficulty still, but with +Herbert's assistance she was safely landed, a great tear in her dress +the only damage. He had managed to obtain a light by means of some +fusees in his pocket, and had lighted a candle. Anna sat down on a +chair, her face radiant through her tears. "How shall I ever thank +thee?"</p> + +<p>He was looking at his fingers with a half-serious, half-mocking +expression of dismay. The wire had torn them in many places, and they +were bleeding. "I could have got in quicker had I forced the wire out in +the middle," he observed, "but that would have told tales. I pushed it +away from the side, and have pushed it back again into its place as well +as I could. Perhaps it may escape notice."</p> + +<p>"How shall I ever thank thee?" was all Anna could repeat in her +gratitude.</p> + +<p>"Now you know what you must do, Anna," said he. "I am going to jump out +through the window, and be off home. You must shut it and fasten it +after me: I'd shut it myself, after I'm out, but that these stains on my +fingers would be transferred to the frame. And when you leave the +kitchen, remember to turn the key of the door outside. I found it +turned. Do you understand? And now farewell, my little locked-out +princess. Don't say I have not worked wonders for you, as the good +spirits do in the fairy tales."</p> + +<p>She caught his hand in her glad delight. She looked at him with a face +full of gratitude. Herbert Dare bent down and took a kiss from the +up-turned face. Perhaps he thought he had fairly earned the reward. Then +he proceeded to swing himself through the window, feeling delighted that +he had been able to free Anna from her dilemma.</p> + +<p>Before Helstonleigh arose next morning, a startling report was +circulating through the city, the very air teeming with it. A report +that Anthony Dare had been killed in the night by his brother Herbert.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IIC" id="CHAPTER_IIC"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<h3>COMMOTION.</h3> + + +<p>The streets of Helstonleigh, lying so still and quiet in the moonlight, +were broken in upon by the noisy sound of a carriage, bowling through +them. A carriage that was abroad late. It wanted very little of the time +when the church clocks would boom out the two hours after midnight. +Time, surely, for all sober people to be in bed!</p> + +<p>The carriage contained Mr. Dare, his wife and daughter. They went, as +you may remember, to a dinner party in the country. The dinner was +succeeded by an evening gathering, and it was nearly one o'clock when +they left the house to return. It wanted only five minutes to two when +the carriage stopped at their own home, and sleepy Joseph opened the +door to them.</p> + +<p>"All in bed?" asked Mr. Dare, as he bustled into the hall.</p> + +<p>"I believe so, sir," answered Joseph, as carelessly as he could speak. +Mr. Dare, he was aware, alluded to his sons; and not being by any means +sure upon the point, Joseph was willing to escape further questioning.</p> + +<p>Two of the maids came forward—the lady's maid, as she was called in the +family, and Betsy. Betsy was no other than our old friend Betsy Carter: +once the little maid-of-all-work at Mrs. Halliburton's; risen now to be +a very fine housemaid at Mrs. Dare's. They had sat up to attend upon +Mrs. Dare and Adelaide.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare had been for a long while in the habit of smoking a pipe before +he went to bed. He would have told you that he could not do without it. +If business or pleasure took him out, he must have his pipe when he +returned, however late it might be.</p> + +<p>"How hot it is!" he exclaimed, throwing back his coat. "Leave the hall +door open, Joseph: I'll sit outside. Bring me my pipe."</p> + +<p>Joseph looked for the pipe in its appointed resting-place, and could not +see it. It was a small, handsome pipe, silver-mounted, with an amber +mouth-piece. The tobacco-jar was there, but Joseph could see nothing of +the pipe.</p> + +<p>"Law! I remember!" exclaimed Betsy. "Master left it in the dining-room +last night, and I put it under the sideboard when I was doing the room +this morning, intending to bring it away. I'll go and get it."</p> + +<p>Taking the candle from Joseph's hand, she turned hastily into the +dining-room. Not, however, as hastily as she came out of it. She rushed +out, uttering a succession of piercing shrieks, and seized upon Joseph. +The shrieks echoed through the house, upstairs and down, and Mr. Dare +came in.</p> + +<p>"Why, what on earth's the matter, girl?" cried he. "Have you seen a +ghost?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, sir! Oh, Joseph, don't let go of me; Mr. Anthony's lying in there, +dead!"</p> + +<p>"Don't be a simpleton," responded Mr. Dare, staring at Betsy.</p> + +<p>Joseph gave a rather less complimentary reprimand, and shook the girl +off. But suddenly, even as the words left his lips, there rose up before +his mind's eye the vision of the past evening: the quarrel, the threats, +the violence between Anthony and Herbert. A strange apprehension seated +itself in the man's mind.</p> + +<p>"Be still, you donkey!" he whispered to Betsy, his voice scarcely +audible, his manner subdued. "I'll go in and see."</p> + +<p>Taking the candle, he went into the dining-room. Mr. Dare followed. The +worst thought that occurred to Mr. Dare was, that Anthony might have +taken more wine than was good for him, and had fallen down, helpless, in +the dining-room. Unhappily, Anthony had been known so to transgress. +Only a week or two before——but let that pass: it has nothing to do +with us now.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare followed Joseph in. At the upper end of the room, near the +window, lay some one on the ground. It was surely Anthony. He was lying +on his side, his head thrown back, his face up-turned. A ghastly face, +which sent poor Joseph's pulses bounding on with a terrible fear as he +looked down at it. The same face which had scared Betsy when <i>she</i> +looked down.</p> + +<p>"He is stark dead!" whispered Joseph, with a shiver, to Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare, his own life-blood seeming to have stopped, bent over his son +by the light of the candle. Anthony appeared to be not only dead, but +cold. In his terrible shock, his agitation, he still remembered that it +was well, if possible, to spare the sight to his wife and daughter. Mrs. +Dare and Adelaide, alarmed by Betsy's screams, had run downstairs, and +were now hastening into the room.</p> + +<p>"Go back! go back!" cried Mr. Dare, fencing them away with his hands. +"Adelaide, you must not come in! Julia," he added to his wife, in tones +of imploring entreaty, "go upstairs, and keep back Adelaide."</p> + +<p>He half led, half pushed them across the hall. Mrs. Dare had never in +all her life seen his face as she saw it now—a face of terror. She +caught the fear; vaguely enough, it must be confessed, for she had not +heard Anthony's name, as yet, mentioned in connection with it.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" she asked, holding on by the balustrades. "What is there +in the dining-room?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know what it is," replied Mr. Dare, from between his white +lips. "Go upstairs! Adelaide, go up with your mother."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare was stopped by more screams. Whilst he was preventing immediate +terror to his wife and daughter, the lady's maid, her curiosity excited +beyond repression, had slipped into the dining-room, and peeped over +Joseph's shoulder. What she had expected to see she perhaps could not +have stated; what she did see was so far worse than her wildest fears, +that she lost sense of everything, except the moment's fear; and shriek +after shriek echoed from her.</p> + +<p>A scene of confusion ensued. Mrs. Dare tried to force her way to the +room; Adelaide followed her; Betsy began bewailing Mr. Anthony, by name, +in wild words. And the sleepers, above, came flocking out of their +chambers, with trembling limbs and white faces.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare put his back against the dining-room door. "Girls, go back! +Julia, go back, for the love of Heaven! Mademoiselle, is that you? Be so +good as to stay where you are, and keep Rosa and Minny with you."</p> + +<p>"Mais, qu'est-ce que c'est, donc?" exclaimed mademoiselle, speaking, in +her wonder, in her most familiar tongue, and, truth to say, paying +little heed to Mr. Dare's injunction. "Y a-t-il du malheur arrivé?"</p> + +<p>Betsy went up to her. Betsy recognised her as one not of the family, to +whom she could ease her overflowing mind. The same thought had occurred +to Betsy as to Joseph. "Poor Mr. Anthony's lying in there dead, mamzel," +she whispered. "Mr. Herbert must have killed him."</p> + +<p>Unheeding the request of Mr. Dare, unmindful of the deficiences or want +of elegance in her costume, which consisted of what she called a +<i>peignoir</i>, and a borderless calico nightcap, mademoiselle flew down to +the hall and slipped into the dining-room. Some of the others slipped in +also, and a sad scene ensued. What with wife, governess, servants, and +children, Mr. Dare was powerless to end it. Mademoiselle went straight +up, gave one look, and staggered back against the wall.</p> + +<p>"C'est vrai!" she muttered. "C'est Monsieur Anthony."</p> + +<p>"It is Anthony," shivered Mr. Dare, "I fear—I fear violence has been +done him."</p> + +<p>The governess was breathing heavily. She looked quite as ghastly as did +that up-turned face. "But why should it be?" she asked, in English. "Who +has done it?"</p> + +<p>Ah, who had done it! Joseph's frightened face seemed to say that he +could tell if he dared, Cyril bounded into the room, and clasped one of +the arms. But he let it fall again. "It is rigid!" he gasped. "Is he +dead? Father! he can't be dead!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare hurried Joseph from the room—hurried him across the hall to +the door. He, Mr. Dare, seemed so agitated as scarcely to know what he +was about. "Make all haste," he said; "the nearest surgeon."</p> + +<p>"Sir," whispered Joseph, turning when he was outside the door, his +agitation as great as his master's: "I'm afraid it's Mr. Herbert who has +done this."</p> + +<p>"Why?" sharply asked Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"They had a dreadful quarrel this evening, sir, after you left. Mr. +Herbert drew a knife upon his brother. I got in just in time to stop +bloodshed, or it might have happened then."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare suppressed a groan. "Go off, Joseph, and bring a doctor here. +He may not be past reviving, Milbank is the nearest. If he is at home, +bring him; if not, get anybody."</p> + +<p>Joseph, without his hat, sped across the lawn, and gained the entrance +gate at the very moment that a gig was passing. By the light of a lamp, +Joseph saw that it contained Mr. Glenn, the surgeon, driven by his +servant. He had been on a late professional visit into the country. +Joseph shouted running before the horse in his excitement, and the man +pulled up.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter, Joseph?" asked Mr. Glenn. "Any one ill?"</p> + +<p>Somewhat curious to say, Mr. Glenn was the usual medical attendant of +the Dares. Joseph explained as well as he could. Mr. Anthony had been +found lying on the dining-room carpet, to all appearance dead. Mr. Glenn +descended.</p> + +<p>"Anything up at your place?" asked a policeman, who had just come by, on +his beat.</p> + +<p>"I should think there is," returned Joseph. "One of the gentlemen's +been found dead."</p> + +<p>"Dead!" echoed the policeman. "Which of them is it?" he asked, after a +pause.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Anthony."</p> + +<p>"Why, I saw him turn in here about half-past eleven!" observed the +officer, "He is in a fit, perhaps."</p> + +<p>"Why do you say that?" asked Joseph.</p> + +<p>"Because he had been taking a drop too much. He could hardly walk. +Somebody brought him as far as the gate."</p> + +<p>Mr. Glenn had hastened on. The policeman followed with Joseph. Followed, +possibly, to gratify his curiosity; possibly, because he thought his +services might be in some way required. When the two entered the +dining-room, Mr. Glenn was kneeling down to examine Anthony, and sounds +of distress came on their ears from a distance. They were caused by the +hysterics of Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Is he dead, sir?" asked the policeman, in a low tone.</p> + +<p>"He has been dead these two or three hours," was Mr. Glenn's reply.</p> + +<p>But it was not a fit. It was not anything so innocent. Mr. Glenn found +that the cause of death was a stab in the side. Death, he believed, must +have been instantaneous: and the hemorrhage was chiefly internal. There +were very few stains on the clothes.</p> + +<p>"What's this!" cried Mr. Glenn.</p> + +<p>He was pulling at some large substance on which Anthony had fallen. It +proved to be a cloak. Cyril—and some others present—recognised it as +Herbert's cloak. Where was Herbert? In bed? Was it possible that he +could sleep through the noise and confusion that the house was in?</p> + +<p>"Can nothing be done?" asked Mr. Dare of the surgeon.</p> + +<p>Mr. Glenn shook his head. "He is stone dead, you see; dead, and nearly +cold. He must have been dead more than two hours. I should say nearer +three."</p> + +<p>From two to three hours! Then that would bring the time of his death to +about half-past eleven o'clock; close upon the time that the policeman +saw him returning home. Some one turned to ask the policeman a question, +but he had disappeared. Mr. Glenn went to see what he could do for Mrs. +Dare, whose cries had been painful to hear, and Mr. Dare drew Joseph +aside. Somehow he felt that he <i>dared</i> not question him in the presence +of witnesses, lest any condemnatory fact should transpire to bring the +guilt home to his second son. In spite of the sight of Anthony lying +dead before him, in spite of what he had heard of the quarrel, he could +not bring his mind to believe that Herbert had been guilty of this most +dastardly deed.</p> + +<p>"What time did you let him in?" asked Mr. Dare, pointing to his +ill-fated son.</p> + +<p>Joseph answered evasively. "The policeman said it was about half after +eleven, sir."</p> + +<p>"And what time did Mr. Herbert come home?"</p> + +<p>In point of fact, but for seeing the cloak where he did see it, Joseph +would not have known whether Mr. Herbert was at home yet. He felt there +was nothing for it but to tell the simple truth to Mr. Dare—that the +gentlemen had been in the habit of letting themselves in at any hour +they pleased, the dining-room window being left unfastened for them. +Joseph made the admission, and Mr. Dare received it with anger.</p> + +<p>"I did it by their orders, sir," the man said, with deprecation. "If you +think it was wrong, perhaps you'll put things on a better footing for +the future. But, to wait up every night till its pretty near time to +rise again, is what I can't do, or anybody else. Flesh and blood is but +mortal, sir, and couldn't stand it."</p> + +<p>"But you were not kept up like that?" cried Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, I was. If one of the gentlemen wasn't out, the other would +be. I told them it was impossible I could be up nearly all night and +every night, and rise in the morning just the same, and do my work in +the day. So they took to have the dining-room window left open, and came +in that way, and I went to rest at my proper hour. Mr. Cyril and Mr. +George, too, they are taking to stay out."</p> + +<p>"The house might have been robbed over and over again!" exclaimed Mr. +Dare.</p> + +<p>"I told them so, sir. But they laughed at me. They said who'd be likely +to come through the grounds and up to the windows and try them? At any +rate, sir," added Joseph, as a last excuse, "they <i>ordered</i> it done. And +that's how it is, sir, that I don't know what time either Mr. Anthony or +Mr. Herbert came in last night."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare said no more. The fruits of the way in which his sons had been +reared were coming heavily home to him. He turned to go upstairs to +Herbert's chamber. On the bottom stairs, swaying herself to and fro in +her <i>peignoir</i>, a staring print, all the colours of the rainbow, sat the +governess. She lifted her white face as Mr. Dare approached.</p> + +<p>"Is he dead?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare shook his head. "The surgeon says he has been dead ever since +the beginning of the night."</p> + +<p>"And Monsieur Herbert? Is <i>he</i> dead?"</p> + +<p>"<i>He</i> dead!" repeated Mr. Dare in an accent of alarm, fearing possibly +she might have a motive for the question. "What should bring him also +dead? Mademoiselle, why do you ask it?"</p> + +<p>"Eh, me, I don't know," she answered. "I am bewildered with it all. Why +should he be dead, and not the other? Why should either be dead?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare saw that she did look bewildered; scarcely in her senses. She +had a white handkerchief in her hand, and was wiping the moisture from +her scarcely less white face. "Did you witness the quarrel between +them?" he inquired, supposing that she had done so by her words.</p> + +<p>"If I did, I not tell," she vehemently answered, her English less clear +than usual. "If Joseph say—I hear him say it to you just now—that +Monsieur Herbert took a knife to his brother, I not give testimony to +it. What affair is it of mine, that I should tell against one or the +other? Who did it?—who killed him?"—she rapidly continued. "It was not +Monsieur Herbert. No, I will say always that it was not Monsieur +Herbert. He would not kill his brother."</p> + +<p>"I do not think he would," earnestly spoke Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"No, no, no!" said mademoiselle, her voice rising with her emphasis. "He +never kill his brother; he not enough <i>méchant</i> for that."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he has not come in?" cried Mr. Dare, catching at the thought.</p> + +<p>Betsy Garter answered the words. She had stolen up in the general +restlessness, and halted there. "He must be come in, sir," she said; +"else how could his cloak be in the dining-room? They are saying that +it's Mr. Herbert's cloak which was under Mr. Anthony."</p> + +<p>"What has Mr. Herbert's cloak to do with his coming in or not coming +in?" sharply asked Mr. Dare. "He would not be wearing his cloak this +weather."</p> + +<p>"But he does wear it, sir," returned Betsy. "He went out in it +to-night."</p> + +<p>"Did you see him?" sternly asked Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"If I hadn't seen him, I couldn't have told that he went out in it," +independently replied Betsy, who, like her mother, was fond of +maintaining her own opinion. "I was looking out of the window in Miss +Adelaide's room, and I saw Mr. Herbert go out by way of the dining-room +window towards the entrance-gate."</p> + +<p>"Wearing his cloak?"</p> + +<p>"Wearing his cloak," assented Betsy, "I hoped he was hot enough in it."</p> + +<p>The words seemed to carry terrible conviction to Mr. Dare's mind. +Unwilling to believe the girl, he sought Joseph and asked him.</p> + +<p>"Yes, for certain," Joseph answered. "Mr. Herbert, as he was coming +downstairs to go out, stopped to speak to me, sir, and he was fastening +his cloak on then."</p> + +<p>Minny ran up, bursting with grief and terror as she seized upon Mr. +Dare. "Papa! papa! is it true?" she sobbed.</p> + +<p>"Is what true, child?"</p> + +<p>"That it was Herbert? They are saying so."</p> + +<p>"Hush!" said Mr. Dare. Carrying a candle, he went up to Herbert's room, +his heart aching. That Herbert could sleep through the noise was +surprising; and yet, not much so. His room was more remote from the +house than were the other rooms, and looked towards the back. But, had +he slept through it? When Mr. Dare went in, he was sitting up in bed, +awaking, or pretending to awake, from sleep. The window, thrown wide +open, may have contributed to deaden any sound in the house. "Can you +sleep through this, Herbert?" cried Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>Herbert stared, and rubbed his eyes, and stared again, as one +bewildered. "Is that you, father?" he presently cried. "What is it?"</p> + +<p>"Herbert," said his father, in low tones of pain, of dread; "what have +you been doing to your brother?"</p> + +<p>Herbert, as if not understanding the drift of the question, stared more +than ever. "I have done nothing to him," he presently said. "Do you mean +Anthony?"</p> + +<p>"Anthony is lying on the dining-room floor killed—murdered. Herbert, +<i>who did it</i>?"</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare sat motionless in bed, looking utterly lost. That he could +not understand, or was affecting not to understand, was evident. +"Anthony is—what do you say, sir?"</p> + +<p>"He is dead; he is <i>murdered</i>," replied Mr. Dare. "Oh, my son, my son, +say you did not do it! for the love of heaven, say you did not do it!" +And the unhappy father burst into tears and sank down on the bed, +utterly unmanned.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IIIC" id="CHAPTER_IIIC"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<h3>ACCUSED.</h3> + + +<p>The grey dawn of the early May morning was breaking over the world—over +the group gathered in Mr. Dare's dining-room. That gentleman, his +surviving sons, a stranger, a constable or two; and Sergeant Delves, who +had been summoned to the scene. Sundry of the household were going in +and out, of their own restless, curious accord, or by summons. The +sergeant was making inquiries into the facts and details of the evening.</p> + +<p>Anthony Dare—as may be remembered—had sullenly retired to his room, +refusing to go out when the message came to him from Lord Hawkesley. It +appeared, by what was afterwards learnt, that he, Anthony Dare, had made +an appointment to meet Hawkesley and some other men at the +Star-and-Garter hotel, where Lord Hawkesley was staying; the proposed +amusement of the evening being cards. Anthony Dare remained in his +chamber, solacing his chafed temper with brandy-and-water, until the +waiter from the Star-and-Garter appeared a second time, bearing a note. +This note Sergeant Delves had found in one of the pockets, and had it +now open before him. It ran as follows:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Dare</span>,—We are all here waiting, and can't make up the +tables without you. What do you mean by shirking us? Come +along, and don't be a month over it.—Yours,</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Hawkesley.</span>"</p></blockquote> + +<p>This note had prevailed. Anthony, possibly repenting of the solitary +evening to which he had condemned himself, put on his boots again and +went forth: not—it is not pleasant to have to record it, but it cannot +be concealed—not sober. He had taken ale with his dinner, wine after +it, and brandy-and-water in his room. The three combined had told upon +him.</p> + +<p>On his arrival at the Star-and-Garter, he found six or seven gentlemen +assembled. But, instead of sitting down there in Lord Hawkesley's room, +it was suddenly decided to adjourn to the lodgings of a Mr. Brittle, +hard by; a young Oxonian, who had been plucked in his Little Go, and was +supposed to be reading hard to avoid a second similar catastrophe. They +went to Mr. Brittle's and sat down to cards, over which brandy-and-water +and other drinks were introduced. Anthony Dare, by way of quenching his +thirst, did not spare them, and was not particular as to the sorts. The +consequence was that he soon became most disagreeable company, snarling +with all around; in short, unfit for play. This <i>contretemps</i> put the +rest of the party out of sorts, and they broke up. But for that, they +might probably have sat on, until morning, and that poor unhappy life +have been spared. There was no knowing what might have been. Anthony +Dare was in no fit state to walk alone, and one of them, Mr. Brittle, +undertook to see him home. Mr. Brittle left him at the gate, and Anthony +Dare stumbled over the lawn and gained the house. After that, nothing +further was known. So much as this would not have been known, but that, +in hastening for Delves, the policeman had come across Mr. Brittle. It +was only natural that the latter, shocked and startled, should bend his +steps to the scene; and from him they gathered the account of Anthony's +movements abroad.</p> + +<p>But now came the difficulty. Who had let Anthony in? No one. There was +little doubt that he had made his way through the dining-room window. +Joseph had turned the key of the front door at eleven o'clock, and he +had not been called upon to open it until the return of Mr. and Mrs. +Dare. The policeman who happened to be passing when Anthony came +home—or it may be more correct to say, was brought home—testified to +the probable fact that he had entered by means of the dining-room +window. The man had watched him: had seen that, instead of making for +the front door, which faced the road and was in view, he had stumbled +across the grass, and disappeared down by the side of the house. On this +side the dining-room window was situated; therefore it was only +reasonable to suppose that Anthony had so entered.</p> + +<p>"Had you any motive in watching him?" asked Sergeant Delves of this man.</p> + +<p>"None, except to see that he did not fall," was the reply. "When the +gentleman who brought him home loosed his arm, he told him, in a joking +way, not to get kissing the ground as he went in; and I thought I'd +watch him that I might go to his assistance if he did fall. He could +hardly walk: he pitched about with every step."</p> + +<p>"Did he fall?"</p> + +<p>"No; he managed to keep up. But I should think he was a good five +minutes getting over the grass plat."</p> + +<p>"Did the gentleman remain to watch him?"</p> + +<p>"No, not for above a minute. He just waited to see that he got safe over +the gravel path on to the grass, and then he went back."</p> + +<p>"Did you see anyone else come in? About that time?—or before it?—or +after it?"</p> + +<p>The man shook his head. "I didn't see anyone else at all. I shut the +gate after Mr. Anthony, and I didn't see it opened again. Not but what +plenty might have opened and shut it, and gone in, too, when I was +higher up my beat."</p> + +<p>Sergeant Delves called Joseph. "It appears uncommonly odd that you +should have heard no noise whatever," he observed. "A man's movements +are not generally very quiet when in the state described as being that +of young Mr. Dare's. The probability is that he would enter the +dining-room noisily. He'd be nearly sure to fall against the furniture, +being in the dark."</p> + +<p>"It's certain that I never did hear him," replied Joseph. "We was shut +up in the kitchen, and I was mostly nodding from the time I locked up at +eleven till master came home at two. The two girls was chattering loud +enough; they was at the table, making-up caps, or something of that. The +cook went to bed at ten; she was tired."</p> + +<p>"Then, with the exception of you three, all the household were in bed?"</p> + +<p>"All of 'em—as was at home," answered Joseph. "The governess had gone +early, the two young ladies went about ten, Mr. Cyril and Mr. George +went soon after ten. They came home from cricket 'dead beat' they said, +had supper, and went to bed soon after it."</p> + +<p>"It's not usual for them—the young men, I mean—to go to bed so early, +is it?" asked Sergeant Delves.</p> + +<p>"No, except on cricket nights," answered Joseph. "After cricket they +generally come home and have supper, and don't go out again. Other +nights they are mostly sure to be out late."</p> + +<p>"And you did not hear Mr. Herbert come in?"</p> + +<p>"Sergeant Delves, I say that I never heard nothing nor nobody from the +time I locked the front door till master and missis came home," +reiterated Joseph, growing angry. "Let me repeat it ten times over, I +couldn't say it plainer. If I had heard either of the gentlemen come in, +I should have gone to 'em to see if anything was wanted. Specially to +Mr. Anthony, knowing that he was not sober when he went out."</p> + +<p>Two points appeared more particularly to strike Sergeant Delves. The one +was, that no noise should have been heard; that a deed like this could +have been committed in, as it appeared, absolute silence. The other was, +that the dining-room window should have been found fastened inside. The +latter fact confirmed the strong suspicion that the offender was an +inmate of the house. A person, not an inmate of the house, would +naturally have escaped by the open dining-room window; but to do this, +<i>and</i> to fasten it inside after him was an impossibility. Every other +window in the house, every door, had been securely fastened; some in the +earlier part of the evening, some at eleven o'clock by Joseph. Herbert +Dare voluntarily acknowledged that it was he who had fastened the +dining-room window. His own account was—and the sergeant looked at him +narrowly while he gave it—that he had returned home late, getting on +for two o'clock; that he had come in through the dining-room, and had +put down the window fastening. He declared that he had not seen Anthony. +If Anthony had been lying there, as he was afterwards found, he, +Herbert, had not observed him. But, he said, so far as he remembered, he +never glanced to that part of the room at all, but had gone straight +through on the other side, between the table and the fireplace. And if +he had glanced to it he could have seen nothing, for the room was dark. +He had no light, and had to feel his way.</p> + +<p>"Was it usual for the young gentlemen to fasten the window?" Sergeant +Delves asked of Joseph. And Joseph replied that they sometimes did, +sometimes did not. If by any chance Mr. Anthony and Mr. Herbert came in +together, then they would fasten it; or if, when the one came in, he +knew that the other was not out, he would equally fasten it. Mr. Cyril +and Mr. George did not often come in that way; in fact, they were not +out so late, generally speaking, as were their brothers.</p> + +<p>"Precisely so," Herbert assented, with reference to the fastening. He +had fastened it, believing his brother Anthony to be at home and in bed. +When he went out the previous evening, Anthony had already gone to his +room, expressing his intention not to leave it again that night.</p> + +<p>Sergeant Delves inquired—no doubt for reasons of his own—whether this +expressed intention on the part of Anthony could be testified to by any +one besides Herbert. Yes. By Joseph, by the governess, by Rosa and Minny +Dare; all four had heard him say it. The sergeant would not trouble the +young ladies, but requested to speak to the governess.</p> + +<p>The governess was indignant at the request being made. She was in and +out amongst them with her white face, in her many-coloured <i>peignior</i>. +She had been upstairs and partially dressed herself; had discarded the +calico nightcap and done her hair, put on the <i>peignior</i> again, and come +down to see and to listen. But she did not like being questioned.</p> + +<p>"I know nothing about it," she said to the sergeant, speaking +vehemently. "What should I know about it? I will tell you nothing. I +went to bed before it was well nine o'clock; I had a headache; and I +never heard anything more till the commotion began. Why you ask me?"</p> + +<p>"But you can surely tell, ma'am, whether or not you heard Mr. Anthony +say he was going to his chamber for the night?" remonstrated the +sergeant.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he did say it," she answered vehemently. "He said it in the salon. +He kicked off his boots, and told Joseph to bring his slippers, and to +take brandy-and-water to his room, for he should not leave it again that +night. I never thought or knew that he had left it until I saw him lying +in the dining-room, and they said he was dead."</p> + +<p>"Was Mr. Herbert present when he said he should go to his room for the +night?"</p> + +<p>"He was present, I think: I think he had come in then to the salon. That +is all I know. I made the tea, and then my head got bad, and I went to +bed. I can tell you nothing further."</p> + +<p>"Did you hear any noise in the house, ma'am?"</p> + +<p>"No. If there was any noise I did not notice it. I soon went to sleep. +Where is the use of your asking me these things? You should ask those +who sat up. I shall be sick if you make me talk about it. Nothing of +this ever arrived in any family where I have been before."</p> + +<p>The sergeant allowed her to retire. She went to the stairs and sat down +on the lower step, and leaned her cheek upon her hand, all as she had +done previously. Mr. Dare asked her why she did not go upstairs, away +from the confusion and bustle of the sad scene; but she shook her head. +She did not care to be in her chamber alone, she answered, and her +pupils were shut in with Madame Dare and Mademoiselle Adelaide.</p> + +<p>It is possible that one thing puzzled the sergeant: though what puzzled +him and what did not puzzle him had to be left to conjecture, for he +said nothing about it. No weapon had been found. The policemen had been +searching the room thoroughly, had partly searched the house; but had +come upon no instrument likely to have inflicted the wound. A +carving-knife or common table-knife had been suggested, remembering the +previous occurrences of the evening; but Mr. Glenn's decided opinion +was, that it must have been a very different instrument; some slender, +sharp-pointed, two-edged blade, he thought, about six inches in length.</p> + +<p>The most suspicious evidence, referring to Herbert, was the cloak. The +sergeant had examined it curiously, with compressed lips. Herbert +disposed of this, so far as he was concerned—that is, if he was to be +believed. He said that he had put his cloak on, had gone out in it as +far as the entrance gate; but finding it warmer than was agreeable, he +had turned back, and flung it on to the dining-room table, going in, as +he had come out, through the window. He added, as a little bit of +confirmatory evidence, that he remembered seeing the cloak begin to +slide off the table again, that he saw it must fall to the ground; but, +being in a hurry, he would not stop to prevent its doing so, or to pick +it up.</p> + +<p>The sergeant never seemed to take his sidelong glance from Herbert Dare. +He had gone to work in his own way; hearing the different accounts and +conjectures, sifting this bit of evidence, turning about that, holding a +whispered colloquy with the man who had been sent to examine Herbert's +room: holding a longer whispered colloquy with Herbert himself. On the +departure of the surgeon and Mr. Brittle, who had gone away together, he +had marched to the front and side doors of the house, locked them, and +put the keys into his pocket. "Nobody goes out of this without my +permission," quoth he.</p> + +<p>Then he took Mr. Dare aside. "There's no mistake about this, I fear," +said he gravely.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare knew what he meant. He himself was growing grievously +faint-hearted. But he would not say so; he would not allow it to be seen +that he cast, or could cast, a suspicion on Herbert. "It appears to me +that—that—if poor Anthony was in the state they describe, that he may +have sat down or laid down after entering the dining-room, and dropped +asleep," observed Mr. Dare. "Easy, then—the window being left open—for +some midnight housebreaker from the street to have come in and attacked +him."</p> + +<p>"Pooh!" said Sergeant Delves. "It is no housebreaker that has done this. +We have a difficult line of duty to perform at times, us police; and all +we can do to soften matters, is to go to work as genteelly as is +consistent with the law. I'm sorry to have to say it, Mr. Dare, but I +have felt obliged to order my men to keep a look-out on Mr. Herbert."</p> + +<p>A chill ran through Mr. Dare. "It could not have been Herbert!" he +rejoined, his tone one of pain, almost of entreaty. "Mr. Glenn says it +could not have been done later than half-past eleven, or so. Herbert +never came home until nearly two."</p> + +<p>"Who is to prove that he was not at home till near two?"</p> + +<p>"He says he was not. I have no doubt it can be proved. And poor Anthony +was dead more than two hours before."</p> + +<p>"Now, look you here," cried Sergeant Delves, falling back on a favourite +phrase of his. "Mr. Glenn is correct enough as to the time of the +occurrence: I have had some experience in death myself, and I'm sure he +is not far out. But let that pass. Here are witnesses who saw him alive +at half-past eleven o'clock, and you come home at two and find him dead. +Now, let your son Herbert thus state where he was from half-past eleven +till two. He says he was out: not near home at all. Very good. Only let +him mention the place, so that we can verify it, and find, beyond +dispute, that he <i>was</i> out, and the suspicion against him will be at an +end. But he won't do this."</p> + +<p>"Not do it?" echoed Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"He tells me point-blank that he can't and he won't. I asked him."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare turned impetuously to the room where he had left his second +son—his eldest son now. "Here, Herbert"—he was beginning. But the +officer cut short the words by drawing him back.</p> + +<p>"Don't go and make matters worse," whispered he: "perhaps they'll be bad +enough without it. Now, Lawyer Dare, you'll do well not to turn +obstinate, for I am giving you a bit of friendly advice. You and I have +had many a transaction together, and I don't mind going a bit out of my +way for you, as I wouldn't do for other people. The worst thing your son +could do, would be to say before those chattering servants that he can't +or won't tell where he has been all night, or half the night. It would +be self-condemnation at once. Ask him in private, if you must ask him."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare called his son to him, and Herbert answered to it. A policeman +was sauntering after him, but the sergeant gave him a nod, and the man +went back.</p> + +<p>"Herbert, you say you did not come in until near two this morning."</p> + +<p>"Neither did I. It wanted about twenty minutes to it. The churches +struck half-past one as I came through the town."</p> + +<p>"Where did you stay?"</p> + +<p>"Well—I can't say," replied Herbert.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare grew agitated. "You must say, Herbert," he hoarsely whispered, +"or take the consequences."</p> + +<p>"I can't help the consequences," was Herbert's answer. "Where I was last +night is no matter to any one, and I shall not say."</p> + +<p>"Your not saying—if you can say—is just folly," interposed the +sergeant. "It's the first question the magistrates will ask when you are +placed before them."</p> + +<p>Herbert looked up angrily. "Place me before the magistrates!" he echoed. +"What do you mean? You will not dare to take me into custody!"</p> + +<p>"You have been in custody this half-hour," coolly returned the sergeant.</p> + +<p>Herbert looked terribly fierce.</p> + +<p>"I will not submit to this indignity," he exclaimed. "<i>I will not.</i> +Sergeant Delves, you are overstepping——"</p> + +<p>"Look here," interrupted the sergeant, drawing something from some +unseen receptacle; and Mr. Herbert, to his dismay, caught sight of a +pair of handcuffs. "Don't you force me to use them," said the officer. +"You are in custody, and must go before the magistrates; but now, you be +a gentleman, and I'll use you as one."</p> + +<p>"I protest upon my honour that I have had neither act nor part in this +crime!" cried Herbert, in agitation. "Do you think I would stain my hand +with the sin of Cain?"</p> + +<p>"What is that on your hand?" asked the sergeant, bending forward to look +more closely at Herbert's fingers.</p> + +<p>Herbert held them out openly enough. "I was doing something last night +which tore my fingers," he said. "I was trying to undo the fastenings of +some wire. Sergeant Delves, I declare to you solemnly, that from the +moment when my brother went to his chamber, as witnesses have stated to +you, I never saw him until my father brought me down from my bed to see +him lying dead."</p> + +<p>"You drew a knife on him not many hours before, you know, Mr. Herbert!"</p> + +<p>"It was done in the heat of passion. He provoked me very much; but I +should not have used it. No, poor fellow! I should never have injured +him."</p> + +<p>"Well, you only make your tale good to the magistrates," was all the +sergeant's answer. "It will be their affair as soon as you are before +them—not mine."</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare was handed back to the constable; and, as soon as the +justice-room opened, was conveyed before the magistrates—all, as the +sergeant termed it, in a genteel, gentlemanly sort of way. He was +charged with the murder of his brother Anthony.</p> + +<p>To describe the commotion that spread over Helstonleigh would be beyond +any pen. The college boys were in a strange state of excitement: both +Anthony and Herbert Dare had been college boys themselves not so very +long ago. Gar Halliburton—who was no longer a college boy, but a +supernumerary—went home full of it. Having imparted it there, he +thought he could not do better than go in and regale Patience with the +news, by way of <i>divertissement</i> to her sick bed. "May I come up, +Patience?" he called out from the foot of the stairs. "I have something +to tell you."</p> + +<p>Receiving permission, up he flew. Patience, partially raised, was sewing +with her hands, which she could just contrive to do. Anna sat by the +window, putting the buttons on some new shirts.</p> + +<p>"I have finished two," cried she, turning round to Gar in great glee. +"And my father's coming home next week, he writes us word. Perhaps thy +mother has had a letter from William. Look at the shirts!" she +continued, exhibiting them.</p> + +<p>"Never mind bothering about shirts, now, Anna," returned Gar, losing +sight of his gallantry in his excitement. "Patience, the most dreadful +thing has happened. Anthony Dare's murdered!"</p> + +<p>Patience, calm Patience, only looked at Gar. Perhaps she did not believe +it. Anna's hands, holding out the shirts, were arrested midway: her +mouth and blue eyes alike opening.</p> + +<p>"He was murdered in their dining-room in the night," went on Gar, intent +only on his tale. "The town is all up in arms; you never saw such an +uproar. When we came out of school just now, we thought the French must +have come to invade us, by the crowds there were in the street. You +couldn't get near the Guildhall, where the examination was going on. Not +more than half a dozen of us were able to fight our way in. Herbert Dare +looked so pale; he was standing there, guarded by three policemen——"</p> + +<p>"Thee hast a fast tongue, Gar," interrupted Patience. "Dost thee mean to +say Herbert Dare was in custody?"</p> + +<p>"Of course, he was," replied Gar, faster than before. "It is he who has +done it. At least, he is accused of it. He and Anthony had a quarrel +yesterday, and it came to knives. They were parted then; but he is +supposed to have laid wait for Anthony in the night and killed him."</p> + +<p>"Is Anthony dead? Is he——Anna! what hast thee——?"</p> + +<p>Anna had dropped the shirts and the buttons. Her blue eyes had closed, +her lips and cheeks had grown white, her hands fell powerless. "She is +fainting!" shouted Gar, as he ran to support her.</p> + +<p>"Gar, dear," said Patience, "thee shouldst not tell ill news quite so +abruptly. Thee hast made me feel queer. Canst thee stretch thy hands out +to the bell? It will bring up Hester."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IVC" id="CHAPTER_IVC"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<h3>COMMITTED FOR TRIAL.</h3> + + +<p>Helstonleigh could not recover its equanimity. Never had it been so +rudely shaken. Incidents there had been as startling; crimes of as deep +a dye; but, taking it with all its attendant circumstances, no +occurrence, in the memory of the oldest inhabitant, had excited the +interest that was attaching to the death and assumed murder of Anthony +Dare.</p> + +<p>The social standing of the parties, above that in which such unhappy +incidents are more generally found; the conspicuous position they +occupied in the town, and the very uncertainty—the mystery, it may be +said—in which the affair was wrapped, wrought local curiosity to the +highest point.</p> + +<p>Scarcely a shadow of doubt rested on the public mind that the deed had +been done by Herbert Dare. The Police force, actively engaged in +searching out all the details, held the same opinion. In one sense, this +was, perhaps, unfortunate; for, when strong suspicion, whether of the +police or of the public, is especially directed to one isolated point, +it inevitably tends to keep down doubts that might arise in regard to +other quarters.</p> + +<p>It seemed scarcely possible to hope that Herbert was not guilty. All the +facts tended to the assumption that he was so. There was the ill-feeling +known to have existed between himself and his brother: the quarrel and +violence in the dining-room not many hours before, in which quarrel +Herbert <i>had</i> raised a knife upon him. "But for the entrance of the +servant Joseph," said the people, one to another, "the murder might have +been done then." Joseph had stopped evil consequences at the time, but +he had not stopped Herbert's mouth—the threat he had uttered in his +passion—still to be revenged. Terribly those words told now against +Herbert Dare.</p> + +<p>Another thing that told against him, and in a most forcible manner, was +the cloak. That he had put it on to go out; nay, had been seen to go out +in it by the housemaid, was indisputable; and his brother was found +lying on this very cloak. In vain Herbert protested, when before the +magistrates and at the coroner's inquest, that he returned before +leaving the gates, and had flung this cloak into the dining-room, +finding it too hot that evening to wear. He obtained no credit. He had +not been seen to do this; and the word of an accused man goes for +little. All ominous, these things—all telling against him, but nothing, +taking them collectively, as compared with his refusal to state where he +was that night. He left the house between eight and nine, close upon +nine, he thought; he was not sure of the exact time to a quarter of an +hour; and he never returned to it until nearly two. Such was his +account. But, where he had been in the interim, he positively refused to +state.</p> + +<p>It was only his assertion, you see, against the broad basis of +suspicion. Anthony Dare's death must have taken place, as testified by +Mr. Glenn, somewhere about half-past eleven; who was to prove that +Herbert at that time was not at home? "I was not," Herbert reiterated, +when before the coroner. "I did not return home till between half-past +one and two. The churches struck the half-hour as I was coming through +the town, and it would take me afterwards some ten minutes to reach +home. It must have been about twenty minutes to two when I entered."</p> + +<p>"But where were you? Where had you been? Where did you come from?" he +was asked.</p> + +<p>"That I cannot state," he replied. "I was out upon a little business of +my own; business that concerns no one but myself; and I decline to make +it public."</p> + +<p>On that score nothing more could be obtained from him. The coroner drew +his own conclusions; the jury drew <i>theirs</i>; the police had already +drawn theirs, and very positive ones.</p> + +<p>These were the two facts that excited the ire of Sergeant Delves and his +official colleagues: with all their searching, they could find no weapon +likely to have been the one used; and they could not discover where +Herbert Dare had gone to that evening. It happened that no one +remembered to have seen him passing in the town, early or late; or, if +they had seen him, it had made no impression on their memory. The +appearance of Mr. Dare's sons was so common an occurrence that no +especial note was likely to have been taken of it. Herbert declared that +in passing through West Street, Turtle, the auctioneer, was leaning out +at his open bedroom window, and that he, Herbert, had called out to him, +and asked whether he was star-gazing. Mr. Turtle, when applied to, could +not corroborate this. He believed that he <i>had</i> been looking out at his +window that night; he believed that it might have been about the hour +named, getting on for two, for he was late going to bed, having been to +a supper party; but he had no recollection whatever of seeing Mr. +Herbert pass, or of having been spoken to by him, or by any one else. +When pressed upon the point, Mr. Turtle acknowledged that his intellects +might not have been in the clearest state of perception, the supper +party having been a jovial one.</p> + +<p>One of the jury remarked that it was very singular the prisoner could go +through the dining-room, and not observe his brother lying in it. The +prisoner replied that it was not singular at all. The room was in +darkness, and he had felt his way through it on the opposite side of the +table to that where his brother was afterwards found. He had gone +straight through, and up to his chamber, as quietly as possible, not to +disturb the house; and he dropped asleep as soon as he was in bed.</p> + +<p>The verdict returned was "Wilful murder against Herbert Dare," and he +was committed to the county gaol to take his trial at the assizes. Mr. +Dare's house was beyond the precincts of the city. Sergeant Delves and +his men renewed their inquiries; but they could discover no trace, +either of the weapon, or of where Herbert Dare had passed the suspicious +hours. The sergeant was vexed; but he would not allow that he was +beaten. "Only give us time," said he, with a characteristic nod. "The +Pyramids of Egypt were only built up stone by stone."</p> + +<p>Tuesday morning—the morning fixed for the funeral of Anthony Dare. The +curious portion of Helstonleigh wended its way up to the churchyard; as +it is the delight of the curious portion of a town to do. What a sad +sight it was! That dark object, covered by its pall, carried by its +attendants, followed by the mourners; Mr. Dare, and his sons Cyril and +George. He, the father, bent his face in his handkerchief, as he walked +behind the coffin to the grave. Many a man in Helstonleigh enjoyed a +higher share of esteem and respect than did Lawyer Dare; but not one +present in that crowded churchyard that did not feel for him in his +bitter grief. Not one, let us hope, that did not feel to his heart's +core the fate of the unhappy Anthony, now, for weal or for woe, to +answer before his Maker for his life on earth.</p> + +<p>That same day, Tuesday, witnessed the return of Samuel Lynn and William +Halliburton. They arrived in the evening, and of course the first news +they were greeted with was the prevailing topic. Few things caused the +ever-composed Quaker to betray surprise; but William was half-stunned +with the news. Anthony Dare dead—murdered—buried that very day; and +Herbert in prison, awaiting his trial for the offence! To William the +whole affair seemed more incredible than real.</p> + +<p>"Sir," he said to his master, when, the following morning, they were +alone together in the counting-house at the manufactory, "do you believe +Herbert Dare can be guilty?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley had been gazing at William, lost in thought. The change we +often see, or fancy we see, in a near friend, after a few weeks' +absence, was apparent in William. He had improved in looks; and yet +those looks, with their true nobility, both of form and intellect, had +been scarcely capable of improvement. Nevertheless, it was there, and +Mr. Ashley had been struck with it.</p> + +<p>"I cannot say," he replied, aroused by the question. "Facts appear +conclusively against him; but it seems incredible that he should so have +lost himself. To be suspected and committed on such a charge is grief +enough, without the reality of guilt."</p> + +<p>"So it is," acquiesced William.</p> + +<p>"We feel the disgrace very keenly—as all must who are connected with +the Dares in ever so remote a degree. <i>I</i> feel it, William; feel it as a +blow; Mrs. Ashley is the cousin of Anthony Dare."</p> + +<p>"They are relatives of ours also," said William in a low tone. "My +father was first cousin to Mrs. Dare."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked at him with surprise. "Your father first cousin to +Mrs. Dare!" he repeated. "What are you saying?"</p> + +<p>"Her first cousin, sir. You have heard of old Mr. Cooper, of +Birmingham?"</p> + +<p>"From whom the Dares inherited their money. Well?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Cooper had a brother and a sister. Mrs. Dare was the daughter of +the brother; the sister married the Reverend William Halliburton, and my +father was their son. Mrs. Dare, as Julia Cooper, and my father, Edgar +Halliburton, both lived together for some time under their uncle's roof +at Birmingham."</p> + +<p>A moment's pause, and then Mr. Ashley laid his hand on William's +shoulder. "Then that brings a sort of relationship between us, William. +I shall have a right to feel pride in you now."</p> + +<p>William laughed. But his cheek flushed with the pleasure of a more +earnest feeling. His greatest earthly wish was to be appreciated by Mr. +Ashley.</p> + +<p>"How is it I never heard of this relationship before?" cried Mr. Ashley. +"Was it purposely concealed?"</p> + +<p>"It is only within a year or two that I have known of it," replied +William. "Frank and Gar are not aware of it yet. When we first came to +Helstonleigh, the Dares were much annoyed at it; and they made it known +to my mother in so unmistakable a manner, that she resolved to drop all +mention of the relationship; she would have dropped the relationship +itself if she could have done so. It was natural, perhaps, that they +should feel annoyed," continued William, seeking to apologize for them. +"They were rich and great in the eyes of the town; we were poor and +obscure."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley was casting his recollections backwards. A certain event, +which had always somewhat puzzled him, was becoming clear now. "William, +when Anthony Dare—acting, as he said, for me—put that seizure into +your house for rent, it must have been done with the view of driving you +from the town?"</p> + +<p>"My mother says she has always thought so, sir."</p> + +<p>"I see; I see. Why, William, half the inheritance, enjoyed by the Dares, +ought justly to have been your father's!"</p> + +<p>"We shall do as well without it, in the long-run, sir," replied William, +a bright smile illumining his face. "Hard though the struggle was at the +beginning!"</p> + +<p>"Ay, that you will!" warmly returned Mr. Ashley. "The ways of Providence +are wonderful! Yes, William—and I know you have been taught to think +so—what men call the chances of the world, are all God's dealings. +Reflect on the circumstances favouring the Dares; reflect on your own +drawbacks and disadvantages! They had wealth, position, a lucrative +profession; everything, in fact, to help them on, that can be desired by +a family in middle-class life; whilst you had poverty, obscurity, and +toil to contend with. But now, look at what they are! Mr. Dare's money +is dissipated; he is overwhelmed with embarrassment—I know it to be a +fact, William; but this is for your ear alone. Folly, recklessness, +irreligion, reign in his house; his daughters lost in pretentious +vanity; his sons in something worse. In a few years they will have gone +down—down. Yes," added Mr. Ashley, pointing with his finger to the +floor of his counting-house, "down to the dogs. I can see it coming, as +surely as that the sun is in the heavens. You and they will have +exchanged positions, William; nay, you and yours, unless I am greatly +mistaken, will be in a far higher position than they have ever occupied; +for you will have secured the favour of God, and the approbation of all +good men."</p> + +<p>"That Frank and Gar will attain to a position in time, I should be worse +than a heathen to doubt, looking back on the wonderful manner in which +we have been helped on," thoughtfully observed William. "For myself I am +not sanguine."</p> + +<p>"Do you never cherish dreams on your own account?" inquired Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"If I do, sir, they are vague dreams. My position affords no scope for +ambition."</p> + +<p>"I don't know that," said Mr. Ashley. "Would you not be satisfied to +become one of the great manufacturers of this great city?" he continued, +laughing.</p> + +<p>"Not unless I could be one of the greatest. Such as——" William +stopped.</p> + +<p>"Myself, for instance?" quietly put in Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed," answered William, lifting his earnest eyes to his master. +"Were it possible that I could ever attain to be as you are, sir, in all +things—in character, in position, in the estimation of my +fellow-citizens—it would be sufficient ambition for me, and I should +sit down content."</p> + +<p>"Not you," cried Mr. Ashley. "You would then be casting your thoughts to +serving your said fellow-citizens in Parliament, or some such exalted +vision. Man's nature is to soar, you know; it cannot rest. As soon as +one object of ambition is attained, others are sought after."</p> + +<p>"So far as I go, we need not discuss it," was William's answer. "There's +no chance of my ever becoming even a second-rate manufacturer; let alone +what you are, sir."</p> + +<p>"The next best thing to being myself, would perhaps be that of being my +partner, William."</p> + +<p>The voice in which his master spoke was so significant, that William's +face flushed to crimson. Mr. Ashley noticed it.</p> + +<p>"Did that ambition ever occur to you?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir, never. That honour is looked upon as being destined for Cyril +Dare."</p> + +<p>"Indeed!" calmly repeated Mr. Ashley. "If you could transform your +nature into Cyril, I do not say but that it might be so in time."</p> + +<p>"He expects it himself, sir."</p> + +<p>"Would he be a worthy associate for me, think you?" inquired Mr. +Ashley, bending his gaze full on William.</p> + +<p>William made no reply. Perhaps none was expected, for his master +resumed:</p> + +<p>"I do not recommend you to indulge that particular dream of ambition; I +cannot see sufficiently into the future. It is my intention to push you +somewhat on in the world. I have no son to advance," he added, an +expression of sadness crossing his face. "All I can do for my boy is to +leave him at ease after me. Therefore I may, if I live, advance you in +his stead. Provided, William, you continue to deserve it."</p> + +<p>A smile parted William's lips. That, he would ever strive for, heaven +helping him.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley again laid his hand on William, and gazed into his face. "I +have had a wonderful account of you from Samuel Lynn. And it is not +often the Friend launches into decided praise."</p> + +<p>"Oh, have you, sir?" returned William with animation. "I am glad he was +pleased with me."</p> + +<p>"He was more than pleased. But I must not forget that I was charged with +a message from Henry. He is outrageous at your not having gone to him +last night. I shall be sending him to France one of these days, under +your escort, William. It may do him good, in more ways than one."</p> + +<p>"I will come to Henry this evening, sir. I must leave him, though, for +half an hour, to go round to East's."</p> + +<p>"Your conscience is engaged, I see. You know what Henry accused you of, +the last time you left him to go to East's?"</p> + +<p>"Of being enamoured of Charlotte," said William, laughing in answer to +Mr. Ashley's smile. "I will come, at any rate, sir, and battle the other +matter out with Henry."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VC" id="CHAPTER_VC"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<h3>A BRUISED HEART.</h3> + + +<p>If it were a hopeless task to attempt to describe the consternation of +Helstonleigh at the death of Anthony Dare, far more difficult would it +be to picture that of Anna Lynn. Believe Herbert guilty, Anna did not; +she could scarcely have believed that, had an angel come down from +heaven to affirm it. Her state of mind was not to be envied; suspense, +sorrow, anxiety filled it, causing her to be in a grievous state of +restlessness. She had to conceal this from the eyes of Patience; from +the eyes of the world. For one thing, she could not get at the correct +particulars; newspapers did not come in her way, and she shrank, in her +self-consciousness, from asking. Her whole being—if we may dare to say +it here—was wrapt in Herbert Dare; father, friends, home, country; she +could have sacrificed them all to save him. She would have laid down her +life for his. Her good sense was distorted, her judgment warped; she saw +passing events, not with the eye of dispassionate fact, or with any fact +at all, but through the unhealthy tinge of fond, blind prejudice. The +blow had almost crushed her; the dread suspense was wearing out her +heart. She seemed no longer the same careless child as before; in a few +hours she had overstepped the barrier of girlish timidity, and had +gained the experience which is bought with sorrow.</p> + +<p>On the evening mentioned in the last chapter, just before William went +out to keep his appointment with Henry Ashley, he saw from the window +Anna in his mother's garden, bending over the flowers, and glancing up +at him. Glancing, as it struck William, with a strangely wistful +expression. He went out to her.</p> + +<p>"Tending the flowers, Anna?"</p> + +<p>She turned to him, her fair young face utterly colourless. "I have been +so wanting to see thee, William! I came here, hoping thee wouldst come +out. At dinner time I was here, and thee only nodded to me from the +window. I did not like to beckon to thee."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to have been so stupid, Anna. What is it?"</p> + +<p>"Thee hast heard what has happened—that dreadful thing! Hast thee heard +it all?"</p> + +<p>"I believe so. All that is known."</p> + +<p>"I want thee to tell it me. Patience won't talk of it; Hester only +shakes her head; and I am afraid to ask Gar. <i>Thee</i> tell it to me."</p> + +<p>"It would not do you good to know, Anna," he gravely said. "Better try +and not think——"</p> + +<p>"William, hush thee!" she feverishly exclaimed. "Thee knew there was +a—a friendship between me and <i>him</i>. If I cannot learn all there is to +be learnt, I shall die."</p> + +<p>William looked down at the changing cheek, the eyes full of pain, the +trembling hands, clasped in their eagerness. It might be better to tell +her than to leave her in this state of suspense.</p> + +<p>"William, there is no one in the wide world that knows he cared for me, +but thee," she imploringly resumed. "Thee must tell me; thee <i>must</i> tell +me!"</p> + +<p>"You mean that you want to hear the particulars of—of what took place +on Thursday night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. All. Then, and since. I have but heard snatches of the wicked +tale."</p> + +<p>He obeyed her: telling her all the broad facts, but suppressing a few of +the details. She leaned against the garden-gate, listening in silence; +her face turned from him, looking through the bars into the field.</p> + +<p>"Why do they not believe him?" was her first comment, spoken sharply and +abruptly. "He says he was not near the house at the time the act must +have been done: why do they not believe him?"</p> + +<p>"It is easy to assert a thing, Anna. But the law requires proof."</p> + +<p>"Proof? That he must declare to them where he has been?"</p> + +<p>"Undoubtedly. And corroborative proof must also be given."</p> + +<p>"But what sort of proof? I do not understand their laws."</p> + +<p>"Suppose Herbert Dare asserted that he had spent those hours with me, +for instance; then I must go forward at the trial and confirm his +assertion. Also any other witnesses who may have seen him with me, if +there were any. It would be establishing what is called an <i>alibi</i>."</p> + +<p>"And would they acquit him then? Suppose there were only one witness to +speak for him? Would one be sufficient?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly. Provided the witness were trustworthy."</p> + +<p>"If a witness went forward and declared it now, would they release him?"</p> + +<p>"Impossible. He is committed to take his trial at the assizes, and he +cannot be released beforehand. It is exceedingly unwise of him not to +declare where he was that evening—if he can do so."</p> + +<p>"Where do the public think he was? What do they say?"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid the public, Anna, think that he was not out anywhere. At +any rate, after eleven or half-past."</p> + +<p>"Then they are very cruel!" she passionately exclaimed. "Do they <i>all</i> +think that?"</p> + +<p>"There may be a few who judge that it was as he says; that he was really +away, and is, consequently, innocent."</p> + +<p>"And where do <i>they</i> think he was?" eagerly responded Anna again. "Do +they suspect any place where he might have been?"</p> + +<p>William made no reply. It was not at all expedient to impart to her all +the gossip or surmises of the town. But his silence seemed to agitate +her more than any reply could have done. She turned to him, trembling +with emotion, the tears streaming down her face.</p> + +<p>"Oh, William! tell me what is thought! Tell me, I implore thee! Thee +cannot leave me in this trouble. Where is it thought he was?"</p> + +<p>He took her hands; he bent over her as tenderly as any brother could +have done; he read all too surely how opposite to the truth had been her +former assertion to him—that she did not care for Herbert Dare.</p> + +<p>"Anna, child, you must not agitate yourself in this way: there is no +just cause for doing so. I assure you I do not know where it is thought +Herbert Dare may have been that night; neither, so far as can be learnt, +does any one else know. It is the chief point—where he was—that is +puzzling the town."</p> + +<p>She laid her head down on the gate again, closing her eyes, as in very +weariness. William's heart ached for her.</p> + +<p>"He may not be guilty, Anna," was all the consolation he could find to +offer.</p> + +<p>"<i>May</i> not be guilty!" she echoed in a tone of pain. "He <i>is</i> not +guilty. William, I tell thee he is not. Dost thee think I would defend +him if he could do so wicked a thing?"</p> + +<p>He did not dispute the point with her; he did not tell her that her +assumption of his innocence was inconsistent with the facts of the case. +Presently Anna resumed.</p> + +<p>"Why must he remain in gaol till the trial? There was that man who stole +the skins from Thomas Ashley—they let him out, when he was taken, until +the sessions came on, and then he went up for trial."</p> + +<p>"That man was out on bail. But they do not take bail in cases so grave +as this."</p> + +<p>"I may not stay longer. There's Hester coming to call me in. I rely upon +thee to tell me anything fresh that may arise," she said, lifting her +beseeching eyes to his.</p> + +<p>"One word, Anna, before you go. And yet, I see how worse than useless it +is to say it to you now. You must forget Herbert Dare."</p> + +<p>"I shall forget him, William, when I cease to have memory," she +whispered. "Never before. Thee wilt keep my counsel?"</p> + +<p>"Truly and faithfully."</p> + +<p>"Fare thee well, William; I have no friend but thee."</p> + +<p>She ran swiftly into their own premises. William turned to pursue his +way to Mr. Ashley's, the thought of Henry Ashley's misplaced attachment +lying on his mind as an incubus.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIC" id="CHAPTER_VIC"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h3>ONE DYING IN HONEY FAIR.</h3> + + +<p>Mrs. Buffle stood in what she called her "back'us," practically +superintending a periodical wash. The day was hot, and the steam was +hot, and, as Mrs. Buffle rubbed away, she began to think she should +never be cool again.</p> + +<p>"Missis," shrieked out a young voice from the precincts of the shop, +"Ben Tyrrett's wife says will you let her have a gill o' vinegar? Be I +to serve it?"</p> + +<p>The words came from the small damsel who was had in to help on cleaning +and washing days. Mrs. Buffle kept her hands still in the soapsuds, and +projected her hot face over the tub to answer.</p> + +<p>"Matty, tell Mary Ann Tyrrett as she promised faithful to bring me +something off her score this week, but I've not seen the colour of it +yet."</p> + +<p>"She says as it's to put to his head," called back Matty, alluding to +the present demand. "He's bad a-bed, and have fainted right off."</p> + +<p>"Serve him right," responded Mrs. Buffle. "You may give her the vinegar, +Matty. Tell her as it's a penny farthing. I heered he had been drinking +again," she added to herself and the washing tub, "and laid hisself down +in the wet road the night afore last, and was found there in the +morning."</p> + +<p>Later in the day, it happened that William Halliburton was passing +through Honey Fair, and met Charlotte East. She stopped him. "Have you +heard, sir, that Tyrrett is dying?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Tyrrett dying!" repeated William in amazement. "Who says he is?"</p> + +<p>"The doctor says it, I believe, sir. I must say he looks like it. Mary +Ann sent for me, and I have been down to see him."</p> + +<p>"Why, what can be the matter with him?" asked William. "He was at work +the day before yesterday!"</p> + +<p>"He was at work, sir, but he could not speak, they tell me, for that +illness that has been hanging about him so long, and had settled on his +chest. That night, after leaving work, instead of going home and getting +a basin of gruel, or something of that sort, he went to the Horned Ram, +and drank there till he couldn't keep upright."</p> + +<p>"With his chest in that state!"</p> + +<p>"And that was not the worst," resumed Charlotte. "It had been a wet day, +if you remember, sir, and he somehow strayed into Oxlip Lane, and fell +down, and lay there till morning. What with drink, and what with +exposure to the wet, his chest grew dangerously inflamed, and now the +doctor says he has not many hours to live."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to hear it," cried William. "Is he sensible?"</p> + +<p>"Too sensible, sir, in one sense," replied Charlotte. "His remorse is +dreadful. He is saying that if he had not misspent his life, he might +have died a good man, instead of a bad one."</p> + +<p>William passed on, much concerned at the news. His way led him past Ben +Tyrrett's lodgings, and he turned in. Mary Ann was sobbing and wailing, +in the midst of as many curious and condoling neighbours as the kitchen +would contain. All were in full gossip—as might be expected. Mrs. Cross +had taken home the three little children, by way of keeping the place +quiet; and the sick man was lying in the room above, surrounded by +several of his fellow-workmen, who had heard of his critical state.</p> + +<p>Some of the women sidled off when William entered, rather ashamed of +being caught chattering vehemently. It was remarkable the deference that +was paid him, and from no assumption of his own—indeed, the absence of +assumption may have partially accounted for it. But, though ever +courteous and pleasant with them all, he was a thorough gentleman: and +the working classes are keen to distinguish this.</p> + +<p>"Why, Mrs. Tyrrett, this is sad news!" he said. "Is your husband so +ill?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he must die, he must die, sir!" she answered in a frantic tone. +Uncomfortably as they had lived together, the man was still her +husband, and there is no doubt she was feeling the present crisis; was +shrinking with dread from the future. A widow with three young children, +and the workhouse for an asylum! It was the only prospect before her. +"He must die, anyways; but he might have lasted a few hours longer, if I +could have got what the doctor ordered."</p> + +<p>William did not understand.</p> + +<p>"It was a blister and some physic, sir," explained one of the women. +"The doctor wrote it on a paper, and said it was to be took to the +nearest druggist's. But when they got it there, Darwin said he couldn't +trust the Tyrretts, and they must send the money if they wanted the +things."</p> + +<p>"It was not Mr. Parry, then, who was called in?"</p> + +<p>"It were a strange doctor, sir, as was fetched. There was Tyrrett's last +bout of illness owing for to Parry, and so they didn't like to send for +him. As to them druggists, they be some of 'em a cross-grained set, +unless you goes with the money in your hand."</p> + +<p>William asked to see the prescription. It was produced, and he read its +contents—he was as capable of doing so and of understanding it as the +best doctor in Helstonleigh. He tore a leaf from his pocket-book, wrote +a few words in pencil, folded it with the prescription, and desired one +of the women to take it to the chemist's again. He then went up to the +sick room.</p> + +<p>Tyrrett was lying on a flock mattress, on an ugly brown bedstead, the +four posts upright and undraped. A blanket and a checked blue cotton +quilt covered him. His breathing was terribly laboured, his face +painfully anxious. William approached him, bending his head, to avoid +contact with the ceiling.</p> + +<p>"I'm a-going, sir," cried the man, in tones as anxious as his face. "I'm +a-going at last."</p> + +<p>"I hope not," said William. "I hope you will get better. You are to have +a blister on your chest, and——"</p> + +<p>"No he ain't, sir," interrupted one of the men. "Darwin won't send it."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, he will, if he is properly asked. They have gone again to him. +Are you in much pain, Tyrrett?"</p> + +<p>"I'm in an agony of pain here, sir," pointing to his chest. "But that +ain't nothing to my pain of mind. Oh, Mr. Halliburton, you're good, sir; +you haven't nothing to reproach yourself with; can't you do nothing for +me? I'm going into the sight of my Maker, and He's angry with me!"</p> + +<p>In truth, William knew not what to answer. Tyrrett's voice was as a wail +of anguish; his hands were stretched out beseechingly.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte East were here just now, and she told me to go to +Christ—that He was merciful and forgiving. But how am I to go to Him? +If I try, sir, I can't, for there's my past life rising up before me. I +have been a bad man: I have never once in all my life tried to please +God."</p> + +<p>The words echoed through the stillness of the room; echoed with a sound +that was terribly awful. <i>Never once to have tried to please God!</i> +Throughout a whole life, and throughout all its blessings!</p> + +<p>"I have never thought of God," he continued to reiterate. "I have never +cared for Him, or tried to please Him, or done the least thing for Him. +And now I'm going to face His wrath, and I can't help myself!"</p> + +<p>"You may be spared yet," said William; "you may indeed. And your future +life must atone for the past."</p> + +<p>"I shan't be spared, sir; I feel that the world's all up with me," was +the rejoinder. "I'm going fast, and there's nobody to give me a word of +comfort! Can't <i>you</i>, sir? I'm going away, and God's angry with me!"</p> + +<p>William leaned over him. "I can only say as Charlotte East did," he +whispered. "Try and find your Saviour. There is mercy with Him at the +eleventh hour."</p> + +<p>"I have not the time to find Him," breathed forth Tyrrett, in agony. "I +might find Him if I had time given me; but I have not got it."</p> + +<p>William, shrinking in his youth and inexperience from arguing upon +topics so momentous, was not equal to the emergency. Who was? He did +what he could; and that was to despatch a message for a clergyman, who +answered the summons with speed.</p> + +<p>The blister also came, and the medicine that had been prescribed. +William went home, hoping all might prove as a healing balm to the sick +man.</p> + +<p>A fallacious hope. Tyrrett died the following morning. When William went +round early on his mission of inquiry, he found him dead. Some of the +men, whom he had seen with Tyrrett the previous night, were assembled in +the kitchen.</p> + +<p>"He is but just gone, sir," they said, "The women be up with him now. +They have took his wife round screeching to her mother's. He died with +that there blister on his chest."</p> + +<p>"Did he die peacefully?" was William's question.</p> + +<p>"Awful hard, sir, toward the last; moaning, and calling, and clenching +his hands in mortal pain. His sister, she come round—she's a hard one, +is that Liza Tyrrett—and she set on at the wife, saying it was her +fault that he'd took to go out drinking. That there parson couldn't do +nothing with him," concluded the speaker, lowering his voice.</p> + +<p>William's breath stood still. "No!"</p> + +<p>The man shook his head. "Tyrrett weren't in a frame o' mind for it, sir. +He kep' crying out as he had led a bad life, and never thought of +God—and them was his last words. It ain't happy, sir, to die like +that. It have quite cowed down us as was with him: one gets thinking, +sir, what sort of a place it may be, t'other side, where he's gone to."</p> + +<p>William lifted his head, a sort of eager hope on his countenance, +speaking cheerily. "Could you not let poor Tyrrett's death act as a +warning to you?"</p> + +<p>There was a dead silence. Five men were present; every one of them +leading careless lives. Somehow they did not much like to hear of +"warning," although the present moment was one of unusual seriousness.</p> + +<p>"Religion is so dreadful dull and gloomy, sir."</p> + +<p>"Religion dull and gloomy!" echoed William. "Well, perhaps some people +do make a gloomy affair of it; but then I don't think theirs can be the +right religion. I do not believe people were sent into the world to be +gloomy: time enough for that when troubles come."</p> + +<p>"What <i>is</i> religion?" asked one of the men.</p> + +<p>"It is a sort of thing that's a great deal better to be felt than talked +about," answered William. "I am no parson, and cannot pretend to +enlighten you. We might never come to an understanding over it, were we +to discuss it all day long. I would rather talk to you of life, and its +practical duties."</p> + +<p>"Tyrrett said as he had never paid heed to any of his duties. It were +his cry over and over again, sir, in the night. He said he had drunk, +and swore, and beat his wife, and done just what he oughtn't to ha' +done."</p> + +<p>"Ay, I fear it was so," replied William. "Poor Tyrrett's existence was +divided into three phrases—working, drinking, quarrelling: +dissatisfaction attending all. I fear a great many more in Honey Fair +could say the same."</p> + +<p>The men's consciences were pricking them; some of them began to stand +uncomfortably on one leg. <i>They</i> tippled; <i>they</i> quarrelled; they <i>had</i> +been known to administer personal correction to their wives on +provocation.</p> + +<p>"Times upon times I asked Tyrrett to come round of an evening to Robert +East's," continued William. "He never did come. But I can tell you this, +my men; had he taken to pass his evenings there twelve months ago, when +the society—as they call it—was first formed, he might have been a +hale man now, instead of lying there, dead."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that he'd have growed religious, sir?"</p> + +<p>"I tell you we will put religion out of the discussion: as you don't +seem to like the word. Had Tyrrett taken to like rational evenings, +instead of public-houses, it would have made a wonderful difference in +his mode of thought, and difference in conduct would have followed. Look +at his father-in-law, Cross. He was living without hope or aim, at +loggerheads with his wife and with the world, and rather given to +wishing himself dead. All that's over. Do you think I should like to go +about with a dirty face and holes in my coat?"</p> + +<p>The men laughed. They thought not.</p> + +<p>"Cross used to do so. But you see nothing of that now. Many others used +to do so. Many do so still."</p> + +<p>Rather conscience-stricken again, the men tried to hide their elbows. +"It's true enough," said one. "Cross, and some more of 'em, are getting +smart."</p> + +<p>"Smart inside as well as out," said William. "They are acquiring +self-respect; one of the best qualities a man can find. They wouldn't be +seen in the street now in rags, or the worse for drink, or in any other +degrading position; no, not if you bribed them with gold. Coming round +to East's has done that for them. They are beginning to see that it's +just as well to lead pleasant lives here, as unpleasant ones. In a short +time, Cross will be getting furniture about him again, towards setting +up the home he lost. He—and many more—will also, as I truly believe, +be beginning to set up furniture of another sort."</p> + +<p>"What sort's that, sir?"</p> + +<p>"The furniture that will stand him in need for the next life; the life +that Tyrrett has now entered upon," replied William in deeper tones. "It +is a life that <i>must</i> come, you know; our little span of time here, in +comparison with eternity, is but as a drop of water to the great river +that runs through the town; and it is as well to be prepared for it. +Now, the next five I am going to get round to East's are you."</p> + +<p>"Us, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Every one of you; although I believe you have been in the habit of +complimenting your friends who go there with the title of 'milksops.' I +want to take you there this evening. If you don't like it, you know you +need not repeat the visit. You will come, to oblige me, won't you?"</p> + +<p>They said they would. And William went out satisfied, though he hardly +knew how Robert East would manage to stow away the new comers. Not many +steps from the door he encountered Mrs. Buffle. She stopped him to talk +of Tyrrett.</p> + +<p>"Better that he had spent his loose time at East's than at the publics," +remarked that lady.</p> + +<p>"It is the very thing we have been saying," answered William. "I wish we +could get all Honey Fair there; though, indeed there's no room for more +than we have now. I cast a longing eye sometimes to that building at the +back, which they say was built for a Mormon stronghold, and has never +been fitted up, owing to a dispute among themselves about the number of +wives each elder might appropriate to his own share."</p> + +<p>"Disgraceful pollagists!" struck in Mrs. Buffle, apostrophizing the +Mormon elders. "One husband is enough to have at one's fireside, +goodness knows, without being worried with an unlimited number."</p> + +<p>"That is not the question," said William, laughing. "It is, how many +wives are enough? However, I wish we could get the building. East will +have to hold the gathering in his garden soon."</p> + +<p>"There's no denying that it have worked good in Honey Fair," +acknowledged Mrs. Buffle. "It isn't alone the men that have grown more +respectable, them as have took to go, but their wives too. You see, sir, +in sitting at the public-houses, it wasn't only that they drank +themselves quarrelsome, but they spent their money. Now their tempers +are saved, and their money's saved. The wives see the benefit of it, and +of course try to be better-behaved theirselves. Not but what there's +plenty of room for improvement still," added Mrs. Buffle, in a tone of +patronage.</p> + +<p>"It will come in time," said William.</p> + +<p>"What we must do now, is to look out for a larger room."</p> + +<p>"One with a chimbley in it, as'll draw?" suggested Mrs. Buffle.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes. What would they do without fire on a winter's night? The great +point is, to have things thoroughly comfortable."</p> + +<p>"If it hadn't been for the chimbley, I might have offered our big +garret, sir. But it's the crankiest thing ever built, is that chimbley; +the minute a handful of fire's lighted, the smoke puffs it out again. +And then again—there'd be the passing through the shop, obstructing the +custom."</p> + +<p>"Of course there would," assented William. "We must try for that failure +in the rear, after all."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIIC" id="CHAPTER_VIIC"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h3>COMING HOME TO THE DARES.</h3> + + +<p>The Pyramids of Egypt grew, in the course of time, into pyramids, as was +oracularly remarked by Sergeant Delves; but that official's exertions, +labour as hard as he would, grew to nothing—when applied to the cause +with which he had compared the pyramids. All inquiry, all searching +brought to bear upon it by him and his co-adherents, did not bring +anything to light of Herbert Dare's movements on that fatal night. Where +he had passed the hours remained an impenetrable mystery; and the +sergeant had to confess himself foiled. He came, not unnaturally, to the +conclusion that Herbert Dare was not anywhere, so far as the outer world +was concerned: that he had been at home, committing the mischief. A +conclusion the sergeant had drawn from the very first, and it had never +been shaken. Nevertheless, it was his duty to put all the skill and +craft of the local police force into action; and very close inquiries +were made. Every house of entertainment in the city, of whatever +nature—whether a billiard-room or an oyster-shop; whether a chief hotel +or an obscure public-house—was visited and keenly questioned; but no +one would acknowledge to having seen Herbert Dare on the particular +evening. In short, no trace of him could be unearthed.</p> + +<p>"Just as much out as I was," said the sergeant to himself. And +Helstonleigh held the same conviction.</p> + +<p>Pomeranian Knoll was desolate: with a desolation it had never expected +to fall upon it. A shattering blow had been struck to Mr. and Mrs. Dare. +To lose their eldest son in so terrible a manner, seemed, of itself, +sufficient agony for a whole lifetime. Whatever may have been his +faults—and Helstonleigh knew that he was somewhat rich in faults—he +was dear to them; dearer than her other children to Mrs. Dare. Herbert +had remarked, in conversing with Anna Lynn, that Anthony was his +mother's favourite. It was so. She had loved him deeply, had been blind +to his failings. Neither Mr. Dare nor his wife was amongst the religious +of the world. Religious thoughts and reflections, they, in common with +many others in Helstonleigh, were content to leave to a remote +death-bed. But they had been less than human, worse than heathen, could +they be insensible to the fate of Anthony—hurled away with his sins +upon his head. He was cut off suddenly from this world, and—what of the +next? It was a question, an uncertainty, that they dared not follow; and +they sat, one on each side their desolate hearth, and wailed forth their +vain anguish.</p> + +<p>This would, in truth, have been tribulation enough to have overshadowed +a life; but there was more beyond it. Hemmed in by pride, as the Dares +had been, playing at being great and grand in Helstonleigh, the +situation of Herbert, setting aside their fears or their sympathy for +himself, was about the most complete checkmate that could have fallen +upon them. It was the cup of humiliation drained to its dregs. Whether +he should be proved guilty or not, he was thrown into prison as a common +felon, awaiting his trial for murder; and that disgrace could not be +wiped out. Did they believe him guilty? They did not know themselves. To +suspect him of such a crime was painful in the last degree to their +feelings; but why did he persist in refusing to state where he was on +the eventful night? There was the point that staggered them.</p> + +<p>A deep gloom overhung the house, extending to all its inmates. Even the +servants went about with sad faces and quiet steps. The young ladies +knew that a calamity had been dealt to them from which they should never +wholly recover. Their star of brilliancy, in its little sphere of light +at Helstonleigh, had faded into dimness, if not wholly gone down below +the horizon. Should Herbert be found guilty, it could never rise again. +Adelaide rarely spoke; she appeared to possess some inward source of +vexation or grief, apart from the general tribulation. At least, so +judged Signora Varsini; and she was a shrewd observer. She, Miss Dare, +spent most of her time shut up in her own room. Rosa and Minny were +chiefly with their governess. They were getting of an age to feel it in +an equal degree with the rest. Rosa was eighteen, and had begun to go +out with Mrs. Dare and Adelaide: Minny was anticipating the same +privilege. It was all stopped now—visiting, gaiety, pleasure; and it +was felt as a part of the misfortune.</p> + +<p>The first shock of the occurrence subsided, the funeral over, and the +family settled down in its mourning, the governess exacted their studies +from her two pupils as before. They were loth to recommence them, and +appealed to their mother. "It was cruel of mademoiselle to wish it of +them," they said. Mademoiselle rejoined that her motive was anything but +cruel: she felt sure that occupation for the mind was the best +counteraction to grief. If they would not study, where was the use of +her remaining, she demanded. Madame Dare had better allow her to leave. +She would go without notice, if madame pleased. She should be glad to +get back to the Continent. They did not have murders there in society; +at least, she, mademoiselle, had never encountered personal experience +of it.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare did not appear willing to accede to the proposition. The +governess was a most efficient instructress; and six or twelve months +more of her services would be essential to her pupils, if they were to +be turned out as pupils ought to be. Besides, Sergeant Delves had +intimated that the signora's testimony would be necessary at the trial, +and therefore she could not be allowed to depart. Mr. Dare thought if +they did allow her to depart, they might be accused of wishing to +suppress evidence, and it might tell against Herbert. So mademoiselle +had to resign herself to remaining. "Très bien," she equably said; "she +was willing; only the young ladies must resume their lessons." A mandate +in which Mrs. Dare acquiesced.</p> + +<p>Sometimes Minny, who was given to be incorrigibly idle, would burst into +tears over the trouble of her work, and then lay it upon her distress +touching the uncertain fate of Herbert. One day, upon doing this, the +governess broke out sharply.</p> + +<p>"He deserves to lie in prison, does Monsieur Herbert!"</p> + +<p>"Why do you say that, mademoiselle?" asked Minny resentfully.</p> + +<p>"Because he is a fool," politely returned mademoiselle. "He say, does he +not, that he was not home at the time. It is well; but why does he not +say where he was? I think he is a fool, me."</p> + +<p>"You may as well say outright, mademoiselle, that you think him guilty!" +retorted Minny.</p> + +<p>"But I not think him guilty," dissented mademoiselle. "I have said from +the first that he was not guilty. I think he is not one capable of doing +such an injury, to his brother or to any one else. I used to be great +friends with Monsieur Herbert once, when I gave him those Italian +lessons, and I never saw to make me believe his disposition was a +cruel."</p> + +<p>In point of fact, the governess, more explicitly than any one else in +the house, had unceasingly declared her belief in Herbert's innocence. +Truly and sincerely she did not believe him capable of so grievous a +crime. He was not of a cruel or revengeful disposition: certainly not +one to lie in wait, and attack another savagely and secretly. She had +never believed that he was, and would not believe it now. Neither had +his family. Sergeant Delves' opinion was, that whoever had attacked +Anthony <i>had</i> lain in wait for him in the dining room, and had sprung +upon him as he entered. It is possible, however, that the same point +staggered mademoiselle that staggered the rest—Herbert Dare's refusal +to state where he was at the time. Believing, as she did, that he could +account for it if he chose, she deemed herself perfectly justified in +applying to him the complimentary epithet you have just heard. She +expressed true sympathy and regret at the untimely fate of Anthony, +lamenting him much and genuinely.</p> + +<p>Upon Cyril and George the punishment also fell. With one brother not +cold in his grave, and the other thrown into gaol to await his trial for +murder, they could not, for shame, pursue their amusements as formerly; +and amusements to Cyril and George Dare had become a necessity of daily +life. Their friends and companions were growing shy of them—or they +fancied it. Conscience is all too suggestive. They fancied people +shunned them when they walked along the street: Cyril, even, as he stood +in Samuel Lynn's room at the manufactory, thought the men, as they +passed in and out, looked askance at him. Very likely it was only +imagination. George Dare had set his heart upon a commission; one of the +members for the city had made a half-promise to Mr. Dare that he would +"see what could be done at the Horse Guards." Failing available interest +in that quarter, George was in hope that his father would screw out +money to purchase one. But, until Herbert was proved innocent (if that +time should ever arrive), the question of his entering the army must +remain in abeyance. This state of things altogether did not give +pleasure to Cyril and George Dare. But there was no remedy for it, and +they had to content themselves with sundry private explosions of temper, +by way of relief to their minds.</p> + +<p>Yes, the evil fell upon all; upon the parents and upon the children. Of +course, the latter suffered nothing in comparison with Mr. and Mrs. +Dare. Unhappy days, restless nights, were their portion now: the world +seemed to be growing too miserable to live in.</p> + +<p>"There must be a fatality upon the boys!" Mr. Dare exclaimed one day, in +the bitterness of his spirit, as he paced the room with restless steps, +his wife sitting moodily, her elbow on the centre-table, her cheek +pressed upon her hand. "Unless there had been a fatality upon them, they +never could have turned out as they have."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare resented the speech. In her unhappy frame of mind, which told +terribly upon her temper, it seemed a sort of relief to resent +everything. If Mr. Dare spoke against their sons, she stood up for them. +"Turned out!" she repeated angrily.</p> + +<p>"Let us say, as things have turned out, then, if you will. They appear +to be turning out pretty badly, as it seems to me. The boys have had +every indulgence in life: they have enjoyed a luxurious home; they have +ruined me to supply their extravagances——"</p> + +<p>"Ruined you!" again resented Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Ay; ruined. It has all but come to it. And yet, what good has the +indulgence or have the advantages brought them? Far better—I begin to +see it now—that they had been reared to self-denial; made to work for +their daily bread."</p> + +<p>"How can you give utterance to such things!" rejoined Mrs. Dare, in a +chafed tone.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare stopped in his restless pacing, and confronted his wife. "Are +we happy in our sons? Speak the truth."</p> + +<p>"How could any one be happy, overwhelmed with a misfortune such as +this?"</p> + +<p>"Put that aside: what are they without it? Rebellious to us; badly +conducted in the sight of the world."</p> + +<p>"Who says they are badly conducted?" asked Mrs. Dare, an undercurrent of +consciousness whispering that she need not have made the objection. +"They may be a little wild; but it is a common failing with those of +their age and condition. Their faults are only faults of youth and of +uncurbed spirits."</p> + +<p>"I wish, then, their spirits had been curbed," was Mr. Dare's reply. "It +is useless now to reproach each other," he continued, resuming his walk; +"but there must have been something radically wrong in their +bringing-up. Anthony, gone: Herbert, perhaps, to follow him by almost a +worse death, certainly a more disgraceful one: Cyril——" Mr. Dare +stopped abruptly in his catalogue, and went on more generally. "There is +no comfort in them for us: there never will be any."</p> + +<p>"What can you bring against Cyril?" sharply asked Mrs. Dare. It may be, +that these complaints of her husband fretted her temper; chafed, +perhaps, her conscience. Certain it was, they rendered her irritable; +and Mr. Dare had latterly indulged in them frequently. "If Cyril is a +little wild, it is a gentlemanly failing. There's nothing else to urge +against him."</p> + +<p>"Is theft gentlemanly?"</p> + +<p>"Theft!" repeated Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Theft. I have concealed many things from you, Julia, wishing to spare +your feelings. But it may be as well now that you should know a little +more of what your sons really are. Cyril might have stood where Herbert +will stand—at the criminal bar; though for a crime of lesser degree. +For all I can tell, he may stand at it still."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare looked scared. "What has he done?" she asked, her tone growing +timid.</p> + +<p>"I say that I have kept these things from you. I wish I could have kept +them from you always; but it seems to me that exposure is arising in +many ways, and it is better that you should be prepared for it, if it +must come. I awake now in the morning to apprehension; I am alarmed +throughout the day at my own shadow, dreading what unknown fate may not +be falling upon them. Herbert in peril of the hangman: Cyril in peril of +a forced voyage to the penal settlements."</p> + +<p>A sensation of utter fear stole over Mrs. Dare. For the moment, she +could not speak. But she rallied her powers to defend Cyril.</p> + +<p>"I think Cyril is hardly used, what with one thing and another. He was +to have gone on that French journey, and at the last moment was pushed +out of it for Halliburton. I felt more vexed at it, almost, than Cyril +himself, and I spoke a word of my mind to Mrs. Ashley."</p> + +<p>"You did?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I did not speak of it in the light of disappointment to Cyril; the +actual fact of not taking the journey; so much as of the vexation he +experienced at being supplanted by one whom he—whom we all—consider +inferior to himself, William Halliburton. I let Mrs. Ashley know that we +regarded it as a most unmerited and uncalled-for slight; and I took care +to drop a hint that we believed Halliburton to have been guilty in that +cheque affair."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare paused. "What did Mrs. Ashley say?" he presently asked.</p> + +<p>"She said very little. I never saw her so frigid. She intimated that Mr. +Ashley was a competent judge of his own business——"</p> + +<p>"I mean as to the cheque?" interrupted Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"She was more frigid over that than over the other. She preferred not to +discuss it, she answered; who might have stolen it; or who not."</p> + +<p>"I can set you right on both points," said Mr. Dare. "Cyril came to me, +complaining of being superseded in this French journey, and I complied +with his request, that I should go and remonstrate with Mr. +Ashley—being a simpleton for my pains. Mr. Ashley informed me that he +never had entertained the slightest intention of despatching Cyril, and +why Cyril should have taken up the notion, he could not tell. Mr. Ashley +went on to say that he did not consider Cyril sufficiently steady to be +intrusted abroad alone——"</p> + +<p>"Steady!" echoed Mrs. Dare. "What has steadiness to do with executing +business? And, as to being alone, Quaker Lynn went over also."</p> + +<p>"But at the outset, which was the time I spoke to him, Mr. Ashley's +intention was to dispatch only one—Halliburton. He said that Cyril's +want of steadiness would always have been a bar to his thinking of him. +Shall I go on and enlighten you on the other point—the cheque?" Mr. +Dare added, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"Y—es," she answered, a nervous dread causing her to speak with +hesitation. Had she a foreshadowing of what was coming?</p> + +<p>"It was Cyril who took it," said Mr. Dare, dropping his voice to a +whisper.</p> + +<p>"Cyril!" she gasped.</p> + +<p>"Our son, Cyril. No other."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare took her hand from her cheek, and leaned back in the chair. +She was very pale.</p> + +<p>"He was traced to White's shop, where he changed the cheque for gold. He +had put on Herbert's cloak, the plaid lining outside. When he began to +fear detection, he ripped the lining out, and left the cloak in the +state it is; now in the possession of the police. Some of the jags and +cuts have been sewn up, I suppose by one of the servants: I made no +close inquiries. That cloak," he added, with a passing shiver, "might +tell queer tales of our sons, if it were able to speak."</p> + +<p>"How did you know it was Cyril?" breathed Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>"From Delves."</p> + +<p>"Delves! Does <i>he</i> know it?"</p> + +<p>"He does. And the man is keeping the secret out of consideration for us. +Delves is good-hearted at bottom. Not but that I spoke a friendly word +for him when he was made sergeant. It all tells."</p> + +<p>"And Mr. Ashley?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"There is no doubt that Ashley has some suspicion: the very fact of his +not making a stir in it proves that he has. It would not please him that +a relative—as Cyril is—should stand his trial for felony."</p> + +<p>"How harshly you put it!" exclaimed Mrs. Dare, bursting into tears. +"Felony."</p> + +<p>"Nay; what else can I call it?"</p> + +<p>A pause ensued. Mr. Dare resumed his restless pacing. Mrs. Dare sat with +her handkerchief to her face. Presently she looked up.</p> + +<p>"They said it was Halliburton's cloak that the person wore who went to +change the cheque."</p> + +<p>"It was not Halliburton's. It was Herbert's turned inside out. Herbert +knew nothing about it, for I questioned him. He had gone out that night, +leaving his cloak hanging in his closet. I asked him how it happened +that his cloak, on the inside, should resemble Halliburton's, and he +said it was a coincidence. I don't believe him. I entertain little doubt +that it was so contrived with a view to enacting some mischief. In fact, +what with one revelation and another, I live, as I say, in constant +dread of new troubles turning up."</p> + +<p>Bitter, most bitter were these revelations to Mrs. Dare; bitter had they +been to her husband. Too swiftly were the fruits of their children's +rearing coming home to them, bringing their recompense. "There must be a +fatality upon the boys!" he reiterated. Possibly. But had neither +parents nor children done aught to invoke it?</p> + +<p>"Since these evils have come upon our house—the fate of Anthony, the +uncertainty overhanging Herbert, the certain guilt of Cyril," resumed +Mr. Dare: "I have asked myself whether the money we inherited from old +Mr. Cooper may not have wrought ill for us, instead of good."</p> + +<p>"Have wrought ill?"</p> + +<p>"Ay! Brought with it a curse, instead of a blessing."</p> + +<p>She made no remark.</p> + +<p>"He warned us that if we took Edgar Halliburton's share it would not +bring us good. Do you remember how eagerly he spoke it? We did take it," +Mr. Dare added, dropping his voice to the lowest whisper. "And I believe +it has just acted as a curse upon us."</p> + +<p>"You are fanciful!" she cried, her hands shivering, as she raised her +handkerchief to her pale face.</p> + +<p>"No; there's no fancy in it. We should have done well to attend to the +warning of the dying. Heaven is my witness that at the time, such a +thought as that of appropriating it ourselves never crossed my mind. We +launched out into expense, and the other share became a necessity to us. +It is that expense which has ruined our children."</p> + +<p>"How can you say it?" she rejoined, lifting her hands in a passionate +sort of manner.</p> + +<p>"It has been nothing else. Had they been reared more plainly, they would +not have acquired those extravagant notions which have proved their +bane. Without that inheritance and the style of living we allowed it to +entail upon us, the boys must have understood that they would have to +earn money before they spent it, and they would have put their shoulders +to the wheel. Julia," he continued, halting by her, and stretching forth +his troubled face until it nearly touched hers, "it might have been +well now, well with them and with us, had our children been obliged to +battle with the poverty to which we condemned the Halliburtons."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIIIC" id="CHAPTER_VIIIC"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<h3>AN UGLY VISION.</h3> + + +<p>Mr. Dare had not taken upon himself the legal conduct of his son +Herbert's case. It had been intrusted to the care of a solicitor in +Helstonleigh, Mr. Winthorne. This gentleman, more forcibly than any one +else, urged upon Herbert Dare the necessity of declaring—if he could +declare—where he had been on the night of the murder. He clearly +foresaw that, if his client persisted in his present silence, there was +no chance of any result but the worst.</p> + +<p>He could obtain no response. Deaf to him, as he had been to others, +Herbert Dare would disclose nothing. In vain Mr. Winthorne pointed to +consequences; first, by delicate hints; next, by hints not delicate; +then, by speaking out broadly and fully. It is not pleasant to tell your +client, in so many words, that he will be hanged and nothing can save +him, unless he compels you to it. Herbert Dare so compelled Mr. +Winthorne. All in vain. Mr. Winthorne found he might just as well talk +to the walls of the cell. Herbert Dare declared, in the most positive +manner, that he had been out the whole of the time stated; from +half-past eight o'clock, until nearly two; and from this declaration he +never swerved.</p> + +<p>Mr. Winthorne was perplexed. The prisoner's assertions were so uniformly +earnest, bearing so apparently the stamp of truth, that he could not +disbelieve him; or rather, sometimes he believed and sometimes he +doubted. It is true that Herbert's declarations did wear an air of +entire truth; but Mr. Winthorne had been engaged for criminal offenders +before, and knew what the assertions of a great many of them were worth. +Down deep in his heart he reasoned very much after the manner of +Sergeant Delves: "If he had been absent, he'd confess it to save his +neck." He said so to Herbert.</p> + +<p>Herbert took the matter, on the whole, coolly; he had done so from the +beginning. He did not believe that his neck was really in jeopardy. +"They'll never find me guilty," was his belief. He could not avoid +standing his trial: that was a calamity from which there was no escape: +but he steadily refused to look at its results in a sombre light.</p> + +<p>"<i>Can</i> you tell me where you were?" Mr. Winthorne one morning +impulsively asked him, when June was drawing to its close.</p> + +<p>"I could if I liked," replied Herbert Dare. "I suppose you mean by that, +to throw discredit on what I say, Winthorne; but you are wrong. I could +point out to you and to all Helstonleigh where I was that night; but I +will not do so. I have my reasons, and I will not."</p> + +<p>"Then you will fall," said the lawyer. "The very fact of there being no +other quarter than yourself on which to cast a shadow of suspicion, will +tell against you. You have been bred to the law, and must see these +things as plainly as I can put them to you."</p> + +<p>"There's the point that puzzles me—who it can have been that did the +injury. I'd give half my remaining life to know."</p> + +<p>Mr. Winthorne thought that the whole of it, to judge by present +appearances, might not be an inconveniently prolonged period; but he did +not say so. "What is your objection to speak?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"You have put the same question about fifty times, Winthorne, and you'll +never get any different answer from the one you have had already—that I +don't choose to state it."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you were not committing murder in another quarter of the +town, were you?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose I was not," equably returned Herbert.</p> + +<p>"Then, failing that crime, there's no other in the decalogue that I'd +not confess to, to save my life. Whether I was robbing a bank, or +setting a church on fire, I'd tell it out rather than be hanged by the +neck until I was dead."</p> + +<p>"Ah, but I was not doing either," said Herbert.</p> + +<p>"Then there's the less reason for your persisting in the observance of +so much mystery."</p> + +<p>"My doing so is my own business," returned Herbert.</p> + +<p>"No, it is not your own business," objected Mr. Winthorne. "You assert +that you are innocent of the crime with which you are charged——"</p> + +<p>"I assert nothing but the truth," interrupted Herbert.</p> + +<p>"Good. Then, if you are innocent, and if you can prove your innocence, +it is your duty to your family to do it. A man's duties in this life are +not owing to himself alone: above all, a son's. He owes allegiance to +his father and mother; his consideration for them should be above his +consideration for himself. If you can prove your innocence it will be an +unpardonable sin not to do it; a sin inflicted on your family."</p> + +<p>"I can't help it," replied Herbert in his obstinacy. "I have my reasons +for not speaking, and I shall not speak."</p> + +<p>"You will surely suffer the penalty," said Mr. Winthorne.</p> + +<p>"Then I must suffer it," returned the prisoner.</p> + +<p>But it is one thing to talk, and another to act. Many a brave spirit, +ready and willing to undergo hanging in theory, would find his heart +fail and his bravery altogether die out, were he really required to +reduce it to practice.</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare was only human. After July had come in and the time for the +opening of the assizes might be counted by hours, then his courage began +to flinch. He spent a night in tossing from side to side on his pallet +(a wide difference between that and his comfortable bed at home), during +which a certain ugly apparatus, to be erected for his especial use +within the walls of the prison some fine Saturday morning, on which he +might figure by no means gracefully, had mentally disturbed his rest.</p> + +<p>He arose unrefreshed. The vision of that possible future was not a +pleasant one. Herbert remembered once, when he had been a college boy, +that the Saturday morning's occasional drama had been enacted for the +warning and edification of the town, and of the country people flocking +into it for market. The college boys had determined for once in their +lives to see the sight—if they could accomplish it. The ceremony was +invariably performed at eight o'clock; the exhibition closed at nine; +and the boys' difficulty was, how to arrive at the scene in time, +considering that it was only at the striking of the latter hour that +they were let loose down the steps of the school. They had tried the +<i>time</i> between the cloisters and the county prison; and found that by +dint of taking the shorter way through the back streets, tearing along +at the fleetest pace, and knocking over every obstruction—human, +animal, or material—that might unfortunately be in their path, they +could do the distance in four minutes. Arriving rather out of wind, it's +true: but that was nothing.</p> + +<p>Four minutes! they did not see their way. If the curtain descended at +nine, sharp, as good be forty minutes after the hour, as four, in point +of practical effect. But the Helstonleigh college boys—as you may +sometimes have heard remarked before—were not wont to allow +difficulties to overmaster them. If there was a possible way of +overcoming obstacles, they were sure to find it. Consultations had been +anxious. To request the head-master to allow them as a favour to depart +five or ten minutes before the usual time, would be worse than useless. +It was a question whether he ever would have accorded it; but there was +no chance of it on <i>that</i> morning. Neither could the whole school be +taken summarily with spasms, or croup, or any other excruciating malady +necessitating compassion and an early dismissal.</p> + +<p>They came to the resolve of applying to the official who had the +cathedral clock under his charge: or, as they phrased it, "coming over +the clock-man." By dint of coaxing, or bribery, or some other element of +persuasion, they got this functionary to promise to put the clock on +eight minutes on that particular morning. And it was done. And at eight +minutes before nine by the sun, the cathedral clock rang out its nine +strokes. But, instead of the master lifting his finger—the signal for +the boys to tear forth—the master sat quiet at his desk, and never gave +it. He sat until the eight minutes had gone by, when the other churches +in the town gave out their hour; he sat <i>four minutes after that</i>: and +then he nodded them their dismissal.</p> + +<p>The twelve minutes had seemed to the boys like twelve hours. Where the +hitch was, they never knew; they never have known to this day; as they +would tell you themselves. Whether the master had received an inkling of +what was in the wind; or whether, by one of those extraordinary +coincidences that sometimes occur in life, he, for that one morning, +allowed the hour to slip by unheeded—had not heard it strike—they +could not tell. He gave out no explanation, then or afterwards. The +clock-man protested that he had been true; had not breathed a hint to +any one living of the purposed advancement; and the boys had no reason +to disbelieve him.</p> + +<p>However it might have been, they could not alter it. It was four minutes +past nine when they clattered <i>pêle-mêle</i> down the school-room steps. +Away they tore, full of fallacious hope, out at the cloisters, through +the cathedral precincts, along the nearest streets, and arrived within +the given four minutes, rather than over it.</p> + +<p>Alas, for human expectations! The prison was there, it is true, +formidable as usual; but all trace of the morning's jubilee had passed +away. Not only had the chief actor been removed, but also that ugly +apparatus which Herbert Dare had dreamt of. <i>That</i> might have afforded +them some gratification to contemplate, failing the greater sight. The +college boys, dumb in the first moment of their disappointment, gave +vent to it at length with three dismal groans, the echoes of which might +have been heard as far off as the cathedral. Groans not intended for the +unhappy mortal, then beyond hearing of that or any other earthly sound; +not for the officials of the county prison, all too quick-handed that +morning; but given as a compliment to the respected gentleman at that +time holding the situation of head-master.</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare remembered this: it was rising up in his mind with strange +distinctness. He himself had been one of the deputation chosen to "come +over" the clock-man; had been the chief persuader of that functionary. +Would the college boys hasten down if <i>he</i> were to——In spite of his +bravery, he broke off the speculation with a shudder; and, calling the +turnkey to him, he despatched a message for Mr. Winthorne. Was it the +remembrance of his old school-fellows, of what <i>they</i> would think of +him, that brought about what no other consideration had been able to +effect?</p> + +<p>As much indulgence as it was possible to allow a prisoner was accorded +to Herbert Dare. Indeed, it may be questioned whether any previous +prisoner, incarcerated within the walls of the county prison, had ever +enjoyed so much. The governor of the prison and Mr. Dare had lived on +intimate terms. Mr. Dare and his two elder sons had been familiar, in +their legal capacity, with both its civil and criminal prisoners; and +the turnkeys had often bowed Herbert in and out of cells, as they now +bowed out Mr. Winthorne. Altogether, what with the governor's friendly +feeling, and the turnkey's reverential one, Herbert Dare obtained more +privileges than the ordinary run of prisoners. The message was at once +taken to Mr. Winthorne, and it brought that gentleman back again.</p> + +<p>"I have made up my mind to tell," was Herbert's brief salutation when he +entered.</p> + +<p>"A very sensible resolution," replied the lawyer. Doubts, however, +crossed his mind as he spoke, whether the prisoner was not about to set +up some plea which had never had place in fact. In like manner to +Sergeant Delves, Mr. Winthorne had arrived at the firm belief that there +was nothing to tell. "Well?" said he.</p> + +<p>"That is, conditionally," resumed Herbert Dare. "It would be of little +use my saying I was at such and such a place, unless I could bring +forward confirmatory evidence."</p> + +<p>"Of course it would not."</p> + +<p>"Well; there are witnesses who could give this satisfactory evidence: +but the question is, will they be willing to do it?"</p> + +<p>"What motive or excuse could they have for refusing?" returned Mr. +Winthorne. "When a fellow-creature's life is at stake, surely there is +no man so lost to humanity as not to come forward and save it, if it be +in his power."</p> + +<p>"Circumstances alter cases," was the curt reply of Herbert Dare.</p> + +<p>"Was it your doubt, as to whether they would come forward, that caused +your hesitation to call on them to do so?" asked Mr. Winthorne, +something not pleasant in his tones.</p> + +<p>"Not altogether. I foresaw a difficulty in it; I foresee it still. +Winthorne, you look at me with a face full of doubt. There is no need +for it—as you will find."</p> + +<p>"Well, go on," said the lawyer; for Herbert had stopped.</p> + +<p>"The thing must be gone about in a very cautious manner; and I don't +quite see how it can be done," resumed Herbert slowly. "Winthorne, I +think I had better make a confidant of you, and tell you the whole story +from beginning to end."</p> + +<p>"If I am to do you any good, I must hear it, I expect. A man can't work +in the dark."</p> + +<p>"Sit down then, and I'll begin. Though, mind—I tell it you in +confidence. It's not for Helstonleigh. But you will see the expediency +of being silent when you have heard it."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IXC" id="CHAPTER_IXC"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<h3>SERGEANT DELVES "LOOKS UP."</h3> + + +<p>The following Saturday was the day fixed for the opening of the +commission at Helstonleigh. It soon came round, and the streets in the +afternoon wore their usual holiday appearance. The high sheriff's +procession went out to meet the judges, and groups stood about, waiting +and watching for its return. Amongst other people blocking up the way, +might be observed the portly person of Sergeant Delves. He strolled +along, seeming to look at nothing, but his keen eye was everywhere. It +suddenly fell upon Mr. Winthorne, who was picking his way through the +crowd as fast as he could do so, apparently in a hurry. Hurry or not, +Sergeant Delves stopped him, and drew him to a safe spot beyond the +reach of curious ears.</p> + +<p>"I was looking for you, Mr. Winthorne," said Delves in a confidential +tone. "I say—this tale, that Dare will succeed in establishing an +<i>alibi</i>, is it reliable?"</p> + +<p>"Why—who the mischief can have been setting that afloat?" returned the +lawyer, in tones of the utmost astonishment, not unmixed with vexation.</p> + +<p>"Dare himself was my informant," replied the sergeant. "I was in the +prison just now, and saw him in the yard with the turnkey. He called me +aside, and told me he was as good as acquitted."</p> + +<p>"Then he is an idiot for his pains. He had no right to talk of it, even +to you."</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> am dark," carelessly returned Delves. "I don't wish ill to the +Dares, and wouldn't work it to them; as perhaps some of them could tell +you," he added significantly. "What about this acquittal that he talks +of?"</p> + +<p>"There's no doubt he will be acquitted. He will prove an <i>alibi</i>."</p> + +<p>"Is it a got-up <i>alibi</i>?" asked the plain-speaking sergeant.</p> + +<p>"No. And as far as I go, I would not lend myself to getting up anything +false," observed the solicitor. "He has said from the first, you know, +that he was not near the house at the time, and so it will turn out."</p> + +<p>"Has he confessed where he was, after all his standing out?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; to me: it will be disclosed at the trial."</p> + +<p>"He was after no good, I know," nodded the sergeant oracularly.</p> + +<p>Mr. Winthorne raised his eyebrows, and slightly jerked his shoulders. +The movement may have meant anything or nothing. He did not reply in +words.</p> + +<p>Sergeant Delves fell into a reverie. He roused himself from it to take a +searching gaze at the lawyer. "Sir," said he, and he could hardly have +spoken more earnestly had his life depended on it, "tell me the truth +out-and-out. Do you, yourself, from the depths of your own judgment, +believe Herbert Dare to have been innocent?"</p> + +<p>"Delves, as truly as that you and I now stand here, I honestly believe +that he had no more to do with his brother's death than we had."</p> + +<p>"Then I'm blest if I don't take up the other scent!" exclaimed Mr. +Delves, slapping his thigh. "I did think of it once, but I dropped it +again, so sure was I that it was Master Herbert."</p> + +<p>"What scent is that?"</p> + +<p>"Look here," said the sergeant—"but now it's my turn to warn you to be +dark. There was a young woman met Anthony Dare the night of the murder, +when he was going down to the Star and Garter. It's a young woman he did +not behave genteel to some time back, as the ghost says in the song. She +met him that night, and she gave him a bit of her tongue; not much, for +he wouldn't stop to listen. But now, Mr. Winthorne, it has crossed my +mind many times whether she might not have watched for his going home +again, and followed him; followed him right into the dining-room, and +done the mischief. I'll lay a guinea it was her!" added the sergeant, +arriving at a hasty conclusion. "I shall look up again now."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that young woman in Honey Fair?" asked Mr. Winthorne.</p> + +<p>"Just so. Her, and nobody else. The doubt has crossed me; but, as I say, +I was so certain it was the brother, that I did not follow it up."</p> + +<p>"Could a woman's feeble hand inflict such injuries?" debated the +solicitor.</p> + +<p>"'Feeble' be hanged!" politely rejoined the sergeant. "Some women have +the fists of men; and the strength of 'em, too. You don't know 'em as we +do. A desperate woman will do anything. And Anthony Dare, remember, had +not his strength in him that night."</p> + +<p>Mr. Winthorne shook his head. "That girl has no look of ferocity about +her. I should question it being her. Let's see—what is her name?"</p> + +<p>"Listen!" returned the sergeant. "When you have had half as much to do +with people as I have, you'll have learnt not to go by looks. Her name +is Caroline Mason."</p> + +<p>At that moment the cathedral bells rang out, announcing the return of +the procession, the advent of the judges. As if the sound reminded the +lawyer of the speed of time, he hastily went on his way; leaving the +sergeant to use his eyes and ears at the expense of the crowd.</p> + +<p>"I wonder how the prisoners in the gaol feels?" remarked a woman whom +the sergeant recognised as being no other than Mrs. Cross. She had just +come out of a warehouse with her supply of work for the ensuing week.</p> + +<p>"Ah, poor creatures!" responded another of the group, and <i>that</i> was +Mrs. Brumm. "I wonder how young Dare likes it!"</p> + +<p>"Or how old Dare likes it—if he can hear 'em all the way up at his +office. They'll know their fate soon, them two."</p> + +<p>In close vicinity to this colloquy was a young woman, drawn against the +wall, under shelter of a projecting doorway. Her once good-looking face +was haggard, and her clothes were scanty. It was for this reason, +perhaps, that she appeared to shun observation. Sergeant Delves, +apparently without any other design than that of working his way +leisurely through the throng, edged himself up to her.</p> + +<p>"Looking out for the show, Miss Mason?"</p> + +<p>Caroline turned her spiritless eyes upon him. "I'm waiting till there's +a way cleared for me to get through, without pushing against folks and +contaminating 'em. What's the show to me, or me to it?"</p> + +<p>"At the last assizes, in March, when the judges came in, young Anthony +Dare made one in the streets, looking on," resumed the sergeant, +chatting affably. "I saw him and spoke to him. And now he is gone where +there's no shows to see."</p> + +<p>She made no reply.</p> + +<p>"The women there," pointing his thumb at the group of talkers hard by, +"are saying that Herbert Dare won't like the sound of the college +bells.—Hey, me! Look at those young toads of college boys, just let out +of school!" broke off the sergeant, as a tribe of some twenty of the +king's scholars came fighting and elbowing their way through the throng +to the front. "They are just like so many wild colts! Maybe the +prisoner, Herbert Dare, is now casting his thoughts back to the time +when he made one of the band, and was as free from care as they are. +It's not so long ago."</p> + +<p>Caroline Mason asked a question somewhat abruptly. "Will he be found +guilty, sir, do you think?"</p> + +<p>The sergeant turned the tail of his keen eye upon her, and answered the +question by asking another. "Do you?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head. "I don't think he was guilty."</p> + +<p>"You don't?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't. Why should one brother kill another?"</p> + +<p>"Very true," coughed the sergeant. "But somebody must have done it. If +Herbert Dare did not, who did?"</p> + +<p>"Ah! who did? I'd like to know," she passionately added. "He had folks +in this town that owed him grudges, had Mr. Anthony Dare."</p> + +<p>"If my vision didn't deceive me, I saw you talking to him that very +same night," carelessly observed the sergeant.</p> + +<p>"Did you see me?" she rejoined, apparently as much at ease as the +sergeant himself. "I had to do an errand at that end of the town, and I +met him, and told him what he was. I hadn't spoke to him for months and +months; for years, I think. I had slipped into doors, down entries, +anywhere to avoid him, if I saw him coming; but a feeling came over me +to speak to him then. I'm glad I did. I hope the truths I said to him +went along with him to enliven him on his journey!"</p> + +<p>"Did you see him after that, later in the evening?" resumed the +inspector, putting the question sociably, and stretching his neck up to +obtain a view of something at a distance.</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't," she replied. "But I would, if I had thought it was going +to be his last. I'd have bade him remember all his good works where he +was going to. I'd almost have went with him, I would, to have heard how +he answered for them, up there."</p> + +<p>Caroline Mason glanced upwards to indicate the sky, when a loud flourish +of trumpets from the advancing heralds sounded close upon them. As they +rode up at a foot pace, they dropped their trumpets, and the mounted +javelin-men quickly followed, their javelins in rest. A carriage or two; +a few more officials; and then advanced the equipage of the high +sheriff. Only one of the judges was in it, fully robed: a fine man, with +a benign countenance. A grave smile was on it as he spoke to the +sheriff, who sat opposite to him, his chaplain by his side.</p> + +<p>Sergeant Delves's attention was distracted for an instant, and when he +looked round again, Caroline Mason had disappeared. He just caught sight +of her in the distance, winding her way through the crowd, her head +down.</p> + +<p>"Did she do it, or did she not?" cried the sergeant, in soliloquy. "Go +on, go on, my lady, for the present; you are about to be a bit looked +after."</p> + +<p>How <i>did</i> the prisoners feel, and Herbert Dare amongst them, as the +joyous sounds, outside, fell upon their ears; the blast of the trumpets, +the sweetness of the bells, the stir of life: penetrating within the +walls of the city and county prisons? Did they feel that the pomp and +show, run after as a holiday sight, was only a cruel advent to +them?—that the formidable and fiery vision in the scarlet robe and +flowing wig, who sat in the carriage, bending his serene face upon the +mob, collected to stare and shout, might prove the pronouncer of their +doom?—a doom that should close the portals of this world upon them, and +open those of eternity!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XC" id="CHAPTER_XC"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<h3>THE TRIAL.</h3> + + +<p>Tuesday morning was the day fixed for the trial of Herbert Dare. You +might have walked upon the people's heads in the vicinity of the +Guildhall, for all the town wished to get in to hear it. Of course only +a very small portion of the town, relatively speaking, could have its +wish, or succeed in fighting a way to a place. Of the rest, some went +back to their homes, disappointed and exploding; and the rest collected +outside and blocked up the street. The police had their work cut out +that day; whilst the javelin-men, heralding in the judges, experienced +great difficulty in keeping clear the passages. The heat in court would +be desperate as the day advanced.</p> + +<p>Sir William Leader, as senior judge, took his seat in the criminal +court. It was he whom you saw in the sheriff's carriage on Saturday. The +same benignant face was bent upon the crowded court that had been bent +upon the street mob; the same penetrating eye; the same grave, calm +bearing. The prisoner was immediately placed at the bar, and all eyes, +strange or familiar, were strained to look at him. They saw a tall, +handsome young man, looking too gentlemanly to stand in the felon's +dock. He was habited in deep mourning. His countenance, usually somewhat +conspicuous for its bright complexion, was pale, probably from the +moment's emotion, and his white handkerchief was lifted to his mouth as +he moved forward; otherwise he was calm. Old Anthony Dale was in court, +looking far more agitated than his son. Preliminaries were gone through, +and the trial began.</p> + +<p>"Prisoner at the bar, how say you? Are you guilty, or not guilty?"</p> + +<p>Herbert Dare raised his eyes fearlessly, and pleaded in a firm tone:</p> + +<p>"Not Guilty!"</p> + +<p>The leading counsel for the prosecution, Serjeant Seeitall, stated the +case. His address occupied some time, and he then proceeded to call +witnesses. One of the first examined was Betsy Carter. She deposed to +the facts of having sat up with the lady's-maid and Joseph, until the +return of Mr. and Mrs. Dare and their daughter; to having then gone into +the dining-room with a light to look for Mr. Dare's pipe, which she had +left there in the morning, when cleaning the room. "In moving forward +with the candle, I saw something dark on the ground," continued Betsy, +who, when her first timidity had gone off, seemed inclined to be +communicative. "At the first glance, I thought it was one of the +gentlemen gone to sleep there; but when I stooped down with the light, I +saw it was the face of the dead. Awful, it looked!"</p> + +<p>"What did you next do?" demanded the examining counsel.</p> + +<p>"Screeched out, gentlemen," responded Betsy.</p> + +<p>"What else?"</p> + +<p>"I went out of the room, screeching to Joseph in the hall, and master +came in from outside the front door, where he was waiting, all peaceful +and ignorant, for his pipe, little thinking what there was so close to +him. I screeched out all the more, gentlemen, when I remembered the +quarrel that had took place at dinner that afternoon, and I knew it was +nobody but Mr. Herbert that had done the murder."</p> + +<p>The witness was sharply told to confine herself to evidence.</p> + +<p>"It couldn't be nobody else," retorted Betsy, who, once set going, was a +match for any cross-examiner. "There was the cloak to prove it. Mr. +Herbert had gone out in the cloak that very night, and the poor dead +gentleman was lying on it. Which proves it must have come off in the +scuffle between 'em."</p> + +<p>The fact of the quarrel, the facts connected with the cloak, as well as +all other facts, had been mentioned by the learned Serjeant Seeitall in +his opening address. The witness was questioned as to what she knew of +the quarrel: but it appeared that she had not been present; consequently +could not testify to it. The cloak she could say more about, and spoke +of it confidently as Mr. Herbert's.</p> + +<p>"How did you know the cloak, found under the dead man, was Mr. +Herbert's?" interposed the prisoner's counsel, Mr. Chattaway.</p> + +<p>"Because I did," returned the witness.</p> + +<p>"I ask you how you knew it?"</p> + +<p>"By lots of tokens," she answered. "By the shining black clasp, for one +thing, and by the tears and jags in it, for another. Nobody has ever +pretended it was not the cloak. I have seen it fifty times hanging up in +Mr. Herbert's closet."</p> + +<p>"You saw the prisoner going out in it that evening?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I did," she answered. "I was looking out at Miss Adelaide's +chamber window, and I saw him come out of the dining-room window, and go +off towards the front gates. The gentlemen often went out through the +dining-room window, instead of at the hall door."</p> + +<p>"The prisoner says he came back immediately, and left his cloak in the +dining-room, going out finally without it. Did you see him come back?"</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't," replied Betsy.</p> + +<p>"How long did you remain at the window?"</p> + +<p>"Not long."</p> + +<p>"Did you remain long enough for him to cross the lawn to the front +entrance gates, and come back again?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't think I did, sir."</p> + +<p>"The court will please take note of that answer," said Mr. Chattaway, +who was aware that a great deal had been made of the fact of the +housemaid's having seen him go out in the cloak. "You left the window +then, immediately?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty near immediately. I don't think I stayed long enough at it for +him to come back from the front gates—if he did come. I have never said +I did," she resentfully continued.</p> + +<p>"What time was it that you saw him go out?"</p> + +<p>"I hadn't took particular notice of the time. It was dusk. I was turning +down my beds; and I generally do that a little before nine. The next +room I went into was Mr. Anthony's."</p> + +<p>"The deceased was in it, was he not?"</p> + +<p>"He was in it, stretched full length upon the sofa. He had his head down +on the cushion, and his feet up over the arm at the foot, all +comfortable and easy, with a cigar in his mouth, and some glasses and +things on the table near him. 'What are you come bothering in here for?' +he asked. So I begged his pardon; for you see, gentlemen, I didn't know +he was there, and I went out again, and met Joseph carrying up a note to +him. A little while after that, he went out."</p> + +<p>The witness's propensity to degenerate into gossip appeared +irrepressible. Several times she was stopped; once by the judge.</p> + +<p>"Of how many servants did the household of Mr. Dare consist?" she was +asked.</p> + +<p>"There were four of us, gentlemen."</p> + +<p>"Did you all sit up that night?"</p> + +<p>"All but the cook. She went to bed."</p> + +<p>"And the family, those who were at home, went to bed?"</p> + +<p>"All of them, sir. The governess went early; she was not well; and Miss +Rosa and Miss Minny went, and the two young gentlemen went when they +came home from playing cricket."</p> + +<p>"In point of fact, then, no one was up except you three servants in the +kitchen?"</p> + +<p>"Nobody, sir."</p> + +<p>"And you heard no noise in the house until the return of Mr. and Mrs. +Dare?"</p> + +<p>"We never heard nothing," responded Betsy. "We were sitting quietly in +the kitchen; me and the lady's-maid at work, and Joseph asleep. We never +heard any noise at all."</p> + +<p>This was the substance of what was asked her. Joseph was next called, +and gave his testimony. He deposed to having fastened up the house at +eleven o'clock, with the exception of the dining-room window: that was +left open in obedience to orders. All other facts within his knowledge +he also testified to. The governess, Signorina Varsini, was called, and +questioned upon two points: what she had seen and heard of the quarrel, +and of the subsequent conduct of Anthony and Herbert to each other in +the drawing-room. But her testimony amounted to nothing, and she might +as well not have been troubled. She was also asked whether she had heard +any noise in the house between eleven o'clock and the return of Mr. and +Mrs. Dare. She replied that she did not hear any, for she had been +asleep. She went to sleep long before eleven, and did not wake up until +aroused by the commotion caused by the finding of the body. The witness +was proceeding to favour the court with her own conviction that the +prisoner was innocent, but was brought up with a summary notice that +that was not evidence, and that, if she knew nothing more, she might +withdraw. Upon which, she honoured the bench with an elaborate curtsey, +and retired. Not a witness throughout the day gave evidence with more +absolute equanimity.</p> + +<p>Lord Hawkesley was examined; also Mr. Brittle—the latter coming to +Helstonleigh on his subpœna. But to give the testimony of all the +witnesses in length, would only be to repeat what has already been +related. It will be sufficient to extract a few questions here and +there.</p> + +<p>"What were the games played in your rooms that evening?" was asked of +Mr. Brittle.</p> + +<p>"Some played whist; some écarté."</p> + +<p>"At which did the deceased play?"</p> + +<p>"At whist."</p> + +<p>"Was he a loser, or a gainer?"</p> + +<p>"A loser; but to a very trifling amount. We were playing half-crown +points. He and myself played against Lord Hawkesley and Captain Bellew. +We broke up because he, the deceased, was not sufficiently sober to +play."</p> + +<p>"Was he sober when he joined you?"</p> + +<p>"By no means. He appeared to have been drinking rather freely; and he +took more in my rooms, which made him worse."</p> + +<p>"Why did you accompany him home?"</p> + +<p>"He was scarcely in a state to proceed alone: and I felt no objection to +a walk. It was a fine night."</p> + +<p>"Did he speak, during the evening, of the dispute which had taken place +between him and his brother?" interposed the judge.</p> + +<p>"He did not, my lord. A slight incident occurred, as we were going to +his home, which it may be perhaps as well to mention——"</p> + +<p>"You must mention everything which bears upon this unhappy case, sir," +interrupted the judge. "You are sworn to tell the whole truth."</p> + +<p>"I do not suppose it does bear upon it directly, my lord. Had I attached +importance to it, I should have spoken of it before. In passing the +turning which leads to the race-course, a man met us, and began to abuse +the deceased. The deceased was inclined to stop and return it, but I +drew him on."</p> + +<p>"Of what nature was the abuse?" asked the counsel.</p> + +<p>"I do not recollect the precise terms. It was to the effect that he, the +deceased, tippled away his money instead of paying his debts. The man +backed against the wall as he spoke: he appeared to have had rather too +much himself. I drew the deceased on, and we were soon out of hearing."</p> + +<p>"What became of the man?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know. We left him standing against the wall. He called loudly +after the deceased to know when his bill was to be paid. I judged him to +be some petty tradesman."</p> + +<p>"Did he follow you?"</p> + +<p>"No. At least, we heard no more of him afterwards. I saw the deceased +safely within his own gate, and left him."</p> + +<p>"What state, as to sobriety, was the deceased in then?"</p> + +<p>"He was what may be called half-seasover," replied the witness. "He +could talk, but his words were not very distinct."</p> + +<p>"Could he walk alone?"</p> + +<p>"After a fashion. He stumbled as he walked."</p> + +<p>"What time was this?"</p> + +<p>"About half-past eleven. I think the half-hour struck directly after I +left him, but I am not quite sure."</p> + +<p>"As you returned, did you see anything of the man who had accosted the +deceased?"</p> + +<p>"Not anything."</p> + +<p>Strange to say the very man thus spoken of was in court, listening to +the trial. Upon hearing the evidence given by Mr. Brittle, he +voluntarily came forward as a witness. He said he had been "having a +drop," and it had made him abusive, but that Anthony Dare had owed him +money long for work done, mending and making. He was a jobbing tailor, +and the bill was a matter of fourteen pounds. Anthony Dare had only put +him off and off; he was a poor man, with a wife and family to keep, and +he wanted the money badly; but now, he supposed, he should never be +paid. He lived close to the spot where he met the deceased and the +gentleman who had just given evidence, and he could prove that he went +home as soon as they were out of sight, and was in bed at half-past +eleven. What with debts and various other things, he concluded the town +had had enough to rue in young Anthony Dare. Still, the poor fellow +didn't deserve such a shocking fate as murder, and he would have been +the first to protect him from it.</p> + +<p>That the evidence was given in good faith, was undoubted. He was known +to the town as a harmless, inoffensive man, addicted, though upon rare +occasions, to taking more than was good for him, when he was apt to +dilate upon his grievances.</p> + +<p>The constable who had been on duty that night near Mr. Dare's residence +was the next witness called. "Did you see the deceased that night?" was +asked of him.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, I did," was the reply. "I saw him walking home with the +gentleman who has given evidence—Mr. Brittle. I noticed that young Mr. +Dare talked thick, as if he had been drinking."</p> + +<p>"Did they appear to be on good terms?"</p> + +<p>"Very good terms, sir. Mr. Brittle was laughing when he opened the gate +for the deceased, and told him to mind he did not kiss the grass; or +something to that effect."</p> + +<p>"Were you close to them?"</p> + +<p>"Quite close, sir. I said 'Good night' to the deceased, but he seemed +not to notice it. I stood and watched him over the grass. He reeled as +he walked."</p> + +<p>"What time was this?"</p> + +<p>"Nigh upon half-past eleven, sir."</p> + +<p>"Did you detect any signs of people moving within the house?"</p> + +<p>"Not any, sir. The house seemed quite still, and the blinds were down +before the windows."</p> + +<p>"Did you see any one enter the gate that night besides the deceased?"</p> + +<p>"Not any one."</p> + +<p>"Not the prisoner?"</p> + +<p>"Not any one," repeated the policeman.</p> + +<p>"Did you see anything of the prisoner later, between half-past one and +two, the time he alleges as that of his going home?"</p> + +<p>"I never saw the prisoner at all that night, sir."</p> + +<p>"He could have gone in, as he states, without your seeing him?" +interposed the prisoner's counsel.</p> + +<p>"Yes, certainly, a dozen times over. My beat extended to half-a-mile +beyond Mr. Dare's."</p> + +<p>One witness, who was placed in the box, created a profound sensation: +for it was the unhappy father, Anthony Dare. Since the deed was +committed, two months ago, Mr. Dare had been growing old. His brow was +furrowed, his cheeks were wrinkled, his hair was turning white, and he +looked, as he obeyed the call to the witness-box, as a man sinking under +a heavy weight of care. Many of the countenances present expressed deep +commiseration for him.</p> + +<p>He was sworn, and various questions were asked him. Amongst others, +whether he knew anything of the quarrel which had taken place between +his two sons.</p> + +<p>"Personally, nothing," was the reply. "I was not at home."</p> + +<p>"It has been testified that when they were parted, your son Herbert +threatened his brother. Is he of a revengeful disposition?"</p> + +<p>"No," replied Mr. Dare, with emotion; "that, I can truly say, he is not. +My poor son, Anthony, was somewhat given to sullenness; but Herbert +never was."</p> + +<p>"There had been a great deal of ill-feeling between them of late, I +believe."</p> + +<p>"I fear there had been."</p> + +<p>"It is stated that you yourself, upon leaving home that evening, left +them a warning not to quarrel. Was it so?"</p> + +<p>"I believe I did. Anthony entered the house as we were leaving it, and I +did say something to him to that effect."</p> + +<p>"The prisoner was not present?"</p> + +<p>"No. He had not returned."</p> + +<p>"It is proved that he came home later, dined, and went out again at +dusk. It does not appear that he was seen afterwards by any member of +your household, until you yourself went up to his room and found him +there, after the discovery of the body. His own account is, that he had +only recently returned. Do you know where he was, during his absence?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Or where he went to?"</p> + +<p>"No," repeated the witness in sadly faltering tones, for he knew that +this was the one weak point in the defence.</p> + +<p>"He will not tell you?"</p> + +<p>"He declines to do so. But," the witness added, with emotion, "he has +denied his guilt to me from the first, in the most decisive manner: and +I solemnly believe him to be innocent. Why he will not state where he +was, I cannot conceive; but not a shade of doubt rests upon my mind that +he could state it if he chose, and that it would be the means of +establishing the fact of his absence. I would not assert this if I did +not believe it," said the witness, raising his trembling hand. "They +were both my boys: the one destroyed was my eldest, perhaps my dearest; +and I declare that I would not, knowingly, screen his assassin, although +that assassin were his brother."</p> + +<p>The case for the prosecution concluded, and the defence was entered +upon. The prisoner's counsel—two of them eminent men, Mr. Chattaway +himself being no secondary light in the forensic world—laboured under +one disadvantage, as it appeared to the crowded court. They exerted all +their eloquence in seeking to divert the guilt from the prisoner: but +they could not—distort facts as they might, call upon imagination as +they would—they could not conjure up the ghost of any other channel to +which to direct suspicion. There lay the weak point, as it had lain +throughout. If Herbert Dare was not guilty, who was? The family, quietly +sleeping in their beds, were beyond the pale of suspicion; the household +equally so; and no trace of any midnight intruder to the house could be +found. It was a grave stumbling-block for the prisoner's counsel; but +such stumbling-blocks are as nothing to an expert pleader. Bit by bit +Mr. Chattaway disposed, or seemed to dispose, of every argument that +could tell against the prisoner. The presence of the cloak in the +dining-room, from which so much appearance of guilt had been deduced, he +converted into a negative proof of innocence. "Had he been the one +engaged in the struggle," argued the learned Q.C., "would he have been +mad enough to leave his own cloak there, underneath his victim, a +damning proof of guilt? No! that, at any rate, he would have taken away. +The very fact of the cloak being under the murdered man was a most +indisputable proof, as he regarded it, that the prisoner remained +totally ignorant of what had happened—ignorant of his unfortunate +brother's being at all in the dining-room. Why! had he only surmised +that his brother was lying, wounded or dead, in the room, would he not +have hastened to remove his cloak out of it, before it should be seen +there, knowing, as he must know, that, from the very terms on which he +and his brother had been, it would be looked upon as a proof of his +guilt?" The argument told well with the jury—probably with the judge.</p> + +<p>Bit by bit, so did he thus dispose of the suspicious circumstances: of +all, except one. And that was the great one, the one that nobody could +get over: the refusal of the prisoner to state where he was that night. +"All in good time, gentlemen of the jury," said Mr. Chattaway, some +murmured words reaching his ear that the omission was deemed ominous. "I +am coming to that later; and I shall prove as complete and distinct an +<i>alibi</i> as it was ever my lot to submit to an enlightened court."</p> + +<p>The court listened, the jury listened, the spectators listened, and +"hoped he might." He had spoken, for the most part, to incredulous ears.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIC" id="CHAPTER_XIC"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<h3>THE WITNESSES FOR THE ALIBI.</h3> + + +<p>When the speech of the counsel ended, and the time came for the +production of the witness or witnesses who were to prove the <i>alibi</i>, +there appeared to be some delay. The intense heat of the court had been +growing greater with every hour. The rays of the afternoon sun, now +sinking lower and lower in the heavens, had only brought with them a +more deadly feeling of suffocation. But, to go out for a breath of air, +even had the thronged state of the passages permitted the movement, +appeared to enter into no one's thoughts. Their suspense was too keen, +their interest too absorbing. Who were those mysterious witnesses, that +would testify to the innocence of Herbert Dare?</p> + +<p>A stir at the extreme end of the court, where it joined the other +passage. Every eye was strained to see, every ear to listen, as an usher +came clearing the way. "By your leave there—by your leave; room for a +witness!"</p> + +<p>The spectators looked, and stretched their necks, and looked again. A +few among them experienced a strange thrill of disappointment, and felt +that they should have much pleasure in being allowed the privilege of +boxing the usher's ears, for he preceded no one more important than +Richard Winthorne, the lawyer. Ah, but wait a bit! What short and slight +figure is it that Mr. Winthorne is guiding along? The angry crowd have +not caught sight of her yet.</p> + +<p>But, when they do—when the drooping, shrinking form is at length in the +witness-box; her eyes never raised, her lovely face bent in timid +dread—then a murmur arises, and shakes the court to its foundation. The +judge feels for his glasses—rarely used—and puts them across his nose, +and gazes at her. A fair girl, attired in the simple, modest garb +peculiar to the sect called Quakers, not more modest than the lovely and +gentle face. She does not take the oath, only the affirmation peculiar +to her people.</p> + +<p>"What is your name?" commenced the prisoner's counsel.</p> + +<p>That she spoke words in reply, was evident, by the moving of her lips: +but they could not be heard.</p> + +<p>"You must speak up," interposed the judge, in tones of kindness.</p> + +<p>A deep struggle for breath, an effort of which even those around could +see the pain, and the answer came. "They call me Anna. I am the daughter +of Samuel Lynn."</p> + +<p>"Where do your live?"</p> + +<p>"I live with my father and Patience, in the London Road."</p> + +<p>"What do you know of the prisoner at the bar?"</p> + +<p>A pause. She probably did not understand the sort of answer required. +One came that was unexpected.</p> + +<p>"I know him to be innocent of the crime of which he is accused."</p> + +<p>"How do you know this?"</p> + +<p>"Because he could not have been near the spot at the time."</p> + +<p>"Where was he then?"</p> + +<p>"With me."</p> + +<p>But the reply came forth in so faint a whisper that again she had to be +enjoined to speak louder, and she repeated it, using different words.</p> + +<p>"He was at our house."</p> + +<p>"At what hour did he go to your house?"</p> + +<p>"It was past nine when he came up first."</p> + +<p>"And what time did he leave?"</p> + +<p>"It was about one in the morning."</p> + +<p>The answer appeared to create some stir. A late hour for a sober little +Quakeress to confess to.</p> + +<p>"Was he spending the evening with your friends?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Did they not know he was there?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"It was a clandestine visit to yourself, then? Where were they?"</p> + +<p>A pause, and a very trembling answer. "They were in bed."</p> + +<p>"Oh! You were entertaining him by yourself, then?"</p> + +<p>She burst into tears. The judge let fall his glasses as though under the +pressure of some annoyance, every feature of his fine face expressive of +compassion: it may be, his thoughts had flown to daughters of his own. +The crowd stood with open mouths, gaping with undisguised astonishment, +and the burly Queen's counsel proceeded.</p> + +<p>"And so he prolonged his visit until one o'clock in the morning?"</p> + +<p>"I was locked out," she sobbed. "That is how he came to stay so late."</p> + +<p>Bit by bit, with question and cross-questioning, it all came out: that +Herbert Dare had been in the habit of paying stolen visits to the field, +and that Anna had been in the habit of meeting him there. That she had +gone in on this night just before ten, which was later than she had ever +stayed out before: but, finding Hester had to go out for medicine for +Patience, she had run to the field again to take a book to the prisoner; +and that upon attempting to enter soon afterwards, she found the door +locked, Hester having met the doctor's boy, and come back at once. She +told it all, as simply and guilelessly as a child.</p> + +<p>"What were you doing all that time? From ten o'clock until one in the +morning?"</p> + +<p>"I was sitting on the door-step, crying."</p> + +<p>"Was the prisoner with you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. He stood by me part of the time, telling me not to be afraid; and +the rest of the time—more than an hour, I think—he was working at the +wires of the pantry window, to try to get in."</p> + +<p>"Was he all that time at the wires?"</p> + +<p>"It was a long time before I remembered the pantry window. He wanted to +knock up Hester, but I was afraid to let him. I feared she might tell +Patience, and they would have been so angry with me. He got in, at last, +at the pantry window, and he opened the kitchen window for me, and I +went in by it."</p> + +<p>"And you mean to say he was all that time, till one o'clock in the +morning, forcing the wires of a pantry window?" cried Sergeant Seeitall.</p> + +<p>"It was nearly one. I am telling thee the truth."</p> + +<p>"And you did not lose sight of the prisoner from the time he first came +to the field, at nine o'clock, until he left you at one?"</p> + +<p>"Only for the few minutes—it may have been four or five—when I ran in +and came out again with the book. He waited in the field."</p> + +<p>"What time was that?"</p> + +<p>"The ten o'clock bell was going in Helstonleigh. We could hear it."</p> + +<p>"He was with you all the rest of the time."</p> + +<p>"Yes, all. When he was working at the pantry window I could not see him, +because he was round the angle of the house, but I could hear him at the +wires. Not a minute of the time but I heard him. He was more than an +hour at the wires, as I have told thee."</p> + +<p>"And until he began at the wires?"</p> + +<p>"He was standing up by me, telling me not to be afraid."</p> + +<p>"All the time? You affirm this?"</p> + +<p>"I am affirming all that I say to thee. I am speaking as before my +Maker."</p> + +<p>"Don't you think it is a pretty confession for a young lady to make?"</p> + +<p>She burst into fresh tears. The judge turned his grave face upon +Sergeant Seeitall. But the sergeant had impudence enough for ten.</p> + +<p>"Pray, how many times had that pretty little midnight drama been +enacted?" he continued, whilst Anna sobbed in distress.</p> + +<p>"Never before," burst forth a deep voice. "Don't you see it was a pure +accident, as she tells you? How dare you treat her as you might a +shameless witness?"</p> + +<p>The interruption—one of powerful emotion—had come from the prisoner. +At the sound of his voice, Anna started, and looked round hurriedly to +the quarter whence it came. It was the first time she had raised her +eyes to the court since entering the witness-box. She had glanced up to +answer whoever questioned her, and that was all.</p> + +<p>"Well?" said Sergeant Seeitall, as if demanding what else she might have +to communicate.</p> + +<p>"I have no more to tell. I have told thee all I know. It was nearly one +o'clock when he went away, and I never saw him after."</p> + +<p>"Did the prisoner wear a cloak when he came to the field that night?"</p> + +<p>"No. He wore one sometimes, but he did not have it on that night. It was +very warm——"</p> + +<p>But, at that moment, Anna Lynn became conscious that a familiar face was +strained upon her from the midst of the crowd: familiar, and yet not +familiar; for the face was distorted from its natural look, and was +blanched, as of one in the last agony—the face of Samuel Lynn. With a +sharp cry of pain—of dread—Anna fell on the floor in a fainting fit. +What the shame of being before that public court, of answering the +searching questions of the counsel, had failed to take away—her +senses—the sight of her father, cognizant of her disgrace, had +effected. Surely it was a disgrace for a young and guileless maiden to +have to confess to such an escapade—an escapade that sounded worse to +censuring ears than it had been in reality. Anna fainted. Mr. Winthorne +stepped forward, and she was borne out.</p> + +<p>Another Quakeress was now put into the witness-box, and the court looked +upon a little middle-aged woman, whose face was sallow, and who showed +her defective teeth as she spoke. It was Hester Dell. She wore a brown +silk bonnet, lined with white, and a fawn-coloured shawl. She was told +that she must state what she knew, relative to the visit of Herbert Dare +that night.</p> + +<p>"I went to rest at my usual hour, or, maybe, a trifle later, for I had +waited for the arrival of some physic, never supposing but that the +child, Anna, had gone to her room before me, and was safe in bed. I had +been asleep some considerable time, as it seemed, when I was awakened by +what sounded like the raising of the kitchen window underneath. I sat up +in bed and listened, and was convinced that the window was being raised +slowly and cautiously, as if the raiser did not want it to be heard. I +was considerably startled, the more so as I knew I had left the window +fastened: and my thoughts turned to house-breakers. While I deliberated +what to do, seeing I was but a lone woman in the house, save for the +child Anna, and Patience who was disabled in her bed, I heard what +appeared to be the voice of the child, and it sounded in the yard. I +went to my window, but I could not see anything, it being right over the +kitchen, and I not daring to open it. But I still heard Anna's voice: +she was speaking in a low tone, and I believed I caught other tones +also—those of a man. I thought I must be asleep and dreaming: next I +thought it must be young Gar from the next door, Jane Halliburton's son. +Her other sons I knew to be not at home; the one being abroad, the other +at the University of Oxford. I deliberated, could anything be the matter +at their house, and the boy have come for help. Then I reflected that +that was most unlikely, for why should he be stealthily opening the +kitchen window, and why should Anna be whispering with him? In short, to +tell thee the truth"—raising her eyes to the judge, whom she appeared +to address, to the ignoring of everyone else—"I did not know what to +think, and I grew more disturbed. I quietly put on a few things, and +went softly down the stairs, deeming it well, for my own sake, to feel +my way, as it were, and not to run headlong into danger. I stood a +moment at the kitchen door, listening; and there I distinctly heard Anna +laugh—a little, gentle laugh. It reassured me, though I was still +puzzled; and I opened the door at once."</p> + +<p>Here the witness made a dead pause.</p> + +<p>"What did you see when you opened the door?" asked the judge.</p> + +<p>"I would not tell thee, but that I am bound to tell thee," she frankly +answered. "I saw the prisoner, Herbert Dare. He appeared to have been +laughing with Anna, who stood near him, and he was preparing to get out +at the window as I entered."</p> + +<p>"Well? what next?" inquired the counsel in an impatient tone; for Hester +had stopped again.</p> + +<p>"I can hardly tell what next," replied the witness. "Looking back, it +appears nothing but confusion in my mind. It seemed nothing but +confusion at the time. Anna cried out, and hid her face in fear; and the +prisoner attempted some explanation, which I would not listen to. To see +a son of Anthony Dare's in the house with the child at that midnight +hour, filled me with anger and bewilderment. I ordered him away; I +believe I pushed him through the window; I threatened to call in a +policeman. Finally he went away."</p> + +<p>"Saying nothing?"</p> + +<p>"I tell you all, I would not listen to it. I remembered scraps of what +he said afterwards. That Anna was not to blame—that I had no cause to +scold her or to acquaint Patience with what happened—that the fault, if +there was any fault, was mine, for locking the back door so quickly. I +refused to hear farther, and he departed, saying he would explain when I +was less angry. That is all I saw of him."</p> + +<p>"Did you mention this affair to anyone?" asked the counsel for the +prosecution.</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"The child clung about me in tears after he was gone, giving me the +explanation that I would not hear from him, and beseeching me not to +acquaint Patience. She told me how it had happened. That upon my going +out to see after the sleeping-draught for Patience, she had taken the +opportunity to run to the field with a book, where Herbert Dare waited: +and that upon attempting to come in again she found the door locked."</p> + +<p>"You returned sooner than she expected?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I met the doctor's boy near our house, bringing the physic, and I +took it from him and went home again directly. Not seeing Anna about, I +never thought but that she had retired to bed. I went up also, trying +the back door as I passed it, which to my surprise I found unfastened."</p> + +<p>"Why to your surprise?"</p> + +<p>"Because I had, as I believed, previously turned the key of it. Finding +it unlocked, I concluded I must have been mistaken. Afterwards, when the +explanation came, I learnt that Anna had undone it. She clung about me, +as I tell thee, sobbing and crying, saying, as he had said, that there +was no cause to be angry with her: that she could not help what had +happened; and that she had sat crying on the door-step the whole of the +time, until he had effected an entrance for her. I went to the pantry +window, and saw where the wires had been torn away, not roughly, but +neatly; and I knew it must have taken a long time to accomplish. I fell +in with the child's prayer, and did not speak of what had occurred; not +even to Patience. This is the first time it has escaped my lips."</p> + +<p>"So you deemed it desirable to conceal such an adventure, and give the +prisoner opportunity to renew his midnight visits?" retorted the counsel +for the prosecution.</p> + +<p>"What was done could not be undone," said the witness. "I was willing to +spare the scandal to the child, and not be the means of spreading it +abroad. While I was deliberating whether to tell Patience, seeing she +was in so suffering a state, news came that Herbert Dare was a prisoner. +He had been arrested the following morning, on the accusation of +murdering his brother, and I knew that he was safe for several weeks to +come. Hence I held my tongue."</p> + +<p>The witness had given her evidence in a clear, straightforward, +uncompromising manner, widely at variance with the distressed timidity +of Anna. Not a shade of doubt rested on the mind of any person in court +that both had spoken the exact truth. But the counsel seemed inclined to +question still.</p> + +<p>"Since when did you know you were coming here to give this evidence?"</p> + +<p>"Only when I did come. Richard Winthorne, the man of law, came to our +house in a fly this afternoon, and brought us away with him. By some +remarks he exchanged with Anna when we were in it, I found that she had +known of it this day or two. They feared to avert me, I suppose, lest, +maybe, I might refuse to attend."</p> + +<p>"One question more, witness. Did the prisoner wear a cloak that night?"</p> + +<p>"No; I did not see any."</p> + +<p>This closed the evidence, and the witness was allowed to withdraw. +Richard Winthorne went in search of Samuel Lynn, and found him seated on +a bench in the outer hall surrounded by gentlemen of his persuasion, +many of them of high standing in Helstonleigh. Tales of marvel, you +know, never lose anything in spreading; neither are people given to +placing a light construction on public gossip, when they can, by any +stretch of imagination, give it a dark one. In this affair, however, no +very great stretch was required. The town jumped to the charitable +conclusion that Anna Lynn must be one of the naughtiest girls under the +sun; imprudent, ungrateful, disobedient; I don't know what else. Had she +been guilty of scattering poison in Atterly's field, and so killed all +the lambs, they could not have said, or thought, worse than they did. +All joined in it, charitable and uncharitable; all sorts of evil notions +were spread, and were taken up. Herbert Dare, you may be very sure, came +in for <i>his</i> share.</p> + +<p>The news had been taken to Mr. Ashley's manufactory, sent by the +astounded Patience, that Richard Winthorne had come and taken away Anna +and Hester Dell to give testimony at the trial of Herbert Dare. The +Quaker, perplexed and wondering, believed Patience must be demented; +that the message could have no foundation in truth. Nevertheless, he +bent his steps to the Guildhall, accompanied by William Halliburton, and +was witness to the evidence. He, strict and sober-minded, was not likely +to take up a more favourable construction of the general facts than the +town was taking up. It may be guessed what it was for him.</p> + +<p>He sat now on a bench in the outer hall, surrounded by friends, who, on +hearing the crying scandal whispered, touching a young member of their +body, had come flocking down to the Guildhall. When they spoke to him, +he did not appear to hear; he sat with his hands on his knees, and his +head sunk on his breast, never raising it. Richard Winthorne approached +him.</p> + +<p>"Miss Lynn and her servant will not be wanted again," said the lawyer. +"I have sent for a fly."</p> + +<p>The fly came. Anna was placed in it by Mr. Winthorne; Hester Dell +followed; and Samuel Lynn came forward and stumbled into it. It is the +proper word. He appeared to have no power left in his limbs.</p> + +<p>"Thou wilt not be harsh with her, Samuel," whispered an influential +Friend, who had a benevolent countenance. "Some of us will confer with +thee to-morrow; but, meanwhile, do not be harsh with her. Thou wilt call +to mind that she is thy child, and motherless."</p> + +<p>Samuel Lynn made no reply. He did not appear to hear. He sat opposite +his daughter, his eyes never lifted, and his face assuming a leaden hue. +Hester suddenly leaned from the door, and beckoned to William +Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"Will thee please be so obliging as go up with us in the fly?" she said +in his ear. "I do not like his look."</p> + +<p>William stepped in, and the fly drove away with closed blinds, to the +intense chagrin of the curious mob. Before it was out of the town, +William and Hester, with a simultaneous movement, supported the Quaker. +Anna screamed. "What is it?" she uttered, terrified at the sight of his +drawn, distorted face.</p> + +<p>"It is thy work," said Hester, less placidly than she would have spoken +in a calmer moment. "If thee hast saved the life of thy friend, Herbert +Dare, thee hast probably destroyed that of thy father."</p> + +<p>They were close to the residence of Mr. Parry, and William ordered the +fly to stop. The surgeon was at home, and took William's place in it. +Samuel Lynn had been struck down with paralysis.</p> + +<p>William was at the house before they were, preparing Patience. Patience +was so far restored to health herself as to be able to walk about a +little; she was very lame still.</p> + +<p>They carried Mr. Lynn to his room. Anna in her deep humiliation and +shame—having to give evidence, and such evidence, in the face of that +open court, had been nothing less to her—flew to her own chamber, and +flung herself, dressed as she was, on the carpet, in desperate +abandonment. William saw her there as he passed it from her father's +room. There was no one to attend to her, for they were occupied with Mr. +Lynn. It was no moment for ceremony, and William entered and attempted +to raise her.</p> + +<p>"Let me be, William; let me be! I only want to die."</p> + +<p>"Anna, child, this will not mend the past. Do not give way like this."</p> + +<p>But she resolutely turned from him, sobbing more wildly. "Only to die! +only to die!"</p> + +<p>William went for his mother, and gave her the outline of the tale, +asking her to go to the house of distress and see what could be done. +Jane, in utter astonishment, sought further explanation. She could not +understand him in the least.</p> + +<p>"I assure you, I understand it nearly as little," replied William. "Anna +was locked out through some mistake of Hester's, it appears, and Herbert +Dare stayed with her. That it will be the means of acquitting him, there +is no doubt; but Helstonleigh is making its comments very freely."</p> + +<p>Jane went in, her senses bewildered. She found Patience in a state not +to be described; she found Anna where William had left her, reiterating +the same cry, "Oh, that I were dead! that I were dead!"</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, the trial at the Guildhall was drawing to its close, and the +judge proceeded to sum up. Not with the frantic bursts of oratory +indulged in by those eloquent gentlemen, the counsel, but in a tone of +dispassionate reasoning. He placed the facts concisely before the jury, +not speaking in favour of the prisoner, but candidly avowing that he did +not see how they could get over the evidence of the prisoner's two +witnesses, the young Quaker lady and her maid. If that was to be +believed—and for himself he fully believed it—then the prisoner could +not have been guilty of the murder, and was clearly entitled to an +acquittal. It was six o'clock when the jury retired to deliberate.</p> + +<p>The judge, the bar, the spectators, sat on, or stood, with what patience +they might, in the crowded and heated court. On the fiat of those twelve +men hung the life of the prisoner: whether he was to be discharged an +innocent man, or hanged as a guilty one. Reposing in the pocket of Sir +William Leader was a certain little cap, black in colour, innocuous in +itself, but of awful significance when brought forth by the hand of the +presiding judge. Was it destined to be brought forth that night?</p> + +<p>The jury were coming in at last. Only an hour had they remained in +deliberation, for seven o'clock was booming out over the town. It had +seemed to the impatient spectators more than two hours. What must it +have seemed to the prisoner? They ranged themselves in their box, and +the crier proclaimed silence.</p> + +<p>"Have you agreed upon your verdict, gentlemen of the jury?"</p> + +<p>"We have."</p> + +<p>"How say you, gentlemen, guilty or not guilty?"</p> + +<p>The foreman advanced an imperceptible step and looked at the judge, +speaking deliberately:</p> + +<p>"My lord, we find the prisoner <span class="smcap">Not Guilty</span>."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIIC" id="CHAPTER_XIIC"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<h3>A COUCH OF PAIN.</h3> + + +<p>"William, I have had my death-blow! I have had my death-blow!"</p> + +<p>The speaker was Henry Ashley. Four days had elapsed since the trial of +Herbert Dare, and William Halliburton saw him now for the first time +after that event. What with mind and body, Henry was in a grievous state +of pain: all William's compassion was called forth, as he leaned over +his couch.</p> + +<p>It has been hinted that Helstonleigh, in its charity, took up the very +worst view of the case that could be taken up, with regard to Anna Lynn. +Had she gone about with a blazing torch and set all the houses on fire, +their inhabitants could not have mounted themselves on higher stilts. +Somehow, <i>everybody</i> took it up. It was like those apparently +well-authenticated political reports that arrive now and then by +telegram, driving the Stock Exchange, or the Paris Bourse, into a state +of mad credulity. No one <i>thought</i> to doubt it; people caught up the +notion from one another as they catch a fever. If even Samuel Lynn had +looked upon it in the worst light, bringing to him paralysis, little +chance was there that others might gaze through a brighter glass. It had +half killed Henry Ashley: and the words were not, in point of fact, so +wild as they sounded. "I have had my death-blow! I have had my +death-blow!"</p> + +<p>"No, you have not," was William's answer. "It is a blow—I know it—but +not one that you cannot outlive."</p> + +<p>"Why did you not come to me? Four whole days, and you have never been +near the house!"</p> + +<p>"Because I feared that you would be throwing yourself into the state of +agitation that you are now doing," replied William, candidly. "Mr. +Ashley said to me on the Wednesday, 'Henry has one of his bad attacks +again.' I knew it to be more of mind than body this time, and I thought +it well that you should be left in quiet. There's no one you can talk +about it to, except me."</p> + +<p>"Your staying away has not served your purpose, then. My father came to +me with the details, thinking to divert me for a moment from my physical +pain; never supposing that each word was a dagger plunged into my very +being. My mother came, with this scrap of news, or the other scrap. Mary +came, wondering and eager, asking information at second-hand: mamma was +mysterious over it, and would not tell her. Mary cannot credit ill of +Anna: she has as great a trust in her still as I had. As I had! Oh, +William! she was my object in life. She was all my future—my world—my +heaven!"</p> + +<p>"Now you know you will suffer for this excitement," cried William, +almost as he would have said it to a wayward child.</p> + +<p>He might as well have talked to the wind. Henry neither heard nor heeded +him. He continued, his manner as full of agitation as his mind.</p> + +<p>"I am not as other men. You can go forth, all of you, into the world, to +your pleasures, your amusements. I am confined here. But what mattered +it? Did I envy you? No. While I had her to think of, I was happier than +you."</p> + +<p>"Had this not happened, you might have been crossed in some other way, +and so it would have come to the same thing."</p> + +<p>"And now it is over," reiterated Henry, paying no attention to the +remark. "It is over, and gone; and I—I wish, William, I had gone with +it."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would be reasonable."</p> + +<p>"Don't preach. You active men, with your innumerable objects and +interests in life, cannot know what it is for one like me, shut out from +the world, to <i>love</i>. I tell you, William, it was literally my life; the +core of my life; my all. I am not sure but that I have been mad ever +since."</p> + +<p>"I am not sure but that you are mad now," returned William, believing +that to humour him might be the worst plan he could adopt.</p> + +<p>"I dare say I am," was the unsatisfactory answer. "Four days, and I have +had to bury it all within me! I could not wail it out to my own pillow +at night; for they concluded it was one of my bad attacks, and old nurse +was posted in the bed in the next room with the door open. There's no +one I can rave to but you, and you must let me do it, unless you would +have me go quite mad, I hope I shan't be here long to be a trouble to +any of you."</p> + +<p>William did not know what to say. He believed there was nothing for it +at present but to let him "rave himself out." "But I wish," he said, +aloud, continuing the bent of his own thoughts, "that you would be a +little rational over it."</p> + +<p>"Stop a bit. Did you ever experience a blow such as this?"</p> + +<p>"No indeed."</p> + +<p>"Then don't hold forth to me, I say. You do not understand. It was all +the joy I had on earth."</p> + +<p>"You must learn to find other joys, other——"</p> + +<p>"The despicable villain!" broke forth Henry, the heat-drops welling to +his brow, as they had welled to Anna's when before the judge. "The +shame-faced, cowardly villain! Was she not Samuel Lynn's child, and my +sister's friend? What possessed the jury to acquit him? Did they think a +rope's-end too good for his neck?"</p> + +<p>"He was proved innocent of the murder. If he has any conscience——"</p> + +<p>"What?" fiercely interrupted Henry Ashley. "<i>He</i> a conscience! I don't +know what you are dreaming of. Is he going to stop in Helstonleigh?"</p> + +<p>"I conclude so. He resumed his place quietly in his father's office the +day after the trial. He is in London now, but only temporarily."</p> + +<p>"Resumed his place quietly! What was the mob about, then?"</p> + +<p>The question was put so quaintly, in such confiding simplicity, that a +smile rose to William's face. "In awe of the police, I expect," he +answered. "The Dares, while his fate was uncertain, have been +rusticating. Cyril told me to-day, that now that the accusation was +proved to have been false, they were 'coming out' again."</p> + +<p>"Coming out in what? Villainy?"</p> + +<p>"He left the 'what' to be inferred. In grandeur, I expect. The +established innocence of Herbert——"</p> + +<p>"If you apply that word to the man, William Halliburton, you are as +black as he is."</p> + +<p>William remembered Henry's tribulation both of mind and body, and went +on without the shadow of a retort.</p> + +<p>"I apply it to him in relation to the crime of which he was charged. His +acquittal and release have caused the Dares to hold up their heads +again. But they have lost caste in Helstonleigh."</p> + +<p>"Caste!" was the scornful ejaculation of Henry Ashley. "They never had +any caste to lose. Does the master intend to retain Cyril in the +manufactory?"</p> + +<p>"I have heard nothing to the contrary. If he retained him whilst the +accusation was hanging over Herbert Dare's head, he will not be likely +to discard him now it is removed."</p> + +<p>"Removed!" shrieked Henry. "If one accusation has been removed, has not +a worse taken its place?"</p> + +<p>"Would it be just to visit on one brother the sins of another?"</p> + +<p>"A nice pair of brothers they are!" cried Henry in the sharp, petulant +manner habitual to him, when racked with pain. "How will Samuel Lynn +like the company of Cyril Dare by his side in the manufactory, when he +gets well again?"</p> + +<p>William shook his head. These considerations were not for him. They were +Mr. Ashley's.</p> + +<p>"You heard her give her evidence?" resumed Henry, breaking a pause.</p> + +<p>"Most of it."</p> + +<p>"Tell it me."</p> + +<p>"No, Henry; it would not do you good to hear it."</p> + +<p>"Tell it me, I say," persisted Henry wilfully. "I know it in substance. +I want to have it repeated over to me, word for word."</p> + +<p>"But——"</p> + +<p>Henry suddenly raised his hand and laid it on William's lips, with a +warning movement. He turned and saw Mary Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Take her back to the drawing-room, William," he whispered. "I can bear +no one but you about me now. Not yet, Mary," he added aloud, motioning +his sister away with his hand. "Not now."</p> + +<p>Mary halted in indecision. William advanced, placed her hand within his +arm, and led her, somewhat summarily, from the room.</p> + +<p>"I am only obeying orders, Miss Ashley," said he. "They are to see you +back to the drawing-room."</p> + +<p>"If Henry can bear you with him, he might bear me."</p> + +<p>"You know what his whims and fancies are, when he is suffering."</p> + +<p>"Is there not a particularly good understanding between you and Henry?" +she pointedly asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes; we understand each other perfectly."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, tell me—what is it that is the matter with him this time? +I do not like to say so to mamma, because she might call me fanciful, +but it appears to me that Henry's illness is more on the mind than on +the body."</p> + +<p>William made no reply.</p> + +<p>"And yet, I cannot imagine it possible for Henry to have picked up any +annoyance or grief," resumed Mary. "How can he have done so? He is not +like one who goes out into the world—who has to meet with cares and +cheeks. You do not speak," she added, looking at William. "Is it that +you will not tell me? or do you know nothing?"</p> + +<p>William lowered his voice. "I can only say that, should there be +anything of the sort you mention, the kinder course for Henry—indeed +the only course—will be, not to allow him to perceive that you suspect +it. Conceal the suspicion both from him and from others. Remember his +excessive sensitiveness. When he sees cause to hide his feelings, it +would be almost death to him to have them scrutinized."</p> + +<p>"I think you must be in his full confidence," observed Mary, looking at +William.</p> + +<p>"Pretty well so," he answered, with a passing smile.</p> + +<p>"Then, if he has any secret grief, will you try and soothe it to him?"</p> + +<p>"With all my best endeavours," earnestly spoke William. But there was +not the least apparent necessity for his taking Mary Ashley's hand +between his own, and pressing it there while he said it, any more than +there was necessity for that vivid blush of hers, as she turned into the +drawing-room.</p> + +<p>But you must be anxious to hear of Anna Lynn. Poor Anna! who had fallen +so terribly into the black books of the town, without really very much +deserving it. It was a most unlucky <i>contretemps</i>, having been locked +out; it was a still more unfortunate sequel, having to confess to it at +the trial. She was not a pattern of goodness, it must be confessed: had +not yet attained to that perfect model, which expects, as of a right, a +niche in the saintly calendar. She was reprehensibly vain; she delighted +in plaguing Patience; and she took to running out into the field, when +it had been far better that she had remained at home. That running out +entailed deceit and some stories: but it entailed nothing worse, and +Helstonleigh need not have been so very severe in its judgment.</p> + +<p>Never had there been a more forcible illustration of the old saying, +"Give a dog a bad name, and hang him," than in this instance. When +William Halliburton had told Anna that Herbert Dare was not a good man, +and did not bear a good name, he had told her the strict truth. For that +very reason a secret intimacy with him was undesirable, however innocent +it might be, however innocent it <i>was</i>, in itself: and for that very +reason did Helstonleigh look at it through clouded spectacles. Had she +been locked out all night, instead of half a one, with some one in +better odour, Helstonleigh had not set up its scornful crest. It is +quite impossible to tell you what Herbert Dare had done, to have such a +burden on his back as people seemed inclined to lay there. Perhaps they +did not know themselves. Some accused him of one thing, some of another; +ill reports never lose by carrying: the two cats on the tiles, you know, +were magnified into a hundred. No one is as black as he is +painted—there's a saying to that effect—neither, I dare say, was +Herbert Dare. At any rate—and that is what we have to do with—he was +not so in this particular instance. He was as vexed at the locking out +as any one else could have been; and he did the best (save one thing) +that he could for Anna, under the circumstances, and got her in again. +The only proper thing to have done, was to knock up Hester. He had +wished to do it, but had yielded to Anna's entreaties, that were born of +fear.</p> + +<p>Not a soul seemed to cast so much as a good word or a charitable thought +to him in the matter. Did he deserve none? However thoughtless or +reprehensible his conduct was, in drawing Anna into those field +excursions, when the explosion came, he met it as a gentleman. Many a +one, more renowned for the cardinal graces than was Herbert Dare, might +have spoken out at once, and cleared himself at the expense of making +known Anna's unlucky escapade. Not so he. A doubt may have been upon him +that were it betrayed Helstonleigh might cast a taint on her fair name: +and he strove to save it. He suffered the brand of a murderer to be +attached to him—he languished for many weeks in prison as a +criminal—all to save it. He all but went to the scaffold to save it. He +might have called Anna and Hester Dell forward at the inquest, at the +preliminary examination before the magistrates, and thus have cleared +himself; but he would not do so. Whilst there was a chance of his +innocence being brought to light in any other manner, he would not call +on Anna. He allowed the odium to settle upon his own head. He went to +prison, hoping that he should be cleared in some other way. There was a +generous, chivalric feeling in this, which Helstonleigh could not +understand when emanating from Herbert Dare, and they declined to give +him credit for it. They preferred to look at the affair altogether in a +different light, and to lavish hard names upon it. Every soul was alike: +there was no exception: Samuel Lynn, and all else in Helstonleigh. They +caught the epidemic, I say, one from another.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIIIC" id="CHAPTER_XIIIC"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<h3>A RAY OF LIGHT.</h3> + + +<p>The first sharpness of the edge worn off, Anna grew cross. She did not +see why every one should be blaming her. What had so sadly prostrated +herself was the shame of having to appear before the court; to stand in +it and give her evidence. The excitement, the shame, combined with the +terrifying illness of her father, brought on, as Hester told her, +through her, had sent her into a wild state of contrition and alarm. +Little wonder that she wished herself dead! The mood passed away as the +days went on, and Anna became tolerably herself again. When Friends +called at the house to inquire after or to see her father, she ran and +hid herself in her room, fearful lest a lecture on those field +recreations might be delivered to her gratuitously. She shunned +Patience, too, as much as she could. Patience had grown cold and silent; +and Anna rather liked the change.</p> + +<p>She sat for the most part in her father's room, never moving from his +bedside, unless disturbed from it; never speaking; eating only when food +was placed before her. Anna was in grievous fear lest a public reprimand +should be in store for her, delivered at meeting on First Day: but she +saw no reason why every one should continue to be cross with her at +home.</p> + +<p>She happened to be alone with her father when he first recovered +consciousness. Some fifteen days had elapsed since the trial. But for +the fact of her being with him, a difficulty might have been experienced +to get her there. She dreaded his anger, his reproach, more than +anything. So long as he lay without his senses, knowing her not, so long +was she content to sit, watching. She was seated by the bedside in her +usual listless attitude, head and eyes cast down, when her father's +hand, not the one affected, was suddenly lifted and laid upon hers, +which rested on the counterpane. Startled, Anna turned her gaze upon +him, and she saw that his intellects were restored. With a suppressed +cry of dismay she would have flown away, but he clasped his fingers +round hers.</p> + +<p>"Anna!"</p> + +<p>She sank down on her knees, shaking as if with ague, and buried her face +in the clothes. Samuel Lynn stretched forth his hand and put it on her +head.</p> + +<p>"Thou art my own child, Anna; thy mother left thee to me for good and +for ill; and I will stand by thee in thy sorrow."</p> + +<p>She burst into a storm of hysterical tears. He let it have its course; +he drew her wet face to his and kissed it; he talked to her soothingly, +never speaking a single word of reproach; and Anna overcame her fear and +her sobs. She knelt down by the bed still, and let her cheek rest on the +counterpane.</p> + +<p>"It has nearly killed me," he murmured, after a while. "But I pray for +life: I will struggle hard to live, that thee mayst have one protector. +Friends and foes may cast reproach to thee, but I will not."</p> + +<p>"Why should <i>they</i> cast reproach to me, father?" returned Anna, with a +little spice of resentment. "I have not harmed them."</p> + +<p>"No, child; thee hast not; only thyself. I will help thee to bear the +reproach. Thou art my own child."</p> + +<p>"But there's nothing for <i>them</i> to reproach me with," she reiterated, +her face buried deeper in the counterpane. "It was not pleasant to stand +there; but it is over. And they need not reflect upon me for it."</p> + +<p>"What is over? To stand where?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"At the Guildhall, on the trial."</p> + +<p>"It is not <i>that</i> that people will reproach thee with, Anna. It was not +a nice thing for thee; but that, in itself, brings no reproach."</p> + +<p>Anna lifted her head wonderingly. "What does, then?" she uttered.</p> + +<p>He did not answer. He only closed his eyes, a deep groan bursting from +the very depths of his heart. It came into Anna's mind that he must be +thinking of her previous acquaintance with Herbert Dare; of her stolen +meetings in the field by twilight.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, don't thee be angry with me!" she implored, the tears +streaming from her eyes. "It was no harm; it was not indeed. Thee +mightst have been present always, for all the harm there was, and I wish +thee hadst been. Why should thee think anger of it? There was no more +harm in my talking with him now and then in the field, than there was in +my talking with him in Margaret Ashley's drawing-room."</p> + +<p>Something in the simple words, in the tone, in the manner altogether, +caused the Quaker's heart to leap within him. Had he been making a +molehill into a mountain? Surely, yes! But what else he would have said +or done, what questions asked, cannot be known, for they were +interrupted by a visit from William Halliburton. Anna stole away.</p> + +<p>William was full of hearty congratulation on the visible +improvement—the, so far, restoration to health. The Quaker murmured +some half-inarticulate words, indicating something to the effect that he +might not have been ill, but for taking up a worse view of the case +than, as he believed now, it really merited.</p> + +<p>William leaned over him; a glad look in his eye; a glad sound in his low +voice.</p> + +<p>"My mother has been telling Patience so to-day. She, my mother, is +convinced now that very exaggerated blame was cast upon Anna. It was +foolish of her, of course, to fall into the habit of running to the +field; but the locking out might have happened to anyone. My mother told +me this not half an hour ago. She has seen and talked to Anna frequently +this last day or two, and has drawn her own positive deductions. My +mother is vexed with herself for having fallen into the popular +condemnation."</p> + +<p>"Ay!" uttered Samuel Lynn. "There <i>is</i> condemnation abroad, then? I +thought there was."</p> + +<p>"People will come to their senses in good time," was William's answer. +"Never doubt it."</p> + +<p>The Quaker raised his feeble hand, and laid it upon William's. "The +Ashleys—have <i>they</i> blamed her?"</p> + +<p>"I fear they have," was the only reply he could make, in his strict +truth.</p> + +<p>"Then, William, thee go to them. Go to them now, and set them right."</p> + +<p>He was already going, for he was engaged to the Ashleys that evening. +Between Henry Ashley, the men at East's, and his own studies, which he +would not wholly neglect, William's evenings had a tolerably busy time +of it. He had assumed Samuel Lynn's place in the manufactory by Mr. +Ashley's orders, head of all things, under the master. Cyril ground his +teeth at this; he looked upon it as a slight to himself; but Cyril had +no power to alter it.</p> + +<p>William found Mr. and Mrs. Ashley alone. Mary was out. He sat with them +for a few minutes, talking of Anna, and then rose to go to Henry. "How +is he this evening?" he inquired.</p> + +<p>"Ill and very fractious," was Mr. Ashley's reply. "William, you have +great influence over him. I wish you could persuade him to <i>give way</i> +less. He is not ill enough, so far as we can see, to keep his room; but +we cannot get him out of it."</p> + +<p>Henry was in one of his depressed moods, excessively dispirited and +irritable. "Oh! so you have come!" he burst forth as William entered. "I +should be ashamed to neglect a sick fellow as you neglect me. If I were +well and strong, and you ill, you would find it different."</p> + +<p>"I know I am late," acknowledged William. "Samuel Lynn took up a little +of my time; and I have been sitting some minutes in the drawing-room."</p> + +<p>"Of course!" was the fractious answer. "Any one before me."</p> + +<p>"Samuel Lynn is a great deal better," continued William. "His mind is +restored."</p> + +<p>Henry received the news ungraciously, making no rejoinder; but his side +was twitching with pain. "How is <i>she</i>?" he asked. "Is the shame +fretting out her life?"</p> + +<p>"Not at all. She is very well. As to shame—as you call it—I believe +she has not taken much to herself."</p> + +<p>"It will kill her: you'll see. The sooner the better for her I should +say."</p> + +<p>William sat down on the edge of the sofa, on which the invalid was +lying. "Henry, I would set you right upon a point, if I thought it would +be expedient to do so. You do go into fits of excitement so great, that +it is dangerous to speak."</p> + +<p>"Tell out anything you have to tell. Tell me, if you choose, that the +house is on fire, and I must be pitched out of window to escape it. It +would make no impression upon me. My fits of excitement have passed away +with Anna Lynn."</p> + +<p>"My news relates to Anna."</p> + +<p>"What if it does? She has passed away <i>for me</i>."</p> + +<p>"Helstonleigh, in its usual hasty fashion of jumping to conclusions, has +jumped to a false one," continued William. "There have been no grounds +for the great blame cast to Anna; except in the minds of a charitable +public."</p> + +<p>"A fact?" asked Henry, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"There's not a shade of doubt about it."</p> + +<p>He received the answer with equanimity; it may be said, with apathy. And +turning on his couch, he drew the cover over him, repeating the words +previously spoken: "She has passed away for me."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIVC" id="CHAPTER_XIVC"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<h3>MR. DELVES ON HIS BEAM ENDS.</h3> + + +<p>Samuel Lynn grew better, and Mr. Ashley, in his considerate kindness, +proposed that he should reside abroad for a few months in the +neighbourhood of Annonay, to watch the skin market, and pick up skins +that would be suitable for their use. Anna and Patience were to +accompany him. Anna had somewhat regained her footing in the good graces +of the gossipers. That she did so, was partly owing to the indignant +defence of her, entered upon by Herbert Dare. Herbert did behave well in +this case, and he must have his due. Upon his return from London, +whither he had gone soon after the termination of the trial, remaining +away a week or two, he found what a very charitable ovation Helstonleigh +was bestowing upon Anna Lynn. He met it with a storm of indignation; he +bade them think as badly of him as they chose; believe him a second +Burke if they liked; but to keep their mistaken tongues off Anna. What +with one thing and another, some of the scandal-mongers did begin to +think they had been too hasty, and withdrew their censure. Some (as a +matter of course) preferred to doubt still; and opinions remained +divided.</p> + +<p>Helstonleigh took up the gossip on another score—that of Mr. Ashley's +sending Samuel Lynn abroad, as his skin-buyer, for an indefinite period. +"A famous trade Ashley must be doing, to go to that expense!" grumbled +some of the envious manufacturers. True; he <i>had</i> a famous trade. And if +he had not had one, he might have sent him all the same. Helstonleigh +never knew the benevolence of Thomas Ashley's heart. The journey was +fully decided upon; and Samuel Lynn had an application from a member of +his own persuasion, to rent his house, furnished, for the term of his +absence. He was glad to accept the accommodation.</p> + +<p>But, before Mr. Lynn and his family started, Helstonleigh was fated to +sustain another loss, in the person of Herbert Dare. Herbert contrived +to get some sort of mission entrusted to <i>him</i> abroad, and made rather a +summary exit from Helstonleigh to enter upon it. A friend of Herbert's, +who had gone over to live in Holland, and with whom he was in frequent +correspondence, wrote and offered him a situation in a merchant's house +in Rotterdam, as "English clerk." The offer came in answer to a hint, or +perhaps more than a hint, from Herbert, that a year or two's sojourn +abroad would be acceptable to him. He would receive a good salary, if he +proved himself equal to the duties, the information stated, and might +rise in it, if he chose to remain. Herbert wrote off-hand to secure it, +and then told his father what he had done.</p> + +<p>"Enter a house at Rotterdam, as English clerk!" repeated Mr. Dare, +unable to credit his own ears. "<i>You</i> a clerk!"</p> + +<p>"What am I to do?" asked Herbert. "Since I came out of there," pointing +in the direction of the county prison, "claims have thickened upon me. I +do owe a good deal, and that's a fact—what with my own scores, and that +for which I am liable for—for poor Anthony. People won't wait much +longer; and I have no fancy to try the debtor's side of the prison."</p> + +<p>They were standing in the front room of the office. Mr. Dare's business +appeared to be considerably falling off, and the office had often +leisure on its hands now. Of the two clerks kept, one had holiday, the +other was out. Somehow, what with one untoward thing and another, people +were growing shy of the Dares. Mr. Dare leaned against the corner of the +window-frame, watching the passers-by, his hands in his pockets, and a +blank look on his face.</p> + +<p>"You say you can't help me, sir?" Herbert continued.</p> + +<p>"You know I can't; sufficiently to do any good," returned Mr. Dare. "I +am too much pressed for money myself. Look at the expenses attending the +trial: and I was embarrassed enough before. I <i>cannot</i> help you."</p> + +<p>"It seems to me, too, that you want me gone from here."</p> + +<p>"I have not said so," curtly responded Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"You told me the other day that it was my presence in the office which +scared clients from it."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare could not deny the fact. He <i>had</i> said it. What's more, he had +thought it; and did so still. "I cannot tell what else it is that is +keeping clients away," he rejoined. "We have not had a dozen in since +the trial."</p> + +<p>"It is a slack season of the year."</p> + +<p>"Maybe," shortly answered Mr. Dare. "Slack as it is, there's some +business astir, but people are going elsewhere to get it done; those, +too, who have never for years been near anyone but us. The truth is, +Herbert, you fell into bad odour with the town on the day of the trial; +and that you must know. Though acquitted of the murder, all sorts of +other things were laid to your charge. Quaker Lynn's stroke amongst the +rest."</p> + +<p>"Carping sinners!" ejaculated Herbert.</p> + +<p>"And I suppose it turned people against the office," continued Mr. +Dare. "My belief is, they won't come back again as long as you are in +it."</p> + +<p>"That's precisely what I meant you had hinted to me" said Herbert. +"Therefore, I thought I had better leave it. Pattison says he can get me +this berth, and I should like to try it."</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i>'ll not like to turn merchant's clerk," repeated Mr. Dare with +emphasis.</p> + +<p>"I shall like it better than being nailed for debt here," somewhat +coarsely answered Herbert. "It is not so agreeable at home now, +especially in this office, that I should cry to stay in it. You have +changed, sir, amongst the rest: many a day through, you don't give me a +civil word."</p> + +<p>Again Mr. Dare felt that he <i>had</i> changed to Herbert. When he found that +he—Herbert—might have cleared himself at first from the terrible +accusation of fratricide, had he so chosen, instead of allowing the +obloquy to rest upon himself and his family for so long a period, he had +become bitterly angry. Mrs. Dare and the whole family joined in the +feeling, and Herbert suffered.</p> + +<p>"As to civility, Herbert, I must first get over the soreness left by +your conduct. You acted very badly in allowing the case to go on to +trial. If you had no objection to sit down quietly under the crime +yourself, you had no right to throw the disgrace and expense upon your +family."</p> + +<p>"If it were to come over again, I would not do so," acknowledged +Herbert. "I thought then I was acting for the best."</p> + +<p>"Pshaw!" was the peevish ejaculation of Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Altogether," resumed Herbert, "I think I had better go away. After a +time, something or other may turn up to make things smoother here, and +then I can come home again; unless I find a better opening abroad. I may +do so; and I believe I shall like living there."</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Mr. Dare, after some minutes' silence. "It may be for +the best. At all events, it will give time for things here to blow over. +If you don't find it what you like, you can only return."</p> + +<p>"I shall be sure not to return, unless I can square up some of my +liabilities here," returned Herbert. "You must help me to get there, +sir."</p> + +<p>"What do you want?" asked Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Fifty pounds."</p> + +<p>"I can't do it, Herbert," was the prompt answer.</p> + +<p>"I must have it if I am to go," was Herbert's firm reply. "There are two +or three trifles here which I will not leave unsettled, and I cannot go +over there with pockets absolutely empty. Fifty pounds is not so great a +sum, sir, to pay to get rid of me."</p> + +<p>Old Anthony Dare knit his brow in perplexity. He supposed he must +furnish the money, though he did not in the least see how it was to be +done.</p> + +<p>The matter settled, Herbert took his hat and went out. The first object +his eyes alighted on outside was Sergeant Delves. That worthy, pacing +through the town, had brought himself to an anchor opposite the office +of Mr. Dare, and was regarding it, lost in a brown study. The sergeant +was in a state of discomfiture, touching the affair of the late Anthony +Dare. He had lost no time in "looking after" Miss Caroline Mason, as he +had promised himself; and the sequence had been—defeat. Without any +open stir on the part of the police—without allowing Caroline herself +to know that she was doubted—the sergeant contrived to put himself in +full possession of her movements on that night. The result proved that +she must be exempt from the suspicion; or, as the sergeant expressed it, +"was out of the hole;" and that gentleman remained at fault again.</p> + +<p>Herbert crossed over to him. "What are you looking at, Delves?"</p> + +<p>"I wasn't looking at anything in particular," was the answer. "Coming in +sight of your office naturally brought my thoughts back to that +unsatisfactory business. I never was so baffled before."</p> + +<p>"It is very strange who it could have been," observed Herbert. "I often +think of it."</p> + +<p>"Never so baffled before," continued the sergeant, as if there had been +no interruption to his own words. "I could almost have been upon oath at +the time, that the murderer was in the house; hadn't left it. And +yet——"</p> + +<p>"You could have been upon oath that it was I," interrupted Herbert.</p> + +<p>"That's true. I could. But you had yourself chiefly to thank for it, Mr. +Herbert Dare, through making a mystery of your movements that night. +After you were cleared, my mind turned to that girl; and that, I found, +was no go."</p> + +<p>"What girl?" interrupted Herbert.</p> + +<p>"The one in Honey Fair: your brother Anthony's old sweetheart. It wasn't +her, though; I have proofs. Charlotte East had her at her house that +evening, and kept her till twelve o'clock, when she went home to bed in +her garret. Charlotte's going to try to make something of her again. And +now I am baffled, and I don't deny it."</p> + +<p>"To suspect any girl is ridiculous," observed Herbert Dare. "No girl, it +is to be hoped, would possess the courage or the strength to accomplish +such a deed as that."</p> + +<p>"You don't know 'em as we police do," nodded the sergeant. "I was asking +your father only a day or two ago, whether he could make sure of his +servants, that they had not been in it——"</p> + +<p>"Of our servants?" interrupted Herbert, in surprise. "What an idea!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I have gone round to my old opinion—that it <i>was</i> some one in +the house," returned the sergeant. "But it seems the servants are all on +the square. I can't make it out."</p> + +<p>"Why on earth should you suppose it to be any one in the house?" +questioned Herbert, in considerable wonderment.</p> + +<p>"Because I do," was the answer. "We police see and note down what others +pass over. There was odds and ends of things at the time that made us +infer it; and I can't get it out of my mind."</p> + +<p>"It is an impossibility that it could have been a resident of the +house," dissented Herbert. "Every one in it is above suspicion."</p> + +<p>"Who do <i>you</i> fancy it might have been?" asked the sergeant, abruptly, +almost as if he wished to surprise Herbert out of an incautious answer.</p> + +<p>But Herbert had nothing to tell him; no suspicion was on his mind to be +surprised out of. "If I could fancy it was, or might be, any particular +individual, I should come to you and say so, without asking," he +replied. "I am as much at fault as you can be. Anthony may have made +slight enemies in the town, what with his debts and his temper, and one +thing or another; but no enemies of that terrible nature—capable of +killing him. I wish I could see cause for a reasonable suspicion," he +added with emotion. "I would give my right arm"—stretching it out—"to +solve the mystery. As well for my sake as for my dead brother's."</p> + +<p>"Well, all I can say is, that I am down on my beam ends," concluded the +sergeant.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Henry Ashley was getting little better. He had fallen into a +state of utter prostration. Mental anguish had told upon him physically, +and his bodily weakness was no doubt great: but he made no effort to +rouse himself. He would lie for hours, his eyes half-closed, noticing no +one. The medical men said they had seen nothing like it, and Mr. and +Mrs. Ashley grew alarmed. The only one to remonstrate with him—he alone +held the key to its cause—was William Halliburton.</p> + +<p>William's influence over him was very great: he yielded to no one, not +even to his father, as he would yield to William. Henry gave the reins +to his tongue, and said all sorts of irritating things to William, as he +did to every one else. It only masked the deep affection, the lasting +friendship, which had taken possession of his heart for William.</p> + +<p>"Let me be; let me be," he said to William one day, in answer to a +remonstrance that he should rouse himself. "I told you that my life had +passed out with <i>her</i>."</p> + +<p>"But your life has not passed out with her," argued William; "your life +is in you, just as much as it ever was. And it is your duty to make some +use of your life; not to let it run to waste—as you are doing."</p> + +<p>"It does not affect you," was the tart reply.</p> + +<p>"It does very much affect me. I am grieved to see you hug your pain, +instead of shaking it off; vexed to think that a man should so bury his +days. It is an unfortunate thing that no one is cognizant of this matter +but myself."</p> + +<p>"Is it though!" retorted Henry. "You are a fine Job's comforter!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is. Were it known to those about you, you would not for shame +lie here, and indulge regrets after an imprudent and silly girl."</p> + +<p>Henry flashed an angry glance at him from his soft dark eyes. "Take +care, my good fellow! I can stand some things; but I don't stand all."</p> + +<p>"An imprudent, silly girl, who does not care a rush for you," +emphatically repeated William: "whose wild and ill-judged affection is +given to another. Was ever infatuation like unto yours!"</p> + +<p>"Have a care, I tell you!" burst forth Henry. "By what right do you say +these things to me?"</p> + +<p>"I say them for your good—and I intend that you should feel them. When +a surgeon's knife probes a wound, the patient groans and winces; but it +is done to cure him."</p> + +<p>"You are a man of eloquence!" sarcastically rejoined Henry. "Pity but +you could flourish at the Bar, and take the anticipated shine out of +Frank!"</p> + +<p>"Answer me one plain question, Henry. Do you still indulge a hope +towards Anna Lynn?—to her becoming your wife?"</p> + +<p>With a shriek of anger, Henry caught up his slipper, and sent it flying +through the air at William's head.</p> + +<p>"What's that for?" equably demanded William, dodging his head out of the +way.</p> + +<p>"How dare you hint at such a thing? I told you there were some things I +wouldn't stand. Is it fitting that one who has figured in such an +escapade should be made the wife of an Ashley? If we were left by our +two selves upon the earth, all else gone dead and out of it, I wouldn't +marry her."</p> + +<p>"Precisely so. I have judged you rightly. Then, under this state of +things, what in the name of fortune is the use of your lying here and +thinking about her?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think about her," fractiously returned Henry. "You are always +fancying things."</p> + +<p>"You do think about her. I can see that you do. I should be above it," +quaintly continued William.</p> + +<p>"Go and pick up my slipper."</p> + +<p>"Will you come down to tea this evening?"</p> + +<p>"No, I won't. You come here and preach up this morality, or divinity, or +whatever you may please to term it, to me; but, wait and see how you'd +act, if you should ever get struck on the keen edge as I have been."</p> + +<p>"Come! let me help you up."</p> + +<p>"Don't bother. I am not going to get up. I——"</p> + +<p>At that moment, Mr. Ashley opened the door. His errand likewise was to +induce Henry to leave his sofa and his room, and join them below. Henry +could not be brought to comply.</p> + +<p>"No. I have just told William. I cannot think why he did not go back and +say so. He only stops here to worry me. There! get along, William; and +come back when you have swallowed enough tea."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley laid his hand on William's arm, as they walked together along +the corridor, and brought him to a halt. "What <i>is</i> this illness of +Henry's? There is some secret connected with it, I am sure, and you are +cognizant of it. I must know what it is."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley's tone was a decided one; his manner firm. William made no +reply.</p> + +<p>"Tell me what it is, William."</p> + +<p>"I cannot," said William. "Certainly not without Henry's permission; and +I do not think he will give it. If it were my secret, sir, instead of +his, I would tell it at your bidding."</p> + +<p>"Is it of the mind or the body?"</p> + +<p>"The mind. I think the worst is over. Do not speak to him about it, I +pray you, sir."</p> + +<p>"William, is it anything that can be remedied? By money?—by any means +at command?"</p> + +<p>"It can never be remedied," replied William earnestly, "Were the whole +world brought to bear upon it, it could do nothing. Time and his own +good sense must effect the cure."</p> + +<p>"Then I may as well not ask about it if I cannot aid. You are fully in +his confidence."</p> + +<p>"Yes. And all that another can do, I am doing. We have a daily battle. I +want to rouse him out of his apathy."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that you could!" aspirated Mr. Ashley.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVC" id="CHAPTER_XVC"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<h3>A LOSS FOR POMERANIAN KNOLL.</h3> + + +<p>Pomeranian Knoll had scarcely recovered its equanimity after the shock +of the departure of Herbert Dare for foreign parts, when it found itself +about to be shorn of another inmate. The word "shock" is used to express +the suddenness of the affair, rather than in its enlarged and more +ordinary sense. Herbert, what with one thing and another, had brought a +good deal of vexation upon the paternal home; Helstonleigh also had not +been holding him in extensive favour since the trial; and that home was +not sorry that he should absent himself from it for a time. But it +certainly did not bargain for his announcing his departure one night, +and being off the next morning. Yet such was the course he pursued: and +in that light his departure may be said to have been a shock to the +town. Mr. Dare had known of it longer; but he had not proclaimed it any +more than Herbert had: it may be that Herbert feared being stopped, if +the intended journey got wind.</p> + +<p>A week or two after this, Signora Varsini received a letter with a +foreign post-mark on it. The fact was nothing extraordinary in itself: +the signora did occasionally receive letters bearing foreign post-marks; +but this one threw her into a state of commotion, the like of which had +never been witnessed. Thrusting the letter into the deepest pocket of +her dress when it was delivered to her, she finished giving the music +lesson to Minny, which she was occupied upon, and then retired to her +room to peruse it. From this she emerged a short time after, with a long +face of consternation, uttering frantic ejaculations. Mrs. Dare was +quite alarmed. What was the matter with mademoiselle?</p> + +<p>"Ah, what misère! what désolation! what tristes nouvelles!" The letter +was from her aunt in Paris, who was thrown upon her death-bed; and she, +mademoiselle, must hasten thither without delay. If she could not start +by a train that day, she must go by the first one the next. She was +désolée to leave madame at a coup; her heart would break in bidding +adieu to the young ladies; but necessity was stern. She must make her +baggage forthwith, and would be obliged to madame for her salary.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare was taken—as the saying runs—all of a heap. She had not +cared to part with mademoiselle so soon, although the retaining her +entailed an additional expense, which they could ill afford in their +gradually increasing embarrassments and straitening means: but the chief +point that puzzled her was the paying up of the salary. Between thirty +and forty pounds were due. There appeared, however, to be no help for +it, and she applied to Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"You may as well ask me for my head as for that sum to-day," was that +gentleman's reply, thinking he was destined never to find peace on +earth. "Tell her you will send it after her, if she must go."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare shook her head. It would not be of the least use, she was +sure. Mademoiselle was not one to be put off in that way, or to depart +without her money.</p> + +<p>How Mr. Dare managed it he perhaps hardly knew himself; but he brought +home the money at night, and the governess was paid in full. On the +following morning there was a ceremonious leave-taking, loud and +suggestive on the part of mademoiselle. She saluted them all on both +cheeks, and promised to write every week, at least. A fly came to the +door for her and her luggage, and George Dare mounted the box to escort +her to the station. Mademoiselle politely invited him inside; but he had +just lighted a cigar, and preferred to stop where he was.</p> + +<p>"I say, mademoiselle," cried he, after she was seated in the railway +carriage, "if you should happen to come across Herbert, I wish you'd +tell him——"</p> + +<p>Mademoiselle interrupted with a burst of indignation. <i>She</i> come across +Monsieur Herbert! What should bring her coming across <i>him</i>? Monsieur +George must be <i>fou</i> to think it. Monsieur Herbert was not in Paris, was +he? She had understood he was in Holland.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, it's all on the other side of the Channel," answered George, +whose geographical notions of the Continent were not very definite. +"Perhaps you won't see him, though, mademoiselle; so never mind."</p> + +<p>Mademoiselle replied by telling him to take care of himself; for the +whistle was sounding. George drew back, and watched the train off; +mademoiselle nodding her farewell to him from the window.</p> + +<p>And that was the last that Helstonleigh saw of Mrs. Dare's Italian +governess, the Signora Varsini. Helstonleigh might not have been any the +worse had it never seen the first of her. Mrs. Dare, after her +departure, suddenly remembered that mademoiselle had once told her she +had not a single relative in the world. Who could this aunt be, to whom +she was hastening?</p> + +<p>And Henry Ashley? As the weeks and the months went on, Henry began to +rouse himself from his prostration; his apathy. William Halliburton made +no secret of it to Henry that it was suspected he was suffering from +some inward grief which he was concealing, and that he had been +questioned on the point by Mr. Ashley. "You know," said William, "I +shall have no resource but to <i>tell</i>, unless you show yourself a +sensible man, and come out of this nonsense."</p> + +<p>It alarmed Henry; rather than have his secret feelings betrayed for the +family benefit, he could have died. In a grumbling and discontented sort +of mood, he went about again, and resumed his idle occupations (such as +they were) as usual. One evening William enticed him out for a walk, +took possession of his arm, and pounced into Robert East's, before Henry +well knew where he was. He sat down, apathetic and indifferent, after +nodding carelessly to the respectful salutation of the men. "I must give +just ten minutes to them, as I am here," observed William. "You can go +to sleep the while."</p> + +<p>The ten minutes lengthened into twenty, and Henry's attention was so far +roused that he came to the table in his impulsive way, and began talking +on his own account. When William was ready to go, he was not; and he +actually told the men that he would come round again. It was a great +point gained.</p> + +<p>Small beginnings, it has been remarked, lead to great endings. The +humble, confined way in which the class had begun at Robert East's; the +vague ideas of William upon the subject; the doubtings of East and +Crouch, were looked back upon with a smile. For the little venture had +swollen itself into a great undertaking—an undertaking that was +destined to effect a revolution throughout the whole of Honey Fair, and +might probably even extend to Helstonleigh itself. The drawback now was +want of room; numbers were being kept away by it. Henry Ashley did go +again; and finding that books of the right kind ran short, he, the day +after his second visit, wrote off an order for a whole cargo.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley was in a state of inward delight. Anything to rouse him! "You +think it will succeed, that movement, do you, Henry?" he carelessly +observed.</p> + +<p>"It's safe to succeed," was the answer. "William, with his palavering, +has gained the ear of the fellows. I don't believe there's William +Halliburton's equal in the whole world!" he added, with enthusiasm. +"Fancy his sacrificing his time to such a thing, and for no benefit to +himself! It will bear a rich crop of fruit too. If I have the gift—I'll +give you a long word for once—of ratiocination, this reform of +William's will be more extensive than we now foresee."</p> + +<p>The chief thing in these evenings was to keep alive the interest of the +men. Not to lead them to abstruse things, which they had a difficulty in +understanding, and remained strange to at best; but rather to plunge +them into familiar home topics—the philosophy, if you will, of everyday +life. There is a right and a wrong way of doing most things, and it +often happens that people, from ignorance, pursue the wrong. Of the +plain sanitary laws, relating to physical health, Honey Fair was +intensely ignorant: of the ventilation of rooms, of cleanliness, of the +most simple rules by which the body can be kept in order, they knew no +more than they did of the moon. When a man was, to use Honey Fair +phraseology, "took bad," he generally neglected the symptoms altogether, +thereby laying the foundation of worse illness: or else he went to a +doctor, and ran himself into expense. A little familiarity with ordinary +complaints and ordinary antidotes would have remedied this. An +acquaintance with sanitary laws would have prevented it. When children +were down with measles or scarlatina, the careless of the land allowed +the maladies to take their own course, and the sufferers to air +themselves in the gutters, as usual. The cautious ones smothered the +patients in a hot room, keeping up a fire as large as the stock of coals +would allow, and borrowing all the blankets from the houses on either +side, to heap upon them. No wonder the supply of little coffins was +great to Honey Fair.</p> + +<p>All these things would be talked of and discussed, and a little +enlightenment imparted to the men, as a guidance for the future. No one +who did not witness it can imagine the delighted satisfaction with which +these and similar practical topics were welcomed; for they bore for them +a personal interest—they concerned themselves, their families, and +their homes.</p> + +<p>One evening the way in which Honey Fair rather liked to spend its +Sundays was under discussion; namely, the men in smoking; the women +slatternly and dirty; the children fighting and quarrelling in the dirt +outside.</p> + +<p>William Halliburton was asking them in a half-earnest, half-joking +manner, what particular benefit they found in it, that it should not be +remedied? Could they impart its pleasures to him? If so——</p> + +<p>His voice suddenly faltered and stopped. Standing just inside the door +of the room, a quiet spectator and listener of the proceedings, was +Thomas Ashley. The men followed William's gaze, saw who was amongst +them, and rose in respectful silence.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley came forward, signing to William to continue. But William's +eloquence had died out, leaving only a heightened colour in its place. +In the presence of Mr. Ashley, whom he so loved and respected, he had +grown timid as a child.</p> + +<p>"Do you know," said Mr. Ashley, addressing the men, "it gives me greater +pleasure to see you here than it would do were I to hear that you had +come into a fortune."</p> + +<p>They smiled and shook their heads. "Fortunes didn't come to the like o' +them."</p> + +<p>"Never mind," replied Mr. Ashley: "fortunes are not the best gifts in +life."</p> + +<p>He stayed talking with them some little time, quiet words of +encouragement, and then withdrew, wishing them good luck. William left +with him: and as they passed through Honey Fair, the women ran to their +doors to gaze after them. Mr. Ashley, slightly bent with his advancing +years, leaned upon William's arm, but his face was fresh as ever, and +his dark hair showed no signs of age. William erect, noble; his height +greater than Mr. Ashley's, his forehead broader, his deep grey eyes +strangely earnest and sincere; and a flitting smile playing on his lips. +He was listening to Mr. Ashley's satisfaction at what he had witnessed.</p> + +<p>"How long do you intend to sacrifice your evenings to them?"</p> + +<p>"It is no sacrifice, Mr. Ashley. I am glad to do it. I consider it one +of the best uses to which my evenings could be given. I intend to enlist +Henry for good in the cause, if I can do so."</p> + +<p>"You will be an ingenious persuader if you do," returned Mr. Ashley. "I +would give half I am worth," he abruptly added, "to see the boy take an +interest in life."</p> + +<p>"It will be sure to come, sir. One of these days I shall surprise him +into reading a good play to the men. Something to laugh at. It will be a +beginning."</p> + +<p>"He is very much better," observed Mr. Ashley. "All that listless apathy +is going."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes. He is all but cured."</p> + +<p>"What was it, William?"</p> + +<p>William was taken by surprise. He did not answer, and Mr. Ashley +repeated the question.</p> + +<p>"It is his secret, sir, not mine."</p> + +<p>"You must confide it to me," said Mr. Ashley, in his tone of quiet +firmness. "You know me, William. When I promise that neither it nor the +fact of its having been disclosed to me, shall ever escape me, directly +or indirectly, to any living person, you know that you may depend upon +me."</p> + +<p>He paused. William did not speak: he was debating with himself what he +<i>ought</i> to do.</p> + +<p>"William, it is a relief that I must have. Since my suspicions, that +there was a secret, were confirmed, I cannot tell you what improbable +fancies and fears have not run riot in my brain. For prostration so +excessive to have overtaken him, one would almost think he had been +guilty of murder, or some other unaccountable crime. <i>You must relieve +my mind</i>: which, in spite of my uncontrollable fancies, I do not doubt +the truth will do. It will make no difference to any one; it will only +be an additional bond between myself and you; and you, my almost son."</p> + +<p>William's duty rose before him, clear and distinct. But when he spoke, +it was in a whisper.</p> + +<p>"He loved Anna Lynn."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley walked on without comment. William resumed.</p> + +<p>"Had that unhappy affair not taken place, Henry's intention was to make +her his wife, provided you could have been brought to consent to it. His +whole days used to be spent, I believe, in planning how he could best +invent a chance of obtaining it."</p> + +<p>"And now?" very sharply asked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Now the thing is at an end for ever. Henry's good sense has come to his +aid; I suppose I may say his pride; his self-esteem. Innocent of actual +ill as Anna was in the affair, there was sufficient reflection cast upon +her to prove to Henry that his hopeful visions could never be carried +out. That was Henry's secret, sir: and I almost feared the blow would +have killed him. But he is getting over it."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley drew a deep breath. "William, I thank you. You have relieved +me from a nightmare: and you may forget having given me the confidence +if you like, for it will never be abused. What are you going to do about +space?" he continued, in a different tone.</p> + +<p>"About space, sir?"</p> + +<p>"For those protégés of yours, at East's. They seem to me to be tolerably +confined for it, there?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and that is not the worst," said William. "Men are asking to join +every day, and they cannot be taken in."</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> can't think how you manage to get so many—and to keep them."</p> + +<p>"I suppose the chief secret is, that their interest enters into it. We +contrive to keep that up. Most of them would not go back to the Horned +Ram for the world."</p> + +<p>"Well, where shall you stow them?"</p> + +<p>"It is more than I can say, sir. We must manage it somehow."</p> + +<p>"Henry told me you were ambitious enough to aspire to the Mormon +failure."</p> + +<p>"I was foolish enough to do so," replied William, with a laugh. "Seeing +it was very much in the condition of the famed picture taken of the good +Dr. Primrose and his family—useless—I went and offered a rent for +it—only a trifling sum, it is true; but if our fires only kept it from +damp, one would think the builder might have been glad to let it, thrown +as it is upon his hands. I told him so."</p> + +<p>"What did he say?"</p> + +<p>"He stood out for thirty pounds. But that's more than I—than we can +afford."</p> + +<p>"And who was going to find the money? You?"</p> + +<p>William hesitated; but did not see any way out of the dilemma.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, you know it is a sad pity for the good work to be stopped, +through so insignificant a trifle as want of room."</p> + +<p>"I think it is," replied Mr. Ashley. "You can hire it to-morrow, and +move your forms and tables and books into it as soon as you like. I will +find the rent."</p> + +<p>The words took William by surprise. "Oh, Mr. Ashley, do you really mean +it?"</p> + +<p>"Really mean it? It is little enough, compared with what you are doing. +A few years, William, and your name may be great in Helstonleigh. You +are working on for it."</p> + +<p>William walked with Mr. Ashley as far as his house, and then turned back +to his own. He found sorrow there. Not having been home since +dinner-time, for he had taken tea at Mr. Ashley's, he was unconscious of +some tidings which had been brought by the afternoon's post. Jane sat +and grieved while she told him. Her brother Robert was dead. Very rarely +indeed did she hear from the New World; Margaret appeared to be too full +of cares and domestic bustle to write often. She might not have written +now, but to tell of the death of Robert.</p> + +<p>"I have lost myself sometimes in a vision of seeing Robert home again," +said Jane, with a sigh. "And now he is gone!"</p> + +<p>"He was not married, was he?" asked William.</p> + +<p>"No. I fear he never got on very well. Never to be at his ease."</p> + +<p>Gar came in noisily, and interrupted them. The death of an uncle whom he +had never seen, and who had lived thousands of miles away, did not +appear to Gar to be a matter calling for any especial amount of grief. +Gar was in high spirits on his own account; for Gar was going to +Cambridge. Not in all the pomp and pride of an unlimited purse, however, +but as a humble sizar.</p> + +<p>Gar, not seeing his way very clearly, had been wise enough to pluck up +courage and apply for counsel to the head master of the college school. +He had told him that he meant to go to college, and how he meant to go, +and he asked Mr. Keating if he could help him to a situation, where he +might be useful between terms. "A school where I might become a junior +assistant," suggested Gar. "Or any family who would take me to read with +their sons? If I only earned my food, it would be so much the less +weight upon my mother," added he, in the candid spirit peculiar to the +family.</p> + +<p>"Have you forgotten that you ought to work, yourself, out of terms, +nearly as hard as in them?" asked Mr. Keating.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, sir, I have not forgotten it. I will take care to accomplish my +own work as well. That should not suffer."</p> + +<p>Mr. Keating looked at the cheerful, hopeful face, a sure index of the +brave hopeful spirit. He had taken unusual interest in the two +Halliburtons, so clever and persevering. It had been impossible for him +not to do so; for, if Mr. Keating had a weakness, it was for a good +classical scholar.</p> + +<p>"I'll see about it, Gar," said he. "But you are rather young to read +with students. And I do not suppose any school would be willing to +engage you on account of the interruption that keeping your terms would +cause. If nothing better turns up, you can remain in the college +school-room here, and undertake one of the junior desks. I should give +you nothing for it," added the master, "except your meals. Those you +would be welcome to take at my house with my private pupils, sleeping at +your own home. And I think that, for you, it would be a better +arrangement than any other, for it would leave you plenty of time for +your own studies, and I could still superintend them."</p> + +<p>Gar thought the arrangement would be first-rate. It would be the very +thing. "Not that I ever thought of it," he ingenuously said. "I did not +know the college school admitted assistants."</p> + +<p>"Neither does it," replied the master. "You would be ostensibly my +private pupil. And if I choose to set a private pupil to keep the desks +to their work, that is my affair."</p> + +<p>Gar could only reiterate his thanks.</p> + +<p>"I am pleased to give you this little encouragement," remarked Mr. +Keating. "When I see boys hopefully plodding on in the teeth of +difficulties, of brave heart, of sterling conduct, they deserve all the +encouragement that can be given to them. If you and your brothers only +go on as you have hitherto gone on, you will stand in after-years as +bright examples of what industry and perseverance can achieve."</p> + +<p>So that, altogether, Gar was in spirits, and did not by any means put on +superfluous mourning for a gentleman who had died in the backwoods of +Canada, although he was his mother's brother.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIC" id="CHAPTER_XVIC"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<h3>AN OFFER OF MARRIAGE.</h3> + + +<p>"Mary," said Mr. Ashley, "I have received an offer of marriage for you."</p> + +<p>A somewhat abrupt announcement to make to a young lady, and Mr. Ashley +spoke in the gravest tone. They were seated round the breakfast table, +Mary by her mother's side, who was pouring out the coffee. Mary looked +surprised, rather amused; but that was the only emotion discernible in +her countenance.</p> + +<p>"It is fine to be you, Miss Mary!" struck in Henry, before anyone could +speak. "Pray, sir, who is the venturer?"</p> + +<p>"He assures me that his happiness is bound up in his offer being +accepted," resumed Mr. Ashley. "I fancy he felt inclined to assure me +that Mary's was also. Of course, all I can do, is, to lay the proposal +before her."</p> + +<p>"What <i>is</i> it that you are talking about, Thomas?" interposed Mrs. +Ashley, unable until then to say a word, and speaking with some +irritability. "I do not consider Mary old enough to be married. How can +you think of saying such things to her?"</p> + +<p>"Neither do I, mamma," said Mary, with a laugh. "I like my home too well +to leave it."</p> + +<p>"And while you are talking sentiment, my curiosity is on the rack," +cried Henry. "I have inquired the name of the bridegroom, and I should +like to be answered."</p> + +<p>"The would-be bridegroom," put in Mary.</p> + +<p>"Mary, I am ashamed of you!" went on Henry. "I blush for your manners. +Nice credit she does to your bringing up, mamma! When young ladies of +condition receive a celestial offer, they behave with due propriety, +hang their heads with a blush, and subdue their voice to a whisper. And +here's Mary—look at her!—talking quite loudly and making merry over +it. Once more, sir, who is the adventurous gentleman? Is it good old +General Wells, our gouty neighbour opposite, who is lifted in and out of +his chariot for his daily airing? I have told Mary repeatedly that she +was setting her cap at him."</p> + +<p>"It is not so advantageous a proposal in a financial point of view," +observed Mr. Ashley, maintaining his impassibility. "It proceeds from +one of my dependents at the manufactory."</p> + +<p>Mary had the sugar-basin in her hand at the moment, and a sudden tremor +seemed to seize her. She set it down; but so clumsily, that half the +lumps fell out. Her face had turned to a glowing crimson. Mr. Ashley +noticed it.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashley only noticed the sugar. "Mary, how came you to do that? Very +careless, my dear."</p> + +<p>Mary began meekly to pick up the sugar, the flush giving way to pallor. +She lifted her handkerchief to her face and held it there, as if she had +a cold.</p> + +<p>"The honour comes from Cyril Dare," said Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Cyril Dare!"</p> + +<p>"Cyril Dare!"</p> + +<p>In different tones of scorn, but each expressing it most fully, the +repetition broke from Mrs. Ashley and Henry. Mary, on the contrary, +recovered her equanimity and her countenance. She laughed out, as if she +were glad.</p> + +<p>"What did you say to him, papa?"</p> + +<p>"I gave him my opinion only. That I thought he had mistaken my daughter, +if he entertained hopes that she would listen to his suit. The question +rests with you, Mary."</p> + +<p>"Oh papa, what nonsense! rests with me! Why you know I would never have +Cyril Dare."</p> + +<p>A smile crossed Mr. Ashley's face. He probably <i>had</i> known it.</p> + +<p>"Cyril Dare!" repeated Mary, as if unable to overcome her astonishment. +"He must have turned silly. I would not have Cyril Dare if he were worth +his weight in gold."</p> + +<p>"And he must be worth a great deal more than his weight in gold, Mary, +before I would consent to your having him," quietly rejoined Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Have <i>him</i>!" echoed Henry. "If I feared there was a danger of the +daughter of all the Ashleys so degrading herself, I should bribe cook to +make an arsenic cake, cut the young lady a portion myself, and stand by +while she ate it."</p> + +<p>"Don't talk foolishly, Henry," rebuked Mrs. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Mamma, I must say I do not think it would be half so foolish as Cyril +Dare was," cried Mary, with spirit.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashley, relieved from any temporary fear of losing Mary, was +comfortably going on with her breakfast. "Did Cyril say how he meant to +provide for Mary, if he obtained her?" asked she, with an amused look.</p> + +<p>"He did not touch upon ways and means. I conclude that he intended I +should have the honour of keeping them both."</p> + +<p>Henry Ashley leaned back in his chair, and laughed. "If this is not the +richest joke I have heard for a long while! Cyril Dare! the kinsman of +Herbert the beautiful! Confound his im-pu-dence!"</p> + +<p>"Then you decline the honour of the alliance, Mary?" said Mr. Ashley. +"What am I to tell him?"</p> + +<p>"What you please, papa. Tell him, if you like, that I would rather marry +a chimney-sweep. I <i>would</i>, if it came to a choice between the two. How +very senseless of Cyril to think of such a thing!"</p> + +<p>"How very shrewd, I think, Mary—if he could only have got you," was the +reply of Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"If!" saucily put in Mary.</p> + +<p>Henry bent over the table to his sister. "I tell you what, Mary. You go +this morning and offer yourself to our gouty friend, the general. He +will jump at it, and we'll have the banns put up. We cannot, you know, +be subjected to such shocks as these, on your account; it is +unreasonable to expect it. I assure you it will be the most effectual +plan to set Cyril Dare, and those of his tribe, at rest. No, thank you, +ma'am," turning to Mrs. Ashley—"no more coffee. This has been enough +breakfast for me."</p> + +<p>"Who is this?" asked Mr. Ashley, as footsteps were heard on the +gravel-walk.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashley lifted her eyes. "It is William Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"William Halliburton!" echoed Henry. "Ah! if you could have put his +heart and intellect into Cyril's form, now, it might have done."</p> + +<p>He spoke with that freedom of speech which characterized him, and in +which, from his infirmity, he had not been checked. No one made any +remark in answer, and William entered. He had come to ask some business +question of Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I will walk down with you," said Mr. Ashley, "and see to it. Take a +seat, William."</p> + +<p>"It is getting late, sir."</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose you can afford to be late for once," replied Mr. +Ashley. And William smiled as he sat down.</p> + +<p>"We have had a letter from Cambridge, this morning. From Gar."</p> + +<p>"And how does Mr. Gar get on?" asked Henry.</p> + +<p>"First rate. He takes a leaf out of Frank's book; determined to see no +difficulties in his way. Frank's letters are always cheering. I really +believe he cares no more for being a servitor than he would for wearing +a hat at Christchurch. All his wish is to get on: he looks to the +future."</p> + +<p>"But he does his duty in the present," quietly remarked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>William smiled. "It is the only way to insure the future, sir. Frank and +Gar have been learning that all their lives."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley, telling William not to get the fidgets, for he was not ready +yet, withdrew to the next room with his wife. They had some weighty +domestic matter to settle, touching a dinner party. Henry linked his arm +within William's and drew him to the window, throwing it open to the +early spring sunshine. Mary remained at the breakfast table.</p> + +<p>"What do you think Cyril Dare, the presuming, has had the conscience to +ask?" began he.</p> + +<p>"I know," replied William. "I heard him say he should ask it yesterday."</p> + +<p>"The deuce you did?" uttered Henry. "And you did not knock him down?"</p> + +<p>"Knock him down! Was it any business of mine?"</p> + +<p>"You might have done it as my friend, I think. A slight correction of +his impudence."</p> + +<p>"I do not see that it is your business either," returned William. "It is +Mr. Ashley's."</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed! Perhaps you would like it carried out?"</p> + +<p>"I have no right to say it shall not be."</p> + +<p>"Thank you!" chafed Henry. "Mary," he called out to his sister, "here's +Halliburton recommending that that business we know of shall be carried +out."</p> + +<p>William only laughed. He was accustomed to Henry's exaggerations. "It is +what Cyril has been expecting for years," said he.</p> + +<p>Henry gazed at him. "What is? What are you talking of?"</p> + +<p>"Being taken into partnership by Mr. Ashley."</p> + +<p>"Is it <i>that</i> you are blundering over? Does he expect it?" continued +Henry, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"Cyril said, yesterday, the firm would soon be Ashley and Dare."</p> + +<p>"Did he indeed! He had better not count upon it so as to disturb his +digestion. That's presumption enough, goodness knows; but it is a mere +flea-bite compared with the other. He has asked for Mary. It is true as +that we are standing here."</p> + +<p>William turned his questioning gaze on Henry. He did not understand. +"Asked for her for what? What to do?"</p> + +<p>"To be his wife."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" The strange sound was not a burst of indignation, or a groan of +pain: it was a mixture of both. William thrust his head out of the +window.</p> + +<p>"He actually asked the master for her yesterday!" went on Henry. "He +said his heart, or liver, or some such part of him was bound up in her: +as she was bound up in him. Fancy the honour of her becoming Mrs. +Cyril!"</p> + +<p>William did not turn his head: not a glimpse of his face could be +caught. "Will she have him?" he asked, at length.</p> + +<p>The question exasperated Henry. "Yes, she will. There! Go and +congratulate her. You are a fool, William."</p> + +<p>The sound of his angry voice, not his words, reached Mary's ears. She +came forward. "What is the matter, Henry?"</p> + +<p>"So he is a fool," was Henry's answer. "He wants to know if you are +going to marry Cyril Dare. I tell him yes. No one but an idiot would +have asked it."</p> + +<p>William turned, his face full of an emotion that Henry had never seen +there: a streak of scarlet on his cheeks, his earnest eyes strangely +troubled. And Mary?—her face seemed to have borrowed the same flush, as +she stood there, her head and eyelashes bent.</p> + +<p>Henry Ashley gazed, first at one, next at the other, and then turned and +leaned from the window himself. In contrition for having spoken so +openly of his sister's affairs? Not at all. Whistling the bars of a +renowned comic song of the day called "The Steam Arm."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley put in his head. "I am ready, William."</p> + +<p>William touched Mary's hand in silence by way of adieu, and halted as he +passed Henry. "Shall you come round to the men to-night?"</p> + +<p>"No, I shan't," retorted Henry. "I am upset for the day."</p> + +<p>He was halfway down the path when he heard himself called by Henry, +still leaning from the window. He went back to him.</p> + +<p>"She said she'd rather have a chimney-sweep than Cyril Dare. Don't go +and make a muff of yourself again."</p> + +<p>William turned away without any answer. Mr. Ashley, who had waited, put +his arm within his, and they proceeded to the manufactory.</p> + +<p>"Have you heard this rumour, respecting Herbert Dare, that has been +wafted over from Germany within the last day or two?" inquired Mr. +Ashley, as they walked along.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," replied William.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if it is true?"</p> + +<p>William did not answer. William's private opinion was, that it was true. +It had been tolerably well authenticated. A rumour that need not be very +specifically enlarged upon here. Helstonleigh never came to the bottom +of it: never knew for certain how much of it was true, and how much +false, and we cannot expect to be better favoured than Helstonleigh, in +the point of enlightenment. It was not a pleasant rumour, and the late +governess's name was unaccountably mixed up in it. For one thing, it +said that Herbert Dare, finding commercial pursuits not congenial to his +taste, had given them up, and was roaming about Germany. Mademoiselle +also. It was a report that did not do credit to Herbert, or tend to +reflect respectability on his family; yet Mr. Ashley fully believed that +to that report he owed the application of Cyril with regard to Mary, +strange as it may appear at a first glance, to say it. The application +had astonished Mr. Ashley beyond expression. He could only come to the +conclusion that Cyril must have entertained the hope for some time, but +had been induced to disclose it prematurely. So prematurely—even +allowing that other circumstances favoured it—that Mr. Ashley was +tempted to laugh. A man without means, without a home, without any +definite prospects, merely a workman, as might be said, in his +manufactory, upon a very small salary; it was ridiculous in the extreme +for <i>him</i> to offer marriage to Miss Ashley. Mr. Ashley, of upright +conduct in the sight of day, was not one to wink at folly; any escapade +such as that, now flying about Helstonleigh as attributed to Herbert, +would not be an additional recommendation in Cyril's favour. Had he +hastened to speak <i>before</i> it should reach Mr. Ashley's ears? Mr. Ashley +thought so. An hour after Cyril had spoken, he heard the scandal; and it +flashed over his mind that to that he was indebted for the premature +honour. Cyril would have liked to secure his consent before anything +unpleasant transpired.</p> + +<p>As Mr. Ashley came in view of the manufactory, Cyril Dare observed him. +Cyril was lounging in an indolent manner at the entrance doors, +exchanging greetings with the various passers-by. He ought to have been +inside at his business; but oughts went for little with Cyril. Since +Samuel Lynn's departure, Cyril had been living in clover; enjoying as +much idleness as he liked. William assumed no authority over him, though +full authority had been given to William over the manufactory in +general; and Cyril, except when he just happened to be under Mr. +Ashley's eye, passed his time agreeably. Cyril stared as he caught sight +of the master, and then went in, his spirits going down a little. To see +the master thus walking confidentially with William, seemed to argue +unfavourably for his suit; though why it should seem so, Cyril did not +know. Cyril's staring was occasioned by that fact. He had never been +promoted to the honour of thus walking familiarly with Mr. Ashley. In +fact, for the master, a reserved and proud man with all his good +qualities, to link his arm within a dependant's, astonished Cyril +considerably.</p> + +<p>When they entered, Cyril was at work in his apron, standing at the +counter in the master's room, steady and assiduous, as though he had +been there for the last half-hour. The master came in, but William +remained in Mr. Lynn's room.</p> + +<p>"Good morning, sir," said Cyril.</p> + +<p>"Good morning," replied the master.</p> + +<p>He sat down to his desk, and opened a letter that was lying on it. +Presently he looked up.</p> + +<p>"Cyril!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Step here."</p> + +<p>Cyril approached the desk, feeling what a lady might call nervous. The +decisive moment had come: should he be provided for, for life; enjoy a +good position and the means of living as a gentleman? Or would his +unlucky star prevail, and consign him to—he did not quite foresee to +what?</p> + +<p>"I have spoken to Miss Ashley. She was excessively surprised at your +application, and begs to decline it in the most unequivocal manner. +Allow me to add a recommendation from myself, that you bury in oblivion +the fact of your having made it."</p> + +<p>Cyril hesitated for a moment, and looked foolish. "Why?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"<i>Why?</i>" repeated Mr. Ashley. "I think you could answer that query for +yourself, and save me the trouble. I do not wish to go too closely into +facts and causes, past and present, unless you desire it. One thing you +must be aware of, Cyril, that such a proposition from you to my daughter +was utterly out of place. I should have rejected it point-blank +yesterday; in fact, in the surprise of the moment, I almost spoke out +more plainly than you would have liked, but that I thought it as well +for you to have Miss Ashley's opinion as well as my own."</p> + +<p>"Why am I rejected, sir?" continued Cyril.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley waved his hand with dignity. "Return to your employment, +Cyril. It is quite sufficient for you to know that you are rejected, +without my going into motives and reasons. They might not, I say, be +palatable to you."</p> + +<p>Cyril did not venture to press it further. He returned to the counter, +and stood there, ostensibly going on with his work, and boiling over +with rage. The master sat some little time longer and then left the +room. Soon after, William came in. His eye caught Cyril's employment.</p> + +<p>"Cyril," cried he, hastily advancing to him, "you must not make up those +gloves. I told you yesterday not to touch them."</p> + +<p>A dangerous speech. Cyril was not unlike touchwood at that moment, +liable to go off at the slightest contact. "You told me!" he burst +forth. "Do you think I am going to do what you choose to tell me? Try it +on for the future, that's all. <i>You</i> tell <i>me</i>!"</p> + +<p>"They are the very best gloves, and must be sorted with nicety," +returned William. "Don't you know that the sorting of the last parcel +was found fault with in London? It vexed the master; and he desired me +to do all the sorting myself, until Mr. Lynn should be at home."</p> + +<p>"I choose to sort," returned Cyril.</p> + +<p>"But you must not sort in the face of the master's orders; or, if you +do, I must go over them again."</p> + +<p>"That's right; praise up yourself!" foamed Cyril. "Of course you are an +efficient sorter, and I am a bad one."</p> + +<p>"You might be as good a sorter as any one, if you chose to give it +proper time and attention. What a temper you are in this morning! What's +the matter?"</p> + +<p>"The matter is, that I have submitted to your rule long enough, but I'll +do it no longer," was the reply of Cyril, whose anger was gathering +strength, and whose ill feeling towards William, deep down in his heart +from long ago, had had envy added to it of late.</p> + +<p>William made no reply. He carefully swept the dozens that Cyril had made +up, farther down the counter, that they might be in a stronger light.</p> + +<p>"What's that for?" cried Cyril. "How dare you meddle with my work? They +are done as well as you can do them, any day."</p> + +<p>"Now, where's the use of flying into this passion, Cyril? What's it for? +Do you suppose I go over your work again for pleasure, or to find fault +with it? I do it because the master has ordered me to make up every +dozen that goes out; and if you do it first of all, it is sheer waste of +time. See here," added William, holding two or three pairs towards him, +"<i>these</i> will not do for firsts."</p> + +<p>Angry Cyril! He was quite beside himself with anger. It was not this +trifling matter in the daily business that would have excited him; but +Mr. Ashley's rejection, his words altogether, had turned Cyril's blood +into gall; and this was made the outlet. He dashed the gloves out of +William's hand to the farthest corner of the room, and struck him a +powerful blow on the chest. It caused William to stagger: he was +unprepared for it; but whether he would have returned it must remain +uncertain. Before there was time or opportunity, Cyril found himself +whirled backwards by a hand as powerful as his own; and a voice of stern +authority was demanding the meaning of the scene.</p> + +<p>The hand, the voice, were those of the master.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIIC" id="CHAPTER_XVIIC"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<h3>THE EXPLOSION.</h3> + + +<p>"What is the meaning of this, Cyril Dare?"</p> + +<p>Had Cyril supposed that the master was so close at hand, he had subdued +his passion to something short of striking a blow. He stood against the +counter, his brow lowering, his eye furious; William looked angry too. +Mr. Ashley, calm and dignified, waited for an answer.</p> + +<p>None came. Cyril was too excited to speak.</p> + +<p>"Will you explain it?" said the master, turning to William. "Fighting in +my counting-house!"</p> + +<p>"I cannot, sir," replied William, recovering his equanimity. "I do not +understand it. I did nothing to provoke him, that I am aware of. It is +true I said I must go over the gloves again that he had made up."</p> + +<p>"What are those gloves flung there?"</p> + +<p>"I was showing them to him—that they were not fit for firsts."</p> + +<p>"They are fit for firsts!" retorted Cyril, breaking his silence. "I know +I did put a pair in that was not up to the mark."</p> + +<p>The master went and picked up the gloves himself. Taking them to the +light, he turned them about in his hands.</p> + +<p>"I should put two of these pairs as seconds, and one as thirds," +remarked he. "You must have been asleep when you put this one among the +firsts," he continued, indicating the latter pair, and speaking to Cyril +Dare. "It has a flaw in it."</p> + +<p>"Of course you will uphold Halliburton, sir, whatever he may say. That +has been the case for a long time past."</p> + +<p>He spoke in an insolent tone; such as none within the walls of that +manufactory had ever dared to use to the master. The master turned upon +him, speaking quietly and significantly.</p> + +<p>"You forget yourself, Cyril Dare."</p> + +<p>"All he does is right, and all I do is wrong," persisted Cyril. "You +treat him, sir, just as though you considered him the gentleman, instead +of me."</p> + +<p>A half-smile, which had too much mockery in it to please Cyril, crossed +the lips of Mr. Ashley. "What's that you say about being a gentleman, +Cyril? Repeat it, will you? I should like to hear it again."</p> + +<p>Mockery and double mockery! Cyril's suggestive ears detected it in the +tone, if no other ears could do so. It did not improve his temper. "The +thing is this, sir: I won't submit to this state of affairs any longer. +I was not placed here to be ruled over by him; and if things can't be +put upon a better footing, one of us must leave."</p> + +<p>"Then, as it has come to this explosion, I say the same," struck in +William. "It is high time that things were put upon a better footing. +Cyril, you have forced me to speak, and you must take the consequences. +Sir," turning to the master, "my authority over the men is ridiculed in +their hearing. It ought not to be so."</p> + +<p>"By whom?" demanded the master.</p> + +<p>"You can ask that question of Cyril, sir."</p> + +<p>The master did ask it of Cyril. "Have you done this?"</p> + +<p>"Possibly I have," innocently returned Cyril.</p> + +<p>"You know you have," rejoined William.</p> + +<p>"Only yesterday, when I was giving directions to the stainers, he +derided all I said, and one of them inquired whether I had received +orders for what I was telling them. If the authority vested in me is to +be undermined, the men will soon set it at naught."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked provoked; more so than William ever remembered to have +seen him. He paused a moment, his lips quivering angrily, and then flung +open the counting-house door.</p> + +<p>"Dick!"</p> + +<p>Dick, a young tinker of ten, black in clothes and in skin, came flying +at the summons and its unusually stern tone. "Please, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Ring the large bell."</p> + +<p>Dick stared with all his eyes at hearing the words. To ring the large +bell between ten and eleven o'clock in the morning was a marvel that had +never happened in Dick's experience. But the master's orders were to be +obeyed, not questioned; and Dick, rang out a prolonged peal. The master +looked into the serving-room.</p> + +<p>"James Meeking, I have ordered the bell rung for the men. Pass the word +for them to come into my room; and do you and East come with them."</p> + +<p>The men appeared, flocking from all parts of the premises, their +astonishment certainly not inferior to Dick's. What could be the meaning +of the wholesale summoning to the presence of the master? They stood +there crowding, a sea of curious faces. Dick, consigned to the +background, climbed up the door-post, and held on by it in a mysterious +manner.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley drew William to his side, and laid his hand upon him.</p> + +<p>"It has been told to me that the authority vested in Mr. Halliburton has +not been implicitly obeyed by every one in the manufactory. I have +called you before me to give you my instructions personally upon the +point, that there may be no misunderstanding in the future. Whatever +directions he may see well to give, you will receive them from him, as +you would from myself. I invest him with full and complete power. And in +all my absences from the manufactory, whether they may be of an hour's, +a day's, or any longer duration, Mr. Halliburton is its master."</p> + +<p>They touched their hair, turned and went out as far as the serving-room, +collecting there to talk. In a short time, one of them was seen coming +back again; a grey-haired man, a sorter of leather. He addressed himself +to Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"We have not disputed his orders, please, sir, that we can call to mind; +and if we have done it unintentional, we'd ask pardon for it, for it's +what we never thought to do. Next to yourself, sir, we couldn't wish for +a better master than young Mr. Halliburton. We think as much of him, +sir, as we should if he was your own son."</p> + +<p>"All right, my men," cheerfully responded Thomas Ashley.</p> + +<p>But was not Cyril put in the background by this? As badly as Dick had +been; and Cyril had no door-post to climb, and so obtain vantage ground. +He had stood with his back to the crowd and his face to the counter. +When the men were out of hearing, he turned and walked up to the +master.</p> + +<p>"It is the place I thought to fill," said he. "It is the place that was +promised me."</p> + +<p>"Not promised," replied Mr. Ashley. "Not thought to be promised. A very +long time ago, you may have been spoken of conditionally, as likely to +fill it. Conditionally, I say."</p> + +<p>"Conditionally on what, sir?"</p> + +<p>"On your fitness for it. By conduct and by capability."</p> + +<p>"What is the matter with my conduct, sir?" returned Cyril, his tone a +sharp one.</p> + +<p>"It is bad," curtly replied Mr. Ashley. "Deceitful in public; bad in +private. I have told you once before this morning, that I do not care to +go into details; you must know that there is no necessity for my doing +so."</p> + +<p>Cyril paused. "I have been led to expect, sir, that you would take me +into partnership."</p> + +<p>"Not by me," said the master.</p> + +<p>"My father and mother had given me the hope ever since I came here."</p> + +<p>"I cannot help that. They had no authority for it from me."</p> + +<p>"They have always said I should be made your partner and son-in-law," +persisted Cyril.</p> + +<p>"They have! It is very obliging of them, I am sure, to settle my affairs +for me, even to the disposal of my daughter! Pray what nice little +destiny may they have carved out for Mrs. Ashley or for my son?"</p> + +<p>Cyril chafed at the words. He would have liked, just then, to strike Mr. +Ashley, as he had struck William. "Would I ever have demeaned myself to +enter a glove manufactory, disgracing my family, had I known I was to be +only a workman in it?" he cried. "No, sir, that I never would. I am +rightly served, for putting myself out of my position as a gentleman."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley, but for the pity he felt, could have laughed outright. He +really did feel pity for Cyril. He believed that the unhappy way in +which the young Dares were turning out might be laid to the fault of +their rearing, and this had rendered him considerate to Cyril. <i>How</i> +considerate he had for a long while been, he himself alone knew: Cyril +perhaps suspected.</p> + +<p>"It is a shame!" cried Cyril. "To be dealt with in this way is nothing +less than a fraud upon me. I was led to expect that I should be made +your partner."</p> + +<p>"Wait a bit, Cyril. I am willing to put you right upon the point. The +proposal, that you should be placed here, emanated in the first instance +from your father. He came to me one day, here, in this very room, +saying that he concluded I should not put Henry to business, and thought +it would be a fine opening for his son Cyril. He hinted that I should +want some one to succeed me; and that you might come to it with that +view. But I most distinctly disclaimed endorsing that hint in the +remotest degree. I would not subscribe to it so much as by a vague +'Perhaps it may be so.' All that I conceded upon the point was this. I +told Mr. Dare that when the time came for me to be looking out for some +one to succeed me—if it ever did come—and I found his son—you—had +served me faithfully, was upright in conduct and in heart—one, in +short, whom I could thoroughly confide in—why, then he should have the +preference over any other. So much I did say, Cyril, but no more."</p> + +<p>"And why won't you give me the preference, sir?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked at him, apparently in surprise that he could ask the +question. He bent his head forward, and spoke in a low tone, but one +full of meaning.</p> + +<p>"Upright in conduct and in heart, I said, Cyril. It was an absolute +condition."</p> + +<p>Cyril's gaze fell before Mr. Ashley's. His conscience may have pricked +him, and he had the grace to look ashamed of himself. There ensued a +pause.</p> + +<p>Presently Cyril looked up. "Then I am to understand, sir, that all hope +of being your partner and successor is over?"</p> + +<p>"It is. It has been over this many a year, Cyril. I should do wrong to +deal otherwise than perfectly plainly with you. Were you to reform +anything there may have been amiss in your conduct, to become a model of +excellence in the sight of Helstonleigh, I could never admit your name +to be associated with mine. The very notion is offensive to me."</p> + +<p>Cyril—it was a great wonder—restrained his passion. "Perhaps I had +better leave, then?" he said.</p> + +<p>"You are welcome to stay until you can find a situation more agreeable +to you," replied Mr. Ashley. "Provided you undertake to behave +yourself."</p> + +<p>"Stay! and for nothing in the end!" echoed Cyril. "No, that I never +will! If I must remain a dependant, I'll try it on at something else. I +am sick of this."</p> + +<p>He untied his apron, dashed it on to the floor, and went out without +another word. So furiously did he stamp through the serving-room, that +James Meeking turned round to look at him, and Dick, taking a recreative +balance at that moment on the edge of an upright coal-scuttle, thought +he must be running for the fire-engines. Dick's speculations were +disturbed by the sound of the master's voice, calling to him.</p> + +<p>He hastened to the counting-house, and was ordered to "take that apron +away." Dick picked it up and withdrew with it, folding it carefully +against Mr. Cyril should come in. Dick little thought the manufactory +had seen the last of him.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley was indulging in a quiet laugh. "Demeaning himself by +entering my manufactory! Disgracing his family—the high blood of the +Dares! Poor Cyril! William, do you look at it in the same light?"</p> + +<p>William had remained in the room, taking no part whatever in the final +contest. He had stood with his back to them, following his occupation. +He turned round now.</p> + +<p>"Sir, you know I do not."</p> + +<p>"You once told me it presented no field for getting on. What was the +word you used?—was it ambition? Truly, there's not much ambition +attached to it. Nevertheless, I am satisfied with my career, William, +although I am only the glove manufacturer, Thomas Ashley."</p> + +<p><i>He</i> satisfied! How many a one would be proud to be in the position of +Thomas Ashley! William did not say so. He began to speak of Cyril Dare.</p> + +<p>"Do you think he will come back again, sir?"</p> + +<p>"I do not think he will. Should he do so, the doors are closed to him. +He has left of his own accord, and I shall not allow him to return."</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry," remarked William. "It has been partly my fault."</p> + +<p>"Do not make yourself uneasy. I have <i>tolerated</i> Cyril Dare here; have +allowed him to remain on sufferance: and that is the best that can be +said of it."</p> + +<p>"He may feel it as a blow."</p> + +<p>"As a jubilee, you mean. It will be nothing less to him. He has hated +the manufactory with all his heart from the moment he first entered it, +and is now, if we could see him, kicking up his heels with delight at +the emancipation. Cyril Dare my partner!"</p> + +<p>William continued his work, saying nothing. Mr. Ashley resumed:</p> + +<p>"I must be casting my thoughts around for a fitting substitute to +succeed to the post of ambition Cyril coveted. Can you direct me to any +quarter, William?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley was now standing at William's side, looking at him as he went +over the gloves left by Cyril. He saw the red flush mount to his face. +Mr. Ashley laid his hand on William's shoulder, and spoke in low tones, +full of emotion.</p> + +<p>"It may come, my boy; my almost son! And when Thomas Ashley's head shall +be low in the grave, the leading manufacturer of this city may be +William Halliburton."</p> + +<p>A loud rapping at the door with a thick stick interrupted the master's +words. He turned to behold Mr. Dare. It appeared that Cyril had by +chance met his father in the street almost immediately after going out; +he had volunteered to him a most exaggerated account, and Mr. Dare had +come, as he said, to learn the rights of it.</p> + +<p>William left the room. He could not avoid remarking the bowed, broken +appearance of the man. Mr. Ashley related the particulars, and the +listener was obliged to acknowledge that Cyril had been to blame—had +been too hasty.</p> + +<p>"I confess it appears so," he said. "He must have been led away by +temper. But, Mr. Ashley, you ought to stretch a point, and make a +concession. We are kinsmen."</p> + +<p>"What concession?"</p> + +<p>"Discharge William Halliburton. Things can never go on smoothly between +him and Cyril. Stretch a point to oblige us, and send him away."</p> + +<p>"Discharge William Halliburton!" echoed Mr. Ashley in surprise. "I could +as soon discharge myself. William is the right hand of the business. It +could go on without me, but I am not sure that it could do so without +him."</p> + +<p>"Cyril can take his place."</p> + +<p>"Cyril is not qualified for it. And——"</p> + +<p>"Cyril declares he will never enter the place again, so long as +Halliburton is in it."</p> + +<p>"Cyril never will enter it again," quietly rejoined Mr. Ashley. "Cyril +and I have parted. I will give you his wages for this week, now that you +are here; legally, though, he could not claim them."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare looked sad—gloomy. It was only what he had expected for some +time past. "You promised to do well by him, Mr. Ashley; to take him into +partnership."</p> + +<p>"You must surely remember that I promised nothing of the sort," said Mr. +Ashley. "I have been telling the same thing to Cyril. All I said—and a +shrewd, business man, as you are, could not fail thoroughly to +understand me," he pointedly added—"was, that I would choose Cyril in +preference to others, provided he proved himself worthy of the +preference. Circumstances appear to have worked entirely against +carrying out that idea, Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>"What circumstances?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley did not immediately reply, and the question was repeated in a +hasty, almost an imperative tone. Then Mr. Ashley answered it.</p> + +<p>"I do not wish to say a word that should unnecessarily hurt your +feelings; but in a matter of business I believe there is no resource but +to speak plainly. The unfortunate notoriety acquired, in one way or +other, by your sons, has rendered the name of Dare so conspicuous, that, +were there no other reason, it could never be associated with mine."</p> + +<p>"Conspicuous? How?" interposed Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley would not have believed the words were uttered as a question, +but that the answer was evidently waited for. "You ask <i>how</i>," he said. +"Surely I need not remind you. The scandal which, in more ways than one, +attached to Anthony—though I am sorry to allude to him, poor fellow, +in any such way; the circumstances attending the trial of Herbert; +the——"</p> + +<p>"Herbert was innocent," interrupted Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"Innocent of the murder, no doubt; as innocent as you or I. But people +made free with his name in other ways; had often made free with it. And +look at this last report, wafted over to us from Germany, that is just +now astonishing the city!"</p> + +<p>"Hang him for a simpleton!" burst forth Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"It is all so much discredit to the name—to the family altogether," +concluded Mr. Ashley, as if his sentence had not been interrupted.</p> + +<p>"The faults of his brothers ought to be no good reason for your +rejecting Cyril."</p> + +<p>"They are not my reason for rejecting him," quietly returned Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"No? You have just said they were."</p> + +<p>"I said the notoriety given by your sons to the name of Dare would bar +its association with mine. In saying 'your sons,' I included Cyril +himself. <i>He</i> interposes the greatest barrier of all. Were the rest of +them of good report in the sight of day, Cyril is not so."</p> + +<p>"What's the matter with him?" asked Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"I do not care to tell you. A great deal of it you must know."</p> + +<p>"Go on," cried Anthony Dare, who was leaning forward in his chair, his +chin resting on his stick, as one who sets himself calmly to hear the +whole.</p> + +<p>"Cyril's private conduct is bad. He——"</p> + +<p>"Follies of youth only," cried old Anthony. "He will outlive them."</p> + +<p>"Youth's follies sometimes end in manhood's crimes," was the reply. "I +am thankful that my son is free from them."</p> + +<p>"Your son!" returned Anthony Dare, coughing down his slighting tone. +"Your son is one apart. He has not the health to be knocking about. If +young men are worth anything, they are sure to be a bit wild."</p> + +<p>A frown passed over the master's brow. "You are mistaken, Mr. Dare. +Young men who are worth anything keep themselves from such folly. +Opinions have taken a turn. Society is becoming more sensible of the +world's increased enlightenment; and ill conduct, although its pursuer +may be a fashionable young man, is beginning to be called by its right +name. Would you believe that Cyril has, more than once, come here—I +hesitate to say the word, it is so ugly a one—drunk? Drunk, Mr. Dare!"</p> + +<p>"No!"</p> + +<p>"He has."</p> + +<p>"Then he must have been a fool for his pains," was the angry retort of +old Anthony.</p> + +<p>"He is untruthful; he is idle; he is deceitful—but I do not, I say, +care to go into this. Were you cognizant of the application Cyril made +to me yesterday, respecting my daughter?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know of any application."</p> + +<p>"He did me the honour to make her an offer of marriage."</p> + +<p>Old Anthony lifted his head sharply, not speaking. The master continued:</p> + +<p>"He said yesterday that he was acting by your advice. He repeated +to-day, that you and Mrs. Dare had led him to look to Mary."</p> + +<p>"Well?" returned Mr. Dare. "But I did not know he had spoken."</p> + +<p>"How could you—excuse me, I again say, if I am to speak plainly—how +could you ever have entertained so wild an idea?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you would like to call it a presumptuous one?" chafed Mr. Dare.</p> + +<p>"I do call it so," returned Mr. Ashley. "It can be regarded as nothing +less; any impartial person would tell you so. I put out of the +discussion altogether the want of means on the part of Cyril; I speak of +its suitability. That Cyril should have aspired to an alliance with Mary +Ashley was presumption in the highest degree. It has displeased me very +much, and Henry looks upon it in the light of an insult."</p> + +<p>"Who's Henry?" scornfully returned Mr. Dare. "A dreamy hypochondriac! +Pray is Cyril not as well born as Mary Ashley?"</p> + +<p>"Has he been as well reared? Is he proving that he has been? A man's +conduct is of far more importance than his birth."</p> + +<p>"It would seem that you care little about birth, or rearing either, or +you would not exalt Halliburton to a level with yourself."</p> + +<p>The master fixed his expressive eyes on Anthony Dare. "Halliburton's +birth is, at any rate, as good as your family's and mine. His father's +mother and your wife's father were brother and sister."</p> + +<p>Old Anthony looked taken by surprise. "I don't know anything about it," +said he, somewhat roughly. "I know a little of how he has been bred, he +and his brothers."</p> + +<p>"So do I," said Mr. Ashley. "I wish a few more in the world had been +bred in the same way."</p> + +<p>"Why! they have been bred to work!" exclaimed old Anthony, in +astonishment. "They have not been bred as gentlemen. They have not had +enough to eat."</p> + +<p>The concluding sentence elicited an involuntary laugh from the master. +"At any rate, the want does not appear to have stinted their growth, or +injured them in a physical point of view," he rejoined, a touch of +sarcasm in his tone. "They are fine-grown men; and, Mr. Dare, they are +<i>gentlemen</i>, whether they have been bred as such or not. Gentlemen in +looks, in manners, and in mind and heart."</p> + +<p>"I don't care what they are," again repeated old Anthony. "I did not +come here to talk about them, but about Cyril. Your exalting Halliburton +into the general favour that ought legitimately to have been Cyril's is +a piece of injustice. Cyril says you have this morning announced +publicly that Halliburton is master, under you. It is flagrant +injustice."</p> + +<p>"No man living has ever had cause to tax me with injustice," +impressively answered Thomas Ashley. "I have been far more just to Cyril +than he deserves. Stay: 'just' is a wrong word. I have been far more +<i>lenient</i> to him. Shall I tell you that I have kept him on here out of +compassion, in the hope that the considerate way in which I treated him +might be an inducement to him to turn over a new leaf, and discard his +faults? I would not turn him away to be a town's talk. Deep down within +the archives of my memory, my own sole knowledge, I buried the great +fault of which he was guilty here. He was young; and I would not take +from him his fair fame on the very threshold of his commercial life."</p> + +<p>"Great fault?" hesitated Mr. Dare, looking half frightened.</p> + +<p>Thomas Ashley inclined his head, and lowered his voice to a deeper +whisper.</p> + +<p>"When he robbed my desk of the cheque, I fancy your own suspicions of +him were to the full as much awakened as mine."</p> + +<p>There was no reply, unless a groan from Anthony Dare could be called +one. His hands, supporting his chin, rested on his stick still. Mr. +Ashley resumed:</p> + +<p>"I became convinced, though not in the first blush of the affair that +the transgressor was no other than Cyril; and I deliberated what my +course should be. Natural impulse would have led me to turn him away, if +not to prosecute. The latter would scarcely have been palatable towards +one of my wife's kindred. What was I to do with him? Turn him adrift +without a character? and a character that would get him any other +situation of confidence, I could not give him. I resolved to keep him +on. For his own sake I would give him a chance of redeeming what he may +have done in a moment's thoughtless temptation. I spoke to him +privately. I did not tell him in so many words that I knew him to be +guilty; but he could not well misunderstand that my suspicions were +awakened. I told him his conduct had not been good—not such that I +could approve; but that I was willing, for his own sake, to bury the +past in silence, and retain him, as a last chance. I very distinctly +warned him what would be the consequences of the smallest repetition of +his fault: that no consideration for myself or for him would induce me +to look over it a second time. Thus he stayed on: I, continually giving +an eye to his conduct, and taking due precautions for the protection of +my property, and keeping fast my keys. James Meeking received my orders +that Mr. Cyril should never be called upon to help pay the men, or to +count the packets of halfpence; and when the man looked wonderingly at +me in return, I casually added that there was no necessity to put Mr. +Cyril to an employment he particularly disliked, while he could call +upon East to help him, or in case of need, upon Mr. Halliburton. Never +think again, Mr. Dare, that I have been unjust to your son. If I have +erred at all, it has been on the side of kindness."</p> + +<p>There was a long pause. Anthony Dare probably was feeling the kindness, +in spite of himself.</p> + +<p>"What have you had to complain of in him since?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Not of any more robbery: but of his general conduct a great deal. He is +deceitful: he has appeared here in the state I have hinted to you; he is +incorrigibly idle. He probably fancies, because I do not take a very +active part in the management of my business and my workpeople, that I +sit here with my eyes shut, seeing little and knowing less of what goes +on around me. He is essentially mistaken: I am cognizant of all; as much +so, or nearly as much so, as Samuel Lynn would be, were he at his post +again. Look at his sorting of gloves, for instance—the very thing about +which the disturbance occurred just now. Cyril <i>can</i> sort if he pleases; +he is as capable of sorting them properly as I should be; perhaps more +so: but he does not do it; and every dozen he attempts to make up has to +be done over again. In point of fact, he has been of no real use here; +for nothing that he attempts to do will he do well. A fitting hand to +fill the post of manager! Taking all these facts into consideration," +added the master, "you will not be surprised that an offer of marriage +from Cyril Dare to my daughter bears an appearance little removed from +insult."</p> + +<p>So it was all known to Mr. Ashley, and there was an end of Cyril and his +hopes! It may be said of his prospects.</p> + +<p>"What is he to do now?" broke from the lips of Anthony Dare.</p> + +<p>"Indeed I do not know. Unless he changes his habits, he will do no good +at anything."</p> + +<p>"Won't you take him back again?"</p> + +<p>"No," unequivocally pronounced Mr. Ashley. "He has left of his own +accord, and he must abide by it. Stay—hear me out. Were I to allow him +to return, he would not remain here a week; I am certain of it. That +Cyril has been acting a part, to beguile me of my favour with regard to +those foolish hopes of his, there is no doubt. The hopes gone, he would +not keep up even the semblance of good conduct; neither would he submit +to the rule of William Halliburton. It is best as it is; he is gone, and +he cannot return. My opinion is, that were the offer of return made to +him, he would reject it."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare's opinion was not far different, although he had pleaded for +the concession.</p> + +<p>"Then you will not make him your partner?" he resumed.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dare!"</p> + +<p>"I suppose you will take in Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>"It is very probable. Whoever I take must be a man of probity and +honour: and a gentleman," he added, with a stress upon the word. +"William Halliburton is all that."</p> + +<p>Anthony Dare rose with a groan. He could contend no longer.</p> + +<p>"My sons have been my bane," he uttered from between his bloodless lips. +"I wonder, sometimes, whether they were born bad."</p> + +<p>"No," said Thomas Ashley. "The badness has come with their training."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIIIC" id="CHAPTER_XVIIIC"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<h3>"CALLED."</h3> + + +<p>And now there occurs another gap in the story—a gap of years, and we +have entered on the third and last part.</p> + +<p>The patient well-doing of the Halliburtons was approaching fruition, +their struggles were well-nigh over, and they were ready to play their +part, for success or for failure, in the great drama of life. Jane's +troubles were at an end.</p> + +<p>Did you ever remark how some things, when they draw towards a close, +seem to advance with rapid strides, unlike the slow, crawling pace that +characterized their beginning? Life: in its childhood, its youth, nay, +in its middle age, how slowly it seems to pass! how protracted its +distinctive periods appear to be! But when old age approaches then time +moves with giant strides. Undertake a work, whether of the hands or the +head, very, very slow does the progress appear to be, until it is far +advanced; and then the conclusion is attained fast and imperceptibly. +Thus does it seem to be in the history of the young Halliburtons. To +them the race may have been tedious, the labour as hard at the close of +their preparatory career as at its commencement; but not so to those who +were watching them.</p> + +<p>There has not been space to trace the life of Frank and Gar at the +Universities, to record word by word how they bore onward with +unflinching perseverance, looking towards the goal in view. Great praise +was due to them; and they won it from those who knew what hard work +meant. Patiently and steadily had they laboured on, making of themselves +sound and brilliant scholars, resisting temptations that lead so many +astray, and <i>bearing</i> the slights and mortifications incidental to their +subordinate position. "I'll take it all out, when I am Lord Chancellor +of England," Frank would say, in his cheery way. Of course Frank had +always intended to go up for honours; and of course Frank gained them. +He went to Oxford as a humble servitor, and he left it a man of note. +Francis Halliburton had obtained a double-first, and gained his +fellowship.</p> + +<p>He had entered himself a student of the Middle Temple long before his +college career was over. The expenses of qualifying for the Bar are +considerable, and Frank's fellowship did not suffice for all. He +procured literary employment: writing a leading article for one of the +daily papers, and contributing to sundry reviews.</p> + +<p>Gar, too, had quitted Cambridge with unusual credit, though he was <i>not</i> +senior wrangler. No one but Gar, perhaps, knew that he had aspired to +that proud distinction, so it did not signify. A more solid scholar, or +one with a higher character in the best sense of the term, never left +the University to be ordained by the Bishop of Helstonleigh—or by any +other prelate on the bench. He had a choice of a title to orders. His +uncle, the Reverend Francis Tait—who, like his father before him, had, +after many years' service, obtained a living—had offered Gar his title. +But a clergyman in the county of Helstonleigh had also offered him one, +and Gar, thanking his uncle, chose Helstonleigh.</p> + +<p>William's dream of ambition was fulfilled; the dream which he had <i>not</i> +indulged; for it had seemed all too high and vague for possibility. He +was Mr. Ashley's partner. The great firm in Helstonleigh was Ashley and +Halliburton.</p> + +<p>Ashley and Halliburton! And the event had been so gradually, so +naturally led up to, that Helstonleigh was not surprised when it was +announced. Of course William received as yet only a small share of the +profits: how small or how large was not known. Helstonleigh racked its +curiosity to learn particulars, and racked it in vain. One fact was +assumed beyond doubt: that a portion of the profits was secured to Henry +in the event of Mr. Ashley's death.</p> + +<p>William was now virtually sole master of the business. Mr. Ashley had +partially retired from the manufactory: at least, his visits to it were +of occurrence so rare as almost to amount to retirement. Samuel Lynn was +manager, as of old; William had assumed Mr. Ashley's place and desk in +the counting-house—as master. Mr. Ashley had purchased an estate, +Deoffam Hall, some two to three miles distant from the city, close to +the little village of Deoffam: and there he and his family had gone to +reside. He retained his old house in the London Road, and they would +visit it occasionally, and pass a week there. The change of abode did +not appear to give unqualified gratification to Henry Ashley. He had +become so attached to William that he could not bear to be far away from +him. In the old home William's visits had been daily; or rather, +nightly: in this he did see him so often. William contrived to go over +twice or thrice a week; but that did not appear to be often enough for +Henry. Mary Ashley was not married; to the surprise of Helstonleigh: but +Mary somewhat obstinately refused to leave the paternal home. William +and his mother lived on together in the old house. But they were alone +now: for he could afford to keep up its expenses, and he had insisted +upon doing so; insisted that she who had worked so hard for them, should +have rest, now they could work for her.</p> + +<p>Yes, they had all worked; worked on for the end, and gained it. Looking +back, Jane wondered how she had struggled on. It seemed now next to an +impossibility that she could have done it. Verily and truly she believed +that God alone had borne her up. Had it been a foreshadowing of what was +to come, when her father, years back, had warned her, on the very day of +her marriage with Mr. Halliburton had been decided, that it might bring +many troubles upon her? Perhaps so. One thing was certain: that it had +brought them, and in no common degree. But the troubles were surmounted +now: and Jane's boys were turned out just as well as though she had had +thousands a year to bring them up upon. Perhaps better.</p> + +<p>Perhaps better! How full of force is the suggestion! I wonder if no one +will let this history of the young Halliburtons read a lesson to them? +Many a student, used worse by fortune and the world than he thinks he +deserves, might take it to himself with profit. Do not let it be flung +away as a fancy picture; endeavour to make it your reality. A career, +worked out as theirs was, insures success as a necessity. "Ah!" you may +think, "I am poor; I can't hope to achieve such things." Poor! What were +they? What's that you say? "There are so many difficulties in the way!" +Quite true; there are difficulties in the way of attaining most things +worth having; but they are only placed there to be overcome. Like the +hillocks and stumbling-blocks in that dream that came to Mr. Halliburton +when he was dying, they are placed there to be subdued, not to be +shunned in fear, or turned from in idleness. Whatever may be your object +in life, work on for it. Be you heir to a dukedom, or be your heritage +that of daily toil, an object you must have: a man who has none is the +most miserable being on the face of the earth. Bear manfully onward and +attain the prize. Toil may be hard, but it will grow lighter as you +advance; impediments may be disheartening, but they are not +insurmountable; privations may be painful, but you are working on to +plenty; temptations to indolence, to flagging, to that many-headed +monster, sin, may be pulling at you; but they will not stir you from +your path an inch, unless you choose to let them do so. Only be +resolute; only regard trustingly the end, and labour for it; and it will +surely come. It may look in the distance so far off that the very hope +of attaining it seems but a chimera. Never mind; bear hopefully on, and +the distance will lessen palpably with every step. No real good was ever +attained to in this world without working for it. No real good, as I +honestly believe, was ever gained, unless God's blessing went with the +endeavours to attain it. <i>Make a friend of God.</i> Do that, and fight your +way on, doing your duty, and you will find the goal: as the sons of Mrs. +Halliburton did.</p> + +<p>Jane was sitting alone one afternoon in her parlour. She was little +changed. None, looking at her, could believe her old enough to be the +mother of those three great men, her sons. Not that Gar was +particularly great; he was only of middle height. Jane wore a shaded +silk dress; and her hair looked as smooth and abundant as in the old +days of her girlhood. It was remarkable how little her past troubles had +told upon her good looks; how little she was aging.</p> + +<p>She saw the postman come to the door, and Dobbs brought in a letter. +"It's Mr. Frank's writing," growled Dobbs.</p> + +<p>Jane opened it, and found that Frank had been "called." Half his care +was over.</p> + +<blockquote><p>"<span class="smcap">My darling Mother</span>,—I am made a barrister at last. I really +am; and I beg you will all receive the announcement with +appropriate awe and deference. I was called to-day: and I +intend to have a photograph taken of myself in my wig and gown, +and send it down to you as a confirmation of the fact. When you +see the guy the wig makes of me, you will say you never saw an +ugly man before. Tell Dobbs so; it will gladden her heart: +don't you remember how she used to assure us, when boys, that +we ought to be put under a glass case, as three ultra specimens +of ugliness?</p> + +<p>"I shall get on now, dearest mother. It may be a little up-hill +work at first: but there's no fear. A first-rate law firm has +promised me some briefs: and one of these speedy days I shall +inevitably take the ears of some court by storm—the jury +struck into themselves with the learned counsel's astounding +eloquence, and the bar dumb—and then my fortune's made. I need +not tell you what circuit I shall patronize, or in how short a +time afterwards I intend to be leading it: but I will tell you +that my first object in life, when I am up in the world, shall +be the ease and comfort of my dear mother. William is not going +to do everything, and have you all to himself.</p> + +<p>"Talking about William, ask him if he cannot get up some chance +litigation, that I may have the honour of appearing for him +next assizes. I'll do it all free, <i>gratis</i>, for nothing. Ever +your own son,</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Frank</span>."</p></blockquote> + +<p>Jane started up from her chair at the news, almost as a glad child. Who +could she find to share it with her? She ran into the next house to +Patience. Patience limped a little in her walk still; she would limp +always. Anna, in her sober Quaker's cap, the border resting on her fair +forehead, looked up from her drawing, and Jane told them the news, and +read the letter.</p> + +<p>"That is nice," said Patience. "It must be a weight off thy mind."</p> + +<p>"I don't know that it is that," replied Jane. "I have never doubted his +success. I don't doubt it still. But I am very glad."</p> + +<p>"I wish I had a cause to try," cried Anna, who had recovered all her old +spirits and her love of chatter. "I would let Frank plead it for me."</p> + +<p>"Will you come back with me, Anna, and take tea?" said Jane. "I shall be +alone this evening. William is going over to Deoffam Hall."</p> + +<p>"I'll come," replied Anna, beginning to put up her pencils with +alacrity. Truth to say, she was just as fond of going out and of taking +off her cap, that her curls might fall, as she used to be. She had quite +recovered caste in the opinion of Helstonleigh. In fact, when the +reaction set in, Helstonleigh had been rather demonstrative in its +expression of repentance for having taken so harsh a view of the case. +Nevertheless, it had been a real lesson to Anna, and had rendered her +more sober and cautious in conduct.</p> + +<p>Dobbs was standing at the kitchen door as they went in. "Dobbs," said +Jane, in the gladness of her heart, "Mr. Frank is called."</p> + +<p>"Called?" responded Dobbs, staring with all her might.</p> + +<p>"Yes. He was called yesterday."</p> + +<p>"Him called!" repeated Dobbs, evidently doubting the fact. "Then, ma'am +you'll excuse me, but I'm not a-going to believe it. It's a deal more +likely he's gone off t'other way, than that he's called to grace."</p> + +<p>Anna nearly choked with laughter. Jane laughed so that she could not at +once speak. "Oh, Dobbs, I don't mean that sort of calling. He is called +to the Bar. He has become a barrister."</p> + +<p>"Oh—that," said Dobbs ungraciously. "Much good may it do him, ma'am!"</p> + +<p>"He wears a wig and gown now, Dobbs," put in Anna. "He says his mother +is to tell thee that it makes a guy of him, and so gladden thy heart."</p> + +<p>"Ugh!" grunted Dobbs.</p> + +<p>"We will make him put them on when he comes down, won't we! Dobbs, if +thee'd like his picture in them, he'll send it thee."</p> + +<p>"He'd better keep it," retorted Dobbs. "I never yet saw no good in young +chaps having their picturs took, Miss Anna. They're vain enough without +that. Called! That would have been a new flight for <i>him</i>."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIXC" id="CHAPTER_XIXC"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<h3>A GLIMPSE OF A BLISSFUL DREAM.</h3> + + +<p>A prettier place than Deoffam Hall could not well be conceived. "For its +size," carping people would add. Well, it was not so large as Windsor +Castle; but it was no smaller than the bishop's palace at +Helstonleigh—if it has been your good fortune to see that renowned +edifice. Deoffam Hall was a white, moderate-sized, modern villa, rising +in the midst of charming grounds; grassy lawns smooth as velvet, winding +rivulets, groves of trees affording shelter on a summer's day. On the +terrace before the windows a stately peacock was fond of spreading its +plumes, and in the small park—it was only a small one—the deer rubbed +their antlers on the fine old trees. The deer and the peacock were the +especial pets of Henry Ashley. Deoffam itself was an insignificant +village; a few gentlemen's houses and a good many cottages comprised it. +It was pleasantly and conveniently situated; within a walk of +Helstonleigh for those who liked walking, or within a short drive. But, +desirable as it was as a residence, Henry Ashley was rather addicted to +grumbling at it. He would often wish himself back in his old home.</p> + +<p>One lovely morning in early summer, when they were assembled together +discussing plans for the day, he suddenly broke into one of his +grumbling humours. "You bought Deoffam for me, sir," he was beginning, +"but——"</p> + +<p>"I bought it for myself and your mother," interposed Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Of course. But to descend to me afterwards—you know what I mean. I +have made up my mind, when that time shall come, to send gratitude to +the winds, and sell it. Stuck out here, alone with the peacock, you and +the mother gone, I should——I don't like to outrage your feelings by +saying what I might do."</p> + +<p>"There's Mary," said Mrs. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Mary! I expect she'll have gone into fresh quarters by that time. She +has only stopped here so long out of politeness to me."</p> + +<p>Mary lifted her eyes, a smile and a glow on her bright face. A lovely +picture, she, in her delicate summer muslin dress.</p> + +<p>"I tell every one she is devoted to me," went on Henry, in his quaint +fashion. "'Very strange that handsome girl, Mary Ashley, does not get +married!' cries Helstonleigh. Mary, my dear, I know your vanity is +already as great as it can be, so I don't fear to increase it. 'My +sister get married!' I say to them. 'Not she; she has resolved to make a +noble sacrifice of herself for my sake, and live at home with me, a +vestal virgin, and see to the puddings.'"</p> + +<p>The smile left Mary's face—the glow remained. "I do wish you would not +talk nonsense, Henry! As if Helstonleigh troubled itself to make +remarks upon me. It is not so rude as you are."</p> + +<p>"Just hark at her!" returned Henry. "Helstonleigh not trouble itself to +make remarks! When you know the town was up in arms when you refused Sir +Harry Marr, and sent him packing. Such an honour had never fallen to its +luck before—that one of its fair citizens, born and bred, should have +the chance of becoming a real live My Lady."</p> + +<p>Mary was cutting a pencil at the moment, and broke the point off. +"Papa," cried she, turning her hot face to his, "can't you make Henry +talk sense?—if he must talk at all."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashley interposed. It was quite true that Mary had had, as Henry +phrased it, a chance of becoming a "real live My Lady"; and there lurked +in Mrs. Ashley's heart a shadow of grievance, of disappointment, that +she should have refused the honour. She spoke rather sharply, taking +Henry's part, not Mary's.</p> + +<p>"Henry is talking nothing but sense. My opinion is that you behaved +quite rudely to Sir Harry. It is an offer you will not have again, Mary. +Still," added Mrs. Ashley, subduing her tone a little, "it is no +business of Helstonleigh's; neither do I see whence the town could have +derived its knowledge."</p> + +<p>"As if any news could be stirring, good or bad, that Helstonleigh does +not ferret its way to!" returned Henry.</p> + +<p>"My belief is that Henry went and told," retorted Mary.</p> + +<p>"I! what next?" cried Henry. "As if I should tell of the graceless +doings of my sister; it is bad enough to lie under the weighty knowledge +one's self."</p> + +<p>"And as if I should ever consent to marry Sir Harry Marr!" returned +Mary, with a touch of her brother's spirit.</p> + +<p>"Mary," said Mr. Ashley, quietly, "you seemed to slip out of that +business, and of all questioning over it, as smoothly as an eel. I never +came to the bottom of it. What was your objection to Sir Harry?"</p> + +<p>"Objection, papa?" she faltered, with a crimsoned face. "I—I did not +care for him."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that was it, was it?" returned Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Is it always to go on so, my dear?" asked her mother.</p> + +<p>Poor Mary was in sad confusion, scarcely knowing whether to burst into +anger or into tears. "What do you mean, mamma? How 'go on'?"</p> + +<p>"This rejection of every one. You have had three good offers——"</p> + +<p>"Not counting the venture of Cyril Dare," put in Henry.</p> + +<p>"And you say 'No' to all," concluded Mrs. Ashley. "I fear you must be +very fastidious."</p> + +<p>"And she's growing into an old maid, and——"</p> + +<p>"Be quiet, Henry. Can't you leave me in peace?"</p> + +<p>"My dear, it is true," cried Henry, who was in one of his teasing moods. +"Of course I have not kept count of your age since you were eighteen—it +wouldn't be polite to do so; but my private conviction is that you are +four-and-twenty this blessed summer."</p> + +<p>"If I were four-and-thirty," answered Mary, "I wouldn't marry Sir Harry +Marr. I am not <i>obliged</i> to marry, I suppose, am I?"</p> + +<p>"My dear, no one said you were," said Henry, flinging a rose at her, +which he took from his button-hole. "But don't you see that this brings +round my argument, that you have resolved to make yourself a noble +sisterly sacrifice, and stop at home with me? Don't you take to cats +yet, though!"</p> + +<p>Mary thought she was getting the worst of it, and left the room. Soon +afterwards Mrs. Ashley was called out by a servant.</p> + +<p>"Did you receive a note from William this morning, sir?" asked Henry.</p> + +<p>"Yes," replied Mr. Ashley, taking it from his pocket. "He mentions in it +that there is a report in the town that Herbert Dare is dead."</p> + +<p>"Herbert Dare! I wonder if it's true?"</p> + +<p>"It is to be hoped not. I fear he was not very fit to die. I am going +into Helstonleigh, and shall probably hear more."</p> + +<p>"Oh! are you going in to-day, sir? Despatch William back, will you?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, Henry. They may be busy at the manufactory. If so, I am +sure he will not leave it."</p> + +<p>"What a blessing if that manufactory were up in the clouds!" was Henry's +rejoinder. "When I want William particularly, it is sure to be—that +manufactory!"</p> + +<p>"It is well William does not think as you do," remarked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, he must certainly think Samuel Lynn a nonentity, or he would +not stick himself so closely to business. You never applied yourself in +such a way."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I did. But you must please to remember, Master Henry, that the +cases are not on a parallel. I was head and chief of all, accountable to +none. Had I chosen to take a twelvemonth's holiday, and let the business +go, it would have been my own affair exclusively. Whether the business +went right, or whether it went wrong, I was accountable to none. William +is not in that position."</p> + +<p>"I know he is often in the position of not being to be had when he is +wanted," was Henry's reply, as he listlessly turned over some books +that lay on the table.</p> + +<p>"Will you go into town with me?"</p> + +<p>"I could not stand it to-day. My hip is giving me twinges."</p> + +<p>"Is it? I had better bring back Parry."</p> + +<p>"No. I won't have him, unless I find there's actual need. The mother +knows what to do with me. I don't suppose it will come to anything; and +I have been so much better of late."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you have. Although you quarrel with Deoffam, it is the change to +it—the air of the place—that has renewed your health, you ungrateful +boy!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley's eyes were bent lovingly on Henry's as he said it. Henry +seized his father's hands, his half-mocking tone exchanged for one of +earnestness.</p> + +<p>"Not ungrateful, sir—far from it. I know the value of my dear father: +that a kinder or a better one son could not possess. I shall grumble on +to my life's end. It is my amusement. But the grumbling is from my lips +only: not from my fractious spirit, as it was in days gone by."</p> + +<p>"I have remarked that: remarked it with deep thankfulness. You have +acquired a victory over that fractious spirit."</p> + +<p>"For which the chief thanks are due to William Halliburton. Sir, it is +so. But for him, most probably I should have gone, a discontented +wretch, to the—let me be poetical for once—silent tomb: never seeking +out either the light or the love that may be found in this world."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley glanced at his son. He saw that he was contending with +emotion, although he had reassumed his bantering tone.</p> + +<p>"Henry, what light—what love?"</p> + +<p>"The light and the love that a man may take into his own spirit. +He—William—told me, years ago, that I might make even my life a +pleasant and a useful one; and measureless was the ridicule I gave him +for it. But I have found that he was right. When William came to the +house one night, a humble errand-boy, sent by Samuel Lynn with a +note—do you remember it, sir?—and offered to help me, dunce that I +was, with my Latin exercise—a help I graciously condescended to +accept—we little thought what a blessing had entered the dwelling."</p> + +<p>"We little thought what a brave, honest, indomitable spirit was +enshrined in the humble errand-boy," continued Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"He has got on as he deserved. He will be a worthy successor to you, +sir: a second Thomas Ashley; a far better one than I should ever have +been, had I possessed the rudest health. There's only one thing more for +William to gain, and then I expect he will be at rest."</p> + +<p>"What's that?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's no concern of mine, sir. If folks can't manage for themselves, +they need not come to me to help them."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley looked keenly at his son. Henry passed to another topic.</p> + +<p>"Do send him here, sir, when you get in; or else drive him back with +you."</p> + +<p>"I shall see," said Mr. Ashley. "Do you know where your mother went to?"</p> + +<p>"After some domestic catastrophe, I expect. Martha came to the door, +with a face as green as the peacock's tail, and beckoned her out. The +best dinner-service come to grief, perhaps."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley rang, and ordered the pony-carriage to be got ready: one +bought chiefly for Henry, that he might drive into town. Before he +started, he came across Mary, who stood at one of the corridor windows +upstairs, and had evidently been crying.</p> + +<p>"What is your grief, Mary?"</p> + +<p>She turned to the sheltering arm open to her, and tried to choke the +tears down, which were again rising. "I wish you and mamma would not +keep so angry at my refusing Sir Harry Marr."</p> + +<p>"Who told you I was angry, Mary?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, papa, I fancied so this morning. Mamma is angry about it, and it +pains me. It is as though you wanted me gone."</p> + +<p>"My dear child! Gone! For our comfort I should wish you might never go, +Mary. But for your own, it may be different."</p> + +<p>"I do not wish to go," she sobbed. "I want to stay at home always. It +was not my fault, papa, if I could not like Sir Harry."</p> + +<p>"You should never, with my consent, marry any one you did not like, +Mary; not if it were the greatest match in the three kingdoms. Why this +distress, my dear? Mamma's vexation will blow over. She hoped—as Henry +tells us—to see you converted into a 'real live My Lady.' 'My daughter, +Lady Marr!' It will blow over, child."</p> + +<p>Mary cried in silence. "And you will not let me be driven away, papa? +You will keep me at home always?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley shook his head. "Always is a long day, Mary. Some one may be +coming, less distasteful than Sir Harry Marr, who will induce you to +leave it."</p> + +<p>"No, never!" cried she, somewhat more vehemently than the case seemed to +warrant. "Should any one be asking you for me, you can tell them 'No,' +at once; do not trouble to bring the news to me."</p> + +<p>"<i>Any one</i>, Mary?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, papa, no matter who. Do not drive me away from you."</p> + +<p>He stooped and kissed her. She stood at the window still, in a dreamy +attitude, and watched the carriage drive off with Mr. Ashley. Presently +Henry passed.</p> + +<p>"Has the master gone, do you know, Mary?"</p> + +<p>"Five minutes ago."</p> + +<p>"I hope and trust he'll send back William."</p> + +<p>It was striking half-past two when Mr. Ashley entered the manufactory. +Samuel Lynn was in his own room, sorting gloves; William was in the +counting house, seated at his desk. His, now; formerly Mr. Ashley's; the +very desk from which the cheque had disappeared; but William took a more +active part in the general management than Mr. Ashley had ever done. He +rose, shook hands with the master, and placed a chair for him. The +"master" still he was called; indeed, he actually was so; William, "Mr. +Halliburton."</p> + +<p>A short time given to business details, and then Mr. Ashley referred to +the report of Herbert Dare's death. Poor Herbert Dare had never returned +from abroad, and it was to be feared he had been getting lower and lower +in the scale of society. Under happier auspices, and with different +training, Herbert might have made a happier and a better man. +Helstonleigh did not know how he lived abroad, or why he stayed there. +Possibly the free and easy continental life had become necessary to him. +Homburg, Baden-Baden, Wiesbaden, wherever there were gaming-tables, +there might be found Herbert Dare. That he must find a living at them in +some way seemed pretty evident. It was a great pity.</p> + +<p>"How did you hear that he was dead?" inquired Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"From Richard Winthorne," replied William. "I met him yesterday evening +in Guild Street, and he told me a report had come over that Herbert Dare +had died of fever."</p> + +<p>As William spoke, a gentleman entered the room, and interrupted them; a +Captain Chambers. "Have you heard that Herbert Dare's dead?" was his +first greeting.</p> + +<p>"Is it certain?" asked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I don't know. Report says it is certain; but report is not always to be +believed. How that family has gone down!" continued Captain Chambers. +"Anthony first; now Herbert; and Cyril will be next. He will go out of +the world in some discreditable way. A wretched scamp! Shocking habits! +Old Dare, too, unless I am mistaken, is on his last legs."</p> + +<p>"Is he ill?" inquired Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"No; no worse than usual; but I never saw a man so broken. I alluded to +the legs of prosperity. Talk about reports, though," and Captain +Chambers suddenly wheeled round on William, "there's one going the round +of the town to-day about you."</p> + +<p>"What's that?" asked William. "Not that I am dead, I suppose, or on my +last legs?"</p> + +<p>"Something better. That you are going to marry Sophy Glenn."</p> + +<p>William looked all amazement, an amused smile stealing over his lips. +"Well, I never!" uttered he, using a phrase just then in vogue in +Helstonleigh. "What has put that into the town's head?"</p> + +<p>"You should best know that," said Captain Chambers. "Did you not, for +one thing, beau Miss Sophy to a concert last night? Come, Master +William! guilty or not guilty?"</p> + +<p>"Guilty of the beauing," answered William. "I called on the Glenns +yesterday evening, and found them starting for the concert; so I +accompanied them. I did give my arm to Sophy."</p> + +<p>"And whispered the sweet words, 'Will you be my charming wife?'"</p> + +<p>"No, that I did not," said William, laughing. "And I dare say I shall +never whisper them to any woman yet born: if it will give Helstonleigh +satisfaction to know so much."</p> + +<p>"You might go farther and fare worse, than in taking Sophy Glenn, I can +tell you that, Master William," returned Captain Chambers. "Remember, +she is the lucky one of three sisters, and had the benignant godmother. +Sophy Glenn counts five thousand pounds to her fortune."</p> + +<p>When Captain Chambers took his departure, Mr. Ashley looked at William. +"I have heard Henry joke you about the Glenn girls—nice little girls +they are too! Is there anything in it, William?"</p> + +<p>"Sir! How can you ask such a thing?"</p> + +<p>"I think, with Chambers, that a man might do worse than marry Sophy +Glenn."</p> + +<p>"So do I, sir. But I shall not be the man."</p> + +<p>"Well, I think it is time you contemplated something of the sort. You +will soon be thirty years of age."</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, but I do not intend to marry."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" asked Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Because—I fear my wishes would lead me to soar too high. That is, +I—I—mean——" He stopped; and seemed to be falling into inextricable +confusion. A notable thing for the self-possessed William Halliburton.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that you have an attachment in some quarter?" resumed Mr. +Ashley.</p> + +<p>William's face turned fiery red. "I cannot deny it, sir," he answered, +after considerable hesitation.</p> + +<p>"And that she is above your reach?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"In what manner? In position?—or by any insurmountable obstacle? I +suppose she is not some one else's wife?"</p> + +<p>William smiled. "Oh, no. In position."</p> + +<p>"Shall I give you my opinion, William, without knowing the case in +detail?"</p> + +<p>William was standing at one corner of the mantel-piece, his arm leaning +on its narrow shelf. He did not lift his eyes. "Yes, sir, if you +please."</p> + +<p>"Then I think there is scarcely any marriageable girl in the county, to +whom you might not aspire, and in time win."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Ashley!"</p> + +<p>"Is it the daughter of the lord-lieutenant?"</p> + +<p>William laughed.</p> + +<p>"Is it the bishop's daughter?"</p> + +<p>William shook his head. "She seems to be quite as far removed from me."</p> + +<p>"Come, I must know. Who is it?"</p> + +<p>"It is impossible that I can tell you, sir."</p> + +<p>"I must know. I don't think I have ever asked you in vain, since the +time when, a boy, you confessed your thoughts about the found shilling. +Secrets from me! I will know, William!"</p> + +<p>William did not answer. The upper part of his face was concealed by his +hand; but Mr. Ashley marked the sweet smile that played around his +mouth.</p> + +<p>"Come, I will help you. Is it the charming Dobbs?"</p> + +<p>Amused, he took his hand from his face. "Well, sir—no."</p> + +<p>"It cannot be Charlotte East; because she is married."</p> + +<p>William seemed as impervious as ever. The master suddenly laid his hand +upon his shoulder, and confronted him face to face.</p> + +<p>"Is it Mary Ashley?"</p> + +<p>The burning flush of scarlet that dyed his face, even to the very roots +of his hair, told Mr. Ashley the truth, far more effectually than words +could have done. There ensued a pause. Mr. Ashley was the first to break +it.</p> + +<p>"How long have you loved her?"</p> + +<p>"For years. <i>That</i> has been the wild dream of my aspirations: one that I +knew would never be realized," he answered, suffering his eyes to meet +for a moment Mr. Ashley's.</p> + +<p>"Have you spoken to her of it?"</p> + +<p>"Never."</p> + +<p>"Or led her to believe you loved her?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir. Unless my looks and tones may have betrayed me. I fear they +have; but it was not intentionally done."</p> + +<p>"Honest in this, as in all else," thought Mr. Ashley. "What am I to say +to you?" he asked aloud.</p> + +<p>"I do not know," sighed William. "I expect, of course, sir, that you +will forbid me Deoffam Hall: but I can still meet Henry at the house in +town. I hope you will forgive me!" he added in an impassioned tone. "I +could not help loving her. Before I knew what my new feelings meant, +love had come. Such love! Had I been in a position to marry her, I would +have made her life one dream of happiness! When I awoke to it all——"</p> + +<p>"What awoke you?" was the interruption.</p> + +<p>"I think it was Cyril Dare's asking for her. I debated with myself +then, whether I ought to give up going to your house; but I came to the +conclusion that, so long as I was able to hide my feelings from her, I +need not banish myself. My judgment was wrong, I know; but the +temptation to see her occasionally was great, and I did not resist it."</p> + +<p>"And so you continued to go, feeding the flame?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Feeding it passionately and hopelessly; never forgetting that the +pain of separation must come!"</p> + +<p>"Did you hear of Sir Harry Marr's offer?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I heard of it."</p> + +<p>William swept his hand across his face as he spoke. It wore a <i>wrung</i> +expression. Mr. Ashley changed his tone.</p> + +<p>"William, I cannot decide this matter, one way or the other. You must +ask Mary to do that!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Sir!</i>"</p> + +<p>"If Mary chooses to favour you more than she does other suitors, I will +not forbid her doing it. Only this very day she begged me, with tears, +to keep all such troublesome customers away from her; to refuse them of +my own accord. But it strikes me that you may as well have an answer +from herself!"</p> + +<p>William, his whole soul in his eyes, was gazing at Mr. Ashley. He could +not tell whether he might believe what he heard; whether he was awake or +dreaming.</p> + +<p>"Did I deliver you a message from Henry?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir," was the abstracted response.</p> + +<p>"He wants you to go over to him. I said I would send you if you were not +busy. He is not very well to-day."</p> + +<p>"But—Mr. Ashley—did you mean what you said?"</p> + +<p>"Should I have said it had I not meant it?" was the quiet answer. "Have +you a difficulty in believing it?"</p> + +<p>The ingenuous light rose to William's eyes, as he raised them to his +master's. "I have no money," he whispered. "I cannot settle a farthing +upon her."</p> + +<p>"You have something better than money, William—worth. And I can make +settlements. Go and hear what Mary says. You will catch the half-past +three o'clock coach, if you make haste."</p> + +<p>William went out, believing still that he must be in a trance. His +deeply buried dream of the long past years: was it about, indeed, to +become reality?</p> + +<p>But in the midst of it he could not help casting a thought to a less +pleasing subject—the Dares. Herbert was young to die; he was, no doubt, +unprepared to die; and William sincerely hoped that the report would +prove untrue. The Dares were going down sadly in the social scale; Cyril +especially. He was just what Captain Chambers had called him—a scamp. +After leaving Mr. Ashley's, he had entered his father's office; as a +temporary thing, it was said; but he had never left it for anything +else. A great deal of his time was passed in public-houses. George, +whose commission never came, had gone out, some two or three years ago, +to Sydney. His sister Julia and her husband had settled there, and they +had found an opening for George. William walked on, thinking of the +Dares' position and of his own.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXC" id="CHAPTER_XXC"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<h3>WAYS AND MEANS.</h3> + + +<p>When William reached Deoffam Hall, he found Henry Ashley alone, lying in +the drawing-room, the sofa near the open window.</p> + +<p>"That's good!" cried he. "Good of the master for sending you, and of you +for coming."</p> + +<p>"You don't look well to-day," observed William. "Your brow has the old +lines of pain in it."</p> + +<p>"Thanks to my hip, which is giving me threatening twinges. What's this +report about Dare? Is it confirmed?"</p> + +<p>"Not absolutely. It was Winthorne told me. Captain Chambers came into +the manufactory, and spoke of it this afternoon."</p> + +<p>"I dare say it's true," said Henry. "I wonder if Anna Lynn will put on +weeds for him?" he sarcastically added.</p> + +<p>"Quakers don't wear weeds."</p> + +<p>"Teach your grandmother," returned Henry, lapsing into one of those +free, popular phrases he indulged in, and <i>was</i> indulged in. "How you +stare at me! Do you think I am not <i>cured</i>? Ay; years ago."</p> + +<p>"You'd have no objection to see Anna marry, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"She's welcome to marry, for me. You may go and propose to her yourself, +if you like. I'll be groomsman at the wedding."</p> + +<p>"Would the alliance give you pleasure?"</p> + +<p>Henry laughed. "You'd deserve hanging in chains, if you did enter upon +it; that's all."</p> + +<p>"I have had one wife assigned to me to-day," remarked William.</p> + +<p>"Whom may she be?"</p> + +<p>"Sophy Glenn."</p> + +<p>"Sophy Glenn?"</p> + +<p>"Sophy Glenn. Chambers gravely assured me that Helstonleigh had settled +the match. He, Chambers, considers that I may go farther and fare worse. +Mr. Ashley said the same."</p> + +<p>"But what do <i>you</i> say?" cried Henry, rising up on his sofa, and +speaking quite sharply.</p> + +<p>"I? Oh, I shall consider of it."</p> + +<p>At that moment Mary Ashley appeared on the terrace outside; a small +basket and a pair of scissors in her hand. Henry called to her. "Are you +going to cut more flowers?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Mamma has sent the others away. She said they were fading." Seeing +William there, she nodded to him, her colour rising.</p> + +<p>"I say, Mary—he has come here to bring some news," went on Henry. "What +do you suppose it is?"</p> + +<p>"Mamma has told me. About Herbert Dare."</p> + +<p>"Not that. He is going to make himself into a respectable man, and marry +Sophy Glenn. He came here to announce it. Don't cut too much of that +syringa; its sweetness is overpowering in a room."</p> + +<p>Mary walked away. William felt excessively annoyed. "You are more +dangerous than a child," he exclaimed. "What made you say that?"</p> + +<p>And Henry, like a true child, fell back, laughing aloud. "I say, though, +comrade, where are you off to?" he called after William, who was leaving +the room.</p> + +<p>"To cut the flowers for your sister, of course."</p> + +<p>But when William reached Mary Ashley, she had apparently forgotten her +errand. Standing in a dark spot against the trunk of the acacia tree, +her face was white and still, and the basket lay on the ground. She +picked it up, and would have hastened away, but William caught her hand +and placed it within his arm, little less agitated than she was.</p> + +<p>"Not to tell him that news," he whispered. "I did indeed come here, +hoping to solicit one to be my wife; but it was not Sophy Glenn. Mary, +you cannot mistake what my feelings have long been."</p> + +<p>"But—papa?" she gasped, unable to control her emotion.</p> + +<p>He looked at her; he made her look at him. What strange, happy light was +that in his earnest eyes, causing her heart to bound? "Mr. Ashley sent +me to you," he softly whispered.</p> + +<p>Henry lay and waited till he was tired. No William; no Mary; no flowers; +no anything. Had they both gone to sleep? He arose; and, taking his +stick, limped away to see after them. But he searched the flower-garden +in vain.</p> + +<p>In the sheltered shrubbery, pacing it leisurely, as closely together as +they could well be linked, were they; a great deal too much occupied +with each other to pay attention to anything else. The basket lay on the +ground, empty of all, except the scissors.</p> + +<p>"Well, you two are a nice lot for a summer's day!" began Henry, after +his old fashion, and using his own astonished eyes. "What of the +flowers?"</p> + +<p>Mary would have flown, but William held her tightly, and led her up to +her brother. He strove to speak jestingly; but his voice betrayed his +emotion.</p> + +<p>"Henry, shall it be your sister, or Sophy Glenn?"</p> + +<p>"So! you have been settling it for yourselves, have you! I would not be +in your shoes, Miss Ashley, when the parental thunderbolts shall +descend. Was this what you flung Sir Harry over for? There never was any +accounting for taste in this world, and there never will be. I ask you +where the flowers are, and I should like an answer."</p> + +<p>"I will cut them now," said William. "Will you come?" he asked, holding +out his arm to Henry.</p> + +<p>"No," replied Henry, sitting down on the shrubbery bench, "I must +digest this shock first. You two will be enough to cut them, I dare +say."</p> + +<p>They walked away towards the flower-garden. But ere they had gone many +steps he called out; and they turned.</p> + +<p>"Mary! before you tie yourself up irrevocably, I hope you will reflect +upon the ignominy of his being nothing on earth but a manufacturer. A +pretty come down, that, for the Lady Marr who might have been!"</p> + +<p>He was in one of his most ironical moods; a sure sign that his inward +state was that of glowing satisfaction. This had been his hope for +years—his plan, it may be said; but he had kept himself silent and +neutral. As he sat there ruminating, he heard the distant sound of the +pony carriage; and, taking a short cut, met it in the park. Mr. Ashley +handed the reins to his groom, got out, and gave his arm to Henry.</p> + +<p>"How are you by this time?"</p> + +<p>"Better, sir. Nothing much to brag of."</p> + +<p>"I thought William would have been with you. Is he not come?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he is come. But I am second with him to-day. Miss Mary's first."</p> + +<p>"Oh indeed!" returned Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"They are gone off somewhere, under the pretext of cutting flowers. I +don't think the flowers were quite the object, though."</p> + +<p>He stole a glance at his father as he spoke. But he gathered nothing. +And he dashed at once into the subject he had at heart.</p> + +<p>"Father, you will not stand in their light! It will be a crushing blow +to both, if you do. Let him have her! There's not a man in the world +half as worthy."</p> + +<p>But still Mr. Ashley made no rejoinder. Henry scarcely gave him time to +make one.</p> + +<p>"I have seen it a long time. I have seen how Halliburton kept down his +feelings, not being sure of the ground with you. I fear that to-day they +must have overmastered him; for he has certainly spoken out. Dear +father, don't make two of the best spirits in the world miserable, by +withholding your consent!"</p> + +<p>"Henry," said Mr. Ashley, turning to him with a smile, "do you fancy +William Halliburton is one to have spoken out without my consent?"</p> + +<p>Henry's thin cheek flushed. "Did you give it him? Have you already given +it him?"</p> + +<p>"I gave it him to-day. I drew from him the fact of his attachment to +Mary: not telling him in so many words that he should have her, but +leaving it for her to decide."</p> + +<p>"Then it will be: for I have seen where Miss Mary's love has been. How +immeasurably you have relieved me!" continued Henry. "The last half-hour +I have been seeing nothing but perplexity and cross-grained guardians."</p> + +<p>"Have you?" returned Mr. Ashley. "You should have brought a little +common sense to bear upon the subject, Henry."</p> + +<p>"But my fear was, sir, that you would not bring the common sense to +bear," freely spoke Henry.</p> + +<p>"You do not quite understand me. Had I entertained an insuperable +objection to Mary's becoming his wife, do you suppose I should have been +so wanting in prudence and forethought as to have allowed opportunity +for an attachment to ripen? I have long believed that there was no man +within the circle of my acquaintance, or without it, so deserving of +Mary, except in fortune: therefore I suffered him to come here, with my +eyes open as to what might be the result. A very probable result, it has +appeared to me. I would forgive any girl who fell in love with William +Halliburton."</p> + +<p>"And what about ways and means?"</p> + +<p>"William's share shall be increased, and Mary will not go to him +dowerless. They must live in our house in Helstonleigh; and when we want +to go there we must be their guests."</p> + +<p>"It will be the working-out of my visions," said Henry in low deep +tones. "I have seen them in it in fancy; in that very house; and myself +with them, my home when I please. I think you have been planning for me, +as much as for them."</p> + +<p>"Not exactly, Henry. I have not planned. I have only let things take +their course. It will be happier for you, my boy, than if she had gone +from us to be Lady Marr."</p> + +<p>"Oh! if ever I felt inclined to smother a man, it was that Marr. I +never, you know, brought myself to be decently civil to him. There's no +answering for the vanity of maidens, and I thought it just possible he +might put William's nose out of joint. What will the mother say?"</p> + +<p>"The mother will be divided," said Mr. Ashley, a smile crossing his +face. "She likes William; but she likes a title. We must allow her a day +or two to get over it. I will go and give her the tidings now, if Mary +has not done so."</p> + +<p>"Mary is with her lovier," returned Henry. "She can't have dragged +herself away from him yet."</p> + +<p>Mary, however, was not with her "lovier." As Mr. Ashley crossed the +hall, he met her. She stopped in hesitation, and coloured vividly.</p> + +<p>"Well, Mary, I soon sent you a candidate; though it was in defiance of +your express orders. Did I do right?"</p> + +<p>Mary burst into tears, and Mr. Ashley drew her face to him. "May God +bless your future and his, my child!"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid to tell mamma," she sobbed. "I think she will be angry. I +could not help liking him."</p> + +<p>"Why, that is the very excuse he made to me! Neither can I help liking +him, Mary. I will tell mamma."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashley received the tidings not altogether with equanimity. As Mr. +Ashley had surmised, she was divided between conflicting opinions. She +liked and admired William; but she equally liked and admired a title and +fortune.</p> + +<p>"Such a position to relinquish—the union with Sir Harry!"</p> + +<p>"Had she married Sir Harry we should have lost her," said Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Lost her!"</p> + +<p>"To be sure we should. She would have gone to her new home, twelve miles +on the other side of Helstonleigh, amidst her new connections, and have +been lost to us, excepting for a formal visit now and then. As it is, we +shall keep her; at her old home."</p> + +<p>"Yes, there's a great deal to be said on both sides," acknowledged Mrs. +Ashley. "What does Henry say?"</p> + +<p>"That he thinks I have been planning to secure his happiness. Had Mary +married away, we—when we quit this scene—must have left him to his +lonely self: now, we shall leave him to them. Things are wisely +ordered," impressively added Mr. Ashley: "in this, as in all else. +Margaret, let us accept them, and be grateful."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashley went to seek William. "You will be a loving husband to her," +she said with agitation. "You will take care of her and cherish her?"</p> + +<p>"With the best endeavours of my whole life," he fervently answered, as +he took Mrs. Ashley's hands in his.</p> + +<p>It was a happy group that evening. Henry lay on his sofa in complacent +ease, Mary drawn down beside him, and William leaning over the back of +it, while Mr. and Mrs. Ashley sat at a distance, partially out of +hearing.</p> + +<p>"Have you heard what the master says?" asked Henry. "He thinks you have +been getting up your bargain out of complaisance to me. You are aware, I +hope, Mr. William, that whoever takes Mary must take me?"</p> + +<p>"I am perfectly willing."</p> + +<p>"It is well you are! And—do you know where you are to live?"</p> + +<p>William shook his head. "You can understand how all these future +considerations have weighed me down," he said, glancing at Mary.</p> + +<p>"You are to live at the house in Helstonleigh. It's to be converted into +yours by some patent process. The master had an eye to this, I know, +when he declined to take out any of the furniture, upon our removal +here. The house is to be yours, and the run of it is to be mine; and I +shall grumble away to my heart's content at you both. What do you answer +to that, Mr. William? I don't ask her; she's nobody."</p> + +<p>"I can only answer that the more you run into it, the better pleased we +shall be. And we can stand any extent of grumbling."</p> + +<p>"I am glad you can. You ought to by this time, for you have been pretty +well seasoned to it. So, in the Helstonleigh house, remember, my old +rooms are mine; and I intend to be the plague of your lives. After a +time—may it be a long time!—I suppose it will be 'Mr. Halliburton of +Deoffam Hall.'"</p> + +<p>"What nonsense you talk, Henry!"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense? I shall make it over to you. Catch me sticking myself out +here in solitary state to the admiration of the peacock! What's the +matter with you now, you two! Oh, well, if you turn up your noses at +Deoffam, it shall never be yours. I'll leave it to the eldest +chickabiddy. And mark you, please! I shall have him named 'Ashley,' and +stand godfather to him; and, he'll be mine, and not yours. I shall do +just as I like with the whole lot, if they count a score, and spoil them +as much as I choose."</p> + +<p>"What <i>is</i> the matter there?" exclaimed Mrs. Ashley, perceiving a +commotion on the sofa.</p> + +<p>Mary succeeded in freeing herself, and went away with a crimsoned face. +"Mamma, I think Henry must be going out of his mind! He is talking so +absurdly."</p> + +<p>"Absurdly! Was what I said absurd, William?"</p> + +<p>William laughed. "It was premature, at any rate."</p> + +<p>Henry stretched up his hands and laid hold of William's. "It is true +what Mary says—that I must be going out of my mind. So I am: with joy."</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>But the report of Herbert Dare's death proved to be a false one.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIC" id="CHAPTER_XXIC"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<h3>THE DREAM REALIZED.</h3> + + +<p>The approaching marriage of William Halliburton gave rise to a dispute. +A dispute of love, though, not bitterness. Frank and Gar contended which +should have their mother. William no longer wanted her; he was going to +a home of his own. Frank wished to take larger chambers where she would +find sufficient accommodation; he urged a hundred reasons; his +grievances with his laundress, and his buttonless shirts. Gar, who was +in priest's orders now, had remained in that same first curacy, at a +hundred a year and the parsonage house to live in. He said he had been +wanting his mother all along, and could not do without her.</p> + +<p>Jane inclined to Gar. She said she had an idea that old ladies—how they +would have rebelled at hearing her call herself old!—were out of place +in a young barrister's chambers; and she had a further idea that +chambers were comfortless quarters to live in. The question was to be +decided when they met at William's wedding. Frank was getting on well; +better than the ordinary run of aspirants; he had come through +Helstonleigh two or three times on circuit, and had picked up odds and +ends of briefs there.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile William took possession of Mr. Ashley's old house, and the +wedding day approached. Besides her boys, Jane had another visitor for +the time; her brother Francis, who came down to marry them. Perhaps +because the Vicar of Deoffam had recently died. He might have come all +the same, had that gouty old gentleman been still alive.</p> + +<p>All clear and cloudless rose the September sun on Deoffam; never a +brighter sun shone on a wedding. It was a quiet wedding: only a few +guests were invited to it. Mary, in her white lace robes and floating +veil—flushed, timid, lovely—stood with her bridesmaids; not more +lovely than one of those bridesmaids, for one was Anna Lynn.</p> + +<p>Anna Lynn! Yes; Anna Lynn. To the lasting scandal of Patience, Anna +stood in the open church, dressed in bridesmaid's attire. Mary, who had +not been permitted the same intimacy with Anna since that marked and +unhappy time, but who had loved her all along, had been allowed by Mrs. +Ashley to choose her for one of her bridesmaids. The invitation was +proffered, and Samuel Lynn did not see reason to decline it. Patience +was indignantly rebellious; Anna, wild with delight. Look at her, as she +stands there! flowing robes of white around her, not made after the +primitive fashion of <i>her</i> robes, but in the fashion of the day. Her +falling hair shades her carmine cheeks, and her blue eyes seek modestly +the ground. A fair picture; and a dangerous one to Henry Ashley, had +those old feelings of his remained in the ascendant. But he was cured; +as he told William: and he told it in truth.</p> + +<p>A short time, and Anna would want bridesmaids on her own account; though +that may be speaking metaphorically of a Quakeress. Anna's pretty face +had pierced the heart of one of their male body; and he had asked for +Anna in marriage. A very desirable male was he, in a social point of +view; and female Helstonleigh turned up its nose in envy at Anna's +fortune. He was considerably older than Anna; a fine-looking man and a +wealthy one, engaged in wholesale business. His name was Gurney; his +residence, outside the city, was a handsome one, replete with every +comfort; and he drove a carriage-and-pair. He had been for some time a +visitor at Samuel Lynn's, and Anna had learned to like him. That his +object in visiting there could only be Anna, every one had been sure of, +his position being so superior to Samuel Lynn's. Every one but Anna. +Somehow, since that past escapade, Anna had not cast a thought to +marrying, or to the probability of anyone asking her; and she did not +suspect his intentions. If she had suspected them, she might have set +herself against him; for there was a little spice of opposition in her, +which she loved to indulge. However, before that suspicion came to her +she had grown to care for him too much to play the coquette. Strange to +say, there was something in his figure and in the outline of his face, +which reminded people of Herbert Dare; but his features and their +expression were quite different.</p> + +<p>It was a most excellent match for Anna; there was no doubt of that; but +it did not afford complete satisfaction to Patience. Patience felt a +foreboding that he would be a good deal more indulgent to Anna than she +considered was wholesomely good for her: Patience had a misgiving that +Anna would be putting off her caps as she chose, then, and would not be +reprimanded for it. Not unlikely; could that future bridegroom, Charles +Gurney, catch sight of Anna as she stands now! for a more charming +picture never was seen.</p> + +<p>William, quiet and self-possessed, received Mary from the hands of her +father, who gave her away. The Reverend Francis Tait read the service, +and Gar, in his white canonicals, stood with him, after the new fashion +of the day. Jane's tears dropped on her pearl-grey damask dress; Frank +made himself very busy amongst the bridesmaids; and Henry Ashley was in +his most mocking mood. Thus they were made man and wife; and Mr. Tait's +voice rose high and echoed down the aisles of the little old church at +Deoffam, as he spoke the solemn injunction—"<span class="smcap">Those whom God hath joined +together, let no man put asunder.</span>"</p> + +<p>Helstonleigh's streets were lined that day, and Helstonleigh's windows +were alive with heads. It was known that the bride and bridegroom would +pass through the town, on the first stage of their bridal tour, whose +ultimate destination was to be the Continent. The whole crowd of the +Ashley workpeople had gathered outside the manufactory, neglecting their +afternoon's work; a neglect which Samuel Lynn not only winked at, but +participated in, for he stood with them. As the carriage, which was Mr. +Ashley's, came in sight, its four horses urged by the postillions to a +sharp trot, one deafening cheer arose from the men. William laughed and +nodded to them; but they did not get half a good view of the master's +daughter beside him: nothing but a glimpse of a flushed cheek, and a +piece of a white veil.</p> + +<p>Slouching at the corner of a street, in a seedy coat, his eyes +bloodshot, was Cyril Dare. Never did one look more of a <i>mauvais sujet</i> +than he, as he watched the chariot pass. The place now occupied by +William might have been his, had he so willed it and worked for it. Not, +perhaps, that of Mary's husband; he could not be sure of that, but as +Mr. Ashley's partner. A bitter cloud of disappointment, of repentance, +crossed his face as he looked at them. They both saw him standing there. +Did Mary think what a promising husband he would have made her? Cyril +flung a word after them; and it was not a blessing.</p> + +<p>Dobbs had also flung something after them, and in point of time and +precedence this ought to have been mentioned first. Patience, watching +from her window, curious as every one else, had seen Dobbs come out with +something under her apron, and take up her station at the gate, where +she waited patiently for just an hour and a quarter. As the carriage had +come into view, Dobbs sheltered herself behind the shrubs, nothing to be +seen of her above them, but her cap and eyes. The moment the carriage +was past, out flew Dobbs to the middle of the road. Bringing forth from +their hiding-place a pair of shoes considerably the worse for wear, the +one possessing no sole, and the other no upper leather, Dobbs dashed +them with force after the chariot, very much discomposing the manservant +in the rear, whose head they struck.</p> + +<p>"Nothing like old shoes to bring 'em luck," grunted Dobbs to Patience, +as she retired indoors. "I never knew good come of a wedding that didn't +get 'em."</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> wish them luck; the luck of a safe arrival home from those +unpleasant foreign parts," emphatically remarked Patience, who had found +her residence amongst the French nothing less than a species of +terrestrial purgatory.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIIC" id="CHAPTER_XXIIC"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<h3>THE BISHOP'S LETTER.</h3> + + +<p>A day or two after the wedding, a letter was delivered at Mrs. +Halliburton's residence, addressed to Gar. Its seal, a mitre, prepared +Gar to find that it came from the Bishop of Helstonleigh. Its contents +proved to be a mandate, commanding his attendance the following morning +at the palace at nine o'clock. Gar turned nervous. Had he fallen under +his bishop's displeasure, and was about to be reprimanded? Mr. Tait had +gone back to London; Gar was to leave on the following day, Saturday; +Frank meant to stay on for a week or two. It was his vacation.</p> + +<p>"That's Gar all over!" cried Frank, who had perched himself on a side +table. "Gar is sure to look to the dark side of things, instead of the +bright. If the Lord Chancellor sent for me, I should set it down that my +fortune was about to be made. His lordship's going to present you with a +living, Gar."</p> + +<p>"That's good!" retorted Gar. "What interest have I with the bishop?"</p> + +<p>"He has known you long enough."</p> + +<p>"As he has many others. If the bishop interested himself for all the +clergymen who have been educated at Helstonleigh college school, he +would have enough upon his hands. I expect it is to find fault with me +for some unconscious offence."</p> + +<p>"Go it, Gar! You'll get no sleep to-night."</p> + +<p>"Frank, I must say the note appears a peremptory one," remarked Jane.</p> + +<p>"Middling for that. It's short, if not sweet."</p> + +<p>Whether Gar had any sleep or not that night, he did not say; but he +started to keep the appointment punctually. His mother and Frank +remained together, and Jane fell into a bit of quiet talk over the +breakfast table.</p> + +<p>"Frank," said she, "I am often uneasy about you."</p> + +<p>"About me!" cried Frank in considerable wonderment.</p> + +<p>"If you were to go wrong! I know what the temptations of a London life +must be. Especially to a young man who has, so to say, no home."</p> + +<p>"I steer clear of them. Mother darling, I am telling you the truth," he +added earnestly. "Do you think we could ever fall away from such +training as yours? No. Look at what William is; look at Gar; and for +myself, though I don't like to boast, I assure you, the Anti-evil-doing +Society—if you have ever heard of that respected body—might hoist me +on a pedestal at Exeter Hall as their choicest model. You don't like my +joking! Believe me, then, in all seriousness, that your sons will never +fail you. We did not battle on in our duty as boys, to forget it as men. +You taught us the bravest lesson that a mother can teach, or a child +learn, when you contrived to impress upon us the truth that God is our +witness always, ever present."</p> + +<p>Jane's eyes filled with tears: not of grief. She knew that Frank was +speaking from his heart.</p> + +<p>"And you are getting on well?"</p> + +<p>"What with stray briefs that come to me, and my literary work, and the +fellowship, I make six or seven hundred a year already."</p> + +<p>"I hope you are not spending it all?"</p> + +<p>"That I am not. I put by all I can. It is true that I don't live upon +bread and potatoes six days in the week, as you know we have done; but I +take care that my expenses are moderate. It is keeping hare-brained +follies at arm's-length that enables me to save."</p> + +<p>"And now, Frank, for another question. What made you send me that +hundred-pound note?"</p> + +<p>"I shall send you another soon," was all Frank's answer. "The idea of my +gaining a superfluity of money, and sending none to my darling mother!"</p> + +<p>"But indeed I don't know what to do with it, Frank. I do not require +it."</p> + +<p>"Then put it by to look at. As long as I have brains to work with, I +shall think of my mother. Have you forgotten how she worked for us? I +wish you would come and live with me?"</p> + +<p>Jane entered into all her arguments for deeming that she should be +better with Gar. Not the least of them was, that she should still be +near Helstonleigh. Of all her sons, Jane, perhaps unconsciously to +herself, most loved her eldest: and to go far away from him would have +been another trouble.</p> + +<p>By-and-by, they saw Gar coming back. And he did not look as if he had +been receiving a reprimand: quite the contrary. He came in almost as +impulsively as he used to do in his schoolboy days.</p> + +<p>"Frank, you were right! The bishop is going to give me a living. Mother, +it is true."</p> + +<p>"Of course," said Frank. "I always am right."</p> + +<p>"The bishop did not keep me waiting a minute, although I was there +before my time. He was very kind, and——"</p> + +<p>"But about the living?" cried impatient Frank.</p> + +<p>"I am telling you, Frank. The bishop said he had watched us grow +up—meaning you, as well—and he felt pleased to tell me that he had +never seen anything but good in either of us. But I need not repeat all +that. He went on to ask me whether I should be prepared to do my duty +zealously in a living, were one given to me. I answered that I hoped I +should—and the long and the short of it is, that I am going to be +appointed to one."</p> + +<p>"Long live the bishop!" cried Frank. "Where's the living situated! In +the moon?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, where indeed? Guess what living it is, mother."</p> + +<p>"Gar, dear, how can I?" asked Jane. "Is it a minor canonry?"</p> + +<p>They both laughed. It recalled Jane to her absence of mind. The bishop +had nothing to do with bestowing the minor canonries. Neither could a +minor canonry be called a "living."</p> + +<p>"Mother, it is Deoffam."</p> + +<p>"Deoffam! Oh, Gar!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is Deoffam. You will not have to go far away from Helstonleigh, +now."</p> + +<p>"I'll lay my court wig that Mr. Ashley has had his finger in the pie!" +cried quick Frank.</p> + +<p>But, in point of fact, the gift had emanated from the prelate himself. +And a very good gift it was: four hundred a year, and the prettiest +parsonage house within ten miles. The brilliant scholarship of the +Halliburtons, attained by their own unflagging industry, the high +character they had always borne, had not been lost upon the Bishop of +Helstonleigh. Gar's conduct as a clergyman had been exemplary; Gar's +preaching was of no mean order, and the bishop deemed that such a one as +Gar ought not to be overlooked. The day has gone by for a bishop to know +nothing of the younger clergy of his diocese, and he of Helstonleigh had +Gar Halliburton down in his preferment book. It is just possible that +the announcement of his name in the local papers, as having helped to +marry his brother at Deoffam, may have put that particular living into +the bishop's head. Certain it was, that, a few hours after the bishop +read it, he ordered his carriage, and went to pay a visit at Deoffam +Hall. During his stay, he took Mr. Ashley's arm, and drew him out on to +the terrace, very much as though he wished to take a nearer view of the +peacock.</p> + +<p>"I have been thinking, Mr. Ashley, of bestowing the living of Deoffam +upon Edgar Halliburton. What should you say to it?"</p> + +<p>"That I should almost feel it as a personal favour paid to myself," was +the reply of Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Then it is done," said the bishop. "He is young, but I know a great +many older men who are less deserving than he."</p> + +<p>"Your lordship may rely upon it that there are few men, young or old, +who are so intrinsically deserving as the Halliburtons."</p> + +<p>"I know it," said the bishop. "They interested me as lads, and I have +watched them ever since."</p> + +<p>And that is how Gar became Vicar of Deoffam.</p> + +<p>"You will be trying for a minor canonry now, Gar, I suppose, living so +near to it?" observed Jane.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Halliburton, will you be so kind as not to put unsuitable notions +into his head?" interrupted Frank. "The Reverend Gar must look out for a +canonry, not a minor. And he won't stop there. When I am on the +woolsack, in my place in the Lords, Gar may be opposite to me, a +spiritual peer."</p> + +<p>Jane laughed, as did Frank. Who knew, though? It all lay in the future.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIIIC" id="CHAPTER_XXIIIC"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + +<h3>A DYING CONFESSION.</h3> + + +<p>Meanwhile William Halliburton and his wife had crossed the Channel. +Amongst other letters, written home to convey news of them, was the +following. It was written by Mary to Mrs. Ashley, after they had been +abroad a week or two.</p> + +<blockquote> +<p>"<i>Hôtel du Chapeau Rouge, Dunkerque</i>,</p> +<p>"<i>September 24th.</i></p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">My ever dear Mamma</span>,</p> + + +<p>"You have heard from William how it was that we altered our +intended route. I thought the sea-side so delightful that I was +unwilling to leave it, even for Paris, and we determined to +remain on the coast, especially as I shall have other +opportunities of seeing Paris with William. Boulogne was +crowded and noisy, so we left it for less frequented towns, +staying a day or two in each place. We went to Calais and to +Gravelines; also to Bourbourg, and to Cassel—the two latter +<i>not</i> on the coast. The view from Cassel—which you must not +confound with Cassel in Germany—is magnificent. We met some +English people on the summit of the hill, and they told us the +English called it the Malvern of France. I am not sure which +affords the finer view, Cassel or Malvern. They say that eighty +towns or villages may be counted from it; but I cannot say that +we made out anything like so many. We can see the sea in the +far distance—as we can, on a clear day, catch a glimpse from +Malvern of the Bristol Channel. The view from some of the +windows of the Hôtel de Sauvage was so beautiful that I was +never tired of looking at it. William says he shall show me +better views when he takes me to Lyons and Annonay, but I +scarcely think it possible. At a short distance rises a +monastery of the order of La Trappe, where the monks never +speak, except the 'Memento mori' when they meet each other. +Some of the customs of the hotel were primitive; they gave us +tablespoons in our coffee-cups for breakfast.</p> + +<p>"From Cassel we came to Dunkerque, and are staying at the +Chapeau Rouge, the only large hotel in the place. The other +large hotel was made into a convent some time back; both are in +the Rue des Capucins. It is a fine and very clean old fortified +town, with a statue of Jean Bart in the middle of the Place. +Place Jean Bart, it is called; and the market is held in it on +Wednesdays and Saturdays, as it is at Helstonleigh. Such a +crowded scene on the Saturday! and the women's snow-white caps +quite shine in the sun. I cannot tell you how much I like to +look at these old Flemish towns! By moonlight, they look +exactly like the towns you are familiar with in old pictures. +There is a large basin here, and a long harbour and pier. One +English lady, whom we met at the table d'hôte, said she had +never been to the end of the pier yet, and she had lived in +Dunkerque four years. It was too far for a walk, she said. The +country round is flat and poor, and the lower classes mostly +speak Flemish.</p> + +<p>"On Monday we went by barge to a place called Bergues, four +miles off. It was market day there, and the barge was crowded +with passengers from Dunkerque. A nice old town, with a fine +church. They charged us only five sous for our passage. But I +must leave all these descriptions until I return home, and come +to what I have chiefly to tell you.</p> + +<p>"There is a piece of enclosed ground here, called the Pare. On +the previous Saturday, which was the day we first arrived here, +I and William were walking through it, and sat down on one of +the benches facing the old tower. I was rather tired, having +been to the end of the pier—for its length did not alarm us. +Some one was seated at the other end of the bench, but we did +not take particular notice of her. Suddenly she turned to me, +and spoke: 'Have I not the honour of seeing Miss Ashley?' +Mamma, you may imagine my surprise. It was that Italian +governess of the Dares, Mademoiselle Varsini, as they used to +call her. William interposed: I don't think he liked her +speaking to me. I suppose he thought of that story about her, +which came over from Germany. He rose and took me on his arm to +move away. 'Formerly Miss Ashley,' he said to her: 'now Mrs. +Halliburton.' But William's anger died away—if he had felt +any—when he saw her face. I cannot describe to you how +fearfully ill she looked. Her cheeks were white, and drawn, and +hollow; her eyes were sunk within a dark circle, and her lips +were open and looked black. 'Are you ill?' I asked her. 'I am +so ill that a few days will be the finish of me,' she answered. +'The doctor gave me to the falling of the leaves, and many are +already strewing the grass; in less than a week's time from +this, I shall be lower than they are.' 'Is Herbert Dare with +you?' inquired William—but he has said since that he spoke in +the moment's impulse. Had he taken thought, he would not have +put the question. 'No, he is not with me,' she answered, in an +angry tone. 'I know nothing of him. He is just a vagabond on +the face of the earth.' 'What is it that is the matter with +you?' William asked her. 'They call it decay,' she answered. 'I +was in Brussels, getting my living by daily teaching. I had to +go out in all weathers, and I did not take heed to the colds I +caught. I suppose they settled on my lungs.' 'Have you been in +this town long?' we inquired of her. 'I came in August,' she +answered. 'The Belgian doctor said if I had a change, it might +do something for me, and I came here; it was the same to me +where I went. But it did me harm instead of good. I grew worse +directly I came; and the doctor here said I must not move away +again; the travelling would injure me. What mattered it? As +good die here as elsewhere.' That she had death written plainly +in her face, was evident. Nevertheless, William tried to say a +word of hope to her: but she interrupted him. 'There's no +recovery for me; I am sure to die; and the time, it's to be +hoped, will not be long in coming, or my money will not hold +out.' She spoke in a matter-of-fact tone shocking to hear: and +before I could call up any answer, she turned to William. 'You +are the William Halli—I never could say the name—who was at +Mr. Ashley's with Cyril Dare. May I ask where you have +descended in Dunkerque?' 'At the Chapeau Rouge,' replied +William. 'Then, if I should send there to ask you to come and +speak with me, will you come?' she continued. 'I have something +that I should like to tell you before I die.' William informed +her that we should remain a week; and we wished her good +morning and moved away into another walk. Soon afterwards, we +saw a Sister of Charity, one of those who go about nursing the +sick, come up to her and lead her away. She could scarcely +crawl, and halted to take breath between every few steps.</p> + +<p>"This, I have told you, was last Saturday. This evening, +Wednesday, just as we were rising from table, a waiter came to +William and called him out, saying he was wanted. It proved to +be the Sister of Charity that we had seen in the park; she told +William that Madame Varsini was near death, and had sent her +for him. So William went with her, and I have been writing this +to you since his departure. It is now ten o'clock, and he has +not yet returned. I shall keep this open to tell you what she +wanted with him. I cannot imagine.</p> + +<p>"Past eleven. William has come in. He thinks she will not live +over to-morrow. And I have kept my letter open for nothing, for +William will not tell me. He says she has been talking to him +about herself and the Dares; but that the tale is more fit for +papa's ears than for yours or mine.</p> + +<p>"My sincerest love to papa and Henry. We are so glad Gar is to +be at Deoffam!—And believe me, your ever-loving child,</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Mary Halliburton.</span>"</p> + +<p>"Excuse the smear. I had nearly put 'Mary Ashley.'"</p></blockquote> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>This meeting, described in Mary's letter, must have been one of those +remarkable coincidences that sometimes occur during a lifetime. Chance +encounters they are sometimes called. Chance! Had William and his wife +not gone to Dunkerque—and they went there by accident, as may be said, +for the original plan had been to spend their absence in Paris—they +would not have met. Had the Italian lady not gone to Dunkerque when +ordered change—and she chose it by accident, she said—they would not +have met. But somehow both parties <i>were</i> brought there, and they did +meet. It was not chance that led them there.</p> + +<p>When William went out with the sister, she conducted him to a small +lodging in the Rue Nationale, a street not far from the hotel. The +accommodation appeared to consist of a small ante-room and a +bed-chamber. Signora Varsini was in the latter, dressed in a <i>peignoir</i>, +and sitting in an arm-chair, supported by cushions. A washed-out, faded +<i>peignoir</i>, possibly the very one she had worn years ago, the night of +the death of Anthony Dare. William was surprised; by the sister's +account he had expected to find her in bed, almost in the last +extremity. But hers was a restless spirit. She was evidently weaker, and +her breath seemed to come irregularly. William sat down in a chair +opposite to her: he could not see very much of her face, for the small +lamp on the table had a green shade over it, which cast its gloom on the +room.</p> + +<p>The sister retired to the ante-room and closed the door between with a +caution. "Madame was not to talk much." For a few moments after the +first greeting, she, "Madame," kept silence; then she spoke in English.</p> + +<p>"I should not have known you. I never saw much of you. But I knew Miss +Ashley in a moment. You must have prospered well."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am Mr. Ashley's partner."</p> + +<p>"So! That is what Cyril Dare coveted for himself. Miss Ashley also. +'Bah, Monsieur Cyril!' said I sometimes to my mind; 'neither the one nor +the other for thee.' Where is he?"</p> + +<p>"Cyril? He is at home. Doing no good."</p> + +<p>"He never do good," she said with bitterness. "He Herbert's own brother. +And the other one—George?"</p> + +<p>"George is in Australia. He has a chance, I believe, of doing pretty +well."</p> + +<p>"Are the girls married?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Not Adelaide?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>Something like a smile curled her dark and fevered lips. "Mademoiselle +Adelaide was trying after that vicomte. 'Bah!' I would say to myself as +I did by Cyril, 'there's no vicomte for her; he is only playing his +game.' Does he go there now?"</p> + +<p>"Lord Hawkesley? Oh, no. All intimacy has ceased."</p> + +<p>"They have gone down, have they not? They are very poor?"</p> + +<p>"I fear they are poor now. Yes, they have very much gone down. May I +inquire what it is you want with me?"</p> + +<p>"You inquire soon," she answered in resentful tones. "Do you fear I +should contaminate you?—as you feared for your wife on Saturday?"</p> + +<p>"If I can aid you in any way I shall be happy and ready to do so," was +William's answer, spoken soothingly. "I think you are very ill."</p> + +<p>"The doctor was here this afternoon. 'Ma chère,' said he, 'to-morrow +will about end it. You are too weak to last longer; the inside is +gone.'"</p> + +<p>"Did he speak to you in that way?—a medical man!"</p> + +<p>"He is aware that I know as much about my own state as he does. He might +not be so plain with all his patients. Then I said to the sister, 'Get +me up and make the bed, for I must see a friend.'—And I sent her for +you. I told you I wanted you to do me a little service. Will you do it?"</p> + +<p>"If it is in my power."</p> + +<p>"It is not much. It is this," she added, drawing from beneath the +<i>peignoir</i> a small packet, sealed and stamped, looking like a thick +letter. "Will you undertake to put this surely in the post after I am +dead? I do not want it posted before."</p> + +<p>"Certainly I will," he answered, taking it from her hand, and glancing +at the superscription. It was addressed to Herbert Dare at Dusseldorf. +"Is he there?" asked William.</p> + +<p>"That was his address the last I heard of him. He is now here, now +there, now elsewhere; a vagabond, as I told you, on the face of the +earth. He is like Cain," she vehemently continued. "Cain wandered abroad +over the earth, never finding rest. So does Herbert Dare. Who wonders? +Cain killed his brother: what did <i>he</i> do?"</p> + +<p>William lifted his eyes to her face; as much of it as might be +distinguished under the dark shade cast by the lamp. That she appeared +to be in a very demonstrative state of resentment against Herbert Dare +was indisputable.</p> + +<p>"He did not kill his brother, at any rate," observed William. "I fear he +is not a good man; and you may have cause to know that more conclusively +than I; but he did not kill his brother. You were in Helstonleigh at the +time, mademoiselle, and must remember that he was cleared," added +William, falling into the style of address used by the Dares.</p> + +<p>"Then I say he did kill him."</p> + +<p>She spoke with slow distinctness. William could only look at her in +amazement. Was her mind wandering? She sat glaring at him with her light +blue eyes, so glazed, yet glistening; just the same eyes that used to +puzzle old Anthony Dare.</p> + +<p>"What did you say?" asked William.</p> + +<p>"I say that Herbert Dare is a second Cain," she answered.</p> + +<p>"He did not kill Anthony," repeated William. "He could not have killed +him. He was in another place at the time."</p> + +<p>"Yes. With that Puritan child in the dainty dress—fit attire only for +your folles in—what you call the place?—Bedlam! I know he was in +another place," she continued: and she appeared to be growing terribly +excited, between passion and natural emotion.</p> + +<p>"Then what are you speaking of?" asked William. "It is an impossibility +that Herbert could have killed his brother."</p> + +<p>"He caused him to be killed."</p> + +<p>William felt a nameless dread creeping over him. "What do you mean?" he +breathed.</p> + +<p>"I send that letter, which you have taken charge of, to Herbert the bad; +but he moves about from place to place, and it may never reach him. So I +want to tell you in substance what is written in the letter, that you +may repeat it to him when you come across him. He may be going back to +Helstonleigh some day; if he not die off first, with his vagabond life. +Was it not said there, once, that he was dead?"</p> + +<p>"Only for a day or two. It was a false report."</p> + +<p>"And when you see him—in case he has not had that packet—you will tell +him this that I am now about to tell you."</p> + +<p>"What is its nature?" asked William.</p> + +<p>"Will you promise to tell him?"</p> + +<p>"Not until I first hear what it may be," fearlessly replied William. +"Intrust it to me, if you will, and I will keep it sacred; but I must +use my own judgment as to imparting it to Herbert Dare. It may be +something that would be better left unsaid."</p> + +<p>"I do not ask you to keep it sacred," she rejoined. "You may tell it to +the world if you please; you may tell it to your wife; you may tell it +to all Helstonleigh. But not until I am dead. Will you give that +promise?"</p> + +<p>"That I will readily give you."</p> + +<p>"On your honour?"</p> + +<p>William's truthful eyes smiled into hers. "On my honour—if that shall +better satisfy you. It was not necessary."</p> + +<p>She remained silent a few moments, and then burst forth vehemently. +"When you see him, that cochon, that vaurien——"</p> + +<p>"I beg you to be calm," interrupted William. "This excitement must be +most injurious to one in your weak state; I cannot sit and listen to +it."</p> + +<p>"Tell him," said she, leaning forward, and speaking in a somewhat calmer +tone, "tell him that it was he who caused the death of his brother +Anthony."</p> + +<p>William could only look at her. Was she wandering? "<i>I</i> killed him," she +went on. "Killed him in mistake for Monsieur Herbert."</p> + +<p>Barely had the words left her lips, when all that had been strange in +that past tragedy seamed to roll away as a cloud from William's mind. +The utter mystery there had been as to the perpetrator: the almost +impossibility of pointing accusation to any, seemed now accounted for: +and a conviction that she was speaking the dreadful truth fell upon him. +Involuntarily he recoiled from her.</p> + +<p>"He used me ill; yes, he used me ill, that wicked Herbert!" she +continued in agitation. "He told me stories; he was false to me; he +mocked at me! He had made me care for him; I cared for him—ah, I not +tell you how. And then he turned round to laugh at me. He had but amused +himself—pour faire passer la temps!"</p> + +<p>Her voice had risen to a shriek; her face and lips grew ghastly, and she +began to twitch as one falling into convulsion. William grew alarmed, +and hastened to her support. He could not help it, much as his spirit +revolted from her.</p> + +<p>"Y a-t-il quelque chose qu'on peut donner à madame pour la soulager?" he +called out hastily to the sister in his fear.</p> + +<p>The woman glided in. "Mais oui, monsieur. Madame s'agite, n'est-ce pas?"</p> + +<p>"Elle s'agite beaucoup."</p> + +<p>The sister poured some drops from a phial into a wine-glass of water, +and held it to those quivering lips. "Si vous vous agitez comme cela, +madame, c'est pour vous tuer, savez-vous?" cried she.</p> + +<p>"I fear so too," added William in English to the invalid. "It would be +better for me not to hear this, than for you to put yourself into this +state."</p> + +<p>She grew calmer, and the sister quitted them. William resumed his seat +as before; there appeared to be no help for it, and she continued her +tale.</p> + +<p>"I not agitate myself again," she said. "I not tell you all the details, +or what I suffered: à quoi bon? Pain at morning, pain at midday, pain at +night; I think my heart turned dark, and it has never been right +again——"</p> + +<p>"Hush, mademoiselle! The sister will hear you."</p> + +<p>"What matter? She not speak English."</p> + +<p>"I really cannot, for your sake, remain here, if you put yourself into +this state," he rejoined.</p> + +<p>"You must remain; you must listen! You have promised to do it," she +answered.</p> + +<p>"I will, if you will be calm."</p> + +<p>"I'll be calm," she rejoined, the check having driven back the rising +passion. "The worst is told. Or rather, I do not tell you the +worst—that mauvais Herbert! Do you wonder that my spirit was turned to +revenge?"</p> + +<p>Perceiving somewhat of her fierce and fiery nature, William did not +wonder at it. "I do not know what I am to understand yet?" he whispered. +"Did <i>you</i>—<i>kill</i>—Anthony?"</p> + +<p>She leaned back on her pillow, clasping her hands before her. "Ah me! I +did! Tell him so," she continued again passionately; "tell him that I +killed Anthony—thinking it was <i>him</i>."</p> + +<p>"It is a dreadful story!" shuddered William.</p> + +<p>"I did not mean it to be so dreadful," she answered, speaking quite +equably. "No, I did not; and I am telling you as true as though it were +my confession before receiving the <i>bon dieu</i>. I only meant to wound +him——"</p> + +<p>"Herbert?"</p> + +<p>"Herbert! Of course; who else but Herbert?" she retorted, giving signs +of another relapse. "Had I cause of anger against that pauvre Anthony? +No; no. Anthony was sharp with the rest sometimes, but he was always +civil to me; I never had a mis-word with him. I not like Cyril; but I +not dislike George and Anthony. Why, why," she continued, wringing her +hands, "did Anthony come forth from his chamber that night and go out, +when he said he had retired to it for good? That is where all the evil +arose."</p> + +<p>"Not all," dissented William in low tones.</p> + +<p>"Yes, all," she sharply repeated. "I had only meant to give Mr. Herbert +a little prick in the dark, just to repay him, to stop his pleasant +visits to that field for a term. I never thought to kill him. I liked +him better than that, ill as he was behaving to me. I never thought to +kill him; I never thought much to hurt him. And it would not have hurt +Anthony; but that he was what you call tipsy, and fell on the point of +the——"</p> + +<p>"Scissors?" suggested William, for she had stopped. How could he, even +with this confession before him, speak to a lady—or one who ought to +have been a lady—of any uglier weapon?</p> + +<p>"I had something by me sharper than scissors. But never you mind what. +That, so far, does not matter. The little hurt I had intended for +Herbert he escaped; and poor Anthony was killed."</p> + +<p>There was a long pause. William broke it, speaking out his thoughts +impulsively.</p> + +<p>"And yet you went to Rotterdam afterwards to make friends with Herbert!"</p> + +<p>"When he write and tell me there good teaching in the place, could I +know it was untrue? Could I know that he would borrow all my money from +me? Could I know that he turn out a worse——"</p> + +<p>"Mademoiselle, I pray you, be calm."</p> + +<p>"There, then. I will say no more. I have outlived it. But I wish him to +know that that fine night's work was <i>his</i>. It was the right man who lay +in prison for it. The letter I have given you may never reach him; and I +ask you tell him, for his pill, should it not."</p> + +<p>"Then you have never hinted this to him?" asked William.</p> + +<p>"Never. I was afraid. Will you tell him?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot make the promise. I must use my own discretion. I think it is +very unlikely that I shall ever see him."</p> + +<p>"You meet people that you do not look for. Until last Saturday, you +might have said it was unlikely that you would meet me."</p> + +<p>"That is true."</p> + +<p>Now that the excitement of the disclosure was over, she lay back in a +grievous state of exhaustion. William rose to leave, and she held out +her hand to him. Could he shun it—guilty as she had confessed herself +to him? No. Who was he, that he should set himself up to judge her? And +she was dying!</p> + +<p>"Can nothing be done to alleviate your sufferings?" he inquired in a +kindly tone.</p> + +<p>"Nothing. The sooner death comes to release me from them, the better."</p> + +<p>He lingered yet, hesitating. Then he bent closer to her, and spoke in a +whisper.</p> + +<p>"Have you thought much of that other life? Of the necessity of +repentance—of seeking earnestly the pardon of God?"</p> + +<p>"That is your Protestant fashion," she answered with equanimity. "I have +made my confession to a priest and he has given me absolution. A good +fat old man; he was very kind to me; he saw how I had been tossed and +turned about in life. He will bring the <i>bon dieu</i> to me the last thing, +and cause a mass to be said for my soul."</p> + +<p>"I thought I had heard that you were a Protestant."</p> + +<p>"I was either. I said I was a Protestant to Madame Dare. But the Roman +Catholic religion is the most convenient to take up when you are +passing. <i>Your</i> priests say they cannot pardon sins."</p> + +<p>The interview took longer in acting than it has in telling, and William +returned to the hotel to find Mary tired, wondering at his absence, and +a letter to Mrs. Ashley—with which you have been favoured—lying on the +table, awaiting its conclusion.</p> + +<p>"You are weary, my darling. You should not have remained up."</p> + +<p>"I thought you were never coming, William. I thought you must have gone +off by the London steamer, and left me here! The hotel omnibus took some +passengers to it at ten o'clock."</p> + +<p>William sat down on the sofa, and drew her to him; the full tide of +thankfulness going up from his heart that all women were not as the one +he had just left.</p> + +<p>"And what did Mademoiselle Varsini want with you, William? Is she really +dying?"</p> + +<p>"I think she is dying. You must not ask me what she wanted, Mary. It was +to tell me something—to speak of things connected with herself and the +Dares. They would not be pleasant to your ears."</p> + +<p>"But I have been writing an account of all this to mamma, and have left +my letter open, to send word what the governess could have to say to +you. What can I tell her?"</p> + +<p>"Tell her as I tell you, my dearest: that what I have been listening to +is more fit for Mr. Ashley's ears than for yours or hers."</p> + +<p>Mary rose and wrote rapidly the concluding lines. William stood and +watched her. He laughed at the "smear."</p> + +<p>"I am not familiar with my new name yet: I was signing myself 'Mary +Ashley.'"</p> + +<p>"Would you go back to the old name, if you could?" cried he, somewhat +saucily.</p> + +<p>"Oh, William!"</p> + +<p>Saturday came round again: the day they were to leave—just a week since +they had come, since the encounter in the park. They were taking an +early walk in the market, when certain low sounds, as of chanting, +struck upon their ears. A funeral was coming along; it had just turned +out of the great church of St. Eloi, at the other corner of the Place. +Not a wealthy funeral—quite the other thing. On the previous day they +had seen a grand interment, attended by its distinguishing marks; seven +or eight banners, as many priests. Some sudden feeling prompted William +to ask whose funeral this was, and he made inquiry of a shopkeeper, who +was standing at her door.</p> + +<p>"Monsieur, c'est l'enterrement d'une étrangère. Une Italienne, l'on dit: +Madame Varsini."</p> + +<p>"Oh, William! do they bury her already?" was Mary's shocked +remonstrance. "It was only yesterday at midday the sister came to you to +say she had died. What a shame!"</p> + +<p>"Hush, love! Many of the people here understand English. They bury +quickly in these countries."</p> + +<p>They stood on the pavement, and the funeral came quickly on. One black +banner borne aloft in a man's hand, two boys in surplices with lighted +candles, and the priest chanting with his open book. Eight men, in white +corded hats and black cloaks, bore the coffin on a bier, and there was a +sprinkling of impromptu followers—as there always is at these foreign +funerals. As the dead was borne past him on its way to the cemetery, +William, following the usage of the country, lifted his hat, and +remained uncovered until it had gone by.</p> + +<p>And that was the last of Bianca Varsini.</p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIVC" id="CHAPTER_XXIVC"></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + +<h3>THE DOWNFALL OF THE DARES.</h3> + + +<p>It was a winter's morning, and the family party round the breakfast +table at William Halliburton's looked a cheery one, with its adjuncts of +a good fire and good fare. Mr. and Mrs. Ashley and Henry were guests. +And I can tell you that in Mr. Ashley they were entertaining no less a +personage than the high sheriff of the county.</p> + +<p>The gentlemen nominated for sheriffs, that year, for the county of +Helstonleigh, whose names had gone up to the Queen, were as follows:—</p> + +<p>Humphrey Coldicott, Esquire, of Coldicott Grange;</p> + +<p>Sir Harry Marr, Bart., of The Lynch;</p> + +<p>Thomas Ashley, Esquire, of Deoffam Hall. And her Majesty had been +pleased to pick the latter name.</p> + +<p>The gate of the garden swung open, and some one came hastily round the +gravel-path to the house. Mary, who was seated at the head of the table, +facing the window, caught a view of the visitor.</p> + +<p>"It is Mrs. Dare!" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Dare!" repeated Mr. Ashley, as a peal at the hall-bell was heard. +"Nonsense, child!"</p> + +<p>"Papa, indeed it is."</p> + +<p>"I think you must be mistaken, Mary," said her husband. "Mrs. Dare would +scarcely be out at this early hour."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you disbelievers all!" laughed Mary. "As if I did not know Mrs. +Dare! She looked scared and flurried."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare, looking indeed scared and flurried, came into the +breakfast-room. The servant had been showing her into another room, but +she put him aside, and appeared amidst them.</p> + +<p>What brought her there? What had she come to tell them? Alas! of their +unhappy downfall. How the Dares had contrived to go on so long, without +the crash coming, they alone knew. They had promised to pay here, they +had promised to pay there; and people, tradespeople especially, did not +much like to begin compulsory measures with old Anthony Dare, who had so +long held sway in Helstonleigh. His professional business had almost +left him—perhaps because there was no efficient head to carry it on. +Cyril was just what mademoiselle had called Herbert, a vagabond; and +Cyril was an irretrievable one. No good to the business was he—not half +as much good as he was to the public-houses. Mr. Dare, with white hair, +bent form, and dim eyes, would go creeping to his office most days; but +his memory was leaving him, and it was evident to all that he was +relapsing into his second childhood. Latterly they had lived entirely by +privately disposing of their portable effects—as Honey Fair used to do +when it fell out of work. They owed money everywhere; rent, taxes, +servants' wages, large debts, small debts—it was universal. And now the +landlord had put in his claim after the manner of landlords, and it had +brought on the climax. They were literally without resource; they knew +not where to turn; they had not a penny, or the worth of it, in the wide +world. Mrs. Dare, in the alarm occasioned by the unwelcome visitor—for +the landlord's man had made good his entrance that morning—came flying +off to Mr. Ashley, some extravagant hope floating in her mind that help +might be obtained from him.</p> + +<p>"Here's trouble! Here's trouble!" she exclaimed by way of salutation, +wringing her hands frantically.</p> + +<p>They rose in consternation, believing she must have gone wild. William +handed her a chair.</p> + +<p>"There, don't come round me," she cried, as she flung herself into it. +"Go on with your breakfast. I have concealed our troubles until I am +heart-sick, and now they can be concealed no longer, and I have come for +help to you. Don't press anything upon me, Mrs. William Halliburton; to +attempt to eat would choke me!"</p> + +<p>She sat there and entered on her grievances. How they had long been +without money, had lived by credit, and by pledging things out of their +house; how they owed more than she could tell; how a "horrible man" had +come into their house that morning, as an emissary of the landlord.</p> + +<p>"What are we to do?" she wailed. "Will you help us? Mr. Ashley, will +you?—your wife is my husband's cousin, you know. Mr. Halliburton, will +<i>you</i> help us? Don't you know that I have a right to claim kindred with +you? Your father and I were first cousins, and lived for some time under +the same roof."</p> + +<p>William remembered the former years when she had not been so ready to +own the relationship. He remembered the day when Mr. Dare had put a +seizure into their house, and his mother had gone, craving grace of him. +Mr. Ashley remembered it, and his eye met William's. How marvellously +had the change been brought round! the right come to light!</p> + +<p>"What is it that you wish me to do?" inquired Mr. Ashley. "I do not +understand."</p> + +<p>"Not understand!" she sharply echoed, in her grief. "I want the landlord +paid out. You have ample means at command, Mr. Ashley, and might do this +much for us."</p> + +<p>A modest request, certainly! The rent due was for three years: +considerably more than two hundred pounds. Mr. Ashley replied to it +quietly.</p> + +<p>"A moment's reflection might convince you, Mrs. Dare, that to pay this +money would be fruitless waste. The instant this procedure gets +wind—and in all probability it has already done so—other claims, as +pressing, will be enforced."</p> + +<p>"Tradespeople must wait," she answered, with irritation.</p> + +<p>"Wait for what?" asked Mr. Ashley. "Do you expect to drop into a +fortune?"</p> + +<p>Wait for what, indeed? For complete ruin? There was nothing else to wait +for. Mrs. Dare sat beating her foot against the carpet.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dare has grown useless," she said. "What he says one minute, he +forgets the next; he is almost in a state of imbecility. I have no one +to consult with, and therefore I come to you. Indeed, you must help me."</p> + +<p>"But I do not see what I can do for you," rejoined Mr. Ashley. "As to +paying your debts, it is—it is—in fact, it is not to be thought of. I +have my own payments to make, my expenses to keep up. I could not do it, +Mrs. Dare."</p> + +<p>She paused again, playing nervously with her bonnet strings. "Will you +go back with me, and see what you can make of Mr. Dare? Perhaps between +you something may be arranged. I don't understand things."</p> + +<p>"I cannot go back with you," replied Mr. Ashley. "I must attend the +meeting which takes place this morning at the Guildhall."</p> + +<p>"In your official capacity," remarked Mrs. Dare in not at all a pleasant +tone of voice. "I forgot that you preside at it. How very grand you have +become!"</p> + +<p>"Very grand indeed, I think, considering the lowly estimation in which +you held the glove manufacturer, Thomas Ashley," he answered, with a +good-humoured laugh. "I will call upon your husband in the course of the +day, Mrs. Dare."</p> + +<p>She turned to William. "Will you return with me? I have a claim on you," +she reiterated eagerly.</p> + +<p>He shook his head. "I accompany Mr. Ashley to the meeting."</p> + +<p>She was obliged to be satisfied, turned abruptly, and left the room, +William attending her to the door.</p> + +<p>"What d'you call that?" asked Henry, lifting his voice for the first +time.</p> + +<p>"Call it?" repeated his sister.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Mrs. Mary; call it. Cheek, I should say."</p> + +<p>"Hush, Henry," said Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Very well, sir. It's cheek all the same, though."</p> + +<p>As Mr. Ashley surmised, the misfortune had already got wind, and the +unhappy Dares were besieged that day by clamorous creditors. When Mr. +Ashley and William arrived there, for they walked up at the conclusion +of the public meeting, they found Mr. Dare seated alone in the +dining-room; that sad dining-room which had witnessed the tragical end +of Anthony. He cowered over the fire, his thin hands stretched out to +the blaze. He was not altogether childish; but his memory failed, and he +was apt to fall into fits of wandering. Mr. Ashley drew forward a chair +and sat down by him.</p> + +<p>"I fear things do not look very bright," he observed. "We called in at +your office as we came by, and found a seizure was also put in there."</p> + +<p>"There's nothing much for 'em to take but the desks," returned old +Anthony.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Dare wished me to come and talk matters over with you, to see +whether anything could be done. She does not understand them, she said."</p> + +<p>"What <i>can</i> be done, when things come to such a pass as this?" returned +Anthony Dare, lifting his head sharply. "That's just like women—'seeing +what's to be done!' I am beset on all sides. If the bank sent me a +present of three or four thousand pounds, we might go on again. But it +won't, you know. The things must go, and we must go. I suppose they'll +not put me in prison; they'd get nothing by doing it."</p> + +<p>He leaned forward and rested his chin on his stick, which was stretched +out before him as usual. Presently he resumed, his eyes and words alike +wandering:</p> + +<p>"He said the money would not bring us good if we kept it. And it has +not: it has brought a curse. I have told Julia so twenty times since +Anthony went. Only the half of it was ours, you know, and we took the +whole."</p> + +<p>"What money?" asked Mr. Ashley, wondering what he was saying.</p> + +<p>"Old Cooper's. We were at Birmingham when he died, I and Julia. The will +left it all to her, but he charged us——"</p> + +<p>Mr. Dare suddenly stopped. His eye had fallen on William. In these fits +of wandering he partially lost his memory, and mixed things and people +together in the most inextricable confusion.</p> + +<p>"Are you Edgar Halliburton?" he went on.</p> + +<p>"I am his son. Do you not remember me, Mr. Dare?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay. Your son-in-law," nodding to Mr. Ashley. "But Cyril was to have +had that place, you know. He was to have been your partner."</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley made no reply. It might not have been understood. And Mr. +Dare resumed, confounding William with his father.</p> + +<p>"It was hers in the will, you know, Edgar, and that's some excuse, for +we had to prove it. There was not time to alter the will, but he said it +was an unjust one, and charged us to divide the money; half for us, half +for you; to divide it to the last halfpenny. And we took it all. We did +not mean to take it, or to cheat you, but somehow the money went; our +expenses were great, and we had heavy debts, and when you came +afterwards to Helstonleigh and died, your share was already broken +into, and it was too late. Ill-gotten money brings nothing but a curse, +and that money brought it to us. Will you shake hands and forgive?"</p> + +<p>"Heartily," replied William, taking his wasted hand.</p> + +<p>"But you had to struggle, and the money would have kept struggle from +you. It was many thousands."</p> + +<p>"Who knows whether it would or not?" cheerily answered William. "Had we +possessed money to fall back upon, we might not have struggled with a +will; we might not have put out all the exertion that was in us, and +then we should never have got on as we have done."</p> + +<p>"Ay; got on. You are looked up to now; you have become gentlemen. And +what are my boys? The money was yours."</p> + +<p>"Dismiss it entirely from your memory, Mr. Dare," was William's answer, +given in true compassion. "I believe that our not having had it may have +been good for us in the long-run, rather than a drawback. The utter want +of money may have been the secret of our success."</p> + +<p>"Ay," nodded old Dare. "My boys should have been taught to work, and +they were only taught to spend. We must have our luxuries indoors, +forsooth, and our show without; our servants, and our carriages, and our +confounded pride. What has it ended in?"</p> + +<p>What had it! They made no answer. Mr. Dare remained still for a while, +and then lifted his haggard face, and spoke in a whisper, a shrinking +dread in his face and tone.</p> + +<p>"They have been nothing but my curses. It was through Herbert that she, +that wicked foreign woman, murdered Anthony."</p> + +<p>Did he know of <i>that</i>? How had the knowledge come to him! William had +not betrayed it, except to Mr. Ashley and Henry. And they had buried the +dreadful secret down deep in the archives of their breasts. Mr. Dare's +next words disclosed the puzzle.</p> + +<p>"She died, that woman. And she wrote to Herbert on her death-bed and +made a confession. He sent a part of it on here, lest, I suppose, we +might doubt him still. But his conduct led to it. It is dreadful to have +such sons as mine!"</p> + +<p>His stick fell to the ground. Mr. Ashley held him, while William picked +it up. He was gasping for breath.</p> + +<p>"You are not well," cried Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"No; I think I am going. One can't stand these repeated shocks. Did I +see Edgar Halliburton here? I thought he was dead. Is he come for his +money?" he continued in a shivering whisper. "We acted according to the +will, sir: according to the will, tell him. He can see it in Doctors' +Commons. He can't proceed against us; he has no proof. Let him go and +look at the will."</p> + +<p>"We had better leave him, William," murmured Mr. Ashley. "Our presence +only excites him."</p> + +<p>In the opposite room sat Mrs. Dare. Adelaide passed out of it as they +entered. Never before had they remarked how sadly worn and faded she +looked. Her later life had been spent in pining after the chance of +greatness she had lost, in missing Viscount Hawkesley. Irrevocably lost +to her; for the daughter of a neighbouring earl now called him husband. +They sat down by Mrs. Dare, but could only condole with her: nothing but +the most irretrievable ruin was around.</p> + +<p>"We shall be turned from here," she wailed. "How are we to find a +home—to earn a living?"</p> + +<p>"Your daughters must do something to assist you," replied Mr. Ashley. +"Teaching, or——"</p> + +<p>"Teaching! in this overdone place!" she interrupted.</p> + +<p>"It has been somewhat overdone in that way, certainly of late years," he +answered. "If they cannot get teaching, they may find some other +employment. Work of some sort."</p> + +<p>"Work!" shrieked Mrs. Dare. "My daughters <i>work</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I don't know what else is to be done," he answered. "Their +education has been good, and I should think they may obtain daily +teaching: perhaps sufficient to enable you to live quietly. I will pay +for a lodging for you, and give you a trifle towards housekeeping, until +you can turn yourselves round."</p> + +<p>"I wish we were all dead!" was the response of Mrs. Dare.</p> + +<p>Mr. Ashley went a little nearer to her. "What is this story that your +husband has been telling about the misappropriation of the money that +Mr. Cooper desired should be handed to Edgar Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>She threw her hands before her face with a low cry. "Has he been +betraying <i>that</i>? What will become of us?—what shall we do with him? If +ever a family was beaten down by fate, it is ours."</p> + +<p>Not gratuitously by fate, thought Mr. Ashley. Its own misdoings have +brought the evil upon it. "Where is Cyril?" he asked aloud. "He ought to +bestir himself to help you, now."</p> + +<p>"Cyril!" echoed Mrs. Dare, a bitter scowl rising to her face. "<i>He</i> help +us! You know what Cyril is."</p> + +<p>As they went out, they met Cyril. What a contrast the two cousins +presented, side by side!—he and William might be called such. The +one—fine, noble, intellectual; his countenance setting forth its own +truth, candour, honour; making the best in his walk of life, of the +talents entrusted to him by God. The other—slouching, untidy, all but +ragged; his offensive doings too plainly shown in his bloated face, his +inflamed eyes: letting his talents and his days run to worse than waste; +a burden to himself and to those around him. And yet, in their boyhood +days, how great had been Cyril's advantages over William Halliburton's!</p> + +<p>They walked away arm-in-arm, William and Mr. Ashley. A short visit to +the manufactory in passing, and then they continued their way home, +taking it purposely through Honey Fair.</p> + +<p>Honey Fair! Could <i>that</i> be Honey Fair? Honey Fair used to be an +unsightly, inodorous place, where mud, garbage, and children ran riot +together: a species, in short, of capacious pigsty. But look at it now. +The paths are well kept, the road is clean and cared for. Her Majesty's +state coach-and-eight might drive down it, and the horses would not have +to tread gingerly. The houses are the same; small and large bear +evidence of care, of thrift, of a respectable class of inmates. The +windows are no longer stuffed with rags, or the palings broken. And that +little essay—the assembling at Robert East's, and William +Halliburton—had led to the change.</p> + +<p>Men and women had been awakened to self-respect; to the duty of striving +to live well and to do well; to the solemn thought that there is another +world after this, where their works, good or bad, would follow them. +They had learned to reflect that it <i>might</i> be possible that one phase +of a lost soul's punishment after death, will lie in remembering the +duties it ought to have performed in life. They knew, without any effort +of reflection, that it is a remembrance which makes the sting of many a +death-bed. Formerly, Honey Fair had believed (those who had thought +about it) that their duties in this world and any duties which lay in +preparing for the next, were as wide apart as the two poles. Of that +they had now learned the fallacy. Honey Fair had grown serene. Children +were taken out of the streets to be sent to school; the Messrs. Bankes +had been discarded, for the women had grown wiser; and, for all the +custom the "Horned Ram" obtained from Honey Fair, it might have shut +itself up. In short, Honey Fair had been awakened, speaking from a +moderate point of view, to enlightenment; to the social improvements of +an advancing and a thinking age.</p> + +<p>This was a grand day with Honey Fair, as Mr. Ashley and William knew, +when they turned to walk through it. Mr. Ashley had purchased that +building you have heard of, for a comparative trifle, and made Honey +Fair a present of it. It was very useful. It did for their schools, +their night meetings, their provident clubs; and to-night a treat was to +be held in it. The men expected that Mr. Ashley would look in, and Henry +Ashley had sent round his chemical apparatus to give them some +experiments, and had bought a great magic-lantern. The place was now +called the "Ashley Institute." Some thought—Mr. Ashley for one—that +the "Halliburton Institute" would have been more consonant with fact; +but William had resolutely withstood it. The piece of waste land behind +it had been converted into a sort of playground and garden. The children +were not watched in it incessantly, and screamed at:—"You'll destroy +those flowers!" "You'll break that window!" "You are tearing up the +shrubs!" No: they were made to understand that they were <i>trusted</i> not +to do these things; and they took the trust to themselves, and were +proud of it. You may train a child to this, if you will.</p> + +<p>As they passed the house of Charlotte East, she was turning in at her +garden gate; and, standing at the window, dandling a baby, was Caroline +Mason. Caroline was servant to Charlotte now, and that was Charlotte's +baby; for Charlotte was no longer Charlotte East, but Mrs. Thorneycroft. +She curtsied as they came up.</p> + +<p>"Good afternoon, gentlemen. I have been round to the rooms to show them +how to arrange the evergreens. I hope they will have a pleasant +evening!"</p> + +<p>"They!" echoed Mr. Ashley. "Are you not coming yourself?"</p> + +<p>"I think not, sir. Adam and Robert will be there, of course; but I can't +well leave baby!"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense, Charlotte!" exclaimed William. "What harm will happen to the +baby? Are you afraid of its running away?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, sir, you don't understand babies yet."</p> + +<p>"That has to come," laughed Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"I understand enough about babies to pronounce that one a most exacting +infant, if you can't leave it for an hour or two," persisted William. +"You must come, Charlotte. My wife intends to be there."</p> + +<p>"Well, sir,—I know I should like it. Perhaps I can manage to run round +for an hour, leaving Caroline to listen."</p> + +<p>"How does Caroline go on?" inquired Mr. Ashley.</p> + +<p>"Sir, never a better young woman went into a house. That was a dreadful +lesson to her, and it has taught her what nothing else could. I believe +that Honey Fair will respect her in time."</p> + +<p>"My opinion is, that Honey Fair would not be going far out of its way to +respect her now," remarked William. "Once a false step is taken, it is +very much the fashion to go tripping over others. Caroline, on the +contrary, has been using all her poor endeavours ever since to retrieve +that first mistake."</p> + +<p>"I could not wish for a better servant," said Charlotte. "Of course, I +could not keep a servant for housework alone, and Caroline nearly earns +her food helping me at the gloves. I am pleased, and she is grateful. +Yes, sir, it is as you say—Honey Fair ought to respect her. It will +come in time."</p> + +<p>"As most good things come, that are striven for in the right way," +remarked Mr. Ashley.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVC" id="CHAPTER_XXVC"></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + +<h3>ASSIZE TIME.</h3> + + +<p>Once more, in this, the almost concluding chapter of the history, are we +obliged to take notice of Assize Saturday. Once more had the high +sheriff's procession gone out to receive the judges; and never had the +cathedral bells rung out more clearly, or the streets and windows been +so thronged.</p> + +<p>A blast, shrill and loud, from the advancing heralds, was borne on the +air of the bright March afternoon, as the cavalcade advanced up East +Street. The javelin-men rode next, two abreast, in the plain dark Ashley +livery, the points of their javelins glittering in the sunshine, +scarcely able to advance for the crowd. A feverish crowd. Little cared +they to-day for the proud trumpets, the javelin-bearers, the various +attractions that made their delight on other of those days; they cared +only for that stately equipage in the rear. Not for its four prancing +horses, its silver ornaments, its portly coachman on the hammer-cloth; +not even for the very judges themselves; but for the master of that +carriage, the high sheriff, Thomas Ashley.</p> + +<p>He sat in it, its only plainly attired inmate. The scarlet robes, the +flowing wigs of the judges, were opposite to him; beside him were the +rich black silk robes of his chaplain, the vicar of Deoffam. A crowd of +gentlemen on horseback followed—a crowd Helstonleigh had rarely seen. +William was one of them. The popularity of a high sheriff may be judged +by the number of his attendants, when he goes out to meet the judges. +Half Helstonleigh had placed itself on horseback that day, to do honour +to Thomas Ashley.</p> + +<p>Occupying a conspicuous position in the street were the Ashley workmen. +Clean and shaved, they had surreptitiously conveyed their best coats to +the manufactory; and, with the first peal of the college bells, had +rushed out, dressed—every soul—leaving the manufactory alone in its +glory, and Samuel Lynn to take care of it. The shout they raised, as the +sheriff's carriage drew near, deafened the street. It was out of all +manner of etiquette or precedence to cheer the sheriff when in +attendance on the judges; but who could be angry with them? Not Mr. +Ashley. Their lordships looked out astonished. One of the judges you +have met before—Sir William Leader; the other was Mr. Justice Keene.</p> + +<p>The judges gazed from the carriage, wondering what the shouts could +mean. They saw a respectable-looking body of men—not respectable in +dress only, but in face—gathered there, bareheaded, and cheering the +carriage with all their might and main.</p> + +<p>"What can that be for?" cried Mr. Justice Keene.</p> + +<p>"I believe it must be meant for me," observed Mr. Ashley, taken by +surprise as much as the judges were. "Foolish fellows! Your lordships +must understand that they are the workmen belonging to my manufactory."</p> + +<p>But his eyes were dim, as he leaned forward and acknowledged the +greeting. Such a shout followed upon it! The judges, used to shouting as +they were, had rarely heard the like, so deep and heartfelt was it.</p> + +<p>"There's genuine good-feeling in that cheer," said Sir William Leader. +"I like to hear it. It is more than lip deep."</p> + +<p>The dinner party for the judges that night was given at the deanery. Not +a more honoured guest had it than the high sheriff. His chaplain was +with him, and William and Frank were also guests. What did the Dares +think of the Halliburtons now?</p> + +<p>The Dares, just then, were too much occupied with their own concerns to +think of them at all. They were planning how to get out to Australia. +Their daughter Julia, more dutiful than some daughters might prove +themselves, had offered an asylum to her father and mother, if they +would go out to Sydney. Her sisters, she wrote word, would find good +situations there as governesses—probably in time find husbands.</p> + +<p>They were wild to go. They wanted to get away from mortifying +Helstonleigh, and to try their fortunes in a new world. The passage +money was the difficulty. Julia had not sent it, possibly not supposing +they were so very badly off; she did not know yet of the last touch to +their misfortunes. How could they scrape together even enough for a +steerage passage? Mr. Ashley's private opinion was that he should have +to furnish it. Ah! he was a good man. Never a better, never a more +considerate to others than Thomas Ashley.</p> + +<p>Sunday morning rose to the ringing again of the cathedral bells—bells +that do not condescend to ring except on rare occasions—telling that it +was some day of note in Helstonleigh. It was a fine day, sunny, and very +warm for March, and the glittering east window reflected its colours +upon a crowd such as the cathedral had rarely seen assembled within its +walls for divine service, even on those thronging days, Assize Sundays.</p> + +<p>The procession extended nearly the whole way from the grand entrance +gates to the choir, passing through the body and the nave. The high +sheriff's men, standing so still, their formidable javelins in rest, had +enough to do to retain their places, from the pressure of the crowd, as +they kept the line of way. The bishop in his robes, the clergy in their +white garments and scarlet or black hoods, the long line of college boys +in their surplices, the lay-clerks, yet in white. Not (as you were told +of yesterday) on them; not on the mayor and corporation, with their +chains and gowns; not on the grey-wigged judges, their fiery trains held +up behind, glaring cynosure of eyes on other days, was the attention of +that crowd fixed; but on him who walked, calm, dignified, quiet, in +immediate attendance on the judges—their revered fellow-citizen, Thomas +Ashley. In attendance on <i>him</i> was his chaplain, his black gown, so +contrasting with the glare and glitter, marking him out conspicuously.</p> + +<p>The organ had burst forth as they entered the great gates, +simultaneously with the ceasing of the bells which had been sending +their melody over the city. With some difficulty, places were found for +those of note; but many a score stood that day. The bishop had gone on +to his throne; and opposite to him, in the archdeacon's stall, the +appointed place for the preacher on Assize Sundays, sat the sheriff's +chaplain. Sir William Leader was shown to the dean's stall; Mr. Justice +Keene to the sub-dean's; the dean sitting next the one, the high sheriff +next the other. William Halliburton was in a canon's stall; +Frank—handsome Frank!—found a place amidst many other barristers. And +in the ladies' pew, underneath the dean, seated with the dean's wife, +were Mrs. Ashley, her daughter, and Mrs. Halliburton.</p> + +<p>The Reverend Mr. Keating chanted the service, putting his best voice +into it. They gave that fine anthem, "Behold, God is my salvation." Very +good were the services and the singing that day. The dean, the +prebendary in residence, and Mr. Keating went to the communion-table for +the commandments, and thus the service drew to an end. As they were +conducted back to their stall, a verger with his silver mace cleared a +space for the sheriff's chaplain to ascend the pulpit stairs, the +preacher of the day.</p> + +<p>How the college boys gazed at him! Only a short time before +(comparatively speaking) he had been one of them, a college boy himself; +some of the seniors (juniors then) had been school-fellows with him. Now +he was the Reverend Edgar Halliburton, chief personage for the moment in +that cathedral. To the boys' eyes he seemed to look dark; except on +Assize Sundays, they were accustomed to see only white robes in that +pulpit.</p> + +<p>"Too young to give us a good sermon," thought half the congregation, as +they scanned him. Nevertheless, they liked his countenance; its grave +earnest look. He gave out his text, a verse from Ecclesiastes:</p> + +<p>"Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might; for there is +no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither +thou goest."</p> + +<p>Then he leaned a little forward on the cushion; and, after a pause, +began his sermon, which lay before him, and worked out the text.</p> + +<p>It was an admirable discourse, clear and practical; but you will not +care to have it recapitulated for you, as it was recapitulated in the +local newspapers. Remembering what the bringing up of the Halliburtons +had been, it was impossible that Gar's sermons should not be practical; +and the congregation began to think they had been mistaken in their +estimate of what a young man could do. He told the judges where their +duty lay, as fearlessly as he told it to the college boys, as he told it +to all. He told them that the golden secret of success and happiness in +this life, lay in the faithful and earnest performance of the duties +that crowded on their path, striving on unweariedly, whatsoever those +duties might be, whether pleasant or painful; <i>joined to implicit +reliance on, and trust in God</i>. A plainer sermon was never preached. In +manner he was remarkably calm and impressive, and the tone of his voice +was quiet and persuasive, just as if he were speaking to them. He was +listened to with breathless interest throughout; even those gentry, the +college boys, were for once beguiled into attending to a sermon. Jane's +tears fell incessantly, and she had to let down her white veil to hide +them; as on that day, years ago, when she had let down her black crape +veil to conceal them, in the office of Anthony Dare. Different tears +this time.</p> + +<p>The sermon lasted just half an hour, and it had seemed only a quarter of +one. The bishop then rose and gave the blessing, and the crowds began to +file out. As the preacher was being marshalled by a verger through the +choir to take his place in the procession next the high sheriff, Mr. +Keating met him and grasped his hand.</p> + +<p>"You are all right, Gar," he whispered, "and I am proud of having +educated you. That sermon will tell home to some of the drones."</p> + +<p>"I knew he'd astonish 'em!" ejaculated Dobbs, who had walked all the way +from Deoffam to see the sight, to hear her master preach to the +cathedral, and had fought out a standing-place for herself right in +front of the pulpit. "<i>His</i> sermons aren't filled up with bottomless +pits as are never full enough, like those of some preachers be."</p> + +<p>That sermon and the Rev. Edgar Halliburton were talked of much in +Helstonleigh that day.</p> + +<p>But ere the close of another day the town was ringing with the name of +Frank. He had led; he, Frank Halliburton! A cause of some importance was +tried in the <i>Nisi Prius</i> Court, in which the defendant was Mr. Glenn +the surgeon. Mr. Glenn, who had liked Frank from the hour he first +conversed with him that evening at his house, now so long ago—a +conversation at which you had the pleasure of assisting—who had also +the highest opinion of Frank's abilities in his profession, had made it +a point that his case should be intrusted to Frank. Mr. Glenn was not +deceived. Frank led admirably, and his eloquence quite took the +spectators by storm. What was of more importance, it told upon Mr. +Justice Keene and the jury, and Frank sat down in triumph and won his +verdict.</p> + +<p>"I told you I should do it, mother," said he, quietly, when he reached +Deoffam that night, after being nearly smothered with congratulations. +"You will live to see me on the woolsack yet."</p> + +<p>Jane laughed. She often had laughed at the same boast. She was alone +that evening; Gar was attending the high sheriff at an official dinner +at Helstonleigh. "Will no lesser prize content you, Frank?" asked she, +jestingly. "Say, for example, the Solicitor-Generalship?"</p> + +<p>"Only as a stepping-stone."</p> + +<p>"And you still get on well? Seriously speaking now. Frank."</p> + +<p>"First-rate," answered Frank. "This day's work will be the best lift for +me, though, unless I am mistaken. I had two fresh briefs put into my +hands as I sat down," he added, going off in a laugh. "See if I make +this year less than a thousand!"</p> + +<p>"And the next thing, I suppose, you will be thinking of getting +married?"</p> + +<p>The bold barrister actually blushed. "What nonsense, mother! Marry, and +lose my fellowship!"</p> + +<p>"Frank, it is so! I see it in your face. You must tell me who it is."</p> + +<p>"Well, as yet it is no one. I must wait until my eloquence, as they +called it to-day in court, is a more assured fact with the public, and +then I may speak out to the judge. She means waiting for me, though, so +it is all right."</p> + +<p>"Tell me, Frank," repeated Jane; "who is 'she'?"</p> + +<p>"Maria Leader."</p> + +<p>Jane looked at him doubtingly. "Not Sir William's daughter?"</p> + +<p>"His second daughter."</p> + +<p>"Is not that rather too aspiring for Frank Halliburton?"</p> + +<p>"Maria does not think so. I have been aspiring all my life, mother; and +so long as I work on for it honourably and uprightly, I see no harm in +being so."</p> + +<p>"No, Frank; good instead of harm. How did you become acquainted with +her?"</p> + +<p>"Her brother and I are chums: have been ever since we were at Oxford. +Bob is at the Chancery bar, but he has not much nous for it—not half +the clever man that his father was. His chambers are next to mine, and I +often go home with him. The girls make a great deal of us, too. That is +how I first knew Maria."</p> + +<p>"Then I suppose you see something of the judge?"</p> + +<p>"Oh dear," laughed Frank, "the judge and I are upon intimate terms in +private life; quite cronies. You would not think it, though, if you saw +me bowing before my lord when he sits in his big wig. Sometimes I fancy +he suspects."</p> + +<p>"Suspects what?"</p> + +<p>"That I and Maria would like to join cause together. But I don't mind if +he does. I am a favourite of his. The very Sunday before we came on +circuit he asked me to dine there. We went to church in the evening, and +I had Maria under my wing; Sir William and Lady Leader trudging on +before us."</p> + +<p>"Well, Frank, I wish you success. I don't think you would choose any but +a nice girl, a good girl——"</p> + +<p>"Stop a moment, mother; you will meet the judge to-morrow night, and you +may then draw a picture of Maria. She is as like him as two peas."</p> + +<p>"How old is she, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"Two-and-twenty. <i>I</i> shall have her. He was not always the great Judge +Leader, you know, mother; and he knows it. And he knows that every one +must have a beginning, as he and my lady had it. For years after they +were married he did not make five hundred a year, and they had to live +upon it. He does not fear to revert to it, either; often talks of it to +me and Bob—a sort of hint, I suppose, that folk do get on in time, by +dint of patience. You will like Sir William Leader."</p> + +<p>Yes: Jane would meet Sir William on the following night, for that would +be the evening of the entertainment given by the high sheriff to the +judges at Deoffam Hall.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIC" id="CHAPTER_XXVIC"></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + +<h3>THE HIGH SHERIFF'S DINNER PARTY.</h3> + + +<p>William Halliburton drove his wife over in the pony carriage in the +afternoon; they would dress and sleep at Deoffam. They went early, and +in driving past Deoffam Vicarage, who should be at the gate looking out +for them, but Anna! Not Anna Lynn now, but Anna Gurney.</p> + +<p>"William, William, there's Anna!" Mary exclaimed. "I will get out here."</p> + +<p>He assisted her down, and they remained talking with Anna. Then William +asked what he was to do. Wait with the carriage for Mary, or drive on to +the hall, and walk back for her?</p> + +<p>"Drive to the hall," said Mary, who wished to stay a little while with +Anna. "But, William," she added, as he got in, "don't let my box go +round to the stables."</p> + +<p>"With all its finery!" laughed William.</p> + +<p>"It contains my dinner dress," Mary explained to Anna. "Have you been +here long?"</p> + +<p>"This hour, I think," replied Anna. "My husband had business a mile or +two further on, and drove me here. What a nice garden this is! See, I +have been picking Gar's flowers."</p> + +<p>"Where is Mrs. Halliburton?" asked Mary.</p> + +<p>"Dobbs called her in to settle some dispute in the kitchen. I know Dobbs +is a great tyrant over that new housemaid."</p> + +<p>"But now tell me about yourself, Anna," said Mary, leading her to a +bench. "I have scarcely seen you since you were married. How do you like +being your own mistress?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's charming!" replied Anna, with all her old childish, natural +manner. "Mary, what dost thee think? Charles lets me sit without my +caps."</p> + +<p>Mary laughed. "To the great scandal of Patience!"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, yes. One day, Patience called when we were at dinner. I had not +so much as a bit of net on, and Patience looked so cross; but she said +nothing, for the servants were in waiting. When they had left the room +she told Charles that she was surprised at his allowing it; that I was +giddy enough and vain enough, and it would only make me worse. Charles +smiled; he was eating walnuts: and what dost thee think he answered? +He—but I don't like to tell thee," broke off Anna, covering her face +with her pretty hands.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, Anna, you must tell me."</p> + +<p>"He told Patience that he liked to see me without the caps, and there +was no need for my wearing them until I should have children old enough +to set an example to."</p> + +<p>Anna took off her straw bonnet as she spoke, and her curls fell to +shade her blushing cheeks. Mary wondered whether the "children" would +have faces as lovely as their mother's. She had never seen Anna look so +well. For one thing, she had rarely seen her so well dressed. She wore a +stone-coloured corded silk, glistening with richness, and an exquisite +white shawl that must have cost no end of money.</p> + +<p>"I should always let my curls be seen, Anna," said Mary; "there <i>can</i> be +no harm in it."</p> + +<p>"No, that there can't, as Charles does not think so," emphatically +answered Anna. "Mary," dropping her voice to a whisper, "I want Charles +not to wear those straight coats any more. He shakes his head at me and +laughs; but I think he will listen to me."</p> + +<p>Seeing what she did of the change in Anna's dress, Mary thought so too. +Not but that Anna's things were still cut sufficiently in the old form +to bespeak her sect: as they, no doubt, always would be.</p> + +<p>"When art thee coming to spend the day with me, as thee promised?" asked +Anna.</p> + +<p>"Very soon: when this assize bustle shall be over."</p> + +<p>"How gay you will be to-night!"</p> + +<p>"How formal you mean," said Mary. "To entertain judges when on circuit, +and bishops, and deans, is more formidable than pleasant. It is a state +dinner to-night. When I saw papa this morning, I inquired if we were to +have the javelin-men on guard in the dining-room."</p> + +<p>Anna laughed. "Do Frank and Gar dine there?"</p> + +<p>"Of course. The high sheriff could not give a dinner party without his +chaplain at hand to say grace," returned Mary, laughing.</p> + +<p>William came back: and they all remained for almost the rest of the +afternoon, Jane regaling them with tea. It was scarcely over when Mr. +Gurney drove up in his carriage: a large, open carriage, the groom's +seat behind, the horses very fine ones. He came in for a few minutes; a +very pleasant man of nearly forty years; a handsome man also. Then he +took possession of Anna, carefully assisted her up, took the seat beside +her, and the reins, and drove off.</p> + +<p>William started for the Hall with Mary, walking at a brisk pace. It was +not ten minutes' distance, but the evening was getting on. Henry Ashley +met them as they entered, and began upon them in his crossest tones.</p> + +<p>"Now what have you two got to say for yourselves? Here, I expect you, +Mr. William, to pass the afternoon with me: the mother expects Mary: and +nothing arrives but a milliner's box! And you make your appearance when +it's pretty nearly time to go up to embellish!"</p> + +<p>"We stayed at the Vicarage, Henry; and I don't think mamma could want +me. Anna Gurney was there."</p> + +<p>"Rubbish! Who's Anna Gurney that she should upset things? I wanted +William, and that's enough. Do you think you are to monopolize him, Mrs. +Mary, just because you happen to have married him?"</p> + +<p>Mary went behind her brother, and playfully put her arms round his +neck. "I will lend him to you now and then, if you are good," she +whispered.</p> + +<p>"You idle, inattentive girl! The mother wanted you to cut some hot-house +flowers for the dinner-table."</p> + +<p>"Did she? I will do it now."</p> + +<p>"Listen to her! Do it now! when it has been done this hour past. +William, I don't intend to show up to-night."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" asked William.</p> + +<p>"It is a nuisance to change one's things: and my side's not over clever +to-day: and the ungrateful delinquency of you two has put me +out-of-sorts altogether," answered Henry, making up his catalogue. +"Condemning one to vain expectation, and to fretting and fuming over it! +I shan't show up. William must represent me."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you will show up," replied William. "For you know that your not +doing so would vex Mr. Ashley."</p> + +<p>"A nice lot <i>you</i> are to talk about vexing! You don't care how you vex +me."</p> + +<p>William gently took him by the arm. "Come along to your room now, and I +will help you with your things. Once ready, you can do as you like about +appearing."</p> + +<p>"You treat me just as a child," grumbled Henry. "I say, do the judges +come in their wigs?"</p> + +<p>Mary broke into a laugh.</p> + +<p>"Because that case of stuffed owls had better be ordered out of the +hall. The animals may be looked upon as personal."</p> + +<p>"I hope there's a good fire in your room, Henry."</p> + +<p>"There had better be, unless the genius that presides over the fires in +this household would like to feel the weight of my displeasure."</p> + +<p>Mary went to find her mother; she was in her chamber, dressing.</p> + +<p>"My dear child, how late you are!"</p> + +<p>"There's plenty of time, mamma. We stayed at the parsonage. Anna Gurney +was there. Henry says he is not very well."</p> + +<p>"He says that always when William disappoints him. He will be all right +now you have come. Go to your room, my dear, and I will send Sarah to +you."</p> + +<p>Mary was ready, and the maid gone, before William left Henry to come +and dress on his own account. Mary wore white silk, with emerald +ornaments.</p> + +<p>"Shall I do, William?" asked she, when William came in.</p> + +<p>"Do!" he answered, running his eyes over her. "No!"</p> + +<p>"Why, what's the matter with me?" she cried, turning hurriedly to the +great glass.</p> + +<p>"This." He took her in his arms, and kissed her passionately. "My +darling wife! You will never 'do' without that."</p> + +<p>It was not a formidable party at all, in defiance of Mary's +anticipations. The judges, divested of their flowing wigs and flaming +robes, looked just like other men. Jane liked Sir William Leader, as +Frank had told her she would; and Mr. Justice Keene was an easy, +talkative man, fond of a good joke and a good dinner. Mr. Justice Keene +seemed excessively to admire Mary Halliburton; and—there could be no +doubt about it, and I hope the legal bench won't look grave at the +reflection—seemed very much inclined to get up a flirtation with her +over the coffee. Being a judge, I think the bishop ought to have read +him a reprimand.</p> + +<p>Standing at one end of the room, coffee-cups in hand, were Sir William +Leader, the Dean of Helstonleigh, Mr. Ashley, and his son. They were +talking of the Halliburtons. Sir William knew a good deal of their +history from Frank.</p> + +<p>"It is most wonderful!" Sir William was remarking. "Self-educated, +self-supporting, and to be what they are!"</p> + +<p>"Not altogether self-educated," dissented the dean; "for the two +younger, the barrister and clergyman, were in the school attached to my +cathedral; but self-educated in a great degree. The eldest, my friend's +son-in-law, never had a lesson in the classics after his father's death, +and there's not a more finished scholar in the county."</p> + +<p>"The father died and left them badly provided for," remarked Sir +William.</p> + +<p>"He did not leave them provided for at all, Sir William," corrected Mr. +Ashley. "He left nothing, literally nothing, but the furniture of the +small house they rented; and he left some trifling debts. Poor Mrs. +Halliburton turned to work with a will, and not only contrived to +support them, but brought them up to be what you see them—high-minded, +honourable, educated men."</p> + +<p>The judge turned his eyes on Jane. She was sitting on a distant sofa, +talking with the bishop. So quiet, so lady-like, nay—so attractive—she +looked still, in the rich pearl-grey dress warn at William's wedding; +not in the least like one who had had to toil hard for bread.</p> + +<p>"I have heard of her—heard of her worth from Frank," he said, with +emphasis. "She must be one in a thousand."</p> + +<p>"One in a million, Sir William," burst forth Henry Ashley. "When they +were boys, you could not have bribed them to do a wrong thing: neither +temptation nor anything else turned them from the right. And they would +not be turned from the right now, if I know anything of them."</p> + +<p>The judge walked up to Jane, and took the seat beside her just vacated +by the bishop.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Halliburton," said he, "you must be proud of your sons."</p> + +<p>Jane smiled. "I have latterly been obliged to take myself to task for +being so, Sir William," she answered.</p> + +<p>"To task! I wish I had three such sons to take myself to task for being +proud of," was his answer. "Not that mine are to be found fault with; +but they are not like these."</p> + +<p>"Do you think Frank will get on?" she asked him.</p> + +<p>"It is no longer a question of getting on. He has begun to rise in an +unusually rapid manner. I should not be surprised if, in after-years, he +may find the very highest honours opening to him."</p> + +<p>Again Jane smiled. "He has been in the habit of telling us that he looks +forward to ruling England as Lord Chancellor."</p> + +<p>The judge laughed. "I never knew a newly-fledged barrister who did not +indulge that vision," said he. "I know I did. But there are really not +many Frank Halliburtons. So, sir," he continued, for Frank at that +moment passed, and the judge pinned him, "I hear you cherish dreams of +the woolsack."</p> + +<p>"To look at it from a distance is not high treason, Sir William," was +Frank's ready answer.</p> + +<p>"Why, what do you suppose <i>you</i> would do on the woolsack, if you got +there?" cried Sir William.</p> + +<p>"My duty, I hope, Sir William. I would try hard for it."</p> + +<p>Sir William loosed him with an amused expression, and Frank passed on. +Jane began to think Frank's dream—not of the woolsack, but of Maria +Leader—not so very improbable a one.</p> + +<p>"I have heard of your early struggles," said the judge to her in low +tones. "Frank has talked to me. How you could have borne up, and done +long-continued battle with them, I cannot imagine!"</p> + +<p>"I never could have done it but for one thing," she answered: "my trust +in God. Times upon times, Sir William, when the storm was beating about +my head, I had no help or comfort in the wide world: I had nothing to +turn to but that. I never lost my trust in God."</p> + +<p>"And therefore God stood by you," remarked the judge.</p> + +<p>"And <i>therefore</i> God stood by me, and helped me on. I wish," she added +earnestly, "the whole world could learn the same great lesson that I +have learnt. I have—I humbly hope I have—been enabled to teach it to +my boys. I have tried to do it from their very earliest years."</p> + +<p>"Frank shall have Maria," thought the judge to himself. "They are an +admirable family. The young chaplain should have another of the girls if +he liked her."</p> + +<p>What was William thinking of, as he stood a little apart, with his +serene brow and his thoughtful smile? His mind was in the past. That +long past night, following the day of his entrance to Mr. Ashley's +manufactory, was present to him, when he had lain down in despair, and +sobbed out his bitter grief. "Bear up, my child," were the words his +mother had comforted him with: "only do your duty, and trust implicitly +in God." And when she had gone down, and he could get the sobs away from +his heart and throat, he made the resolve to do as she had told him—at +any rate, to try and do it. And he kneeled down there and then, and +asked to be helped to do it. And, from that hour to this, William had +never known the trust to fail. Success? Yes, they had reaped +success—success in no measured degree. Be very sure that it was born of +that great trust. Oh!—as Jane had just said to Sir William Leader—if +the world could only learn this wonderful truth!</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I +will set him up, because he hath known my name.</span>"</p> + + +<h3>THE END.</h3> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Mrs. Halliburton's Troubles, by Mrs. Henry Wood + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MRS. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Mrs. Halliburton's Troubles + +Author: Mrs. Henry Wood + +Release Date: December 8, 2010 [EBook #34587] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MRS. HALLIBURTON'S TROUBLES *** + + + + +Produced by Delphine Lettau, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + MRS. HALLIBURTON'S TROUBLES + + BY MRS. HENRY WOOD + + AUTHOR OF "EAST LYNNE," "THE CHANNINGS," "JOHNNY LUDLOW," ETC. + + + _TWO HUNDRED AND TENTH THOUSAND_ + + London + MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED + NEW YORK: THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + 1904 + + LONDON: + PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED, + DUKE STREET, STAMFORD STREET, S.E., AND GREAT WINDMILL STREET. W. + + + + +MRS. HALLIBURTON'S TROUBLES. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE CLERGYMAN'S DAUGHTER. + + +In a very populous district of London, somewhat north of Temple Bar, +there stood, many years ago, a low, ancient church amidst other +churches--for you know that London abounds in them. The doors of this +church were partially open one dark evening in December, and a faint, +glimmering light might be observed inside by the passers-by. + +It was known well enough what was going on within, and why the light was +there. The rector was giving away the weekly bread. Years ago a +benevolent person had left a certain sum to be spent in twenty weekly +loaves, to be given to twenty poor widows at the discretion of the +minister. Certain curious provisos were attached to the bequest. One was +that the bread should not be less than two days old, and should have +been deposited in the church at least twenty-four hours before +distribution. Another, that each recipient must attend in person. +Failing personal attendance, no matter how unavoidable her absence, she +lost the loaf: no friend might receive it for her, neither might it be +sent to her. In that case, the minister was enjoined to bestow it upon +"any stranger widow who might present herself, even as should seem +expedient to him:" the word "stranger" being, of course, used in +contra-distinction to the twenty poor widows who were on the books as +the charity's recipients. Four times a year, one shilling to each widow +was added to the loaf of bread. + +A loaf of bread is not very much. To us, sheltered in our abundant +homes, it seems as nothing. But, to many a one, toiling and starving in +this same city of London, a loaf may be almost the turning-point between +death and life. The poor existed in those days as they exist in these: +as they always will exist: therefore it was no matter of surprise that a +crowd of widow women, most of them aged, all in poverty, should gather +round the church doors when the bread was being given out, each hoping +that, of the twenty poor widows, some one might fail to appear, and the +clerk would come to the door and call out her own particular name as the +fortunate substitute. On the days when the shilling was added to the +loaf, this waiting and hoping crowd would be increased four-fold. + +Thursday was the afternoon for the distribution. And on the day we are +now writing about, the rector entered the church at the usual hour: four +o'clock. He had to make his way through an unusual number of outsiders; +for this was one of the shilling days. He knew them all personally; was +familiar with their names and homes; for the Rev. Francis Tait was a +hard-working clergyman. And hard-working clergymen were more rare in +those days than they are in these. + +Of Scottish birth, but chiefly reared in England, he had taken orders at +the usual age, and become curate in a London parish, where the work was +heavy and the stipend small. Not that the duties attached to the church +itself were onerous; but it was a parish filled with poor. Those +familiar with such parishes know what this means, when the minister is +sympathising and conscientious. For twenty years he remained a curate, +toiling in patience, cheerfully hoping. Twenty years! It seems little to +write; but to live it is a great deal; and Francis Tait, in spite of his +hopefulness, sometimes found it so. Then promotion came. The living of +this little church that you now see open was bestowed upon him. A poor +living as compared with some others; and a poor parish, speaking of the +social condition of its inhabitants. But the living seemed wealth +compared with what he had earned as a curate; and as to his flock being +chiefly composed of the poor, he had not been accustomed to anything +else. Then the Rev. Francis Tait married; and another twenty years went +by. + +He stood in the church this evening; the loaves resting on the shelf +overhead, against the door of the vestry, all near the entrance. A +flaring tallow candle stood on the small table between him and the +widows who clustered opposite. He was sixty-five years old now; a spare +man of middle height, with a clear, pale skin, an intelligent +countenance, and a thoughtful, fine grey eye. He had a pleasant word, a +kind inquiry for all, as he put the shilling into their hands; the lame +old clerk at the same time handing over the loaf of bread. + +"Are you all here to-night?" he asked, as the distribution went on. + +"No, sir," was the answer from several who spoke at once. "Betty King's +away." + +"What is the matter with her?" + +"The rheumaticks have laid hold on her, sir. She couldn't get here +nohow. She's in her bed." + +"I must go and see her," said he. "What, are you here again, Martha?" he +continued, as a little deformed woman stepped from behind the rest, +where she had been hidden. "I am glad to see you." + +"Six blessed weeks this day, and I've not been able to come!" exclaimed +the woman. "But I'm restored wonderful." + +The distribution was approaching its close, when the rector spoke to his +clerk. "Call in Eliza Turner." + +The clerk placed on the table the four or five remaining loaves, that +each woman might help herself during his absence, and went out to the +door. + +"'Liza Turner, his reverence has called for you." + +A sigh of delight from Eliza Turner, and a groan of disappointment from +those surrounding her, greeted the clerk in answer. He took no +notice--he often heard it--but turned and limped into the church again. +Eliza Turner followed; and another woman slipped in after Eliza Turner. + +"Now, Widow Booth," cried the clerk, sharply, perceiving the intrusion, +"what business have you here? You know it's again the rules." + +"I must see his reverence," murmured the woman, pressing on--a meek, +half-starved woman; and she pushed her way into the vestry, and told her +pitiful tale. + +"I'm worse off than Widow Turner," she moaned piteously, not in tones of +complaint, but of entreaty. "She has a daughter in service as helps her; +but me, I've my poor unfortunate daughter lying in my place weak with +fever, sick with hunger! Oh, sir, couldn't you give the bounty this time +to me? I've not had a bit or drop in my mouth since morning; and then it +was but a taste o' bread and a drain o' tea, that a neighbour give me +out o' charity." + +It was absolutely necessary to discountenance these personal +applications. The rector's rule was, never to give the spare bounty to +those who applied for it: otherwise the distribution might have become a +weekly scene of squabbling and confusion. He handed the shilling and +bread to Eliza Turner; and when she had followed the other women out, he +turned to the Widow Booth, who was sobbing against the wall; speaking +kindly to her. + +"You should not have come in, Mrs. Booth. You know that I do not allow +it." + +"But I'm starving, sir," was the answer. "I thought maybe as you'd +divide it between me and Widow Turner. Sixpence for her, sixpence for +me, and the loaf halved." + +"I have no power to divide the gifts: to do so would be against the +terms of the bequest. How is it you are so badly off this week? Has your +work failed?" + +"I couldn't do it, sir, with my sick one to attend to. And I've a +gathering come on my thimble finger, and that has hindered me. I took +ninepence the day before yesterday, sir, but last night it was every +farthing of it gone." + +"I will come round and see you by-and-by," said the clergyman. + +She lifted her eyes yearningly. "Oh, sir! if you could but give me +something for a morsel of bread now! I'd be grateful for a penny loaf." + +"Mrs. Booth, you know that to give here would be altogether against my +rule," he replied with unmistakable firmness. "Neither am I pleased when +any of you attempt to ask it. Go home quietly: I have said that I will +come to you by-and-by." + +The woman thanked him and went out. Had anything been needed to prove +the necessity of the rule, it would have been the eagerness with which +the crowd of women gathered round her. Not one of them had gone away. +"Had she got anything?" To reply that she _had_ something, would have +sent the whole crowd flocking in to beg in turn of the rector. + +Widow Booth shook her head. "No, no. I knowed it before. He never will. +He says he'll come round." + +They dispersed; some in one direction, some in another. The rector blew +out the candle, and he and the clerk came forth; and the church was +closed for the distribution of bread until that day week. Mr. Tait took +the keys himself to carry them home: they were kept at his house. +Formerly the clerk had carried them there; but since he had become old +and lame, Mr. Tait would not give him the trouble. + +It was a fine night overhead, but the streets were sloppy; and the +clergyman put his foot unavoidably in many a puddle. The streets through +which his road lay were imperfectly lighted. The residence apportioned +to the rector of this parish was adjoining a well-known square, +fashionable in that day. It was a very good house, with a handsome +outward appearance. If you judged by it, you would have said the living +must be worth five hundred a year at least. It was not worth anything +like that; and the parish treated their pastor liberally in according +him so good a residence. A quarter of an hour's walk from the church +brought Mr. Tait to it. + +Until recently, a gentleman had shared this house with Mr. Tait and his +family. The curate of a neighbouring parish, the Rev. John Acton, had +been glad to live with them as a friend, admitted to their society and +their table. It was a little help: and but for that, Mr. and Mrs. Tait +would scarcely have thought themselves justified in keeping two +servants, for the educational expenses of their children ran away with a +large portion of their income. But Mr. Acton had now been removed to a +distance, and they hoped to receive some one or other in his place. + +On this evening, as Mr. Tait was picking his way through the puddles, +the usual sitting-room of his house presented a cheerful appearance, +ready to receive him. It was on the ground floor, looking upon the +street, large and lofty, and bright with firelight. Two candles, not yet +lighted, stood on the table behind the tea-tray, but the glow of the +fire was sufficient for all the work that was being done in the room. + +It was no work at all: but play. A young lady was quietly whirling round +the room with a dancing step--quietly, because her feet and movements +were gentle; and the tune she was humming, and to which she kept time, +was carolled in an undertone. She was moving thus in the happy innocence +of heart and youth. A graceful girl of middle height; one whom it +gladdened the eye to look upon. Not for her beauty, for she had no very +great beauty to boast of; but it was one of those countenances that win +their own way to favour. A fair, gentle face, openly candid, with the +same earnest, honest grey eye that so pleased you in Francis Tait, and +brown hair. She was that gentleman's eldest child, and looked about +eighteen. In reality she was a year older, but her face and dress were +both youthful. She wore a violet silk frock, made with a low body and +short sleeves: girls did not keep their pretty necks and arms covered up +then. By daylight the dress would have appeared old, but it looked very +well by candle-light. + +The sound of the latch-key in the front door brought her dancing to an +end. She knew who it was--no inmate of that house possessed a latch-key +except its master--and she turned to the fire to light the candles. + +Mr. Tait came into the room, removing neither overcoat nor hat. "Have +you made tea, Jane?" + +"No, papa; it has only just struck five." + +"Then I think I'll go out again first. I have to call on one or two of +the women, and it will be all one wetting. My feet are soaked +already"--looking down at his buckled shoes and black gaiters. "You can +get my slippers warmed, Jane. But"--the thought apparently striking +him--"would your mamma care to wait?" + +"Mamma had a cup of tea half an hour ago," replied Jane. "She said it +might do her good; if she could get some sleep after it, she might be +able to come down for a little before bedtime. The tea can be made +whenever you like, papa. There's only Francis at home, and he and I +could wait until ten, if you pleased." + +"I'll go at once, then. Not until ten, Miss Jane, but until six, or +about that time. Betty King is ill, but does not live far off. And I +must step in to the Widow Booth's." + +"Papa," cried Jane as he was turning away, "I forgot to tell you. +Francis says he thinks he knows of a gentleman who would like to come +here in Mr. Acton's place." + +"Ah! who is it?" asked the rector. + +"One of the masters at the school. Here's Francis coming down. He only +went up to wash his hands." + +"It is our new mathematical master, sir," cried Francis Tait, a youth of +eighteen, who was being brought up to the Church. "I overheard him ask +Dr. Percy if he could recommend him to a comfortable house where he +might board, and make one of the family: so I told him perhaps you might +receive him here. He said he'd come down and see you." + +Mr. Tait paused. "Would he be a desirable inmate, think you, Francis? Is +he a gentleman?" + +"Quite a gentleman, I am sure," replied Francis. "And we all like what +little we have seen of him. His name's Halliburton." + +"Is he in Orders?" + +"No. He intends to be, I think." + +"Well, of course I can say nothing about it, one way or the other," +concluded Mr. Tait, as he went out. + +Jane stood before the fire in thought, her fingers unconsciously +smoothing the parting of the glossy brown hair on her well-shaped head +as she looked at it in the pier-glass. To say that she never did such a +thing in vanity would be wrong; no pretty girl ever lived but was +conscious of her good looks. Jane, however, was neither thinking of +herself nor of vanity just then. She took a very practical part in home +duties: with her mother, a practical part amidst her father's poor: and +at this moment her thoughts were running on the additional work it might +bring her, should this gentleman come to reside with them. + +"What did you say his name was, Francis?" she suddenly asked of her +brother. + +"Whose?" + +"That gentleman's. The new master at your school." + +"Halliburton. I don't know his Christian name." + +"I wonder," mused Jane aloud, "whether he will wear out his stockings as +Mr. Acton did? There was always a dreadful amount of darning to be done +to his. Is he an old guy, Francis?" + +"Isn't he!" responded Francis Tait. "Don't faint when you see some one +come in old and fat, with green rims to his spectacles. I don't say he's +_quite_ old enough to be papa's father, but----" + +"Why! he must be eighty then, at least!" uttered Jane, in dismay. "How +could you propose it to him? We should not care to have any one older +than Mr. Acton." + +"Acton! that young chicken!" contemptuously rejoined Francis. "Put him +by the side of Mr. Halliburton! Acton was barely fifty." + + +"He was forty-eight, I think," said Jane. "Oh, dear! how I should like +to have gone with Margaret and Robert this evening!" she exclaimed, +forgetting the passing topic in another. + +"They were not polite enough to invite me," said Francis. "I shall pay +the old lady out." + +Jane laughed. "You are growing too old now, Francis, to be admitted to a +young ladies' breaking-up party. Mrs. Chilham said so to mamma----" + +Jane's words were interrupted by a knock at the front door, apparently +that of a visitor. "Jane!" cried her brother, in some trepidation, "I +should not wonder if it's Mr. Halliburton! He did not say when he should +come!" + +Another minute, and one of the servants ushered a gentleman into the +room. It was not an old guy, however, as Jane saw at a glance with a +distinct feeling of relief. A tall, gentlemanlike man of five or six and +twenty, with thin aquiline features, dark eyes, and a clear, fresh +complexion. A handsome man, very prepossessing. + +"You see I have soon availed myself of your permission to call," said +he, in pleasant tones, as he took Francis Tait's hand, and glanced +towards Jane with a slight bow. + +"My sister Jane, sir," said Francis. "Jane, this is Mr. Halliburton." + +Jane for once lost her self-possession. So surprised was she--in fact +perplexed, for she did not know whether Francis was playing a trick upon +her now, or whether he had previously played it; in short, whether this +was, or was not, Mr. Halliburton--that she could only look from one to +the other. "Are you Mr. Halliburton?" she said, in her straightforward +simplicity. + +"I am Mr. Halliburton," he answered, bending to her politely. "Can I +have the pleasure of seeing Mr. Tait?" + +"Will you take a seat?" said Jane. "Papa is out, but I do not think he +will be very long." + +"Where did he go to--do you know, Jane?" cried Francis, who was +smothering a laugh. + +"To Betty King's; and to Widow Booth's. He may have been going elsewhere +also. I think he was." + +"At any rate, I'll just run there and see. Jane, you can tell Mr. +Halliburton all about it whilst I am away. Explain to him exactly how he +will be here, and how we live. And then you can decide for yourself, +sir," concluded Francis. + +To splash through the wet streets to Betty King's or elsewhere was an +expedition rather agreeable to Francis, in his eagerness; otherwise +there was no particular necessity for his going. + +"I am sorry mamma is not up," said Jane. "She suffers from occasional +sick-headaches, and they generally keep her in bed for the day. I will +give you any information in my power." + +"Your brother Francis thought--that it might not be disagreeable to Mr. +Tait to receive a stranger into his family," said Mr. Halliburton, +speaking with some hesitation. But the young lady before him looked so +lady-like, the house altogether seemed so well appointed, that he almost +doubted whether the proposal would not offend her. + +"We wish to receive some one," said Jane. "The house is sufficiently +large to do so, and papa would like it for the sake of society: as well +as that it would help in our housekeeping," she added, in her candour. +"A friend of papa's was with us--I cannot remember precisely how many +years, but he came when I was a little girl. It was the Rev. Mr. Acton. +He left us last October." + +"I feel sure that I should like it very much: and I should think myself +fortunate if Mr. Tait would admit me," spoke the visitor. + +Jane remembered the suggestion of Francis, and deemed it her duty to +speak a little to Mr. Halliburton of "how he would be there," as it had +been expressed. She might have done so without the suggestion, for she +could not be otherwise than straightforward and open. + +"We live very plainly," she observed. "A simple joint of meat one day; +cold, with a pudding, the next." + +"I should consider myself fortunate to get the pudding," replied Mr. +Halliburton, smiling. "I have been tossed about a good deal of late +years, Miss Tait, and have not come in for too much comfort. Just now I +am in very uncomfortable lodgings." + +"I dare say papa would like to have you," said Jane, frankly, with a +sort of relief. She had thought he looked one who might be fastidious. + +"I have neither father nor mother, brother nor sister," he resumed. "In +fact, I may say that I am without relatives; for almost the only one I +have has discarded me. I often think how rich those people must be who +possess close connections and a happy home," he added, turning his +bright glance upon her. + +Jane dropped her work, which she had taken up. "I don't know what I +should do without all my dear relatives," she exclaimed. + +"Are you a large family?" + +"We are six. Papa and mamma, and four children. I am the eldest, and +Margaret is the youngest; Francis and Robert are between us. It is +breaking-up night at Margaret's school, and she has gone to it with +Robert," continued Jane, never doubting but the stranger must take as +much interest in "breaking-up nights" as she did. "I was to have gone; +but mamma has been unusually ill to-day." + +"Were you disappointed?" + +Jane bent her head while she confessed the fact, as though feeling it a +confession to be ashamed of. "It would not have been kind to leave +mamma," she added, "and I dare say some other pleasure will arise soon. +Mamma is asleep now." + +"What a charming girl!" thought Mr. Halliburton to himself. "How I wish +she was my sister!" + +"Margaret is to be a governess," observed Jane, "and is being educated +for it. She has great talent for music, and also for drawing; it is not +often the two are united. Her tastes lie quite that way--anything +clever; and as papa has no money to give us, it was well to make her a +governess." + +"And you?" said Mr. Halliburton. The question might have been thought an +impertinent one by many, but he spoke it only in his deep interest, and +Jane Tait was of too ingenuous a disposition not to answer it as openly. + +"I am not to be a governess. I am to stay at home with mamma and help +her. There is plenty to do. Margaret cannot bear domestic duties, or +sewing either. Dancing excepted, I have not learnt a single +accomplishment--unless you call French an accomplishment." + +"I am sure you have been well educated!" involuntarily spoke Mr. +Halliburton. + +"Yes; in all things solid," replied Jane. "Papa has taken care of that. +He still directs my reading. I know a good bit--of--Latin"--she added, +bringing out the concluding words with hesitation, as one who repents +his sentence--"though I do not like to confess it to you." + +"Why do you not?" + +"Because I think girls who know Latin are laughed at. I did not +regularly learn it, but I used to be in the room when papa or Mr. Acton +was teaching Francis and Robert, and I picked it up unconsciously. Mr. +Acton often took Francis; he had more time on his hands than papa. +Francis is to be a clergyman." + +"Miss Jane," said a servant, entering the room, "Mrs. Tait is awake, and +wishes to see you." + +Jane left Mr. Halliburton with a word of apology, and almost immediately +after Mr. Tait came in. He was a little taken to when he saw the +stranger. His imagination had run, if not upon an "old guy" in +spectacles, certainly upon some steady, sober, middle-aged mathematical +master. Would it be well to admit this young, good-looking man to his +house. + +If Jane Tait had been candid in her revelations to Mr. Halliburton, that +gentleman, in his turn, was not less candid to her father. He, Edgar +Halliburton, was the only child of a country clergyman, the Rev. William +Halliburton, who had died when Edgar was sixteen, leaving nothing behind +him. Edgar--he had previously lost his mother--found a home with his +late mother's brother, a gentleman named Cooper, who resided in +Birmingham. Mr. Cooper was a man in extensive wholesale business, and +wished Edgar to go into his counting-house. Edgar declined. His father +had lived long enough to form his tastes: his greatest wish had been to +see him enter the Church; and the wish had become Edgar's own. Mr. +Cooper thought there was nothing in the world like business: and looked +upon that most sacred of all callings, God's ministry, only in the light +of a profession. He had carved out his own career, step by step, +attaining wealth and importance, and wished his nephew to do the same. +"Which is best, lad?" he coarsely asked: "To rule as a merchant prince, +or starve and toil as a curate? I'm not quite a merchant prince yet, but +you may be." "It was my father's wish," pleaded Edgar in answer, "and it +is my own. I cannot give it up, sir." The dispute ran high--not in +words, but in obstinacy. Edgar would not yield, and at length Mr. Cooper +discarded him. He turned him out of doors: told him that, if he must +become a parson, he might get some one else to pay his expenses at +Oxford, for he never would. Edgar Halliburton proceeded to London, and +obtained employment as an usher in a school, teaching classics and +mathematics. From that he became a private teacher, and had so earned +his living up to the present time: but he had never succeeded in getting +to college. And Mr. Tait, before they had talked together five minutes, +was charmed with his visitor, and invited him to take tea with him, +which Jane came down to make. + +"Has your uncle never softened towards you?" Mr. Tait inquired. + +"Never. I have addressed several letters to him, but they have been +returned to me." + +"He has no family, you say. You ought--in justice, you ought to inherit +some of his wealth. Has he other relatives?" + +"He has one standing to him in the same relationship as I--my Cousin +Julia. It is not likely that I shall ever inherit a shilling of it, sir. +I do not expect it." + +"Right," said Mr. Tait, nodding his head approvingly. "There's no work +so thriftless as that of waiting for legacies. Wearying, too. I was a +poor curate, Mr. Halliburton, for twenty years--indeed, so far as being +poor goes, I am not much else now--but let that pass. I had a relative +who possessed money, and who had neither kith nor kin nearer to her than +I was. For the best part of those twenty years I was giving covert +hopes to that money; and when she died, and NOTHING was left to me, I +found out how foolish and wasteful my hopes had been. I tell my children +to trust to their own honest exertions, but never to trust to other +people's money. Allow me to urge the same upon you." + +Mr. Halliburton's lips and eyes alike smiled, as he looked gratefully at +the rector, a man so much older than himself. "I never think of it," he +earnestly said. "It appears, for me, to be as thoroughly lost as though +it did not exist. I should not have mentioned it, sir, but that I +consider it right you should know all particulars respecting me; if, as +I hope, you will admit me to your home." + +"I think we should get on very well together," frankly acknowledged Mr. +Tait, forgetting the prudent ideas which had crossed his mind. + +"I am sure we should, sir," warmly replied Edgar Halliburton. And the +bargain was made. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE SHADOW BECOMES SUBSTANCE. + + +And yet it had perhaps been well that those prudent ideas had been +allowed to obtain weight. Mr. Halliburton took up his abode with the +Taits; and, the more they saw of him, the more they liked him. In which +liking Jane must be included. + +It was a possible shadow of the future, the effects the step would bring +forth, which had whispered determent to Mr. Tait: a very brief shadow, +which had crossed his mind imperfectly, and flitted away again. Where +two young and attractive beings are thrown into daily companionship, the +result too frequently is that a mutual regard arises, stronger than any +other regard can ever be in this world. This result arrived here. + +A twelvemonth passed over from the time of Mr. Halliburton's +entrance--how swiftly for him and for Jane Tait they alone could tell. +Not a word had been spoken to her by Mr. Halliburton that he might not +have spoken to her mother or her sister Margaret; not a look on Jane's +part had been given by which he could infer that he was more to her than +the rest of the world. And yet both were inwardly conscious of the +feelings of the other; and when the twelvemonth had gone by it had +seemed to them but a span, for the love they bore each other. + +One evening in December Jane stood in the dining-room waiting to make +tea just as she had so waited that former evening. For any outward +signs, you might have thought that not a single hour had elapsed since +their first introduction--that it was the same evening as of old. It was +sloppy outside, it was bright within. The candles stood on the table +unlighted, the fire blazed, the tea-tray was placed, and only Jane was +there. Mrs. Tait was upstairs with one of her frequent sick-headaches, +Margaret was with her, and the others had not come in. + +Jane stood in a reverie--her elbow resting on the mantel-piece, and the +blaze from the fire flickering on her gentle face. She was fond of these +few minutes of idleness on a winter's evening, between the twilight hour +and lighting the candles. + +The clock in the kitchen struck five. It did not arouse her: she heard +it in a mechanical sort of manner, without taking note of it. Scarcely +had the sound of the last stroke died away when there was a knock at the +front door. + +That aroused her--for she knew it. She knew the footsteps that came in +when it was answered, and a rich damask arose to her cheeks, and the +pulses of her heart went on a little quicker than they had been going +before. + +She took her elbow from the mantel-piece, and sat down quietly on a +chair. No need to look who entered. Some one, taller by far than any in +that house, came up to the fire, and bent to warm his hands over the +blaze. + +"It is a cold night, Jane. We shall have a severe frost." + +"Yes," she answered; "the water in the barrel is already freezing over." + +"How is your mamma now?" + +"Better, thank you. Margaret has gone up to help her to dress. She is +coming down to tea." + +Mr. Halliburton remained silent a minute, and then turned to Jane, his +face glowing with satisfaction. "I have had a piece of preferment +offered me to-day." + +"Have you?" she eagerly said. "What is it?" + +"Dr. Percy proposes that, from January, I shall take the Greek classes +as well as the mathematics, and he doubles my salary. Of course I shall +have to give closer attendance, but I can readily do that. My time is +not fully employed." + +"I am very glad," said Jane. + +"So am I," he answered. "Taking all my sources of income together, I +shall now be earning two hundred and eighty-three pounds a year." + +Jane laughed. "Have you been reckoning it up?" + +"Ay; I had a motive in doing so." + +His tone was peculiar, and it caused her to look at him, but her eyelids +drooped under his gaze. He drew nearer, and laid his hand gently on her +shoulder, bending down before her to speak. + +"Jane, you have not mistaken me. I feel that you have read what has been +in my heart, what have been my intentions, as surely as though I had +spoken. It is not a great income, but it is sufficient, if you can +think it so. May I speak to Mr. Tait?" + +What Jane would have contrived to answer she never knew, but at that +moment her mother's step was heard approaching. All she did was to +glance shyly up at Mr. Halliburton, and he bent his head lower and +kissed her. Then he walked rapidly to the door and opened it for Mrs. +Tait--a pale, refined, delicate-looking lady, wrapped in a shawl. These +violent headaches, from which she so frequently suffered, did not affect +her permanent health, but on the days she suffered she would be utterly +prostrated. Mr. Halliburton gave her his arm, and led her to a seat by +the fire, his voice low and tender, his manner sympathizing. "I am +already better," she said to him, "and shall be much better after tea. +Sometimes I am tempted to envy those who do not know what a +sick-headache is." + +"They may know other maladies as painful, dear Mrs. Tait." + +"Ay, indeed. None of us can expect to be free from pain of one sort or +another in this world." + +"Shall I make the tea, mamma?" asked Jane. + +"Yes, dear; I shall be glad of it, and your papa is sure to be in soon. +There he is!" she added, as the latch-key was heard in the door. "The +boys are late this evening." + +The rector came in, and, ere the evening was over, the news was broken +to him by Mr. Halliburton. He wanted Jane. + +It was the imperfect, uncertain shadow of twelve months ago become +substance. It had been a shadow of the future only, you understand--not +a shadow of evil. To Mr. Halliburton, personally, the rector had no +objection--he had learned to love, esteem, and respect him--but it is a +serious thing to give away a child. + +"The income is very small to marry upon," he observed. "It is also +uncertain." + +"Not uncertain, sir, so long as I am blessed with health and strength. +And I have no reason to fear that these will fail." + +"I thought you were bent on taking Orders." + +Mr. Halliburton's cheek slightly flushed. "It is a prospect I have +fondly cherished," he said; "but its difficulties alarm me. The cost of +the University is great; and were I to wait until I had saved sufficient +money to go to college, I should be obliged, in a great degree, to give +up my present means of living. Who would employ a tutor who must +frequently be away for weeks? I should lose my connection, and perhaps +never regain it. A good teaching connection is more easily lost than +won." + +"True," observed Mr. Tait. + +"Once in Orders, I might remain for years a poor curate. I should most +likely do so. I have neither interest nor influence. Sir, in that case +Jane and I might be obliged to wait for years: perhaps go down to our +graves waiting." + +The Rev. Francis Tait threw back his thoughts. How _he_ had waited; how +he was not able to marry until years were advancing upon him; how in +four years now he should have attained threescore years and ten--the +term allotted to the life of man--whilst his children were still growing +up around him! No! never, never would he counsel another to wait as he +had been obliged to wait. + +"I have not yet given up hope of eventually entering the Church," +continued Mr. Halliburton; "though it must be accomplished, if at all, +slowly and patiently. I think I may be able to keep one term, or perhaps +two terms yearly, without damage to my teaching. I shall try to do so; +try to find the necessary means and time. My marriage will make no +difference to that, sir." + +Many might have suggested to Edgar Halliburton that he might keep his +terms first and marry afterwards. Mr. Tait did not: possibly the idea +did not occur to him. If it occurred to Edgar Halliburton himself, he +drove it from him. It would have delayed his marriage to an indefinite +number of years; and he loved Jane too well to do that willingly. "I +shall still get much better preferment in teaching than that which I now +hold," he urged aloud to the rector. "It is not so very small to begin +upon, sir, and Jane is willing to risk it." + +"I will not part you and Jane," said Mr. Tait, warmly. "If you have made +up your minds to share life and its cares together, you shall do so. +Still, I cannot say that I think your prospects golden." + +"Prospects that appear to have no gold at all in them sometimes turn out +very brightly, sir." + +"I can give Jane nothing, you know." + +"I have never cast a thought to it, sir; have never imagined she would +have a shilling," replied Mr. Halliburton, his face flushing with +eagerness. "It is Jane herself I want; not money." + +"Beyond a twenty-pound note which I may give her to put into her purse +on her wedding morning, that she may not leave my house absolutely +penniless, she will have nothing," cried the rector, in his +straightforward manner. "Far from saving, I and her mother have been +hardly able to make both ends meet at the end of the year. I might have +saved a few pounds yearly, had I chosen to do so; but you know what this +parish is; and the reflection has always been upon me: how would my +Master look upon my putting by small sums of money, when many of those +over whom I am placed were literally starving for bread? I have given +what I could; but I have not saved for my children." + +"You have done well, sir." + +Mr. Tait sought his daughter. "Jane," he began--"Nay, child, do not +tremble so! There is no need for trembling, or for tears, either: you +have done nothing to displease me. Jane, I like Edgar Halliburton; I +like him much. There is no one to whom I would rather give you. But I do +not like his prospects. Teaching is very precarious." + +Jane raised her timid eyes. "Precarious for _him_, papa? For one learned +and clever as he!" + +"It is badly paid. See how he toils--and he will have to toil more when +the new year comes in--and only to earn two or three hundred a year!--in +round numbers." + +Tears gathered in Jane's eyes. Toil as he did, badly paid as he might +be, she would rather have him than any other in the world, though that +other might have revelled in thousands. The rector read somewhat of this +in her downcast face. + +"My dear, the consideration lies with you. If you choose to venture upon +it, you shall have my consent, and I know you will have your mother's, +for she thinks Edgar Halliburton has not his equal in the world. But it +may bring you many troubles." + +"Papa, I am not afraid. If troubles come, they--you--told us only last +night----" + +"What, child?" + +"That troubles, regarded rightly, only lead us nearer to God," whispered +Jane, simply and timidly. + +"Right, child. And trouble must come before that great truth can be +realized. Consider the question well, Jane--whether it may not be better +to wait--and give your answer to-morrow. I shall tell Mr. Halliburton +not to ask for it to-night. As you decide, so shall it be." + +Need you be told what Jane's decision was? Two hundred and eighty-three +pounds a year seems a large sum to an inexperienced girl; quite +sufficient to purchase everything that might be wanted for a fireside. + +And so she became Jane Halliburton. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE REV. FRANCIS TAIT. + + +A hot afternoon in July. Jane Halliburton was in the drawing-room with +her mother, both sewing busily. It was a large room, with three windows, +more pleasant than the dining-room beneath, and they were fond of +sitting in it in summer. Jane had been married some three or four months +now, but looked the same young, simple, placid girl that she ever did; +and, but for the wedding-ring upon her finger, no stranger would have +supposed her to be a wife. + +An excellent arrangement had been arrived at--that she and her husband +should remain inmates of Mr. Tait's house; at any rate, for the +present. When plans were being discussed, before making the necessary +arrangements for the marriage, and Mr. Halliburton was spending all his +superfluous minutes hunting for a suitable house near to the old home, +and not too dear, Francis Tait had given utterance to a remark--"I +wonder who we shall get here in Mr. Halliburton's place, if papa takes +any one else?" and Margaret, looking up from her drawing, had added, +"Why can't Mr. Halliburton and Jane stay on with us? It would be so much +pleasanter." + +It was the first time the idea had been presented in any shape to the +rector, and it seemed to go straight to his wishes. He put down a book +he was reading, and spoke impulsively. "It would be the best thing; the +very best thing! Would you like it, Halliburton?" + +"I should, sir; very much. But it is Jane who must be consulted, not +me." + +Jane, her pretty cheeks covered with blushes, looked up and said she +should like it also; she _had_ thought of it, but had not liked to +mention it, either to her mother or to Mr. Halliburton. "I have been +quite troubled to think what mamma and the house will do without me," +she added, ingenuously. + +"Let Jane alone for thinking and planning, when difficulties are in the +way," laughed Margaret. "My opinion is that we shall never get another +pudding, or papa have his black silk Sunday hose darned, if Jane goes +from us." + +Mrs. Tait burst into tears. Like Margaret she was a bad manager, and had +mourned over Jane's departure, secretly believing she should be half +worried to death. "Oh! Jane, dear, say you'll remain!" she cried. "It +will be such a relief to me! Margaret's of no earthly use, and +everything will fall on my shoulders. Edgar, I hope you will remain with +us! It will be pleasant for all. You know the house is sufficiently +large." + +And remain they did. The wedding took place at Easter, and Mr. +Halliburton took Jane all the way to Dover to see the sea--a long way in +those days--and kept her there for a week. And then they came back +again, Jane to her old home duties, just as though she were Jane Tait +still, and Mr. Halliburton to his teaching. + +It was July now and hot weather; and Mrs. Tait and Jane were sewing in +the drawing-room. They were working for Margaret. Mr. Halliburton, +through some of his teaching connections, had obtained an excellent +situation for Margaret in a first-rate school. Margaret was to enter as +resident pupil, and receive every advantage towards the completion of +her own education; in return for which she was to teach the younger +pupils music, and pay ten pounds a year. Such an arrangement was almost +unknown then, though it has been common enough since, and Mr. and Mrs. +Tait thought of it very highly. Margaret Tait was only sixteen; but, as +if in contrast to Jane, who looked younger than her actual years, +Margaret looked older. In appearance, in manners, and also in +advancement, Margaret might have been eighteen. + +She was to enter the school, which was near Harrow, in another week, at +the termination of the holidays, and Mrs. Tait and Jane had their hands +full, getting her things ready. + +"Was this slip measured, mamma?" Jane suddenly asked, after attentively +regarding the work she had on her knee. + +"I think so," replied Mrs. Tait. "Why?" + +"It looks too short for Margaret. At least it will be too short when I +have finished this fourth tuck. It must have been measured, though, for +here are the pins in it. Perhaps Margaret measured it herself." + +"Then of course it must be measured again. There's no trusting to +anything Margaret does in the shape of work. And yet, how clever she is +at music and drawing--in fact at all her studies!" added Mrs. Tait. "It +is well, Jane, that we are not all gifted alike." + +"I think it is," acquiesced Jane. "I will go up to Margaret's room for +one of her slips, and measure this." + +"You need not do that," said Mrs. Tait. "There's an old slip of hers +amongst the work on the sofa." + +Jane found the slip, and measured the one in her hand by it. "Yes, +mamma! It is just the length without the tuck. Then I must take out what +I have done of it. It is very little." + +"Come hither, Jane. Your eyes are younger than mine. Is not that your +papa coming towards us from the far end of the square?" + +Jane approached the window nearest to her, not the one at which Mrs. +Tait was sitting. "Oh, yes, that's papa. You might tell him by his +dress, if by nothing else, mamma." + +"I could tell him by himself, if I could see," said Mrs. Tait, quaintly. +"I don't know how it is, Jane, but my sight grows very imperfect for a +distance." + +"Never mind that, mamma, so that you can continue to see well to work +and read," said Jane cheerily. "How fast papa is walking!" + +Very fast for the Rev. Francis Tait, who was not in general a quick +walker. He entered his house, and came up to the drawing-room. He had +not been well for the last few days, and threw himself into a chair, +wearily. + +"Jane, is there any of that beef-tea left, that was made for me +yesterday?" + +"Yes, papa," she said, springing up that she might get it for him. "I +will bring it to you immediately." + +"Stay, stay, child, not so fast," he interrupted. "It is not for myself. +I can do without it. I have been pained by a sad sight," he added, +looking at his wife. "There's that daughter of the Widow Booth's come +home again. I called in upon them and there she was, lying on a +mattress, dying from famine, as I verily believe. She returned last +night in a dreadful state of exhaustion, the mother says, and has had +nothing within her lips since but cold water. They tried her with solid +food, but she could not swallow it. That beef-tea will just do for her. +Have it warmed, Jane." + +"She is a sinful, ill-doing girl, Francis," remarked Mrs. Tait, "and +does not really deserve compassion." + +"All the more reason, wife, that she should be rescued from death," said +the rector, almost sternly. "The good may dare to die: the evil may not. +Don't waste time, Jane. Put it into a bottle, warm, and I'll carry it +round." + +"Is there nothing else we can send her, papa, that may do for her +equally well?" asked Jane. "A little wine, perhaps? There is very little +of the beef-tea left, and it ought to be kept for you." + +"Never mind; I wish to take it to her," said the rector. "A little wine +afterwards may do her good." + +Jane hastened to the kitchen, disturbing a servant who was doing +something over the fire. "Susan, papa wants the remainder of the +beef-tea warmed. Will you make haste and do it, whilst I search for a +bottle to put it into? It is to be taken round to Charity Booth." + +"What! is _she_ back again?" exclaimed the servant, slightingly, which +betrayed that her estimation of Charity Booth was no higher than was +that of her mistress. "It's just like the master," she continued, +proceeding to do what was required of her. "It's not often that +anything's made for himself; but if it is, he never gets the benefit of +it; he's sure to drop across somebody that he fancies wants it worse +than he does. It's not right, Miss Jane." + + +Jane was searching a cupboard, and brought forth a clean green bottle, +which held about half-a-pint. "This will be quite large enough, I +think." + +"I should think it would!" grumbled Susan, who could not be brought to +look upon the giving away of her master's own peculiar property as +anything but a personal grievance. "There's barely a gill of it left, +and he ought to have had it himself, Miss Jane." + +"Susan," she said, turning her bright face laughingly towards the woman, +"it is a good thing that you went to church and saw me married, or I +might think you meant to reflect upon me. How can I be 'Miss Jane,' +with this ring on?" + +"It's of no good my trying to remember it, ma'am. All the parish knows +you are Mrs. Halliburton, fast enough; but it don't come ready to me." + +Jane laughed pleasantly. "Where is Mary?" she asked. + +"In the back room, going on with some of Miss Margaret's things. It's +cooler, sitting there, than in this hot kitchen." + +Jane carried the little bottle of beef-tea to her father, and gave it +into his hand. He looked very pale, and rose from his chair slowly. + +"Oh, papa, you do not seem well!" she involuntarily exclaimed. "Let me +run and beat you up an egg. I will not be a minute." + +"I can't wait, child. And I question if I could eat it, were it ready +before me. I do not feel well, as you say." + +"You ought to have taken this beef-tea yourself, papa. It was made for +_you_." + +Jane could not help laying a stress upon the word. Mr. Tait placed his +hand gently upon her smoothly parted hair. "Jane, child, had I thought +of myself before others throughout life, how should I have been +following my Master's precepts?" + +She ran down the stairs before him, opening the front door for him to +pass through, that even that little exertion should be spared him. A +loving, dutiful daughter was Jane; and it is probable that the thought +of her worth especially crossed the mind of the rector at that moment. +"God bless you, my child!" he aspirated, as he passed her. + +Jane watched him across the square. Their house, though not actually in +the square, commanded a view of it. Then she returned upstairs to her +mother. "Papa thinks he will not lose time," she observed. "He is +walking fast." + +"I should call it running," responded Mrs. Tait, who had seen the speed +from the window. "But, my dear, he'll do no good with that badly +conducted Charity Booth." + +About an hour passed away, and it was drawing towards dinner-time. Jane +and Mrs. Tait were busy as ever, when Mr. Halliburton's well-known knock +was heard. + +"Edgar is home early this morning!" Jane exclaimed. + +He came springing up the stairs, two at a time, in great haste, opened +the drawing-room door, and just put in his head. Mrs. Tait, sitting with +her back to the door and her face to the window, did not turn round, and +consequently did not see him. Jane did; and was startled. Every vestige +of colour had forsaken his face. + +"Oh, Edgar! You are ill!" + +"Ill! Not I," affecting to speak gaily. "I want you for a minute, Jane." + +Mrs. Tait had looked round at Jane's exclamation, but Mr. Halliburton's +face was then withdrawn. He was standing outside the door when Jane +went out. He did not speak; but took her hand in silence and drew her +into the back room, which was their own bedroom, and closed the door. +Jane's face had grown as white as his. + +"My darling, I did not mean to alarm you," he said, holding her to him. +"I thought you had a brave heart, Jane. I thought that if I had a little +unpleasant news to impart it would be best to tell _you_, that you may +help me break it to the rest." + +Jane's heart was not feeling very brave. "What is it?" she asked, +scarcely able to speak the words from her ghastly lips. + +"Jane," he said, tenderly and gravely, "before I say any more, you must +strive for calmness." + +"It is not about yourself! You are not ill?" + +The question seemed superfluous. Mr. Halliburton was evidently not ill; +but he was agitated. Jane was frightened and perplexed: not a glimpse of +the real truth crossed her. "Tell me what it is at once, Edgar," she +said, in a calmer tone. "I can bear certainty better than suspense." + +"Why, yes, I think you are becoming brave already," he answered, looking +straight into her eyes and smiling--which was intended to reassure her. +"I must have my wife show herself a woman to-day; not a child. See what +a bungler I am! I thought to tell you all quietly and smoothly, without +alarming you; and see what I have done!--startled you to terror." + +Jane smiled faintly. She knew all this was only the precursor of tidings +that must be very ill and grievous. By a great effort she schooled +herself to calmness. Mr. Halliburton continued: + +"One, whom you and I love very much, has--has--met with an accident, +Jane." + +Her fears went straight to the right quarter at once. With that one +exception by her side, there was no one she loved as she loved her +father. + +"Papa?" + +"Yes. We must break it to Mrs. Tait." + +Her heart beat wildly against his hand, and the livid hue was once more +overspreading her face. But she strove urgently for calmness: he +whispered to her of its necessity for her own sake. + +"Edgar! is it death?" + +It was death; but he would not tell her so yet. He plunged into the +attendant details. + +"He was hastening along with a small bottle in his hand, Jane. It +contained something good for one of the sick poor, I am sure, for he was +in their neighbourhood. Suddenly he was observed to fall; and the +spectators raised him and took him to a doctor's. That doctor, +unfortunately, was not at home, and they took him to another, so that +time was lost. He was quite unconscious." + +"But you do not tell me!" she wailed. "Is he dead?" + +Mr. Halliburton asked himself a question--What good would be done by +delaying the truth? He thought he had performed his task very badly. +"Jane, Jane!" he whispered, "I can only hope to help you to bear it +better than I have broken it to you." + +She could not shed tears in that first awful moment: physically and +mentally she leaned on him for support. "_How_ can we tell my mother?" + +It was necessary that Mrs. Tait should be told, and without delay. Even +then the body was being conveyed to the house. By a curious coincidence, +Mr. Halliburton had been passing the last doctor's surgery at the very +moment the crowd was round its doors. Unusual business had called him +there; or it was a street he did not enter once in a year. "The parson +has fallen down in a fit," said some of them, recognizing and arresting +him. + +"The parson!" he repeated. "What! Mr. Tait?" + +"Sure enough," said they. And Mr. Halliburton pressed into the surgeon's +house just as the examination was over. + +"The heart, no doubt, sir," said the doctor to him. + +"He surely is not dead?" + +"Quite dead. He must have died instantaneously." + +The news had been wafted to the mob outside, and they were already +taking a shutter from its hinges. "I will go on first and prepare the +family," said Mr. Halliburton to them. "Give me a quarter of an hour's +start, and then come on." + +So that he had only a quarter of an hour for it all. His thoughts +naturally turned to his wife: not simply to spare her alarm and pain, so +far as he might, but he believed her, young as she was, to possess more +calmness and self-control than Mrs. Tait. As he sped to the house he +rehearsed his task; and might have accomplished it better but for his +tell-tale face. "Jane," he whispered, "let this be your consolation +ever: he was ready to go." + +"Oh yes!" she answered, bursting into a storm of most distressing tears. +"If any one here was ever fit for heaven, it was my dear father." + +"Hark!" exclaimed Mr. Halliburton. + +Some noise had arisen downstairs--a sound of voices speaking in +undertones. There could be no doubt that people had come to the house +with the news, and were imparting it to the two trembling servants. + +"There's not a moment to be lost, Jane." + +How Jane dried her eyes and suppressed all temporary sign of grief and +emotion, she could not tell. A sense of duty was strong within her, and +she knew that the most imperative duty of the present moment was the +support and solace of her mother. She and her husband entered the +drawing-room together, and Mrs. Tait turned with a smile to Mr. +Halliburton. + +"What secrets have you and Jane been talking together?" Then, catching +sight of Jane's white and quivering lips, she broke into a cry of agony. +"Jane! what has happened? What have you both come to tell me?" + +The tears poured from Jane's fair young face as she clasped her mother +fondly to her, tenderly whispering: "Dearest mamma, you must lean upon +us now! We will all love you and take care of you as we have never yet +done." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +NEW PLANS. + + +The post-mortem examination established beyond doubt the fact that the +Rev. Francis Tait's death was caused by heart disease. In the earlier +period of his life it had been suspected that he was subject to it, but +of late years unfavourable symptoms had not shown themselves. + +With him died of course almost all his means; and his family, if not +left utterly destitute, had little to boast in the way of wealth. Mrs. +Tait enjoyed, and had for some time enjoyed, an annuity of fifty pounds +a year; but it would cease at her death, whenever that event should take +place. What was she to do with her children? Many a bereaved widow, far +worse off than Mrs. Tait, has to ask the same perplexing question every +day. Mrs. Tait's children were partially off her hands. Jane had her +husband; Francis was earning his own living as an under-master in a +school; with Margaret ten pounds a year must be paid; and there was +still Robert. + +The death had occurred in July. By October they must be away from the +house. "You will be at no loss for a home, Mrs. Tait," Mr. Halliburton +took an opportunity of kindly saying to her. "You must allow me and Jane +to welcome you to ours." + +"Yes, Edgar," was Mrs. Tait's unhesitating reply; "it will be the best +plan. The furniture in this house will do for yours, and you shall have +it, and you must take me and my small means into it--an incumbrance to +you. I have pondered it all over, and I do not see anything else that +can be done." + +"I have no right whatever to your furniture," he replied, "and Jane has +no more right to it than have your other children. The furniture shall +be put into my house if you please; but you must either allow me to pay +you for it, or it shall remain your own, to be removed again at any time +you may please." + +A house was looked for and taken. The furniture was valued, and Mr. +Halliburton bought it--a fourth part of the sum Mrs. Tait positively +refusing to take, for she declared that so much belonged to Jane. Then +they quitted the old house of many years, and moved into the new one: +Mr. and Mrs. Halliburton, Mrs. Tait, Robert, and the two servants. + +"Will it be prudent for you, my dear, to retain both the servants?" Mrs. +Tait asked of her daughter. + +Jane blushed vividly. "We could do with one at present, mamma; but the +time will be coming that I shall require two. And Susan and Mary are +both so good that I do not care to part with them. You are used to them, +too." + +"Ah, child! I know that in all your plans and schemes you and Edgar +think first of my comfort. Do you know what I was thinking of last night +as I lay in bed?" + +"What, mamma?" + +"When Mr. Halliburton first spoke of wanting you, I and your poor papa +felt inclined to hesitate, thinking you might have made a better match. +But, my dear, I was wondering last night what we should have done in +this crisis but for him." + +"Yes," said Jane, gently. "Things that appear untoward at the time +frequently turn out afterwards to have been the very best that could +have happened. God directs all things, you know, mamma." + +A contention arose respecting Robert, some weeks after they had been in +their new house--or it may be better to call it a discussion. Robert had +never taken very kindly to what he called book-learning. Mr. Tait's wish +had been that both his sons should enter the Church. Robert had never +openly opposed this wish, and for the calling itself he had a liking; +but particularly disliked the study and application necessary to fit him +for it. Silent while his father lived, he was so no longer; but took +every opportunity of urging the point upon his mother. He was still +attending Dr. Percy's school daily. + +"You know, mother," dropping down one day in a chair, close to his +mother and Jane, and catching up one leg to nurse--rather a favourite +action of his--"I shall never earn salt at it." + +"Salt at what, Robert?" asked Mrs. Tait. + +"Why, at these rubbishing classics. _I_ shall never make a tutor, as Mr. +Halliburton and Francis do; and what on earth's to become of me? As to +any chance of my being a parson, of course that's over: where's the +money to come from?" + +"What _is_ to become of you, then?" cried Mrs. Tait. "I'm sure I don't +know." + +"Besides," went on Robert, lowering his voice, and calling up the most +effectual argument he could think of, "I ought to be doing something +for myself. I am living here upon Mr. Halliburton." + +"He is delighted to have you, Robert," interrupted Jane, quickly. "Mamma +pays----" + +"Be quiet, Mrs. Jane! What sort of a wife do you call yourself, pray, to +go against your husband's interests in that manner? I heard you +preaching up to the charity children the other day about its being +sinful to waste time." + +"Well?" said Jane. + +"Well! what's waste of time for other people is not waste of time for +me, I suppose?" went on Robert. + +"You are not wasting your time, Robert." + +"I am. And if you had the sense people give you credit for, Madam Jane, +you'd see it. I shall never, I say, earn my salt at teaching; and--just +tell me yourself whether there seems any chance now that I shall enter +the Church." + +"At present I do not see that there is," confessed Jane. + +"There! Then is it waste of time, or not, my continuing to study for a +career which I can never enter upon?" + +"But what else can you do, Robert?" interposed Mrs. Tait. "You cannot +idle your time away at home, or be running about the streets all day." + +"No," said Robert, "better stop at school for ever than do that. I want +to see the world, mother." + +"You--want--to--see--the--world!" echoed Mrs. Tait, bringing out the +words slowly in her astonishment, whilst Jane looked up from her work, +and fixed her eyes upon her brother. + +"It's only natural that I should," said Robert, with equanimity. "I have +an invitation to go down into Yorkshire." + +"What to do?" cried Mrs. Tait. + +"Oh, lots of things. They keep hunters, and----" + +"Why, you were never on horseback in your life, Robert," laughed Jane. +"You would come back with your neck broken." + +"I do wish you'd be quiet, Jane!" returned Robert, reddening. "I am +talking to mamma, not to you. Winchcombe has invited me to spend the +Christmas holidays with him down at his father's place in Yorkshire. +And, mother, I want to go; and I want you to promise that I shall not +return to school when the holidays are over. I will do anything else +that you choose to put me to. I'll learn to be a man of business, or +I'll go into an office, or I'd be apprenticed to a doctor--anything you +like, rather than stop at these everlasting school-books. I am _sick_ of +them." + +"Robert, you take my breath away!" uttered Mrs. Tait. "I have no +interest anywhere. I could not get you into any of these places." + +"I dare say Mr. Halliburton could. He knows lots of people. Jane, you +talk to him: he'll do anything for you." + +There ensued, I say, much discussion about + +Robert. But it is not with Robert Tait that our story has to do; and +only a few words need be given to him here and there. It appeared to +them all that it would be inexpedient for him to continue at school; +both with regard to his own wishes and to his prospects. He was allowed +to pay the visit with his schoolfellow, and (as he came back with neck +unbroken) Mr. Halliburton succeeded in placing him in a large wholesale +warehouse. Robert appeared to like it very much at first, and always +came home to spend Sunday with them. + +"He may rise in time to be one of the first mercantile men in London," +observed Mr. Halliburton to his wife; "one of our merchant-princes, as +my uncle used to say by me, if only----" + + +"If what? Why do you hesitate?" she asked. + +"If he will only persevere, I was going to say. But, Jane, I fear +perseverance is a quality that Robert does not possess." + +Of course all that had to be proved. It lay in the future. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MARGARET. + + +From two to three years passed away, and the Midsummer holidays were +approaching. Margaret was expected as usual for them, and Jane, +delighted to receive her, went about her glad preparations. Margaret +would not return to the school, in which she had been a paid teacher for +the last year; but was to enter a family as governess. For one +efficient, well-educated, accomplished governess to be met with in those +days, scores may be counted now--or who profess to be so; and Margaret +Tait, though barely nineteen, anticipated a salary of seventy or eighty +guineas a year. + +A warm, bright day in June, that on which Mr. Halliburton went to +receive Margaret. The coach brought her to its resting-place, the "Bull +and Mouth," in St. Martin's-le-Grand, and Mr. Halliburton reached the +inn as St. Paul's clock was striking midday. One minute more, and the +coach drove in. + +There she was, inside; a tall, fine girl, with a handsome face: a face +full of resolution and energy. Margaret Tait had her good qualities, and +she had also her faults: a great one, speaking of the latter, was +self-will. She opened the door herself and leaped out before any one +could help her, all joy and delight. + +"And what about your boxes, Margaret?" questioned Mr. Halliburton, after +a few words of greeting. "Have they come this time or not?" + +Margaret laughed. "Yes, they really have. I have not lost them on the +road, as I did at Christmas. You will never forget to tell me of that, I +am sure! But it was more the guard's fault than mine." + +A few minutes, and Mr. Halliburton, Margaret, and the boxes were +lumbering along in one of the old glass coaches. + +"And now tell me about every one," said Margaret. "How is dear mamma?" + +"She is quite well. We are all well. Jane's famous." + +"And my precious little Willy?" + +"Oh," said Mr. Halliburton, quaintly, "he is a great deal too +troublesome for anything to be the matter with him. I tell Jane she will +have to begin the whipping system soon." + +"And much Jane will attend to you! Is it a pretty baby?" + +Mr. Halliburton raised his eyebrows. "Jane thinks so. I wonder she has +not had its likeness taken." + +"Is it christened?" continued Margaret. + +"It is baptized. Jane would not have the christening until you were at +home." + +"And its name?" + +"Jane." + +"What a shame! Jane promised me it should be Margaret. Why did she +decide upon her own name?" + +"I decided upon it," said Mr. Halliburton. "Yours can wait until the +next, Margaret." + +Margaret laughed. "And how are you getting on?" + +"Very well. I have every hour of the day occupied." + +"I don't think you are looking well," rejoined Margaret. "You look thin +and fagged." + +"I am always thin, and mine is a fagging profession. Sometimes I feel +terribly weary. But I am pretty well upon the whole, Margaret." + +"Will Francis be at home these holidays?" + +"No. He passes them at a gentleman's house in Norfolk--tutor to his +sons. Francis is thoroughly industrious and persevering." + +"A contrast to poor Robert, I suppose?" + +"Well--yes; in that sense." + +"There has been some trouble about Robert, has there not?" asked +Margaret, her tone becoming grave. "Did he not get discharged?" + +"He received notice of discharge. But I saw the principals and begged +him on again. I would not talk about it to him if I were you, Margaret. +He is sensitive upon the point. Robert's intentions are good, but his +disposition is fickle. He has grown tired of his work and idles his time +away; no house of business will put up with that." + +The coach arrived at Mr. Halliburton's. Margaret rushed out of it, +giving no one time to assist her, as she had done out of the other coach +at the "Bull and Mouth." There was a great deal of impetuosity in +Margaret Tait's character. She was quite a contrast to Jane--as she had +just remarked there was a contrast between Francis and Robert upon +other points--to sensible, lady-like, self-possessed Jane, who came +forward so calmly to greet her, a glad depth of affection in her quiet +eyes. + +A boisterous embrace to her mother, a boisterous embrace to Jane, all in +haste, and then Margaret caught up a little gentleman of some two years +old, or more, who was standing holding on to Jane's dress, his great +grey eyes, honest, loving, intelligent as were his mother's, cast up in +a broad stare at Margaret. + +"You naughty Willy! Have you forgotten Aunt Margaret? Oh, you darling +child! Who's this?" + +She carried the boy up to the end of the room, where stood their old +servant Mary, nursing an infant of two months old. The baby had great +grey eyes also, and they likewise were bent on noisy Margaret. "Oh, +Willy, she is prettier than you! I won't nurse you any more. Mary, I'll +shake hands with you presently. I must take that enchanting baby first." + +Dropping discarded Willy upon the ground, snatching the baby from Mary's +arms, Margaret kissed its pretty face until she made it cry. Jane came +to the rescue. + +"You don't understand babies, Margaret. Let Mary take her again. Come +upstairs to your room, and make yourself ready for dinner. I think you +must be hungry." + +"So hungry that I shall frighten you. Of course, with the thought of +coming home, I could not touch breakfast. I hope you have something +especially nice!" + +"Your favourite dinner," said Jane, smiling. "Loin of veal and +broccoli." + +"How thoughtful you are, Jane!" Margaret could not help exclaiming. + +"Margaret, my dear," called out her mother, as she was leaving the room +with Jane. + +Margaret looked back. "What, mamma?" + +"I hope you will not continue to go on with these children as you have +begun; otherwise we shall have a quiet house turned into a noisy one." + +"Is it a quiet house?" said Margaret, laughing. + +"As if any house would not be quiet, regulated by Jane!" replied Mrs. +Tait. And Margaret, laughing still, followed her sister. + +It is curious to remark how differently things sometimes turn out from +what we intended. Had any one asked Mrs. Tait, the day that Margaret +came home, what Margaret's future career was to be, she had wondered at +the question. "A governess, certainly," would have been her answer; and +she would have thought that no power, humanly speaking, could prevent +it. And yet, Margaret Tait, as it proved, never did become a governess. + +The holidays were drawing to an end, and a very desirable situation, as +was believed, had been found for Margaret by Mr. Halliburton, the +negotiations for which were nearly completed. Mr. Halliburton gave +private lessons in sundry well-connected families, and thus enabled to +hear where ladies were required as governesses, he had recommended +Margaret. The recommendation was favourably received, and a day was +appointed for Margaret to make a personal visit at the town house of the +people in question, when she would most probably be engaged. + +On the previous evening at twilight Mr. Halliburton came home from one +of his numerous engagements. Jane was alone. Mrs. Tait, not very well, +had retired to rest early, and Margaret was out with Robert. In this, a +leisure season of the year, Robert had most of his evenings to himself, +after eight o'clock. He generally came home, and he and Margaret would +go out together. Mr. Halliburton sat down at one of the windows in +silence. + +Jane went up to him, laying her hand affectionately on his shoulder. +"You are very tired, Edgar?" + +He did not reply: only drew her hand between his, and kept it there. + +"You shall have supper at once," said Jane, glancing at the tray which +stood ready on the table. "I am sure you must want it. And it is not +right to indulge Margaret every night by waiting for her." + +"Scarcely, when she does not come in until ten or half-past," said Mr. +Halliburton. "Jane," he added confidentially, "do you think it well that +Margaret should be out so frequently in an evening?" + +"She is with Robert." + +"She may not always be with Robert alone." + +Jane felt her face flush. She knew her husband; knew that he was not one +to speak unless he had some reason for doing so. "Edgar! why do you say +this? Do you know anything? Have you seen Margaret?" + +"I saw her a quarter of an hour ago----" + +"With Robert?" interrupted Jane, more impulsively than she was in the +habit of speaking. + +"Robert was by her side. But she was walking arm in arm with Mr. +Murray." + +Jane did not much like the information. This Mr. Murray was in the same +house as Robert, holding a better position. Robert had occasionally +brought him home, and he had taken tea with them. Mrs. Halliburton felt +surprised at Margaret: it appeared, to her well-regulated mind, very +like a clandestine proceeding. What would she have said, or thought, had +she known that Margaret and Mr. Murray were in the habit of thus walking +together constantly? Robert's being with them afforded no sufficient +excuse. + +Later they saw Margaret coming home with Robert alone. He left her at +the door as usual, and then hastened away to his own home. Jane said +nothing then, but she went to Margaret's room that evening. + +"Oh, Edgar has been bringing home tales, has he?" was Margaret's answer, +when the ice was broken; and her defiant tone brought Jane hardly knew +what of dismay to her ear. "I saw him staring at us." + +"Margaret!" gasped Jane, "what can have come to you? You are completely +changed; you--you seem to speak no longer as a lady." + +"Then why do you provoke me, Jane? Is it high treason to take a +gentleman's arm, my brother being with me?" + +"It is not right to do it in secret, Margaret. If you go out ostensibly +to walk with Robert----" + +"Jane, I will not listen," Margaret said, with flashing eyes. "Because +you are Mrs. Halliburton, you assume a right to lecture me. I have +committed no grievous wrong. When I do commit it, you may take your turn +then." + +"Oh, Margaret! why will you misjudge me?" asked Jane, her voice full of +pain. "I speak to you in love, not in anger; I would not speak at all +but for your good. If the Chevasneys were to hear of this, they might +think you an unsuitable mistress for their children." + +"Compose yourself," said Margaret, scoffingly. Never had she shown such +a temper, so undesirable a disposition, as on this night; and Jane might +well look at her in amazement, and hint that she was "changed." "I shall +be found sufficiently suitable by the Chevasney family--when I consent +to enter it." + +Her tone was strangely significant, and Jane Halliburton's heart beat. +"What do you imply, Margaret?" she inquired. "You appear to have some +peculiar meaning." + +Margaret, who had been standing before the glass all this time twisting +her hair round her fingers, turned and looked her sister full in the +face. "Jane, I'll tell you, if you will undertake to make things +straight for me with mamma. I am not going to the Chevasneys--or +anywhere else--as governess." + +"Yes,"--said Jane faintly, for she had a presentiment of what was +coming. + +"I am going to be married instead." + +"Oh, Margaret!" + +"There is nothing to groan about," retorted Margaret. "Mr. Murray is +coming to speak to mamma to-morrow, and if any of you have anything to +say against him, you can say it to his face. He is a very respectable +man, and has a good income; where's the objection to him?" + +Jane could not say. Personally, she did not very much like Mr. Murray; +and certain fond visions had pictured a higher destiny for handsome, +accomplished Margaret. "I hope and trust you will be happy, if you do +marry him, Margaret!" was all she said. + +"I hope I shall. I must take my chance of that, as others do. Jane, I +beg your pardon for my crossness, but you put me out of temper." + +As others do. Ay! it was all a lottery. And Margaret Tait entered upon +her hastily-chosen married life, knowing that it was so. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +IN SAVILE-ROW. + + +Several years went on; and years rarely go on without bringing changes +with them. Jane had now four children. William, the eldest, was close +upon thirteen; Edgar, the youngest, going on for nine; Jane and Frank +were between them. Mrs. Tait was dead: and Francis Tait was the Reverend +Francis Tait. By dint of hard work and perseverance, he had succeeded in +qualifying for Orders, and was half starving upon a London curacy, as +his father had done for so many years before him. In saying "half +starving," I don't mean that he had not bread and cheese to eat; but +when a clergyman's stipend is under a hundred a year, the expression +"half starving" is justifiable. He hungers after many things that he is +unable to obtain, and he cannot maintain his position as a gentleman. +Francis Tait hungered. Over one want, especially, he hungered with an +intensely ravenous hunger; and that was, the gratification of his taste +for literature. The books he coveted to read were expensive; +impossibilities to him; he could not purchase them, and libraries were +then scarce. Had Francis Tait not been gifted with very great +conscientiousness, he would have joined teaching with his ministry. But +the wants of his parish required all his time; and he had inherited that +large share of the monitor, conscience, from his father. "I suppose I +shall have a living some time," he would think to himself: "when I am +growing an old man, probably, as he was when he gained his." + +So the Reverend Francis Tait plodded on at his curacy, and was content +to await that remote day when fortune should drop from the skies. + +Where was Margaret? Margaret had bidden adieu to old England for ever. +Her husband, who had not been promoted in his house of business as +rapidly as he thought he ought to have been, had thrown up his +situation, home and home ties, and gone out to the woods of Canada to +become a settler. Did Margaret repent her hasty marriage then? Did she +find that her finished education, her peculiar tastes and habits, so +unfitted for domestic life, were all lost in those wild woods? Music, +drawing, languages, literature, of what use were _they_ to her now? She +might educate her own children, indeed, as they grew up: the only chance +of education it appeared likely they would have. That Margaret found +herself in a peculiarly uncongenial atmosphere, there could be no doubt; +but, like a brave woman as she proved herself, not a hint of it, in +writing home, ever escaped her, not a shadow of complaint could be +gathered there. It was not often that she wrote, and her letters grew +more rare as the years went on. Robert had accompanied them, and he +boasted that he liked the life much; a thousand times better than that +of the musty old warehouse. + +Mr. Halliburton's teaching was excellent--his income good. He was now +one of the professors at King's College; but had not yet succeeded in +carrying out his dream--that of getting to Oxford or Cambridge. Edgar +Halliburton had begun at the wrong end of the ladder: he should have +gone to college first and married afterwards. He married first: and to +college he never went. A man of moderate means, with a home to keep, a +wife, children, servants, to provide for, has enough to do with his +money and time, without spending them at college. He had quite given up +the idea now; and perhaps had grown not to regret it very keenly: his +home was one of refinement, comfort, and thorough happiness. + +But about this period, or indeed some time prior to it, Mr. Halliburton +had reason to believe that he was overtaxing his strength. For a long, +long while, almost ever since he had been in London, he was aware that +he had not felt thoroughly well. Hot weather affected him and rendered +him languid; the chills of winter gave him a cough; the keen winds of +spring attacked his chest. He would throw off his ailments bravely and +go on again, not heeding them or thinking that they might ever become +serious. Perhaps he never gave a thought to that until one evening when, +upon coming in after a hard day's toil, he sat down in his chair and +quietly fainted away. + + +Jane and one of the servants were standing over him when he +recovered--Jane's face very pale and anxious. + +"Do not be alarmed," he said, smiling at her. "I suppose I dropped +asleep; or lost consciousness in some way." + +"You fainted, Edgar." + +"Fainted, did I? How silly I must have been! The room's warm, Jane: it +must have overpowered me." + +Jane was not deceived. She saw that he was making light of it to quiet +her alarm, and brought him a glass of wine. He drank it, but could not +eat anything: frequently could not eat now. + +"Edgar," she said, "you are doing too much. I have seen it for a long +time past." + +"Seen what, Jane?" + +"That your strength is not equal to your work. You must give up a +portion of your teaching." + +"My dear, how can I do so? Does it not take all I earn to meet expenses? +When accounts are settled at the end of the year, have we a shilling to +spare?" + +It was so, and Jane knew it; but her husband's health was above every +consideration in the world. "We must reduce our expenses," she said. "We +must cease to live as we are living now. We will move into a smaller +house, and keep one servant, and I will turn maid-of-all-work." + +She laughed quite merrily; but Mr. Halliburton detected a serious +meaning in her tone. He shook his head. + +"No, Jane; that time, I hope, will never come." + +He lay awake all that night buried in reflection. Do you know what this +night-reflection is, when it comes to us in all its racking intensity? +Surging over his brain, like the wild waves that chase each other on the +ocean, came the thought, "What will become of my wife and children if I +die?" Thought after thought, they all resolved themselves into that one +focus:--"I have made no provision for my wife and children: what will +become of them if I am taken?" + +Mr. Halliburton had one good habit--it was possible that he had learnt +it from his wife, for it was hers in no ordinary degree--the habit of +_looking steadfastly into the face of trouble_. Not to groan and grumble +at it--to sigh and lament that no one else's trouble ever was so great +before--but to see how it might best be met and contended with; how the +best could be made of it. + +The only feasible way he could see, was that of insuring his life. He +possessed neither lands nor money. Did he attempt to put by a portion of +his income, it would take years and years to accumulate into a sum worth +mentioning. Why, how long would it take him to economise only a thousand +pounds? No. There was only one way--that of life insurance. It was an +idea that would have occurred to most of us. He did not know how much it +would take from his yearly income to effect it. A great deal, he was +afraid; for he was approaching what is called middle life. + +He had no secrets from his wife. He consulted her upon every point; she +was his best friend, his confidante, his gentle counsellor, and he had +no intention of concealing the step he was about to take. Why should he? + +"Jane," he began, when they were at breakfast the next morning, "do you +know what I have been thinking of all night?" + +"Trouble, I am sure," she answered. "You have been very restless." + +"Not exactly trouble"--for he did not choose to acknowledge, even to +himself, that a strange sense of trouble did seem to rest on his heart +and to weigh it down. "I have been thinking more of precaution than +trouble." + +"Precaution?" echoed Jane, looking at him. + +"Ay, love. And the astonishing part of the business, to myself, is that +I never thought of the necessity for this precaution before." + +Jane divined now what he meant. Often and often had the idea occurred to +her--"Should my husband's health or life fail, we are destitute." Not +for herself did she so much care, but for her children. + +"That sudden attack last night has brought me reflection," he resumed. +"Life is uncertain with the best of us. It may be no more uncertain with +me than with others; but I feel that I must act as though it were so. +Jane, were I taken, there would be no provision for you." + +"No," she quietly said. + +"And therefore I must set about making one without delay, as far as I +can. I shall insure my life." + +Jane did not answer immediately. "It will take a great deal of money, +Edgar," she presently said. + +"I fear it will: but it must be done. What's the matter, Jane? You don't +look hopeful over it." + +"Because, were you to insure your life, to pay the yearly premium, and +our home expenses, would necessitate your working as hard as you do +now." + +"Well?" said he. "Of course it would." + + +"In any case, our expenses shall be much reduced; of that I am +determined," she went on somewhat dreamily, more it seemed in soliloquy +than to her husband. "But, with this premium to pay in addition----" + +"Jane," he interrupted, "there's not the least necessity for my relaxing +my labours. I shall not think of doing it. I may not be very strong, but +I am not ill. As to reducing our expenses, I see no help for that, +inasmuch as I must draw from them for the premium." + +"If you only can keep your health, Edgar, it is certainly what ought to +be done--to insure your life. The thought has often crossed me." + +"Why did you never suggest it?" + +"I scarcely know. I believe I did not like to do so. And I really did +not see how the premium was to be paid. How much shall you insure it +for?" + +"I thought of two thousand pounds. Could we afford more?" + +"I think not. What would be the yearly premium for that sum?" + +"I don't know. I will ascertain all particulars. What are you sighing +about, Jane?" + +Jane was sighing heavily. A weight seemed to have fallen upon her. "To +talk of life-insurance puts me too much in mind of death," she murmured. + +"Now, Jane, you are never going to turn goose!" he gaily said. "I have +heard of persons who will not make a will, because it brings them a +fancy they must be going to die. Insuring my life will not bring death +any the quicker to me: I hope I shall be here many a year yet. Why, +Jane, I may live to pay the insurance over and over again in annual +premiums! Better that I had put by the money in a bank, I shall think +then." + +"The worst of putting by money in a bank, or in any other way, is, that +you are not _compelled_ to put it," observed Jane, looking up a little +from her depression. "What ought to be put by--what is intended to be +put by--too often goes in present wants, and putting by ends in name +only: whereas, in life-assurance, the premium _must_ be paid. Edgar," +she added, passing to a different subject, "I wonder what we shall make +of our boys?" + +Mr. Halliburton's cheek flushed. "_They_ shall go to college, please +God--though I have not been able to get there myself." + +"Oh, I hope so! One or two of them, at any rate." + +Little difficulty did there appear to be in the plan to Mr. Halliburton. + +His boys should enter the University, although he had not done so: the +future of our children appears hopeful and easy to most of us. William +and Frank were in the school attached to King's College: of which you +hear Mr. Halliburton was now a professor. Edgar--never called anything +but "Gar"--went to a private school, but he would soon be entered at +King's College. Remarkably well-educated boys for their years, were the +young Halliburtons. Mr. Halliburton and Jane had taken care of that. +Home teaching was more efficient than school: both combined had rendered +them unusually intelligent and advanced. Naturally intellectual, gifted +with excellent qualities of mind and heart, Mrs. Halliburton had not +failed to do her duty by them. She spared no pains; she knew how +children ought to be brought up, and she did her duty well. Ah, my +friends! only lay a good foundation in their earlier years, and your +children will grow up to bless you. + +"Jane, I wonder which office will be the best to insure in?" + + +Jane began to recall the names of some that were familiar to her. + +"The Phoenix?" suggested she. + +Mr. Halliburton laughed. "I think that's only for fire, Jane. I am not +sure, though." In truth, he knew little about insurance offices himself. + +"There's the Sun; and the Atlas; and the Argus--oh, and ever so many +more," continued Jane. + +"I'll inquire all about it to-day," said he. + +"I wonder if the premium will take a hundred a year, Edgar?" + +He could not tell. He feared it might. "I wish Jane," he observed, "that +I had insured my life when I first married. The premium would have been +small then, and we might have managed to spare it." + +"Ay," she answered. "Sometimes I look back to things that I might have +done in the past years: and I did not do them. Now, the time has gone +by!" + +"Well, it has not gone by for insuring," said Mr. Halliburton, rising +from the breakfast-table and speaking in gay tones. "Half-past eight!" +he cried, looking at his watch. "Good-bye, Jane," said he, bending to +kiss her. "Wish me luck." + +"A weighty insurance and a small premium," she said, laughing. "But you +are not going about it now?" + +"Of course not. The offices would not be open. I shall take an +opportunity of doing so in the course of the day." + +Mr. Halliburton departed on his usual duties. It was a warm day in +April. His first attendance was King's College, and there he remained +for the morning. Then he proceeded to gain information about the various +offices and their respective merits: finally fixed upon the one he +should apply to, and bent his steps towards it. + +It was situated in the heart of the City, in a very busy part of it. The +office also appeared to be busy, for several people were in it when Mr. +Halliburton entered. A young man came forward to know his business. + +"I wish to insure my life," said Mr. Halliburton. "How must I proceed +about it?" + +"Oh yes, sir. Mr. Procter, will you attend to this gentleman?" + +Mr. Halliburton was marshalled to an inner room, where a gentlemanly man +received him. He explained his business in detail, stated his age, and +the sum he wished to insure for. Every information was politely afforded +him; and a paper, with certain printed questions, was given him to fill +up at his leisure, and then to be returned. + +Mr. Halliburton glanced over it. "You require a certificate of my birth +from the parish register where I was baptized, I perceive," he remarked. +"Why so? In stating my age, I have stated it correctly." + +The gentleman smiled. "Of that I make no doubt," he said, "for you look +younger than the age you have given me. Our office makes it a rule in +most cases to require the certificate from the register. All applicants +are not scrupulous about telling the truth, and we have been obliged to +adopt it in self-defence. We have had cases, we have indeed, sir, where +we have insured a life, and then found--though perhaps not until the +actual death has taken place--that the insurer was ten years older than +he asserted. Therefore we demand a certificate. It does occasionally +happen that applicants can bring well-known men to testify to their +age, and then we do not mind dispensing with it." + +Mr. Halliburton sent his thoughts round in a circle. There was no one in +London who knew his age of their own positive knowledge; so it was +useless to think of that. "There will be no difficulty in the matter," +he said aloud. "I can get the certificate up from Devonshire in the +course of two or three days by writing for it. My father was rector of +the church where I was christened. This will be all, then? To fill up +this paper and bring you the certificate." + +"All; with the exception of being examined by our physician." + +"What! is it necessary to be examined by a physician?" exclaimed Mr. +Halliburton. "The paper states that I must hand in a report from my +ordinary medical attendant. _He_ will not give you a bad report of me," +he added, smiling, "for it is little enough I have troubled him. I +believe the worst thing he has attended me for has been a bad cold." + +"So much the better," remarked the gentleman. "You do not look very +strong." + +"Very strong I don't think I am. I am too hard worked; get too little +rest and recreation. It was suspecting that I am not so strong as I +might be that set me thinking it might be well to insure my life for the +sake of my wife and children," he ingenuously added, in his +straightforward manner. "If I could count upon living and working on +until I am an old man, I should not do so." + +Again the gentleman smiled. "Looks are deceitful," he observed. "Nothing +more so. Sometimes those who look the most delicate live the longest." + +"You cannot say I look delicate," returned Mr. Halliburton. + +"I did not say it. I consider that you do not look robust; but that is +not saying that you look delicate. You may be a perfectly healthy man +for all I can say to the contrary." + +He ran his eyes over Mr. Halliburton as he spoke; over his tall, fine +form, his dark hair, amidst which not a streak of grey mingled, his +clearly-cut features, and his complexion, bright as a woman's. Was there +suspicion in that complexion? "A handsome man, at any rate," thought the +gazer, "if not a robust one." + +"It will be necessary, then, that I see your physician?" asked Mr. +Halliburton. + +"Yes. It cannot be dispensed with. We would not insure without it. He +attends here twice a week. In the intervening days, he may be seen in +Savile-row, from three to five. It is Dr. Carrington. His days for +coming here are Mondays and Thursdays." + +"And this is Friday," remarked Mr. Halliburton. "I shall probably go up +to him." + +Mr. Halliburton said good morning, and came away with his paper. "It's +great nonsense, my seeing this doctor!" he said to himself as he +hastened home to dinner, which he knew he must have kept waiting. "But I +suppose it is necessary as a general rule; and of course they won't make +me an exception." + +Hurrying over his dinner, in a manner that prevented its doing him any +good--as Jane assured him--he sat down to his desk when it was over and +wrote for the certificate of his birth. Folding and sealing the letter, +he put on his hat to go out again. + +"Shall you go to Savile-row this afternoon?" Jane inquired. + +"If I can by any possibility get my teaching over in time," he answered. +"Young Finchley's hour is four o'clock, but I can put him off until the +evening. I dare say I shall get up there." + +By dint of hurrying, Mr. Halliburton contrived to reach Savile-row, and +arrived there in much heat at half-past four. There was no necessity for +hurrying there on this particular day, but he felt impatient to get the +business over; as if speed now could atone for past neglect. Dr. +Carrington was at home but engaged, and Mr. Halliburton was shown into a +room. Three or four others were waiting there; whether ordinary +patients, or whether mere applicants of form like himself, he could not +tell; and it was their turn to go in before it was his. + +But his turn came at last, and he was ushered into the presence of the +doctor--a little man, fair and reserved, with powder on his head. + +Reserved in ordinary intercourse, but certainly not reserved in asking +questions. Mr. Halliburton had never been so rigidly questioned before. +What disorders had he had, and what had he not had? What were his +habits, past and present? One question came at last: "Do you feel +thoroughly strong?--healthy, elastic?" + +"I feel languid in hot weather," replied Mr. Halliburton. + +"Um! Appetite sound and good?" + +"Generally speaking. It has not been so good of late." + +"Breathing all right?" + +"Yes; it is a little tight sometimes." + +"Um! Subject to a cough?" + +"I have no settled cough. A sort of hacking cough comes on at night +occasionally. I attribute it to fatigue." + +"Um! Will you open your shirt? Just unbutton it here"--touching the +front--"and your flannel waistcoat, if you wear one." + +Mr. Halliburton bared his chest in obedience and the doctor sounded it, +and then put down his ear. Apparently his ear did not serve him +sufficiently, for he took a small instrument out of a drawer, placed it +on the chest, and then put his ear to that, changing the position of the +instrument three or four times. + +"That will do," he said at length. + +He turned to put up his stethoscope again, and Mr. Halliburton drew the +edges of his shirt together and buttoned them. + +"Why don't you wear flannel waistcoats?" asked the doctor, with quite a +sharp accent, his head down in the drawer. + +"I do wear them in winter; but in warm weather I leave them off. It was +only last week that I discarded them." + +"Was ever such folly known!" ejaculated Dr. Carrington. "One would think +people were born without common sense. Half the patients who come to me +say they leave off their flannels in summer! Why, it is in summer they +are most needed! And this warm weather won't last either. Go home, sir, +and put one on at once." + +"Certainly, if you think it right," said Mr. Halliburton with a smile. +"I thank you for telling me." + +He took up his hat and waited. The doctor appeared to wait _for him to +go_. "I understood at the office that you would give me a paper +testifying that you had examined me," explained Mr. Halliburton. + +"Ah--but I can't give it," said the doctor. + +"Why not, sir?" + +"Because I am not satisfied with you. I cannot recommend you as a +healthy life." + +Mr. Halliburton's pulses quickened a little. "Sir!" he repeated. "Not a +healthy life?" + +"Not sufficiently healthy for insurance." + +"Why! what is the matter with me?" he rejoined. + +Dr. Carrington looked him full in the face for the space of a minute +before replying. "I have had that question asked me before by parties +whom I have felt obliged to decline as I am now declining you," he said, +"and my answer has not always been palatable to them." + +"It will be palatable to me, sir; in so far as that I desire to be made +acquainted with the truth. What do you find amiss with me?" + +"The lungs are diseased." + +A chill fell over Mr. Halliburton. "Not extensively, I trust? Not beyond +hope of recovery?" + +"Were I to say not extensively, I should be deceiving you; and you tell +me that you wish for the truth. They are extensively diseased----" + +A mortal pallor overspread Mr. Halliburton's face, and he sank into a +chair. "Not for myself," he gasped, as Dr. Carrington drew nearer to +him. "I have a wife and children. If I die, they will want bread to +eat." + +"But you did not hear me out," returned the doctor, proceeding with +equanimity, as if he had not been interrupted. "They are extensively +diseased, but not beyond a hope of recovery. I do not say it is a strong +hope; but a hope there is, as I judge, provided you use the right means +and take care of yourself." + +"What am I to do? What are the means?" + +"You live, I presume, in this stifling, foggy, smoky London." + +"Yes." + +"Then got away from it. Go where you can have pure air and a clear +atmosphere. That's the first and chief thing; and that's most essential. +Not for a few weeks or months, you understand me--going out for a change +of air, as people call it--you must leave London entirely; go away +altogether." + +"But it will be impossible," urged Mr. Halliburton. "My work lies in +London." + +"Ah!" said the doctor; "too many have been with me with whom it was the +same case. But, I assure you that you must leave it; or it will be +London _versus_ life. You appear to me to be one who never ought to have +come to London----You were not born in it?" he abruptly added. + +"I never saw it until I was eighteen. I was born and reared in +Devonshire." + +"Just so. I knew it. Those born and reared in London become acclimatized +to it, generally speaking, and it does not hurt them. It does not hurt +numbers who are strangers: they find London as healthy a spot for them +as any on the face of the globe. But there are a few who cannot and +ought not to live in London; and I judge you to be one of them." + +"Has this state of health been coming on long?" + +"Yes, for some years. Had you remained in Devonshire, you might have +been a sound man all your life. My only advice to you is--get away from +London. You cannot live long if you remain in it." + +Mr. Halliburton thanked Dr. Carrington and went out. How things had +changed for him! What had gone with the day's beauty?--with the blue +sky, the bright sun? The sky was blue still, and the sun shining; but +darkness seemed to intervene between his eyes and outward things. Dying? +A shiver went through him as he thought of Jane and the children, and a +sick feeling of despair settled on his spirit. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +LATER IN THE DAY. + + +The man was utterly prostrated. He felt that the fiat of death had gone +forth, and there settled an undercurrent of conviction in his mind that +for him there would be no recovery, take what precaution he would. He +could not shake it off. There lay the fact and the fear, as a leaden +weight. + +He bent his steps towards home, walking the whole way; he moved along +the streets mechanically. The crowds passed and repassed him, but _he_ +seemed far away. Once or twice he lifted his head to them with a +yearning gesture. "Oh! that I were like you! bent on business, on +pleasure, on social intercourse!" passed through his mind. "I am not as +you; and for me you can do nothing. You cannot give me health; you +cannot give me life." + +He entered his home, and was conscious of merry voices and flitting +footsteps. A little scene of gaiety was going on: he knew of this, but +had forgotten it until that instant. It was the birthday of his little +girl, and a few young friends had been invited to make merry. Jane, +looking almost as young, quite as pretty, as when she married him, sat +at the far end of their largest room before a well-spread tea-table. She +wore festival attire. A dress of pearl-grey silk, and a thin gold chain +round her neck. The little girls were chiefly in white, and the boys +were on their best behaviour. Jane was telling them that tea was ready, +and her two servants were helping to place the little people, and to +wait upon them. + +"Oh, and here's papa, too! just in time," she cried, lifting her eyes +gladly at her husband. "That is delightful!" + +Mr. Halliburton welcomed the children. He kissed some, he talked to +others, just as if he had not that terrible vulture, care, within him. +_They_ saw nothing amiss; neither did Jane. He took his seat, and drank +his tea; all, as it were, mechanically. It did not seem to be himself; +he thought it must be some one else. In the last hour, his whole +identity appeared to have changed. Bread and butter was handed to him. +He took a slice and left it. Jane put some cake on to his plate: he left +that also. Eat! with that awful fiat racking his senses! No, it was not +possible. + +Ho looked round on his children. _His._ William, a gentle boy, with his +mother's calm, good face and her earnest eyes; Jane, a lovely child, +with fair curls flowing and a bright colour, consciously vain this +evening in her white birthday robes and her white ribbons; Frank, a +slim, dark-eyed boy, always in mischief, his features handsome and +clearly cut as were his father's; Gar, a delicate little chap, with fair +curls like his sister Jane's. Must he _leave_ those children?--abandon +them to the mercies of a cold and cruel world?--bequeath them no place +in it; no means of support? "Oh, God! Oh, God!" broke from his bitter +heart, "if it be Thy will to take me, mayst Thou shelter them!" + +"Edgar!" + +He started palpably; so far in thought was he away. Yet it was only his +wife who spoke to him. + +"Edgar, have you been up to Dr. Carrington's?" she whispered, bending +towards him. + +In his confusion he muttered some unintelligible words, which she +interpreted into a denial; there was a great deal of buzzing just then +from the young voices around. Two of the gentlemen, Frank being one, +were in hot contention touching a third gentleman's rabbits. Mrs. +Halliburton called Frank to order, and said no more to her husband for +the present. + +"We are to dance after tea," said Jane. "I have been learning one +quadrille to play. It is very easy, and mamma says I play it very well." + +"Oh, we don't want dancing," grumbled one of the boys. "We'd rather have +blindman's-buff." + +Opinions were divided again. The girls wanted dancing, the boys +blindman's-buff. Mrs. Halliburton was appealed to. + +"I think it must be dancing first and blindman's-buff afterwards," said +she. + +Tea over, the furniture was pushed aside to clear a space for the +dancers. Mr. Halliburton, his back against the wall, stood looking at +them. Looking at them as was supposed; but had they been keen observers, +they would have known that his eyes in reality saw not: they, like his +thoughts, were far away. + +His wife did presently notice that he seemed particularly abstracted. +She came up to him; he was standing with his arms folded, his head bent. +"Edgar, are you well?" + +"Well? Oh yes, dear," he replied, making an effort to rouse himself. + +"I hope you have no more teaching to-night?" + +"I ought to go to young Finchley. I put him off until seven o'clock." + +"Then"--was her quick rejoinder--"if you put off young Finchley, how was +it you could not get to Savile-row?" + +"I have been occupied all the afternoon, Jane," he said. Wanting the +courage to say how the matter really stood, he evaded the question. + +But, to go to young Finchley or to any other pupil that night, Mr. +Halliburton felt himself physically unequal. Teach! Explain abstruse +Greek and Latin rules, with his mind in its present state! It seemed to +him that it mattered little--if he was to be taken from them so +soon--whether he ever taught again. He was in the very depths of +depression. + +Suddenly, as he stood looking on, a thought came flashing over him as a +ray of light. As a _ray_ of light? Nay, as a whole flood of it. What if +Dr. Carrington were wrong?--if it should prove that, in reality, nothing +was the matter with him? Doctors--and very clever ones--were, he knew, +sometimes mistaken. Perhaps Dr. Carrington had been so! + +It was _scarcely_ likely, he went on to reason, that a mortal disease +should be upon him, and he have lived in ignorance of it! Why, he seemed +to have had very little the matter with him; nothing to talk of, +nothing to lie up for; comparatively speaking, he had been a healthy +man--was in health then. Yes, the belief did present itself that Dr. +Carrington was deceived. He, in the interests of the insurance office, +might be unnecessarily cautious. + +Mr. Halliburton left the wall, and grew cheerful and gay, and talked +freely to the children. One little lady asked if he would dance with +her. He laughed, and felt half inclined to do so. + +Which was the true mood--that sombre one, or this? Was there nothing +_false_ about this one--was there no secret consciousness that it did +not accord with his mind's actual belief; that he was only forcing it? +Be it as it would, it did not last; in the very middle of a laughing +sentence to his own little Janey, the old agony, the fear, +returned--returned with terrific violence, as a torrent that has burst +its bounds. + +"I _cannot_ bear this uncertainty!" he murmured to himself. And he went +out of the room and took up his hat. Mrs. Halliburton, who at that +moment happened to be crossing from another room, saw him open the +hall-door. + +"Are you going to young Finchley, Edgar?" + +"No. I shall give him holiday for to-night. I shall be in soon, Jane." + +He went straight to their own family doctor; a Mr. Allen, who lived +close by. They were personal friends. + +To the inquiry as to whether Mr. Allen was at home, the servant was +about to usher him into the family sitting-room, but Mr. Halliburton +stepped into the dusky surgery. He was in no mood for ladies' company. +"I will wait here," he said. "Tell your master I wish to say a word to +him." + +The surgeon came immediately, a lighted candle in his hand. He was a +dark man with a thin face. "Why won't you come in?" he asked. "There's +only Mrs. Allen and the girls there. Is anything the matter?" + +"Yes, Allen, something is the matter," was + +Mr. Halliburton's reply. "I want a friend to-night: one who will deal +with me candidly and openly: and I have come to you. Sit down." + +They both sat down; and Mr. Halliburton gave him the history of the past +four and twenty hours: commencing with the fainting-fit, and ending with +his racking doubts as to whether Dr. Carrington's opinion was borne out +by facts, or whether he might have been deceived. "Allen," he concluded, +"you must see what you can make out of my state: and you must report to +me without disguise, as you would report to your own soul." + +The surgeon looked grave. "Carrington is a clever man," he said. "One +whom it would be difficult to deceive." + +"I know his reputation. But these clever men are not infallible. Put his +opinion out of your mind: examine me yourself, and tell me what you +think." + +Mr. Allen proceeded to do so. He first of all asked Mr. Halliburton a +few general questions as to his present state of health, as he would +have done by any other patient, and then he sounded his lungs. + +"Now then--the truth," said Mr. Halliburton. + +"The truth is--so far as I can judge--that you are in no present danger +whatever." + +"Neither did Dr. Carrington say I was--in present danger," hastily +replied Mr. Halliburton. "Are my lungs sound?" + +"They are not sound: but neither do I think they are extensively +diseased. You may live for many years, with care." + +"Would any insurance office take me?" + +"No. I do not think it would." + +"It is just my death-knell, Allen." + +"If you look at it in that light I shall be very sorry to have given you +my opinion," observed the surgeon. "I repeat that, by taking care of +yourself, you may stave off disease and live many years. I would not say +this unless I thought it." + +"And would your opinion be the same as the doctor's--that I must leave +London for the country?" + +"I think you would have a far better chance of getting well in the +country than you have here. You have told me over and over again, you +know, that you were sure London air was bad for you." + +"Ay, I have," replied Mr. Halliburton. "I never have felt quite well in +it, and that's the truth. Well, I must see what can be done. Good +evening." + +If the edict did not appear to be so irrevocably dark as that of Dr. +Carrington, it was yet dark enough; and Mr. Halliburton, striving to +look it full in the face, as he was in the habit of doing by troubles +less grave, endeavoured to set himself to think "what could be done." +There was no possible chance of keeping it from his wife. If it was +really necessary that their place of residence should be changed, she +must be taken into counsel; and the sooner she was told the better. He +went home, resolved to tell her before he slept. + +The little troop departed, the children in bed, they sat together over +the fire; though the weather had become warm, an evening fire was +pleasant still. He sat nervous and fidgety. Now the moment had arrived, +he shrunk from his task. + +"Edgar, I am sure you are not well!" she exclaimed. "I have observed it +all the evening." + +"Yes, Jane, I am well. Pretty well, that is. The truth is, my darling, I +have some bad news for you, and I don't like to tell it." + +Her own family were safe and well under her roof, and her fears flew to +Francis, to Margaret, to Robert. Mr. Halliburton stopped her. + +"It does not concern any of them, Jane. It is about myself." + +"But what can it be, about yourself?" + +"They--will--not----Will you listen to the news with a brave heart?" he +broke off, with a smile, and the most cheering look he could call up to +his face. + +"Oh yes." She smiled too. She thought it could be nothing very bad. + +"They will not insure my life, Jane." + +Her heart stood still. "But why not?" + +"They consider it too great a risk. They fancy I am not strong." + +A sudden flush to her face; a moment's stillness; and then Jane +Halliburton clasped her hands with a faint cry of despair. She saw that +more remained behind. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +SUSPENSE. + + +Mrs. Halliburton sat in her chair, still enough except for the wailing +cry which had just escaped her lips. Her husband would not look at her +in that moment. His gaze was bent on the fire, and his cheek lay in his +hand. As she cried out, he stretched forth his other hand and let it +fall lightly upon hers. + +"Jane, had I thought you would look at the dark side of the picture, I +should have hesitated to tell you. Why, my dear child, the very fact of +my telling you at all, should convince you that there's nothing very +serious the matter," he added, in cheering tones of reasoning. Now that +he had spoken, he deemed it well to make the very best he could of it. + +"You say they will _not_ insure your life?" + +"Well, Jane, perhaps that expression was not a correct one. They have +not declined as yet to do so; but Dr. Carrington says he cannot give the +necessary certificate as to my being a thoroughly sound and healthy +man." + +"Then you did go up to Dr. Carrington?" + +"I did. Forgive me, Jane: I could not enter upon it before all the +children." + +She leaned over and laid her head upon his shoulder. "Tell me all about +it, Edgar," she whispered; "as much as you know yourself." + +"I have told you nearly all, Jane. I saw Dr. Carrington, and he asked me +a great many questions, and examined me here"--touching his chest. "He +fancies the organs are not sound, and declined giving the certificate." + +"That your chest is not sound?" asked Jane. + +"He said the lungs." + +"Ah!" she uttered. "What else did he say?" + +"Well, he said nothing about heart, or liver, or any other vital part, +so I conclude they are all right, and that there was nothing to say," +replied Mr. Halliburton, attempting to be cheerful. "I could have told +him my brain was strong enough had he asked about that, for I'm sure it +gets its full share of work. I need not have mentioned this to you at +all, Jane, but for a perplexing bit of advice the doctor gave me." + +Jane sat straight in her chair again, and looked at Mr. Halliburton. The +colour was beginning to return to her face. He continued: + +"Dr. Carrington earnestly recommends me to remove from London. +Indeed--he said--that it was necessary--if I would get well. No wonder +that you found my manner absent," he continued very rapidly after his +hesitation, "with that unpalatable counsel to digest." + +"Did he think you very ill?" she breathed. + +"He did not say I was 'very ill,' Jane. I am not very ill, as you may +see for yourself. My dear, what he said was that my lungs +were--were----" + +"Diseased?" she put in. + +"Diseased. Yes, that was it," he truthfully replied. "It is the term +that medical men apply when they wish to indicate delicacy. And he +strenuously recommended me to leave London." + +"For how long? Did he say?" + +"He said for good." + +Jane felt startled. "How could it be done, Edgar?" + +"In truth I do not know. If I leave London I leave my living behind me. +Now you see why I was so absorbed at tea-time. When you saw me go out, I +was going round to Allen's." + +"And what does _he_ say?" she eagerly interrupted. + +"Oh, he seems to think it a mere nothing, compared with Dr. Carrington. +He agreed with him on one point--that I ought to live out of London." + +"Edgar, I will tell you what I think must be done," said Jane, after a +pause. "I have not had time to reflect much upon it: but it strikes me +that it would be advisable for you to see another doctor, and take his +opinion: some man who is clever in affections of the lungs. Go to him +to-morrow, without any delay. Should he say that you must leave London, +of course we must leave it, no matter what the sacrifice." + +The advice corresponded with Mr. Halliburton's own opinion, and he +resolved to follow it. A conviction amounting to a certainty was upon +him, that, go to what doctor he might, the fiat would be the same as Dr. +Carrington's. He did not say so to Jane. On the contrary, he spoke of +these insurance-office doctors as being over-fastidious in the interests +of the office; and he tried to deceive his own heart with the sophistry. + + +"Shall you apply to another office to insure your life?" Jane asked. + +"I would, if I thought it would not be useless." + +"You think it would be useless?" + +"The offices all keep their own doctors, and those doctors, it is my +belief, are unnecessarily particular. I should call them crotchety, +Jane." + +"I think it must amount to this," said Jane; "that if there is anything +seriously the matter with you, no office will be found to do it; but if +the affection is only trifling or temporary you may be accepted." + +"That is about it. Oh, Jane!" he added, with an irrepressible burst of +anguish, "what would I not give to have insured my life before this came +upon me! All those past years! They seem to have been allowed to run to +waste, when I might have been using them to lay up in store for the +children!" + +How many are there of us who, looking back, can feel that our past +years, in some way or other, have _not_ been allowed to run to waste? + +What a sleepless night that was for him! What a sleepless night for his +wife! Both rose in the morning equally unrefreshed. + +"To what doctor will you go?" Jane inquired as she was dressing. + +"I have been thinking of Dr. Arnold of Finsbury," he replied. + +"Yes, you could not go to a better. Edgar, you will let me accompany +you?" + +"No, no, Jane. Your accompanying me would do no good. You could not go +into the room with me." + +She saw the force of the objection. "I shall be so very anxious," she +said, in a low tone. + +He laughed at her; he was willing to make light of it if it might ease +her fears. "My dear, I will come home at once and report to you: I will +borrow Jack's seven-leagued boots, that I may come to you the quicker." + +"You know that I _shall_ be anxious," she repeated, feeling vexed. + +"Jane," he said, his tone changing: "I see that you are more anxious +already than is good for you. It is not well that you should be so." + +"I wish I could be with you! I wish I could hear, as you will, Dr. +Arnold's opinion from his own lips!" was all she answered. + +"I will faithfully repeat it to you," said Mr. Halliburton. + +"Faithfully--word for word? On your honour?" + +"Yes, Jane, I will. You have my promise. Good news I shall be only too +glad to tell you; and, should it be the worst, it will be necessary that +you should know it." + +"You must be there before ten o'clock," she observed; "otherwise there +will be little chance of seeing him." + +"I shall be there by nine, Jane. To spare time later would interfere too +much with my day's work." + +A thought crossed Jane's mind--if the fiat were unfavourable what would +become of his day's work then--all his days? But she did not utter it. + +"Oh, papa," cried Janey at breakfast, "was it not a beautiful party! Did +you _ever_ enjoy yourself so much before?" + +"I don't suppose you ever did, Janey," he replied, in kindly tones. + +"No, that I never did. Alice Harvey's birthday comes in summer, and she +says she knows her mamma will let her give just such another! +Mamma!"--turning to Mrs. Halliburton. + +"Well, Jane?" + +"Shall you let me have a new frock for it? You know I tore mine last +night." + +"All in good time, Janey. We don't know where we may all be then." + +No, they did not. A foreshadowing of it was already upon the spirit of +Mrs. Halliburton. Not upon the children: they were spared it as yet. + +"Do not be surprised if you see me waiting for you when you come out of +Dr. Arnold's," said Jane to her husband, in low tones, as he was going +out. + +"But, Jane, why? Indeed, I think it would be foolish of you to come. My +dear, I never knew you like this before." + +Perhaps not. But when, before, had there been cause for this +apprehension? + +Jane watched him depart. Calm as she contrived to remain outwardly, she +was in a terribly restless, nervous state; little accustomed as she was +so to give way. A sick feeling was within her, a miserable sensation of +suspense; and she could scarcely battle with it. You may have felt the +same, in the dread approach of some great calamity. The reading over, +Janey got her books about, as usual. Mrs. Halliburton took charge of her +education in every branch, excepting music: for that she had a master. +She would not send Jane to school. The child sat down to her books, and +was surprised at seeing her mother come into the room with her things +on. + +"Mamma! Are you going out?" + +"For a little time, Jane." + +"Oh, let me go! Let me go too!" + +"Not this morning, dear. You will have plenty of work--preparing the +lessons that you could not prepare last night." + +"So I shall," said Janey. "I thought perhaps you meant to excuse them, +mamma." + +It was almost _impossible_ for Jane to remain in the house, in her +present state of agitation. She knew that it did appear absurdly foolish +to go after her husband; but, walk somewhere she must: how could she +turn a different way from that which he had taken? It was some distance +to Finsbury; half an hour's walk at least. Should she go, or should she +not, she asked herself as she went out of the house. She began to think +that she might have remained at home had she exercised self-control. She +had a great mind to turn back, and was slackening her pace, when she +caught sight of Mr. Allen at his surgery window. + +An impulse came over her that she would go in and ask his opinion of her +husband. She opened the door and entered. The surgeon was making up some +pills. + +"You are out early, Mrs. Halliburton!" + +"Yes," she replied. "Mr. Halliburton has gone to Finsbury Square to see +Dr. Arnold, and I----Do you think him very ill?" she abruptly broke off. + +"I do not, myself. Carrington----Did you know he had been to Dr. +Carrington?" asked Mr. Allen, almost fearing he might be betraying +secrets. + +"I know all about it. I know what the doctor said. Do you think Dr. +Carrington was mistaken?" + +"In a measure. There's no doubt the lungs are affected, but I believe +not to the grave extent assumed by Dr. Carrington." + +"He assumed, then, that they were affected to a grave extent?" she +hastily repeated, her heart beating faster. + +"I thought you said you knew all about it, Mrs. Halliburton?" + +"So I do. He may possibly not have told me the very worst said by Dr. +Carrington; but he told me quite sufficient. Mr. Allen, _you_ tell +me--do you think that there is a chance of his recovery?" + +"Most certainly I do," warmly replied the surgeon. "Every chance, Mrs. +Halliburton. I see no reason whatever why he should not keep as well as +he is now, and live for years, provided he takes care of himself. It +appears that Dr. Carrington very strongly urged his removing into the +country; he went so far as to say that it was his only chance for +life--and in that I think he went too far again. But the country would +undoubtedly do for him what London will not." + +"You think that he ought to remove to the country?" she inquired, +showing no sign of the terror those incautious words brought her--"his +only chance for life." + +"I do. If it be possible for him to manage his affairs so as to get +away, I should say let him do so by all means." + +"It _must_ be done, you know, Mr. Allen, if it is essential." + +"In my judgment it should be done. Many and many a time I have said to +him myself, 'It's a pity but that you could be out of this heavy +London!' Fogs affect him, and smoke affects him--the air altogether +affects him: and I only wonder it has not told upon him before. As Dr. +Carrington observed to him, there are some constitutions which somehow +will not thrive here." + +Mrs. Halliburton rose with a sigh. "I am glad you do not think so very +seriously of him," she breathed. + +"I do not think _seriously_ of him at all," was the surgeon's answer. "I +confess that he is not strong, and that he must have care. The pure air +of the country, and relaxation from some of his most pressing work, may +do wonders for him. If I might advise, I should say, Let no pecuniary +considerations keep him here. And that is very disinterested advice, +Mrs. Halliburton," concluded the doctor, laughing, "for, in losing you, +I should lose both friends and patients." + +Jane went out. Those ominous words were still ringing in her ears--"his +only chance for life." + +Forcing herself to self-control, she did _not_ go to meet Mr. +Halliburton. She returned home and took off her things, and gave what +attention she could to Jane's lessons. But none can tell the suspense +that was agitating her: the ever-restless glances she cast to the +window, to see him pass. By-and-by she went and stood there. + +At last she saw him coming along in the distance. She would have liked +to fly to meet him--to say, What is the news? but she did not. More +patience, and then, when he came in at the front door, she left the room +she was in, and went with him into the drawing-room, her face white as +death. + +He saw how agitated she was, strive as she would for calmness. He stood +looking at her with a smile. + +"Well, Jane, it is not so very formidable, after all." + +Her face grew hot, and her heart bounded on. "What does Dr. Arnold say? +You know, Edgar, you promised me the truth without disguise." + +"You shall have it, Jane. Dr. Arnold's opinion of me is not +unfavourable. That the lungs are to a certain extent affected, is +indisputable, and he thinks they have been so for some time. But he sees +nothing to indicate present danger to life. He believes that I may grow +into an old man yet." + +Jane breathed freely. A word of earnest thanks went up from her heart. + +"With proper diet--he has given me certain rules for living--and pure +air and sunshine, he considers that I have really little to fear. I told +you, Jane, those insurance doctors make the worst of things." + +"Dr. Arnold, then, recommends the country?" observed Jane, paying no +attention to the last remark. + +"Very strongly. Almost as strongly as Dr. Carrington." + +Jane lifted her eyes to her husband's face. "Dr. Carrington said, you +know, that it was your only chance of life." + +"Not quite as bad as that, Jane," he returned, never supposing but he +must himself have let the remark slip, and wondering how he came to do +so. "What Dr. Carrington said was, that it was London _versus_ life." + +"It is the same thing, Edgar. And now, what is to be done? Of course we +have no alternative; into the country we must go. The question is, +where?" + +"Ay, that is the question," he answered. "Not only where, but what to +do? I cannot drop down into a fresh place, and expect teaching to +surround me at once, as if it had been waiting for me. But I have not +time to talk now. Only fancy! it is half-past ten." + +Mr. Halliburton went out and Jane remained, fastened as it were to her +chair. A hundred perplexing plans and schemes were already working in +her brain. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +SEEKING A HOME. + + +Plans and schemes continued to work in Mrs. Halliburton's brain for days +and days to come. Many and many an anxious consultation did she and her +husband hold together--where should they go? What should they do? That +it was necessary to do something, and speedily, events proved, +independently of what had been said by the doctors. Before another month +had passed over his head, Mr. Halliburton had become so much worse that +he had to resign his post at King's College. But, to the hopeful minds +of himself and Jane, the country change was to bring its remedy for all +ills. They had grown to anticipate it with enthusiasm. + +His thoughts naturally ran upon teaching, as his continued occupation. +He knew nothing of any other. All England was before him; and he +supposed he might obtain a living at it, wherever he might go. Such +testimonials as his were not met with every day. His cousin Julia had +married a man of some local influence (as Mr. Halliburton had +understood) in the city in which they resided, the chief town of one of +the midland counties: and a thought crossed his mind more than once, +whether it might not be well to choose that same town to settle in. + +"They might be able to recommend me, you see, Jane," he observed to his +wife, one evening as they were sitting together, after the children were +in bed. "Not that I should much like to ask any favour of Julia." + +"Why not?" said Jane. + +"Because she is not a pleasant person to ask a favour of: it is many +years since I saw her, but I well remember that. Another reason why I +feel inclined to that place is that it is a cathedral town. Cathedral +towns have many of the higher order of the clergy in them; learning is +sure to be considered there, should it not be anywhere else. +Consequently there would be an opening for classical teaching." + +Jane thought the argument had weight. + + +"And there's yet another thing," continued Mr. Halliburton. "You +remember Peach?" + +"Peach?--Peach?" repeated Jane, as if unable to recall the name. + +"The young fellow I had so much trouble with, a few years ago--drilling +him between his terms at Oxford. But for me, he never would have passed +either his great or his little go. He did get plucked the first time he +went up. You must remember him, Jane: he has often taken tea with us +here." + +"Oh, yes--yes! I remember him now. Charley Peach." + +"Well, he has recently been appointed to a minor canonry in that same +cathedral," resumed Mr. Halliburton. "Dr. Jacobs told me of it the other +day. Now I am quite sure that Peach would be delighted to say a word for +me, or to put anything in my way. That is another reason why I am +inclined to go there." + +"I suppose the town is a healthy one?" + +"Ay, that it is; and it is seated in one of the most charming of our +counties. There'll be no London fogs or smoke there." + +"Then, Edgar, let us decide upon it." + +"Yes, I think so--unless we should hear of an opening elsewhere that may +promise better. We must be away by Midsummer, if we can, or soon after. +It will be sharp work, though." + +"What trouble it will be to pack the furniture!" she exclaimed. + +"Pack what furniture, Jane? We must sell the furniture." + +"Sell the furniture!" she uttered, aghast. + +"My dear, it would never do to take the furniture down. It would cost +almost as much as it is worth. There's no knowing, either, how long it +might be upon the road, or what damage it might receive. I expect it +would have to go principally by water." + +"By water!" cried Mrs. Halliburton. + +"I fancy so--by barge, I mean. Waggons would not take it, except by +paying heavily. A great deal of the country traffic is done by water. +This furniture is old, Jane, most of it, and will not bear rough +travelling. Consider how many years your father and mother had it in +use." + +"Then what should we do for furniture when we get there?" asked Jane. + +"Buy new with the money we receive from the sale of this. I have been +reflecting upon it a good deal, Jane, and fancy it will be the better +plan. However, if you care for this old furniture, we must take it." + +Jane looked round upon it. She did care for the time-used furniture; but +she knew how old it was, and was willing to do whatever might be best. A +vision came into her mind of fresh, bright furniture, and it looked +pleasant in imagination. "It would certainly be a great deal to pack and +carry," she acknowledged. "And some of it is not worth it." + +"And it would be more than we should want," resumed Mr. Halliburton. +"Wherever we go we must be content with a small house; at any rate at +first. But it will be time enough to go into these details, Jane, when +we have finally decided upon our destination." + +"Oh, Edgar! I shall be so sorry to take the boys from King's College." + +"Jane," he said, a flash of pain crossing his face as he spoke, "there +are so many things connected with it altogether that cause me sorrow, +that my only resource is not to think upon them. I might be tempted to +repine to ask in a spirit of rebellion why this affliction should have +come upon us. It is God's decree, and it is my duty to submit as +patiently as I can." + +It was her duty also: and she knew it as she laid her hand upon her +weary brow. A weary, weary brow from henceforth, that of Jane +Halliburton! + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A DYING BED. + + +In a handsome chamber of a handsome house in Birmingham, an old man lay +dying. For most of his life he had been engaged in a large wholesale +business--had achieved local position, had accumulated moderate wealth. +But neither wealth nor position can ensure peace to a death-bed; and the +old man lay on his, groaning over the past. + + +The season was that of mid-winter. Not the winter following the intended +removal of Mr. Halliburton from London, as spoken of in the last +chapter, but the winter preceding it--for it is necessary to go back a +little. A hard, sharp, white day in January: and the fire was piled high +in the sick room, and the large flakes of snow piled themselves outside +on the window frames and beat against the glass. The room was fitted up +with every comfort the most fastidious invalid could desire; and yet, I +say, nothing seemed to bring comfort to the invalid lying there. His +hands were clenched as in mortal agony; his eyes were apparently +watching the falling snow. The eyes saw it not: in reality they were +cast back to where his mind was--the past. + +What could be troubling him? Was it that loss, only two years ago, by +which one-half of his savings had been engulfed? Scarcely. A man +dying--as he knew he was--would be unlikely to care about that now. +Ample competence had remained to him, and he had neither son nor +daughter to inherit. Hark! what is it that he is murmuring between his +parched lips, to the accompaniment of his clenched hands? + +"I see it all now; I see it all! While we are buoyed up with health and +strength, we continue hard, selfish, obstinate in our wickedness. But +when death comes, we awake to our error; and death has come to me, and I +have awakened to mine. Why did I turn him out like a dog? He had neither +kith nor kin, and I sent him adrift on the world, to fight with it or to +starve! He was the only child of my sister, and she was gone. She and I +were of the same father and mother; we shared the same meals in +childhood, the same home, the same play, the same hopes. She wrote to me +when she was dying, as I am dying now: 'Richard, should my poor boy be +left fatherless--for my husband's health seems to be failing--be his +friend and protector for Helen's sake, and may Heaven bless you for it!' +And I scoffed at the injunction when the boy offended me, and turned him +out. _Shall I have to answer for it?_" + +The last anxious doubt was uttered more audibly than the rest; it +escaped from his lips with a groan. A woman who was dozing over the fire +started up. + +"Did you call, sir?" + +"No. Go out and leave me." + +"But----" + +"Go out and leave me," he repeated, with anger little fitted to his +position. And the woman was speeding from the room, when he caught at +the curtain and recalled her. + +"Are they not come?" + +"Not yet, sir. But, with this heavy fall, it's not to be wondered at. +The highways must be almost impassable. With good roads they might have +been here hours ago." + +She went out. He lay back on his pillow: his eyes wide open, but wearing +the same dreamy look. You may be wondering who he is; though you +probably guess, for you have heard of him once before as Mr. Cooper, the +uncle who discarded Edgar Halliburton. + +I must give you a few words of retrospect. Richard Cooper was the eldest +of three children; the others were a brother and a sister: Richard, +Alfred, and Helen. Alfred and Helen both married; Richard never did +marry. It was somewhat singular that the brother and sister should both +die, each leaving an orphan; and that the orphans should find a home in +the house of their Uncle Richard. Julia Cooper, the brother's orphan, +was the first to come to it, a long time before Edgar Halliburton came. +Helen had married the Rev. William Halliburton, and she died at his +rectory in Devonshire--sending that earnest prayer to her brother +Richard which you have just heard him utter. A little while, and her +husband, the rector, also died; and then it was that Edgar went up to +his Uncle Richard's. Fortunate for these two orphan children, it +appeared to be, that their uncle had not married and could give them a +good home. + +A good home he did give them. Julia left it first to become the wife of +Anthony Dare, a solicitor in large practice in a distant city. She +married him very soon after her cousin Edgar came to his uncle's. And it +was after the marriage of Julia that Edgar was discarded and turned +adrift. Years, many years, had gone by since then; and here lay Richard +Cooper, stricken for death and repenting of the harshness, which he had +not repented of or sought to atone for all through those long years. Ah, +my friends! whatsoever may lie upon our consciences, however we may have +contrived to ignore it during our busy lives, be assured that it will +find us out on our death-bed! + +Richard Cooper lay back on his pillow, his eyes wide open with their +inward tribulation. "Who knows but there would be time yet?" he suddenly +murmured. And the thought appeared to rouse his mind and flush his +cheek, and he lifted his hand and grasped the bell-rope, ringing it so +loudly as to bring two servants to the room. + + +"Go up, one of you, to Lawyer Weston's," he uttered. "Bring him back +with you. Tell him I want to alter my will, and that there may yet be +time. Don't send--one of _you_ go," he repeated in tones of agonising +entreaty. "Bring him; bring him back with you!" + +As the echo of his voice died away there came a loud summons at the +street door, as of a hasty arrival. "Sir," cried one of the maids, +"they're come at last! I thought I heard a carriage drawing up in the +snow." + +"Who's come?" he asked in some confusion of mind. "Weston?" + +"Not him, sir; Mr. and Mrs. Dare," replied the servant as she hurried +out. + +A lady and gentleman were getting out of a coach at the door. A tall, +very tall man, with handsome features, but an unpleasantly free +expression. The lady was tall also, stout and fair, with an imperious +look in her little turned-up nose. "Are we in time?" the latter asked of +the servants. + +"It's nearly as much as can be said, ma'am," was the answer. "But he has +roused up in the last hour, and is growing excited. The doctors thought +it might be so: that he'd not continue in the lethargy to the last." + +They went on at once to the sick chamber. Every sense of the dying man +appeared to be on the alert. His hands were holding back the curtain, +his eyes were strained on the door. "Why have you been so long?" he +cried in a voice of strength they were surprised to hear. + +"Dear uncle," said Mrs. Dare, bending over the bed and clasping the +feeble hands, "we started the very moment the letter came. But we could +not get along--the roads are dreadfully heavy." + +"Sir," whispered a servant in the invalid's ear, "are we to go now for +Lawyer Weston?" + +"No, there's no need," was the prompt answer. "Anthony Dare, you are a +lawyer," continued Mr. Cooper; "you'll do what I want done as well as +another. Will you do it?" + +"Anything you please, sir," was Mr. Dare's reply. + +"Sit down, then; Julia, sit down. You may be hungry and thirsty after +your journey; but you must wait. Life's not ebbing out of you, as it is +out of me. We'll get this matter over, that my mind may be so far at +rest; and then you can eat and drink of the best that my house affords. +I am in mortal pain, Anthony Dare." + +Mrs. Dare was silently removing some of her outer wrappings, and +whispering with the servant at the extremity of the roomy chamber; but +Mr. Dare, who had taken off his great-coat and hat in the hall, +continued to stand by the sick bed. + +"I am sorry to hear it, sir," he said, in reply to Mr. Cooper's +concluding sentence. "Can the medical men afford you no relief?" + +"It is pain of mind, Anthony Dare, not pain of body. _That_ pain has +passed from me. I would have sent for you and Julia before, but I did +not think until yesterday that the end was so near. Never let a man be +guilty of injustice!" broke forth Mr. Cooper, vehemently. "Or let him +know that it will come home to him to trouble his dying bed." + +"What can I do for you, sir?" questioned Mr. Dare. + +"If you will open that bureau, you'll find pen, ink, and paper. Julia, +come here: and see that we are alone." + +The servant left the room, and Mrs. Dare came forward, divested of her +cloaks. She wore a handsome dark-blue satin dress (much the fashion at +that time) with a good deal of rich white lace about it, a heavy gold +chain, and some very showy amethysts set in gold. The jewellery was +real, however, not sham; but altogether her attire looked somewhat out +of place for a death-chamber. + +The afternoon was drawing to a close. What with that and the dense +atmosphere outside, the chamber had grown dim. Mr. Dare disposed the +writing materials on a small round table at the invalid's elbow, and +then looked towards the distant window. + +"I fear I cannot see, sir, without a light." + +"Call for it, Julia," said the invalid. + +A lamp was brought in and placed on the table, so that its rays should +not affect those eyes so soon to close to all earthly light. And Mr. +Dare waited, pen in hand. + +"I have been hard and wilful," began Mr. Cooper, putting up his +trembling hands. "I have been obdurate, and selfish, and unjust; and now +it is keeping peace from me----" + +"But in what way, dear uncle?" softly put in Mrs. Dare; and it may as +well be remarked that whenever Mrs. Dare attempted to speak softly and +kindly it seemed to bear an unnatural sound to others' ears. + +"In what way?--why, with regard to Edgar Halliburton," said Mr. Cooper, +the dew breaking out upon his brow. "In seeking to follow the calling +marked out for him by his father, he only did his duty; and I should +have seen it in that light but for my own obstinate pride and self-will. +I did wrong to discard him: I have done wrong ever since in keeping him +from me, in refusing to be reconciled. Are you listening, Anthony Dare?" + +"Certainly, sir. I hear." + +"Julia, I say that there was no reason for my turning him away. There +has been no reason for my keeping him away. I have refused to be +reconciled: I have sent back his letters unopened; I have held him at +contemptuous defiance. When I heard that he had married, I cast harsh +words to him because he had not asked my consent, though I was aware all +the time, that I had given him no opportunity to ask it--I had harshly +refused all overtures, all intercourse. I cast harsh words to his wife, +knowing her not. But I see my error now. Do you see it, Julia? Do you +see it, Anthony Dare?" + +"Would you like to have him sent for, sir?" suggested Mr. Dare. + +"It is too late. He could not be here in time. I don't know, either, +where he lives in London, or what his address may be. Do you?"--looking +at his niece. + +"Oh dear, no," she replied, with a slightly contemptuous gesture of the +shoulders. As much as to imply that to know the address of her cousin +Edgar was quite beneath her. + + +"No, he could not get here," repeated the dying man, whilst Mrs. Dare +wiped the dews that had gathered on his pallid and wrinkled brow. +"Julia! Anthony! Anthony Dare!" + +"Sir, what is it?" + +"I wish you both to listen to me. I cannot die with this injustice +unrepaired. I have made my will in Julia's favour. It is all left to +her, except a few trifles to my servants. When the property comes to be +realised, there will be at least sixteen thousand pounds, and but for +that late mad speculation I entered into there would have been nearly +forty thousand." + +He paused. But neither Mr. nor Mrs. Dare answered. + +"You are a lawyer, Anthony, and could draw up a fresh will. But there's +no time, I say. What is darkening the room?" he abruptly broke off to +ask. + +Mr. Dare looked hastily up. Nothing was darkening the room, except the +gradually increasing gloom of evening. + +"My sight is growing dim, then," said the invalid. "Listen to me, both +of you. I charge you, Anthony and Julia Dare, that you divide this money +with Edgar Halliburton. Give him his full share; the half, even to a +farthing. Will you do so, Anthony Dare?" + +"Yes, I will, sir." + +"Be it so. I charge you both solemnly--do not fail. If you would lay up +peace for the time when you shall come to be where I am--do not fail. +There's no time legally to do what is right; I feel that there is not. +Ere the deed could be drawn up I should be gone, and could not sign it. +But I leave the charge upon you; the solemn charge. The half of my money +belongs of right to Edgar Halliburton: Julia has claim only to the other +half. Be careful how you divide it: you are sole executor, Anthony Dare. +Have you your paper ready?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Then dot down a few words, as I dictate, and I will sign them. 'I, +Richard Cooper, do repent of my injustice to my dear nephew, Edgar +Halliburton. And I desire, by this my last act on my death-bed, to +bequeath to him the half of the money and property I shall die possessed +of; and I charge Anthony Dare, the executor of my will, to carry out +this act and wish as strictly as though it were a formal and legal one. +I desire that whatever I shall die possessed of, save the bequests to my +servants, may be equally divided between my nephew Edgar and my niece +Julia.'" + +The dying man paused. "I think that's all that need be said," he +observed. "Have you finished writing it, Anthony Dare?" + +Mr. Dare wrote fast and quickly, and was concluding the last words. "It +is written, sir." + +"Read it." + +Mr. Dare proceeded to do so. Short as the time was which it took to +accomplish this, the old man had fallen into a doze ere it was +concluded; a doze or a partial stupor. They could not tell which; but, +in leaning over him, he woke up with a start. + +"I can't die with this injustice unrepaired!" he cried, his memory +evidently ignoring what had just been done. "Anthony Dare, your wife has +no right to all my money. I shall leave half of it to Edgar. I want you +to write it down." + +"It is done, sir. This is the paper." + + +"Where? where? Why don't you get light into the room? It's dark--dark. +This? Is this it?"--as Mr. Dare put it into his hand. "Now, mind!" he +added, his tone changing to one of solemn enjoinder; "mind you act upon +it. Julia has no right to more than her half share; she must not take +more: money kept by wrong, acquired by injustice, never prospers. It +would not bring you good, it would not bring a blessing. Give Edgar his +legal half; and give him his old uncle's love and contrition. Tell him, +if the past could come over again there should be no estrangement +between us." + +He lay panting for a few minutes, and then spoke again, the paper having +fallen unnoticed from his hand. + +"Julia, when you see Edgar's wife--Did I sign that paper?" he broke off. + +"No, sir," said Mr. Dare. "Will you sign it now?" + +"Ay. But, signed or not signed, you'll equally act upon it. I don't put +it forth as a legal document; I suppose it would not, in this informal +state, stand good in law. It is only a reminder to you, Anthony Dare, +that you may not forget my wishes. Hold me up in bed, and have lights +brought in." + +Anthony Dare drew the curtain back, and the rays of the lamp flashed +upon the dying man. Mr. Dare looked round for a book on which to place +the paper while it was signed. + +"I want a light," came again from the bed, in a pleading tone. "Julia, +why don't you tell them to bring in the lamp?" + +"The lamp is here, uncle. It is close to you." + +"Then there's no oil in it," he cried. "Julia, I _will_ have lights +here. Tell them to bring up the dining-room lamps. Don't ring; go and +see that they are brought." + +Unwilling to oppose him, and doubting lest his sight should really have +gone, Mrs. Dare went out, and returned with one of the servants and more +light. Mr. Cooper was then lying back on his pillow, dozing and +unconscious. + +"Has he signed the paper?" Mrs. Dare whispered to her husband. + +He shook his head negatively, and pointed to it. It was lying on the +bed, just as Mrs. Dare had left it. Mrs. Dare caught it up from any +prying eyes that might be about, folded it, and held it securely in her +hand. + +"He will wake up again presently, and can sign it then," observed Mr. +Dare, just as a gentle ring was heard at the house door. + +"It's the doctor," said the servant; "I know his ring." + +But the old man never did sign the paper, and never woke up again. He +lay in a state of lethargy throughout the night. Mr. and Mrs. Dare +watched by his bedside; the servants watched; and the doctors came in at +intervals. But there was no change in his state; until the last great +change. It occurred at daybreak; and when the neighbours opened their +windows to the cold and the snow, the house of Richard Cooper remained +closed. Death was within it. + + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +HELSTONLEIGH. + + +I believe that most of the readers of "The Channings" will not like this +story less because its scene is laid in the same place, Helstonleigh. + +I narrate to you, as you may have already discovered, a great deal of +truth: of events that have actually happened, combined with fiction. I +can only do this from my own personal experience, by taking you to the +scenes and places where I have lived. Of this same town, Helstonleigh, I +could relate to you volumes. No place in the world holds so green a spot +in my memory. Do you remember Longfellow's poem--"My Lost Youth"? + + "Often I think of the beautiful town, + That is seated by the sea; + Often in thought go up and down + The pleasant streets of that dear old town, + And my youth comes back to me. + And a verse of a Lapland song + Is haunting my memory still: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.' + + "I remember the gleams and glooms that dart + Across the schoolboy's brain; + The song and the silence in the heart, + That in part are prophecies, and in part + Are longings wild and vain. + And the voice of that fitful song + Sings on, and is never still: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.' + + "There are things of which I may not speak; + There are dreams that cannot die; + There are thoughts that make the strong heart weak, + And bring a pallor into the cheek, + And a mist before the eye. + And the words of that fatal song + Come over me like a chill: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.' + + "Strange to me now are the forms I meet + When I visit the dear old town; + But the native air is pure and sweet, + And the trees that o'ershadow each well-known street, + As they balance up and down, + Are singing the beautiful song, + Are sighing and whispering still: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.' + + "And Deering's woods are fresh and fair, + And with joy that is almost pain + My heart goes back to wander there, + And among the dreams of the days that were + I find my lost youth again. + And the music of that old song + Throbs in my memory still: + 'A boy's will is the wind's will, + And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.'" + +Those are some of its verses, and what "Deering" is to Longfellow, +"Helstonleigh" is to me. + +The Birmingham stage-coach came into Helstonleigh one summer's night, +and stopped at its destination, the Star-and-Garter Hotel, bringing with +it some London passengers. The direct line of rail to Helstonleigh from +London was not then opened; and this may serve to tell you how long it +is ago. A lady and a little girl stepped from the inside of the coach, +and a gentleman and three boys got down from the outside. The latter +were soaking. Almost immediately after leaving Birmingham, to which +place the rail had conveyed them, the rain had commenced to pour in +torrents, and those outside received its full benefit. The coach was +crammed, inside and out, but with the other passengers we have nothing +to do. We have with these; they were the Halliburtons. + +For the town which Mr. Halliburton had been desirous to remove to, the +one in which his cousin, Mrs. Dare, resided, was no other than +Helstonleigh. + +Mrs. Halliburton drew a long face when she set eyes on her husband's +condition. "Edgar! you must be wet through and through!" + +"Yes, I am. There was no help for it." + +"You should have come inside when I wanted you to do so," she cried, in +a voice of distress. "You should indeed." + +"And have suffered you to take my place outside? Nonsense, Jane!" + +Jane looked at the hotel. "We had better remain here for the night. What +do you think?" + +"Yes, I think so," he replied. "It is too wet to go about looking after +anything that might be less expensive. Inquire if we can have rooms, +Jane, whilst I see after the luggage." + +Mrs. Halliburton went in, leading Janey, and was confronted by the +barmaid, a smart young woman in a smart cap. "Can we sleep here +to-night?" she inquired. + +"Yes, certainly. How many beds?" + +"I will go up with you and see," said Mrs. Halliburton. "Be so kind as +not to put us in your more expensive rooms," she added, in a lower tone. + +The barmaid looked at her from top to toe, as it is much in the habit of +barmaids to do when such a request is preferred. She saw a lady in a +black silk dress, a cashmere shawl, and a plain straw bonnet, trimmed +with white. Simple as the attire was, quiet as was the demeanour, there +was that about Mrs. Halliburton, in her voice, her accent, her bearing +altogether, which proclaimed her the gentlewoman; and the barmaid +condescended to be civil. + +"I have nothing to do with the rooms," she said; "I'll call the +chambermaid. My goodness! You had better get those wet things off, sir, +unless you want to be laid up with cold." + +The words were uttered in surprise, as her eyes encountered Mr. +Halliburton. He looked taller, and thinner, and handsomer than ever; but +he had a hollow cough now, and his cheek was hectic, and he was +certainly wet through. + +The chambermaid allotted them rooms. Mr. Halliburton, after rubbing +himself dry with towels, got into a warmed bed, and had warm drink +supplied to him. Jane, after unpacking what would be wanted for the +night, returned to the sitting-room, to which her children had been +shown. A good-natured maid, seeing the boys' clothes were damp, had +lighted a fire, and they were kneeling round it, having been provided +with bread and butter and milk. Intelligent, truthful, good-looking boys +they were, with clear skins and bright, honest eyes, and open +countenances. Janey had fallen asleep on a chair, her flaxen curls +making her a pillow on its elbow. The boys crowded to one side of the +fireplace when their mother came in, leaving the larger space for her; +and William rose and gave her a chair. Mrs. Halliburton sat down, having +laid on the table a Book of Common Prayer, which she had brought in her +hand. + +"Mamma, I hope papa will not be ill!" + +"Oh, William, I fear it. Such a terrible wetting! And to be so long in +it! How is it that he was so much worse than you are?" + +"Because he sat at the end, and the gentleman next him did not hold the +umbrella over him at all. When it came on to rain, some of the +passengers had umbrellas and some had not, so they were divided for the +best. We three had one between us, and we were wedged in between two fat +old men, who helped to keep us dry. What a pity there was not a place +for papa inside!" + +"Yes; or if he would only have taken mine!" cried Mrs. Halliburton. "A +wetting would not have hurt me, as it may hurt him. What place did they +call that, William, where I got out to ask him to change?" + +"Bromsgrove Lickey. Mamma, you have had no tea!" + +"I do not care for any," she sighed. Hers was a hopeful nature; but +something within her, this evening, seemed to whisper of trial for the +future. She turned to the table, where stood the remains of the +children's meal, cut a piece of bread from the loaf, and slowly spread +it with butter. Then she poured out a little milk. + +"Dear mamma, do have some tea!" cried William; "that's nothing but our +milk and water." + +She shook her head and took the milk. Tea would only be an additional +expense, and she was too completely dispirited to care what she drank. + +"I will read now," she said, taking up the Prayer-book. "And afterwards, +I think, you had better say your prayers here, near the fire, as you +have been so wet." + +She chose a short psalm, and read it aloud. Then the children knelt +down, each at a separate chair, to say their prayers in silence. Not as +children's prayers are sometimes hurried over, knelt they; but with +lowly reverence, their heads bowed, their young hearts lifted, never +doubting but they were heard by God. They had been trained in a good +school. + +Did you ever have a sale of old things? Goods and chattels which may +have served your purpose and looked well in their places, seem so old +when they come to be exhibited that you feel half-ashamed of them? And +as to the sum they realise--you will not have much trouble in hoarding +it. Had Mr. Halliburton known the small sum that would be the result of +his sale; had Jane dreamt that they would go for an "old song," they had +never consented to part with them. Better have been at the cost of +carrying them to Helstonleigh. Their bedding, blankets, etc., they did +take: and it was well they did so. + +I feel almost afraid to tell you how very little money they had in hand +when they arrived. All their worldly wealth was little more than a +hundred and twenty pounds. Debts had to be paid before leaving London; +and it cost money to give up their house without notice, for their +landlord was severe. + +One hundred and twenty pounds! And with this they had to buy fresh +furniture, and to live until teaching came in. A forlorn prospect on +which to recommence the world! No wonder that Jane shunned even tea at +the inn, or any other expense that might lessen their funds! But hope is +buoyant in the human heart: and unless it were so, half the world might +lay themselves down to die. + +Morning came: a bright, sunny, beautiful morning after the rain. Not, +apparently, had Mr. Halliburton suffered. His limbs felt a little stiff, +but that would go off before the day closed. Their plans were to take a +small house, as cheap a one as they could find, in accordance with--you +really must for once excuse the word--gentility. That--a tolerably fair +appearance--was necessary to Mr. Halliburton's success as a teacher. + +"A dry, healthy spot, a little way out of the town," mused the landlord +of the "Star," to whom they communicated their desire. "The London Road +would be the place then. And you probably will find there such a house +as you require." + +They found their way to the London Road--a healthy suburb of the town; +and there discovered a house they thought might suit them: a +semi-detached house of good appearance, inclosed by iron railings, and +standing a little back from the road. A sitting-room was on either side +the entrance, a kitchen at the back. Three bedrooms were above; and +above these again was a garret. A small garden was behind the house; and +beyond that was a field, which did not belong to them. The adjoining +house was similar to this one; but that possessed a large and productive +garden. An inmate of that house showed them over this one, dressed as a +Quakeress. Her features were plain, but her complexion was fair and +delicate, and she had calm blue eyes. + +"The rent of the house is thirty-two pounds per annum," she said, in +reply to Mrs. Halliburton's question. "It belongs to Thomas Ashley; but +thee must not apply to him. I will furnish thee with the address of the +agent, who has the letting of Friend Ashley's houses. It is Anthony +Dare. You will find the house pleasant and healthy, if you decide upon +it," she added, speaking to both of them. + +The latter name had struck upon Mr. Halliburton's ear. "Jane!" he +whispered to his wife, "that must be the Mr. Dare who married my cousin, +Julia Cooper. His name was Anthony Dare." + +Mr. Halliburton proceeded alone to the office of Mr. Dare, the gentleman +you met at Mr. Cooper's; Mrs. Halliburton returning to her children at +the hotel. They had decided to take the house. Mr. Dare was not at home. +"In London, with his wife," the head clerk said. But the clerk had power +to let the house. Mr. Halliburton gave him some particulars with regard +to himself, and they were considered satisfactory; but he did not +mention that he was related to Mrs. Dare. + +The next thing was about furniture. The clerk directed Mr. Halliburton +to a warehouse where both new and second-hand things might be obtained, +and he proceeded to it, calling in at the "Star" for his wife. She knew +a great deal more about furniture than he. They did the best they could, +spending about fifty pounds. A Kidderminster carpet was bought for the +best sitting-room. The other room, which was to be Mr. Halliburton's +study, and the bedrooms, went for the present without any. "We will buy +all those things when we have succeeded a bit," said Mr. Halliburton. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +ANNA LYNN. + + +They slept that night again at the "Star," and the following morning +early, they and their furniture took possession together of the house. A +busy day they found it, arranging things. Jane--who had determined, as +the saying runs, "to put her shoulder to the wheel," not only on this +day, but on future days--did not intend to engage a regular servant. +That, like the carpets, might be indulged in as they succeeded; but in +the mean time she thought a young girl might be found who would come in +for a few hours daily, and do what they wanted done. + +In the course of the morning, the fair, pleasant face of the Quakeress +was seen approaching the back door from the garden. She wore a lilac +print gown, a net kerchief crossed under it on her neck, and the +peculiar net cap, with its high caul and neat little border. + +"I have stepped in to ask if I can help thee with thy work," she began. +"Thee hast plenty to do, setting things straight, and thy husband does +not look strong. I will aid if thee pleasest." + +"You are very kind to be so thoughtful for a stranger," replied Jane, +charmed with the straightforward frankness of the Quakeress. "I hope you +will first tell me to whom I am indebted." + +"Thee can call me Patience," was the ready reply. "I live next door, +with Samuel Lynn and his daughter Anna. His wife died soon after the +child was born. I was related to Anna Lynn; and when she was departing +she sent for me, and begged me not to leave her child, unless Samuel +should take unto himself another wife. But that appears to be far from +his thoughts. He loves the child much; she is as the apple of his eye." + +"Is Mr. Lynn in business?" asked Jane. + +"Not on his own account now. He was a glove manufacturer, as a young +man, but he had not a large capital; and when the British ports were +opened for the admission of gloves from the French, it ruined him--as it +did many others in the city. Only the rich masters could stand that. +Numbers went then." + +"Went!" echoed Jane. "Went where?" + +"To ruin. Ah! I remember it: though it is a long time ago now. It was, I +think, in the year 1825. I cannot describe to thee the distress and +destruction it brought upon this city, until then so flourishing. The +manufacturers had to close their works, and the men went about the +streets starving." + +"Did the distress continue long?" + +"For weeks, and months, and years. The town will never be again, in that +respect, what it has been. Samuel Lynn was a man of integrity, and he +gave up business while he could pay everyone, and accepted the post of +manager in the manufactory of Thomas Ashley. Thomas Ashley is one of the +first manufacturers in the city, as his father was before him. When thee +shall know the place and the people better, thee will find that there is +not a name more respected throughout Helstonleigh than that of Thomas +Ashley." + +"I suppose he is a rich man?" + + +"Yes, he is rich," replied Patience, who was as busy with her hands as +she was in talking. "His household is expensive, and he keeps his open +and his close carriages; but for all that he must be putting by money. +It is not for his riches that Thomas Ashley is respected, but for his +high character. There is not a more just man living than Thomas Ashley; +there is not a manufacturer in the town who is so considerate and kind +to his workmen. His rate of wages is on the highest scale, and he is +incapable of oppression. He has a son and daughter. He, the boy, causes +him much uneasiness and cost." + +"Is he--not steady?" hastily asked Jane. + +"Bless thee, it is not that!" was the laughing answer of Patience. "He +is but a young boy yet. When he was fourteen months old, the nurse let +him fall from her arms, from the first landing to the hall below. At +first they thought he was not hurt: Margaret Ashley herself thought it; +the doctors thought it. But in a little time injury grew apparent. It +lay in one of the hips; he is often in great pain, and will be lame for +life. Abscess after abscess forms in the hip. They take him to the +sea-side; to doctors in London; but nothing cures him. A beautiful boy +as you ever saw; but his hurt renders him peevish. He is fond of books; +and David Byrne, who is a Latin and Greek scholar, goes daily to +instruct him; but the boy is thrown back by his fits of illness. It is a +great grief to Thomas and Margaret Ashley. They----Why, Anna, is it +thee? What dost thou do here?" + +Mrs. Halliburton turned from the kitchen cupboard, where she and +Patience were arranging crockery, to behold a little girl who was no +doubt Anna Lynn. Dark blue eyes were deeply set beneath their long +lashes, which lay on a damask and dimpled cheek; her pretty teeth shone +like pearls between her smiling lips, and her chestnut hair fell in a +mass of careless curls upon her neck. Never, Mrs. Halliburton thought, +had she seen a face so lovely. Jane was a pretty child; but Jane faded +into nothing in comparison with the vision standing there. + +"Thee has thy cap off again, Anna!" cried the Quakeress, with some +asperity of tone. "Art thee not ashamed to be so bold?--going about with +thy head uncovered!" + +"The cap came off, Patience," gently responded Anna. She had a sweetly +timid manner; a modest expression. + +"Thee need not tell me what is untrue. When the cap is tied on, it will +not come off, unless purposely removed. Go home and put it on. Thee may +come back again. Perhaps Friend Halliburton will permit thee to stay +awhile with her children, who are arranging their books in the study. Is +thy French lesson learnt?" + +"Not quite," replied Anna, running away. + +She returned with a pretty little white net cap on, the model of that +worn by Patience. Her luxuriant curls were pushed under it, and the +crimped border rested on the fair forehead. + +"Nay, there is no call to put all thy hair out of sight, child," said +Patience. "Where are thy combs." + +"In my hair, Patience." + +Patience took off the cap, formed two flat curls, by means of the combs, +on either side the temples, put the cap on again, and tucked the rest of +the hair smoothly under it. Mrs. Halliburton then took Anna's hand, and +led her to her own children. + +"What a pity it is to hide her hair!" she said afterwards to Patience. + +"Dost thee think so? It is the custom with our people. Anna's hair is +fine, and of a curly nature. Brush it as I will, it curls; and she has +acquired a habit of taking her cap off when I am not watching. Her +father, I grieve to say, will let her sit by the hour together, her hair +down, as thee saw it now, and her cap anywhere. I believe he thinks +nothing she does is wrong. I talk to him much." + +"I never saw a more beautiful child!" said Jane, warmly. + +"I grant thee that she is fair; but she is eleven years old now, and her +vanity should be checked. She is sometimes invited to the Ashleys', +where she sees the mode in which Mary Ashley is dressed, according to +the fashion of the world, and it sets her longing. Samuel Lynn will not +listen to me. He is pleased that his child should be received there as +Mary Ashley's equal; he cannot forget the time when he was in a good +position himself." + +"Who teaches Anna?" + +"She attends a small school for Friends, kept by Ruth Darby. It is the +holidays now. Her father educates her well. She learns French and +drawing, and other branches of study suitable for girls. Take care! let +me help thee with that heavy table." + +Presently they went to see how things were getting on in the study. Jane +could not keep her eyes from the face of that lovely child. It partly +hindered her work, which there was little need of on that busy day; a +day so busy that they were all glad when it was over, and they were at +liberty to retire to rest. + +Rarely had Jane witnessed so beautiful a view as that which met her +sight the following morning, when she drew up her blind. The previous +day had been hazy--nothing was to be seen; now the atmosphere had +cleared. The great extent of scenery spread around, the green fields, +the growing corn, the sparkling rivulets, the woods with their darker +and their brighter trees, the undulating slopes--all were charming. But +beyond all, and far more charming, bounding the landscape in the distant +horizon, stretched the long chain of the far-famed Malvern Hills. As +the sun cast upon them its light and shade, their outline so clearly +depicted against the sky, and their white villas peeping out from the +trees at their base--Jane felt that she could have gazed for ever. A +wondrous picture is that of Malvern, as seen from Helstonleigh in the +freshness of the early morning. + +"Edgar!" she impulsively exclaimed, turning to the bed--for Mr. +Halliburton had not risen--"you never saw anything more beautiful than +the view from this window. I am sure half the Londoners never dreamt of +anything like it." + +There was no reply. "Perhaps he may be still asleep," she thought. But +upon approaching the bed, she saw that his eyes were open. + +"Jane," he gasped, "I am ill." + +"Ill!" she repeated, a spasm darting through her heart. + +"Every limb is paining me. My head aches, and I am burning with fever. I +have felt it coming on all night." + +She bent down; she felt his hands and his hot face--all burning, as he +said, with fever. + +"We must call in a doctor," she quietly said, suppressing every sign of +dismay, that it might not agitate him. "I will ask Patience to recommend +one." + +"Yes; better have a doctor at once. What will become of us? If I should +be going to have an illness----" + +"Stay, Edgar; do not give way to sad anticipations," she gently said. "A +brave mind, you know, goes half way towards a cure. It is the effect of +that wetting; the cold must have been smouldering within you." + +Smouldering only to burst out the fiercer for delay. Patience spoke in +favour of their own medical man, a Mr. Parry, who lived near them and +had a large practice. He came; and pronounced the malady to be rheumatic +fever. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +ILLNESS. + + +For nine weeks Mr. Halliburton never left his bed. His wife was worn to +a shadow; what with waiting upon him, and battling with her anxiety. Her +body was weary, her heart was sick. Do _you_ know the cost of illness? +Jane knew it then. + +In two weeks more he could leave his easy-chair and crawl about the +room; and by that time he was all eagerness to commence his operations +for the future. + +"I must have some cards printed, Jane," he cried, one morning. "'Mr. +Halliburton, Professor of Classics and Mathematics, late of King's +Col--'--or should it be simply 'Edgar Halliburton?'" he broke off, to +deliberate. "I wonder what the custom may be, down here?" + +"I think you should wait until you are stronger, before you order your +cards," was Jane's reply. + +"But I can be getting things in train, Jane. I have been--how many weeks +is it now?" + +"Eleven." + +"To be sure. It was June when we came; it is now September. I have been +obliged to neglect the boys' lessons, too!" + +"They have been very good and quiet; have gone on with their lessons +themselves. If we have trouble in other ways, we have a blessing in our +children, Edgar. They are thoroughly loving and dutiful." + +"I don't know the ordinary terms of the neighbourhood," he resumed, +after an interval of silence. "And--I wonder if people will want +references? Jane"--after another silence--"you must put your things on, +and go to Mrs. Dare's." + +"To Mrs. Dare's!" she echoed. "Now? I don't know her." + +"Never mind about not knowing her," he eagerly continued. "She is my +cousin. You must ask whether they will allow themselves to be referred +to. Peach will allow it also, I am quite certain. Do go, Jane." + +Invalids in the weak state of Mr. Halliburton are apt to be restlessly +impatient when the mind is set upon any plan or project. Jane found that +it would vex him much if she declined to go to Mrs. Dare, and she +prepared for the visit. Patience directed her to their residence. + +It was situated at the opposite end of Helstonleigh. A handsome house, +inclosed in a high wall, and bearing the imposing title of "Pomeranian +Knoll." Jane entered the iron gates, walked round the carriage drive +that inclosed the lawn, and rang the house bell. A showy footman in +light blue livery, with a bunch of cords on his shoulder, answered it. + +"Can I see Mrs. Dare?" + +"What name, ma'am?" + +Jane gave in one of her visiting cards, wondering whether that was not +too grand a proceeding, considering the errand upon which she had come. +She was shown into an elegant room, to the presence of Mrs. Dare. That +lady was in a costly morning dress, with chains, rings, bracelets, and +other glittering jewellery about her: as she had worn the evening you +saw her beside Mr. Cooper's death-bed. + +"Mrs. Halliburton?" she was repeating in doubt, when Jane entered, her +eyes strained on the card. "What Mrs. Halliburton?" she added, not very +civilly, turning her eyes upon Jane. + +Jane explained. The wife of Edgar Halliburton, Mrs. Dare's cousin. + +Mrs. Dare's presence of mind wholly forsook her. She grew deathly +white; she caught at a chair for support; she was utterly unable to +speak or to conceal her agitation. Jane could only look at her in +amazement, wondering whether she was seized with sudden illness. + + +A few moments and she recovered herself. She took a seat, motioned Jane +to another, and asked, as she might have asked of any stranger, what her +business might be. Jane explained it, somewhat at length. + +Mrs. Dare's surprise was great. She could not or would not understand; +and her face flushed a deep red, and again grew deadly pale. "Edgar +Halliburton come to live in Helstonleigh!" she repeated. "And you say +you are his wife?" + +"I am his wife," was the reply of Jane, spoken with quiet dignity. + + +"_What_ is it that you say he has in view, in coming here?" + +"I beg your pardon; I thought I had explained." And Jane went over the +ground again--why he had been obliged to leave London, and his reasons +for settling in Helstonleigh. + +"You could not have come to a worse place," said Mrs. Dare, who appeared +to be annoyed almost beyond repression. "Masters of all sorts are so +plentiful here that they tread on each other's heels." + +Discouraging news! And Jane's heart beat fast on hearing it. "My husband +thought you and Mr. Dare would kindly interest yourselves for him. He +knows that Mr. Peach will----" + +"No," interrupted Mrs. Dare, in decisive tones. "For Edgar Halliburton's +own sake I must decline to recommend him; or, indeed, to interfere at +all. It would only encourage fallacious hopes. Masters are here in +abundance--I speak of private masters; they don't find half enough to +do. Schools are also plentiful. The best thing will be to go to some +place where there is a better opening, and not to settle himself here at +all!" + +"But we have already settled here," replied Jane. + +A thought suddenly struck Mrs. Dare. "It can never be Edgar who has +taken Mr. Ashley's cottage in the London Road? I remember the name was +said to be Halliburton." + + +"The same. It was let to us by Mr. Dare's clerk." + +Mrs. Dare sat biting her lips. That she was grievously annoyed was +evident, but in deference to good manners, which were partially +returning to her, she strove to repress its signs. "I presume your +husband is poor, Mrs. Halliburton?" + +"We are very poor." + +"It is generally the case with teachers, as I have observed. Well, I +can only give one answer to your application--that we must decline all +interference. I hope Edgar will not think of applying again to us upon +the subject." + +Jane rose. Mrs. Dare remained seated. And yet she prided herself upon +her good breeding! + +"I had forgotten a question which my husband particularly desired me to +ask," Jane said, turning back, as she was moving to the door. "Edgar saw +by the papers that his uncle, Mr. Cooper, died the beginning of the +year. Did he remember him on his death-bed, so far as to send a message +of reconciliation?" + +Strange to say, the countenance of Mrs. Dare again changed; now to a +burning heat, now to a livid pallor. She hesitated in her answer. + +"Yes," she said at length. "Mr. Cooper so far relented as to send him +his forgiveness. 'Tell my nephew Edgar, if you ever see him, that I am +sorry for my harshness; that I would treat him differently were the time +to come over again.' I do not remember the precise words; but they were +to that effect. There is no doubt that he would have wished to be +reconciled; but time did not allow it. I should have written to Edgar of +this, had I been acquainted with his address." + +"A letter addressed to King's College would always have found him. But +he will be glad to hear this. He also bade me ask how Mr. Cooper's money +was left--if you would kindly give him the information." + +Mrs. Dare bent her head. She was busy playing with her bracelet. "The +will was proved in Doctors' Commons. Edgar Halliburton may see it by +paying a shilling there." + +It was not a gracious answer, and Jane paused. "He cannot go to Doctors' +Commons; he is not in London," she gently said. + +Mrs. Dare raised her head. A look, speaking plainly of defiance, had +settled itself on her features. "It was left to me; the whole of it, +except a few trifling legacies to his servants. What could Edgar +Halliburton expect?" + +"I am sure that he did not expect anything," observed Jane. "Though I +believe a hope has sometimes crossed his mind that Mr. Cooper might at +the last relent, and remember him." + +"Nay," said Mrs. Dare, "he had behaved too disobediently for that. +First, in opposing his uncle's wishes that he should enter into +business; secondly, in his marriage." + +"In his marriage!" echoed Jane, a flush rising to her own face. + +"It was so. Mr. Cooper was exceedingly exasperated when he heard that +Edgar had married. He looked upon the marriage, I believe, as +undesirable for him in a pecuniary point of view. You must pardon my +speaking of this to you personally. You appear to wish for the truth." + +The flush on Jane's face deepened to crimson. + +"It is true that I had no money," she said. "But I am the daughter of a +clergyman, and was reared a gentlewoman!" + +"I suppose my uncle thought Edgar Halliburton should have married a +fortune. However all that is past and gone, and it will do no good to +recall it. I am sorry that you should have been so ill-advised for your +own interests as to fix on this place to come to." + +Mrs. Dare rose. She had sat all this time; Jane had stood. "Tell Edgar, +from me, that I am sorry to hear of his illness. Tell him there is no +possible chance of success for him in Helstonleigh; no opening whatever! +When I say that I hope he will speedily remove to some place less +overdone with masters, I speak only in his own interest!" + +She rang the bell as she spoke, and gave Jane the tips of two of her +fingers. The footman held open the hall door, and bowed her out. Jane +went down the gravel sweep, determined never again to trouble Mrs. Dare. + +"Joseph!" cried Mrs. Dare, sharply. + +"Ma'am?" + +"Should that lady ever call again, I am not at home, remember!" + +"Very well, ma'am," was the man's reply. + +Mrs. Dare did not stay to hear it. She had flown upstairs to her room in +trepidation. There she attired herself hastily and went out, bending her +steps towards Mr. Dare's office. It was situated at the end of the town; +and the door displayed a brass plate: "Mr. Dare, Solicitor." + +Mrs. Dare entered the outer room. "Is Mr. Dare alone?" she asked of the +clerks. + +"No, ma'am. Mr. Ashley is with him." + +Chafing at the answer, for she was in a mood of great impatience, of +inward tremor, Mrs. Dare waited for a few minutes. Mr. Ashley came out. +A man of nearly forty years, rather above the middle height, with a +fresh complexion, dark eyes, and well-formed features. A +benevolent-looking, good man. His wife was a cousin of Mr. Dare's. + +Mr. Dare was seated at his table in his own room when his wife came in. +She had turned again of an ashy paleness, and she dropped into a chair +near to him. + +"What is the matter?" he asked in astonishment. "Are you ill?" + +"I think I shall die," she gasped. "I have had a mortal fright, +Anthony." + +Mr. Dare rose. He was about to get her some water, or to call for it, +but she caught his arm. "Stay, and hear me! Stay! Anthony, those +Halliburtons have come to Helstonleigh. Come to live here!" + +Mr. Dare's mouth opened. "What Halliburtons?" he presently asked. + +"_They._ He has come here to settle. He wants to teach; and his wife has +been with me, asking us to be referees. Of course I put the stopper upon +that. The idea of _our_ having poor relations in the town who get their +living by teaching!" + +A very disagreeable idea indeed; for those who were playing first +fiddle in the place, and expected to play it still. But not for that did +the man and wife stand gazing at each other; and the naturally bold look +on Mr. Dare's face had faded considerably just then. + +"She asked about the will," said Mrs. Dare, dropping her voice to a +whisper, and looking round with a shiver. "I thought I should have died +with fear." + +Mr. Dare rallied his courage. Any little reminiscence that may have +momentarily disturbed his equanimity he shook off, and was his own bold +self again. + +"Nonsense, Julia! What is there to fear? The will is proved and acted +upon. Whatever the old man may have uttered to us in his death ramblings +was heard by ourselves alone. If any one _had_ heard it, I should not +much care. A will's a will all the world over; and to act against it +would be illegal." + +Mrs. Dare sat wiping her brow and gathering up _her_ courage. It came +back by slow degrees. + +"Anthony, we must get them out of Helstonleigh. For more reasons than +one we must get them out. They are in that house of Mr. Ashley's." + +He looked surprised. "They! Ay, to be sure: the name in the books is +Halliburton. It never occurred to me that it could be they. I wonder if +they are poor?" + +"Very poor, the wife said." + +"Just so," said Mr. Dare, with a pleasant smile. "I'll not ask for the +rent this quarter, but let it go on a bit. We may get them out, Mrs. +Dare." + +You need not be told that Anthony Dare and his wife had omitted to act +upon Mr. Cooper's dying injunction. At the time they did really intend +to fulfil it; they were not thieves or forgers. But Edgar Halliburton +was not present to remind them of his claims: and, when the money came +to be realised, to be in their own hands, there it was suffered to +remain. Waiting for him, of course; they did not know precisely where to +find him, and did not take any trouble to inquire. Very tempting and +useful they found the money. A large portion of their own share went in +paying back debts, for they lived at an extravagant rate; and--and in +short they had intrenched upon that other share, and could not now have +paid it over had they been ever so willing to do so. No wonder that Mrs. +Dare had felt as one in mortal fear when she met Jane Halliburton face +to face! + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A CHRISTMAS DREAM. + + +Winter had come to Helstonleigh: frost hovered in the air and rested on +the ground. How was Mr. Halliburton? He had never once been out since +his illness, and he sat by the fire when he did not lie in bed, and his +cough was racking him. He might, and probably would, have recovered +health under more favourable auspices, but anxiety of mind was killing +him. Their money was dwindling to a close, and delicacies they dared not +get for him. Mr. Halliburton would say he did not require them; could +not eat them if they were procured. Poor man! he craved for them in his +inmost heart. Strange to say, he did not see his own danger. Or, rather, +it would have been strange but that similar cases are met with every +day. "When this cold weather has passed, and spring is in, then I shall +get up my strength," was his constant cry. "Then I shall set about my +work in earnest, and make my arrival and my plans known to Peach. It has +been of no use troubling him beforehand." False, false hopes! fond, +delusive hopes! + +Dr. Carrington had said that if he _took care_ of himself, he might live +and be well. The other doctors had said the same. And there was no +reason to doubt their judgment. But they had not bargained for an attack +of rheumatic fever, or for the increased injury to the lungs which the +same cause, that past soaking, had induced. + +On Christmas Eve, he and Jane were sitting over the fire in the +twilight. He could come downstairs now; indeed, he did not appear to be +so ill as he really was. The surgeon who attended him in the fever had +been discharged long ago. "There's nothing the matter with me now but +debility; and, only time will bring me out of that," Mr. Halliburton +said, when he dismissed him. Jane was hopeful; more hopeful by fits and +starts than continuously so; but she did really believe he might get +well when winter had passed. They were sitting beside the fire, when a +great bustle interrupted them. All the children trooped in at once, with +the noise it is the delight of children not to stir without. Frank, who +had been out, had entered the house with his arms full of holly and ivy, +his bright face glowing with excitement. The others were attending him +to show off the prize. + +"Look at all this Christmas, mamma!" cried he. "I have bought it." + +"Bought it?" repeated Jane. "My dear Frank, did I not tell you we must +do without Christmas this year?" + +"But it cost nothing, mamma. Only a penny!" + +Jane sighed. She did not say to the children that even a penny was no +longer "nothing." + +"You know that penny I have kept in my pocket a long while," went on +Frank in excitement, addressing the assemblage. "Well, I thought if +mamma would not buy some Christmas, I would." + +"But you did not buy all that for a penny, Frank? We should pay sixpence +for it in London." + +"I did, though, mamma. I had it of that old man who lives in the cottage +higher up the road, with the big garden to it. He was going to cut me +more, but I told him this was plenty. You should have seen the heaps he +gave a woman for twopence: she wanted a wheelbarrow to carry it away." + +Janey clapped her hands, and began to dance. "I shall help you to dress +the rooms! We must have a merry Christmas!" + +Mr. Halliburton drew her to him. "Yes, we must have a merry Christmas, +must we not, Janey? Jane"--turning to his wife--"can you manage to have +a nice dinner for us? Christmas only comes once a year." + +He looked up with his haggard face: very much as though he were longing +for a nice dinner then. + +"I will see what I can do," said Jane in reply, smothering down another +sigh. "I am going out presently to the butcher's. A joint of beef will +be best; and though the pudding's a plain one, I hope it will be good. +Yes, we must keep Christmas." + +Christmas-day dawned, and in due time they assembled as usual. Jane +intended to go to church that day. During her husband's illness she had +been obliged to send the children alone. They had been trained to know +what church meant, and did not require some one with them to keep them +in order there. A good thing if the same could be said of all children! + +It was a clear, bright morning, cold and frosty. Mr. Halliburton came +down just as they were starting. + +"I feel so much better to-day!" he exclaimed. "I could almost go with +you myself. Jane"--smiling at her look of consternation--"you need not +be startled: I do not intend to attempt it. William, you are not ready." + +"Mamma said I was to stay with you, papa." + +"Stay with me! There's not the least necessity for that. I tell you all +I am feeling better to-day--quite well. You can go with the rest, +William." + +William looked at his mother, and for a moment Jane hesitated. Only for +a moment. "I would rather he remained, Edgar," she said. "Betsy will be +gone by twelve o'clock. Indeed, I should not feel comfortable at the +thought of your being alone." + +"Oh, very well," replied Mr. Halliburton, quite gaily. "I suppose you +must remain, William, or we shall have mamma leaving when the service is +only half over to see whether I have not fallen into the fire." + +Jane had all the household care upon her shoulders now, and a great +portion of the household work. Though an active domestic manager, she +had known nothing practically of the more menial work of a house; she +knew it only too well now. The old saying is a very true one: "Necessity +makes us acquainted with strange bedfellows." This young girl, Betsy, +who came in part of each day to assist, was almost as much trouble as +profit. She had said to Jane on Christmas Eve: "If you please, mother +says I am to be at home to-morrow, if it's convenient." I am! However, +Jane and the young lady came to a compromise. She was to go home at +twelve and come back later to wash up the dishes. Of course it entailed +upon Jane all the trouble of preparing dinner. + +Have you ever known one of these cases yourself? Where a lady--a lady, +mind you, as Jane was--has had to put aside her habits of refinement, +pin up her gown, and turn to and cook; roast the meat and boil potatoes, +and all the ether essential items? Many a one is doing it now in real +life. Jane Halliburton was not a solitary example. The pudding had been +made the day before and partly boiled: it was now on the fire, boiling +again, and the rest of the dinner she would do on her return from +church. + +It was something wonderful, the improvement in Mr. Halliburton's health +that day. He took his part with William in reading the psalms and +lessons while the rest were at church: it was what he had been unable to +do for a long time in consequence of his cough and laboured breathing. +The duty over, he lay back in his chair; in thought apparently, not +exhaustion. + +"Peace on earth, and good will towards men!" he repeated presently, in a +fervent, but somewhat absent tone. "William, my boy, I think peace must +be coming to me at last. I do feel so well." + +"What peace, papa?" asked William, puzzled. + +"The peace of renewed health, of hope; freedom from worry. The Christmas +season and the bright day have taken away all my despondency. Let me go +on like this, and in another month I shall be out and at work." + +William's eyes sparkled. He fully believed it all. Boys are sanguine. + +They were to dine at three o'clock, and Jane did her best to prepare it. +During the process, Patience appeared at the back door with a plate of +oranges. "Will thee accept of these for thy children?" asked she. + +"How kind you are!" exclaimed Jane, in a grateful impulse, as she +thought of her children. Of such little treats they had latterly enjoyed +a scanty share. "Patience, I hope you did not buy them purposely?" + +"Had I had to buy them, thee would not have seen them," returned the +candid Quakeress. "A friend of Samuel Lynn's, who lives at Bristol, +sends us a small case every winter. When I was unpacking it this morning +I said to him, 'The young ones at the next door would be pleased with a +few of these'; but he did not answer. Thee must not think him selfish; +he is not a selfish man; but he cannot bear to see anything go beside +the child. Anna looked at him eagerly; she would have been pleased to +send half the box: and he saw it. 'Take in a few, Patience,' he cried." + +"I am much obliged to him, and to you also," repeated Jane. "Patience, +Mr. Halliburton is so much better to-day! Go in, and see him." + +Patience went into the parlour, carrying the oranges with her. When she +came out again there was a grave expression on her serene face. + +"Thee will do well not to count upon this apparent improvement in thy +husband." + +Jane's heart went down considerably. "I do not exactly count upon it, +Patience," she confessed; "but he does seem to have changed so much for +the better that I feel in greater spirits than I have felt this many a +day. His cough seems almost well." + +"I do not wish to throw a damp upon thee; still, were I thee, I would +not reckon upon it. These sudden improvements sometimes turn out to have +been deceitful. Fare thee well!" + +Jane went into the parlour. The children were gathered round the plate +of oranges. "Mamma, do look!" cried Janey. "Are they not good? There +are six: one apiece for us all. I wonder if papa could eat one? Gar, you +are not to touch. Papa, could you eat an orange?" + +Unseen by the children, Mr. Halliburton had been straining his eager +gaze upon the oranges. His mouth parched with inward fever, his throat +dry, they appeared, coming thus unexpectedly before him, what the +long-wished-for spring of water is to the fainting traveller in the +desert. Jane caught the look, and handed the plate to him. "You would +like one, Edgar?" + +"I am thirsty," he said, in tones savouring of apology, for the oranges +seemed to belong to the children rather than to him. "I think I must eat +mine before dinner. Cut it into four, will you?" + +He took up one of the quarters. "It is delicious!" he exclaimed. "It is +so refreshing!" + +The children stood around and watched him. They enjoyed oranges, but +scarcely with a zest so intense as that. + +When Jane returned to the kitchen, she found a helpmate. The maid from +next door, Grace, a young Quakeress, fair and demure, was standing +there. She had been sent by Patience to do what she could for half an +hour. "How considerate she is!" thought grateful Jane. + +They dined in comfort, Grace waiting on them. Afterwards the oranges +were placed upon the table. Master Gar caught up the plate, and +presented it to his mother. "Papa has had his," quoth he. + +"Not for me, Gar," said Jane. "I do not eat oranges. I will give mine to +papa." + +The three younger children speedily attacked theirs. William did not. He +left his by the side of the one rejected by his mother, and set the +plate by Mr. Halliburton. + +"Do you intend these for me, William?" + +"Yes, papa." + +Frank looked surprised. "William, you don't mean to say you are not +going to eat your orange? Why, you were as glad as any of us when they +came." + +"I eat oranges when I want them," observed William, with an affectation +of carelessness, which betrayed a delicacy of feeling that might have +done honour to one older than he. "I have had too good a dinner to care +about oranges." + +Mr. Halliburton drew William towards him, and looked steadfastly into +his face with a meaning smile. "Thank you, my darling," he whispered: +and William coloured excessively as he sat down. + +Mr. Halliburton ate the oranges, and appeared as if he could have eaten +as many more. Then he leaned his head back on the pillow which was +placed over his chair, and presently fell asleep. + +"Be very still, dear children," whispered Jane. + +They looked round, saw why they were to be still, and hushed their busy +voices. William pulled a stool to his mother's feet, and took his seat +on it, holding her hand between his. + +"Papa will soon be well again now," he softly said. "Don't you think so, +mamma?" + +"Indeed I hope he will," she answered. + +"But don't you _think_ it?" he persisted; and Jane detected an anxiety +in his tone. Could there have been a shadow of fear upon the boy's own +heart? "He said mamma, whilst you were at church, that in another month +he should be strong again." + +"Not quite so soon as that, I fear, William. He has been so much +reduced, you know. Later: if he goes on as well as he appears to be +going on now." + +Jane set the children to that renowned game. "Cross questions and +crooked answers." You may have had the pleasure of playing it: if so, +you will remember that it consists chiefly of whispering. It is +difficult to keep children quiet long together. + +"Where am I?" cried a sudden voice, startling the children in the midst +of their silent whispers. + +It came from Mr. Halliburton. He had slept about half an hour, and was +now looking round in bewilderment, his head starting away from the +pillow. "Where am I?" he repeated. + +"You have been asleep, papa," cried Frank. + +"Asleep! Oh, yes! I remember. You are all here, and it is Christmas +Day. I have been dreaming." + +"What about, papa?" + +Mr. Halliburton let his head fall back on the pillow again. He fixed his +eyes on vacancy, and there ensued a silence. The children looked at him. + +"Singular things are dreams," he presently exclaimed. "I thought I was +on a broad, wide road--an immense road, and it was crowded with people. +We were all going one way, stumbling and tripping along----" + +"What made you stumble, papa?" interrupted Janey, whose busy tongue was +ever ready to talk. + +"The road was full of impediments," continued Mr. Halliburton, in a +dreamy tone, as if his mental vision were buried in the scene and he was +relating what had actually occurred. "Stones, and hillocks, and +brambles, and pools of shallow water, and long grass that got entangled +round our feet: nothing but difficulties and hindrances. At the end, in +the horizon, as far as the eye could reach--very, very far away +indeed--a hundred times as far away as the Malvern Hills appear to be +from us--there shone a brilliant light. So brilliant! You have never +seen anything like it in life, for the naked eye could not bear such +light. And yet we seemed to look at it, and our sight was not dazzled!" + +"Perhaps it was fireworks?" interrupted Gar. Mr. Halliburton went on +without heeding him. + +"We were all pressing on to get to the light, though the distant journey +seemed as if it could never end. So long as we kept our eyes fixed on +the light, we could see how we walked, and we passed over the rough +places without fear. Not without difficulty. But still we did pass them, +and advanced. But the moment we took our eyes from the light, then we +were stopped; some fell; some wandered aside, and would not try to go +forward; some were torn by the brambles; some fell into the water; some +stuck in the mud; in short, they could not get on any way. And yet they +knew--at least, it seemed that they knew--that if they would only lift +their eyes to the light, and keep them steadfastly on it, they were +certain to be helped, and to make progress. The few who did keep their +eyes on it--very few they were!--steadily bore onwards. The same +hindrances, the same difficulties were in their path, so that at times +they also felt tempted to despair--to fear they could not get on. But +their fears were groundless. So long as they did not take their eyes +from the light, it guided them in certainty and safety over the rough +places. It was a helper that could not fail; and it was ready to guide +every one--all those millions and millions of travellers. To guide them +throughout the whole of the way until they had gained it." + +The children had become interested and were listening with hushed lips. +"Why did they not all let it guide them?" breathlessly asked William. +"Nothing can be more easy than to keep our eyes on a light that does +not dazzle. What did you do, papa?" + +"It seemed that the light would only shine on one step at a time," +continued Mr. Halliburton, not in answer to William, but evidently +absorbed in his own thoughts. "We could not see further than the one +step, but that was sufficient; for the moment we had taken it, then the +light shone upon another. And so we passed on, progressing to the end, +the light seeming brighter and brighter as we drew near to it." + +"Did you get to it, papa?" + +"I am trying to recollect, William. I seemed to be quite close to it. I +suppose I awoke then." + +Mr. Halliburton paused, still in thought: but he said no more. Presently +he turned to his wife. "Is it nearly tea-time, Jane? I cannot think what +makes me so thirsty." + +"We can have tea now, if you like," she replied. "I will go and see +about it." + +She left the room, and Janey ran after her. In the kitchen, making a +great show and parade of being at work amidst plates and dishes, was a +damsel of fifteen, her hair curiously twisted about her head, and her +round, green eyes wide open. It was Betsy. + +"That was good pudding," cried she, turning her face to Mrs. +Halliburton. "Better than mother's." + +She alluded to a slice which had been given her. Jane smiled. "We want +tea, Betsy." + +"Have it in directly, mum," was Miss Betsy's acquiescent response. + +Scarcely were the words spoken, when a commotion was heard in the +sitting-room. The door was flung open, and the boys called out, the tone +of their voices one of utter alarm. Jane, the child, and the maid, made +but one step to the room. All Jane's fears had flown to "fire." + +Fire had been almost less startling. Mr. Halliburton was lying back on +the pillow with a ghastly face, his mouth, and shirt-front stained with +blood. He could not speak, but he asked assistance with his imploring +eyes. In coughing he had broken a blood-vessel. + +Jane did not faint; did not scream. Her whole heart turned sick, and she +felt that the end had come. Janey sank down on the floor with a faint +cry, and hid her face on the sofa. One glimpse was sufficient for Betsy. +The moment she had taken it, she subsided into a succession of shrieks; +flew out of the house and burst into that of Mr. Lynn. There she +terrified the sober family by announcing that Mr. Halliburton was lying +with his throat cut. + +Mr. Lynn and Patience hurried in, ordering Anna to remain where she was. +They saw what was the matter, and placed him in a better position: +Patience helping Mrs. Halliburton to sponge his face. + +"Shall I get the doctor for thee, friend?" asked the Quaker of Jane. "I +shall bring him quicker, maybe, than one of thy lads would." + +"Oh! yes, yes!" + +"I warned thee not to be sanguine," whispered Patience, when Mr. Lynn +had gone. "I feared it might be only the deceitfulness of the ending." + +The ending! what a confirmation of Jane's own fears! She turned her eyes +despairingly on Patience. + +Mr. Halliburton opened his trembling lips, as though he would have +spoken. Patience stopped him. + +"Thee must not talk, friend. If thee hast need of anything, can thee not +make a sign?" + +He gave them to understand that he wanted water. This was given to him, +and he appeared to be more composed. + +"There is nothing else that I can do just now," observed Patience. "I +will go back and take thy little girl with me. See her, hiding there!" + +Patience did so. Betsy cowered over the fire in the kitchen, and the +three boys and their mother stood round the dying man. + +"Children!" he gasped. + +"Oh, Edgar! do not speak!" interrupted Jane. + +He smiled as he looked at her, very much as though he knew that it did +not matter whether he spoke or remained silent. "I am at the journey's +end, Jane; close to the light. Children," he panted at slow intervals, +"when I told you my dream, I little thought it was only a type of the +present reality. I think it was sent to me that I might tell it you, for +I now see its meaning. You are travelling on to that light, as I thought +I was--as I have been. You will have the same stumbling-blocks to walk +over; none are exempt from them; trials, and temptations, and sorrows, +and drawbacks. But the light is there, ever shining to guide you, for it +is Heaven. Will you always look up to it?" + +He gathered their hands together, and held them between his. The boys, +awe-struck, bewildered with terror and grief, could only gaze in silence +and listen. + +"The light is God, my children. He is above you, and below you, and +round about you everywhere. He is ready to help you at every step and +turn. Make Him your guide; put your whole dependence upon Him, +implicitly trust to Him to lighten your path, so that you may see to +walk in it. He cannot fail. Look up to Him, and you will be unerringly +guided, though it may be--though it probably will be--only step by step. +Never lose your trust in God, and then rest assured He will conduct you +to His own bright ending. Jane, let them take it to their hearts! May +God bless you, my dear ones! and bring you to me hereafter!" + +He ceased, and lay exhausted; his eyes fondly seeking Jane's, her hand +clasped in his. Jane's own eyes were dry and burning, and she appeared +to be unnaturally calm. Gradually the fading eyes closed. In a very +short time the knock of Samuel Lynn was heard at the door. He had +brought the doctor. William, passing his handkerchief over his wet face, +went to open it. + +Mr. Parry stepped into the room, and Jane moved from beside her husband +to give place to him. "He sighed heavily a minute or two ago," she +whispered. + +The surgeon looked at him. He bent his ear to the open mouth, and then +gently unbuttoned the waistcoat, and listened for the beating of the +heart. "His life passed away in that sigh," murmured the doctor to Jane. + +It was even so. Edgar Halliburton had gone into the light. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE FUNERAL. + + +Jane looked around her--looked at all the terrors of her situation. The +first burst of grief over, and a day or two gone on, she could only look +at it. She did not know which way to turn or what to do. It is true she +placed implicit trust in God--in the LIGHT spoken of by her husband when +he was passing away. Throughout her life she had borne an ever-present, +lively trust in God's unchanging care; and she had incessantly striven +to implant the same trust in the minds of her children. But in this +season of dread anxiety, of hopeless bereavement, you will not think +less well of her for hearing that she did give way to despondency, +almost to despair. + +From tears for him who had been the dear partner of her life, to anxiety +for the future of his children--from anxiety for them, to pecuniary +distress and embarrassment--so passed on her hours from Christmas night. +Calm she had contrived to be in the presence of others; but it was the +calm of an aching heart. She dreaded her own reflections. When she rose +in the morning she said, "How shall I bear up through the day?" and when +she went to her bed, it would be, "How shall I drag through the right?" +Tossing, turning, moaning; walking the room in the darkness when no eye +was upon her; kneeling, almost without hope, to pour forth her +tribulations to God--who would believe that, in the daytime, before +others, she could be so apparently serene? Only once did she give way, +and that was the day before the funeral. + +Patience sympathised with her in a reasoning sort of way. It had been +next to impossible for Jane to keep her pecuniary anxiety from Patience, +who advised and assisted her in making the various arrangements. It was +necessary to go to work in the most sparing manner possible; and it +ended in Jane's taking Patience into her full confidence. + +"If thee can but keep a house over thy head, so as to retain thy +children with thee, thee wilt get along. Do not be cast down." + +"Oh, Patience, that is what I have been thinking about--how am I to keep +the house together. I do not see that I can do it." + +"The furniture is thine," observed Patience. "Thee might let two or +three of thy rooms, so as to cover the rent." + +"I have thought all that over and over again to myself," sighed Jane. +"But, Patience--allowing that the rent were made in that way--how are we +to live?" + +"Thee must occupy thy time in some way. Thee can sew! Dost thee know +dress-making?" + +"No--only sufficient of it to make my own plain gowns and Jane's frocks. +As to plain sewing, I could never earn food at it--it is so badly paid. +And there will be the education of my boys, and their clothing." + +"Thee hast anxiety before thee--I see it," said Patience, in a grave +tone. "Still, I would not have thee be cast down. Thee will make thyself +ill, and that will not be the way to mend thy condition." + +Jane sat down, her hands clasped on her knees, her mind viewing her dark +troubles. "If I were but clear, I should have better hope," she said, +lifting her face in its sad sorrow. "Patience, we owe half a year's +rent; and there will be the funeral expenses besides." + +"Hast thee no kindred that would aid thee in thy strait?" + +Jane shook her head. The only "kindred" she possessed in the whole world +was one who had barely enough for his own poor wants--her brother +Francis. + +"Hast thee no little property to dispose of?" continued Patience. +"Watches, or things of that kind?" + +There was her husband's watch. But Jane's pale face crimsoned at the +idea of parting with it in that manner. It was a good watch, and had +long ago been promised to William. + +"I can understand thy flush of aversion," said Patience, kindly. "I +would not be the one to suggest aught to hurt thy feelings; but thy +necessities may leave no alternative." + +A conviction that they would leave none was already stealing over Jane. +She possessed a few trinkets herself, not of much value, and a little +silver. All might have to go, not excepting the watch. "Would there be a +difficulty in disposing of them, Patience?" she asked aloud. + +"None at all: there is the pawn-shop," said the plain-speaking +Quakeress. "I do not know what many would do without it. I can tell thee +that some of the great ones of this city send their plate to it on +occasion. Thee would not like to go to such a place thyself, but thy +servant's mother, Elizabeth Carter, is a discreet woman: she would +render thee this little service. As I tell thee, if thee can only +surmount present difficulties, so as to secure a start, thee may get +on." + +Surmount present difficulties! It seemed to Jane next door to an +impossibility. She had the merest trifle of money left, was in debt, and +without means, so far as she saw, of earning even food. She paid her +last night visit to the room which contained the coffin, and went thence +up to her bed, to toss the night through on her wet pillow, with a +burning brow and an aching heart. + +It was a sad funeral to see, and one of the plainest of the plain. The +clerk of the church, who had condescended to come up to escort it--a +condescension he did not often vouchsafe to poor funerals, for they +afforded nothing good to eat and drink--walked first, without a hatband. +Then came the coffin, covered with a pall, and William and Frank behind +it. Jane had not sent Gar, poor little fellow! She thought he might be +better away. That was all; there were no attendants: the clerk, the two +boys, the coffin, and the men who bore it. + +It was sad to see. The people stopped to look as it went along the +streets, following with their eyes the poor fatherless children. One +young man stood aside, raised his hat, and held it in his hand until the +coffin had passed. But the young man had lived in foreign countries, +where it is the custom to remain uncovered whilst a funeral goes by. + +He was buried at St. Martin's Church; and, singular to say, the +officiating minister was the Rev. Mr. Peach. Mr. Peach did not know who +he was interring: he had taken the service for St. Martin's rector. +William heard his name: how many times had he heard his poor father +mention the name in connection with his hopeful prospects! He burst into +wailing sobs at the thought. Mr. Peach glanced off his book to look +compassionately at the sobbing boy. + +The funeral was over, the last word of the service spoken, the first +shovel of earth flung rattling on to the coffin. The clerk did not pay +the compliment of his escort back again; indeed, there was nothing to +escort but the two boys. They walked alone, with no company but their +hatbands. + +In the evening, at dusk, they were gathered together--Jane and all the +children. Tears seemed to have a respite: they had been shed of late all +too plentifully. + +"I must speak to you, children," said Jane, lifting her head, and +breaking the silence. "I may as well speak now, as let the days go on +first. You are young, but you are old enough to understand me. Do you +know, my darlings, how very sad our position is?" + +"In losing papa?" said Janey, catching her breath. + +"Yes, yes, in losing him," wailed Jane. "For that includes more than you +suspect. But I wish to allude more particularly to the future. My dears, +I do not see what is to become of us. We have no money; and we have no +one to give us any or to lend us any; no one in the wide world." + +The children did not interrupt; only William moved his chair nearer to +hers. She looked so young in her widow's cap: nearly as young as when, +years ago, she had married him who had that day been put out of her +sight for ever. + +"If we can only keep a roof over our heads," continued Jane, speaking +very softly from the effort to subdue her threatening emotion, "we may +perhaps struggle on. Perhaps. But it will be _struggling_; and you do +not know half that the word implies. We may not have enough to eat. We +may be cold and hungry--not once, but constantly; and we shall certainly +have to encounter and endure the slights and humiliations attendant on +extreme poverty. I do not know that we can retain a home; for we may, in +a week or two, be turned from this." + +"But why be turned from this, mamma?" + +"Because there is rent owing, and I have not the means to pay it," she +answered. "I have written to your uncle Francis, but I do not believe he +will be able to help me. He----" + +"Why can't we go back to London to live?" eagerly interrupted little +Gar. "It was so nice there! It was a better home than this." + + +"You forget, Gar, that--that----" here she almost broke down, and had to +pause a minute--"that our income there was earned by papa. He would not +be there to earn it now. No, my dear ones; I have thought the future +over in every way--thought until my brain has become confused--and the +only possible chance that I can see, of our surmounting difficulties, so +as to enable us to exist, is by endeavouring to keep this home. Patience +suggests that I should let part of it. I had already thought of that; +and I shall endeavour to do so. It may cover the rent and taxes. And I +must try and do something else that will find us food." + +The children looked perfectly thunderstruck, especially the two elder +ones, William and Jane. "Do something to find food!" they uttered, +aghast. "Mamma, what do you mean?" + +It is so difficult to make children understand these unhappy +things--those who have been brought up in comfort. Jane sighed, and +explained further. Little desolate hearts they were who listened to her. + + +"William," she resumed, "your poor papa's watch was to have been yours; +but--I scarcely like to tell you--I fear I shall be obliged to dispose +of it to help our necessities." + +A spasm shot across William's face. But, brave-hearted boy that he was, +he would not let his mother see his disappointment, and looked +cheerfully at her. + +"There is one thought that weighs more heavily on my mind than all--your +education. How I shall manage to continue it I do not know. My darlings, +I look upon this only in a degree less essential to you than food: you +know that learning is better than house and land. I do not yet see my +way clear in any way: it is very dark--almost as dark as it can be; and +but for one Friend, I should despair." + +"What friend is that, mamma? Do you mean Patience?" + +"I mean God," replied Jane. "I know that He is a sure refuge to those +who trust in Him. In my saddest moments, when I think how certain that +refuge is, a ray of light flashes over me, bright as that glorious light +in your papa's dream. Oh, my dear children! Perhaps we shall be helped +to struggle on!" + +"Who will buy us new clothes?" cried Frank, dropping upon another phase +of the difficulty. Jane sighed: it was all terribly indistinct. + +"In all the tribulation that will probably come upon us, the +humiliations, the necessities, we must strive for patience to bear them. +You do not yet understand the meaning of the term, _to bear_; but you +will learn it all too soon. You must bear not only for your own sakes, +because it is your lot, and you cannot go from it; not only for mine, +but chiefly because it is the will of God. This affliction could not +have come upon us unless God had permitted it, and I am quite sure, +therefore, that it is in some way sent for our good. We shall not be +utterly miserable if we can keep together in our house. You will aid me +in it, will you not?" + +"In what way, mamma?" they eagerly asked, as if wishing to begin +something then. "What can we do?" + +"You can aid me by being dutiful and obedient; by giving me no +unnecessary anxiety or trouble; by cheerfully making the best of our +privations; and you can strive to retain what you have already learnt by +going diligently over your lessons together. All this will aid and +comfort me." + + +William's tears burst forth, and he laid his head on his mother's lap. +"Oh, mamma dear, I will try and do for you all I can," he sobbed. "I +will indeed." + +"Take comfort, my boy," she whispered, leaning tenderly over him. +"Remember that your last act to your father was a loving sacrifice, in +giving to him the orange that you would have enjoyed. I marked it, +William. My darling children, let us all strive to bear on steadfastly +to that far-off light, ever looking unto God." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +TROUBLE. + + +A week elapsed, after the burial of Mr. Halliburton. By that time Jane +had looked fully into the best and worst of her condition, and had, so +to say, organised her plans. By the disposal of the watch, with what +little silver they possessed, and ornaments of her own, she had been +enabled to discharge the expenses of the funeral and other small debts, +and to retain a trifle in hand for present wants. + +On the last day of the week, Saturday, she received an application for +the rent. A stylish-looking stripling of some nineteen years, with light +eyes and fair hair, called from Mr. Dare to demand it. Jane told him she +could not pay him then, but would write and explain to Mr. Dare. Upon +which the gentleman, whose manners were haughtily condescending, turned +on his heel and left the house, not deigning to say good morning. As he +was swinging out at the gate, Patience, coming home from market with a +basket in her hand, met him. "How dost thee?" said she in salutation. +But there was no response from the other, except that his head went a +shade higher. + +"Do you know who that is?" inquired Jane, afterwards. + +"Of a surety. It is young Anthony Dare." + +"He has not pleasing manners." + +"Not to us. There is not a more arrogant youth in the town. But his +private character is not well spoken of." + +Jane sat down to write to Mr. Dare. Her brother Francis, to whom she had +explained her situation, had promised her the rent for the half-year +due, sixteen pounds, by the middle of February. He could not let her +have it before that period, he said, but she might positively count upon +it then. She begged Mr. Dare to accord her the favour of waiting until +then. Sealing her note, she sent it to him. + +On the Monday following, all was in readiness to _let_; and Jane was +full of hope, looking for the advent of lodgers. The best parlour and +the two best bedrooms had been vacated, and were in order. Jane slept +now with her little girl, and the boys had mattresses laid down for them +on the floor at the top of the house. They were to make the study their +sitting-room from henceforth; and a card in the window displayed the +announcement "Lodgings." The more modern word "apartments" had not then +come into fashion at Helstonleigh. + +Patience came in after breakfast with a piece of grey merino in her +hand. + +"Would thee like to make a frock for Anna?" asked she of Mrs. +Halliburton. "Sarah Locke does them for her mostly, for it is work that +I am not clever at; but Sarah sends me word she is too full of work this +week to undertake it. I heard thee say thee made Janey's frocks. If thee +can do this, and earn half-a-crown, thee art welcome. It is what I +should pay Sarah." + +Jane took the merino in thankfulness. It was as a ray of hope, come to +light up her heart. Only the instant before Patience entered she was +wishing that something could arrive for her to do, never supposing that +it would arrive. And now it had come!--and would bring her in +two-and-sixpence! "Two-and-sixpence!" we may feel inclined to echo, in +undisguised contempt for the trifle. Ay! but we may never have known the +yearning want of two-and-sixpence, or of ten-and-sixpence either! + +Jane cut out the skirt by a pattern frock, and sat down to make it, her +mind ruminating on the future. The children were at their lessons, round +the table. "I have just two pounds seventeen and sixpence left," +deliberated Jane. "This half-crown will make it three pounds. I wonder +how long we can live upon that? We have good clothes, and for the +present the boys' boots are good. If I can let the rooms we shall have +the rent, so that food is the chief thing to look to. We must spin the +money out; must live upon bread and potatoes and a little milk, until +something comes in. I wonder if five shillings a week would pay for bare +food, and for coals? I fear----" + +Jane's dreams were interrupted. The front gate was swung open, and two +people, men or gentlemen, approached the house door and knocked. Their +movements were so quick that Jane caught only a glimpse of them. "See +who it is, will you, William?" + +She heard them walk in and ask if she was at home. Putting down her +work, she shook the threads from her black dress and went out to them, +William returning to his lessons. + +The visitors were standing in the passage--one well-dressed man and one +shabby one. The former made a civil demand for the half-year's rent due. +Jane replied that she had written to Mr. Dare on the previous Saturday, +explaining things to him, and asking him to wait a short time. + +"Mr. Dare cannot wait," was the rejoinder of the applicant, still +speaking civilly. "You must allow me to remark, ma'am, that you are +strangers to the town, that you have paid no rent since you entered the +house----" + +"We believed it was the custom to pay half-yearly, as Mr. Dare did not +apply for it at the Michaelmas quarter," interrupted Jane. "We should +have paid then, had he asked for it." + +"At any rate, it is not paid," was the reply. "And--I am sorry, ma'am, +to be under the necessity of leaving this man in possession until you do +pay!" + +They walked deliberately into the best parlour; and Jane, amidst a +rushing feeling of despair that turned her heart to sickness, knew that +a seizure had been put into the house. + +As she stood in her bewilderment, Patience entered by the back door, the +way she always did enter, and caught a glimpse of the shabby man. She +drew Jane into the kitchen. + +"What does that man do here?" she inquired. + +For answer Jane sank into a chair and burst into sobs so violent as to +surprise the calm Quakeress. She turned and shut the door. + +"Hush thee! Now hush thee! Thy children will hear and be terrified. Art +thee behind with thy taxes?" + +For some minutes Jane could not reply. "Not for taxes," she said; "they +are paid. Mr. Dare has put him in for the rent." + +Patience revolved the news in considerable astonishment. "Nay, but I +think thee must be in error. Thomas Ashley would not do such a thing." + +"He has done it," sobbed Jane. + +"It is not in accordance with his character. He is a humane and +considerate man. Verily I grieve for thee! That man is not an agreeable +inmate of a house. We had him in ours last year!" + +"You!" uttered Jane, surprise penetrating even to her own grief. "You!" + +"They force us to pay church-rates," explained Patience. "We have a +scruple to do so, believing the call unjust. For years Samuel Lynn had +paid the claim to avert consequences; but last year he and many more +Friends stood out against it. The result was, that that man, now in thy +parlour, was put into our house. The amount claimed was one pound nine +shillings; and they took out of our house, and sold, goods which had +cost us eleven pounds, and which were equal to new." + +"Oh, Patience, tell me what I had better do!" implored Jane, reverting +to her own trouble. "If we are turned out and our things sold, we must +go to the workhouse. We cannot be in the streets." + +"Indeed, I feel incompetent to advise thee. Had thee not better see +Anthony Dare, and try thy persuasion that he would remove the seizure +and wait?" + +"I will go to him at once," feverishly returned Jane. "You will allow +Janey to remain with you, Patience, while I do so?" + +"Of a surety I will. She----" + +At that moment the children burst into the kitchen, one after the other. +"Mamma, who is that shabby-looking man come into the study? He has +seated himself right in front of the fire, and is knocking it about. And +the other is looking at the tables and chairs." + +It was Frank who spoke; impetuous + +Frank. Mrs. Halliburton cast a despairing look around her, and Patience +drew their attention. + +"That man is here on business," she said to them. "You must not be rude +to him, or he will be ten times more rude to you. The other will soon be +gone. Your mother is going abroad for an hour; perhaps when she returns +she will rid the house of him. Jane, child, thee can come with me and +take thy dinner with Anna." + +Mrs. Halliburton waited until the better-looking of the two men was +gone, and then started. It was a raw, cold day--what some people call a +black frost. Black and gloomy it all looked to her, outwardly and +inwardly, as she traversed the streets to the office of Mr. Dare. +Patience had directed her, and the plate on the door, "Mr. Dare, +Solicitor," showed her the right house. She stepped inside that door, +which stood open, and knocked at one to the right of the passage. +"Clerks' Room" was inscribed upon it. + +"Come in." + +Three or four clerks were in it. In one of them she recognized him who +had just left her house. The other clerks appeared to defer to him, and +called him "Mr. Stubbs." Jane, giving her name, said she wished to see +Mr. Dare, and the request was conveyed to an inner room. It brought +forth young Anthony. + +"My father is busy and cannot see you," was his salutation. "I can hear +anything you may have to say. It will be the same thing." + +"Thank you," replied Jane, in courteous tones, very different from his. +"But I would prefer to see Mr. Dare." + +"He is engaged, I say," sharply repeated Anthony. + +"I will wait, then. I must see him." + +Anthony Dare stalked back again. Jane, seeing a bench against the wall, +sat down. It was about half-past twelve when she arrived there, and when +the clock struck two, there she was still. Several clients, during that +time, had come and gone; _they_ were admitted to Mr. Dare, but she sat +on, neglected. At two o'clock Anthony came through the room with his hat +on. He appeared to be going out. + +"What! are you here still?" he exclaimed, in genuine or affected +surprise; never, in his ill-manners, removing his hat--he of whom it was +his delight to hear it said that he was the most complete gentleman in +Helstonleigh. "I assure you it is not of the least use your waiting. Mr. +Dare will not be able to see you." + +"Mr. Dare can surely spare me a minute when he has done with others." + +"He cannot to-day. Can you not say to me what you want to say?" + +"Indeed I must see Mr. Dare himself. I will wait on, if you will allow +me, hoping to do so." + +Anthony Dare vouchsafed no reply, and went out. One or two of the clerks +looked round. They appeared not to understand why she sat on so +persistently, or why Mr. Dare refused to see her. + +In about an hour's time the inner door opened. A tall man, with a bold, +free countenance, looked into the room. Supposing it to be Mr. Dare, +Jane rose and approached him. "Will you allow me a few minutes' +conversation?" she asked. "I presume you are Mr. Dare?" + +He put up his hands as if to fence her off. "I have no time, I have no +time," he reiterated, and shut the door in her face. Jane sat down again +on the bench. "Stubbs, I want you," came forth from Mr. Dare's voice, as +he opened the door an inch to speak it. + +Stubbs went in, remained a few minutes, and then returned, put on his +hat, and walked out. His departure was the signal for considerable +relaxation in the office duties. "When the cat's away--" you know the +rest. Yawning, stretching, whispering, and laughing supervened. One of +the clerks took from his pocket a paper of the biscuits called "Union" +in Helstonleigh, and began eating them. Another pulled out a bottle, and +solaced himself with some of its contents--whatever they might be. +Suddenly the man with the biscuits got off his stool, and offered them +to Mrs. Halliburton. Her pale, sad face may have prompted his good +nature to the act. + +"You have waited a good while, ma'am, and perhaps have lost your dinner +through it," he said. + +Jane took one of them. "You are very kind. Thank you," she faintly said. + +But not a crumb of it could she swallow. She had taken a slice of dry +toast for her breakfast that morning, with half a cup of milk; and it +was long since she had had a sufficiency of food at any meal. She felt +weak, sick, faint; but anxiety and suspense were at work within, +parching her throat, destroying her appetite. She held the biscuit in +her fingers, resting on her lap, and, in spite of her efforts, the +rebellious tears forced themselves to her eyes. Raising her hand, she +quietly let fall her widow's veil. + +A poor-looking man came in, and counted out eight shillings, laying them +upon the desk. "I couldn't make up the other two this week; I couldn't, +indeed," he said, with trembling eagerness. "I'll bring twelve next +week, please to say." + +"Mind you do," responded one of the clerks; "or you know what will be in +store for you." + +The man shook his head. He probably did know; and, in going out, was +nearly knocked over by a handsome lad of seventeen, who was running in. +Very handsome were his features; but they were marred by the free +expression which characterized Mr. Dare's. + +"I say, is the governor in?" cried he, out of breath. + +"Yes, sir. Lord Hawkesley's with him." + +"The deuce take Lord Hawkesley, then!" returned the young gentleman. +"Where's Stubbs? I want my week's money, and I can't wait. Walker, I +say, where's Stubbs?" + +"Stubbs is gone out, sir." + +"What a bother! Halloa! Here's some money! What is this?" continued the +speaker, catching up the eight shillings. + +"It is some that has just been paid in, Master Herbert." + +"That's all right then," said he, slipping five of them into his jacket +pocket. "Tell Stubbs to put it down as my week's money." + +He tore off. Jane sat on, wondering what she was to do. There appeared +to be little probability that she would be admitted to Mr. Dare; and +yet, how could she go home as she came--hopeless--to the presence of +that man? No; she must wait still; wait until the last. She might catch +a word with Mr. Dare as he was leaving. Jane could not help thinking his +behaviour very bad in refusing to see her. + +The office was being lighted when Mr. Stubbs returned. One of the clerks +pointed to the three shillings with his pen. "Kinnersley has brought +eight shillings. He will make it twelve next week. Couldn't manage the +ten this, he says." + +"Where are the eight shillings?" asked Stubbs. "I see only three." + +"Oh, Master Herbert came in, and took off five. He said you were to put +it down as his week's money." + +"He'll take a little too much some day, if he's not checked," was the +cynical reply of the senior clerk. "However, it's no business of mine." + +He put the three shillings into his own desk, and made an entry in a +book. After that he went in to Mr. Dare, who was now alone. A large +room, handsomely fitted up. Mr. Dare's table was near one of the +windows: a desk, at which Anthony sometimes sat, was at the other. Mr. +Dare looked up. + +"I could not do anything, sir," said Stubbs. "The other party will +listen to no proposal at all. They say they'll throw it into Chancery +first. An awful rage they are in." + +"Tush!" said Mr. Dare. "Chancery, indeed! They'll tell another tale in a +day or two. Has Kinnersley been in?" + +"Kinnersley has brought eight shillings, and promises to bring twelve +next Monday. Master Herbert carried off five of them, and left word it +was for his week's money." + +"A smart blade!" cried Mr. Dare, apostrophizing his son with personal +pride. "'Take it when I can,' is his motto. He'll make a good lawyer, +Stubbs." + +"Very good," acquiesced Stubbs. + +"Is that woman gone yet?" + +"No, sir. My opinion is, she means to wait until she sees you." + +"Then send her in at once, and let's get it over," thundered Mr. Dare. + +In what lay his objection to seeing her? A dread lest she should put +forth their relationship as a plea for his clemency? If so, he was +destined to be agreeably disappointed. Jane did not allude to it; would +not allude to it. After that interview held with Mrs. Dare, some three +or four months before, she had dropped all remembrance of the +connection: even the children did not know of it. She only solicited Mr. +Dare's leniency now, as any other stranger might have solicited it. +Little chance was there of Mr. Dare's acceding to her prayer: he and his +wife both wanted Helstonleigh to be free of the Halliburtons. + +"It will be utter ruin," she urged. "It will turn us, beggars, into the +streets. Mr. Dare, I _promise_ you the rent by the middle of February. +Unless it were certain, my brother would not have promised it to me. +Surely you may accord me this short time." + +"Ma'am, I cannot--that is, Mr. Ashley cannot. It was a reprehensible +piece of carelessness on my part to suffer the rent to go on for half a +year, considering that you were strangers. Mr. Ashley will look to me to +see him well out of it." + +"There is sufficient furniture in my house, new furniture, to pay what +is owing three times over." + +"May be, as it stands in it. Things worth forty pounds in a house, won't +fetch ten at a sale." + +"That is an additional reason why I----" + +"Now, my good lady," interrupted Mr. Dare, with imperative civility, +"one word is as good as a thousand; and that word I have said. I cannot +withdraw the seizure, except on receipt of the rent and costs. Pay them, +and I shall be most happy to do it. If you stop here all night I can +give you no other answer; and my time is valuable." + +He glanced at the door as he spoke. Jane took the hint, and passed out +of it. As much by the tone, as by the words, she gathered that there was +no hope whatever. + +The streets were bright with gas as she hurried along, her head bent, +her veil over her face, her tears falling silently. But when she left +the town behind her, and approached a lonely part of the road where no +eye was on her, no ear near her, then the sobs burst forth uncontrolled. + +"No eye on her? no ear near her?" Ay, but there was! There was one Eye, +one Ear, which never closes. And as Jane's dreadful trouble resolved +itself into a cry for help to Him who ever listens, there seemed to +come a feeling of peace, of _trust_, into her soul. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THOMAS ASHLEY. + + +Frank met her as she went in. It was dark; but she kept her veil down. + +"Oh, mamma, that's the most horrible man!" he began, in a whisper. "You +know the cheese you brought in on Saturday, that we might not eat our +bread quite dry; well, he has eaten it up, every morsel, and half a loaf +of bread! And he has burnt the whole scuttleful of coal! And he swore +because there was no meat; and he swore at us because we would not go to +the public-house and buy him some beer. He said we were to buy it and +pay for it." + +"I said you would not allow us to go, mamma," interrupted William, who +now came up. "I told him that if he wanted beer he must go and get it +for himself. I spoke civilly, you know, not rudely. He went into such a +passion, and said such things! It is a good thing Jane was out." + +"Where is Gar?" she asked. + +"Gar was frightened at the man, and the tobacco-smoke made him sick, and +he cried; and then he lay down on the floor, and went to sleep." + +_She_ felt sick. She drew her two boys into the parlour--dark there, +except for the lamp in the road, which shone in. Pressing them in her +arms, completely subdued by the miseries of her situation, she leaned +her forehead upon William's shoulder, and burst once more into a most +distressing flood of tears. + +They were alarmed. They cried with her. "Oh, mamma! what is it? Why +don't you order the man to go away?" + +"My boys, I must tell you; I cannot keep it from you," she sobbed. "That +man is put here to remain, until I can pay the rent. If I cannot pay it, +our things will be taken and sold." + +William's pulses and heart alike beat, but he was silent, Frank spoke. +"Whatever shall we do, mamma?" + +"I do not know," she wailed. "Perhaps God will help us. There is no one +else to do it." + +Patience came in, for about the sixth time, to see whether Jane had +returned, and how the mission had sped. They called her into the cold, +dark room. Jane gave her the history of the whole day, and Patience +listened in astonishment. + +"I cannot but believe that Thomas Ashley must have been mis-informed," +said she, presently. "But that you are strangers in the place, I should +say you had an enemy who may have gone to him with a tale that thee can +pay, but will not. Still, even in that case, it would be unlike Thomas +Ashley. He is a kind and a good man; not a harsh one." + +"Mr. Dare told me he was expressly acting for Mr. Ashley." + +"Well, I say that I cannot understand it," repeated Patience. "It is not +like Thomas Ashley. I will give thee an instance of his disposition and +general character. There was a baker rented under him, living in a house +of Thomas Ashley's. The baker got behind with his rent; other bakers +were more favoured than he; but he kept on at his trade, hoping times +would mend. Year by year he failed in his rent--Thomas Ashley, mark +thee, still paying him regularly for the bread supplied to his family. +'Why do you not stop his bread-money?' asked one, who knew of this, of +Thomas Ashley. 'Because he is poor, and looks to my weekly money, with +that of others, to buy his flour,' was Thomas Ashley's answer. Well, +when he owed several years' rent, the baker died, and the widow was +going to move. Anthony Dare hastened to Thomas Ashley. 'Which day shall +I levy a distress upon the goods?' asked he. 'Not at all,' replied +Thomas Ashley. And he went to the widow, and told her the rent was +forgiven, and the goods were her own, to take with her when she left. +That is Thomas Ashley." + +Jane bent her head in thought. "Is Mr. Lynn at home?" she asked. "I +should like to speak to him." + +"He has had his tea and gone back to the manufactory, but he will be +home soon after eight. I will keep Jane till bedtime. She and Anna are +happy over their puzzles." + +"Patience, am I obliged to find that man in food?" + +"That thee art. It is the law." + +The noise made by Patience in going away, brought the man forth from the +study, a candle in his hand. "When is that mother of yours coming back?" +he roared out to the boys. Jane advanced. "Oh, you are here!" he +uttered, wrathfully. "What are you going to give me to eat and drink? A +pretty thing this is, to have an officer in, and starve him!" + +"You shall have tea directly. You shall have what we have," she +answered, in a low tone. + +The kettle was boiling on the study fire. Jane lighted a fire in the +parlour, and sent Frank out for butter. The man smoked over the study +fire, as he had done all the afternoon, and Gar slept beside him on the +floor, but William went now and brought the child away. Jane sent the +man his tea in, and the loaf and butter. + +The fare did not please him. He came to the parlour and said he must +have meat; he had had none for his dinner. + +"I cannot give it you," replied Jane. "We are eating dry toast and +bread, as you may see. I sent butter to you." + +He stood there for some minutes, giving vent to his feelings in rather +strong language; and then he went back to revenge himself upon the +butter for the want of meat. Jane laid her hand upon her beating throat: +beating with its tribulation. + +Between eight and nine Jane went to the next door. Samuel Lynn had come +home for the evening, and was sitting at the table in his parlour, +helping the two little girls with a geographical puzzle, which had +baffled their skill. He was a little man, quiet in movement, pale and +sedate in feature, dry and unsympathising in manner. + +"Thee art in trouble, friend, I hear," he said, placing a chair for +Jane, whilst Patience came and called the children away. "It is sad for +thee." + +"In great trouble," answered Jane. "I came in to ask if you would serve +me in my trouble. I fancy perhaps you can do so if you will." + +"In what way, friend?" + +"Would you interest yourself for me with Mr. Ashley? He might listen to +you. Were he assured that the money would be forthcoming in February, I +think he might agree to give me time." + +"Friend, I cannot do this," was the reply of the Quaker. "My relations +with Thomas Ashley are confined to business matters, and I cannot +overstep them. To interfere with his private affairs would not be +seemly; neither might he deem it so. I am but his servant, remember." + +The words fell upon her heart as ice. She believed it her only +chance--some one interceding for her with Mr. Ashley. She said so. + +"Why not go to him thyself, friend?" + +"Would he hear me?" hastily asked Jane. "I am a stranger to him." + +"Thee art his tenant. As to hearing thee, that he certainly would. +Thomas Ashley is of a courteous nature. The poorest workman in our +manufactory, going to the master with a grievance, is sure of a patient +hearing. But if thee ask me would he grant thy petition, there I cannot +inform thee. Patience opines that thee, or thy intentions, may have been +falsely represented to him. I never knew him resort to harsh measures +before." + +"When would be the best time to see him? Is it too late to-night?" + +"To-night would not be a likely time, friend, to trouble him. He has not +long returned from a day's journey, and is, no doubt, cold and tired. I +met James Meeking driving down as I came home; he had left the master at +his house. They have been out on business connected with the +manufactory. Thee might see him in the morning, at his breakfast hour." + +Jane rose and thanked the Quaker. "I will certainly go," she said. + +"There is no need to say to him that I suggested it to thee, friend. Go +as of thy own accord." + +Jane went home with her little girl. Their undesirable visitor looked +out at the study door, and began a battle about supper. It ought to +comprise, in his opinion, meat and beer. He _insisted_ that one of the +boys should go out for beer. Jane steadily refused. She was tempted to +tell him that the children of a gentleman were not despatched to +public-houses on such errands. She offered him the money to go and get +some for himself. + +It aroused his anger. He accused her of wanting to get him out of the +house by stratagem, that she might lock him out; and he flung the pence +back amongst them. Janey screamed, and Gar burst out crying. As Patience +had said, he was not a pleasant inmate. Jane ran upstairs, and the +children followed her. + +"Where is he to sleep?" inquired William. + +It is a positive fact that, until that moment, Jane had forgotten all +about the sleeping. Of course he must sleep there, though she had not +thought of it. Amidst the poor in her father's parish in London, Jane +had seen many phases of distress; but with this particular annoyance she +had never been brought into contact. However, it had to be done. + +What a night that was for her! She paced her room nearly throughout it, +with quiet movement, Janey sleeping placidly--now giving way to all the +dark appearances of her position, to uncontrollable despondency; now +kneeling and crying for help in her heartfelt anguish. + +Morning came; the black frost had gone, and the sun shone. After +breakfast Jane put on her shawl and bonnet. + +Mr. Ashley's residence was very near to them--only a little higher up +the road. It was a large house, almost a mansion, surrounded by a +beautiful garden. Jane had passed it two or three times, and thought +what a nice place it was. She repeatedly saw Mr. Ashley walk past her +house as he went to or came from the manufactory: she was not a bad +reader of countenances, and she judged him to be a thorough gentleman. +His face was a refined one, his manner pleasant. + +She found that she had gone at an untoward time. Standing before the +hall door was Mr. Ashley's open carriage, the groom standing at the +horse's head. Even as Jane ascended the steps the door opened, and Mr. +and Mrs. Ashley were coming forth. Feeling terribly distressed and +disappointed, she scarcely defined why, Jane accosted the former, and +requested a few minutes' interview. + +Mr. Ashley looked at her. A fair young widow, evidently a lady. He did +not recognise her. He had seen her before, but she was in a different +style of dress now. + +Mr. Ashley raised his hat as he replied to her. "Is your business with +me pressing? I was just going out." + +"Indeed it is pressing," she said; "or I would not think of asking to +detain you." + +"Then walk in," he returned. "A little delay will not make much +difference." + +Opening the door of a small sitting-room, apparently his own, he invited +her to a seat near the fire. As she took it, Jane untied the crape +strings of her bonnet and threw back her heavy veil. She was as white as +a sheet, and felt choking. + +"I fear you are ill," Mr. Ashley remarked. "Can I get you anything?" + +"I shall be better in a minute, thank you," she panted. "Perhaps you do +not know me, sir. I live in your house, a little lower down. I am Mrs. +Halliburton." + +"Oh, I beg your pardon, madam; I did not remember you at first. I have +seen you in passing." + +His manner was perfectly kind and open. Not in the least like that of a +landlord who had just put a distress into his tenant's house. + +"I have come here to beseech your mercy," she began in agitation. "I +have not the rent now, but if you will consent to wait until the middle +of February, it will be ready. Oh, Mr. Ashley, do not oppress me for it! +Think of my situation." + +"I never oppressed any one in my life," was the quiet rejoinder of Mr. +Ashley, spoken, however, in a somewhat surprised tone. + +"Sir, it is oppression. I beg your pardon for saying so. I promise that +the rent shall be paid to you in a few weeks: to force my furniture from +me now, is oppression." + +"I do not understand you," returned Mr. Ashley. + +"To sell my furniture under the distress will be utter ruin to me and my +children," she continued. "We have no resource, no home; we shall have +to lie in the streets, or die. Oh, sir, do not take it!" + +"But you are agitating yourself unnecessarily, Mrs. Halliburton. I have +no intention of taking your furniture." + +"No intention, sir!" she echoed. "You have put in a distress." + +"Put in a what?" cried he, in unbounded surprise. + +"A distress. The man has been in since yesterday morning." + +Mr. Ashley looked at her a few moments in silence. "Did the man tell you +where he came from?" + +"It was Mr. Dare who put him in--acting for you. I went to Mr. Dare, and +he kept me waiting nearly five hours in his outer office before he would +see me. When he did see me, he declined to hear me. All he would say +was, that I must pay the rent or he should take the furniture: acting +for Mr. Ashley." + +A strangely severe expression darkened Mr. Ashley's face. "First of all, +my dear lady, let me assure you that I knew nothing of this, or it +should never have been done. I am surprised at Mr. Dare." + +Could she fail to trust that open countenance--that benevolent eye? Her +hopes rose high within her. "Sir, will you withdraw the man, and give me +time?" + +"I will." + +The revulsion of feeling, from despair and grief, was too great. She +burst into tears, having struggled against them in vain. Mr. Ashley rose +and looked from the window; and presently she grew calmer. When he sat +down again she gave him the outline of her situation; of her present +dilemma; of her hopes--poor hopes that they were!--of getting a scanty +living through letting her rooms and doing some sewing, or by other +employment. "Were I to lose my furniture, it would take from me this +only chance," she concluded. + +"You shall not lose it through me," warmly spoke Mr. Ashley. "The man +shall be dismissed from your house in half an hour's time." + +"Oh, thank you, thank you!" she breathed, rising to leave. "I have not +been able to supply him with great things in the shape of food, and he +uses very bad language in the hearing of my children. Thank you, Mr. +Ashley." + +He shook hands with her cordially, and attended her to the hall door. +Mrs. Ashley, a pretty, lady-like woman, somewhat stately in general, +stood there still. Well wrapped in velvet and furs, she did not care to +return to the warm rooms. Jane said a few words of apology for detaining +her, and passed on. + +Mr. Ashley turned back to his room, drew his desk towards him, and began +to write. His wife followed him. "Who was that, Thomas?" + +"Mrs. Halliburton: our widowed tenant, next door to Samuel Lynn's. You +remember I told you of meeting the funeral. Two little boys were +following alone." + +"Oh, poor little things! yes. What did she want?" + +Mr. Ashley made no reply: he was writing rapidly. The note, when +finished, was sealed and directed to Mr. Dare. He then helped his wife +into the carriage, took the reins, and sat down beside her. The groom +took his place in the seat behind, and Mr. Ashley drove round the gravel +drive, out at the gate, and turned towards Helstonleigh. + +"Thomas, you are going the wrong way!" said Mrs. Ashley, in +consternation. "What are you thinking of?" + +"I shall turn directly," he answered. There was a severe look upon his +face, and he drove very fast, by which signs Mrs. Ashley knew something +had put him out. She inquired, and he gave her the outline of what he +had just heard. + +"How could Anthony Dare act so?" involuntarily exclaimed Mrs. Ashley. + +"I don't know. I shall give him a piece of my mind to-morrow more +plainly than he will like. This is not the first time he has attempted a +rascally action under cover of my name." + +"Shall you lose the rent?" + +"I think not, Margaret. She said not, and she carries sincerity in her +face. I am sure I shall not lose it if she can help it. If I do, I must, +that's all. I never yet added to the trouble of those in distress, and I +never will." + +He pulled up at Mrs. Halliburton's house, which she had just reached +also. The groom came to the horse, and Mr. Ashley entered. The "man" was +comfortably stretched before the study fire, smoking his short pipe. Up +he jumped when he saw Mr. Ashley, and smuggled his pipe into his pocket. +His offensive manner had changed to humble servility. + +"Do you know me?" shortly inquired Mr. Ashley. + +The man pulled his hair in token of respect. "Certainly, sir. Mr. +Ashley." + +"Very well. Carry this note to Mr. Dare." + +The man received the note in his hand, and held it there, apparently, in +some perplexity. "May I leave, sir, without the authority of Mr. Dare?" + +"I thought you said you knew me," was Mr. Ashley's reply, haughty +displeasure in his tone. + +"I beg pardon, sir," replied the man, pulling his hair again, and making +a movement of departure. "I suppose I bain't a-coming back, sir?" + +"You are not." + +He took up a small bundle tied in a blue handkerchief, which he had +brought with him and appeared excessively careful of, caught at his +battered hat, ducked his head to Mr. Ashley, and left the house, the +note held between his fingers. Would you like to see what it contained? + + "Dear Sir,--I find that you have levied a distress on Mrs. + Halliburton's goods for rent due to me. That you should have + done so without my authority astonishes me much; that you + should have done so at all, knowing what you do of my + principles, astonishes me more. I send the man back to you. The + costs of this procedure you will either set down to me, or pay + out of your own pocket, whichever you may deem the more just; + but you will _not_ charge them to Mrs. Halliburton. Have the + goodness to call upon me to-morrow morning in East Street. + + "THOMAS ASHLEY." + +"He will not trouble you again, Mrs. Halliburton," observed Mr. Ashley, +with a pleasant smile, as he went out to his carriage. + +Jane stood at her window. She watched the man go towards Helstonleigh +with the note; she watched Mr. Ashley step into his seat, turn his +horse, and drive up the road. But all things were looking misty to her, +for her eyes were dim. + +"God did hear me," was her earnest thought. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +HONEY FAIR. + + +Helstonleigh abounded with glove manufactories. It was a trade that +might be said to be a blessing to the localities where it was carried +on, since it was one of the very few employments that furnished to the +poor female population easy, clean, and profitable work _at their own +homes_. The evils arising to women who go out to work in factories have +been rehearsed over and over again; and the chief evil--we will put +others out of sight--is, that it takes the married woman from her home +and her family. Her young children drag themselves up in her absence, +for worse or for better; alone they must do it, for she has to be away, +toiling for daily bread. There is no home privacy, no home comfort, no +home happiness; the factory is their life, and other interests give way +to it. But with glove-making the case was different. Whilst the husbands +were at the manufactories pursuing their day's work, the wives and elder +daughters were earning money easily and pleasantly at home. The work was +clean and profitable; all that was necessary for its accomplishment +being common skill as a seamstress. + +Not five minutes' walk from Mrs. Halliburton's house, and nearer to +Helstonleigh, a turning out of the main road led you to quite a colony +of workwomen--gloveresses, as they were termed in the local phraseology. +It was a long, wide lane; the houses, some larger, some smaller, built +on either side of it. A road quite wide enough for health if the +inhabitants had only kept it as it ought to have been kept: but they did +not do so. The highway was made a common receptacle for refuse. It was +so much easier to open the kitchen door (most of the houses were entered +at once by the kitchen), and to "chuck" things out, _pele-mele_, rather +than be at the trouble of conveying them to the proper receptacle, the +dust-bin at the back. Occasionally a solitary policeman would come, +picking his way through the dirt and dust, and order it to be removed; +upon which some slight improvement would be visible for a day or two. +The name of this charming place was Honey Fair; though, in truth, it was +redolent of nothing so pleasant as honey. + +Of the occupants of these houses, the husbands and elder sons were all +glove operatives; several of them in the manufactory of Mr. Ashley. The +wives sewed the gloves at home. Many a similar colony to Honey Fair was +there in Helstonleigh, but in hearing of one you hear of all. The trade +was extensively pursued. A very few of the manufactories were of the +extent that was Mr. Ashley's; and they gradually descended in size, +until some comprised not half a score workmen, all told; but whose +masters alike dignified themselves by the title of "manufacturer." + +There flourished a shop in the general line in Honey Fair kept by a Mrs. +Buffle, a great gossip. Her husband, a well-meaning, steady little man, +mincing in his speech and gait, scrupulously neat and clean in his +attire, and thence called "the dandy," was chief workman at one of the +smallest of the establishments. He had three men and two boys under him; +and so he styled himself the "foreman." No one knew half so much of the +affairs of their neighbours as did Mrs. Buffle; no one could tell of the +ill-doings and shortcomings of Honey Fair as she could. Many a gloveress +girl, running in at dusk for a halfpenny candle, did not receive it +until she had first submitted to a lecture from Mrs. Buffle. Not that +her custom was all of this ignoble description: some of the gentlemen's +houses in the neighbourhood would deal with her in a chance way, when +out of articles at home. Her wares were good; her home-cured bacon was +particularly good. Amidst other olfactory treats indigenous to Honey +Fair was that of pigs and pig-sties, kept by Mrs. Buffle. + +Occasionally Mrs. Halliburton would go to this shop; it was nearer to +her house than any other; and, in her small way, had been extensively +patronised by her. Of all her customers, Mrs. Halliburton was the one +who most puzzled Mrs. Buffle. In the first place, she never gossiped; in +the second, though evidently a lady, she would carry her purchases home +herself. The very servants from the very large houses, coming flaunting +in their smart caps, would loftily order their pound of bacon or +shillingsworth of eggs sent home for them. Mrs. Halliburton took hers +away in her own hand; and this puzzled Mrs. Buffle. "But her pays ready +money," observed that lady, when relating this to another customer, "so +'tain't my place to grumble." + +During the summer weather, whenever Jane had occasion to walk through +Honey Fair, on her way to this shop, she would linger to admire the +women at their open doors and windows, busy over their nice clean work. +Rocking the cradle with one foot, or jogging the baby on their knees, to +a tune of their own composing, their hands would be ever active at their +employment. Some made the gloves; that is, seamed the fingers together +and put in the thumbs, and these were called "makers." Some welted, or +hemmed the gloves round at the edge of the wrist; these were called +"welters." Some worked the three ornamental lines on the back; and these +were called "pointers." Some of the work was done in what was called a +patent machine, whereby the stitches were rendered perfectly equal. And +some of the stouter gloves were stitched together, instead of being +sewn: stitching so beautifully regular and neat, that a stranger would +look at it in admiration. In short, there were different branches in the +making and sewing of gloves, as there are in most trades. + +It now struck Jane that she might find employment at this work until +better times should come round. True, she had never worked at it; but +she was expert with her needle, and it was easily acquired. She +possessed a dry, cool hand, too; a great thing where sewing-silk, +sometimes floss silk, has to be used. What cared she for lowering +herself to the employment only dealt out to the poor? Was she not poor +herself? And who knew her in Helstonleigh? + +The day that Mr. Ashley removed the dreaded visitor from her house, Jane +had occasion to speak to Elizabeth Carter, her young servant's mother. +At dusk, putting aside the frock she was making for Anna, Jane proceeded +to Honey Fair, in which perfumed locality Mrs. Carter lived. An +agreement had been entered into that Betsy should still go to Mrs. +Halliburton's to do the washing (after her own fashion, but Jane could +not afford to be fastidious now), and also what was wanted in the way of +scouring--Betsy being paid a trifle in return, and instructed in the +mysteries of reading and writing. + +"'Taint no profit," observed Mrs. Carter to a crony, "but 'taint no +loss. Her won't do nothing at home, let me cry after her as I will. Out +her goes, gampusing to this house, gampusing to that; but not a bit of +work'll her stick to at home. If these new folks can keep her to work a +bit, so much the better; it'll be getting her hand in; and better still, +if they teaches her to read and write. Her wouldn't learn nothing from +the school-missis." + +Not a very favourable description of Miss Betsy. But, what the girl +chiefly wanted was a firm hand over her. Her temper and disposition were +good; but she was an only child, and her mother, though possessing a +firm hand, and a firm tongue, too, in general--none more so in Honey +Fair--had spoilt and indulged Miss Betsy until her authority was gone. + +After her business was over this evening with Mrs. Carter, Jane, who +wanted some darning cotton, turned into Mrs. Buffle's shop. That +priestess was in her accustomed place behind the counter. She curtseyed +twice, and spoke in a low, subdued tone, in deference to the widow's cap +and bonnet--to the deep mourning altogether, which Mrs. Buffle's +curiosity had not had the gratification of beholding before. + +"Would you like it fine or coarse, mum? Here's both. 'Taint a great +assortment, but it's the best quality. I don't have much call for +darning cotton, mum; the folks round about is always at their gloving +work." + +"But they must mend their stockings," observed Jane. + +"Not they," returned Mrs. Buffle. "They'd go in naked heels, mum, afore +they'd take a needle and darn 'em up. They have took to wear them untidy +boots to cover the holes, and away they go with 'em unlaced; tongue +hanging, and tag trailing half a mile behind 'em. Great big slatterns, +they be!" + +"They seem always at work," remarked Jane. + +"Always at work!" repeated Mrs. Buffle. "You don't know much of 'em, +mum, or you'd not say it. They'll play one day, and work the next; +that's their work. It's only a few of the steady ones that'll work +regular, all the week through." + +"What could a good, steady workwoman earn a week at the glove-making?" + +"That depends, mum, upon how close she stuck to it," responded Mrs. +Buffle. + +"I mean, sitting closely." + +"Oh, well," debated Mrs. Buffle carelessly, "she might earn ten +shillings a week, and do it comfortable." + +Ten shillings a week! Jane's heart beat hopefully. Upon ten shillings a +week she might manage to exist, to keep her children from starvation, +until better days arose. _She_, impelled by necessity, could sit longer +and closer, too, than perhaps those women did. Mrs. Buffle continued, +full of inward gratulation that her silent customer had come round to +gossip at last. + +"They be the improvidentest things in the world, mum, these gloveress +girls. Sundays they be dressed up as grand as queens, flowers inside +their bonnets, and ribbuns out, a-setting the churches and chapels +alight with their finery; and then off for walks with their sweethearts, +all the afternoon and evening. Mondays is mostly spent in waste, +gathering of themselves at each other's houses, talking and laughing, +or, may be, off to the fields again--anything for idleness. Tuesdays is +often the same, and then the rest of the week they has to scout over +their work, to get it in on the Saturday. Ah! you don't know 'em, mum." + +Jane paid for her darning cotton and came away, much to Mrs. Buffle's +regret. "Ten shillings a week," kept ringing in her ears. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +MRS. REECE AND DOBBS. + + +Jane was busy that evening; but the following morning she went into +Samuel Lynn's. Patience was in the kitchen, washing currants for a +pudding; the maid upstairs at her work. Jane held the body of Anna's +frock in her hand. She wished to try it on. + +"Anna is not at home," was the reply of Patience. "She is gone to spend +the day with Mary Ashley." + +Jane felt sorry; she had been in hopes of finishing it that day. +"Patience," said she, "I want to ask your advice. I have been thinking +that I might get employment at sewing gloves. It seems easy work to +learn." + +"Would thee like the work?" asked Patience. "Ladies have a prejudice +against it, because it is the work supplied to the poor. Not but that +some ladies in this town, willing to eke out their means, do work at it +in private. They get the work brought out to them and taken in." + +"That would be the worst for me," observed Jane: "taking in the work. I +do fear I should not like it." + +"Of course not. Thee could not go to the manufactory and stand amid the +crowd of women for thy turn to be served as one of them. Wait thee an +instant." + +Patience dried her hands upon the roller-towel, and took Jane into the +best parlour, the one less frequently used. Opening a closet, she +reached from it a small, peculiar-looking machine, and some unmade +gloves: the latter were in a basket, covered over with a white cloth. + +"This is different work from what the women do," said she. "It is what +is called the French point, and is confined to a few of the chief +manufacturers. It is not allowed to be done publicly, lest all should +get hold of the stitch. Those who employ the point have it done in +private." + +"Who does it here?" exclaimed Jane. + +"I do," said Patience, laughing. "Did thee think I should be like the +fine ladies, ashamed to put my hand to it? I and James Meeking's wife do +all that is at present being done for the Ashley manufactory. But now, +look thee. Samuel Lynn was saying only last night, that they must search +out for some other hand who would be trustworthy, for they want more of +the work done. It is easy to learn, and I know they would give it thee. +It is a little better paid than the other work, too. Sit thee down and +try it." + +Patience fixed the back of the glove in the pretty little square +machine, took the needle--a peculiar one--and showed how it was to be +done. Jane, in a glow of delight, accomplished some stitches readily. + +"I see thee would be handy at it," said Patience. "Thee can take the +machine indoors to-day and practise. I will give thee a piece of old +leather to exercise upon. In two or three days thee may be quite +perfect. I do not work very much at it myself, at which Samuel Lynn +grumbles. It is all my own profit, what I earn, so that he has no +selfish motive in urging me to work, except that they want more of it +done. But I have my household matters to attend to, and Anna takes up my +time. I get enough for my clothes, and that is all I care for." + +"I know I could do it! I could do it well, Patience." + +"Then I am sure thee may have it to do. They will supply thee with a +machine, and Samuel Lynn will bring thy work home and take it back +again, as he does mine. He----" + +William was bursting in upon them with a beaming face. "Mamma, make +haste home. Two ladies are asking to see the rooms." + +Jane hurried in. In the parlour sat a pleasant-looking old lady in a +large black silk bonnet. The other, smarter, younger (but _she_ must +have been forty at least), and very cross-looking, wore a Leghorn bonnet +with green and scarlet bows. She was the old lady's companion, +housekeeper, servant, all combined in one, as Jane found afterwards. + +"You have lodgings to let, ma'am," said the old lady. "Can we see them?" + +"This is the sitting-room," Jane was beginning; but she was interrupted +by the smart one in a snappish tone. + +"_This_ the sitting-room! Do you call this furnished?" + +"Don't be hasty, Dobbs," rebuked her mistress. "Hear what the lady has +to say." + +"The furniture is homely, certainly," acknowledged Jane. "But it is new +and clean. That is a most comfortable sofa. The bedrooms are above." + +The old lady said she would see them, and they proceeded upstairs. Dobbs +put her head into one room, and withdrew it with a shriek. "This room +has no bedside carpets." + +"I am sorry to say that I have no bedside carpets at present," said +Jane, feeling all the discouragement of the avowal. "I will get some as +soon as I possibly can, if any one taking the rooms will kindly do +without them for a little while." + +"Perhaps we might, Dobbs," suggested the old lady, who appeared to be of +an accommodating, easy nature; readily satisfied. + +"Begging your pardon, ma'am, you'll do nothing of the sort," returned +Dobbs. "We should have you doubled up with cramp, if you clapped your +feet on to a cold floor. _I_ am not going to do it." + +"I never do have cramp, Dobbs." + +"Which is no reason, ma'am, why you never should," authoritatively +returned Dobbs. + +"What a lovely view from these back windows!" exclaimed the old lady. +"Dobbs, do you see the Malvern Hills?" + +"We don't eat and drink views," testily responded Dobbs. + +"They are pleasant to look at though," said her mistress. "I like these +rooms. Is there a closet, ma'am, or small apartment that we could have +for our trunks, if we came?" + +"We are not coming," interrupted Dobbs, before Jane could answer. +"Carpetless floors won't suit us, ma'am." + +"There is a closet here, over the entrance," said Jane to the old lady, +as she opened the door. "Our own boxes are in it now, but I can have +them moved upstairs." + +"So there's a cock-loft, is there?" put in Dobbs. + +"A what?" cried Jane, who had never heard the word. "There is nothing +upstairs but an attic. A garret, as it is called here." + +"Yes," burst forth Dobbs, "it is called a garret by them that want to be +fine. Cock-loft is good enough for us decent folk: we've never called it +anything else. Who sleeps up there?" she summarily demanded. + +"My little boys. This was their room, but I have put them upstairs that +I may let this one." + +"There ma'am!" said Dobbs, triumphantly, as she turned to her mistress. +"You'll believe me another time, I hope! I told you I knew there was a +pack of children. One of 'em opened the door to us." + +"Perhaps they are quiet children," said the old lady, who had been so +long used to the grumbling and domineering of Dobbs, that she took it as +a matter of course. + +"They are, indeed," said Jane, "quiet, good children. I will answer for +it that they will not disturb you in any way." + +"I should like to see the kitchen, ma'am," said the old lady. + +"We only want the use of it," snapped Dobbs. "Our kitchen fire goes out +after dinner, and I boil the kettle for tea in the parlour." + +"Would attendance be required?" asked Jane of the old lady. + +"No, it wouldn't," answered Dobbs, in the same tart tone. "I wait upon +my missis, and I wait upon myself, and we have a woman in to do the +cleaning, and the washing goes out." + +The answer gave Jane great relief. _Attending_ upon lodgers had been a +dubious prospect in more respects than one. + +"It's a very good kitchen," said the old lady, as they went in, and she +turned round in it. + +"I'll be bound it smokes," said Dobbs. + +"No, it does not," replied Jane. + +"Where's the coalhouse?" asked Dobbs. "Is there two?" + +"Only one," said Jane. "It is at the back of the kitchen." + +"Then--if we did come--where could our coal be put?" fiercely demanded +Dobbs. "I must have my coalhouse to myself, with a lock and key. I don't +want the house's fires supplied from my missis's coal." + +Jane's cheeks flushed as she turned to the old lady. "Allow me to assure +you that your property--of whatever nature it may be--will be perfectly +sacred in this house. Whether locked up or not, it will be left +untouched by me and mine." + +"To be sure, ma'am," pleasantly returned the old lady. "I'm not afraid. +You must not mind what Dobbs says: she means nothing." + +"And our safe for meat and butter," proceeded that undaunted +functionary. "Is there a key to it?" + +"And now about the rent?" said the old lady, giving Jane no time to +answer that there was a key. + +Jane hesitated. And then, with a flush, asked twenty shillings a week. + +"My conscience!" uttered Dobbs. "Twenty shillings a week. And us finding +spoons and linen!" + +"Dobbs," said the old lady. "I don't see that it is so very out of the +way. A parlour, two bedrooms, a closet, and the kitchen, all +furnished----" + +"The closet's an empty, dark hole, and the kitchen's only the use of it, +and the bedrooms are carpetless," reiterated Dobbs, drowning her +mistress's voice. "But, if anybody asked you for your head, ma'am, you'd +just cut it off and give it, if I wasn't at hand to stop you." + +"Well, Dobbs, we have seen nothing else to suit us up here. And you know +I want to settle myself at this end of the town, on account of it being +high and dry. Parry says I must." + +"We have not half looked yet," said Dobbs. + +"A pound a-week is a good price, ma'am; and we have not paid quite so +much where we are: but I don't know that it's unreasonable," continued +the old lady to Jane. "What shall we do, Dobbs?" + +"Do, ma'am! Why, of course you'll come out, and try higher up. To take +these rooms without looking out for others, would be as bad as buying a +pig in a poke. Come along, ma'am. Bedrooms without carpets won't do for +us at any price," she added to Jane by way of a party salutation. + +They left the house, the lady with a cordial good morning, Dobbs with +none at all; and went quarrelling up the road. That is, the old lady +reasoning, and Dobbs disputing. The former proposed, if they saw nothing +to suit them better, to purchase bedside carpeting: upon which Dobbs +accused her of wanting to bring herself to the workhouse. + +Patience, who had watched them away, from her parlour window, came in to +learn the success. She brought in with her the machine, a plain piece of +leather, the size of the back of a glove, neatly fixed in it. Jane's +tears were falling. + +"I think they would have taken them had there been bedside carpets," +sighed she. "Oh, Patience, what a help it would been! I asked a pound a +week." + +"Did thee? That was a good price, considering thee would not have to +give attendance." + +"How do you know I should not?" asked Jane. + +"Because I know Hannah Dobbs waits upon her mistress," replied Patience. +"She is the widow of Joseph Reece, and he left her well off. I heard +they were coming to live up this way. Did they quite decline them? +Because, I can tell thee what. We have some strips of bedside carpet not +being used, and I would not mind lending them till thee can buy others. +It is a pity thee should lose the letting for the sake of a bit of +carpet." + +Jane looked up gratefully. "What should I have done without you, +Patience?" + +"Nay, it is not much: thee art welcome. I would not risk the carpet with +unknown people, but Hannah Dobbs is cleanly and careful." + +"She has a very repelling manner," observed Jane. + +"It is not agreeable," assented Patience, with a smile; "but she is +attached to her mistress, and serves her faithfully." + +Jane sat down to practise upon the leather, watching the road at the +same time. In about an hour she saw Mrs. Reece and Dobbs returning. +William went out, and asked if they would step in. + +They were already coming. They had seen nothing they liked so well. Jane +said she believed she could promise them bedside carpets. + +"Then, I think we will decide, ma'am," said the old lady. "We saw one +set of rooms, very nice ones; and they asked only seventeen shillings +a-week: but they have a young man lodger, a pupil at the infirmary, and +he comes home at all hours of the night. Dobbs questioned them till they +confessed that it was so." + +"I know what them infirmary pupils is," indignantly put in Dobbs. "I am +not going to suffer my missis to come in contact with their habits. +There ain't one of 'em as thinks anything of stopping out till morning +light. And before the sun's up they'll have a pipe in their mouths, +filling the house with smoke! It's said, too, that there's mysterious +big boxes brought to 'em, for what they call the 'furtherance of +science': perhaps some of the churchyard sextons could tell what's in +'em!" + +"Well, Dobbs. I think we may take this good lady's rooms. I'm sure we +shan't get better suited elsewhere." + +Dobbs only grunted. She was tired with her walk, and had really no +objection to the rooms; except as to price: that, she persisted in +disputing as outrageous. + +"I suppose you would not take less?" said the old lady to Jane. + +Jane hesitated; but it was impossible for her to be otherwise than +candid and truthful. "I would take a trifle less, sooner than not let +you the rooms; but I am very poor, and every shilling is a consideration +to me." + +"Well, I will take them at the price," concluded the good-natured old +lady. "And Dobbs, if you grumble, I can't help it. Can we come in--let +me see?--this is Wednesday----" + +"I won't come in on a Friday for anybody," interrupted Dobbs fiercely. + +"We will come in on Tuesday next, ma'am," decided the old lady. "Before +that, I'll send in a trolley of coal, if you'll be so kind as to receive +it." + +"And to lock it up," snapped Dobbs. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE GLOVE OPERATIVES. + + +At the hours of going to and leaving work, the Helstonleigh streets were +alive with glove operatives, some being in one branch of the trade, some +in another. There were parers, grounders, leather-sorters, dyers, +cutters, makers-up, and so on: all being necessary, besides the sewing, +to turn out one pair of gloves; though, I dare say, you did not think +it. The wages varied according to the particular work, or the men's +ability and industry, from fifteen shillings a week to twenty-five: but +all could earn a good living. If a man gained more than twenty-five, he +had a stated salary; as was the case with the foremen. These wages, +joined to what was earned by the women, were sufficient to maintain a +comfortable home, and to bring up children decently. Unfortunately the +same drawbacks prevailed in Helstonleigh that are but too common +elsewhere; and they may be classed under one general head--improvidence. +The men were given to idling away at the public-houses more time than +was good for them: the women to scold and to quarrel. Some were +slatterns; and a great many gave their husbands the welcome of a home of +discomfort, ill-management, and dirt: which, of course, had the effect +of sending them out all the more surely. + +Just about this period, the men had their especial grievance--or thought +they had: and that was, a low rate of wages and not full employment. Had +they paid a visit to other places and compared their wages with some +earned by operatives of a different class, they had found less cause to +complain. The men were rather given to comparing present wages with +those they had earned before the dark crisis (dark as far as +Helstonleigh's trade was concerned) when the British ports were opened +to foreign gloves. But few, comparatively speaking, of the manufacturers +had weathered that storm. Years have elapsed since then: but the +employment remained scarce, and the wages (I have quoted them to you) +low. Altogether, the men were, many of them, dissatisfied. They even +went so far as to talk of a "strike"; strikes being less common in those +days than they are in these. + +It was Saturday night, and the streets were crowded. The hands were +pouring out of the different manufactories; clean-looking, respectable +workmen, as a whole: for the branches of glove-making are for the most +part of a cleanly nature. Some wore their white aprons; some had rolled +them up round their waists. A few--very few, it must be owned--were +going to their homes, but the greater portion were bound for the +public-house. + +One of the most extensively patronised of the public-houses was The +Cutters' Arms. On a Saturday night, when the men's pockets were lined, +this would be crowded. The men flocked into it now and filled it, +although its room for entertainment was very large. The order from most +of them was a pint of mild ale and some tobacco. + +"Any news, Joe Fisher?" asked a man, when the pipes were set going. + +Joe Fisher tossed his head and growled. He was a tall, dark man; clothes +and condition both dilapidated. The questioner took a few whiffs, and +repeated his question. Joe growled again, but did not speak. + +"Well, you might give a chap a civil answer, Fisher." + +"What's the matter, you two?" cried a third. + +"Ben Wilks asks me is there any news!" called out Fisher, indignantly. +"I thought he might ha' heered on't without asking. Our pay was docked +again to-night; that's the news." + +"No!" uttered Wilks. + +"It were," said Fisher savagely. "A shilling a week less, good. Who's +a-going to stand it?" + +"There ain't no help for standing it," interposed a quiet-looking man +named Wheeler. "I suppose the masters is forced to lower. They say so." + +"Have your master forced hisself to it?" angrily retorted Fisher. + +"Well, Fisher, you know I'm fortunate. As all is that gets in to work at +Ashley's." + +"And precious good care they take to stop in!" cried Fisher, much +aggravated. "No danger that Ashley's hands'll give way and afford +outsiders a chance." + +"Why should they give way?" sensibly asked Wheeler. "_You_ need never +think to get in at Ashley's, Fisher, so there's no cause for you to +grumble." + +A titter went round at Fisher's expense. He did not like it. "I might +stand my chance with others, if there was room. Who says I couldn't? +Come, now!" + +A man laughed. "You had better ask Samuel Lynn that question, Fisher. +Why, he wouldn't look at you! You are not steady enough for him." + +"Samuel Lynn may go along for a ill-natured broadbrim!" was Fisher's +retort. "There'd not be half the difficulty in getting in with Mr. +Ashley hisself." + +"Yes, there would," said Wheeler, quietly. "Mr. Ashley pays first wages, +and he'll have first hands. Quaker Lynn knows what he's about." + +"Don't dispute about nothing, Fisher," interrupted a voice, borne +through the clouds of smoke from the far end of the room. "To lose a +shilling a week is bad, but not so bad as losing all. I have heard ill +news this evening." + +Fisher stretched up his long neck. "Who's that a-talking? Is it Mr. +Crouch?" + +It was Stephen Crouch; the foreman in a large firm, and a respectable, +intelligent man. "Do you remember, any of you, that a report arose some +time ago about Wilson and King? A report that died away again?" + +"That they were on their last legs," replied several voices. "Well?" + +"Well, they are off them now," continued Stephen Crouch. + +Up rose a man, his voice shaking with emotion. "It's not true, Mr. +Crouch, sure--ly!" + +"It is, Vincent. Wilson and King are going to wind up. It will be +announced next week." + +"Mercy help us! There'll be forty more hands throwed out! What's to +become of us all?" + +A dead silence fell on the room. Vincent broke it. Hope is strong in the +human heart. "Mr. Crouch, I don't think it can be true. Our wages was +all paid up to-night. And we have not heard a breath on't." + +"I know all that," said Stephen Crouch. "I know where the money came +from to pay them. It came from Mr. Ashley." + +The assertion astonished the room. "From Mr. Ashley! Did he tell it +abroad?" + +"_He_ tell it!" indignantly returned Stephen Crouch. "Mr. Ashley is an +honourable man. No. Wilson and King have a tattler too near to them; +that's how it came out. Not but what it would have been known all over +Helstonleigh on Monday, all particulars. Every sixpence, pretty near, +that Wilson and King have, is locked up in their stock. They expected +remittances by the London mail this morning, and they did not come. They +went to the bank. The bank was shy, and would not make advances; and +they had nothing in hand for wages. They went to Mr. Ashley and told him +their perplexity, and he drew a cheque. The bank cashed that, with a +bow. And if it had not been for Mr. Ashley, Ned Vincent, you and the +rest of their hands would have gone home to-night with empty pockets." + +"Will Mr. Ashley lose the money?" + +"Not he. He knew there was no danger of that, when he lent it. Nobody +will lose by Wilson and King. They have more than enough to pay +everybody in full; only their money's locked up." + +"Why are they giving up?" + +"Because they can't keep on. They have been losing a long while. What do +you ask--what will they do? They must do as others have done before +them, who have been unable to keep on. If Wilson and King had given up +ten years ago, they had then each a nice little bit of property to +retire upon. But it has been sunk since. There are too many others in +this city in the same ease." + +"And what's to become of us hands that's throwed out?" asked Vincent, +returning to his own personal grievance. + +"You must try and get taken on somewhere else, Vincent," observed +Stephen Crouch. + +"There ain't a better cutter than Ned Vincent going," cried another +voice. "He won't wait long." + +"I don't know about that," returned Vincent gloomily. "The masters is +overdone with hands." + +"Of all the bad luck as ever fell upon a town, the opening of the ports +to them foreign French was the worst for Helstonleigh," broke in the +intemperate voice of Fisher. + + +"Hold th' tongue, Fisher!" exclaimed a sensible voice. "We won't get +into them discussions again. Didn't we go over 'em, night after night, +and year after year, till we were heart-sick?--and what did they ever +bring us but ill-feeling? It's done, and it can't be undone. The ports +be open, and they'll never be closed again." + +"Did the opening of 'em ruin the trade of Helstonleigh, or didn't it? +Answer me that," said Fisher. + +"It did. We know it to our cost," was the sad answer. "But there's no +help for it." + +"Oh," returned Fisher ironically. "I thought you were going to hold out +that the opening of 'em was a boon to the place, and the keeping 'em +open a blessing. That 'ud be a new dodge. _Why_ do they keep 'em open?" + +"Just hark at Fisher!" said Mr. Buffle in a mincing tone. "He wants to +know why Government keeps open the British ports. Don't every dozen of +gloves that comes into the country pay a heavy duty? Is it likely +Government would give up that, Fisher?" + +"What did they do afore they had it?" roared Fisher. "If they did +without the duty then, they could do without it now." + +"I have heered of some gents as never tasted sugar," returned Mr. +Buffle; "but I never heered of one, who had the liking for it, as was +willing to forego the use of it. It's a case in pint; the Government +have tasted the sweets of the glove-duty, and they stick to it." + +"Avaricious wolves!" growled Fisher. "But you are a fool, dandy, for all +that. What's a bit of paltry duty, alongside of our wants? If a few of +them great Government lords had to go on empty stomachs for a month, +they'd know what the opening of ports means." + +"In all political changes, such as this, certain localities must +suffer," broke in the quiet voice of Stephen Crouch. "It will be the +means of increasing commerce wonderfully; and we, that the measure +crushed, must be content to suffer for the general good. The effects to +us can never be undone. I know what you say, Fisher," he continued, +silencing Fisher by a gesture. "I know that the ports might be re-closed +to-morrow, if Government so willed it. But it could not undo for us what +has been done. It could not repair the ruin that was wrought on +Helstonleigh. It could not reinstate firms in business; or refund to the +masters their wasted capital; or collect the hands it scattered over the +country, to find a bit of work, to beg, or to starve; or bring the dead +back to life. It could not do any of this. Neither would it restore a +flourishing trade to those of us who are left." + +"What's that last, Crouch?" + +"It never would," emphatically repeated Stephen Crouch. "A shattered +trade cannot be brought together again. It is like a shattered glass: +you may mourn over the pieces, but you cannot put them together. Believe +me, or not, as you please, my friends, but the only thing remaining is, +to make the best of what is left to us. There are other trades a deal +worse off than we are." + +"I have talked to ye about that there move--a strike," resumed Fisher, +after a pause. "We shall get no good till we try it----" + +"Fisher, don't you be a fool and show it," was the imperative +interruption of Stephen Crouch. "I have explained to you till I am +tired, what would be the effects of a strike. It would just finish you +bad workmen up, and send you and your children into the nearest dry +ditch for a floor, with the open skies above you for a roof." + +"We have never tried a strike in Helstonleigh," answered Fisher, holding +to his own opinion. + +"And I trust we never shall," returned the intelligent foreman. "Other +trades may have their strikes if they choose, and it's not our business +to find fault with them for it; but the glove trade has hitherto kept +itself aloof from strikes, and it's to be hoped it always will. You +cannot understand how a strike works, Joe Fisher, or you'd not let your +head be running on it." + +"Others' heads be running on it as well as mine, Master Crouch," said +Fisher, nodding significantly. + +"It is not improbable," was the equable rejoinder of Stephen Crouch. "Go +and strike next week, half a dozen of you. I mean the operatives of half +a dozen firms." + +"Every firm in the place must strike," interrupted Fisher hastily. "A +few on us doing it would only make bad worse." + +Stephen Crouch smiled. "Exactly. But the difficulty, Fisher, will be, +that all the firms _won't_ strike. Ask the men in our firm to strike; +ask those in Ashley's; ask others that we could name--and what would +their answer be? Why, that they know when they are well off. Suppose, +for argument's sake, that we did all strike; suppose all the hands in +Helstonleigh struck next Monday morning, and the manufactories had to be +closed? Who would have the worst of it?--we or the masters?" + +"The masters," returned Fisher in an obstinate tone. + +"No. The masters have good houses over their heads, and their bankers' +books to supply their wants while they are waiting--and their orders are +not so great that they need fear much pressure on that score. The London +houses would dispatch a few extra orders to Paris and Grenoble, and the +masters here might enjoy a nice little trip to the sea-side while our +senses were coming back to us. But where should we be? Out at elbows, +out at pocket, out at heart; some starving, some in the workhouse. If +you want to avoid those contingencies, Joe Fisher, you'll keep from +strikes." + +Fisher answered by an ironical cheer. "Here, missis," said he to the +landlady, who was then passing him, "let's have another pint, after +that." + +"That'll make nine pints you owe for since Monday night, Joe Fisher," +responded the landlady. + +"What if I do?" grunted Fisher irascibly. "I am able to pay. _I_ ain't +out of work." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +THE LADIES OF HONEY FAIR. + + +It was Saturday night in Honey Fair. A night when the ladies were at +leisure to abandon themselves to their private pursuits. The work of the +past week had gone into the warehouses; and the fresh work brought out +would not be begun until Monday morning. Some of them, as Mrs. Buffle +has informed us, did not begin it then. The women chiefly cleaned their +houses and mended their clothes; some washed and ironed--Honey Fair was +not famous for its management--not going to bed till Sunday morning; +some did their marketing; and a few, careless and lazy, spent it in +running from house to house, or congregated in the road to gossip. + +About half-past eight, one of the latter suddenly lifted the latch of a +house door and thrust in her head. It was Joe Fisher's wife. Her face +was red, and her cap in tatters. + +"Is our Becky in here, Mrs. Carter?" + +Mrs. Carter was busy. She was the maternal parent of Miss Betsy. Her +kitchen fire was out, her furniture was heaped one thing upon another; a +pail of water stood ready to wash the brick floor, when she should have +finished rubbing up the grate, and her hands and face were as grimy as +the black-lead. + +"There's no Becky here," snapped she. + +"I can't find her," returned Mrs. Fisher. "I thought her might be along +of your Betsy. I say, here's your husband coming round the corner. +There's Mark Mason and Robert East and Dale along of him. And--my! what +has that young 'un of East's been doing to hisself? He's black from head +to foot. Come and look." + +Mrs. Carter disdained the invitation. She was a hard-working, thrifty +woman, but a cross one. Priding herself upon her cleanliness, she +perpetually returned loud thanks that she was not as the dirty ones +around her. She was the Pharisee amidst many publicans. + +"If I passed my time staring and gossiping as some does, where 'ud my +work be?" was her rebuke. "Shut the door, Suke Fisher." + +Suke Fisher did as she was bid. She turned her wrists back upon her +hips, and walked to meet the advancing party, having discerned their +approach by the light of the gas-lamps. "Be you going to be sold for a +blackamoor?" demanded she of the boy. + +The boy laughed. His head, face, shoulders, hands, were ornamented with +a thick, black liquid, not unlike blacking. He appeared to enjoy the +treat, as if he had been anointed with some fragrant oil. + +"He is not a bad spectacle, is he, Dame Fisher?" remarked the young man, +whom she had called Robert East. + +"What's a-done it?" questioned she. + +"Him and Jacky Brumm got larking, and upset the dye-pot upon themselves. +We rubbed 'em down with the leather shreds, but it keeps on dripping +from their hair." + +"Won't Charlotte warm his back for him!" apostrophised Mrs. Fisher. + +The boy threw a disdainful look at her, in return for the remark. +"Charlotte's not so fond of warming backs. She never even scolds for an +accident." + +The boy and Robert East were half-brothers. They entered one of the +cottages. Robert East and his sister were between twenty and thirty, and +the boy was ten. Their mother had died early, and the young boy's +mother, their father's second wife, died when the child was born. The +father also died. How Robert and his sister, the one then seventeen, the +other fourteen, had struggled to make a living for themselves, and to +bring up the baby, they alone knew. The manner in which they had +succeeded was a marvel to many; none were more respectable now than they +were in all Honey Fair. + +Charlotte, neat and nice, sat by her bright kitchen fire, a savoury stew +cooking on the hob beside it. It was her custom to have something good +for supper on a Saturday night. Did she make home attractive on that +night to draw her brother from the seductions of the public-house? Most +likely. And she had her reward: for Robert never failed to come. The +cloth was laid, the red bricks of the floor were clean, and Charlotte's +face, as she looked up from her stocking-mending, was bright. It +darkened to consternation, however, when she cast her eyes on the boy. + +"Tom, what _have_ you been doing?" + +"Jacky Brumm threw a pot of dye over me, Charlotte." + +"There's not much real damage, Charlotte," interposed her brother. "It +looks worse than it is. I'll get it out of his hair presently, and put +his clothes into a pail of water. What have you got to-night? It smells +good." + +He alluded to supper, and took off the lid of the saucepan to peep in. +She had some stewed beef, with carrots, and the savoury steam ascended +to Robert's pleased face. + +Very few in Honey Fair managed as did Charlotte East. How she did her +housework no one knew. Not a woman, married or single, got through more +glove-sewing than Charlotte. Not one kept her house in better order: and +her clothes and her brother's were neat and respectable, week-days as +well as Sundays. Her work was taken into the warehouse on Saturday +mornings, and her marketing was done. In the afternoon she cleaned her +house, and by four o'clock was ready to sit down to her mending. No one +ever saw her in a bustle, and yet all her work was done; and well done. +Perhaps one great secret of it was that she rose very early in the +morning, winter and summer. + +"Look, Robert, here is a nice book I have bought," said she, putting a +periodical into his hands. "It comes out weekly. I shall take it in." + +Robert turned over the leaves. "It seems very interesting," he said +presently. "Here's a paper that tells all about the Holy Land. And +another that tells us how glass is made; I have often wondered." + +"You can read it to us of an evening while I work," said she. "It will +be quite a help to our getting on Tom: almost as good as sending him to +school. I gave----" + +The words were interrupted. The door was violently burst open, and a +woman entered the kitchen; knocking at doors before entering was not the +fashion in Honey Fair. The intruder was Mrs. Brumm. + +"I say, Robert East, did you see anything of my husband?" + +"I saw him go into the Horned Ram." + +"Then I wish the Horned Ram was into him!" wrathfully retorted Mrs. +Brumm. "He vowed faithfully he'd come home with his wages the first +thing after leaving work. He knows I have not a thing in the place for +to-morrow--and Dame Buffle looking out for her money. I have a good mind +to go down to the Horned Ram, and be on to him!" + +Robert East offered no opinion upon this delicate point. He remembered +the last time Mrs. Brumm had gone to the Horned Ram to be "on" to her +husband, and what it had produced. A midnight quarrel that disturbed the +slumbers of Honey Fair. + +"Who was along of him?" pursued she. + +"Three or four of them. Hubbard and Jones, I saw go in: and Adam +Thorneycroft." + +A quick rising of the head, as if startled, and a faint accession of +colour, told that one of those names had struck, perhaps unpleasantly, +on the ear of Charlotte East. "Where are your own earnings?" she asked +of Mrs. Brumm. + +"I have had to take them to Bankes's," was the rueful reply. "It's a +good deal now, and they're in a regular tantrum this week, and wouldn't +even wait till Monday. They threatened to tell Brumm, and it frightened +me out of my seventeen senses. And now, for him to go into that dratted +Horned Ram with his wages! and me without a pennypiece! It's not more +for the necessaries I want to get in, than for the things that is in +pawn. I can't iron nothing: the irons is there." + +Charlotte, busy still, turned round. "I would not put in irons, and such +things, that I wanted to use." + +"I dare say you wouldn't!" tartly responded Mrs. Brumm. "One has to put +in what one's got, and the things our husbands won't miss the sight of. +It's fine to be you, Charlotte East, setting yourself up for a lady, and +never putting your foot inside the pawn-shop, with your clean hands and +your clean kitchen on a Saturday night, sitting down to a hot supper, +while the rest of us is a-scrubbing!" + +Charlotte laughed good-humouredly. "If I tried to set myself up for a +lady, I could not be one. I work as hard as anybody; only I get it done +betimes." + +Mrs. Brumm sniffed--having no ready answer at hand. And at that moment +Tom East, encased in black, peeped out of the brewhouse, where he had +been sent by Charlotte to wash the dye off his hands. "Sakes alive!" +uttered Mrs. Brumm, aghast at the sight. + +"Jacky's worse than me," responded Tom, rather proud of having to say +so much. Robert explained to her how it had happened. + +"And our Jacky's as bad as that!" she cried. "Won't I wring it out of +him!" + +"Nonsense," said Robert; "it was an accident. Boys will be boys." + +"Yes, they will: and it's not the men that have to wash for 'em and keep +'em clean!" retorted Mrs. Brumm, terribly wrathful. "And me at a +standstill for my irons! And that beast of a Brumm stopping out." + +"I will lend you my irons," said Charlotte. + +"I won't take 'em," was the ungracious reply. "If I don't get my own, I +won't borrow none. Brumm, he'll be looking out for his Sunday clean +shirt to-morrow, and he won't get it; and that'll punish him more than +anything else. There's not a man in Honey Fair as likes to go sprucer on +a Sunday than Brumm." + +"So much the better," said Charlotte. "When men lose pride in their +appearance, they are apt to lose it in their conduct." + +"You must always put in your word for folks, Charlotte East, let 'em be +ever so bad," was Mrs. Brumm's parting salutation, as she went off and +shut the door with a bang. + +Meanwhile Timothy Carter, Mrs. Carter's husband, had turned into his own +dwelling, after leaving Robert East. The first thing to greet him was +the pail of water. Mrs. Carter had completed her grate, and was dashing +her water on to the floor. Timothy received it on his legs. + +"What's that for?" demanded Timothy, who was a meek and timid little +man. + +"Why do you brush in so sharp, then?" cried she. "Who was to know you +was a-coming?" + +Timothy had not "brushed in sharp;" he had gone in quietly. He stood +ruefully shaking the wet from his legs, first one, then the other, and +afterwards began to pick his way on tiptoe towards the fireplace. + +"Now, it's of no use your attempting to sit down yet," rebuked his wife, +in her usual cross accents. "There ain't no room for you at the fire, +and there ain't no warmth in it; it's but this blessed minute lighted. +Sit yourself on that table, again the wall, and then your legs'll be in +the dry." + +"And there I may sit for an hour, for you'll be all that time before you +have finished, by the looks on't," he ventured to remonstrate. + +"And half another hour to the end of it," answered she. "There's Betsy, +as ought to be helping, gadding out somewhere ever since she came home +at seven o'clock." + +"You says to me, says you, 'You come home to-night, Tim, as soon as +work's over, and don't go drinking!' You know you did," repeated Timothy +in an injured tone. + +"And it's a good thing as you have come, or you'd have heard my tongue +in a way you wouldn't like!" was Mrs. Carter's reply. + +Timothy sighed. That tongue was the two-edged sword of his life: how +dreaded, none but himself could tell. He had mounted the table in +obedience to orders, but he now got off again. + +"What are you after now?" shrilly demanded Mrs. Carter, who was on her +knees, scouring the bricks. + +"I want my pipe and 'baccy." + +"You stop where you are," was the imperative answer, "and wait till I +have time to get it;" and Timothy humbly sat down again. + +"You might get this done afore night, 'Lizabeth, as I've said over and +over again," cried he, plucking up a little spirit. "When a man comes +home tired, even if there ain't a bit o' supper for him, he expects a +morsel o' fire to sit down to, so as he can smoke his pipe in quiet. It +cows him, you see, to find his place in this ruck, where there ain't a +dry spot to put the sole of his foot on, and nothing but a table with +unekal legs to sit upon, and----" + +"I might get it done afore?" shrieked Mrs. Carter. "Afore! When, through +that Betsy's laziness, leaving everything on my shoulders, I couldn't +get in my gloving till four o'clock this afternoon! Every earthly thing +have I had to do since then. I raked out my fire----" + +"What's the good of raking out the fire?" interposed Timothy. + +"Goodness help the simpleton! Wanting to know the good of raking out the +fire--as if he was born yesterday! Can a grate be black-leaded while +it's hot, pray?" + +"It might be black-leaded at some other time," debated he. "In a +morning, perhaps." + +"I dare say it might, if I had not my gloving to do," she answered, +trembling with wrath. "When folks takes out shop work, they has to get +on with that--and is glad to do it. Where would you be if I earned +nothing? It isn't much of a roof we should have over our heads, with +your paltry fifteen or sixteen shillings a-week. You be nothing but a +parer, remember." + +"There's no need to disparage of me, 'Lizabeth," he rejoined, with a +meek little cough. "You knowed I was a parer before you ventured on me." + +"Just take your legs up higher, or you'll be knocking my cap with your +dirty boots," said Mrs. Carter, who was nearing the table in her +scrubbing. + +"I'll stand outside the door a bit, I think," he answered. "I am in your +way everywhere." + +"Sit where you are, and lift up your legs," was the reiterated command. +And Timothy obeyed. + +Cold and dreary, on he sat, watching the cleaning of the kitchen. The +fire gave out no heat, and the squares of bricks did not dry. He took +some silver from his pocket, and laid it in a stack on the table beside +him, for his wife to take up at her leisure. She allowed him no chance +of squandering _his_ wages. + +A few minutes, and Mrs. Carter rose from her knees and went into the +yard for a fresh supply of water. Timothy did not wait for a second +ducking. He slipped off the table, took a shilling from the heap, and +stole from the house. + +Back came Mrs. Carter, her pail brimming. "You go over to Dame Buffle's, +Tim, and----Why, where's he gone?" + +He was not in the kitchen, that was certain; and she opened the +staircase door, and elevated her voice shrilly. "Are you gone tramping +up my stairs, with your dirty boots? Tim Carter, I say, are you +upstairs?" + +Of course Tim Carter was not upstairs: or he had never dared to leave +that voice unanswered. + +"Now, if he has gone off to any of them sotting publics, he shan't hear +the last of it," she exclaimed, opening the door and gazing as far as +the nearest gas-light would permit. But Timothy was beyond her eye and +reach, and she caught up the money and counted it. Fourteen shillings. +One shilling of it gone. + +She knew what it meant, and dashed the silver into a wide-necked +canister on the high mantelshelf, which contained also her own earnings +for the week. It would have been as much as meek Tim Carter's life was +worth to touch that canister, and she kept it openly on the +mantel-piece. Many unfortunate wives in Honey Fair could not keep their +money from their husbands even under lock and key. As she was putting +the canister in its place again, Betsy came in. Mrs. Carter turned +sharply upon her. + +"Now, miss! where have you been?" + +"Law, mother, how you fly out! I have only been to Cross's." + +"You ungrateful piece of brass, when you know there's so much to be done +on a Satur-night that I can't turn myself round! You shan't go gadding +about half your time. I'll put you from home entire, to a good tight +service." + +Betsy had heard the same threat so often that its effect was gone. Had +her mother only kept her in one-tenth of the subjection that she did her +husband, it might have been better for the young lady. "I was only in at +Cross's," she repeated. + +"What's the good of telling me that falsehood? I went to Cross's after +you, but you wasn't there, and hadn't been there. You want a good sound +shaking, miss." + +"If I wasn't at Cross's, I was at Mason's," was the imperturbable reply +of Miss Betsy. "I was at Mason's first. Mark Mason came home and turned +as sour as a wasp, because the place was in a mess. She was washing her +children, and she's got the kitchen to do, and he began blowing up. I +left 'em then, and went in to Cross's. Mason went back down the hill; +so he'll come home tipsy." + +"Why can't she get her children washed afore he comes home?" retorted +Mrs. Carter, who could see plenty of motes in her neighbours' eyes, +though utterly blind to the beam in her own. "Such wretched management! +Children ought to be packed out of the way by seven o'clock." + +"You don't get your cleaning over, any more than she does," remarked +Miss Betsy boldly. + +Mrs. Carter turned an angry gaze upon her; a torrent of words breaking +from her lips. "I get my cleaning over! I, who am at work every moment +of my day, from early morning till late at night! You'd liken me to that +good-for-nothing Het Mason, who hardly makes a dozen o' gloves in a +week, and keeps her house like a pigsty! Where would you and your father +be, if I didn't work to keep you, and slave to make the place sweet and +comfortable? Be off to Dame Buffle's and buy me a besom, you ungrateful +monkey: and then you turn to and dust these chairs." + +Betsy did not wait for a second bidding. She preferred going for besoms, +or for anything else, to her mother's kitchen and her mother's scolding. +Her coming back was another affair; she would be just as likely to +propel the besom into the kitchen and make off herself, as to enter. + +She suddenly stopped now, door in hand, to relate some news. + +"I say, mother, there's going to be a party at the Alhambra +tea-gardens." + +"A party at the Alhambra tea-gardens, with frost and snow on the +ground!" ironically repeated Mrs. Carter. "Be off, and don't be an oaf." + +"It's true," said Betsy. "All Honey Fair's going to it. I shall go too. +'Melia and Mary Ann Cross is going to have new things for it, and----" + +"Will you go along and get that besom?" cried angry Mrs. Carter. "No +child of mine shall go off to their Alhambras, catching their death on +the wet grass." + +"Wet grass!" echoed Betsy. "Why, you're never such a gaby as to think +they'd have a party on the grass! It is to be in the big room, and +there's to be a fiddle and a tam----" + +"----bourine" never came. Mrs. Carter sent the wet mop flying after Miss +Betsy, and the young lady, dexterously evading it, flung-to the door and +departed. + +A couple of hours later, Timothy Carter was escorted home, his own +walking none of the steadiest. The men with him had taken more than +Timothy; but it was that weak man's misfortune to be overcome by a +little. You will allow, however, that he had taken enough, having spent +his shilling and gone into debt besides. Mrs. Carter received +him----Well, I am rather at a loss to describe it. She did not actually +beat him, but her shrill voice might be heard all over Honey Fair, +lavishing hard names upon helpless Tim. First of all, she turned out +his pockets. The shilling was all gone. "And how much more tacked on to +it?" asked she, wise by experience. And Timothy was just able to +understand and answer. He felt himself as a lamb in the fangs of a wolf. +"Eightpence halfpenny." + +"A shilling and eightpence halfpenny chucked away in drink in one +night!" repeated Mrs. Carter. She gave him a short, emphatic shake, and +propelled him up the stairs; leaving him without a light, to get to bed +as he could. She had still some hours' work downstairs, in the shape of +mending clothes. + +But it never once occurred to Mrs. Carter that she had herself to thank +for his misdoings. With a tidy room and a cheerful fire to receive him, +on returning from his day's work, Timothy Carter would no more have +thought of the public-houses than you or I should. And if, as did +Charlotte East, she had welcomed him with a good supper and a pleasant +tongue, poor Tim in his gratitude had forsworn public-houses for ever. + +Neither, when Mark Mason staggered home, and _his_ wife raved at and +quarrelled with him, to the further edification of Honey Fair, did it +strike that lady that she could be in fault. As Mrs. Carter had said, +Henrietta Mason did not overburden herself with work of any sort; but +she did make a pretence of washing her four children in a bucket on a +Saturday night, and her kitchen afterwards. The ceremony was delayed +through idleness and bad management to the least propitious part of the +evening. So sure as she had the bucket before the fire, and the children +collected round it; one in, one just out roaring to be dried, and the +two others waiting their turn for the water, all of them stark +naked--for Mrs. Mason made a point of undressing them at once to save +trouble--so sure, I say, as these ablutions were in progress, the +children frantically crying, Mrs. Mason boxing, storming, and rubbing, +and the kitchen swimming, in would walk the father. Words invariably +ensued: a short, sharp quarrel; and he would turn out again for the +nearest public-house, where he was welcomed by a sociable room and a +glowing fire. Can any one be surprised that it should be so? + +You must not think these cases overdrawn; you must not think them +exceptional cases. They are neither the one nor the other. They are +truthful pictures, taken from what Honey Fair was then. I very much fear +the same pictures might be taken from some places still. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +MR. BRUMM'S SUNDAY SHIRT. + + +But there's something to say yet of Mrs. Brumm. You saw her turning away +from Robert East's door, saying that her husband, Andrew, had promised +to come home that night and to bring his wages. Mrs. Brumm, a bad +manager, as were many of the rest, would probably have received him with +a sloppy kitchen, buckets, and besoms. Andrew had had experience of +this, and, disloyal knight that he was, allowed himself to be seduced +into the Horned Ram. He'd just take one pint and a pipe, he said to his +conscience, and be home in time for his wife to get what she wanted. A +little private matter of his own would call him away early. Pressed for +a sum of money in the week which was owing to his club, and not +possessing it, he had put his Sunday coat in pledge: and this he wanted +to get out. However, a comrade sitting in the next chair to him at the +Horned Ram had to get _his_ coat out of the same accommodating +receptacle. Nothing more easy than for him to bring out Andrew's at the +same time; which was done. The coat on the back of his chair, his pipe +in his mouth, and a pint of good ale before him, the outer world was as +nothing to Andrew Brumm. + +At ten o'clock, the landlord came in. "Andrew Brumm, here's your wife +wanting to see you." + +Now Andrew was not a bad sort of man by any means, but he had a great +antipathy to being looked after. A joke went round at Andrew's expense; +for if there was one thing the men in general hated more than another, +it was that their wives should come in quest of them to the +public-houses. Mrs. Brumm received a sharp reprimand; but she saw that +he was, as she expressed it, "getting on," so she got some money from +him and kept her scolding for another opportunity. + +She did not go near the pawnbroker's to get her irons out. She bought a +bit of meat and what else she wanted, and returned to Honey Fair. Robert +East was closing his door for the night as she passed it. "Has Brumm +come home?" he asked. + +"Not he, the toper! He is stuck fast at the Horned Ram, getting in for +it nicely. I have been after him for some money." + +"Have you got your irons out?" inquired Charlotte, coming to the door. + +"No, nor nothing else; and there's pretty near half the kitchen in. It's +him that'll suffer. He has been getting out his own coat, but he can't +put it on. Leastways, he won't without a clean collar and shirt; and let +him fish for _them_. Wait till to-morrow comes, Mr. 'Drew Brumm!" + +"Was _his_ coat in?" returned Charlotte, surprised. + +"That it was. Him as goes on so when I puts a thing or two in! He owed +some money at his club, and he went and put his coat in for four +shillings, and Adam Thorneycroft has been and fetched it out for him." + +"Adam Thorneycroft!" involuntarily returned Charlotte. + +"Thorneycroft's coat was in too, and he went for it just now, and Brumm +gave him the ticket to get out his. Smith's daughter told me that. She +was serving with her mother in the bar." + +"Is Adam Thorneycroft at the Horned Ram still?" + +"That he is: side by side with Brumm. A nice pair of 'em! Charlotte +East, take my advice; don't you have anything to say to Thorneycroft. A +woman had better climb up to the top of her topmost chimbley and pitch +herself off, head foremost, than marry a man given to drink." + +Charlotte East felt vexed at the allusion--vexed that her name should be +coupled openly with that of Adam Thorneycroft by the busy tongues of +Honey Fair. That an attachment existed between herself and Adam +Thorneycroft was true; but she did not wish the fact to become too +apparent to others. Latterly she had been schooling her heart to forget +him, for he was taking to frequent public-houses. + +Mrs. Brumm went home, and was soon followed by her husband. He was not +much the worse for what he had taken: he was a little. Mrs. Brumm +reproached him with it, and a wordy war ensued. + +They arose peaceably in the morning. Andrew was a civil, well-conducted +man, and but for Horned Rams would have been a pattern to three parts of +Honey Fair. He liked to be dressed well on Sunday and to attend the +cathedral with his two children: he was very fond of listening to the +chanting Mrs. Brumm--as was the custom generally with the wives of Honey +Fair--stayed at home to cook the dinner. Andrew was accustomed to do +many odd jobs on the Sunday morning, to save his wife trouble. He +cleaned the boots and shoes, brushed his clothes, filled the coal-box, +and made himself useful in sundry other ways. All this done, they sat +down to breakfast with the two children, the unfortunate Jacky less +black than he had been the previous night. + +"Now, Jacky," said Brumm, when the meal was over, "get yourself ready; +it has gone ten. Polly too." + +"It's a'most too cold for Polly this morning," said Mrs. Brumm. + +"Not a bit on't. The walk'll do her good, and give her an appetite for +dinner. What is for dinner, Bell? I asked you before, but you didn't +answer." + +"It ain't much thanks to you as there's anything," retorted Mrs. Brumm, +who rejoiced in the aristocratic name of Arabella. "You plant yourself +again at the Horned Ram, and see if I worries myself to come after you +for money. I'll starve on the Sunday first." + +"I can't think what goes of your money," returned Andrew. "There had not +used to be this fuss if I stopped out for half an hour on the Saturday +night, with my wages in my pocket. Where does yours go to?" + +"It goes in necessaries," shortly answered Mrs. Brumm. But not caring +for reasons of her own to pursue this particular topic, she turned to +that of the dinner. "I have half a shoulder of mutton, and I'm going to +take it to the bake'us with a batter pudden under it, and to boil the +taters at home." + +"That's capital!" returned Andrew, gently rubbing his hands. "There's +nothing nicer than baked mutton and a batter pudden. Jacky, brush your +hair well: it's as rough as bristles." + +"I had to use a handful of soda to get the dye out," said Mrs. Brumm. +"Soda's awful stuff for making the hair rough." + +Andrew slipped out to the Honey Fair barber, who did an extensive +business on Sunday morning, to be shaved. When he returned he went up to +wash and dress, and finally uncovered a deal box where he was accustomed +to find his clean shirt. With all Mrs. Brumm's faults she had neat ways. +The shirt was not there. + +"Bell, where's my clean shirt?" he called out from the top of the +stairs. + +Mrs. Bell Brumm had been listening for the words and received them with +satisfaction. She nodded, winked, and went through a little pantomime of +ecstasy, to the intense delight of the children, who were in the secret, +and nodded and winked with her. "Clean shirt?" she called back again, as +if not understanding. + +"My Sunday shirt ain't here." + +"You haven't got no Sunday shirt to-day." + +Andrew Brumm descended the stairs in consternation. "No Sunday shirt!" +he repeated. + +"No shirt, nor no collar, nor no handkercher," coolly affirmed Mrs. +Brumm. "There ain't none ironed. They be all in the wet and the rough, +wrapped up in an old towel. Jacky and Polly haven't nothing either." + +Brumm stared considerably. "Why, what's the meaning of that?" + +"The irons are in pawn," shortly answered Mrs. Brumm. "You know you +never came home with the money, so I couldn't get 'em out." + +Another wordy war. Andrew protested she had no "call" to put the irons +in any such place. She impudently retorted that she should put the house +in if she liked. + +A hundred such little episodes could be related of the domestic life of +Honey Fair. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +THE MESSRS. BANKES. + + +On the Monday morning, a troop of the gloveress girls flocked into +Charlotte East's. They were taking holiday, as was usual with them on +Mondays. Charlotte was a favourite. It is true, she "bothered" them, as +they called it, with good advice, but they liked her in spite of it. +Charlotte's kitchen was always tidy and peaceful, with a bright fire +burning in it: other kitchens would be full of bustle and dirt. +Charlotte never let them hinder her; she worked away at her gloves all +the time. Charlotte was a glove-maker; that is, she sewed the fingers +together, and put in the thumbs, forgits, and quirks. Look at your own +gloves, English made. The long strips running up inside the fingers are +the forgits; and the little pieces between, where the fingers open, are +the quirks. The gloves Charlotte was occupied with now were of a very +dark green colour, almost black, called corbeau in the trade, and they +were sewn with white silk. Charlotte's stitches were as beautifully +regular as though she had used a patent machine. The white silk and the +fellow glove to the one she was making, lay inside a clean white +handkerchief doubled upon her lap; other gloves, equally well covered, +were in a basket at her side. + +The girls had come in noisily, with flushed cheeks and eager eyes. +Charlotte saw that something was exciting them. They liked to tell her +of their little difficulties and pleasures. Betsy Carter had informed +her mother that there was going to be a "party at the Alhambra +tea-gardens," if you remember; and this was the point of interest +to-day. These "Alhambra tea-gardens," however formidable and perhaps +suggestive the name, were very innocent in reality. They belonged to a +quiet roadside inn, half a mile from the town, and comprised a large +garden and extensive lawn. The view from them was beautiful; and many a +party from Helstonleigh, far higher in the scale of society than these +girls, would go there in summer to take tea and enjoy the view. A young, +tall, handsome girl of eighteen had drawn her chair close to +Charlotte's. She was the half-sister of Mark Mason, and had her home +with him and his wife; supporting herself after a fashion by her work. +But she was always in debt to them, and she and Mrs. Mark did not get +along well together. She wore a new shawl, and straw bonnet trimmed with +blue ribbons: and her dark hair fell in glossy ringlets--as was the +fashion then. Two other girls perched themselves on a table. They were +sisters--Amelia and Mary Ann Cross; others placed themselves where they +could. Somewhat light were they in manner, these girls; free in speech. +Nothing farther. If an unhappy girl did, by mischance, turn out badly, +or, as the expressive phrase had it, "went wrong," she was forthwith +shunned, and shunned for ever. Whatever may have been the faults and +failings prevailing in Honey Fair, this sort of wrong-doing was not +common amongst them. + +"Why, Caroline, that is new!" exclaimed Charlotte East, alluding to the +shawl. + +Caroline Mason laughed. "Is it not a beauty?" cried she. And it may be +remarked that in speech and accent she was superior to some of the +girls. + +Charlotte took a corner of it in her hand. "It must have cost a pound at +least," she said. "Is it paid for?" + +Again Caroline laughed. "Never you mind whether it's paid for or not, +Charlotte. You won't be called upon for the money for it. As I told my +sister-in-law yesterday." + +"You did not want it, Caroline; and I am quite sure you could not afford +it. Your winter cloak was good yet. It is so bad a plan, getting goods +on credit. I wish those Bankeses had never come near the place!" + +"Don't you run down Bankes's, Charlotte East," interposed Eliza Tyrrett, +a very plain girl, with an ill-natured expression of face. "We should +never get along at all if it wasn't for Bankes's." + +"You would get along all the better," returned Charlotte. "How much are +they going to charge you for this shawl, Caroline?" + +Caroline and Eliza Tyrrett exchanged peculiar glances. There appeared to +be some secret between them, connected with the shawl. "Oh, a pound or +so," replied Caroline. "What was it, Eliza?" + +Eliza Tyrrett burst into a loud laugh, and Caroline echoed it. Charlotte +East did not press for the answer. But she did press the matter against +dealing with Bankes's; as she had pressed it many a time before. + +A twelvemonth ago, some strangers had opened a linen-draper's shop in a +back street of Helstonleigh; brothers of the name of Bankes. They +professed to do business upon credit, and to wait upon people at their +own homes, after the fashion of hawkers. Every Monday would one of them +appear in Honey Fair, a great pack of goods on his back, which would be +opened for inspection at each house. Caps, shawls, gown-pieces, calico, +flannel, and finery, would be displayed in all their fascinations. Now, +you who are reading this, only reflect on the temptation! The women of +Honey Fair went into debt; and it was three parts the work of their +lives to keep the finery, and the system, from the knowledge of their +husbands. + +"Pay us so much weekly," Bankes's would say. And the women did so: it +seemed like getting a gown for nothing. But Bankes's were found to be +strict in collecting the instalments; and how these weekly payments told +upon the wages, I will leave you to judge. Some would have many +shillings to pay weekly. Charlotte East and a few more prudent ones +spoke against this system; but they made no impression. The temptation +was too great. Charlotte assumed that this was how Caroline Mason's +shawl had been obtained. In that, however, she was mistaken. + +"Charlotte, we are going down to Bankes's. There'll be a better choice +in his shop than in his pack. You have heard of the party at the +Alhambra. Well, it is to be next Monday, and we want to ask you what we +shall wear. What would you advise us to get for it?" + +"Get nothing," replied Charlotte. "Don't go to Bankes's, and don't go to +the Alhambra." + +The whole assembly sat in wonder, with open eyes. "Not go to the party!" +echoed pert Amelia Cross. "What next, Charlotte East?" + +"I told you what it would be, if you came into Charlotte East's," said +Eliza Tyrrett, a sneer on her countenance. + +"I am not against proper amusement, though I don't much care for it +myself," said Charlotte. "But when you speak of going to a party at the +Alhambra, somehow it does not sound respectable." + +The girls opened their eyes wider. "Why, Charlotte, what harm do you +suppose will come to us? We can take care of ourselves, I hope?" + +"It is not that," said Charlotte. "Of course you can. Still it does not +sound nice. It is like going to a public-house--you can't call the +Alhambra anything else. It is quite different, this, from going there to +have tea in the summer. But that's not it, I say. If you go to it, you +would be running into debt for all sorts of things at Bankes's, and get +into trouble." + +"My sister-in-law says you are a croaker, Charlotte; and she's right," +cried Caroline Mason, with good-humour. + +"Charlotte, it is not a bit of use your talking," broke in Mary Ann +Cross vehemently. "We shall go to the party, and we shall buy new things +for it. Bankes's have some lovely sarcenets, cross-barred; green, and +pink, and lilac; and me and 'Melia mean to have a dress apiece off 'em. +With a pink bow in front, and a white collar--my! wouldn't folks stare +at us!--Twelve yards each it would take, and they are one-and-eightpence +a yard." + +"Mary Ann, it would be just madness! There'd be the making, the lining, +and the ribbon: five or six-and-twenty shillings each, they would cost +you. Pray don't!" + +"How you do reckon things up, Charlotte! We should pay off weekly: we +have time afore us." + +"What would your father say?" + +"Charlotte, just hold your noise about father," quickly returned Amelia +Cross, in a hushed and altered tone. "You know we don't tell him about +Bankes's." + +Charlotte found she might as well have talked to the winds. The girls +were bent upon the evening's pleasure, and also upon the smart things +they deemed necessary for it. A few minutes more and they left her; and +trooped down to the shop of the Messrs. Bankes. + +Charlotte was coming home that evening from an errand to the town, when +she met Adam Thorneycroft. He was somewhat above the common run of +workmen. + +"Oh, is it you, Charlotte?" he exclaimed, stopping her. "I say, how is +it that you'll never have anything to say to me now?" + +"I have told you why, Adam," she replied. + +"You have told me a pack of nonsense. I wouldn't lose you, Charlotte, to +be made king of England. When once we are married, you shall see how +steady I'll be. I will not enter a public-house." + +"You have been saying that you will not for these twelve months past, +Adam," she sadly rejoined; and, had her face been visible in the dark +night, he would have seen that it was working with agitation. + +"What does it hurt a man, to go out and take a quiet pipe and a glass +after his work's over? Everybody does it." + +"Everybody does not. But I do not wish to contend. It seems to bring you +no conviction. Half the miseries around us in Honey Fair arise from so +much of the wages being wasted at the public-houses. I know what you +would say--that the wives are in fault as well. So they are. I do not +believe people were sent into the world to live as so many of us live: +nothing but scuffle and discomfort, and--I may almost say +it--sinfulness. One of these wretched households shall never be mine." + +"My goodness, Charlotte! How seriously you speak!" + +"It is a serious subject. I want to try to live so as to do my duty by +myself and by those around me; to pass my days in peace with the world +and with my conscience. A woman beaten down, cowed by all sorts of ills, +could not do so; and, where the husband is unsteady, she must be beaten +down. Adam, you know it is not with a willing heart I give you up, but I +am forced to it." + +"How can you bring yourself to say this to me?" he rejoined. + +"I don't deny that it is hard," she faintly said, suppressing with +difficulty her emotion. "This many a week I and duty have been having a +conflict with each other: but duty has gained the mastery. I knew it +would from the first----" + +"Duty be smothered!" interrupted Adam Thorneycroft. "I shall think you a +born natural presently, Charlotte." + +"Yes, I know. I can't help it. Adam, we should never pull together, you +see. Good-bye! We can be friends in future, if you like; nothing more." + +She held out her hand to him for a parting salutation. Adam, hurt and +angry, flung it from him, and turned towards Helstonleigh: and Charlotte +continued her way home, her tears dropping in the dusky night. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +HARD TO BEAR. + + +Mrs. Halliburton struggled on. A struggle, my reader, that it is to be +hoped, for your comfort's sake, you have never experienced, and never +will. She had learnt the stitch for the back of the gloves, and Mr. Lynn +supplied her with a machine and with work. But she could not do it +quickly as yet; though it was a hopeful day for her when she found that +her weekly earnings amounted to six shillings. + +Mrs. Reece paid her twenty shillings a week. Or rather, Dobbs: for Dobbs +was paymaster-general. Of that, Jane could use (she had made a close +calculation) six shillings, putting by fourteen for rent and taxes. Her +taxes were very light, part of them being paid by the landlord, as was +the custom with some houses in Helstonleigh. But for this, the rent +would have been less. Sorely tempted as she was, by hunger, by cold, +almost by starvation, Jane was resolute in leaving the fourteen +shillings intact. She had suffered too much from non-payment of the last +rent, not to be prepared with the next. But--the endurance and +deprivation!--how great they were! And she suffered far more for her +children than for herself. + +One night, towards the middle of February, she felt very downhearted: +almost as if she could not struggle on much longer. With her own +earnings and the six shillings taken from Mrs. Reece's money she could +count little more than twelve shillings weekly, and everything had to be +found out of it. Coals, candles, washing--that is, the soap, firing, +etc., necessary for Miss Betsy Carter to do it with; the boys' +shoe-mending and other trifles, besides food. You will not, therefore, +be surprised to hear that on this night they had literally nothing in +the house but part of a loaf of bread. Jane was resolute in one +thing--not to go into debt. Mrs. Buffle would have given credit, +probably other shops also; but Jane believed that her sole chance of +surmounting the struggle eventually was by keeping debt, even trifling +debt, away. They had this morning eaten bread for breakfast; they had +eaten potatoes and salt for dinner; and now, tea-time, there was bread +again. All Jane had in her pocket was twopence, which must be kept for +milk for the following morning; so they were drinking water now. + +They were round the fire; two of the boys kneeling on the ground to get +the better blaze, thankful they had a fire at all. Their lessons were +over for the day. William had been thoroughly well brought on by his +father, in Greek, Latin, Euclid, and in English generally--in short, in +the branches necessary to a good education. Frank and Gar were forward +also; indeed, Frank, for his age, was a very good Latin scholar. But how +could they do much good or make much progress by themselves? William +helped his brothers as well as he could, but it was somewhat profitless +work; and Jane was all too conscious that they needed to be at school. +Altogether, her heart was sore within her. + +Another thing was beginning to worry her--a fear lest her brother should +not be able to send the rent. She had fully counted upon it; but, now +that the time of its promised receipt was at hand, fears and doubts +arose. She was dwelling on it now--now, as she sat there at her work, in +the twilight of the early spring evening. If the money did not come, all +she could do would be to go to Mr. Ashley, tell him of her ill luck, and +that he must take the things at last. They must turn out, wanderers on +the wide earth; no---- + +A plaintive cry interrupted her dream and recalled her to reality. It +came from Jane, who was seated on a stool, her head leaning against the +side of the mantel-piece. + +"She is crying, mamma," cried quick Frank; and Janey whispered something +into Frank's ear, the cry deepening into sobs. + +"Mamma, she's crying because she's hungry." + +"Janey, dear, I have nothing but bread. You know it. Could you eat a +bit?" + +"I want something else," sobbed Janey. "Some meat, or some pudding. It +is such a long time since we had any. I am tired of bread; I am very +hungry." + +There came an echoing cry from the other side of the fireplace. Gar had +laid his head down on the floor, and he now broke out, sobbing also. + +"I am hungry too. I don't like bread any more than Janey does. When +shall we have something nice?" + +Jane gathered them to her, one in each arm, soothing them with soft +caresses, her heart aching, her own sobs choked down, one single comfort +present to her--that God knew what she had to bear. + +Almost she began to fear for her own health. Would the intense anxiety, +combined with the want of sufficient food, tell upon her? Would her +sleepless nights tell upon her? Would her grief for the loss of her +husband--a grief not the less keenly felt because she did not parade +it--tell upon her? All _that_ lay in the future. + +She rose the next morning early to her work; she always had to rise +early--the boys and Jane setting the breakfast. Breakfast! Putting the +bread upon the table and taking in the milk. For twopence they had a +quart of skimmed milk, and were glad to get it. Her head was heavy, her +frame hot, the result of inward fever, her limbs were tired before the +day began; worse than all, there was that utter weariness of mind which +predisposes a sufferer from it to lie down and die. "This will never +do," thought Jane; "I _must_ bear up." + +A dispute between Frank and Gar! They were good, affectionate boys; but +little tempers must break out now and then. In trying to settle it, Jane +burst into tears. It put an end to the fray more effectually than +anything else could have done. The boys looked blank with consternation, +and Janey burst into hysterical sobs. + +"Don't, Jane, don't," said the poor mother; "I am not well; but do not +_you_ cry." + +"I am not well, either," sobbed Janey. "It hurts me here, and here." She +put her hand to her head and chest, and Jane knew that she was weak from +long-continued insufficiency of food. There was no remedy for it. Jane +only wished she could bear for them all. + +Some time after breakfast there came the postman's knock at the door. A +thickish letter--twopence to pay. The penny postal system had come in, +but letters were not so universally prepaid then as they are now. + +Jane glanced over it with a beating heart. Yes, it was her brother's +handwriting. Could the promised rent have really arrived? She felt sick +with agitation. + +"I have no money at all, Frank. Ask Dobbs if she will lend you +twopence." + +Away went Frank, in his quick and not very ceremonious manner, +penetrating to the kitchen, where Dobbs happened to be. "Dobbs, will you +please to lend mamma twopence? It is for a letter." + +"Dobbs, indeed! Who's 'Dobbs'?" retorted that functionary in wrath. "I +am Mrs. Dobbs, if you please. Take yourself out of my sight till you can +learn manners." + +"Won't you lend it? The postman's waiting." + +"No, I won't," returned Dobbs. + +Back ran Frank. "She won't lend it, mamma. She says I was rude to her, +and called her Dobbs." + +"Oh, Frank!" But the postman was impatient, demanding whether he was to +be kept there all day. Jane was fain to apply to Dobbs herself, and +procured the loan. Then she ran upstairs with the letter, and her +trembling fingers broke the seal. Two banknotes, for 10L. each, fell out +of it. The promised loan had been sixteen pounds. The Rev. Francis Tait +had contrived to spare four pounds more. + +Before Jane had recovered from her excitement--almost before a breath of +thanks had gone up from her heart--she saw Mr. Ashley on the opposite +side of the road, going towards Helstonleigh. Being in no state to weigh +her actions, only conscious that the two notes lay in her hand--actual +realities--she threw on her bonnet and shawl, and went across the road +to Mr. Ashley. In her agitation, she scarcely knew what she did or said. + +"Oh, sir--I beg your pardon--but I have at this moment received the +money for the back rent. May I give it to you now?" + +Mr. Ashley looked at her in surprise. A scarlet spot shone on her thin +cheeks--a happy excitement was spread over her face of care. He read the +indications plainly--that she was an eager payer, but no willing debtor. +The open letter in her hand, and the postman opposite, told the tale. + +"There is no such hurry, Mrs. Halliburton," he said, smiling. "I cannot +give you a receipt here." + +"You can send it to me," she said. "I would rather pay you than Mr. +Dare." + +She held out the notes to him. He felt in his pocket whether he had +sufficient change, found he had, and handed it to her. "That is it, +madam--four sovereigns. Thank you." + +She took them hesitatingly, but did not close her hand. "Was there not +some expense incurred when--when that man was put in?" + +"Not for you to pay, Mrs. Halliburton," he pointedly returned. "I hope +you are getting pretty well through your troubles?" + +The tears came into her eyes, and she turned them away. Getting pretty +well through her troubles! "Thank you for inquiring," she meekly said. +"I shall, I believe, have the quarter's rent ready in March, when it +falls due." + +"Do not put yourself out of the way to pay it," he replied. "If it would +be more convenient to you to let it go on to the half-year, it would be +the same to me." + +Her heart rose to the kindness. "Thank you, Mr. Ashley, thank you very +much for your consideration; but I must pay as I go on, if I possibly +can." + +Patience stood at her gate, smiling as she recrossed the road. She had +seen what had passed. + +"Thee hast good news, I see. But thee wert in a hurry, to pay thy rent +in the road." + +"My brother has sent me the rent and four pounds over. Patience, I can +buy bedside carpets now." + +Patience looked pleased. "With all thy riches thee will scarcely thank +me for this poor three and sixpence," holding out the silver to her. +"Samuel Lynn left it; it is owing thee for thy work." + +Jane smiled sadly as she took it. Her riches! "How is Anna?" she asked. + +"She is nicely, thank thee, and is gone to school. But she was wilful +over her lessons this morning. Farewell. I am glad thee art so far out +of thy perplexities." + +Very far, indeed; and a great relief it was. Can you realize these +troubles of Mrs. Halliburton's? Not, I think, as she realized them. We +pity the trials and endurance of the poor; but, believe me, they are as +nothing compared with the bitter lot of reduced gentlepeople. Jane had +not been brought up to poverty, to scanty and hard fare, to labour, to +humiliations, to the pain of debt. But for hope--and some of us know how +strong that is in the human heart--and for that better hope, _trust_, +Jane never could have gone through her trials. Her physical privations +alone were almost too hard to bear. Can you wonder that an unexpected +present of four pounds seemed as a mine of wealth? + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +INCIPIENT VANITY. + + +But four pounds, however large a sum to look at, dwindles down sadly in +the spending; especially when bedside carpets, and boys' boots--new ones +and the mending of old ones--have to be deducted from it at the +commencement. An idea had for some time been looming in Jane's mind; +looming ominously, for she did not like to speak of it. It was, that +William must go out and enter upon some employment, by which a little +weekly money might be added to their stock. He was eager enough; +indulging, no doubt, boy-like, peculiar visions of his own, great and +grand. But these Jane had to dispel; to explain that for young boys, +such as he, earning money implied hard work. + +His face flushed scarlet. Jane drew him to her and pressed her cheek +upon his. + +"There would be no real disgrace in it, my darling. No work in itself +brings disgrace; be it carrying out parcels or sweeping out a shop. So +long as we retain our refinement of tone, of manner, our courteous +conduct one to the other, we shall still be gentlepeople, let us work at +what we may. William, I think it is your _duty_ to help in our need." + +"Yes, I see, mamma," he answered. "I will try and do it; anything that +may turn up." + +Jane had not much faith in things "turning up." She believed that they +must be sought for. That same evening she went into Mr. Lynn's, with the +view to asking his counsel. There she found Anna in trouble. The cause +was as follows. + +Patience, leaving Anna alone at her lessons, had gone into the kitchen +to give some directions to Grace. Anna seized the opportunity to take a +little recreation: not that it was greatly needed, for--spoilt child +that she was!--she had merely looked at her books with vacant eyes, not +having in reality learned a single word. First of all, off went her cap. +Next, she drew from her pocket a small mirror, about the size of a +five-shilling piece. Propping this against her books on the table before +her, so that the rays of the lamp might fall upon it, she proceeded to +admire herself, and twist her flowing hair round her pretty fingers to +make a shower of ringlets. Sad vanity for a little born Quakeress! But +it must be owned that never did mirror, small or large, give back a more +lovely image than that child's. She had just arranged her curls, and was +contemplating their effect to her entire satisfaction, when back came +Patience sooner than she was expected, and caught the young lady at her +impromptu toilette. What with the curls and what with the mirror, Anna +did not know which to hurry away first. + +"Thee naughty child! Thee naughty, naughty child! What is to become of +thee? Where did thee get this?" + +Anna burst into tears. In her perplexity she said she had "found" the +mirror. + +"That thee did not," said Patience calmly. "I ask thee where thee got it +from?" + +Of a remarkably pliant nature, wavering and timid, Anna never withstood +long the persistent questioning of Patience. Amid many tears the truth +came out. Lucy Dixon had brought it to school in her workbox. It was a +doll's mirror, and she, Anna, had given her sixpence for it. + +"The sixpence that thy father bestowed upon thee yesterday for being a +good girl," retorted Patience. "I told him thee would likely not make a +profitable use of it. Come up to bed with thee! I will talk to thee +after thee are in it." + +Of all things, Anna disliked to be sent to bed before her time. She +sobbed, expostulated, and promised all sorts of amendment for the +future. Patience, firm and quiet, would have carried her point, but for +the entrance of Samuel Lynn. The fault was related to him by Patience, +and the mirror exhibited. Anna clung around him in a storm of sobs. + +"Dear father! Dear, dear father, don't thee let me go to bed! Let me sit +by thee while thee hast thy supper. Patience may keep the glass, but +don't thee let me go." + +It was quite a picture--the child clinging there with her crimsoned +cheeks, her wet eyelashes, and her soft flowing hair. Samuel Lynn, +albeit a man not given to demonstration, strained her to him with a +loving movement. Perhaps the crime of looking into a doll's glass and +toying with her hair appeared to him more venial than it did to +Patience; but then, she was his beloved child. + +"Will thee transgress again, Anna?" + +"No, I never will," sobbed Anna. + +"Then Patience will suffer thee to sit up this once. But thee must be +careful." + +He placed her in a chair close to him. Patience, disapproving very much +but saying nothing, left the room. Grace appeared with the supper-tray, +and a message that Patience would take her supper in the kitchen. It was +at this juncture that Mrs. Halliburton came in. She told the Quaker that +she had come to consult him about William; and mentioned her intentions. + +"To tell thee the truth, friend, I have marvelled much that thee did +not, under thy circumstances, seek to place out thy eldest son," was the +answer. "He might be helping thee." + +"He is young to earn anything, Mr. Lynn. Do you see a chance of my +getting him a place?" + +"That depends, friend, upon the sort of place he may wish for. I could +help him to a place to-morrow. But it is one that may not accord with +thy notions." + +"What is it?" eagerly asked Jane. + +"It is in Thomas Ashley's manufactory. We are in want of another boy, +and the master told me to-day I had better inquire for one." + +"What would he have to do?" asked Jane. "And what would he earn?" + +"He would have to do anything he may be directed to do. Thy son is older +than are our boys who come to us ordinarily, and he has been differently +brought up; therefore I might put him to somewhat better employment. He +might also be paid a trifle more. They sweep and dust, go on outdoor +errands, carry messages indoors, black the gloves, get in coal; and they +earn, if they are sharp, half-a-crown a week." + +Jane's heart sank within her. + +"But thy son, I say, might be treated somewhat differently. Not that he +must be above doing any of these duties, should he be put to them. I can +assure thee, friend, that some of the first manufacturers of this town +have thus begun their career. A thoroughly practical knowledge of the +business is only to be acquired by beginning at the first step of the +ladder, and working upwards." + +"Did Mr. Ashley so begin?" She could scarcely tell why she asked the +question. Unless it was that a feeling came over her that if Mr. Ashley +had done these things, she would not mind William's doing them. + +"No, friend. Thomas Ashley's father was a man of means, and Thomas was +bred up a classical scholar and a gentleman. He has never taken a +practical part in the working of the business: I do that for him. His +labours are chiefly confined to the correspondence and the keeping of +the books. His father wished him to embrace a profession rather than be +a glove manufacturer: but Thomas preferred to succeed his father. If +thee would like thy son to enter our manufactory, I will try him." + +Jane was dubious. She felt quite sure that William would not like it. +"He has been thinking of a counting-house, or a lawyer's or +conveyancer's office," she said aloud. "He would like to employ his time +in writing. Would there be difficulty in getting him into one?" + +"I do not opine a lawyer would take a boy of his size. They require +their writing to be well and correctly done. About that, I cannot tell +thee much, for I have nothing to do with lawyers. He can inquire." + +Jane rose. She stood by the table, unconsciously stroking Anna's flowing +curls--for the cap had never been replaced, and Samuel Lynn found no +fault with the omission. "I will speak candidly," said Jane. "I fear +that the place you have kindly offered me would not be liked by William. +Other employments, writing for example, would be more palatable. +Nevertheless, were he unable to obtain anything else I should be glad to +accept this. Will you give me three or four days for consideration?" + +"To oblige thee, I will, friend. When Thomas Ashley gives orders, he is +prompt in having them attended to; and he spoke, as I have informed +thee, about a fresh boy to-day. Would it not be a help to thee, friend, +if thee got thy other two boys into the school attached to the +cathedral?" + +"But I have no interest," said Jane. "I hear that education there is +free; but I do not possess the slightest chance." + +"Thee may get a chance, friend. There's nothing like trying. I must tell +thee that the school is not thought highly of, in consequence of the +instruction being confined exclusively to Latin and Greek. In the old +days this was thought enough; but people are now getting more +enlightened. Thomas Ashley was educated there; but he had a private +tutor at home for the branches not taught at the college; he had also +masters for what are called accomplishments. He is one of the most +accomplished men of the day. Few are so thoroughly and comprehensively +educated as Thomas Ashley. I have heard say thy sons have begun Latin. +It might be a help to them if they could get in." + +"I should desire nothing better," Jane breathlessly rejoined, a new hope +penetrating her heart. "I have heard of the collegiate school here; but, +until very recently I supposed it to be an expensive institution." + +"No, friend; it is free. The best way to get a boy in is by making +interest with the head-master of the school, or with some of the +cathedral clergy." + +A recollection of Mr. Peach flashed into Jane's mind as a ray of light. +She bade good-night to Samuel Lynn and Anna, and to Patience as she +passed the kitchen. Patience had been crying. + +"I am grieved about Anna," she explained. "I love the child dearly, but +Samuel Lynn is blind to her faults; and it argues badly for the future. +Thee cannot imagine half her vanity; I fear me, too, she is deceitful. I +wish her father could see it! I wish he would indulge her less and +correct her more! Good night to thee." + +Before concluding the chapter, it may as well be mentioned that a piece +of good fortune about this time befell Janey. She found favour with +Dobbs! How it came about perhaps Dobbs could not herself have told. +Certainly no one else could. + +Mrs. Reece had got into the habit of asking Jane into her parlour to +tea. She was a kind-hearted old lady and liked the child. Dobbs would +afterwards be at work, generally some patching and mending to her own +clothes; and Dobbs, though she would not acknowledge it to herself or to +any one else, could not see to thread her needle. Needle in one hand and +thread in the other, she would poke the two together for five minutes, +no result supervening. Janey hit upon the plan of threading her a needle +in silence, whilst Dobbs used the one; and from that time Jane kept her +in threaded needles. Whether this conciliated Dobbs must remain a +mystery, but she took a liking for Jane; and the liking grew into love. +Henceforth Janey wanted for nothing. While the others starved, she lived +on the fat of the land. Meat and pudding, fowls and pastry, whatever +dinner in the parlour might consist of, Janey had her share of it, and a +full share too. At first Mrs. Halliburton, from motives of delicacy, +would not allow Jane to go in; upon which Dobbs would enter, boiling +over with indignation, red with the exertion of cooking, and +triumphantly bear her off. Jane spoke seriously to Mrs. Reece about it, +but the old lady declared she was as glad to have the child as Dobbs +was. + +Once, Janey came to a standstill over some apple pudding, which had +followed upon veal cutlets and bacon. "I am quite full," said she, more +plainly than politely: "I can't eat a bit more. May I give this piece +upon my plate to Gar?" + +"No, you may not," snapped Dobbs, drowning Mrs. Reece's words, that she +might give it and welcome. "How dare you, Janey? You know that boys is +the loadstones of my life." + +Dobbs probably used the word loadstones to indicate a heavy weight. She +seized the plate of pudding and finished it herself, lest it should find +its way to the suggested quarter--a self-sacrifice which served to show +her earnestness in the cause. Nothing gave Dobbs indigestion like apple +pudding, and she knew she should be a martyr for four-and-twenty hours +afterwards. + +Thus Jane, at least, suffered from henceforth no privations, and for +this Mrs. Halliburton was very thankful. The time was to come, however, +when she would have reason to be more so. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +MR. ASHLEY'S MANUFACTORY. + + +The happy thought, suggested by Samuel Lynn, Jane carried out. She +applied in person to Mr. Peach, and he obtained an immediate entrance +for Frank to the college school, with a promise for Gar to enter at +quarter-day, the 25th of March. He was perfectly thunderstruck when he +found that his old friend and tutor, Mr. Halliburton, was dead; had died +in Helstonleigh; and that he--_he!_--had buried him. There was no need +to ask him twice, after that, to exert his interest for the fatherless +children. The school (I have told you what it was many years ago) was +not held in the highest repute, from the reason spoken of by Samuel +Lynn; vacancies often occurred, and admission was easy. It was one great +weight off Jane's mind. + +William was not so fortunate. He was at that period very short for his +age, timid in manner, and no office could be persuaded to take him. +Nothing in the least congenial to him presented itself or could be +found; and the result was that he resigned himself to Samuel Lynn, who +introduced him to Mr. Ashley's extensive manufactory--to be initiated by +degrees into all the mysteries necessary to convert a skin into a glove. +And although his interest and curiosity were excited by what he saw, he +pronounced it a "hateful" business. + +When the skins came in from the leather-dressers they were washed in a +tub of cold water. The next day warm water, mixed with yolks of eggs, +was poured on them, and a couple of men, bare-legged to the knee, got +into the tub, and danced upon them, skins, eggs, and water, for two +hours. Then they were spread in a field to dry, till they were as hard +as lantern horn; then they were "staked," as it was called--a long +process, to smooth and soften them. To the stainers next, to be stained +black or coloured; next to the parers, to have the loose flesh pared +from the inside, and to be smoothed again with pumice-stone--all this +being done on the outside premises. Then they came inside, to the hands +of one of the foremen, who sorted and marked them for the cutters. The +cutters cut the skins into tranks (the shape of the hand in outline) +with the separate thumbs and forgits, and sent them in to the slitters. +The slitters slit the four fingers, and _shaped_ the thumbs and forgits: +after that, they were ready for the women--three different women, you +may remember, being necessary to turn out each glove, so far as the +sewing went; for one woman rarely worked at more than her own peculiar +branch, or was capable of working at it. This done, and back in the +manufactory again, they had to be pulled straight, and "padded," or +rubbed, a process by which they were brightened. If black gloves, the +seams were washed over with a black dye, or else glazed; then they were +hung up to dry. This done, they went into Samuel Lynn's room, a large +room next to Mr. Ashley's private room, and here they were sorted into +firsts, seconds, or thirds; the sorting being always done by Samuel +Lynn, or by James Meeking the head foreman. It was called "making-up." +Next they were banded round with a paper in dozens, labelled, and placed +in small boxes, ready for the warehouses in London. A great deal, you +see, before one pair of gloves could be turned out. + +The first morning that William went at six o'clock with Samuel Lynn, he +was ordered to light the fire in Mr. Ashley's room, sweep it out, and +dust it, first of all sprinkling the floor with water from a +watering-pot. And this was to be part of his work every morning at +present; Samuel Lynn giving him strict charge never to disturb anything +on Mr. Ashley's desk. If he moved things to dust the desk, he was to lay +them down again in the same places and in the same position. The duster +consisted of some leather shreds tied up into a knot, the ends loose. He +found he should have to wait on Mr. Ashley and Samuel Lynn, bring things +they wanted, carry messages to the men, and go out when sent. A pair of +shears, which he could not manage, was put into his hand, and he had to +cut a damaged skin, useless for gloves, into narrow strips, standing at +one of the counters in Samuel Lynn's room. William wondered whether they +were to make another duster, but he found they were used in the +manufactory in place of string. That done, a round, polished stick was +handed to him, tapered at either end, which he had to pass over and over +some small gloves to make them smooth, after the manner of a cook +rolling out paste for a pie. He looked with dismay at the two young +errand boys of the establishment, who were black with dye. But Samuel +Lynn had distinctly told him that he would not be expected to place +himself on their level. The rooms were for the most part very light, one +or two sides being entirely of glass. + +On the evening of this first day, William, after he got home, sat there +in sad heaviness. His mother asked how he liked his employment, and he +returned an evasive answer. Presently he rose to go to bed, saying he +had a headache. Up he went to the garret, and flung himself down on the +mattress, sobbing as if his heart would break. Jane, suspecting +something of this, followed him up. She caught him in her arms. + +"Oh, my darling, don't give way! Things may grow brighter after a time." + +"It is such a dreadful change!--from my books, my Latin and Greek, to go +there and sweep out places like those two black boys!" he said +hysterically, all his reticence gone. + +"My dear boy! my darling boy! I know not how to reconcile you, how to +lessen your cares. Your experience of the sorrow of life is beginning +early. You are hungry, too." + +"I am always hungry," answered William, quite unable to affect +concealment in that hour of grief. "I heard one of those black boys say +he had boiled pork and greens for dinner. I did so envy him." + +Jane checked her tears; they were rising rebelliously. "William, darling +your lot seems just now very dark and painful, but it might be worse." + +"Worse!" he echoed in surprise. "How could it be worse? Mamma, I am no +better than an errand-boy there." + +"It would be worse, William, if you were one of those poor black boys. +Unenlightened; no wish for higher things; content to remain as they are +for ever." + +"But that could never be," he urged. "To be content with such a life is +impossible." + +"They are content, William." + +He saw the drift of the argument. "Yes, mamma," he acknowledged; "I did +not reflect. It would be worse if I were quite as they are." + +"William, we can only bear our difficulties, and make the best of them, +trusting to surmount them in the end. You and I must both do this. Trust +is different from hope. If we only hope, we may lose courage; but if we +fully and freely _trust_, we cannot. Patience and perseverance, +endurance and trust, they will in the end triumph; never fear. If I +feared, William, I should go into the grave with despair. I never lose +my trust. I never lose my conviction, firm and certain, that God is +watching over me, that He is permitting these trials for some wise +purpose, and that in His own good time we shall be brought through +them." + +William's sobs were growing lighter. + +"The time may come when we shall be at ease again," continued Jane; +"when we shall look back on this time of trial, and be thankful that we +did bear up and surmount it, instead of fainting under the burden. God +will take care that the battle is not too hot for us, if we only resign +ourselves, in all trust, to do the best. The future is grievously dim +and indistinct. As the guiding light in your father's dream shone only +on one step at a time, so can I see only one step before me." + +"What step is that?" he asked somewhat eagerly. + +"The one obvious step before me is to persevere, as I am now doing, to +try and retain this home for you, my children; to work as I can, so as +to keep you around me. I must strive to keep you together, and you must +help me. Bear up bravely, William. Make the best of this unpleasant +employment and its mortifications, and strive to overcome your +repugnance to it. Be resolute, my boy, in doing your duty in it, because +it is your duty, and because, William--because it is helping your +mother." + +A shadow of the trust, so firm in his mother's heart, began to dawn in +his. "Yes, it is my duty," he resolutely said. "I will try to do it--to +hope and trust." + +Jane strained him to her. "Were you and I to give way now, darling, our +past troubles would have been borne for nothing. Let us, I repeat, look +forward to the time when we may say, 'We did not faint; we battled on, +and overcame.' It _will_ come, William. Only trust to God." + +She quitted him, leaving him to reflection and resolve scarcely +befitting his young years. + +The week wore on to its close. On the Saturday night, William, his face +flushed, held out four shillings to his mother. "My week's wages, +mamma." + +Jane's face flushed also. "It is more than I expected, William," she +said. "I fancied you would have three." + +"I think the master fixed the sum," said William. + +"The master? Do you mean Mr. Ashley?" + +"We never say 'Mr. Ashley' in the manufactory; we say 'the master.' Mr. +Lynn was paying the wages to-night. I heard them say that sometimes Mr. +Lynn paid them, and sometimes James Meeking. Those two black boys have +half-a-crown apiece. He left me to the last, and when the rest were +gone, he looked at me and took up three shillings. Then he seemed to +hesitate, and suddenly he locked the desk, went into the master's room, +and spoke with him. He came back in a minute, unlocked the desk, and +gave me four shillings. 'Thee hast not earned it,' he said, 'but I think +thee has done thy best. Thee will have the same each week, so long as +thee does so.'" + +Jane held the four shillings, and felt that she was growing quite rich. +The rest crowded round to look. "Can't we have a nice dinner to-morrow +with it?" said one. + +"I think we must," said Jane cheerily. "A nice dinner for once in a way. +What shall it be?" + +"Roast beef," called out Frank. + +"Pork with crackling," suggested Janey. "That of Mrs. Reece's yesterday +was so good." + +"Couldn't we have fowls and a jam pudding?" asked Gar. + +Jane smiled and kissed him. All the suggestions were beyond her purse. +"We will have a meat pudding," she said; "that's best." And the children +cheerfully acquiesced. They had implicit faith in their mother; they +knew that what she said was best, would be best. + +On this same Saturday night Charlotte East was returning home from +Helstonleigh, an errand having taken her thither after dark. Almost +opposite to the turning to Honey Fair, a lane branched off, leading to +some farm-houses; a lane, green and pleasant in summer, but bare and +uninviting now. Two people turned into it as Charlotte looked across. +She caught only a glance; but something in the aspect of both struck +upon her as familiar. A gas-lamp at the corner shed a light upon the +spot, and Charlotte suddenly halted, and stood endeavouring to peer +further. But they were soon out of view. A feeling of dismay had stolen +over Charlotte. She hoped she was mistaken; that the parties were not +those she had fancied; and she slowly continued her way. A few paces +more, she turned up the road leading to Honey Fair and found herself +nearly knocked over by one who came running against her, apparently in +some excitement and in a great hurry. + +"Who's this?" cried the voice of Eliza Tyrrett. "Charlotte East, I +declare! I say, have you seen anything of Caroline Mason?" + +Charlotte hesitated. She hoped she had not seen her; though the +misgiving was upon her that she had. "Did you think I might have seen +her?" she returned. "Has she come this way?" + +"Yes, I expect she has come this way, and I want to find her," returned +Eliza Tyrrett vehemently. "I saw her making off out of Honey Fair, and I +saw who was waiting for her round the corner. I knew my company wasn't +wanted then, and turned into Dame Buffle's for a talk; and there I found +that Madam Carry has been telling falsehoods about me. Let me set on to +her, that's all! I shall say what she won't like." + +"Who do you mean was waiting for her?" inquired Charlotte East. + +Eliza Tyrrett laughed. She was beginning to recover her temper. "You'd +like to know, wouldn't you?" said she pertly. "But I'm not going to tell +tales out of school." + +"I think I do know," returned Charlotte quietly. "I fear I do." + +"Do you? I thought nobody knew nothing about it but me. It has been +going on this ten weeks. Did you see her, though, Charlotte?" + +"I thought I saw her, but I could not believe my eyes. She was +with--with--some one she has no business to be with." + +"Oh, as to business, I don't know about that," carelessly answered Eliza +Tyrrett. "We have a right to walk with anybody we like." + +"Whether it is good or bad for you?" returned Charlotte. + +"There's no 'bad' in it," cried Eliza Tyrrett indignantly. "I never saw +such an old maid as you are, Charlotte East, never! Carry Mason's not a +child, to be led into mischief." + +"Carry's very foolish," was Charlotte's comment. + +"Oh, of course _you_ think so, or it wouldn't be you. You'll go and tell +upon her at home, I suppose, now." + +"I shall tell _her_," said Charlotte. "Folks should choose their +acquaintances in their own class of life, if they want things to turn +out pleasantly." + +"Were you not all took in about that shawl!" uttered Eliza Tyrrett, with +a laugh. "You thought she went in debt for it at Bankes's, and her +people at home thought so. Het Mason shrieked on at her like anything, +for spending money on her back while she owed it for her board. _He_ +gave her that." + +"Eliza!" + +"He did. Law, where's the harm? He is rich enough to give all us girls +in Honey Fair one apiece, and who'd be the worse for it? Only his +pocket; and that can afford it. I wish he would!" + +"I wish you would not talk so, Eliza. She is not a fit companion for +him, even though it is but to take a walk; and she ought to remember +that she is not." + +"He wants her for a longer companion than that," observed Eliza Tyrrett; +"that is, if he tells true. He wants her to marry him." + +"He--wants her to marry him!" repeated Charlotte, speaking the words in +sheer amazement. "Who says so?" + +"He does. I should hardly think he can be in earnest, though." + +"Eliza Tyrrett, we cannot be speaking of the same person," cried +Charlotte, feeling bewildered. "To whom have you been alluding?" + +"To the same that you have, I expect. Young Anthony Dare." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +THE FORGOTTEN LETTER. + + +It was the last day of March, and five o'clock in the afternoon. The +great bell had rung in Mr. Ashley's manufactory, the signal for the men +to go to their tea. Scuffling feet echoed to it from all parts, and +clattered down the stairs on their way out. The ground floor was not +used for the indoor purposes of the manufactory, the business being +carried on in the first and second floors. The first flight of stairs +opened into what was called the serving-room, a very large apartment; +through this, on the right, branched off Mr. Ashley's room and Samuel +Lynn's. On the left, various passages led to other rooms, and the upper +flight of stairs was opposite to the entrance-stairs. The +serving-counter, running completely across the room, formed a barrier +between the serving-room and the entrance staircase. + +The men flocked into the serving-room, passed it, and rattled down the +stairs. Samuel Lynn was changing his coat to follow, and William +Halliburton was waiting for him, his cap on, for he walked to and fro +with the Quaker, when Mr. Ashley's voice was heard from his room: the +counting-house, as it was frequently called. + +"William!" It was usual to distinguish the boys by their Christian name +only; the men by both their Christian and surnames. Samuel Lynn was "Mr. +Lynn." + +"Did thee not hear the master calling to thee?" + +William had certainly heard Mr. Ashley's voice; but it was so unusual to +be called by it, that he had paid no attention. He had very little +communication with Mr. Ashley; in the three or four weeks he had now +been at the manufactory Mr. Ashley had not spoken to him a dozen words. +He hastened into the counting-house, taking off his cap in the presence +of Mr. Ashley. + +"Have the men gone to tea?" inquired Mr. Ashley, who was sealing a +letter. + +"Yes, sir," replied William. + +"Is George Dance gone?" George Dance was an apprentice, and it was his +business to take the letters to the post. + +"They are all gone, sir, except Mr. Lynn; and James Meeking, who is +waiting to lock up." + +"Do you know the post-office?" + +"Oh, yes, sir. It is in West Street, at the other end of the town." + +"Take this letter, and put it carefully in." + +William received the letter from Mr. Ashley, and dropped it into his +jacket pocket. It was addressed to Bristol; the London mail-bags were +already made up. Mr. Ashley put on his hat and departed, followed by +Samuel Lynn and William. James Meeking locked up, as it was his +invariable business to do, and carried the keys into his own house. He +inhabited part of the ground floor of the premises. + +"Are thee not coming home with me this evening?" inquired Samuel Lynn of +William, who was turning off the opposite way. + +"No; the master has given me a letter to post. I have also an errand to +do for my mother." + +It happened (things do happen in a curious sort of way in this world) +that Mrs. Halliburton had desired William to bring her in some candles +and soap at tea-time, and to purchase them at Lockett's shop. Lockett's +shop was rather far off; there were others nearer; but Lockett's goods +were of the best quality, and his extensive trade enabled him to sell a +halfpenny a pound cheaper. A halfpenny was a halfpenny with Jane then. +William went on his way, walking fast. + +As he was passing the cathedral, he came into contact with the college +boys, then just let out of school. It was the first day that Gar had +joined; he had received his appointment, according to promise. Very +thankful was Jane; in spite of the drawback of having to provide them +with linen surplices. William halted to see if he could discern Gar +amidst the throng: it was not unnatural that he should look for him. + +One of the boys caught sight of William standing there. It was Cyril +Dare, the third son of Mr. Dare, a boy older and considerably bigger +than William. + +"If there's not another of that Halliburton lot posted there!" cried he, +to a knot of those around. "Perhaps he will be coming amongst us +next--because we have not enough with the two! Look at the fellow, +staring at us! He is a common errand-boy at Ashley's." + +Frank Halliburton, who, little as he was, wanted neither for spirit nor +pluck, heard the words and confronted Cyril Dare. "That is my brother," +said he. "What have you to say against him?" + +Cyril Dare cast a glance of scorn on Frank, regarding him from top to +toe. "You audacious young puppy! I say he is a snob. There!" + +"Then I say he is not," retorted Frank. "You are one yourself, for +saying it." + +Cyril Dare, big enough to have crushed Frank to death, speedily had him +on the ground, and treated him not very mercifully when there. William, +a witness to this, but not understanding it, pushed his way through the +crowd to protect Frank. All he saw was that Frank was down, and two big +boys were kicking him. + +"Let him alone!" cried he. "How can you be so cowardly as to attack a +little fellow? And two of you! Shame!" + +Now, if there was one earthly thing that the college boys would not +brook, it was being interfered with by a stranger. William suffered. +Frank's treatment had been nothing to what he had to submit to. He was +knocked down, trampled on, kicked, buffeted, abused; Cyril Dare being +the chief and primary aggressor. At that moment the under-master came in +view, and the boys made off--all except Cyril Dare. + +Reined in against the wall, at a few yards' distance, was a lad on a +pony. He had delicately expressive features, large soft brown eyes, a +complexion too bright for health, and wavy dark hair. The face was +beautiful; but two upright lines were indented in the white forehead, as +if worn there by pain, and the one ungloved hand was white and thin. He +was as old as William within a year; but, slight and fragile, would be +taken to be much younger. Seeing and hearing--though not very +clearly--what had passed, he touched his pony, and rode up to Cyril +Dare. The latter was beginning to walk away leisurely, in the wake of +his companions; the upper boys were rather fond of ignoring the presence +of the under-master. Cyril turned at hearing himself called. + +"What! Is it you, Henry Ashley? Where did you spring from?" + +"Cyril Dare," was the answer, "you are a wretched coward." + +Cyril Dare was feeling anger yet, and the words did not lessen it. "Of +course _you_ can say so!" he cried. "You know that you can say what you +like with impunity. One can't chastise a cripple like you." + +The brilliant, painful colour flushed into the face of Henry Ashley. To +allude openly to infirmity such as this is as iron entering into the +soul. Upon a sensitive, timid, refined nature (and those suffering from +this sort of affliction are nearly sure to possess that nature), it +falls with a bitterness that can neither be conceived by others nor +spoken of by themselves. Henry Ashley braved it out. + +"A coward, and a double coward!" he repeated, looking Cyril Dare full in +the face, whilst the transparent flush grew hotter on his own. "You +struck a young boy down, and then kicked him; and for nothing but that +he stood up like a trump at your abuse of his brother." + +"You couldn't hear," returned Cyril Dare roughly. + +"I heard enough. I say that you are a coward." + +"Chut! They are snobs out-and-out." + +"I don't care if they are chimney-sweeps. It does not make you less a +coward. And you'll be one as long as you live. If I had my strength, I'd +serve you out as you served them out." + +"Ah, but you have not your strength, you know!" mocked Cyril. "And as +you seem to be going into one of your heroic fits, I shall make a start, +for I have no time to waste on them." + +He tore away. Henry Ashley turned his pony and addressed William. Both +boys had spoken rapidly, so that scarcely a minute had passed, and +William had only just risen from the ground. He leaned against the wall, +giddy, as he wiped the blood from his face. "Are you much hurt?" asked +Henry, kindly, his large dark eyes full of sympathy. + +"No, thank you; it is nothing," replied William. "He is a great coward, +though, whoever he is." + +"It is Cyril Dare," called out Frank. + +"Yes, it is Cyril Dare," continued Henry Ashley. "I have been telling +him what a coward he is. I am ashamed of him: he is my cousin, in a +remote degree. I am glad you are not hurt." + +Henry Ashley rode away towards his home. Frank followed in the same +direction; as did Gar, who now came in view. William proceeded up the +town. He was a little hurt, although he had disowned it to Henry Ashley. +His head felt light, his arms ached; perhaps the sensation of giddiness +was as much from the want of food as anything. He purchased what was +required for his mother; and then made the best of his way home again. +Mr. Ashley's letter had gone clean out of his head. + +Frank, in the manner usual with boys, carried home so exaggerated a +story of William's damages, that Jane expected to see him arrive +half-killed. Samuel Lynn heard of it, and said William might stop at +home that evening. It has never been mentioned that his hours were from +six till eight in the morning, from nine till one, from two till five, +and from six till eight. These were Mr. Lynn's hours, and William was +allowed to keep the same; the men had half-an-hour less allowed for +breakfast and tea. + +William was glad of the rest, after his battle, and the evening passed +on. It was growing late, almost bedtime, when suddenly there flashed +into his memory Mr. Ashley's letter. He put his hand into his +jacket-pocket. There it lay, snug and safe. With a few words of +explanation to his mother, so hasty and incoherent that she did not +understand a syllable, he snatched his cap, and flew away in the +direction of the town. + +Boys have good legs and lungs; and William scarcely slackened speed +until he gained the post-office, not far short of a mile. Dropping the +letter into the box, he stood against the wall to recover breath. A +clerk was standing at the door whistling; and at that moment a +gentleman, apparently a stranger, came out of a neighbouring hotel, a +letter in hand. + +"This is the head post-office, I believe?" said he to the clerk. + +"Yes." + +"Am I in time to post a letter for Bristol?" + +"No, sir. The bags for the Bristol mail are made up. It will be through +the town directly." + +William heard this with consternation. If it was too late for this +gentleman's letter, it was too late for Mr. Ashley's. + +He said nothing to any one that night; but he lay awake thinking over +what might be the consequences of his forgetfulness. The letter might be +one of importance; Mr. Ashley might discharge him for his neglect--and +the weekly four shillings had grown into an absolute necessity. William +possessed a large share of conscientiousness, and the fault disturbed +him much. + +When he came down at six, he found his mother up and at work. He gave +her the history of what had happened. "What can be done?" he asked. + +"Nay, William, put that question to yourself. What ought you to do? +Reflect a moment." + +"I suppose I ought to tell Mr. Ashley." + +"Do not say 'I suppose,' my dear. You must tell him." + +"Yes, I know I must," he acknowledged. "I have been thinking about it +all night. But I don't like to." + +"Ah, child! we have many things to do that we 'don't like.' But the +first trouble is always the worst. Look it fully in the face, and it +will melt away. There is no help for it in this matter, William; your +duty is plain. There's Mr. Lynn looking out for you." + +William went out, heavy with the thought of the task he should have to +accomplish after breakfast. He knew that he must do it. It was a duty, +as his mother had said; and she had fully impressed upon them all, from +their infancy, the necessity of looking out for their duty and doing it, +whether in great things or in small. + +Mr. Ashley entered the manufactory that morning at his usual hour, +half-past nine. He opened and read his letters, and then was engaged for +some time with Samuel Lynn. By ten o'clock the counting-house was clear. +Mr. Ashley was alone in it, and William knew that his time was come. He +went in, and approached Mr. Ashley's desk. + +Mr. Ashley, who was writing, looked up. "What is it?" + +William's face grew red and white by turns. He was of a remarkably +sensitive nature; and these sensitive natures cannot help betraying +their inward emotion. Try as he would, he could not get a word out. Mr. +Ashley was surprised. "What is the matter?" he wonderingly asked. + +"If you please, sir--I am very sorry--it is about the letter," he +stammered, and was unable to get any further. + +"The letter!" repeated Mr. Ashley. "What letter? Not the letter I gave +you to post?" + +"I forgot it, sir,"--and William's own voice sounded to his ear +painfully clear. + +"Forgot to post it! That was unpardonably careless. Where is the +letter?" + +"I forgot it, sir, until night, and then I ran to the post-office and +put it in. Afterwards I heard the clerk say that the Bristol bags were +made up, so of course it would not go. I am very sorry, sir," he +repeated, after a pause. + +"How came you to forget it? You ought to have gone direct from here, and +posted it." + +"So I did go, sir. That is I was going, but----" + +"But what?" returned Mr. Ashley, for William had made a dead standstill. + +"The college boys set on me, sir. They were ill-using my brother, and I +interfered; and then they turned upon me. It made me forget the letter." + + +"It was you who got into an affray with the college boys, was it?" cried +Mr. Ashley. He had heard his son's version of the affair, without +suspecting that it related to William. + +William waited by the desk. "If you please, sir, was it of great +consequence?" + +"It might have been. Do not be guilty of such carelessness again." + +"I will try not, sir." + +Mr. Ashley looked down at his writing. William waited. He did not +suppose it was over, and he wanted to know the worst. "Why do you stay?" +asked Mr. Ashley. + +"I hope you will not turn me away for it, sir," he said, his colour +changing again. + +"Well--not this time," replied Mr. Ashley, smiling to himself. "But I'll +tell you what I should have felt inclined to turn you away for," he +added--"concealing the fact from me. Whatever fault, omission, or +accident you may commit, always acknowledge it at once; it is the best +plan, and the easiest. You may go back to your work now." + +William left the room with a lighter step. Mr. Ashley looked after him. +"That's an honest lad," thought he. "He might just as well have kept it +from me; calculating on the chances of its not coming out: many boys +would have done so. He has been brought up in a good school." + +Before the day was over, William came again into contact with Mr. +Ashley. That gentleman sometimes made his appearance in the manufactory +in an evening--not always. He did not on this one. When Samuel Lynn and +William entered it on their return from tea, a gentleman was waiting in +the counting-house on business. Samuel Lynn, who was, on such occasions, +Mr. Ashley's _alter ego_, came out of the counting-house presently, with +a note in his hand. + +"Thee put on thy cap, and take this to the master's house. Ask to see +him, and say that I wait for an answer." + +William ran off with the note: no fear of his forgetting this time. It +was addressed in the plain form used by the Quakers, "Thomas Ashley;" +and could William have looked inside, he would have seen, instead of the +complimentary "Sir," that the commencement was, "Respected Friend." He +observed his mother sitting close at her window, to catch what remained +of the declining light, and nodded to her as he passed. + +"Can I see Mr. Ashley?" he inquired, when he reached the house. + +The servant replied that he could. He left William in the hall, and +opened the door of the dining-room; a handsome room, of lofty +proportions. Mr. Ashley was slowly pacing it to and fro, whilst Henry +sat at a table, preparing his Latin exercise for his tutor. It was Mr. +Ashley's custom to help Henry with his Latin, easing difficulties to him +by explanation. Henry was very backward with his classics; he had not +yet begun Greek: his own private hope was, that he never should begin +it. His sufferings rendered learning always irksome, sometimes +unbearable. The same cause frequently made him irritable--an irritation +that could not be checked, as it would have been in a more healthy boy. +The servant told his master he was wanted, and Mr. Ashley looked into +the hall. + +"Oh, is it you, William?" he said. "Come in." + +William advanced. "Mr. Lynn said I was to see yourself, sir, and to say +that he waited for an answer." + +Mr. Ashley opened the note, and read it by the lamp on Henry's table. It +was not dark outside, and the chandelier was not lighted, but Henry's +lamp was. "Sit down," said Mr. Ashley to William, and left the room, +note in hand. + +William felt it was something, Mr. Ashley's recognizing a difference +between him and those black boys in the manufactory: they would scarcely +have been told to sit in the hall. William sat down on the first chair +at hand. Henry Ashley looked at him, and he recognized him as the boy +who had been maltreated by the college boys on the previous day; but +Henry was in no mood to be sociable, or even condescending--he never +was, when over his lessons. His hip was giving him pain, and his +exercise was making him fractious. + +"There! it's always the case! Another five minutes, and I should have +finished this horrid exercise. Papa is sure to go away, or be called +away, when he's helping me! It's a shame." + +Mrs. Ashley opened the door at this juncture, and looked into the room. +"I thought your papa was here, Henry." + +"No, he is not here. He has gone to his study, and I am stuck fast. Some +blessed note has come, which he has to attend to: and I don't know +whether this word should be put in the ablative or the dative! I'll run +the pen through it!" + +"Oh, Henry, Henry! Do not be so impatient." + +Mrs. Ashley shut the door again; and Henry continued to worry himself, +making no progress, except in fretfulness. At length William approached +him. "Will you let me help you?" + +Surprise brought Henry's grumbling to a standstill. "You!" he exclaimed. +"Do you know anything of Latin?" + +"I am very much farther in it than what you are doing. My brother Gar is +as far as that. Shall I help you? You have put that wrong; it ought to +be in the accusative." + +"Well, if you can help me, you may, for I want to get it over," said +Henry, with a doubting stress upon the "can." "You can sit down, if you +wish to," he patronizingly added. + +"Thank you, I don't care about sitting down," replied William, beginning +at once upon his task. + +The two boys were soon deep in the exercise, William not doing it, but +rendering it easy to Henry; in the same manner that Mr. Halliburton, +when he was at that stage, used to make it clear to him. + +"I say," cried Henry, "who taught you?" + +"Papa. He gave a great deal of time to me, and that got me on. I can see +a wrong word there," added William, casting his eyes to the top of the +page. "It ought to be in the vocative, and you have put it in the +dative." + +"You are mistaken, then. Papa told me that: and he is not likely to be +wrong. Papa is one of the best classical scholars of the day--although +he is a manufacturer," added Henry, who, through his relatives, the +Dares, had been infected with a contempt for business. + +"It should be in the vocative," repeated William. + +"I shan't alter it. The idea of your finding fault with Mr. Ashley's +Latin! Let us get on. What case is this?" + +The last word of the exercise was being written, when Mr. Ashley opened +the door and called to William. He gave him a note for Mr. Lynn, and +William departed. Mr. Ashley returned to complete the interrupted +exercise. + +"I say, papa, that fellow knows Latin," began Henry. + +"What fellow?" returned Mr. Ashley. + +"Why, that chap of yours who has been here. He has helped me through my +exercise. Not doing it for me: you need not be afraid; but explaining to +me how to do it. He made it easier to me than you do, papa." + +Mr. Ashley took the book in his hand, and saw that it was correct. He +knew Henry could not, or would not, have made it so himself. Henry +continued: + +"He said his papa used to explain it to him. Fancy one of your +manufactory errand-boys saying 'papa.'" + +"You must not class him with the ordinary errand-boys, Henry. The boy +has been as well brought up as you have." + +"I thought so; for he has impudence about him," was Master Henry's +retort. + +"Was he impudent to you?" + +"To me? Oh no. He is as civil a fellow as ever I spoke to. Indeed, but +for remembering who he was, I should call him a gentlemanly fellow. +Whilst he was telling me, I forgot who he was, and talked to him as an +equal, and _he_ talked to me as one. I call him impudent, because he +found fault with your Latin." + +"Indeed!" returned Mr. Ashley, an amused smile parting his lips. + +"He says this word's wrong. That it ought to be in the vocative case." + +"So it ought to be," assented Mr. Ashley, casting his eyes on the word +to which Henry pointed. + +"You told me the dative, papa." + +"That I certainly did not, Henry. The mistake must have been your own." + +"He persisted that it was wrong, although I told him it was your Latin. +Papa, it is the same boy who had the row yesterday with Cyril Dare. What +a pity it is, though, that a fellow so well up in his Latin should be +shut up in a manufactory!" + +"The only 'pity' is, that he is in it too early," was the response of +Mr. Ashley. "His Latin would not be any detriment to his being in a +manufactory, or the manufactory to his Latin. I am a manufacturer +myself, Henry. You appear to ignore that sometimes." + +"The Dares go on so. They din it into my ears that a manufacturer cannot +be a gentleman." + +"I shall cause you to drop the acquaintance of the Dares, if you allow +yourself to listen to all the false and foolish notions they may give +utterance to. Cyril Dare will probably go into a manufactory himself." + +Henry looked up curiously. "I don't think so, papa." + +"I do," returned Mr. Ashley, in a significant tone. Henry was surprised +at the news. He knew his father never advanced a decided opinion unless +he had good grounds for it. He burst into a laugh. The notion of Cyril +Dare's going into a manufactory tickled his fancy amazingly. + + + + +PART THE SECOND. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +A SUGGESTED FEAR. + + +One morning, towards the middle of April, Mrs. Halliburton went up to +Mr. Ashley's. She had brought him the quarter's rent. + +"Will you allow me to pay it to yourself, sir--now, and in future?" she +asked. "I feel an unconquerable aversion to having further dealings with +Mr. Dare." + +"I can understand that you should have," said Mr. Ashley. "Yes, you can +pay it to me, Mrs. Halliburton. Always remembering you know, that I am +in no hurry for it," he added with a smile. + +"Thank you. You are very kind. But I must pay as I go on." + +He wrote the receipt, and handed it to her. "I hope you are satisfied +with William?" she said, as she folded it up. + +"Quite so. I believe he gives satisfaction to Mr. Lynn. I have little to +do with him myself. Mr. Lynn tells me that he finds him a remarkably +truthful, open-natured boy." + +"You will always find him that," said Jane. "He is getting more +reconciled to the manufactory than he was at first." + +"Did he not like it at first?" + +"No, he did not. He was disappointed altogether. He had hoped to find +some employment more suited to the way in which he had been brought up. +He cannot divest himself of the idea that he is looked upon as on a +level with the poor errand-boys of your establishment, and therefore has +lost caste. He had wished also to be in some office--a lawyer's, for +instance--where the hours for leaving are early, so that he might have +had the evening for his studies. But he is growing more reconciled to +the inevitable." + +"I suppose he wished to continue his studies?" + +"He did so naturally. The foundation of an advanced education has been +laid, and he expected it was to go on to completion. His brothers are +now in the college school, occupied all day long with their studies, and +of course William feels the difference. He gets to his books for an hour +when he returns home in an evening; but he is weary, and does not do +much good." + +"He appears to be a more persevering, thoughtful boy than are some," +remarked Mr. Ashley. + +"Very thoughtful--very persevering. It has been the labour of my life, +Mr. Ashley, to foster good seed in my children; to reason with them, to +make them my companions. They have been endowed, I am thankful to say, +with admirable qualities of head and heart, and I have striven +unweariedly to nourish the good in them. It is not often that boys are +brought into contact with sorrow so early as they. Their father's death +and my adverse circumstances have been real trials." + +"They must have been," rejoined Mr. Ashley. + +"While others of their age think only of play," she continued, "my boys +have been obliged to learn the sad experiences of life; and it has given +them a thought, a care, beyond their years. There is no necessity to +_make_ Frank and Edgar apply to their lessons unremittingly; they do it +of their own accord, with their whole abilities, knowing that education +is the only advantage they can possess--the one chance of their getting +on in the world. Had William been a boy of a different disposition, less +tractable, less reflective, less conscientious, I might have found some +difficulty in inducing him to work as he is doing." + +"Does he complain?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"Oh no, sir! He feels that it is his duty to work, to assist as far as +he can, and he does it without complaining. I see that he cannot help +feeling it. He would like to be in the college with his brothers; but I +cheer him up, and tell him it may all turn out for the best. Perhaps it +will." + +She rose as she spoke. Mr. Ashley shook hands with her, and attended her +through the hall. "Your sons deserve to get on, Mrs. Halliburton, and I +hope they will do so. It is an admirable promise for the future man when +a boy displays thought and self-reliance." + +"Mamma!" suddenly exclaimed Janey, as they sat at breakfast the morning +after this, "do you remember what to-day is? It is my birthday." + +Jane had remembered it. She had been almost in hopes that the child +would not remember it. One year ago that day the first glimpse of the +shadow so soon to fall upon them had shown itself. What a change! The +contrast between last year and this was almost incredible. Then they had +been in possession of a good home, were living in prosperity, in +apparent security. Now--Jane's heart turned sick at the thought. Only +one short year! + +"Yes, Janey dear," she replied in sadly subdued tones. "I did not forget +it. I----" + +A double knock at the door interrupted what she would have further said. +They heard Dobbs answer it: visitors were chiefly for Mrs. Reece. + +Who should be standing there but Samuel Lynn! He did not choose the +familiar back way, as Patience did, had he occasion to call, but knocked +at the front. + +"Is Jane Halliburton within?" + +"You can go and see," said crusty, disappointed Dobbs, flourishing her +hand towards the study door. "It's not often that she's out." + +Jane rose at his entrance; but he declined to sit, standing while he +delivered the message with which he had been charged. + +"Friend, thee need not send thy son to the manufactory again in an +evening, except on Saturdays. On the other evenings he may remain at +home from tea-time and pursue his studies. His wages will not be +lessened." + +And Jane knew that the considerate kindness emanated from Thomas Ashley. + +She managed better with her work as the months went on. By summer she +could do it quickly; the days were long then, and, by dint of sitting +closely to it, she could earn twelve shillings a week. With William's +earnings, and the six shillings taken from Mrs. Reece's payments, that +made twenty-two. It was quite a fortune compared with what had been. But +like most good fortunes it had its drawbacks. In the first place, she +could not always earn it; she was compelled to steal unwilling time to +mend her own and the children's clothes. In the second place, a large +portion of it had to be devoted to buying their clothes, besides other +incidental expenses; so that in the matter of housekeeping they were not +much better off than before. Still, Jane did begin to think that she +should see her way clearer. But there was sorrow of a different nature +looming in the distance. + +One afternoon, which Jane was obliged to devote to plain sewing, she was +sitting alone in the study when there came a hard short thump at it, +which was Dobbs's way of making known her presence there. + +"Come in!" + +Dobbs came in and sat herself down opposite Jane. It was summer weather, +and the August dust blew in at the open window. "I want to know what's +the matter with Janey," began she, without circumlocution. + +"With Janey?" repeated Mrs. Halliburton. "What should be the matter with +her? I know of nothing." + +"Of course not," sarcastically answered Dobbs. "Eyes appear to be given +to some folks only to blind 'em--more's the pity! You can't see it; my +missis can't see it; but I say that the child is ill." + +"Oh, Dobbs! I think you must be mistaken." + +"Now I'd thank you to be civil, if you please, Mrs. Halliburton," +retorted Dobbs. "You don't take me for a common servant, I hope. Who's +'Dobbs'?" + +"I had no wish to be uncivil," said Jane. "I am so accustomed to hearing +Mrs. Reece call you Dobbs, that----" + +"My missis is one case, and other folks is another," burst forth Dobbs, +by way of interruption. "I have a handle to my name, I hope, which is +Mrs. Dobbs, and I'd be obleeged to you not to forget it again. What's +the reason that Janey's always tired now, I ask--don't want to +stir--gets a bright pink in the cheeks and inside the hands?" + +"It is only the effect of the hot weather." + +The opinion did not please Dobbs. "There's not a earthly thing happens +but it's laid to the weather," she angrily cried. "The weather, indeed! +If Janey is not going off after her pa, it's an odd thing to me." + +Jane's heart-pulse stood still. + +"Does she have night-perspirations, or does she not?" demanded Dobbs. +"She tells me she's hot and damp; so I conclude it is so." + +"Only from the heat--only from the heat," panted Jane eagerly. She dared +not admit the fear. + +"Well, the first time I go down to the town, I shall take her to Parry. +It won't be at your cost," she hastened to add in ungracious tones, for +Jane was about to interrupt. "If she wants to know what she is took to +the doctor for, I shall tell her it is to have her teeth looked at. She +has a nasty cough upon her: perhaps you haven't noticed that! Some can't +see a child decaying under their very nose, while strangers can see it +palpable." + +"She has coughed since last week, the day of the rain, when she went +with Anna Lynn into the field at the back, and they got their feet wet. +Oh, I am sure there is nothing seriously the matter with her," added +Jane, resolutely endeavouring to put the suggested fear from her. "I +want her in: she must help me with my sewing." + +"Then she's not a-going to help," resolutely returned Dobbs. "She has +had a good dinner of roast lamb, sparrow-grass and kidney potatoes, and +she's sitting back in my easy chair, opposite to my missis in hers. Her +wanting always to rest might have told some folks that she was ailing. +When children are in health, their legs and wings and tongue are on the +go from morning till night. You never need pervide 'em with a seat but +for their meals; and, give 'em their way, they'd eat _them_ standing. +Jane's always wanting to rest now, and she shall rest." + +"But, indeed she must help me to-day," urged Jane. "She can sew straight +seams, and hem. Look at this heap of mending! and it must be finished +to-night. I cannot afford to be about it to-morrow." + +"What sewing is it you want done?" questioned Dobbs, lifting up the work +with a jerk. "I'll do it myself sooner than the child shall be +bothered." + +"Oh no, thank you. I should not like to trouble you with it." + +"Now, I make the offer to do the work," crossly responded Dobbs; "and if +I didn't mean to do it, I shouldn't make it. You'd do well to give it +me, if you want it done. Janey shan't work this afternoon." + +Taking her at her word, and indeed glad to do so, Jane showed Dobbs a +task, and Dobbs swung off with it. Jane called after her that she had +not taken a needle and cotton. Dobbs retorted that she had needles and +cotton of her own, she hoped, and needn't be beholden to anybody else +for 'em. + +Jane sat on, anxious, all the afternoon. Janey remained in Mrs. Reece's +parlour, and revelled in an early tea and pikelets. Jane was disturbed +from her thoughts by the boisterous entrance of Frank and Gar; more +boisterous than usual. Frank was a most excitable boy, and had been told +that evening by the head master of the college school, the Reverend Mr. +Keating, that he might be one of the candidates for the vacant place in +the choir. This was enough to set Frank off for a week. "You know what a +nice voice you say I have, mamma; what a good ear for music!" he +reiterated. "As good, you tell us, as Aunt Margaret's used to be. I +shall be sure to gain the post if you will let me try. We have to be at +college for an hour morning and afternoon daily, but we can easily get +that up if we are industrious. Some of the best Helstonleigh scholars +who have shone at Oxford and Cambridge were choristers. And I should +have about ten pounds a-year paid to me." + +Ten pounds a-year! Jane listened with a beating heart. It would more +than keep him in clothes. She inquired more fully into particulars. + +The result was that Frank had permission to try for the vacant +choristership, and gained it. His voice was the best of those tried. He +went home in a glow. "Now, mamma, the sooner you set about a new +surplice for me the better." + +"A new surplice, Frank!" Ah, it was not all profit. + +"A chorister must have two surplices, mamma. King's scholars can do with +one, having them washed between the Sundays: choristers can't. We must +have them always in wear, you know, except in Lent, and on the day of +King Charles the Martyr." + +Jane smiled; he talked so fast. "What is that you are running on about?" + +"Goodness, mamma, don't you understand? All the six weeks of Lent, and +on the 30th of January, the cathedral is hung with black, and the +choristers have to wear black cloth surplices. They don't find the black +ones: the college does that." + +Frank's success in gaining the place did not give universal pleasure to +the college school. Since the day of the disturbance in the spring, in +which William was mixed up, the two young Halliburtons had been at a +discount with the desk at which Cyril Dare sat; and this desk pretty +well ruled the school. + +"It's coming to a fine pass!" exclaimed Cyril Dare, when the result of +the trial was carried into the school. "Here's the town clerk's own son +passed over as nobody, and that snob of a Halliburton put in! Somebody +ought to have told the dean what snobs they are." + +"What would the dean have cared?" grumbled another, whose young brother +had been amongst the rejected ones. "To get good voices in the choir is +all he cares for in the matter." + +"I say, where do they live--that set?" + +"In a house of Ashley's, in the London Road," answered Cyril Dare. "They +couldn't pay the rent, and my father put a bum in." + +"Bosh, Dare!" + +"It's true," said Cyril Dare. "My father manages Ashley's rents, you +know. They'd have had every stick and stone sold, only Ashley--he is a +regular soft over some things--took and gave them time. Oh, they are a +horrid lot! They don't keep a servant!" + +The blank astonishment this last item of intelligence caused at the +desk, can't be described. Again Cyril's word was disputed. + +"They don't, I tell you," he repeated. "I taxed Halliburton senior with +it one day, and he told me to my face they could not afford one. He +possesses brass enough to set up a foundry, does that fellow. The eldest +one is at Ashley's manufactory, errand-boy. Errand-boy! And here's this +one promoted to the choir, over gentlemen's heads! He ought to be +pitched into, ought Halliburton senior." + +In the school, Frank was Halliburton senior; Gar, Halliburton junior. +"How is it that he says he was at King's College before he came here? I +heard him tell Keating so," asked a boy. + +At this moment Mr. Keating's voice was heard. "Silence!" Cyril Dare let +a minute elapse, and then began again. + +"Such a low thing, you know, not to keep servants! We couldn't do at all +without five or six. I'll tell you what: the school may do as it likes, +but our desk shall cut the two fellows here." + +And the desk did so; and Frank and Gar had to put up with many +mortifications. There was no help for it. Frank was brave as a young +lion; but against some sorts of oppression there is no standing up. More +than once was the boy in tears, telling his griefs to his mother. It +fell more on Frank than it did on Gar. + +Jane could only strive to console him, as she did William. "Patience and +forbearance, my darling Frank! You will outlive it in time." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +SHADOWS IN HONEY FAIR. + + +August was hot in Honey Fair. The women sat at their open doors, or even +outside them; the children tumbled in the gutters; the refuse in the +road was none the better for the month's heat. + +Charlotte East sat in her kitchen one Tuesday afternoon, busy as usual. +Her door was shut, but her window was open. Suddenly the latch was +lifted and Mrs. Cross came in: not with the bold, boisterous movements +that were common to Honey Fair, but with creeping steps that seemed +afraid of their own echoes, and a scared face. + +Mrs. Cross was in trouble. Her two daughters, Amelia and Mary Ann, to +whom you have had the honour of an introduction, had purchased those +lovely cross-barred sarcenets, green, pink, and lilac, and worn them at +the party at the Alhambra: which party went off satisfactorily, leaving +nothing behind it but some headaches for the next day, and a trifle of +pecuniary embarrassment to Honey Fair in general. What with the finery +for the party, and other finery, and what with articles really useful, +but which perhaps _might_ have been done without, Honey Fair was pretty +deeply in with the Messrs. Bankes. In Mrs. Cross's family alone, herself +and her daughters owed, conjointly, so much to these accommodating +tradesmen that it took eight shillings a week to keep them quiet. You +can readily understand how this impoverished the weekly housekeeping; +and the falsehoods that had to be concocted, by way of keeping the +husband, Jacob Cross, in the dark, were something alarming. This was the +state of things in many of the homes of Honey Fair. + +Mrs. Cross came in with timid steps and a scared face. "Charlotte, lend +me five shillings for the love of goodness!" cried she, speaking as if +afraid of the sound of her own voice. "I don't know another soul to ask +but you. There ain't another that would have it to lend, barring Dame +Buffle, and she never lends." + +"You owe me twelve shillings already," answered Charlotte, pausing for a +moment in her sewing. + +"I know that. I'll pay you off by degrees, if it's only a shilling a +week. I am a'most drove mad. Bankes's folks was here yesterday, and me +and the girls had only four shillings to give 'em. I'm getting in +arrears frightful, and Bankes's is as cranky over it as can be. It's all +smooth and fair so long as you're buying of Bankes's and paying 'em; but +just get behind, and see what short answers and sour looks you'll have!" + +"But Amelia and Mary Ann took in their work on Saturday and had their +money?" + +"My patience! I don't know what us should do if they hadn't! We have to +pay up everywhere. We're in debt at Buffle's, in debt to the baker, in +debt for shoes; we're in debt on all sides. And there's Cross spending +three shilling good of his wages at the public-house! It takes what me +and the girls earn to pay a bit up here and there, and stop things from +coming to Cross's ears. Half the house is in the pawn-shop, and what'll +become of us I don't know. I can't sleep o' nights, hardly, for thinking +on't." + +Charlotte felt sure that, were it her case, she should not sleep at all. + + +"The worst is, I have to keep the little 'uns away from school. Pay for +'em I can't. And a fine muck they get into, playing in the road all day. +'What does these children do to theirselves at school, to get into this +dirty mess?' asks Cross, when he comes in. 'Oh, they plays a bit in the +gutter coming home,' says I. 'We plays a bit, father,' cries they, when +they hears me, a-winking at each other to think how we does their +father." + +Charlotte shook her head. "I should end it all." + +"End it! I wish we could end it! The girls is going to slave theirselves +night and day this week and next. But it's not for my good: it's for +their'n. They want to get their grand silks out o' pawn! Nothing but +outside finery goes down with them, though they've not an inside rag to +their backs. They leave care to me. Fools to be sure, they was, to buy +them silks! They have been in the pawn-shop ever since, and Bankes's +a-tearing 'em to pieces for the money!" + +"I should end it by confessing to Jacob," said Charlotte, when she could +get in a word. "He is not a bad husband----" + +"And look at his passionate temper!" broke in Mrs. Cross. "Let it get to +his ears that we have gone on tick to Bankes's and elsewhere, and he'd +rave the house out of winders." + +"He would be angry at first, no doubt; but when he cooled down he would +see the necessity of something being done, and help in it. If you all +set on and put your shoulders to the wheel you might soon get clear. +Live upon the very least that will satisfy hunger--the plainest +food--dry bread and potatoes. No beer, no meat, no finery, no luxuries; +and with the rest of the week's money begin to pay up. You'd be clear in +no time." + +Mrs. Cross stared in consternation. "You be a Job's comforter, +Charlotte! Dry bread and taters! who could put up with that?" + +"When poor people like us fall into trouble, it is the only way that I +know of to get out of it. I'd rather mortify my appetite for a year than +have my rest broken by care." + +"Your advice is good enough for talking, Charlotte, but it don't answer +for acting. Cross must have his bit o' meat and his beer, his butter and +his cheese, his tea and his sugar--and so must the rest on us. But about +this five shillings?--do lend it me, Charlotte! It is for the landlord: +we're almost in a fix with him." + +"For the landlord!" repeated Charlotte involuntarily. "You must keep +_him_ paid, or it would be the worst of all." + +"I know we must. He was took bad yesterday--more's the blessing!--and +couldn't get round; but he's here to-day as burly as beef. We haven't +paid him for this three weeks," she added, dropping her voice to an +ominous whisper; "and I declare to you, Charlotte East, that the sight +of him at our door is as good to me as a dose of physic. Just now, round +he comes, a-lifting the latch, and me turning sick the minute I sees +him. 'Ready, Mrs. Cross?' asks he, in his short, surly way, putting his +brown wig up. 'I'm sorry I ain't, Mr. Abbott, sir,' says I; 'but I'll +have some next week for certain.' 'That won't do for me,' says he: 'I +must have it this. If you can't give me some money, I shall apply to +your husband.' The fright this put me into I've not got over yet, +Charlotte; for Cross don't know but what the rent's paid up regular. 'I +know what's going on,' old Abbott begins again, 'and I have knowed it +for some time. You women in this Honey Fair, you pay your money to them +Bankeses, which is the blight o' the place, and then you can't pay me.' +Only fancy his calling Bankeses a blight!" + +"That's just what they are," remarked Charlotte. + +"For shame, Charlotte East! When one's way is a bit eased by being able +to get a few things on trust, you must put in your word again it! Some +of us would never get a new gown to our backs if it wasn't for Bankeses. +Abbott's gone off to other houses, collecting; warning me as he'd call +again in half an hour, and if some money wasn't ready for him then he'd +go straight off to Jacob, to his shop o' work. If you can let me have +one week for him, Charlotte--five shillings--I'll be ever grateful." + +Charlotte rose, unlocked a drawer, and gave five shillings to Mrs. +Cross, thinking in her own mind that the kindest course would be for the +landlord to go to Cross, as he had threatened. + +Mrs. Cross took the money. Her mind so far relieved, she could indulge +in a little gossip; for Mr. Abbott's half-hour had not yet expired. + +"I say, Charlotte, what d'ye think? I'm afraid Ben Tyrrett and our Mary +Ann is a-going to take up together." + +"Indeed!" exclaimed Charlotte. "That's new." + +"Not over-new. They have been talking together on and off, but I never +thought it was serious till last Sunday. I have set my face dead against +it. He has a nasty temper of his own; and he's nothing but a jobber at +fifteen shillings a week, and his profits of the egg-whites. Our Mary +Ann might do better than that." + +"I think she might," assented Charlotte. "And she is over-young to think +of marrying." + +"Young!" wrathfully repeated Mrs. Cross. "I should think she is young! +Girls are as soft as apes. The minute a chap says a word to 'em about +marrying, they're all agog to do it, whether it's fit, or whether it's +unfit. Our Mary Ann might look inches over Ben Tyrrett's head, if she +had any sense in her. Hark ye, Charlotte! When you see her, just put in +a word against it; maybe it'll turn her. Tell her you'd not have Tyrrett +at a gift." + +"And that's true," replied Charlotte, with a laugh, as her guest +departed. + +A few minutes, and Charlotte received another visitor. This was the wife +of Mark Mason--a tall, bony woman, with rough black hair and a loud +voice. That voice and Mark did not get on very well together. She put +her hands back upon her hips, and used it now, standing before Charlotte +in a threatening attitude. + +"What do you do, keeping our Carry out at night?" + +Charlotte looked up in surprise. She was thinking of something else, or +her answer might have been more cautious, for she was one of those who +never willingly make mischief. + +"I do not keep Caroline out. She is here of an evening now and then--not +often." + +Mrs. Mason laughed--a low derisive laugh of mockery. "I knew it was a +falsehood when she told it me! There she goes out, night after night, +night after night; so I set Mark on to her, for I couldn't keep her in, +neither find out where she went to. Mark was in a passion--something had +put him out, and Carry was frightened, for he had hold of her arm +savage-like. 'I am at Charlotte East's of a night, Mark,' she said. 'I +shall take no harm there.'" + +Charlotte did not lift her eyes from her work. Mrs. Mason stood +defiantly. + +"Now, then! Where is it she gets to?" + +"Why do you apply to me?" returned Charlotte. "I am not Caroline Mason's +keeper." + +"If you bain't her keeper, you be her adviser," retorted Mrs. Mason. +"And that's worse." + +"When I advise Caroline at all, I advise her for her good." + +"My eyes are opened now, if they was blind before," continued Mrs. +Mason, apostrophizing in no gentle terms the offending Caroline. "Who +gave Carry that there shawl?--who gave, her that there fine gown?--who +gave her that gold brooch, with a stone in it 'twixt red and yaller, and +a naked Cupid in white aflying on it? 'A nice brooch you've got there, +miss,' says I to her. 'Yes,' says she, 'they call 'em cameons.' 'And +where did you get it, pray?' says I. 'And that's my business,' answers +she. Next there was a neck-scarf, green and lavender, with yaller fringe +at its ends, as deep as my forefinger. 'You're running up a tidy score +at Bankes's, my lady,' says I. 'I shan't come to you to pay for it,' +says she. 'No,' thinks I to myself, 'but you be living in our house, and +you may bring Mark into trouble over it,' for he's a soft-hearted gander +at times. So down I goes to Bankes's place last night. 'Just turn to the +debt-book, young man,' says I to the gentleman behind the counter--it +were the one with the dark hair--'and tell me how much is owed by +Caroline Mason.' 'Come to settle it?' asks he. 'Maybe, and maybe not,' +says I. 'I wants my question answered, whether or no.' Are you +listening, Charlotte East?" + +Charlotte lifted her eyes from her work. "Yes." + +"He lays hold of a big book," continues Mrs. Mason, who was talking her +face crimson, "and draws his finger down its pages. 'Caroline +Mason--Caroline Mason,' says he. 'I don't think we have anything against +her. No: it's crossed off. There was a trifle against her, but she paid +it last week.' Well, I stood staring at the man, thinking he was +deceiving me, saying she had _paid_. 'When did she pay for that shawl +she had in the winter, and how much did it cost?' asks I. 'Shawl?' says +he. 'Caroline Mason hasn't had no shawl of us.' 'Nor a gown at Easter--a +fancy sort of thing, with stripes?' I goes on: 'nor a cameon brooch last +week? nor a scarf with yaller fringe?' 'Nothing o' the sort,' says he, +decisive. 'Caroline Mason hasn't bought any of those things from us. She +had some bonnet ribbon, and that she paid for.' Now, what was I to +think?" concluded Mrs. Mason. + +Charlotte did not know. + +"I comes home a-pondering, and at the corner of the lane I catches sight +of a certain gentleman loitering about in the shade. The truth flashed +into my mind. 'He's after our Caroline,' says I to myself; 'and it's him +that has given her the things, and we shall just have her a world's +spectacle!' I accused Eliza Tyrrett of being the confidant. 'It isn't +me,' says she; 'it's Charlotte East.' So I bottled up my temper till +now, and now I've come to learn the rights on't." + +"I cannot tell you the rights," replied Charlotte. "I do not know them. +I have striven to give Caroline some good advice lately, and that is all +I have had to do with it. Mrs. Mason, you know that I should never +advise Caroline, or any one else, but for her good." + +Mrs. Mason would have acknowledged this in a cooler moment. "Why did +that Tyrrett girl laugh at me, then? And why did Carry say she spent her +evenings here?" cried she. "The gentleman I see was young Anthony Dare: +and Carry had better bury herself alive than be drawn aside by his +nonsense." + +"Much better," acquiesced Charlotte. "Where is Caroline?" + +"Under lock and key," said Mrs. Mason. + +"Under lock and key!" echoed Charlotte. + +"Yes; under lock and key; and there she shall stop. She was out all this +blessed morning with Eliza Tyrrett, and never walked herself in till +after Mark had had his dinner and was gone. So then I began upon her. My +temper was up, and I didn't spare her. I vowed I'd tell Mark what I had +seen and heard, and what sort of a wolf she allowed to make her presents +of fine clothes. With that she turned wild and flung up to her room in +the cock-loft, and I followed and locked her in." + +"You have done very wrong," said Charlotte. "It is not by harshness that +any good will be done with Caroline. You know her disposition: a child +might lead her by kindness, but she rises up against harshness. My +opinion is that she never would have given the least trouble at all had +you made her a better home." + +This bold avowal took away Mrs. Mason's breath. "A better home!" cried +she, when she could speak. "A better home! Fed upon French rolls and +lobster salad and apricot tarts, and give her a lady's maid to +hook-and-eye her gown for her! My heart! that beats all." + +"I don't speak of food, and that sort of thing," rejoined Charlotte. "If +you had treated her with kind words instead of cross ones she would have +been as good a girl as ever lived. Instead of that you have made your +home unbearable; and so driven her out, with her dangerous good looks, +to be told of them by the first idler who came across her: and that +seems to have been Anthony Dare. Go home and let her out of where you +have locked her in; do, Hetty Mason! Let her out, and speak kindly to +her, and treat her as a sister; and you'll undo all the bad yet." + +"I shan't then!" was the passionate reply. "I'll see you and her hung +first, before I speak kind to her to encourage her in her loose ways!" + +Mrs. Mason flung out of the house as she concluded, giving the door a +bang which only had the effect of sending it open again. Charlotte +sighed as she rose to close it: not only for any peril that Caroline +Mason might be in, but for the general blindness, the distorted views of +right and wrong, which seemed to obtain amidst the women of Honey Fair. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE DARES AT HOME. + + +A profusion of glass and plate glittered on the dining-table of Mr. +Dare. It was six o'clock, and they had just sat down. Mrs. Dare, in a +light gauze dress and blonde head-dress, sat at the head of the table. +There was a large family of them; four sons and four daughters; and all +were present; also Miss Benyon, the governess. Anthony and Herbert sat +on either side Mrs. Dare; Adelaide and Julia, the eldest daughters, near +their father; the four other children, Cyril and George, Rosa and Minny, +were between them. + +Mr. Dare was helping the salmon. In due course, a plate, followed by the +sauce, was carried to Anthony. + +"What's this! Melted butter! Where's the lobster sauce?" + +"There is no lobster sauce to-day," said Mrs. Dare. "We sent late, and +the lobsters were all gone. There was a small supply. Joseph, take the +anchovy to Mr. Anthony." + +Mr. Anthony jerked the anchovy sauce off the salver, dashed some on to +his plate, and jerked the bottle back again. Not with a very good grace: +his palate was a dainty one. Indeed, it was a family complaint. + +"I wouldn't give a fig for salmon without lobster sauce," he cried. "I +hope you won't send late again." + +"It was the cook's fault," said Mrs. Dare. "She did not fully understand +my orders." + +"Deaf old creature!" exclaimed Anthony. + +"Anthony, there's cucumber," said Julia, looking down the table at her +brother. "Ann, take the cucumber to Mr. Anthony." + +"You know I never eat cucumber with salmon," grumbled Anthony, in reply. +And it was not graciously spoken, for the offer had been dictated by +good-nature. + +A pause ensued. It was at length broken by Mrs. Dare. + +"Herbert, are you growing more reconciled to office-work?" + +"No; and never shall," returned Herbert. "From ten till five is an awful +clog upon one's time; it's as bad as school." + +Mr. Dare looked up from his plate. "You might have been put to a +profession that would occupy a great deal more time than that, Herbert. +What calls have you upon your time, pray, that it is so valuable? Will +you take some more fish?" + +"Well, I don't know. I think I will. It is good to-day; very good with +the cucumber, that Anthony despises." + +Ann took his plate up to Mr. Dare. + +"Anthony," said that gentleman, as he helped the salmon, "where were you +this afternoon? You were away from the office altogether, after two +o'clock." + +"Out with Hawkesley," shortly replied Anthony. + +"Yes; it is all very well to say, 'Out with Hawkesley,' but the office +suffers. I wish you young men were not quite so fond of taking your +pleasure." + +"A little more fish, sir?" asked Joseph of Anthony. + +"Not if I know it." + +The second course came in. A quarter of lamb, asparagus and other +vegetables. Herbert looked cross. He had recently taken a dislike to +lamb, or fancied he had done so. + +"Of course there's something coming for me!" he said. + + +"Oh, of course," said Mrs. Dare. "Cook knows you don't like lamb." + +Nothing, however, came in. Ann was sent to inquire the reason of the +neglect. The cook had been unable to procure veal cutlet, and Master +Herbert had said if she ever sent him up a mutton-chop again he should +throw it at her head. Such was the message brought back. + +"What an old story-teller she must be to say she could not get veal +cutlet!" exclaimed Herbert. "I hate mutton and lamb, and I am not going +to eat either one or the other." + +"I heard the butcher say this morning that he had no veal, Master +Herbert," interposed Ann. "This hot weather they don't kill much meat." + +"Why have you taken this dislike to lamb, Herbert?" asked Mr. Dare. "You +have eaten it all the season." + + +"That's just it," answered Herbert. "I have eaten so much of it that I +am sick of it." + +"Never mind, Herbert," said his mother. "There's a cherry tart coming +and a delicious lemon pudding. I don't think you can be so very hungry; +you went twice to salmon." + +Herbert was not in a good humour. All the Dares had been culpably +pampered, and of course it bore its fruits. He sat drumming with his +silver fork upon the table, condescending to try a little asparagus, and +a great deal of both pie and pudding. Cheese, salad, and dessert +followed, of which Herbert partook plentifully. Still he thought he was +terribly used in not having had different meat specially provided for +him; and he could not recover his good humour. I tell you the Dares had +been most culpably indulged. The house was one of luxury and profusion, +and every little whim and fancy had been studied. It is one of the worst +schools a child can be reared in. + +The three younger daughters and the governess withdrew, after taking +each a glass of wine. Cyril and George went off likewise, to their +lessons or to play. It was their own affair, and Mr. Dare made it no +concern of his. Presently Mrs. Dare and Adelaide rose. + +"Hawkesley's coming in this evening," called out Anthony, as they were +going through the door. + +Adelaide turned. "What did you say, Anthony?" + +"Lord Hawkesley's coming. At least he said he would look in for an hour. +But there's no dependence to be placed on him." + +"We must be in the large drawing-room, mamma, this evening," said +Adelaide, as they crossed the hall. "Miss Benyon and the children can +take tea in the school-room." + +"Yes," assented Mrs. Dare. "It is bad form to have one's drawing-room +cucumbered with children, and Lord Hawkesley understands all that. Let +them be in the school-room." + +"Julia also?" + +Mrs. Dare shrugged her shoulders. "If you can persuade her into it. I +don't think Julia will consent to take tea in the school-room. Why +should she?" + +Adelaide vouchsafed no reply. Dutiful children they were +not--affectionate children they were not--they had not been brought up +to be so. Mrs. Dare was of the world, worldly: very much so: and that +leaves very little time upon the hands for earnest duties. She had taken +no pains to train her children: she had given them very little love. +This conversation had taken place in the hall. Mrs. Dare went upstairs +to the large drawing-room, a really handsome room. She rang the bell and +gave sundry orders, the moving motive for all being the doubtful visit +of Viscount Hawkesley--ices from the pastrycook's, a tray of +refreshments, the best china, the best silver. Then Mrs. Dare reclined +in her chair for her after-dinner nap--an indulgence she much favoured. + +Adelaide Dare entered the smaller drawing-room, an apartment more +commonly used, and opening from the hall. Julia was reading a book just +brought in from the library. Miss Benyon was softly playing, and the two +little ones were quarrelling. Miss Benyon turned round from the piano +when Adelaide entered. + +"You must make tea in the school-room this evening, Miss Benyon, for the +children. Julia, you are to take yours there." + +Julia looked up from her book. "Who says so?" + +"Mamma. Lord Hawkesley's coming, and we cannot have the drawing-room +crowded." + +"I am not going to keep out of the drawing-room for Lord Hawkesley," +returned Julia, a quiet girl in appearance and manner. "Who is Lord +Hawkesley, that he should disarrange the economy of the house? There's +so much ceremony and parade observed when he comes that it upsets all +comfort. Your lordship this, and your lordship that; and papa my-lording +him to the skies. I don't like it. He looks down upon us--I know he +does--although he condescends to make a sort of friend of Anthony." + +Adelaide Dare's dark eyes flashed and her face crimsoned. She was a +handsome girl. "Julia! I do think you are an idiot!" + +"Perhaps I am," composedly returned Julia, who was of a careless, easy +temper; "but I am not going to be kept out of the drawing-room for my +Lord Hawkesley. Let me go on with my book in peace, Adelaide: it is a +charming one." + +Meanwhile Herbert Dare, seeing no prospect of more wine in store--for +Mr. Dare, with wonderful prudence, told Herbert that two glasses of port +were sufficient for him--left his seat, and bolted out at the +dining-room window, which opened on to the ground. He ran into the hall +for his hat, and then, speeding across the lawn, passed into the +high-road. Anthony remained alone with his father; and Anthony was +plucking up courage to speak upon a subject that was causing him some +perplexity. He plunged into it at once. + +"Father, I am in a mess. I have managed to outrun the constable." + +Mr. Dare was at that moment holding his glass of wine between his eye +and the light. The words quite scared him. He set his glass down and +looked at Anthony. + +"How's that? How have you managed that?" + +"I don't know how it has come about," was Anthony's answer. "It is so, +sir; and you must be so good as to help me out of it." + +"Your allowance is sufficient--amply so. Do you forget that I set you +clear of debt at the beginning of the year? What money do you want?" + +Anthony Dare began pulling the fringe out of the dessert napkin, to the +great detriment of the damask. "Two hundred pounds, sir." + +"Two hundred pounds!" echoed Mr. Dare, a dark expression clouding his +handsome face. "Do you want to ruin me, Anthony? Look at my expenses! +Look at the claims upon me! I say that your allowance is a liberal one, +and you ought to keep within it." + +Anthony sat biting his lip. "I would not have applied to you, sir, if I +could have helped it; but I am driven into a corner and _must_ find +money. I and Hawkesley drew some bills together. He has taken up two, +and I----" + +"Then you and Hawkesley were a couple of fools for your pains," +intemperately interrupted Mr. Dare. "There's no game so dangerous, so +delusive, as that of drawing bills. Have I not told you so, over and +over again? Simple debt may be put off from month to month, and from +year to year; but bills are nasty things. When I was a young man I lived +for years upon promises to pay, but I took care not to put my name to a +bill." + +"Hawkesley----" + +"Hawkesley may do what you must not," interrupted Mr. Dare, drowning his +son's voice. "He has his father's long rent-roll to turn to. Recollect, +Anthony, this must not occur again. It is impossible that I can be +called upon periodically for these sums. Herbert is almost a man, and +Cyril and George are growing up. A pretty thing, if you were all to come +upon me in this manner. I have to exert my wits as it is, I can tell +you. I'll give you a cheque to-morrow; and I should serve you right if I +were to put you upon half allowance until I am repaid." + +Mr. Dare finished his wine, rang for the table to be cleared, and left +the room. Anthony remained standing against the side of the window, half +in, half out, buried in a brown study, when Herbert came up, leaping +over the grass. Herbert was nearly as tall as Anthony. He had been for +some time articled to his father, but had only joined the office the +previous Midsummer. He looked into the room and saw it was empty. + +"Where's the governor?" + +"Gone somewhere. Into the drawing-room, perhaps," replied Anthony. + + +"What a nuisance!" ejaculated Herbert. "One can't talk to him before the +girls. I want twenty-five shillings from him. Markham has the primest +fishing-rod to sell, and I must have it." + +"Twenty-five shillings for a fishing-rod!" cried Anthony. + +"And cheap at the price," answered Herbert. "You don't often see so +complete a thing as this. Markham would not part with it--it's a relic +of his better days, he says--only his old mother wants some comfort or +other which he can't otherwise afford. The case----" + +"You have half-a-dozen fishing-rods already." + +"Half a dozen rubbish! That's what they are, compared with this one. +It's no business of yours, Anthony." + +"Not at all. But you'll oblige me, Herbert, by not bothering the +governor for money to-night. I have been asking him for some, and it has +put him out." + +"Did you get it?" + +Anthony nodded. + +"Then you'll let me have the one-pound-five, Anthony?" + +"I can't," returned Anthony. "I shall have a cheque to-morrow, and I +must pay it away whole. _That_ won't clear me. But I didn't dare to tell +of more." + +"If I don't get that fishing-rod to-night, Markham may sell it to some +one else," grumbled Herbert. + +"Go and get it," replied Anthony. "Promise him the money for to-morrow. +You are not obliged to give it, you know. The governor has just said +that he lived for years upon promises to pay." + +"Markham wants the money down." + +"He'll think that as good as down if you tell him he shall have it +to-morrow. Bring the fishing-rod away; possession's nine points of the +law, you know." + +"He'll make such an awful row afterwards, if he finds he does not get +the money." + +"Let him. You can row again. It's the easiest thing on earth to fence +off little paltry debts like that. People get tired of asking for them." + +Away vaulted Herbert for the fishing-rod. Anthony yawned, stretched +himself, and walked out just as twilight was fading. He was going out to +keep an appointment. + +Herbert Dare went back to Markham's. The man--though, indeed, so far as +birth went he might be called a gentleman--lived a little way beyond Mr. +Dare's. The cottage was situated in the midst of a large garden, in +which Markham worked late and early. He had a very, very small patrimony +upon which he lived and kept his mother. He was bending over one of the +beds when Herbert returned. "He would take the fishing-rod then, and +bring the money over at nine in the morning, before going to the office. +Mr. Dare was gone out, or he would have brought it at once," was the +substance of the words in which Herbert concluded the negotiation. + +Could they have looked behind the hedge at that moment, Herbert Dare and +Markham, they would have seen two young gentlemen suddenly duck down +under its shelter, creep silently along, heedless of the ditch, which, +however, was tolerably dry at that season, make a sudden bolt across the +road, when they got opposite Mr. Dare's entrance, and whisk within its +gates. They were Cyril and George. That they had been at some mischief +and were trying to escape detection, was unmistakable. Under cover of +the garden-wall, as they had previously done under cover of the hedge, +crept they; sprang into the house by the dining-room window, tore up the +stairs, and took refuge in the drawing-room, startlingly arousing Mrs. +Dare from her after-dinner slumbers. + +In point of fact, they had reckoned upon finding the room unoccupied. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THROWING AT THE BATS. + + +Aroused thus abruptly out of sleep, cross and startled, Mrs. Dare +attacked the two boys with angry words. "I will know what you have been +doing," she exclaimed, rising and shaking out the flounces of her dress. +"You have been at some mischief! Why do you come violently in, in this +manner, looking as frightened as hares?" + +"Not frightened," replied Cyril. "We are only hot. We had a run for it." + +"A run for what?" she repeated. "When I say I will know a thing, I mean +to know it. I ask you what you have been doing?" + +"It's nothing very dreadful, that you need put yourself out," replied +George. "One of old Markham's windows has come to grief." + +"Then that's through throwing stones again!" exclaimed Mrs. Dare. "Now I +am certain of it, and you need not attempt to deny it. You shall pay for +it out of your own pocket-money if he comes here, as he did the last +time." + +"Ah, but he won't come here," returned Cyril. "He didn't see us. Is tea +not ready?" + +"You can go to the school-room and see. You are to take it there this +evening." + +The boys tore away to the school-room. Unlike Julia, they did not care +where they took it, provided they had it. Miss Benyon was pouring out +the tea as they entered. They threw themselves on a sofa, and burst into +a fit of laughter so immoderate and long that their two young sisters +crowded round eagerly, asking to hear the joke. + +"It was the primest fun!" cried Cyril, when he could speak. "We have +just smashed one of Markham's windows. The old woman was at it in a +nightcap, and I think the stone must have touched her head. Markham and +Herbert were holding a confab together and they never saw us!" + +"We were chucking at the leathering bats," put in George, jealous that +his brother should have all the telling to himself, "and the stone----" + +"It is leather-winged bat, George," interrupted the governess. "I +corrected you the other night." + +"What does it matter?" roughly answered George. "I wish you wouldn't put +me out. A leathering-bat dipped down nearly right upon our heads, and we +both heaved at him, and one of the stones went through the window, +nearly taking, as Cyril says, old Mother Markham's head. Won't they be +in a temper at having to pay for it! They are as poor as charity." + +"They'll make you pay," said Rosa. + +"Will they?" retorted Cyril. "No catch, no have! I'll give them leave to +make us pay when they find us out. Do you suppose we are donkeys, you +girls? We dipped down under the hedge, and not a soul saw us. What's for +tea?" + +"Bread and butter," replied the governess. + +"Then those may eat it that like! I shall have jam." + +Cyril rang the bell as he spoke. Nancy, the maid who waited on the +school-room, came in answer to it. "Some jam," said Cyril. "And be quick +over it." + +"What sort, sir?" inquired Nancy. + +"Sort? oh--let's see: damson." + +"The damson jam was finished last week, sir. It is nearly the season to +make more." + +Cyril replied by a rude and ugly word. After some cogitation, he decided +upon black currant. + +"And bring me up some apricot," put in George. + +"And we'll have some gooseberry," called out Rosa. "If you boys have +jam, we'll have some too." + +Nancy disappeared. Cyril suddenly threw himself back on the sofa, and +burst into another ringing laugh. "I can't help it," he exclaimed. "I am +thinking of the old woman's fright, and their dismay at having to pay +the damage." + +"Do you know what I should do in your place, Cyril?" said Miss Benyon. +"I should go back to Markham, and tell him honourably that I caused the +accident. You know how poor they are; they cannot afford to pay for it." + +Cyril stared at Miss Benyon. "Where'd be the pull of that?" asked he. + +"The 'pull,' Cyril, would be, that you would repair a wrong done to an +unoffending neighbour, and might go to sleep with a clear conscience." + +The last suggestion amused Cyril amazingly he and conscience had not a +great deal to do with each other. He was politely telling Miss Benyon +that those notions were good enough for old maids, when Nancy appeared +with the several sorts of jam demanded. Cyril drew his chair to the +table, and Nancy went down. + +"Ring the bell, Rosa," said Cyril, before the girl could well have +reached the kitchen. "I can't see one sort from another; we must have +candles." + +"Ring it yourself," retorted Rosa. + +"George, ring the bell," commanded Cyril. + +George obeyed. He was under Cyril in the college school, and accustomed +to obey him. + +"You might have told Nancy when she was here," remarked Miss Benyon to +Cyril. "It would have saved her a journey." + +"And if it would?" asked Cyril. "What were servants' legs made for, but +to be used?" + +Nancy received the order for the candles, and brought them up. It was to +be hoped her legs _were_ made to be used, for scarcely had Cyril begun +to enjoy his black currant jam when they were heard coming up the stairs +again. + +"Master Cyril, Mr. Markham wants to see you." + +Cyril and the rest exchanged looks. "Did you say I was at home?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Then you were an idiot for your pains! I can't come down, tell him. I +am at tea." + +Down went Nancy accordingly. And back she came again. "He says he must +see you, Master Cyril." + +"Be a man, Cyril, and face it," whispered Miss Benyon in his ear. + +Cyril jerked his head rudely away from her. "I won't go down. There! +Nancy, you may tell Markham so." + +"He has sat down on the garden bench, sir, outside the window to wait," +explained Nancy. "He says, if you won't see him he shall ask for Mr. +Dare." + +Cyril appeared to be in for it. He dashed his bread and jam on the +table, and clattered down. "Who's wanting me?" called out he, when he +got outside. "Oh!--is it you, Markham?" + +"How came you to throw a stone just now, and break my window, Cyril +Dare?" + +The words threw Cyril into the greatest apparent surprise. "_I_ throw a +stone and break your window!" repeated he. "I don't know what you mean." + +"Either you or your brother threw it; you were both together. It entered +my mother's bedroom window, and went within an inch of her head. I'll +trouble you to send a glazier round to put the pane in." + +"Well, of all strange accusations, this is about the strangest!" uttered +Cyril. "We have not been near your window; we are upstairs at our tea." + + +At this juncture, Mr. Dare came out. He had heard the altercation in the +house. "What's this?" asked he. "Good evening, Markham." + +Markham explained. "They crouched down under the hedge when they had +done the mischief," he continued, "thinking, no doubt, to get away +undetected. But, as it happened, Brooks the nurseryman was in his ground +behind the opposite hedge, and he saw the whole. He says they were +throwing at the bats. Now I should be sorry to get them punished, Mr. +Dare; we have been boys ourselves; but if young gentlemen will throw +stones, they must pay for any damage they do. I have requested your son +to send a glazier round in the morning. I am sorry he should have denied +the fact." + +Mr. Dare turned to Cyril. "If you did it, why do you deny it?" + +Cyril hesitated for the tenth part of a second. Which would be the best +policy? To give in, or to hold out? He chose the latter. His word was as +good as that confounded Brooks's, and he'd brave it out! "We didn't do +it," he angrily said; "we have not been near the place this evening. +Brooks must have mistaken others for us in the dusk." + +"They did do it, Mr. Dare. There's no mistake about it. Brooks had been +watching them, and he thinks it was the bigger one who threw that +particular stone. If I had set a house on fire," Markham added to Cyril, +"I'd rather confess the accident, than deny it by a lie. What sort of a +man do you expect to make?" + +"A better one than you!" insolently retorted Cyril. + +"Wait an instant," said Mr. Dare. He proceeded to the school-room to +inquire of George. That young gentleman had been an admiring hearer of +the colloquy from a staircase-window. He tore back to the school-room on +the approach of his father; hastily deciding that he must bear out Cyril +in the denial. "Now, George," said Mr. Dare, sternly, "did you and Cyril +do this, or did you not?" + +"Of course we did not, papa," was the ready reply. "We have not been +near Markham's. Brooks must be a fool." + +Mr. Dare believed him. He was leaving the room when Miss Benyon +interposed. + +"Sir, I should be doing wrong to allow you to be deceived. They did +break the window." + +The address caused Mr. Dare to pause. "How do you know it, Miss Benyon?" + +Miss Benyon related what had passed. Mr. Dare cast his eyes sternly upon +his youngest son. "It is you who are the fool, George, not Brooks. A lie +is sure to get found out in the end; don't attempt to tell another." + +Mr. Dare went down. "I cannot come quite to the bottom of this +business, Markham," said he, feeling unwilling to expose his sons more +than they had exposed themselves. "At all events you shall have the +window put in. A pane of glass is not much on either side." + +"It is a good deal to my pocket, Mr. Dare. But that's all I ask. And you +know my character too well to fear I would make a doubtful claim. Brooks +is open to inquiry." + +He departed; and Mr. Dare touched Cyril on the arm. "Come with me." + +He took him into the room, and there ensued an angry lecture. Cyril +thought George had confessed, and stood silent before his father. "What +a sneak he must have been!" thought Cyril. "Won't I serve him out!" + +"If you have acquired the habit of speaking falsely, you had better +relinquish it," resumed Mr. Dare. "It will not be a recommendation in +the eyes of Mr. Ashley." + +"I am not going to Ashley's," burst forth Cyril; for the mention of the +subject was sure to anger him. "Turn manufacturer, indeed! I'd +rather----" + +"You'd rather be a gentleman at large," interrupted Mr. Dare. "But," he +sarcastically added, "gentlemen require something to live upon. Listen, +Cyril. One of the finest openings that I know of in this city, for a +young man, is in Ashley's manufactory. _You_ may despise Mr. Ashley as a +manufacturer; but others respect him. He was reared a gentleman--he is +regarded as one; he is wealthy, and his business is large and +flourishing. Suppose you could drop into this, after him?--succeed to +this fine business, its sole proprietor? I can tell you that you would +occupy a better position, and be in receipt of a far larger income than +either Anthony or Herbert will be." + +"But there's no such chance as that, for me," debated Cyril. + +"There is the chance: and that's why you are to be placed there. Henry, +from his infirmity, is not to be brought up to business, and there is no +other son. You will be apprenticed to Mr. Ashley, with a view to +succeeding, as a son would, first of all to a partnership with him, +eventually to the whole. Now, this is the prospect before you, Cyril; +and prejudiced though you are, you must see that it is a fine one." + +"Well," acknowledged Cyril, "I wouldn't object to drop into a good thing +like that. Has Mr. Ashley proposed it?" + +"No, he has not distinctly proposed it. But he did admit, when your +apprenticeship was being spoken of, that he might be wanting somebody to +succeed him. He more than hinted that whoever might be chosen to succeed +him, or to be associated with him, must be rendered fit for the +connection by being an estimable and a good man; one held in honour by +his fellow citizens. No other could be linked with the name of Ashley. +And now, sir, what do you think he, Mr. Ashley, would say to your +behaviour to-night?" + +Cyril looked rather shame-faced. + +"You will go to Mr. Ashley's, Cyril. But I wish you to remember, to +remember always, that the ultimate advantages will depend upon yourself +and your conduct. Become a good man, and there's little doubt they will +be yours; turn out indifferently, and there's not the slightest chance +for you." + +"I shan't succeed to any of Ashley's money, I suppose?" complacently +questioned Cyril, who somewhat ignored the conditions, and saw himself +in prospective Mr. Ashley's successor. + +"It is impossible to say what you may succeed to," replied Mr. Dare, in +so significant a tone as to surprise Cyril. "Henry Ashley's I should +imagine to be a doubtful life; should anything happen to him, Mary +Ashley will, of course, inherit all. And he will be a fortunate man who +shall get into her good graces and marry her." + +It was a broad hint to a boy like Cyril. "She's such a proud thing, that +Mary Ashley!" grumbled he. + +"She is a very sweet child," was the warm rejoinder of Mr. Dare. And +Cyril went upstairs again to his jam and his interrupted tea. + +Meanwhile the evening went on, and the drawing-room was waiting for Lord +Hawkesley. Mrs. Dare and Adelaide were waiting for him--waiting +anxiously in elegant attire. Mr. Dare did not seem to care whether he +came or not; and Julia, who was buried in an easy chair with her book, +would have preferred, of the two, that he stayed away. Between eight and +nine he arrived. A little man; young, fair, with light eyes and sharp +features, a somewhat cynical expression habitually on his lips. +Helstonleigh, in its gossip, conjectured that he must be making young +Anthony Dare useful to him in some way or other, or he would not have +condescended to the intimacy. For Lord Hawkesley, a proud man by nature, +had been reared as an earl's son and heir; which meant an exclusiveness +far greater in those days than it is in these. This was the third +evening visit he had paid to Mrs. Dare. Had Adelaide's good looks any +attraction for him? _She_ was beginning to think so, and to weave +visions upon the strength of it. Entrenched as the Dares were in their +folly and assumption, Adelaide was blind to the wide social gulf that +lay between herself and Viscount Hawkesley. + +She sat down at the piano at his request and sang an Italian song. She +had a good voice, and her singing was better than her Italian accent. +Lord Hawkesley stood by her and looked over the music. + +"I like your style of singing very much," he remarked to her when the +song was over. "You must have learnt of a good master." + +"_Comme ca_," carelessly rejoined Adelaide. As is the case with many +more young ladies who possess a superficial knowledge of French, she +thought it the perfection of good taste to display as much of it as she +did know. "I had the best professor that Helstonleigh can give; but what +are Helstonleigh professors compared with those of London? We cannot +expect first-rate talent here." + +"Do you like London?" asked Lord Hawkesley. + +"I was never there," replied Adelaide, feeling the confession, when made +to Lord Hawkesley, to be nothing but a humiliation. + +"Indeed! You would enjoy a London season." + +"Oh, so much! I know nothing of the London season, except from books. A +contrast to your lordship, you will say," she added, with a laugh. "You +must be almost tired of it; _desillusionne_." + +"What's that in English?" inquired Lord Hawkesley, whose French studies, +as far as they had extended, had been utterly thrown away upon him. +Labouring under the deficiency, he had to make the best of it, and did +it with a boast. "Used up, I suppose you mean?" + +Adelaide coloured excessively. She wondered if he was laughing at her, +and made a mental vow never to speak French to a lord again. + +"Will you think me exacting, Miss Dare, if I trespass upon you for +another song?" + +Adelaide did not think him exacting in the least. She was ready to sing +as long as he pleased. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +CHARLOTTE EAST'S PRESENT. + + +Towards dusk, that same evening, Charlotte East went over to Mrs. +Buffle's for some butter. After she was served, Mrs. Buffle--who was a +little shrimp of a woman, with a red nose--crossed her arms upon the +counter and bent her face towards Charlotte's. "Have you heered the +news?" asked she. "Mary Ann Cross is going to make a match of it with +Ben Tyrrett." + +"Is she?" said Charlotte. "They had better wait a few years, both of +them, until they shall have put by something." + +"They're neither of them of the putting-by sort," returned Mrs. Buffle. +"Them Crosses is the worst girls to spend in all the Fair: unless it's +Carry Mason. She don't spare her back, she don't. The wonder is, how she +gets it." + +"Young girls will dress," observed Charlotte, carelessly. + +Mrs. Buffle laughed. "You speak as if you were an old one." + +"I feel like one sometimes, Mrs. Buffle. When children are left, as I +and Robert were, with a baby brother to bring up, and hardly any means +to do it upon, it helps to steady them. Tom----" + +Eliza Tyrrett burst in at the door, with a violence that made its bell +twang and tinkle. "Half-a-pound o' dips, long-tens, Dame Buffle, and be +quick about it," was her order. "There's such a flare-up, in at +Mason's." + +"A flare-up!" repeated Mrs. Buffle, who was always ripe and ready for a +dish of scandal, whether it touched on domestic differences, or on young +girls' improvidence in the shape of dress. "Is Mason and her having a +noise?" + +"It's not him and her. It's about Carry. Hetty Mason locked Carry up +this afternoon, and Mason never came home at all to tea; he went and had +some beer instead, and a turn at skittles, and she wouldn't let Carry +out. He came in just now, and his wife told him a whole heap about +Carry, and Mason went up to the cock-loft, undid the door, and +threatened to kick Carry down. They're having it out in the kitchen, all +three." + +"What has Carry done?" asked Mrs. Buffle eagerly. + +"Perhaps Charlotte East can tell," said Eliza Tyrrett, slyly. "She has +been thick with Carry lately. _I_ am not a-going to spoil sport." + +Charlotte took up her butter, and bending a severe look of caution on +the Tyrrett girl, left the shop. Anthony Dare's reputation was not a +brilliant one, and the bare fact of Caroline Mason's allowing herself to +walk with him would have damaged her in the eyes of Honey Fair. As well +keep it, if possible, from Mrs. Buffle and other gossips. + +As Charlotte crossed to her own door, she became conscious that some one +was flying towards her in the dusk of the evening: a woman with a fleet +foot and panting breath. Charlotte caught hold of her. "Caroline, where +are you going?" + +"Let me alone, Charlotte East"--and Caroline's nostrils were working, +her eyes flashing. "I have left their house for ever, and am going to +one who will give me a better." + +Charlotte held her tight. "You must not go, Caroline." + +"I will," she defiantly answered. "I have chosen my lot this night for +better or for worse. Will I stay to be taunted without a cause? To be +told I am what I am not? No! If anything should happen to me, let them +reproach themselves, for they have driven me on to it." + +Charlotte tried her utmost to restrain the wild girl. "Caroline," she +urged, "this is the turning-point in your life. A step forward, and you +may have passed it beyond recall; a step backwards, and you may be saved +for ever. Come home with me." + +Caroline in her madness--it was little else--turned her ghastly face +upon Charlotte. "You shan't stop me, Charlotte East! You go your way, +and I'll go mine. Shall Mark and she go on at me without cause, I say, +calling me false names?" + +"Come home with me, Caroline. You shall stay with me to-night; you +shan't go back to Hetty. My bed's not large, but it will hold us." + +"I won't, I won't!" she uttered, struggling to be free. + +"Only for a minute," implored Charlotte. "Come in for a minute until you +are calm. You are mad just now." + +"I am driven to it. There!" + +With a jerk she wrenched herself from Charlotte's grasp, passion giving +her strength: and she flew onwards and was lost in the dark night. +Charlotte East ran home. Her brothers were there. "Tom," said she, "put +this butter in the cupboard for me;" and out she went again. At the end +of Honey Fair, a road lay each way. Which should she take? Which had +Caroline taken? + +She chose the one to the right--it was the most retired--and went +groping about it for twenty minutes. As it happened, as such things +generally do happen, Caroline had taken the other. + +In a sheltered part of that, which lay back, away from the glare of the +gas lamps, Caroline had taken refuge. She had expected some one would be +there to meet her; but she found herself mistaken. Down she sat on a +stone, and her wild passion began to diminish. + +Nearly half an hour afterwards, Charlotte found her there. Caroline was +talking to Anthony Dare, who had just come up. Charlotte grasped +Caroline. + +"You must come with me, Caroline." + + +"Who on earth are you, and what do you want intruding here?" demanded +Anthony Dare, turning round with a fierce stare on Charlotte. + +"I am Charlotte East, sir, if it is any matter to you to know my name, +and I am a friend of Caroline Mason's. I am here to take her out of +harm's way." + +"There's nothing to harm her here," haughtily answered young Anthony. +"Mind your own business." + +"I am afraid there is one thing to harm her, sir, and that's you," said +brave Charlotte. "You can't come among us people in Honey Fair for any +good. Folks bent on good errands don't need to wait till dark before +they pay their visits. You had better give up prowling about this place, +Mr. Anthony Dare. Stay with your equals, sir; with those that will be a +match for you." + +"The woman must be deranged!" uttered Anthony, going into a terrible +passion. "How dare you presume to say such things to me?" + +"How dare you, sir, set yourself out to work ill?" retorted Charlotte. +"Come along, Caroline," she added to the girl, who was now crying +bitterly. "As for you, sir, if you mean no harm, as you say, and it is +necessary that you should condescend to visit Honey Fair, please to pay +your visits in the broad light of day." + +No very pleasant word broke from Anthony Dare. He would have liked to +exterminate Charlotte. "Caroline," foamed he, "order this woman away. If +I could see a policeman, I'd give her in charge." + +"Sir, if you dare attempt to detain her, I'll appeal to the first +passer-by. I'll tell them to look at the great and grand Mr. Anthony +Dare, and to ask him what he wants here, night after night." + +Even as Charlotte spoke, footsteps were heard, and two gentlemen, +talking together, advanced. The voice of one fell familiarly on the ear +of Anthony Dare, familiarly on that of Charlotte East. The latter +uttered a joyful cry. + +"There's Mr. Ashley! Loose her, sir, or I'll call to him." + +To have Mr. Ashley "called to" on the point would not be altogether +agreeable to the feelings of young Anthony. "You fool!" he exclaimed to +Charlotte East, "what harm do you suppose I meant, or thought of? You +must be a very strange person yourself, to get such a thing into your +imagination. Good night, Caroline." + +And turning on his heel haughtily, Anthony Dare stalked off in the +direction of Helstonleigh. Mr. Ashley passed on, having noticed nothing, +and Charlotte East wound her arm round the sobbing girl, subdued now, +and led her home. + +Anthony went straight to Pomeranian Knoll, and threw himself on to a +sofa in a very ill humour. Lord Hawkesley was occupied with Adelaide and +her singing, and paid little attention to him. + +At the close of the evening they left together, Anthony going out with +Lord Hawkesley, and linking arms as they proceeded towards the Star +Hotel, Lord Hawkesley's usual quarters when in Helstonleigh. + +"I have got two hundred out of the governor," began Anthony in a +confidential tone. "He will give me the cheque to-morrow." + +"What's two hundred, Dare?" slightingly spoke his lordship. "It's +nothing." + +"It was of no use trying for more to-night. The two hundred will stop +present worry, Hawkesley; the future must be provided for when it +comes." And they walked on with a quicker step. + +Mrs. Dare had looked at her watch as they departed. It was half-past +eleven. She said she supposed they might as well be going to bed, and +Mr. Dare roused himself. For the last half-hour he had been half-asleep; +quite asleep he did not choose to fall, in the young man's presence. A +viscount to Lawyer Dare was a viscount. "Where's Herbert?" asked he, +stretching himself. Master Herbert, Joseph answered, had had supper +served (not being able to recover from the short allowance at dinner), +and had gone to bed. The rest, excepting Adelaide, had gone before, free +from want, from care, full of the good things of this life. The young +Halliburtons, their cousins once removed, had knelt and thanked God for +the day's good, even though that day to them had been what all their +days were now, one of poverty and privation. Not so the Dares. As +children, for they were not in a heathen land, they had been taught to +say their prayers at night; but as they grew older, the custom was +suffered to fall into disuse. The family attended church on Sundays, +fashionably attired, and there ended their religion. + +To bed and to sleep went they, all the household, old and young--Joseph, +the manservant, excepted. Sleepy Joseph stretched himself in a large +chair to wait the return of Mr. Anthony: sleepy Joseph had so to stretch +himself most nights. Mr. Anthony might come in in an hour's time, or Mr. +Anthony might not come in until it was nearly time to commence the day's +duties in the morning. It was all a chance; as poor Joseph knew to his +cost. + +Nine o'clock was the breakfast hour at Mr. Dare's, and the family were +in general pretty punctual at it. On the following morning they were all +assembled at the meal, Anthony rather red about the eyes, when Ann, the +housemaid, entered. + +"Here's a parcel for you, Mr. Anthony." + +She held in her arms a large untidy sort of bundle, done round with +string. Anthony turned his wondering eyes upon it. + +"That! It can't be for me." + +"A boy brought it and said it was for you, sir," returned Ann, letting +the cumbersome parcel fall on a chair. "I asked if there was any answer, +and he said there was not." + +"It must be from your tailor, Anthony," said Mrs. Dare. + +Anthony's consequence was offended at the suggestion. "My tailor send me +a parcel done up like that!" repeated he. "He had better! He would get +no more of my custom." + +"What an extraordinary direction!" exclaimed Julia, who had got up, and +drawn near, in her curiosity: "'Young Mister Antony Dare!' Just look, +all of you." + +Anthony rose, and the rest followed, except Mr. Dare, who was busy with +a county paper, and paid no attention. A happy thought darted into +Minny's mind. "I know!" she cried, clapping her hands. "Cyril and George +are playing Anthony a trick, like the one they played Miss Benyon." + +Anthony, too hastily taking up the view thus suggested, and inwardly +vowing a not agreeable chastisement to the two, as soon as they should +rush in to breakfast from school, took out his penknife and severed the +string. The paper fell apart, and the contents rolled on to the floor. + +What on earth were they? What did they mean? A woman's gown, tawdry but +pretty; a shawl; a neck-scarf, with gold-coloured fringe; two pairs of +gloves, the fingers worn into holes; a bow of handsome ribbon; a cameo +brooch, fine and false; and one or two more such articles, not new, +stood disclosed. The party around gazed in sheer amazement. + +"If ever I saw such a collection as this!" exclaimed Mrs. Dare. "It is a +woman's clothing. Why should they have been sent to you, Anthony?" + +Anthony's cheek wore rather a conscious colour just then. "How should I +know?" he replied. "They must have been directed to me by mistake. Take +the rags away, Ann"--spurning them with his foot--"and throw them into +the dust-bin. Who knows what infected place they may have come from?" + +Mrs. Dare and the young ladies shrieked at the last suggestion, gathered +their skirts about them, and retired as far as the limits of the room +allowed. Some enemy of malicious intent must have done it, they became +convinced. Ann--no more liking to be infected with measles or what not +than they--seized the tongs, gingerly lifted the articles inside the +paper, dragged the whole outside the door, and called Joseph to carry +them to the receptacle indicated by Mr. Anthony. + +Charlotte East had thought she would not do her work by halves. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE FEAR GROWING GREATER. + + +We must leap over some months. A story, you know, cannot stand still, +any more than we can. + +Spring had come round. The sofa belonging to Mrs. Reece's parlour was in +Mrs. Halliburton's, and Janey was lying on it--her blue eyes bright, her +cheeks hectic, her fair curls falling in disorder. Through autumn, +through winter, it had appeared that Dobbs's prognostications of evil +for Jane were not to be borne out, for she had recovered from the +temporary indications of illness, and had continued well; but, with the +early spring weather, Jane failed, and failed rapidly. The cough came +back, and great weakness grew upon her. She was always wanting to be at +rest, and would lie about anywhere. Spreading a cloak on the floor, with +a pillow for her head, Janey would plant herself between her mother and +the fire, pulling the cloak up on the side near the door. One day Dobbs +came in and saw her there. + +"My heart alive!" uttered Dobbs, when she had recovered her surprise; +"what are you lying down there for?" + +"I am tired," replied Janey; "and there's nowhere else to lie. If I put +three chairs together, it is not comfortable, and the pillow rolls off." + +"There's the sofa in our room," said Dobbs. "Why don't you lie on that?" + + +"So I do, you know, Dobbs; but I want to talk to mamma sometimes." + +Dobbs disappeared. Presently there was a floundering and thumping heard +in the passage, and the sofa was propelled in by Dobbs, very red with +the exertion. "My missis is indignant to think that the child should be +upon the floor," cried she, wrathfully. "One would suppose some folks +were born without brains, or the sofa might have been asked for." + +"But, Dobbs," said Janey--and _she_ was allowed to "Dobbs" as much as +she pleased, unreproved--"what am I to lie on in your room?" + +"Isn't there my easy chair, with the high foot-board in front--as good +as a bed when you let it out?" returned Dobbs, proceeding to place Janey +comfortably on the sofa. "And now let me say what I came in to say, when +the sight of that child on the cold floor sent me shocked out again," +she added, turning to Jane. "My missis's leg is no better to-day, and +she has made up her mind to have Parry. It's erysipelas, as sure as a +gun. Every other spring, about, she's laid up with it in her legs, one +or the other of 'em. Ten weeks I have known her in bed with it----" + +"The very best preventive to erysipelas is to take an occasional warm +bath," interrupted Jane. + +The suggestion gave immense offence to Dobbs. "A warm bath!" she +uttered, ironically. "And how, pray, should my missis take a warm bath? +Sit down in a mashing-tub, and have a furnace of boiling water turned on +to her? Those new-fangled notions may do for Londoners, but they are not +known at Helstonleigh. Warm baths!" repeated Dobbs, with increased +scorn: "hadn't you better propose a water-bed at once? I have heard that +they are inventing _them_ also." + +"I have heard so, too," pleasantly replied Jane. + +"Well, my missis is going to have Parry up, and she intends that he +shall see Janey and give her some physic--if physic will be of use," +added Dobbs, with an incredulous sniff. "My missis says it will. She +puts faith in Parry's physic as if it was gold; it's a good thing she's +not ill often, or she'd let herself be poisoned if quantity could poison +her! And, Janey, you'll take the physic, like a precious lamb; and heaps +of nice things you shall have after it, to drive the taste out. Warm +baths!" ejaculated Dobbs, as she went out, returning to the old +grievance. "I wonder what the world's coming to?" + +Mr. Parry was called in, and soon had his two regular patients there. +Mrs. Reece was confined to her bed with erysipelas in her leg; and if +Janey seemed better one day, she seemed worse the next. The surgeon did +not say what was the matter with Jane. He ordered her everything good in +the shape of food; he particularly ordered port wine. An hour after the +latter order had been given Dobbs appeared, with a full decanter in her +hand. + +"It's two glasses a day that she is to take--one at eleven and one at +three," cried she without circumlocution. + +"But, indeed, I cannot think of accepting so costly a thing from Mrs. +Reece as port wine," interrupted Jane, in consternation. + +"You can do as you like, ma'am," said Dobbs with equanimity. "Janey will +accept it; she'll drink her two glasses of wine daily, if I have to come +and drench her with it. And it won't be any cost out of my missis's +pocket, if that's what you are thinking of," logically proceeded Dobbs. +"Parry says it will be a good three months before she can take her wine +again; so Janey can drink it for her. If my missis grudged her port wine +or was cramped in pocket, I should not take my one glass a day, which I +do regular." + +"I can never repay you and Mrs. Reece for your kindness and generosity +to Jane," sighed Mrs. Halliburton. + +"You can do it when you are asked," was Dobbs's retort. "There's the +wing and merrythought of a fowl coming in for her dinner, with a bit of +sweet boiled pork. I don't give myself the ceremony of cloth-laying, now +my missis is in bed, but just eat it in the rough; so the child had +better have hers brought in here comfortably, till my missis is down +again. And, Janey, you'll come upstairs to tea to us; I have taken up +the easy chair." + +"Thank you very much, Dobbs," said Janey. + +"And don't you let them cormorants be eating her dinners or drinking her +wine," said Dobbs, fiercely, as she was going out. "Keep a sharp +look-out upon 'em." + +"They would not do it!" warmly replied Jane. "You do not know my boys +yet, if you think they would rob their sick sister." + +"I know that boys' stomachs are always on the crave for anything that's +good," retorted Dobbs. "You might skin a boy if you were forced to it, +but you'd never drive his nature out of him; and that's to be always +eating!" + +So she had even _this_ help--port wine! It seemed almost beyond belief, +and Jane lost herself in thought. + +"Mamma, you don't hear me!" + +"Did you speak, Janey?" + +"I say I think Dobbs got that fowl for me. Mrs. Reece is not taking +meat, and Dobbs would not buy a fowl for herself. She will give me all +the best parts, and pick the bones herself. You'll see. How kind they +are to me! What should I have done, mamma, if I had only our plain food? +I know I could not eat it now." + +"God is over us, my dear child," was Jane's reply. "It is He who has +directed this help to us: never doubt it, Jane. Whether we live or die," +she added pointedly, "we are in His hands, and He orders all things for +the best." + +"Can to die be for the best?" asked Janey, sitting up to think over the +question. + +"Why, yes, my dear girl; certainly it is, if God wills it. How often +have I talked to you about the REST after the grave! No more tears, no +more partings. Which is best--to be here, or to go to that rest? Oh, +Janey! we can put up surely with illness and with crosses here, if we +may only attain to that. This world will last only for a little while at +best; but that other will abide for ever and for ever." + +A summons from Mr. Parry's boy: Miss Halliburton's medicine had arrived. +Miss Halliburton made a grievous face over it, when her mamma poured the +dose out. "I never _can_ take it! It smells so nasty!" + +Jane held the wine-glass towards her, a grave, kind smile upon her face. +"My darling, it is one of earth's little crosses; _try_ and not rebel +against it. Here's a bit of Patience's jam left, to take after it." + +Janey smiled bravely as she took the glass. "It was not so bad as I +thought, mamma," said she, when she had swallowed it. + +"Of course not, Janey; nothing is that we set about with a brave heart." + +But, with every good thing, Janey did not improve. Her mother shrank +from admitting the fact that was growing only too palpable; and Dobbs +would come in and sit looking at Janey for a quarter of an hour +together, never speaking. + +"Why do you look at me so, Dobbs?" asked Janey, one day, suddenly. "You +were crying when you looked at me last night at dusk." + +Dobbs was rather taken to. "I had been peeling onions," said she. + +"Why do you shrink from looking at the truth?" an inward voice kept +repeating in Mrs. Halliburton's heart. "Is it right, or wise, or well to +do so?" No; she knew that it could not be. + +That same day, after Mr. Parry had paid his visit to Mrs. Reece, he +looked in upon Janey. "Am I getting better?" she asked him. "I want to +go into the green fields again, and run about." + +"Ah," said he, "we must wait for that, little maid." + +Jane went out to the door with him. When he put out his hand to say good +morning, he saw that she was white with emotion, and could not speak +readily. "Will she live or die, Mr. Parry?" was the whispered question +that came at last. + +"Now don't distress yourself, Mrs. Halliburton. In these lingering cases +we must be content to wait the issue, whatever it may be." + +"I have had so much trouble of one sort or another, that I think I have +become inured to it," she continued, striving to speak more calmly. +"These several days past I have been deciding to ask you the truth. If +I am to lose her, it will be better that I should know it beforehand: it +will be easier for me to bear. She is in danger, is she not?" + +"Yes," he replied; "I fear she is." + +"Is there any hope?" + +"Well, you know, Mrs. Halliburton, while there is life there is hope." + +His tone was kindly; but she could not well mistake that, of human hope, +there was none. Her lips were pale--her bosom was heaving. "I +understand," she murmured. "Tell me one other thing: how near is the +end?" + +"That I really cannot tell you," he more readily replied. "These cases +vary much in their progression. Do not be downcast, Mrs. Halliburton. We +must every one of us go, sooner or later. Sometimes I wish I could see +all mine gone before me, rather than leave them behind to the cares of +this troublesome world." + +He shook hands and departed. Jane crept softly upstairs to her own room, +and was shut in for ten minutes. Poor thing! _she_ could not spare time +for the indulgence of grief, as others might! she must hasten to her +never-ceasing work. She had her task to do; and ten minutes lost from it +in the day must be made up at night. + +As she was going downstairs, with red eyes, Mrs. Reece heard her +footstep and called to her from her bed. "Is that you, ma'am?" + +So Jane had to go in. "Are you better?" she inquired. + +"No, ma'am, I don't see much improvement," replied the old lady. "Mr. +Parry is going to change the lotion; but it's a thing that will have its +course. How is Janey? Does he say?" + +"She is much the same," said Jane. "She grows no better. I fear she +never will." + +"Ay! so Dobbs says; and it strikes me Parry has told her so. Now, ma'am, +you spare nothing that can do her good. Whatever she fancies, tell +Dobbs, and it shall be had. I would not for the world have a dying child +stinted while I can help it. Don't spare wine; don't spare anything." + +"A dying child!" The words, in spite of Jane's previous convictions; +nay, her knowledge; caused her heart to sink with a chill. She +proceeded, as she had done many times before, to express a tithe of her +gratitude to Mrs. Reece for the substantial kindness shown to Janey. + +"Don't say anything about it, ma'am," returned the old lady in her +simple, straightforward way. "I have neither chick nor child of my own, +and both I and Dobbs have taken a liking for Janey. We can't think +anything we can do too much for her. I have spoken to Parry--therefore +don't spare his services; at any hour of the day or night send for him +if you deem it necessary." + +With another attempt at heartfelt thanks, Jane went down. Full as her +cup was to the brim, she was yet overwhelmed with the sense of kindness +shown. From that time she set herself to the task of preparing Janey for +the great change by gradual degrees--a little now, a little then: to +make her long for the translation to that better land. + +One evening, about eight o'clock, Patience entered--partly to inquire +after Janey, partly to ask William if he would go to bring Anna from +Mrs. Ashley's, where she had been taking tea. Samuel Lynn was detained +in the town on business, and Grace had been permitted to go out: +therefore Patience had no one to send. William left his books, and went +out with alacrity. Patience sat down by Janey's sofa. + +"I get so tired, Patience. I wish I had some pretty books to read! I +have read all Anna's over and over again." + +"And she won't eat solids now, and she grows tired of mutton-broth, and +sago, and egg-flip, and those things," put in Dobbs, in an injured tone, +who was also sitting there. + +"I would try her with a little beef-tea, made with plenty of carrots and +thickened with arrowroot," said Patience. + +"Beef-tea, made with carrots and thickened with arrowroot!" ungraciously +responded Dobbs, who held in contempt every one's cooking except her +own. + +"I can tell thee that it is one of the nicest things taken," said +Patience. "It might be a change for the child." + +"How's it made?" asked Dobbs. "It might do for my missis: _she's_ tired +of mutton broth." + +"Slice a pound of lean beef, and let it soak for two hours in a quart of +cold water," replied Patience. "Then put meat and water into a saucepan, +with a couple of large carrots scraped and sliced. Let it warm +gradually, and then simmer for about four hours, thee putting salt to +taste. Strain it off; and, when cold, take off the fat. As the broth is +wanted, stir it up, and take from it as much as may be required, boiling +the portion, for a minute, with a little arrowroot." + +Dobbs condescended to intimate that perhaps she might try it; though +she'd be bound it was poor stuff. + +William had hastened to Mr. Ashley's. He was shown into a room to wait +for Anna, and his attention was immediately attracted by a shelf full of +children's story-books. He knew they were just what Janey was longing +for. He had taken some in his hand, when Anna came in, ready for him, +accompanied by Mrs. Ashley, Mary, and Henry. Then William became aware +of the liberty he had taken in touching the things, and, in his +self-consciousness, the colour, as usual, rushed to his face. It was a +frank, ingenuous face, with its fair, open forehead, and its earnest, +dark grey eyes; and Mrs. Ashley thought it so. + +"Were you looking at our books?" asked Henry, who was in a remarkably +good humour. + +"I am sorry to have touched them," replied William. "I was thinking of +something else." + +"I would be nearly sure thee were thinking of thy sister," cried Anna, +who had an ever-ready tongue. + +"Yes, I was," replied William candidly. "I was wishing she could read +them." + +"I have told her about the books," said Anna, turning from William to +the rest. "I related to her as much as I could remember of 'Anna Ross:' +that book which thee had in thy hand, William. She would so like to read +them; she is always ill." + +"Is she very ill?" inquired Mrs. Ashley. + +"She is dying," replied Anna. + +It was the first intimation William had received of the great fear. His +countenance changed, his heart beat wildly. "Oh, Anna! who says it?" he +cried out, in a low, wailing tone. + +There was a dead silence. Anna's announcement sounded sufficiently +startling, and Mrs. Ashley looked with sympathy at the evidently +agitated boy. + +"There! that's my tongue!" cried Anna repentantly. "Patience says she +wonders some one does not cut it out for me." + +Mary Ashley--a fair, gentle little girl, with large brown eyes, like +Henry's--stepped forward, full of sympathy. "I have heard of your sister +from Anna," she said. "She is welcome to read all my books; you can take +some to her now, and change them as often as you like." + +How pleased William was! Mary selected four, and gave them to him. "Anna +Ross," "The Blind Farmer," "Theophilus and Sophia," and "Margaret +White." Very old, some of the books, and childish; but admirably suited +to what people were beginning to call Jane--a dying child. + +"I say," cried out Henry, a little aristocratic patronage in his tone, +as William was departing, "how do you get on with your Latin?" + +"I get on very well. Not quite so fast as I should with a master. I have +to puzzle out difficulties for myself, and I am not sure but that's one +of the best ways to get on. I go on with my Greek, too; and Euclid, +and----" + +"How much time do you work?" burst forth Henry. + +"From six o'clock till half-past nine. A little of the time I am helping +my brothers." + +"There's perseverance, Henry!" cried Mrs. Ashley; and Master Henry +shrugged his shoulders. + +"Anna," began William, as they walked along, "how do you know that Janey +is so ill?" + +"Now, William, thee must ask thy mother whether she is ill or not. She +may get well--how do I know? She was ill last summer, and Hannah Dobbs +would have it she was in a bad way then; but she recovered. Dost thee +know what Patience says?" + +"What?" asked William eagerly. + +"Patience says I have ten ears where I ought to have two; and I think +thee hast the same. Fare thee well," she added, as they reached her +door. "Thank thee for coming for me." + +William waited at the gate until Anna was admitted, and then hastened +home. Jane was alone, working as usual. + +"Mamma, is it true that Janey is dying?" + +Jane's heart gave a leap; and poor William, as she saw, could scarcely +speak for agitation. "Who told you that?" she asked in low tones. + +"Anna Lynn. _Is_ it true?" + +"William, I fear it may be. Don't grieve, child! don't grieve!" + +William had laid his head down upon the table, the sobs breaking forth. +His poor mother left her seat, and bent her head down beside him, +sobbing also. + +"William, for my sake don't grieve!" she whispered. "God alone knows +what is good. He would not take her unless it were for the best." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE END. + + +April passed. May was passing; and the end of Jane Halliburton was at +hand. There was no secret now about her state; but she was going away +very peacefully. + +In this month, May, there occurred another vacancy in the choir of the +cathedral. Little Gar--but he was growing too big now to be called +Little Gar--proved to be the successful candidate; so that both boys +were now in the choir. + +"It will be such a help to me, learning to chant, should I ever try for +a minor canonry," boasted Gar, who never tired of telling them that he +meant to be a clergyman. + +"Gar, dear, did you ever sit down and count the cost?" asked Mrs. +Halliburton. "I fear it will not be your luck to go to college." + +"Labor omnia vincit," cried out Gar. "You have heard us stumbling over +our Latin often enough, mamma, to know what that means. Frank will need +to count the cost, too, if he is ever to make himself into a barrister; +and he says he _will_ be one." + +"Oh, you two vain boys!" cried Jane, laughing. + +"Mamma," spoke up Janey from the sofa--and her breathing was laboured +now--"is there harm in their wishing this?" + +"Not at all. They are laudable aims. Only Frank and Gar are so poor and +friendless that I fear the hopes are too ambitious to end in anything +but disappointment." + +Janey called Gar to her, and pulled his face down to a level with hers, +whispering softly, "Strive well, Gar, and trust in God." + +Later, when Jane had to be out on an indispensable errand, Dobbs came in +to sit with Janey. She brought her some jelly in a saucer. + +"I am nearly tired of it, Dobbs," said Janey. "I grow tired of +everything. And I don't like to say so, because it seems so ungrateful." + +"It's the nature of illness to get tired of things," responded Dobbs, +who thought it was her mission never to cease buoying Janey up with +hope. "You'll be better when the hot weather comes in." + +"No, I shan't, Dobbs. I shall never get better now." + +A combination of feelings, indignation predominating, nearly took away +Dobbs's breath. "Who on earth has been putting that grim notion in your +head?" asked she. + +"It is true, Dobbs." + +"True!" ejaculated Dobbs. "Who has been saying it to you? I want to know +that." + +"Mamma for one. She----" + +"Of all the stupids!" burst forth Dobbs, drowning what Janey was about +to say. "To frighten the child by telling her she's going to die!" + +"It does not frighten me, Dobbs. I like to lie and think of it." + +Dobbs fell into a doubt whether Janey was in her senses. "Like to lie +and think of being screwed down in a coffin, and put into the cold +ground, and left there till the judgment day!" uttered she. + +"Oh, but, Dobbs, you must know better than that," returned Jane. "_We_ +are not put into the coffin; it is only our bodies that are put into the +coffin; we go into the world of departed spirits." + +"De-par-ted what?" ejaculated Dobbs, whose notions of the future--the +life after this life--were not very definite; and who could not have +been more astonished had Jane begun to talk to her in Greek. + +"Mamma has always tried to explain these things to us," said Jane. "She +has made them as clear to us as they can be made, and she has taught us +not to fear death. She says a great mistake is often made by those who +bring up children. They are taught to run away from death as something +gloomy and frightful, instead of being shown its bright side." + +"Well, I never heard the like!" exclaimed Dobbs, lost in wonder. "How +can there be a bright side to death?--in a horrid coffin, with brass +nails and tin-tacks that screw you down?" + +Tears filled Janey's eyes. "Oh, Dobbs, you must learn better than that, +or how will you ever be reconciled to death? Don't you know that when +we die, we--our spirit, that is, for it is our spirit that lives and +thinks--leave our body behind us? There's no more consciousness in our +body, and it is put into the grave till the last day. It is like the +shell that the silkworm casts away when it comes into the moth: the life +is in the moth: not in the cast-off shell. You cannot think what trouble +mamma has taken with us always to explain these things; and she has +talked to me so much lately." + +"And where does the spirit go--by which, I suppose, you mean the soul?" +asked Dobbs. + +Janey shook her head, to express her ignorance at the best. "It is all a +mystery," she said; "but mamma has taught us to believe that there's a +place for the departed, and that we shall be there. It is not to be +supposed that the soul, a thing of life, could be boxed up in a coffin, +Dobbs. When Jesus Christ said to the thief on the cross, 'To-day shalt +thou be with me in paradise,' he meant that world. It is a place of +light and rest." + +"And the good and bad are there together?" + +Again Janey shook her head. "Don't you remember, in the parable of the +rich man and the beggar, there was a great gulf between them, and +Abraham said that it could not be passed? I dare say it will be very +peaceful and happy there: quite different from this world, where there's +so much trouble and sickness. Why should I be afraid of death, Dobbs?" + +Dobbs sat looking at her, and was some minutes before she spoke. "Not +afraid to die!" she slowly said. "Well, I should be." + +Janey's eyes were wet. "Nobody need be afraid to die when they have +learnt to trust in God. Don't you know," she answered with something +like enthusiasm, "that many people, when dying, have seen Jesus waiting +for them? What does it matter, then, where our bodies are put? We are +going to be with Jesus. Indeed, Dobbs, there's nothing sad in dying, if +you only can look at it in the right way. It is those who look at it in +the wrong way that are afraid to die." + +"The child's as learned as a minister!" was Dobbs's inward comment. +"Ours told us last Sunday evening at Chapel that we were all on the high +road to perdition. I'd rather listen to her creed than to his: it sounds +more encouraging. Their ma hasn't brought 'em up amiss; and that's the +truth!" + +The soliloquy was interrupted by the return of Mrs. Halliburton. Almost +immediately afterwards some visitors came in--Mary Ashley and Anna Lynn. +It was the first time Mary had been there, and she had come to bring +Janey some more books. She was one of those graceful children whom it is +pleasant to look at. A contrast in attire she presented to the little +Quakeress, with her silk dress, her straw hat, trimmed with a wreath of +flowers and white ribbons, her dark curls falling beneath it. She was +much younger than her brother Henry; but there was a great resemblance +between them--in the refined features, the bright complexion, and the +soft dark eyes. Somehow, through a remark made by Dobbs, the +conversation turned upon Jane's inability to recover; and Mary Ashley +heard with extreme wonder that death was not dreaded. "Her ma has taught +her different," was Dobbs's comment. + +"Mamma takes great pains with us," observed Mary; "but I should not like +to die. How is it?" she added, turning to Mrs. Halliburton. "Jane is not +much older than I, and yet she does not dread it!" + +"My dear," was the reply, "I think it is simply this. Those whom God is +intending to take from the world, He often, in His mercy and wisdom, +weans from the love of it. You are healthy and strong, and the world is +pleasant to you. Jane has been so long weak and ill that she no longer +finds enjoyment in it; and this naturally causes her to look beyond this +world to the rest and peace of the next. All things are well ordered." + +Mary Ashley began to think they must be. Chattering Anna, vain Anna, sat +gazing at Mary's pretty hat, her drooping curls; none, except Anna +herself, knew with what envious longing. Anna, at any rate, was not +tired of the world. + +The end grew nearer and nearer. There came a day when Jane did not get +up; there came a second, and a third. On the fourth morning, Janey, who +had passed a comfortable night, compared with some nights which had +preceded it, was sitting up in bed when her brothers came in from +school. They hurried over their breakfast and ran up to her, carrying +the remains of it in their hands. + +The first few minutes after breakfast had always been devoted by Jane to +reading to her children; in spite of her necessity for close working +they were so devoted still. "I will read here this morning," she +observed, as the boys stood around the bed. + +"Mamma," interrupted Janey, "read about the holy city, in the Book of +Revelation." + +Mrs. Halliburton turned to the twenty-first chapter, and had read to the +twenty-third verse--"And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the +moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb +is the light thereof"--when Jane suddenly started forward in bed, her +eyes fixed on some opposite point. Mrs. Halliburton paused, and +endeavoured to put her gently back again. + +"Oh, mamma, don't keep me!" she said in a strangely thrilling tone; +"don't keep me! I see the light! I see papa!" + +There was a strange light, not as of earth, in her own face, an +ineffable smile on her lip, that told more of heaven. Her arms dropped; +and she sank back on the pillow. Jane Halliburton had gone to her +Heavenly Father; it may be also to her earthly one. Gar screamed. + +Dobbs arrived in the midst of the commotion. And when Dobbs saw what had +happened, she fell into a storm of anger, of passionate sobs, half ready +to knock down Mrs. Halliburton with words, and the poor boys with blows. +Why was she not called to see the last of her? The only young thing she +had cared for in all the world, and yet she could not be allowed to wish +her farewell! She'd never love another again as long as her days lasted! +In vain they strove to explain to her that it was sudden, unexpected, +momentary: Dobbs would not listen. + +Mrs. Halliburton stole away from Dobbs's storm--anywhere. Her heart was +brimful. Although she had known that this must be the ending, now that +it had come she was as one unprepared. In her grief and sorrow, she was +tempted for a moment--but only for a moment--to question the goodness +and wisdom of God. + +Some one called to her from the foot of the stairs, and she went down. +She had to go down; she could not shut herself up, as those can who have +servants to be their deputies. Anna Lynn stood there, dressed for +school. + +"Friend Jane Halliburton, Patience has sent me to ask after Janey this +morning. Is she better?" + +"No, Anna. She is dead." + +Jane spoke with unnatural calmness. The child, scared at the words, +backed away out at the garden door, and then flew to Patience with the +news. It brought Patience in. Jane was nearly prostrate then. + +"Nay, but thee art grieving sadly! Thee must not take on so." + +"Oh, Patience! why should it be?" she wailed aloud in her despair and +bereavement. "Anna left in health and joyousness; my child taken! Surely +God is dealing hardly with me." + +"Thee must not say that," returned Patience gravely. "But thee art not +thyself just now. What truth was it that I heard thee impress upon thy +child not a week ago? That God's ways are not as our ways." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +A WEDDING IN HONEY FAIR. + + +But that such contrasts are all too common in life, you might think it +scarcely seemly to go direct from a house of death to a house of +marriage. This same morning which witnessed the death of Jane +Halliburton, witnessed also the wedding of Mary Ann Cross and Ben +Tyrrett. Upon which there was wonderful rejoicing at the Crosses' +house. + +Of course, whether a wedding was a good one or a bad one (speaking from +a pecuniary point of view), it was equally the custom to feast over it +in Honey Fair. Benjamin Tyrrett was only what is called a jobber in the +glove trade, earning fifteen or sixteen shillings a week; but Mary Ann +Cross made up her mind to have him--in defiance of parental and other +admonitions that she ought to look over Ben's head. They had gone to +work Honey Fair fashion, preparing nothing. Every shilling that Mary Ann +Cross could spare went in finery--had long gone in finery. In vain +Charlotte East impressed upon her the necessity of saving: of waiting. +Mary Ann would do neither one nor the other. + +"All that you can spare from back debts, and from present actual wants, +you should put by," Charlotte had urged. "You don't know how many more +calls there are for money after marriage than before it." + +"There'll be two of us to earn it then," logically replied Mary Ann. + +"And two of you to live," said Charlotte. "To marry upon nothing is to +rush into trouble." + +"How you do go on, Charlotte East! He'll earn his wages, and I shall +earn mine. Where'll be the trouble? I shan't want to spend so much upon +my back when I am married." + +"To marry as you are going to do, must bring trouble," persisted +Charlotte. "He will manage to get together a few bits of cheap +furniture, just what you can't do without, to put into one room; and +there you will be set up, neither of you having one sixpence laid by to +fall back upon; and perhaps the furniture unpaid, hanging like a log +upon you. What shall you do when children come, Mary Ann?" + +Mary Ann Cross giggled. "If ever I heard the like of you, Charlotte! If +children do come, they must come, that's all. We can't send 'em back +again." + +"No, you can't," said Charlotte. "They generally arrive in pretty good +troops: and sometimes there's little to welcome them on. Half the +quarrels between man and wife, in our class of life, spring from nothing +but large families and small means. Their tempers get soured with each +other, and never get pleased again." + +"Folks must take their chance, Charlotte." + +"There's no _must_ in it. You are nineteen, Ben Tyrrett's twenty-three; +suppose you made up your minds to wait two or three years. You would be +quite young enough then: and meanwhile, if both of you laid by, you +would have something in hand to meet extra expenses, or sickness if it +came." + +"Opinions differs," shortly returned Mary Ann. "If folks tell true, you +were putting by ever so long for your marriage, and it all ended in +smoke. I'd rather make sure of a husband when I can get him." + +An expression of pain crossed the face of Charlotte East. "Whether I +marry or not," she answered calmly, "I shall be none the worse for +having laid money by instead of squandering it. If the best man that +ever was born came to me, I would not marry him if we had made no better +provision for a rainy day than you and Tyrrett have. What can come of +such unions, Mary Ann?" + +"It's the way most of us girls do marry," returned Mary Ann. + +"And what comes of it, I ask? _Blows_ sometimes, Mary Ann; the workhouse +sometimes; trouble always." + +"Is it true that you put by, Charlotte?" + +"Yes. I put by what I can." + +"But how in wonder do you manage it? You dress as well as we do. I'm +sure our backs take all our money; father pretty nigh keeps the house." + +"I dress better than you in one sense, Mary Ann. I don't have on a silk +gown one day and a petticoat in rags the next. No one ever sees me +otherwise than neat and clean, and my clothes keep good a long while. +It's the finery that runs away with your money. I am not ashamed to make +a bonnet last two years; you'd have two in a season. Another thing, Mary +Ann: I do not waste my time--I sit to my work; and I dare say I earn +double what you do." + +"Let us hear what you earned last week, if it isn't impertinent," was +Mary Ann's answer. + +"Ten and ninepence." + +"Look at that!" cried the girl, lifting her hands. "I brought out but +five and twopence, and I left no money for silk, and am in debt two +quarterns. 'Melia was worse. Hers came to four and eleven. That surly +old foreman says to me when he was paying, 'What d'ye leave for silk, +Mary Ann Cross? There's two quarterns down.' 'I know there is, sir,' +says I, 'but I don't leave nothing to-day.' He gave a grunt at that, the +old file did." + +"And I suppose you spent your five shillings in some useless thing?" + +"I had to pay up at Bankes's, and the rest went in a new peach +bonnet-ribbon." + +"Peach! You should have bought white, if you must be married." + +"Thank you, Charlotte! What next? Do you suppose I'm going to be married +in that shabby old straw, that I've worn all the spring? Not if I know +it." + +"Where's your money to come from for a new one? There will be other +things wanted, more essential than a bonnet." + +"I'll have a new one if I go in trust for it," returned Mary Ann. +"Tyrrett buys the ring. And it is of no use for you to preach, +Charlotte; if you preach your tongue out, it'll do no good." + +Charlotte might, indeed, have preached a very long sermon before she +could effect any change in the system of improvidence obtaining in Honey +Fair. Neither Benjamin Tyrrett nor Mary Ann Cross was gifted with +forethought, and they took no pains to acquire it. + +The marriage was carried out, and this was the happy day. Mrs. Cross +gave an entertainment in honour of the event, at which the bride and +bridegroom assisted--as the French say--with as many others as the +kitchen would hold. Tea for the ladies, pipes and ale for the gentlemen, +supper for all, with spirits-and-water handed round. + +How Mrs. Cross had contrived to go on so long without an _expose_, she +scarcely knew herself. The wonder was, that she had gone on at all. It +took the energies of her life to patch up her embarrassments, and hide +her difficulties from her husband. The evil day, however, was only +delayed. It could not be averted. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +AN EXPLOSION FOR MRS. CROSS. + + +The evil day, hinted at in the last chapter, was not long in coming. It +might not have fallen quite so soon but for a misfortune which overtook +Jacob Cross. The manufacturer for whom he worked died suddenly, and the +business was immediately given up--the made gloves being bought by up a +London house, and the stock in trade, leather machines, etc., sold by +auction. He had been a first-class manufacturer, doing nearly as large a +business as Mr. Ashley; and not only Jacob Cross, but many more men in +Honey Fair were thrown out of work--one of whom was Andrew Brumm; +another, Timothy Carter. This happened only a few months after Mary Ann +Cross's marriage. + +It struck terror to the heart of Mrs. Cross. Though she had paid some of +her debts, she had incurred others: indeed, the very fact of her having +to pay had caused her to incur fresh ones. Her position was ominous. She +and Amelia had worked for this same manufacturer, now dead, and of +course they were at a standstill. Mary Ann Tyrrett had likewise worked +for him; but she had left the paternal home; and with her we have +nothing just now to do. The position of others was ominous, as well as +that of Mrs. Cross. It was the autumn season, and trade was flat. Winter +orders had gone in, and there was no necessity to hurry those for the +spring; so that the hands thrown out of work, both men and women, stood +every chance of remaining out. + +A gloom overspread Honey Fair. In many a household the articles least +needed went, week after week, to the pawnbrokers, without being redeemed +on the Saturday night, as in more prosperous times. Upon the proceeds +the families had to exist. It was bad enough for those who were free +from debt; but for those already labouring under it--above all, +labouring under secret debt--it was something not to be told. Mrs. +Cross had nightmares regularly every night. Visions would come over her +now and again of running away, if she had only known where to run to. +The men would stand or sit at their doors all day, with pipes in their +mouths: money was sure to be found for tobacco, by hook or by crook. +There they would lounge in gloomy silence, varied by an occasional wordy +war with their wives, who wished them anywhere else; or they and their +pipes would saunter up and down the road, forming into groups to condole +with each other and to abuse the glove trade. + +One Monday afternoon there was a small assemblage in the kitchen of +Jacob Cross--himself, Andrew Brumm, and Timothy Carter. Brumm and Carter +were, in one sense, more fortunate than Cross; inasmuch as that their +respective wives worked each for another house, not the one which had +closed; therefore they retained their employment. The fact, however, +appeared to afford little consolation to the two men, for they were +keeping up a chorus of grumbling, when Joe Fisher staggered in--if you +have not forgotten him. + +Fisher had hitherto managed, to the intense surprise of every one, to +keep out of the workhouse. He would be taken on for a job of work now +and then; but manufacturers were chary of employing Joe Fisher. For one +thing, he gave way to drink. A disreputable-looking object had he +become: a tattered coat and waistcoat, pantaloons in rags, and not the +ghost of a shirt. People wondered how he found money for drink. + +"Who'll give us house-room?" was his salutation, as he pushed himself +in, his eyes haggard, his legs unsteady, his face thin from incipient +famine. "Will nobody give us a corner to lie in?" + +The men took their pipes from their mouths. "Turned out at last, Joe?" + +"Turned out," replied Joe. "And my missis close upon her down-lying." + +Mrs. Cross, who was at the back of the kitchen, washing out her potato +saucepan, of which frugal edible, seasoned with salt, the family dinner +had consisted, put in her word. + +"You couldn't expect nothing else, Joe Fisher. There you have been, in +them folks' furnished room, paying nothing, and paying nothing, and you +drinking everlasting. They have threatened you long enough. Last week, +you know, they took a vow you should go this." + +"Where's the wife and little 'uns?" asked meek Timothy Carter. + +"You can look at 'em," responded Fisher. "They're not a hundred miles +off. They bain't out of view." + +He gave a flourish of his hand towards the road, and the men and Mrs. +Cross crowded to the door to reconnoitre. In the middle of the lane, +crouched down in its mud, for the weather had been bad, and it was very +wet under foot, was untidy Sukey Fisher--a woman all skin and bone now, +her face hopeless and desperate. She wore no cap, and her matted hair +fell on to her gown--such a gown! all tatters and dirt. Several young +children huddled around her. + +"Untidy creature!" muttered Mrs. Cross to herself. "She is as fond of a +drop as her lazy, quarrelsome husband; and this is what they have +brought it to between 'em! Them poor little objects of young 'uns 'ud be +as well dead as alive." + +"Look at 'em!" began Fisher. "And they call this a free country! They +call it a country as is a pattern to others and a refuge for the needy. +Why don't Government, that opened our ports to them foreign French and +keeps 'em open, come down and take a look at my wife squatting +there?--turned out of our room without a place to put our heads into!" + +"If you hadn't put quite as much inside your head, Joe Fisher, and been +doing of it for years, you might have had more for the outside on't +now," again spoke Mrs. Cross in her sharp tones. The woman was not +naturally sharp, as were some in Honey Fair; but the miserable fear she +lived in, added to their present privations, told upon her temper. + +"Hold your magging," said Joe Fisher. "I never like to quarrel with +petticuts, one's own belongings excepted. All as I say, Mother Cross, +is, don't _you_ mag." + +Mrs. Cross made no reply to this, and Fisher resumed. + +"This comes of letting the Government and the masters have their own +way! If we had that there strike among us, that I've so often told ye +on, things would be different. Let a man sit down a minute, Cross." + +Cross civilly pushed a chair towards him, concentrating his attention +afterwards upon Mrs. Fisher. A crowd had collected round her; and Mrs. +Buffle, with a feeling of humanity that few had given that lady credit +for possessing, sent out an old woollen shawl to the shivering woman, +and a basin of hasty pudding. The mother could not feed the whining +children fast enough with the one iron spoon. + +A young man ran up to Cross's door. It was Adam Thorneycroft. He did not +live in Honey Fair, but often found his way to it, although Charlotte +had rejected him. "Is Joe Fisher here?" asked he. "Fisher, why don't you +go to the workhouse and tell them the state your wife is in? She can't +stop there." + +"Her state is no concern of your'n, Master Thorneycroft," was the sullen +answer. + +Thorneycroft turned on his heel, a scornful gesture escaping him at +Fisher's half-stupid condition. "I must be off to my work," he +observed; "but can't one of you, who are gentlemen at large, just go to +the workhouse and acquaint them with the woman's helplessness, and that +of her children around her?" + +Timothy Carter responded to it. "I'll go," said he; "I haven't nothing +to do with myself this afternoon." + +Timothy and Adam walked away together, Tim treading with gingerly feet +past his own door, lest his wife should recognise his step, bolt out, +and stop him. Charlotte East was standing at her door, and Adam halted. +Timothy walked on: he did not feel himself perfectly safe yet. + +"What a life that poor woman's is!" exclaimed Charlotte. + +"Ay," assented Adam; "and all through Fisher's not sticking to his +work." + +Charlotte moved her face gravely towards him. "Say through his drinking, +Adam." + +"Do you speak that as a warning, Charlotte?" he continued. "I think you +mean well by me, but you go just the wrong way to show it. If you wanted +me to keep steady, you should have come and helped me in it. Good-bye. I +am late." + +"Gentlemen at large, young Thorney called us!" cried Jacob Cross to his +friend Brumm, as Fisher went off and they sat down again. "He's not far +out. What's to be the end on't?" + +"Why, the work'us," responded Mrs. Cross, who rarely let an opportunity +slip of putting in her own opinion. "The work'us for us as well as for +the Fishers, unless things take a turn. When great, big, able-bodied men +is throwed out o' work, and yet has to eat and drink, and other folks at +home has to eat and drink, and nothing to stay their stomachs upon, the +work'us can't be far off." + +"Never for me!" said Andrew Brumm. "I'll work to keep me and mine out on +it, if it is at breaking stones upon the road. I know one thing--if ever +I do get into certain work again, I'll make my missis be a bit +providenter than she was before." + +"Bell Brumm ain't one of the provident sort," dissented Mrs. Cross. "How +do you manage to get along at all, Drew, these bad times? You don't seem +to get into trouble." + +"Well, we manage somehow," replied Andrew. "But we have to pinch. My +missis sticks at her work, now I be out on't. She hardly looks off it; +and I does the house, and sees to the children. Nine shilling, all but +her silk, she earned last week. And finding that we _can_ exist on that +after a fashion, has set me thinking that when my good wages was added +to it we ought to have put by for a rainy day," he continued, after a +pause. "Just let me get the chance again!" + +"It's surprising the miracles wages works when folks ain't earning +none!" put in Mrs. Cross in a tone of irony, who did not altogether like +the turn the conversation was taking. "When you get into work again, +Drew Brumm, your wife won't be more able to save than the rest of us." + +"But she shall," returned Andrew. "And she sees for herself now that it +might be done." + +"I was a-making a calkelation yesterday how long we might hold out on +our household things," observed Jacob Cross--a silent man, in general. +"If none of us can get work, they'll have to go, piecemeal. One can't +clam; one must live upon something." + +"I'm resolved upon one point--that I won't have no underhand debt +again," resumed Brumm. "Last spring I found out the flaring trade my +missis was carrying on with them Bankes's--and the way I come to know of +it was funny: but never mind that. 'Bell,' says I to her, 'I'd rather +sell off all I've got and go tramping the country, than I'd live with a +sword over my head'--which debt is. And I went down to Bankes's and said +to 'em, 'If you let my wife get into debt again, I won't pay it, as I +now give you notice, and I'll have you up before the justices for a +pest.' I thought I'd make it strong, you see, Cross. And I paid off +their bill, so much a week, and got shut of 'em. Them Bankes's does more +mischief in Honey Fair than everything else put together." + +"Why, what do Bankes's do?" asked Jacob, in happy ignorance. + +"Do!" returned Brumm. "Don't you know----" + +But at that critical moment, Mrs. Cross, in bustling behind Andrew +Brumm's chair, which was on the tilt, contrived to get her foot +entangled in it. Brumm, his chair, and his pipe, all came down together. + +"Mercy on us!" uttered Jacob Cross, coming to the rescue. "How did you +manage that, Brumm?" + +Before Brumm could answer, or had well gathered himself up, there was +another visitor--Mr. Abbott, the landlord of at least a third of Honey +Fair. He had come on his usual Monday's errand. Jacob Cross put down his +pipe and touched his hat, which, in the manners of Honey Fair, was worn +indoors. It was not often that the landlord and the men came into +contact with each other. + +"Are you ready for me, Mrs. Cross?" + +"We are not ready to-day, sir," interposed Jacob. "You must please to +give us a little grace these hard times, sir. The moment I be in work +again, I'll think of you, before I think of ourselves." + +"I have given all the grace I can give," replied Mr. Abbott, a hard, +surly man. "You must either pay, or turn out: I don't care which." + +"I'll pay you as soon as I am in work, sir; you may count upon it. As to +turning out, sir, where could I turn to? You'd not let me take out my +furniture, and we can't sit down in the street, as Fisher's wife is +doing." + +Mr. Abbott turned to the door. When he came back, a man was with him. "I +must trouble you to give this man house-room for a few days. As you +won't go out, he must stop in, to see that your goods stop in." + +Cross's spirit rose within him. "It's a hard way to treat a man, sir! I +have lived under you for years, and you have had your rent regular." + +"Regular!" exclaimed the landlord. "I have had more trouble to get it +from your wife, since Bankes's came to Helstonleigh, than from anybody +else in Honey Fair." + +Cross did not understand this. He was too much absorbed by the point in +question to ask an explanation. "There's only three weeks owing to you, +sir, and----" + +"Three weeks!" interrupted Mr. Abbott; "there are nine weeks owing to +me. Nine weeks to-day." + +Jacob Cross stood confounded. "Who says there's nine weeks?" asked he. + +"I say so. Your wife can say so. Ask her." + +But Mrs. Cross, with a scared face and white lips, whisked through the +door and hurried down Honey Fair. The explosion had come. + +Mr. Abbott, wasting no more words, departed, leaving the unwelcome +visitor behind him. Andrew Brumm came in again from outside, where he +had stood, out of delicacy, feeling thankful that _his_ rent was all +right. It was pinching work; but Andrew was beginning to learn that debt +pinches the mind, more than hunger pinches the body. + +"Comrade," whispered he, grasping Cross's hand, "it's all along of them +Bankes's. The women buy their fal-lals and their finery, and the weekly +payments to 'em must be kept up, whether or no, for fear Bankes's should +let out on't to us, and ask us for the money. Of course the rent and +other things gets behind. Half the women round us are knee-deep in +Bankes's books." + +"Why couldn't you have told me this before?" demanded Cross, in his +astonishment. + +"It's not my province to interfere with other men's wives," was Brumm's +sensible answer. + +"Where's she got to?" cried Jacob, looking round for his wife. "I'll +come to the bottom of this. Nine weeks' rent owing; and her salving me +up that it was only three!" + +Jacob might well say, "Where's she got to?" Mrs. Cross had glided down +Honey Fair into the first friendly door that happened to be open. That +was Mrs. Carter's. "For mercy's sake, let's stop here a minute, +Elizabeth Carter!" exclaimed she. "We have got the bums in!" + +Mrs. Carter was rubbing up some brass candlesticks. Work ran short with +her that week, and therefore she spent it in cleaning, which was her +notion of taking holiday; scrubbing and scouring from morning till +night. She turned round and stared at Mrs. Cross, who, with white face +and gasping breath, had sunk down upon a chair. + +"What on earth's the matter?" + +"Abbott has brought it out to my husband that I owes nine weeks' rent, +and he's telling him about Bankes's, and now he has gone and put a bum +into the house!" + +"More soft you, to have had to do with Bankes's!" was the sympathy +offered by Mrs. Carter. "You couldn't expect nothing less." + +"That old skinflint, Abbott----" + +Mrs. Cross stopped short. She opened the staircase door about an inch, +and humbly twisted herself through the aperture. Who should be standing +there to hear her, having followed her in, but Mr. Abbott himself. + +He had no need to say, "Ready, Mrs. Carter?" Mrs. Carter always was +ready. She paid him weekly, and asked no favour. The payment made, he +departed again, and Mrs. Cross emerged from her retreat. + +"_You_ can pay him!" she exclaimed, with some envy. "And Timothy's out +o' work, too; and you be slack. How do you manage it?" + +"I'm not a fool," was the logical response of Mrs. Carter. "If I spent +my earnings when they are coming in regular, or let Tim keep his to his +own cheek, where should we be in a time like this? I have my +understanding about me." + +Mrs. Carter did not praise her understanding without cause. Whatever +social virtues she may have lacked, she was rich in thrift, in +forethought. Had Timothy remained out of work for a twelvemonth, they +would not have been put to shifts. + +"I'm afraid to go back!" cried Mrs. Cross. + +"So should I be, if I got myself into your mess." + +The offered sympathy not being consolatory to her present frame of mind, +Mrs. Cross departed. Home, at present, she dared not go. She went about +Honey Fair, seeking the gossiping pity which Elizabeth Carter had +declined to give, but which she was yearning for. Thus she spent an hour +or two. + +Meanwhile the news had been spreading through Honey Fair, "Crosses had +the bums in;" and Mary Ann, hearing it, flew home to know whether it was +correct. She--partly through fear, partly in the security from paternal +correction, imparted to her by the feeling that she was Mary Ann +Tyrrett, and no longer Mary Ann Cross--yielded to her father's +questions, and made full confession. Debts here, debts there, debts +everywhere. Cross was overwhelmed; and when his wife at length came in, +he quietly knocked her down. + +The broker advanced to the rescue. "If you dare to come between man and +wife," raved Cross, lifting his arm menacingly, "I'll serve you the +same." He was a quiet-tempered man, but this business had terribly +exasperated him. "You'll come to die in the work'us," he uttered to his +wife. "And serve you right! It's your doings that have broke up our +home." + +"No," retorted she passionately, as she lifted herself from the floor; +"it's your squanderings in the publics o' nights, that have helped to +break up our home." + +It was a little of both. + +The quarrel was interrupted by a commotion outside, and Mrs. Cross +darted out to look--glad, perhaps, to escape from her husband's anger. +An official from the workhouse had come down with an order for the +admission of Susan Fisher instanter. Timothy Carter, in his meek and +humane spirit, had so enlarged upon the state of affairs in general, +touching Mrs. Fisher, that the workhouse bestirred itself. An officer +was despatched to marshal them into it at once. The uproar was caused by +her resistance: she was still sitting in the road. + +"I won't go into the work'us," she screamed; "I won't go there to be +parted from my children and my husband. If I'm to die, I'll die out +here." + +"Just get up and march, and don't let's have no row," said the officer. +"Else I'll fetch a wheel-barrer, and wheel ye to it." + +She resisted, shrieking and flinging her arms and her wild hair about +her, as only a foolish woman would do; the children, alarmed, clung to +her and cried, and all Honey Fair came out to look. Mr. Joe Fisher also +staggered up, in a state not to be described. He had been invited by +some friend, more sympathizing than judicious, to solace his troubles +with strong waters; and down he fell in the mud, helpless. + +"Well, here's a pretty kettle of fish!" cried the perplexed workhouse +man. "A nice pair, they are! How I am to get 'em both there, is beyond +me! She can walk, if she's forced to it; but he can't! They spend their +money in sotting, and when they have no more to spend they come to us to +keep 'em! I must get an open cart." + +The cart was procured somewhere and brought to the scene, a policeman in +attendance; and the children were lifted into it one by one. Next the +man was thrown in, like a clod; and then came the woman's turn. With +much struggling and kicking, with shrieks that might have been heard a +mile off, she was at length hoisted into it. But she tumbled out again: +raving that "no work'us shouldn't hold her." The official raved in turn; +and Honey Fair hugged itself. It had not had the gratification of so +exciting a scene for many a day; to say nothing of the satisfaction it +derived from hearing the workhouse set at defiance. + +The official and the policeman at length conquered. She was secured, and +the cart started at a snail's pace with its load--Mrs. Fisher setting up +a prolonged and dismal lamentation not unlike an Irish howl: and Honey +Fair, in its curiosity, following the cart as its train. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A STRAY SHILLING. + + +"Whose shilling is this on my desk?" inquired Mr. Ashley of Samuel Lynn, +one morning towards the close of the summer. + +"I cannot tell thee," was the reply of the Quaker. "I know nothing of +it." + +"It is none of mine, to my knowledge," remarked Mr. Ashley. + +"What shilling is that on the master's desk?" repeated Samuel Lynn to +William when he returned into his own room, where William was. + +"I put a shilling on the desk this morning," replied William. "I found +it in the waste-paper basket." + +"Thee go in, then, and tell the master." + +William did so. "The shilling rolled out of the waste-paper basket, +sir," said he, entering the counting-house and approaching Mr. Ashley. + +Mr. Ashley was remarkably exact in his accounts. He had missed no +shilling, and he did not think it was his. "What should bring a shilling +in the waste-paper basket?" he asked. "It may have rolled out of your +own pocket." + +William could have smiled at the remark. A shilling out of _his_ pocket! +"Oh, no, sir, it did not." + +Mr. Ashley sat looking earnestly at William--as the latter fancied. In +reality he was buried deep in his own thoughts. But William felt +uncomfortable under the survey, and his face flushed to a glow. Why +should he feel uncomfortable? What should cause the flush? + +This. Since Janey's death, some months ago now, their circumstances had +been more straitened than ever; of course, there had been expenses +attending it, and Mrs. Halliburton was paying them off weekly. Bread and +potatoes, and a little milk, would often be their food. On the previous +night Jane had a sick headache. Some tea would have been acceptable, but +she had neither tea nor money in the house; and she was firm in her +resolution not to purchase on trust. On this morning early, when William +rose, he found his mother down before him, at her work as usual. Her +head felt better, she said; it might get quite well if she had only some +tea; but she had not, and--there was an end of it. William went out, +ardently wishing (in the vague profitless manner that he might have +wished for Aladdin's lamp) that he had only a shilling to procure some +for her. When, half an hour after, this shilling rolled out of the +waste-paper basket, as he was shaking it in Mr. Ashley's counting-house, +a strong temptation--not to take it, but to wish that he might take it, +that it was not wrong to take it--rushed over him. He put it down on +the desk and turned from it--turned from the temptation, for the +shilling seemed to scorch his fingers. The remembrance of this wish--it +sounded to him like a dishonest one--had brought the vivid colour to his +face, under what he thought was Mr. Ashley's scrutiny. That gentleman +observed it. + +"What are you turning red for?" + +This crowned all. William's face changed to scarlet. + +Mr. Ashley was surprised. He came to the conclusion that some mystery +must be connected with the shilling--something wrong. He determined to +fathom it. "Why do you look confused?" he resumed. + +"It was only at my own thoughts, sir." + +"What are they? Let me hear them." + +William hesitated. "I would rather not tell them, sir." + +"But I would rather you did." Mr. Ashley spoke quietly, as usual; but +there lay command in the quietest tone of Mr. Ashley's. + +Implicit obedience had been enjoined upon the Halliburtons from their +earliest childhood. In that manufactory Mr. Ashley was William's +_master_, and he believed he had no resource but to comply with his +desire. William was of a remarkably ingenuous nature; and if he had to +impart a thing, he did not do it by halves, although it might tell +against himself. + +"When I found that shilling this morning, sir, the thought came over me +to wish it was mine--to wish that I might take it without doing ill. The +thought did not come over me _to take it_," he added, raising his +truthful eyes to Mr. Ashley's, "only to wish that it was not wrong to do +so. When you looked at me so earnestly, sir, I fancied you could see +what my thoughts had been. And they were not honourable thoughts." + +"Did you ever take money that was not yours?" asked Mr. Ashley, after a +pause. + +William looked surprised. "No, sir, never." + +Mr. Ashley paused again. "I have known children help themselves to +halfpence and pence, and think it little crime." + +The boy shook his head. "We have been taught better than that, sir. And, +besides the crime, money taken in that way would bring us no good, only +trouble. It could not prosper." + +"Tell me why you think that." + +"My mother has always taught us that a bad action can never prosper in +the end." + +"I suppose you coveted the shilling for marbles; or for sweetmeats?" + +"Oh no, sir. It was not for myself that I wished it." + +"Then for whom? For what?" + +This caused William's face to flush again. Mr. Ashley questioned till he +drew from him the particulars--how that he had wished to buy some tea, +and why he had wished it. + +"I have heard," remarked Mr. Ashley, after listening, "that you have +many privations to put up with." + +"It is true, sir. But we don't so much care for them if we only _can_ +put up with them. My mother says she knows better days will be in store +for us, if we only bear on patiently. I am sure we boys ought to do so, +if she can. It is worse for her than for us." + +There ensued another searching question from Mr. Ashley. "Have you ever, +when alone in the egg-house, amidst its thousands of eggs, been tempted +to pocket a few to carry home?" + +For one moment William suffered a flash of resentment to cross his +countenance. The next his eyes filled with tears. He felt deeply hurt. + +"No, sir, I have not. I hope you do not fear that I am capable of it?" + +"No, I do not," said Mr. Ashley. "Your father was a clergyman, I think I +have heard?" + +"He was intended for a clergyman, sir, but he did not get to the +University. His father was a clergyman--a rector in Devonshire, and my +mother's father was a clergyman in London. My uncle Francis is also a +clergyman, but only a curate. We are gentlepeople, though we are poor. +We would not take eggs or anything else." + +Mr. Ashley suppressed a smile. "I conclude that you and your brothers +live in hope some time of regaining your position in life?" + +"Yes, sir. I think it is that hope that makes us put up with hard things +so well." + +"What do you think of being?" + +William's countenance fell. "There is not so much chance of my getting +on, sir, as there is for my brothers. Frank and Gar are hopeful enough; +but I don't look forward to anything good for me. My mother says if I +only help her I shall be doing my duty." + +"Your sister died in a decline," remarked Mr. Ashley. "These home +privations must have told upon her." + +William's face brightened. "She had everything she wanted, sir; +everything, even to port wine. Mrs. Reece and Dobbs took a liking to her +when they first came, and they never let her want for anything. Mamma +says that Jane's wants having been supplied in so extraordinary a +manner, ought to teach us how certainly God is looking over us and +taking care of us--that all things, when they come to be absolutely +needed, will no doubt be supplied to us, as they were to her." + +"What a perfect trust in God that boy seems to have!" mused Mr. Ashley, +when he dismissed William. "Mrs. Halliburton must be a mother in a +thousand. And he will make a man in a thousand, unless I am mistaken. +Truthful, open, candid--_I_ don't know a boy like him!" + +About five minutes before the great bell was rung at one o'clock, +William was called into the counting-house. "I have been casting up my +cash and find I am a shilling short," observed Mr. Ashley, "therefore +the shilling that you found is no doubt the missing one. I shall give it +to you," he continued: "a reward for telling me the straightforward +truth when I questioned you." + +William took the shilling--as he supposed. "Here are two!" he exclaimed, +in his surprise. + +"You cannot buy much tea with one; and that is what you were thinking +of. Would you like to be apprenticed to me?" Mr. Ashley resumed, +drowning the boy's thanks. + +The question took William by storm: he was at a loss what to answer. He +would have been equally at a loss had he been accorded a whole week to +deliberate upon it. He looked foolish, and said he could not tell. + +"Would you like the business?" pursued Mr. Ashley. + +"I like the business very well, sir, now I'm used to it. But I could not +hope ever to get on to be a master." + +"There's no knowing what you may get on to be, if you are steady and +persevering. Masters don't begin at the top of the tree; they begin at +the bottom and work up to it. At least, that is the case with a great +many. In becoming an apprentice you would occupy a better position in +the manufactory than you do now." + +"Joe Stubbs is an apprentice, is he not, sir?" + +"I will explain it to you, if you do not understand," said Mr. Ashley. +"Joe Stubbs is apprenticed to one branch of the business, the cutting; +John Braithwait is an apprentice to the staining, and so on. These lads +expect to remain workmen all their lives, working at their own peculiar +branch. You would not be apprenticed to any one branch, but to the +whole, with a view to becoming hereafter a manager or a master; in the +same manner that I might apprentice my son, were he intended for the +business." + +William thought he should like this. Suddenly his countenance fell. + +"What now?" asked Mr. Ashley. + +"I have heard, sir, that the apprentices do not earn wages at first. +I--I am afraid we could not well do at home without mine." + +"You need not concern yourself with what you hear, or with what others +earn or don't earn. I should give you eight shillings a-week, instead of +four, and you would retain your evenings for study, as you do now. I do +not see any different or better opening for you," continued Mr. Ashley; +"but should any arise hereafter, through your mother's relatives, or +from any other channel, I would not stand in the way of your +advancement, but would consent to cancel your indentures. Do you +understand what I have been saying?" + +"Yes, sir, I do. Thank you very much." + +"You can speak to Mrs. Halliburton about it, and hear what her wishes +may be," concluded Mr. Ashley. + +The result was, that William was apprenticed to Mr. Ashley. "I can tell +thee, thee hast found favour with the master," remarked Samuel Lynn to +William. "He has made thee his apprentice, and has admitted thee, I +hear, to the companionship of his son. They are proofs that he judges +well of thee. Pay thee attention to deserve it." + +It was quite true that William was admitted to the occasional +companionship of Henry Ashley. Henry had taken a fancy to him, and would +get him there to help him stumble through his Latin. + +The next to be apprenticed to Mr. Ashley, and almost at the same time, +was Cyril Dare. But when he found that he was to be the +fellow-apprentice of William Halliburton, the two on a level in every +respect, wages excepted--and of wages Master Cyril was at first to earn +none--he was most indignant, and complained explosively to his father. +"Can't you speak to Mr. Ashley, sir?" + +"Where would be the use?" asked Mr. Dare. "There's not a man in +Helstonleigh would brook interference in his affairs less than Thomas +Ashley. If one of the two apprentices must leave, because they are too +much for each other's company, it would be you, Cyril, rely upon it." + +Cyril growled; but, as Mr. Dare said, there was no help for it. And he +and William had to get on together in the best way they could. Cyril had +thought that he should be the only gentleman-apprentice at Mr. Ashley's. +There was a marked distinction observed in a manufactory between the +common apprentices, who did the rough work, and what were called the +gentleman-apprentices. It did not please Cyril that William should have +been made one of the latter. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE SCHOOLBOYS' NOTES. + + +As the time went on, Jane's brain grew very busy. Its care was the +education of her boys--a perplexing theme. So far as the classics went, +they were progressing. Frank and Gar certainly were not pushed on as +they might have been, for Helstonleigh collegiate school was not at that +time renowned for its pushing qualities; but the boys had a spur in +themselves. Jane never ceased to urge them to attention, to strive after +progress; not by the harsh reproaches some children have to hear, but +by loving encouragement and gentle persuasion. She would call up +pleasant pictures of the future, when they should have surmounted the +difficulties of toil, and be reaping their reward. It had ever been her +custom to treat her children as friends; as friends and companions, more +than as children. I am not sure that it is not a good plan in all cases, +but it undoubtedly is so where children are naturally well disposed and +intelligent. Even when they were little, she would converse and reason +with them, so far as their understandings would permit. The primary +thing she inculcated was the habit of unquestioning obedience. This +secured in their earliest childhood, she could afford to reason with +them as they grew older; to appeal to their own sense of intelligence; +to show them how to form and exercise a right judgment. Had the children +been wilful, deceitful, or opposed to her, her plan must have been +different; compulsion must have taken the place of reasoning. When they +did anything wrong--all children will, or they are not children--she +would take the offender to her alone. There would be no scolding; but in +a grave, calm, loving voice she would say, "Was this right? Did you +forget that you were doing wrong and would grieve me? Did you forget +that you were offending God?" And so she would talk; and teach them to +do right in all things, for the sake of right, for the sake of doing +their duty to Heaven and to man. These lessons from a mother loved as +Jane was, could not fail to take root and bear seed. The young +Halliburtons were in fair training to make not only good, but admirable +men. + +Jane inculcated another valuable lesson. In all perplexity, trouble, or +untoward misfortune, she taught them to _look it full in the face_; not +to fly from it, as is the too-common custom, but to meet it and do the +best with it. She knew that in trouble, as in terror, looking it in the +face takes away half its sting: and so she was teaching them to look, +not only by precept, but by example. With such minds, such training to +work upon, there was little need to _urge_ them to apply closely to +their studies; they saw its necessity themselves, and acted upon it. "It +is your only chance, my darlings, of getting on in life," she would say. +"You wish to be good and great men; and I think perhaps you may be, if +you persevere. It is a tempting thing, I know, to leave wearying tasks +for play or idleness; but do not yield to it. Look to the future. When +you feel tired, out of sorts, as if Latin were the greatest grievance +upon earth, say to yourselves, 'It is my duty to keep on, and my duty I +must do. If I turn idle now, my past application will be lost; but, if I +persevere, I may go bravely on to the end.' Be brave, darlings, for my +sake." + +And the boys were so. Thus it would happen that when the rest of the +school were talking, or idling, or being caned, the Halliburtons were at +work. The head master could not fail to observe their steady +application; and he more than once held them up as an example to the +school. + +So far so good. But though the classics are essential parts of a good +education, they do not include all its requisites. And nothing else was +taught in the college school. There certainly was a writing master, and +something like an initiation into the first rules of arithmetic was +attempted; but not a boy in the charity school, hard by, that could not +have shamed the college boys in adding up a column of figures or in +writing a page. As to their English----You should have seen them attempt +to write a letter. In short, the college school ignored everything +except Latin and Greek. + +This state of affairs gave Jane great concern. "Unless I can organize +some plan, my boys will grow up dunces," she said to herself. And a plan +she did organize. None could remedy this so well as herself; she, so +thoroughly educated in all essential branches. It would take two hours +from her work, but for the sake of her boys she would sacrifice that. +Every night, therefore, except Saturday, as soon as they had prepared +their lessons for school--and in doing that they were helped by +William--she left her work and became their instructor. History, +geography, astronomy, composition, and so on. You can fill up the list. + +And she had her reward. The boys advanced rapidly. As the months and +quarters went on, it was only so much the more instruction gained by +them. + +I think you must be indulged with a glance at one of these college +school notes. But, first of all, suppose we read one written by Frank. + + "DEAR GLENN,--Thanks for wishing me to join your fishing + expedition the day after to-morrow, but I can't come. My mother + says, as I had a holiday from college one day last week, it + will not do to ask for it again. You told me to send word this + evening whether or not, so I drop you this note. I should like + to go, and shall be thinking of you all day. Mind you let me + have a look at the fish you bring home. Yours, + + "FRANK HALLIBURTON." + +The note was addressed "Glenn senior," and Gar was ordered to deliver it +at Glenn senior's house. Glenn senior, who was a king's scholar, not a +chorister, made a wry face over it when delivered, and sat down on the +spur of the moment to answer it: + + "DEER HALIBURTON,--Its all stuf about not asking for leve again + what do the musty old prebens care who gets leve therell be + enuff to sing without you tell your mother I cant excuse you + from our party theirs 8 of us going and a stunning baxket of + progg as good go out for a day's fishing has stop at home on a + holiday for the benefit of that preshous colledge bring me word + you'll come to-morrow at skool for we want to arrange our plans + yours old fellow + + "P GLENN." + +Master P. Glenn was concluding his note when his father passed through +the room and glanced over the boy's shoulder. He (Mr. Glenn) was a +surgeon; one of the chief surgeons attached to the Helstonleigh +infirmary, and in excellent practice. "At your exercise, Philip?" + +"No, papa. I am writing a note to one of our fellows. I want him to be +of our fishing party on Wednesday." + +"Wednesday! Have you a holiday on Wednesday?" + +"Yes. Don't you know it will be a saint's day?" + +"Not I," said Mr. Glenn. "Saints' days don't concern me as they do you +college boys. That's a pretty specimen of English!" he added, running +his amused eyes over Philip's note. + +"Are there any mistakes in it?" returned Philip. "But it's no matter, +papa. We don't profess to write English in the college school." + +"It is well you don't profess it," remarked Mr. Glenn. "But how is it +your friend Halliburton can turn out good English?" He had taken up +Frank's letter. + +"Oh! they are such chaps for learning, the two Halliburtons. They stick +at it like a horse-leech--never getting the cane for turned lessons. +They have school at home in the evenings for English, and history, and +such stuff that they don't get at college." + +"Have they a tutor?" + +"They are not rich enough for a tutor. Mrs. Halliburton's the tutor. +What do you think Gar Halliburton did the other day? Keating was having +a row with the fourth desk, and he gave them some extra verses to do. Up +goes Gar Halliburton, before he had been a minute at his seat. 'If you +please, sir,' says he to Keating, 'I had better have another piece.' +'Why so?' asks Keating. 'Because,' says Gar, 'I did these same verses +with my brother at home a week ago.' He meant his eldest brother; not +Frank. But, now, was not that honourable, papa?" + +"Yes, it was," answered Mr. Glenn. + +"That's just the Halliburtons all over. They are ultra-honourable." + +"I should like to see your friend Frank, and inquire how he manages to +pick up his English." + +"Let me bring him to tea to-morrow night!" cried Philip eagerly. + +"You may, if you like." + +"Hurrah!" shouted Philip. "And you'll persuade him not to mind his +mother, but to come to our fishing party?" + +"Philip!" + +"Well, papa, I don't mean that, exactly. But I do not see the use of +boys listening to their mothers just in everything." + +Philip Glenn seized his note, and added a postscript:--"My father sais +you are to come to tea to-morrow we shall be so joly." And it was +despatched to Frank by a servant in livery. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A LESSON FOR PHILIP GLENN. + + +Frank was as eager to accept the invitation as Philip had been to offer +it. When the afternoon arrived, and school was over, Frank tore home, +donned his best clothes, and then tore back again to Mr. Glenn's house. +Philip received him in the small room, where he and his brother prepared +their lessons. + +"How is it that you and my boys write English so differently?" inquired +Mr. Glenn, when he had made Frank's acquaintance. + +Frank broke into a broad smile, suggested by the remembrance of Philip's +English. "We study it at home, sir." + +"But some one teaches you?" + +"Mamma. She was afraid that we should grow up ignorant of everything +except Latin and Greek; so she thought she would remedy the evil." + +"And she takes you in an evening?" + +"Yes, sir; every evening except Saturday, when she is sure to be busy. +She comes to the table as soon as our lessons for school are prepared, +and we commence English. The easier portions of our Latin and Greek we +do in the day, I and Gar: we crib the time from play-hours; and my +brother William helps us at night with the more difficult parts." + +"Where is your brother at school?" asked Mr. Glenn. + +"He is not at school, sir. He is at Mr. Ashley's, with Cyril Dare. +William has not been to school since papa died. But he was well up in +everything, for papa had taken great pains with him, and he has gone on +by himself since." + +"Can he do much good by himself?" + +"Good!" echoed Frank, speaking bluntly in his eagerness; "I don't think +you could find so good a scholar for his age. There's not one could come +near him in the college school. At first he found it hard work. He had +no one to explain difficult points for him, and was obliged to puzzle +them out with his own brains. And it's that that has got him on." + +Mr. Glenn nodded. "Where a good foundation has been laid, a hard-working +boy may get on better without a master than with one, provided----" + +"That is just what William says," interrupted Frank, his dark eyes +sparkling with animation. "He would have given anything at one time to +be at the college school with us; but he does not care about it now." + +"Provided his heart is in his work, I was about to add," said Mr. Glenn, +smiling at Frank's eagerness. + +"Oh, of course, sir. And that's what William's is. He has such capital +books, too--all the best that are published. They were papa's. I hardly +know how I and Gar should get on, without William's help." + +"Does he help you?" + +"He has helped us ever since papa died; before we went to college, and +since. We do algebra and Euclid with him." + +"In--deed!" exclaimed Mr. Glenn, looking hard at Frank. "When do you +contrive to do all this?" + +"In the evening. Tea is over by half-past five, and we three--William, +I, and Gar--turn at once to our lessons. In about two hours mamma joins +us, and we work with her about two hours more. Of course we have +different nights for different studies, Latin every night, Greek nearly +every night, Euclid twice a week, algebra twice a week, and so on. And +the lessons we do with mamma are portioned out; some one night, some +another." + +"You must be very persevering boys," cried Mr. Glenn. "Do you never +catch yourselves looking off to play; to talk and laugh?" + +"No, sir, never. We have got into the habit of sticking to our lessons; +mamma brought us into it. And then, we are anxious to get on: half the +battle lies in that." + +"I think it does. Philip, my boy, here's a lesson for you, and for all +other lazy scapegraces." + +Philip shrugged his shoulders, with a laugh. "Papa, I don't see any good +in working so hard." + +"Your friend Frank does." + +"We are obliged to work, sir," said Frank, candidly. "We have no money, +and it is only by education that we can hope to get on. Mamma thinks it +may turn out all for the best. She says that boys who expect money very +often rely upon it and not upon themselves. She would rather turn us out +into the world with our talents cultivated and a will to use them, than +with a fortune apiece. There's not a parable in the Bible mamma is +fonder of reading to us than that of the ten talents." + +"No fortune!" repeated Mr. Glenn in a dreamy tone. + +"Not a penny; mamma has to work to keep us," returned Frank, making the +avowal as freely as though he had proclaimed that his mother was +lady-in-waiting to the Queen, and he one of her pages. Jane had +contrived to convince them that in poverty itself there lay no shame or +stigma; but a great deal in paltry attempts to conceal it. + +"Frank," said Mr. Glenn, "I was thinking that you must possess a fortune +in your mother." + +"And so we do!" said Frank. "When Philip's note came to me last night, +and we were--were----" + +"Laughing over it!" suggested Mr. Glenn, helping out Frank's hesitation, +and laughing himself. + +"Yes, that's it; only I did not like to say it," acknowledged Frank. +"But I dare say you know, sir, how most of the college boys write. Mamma +said then, how glad we ought to be that she can make time to teach us +better, and that we have the resolution to persevere." + + +"I wish your mother would admit my sons to her class," said Mr. Glenn, +half-seriously, half-jokingly. "I would give her any recompense." + +"Shall I ask her?" cried Frank. + +"Perhaps she would feel hurt?" + +"Oh no, she wouldn't," answered Frank impulsively. "I will ask her." + +"I should not like such a strict mother," avowed Philip Glenn. + +"Strict!" echoed Frank. "Mamma's not strict." + +"She must be. She says you shan't come fishing with us to-morrow." + +"No, she did not. She said she wished me not to go, and thought I had +better not, and then she left it to me." + +Philip Glenn stared. "You told me at school this morning that it was +decided you were not to come. And now you say Mrs. Halliburton left it +to you." + +"So she did," answered Frank. "She generally leaves these things to us. +She shows us what we ought to do, and why it is right that we should do +it, and then she leaves it to what she calls our own good sense. It is +like putting us upon our honour." + +"And you do as you know she wishes you would do?" interposed Mr. Glenn. + +"Yes, sir, always." + +"Suppose you were to take your own will for once against hers?" cried +Philip in a cross tone. "What then?" + +"Then I dare say she would decide herself the next time, and tell us we +were not to be trusted. But there's no fear. We know her wishes are sure +to be right; and we would not vex her for the world. The last time the +dean was here there was a fuss about the choristers getting holiday so +often; and he forbade its being done." + +"But the dean's away," impatiently interrupted Philip Glenn. "Old Ripton +is in residence, and he would give it you for the asking. He knows +nothing about the dean's order." + +"That's the very reason," returned Frank. "Mamma put it to me whether it +would be an honourable thing to do. She said, if Dr. Ripton had known of +the dean's order, then I might have asked him, and he could do as he +pleased. She makes us wish to do what is right--not only what appears +so." + +"And you'll punish yourself by going without the holiday, for some +rubbishing notion of 'doing right'! It's just nonsense, Frank." + +"Of course we have to punish ourselves sometimes," acknowledged Frank. +"I shall be wishing all day long to-morrow that I was with you. But when +evening comes, and the day's over, then I shall be glad to have done +right. Mamma says if we do not learn to act rightly and self-reliantly +as boys we shall not do so as men." + +Mr. Glenn laid his hand on Frank's shoulder. "Inculcate your creed upon +my sons, if you can," said he, speaking seriously. "Has your mother +taught it to you long?" + +"She has always been teaching it to us; ever since we were little," +rejoined Frank. "If we had to begin now, I don't know that we should +make much of it." + +Mr. Glenn fell into a reverie. As Mr. Ashley had once judged by some +words dropped by William, so Mr. Glenn was judging now--that Mrs. +Halliburton must be a mother in a thousand. Frank turned to Philip. + +"Have you done your lessons?" + +"Done my lessons! No. Have you?" + +Frank laughed. "Yes, or I should not have come. I have not played a +minute to-day--but cribbed the time. Scanning, and exercise, and Greek; +I have done them all." + +"It seems to me that you and your brothers make friends of your lessons, +whilst most boys make enemies," observed Mr. Glenn. + +"Yes, that's true," said Frank. + +"Philip," said Mr. Glenn to his son that evening after Frank had +departed, "I give you _carte blanche_ to bring that boy here as much as +you like. If you are wise, you will make a lasting friend of him." + +"I like the Halliburtons," replied Philip. "The college school doesn't, +though." + +"And pray, why?" + +"Well, I think Dare senior first set the school against them--that's +Cyril, you know, papa. He was always going on at them. They were snobs +for sticking to their lessons, he said, which gentlemen never did; and +they were snobs because they had no money to spend, which gentlemen +always had; and they were snobs for this, and snobs for the other; and +he got his desk, which ruled the school, to cut them. They had to put up +with a good deal then, but they are bigger now, and can fight their way; +and, since Dare senior left, the school has begun to like them. If they +are poor, they can't help it," concluded Philip, as if he would +apologize for the fact. + +"Poor!" retorted Mr. Glenn. "I can tell you, Master Philip, and the +college school too, that they are rich in things that you want. Unless I +am deceived, the Halliburtons will grow up to be men of no common +order." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +MAKING PROGRESS. + + +Trifles, as we all know, lead to great events. When Frank Halliburton +had gone home, in his usual flying, eager manner, plunging headlong into +the subject of Mr. Glenn's request, and Jane consented to grant it, she +little thought that it would lead to a considerable increase to her +income, enabling them to procure several comforts, and rendering better +private instruction than her own easy for her sons. + +Not that she yielded to the request at once. She took time for +consideration. But Frank was urgent; and she was one of those ever ready +to do a good turn for others. The Glenns, as Frank said, did write +English wretchedly; and if she could help to improve them without losing +time or money, neither of which she could afford, why not do so? And she +consented. + +It certainly did occur to Mrs. Halliburton to wonder that Mr. Glenn had +not provided private instruction for his sons, to remedy the +deficiencies existing in the college school system. Mr. Glenn suddenly +awoke to the same wonder himself. The fact was, that he, like many other +gentlemen in Helstonleigh who had sons in the college school, had been +content to let things take their chance: possibly he assumed that +spelling and composition would come to his sons by intuition, as they +grew older. The contrast Frank Halliburton presented to Philip aroused +him from his neglect. + +Jane consented to allow the two young Glenns to share the time and +instruction she gave to her own boys. Mr. Glenn received the favour +gladly; but, at first, there was great battling with the young gentlemen +themselves. They could not be made to complete their lessons for school, +so as to be at Mrs. Halliburton's by the hour appointed. At length it +was accomplished, and they took to going regularly. + +Before three months had elapsed, great improvement had become visible in +their spelling. They were also acquiring an insight into English +grammar; had learnt that America was not situated in the Mediterranean, +or watered by the Nile; and that English history did not solely consist +of two incidents--the beheading of King Charles, and the Gunpowder Plot. +Improvement was also visible in their manners and in the bent of their +minds. From being boisterous, self-willed, and careless, they became +more considerate, more tractable; and Mr. Glenn actually once heard +Philip decline to embark in some tempting scrape, because it would "not +be right." + +For it was impossible for Jane to have lads near her, and not gently try +to counteract their faults and failings, as she would have done by her +own sons; whilst the remarkable consideration and deference paid by the +young Halliburtons to their mother, their warm affection for her, and +the pleasant peace, the refinement of tone and manner distinguishing +their home, told upon Philip and Charles Glenn with good influence. At +the end of three months, Mr. Glenn wrote a note of warm thanks to Mrs. +Halliburton, expressing a hope that she would still allow his sons the +privilege of joining her own, and, in a delicate manner, begging grace +for his act, enclosed four guineas; which was payment at the rate of +sixteen guineas a year for the two. + +Jane had not expected it. Nothing had been hinted to her about payment, +and she did not expect to receive any: she did not understand that the +boys had joined on those terms. It was very welcome. In writing back to +Mr. Glenn, she stated that she had not expected to receive remuneration; +but she spoke of her straitened circumstances and thanked him for the +help it would be. + +"That comes from a gentlewoman," was his remark to his wife, when he +read the note. "I should like to know her." + +"I hinted as much to Frank one day, but he said his mother was too much +occupied to receive visits or to pay them," was Mrs. Glenn's reply. + +As it happened, however, Mr. Glenn did pay her a visit. A friend of his, +whose boys were in the college school, struck with the improvement in +the Glenns, and hearing of its source, wondered whether his boys might +not be received on the same terms, and Mr. Glenn undertook to propose +it. The result of all this was, that in six months from the time of that +afternoon when Frank first took tea at Mr. Glenn's, Jane had ten evening +pupils, college boys. There she stopped. Others applied, but her table +would not hold more, nor could she do justice to a greater number. The +ten would bring her in eighty guineas a year; she devoted to them two +hours, five evenings in the week. + +Now she could command somewhat better food, and more liberal instruction +for her own boys, William included, in those higher branches of +knowledge which they could not, or had not, commenced for themselves. A +learned professor, David Byrne, whose lodgings were in the London Road, +was applied to, and he agreed to receive the young Halliburtons at a +very moderate charge, three evenings in the week. + +"Mamma," cried William, one day, with his thoughtful smile, soon after +this agreement was entered upon, "we seem to be getting on amazingly. We +can learn something else now, if you have no objection." + +"What is that?" asked Jane. + +"French. As I and Samuel Lynn were walking home to-day, we met Monsieur +Colin. He said he was about to organize a French class, twelve in +number, and would be glad if we would make three of the number. What do +you say?" + +"It is a great temptation," answered Jane. "I have long wished you could +learn French. Would it be very expensive?" + +"Very cheap to us. He said he considered you a sister professor----" + +"The idea!" burst forth Frank, hotly. "Mamma a professor!" + +"Indeed, I don't know that I can aspire to anything so formidable," said +Jane, with a laugh. "A schoolmistress would be a better word." + +Frank was indignant. "You are not a schoolmistress, mamma. I----" + +"Frank," interrupted Jane, her tone changing to seriousness. + +"What, mamma?" + +"I am _thankful_ to be one." + +The tears rose to Frank's eyes. "You are a _lady_, mamma. I shall never +think you anything else. There!" + +Jane smiled. "Well, I hope I am, Frank; although I help to make gloves +and teach boys English." + +"How well Mr. Lynn speaks French!" exclaimed William. + +"Does he speak it?" + +"As a native. I cannot tell what his accent may be, but he speaks it as +readily as Monsieur Colin. Shall we learn, mamma? It will be the +greatest advantage to us, Monsieur Colin conversing with us in French." + +"But what about the time, William?" + +"Oh, if you will manage the money, we will manage the time," returned +William, laughing. "Only trust to us, mother. We will make it, and +neglect nothing." + +"Then, William, you may tell Monsieur Colin that you shall learn." + +"Fair and easy!" broke out Frank; a saying of his when pleased. "Mamma, +I think, what with one thing and another turning up, we boys shall be +getting quite first-class education." + +"Although mamma feared we never should accomplish it," returned William. +"As did I." + +"Fear!" cried Frank. "I didn't. I knew that 'where there's a will +there's a way.' _Degeneres animos timor arguit_," added he, finishing +off with one of his favourite Latin quotations; but forgetting, in his +flourish, that he was paying a poor compliment to his mother and his +brother. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +WILLIAM HALLIBURTON'S GHOST. + + +This chapter may be said to commence the second part of this history, +for some years have elapsed since the events last recorded. + +Do you doubt that the self-denying patience displayed by Jane +Halliburton, her persevering struggles, her never-fainting industry, +joined to her all-perfect trust in the goodness and guidance of the Most +High God, could fail to bring their reward? It is not possible. But do +not fancy that it came suddenly in the shape of a coach-and-six. Rewards +worth having are not acquired so easily. Have you met with the following +lines? They are somewhat applicable. + + "How rarely, friend, a good, great man inherits + Honour and wealth, with all his worth and pains! + It seems a fable from the land of spirits + When any man obtains that which he merits, + Or any merits that which he obtains. + For shame, my friend! renounce this idle strain: + What would'st thou have the good, great man obtain-- + Wealth? title? dignity? a golden chain? + Or heaps of corpses which his sword hath slain? + Goodness and greatness are not means, but ends. + Hath he not always treasures, always friends, + The good, great man? Three treasures-- + Love; and life; and calm thoughts, equable as infants' breath. + And three fast friends, more sure than day or night, + Himself; his Maker; and the angel, Death." + +Jane's reward was in progress: it had not fully come. At present it was +little more than that of an approving conscience for having fought her +way through difficulties in the patient continuance of well-doing, and +in the fulfilment, in a remarkable manner, of the subject she had had +most at heart--that of giving her sons an education that would fit them +to fulfil any part they might be called upon to play in the destinies of +life--in watching them grow up full of promise to make good and great +men. + +In circumstances, Jane was tolerably at ease now. Time had wrought its +changes. Mrs. Reece had gone--not into other lodgings, but to join Janey +Halliburton on the long journey. And Dobbs--Dobbs!--was servant to Mrs. +Halliburton! Dobbs had experienced misfortune. Dobbs had put by a good +round sum in a bank, for Dobbs had been provident all her life; and the +bank broke and swallowed up Dobbs's savings; and nearly all Dobbs's +surly independence went with it. Misfortunes do not come alone; and Mrs. +Reece died almost immediately after Dobbs's treacherous bank went. The +old lady's will had been good to leave Dobbs something, but she had not +the power to do so: the income she had enjoyed went at her death to her +late husband's relatives. She had made Dobbs handsome presents from time +to time, and these Dobbs had placed with the rest of her money. It had +all gone. + +Poor Dobbs, good for nothing in the first shock of the loss, paid Mrs. +Halliburton for a bedroom weekly, and sat down to fret. Next, she tried +to earn a living at making gloves--an employment Dobbs had followed in +her early days. But, what with not being so young as she was, neither +eyes nor fingers, Dobbs found she could make nothing of the work. She +went about the house doing odd tasks for Mrs. Halliburton, until that +lady ventured on a proposal (with as much deference as though she had +been making it to an Indian Begum), that Dobbs should remain with her as +her servant. An experienced, thoroughly good servant she required now; +and that she knew Dobbs to be. Dobbs acquiesced; and forthwith went +upstairs, moved her things into the dark closet, and obstinately adopted +it as her own bedroom. + +The death of Mrs. Reece had enabled Jane to put into practice a plan she +had long thought of--that of receiving boarders into her house, after +the manner of the dames at Eton. Some of the foundation boys in the +college school lived at a distance, and it was a great matter with the +parents to place them in families where they would find a good home. The +wife of the head master, Mrs. Keating, took in half-a-dozen; Jane +thought she might do the same. She had been asked to do so; but had not +room while Mrs. Reece was with her. She still held her class in the +evening. As one set of boys finished with her, others were only too glad +to take their places: there was no teaching like Mrs. Halliburton's. +Upon making it known that she could receive boarders, applications +poured in; and six, all she had accommodation for, came. They, of +course, attended the college school during the day. Thus she could +afford to relinquish working at the gloves; and did so, to Samuel Lynn's +chagrin: a steady, regular worker, as Jane had been, was valuable to the +manufactory. Altogether, what with her evening class, and the sum paid +by the boarders, her income was between two and three hundred a year, +not including what was earned by William. + +William had made progress at Mr. Ashley's, and now earned thirty +shillings a week. Frank and Gar had not left the college school. Frank's +time was out, and more than out: but when a scholar advanced in the +manner that Frank Halliburton had done, Mr. Keating was not in a hurry +to intimate to him that his time had expired. So Frank remained on, +studying hard, one of the most finished scholars Helstonleigh Collegiate +School had ever turned out. + +There sat one great desire in Frank's heart; it had almost grown into a +passion; it coloured his dreams by night and his thoughts by day--that +of matriculating at one of the two Universities. The random and somewhat +dim idea of Frank's early days--studying for the Bar--had become the +fixed purpose of his life. That he was especially gifted with the +tastes and qualifications necessary to make a good pleader, there could +be no doubt about; therefore, Frank had probably not mistaken his +vocation. Persevering in study, keen in perceptive intellect, equable in +temper, fluent and persuasive in speech, a true type was he of an embryo +barrister. He did not quite see his way yet to getting to college. +Neither did Gar; and Gar had set _his_ mind upon the Church. + +One cold January evening, bright, clear, and frosty, Samuel Lynn stopped +away from the manufactory. He had received a letter by the evening post +saying that a friend, on his way from Birmingham to Bristol, would halt +for a few hours at his house and go on by the Bristol mail, which passed +through the city at eleven o'clock. The friend arrived punctually, was +regaled with tea and other good things in the state parlour, and he and +Samuel Lynn settled themselves to enjoy a pleasant evening together, +Patience and Anna forming part of the company. Anna's luxuriant curls +and her wondrous beauty--for, in growing up, that beauty had not belied +the promise of her childhood--were shaded under the demure Quaker's cap. +Something else had not belied the promise of her childhood, and that was +her vanity. + +Apparently, she did not find the evening or the visitor to her taste. He +was old, as were her father and Patience: every one above thirty Anna +was apt to class as "old." She fidgeted, was restless, and, just as the +clock struck seven--as if the sound rendered any further inaction +unbearable--she rose and was quietly stealing from the room. + +"Where are thee going, Anna?" asked her father. + +Anna coloured, as if taken by surprise. "Friend Jane Halliburton +promised to lend me a book, father: I should like to fetch it." + +"Sit thee still, child; thee dost not want to read to-night when friend +Stanley is with us. Show him thy drawings. Meanwhile, I will get the +chessmen. Thee'd like a game?" turning to his visitor. + +"Ay, I should," was the ready answer. "Remember, friend Lynn, I beat +thee last time." + +"Maybe my skill will redeem itself to-night," nodded the Quaker, as he +rose for the chessboard. "It shall try its best." + +"Would thee like a candle?" asked Patience, who was busy sewing. + +"Not at all. My chamber is light as day, with the moon so near the +full." + +Mr. Lynn went up to his room. The chessboard and men were kept on a +table near the window. As he took them from it he glanced out at the +pleasant scene. His window, at the back, faced the charming landscape, +and the Malvern Hills in the horizon shone out almost as distinctly as +by day. Not, however, on the landscape were Samuel Lynn's eyes fixed; +they had caught something nearer, which drew his attention. + +Pacing the field-path which ran behind his low garden hedge was a male +figure in a cloak. To see a man, whether with a cloak or without it, +abroad on a moonlight night, would not have been extraordinary; but +Samuel Lynn's notice was drawn by this one's movements. Beyond the +immediate space occupied by the house, the field-path was hidden: on one +side, by the high hedge intervening between his garden and Mrs. +Halliburton's; on the other, by a wall. The figure--whoever it might +be--would come to one of these corners, stealthily peep at Samuel Lynn's +house and windows, and then continue his way past it, until he reached +the other corner, where he would halt and peep again, partially hiding +himself behind the hedge. That he was waiting for something or some one +was apparent, for he stamped his feet occasionally in an impatient +manner. + +"What can it be that he does there?" cried the Quaker, half aloud: "this +is the second time I have seen him. He cannot be taking a sketch of my +house by moonlight! Were it any other than thee, William Halliburton, I +should say it wore a clandestine look." + +He returned to the parlour, and took his revenge on his friend by +checkmating him three times in succession. At nine o'clock supper came +in, and at ten Mr. Stanley, accompanied by Samuel Lynn, left, to walk +leisurely into Helstonleigh and await the Bristol mail. As they turned +out of the house they saw William Halliburton going in at his own door. + +"It is a cold night," William remarked to Mr. Lynn. + +"Very. Good night to thee." + +You cannot see what he is like by this light, especially in that +disguising cloak, and the cap with its protecting ears. But you can see +him the following morning, as he stands in Mr. Ashley's counting-house. + +A well-grown, upright, noble form, a head taller than Samuel Lynn, by +whose side he is standing, with a peculiarly attractive face. Not for +its beauty--the face cannot boast of very much--but for its broad brow +of intellect, its firm, sweet mouth, and its truthful dark-grey eyes. +None could mistake William Halliburton for anything but a gentleman, +although they had seen him, as now, with a white apron tied round his +waist. William was making up gloves: a term, as you may remember, which +means sorting them according to their qualities--work that was sometimes +done in Mr. Ashley's room, on account of its steady light, for it bore a +north aspect. A table, or counter, was fixed down one side, under its +windows. Mr. Lynn stood by his side, looking on. + +"Thee can do it tolerably well, William," he observed, after some +minutes' close inspection. + +William smiled. The Quaker never bestowed decided praise, and never +thought any one could be trusted in the making-up department, himself +and James Meeking excepted. William had been exercised in the making-up +for the past eighteen months, and he thought he ought to do it pretty +well by this time. Mr. Lynn was turning away, when his keen sight fell +on several dozens at a little distance. He took up one of the top pairs +with a hasty movement, knitted his brow, and then took up others. + +"Thee has not exercised thy judgment or thy caution here, friend +William." + +"I did not make up those," replied William. + +"Who did, then?" + +"Cyril Dare." + +"I have told Cyril Dare he is not to attempt the making-up," returned + +Samuel Lynn, in severe tones. "When did he do these?" + +"Yesterday afternoon." + +"There, again! He knows the gloves are not made up in a winter's +afternoon. I myself would not do it by so obscure a light. Thee go over +these thyself when thee has finished the stack before thee." + +Samuel Lynn was not one who spared work. He mixed the offending dozens +together indiscriminately, and pushed them towards William. Then he +turned to his own place, and went on with his work: he was also making +up. Presently he spoke again. + +"What does thee do at the back of my house of a night? Thee must find +the walk cold." + +William turned his head with a movement of surprise. "I don't do +anything at the back of your house. What do you mean?" + +"Not walk about there, watching it, as thee did last night?" + +"Certainly not! I do not understand you." + +Samuel Lynn's brows knit heavily. "William, I deemed thee truthful. Why +deny what is a palpable fact?" + +William Halliburton put down the pair of gloves he had in his hand, and +turned to the Quaker. "In saying that I do not walk at the back of your +house at night, or at the back of any house, I state the truth." + +"Last night at seven o'clock, I _saw_ thee parading there in thy cloak. +I saw thee, I say, William. The night was unusually light." + +"Last night, from tea-time until half-past nine, I never stirred out of +my mother's parlour," rejoined William. "I was at my books as usual. At +half-past nine I ran up to say a word to Henry Ashley. You saw me +returning." + +"But I saw thee at the back with my own eyes," persisted the Quaker. "I +saw thy cloak. Thee had on that blue cap of thine: it was tied down over +thy ears; and the collar of the cloak was turned up, to protect thee, as +I surmised, from the cold." + + +"It must have been my ghost," responded William. "_Should_ I be likely +to pace up and down a cold field, for pastime, on a January night?" + +"Will thee oblige me by putting on thy cloak?" was all the answer +returned by Samuel Lynn. + +"What--now?" + +"Please." + +William, laughing, went out of the room, and came back in his cloak. It +was an old-fashioned cloak--a remarkable cloak--a dark plaid, its collar +lined with red. Formerly worn by gentlemen, they had now become nearly +obsolete; but William had picked this up for much less than half its +value. He did not care much for fashion, and it was warm and comfortable +in winter weather. + +"Perhaps you wish me to put on my cap?" said William, in a serio-comic +tone. + +"Yes; and turn down the ears." + +He obeyed, very much amused. "Anything more?" asked he. + +"Walk thyself about an instant." + +His lips smiling, his eyes dancing, William marched from one side of the +room to the other. While this was in process Cyril Dare bustled in, and +stood in amazement, staring at William. The Quaker paid no attention to +his arrival, except that he took out his watch and glanced at it. He +continued to address William. + +"And thee can assure me to my face, that thee was not pacing the field +last night in the moonlight, dressed as now?" + +"I can, and do," replied William. + +"Then, William, it is one of two things. My eyes or thy word must be +false." + +"Did you see my face?" asked William. + +"Not much of that. With the ears down and the collar up, thy face was +pretty effectually concealed. There's not another cloak like thine in +all Helstonleigh." + +"You are right there," laughed William; "there's not one half so +handsome. Admire the contrast of the purple and green plaid and the +scarlet collar." + +"No, not another like it," emphatically repeated the Quaker. "I tell +thee, William Halliburton, in the teeth of thy denial, that I saw thee, +or a figure precisely similar to thee, parading the field-path last +night, and stealthily watching my windows." + +"It's a clear case of ghost," returned William, with an amused look at +Cyril Dare. "How much longer am I to make a walking Guy of myself, for +your pleasure and Cyril's astonishment?" + +"Thee can take it off," replied the Quaker, his curt tone betraying +dissatisfaction. Until that moment he had believed William Halliburton +to be the very quintessence of truth. His belief was now shaken. + +In the small passage between Mr. Ashley's room and Samuel Lynn's, +William hung up the cloak and cap. The Quaker turned to Cyril Dare, who +was taking off his great-coat, stern displeasure in his tone. + +"Dost thee know the time?" + +"Just gone half-past nine," replied Cyril. + +Mr. Lynn held out his watch to Cyril. It wanted seventeen minutes to +ten. "Nine o'clock is thy hour. I am tired of telling thee to be more +punctual. And thee did not come before breakfast." + +"I overslept myself," said Cyril. + +"As thee dost pretty often, it seems. If thee can do no better than thee +did yesterday, as well oversleep thyself for good. Look at these +gloves." + +"Well!" cried Cyril, who was a good-looking young man, in stature not +far short of William. At least he would have been good-looking, but for +his eyes; there was a look in them, almost amounting to a squint; and +they did not gaze openly and honestly into another's eyes. His face was +thin, and his features were well-formed. "Well!" cried he. + +"It is well," repeated the Quaker; "well that I looked at them, for they +must be done again. Firsts are mixed with seconds, thirds with firsts; I +do not know that I ever saw gloves so ill made up. What have I told +thee?" + +"Lots of things," responded Cyril, who liked to set the manager at +defiance, as far as he dared. + +"I have desired thee never to attempt to make up the gloves. I now +forbid thee again; and thee will do well not to forget it. Begin and +band these gloves that William Halliburton is making ready." + +Cyril jerked open the drawer where the paper bands were kept, took some +out of it, and carried them to the counter, where William stood. Mr. +Lynn interposed with another order. + +"Thee will please put thy apron on." + +Now, having to wear this apron was the very bugbear of Cyril Dare's +life. "There's no need of an apron to paper gloves," he responded. + +"Thee will put on thy apron, friend," calmly repeated Samuel Lynn. + +"I hate the apron," fumed Cyril, jerking open another drawer, and +jerking out his apron; for he might not openly disobey the authority of +Samuel Lynn. "I should think I am the first gentleman that ever was made +to wear one." + +"If thee are practically engaged in a glove manufactory, thee must wear +an apron, gentleman or no gentleman," equably returned the Quaker. "As +we all do." + +"All don't!" retorted Cyril. "The master does not." + +"Thee are not in the master's position yet, Cyril Dare. And I would +advise thee to exercise thy discretion more and thy tongue less." + +The discussion was interrupted by the entrance of Mr. Ashley, and the +room dropped into silence. There might be no presuming in the presence +of the master. He sat down to his desk, and opened his morning letters. +Presently a young man put his head in and addressed Samuel Lynn. + +"Noaks, the stainer, has come in, sir. He says the skins given out to +him yesterday would be better for coloured than blacks." + +"Desire James Meeking to attend to him," said Mr. Lynn. + +"James Meeking isn't here, sir. He's up in the cutters' room, or +somewhere." + +Samuel Lynn, upon this, went out himself. Cyril Dare followed him. Cyril +was rather fond of taking short trips about the manufactory, as +interludes to his work. Soon after, the master lifted his head. + +"Step here, William." + +William put down the gloves he was examining and approached the desk. +"What sort of a French scholar are you?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"A very good one, sir," he replied, after a pause given to surprise. "I +know it thoroughly. I can read and write it as readily as I can +English." + +"But I mean as to speaking. Could you make yourself understood, for +instance, if you were suddenly dropped down into a French town, where +the natives spoke nothing but their own language?" + +William smiled. "I don't think I should have much difficulty over it. I +have been so much with Monsieur Colin that I talk as fast as he does. He +stops me occasionally to grumble at what he calls _l'accent anglais_." + +"I am not sure that I shall not send you on a mission to France," +resumed Mr. Ashley. "You can be better spared than Samuel Lynn; and it +must be one of you. Will you undertake it?" + +"I will undertake anything that you wish me to do, sir, that I could +accomplish," replied William, lifting his clear earnest eyes to those of +his master. + +"You are an exceedingly good judge of skins: even Samuel Lynn admits +that. I want some intelligent, trustworthy person to go over to France, +look about the markets there, and pick up what will suit us. The demand +for skins is great at the present time, and the markets must be watched +to select suitable bales before other bidders step in and pounce upon +them. By these means we may secure some good bargains and good skins: we +have succeeded lately in doing neither." + +"At Annonay, I presume you mean, sir." + +"Annonay and its neighbourhood; that's the chief market for dressed +skins. The undressed pelts are to be met with best, as you are aware, in +the neighbourhood of Lyons. You would have to look after both. I have +talked the matter over with Mr. Lynn, and he thinks you may be trusted +both as to ability and conduct." + +"I will do my best if I am sent," replied William. + +"Your stay might extend over two or three months. We can do with a great +deal; both of pelts and dressed skins. The dressers at Annonay----Cyril, +what are you doing there?" + +Cyril could scarcely have told. He had come into the counting-house +unnoticed, and his ears had picked up somewhat of the conversation. In +his anger and annoyance, Cyril had remained, his face turned towards the +speakers, listening for more. + +For it had oozed out at Pomeranian Knoll, through a word dropped by +Henry Ashley, that Mr. Ashley had it in contemplation to despatch some +one from the manufactory on this mission to France, and that the some +one would not be Samuel Lynn. Cyril received the information with +avidity, never doubting that _he_ would be the one fixed upon. To give +him his due, he was really a good judge of skins--not better than +William; but somehow Cyril had never given a thought to William in the +matter. Greatly had he anticipated the journey to the land of pleasure, +where he would be under no one's control but his own. In that moment, +when he heard Mr. Ashley speaking to William upon the subject, not to +him, Cyril felt at war with every one and everything; with the master, +with William, and especially with the business, which he hated as much +as he had ever done. + +But Mr. Ashley was not one to do things in a hurry, and he had only +broached the subject. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +"NOTHING RISK, NOTHING WIN." + + +It was Saturday night, the Saturday after the above conversation, and +Mr. Lynn was making ready to pay the men. James Meeking was payer in a +general way; but James Meeking was also packer; that is, he packed, with +assistance, the goods destined for London. A parcel was being sent off +this evening, so that it fell to Mr. Lynn's lot to pay the workmen. He +stood before the desk in the serving-room, counting out the money in +readiness. There was a quantity of silver in a bag, and a great many +brown paper packets of halfpence; each packet containing five +shillings. But they all had to be counted, for sometimes a packet would +run a penny or twopence short. + +The door at the foot of the stairs was heard to open, and a man's step +came up. It proved to be a workman from a neighbouring manufactory. + +"If you please, Mr. Lynn, could you oblige our people with twelve or +fourteen pounds' worth of change?" he asked. "We couldn't get in enough +to-day, try as we would. The halfpence seem as scarce as the silver." + +Now it happened that the Ashley manufactory was that evening abundantly +supplied. Samuel Lynn went into the counting-house to the master, who +was seated at the desk. "The Dunns have sent in to know if we can oblige +them with twelve or fourteen pounds' worth of change," said he. "We have +plenty to-night; but to send away so much may run us very short. Dost +thee happen to have any gold that thee can spare?" + +Mr. Ashley looked at his own cash drawer. "Here are six, seven +sovereigns." + +"That will be sufficient," replied Samuel Lynn, taking them from his +hand, and going back to the applicant in the serving-room. "How much has +thee need of?" asked he. + +"Fourteen pounds, please, sir. I have the cheque here, made out for it. +Silver or copper, it doesn't matter which; or a little gold. I have +brought a basket along with me." + +Mr. Lynn gave the money, and took the cheque. The man departed, and the +Quaker carried the cheque to Mr. Ashley. + +Mr. Ashley put the cheque into one of the pigeon-holes of his desk. He +had the account in duplicate before him, of the goods going off, and was +casting it up. William and Cyril were both in the counting-house, but +not engaged with Mr. Ashley. William was marking small figures on +certain banded gloves; Cyril was looking on, an employment that suited +Cyril amazingly. His want of occupation caught the Quaker's eye. + +"If thee has nothing to do, thee can come and help me count the papers +of coppers." + +Cyril dared not say "No," before Mr. Ashley. He might have hesitated to +say it to Samuel Lynn; nevertheless, it was a work he especially +disliked. It is _not_ pleasant to soil the fingers counting innumerable +five-shilling brown-paper packets of copper money; to part them into +stacks of twelve pence, or twenty-four halfpence. In point of fact, it +was James Meeking's work; but there were times when Samuel Lynn, +William, and Cyril had each to take his turn at it. Perhaps the two +former liked it no better than did Cyril Dare. + +Cyril ungraciously followed to the serving-room. In a few minutes James +Meeking looked in at the counting-house. "Is the master ready?" + +Mr. Ashley rose and went into the next room, carrying one of the +duplicate lists. The men were waiting to pack--James Meeking and the +other packer, a young man named Dance. The several papers of boxes were +ready on a side counter; and Mr. Ashley stood with the list in his hand, +ready to verify them. Had Samuel Lynn not been occupied with serving, he +would have done this. + +"Three dozen best men's outsizes, coloured," called out James Meeking, +reading the marks on the first parcel he took up. + +"Right," responded Mr. Ashley. + +James Meeking laid it upon the packing-table--clear, except for an +enormous sheet of brown paper as thick as card-board--turned to the side +counter and took up another of the parcels. + +"Three dozen best men's outsizes, coloured," repeated he. + +"Right," replied Mr. Ashley. + +And so on, till all the parcels were told through and were found to +tally with the invoice. Then began the packing. It made a large parcel, +about four feet square. Mr. Ashley remained, looking on. + +"You will not have enough string there," he observed, as the men were +placing the string round it in squares. + +"I told you we shouldn't, Meeking," said George Dance. + +"There's no more downstairs," was Meeking's answer, "I thought it might +be enough." + +Neither of the men could leave the parcel. They were mounted on steps on +either side of it. Mr. Ashley called to William. "Light the lantern, and +go upstairs to the string-closet. Bring down a ball." + +Candles were not allowed to be carried about the premises. William came +forth, lighted the lantern, and went upstairs. At the same moment, Cyril +Dare, who had finished his disagreeable copper counting, strolled into +the counting-house. Finding it empty, he thought he could not do better +than take a survey of Mr. Ashley's desk, the lid of which was propped +open. He had no particular motive in doing this, except that that +receptacle might present some food or other to gratify his curiosity, +which the glove-laden counters could not be supposed to do. Amidst other +things his eyes fell on the Messrs. Dunns' cheque, which lay in one of +the pigeon-holes. + +"It would set me up for a fortnight, that fourteen pounds!" ejaculated +he. "No one would find it out, either. Ashley would suspect any one in +the manufactory before he'd suspect _me_!" + +He stood for a moment in indecision, his hand stretched out. Should it +be drawn back, and the temptation resisted; or, should he yield to it? +"Here goes!" cried Cyril. "Nothing risk, nothing win!" + +He transferred the cheque to his own pocket, and stole out of the +counting-house into the small narrow passage which intervened between it +and Mr. Lynn's room, where the parcel was being made up. Passing +stealthily through the room, at the back of the huge parcel, which hid +him from the eyes of the men and of Mr. Ashley, he emerged in safety +into the serving-room, took up his position close to Samuel Lynn, and +began assiduously to count over some shilling stacks which he had +already verified. Samuel Lynn, his face turned to the crowd of men who +were on the other side the counter receiving their wages, had not +noticed the absence of Cyril Dare. Upon this probable fact Cyril had +reckoned. + +"Any more to count?" asked Cyril. + +Samuel Lynn turned his head round. "Not if thee has finished all the +packets." Had he seen what had just taken place, he might have entrusted +packets of coppers to Mr. Cyril less confidently. + +Cyril jumped upon the edge of the desk, and remained perched there. +William Halliburton came back with the twine, which he handed to George +Dance. Blowing out the lantern, he returned to the counting-house. + +The parcel was completed, and James Meeking directed it in his plain, +clerk-like hand--"Messrs. James Morrison, Dillon, and Co., Fore Street, +London." It was then conveyed to a truck in waiting, to be wheeled to +the parcels office. Mr. Ashley returned to his desk and sat down. +Presently Cyril Dare came in. + +"Halliburton, don't you want to be paid to-night? Every one's paid but +you. Mr. Lynn's waiting to close the desk." + +"Here is a letter for the post, William," called out Mr. Ashley. + +"I am coming back, sir. I have not set the counter straight yet." + +He received his money--thirty shillings a week now. He then put things +straight in the counting-house, to do which was as much Cyril's work as +his, and took a letter from the hands of Mr. Ashley. It contained one of +the duplicate lists, and was addressed as the parcel had been. William +generally had charge of the outward-bound letters now; he did not forget +them as he had done in his first unlucky essay. He threw on the elegant +cloak of which you have heard, took his hat, and went through the town, +as far as the post-office, Cyril Dare walking with him. There they +parted; Cyril continuing his way homewards, William retracing his steps. + +All had left the manufactory except Mr. Ashley and Samuel Lynn. James +Meeking had gone down. On a late night, as the present, when all had +done except the master and Samuel Lynn, the latter would sometimes say +to the foreman, "Thee can go on to thy supper; I will lock up, and bring +thee the keys." Mr. Ashley was setting his desk straight--putting sundry +papers in their places; tearing up others. He unlocked his cash drawer, +and put his hand into the pigeon-hole for the cheque. It was not there. +Neither there nor anywhere, that he could see. + +"Why, where's that cheque?" he exclaimed. + +It caused Samuel Lynn to turn. "Cheque?" he repeated. + +"Dunns' cheque, that you brought me an hour ago." + +"I saw thee put it in the second pigeon-hole," said the Quaker, +advancing to the desk, and standing by Mr. Ashley. + +"I know I did. But it is gone." + +"Thee must have moved it. Perhaps it is in thy private drawer?" + +Mr. Ashley shook his head: he was deep in consideration. "I have not +touched it since I placed it there," he presently said. "Unless--surely +I cannot have torn it up by mistake?" + +He and Samuel Lynn both stooped over the waste-paper basket. They could +detect nothing of the sort amidst its contents. Mr. Ashley was +nonplussed. "This is a curious thing, Samuel," said he. "No one was in +the room during my absence except William Halliburton." + +"He would not meddle with thy desk," observed the Quaker. + +"No: nor suffer any one else to meddle with it. I should like to see +William. He may possibly throw some light upon the subject. The cheque +could not vanish into thin air." + +Samuel Lynn went down to James Meeking's, whom he disturbed at supper. +He bade him watch at the entrance-gate for the return of William from +the post-office, and request him to walk into the manufactory. William +was not very long in making his appearance. He received the +message--that the master and Mr. Lynn wanted him--and in he went with +alacrity, having jumped to the conclusion that some conference was about +to be held touching the French journey. + +Considerably surprised was he to learn what the matter really was. He +quite laughed at the idea of the cheque's being gone, and believed that +Mr. Ashley must have torn it up. Very minutely went he over the contents +of the paper-basket. Its relics were not there. + +"It's like magic!" exclaimed William. "No one entered the +counting-house; not even Mr. Lynn or Cyril Dare." + +"Cyril Dare was with me," said the Quaker. "Verily it seems to savour of +the marvellous." + +It certainly did; and no conclusion could be come to. Neither could +anything be done that night. + +It was late when William reached home--a quarter past ten. Frank was +sitting over the fire, waiting for him. Gar had gone to bed tired; Mrs. +Halliburton with headache; Dobbs, because there was nothing more to do. + +"How late you are!" was Frank's salutation; "just because I want to have +a talk with you." + +"Upon the old theme," said William, with a smile. "Oxford or Cambridge?" + +"I say, William, if you are going to throw cold water upon it----But it +won't put a damper upon me," broke off Frank, gaily. + +"I would rather throw hot water on it than cold, Frank." + +"Look here, William. I am growing up to be a man, and I can't bear the +idea of living longer upon my mother. At my age I ought to be helping +her. I am no nearer the University than I was years ago; and if I cannot +get there, all my labour and my learning will be thrown away." + +"Not thrown away," said William. + +"Thrown away as far as my views are concerned. I must go to the Bar, or +go to nothing--_aut Caesar, aut nullus_. To the University I _will_ go; +and I see nothing for it but to do so as a servitor. I shan't care a fig +for the ridicule of those who get there by a golden road. There's Lacon +going to Christchurch at Easter, a gentleman commoner; Parr goes to +Cambridge, to old Trinity." + +"They are the sons of rich men." + +"I am not envying them. We have not faced the difficulties of our +position so long, and made the best of them, for me to begin envying +others now. Wall's nephew goes up at Easter----" + +"Oh, does he?" interrupted William. "I thought he could not manage it." + +"Nor can he manage it in that sense. His father has too large a family +to help him, and there's no chance of the exhibition. It is promised, +Keating has announced. The exhibitions in Helstonleigh College don't go +by right." + +"Right or merit, do you mean, Frank?" + +"I suppose I mean merit; but the one implies the other. They go by +neither." + +"Or you think that Frank Halliburton would have had it?" + +"At any rate, he has not got it. Neither has Wall. Therefore, we have +made up our minds, he and I, to go to Oxford as servitors." + +"All right! Success to you both!" + +Frank fell into a reverie. The friend of whom he spoke, Wall, was nephew +of the under-master of the college school. "Of course I never expected +to get to college in any other way," continued Frank, taking up the +tongs and balancing them on his fingers. "If an exhibition did at odd +moments cross my hopes, I would not dwell upon it. There are fellows in +the school richer and greater than I. However, the exhibition is _gone_, +and there's an end of it. The question now is--if I do go as a servitor, +can my mother find the little additional expense necessary to keep me +there?" + +"Yes, I am sure she can: and will," replied William. + +"There'll be the expenses of travelling, and sundry other little +things," went on Frank. "Wall says it will cost each of us about fifteen +pounds a year. We have dinner and supper free. Of course, I should +never think of tea, and for breakfast I would take milk and plain bread. +There'd be living at home between terms--unless I found something to +do--and my clothes." + +"It can be managed. Frank, you'll drop those tongs." + +"What we shall have to do as servitors neither I nor Wall can precisely +tell," continued Frank, paying no attention to the warning. "Wall says, +brushing clothes, and setting tables for meals, and waiting on the other +students at dinner, will be amongst the refreshing exercises. However it +may be, my mind is made up _to do_. If they put me to black shoes, I +shall only sing over it, and sit down to my studies with a better will +when the shoes have come to an end." + +William smiled. "Blacking shoes will be no new employment to you, +Frank." + +"No. And if ever I catch myself coveting the ease and dignity of the +lordly hats, I shall just cast my thoughts back again to our early +privations; to what my mother struggled through for us; and that will +bring me down again. We owe all to her; and I hope she will owe +something to us in the shape of comforts before she dies," warmly added +Frank, the tears rising to his eyes. + +"It is what I have hoped for years," replied William, in a low tone. "It +is coming, Frank." + +"Well, I think I do now see one step before me. You remember papa's +dream, William?" + +William simply bowed his head. + +"Lately I have not even seen that step. Between ourselves, I was losing +some of my hopefulness; and you know that is what I never lost, whatever +the rest of you may have done." + +"We none of us lost hope, Frank. It was hope that enabled us to bear on. +You were over-sanguine." + +"It comes to the same thing. The step I see before me now is to go to +Oxford as a servitor. To St. John's if I can, for I should like to be +with Wall. He is a good, plodding fellow, though I don't know that he is +over-burthened with brains." + +"Not with the quick brains of Frank Halliburton." + +Frank laughed. "You know Perry, the minor canon? He also went to St. +John's as a servitor. I shall get him to tell me----" + +Frank stopped. The tongs had gone down with a clatter. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +MRS. DARE'S GOVERNESS. + + +"There's such a row at our place!" suddenly announced Cyril Dare, at the +Pomeranian Knoll dinner-table, one Monday evening. + +"What about?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"Some money's missing. At least, a cheque; which amounts to the same +thing." + +"Not quite the same," dissented Mr. Dare. "Unless it has been cashed." + +"I mean the same as regards noise," continued Cyril. "There's as much +fuss being made over it as if it had been fourteen pounds' weight of +solid gold. It was a cheque of Dunns'; and the master put it into his +desk, or says he did so. When he came to look for it, it was gone." + +"Who took it?" inquired Mr. Dare. + +"Who's to know? That's what we want to find out." + +"What was the amount?" + +"Fourteen pounds, I say. A paltry sum. Ashley makes a boast, and says +it's not the amount that bothers him, but the feeling that we must have +some one false near us." + +"Don't speak so slightingly of money," rebuked Mr. Dare. "Fourteen +pounds are not so easily picked up that it should be pleasant to lose +them." + +"I'm sure I don't want to speak slightingly of money," returned Cyril, +rebelliously. "You keep me too short, sir, for me not to know the full +value of it. But fourteen pounds cannot be much of a loss to Mr. +Ashley." + +"If I keep you short, you have forced me to it by your +extravagances--you and the rest of you," responded Mr. Dare, in short, +emphatic tones. + +An unpleasant pause ensued. When the father of a family intimates that +his income is diminishing, it is not a welcome announcement. The young +Dares had been obliged to hear it often lately. Adelaide broke the +silence. + +"How was the cheque taken?" + +"It was a cheque brought by Dunns' people on Saturday night, in exchange +for money, and the master placed it in his open desk in the +counting-house," explained Cyril. "He went into Lynn's room to watch the +packing, and was away an hour. When he returned, the cheque was gone." + +"Who was in the counting-house?" + +"Not a soul except Halliburton. He was there all the time." + +"And no one else went in?" cried Mr. Dare. + +"No one," replied Cyril, sending up his plate for more meat. + +"Why, then, it would look as if Halliburton took it?" exclaimed Mr. +Dare. + +Cyril raised his eyebrows. "No one would venture to suggest as much in +the hearing of the manufactory. It appears to be impressed with the +opinion that Halliburton, like kings, can do no wrong." + +"Mr. Ashley is so?" + +"Mr. Ashley, and downwards." + +"But, Cyril, if the facts are as you state, Halliburton must have been +the one to take it," objected Mr. Dare. "Possibly the cheque may have +been only mislaid?" + +"The counting-house underwent a thorough search this morning, and every +corner of the master's desk was turned out, but nothing came of it. +Halliburton appears to be in a world of surprise as to where it can have +gone; but he does not seem to glance at the fact that suspicion may +attach to him." + +"Of course Mr. Ashley intends to investigate it officially?" said Mr. +Dare. + +"He does not say," replied Cyril. "He had the two packers before him +this morning separately, inquiring if they saw any one pass through the +room to the counting-house on Saturday night. He also questioned me. We +had none of us seen anything of the sort." + +"Where were you at the time, Cyril?" eagerly questioned Mr. Dare. + +Knowing what we know, it may seem a pointed question. It was not, +however, so spoken. Mr. Dare would probably have suspected the whole +manufactory before casting suspicion upon his son. The thought that +really crossed his mind was, that if his son _had_ happened to be in the +way and had seen the thief, whoever he might be, steal into the +counting-house, so that through him he might be discovered, it would +have been a feather in Cyril's cap in the sight of Mr. Ashley. And to +find favour with Mr. Ashley Mr. Dare considered ought to be the ruling +aim of Cyril's life. + +"I was away from it all, as it happened," said Cyril, in reply to the +question. "Old Lynn nailed me on Saturday to help to pay the men. While +the cheque was disappearing, I was at the delightful employment of +counting coppers." + +"Did one of the packers get in?" + +"Impossible. They were under Mr. Ashley's eye the whole time." + +"Look here, Cyril," interrupted Mrs. Dare, the first word she had +spoken: "is it sure that that yea-and-nay Simon of a Quaker has not +helped himself to it?" + +Cyril burst into a laugh. "He is not a Simon in the manufactory, I can +tell you, ma'am. He is too much of a martinet." + +"Will Mr. Ashley be at the manufactory this evening, Cyril?" questioned +Mr. Dare. + +"You may as well ask me whether the moon will shine," was the response +of Cyril. "Mr. Ashley comes sometimes in an evening; but we never know +whether he will or not, beforehand." + +"Because he may be glad of legal assistance," remarked Mr. Dare, who +rarely failed to turn an eye to business. + +You may remember the party that formerly sat round Mr. Dare's +dinner-table on that day, some years ago, when Herbert was pleased to +fancy that he fared badly, not appreciating the excellences of lamb. Two +of that party were now absent from it--Julia Dare and Miss Benyon. Julia +had married, and had left England with her husband; and Miss Benyon had +been discarded for a more fashionable governess. + +This fashionable governess now sat at the table. She was called +Mademoiselle Varsini. You must not mistake her for a French woman; she +was an Italian. She had been a great deal in France, and spoke the +language as a native--indeed, it was more easy to her now than her +childhood's tongue; and French was the language she was required to +converse in with her pupils, Rosa and Minny Dare. English also she spoke +fluently, but with a foreign accent. + +She was peculiar looking. Her complexion was of pale olive, and her eyes +were light blue. It is not often that light blue eyes are seen in +conjunction with so dark a skin. Strange eyes they were--eyes that +glistened as if they were made of glass; they had at times a hard, +glazed appearance. Her black hair was drawn from her face and twisted +into innumerable rolls at the back of her head. It was smooth and +beautiful, as if a silken rope had been coiled there. Her lips were thin +and compressed in a remarkable degree, which may have been supposed to +indicate firmness of character. Tall, and full across the bust for her +years, her figure would have been called a fine one. She wore a +closely-fitting dress of some soft, dark material, with small +embroidered cuffs and collar. + +What were her years? She said twenty-five: but she might be taken for +either older or younger. It is difficult to guess with certainty the age +of an Italian woman. As a rule they look much older than English women; +and, when they do begin to show age, they show it rapidly. Mr. Dare had +never approved of the engagement of this foreign governess. Mrs. Dare +had picked her up from an advertisement, and had persisted in engaging +her, in spite of the written references being in French and that she +could only read one word in ten of them. Mr. Dare's scruples were solely +pecuniary. The salary was to be fifty pounds a year; exactly double the +amount paid to Miss Benyon; and he had great expenses on him now. "What +did the girls want with a fashionable foreign governess?" he asked. But +he made no impression upon Mrs. Dare. The lady was engaged, and arrived +in Helstonleigh: and Mr. Dare had declared, from that hour to this, that +he could not make her out. He professed to be a great reader of the +human face, and of human character. + +"Has there been any attempt made to cash the cheque?" resumed Mr. Dare +to Cyril. + +"Ashley said nothing about that," replied Cyril. "It was lost after +banking hours on Saturday night; therefore he would be sure to stop it +at the bank before Monday morning. It is Ashley's loss; Dunns, of +course, have nothing to do with it." + +"It would be no difficult matter to change it in the town," remarked +Anthony Dare. "Anyone would cash a cheque of Dunns': it is as good as a +banknote." + +Cyril lifted his shoulders. "The fellow had better not be caught at it, +though." + +"What would be the punishment in Angleterre for such a crime?" spoke up +the governess. + +"Transportation for a longer or a shorter period," replied Mr. Dare. + +"What you would phrase _aux galeres_ mademoiselle," struck in Herbert. + +"Ah, ca!" responded mademoiselle. + +As they called her "mademoiselle" we must do the same. There had been a +discussion as to what she was to be called when she first came. _Miss_ +Varsini was not grand enough. Signora Varsini was not deemed familiar +enough for daily use. Therefore "mademoiselle" was decided upon. It +appeared to be all one to mademoiselle herself. She had been accustomed, +she said, to be called mademoiselle in France. + +Mr. Dare hurried over his dinner and his wine, and rose. He was going to +find out Mr. Ashley. He was in hopes some professional business might +arise to him in the investigation of the loss spoken of by Cyril. He was +not a particularly covetous man, and had never been considered grasping, +especially in business; but circumstances were rendering him so now. His +general expenses were enormous--his sons contrived that their own +expenses should be enormous; and Mr. Dare sometimes did not know which +way to turn to meet them. Anthony drained him--it was Mr. Dare's own +expression; Herbert drained him; Cyril wanted to drain him; George was +working on for it. Small odds and ends arising in a lawyer's practice, +that years ago Mr. Dare would scarcely have cared to trouble himself to +undertake, were eagerly sought for by him now. He must work to live. It +was not that his practice was a bad one; it was an excellent practice; +but, do as Mr. Dare would, his expenses outran it. + +He bent his steps to the manufactory. Had Mr. Ashley not been there, Mr. +Dare would have gone on to his house. But Mr. Ashley was there. They +were shut into the private room, and Mr. Ashley gave the particulars of +the loss, more in detail than Cyril had given them. + +"There is only one opinion to be formed," observed Mr. Dare. "Young +Halliburton was the thief. The cheque could not go of itself; and no one +else appears to have been near it." + +In urging the case against William, Mr. Dare was influenced by no covert +motive. He drew his inferences from the circumstances related to him, +and spoke in accordance with them. The resentment he had once felt +against the Halliburtons for coming to Helstonleigh (though the +resentment was on Mrs. Dare's part rather than on his) had long since +died away. They did not cross his path or he theirs; they did not +presume upon the relationship; had not, so far as Mr. Dare knew, made it +known abroad; therefore they were quite welcome to be in Helstonleigh +for Mr. Dare. To do Mr. Dare justice, he was rather kindly disposed +towards his fellow-creatures, unless self-interest carried him the other +way. Cyril often amused himself at home by abusing William Halliburton: +they were tolerable friends and companions when together, but Cyril +could not overcome his feeling of dislike; a feeling to which jealousy +was now added, for William found more favour with Mr. Ashley than he +did. Cyril gave vent to his anger in explosions at home, and William was +not spared in them: but Mr. Dare had learnt what his son's prejudices +were worth. + +"It must have been Halliburton," repeated Mr. Dare. + +"No," replied Mr. Ashley. "There are four persons, of all those who were +in my manufactory on Saturday night, for whom I will answer as +confidently as I would for myself. James Meeking and George Dance are +two. I believe them both to be honest as the day; and if additional +confirmation that it was not they were necessary, neither of them +stirred from beneath my own eye during the possible time of the loss. +The other two are Samuel Lynn and William Halliburton. Samuel Lynn is +above suspicion; and I have watched William grow up from boyhood--always +upright, truthful and honourable; but more truthful, more honourable, +year by year, as the years have passed." + +"I dare say he is," acquiesced Mr. Dare. "Indeed, I like his look +myself. There's something unusually frank about it. Of course you will +have it officially investigated? I came down to offer you my services in +the matter." + +"You are very good," was the reply of Mr. Ashley. "Before entering +farther into the affair, I must be fully convinced that the cheque's +disappearance was not caused by myself. I----" + +"By yourself?" interrupted Mr. Dare, in surprise. + +"I do not _think_ it was, mind; but there is a chance of it. I remember +tearing up a paper or two after I received the cheque, and putting the +pieces, as I believe, into the waste-paper basket. But I won't answer +for it that I did not put them into the fire instead, as I passed it on +my way to Mr. Lynn's room to call over the parcels bill." + +"But you would not tear up the cheque?" cried Mr. Dare. + +"Certainly not, intentionally. If I did it through carelessness, all I +can say is, I have been _very_ careless. No; I shall not stir in this +matter for a day or two." + +"But why wait?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"If the cheque was stolen, it was probably changed somewhere in the town +that same night; and this will soon be known. I shall wait." + + +Mr. Dare could not bring Mr. Ashley to a more business-like frame of +mind. He left the manufactory, and went straight to the police-station, +there to hold an interview with Mr. Sergeant Delves, a popular officer, +with whom Mr. Dare had had dealings before. He stated the case to him, +and desired Mr. Delves to ferret out what he could. + +"Privately, you know, Delves," said he, winking at the sergeant, whom he +held by the shoulder. "There's no doubt, in my opinion, that the cheque +was changed that same night--probably at a public-house. Go to work _sub +rosa_--you understand; and any information you may obtain bring quietly +to me. Don't take it to Mr. Ashley." + +"I understand," replied Sergeant Delves, a portly man with a padded +breast and a red face, who, in his official costume, always looked as if +he were choking. "I'll see to it." + +And he did so; and very effectively. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +TAKING AN ITALIAN LESSON. + + +But the evening is not yet over at Pomeranian Knoll. + +The dinner-table had broken up. Anthony Dare left the house soon after +his father. Mrs. Dare turned to the fire for her after-dinner nap: the +young ladies, Adelaide excepted, proceeded to the drawing-room. Adelaide +Dare was thinner than formerly; and there was a worn, restless look upon +her face, that told of care or of disappointment. She remained in her +seat at the dessert-table, and, fencing herself round with a newspaper, +lest Mrs. Dare's eyes should open, took a letter from her pocket and +spread it on the table. + +Viscount Hawkesley had never come forward to make her the Viscountess; +but he had not given up his visits to Pomeranian Knoll, and Adelaide had +never ceased hoping. It was one of his letters that she was poring over +now. Two or three years ago she might have married well. A clergyman had +desired to make her his wife. Adelaide declined. She had possibly her +own private reasons for believing in the good faith of Lord Hawkesley. +Adelaide Dare was not the first who has thrown away the substance to +grasp the shadow. + +Mademoiselle Varsini, on leaving the dinner-table, had gone up to the +school-room. There she stirred the fire into a blaze, sat down in a +chair, and bent her head in what seemed to be an attitude of listening. + +She did not listen in vain. Soon, stealthy footsteps were heard +ascending the stairs, and a streak of vermilion flashed into her olive +cheek, and she pressed her hand upon her bosom, as if to still its +beating. "_Que je suis bete!_" she murmured. French was far more +familiar to her than her native tongue. + +The footsteps proved to be those of Herbert Dare. A tall, handsome man +now, better-looking than Anthony. He, Herbert, would have been very +handsome indeed, but that his features were spoiled by the free +expression they had worn in his youth--free as that which characterised +the face of Mr. Dare. He was coming in to pay a visit to the governess. +He paid her a good many visits: possibly thought it polite to do so. +Some gentlemen are polite, and some are the contrary; some take every +opportunity of improving their minds; some don't care whether they +improve them or not. Herbert Dare we should place amidst the former: a +thirst for foreign languages must, undoubtedly, be reckoned one of the +desires for improvement. Minny Dare had one evening broken in upon a +visit her brother was paying to mademoiselle, and she (very +impertinently, it must be owned) inquired what he was doing there. +"Taking an Italian lesson," Herbert answered, and he did not want Minny +to bother him over it. Minny made a wry face at the books spread out +between Herbert and mademoiselle, seated opposite each other at either +end of the table, and withdrew with all speed lest the governess should +press her to share in it. Minny did not like Italian lessons as much as +Herbert appeared to do. + +He came in with quiet footsteps, and the first thing he did was to--lock +the door. The action may have been intended as a quiet reproof to Miss +Minny: if so, it is a pity she was not there to profit by it. + +"Have they asked for me in the salon?" began the governess. + +"Not they," replied Herbert. "They are too much occupied with their own +concerns." + +"Herbert, why were you not here on Saturday night?" she asked. + +"On Saturday night? Oh--I remember. I had to go out to keep an +engagement." + +"You might have spoken to me first, then," she answered resentfully. +"Just one little word. I did come up here, and I waited--I waited! After +the tea I came up, and I waited again. Ah! quelle patience!" + +"Waited to give me my Italian lesson?" + +Herbert Dare spoke in a voice of laughing raillery. The Italian girl did +not seem inclined to laugh. She stood on one side the fire, and its +blaze--it was the only light in the room--flickered on her compressed +lips. More compressed than ever were they to-night. + +"Now, what's the use of turning cross, Bianca?" continued Herbert, still +laughing. "You are as exacting as if I paid you a guinea a lesson, and +went upon a system of 'no lesson, no pay.' If----" + +"Bah!" interrupted mademoiselle angrily: and it certainly was not +respectful of Herbert, as pupil, to call her by her Christian name--if +it was that which angered her. "I am getting nearly tired of it all." + +"Tired of me! You might have a worse pupil----" + + +"Will you be quiet, then!" cried she, stamping her foot. "I am not +inclined for folly to-night. You shall not say again you are coming +here, if you don't come, mind, as you did on Saturday night." + +"Well, I had an engagement, and I went straight off from the +dinner-table to keep it," answered Herbert, becoming serious. "Upon my +word of honour it was not my fault, Bianca; it was a business +engagement. I had not time to come here before I went." + +"Then you might have come when you returned," she said. + +"Scarcely," replied he. "I was not home till two in the morning." + +Bianca Varsini lifted her strange eyes to his. "Why tell me that?" she +asked, her voice changing to one of mournful complaint. "I know you went +out from dinner--I watched you out; and I saw you when you went out +again. It was past ten. I saw you with my own eyes." + +"You must have good eyes, Bianca. I went out from the dinner-table----" + +"Not then--not then; I speak not of then," she vehemently interrupted. +"You might have come here before you went out the second time." + +"I declare I don't know what you mean," he said, staring at her. "I did +not come in until two in the morning. It was past two." + +"But I saw you," she persisted. "It was moonlight, and I saw you cross +the lawn from the dining-room window, and go out. I was at this window, +and I watched you go in the direction of the gate. It was long past +ten." + +"Bianca, you were dreaming! I was not near the house." + +Again she stamped her foot. "_Why_ you deceive me? Would I say I saw you +if I did not?" + +Herbert had once seen Bianca Varsini in a passion. He did not care to +see her in one again. When he said that he had not come near the house, +from the time of his leaving it on rising from dinner, until two in the +morning, he had spoken the strict truth. What the Italian girl was +driving at, he could not imagine: but he deemed it as well to drop the +subject. + +"You are a folle, Bianca, as you often call yourself," said he +jestingly, taking her hands. "You go into a temper for nothing. I'd get +rid of that haste, if I were you." + +"It was my mother's temper," she answered, drawing her hands away and +letting them fall by her side. "Do you know what she once did! She spit +in the face of the Archeveque of Paris!" + +"She was a lady!" cried Herbert ironically. "How was that?" + +"He offended her. He was passing her in procession at the _Fete Dieu_, +and he said something reproachful to her, and it put her in a temper, +and she spit at him! She could do worse than that if she liked! She +could have died for those who were kind to her; but let them offend +her--je les en fais mes compliments!" + +"I say, mademoiselle, who was your mother?" + +"Never you mind! She was on the stage; not what you English call good. +But she was good to me; and she wished me to be what she was not. When I +was twelve she put me into a convent. La maudite place!" + +Herbert laughed. He knew enough of French to understand the expression. + +"It was maudite to me. I must not dance; I must not sing; I must not +have my liberty to do the simplest thing on earth. I must be up in the +morning to prayers; and then at my lessons all day; and then at prayers +again. I did pray. I did pray to the Virgin to take me from it. I nearly +prayed my heart out--and she never heard me! I had been there a +year--figure to yourself, a year!--when my mother came to see me. She +had been back in Italy. 'Take me away,' I said to her, 'before I die!' +'No, Bianca mia,' she answered, 'I leave you here that you may not die; +that your life may be happier than mine is, for mine is the vraie +misere.' I not tell you in Italian, as she spoke, for you not understand +it," rapidly interrupted mademoiselle. "My mother, she continued to me: +'When you are instructed, you shall become a gouvernante in a family of +the noblesse; you shall consort with the princes without shame; and +perhaps you will make a good parti in marriage. Though you have no +fortune, you will be accomplished; you will have the maniere and the +tournure; you will be belle.' Do you think me belle?" she abruptly broke +off again. + +"Enchanting!" answered Herbert. "Have I not told you so five hundred +times?" + +She stole a glance at the little old-fashioned oval glass which hung +over the mantel-piece, and then went on. + +"My mother would not take me out. Though I lay on the flagstones of the +visitors' parlour, though I wept for it, she would not take me out. 'It +is for your good, Bianca mia,' she said. And I remained there seven +years. Seven years! Do you figure it?" + +"But I suppose you grew reconciled?" + +"We grow reconciled to the worst in time," she answered, dreamily gazing +into the fire with her strange eyes. "I pressed down my despair into +myself at first, and I looked out for the opportunity to run away. We +were as closely kept as the nuns in their cells, in their barred rooms, +in their grated chapel; but, sooner than not have had my will and get +away, I would have set the place on fire!" + +"I say, mademoiselle, don't you talk treason!" cried Herbert, laughing. + +"Do you think I would not?" she answered, turning to him, a gleaming +look in her eyes. "But I had to wait for the opportunity to escape; and, +while I waited, news came that my mother had died. She caught cold one +night when she was in her evening robe, and it settled in her throat, +and formed a depot, and she died. And so it was all over with my escape! +My mother gone, I had nowhere to fly to. And I stopped in that enfer +seven years." + +"You are complimentary to convents, Bianca. Maudite in one breath, enfer +in another!" + +"They are all that, and worse!" intemperately responded the Italian +girl. "They are--mais n'importe; c'est fini pour moi. I had to beat down +my heart then, and stop in one. Ah! I know not how I did it. I look back +and wonder. Seven years!" + +"But who paid for you all that time?" + +"My mother was not poor. She had enough for that. She made the +arrangements with a priest when she was dying, and paid the money to +him. The convent educated me, and dressed me, and made me hard. Their +cold rules beat down my rebellious heart; beat it down to hardness. I +should not have been so hard but for that convent!" + +"Oh, you are hard, then?" was the remark of Herbert Dare. + +"I can be!" nodded Mademoiselle Varsini. "Better not cross _me_!" + +"And how did you get out of the convent?" + +"When I was nineteen, they sent me out into a situation, to teach music +and my own language, and French and English. They taught well in the +convent: I could speak English then as readily as I speak it now: and +they gave me a box of clothes and four five-franc pieces, saying that +was the last of my mother's effects. What cared I? Had they turned me +out penniless, I should have jumped to go. I served in that first +situation two years. It was easy, and it was good pay." + +"French people?" + +"But certainly: Parisians. It was not more than one mile from the +convent. There was but one little pupil." + +"Why did you leave?" + +"I was put into a passion one day, and madame said after that she was +frightened to keep me. Ah! I have had adventures, I can tell you. In the +next place I did not stay three months; the ennui came to me, and I left +it for another that I found; and the other one I liked--I had my +liberty. I should have stayed in that, but one came and turned me out of +it." + +"A fresh governess?" + +"No; a man. A hideous. He was madame's brother, and he was wrinkled and +yellow, and his long skinny fingers were like claws. He wanted me to +marry him; he said he was rich. Sell myself to that monster? +No!--continue a governess, rather. One evening madame and my two pupils +had gone to the Odeon, and he came to the little etude where I sat. He +locked the door, and said he would not unlock it till I gave him a +promise to be his wife. I stormed, and I stormed: he tried to take my +hand, the imbecile! He laughed at me, and said I was caged----" + +"Why did you not ring the bell?" interrupted Herbert. + +"Bon! Do we have bells in every room in the old Parisian houses? I would +have pulled open the window, but he stood against the fastening, +laughing still; so I dashed my hand through a pane, and the glass +clattered down to the court below, and the servants came out to look up. +'I cannot undo the etude door,' I called to them; 'come and break it +open!' So that hideous undid it then, and the servants got some water +and bathed my hand. 'But why need the signora have put her hand through +the glass? Why not have opened the window?' said one. 'What is that to +you?' I said. 'You will not have to pay for it. Bind my hand up.' They +wrapped it in a handkerchief, and I put on my bonnet and cloak, and went +out. Madeleine--she was the cook, and a good old soul--saw me. 'But +where is the signorina going so late as this?' she asked. 'Where should +I be going, but to the pharmacien's?' I answered; and I went my way." + +"We say chemist's in England," observed Herbert. "Did he find your hand +much damaged?" + +"I did not go there. Think you I made attention to my hand? I went to +the--what you call it?--cutler's shops, through the Rue Montmartre, and +I bought a two-edged stiletto. It was that long"--pointing from her +wrist to the end of her finger--"besides the handle. I showed it to that +hideous the next day. 'You come to the room where I sit again,' I said +to him, 'and you will see.' He told madame his sister, and she said I +must leave." + +Herbert Dare looked at her--at her pale face, which had gone white in +the telling, her glistening, stony eyes, her drawn lips. "You would not +have dared to use the stiletto, though!" he cried, in some wonder. + +"I not dare! You do not know me. When I am roused, there's not a thing I +would not dare to do. I am not ruffled at trifles: things that excite +others do not trouble me. 'Bah! What matter trifles?' I say. My mother +always told me to let the evil spirit lie torpid within me, or I should +not die in my bed." + +"I say," cried Herbert, half mockingly, "what religion do you call +yourself?" + +She took the question literally. "I am a Catholic or Protestant as is +agreeable to my places," was the very candid answer. "I am not a +devote--a saint. Where's the use of it?" + +"That is why you generally have those violent headaches on Sunday," said +Herbert Dare, laughing. "You ought----" + +There was an interruption. Rosa Dare's footsteps were heard on the +stairs, and they halted at the door. + +"Mademoiselle!" she called out. + +Mademoiselle did not answer. Herbert Dare flung his handkerchief over +the handle of the door in a manner that hid the key-hole. Rosa Dare +tried the door, found it fastened, and went off grumbling. + +"It's my belief mademoiselle locks herself in there to get a nap after +dinner, as mamma does in the dining-room!" + +She was heard to enter the drawing-room and slam the door. Herbert +softly opened that of the school-room, and went down after his sister. + +"I say, Herbert," cried Rosa, when he entered, "have you seen anything +of mademoiselle?" + +"I!" responded Herbert. "Do you think I keep mademoiselle in my pocket?" + + +"She goes and locks herself up in the school-room after dinner, and I +can't think what she does there, or what she can be at," retorted Rosa. + +"At her devotions, perhaps," suggested Herbert. + +The words did not please Mrs. Dare, who had then joined the circle. +"Herbert, I will not have Mademoiselle Varsini ridiculed," she said +quite sternly. "She is a most efficient instructress for Rosa and Minny, +and we must be careful not to give her offence, or she might leave." + +"I'm sure I have heard of foreign women telling their beads till +cock-crowing," persisted Herbert. + +"Those are Roman Catholics. A Protestant, as is Mademoiselle +Varsini----" + +Mrs. Dare's angry words were cut short by the appearance of Mademoiselle +Varsini herself. She, the governess, turned to Rosa. "What did you want +just now when you came to the school-room door?" + +"I wanted you here to show me that filet stitch," answered Rosa, slight +impertinence peeping out in her tone. "And I don't see why you should +not answer when I knock, mademoiselle." + +"It may not always suit me to answer," was the calm reply of the +governess. "My time is my own after dinner; and Madame Dare will agree +with me that a governess should hold full control over her school-room." + +"You are perfectly right, mademoiselle," acquiesced Mrs. Dare. + +Mademoiselle went to the piano and dashed off a symphony. She was a +brilliant player. Herbert, looking at his watch, and finding it later +than he thought, hurried from the house. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +A VISION IN HONEY FAIR. + + +The surmise that the missing cheque had been changed into good money on +the Saturday night, proved to be correct. White, the butcher at the +corner of the shambles, had given change for it, and locked up the +cheque in the cash-box. Had he paid it into the bank on Monday, he would +have found what it was worth. But he did not do so. Mr. White was a fat +man with a good-humoured countenance and black hair. Sergeant Delves +proceeded to his house some time on the Tuesday. + +"I hear you cashed a cheque of the Messrs. Dunn on Saturday night," +began he. "Who brought it to you?" + +"Ah, what about that cheque?" returned the butcher. "One of your men has +been in here, asking a lot of questions." + +"A good deal about it," said the sergeant. "It was stolen from Mr. +Ashley." + +"Stolen from Mr. Ashley!" echoed the butcher, staring at Sergeant +Delves. + +"Stolen out of his desk. And you stand a nice chance, White, of losing +the money. You should be more cautious. Who was it brought it here?" + +"A gentleman. A respectable man, at any rate. Who says it's stolen?" + +"I do," replied the sergeant, sitting himself down on the +meat-block--rather a damp seat from its just having been washed with hot +water. Delves liked to make himself familiar with his old friends in +Helstonleigh in a patronising manner; it was only lately he had been +promoted to sergeant. "Now! let's have the particulars, White." + +"I had just shut up my shop, all but the door, when in come a gentleman +in a cloak and cap. 'Could you oblige the Messrs. Dunn with change for a +cheque, Mr. White?' says he, handing a cheque to me. 'Yes, sir,' said I, +'I can; very happy to oblige 'em. Would you like it in gold?' Well, he +said he would like it in gold, and I gave it to him. 'Thank ye,' said +he; 'I'd have got it nearer if I could, for I'm troubled to death with +tooth-ache; but people are shut up:' and I noticed that he had kept his +white handkerchief up to his mouth and nose. He went out with the gold, +and I put up the cheque. And that's all I know about it, Delves." + +"Don't you know who it was?" + +"No, I don't. He had a cap on, with the ears coming down his cheeks; +and, what with that, and the peak over his eyes, and the white +handkerchief held up to his nose, I didn't so much as get a sight of his +face. The shop was pretty near dark, too, for the gas was out. There was +only a candle at the pay window." + +"If a man came in disguised like that, asking to have a cheque changed +into gold, it might have occurred to some tradesmen there'd be something +wrong about it," cried the sergeant. + +"I didn't know he was disguised," objected the butcher. "I saw it was a +good cheque of the Messrs. Dunn, and I never gave a thought to anything +else. I've had their cheques before to-day. Mr. William Dunn has dealt +here this twenty year. But now that it's put into my head, I begin to +think he _was_ disguised," continued the butcher. "His voice was odd, +thick and low, and he spoke as if he had plums in his mouth." + +"Should you know him again?" + +"Ay. That is if he came in dressed as he was then. I'd know the cloak +out of a hundred. It was one of them old-fashioned plaid rockelows." + +"Roquelaures," corrected the sergeant. + +"Something of that. The collar was lined with red, with a little edge of +fur on it. There's a few such shaped cloaks in the town now, made of +blue serge or cloth." + +"What time was it?" asked the sergeant. + +"Just eleven. I was shutting up." + +Sergeant Delves took possession of the cheque and proceeded to the +office of Mr. Dare. A long conference ensued, and then they went out +together towards Mr. Ashley's manufactory. On the road they happened to +meet Cyril, and Mr. Dare drew him aside. + +"Do you happen to know any one who wears an old-fashioned plaid cloak?" +he asked. + +"Halliburton wears one," replied Cyril: "the greatest object of a thing +you ever saw. I say," continued Cyril, "what's old Delves doing with +you?" + +"Not much," carelessly said Mr. Dare. "He has been looking after a +little private business for me." + +"Oh, is that all?" and Cyril, feeling reassured, tore off on the errand +he was bound for. For reasons best known to himself, it would not have +pleased him that Sergeant Delves should be pressed into the affair of +the cheque. At least, Cyril would have preferred that the matter should +be allowed to rest. + +He executed his commission, one that he had been charged with by Samuel +Lynn, turned back, passed the manufactory, and took his way to Honey +Fair on a little matter of his own. It was only the purchase of a +dog--not to make a mystery of it. A dog that had taken Cyril's fancy, +and for which he and the owner had not yet been able to come to terms. +So he was going up again to try his powers of persuasion. + +As he walked rapidly through Honey Fair, he saw a little bit of by-play +on the opposite side. A young woman in a tattered gown, and a dirty +bonnet drawn over her face, was walking along as rapidly as he. Her bent +head, her humble attitude, her shrinking air, her haste to get out of +sight of others, all betrayed that she, from some cause or other, was +not in good odour with the world around. That she felt herself under a +cloud, was only too apparent: it was a cloud of humiliation, for which +she had only herself to thank. The women who met her hurried past with a +toss of the head and then stood to peep after her as she disappeared in +the distance. + +_She_ hurried--hurried past them--glad, it seemed, to be away from their +stern looks and condemning eyes. Had you seen her, you would never have +recognised her. In the dim eye, darker than of yore, the white cheek, +the wasted form, no likeness remained of the once-blooming Caroline +Mason. + +Just as she passed opposite to Cyril, Eliza Tyrrett came out of a house +and met her; and Eliza, picking up her skirts, lest they should become +contaminated, swept past with a sidelong glance of reproach and a +scornful gesture. Caroline's head only bent the lower as she glided away +from her old companion. + +It had been just as well that Charlotte East had not sent back that +bundle, years ago, to surprise Anthony Dare. It was years now since +Charlotte herself had come to the same conclusion. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE DUPLICATE CLOAKS. + + +Leaning back against the corner of the mantel-piece by the side of the +blazing fire in his private room, calmly surveying those ranged before +him, and listening to their tale with an impassive face, was Thomas +Ashley. Sergeant Delves and Mr. Dare were giving him the account of the +changing of the cheque, obtained from White the butcher. Samuel Lynn +stood near the master's desk, his brow knit in perplexity, his +countenance keen and anxious. The description of the cloak, tallying so +exactly with the one worn by William Halliburton, led Mr. Dare to the +conclusion, nay, to the positive conviction that the butcher's visitor +could have been no other than William. The sergeant held the same view; +but the sergeant adopted it with difficulty. + +"It's an odd thing for _him_ to turn thief," said he, reflectively. "I'd +have trusted that young fellow, sir, with untold gold," he added, to Mr. +Ashley. "Here's another proof how we may be deceived." + +"I told you," said Mr. Dare, turning to Mr. Ashley, "that it could be no +other than Halliburton." + +"Thee will permit me to say, friend Dare, that I do not agree with thy +deductions," interposed the Quaker, before Mr. Ashley could answer. + +"Why, what would you have?" returned Mr. Dare. "Nothing can be plainer. +Ask Sergeant Delves if he thinks further proof can be needed." + +"Many a man has been hanged upon less," was the oracular answer of +Sergeant Delves. + +"What part of my deductions do you object to?" inquired Mr. Dare of the +Quaker. + +"Thee art assuming--if I understand thee correctly--that there is no +other cloak in the city so similar to William's as to be mistaken for +it." + +"Just so." + +"Then, friend, I tell thee that there is." + +Mr. Dare opened his eyes. "Who wears it?" he asked. + +"That is another question," said Samuel Lynn. "I should be glad to find +out myself, for curiosity's sake." + +Then Mr. Lynn told the story of his having observed a man, whom he had +taken for William, walking at the back of his house, apparently waiting +for something. "I saw him on two evenings," he observed, "at some +considerable interval of time. The figure bore a perfect resemblance to +William Halliburton; the height, the cloak, the cap--all appeared to be +his. I taxed him with it. He denied it _in toto_, said he had not been +walking there at all, and I believed he was attempting, for the first +time since I have known him, to deceive me. I----" + +"Are you sure he was not?" put in Mr. Dare. + +"Thee should allow me to finish, friend. Last night I was home somewhat +earlier than usual--thee can recollect why," the Quaker added, looking +at Mr. Ashley. "I was up in my room, and I saw the same figure pacing +about in precisely the same manner. William's denial had staggered me, +otherwise I could have been ready to affirm that it was himself and no +other. The moon was not up; but it was a very light night, and I marked +every point in the cloak--it was as like William's as two peas are like +each other. What he could want, pacing at the back of my house and of +his, puzzled me much. I----" + + +"What time was this, Mr. Lynn?" interrupted the sergeant. + +"Past eight o'clock. Later than the hour at which I had seen him on the +two previous occasions. 'It is William Halliburton, of a surety,' I said +to myself; and I thought I would pounce upon him, and so convict him of +the falsehood he had told. I left my house by the front door, went down +the road, past the houses, and entered the gate admitting into the +field. I walked up quietly, keeping under the hedge as much as possible, +and approached William--as I deemed him to be. He was then standing +still, and gazing at the upper windows of my house. In spite of my +caution, he heard me, and turned round. Whether he knew me or not, I +cannot say; but he clipped the cloak around him with a hasty movement, +and made off right across the field. I would not be balked if I could +help it. I opened friend Jane Halliburton's back gate, and proceeded +through the garden and house to the parlour, which I entered without +ceremony. There sat William at his books." + +"Then it was not he, after all!" cried Mr. Dare, interested in the tale. + + +"Of a surety it was not he. I tell thee, friend, he was seated quietly +at his studies. 'Hast thee lent thy cloak to a friend to-night?' I asked +him. He looked surprised, and said he had not. But, to be convinced, I +requested to see his cloak, and he took me outside the door, and there +was the cloak hanging up in the passage, his cap beside it. That is why +I did not approve of thy deductions, friend Anthony Dare, in assuming +that the cloak, which the man had on who changed the cheque, must be +William Halliburton's," concluded Mr. Lynn. + +"You say the man looked like William when you were close to him?" +inquired Mr. Ashley, who thought the whole affair very curious, and now +broke silence for the first time. + +"Very much like him," answered Samuel Lynn. "But the resemblance may +have been only in the cloak and cap. The face was not discernible; by +accident or design, it was concealed. I think there need not be better +negative proof that it was not William who changed the cheque." + +Mr. Ashley smiled. "Without this evidence of Mr. Lynn's I could have +told you it was waste of time to cast suspicion on William Halliburton +to me," said he, addressing the sergeant and Mr. Dare. "Were you to come +here and accuse myself, it would make just as much impression upon me. +Wait an instant, gentlemen." + +He went to the door, opened it, and called William. The latter came in, +erect, courteous, noble--never suspecting the sergeant's business there +could have anything to do with him. + +"William," began his master, "who is it that wears a similar cloak to +yours, in the town?" + +"I am unable to say, sir," was William's ready reply. "Until last +night," and he turned to Samuel Lynn with a smile, "I should have said +there was not another like it. I suppose now there must be one." + +"If there is one, there may be more," remarked Mr. Ashley. "The fact is, +William, the cheque has been traced. It was changed at White's, the +butcher; and the person changing it wore a cloak, it seems, very much +like yours." + +"Indeed!" cried William, with animation. "Well, sir, of course there may +be many such cloaks in the town. All I can say is, I have not seen +them." + +"There can't be many," spoke up the sergeant, "if it be the +old-fashioned sort of thing described to me." + +William looked the sergeant full in the face with his open countenance, +his honest eyes. No guilt there. "Would you like to see my cloak?" he +asked. "It may be a guide, if you think the one worn resembled it." + +The sergeant nodded. "I was going to ask you to bring it in, if it was +here." + +William brought it in. "It is one of the bygones," said he laughing. "I +have some thoughts of forwarding it to the British Museum, as a specimen +of antiquity. Stay! I will put it on, that you may see its beauties the +better." + +He threw the cloak over his shoulders, and exhibited himself off, as he +had done once before in that counting-house for the benefit of Samuel +Lynn. "I think the British Museum will get it," he continued, in the +same joking spirit. "Not until winter's over, though. It is a good +friend on a cold night." + +Sergeant Delves' eyes were riveted on the cloak. "Where have I seen that +cloak?" he mused, in a dreamy tone. "Lately, too!" + +"You may have seen me in it," said William. + +The sergeant shook his head. He lifted one hand to his temples, and +proceeded to rub them gently, as if the process would assist his memory, +never once relaxing his gaze. + +"Did White say the changer of the cheque was a tall man?" asked Mr. +Ashley. + +"Yes," said Mr. Dare. "Whether he meant as tall as William Halliburton, +I cannot say. There are not--why, I should think there are not a hundred +men in the town who come up to that height," he added, looking at +William. + +"Yourself one of them," said William, turning to him with a smile. + +Mr. Dare shook his head, a regret for his past youth crossing his heart. +"Ay, once. I am beginning to grow downward now." + +Mr. Ashley was buried in reflection. There was a curious sound of +mystery about the tale altogether, to his ears. That there were many +thieves in Helstonleigh, he did not doubt--people who would appropriate +a cheque, or anything else that came in their way; but why the same +person--if it was the same--should pace the cold field at night, +watching Samuel Lynn's house, was inexplicable. "It may not be the +same," he observed aloud. "Shall you watch for the man again?" he asked +of Mr. Lynn. + +"I shall not give myself much trouble over it now," was the reply. +"While I was concerned to ascertain William's truthfulness----" + +"I scarcely think you need have doubted it, Mr. Lynn," interrupted +William. + +"True. I have never doubted thee yet. But it appeared to be thy word +against the sight of my own eyes. The master will understand----" + +A most extraordinary interruption came from Sergeant Delves. He threw up +his head with a start, and gave vent to a shrill, prolonged whistle. "It +looks dark!" cried he. + +"What didst thee say, friend Delves?" + +"I beg pardon, gentlemen," answered the sergeant. "I was not speaking to +any of you; I was following up the bent of mine own thoughts. It +suddenly flashed into my mind who it is that I have seen in one of these +cloaks." + +"And who is it?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"You must excuse me, sir, if I keep that to myself," was the answer. + +"As tall a man as William Halliburton?" + +The sergeant ran his eyes up and down William's figure. "A shade taller, +I should say, if anything." + +"And it struck me that the man who made off across the field was a shade +taller," observed Samuel Lynn. + +"Well, I can't make sense of it," resumed Mr. Dare, breaking a pause. +"Let us allow, if you like, that there are fifty such cloaks in the +town. Unless one, wearing such, had access to Mr. Ashley's +counting-house, to this very room that we are now in, how does the fact +of there being others remove the suspicion from William Halliburton?" + +Mr. Dare had not intended wilfully to cause him pain. He had forgotten +for the moment that William was a stranger to the doubt raised touching +himself. Amidst the deep silence that ensued, William looked from one to +the other. + +"Who suspects me?" he asked, surprise the only emotion in his tone. + +Sergeant Delves tapped him significantly on the shoulder. "Never you +trouble yourself, young sir. If what has come into my mind be right, it +isn't _you_ who are guilty." + +When he and Mr. Dare went out, Mr. Ashley followed them to the outer +gate. As they stood there talking, Frank Halliburton passed. "Look +here," thought the sergeant to himself, "there's not much doubt as to +the black sheep--I see that: but it's as well, to be on the sure side. +Young man," cried he aloud to Frank, in the authoritative, patronizing +manner which Sergeant Delves was fond of assuming when he could, "what +time did your brother William get home last Saturday night? I suppose +you know, if you were at home yourself." + +Frank looked at him rather haughtily. "_I_ know," he replied. "I have +yet to learn why you need know." + +"Tell him, Frank," said Mr. Ashley, with a smile. + +"It was a little after ten," said Frank. + +"Did he go out again?" asked the sergeant. + +"Out again at that time!" cried Frank. "No: he did not go out again. We +sat talking together ever so long, and then went up to bed." + +"Ah!" rejoined the sergeant. It was all he answered. And he wished Mr. +Ashley good day, and departed with Mr. Dare. + +"I am going to Oxford at Easter, Mr. Ashley," cried Frank with +animation. + +"I am pleased to hear it." + +"But only as a servitor. I don't mind," he added, throwing back his head +with pardonable pride. "Let me once get a start, and I hope to rise +above some who go there as gentlemen-commoners. I intend to make this my +circuit," he went on, half jokingly, half seriously. + +"You are ambitious, Frank. I heartily wish you success. There's nothing +like keeping a good heart." + +"Oh yes, success is not doubtful. I'll do battle with all the +obstructions in my course. Good afternoon, sir." + +William, curious and anxious, could make nothing of his books that night +at home. At length he threw up, put on the notable cloak, and went down +to the manufactory. He found Mr. Ashley there; and the counting-house +soon received an addition to its company in the person of Sergeant +Delves. He had come in search of William. Not being aware that William +was allowed the privilege of spending his evenings at home, he had +supposed the manufactory was the place to find him in. + + +"I want you down at White's," said the sergeant. "Put on your cloak, +will you be so good, Mr. Halliburton, and come with me?" + +"Do you suspect me?" was William's answer. + +"No, I don't," returned the sergeant. "I told you before, to-day, that I +did not. The fact is"--dropping his voice to a mysterious whisper--"I +want to do a little bit of private inquiry on my own account. I have a +clue to the party: and I should like to work it out." + +"If you have a sufficient clue, the party had better be arrested at +once," observed Mr. Ashley. + +"Ah, but it's not sufficient for that," nodded the sergeant. "No, Mr. +Ashley, sir; my strong advice to you is, keep quiet a bit." + +They started for the butcher's, William wearing his cloak and cap, and +Mr. Ashley accompanying them. Mr. Ashley possessed his own curiosity +upon various points; perhaps his own doubts. + +"It is strange who this man can be who walks at the back of your house," +observed Mr. Ashley to William, as they went along. "What can be his +motive for walking there, dressed like you?" + +"It is curious, sir." + +"I should suppose it can only arise from a desire that he should be +taken for you," continued Mr. Ashley. "But to what end? Why should he +walk there at all?" + +"Why, indeed!" responded William. + +"What coloured gloves are you wearing?" abruptly interrupted Sergeant +Delves. + +William took his hands from beneath his cloak, and held them out. They +were of the darkest possible colour, next to black; the shade called in +the glove trade "corbeau." "These are all I have in use at present," he +said. "They are nearly new." + +"Have you worn any light gloves lately? Tan or fawn?" + +"I scarcely ever wear tan gloves. I have not put on a pair for months." + +They arrived at the butcher's and entered. White was standing at his +block, chopping a bone in two. He lifted his head, and touched his hair +to Mr. Ashley. + +"Is this the gentleman who had the money of you for the cheque?" began +Sergeant Delves, without circumlocution. + +Mr. White put down his chopper, and took a survey of William. "It's like +the cloak and cap that the other wore," said he. + +Sergeants take up words quickly. "That the 'other' wore? Then you do not +think it was this one?" + +"No, I don't," decided the butcher. "The one who brought the cheque was +a shorter man." + +"Shorter!" repeated Mr. Ashley, remembering it had been said in his +counting-house that the man who appeared to be personating William was +thought to have the advantage the other way. "You mean taller, White." + +"No, sir, I mean shorter. I am sure he was shorter. Not much, though." + +There was a pause. "You observed that his gloves were tan, I think," +said the sergeant. + +"Something of that sort. Clean light gloves they were, such as gentlemen +wear." + + +"Finally, then, White, you decide that this was not the gentleman?" + +"Not he," said the butcher. "It's not the same voice." + +"The voice goes for nothing," said Sergeant Delves. "The other one had +plums in his mouth." + +"Well," said the butcher, "I think I should have known Mr. Halliburton, +in spite of any disguise, had he come in." + +"Don't make too sure, White," said the sergeant, with one of his wise +nods. "He who came might have turned out to be just as familiar to you +as Mr. Halliburton, if he had let you see his face. The fact is, White, +there's some one going about with a cloak like this, and we want to find +out who it is. Mr. Halliburton would give a pound out of his pocket, I'm +sure, to know." + +"I'd give two," said Mr. Ashley, with a smile. + +"Sir," asked the butcher of Mr. Ashley, "what about the money? Shall I +lose it?" + +"Now, White, just wait a bit," put in the sergeant. "If it was a +gentleman that changed it, perhaps we shall get it out of _him_. Any +way, you keep quiet." + +They left the shop--standing a moment together before parting. The +sergeant's road lay one way; Mr. Ashley's and William's another. "This +only makes the matter more obscure," observed Mr. Ashley, alluding to +what had passed. + +"Not at all. It makes it all the more clear," was the cool reply of the +sergeant. + +"White says the man was shorter than Mr. Halliburton." + +"It's just what I expected him to say," nodded the sergeant. "If I am on +the right scent--and I'd lay a thousand pound on it!--the man who +changed the cheque _is_ shorter. I just wanted White's evidence on the +point," he added, looking at William; "and that is why I asked you to +come down, dressed in your cloak. Good night, gentlemen." + +He turned up the Shambles. And Mr. Ashley and William walked away side +by side. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +IN THE STARLIGHT. + + +The conversation at Mr. Dare's dinner-table again turned upon the loss +of the cheque, and the proceedings thereon. It was natural that it +should turn upon it. Mr. Dare's mind was full of it; and he gave +utterance to various conjectures and speculations, as they occurred to +him. + +"In spite of what they say, I cannot help thinking that it must have +been William Halliburton," he remarked with emphasis. "He alone was in +the counting-house when the cheque disappeared; and the person changing +it at White's, is proved to have borne the strongest possible +resemblance to him; at all events, to his dress. The face was hidden--as +of course it would be. People who attempt to pass off stolen cheques, +take pretty good care that their features are not seen. + +"But who hesitates to bring it home to Halliburton?" inquired Mrs. Dare. + +"They all do--as it seems to me. Ashley won't hear a word: laughs at the +idea of Halliburton's being capable of it, and says we may as well +accuse himself. That's nothing: as Cyril says, Mr. Ashley appears to be +imbued with the idea that Halliburton can do no wrong: but now Delves +has veered round. He shifts the blame entirely off Halliburton." + +"Upon whom does he shift it?" asked Anthony Dare. + +"He won't say," replied Mr. Dare. "He has grown mysterious over it since +the afternoon; nodding and winking, and giving no explanation. He says +he knows who it is who possesses the second cloak." + +"The second cloak!" The words were a puzzle to most at table, and Mr. +Dare had to explain that another cloak, similar to that worn by William +Halliburton, was supposed to be in existence. + +Cyril looked up, with wonder marked on his face. "Does Delves say there +are two such cloaks?" asked he. + +"That there are two such cloaks appears to be an indisputable fact," +replied Mr. Dare. "The one cloak was parading behind the Halliburtons' +house last night. Samuel Lynn went up to it----" + +"The cloak parading tout seul--alone?" interrupted Signora Varsini, with +a perplexed air. + +A laugh went round the table. "Accompanied by the wearer, mademoiselle," +said Mr. Dare, continuing the account of Samuel Lynn's adventure. "Thus +the fact of there being two cloaks is established," he proceeded. +"Still, that tells nothing; unless the owner of the other has access to +Mr. Ashley's counting-house. I pointed this fact out to them. But +Delves--which is most unaccountable--differed from me; and when we +parted he expressed an opinion, with that confident nod of his, that it +was not Halliburton's cloak which had been in the mischief at the +butcher's, but the other." + +"What a thundering falsehood!" burst forth Herbert Dare. + +"_Sir!_" cried Mr. Dare, while all around the table stared at Herbert's +excited manner. + +Herbert had the grace to feel ashamed of his abrupt and intemperate +rudeness. "I beg your pardon, sir; I spoke in my surprise. I mean that +Delves must be telling a falsehood, if he seeks to throw the guilt off +Halliburton. The very fact of the fellow's wearing a strange cloak such +as that, when he went to get rid of the cheque, must be proof positive +of Halliburton's guilt." + +"So I think," acquiesced Mr. Dare. + +"What sort of a cloak is this that you laugh at, and call scarce?" +inquired the governess. + +"The greatest scarecrow of a thing you can conceive, mademoiselle," +responded Mr. Dare. "I had the pleasure of seeing it to-day on +Halliburton. It is a dark green-and-blue Scotch plaid, made very full, +with a turned up collar lined with red, and a bit of fur edging it." + +"Plaid? Plaid?" repeated mademoiselle. "Why it must be----" + +"What?" asked Mr. Dare, for she had stopped. + +"It must be very ugly," concluded she. But somehow Mr. Dare gathered an +impression that it was not what she had been about to say. + +"What is it that Delves says about the cloaks?" eagerly questioned +Cyril. "I cannot make it out." + +"Delves says he knows who it is that owns the other; and that it was the +other which went to change the cheque at White's." + +"What mysterious words, papa!" cried Adelaide. "The cloak went to change +the cheque!" + +"They were Delves' own words," replied Mr. Dare. "He did seem remarkably +mysterious over it." + +"Is he going to hunt up the other cloak?" resumed Cyril. + +"I conclude so. He was pondering over it for some time before he could +remember who it was that he had seen wear a similar cloak. When the +recollection came to him, he started up with surprise. Sharp men, these +police-officers!" added Mr. Dare. "They forget nothing." + +"And they ferret out everything," said Herbert with some testiness. +"Instead of wasting time over vain speculations touching cloaks, why +does not he secure Halliburton? It is impossible that the other +cloak--if there is another--could have had anything to do with the +affair." + +"I dropped a note to Delves after he left me, recommending him to follow +up the suspicion on Halliburton, whether Mr. Ashley is agreeable or +not," said Mr. Dare. "I have rarely in my life met with a stronger case +of presumptive evidence." + +So, many, besides Mr. Dare, would have felt inclined to say. Herbert, +like his father, was firm in the belief that William Halliburton must +have taken the money; that it must have been he who paid the visit to +the butcher. What Cyril thought may be best inferred from his actions. A +sudden fear had come over him that Sergeant Delves was really going to +search out the other cloak. A most inconvenient procedure for Cyril, +lest, in the process, the sergeant should search out _him_. He laid down +his knife and fork. He had had quite enough dinner for one day. + +"Are you not hungry, Cyril?" asked his mother. + +"I had a tremendous lunch," answered Cyril. "I can't eat more now." + +He sat at the table until they had finished, feeling that he was being +choked with dread. But that a guilty conscience deprives us of free +action, he would have left the table and gone about some work he was now +eager to do. + +He rose when the rest did, looked about for a pair of large scissors, +and glided with them up the staircase, his eyes and ears on the alert, +lest there should be any watching him. No human being in that house had +the slightest knowledge of what Cyril was about to do, or that he was +going to do anything; but to Cyril's guilty conscience it seemed that +all must be on the look-out. + +A candle and scissors in hand he stole up to Herbert's room and locked +himself in. Inside a closet within the room hung a dark blue camlet +cloak, and Cyril took it from the hook. It had a plaid lining: a lining +of the precise pattern and colours that the material of William +Halliburton's cloak was composed of. The cloak was of the same full, +old-fashioned make; its collar was lined with red, tipped with fur: in +short, the one cloak worn on the right side and the other worn on the +wrong side, could not have been told apart. This cloak belonged to +Herbert Dare; occasionally, though not often, he went out at dusk, +wearing it wrong side outermost. It was he, no doubt, whom Sergeant +Delves had seen wearing one. He was a little taller than William +Halliburton, towering above six feet. What his motive had been in +causing a cloak to be lined so that, turned, it should resemble William +Halliburton's, or whether the similarity in the lining had been +accidental, was only known to Herbert himself. + +With trembling fingers, and sharp scissors that were not particular +where they cut, Cyril began his task of taking out this plaid lining. +That he had worn it to the butcher's, and that he feared it might tell +tales of him, were facts only too apparent. Better put it out of the way +for ever! Unpicking, cutting, snipping, Cyril tore away at the lining, +and at length got it out, the cloak suffering considerable damage in the +shape of cuts and rents, and loose threads. Hanging the cloak up again, +he twisted the lining together. + +He was thus engaged when the handle of the door was briskly turned, as +if some one essayed to enter who had not expected to find it fastened. +Cyril dashed the lining under the bed, and made a spring to the window. +To leap out? surely not: for the fall would have killed him. But he had +nearly lost all presence of mind in his perplexity and fear. + +Another turn at the handle, and the steps went on their way. Cyril +thought he recognized them for the housemaid's, Betsy. He supposed she +was going her evening round of the chambers. Gathering the lining under +his arm, he halted to think. His hands shook, and his face was white. + +What should he do with this tell-tale thing? He could not eat it; he +dared not burn it. There was no room, of those which had fires, where he +might make sure of being alone: and the smell would alarm the house. +What _was_ he to do with it? + +Dig a hole and bury it, came a prompting voice within him; and Cyril +waited for no better suggestion, but crept with it down the stairs, and +out to the garden. + +Seizing a spade, he dug a hole rapidly in an unfrequented place; and +when it was large enough thrust the stuff in. Then he covered it over +again, to leave the spot apparently as he found it. + +"I wish those stars would give a stronger light," grumbled Cyril, +looking up at the dark blue canopy. "I must come again in the morning, I +suppose, and see that it's all safe. It wouldn't do to bring a lantern." + +Now it happened that Mr. Herbert Dare was bound on a private errand that +evening. His intention was to go abroad in his cloak while he executed +it. Just about the time that Cyril was putting the finishing touch to +the hole, Herbert went up to his room to get the cloak. + +To get the cloak, indeed! When Herbert opened the closet-door, nothing +except the mutilated object just described met his eye. A torn, cut +thing, the threads hanging from it loosely. Nothing could exceed +Herbert's consternation as he stared at it. He thought he must be in a +dream. _Was_ it his cloak? Just before dinner, when he came up to wash +his hands, he had seen his cloak hanging there, perfect. He shook it, he +pulled it, he peered at it. His cloak it certainly was; but who had +destroyed it? A suspicion flashed into his mind that it might be the +governess. He made but a few steps to the school-room, carrying the +cloak with him. + +The governess was sitting there, listlessly enough. Perhaps she was +waiting for him. "I say, mademoiselle," he began, "what on earth have +you been doing to my cloak?" + +"To your cloak!" responded she. "What should I have been doing to it?" + +"Look here," he said, spreading it out before her. "Who or what has done +this? It was all right when I went down to dinner." + +She stared at it in astonishment great as Herbert's, and threw off a +volley of surprise in her foreign tongue. But she was a shrewd woman. +Ay, never was there a shrewder than Bianca Varsini. Mr. Sergeant Delves +was not a bad hand at ferreting out conclusions; but she would have +beaten the sergeant hollow. + +"Tenez," cried she, putting up her forefinger in thought, as she gazed +at the cloak. "Cyril did this." + +"Cyril!" + +She nodded her head. "You stood it out to me that you did not come in on +Saturday evening and go out again between ten and eleven----" + +"I did not," interrupted Herbert. "I told you truth, but you would not +believe me." + +"But this cloak went out. And it was turned the plaid side outwards, and +your cap was on, tied down at the ears. Naturally I thought it was you. +It must have been Cyril! Do you comprehend?" + +"No, I don't," said Herbert. "How mysteriously you are speaking!" + +"It must have been Cyril who robbed Mr. Ashley." + +"Mademoiselle!" interrupted Herbert indignantly. + +"Ecoutez, mon ami. He was blanched as white as a mouchoir, while your +father spoke of it at dinner--did you see that he could not eat? 'You +look guilty, Monsieur Cyril,' I said to myself, not really thinking him +to be so. But be persuaded it was no other. He must have taken the +paper-money--or what you call it--and come home here for your cloak and +cap to wear, while he changed it for gold, thinking it would fall on +that other one who wears the cloak; that William Hall----I cannot say +the name; c'est trop dur pour les levres. It is Cyril, and no other. He +has turned afraid now, and has torn the lining out." + +Herbert could make no rejoinder at first, partly in dismay, partly in +astonishment. "It cannot have been Cyril!" he reiterated. + +"I say it is Cyril," persisted the young lady. "I saw him creep up the +stairs after dinner, with a candle and your mother's great scissors in +his hand. He did not see me. I was in the dark, looking out of my room. +Depend he was going to do it then." + +"Then, of all blind idiots, Cyril's the worst!--if he did take the +cheque," uttered Herbert. "Should it become known, he is done for; and +that for life. And my father helping to fan the flame!" + +The governess shrugged her shoulders. "I not like Cyril," she said. "I +have never liked him since I came." + +"But you will not tell against him!" cried Herbert, in fear. + +"No, no, no. Tell against your brother! Why should I? It is no concern +of mine. Unless people meddle with me, I not meddle with them. Cyril is +safe, for me." + +"What on earth am I to do for my cloak to-night?" debated Herbert. "I +was going--going where I want it." + +"Why you want it so to-night?" asked mademoiselle sharply. + +"Because it's cold," responded Herbert. "The cloak was warmer than my +overcoat is." + +"Last night you go out, to-night you go out, to-morrow you go out. It is +always so now!" + +"I have a lot of perplexing business upon me," answered Herbert. "I have +no time to see about it in the day." + +Some little time longer he remained talking with her, partially +disputing. The Italian, from some cause or other, went into ill-humour +and said some provoking things. Herbert, it must be confessed, received +them with good temper, and she grew more affable. When he left her, she +offered to pick the loose threads out of the cloak, and hem up the +bottom. + +"You'll lock the door while you do it?" he urged. + +"I will take it to my chamber," she said. "No one will molest me there." + +Herbert left it with her and went out. Cyril went out. Anthony had +already gone out. Mr. Dare remained at home. He and his wife were +conversing over the dining-room fire, in the course of the evening, when +Joseph came in. + +"You are wanted, please, sir," he said to his master. + +"Who wants me?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"It's Policeman Delves, sir." + +"Oh, show him in here," said Mr. Dare. "I hope something will be done in +this," he added to his wife. "It may turn out a good slice of luck for +me." + +Sergeant Delves came in. In point of fact, he had just returned from +that interview with the butcher, where he had been accompanied by Mr. +Ashley and William. + +"Well, Delves, did you get my note?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"Yes, sir, I did," said the sergeant, taking the seat offered him. "It's +what I have come up about." + +"Do you intend to act upon my advice?" + +"Why--no, I think not," replied the sergeant. "Not, at any rate, until I +have had a talk with you." + +"What will you take?" + +"Well, sir, the night's cold. I don't mind a drop of brandy-and-water." + +It was brought, and Mr. Dare joined his visitor in partaking of it. He +agreed with him that the night was cold. But nothing could Mr. Dare make +of him. As often as he turned the conversation on the subject in hand, +so often did the sergeant turn it off again. Mrs. Dare grew tired of +listening to nothing; and she departed, leaving them together. + +Then the manner of Sergeant Delves changed. He drew his chair forward; +and bent towards Mr. Dare. + +"You have been urging me to go against young Halliburton," he began. "It +won't do. Halliburton no more fingered that cheque, or had anything to +do with it, than you or I had. Mr. Dare, don't you stir in this matter +any further." + +"My present intention is to stir it to the bottom," returned Mr. Dare. + +"Look here," said the sergeant in an undertone; "I am not obliged to +take notice of offences that don't come legally in my way. Many a thing +has been done in this town--ay, and is being done now--that I am obliged +to wink at; it don't lay right in my duty to take notice of it, so I +keep my eyes shut. Now that's just it in this case. So long as the +parties concerned, Mr. Ashley, or White, don't put it into my hands +officially, I am not obliged to take so-and-so into custody, or to act +upon my own suspicions. And I won't do it upon suspicions of my own: I +promise it. If I am forced, that's another matter." + +"Are you alluding to Halliburton?" + +"No. You are on the wrong scent, I say." + +"And you think you are on the right one?" + +"I could put my finger out this night and lay it on the fox. But I tell +you, sir, I don't want to, unless I am compelled. Don't _you_ compel me, +Mr. Dare, of all people in the world." + +Mr. Dare leaned back in his chair, his thumbs in his waistcoat armholes. +No suspicion of the truth had crossed him, and he could not understand +either the sergeant or his manner. The latter rose to depart. + +"The other cloak, similar to young Halliburton's, belongs to your son +Herbert," he whispered, as he passed Mr. Dare. "It was his brother, +Cyril, who wore it on Saturday night, and who changed the cheque: +therefore we may give a guess as to who took the cheque out of Mr. +Ashley's desk. Now you be still over it, sir, for his sake, as I shall +be. If I can, I'll call at your office to-morrow, Mr. Dare, and talk +further. White must have the money refunded to him, or _he_ won't be +still." + +Anthony Dare fell into a confusion of horror and consternation, leaving +the sergeant to bow himself out. Mrs. Dare heard the departure, and +returned to the room. + +"Well," cried she briskly, "is he going to accuse Halliburton?" + +Mr. Dare did not answer. He looked up in a beseeching, helpless sort of +manner, as one who is stunned by a blow. + +"What is the matter?" she questioned, gazing at him closely. "Are you +ill?" + +He rose up shaking, as if ague were upon him. "No--no." + +"Perhaps you are cold," said Mrs. Dare. "I asked you what Delves was +going to do. Will he accuse Halliburton?" + +"Be still!" sharply cried Mr. Dare in a tone of pain. "The matter is to +be hushed up. It was not Halliburton." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +A PRESENT OF TEA-LEAVES. + + +How went on Honey Fair? Better and worse, better and worse, according to +custom; the worse prevailing over the better. + +Of all its inhabitants, none had advanced so well as Robert East. +Honestly to confess it, that is not saying much; since the greater +portion, instead of advancing in the world's social scale, had +retrograded. Robert had left the manufactory he had worked for and was +now second foreman at Mr. Ashley's. He was also becoming through +perseverance an excellent scholar in a plain way. He had had one friend +to help him; and that was William Halliburton. + +The Easts had removed to a better house; one of those which had a garden +in front of it. No garden was more fragrant than theirs; and it was kept +in order by Robert and Thomas East. The house was larger than they +required, and part of it was occupied by Stephen Crouch and his +daughter. It was known that the Easts were putting by money: and Honey +Fair wondered: for none lived more comfortably, more respectably. Honey +Fair--taking it as a whole--lived neither comfortably nor respectably. +The Fishers had never come out of the workhouse, and Joe was dead. The +Crosses, turned from their home, their furniture sold, had found +lodgings; two rooms. Improvident as ever, were they. They did not +attempt to rise even to their former condition; but grovelled on, living +from hand to mouth. The Masons, man and wife, passed their time +agreeably in quarrels. At least, that it was agreeable may be assumed, +for the quarrels never ceased. Now and then they were diversified by a +fight. The children were growing up without training; and Caroline--ah! +I don't know that it will do much good to ask after her. Caroline, years +ago, had taken a false step; and, try as she would, she could not +regain her footing. She lived in a garret alone. She had so lived a long +while; and she worked her fingers to the bone to keep body and soul +together, and went about with her head down. Honey Fair looked askance +at her, and gathered up its petticoats when they saw her coming, as you +saw Eliza Tyrrett gather up hers, lest they should come into contact +with those contaminations. The Carters thrived; the Brumms, also, were +better off than they used to be; and the Buffles did so excellently that +a joke went about that they would be retiring on their fortune: but the +greater portion of Honey Fair was full of trouble and improvidence. + +William Halliburton frequently found himself in Honey Fair. It was the +most direct road from his house to that of Monsieur Colin, the French +master. William, sociably inclined by nature, had sometimes dropped in +at one or other of the houses. He would find Robert East labouring at +his books much more than he need have laboured had some little +assistance been given him in his progress. William good-naturedly +undertook to supply it. It became quite a common thing for him to go +round and pass an hour with the Easts and Stephen Crouch. + +The unpleasant social features of Honey Fair thus obtruded themselves on +William Halliburton's notice; it was impossible that any one passing +much through Honey Fair should not be struck with them. Could nothing be +done to rescue the people from this degraded condition?--and a degraded +one it was, compared with what it might have been. Young and +inexperienced as he was, it was a question that sometimes arose to +William's mind. Dirty homes, scolding mothers, ragged and pining +children, rough and swearing husbands! Waste, discomfort, evil. The +women laid the blame on the men: reproached them with wasting their +evenings and their money at the public-house. The men retorted upon the +women, and said they had not a home "fit for a pig to come into." +Meanwhile the money, whether earned by husband or wife, _went_. It went +somehow, bringing apparently nothing to show for it, and the least +possible return of good. Thus they struggled and squabbled on, their +lives little better than one continued scene of scramble, discomfort, +and toil. At a year's end they were not in the least bettered, not in +the least raised, socially, morally, or physically, from their condition +at the year's commencement. Nothing had been achieved; except that they +were one year nearer to the great barrier which separates time from +eternity. + +Ask them what they were toiling and struggling for. They did not know. +What was their end, their aim? They had none. If they could only rub on, +and keep body and soul together (as poor Caroline Mason was trying to do +in her garret), it appeared to be all they cared for. They did not +endeavour to lift up their hopes or their aspirations above that; they +were willing so to go on until death should come. What a life! what an +end! + +A feeling would now and then come over William that he might in some way +help them to attempt better things. To do so was a duty which seemed to +be lying across his path, that he might take it up and make it his. How +to set about it, he knew no more than the Man in the Moon. Now and then +disheartening moments would come upon him. To attempt to sweep away the +evils of Honey Fair appeared a far more formidable task than to cleanse +the Augean Stables could ever have appeared to Hercules. He knew that +any endeavour, whether on his part or on that of others, who might be +far more experienced and capable than he, would be utterly fruitless +unless the incentive to exertion, to strive to do better, should be +first born within themselves. Ah, my friends! the aid of others may be +looked upon as a great thing; but without self-struggle and self-help +little good will be effected. + +One evening in passing the house partially occupied by the Crosses the +door was flung violently open, a girl of fifteen flew shrieking out and +a saucer of wet tea-leaves came flying after her. The tea-leaves +alighted on the girl's neck, just escaping William's arm. It was the +youngest girl of the family, Patty. The tea-leaves had come from Mrs. +Cross. Her face was red with passion, her voice loud; the girl, on her +part, was insulting and abusive. Mrs. Cross had her hands stretched out, +to scratch, or tear, or pull hair, and a personal skirmish would +inevitably have ensued but for the chance of William's being there. He +received the hands upon his arm and contrived to detain them. + +"What's the matter, Mrs. Cross?" + +"Matter!" raved Mrs. Cross. "She's a idle, impedent wicked huzzy--that's +what's the matter. She knows I've my gloving to get in for Saturday, and +not a stroke'll she help. There's the dishes lying dirty from dinner, +the tea-cups lying from tea, and touch 'em she won't. She expects me to +do it, and me with my gloving to find 'em in food! I took hold of her +arm to make her do it, and she turned and struck at me, the +good-for-nothing faggot! I hope none on it didn't go on you, sir," added +Mrs. Cross, somewhat modifying her voice, and pausing to recover breath. + +"Better that it had gone on my coat than on Patty's neck," replied he, +in a good-natured, half-joking tone; though, indeed, the girl, with her +evil look at her mother, her insolent air, stood there scarcely worth +his defence. "If my mother asked me to wash tea-things or do anything +else, Patty, I should do it, and think it a pleasure to help her," he +added, to the girl. + +Patty pushed her tangled hair behind her ears, and turned a defiant look +upon her mother. Hidden as she had thought it from William, he saw it. + +"You just wait," nodded Mrs. Cross, in answer as defiant. "I'll make +your back smart by-and-by." + +Which of the two was the more in fault? It was hard to say. The girl had +never been brought up to know her duty, or to do it. The mother from her +earliest childhood had given abuse and blows; no kindly, persuasive +words; no training. Little wonder, now Patty was growing up, that she +turned again. It was the usual sort of maternal government throughout +Honey Fair. In these, and similar cases, where could interference or +counsel avail, unless the spirit of the mothers and daughters could be +changed? + +William walked on, after the little episode of the tea-leaves. He could +not help contrasting these homes with his home; their life with his +life. He was given to reflection beyond his years, and he wished these +people could be aroused to improvement both of mind and body. They were +living for no end; toiling only to satisfy the wants of the day--nay, to +arrest the wants, rather than to satisfy them. How many of them were so +much as thinking of another world? Their toil and turmoil in this was +too great to enable them to cast a thought to the next. + +"I wonder," mused William, as he stepped towards M. Colin's, "whether +some of the better-conducted of the men might not be induced to come +round to East's in an evening? It might be a beginning, at any rate. +Once wean the men from the public-houses, and there's no knowing what +reform might be effected. I would willingly give up an hour or two of my +evenings to them!" + +His visit to M. Colin over, he retraced his steps to Honey Fair and +turned into Robert East's. It was past eight o'clock then. Robert and +Stephen Crouch were home from work, and were getting out their books. +Charlotte sat by, at work as usual, and Tom East was drawing Charlotte's +head towards him, to whisper something to her. + +"Robert," said William, speaking impulsively, the moment he entered, "I +wonder whether you could induce a few of your neighbours to come here of +an evening?" + +"What for, sir?" asked Robert turning round from the book-shelves where +he stood, searching for some volume. + +"It might be so much better for them. It might end in being so. I wish," +he added with sudden warmth, "we could get all Honey Fair here!" + +"All Honey Fair!" echoed Stephen Crouch in astonishment. + +"I mean what I say, Crouch." + +"Why, sir, the room wouldn't hold a quarter or a tenth part, or a +hundredth part of them." + +William laughed. "No, that it would not, practically. There is so much +discomfort around us, and--and ill-doing--I must call it so, for want of +a better name--that I sometimes wish we could mend it a little." + +"Who mend it, sir?" + +"Any one who would try. You two might help towards it. If you could +seduce a few round here, and get them to be interested in your own +evening occupation--books and rational conversation--and so wean them +from the public-houses, it would be a great thing." + +"There'd never be any good done with the men, take them as a whole, sir. +They are an ignorant, easy-going lot, and don't care to be better." + +"That's just it, Crouch. They don't care to be better. But they might be +taught to care. It would be a very great thing if Honey Fair could be +brought to spend its evenings as you spend yours. If the men gave up +spending their money, and reeling home after it; and the women kept tidy +hearths and civil tongues. As Charlotte does," he added looking round at +her. + +"There's no denying that, sir." + +"I think something might be done. By degrees, you understand; not in a +hurry. Were you to take the men by storm--to say, 'We want you to lead +changed lives, and are going to show you how to do it,' your movement +would fail, and you would get laughed at into the bargain. Say to the +men, 'You shan't go to the public-house, because you waste your time, +your money, and your temper,' and, rely upon it, it would have as much +effect as if you spoke to the wind. But get them to come here as a sort +of change, and you may secure them for good if you make the evenings +pleasant to them. In short, give them some employment or attraction that +will outweigh the attractions of the public-house." + +"It would certainly be a good thing," said Stephen Crouch, musingly. +"They might be for trying to raise themselves then." + +"Ay," spoke William, with enthusiasm. "Once let them find the day-spring +within themselves, the wish to do right, to be raised above what they +are now, and the rest will be easy. When once that day-spring can be +found, a man is made. God never sent a man here, but he implanted that +within him. The difficulty is, to awaken it." + +"And it is not always done, sir," said Charlotte, lifting her face from +her work with a kindling eye, a heightened colour. _She_ had found it. + +"Charlotte, I fear it is rarely done, instead of not always. It lies +pretty dormant, to judge by appearances, in Honey Fair." + +William was right. It is an epoch in a man's life, that finding what he +had not inaptly called the day-spring. Self-esteem, self-reliance, the +courage of long-continued patience, the striving to make the best of the +mind's good gifts--all are born of it. He who possesses it may soar to a +bright and, happy lot, bearing in mind--may he always bear it!--the rest +and reward promised hereafter. + +"At any rate, it would be giving them a chance, as it seems to me," +observed William. "I think I know one who would come. Andrew Brumm." + +"Ah, _he_ would, and be glad to come," replied Robert East. "He is +different from many of them. I know another who would, sir; and that's +Adam Thornycroft." + +Charlotte bent her head over her work. + +"Since that cousin of his died of _delirium tremens_, Thornycroft has +said good-bye to the public-houses. He spends his evenings at home with +his mother: but I know he would like to spend them here. Tim Carter +would come, sir." + +"If Mrs. Tim will let him," put in Tom East saucily. And a laugh went +round. + +"Ever so few to begin with, will set the example to others," remarked +William. "There's no knowing what it may grow to. Small beginnings make +great endings. I have talked with my mother about Honey Fair. She has +always said: 'Before Honey Fair's conduct can be improved, its minds +must be improved.'" + +"There will be the women yet, sir," spoke Charlotte. "If they are to +remain as they are, it will be of little use the men doing anything for +themselves." + +"Charlotte, once begun, I say there's no knowing where the work may +end," he gravely answered. + +The rain, which had been threatening all the evening, was coming down +pretty smartly as William walked through Honey Fair on his return. +Standing against a shutter near his own door was Jacob Cross. "Good +night, Jacob," said William. + +"Goodnight, sir," answered Jacob sullenly. + +"Are you standing in the rain that it may make you grow, as the children +say?" asked William in his ever-pleasant tone. + +"I'm standing here 'cause I've nowhere else to stand," said the man, his +voice full of resentment. "I'm turned out of our room, and I have no +money for the Horned Ram." + +"A good thing you have not," thought William. "What has turned you out +of your room?" he asked. + +"I'm turned out, sir, by the row there is in it. Our Mary Ann's come +home." + +"Mary Ann?" repeated William, not quite understanding. + +"Our Mary Ann, what took and married Ben Tyrrett. A fine market she have +brought her pigs to!" + +"What has she done?" questioned William. + +"She's done enough," wrathfully answered Cross. "We told her when she +married Tyrrett that he was nothing but a jobber at fifteen shillings +a-week--and it's all he was, sir, as you know. 'Wait,' I says to her; +'somebody better than him'll turn up.' Her mother says 'Wait.' Others +says 'Wait.' No, not she; the girls are all marrying mad. Well, she took +her own way; she would take it; and they got married, and set up upon +nothing. Neither of 'em had saved a two-penny-piece; and Ben fond of the +public; and our Mary Ann fond of laziness and finery; and not knowing +how to keep house any more than her young sister Patty did." + +William remembered the little interlude of that evening in which Miss +Patty had played her part. Jacob continued. + +"It was all fine and sunshiny with 'em for a few days or a few weeks, +till the novelty wears off, and then they finds things going cranky. The +money, _that_ begins to run short; and Mary Ann, she finds that Ben +likes his glass; and Ben, he finds that she's just a doll, with no +gumption or management inside her. They quarrels--naterally, and they +comes to us to settle it. 'You was both red-hot for the bargain,' says +I, 'and you must just make the best of it and of one another.' And so +they went back: and it has gone on till this, quarrelling continual. And +now he's took to beat her, and home she came to-night, not half an hour +ago, with her three children and a black eye, vowing she'll stop at home +and won't go back to him again. And she and her mother's having words +over it, and the babies a-squalling--enough noise to raise the ceiling +off, and I come out of it. I wish I was dead, I do!" + +Jacob's account of the noise was scarcely exaggerated. It penetrated to +where they stood, two or three houses off. William had moved closer, +that the umbrella might give Cross part of its shelter. "Not a very +sensible wish, that of yours, is it, Cross?" remarked he. + +"I have wished it long, sir, sensible or not sensible. I slaves away my +days and have nothing but a pigsty to step into at home, and angry words +in it. A nice place for a tired man! I can't afford the public more than +three or four nights a-week; not that, always. They're getting corky at +the beer-shops, nowadays, and won't give trust. Wednesday this is; +Thursday, to-morrow; Friday, next night: three nights, and me without a +shelter to put my head in!" + +"I should like to take you to one to-morrow night," said William. "Will +you go with me?" + +"Where to?" ungraciously asked Cross. + +"To Robert East's. You know how he and Crouch spend their evenings. +There's always something going on there interesting and pleasant." + +"Crouch and East don't want me." + +"Yes, they do. They will be only too glad if you, and a few more +intelligent men, will join them. Try it, Cross. There's a warm room to +sit in, at all events, and nothing to pay." + +"Ah, it's all very fine for them Easts! We haven't their luck. Look at +me! Down in the world." + +William put his hand on the man's shoulder. "Why should you be down in +the world?" + +"Why should I?" repeated Cross, in surprise. "Because I am," he +logically answered. + +"That is not the reason. The reason is because you do not try to rise in +the world." + +"It's no use trying." + +"Have you ever tried?" + +"Why, no! How can I try?" + +"You wished just now that you were dead. Would it not be better to wish +to live?" + +"Not such a life as mine." + +"But to wish to live would seem to imply that it must be a better life. +And why need your life be so miserable? You gain fair wages; your wife +earns money. Altogether I suppose you must have twenty-six or +twenty-eight shillings a week----" + +"But there's no thrift with it," exclaimed Cross. "It melts away +somehow. Before the middle of the week comes, it's all gone." + +"You spend some at the Horned Ram, you know," said William, not in a +reproving tone. + + +"She squanders away in rubbish more than that," was Jacob's answer, +pointing towards his house, and not giving at all a complimentary stress +upon the "she." + +"And with nothing to show for it in return, either of you. Try another +plan, Jacob." + +"I'd not be backward--if I could see one to try," said he, after a +pause. + +"Be here at half-past eight to-morrow evening, and I will go in with you +to East's. If you cannot see any better way, you can spend a pleasant +evening. But now, Jacob, let me say a word to you, and do you note it. +If you find the evening pass agreeably, go the next evening, and the +next; go always. You can't tell all that may arise from it in time. I +know of one thing that will." + +"What's that, sir?" + +"Why, that instead of wishing yourself dead, you will grow to think life +too short, for the good you find in it." + +He went on his way. Jacob Cross, deprived of the umbrella, stood in the +rain as before and looked after him, indulging his reflections. + +"He is a young man, and things wear their bright side to him. But he has +a cordial way with him, and don't look at folks as if they was dirt." + +And that had been the origin of the _soirees_ held at Robert East's. By +degrees ten or a dozen men took to going there, and--what was more--to +like to go, and to find an interest in it. It was a great improvement +upon the Horned Ram. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +HENRY ASHLEY'S OBJECT IN LIFE. + + +On one of the warm, bright days that we sometimes have in the month of +February, all the brighter from their contrast to the passing winter, +William Halliburton was walking home to tea from the manufactory, and +overtook Henry Ashley limping along. + +Henry was below the middle height, and slight in form, with the same +beautiful face that had marked his boyhood, delicately refined in +feature, brilliant in colour; the same upright lines of pain knit in the +smooth white brow. + +"Just the man I wanted," said he, linking his arm within William's. "You +are a good help up a hill, and I am hot and tired." + +"Wrapped up in that coat, with its fur lining, I should think you are! I +have doffed my elegant cloak, you see, to-day." + +"Is it off to the British Museum?" + +William laughed. "I have not had time to pack it up." + +"I am glad I met you. You must come home to tea with me. Well? Why are +you hesitating? You have no engagement?" + +"Nothing more than usual. My studies----" + +"You are study mad!" interrupted Henry Ashley. "What do you want to be? +A Socrates? An Admirable Crichton?" + +"Nothing so formidable. I want to be useful." + +"And you make yourself accomplished, as a preliminary step to it. Mary +took up the fencing-sticks for you yesterday. Herbert Dare was at our +house--some freak is taking him to be a pretty constant visitor just +now--and the talk turned upon Frank. You know," broke off Henry in his +quaint way, "I never use long words when short ones will do: you learned +ones would say 'conversation.' Mr. Keating had said to my father that +Frank Halliburton was a brilliant scholar, and I retailed it to Herbert. +I knew it would put him up, and there's nothing I like half so much as +to _rile_ the Dares. Herbert sneered. 'And he owes it partly to +William,' I went on, 'for if Frank's a brilliant scholar, William's a +brilliant_er_!' 'William Halliburton a brilliant scholar!' stormed +scornful Herbert. 'Has he learnt to be one at the manufactory? So long +as he knows how gloves are made, that's enough for him. What does _he_ +want with the requirements of gentlemen?' Up looked Miss Mary; her +colour rising, her eyes flashing. She was at her drawing: at which, by +the way, she makes no progress; nothing to be compared with Anna Lynn. +'William Halliburton has forgotten more than you ever learnt, Herbert +Dare,' cried she; 'and there's more of the true gentleman in his little +finger than there is in your whole body.' 'There's for you, Herbert +Dare,' whistled I; 'but it's true, lad, like it or not as you may!' +Herbert _was_ riled." + +Henry turned his head as he concluded, and looked up at William. A gleam +like a sunbeam had flashed into William's eyes; a colour to his cheeks. + +"Well?" cried Henry sharply, for William did not speak. "Have you +nothing to say?" + +"It was generous of Miss Ashley." + +"I don't mean that. Oh dear!" sighed Henry, who appeared to be in one of +his fitful moods; "who is to know whether things will turn out crooked +or straight in this world of ours? What objection have you to coming +home with me for the evening? That's what I mean." + +"None. I can give up my books for a night, bookworm as you think me. But +they will expect me at East's." + +"Happy the man that expecteth nothing!" responded Henry. "Disappoint +them." + +"As for disappointing them, I shouldn't so much mind, but I can't abide +to disappoint myself," returned William, quoting from Goldsmith's good +old play, of which both he and Henry were fond. + +"You don't mean to say it would be a disappointment to _you_, not giving +the lesson, or whatever it is, to those working chaps!" uttered Henry +Ashley. + +"Not as you would count disappointment. When I do not get round for an +hour, it seems as a night lost. I know the men like to see me; and I am +always fearing that we are not sure of them." + +"You speak as though your whole soul were in the business," returned +Henry Ashley. + +"I think my heart is in it." + +Henry looked at him wistfully, and his tone grew serious. "William, I +would give all I am worth, present, and to come, to change places with +you." + +"To change places with me!" echoed William, in surprise. + +"Yes: for you have an object in life. You may have many. To be useful in +your generation is one of them." + +"And so may you have objects in life." + +"With this encumbrance!" He stamped his lame leg, and a look of keen +vexation settled itself in his face. "You can go forth into the world +with your strong limbs, your unbroken health; you can work, or you can +play; you can be active, or you can be still, at will. But what am I? A +poor, weak creature; infirm of temper, tortured by pain, condemned half +my days to the monotony of a sick-room. Compare my lot with yours!" + +"There are those who would choose your lot in preference to mine, were +the option given them," returned William. "I must work. It is a duty +laid upon me. You can play." + +"Thank you! How?" + +"I am not speaking literally. Every good and pleasing thing that money +can purchase is at your command. You have only to enjoy them, so far as +you may. One, suffering as you do, bears not upon him the responsibility +to _use_ his time, that a healthy man does. Lots, in this world, Henry, +are, as I believe, pretty equally balanced. Many would envy you your +life of calm repose." + +"It is not calm," was the abrupt rejoinder. "It is disturbed by pain, +and aggravated by temper; and--and--tormented by uncertainty." + +"At any rate, you can subdue the one." + +"Which, pray?" + +"The temper. Henry"--dropping his voice--"a victory over your own temper +may be one of the few obligations laid upon you." + +"I wish I could live for an object," grumbled Henry. + +"Come round with me to East's, sometimes." + +"I--daresay!" retorted Henry, when he could recover from his amazement. +"Thank you again, Mr. Halliburton." + +William laughed. But he soon resumed his seriousness. "I can understand +that for you, the favoured son of Mr. Ashley, reared in refinement and +exclusiveness----" + +"Enshrined in pride--the failing that Helstonleigh is pleased to call my +besetting sin; sheltered under care and coddling so great that the very +winds of heaven are not suffered to visit my face too roughly!" was the +impetuous interruption of Henry Ashley. "Come! bring it all out. Don't, +from motives of delicacy, keep in any of my faults, virtues, or +advantages!" + +"I can understand, I say, why you are unwilling to break through the +reserve of your home habits," William calmly continued. "But, if you did +so, you might no longer have to complain of the want of an object in +life." + +At this moment they came in view of William's house. Mrs. Halliburton +happened to be at one of the windows. William nodded his greeting, and +Henry raised his hat. Presently Henry began again. + +"Pray, do you join the town in its gratuitous opinion that Henry Ashley, +of all in it, is the proudest amid the proud?" + +"I do not find you proud," said William. + +"You! As far as you and I are concerned, I think the boot might be on +the other leg. You might set up for being proud over me." + +William could not help laughing. "Putting joking aside, my opinion is, +Henry, that your shyness and sensitiveness are in fault; not your pride. +It is your reserved manner alone which has caused Helstonleigh to take +up the impression that you are unduly proud." + +"Right, old fellow!" returned Henry in emphatic tones. "If you knew how +far I and pride stand apart--but let it pass." + +Arrived at the entrance to Mr. Ashley's, William threw open the gate for +Henry, retreating himself. "I must go home first, Henry. I won't be a +quarter of an hour." + +Henry looked cross. "Why on earth, then, did you not go in as we passed? +What was the use of your coming up here to go back again?" + +"I thought my arm was helping you." + +"So it was. But--there! don't be an hour." + +As William walked rapidly back, he met Mrs. Ashley's carriage. She and +Mary were in it. Mrs. Ashley nodded as he raised his hat, and Mary +glanced at him with a smile and a heightened colour. She had grown up to +excessive beauty. + +A few moments, and William met beauty of another style--Anna Lynn. Her +cheeks were the flushed, dimpled cheeks of her childhood; the same +sky-blue eyes gleaming from between their long dark lashes; the same +profusion of silky, brown hair; the same gentle, sweetly modest manners. +William stopped to shake hands with her. + +"Out alone, Anna?" + +"I am on my way to take tea with Mary Ashley." + +"Are you? We shall meet there, then." + +"That will be pleasant. Fare thee well for the present, William." + +She continued her way. William ran in home, and to his chamber. Dressing +himself hastily, he went to the room where his mother sat, and stood +before her. + +"Does my coat fit me, mother?" + +"Why, where are you going?" she asked. + +"To Mrs. Ashley's. I have put on my new coat. Does it do? It seems all +right"--throwing up his arms. + +"Yes, it fits you exactly. I think you are growing a dandy. Go along. I +must not look at you too long." + +"Why not?" he asked in surprise. + +"In case I grow proud of my eldest son. And I would rather be proud of +his goodness than of his looks." + +William laughingly gave his mother a farewell kiss. "Tell Gar I am sorry +he will not have me at his elbow this evening, to find fault with his +Greek. Good-bye, mother dear." + +In truth, there was something remarkably noble in William Halliburton's +appearance. As he entered Mrs. Ashley's drawing-room, the fact seemed to +strike upon Henry with unusual force, who greeted him from his distant +sofa. + +"So that's what you went back for!--to turn yourself into a buck!" he +called out as William approached him. "As if you were not well enough +before! Did you dress for me, pray?" + +"For you!" laughed William. "That's good!" + +"In saying 'me,' I include the family," returned Henry quaintly. +"There's no one else to dress for." + +"Yes, there is. There's Anna Lynn." + +Now, in good truth, William had no covert meaning in giving this answer. +The words rose to his lips, and he spoke them lightly. Perhaps he could +have given a very different one, had he been compelled to speak out the +inmost feeling of his heart. Strange, however, was the effect on Henry +Ashley. He grasped William's arm with emotion, and pulled his face down +to him as he lay. + +"What do you say? What do you mean?" + +"I mean nothing in particular. Anna _is_ here." + +"You shall not evade me," gasped Henry. "I must have it out, now or +later. WHAT is it that you mean?" + +William stood, almost confounded. Henry was evidently in painful +excitement; every vestige of colour had forsaken his sensitive +countenance, and his white hands shook as they held William. + +"What do _you_ mean?" William whispered. "I said nothing to agitate you +thus, that I am aware of. Are we at cross-purposes?" + +A spot, bright as carmine, began to flush into the invalid's pale +cheeks, and he moved his face so that the light did not fall upon it. + +"I'll have it out, I say. What is Anna Lynn to you?" + +"Nothing," answered William, a smile parting his lips. + +"What is she to you?" reiterated Henry, his tone painfully earnest. + +William edged himself on to the sofa, so as to cover Henry from the gaze +of any eyes that might be directed to him from the other parts of the +room. "I like Anna very much," he said in a clear, low tone; "almost as +I might like a sister; but I have no love for her, in the sense you +would imply--if I am not mistaking your meaning. And I never shall +have." + +Henry looked at him wistfully. "On your honour?" + +"Henry! was there need to ask it? On my honour, if you will." + +"No, no; there was no need: you are always truthful. Bear with me, +William! bear with my infirmities." + +"My sister Anna Lynn might be, and welcome. My wife never." + +Henry did not answer. His face was growing damp with physical pain. + +"You have one of your fits of suffering coming on!" breathed William. +"Shall I get you anything?" + +"Hush! only sit there, to hide me from them: and be still." + +William did as he was requested, sitting so as to screen him from Mrs. +Ashley and the rest. He held his hands, and the paroxysm, sharp while it +lasted, passed away. Henry's very lips had grown white with pain. + +"You see what a poor wretch I am!" + +"I see that you suffer," was William's compassionate answer. + +"From henceforth there is a fresh bond of union between us, for you +possess my secret. It is what no one else in the world does. William, +_that's_ my object in life." + +William did not reply. Perplexity was crowding on his mind, shading his +countenance. + +"Well!" cried Henry, beginning to recover his equanimity, and with it +his sharp retorts. "Why are you looking so blue?" + +"Will it be smooth sailing for you, Henry, with Mr. Ashley?" + +"Yes, I think it will," was the hasty rejoinder: its very haste, its +fractious tone, proving that Henry was by no means so sure of it as he +would imply. "I am not as others are: therefore he will let minor +considerations yield to my happiness." + +William looked uncommonly grave. "Mr. Ashley is not all," he said, +arousing from a reverie. "There may be difficulties elsewhere. She must +not marry out of their own society. Samuel Lynn is one of its strictest +members." + +"Rubbish! Samuel Lynn is my father's servant, and I am my father's son. +If Samuel should take a strait-laced fit, and hold out, why, I'll turn +broadbrim." + +"Samuel Lynn is my father's servant!" In that very fact, William saw +cause to fear that it might not be such plain sailing with Mr. Ashley as +Henry wished to anticipate. He could not help looking the doubts he +felt. Henry observed it. + +"What's the matter now?" he peevishly asked. "I do think you were born +to be the plague of my life! My belief is, you want her for yourself." + +"I am only anxious for you, Henry. I wish you could have assured +yourself that it would go well, before--before allowing your feelings to +be irrevocably bound up in it. A blow, for you, might be hard to bear." + +"How could I help my feelings?" retorted Henry. "I did not fix them +purposely on Anna Lynn. Before I knew anything about it, they had fixed +themselves. Almost before I knew that I cared for her, she was more to +me than the sun in the heavens. There has been no help for it at all, I +tell you. So don't preach." + +"Have you spoken to her?" + +Henry shook his head. "The time has not come for it. I must make it +right with the master before I can stir a step: and I fear it is not +quite ripe for that. Mind _you_ don't talk." + +William smiled. "I will mind." + +"You'd better. If that Quaker society got a hint of it, there's no +knowing what a hullabaloo they might make. They might be for reading +Anna a public lecture at Meeting: or get Samuel Lynn to vow he'd not +give his consent." + +"I should argue in this way, were I you, Henry. With my love so firmly +fixed on Anna Lynn----I beg your pardon, Miss Ashley." + +William started up. Mary Ashley was standing close to the sofa. Had she +caught the sense of the last words? + +"Mamma spoke twice, but you were too busily engaged to hear," said Mary. +"Henry, James is waiting to wheel your sofa to the tea-table." + +Henry rose. Passing his arm through William's, he approached the group. +The servant pushed the sofa after them. Standing together were Mary +Ashley and Anna Lynn. They presented a great contrast to each other. +Mary wore an evening dress of shimmering silk, its low body trimmed with +rich white lace; white lace hung from its drooping sleeves: and she had +on ornaments of gold. Anna was in grey merino, high in the neck, close +at the wrists; not a bit of lace about her, not an ornament; nothing but +a plain white linen collar. "Catch me letting her wear those +Methodistical things when she shall be mine!" thought Henry. "I'll make +a bonfire of the lot." + +But the Quaker cap? Ah! it was not there. Anna had continued her habit +at home of throwing it off, as formerly. Patience reprimanded in vain. +She was not seconded by Samuel Lynn. "We are by ourselves, Patience; it +does not much matter," he would say; "the child says she is cooler +without it." But had Samuel Lynn known that Anna was in the habit of +discarding it on every possible occasion when she was from home, he had +been as severe as Patience. At Mr. Ashley's, especially, she would sit, +as now, without it, her lovely face made more lovely by its falling +curls. Anna did wrong, and she knew it; but she was a wilful girl, and a +vain one. That pretty, timid, retiring manner concealed much self-will, +much vanity; though in some things she was as easily swayed as a child. + +She disobeyed Patience in another matter. Patience would say to her, +"Should Mary Ashley be opening her instrument of music, thee will mind +not to listen to her songs: thee can go into another room." + +"Oh, yes, Patience," she would answer; "I will mind." + +But, instead of not listening, Miss Anna would place herself near the +piano, and drink in the songs as if her whole heart were in the music. +Music had a great effect upon her; and there she would sit entranced, as +though she were in some earthly Elysium. She said nothing of this at +home; but the deceit was wrong. + +They were sitting down to tea, when Herbert Dare came in. The hours for +meals were early at Mr. Ashley's: the medical men considered it best for +Henry. Herbert could be a gentleman when he chose; good-looking also; +quite an addition to a drawing-room. He took his seat between Mary and +Anna. + +"I say, how is it you are not dining at home this evening?" asked Henry, +who somehow did not regard the Dares with any great favour. + +"I dined in the middle of the day," was Herbert's reply. + +"The condescension! I thought only plebeians did that. James, is there a +piece of chalk in the house? I must chalk that up." + +"Henry! Henry!" reproved Mrs. Ashley. + +"Oh, let him talk, Mrs. Ashley," said Herbert, with supreme good humour. +"There's nothing he likes so well as a wordy war." + +"Nothing in the world," acquiesced Henry. "Especially with Herbert +Dare." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +ATTERLY'S FIELD. + + +Laughing, talking, playing at proverbs, earning and paying forfeits, it +was a merry group in Mrs. Ashley's drawing-room. That lady herself was +not joining in the merriment. She sat apart at a small table, some work +in her hand, speaking a word now and then, and smiling to herself in +echo to some unusual burst of laughter. It was so surprising that only +five voices could make so much noise. They were sitting in a circle; +Mary Ashley between William Halliburton and Herbert Dare, Anna Lynn +between Herbert Dare and Henry Ashley, Henry and William side by side. + +Time, in these happy moments, passes rapidly. In due course, the hands +of the French clock on the mantel-piece pointed to half-past eight, and +its silver tones rang out the chimes. They were at the end of the game, +and just settling themselves to commence another. The half-hour aroused +William, and he glanced towards the clock. + +"Half-past eight! who would have thought it? I had no idea it was so +late. I must leave you just for half an hour," he added, rising. + +"Leave for what?" cried Henry Ashley. + +"To go as far as East's. I will not remain there." + +Henry broke into a "wordy war," as Herbert Dare had called it earlier in +the evening. William smiled, and overruled him in his quiet way. + +"They have my promise to go round this evening," he said. "I gave it +them unconditionally, and must just go round to tell them I cannot +come--if that's not a contradiction. Don't look so cross, Henry." + +"Of course, you don't mean to come back," resentfully spoke Henry. "When +you get there, you'll stop there." + +"No; I have told you I will not. But if I let them expect me all the +evening, they will be looking and waiting, and do no good." + +He went out as he spoke, and left the house. As he reached the gate Mr. +Ashley was coming in. Mr. Ashley had been in the manufactory; he did not +often go there after tea. "Going already, William?" Mr. Ashley exclaimed +in accents of surprise. + +"Not for long, sir. I must just look in at East's." + +"Is that scheme likely to prosper? Can you keep the men?" + +"Yes, indeed, I think so. My hopes are strong." + +"Well, there's nothing like hope," answered Mr. Ashley, with a laugh. +"But I shall wonder if you do keep them. William," he added, after a +slight pause, his tone changing to a business one, "I have a few words +to say to you. I was about to speak to you in the counting-house this +afternoon, but something put it aside. I have changed my plans with +respect to this Lyons journey. Instead of despatching you, as I had +thought of doing, I believe I shall send Samuel Lynn." + +Mr. Ashley paused. William did not immediately reply. + +"Samuel Lynn's experience is greater than yours. It is a new thing, and +he will see, better than you could do, what can and what cannot be +done." + +"Very well, sir," at length answered William. + +"You speak as though you were disappointed," remarked Mr. Ashley. + +William was disappointed. But his motive for the feeling lay far deeper +than Mr. Ashley supposed. "I should like to have gone, sir, very much. +But--of course, my liking, or not liking, has nothing to do with it. +Perhaps it is as well that I should not go," he resumed, more in +soliloquy, as if he were trying to reconcile himself to the +disappointment by argument, than in observation to Mr. Ashley. "I do not +see how the men would have done without me at East's." + +"Ay, that's a grave consideration," replied Mr. Ashley jokingly, as he +turned to walk to his own door. + +William stood still, nailed as it were to the spot, looking after his +master. A most unwelcome thought had flashed over him; and in the +impulse of the moment he followed Mr. Ashley, to speak it out. Even in +the night's obscurity, his emotion was perceptible. + +"Mr. Ashley, the suspicion cast on me, at the time that cheque was lost, +has not been the reason--the reason for your declining to intrust me +with this commission?" + +Mr. Ashley looked at him in surprise. But that William's agitation was +all too real, he would have laughed at him. + +"William, I think you are turning silly. No suspicion was cast on you." + +"You have never stirred in the matter, sir; you have never spoken to me +to tell me you were satisfied that I was not in any way guilty," was +William's impulsive answer. + +"Spoken to you! where was the need? Why, William, my whole life, my +daily intercourse with you, is only so much proof that _you_ have my +full confidence. Should I admit you to my home, to the companionship of +my children, if I had no more faith in you than that?" + +"True," said William, beginning to recover himself. "It was a thought +that flashed over me, sir, when you said I was not to be sent on this +journey. I should not like you to doubt me; I could not live under it." + +"William, you reproached me with not having stirred in----" + +"I beg your pardon, sir. I never thought of such a thing as reproach. I +would not presume to do it." + +"I have not stirred in the matter," resumed Mr. Ashley. "A very +disagreeable suspicion arises in my mind at times, as to how the cheque +went; and I do not choose to stir in it. Have you no suspicion on the +point?" + +The question took William by surprise. He stammered in his answer; an +unusual thing for him to do. "N--o." + +"I ask if you have a suspicion?" quietly repeated Mr. Ashley, meaningly, +as if he took William's answer for nothing, or had not heard it. + +Then William spoke out readily. "A suspicion has crossed my mind, sir. +But it is one I should not like to breathe to you." + +"That's enough. I see. White voluntarily took the loss of the money on +himself. He came to me to say so; therefore, I infer that it has in some +private way been refunded to him. Mr. Dare veered round, and advised me +not to investigate the affair, as I was no loser by it; Delves hinted +the same thing. Altogether, I can see through the thing pretty clearly, +and I am content to let it rest. Are you satisfied? If not----" + +Mr. Ashley broke off abruptly. William waited. + +"So, don't turn foolish again. You and I now understand each other. +William!" he emphatically added, "I am growing to like you almost as I +like my own children. I am proud of you; and I shall be prouder yet. God +bless you, my boy!" + +It was so very rare that the calm, dignified Thomas Ashley was betrayed +into anything like demonstrativeness, that William could only stand and +look. And while he looked, the door closed on his master. + +He went way with all speed, calling at his home. Were the truth to be +told, perhaps William was quite as anxious to be back again at Mr. +Ashley's as Henry was that he should be there. Scarcely stopping for a +word of greeting, he opened a drawer, took from it a small case of +fossils, and then searched for something else; something which +apparently he could not find. + +"Have any of you seen my microscope?" he asked, turning to the group at +the table bending over their books. + +Jane looked round. "My dear, I lent it to Patience to-day. I suppose she +forgot to return it. Gar, will you go and ask her for it?" + +"Don't disturb yourself, Gar," said William. "I am going out, and will +ask Patience myself." + +Patience was alone in her parlour. She returned him the microscope, +saying that the reason she had not sent it in was, that she had not had +time to use it. "Thee art in evening dress!" she remarked to William. + +"I am at Mrs. Ashley's. I have only come out for a few minutes. Thank +you. Good night, Patience." + +"Wait thee a moment, William. Is Anna ready to come home?" + +"No, that she is not. Why?" + +"I want to send for her. Samuel Lynn is spending the evening in the +town, so I must send Grace. And I don't care to send her late. She will +only get talking to John Pembridge, if she goes out after he is home +from work." + +William smiled. "It is natural that she should, I suppose. When are they +going to be married?" + +"Shortly," answered Patience, in a tone not quite so equable as usual. +Patience saw no good in people getting married in general; and she was +vexed at the prospect of losing Grace in particular. "She leaves us in a +fortnight from this," she continued, alluding to Grace, "and all her +thoughts seem to be bent now upon meeting John Pembridge. Could thee +bring Anna home for me?" + +"With pleasure," replied William. + +"That is well, then. Grace does not deserve to go out to-night, for she +wilfully crossed me to-day. Good evening, William." + +Fossil-case in hand, and the microscope in his pocket, William made the +best of his way to Honey Fair. Robert East, Stephen Crouch, Brumm, +Thornycroft, Carter, Cross, and some half-dozen others, were crowded +round Robert's table. William handed them the fossils and the +microscope; told the men to amuse themselves with them for that night, +and he would explain more about them on the morrow. He was ever anxious +that the men should have some object of amusement as a rallying point on +these evenings; anything to keep their interest awakened. + +Before the half-hour had expired, he was back at Mr. Ashley's. Proverbs +had been given up, and Mary was at the piano. Mr. Ashley had been +accompanying her on the flute, on which instrument he was a brilliant +player, and when William entered she was singing a duet with Herbert +Dare. Anna--disobedient Anna--was seated, listening with all her ears +and heart to the music, her up-turned countenance quite wonderful to +look upon in its rapt delight. + +"I think you could sing," spoke Henry Ashley to her, in an undertone, +after watching her while the song lasted. + + +Anna shook her head. "I may not try," she said, raising her blue eyes to +him for one moment, and then dropping them. + +"The time may come when you may," returned Henry, in a deeper whisper. + +She did not answer, she did not lift her eyes; but the faintest possible +smile parted her rosy lips--a smile which seemed to express a +consciousness that perhaps that time might come. And Henry, shy and +sensitive, stood apart and gazed upon her, his heart beating. + +"Young lady," said William, advancing, "do you know that a special +honour has been assigned me to-night? One that concerns you." + +Anna raised her eyes now. She felt as much at ease with William as she +did with her father or Patience. "What dost thee say, William? An +honour?" + +"That of seeing you safely home. I----" + +"What's that for?" interrupted Anna. "Where's my father?" + +"He is not at home this evening. And Patience did not care to send out +Grace. I'll take care of you." + +William could not but observe the sudden flush, the glow of pleasure, or +what looked like pleasure, that overspread Anna's countenance at the +information. "What's that for?" he thought, echoing her recent words. +But Mary began to sing again, and his attention was diverted. + +Ten o'clock was the signal for departure. As they were going +out--William, Anna, and Herbert Dare, who took the opportunity to leave +with them--Henry Ashley limped after them, and drew William aside in the +hall. + +"Honour bright, mind, my friend!" + +William did not understand. "Honour bright, always," said he. "But what +do you mean?" + +"You'll not get making love to her on your way home!" + +William could not help laughing. He turned his amused face full on +Henry. "Be at rest. I would not care to make love to her, had I full +leave and license from the Quaker society, granted me in public +meeting." + +"Do you think I did not see her brightened countenance when you told her +she was to go home with you?" retorted Henry. + +"I saw it too. I conclude she was pleased that her father was not coming +for her, little undutiful thing! However it may have been, rely upon it +that brightening was not for me." + +Pressing his hand warmly, with a pressure that no false friend ever +gave, William hastened away. It was time. Herbert Dare and Anna had not +waited for him, but were ever so far ahead. + +"Very polite of you!" cried William, when he caught them up. "Anna, had +you gone pitching into that part of the path they are mending, I should +have been responsible, you know. You might have waited for me." + +He spoke good-humouredly, making a joke of it. Herbert Dare did not +appear to receive it as one. He retorted haughtily. + +"Do you suppose I am not capable of taking care of Miss Lynn? As much so +as you, at any rate." + +"Possibly," coolly returned William, not losing his good-humoured tone. +Herbert Dare had given Anna his arm. William walked near her on the +other side. Thus they reached Mr. Lynn's. + +"Good night," said Herbert, shaking hands with her. "Good night to you, +Halliburton." + +"Good night," replied William. + +Herbert Dare set off running. William knocked at the door and waited +until it was opened. Then he also shook hands with Anna, and saw her in. + +Frank and Gar were putting up their books for the night when William +entered. The boarders had gone to bed. Jane, a very unusual thing for +her, was sitting by the fire, doing nothing. + +"Am I not idle, William?" she said. + +William bent to kiss her. "There's no need for you to be anything but +idle now, mother." + +"No need! William, you know better. There's great need that none should +be idle: none in the world. But I have a bad headache to-night." + +"William," called out Gar, "they brought this round for you from East's. +Young Tom came with it." + +It was the case of fossils and the microscope. William observed that +they need not have sent them, as he should want them there the next +evening. "Patience said she had not had time to use the microscope," he +continued. "I think I will take it in to her. I suppose she has been +buying linen, and wants to see if the threads are even." + +"The Lynns will have gone to bed by this time," said Jane. + +"Not to-night. I have only just seen Anna home from Mrs. Ashley's; and +Mr. Lynn has gone out to supper." + +He turned to leave the room with the microscope, but Gar was looking at +the fossils and asked the loan of it. A few minutes, and William finally +went out. + +Patience came to the door, in answer to his knock. She thanked him for +the microscope and stood a minute or two chatting. Patience was fond of +a gossip; there was no denying it. + +"Will thee not walk in?" + +"Not now," he said, turning away. "Good night, Patience." + +"Good night to thee. Thee send in Anna, please. She is having a pretty +long talk with thy mother." + +William was at a loss. "I saw Anna in from Mr. Ashley's." + +"She did but ask whether her father was home, and then ran through the +house," replied Patience. "She had a message for thy mother, she said, +from Margaret Ashley." + +"Mrs. Ashley does not send messages to my mother," returned William, in +some wonder. "They have no acquaintance with each other--beyond a bow, +in passing." + +"She must have sent her one to-night--why else should the child go in to +deliver it?" persisted Patience. "Not but that Anna is always running +into thy house at nights. I fear she must trouble thy mother at her +class." + +"She never stays long enough for that," replied William. "When she does +come in--and it is not often--she just opens the door; 'How dost thee, +friend Jane Halliburton?' and out again." + +"Then thee can know nothing about it, William. I tell thee she never +stays less than an hour, and she is always there. I say to her that one +of these evenings thy mother may likely be hinting to her that her room +will be more acceptable than her company. Thee send her home now, +please." + +William turned away. Curious thoughts were passing through his mind. +That Anna did not go in, in the frequent manner Patience intimated; that +she rarely stayed above a minute or two, he knew. He knew--at least, he +felt perfectly sure--that Anna was not at his house now; had not been +there. And yet Patience said "Send her home." + +"Has Anna been here?" he asked when he went in. + +"Anna? No." + +Not just that moment, to draw observation, but presently, William left +the room, and went into the garden at the back. A very unpleasant +suspicion had arisen in his mind. It might not have occurred to him, but +for certain glances which he had observed pass that evening between +Herbert Dare and Anna--glances of confidence--as if they had a private +mutual understanding on some point or other. He had not understood them +then: he very much feared he was about to understand them now. + +Opening the gate leading to the field at the back, commonly called +Atterly's Field, he looked cautiously around. For a moment or two he +could see nothing. The hedge was thick on either side, and no living +being appeared to be beneath its shade. But he saw farther when his eyes +became accustomed to the obscurity. + +Pacing slowly together, were Herbert Dare and Anna. Now moving on, a few +steps; now pausing to converse more at ease. William drew a deep breath. +He saw quite enough to be sure this was not the first time they had so +paced together: and thought after thought crowded on his mind; one idea, +one remembrance chasing another. + +Was this the explanation of the plaid cloak, which had paraded +stealthily on that very field-path during the past winter? There could +not be a doubt of it. And was it in this manner that Anna's flying +absences from home were spent--absences which she, in her unpardonable +deceit, had accounted for to Patience by saying that she was with Mrs. +Halliburton? Alas for Anna! Alas for all who deviate by an untruth from +the path of rectitude! If the misguided child--she was little better +than a child--could only have seen the future that was before her! It +may have been very pleasant, very romantic to steal a march on Patience, +and pace out there in the cold, chattering to Herbert Dare; listening to +his protestations that he cared for no one in the world but herself; +never had cared, never should care: but it was laying up for Anna a day +of reckoning, the like of which had rarely fallen on a young head. +William seemed to take it all in at a glance; and, rising tumultuously +over other unpleasant thoughts, came the remembrance of Henry Ashley's +misplaced and ill-starred love. + +With another deep breath, that was more like a groan than anything +else--for Herbert Dare never brought good to any one in his life, and +William knew it--William set off towards them. Whether they heard +footsteps, or whether they thought the time for parting had come, +certain it was that Herbert was gone before William could reach them, +and Anna was speeding towards her home with a fleet step. William placed +himself in her way, and she started aside with a scream that went +echoing through the field. Then they had not heard him. + +"William, is it thee? Thee hast frightened me nearly out of my senses." + +"Anna," he gravely said, "Patience is waiting for you." + +Anna Lynn's imagination led her to all sorts of fantastic fears. "Oh, +William, thee hast not been in to Patience!" she exclaimed, in sudden +trembling. "Thee hast not been to our house to seek me!" + +They had reached his gate now. He halted, and took her hand in his, his +manner impressive, his voice firm. "Anna, I must speak to you as I would +to my own sister; as I might to Janey, had she lived, and been drawn +into this terrible imprudence. Though, indeed, I should not then speak, +but act. What tales are they that Herbert Dare is deceiving you with?" + +"Hast thee been in to Patience? Hast thee been in to Patience?" +reiterated Anna. + +"Patience knows nothing of this. She thinks you are at our house. I ask +you, Anna, what foolish tales Herbert Dare is deceiving you with?" + +Anna--relieved on the score of her fright--shook her head petulantly. +"He is not deceiving me with any. He would not deceive." + +"Anna, hear me. His very nature, as I believe, is deceit. I fear he has +little truth, little honour within him. Is Herbert professing to--to +love you?" + +"I will not answer thee aught. I will not hear thee speak against +Herbert Dare." + +"Anna," he continued in a lower tone, "you ought to be _afraid_ of +Herbert Dare. He is not a good man." + +How wilful she was! "It is of no use thy talking," she reiterated, +putting her fingers to her ears. "Herbert Dare _is_ good. I will not +hear thee speak against him." + +"Then, Anna, as you meet it in this way, I must inform your father or +Patience of what I have seen. If you will not keep yourself out of +harm's way, they must do it for you." + +It terrified her to the last degree. Anna could have died rather than +suffer her escapade to reach the ears of home. "How can thee talk of +harm, William? What harm is likely to come to me? I did no more harm +talking to Herbert Dare here, than I did, talking to him in Margaret +Ashley's drawing-room." + +"My dear child, you do not understand things," he answered. "The very +fact of your stealing from your home to walk about in this manner, +however innocent it may be in itself, would do you incalculable harm in +the eyes of the world. And I am quite sure that in no shape or form can +Herbert Dare bring you good, or contribute to your good. Tell me one +thing, Anna: Have you learnt to care much for him?" + +"I don't care for him at all," responded Anna. + +"No! Then why walk about with him?" + +"Because it's fun to cheat Patience." + +"Oh, Anna, this is very wrong, very foolish. Do you mean what you +say--that you do not care for him?" + +"Of course I mean it," she answered. "I think he is very kind and +pleasant, and he gave me a pretty locket. But that's all. William, thee +wilt not tell upon me?" she continued, clinging to his arm, her tone +changing to one of entreaty, as the terror, which she had been +endeavouring to conceal with light words, returned upon her. "William! +thee art kind and obliging--thee wilt not tell upon me! I will promise +thee never to meet Herbert Dare again, if thee wilt not." + +"It would be for your own sake, Anna, that I should speak. How do I +know that you would keep your word?" + +"I give thee my promise that I will! I will not meet Herbert Dare in +this way again. I tell thee I do not care to meet him. Canst thee not +believe me?" + +He did believe her, implicitly. Her eyes were streaming; her pretty +hands clung about him. He did like Anna very much, and he would not draw +vexation upon her, if it could be avoided with expediency. + +"I will rely upon you then, Anna. Believe me, you could not choose a +worse friend in all Helstonleigh, than Herbert Dare. I have your word?" + +"Yes. And I have thine." + +He placed her arm within his own, and led her to the back door of her +house. Patience was standing at it. "I have brought you the little +truant," he said. + +"It is well thee hast," replied Patience. "I had just opened the door to +come after her. Anna, thee art worse than a wild thing. Running off in +this manner!" + + +It had not been in William's way to see much of Anna's inner qualities. +He had not detected her deceit; he did not know that she could be +untruthful when it suited her to be so. He had firm faith in her word, +never questioning that it might be depended upon. Nevertheless, when he +came afterwards to reflect upon the matter, he thought it might be his +duty to give Patience a little word of caution. And this he could do +without compromising Anna. + +He contrived to see Patience alone the very next day. She began talking +of their previous evening at the Ashleys'. + +"Yes," observed William, "it was a pleasant evening. It would have been +all the pleasanter, though, but for one who was there--Herbert Dare." + +"I do not admire the Dares," said Patience frigidly. + +"Nor I. But I observed one thing, Patience--that he admires Anna. Were +Anna my sister, I should not like her to be too much admired by Herbert +Dare. So take care of her." + +Patience looked steadily at him. William continued, his tone +confidential. + +"You know what Herbert Dare is said to be, Patience--fonder of leading +people to ill than to good. Anna is giddy--as you yourself tell her +twenty times a day. I would keep her carefully under my own eyes. I +would not even allow her to run into our house at night, as she is fond +of doing," he added with marked emphasis. "She is as safe there as she +is here; but it is giving her a taste of liberty that she may not be the +better for in the end. When she comes in, send Grace with her, or bring +her yourself: I will see her home again. Tell her she is a grown-up +young lady now, and it is not proper that she should go out unattended," +he concluded, laughing. + +"William, I do not quite understand thee. Hast thee cause to say this?" + +"All I say, Patience, is--keep her out of the way of possible harm, of +undesirable friendships. Were Anna to be drawn into a liking for Herbert +Dare, I am sure it would not be agreeable to Mr. Lynn. He would never +consider the Dares a desirable family for her to marry into----" + +"Marry into the family of the Dares!" interrupted Patience hotly. "Art +thee losing thy senses, William?" + +"These likings sometimes lead to marriage," quietly continued William. +"Therefore, I say, keep her away from all chance of forming them. +Believe me, my advice is good." + +"I think I understand," concluded Patience. "I thank thee kindly, +William." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +ANNA'S EXCUSE. + + +A very unpleasant part of the story has now to be touched upon. +Unpleasant things occur in real life, and if true pictures have to be +given of the world as it exists, as it goes on its round, day by day, +allusion to them cannot be wholly avoided. + +Certain words of William Halliburton to Patience had run in this +fashion: "Were Anna to be drawn into a liking for Herbert Dare, I am +sure it would not be agreeable to Mr. Lynn. He would never consider the +Dares a desirable family for her to marry into." In thus speaking, +William had striven to put the case in a polite sort of form to the ears +of Patience. As to any probability of marriage between one of the Dares +and Anna Lynn, he would scarcely have believed it within the range of +possibility. The Dares, one and all, would have considered Anna far +beneath them in position, whilst the difference of religion would on +Anna's side be an almost insurmountable objection. The worst that +William had contemplated was the "liking" he had hinted at. He cared for +Anna's welfare as he would have cared for a sister's, and he believed it +would not contribute to her happiness that she should become attached to +Herbert Dare. But for compromising Anna--and he had given his word not +to do it--he would have spoken out openly and said there was a danger of +this liking coming to pass, if she met him as he feared she had been in +the habit of doing. Certainly he would not have alluded to the remote +possibility of marriage, the mention of which had so scared Patience. + +What had William thought, what had Patience said, could they have known +that this liking was already implanted in Anna's heart beyond recall? +Alas! that it should have been so! Quiet, childish, timid as Anna +outwardly appeared, the strongest affection had been aroused in her +heart for Herbert Dare--was filling its every crevice. These apparently +shy, sensitive natures are sometimes only the more passionate and +wayward within. One evening a few months previously, Anna was walking +in Atterly's Field, behind their house. Anna had been in the habit of +walking there--nay, of playing there--since she was a child, and she +would as soon have associated harm with their garden as with that field. +Farmer Atterly kept his sheep in it, and Anna had run about with the +lambs as long as she could remember. Herbert Dare came up +accidentally--the path through it, leading along at the back of the +houses, was public, though not much frequented--and he spoke to Anna. +Anna knew him to say "Good day" when she passed him in the street; and +she now and then saw him at Mrs. Ashley's. Herbert stayed talking with +her a few minutes, and then went on his way. + +Somehow, from that time, he and Anna encountered each other there pretty +frequently; and that was how the liking had grown. If a qualm of +conscience crossed Miss Anna at times that it was not quite the thing +for a young lady to do, thus to meet a gentleman in secret, she +conveniently put the qualm away. That harm should arise from it in any +way never so much as crossed her mind for a moment; and to do Herbert +Dare justice, real harm was probably as far from his mind as from hers. + +He grew to like her, almost as she liked him. Herbert Dare did not, in +the sight of Helstonleigh, stand out as a model of all the cardinal +virtues; but he was not all bad. Anna believed him all good--all honour, +truth, excellence; and her heart had flashed out a rebuke to William +when he hinted that Herbert was not exactly a paragon. She only knew +that the very sound of his footstep made her heart leap with happiness; +she only knew that to her he appeared everything that was bright and +fascinating. Her great dread was, lest their intimacy should become +known and separation ensue. That separation would be inevitable, were +her father or Patience to become cognizant of it, Anna rightly believed. + +Cunning little sophist that she was! She would fain persuade herself +that an innocent meeting out of doors was justifiable, where a meeting +indoors was out of the question. They had no acquaintance with the +Dares; consequently Herbert could plead no excuse for calling in upon +them--none at least that would be likely to carry weight with Patience. +And so the young lady reconciled her conscience in the best way she +could, stole out as often as she was able to meet him, and left +discovery to take care of itself. + +Discovery came in the shape of William Halliburton. It was bad enough; +but far less alarming to Anna than it might have been. Had her father +dropped upon her, she would have run away and fallen into the nearest +pond, in her terror and consternation. + +Though guilty of certain trifling inaccuracies--such as protesting that +she "did not care" for Herbert Dare--Anna, in that interview with +William, fully meant to keep the promise she made, not to meet him +again. Promises, however, given under the influence of terror or other +sudden emotion, are not always kept. It would probably prove so with +Anna's. One thing was indisputable--that where a mind could so far +forget its moral rectitude as to practise deceit in one particular, as +Anna was doing, it would not be very scrupulous to keep its better +promises. + +Anna's thoughts for many a morning latterly, when she arose, had been +"This evening I shall see him," and the prospect seemed to quicken her +fingers, as it quickened her heart. But on the morning after the +discovery, her first thought was, "I must never see him again as I have +done. How shall I warn him not to come?" That he would be in the field +again that evening, unless warned, she knew: if William Halliburton saw +him there a quarrel might ensue between them; at any rate, an unpleasant +scene. Anna came down, feeling cross and petulant, and inclined to wish +William had been at the bottom of the sea before he had found them out +the previous evening. + +"Where there's a will, there's a way," it is said. Anna Lynn contrived +that day to exemplify it. Her will was set upon seeing Herbert Dare, and +she did see him: it can scarcely be said by accident. Anna contrived to +be sent into the town by Patience on an errand, and she managed to +linger so long in the neighbourhood of Mr. Dare's office, gazing in at +the shops in West Street (if Patience had only seen her!), that Herbert +Dare passed. + +"Anna!" + +"Herbert, I have been waiting in the hope of seeing thee," she +whispered, her manner timid as a fawn, her pretty cheeks blushing. "Thee +must not come again in the evening, for I cannot meet thee." + +"Why so?" asked Herbert. + +"William Halliburton saw me with thee last night, and he says it is not +right. I had to give him my promise not to meet thee again, or he would +have told my father." + +Herbert cast a word to William; not a complimentary one. "What business +is it of his?" he asked. + +"I dare not stay talking to thee, Herbert. Patience will likely be +sending Grace after me, finding me so long away. But I was obliged to +tell thee this, lest thee should be coming again. Fare thee well!" + +Passing swiftly from him, Anna went on her way. Herbert did not choose +to follow her in the open street. She went along, poor child, with her +head down and her eyelashes glistening. It was little else than bitter +sorrow thus to part with Herbert Dare. + +Patience was standing at the door, looking out for her when she came in +sight of home. Patience had given little heed to what William +Halliburton had said the previous night, or she might not have sent Anna +into Helstonleigh alone. In point of fact, Patience had thought William +a little fanciful. But when, instead of being home at four o'clock, as +she ought to have been, the clock struck five, and she had not made her +appearance, Patience began to think she did let her have too much +liberty. + +"Now, where hast thee been?" was Patience's salutation, delivered in icy +tones. + +"I met so many people, Patience. They stayed to talk with me." + +Brushing past Patience, deaf to her subsequent reproofs, Anna flew up to +her own room. When she came down, her father had entered, and Patience +was pouring out the tea. + +"Wilt thee tell thy father where thee hast been?" + +The command was delivered in Patience's driest tone. Anna, inwardly +tormented, outwardly vexed, burst into tears. The Quaker looked up in +surprise. + +Patience explained. Anna had left home at three o'clock to execute a +little commission: she might well have been home in three-quarters of an +hour and she had only made her appearance now. + +"What kept thee, child?" asked her father. + +"I only looked in at a shop or two," pleaded Anna, through her tears. +"There were the prettiest new engravings in at Thomas Woakam's! If +Patience had wanted me to run both ways, she should have said so." + +Notwithstanding the little spice of impertinence peeping out in the last +sentence, Samuel Lynn saw no reason to correct Anna. That she could ever +be wrong, he scarcely admitted to his own heart. "Dry thy tears, child, +and take thy tea," said he. "Patience wanted thee, maybe, for some +household matter; it can wait another opportunity. Patience," he added, +as if to drown the sound of his words and their remembrance, "are my +shirts in order?" + +"Thy shirts in order?" repeated Patience. "Why dost thee ask that?" + +"I should not have asked it without reason," returned he. "Wilt thee +please give me an answer?" + +"The old shirts are as much in order as things, beginning to wear, can +be," replied Patience. "Thy new shirts I cannot say much about. They +will not be finished this side Midsummer, unless Anna sits to them a +little closer than she is doing now." + +"Thy shirts will be ready quite in time, father; before the old ones are +gone beyond wearing," spoke up Anna. + +"I don't know that," said Mr. Lynn. "Had they been ready, child, I might +have wanted them now. I am going a journey." + +"Is it the French journey thee hast talked of once or twice lately?" +interposed Patience. + +"Yes," said Samuel Lynn. "The master was speaking to me about it this +afternoon. We were interrupted, and I did not altogether gather when he +wishes me to start; but I fancy it will be immediately----" + +"Oh, father! couldst thee not take me?" + +The interruption came from Anna. Her blue eyes were glistening, her +cheeks were crimson; a journey to the interior of France wore charms for +her as great as it did for Cyril Dare. All the way home from West Street +she had been thinking how she should spend her miserable home days, +debarred of the evening snatches of Mr. Herbert's charming society. +Going to France would be something. + +"I wish I could take thee, child! But thee art aware thee might as well +ask me to take the Malvern Hills." + +In her inward conviction, Anna believed she might. Before she could +oppose any answering but most useless argument, Samuel Lynn's attention +was directed to the road. Parting opposite to his house, as if they had +just walked together from the manufactory, were Mr. Ashley and William +Halliburton. The master walked on. William, catching Samuel Lynn's eye, +came across and entered. + +Mr. Ashley had been telling William some news. Though no vacillating man +in a general way, it appeared that he had again reconsidered his +determination with regard to despatching William to France. He had come +to the resolve to send him, as well as Samuel Lynn. William could not +help surmising that his betrayed emotion the previous night, his fears +touching Mr. Ashley's reason for not sending him, may have had something +to do with that gentleman's change of mind. + +"Will you be troubled with me?" asked he of Mr. Lynn, when he had +imparted this to him. + +"If such be the master's fiat, I cannot help being troubled with thee," +was the answer of Samuel Lynn; but the tone of his voice spoke of +anything rather than dissatisfaction. "Why is he sending thee as well as +myself?" + +"He told me he thought it might be best that you should show me the +markets, and introduce me to the skin merchants, as I should probably +have to make the journey alone in future," replied William. "I had no +idea, until the master mentioned it now, that you had ever made the +journey yourself, Mr. Lynn; you never told me." + +"There was nothing, that I am aware of, to call for the information," +observed the Quaker, in his usual dry manner. "I went there two or three +times on my own account when I was in business for myself. Did the +master tell thee when he should expect us to start?" + +"Not precisely. The beginning of the week, I think." + +"I have been asking my father if he cannot take me," put in Anna, in +plaintive tones, looking at William. + +"And I have answered her, that she may as well ask me to take the +Malvern Hills," was the rejoinder of Samuel Lynn. "I could as likely +take the one as the other." + +Likely or unlikely, Samuel Lynn would have taken her beyond all +doubt--taken her with a greedy, sheltering grasp--had he foreseen the +result of leaving her at home, the grievous trouble that was to fall +upon her head. + +"Thee wilt drink a dish of tea with us this evening, William?" + +It was Patience who spoke. William hesitated, but he saw they would be +pleased at his doing so, and he sat down. The conversation turned upon +France--upon Samuel Lynn's experiences, and William's anticipations. +Anna lapsed into silence and abstraction. + +In the bustle of moving, when Samuel Lynn was departing for the +manufactory, William, before going home to his books, contrived to +obtain a word alone with Anna. + +"Have you thought of our compact?" + +"Yes," she said, freely meeting his eyes in honest truth. "I saw him +this afternoon in the street; I went on purpose to try and meet him. He +will not come again." + +"That is well. Mind and take care of yourself, Anna," he added, with a +smile. "I shall be away, and not able to give an eye to you, as I freely +confess it had been my resolve to do." + +Anna shook her head. "He does not come again," she repeated. "Thee may +go away believing me, William." + +And William did go away believing her--went away to France putting faith +in her; thinking that the undesirable intimacy was at an end for ever. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +PATIENCE COME TO GRIEF. + + +In the early part of March, Samuel Lynn and William departed on their +journey to France. And the first thought that occurred to Patience +afterwards was one that is apt to occur to many thrifty housekeepers on +the absence of the master--that of instituting a thorough cleansing of +the house, from garret to cellar; or, as Anna mischievously expressed +it, "turning the house inside out." She knew Patience did not like her +wild phrases, and therefore she used them. + +Patience was parting with Grace--the servant who had been with them so +many years. Grace had resolved to get married. In vain Patience assured +her that marriage, generally speaking, was found to be nothing better +than a bed of thorns. Grace would not listen. Others had risked the +thorns before her, and she thought she must try her chance with the +rest. Patience had no resource but to fall in with the decision, and to +look out for another servant. It appeared that she could not readily +find one; at least, one whom she would venture to engage. She was +unusually particular; and while she waited and looked out, she engaged +Hester Dell, a humble member of her own persuasion, to come in +temporarily. Hester lived with her aged mother, not far off, chiefly +supporting herself by doing fine needlework at her own, or at the +Friends' houses. She readily consented to take up her abode with +Patience for a month or so, to help with the housework, and looked upon +it as a sort of holiday. + +"It's of no use to begin the house until Grace shall be gone," observed +Patience to Anna. "She'd likely be scrubbing the paper on the walls, +instead of the paint, for her head is turned just now." + +"What fun, if she should!" ejaculated Anna. + +"Fun for thee, perhaps, who art ignorant of cost and labour," rebuked +Patience. "I shall wait until Grace has departed. The day that she goes, +Hester comes in; and I shall have the house begun the day following." + +"Couldn't thee have it begun the same day?" saucily asked Anna. + +"Will thee attend to thy stitching?" returned Patience sharply. "Thy +father's wristbands will not be done the better for thy nonsense." + +"Shall I be turned out of my bedroom?" resumed Anna. + +"For a night, perchance. Thee canst go into thy father's. But the top of +the house will be done first." + +"Is the roof to be scrubbed?" went on Anna. "I don't know how Hester +will hold on while she does it." + +"Thee art in one of thy wilful humours this morning," responded +Patience. "Art thee going to set me at defiance now thy father's back is +turned?" + +"Who said anything about setting thee at defiance?" asked Anna. "I +_should_ like to see Hester scrubbing the roof!" + +"Thee hadst better behave thyself, Anna," was the retort of Patience. +And Anna, in her lighthearted wilfulness, burst into a merry laugh. + +Grace departed, and Hester came in: a quiet little body, of forty +years, with dark hair and defective teeth. Patience, as good as her +word, was up betimes the following morning, and had the house up +betimes, to institute the ceremony. Their house contained the same +accommodation as Mrs. Halliburton's, with this addition--that the garret +in the Quaker's had been partitioned off into two chambers. Patience +slept in one; Grace had occupied the other. The three bedrooms on the +floor beneath were used, one by Mr. Lynn, one by Anna; the other was +kept as a spare room, for any chance visitor; the "best room" it was +usually called. The house belonged to Mr. Lynn. Formerly, both houses +had belonged to him; but at the time of his loss he had sold the other +to Mr. Ashley. + +The ablutions were in full play. Hester, with a pail, mop, +scrubbing-brush, and other essentials, was ensconced in the top +chambers; Anna, ostensibly at her wristband stitching (but the work did +not get on very fast), was singing to herself in an undertone in one of +the parlours, the door safely shut; while Patience was exercising a +general superintendence, giving an eye everywhere. Suddenly there echoed +a loud noise, as of a fall, and a scream resounded throughout the house. +It appeared to come from what they usually called the bedroom floor. +Anna flew up the stairs, and Hester Dell flew down the upper ones. At +the foot of the garret stairs, her head against the door of Anna's +chamber, lay Patience and a heavy bed-pole. In attempting to carry the +pole down from her room, she had somehow overbalanced herself, and +fallen heavily. + +"Is the house coming down?" Anna was beginning to say. But she stopped +in consternation when she saw Patience. Hester attempted to pick her up. + +"Thee cannot raise me, Hester. Anna, child, thee must not attempt to +touch me. I fear my leg is br----" + +Her voice died away, her eyes closed, and a hue, as of death, overspread +her countenance. Anna, more terrified than she had ever been in her +life, flew round to Mrs. Halliburton's. + +Dobbs, from her kitchen, saw her coming--saw the young face streaming +with tears, heard the short cries of alarm--and Dobbs stepped out. + +"Why, what on earth's the matter now?" asked she. + +Anna seized Dobbs, and clung to her; partly that to do so seemed some +protection in her great terror. "Oh, Dobbs, come in to Patience!" she +cried. "I think she's dying." + +The voice reached the ears of Jane. She came forth from the parlour. +Dobbs was then running in to Samuel Lynn's, and Jane ran also, +understanding nothing. + +Patience was reviving when they entered. All her cry was, that they must +not move her. One of her legs was in some manner doubled under her, and +doubled over the pole. Jane felt a conviction that it was broken. + +"Who can run fastest?" she asked. "We must have Mr. Parry here." + +Hester waited for no further instruction. She caught up her +fawn-coloured Quaker shawl and grey bonnet, and was off, putting them on +as she ran. Anna, sobbing wildly, turned and hid her face on Jane, as +one who wants to be comforted. Then, her mood changing, she threw +herself down beside Patience, the tears from her own eyes falling on +Patience's face. + +"Patience, dear Patience, canst thee forgive me? I have been wilful and +naughty, but I never meant to cross thee really. I did it only to tease +thee; but I loved thee all the while." + +Patience, suffering as she was, drew down the repentant face to kiss it +fervently. "I know it, dear child; I know thee. Don't thee distress +thyself for me." + +Mr. Parry came, and Patience was carried into the spare room. Her leg +was broken, and badly broken; the surgeon called it a compound fracture. + +So there was an end to the grand cleansing scheme for a long time to +come! Patience lay in sickness and pain, and Hester had to make her her +first care. Anna's spirits revived in a day or two. Mr. Parry said a +cure would be effected in time; that the worst of the business was the +long confinement for Patience; and Anna forgot her dutiful fit of +repentance. Patience _would_ be well again, would be about as before; +and, as to the present confinement, Anna rather grew to look upon it as +the interposition of some good fairy, who must have taken her own +liberty under its special protection. + +Whether Anna would have succeeded in eluding the vigilance of Patience +_up_ cannot be told; she certainly did that of Patience _down_. Anna had +told Herbert Dare that he was not to pay a visit to Atterly's field +again, or expect her to pay one; but Herbert Dare was about the last +person to obey such advice. Had William Halliburton remained to be--as +Herbert termed it--a treacherous spy, there's no doubt that Herbert +would have striven to set his vigilance at defiance: with William's +absence, the field, both literally and figuratively, was open to him. In +the absence of Samuel Lynn, it was doubly open. Herbert Dare knew +perfectly well that if the Quaker once gained the slightest inkling of +his secret acquaintance with Anna, it would effectually be put a stop +to. To wear a cloak resembling William Halliburton's, on his visits to +the field, had been the result of a bright idea. It had suddenly +occurred to Mr. Herbert that if the Quaker's lynx eyes did by mischance +catch sight of the cloak, promenading some fine night at the back of his +residence, they would accord it no particular notice, concluding the +wearer to be William Halliburton taking a moonlight stroll at the back +of _his_ residence. Nevertheless, Herbert had timed his visits so as to +make pretty sure that Samuel Lynn was out of view, safely ensconced in +Mr. Ashley's manufactory; and he had generally succeeded. Not quite +always, as the reader knows. + +Anna was of a most persuadable nature. In defiance of her promise to +William, she suffered Herbert Dare to persuade her again into the old +system of meeting him. Guileless as a child, never giving thought to +wrong or to harm--beyond the wrong and harm of thus clandestinely +stealing out, and that wrong she conveniently ignored--she saw nothing +very grave in doing it. Herbert could not come indoors; Patience would +be sure not to welcome him; and therefore, she logically argued to her +own mind, she must go out to him. + +She had learnt to like Herbert Dare a great deal too well not to wish to +meet him, to talk with him. Herbert, on his part, had learnt to like +her. An hour passed in whispering to Anna, in mischievously untying her +sober cap, and letting the curls fall, in laying his own hand fondly on +the young head, and telling her he cared for her beyond every earthly +thing. It had grown to be one of his most favourite recreations; and +Herbert was not one to deny himself any recreation that he took a fancy +to. He intended no harm to the pretty child. It is possible that, had +any one seriously pointed out to him the harm that might arise to Anna, +in the estimation of Helstonleigh, should these stolen meetings be found +out, Herbert might for once have done violence to his inclinations, and +not have persisted in them. Unfortunately--very unfortunately, as it was +to turn out--there was no one to give this word of caution. Patience was +ill, William was away: and no one else knew anything about it. In point +of fact, Patience could not be said to know anything, for William's +warning had not made the impression upon her that it ought to have done. +Patience's confiding nature was in fault. For Anna deliberately to meet +Herbert Dare or any other "Herbert" in secret, she would have deemed a +simple impossibility. In the judgment of Patience, it had been nothing +less than irredeemable sin. + +What did Herbert Dare promise himself, in thus leading Anna into this +imprudence? Herbert promised himself nothing--beyond the passing +gratification of the hour. Herbert had never been one to give any care +to the future, for himself or for any one else; and he was not likely to +begin to do it at present. As to seeking Anna for his wife, such a +thought had never crossed his mind. In the first place, at the rate the +Dares--Herbert and his brothers--were going on, a wife for any of them +seemed amongst the impossibilities. Unless, indeed, she made the bargain +beforehand to live upon air; there was no chance of their having +anything else to live upon. But, had Herbert been in a position, +pecuniarily considered, to marry ten wives, Anna Lynn would not have +been one of them. Agreeable as it might be to him to linger with Anna, +he considered her far beneath himself; and pride, with Herbert, was +always in the ascendant. Herbert had been introduced to Anna Lynn at +Mrs. Ashley's, and that threw a sort of prestige around her. She was +also enshrined in the respectable Quaker body of the town. But for these +facts, for being who she was, Herbert might have been less scrupulous in +his behaviour towards her. He would not--it may be as well to say he +dared not--be otherwise than considerate towards Anna Lynn; but, on the +other hand, he would not have considered her worthy to become his wife. +On the part of Samuel Lynn, he would far rather have seen his child in +her coffin, than the wife of Herbert Dare. The young Dares did not bear +a good name in Helstonleigh. + +In this most uncertain and unsatisfactory state of things, what on +earth--as Dobbs had said to Anna--did Herbert want with her at all? Far, +far better that he had allowed Anna to fall in with the sensible advice +of William Halliburton--"Do not meet him again." It was a sad pity; and +it is very probable that Herbert Dare regretted it afterwards, in the +grievous misery it entailed. Misery to both; and without positive ill +conduct on the part of either. + +But that time has not yet come, and we are only at the stage of Samuel +Lynn's absence and Patience's broken leg. Anna had taken to stealing out +again; and her wits were at work to concoct a plausible excuse for her +absences to Hester Dell, that no tales might be carried to Patience. + +"Hester, Patience is a fidget. Thee must see that. She would like me to +keep at my work all day, all day, evening too, and never have a breath +of fresh air! She'd like me to shut myself up in this parlour, as she +has now to be shut up in her room; never to be in the garden in the +lovely twilight; never to run and look at the pretty lambs in the field; +never to go next door, and say 'How dost thee?' to Jane Halliburton! +It's a shame, Hester!" + +"Well, I think it would be, if it were true," responded Hester, a simple +woman in mind and language, who loved Anna almost as well as did +Patience. "But dost thee not think thee art mistaken, child? Patience +seems anxious that thee should go out. She says I am to take thee." + +"I dare say!" responded Anna; "and leave her all alone! How would she +come downstairs with her broken leg, if any one knocked at the door? +She's a dreadful fidget, Hester. She'd like to watch me as a cat watches +a mouse. Look at last night! It's all on account of these shirts. She +thinks I shan't get them done. I shall." + +"Why, dear, I think thee wilt," returned Hester, casting her eyes on the +work. "Thee art getting on with them." + +"I am getting on nicely. I have done all the stitching, and nearly the +plain part of the bodies; I shall soon be at the gathers. What did she +say to thee last night?" + +"She said, 'Go to the parlour, Hester, and See whether Anna does not +want a light.' And I came and could not find thee. And then she said +thee wast always running into the next door, troubling them, and she +would not have it done. Thee came in just at the time, and she scolded +thee." + +"Yes, she did," resentfully spoke Anna. "I tell thee, Hester, she's the +worst fidget breathing. I give thee my word, Hester, that I had not been +inside the Halliburtons' door. I had been in this garden and in the +field. I had been close at work all day----" + +"Not quite all day, dear," interrupted Hester, willing to smooth matters +to the child as far as she was able. "Thee hadst thy friend Mary Ashley +here to call in the morning, and thee hadst Sarah Dixon in the +afternoon." + +"Well, I had been at work a good part of the day," corrected Anna, "and +I wanted some fresh air after it. Where's the crime?" + +"Crime, dear! It's only natural. If I had not my errands to go upon, and +so take the air that way, I should like myself to run to the field, when +my work was done." + +"So would any one else, except Patience," retorted Anna. "Hester, look +thee. When she asks after me again, thee hast no need to tell her, +should I have run out. It only fidgets her, and she is not well enough +to be fidgeted. Thee tell her I am at my sewing. But I _can't_ be sewing +for ever, Hester; I must have a few minutes' holiday from it now and +then. Patience might have cause to grumble if I ran away and left it in +the day." + +"Well, dear, I think it is only reasonable," slowly answered Hester, +considering the matter over. "I'll not tell her thee art in the garden +again; for she must be kept tranquil, friend Parry says." + +"She was just as bad when I was a little girl, Hester," concluded Anna. +"She wouldn't let me run in the garden alone then, for fear I should eat +the gooseberries. But it is not the gooseberry season now." + +"All quite true and reasonable," thought Hester Dell. + +And so the young lady contrived to enjoy a fair share of evening +liberty. Not but that she would have done with more, had she known how +to get it. And as the weeks went on, and the cold weather of early +spring merged into summer days, more genial nights, she and Herbert Dare +grew bold in their immunity from discovery, and scarcely an evening +passed but they might have been seen, had any one been on the watch, in +Farmer Atterly's field. Anna had reached the point of taking his arm +now; and there they would pace under cover of the hedge, Herbert +talking, and Anna dreaming that she was in Eden. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE GOVERNESS'S EXPEDITION. + + +Herbert Dare sat enjoying the beauty of the April evening in the garden +of Pomeranian Knoll. He was hoisted on the back of a garden bench, and +balanced himself astride it, the tip of one toe resting on the seat, the +other foot dangling. The month was drawing to its close, and the beams +of the setting sun streamed athwart Herbert's face. It might be supposed +that he had seated himself there to bask in the soft, still air and +lovely sunset. In point of fact, he hardly knew whether the sun was +rising or setting--whether the evening was fair or foul--so buried was +he in deep thought and perplexing care. + +The particular care which was troubling Herbert Dare, was one which has, +at some time or other, troubled the peace of a great many of us. It was +pecuniary embarrassment. Herbert had been in it for a long time; had, in +fact, been sinking into it deeper and deeper. He had managed to ward it +off hitherto in some way or other; but the time to do that much longer +was going by. He was not given to forethought, it has been previously +mentioned; but he could not conceal from himself that unpleasantness +would ensue, and that speedily, unless something could be done. What was +that something to be? He did not know; he could not imagine. His father +protested that he had not the means to help him; and Herbert believed +that Mr. Dare spoke the truth. Not that Mr. Dare knew of the extent of +the embarrassment. Had he done so, it would have come to the same thing, +so far as his help went. His sons, as he said, had drained him to the +utmost. + +Anthony passed the end of the walk. Whether he saw Herbert or not, +certain it was, that he turned away from his direction. Herbert lifted +his eyes, an angry light in them. He lifted his voice also, angry too. + +"Here, you! Don't go skulking off because you see me sitting here. I +want you." + +Anthony was taken to. It is more than probable that he _was_ skulking +off, and that he _had_ seen Herbert, for he did not particularly care +then to come into contact with his brother. Anthony was in embarrassment +on his own score; was ill at ease from more reasons than one; and when +the mind is troubled, sharp words do not tend to soothe it. Little else +than sharp words had been exchanged latterly between Anthony and Herbert +Dare. + +It was no temporary ill-feeling, vexed to-day, pleased to-morrow, +which had grown up between them; the ill-will had existed a long time. +Herbert believed that his brother had injured him, had wilfully +played him false, and his heart bitterly resented it. That Anthony was +in fault at the beginning was undoubted. He had drawn Herbert +unsuspiciously--unsuspiciously on Herbert's part, you understand--into +some mess with regard to bills. Anthony was fond of "bills;" Herbert, +more wise in that respect, had never meddled with them: his opinion +coincided with his father's: they were edged tools, which cut both ways. +"Eschew bills if you want to die upon your own bed," was a saying of Mr. +Dare's, frequently uttered for the benefit of his sons. Good advice, no +doubt. Mr. Dare, as a lawyer, ought to know. Herbert had held by the +advice; Anthony never had; and the time came when Anthony took care that +his brother should not. + +In a period of deep embarrassment for Anthony, he had persuaded Herbert +to sign two bills for him, their aggregate amount being large; assuring +him, in the most earnest and apparently truthful manner, that the money +to meet them, when due, was already provided. Herbert, in his good +nature, fell into the snare. It turned out not only that the bills were +not met at all, but Anthony had so contrived it that Herbert should be +responsible, not he himself. Herbert regarded it as a shameful piece of +treachery, and never ceased to reproach his brother. Anthony, who was of +a sullen, morose temper, resented the reproach; and they did not lead +together the happiest of lives. The bills were not settled yet; indeed, +they formed part of Herbert's most pressing embarrassments. This was one +cause of the ill-feeling between them, and there were others, of a +different nature. Anthony and Herbert Dare had never been cordial with +each other, even in childhood. + +Anthony, called by Herbert, advanced. "Who wants to skulk away?" asked +he. "Are you judging me by yourself?" + +"I hope not," returned Herbert, in tones of the most withering contempt +and scorn. "Listen to me. I've told you five hundred times that I'll +have some settlement, and if you don't come to it amicably, I'll force +you to it. Do you hear, you? I'll _force_ you to it." + +"Try it," retorted Anthony, with a mocking laugh; and he coolly walked +away. + +Walked away, leaving Herbert in a towering rage. He felt inclined to +follow him; to knock him down. Had Anthony only met the affair in a +proper spirit, it had been different. Had he said, "Herbert, I am +uncommonly vexed--I'll see what can be done," or words to that effect, +half the sting in his brother's mind would have been removed; but, to +taunt Herbert with having to pay--as he sometimes did--was almost +unbearable. Had Herbert been of Anthony's temper, he would have proved +that it was quite unbearable. + +But Herbert's temper was roused now. It was the toss of a die whether he +followed Anthony and struck him down, or whether he did not. The die was +cast by the appearance of Signora Varsini; and Anthony, for that +evening, escaped. + +It was not very gallant of Herbert to remain where he was, in the +presence of the governess, astride upon the garden bench. Herbert was +feeling angry in no ordinary degree, and this may have been his excuse. +She came up, apparently in anger also. Her brow was frowning, her +compressed mouth drawn in until its lips were hidden. + +There is good advice in the old song or saying: "It is well to be off +with the old love, before you are on with the new." As good advice as +that of Mr. Dare's, relative to the bills. Herbert might have sung it in +character. He should have made things square with the Signora Varsini, +before entering too extensively on his friendship with Anna Lynn. + +Not that the governess could be supposed to occupy any position in the +mind or heart of Herbert Dare, except _as_ governess; governess to his +sisters. Herbert would probably have said so, had you asked him. What +_she_ might have said, is a different matter. She looks angry enough to +say anything just now. The fact appeared to be--so far as any one not +personally interested in the matter could be supposed to gather it--that +Herbert had latterly given offence to the governess, by not going to the +school-room for what he called his Italian lessons. Of course he could +not be in two places at once; and if his leisure hour after dinner was +spent in Atterly's field, it was impossible that he could be in the +school-room, learning Italian with the governess. But she resented it as +a slight. She was of an exacting nature; probably of a jealous nature; +and she regarded it as a personal slight, and resented it bitterly. She +had been rather abrupt in speech and manner to Herbert, in consequence; +and that, _he_ resented. But, being naturally of an easy temper, Herbert +was no friend to unnecessary disputes. He tried what he could towards +soothing the young lady; and, finding he effected no good in that way, +he adopted the other alternative--he shunned her. The governess +perceived this, and worked herself up into a state of semi-fury. + +She came down upon him in full sail. The moment Herbert saw her, he +remembered having given her a half-promise the previous day to pay her a +visit that evening. "Now for it," thought he to himself. + +"Why you keep me waiting like this?" began she, when she was close to +him. + +"Have I kept you waiting?" civilly returned Herbert. "I am very sorry. +The fact is, mademoiselle, I have a good deal of worry upon me, and I'm +fit for nobody's company but my own to-night. You might not have thanked +me for my visit, had I come." + +"That is my own look-out," replied the governess. "When a gentleman +makes a promise to me, I expect him to keep it. I go up to the +school-room, and I wait, I wait, I wait! Ah, my poor patience, how I +wait! I have that copy of Tasso, that you said you would like to see. +Will you come?" + +Herbert thought he was in for it. He glanced at the setting sun--at +least, at the spot where the sun had gone down, for it had sunk below +the horizon, leaving only crimson streaks in the grey sky to tell of +what had been. Twilight was rapidly coming on, when he would depart to +pay his usual evening visit: there was no time, he decided, for Tasso +and the governess. + +"I'll come another evening," said he. "I have an engagement, and I must +go out to keep it." + +A stony hardness settled on mademoiselle's face. "What engagement?" she +imperatively demanded. + +It might be thought that Herbert would have been justified in civilly +declining to satisfy her curiosity. What was it to her? Apparently he +thought otherwise. Possibly he was afraid of an outbreak. + +"What engagement! Oh--I am going to play a pool at billiards with Lord +Hawkesley. He is in Helstonleigh again." + +"And that is what you go for, every evening--to play billiards with Lord +Hawkesley?" she resumed, her eyes glistening ominously. + +"Of course it is, mademoiselle. With Hawkesley or other fellows." + +"A lie!" curtly responded mademoiselle. + +"I say," cried Herbert, laughing good-humouredly: "do you call that +orthodox language?" + +"It nothing to you what I call it," she cried, clipping her words in her +vehemence, as she would do when excited. "It not with Milord Hawkesley, +not to billiards that you go! I know it is not." + + +"Then I tell you that I often play billiards," cried Herbert. "On my +honour I do." + +"May-be, may-be," answered she, very rapidly. "But it not to billiards +that you go every evening. Every evening!--every evening! Not an evening +now, but you go out, you go out! I bought Tasso--do you know that I +_bought_ Tasso?--that I have bought it with my money, that you may have +the pleasure of hearing me read it, as you said--as you call it? Should +I spend the money, had I thought you would not come when I had it--would +not care to hear it read?" + +Had she been in a more amiable mood, Herbert would have told her that +she was a simpleton for spending her money; he would have told her that +Tasso, read in the original, would have been to him unintelligible as +Sanscrit. He had a faint remembrance of saying to mademoiselle that he +should like to read Tasso, in answer to a remark that Tasso was her +favourite of the Italian poets: but he had only made the observation +carelessly, without seriously meaning anything. And she had been so +foolish as to go and buy it! + +"Will you come this evening and hear it begun?" she continued, breaking +the pause, and speaking rather more graciously. + +"Upon my word of honour, Bianca, I can't to-night," he answered, feeling +himself, between the two--the engagement made, and the engagement sought +to be made--somewhat embarrassed. "I will come another evening; you may +depend upon me." + +"You say to me yesterday that you would come this evening; that I might +depend upon you. Much you care!" + +"But I could not help myself. An engagement arose, and I was obliged to +fall in with it. I was, indeed. I'll hear Tasso another evening." + +"You will not break your paltry engagement at billiards to keep your +word to a lady! C'est bien!" + +"It--it is not altogether that," replied Herbert, getting out of the +reproach in the best way he could. "I have some business as well." + +She fastened her glistening eyes upon him. There was an expression in +them which Herbert neither understood nor liked. "C'est tres bien!" she +slowly repeated. "I know where you are going, and for what!" + +A smile--at her assumed knowledge, and what it was worth--flitted over +Herbert Dare's face. "You are very wise," said he. + +"Take care of yourself, mon ami! C'est tout ce que je vous dis." + +"Now, mademoiselle, what is the matter, that you should look and speak +in that manner?" he asked, still in the same good-humoured tone, as if +he would fain pass the affair away in a joke. "I'm sure I have enough +bother upon me, without your adding to it." + +"What is your bother?" + +"Never mind: it would give you no pleasure to know it. It is caused by +Anthony--and be hanged to him!" + +"Anthony is worth ten of you!" fiercely responded mademoiselle. + +"Every one to his own liking," carelessly remarked Herbert. "It's well +for me that all the world does not think as you do, mademoiselle." + +Mademoiselle looked as though she would like to beat him. "So!" she +foamed, drawing back her bloodless lips; "now that your turn is served, +Bianca Varsini may just be sent to the enfer! Garde-toi, mon camarade!" + +"Garde your voice," replied Herbert. "The cows yonder will think it's a +tempest. I wish my turn _was_ served, in more ways than one. What +particular turn do you mean? If it's buying Tasso, I'll purchase it from +you at double price." + +He could not help giving her a little chaff. It was what he would have +called it: chaff. Exacting people fretted his generally easy temper, +and he was beginning to fear that she would detain him until it was too +late to see Anna. + +But, on the latter score, he was set at rest. With a few words, spoken +in Italian, she nodded her head angrily at him, and turned away. Fierce +words, in spite of their low tone, Herbert was sure they were, but he +could not catch one of them. Had he caught them all, it would have come +to the same, so far as his understanding went. Excellent as Signora +Varsini's method of teaching Italian may have been, her lessons had not +as yet been very efficient for Herbert Dare. + +She crossed her hands before her, and went down the walk, taking the +path to the house. Proceeding straight up to the school-room, she met +Cyril on the stairs. He had apparently been dressing himself for the +evening, and was going out to spend it. The governess caught him +abruptly, pulled him inside the school-room, and closed the door. + +"I say, mademoiselle, what's that for?" asked Cyril, believing, by the +fierce look of the young lady, that she was about to take some summary +vengeance upon him. + +"Cyril! you tell me. Where is it that Herbert goes to of an evening? +Every evening--every evening?" + +Cyril stared excessively. "What does it concern you to know where he +goes, mademoiselle?" returned he. + +"I want to know for my own reasons, and that's enough for you, Monsieur +Cyril. Where does he go?" + +"He goes out," responded Cyril. + +The governess stamped her foot petulantly. "I could tell you that he +goes out. I ask you where it is that he goes?" + +"How should I know?" was Cyril's answer. "It's not my business." + +"_Don't_ you know?" demanded mademoiselle. + +"No, that I don't," heartily spoke Cyril. "Do you suppose I watch him, +mademoiselle? He'd pretty soon pitch into me, if he caught me at that +game. I dare say he goes to billiards." + +The suggestion excited the ire of the governess. "He has been telling +you to say so!" she said, menace in every tone of her voice, every +gesture of her lifted hand. + +Cyril opened his eyes to their utmost width. He could not understand why +the governess should be asking him this, or why Herbert's movements +should concern her. "I know nothing at all about it," he answered; and, +so far, he spoke the truth. "I don't know that Herbert goes anywhere in +particular of an evening. If he does, he would not tell me." + +She laid her hand heavily on his shoulder; she brought her +face--terrible in its livid earnestness--almost into contact with his. +"Ecoutez, mon ami," she whispered to the amazed Cyril. "If you are going +to play this game with me, I will play one with you. Who wore the cloak +to that boucherie, and got the money?--who ripped out the ecossais side +afterwards, leaving it all mangled and open? Think you, I don't know? +Ah, ha! Monsieur Cyril, you cannot play the farce with me!" + +Cyril's face turned ghastly, drops of sweat broke out over his forehead. +"Hush!" he cried, looking round in the instinct of terror, lest +listeners should be at hand. + +"Yes; you say, 'Hush!'" she resumed. "I will hush if you don't make me +speak. I have hushed ever since. You tell me what I want to know, and +I'll hush always." + +"Mademoiselle Varsini!" he cried, his manner too painfully earnest for +her to doubt now that he spoke the truth: "I declare that I know nothing +of Herbert's movements. I don't know where he goes or what he does. When +I told you I supposed he went to billiards, I said what I thought might +be the case. He may go to fifty places of an evening, for all I can +tell. Tell me what it is you want found out, and I will try and do it." + +Cyril was not one to play the spy on his brother; in fact, as he had +just classically observed to the young lady, Herbert would have "pitched +into" him, had he found him attempting it. And serve him right! But +Cyril saw that he was in her power; and that made all the difference. He +would now have tracked Herbert to the ends of the earth at her bidding. + +But she did not bid him. Quite the contrary. She took her hand from +Cyril's shoulder, opened the door, and said she did not want him any +longer. "It is no matter," cried she; "I wanted to learn something about +Monsieur Herbert, for a reason; but if you do not know it, let it pass. +It is no matter." + +Cyril departed; first of all lifting his cowardly face. It looked a +coward's then. "You'll keep counsel, mademoiselle?" + +"Yes. When people don't offend me, I don't offend them." + +She stood at the door after he had gone down, half in, half out of the +room, apparently in deep thought. Presently footsteps were heard coming +up, and she retreated and closed the door. + +They were those of Herbert. He went on to his room, remained there a few +minutes, and then came out again. Mademoiselle had the door ajar as he +descended. Her quick eye detected that he had been giving a few +finishing touches to his toilette--brushing his hair, pulling down his +wristbands, and various other little odds and ends of dandyism. + +"And you do that to play billiards!" nodded she, inwardly, as she looked +after him. "I'll see, monsieur." + +Upstairs with a soft step, went she, to her own chamber. She reached +from her box a long and loose dark-green cloak, similar to those worn by +the women of France and Flanders, and a black silk quilted bonnet. It +was her travelling attire, and she put it on now. Then she locked her +chamber door behind her, and slipped down into the dining-room, with as +soft a step as she had gone up. + +Passing out at the open window, she kept tolerably under cover of the +trees, and gained the road. It was quite dusk then, but she recognized +Herbert before her, walking with a quick step. She put on a quick step +also, keeping a safe distance between herself and him. He went through +the town, to the London road, and turned into Atterly's field. The +governess turned into it after him. + +There she stopped under the hedge, to reconnoitre. A few minutes, and +she could distinguish that he was joined by some young girl, whom he met +with every token of respect and confidence. A strange cry went forth on +the evening air. + +Herbert Dare was startled. "What noise was that?" he exclaimed. + +Anna had heard nothing. "It must have been one of the lambs in the +field, Herbert." + +"It was more like a human voice in pain," observed Herbert. But they +heard no more. + +They began their usual walk--a few paces backward and forward, beneath +the most sheltered part of the hedge, Anna taking his arm. Mademoiselle +could see, as well as the darkness allowed her; but she could not hear. +Her face, peeping out of the shadowy bonnet, was not unlike the face of +a tiger. + +She crawled away. She had noticed as she turned into the field an iron +gate that led into the garden, which the hedge skirted. She crept round +to it, found it locked, and mounted it. It had spikes on the top, but +the signora would not have cared just then had she found herself +impaled. She got safe over it, and then considered how to reach the spot +where they stood without their hearing her. + +Would she be baffled? _She_ be baffled! No. She stooped down, unlaced +her boots, and stole softly on in her stockings. And there she was! +almost as close to them as they were to each other. + +Where had the signora heard those gentle, timid tones before? A lovely +girl, looking little more than a child, in her modest Quaker dress, rose +to her mind's eye. She had seen her with Miss Ashley. She--the +signora--knelt down upon the earth, the better to catch what was said. + +"Listeners never hear any good of themselves." It is a proverb too often +exemplified, as the signora could have told that night. Herbert Dare was +accounting for his late appearance, which he laid to the charge of the +governess. He gave a description of the interview she had volunteered +him in the garden at home--more ludicrous, perhaps, than true, but +certainly not complimentary to the signora. Anna laughed; and the lady +on the other side gathered that this was not the first time she had +formed a topic of merriment between them. You should have seen her face. +_Pour plaisir_, as she herself might have said. + +She stayed out the interview. When it was over, and Herbert Dare had +departed, she put on her boots and mounted the gate again; but she was +not so agile this time, and a spike entered her wrist. Binding her +handkerchief round it, to arrest the blood, she returned to Pomeranian +Knoll. + +Five hundred questions were showered upon her when she entered the +drawing-room, looking calm and impassible as ever. Not a tress of her +elaborate braids of hair was out of place; not a fold awry in her dress. +Much wonder had been excited by her failing to appear at tea; Minny had +drummed a waltz on her chamber door, but mademoiselle would not open it, +and would not speak. + +"I cannot speak when I am lying down with those _vilaine_ headaches," +remarked mademoiselle. + +"Have you a headache, mademoiselle?" asked Mrs. Dare. "Will you have a +cup of tea brought up?" + +Mademoiselle declined the tea. She was not thirsty. + +"What have you done to your wrist, mademoiselle?" called out Herbert, +who was stretched on a sofa, at the far end of the room. + +"My wrist? Oh, I scratched it." + +"How did you manage that?" + +"Ah, bah! it's nothing," responded mademoiselle. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +THE QUARREL. + + +It is grievous, when ill-feeling arises between brothers, that that +ill-feeling should be cherished instead of being subdued. But such was +the case with Anthony and Herbert Dare. By the time the sunny month of +May came in, matters had grown to such a height between them, that Mr. +Dare found himself compelled to interfere. It was beginning to make +things in the house uncomfortable. They would meet at meals, and not +only abstain from speaking to each other, but take every possible +opportunity of showing mutual and marked discourtesy. No positive +outbreak between them had as yet taken place in the presence of the +family: but it was only smouldering, and might be daily looked for. + +Mr. Dare, so far as the original cause went, blamed his eldest son. +Undoubtedly Anthony had been solely in fault. It was a dishonourable, +ungenerous, unmanly act, to draw his brother into trouble, and to do it +plausibly and deceitfully. At the _present_ stage of the affair, Mr. +Dare saw occasion to blame Herbert more than Anthony. "It is you who +keep up the ball, Herbert," he said to him. "If you would suffer the +matter to die away, Anthony would do so." "Of course he would," Herbert +replied. "He has served his turn, and would be glad that it should end +there." + +It was in vain that Mr. Dare talked to them. A dozen times did he +recommend them to "shake hands and make it up." Neither appeared +inclined to take the advice. Anthony was sullen. He would have been +content to let the affair drop quietly into oblivion: perhaps, as +Herbert said, had been glad that it should so drop; but, make the +slightest move towards it, he would not. Herbert openly said that _he'd_ +not shake hands. If Anthony wanted ever to shake hands with him again, +let him pay up. + +_There_ lay the grievance; "paying up." The bills, not paid, were a +terrible thorn in the side of Herbert Dare. He was responsible, and he +knew not one hour from another but he might be arrested on them. To +soothe matters between his sons, Mr. Dare would willingly have taken the +charge of payment upon himself, but he had positively not the money to +do it with. In point of fact, Mr. Dare was growing seriously embarrassed +on his own score. He had had a great deal of trouble with his sons, with +Anthony in particular, and he had grown sick and tired of helping them +out of pecuniary difficulties. Still, he would have relieved Herbert of +this one nightmare, had it been in his power. Herbert had been deluded +into it, without any advantage to himself; therefore Mr. Dare had the +will, could he have managed it, to help him out. He told Herbert that he +would see what he could do after a while. The promise did not relieve +Herbert of present fears; neither did it restore peace between the +malcontents. Had Herbert been relieved of that particular embarrassment, +others would have remained to him; but that fact did not in the least +lessen his soreness, as to the point in question. + +It was an intensely hot day; far hotter than is usual at the season; and +the afternoon sun streamed full on the windows of Pomeranian Knoll, +suggesting thoughts of July, instead of May. A gay party--at any rate, a +party dressed in gay attire--were crossing the hall to enter a carriage +that waited at the door. Mr. Dare, Mrs. Dare, and Adelaide. Mrs. Dare +had always been given to gay attire, and her daughters had inherited her +taste. They were going to dine at a friend's house, a few miles' +distance from Helstonleigh. The invitation was for seven o'clock. It was +now striking six, the dinner-hour at Mr. Dare's. + +Minny, looking half melted, had perched herself upon the end of the +balustrades to watch the departure. + +"You'll fall, child," said Mr. Dare. + +Minny laughed, and said there was no danger of her falling. She wondered +what her father would think if he saw her sometimes at her gymnastics on +the balustrades, taking a sweeping slide from the top to the bottom. She +generally contrived that he should not see her; or mademoiselle either. +Mademoiselle had caught sight of the performance once, and had given her +a whole French fable to learn by way of punishment. + +"Are we to have strawberries for dinner, mamma?" asked Minny. + +"You will have what I have thought proper to order," replied Mrs. Dare +rather sharply. She was feeling hot and cross. Something had put her out +while dressing. + +"I think you might wait for strawberries until they are ripe in our own +garden; not buy them regardless of cost," interposed Mr. Dare, speaking +for the general benefit, but not to any one in particular. + +Minny dropped the subject. "Your dress is turned up, Adelaide," said +she. + +Adelaide looked languidly behind her, and a maid, who had followed them +down, advanced and put right the refractory dress: a handsome dress of +pink silk, glistening with its own richness. At that moment Anthony +entered the hall. He had just come home to dinner, and looked in a very +bad humour. + +"How late you'll be!" he cried. + +"Not at all. We shall drive there in an hour." + +They swept out at the door, Mrs. Dare and Adelaide. Mr. Dare was about +to follow them when a sudden thought appeared to strike him, and he +turned back and addressed Anthony. + +"You young men take care that you don't get quarrelling with each other. +Do you hear, Anthony?" + +"I hear," ungraciously replied Anthony, not turning to speak, but +continuing his way up to his dressing-room. He probably regarded the +injunction with contempt, for it was too much in Anthony Dare's nature +so to regard all advice, of whatever kind. Nevertheless it had been well +that he had given heed to it. It had been well that that last word to +his father had been one of affection! + +Dinner was served. Anthony, in the absence of Mr. and Mrs. Dare, took +the head. Rosa, with a show of great parade and ceremony, assumed the +seat opposite to him and said she should be mistress. Minny responded +that Rosa was not going to be mistress over her, and the governess +desired Miss Rosa not to talk so loudly. Rather derogatory checks, +these, to the dignity of a "mistress." + +Herbert was not at table. Irregular as the young Dares were in many of +their habits, they were generally home to dinner. Minny wondered aloud +where Herbert was. Anthony replied that he was "skulking." + +"Skulking!" echoed Minny. + +"Yes, skulking," angrily repeated Anthony. "He left the office at three +o'clock, and has never been near it since. And the governor left at +four!" he added, in a tone that seemed to say he considered that also a +grievance. + +"Where did Herbert go to?" asked Rosa. + +"I don't know," responded Anthony. "I only know that I had a double +share of work to do." + +Anthony Dare was no friend to work. And having had to do a little more +than he would have done had Herbert remained at his post, had +considerably aggravated his temper. + +"Why should Monsieur Herbert go away and leave you his work to do?" +inquired the governess, lifting her eyes from her plate to Anthony. + +"I shall take care to ask him why," returned Anthony. + +"It is not fair that he should," continued mademoiselle. "I would not +have done it for him, Monsieur Anthony." + +"Neither should I, had I not been obliged," said Anthony, not in the +least relaxing from his ill-humour, either in looks or tone. "It was +work that had to be done before post-time, and one of our clerks is away +on business to-day." + +Dinner proceeded to its close. Joseph hesitated, unwilling to remove the +cloth. "Is it to be left for Mr. Herbert?" he asked. + +"No!" imperiously answered Anthony. "If he cannot come in for dinner, +dinner shall not be kept for him." + +"Cook is keeping the things by the fire, sir." + + +"Then tell her to save herself the trouble." + +So the cloth was removed, and dessert put on. To Minny's inexpressible +disappointment it turned out that there were no strawberries. This put +_her_ into an ill-humour, and she left the table and the room, declaring +she would not touch anything else. Mademoiselle Varsini called her back, +and ordered her to her seat; she would not permit so great a breach of +discipline. Cyril and George, who were not under mademoiselle's control, +gulped down a glass of wine, and hastened out to keep an engagement. It +was a very innocent one; a cricket match had been organized for the +evening, by some of the old college boys; and Cyril and George were +amongst the players. It has never been mentioned that Mr. Ashley, in his +strict sense of justice, had allowed Cyril the privilege of spending his +evenings at home five nights in the week, as he did to William +Halliburton. + +The rest remained at table. Minny, per force; Rosa, to take an unlimited +quantity of oranges; Mademoiselle Varsini, because it was the custom to +remain. But mademoiselle soon rose and withdrew with her pupils; Anthony +was not showing himself a particularly sociable companion. He had not +touched any dessert; but seemed to be drinking a good deal of wine. + +As they were going out of the room, Herbert bustled in. "Now then, take +care!" cried he, for Minny, paying little attention to her movements, +had gone full tilt at him. + +"Oh! Herbert, can't you see?" cried she, dolefully rubbing her head. +"What made you so late? Dinner's gone away." + +"It can be brought in again," replied Herbert carelessly. "Comme il est +chaud! n'est-ce pas, mademoiselle?" + +This last was addressed to the governess. Rosa screamed with laughter at +his bad French, and mademoiselle smiled. "You get on in French as you do +in Italian, Monsieur Herbert," cried she. "And that is what you +call--backward." + +Herbert laughed good-humouredly. He did not know what particular mistake +he had made; truth to say, he did not care. They withdrew, and he rang +the bell for his dinner. + +"Mind, Herbert," cried Minny, putting in her head again at the door, +"papa said you were not to quarrel." + +Better, perhaps, that she had not said it! Who can tell? + +The brothers remained alone. Anthony sullen, and, as yet, silent. He +appeared to have emptied the port wine decanter, and to be beginning +upon the sherry! Herbert strolled past him; supreme indifference in his +manner--some might have said contempt--and stood just outside the +window, whistling. + +You have not forgotten that this dining-room window opened to the +ground. The apartment was long and somewhat narrow, the window large and +high, and opening in the centre, after the manner of a French one. The +door was at one end of the room; the window at the other. + +Anthony was in too quarrelsome a mood to remain silent long. He began +the skirmish by demanding what Herbert meant by absenting himself from +the office for the afternoon, and where he had been to. His resentful +tones, his authoritative words, were not calculated to win a very civil +answer. + +They did not win one from Herbert. _His_ tones were resentful, too; his +words were coolly aggravating. Anthony was not his master; when he was, +he might, perhaps, answer him. Such was their purport. + +A hot interchange of words ensued. Nothing more. Anthony remained at the +table; Herbert, half in, half out of the window, leaned against its +frame. When Joseph returned to put things in readiness for Herbert's +dinner, they had subsided into quietness. It was only a lull in the +storm. + +Joseph placed the dessert nearer Anthony's end of the table, and laid +the cloth across the other end. Herbert came into the room. "What a time +you are with dinner, Joseph!" cried he. "One would think it was being +cooked over again." + +"Cook's warming it, sir." + +"Warming it!" echoed Herbert. "Why couldn't she keep it warm? She might +be sure I should be home to dinner." + +"She was keeping it warm, sir; but Mr. Anthony ordered it to be put +away." + +Now, the man had really no intention of making mischief when he said +this: that it might cause ill-feeling between the brothers never crossed +his mind. He was only anxious that he and the cook should stand free +from blame; for the young Dares, when displeased with the servants, were +not in the habit of sparing them. Herbert turned to Anthony. + +"What business have you to interfere with my dinner? Or with anything +else that concerns me?" + +"I choose to make it my business," insolently retorted Anthony. + +At this juncture Joseph left the room. He had laid the cloth, and had +nothing more to stay for. Better perhaps that he had remained! Surely +they would not have proceeded to extremities, the brothers, before their +servant! In a short time, sounds, as if both were in a terrible state of +fury, resounded through the house from the dining-room. The sounds did +not reach the kitchen, which was partially detached from the house; but +the young ladies heard them, and came running out of the drawing-room. + +The governess was in the school-room. The noise penetrated even there. +She also came forth, and saw her two pupils extended over the +balustrades, listening. At any other time mademoiselle would have +reproved them: now she crept down and leaned over in company. + +"What can be the matter?" whispered she. + +"Papa told them not to quarrel!" was all the answer, uttered by Minny. + +It was a terrible quarrel--there was little doubt of that; no child's +play. Passionate bursts of fury rose incessantly, now from one, now from +the other, now from both. Hot recrimination; words that were not suited +to unaccustomed ears--or to any ears, for the matter of that--rose high +and loud. The governess turned pale, and Minny burst into tears. + +"Some one ought to go into the room," said Rosa. "Minny, you go! Tell +them to be quiet." + +"I am afraid," replied Minny. + +"So am I." + +A fearful sound: an explosion louder than all the rest. A noise as if +some heavy weight had been thrown down. Had it come to blows? Minny +shrieked, and at the same moment Joseph was seen coming along with a +tray, Herbert's dinner upon it. + +His presence seemed to bring with it a sense of courage, and Rosa and +Minny flew down followed by the governess. Herbert had been knocked down +by Anthony. He was gathering himself up when Joseph opened the door. +Gathering himself up in a tempest of passion, his white face a livid +fury, as he caught hold of a knife from the table and rushed upon +Anthony. + +But Joseph was too quick for him. The man dashed his tray on the table, +seized Herbert, and turned the uplifted knife downwards. "For Heaven's +sake, sir, recollect yourself!" said he. + +Recollect himself then? No. Persons, who put themselves into that mad +state of passion, cannot "recollect" themselves. Joseph kept his hold, +and the dining-room resounded with shrieks and sobs. They proceeded from +Rosa and Minny. They pulled their brothers by the coats, they implored, +they entreated. The women servants came flying from the kitchen, and the +Italian governess asked the two gentlemen in French whether they were +not ashamed of themselves. + +Perhaps they were. At any rate the quarrel was, for the time, ended. +Herbert flung the knife upon the table and turned his white face upon +his brother. + +"Take care of yourself, though!" cried he, in marked tones: "I swear you +shall have it yet." + +They pulled Anthony out of the room, Rosa and Minny; or it is difficult +to say what rejoinder he might have made, or how violently the quarrel +might have been renewed. It was certain that he had taken more wine than +was good for him; and that, generally speaking, did not improve the +temper of Anthony Dare. Mademoiselle Varsini walked by his side, talking +volubly in French. Whether she was sympathizing or scolding, Anthony did +not know. Not particularly bright at understanding French at the best of +times, even when spoken slowly, he could not, in his present excitement, +catch the meaning of a single word. Entering the drawing-room, he threw +himself upon the sofa, intending to smooth down his ruffled plumage by +taking a nap. + +Herbert meanwhile had remained in the dining-room, smoothing down _his_ +ruffled plumage. Joseph and the cook were bending over the _debris_ on +the carpet. When Joseph dashed down his tray on the table, a dish of +potatoes had bounded off; both dish and potatoes thereby coming to +grief. Herbert sat down and made an excellent dinner. He was not of a +sullen temper; and, unlike Anthony, the affair once over he was soon +himself again. Should they come into contact again directly, there was +no saying how it would end or what might ensue. His dinner over, he went +by-and-by to the drawing-room. Joseph had just entered, and was arousing +Anthony from the sleep he had dropped into. "One of the waiters from the +Star-and-Garter has come, sir. He says Lord Hawkesley has sent him to +say that the gentlemen are waiting for you." + +"I can't go, tell him," responded Anthony, speaking as he looked, +thoroughly out of sorts. "I am not going out to-night. Here! Joseph!" +for the man was turning away with the message. + +"Sir?" + +"Take these, and bring me my slippers." + +"These" were his boots, which he, not very politely, kicked off in the +ladies' presence, and sent flying after Joseph. The man stooped to pick +them up and was carrying them away. + +"Here!--what a hurry you are in!" began Anthony again. "Take lights up +to my chamber, and the brandy, and some cold water. I shall make myself +comfortable there for the night. This room's unbearable, with its +present company." + +The last was a shaft levelled at Herbert. He did not retort, for a +wonder. In fact, Anthony afforded little time for it. Before the words +had well left his lips, he had left the room. Herbert began to whistle; +its very tone insolent. + +It appeared almost certain that the unpleasantness was not yet over; and +Rosa audibly wished her papa was at home. Joseph carried to Anthony's +room what he required, and then brought the tea to the drawing-room. +Herbert said he should take tea with them. It was rather unusual for him +to do so; it was very unusual for Anthony not to go out. Their sisters +felt sure that they were only staying in to renew hostilities; and again +Rosa almost passionately wished for the presence of her father. + +It was dusk by the time tea was over. Herbert rose to leave the room. +"Where are you going?" cried mademoiselle sharply after him. + +"That's my business," he replied, not in too conciliatory a tone. +Perhaps he thought the question proceeded from one of his sisters, for +he was outside the door when it reached him. + +"He is going into Anthony's room!" cried Rosa, turning pale, as they +heard him run upstairs. "Oh, mademoiselle! what can be done? I think +I'll call Joseph." + +"Hush!" cried mademoiselle. "Wait you here. I will go and see." + +She stole out of the room and up the stairs, intending to reconnoitre. +But she had no time to do so. Herbert was coming down again, and she +could only slip inside the school-room door, and peep out. He had +evidently been upstairs for his cloak, for he was putting it on as he +descended. + +"The cloak on a hot night like this!" said mademoiselle mentally. "He +must want to disguise himself!" + +She stopped to listen. Joseph had come up the stairs, bringing something +to Anthony, and Herbert arrested him, speaking in low tones. + +"Don't make any mistake to-night about the dining-room window, Joseph. I +can't think how you could have been so stupid last night!" + +"Sir, I assure you I left it undone, as usual," replied Joseph. "It must +have been master who fastened it." + +"Well, take care that it does not occur again," said Herbert. "I expect +to be in between ten and eleven; but I may be later, and I don't want to +ring you up again." + +Herbert went swiftly downstairs and out, choosing to depart by the way, +as it appeared, that he intended to enter--the dining-room window. +Joseph proceeded to Anthony's chamber: and the governess returned to her +frightened pupils in the drawing-room. + +"A la bonne heure!" she said to them. "Monsieur Herbert has gone out, +and I heard him say to Joseph that he had gone for the evening." + +"Then it's all safe!" cried Minny. And she began dancing round the room. +"Mademoiselle, how pale you look!" + +Mademoiselle had sat down in her place before the tea-tray, and was +leaning her cheek upon her hand. She was certainly looking unusually +pale. "Enough to make me!" she said, in answer to Minny. "If there were +to be this disturbance often in the house, I would not stop in it for +double my _appointements_. It has given me one of those _vilaine_ +headaches, and I think I shall go to bed. You will not be afraid to stay +up alone, mesdemoiselles?" + +"There is nothing to be afraid of now," promptly answered Rosa, who had +far rather be without her governess's company than with it. "Don't sit +up for us, mademoiselle." + +"Then I will go at once," said mademoiselle. And she wished them good +night, and retired to her chamber. + + + + +PART THE THIRD. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +ANNA LYNN'S DILEMMA. + + +It was a lovely evening. One of those warm, still evenings that May +sometimes brings us, when gnats hum in the air, and the trees are at +rest. The day had been intensely hot: the evening was little less so, +and Anna Lynn leaned over the gate of their garden, striving to catch +what of freshness there might be in the coming night. The garish day was +fading into moonlight; the distant Malvern hills grew fainter and +fainter on the view; the little lambs in the field--growing into great +lambs now, some of them--had long lain down to rest; and the Thursday +evening bells came chiming pleasantly on the ear from Helstonleigh. + +"How late he is to-night!" murmured Anna. "If he does not come soon, I +shall not be able to stay out." + +Even as the words passed her lips, a faint movement might be +distinguished in the obscurity of the night, telling of the advent of +Herbert Dare. Anna looked round to see that the windows were clear from +prying eyes, and went forth to meet him. + +He had halted at the usual place, under cover of the hedge. The hedge of +sweetbriar, skirting that side garden into which Signora Varsini had +made good her _entree_, in the gratification of her curiosity. A shaded +walk and a quiet one: very little fear there, of overlookers. + +"Herbert, thee art late!" cried Anna. + +"A good thing I was able to come at all," responded Herbert, taking +Anna's arm within his own. "I thought at one time I must have remained +at home, to chastise my brother Anthony." + +"Chastise thy brother Anthony!" repeated Anna in astonishment. + +Herbert, for the first time, told her of the unpleasantness that existed +between his brother and himself. He did not mention the precise cause; +but simply said Anthony had behaved ill to him, and drawn down upon him +trouble and vexation. Anna was all sympathy. Had Herbert told her the +offence had lain on his side, not on Anthony's, her entire sympathy had +still been his. She deemed Herbert everything that was good and great +and worthy. Anthony--what little she knew of him--she did not like. + +"Herbert, maybe he will be striking thee in secret, when thee art +unprepared." + +"Let him!" carelessly replied Herbert. "I can strike again. I am +stronger than he is. I know one thing: either he or I must leave my +father's house and take lodgings; we can't remain in it together." + +"It would be he to leave, would it not, Herbert? Thy father would not be +so unjust as to turn thee out for thy brother's fault." + +"I don't know about that," said Herbert. "I expect it is I who would +have to go. Anthony is the eldest, and my mother's favourite." + +Anna lifted her hand, in her innocent surprise. Anthony the favourite by +the side of Herbert? She could not understand how so great an anomaly +could exist. + +Interested in the topic, the time slipped on. During a moment of +silence, when they had halted in their walk, they heard what was called +the ten o'clock bell strike out from Helstonleigh: a bell that boomed +out over the city every night for ten minutes before ten o'clock. The +sound startled Anna. She had indeed overstayed her time. + +"One moment, Anna!" cried Herbert, as she was preparing to fly off. +"There can't be any such hurry. Hester will not be going to bed yet, on +a hot night like this. I wanted you to return me that book, if you have +done with it. It is not mine, and I have been asked for it." + +Truth to say, Anna would be glad to return it. The book was Moore's +"Lalla Rookh," and Anna had been upon thorns all the time she had been +reading it, lest by some unlucky mishap it might reach the eyes of +Patience. _She_ thought it everything that was beautiful; she had read +pages of it over and over again; they wore for her a strange +enchantment; but she had a shrewd suspicion that neither book nor +reading would be approved by Patience. + +"I'll bring it out to thee at once, Herbert, if I can," she hastily +said. "If not, I will give it thee to-morrow evening." + +"Not so fast, young lady," said Herbert, laughing, and detaining her. +"You may not come back again. I'll wish you good night now." + +"Nay, please thee let me go! What will Hester say to me?" + +Scarcely giving a moment to the adieu, Anna sped with swift feet to the +garden gate. But the moment she was within the barrier, and had turned +the key, she began--little dissembler that she was!--to step on slowly, +in a careless, _nonchalant_ manner, looking up at the sky, turning her +head to the trees, in no more hurry apparently than if bedtime were +three hours off. She had seen Hester Dell standing at the house door. + +"Child," said Hester gravely, "thee shouldst not stay out so late as +this." + +"It is so warm a night, Hester!" + +"But thee shouldst not be beyond the premises. Patience would not like +it. It is past thy bedtime, too. Patience's sleeping-draught has not +come," she added, turning to another subject. + +"Her sleeping-draught not come!" repeated Anna in surprise. + +"It has not. I have been expecting the boy to knock every minute, or I +should have come to see after thee. Friend Parry may have forgotten it." + +"Why, of course he must have forgotten it," said Anna, inwardly +promising the boy a sixpence for his forgetfulness. "The medicine always +comes in the morning. Will Patience sleep without it?" + +"I fear me not. What dost thee think? Suppose I were to run for it?" + +"Yes, do, Hester." + +They went in, Hester closing the back door and locking it. She put on +her shawl and bonnet, and was going out at the front door when the clock +struck ten. + +"It is ten o'clock, child," she said to Anna. "Thee go to bed. Thee +needst not sit up. I'll take the latch-key with me and let myself in." + +"Oh, Hester! I don't want to go to bed yet," returned Anna fretfully. +"It is like a summer's evening." + +"But thee hadst better, child," urged Hester. "Patience has been angry +with me once or twice, saying I suffer thee to sit up late. A pretty +budget she will be telling thy father on his return! Thee go to bed. Thy +candle is ready here on the slab. Good night." + +Hester departed, shutting fast the door, and carrying with her the +latch-key. Anna, fully convinced that friend Parry's forgetfulness, or +the boy's, must have been designed as a special favour to herself, went +softly into the best parlour to take the book out of her pretty +work-table. + +But the room was dark, and Anna could not find her keys. She believed +she had left her keys on the top of this very work-table; but feel as +she would she could not place her hands upon them. With a word of +impatience, lest, with all her hurry, Herbert Dare should be gone before +she could return to him with the book, she went to the kitchen, lighted +the chamber candle spoken of by Hester as placed ready for her use, and +carried it into the parlour. + +Her keys were found on the mantel-piece. She unlocked the drawer, took +from it the book, blew out the candle, and ran through the garden to the +field. + +Another minute, and Herbert would have left. He was turning away. In +truth, he had not in the least expected to see Anna back again. "Then +you have been able to come!" he exclaimed, in his surprise. + +"Hester is gone out," explained Anna. "Friend Parry has forgotten to +send Patience's medicine, and Hester has gone for it. Herbert, thee only +think! But for Hester's expecting Parry's boy to knock at the door, she +would have come out here searching for me! She said she would. I must +never forget the time again. There's the book, and thank thee. I am +sorry and yet glad to give it thee back." + +"Is that not a paradox?" asked Herbert, with a smile. "I do not know why +you should be either sorry or glad: to be both seems inexplicable." + +"I am sorry to lose it: it is the most charming book I have read, and +but for Patience I should like to have kept it for ever," returned Anna +with enthusiasm. "But I always felt afraid of Hester's finding it and +carrying it up to Patience. Patience would be angry; and she might tell +my father. That is why I am glad to give it back to thee." + +"Why did you not lock it up?" asked Herbert. + +"I did lock it up. I locked it in my work-table drawer. But I forget to +put my keys in my pocket; I leave them about anywhere. I should have +been out with it sooner, but that I could not find the keys." + +Anna was in no momentary hurry to run in now. Hester was safe for full +twenty minutes to come, therefore her haste need not be so great. She +knew that it was past her bedtime, and that Patience would be wondering +(unless by great good-fortune Patience should have dropped asleep) why +she did not go in to wish her good night. But these reflections Anna +conveniently ignored, in the charm of remaining longer to talk about the +book. She told Herbert that she had been copying the engravings, but she +must put the drawings in some safe place before Patience was about +again. "Tell me the time, please," she suddenly said, bringing her +chatter to a standstill. + +Herbert took out his watch, and held its face towards the moon. "It is +twelve minutes past ten." + +"Then I must be going in," said Anna. "She could be back in twenty +minutes, and she must not find me out again." + +Herbert turned with her, and walked to the gate; pacing slowly, both of +them, and talking still. He turned in at the gate with her, and Anna +made no demur. No fear of his being seen. Patience was as safe in bed as +if she had been chained there, and Hester could not be back quite yet. +Arrived at the door, closed as Anna had left it, Herbert put out his +hand. "I suppose I must bid you a final good night now, Anna," he said +in low tones. + + +"That thee must. I have to come down the garden again to lock the gate +after thee. And Hester may not be more than three or four minutes +longer. Good night to thee, Herbert." + +"Let me see that it is all safe for you, against you do go in," said +Herbert, laying his hand on the handle of the door to open it. + +To open it? Nay: he could not open it. The handle resisted his efforts. +"Did you lock it, Anna?" + +Anna smiled at what she thought his awkwardness. "Thee art turning it +the wrong way, Herbert. See!" + +He withdrew his hand to give place to hers, and she turned the handle +softly and gently the contrary way; that is, she essayed to turn it. But +it would not turn for her, any more than it had turned for Herbert Dare. +A sick feeling of terror rushed over Anna, as a conviction of the truth +grew upon her. Hester Dell had returned, and she was locked out! + +In good truth, it was no less a calamity. Hester Dell had not gone far +from the door on her errand, when she met the doctor's boy with his +basket, hastening up with the medicine. "I was just coming after it," +said Hester to him. "Whatever brings thee so late?" + +"Mr. Parry was called out this morning before he had time to make it up, +and he has only just come home," was the boy's reply. + +"Better late than never," he somewhat saucily added. + +"Well, so it is," acquiesced Hester, who rarely gave anything but a meek +retort. And she turned back home, letting herself in with the latch-key. +The house appeared precisely as she had left it, except that Anna's +candle had disappeared from the mahogany slab in the passage. "That's +right! the child's gone to bed," soliloquised she. + +She proceeded to go to bed herself. The Quaker's was an early household. +All Hester had to do now, was to give Patience her sleeping-draught. +"Let me see," continued Hester, still in soliloquy, "I think I did lock +the back door." + +To make sure, she tried the key and found it was not locked. Rather +wondering, for she certainly thought she _had_ locked it, but dismissing +the subject the next minute from her thoughts, she locked it now and +took the key out. Then she continued her way up to Patience. Patience, +lying there lonely and dull with her night-light, turned her eyes on +Hester. + +"Did thee think we had forgotten thee, Patience? Parry has been out all +day, the boy says, and the physic is but this minute come." + +"Where's Anna?" inquired Patience. + +"She is gone to bed." + +"Why did she not come to me as usual?" + +"Did she not come?" asked Hester. + +"I have seen nothing of her all the evening." + +"Maybe she thought thee'd be dozing," observed Hester, bringing forward +the sleeping-draught which she had been pouring into a wine-glass. She +said no more. Her private opinion was that Anna had purposely abstained +from the visit lest she should receive a scolding for going to bed late, +her usual hour being half-past nine. Neither did Patience say any more. +She was feeling that Anna might be a little less ungrateful. She took +the draught, and Hester went to bed. + +And poor Anna? To describe her dismay, her consternation, would be a +useless attempt. The doors were fast--the windows were fast also. +Herbert Dare essayed to soothe her, but she would not be soothed. She +sat down on the step of the back door and cried bitterly: all her +apprehension being for the terrible scolding she should have from +Patience, were it found out; the worse than scolding if Patience told +her father. + +To give Herbert Dare his due, he felt truly vexed at the dilemma for +Anna's sake. Could he have let her in by getting down a chimney himself, +or in any other impromptu way, and so opened the door for her, he would +have done it. "Don't cry, Anna," he entreated, "don't cry! I'll take +care of you. Nothing shall harm you. I'll not go away." + +The more he talked, the more she cried. Very like a little child. Had +Herbert Dare known how to break the glass without noise he would have +taken out a pane in the kitchen window, and so reached the fastening and +opened it. Anna, in worse terror than ever, begged him not to attempt +it. It would be sure to arouse Hester. + +"But you'll be so cold, child, staying here all night!" he urged. "You +are shivering now." + +Anna was shivering: shivering with vexation and fear. Herbert thought it +would be better that he should boldly knock up Hester; and he suggested +it: nay, he pressed it. But the proposal sounded more alarming to Anna +than any that had gone before it. It seemed that there was nothing to be +done. + +How long she sat there, crying and shivering and refusing to be +comforted or to hear reason, she could not tell. Half the night, it +seemed. But Anna, you must remember, was counting time by her own state +of mind, not by the clock. Suddenly a bright thought, as a ray of light, +flashed into her brain. + +"There's the pantry window," she cried, arresting her tears. "How could +I ever have forgotten it? There is no glass, and thee art strong enough +to push in the wire." + +This pantry window Herbert Dare had known nothing about. It was at the +side of the house, thickly surrounded by shrubs; a square window frame, +protected by wire. He fought his way to it amidst the shrubs; but to get +in proved a work of time and difficulty. The window was at some height +from the ground, the wire was strong. Anna sat on the door-step, never +stirring, leaving him to get in if he could, her tears falling, and +terrific visions of Patience's anger chasing each other through her +mind. And the night went on. + +"Anna!" + +She could have shouted forth a cry of delight as she leaped up. He had +entered, had found his way to the kitchen window, had gently raised it, +and was softly calling to her. Some little difficulty still, but with +Herbert's assistance she was safely landed, a great tear in her dress +the only damage. He had managed to obtain a light by means of some +fusees in his pocket, and had lighted a candle. Anna sat down on a +chair, her face radiant through her tears. "How shall I ever thank +thee?" + +He was looking at his fingers with a half-serious, half-mocking +expression of dismay. The wire had torn them in many places, and they +were bleeding. "I could have got in quicker had I forced the wire out in +the middle," he observed, "but that would have told tales. I pushed it +away from the side, and have pushed it back again into its place as well +as I could. Perhaps it may escape notice." + +"How shall I ever thank thee?" was all Anna could repeat in her +gratitude. + +"Now you know what you must do, Anna," said he. "I am going to jump out +through the window, and be off home. You must shut it and fasten it +after me: I'd shut it myself, after I'm out, but that these stains on my +fingers would be transferred to the frame. And when you leave the +kitchen, remember to turn the key of the door outside. I found it +turned. Do you understand? And now farewell, my little locked-out +princess. Don't say I have not worked wonders for you, as the good +spirits do in the fairy tales." + +She caught his hand in her glad delight. She looked at him with a face +full of gratitude. Herbert Dare bent down and took a kiss from the +up-turned face. Perhaps he thought he had fairly earned the reward. Then +he proceeded to swing himself through the window, feeling delighted that +he had been able to free Anna from her dilemma. + +Before Helstonleigh arose next morning, a startling report was +circulating through the city, the very air teeming with it. A report +that Anthony Dare had been killed in the night by his brother Herbert. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +COMMOTION. + + +The streets of Helstonleigh, lying so still and quiet in the moonlight, +were broken in upon by the noisy sound of a carriage, bowling through +them. A carriage that was abroad late. It wanted very little of the time +when the church clocks would boom out the two hours after midnight. +Time, surely, for all sober people to be in bed! + +The carriage contained Mr. Dare, his wife and daughter. They went, as +you may remember, to a dinner party in the country. The dinner was +succeeded by an evening gathering, and it was nearly one o'clock when +they left the house to return. It wanted only five minutes to two when +the carriage stopped at their own home, and sleepy Joseph opened the +door to them. + +"All in bed?" asked Mr. Dare, as he bustled into the hall. + +"I believe so, sir," answered Joseph, as carelessly as he could speak. +Mr. Dare, he was aware, alluded to his sons; and not being by any means +sure upon the point, Joseph was willing to escape further questioning. + +Two of the maids came forward--the lady's maid, as she was called in the +family, and Betsy. Betsy was no other than our old friend Betsy Carter: +once the little maid-of-all-work at Mrs. Halliburton's; risen now to be +a very fine housemaid at Mrs. Dare's. They had sat up to attend upon +Mrs. Dare and Adelaide. + +Mr. Dare had been for a long while in the habit of smoking a pipe before +he went to bed. He would have told you that he could not do without it. +If business or pleasure took him out, he must have his pipe when he +returned, however late it might be. + +"How hot it is!" he exclaimed, throwing back his coat. "Leave the hall +door open, Joseph: I'll sit outside. Bring me my pipe." + +Joseph looked for the pipe in its appointed resting-place, and could not +see it. It was a small, handsome pipe, silver-mounted, with an amber +mouth-piece. The tobacco-jar was there, but Joseph could see nothing of +the pipe. + +"Law! I remember!" exclaimed Betsy. "Master left it in the dining-room +last night, and I put it under the sideboard when I was doing the room +this morning, intending to bring it away. I'll go and get it." + +Taking the candle from Joseph's hand, she turned hastily into the +dining-room. Not, however, as hastily as she came out of it. She rushed +out, uttering a succession of piercing shrieks, and seized upon Joseph. +The shrieks echoed through the house, upstairs and down, and Mr. Dare +came in. + +"Why, what on earth's the matter, girl?" cried he. "Have you seen a +ghost?" + +"Oh, sir! Oh, Joseph, don't let go of me; Mr. Anthony's lying in there, +dead!" + +"Don't be a simpleton," responded Mr. Dare, staring at Betsy. + +Joseph gave a rather less complimentary reprimand, and shook the girl +off. But suddenly, even as the words left his lips, there rose up before +his mind's eye the vision of the past evening: the quarrel, the threats, +the violence between Anthony and Herbert. A strange apprehension seated +itself in the man's mind. + +"Be still, you donkey!" he whispered to Betsy, his voice scarcely +audible, his manner subdued. "I'll go in and see." + +Taking the candle, he went into the dining-room. Mr. Dare followed. The +worst thought that occurred to Mr. Dare was, that Anthony might have +taken more wine than was good for him, and had fallen down, helpless, in +the dining-room. Unhappily, Anthony had been known so to transgress. +Only a week or two before----but let that pass: it has nothing to do +with us now. + +Mr. Dare followed Joseph in. At the upper end of the room, near the +window, lay some one on the ground. It was surely Anthony. He was lying +on his side, his head thrown back, his face up-turned. A ghastly face, +which sent poor Joseph's pulses bounding on with a terrible fear as he +looked down at it. The same face which had scared Betsy when _she_ +looked down. + +"He is stark dead!" whispered Joseph, with a shiver, to Mr. Dare. + +Mr. Dare, his own life-blood seeming to have stopped, bent over his son +by the light of the candle. Anthony appeared to be not only dead, but +cold. In his terrible shock, his agitation, he still remembered that it +was well, if possible, to spare the sight to his wife and daughter. Mrs. +Dare and Adelaide, alarmed by Betsy's screams, had run downstairs, and +were now hastening into the room. + +"Go back! go back!" cried Mr. Dare, fencing them away with his hands. +"Adelaide, you must not come in! Julia," he added to his wife, in tones +of imploring entreaty, "go upstairs, and keep back Adelaide." + +He half led, half pushed them across the hall. Mrs. Dare had never in +all her life seen his face as she saw it now--a face of terror. She +caught the fear; vaguely enough, it must be confessed, for she had not +heard Anthony's name, as yet, mentioned in connection with it. + +"What is it?" she asked, holding on by the balustrades. "What is there +in the dining-room?" + +"I don't know what it is," replied Mr. Dare, from between his white +lips. "Go upstairs! Adelaide, go up with your mother." + +Mr. Dare was stopped by more screams. Whilst he was preventing immediate +terror to his wife and daughter, the lady's maid, her curiosity excited +beyond repression, had slipped into the dining-room, and peeped over +Joseph's shoulder. What she had expected to see she perhaps could not +have stated; what she did see was so far worse than her wildest fears, +that she lost sense of everything, except the moment's fear; and shriek +after shriek echoed from her. + +A scene of confusion ensued. Mrs. Dare tried to force her way to the +room; Adelaide followed her; Betsy began bewailing Mr. Anthony, by name, +in wild words. And the sleepers, above, came flocking out of their +chambers, with trembling limbs and white faces. + +Mr. Dare put his back against the dining-room door. "Girls, go back! +Julia, go back, for the love of Heaven! Mademoiselle, is that you? Be so +good as to stay where you are, and keep Rosa and Minny with you." + +"Mais, qu'est-ce que c'est, donc?" exclaimed mademoiselle, speaking, in +her wonder, in her most familiar tongue, and, truth to say, paying +little heed to Mr. Dare's injunction. "Y a-t-il du malheur arrive?" + +Betsy went up to her. Betsy recognised her as one not of the family, to +whom she could ease her overflowing mind. The same thought had occurred +to Betsy as to Joseph. "Poor Mr. Anthony's lying in there dead, mamzel," +she whispered. "Mr. Herbert must have killed him." + +Unheeding the request of Mr. Dare, unmindful of the deficiences or want +of elegance in her costume, which consisted of what she called a +_peignoir_, and a borderless calico nightcap, mademoiselle flew down to +the hall and slipped into the dining-room. Some of the others slipped in +also, and a sad scene ensued. What with wife, governess, servants, and +children, Mr. Dare was powerless to end it. Mademoiselle went straight +up, gave one look, and staggered back against the wall. + +"C'est vrai!" she muttered. "C'est Monsieur Anthony." + +"It is Anthony," shivered Mr. Dare, "I fear--I fear violence has been +done him." + +The governess was breathing heavily. She looked quite as ghastly as did +that up-turned face. "But why should it be?" she asked, in English. "Who +has done it?" + +Ah, who had done it! Joseph's frightened face seemed to say that he +could tell if he dared, Cyril bounded into the room, and clasped one of +the arms. But he let it fall again. "It is rigid!" he gasped. "Is he +dead? Father! he can't be dead!" + +Mr. Dare hurried Joseph from the room--hurried him across the hall to +the door. He, Mr. Dare, seemed so agitated as scarcely to know what he +was about. "Make all haste," he said; "the nearest surgeon." + +"Sir," whispered Joseph, turning when he was outside the door, his +agitation as great as his master's: "I'm afraid it's Mr. Herbert who has +done this." + +"Why?" sharply asked Mr. Dare. + +"They had a dreadful quarrel this evening, sir, after you left. Mr. +Herbert drew a knife upon his brother. I got in just in time to stop +bloodshed, or it might have happened then." + +Mr. Dare suppressed a groan. "Go off, Joseph, and bring a doctor here. +He may not be past reviving, Milbank is the nearest. If he is at home, +bring him; if not, get anybody." + +Joseph, without his hat, sped across the lawn, and gained the entrance +gate at the very moment that a gig was passing. By the light of a lamp, +Joseph saw that it contained Mr. Glenn, the surgeon, driven by his +servant. He had been on a late professional visit into the country. +Joseph shouted running before the horse in his excitement, and the man +pulled up. + +"What's the matter, Joseph?" asked Mr. Glenn. "Any one ill?" + +Somewhat curious to say, Mr. Glenn was the usual medical attendant of +the Dares. Joseph explained as well as he could. Mr. Anthony had been +found lying on the dining-room carpet, to all appearance dead. Mr. Glenn +descended. + +"Anything up at your place?" asked a policeman, who had just come by, on +his beat. + +"I should think there is," returned Joseph. "One of the gentlemen's +been found dead." + +"Dead!" echoed the policeman. "Which of them is it?" he asked, after a +pause. + +"Mr. Anthony." + +"Why, I saw him turn in here about half-past eleven!" observed the +officer, "He is in a fit, perhaps." + +"Why do you say that?" asked Joseph. + +"Because he had been taking a drop too much. He could hardly walk. +Somebody brought him as far as the gate." + +Mr. Glenn had hastened on. The policeman followed with Joseph. Followed, +possibly, to gratify his curiosity; possibly, because he thought his +services might be in some way required. When the two entered the +dining-room, Mr. Glenn was kneeling down to examine Anthony, and sounds +of distress came on their ears from a distance. They were caused by the +hysterics of Mrs. Dare. + +"Is he dead, sir?" asked the policeman, in a low tone. + +"He has been dead these two or three hours," was Mr. Glenn's reply. + +But it was not a fit. It was not anything so innocent. Mr. Glenn found +that the cause of death was a stab in the side. Death, he believed, must +have been instantaneous: and the hemorrhage was chiefly internal. There +were very few stains on the clothes. + +"What's this!" cried Mr. Glenn. + +He was pulling at some large substance on which Anthony had fallen. It +proved to be a cloak. Cyril--and some others present--recognised it as +Herbert's cloak. Where was Herbert? In bed? Was it possible that he +could sleep through the noise and confusion that the house was in? + +"Can nothing be done?" asked Mr. Dare of the surgeon. + +Mr. Glenn shook his head. "He is stone dead, you see; dead, and nearly +cold. He must have been dead more than two hours. I should say nearer +three." + +From two to three hours! Then that would bring the time of his death to +about half-past eleven o'clock; close upon the time that the policeman +saw him returning home. Some one turned to ask the policeman a question, +but he had disappeared. Mr. Glenn went to see what he could do for Mrs. +Dare, whose cries had been painful to hear, and Mr. Dare drew Joseph +aside. Somehow he felt that he _dared_ not question him in the presence +of witnesses, lest any condemnatory fact should transpire to bring the +guilt home to his second son. In spite of the sight of Anthony lying +dead before him, in spite of what he had heard of the quarrel, he could +not bring his mind to believe that Herbert had been guilty of this most +dastardly deed. + +"What time did you let him in?" asked Mr. Dare, pointing to his +ill-fated son. + +Joseph answered evasively. "The policeman said it was about half after +eleven, sir." + +"And what time did Mr. Herbert come home?" + +In point of fact, but for seeing the cloak where he did see it, Joseph +would not have known whether Mr. Herbert was at home yet. He felt there +was nothing for it but to tell the simple truth to Mr. Dare--that the +gentlemen had been in the habit of letting themselves in at any hour +they pleased, the dining-room window being left unfastened for them. +Joseph made the admission, and Mr. Dare received it with anger. + +"I did it by their orders, sir," the man said, with deprecation. "If you +think it was wrong, perhaps you'll put things on a better footing for +the future. But, to wait up every night till its pretty near time to +rise again, is what I can't do, or anybody else. Flesh and blood is but +mortal, sir, and couldn't stand it." + +"But you were not kept up like that?" cried Mr. Dare. + +"Yes, sir, I was. If one of the gentlemen wasn't out, the other would +be. I told them it was impossible I could be up nearly all night and +every night, and rise in the morning just the same, and do my work in +the day. So they took to have the dining-room window left open, and came +in that way, and I went to rest at my proper hour. Mr. Cyril and Mr. +George, too, they are taking to stay out." + +"The house might have been robbed over and over again!" exclaimed Mr. +Dare. + +"I told them so, sir. But they laughed at me. They said who'd be likely +to come through the grounds and up to the windows and try them? At any +rate, sir," added Joseph, as a last excuse, "they _ordered_ it done. And +that's how it is, sir, that I don't know what time either Mr. Anthony or +Mr. Herbert came in last night." + +Mr. Dare said no more. The fruits of the way in which his sons had been +reared were coming heavily home to him. He turned to go upstairs to +Herbert's chamber. On the bottom stairs, swaying herself to and fro in +her _peignoir_, a staring print, all the colours of the rainbow, sat the +governess. She lifted her white face as Mr. Dare approached. + +"Is he dead?" + +Mr. Dare shook his head. "The surgeon says he has been dead ever since +the beginning of the night." + +"And Monsieur Herbert? Is _he_ dead?" + +"_He_ dead!" repeated Mr. Dare in an accent of alarm, fearing possibly +she might have a motive for the question. "What should bring him also +dead? Mademoiselle, why do you ask it?" + +"Eh, me, I don't know," she answered. "I am bewildered with it all. Why +should he be dead, and not the other? Why should either be dead?" + +Mr. Dare saw that she did look bewildered; scarcely in her senses. She +had a white handkerchief in her hand, and was wiping the moisture from +her scarcely less white face. "Did you witness the quarrel between +them?" he inquired, supposing that she had done so by her words. + +"If I did, I not tell," she vehemently answered, her English less clear +than usual. "If Joseph say--I hear him say it to you just now--that +Monsieur Herbert took a knife to his brother, I not give testimony to +it. What affair is it of mine, that I should tell against one or the +other? Who did it?--who killed him?"--she rapidly continued. "It was not +Monsieur Herbert. No, I will say always that it was not Monsieur +Herbert. He would not kill his brother." + +"I do not think he would," earnestly spoke Mr. Dare. + +"No, no, no!" said mademoiselle, her voice rising with her emphasis. "He +never kill his brother; he not enough _mechant_ for that." + +"Perhaps he has not come in?" cried Mr. Dare, catching at the thought. + +Betsy Garter answered the words. She had stolen up in the general +restlessness, and halted there. "He must be come in, sir," she said; +"else how could his cloak be in the dining-room? They are saying that +it's Mr. Herbert's cloak which was under Mr. Anthony." + +"What has Mr. Herbert's cloak to do with his coming in or not coming +in?" sharply asked Mr. Dare. "He would not be wearing his cloak this +weather." + + +"But he does wear it, sir," returned Betsy. "He went out in it +to-night." + +"Did you see him?" sternly asked Mr. Dare. + +"If I hadn't seen him, I couldn't have told that he went out in it," +independently replied Betsy, who, like her mother, was fond of +maintaining her own opinion. "I was looking out of the window in Miss +Adelaide's room, and I saw Mr. Herbert go out by way of the dining-room +window towards the entrance-gate." + +"Wearing his cloak?" + +"Wearing his cloak," assented Betsy, "I hoped he was hot enough in it." + +The words seemed to carry terrible conviction to Mr. Dare's mind. +Unwilling to believe the girl, he sought Joseph and asked him. + +"Yes, for certain," Joseph answered. "Mr. Herbert, as he was coming +downstairs to go out, stopped to speak to me, sir, and he was fastening +his cloak on then." + +Minny ran up, bursting with grief and terror as she seized upon Mr. +Dare. "Papa! papa! is it true?" she sobbed. + +"Is what true, child?" + +"That it was Herbert? They are saying so." + +"Hush!" said Mr. Dare. Carrying a candle, he went up to Herbert's room, +his heart aching. That Herbert could sleep through the noise was +surprising; and yet, not much so. His room was more remote from the +house than were the other rooms, and looked towards the back. But, had +he slept through it? When Mr. Dare went in, he was sitting up in bed, +awaking, or pretending to awake, from sleep. The window, thrown wide +open, may have contributed to deaden any sound in the house. "Can you +sleep through this, Herbert?" cried Mr. Dare. + +Herbert stared, and rubbed his eyes, and stared again, as one +bewildered. "Is that you, father?" he presently cried. "What is it?" + +"Herbert," said his father, in low tones of pain, of dread; "what have +you been doing to your brother?" + +Herbert, as if not understanding the drift of the question, stared more +than ever. "I have done nothing to him," he presently said. "Do you mean +Anthony?" + +"Anthony is lying on the dining-room floor killed--murdered. Herbert, +_who did it_?" + +Herbert Dare sat motionless in bed, looking utterly lost. That he could +not understand, or was affecting not to understand, was evident. +"Anthony is--what do you say, sir?" + +"He is dead; he is _murdered_," replied Mr. Dare. "Oh, my son, my son, +say you did not do it! for the love of heaven, say you did not do it!" +And the unhappy father burst into tears and sank down on the bed, +utterly unmanned. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +ACCUSED. + + +The grey dawn of the early May morning was breaking over the world--over +the group gathered in Mr. Dare's dining-room. That gentleman, his +surviving sons, a stranger, a constable or two; and Sergeant Delves, who +had been summoned to the scene. Sundry of the household were going in +and out, of their own restless, curious accord, or by summons. The +sergeant was making inquiries into the facts and details of the evening. + +Anthony Dare--as may be remembered--had sullenly retired to his room, +refusing to go out when the message came to him from Lord Hawkesley. It +appeared, by what was afterwards learnt, that he, Anthony Dare, had made +an appointment to meet Hawkesley and some other men at the +Star-and-Garter hotel, where Lord Hawkesley was staying; the proposed +amusement of the evening being cards. Anthony Dare remained in his +chamber, solacing his chafed temper with brandy-and-water, until the +waiter from the Star-and-Garter appeared a second time, bearing a note. +This note Sergeant Delves had found in one of the pockets, and had it +now open before him. It ran as follows:-- + + "DEAR DARE,--We are all here waiting, and can't make up the + tables without you. What do you mean by shirking us? Come + along, and don't be a month over it.--Yours, + + "HAWKESLEY." + +This note had prevailed. Anthony, possibly repenting of the solitary +evening to which he had condemned himself, put on his boots again and +went forth: not--it is not pleasant to have to record it, but it cannot +be concealed--not sober. He had taken ale with his dinner, wine after +it, and brandy-and-water in his room. The three combined had told upon +him. + +On his arrival at the Star-and-Garter, he found six or seven gentlemen +assembled. But, instead of sitting down there in Lord Hawkesley's room, +it was suddenly decided to adjourn to the lodgings of a Mr. Brittle, +hard by; a young Oxonian, who had been plucked in his Little Go, and was +supposed to be reading hard to avoid a second similar catastrophe. They +went to Mr. Brittle's and sat down to cards, over which brandy-and-water +and other drinks were introduced. Anthony Dare, by way of quenching his +thirst, did not spare them, and was not particular as to the sorts. The +consequence was that he soon became most disagreeable company, snarling +with all around; in short, unfit for play. This _contretemps_ put the +rest of the party out of sorts, and they broke up. But for that, they +might probably have sat on, until morning, and that poor unhappy life +have been spared. There was no knowing what might have been. Anthony +Dare was in no fit state to walk alone, and one of them, Mr. Brittle, +undertook to see him home. Mr. Brittle left him at the gate, and Anthony +Dare stumbled over the lawn and gained the house. After that, nothing +further was known. So much as this would not have been known, but that, +in hastening for Delves, the policeman had come across Mr. Brittle. It +was only natural that the latter, shocked and startled, should bend his +steps to the scene; and from him they gathered the account of Anthony's +movements abroad. + +But now came the difficulty. Who had let Anthony in? No one. There was +little doubt that he had made his way through the dining-room window. +Joseph had turned the key of the front door at eleven o'clock, and he +had not been called upon to open it until the return of Mr. and Mrs. +Dare. The policeman who happened to be passing when Anthony came +home--or it may be more correct to say, was brought home--testified to +the probable fact that he had entered by means of the dining-room +window. The man had watched him: had seen that, instead of making for +the front door, which faced the road and was in view, he had stumbled +across the grass, and disappeared down by the side of the house. On this +side the dining-room window was situated; therefore it was only +reasonable to suppose that Anthony had so entered. + +"Had you any motive in watching him?" asked Sergeant Delves of this man. + +"None, except to see that he did not fall," was the reply. "When the +gentleman who brought him home loosed his arm, he told him, in a joking +way, not to get kissing the ground as he went in; and I thought I'd +watch him that I might go to his assistance if he did fall. He could +hardly walk: he pitched about with every step." + +"Did he fall?" + +"No; he managed to keep up. But I should think he was a good five +minutes getting over the grass plat." + +"Did the gentleman remain to watch him?" + +"No, not for above a minute. He just waited to see that he got safe over +the gravel path on to the grass, and then he went back." + +"Did you see anyone else come in? About that time?--or before it?--or +after it?" + +The man shook his head. "I didn't see anyone else at all. I shut the +gate after Mr. Anthony, and I didn't see it opened again. Not but what +plenty might have opened and shut it, and gone in, too, when I was +higher up my beat." + +Sergeant Delves called Joseph. "It appears uncommonly odd that you +should have heard no noise whatever," he observed. "A man's movements +are not generally very quiet when in the state described as being that +of young Mr. Dare's. The probability is that he would enter the +dining-room noisily. He'd be nearly sure to fall against the furniture, +being in the dark." + +"It's certain that I never did hear him," replied Joseph. "We was shut +up in the kitchen, and I was mostly nodding from the time I locked up at +eleven till master came home at two. The two girls was chattering loud +enough; they was at the table, making-up caps, or something of that. The +cook went to bed at ten; she was tired." + +"Then, with the exception of you three, all the household were in bed?" + +"All of 'em--as was at home," answered Joseph. "The governess had gone +early, the two young ladies went about ten, Mr. Cyril and Mr. George +went soon after ten. They came home from cricket 'dead beat' they said, +had supper, and went to bed soon after it." + +"It's not usual for them--the young men, I mean--to go to bed so early, +is it?" asked Sergeant Delves. + +"No, except on cricket nights," answered Joseph. "After cricket they +generally come home and have supper, and don't go out again. Other +nights they are mostly sure to be out late." + +"And you did not hear Mr. Herbert come in?" + +"Sergeant Delves, I say that I never heard nothing nor nobody from the +time I locked the front door till master and missis came home," +reiterated Joseph, growing angry. "Let me repeat it ten times over, I +couldn't say it plainer. If I had heard either of the gentlemen come in, +I should have gone to 'em to see if anything was wanted. Specially to +Mr. Anthony, knowing that he was not sober when he went out." + +Two points appeared more particularly to strike Sergeant Delves. The one +was, that no noise should have been heard; that a deed like this could +have been committed in, as it appeared, absolute silence. The other was, +that the dining-room window should have been found fastened inside. The +latter fact confirmed the strong suspicion that the offender was an +inmate of the house. A person, not an inmate of the house, would +naturally have escaped by the open dining-room window; but to do this, +_and_ to fasten it inside after him was an impossibility. Every other +window in the house, every door, had been securely fastened; some in the +earlier part of the evening, some at eleven o'clock by Joseph. Herbert +Dare voluntarily acknowledged that it was he who had fastened the +dining-room window. His own account was--and the sergeant looked at him +narrowly while he gave it--that he had returned home late, getting on +for two o'clock; that he had come in through the dining-room, and had +put down the window fastening. He declared that he had not seen Anthony. +If Anthony had been lying there, as he was afterwards found, he, +Herbert, had not observed him. But, he said, so far as he remembered, he +never glanced to that part of the room at all, but had gone straight +through on the other side, between the table and the fireplace. And if +he had glanced to it he could have seen nothing, for the room was dark. +He had no light, and had to feel his way. + +"Was it usual for the young gentlemen to fasten the window?" Sergeant +Delves asked of Joseph. And Joseph replied that they sometimes did, +sometimes did not. If by any chance Mr. Anthony and Mr. Herbert came in +together, then they would fasten it; or if, when the one came in, he +knew that the other was not out, he would equally fasten it. Mr. Cyril +and Mr. George did not often come in that way; in fact, they were not +out so late, generally speaking, as were their brothers. + + +"Precisely so," Herbert assented, with reference to the fastening. He +had fastened it, believing his brother Anthony to be at home and in bed. +When he went out the previous evening, Anthony had already gone to his +room, expressing his intention not to leave it again that night. + +Sergeant Delves inquired--no doubt for reasons of his own--whether this +expressed intention on the part of Anthony could be testified to by any +one besides Herbert. Yes. By Joseph, by the governess, by Rosa and Minny +Dare; all four had heard him say it. The sergeant would not trouble the +young ladies, but requested to speak to the governess. + +The governess was indignant at the request being made. She was in and +out amongst them with her white face, in her many-coloured _peignior_. +She had been upstairs and partially dressed herself; had discarded the +calico nightcap and done her hair, put on the _peignior_ again, and come +down to see and to listen. But she did not like being questioned. + +"I know nothing about it," she said to the sergeant, speaking +vehemently. "What should I know about it? I will tell you nothing. I +went to bed before it was well nine o'clock; I had a headache; and I +never heard anything more till the commotion began. Why you ask me?" + +"But you can surely tell, ma'am, whether or not you heard Mr. Anthony +say he was going to his chamber for the night?" remonstrated the +sergeant. + +"Yes, he did say it," she answered vehemently. "He said it in the salon. +He kicked off his boots, and told Joseph to bring his slippers, and to +take brandy-and-water to his room, for he should not leave it again that +night. I never thought or knew that he had left it until I saw him lying +in the dining-room, and they said he was dead." + +"Was Mr. Herbert present when he said he should go to his room for the +night?" + +"He was present, I think: I think he had come in then to the salon. That +is all I know. I made the tea, and then my head got bad, and I went to +bed. I can tell you nothing further." + +"Did you hear any noise in the house, ma'am?" + +"No. If there was any noise I did not notice it. I soon went to sleep. +Where is the use of your asking me these things? You should ask those +who sat up. I shall be sick if you make me talk about it. Nothing of +this ever arrived in any family where I have been before." + +The sergeant allowed her to retire. She went to the stairs and sat down +on the lower step, and leaned her cheek upon her hand, all as she had +done previously. Mr. Dare asked her why she did not go upstairs, away +from the confusion and bustle of the sad scene; but she shook her head. +She did not care to be in her chamber alone, she answered, and her +pupils were shut in with Madame Dare and Mademoiselle Adelaide. + +It is possible that one thing puzzled the sergeant: though what puzzled +him and what did not puzzle him had to be left to conjecture, for he +said nothing about it. No weapon had been found. The policemen had been +searching the room thoroughly, had partly searched the house; but had +come upon no instrument likely to have inflicted the wound. A +carving-knife or common table-knife had been suggested, remembering the +previous occurrences of the evening; but Mr. Glenn's decided opinion +was, that it must have been a very different instrument; some slender, +sharp-pointed, two-edged blade, he thought, about six inches in length. + +The most suspicious evidence, referring to Herbert, was the cloak. The +sergeant had examined it curiously, with compressed lips. Herbert +disposed of this, so far as he was concerned--that is, if he was to be +believed. He said that he had put his cloak on, had gone out in it as +far as the entrance gate; but finding it warmer than was agreeable, he +had turned back, and flung it on to the dining-room table, going in, as +he had come out, through the window. He added, as a little bit of +confirmatory evidence, that he remembered seeing the cloak begin to +slide off the table again, that he saw it must fall to the ground; but, +being in a hurry, he would not stop to prevent its doing so, or to pick +it up. + +The sergeant never seemed to take his sidelong glance from Herbert Dare. +He had gone to work in his own way; hearing the different accounts and +conjectures, sifting this bit of evidence, turning about that, holding a +whispered colloquy with the man who had been sent to examine Herbert's +room: holding a longer whispered colloquy with Herbert himself. On the +departure of the surgeon and Mr. Brittle, who had gone away together, he +had marched to the front and side doors of the house, locked them, and +put the keys into his pocket. "Nobody goes out of this without my +permission," quoth he. + +Then he took Mr. Dare aside. "There's no mistake about this, I fear," +said he gravely. + +Mr. Dare knew what he meant. He himself was growing grievously +faint-hearted. But he would not say so; he would not allow it to be seen +that he cast, or could cast, a suspicion on Herbert. "It appears to me +that--that--if poor Anthony was in the state they describe, that he may +have sat down or laid down after entering the dining-room, and dropped +asleep," observed Mr. Dare. "Easy, then--the window being left open--for +some midnight housebreaker from the street to have come in and attacked +him." + +"Pooh!" said Sergeant Delves. "It is no housebreaker that has done this. +We have a difficult line of duty to perform at times, us police; and all +we can do to soften matters, is to go to work as genteelly as is +consistent with the law. I'm sorry to have to say it, Mr. Dare, but I +have felt obliged to order my men to keep a look-out on Mr. Herbert." + +A chill ran through Mr. Dare. "It could not have been Herbert!" he +rejoined, his tone one of pain, almost of entreaty. "Mr. Glenn says it +could not have been done later than half-past eleven, or so. Herbert +never came home until nearly two." + +"Who is to prove that he was not at home till near two?" + +"He says he was not. I have no doubt it can be proved. And poor Anthony +was dead more than two hours before." + +"Now, look you here," cried Sergeant Delves, falling back on a favourite +phrase of his. "Mr. Glenn is correct enough as to the time of the +occurrence: I have had some experience in death myself, and I'm sure he +is not far out. But let that pass. Here are witnesses who saw him alive +at half-past eleven o'clock, and you come home at two and find him dead. +Now, let your son Herbert thus state where he was from half-past eleven +till two. He says he was out: not near home at all. Very good. Only let +him mention the place, so that we can verify it, and find, beyond +dispute, that he _was_ out, and the suspicion against him will be at an +end. But he won't do this." + +"Not do it?" echoed Mr. Dare. + +"He tells me point-blank that he can't and he won't. I asked him." + +Mr. Dare turned impetuously to the room where he had left his second +son--his eldest son now. "Here, Herbert"--he was beginning. But the +officer cut short the words by drawing him back. + +"Don't go and make matters worse," whispered he: "perhaps they'll be bad +enough without it. Now, Lawyer Dare, you'll do well not to turn +obstinate, for I am giving you a bit of friendly advice. You and I have +had many a transaction together, and I don't mind going a bit out of my +way for you, as I wouldn't do for other people. The worst thing your son +could do, would be to say before those chattering servants that he can't +or won't tell where he has been all night, or half the night. It would +be self-condemnation at once. Ask him in private, if you must ask him." + +Mr. Dare called his son to him, and Herbert answered to it. A policeman +was sauntering after him, but the sergeant gave him a nod, and the man +went back. + +"Herbert, you say you did not come in until near two this morning." + +"Neither did I. It wanted about twenty minutes to it. The churches +struck half-past one as I came through the town." + +"Where did you stay?" + +"Well--I can't say," replied Herbert. + +Mr. Dare grew agitated. "You must say, Herbert," he hoarsely whispered, +"or take the consequences." + +"I can't help the consequences," was Herbert's answer. "Where I was last +night is no matter to any one, and I shall not say." + +"Your not saying--if you can say--is just folly," interposed the +sergeant. "It's the first question the magistrates will ask when you are +placed before them." + +Herbert looked up angrily. "Place me before the magistrates!" he echoed. +"What do you mean? You will not dare to take me into custody!" + +"You have been in custody this half-hour," coolly returned the sergeant. + +Herbert looked terribly fierce. + +"I will not submit to this indignity," he exclaimed. "_I will not._ +Sergeant Delves, you are overstepping----" + +"Look here," interrupted the sergeant, drawing something from some +unseen receptacle; and Mr. Herbert, to his dismay, caught sight of a +pair of handcuffs. "Don't you force me to use them," said the officer. +"You are in custody, and must go before the magistrates; but now, you be +a gentleman, and I'll use you as one." + +"I protest upon my honour that I have had neither act nor part in this +crime!" cried Herbert, in agitation. "Do you think I would stain my hand +with the sin of Cain?" + +"What is that on your hand?" asked the sergeant, bending forward to look +more closely at Herbert's fingers. + +Herbert held them out openly enough. "I was doing something last night +which tore my fingers," he said. "I was trying to undo the fastenings of +some wire. Sergeant Delves, I declare to you solemnly, that from the +moment when my brother went to his chamber, as witnesses have stated to +you, I never saw him until my father brought me down from my bed to see +him lying dead." + +"You drew a knife on him not many hours before, you know, Mr. Herbert!" + +"It was done in the heat of passion. He provoked me very much; but I +should not have used it. No, poor fellow! I should never have injured +him." + +"Well, you only make your tale good to the magistrates," was all the +sergeant's answer. "It will be their affair as soon as you are before +them--not mine." + +Herbert Dare was handed back to the constable; and, as soon as the +justice-room opened, was conveyed before the magistrates--all, as the +sergeant termed it, in a genteel, gentlemanly sort of way. He was +charged with the murder of his brother Anthony. + +To describe the commotion that spread over Helstonleigh would be beyond +any pen. The college boys were in a strange state of excitement: both +Anthony and Herbert Dare had been college boys themselves not so very +long ago. Gar Halliburton--who was no longer a college boy, but a +supernumerary--went home full of it. Having imparted it there, he +thought he could not do better than go in and regale Patience with the +news, by way of _divertissement_ to her sick bed. "May I come up, +Patience?" he called out from the foot of the stairs. "I have something +to tell you." + +Receiving permission, up he flew. Patience, partially raised, was sewing +with her hands, which she could just contrive to do. Anna sat by the +window, putting the buttons on some new shirts. + + +"I have finished two," cried she, turning round to Gar in great glee. +"And my father's coming home next week, he writes us word. Perhaps thy +mother has had a letter from William. Look at the shirts!" she +continued, exhibiting them. + +"Never mind bothering about shirts, now, Anna," returned Gar, losing +sight of his gallantry in his excitement. "Patience, the most dreadful +thing has happened. Anthony Dare's murdered!" + +Patience, calm Patience, only looked at Gar. Perhaps she did not believe +it. Anna's hands, holding out the shirts, were arrested midway: her +mouth and blue eyes alike opening. + +"He was murdered in their dining-room in the night," went on Gar, intent +only on his tale. "The town is all up in arms; you never saw such an +uproar. When we came out of school just now, we thought the French must +have come to invade us, by the crowds there were in the street. You +couldn't get near the Guildhall, where the examination was going on. Not +more than half a dozen of us were able to fight our way in. Herbert Dare +looked so pale; he was standing there, guarded by three policemen----" + +"Thee hast a fast tongue, Gar," interrupted Patience. "Dost thee mean to +say Herbert Dare was in custody?" + +"Of course, he was," replied Gar, faster than before. "It is he who has +done it. At least, he is accused of it. He and Anthony had a quarrel +yesterday, and it came to knives. They were parted then; but he is +supposed to have laid wait for Anthony in the night and killed him." + +"Is Anthony dead? Is he----Anna! what hast thee----?" + +Anna had dropped the shirts and the buttons. Her blue eyes had closed, +her lips and cheeks had grown white, her hands fell powerless. "She is +fainting!" shouted Gar, as he ran to support her. + +"Gar, dear," said Patience, "thee shouldst not tell ill news quite so +abruptly. Thee hast made me feel queer. Canst thee stretch thy hands out +to the bell? It will bring up Hester." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +COMMITTED FOR TRIAL. + + +Helstonleigh could not recover its equanimity. Never had it been so +rudely shaken. Incidents there had been as startling; crimes of as deep +a dye; but, taking it with all its attendant circumstances, no +occurrence, in the memory of the oldest inhabitant, had excited the +interest that was attaching to the death and assumed murder of Anthony +Dare. + +The social standing of the parties, above that in which such unhappy +incidents are more generally found; the conspicuous position they +occupied in the town, and the very uncertainty--the mystery, it may be +said--in which the affair was wrapped, wrought local curiosity to the +highest point. + +Scarcely a shadow of doubt rested on the public mind that the deed had +been done by Herbert Dare. The Police force, actively engaged in +searching out all the details, held the same opinion. In one sense, this +was, perhaps, unfortunate; for, when strong suspicion, whether of the +police or of the public, is especially directed to one isolated point, +it inevitably tends to keep down doubts that might arise in regard to +other quarters. + +It seemed scarcely possible to hope that Herbert was not guilty. All the +facts tended to the assumption that he was so. There was the ill-feeling +known to have existed between himself and his brother: the quarrel and +violence in the dining-room not many hours before, in which quarrel +Herbert _had_ raised a knife upon him. "But for the entrance of the +servant Joseph," said the people, one to another, "the murder might have +been done then." Joseph had stopped evil consequences at the time, but +he had not stopped Herbert's mouth--the threat he had uttered in his +passion--still to be revenged. Terribly those words told now against +Herbert Dare. + +Another thing that told against him, and in a most forcible manner, was +the cloak. That he had put it on to go out; nay, had been seen to go out +in it by the housemaid, was indisputable; and his brother was found +lying on this very cloak. In vain Herbert protested, when before the +magistrates and at the coroner's inquest, that he returned before +leaving the gates, and had flung this cloak into the dining-room, +finding it too hot that evening to wear. He obtained no credit. He had +not been seen to do this; and the word of an accused man goes for +little. All ominous, these things--all telling against him, but nothing, +taking them collectively, as compared with his refusal to state where he +was that night. He left the house between eight and nine, close upon +nine, he thought; he was not sure of the exact time to a quarter of an +hour; and he never returned to it until nearly two. Such was his +account. But, where he had been in the interim, he positively refused to +state. + +It was only his assertion, you see, against the broad basis of +suspicion. Anthony Dare's death must have taken place, as testified by +Mr. Glenn, somewhere about half-past eleven; who was to prove that +Herbert at that time was not at home? "I was not," Herbert reiterated, +when before the coroner. "I did not return home till between half-past +one and two. The churches struck the half-hour as I was coming through +the town, and it would take me afterwards some ten minutes to reach +home. It must have been about twenty minutes to two when I entered." + +"But where were you? Where had you been? Where did you come from?" he +was asked. + +"That I cannot state," he replied. "I was out upon a little business of +my own; business that concerns no one but myself; and I decline to make +it public." + +On that score nothing more could be obtained from him. The coroner drew +his own conclusions; the jury drew _theirs_; the police had already +drawn theirs, and very positive ones. + +These were the two facts that excited the ire of Sergeant Delves and his +official colleagues: with all their searching, they could find no weapon +likely to have been the one used; and they could not discover where +Herbert Dare had gone to that evening. It happened that no one +remembered to have seen him passing in the town, early or late; or, if +they had seen him, it had made no impression on their memory. The +appearance of Mr. Dare's sons was so common an occurrence that no +especial note was likely to have been taken of it. Herbert declared that +in passing through West Street, Turtle, the auctioneer, was leaning out +at his open bedroom window, and that he, Herbert, had called out to him, +and asked whether he was star-gazing. Mr. Turtle, when applied to, could +not corroborate this. He believed that he _had_ been looking out at his +window that night; he believed that it might have been about the hour +named, getting on for two, for he was late going to bed, having been to +a supper party; but he had no recollection whatever of seeing Mr. +Herbert pass, or of having been spoken to by him, or by any one else. +When pressed upon the point, Mr. Turtle acknowledged that his intellects +might not have been in the clearest state of perception, the supper +party having been a jovial one. + +One of the jury remarked that it was very singular the prisoner could go +through the dining-room, and not observe his brother lying in it. The +prisoner replied that it was not singular at all. The room was in +darkness, and he had felt his way through it on the opposite side of the +table to that where his brother was afterwards found. He had gone +straight through, and up to his chamber, as quietly as possible, not to +disturb the house; and he dropped asleep as soon as he was in bed. + +The verdict returned was "Wilful murder against Herbert Dare," and he +was committed to the county gaol to take his trial at the assizes. Mr. +Dare's house was beyond the precincts of the city. Sergeant Delves and +his men renewed their inquiries; but they could discover no trace, +either of the weapon, or of where Herbert Dare had passed the suspicious +hours. The sergeant was vexed; but he would not allow that he was +beaten. "Only give us time," said he, with a characteristic nod. "The +Pyramids of Egypt were only built up stone by stone." + +Tuesday morning--the morning fixed for the funeral of Anthony Dare. The +curious portion of Helstonleigh wended its way up to the churchyard; as +it is the delight of the curious portion of a town to do. What a sad +sight it was! That dark object, covered by its pall, carried by its +attendants, followed by the mourners; Mr. Dare, and his sons Cyril and +George. He, the father, bent his face in his handkerchief, as he walked +behind the coffin to the grave. Many a man in Helstonleigh enjoyed a +higher share of esteem and respect than did Lawyer Dare; but not one +present in that crowded churchyard that did not feel for him in his +bitter grief. Not one, let us hope, that did not feel to his heart's +core the fate of the unhappy Anthony, now, for weal or for woe, to +answer before his Maker for his life on earth. + +That same day, Tuesday, witnessed the return of Samuel Lynn and William +Halliburton. They arrived in the evening, and of course the first news +they were greeted with was the prevailing topic. Few things caused the +ever-composed Quaker to betray surprise; but William was half-stunned +with the news. Anthony Dare dead--murdered--buried that very day; and +Herbert in prison, awaiting his trial for the offence! To William the +whole affair seemed more incredible than real. + +"Sir," he said to his master, when, the following morning, they were +alone together in the counting-house at the manufactory, "do you believe +Herbert Dare can be guilty?" + +Mr. Ashley had been gazing at William, lost in thought. The change we +often see, or fancy we see, in a near friend, after a few weeks' +absence, was apparent in William. He had improved in looks; and yet +those looks, with their true nobility, both of form and intellect, had +been scarcely capable of improvement. Nevertheless, it was there, and +Mr. Ashley had been struck with it. + +"I cannot say," he replied, aroused by the question. "Facts appear +conclusively against him; but it seems incredible that he should so have +lost himself. To be suspected and committed on such a charge is grief +enough, without the reality of guilt." + + +"So it is," acquiesced William. + +"We feel the disgrace very keenly--as all must who are connected with +the Dares in ever so remote a degree. _I_ feel it, William; feel it as a +blow; Mrs. Ashley is the cousin of Anthony Dare." + +"They are relatives of ours also," said William in a low tone. "My +father was first cousin to Mrs. Dare." + +Mr. Ashley looked at him with surprise. "Your father first cousin to +Mrs. Dare!" he repeated. "What are you saying?" + +"Her first cousin, sir. You have heard of old Mr. Cooper, of +Birmingham?" + +"From whom the Dares inherited their money. Well?" + +"Mr. Cooper had a brother and a sister. Mrs. Dare was the daughter of +the brother; the sister married the Reverend William Halliburton, and my +father was their son. Mrs. Dare, as Julia Cooper, and my father, Edgar +Halliburton, both lived together for some time under their uncle's roof +at Birmingham." + +A moment's pause, and then Mr. Ashley laid his hand on William's +shoulder. "Then that brings a sort of relationship between us, William. +I shall have a right to feel pride in you now." + +William laughed. But his cheek flushed with the pleasure of a more +earnest feeling. His greatest earthly wish was to be appreciated by Mr. +Ashley. + +"How is it I never heard of this relationship before?" cried Mr. Ashley. +"Was it purposely concealed?" + +"It is only within a year or two that I have known of it," replied +William. "Frank and Gar are not aware of it yet. When we first came to +Helstonleigh, the Dares were much annoyed at it; and they made it known +to my mother in so unmistakable a manner, that she resolved to drop all +mention of the relationship; she would have dropped the relationship +itself if she could have done so. It was natural, perhaps, that they +should feel annoyed," continued William, seeking to apologize for them. +"They were rich and great in the eyes of the town; we were poor and +obscure." + +Mr. Ashley was casting his recollections backwards. A certain event, +which had always somewhat puzzled him, was becoming clear now. "William, +when Anthony Dare--acting, as he said, for me--put that seizure into +your house for rent, it must have been done with the view of driving you +from the town?" + +"My mother says she has always thought so, sir." + +"I see; I see. Why, William, half the inheritance, enjoyed by the Dares, +ought justly to have been your father's!" + +"We shall do as well without it, in the long-run, sir," replied William, +a bright smile illumining his face. "Hard though the struggle was at the +beginning!" + +"Ay, that you will!" warmly returned Mr. Ashley. "The ways of Providence +are wonderful! Yes, William--and I know you have been taught to think +so--what men call the chances of the world, are all God's dealings. +Reflect on the circumstances favouring the Dares; reflect on your own +drawbacks and disadvantages! They had wealth, position, a lucrative +profession; everything, in fact, to help them on, that can be desired by +a family in middle-class life; whilst you had poverty, obscurity, and +toil to contend with. But now, look at what they are! Mr. Dare's money +is dissipated; he is overwhelmed with embarrassment--I know it to be a +fact, William; but this is for your ear alone. Folly, recklessness, +irreligion, reign in his house; his daughters lost in pretentious +vanity; his sons in something worse. In a few years they will have gone +down--down. Yes," added Mr. Ashley, pointing with his finger to the +floor of his counting-house, "down to the dogs. I can see it coming, as +surely as that the sun is in the heavens. You and they will have +exchanged positions, William; nay, you and yours, unless I am greatly +mistaken, will be in a far higher position than they have ever occupied; +for you will have secured the favour of God, and the approbation of all +good men." + +"That Frank and Gar will attain to a position in time, I should be worse +than a heathen to doubt, looking back on the wonderful manner in which +we have been helped on," thoughtfully observed William. "For myself I am +not sanguine." + +"Do you never cherish dreams on your own account?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"If I do, sir, they are vague dreams. My position affords no scope for +ambition." + +"I don't know that," said Mr. Ashley. "Would you not be satisfied to +become one of the great manufacturers of this great city?" he continued, +laughing. + +"Not unless I could be one of the greatest. Such as----" William +stopped. + +"Myself, for instance?" quietly put in Mr. Ashley. + +"Yes, indeed," answered William, lifting his earnest eyes to his master. +"Were it possible that I could ever attain to be as you are, sir, in all +things--in character, in position, in the estimation of my +fellow-citizens--it would be sufficient ambition for me, and I should +sit down content." + +"Not you," cried Mr. Ashley. "You would then be casting your thoughts to +serving your said fellow-citizens in Parliament, or some such exalted +vision. Man's nature is to soar, you know; it cannot rest. As soon as +one object of ambition is attained, others are sought after." + +"So far as I go, we need not discuss it," was William's answer. "There's +no chance of my ever becoming even a second-rate manufacturer; let alone +what you are, sir." + +"The next best thing to being myself, would perhaps be that of being my +partner, William." + +The voice in which his master spoke was so significant, that William's +face flushed to crimson. Mr. Ashley noticed it. + +"Did that ambition ever occur to you?" + +"No, sir, never. That honour is looked upon as being destined for Cyril +Dare." + +"Indeed!" calmly repeated Mr. Ashley. "If you could transform your +nature into Cyril, I do not say but that it might be so in time." + +"He expects it himself, sir." + +"Would he be a worthy associate for me, think you?" inquired Mr. + +Ashley, bending his gaze full on William. + +William made no reply. Perhaps none was expected, for his master +resumed: + +"I do not recommend you to indulge that particular dream of ambition; I +cannot see sufficiently into the future. It is my intention to push you +somewhat on in the world. I have no son to advance," he added, an +expression of sadness crossing his face. "All I can do for my boy is to +leave him at ease after me. Therefore I may, if I live, advance you in +his stead. Provided, William, you continue to deserve it." + +A smile parted William's lips. That, he would ever strive for, heaven +helping him. + +Mr. Ashley again laid his hand on William, and gazed into his face. "I +have had a wonderful account of you from Samuel Lynn. And it is not +often the Friend launches into decided praise." + +"Oh, have you, sir?" returned William with animation. "I am glad he was +pleased with me." + +"He was more than pleased. But I must not forget that I was charged with +a message from Henry. He is outrageous at your not having gone to him +last night. I shall be sending him to France one of these days, under +your escort, William. It may do him good, in more ways than one." + +"I will come to Henry this evening, sir. I must leave him, though, for +half an hour, to go round to East's." + +"Your conscience is engaged, I see. You know what Henry accused you of, +the last time you left him to go to East's?" + +"Of being enamoured of Charlotte," said William, laughing in answer to +Mr. Ashley's smile. "I will come, at any rate, sir, and battle the other +matter out with Henry." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +A BRUISED HEART. + + +If it were a hopeless task to attempt to describe the consternation of +Helstonleigh at the death of Anthony Dare, far more difficult would it +be to picture that of Anna Lynn. Believe Herbert guilty, Anna did not; +she could scarcely have believed that, had an angel come down from +heaven to affirm it. Her state of mind was not to be envied; suspense, +sorrow, anxiety filled it, causing her to be in a grievous state of +restlessness. She had to conceal this from the eyes of Patience; from +the eyes of the world. For one thing, she could not get at the correct +particulars; newspapers did not come in her way, and she shrank, in her +self-consciousness, from asking. Her whole being--if we may dare to say +it here--was wrapt in Herbert Dare; father, friends, home, country; she +could have sacrificed them all to save him. She would have laid down her +life for his. Her good sense was distorted, her judgment warped; she saw +passing events, not with the eye of dispassionate fact, or with any fact +at all, but through the unhealthy tinge of fond, blind prejudice. The +blow had almost crushed her; the dread suspense was wearing out her +heart. She seemed no longer the same careless child as before; in a few +hours she had overstepped the barrier of girlish timidity, and had +gained the experience which is bought with sorrow. + +On the evening mentioned in the last chapter, just before William went +out to keep his appointment with Henry Ashley, he saw from the window +Anna in his mother's garden, bending over the flowers, and glancing up +at him. Glancing, as it struck William, with a strangely wistful +expression. He went out to her. + +"Tending the flowers, Anna?" + +She turned to him, her fair young face utterly colourless. "I have been +so wanting to see thee, William! I came here, hoping thee wouldst come +out. At dinner time I was here, and thee only nodded to me from the +window. I did not like to beckon to thee." + +"I am sorry to have been so stupid, Anna. What is it?" + +"Thee hast heard what has happened--that dreadful thing! Hast thee heard +it all?" + +"I believe so. All that is known." + +"I want thee to tell it me. Patience won't talk of it; Hester only +shakes her head; and I am afraid to ask Gar. _Thee_ tell it to me." + +"It would not do you good to know, Anna," he gravely said. "Better try +and not think----" + +"William, hush thee!" she feverishly exclaimed. "Thee knew there was +a--a friendship between me and _him_. If I cannot learn all there is to +be learnt, I shall die." + +William looked down at the changing cheek, the eyes full of pain, the +trembling hands, clasped in their eagerness. It might be better to tell +her than to leave her in this state of suspense. + +"William, there is no one in the wide world that knows he cared for me, +but thee," she imploringly resumed. "Thee must tell me; thee _must_ tell +me!" + +"You mean that you want to hear the particulars of--of what took place +on Thursday night?" + +"Yes. All. Then, and since. I have but heard snatches of the wicked +tale." + +He obeyed her: telling her all the broad facts, but suppressing a few of +the details. She leaned against the garden-gate, listening in silence; +her face turned from him, looking through the bars into the field. + +"Why do they not believe him?" was her first comment, spoken sharply and +abruptly. "He says he was not near the house at the time the act must +have been done: why do they not believe him?" + +"It is easy to assert a thing, Anna. But the law requires proof." + +"Proof? That he must declare to them where he has been?" + +"Undoubtedly. And corroborative proof must also be given." + +"But what sort of proof? I do not understand their laws." + +"Suppose Herbert Dare asserted that he had spent those hours with me, +for instance; then I must go forward at the trial and confirm his +assertion. Also any other witnesses who may have seen him with me, if +there were any. It would be establishing what is called an _alibi_." + +"And would they acquit him then? Suppose there were only one witness to +speak for him? Would one be sufficient?" + +"Certainly. Provided the witness were trustworthy." + +"If a witness went forward and declared it now, would they release him?" + +"Impossible. He is committed to take his trial at the assizes, and he +cannot be released beforehand. It is exceedingly unwise of him not to +declare where he was that evening--if he can do so." + +"Where do the public think he was? What do they say?" + +"I am afraid the public, Anna, think that he was not out anywhere. At +any rate, after eleven or half-past." + +"Then they are very cruel!" she passionately exclaimed. "Do they _all_ +think that?" + +"There may be a few who judge that it was as he says; that he was really +away, and is, consequently, innocent." + +"And where do _they_ think he was?" eagerly responded Anna again. "Do +they suspect any place where he might have been?" + +William made no reply. It was not at all expedient to impart to her all +the gossip or surmises of the town. But his silence seemed to agitate +her more than any reply could have done. She turned to him, trembling +with emotion, the tears streaming down her face. + +"Oh, William! tell me what is thought! Tell me, I implore thee! Thee +cannot leave me in this trouble. Where is it thought he was?" + +He took her hands; he bent over her as tenderly as any brother could +have done; he read all too surely how opposite to the truth had been her +former assertion to him--that she did not care for Herbert Dare. + +"Anna, child, you must not agitate yourself in this way: there is no +just cause for doing so. I assure you I do not know where it is thought +Herbert Dare may have been that night; neither, so far as can be learnt, +does any one else know. It is the chief point--where he was--that is +puzzling the town." + +She laid her head down on the gate again, closing her eyes, as in very +weariness. William's heart ached for her. + +"He may not be guilty, Anna," was all the consolation he could find to +offer. + +"_May_ not be guilty!" she echoed in a tone of pain. "He _is_ not +guilty. William, I tell thee he is not. Dost thee think I would defend +him if he could do so wicked a thing?" + +He did not dispute the point with her; he did not tell her that her +assumption of his innocence was inconsistent with the facts of the case. +Presently Anna resumed. + +"Why must he remain in gaol till the trial? There was that man who stole +the skins from Thomas Ashley--they let him out, when he was taken, until +the sessions came on, and then he went up for trial." + +"That man was out on bail. But they do not take bail in cases so grave +as this." + +"I may not stay longer. There's Hester coming to call me in. I rely upon +thee to tell me anything fresh that may arise," she said, lifting her +beseeching eyes to his. + +"One word, Anna, before you go. And yet, I see how worse than useless it +is to say it to you now. You must forget Herbert Dare." + +"I shall forget him, William, when I cease to have memory," she +whispered. "Never before. Thee wilt keep my counsel?" + +"Truly and faithfully." + +"Fare thee well, William; I have no friend but thee." + +She ran swiftly into their own premises. William turned to pursue his +way to Mr. Ashley's, the thought of Henry Ashley's misplaced attachment +lying on his mind as an incubus. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +ONE DYING IN HONEY FAIR. + + +Mrs. Buffle stood in what she called her "back'us," practically +superintending a periodical wash. The day was hot, and the steam was +hot, and, as Mrs. Buffle rubbed away, she began to think she should +never be cool again. + +"Missis," shrieked out a young voice from the precincts of the shop, +"Ben Tyrrett's wife says will you let her have a gill o' vinegar? Be I +to serve it?" + +The words came from the small damsel who was had in to help on cleaning +and washing days. Mrs. Buffle kept her hands still in the soapsuds, and +projected her hot face over the tub to answer. + +"Matty, tell Mary Ann Tyrrett as she promised faithful to bring me +something off her score this week, but I've not seen the colour of it +yet." + +"She says as it's to put to his head," called back Matty, alluding to +the present demand. "He's bad a-bed, and have fainted right off." + +"Serve him right," responded Mrs. Buffle. "You may give her the vinegar, +Matty. Tell her as it's a penny farthing. I heered he had been drinking +again," she added to herself and the washing tub, "and laid hisself down +in the wet road the night afore last, and was found there in the +morning." + +Later in the day, it happened that William Halliburton was passing +through Honey Fair, and met Charlotte East. She stopped him. "Have you +heard, sir, that Tyrrett is dying?" she asked. + +"Tyrrett dying!" repeated William in amazement. "Who says he is?" + +"The doctor says it, I believe, sir. I must say he looks like it. Mary +Ann sent for me, and I have been down to see him." + +"Why, what can be the matter with him?" asked William. "He was at work +the day before yesterday!" + +"He was at work, sir, but he could not speak, they tell me, for that +illness that has been hanging about him so long, and had settled on his +chest. That night, after leaving work, instead of going home and getting +a basin of gruel, or something of that sort, he went to the Horned Ram, +and drank there till he couldn't keep upright." + +"With his chest in that state!" + +"And that was not the worst," resumed Charlotte. "It had been a wet day, +if you remember, sir, and he somehow strayed into Oxlip Lane, and fell +down, and lay there till morning. What with drink, and what with +exposure to the wet, his chest grew dangerously inflamed, and now the +doctor says he has not many hours to live." + +"I am sorry to hear it," cried William. "Is he sensible?" + +"Too sensible, sir, in one sense," replied Charlotte. "His remorse is +dreadful. He is saying that if he had not misspent his life, he might +have died a good man, instead of a bad one." + +William passed on, much concerned at the news. His way led him past Ben +Tyrrett's lodgings, and he turned in. Mary Ann was sobbing and wailing, +in the midst of as many curious and condoling neighbours as the kitchen +would contain. All were in full gossip--as might be expected. Mrs. Cross +had taken home the three little children, by way of keeping the place +quiet; and the sick man was lying in the room above, surrounded by +several of his fellow-workmen, who had heard of his critical state. + +Some of the women sidled off when William entered, rather ashamed of +being caught chattering vehemently. It was remarkable the deference that +was paid him, and from no assumption of his own--indeed, the absence of +assumption may have partially accounted for it. But, though ever +courteous and pleasant with them all, he was a thorough gentleman: and +the working classes are keen to distinguish this. + +"Why, Mrs. Tyrrett, this is sad news!" he said. "Is your husband so +ill?" + +"Oh, he must die, he must die, sir!" she answered in a frantic tone. +Uncomfortably as they had lived together, the man was still her +husband, and there is no doubt she was feeling the present crisis; was +shrinking with dread from the future. A widow with three young children, +and the workhouse for an asylum! It was the only prospect before her. +"He must die, anyways; but he might have lasted a few hours longer, if I +could have got what the doctor ordered." + +William did not understand. + +"It was a blister and some physic, sir," explained one of the women. +"The doctor wrote it on a paper, and said it was to be took to the +nearest druggist's. But when they got it there, Darwin said he couldn't +trust the Tyrretts, and they must send the money if they wanted the +things." + +"It was not Mr. Parry, then, who was called in?" + +"It were a strange doctor, sir, as was fetched. There was Tyrrett's last +bout of illness owing for to Parry, and so they didn't like to send for +him. As to them druggists, they be some of 'em a cross-grained set, +unless you goes with the money in your hand." + +William asked to see the prescription. It was produced, and he read its +contents--he was as capable of doing so and of understanding it as the +best doctor in Helstonleigh. He tore a leaf from his pocket-book, wrote +a few words in pencil, folded it with the prescription, and desired one +of the women to take it to the chemist's again. He then went up to the +sick room. + +Tyrrett was lying on a flock mattress, on an ugly brown bedstead, the +four posts upright and undraped. A blanket and a checked blue cotton +quilt covered him. His breathing was terribly laboured, his face +painfully anxious. William approached him, bending his head, to avoid +contact with the ceiling. + +"I'm a-going, sir," cried the man, in tones as anxious as his face. "I'm +a-going at last." + +"I hope not," said William. "I hope you will get better. You are to have +a blister on your chest, and----" + +"No he ain't, sir," interrupted one of the men. "Darwin won't send it." + +"Oh yes, he will, if he is properly asked. They have gone again to him. +Are you in much pain, Tyrrett?" + +"I'm in an agony of pain here, sir," pointing to his chest. "But that +ain't nothing to my pain of mind. Oh, Mr. Halliburton, you're good, sir; +you haven't nothing to reproach yourself with; can't you do nothing for +me? I'm going into the sight of my Maker, and He's angry with me!" + +In truth, William knew not what to answer. Tyrrett's voice was as a wail +of anguish; his hands were stretched out beseechingly. + +"Charlotte East were here just now, and she told me to go to +Christ--that He was merciful and forgiving. But how am I to go to Him? +If I try, sir, I can't, for there's my past life rising up before me. I +have been a bad man: I have never once in all my life tried to please +God." + +The words echoed through the stillness of the room; echoed with a sound +that was terribly awful. _Never once to have tried to please God!_ +Throughout a whole life, and throughout all its blessings! + +"I have never thought of God," he continued to reiterate. "I have never +cared for Him, or tried to please Him, or done the least thing for Him. +And now I'm going to face His wrath, and I can't help myself!" + +"You may be spared yet," said William; "you may indeed. And your future +life must atone for the past." + +"I shan't be spared, sir; I feel that the world's all up with me," was +the rejoinder. "I'm going fast, and there's nobody to give me a word of +comfort! Can't _you_, sir? I'm going away, and God's angry with me!" + +William leaned over him. "I can only say as Charlotte East did," he +whispered. "Try and find your Saviour. There is mercy with Him at the +eleventh hour." + +"I have not the time to find Him," breathed forth Tyrrett, in agony. "I +might find Him if I had time given me; but I have not got it." + +William, shrinking in his youth and inexperience from arguing upon +topics so momentous, was not equal to the emergency. Who was? He did +what he could; and that was to despatch a message for a clergyman, who +answered the summons with speed. + +The blister also came, and the medicine that had been prescribed. +William went home, hoping all might prove as a healing balm to the sick +man. + +A fallacious hope. Tyrrett died the following morning. When William went +round early on his mission of inquiry, he found him dead. Some of the +men, whom he had seen with Tyrrett the previous night, were assembled in +the kitchen. + +"He is but just gone, sir," they said, "The women be up with him now. +They have took his wife round screeching to her mother's. He died with +that there blister on his chest." + +"Did he die peacefully?" was William's question. + +"Awful hard, sir, toward the last; moaning, and calling, and clenching +his hands in mortal pain. His sister, she come round--she's a hard one, +is that Liza Tyrrett--and she set on at the wife, saying it was her +fault that he'd took to go out drinking. That there parson couldn't do +nothing with him," concluded the speaker, lowering his voice. + +William's breath stood still. "No!" + +The man shook his head. "Tyrrett weren't in a frame o' mind for it, sir. +He kep' crying out as he had led a bad life, and never thought of +God--and them was his last words. It ain't happy, sir, to die like +that. It have quite cowed down us as was with him: one gets thinking, +sir, what sort of a place it may be, t'other side, where he's gone to." + +William lifted his head, a sort of eager hope on his countenance, +speaking cheerily. "Could you not let poor Tyrrett's death act as a +warning to you?" + +There was a dead silence. Five men were present; every one of them +leading careless lives. Somehow they did not much like to hear of +"warning," although the present moment was one of unusual seriousness. + +"Religion is so dreadful dull and gloomy, sir." + +"Religion dull and gloomy!" echoed William. "Well, perhaps some people +do make a gloomy affair of it; but then I don't think theirs can be the +right religion. I do not believe people were sent into the world to be +gloomy: time enough for that when troubles come." + +"What _is_ religion?" asked one of the men. + +"It is a sort of thing that's a great deal better to be felt than talked +about," answered William. "I am no parson, and cannot pretend to +enlighten you. We might never come to an understanding over it, were we +to discuss it all day long. I would rather talk to you of life, and its +practical duties." + +"Tyrrett said as he had never paid heed to any of his duties. It were +his cry over and over again, sir, in the night. He said he had drunk, +and swore, and beat his wife, and done just what he oughtn't to ha' +done." + +"Ay, I fear it was so," replied William. "Poor Tyrrett's existence was +divided into three phrases--working, drinking, quarrelling: +dissatisfaction attending all. I fear a great many more in Honey Fair +could say the same." + +The men's consciences were pricking them; some of them began to stand +uncomfortably on one leg. _They_ tippled; _they_ quarrelled; they _had_ +been known to administer personal correction to their wives on +provocation. + +"Times upon times I asked Tyrrett to come round of an evening to Robert +East's," continued William. "He never did come. But I can tell you this, +my men; had he taken to pass his evenings there twelve months ago, when +the society--as they call it--was first formed, he might have been a +hale man now, instead of lying there, dead." + +"Do you mean that he'd have growed religious, sir?" + +"I tell you we will put religion out of the discussion: as you don't +seem to like the word. Had Tyrrett taken to like rational evenings, +instead of public-houses, it would have made a wonderful difference in +his mode of thought, and difference in conduct would have followed. Look +at his father-in-law, Cross. He was living without hope or aim, at +loggerheads with his wife and with the world, and rather given to +wishing himself dead. All that's over. Do you think I should like to go +about with a dirty face and holes in my coat?" + +The men laughed. They thought not. + +"Cross used to do so. But you see nothing of that now. Many others used +to do so. Many do so still." + +Rather conscience-stricken again, the men tried to hide their elbows. +"It's true enough," said one. "Cross, and some more of 'em, are getting +smart." + +"Smart inside as well as out," said William. "They are acquiring +self-respect; one of the best qualities a man can find. They wouldn't be +seen in the street now in rags, or the worse for drink, or in any other +degrading position; no, not if you bribed them with gold. Coming round +to East's has done that for them. They are beginning to see that it's +just as well to lead pleasant lives here, as unpleasant ones. In a short +time, Cross will be getting furniture about him again, towards setting +up the home he lost. He--and many more--will also, as I truly believe, +be beginning to set up furniture of another sort." + +"What sort's that, sir?" + +"The furniture that will stand him in need for the next life; the life +that Tyrrett has now entered upon," replied William in deeper tones. "It +is a life that _must_ come, you know; our little span of time here, in +comparison with eternity, is but as a drop of water to the great river +that runs through the town; and it is as well to be prepared for it. +Now, the next five I am going to get round to East's are you." + + +"Us, sir?" + +"Every one of you; although I believe you have been in the habit of +complimenting your friends who go there with the title of 'milksops.' I +want to take you there this evening. If you don't like it, you know you +need not repeat the visit. You will come, to oblige me, won't you?" + +They said they would. And William went out satisfied, though he hardly +knew how Robert East would manage to stow away the new comers. Not many +steps from the door he encountered Mrs. Buffle. She stopped him to talk +of Tyrrett. + +"Better that he had spent his loose time at East's than at the publics," +remarked that lady. + +"It is the very thing we have been saying," answered William. "I wish we +could get all Honey Fair there; though, indeed there's no room for more +than we have now. I cast a longing eye sometimes to that building at the +back, which they say was built for a Mormon stronghold, and has never +been fitted up, owing to a dispute among themselves about the number of +wives each elder might appropriate to his own share." + +"Disgraceful pollagists!" struck in Mrs. Buffle, apostrophizing the +Mormon elders. "One husband is enough to have at one's fireside, +goodness knows, without being worried with an unlimited number." + +"That is not the question," said William, laughing. "It is, how many +wives are enough? However, I wish we could get the building. East will +have to hold the gathering in his garden soon." + +"There's no denying that it have worked good in Honey Fair," +acknowledged Mrs. Buffle. "It isn't alone the men that have grown more +respectable, them as have took to go, but their wives too. You see, sir, +in sitting at the public-houses, it wasn't only that they drank +themselves quarrelsome, but they spent their money. Now their tempers +are saved, and their money's saved. The wives see the benefit of it, and +of course try to be better-behaved theirselves. Not but what there's +plenty of room for improvement still," added Mrs. Buffle, in a tone of +patronage. + +"It will come in time," said William. + +"What we must do now, is to look out for a larger room." + +"One with a chimbley in it, as'll draw?" suggested Mrs. Buffle. + +"Oh yes. What would they do without fire on a winter's night? The great +point is, to have things thoroughly comfortable." + +"If it hadn't been for the chimbley, I might have offered our big +garret, sir. But it's the crankiest thing ever built, is that chimbley; +the minute a handful of fire's lighted, the smoke puffs it out again. +And then again--there'd be the passing through the shop, obstructing the +custom." + +"Of course there would," assented William. "We must try for that failure +in the rear, after all." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +COMING HOME TO THE DARES. + + +The Pyramids of Egypt grew, in the course of time, into pyramids, as was +oracularly remarked by Sergeant Delves; but that official's exertions, +labour as hard as he would, grew to nothing--when applied to the cause +with which he had compared the pyramids. All inquiry, all searching +brought to bear upon it by him and his co-adherents, did not bring +anything to light of Herbert Dare's movements on that fatal night. Where +he had passed the hours remained an impenetrable mystery; and the +sergeant had to confess himself foiled. He came, not unnaturally, to the +conclusion that Herbert Dare was not anywhere, so far as the outer world +was concerned: that he had been at home, committing the mischief. A +conclusion the sergeant had drawn from the very first, and it had never +been shaken. Nevertheless, it was his duty to put all the skill and +craft of the local police force into action; and very close inquiries +were made. Every house of entertainment in the city, of whatever +nature--whether a billiard-room or an oyster-shop; whether a chief hotel +or an obscure public-house--was visited and keenly questioned; but no +one would acknowledge to having seen Herbert Dare on the particular +evening. In short, no trace of him could be unearthed. + +"Just as much out as I was," said the sergeant to himself. And + +Helstonleigh held the same conviction. + +Pomeranian Knoll was desolate: with a desolation it had never expected +to fall upon it. A shattering blow had been struck to Mr. and Mrs. Dare. +To lose their eldest son in so terrible a manner, seemed, of itself, +sufficient agony for a whole lifetime. Whatever may have been his +faults--and Helstonleigh knew that he was somewhat rich in faults--he +was dear to them; dearer than her other children to Mrs. Dare. Herbert +had remarked, in conversing with Anna Lynn, that Anthony was his +mother's favourite. It was so. She had loved him deeply, had been blind +to his failings. Neither Mr. Dare nor his wife was amongst the religious +of the world. Religious thoughts and reflections, they, in common with +many others in Helstonleigh, were content to leave to a remote +death-bed. But they had been less than human, worse than heathen, could +they be insensible to the fate of Anthony--hurled away with his sins +upon his head. He was cut off suddenly from this world, and--what of the +next? It was a question, an uncertainty, that they dared not follow; and +they sat, one on each side their desolate hearth, and wailed forth their +vain anguish. + +This would, in truth, have been tribulation enough to have overshadowed +a life; but there was more beyond it. Hemmed in by pride, as the Dares +had been, playing at being great and grand in Helstonleigh, the +situation of Herbert, setting aside their fears or their sympathy for +himself, was about the most complete checkmate that could have fallen +upon them. It was the cup of humiliation drained to its dregs. Whether +he should be proved guilty or not, he was thrown into prison as a common +felon, awaiting his trial for murder; and that disgrace could not be +wiped out. Did they believe him guilty? They did not know themselves. To +suspect him of such a crime was painful in the last degree to their +feelings; but why did he persist in refusing to state where he was on +the eventful night? There was the point that staggered them. + +A deep gloom overhung the house, extending to all its inmates. Even the +servants went about with sad faces and quiet steps. The young ladies +knew that a calamity had been dealt to them from which they should never +wholly recover. Their star of brilliancy, in its little sphere of light +at Helstonleigh, had faded into dimness, if not wholly gone down below +the horizon. Should Herbert be found guilty, it could never rise again. +Adelaide rarely spoke; she appeared to possess some inward source of +vexation or grief, apart from the general tribulation. At least, so +judged Signora Varsini; and she was a shrewd observer. She, Miss Dare, +spent most of her time shut up in her own room. Rosa and Minny were +chiefly with their governess. They were getting of an age to feel it in +an equal degree with the rest. Rosa was eighteen, and had begun to go +out with Mrs. Dare and Adelaide: Minny was anticipating the same +privilege. It was all stopped now--visiting, gaiety, pleasure; and it +was felt as a part of the misfortune. + +The first shock of the occurrence subsided, the funeral over, and the +family settled down in its mourning, the governess exacted their studies +from her two pupils as before. They were loth to recommence them, and +appealed to their mother. "It was cruel of mademoiselle to wish it of +them," they said. Mademoiselle rejoined that her motive was anything but +cruel: she felt sure that occupation for the mind was the best +counteraction to grief. If they would not study, where was the use of +her remaining, she demanded. Madame Dare had better allow her to leave. +She would go without notice, if madame pleased. She should be glad to +get back to the Continent. They did not have murders there in society; +at least, she, mademoiselle, had never encountered personal experience +of it. + +Mrs. Dare did not appear willing to accede to the proposition. The +governess was a most efficient instructress; and six or twelve months +more of her services would be essential to her pupils, if they were to +be turned out as pupils ought to be. Besides, Sergeant Delves had +intimated that the signora's testimony would be necessary at the trial, +and therefore she could not be allowed to depart. Mr. Dare thought if +they did allow her to depart, they might be accused of wishing to +suppress evidence, and it might tell against Herbert. So mademoiselle +had to resign herself to remaining. "Tres bien," she equably said; "she +was willing; only the young ladies must resume their lessons." A mandate +in which Mrs. Dare acquiesced. + +Sometimes Minny, who was given to be incorrigibly idle, would burst into +tears over the trouble of her work, and then lay it upon her distress +touching the uncertain fate of Herbert. One day, upon doing this, the +governess broke out sharply. + +"He deserves to lie in prison, does Monsieur Herbert!" + +"Why do you say that, mademoiselle?" asked Minny resentfully. + +"Because he is a fool," politely returned mademoiselle. "He say, does he +not, that he was not home at the time. It is well; but why does he not +say where he was? I think he is a fool, me." + +"You may as well say outright, mademoiselle, that you think him guilty!" +retorted Minny. + +"But I not think him guilty," dissented mademoiselle. "I have said from +the first that he was not guilty. I think he is not one capable of doing +such an injury, to his brother or to any one else. I used to be great +friends with Monsieur Herbert once, when I gave him those Italian +lessons, and I never saw to make me believe his disposition was a +cruel." + +In point of fact, the governess, more explicitly than any one else in +the house, had unceasingly declared her belief in Herbert's innocence. +Truly and sincerely she did not believe him capable of so grievous a +crime. He was not of a cruel or revengeful disposition: certainly not +one to lie in wait, and attack another savagely and secretly. She had +never believed that he was, and would not believe it now. Neither had +his family. Sergeant Delves' opinion was, that whoever had attacked +Anthony _had_ lain in wait for him in the dining room, and had sprung +upon him as he entered. It is possible, however, that the same point +staggered mademoiselle that staggered the rest--Herbert Dare's refusal +to state where he was at the time. Believing, as she did, that he could +account for it if he chose, she deemed herself perfectly justified in +applying to him the complimentary epithet you have just heard. She +expressed true sympathy and regret at the untimely fate of Anthony, +lamenting him much and genuinely. + +Upon Cyril and George the punishment also fell. With one brother not +cold in his grave, and the other thrown into gaol to await his trial for +murder, they could not, for shame, pursue their amusements as formerly; +and amusements to Cyril and George Dare had become a necessity of daily +life. Their friends and companions were growing shy of them--or they +fancied it. Conscience is all too suggestive. They fancied people +shunned them when they walked along the street: Cyril, even, as he stood +in Samuel Lynn's room at the manufactory, thought the men, as they +passed in and out, looked askance at him. Very likely it was only +imagination. George Dare had set his heart upon a commission; one of the +members for the city had made a half-promise to Mr. Dare that he would +"see what could be done at the Horse Guards." Failing available interest +in that quarter, George was in hope that his father would screw out +money to purchase one. But, until Herbert was proved innocent (if that +time should ever arrive), the question of his entering the army must +remain in abeyance. This state of things altogether did not give +pleasure to Cyril and George Dare. But there was no remedy for it, and +they had to content themselves with sundry private explosions of temper, +by way of relief to their minds. + +Yes, the evil fell upon all; upon the parents and upon the children. Of +course, the latter suffered nothing in comparison with Mr. and Mrs. +Dare. Unhappy days, restless nights, were their portion now: the world +seemed to be growing too miserable to live in. + +"There must be a fatality upon the boys!" Mr. Dare exclaimed one day, in +the bitterness of his spirit, as he paced the room with restless steps, +his wife sitting moodily, her elbow on the centre-table, her cheek +pressed upon her hand. "Unless there had been a fatality upon them, they +never could have turned out as they have." + +Mrs. Dare resented the speech. In her unhappy frame of mind, which told +terribly upon her temper, it seemed a sort of relief to resent +everything. If Mr. Dare spoke against their sons, she stood up for them. +"Turned out!" she repeated angrily. + +"Let us say, as things have turned out, then, if you will. They appear +to be turning out pretty badly, as it seems to me. The boys have had +every indulgence in life: they have enjoyed a luxurious home; they have +ruined me to supply their extravagances----" + +"Ruined you!" again resented Mrs. Dare. + +"Ay; ruined. It has all but come to it. And yet, what good has the +indulgence or have the advantages brought them? Far better--I begin to +see it now--that they had been reared to self-denial; made to work for +their daily bread." + +"How can you give utterance to such things!" rejoined Mrs. Dare, in a +chafed tone. + +Mr. Dare stopped in his restless pacing, and confronted his wife. "Are +we happy in our sons? Speak the truth." + +"How could any one be happy, overwhelmed with a misfortune such as +this?" + +"Put that aside: what are they without it? Rebellious to us; badly +conducted in the sight of the world." + +"Who says they are badly conducted?" asked Mrs. Dare, an undercurrent of +consciousness whispering that she need not have made the objection. +"They may be a little wild; but it is a common failing with those of +their age and condition. Their faults are only faults of youth and of +uncurbed spirits." + +"I wish, then, their spirits had been curbed," was Mr. Dare's reply. "It +is useless now to reproach each other," he continued, resuming his walk; +"but there must have been something radically wrong in their +bringing-up. Anthony, gone: Herbert, perhaps, to follow him by almost a +worse death, certainly a more disgraceful one: Cyril----" Mr. Dare +stopped abruptly in his catalogue, and went on more generally. "There is +no comfort in them for us: there never will be any." + +"What can you bring against Cyril?" sharply asked Mrs. Dare. It may be, +that these complaints of her husband fretted her temper; chafed, +perhaps, her conscience. Certain it was, they rendered her irritable; +and Mr. Dare had latterly indulged in them frequently. "If Cyril is a +little wild, it is a gentlemanly failing. There's nothing else to urge +against him." + +"Is theft gentlemanly?" + +"Theft!" repeated Mrs. Dare. + +"Theft. I have concealed many things from you, Julia, wishing to spare +your feelings. But it may be as well now that you should know a little +more of what your sons really are. Cyril might have stood where Herbert +will stand--at the criminal bar; though for a crime of lesser degree. +For all I can tell, he may stand at it still." + +Mrs. Dare looked scared. "What has he done?" she asked, her tone growing +timid. + +"I say that I have kept these things from you. I wish I could have kept +them from you always; but it seems to me that exposure is arising in +many ways, and it is better that you should be prepared for it, if it +must come. I awake now in the morning to apprehension; I am alarmed +throughout the day at my own shadow, dreading what unknown fate may not +be falling upon them. Herbert in peril of the hangman: Cyril in peril of +a forced voyage to the penal settlements." + +A sensation of utter fear stole over Mrs. Dare. For the moment, she +could not speak. But she rallied her powers to defend Cyril. + +"I think Cyril is hardly used, what with one thing and another. He was +to have gone on that French journey, and at the last moment was pushed +out of it for Halliburton. I felt more vexed at it, almost, than Cyril +himself, and I spoke a word of my mind to Mrs. Ashley." + +"You did?" + +"Yes. I did not speak of it in the light of disappointment to Cyril; the +actual fact of not taking the journey; so much as of the vexation he +experienced at being supplanted by one whom he--whom we all--consider +inferior to himself, William Halliburton. I let Mrs. Ashley know that we +regarded it as a most unmerited and uncalled-for slight; and I took care +to drop a hint that we believed Halliburton to have been guilty in that +cheque affair." + +Mr. Dare paused. "What did Mrs. Ashley say?" he presently asked. + +"She said very little. I never saw her so frigid. She intimated that Mr. +Ashley was a competent judge of his own business----" + +"I mean as to the cheque?" interrupted Mr. Dare. + +"She was more frigid over that than over the other. She preferred not to +discuss it, she answered; who might have stolen it; or who not." + +"I can set you right on both points," said Mr. Dare. "Cyril came to me, +complaining of being superseded in this French journey, and I complied +with his request, that I should go and remonstrate with Mr. +Ashley--being a simpleton for my pains. Mr. Ashley informed me that he +never had entertained the slightest intention of despatching Cyril, and +why Cyril should have taken up the notion, he could not tell. Mr. Ashley +went on to say that he did not consider Cyril sufficiently steady to be +intrusted abroad alone----" + +"Steady!" echoed Mrs. Dare. "What has steadiness to do with executing +business? And, as to being alone, Quaker Lynn went over also." + +"But at the outset, which was the time I spoke to him, Mr. Ashley's +intention was to dispatch only one--Halliburton. He said that Cyril's +want of steadiness would always have been a bar to his thinking of him. +Shall I go on and enlighten you on the other point--the cheque?" Mr. +Dare added, after a pause. + +"Y--es," she answered, a nervous dread causing her to speak with +hesitation. Had she a foreshadowing of what was coming? + +"It was Cyril who took it," said Mr. Dare, dropping his voice to a +whisper. + +"Cyril!" she gasped. + +"Our son, Cyril. No other." + +Mrs. Dare took her hand from her cheek, and leaned back in the chair. +She was very pale. + +"He was traced to White's shop, where he changed the cheque for gold. He +had put on Herbert's cloak, the plaid lining outside. When he began to +fear detection, he ripped the lining out, and left the cloak in the +state it is; now in the possession of the police. Some of the jags and +cuts have been sewn up, I suppose by one of the servants: I made no +close inquiries. That cloak," he added, with a passing shiver, "might +tell queer tales of our sons, if it were able to speak." + +"How did you know it was Cyril?" breathed Mrs. Dare. + +"From Delves." + +"Delves! Does _he_ know it?" + +"He does. And the man is keeping the secret out of consideration for us. +Delves is good-hearted at bottom. Not but that I spoke a friendly word +for him when he was made sergeant. It all tells." + +"And Mr. Ashley?" she asked. + +"There is no doubt that Ashley has some suspicion: the very fact of his +not making a stir in it proves that he has. It would not please him that +a relative--as Cyril is--should stand his trial for felony." + +"How harshly you put it!" exclaimed Mrs. Dare, bursting into tears. +"Felony." + +"Nay; what else can I call it?" + +A pause ensued. Mr. Dare resumed his restless pacing. Mrs. Dare sat with +her handkerchief to her face. Presently she looked up. + +"They said it was Halliburton's cloak that the person wore who went to +change the cheque." + +"It was not Halliburton's. It was Herbert's turned inside out. Herbert +knew nothing about it, for I questioned him. He had gone out that night, +leaving his cloak hanging in his closet. I asked him how it happened +that his cloak, on the inside, should resemble Halliburton's, and he +said it was a coincidence. I don't believe him. I entertain little doubt +that it was so contrived with a view to enacting some mischief. In fact, +what with one revelation and another, I live, as I say, in constant +dread of new troubles turning up." + +Bitter, most bitter were these revelations to Mrs. Dare; bitter had they +been to her husband. Too swiftly were the fruits of their children's +rearing coming home to them, bringing their recompense. "There must be a +fatality upon the boys!" he reiterated. Possibly. But had neither +parents nor children done aught to invoke it? + +"Since these evils have come upon our house--the fate of Anthony, the +uncertainty overhanging Herbert, the certain guilt of Cyril," resumed +Mr. Dare: "I have asked myself whether the money we inherited from old +Mr. Cooper may not have wrought ill for us, instead of good." + +"Have wrought ill?" + +"Ay! Brought with it a curse, instead of a blessing." + +She made no remark. + +"He warned us that if we took Edgar Halliburton's share it would not +bring us good. Do you remember how eagerly he spoke it? We did take it," +Mr. Dare added, dropping his voice to the lowest whisper. "And I believe +it has just acted as a curse upon us." + +"You are fanciful!" she cried, her hands shivering, as she raised her +handkerchief to her pale face. + +"No; there's no fancy in it. We should have done well to attend to the +warning of the dying. Heaven is my witness that at the time, such a +thought as that of appropriating it ourselves never crossed my mind. We +launched out into expense, and the other share became a necessity to us. +It is that expense which has ruined our children." + +"How can you say it?" she rejoined, lifting her hands in a passionate +sort of manner. + +"It has been nothing else. Had they been reared more plainly, they would +not have acquired those extravagant notions which have proved their +bane. Without that inheritance and the style of living we allowed it to +entail upon us, the boys must have understood that they would have to +earn money before they spent it, and they would have put their shoulders +to the wheel. Julia," he continued, halting by her, and stretching forth +his troubled face until it nearly touched hers, "it might have been +well now, well with them and with us, had our children been obliged to +battle with the poverty to which we condemned the Halliburtons." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +AN UGLY VISION. + + +Mr. Dare had not taken upon himself the legal conduct of his son +Herbert's case. It had been intrusted to the care of a solicitor in +Helstonleigh, Mr. Winthorne. This gentleman, more forcibly than any one +else, urged upon Herbert Dare the necessity of declaring--if he could +declare--where he had been on the night of the murder. He clearly +foresaw that, if his client persisted in his present silence, there was +no chance of any result but the worst. + +He could obtain no response. Deaf to him, as he had been to others, +Herbert Dare would disclose nothing. In vain Mr. Winthorne pointed to +consequences; first, by delicate hints; next, by hints not delicate; +then, by speaking out broadly and fully. It is not pleasant to tell your +client, in so many words, that he will be hanged and nothing can save +him, unless he compels you to it. Herbert Dare so compelled Mr. +Winthorne. All in vain. Mr. Winthorne found he might just as well talk +to the walls of the cell. Herbert Dare declared, in the most positive +manner, that he had been out the whole of the time stated; from +half-past eight o'clock, until nearly two; and from this declaration he +never swerved. + +Mr. Winthorne was perplexed. The prisoner's assertions were so uniformly +earnest, bearing so apparently the stamp of truth, that he could not +disbelieve him; or rather, sometimes he believed and sometimes he +doubted. It is true that Herbert's declarations did wear an air of +entire truth; but Mr. Winthorne had been engaged for criminal offenders +before, and knew what the assertions of a great many of them were worth. +Down deep in his heart he reasoned very much after the manner of +Sergeant Delves: "If he had been absent, he'd confess it to save his +neck." He said so to Herbert. + +Herbert took the matter, on the whole, coolly; he had done so from the +beginning. He did not believe that his neck was really in jeopardy. +"They'll never find me guilty," was his belief. He could not avoid +standing his trial: that was a calamity from which there was no escape: +but he steadily refused to look at its results in a sombre light. + +"_Can_ you tell me where you were?" Mr. Winthorne one morning +impulsively asked him, when June was drawing to its close. + +"I could if I liked," replied Herbert Dare. "I suppose you mean by that, +to throw discredit on what I say, Winthorne; but you are wrong. I could +point out to you and to all Helstonleigh where I was that night; but I +will not do so. I have my reasons, and I will not." + +"Then you will fall," said the lawyer. "The very fact of there being no +other quarter than yourself on which to cast a shadow of suspicion, will +tell against you. You have been bred to the law, and must see these +things as plainly as I can put them to you." + +"There's the point that puzzles me--who it can have been that did the +injury. I'd give half my remaining life to know." + +Mr. Winthorne thought that the whole of it, to judge by present +appearances, might not be an inconveniently prolonged period; but he did +not say so. "What is your objection to speak?" he asked. + +"You have put the same question about fifty times, Winthorne, and you'll +never get any different answer from the one you have had already--that I +don't choose to state it." + +"I suppose you were not committing murder in another quarter of the +town, were you?" + +"I suppose I was not," equably returned Herbert. + +"Then, failing that crime, there's no other in the decalogue that I'd +not confess to, to save my life. Whether I was robbing a bank, or +setting a church on fire, I'd tell it out rather than be hanged by the +neck until I was dead." + +"Ah, but I was not doing either," said Herbert. + +"Then there's the less reason for your persisting in the observance of +so much mystery." + +"My doing so is my own business," returned Herbert. + +"No, it is not your own business," objected Mr. Winthorne. "You assert +that you are innocent of the crime with which you are charged----" + +"I assert nothing but the truth," interrupted Herbert. + +"Good. Then, if you are innocent, and if you can prove your innocence, +it is your duty to your family to do it. A man's duties in this life are +not owing to himself alone: above all, a son's. He owes allegiance to +his father and mother; his consideration for them should be above his +consideration for himself. If you can prove your innocence it will be an +unpardonable sin not to do it; a sin inflicted on your family." + +"I can't help it," replied Herbert in his obstinacy. "I have my reasons +for not speaking, and I shall not speak." + +"You will surely suffer the penalty," said Mr. Winthorne. + +"Then I must suffer it," returned the prisoner. + +But it is one thing to talk, and another to act. Many a brave spirit, +ready and willing to undergo hanging in theory, would find his heart +fail and his bravery altogether die out, were he really required to +reduce it to practice. + +Herbert Dare was only human. After July had come in and the time for the +opening of the assizes might be counted by hours, then his courage began +to flinch. He spent a night in tossing from side to side on his pallet +(a wide difference between that and his comfortable bed at home), during +which a certain ugly apparatus, to be erected for his especial use +within the walls of the prison some fine Saturday morning, on which he +might figure by no means gracefully, had mentally disturbed his rest. + + +He arose unrefreshed. The vision of that possible future was not a +pleasant one. Herbert remembered once, when he had been a college boy, +that the Saturday morning's occasional drama had been enacted for the +warning and edification of the town, and of the country people flocking +into it for market. The college boys had determined for once in their +lives to see the sight--if they could accomplish it. The ceremony was +invariably performed at eight o'clock; the exhibition closed at nine; +and the boys' difficulty was, how to arrive at the scene in time, +considering that it was only at the striking of the latter hour that +they were let loose down the steps of the school. They had tried the +_time_ between the cloisters and the county prison; and found that by +dint of taking the shorter way through the back streets, tearing along +at the fleetest pace, and knocking over every obstruction--human, +animal, or material--that might unfortunately be in their path, they +could do the distance in four minutes. Arriving rather out of wind, it's +true: but that was nothing. + +Four minutes! they did not see their way. If the curtain descended at +nine, sharp, as good be forty minutes after the hour, as four, in point +of practical effect. But the Helstonleigh college boys--as you may +sometimes have heard remarked before--were not wont to allow +difficulties to overmaster them. If there was a possible way of +overcoming obstacles, they were sure to find it. Consultations had been +anxious. To request the head-master to allow them as a favour to depart +five or ten minutes before the usual time, would be worse than useless. +It was a question whether he ever would have accorded it; but there was +no chance of it on _that_ morning. Neither could the whole school be +taken summarily with spasms, or croup, or any other excruciating malady +necessitating compassion and an early dismissal. + +They came to the resolve of applying to the official who had the +cathedral clock under his charge: or, as they phrased it, "coming over +the clock-man." By dint of coaxing, or bribery, or some other element of +persuasion, they got this functionary to promise to put the clock on +eight minutes on that particular morning. And it was done. And at eight +minutes before nine by the sun, the cathedral clock rang out its nine +strokes. But, instead of the master lifting his finger--the signal for +the boys to tear forth--the master sat quiet at his desk, and never gave +it. He sat until the eight minutes had gone by, when the other churches +in the town gave out their hour; he sat _four minutes after that_: and +then he nodded them their dismissal. + +The twelve minutes had seemed to the boys like twelve hours. Where the +hitch was, they never knew; they never have known to this day; as they +would tell you themselves. Whether the master had received an inkling of +what was in the wind; or whether, by one of those extraordinary +coincidences that sometimes occur in life, he, for that one morning, +allowed the hour to slip by unheeded--had not heard it strike--they +could not tell. He gave out no explanation, then or afterwards. The +clock-man protested that he had been true; had not breathed a hint to +any one living of the purposed advancement; and the boys had no reason +to disbelieve him. + + +However it might have been, they could not alter it. It was four minutes +past nine when they clattered _pele-mele_ down the school-room steps. +Away they tore, full of fallacious hope, out at the cloisters, through +the cathedral precincts, along the nearest streets, and arrived within +the given four minutes, rather than over it. + +Alas, for human expectations! The prison was there, it is true, +formidable as usual; but all trace of the morning's jubilee had passed +away. Not only had the chief actor been removed, but also that ugly +apparatus which Herbert Dare had dreamt of. _That_ might have afforded +them some gratification to contemplate, failing the greater sight. The +college boys, dumb in the first moment of their disappointment, gave +vent to it at length with three dismal groans, the echoes of which might +have been heard as far off as the cathedral. Groans not intended for the +unhappy mortal, then beyond hearing of that or any other earthly sound; +not for the officials of the county prison, all too quick-handed that +morning; but given as a compliment to the respected gentleman at that +time holding the situation of head-master. + +Herbert Dare remembered this: it was rising up in his mind with strange +distinctness. He himself had been one of the deputation chosen to "come +over" the clock-man; had been the chief persuader of that functionary. +Would the college boys hasten down if _he_ were to----In spite of his +bravery, he broke off the speculation with a shudder; and, calling the +turnkey to him, he despatched a message for Mr. Winthorne. Was it the +remembrance of his old school-fellows, of what _they_ would think of +him, that brought about what no other consideration had been able to +effect? + +As much indulgence as it was possible to allow a prisoner was accorded +to Herbert Dare. Indeed, it may be questioned whether any previous +prisoner, incarcerated within the walls of the county prison, had ever +enjoyed so much. The governor of the prison and Mr. Dare had lived on +intimate terms. Mr. Dare and his two elder sons had been familiar, in +their legal capacity, with both its civil and criminal prisoners; and +the turnkeys had often bowed Herbert in and out of cells, as they now +bowed out Mr. Winthorne. Altogether, what with the governor's friendly +feeling, and the turnkey's reverential one, Herbert Dare obtained more +privileges than the ordinary run of prisoners. The message was at once +taken to Mr. Winthorne, and it brought that gentleman back again. + +"I have made up my mind to tell," was Herbert's brief salutation when he +entered. + +"A very sensible resolution," replied the lawyer. Doubts, however, +crossed his mind as he spoke, whether the prisoner was not about to set +up some plea which had never had place in fact. In like manner to +Sergeant Delves, Mr. Winthorne had arrived at the firm belief that there +was nothing to tell. "Well?" said he. + +"That is, conditionally," resumed Herbert Dare. "It would be of little +use my saying I was at such and such a place, unless I could bring +forward confirmatory evidence." + +"Of course it would not." + +"Well; there are witnesses who could give this satisfactory evidence: +but the question is, will they be willing to do it?" + +"What motive or excuse could they have for refusing?" returned Mr. +Winthorne. "When a fellow-creature's life is at stake, surely there is +no man so lost to humanity as not to come forward and save it, if it be +in his power." + +"Circumstances alter cases," was the curt reply of Herbert Dare. + +"Was it your doubt, as to whether they would come forward, that caused +your hesitation to call on them to do so?" asked Mr. Winthorne, +something not pleasant in his tones. + +"Not altogether. I foresaw a difficulty in it; I foresee it still. +Winthorne, you look at me with a face full of doubt. There is no need +for it--as you will find." + +"Well, go on," said the lawyer; for Herbert had stopped. + +"The thing must be gone about in a very cautious manner; and I don't +quite see how it can be done," resumed Herbert slowly. "Winthorne, I +think I had better make a confidant of you, and tell you the whole story +from beginning to end." + +"If I am to do you any good, I must hear it, I expect. A man can't work +in the dark." + +"Sit down then, and I'll begin. Though, mind--I tell it you in +confidence. It's not for Helstonleigh. But you will see the expediency +of being silent when you have heard it." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +SERGEANT DELVES "LOOKS UP." + + +The following Saturday was the day fixed for the opening of the +commission at Helstonleigh. It soon came round, and the streets in the +afternoon wore their usual holiday appearance. The high sheriff's +procession went out to meet the judges, and groups stood about, waiting +and watching for its return. Amongst other people blocking up the way, +might be observed the portly person of Sergeant Delves. He strolled +along, seeming to look at nothing, but his keen eye was everywhere. It +suddenly fell upon Mr. Winthorne, who was picking his way through the +crowd as fast as he could do so, apparently in a hurry. Hurry or not, +Sergeant Delves stopped him, and drew him to a safe spot beyond the +reach of curious ears. + +"I was looking for you, Mr. Winthorne," said Delves in a confidential +tone. "I say--this tale, that Dare will succeed in establishing an +_alibi_, is it reliable?" + +"Why--who the mischief can have been setting that afloat?" returned the +lawyer, in tones of the utmost astonishment, not unmixed with vexation. + +"Dare himself was my informant," replied the sergeant. "I was in the +prison just now, and saw him in the yard with the turnkey. He called me +aside, and told me he was as good as acquitted." + +"Then he is an idiot for his pains. He had no right to talk of it, even +to you." + +"_I_ am dark," carelessly returned Delves. "I don't wish ill to the +Dares, and wouldn't work it to them; as perhaps some of them could tell +you," he added significantly. "What about this acquittal that he talks +of?" + +"There's no doubt he will be acquitted. He will prove an _alibi_." + +"Is it a got-up _alibi_?" asked the plain-speaking sergeant. + +"No. And as far as I go, I would not lend myself to getting up anything +false," observed the solicitor. "He has said from the first, you know, +that he was not near the house at the time, and so it will turn out." + +"Has he confessed where he was, after all his standing out?" + +"Yes; to me: it will be disclosed at the trial." + +"He was after no good, I know," nodded the sergeant oracularly. + +Mr. Winthorne raised his eyebrows, and slightly jerked his shoulders. +The movement may have meant anything or nothing. He did not reply in +words. + +Sergeant Delves fell into a reverie. He roused himself from it to take a +searching gaze at the lawyer. "Sir," said he, and he could hardly have +spoken more earnestly had his life depended on it, "tell me the truth +out-and-out. Do you, yourself, from the depths of your own judgment, +believe Herbert Dare to have been innocent?" + +"Delves, as truly as that you and I now stand here, I honestly believe +that he had no more to do with his brother's death than we had." + +"Then I'm blest if I don't take up the other scent!" exclaimed Mr. +Delves, slapping his thigh. "I did think of it once, but I dropped it +again, so sure was I that it was Master Herbert." + +"What scent is that?" + +"Look here," said the sergeant--"but now it's my turn to warn you to be +dark. There was a young woman met Anthony Dare the night of the murder, +when he was going down to the Star and Garter. It's a young woman he did +not behave genteel to some time back, as the ghost says in the song. She +met him that night, and she gave him a bit of her tongue; not much, for +he wouldn't stop to listen. But now, Mr. Winthorne, it has crossed my +mind many times whether she might not have watched for his going home +again, and followed him; followed him right into the dining-room, and +done the mischief. I'll lay a guinea it was her!" added the sergeant, +arriving at a hasty conclusion. "I shall look up again now." + +"Do you mean that young woman in Honey Fair?" asked Mr. Winthorne. + +"Just so. Her, and nobody else. The doubt has crossed me; but, as I say, +I was so certain it was the brother, that I did not follow it up." + +"Could a woman's feeble hand inflict such injuries?" debated the +solicitor. + +"'Feeble' be hanged!" politely rejoined the sergeant. "Some women have +the fists of men; and the strength of 'em, too. You don't know 'em as we +do. A desperate woman will do anything. And Anthony Dare, remember, had +not his strength in him that night." + +Mr. Winthorne shook his head. "That girl has no look of ferocity about +her. I should question it being her. Let's see--what is her name?" + +"Listen!" returned the sergeant. "When you have had half as much to do +with people as I have, you'll have learnt not to go by looks. Her name +is Caroline Mason." + +At that moment the cathedral bells rang out, announcing the return of +the procession, the advent of the judges. As if the sound reminded the +lawyer of the speed of time, he hastily went on his way; leaving the +sergeant to use his eyes and ears at the expense of the crowd. + +"I wonder how the prisoners in the gaol feels?" remarked a woman whom +the sergeant recognised as being no other than Mrs. Cross. She had just +come out of a warehouse with her supply of work for the ensuing week. + +"Ah, poor creatures!" responded another of the group, and _that_ was +Mrs. Brumm. "I wonder how young Dare likes it!" + +"Or how old Dare likes it--if he can hear 'em all the way up at his +office. They'll know their fate soon, them two." + +In close vicinity to this colloquy was a young woman, drawn against the +wall, under shelter of a projecting doorway. Her once good-looking face +was haggard, and her clothes were scanty. It was for this reason, +perhaps, that she appeared to shun observation. Sergeant Delves, +apparently without any other design than that of working his way +leisurely through the throng, edged himself up to her. + +"Looking out for the show, Miss Mason?" + +Caroline turned her spiritless eyes upon him. "I'm waiting till there's +a way cleared for me to get through, without pushing against folks and +contaminating 'em. What's the show to me, or me to it?" + +"At the last assizes, in March, when the judges came in, young Anthony +Dare made one in the streets, looking on," resumed the sergeant, +chatting affably. "I saw him and spoke to him. And now he is gone where +there's no shows to see." + +She made no reply. + +"The women there," pointing his thumb at the group of talkers hard by, +"are saying that Herbert Dare won't like the sound of the college +bells.--Hey, me! Look at those young toads of college boys, just let out +of school!" broke off the sergeant, as a tribe of some twenty of the +king's scholars came fighting and elbowing their way through the throng +to the front. "They are just like so many wild colts! Maybe the +prisoner, Herbert Dare, is now casting his thoughts back to the time +when he made one of the band, and was as free from care as they are. +It's not so long ago." + +Caroline Mason asked a question somewhat abruptly. "Will he be found +guilty, sir, do you think?" + +The sergeant turned the tail of his keen eye upon her, and answered the +question by asking another. "Do you?" + +She shook her head. "I don't think he was guilty." + +"You don't?" + +"No, I don't. Why should one brother kill another?" + +"Very true," coughed the sergeant. "But somebody must have done it. If +Herbert Dare did not, who did?" + +"Ah! who did? I'd like to know," she passionately added. "He had folks +in this town that owed him grudges, had Mr. Anthony Dare." + +"If my vision didn't deceive me, I saw you talking to him that very +same night," carelessly observed the sergeant. + +"Did you see me?" she rejoined, apparently as much at ease as the +sergeant himself. "I had to do an errand at that end of the town, and I +met him, and told him what he was. I hadn't spoke to him for months and +months; for years, I think. I had slipped into doors, down entries, +anywhere to avoid him, if I saw him coming; but a feeling came over me +to speak to him then. I'm glad I did. I hope the truths I said to him +went along with him to enliven him on his journey!" + +"Did you see him after that, later in the evening?" resumed the +inspector, putting the question sociably, and stretching his neck up to +obtain a view of something at a distance. + +"No, I didn't," she replied. "But I would, if I had thought it was going +to be his last. I'd have bade him remember all his good works where he +was going to. I'd almost have went with him, I would, to have heard how +he answered for them, up there." + +Caroline Mason glanced upwards to indicate the sky, when a loud flourish +of trumpets from the advancing heralds sounded close upon them. As they +rode up at a foot pace, they dropped their trumpets, and the mounted +javelin-men quickly followed, their javelins in rest. A carriage or two; +a few more officials; and then advanced the equipage of the high +sheriff. Only one of the judges was in it, fully robed: a fine man, with +a benign countenance. A grave smile was on it as he spoke to the +sheriff, who sat opposite to him, his chaplain by his side. + +Sergeant Delves's attention was distracted for an instant, and when he +looked round again, Caroline Mason had disappeared. He just caught sight +of her in the distance, winding her way through the crowd, her head +down. + +"Did she do it, or did she not?" cried the sergeant, in soliloquy. "Go +on, go on, my lady, for the present; you are about to be a bit looked +after." + +How _did_ the prisoners feel, and Herbert Dare amongst them, as the +joyous sounds, outside, fell upon their ears; the blast of the trumpets, +the sweetness of the bells, the stir of life: penetrating within the +walls of the city and county prisons? Did they feel that the pomp and +show, run after as a holiday sight, was only a cruel advent to +them?--that the formidable and fiery vision in the scarlet robe and +flowing wig, who sat in the carriage, bending his serene face upon the +mob, collected to stare and shout, might prove the pronouncer of their +doom?--a doom that should close the portals of this world upon them, and +open those of eternity! + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE TRIAL. + + +Tuesday morning was the day fixed for the trial of Herbert Dare. You +might have walked upon the people's heads in the vicinity of the +Guildhall, for all the town wished to get in to hear it. Of course only +a very small portion of the town, relatively speaking, could have its +wish, or succeed in fighting a way to a place. Of the rest, some went +back to their homes, disappointed and exploding; and the rest collected +outside and blocked up the street. The police had their work cut out +that day; whilst the javelin-men, heralding in the judges, experienced +great difficulty in keeping clear the passages. The heat in court would +be desperate as the day advanced. + +Sir William Leader, as senior judge, took his seat in the criminal +court. It was he whom you saw in the sheriff's carriage on Saturday. The +same benignant face was bent upon the crowded court that had been bent +upon the street mob; the same penetrating eye; the same grave, calm +bearing. The prisoner was immediately placed at the bar, and all eyes, +strange or familiar, were strained to look at him. They saw a tall, +handsome young man, looking too gentlemanly to stand in the felon's +dock. He was habited in deep mourning. His countenance, usually somewhat +conspicuous for its bright complexion, was pale, probably from the +moment's emotion, and his white handkerchief was lifted to his mouth as +he moved forward; otherwise he was calm. Old Anthony Dale was in court, +looking far more agitated than his son. Preliminaries were gone through, +and the trial began. + +"Prisoner at the bar, how say you? Are you guilty, or not guilty?" + +Herbert Dare raised his eyes fearlessly, and pleaded in a firm tone: + +"Not Guilty!" + +The leading counsel for the prosecution, Serjeant Seeitall, stated the +case. His address occupied some time, and he then proceeded to call +witnesses. One of the first examined was Betsy Carter. She deposed to +the facts of having sat up with the lady's-maid and Joseph, until the +return of Mr. and Mrs. Dare and their daughter; to having then gone into +the dining-room with a light to look for Mr. Dare's pipe, which she had +left there in the morning, when cleaning the room. "In moving forward +with the candle, I saw something dark on the ground," continued Betsy, +who, when her first timidity had gone off, seemed inclined to be +communicative. "At the first glance, I thought it was one of the +gentlemen gone to sleep there; but when I stooped down with the light, I +saw it was the face of the dead. Awful, it looked!" + +"What did you next do?" demanded the examining counsel. + +"Screeched out, gentlemen," responded Betsy. + +"What else?" + +"I went out of the room, screeching to Joseph in the hall, and master +came in from outside the front door, where he was waiting, all peaceful +and ignorant, for his pipe, little thinking what there was so close to +him. I screeched out all the more, gentlemen, when I remembered the +quarrel that had took place at dinner that afternoon, and I knew it was +nobody but Mr. Herbert that had done the murder." + +The witness was sharply told to confine herself to evidence. + +"It couldn't be nobody else," retorted Betsy, who, once set going, was a +match for any cross-examiner. "There was the cloak to prove it. Mr. +Herbert had gone out in the cloak that very night, and the poor dead +gentleman was lying on it. Which proves it must have come off in the +scuffle between 'em." + +The fact of the quarrel, the facts connected with the cloak, as well as +all other facts, had been mentioned by the learned Serjeant Seeitall in +his opening address. The witness was questioned as to what she knew of +the quarrel: but it appeared that she had not been present; consequently +could not testify to it. The cloak she could say more about, and spoke +of it confidently as Mr. Herbert's. + +"How did you know the cloak, found under the dead man, was Mr. +Herbert's?" interposed the prisoner's counsel, Mr. Chattaway. + +"Because I did," returned the witness. + +"I ask you how you knew it?" + +"By lots of tokens," she answered. "By the shining black clasp, for one +thing, and by the tears and jags in it, for another. Nobody has ever +pretended it was not the cloak. I have seen it fifty times hanging up in +Mr. Herbert's closet." + +"You saw the prisoner going out in it that evening?" + +"Yes, I did," she answered. "I was looking out at Miss Adelaide's +chamber window, and I saw him come out of the dining-room window, and go +off towards the front gates. The gentlemen often went out through the +dining-room window, instead of at the hall door." + +"The prisoner says he came back immediately, and left his cloak in the +dining-room, going out finally without it. Did you see him come back?" + +"No, I didn't," replied Betsy. + +"How long did you remain at the window?" + +"Not long." + +"Did you remain long enough for him to cross the lawn to the front +entrance gates, and come back again?" + +"No, I don't think I did, sir." + +"The court will please take note of that answer," said Mr. Chattaway, +who was aware that a great deal had been made of the fact of the +housemaid's having seen him go out in the cloak. "You left the window +then, immediately?" + +"Pretty near immediately. I don't think I stayed long enough at it for +him to come back from the front gates--if he did come. I have never said +I did," she resentfully continued. + +"What time was it that you saw him go out?" + +"I hadn't took particular notice of the time. It was dusk. I was turning +down my beds; and I generally do that a little before nine. The next +room I went into was Mr. Anthony's." + +"The deceased was in it, was he not?" + +"He was in it, stretched full length upon the sofa. He had his head down +on the cushion, and his feet up over the arm at the foot, all +comfortable and easy, with a cigar in his mouth, and some glasses and +things on the table near him. 'What are you come bothering in here for?' +he asked. So I begged his pardon; for you see, gentlemen, I didn't know +he was there, and I went out again, and met Joseph carrying up a note to +him. A little while after that, he went out." + +The witness's propensity to degenerate into gossip appeared +irrepressible. Several times she was stopped; once by the judge. + +"Of how many servants did the household of Mr. Dare consist?" she was +asked. + +"There were four of us, gentlemen." + +"Did you all sit up that night?" + +"All but the cook. She went to bed." + +"And the family, those who were at home, went to bed?" + +"All of them, sir. The governess went early; she was not well; and Miss +Rosa and Miss Minny went, and the two young gentlemen went when they +came home from playing cricket." + +"In point of fact, then, no one was up except you three servants in the +kitchen?" + +"Nobody, sir." + +"And you heard no noise in the house until the return of Mr. and Mrs. +Dare?" + +"We never heard nothing," responded Betsy. "We were sitting quietly in +the kitchen; me and the lady's-maid at work, and Joseph asleep. We never +heard any noise at all." + +This was the substance of what was asked her. Joseph was next called, +and gave his testimony. He deposed to having fastened up the house at +eleven o'clock, with the exception of the dining-room window: that was +left open in obedience to orders. All other facts within his knowledge +he also testified to. The governess, Signorina Varsini, was called, and +questioned upon two points: what she had seen and heard of the quarrel, +and of the subsequent conduct of Anthony and Herbert to each other in +the drawing-room. But her testimony amounted to nothing, and she might +as well not have been troubled. She was also asked whether she had heard +any noise in the house between eleven o'clock and the return of Mr. and +Mrs. Dare. She replied that she did not hear any, for she had been +asleep. She went to sleep long before eleven, and did not wake up until +aroused by the commotion caused by the finding of the body. The witness +was proceeding to favour the court with her own conviction that the +prisoner was innocent, but was brought up with a summary notice that +that was not evidence, and that, if she knew nothing more, she might +withdraw. Upon which, she honoured the bench with an elaborate curtsey, +and retired. Not a witness throughout the day gave evidence with more +absolute equanimity. + +Lord Hawkesley was examined; also Mr. Brittle--the latter coming to +Helstonleigh on his subpoena. But to give the testimony of all the +witnesses in length, would only be to repeat what has already been +related. It will be sufficient to extract a few questions here and +there. + +"What were the games played in your rooms that evening?" was asked of +Mr. Brittle. + +"Some played whist; some ecarte." + +"At which did the deceased play?" + +"At whist." + +"Was he a loser, or a gainer?" + +"A loser; but to a very trifling amount. We were playing half-crown +points. He and myself played against Lord Hawkesley and Captain Bellew. +We broke up because he, the deceased, was not sufficiently sober to +play." + +"Was he sober when he joined you?" + +"By no means. He appeared to have been drinking rather freely; and he +took more in my rooms, which made him worse." + +"Why did you accompany him home?" + +"He was scarcely in a state to proceed alone: and I felt no objection to +a walk. It was a fine night." + +"Did he speak, during the evening, of the dispute which had taken place +between him and his brother?" interposed the judge. + +"He did not, my lord. A slight incident occurred, as we were going to +his home, which it may be perhaps as well to mention----" + +"You must mention everything which bears upon this unhappy case, sir," +interrupted the judge. "You are sworn to tell the whole truth." + +"I do not suppose it does bear upon it directly, my lord. Had I attached +importance to it, I should have spoken of it before. In passing the +turning which leads to the race-course, a man met us, and began to abuse +the deceased. The deceased was inclined to stop and return it, but I +drew him on." + +"Of what nature was the abuse?" asked the counsel. + +"I do not recollect the precise terms. It was to the effect that he, the +deceased, tippled away his money instead of paying his debts. The man +backed against the wall as he spoke: he appeared to have had rather too +much himself. I drew the deceased on, and we were soon out of hearing." + +"What became of the man?" + +"I do not know. We left him standing against the wall. He called loudly +after the deceased to know when his bill was to be paid. I judged him to +be some petty tradesman." + +"Did he follow you?" + +"No. At least, we heard no more of him afterwards. I saw the deceased +safely within his own gate, and left him." + +"What state, as to sobriety, was the deceased in then?" + +"He was what may be called half-seasover," replied the witness. "He +could talk, but his words were not very distinct." + +"Could he walk alone?" + +"After a fashion. He stumbled as he walked." + +"What time was this?" + +"About half-past eleven. I think the half-hour struck directly after I +left him, but I am not quite sure." + +"As you returned, did you see anything of the man who had accosted the +deceased?" + +"Not anything." + +Strange to say the very man thus spoken of was in court, listening to +the trial. Upon hearing the evidence given by Mr. Brittle, he +voluntarily came forward as a witness. He said he had been "having a +drop," and it had made him abusive, but that Anthony Dare had owed him +money long for work done, mending and making. He was a jobbing tailor, +and the bill was a matter of fourteen pounds. Anthony Dare had only put +him off and off; he was a poor man, with a wife and family to keep, and +he wanted the money badly; but now, he supposed, he should never be +paid. He lived close to the spot where he met the deceased and the +gentleman who had just given evidence, and he could prove that he went +home as soon as they were out of sight, and was in bed at half-past +eleven. What with debts and various other things, he concluded the town +had had enough to rue in young Anthony Dare. Still, the poor fellow +didn't deserve such a shocking fate as murder, and he would have been +the first to protect him from it. + +That the evidence was given in good faith, was undoubted. He was known +to the town as a harmless, inoffensive man, addicted, though upon rare +occasions, to taking more than was good for him, when he was apt to +dilate upon his grievances. + +The constable who had been on duty that night near Mr. Dare's residence +was the next witness called. "Did you see the deceased that night?" was +asked of him. + +"Yes, sir, I did," was the reply. "I saw him walking home with the +gentleman who has given evidence--Mr. Brittle. I noticed that young Mr. +Dare talked thick, as if he had been drinking." + +"Did they appear to be on good terms?" + +"Very good terms, sir. Mr. Brittle was laughing when he opened the gate +for the deceased, and told him to mind he did not kiss the grass; or +something to that effect." + +"Were you close to them?" + +"Quite close, sir. I said 'Good night' to the deceased, but he seemed +not to notice it. I stood and watched him over the grass. He reeled as +he walked." + +"What time was this?" + +"Nigh upon half-past eleven, sir." + +"Did you detect any signs of people moving within the house?" + +"Not any, sir. The house seemed quite still, and the blinds were down +before the windows." + +"Did you see any one enter the gate that night besides the deceased?" + +"Not any one." + +"Not the prisoner?" + +"Not any one," repeated the policeman. + +"Did you see anything of the prisoner later, between half-past one and +two, the time he alleges as that of his going home?" + +"I never saw the prisoner at all that night, sir." + +"He could have gone in, as he states, without your seeing him?" +interposed the prisoner's counsel. + +"Yes, certainly, a dozen times over. My beat extended to half-a-mile +beyond Mr. Dare's." + +One witness, who was placed in the box, created a profound sensation: +for it was the unhappy father, Anthony Dare. Since the deed was +committed, two months ago, Mr. Dare had been growing old. His brow was +furrowed, his cheeks were wrinkled, his hair was turning white, and he +looked, as he obeyed the call to the witness-box, as a man sinking under +a heavy weight of care. Many of the countenances present expressed deep +commiseration for him. + +He was sworn, and various questions were asked him. Amongst others, +whether he knew anything of the quarrel which had taken place between +his two sons. + +"Personally, nothing," was the reply. "I was not at home." + +"It has been testified that when they were parted, your son Herbert +threatened his brother. Is he of a revengeful disposition?" + +"No," replied Mr. Dare, with emotion; "that, I can truly say, he is not. +My poor son, Anthony, was somewhat given to sullenness; but Herbert +never was." + +"There had been a great deal of ill-feeling between them of late, I +believe." + +"I fear there had been." + + +"It is stated that you yourself, upon leaving home that evening, left +them a warning not to quarrel. Was it so?" + +"I believe I did. Anthony entered the house as we were leaving it, and I +did say something to him to that effect." + +"The prisoner was not present?" + +"No. He had not returned." + +"It is proved that he came home later, dined, and went out again at +dusk. It does not appear that he was seen afterwards by any member of +your household, until you yourself went up to his room and found him +there, after the discovery of the body. His own account is, that he had +only recently returned. Do you know where he was, during his absence?" + +"No." + +"Or where he went to?" + +"No," repeated the witness in sadly faltering tones, for he knew that +this was the one weak point in the defence. + +"He will not tell you?" + +"He declines to do so. But," the witness added, with emotion, "he has +denied his guilt to me from the first, in the most decisive manner: and +I solemnly believe him to be innocent. Why he will not state where he +was, I cannot conceive; but not a shade of doubt rests upon my mind that +he could state it if he chose, and that it would be the means of +establishing the fact of his absence. I would not assert this if I did +not believe it," said the witness, raising his trembling hand. "They +were both my boys: the one destroyed was my eldest, perhaps my dearest; +and I declare that I would not, knowingly, screen his assassin, although +that assassin were his brother." + +The case for the prosecution concluded, and the defence was entered +upon. The prisoner's counsel--two of them eminent men, Mr. Chattaway +himself being no secondary light in the forensic world--laboured under +one disadvantage, as it appeared to the crowded court. They exerted all +their eloquence in seeking to divert the guilt from the prisoner: but +they could not--distort facts as they might, call upon imagination as +they would--they could not conjure up the ghost of any other channel to +which to direct suspicion. There lay the weak point, as it had lain +throughout. If Herbert Dare was not guilty, who was? The family, quietly +sleeping in their beds, were beyond the pale of suspicion; the household +equally so; and no trace of any midnight intruder to the house could be +found. It was a grave stumbling-block for the prisoner's counsel; but +such stumbling-blocks are as nothing to an expert pleader. Bit by bit +Mr. Chattaway disposed, or seemed to dispose, of every argument that +could tell against the prisoner. The presence of the cloak in the +dining-room, from which so much appearance of guilt had been deduced, he +converted into a negative proof of innocence. "Had he been the one +engaged in the struggle," argued the learned Q.C., "would he have been +mad enough to leave his own cloak there, underneath his victim, a +damning proof of guilt? No! that, at any rate, he would have taken away. +The very fact of the cloak being under the murdered man was a most +indisputable proof, as he regarded it, that the prisoner remained +totally ignorant of what had happened--ignorant of his unfortunate +brother's being at all in the dining-room. Why! had he only surmised +that his brother was lying, wounded or dead, in the room, would he not +have hastened to remove his cloak out of it, before it should be seen +there, knowing, as he must know, that, from the very terms on which he +and his brother had been, it would be looked upon as a proof of his +guilt?" The argument told well with the jury--probably with the judge. + +Bit by bit, so did he thus dispose of the suspicious circumstances: of +all, except one. And that was the great one, the one that nobody could +get over: the refusal of the prisoner to state where he was that night. +"All in good time, gentlemen of the jury," said Mr. Chattaway, some +murmured words reaching his ear that the omission was deemed ominous. "I +am coming to that later; and I shall prove as complete and distinct an +_alibi_ as it was ever my lot to submit to an enlightened court." + +The court listened, the jury listened, the spectators listened, and +"hoped he might." He had spoken, for the most part, to incredulous ears. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE WITNESSES FOR THE ALIBI. + + +When the speech of the counsel ended, and the time came for the +production of the witness or witnesses who were to prove the _alibi_, +there appeared to be some delay. The intense heat of the court had been +growing greater with every hour. The rays of the afternoon sun, now +sinking lower and lower in the heavens, had only brought with them a +more deadly feeling of suffocation. But, to go out for a breath of air, +even had the thronged state of the passages permitted the movement, +appeared to enter into no one's thoughts. Their suspense was too keen, +their interest too absorbing. Who were those mysterious witnesses, that +would testify to the innocence of Herbert Dare? + +A stir at the extreme end of the court, where it joined the other +passage. Every eye was strained to see, every ear to listen, as an usher +came clearing the way. "By your leave there--by your leave; room for a +witness!" + +The spectators looked, and stretched their necks, and looked again. A +few among them experienced a strange thrill of disappointment, and felt +that they should have much pleasure in being allowed the privilege of +boxing the usher's ears, for he preceded no one more important than +Richard Winthorne, the lawyer. Ah, but wait a bit! What short and slight +figure is it that Mr. Winthorne is guiding along? The angry crowd have +not caught sight of her yet. + +But, when they do--when the drooping, shrinking form is at length in the +witness-box; her eyes never raised, her lovely face bent in timid +dread--then a murmur arises, and shakes the court to its foundation. The +judge feels for his glasses--rarely used--and puts them across his nose, +and gazes at her. A fair girl, attired in the simple, modest garb +peculiar to the sect called Quakers, not more modest than the lovely and +gentle face. She does not take the oath, only the affirmation peculiar +to her people. + +"What is your name?" commenced the prisoner's counsel. + +That she spoke words in reply, was evident, by the moving of her lips: +but they could not be heard. + +"You must speak up," interposed the judge, in tones of kindness. + +A deep struggle for breath, an effort of which even those around could +see the pain, and the answer came. "They call me Anna. I am the daughter +of Samuel Lynn." + +"Where do your live?" + +"I live with my father and Patience, in the London Road." + +"What do you know of the prisoner at the bar?" + +A pause. She probably did not understand the sort of answer required. +One came that was unexpected. + +"I know him to be innocent of the crime of which he is accused." + +"How do you know this?" + +"Because he could not have been near the spot at the time." + +"Where was he then?" + +"With me." + +But the reply came forth in so faint a whisper that again she had to be +enjoined to speak louder, and she repeated it, using different words. + +"He was at our house." + +"At what hour did he go to your house?" + +"It was past nine when he came up first." + +"And what time did he leave?" + +"It was about one in the morning." + +The answer appeared to create some stir. A late hour for a sober little +Quakeress to confess to. + +"Was he spending the evening with your friends?" + +"No." + +"Did they not know he was there?" + +"No." + +"It was a clandestine visit to yourself, then? Where were they?" + +A pause, and a very trembling answer. "They were in bed." + +"Oh! You were entertaining him by yourself, then?" + +She burst into tears. The judge let fall his glasses as though under the +pressure of some annoyance, every feature of his fine face expressive of +compassion: it may be, his thoughts had flown to daughters of his own. +The crowd stood with open mouths, gaping with undisguised astonishment, +and the burly Queen's counsel proceeded. + +"And so he prolonged his visit until one o'clock in the morning?" + +"I was locked out," she sobbed. "That is how he came to stay so late." + +Bit by bit, with question and cross-questioning, it all came out: that +Herbert Dare had been in the habit of paying stolen visits to the field, +and that Anna had been in the habit of meeting him there. That she had +gone in on this night just before ten, which was later than she had ever +stayed out before: but, finding Hester had to go out for medicine for +Patience, she had run to the field again to take a book to the prisoner; +and that upon attempting to enter soon afterwards, she found the door +locked, Hester having met the doctor's boy, and come back at once. She +told it all, as simply and guilelessly as a child. + +"What were you doing all that time? From ten o'clock until one in the +morning?" + +"I was sitting on the door-step, crying." + +"Was the prisoner with you?" + +"Yes. He stood by me part of the time, telling me not to be afraid; and +the rest of the time--more than an hour, I think--he was working at the +wires of the pantry window, to try to get in." + +"Was he all that time at the wires?" + +"It was a long time before I remembered the pantry window. He wanted to +knock up Hester, but I was afraid to let him. I feared she might tell +Patience, and they would have been so angry with me. He got in, at last, +at the pantry window, and he opened the kitchen window for me, and I +went in by it." + +"And you mean to say he was all that time, till one o'clock in the +morning, forcing the wires of a pantry window?" cried Sergeant Seeitall. + +"It was nearly one. I am telling thee the truth." + +"And you did not lose sight of the prisoner from the time he first came +to the field, at nine o'clock, until he left you at one?" + +"Only for the few minutes--it may have been four or five--when I ran in +and came out again with the book. He waited in the field." + +"What time was that?" + +"The ten o'clock bell was going in Helstonleigh. We could hear it." + +"He was with you all the rest of the time." + +"Yes, all. When he was working at the pantry window I could not see him, +because he was round the angle of the house, but I could hear him at the +wires. Not a minute of the time but I heard him. He was more than an +hour at the wires, as I have told thee." + +"And until he began at the wires?" + +"He was standing up by me, telling me not to be afraid." + +"All the time? You affirm this?" + +"I am affirming all that I say to thee. I am speaking as before my +Maker." + +"Don't you think it is a pretty confession for a young lady to make?" + +She burst into fresh tears. The judge turned his grave face upon +Sergeant Seeitall. But the sergeant had impudence enough for ten. + +"Pray, how many times had that pretty little midnight drama been +enacted?" he continued, whilst Anna sobbed in distress. + +"Never before," burst forth a deep voice. "Don't you see it was a pure +accident, as she tells you? How dare you treat her as you might a +shameless witness?" + +The interruption--one of powerful emotion--had come from the prisoner. +At the sound of his voice, Anna started, and looked round hurriedly to +the quarter whence it came. It was the first time she had raised her +eyes to the court since entering the witness-box. She had glanced up to +answer whoever questioned her, and that was all. + +"Well?" said Sergeant Seeitall, as if demanding what else she might have +to communicate. + +"I have no more to tell. I have told thee all I know. It was nearly one +o'clock when he went away, and I never saw him after." + +"Did the prisoner wear a cloak when he came to the field that night?" + +"No. He wore one sometimes, but he did not have it on that night. It was +very warm----" + +But, at that moment, Anna Lynn became conscious that a familiar face was +strained upon her from the midst of the crowd: familiar, and yet not +familiar; for the face was distorted from its natural look, and was +blanched, as of one in the last agony--the face of Samuel Lynn. With a +sharp cry of pain--of dread--Anna fell on the floor in a fainting fit. +What the shame of being before that public court, of answering the +searching questions of the counsel, had failed to take away--her +senses--the sight of her father, cognizant of her disgrace, had +effected. Surely it was a disgrace for a young and guileless maiden to +have to confess to such an escapade--an escapade that sounded worse to +censuring ears than it had been in reality. Anna fainted. Mr. Winthorne +stepped forward, and she was borne out. + +Another Quakeress was now put into the witness-box, and the court looked +upon a little middle-aged woman, whose face was sallow, and who showed +her defective teeth as she spoke. It was Hester Dell. She wore a brown +silk bonnet, lined with white, and a fawn-coloured shawl. She was told +that she must state what she knew, relative to the visit of Herbert Dare +that night. + +"I went to rest at my usual hour, or, maybe, a trifle later, for I had +waited for the arrival of some physic, never supposing but that the +child, Anna, had gone to her room before me, and was safe in bed. I had +been asleep some considerable time, as it seemed, when I was awakened by +what sounded like the raising of the kitchen window underneath. I sat up +in bed and listened, and was convinced that the window was being raised +slowly and cautiously, as if the raiser did not want it to be heard. I +was considerably startled, the more so as I knew I had left the window +fastened: and my thoughts turned to house-breakers. While I deliberated +what to do, seeing I was but a lone woman in the house, save for the +child Anna, and Patience who was disabled in her bed, I heard what +appeared to be the voice of the child, and it sounded in the yard. I +went to my window, but I could not see anything, it being right over the +kitchen, and I not daring to open it. But I still heard Anna's voice: +she was speaking in a low tone, and I believed I caught other tones +also--those of a man. I thought I must be asleep and dreaming: next I +thought it must be young Gar from the next door, Jane Halliburton's son. +Her other sons I knew to be not at home; the one being abroad, the other +at the University of Oxford. I deliberated, could anything be the matter +at their house, and the boy have come for help. Then I reflected that +that was most unlikely, for why should he be stealthily opening the +kitchen window, and why should Anna be whispering with him? In short, to +tell thee the truth"--raising her eyes to the judge, whom she appeared +to address, to the ignoring of everyone else--"I did not know what to +think, and I grew more disturbed. I quietly put on a few things, and +went softly down the stairs, deeming it well, for my own sake, to feel +my way, as it were, and not to run headlong into danger. I stood a +moment at the kitchen door, listening; and there I distinctly heard Anna +laugh--a little, gentle laugh. It reassured me, though I was still +puzzled; and I opened the door at once." + +Here the witness made a dead pause. + +"What did you see when you opened the door?" asked the judge. + +"I would not tell thee, but that I am bound to tell thee," she frankly +answered. "I saw the prisoner, Herbert Dare. He appeared to have been +laughing with Anna, who stood near him, and he was preparing to get out +at the window as I entered." + +"Well? what next?" inquired the counsel in an impatient tone; for Hester +had stopped again. + +"I can hardly tell what next," replied the witness. "Looking back, it +appears nothing but confusion in my mind. It seemed nothing but +confusion at the time. Anna cried out, and hid her face in fear; and the +prisoner attempted some explanation, which I would not listen to. To see +a son of Anthony Dare's in the house with the child at that midnight +hour, filled me with anger and bewilderment. I ordered him away; I +believe I pushed him through the window; I threatened to call in a +policeman. Finally he went away." + +"Saying nothing?" + +"I tell you all, I would not listen to it. I remembered scraps of what +he said afterwards. That Anna was not to blame--that I had no cause to +scold her or to acquaint Patience with what happened--that the fault, if +there was any fault, was mine, for locking the back door so quickly. I +refused to hear farther, and he departed, saying he would explain when I +was less angry. That is all I saw of him." + +"Did you mention this affair to anyone?" asked the counsel for the +prosecution. + +"No." + +"Why not?" + +"The child clung about me in tears after he was gone, giving me the +explanation that I would not hear from him, and beseeching me not to +acquaint Patience. She told me how it had happened. That upon my going +out to see after the sleeping-draught for Patience, she had taken the +opportunity to run to the field with a book, where Herbert Dare waited: +and that upon attempting to come in again she found the door locked." + +"You returned sooner than she expected?" + +"Yes. I met the doctor's boy near our house, bringing the physic, and I +took it from him and went home again directly. Not seeing Anna about, I +never thought but that she had retired to bed. I went up also, trying +the back door as I passed it, which to my surprise I found unfastened." + +"Why to your surprise?" + +"Because I had, as I believed, previously turned the key of it. Finding +it unlocked, I concluded I must have been mistaken. Afterwards, when the +explanation came, I learnt that Anna had undone it. She clung about me, +as I tell thee, sobbing and crying, saying, as he had said, that there +was no cause to be angry with her: that she could not help what had +happened; and that she had sat crying on the door-step the whole of the +time, until he had effected an entrance for her. I went to the pantry +window, and saw where the wires had been torn away, not roughly, but +neatly; and I knew it must have taken a long time to accomplish. I fell +in with the child's prayer, and did not speak of what had occurred; not +even to Patience. This is the first time it has escaped my lips." + +"So you deemed it desirable to conceal such an adventure, and give the +prisoner opportunity to renew his midnight visits?" retorted the counsel +for the prosecution. + +"What was done could not be undone," said the witness. "I was willing to +spare the scandal to the child, and not be the means of spreading it +abroad. While I was deliberating whether to tell Patience, seeing she +was in so suffering a state, news came that Herbert Dare was a prisoner. +He had been arrested the following morning, on the accusation of +murdering his brother, and I knew that he was safe for several weeks to +come. Hence I held my tongue." + +The witness had given her evidence in a clear, straightforward, +uncompromising manner, widely at variance with the distressed timidity +of Anna. Not a shade of doubt rested on the mind of any person in court +that both had spoken the exact truth. But the counsel seemed inclined to +question still. + +"Since when did you know you were coming here to give this evidence?" + +"Only when I did come. Richard Winthorne, the man of law, came to our +house in a fly this afternoon, and brought us away with him. By some +remarks he exchanged with Anna when we were in it, I found that she had +known of it this day or two. They feared to avert me, I suppose, lest, +maybe, I might refuse to attend." + +"One question more, witness. Did the prisoner wear a cloak that night?" + +"No; I did not see any." + +This closed the evidence, and the witness was allowed to withdraw. +Richard Winthorne went in search of Samuel Lynn, and found him seated on +a bench in the outer hall surrounded by gentlemen of his persuasion, +many of them of high standing in Helstonleigh. Tales of marvel, you +know, never lose anything in spreading; neither are people given to +placing a light construction on public gossip, when they can, by any +stretch of imagination, give it a dark one. In this affair, however, no +very great stretch was required. The town jumped to the charitable +conclusion that Anna Lynn must be one of the naughtiest girls under the +sun; imprudent, ungrateful, disobedient; I don't know what else. Had she +been guilty of scattering poison in Atterly's field, and so killed all +the lambs, they could not have said, or thought, worse than they did. +All joined in it, charitable and uncharitable; all sorts of evil notions +were spread, and were taken up. Herbert Dare, you may be very sure, came +in for _his_ share. + +The news had been taken to Mr. Ashley's manufactory, sent by the +astounded Patience, that Richard Winthorne had come and taken away Anna +and Hester Dell to give testimony at the trial of Herbert Dare. The +Quaker, perplexed and wondering, believed Patience must be demented; +that the message could have no foundation in truth. Nevertheless, he +bent his steps to the Guildhall, accompanied by William Halliburton, and +was witness to the evidence. He, strict and sober-minded, was not likely +to take up a more favourable construction of the general facts than the +town was taking up. It may be guessed what it was for him. + +He sat now on a bench in the outer hall, surrounded by friends, who, on +hearing the crying scandal whispered, touching a young member of their +body, had come flocking down to the Guildhall. When they spoke to him, +he did not appear to hear; he sat with his hands on his knees, and his +head sunk on his breast, never raising it. Richard Winthorne approached +him. + +"Miss Lynn and her servant will not be wanted again," said the lawyer. +"I have sent for a fly." + +The fly came. Anna was placed in it by Mr. Winthorne; Hester Dell +followed; and Samuel Lynn came forward and stumbled into it. It is the +proper word. He appeared to have no power left in his limbs. + +"Thou wilt not be harsh with her, Samuel," whispered an influential +Friend, who had a benevolent countenance. "Some of us will confer with +thee to-morrow; but, meanwhile, do not be harsh with her. Thou wilt call +to mind that she is thy child, and motherless." + +Samuel Lynn made no reply. He did not appear to hear. He sat opposite +his daughter, his eyes never lifted, and his face assuming a leaden hue. +Hester suddenly leaned from the door, and beckoned to William +Halliburton. + +"Will thee please be so obliging as go up with us in the fly?" she said +in his ear. "I do not like his look." + +William stepped in, and the fly drove away with closed blinds, to the +intense chagrin of the curious mob. Before it was out of the town, +William and Hester, with a simultaneous movement, supported the Quaker. +Anna screamed. "What is it?" she uttered, terrified at the sight of his +drawn, distorted face. + +"It is thy work," said Hester, less placidly than she would have spoken +in a calmer moment. "If thee hast saved the life of thy friend, Herbert +Dare, thee hast probably destroyed that of thy father." + +They were close to the residence of Mr. Parry, and William ordered the +fly to stop. The surgeon was at home, and took William's place in it. +Samuel Lynn had been struck down with paralysis. + +William was at the house before they were, preparing Patience. Patience +was so far restored to health herself as to be able to walk about a +little; she was very lame still. + +They carried Mr. Lynn to his room. Anna in her deep humiliation and +shame--having to give evidence, and such evidence, in the face of that +open court, had been nothing less to her--flew to her own chamber, and +flung herself, dressed as she was, on the carpet, in desperate +abandonment. William saw her there as he passed it from her father's +room. There was no one to attend to her, for they were occupied with Mr. +Lynn. It was no moment for ceremony, and William entered and attempted +to raise her. + +"Let me be, William; let me be! I only want to die." + +"Anna, child, this will not mend the past. Do not give way like this." + +But she resolutely turned from him, sobbing more wildly. "Only to die! +only to die!" + +William went for his mother, and gave her the outline of the tale, +asking her to go to the house of distress and see what could be done. +Jane, in utter astonishment, sought further explanation. She could not +understand him in the least. + +"I assure you, I understand it nearly as little," replied William. "Anna +was locked out through some mistake of Hester's, it appears, and Herbert +Dare stayed with her. That it will be the means of acquitting him, there +is no doubt; but Helstonleigh is making its comments very freely." + +Jane went in, her senses bewildered. She found Patience in a state not +to be described; she found Anna where William had left her, reiterating +the same cry, "Oh, that I were dead! that I were dead!" + +Meanwhile, the trial at the Guildhall was drawing to its close, and the +judge proceeded to sum up. Not with the frantic bursts of oratory +indulged in by those eloquent gentlemen, the counsel, but in a tone of +dispassionate reasoning. He placed the facts concisely before the jury, +not speaking in favour of the prisoner, but candidly avowing that he did +not see how they could get over the evidence of the prisoner's two +witnesses, the young Quaker lady and her maid. If that was to be +believed--and for himself he fully believed it--then the prisoner could +not have been guilty of the murder, and was clearly entitled to an +acquittal. It was six o'clock when the jury retired to deliberate. + +The judge, the bar, the spectators, sat on, or stood, with what patience +they might, in the crowded and heated court. On the fiat of those twelve +men hung the life of the prisoner: whether he was to be discharged an +innocent man, or hanged as a guilty one. Reposing in the pocket of Sir +William Leader was a certain little cap, black in colour, innocuous in +itself, but of awful significance when brought forth by the hand of the +presiding judge. Was it destined to be brought forth that night? + +The jury were coming in at last. Only an hour had they remained in +deliberation, for seven o'clock was booming out over the town. It had +seemed to the impatient spectators more than two hours. What must it +have seemed to the prisoner? They ranged themselves in their box, and +the crier proclaimed silence. + +"Have you agreed upon your verdict, gentlemen of the jury?" + +"We have." + +"How say you, gentlemen, guilty or not guilty?" + +The foreman advanced an imperceptible step and looked at the judge, +speaking deliberately: + +"My lord, we find the prisoner NOT GUILTY." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A COUCH OF PAIN. + + +"William, I have had my death-blow! I have had my death-blow!" + +The speaker was Henry Ashley. Four days had elapsed since the trial of +Herbert Dare, and William Halliburton saw him now for the first time +after that event. What with mind and body, Henry was in a grievous state +of pain: all William's compassion was called forth, as he leaned over +his couch. + +It has been hinted that Helstonleigh, in its charity, took up the very +worst view of the case that could be taken up, with regard to Anna Lynn. +Had she gone about with a blazing torch and set all the houses on fire, +their inhabitants could not have mounted themselves on higher stilts. +Somehow, _everybody_ took it up. It was like those apparently +well-authenticated political reports that arrive now and then by +telegram, driving the Stock Exchange, or the Paris Bourse, into a state +of mad credulity. No one _thought_ to doubt it; people caught up the +notion from one another as they catch a fever. If even Samuel Lynn had +looked upon it in the worst light, bringing to him paralysis, little +chance was there that others might gaze through a brighter glass. It had +half killed Henry Ashley: and the words were not, in point of fact, so +wild as they sounded. "I have had my death-blow! I have had my +death-blow!" + +"No, you have not," was William's answer. "It is a blow--I know it--but +not one that you cannot outlive." + +"Why did you not come to me? Four whole days, and you have never been +near the house!" + +"Because I feared that you would be throwing yourself into the state of +agitation that you are now doing," replied William, candidly. "Mr. +Ashley said to me on the Wednesday, 'Henry has one of his bad attacks +again.' I knew it to be more of mind than body this time, and I thought +it well that you should be left in quiet. There's no one you can talk +about it to, except me." + +"Your staying away has not served your purpose, then. My father came to +me with the details, thinking to divert me for a moment from my physical +pain; never supposing that each word was a dagger plunged into my very +being. My mother came, with this scrap of news, or the other scrap. Mary +came, wondering and eager, asking information at second-hand: mamma was +mysterious over it, and would not tell her. Mary cannot credit ill of +Anna: she has as great a trust in her still as I had. As I had! Oh, +William! she was my object in life. She was all my future--my world--my +heaven!" + +"Now you know you will suffer for this excitement," cried William, +almost as he would have said it to a wayward child. + +He might as well have talked to the wind. Henry neither heard nor heeded +him. He continued, his manner as full of agitation as his mind. + +"I am not as other men. You can go forth, all of you, into the world, to +your pleasures, your amusements. I am confined here. But what mattered +it? Did I envy you? No. While I had her to think of, I was happier than +you." + +"Had this not happened, you might have been crossed in some other way, +and so it would have come to the same thing." + +"And now it is over," reiterated Henry, paying no attention to the +remark. "It is over, and gone; and I--I wish, William, I had gone with +it." + +"I wish you would be reasonable." + +"Don't preach. You active men, with your innumerable objects and +interests in life, cannot know what it is for one like me, shut out from +the world, to _love_. I tell you, William, it was literally my life; the +core of my life; my all. I am not sure but that I have been mad ever +since." + +"I am not sure but that you are mad now," returned William, believing +that to humour him might be the worst plan he could adopt. + +"I dare say I am," was the unsatisfactory answer. "Four days, and I have +had to bury it all within me! I could not wail it out to my own pillow +at night; for they concluded it was one of my bad attacks, and old nurse +was posted in the bed in the next room with the door open. There's no +one I can rave to but you, and you must let me do it, unless you would +have me go quite mad, I hope I shan't be here long to be a trouble to +any of you." + +William did not know what to say. He believed there was nothing for it +at present but to let him "rave himself out." "But I wish," he said, +aloud, continuing the bent of his own thoughts, "that you would be a +little rational over it." + +"Stop a bit. Did you ever experience a blow such as this?" + +"No indeed." + +"Then don't hold forth to me, I say. You do not understand. It was all +the joy I had on earth." + +"You must learn to find other joys, other----" + +"The despicable villain!" broke forth Henry, the heat-drops welling to +his brow, as they had welled to Anna's when before the judge. "The +shame-faced, cowardly villain! Was she not Samuel Lynn's child, and my +sister's friend? What possessed the jury to acquit him? Did they think a +rope's-end too good for his neck?" + +"He was proved innocent of the murder. If he has any conscience----" + +"What?" fiercely interrupted Henry Ashley. "_He_ a conscience! I don't +know what you are dreaming of. Is he going to stop in Helstonleigh?" + +"I conclude so. He resumed his place quietly in his father's office the +day after the trial. He is in London now, but only temporarily." + +"Resumed his place quietly! What was the mob about, then?" + +The question was put so quaintly, in such confiding simplicity, that a +smile rose to William's face. "In awe of the police, I expect," he +answered. "The Dares, while his fate was uncertain, have been +rusticating. Cyril told me to-day, that now that the accusation was +proved to have been false, they were 'coming out' again." + +"Coming out in what? Villainy?" + +"He left the 'what' to be inferred. In grandeur, I expect. The +established innocence of Herbert----" + +"If you apply that word to the man, William Halliburton, you are as +black as he is." + +William remembered Henry's tribulation both of mind and body, and went +on without the shadow of a retort. + +"I apply it to him in relation to the crime of which he was charged. His +acquittal and release have caused the Dares to hold up their heads +again. But they have lost caste in Helstonleigh." + +"Caste!" was the scornful ejaculation of Henry Ashley. "They never had +any caste to lose. Does the master intend to retain Cyril in the +manufactory?" + +"I have heard nothing to the contrary. If he retained him whilst the +accusation was hanging over Herbert Dare's head, he will not be likely +to discard him now it is removed." + +"Removed!" shrieked Henry. "If one accusation has been removed, has not +a worse taken its place?" + +"Would it be just to visit on one brother the sins of another?" + +"A nice pair of brothers they are!" cried Henry in the sharp, petulant +manner habitual to him, when racked with pain. "How will Samuel Lynn +like the company of Cyril Dare by his side in the manufactory, when he +gets well again?" + +William shook his head. These considerations were not for him. They were +Mr. Ashley's. + +"You heard her give her evidence?" resumed Henry, breaking a pause. + +"Most of it." + +"Tell it me." + +"No, Henry; it would not do you good to hear it." + +"Tell it me, I say," persisted Henry wilfully. "I know it in substance. +I want to have it repeated over to me, word for word." + +"But----" + +Henry suddenly raised his hand and laid it on William's lips, with a +warning movement. He turned and saw Mary Ashley. + +"Take her back to the drawing-room, William," he whispered. "I can bear +no one but you about me now. Not yet, Mary," he added aloud, motioning +his sister away with his hand. "Not now." + +Mary halted in indecision. William advanced, placed her hand within his +arm, and led her, somewhat summarily, from the room. + +"I am only obeying orders, Miss Ashley," said he. "They are to see you +back to the drawing-room." + +"If Henry can bear you with him, he might bear me." + +"You know what his whims and fancies are, when he is suffering." + +"Is there not a particularly good understanding between you and Henry?" +she pointedly asked. + +"Yes; we understand each other perfectly." + +"Well, then, tell me--what is it that is the matter with him this time? +I do not like to say so to mamma, because she might call me fanciful, +but it appears to me that Henry's illness is more on the mind than on +the body." + +William made no reply. + +"And yet, I cannot imagine it possible for Henry to have picked up any +annoyance or grief," resumed Mary. "How can he have done so? He is not +like one who goes out into the world--who has to meet with cares and +cheeks. You do not speak," she added, looking at William. "Is it that +you will not tell me? or do you know nothing?" + +William lowered his voice. "I can only say that, should there be +anything of the sort you mention, the kinder course for Henry--indeed +the only course--will be, not to allow him to perceive that you suspect +it. Conceal the suspicion both from him and from others. Remember his +excessive sensitiveness. When he sees cause to hide his feelings, it +would be almost death to him to have them scrutinized." + +"I think you must be in his full confidence," observed Mary, looking at +William. + +"Pretty well so," he answered, with a passing smile. + +"Then, if he has any secret grief, will you try and soothe it to him?" + +"With all my best endeavours," earnestly spoke William. But there was +not the least apparent necessity for his taking Mary Ashley's hand +between his own, and pressing it there while he said it, any more than +there was necessity for that vivid blush of hers, as she turned into the +drawing-room. + +But you must be anxious to hear of Anna Lynn. Poor Anna! who had fallen +so terribly into the black books of the town, without really very much +deserving it. It was a most unlucky _contretemps_, having been locked +out; it was a still more unfortunate sequel, having to confess to it at +the trial. She was not a pattern of goodness, it must be confessed: had +not yet attained to that perfect model, which expects, as of a right, a +niche in the saintly calendar. She was reprehensibly vain; she delighted +in plaguing Patience; and she took to running out into the field, when +it had been far better that she had remained at home. That running out +entailed deceit and some stories: but it entailed nothing worse, and +Helstonleigh need not have been so very severe in its judgment. + +Never had there been a more forcible illustration of the old saying, +"Give a dog a bad name, and hang him," than in this instance. When +William Halliburton had told Anna that Herbert Dare was not a good man, +and did not bear a good name, he had told her the strict truth. For that +very reason a secret intimacy with him was undesirable, however innocent +it might be, however innocent it _was_, in itself: and for that very +reason did Helstonleigh look at it through clouded spectacles. Had she +been locked out all night, instead of half a one, with some one in +better odour, Helstonleigh had not set up its scornful crest. It is +quite impossible to tell you what Herbert Dare had done, to have such a +burden on his back as people seemed inclined to lay there. Perhaps they +did not know themselves. Some accused him of one thing, some of another; +ill reports never lose by carrying: the two cats on the tiles, you know, +were magnified into a hundred. No one is as black as he is +painted--there's a saying to that effect--neither, I dare say, was +Herbert Dare. At any rate--and that is what we have to do with--he was +not so in this particular instance. He was as vexed at the locking out +as any one else could have been; and he did the best (save one thing) +that he could for Anna, under the circumstances, and got her in again. +The only proper thing to have done, was to knock up Hester. He had +wished to do it, but had yielded to Anna's entreaties, that were born of +fear. + +Not a soul seemed to cast so much as a good word or a charitable thought +to him in the matter. Did he deserve none? However thoughtless or +reprehensible his conduct was, in drawing Anna into those field +excursions, when the explosion came, he met it as a gentleman. Many a +one, more renowned for the cardinal graces than was Herbert Dare, might +have spoken out at once, and cleared himself at the expense of making +known Anna's unlucky escapade. Not so he. A doubt may have been upon him +that were it betrayed Helstonleigh might cast a taint on her fair name: +and he strove to save it. He suffered the brand of a murderer to be +attached to him--he languished for many weeks in prison as a +criminal--all to save it. He all but went to the scaffold to save it. He +might have called Anna and Hester Dell forward at the inquest, at the +preliminary examination before the magistrates, and thus have cleared +himself; but he would not do so. Whilst there was a chance of his +innocence being brought to light in any other manner, he would not call +on Anna. He allowed the odium to settle upon his own head. He went to +prison, hoping that he should be cleared in some other way. There was a +generous, chivalric feeling in this, which Helstonleigh could not +understand when emanating from Herbert Dare, and they declined to give +him credit for it. They preferred to look at the affair altogether in a +different light, and to lavish hard names upon it. Every soul was alike: +there was no exception: Samuel Lynn, and all else in Helstonleigh. They +caught the epidemic, I say, one from another. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +A RAY OF LIGHT. + + +The first sharpness of the edge worn off, Anna grew cross. She did not +see why every one should be blaming her. What had so sadly prostrated +herself was the shame of having to appear before the court; to stand in +it and give her evidence. The excitement, the shame, combined with the +terrifying illness of her father, brought on, as Hester told her, +through her, had sent her into a wild state of contrition and alarm. +Little wonder that she wished herself dead! The mood passed away as the +days went on, and Anna became tolerably herself again. When Friends +called at the house to inquire after or to see her father, she ran and +hid herself in her room, fearful lest a lecture on those field +recreations might be delivered to her gratuitously. She shunned +Patience, too, as much as she could. Patience had grown cold and silent; +and Anna rather liked the change. + +She sat for the most part in her father's room, never moving from his +bedside, unless disturbed from it; never speaking; eating only when food +was placed before her. Anna was in grievous fear lest a public reprimand +should be in store for her, delivered at meeting on First Day: but she +saw no reason why every one should continue to be cross with her at +home. + +She happened to be alone with her father when he first recovered +consciousness. Some fifteen days had elapsed since the trial. But for +the fact of her being with him, a difficulty might have been experienced +to get her there. She dreaded his anger, his reproach, more than +anything. So long as he lay without his senses, knowing her not, so long +was she content to sit, watching. She was seated by the bedside in her +usual listless attitude, head and eyes cast down, when her father's +hand, not the one affected, was suddenly lifted and laid upon hers, +which rested on the counterpane. Startled, Anna turned her gaze upon +him, and she saw that his intellects were restored. With a suppressed +cry of dismay she would have flown away, but he clasped his fingers +round hers. + +"Anna!" + +She sank down on her knees, shaking as if with ague, and buried her face +in the clothes. Samuel Lynn stretched forth his hand and put it on her +head. + +"Thou art my own child, Anna; thy mother left thee to me for good and +for ill; and I will stand by thee in thy sorrow." + +She burst into a storm of hysterical tears. He let it have its course; +he drew her wet face to his and kissed it; he talked to her soothingly, +never speaking a single word of reproach; and Anna overcame her fear and +her sobs. She knelt down by the bed still, and let her cheek rest on the +counterpane. + +"It has nearly killed me," he murmured, after a while. "But I pray for +life: I will struggle hard to live, that thee mayst have one protector. +Friends and foes may cast reproach to thee, but I will not." + +"Why should _they_ cast reproach to me, father?" returned Anna, with a +little spice of resentment. "I have not harmed them." + +"No, child; thee hast not; only thyself. I will help thee to bear the +reproach. Thou art my own child." + +"But there's nothing for _them_ to reproach me with," she reiterated, +her face buried deeper in the counterpane. "It was not pleasant to stand +there; but it is over. And they need not reflect upon me for it." + +"What is over? To stand where?" he asked. + + +"At the Guildhall, on the trial." + +"It is not _that_ that people will reproach thee with, Anna. It was not +a nice thing for thee; but that, in itself, brings no reproach." + +Anna lifted her head wonderingly. "What does, then?" she uttered. + +He did not answer. He only closed his eyes, a deep groan bursting from +the very depths of his heart. It came into Anna's mind that he must be +thinking of her previous acquaintance with Herbert Dare; of her stolen +meetings in the field by twilight. + +"Oh, father, don't thee be angry with me!" she implored, the tears +streaming from her eyes. "It was no harm; it was not indeed. Thee +mightst have been present always, for all the harm there was, and I wish +thee hadst been. Why should thee think anger of it? There was no more +harm in my talking with him now and then in the field, than there was in +my talking with him in Margaret Ashley's drawing-room." + +Something in the simple words, in the tone, in the manner altogether, +caused the Quaker's heart to leap within him. Had he been making a +molehill into a mountain? Surely, yes! But what else he would have said +or done, what questions asked, cannot be known, for they were +interrupted by a visit from William Halliburton. Anna stole away. + +William was full of hearty congratulation on the visible +improvement--the, so far, restoration to health. The Quaker murmured +some half-inarticulate words, indicating something to the effect that he +might not have been ill, but for taking up a worse view of the case +than, as he believed now, it really merited. + +William leaned over him; a glad look in his eye; a glad sound in his low +voice. + +"My mother has been telling Patience so to-day. She, my mother, is +convinced now that very exaggerated blame was cast upon Anna. It was +foolish of her, of course, to fall into the habit of running to the +field; but the locking out might have happened to anyone. My mother told +me this not half an hour ago. She has seen and talked to Anna frequently +this last day or two, and has drawn her own positive deductions. My +mother is vexed with herself for having fallen into the popular +condemnation." + +"Ay!" uttered Samuel Lynn. "There _is_ condemnation abroad, then? I +thought there was." + +"People will come to their senses in good time," was William's answer. +"Never doubt it." + +The Quaker raised his feeble hand, and laid it upon William's. "The +Ashleys--have _they_ blamed her?" + +"I fear they have," was the only reply he could make, in his strict +truth. + +"Then, William, thee go to them. Go to them now, and set them right." + +He was already going, for he was engaged to the Ashleys that evening. +Between Henry Ashley, the men at East's, and his own studies, which he +would not wholly neglect, William's evenings had a tolerably busy time +of it. He had assumed Samuel Lynn's place in the manufactory by Mr. +Ashley's orders, head of all things, under the master. Cyril ground his +teeth at this; he looked upon it as a slight to himself; but Cyril had +no power to alter it. + +William found Mr. and Mrs. Ashley alone. Mary was out. He sat with them +for a few minutes, talking of Anna, and then rose to go to Henry. "How +is he this evening?" he inquired. + +"Ill and very fractious," was Mr. Ashley's reply. "William, you have +great influence over him. I wish you could persuade him to _give way_ +less. He is not ill enough, so far as we can see, to keep his room; but +we cannot get him out of it." + +Henry was in one of his depressed moods, excessively dispirited and +irritable. "Oh! so you have come!" he burst forth as William entered. "I +should be ashamed to neglect a sick fellow as you neglect me. If I were +well and strong, and you ill, you would find it different." + +"I know I am late," acknowledged William. "Samuel Lynn took up a little +of my time; and I have been sitting some minutes in the drawing-room." + +"Of course!" was the fractious answer. "Any one before me." + +"Samuel Lynn is a great deal better," continued William. "His mind is +restored." + +Henry received the news ungraciously, making no rejoinder; but his side +was twitching with pain. "How is _she_?" he asked. "Is the shame +fretting out her life?" + +"Not at all. She is very well. As to shame--as you call it--I believe +she has not taken much to herself." + +"It will kill her: you'll see. The sooner the better for her I should +say." + +William sat down on the edge of the sofa, on which the invalid was +lying. "Henry, I would set you right upon a point, if I thought it would +be expedient to do so. You do go into fits of excitement so great, that +it is dangerous to speak." + +"Tell out anything you have to tell. Tell me, if you choose, that the +house is on fire, and I must be pitched out of window to escape it. It +would make no impression upon me. My fits of excitement have passed away +with Anna Lynn." + +"My news relates to Anna." + +"What if it does? She has passed away _for me_." + +"Helstonleigh, in its usual hasty fashion of jumping to conclusions, has +jumped to a false one," continued William. "There have been no grounds +for the great blame cast to Anna; except in the minds of a charitable +public." + +"A fact?" asked Henry, after a pause. + +"There's not a shade of doubt about it." + +He received the answer with equanimity; it may be said, with apathy. And +turning on his couch, he drew the cover over him, repeating the words +previously spoken: "She has passed away for me." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +MR. DELVES ON HIS BEAM ENDS. + + +Samuel Lynn grew better, and Mr. Ashley, in his considerate kindness, +proposed that he should reside abroad for a few months in the +neighbourhood of Annonay, to watch the skin market, and pick up skins +that would be suitable for their use. Anna and Patience were to +accompany him. Anna had somewhat regained her footing in the good graces +of the gossipers. That she did so, was partly owing to the indignant +defence of her, entered upon by Herbert Dare. Herbert did behave well in +this case, and he must have his due. Upon his return from London, +whither he had gone soon after the termination of the trial, remaining +away a week or two, he found what a very charitable ovation Helstonleigh +was bestowing upon Anna Lynn. He met it with a storm of indignation; he +bade them think as badly of him as they chose; believe him a second +Burke if they liked; but to keep their mistaken tongues off Anna. What +with one thing and another, some of the scandal-mongers did begin to +think they had been too hasty, and withdrew their censure. Some (as a +matter of course) preferred to doubt still; and opinions remained +divided. + +Helstonleigh took up the gossip on another score--that of Mr. Ashley's +sending Samuel Lynn abroad, as his skin-buyer, for an indefinite period. +"A famous trade Ashley must be doing, to go to that expense!" grumbled +some of the envious manufacturers. True; he _had_ a famous trade. And if +he had not had one, he might have sent him all the same. Helstonleigh +never knew the benevolence of Thomas Ashley's heart. The journey was +fully decided upon; and Samuel Lynn had an application from a member of +his own persuasion, to rent his house, furnished, for the term of his +absence. He was glad to accept the accommodation. + +But, before Mr. Lynn and his family started, Helstonleigh was fated to +sustain another loss, in the person of Herbert Dare. Herbert contrived +to get some sort of mission entrusted to _him_ abroad, and made rather a +summary exit from Helstonleigh to enter upon it. A friend of Herbert's, +who had gone over to live in Holland, and with whom he was in frequent +correspondence, wrote and offered him a situation in a merchant's house +in Rotterdam, as "English clerk." The offer came in answer to a hint, or +perhaps more than a hint, from Herbert, that a year or two's sojourn +abroad would be acceptable to him. He would receive a good salary, if he +proved himself equal to the duties, the information stated, and might +rise in it, if he chose to remain. Herbert wrote off-hand to secure it, +and then told his father what he had done. + +"Enter a house at Rotterdam, as English clerk!" repeated Mr. Dare, +unable to credit his own ears. "_You_ a clerk!" + +"What am I to do?" asked Herbert. "Since I came out of there," pointing +in the direction of the county prison, "claims have thickened upon me. I +do owe a good deal, and that's a fact--what with my own scores, and that +for which I am liable for--for poor Anthony. People won't wait much +longer; and I have no fancy to try the debtor's side of the prison." + +They were standing in the front room of the office. Mr. Dare's business +appeared to be considerably falling off, and the office had often +leisure on its hands now. Of the two clerks kept, one had holiday, the +other was out. Somehow, what with one untoward thing and another, people +were growing shy of the Dares. Mr. Dare leaned against the corner of the +window-frame, watching the passers-by, his hands in his pockets, and a +blank look on his face. + +"You say you can't help me, sir?" Herbert continued. + +"You know I can't; sufficiently to do any good," returned Mr. Dare. "I +am too much pressed for money myself. Look at the expenses attending the +trial: and I was embarrassed enough before. I _cannot_ help you." + +"It seems to me, too, that you want me gone from here." + +"I have not said so," curtly responded Mr. Dare. + +"You told me the other day that it was my presence in the office which +scared clients from it." + +Mr. Dare could not deny the fact. He _had_ said it. What's more, he had +thought it; and did so still. "I cannot tell what else it is that is +keeping clients away," he rejoined. "We have not had a dozen in since +the trial." + +"It is a slack season of the year." + +"Maybe," shortly answered Mr. Dare. "Slack as it is, there's some +business astir, but people are going elsewhere to get it done; those, +too, who have never for years been near anyone but us. The truth is, +Herbert, you fell into bad odour with the town on the day of the trial; +and that you must know. Though acquitted of the murder, all sorts of +other things were laid to your charge. Quaker Lynn's stroke amongst the +rest." + +"Carping sinners!" ejaculated Herbert. + +"And I suppose it turned people against the office," continued Mr. +Dare. "My belief is, they won't come back again as long as you are in +it." + +"That's precisely what I meant you had hinted to me" said Herbert. +"Therefore, I thought I had better leave it. Pattison says he can get me +this berth, and I should like to try it." + +"_You_'ll not like to turn merchant's clerk," repeated Mr. Dare with +emphasis. + +"I shall like it better than being nailed for debt here," somewhat +coarsely answered Herbert. "It is not so agreeable at home now, +especially in this office, that I should cry to stay in it. You have +changed, sir, amongst the rest: many a day through, you don't give me a +civil word." + +Again Mr. Dare felt that he _had_ changed to Herbert. When he found that +he--Herbert--might have cleared himself at first from the terrible +accusation of fratricide, had he so chosen, instead of allowing the +obloquy to rest upon himself and his family for so long a period, he had +become bitterly angry. Mrs. Dare and the whole family joined in the +feeling, and Herbert suffered. + +"As to civility, Herbert, I must first get over the soreness left by +your conduct. You acted very badly in allowing the case to go on to +trial. If you had no objection to sit down quietly under the crime +yourself, you had no right to throw the disgrace and expense upon your +family." + +"If it were to come over again, I would not do so," acknowledged +Herbert. "I thought then I was acting for the best." + +"Pshaw!" was the peevish ejaculation of Mr. Dare. + +"Altogether," resumed Herbert, "I think I had better go away. After a +time, something or other may turn up to make things smoother here, and +then I can come home again; unless I find a better opening abroad. I may +do so; and I believe I shall like living there." + +"Very well," said Mr. Dare, after some minutes' silence. "It may be for +the best. At all events, it will give time for things here to blow over. +If you don't find it what you like, you can only return." + +"I shall be sure not to return, unless I can square up some of my +liabilities here," returned Herbert. "You must help me to get there, +sir." + +"What do you want?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"Fifty pounds." + +"I can't do it, Herbert," was the prompt answer. + +"I must have it if I am to go," was Herbert's firm reply. "There are two +or three trifles here which I will not leave unsettled, and I cannot go +over there with pockets absolutely empty. Fifty pounds is not so great a +sum, sir, to pay to get rid of me." + +Old Anthony Dare knit his brow in perplexity. He supposed he must +furnish the money, though he did not in the least see how it was to be +done. + +The matter settled, Herbert took his hat and went out. The first object +his eyes alighted on outside was Sergeant Delves. That worthy, pacing +through the town, had brought himself to an anchor opposite the office +of Mr. Dare, and was regarding it, lost in a brown study. The sergeant +was in a state of discomfiture, touching the affair of the late Anthony +Dare. He had lost no time in "looking after" Miss Caroline Mason, as he +had promised himself; and the sequence had been--defeat. Without any +open stir on the part of the police--without allowing Caroline herself +to know that she was doubted--the sergeant contrived to put himself in +full possession of her movements on that night. The result proved that +she must be exempt from the suspicion; or, as the sergeant expressed it, +"was out of the hole;" and that gentleman remained at fault again. + +Herbert crossed over to him. "What are you looking at, Delves?" + +"I wasn't looking at anything in particular," was the answer. "Coming in +sight of your office naturally brought my thoughts back to that +unsatisfactory business. I never was so baffled before." + +"It is very strange who it could have been," observed Herbert. "I often +think of it." + +"Never so baffled before," continued the sergeant, as if there had been +no interruption to his own words. "I could almost have been upon oath at +the time, that the murderer was in the house; hadn't left it. And +yet----" + +"You could have been upon oath that it was I," interrupted Herbert. + +"That's true. I could. But you had yourself chiefly to thank for it, Mr. +Herbert Dare, through making a mystery of your movements that night. +After you were cleared, my mind turned to that girl; and that, I found, +was no go." + +"What girl?" interrupted Herbert. + +"The one in Honey Fair: your brother Anthony's old sweetheart. It wasn't +her, though; I have proofs. Charlotte East had her at her house that +evening, and kept her till twelve o'clock, when she went home to bed in +her garret. Charlotte's going to try to make something of her again. And +now I am baffled, and I don't deny it." + +"To suspect any girl is ridiculous," observed Herbert Dare. "No girl, it +is to be hoped, would possess the courage or the strength to accomplish +such a deed as that." + +"You don't know 'em as we police do," nodded the sergeant. "I was asking +your father only a day or two ago, whether he could make sure of his +servants, that they had not been in it----" + +"Of our servants?" interrupted Herbert, in surprise. "What an idea!" + +"Well, I have gone round to my old opinion--that it _was_ some one in +the house," returned the sergeant. "But it seems the servants are all on +the square. I can't make it out." + +"Why on earth should you suppose it to be any one in the house?" +questioned Herbert, in considerable wonderment. + +"Because I do," was the answer. "We police see and note down what others +pass over. There was odds and ends of things at the time that made us +infer it; and I can't get it out of my mind." + +"It is an impossibility that it could have been a resident of the +house," dissented Herbert. "Every one in it is above suspicion." + +"Who do _you_ fancy it might have been?" asked the sergeant, abruptly, +almost as if he wished to surprise Herbert out of an incautious answer. + +But Herbert had nothing to tell him; no suspicion was on his mind to be +surprised out of. "If I could fancy it was, or might be, any particular +individual, I should come to you and say so, without asking," he +replied. "I am as much at fault as you can be. Anthony may have made +slight enemies in the town, what with his debts and his temper, and one +thing or another; but no enemies of that terrible nature--capable of +killing him. I wish I could see cause for a reasonable suspicion," he +added with emotion. "I would give my right arm"--stretching it out--"to +solve the mystery. As well for my sake as for my dead brother's." + +"Well, all I can say is, that I am down on my beam ends," concluded the +sergeant. + +Meanwhile Henry Ashley was getting little better. He had fallen into a +state of utter prostration. Mental anguish had told upon him physically, +and his bodily weakness was no doubt great: but he made no effort to +rouse himself. He would lie for hours, his eyes half-closed, noticing no +one. The medical men said they had seen nothing like it, and Mr. and +Mrs. Ashley grew alarmed. The only one to remonstrate with him--he alone +held the key to its cause--was William Halliburton. + +William's influence over him was very great: he yielded to no one, not +even to his father, as he would yield to William. Henry gave the reins +to his tongue, and said all sorts of irritating things to William, as he +did to every one else. It only masked the deep affection, the lasting +friendship, which had taken possession of his heart for William. + +"Let me be; let me be," he said to William one day, in answer to a +remonstrance that he should rouse himself. "I told you that my life had +passed out with _her_." + +"But your life has not passed out with her," argued William; "your life +is in you, just as much as it ever was. And it is your duty to make some +use of your life; not to let it run to waste--as you are doing." + +"It does not affect you," was the tart reply. + +"It does very much affect me. I am grieved to see you hug your pain, +instead of shaking it off; vexed to think that a man should so bury his +days. It is an unfortunate thing that no one is cognizant of this matter +but myself." + +"Is it though!" retorted Henry. "You are a fine Job's comforter!" + +"Yes, it is. Were it known to those about you, you would not for shame +lie here, and indulge regrets after an imprudent and silly girl." + +Henry flashed an angry glance at him from his soft dark eyes. "Take +care, my good fellow! I can stand some things; but I don't stand all." + +"An imprudent, silly girl, who does not care a rush for you," +emphatically repeated William: "whose wild and ill-judged affection is +given to another. Was ever infatuation like unto yours!" + +"Have a care, I tell you!" burst forth Henry. "By what right do you say +these things to me?" + +"I say them for your good--and I intend that you should feel them. When +a surgeon's knife probes a wound, the patient groans and winces; but it +is done to cure him." + +"You are a man of eloquence!" sarcastically rejoined Henry. "Pity but +you could flourish at the Bar, and take the anticipated shine out of +Frank!" + +"Answer me one plain question, Henry. Do you still indulge a hope +towards Anna Lynn?--to her becoming your wife?" + +With a shriek of anger, Henry caught up his slipper, and sent it flying +through the air at William's head. + +"What's that for?" equably demanded William, dodging his head out of the +way. + +"How dare you hint at such a thing? I told you there were some things I +wouldn't stand. Is it fitting that one who has figured in such an +escapade should be made the wife of an Ashley? If we were left by our +two selves upon the earth, all else gone dead and out of it, I wouldn't +marry her." + +"Precisely so. I have judged you rightly. Then, under this state of +things, what in the name of fortune is the use of your lying here and +thinking about her?" + +"I don't think about her," fractiously returned Henry. "You are always +fancying things." + +"You do think about her. I can see that you do. I should be above it," +quaintly continued William. + +"Go and pick up my slipper." + +"Will you come down to tea this evening?" + +"No, I won't. You come here and preach up this morality, or divinity, or +whatever you may please to term it, to me; but, wait and see how you'd +act, if you should ever get struck on the keen edge as I have been." + +"Come! let me help you up." + +"Don't bother. I am not going to get up. I----" + +At that moment, Mr. Ashley opened the door. His errand likewise was to +induce Henry to leave his sofa and his room, and join them below. Henry +could not be brought to comply. + +"No. I have just told William. I cannot think why he did not go back and +say so. He only stops here to worry me. There! get along, William; and +come back when you have swallowed enough tea." + +Mr. Ashley laid his hand on William's arm, as they walked together along +the corridor, and brought him to a halt. "What _is_ this illness of +Henry's? There is some secret connected with it, I am sure, and you are +cognizant of it. I must know what it is." + +Mr. Ashley's tone was a decided one; his manner firm. William made no +reply. + +"Tell me what it is, William." + +"I cannot," said William. "Certainly not without Henry's permission; and +I do not think he will give it. If it were my secret, sir, instead of +his, I would tell it at your bidding." + +"Is it of the mind or the body?" + +"The mind. I think the worst is over. Do not speak to him about it, I +pray you, sir." + +"William, is it anything that can be remedied? By money?--by any means +at command?" + +"It can never be remedied," replied William earnestly, "Were the whole +world brought to bear upon it, it could do nothing. Time and his own +good sense must effect the cure." + +"Then I may as well not ask about it if I cannot aid. You are fully in +his confidence." + +"Yes. And all that another can do, I am doing. We have a daily battle. I +want to rouse him out of his apathy." + +"Oh, that you could!" aspirated Mr. Ashley. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +A LOSS FOR POMERANIAN KNOLL. + + +Pomeranian Knoll had scarcely recovered its equanimity after the shock +of the departure of Herbert Dare for foreign parts, when it found itself +about to be shorn of another inmate. The word "shock" is used to express +the suddenness of the affair, rather than in its enlarged and more +ordinary sense. Herbert, what with one thing and another, had brought a +good deal of vexation upon the paternal home; Helstonleigh also had not +been holding him in extensive favour since the trial; and that home was +not sorry that he should absent himself from it for a time. But it +certainly did not bargain for his announcing his departure one night, +and being off the next morning. Yet such was the course he pursued: and +in that light his departure may be said to have been a shock to the +town. Mr. Dare had known of it longer; but he had not proclaimed it any +more than Herbert had: it may be that Herbert feared being stopped, if +the intended journey got wind. + +A week or two after this, Signora Varsini received a letter with a +foreign post-mark on it. The fact was nothing extraordinary in itself: +the signora did occasionally receive letters bearing foreign post-marks; +but this one threw her into a state of commotion, the like of which had +never been witnessed. Thrusting the letter into the deepest pocket of +her dress when it was delivered to her, she finished giving the music +lesson to Minny, which she was occupied upon, and then retired to her +room to peruse it. From this she emerged a short time after, with a long +face of consternation, uttering frantic ejaculations. Mrs. Dare was +quite alarmed. What was the matter with mademoiselle? + +"Ah, what misere! what desolation! what tristes nouvelles!" The letter +was from her aunt in Paris, who was thrown upon her death-bed; and she, +mademoiselle, must hasten thither without delay. If she could not start +by a train that day, she must go by the first one the next. She was +desolee to leave madame at a coup; her heart would break in bidding +adieu to the young ladies; but necessity was stern. She must make her +baggage forthwith, and would be obliged to madame for her salary. + +Mrs. Dare was taken--as the saying runs--all of a heap. She had not +cared to part with mademoiselle so soon, although the retaining her +entailed an additional expense, which they could ill afford in their +gradually increasing embarrassments and straitening means: but the chief +point that puzzled her was the paying up of the salary. Between thirty +and forty pounds were due. There appeared, however, to be no help for +it, and she applied to Mr. Dare. + +"You may as well ask me for my head as for that sum to-day," was that +gentleman's reply, thinking he was destined never to find peace on +earth. "Tell her you will send it after her, if she must go." + +Mrs. Dare shook her head. It would not be of the least use, she was +sure. Mademoiselle was not one to be put off in that way, or to depart +without her money. + +How Mr. Dare managed it he perhaps hardly knew himself; but he brought +home the money at night, and the governess was paid in full. On the +following morning there was a ceremonious leave-taking, loud and +suggestive on the part of mademoiselle. She saluted them all on both +cheeks, and promised to write every week, at least. A fly came to the +door for her and her luggage, and George Dare mounted the box to escort +her to the station. Mademoiselle politely invited him inside; but he had +just lighted a cigar, and preferred to stop where he was. + +"I say, mademoiselle," cried he, after she was seated in the railway +carriage, "if you should happen to come across Herbert, I wish you'd +tell him----" + +Mademoiselle interrupted with a burst of indignation. _She_ come across +Monsieur Herbert! What should bring her coming across _him_? Monsieur +George must be _fou_ to think it. Monsieur Herbert was not in Paris, was +he? She had understood he was in Holland. + +"Oh, well, it's all on the other side of the Channel," answered George, +whose geographical notions of the Continent were not very definite. +"Perhaps you won't see him, though, mademoiselle; so never mind." + +Mademoiselle replied by telling him to take care of himself; for the +whistle was sounding. George drew back, and watched the train off; +mademoiselle nodding her farewell to him from the window. + +And that was the last that Helstonleigh saw of Mrs. Dare's Italian +governess, the Signora Varsini. Helstonleigh might not have been any the +worse had it never seen the first of her. Mrs. Dare, after her +departure, suddenly remembered that mademoiselle had once told her she +had not a single relative in the world. Who could this aunt be, to whom +she was hastening? + +And Henry Ashley? As the weeks and the months went on, Henry began to +rouse himself from his prostration; his apathy. William Halliburton made +no secret of it to Henry that it was suspected he was suffering from +some inward grief which he was concealing, and that he had been +questioned on the point by Mr. Ashley. "You know," said William, "I +shall have no resource but to _tell_, unless you show yourself a +sensible man, and come out of this nonsense." + +It alarmed Henry; rather than have his secret feelings betrayed for the +family benefit, he could have died. In a grumbling and discontented sort +of mood, he went about again, and resumed his idle occupations (such as +they were) as usual. One evening William enticed him out for a walk, +took possession of his arm, and pounced into Robert East's, before Henry +well knew where he was. He sat down, apathetic and indifferent, after +nodding carelessly to the respectful salutation of the men. "I must give +just ten minutes to them, as I am here," observed William. "You can go +to sleep the while." + +The ten minutes lengthened into twenty, and Henry's attention was so far +roused that he came to the table in his impulsive way, and began talking +on his own account. When William was ready to go, he was not; and he +actually told the men that he would come round again. It was a great +point gained. + +Small beginnings, it has been remarked, lead to great endings. The +humble, confined way in which the class had begun at Robert East's; the +vague ideas of William upon the subject; the doubtings of East and +Crouch, were looked back upon with a smile. For the little venture had +swollen itself into a great undertaking--an undertaking that was +destined to effect a revolution throughout the whole of Honey Fair, and +might probably even extend to Helstonleigh itself. The drawback now was +want of room; numbers were being kept away by it. Henry Ashley did go +again; and finding that books of the right kind ran short, he, the day +after his second visit, wrote off an order for a whole cargo. + +Mr. Ashley was in a state of inward delight. Anything to rouse him! "You +think it will succeed, that movement, do you, Henry?" he carelessly +observed. + +"It's safe to succeed," was the answer. "William, with his palavering, +has gained the ear of the fellows. I don't believe there's William +Halliburton's equal in the whole world!" he added, with enthusiasm. +"Fancy his sacrificing his time to such a thing, and for no benefit to +himself! It will bear a rich crop of fruit too. If I have the gift--I'll +give you a long word for once--of ratiocination, this reform of +William's will be more extensive than we now foresee." + +The chief thing in these evenings was to keep alive the interest of the +men. Not to lead them to abstruse things, which they had a difficulty in +understanding, and remained strange to at best; but rather to plunge +them into familiar home topics--the philosophy, if you will, of everyday +life. There is a right and a wrong way of doing most things, and it +often happens that people, from ignorance, pursue the wrong. Of the +plain sanitary laws, relating to physical health, Honey Fair was +intensely ignorant: of the ventilation of rooms, of cleanliness, of the +most simple rules by which the body can be kept in order, they knew no +more than they did of the moon. When a man was, to use Honey Fair +phraseology, "took bad," he generally neglected the symptoms altogether, +thereby laying the foundation of worse illness: or else he went to a +doctor, and ran himself into expense. A little familiarity with ordinary +complaints and ordinary antidotes would have remedied this. An +acquaintance with sanitary laws would have prevented it. When children +were down with measles or scarlatina, the careless of the land allowed +the maladies to take their own course, and the sufferers to air +themselves in the gutters, as usual. The cautious ones smothered the +patients in a hot room, keeping up a fire as large as the stock of coals +would allow, and borrowing all the blankets from the houses on either +side, to heap upon them. No wonder the supply of little coffins was +great to Honey Fair. + +All these things would be talked of and discussed, and a little +enlightenment imparted to the men, as a guidance for the future. No one +who did not witness it can imagine the delighted satisfaction with which +these and similar practical topics were welcomed; for they bore for them +a personal interest--they concerned themselves, their families, and +their homes. + +One evening the way in which Honey Fair rather liked to spend its +Sundays was under discussion; namely, the men in smoking; the women +slatternly and dirty; the children fighting and quarrelling in the dirt +outside. + +William Halliburton was asking them in a half-earnest, half-joking +manner, what particular benefit they found in it, that it should not be +remedied? Could they impart its pleasures to him? If so---- + +His voice suddenly faltered and stopped. Standing just inside the door +of the room, a quiet spectator and listener of the proceedings, was +Thomas Ashley. The men followed William's gaze, saw who was amongst +them, and rose in respectful silence. + +Mr. Ashley came forward, signing to William to continue. But William's +eloquence had died out, leaving only a heightened colour in its place. +In the presence of Mr. Ashley, whom he so loved and respected, he had +grown timid as a child. + +"Do you know," said Mr. Ashley, addressing the men, "it gives me greater +pleasure to see you here than it would do were I to hear that you had +come into a fortune." + +They smiled and shook their heads. "Fortunes didn't come to the like o' +them." + +"Never mind," replied Mr. Ashley: "fortunes are not the best gifts in +life." + +He stayed talking with them some little time, quiet words of +encouragement, and then withdrew, wishing them good luck. William left +with him: and as they passed through Honey Fair, the women ran to their +doors to gaze after them. Mr. Ashley, slightly bent with his advancing +years, leaned upon William's arm, but his face was fresh as ever, and +his dark hair showed no signs of age. William erect, noble; his height +greater than Mr. Ashley's, his forehead broader, his deep grey eyes +strangely earnest and sincere; and a flitting smile playing on his lips. +He was listening to Mr. Ashley's satisfaction at what he had witnessed. + +"How long do you intend to sacrifice your evenings to them?" + +"It is no sacrifice, Mr. Ashley. I am glad to do it. I consider it one +of the best uses to which my evenings could be given. I intend to enlist +Henry for good in the cause, if I can do so." + +"You will be an ingenious persuader if you do," returned Mr. Ashley. "I +would give half I am worth," he abruptly added, "to see the boy take an +interest in life." + +"It will be sure to come, sir. One of these days I shall surprise him +into reading a good play to the men. Something to laugh at. It will be a +beginning." + +"He is very much better," observed Mr. Ashley. "All that listless apathy +is going." + +"Oh yes. He is all but cured." + +"What was it, William?" + +William was taken by surprise. He did not answer, and Mr. Ashley +repeated the question. + +"It is his secret, sir, not mine." + +"You must confide it to me," said Mr. Ashley, in his tone of quiet +firmness. "You know me, William. When I promise that neither it nor the +fact of its having been disclosed to me, shall ever escape me, directly +or indirectly, to any living person, you know that you may depend upon +me." + +He paused. William did not speak: he was debating with himself what he +_ought_ to do. + +"William, it is a relief that I must have. Since my suspicions, that +there was a secret, were confirmed, I cannot tell you what improbable +fancies and fears have not run riot in my brain. For prostration so +excessive to have overtaken him, one would almost think he had been +guilty of murder, or some other unaccountable crime. _You must relieve +my mind_: which, in spite of my uncontrollable fancies, I do not doubt +the truth will do. It will make no difference to any one; it will only +be an additional bond between myself and you; and you, my almost son." + +William's duty rose before him, clear and distinct. But when he spoke, +it was in a whisper. + +"He loved Anna Lynn." + +Mr. Ashley walked on without comment. William resumed. + +"Had that unhappy affair not taken place, Henry's intention was to make +her his wife, provided you could have been brought to consent to it. His +whole days used to be spent, I believe, in planning how he could best +invent a chance of obtaining it." + +"And now?" very sharply asked Mr. Ashley. + +"Now the thing is at an end for ever. Henry's good sense has come to his +aid; I suppose I may say his pride; his self-esteem. Innocent of actual +ill as Anna was in the affair, there was sufficient reflection cast upon +her to prove to Henry that his hopeful visions could never be carried +out. That was Henry's secret, sir: and I almost feared the blow would +have killed him. But he is getting over it." + +Mr. Ashley drew a deep breath. "William, I thank you. You have relieved +me from a nightmare: and you may forget having given me the confidence +if you like, for it will never be abused. What are you going to do about +space?" he continued, in a different tone. + +"About space, sir?" + +"For those proteges of yours, at East's. They seem to me to be tolerably +confined for it, there?" + +"Yes, and that is not the worst," said William. "Men are asking to join +every day, and they cannot be taken in." + +"_I_ can't think how you manage to get so many--and to keep them." + +"I suppose the chief secret is, that their interest enters into it. We +contrive to keep that up. Most of them would not go back to the Horned +Ram for the world." + +"Well, where shall you stow them?" + +"It is more than I can say, sir. We must manage it somehow." + +"Henry told me you were ambitious enough to aspire to the Mormon +failure." + +"I was foolish enough to do so," replied William, with a laugh. "Seeing +it was very much in the condition of the famed picture taken of the good +Dr. Primrose and his family--useless--I went and offered a rent for +it--only a trifling sum, it is true; but if our fires only kept it from +damp, one would think the builder might have been glad to let it, thrown +as it is upon his hands. I told him so." + +"What did he say?" + +"He stood out for thirty pounds. But that's more than I--than we can +afford." + +"And who was going to find the money? You?" + +William hesitated; but did not see any way out of the dilemma. + +"Well, sir, you know it is a sad pity for the good work to be stopped, +through so insignificant a trifle as want of room." + +"I think it is," replied Mr. Ashley. "You can hire it to-morrow, and +move your forms and tables and books into it as soon as you like. I will +find the rent." + +The words took William by surprise. "Oh, Mr. Ashley, do you really mean +it?" + +"Really mean it? It is little enough, compared with what you are doing. +A few years, William, and your name may be great in Helstonleigh. You +are working on for it." + +William walked with Mr. Ashley as far as his house, and then turned back +to his own. He found sorrow there. Not having been home since +dinner-time, for he had taken tea at Mr. Ashley's, he was unconscious of +some tidings which had been brought by the afternoon's post. Jane sat +and grieved while she told him. Her brother Robert was dead. Very rarely +indeed did she hear from the New World; Margaret appeared to be too full +of cares and domestic bustle to write often. She might not have written +now, but to tell of the death of Robert. + +"I have lost myself sometimes in a vision of seeing Robert home again," +said Jane, with a sigh. "And now he is gone!" + +"He was not married, was he?" asked William. + +"No. I fear he never got on very well. Never to be at his ease." + +Gar came in noisily, and interrupted them. The death of an uncle whom he +had never seen, and who had lived thousands of miles away, did not +appear to Gar to be a matter calling for any especial amount of grief. +Gar was in high spirits on his own account; for Gar was going to +Cambridge. Not in all the pomp and pride of an unlimited purse, however, +but as a humble sizar. + +Gar, not seeing his way very clearly, had been wise enough to pluck up +courage and apply for counsel to the head master of the college school. +He had told him that he meant to go to college, and how he meant to go, +and he asked Mr. Keating if he could help him to a situation, where he +might be useful between terms. "A school where I might become a junior +assistant," suggested Gar. "Or any family who would take me to read with +their sons? If I only earned my food, it would be so much the less +weight upon my mother," added he, in the candid spirit peculiar to the +family. + +"Have you forgotten that you ought to work, yourself, out of terms, +nearly as hard as in them?" asked Mr. Keating. + +"Oh, no, sir, I have not forgotten it. I will take care to accomplish my +own work as well. That should not suffer." + +Mr. Keating looked at the cheerful, hopeful face, a sure index of the +brave hopeful spirit. He had taken unusual interest in the two +Halliburtons, so clever and persevering. It had been impossible for him +not to do so; for, if Mr. Keating had a weakness, it was for a good +classical scholar. + +"I'll see about it, Gar," said he. "But you are rather young to read +with students. And I do not suppose any school would be willing to +engage you on account of the interruption that keeping your terms would +cause. If nothing better turns up, you can remain in the college +school-room here, and undertake one of the junior desks. I should give +you nothing for it," added the master, "except your meals. Those you +would be welcome to take at my house with my private pupils, sleeping at +your own home. And I think that, for you, it would be a better +arrangement than any other, for it would leave you plenty of time for +your own studies, and I could still superintend them." + +Gar thought the arrangement would be first-rate. It would be the very +thing. "Not that I ever thought of it," he ingenuously said. "I did not +know the college school admitted assistants." + +"Neither does it," replied the master. "You would be ostensibly my +private pupil. And if I choose to set a private pupil to keep the desks +to their work, that is my affair." + +Gar could only reiterate his thanks. + +"I am pleased to give you this little encouragement," remarked Mr. +Keating. "When I see boys hopefully plodding on in the teeth of +difficulties, of brave heart, of sterling conduct, they deserve all the +encouragement that can be given to them. If you and your brothers only +go on as you have hitherto gone on, you will stand in after-years as +bright examples of what industry and perseverance can achieve." + +So that, altogether, Gar was in spirits, and did not by any means put on +superfluous mourning for a gentleman who had died in the backwoods of +Canada, although he was his mother's brother. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +AN OFFER OF MARRIAGE. + + +"Mary," said Mr. Ashley, "I have received an offer of marriage for you." + +A somewhat abrupt announcement to make to a young lady, and Mr. Ashley +spoke in the gravest tone. They were seated round the breakfast table, +Mary by her mother's side, who was pouring out the coffee. Mary looked +surprised, rather amused; but that was the only emotion discernible in +her countenance. + +"It is fine to be you, Miss Mary!" struck in Henry, before anyone could +speak. "Pray, sir, who is the venturer?" + +"He assures me that his happiness is bound up in his offer being +accepted," resumed Mr. Ashley. "I fancy he felt inclined to assure me +that Mary's was also. Of course, all I can do, is, to lay the proposal +before her." + +"What _is_ it that you are talking about, Thomas?" interposed Mrs. +Ashley, unable until then to say a word, and speaking with some +irritability. "I do not consider Mary old enough to be married. How can +you think of saying such things to her?" + +"Neither do I, mamma," said Mary, with a laugh. "I like my home too well +to leave it." + +"And while you are talking sentiment, my curiosity is on the rack," +cried Henry. "I have inquired the name of the bridegroom, and I should +like to be answered." + +"The would-be bridegroom," put in Mary. + +"Mary, I am ashamed of you!" went on Henry. "I blush for your manners. +Nice credit she does to your bringing up, mamma! When young ladies of +condition receive a celestial offer, they behave with due propriety, +hang their heads with a blush, and subdue their voice to a whisper. And +here's Mary--look at her!--talking quite loudly and making merry over +it. Once more, sir, who is the adventurous gentleman? Is it good old +General Wells, our gouty neighbour opposite, who is lifted in and out of +his chariot for his daily airing? I have told Mary repeatedly that she +was setting her cap at him." + +"It is not so advantageous a proposal in a financial point of view," +observed Mr. Ashley, maintaining his impassibility. "It proceeds from +one of my dependents at the manufactory." + +Mary had the sugar-basin in her hand at the moment, and a sudden tremor +seemed to seize her. She set it down; but so clumsily, that half the +lumps fell out. Her face had turned to a glowing crimson. Mr. Ashley +noticed it. + +Mrs. Ashley only noticed the sugar. "Mary, how came you to do that? Very +careless, my dear." + +Mary began meekly to pick up the sugar, the flush giving way to pallor. +She lifted her handkerchief to her face and held it there, as if she had +a cold. + +"The honour comes from Cyril Dare," said Mr. Ashley. + +"Cyril Dare!" + +"Cyril Dare!" + +In different tones of scorn, but each expressing it most fully, the +repetition broke from Mrs. Ashley and Henry. Mary, on the contrary, +recovered her equanimity and her countenance. She laughed out, as if she +were glad. + +"What did you say to him, papa?" + +"I gave him my opinion only. That I thought he had mistaken my daughter, +if he entertained hopes that she would listen to his suit. The question +rests with you, Mary." + +"Oh papa, what nonsense! rests with me! Why you know I would never have +Cyril Dare." + +A smile crossed Mr. Ashley's face. He probably _had_ known it. + +"Cyril Dare!" repeated Mary, as if unable to overcome her astonishment. +"He must have turned silly. I would not have Cyril Dare if he were worth +his weight in gold." + +"And he must be worth a great deal more than his weight in gold, Mary, +before I would consent to your having him," quietly rejoined Mr. Ashley. + +"Have _him_!" echoed Henry. "If I feared there was a danger of the +daughter of all the Ashleys so degrading herself, I should bribe cook to +make an arsenic cake, cut the young lady a portion myself, and stand by +while she ate it." + +"Don't talk foolishly, Henry," rebuked Mrs. Ashley. + +"Mamma, I must say I do not think it would be half so foolish as Cyril +Dare was," cried Mary, with spirit. + +Mrs. Ashley, relieved from any temporary fear of losing Mary, was +comfortably going on with her breakfast. "Did Cyril say how he meant to +provide for Mary, if he obtained her?" asked she, with an amused look. + +"He did not touch upon ways and means. I conclude that he intended I +should have the honour of keeping them both." + +Henry Ashley leaned back in his chair, and laughed. "If this is not the +richest joke I have heard for a long while! Cyril Dare! the kinsman of +Herbert the beautiful! Confound his im-pu-dence!" + +"Then you decline the honour of the alliance, Mary?" said Mr. Ashley. +"What am I to tell him?" + +"What you please, papa. Tell him, if you like, that I would rather marry +a chimney-sweep. I _would_, if it came to a choice between the two. How +very senseless of Cyril to think of such a thing!" + +"How very shrewd, I think, Mary--if he could only have got you," was the +reply of Mr. Ashley. + +"If!" saucily put in Mary. + +Henry bent over the table to his sister. "I tell you what, Mary. You go +this morning and offer yourself to our gouty friend, the general. He +will jump at it, and we'll have the banns put up. We cannot, you know, +be subjected to such shocks as these, on your account; it is +unreasonable to expect it. I assure you it will be the most effectual +plan to set Cyril Dare, and those of his tribe, at rest. No, thank you, +ma'am," turning to Mrs. Ashley--"no more coffee. This has been enough +breakfast for me." + +"Who is this?" asked Mr. Ashley, as footsteps were heard on the +gravel-walk. + +Mrs. Ashley lifted her eyes. "It is William Halliburton." + +"William Halliburton!" echoed Henry. "Ah! if you could have put his +heart and intellect into Cyril's form, now, it might have done." + +He spoke with that freedom of speech which characterized him, and in +which, from his infirmity, he had not been checked. No one made any +remark in answer, and William entered. He had come to ask some business +question of Mr. Ashley. + +"I will walk down with you," said Mr. Ashley, "and see to it. Take a +seat, William." + +"It is getting late, sir." + +"Well, I suppose you can afford to be late for once," replied Mr. +Ashley. And William smiled as he sat down. + +"We have had a letter from Cambridge, this morning. From Gar." + +"And how does Mr. Gar get on?" asked Henry. + +"First rate. He takes a leaf out of Frank's book; determined to see no +difficulties in his way. Frank's letters are always cheering. I really +believe he cares no more for being a servitor than he would for wearing +a hat at Christchurch. All his wish is to get on: he looks to the +future." + +"But he does his duty in the present," quietly remarked Mr. Ashley. + +William smiled. "It is the only way to insure the future, sir. Frank and +Gar have been learning that all their lives." + +Mr. Ashley, telling William not to get the fidgets, for he was not ready +yet, withdrew to the next room with his wife. They had some weighty +domestic matter to settle, touching a dinner party. Henry linked his arm +within William's and drew him to the window, throwing it open to the +early spring sunshine. Mary remained at the breakfast table. + +"What do you think Cyril Dare, the presuming, has had the conscience to +ask?" began he. + +"I know," replied William. "I heard him say he should ask it yesterday." + +"The deuce you did?" uttered Henry. "And you did not knock him down?" + +"Knock him down! Was it any business of mine?" + +"You might have done it as my friend, I think. A slight correction of +his impudence." + +"I do not see that it is your business either," returned William. "It is +Mr. Ashley's." + +"Oh, indeed! Perhaps you would like it carried out?" + +"I have no right to say it shall not be." + +"Thank you!" chafed Henry. "Mary," he called out to his sister, "here's +Halliburton recommending that that business we know of shall be carried +out." + +William only laughed. He was accustomed to Henry's exaggerations. "It is +what Cyril has been expecting for years," said he. + +Henry gazed at him. "What is? What are you talking of?" + +"Being taken into partnership by Mr. Ashley." + +"Is it _that_ you are blundering over? Does he expect it?" continued +Henry, after a pause. + +"Cyril said, yesterday, the firm would soon be Ashley and Dare." + +"Did he indeed! He had better not count upon it so as to disturb his +digestion. That's presumption enough, goodness knows; but it is a mere +flea-bite compared with the other. He has asked for Mary. It is true as +that we are standing here." + +William turned his questioning gaze on Henry. He did not understand. +"Asked for her for what? What to do?" + +"To be his wife." + +"Oh!" The strange sound was not a burst of indignation, or a groan of +pain: it was a mixture of both. William thrust his head out of the +window. + +"He actually asked the master for her yesterday!" went on Henry. "He +said his heart, or liver, or some such part of him was bound up in her: +as she was bound up in him. Fancy the honour of her becoming Mrs. +Cyril!" + +William did not turn his head: not a glimpse of his face could be +caught. "Will she have him?" he asked, at length. + +The question exasperated Henry. "Yes, she will. There! Go and +congratulate her. You are a fool, William." + +The sound of his angry voice, not his words, reached Mary's ears. She +came forward. "What is the matter, Henry?" + +"So he is a fool," was Henry's answer. "He wants to know if you are +going to marry Cyril Dare. I tell him yes. No one but an idiot would +have asked it." + +William turned, his face full of an emotion that Henry had never seen +there: a streak of scarlet on his cheeks, his earnest eyes strangely +troubled. And Mary?--her face seemed to have borrowed the same flush, as +she stood there, her head and eyelashes bent. + +Henry Ashley gazed, first at one, next at the other, and then turned and +leaned from the window himself. In contrition for having spoken so +openly of his sister's affairs? Not at all. Whistling the bars of a +renowned comic song of the day called "The Steam Arm." + +Mr. Ashley put in his head. "I am ready, William." + +William touched Mary's hand in silence by way of adieu, and halted as he +passed Henry. "Shall you come round to the men to-night?" + +"No, I shan't," retorted Henry. "I am upset for the day." + +He was halfway down the path when he heard himself called by Henry, +still leaning from the window. He went back to him. + +"She said she'd rather have a chimney-sweep than Cyril Dare. Don't go +and make a muff of yourself again." + +William turned away without any answer. Mr. Ashley, who had waited, put +his arm within his, and they proceeded to the manufactory. + +"Have you heard this rumour, respecting Herbert Dare, that has been +wafted over from Germany within the last day or two?" inquired Mr. +Ashley, as they walked along. + +"Yes, sir," replied William. + +"I wonder if it is true?" + +William did not answer. William's private opinion was, that it was true. +It had been tolerably well authenticated. A rumour that need not be very +specifically enlarged upon here. Helstonleigh never came to the bottom +of it: never knew for certain how much of it was true, and how much +false, and we cannot expect to be better favoured than Helstonleigh, in +the point of enlightenment. It was not a pleasant rumour, and the late +governess's name was unaccountably mixed up in it. For one thing, it +said that Herbert Dare, finding commercial pursuits not congenial to his +taste, had given them up, and was roaming about Germany. Mademoiselle +also. It was a report that did not do credit to Herbert, or tend to +reflect respectability on his family; yet Mr. Ashley fully believed that +to that report he owed the application of Cyril with regard to Mary, +strange as it may appear at a first glance, to say it. The application +had astonished Mr. Ashley beyond expression. He could only come to the +conclusion that Cyril must have entertained the hope for some time, but +had been induced to disclose it prematurely. So prematurely--even +allowing that other circumstances favoured it--that Mr. Ashley was +tempted to laugh. A man without means, without a home, without any +definite prospects, merely a workman, as might be said, in his +manufactory, upon a very small salary; it was ridiculous in the extreme +for _him_ to offer marriage to Miss Ashley. Mr. Ashley, of upright +conduct in the sight of day, was not one to wink at folly; any escapade +such as that, now flying about Helstonleigh as attributed to Herbert, +would not be an additional recommendation in Cyril's favour. Had he +hastened to speak _before_ it should reach Mr. Ashley's ears? Mr. Ashley +thought so. An hour after Cyril had spoken, he heard the scandal; and it +flashed over his mind that to that he was indebted for the premature +honour. Cyril would have liked to secure his consent before anything +unpleasant transpired. + +As Mr. Ashley came in view of the manufactory, Cyril Dare observed him. +Cyril was lounging in an indolent manner at the entrance doors, +exchanging greetings with the various passers-by. He ought to have been +inside at his business; but oughts went for little with Cyril. Since +Samuel Lynn's departure, Cyril had been living in clover; enjoying as +much idleness as he liked. William assumed no authority over him, though +full authority had been given to William over the manufactory in +general; and Cyril, except when he just happened to be under Mr. +Ashley's eye, passed his time agreeably. Cyril stared as he caught sight +of the master, and then went in, his spirits going down a little. To see +the master thus walking confidentially with William, seemed to argue +unfavourably for his suit; though why it should seem so, Cyril did not +know. Cyril's staring was occasioned by that fact. He had never been +promoted to the honour of thus walking familiarly with Mr. Ashley. In +fact, for the master, a reserved and proud man with all his good +qualities, to link his arm within a dependant's, astonished Cyril +considerably. + +When they entered, Cyril was at work in his apron, standing at the +counter in the master's room, steady and assiduous, as though he had +been there for the last half-hour. The master came in, but William +remained in Mr. Lynn's room. + +"Good morning, sir," said Cyril. + +"Good morning," replied the master. + +He sat down to his desk, and opened a letter that was lying on it. +Presently he looked up. + +"Cyril!" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Step here." + +Cyril approached the desk, feeling what a lady might call nervous. The +decisive moment had come: should he be provided for, for life; enjoy a +good position and the means of living as a gentleman? Or would his +unlucky star prevail, and consign him to--he did not quite foresee to +what? + +"I have spoken to Miss Ashley. She was excessively surprised at your +application, and begs to decline it in the most unequivocal manner. +Allow me to add a recommendation from myself, that you bury in oblivion +the fact of your having made it." + +Cyril hesitated for a moment, and looked foolish. "Why?" he asked. + +"_Why?_" repeated Mr. Ashley. "I think you could answer that query for +yourself, and save me the trouble. I do not wish to go too closely into +facts and causes, past and present, unless you desire it. One thing you +must be aware of, Cyril, that such a proposition from you to my daughter +was utterly out of place. I should have rejected it point-blank +yesterday; in fact, in the surprise of the moment, I almost spoke out +more plainly than you would have liked, but that I thought it as well +for you to have Miss Ashley's opinion as well as my own." + +"Why am I rejected, sir?" continued Cyril. + +Mr. Ashley waved his hand with dignity. "Return to your employment, +Cyril. It is quite sufficient for you to know that you are rejected, +without my going into motives and reasons. They might not, I say, be +palatable to you." + +Cyril did not venture to press it further. He returned to the counter, +and stood there, ostensibly going on with his work, and boiling over +with rage. The master sat some little time longer and then left the +room. Soon after, William came in. His eye caught Cyril's employment. + +"Cyril," cried he, hastily advancing to him, "you must not make up those +gloves. I told you yesterday not to touch them." + +A dangerous speech. Cyril was not unlike touchwood at that moment, +liable to go off at the slightest contact. "You told me!" he burst +forth. "Do you think I am going to do what you choose to tell me? Try it +on for the future, that's all. _You_ tell _me_!" + +"They are the very best gloves, and must be sorted with nicety," +returned William. "Don't you know that the sorting of the last parcel +was found fault with in London? It vexed the master; and he desired me +to do all the sorting myself, until Mr. Lynn should be at home." + +"I choose to sort," returned Cyril. + +"But you must not sort in the face of the master's orders; or, if you +do, I must go over them again." + +"That's right; praise up yourself!" foamed Cyril. "Of course you are an +efficient sorter, and I am a bad one." + +"You might be as good a sorter as any one, if you chose to give it +proper time and attention. What a temper you are in this morning! What's +the matter?" + +"The matter is, that I have submitted to your rule long enough, but I'll +do it no longer," was the reply of Cyril, whose anger was gathering +strength, and whose ill feeling towards William, deep down in his heart +from long ago, had had envy added to it of late. + +William made no reply. He carefully swept the dozens that Cyril had made +up, farther down the counter, that they might be in a stronger light. + +"What's that for?" cried Cyril. "How dare you meddle with my work? They +are done as well as you can do them, any day." + +"Now, where's the use of flying into this passion, Cyril? What's it for? +Do you suppose I go over your work again for pleasure, or to find fault +with it? I do it because the master has ordered me to make up every +dozen that goes out; and if you do it first of all, it is sheer waste of +time. See here," added William, holding two or three pairs towards him, +"_these_ will not do for firsts." + +Angry Cyril! He was quite beside himself with anger. It was not this +trifling matter in the daily business that would have excited him; but +Mr. Ashley's rejection, his words altogether, had turned Cyril's blood +into gall; and this was made the outlet. He dashed the gloves out of +William's hand to the farthest corner of the room, and struck him a +powerful blow on the chest. It caused William to stagger: he was +unprepared for it; but whether he would have returned it must remain +uncertain. Before there was time or opportunity, Cyril found himself +whirled backwards by a hand as powerful as his own; and a voice of stern +authority was demanding the meaning of the scene. + +The hand, the voice, were those of the master. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE EXPLOSION. + + +"What is the meaning of this, Cyril Dare?" + +Had Cyril supposed that the master was so close at hand, he had subdued +his passion to something short of striking a blow. He stood against the +counter, his brow lowering, his eye furious; William looked angry too. +Mr. Ashley, calm and dignified, waited for an answer. + +None came. Cyril was too excited to speak. + +"Will you explain it?" said the master, turning to William. "Fighting in +my counting-house!" + +"I cannot, sir," replied William, recovering his equanimity. "I do not +understand it. I did nothing to provoke him, that I am aware of. It is +true I said I must go over the gloves again that he had made up." + +"What are those gloves flung there?" + +"I was showing them to him--that they were not fit for firsts." + +"They are fit for firsts!" retorted Cyril, breaking his silence. "I know +I did put a pair in that was not up to the mark." + +The master went and picked up the gloves himself. Taking them to the +light, he turned them about in his hands. + +"I should put two of these pairs as seconds, and one as thirds," +remarked he. "You must have been asleep when you put this one among the +firsts," he continued, indicating the latter pair, and speaking to Cyril +Dare. "It has a flaw in it." + +"Of course you will uphold Halliburton, sir, whatever he may say. That +has been the case for a long time past." + +He spoke in an insolent tone; such as none within the walls of that +manufactory had ever dared to use to the master. The master turned upon +him, speaking quietly and significantly. + + +"You forget yourself, Cyril Dare." + +"All he does is right, and all I do is wrong," persisted Cyril. "You +treat him, sir, just as though you considered him the gentleman, instead +of me." + +A half-smile, which had too much mockery in it to please Cyril, crossed +the lips of Mr. Ashley. "What's that you say about being a gentleman, +Cyril? Repeat it, will you? I should like to hear it again." + +Mockery and double mockery! Cyril's suggestive ears detected it in the +tone, if no other ears could do so. It did not improve his temper. "The +thing is this, sir: I won't submit to this state of affairs any longer. +I was not placed here to be ruled over by him; and if things can't be +put upon a better footing, one of us must leave." + +"Then, as it has come to this explosion, I say the same," struck in +William. "It is high time that things were put upon a better footing. +Cyril, you have forced me to speak, and you must take the consequences. +Sir," turning to the master, "my authority over the men is ridiculed in +their hearing. It ought not to be so." + +"By whom?" demanded the master. + +"You can ask that question of Cyril, sir." + +The master did ask it of Cyril. "Have you done this?" + +"Possibly I have," innocently returned Cyril. + +"You know you have," rejoined William. + +"Only yesterday, when I was giving directions to the stainers, he +derided all I said, and one of them inquired whether I had received +orders for what I was telling them. If the authority vested in me is to +be undermined, the men will soon set it at naught." + +Mr. Ashley looked provoked; more so than William ever remembered to have +seen him. He paused a moment, his lips quivering angrily, and then flung +open the counting-house door. + +"Dick!" + +Dick, a young tinker of ten, black in clothes and in skin, came flying +at the summons and its unusually stern tone. "Please, sir?" + +"Ring the large bell." + +Dick stared with all his eyes at hearing the words. To ring the large +bell between ten and eleven o'clock in the morning was a marvel that had +never happened in Dick's experience. But the master's orders were to be +obeyed, not questioned; and Dick, rang out a prolonged peal. The master +looked into the serving-room. + +"James Meeking, I have ordered the bell rung for the men. Pass the word +for them to come into my room; and do you and East come with them." + +The men appeared, flocking from all parts of the premises, their +astonishment certainly not inferior to Dick's. What could be the meaning +of the wholesale summoning to the presence of the master? They stood +there crowding, a sea of curious faces. Dick, consigned to the +background, climbed up the door-post, and held on by it in a mysterious +manner. + +Mr. Ashley drew William to his side, and laid his hand upon him. + +"It has been told to me that the authority vested in Mr. Halliburton has +not been implicitly obeyed by every one in the manufactory. I have +called you before me to give you my instructions personally upon the +point, that there may be no misunderstanding in the future. Whatever +directions he may see well to give, you will receive them from him, as +you would from myself. I invest him with full and complete power. And in +all my absences from the manufactory, whether they may be of an hour's, +a day's, or any longer duration, Mr. Halliburton is its master." + +They touched their hair, turned and went out as far as the serving-room, +collecting there to talk. In a short time, one of them was seen coming +back again; a grey-haired man, a sorter of leather. He addressed himself +to Mr. Ashley. + +"We have not disputed his orders, please, sir, that we can call to mind; +and if we have done it unintentional, we'd ask pardon for it, for it's +what we never thought to do. Next to yourself, sir, we couldn't wish for +a better master than young Mr. Halliburton. We think as much of him, +sir, as we should if he was your own son." + +"All right, my men," cheerfully responded Thomas Ashley. + +But was not Cyril put in the background by this? As badly as Dick had +been; and Cyril had no door-post to climb, and so obtain vantage ground. +He had stood with his back to the crowd and his face to the counter. +When the men were out of hearing, he turned and walked up to the +master. + +"It is the place I thought to fill," said he. "It is the place that was +promised me." + +"Not promised," replied Mr. Ashley. "Not thought to be promised. A very +long time ago, you may have been spoken of conditionally, as likely to +fill it. Conditionally, I say." + +"Conditionally on what, sir?" + +"On your fitness for it. By conduct and by capability." + +"What is the matter with my conduct, sir?" returned Cyril, his tone a +sharp one. + +"It is bad," curtly replied Mr. Ashley. "Deceitful in public; bad in +private. I have told you once before this morning, that I do not care to +go into details; you must know that there is no necessity for my doing +so." + +Cyril paused. "I have been led to expect, sir, that you would take me +into partnership." + +"Not by me," said the master. + +"My father and mother had given me the hope ever since I came here." + +"I cannot help that. They had no authority for it from me." + +"They have always said I should be made your partner and son-in-law," +persisted Cyril. + +"They have! It is very obliging of them, I am sure, to settle my affairs +for me, even to the disposal of my daughter! Pray what nice little +destiny may they have carved out for Mrs. Ashley or for my son?" + +Cyril chafed at the words. He would have liked, just then, to strike Mr. +Ashley, as he had struck William. "Would I ever have demeaned myself to +enter a glove manufactory, disgracing my family, had I known I was to be +only a workman in it?" he cried. "No, sir, that I never would. I am +rightly served, for putting myself out of my position as a gentleman." + +Mr. Ashley, but for the pity he felt, could have laughed outright. He +really did feel pity for Cyril. He believed that the unhappy way in +which the young Dares were turning out might be laid to the fault of +their rearing, and this had rendered him considerate to Cyril. _How_ +considerate he had for a long while been, he himself alone knew: Cyril +perhaps suspected. + +"It is a shame!" cried Cyril. "To be dealt with in this way is nothing +less than a fraud upon me. I was led to expect that I should be made +your partner." + +"Wait a bit, Cyril. I am willing to put you right upon the point. The +proposal, that you should be placed here, emanated in the first instance +from your father. He came to me one day, here, in this very room, +saying that he concluded I should not put Henry to business, and thought +it would be a fine opening for his son Cyril. He hinted that I should +want some one to succeed me; and that you might come to it with that +view. But I most distinctly disclaimed endorsing that hint in the +remotest degree. I would not subscribe to it so much as by a vague +'Perhaps it may be so.' All that I conceded upon the point was this. I +told Mr. Dare that when the time came for me to be looking out for some +one to succeed me--if it ever did come--and I found his son--you--had +served me faithfully, was upright in conduct and in heart--one, in +short, whom I could thoroughly confide in--why, then he should have the +preference over any other. So much I did say, Cyril, but no more." + + +"And why won't you give me the preference, sir?" + +Mr. Ashley looked at him, apparently in surprise that he could ask the +question. He bent his head forward, and spoke in a low tone, but one +full of meaning. + +"Upright in conduct and in heart, I said, Cyril. It was an absolute +condition." + +Cyril's gaze fell before Mr. Ashley's. His conscience may have pricked +him, and he had the grace to look ashamed of himself. There ensued a +pause. + +Presently Cyril looked up. "Then I am to understand, sir, that all hope +of being your partner and successor is over?" + +"It is. It has been over this many a year, Cyril. I should do wrong to +deal otherwise than perfectly plainly with you. Were you to reform +anything there may have been amiss in your conduct, to become a model of +excellence in the sight of Helstonleigh, I could never admit your name +to be associated with mine. The very notion is offensive to me." + +Cyril--it was a great wonder--restrained his passion. "Perhaps I had +better leave, then?" he said. + +"You are welcome to stay until you can find a situation more agreeable +to you," replied Mr. Ashley. "Provided you undertake to behave +yourself." + +"Stay! and for nothing in the end!" echoed Cyril. "No, that I never +will! If I must remain a dependant, I'll try it on at something else. I +am sick of this." + +He untied his apron, dashed it on to the floor, and went out without +another word. So furiously did he stamp through the serving-room, that +James Meeking turned round to look at him, and Dick, taking a recreative +balance at that moment on the edge of an upright coal-scuttle, thought +he must be running for the fire-engines. Dick's speculations were +disturbed by the sound of the master's voice, calling to him. + +He hastened to the counting-house, and was ordered to "take that apron +away." Dick picked it up and withdrew with it, folding it carefully +against Mr. Cyril should come in. Dick little thought the manufactory +had seen the last of him. + +Mr. Ashley was indulging in a quiet laugh. "Demeaning himself by +entering my manufactory! Disgracing his family--the high blood of the +Dares! Poor Cyril! William, do you look at it in the same light?" + +William had remained in the room, taking no part whatever in the final +contest. He had stood with his back to them, following his occupation. +He turned round now. + +"Sir, you know I do not." + +"You once told me it presented no field for getting on. What was the +word you used?--was it ambition? Truly, there's not much ambition +attached to it. Nevertheless, I am satisfied with my career, William, +although I am only the glove manufacturer, Thomas Ashley." + +_He_ satisfied! How many a one would be proud to be in the position of +Thomas Ashley! William did not say so. He began to speak of Cyril Dare. + +"Do you think he will come back again, sir?" + +"I do not think he will. Should he do so, the doors are closed to him. +He has left of his own accord, and I shall not allow him to return." + +"I am very sorry," remarked William. "It has been partly my fault." + +"Do not make yourself uneasy. I have _tolerated_ Cyril Dare here; have +allowed him to remain on sufferance: and that is the best that can be +said of it." + +"He may feel it as a blow." + +"As a jubilee, you mean. It will be nothing less to him. He has hated +the manufactory with all his heart from the moment he first entered it, +and is now, if we could see him, kicking up his heels with delight at +the emancipation. Cyril Dare my partner!" + +William continued his work, saying nothing. Mr. Ashley resumed: + +"I must be casting my thoughts around for a fitting substitute to +succeed to the post of ambition Cyril coveted. Can you direct me to any +quarter, William?" + +Mr. Ashley was now standing at William's side, looking at him as he went +over the gloves left by Cyril. He saw the red flush mount to his face. +Mr. Ashley laid his hand on William's shoulder, and spoke in low tones, +full of emotion. + +"It may come, my boy; my almost son! And when Thomas Ashley's head shall +be low in the grave, the leading manufacturer of this city may be +William Halliburton." + +A loud rapping at the door with a thick stick interrupted the master's +words. He turned to behold Mr. Dare. It appeared that Cyril had by +chance met his father in the street almost immediately after going out; +he had volunteered to him a most exaggerated account, and Mr. Dare had +come, as he said, to learn the rights of it. + +William left the room. He could not avoid remarking the bowed, broken +appearance of the man. Mr. Ashley related the particulars, and the +listener was obliged to acknowledge that Cyril had been to blame--had +been too hasty. + +"I confess it appears so," he said. "He must have been led away by +temper. But, Mr. Ashley, you ought to stretch a point, and make a +concession. We are kinsmen." + +"What concession?" + +"Discharge William Halliburton. Things can never go on smoothly between +him and Cyril. Stretch a point to oblige us, and send him away." + +"Discharge William Halliburton!" echoed Mr. Ashley in surprise. "I could +as soon discharge myself. William is the right hand of the business. It +could go on without me, but I am not sure that it could do so without +him." + +"Cyril can take his place." + +"Cyril is not qualified for it. And----" + +"Cyril declares he will never enter the place again, so long as +Halliburton is in it." + +"Cyril never will enter it again," quietly rejoined Mr. Ashley. "Cyril +and I have parted. I will give you his wages for this week, now that you +are here; legally, though, he could not claim them." + +Mr. Dare looked sad--gloomy. It was only what he had expected for some +time past. "You promised to do well by him, Mr. Ashley; to take him into +partnership." + +"You must surely remember that I promised nothing of the sort," said Mr. +Ashley. "I have been telling the same thing to Cyril. All I said--and a +shrewd, business man, as you are, could not fail thoroughly to +understand me," he pointedly added--"was, that I would choose Cyril in +preference to others, provided he proved himself worthy of the +preference. Circumstances appear to have worked entirely against +carrying out that idea, Mr. Dare." + +"What circumstances?" + +Mr. Ashley did not immediately reply, and the question was repeated in a +hasty, almost an imperative tone. Then Mr. Ashley answered it. + +"I do not wish to say a word that should unnecessarily hurt your +feelings; but in a matter of business I believe there is no resource but +to speak plainly. The unfortunate notoriety acquired, in one way or +other, by your sons, has rendered the name of Dare so conspicuous, that, +were there no other reason, it could never be associated with mine." + +"Conspicuous? How?" interposed Mr. Dare. + +Mr. Ashley would not have believed the words were uttered as a question, +but that the answer was evidently waited for. "You ask _how_," he said. +"Surely I need not remind you. The scandal which, in more ways than one, +attached to Anthony--though I am sorry to allude to him, poor fellow, +in any such way; the circumstances attending the trial of Herbert; +the----" + +"Herbert was innocent," interrupted Mr. Dare. + +"Innocent of the murder, no doubt; as innocent as you or I. But people +made free with his name in other ways; had often made free with it. And +look at this last report, wafted over to us from Germany, that is just +now astonishing the city!" + +"Hang him for a simpleton!" burst forth Mr. Dare. + +"It is all so much discredit to the name--to the family altogether," +concluded Mr. Ashley, as if his sentence had not been interrupted. + +"The faults of his brothers ought to be no good reason for your +rejecting Cyril." + +"They are not my reason for rejecting him," quietly returned Mr. Ashley. + +"No? You have just said they were." + +"I said the notoriety given by your sons to the name of Dare would bar +its association with mine. In saying 'your sons,' I included Cyril +himself. _He_ interposes the greatest barrier of all. Were the rest of +them of good report in the sight of day, Cyril is not so." + +"What's the matter with him?" asked Mr. Dare. + +"I do not care to tell you. A great deal of it you must know." + +"Go on," cried Anthony Dare, who was leaning forward in his chair, his +chin resting on his stick, as one who sets himself calmly to hear the +whole. + +"Cyril's private conduct is bad. He----" + +"Follies of youth only," cried old Anthony. "He will outlive them." + +"Youth's follies sometimes end in manhood's crimes," was the reply. "I +am thankful that my son is free from them." + +"Your son!" returned Anthony Dare, coughing down his slighting tone. +"Your son is one apart. He has not the health to be knocking about. If +young men are worth anything, they are sure to be a bit wild." + +A frown passed over the master's brow. "You are mistaken, Mr. Dare. +Young men who are worth anything keep themselves from such folly. +Opinions have taken a turn. Society is becoming more sensible of the +world's increased enlightenment; and ill conduct, although its pursuer +may be a fashionable young man, is beginning to be called by its right +name. Would you believe that Cyril has, more than once, come here--I +hesitate to say the word, it is so ugly a one--drunk? Drunk, Mr. Dare!" + +"No!" + +"He has." + +"Then he must have been a fool for his pains," was the angry retort of +old Anthony. + +"He is untruthful; he is idle; he is deceitful--but I do not, I say, +care to go into this. Were you cognizant of the application Cyril made +to me yesterday, respecting my daughter?" + +"I don't know of any application." + +"He did me the honour to make her an offer of marriage." + +Old Anthony lifted his head sharply, not speaking. The master continued: + +"He said yesterday that he was acting by your advice. He repeated +to-day, that you and Mrs. Dare had led him to look to Mary." + +"Well?" returned Mr. Dare. "But I did not know he had spoken." + +"How could you--excuse me, I again say, if I am to speak plainly--how +could you ever have entertained so wild an idea?" + +"Perhaps you would like to call it a presumptuous one?" chafed Mr. Dare. + +"I do call it so," returned Mr. Ashley. "It can be regarded as nothing +less; any impartial person would tell you so. I put out of the +discussion altogether the want of means on the part of Cyril; I speak of +its suitability. That Cyril should have aspired to an alliance with Mary +Ashley was presumption in the highest degree. It has displeased me very +much, and Henry looks upon it in the light of an insult." + +"Who's Henry?" scornfully returned Mr. Dare. "A dreamy hypochondriac! +Pray is Cyril not as well born as Mary Ashley?" + +"Has he been as well reared? Is he proving that he has been? A man's +conduct is of far more importance than his birth." + +"It would seem that you care little about birth, or rearing either, or +you would not exalt Halliburton to a level with yourself." + +The master fixed his expressive eyes on Anthony Dare. "Halliburton's +birth is, at any rate, as good as your family's and mine. His father's +mother and your wife's father were brother and sister." + +Old Anthony looked taken by surprise. "I don't know anything about it," +said he, somewhat roughly. "I know a little of how he has been bred, he +and his brothers." + +"So do I," said Mr. Ashley. "I wish a few more in the world had been +bred in the same way." + +"Why! they have been bred to work!" exclaimed old Anthony, in +astonishment. "They have not been bred as gentlemen. They have not had +enough to eat." + +The concluding sentence elicited an involuntary laugh from the master. +"At any rate, the want does not appear to have stinted their growth, or +injured them in a physical point of view," he rejoined, a touch of +sarcasm in his tone. "They are fine-grown men; and, Mr. Dare, they are +_gentlemen_, whether they have been bred as such or not. Gentlemen in +looks, in manners, and in mind and heart." + +"I don't care what they are," again repeated old Anthony. "I did not +come here to talk about them, but about Cyril. Your exalting Halliburton +into the general favour that ought legitimately to have been Cyril's is +a piece of injustice. Cyril says you have this morning announced +publicly that Halliburton is master, under you. It is flagrant +injustice." + +"No man living has ever had cause to tax me with injustice," +impressively answered Thomas Ashley. "I have been far more just to Cyril +than he deserves. Stay: 'just' is a wrong word. I have been far more +_lenient_ to him. Shall I tell you that I have kept him on here out of +compassion, in the hope that the considerate way in which I treated him +might be an inducement to him to turn over a new leaf, and discard his +faults? I would not turn him away to be a town's talk. Deep down within +the archives of my memory, my own sole knowledge, I buried the great +fault of which he was guilty here. He was young; and I would not take +from him his fair fame on the very threshold of his commercial life." + +"Great fault?" hesitated Mr. Dare, looking half frightened. + +Thomas Ashley inclined his head, and lowered his voice to a deeper +whisper. + +"When he robbed my desk of the cheque, I fancy your own suspicions of +him were to the full as much awakened as mine." + +There was no reply, unless a groan from Anthony Dare could be called +one. His hands, supporting his chin, rested on his stick still. Mr. +Ashley resumed: + +"I became convinced, though not in the first blush of the affair that +the transgressor was no other than Cyril; and I deliberated what my +course should be. Natural impulse would have led me to turn him away, if +not to prosecute. The latter would scarcely have been palatable towards +one of my wife's kindred. What was I to do with him? Turn him adrift +without a character? and a character that would get him any other +situation of confidence, I could not give him. I resolved to keep him +on. For his own sake I would give him a chance of redeeming what he may +have done in a moment's thoughtless temptation. I spoke to him +privately. I did not tell him in so many words that I knew him to be +guilty; but he could not well misunderstand that my suspicions were +awakened. I told him his conduct had not been good--not such that I +could approve; but that I was willing, for his own sake, to bury the +past in silence, and retain him, as a last chance. I very distinctly +warned him what would be the consequences of the smallest repetition of +his fault: that no consideration for myself or for him would induce me +to look over it a second time. Thus he stayed on: I, continually giving +an eye to his conduct, and taking due precautions for the protection of +my property, and keeping fast my keys. James Meeking received my orders +that Mr. Cyril should never be called upon to help pay the men, or to +count the packets of halfpence; and when the man looked wonderingly at +me in return, I casually added that there was no necessity to put Mr. +Cyril to an employment he particularly disliked, while he could call +upon East to help him, or in case of need, upon Mr. Halliburton. Never +think again, Mr. Dare, that I have been unjust to your son. If I have +erred at all, it has been on the side of kindness." + +There was a long pause. Anthony Dare probably was feeling the kindness, +in spite of himself. + +"What have you had to complain of in him since?" he asked. + +"Not of any more robbery: but of his general conduct a great deal. He is +deceitful: he has appeared here in the state I have hinted to you; he is +incorrigibly idle. He probably fancies, because I do not take a very +active part in the management of my business and my workpeople, that I +sit here with my eyes shut, seeing little and knowing less of what goes +on around me. He is essentially mistaken: I am cognizant of all; as much +so, or nearly as much so, as Samuel Lynn would be, were he at his post +again. Look at his sorting of gloves, for instance--the very thing about +which the disturbance occurred just now. Cyril _can_ sort if he pleases; +he is as capable of sorting them properly as I should be; perhaps more +so: but he does not do it; and every dozen he attempts to make up has to +be done over again. In point of fact, he has been of no real use here; +for nothing that he attempts to do will he do well. A fitting hand to +fill the post of manager! Taking all these facts into consideration," +added the master, "you will not be surprised that an offer of marriage +from Cyril Dare to my daughter bears an appearance little removed from +insult." + +So it was all known to Mr. Ashley, and there was an end of Cyril and his +hopes! It may be said of his prospects. + +"What is he to do now?" broke from the lips of Anthony Dare. + +"Indeed I do not know. Unless he changes his habits, he will do no good +at anything." + +"Won't you take him back again?" + +"No," unequivocally pronounced Mr. Ashley. "He has left of his own +accord, and he must abide by it. Stay--hear me out. Were I to allow him +to return, he would not remain here a week; I am certain of it. That +Cyril has been acting a part, to beguile me of my favour with regard to +those foolish hopes of his, there is no doubt. The hopes gone, he would +not keep up even the semblance of good conduct; neither would he submit +to the rule of William Halliburton. It is best as it is; he is gone, and +he cannot return. My opinion is, that were the offer of return made to +him, he would reject it." + +Mr. Dare's opinion was not far different, although he had pleaded for +the concession. + +"Then you will not make him your partner?" he resumed. + +"Mr. Dare!" + +"I suppose you will take in Halliburton?" + +"It is very probable. Whoever I take must be a man of probity and +honour: and a gentleman," he added, with a stress upon the word. +"William Halliburton is all that." + +Anthony Dare rose with a groan. He could contend no longer. + +"My sons have been my bane," he uttered from between his bloodless lips. +"I wonder, sometimes, whether they were born bad." + +"No," said Thomas Ashley. "The badness has come with their training." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +"CALLED." + + +And now there occurs another gap in the story--a gap of years, and we +have entered on the third and last part. + +The patient well-doing of the Halliburtons was approaching fruition, +their struggles were well-nigh over, and they were ready to play their +part, for success or for failure, in the great drama of life. Jane's +troubles were at an end. + +Did you ever remark how some things, when they draw towards a close, +seem to advance with rapid strides, unlike the slow, crawling pace that +characterized their beginning? Life: in its childhood, its youth, nay, +in its middle age, how slowly it seems to pass! how protracted its +distinctive periods appear to be! But when old age approaches then time +moves with giant strides. Undertake a work, whether of the hands or the +head, very, very slow does the progress appear to be, until it is far +advanced; and then the conclusion is attained fast and imperceptibly. +Thus does it seem to be in the history of the young Halliburtons. To +them the race may have been tedious, the labour as hard at the close of +their preparatory career as at its commencement; but not so to those who +were watching them. + +There has not been space to trace the life of Frank and Gar at the +Universities, to record word by word how they bore onward with +unflinching perseverance, looking towards the goal in view. Great praise +was due to them; and they won it from those who knew what hard work +meant. Patiently and steadily had they laboured on, making of themselves +sound and brilliant scholars, resisting temptations that lead so many +astray, and _bearing_ the slights and mortifications incidental to their +subordinate position. "I'll take it all out, when I am Lord Chancellor +of England," Frank would say, in his cheery way. Of course Frank had +always intended to go up for honours; and of course Frank gained them. +He went to Oxford as a humble servitor, and he left it a man of note. +Francis Halliburton had obtained a double-first, and gained his +fellowship. + +He had entered himself a student of the Middle Temple long before his +college career was over. The expenses of qualifying for the Bar are +considerable, and Frank's fellowship did not suffice for all. He +procured literary employment: writing a leading article for one of the +daily papers, and contributing to sundry reviews. + +Gar, too, had quitted Cambridge with unusual credit, though he was _not_ +senior wrangler. No one but Gar, perhaps, knew that he had aspired to +that proud distinction, so it did not signify. A more solid scholar, or +one with a higher character in the best sense of the term, never left +the University to be ordained by the Bishop of Helstonleigh--or by any +other prelate on the bench. He had a choice of a title to orders. His +uncle, the Reverend Francis Tait--who, like his father before him, had, +after many years' service, obtained a living--had offered Gar his title. +But a clergyman in the county of Helstonleigh had also offered him one, +and Gar, thanking his uncle, chose Helstonleigh. + +William's dream of ambition was fulfilled; the dream which he had _not_ +indulged; for it had seemed all too high and vague for possibility. He +was Mr. Ashley's partner. The great firm in Helstonleigh was Ashley and +Halliburton. + +Ashley and Halliburton! And the event had been so gradually, so +naturally led up to, that Helstonleigh was not surprised when it was +announced. Of course William received as yet only a small share of the +profits: how small or how large was not known. Helstonleigh racked its +curiosity to learn particulars, and racked it in vain. One fact was +assumed beyond doubt: that a portion of the profits was secured to Henry +in the event of Mr. Ashley's death. + +William was now virtually sole master of the business. Mr. Ashley had +partially retired from the manufactory: at least, his visits to it were +of occurrence so rare as almost to amount to retirement. Samuel Lynn was +manager, as of old; William had assumed Mr. Ashley's place and desk in +the counting-house--as master. Mr. Ashley had purchased an estate, +Deoffam Hall, some two to three miles distant from the city, close to +the little village of Deoffam: and there he and his family had gone to +reside. He retained his old house in the London Road, and they would +visit it occasionally, and pass a week there. The change of abode did +not appear to give unqualified gratification to Henry Ashley. He had +become so attached to William that he could not bear to be far away from +him. In the old home William's visits had been daily; or rather, +nightly: in this he did see him so often. William contrived to go over +twice or thrice a week; but that did not appear to be often enough for +Henry. Mary Ashley was not married; to the surprise of Helstonleigh: but +Mary somewhat obstinately refused to leave the paternal home. William +and his mother lived on together in the old house. But they were alone +now: for he could afford to keep up its expenses, and he had insisted +upon doing so; insisted that she who had worked so hard for them, should +have rest, now they could work for her. + +Yes, they had all worked; worked on for the end, and gained it. Looking +back, Jane wondered how she had struggled on. It seemed now next to an +impossibility that she could have done it. Verily and truly she believed +that God alone had borne her up. Had it been a foreshadowing of what was +to come, when her father, years back, had warned her, on the very day of +her marriage with Mr. Halliburton had been decided, that it might bring +many troubles upon her? Perhaps so. One thing was certain: that it had +brought them, and in no common degree. But the troubles were surmounted +now: and Jane's boys were turned out just as well as though she had had +thousands a year to bring them up upon. Perhaps better. + +Perhaps better! How full of force is the suggestion! I wonder if no one +will let this history of the young Halliburtons read a lesson to them? +Many a student, used worse by fortune and the world than he thinks he +deserves, might take it to himself with profit. Do not let it be flung +away as a fancy picture; endeavour to make it your reality. A career, +worked out as theirs was, insures success as a necessity. "Ah!" you may +think, "I am poor; I can't hope to achieve such things." Poor! What were +they? What's that you say? "There are so many difficulties in the way!" +Quite true; there are difficulties in the way of attaining most things +worth having; but they are only placed there to be overcome. Like the +hillocks and stumbling-blocks in that dream that came to Mr. Halliburton +when he was dying, they are placed there to be subdued, not to be +shunned in fear, or turned from in idleness. Whatever may be your object +in life, work on for it. Be you heir to a dukedom, or be your heritage +that of daily toil, an object you must have: a man who has none is the +most miserable being on the face of the earth. Bear manfully onward and +attain the prize. Toil may be hard, but it will grow lighter as you +advance; impediments may be disheartening, but they are not +insurmountable; privations may be painful, but you are working on to +plenty; temptations to indolence, to flagging, to that many-headed +monster, sin, may be pulling at you; but they will not stir you from +your path an inch, unless you choose to let them do so. Only be +resolute; only regard trustingly the end, and labour for it; and it will +surely come. It may look in the distance so far off that the very hope +of attaining it seems but a chimera. Never mind; bear hopefully on, and +the distance will lessen palpably with every step. No real good was ever +attained to in this world without working for it. No real good, as I +honestly believe, was ever gained, unless God's blessing went with the +endeavours to attain it. _Make a friend of God._ Do that, and fight your +way on, doing your duty, and you will find the goal: as the sons of Mrs. +Halliburton did. + +Jane was sitting alone one afternoon in her parlour. She was little +changed. None, looking at her, could believe her old enough to be the +mother of those three great men, her sons. Not that Gar was +particularly great; he was only of middle height. Jane wore a shaded +silk dress; and her hair looked as smooth and abundant as in the old +days of her girlhood. It was remarkable how little her past troubles had +told upon her good looks; how little she was aging. + +She saw the postman come to the door, and Dobbs brought in a letter. +"It's Mr. Frank's writing," growled Dobbs. + +Jane opened it, and found that Frank had been "called." Half his care +was over. + + "MY DARLING MOTHER,--I am made a barrister at last. I really + am; and I beg you will all receive the announcement with + appropriate awe and deference. I was called to-day: and I + intend to have a photograph taken of myself in my wig and gown, + and send it down to you as a confirmation of the fact. When you + see the guy the wig makes of me, you will say you never saw an + ugly man before. Tell Dobbs so; it will gladden her heart: + don't you remember how she used to assure us, when boys, that + we ought to be put under a glass case, as three ultra specimens + of ugliness? + + "I shall get on now, dearest mother. It may be a little up-hill + work at first: but there's no fear. A first-rate law firm has + promised me some briefs: and one of these speedy days I shall + inevitably take the ears of some court by storm--the jury + struck into themselves with the learned counsel's astounding + eloquence, and the bar dumb--and then my fortune's made. I need + not tell you what circuit I shall patronize, or in how short a + time afterwards I intend to be leading it: but I will tell you + that my first object in life, when I am up in the world, shall + be the ease and comfort of my dear mother. William is not going + to do everything, and have you all to himself. + + "Talking about William, ask him if he cannot get up some chance + litigation, that I may have the honour of appearing for him + next assizes. I'll do it all free, _gratis_, for nothing. Ever + your own son, + + "FRANK." + +Jane started up from her chair at the news, almost as a glad child. Who +could she find to share it with her? She ran into the next house to +Patience. Patience limped a little in her walk still; she would limp +always. Anna, in her sober Quaker's cap, the border resting on her fair +forehead, looked up from her drawing, and Jane told them the news, and +read the letter. + +"That is nice," said Patience. "It must be a weight off thy mind." + +"I don't know that it is that," replied Jane. "I have never doubted his +success. I don't doubt it still. But I am very glad." + +"I wish I had a cause to try," cried Anna, who had recovered all her old +spirits and her love of chatter. "I would let Frank plead it for me." + +"Will you come back with me, Anna, and take tea?" said Jane. "I shall be +alone this evening. William is going over to Deoffam Hall." + +"I'll come," replied Anna, beginning to put up her pencils with +alacrity. Truth to say, she was just as fond of going out and of taking +off her cap, that her curls might fall, as she used to be. She had quite +recovered caste in the opinion of Helstonleigh. In fact, when the +reaction set in, Helstonleigh had been rather demonstrative in its +expression of repentance for having taken so harsh a view of the case. +Nevertheless, it had been a real lesson to Anna, and had rendered her +more sober and cautious in conduct. + +Dobbs was standing at the kitchen door as they went in. "Dobbs," said +Jane, in the gladness of her heart, "Mr. Frank is called." + +"Called?" responded Dobbs, staring with all her might. + +"Yes. He was called yesterday." + +"Him called!" repeated Dobbs, evidently doubting the fact. "Then, ma'am +you'll excuse me, but I'm not a-going to believe it. It's a deal more +likely he's gone off t'other way, than that he's called to grace." + +Anna nearly choked with laughter. Jane laughed so that she could not at +once speak. "Oh, Dobbs, I don't mean that sort of calling. He is called +to the Bar. He has become a barrister." + +"Oh--that," said Dobbs ungraciously. "Much good may it do him, ma'am!" + +"He wears a wig and gown now, Dobbs," put in Anna. "He says his mother +is to tell thee that it makes a guy of him, and so gladden thy heart." + +"Ugh!" grunted Dobbs. + +"We will make him put them on when he comes down, won't we! Dobbs, if +thee'd like his picture in them, he'll send it thee." + +"He'd better keep it," retorted Dobbs. "I never yet saw no good in young +chaps having their picturs took, Miss Anna. They're vain enough without +that. Called! That would have been a new flight for _him_." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +A GLIMPSE OF A BLISSFUL DREAM. + + +A prettier place than Deoffam Hall could not well be conceived. "For its +size," carping people would add. Well, it was not so large as Windsor +Castle; but it was no smaller than the bishop's palace at +Helstonleigh--if it has been your good fortune to see that renowned +edifice. Deoffam Hall was a white, moderate-sized, modern villa, rising +in the midst of charming grounds; grassy lawns smooth as velvet, winding +rivulets, groves of trees affording shelter on a summer's day. On the +terrace before the windows a stately peacock was fond of spreading its +plumes, and in the small park--it was only a small one--the deer rubbed +their antlers on the fine old trees. The deer and the peacock were the +especial pets of Henry Ashley. Deoffam itself was an insignificant +village; a few gentlemen's houses and a good many cottages comprised it. +It was pleasantly and conveniently situated; within a walk of +Helstonleigh for those who liked walking, or within a short drive. But, +desirable as it was as a residence, Henry Ashley was rather addicted to +grumbling at it. He would often wish himself back in his old home. + +One lovely morning in early summer, when they were assembled together +discussing plans for the day, he suddenly broke into one of his +grumbling humours. "You bought Deoffam for me, sir," he was beginning, +"but----" + +"I bought it for myself and your mother," interposed Mr. Ashley. + +"Of course. But to descend to me afterwards--you know what I mean. I +have made up my mind, when that time shall come, to send gratitude to +the winds, and sell it. Stuck out here, alone with the peacock, you and +the mother gone, I should----I don't like to outrage your feelings by +saying what I might do." + +"There's Mary," said Mrs. Ashley. + +"Mary! I expect she'll have gone into fresh quarters by that time. She +has only stopped here so long out of politeness to me." + +Mary lifted her eyes, a smile and a glow on her bright face. A lovely +picture, she, in her delicate summer muslin dress. + +"I tell every one she is devoted to me," went on Henry, in his quaint +fashion. "'Very strange that handsome girl, Mary Ashley, does not get +married!' cries Helstonleigh. Mary, my dear, I know your vanity is +already as great as it can be, so I don't fear to increase it. 'My +sister get married!' I say to them. 'Not she; she has resolved to make a +noble sacrifice of herself for my sake, and live at home with me, a +vestal virgin, and see to the puddings.'" + +The smile left Mary's face--the glow remained. "I do wish you would not +talk nonsense, Henry! As if Helstonleigh troubled itself to make +remarks upon me. It is not so rude as you are." + +"Just hark at her!" returned Henry. "Helstonleigh not trouble itself to +make remarks! When you know the town was up in arms when you refused Sir +Harry Marr, and sent him packing. Such an honour had never fallen to its +luck before--that one of its fair citizens, born and bred, should have +the chance of becoming a real live My Lady." + + +Mary was cutting a pencil at the moment, and broke the point off. +"Papa," cried she, turning her hot face to his, "can't you make Henry +talk sense?--if he must talk at all." + +Mrs. Ashley interposed. It was quite true that Mary had had, as Henry +phrased it, a chance of becoming a "real live My Lady"; and there lurked +in Mrs. Ashley's heart a shadow of grievance, of disappointment, that +she should have refused the honour. She spoke rather sharply, taking +Henry's part, not Mary's. + +"Henry is talking nothing but sense. My opinion is that you behaved +quite rudely to Sir Harry. It is an offer you will not have again, Mary. +Still," added Mrs. Ashley, subduing her tone a little, "it is no +business of Helstonleigh's; neither do I see whence the town could have +derived its knowledge." + +"As if any news could be stirring, good or bad, that Helstonleigh does +not ferret its way to!" returned Henry. + +"My belief is that Henry went and told," retorted Mary. + +"I! what next?" cried Henry. "As if I should tell of the graceless +doings of my sister; it is bad enough to lie under the weighty knowledge +one's self." + +"And as if I should ever consent to marry Sir Harry Marr!" returned +Mary, with a touch of her brother's spirit. + +"Mary," said Mr. Ashley, quietly, "you seemed to slip out of that +business, and of all questioning over it, as smoothly as an eel. I never +came to the bottom of it. What was your objection to Sir Harry?" + +"Objection, papa?" she faltered, with a crimsoned face. "I--I did not +care for him." + +"Oh, that was it, was it?" returned Mr. Ashley. + +"Is it always to go on so, my dear?" asked her mother. + +Poor Mary was in sad confusion, scarcely knowing whether to burst into +anger or into tears. "What do you mean, mamma? How 'go on'?" + +"This rejection of every one. You have had three good offers----" + +"Not counting the venture of Cyril Dare," put in Henry. + +"And you say 'No' to all," concluded Mrs. Ashley. "I fear you must be +very fastidious." + +"And she's growing into an old maid, and----" + +"Be quiet, Henry. Can't you leave me in peace?" + +"My dear, it is true," cried Henry, who was in one of his teasing moods. +"Of course I have not kept count of your age since you were eighteen--it +wouldn't be polite to do so; but my private conviction is that you are +four-and-twenty this blessed summer." + +"If I were four-and-thirty," answered Mary, "I wouldn't marry Sir Harry +Marr. I am not _obliged_ to marry, I suppose, am I?" + +"My dear, no one said you were," said Henry, flinging a rose at her, +which he took from his button-hole. "But don't you see that this brings +round my argument, that you have resolved to make yourself a noble +sisterly sacrifice, and stop at home with me? Don't you take to cats +yet, though!" + +Mary thought she was getting the worst of it, and left the room. Soon +afterwards Mrs. Ashley was called out by a servant. + +"Did you receive a note from William this morning, sir?" asked Henry. + +"Yes," replied Mr. Ashley, taking it from his pocket. "He mentions in it +that there is a report in the town that Herbert Dare is dead." + +"Herbert Dare! I wonder if it's true?" + +"It is to be hoped not. I fear he was not very fit to die. I am going +into Helstonleigh, and shall probably hear more." + +"Oh! are you going in to-day, sir? Despatch William back, will you?" + +"I don't know, Henry. They may be busy at the manufactory. If so, I am +sure he will not leave it." + +"What a blessing if that manufactory were up in the clouds!" was Henry's +rejoinder. "When I want William particularly, it is sure to be--that +manufactory!" + +"It is well William does not think as you do," remarked Mr. Ashley. + +"Well, sir, he must certainly think Samuel Lynn a nonentity, or he would +not stick himself so closely to business. You never applied yourself in +such a way." + +"Yes, I did. But you must please to remember, Master Henry, that the +cases are not on a parallel. I was head and chief of all, accountable to +none. Had I chosen to take a twelvemonth's holiday, and let the business +go, it would have been my own affair exclusively. Whether the business +went right, or whether it went wrong, I was accountable to none. William +is not in that position." + +"I know he is often in the position of not being to be had when he is +wanted," was Henry's reply, as he listlessly turned over some books +that lay on the table. + +"Will you go into town with me?" + +"I could not stand it to-day. My hip is giving me twinges." + +"Is it? I had better bring back Parry." + +"No. I won't have him, unless I find there's actual need. The mother +knows what to do with me. I don't suppose it will come to anything; and +I have been so much better of late." + +"Yes, you have. Although you quarrel with Deoffam, it is the change to +it--the air of the place--that has renewed your health, you ungrateful +boy!" + +Mr. Ashley's eyes were bent lovingly on Henry's as he said it. Henry +seized his father's hands, his half-mocking tone exchanged for one of +earnestness. + +"Not ungrateful, sir--far from it. I know the value of my dear father: +that a kinder or a better one son could not possess. I shall grumble on +to my life's end. It is my amusement. But the grumbling is from my lips +only: not from my fractious spirit, as it was in days gone by." + +"I have remarked that: remarked it with deep thankfulness. You have +acquired a victory over that fractious spirit." + +"For which the chief thanks are due to William Halliburton. Sir, it is +so. But for him, most probably I should have gone, a discontented +wretch, to the--let me be poetical for once--silent tomb: never seeking +out either the light or the love that may be found in this world." + +Mr. Ashley glanced at his son. He saw that he was contending with +emotion, although he had reassumed his bantering tone. + +"Henry, what light--what love?" + +"The light and the love that a man may take into his own spirit. +He--William--told me, years ago, that I might make even my life a +pleasant and a useful one; and measureless was the ridicule I gave him +for it. But I have found that he was right. When William came to the +house one night, a humble errand-boy, sent by Samuel Lynn with a +note--do you remember it, sir?--and offered to help me, dunce that I +was, with my Latin exercise--a help I graciously condescended to +accept--we little thought what a blessing had entered the dwelling." + +"We little thought what a brave, honest, indomitable spirit was +enshrined in the humble errand-boy," continued Mr. Ashley. + +"He has got on as he deserved. He will be a worthy successor to you, +sir: a second Thomas Ashley; a far better one than I should ever have +been, had I possessed the rudest health. There's only one thing more for +William to gain, and then I expect he will be at rest." + +"What's that?" + +"Oh, it's no concern of mine, sir. If folks can't manage for themselves, +they need not come to me to help them." + +Mr. Ashley looked keenly at his son. Henry passed to another topic. + +"Do send him here, sir, when you get in; or else drive him back with +you." + +"I shall see," said Mr. Ashley. "Do you know where your mother went to?" + +"After some domestic catastrophe, I expect. Martha came to the door, +with a face as green as the peacock's tail, and beckoned her out. The +best dinner-service come to grief, perhaps." + +Mr. Ashley rang, and ordered the pony-carriage to be got ready: one +bought chiefly for Henry, that he might drive into town. Before he +started, he came across Mary, who stood at one of the corridor windows +upstairs, and had evidently been crying. + +"What is your grief, Mary?" + +She turned to the sheltering arm open to her, and tried to choke the +tears down, which were again rising. "I wish you and mamma would not +keep so angry at my refusing Sir Harry Marr." + +"Who told you I was angry, Mary?" + +"Oh, papa, I fancied so this morning. Mamma is angry about it, and it +pains me. It is as though you wanted me gone." + +"My dear child! Gone! For our comfort I should wish you might never go, +Mary. But for your own, it may be different." + +"I do not wish to go," she sobbed. "I want to stay at home always. It +was not my fault, papa, if I could not like Sir Harry." + +"You should never, with my consent, marry any one you did not like, +Mary; not if it were the greatest match in the three kingdoms. Why this +distress, my dear? Mamma's vexation will blow over. She hoped--as Henry +tells us--to see you converted into a 'real live My Lady.' 'My daughter, +Lady Marr!' It will blow over, child." + +Mary cried in silence. "And you will not let me be driven away, papa? +You will keep me at home always?" + +Mr. Ashley shook his head. "Always is a long day, Mary. Some one may be +coming, less distasteful than Sir Harry Marr, who will induce you to +leave it." + +"No, never!" cried she, somewhat more vehemently than the case seemed to +warrant. "Should any one be asking you for me, you can tell them 'No,' +at once; do not trouble to bring the news to me." + +"_Any one_, Mary?" + +"Yes, papa, no matter who. Do not drive me away from you." + +He stooped and kissed her. She stood at the window still, in a dreamy +attitude, and watched the carriage drive off with Mr. Ashley. Presently +Henry passed. + +"Has the master gone, do you know, Mary?" + +"Five minutes ago." + +"I hope and trust he'll send back William." + +It was striking half-past two when Mr. Ashley entered the manufactory. +Samuel Lynn was in his own room, sorting gloves; William was in the +counting house, seated at his desk. His, now; formerly Mr. Ashley's; the +very desk from which the cheque had disappeared; but William took a more +active part in the general management than Mr. Ashley had ever done. He +rose, shook hands with the master, and placed a chair for him. The +"master" still he was called; indeed, he actually was so; William, "Mr. +Halliburton." + +A short time given to business details, and then Mr. Ashley referred to +the report of Herbert Dare's death. Poor Herbert Dare had never returned +from abroad, and it was to be feared he had been getting lower and lower +in the scale of society. Under happier auspices, and with different +training, Herbert might have made a happier and a better man. +Helstonleigh did not know how he lived abroad, or why he stayed there. +Possibly the free and easy continental life had become necessary to him. +Homburg, Baden-Baden, Wiesbaden, wherever there were gaming-tables, +there might be found Herbert Dare. That he must find a living at them in +some way seemed pretty evident. It was a great pity. + +"How did you hear that he was dead?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"From Richard Winthorne," replied William. "I met him yesterday evening +in Guild Street, and he told me a report had come over that Herbert Dare +had died of fever." + +As William spoke, a gentleman entered the room, and interrupted them; a +Captain Chambers. "Have you heard that Herbert Dare's dead?" was his +first greeting. + +"Is it certain?" asked Mr. Ashley. + +"I don't know. Report says it is certain; but report is not always to be +believed. How that family has gone down!" continued Captain Chambers. +"Anthony first; now Herbert; and Cyril will be next. He will go out of +the world in some discreditable way. A wretched scamp! Shocking habits! +Old Dare, too, unless I am mistaken, is on his last legs." + +"Is he ill?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"No; no worse than usual; but I never saw a man so broken. I alluded to +the legs of prosperity. Talk about reports, though," and Captain +Chambers suddenly wheeled round on William, "there's one going the round +of the town to-day about you." + +"What's that?" asked William. "Not that I am dead, I suppose, or on my +last legs?" + +"Something better. That you are going to marry Sophy Glenn." + +William looked all amazement, an amused smile stealing over his lips. +"Well, I never!" uttered he, using a phrase just then in vogue in +Helstonleigh. "What has put that into the town's head?" + +"You should best know that," said Captain Chambers. "Did you not, for +one thing, beau Miss Sophy to a concert last night? Come, Master +William! guilty or not guilty?" + +"Guilty of the beauing," answered William. "I called on the Glenns +yesterday evening, and found them starting for the concert; so I +accompanied them. I did give my arm to Sophy." + +"And whispered the sweet words, 'Will you be my charming wife?'" + +"No, that I did not," said William, laughing. "And I dare say I shall +never whisper them to any woman yet born: if it will give Helstonleigh +satisfaction to know so much." + +"You might go farther and fare worse, than in taking Sophy Glenn, I can +tell you that, Master William," returned Captain Chambers. "Remember, +she is the lucky one of three sisters, and had the benignant godmother. +Sophy Glenn counts five thousand pounds to her fortune." + +When Captain Chambers took his departure, Mr. Ashley looked at William. +"I have heard Henry joke you about the Glenn girls--nice little girls +they are too! Is there anything in it, William?" + +"Sir! How can you ask such a thing?" + +"I think, with Chambers, that a man might do worse than marry Sophy +Glenn." + +"So do I, sir. But I shall not be the man." + +"Well, I think it is time you contemplated something of the sort. You +will soon be thirty years of age." + +"Yes, sir, but I do not intend to marry." + +"Why not?" asked Mr. Ashley. + +"Because--I fear my wishes would lead me to soar too high. That is, +I--I--mean----" He stopped; and seemed to be falling into inextricable +confusion. A notable thing for the self-possessed William Halliburton. + +"Do you mean that you have an attachment in some quarter?" resumed Mr. +Ashley. + +William's face turned fiery red. "I cannot deny it, sir," he answered, +after considerable hesitation. + +"And that she is above your reach?" + +"Yes." + +"In what manner? In position?--or by any insurmountable obstacle? I +suppose she is not some one else's wife?" + +William smiled. "Oh, no. In position." + +"Shall I give you my opinion, William, without knowing the case in +detail?" + +William was standing at one corner of the mantel-piece, his arm leaning +on its narrow shelf. He did not lift his eyes. "Yes, sir, if you +please." + +"Then I think there is scarcely any marriageable girl in the county, to +whom you might not aspire, and in time win." + +"Oh, Mr. Ashley!" + +"Is it the daughter of the lord-lieutenant?" + +William laughed. + +"Is it the bishop's daughter?" + +William shook his head. "She seems to be quite as far removed from me." + +"Come, I must know. Who is it?" + +"It is impossible that I can tell you, sir." + +"I must know. I don't think I have ever asked you in vain, since the +time when, a boy, you confessed your thoughts about the found shilling. +Secrets from me! I will know, William!" + +William did not answer. The upper part of his face was concealed by his +hand; but Mr. Ashley marked the sweet smile that played around his +mouth. + +"Come, I will help you. Is it the charming Dobbs?" + +Amused, he took his hand from his face. "Well, sir--no." + +"It cannot be Charlotte East; because she is married." + +William seemed as impervious as ever. The master suddenly laid his hand +upon his shoulder, and confronted him face to face. + +"Is it Mary Ashley?" + +The burning flush of scarlet that dyed his face, even to the very roots +of his hair, told Mr. Ashley the truth, far more effectually than words +could have done. There ensued a pause. Mr. Ashley was the first to break +it. + +"How long have you loved her?" + +"For years. _That_ has been the wild dream of my aspirations: one that I +knew would never be realized," he answered, suffering his eyes to meet +for a moment Mr. Ashley's. + +"Have you spoken to her of it?" + +"Never." + +"Or led her to believe you loved her?" + +"No, sir. Unless my looks and tones may have betrayed me. I fear they +have; but it was not intentionally done." + +"Honest in this, as in all else," thought Mr. Ashley. "What am I to say +to you?" he asked aloud. + +"I do not know," sighed William. "I expect, of course, sir, that you +will forbid me Deoffam Hall: but I can still meet Henry at the house in +town. I hope you will forgive me!" he added in an impassioned tone. "I +could not help loving her. Before I knew what my new feelings meant, +love had come. Such love! Had I been in a position to marry her, I would +have made her life one dream of happiness! When I awoke to it all----" + +"What awoke you?" was the interruption. + + +"I think it was Cyril Dare's asking for her. I debated with myself +then, whether I ought to give up going to your house; but I came to the +conclusion that, so long as I was able to hide my feelings from her, I +need not banish myself. My judgment was wrong, I know; but the +temptation to see her occasionally was great, and I did not resist it." + +"And so you continued to go, feeding the flame?" + +"Yes. Feeding it passionately and hopelessly; never forgetting that the +pain of separation must come!" + +"Did you hear of Sir Harry Marr's offer?" + +"Yes, I heard of it." + +William swept his hand across his face as he spoke. It wore a _wrung_ +expression. Mr. Ashley changed his tone. + +"William, I cannot decide this matter, one way or the other. You must +ask Mary to do that!" + +"_Sir!_" + +"If Mary chooses to favour you more than she does other suitors, I will +not forbid her doing it. Only this very day she begged me, with tears, +to keep all such troublesome customers away from her; to refuse them of +my own accord. But it strikes me that you may as well have an answer +from herself!" + +William, his whole soul in his eyes, was gazing at Mr. Ashley. He could +not tell whether he might believe what he heard; whether he was awake or +dreaming. + +"Did I deliver you a message from Henry?" + +"No, sir," was the abstracted response. + +"He wants you to go over to him. I said I would send you if you were not +busy. He is not very well to-day." + +"But--Mr. Ashley--did you mean what you said?" + +"Should I have said it had I not meant it?" was the quiet answer. "Have +you a difficulty in believing it?" + +The ingenuous light rose to William's eyes, as he raised them to his +master's. "I have no money," he whispered. "I cannot settle a farthing +upon her." + +"You have something better than money, William--worth. And I can make +settlements. Go and hear what Mary says. You will catch the half-past +three o'clock coach, if you make haste." + +William went out, believing still that he must be in a trance. His +deeply buried dream of the long past years: was it about, indeed, to +become reality? + +But in the midst of it he could not help casting a thought to a less +pleasing subject--the Dares. Herbert was young to die; he was, no doubt, +unprepared to die; and William sincerely hoped that the report would +prove untrue. The Dares were going down sadly in the social scale; Cyril +especially. He was just what Captain Chambers had called him--a scamp. +After leaving Mr. Ashley's, he had entered his father's office; as a +temporary thing, it was said; but he had never left it for anything +else. A great deal of his time was passed in public-houses. George, +whose commission never came, had gone out, some two or three years ago, +to Sydney. His sister Julia and her husband had settled there, and they +had found an opening for George. William walked on, thinking of the +Dares' position and of his own. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +WAYS AND MEANS. + + +When William reached Deoffam Hall, he found Henry Ashley alone, lying in +the drawing-room, the sofa near the open window. + +"That's good!" cried he. "Good of the master for sending you, and of you +for coming." + +"You don't look well to-day," observed William. "Your brow has the old +lines of pain in it." + +"Thanks to my hip, which is giving me threatening twinges. What's this +report about Dare? Is it confirmed?" + +"Not absolutely. It was Winthorne told me. Captain Chambers came into +the manufactory, and spoke of it this afternoon." + +"I dare say it's true," said Henry. "I wonder if Anna Lynn will put on +weeds for him?" he sarcastically added. + +"Quakers don't wear weeds." + +"Teach your grandmother," returned Henry, lapsing into one of those +free, popular phrases he indulged in, and _was_ indulged in. "How you +stare at me! Do you think I am not _cured_? Ay; years ago." + +"You'd have no objection to see Anna marry, I suppose?" + +"She's welcome to marry, for me. You may go and propose to her yourself, +if you like. I'll be groomsman at the wedding." + +"Would the alliance give you pleasure?" + +Henry laughed. "You'd deserve hanging in chains, if you did enter upon +it; that's all." + +"I have had one wife assigned to me to-day," remarked William. + +"Whom may she be?" + +"Sophy Glenn." + +"Sophy Glenn?" + +"Sophy Glenn. Chambers gravely assured me that Helstonleigh had settled +the match. He, Chambers, considers that I may go farther and fare worse. +Mr. Ashley said the same." + +"But what do _you_ say?" cried Henry, rising up on his sofa, and +speaking quite sharply. + +"I? Oh, I shall consider of it." + +At that moment Mary Ashley appeared on the terrace outside; a small +basket and a pair of scissors in her hand. Henry called to her. "Are you +going to cut more flowers?" + +"Yes. Mamma has sent the others away. She said they were fading." Seeing +William there, she nodded to him, her colour rising. + +"I say, Mary--he has come here to bring some news," went on Henry. "What +do you suppose it is?" + +"Mamma has told me. About Herbert Dare." + +"Not that. He is going to make himself into a respectable man, and marry +Sophy Glenn. He came here to announce it. Don't cut too much of that +syringa; its sweetness is overpowering in a room." + +Mary walked away. William felt excessively annoyed. "You are more +dangerous than a child," he exclaimed. "What made you say that?" + +And Henry, like a true child, fell back, laughing aloud. "I say, though, +comrade, where are you off to?" he called after William, who was leaving +the room. + +"To cut the flowers for your sister, of course." + +But when William reached Mary Ashley, she had apparently forgotten her +errand. Standing in a dark spot against the trunk of the acacia tree, +her face was white and still, and the basket lay on the ground. She +picked it up, and would have hastened away, but William caught her hand +and placed it within his arm, little less agitated than she was. + +"Not to tell him that news," he whispered. "I did indeed come here, +hoping to solicit one to be my wife; but it was not Sophy Glenn. Mary, +you cannot mistake what my feelings have long been." + +"But--papa?" she gasped, unable to control her emotion. + +He looked at her; he made her look at him. What strange, happy light was +that in his earnest eyes, causing her heart to bound? "Mr. Ashley sent +me to you," he softly whispered. + +Henry lay and waited till he was tired. No William; no Mary; no flowers; +no anything. Had they both gone to sleep? He arose; and, taking his +stick, limped away to see after them. But he searched the flower-garden +in vain. + +In the sheltered shrubbery, pacing it leisurely, as closely together as +they could well be linked, were they; a great deal too much occupied +with each other to pay attention to anything else. The basket lay on the +ground, empty of all, except the scissors. + +"Well, you two are a nice lot for a summer's day!" began Henry, after +his old fashion, and using his own astonished eyes. "What of the +flowers?" + +Mary would have flown, but William held her tightly, and led her up to +her brother. He strove to speak jestingly; but his voice betrayed his +emotion. + +"Henry, shall it be your sister, or Sophy Glenn?" + +"So! you have been settling it for yourselves, have you! I would not be +in your shoes, Miss Ashley, when the parental thunderbolts shall +descend. Was this what you flung Sir Harry over for? There never was any +accounting for taste in this world, and there never will be. I ask you +where the flowers are, and I should like an answer." + +"I will cut them now," said William. "Will you come?" he asked, holding +out his arm to Henry. + +"No," replied Henry, sitting down on the shrubbery bench, "I must +digest this shock first. You two will be enough to cut them, I dare +say." + +They walked away towards the flower-garden. But ere they had gone many +steps he called out; and they turned. + +"Mary! before you tie yourself up irrevocably, I hope you will reflect +upon the ignominy of his being nothing on earth but a manufacturer. A +pretty come down, that, for the Lady Marr who might have been!" + +He was in one of his most ironical moods; a sure sign that his inward +state was that of glowing satisfaction. This had been his hope for +years--his plan, it may be said; but he had kept himself silent and +neutral. As he sat there ruminating, he heard the distant sound of the +pony carriage; and, taking a short cut, met it in the park. Mr. Ashley +handed the reins to his groom, got out, and gave his arm to Henry. + +"How are you by this time?" + +"Better, sir. Nothing much to brag of." + +"I thought William would have been with you. Is he not come?" + +"Yes, he is come. But I am second with him to-day. Miss Mary's first." + +"Oh indeed!" returned Mr. Ashley. + +"They are gone off somewhere, under the pretext of cutting flowers. I +don't think the flowers were quite the object, though." + +He stole a glance at his father as he spoke. But he gathered nothing. +And he dashed at once into the subject he had at heart. + +"Father, you will not stand in their light! It will be a crushing blow +to both, if you do. Let him have her! There's not a man in the world +half as worthy." + +But still Mr. Ashley made no rejoinder. Henry scarcely gave him time to +make one. + +"I have seen it a long time. I have seen how Halliburton kept down his +feelings, not being sure of the ground with you. I fear that to-day they +must have overmastered him; for he has certainly spoken out. Dear +father, don't make two of the best spirits in the world miserable, by +withholding your consent!" + +"Henry," said Mr. Ashley, turning to him with a smile, "do you fancy +William Halliburton is one to have spoken out without my consent?" + +Henry's thin cheek flushed. "Did you give it him? Have you already given +it him?" + +"I gave it him to-day. I drew from him the fact of his attachment to +Mary: not telling him in so many words that he should have her, but +leaving it for her to decide." + +"Then it will be: for I have seen where Miss Mary's love has been. How +immeasurably you have relieved me!" continued Henry. "The last half-hour +I have been seeing nothing but perplexity and cross-grained guardians." + +"Have you?" returned Mr. Ashley. "You should have brought a little +common sense to bear upon the subject, Henry." + +"But my fear was, sir, that you would not bring the common sense to +bear," freely spoke Henry. + +"You do not quite understand me. Had I entertained an insuperable +objection to Mary's becoming his wife, do you suppose I should have been +so wanting in prudence and forethought as to have allowed opportunity +for an attachment to ripen? I have long believed that there was no man +within the circle of my acquaintance, or without it, so deserving of +Mary, except in fortune: therefore I suffered him to come here, with my +eyes open as to what might be the result. A very probable result, it has +appeared to me. I would forgive any girl who fell in love with William +Halliburton." + +"And what about ways and means?" + +"William's share shall be increased, and Mary will not go to him +dowerless. They must live in our house in Helstonleigh; and when we want +to go there we must be their guests." + +"It will be the working-out of my visions," said Henry in low deep +tones. "I have seen them in it in fancy; in that very house; and myself +with them, my home when I please. I think you have been planning for me, +as much as for them." + +"Not exactly, Henry. I have not planned. I have only let things take +their course. It will be happier for you, my boy, than if she had gone +from us to be Lady Marr." + +"Oh! if ever I felt inclined to smother a man, it was that Marr. I +never, you know, brought myself to be decently civil to him. There's no +answering for the vanity of maidens, and I thought it just possible he +might put William's nose out of joint. What will the mother say?" + +"The mother will be divided," said Mr. Ashley, a smile crossing his +face. "She likes William; but she likes a title. We must allow her a day +or two to get over it. I will go and give her the tidings now, if Mary +has not done so." + +"Mary is with her lovier," returned Henry. "She can't have dragged +herself away from him yet." + +Mary, however, was not with her "lovier." As Mr. Ashley crossed the +hall, he met her. She stopped in hesitation, and coloured vividly. + +"Well, Mary, I soon sent you a candidate; though it was in defiance of +your express orders. Did I do right?" + +Mary burst into tears, and Mr. Ashley drew her face to him. "May God +bless your future and his, my child!" + +"I am afraid to tell mamma," she sobbed. "I think she will be angry. I +could not help liking him." + +"Why, that is the very excuse he made to me! Neither can I help liking +him, Mary. I will tell mamma." + +Mrs. Ashley received the tidings not altogether with equanimity. As Mr. +Ashley had surmised, she was divided between conflicting opinions. She +liked and admired William; but she equally liked and admired a title and +fortune. + +"Such a position to relinquish--the union with Sir Harry!" + +"Had she married Sir Harry we should have lost her," said Mr. Ashley. + +"Lost her!" + +"To be sure we should. She would have gone to her new home, twelve miles +on the other side of Helstonleigh, amidst her new connections, and have +been lost to us, excepting for a formal visit now and then. As it is, we +shall keep her; at her old home." + +"Yes, there's a great deal to be said on both sides," acknowledged Mrs. +Ashley. "What does Henry say?" + +"That he thinks I have been planning to secure his happiness. Had Mary +married away, we--when we quit this scene--must have left him to his +lonely self: now, we shall leave him to them. Things are wisely +ordered," impressively added Mr. Ashley: "in this, as in all else. +Margaret, let us accept them, and be grateful." + +Mrs. Ashley went to seek William. "You will be a loving husband to her," +she said with agitation. "You will take care of her and cherish her?" + +"With the best endeavours of my whole life," he fervently answered, as +he took Mrs. Ashley's hands in his. + +It was a happy group that evening. Henry lay on his sofa in complacent +ease, Mary drawn down beside him, and William leaning over the back of +it, while Mr. and Mrs. Ashley sat at a distance, partially out of +hearing. + +"Have you heard what the master says?" asked Henry. "He thinks you have +been getting up your bargain out of complaisance to me. You are aware, I +hope, Mr. William, that whoever takes Mary must take me?" + +"I am perfectly willing." + +"It is well you are! And--do you know where you are to live?" + +William shook his head. "You can understand how all these future +considerations have weighed me down," he said, glancing at Mary. + +"You are to live at the house in Helstonleigh. It's to be converted into +yours by some patent process. The master had an eye to this, I know, +when he declined to take out any of the furniture, upon our removal +here. The house is to be yours, and the run of it is to be mine; and I +shall grumble away to my heart's content at you both. What do you answer +to that, Mr. William? I don't ask her; she's nobody." + +"I can only answer that the more you run into it, the better pleased we +shall be. And we can stand any extent of grumbling." + +"I am glad you can. You ought to by this time, for you have been pretty +well seasoned to it. So, in the Helstonleigh house, remember, my old +rooms are mine; and I intend to be the plague of your lives. After a +time--may it be a long time!--I suppose it will be 'Mr. Halliburton of +Deoffam Hall.'" + +"What nonsense you talk, Henry!" + +"Nonsense? I shall make it over to you. Catch me sticking myself out +here in solitary state to the admiration of the peacock! What's the +matter with you now, you two! Oh, well, if you turn up your noses at +Deoffam, it shall never be yours. I'll leave it to the eldest +chickabiddy. And mark you, please! I shall have him named 'Ashley,' and +stand godfather to him; and, he'll be mine, and not yours. I shall do +just as I like with the whole lot, if they count a score, and spoil them +as much as I choose." + +"What _is_ the matter there?" exclaimed Mrs. Ashley, perceiving a +commotion on the sofa. + +Mary succeeded in freeing herself, and went away with a crimsoned face. +"Mamma, I think Henry must be going out of his mind! He is talking so +absurdly." + +"Absurdly! Was what I said absurd, William?" + +William laughed. "It was premature, at any rate." + +Henry stretched up his hands and laid hold of William's. "It is true +what Mary says--that I must be going out of my mind. So I am: with joy." + + * * * * * + +But the report of Herbert Dare's death proved to be a false one. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +THE DREAM REALIZED. + + +The approaching marriage of William Halliburton gave rise to a dispute. +A dispute of love, though, not bitterness. Frank and Gar contended which +should have their mother. William no longer wanted her; he was going to +a home of his own. Frank wished to take larger chambers where she would +find sufficient accommodation; he urged a hundred reasons; his +grievances with his laundress, and his buttonless shirts. Gar, who was +in priest's orders now, had remained in that same first curacy, at a +hundred a year and the parsonage house to live in. He said he had been +wanting his mother all along, and could not do without her. + +Jane inclined to Gar. She said she had an idea that old ladies--how they +would have rebelled at hearing her call herself old!--were out of place +in a young barrister's chambers; and she had a further idea that +chambers were comfortless quarters to live in. The question was to be +decided when they met at William's wedding. Frank was getting on well; +better than the ordinary run of aspirants; he had come through +Helstonleigh two or three times on circuit, and had picked up odds and +ends of briefs there. + +Meanwhile William took possession of Mr. Ashley's old house, and the +wedding day approached. Besides her boys, Jane had another visitor for +the time; her brother Francis, who came down to marry them. Perhaps +because the Vicar of Deoffam had recently died. He might have come all +the same, had that gouty old gentleman been still alive. + +All clear and cloudless rose the September sun on Deoffam; never a +brighter sun shone on a wedding. It was a quiet wedding: only a few +guests were invited to it. Mary, in her white lace robes and floating +veil--flushed, timid, lovely--stood with her bridesmaids; not more +lovely than one of those bridesmaids, for one was Anna Lynn. + +Anna Lynn! Yes; Anna Lynn. To the lasting scandal of Patience, Anna +stood in the open church, dressed in bridesmaid's attire. Mary, who had +not been permitted the same intimacy with Anna since that marked and +unhappy time, but who had loved her all along, had been allowed by Mrs. +Ashley to choose her for one of her bridesmaids. The invitation was +proffered, and Samuel Lynn did not see reason to decline it. Patience +was indignantly rebellious; Anna, wild with delight. Look at her, as she +stands there! flowing robes of white around her, not made after the +primitive fashion of _her_ robes, but in the fashion of the day. Her +falling hair shades her carmine cheeks, and her blue eyes seek modestly +the ground. A fair picture; and a dangerous one to Henry Ashley, had +those old feelings of his remained in the ascendant. But he was cured; +as he told William: and he told it in truth. + +A short time, and Anna would want bridesmaids on her own account; though +that may be speaking metaphorically of a Quakeress. Anna's pretty face +had pierced the heart of one of their male body; and he had asked for +Anna in marriage. A very desirable male was he, in a social point of +view; and female Helstonleigh turned up its nose in envy at Anna's +fortune. He was considerably older than Anna; a fine-looking man and a +wealthy one, engaged in wholesale business. His name was Gurney; his +residence, outside the city, was a handsome one, replete with every +comfort; and he drove a carriage-and-pair. He had been for some time a +visitor at Samuel Lynn's, and Anna had learned to like him. That his +object in visiting there could only be Anna, every one had been sure of, +his position being so superior to Samuel Lynn's. Every one but Anna. +Somehow, since that past escapade, Anna had not cast a thought to +marrying, or to the probability of anyone asking her; and she did not +suspect his intentions. If she had suspected them, she might have set +herself against him; for there was a little spice of opposition in her, +which she loved to indulge. However, before that suspicion came to her +she had grown to care for him too much to play the coquette. Strange to +say, there was something in his figure and in the outline of his face, +which reminded people of Herbert Dare; but his features and their +expression were quite different. + +It was a most excellent match for Anna; there was no doubt of that; but +it did not afford complete satisfaction to Patience. Patience felt a +foreboding that he would be a good deal more indulgent to Anna than she +considered was wholesomely good for her: Patience had a misgiving that +Anna would be putting off her caps as she chose, then, and would not be +reprimanded for it. Not unlikely; could that future bridegroom, Charles +Gurney, catch sight of Anna as she stands now! for a more charming +picture never was seen. + +William, quiet and self-possessed, received Mary from the hands of her +father, who gave her away. The Reverend Francis Tait read the service, +and Gar, in his white canonicals, stood with him, after the new fashion +of the day. Jane's tears dropped on her pearl-grey damask dress; Frank +made himself very busy amongst the bridesmaids; and Henry Ashley was in +his most mocking mood. Thus they were made man and wife; and Mr. Tait's +voice rose high and echoed down the aisles of the little old church at +Deoffam, as he spoke the solemn injunction--"THOSE WHOM GOD HATH JOINED +TOGETHER, LET NO MAN PUT ASUNDER." + +Helstonleigh's streets were lined that day, and Helstonleigh's windows +were alive with heads. It was known that the bride and bridegroom would +pass through the town, on the first stage of their bridal tour, whose +ultimate destination was to be the Continent. The whole crowd of the +Ashley workpeople had gathered outside the manufactory, neglecting their +afternoon's work; a neglect which Samuel Lynn not only winked at, but +participated in, for he stood with them. As the carriage, which was Mr. +Ashley's, came in sight, its four horses urged by the postillions to a +sharp trot, one deafening cheer arose from the men. William laughed and +nodded to them; but they did not get half a good view of the master's +daughter beside him: nothing but a glimpse of a flushed cheek, and a +piece of a white veil. + +Slouching at the corner of a street, in a seedy coat, his eyes +bloodshot, was Cyril Dare. Never did one look more of a _mauvais sujet_ +than he, as he watched the chariot pass. The place now occupied by +William might have been his, had he so willed it and worked for it. Not, +perhaps, that of Mary's husband; he could not be sure of that, but as +Mr. Ashley's partner. A bitter cloud of disappointment, of repentance, +crossed his face as he looked at them. They both saw him standing there. +Did Mary think what a promising husband he would have made her? Cyril +flung a word after them; and it was not a blessing. + +Dobbs had also flung something after them, and in point of time and +precedence this ought to have been mentioned first. Patience, watching +from her window, curious as every one else, had seen Dobbs come out with +something under her apron, and take up her station at the gate, where +she waited patiently for just an hour and a quarter. As the carriage had +come into view, Dobbs sheltered herself behind the shrubs, nothing to be +seen of her above them, but her cap and eyes. The moment the carriage +was past, out flew Dobbs to the middle of the road. Bringing forth from +their hiding-place a pair of shoes considerably the worse for wear, the +one possessing no sole, and the other no upper leather, Dobbs dashed +them with force after the chariot, very much discomposing the manservant +in the rear, whose head they struck. + +"Nothing like old shoes to bring 'em luck," grunted Dobbs to Patience, +as she retired indoors. "I never knew good come of a wedding that didn't +get 'em." + +"_I_ wish them luck; the luck of a safe arrival home from those +unpleasant foreign parts," emphatically remarked Patience, who had found +her residence amongst the French nothing less than a species of +terrestrial purgatory. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +THE BISHOP'S LETTER. + + +A day or two after the wedding, a letter was delivered at Mrs. +Halliburton's residence, addressed to Gar. Its seal, a mitre, prepared +Gar to find that it came from the Bishop of Helstonleigh. Its contents +proved to be a mandate, commanding his attendance the following morning +at the palace at nine o'clock. Gar turned nervous. Had he fallen under +his bishop's displeasure, and was about to be reprimanded? Mr. Tait had +gone back to London; Gar was to leave on the following day, Saturday; +Frank meant to stay on for a week or two. It was his vacation. + +"That's Gar all over!" cried Frank, who had perched himself on a side +table. "Gar is sure to look to the dark side of things, instead of the +bright. If the Lord Chancellor sent for me, I should set it down that my +fortune was about to be made. His lordship's going to present you with a +living, Gar." + +"That's good!" retorted Gar. "What interest have I with the bishop?" + +"He has known you long enough." + +"As he has many others. If the bishop interested himself for all the +clergymen who have been educated at Helstonleigh college school, he +would have enough upon his hands. I expect it is to find fault with me +for some unconscious offence." + +"Go it, Gar! You'll get no sleep to-night." + +"Frank, I must say the note appears a peremptory one," remarked Jane. + +"Middling for that. It's short, if not sweet." + +Whether Gar had any sleep or not that night, he did not say; but he +started to keep the appointment punctually. His mother and Frank +remained together, and Jane fell into a bit of quiet talk over the +breakfast table. + +"Frank," said she, "I am often uneasy about you." + +"About me!" cried Frank in considerable wonderment. + +"If you were to go wrong! I know what the temptations of a London life +must be. Especially to a young man who has, so to say, no home." + +"I steer clear of them. Mother darling, I am telling you the truth," he +added earnestly. "Do you think we could ever fall away from such +training as yours? No. Look at what William is; look at Gar; and for +myself, though I don't like to boast, I assure you, the Anti-evil-doing +Society--if you have ever heard of that respected body--might hoist me +on a pedestal at Exeter Hall as their choicest model. You don't like my +joking! Believe me, then, in all seriousness, that your sons will never +fail you. We did not battle on in our duty as boys, to forget it as men. +You taught us the bravest lesson that a mother can teach, or a child +learn, when you contrived to impress upon us the truth that God is our +witness always, ever present." + +Jane's eyes filled with tears: not of grief. She knew that Frank was +speaking from his heart. + +"And you are getting on well?" + +"What with stray briefs that come to me, and my literary work, and the +fellowship, I make six or seven hundred a year already." + +"I hope you are not spending it all?" + +"That I am not. I put by all I can. It is true that I don't live upon +bread and potatoes six days in the week, as you know we have done; but I +take care that my expenses are moderate. It is keeping hare-brained +follies at arm's-length that enables me to save." + +"And now, Frank, for another question. What made you send me that +hundred-pound note?" + +"I shall send you another soon," was all Frank's answer. "The idea of my +gaining a superfluity of money, and sending none to my darling mother!" + +"But indeed I don't know what to do with it, Frank. I do not require +it." + +"Then put it by to look at. As long as I have brains to work with, I +shall think of my mother. Have you forgotten how she worked for us? I +wish you would come and live with me?" + +Jane entered into all her arguments for deeming that she should be +better with Gar. Not the least of them was, that she should still be +near Helstonleigh. Of all her sons, Jane, perhaps unconsciously to +herself, most loved her eldest: and to go far away from him would have +been another trouble. + +By-and-by, they saw Gar coming back. And he did not look as if he had +been receiving a reprimand: quite the contrary. He came in almost as +impulsively as he used to do in his schoolboy days. + +"Frank, you were right! The bishop is going to give me a living. Mother, +it is true." + +"Of course," said Frank. "I always am right." + +"The bishop did not keep me waiting a minute, although I was there +before my time. He was very kind, and----" + +"But about the living?" cried impatient Frank. + +"I am telling you, Frank. The bishop said he had watched us grow +up--meaning you, as well--and he felt pleased to tell me that he had +never seen anything but good in either of us. But I need not repeat all +that. He went on to ask me whether I should be prepared to do my duty +zealously in a living, were one given to me. I answered that I hoped I +should--and the long and the short of it is, that I am going to be +appointed to one." + +"Long live the bishop!" cried Frank. "Where's the living situated! In +the moon?" + +"Ah, where indeed? Guess what living it is, mother." + +"Gar, dear, how can I?" asked Jane. "Is it a minor canonry?" + +They both laughed. It recalled Jane to her absence of mind. The bishop +had nothing to do with bestowing the minor canonries. Neither could a +minor canonry be called a "living." + +"Mother, it is Deoffam." + +"Deoffam! Oh, Gar!" + +"Yes, it is Deoffam. You will not have to go far away from Helstonleigh, +now." + +"I'll lay my court wig that Mr. Ashley has had his finger in the pie!" +cried quick Frank. + +But, in point of fact, the gift had emanated from the prelate himself. +And a very good gift it was: four hundred a year, and the prettiest +parsonage house within ten miles. The brilliant scholarship of the +Halliburtons, attained by their own unflagging industry, the high +character they had always borne, had not been lost upon the Bishop of +Helstonleigh. Gar's conduct as a clergyman had been exemplary; Gar's +preaching was of no mean order, and the bishop deemed that such a one as +Gar ought not to be overlooked. The day has gone by for a bishop to know +nothing of the younger clergy of his diocese, and he of Helstonleigh had +Gar Halliburton down in his preferment book. It is just possible that +the announcement of his name in the local papers, as having helped to +marry his brother at Deoffam, may have put that particular living into +the bishop's head. Certain it was, that, a few hours after the bishop +read it, he ordered his carriage, and went to pay a visit at Deoffam +Hall. During his stay, he took Mr. Ashley's arm, and drew him out on to +the terrace, very much as though he wished to take a nearer view of the +peacock. + +"I have been thinking, Mr. Ashley, of bestowing the living of Deoffam +upon Edgar Halliburton. What should you say to it?" + +"That I should almost feel it as a personal favour paid to myself," was +the reply of Mr. Ashley. + +"Then it is done," said the bishop. "He is young, but I know a great +many older men who are less deserving than he." + +"Your lordship may rely upon it that there are few men, young or old, +who are so intrinsically deserving as the Halliburtons." + +"I know it," said the bishop. "They interested me as lads, and I have +watched them ever since." + +And that is how Gar became Vicar of Deoffam. + +"You will be trying for a minor canonry now, Gar, I suppose, living so +near to it?" observed Jane. + +"Mrs. Halliburton, will you be so kind as not to put unsuitable notions +into his head?" interrupted Frank. "The Reverend Gar must look out for a +canonry, not a minor. And he won't stop there. When I am on the +woolsack, in my place in the Lords, Gar may be opposite to me, a +spiritual peer." + +Jane laughed, as did Frank. Who knew, though? It all lay in the future. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +A DYING CONFESSION. + + +Meanwhile William Halliburton and his wife had crossed the Channel. +Amongst other letters, written home to convey news of them, was the +following. It was written by Mary to Mrs. Ashley, after they had been +abroad a week or two. + + "_Hotel du Chapeau Rouge_, _Dunkerque_, + + "_September 24th._ + + "MY EVER DEAR MAMMA, + + "You have heard from William how it was that we altered our + intended route. I thought the sea-side so delightful that I was + unwilling to leave it, even for Paris, and we determined to + remain on the coast, especially as I shall have other + opportunities of seeing Paris with William. Boulogne was + crowded and noisy, so we left it for less frequented towns, + staying a day or two in each place. We went to Calais and to + Gravelines; also to Bourbourg, and to Cassel--the two latter + _not_ on the coast. The view from Cassel--which you must not + confound with Cassel in Germany--is magnificent. We met some + English people on the summit of the hill, and they told us the + English called it the Malvern of France. I am not sure which + affords the finer view, Cassel or Malvern. They say that eighty + towns or villages may be counted from it; but I cannot say that + we made out anything like so many. We can see the sea in the + far distance--as we can, on a clear day, catch a glimpse from + Malvern of the Bristol Channel. The view from some of the + windows of the Hotel de Sauvage was so beautiful that I was + never tired of looking at it. William says he shall show me + better views when he takes me to Lyons and Annonay, but I + scarcely think it possible. At a short distance rises a + monastery of the order of La Trappe, where the monks never + speak, except the 'Memento mori' when they meet each other. + Some of the customs of the hotel were primitive; they gave us + tablespoons in our coffee-cups for breakfast. + + "From Cassel we came to Dunkerque, and are staying at the + Chapeau Rouge, the only large hotel in the place. The other + large hotel was made into a convent some time back; both are in + the Rue des Capucins. It is a fine and very clean old fortified + town, with a statue of Jean Bart in the middle of the Place. + Place Jean Bart, it is called; and the market is held in it on + Wednesdays and Saturdays, as it is at Helstonleigh. Such a + crowded scene on the Saturday! and the women's snow-white caps + quite shine in the sun. I cannot tell you how much I like to + look at these old Flemish towns! By moonlight, they look + exactly like the towns you are familiar with in old pictures. + There is a large basin here, and a long harbour and pier. One + English lady, whom we met at the table d'hote, said she had + never been to the end of the pier yet, and she had lived in + Dunkerque four years. It was too far for a walk, she said. The + country round is flat and poor, and the lower classes mostly + speak Flemish. + + "On Monday we went by barge to a place called Bergues, four + miles off. It was market day there, and the barge was crowded + with passengers from Dunkerque. A nice old town, with a fine + church. They charged us only five sous for our passage. But I + must leave all these descriptions until I return home, and come + to what I have chiefly to tell you. + + "There is a piece of enclosed ground here, called the Pare. On + the previous Saturday, which was the day we first arrived here, + I and William were walking through it, and sat down on one of + the benches facing the old tower. I was rather tired, having + been to the end of the pier--for its length did not alarm us. + Some one was seated at the other end of the bench, but we did + not take particular notice of her. Suddenly she turned to me, + and spoke: 'Have I not the honour of seeing Miss Ashley?' + Mamma, you may imagine my surprise. It was that Italian + governess of the Dares, Mademoiselle Varsini, as they used to + call her. William interposed: I don't think he liked her + speaking to me. I suppose he thought of that story about her, + which came over from Germany. He rose and took me on his arm to + move away. 'Formerly Miss Ashley,' he said to her: 'now Mrs. + Halliburton.' But William's anger died away--if he had felt + any--when he saw her face. I cannot describe to you how + fearfully ill she looked. Her cheeks were white, and drawn, and + hollow; her eyes were sunk within a dark circle, and her lips + were open and looked black. 'Are you ill?' I asked her. 'I am + so ill that a few days will be the finish of me,' she answered. + 'The doctor gave me to the falling of the leaves, and many are + already strewing the grass; in less than a week's time from + this, I shall be lower than they are.' 'Is Herbert Dare with + you?' inquired William--but he has said since that he spoke in + the moment's impulse. Had he taken thought, he would not have + put the question. 'No, he is not with me,' she answered, in an + angry tone. 'I know nothing of him. He is just a vagabond on + the face of the earth.' 'What is it that is the matter with + you?' William asked her. 'They call it decay,' she answered. 'I + was in Brussels, getting my living by daily teaching. I had to + go out in all weathers, and I did not take heed to the colds I + caught. I suppose they settled on my lungs.' 'Have you been in + this town long?' we inquired of her. 'I came in August,' she + answered. 'The Belgian doctor said if I had a change, it might + do something for me, and I came here; it was the same to me + where I went. But it did me harm instead of good. I grew worse + directly I came; and the doctor here said I must not move away + again; the travelling would injure me. What mattered it? As + good die here as elsewhere.' That she had death written plainly + in her face, was evident. Nevertheless, William tried to say a + word of hope to her: but she interrupted him. 'There's no + recovery for me; I am sure to die; and the time, it's to be + hoped, will not be long in coming, or my money will not hold + out.' She spoke in a matter-of-fact tone shocking to hear: and + before I could call up any answer, she turned to William. 'You + are the William Halli--I never could say the name--who was at + Mr. Ashley's with Cyril Dare. May I ask where you have + descended in Dunkerque?' 'At the Chapeau Rouge,' replied + William. 'Then, if I should send there to ask you to come and + speak with me, will you come?' she continued. 'I have something + that I should like to tell you before I die.' William informed + her that we should remain a week; and we wished her good + morning and moved away into another walk. Soon afterwards, we + saw a Sister of Charity, one of those who go about nursing the + sick, come up to her and lead her away. She could scarcely + crawl, and halted to take breath between every few steps. + + "This, I have told you, was last Saturday. This evening, + Wednesday, just as we were rising from table, a waiter came to + William and called him out, saying he was wanted. It proved to + be the Sister of Charity that we had seen in the park; she told + William that Madame Varsini was near death, and had sent her + for him. So William went with her, and I have been writing this + to you since his departure. It is now ten o'clock, and he has + not yet returned. I shall keep this open to tell you what she + wanted with him. I cannot imagine. + + "Past eleven. William has come in. He thinks she will not live + over to-morrow. And I have kept my letter open for nothing, for + William will not tell me. He says she has been talking to him + about herself and the Dares; but that the tale is more fit for + papa's ears than for yours or mine. + + "My sincerest love to papa and Henry. We are so glad Gar is to + be at Deoffam!--And believe me, your ever-loving child, + + "MARY HALLIBURTON." + + "Excuse the smear. I had nearly put 'Mary Ashley.'" + + * * * * * + +This meeting, described in Mary's letter, must have been one of those +remarkable coincidences that sometimes occur during a lifetime. Chance +encounters they are sometimes called. Chance! Had William and his wife +not gone to Dunkerque--and they went there by accident, as may be said, +for the original plan had been to spend their absence in Paris--they +would not have met. Had the Italian lady not gone to Dunkerque when +ordered change--and she chose it by accident, she said--they would not +have met. But somehow both parties _were_ brought there, and they did +meet. It was not chance that led them there. + +When William went out with the sister, she conducted him to a small +lodging in the Rue Nationale, a street not far from the hotel. The +accommodation appeared to consist of a small ante-room and a +bed-chamber. Signora Varsini was in the latter, dressed in a _peignoir_, +and sitting in an arm-chair, supported by cushions. A washed-out, faded +_peignoir_, possibly the very one she had worn years ago, the night of +the death of Anthony Dare. William was surprised; by the sister's +account he had expected to find her in bed, almost in the last +extremity. But hers was a restless spirit. She was evidently weaker, and +her breath seemed to come irregularly. William sat down in a chair +opposite to her: he could not see very much of her face, for the small +lamp on the table had a green shade over it, which cast its gloom on the +room. + +The sister retired to the ante-room and closed the door between with a +caution. "Madame was not to talk much." For a few moments after the +first greeting, she, "Madame," kept silence; then she spoke in English. + +"I should not have known you. I never saw much of you. But I knew Miss +Ashley in a moment. You must have prospered well." + +"Yes, I am Mr. Ashley's partner." + +"So! That is what Cyril Dare coveted for himself. Miss Ashley also. +'Bah, Monsieur Cyril!' said I sometimes to my mind; 'neither the one nor +the other for thee.' Where is he?" + +"Cyril? He is at home. Doing no good." + +"He never do good," she said with bitterness. "He Herbert's own brother. +And the other one--George?" + +"George is in Australia. He has a chance, I believe, of doing pretty +well." + +"Are the girls married?" + +"No." + +"Not Adelaide?" + +"No." + +Something like a smile curled her dark and fevered lips. "Mademoiselle +Adelaide was trying after that vicomte. 'Bah!' I would say to myself as +I did by Cyril, 'there's no vicomte for her; he is only playing his +game.' Does he go there now?" + +"Lord Hawkesley? Oh, no. All intimacy has ceased." + +"They have gone down, have they not? They are very poor?" + +"I fear they are poor now. Yes, they have very much gone down. May I +inquire what it is you want with me?" + +"You inquire soon," she answered in resentful tones. "Do you fear I +should contaminate you?--as you feared for your wife on Saturday?" + +"If I can aid you in any way I shall be happy and ready to do so," was +William's answer, spoken soothingly. "I think you are very ill." + +"The doctor was here this afternoon. 'Ma chere,' said he, 'to-morrow +will about end it. You are too weak to last longer; the inside is +gone.'" + +"Did he speak to you in that way?--a medical man!" + +"He is aware that I know as much about my own state as he does. He might +not be so plain with all his patients. Then I said to the sister, 'Get +me up and make the bed, for I must see a friend.'--And I sent her for +you. I told you I wanted you to do me a little service. Will you do it?" + +"If it is in my power." + +"It is not much. It is this," she added, drawing from beneath the +_peignoir_ a small packet, sealed and stamped, looking like a thick +letter. "Will you undertake to put this surely in the post after I am +dead? I do not want it posted before." + +"Certainly I will," he answered, taking it from her hand, and glancing +at the superscription. It was addressed to Herbert Dare at Dusseldorf. +"Is he there?" asked William. + +"That was his address the last I heard of him. He is now here, now +there, now elsewhere; a vagabond, as I told you, on the face of the +earth. He is like Cain," she vehemently continued. "Cain wandered abroad +over the earth, never finding rest. So does Herbert Dare. Who wonders? +Cain killed his brother: what did _he_ do?" + +William lifted his eyes to her face; as much of it as might be +distinguished under the dark shade cast by the lamp. That she appeared +to be in a very demonstrative state of resentment against Herbert Dare +was indisputable. + +"He did not kill his brother, at any rate," observed William. "I fear he +is not a good man; and you may have cause to know that more conclusively +than I; but he did not kill his brother. You were in Helstonleigh at the +time, mademoiselle, and must remember that he was cleared," added +William, falling into the style of address used by the Dares. + +"Then I say he did kill him." + +She spoke with slow distinctness. William could only look at her in +amazement. Was her mind wandering? She sat glaring at him with her light +blue eyes, so glazed, yet glistening; just the same eyes that used to +puzzle old Anthony Dare. + +"What did you say?" asked William. + +"I say that Herbert Dare is a second Cain," she answered. + +"He did not kill Anthony," repeated William. "He could not have killed +him. He was in another place at the time." + +"Yes. With that Puritan child in the dainty dress--fit attire only for +your folles in--what you call the place?--Bedlam! I know he was in +another place," she continued: and she appeared to be growing terribly +excited, between passion and natural emotion. + +"Then what are you speaking of?" asked William. "It is an impossibility +that Herbert could have killed his brother." + +"He caused him to be killed." + +William felt a nameless dread creeping over him. "What do you mean?" he +breathed. + +"I send that letter, which you have taken charge of, to Herbert the bad; +but he moves about from place to place, and it may never reach him. So I +want to tell you in substance what is written in the letter, that you +may repeat it to him when you come across him. He may be going back to +Helstonleigh some day; if he not die off first, with his vagabond life. +Was it not said there, once, that he was dead?" + +"Only for a day or two. It was a false report." + +"And when you see him--in case he has not had that packet--you will tell +him this that I am now about to tell you." + +"What is its nature?" asked William. + +"Will you promise to tell him?" + +"Not until I first hear what it may be," fearlessly replied William. +"Intrust it to me, if you will, and I will keep it sacred; but I must +use my own judgment as to imparting it to Herbert Dare. It may be +something that would be better left unsaid." + +"I do not ask you to keep it sacred," she rejoined. "You may tell it to +the world if you please; you may tell it to your wife; you may tell it +to all Helstonleigh. But not until I am dead. Will you give that +promise?" + +"That I will readily give you." + +"On your honour?" + +William's truthful eyes smiled into hers. "On my honour--if that shall +better satisfy you. It was not necessary." + +She remained silent a few moments, and then burst forth vehemently. +"When you see him, that cochon, that vaurien----" + +"I beg you to be calm," interrupted William. "This excitement must be +most injurious to one in your weak state; I cannot sit and listen to +it." + +"Tell him," said she, leaning forward, and speaking in a somewhat calmer +tone, "tell him that it was he who caused the death of his brother +Anthony." + +William could only look at her. Was she wandering? "_I_ killed him," she +went on. "Killed him in mistake for Monsieur Herbert." + +Barely had the words left her lips, when all that had been strange in +that past tragedy seamed to roll away as a cloud from William's mind. +The utter mystery there had been as to the perpetrator: the almost +impossibility of pointing accusation to any, seemed now accounted for: +and a conviction that she was speaking the dreadful truth fell upon him. +Involuntarily he recoiled from her. + +"He used me ill; yes, he used me ill, that wicked Herbert!" she +continued in agitation. "He told me stories; he was false to me; he +mocked at me! He had made me care for him; I cared for him--ah, I not +tell you how. And then he turned round to laugh at me. He had but amused +himself--pour faire passer la temps!" + +Her voice had risen to a shriek; her face and lips grew ghastly, and she +began to twitch as one falling into convulsion. William grew alarmed, +and hastened to her support. He could not help it, much as his spirit +revolted from her. + +"Y a-t-il quelque chose qu'on peut donner a madame pour la soulager?" he +called out hastily to the sister in his fear. + +The woman glided in. "Mais oui, monsieur. Madame s'agite, n'est-ce pas?" + +"Elle s'agite beaucoup." + +The sister poured some drops from a phial into a wine-glass of water, +and held it to those quivering lips. "Si vous vous agitez comme cela, +madame, c'est pour vous tuer, savez-vous?" cried she. + +"I fear so too," added William in English to the invalid. "It would be +better for me not to hear this, than for you to put yourself into this +state." + +She grew calmer, and the sister quitted them. William resumed his seat +as before; there appeared to be no help for it, and she continued her +tale. + +"I not agitate myself again," she said. "I not tell you all the details, +or what I suffered: a quoi bon? Pain at morning, pain at midday, pain at +night; I think my heart turned dark, and it has never been right +again----" + +"Hush, mademoiselle! The sister will hear you." + +"What matter? She not speak English." + +"I really cannot, for your sake, remain here, if you put yourself into +this state," he rejoined. + +"You must remain; you must listen! You have promised to do it," she +answered. + +"I will, if you will be calm." + +"I'll be calm," she rejoined, the check having driven back the rising +passion. "The worst is told. Or rather, I do not tell you the +worst--that mauvais Herbert! Do you wonder that my spirit was turned to +revenge?" + +Perceiving somewhat of her fierce and fiery nature, William did not +wonder at it. "I do not know what I am to understand yet?" he whispered. +"Did _you_--_kill_--Anthony?" + +She leaned back on her pillow, clasping her hands before her. "Ah me! I +did! Tell him so," she continued again passionately; "tell him that I +killed Anthony--thinking it was _him_." + +"It is a dreadful story!" shuddered William. + +"I did not mean it to be so dreadful," she answered, speaking quite +equably. "No, I did not; and I am telling you as true as though it were +my confession before receiving the _bon dieu_. I only meant to wound +him----" + +"Herbert?" + +"Herbert! Of course; who else but Herbert?" she retorted, giving signs +of another relapse. "Had I cause of anger against that pauvre Anthony? +No; no. Anthony was sharp with the rest sometimes, but he was always +civil to me; I never had a mis-word with him. I not like Cyril; but I +not dislike George and Anthony. Why, why," she continued, wringing her +hands, "did Anthony come forth from his chamber that night and go out, +when he said he had retired to it for good? That is where all the evil +arose." + +"Not all," dissented William in low tones. + +"Yes, all," she sharply repeated. "I had only meant to give Mr. Herbert +a little prick in the dark, just to repay him, to stop his pleasant +visits to that field for a term. I never thought to kill him. I liked +him better than that, ill as he was behaving to me. I never thought to +kill him; I never thought much to hurt him. And it would not have hurt +Anthony; but that he was what you call tipsy, and fell on the point of +the----" + +"Scissors?" suggested William, for she had stopped. How could he, even +with this confession before him, speak to a lady--or one who ought to +have been a lady--of any uglier weapon? + +"I had something by me sharper than scissors. But never you mind what. +That, so far, does not matter. The little hurt I had intended for +Herbert he escaped; and poor Anthony was killed." + +There was a long pause. William broke it, speaking out his thoughts +impulsively. + +"And yet you went to Rotterdam afterwards to make friends with Herbert!" + +"When he write and tell me there good teaching in the place, could I +know it was untrue? Could I know that he would borrow all my money from +me? Could I know that he turn out a worse----" + +"Mademoiselle, I pray you, be calm." + +"There, then. I will say no more. I have outlived it. But I wish him to +know that that fine night's work was _his_. It was the right man who lay +in prison for it. The letter I have given you may never reach him; and I +ask you tell him, for his pill, should it not." + +"Then you have never hinted this to him?" asked William. + +"Never. I was afraid. Will you tell him?" + +"I cannot make the promise. I must use my own discretion. I think it is +very unlikely that I shall ever see him." + +"You meet people that you do not look for. Until last Saturday, you +might have said it was unlikely that you would meet me." + +"That is true." + +Now that the excitement of the disclosure was over, she lay back in a +grievous state of exhaustion. William rose to leave, and she held out +her hand to him. Could he shun it--guilty as she had confessed herself +to him? No. Who was he, that he should set himself up to judge her? And +she was dying! + +"Can nothing be done to alleviate your sufferings?" he inquired in a +kindly tone. + +"Nothing. The sooner death comes to release me from them, the better." + +He lingered yet, hesitating. Then he bent closer to her, and spoke in a +whisper. + +"Have you thought much of that other life? Of the necessity of +repentance--of seeking earnestly the pardon of God?" + +"That is your Protestant fashion," she answered with equanimity. "I have +made my confession to a priest and he has given me absolution. A good +fat old man; he was very kind to me; he saw how I had been tossed and +turned about in life. He will bring the _bon dieu_ to me the last thing, +and cause a mass to be said for my soul." + +"I thought I had heard that you were a Protestant." + +"I was either. I said I was a Protestant to Madame Dare. But the Roman +Catholic religion is the most convenient to take up when you are +passing. _Your_ priests say they cannot pardon sins." + +The interview took longer in acting than it has in telling, and William +returned to the hotel to find Mary tired, wondering at his absence, and +a letter to Mrs. Ashley--with which you have been favoured--lying on the +table, awaiting its conclusion. + +"You are weary, my darling. You should not have remained up." + +"I thought you were never coming, William. I thought you must have gone +off by the London steamer, and left me here! The hotel omnibus took some +passengers to it at ten o'clock." + +William sat down on the sofa, and drew her to him; the full tide of +thankfulness going up from his heart that all women were not as the one +he had just left. + +"And what did Mademoiselle Varsini want with you, William? Is she really +dying?" + +"I think she is dying. You must not ask me what she wanted, Mary. It was +to tell me something--to speak of things connected with herself and the +Dares. They would not be pleasant to your ears." + +"But I have been writing an account of all this to mamma, and have left +my letter open, to send word what the governess could have to say to +you. What can I tell her?" + +"Tell her as I tell you, my dearest: that what I have been listening to +is more fit for Mr. Ashley's ears than for yours or hers." + +Mary rose and wrote rapidly the concluding lines. William stood and +watched her. He laughed at the "smear." + +"I am not familiar with my new name yet: I was signing myself 'Mary +Ashley.'" + +"Would you go back to the old name, if you could?" cried he, somewhat +saucily. + +"Oh, William!" + +Saturday came round again: the day they were to leave--just a week since +they had come, since the encounter in the park. They were taking an +early walk in the market, when certain low sounds, as of chanting, +struck upon their ears. A funeral was coming along; it had just turned +out of the great church of St. Eloi, at the other corner of the Place. +Not a wealthy funeral--quite the other thing. On the previous day they +had seen a grand interment, attended by its distinguishing marks; seven +or eight banners, as many priests. Some sudden feeling prompted William +to ask whose funeral this was, and he made inquiry of a shopkeeper, who +was standing at her door. + +"Monsieur, c'est l'enterrement d'une etrangere. Une Italienne, l'on dit: +Madame Varsini." + +"Oh, William! do they bury her already?" was Mary's shocked +remonstrance. "It was only yesterday at midday the sister came to you to +say she had died. What a shame!" + +"Hush, love! Many of the people here understand English. They bury +quickly in these countries." + +They stood on the pavement, and the funeral came quickly on. One black +banner borne aloft in a man's hand, two boys in surplices with lighted +candles, and the priest chanting with his open book. Eight men, in white +corded hats and black cloaks, bore the coffin on a bier, and there was a +sprinkling of impromptu followers--as there always is at these foreign +funerals. As the dead was borne past him on its way to the cemetery, +William, following the usage of the country, lifted his hat, and +remained uncovered until it had gone by. + +And that was the last of Bianca Varsini. + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE DOWNFALL OF THE DARES. + + +It was a winter's morning, and the family party round the breakfast +table at William Halliburton's looked a cheery one, with its adjuncts of +a good fire and good fare. Mr. and Mrs. Ashley and Henry were guests. +And I can tell you that in Mr. Ashley they were entertaining no less a +personage than the high sheriff of the county. + +The gentlemen nominated for sheriffs, that year, for the county of +Helstonleigh, whose names had gone up to the Queen, were as follows:-- + +Humphrey Coldicott, Esquire, of Coldicott Grange; + +Sir Harry Marr, Bart., of The Lynch; + +Thomas Ashley, Esquire, of Deoffam Hall. And her Majesty had been +pleased to pick the latter name. + +The gate of the garden swung open, and some one came hastily round the +gravel-path to the house. Mary, who was seated at the head of the table, +facing the window, caught a view of the visitor. + +"It is Mrs. Dare!" she exclaimed. + +"Mrs. Dare!" repeated Mr. Ashley, as a peal at the hall-bell was heard. +"Nonsense, child!" + +"Papa, indeed it is." + +"I think you must be mistaken, Mary," said her husband. "Mrs. Dare would +scarcely be out at this early hour." + +"Oh, you disbelievers all!" laughed Mary. "As if I did not know Mrs. +Dare! She looked scared and flurried." + +Mrs. Dare, looking indeed scared and flurried, came into the +breakfast-room. The servant had been showing her into another room, but +she put him aside, and appeared amidst them. + +What brought her there? What had she come to tell them? Alas! of their +unhappy downfall. How the Dares had contrived to go on so long, without +the crash coming, they alone knew. They had promised to pay here, they +had promised to pay there; and people, tradespeople especially, did not +much like to begin compulsory measures with old Anthony Dare, who had so +long held sway in Helstonleigh. His professional business had almost +left him--perhaps because there was no efficient head to carry it on. +Cyril was just what mademoiselle had called Herbert, a vagabond; and +Cyril was an irretrievable one. No good to the business was he--not half +as much good as he was to the public-houses. Mr. Dare, with white hair, +bent form, and dim eyes, would go creeping to his office most days; but +his memory was leaving him, and it was evident to all that he was +relapsing into his second childhood. Latterly they had lived entirely by +privately disposing of their portable effects--as Honey Fair used to do +when it fell out of work. They owed money everywhere; rent, taxes, +servants' wages, large debts, small debts--it was universal. And now the +landlord had put in his claim after the manner of landlords, and it had +brought on the climax. They were literally without resource; they knew +not where to turn; they had not a penny, or the worth of it, in the wide +world. Mrs. Dare, in the alarm occasioned by the unwelcome visitor--for +the landlord's man had made good his entrance that morning--came flying +off to Mr. Ashley, some extravagant hope floating in her mind that help +might be obtained from him. + +"Here's trouble! Here's trouble!" she exclaimed by way of salutation, +wringing her hands frantically. + +They rose in consternation, believing she must have gone wild. William +handed her a chair. + +"There, don't come round me," she cried, as she flung herself into it. +"Go on with your breakfast. I have concealed our troubles until I am +heart-sick, and now they can be concealed no longer, and I have come for +help to you. Don't press anything upon me, Mrs. William Halliburton; to +attempt to eat would choke me!" + +She sat there and entered on her grievances. How they had long been +without money, had lived by credit, and by pledging things out of their +house; how they owed more than she could tell; how a "horrible man" had +come into their house that morning, as an emissary of the landlord. + +"What are we to do?" she wailed. "Will you help us? Mr. Ashley, will +you?--your wife is my husband's cousin, you know. Mr. Halliburton, will +_you_ help us? Don't you know that I have a right to claim kindred with +you? Your father and I were first cousins, and lived for some time under +the same roof." + +William remembered the former years when she had not been so ready to +own the relationship. He remembered the day when Mr. Dare had put a +seizure into their house, and his mother had gone, craving grace of him. +Mr. Ashley remembered it, and his eye met William's. How marvellously +had the change been brought round! the right come to light! + +"What is it that you wish me to do?" inquired Mr. Ashley. "I do not +understand." + +"Not understand!" she sharply echoed, in her grief. "I want the landlord +paid out. You have ample means at command, Mr. Ashley, and might do this +much for us." + +A modest request, certainly! The rent due was for three years: +considerably more than two hundred pounds. Mr. Ashley replied to it +quietly. + +"A moment's reflection might convince you, Mrs. Dare, that to pay this +money would be fruitless waste. The instant this procedure gets +wind--and in all probability it has already done so--other claims, as +pressing, will be enforced." + +"Tradespeople must wait," she answered, with irritation. + +"Wait for what?" asked Mr. Ashley. "Do you expect to drop into a +fortune?" + +Wait for what, indeed? For complete ruin? There was nothing else to wait +for. Mrs. Dare sat beating her foot against the carpet. + +"Mr. Dare has grown useless," she said. "What he says one minute, he +forgets the next; he is almost in a state of imbecility. I have no one +to consult with, and therefore I come to you. Indeed, you must help me." + +"But I do not see what I can do for you," rejoined Mr. Ashley. "As to +paying your debts, it is--it is--in fact, it is not to be thought of. I +have my own payments to make, my expenses to keep up. I could not do it, +Mrs. Dare." + +She paused again, playing nervously with her bonnet strings. "Will you +go back with me, and see what you can make of Mr. Dare? Perhaps between +you something may be arranged. I don't understand things." + +"I cannot go back with you," replied Mr. Ashley. "I must attend the +meeting which takes place this morning at the Guildhall." + + +"In your official capacity," remarked Mrs. Dare in not at all a pleasant +tone of voice. "I forgot that you preside at it. How very grand you have +become!" + +"Very grand indeed, I think, considering the lowly estimation in which +you held the glove manufacturer, Thomas Ashley," he answered, with a +good-humoured laugh. "I will call upon your husband in the course of the +day, Mrs. Dare." + +She turned to William. "Will you return with me? I have a claim on you," +she reiterated eagerly. + +He shook his head. "I accompany Mr. Ashley to the meeting." + +She was obliged to be satisfied, turned abruptly, and left the room, +William attending her to the door. + +"What d'you call that?" asked Henry, lifting his voice for the first +time. + +"Call it?" repeated his sister. + +"Yes, Mrs. Mary; call it. Cheek, I should say." + +"Hush, Henry," said Mr. Ashley. + +"Very well, sir. It's cheek all the same, though." + +As Mr. Ashley surmised, the misfortune had already got wind, and the +unhappy Dares were besieged that day by clamorous creditors. When Mr. +Ashley and William arrived there, for they walked up at the conclusion +of the public meeting, they found Mr. Dare seated alone in the +dining-room; that sad dining-room which had witnessed the tragical end +of Anthony. He cowered over the fire, his thin hands stretched out to +the blaze. He was not altogether childish; but his memory failed, and he +was apt to fall into fits of wandering. Mr. Ashley drew forward a chair +and sat down by him. + +"I fear things do not look very bright," he observed. "We called in at +your office as we came by, and found a seizure was also put in there." + +"There's nothing much for 'em to take but the desks," returned old +Anthony. + +"Mrs. Dare wished me to come and talk matters over with you, to see +whether anything could be done. She does not understand them, she said." + +"What _can_ be done, when things come to such a pass as this?" returned +Anthony Dare, lifting his head sharply. "That's just like women--'seeing +what's to be done!' I am beset on all sides. If the bank sent me a +present of three or four thousand pounds, we might go on again. But it +won't, you know. The things must go, and we must go. I suppose they'll +not put me in prison; they'd get nothing by doing it." + +He leaned forward and rested his chin on his stick, which was stretched +out before him as usual. Presently he resumed, his eyes and words alike +wandering: + +"He said the money would not bring us good if we kept it. And it has +not: it has brought a curse. I have told Julia so twenty times since +Anthony went. Only the half of it was ours, you know, and we took the +whole." + +"What money?" asked Mr. Ashley, wondering what he was saying. + +"Old Cooper's. We were at Birmingham when he died, I and Julia. The will +left it all to her, but he charged us----" + +Mr. Dare suddenly stopped. His eye had fallen on William. In these fits +of wandering he partially lost his memory, and mixed things and people +together in the most inextricable confusion. + +"Are you Edgar Halliburton?" he went on. + +"I am his son. Do you not remember me, Mr. Dare?" + +"Ay, ay. Your son-in-law," nodding to Mr. Ashley. "But Cyril was to have +had that place, you know. He was to have been your partner." + +Mr. Ashley made no reply. It might not have been understood. And Mr. +Dare resumed, confounding William with his father. + +"It was hers in the will, you know, Edgar, and that's some excuse, for +we had to prove it. There was not time to alter the will, but he said it +was an unjust one, and charged us to divide the money; half for us, half +for you; to divide it to the last halfpenny. And we took it all. We did +not mean to take it, or to cheat you, but somehow the money went; our +expenses were great, and we had heavy debts, and when you came +afterwards to Helstonleigh and died, your share was already broken +into, and it was too late. Ill-gotten money brings nothing but a curse, +and that money brought it to us. Will you shake hands and forgive?" + +"Heartily," replied William, taking his wasted hand. + +"But you had to struggle, and the money would have kept struggle from +you. It was many thousands." + +"Who knows whether it would or not?" cheerily answered William. "Had we +possessed money to fall back upon, we might not have struggled with a +will; we might not have put out all the exertion that was in us, and +then we should never have got on as we have done." + +"Ay; got on. You are looked up to now; you have become gentlemen. And +what are my boys? The money was yours." + +"Dismiss it entirely from your memory, Mr. Dare," was William's answer, +given in true compassion. "I believe that our not having had it may have +been good for us in the long-run, rather than a drawback. The utter want +of money may have been the secret of our success." + +"Ay," nodded old Dare. "My boys should have been taught to work, and +they were only taught to spend. We must have our luxuries indoors, +forsooth, and our show without; our servants, and our carriages, and our +confounded pride. What has it ended in?" + +What had it! They made no answer. Mr. Dare remained still for a while, +and then lifted his haggard face, and spoke in a whisper, a shrinking +dread in his face and tone. + +"They have been nothing but my curses. It was through Herbert that she, +that wicked foreign woman, murdered Anthony." + +Did he know of _that_? How had the knowledge come to him! William had +not betrayed it, except to Mr. Ashley and Henry. And they had buried the +dreadful secret down deep in the archives of their breasts. Mr. Dare's +next words disclosed the puzzle. + +"She died, that woman. And she wrote to Herbert on her death-bed and +made a confession. He sent a part of it on here, lest, I suppose, we +might doubt him still. But his conduct led to it. It is dreadful to have +such sons as mine!" + +His stick fell to the ground. Mr. Ashley held him, while William picked +it up. He was gasping for breath. + +"You are not well," cried Mr. Ashley. + +"No; I think I am going. One can't stand these repeated shocks. Did I +see Edgar Halliburton here? I thought he was dead. Is he come for his +money?" he continued in a shivering whisper. "We acted according to the +will, sir: according to the will, tell him. He can see it in Doctors' +Commons. He can't proceed against us; he has no proof. Let him go and +look at the will." + +"We had better leave him, William," murmured Mr. Ashley. "Our presence +only excites him." + +In the opposite room sat Mrs. Dare. Adelaide passed out of it as they +entered. Never before had they remarked how sadly worn and faded she +looked. Her later life had been spent in pining after the chance of +greatness she had lost, in missing Viscount Hawkesley. Irrevocably lost +to her; for the daughter of a neighbouring earl now called him husband. +They sat down by Mrs. Dare, but could only condole with her: nothing but +the most irretrievable ruin was around. + +"We shall be turned from here," she wailed. "How are we to find a +home--to earn a living?" + +"Your daughters must do something to assist you," replied Mr. Ashley. +"Teaching, or----" + +"Teaching! in this overdone place!" she interrupted. + +"It has been somewhat overdone in that way, certainly of late years," he +answered. "If they cannot get teaching, they may find some other +employment. Work of some sort." + +"Work!" shrieked Mrs. Dare. "My daughters _work_!" + +"Indeed, I don't know what else is to be done," he answered. "Their +education has been good, and I should think they may obtain daily +teaching: perhaps sufficient to enable you to live quietly. I will pay +for a lodging for you, and give you a trifle towards housekeeping, until +you can turn yourselves round." + +"I wish we were all dead!" was the response of Mrs. Dare. + +Mr. Ashley went a little nearer to her. "What is this story that your +husband has been telling about the misappropriation of the money that +Mr. Cooper desired should be handed to Edgar Halliburton?" + +She threw her hands before her face with a low cry. "Has he been +betraying _that_? What will become of us?--what shall we do with him? If +ever a family was beaten down by fate, it is ours." + +Not gratuitously by fate, thought Mr. Ashley. Its own misdoings have +brought the evil upon it. "Where is Cyril?" he asked aloud. "He ought to +bestir himself to help you, now." + + +"Cyril!" echoed Mrs. Dare, a bitter scowl rising to her face. "_He_ help +us! You know what Cyril is." + +As they went out, they met Cyril. What a contrast the two cousins +presented, side by side!--he and William might be called such. The +one--fine, noble, intellectual; his countenance setting forth its own +truth, candour, honour; making the best in his walk of life, of the +talents entrusted to him by God. The other--slouching, untidy, all but +ragged; his offensive doings too plainly shown in his bloated face, his +inflamed eyes: letting his talents and his days run to worse than waste; +a burden to himself and to those around him. And yet, in their boyhood +days, how great had been Cyril's advantages over William Halliburton's! + +They walked away arm-in-arm, William and Mr. Ashley. A short visit to +the manufactory in passing, and then they continued their way home, +taking it purposely through Honey Fair. + +Honey Fair! Could _that_ be Honey Fair? Honey Fair used to be an +unsightly, inodorous place, where mud, garbage, and children ran riot +together: a species, in short, of capacious pigsty. But look at it now. +The paths are well kept, the road is clean and cared for. Her Majesty's +state coach-and-eight might drive down it, and the horses would not have +to tread gingerly. The houses are the same; small and large bear +evidence of care, of thrift, of a respectable class of inmates. The +windows are no longer stuffed with rags, or the palings broken. And that +little essay--the assembling at Robert East's, and William +Halliburton--had led to the change. + +Men and women had been awakened to self-respect; to the duty of striving +to live well and to do well; to the solemn thought that there is another +world after this, where their works, good or bad, would follow them. +They had learned to reflect that it _might_ be possible that one phase +of a lost soul's punishment after death, will lie in remembering the +duties it ought to have performed in life. They knew, without any effort +of reflection, that it is a remembrance which makes the sting of many a +death-bed. Formerly, Honey Fair had believed (those who had thought +about it) that their duties in this world and any duties which lay in +preparing for the next, were as wide apart as the two poles. Of that +they had now learned the fallacy. Honey Fair had grown serene. Children +were taken out of the streets to be sent to school; the Messrs. Bankes +had been discarded, for the women had grown wiser; and, for all the +custom the "Horned Ram" obtained from Honey Fair, it might have shut +itself up. In short, Honey Fair had been awakened, speaking from a +moderate point of view, to enlightenment; to the social improvements of +an advancing and a thinking age. + +This was a grand day with Honey Fair, as Mr. Ashley and William knew, +when they turned to walk through it. Mr. Ashley had purchased that +building you have heard of, for a comparative trifle, and made Honey +Fair a present of it. It was very useful. It did for their schools, +their night meetings, their provident clubs; and to-night a treat was to +be held in it. The men expected that Mr. Ashley would look in, and Henry +Ashley had sent round his chemical apparatus to give them some +experiments, and had bought a great magic-lantern. The place was now +called the "Ashley Institute." Some thought--Mr. Ashley for one--that +the "Halliburton Institute" would have been more consonant with fact; +but William had resolutely withstood it. The piece of waste land behind +it had been converted into a sort of playground and garden. The children +were not watched in it incessantly, and screamed at:--"You'll destroy +those flowers!" "You'll break that window!" "You are tearing up the +shrubs!" No: they were made to understand that they were _trusted_ not +to do these things; and they took the trust to themselves, and were +proud of it. You may train a child to this, if you will. + +As they passed the house of Charlotte East, she was turning in at her +garden gate; and, standing at the window, dandling a baby, was Caroline +Mason. Caroline was servant to Charlotte now, and that was Charlotte's +baby; for Charlotte was no longer Charlotte East, but Mrs. Thorneycroft. +She curtsied as they came up. + +"Good afternoon, gentlemen. I have been round to the rooms to show them +how to arrange the evergreens. I hope they will have a pleasant +evening!" + +"They!" echoed Mr. Ashley. "Are you not coming yourself?" + +"I think not, sir. Adam and Robert will be there, of course; but I can't +well leave baby!" + +"Nonsense, Charlotte!" exclaimed William. "What harm will happen to the +baby? Are you afraid of its running away?" + +"Ah, sir, you don't understand babies yet." + +"That has to come," laughed Mr. Ashley. + +"I understand enough about babies to pronounce that one a most exacting +infant, if you can't leave it for an hour or two," persisted William. +"You must come, Charlotte. My wife intends to be there." + +"Well, sir,--I know I should like it. Perhaps I can manage to run round +for an hour, leaving Caroline to listen." + +"How does Caroline go on?" inquired Mr. Ashley. + +"Sir, never a better young woman went into a house. That was a dreadful +lesson to her, and it has taught her what nothing else could. I believe +that Honey Fair will respect her in time." + +"My opinion is, that Honey Fair would not be going far out of its way to +respect her now," remarked William. "Once a false step is taken, it is +very much the fashion to go tripping over others. Caroline, on the +contrary, has been using all her poor endeavours ever since to retrieve +that first mistake." + +"I could not wish for a better servant," said Charlotte. "Of course, I +could not keep a servant for housework alone, and Caroline nearly earns +her food helping me at the gloves. I am pleased, and she is grateful. +Yes, sir, it is as you say--Honey Fair ought to respect her. It will +come in time." + +"As most good things come, that are striven for in the right way," +remarked Mr. Ashley. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +ASSIZE TIME. + + +Once more, in this, the almost concluding chapter of the history, are we +obliged to take notice of Assize Saturday. Once more had the high +sheriff's procession gone out to receive the judges; and never had the +cathedral bells rung out more clearly, or the streets and windows been +so thronged. + +A blast, shrill and loud, from the advancing heralds, was borne on the +air of the bright March afternoon, as the cavalcade advanced up East +Street. The javelin-men rode next, two abreast, in the plain dark Ashley +livery, the points of their javelins glittering in the sunshine, +scarcely able to advance for the crowd. A feverish crowd. Little cared +they to-day for the proud trumpets, the javelin-bearers, the various +attractions that made their delight on other of those days; they cared +only for that stately equipage in the rear. Not for its four prancing +horses, its silver ornaments, its portly coachman on the hammer-cloth; +not even for the very judges themselves; but for the master of that +carriage, the high sheriff, Thomas Ashley. + +He sat in it, its only plainly attired inmate. The scarlet robes, the +flowing wigs of the judges, were opposite to him; beside him were the +rich black silk robes of his chaplain, the vicar of Deoffam. A crowd of +gentlemen on horseback followed--a crowd Helstonleigh had rarely seen. +William was one of them. The popularity of a high sheriff may be judged +by the number of his attendants, when he goes out to meet the judges. +Half Helstonleigh had placed itself on horseback that day, to do honour +to Thomas Ashley. + +Occupying a conspicuous position in the street were the Ashley workmen. +Clean and shaved, they had surreptitiously conveyed their best coats to +the manufactory; and, with the first peal of the college bells, had +rushed out, dressed--every soul--leaving the manufactory alone in its +glory, and Samuel Lynn to take care of it. The shout they raised, as the +sheriff's carriage drew near, deafened the street. It was out of all +manner of etiquette or precedence to cheer the sheriff when in +attendance on the judges; but who could be angry with them? Not Mr. +Ashley. Their lordships looked out astonished. One of the judges you +have met before--Sir William Leader; the other was Mr. Justice Keene. + +The judges gazed from the carriage, wondering what the shouts could +mean. They saw a respectable-looking body of men--not respectable in +dress only, but in face--gathered there, bareheaded, and cheering the +carriage with all their might and main. + +"What can that be for?" cried Mr. Justice Keene. + +"I believe it must be meant for me," observed Mr. Ashley, taken by +surprise as much as the judges were. "Foolish fellows! Your lordships +must understand that they are the workmen belonging to my manufactory." + +But his eyes were dim, as he leaned forward and acknowledged the +greeting. Such a shout followed upon it! The judges, used to shouting as +they were, had rarely heard the like, so deep and heartfelt was it. + +"There's genuine good-feeling in that cheer," said Sir William Leader. +"I like to hear it. It is more than lip deep." + +The dinner party for the judges that night was given at the deanery. Not +a more honoured guest had it than the high sheriff. His chaplain was +with him, and William and Frank were also guests. What did the Dares +think of the Halliburtons now? + +The Dares, just then, were too much occupied with their own concerns to +think of them at all. They were planning how to get out to Australia. +Their daughter Julia, more dutiful than some daughters might prove +themselves, had offered an asylum to her father and mother, if they +would go out to Sydney. Her sisters, she wrote word, would find good +situations there as governesses--probably in time find husbands. + +They were wild to go. They wanted to get away from mortifying +Helstonleigh, and to try their fortunes in a new world. The passage +money was the difficulty. Julia had not sent it, possibly not supposing +they were so very badly off; she did not know yet of the last touch to +their misfortunes. How could they scrape together even enough for a +steerage passage? Mr. Ashley's private opinion was that he should have +to furnish it. Ah! he was a good man. Never a better, never a more +considerate to others than Thomas Ashley. + +Sunday morning rose to the ringing again of the cathedral bells--bells +that do not condescend to ring except on rare occasions--telling that it +was some day of note in Helstonleigh. It was a fine day, sunny, and very +warm for March, and the glittering east window reflected its colours +upon a crowd such as the cathedral had rarely seen assembled within its +walls for divine service, even on those thronging days, Assize Sundays. + +The procession extended nearly the whole way from the grand entrance +gates to the choir, passing through the body and the nave. The high +sheriff's men, standing so still, their formidable javelins in rest, had +enough to do to retain their places, from the pressure of the crowd, as +they kept the line of way. The bishop in his robes, the clergy in their +white garments and scarlet or black hoods, the long line of college boys +in their surplices, the lay-clerks, yet in white. Not (as you were told +of yesterday) on them; not on the mayor and corporation, with their +chains and gowns; not on the grey-wigged judges, their fiery trains held +up behind, glaring cynosure of eyes on other days, was the attention of +that crowd fixed; but on him who walked, calm, dignified, quiet, in +immediate attendance on the judges--their revered fellow-citizen, Thomas +Ashley. In attendance on _him_ was his chaplain, his black gown, so +contrasting with the glare and glitter, marking him out conspicuously. + +The organ had burst forth as they entered the great gates, +simultaneously with the ceasing of the bells which had been sending +their melody over the city. With some difficulty, places were found for +those of note; but many a score stood that day. The bishop had gone on +to his throne; and opposite to him, in the archdeacon's stall, the +appointed place for the preacher on Assize Sundays, sat the sheriff's +chaplain. Sir William Leader was shown to the dean's stall; Mr. Justice +Keene to the sub-dean's; the dean sitting next the one, the high sheriff +next the other. William Halliburton was in a canon's stall; +Frank--handsome Frank!--found a place amidst many other barristers. And +in the ladies' pew, underneath the dean, seated with the dean's wife, +were Mrs. Ashley, her daughter, and Mrs. Halliburton. + +The Reverend Mr. Keating chanted the service, putting his best voice +into it. They gave that fine anthem, "Behold, God is my salvation." Very +good were the services and the singing that day. The dean, the +prebendary in residence, and Mr. Keating went to the communion-table for +the commandments, and thus the service drew to an end. As they were +conducted back to their stall, a verger with his silver mace cleared a +space for the sheriff's chaplain to ascend the pulpit stairs, the +preacher of the day. + +How the college boys gazed at him! Only a short time before +(comparatively speaking) he had been one of them, a college boy himself; +some of the seniors (juniors then) had been school-fellows with him. Now +he was the Reverend Edgar Halliburton, chief personage for the moment in +that cathedral. To the boys' eyes he seemed to look dark; except on +Assize Sundays, they were accustomed to see only white robes in that +pulpit. + +"Too young to give us a good sermon," thought half the congregation, as +they scanned him. Nevertheless, they liked his countenance; its grave +earnest look. He gave out his text, a verse from Ecclesiastes: + +"Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might; for there is +no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither +thou goest." + +Then he leaned a little forward on the cushion; and, after a pause, +began his sermon, which lay before him, and worked out the text. + +It was an admirable discourse, clear and practical; but you will not +care to have it recapitulated for you, as it was recapitulated in the +local newspapers. Remembering what the bringing up of the Halliburtons +had been, it was impossible that Gar's sermons should not be practical; +and the congregation began to think they had been mistaken in their +estimate of what a young man could do. He told the judges where their +duty lay, as fearlessly as he told it to the college boys, as he told it +to all. He told them that the golden secret of success and happiness in +this life, lay in the faithful and earnest performance of the duties +that crowded on their path, striving on unweariedly, whatsoever those +duties might be, whether pleasant or painful; _joined to implicit +reliance on, and trust in God_. A plainer sermon was never preached. In +manner he was remarkably calm and impressive, and the tone of his voice +was quiet and persuasive, just as if he were speaking to them. He was +listened to with breathless interest throughout; even those gentry, the +college boys, were for once beguiled into attending to a sermon. Jane's +tears fell incessantly, and she had to let down her white veil to hide +them; as on that day, years ago, when she had let down her black crape +veil to conceal them, in the office of Anthony Dare. Different tears +this time. + +The sermon lasted just half an hour, and it had seemed only a quarter of +one. The bishop then rose and gave the blessing, and the crowds began to +file out. As the preacher was being marshalled by a verger through the +choir to take his place in the procession next the high sheriff, Mr. +Keating met him and grasped his hand. + + +"You are all right, Gar," he whispered, "and I am proud of having +educated you. That sermon will tell home to some of the drones." + +"I knew he'd astonish 'em!" ejaculated Dobbs, who had walked all the way +from Deoffam to see the sight, to hear her master preach to the +cathedral, and had fought out a standing-place for herself right in +front of the pulpit. "_His_ sermons aren't filled up with bottomless +pits as are never full enough, like those of some preachers be." + +That sermon and the Rev. Edgar Halliburton were talked of much in +Helstonleigh that day. + +But ere the close of another day the town was ringing with the name of +Frank. He had led; he, Frank Halliburton! A cause of some importance was +tried in the _Nisi Prius_ Court, in which the defendant was Mr. Glenn +the surgeon. Mr. Glenn, who had liked Frank from the hour he first +conversed with him that evening at his house, now so long ago--a +conversation at which you had the pleasure of assisting--who had also +the highest opinion of Frank's abilities in his profession, had made it +a point that his case should be intrusted to Frank. Mr. Glenn was not +deceived. Frank led admirably, and his eloquence quite took the +spectators by storm. What was of more importance, it told upon Mr. +Justice Keene and the jury, and Frank sat down in triumph and won his +verdict. + +"I told you I should do it, mother," said he, quietly, when he reached +Deoffam that night, after being nearly smothered with congratulations. +"You will live to see me on the woolsack yet." + +Jane laughed. She often had laughed at the same boast. She was alone +that evening; Gar was attending the high sheriff at an official dinner +at Helstonleigh. "Will no lesser prize content you, Frank?" asked she, +jestingly. "Say, for example, the Solicitor-Generalship?" + +"Only as a stepping-stone." + +"And you still get on well? Seriously speaking now. Frank." + +"First-rate," answered Frank. "This day's work will be the best lift for +me, though, unless I am mistaken. I had two fresh briefs put into my +hands as I sat down," he added, going off in a laugh. "See if I make +this year less than a thousand!" + +"And the next thing, I suppose, you will be thinking of getting +married?" + +The bold barrister actually blushed. "What nonsense, mother! Marry, and +lose my fellowship!" + +"Frank, it is so! I see it in your face. You must tell me who it is." + +"Well, as yet it is no one. I must wait until my eloquence, as they +called it to-day in court, is a more assured fact with the public, and +then I may speak out to the judge. She means waiting for me, though, so +it is all right." + +"Tell me, Frank," repeated Jane; "who is 'she'?" + +"Maria Leader." + +Jane looked at him doubtingly. "Not Sir William's daughter?" + +"His second daughter." + +"Is not that rather too aspiring for Frank Halliburton?" + +"Maria does not think so. I have been aspiring all my life, mother; and +so long as I work on for it honourably and uprightly, I see no harm in +being so." + +"No, Frank; good instead of harm. How did you become acquainted with +her?" + +"Her brother and I are chums: have been ever since we were at Oxford. +Bob is at the Chancery bar, but he has not much nous for it--not half +the clever man that his father was. His chambers are next to mine, and I +often go home with him. The girls make a great deal of us, too. That is +how I first knew Maria." + +"Then I suppose you see something of the judge?" + +"Oh dear," laughed Frank, "the judge and I are upon intimate terms in +private life; quite cronies. You would not think it, though, if you saw +me bowing before my lord when he sits in his big wig. Sometimes I fancy +he suspects." + +"Suspects what?" + +"That I and Maria would like to join cause together. But I don't mind if +he does. I am a favourite of his. The very Sunday before we came on +circuit he asked me to dine there. We went to church in the evening, and +I had Maria under my wing; Sir William and Lady Leader trudging on +before us." + +"Well, Frank, I wish you success. I don't think you would choose any but +a nice girl, a good girl----" + +"Stop a moment, mother; you will meet the judge to-morrow night, and you +may then draw a picture of Maria. She is as like him as two peas." + +"How old is she, Frank?" + +"Two-and-twenty. _I_ shall have her. He was not always the great Judge +Leader, you know, mother; and he knows it. And he knows that every one +must have a beginning, as he and my lady had it. For years after they +were married he did not make five hundred a year, and they had to live +upon it. He does not fear to revert to it, either; often talks of it to +me and Bob--a sort of hint, I suppose, that folk do get on in time, by +dint of patience. You will like Sir William Leader." + +Yes: Jane would meet Sir William on the following night, for that would +be the evening of the entertainment given by the high sheriff to the +judges at Deoffam Hall. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE HIGH SHERIFF'S DINNER PARTY. + + +William Halliburton drove his wife over in the pony carriage in the +afternoon; they would dress and sleep at Deoffam. They went early, and +in driving past Deoffam Vicarage, who should be at the gate looking out +for them, but Anna! Not Anna Lynn now, but Anna Gurney. + +"William, William, there's Anna!" Mary exclaimed. "I will get out here." + +He assisted her down, and they remained talking with Anna. Then William +asked what he was to do. Wait with the carriage for Mary, or drive on to +the hall, and walk back for her? + +"Drive to the hall," said Mary, who wished to stay a little while with +Anna. "But, William," she added, as he got in, "don't let my box go +round to the stables." + +"With all its finery!" laughed William. + +"It contains my dinner dress," Mary explained to Anna. "Have you been +here long?" + +"This hour, I think," replied Anna. "My husband had business a mile or +two further on, and drove me here. What a nice garden this is! See, I +have been picking Gar's flowers." + +"Where is Mrs. Halliburton?" asked Mary. + +"Dobbs called her in to settle some dispute in the kitchen. I know Dobbs +is a great tyrant over that new housemaid." + +"But now tell me about yourself, Anna," said Mary, leading her to a +bench. "I have scarcely seen you since you were married. How do you like +being your own mistress?" + +"Oh, it's charming!" replied Anna, with all her old childish, natural +manner. "Mary, what dost thee think? Charles lets me sit without my +caps." + +Mary laughed. "To the great scandal of Patience!" + +"Indeed, yes. One day, Patience called when we were at dinner. I had not +so much as a bit of net on, and Patience looked so cross; but she said +nothing, for the servants were in waiting. When they had left the room +she told Charles that she was surprised at his allowing it; that I was +giddy enough and vain enough, and it would only make me worse. Charles +smiled; he was eating walnuts: and what dost thee think he answered? +He--but I don't like to tell thee," broke off Anna, covering her face +with her pretty hands. + +"Yes, yes, Anna, you must tell me." + +"He told Patience that he liked to see me without the caps, and there +was no need for my wearing them until I should have children old enough +to set an example to." + +Anna took off her straw bonnet as she spoke, and her curls fell to +shade her blushing cheeks. Mary wondered whether the "children" would +have faces as lovely as their mother's. She had never seen Anna look so +well. For one thing, she had rarely seen her so well dressed. She wore a +stone-coloured corded silk, glistening with richness, and an exquisite +white shawl that must have cost no end of money. + +"I should always let my curls be seen, Anna," said Mary; "there _can_ be +no harm in it." + +"No, that there can't, as Charles does not think so," emphatically +answered Anna. "Mary," dropping her voice to a whisper, "I want Charles +not to wear those straight coats any more. He shakes his head at me and +laughs; but I think he will listen to me." + +Seeing what she did of the change in Anna's dress, Mary thought so too. +Not but that Anna's things were still cut sufficiently in the old form +to bespeak her sect: as they, no doubt, always would be. + +"When art thee coming to spend the day with me, as thee promised?" asked +Anna. + +"Very soon: when this assize bustle shall be over." + +"How gay you will be to-night!" + +"How formal you mean," said Mary. "To entertain judges when on circuit, +and bishops, and deans, is more formidable than pleasant. It is a state +dinner to-night. When I saw papa this morning, I inquired if we were to +have the javelin-men on guard in the dining-room." + +Anna laughed. "Do Frank and Gar dine there?" + +"Of course. The high sheriff could not give a dinner party without his +chaplain at hand to say grace," returned Mary, laughing. + +William came back: and they all remained for almost the rest of the +afternoon, Jane regaling them with tea. It was scarcely over when Mr. +Gurney drove up in his carriage: a large, open carriage, the groom's +seat behind, the horses very fine ones. He came in for a few minutes; a +very pleasant man of nearly forty years; a handsome man also. Then he +took possession of Anna, carefully assisted her up, took the seat beside +her, and the reins, and drove off. + +William started for the Hall with Mary, walking at a brisk pace. It was +not ten minutes' distance, but the evening was getting on. Henry Ashley +met them as they entered, and began upon them in his crossest tones. + +"Now what have you two got to say for yourselves? Here, I expect you, +Mr. William, to pass the afternoon with me: the mother expects Mary: and +nothing arrives but a milliner's box! And you make your appearance when +it's pretty nearly time to go up to embellish!" + +"We stayed at the Vicarage, Henry; and I don't think mamma could want +me. Anna Gurney was there." + +"Rubbish! Who's Anna Gurney that she should upset things? I wanted +William, and that's enough. Do you think you are to monopolize him, Mrs. +Mary, just because you happen to have married him?" + +Mary went behind her brother, and playfully put her arms round his +neck. "I will lend him to you now and then, if you are good," she +whispered. + +"You idle, inattentive girl! The mother wanted you to cut some hot-house +flowers for the dinner-table." + +"Did she? I will do it now." + +"Listen to her! Do it now! when it has been done this hour past. +William, I don't intend to show up to-night." + +"Why not?" asked William. + +"It is a nuisance to change one's things: and my side's not over clever +to-day: and the ungrateful delinquency of you two has put me +out-of-sorts altogether," answered Henry, making up his catalogue. +"Condemning one to vain expectation, and to fretting and fuming over it! +I shan't show up. William must represent me." + +"Yes, you will show up," replied William. "For you know that your not +doing so would vex Mr. Ashley." + +"A nice lot _you_ are to talk about vexing! You don't care how you vex +me." + +William gently took him by the arm. "Come along to your room now, and I +will help you with your things. Once ready, you can do as you like about +appearing." + +"You treat me just as a child," grumbled Henry. "I say, do the judges +come in their wigs?" + +Mary broke into a laugh. + +"Because that case of stuffed owls had better be ordered out of the +hall. The animals may be looked upon as personal." + +"I hope there's a good fire in your room, Henry." + +"There had better be, unless the genius that presides over the fires in +this household would like to feel the weight of my displeasure." + +Mary went to find her mother; she was in her chamber, dressing. + +"My dear child, how late you are!" + +"There's plenty of time, mamma. We stayed at the parsonage. Anna Gurney +was there. Henry says he is not very well." + +"He says that always when William disappoints him. He will be all right +now you have come. Go to your room, my dear, and I will send Sarah to +you." + +Mary was ready, and the maid gone, before William left Henry to come +and dress on his own account. Mary wore white silk, with emerald +ornaments. + +"Shall I do, William?" asked she, when William came in. + +"Do!" he answered, running his eyes over her. "No!" + +"Why, what's the matter with me?" she cried, turning hurriedly to the +great glass. + +"This." He took her in his arms, and kissed her passionately. "My +darling wife! You will never 'do' without that." + +It was not a formidable party at all, in defiance of Mary's +anticipations. The judges, divested of their flowing wigs and flaming +robes, looked just like other men. Jane liked Sir William Leader, as +Frank had told her she would; and Mr. Justice Keene was an easy, +talkative man, fond of a good joke and a good dinner. Mr. Justice Keene +seemed excessively to admire Mary Halliburton; and--there could be no +doubt about it, and I hope the legal bench won't look grave at the +reflection--seemed very much inclined to get up a flirtation with her +over the coffee. Being a judge, I think the bishop ought to have read +him a reprimand. + +Standing at one end of the room, coffee-cups in hand, were Sir William +Leader, the Dean of Helstonleigh, Mr. Ashley, and his son. They were +talking of the Halliburtons. Sir William knew a good deal of their +history from Frank. + +"It is most wonderful!" Sir William was remarking. "Self-educated, +self-supporting, and to be what they are!" + +"Not altogether self-educated," dissented the dean; "for the two +younger, the barrister and clergyman, were in the school attached to my +cathedral; but self-educated in a great degree. The eldest, my friend's +son-in-law, never had a lesson in the classics after his father's death, +and there's not a more finished scholar in the county." + +"The father died and left them badly provided for," remarked Sir +William. + +"He did not leave them provided for at all, Sir William," corrected Mr. +Ashley. "He left nothing, literally nothing, but the furniture of the +small house they rented; and he left some trifling debts. Poor Mrs. +Halliburton turned to work with a will, and not only contrived to +support them, but brought them up to be what you see them--high-minded, +honourable, educated men." + +The judge turned his eyes on Jane. She was sitting on a distant sofa, +talking with the bishop. So quiet, so lady-like, nay--so attractive--she +looked still, in the rich pearl-grey dress warn at William's wedding; +not in the least like one who had had to toil hard for bread. + +"I have heard of her--heard of her worth from Frank," he said, with +emphasis. "She must be one in a thousand." + +"One in a million, Sir William," burst forth Henry Ashley. "When they +were boys, you could not have bribed them to do a wrong thing: neither +temptation nor anything else turned them from the right. And they would +not be turned from the right now, if I know anything of them." + +The judge walked up to Jane, and took the seat beside her just vacated +by the bishop. + +"Mrs. Halliburton," said he, "you must be proud of your sons." + +Jane smiled. "I have latterly been obliged to take myself to task for +being so, Sir William," she answered. + +"To task! I wish I had three such sons to take myself to task for being +proud of," was his answer. "Not that mine are to be found fault with; +but they are not like these." + +"Do you think Frank will get on?" she asked him. + +"It is no longer a question of getting on. He has begun to rise in an +unusually rapid manner. I should not be surprised if, in after-years, he +may find the very highest honours opening to him." + +Again Jane smiled. "He has been in the habit of telling us that he looks +forward to ruling England as Lord Chancellor." + +The judge laughed. "I never knew a newly-fledged barrister who did not +indulge that vision," said he. "I know I did. But there are really not +many Frank Halliburtons. So, sir," he continued, for Frank at that +moment passed, and the judge pinned him, "I hear you cherish dreams of +the woolsack." + +"To look at it from a distance is not high treason, Sir William," was +Frank's ready answer. + +"Why, what do you suppose _you_ would do on the woolsack, if you got +there?" cried Sir William. + +"My duty, I hope, Sir William. I would try hard for it." + +Sir William loosed him with an amused expression, and Frank passed on. +Jane began to think Frank's dream--not of the woolsack, but of Maria +Leader--not so very improbable a one. + +"I have heard of your early struggles," said the judge to her in low +tones. "Frank has talked to me. How you could have borne up, and done +long-continued battle with them, I cannot imagine!" + +"I never could have done it but for one thing," she answered: "my trust +in God. Times upon times, Sir William, when the storm was beating about +my head, I had no help or comfort in the wide world: I had nothing to +turn to but that. I never lost my trust in God." + +"And therefore God stood by you," remarked the judge. + +"And _therefore_ God stood by me, and helped me on. I wish," she added +earnestly, "the whole world could learn the same great lesson that I +have learnt. I have--I humbly hope I have--been enabled to teach it to +my boys. I have tried to do it from their very earliest years." + +"Frank shall have Maria," thought the judge to himself. "They are an +admirable family. The young chaplain should have another of the girls if +he liked her." + +What was William thinking of, as he stood a little apart, with his +serene brow and his thoughtful smile? His mind was in the past. That +long past night, following the day of his entrance to Mr. Ashley's +manufactory, was present to him, when he had lain down in despair, and +sobbed out his bitter grief. "Bear up, my child," were the words his +mother had comforted him with: "only do your duty, and trust implicitly +in God." And when she had gone down, and he could get the sobs away from +his heart and throat, he made the resolve to do as she had told him--at +any rate, to try and do it. And he kneeled down there and then, and +asked to be helped to do it. And, from that hour to this, William had +never known the trust to fail. Success? Yes, they had reaped +success--success in no measured degree. Be very sure that it was born of +that great trust. Oh!--as Jane had just said to Sir William Leader--if +the world could only learn this wonderful truth! + +"BECAUSE HE HATH SET HIS LOVE UPON ME, THEREFORE WILL I DELIVER HIM: I +WILL SET HIM UP, BECAUSE HE HATH KNOWN MY NAME." + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Mrs. Halliburton's Troubles, by Mrs. Henry Wood + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MRS. 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